Ladies and gents, it is corporate MILF.
Back with another episode tonight I'm going to be giving
you another perspective about face sitting and pussy worship
and what kind of state of mind it will put the man into.
I'm also going to walk through a sexy text chain and decode it
for you. And I think that this is going
to help the guys start to see how an alpha is able to position
himself and then also, of course, how I am perceiving him.
So I hope that this helps you guys to open up your minds to
these phases of connecting with somebody for the first time and
gently making them aware of your desires and of course theirs
too. So I'm going to pop over to the
text chain here and kind of go through it for you.
Now this is with someone who I did connect with on Instagram.
And the reason why this is interesting for me is because
within the space of fandom, of course, I've had men explain to
me many times their desires around face sitting, pussy
worship and all the ways that they really just wanted to, you
know, worship a goddess in the past.
And I don't know that I fully had wrapped my mind around the
power of that. And now that I'm having this
connection with this person who I'm attracted to, I guess the
difference is, you know, you have all these people saying
like, hey, I want to worship your pussy.
And it's like, cool. But like, I'm not going to like
just do that with anybody, you know what I mean?
So it's like hard for me to get my mind into a place where I can
kind of take in the power of it. But in this case I am taking in
the power with every fucking word he says because this man
has my attention. So we start talking and somehow
I must have asked them. We were on Instagram now we're
on tech. So like I I'm kind of missing
that the the lead up here. But I come to find out that he
likes my ass. So when he texts me, he says,
oh, hello, this is your new seat, check in.
Now he's really planting seeds very slowly with me because I
don't think that he knows my full background.
He doesn't know that men have told me like the sickest shit.
So I've kind of like heard a lot of things.
So it's like, it's not going to scare me to hear it, but it's,
there is a difference between hearing it and hearing it from
someone who wants to do it specifically with you and like
you want to do with them. So anyway, he's like, yeah, I'm,
I'm watching your ass videos on repeat because at this point all
he's seeing is just like kind of like the same stuff that I post
on TikTok, which is like my gym workouts.
OK, So he had said before, oh, I could scoop you up really
easily, hold you nice and sweet, or I could just grab you, throw
you over my shoulder and snack your ass while I carry you to
where I want. So there's two sides of this
That's so fucking hot. OK, so there's holding you nice
and sweet, like to be held like a like a little, you know, cute
animal like that he just scooped up and grabbed is like so hot.
And then having a man like carry you around like he's totally in
control and you're just there to play around is like really super
hot. But see, I'm picking up on like
the Super small things that he's saying right now because we're
just starting to get to know each other.
So he says, I want to snack your ass while I carry you to where I
want. Now, I don't know that I would
have really picked up on the significance of that before,
before I understood what an incredible desire that is that a
man may have to eat your ass. And I just sort of pick up on
that. OK.
So I sort of like, leave that moment there.
And then he says, I'll be fantasizing about losing all my
breath, which tells me that he likes to get smothered.
So not only does he want to kind of do dirty things, but he is
also saying here he wants to get smothered.
That is different. That is different.
So I'm, I'm not going to pause here.
I'm just like scrolling through and kind of like trying to pick
up on all the nuances here. He's also describing how, oh,
oh, I asked him, like, what are you thinking when you're up
there? Because I think this is like a
huge fear for women is like, all right, fine, I'm up there.
Like, let's say I'm sitting on your face or like, whatever.
What are you even thinking about?
Like what's happening in the man's mind?
He says if you were up here and I was looking at you, I'd be
thinking many things. My eyes would be going up and
down your body, looking at every curve and muscle, memorizing
every inch and getting turned on as my mind started to wander.
Then I'd be thinking about how bad I want to RIP off those skin
tight pants off you because I'd be so curious to see what kind
of thong you're wearing. And I'd be praying you just came
from the gym where you got a hot and sweaty.
So while I eat that thong off your body and chew on it like
bubble gum, I could taste all of your juices and smells.
So again, we're just beginning to get to know each other here.
And what I'm picking up on here are a couple of things.
So he's saying that I want you to be coming directly from the
gym. And So what that tells me is
like, so there's a lot of guys who would just like prefer you
straight out of the shower, like they might be a little nervous
to smell you. This guy, he wants to smell me.
