1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:03,120 So if I have this thought like, OK, I am ugly and I'm sending 2 00:00:03,120 --> 00:00:05,880 that out constantly, I'm refusing to do things because 3 00:00:05,880 --> 00:00:07,840 I'm trying to avoid public appearance. 4 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:11,200 I'm constantly thinking that thought, then that is a neuro 5 00:00:11,200 --> 00:00:13,960 pathway that's being developed. Now let's say I read the Bible 6 00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:15,840 and the Bible says that I'm fearfully and wonderfully 7 00:00:15,840 --> 00:00:18,560 created in God's image. OK, so now I'm starting to break 8 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:20,320 that stronghold. I'm reading the Bible. 9 00:00:20,480 --> 00:00:23,760 The more that I come into agreement with that Bible verse, 10 00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:26,400 the more that the stronghold that says I'm ugly actually has 11 00:00:26,400 --> 00:00:27,960 to die. And that's exactly what happens 12 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:30,600 in our bodies. The stronger neuro pathway, the 13 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:33,080 one that's filled with truth, which is how it got designed our 14 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:35,600 bodies to be, actually kills the other one. 15 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:38,000 It takes its place. Two thoughts that are opposite 16 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:40,400 of each other actually cannot exist in your brain at the same 17 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:44,480 time. Welcome to the Free to Lead 18 00:00:44,480 --> 00:00:48,160 podcast where we go deep and talk about all the things that 19 00:00:48,160 --> 00:00:51,560 are holding us back from walking fully in Our Calling and our 20 00:00:51,560 --> 00:00:55,360 identity in Christ. You know that desire to write 21 00:00:55,360 --> 00:00:58,840 the book, to build the business, to start the ministry, to 22 00:00:58,840 --> 00:01:02,000 finally step out into that God sized dream that he's placed in 23 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:03,800 your heart. But then you start hearing those 24 00:01:03,800 --> 00:01:07,840 voices, the shame from the past, the exhaustion from burnout, or 25 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:10,840 that endless cycle of comparing yourself to others. 26 00:01:11,160 --> 00:01:14,320 It can feel like your feet are stuck in cement and your hands 27 00:01:14,320 --> 00:01:18,160 are tied and like no matter how hard you try, you just cannot 28 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:22,080 move forward. Friend, I have been there too. 29 00:01:22,360 --> 00:01:25,040 And the truth is, you can't lead well if you're not whole. 30 00:01:25,320 --> 00:01:28,120 You can't porn to others when you're running on empty or 31 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:30,280 leading from wounds instead of healing. 32 00:01:30,360 --> 00:01:33,920 That's why I'm so excited for today's guest, Sienna Kopishki. 33 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:37,680 Sienna is a prophetic business coach and corporate intercessor 34 00:01:37,680 --> 00:01:40,960 who helps Christian women consecrate their work to God and 35 00:01:40,960 --> 00:01:43,920 build for His Kingdom. She's the founder of 36 00:01:43,920 --> 00:01:47,520 Consecration Academy and her heart is to see women lead with 37 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:51,440 authenticity, confidence, and freedom, not from hustle or 38 00:01:51,440 --> 00:01:53,880 comparison, but from wholeness in Christ. 39 00:01:54,120 --> 00:01:56,840 Today we're talking about what it really means to lead from a 40 00:01:56,840 --> 00:02:00,680 place of wholeness and how inner healing from shame, burnout, or 41 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:04,720 comparison can equip you to step more fully into the life and 42 00:02:04,720 --> 00:02:06,520 leadership that God has called you to. 43 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:08,840 This conversation is going to be so freeing. 44 00:02:08,840 --> 00:02:12,120 I know it's going to be practical for you, so let's dive 45 00:02:12,120 --> 00:02:14,480 in. Sienna, thank you so much for 46 00:02:14,480 --> 00:02:16,440 taking the time to be here with us today. 47 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:18,440 Welcome to the show. Thank you so much. 48 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:21,160 I am actually really excited to be here and to dive deep into 49 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:24,320 the topic of wholeness for all the women that are listening to 50 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:26,480 this episode today. Yes, me too. 51 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:29,800 So let's dive into that. You know, you had said that you 52 00:02:29,800 --> 00:02:32,440 can't lead well if you're not whole, and I agree with you 53 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:35,440 100%. Can you share what leading from 54 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:39,560 a place of wholeness really even means to you and how that works 55 00:02:39,560 --> 00:02:41,400 out for you? You know, one of the biggest 56 00:02:41,400 --> 00:02:45,280 things I think that we forget as Christians is how important it 57 00:02:45,280 --> 00:02:47,840 is to guard our heart. Out of your heart comes 58 00:02:48,680 --> 00:02:50,000 everything else, right? Right. 59 00:02:50,000 --> 00:02:53,880 Scripture tells us that. And so if we are not healed, if 60 00:02:53,880 --> 00:02:56,520 we're not going through inner healing, we're not removing the 61 00:02:56,520 --> 00:02:58,920 shame and the burnout, which by the way, those are things that 62 00:02:58,920 --> 00:03:01,520 Jesus already died for on the cross. 63 00:03:01,520 --> 00:03:03,040 Like he already took that condemnation. 64 00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:05,520 He already took your shame, He already took your guilt. 65 00:03:05,840 --> 00:03:09,920 And so we're like just allowing that to be something that sticks 66 00:03:09,920 --> 00:03:13,520 in our heart and we're not able to do anything else because 67 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:16,080 we're we're feeling shame, we're feeling burnout, we're feeling 68 00:03:16,080 --> 00:03:18,880 all these things. Then we've kind of may miss the 69 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:22,240 point of Jesus's death for us. We're carrying that into spaces 70 00:03:22,240 --> 00:03:24,160 that he never intended us to carry into. 71 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:29,560 And we have to be willing to go into spaces and talk to other 72 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:32,760 people, our clients, our customers, however that looks 73 00:03:32,760 --> 00:03:36,040 like do the things that he's called us to do from a place of 74 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:39,080 a healed heart. Otherwise, we're going to cause 75 00:03:39,160 --> 00:03:42,360 other people to feel the things that we're feeling. 76 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:44,320 I hope that makes sense. Yeah, I know. 77 00:03:44,360 --> 00:03:46,680 Absolutely. It makes a ton of sense and 78 00:03:46,680 --> 00:03:49,880 you're right, it's you said feel the things that we're feeling. 79 00:03:49,880 --> 00:03:52,640 There's something I I heard a long time ago that hurting 80 00:03:52,640 --> 00:03:55,080 people hurt people and that was it, right. 81 00:03:55,240 --> 00:03:57,640 But then I realized years later, yes, that is true. 82 00:03:57,640 --> 00:04:00,920 Hurting people hurt people, but healed people heal people. 83 00:04:00,960 --> 00:04:05,120 And yes. And so if we are trying to lead 84 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:09,280 our homes, even our children, and we're The Walking wounded, 85 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:11,920 it's time to get healed. It is so time to get healed 86 00:04:11,920 --> 00:04:15,560 because our kids deserve that, our husbands deserve that, You 87 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:18,200 deserve that and Jesus paid the price like you said. 88 00:04:18,200 --> 00:04:21,440 So I love that so much. You know, you talked about 89 00:04:21,760 --> 00:04:25,320 laying down a six figure business so that God could 90 00:04:25,320 --> 00:04:27,640 rebuild you. That's pretty scary to think 91 00:04:27,640 --> 00:04:32,160 about doing and even to walk away from a six figure corporate 92 00:04:32,160 --> 00:04:35,920 job or or business. How did that experience expose 93 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:38,680 areas of brokenness or burnout in your life? 94 00:04:38,720 --> 00:04:41,400 Yeah, so I'm going to be honest, I didn't really have a choice. 95 00:04:41,440 --> 00:04:45,560 It wasn't something that God was like, hey, Sienna, let's 96 00:04:45,560 --> 00:04:48,760 consider doing something different rate September of 2023 97 00:04:48,760 --> 00:04:52,360 when I was sitting at a women's conference at church and I heard 98 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:55,080 the Lord so audibly say to me, shut down your business. 99 00:04:55,080 --> 00:04:58,000 Now at this point of my life, I was pretty lukewarm, which is 100 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:00,880 very interesting because if you know who I am today, right, 101 00:05:00,880 --> 00:05:03,760 we're only like a year and a half, almost two years later, 102 00:05:03,760 --> 00:05:06,760 actually two years later, now it's it's September of 2025. 103 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:09,800 You would look at me and go, there's no way you were, no way 104 00:05:09,840 --> 00:05:12,600 you were lukewarm. But I was, yeah, just two years 105 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:15,080 ago. And I heard Holy Spirit say, 106 00:05:15,080 --> 00:05:17,120 shut down your business. Now, this was the first time I 107 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:20,160 had ever heard God's voice so audibly in this capacity. 108 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,280 And I was actually really confused. 109 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:24,880 I don't know why, but I've wrestled and I know a lot of 110 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:27,720 people, women, men, even children, wrestle with. 111 00:05:27,760 --> 00:05:29,920 OK, is this God's voice? Is this my voice? 112 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:33,560 Is this the enemy's voice? Right in my internal being, I 113 00:05:33,560 --> 00:05:37,240 knew it was God's voice, but I I just didn't believe that it was. 114 00:05:37,520 --> 00:05:40,160 And so I went to these group of women who I thought were better 115 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:43,400 Christians than me. Air Quotation Marks and because 116 00:05:43,400 --> 00:05:45,680 no ones better than you. God actually has no favorites 117 00:05:45,680 --> 00:05:48,440 according to the Bible. And I walked up to these women 118 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:50,960 and I said, hey, I think the Lord is telling me to shut down 119 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:53,720 my business. And they said, no, God's not. 120 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:55,800 God is not calling you to shut down your business. 121 00:05:55,800 --> 00:05:57,360 I said, OK, I just listened to them. 122 00:05:57,360 --> 00:06:00,360 I kept going on with my life. Two days later comes, it's a 123 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:05,840 Sunday and I'm sitting back in the same seat at church and I 124 00:06:05,840 --> 00:06:08,240 hear the Lord say again, you need to shut down your business. 125 00:06:08,240 --> 00:06:11,240 I'm taking you into ministry. Now, if you knew me back then, I 126 00:06:11,240 --> 00:06:14,560 was very, very lukewarm. So ministry, that sounds like a 127 00:06:14,560 --> 00:06:16,320 joke. This isn't Holy Spirit. 