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Ladies and gents, it's corporate
MILF. 

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Back with another episode this 
week. 

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We're going to be talking about 
BBC or Big Black. 

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It's going to be so fun. 
I posted this crazy video that 

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went viral and people went 
absolutely nuts about it. 

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I'm learning that on social 
media you can pretty much do 

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whatever the heck you want. 
And if you actually ask for what

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you want, then it's possible you
may actually get it. 

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Well, I asked for something that
may have been a little 

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outrageous for people to see, 
and I can tell that it is 

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because it went viral. 
Viral is when you have two 

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conflicting points of view 
within the content. 

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So you have half the people who 
are like, Oh my God, yes, go get

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it. 
And then the other people are 

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like shocked in some way and 
then they all start fighting 

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each other in the comments. 
Well, basically that is what 

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happened. 
And I know that people loved it 

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because it drove a lot of 
subscriptions for me. 

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And so when you see me out there
posting crazy stuff right now, 

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just know that your bitch is 
making money off of all this 

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shit. 
What I have come to find out 

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recently is that people are 
obsessed with white women who 

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want to take the big black. 
And I want to delve into this in

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a really interesting way and 
tell you about a story about one

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of my favorite black Subs who 
actually pulled a move that made

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me temporarily fall in love with
this man. 

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Now, for some people, you're 
sitting here, you're thinking, 

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you either heard what I just 
said and you picked up on that, 

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or you're just like, it went 
right over your head. 

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So let me just double down on 
this a little bit. 

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So a sub would be one of the 
many men who serve me. 

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And this man who I'm going to 
talk about is truly one of my 

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favorites. 
He is like the first person who 

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really, truly spoiled me in a 
way that I wasn't expecting 

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because I hadn't yet experienced
it yet. 

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And what it ended up creating 
within my body was this reaction

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of oxytocin, which set off all 
these love chemicals for this 

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man. 
So imagine I am in this 

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scenario, acting as the queen. 
The queen be the white woman. 

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This man's fantasy is to serve 
someone just like me. 

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Now, if we double down on this 
in a way that is a little bit 

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naughty, let's talk about it as 
racial play. 

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Now, he brought this up, OK, 
yes, I'm white and yes, he's 

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black. 
And he brought this up as his 

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fantasy and I have since come to
realize that it is potentially 

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one of my fantasies as well. 
So from his perspective, he 

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loves this thought of almost 
acting, OK, this is, this might 

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kind of offend some people, but 
I want you to take it out of the

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literal context for just a 
second and realize that this is 

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totally consensual. 
This is like a kink sort of 

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thing in play. 
And like, the reality, like in 

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real life, like this is a big 
black athletic man who's super 

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powerful in his own right, super
successful. 

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Like totally. 
It's like, oh, like 6-5 and 

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super fit. 
Like this guy is so hot. 

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OK. 
And so I realized that this 

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might be a little bit off 
putting in the way that I 

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describe it, but just go with me
here for one moment. 

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So what he loves is this thought
of him serving me like he's my 

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slave and he likes it in the 
racial play. 

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And the way I'm thinking about 
this is imagine that I am one of

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the sort of rulers of the house 
and he is one of my servants. 

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And so the dynamic that I can 
imagine playing out here is that

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he's doing all of these things 
to basically help me, to serve 

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me. 
And from the female point of 

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view, when I'm getting served, 
in other words, when someone's 

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doing something for me, like I'm
literally falling in love, like 

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this is an act of this is a love
language to be served. 

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And I think people may not have 
quite heard it in that way 

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before to be served, but think 
about it as acts of service. 

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I will tell you I have fallen in
love with a few of my super 

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nerdy, dorky IT guys over the 
course of my 25 year career 

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because they're just doing 
things to help me. 

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And it just makes me feel so 
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Like I, I, I wasn't like, I want
to like hook up with this guy 

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necessarily, but it did create a
feeling inside of me. 

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So anyway, his fantasy is that 
and mine sort of in this 

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scenario is that he's doing all 
these things to serve me and 

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they can be pretty degrading. 
Things like he might have to 

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like wash my feet or, you know, 
make me food and serve my food 

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and he's just going to have to 
go away if I say go away. 

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So he's sort of like at my beck 
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But really there's like this 
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So even though I am sort of the 
the leader in the sense like 

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there is a tension because like 
I love him for doing all this 

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for me and he serves me because 
really he truly loves me. 

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So that's sort of the premise. 
OK, But let me tell you what 

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actually happened. 
So this is back when I first got

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into fandom, which is basically 
an online video game that people

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partake in in naughty spaces of 
the Internet. 

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And really what I'm doing is 
asserting my dominance over men,

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and they are paying me to do 
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So I present myself as someone 
who is a goddess who must be 

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served. 
Anyway, so this man took a 

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business trip and he happened to
be local and he asked if we 

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could do a cash meet. 
And I couldn't quite pull it off

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that day, but he really wanted 
to take me shoe shopping because

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he's into feet. 
What ended up happening was I 

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looked online for these shoes 
that I really wanted and I, I 

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first sent him a couple that 
were like sort of like 

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reasonably be priced like like 
one for like 100 bucks, one for 

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like 300 bucks. 
I was like, you know, what kind 

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of range we talking about And 
then I sent him something for 

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like 1200 and he's like, well, 
the one for 1200 might be like a

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little bit more, you know, than 
what I was looking to spend. 

