Ladies and gents, it's corporate MILF back from a very
long-awaited hiatus. I'm even more nervous to talk
with you about the subject that I want to share tonight then I
have been as I have been in talking about these super taboo
and very typically private subjects.
It's something I have been wanting to share for at least
over a year and a half, which has been this long journey of
transformation that I have taken on.
And I could tell the story for probably hours.
And I actually want to Fast forward to not telling you about
all the sort of trials and tribulations and things that I
went through, but more that I started to see that there were
certain things that would happen within the processes of creating
change in your life. I'm going to get right into this
and I might be ranting tonight. So buckle up, baby.
All right? Whenever you're starting to
create change in your life, what I have found is that, for
example, if I want to lose weight, I will typically come to
a point of discomfort with where I am.
And that is the catalyst that sort of creates the momentum or
the, the sort of like the change that I want to make.
Or I mean, it could, it could be like for anything going on in
your life, like usually like change comes from something in a
place that's like way more of a devastating place where like you
literally are faced with, you are faced with having to
seriously confront yourself on what you're doing because you're
so displeased with the position that you're in that you're
actually forced to create change.
That's kind of the place I'm talking about now.
I think that some of the things I've learned from being in those
really deep crevices of being really backed into a corner and
really having to make some serious changes, those are the
those the big lessons from those.
That's what do I apply to like some of these other things
around creating other changes in your life.
Like like if you want to get in shape as an example, assuming
we're in this place, there's like 2 paths that we can go.
There's the backwards path, which requires things around
forgiving yourself for where you're at.
And I could go into that path, but that's sort of like looking
even deeper. I want to actually take you like
a little bit forward in the path right now.
So you find yourself in a position that you don't want to
be in. The first thing to do is to ask
for help. You have to speak out loud what
it is that you want. Now, you can take this in a lot
of different ways. You can take it as you're
communicating directly with God. You can take it as you're asking
the universe for help. You can take it as you're asking
a friend for help. You can take it as I'm hiring a
personal trainer to help me with my workout routine.
You're identifying an area that you actually want to change, and
you're with your tongue, with your words, speaking out loud.
Now, that's a whole other thing I can talk about, which is that
your words cast spells. And I will go into for it for
you at some point, how to really, really look at the words
that you're saying to yourself and how to really start getting
much, much better at casting spells for yourself.
Because if you don't know how to speak into the universe, what it
is you want, if you're still speaking negatively out loud,
then you're just going to get the negative outcomes.
So if we're talking about manifesting and creating change
and we want to create the best outcome that we can for our
situation, speak out loud with intention the direction that you
want to go with positivity towards lightness.
First step is asking for help. Now within that, there's a
deeper practice around creating your spiritual alliances and
making sure that you have the trust in the unseen.
That's a whole other topic. I'm assuming we're there, but I
guess I need to talk about that in the future pod.
Again, we're going to move forward on this because these
are the main steps that I think are required to create true
change in your life. Number one, ask for help #2 it
always comes along with letting go.
There is always something huge that I have had to let go of
that has created the space for something new in my life.
Now, when you have some a space in your life, this is when you
have to be very intentional to invite in what it is you want.
Otherwise it could be so easily that space could be taken up by
a lot of other things if you let it.
But we're manifesting the best case scenarios for ourself here
for 2026. Y'all right?
So we're thinking about the best cases, asking for help, letting
go, speaking with intention into the universe, what it is that
you are you're asking for. Now there's a whole other
language there that I think that you can develop over time with
your spiritual alliances, no matter whichever religion that
or you know, spirits or ancestors or whatever that you
communicate with. I think that all of those things
have value because it creates a trust in what I understand to be
a higher power. Whatever the entry point is into
that higher power, I think we can all agree that there's value
across the board for people to be able to reach higher into a
place of love, which is what everybody says is on the other
side of an NDE. The love that is said to be God
is think about it like a spectrum of light to dark.
Think about light as God as love, think about dark as Satan.
And then there's every single thing in between and there's
every single emotion in between, and it's all kind of connected
through the spectrum. So as you reach up towards love
and light, however it is that you can do that, I believe there
is value in that. The next part is to be so clear
on what it is that you actually want.
This is how you begin to manifest.
If you can see very clearly the vision that you're working
towards, then you can really start to embody it.
You can very easily set up a program to actually get you
there. Once you're at that stage, it's
not that hard to actually bring what it is that you want into
your reality. What is difficult in this stage
is getting through all of the different ways that we mentally
put obstacles in our own way in order to get what it is that we
think we want. And I think that this is really
the difference between being able to actually get what you
want in life and where it is that you fall short.
I'm going to give you an example that I hope will be relatable
for you guys. I was chatting with my personal
trainer. She's basically my therapist,
although she is like, no, I am not certified as your therapist,
but she gives me aha moments every single time we work out.
So it's like church over there. And anyway, she was saying
something about like, you know, you need to start to go for guys
who you're attracted to. And I had this like repulse,
like, you know, I was in my man hating moment and I had this
like repulse moment. Like, I'm not attracted to any
of these guys, you know, like, I'm sorry, I, I was in a little
bit of a moment, OK, But I actually do love men.
OK, I love you guys. It's just that I felt a little
let down and I was sad and I was upset and like, no one was
coming to save me. And I just wanted someone to
save me. But you know, I this is the
thing when someone doesn't come to save you, I think that's
simply God saying not yet. This is your moment.