128 00:06:16,440 --> 00:06:18,040 There's no way I was going into ministry. 129 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:21,160 I can't even leave myself. Like that's not possible. 130 00:06:21,720 --> 00:06:25,080 And let's just say I didn't listen to Holy Spirit because I 131 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:27,520 was still very confused. I went back to that same group 132 00:06:27,520 --> 00:06:30,400 of women after church on Sunday and I said, hey, listen, I 133 00:06:30,480 --> 00:06:32,400 really think God is saying I need to cut, like cut my 134 00:06:32,400 --> 00:06:34,880 business. I need to go into ministry. 135 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,920 They were like, well, and because they knew me, they knew 136 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:39,520 obviously I wasn't ready for ministry. 137 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:42,040 And I think, you know, their advice was something along the 138 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,440 lines of, well, God could use your business as ministry, which 139 00:06:44,440 --> 00:06:46,720 was true. But I didn't really understand 140 00:06:46,720 --> 00:06:48,280 that, right? Like I'm listening to God's 141 00:06:48,280 --> 00:06:49,760 voice. I'm interpreting it very 142 00:06:49,760 --> 00:06:52,040 literally. And then there's these women 143 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:53,920 that are like, yeah, God could use your business. 144 00:06:53,920 --> 00:06:57,560 So I just start sprinkling Jesus in to my content and to what I'm 145 00:06:57,560 --> 00:07:00,600 doing. And January of 2024 comes and 146 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:04,000 God says you haven't listened to me, I'm going to take it away 147 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:07,360 from you. So January, I had my highest 148 00:07:07,360 --> 00:07:10,200 income month in my entire business like ever. 149 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:14,480 And it was very awesome, but I wasn't living for the Lord. 150 00:07:14,680 --> 00:07:18,680 I had all this money and I just like spent it on so many 151 00:07:18,680 --> 00:07:20,240 different things. Granted, none of these things 152 00:07:20,240 --> 00:07:23,640 were bad things, but they just weren't where God wanted me to 153 00:07:23,640 --> 00:07:26,320 spend the money because at the end of the day, the world is the 154 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:28,760 Lord's and everything and it belongs to him and that 155 00:07:28,760 --> 00:07:31,600 includes, but it's not limited to my money, right? 156 00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:35,720 And, and the money that we have possession over and so, and I 157 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:37,080 didn't really fully understand that. 158 00:07:37,080 --> 00:07:39,120 I just was like, let me splurge here and splurge. 159 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:42,360 I never tithe. I never gave to the homeless or, 160 00:07:42,640 --> 00:07:44,960 you know, helped other people maybe every now and then, but 161 00:07:44,960 --> 00:07:49,120 not like on a consistent basis. And, and God was just like, OK, 162 00:07:49,280 --> 00:07:50,880 you're not doing what I've called you to do. 163 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:54,080 I'm taking it away before the end of January. 164 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:57,120 I lost all of my clients. I lost all of my income. 165 00:07:57,120 --> 00:07:59,240 I had nothing. I was at $0.00. 166 00:07:59,280 --> 00:08:02,800 My entire business crumbled before my eyes and I was 167 00:08:02,800 --> 00:08:05,720 legitimately confused like how did this even happen? 168 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:08,920 How is this possible? And I went into a period for 169 00:08:08,920 --> 00:08:11,240 months where I sat in a prayer closet. 170 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:13,320 I like the movie War Room. Have you seen that? 171 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:15,040 Movie. I love that movie, Yeah. 172 00:08:16,240 --> 00:08:19,600 So I, I watched that movie and I created this whole war room in 173 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:22,800 my closet and I was like OK hold on, something is not right. 174 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:26,520 And so I started praying and I, I went on fast, I mean fast 175 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:28,440 after fast. I mean this went on for like 8 176 00:08:28,440 --> 00:08:29,840 months. Something along those lines. 177 00:08:29,840 --> 00:08:33,320 It was a lot of me fasting and praying, saying and crying out 178 00:08:33,320 --> 00:08:36,000 to God. And God made me a promise during 179 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:37,720 that time. He said, Sienna, you will never 180 00:08:37,720 --> 00:08:40,360 lack, but I need you to tithe. And I was like, well, how can I 181 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:42,760 tithe if I don't have any money? I mean, I'm married so my 182 00:08:42,760 --> 00:08:45,280 husband has income. And so that income came into our 183 00:08:45,280 --> 00:08:47,720 family and took care of our bills and our baseline. 184 00:08:47,720 --> 00:08:50,440 But I'm like, OK, God, I don't have anything else. 185 00:08:50,440 --> 00:08:53,560 Like I have no fund money. I have no gas money. 186 00:08:53,560 --> 00:08:56,760 I have no grocery money. I have no money for like, like 187 00:08:56,760 --> 00:09:00,720 my household bills are paid. How am I supposed to get food? 188 00:09:00,720 --> 00:09:02,080 How am I? And God was like, Sienna, I 189 00:09:02,080 --> 00:09:04,520 don't worry about any of that. I'm going to take care of it. 190 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:07,720 And he did. He came in supernaturally. 191 00:09:07,720 --> 00:09:10,200 I don't even know how to explain it other than it's him. 192 00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:14,360 And he knew what he was doing. And he came in and he paid for, 193 00:09:14,360 --> 00:09:17,360 he brought, he bought us food. Like, so I have so many 194 00:09:17,360 --> 00:09:20,520 testimonies during this period of my life, like just everything 195 00:09:20,520 --> 00:09:23,640 that I could have ever needed, we had, we never left. 196 00:09:23,960 --> 00:09:27,080 I was in a season where my bank account was negative, but I was 197 00:09:27,080 --> 00:09:28,920 not in luck. I just wasn't. 198 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:30,800 I, I had everything that I needed. 199 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:33,880 Everything was taken care of, and I was able to be at peace. 200 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:36,960 But God had to break a lot of things off of me #1 he had to 201 00:09:36,960 --> 00:09:40,040 break off pride. I was very prideful. 202 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:41,920 I had built this business by myself. 203 00:09:42,240 --> 00:09:45,160 I made six figures. It's me, me, me, me, me. 204 00:09:45,400 --> 00:09:48,440 I was driving my dream car. I really wanted a Tesla. 205 00:09:48,440 --> 00:09:51,680 I bought a Tesla. You know, I had a housekeeper, I 206 00:09:51,680 --> 00:09:53,880 had a babysit. I had like, all of these things 207 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:57,880 and it was just all about me. There was so much pride. 208 00:09:58,240 --> 00:10:00,320 And God was like, I have to strip you of that. 209 00:10:00,360 --> 00:10:02,400 Like, I'm, I'm taking you somewhere. 210 00:10:02,760 --> 00:10:04,640 I'm going to give you more than what? 211 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:06,920 Than six figures. Like he, he's already promised 212 00:10:06,920 --> 00:10:08,160 you're going to be a multimillionaire. 213 00:10:08,160 --> 00:10:11,480 But in order for you to get there, I have to remove pride 214 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:15,440 from you #1 and I have to remove you believing that your money is 215 00:10:15,440 --> 00:10:18,000 yours. And I need to teach you how to 216 00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:20,240 trust me when it comes to your income. 217 00:10:20,720 --> 00:10:24,480 And it took a very long time. I eventually came to this place 218 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:27,480 where I had to trust God with my income. 219 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:30,760 And now I'm life is very different. 220 00:10:30,760 --> 00:10:33,360 I don't really have worry when it comes to money, regardless of 221 00:10:33,360 --> 00:10:34,480 the number that's in my bank account. 222 00:10:34,480 --> 00:10:37,200 It could be negative. It could be 20,000, it could be 223 00:10:37,200 --> 00:10:42,080 0, it could be $1.00 a penny. And I'm not going to care 224 00:10:42,080 --> 00:10:46,360 because at the end of the day, I know that God has me in his 225 00:10:46,360 --> 00:10:47,720 arms. And if there's anything that I 226 00:10:47,720 --> 00:10:51,920 need, food, water, housing, clothes, my child needs 227 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:53,840 something, he's going to provide for it. 228 00:10:54,240 --> 00:10:56,840 Oh, my goodness, yes. So when you're in that season of 229 00:10:56,840 --> 00:11:00,920 lack, when you're like, OK, I just had this business that is 230 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:05,000 gone in one month, basically, and you had eight months of 231 00:11:05,160 --> 00:11:06,920 having no idea what you were going to do. 232 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:10,440 And I love how you said that because I felt it in my stomach 233 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:13,120 when you were talking about I had no fun money. 234 00:11:13,120 --> 00:11:15,560 I had no gas money, had, you know, your baseline bills were 235 00:11:15,560 --> 00:11:18,400 paid, but the extra wasn't there anymore. 236 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:22,000 I have been there. And I want to know in your 237 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:28,160 season of lack, how did you not go into doing mode like I have 238 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:30,120 to figure this out. I've got to do something 239 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:32,520 different. I have to, you know, start, I 240 00:11:32,520 --> 00:11:34,600 don't know, performing whatever you might want to call it. 241 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:37,760 How did you really rest and trust God in that season for 242 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:40,800 your business, for your next? Yeah, So I would say within the 243 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:45,520 first month of me really fasting and praying, he already gave me 244 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:48,320 my next I think I may I didn't say that in the when I was 245 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:52,440 sharing, but he told me what I was going to do now I didn't 246 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:56,800 know how to create this. He he came to me and he's the 247 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:59,400 one who gave me the name for my business currently, he said, 248 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:02,360 Sienna, I need you to create a program and it's going to be 249 00:12:02,360 --> 00:12:05,640 called Consecration Academy and you are going to bring wealth 250 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:09,400 back to my Kingdom. Now at this place at this point, 251 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:12,200 you know, he had explained that I'm only going to be working 252 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:14,600 with Christians now. I had never worked with just 253 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:18,520 Christians before, especially again, I was very Luke warm. 254 00:12:18,520 --> 00:12:20,760 I wasn't on fire. There's no way that I can lead 255 00:12:20,760 --> 00:12:24,600 Christians into what God has for them. 256 00:12:24,600 --> 00:12:26,320 I was still trying to figure that out. 257 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:31,040 And so I really sat with, OK, God, what does this look like? 258 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:34,000 And to be honest with you, God gave me all of my steps. 