He wants my body odor. He like, wants to smell every
single part of me. And then he's talking about
chewing on my thong like bubble gum, which says to me like, he
really, he's really into this. Like he wants to taste the
juices and the smells. So like he's kind of setting the
tone for what his desires are. And I'm loving this because this
is a huge one for me. Like if I'm going to be with a
partner, like the my fucking worst nightmare is like being
with someone who's like not into me or like maybe they smell me
and they're like turned off. Oh, that's such like a like for
me, that's like horrifying, right.
So I'm basking in the delight of this here because what it's
telling me as a female is like, I can just relax.
Like, I don't have to be perfect here.
And in fact, he likes all of me for what I am.
And like, that makes me feel more fully accepted.
So that's like, huge to me. I love that.
So anyway, so so again, we're kind of getting to know each
other here. And he's like, do you like
lingerie? I'm like, yeah, I love it.
Would you like to show me what you like?
And he's like a good answer. And he's like, how can I do
that? And I said, well, you should
definitely take me lingerie shopping.
But until then, screenshots will do.
Says, oh, man, this is bad. I'm hanging on to every word you
say like a little schoolboy, you're dangerous.
And I absolutely love it. Says I'm definitely taking
lingerie shopping. Now what what I've done here is
I've planted the seed that I do want him to take me shopping and
that that would be fun for me, Although I'm not telling him
that he has to do that in order to see me in lingerie, which I
do say that to plenty of guys, right, because it's like, which
barrier are you going to make them jump through in order to be
with you? He's like, you keep telling me
what I got to do to earn your attention.
So he's like, you know, picking up on it and he's like, Oh my
God, how you single? Are you smoking hot?
He's like, do you do you intimidate men?
And I was like, maybe he's like, are you not used to being with
alpha man? And I'm like, no, I'm not.
I was like, but I'm ready now. So the thing that makes me
interested in him is that he's fucking jacked.
First of all, he's huge. He's gorgeous.
Like I'm extremely attracted to this guy.
But the, the tone and the conversation and like what he's
coming at me with right now is what's making me very attracted
to him. Because you can also like chat
with a guy who's like really hot and they're just fucking dumb as
bricks. And they're so fucking boring.
And they're like, hi, I fucking hate that.
Like when guys just send me a note that says hi, God, it
pisses me off. I'm like, you're wasting my
fucking time and you're not interesting.
Well, anyway, he is interesting. So I'm kind of running you
through this. You guys can learn a few things
and up your game. So he's kind of saying, Oh, this
is interesting, Like I'm not used to being in the vicinity of
dominant woman, you know, because I keep kind of switching
on him so he sees that he can't fuck me over.
That's kind of the point. And so I basically just say like
we're talking about how I'm like whatever, hooking up, right.
So he says I was saying I was going to dominate him and he's
like, well, I'm skeptical. I'd certainly like to see you
try to climb this mountain like a spider monkey and get me to
submit. But I have a feeling my natural
instincts would kick in before you knew it and I'd have you on
your back as one of my hands pins down both your wrists above
your head and my other hand Fernley around your neck,
letting you know I'm about to have my way with you.
Unless you're able to sit on a sit and smother my face first.
In that case, you'd own me. I'd be yes ma'am, ING and every
other thing that you said and wanted.
So here he's telling me two things.
He's telling me how incredibly powerful it is for him to be
like teased with my pussy and to like have me sit on his face and
like how he would just be like completely incapacitated if I
did that, right? Because he's like, he's like,
I'm going to dominate you. But like, if you sit on my face,
like I'm literally not going to be able to do anything.
But then he's also saying I'd have you on your back as one of
my hands pins down your wrists. So you're you.
OK, Let me explain this. So you're using body force, like
body physicality as the point of dominance.
And so like, you can tie someone up, but I actually think it's
hotter to be physically dominated because I'm being
physically dominated with the man's strength, and it's his
strength and power that turns me on specifically.
There's a time and place for bondage, and we're going to get
there. But right now, Oh my God, like
this, that's probably like the first and easiest thing that you
can kind of bring into the bedroom is like kind of these
little tiny things that you can do to assert yourself.