You still have more work to do. I want you to save yourself
here. But I was still like crying
inside, I'm not going to lie. So I was having a moment of
being like, I'm not attracted to any of these guys.
And then I started to realize, Oh my God, maybe maybe the
reason why I'm not attracted to these guys is because I don't
personally, or I have not in the past, had the confidence to go
for the guy who I really wanted because I was insecure and I
didn't think he might want me. I had that realization.
So as I've dug deeper on all of these different topics, as I've
done this deep introspection and rewiring of my ego to basically
go in, dig it up, figure out what it is that was going on.
I rewired it the way I wanted it to go.
And I have a resurrected as the queen that you see before you
today. Anyway, I have a new view on
this now and I have a new strategy and I'm going to
actually give it to you right now, which is I think the
strategy at this point should be really like when you see someone
who you are attracted to, actually make the effort to say
hello to them in person. I think everyone would feel so
much better if that kind of came back to life.
First of all, I think going for the person who you're actually
really, really attracted to and like making a real loving effort
toward that person. I realized for myself how toxic
I've been for the last couple of years, even with the way I've
even been dating, because of how much I got screwed over in my
previous relationship and just how high my walls have been up.
I knew I was being a little toxic or maybe a little
manipulative, you know, because I did want the upper hand.
But I guess I just now became confident or healed enough in
myself to be able to start letting that down a little bit
and giving a little bit more of my love without without being
scared of being hurt. That's what it is.
I am now far more confident in my ability to overcome hurt in
many different ways than I ever have been in the past.
And part of that is learning how to express myself with my needs
and desires, with my relationships, in particular my
partner. That has been a huge area of
growth, I think for me as a testing ground to be able to
express myself for what it is that I want.
And in a way that has been received by him in a loving way
that hasn't been in a way that stonewalled me or shut me down.
And that's been very healing for me now, through expressing
yourself and having emotions, there's this whole process of
completing a cycle of emotions. One way to handle your emotions
is like if someone's yelling at you, if you are one of those
people who has the ability to completely stone face somebody
and completely block somebody out when they're yelling at you,
like you can hear what they're saying but you're not reacting.
If you have that power, listen to me.
You are so incredibly powerful and I loved your gifts.
I love your gifts so much and you will continue to hold that
gift. The other side of that is
allowing yourself to cry when the person is yelling at you.
Allowing yourself to say something back, allowing
yourself to stand up for yourself.
Allowing yourself to hear what it is that they're saying, but
saying in your head, that's fine.
I don't agree with you and I don't just blindly accept what
it is that you're seeing as part of me, as part of my identity.
In other words, if someone's yelling at you and they're
saying, hey, you're whatever, I don't even want to say that.
The bad words on the on here, do you automatically think, Oh my
God, I am. I am bad in whichever way that
they're saying. Do you take that on?
Do you take that on yourself? Do you accept that as truth?
This this too. OK, number one, it's OK to hear
what it is they're saying and to do the self inspection to find
out if that's true. It's another thing to take that
on as your identity and to feel bad about yourself.
And then the next part of that is to remember to come up with
the positive sides of it too, and to stand up for yourself and
to say, you know what? In this case, yeah, you're
right. But you know what?
In this other case, no, you're wrong.
And here's why. Learn how to stand up for
yourself, especially the women. Coming back to being a motive,
if you're unable to be a motive in some way.
In other words, can you cry, scream, can you dance, can you
lift? Can you somehow release this
emotion from your body? It's possible that those
emotions are being harbored inside your body and those
stresses are sort of building up over time within the tensions.
It's like it's never released. So think about those tensions
that I'm talking about in your body as things that need to be
released. This is one of the things that
you can let go. How many things in your life can
you let go of? How many self criticisms can you
let go of? I just let go of one that I
think I carried for like 20 years.
I just realized it. I just realized that I let go of
it like a few months ago through a path of acceptance that I
actually experienced from these interactions that I have on my
other platforms, which I've given me such incredible
insights around acceptance that I needed for my own healing.
You know, everyone in the world looks at this as like these
taboo things that are just still S work is so bad.
Is it, is it, or is it exploring the human nature and exploring
the healing and gaining the understanding of all these
experiences, these unclosed loops that I've had in my life
because these interactions have been so healing for me.
And I do hope that I can bring those to life for you, for any
of those of you who would benefit from that same kind of
healing now on the path toward your manifestations.
There's a physical process to this also.
And this is kind of why I'm bringing up this stress cycle
here, because as you move through something, you may find
that you have a physical reaction to it where you bubble
up and you scream and you cry and you let go of the stories
that you've been telling yourself.
And you face the fact that this is gonna be hard.
And you're gonna and it's, it sucks and you're super upset and
it sucks so bad, and you're crying because you have to face
this. That is a physical step toward
bringing in what it is that you need on your path.
I literally just had this exact experience over the course of
the last month. I've been inside a
transformation. I have received, I believe the
last key that I need to capture this third goal of 2025 that I
have that is set up for myself at the beginning of the year.
I did succeed in completing my first and second goals of this
year and this is my third goal that I'm reaching toward right
now. I do keep certain things private
and they are only my most coveted and most important
strategic operations in my life. And friends, once I complete
this operation, I will tell you all about it.
Today my Jason Love BBC collab did drop on my Only Fans.
You can find that at the Real Gym Queen and I'm sorry to say
my TikTok lovers, my corporate MILF name was banned.
They didn't like it anymore so it is now The Real Gym Queen.
You can also find me on Instagram at the Real Gym Queen.
Goodnight my lovers.