259 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:37,080 Like he didn't just give me the name Consecration Academy for my 260 00:12:37,080 --> 00:12:39,440 program. He also told me the exact times 261 00:12:39,440 --> 00:12:41,680 that we would be meeting. He told me everything that we 262 00:12:41,680 --> 00:12:43,400 would be doing inside of this program. 263 00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:47,480 And what's very interesting is today, like the program looks 264 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:51,320 exactly like what he said it would back then in February of 265 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:53,600 2024. It looks exactly like that today 266 00:12:53,600 --> 00:12:56,000 in 2025. We're going into 2026, right? 267 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:59,600 Because we're in September. But it's just, I'm so amazed. 268 00:12:59,760 --> 00:13:02,320 Was it very hard? It was the hardest season of my 269 00:13:02,320 --> 00:13:04,120 life. I cried more than you could ever 270 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:07,200 imagine. I fasted and I had no idea how 271 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:09,680 to really fast. I was a part of a church, but 272 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:13,360 the church that I was going to at that time of my life, it was 273 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:16,960 very toxic environment. So I didn't get any support from 274 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:18,920 my leaders or from my pastors at that church. 275 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:21,880 I literally had to figure this out with just me and Jesus. 276 00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:25,560 And at that moment of my life, I laid it down and I said, Jesus, 277 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:28,560 I don't really know you, but I trust you. 278 00:13:28,920 --> 00:13:32,280 I don't really know what comes next, but I know that you're my 279 00:13:32,280 --> 00:13:36,040 God. I know that if you created the 280 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:38,880 universe, then you have a plan for me. 281 00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:42,400 My husband, at this point, like I was like, or my husband wasn't 282 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:45,680 even a believer. And we're going through this. 283 00:13:45,680 --> 00:13:47,720 Yeah. Like we're going through this. 284 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:50,160 And I'm like I'm telling my husband, Oh my God wants me to 285 00:13:50,160 --> 00:13:52,200 help Christian women and and men. 286 00:13:52,320 --> 00:13:54,520 We don't currently work with men, but we are planning on 287 00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:57,280 starting a men's division that my husband will lead inside of 288 00:13:57,280 --> 00:13:58,880 consecration heavy, which is very exciting. 289 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:02,600 My husband is now on fire for the Lord because of this season. 290 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:05,720 It didn't just save me, it saved my household. 291 00:14:06,280 --> 00:14:09,040 It was very hard. Lots of tears, lots of what are 292 00:14:09,040 --> 00:14:11,440 we going to do next? And my husband's stressing out 293 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:13,880 about like, how are we going to get like, because again, he 294 00:14:13,880 --> 00:14:16,040 wasn't a believer. And I'm like, honey, I trust 295 00:14:16,040 --> 00:14:19,120 Jesus and he's looking at me like, are you on drugs like? 296 00:14:19,640 --> 00:14:22,000 What do you mean you just? Trust Jesus, like what do you 297 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,560 mean there's no money? I'm like, don't worry, Jesus is 298 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:26,840 coming through. He's like, there's no money. 299 00:14:26,840 --> 00:14:30,520 We are negative like -50 dollars, negative $100, there's 300 00:14:30,520 --> 00:14:32,560 no money. How are we getting groceries? 301 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:34,960 And I'm like, sweetheart, we got to trust the Lord. 302 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:37,320 And they're like, you know, I again, this is, it's a weird 303 00:14:37,320 --> 00:14:38,920 conversation to have with a non believer. 304 00:14:38,920 --> 00:14:43,400 But in that process of me fasting and praying and seeking 305 00:14:43,400 --> 00:14:46,080 God for next steps and direction, God touched my 306 00:14:46,080 --> 00:14:47,960 husband. Like my husband saw what I was 307 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:51,640 going through and he was like, I want to know Jesus. 308 00:14:52,080 --> 00:14:54,880 And we started reading the Bible together as a couple. 309 00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:59,000 And then we had some very demonic encounters, very demonic 310 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:01,720 attacks as a result of that, a lot of heavy spiritual warfare. 311 00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:05,960 But I'm so glad there's so many things I've healed from since 312 00:15:05,960 --> 00:15:09,520 then that has led me into the to the position that I am now. 313 00:15:09,760 --> 00:15:11,640 And one of the things that I will say, you know, if you're 314 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:13,960 listening to this and you're like, OK, well, I don't really 315 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:16,280 know what this means. I think at the end of the day, 316 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:17,960 your heart posture matters, right? 317 00:15:17,960 --> 00:15:21,560 The Bible tells us in Galatians 522 about the fruits of the 318 00:15:21,560 --> 00:15:24,720 Spirit, Lovejoy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, 319 00:15:24,720 --> 00:15:26,480 gentleness, faithfulness, and self-control. 320 00:15:26,880 --> 00:15:32,320 If we are not in positions to have Lovejoy, peace, patience, 321 00:15:32,320 --> 00:15:35,080 patience is a big one. Kindness, gentleness, right? 322 00:15:35,200 --> 00:15:38,680 If we're not, if our heart isn't changing in those directions, 323 00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:41,560 then at some capacity we're serving Satan. 324 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:45,280 And as blunt as that is, it just is the truth. 325 00:15:45,600 --> 00:15:49,800 We have to be ready to heal because then when we start 326 00:15:49,800 --> 00:15:53,400 healing, we can serve people from a place of love. 327 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:56,400 Out of love, when the scripture was originally written in the 328 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:59,520 Greek text, out of love comes all of the other fruit of 329 00:15:59,520 --> 00:16:00,200 spirit. It's not. 330 00:16:00,200 --> 00:16:04,200 You find Jesus and all of a sudden you have Lovejoy, peace, 331 00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:06,720 patience, kindness. You find Jesus and you find 332 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:09,200 love. And through you, knowing how 333 00:16:09,200 --> 00:16:13,800 deeply the Father loves you and you also loving the Father back, 334 00:16:13,920 --> 00:16:17,920 you loving Jesus back comes all of the other fruits of the 335 00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:20,560 Spirit is how the original text is stated. 336 00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:25,000 So I think it's very important for us to recognize, OK, when 337 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:28,560 I'm in a work situation, am I being patient with my clients, 338 00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:30,120 customers? Am I being patient? 339 00:16:30,120 --> 00:16:32,520 Am I being loving? Am I being kind? 340 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:35,640 And if you need a definition of love, then go to 1st Corinthians 341 00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:38,920 chapter 13 verses 4 through 7. It walks you through the 342 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:41,960 definition of love. Love is love is patient, love is 343 00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:45,800 kind, love is not envious or I'm like doing this off of my minds 344 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:48,680 right now, like my ring. But like all of these things. 345 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:51,600 We can find the definition for love there, and I think it's so 346 00:16:51,600 --> 00:16:55,400 important that we are exhibiting that in every aspect of our. 347 00:16:55,400 --> 00:16:56,800 Lives. Yeah, absolutely. 348 00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:58,800 I have so many questions, OK. So. 349 00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:02,520 Yeah, I'm like writing them down as fast as I can because there's 350 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:05,640 so many things I want to dig into here, and I'm not sure if 351 00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:08,319 we'll have time to dig into them all because what you're saying 352 00:17:08,319 --> 00:17:11,280 is so important. Your story is incredible. 353 00:17:11,319 --> 00:17:14,200 Praise God, Really. I'm so thankful for your 354 00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:17,920 husband's coming to Christ, for your family, for him too, 355 00:17:17,960 --> 00:17:20,040 obviously, but for your family in general as a whole. 356 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:21,800 So, yeah, in your face devil there. 357 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:26,960 So business versus ministry, something you said early on is 358 00:17:26,960 --> 00:17:31,360 the people at your former church were telling you that your 359 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:33,760 business could just be your ministry. 360 00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:36,920 And you were like, I can't do this because I don't even know 361 00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:40,520 how to lead myself well in ministry, so to speak. 362 00:17:40,520 --> 00:17:42,920 How can I do that? I've I've completely been there 363 00:17:42,920 --> 00:17:44,200 as well. I remember here in the Lord say 364 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:45,840 you're going to work for my church someday. 365 00:17:45,840 --> 00:17:48,960 And I was like scoffed at him. I was like, yeah, right. 366 00:17:48,960 --> 00:17:50,720 Only pastors work for churches. Don't you know what? 367 00:17:50,720 --> 00:17:53,000 My life is a big mess. Lord, don't you see any of this? 368 00:17:53,520 --> 00:17:56,160 And that was before I even knew I could hear from God, which is 369 00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:59,200 a whole nother topic you've you've talked about hearing from 370 00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:01,880 God as well. So how did you get to this point 371 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:07,560 where you gave up or while God took it from you, your business 372 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:12,800 before and now you're doing this beautiful business and ministry 373 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:16,080 because that is what what your business is. 374 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,680 And I think it's a wonderful thing. 