1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:05,520 Ladies and gents Corporate MILF. Back with another episode on 2 00:00:05,560 --> 00:00:08,880 being seen and how I got into Only Fans. 3 00:00:09,440 --> 00:00:13,520 I wish I actually got into Only Fans when I first thought of it, 4 00:00:13,640 --> 00:00:17,440 which was probably five years ago because that's probably when 5 00:00:17,440 --> 00:00:22,680 it was blowing up the most. But I launched my Only Fans back 6 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:28,840 in February and at the time I was into Fendom and the 7 00:00:28,840 --> 00:00:33,960 interactions were fun, but just a lot of communication back and 8 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:37,720 forth. And I wanted a way to be able to 9 00:00:37,720 --> 00:00:41,480 have all of the people in one place who I'm communicating 10 00:00:41,480 --> 00:00:48,080 with, which was easier for me. And obviously to launch it as 11 00:00:48,120 --> 00:00:51,960 another stream of income that's a little bit easier to manage. 12 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:58,520 The strategy that I have set up on my page is that I drive 13 00:00:58,520 --> 00:01:05,760 people to it from TikTok, from my podcast, from my ex and 14 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:10,320 meaning the ex profile. And I literally set it up 15 00:01:10,320 --> 00:01:12,840 exactly like the way Sophie Raine has it set up. 16 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:18,680 So she has a $12.00 admission to be able to subscribe to the main 17 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:21,040 page. And I do post some things on the 18 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:24,640 main page, but the most of it is through pay-per-view activity. 19 00:01:24,640 --> 00:01:29,560 So when I send a video through 2D, MSI can price that video 20 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:32,760 however I want and the person on the other end can decide if they 21 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:35,640 want to buy it or not. So that's just a little bit 22 00:01:35,640 --> 00:01:40,440 about my strategy. And when I talk with friends 23 00:01:40,440 --> 00:01:43,960 about this, because people have been asking like what's the 24 00:01:43,960 --> 00:01:48,560 reaction amongst your friends and family and just the reaction 25 00:01:48,560 --> 00:01:52,760 within my community? So I'll bring it down from 26 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:57,080 friends first. So my closest friends are 27 00:01:57,080 --> 00:02:00,560 obviously in support of what I'm doing. 28 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:05,600 And I just want to clarify that the way that our friendships 29 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:09,639 work is that we fully support each other, what each one of us 30 00:02:09,639 --> 00:02:13,880 is doing individually. And even when we give support, 31 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:16,680 it doesn't mean like we might want that for ourselves. 32 00:02:16,680 --> 00:02:20,480 So in the opposite here, it's not like my friends necessarily 33 00:02:20,480 --> 00:02:24,640 want it for themselves, but they're in support of me doing 34 00:02:24,640 --> 00:02:27,160 it. And one of the pieces of 35 00:02:27,160 --> 00:02:32,160 feedback that one friend gave me recently was just her own 36 00:02:32,400 --> 00:02:37,200 thought of being judged and having, you know, nude pics 37 00:02:37,200 --> 00:02:41,200 potentially come out of her. And she was giving the example 38 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:45,720 of like, what if my kids saw a picture of me, like somebody 39 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:48,200 showing them a screenshot of their mom. 40 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:52,840 And my reaction to that is so, so different than a lot of 41 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:57,120 people's because a lot of people don't take taboo risks in fear 42 00:02:57,120 --> 00:03:01,080 of what's going to happen for their their kids in the way that 43 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:04,320 that's going to be viewed. But the way I look at it is so 44 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:08,880 much more complex than that. For first of all, when it comes 45 00:03:08,880 --> 00:03:15,320 to sex and bodies and being seen, I am so passionate about 46 00:03:15,640 --> 00:03:20,360 embracing sexuality for everything that it is and 47 00:03:20,360 --> 00:03:24,320 teaching around how to get the type of relationships that you 48 00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:26,600 want. And for them, I want that for 49 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:30,000 them too. And my take is like, if someone 50 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:33,280 were to come up to me and be like, oh, hey, I subscribe to 51 