I do feel like this is a ladder. Like I feel like if you just go
in hot and heavy and you're like wicked rough with somebody for
the first time, like you might fucking scare the fuck out of
her. OK, Like it depends on this
chick. Like I feel like at least for
me, like there definitely is a a process of trust that is built
with each other through the small acts that build up
overtime. So even you can see like with
these cuck fantasies, like I do feel like we're kind of trying
things in like a process that makes it, you know, OK.
And I feel like I am so cautious because like I will just like
dip my toe in like 20 times before I'm like, OK, I'll put my
heel in now. Like now I'm comfortable enough
to try this other thing. So for me like to be dominated
like this with a man's power holding down my hands and then
with his hand around your neck. So the way to do that guys, is
so like if you have your hand around her neck and you're
pushing forward and like if you push down on the front part of
her neck, that's not great because that's like blocking her
airway. And I don't, I don't know, I
don't, that's kind of fucked up. I think like squeeze from the
outsides, like so, so squeeze the outside of her neck kind of
in, but do hold her up and off. Like I hate when it's like a
barely squeeze. It's like I've just placed my
fingertips over your neck. It's like you fucking pussy
fucking squeeze, right. So you do kind of have to strike
a nice little balance or it's just not going to have the
effect that you want to have on the girl.
It's like, fuck, can you fucking just do it?
All right. So now I'm like completely lost
within these fantasies and I'm like, wow, I'm totally lost in
this fantasy. And I said, by the way, I won't
have to try to make you submit. I'll just do it.
And you'll be so lost in the pleasure that you won't even
have realized that you're mine until you can no longer speak in
your frozen and subspace. So here I'm addressing his sort
of desire to have me own his face with my pussy.
And he's like, Oh my God, that actually happens.
Like, like, that would be fucking crazy.
But I'm rooting for you. And I was like, now I'm rooting
for myself too. He's like, so basically you
Moonlight is a professional Dom. You have a slave tied up in your
basement right now. Question mark this one.
I was like, OK, I was like, how much of this has, how much has
this guy been stalking me up into this point?
This is this is where I'm like, OK, how much does he know about
me? Like, does he know that I'd do
some fandom or not? Like, or is he just picking up
on like the things that I want to do to him?
And also he's like, do you have a slave tied up in your basement
right now? But he doesn't know how real
that is. Because first of all, guys send
me messages every day asking to be my slave, the record.
But I've had detailed conversations with people who
wanted to do this. I had a guy who wanted to come
and remodel my house for me in exchange for me putting him in a
dog cage, naked, tied up in my basement.
Which by the way, I have one side of my basement that is
finished and the other side is scary as fuck.
It's like dark concrete. It's spider webby.
There's bugs. And he's like, I'm like, what do
you mean? Like how long?
I'm like how long you want me to leave you down there for?
He's like, whatever makes you happy.
I'm like, what the fuck? So he's like, so you have a
basement. You're, you know, a, a slave
tied up in your basement right now.
And I'm like, well, there could be anyway, so let's continue.
I'm kind of like going back and forth with him now about how
thinking about the weight of his body on me pinned my hands
pinned with his hands around my neck.
Like I'm kind of just explaining to him how much I would love
that. So for me, that feeling of being
like totally powerless and dominated by my man with his
full weight of his body on me gives me such a release.
It gives me so much comfort. It gives me, it like makes me
want to cry with happiness because it's like the one moment
in my life where I can just pretend for a minute that likes
like I don't have to do this shit by myself.
You know what I mean? Like someone's got my back.
Like that's the way it makes me feel.
He's like I'm thinking about that skin to skin contact.
And I was like, you'll love my skin.
It's the golden sheath. He's like, of course it is.
A queen is always wrapped in gold.
And I'm like, oh, I'm flattered because, you know, I love gold
and I really do believe that my skin is gold.
And he's like, now, now I have him wrapped around my finger,
'cause he's like, wow, I could listen to you talk all night,
read all your words over and over.
I'm craving you. Keep it coming.
You got me hooked. And so I'm like, you look pot as
fuck. And so I asked him to send me
this picture and it's like just his chest, like laying in bed.