375 00:18:18,360 --> 00:18:20,920 How did you get to that point where you're like, OK, I heard 376 00:18:21,080 --> 00:18:24,480 the Lord tell me, here's Consecration Academy, here's the 377 00:18:24,480 --> 00:18:28,520 plan for that, Which is awesome that He gave you all of that and 378 00:18:28,520 --> 00:18:31,440 you started working towards it. But how did you heal those 379 00:18:31,440 --> 00:18:34,600 things that you had talked about in the meantime to get your 380 00:18:34,600 --> 00:18:36,920 business from being just a business that brings in an 381 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:40,840 income to being a business that brings in income and an impact? 382 00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:43,960 So you're providing for your family and you're now probably 383 00:18:43,960 --> 00:18:46,760 tithing now you're probably giving to the homeless where you 384 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:49,000 weren't before. What was the healing process? 385 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:50,880 Can you just walk somebody through that? 386 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:54,520 Because you had also mentioned that people weren't part of that 387 00:18:54,520 --> 00:18:57,160 because your church didn't understand. 388 00:18:57,200 --> 00:19:02,120 And I get that whole space too. But how did you heal those 389 00:19:02,120 --> 00:19:03,360 things? Or we'll walk through it with 390 00:19:03,360 --> 00:19:06,640 the Lord, obviously. And could you just encourage 391 00:19:06,640 --> 00:19:10,240 somebody today who maybe feeling like they've been trying to do 392 00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:13,840 it on their own, but that they're stuck and they, they 393 00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:16,200 know that there's some things in their way, but they're not sure 394 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:19,880 how to get them healed in order to create the income and the 395 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:22,600 impact that they know God's called them to do. 396 00:19:22,920 --> 00:19:26,160 So I'm a very radical Christian. I'm going to just be very honest 397 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:29,400 with you when I say radical in that sense, I mean, not 398 00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:32,240 everybody agrees with some of the things that I'm about. 399 00:19:32,240 --> 00:19:36,560 I may say, but what I will say is the Bible is perfect. 400 00:19:36,960 --> 00:19:38,280 It is perfect. We know that, right? 401 00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:42,000 It's God's word. Romans 12/2 says don't copy the 402 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:45,160 behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you 403 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:48,480 into a new person by changing the way that you think. 404 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:51,640 Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is 405 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:54,920 good and pleasing and perfect. One of the biggest things that 406 00:19:54,920 --> 00:19:58,600 if you are struggling with going through, OK, I have to heal. 407 00:19:58,600 --> 00:20:01,040 Maybe you have anger, right? A lot of people have anger. 408 00:20:01,440 --> 00:20:04,120 This may come about maybe not to your clients and customers, but 409 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:06,720 in your house, right? And God does look at what we do 410 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:07,880 in our. House he looks at how we 411 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:09,840 communicate with our spouses, how we communicate with our 412 00:20:09,840 --> 00:20:11,640 children. These things are important to 413 00:20:11,640 --> 00:20:14,280 the Lord because your spouse is not your spouse and your child 414 00:20:14,280 --> 00:20:17,120 is not your child. They are souls that belong to 415 00:20:17,160 --> 00:20:19,840 Jesus at the end of the day. And that's how I like to look at 416 00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:22,680 it, like my son is not really my son. 417 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:26,240 He is a disciple of Christ and it's important for me to raise 418 00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:28,800 him up in that capacity. So when it comes to renewing my 419 00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:32,720 own mind, in order for me to raise my child, let alone help 420 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:35,520 the people inside of Consecration Academy, I first 421 00:20:35,520 --> 00:20:37,560 had to start with renewing my mind. 422 00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:41,160 I had a lot of things that I didn't believe that are 423 00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:44,240 biblically true and sound. And I won't go into all of the 424 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:46,680 things because they're kind of controversial, but there was so 425 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:49,400 many things that I had to come out of agreement with. 426 00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:51,200 Well, how do you come out of agreement with something? 427 00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:55,840 So our bodies are designed to create new neural pathways as we 428 00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:57,440 think. I like to call them, AKA 429 00:20:57,440 --> 00:20:59,000 strongholds, right? Like science. 430 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:00,360 We're going to go into the science realm. 431 00:21:00,680 --> 00:21:04,120 These are strongholds. So strongholds are behaviors and 432 00:21:04,120 --> 00:21:08,840 thoughts that you have that try to exalt itself over the 433 00:21:08,840 --> 00:21:11,000 knowledge of God. So when someone has a 434 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:14,040 stronghold, let's say that I believe, I'm going to use this 435 00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:15,560 as an example. I do not believe this, by the 436 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:17,080 way, let's say that I believe I'm ugly. 437 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:20,080 OK, so I believe that I'm ugly. What does that mean? 438 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:22,600 Well, if I have a business, let me tell you exactly how that 439 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,320 plays out in the business world. If I think I'm ugly, I'm not 440 00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:27,840 going to show up on camera. If I don't show up on camera, 441 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:30,800 I'm not creating content. If I'm not creating content, I'm 442 00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:32,080 not bringing sales into my business. 443 00:21:32,120 --> 00:21:34,720 If I'm not bringing sales into the business that God called me 444 00:21:34,720 --> 00:21:37,520 to create, then I am failing God on some level. 445 00:21:37,640 --> 00:21:40,680 Granted, we can't fail God, but like you get it, right? 446 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:42,160 Like he, he gave you the business. 447 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:43,560 I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing. 448 00:21:43,640 --> 00:21:47,120 And so it starts with breaking that stronghold. 449 00:21:47,440 --> 00:21:49,000 Well, how do we break that stronghold? 450 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:52,080 We read the Bible. The more we read the Bible, the 451 00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:55,080 more we sit in his presence is the more that that stronghold is 452 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:56,880 going to be broken. Now here's how it works 453 00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:59,400 scientifically. Every night when we sleep, our 454 00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:02,920 bodies go into a state of called run sleep, which is R.E.M., 455 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,600 which is rapid eye movement sleep. 456 00:22:04,800 --> 00:22:08,560 When our bodies are in that state of sleep, it allows new 457 00:22:08,560 --> 00:22:11,480 neuro pathways to be developed. So let's go back to the example 458 00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:13,800 of I think I'm ugly, which I don't in the name of Jesus, I 459 00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:15,680 don't believe that because God made me and I'm beautiful in 460 00:22:15,680 --> 00:22:17,800 God's eyes. So if I have this thought, your 461 00:22:17,800 --> 00:22:19,440 thoughts are created by neuro pathways. 462 00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:21,720 These are signals that tell your brain how you feel. 463 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:25,080 So if I have this thought like, OK, I am ugly and I'm sending 464 00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:27,560 that out constantly. I'm refusing to do things 465 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:29,800 because I'm trying to avoid public appearance. 466 00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:30,960 I'm trying to avoid all these things. 467 00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:34,120 I'm constantly thinking, making that thought, then that is a 468 00:22:34,120 --> 00:22:35,680 neuro pathway that's being developed. 469 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,200 Now let's say I read the Bible and the Bible says that I'm 470 00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:40,160 fearfully and wonderfully created in God's image. 471 00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:42,720 OK, so now I'm starting to break that stronghold. 472 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,080 I'm reading the Bible. The more that I come into 473 00:22:45,080 --> 00:22:49,040 agreement with that Bible verse is, the more that the stronghold 474 00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:50,720 that says I'm ugly actually has to die. 475 00:22:50,720 --> 00:22:52,440 And that's exactly what happens in our bodies. 476 00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:56,080 That neuro pathway, as you sleep, as you go into REM sleep, 477 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:59,440 the stronger neural pathway, the one that's filled with truth, 478 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:02,640 which is how God designed our bodies to be, actually kills the 479 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,160 other one. It takes its place. 480 00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:06,640 Two thoughts that are opposite of each other actually cannot 481 00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:08,240 exist in your brain at the same time. 482 00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:11,880 So one has to die. And so the one that is going to 483 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:15,240 die is usually the one that you no longer come into agreement 484 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:17,720 with. So as it's dying in the other 485 00:23:17,720 --> 00:23:20,920 agreement, the agreement of wow, I'm fearfully and wonderfully 486 00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:23,320 created, starts taking place. So then I'm healing. 487 00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:26,240 That's a form of healing that is taking place as we sleep. 488 00:23:26,440 --> 00:23:27,520 God does that. We don't do that. 489 00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:29,840 I don't even know how that works, but like God does it. 490 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:33,440 And then that's happening. And then we wake up maybe five 491 00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:36,080 days later or 20 days later. Because it takes time for old 492 00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:37,960 patterns to die, right? I think they say it actually 493 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:41,200 takes 21 days for you to fully come into a new pattern of 494 00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:43,720 belief and you thought process, scientifically speaking. 