Ladies and gents, it's corporate MILF.
Back with another episode this week.
We're going to be talking about BBC or Big Black.
It's going to be so fun. I posted this crazy video that
went viral and people went absolutely nuts about it.
I'm learning that on social media you can pretty much do
whatever the heck you want. And if you actually ask for what
you want, then it's possible you may actually get it.
Well, I asked for something that may have been a little
outrageous for people to see, and I can tell that it is
because it went viral. Viral is when you have two
conflicting points of view within the content.
So you have half the people who are like, Oh my God, yes, go get
it. And then the other people are
like shocked in some way and then they all start fighting
each other in the comments. Well, basically that is what
happened. And I know that people loved it
because it drove a lot of subscriptions for me.
And so when you see me out there posting crazy stuff right now,
just know that your bitch is making money off of all this
shit. What I have come to find out
recently is that people are obsessed with white women who
want to take the big black. And I want to delve into this in
a really interesting way and tell you about a story about one
of my favorite black Subs who actually pulled a move that made
me temporarily fall in love with this man.
Now, for some people, you're sitting here, you're thinking,
you either heard what I just said and you picked up on that,
or you're just like, it went right over your head.
So let me just double down on this a little bit.
So a sub would be one of the many men who serve me.
And this man who I'm going to talk about is truly one of my
favorites. He is like the first person who
really, truly spoiled me in a way that I wasn't expecting
because I hadn't yet experienced it yet.
And what it ended up creating within my body was this reaction
of oxytocin, which set off all these love chemicals for this
man. So imagine I am in this
scenario, acting as the queen. The queen be the white woman.
This man's fantasy is to serve someone just like me.
Now, if we double down on this in a way that is a little bit
naughty, let's talk about it as racial play.
Now, he brought this up, OK, yes, I'm white and yes, he's
black. And he brought this up as his
fantasy and I have since come to realize that it is potentially
one of my fantasies as well. So from his perspective, he
loves this thought of almost acting, OK, this is, this might
kind of offend some people, but I want you to take it out of the
literal context for just a second and realize that this is
totally consensual. This is like a kink sort of
thing in play. And like, the reality, like in
real life, like this is a big black athletic man who's super
powerful in his own right, super successful.
Like totally. It's like, oh, like 6-5 and
super fit. Like this guy is so hot.
OK. And so I realized that this
might be a little bit off putting in the way that I
describe it, but just go with me here for one moment.
So what he loves is this thought of him serving me like he's my
slave and he likes it in the racial play.
And the way I'm thinking about this is imagine that I am one of
the sort of rulers of the house and he is one of my servants.
And so the dynamic that I can imagine playing out here is that
he's doing all of these things to basically help me, to serve
me. And from the female point of
view, when I'm getting served, in other words, when someone's
doing something for me, like I'm literally falling in love, like
this is an act of this is a love language to be served.
And I think people may not have quite heard it in that way
before to be served, but think about it as acts of service.
I will tell you I have fallen in love with a few of my super
nerdy, dorky IT guys over the course of my 25 year career
because they're just doing things to help me.
And it just makes me feel so good.
Like I, I, I wasn't like, I want to like hook up with this guy
necessarily, but it did create a feeling inside of me.
So anyway, his fantasy is that and mine sort of in this
scenario is that he's doing all these things to serve me and
they can be pretty degrading. Things like he might have to
like wash my feet or, you know, make me food and serve my food
and he's just going to have to go away if I say go away.
So he's sort of like at my beck and call.
But really there's like this tension underneath all that.
So even though I am sort of the the leader in the sense like
there is a tension because like I love him for doing all this
for me and he serves me because really he truly loves me.
So that's sort of the premise. OK, But let me tell you what
actually happened. So this is back when I first got
into fandom, which is basically an online video game that people
partake in in naughty spaces of the Internet.
And really what I'm doing is asserting my dominance over men,
and they are paying me to do that.
