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Ladies and gents, it's corporate
MILF back from a very 

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long-awaited hiatus. 
I'm even more nervous to talk 

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with you about the subject that 
I want to share tonight then I 

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have been as I have been in 
talking about these super taboo 

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and very typically private 
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It's something I have been 
wanting to share for at least 

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over a year and a half, which 
has been this long journey of 

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transformation that I have taken
on. 

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And I could tell the story for 
probably hours. 

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And I actually want to Fast 
forward to not telling you about

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all the sort of trials and 
tribulations and things that I 

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went through, but more that I 
started to see that there were 

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certain things that would happen
within the processes of creating

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change in your life. 
I'm going to get right into this

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and I might be ranting tonight. 
So buckle up, baby. 

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All right? 
Whenever you're starting to 

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create change in your life, what
I have found is that, for 

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example, if I want to lose 
weight, I will typically come to

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a point of discomfort with where
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And that is the catalyst that 
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the, the sort of like the change
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Or I mean, it could, it could be
like for anything going on in 

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your life, like usually like 
change comes from something in a

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place that's like way more of a 
devastating place where like you

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literally are faced with, you 
are faced with having to 

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seriously confront yourself on 
what you're doing because you're

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so displeased with the position 
that you're in that you're 

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actually forced to create 
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That's kind of the place I'm 
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I think that some of the things 
I've learned from being in those

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really deep crevices of being 
really backed into a corner and 

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really having to make some 
serious changes, those are the 

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those the big lessons from 
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That's what do I apply to like 
some of these other things 

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around creating other changes in
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Like like if you want to get in 
shape as an example, assuming 

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we're in this place, there's 
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There's the backwards path, 
which requires things around 

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forgiving yourself for where 
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And I could go into that path, 
but that's sort of like looking 

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even deeper. 
I want to actually take you like

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a little bit forward in the path
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So you find yourself in a 
position that you don't want to 

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be in. 
The first thing to do is to ask 

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for help. 
You have to speak out loud what 

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it is that you want. 
Now, you can take this in a lot 

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of different ways. 
You can take it as you're 

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communicating directly with God.
You can take it as you're asking

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the universe for help. 
You can take it as you're asking

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a friend for help. 
You can take it as I'm hiring a 

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personal trainer to help me with
my workout routine. 

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You're identifying an area that 
you actually want to change, and

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you're with your tongue, with 
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Now, that's a whole other thing 
I can talk about, which is that 

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your words cast spells. 
And I will go into for it for 

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you at some point, how to 
really, really look at the words

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that you're saying to yourself 
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much, much better at casting 
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Because if you don't know how to
speak into the universe, what it

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is you want, if you're still 
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then you're just going to get 
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So if we're talking about 
manifesting and creating change 

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and we want to create the best 
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situation, speak out loud with 
intention the direction that you

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want to go with positivity 
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First step is asking for help. 
Now within that, there's a 

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deeper practice around creating 
your spiritual alliances and 

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making sure that you have the 
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That's a whole other topic. 
I'm assuming we're there, but I 

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guess I need to talk about that 
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Again, we're going to move 
forward on this because these 

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are the main steps that I think 
are required to create true 

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change in your life. 
Number one, ask for help #2 it 

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always comes along with letting 
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There is always something huge 
that I have had to let go of 

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that has created the space for 
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Now, when you have some a space 
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have to be very intentional to 
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Otherwise it could be so easily 
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a lot of other things if you let
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But we're manifesting the best 
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for 2026. 
Y'all right? 

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So we're thinking about the best
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go, speaking with intention into
the universe, what it is that 

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you are you're asking for. 
Now there's a whole other 

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language there that I think that
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your spiritual alliances, no 
matter whichever religion that 

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or you know, spirits or 
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communicate with. 
I think that all of those things

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have value because it creates a 
trust in what I understand to be

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a higher power. 
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that higher power, I think we 
can all agree that there's value

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across the board for people to 
be able to reach higher into a 

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place of love, which is what 
everybody says is on the other 

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side of an NDE. 
The love that is said to be God 

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is think about it like a 
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Think about light as God as 
love, think about dark as Satan.