495 00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:47,760 And so let's say I've been telling myself for 21 days, OK, 496 00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:49,520 I'm fearfully, wonderfully created in God's image. 497 00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:51,600 So old New York pathway is dead by day 22. 498 00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:53,600 I wake up. Guess what's going to happen? 499 00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:56,800 A new boldness is going to come over me because I believe that 500 00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:58,720 I'm fearfully and wonderfully created in God's image. 501 00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,240 Where did I get that from reading my Bible, from 502 00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:04,040 meditating on the word of God and not meditating in the sense 503 00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:05,520 of woo woo. The Bible actually tells us to 504 00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:08,120 meditate on Scripture, right? Write it on our hearts. 505 00:24:08,120 --> 00:24:10,960 Well, how do we do that? We sit with it, we soak in it, 506 00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:14,000 we allow it to change our thought processes and then we 507 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:18,000 move forward from there. So that is a form of changing 508 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:22,160 and healing God's way. It is through Romans 12/2 509 00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:24,320 allowing God to change our thoughts. 510 00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:26,880 When we change our thoughts, it changes our hearts. 511 00:24:27,120 --> 00:24:29,640 As we change our heart changes our actions. 512 00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:32,880 The second thing that I will say is I very much believe in 513 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:34,960 deliverance. I believe that sometimes the 514 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,840 strongholds need to be casted out. 515 00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:39,800 They are demons, as radical as that sounds. 516 00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:42,320 It is just truth. I have seen it time and time and 517 00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:45,320 time again and one thing I do inside of Consecration Academy. 518 00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:48,040 So I am a very much prophetic business coach. 519 00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:51,240 I stand in the realm of the prophetic gifting that God has 520 00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:52,360 given me. It's not my gift. 521 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:54,960 I cannot operate it on my own. I can only operate it with His 522 00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:57,200 calling. We do deliverance inside of 523 00:24:57,200 --> 00:24:59,320 Consecration Academy. In fact, we did. 524 00:24:59,680 --> 00:25:04,080 We did deliverance just I think those last week where I had 525 00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:06,800 three of my clients on a group coaching call tell me that they 526 00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:09,840 cannot do something. They believed in their heart 527 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:11,520 even though they knew that they could. 528 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,520 They believed in their hearts that they could not do 529 00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:15,960 something. So I said, you know what? 530 00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:18,600 God gave me insight that these were demons, that these were not 531 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,160 just regular strongholds. So I don't believe in just doing 532 00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:22,480 deliverance, just to do deliverance. 533 00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:23,720 Like it has to be Holy Spirit LED. 534 00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:25,120 We're casting out devils and demons. 535 00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:29,360 It has to be on God's accord. So I said, OK, we're going to go 536 00:25:29,360 --> 00:25:31,880 through deliverance right now on this group coaching call. 537 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,160 We're going through deliverance right now. 538 00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:37,080 We're, we are, you are not waking up tomorrow with any 539 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:40,000 demons that are telling you that you cannot do something attached 540 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,320 to you. I, I had three clients that 541 00:25:42,320 --> 00:25:44,800 believe that they could not create content. 542 00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:47,920 They could not put themselves out there, that they just had 543 00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:50,960 all this like it was like a covering almost of like they're 544 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:52,560 not worthy, they're not good enough. 545 00:25:52,560 --> 00:25:54,200 They're not. And those are all lies from the 546 00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:57,240 pits of hell. And So what we really focused on 547 00:25:57,360 --> 00:26:01,360 on was canceling them out in Jesus name, calling out those 548 00:26:01,360 --> 00:26:03,280 demons. Spirit of intimidation has to 549 00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:07,280 leave now in the name of Jesus. And as I did that normally 550 00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:09,640 sometimes when a casting out double S and demons, it takes 551 00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,120 like a day or two before you see a change. 552 00:26:12,120 --> 00:26:15,480 But for these three clients, I'm going to tell you how God worked 553 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:17,400 supernaturally in my program last week. 554 00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:22,600 I watched these women go from shy and timid and like just 555 00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:26,400 intimidated to like show up online to directly after that 556 00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:29,640 call because what I prayed for after we casted everything else, 557 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,080 I prayed that the Holy Spirit level of boldness will fall 558 00:26:32,080 --> 00:26:34,440 fresh on them. As soon as we got off the call, 559 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:37,680 one of the girls went live on TikTok and I haven't and she 560 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:40,360 hasn't done that in a long time because she's felt like she 561 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:42,960 can't. Another girl started posting 562 00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:45,840 content and she has not stopped. She's been posting on it every 563 00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:47,720 single actually. The other two, all of them 564 00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:50,920 actually have been posting content every single day since 565 00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:53,200 then. They have been so excited to 566 00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:57,040 wake up and create content and not from a standpoint of, OK, I 567 00:26:57,040 --> 00:26:58,800 know what I'm going to post today, but from a standpoint of 568 00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:01,760 Jesus, will you walk alongside me and help me create content 569 00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:03,720 today? What do you want me to post on 570 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,080 the Internet today? Because I know that the Bible 571 00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:09,800 tells us that a man will give an account for every idle word that 572 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:11,680 is spoken. So I don't want to speak idly in 573 00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:13,800 my content. What do you want me to talk 574 00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,760 about? And allowing him to guide you 575 00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:18,640 that morning, that day, and then you creating content based off 576 00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:20,160 of what you hear from the Holy Spirit. 577 00:27:20,360 --> 00:27:23,440 So those are like the two ways I believe in, like breaking free 578 00:27:23,440 --> 00:27:24,720 from strongholds. I'm not against. 579 00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:27,800 I'm pretty pro deliverance, pretty pro casting out devils 580 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:31,160 and demons, and I'm standing in your authority that Christ has 581 00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:33,800 given you. That's why I was attracted to 582 00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:37,480 you apparently, because I'm right there with your friend and 583 00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:41,960 what you do is what I do, except for I'm not focused just on 584 00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,240 helping women to build businesses and make money. 585 00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:47,520 Which also, if you're listening to this, I know we didn't say 586 00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:50,240 this at the beginning and you're listening to this thinking, but 587 00:27:50,240 --> 00:27:52,840 I don't want to necessarily start a business. 588 00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:54,920 I just want to write a book. This is for you too. 589 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,960 Because, well, you know, being an author, ultimately that is a 590 00:27:57,960 --> 00:28:00,000 business as well because you got to learn to market it. 591 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:02,200 You got to learn to sell it. And these are the things that 592 00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:07,120 Sienna works with women on. And it's very important to deal 593 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:10,200 with the underlying stuff first in order to be able to move 594 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,920 forward freely. And that's what I love right 595 00:28:13,920 --> 00:28:15,840 there with you. I mean, I get everything you're 596 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:19,440 saying is exactly the process that I walk women through to 597 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:21,640 break those limiting beliefs and barriers. 598 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,720 Limiting beliefs is another word for stronghold. 