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:35,520 your only fans. I'd be like, awesome, thank you. 52 00:03:35,520 --> 00:03:38,600 Do you like it? And if someone were to share a 53 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:42,200 picture with them, you know, I want them to be like, fuck yeah, 54 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:44,760 like my mom is. That's my mom. 55 00:03:44,760 --> 00:03:47,720 She's like out there getting the bag, You know what I mean? 56 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:50,880 And the kids don't really necessarily say it like that. 57 00:03:50,880 --> 00:03:55,640 It's not like that. But I want I want them to truly 58 00:03:56,000 --> 00:04:02,840 be comfortable embracing intimacy and sexuality for 59 00:04:02,840 --> 00:04:06,320 themselves when they get to that stage in life. 60 00:04:06,720 --> 00:04:08,800 And I think everyone should embrace it. 61 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:12,320 That said, I did have a few friends and family come to me 62 00:04:12,320 --> 00:04:15,960 earlier this year with sort of minor complaints. 63 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:21,120 Actually, before I even launched my Only Fans, I was posting like 64 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:24,840 some sexy picture of myself on my stories on Facebook. 65 00:04:24,840 --> 00:04:27,760 And someone from my family reached out to me and just said 66 00:04:27,760 --> 00:04:31,200 like, hey, do you realize that like, the family here is 67 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:33,840 watching you? And at the time, honestly, I did 68 00:04:33,840 --> 00:04:38,280 feel very, very attacked because no one, no one really understood 69 00:04:38,280 --> 00:04:42,800 what I was trying to get AT and what my strategy was behind my 70 00:04:42,800 --> 00:04:45,640 postings. All they're seeing is like, oh, 71 00:04:45,680 --> 00:04:47,680 Abby's doing something that's inappropriate. 72 00:04:47,680 --> 00:04:49,680 She's showing a little bit too much skin. 73 00:04:50,040 --> 00:04:54,000 And that is like a very common reaction, I would say. 74 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:57,360 And at the time, I actually blew up at her and I chewed her out, 75 00:04:57,560 --> 00:04:59,680 and I spit like a lot of venom at her. 76 00:04:59,680 --> 00:05:03,280 And we haven't spoken since. To be honest with you, I did 77 00:05:03,280 --> 00:05:05,920 apologize, but I don't think she took that too well either. 78 00:05:06,400 --> 00:05:09,240 But anyway, I'm working on my own reactions. 79 00:05:09,240 --> 00:05:13,360 But I also feel very strongly about sticking up for yourself, 80 00:05:13,360 --> 00:05:17,600 too. So when that first happened, I 81 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:21,360 did react poorly. Now a few months later, I had 82 00:05:21,360 --> 00:05:24,120 another friend reach out to me and basically just say like, 83 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:27,320 hey, just so you know, like there's screenshots of you 84 00:05:27,320 --> 00:05:30,800 floating around our hometown with only fans attached to it. 85 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:32,120 And I just wanted to let you know. 86 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:35,320 And my reaction back was just like, I'm great. 87 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:36,960 I'm really glad to hear your voice. 88 00:05:36,960 --> 00:05:38,520 Thanks. Thanks for letting me know. 89 00:05:38,560 --> 00:05:40,520 And like, I just left it at that. 90 00:05:40,960 --> 00:05:44,640 But that said, like I did think about it for I had to process 91 00:05:44,640 --> 00:05:49,080 that and I actually pulled a lot of my links offline for a couple 92 00:05:49,080 --> 00:05:52,960 of months. I was transitioning from a lot 93 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:56,800 of things at that time, like I was getting divorced and like, 94 00:05:57,120 --> 00:05:59,760 you know, shifting where everybody was living and I had a 95 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:02,960 lot of stuff going on as well. And I just really needed to 96 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:05,560 disconnect. And at the time, I wasn't 97 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:09,160 actually having the success that I wanted to see on Onlyfans yet 98 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:12,960 because I was only driving people through my ex profile, 99 00:06:13,120 --> 00:06:17,320 which is very much within like a BDSM type community, which isn't 100 00:06:17,320 --> 00:06:21,320 like a perfect match for only fans because, you know, the 101 00:06:21,320 --> 00:06:24,360 things that they're interested in are potentially different 102 00:06:24,360 --> 00:06:27,800 than like what mainstream people are looking for when it comes to 103 00:06:27,800 --> 00:06:34,840 sex. But I just got this crazy like 104 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:40,880 surge of energy and I finally got to this point. 