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And then there's every single 
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every single emotion in between,
and it's all kind of connected 

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through the spectrum. 
So as you reach up towards love 

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and light, however it is that 
you can do that, I believe there

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is value in that. 
The next part is to be so clear 

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on what it is that you actually 
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This is how you begin to 
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If you can see very clearly the 
vision that you're working 

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towards, then you can really 
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You can very easily set up a 
program to actually get you 

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there. 
Once you're at that stage, it's 

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not that hard to actually bring 
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your reality. 
What is difficult in this stage 

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is getting through all of the 
different ways that we mentally 

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put obstacles in our own way in 
order to get what it is that we 

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think we want. 
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the difference between being 
able to actually get what you 

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want in life and where it is 
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I'm going to give you an example
that I hope will be relatable 

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for you guys. 
I was chatting with my personal 

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trainer. 
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although she is like, no, I am 
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but she gives me aha moments 
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So it's like church over there. 
And anyway, she was saying 

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something about like, you know, 
you need to start to go for guys

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who you're attracted to. 
And I had this like repulse, 

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like, you know, I was in my man 
hating moment and I had this 

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like repulse moment. 
Like, I'm not attracted to any 

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of these guys, you know, like, 
I'm sorry, I, I was in a little 

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bit of a moment, OK, But I 
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OK, I love you guys. 
It's just that I felt a little 

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let down and I was sad and I was
upset and like, no one was 

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coming to save me. 
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save me. 
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thing when someone doesn't come 
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simply God saying not yet. 
This is your moment. 

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You still have more work to do. 
I want you to save yourself 

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here. 
But I was still like crying 

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inside, I'm not going to lie. 
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being like, I'm not attracted to
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And then I started to realize, 
Oh my God, maybe maybe the 

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reason why I'm not attracted to 
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personally, or I have not in the
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for the guy who I really wanted 
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didn't think he might want me. 
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So as I've dug deeper on all of 
these different topics, as I've 

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done this deep introspection and
rewiring of my ego to basically 

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go in, dig it up, figure out 
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I rewired it the way I wanted it
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And I have a resurrected as the 
queen that you see before you 

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today. 
Anyway, I have a new view on 

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this now and I have a new 
strategy and I'm going to 

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actually give it to you right 
now, which is I think the 

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strategy at this point should be
really like when you see someone

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who you are attracted to, 
actually make the effort to say 

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hello to them in person. 
I think everyone would feel so 

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much better if that kind of came
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First of all, I think going for 
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really, really attracted to and 
like making a real loving effort

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toward that person. 
I realized for myself how toxic 

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I've been for the last couple of
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even been dating, because of how
much I got screwed over in my 

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previous relationship and just 
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I knew I was being a little 
toxic or maybe a little 

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manipulative, you know, because 
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But I guess I just now became 
confident or healed enough in 

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myself to be able to start 
letting that down a little bit 

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and giving a little bit more of 
my love without without being 

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scared of being hurt. 
That's what it is. 

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I am now far more confident in 
my ability to overcome hurt in 

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many different ways than I ever 
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And part of that is learning how
to express myself with my needs 

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and desires, with my 
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partner. 
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growth, I think for me as a 
testing ground to be able to 

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express myself for what it is 
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And in a way that has been 
received by him in a loving way 

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that hasn't been in a way that 
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And that's been very healing for
me now, through expressing 

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yourself and having emotions, 
there's this whole process of 

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completing a cycle of emotions. 
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is like if someone's yelling at 
you, if you are one of those 

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people who has the ability to 
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and completely block somebody 
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like you can hear what they're 
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If you have that power, listen 
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You are so incredibly powerful 
and I loved your gifts. 