599 00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:29,160 So the exact thing that we need. And there was a time, Sienna, 600 00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:32,800 when I remember starting my business and I was doing it the 601 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:34,840 world's way. I was trying to do everything 602 00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:39,520 that everyone told me to do but the one and it was very loud and 603 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:42,320 it still is very loud. And and it's like the 604 00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:46,920 distractions are immense and everybody is screaming at you on 605 00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:48,280 the Internet. If you're trying to build 606 00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:51,560 online, at least to do it this way and only this way. 607 00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:54,160 And if you don't do it my way, then you're going to fail. 608 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:58,080 And it's like it's just and, and I kept fighting that internally 609 00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:01,000 knowing that this is not God's way. 610 00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:05,440 But I remember one night when I was sitting at this desk, I had 611 00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,640 a different desk, but sitting right, you know, in this area 612 00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:10,200 here where I am right now today in my office. 613 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:14,840 And I was working on something, probably a master class or 614 00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:17,240 something that I was going to be doing next. 615 00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:21,520 And I was up super late because my little guy, you know, I just 616 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:22,960 want to spend time with him during the day. 617 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:24,640 He was still home. He wasn't in school yet. 618 00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:28,560 And this was probably 2022 going into 2023. 619 00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:32,320 And I was already so burned out. I was so frustrated. 620 00:29:32,320 --> 00:29:36,760 I was like ready to hide and say like, I I quit, I'm done. 621 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:39,200 I'm going to go get a job now. I'm going to just work at a gas 622 00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:40,720 station. I can't keep doing this. 623 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:43,720 This is so rough, right? Like I was just telling myself 624 00:29:43,720 --> 00:29:48,200 these things and I was up like pushing through, like I must do 625 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:50,440 this. It was like this driving force 626 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:54,080 internally that was beyond a calling. 627 00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:57,240 It was it was not healthy. It was very demonic, which I 628 00:29:57,240 --> 00:30:00,360 didn't realize at the time. Obviously, you know, I think I 629 00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:04,640 did on some level because I, I also like you, you know, operate 630 00:30:04,640 --> 00:30:06,880 in the prophetic and I'm very spiritually sensitive. 631 00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:10,040 Well, this day in the middle of the night, whatever time it was, 632 00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:14,920 maybe one 2:00 in the morning, I felt, and this may freak some 633 00:30:14,920 --> 00:30:19,080 people out here right now, but I felt some presence behind me. 634 00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:22,000 And there was, I saw an image of what it was. 635 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:25,600 I can't describe it, nor will I. I mean, I can see it, but I'm 636 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:29,280 not going to describe it. But they're the talons, so to 637 00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:33,040 speak, were they were sort of claws, sort of talents were 638 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:37,320 shoved into my back from behind. And it was like, I heard this 639 00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:41,680 voice, not audibly, but it was just like a knowing that I have 640 00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:43,640 you right where I want you and you're not going anywhere. 641 00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:46,680 And I'm like, Oh yes, I am. And I shut the computer down. 642 00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:48,840 I cast that thing out in the name of Jesus. 643 00:30:48,840 --> 00:30:50,600 And I walked down my stairs and I went to bed. 644 00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:52,800 And that was the end of the striving. 645 00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:55,720 I was like, I'm done. I am absolutely done. 646 00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:58,880 Either God, you're going to show up and tell me how to do this 647 00:30:58,880 --> 00:31:03,720 your way, or I mean, I'm done. And it was definitely legit 648 00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:05,640 serious stuff that I had to go through. 649 00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:06,960 Still. I'm going through, I mean, in 650 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:09,920 the middle of currently as we speak, going through. 651 00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:12,640 So I really love your story. It's encouraging and your 652 00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:15,520 advice. You're empowering other women to 653 00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:18,440 do these things, to really lead the life that God has called 654 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:20,640 them to lead. Because ultimately it's not 655 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:22,600 about us. It's about the ones that are 656 00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:26,840 waiting on us to show up with a renewed mind because the only 657 00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:30,200 way to transformation according to the word is Romans 12/2. 658 00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:33,720 And that is to be transformed. And that's why mind renewal is 659 00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:37,600 so powerful in our lives in general. 660 00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:39,720 But the healing, I also loved what you said. 661 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:44,960 The healing doesn't come from just certain mantras or or 662 00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:47,160 things like that. It comes from the word like the 663 00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:51,000 truth has to replace the lie. And that is very, very 664 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:53,120 important. If you didn't get that, please 665 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:54,600 do get that. And I'm going to encourage you 666 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:57,040 right now for those who are listening, if you're not 667 00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:59,520 driving, I, I listen to podcasts a lot while I'm driving. 668 00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:02,840 So hey, if you can maybe even go back and do this later. 669 00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:05,200 If you can't do it right now, I would encourage you to write 670 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,080 down some of the lies that have been coming up, some of those 671 00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:10,680 thoughts that have been coming up as Sienna has been sharing 672 00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:13,520 with us. Write them down, even if it's 673 00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:16,200 just one, but write all of them that came to mind that you 674 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:19,160 possibly can down on a piece of paper with a pen. 675 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:23,240 And then I would encourage you to go to the Lord in prayer and 676 00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:26,920 say, God, this is what I say about me, or this is what so and 677 00:32:26,920 --> 00:32:29,840 so says about me. But what do you say about me? 678 00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:33,760 And let Him just tell you, because He can give you a now 679 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,640 word as well, but He will lead you the scripture. 680 00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:39,000 He will give you a now word. He will give you a remembrance 681 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:42,440 of whatever it is, you know, so that you can truly hold on to 682 00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:47,160 that and replace the, the lie with his truth above all, which 683 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:48,920 is to read the word. And I love that you said that 684 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:51,800 too, because, Sienna, there's a lot of Christians walking around 685 00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:54,480 in this world. They wear the Christian title, 686 00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:57,720 badge, whatever you want to call it, but they don't even have a 687 00:32:57,720 --> 00:33:01,960 clue what any of the Bible says. I've quoted Scripture to people 688 00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:05,440 before that I'm like, this is a prescription for your healing 689 00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:07,000 here. This scripture is a 690 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:09,160 prescription. And they're like, what, Where's 691 00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:10,120 that? I've never heard that. 692 00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:11,520 And I'm like, what? I thought that was the most 693 00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:13,680 basic, like Sunday school version. 694 00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,320 Yeah, there's just, you're right. 695 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:19,800 I think there's way too many Christians that are not reading 696 00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:23,400 their Bible. And we got to get like your oil 697 00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:27,560 is running out like you, you are like the five virgins in Matthew 698 00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:28,880 25. If you're not reading your 699 00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:31,000 Bible, this there's no condemnation by the way, because 700 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,400 the Bible says in Romans 81. Therefore now there's no 701 00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,600 condemnation in those who trust Christ Jesus, right? 702 00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:37,640 And I read from the NLT version of the Bible. 703 00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:40,880 So if you're trying to like find what I'm reading, but in that 704 00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:44,560 our oil is running out, the time is running out on this earth. 705 00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:47,520 I don't know if we're paying attention to all of the events 706 00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:50,560 that are happening in the world, but I'm very sensitive to them. 707 00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:54,240 I don't allow them to impact me negatively, but I'm I feel them 708 00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:58,200 And Jesus is coming back and he is coming back for a spotless 709 00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:00,760 bride. And this is not to put pressure 710 00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:05,600 on anyone into going the demonic route or the self like righteous 711 00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:06,960 route of, oh, I got to read my Bible. 