105 00:06:40,880 --> 00:06:45,240 And it took me all summer to get here where I finally fully 106 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:49,360 disconnected from the truths that other people hold. 107 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:52,720 So for example, my friend who sent me about saying like, hey, 108 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:55,440 I don't know if you want to portray yourself like this, like 109 00:06:55,440 --> 00:06:58,040 her situation and what she is protecting, their life is 110 00:06:58,040 --> 00:07:00,080 completely different than what I'm protecting. 111 00:07:00,080 --> 00:07:03,720 In fact, it's like a 180 because in my situation, I am 112 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:09,200 responsible for fully funding my my family's life and I am 113 00:07:09,200 --> 00:07:11,080 working in in her situation, she's not. 114 00:07:11,080 --> 00:07:14,640 So like she actually has to protect her family unit from a 115 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:17,160 different point of view than what I do. 116 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:21,160 I can be ruthless in how I pursue my money. 117 00:07:21,520 --> 00:07:24,800 And I've also lived already in 25 years of corporate. 118 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:26,560 So I've already been there, done that. 119 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:28,440 I've already done the good girl thing. 120 00:07:28,760 --> 00:07:30,840 I've already like lived through that. 121 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:34,440 And I understand that being in corporate is definitely not 122 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:36,920 where I want to be for the rest of my life. 123 00:07:37,400 --> 00:07:42,000 So shifting a little bit, there's a perspective that I've 124 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:45,200 been able to take on over the course of this year that has 125 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:48,560 grown stronger and stronger within myself, which is having 126 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:51,520 the confidence in myself and what I am trying to pursue and 127 00:07:51,520 --> 00:07:55,560 knowing what my own goals are and not letting other people 128 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:58,720 derail me from that. So if somebody else isn't happy 129 00:07:58,720 --> 00:08:01,440 with it, I'm sorry, but they're not paying my bills. 130 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:03,640 So it, it's like it doesn't matter, right? 131 00:08:03,920 --> 00:08:06,280 It's funny, 'cause people are like, are you worried about this 132 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:08,200 getting in the way of getting a job in corporate? 133 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:10,120 And first of all, I don't want a fucking another job in 134 00:08:10,120 --> 00:08:12,760 corporate. But if I do go down that path, 135 00:08:13,680 --> 00:08:19,320 I'm not really that worried because because, well, first of 136 00:08:19,320 --> 00:08:21,400 all, I see, I see this actually growing. 137 00:08:21,400 --> 00:08:25,840 So I can see a pathway out. I can see the business strategy 138 00:08:25,840 --> 00:08:28,880 that I have for the podcast and all my different other assets. 139 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:34,520 So I actually see a full revenue stream building from this, but 140 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:37,200 at the end of the day, like people are going to judge you, 141 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:38,919 but they're not paying your bills. 142 00:08:38,919 --> 00:08:41,760 Like I literally went through fucking hell for the last few 143 00:08:41,760 --> 00:08:46,520 years and like trying to thread the needle on not bankrupting my 144 00:08:46,520 --> 00:08:48,920 family. And thank God I didn't, but I 145 00:08:48,920 --> 00:08:52,400 had to move every single piece with such fine orchestration. 146 00:08:52,680 --> 00:08:55,120 And in the end, The thing is, is like no one was helping me 147 00:08:55,120 --> 00:08:58,160 during that time. No one stepped in from like 148 00:08:58,160 --> 00:09:02,240 apart from my mom who did give me a loan to finish like a major 149 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:05,240 renovation project that I had like thank God I had that 150 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:07,760 funding for that project. But I'm kind of just talking 151 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:09,720 about everyday living type stuff. 152 00:09:10,160 --> 00:09:13,000 Like no one stepped in and said, Hey, here's some money to help 153 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:16,360 you get through this period. Let's help you get get divorced. 