And he's like, I'm not going to explain what he's wearing
because I don't want I don't want this man to be detected yet
because I want him for myself. But his chest is out and it's
got like the perfect length hair of like, first of all, let me
just say guys don't turn me on very often.
They don't, they don't. It's so hard to be turned on by
a guy. But this guy is doing it for me.
So I sent him a picture and it's like a really hot pic where
like, like I'm covered. Like I'm wearing a tank top and
you can fully see my nipples through it.
And I'm kind of like leaning back a little bit.
So like, it's a really nice view of the curves of my tits.
And he's like, wow, beautiful. And he's like, I'm not even a
boobs guy, but yours are perfect.
I was like, you're not a boobs guy.
That sucks. But I'm learning, I'm learning
here what turns him on and I want to fucking know everything.
And he's like, I'm an ass guy. And I'm like, OK, so like the
next morning by the way, like while this is happening, I'm
also learning something else through a different event that
is occurring in my life. I'm learning something about
pussy fetishing. So the next day, so basically
like the way I'm trying to bring you up to speed with this story
is that here I am sending here I am sending pictures that I think
are hot of like my tits, OK, But like they're not out.
Like they are covered. The nipple is covered.
You can see the outline of my tit.
And I'm like, yeah, this is so hot.
Apparently I could have done more.
So so I'm learning this and I'm learning OK.
He's he's an ass guy. And so I was like, I'm a little
disappointed. He's like, if you want me to tit
be a tits guy, then I'm a tits guy.
Your tits are really beautiful and sexy.
They're perfect. This bookshire is turning me on
like crazy. I want to suck, lick, kiss, bite
those tits all day long and night.
I want you to smother my face with those tits till I pass out,
then grab my Dick and squeeze. Now he put that in quotes
because I had told him I was going to do that to him earlier.
And two things here. One, I'm learning that I need to
up my game with my pussy and ass pics because the tits pics
aren't really the thing that he is like going crazy over.
But that's OK right? Because we're warming up to that
moment, but I'm also seeing here that he wants me to smother his
face with my tits till he passes out and let me see if I can kind
of bring out the nuance there for people.
There's a big fucking difference between when a guy is like
fumbling around on your fucking tit like he has no fucking clue
what he's doing. He's just fucking like squeezing
it and shit and like doing random shit that doesn't feel
good. And like someone who wants me to
literally stick my nipple in their mouth and press my entire
fucking tit onto his face and to the point where he can't fucking
breathe. There's a difference there.
So now I'm like literally losing my fucking mind because now I've
been texting with him and I'm like really turned on by him.
I'm like genuinely lit up so far by this conversation.
And at the same time, I'm not having sex because my man and I
were kind of in this fight and I hadn't had sex in like a week.
So like, the thought of this guy being like totally into doing
all these things with me is like literally, he's like a fucking
dream. He's literally like a fucking
dream. So he sends me a screenshot of
something I said to him and I'm going to reread it because the
reason this is important to me to see these little things is
like it's giving me hints at what he likes.
So he says this is my quote to him.
I said, by the way, I won't have to try to make you submit.
I'll just do it. And you'll be so lost in the
pleasure that you won't even have realized you're mine until
you can no longer speak in your frozen and subspace.
He's like, I'm going to print this out and hang it up like a
poster. Probably the sexiest, sexiest
text ever. I don't even know what it means,
but I love it and see like that. I love that because I love a guy
who's just like kind of can joke about it a little bit, you know.
So anyway, then I'm sending him pictures and it's just basic
stuff like literally just me and a hoodie me like at the gym.
And he's like, I could get lost in those eyes.
And you know, I'm sending him about like my, my workout, just
like really basic shit. And then he's just like, save
those panties and feed them to me after you left.
And so now at this point, I am separately in another event that
is going down in my head. I'm revved up.
I am literally on a fucking high right now because of two other
things that are going on in my life.
And I have this man who is recently come into my life
because I have been considering a new partner.
So my eyes have been opened now. And so this isn't like just
bullshit like I am actually texting with this person because
I'm interested in him but meanwhile I am like literally
losing my fucking mind over here because I'm so fucking horny.
It's been like a week and it's not like any week.
It's also with the energy combined of I may have lost my
current sexual partner and I need to find another partner
immediately. So not only am I sex starved,
I'm sex revved up from these events that are occurring.