712 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:09,159 I got to pray. It's not about religion. 713 00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:11,159 It is not about checking off a box. 714 00:34:11,159 --> 00:34:13,960 You are not supposed to be reading your Bible just to say I 715 00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:17,199 read my Bible today for you. Do you want a cookie? 716 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:20,400 Like right. It's more of like, it's more of 717 00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:24,480 like, I, Jesus, where do you want me to read today? 718 00:34:24,600 --> 00:34:26,760 What do you want to teach me today? 719 00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:29,440 How can I get into your presence today? 720 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:34,159 Because that Trump's OK, I read my Bible, blah, blah, blah, I'm 721 00:34:34,159 --> 00:34:37,639 gone, right? There has to be that renewing of 722 00:34:37,639 --> 00:34:40,360 mine that takes place. And that's not happening with 723 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:44,159 your no offense to anyone who's doing the one year Jesus plan. 724 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:47,360 I love it, but I hate it all the same time because there's no 725 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:49,800 room for Holy Spirit to say, Hey, I really want you somewhere 726 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:51,760 else. There just isn't like you have 727 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:54,040 that one year plan and it's like, OK, I'm going to read this 728 00:34:54,040 --> 00:34:55,880 today and you've read it and great. 729 00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:58,960 But the Bible is not a is not a book like any other book. 730 00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:01,760 It's supposed to transform you. It's supposed to renew you. 731 00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:05,520 It's supposed to empower you, it's supposed to convict you, 732 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:10,520 it's supposed to help you grow and we cannot do those things if 733 00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:13,320 we're just reading just to read right, that that defeats the 734 00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:16,040 entire purpose of the Bible. It's not a regular book. 735 00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:21,080 So we got to get into a posture before the Lord with fear and 736 00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:23,280 trembling of like, OK, God, I love you. 737 00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:26,760 And by the way, fear, if we look at the context of the word fear, 738 00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:29,040 like fear the Lord have fearing of the Lord. 739 00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:33,680 It really, really means to know, oh, God so deeply that you love 740 00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:37,320 him and you just, you're just like, OK, I, I love you so much, 741 00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:39,320 Lord. I don't even want to look at 742 00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,960 sin. I don't even want to think about 743 00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:43,960 sin because I love the Lord. I'm like excited about the Lord. 744 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:45,840 It's not fear, like scared of God. 745 00:35:45,840 --> 00:35:48,240 It's more of like, OK, I love you so much. 746 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:52,280 I want to do what's right. And so we got to get into a 747 00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:55,200 place where we're, we're, we're worshiping God, where we're 748 00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:58,040 spending time in his presence. And that's why I love, I love 749 00:35:58,040 --> 00:35:59,760 what I get to do. I love that God called me into 750 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:03,640 this room because my favorite thing to do is just spend time 751 00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:06,080 with Holy Spirit, just spend time with the Lord. 752 00:36:06,440 --> 00:36:10,760 And as I do that, I'm realizing thought patterns are dying 753 00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:13,200 anyway because I'm, I'm spending time with him, like I'm 754 00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:15,840 worshipping him. I'm, I'm praying, I'm going to 755 00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:19,120 war for my clients. I'm very, very, I'm a, I'm a 756 00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:21,760 corporate intercessor. So I pray over all of my clients 757 00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:26,040 heavily every single day, right? And so I come to war. 758 00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:28,640 I go against demons on a daily basis for my clients. 759 00:36:28,640 --> 00:36:32,240 I I go to the courts of heaven for them, which is a whole 760 00:36:32,240 --> 00:36:32,880 nother. Episode. 761 00:36:32,880 --> 00:36:35,200 I know, I know. I'm glad you said that. 762 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:36,960 So yeah, we definitely are besties now. 763 00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:39,960 All the things right? And so these things are 764 00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,800 important. And so anyway, just getting back 765 00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:44,200 on topic. We got to read our Bibles. 766 00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:47,480 We got to get into the presence of the Lord from a standpoint of 767 00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:49,160 not religion, checking off a box. 768 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:51,040 I went to church on Sunday. Good for you. 769 00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:53,080 What did you get out of it? How did it transform real life? 770 00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:56,840 Like where is your relationship with Jesus? 771 00:36:57,080 --> 00:36:59,640 Because it's in that relationship with Jesus that 772 00:36:59,640 --> 00:37:01,280 strongholds have to break anyway. 773 00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:06,400 That the, the wholeness that you desire, the, the mom that you 774 00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:08,520 want to be, the wife that you want to be, the business owner 775 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:11,920 that you want to be comes from sitting at his feet. 776 00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:14,880 And if we're not sitting at his feet, that's why we are where we 777 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:17,080 are today. And I just, it just, it's true 778 00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:19,040 and it's, it's unfortunate, it's true. 779 00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:21,840 It's not to condemn you, it's not to make you feel judged, but 780 00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:24,120 it's to make you aware of, OK, hold on. 781 00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:26,960 I need to put in more effort into my relationship with Jesus. 782 00:37:27,320 --> 00:37:29,360 Wow that's really good I hope you all got that. 783 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:32,040 Reading your Bible isn't so you can just check it off and say I 784 00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:33,880 did it today for a religious reason. 785 00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:37,040 It's to transform you. If it didn't change you, then it 786 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,560 was a useless waste of time, so to speak. 787 00:37:40,240 --> 00:37:41,680 Not really. I really don't believe that it 788 00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:42,960 was really a useless waste of time. 789 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:45,680 Let me just retract that because really, honestly, I think that 790 00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:48,080 the word pierces even we don't recognize it. 791 00:37:48,080 --> 00:37:50,000 So I totally retract that statement because that's not 792 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:53,480 true. I mean, but what I what I mean 793 00:37:53,480 --> 00:38:00,600 is if you want it to work for you immediately go go at it with 794 00:38:00,600 --> 00:38:05,920 the heart posture of relationship and transformation 795 00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:09,400 and a now word versus reading it like a book. 796 00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:11,800 OK, now that I've said that I feel better because that was not 797 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:13,320 the right thing to say because that's not true. 798 00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:17,080 I remember reading my Bible and having no idea what I was 799 00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:20,840 reading be like this is not quote UN quote working, but it 800 00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:25,200 always is working because it's alive and it was doing things. 801 00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:29,200 I was just unaware of that and also started praying that God 802 00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:32,000 would give me a desire for the word. 803 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:35,680 And that's when I, I started to begin to get the the hunger and 804 00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:40,800 the desire and my eyes began to open in a way, the word really 805 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:43,840 did come to life, like jump off the pages come to life. 806 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:47,880 And I love that you shared that. The other day I had a really 807 00:38:47,880 --> 00:38:51,280 scary encounter. A man came and approached my son 808 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:54,840 and I at a park and began harassing us verbally and even 809 00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:57,960 got to try to be physical. Thankfully it didn't get really 810 00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:01,120 escalate to that, but he lunged at us and it was just really, it 811 00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:04,880 was a scary ordeal. And and the word intimidation 812 00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:08,160 that you used earlier was I wrote this down because I was 813 00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:10,120 just talking to my husband about it last night about 814 00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:12,480 intimidation. And I'm like, I think I sense 815 00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:15,040 the spirit of intimidation in this. 816 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:17,280 And you know, it was a familiar spirit. 817 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:20,840 That's why, why I recognized it. And I was like, oh, no, I don't 818 00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:22,160 think so. No. 819 00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:26,200 So that night, Sunday, I was really shook up and I just said, 820 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:28,880 I can't sleep. My mind just kept replaying what 821 00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,760 that man's face look like and his words were just awful and 822 00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:33,800 all these things. And so in order to not let the 823 00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:37,440 words penetrate my soul, I said, I'm going to just read the word. 824 00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:40,560 My husband was in the shower and I was just alone in the bedroom 825 00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:44,080 and I grabbed my Bible next to my bed stand, opened it up to 826 00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:45,920 whatever the first thing is that opened. 