154 00:09:16,360 --> 00:09:19,880 Let's help you separate and you know, go your separate ways and 155 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:22,360 have your own house. Like no one was doing that for 156 00:09:22,360 --> 00:09:25,400 me. So people can love you and they 157 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:29,040 can want the best for you, but in the end, you're the one who 158 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:34,280 has to get it for yourself. I'm also at the point where I've 159 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:38,520 done so many different things with business that I know for a 160 00:09:38,520 --> 00:09:41,800 fact that I can drive sales with whatever it is that I choose to 161 00:09:41,800 --> 00:09:43,400 do. I actually launched a lot of 162 00:09:43,400 --> 00:09:47,240 different things before I got to this point in this particular 163 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:49,080 business plan that I have right now. 164 00:09:49,760 --> 00:09:55,040 So anyway, moving on, there's another kind of deep piece to 165 00:09:55,040 --> 00:09:59,280 this, which is that I think I have a really, really deep need 166 00:09:59,280 --> 00:10:02,120 to be seen. And I think part of that comes 167 00:10:02,120 --> 00:10:07,080 from just not having been seen for like the last 10 years. 168 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:12,680 And it's such a deep desire that I have that when I am showing 169 00:10:12,680 --> 00:10:15,400 off my body, which I'm so extremely proud of. 170 00:10:15,400 --> 00:10:19,640 I've literally worked my entire life to have the body that I 171 00:10:19,640 --> 00:10:23,240 have right now through working out and through my nutrition and 172 00:10:23,240 --> 00:10:27,000 all the things that I do. I'm so incredibly proud of it 173 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:30,120 that I want I want it to be seen. 174 00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:34,160 And that is so very different than the way a lot of people 175 00:10:34,160 --> 00:10:36,880 think about things. Because if you think about my 176 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:39,440 friend who doesn't want, you know, someone from the gym 177 00:10:39,440 --> 00:10:43,400 knowing like what her body looks like, like I'm the opposite. 178 00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:46,600 I'm like, you're welcome, you're welcome that you got to see 179 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:48,520 that. And do you want to see some 180 00:10:48,520 --> 00:10:50,000 more? You can pay 12 bucks. 181 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:54,720 So it's just a really, really different way of thinking about 182 00:10:54,720 --> 00:10:57,440 things. But I think it comes down to 183 00:10:58,320 --> 00:11:02,640 this ultimate confidence that you have to have to be able to 184 00:11:02,640 --> 00:11:06,920 be seen and to not worry who's seeing it or not. 185 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:10,400 I've just finally come to this understanding that I've been 186 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:14,560 treading in this line for so long of like trying to be this 187 00:11:14,560 --> 00:11:18,760 kind of perfect mix of some concoction that I thought was 188 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:21,600 perfect, which is, you know, being in shape, being good 189 00:11:21,600 --> 00:11:25,920 looking, having a good job, you know, being a parent, Like 190 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:30,080 moving in a way where no one's going to judge you one way or 191 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:32,840 another. But ultimately people are going 192 00:11:32,840 --> 00:11:34,720 to judge you literally no matter what. 193 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:36,920 So I figure, why not bring out the weird? 194 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:42,120 Like, let me just show you guys exactly all the weird shit I do 195 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:43,640 all the time. And some people are going to 196 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:45,200 love it and some people are going to hate it. 197 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:49,400 But regardless of what I do, even if I'm not being super 198 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:53,000 taboo and putting my tits out there on Only Fans, people are 199 00:11:53,000 --> 00:11:55,400 still going to judge me and maybe even harder. 200 00:11:56,440 --> 00:12:00,200 The irony, right? So that's my thought on it. 201 00:12:00,200 --> 00:12:03,480 What do you guys think? You can find me on TikTok at 202 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:09,400 corporate MILF on X at Finn Dom Jim Queen and only fans at the 203 00:12:09,400 --> 00:12:11,800 real Jim Queen. As always, you're not allowed to 204 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:13,400 come until I do Peace.