And anyway, so so the next thing I say is I'm like, all right,
I'm getting worked out because I'm putting myself back into
that moment. I was like, what's something
nasty you fantasize about with me?
He's like, how nasty do you want it and how honest do you want me
to be? And I'd say if there's any time
for you to say something nasty in this, this is the one.
And I want to know your true deep down desires, not something
that's made-up or fabricated is something that's truly coming
from you. I want to fucking know your
darkest desires so I can hold it over your fucking head.
I didn't tell him that, but anyway, he said all of the
following would require you to be raw, fresh out of the gym.
Lick the sweat off your feet, taste all of you.
Lick the sweat out of your ass. Piss down my throat.
I'll drink all of it. I want to taste all your juices.
3 and honestly, all above. You can sit on my face all day
every day, and I'd be the happiest man alive.
He's like, those are the first three things that came to mind,
but I'd legit do anything with you.
I want to make your fantasies a reality.
I said, oh, I'm very interested in all of that.
He's like, so for me, the nastier the better.
I didn't want to go too far and scare you away.
So let's dissect this so you understand how I'm processing it
on my end. So first he says raw, fresh out
of the gym, again making the point that he wants to smell my
actual real scent, The scent that comes from like when you've
been walking around during the day and like your hormones are
starting to mix together with like, the sweat that's coming
out of your body and it creates this unique scent for each
person. He says, lick the sweat off your
feet. I'm thinking, oh, that's
interesting. OK, I know he has a pussy
fetish. I know he loves my ass.
I know he's not really a tits guy.
Like obviously he still loves my tits, but like he wants to lick
the sweat off my feet. See he's a foot boy.
He wants me to piss down his throat.
I'll drink all of it. I want to taste all of your
juices. So that's fucking so hot.
So like what's so crazy? If you go back into my Q&A, one
of my Subs had asked me how I feel about this and at the time
I did not have a good answer. But hearing this guy who I would
like I'm really into want me to piss down his throat is so
liberating for me because it's like saying I accept you for
everything that you are and I want it and I want to be
completely covered in you. Like Oh my God, that like
literally it makes my heart so happy.
And then he's like honestly all above you can sit on my face
everyday and be happy as me alive.
So that tells me like no time limit.
I don't have to rush with him, which is something that I like
also like gives me a real release and it like makes me
happy and it makes me just like want to cry because like it's
like such a deep desire and like these desires are usually
mingled with like some kind of trauma or hurt or whatever.
And everybody has like a different, you know, hurt.
But for me, it's like so many years of not being desired.
And even though I walk with confidence and I know I'm
desired now, and I do have the incredible word is, but I am
lucky enough to have sexual intimacy now, which I do find to
be like an extreme blessing. I don't know where I was going
with that. But anyway, OK, I want to get
back into Oh my God, I said so anyway.
So now I'm on the edge of my seat because there are events
happening outside of this as well and I haven't had sex in a
week and I'm actually starting to get like crazy over here and
I'm like can you fucking start naming dates?
So now we're just like now we're flirting.
But he hasn't asked me out, which is starting to piss me
off. OK like he hasn't said this is
the date I want to hang out. Like can we do this?
And I'm like what the fuck? So anyway, I'm like, I got a lot
coming up so you better start naming dates.
And he's like, I'm trying to get back there but he doesn't name a
date until like fucking couple months away.
And I was like, wait what? I have to wait that long and
he's like, I'll see if I can come.
Before I was like fuck, I'm like fuck.
I'm literally like now I'm fucking freaking out.
Like my entire body is like actually like shaking from the
inside out because I'm like, I'm like I'm not going to be able to
take out my sexual fury on him. Like I'm like, fuck, it's like
not happening soon enough. And so, so I said, so I said,
regardless, book me in. I'm going to kill you if you
don't come see me sooner. And he's like, yes, ma'am, how
are you going to kill me? I'm curious in the details.
And I was laughing my fucking ass off because again, this is
something I would not have picked up in the past.
I would not have picked this up. And so let me describe this for
people who have not sat in the position of being a dominatrix
and hearing people's deepest, darkest fantasies.
So many men want me to literally beat the fucking shit out of
them. They literally want me to
fucking strangle them, beat them up, kick their balls.