827 00:39:45,920 --> 00:39:48,280 It was Nehemiah. And I was like, OK, all right, 828 00:39:48,280 --> 00:39:51,040 here I am and Nehemiah and there Nehemiah has been like my book 829 00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:53,960 for like the last year, but I didn't realize I was going to 830 00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:57,040 open it to Nehemiah. And right, my eyes went directly 831 00:39:57,040 --> 00:40:00,080 to a scripture and it says something along the lines of 832 00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:02,360 basically, now I'm paraphrasing this and I'm going to get it 833 00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:06,560 wrong some somehow, but it was in Nehemiah where it says now 834 00:40:06,560 --> 00:40:08,360 God has revealed the plan of the enemy. 835 00:40:08,360 --> 00:40:10,120 It's time to get back to work on the wall. 836 00:40:10,240 --> 00:40:15,520 So God is saying in in our lives in the nation right now, all the 837 00:40:15,520 --> 00:40:18,480 things right now, whatever the enemy is trying to do, God is 838 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:22,280 revealing the plan to you. Not so you can be afraid, not so 839 00:40:22,280 --> 00:40:25,240 you can shrink back so that you're aware and you can get 840 00:40:25,240 --> 00:40:28,000 back to work. Hey, he's, he's going to be, you 841 00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:30,600 know, doing. His thing to continue, you know, 842 00:40:30,600 --> 00:40:33,480 trying to thwart the plans of God, but it's not going to work. 843 00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:37,320 So now we know what the plan of the enemy is in our lives. 844 00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:39,880 And then even look at what happened this past week to 845 00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:41,960 Charlie Kirk. What happened to him. 846 00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:44,360 That enemy meant for evil. God turned it for good. 847 00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:47,480 Because you see the rising up, you see the revival, you see the 848 00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:50,800 voices now you see the turning point ministry that is now being 849 00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:53,240 started on all sorts of different campuses. 850 00:40:53,240 --> 00:40:56,480 So where one man's voice was only able to go where one man 851 00:40:56,480 --> 00:41:02,640 can go now, his life created this wave of impact that just 852 00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:04,960 ripples far beyond what he could have ever done on his own. 853 00:41:05,240 --> 00:41:08,520 You know what, as one man living, And I just think it's 854 00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:12,600 very important to remember to get back to work on the wall. 855 00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:16,080 The walls been destroyed, but there is work to do. 856 00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:19,440 Don't listen to the pestering voice of the enemy saying like 857 00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:24,000 distraction saying intimidation, saying less than all those 858 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:26,280 things. So I appreciate you bringing 859 00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:30,080 that up so much. If you could leave every woman 860 00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:33,440 listening with one encouragement today or scripture about 861 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:37,280 stepping into wholeness and leading authentically from where 862 00:41:37,280 --> 00:41:40,360 they are called to lead, not sprinkling in Jesus, but like 863 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,640 whatever it is that they are called to do, what would you 864 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:47,640 share with them today? I would say Colossians 312 865 00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:51,040 through 14 because it says in the NLT version of the Bible 866 00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:55,960 says since God chose you to be the holy people he loves, you 867 00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:59,600 must clothe yourself with tender hearted mercy, kindness, 868 00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:02,000 humility, gentleness, and patience. 869 00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:06,120 Above all, clothe yourself with love, which binds us all 870 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:10,360 together in perfect harmony. And that really just encompasses 871 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:14,800 wholeness in Christ leads to authentic loving leadership when 872 00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:17,240 we just allow ourselves to surrender. 873 00:42:17,240 --> 00:42:20,240 And so the one statement I will say next is just, you know, 874 00:42:20,240 --> 00:42:23,600 really lean in to his love. Really just lean into 875 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:27,280 relationship with him, right? This is a marriage between you 876 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:29,360 and Christ. Lean into that. 877 00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:32,040 A marriage can't work if he's the only one talking. 878 00:42:32,040 --> 00:42:34,520 You have to be willing to talk. You have to be willing to put in 879 00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:35,800 work. You have to be willing to 880 00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:38,640 communicate. And so really just lean into 881 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:42,880 that marriage because on the other side is a God who loves 882 00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:48,240 you so deeply, who loves you so profoundly that he sent his only 883 00:42:48,240 --> 00:42:51,400 Son down on this earth to die for you. 884 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:56,480 And it's through Jesus's death and resurrection that we are 885 00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:58,760 made whole. It's through that that we are 886 00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:02,240 made whole and healed. And so lean into that. 887 00:43:02,240 --> 00:43:04,960 If you are looking for wholeness in your life so that you can 888 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:10,560 show up as a better mom, wife, whatever a business owner, then 889 00:43:10,560 --> 00:43:14,320 lean into his love because it's there and it's free. 890 00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:19,080 It's free, It doesn't cost you anything unlike Satans Kingdom. 891 00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:22,560 Yeah, it is for freedom that Christ set us free. 892 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:26,480 That's why I chose the same freed to lead because it is only 893 00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:28,120 for freedom that Christ set us free. 894 00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:29,840 And I love that you keep going back to love. 895 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,240 So I hope that y'all got that too. 896 00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:33,880 She's talking about love, love, love. 897 00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:36,520 And that is the centerpiece of all of this. 898 00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:39,680 And sometimes, oftentimes actually, it's the hardest for 899 00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:42,600 some reason for us to really truly grasp, like you said 900 00:43:42,640 --> 00:43:46,000 earlier about old patience, you know, patience is a big one, but 901 00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:49,480 love, love is the beginning. And we always go to patience. 902 00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:51,840 Like I need the fruit of the Spirit, patience, but you really 903 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:55,560 need love. Yeah, you need to know how I am 904 00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:59,040 very much convinced that more people would stop sinning the 905 00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:02,560 more they realize the Father's love for them, because it's his 906 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,800 love that triumphs everything, right? 907 00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:06,200 Love cult. What does the Bible say? 908 00:44:06,200 --> 00:44:07,880 Love covers and multitude of sins. 909 00:44:08,240 --> 00:44:10,560 How does it do that? By knowing his love. 910 00:44:10,840 --> 00:44:14,480 I think we, we think that God, some people, you know, view God 911 00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:16,720 is like this God that's looking to smite you down. 912 00:44:16,720 --> 00:44:18,840 But that's not that's not who he is. 913 00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:22,200 No, absolutely not. I have so enjoyed our 914 00:44:22,200 --> 00:44:24,240 conversation today. For those ladies who are 915 00:44:24,240 --> 00:44:26,160 listening, how can they connect with you? 916 00:44:26,160 --> 00:44:29,080 Because I know we could talk about this all day, but I have 917 00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:35,520 another meeting so. Yes, so I am on YouTube at 918 00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:38,160 Sienna Kopishki. I'm also on TikTok at Sienna 919 00:44:38,160 --> 00:44:41,520 Kopishki and I'm on Instagram. I have two Instagram accounts, 920 00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:44,840 one for my business, which is Consecration Academy and then I 921 00:44:44,840 --> 00:44:46,920 have a podcast called The Christian Business Podcast. 922 00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:49,000 So that is all the places that I'm available. 923 00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:52,080 Awesome, and I'll put all the links to that in the show notes 924 00:44:52,080 --> 00:44:55,640 for y'all to be able to access her easily and quickly. 925 00:44:55,960 --> 00:44:59,400 Thank you Sienna for being here today, for sharing your heart, 926 00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:01,960 for your just your fire, for the Lord. 927 00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:05,760 It is so, so beautiful. It is an incredibly needed thing 928 00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:09,400 right now and I'm so thankful for your leadership and what it 929 00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:12,120 is that you're doing for the Kingdom of heaven and helping 930 00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:15,280 the women that God has placed in your life right now and your 931 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:18,600 family. So friend, if you have enjoyed 932 00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:21,960 today's episode, I would love it if you would take just a second 933 00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:25,320 and rate and review the show and share it with a friend who you 934 00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:29,280 know can use this too. And until next time, remember to 935 00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:34,040 lead from wholeness begins with receiving love from the Father. 936 00:45:34,320 --> 00:45:36,320 We'll see you here on the next one.