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So then I sent him a pair for 
like it was like 6-6 or 700 

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bucks. 
Literally a minute later, my 

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cash app is like 700 bucks comes
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This is the first time by the 
way, anyone had like really ever

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sent me a significant amount of 
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Someone had sent me like 25 
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like that made me really happy 
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But when this came through, I 
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I was like thinking to myself, 
you don't give somebody 

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something like this unless you 
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And so it kind of made me feel 
like a, it made me feel so good.

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Like it made me feel really 
truly good. 

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Anyway, so I ordered them 
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I was telling him I was going to
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showing off the shoes and stuff,
but I figured out that I 

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couldn't actually go into a 
store to get these shoes 'cause 

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they just like weren't on the 
floor At that point I had to 

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order them online. 
So I ordered them online and 

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he's like, can you still go into
the store if I send you more 

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money? 
And I was like, yeah, I can. 

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So he sends me another 300 bucks
because he wanted to get me a 

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pair of shoes, which I will show
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Anyway, that the Tory Burch 
sandals, there's so many guys 

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who love these, by the way. 
So anyway, I went into the store

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with a friend actually, and we 
took this whole video of me 

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trying on these shoes and it 
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Like he loved it. 
And honestly, I absolutely loved

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it too. 
I just felt so special that this

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person completely randomly sent 
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But anyway, I tell this in the 
context of a couple of different

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stories there. 
One my first like really fun 

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interaction with a guy in fandom
and then also this kind of 

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racial play that I think people 
are actually really, really 

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interested in that I think is 
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Anyway, I wanted to talk about 
this connection between white 

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women and black men because I 
happen to live in a part of the 

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world that is extremely white. 
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Like I see like 1 black person 
walking around my town like 

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maybe once a year. 
Like it just doesn't even 

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happen. 
And growing up quite white, I 

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would say like Country Club 
white, it was not really that 

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common to see people in 
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And at least for me, my own view
of it has definitely evolved 

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over time. 
And right now, I currently see 

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black athletic, powerful men as 
extremely elite. 

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And I'm, I might be wrong in 
thinking this, I don't know. 

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But I mean, the way I still view
it is that if you're not a white

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man, you're still in the 
position where you need to work 

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a little bit harder. 
I think in general, I think most

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people would probably agree with
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And I have a particular affinity
for people who have made their 

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own moves in life and who have 
really proven that they can make

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things happen. 
They can make their own money, 

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they can have a great body, they
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like all all the different 
status things that you can 

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possibly have. 
And I think to see that with a 

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black man it, it's like so sexy 
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It is so sexy, so black men out 
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guys, oh, you're so attractive. 
You are so attractive right now.

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And by the way, there's another 
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extremely attractive. 
This is something that I have 

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noticed probably more through 
social media than maybe my in 

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person relationships. 
And this is also coming from a 

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space where I live in Boston, 
which is extremely puritanical. 

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This is like a very conservative
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There's a lot of old money here.
There's a lot of old ways of 

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thinking, shall we say. 
So for that reason alone, I 

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still think it's a little bit 
taboo. 

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I do think it's a little bit 
taboo. 

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But anyway, I was going to say 
that in white America, in very 

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conservative white America, I am
seeing a lot of people operate 

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within maybe some energetic 
boundaries that are almost 

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oppressive in a way. 
Meaning like they might not feel

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comfortable with just expressing
themselves and going out and 

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dancing or like having a good 
time or like showing any emotion

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at all in a way. 
Like any everything just has to 

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be so buttoned up. 
And like the finance guys are 

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walking around their Patagonia 
vests like they have to be so 

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perfect all the time. 
And I might be coming from this 

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too, with a little bit of a 
corporate angle because I've 

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been in corporate for 25 years 
in sales. 

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And so a lot of the people who I
have been surrounded by it, it's

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definitely a little bit of a, of
a, of a mask and a guy's. 

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But what I'm seeing in contrast 
with black people in general is 

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this like freedom and the way 
that they move and this joy. 

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And like, have you seen these 
videos of of Black people 

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dancing? 
Like I have never seen a white 

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person move like that ever. 
And I'm not trying to make this 

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so racial in what I'm talking 
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It's something that I am 
observing from the point of view

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of being a white woman who has 
grown up in a very sort of 

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strict environment. 
And I just find it so attractive

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when people can let down and 
just enjoy themselves and move 

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their bodies. 
It's something that I really 

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admire. 
Anyway, so I post this video 

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that went viral that's basically
just saying I'm looking for a 

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big black, beautiful male to do 
a collab with me. 

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And people are like like, Oh my 
God, what is she talking about? 

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Like at least half the people 
knew what I was talking about. 

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And then the other half are 
like, cool, what sports does he 

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need to play? 
I'm like, I don't care, just be 

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fit. 
Anyway, people went nuts and now

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you have all these people on my 
Only Fans page asking me for BBC

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content. 
And so I'm seeing a theme here 

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people that people like this. 
And by the way, I do too. 

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I am in full support. 
So I was debating whether or not

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to share with you guys the 
experiences that I have had with

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black men so far in my life, 
which have been quite enjoyable.

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But perhaps I will leave that 
for another day. 

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And I want you guys to bask in 
this thought of being OK with 

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thinking about these cultural 
boundaries in new ways. 

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OK, you can find me on TikTok at
Corporate MILF on X at Findon 

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Jim Queen and only fans at the 
Real Jim Queen. 

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As always, you're not allowed to
come until I do Peace.