Like really get at it. And if you're fucking lucky,
I'll tell you a story about how I did that one night to a man.
He said it was the best fucking night of his life.
So anyway, he's like, how are you going to kill me?
I'm curious in the details. And so I'm laughing because I'm
like, OK, now I'm starting to get the picture.
Like he's being very subtle. He's being very, very, very
fucking subtle with what he's saying, but I'm picking up what
he's putting down. And I was like, ah, you do like
it rough and I'm here for it. I've never yet been able to
unleash my full theory on anyone.
And I tell you that right after I told you how I did beat the
fucking piss out of that guy. But what I'm referring to is a
little bit different. It's my real fury.
It's like my real fucking fire that I want to breathe down
someone's throat. I was like, we have a wrestling
session. I want to beat you up with
everything I have. And you just laugh and take
control. So now we're just like laughing
back and forth. And he's like, yeah, no, you can
definitely take out your fury on me.
He's like, he's like just curious.
Like what? He's like, tell me all about
this built up fury that is so desperately dying to come out of
you. And I said at this moment, it's
literally screaming inside my entire body saying you need to
get fucked right now. He's like, Yep, OK, cool.
Multiple wrestling sessions, lingerie, blah, blah, blah,
blah. So like, literally that day I
happened to get a delivery from Miri Mir, which is this really
beautiful luxury lingerie that I had just ordered because I'm
having a photo shoot soon. And so I show him this lingerie
and he's like, wait, what the fuck?
Like because it's really hot. And it's like, how often does
the girl you're talking to just happen to get like at the
perfect timing, a delivery of lingerie?
So I'm showing him this because I just want him to be like,
wait, what? And then I switch and I switch
because I can see what's happening here, like looking
back, because I can tell I've now sort of because of another
reason, had an emotional drop. And I said, there's something
you should know about me. I'm going to tell you something
about what turns me on. And then I want to hear
something about you. I said I love starting slow with
very gentle sensual touches. It drives me way more crazy to
have that almost there type touch then full on in the
beginning because it makes me just beg for more.
I said do what you must with that information.
And so I'm not going to read through his whole thing, but
basically he's like, yeah, OK, So like I'm painting the picture
here that like, even though like I can be dominant and he likes
to do all this stuff, like pussy worship and all this stuff.
You know what I fucking hate? I fucking hate like, rushing.
I hate rushing to the point where it's like all hard and
vicious and like, you know, in the movies when like, they just
attack each other and they're kissing all hard and stuff like
that. That's no, no, I'm not starting
that way. I'm not starting that way.
Like you need to fucking love on me a little bit.
You know what I mean? No, like I want to feel loved.
I want to feel both. So meanwhile, he's kind of
pulling back his energy a little bit.
OK, so we've had this like kind of, we're kind of like warming
up here, like hot and heavy. And I'm like learning something
about what turns guys on because of a different scenario.
And I'm sort of testing this out on him.
So he's like, yes, so I passed out and like whatever.
I'm like, I fucking hate that when they're just like.
And so I was like, I will get your attention.
So I sent him a full body pic nude.
This is the first time he's seeing my nipples like anything.
But you can't really see my pussy in this one.
Like it's a top down photo. So it's more pussy.
I mean, it's more boobs and pussy.
And then he's like, yeah, loving this.
And then I send him like a real lame picture of my ass that's
like, I'm fully covered. Like fully, fully, fully
covered. But then I'm like, fuck it and
send him this picture of me fully nude, like looking like
I'm sitting down, like as if I'd be sitting on his face.
And I said, should I hover or give you my full weight?
So now I know I've got him. I'm like starting to get him
here because I'm getting closer to his fantasy and he's like
full weight always. This is an all caps.
He's like every day every hour. God I want you so bad it hurts.
OK so I am starting now to get him where it fucking hurts.
I'm also in a revenge mood at this time, so I am definitely
being edgier than what I would normally do.
But you know when you get me at the right time and you just
never know what I'm going to do. So I take this picture of myself
where I am fully leaned over with my ass completely up in the
air, like in front of a mirror in the way that the picture is
facing is like so you can see the front of my body and you can
see my ass and my pussy, but it's not really that clear.