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I love your gifts so much and 
you will continue to hold that 

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gift. 
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allowing yourself to cry when 
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Allowing yourself to say 
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yourself to stand up for 
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Allowing yourself to hear what 
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saying in your head, that's 
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I don't agree with you and I 
don't just blindly accept what 

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it is that you're seeing as part
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In other words, if someone's 
yelling at you and they're 

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saying, hey, you're whatever, I 
don't even want to say that. 

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The bad words on the on here, do
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God, I am. 
I am bad in whichever way that 

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they're saying. 
Do you take that on? 

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Do you take that on yourself? 
Do you accept that as truth? 

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This this too. 
OK, number one, it's OK to hear 

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what it is they're saying and to
do the self inspection to find 

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out if that's true. 
It's another thing to take that 

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on as your identity and to feel 
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And then the next part of that 
is to remember to come up with 

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the positive sides of it too, 
and to stand up for yourself and

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to say, you know what? 
In this case, yeah, you're 

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right. 
But you know what? 

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In this other case, no, you're 
wrong. 

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And here's why. 
Learn how to stand up for 

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yourself, especially the women. 
Coming back to being a motive, 

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if you're unable to be a motive 
in some way. 

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In other words, can you cry, 
scream, can you dance, can you 

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lift? 
Can you somehow release this 

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emotion from your body? 
It's possible that those 

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emotions are being harbored 
inside your body and those 

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stresses are sort of building up
over time within the tensions. 

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It's like it's never released. 
So think about those tensions 

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that I'm talking about in your 
body as things that need to be 

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released. 
This is one of the things that 

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you can let go. 
How many things in your life can

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you let go of? 
How many self criticisms can you

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let go of? 
I just let go of one that I 

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think I carried for like 20 
years. 

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I just realized it. 
I just realized that I let go of

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it like a few months ago through
a path of acceptance that I 

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actually experienced from these 
interactions that I have on my 

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other platforms, which I've 
given me such incredible 

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insights around acceptance that 
I needed for my own healing. 

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You know, everyone in the world 
looks at this as like these 

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taboo things that are just still
S work is so bad. 

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Is it, is it, or is it exploring
the human nature and exploring 

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the healing and gaining the 
understanding of all these 

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experiences, these unclosed 
loops that I've had in my life 

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because these interactions have 
been so healing for me. 

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And I do hope that I can bring 
those to life for you, for any 

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of those of you who would 
benefit from that same kind of 

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healing now on the path toward 
your manifestations. 

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There's a physical process to 
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And this is kind of why I'm 
bringing up this stress cycle 

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here, because as you move 
through something, you may find 

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that you have a physical 
reaction to it where you bubble 

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up and you scream and you cry 
and you let go of the stories 

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that you've been telling 
yourself. 

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And you face the fact that this 
is gonna be hard. 

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And you're gonna and it's, it 
sucks and you're super upset and

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it sucks so bad, and you're 
crying because you have to face 

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this. 
That is a physical step toward 

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bringing in what it is that you 
need on your path. 

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I literally just had this exact 
experience over the course of 

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the last month. 
I've been inside a 

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transformation. 
I have received, I believe the 

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last key that I need to capture 
this third goal of 2025 that I 

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have that is set up for myself 
at the beginning of the year. 

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I did succeed in completing my 
first and second goals of this 

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year and this is my third goal 
that I'm reaching toward right 

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now. 
I do keep certain things private

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and they are only my most 
coveted and most important 

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strategic operations in my life.
And friends, once I complete 

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this operation, I will tell you 
all about it. 

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Today my Jason Love BBC collab 
did drop on my Only Fans. 

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You can find that at the Real 
Gym Queen and I'm sorry to say 

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my TikTok lovers, my corporate 
MILF name was banned. 

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They didn't like it anymore so 
it is now The Real Gym Queen. 

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You can also find me on 
Instagram at the Real Gym Queen.

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Goodnight my lovers.