It's like a little bit, it's a little bit far away, but it's
definitely like fully implied. And she he's just like now
freaking out and he's like replying to us like this is
mine. I'm going to eat and lick it
all, all that. Like he's like, I need it daily.
And I was like, good. And so like then he did
something that like really made me fucking so happy.
Oh my God. See, this is where your trauma
can like really play into how you like get addicted to your
new partner. And by the way, for a while, I
didn't let myself get addicted to anybody because I just got so
hurt from the previous one that like, I literally couldn't, I
couldn't, I was like, so fucking, I was like on the edge
every day, like about to cry. But I think I'm at the point
where I can get addicted to somebody again.
So he did something that really impressed me because the guy I
had been dating before, he never claimed me.
He never introduced me to anybody.
And Oh my God, fuck. It's like I was like, so I was
not in my goddess power, OK? Like basically the entire way I
lived that relationship, I was like learning.
I was in a learning phase and I was not confident.
And this man played me like a fucking fiddle.
Like a fucking fiddle. Anyway, the one thing I wanted
him to do so bad is I had wanted him to put a picture of me on
his phone so that everyone could see.
Like so basically like he was boasting like who he was with,
like he was proud of me, but also like I could claim him in
that moment. And so he literally said, your
ass is the most perfect thing I've ever seen.
Please God, let me worship that, he said.
Now the question is which one of these picks do I make my home
screen background? He offered me the thing I had
been begging another man to do for me and he offered it to me.
But it was like, it's not just anyone.
It's like he's the guy. He's the fucking guy who I want
to do that. Like he's the guy who I'd want
to have do that for me like that.
Like I feel so good about them. So he then then he sent me a
screenshot of me actually on his home screen as proof, as fucking
proof that he did it. And I was like so, so happy
about that. And I was like, please keep that
on there until you get caught by somebody.
By the way, the picture you put on me was like fully tits out.
So it would be like him getting caught with tits on his phone.
And I was like, you know, I love that you're a big, strong,
fierce alpha and watching you melting my energy.
That's what makes me horny. Like, that's what makes this
really fun for me because it's not really fun for me to like
fuck with a guy who's like really like I can fuck with him
so easily. Like, what's the fun in that?
So he liked that. And The thing is, is all these
little seeds I planted do it on purpose because I want him to
know this is the thing. I want him to know that the
dynamic we are creating here is not about me dominating him.
I want to know. I want him to know that I look
up to him because he's the alpha and the reason why it's hot for
me to dominate him is because it's him.
So I'm really kind of explaining this to him, which is like my
ultimate fantasy. Like even though I do all this
weird shit and dominate guys, for me it's like the like if I
dominate them like my ultimate fantasy is like for them to find
a way to then like then take control back from me.
So like my ultimate fantasy as a Dom is to be dominated.
So like I'm ultimately looking for an alpha guy.
I know that's ironic because like a lot of like betas will
come to me because they want me to Dom them.
But by the way, it's not just betas.
Like that's such a, that's such like a basic way of looking at
it because really like everyone likes to be dominated.
And in fact, the more alpha you are, the more dominant, the more
you probably like to be dominated because the less it
actually occurs in your real life.
So it's like a really fun release for you.
Oh my God, so he is. We are going back and forth here
quite a lot and there's actually so much more to this, but I'm
actually going to pause on like that part of the thread and just
try to very quickly weave in something for you here.
As I am having this experience, this exchange with this person
who I am genuinely attracted to and who's like everything he's
saying is like lighting me up in real time, I'm able to more
fully embody what it must feel like for him and also for me to
have this experience. Like so for him, he's explaining
I'm like, what does it feel like to you when I'm sitting on your
face and he's like pure bliss. Like it is such a release for
him. And like just being able to like
literally be allowed or told like you have nothing else to do
right now except stare at my pussy like that is such a
release in a fetish for him. So now I'm starting to
understand. And so he's fetishizing my
pussy. And you know whose pussy I was
fetishizing at the same time? The little goddess and training
who my lover was fucking at the same moment.
The story thickens. I'm going to pause there, my
friends. It just keeps getting better and
better. As always you can find me on
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As always, you are not allowed to come until I do.