So I present myself as someone who is a goddess who must be
served. Anyway, so this man took a
business trip and he happened to be local and he asked if we
could do a cash meet. And I couldn't quite pull it off
that day, but he really wanted to take me shoe shopping because
he's into feet. What ended up happening was I
looked online for these shoes that I really wanted and I, I
first sent him a couple that were like sort of like
reasonably be priced like like one for like 100 bucks, one for
like 300 bucks. I was like, you know, what kind
of range we talking about And then I sent him something for
like 1200 and he's like, well, the one for 1200 might be like a
little bit more, you know, than what I was looking to spend.
So then I sent him a pair for like it was like 6-6 or 700
bucks. Literally a minute later, my
cash app is like 700 bucks comes through.
This is the first time by the way, anyone had like really ever
sent me a significant amount of money.
Someone had sent me like 25 bucks or something before and
like that made me really happy too.
But when this came through, I was literally giddy.
I was like thinking to myself, you don't give somebody
something like this unless you like are into them.
And so it kind of made me feel like a, it made me feel so good.
Like it made me feel really truly good.
Anyway, so I ordered them online.
I was telling him I was going to make a video for him like
showing off the shoes and stuff, but I figured out that I
couldn't actually go into a store to get these shoes 'cause
they just like weren't on the floor At that point I had to
order them online. So I ordered them online and
he's like, can you still go into the store if I send you more
money? And I was like, yeah, I can.
So he sends me another 300 bucks because he wanted to get me a
pair of shoes, which I will show you now.
Anyway, that the Tory Burch sandals, there's so many guys
who love these, by the way. So anyway, I went into the store
with a friend actually, and we took this whole video of me
trying on these shoes and it literally blew his mind.
Like he loved it. And honestly, I absolutely loved
it too. I just felt so special that this
person completely randomly sent me this money.
But anyway, I tell this in the context of a couple of different
stories there. One my first like really fun
interaction with a guy in fandom and then also this kind of
racial play that I think people are actually really, really
interested in that I think is sexy if done well.
Anyway, I wanted to talk about this connection between white
women and black men because I happen to live in a part of the
world that is extremely white. OK.
Like I see like 1 black person walking around my town like
maybe once a year. Like it just doesn't even
happen. And growing up quite white, I
would say like Country Club white, it was not really that
common to see people in interracial relationships.
And at least for me, my own view of it has definitely evolved
over time. And right now, I currently see
black athletic, powerful men as extremely elite.
And I'm, I might be wrong in thinking this, I don't know.
But I mean, the way I still view it is that if you're not a white
man, you're still in the position where you need to work
a little bit harder. I think in general, I think most
people would probably agree with that statement.
And I have a particular affinity for people who have made their
own moves in life and who have really proven that they can make
things happen. They can make their own money,
they can have a great body, they can have great relationships,
like all all the different status things that you can
possibly have. And I think to see that with a
black man it, it's like so sexy to me.
It is so sexy, so black men out there like just, Oh my God, you
guys, oh, you're so attractive. You are so attractive right now.
And by the way, there's another reason why I think you're
extremely attractive. This is something that I have
noticed probably more through social media than maybe my in
person relationships. And this is also coming from a
space where I live in Boston, which is extremely puritanical.
This is like a very conservative place to live.
There's a lot of old money here. There's a lot of old ways of
thinking, shall we say. So for that reason alone, I
still think it's a little bit taboo.
I do think it's a little bit taboo.
But anyway, I was going to say that in white America, in very
conservative white America, I am seeing a lot of people operate
within maybe some energetic boundaries that are almost
oppressive in a way. Meaning like they might not feel
comfortable with just expressing themselves and going out and
dancing or like having a good time or like showing any emotion
at all in a way. Like any everything just has to
be so buttoned up. And like the finance guys are
walking around their Patagonia vests like they have to be so
perfect all the time. And I might be coming from this
too, with a little bit of a corporate angle because I've
been in corporate for 25 years in sales.
And so a lot of the people who I have been surrounded by it, it's
definitely a little bit of a, of a, of a mask and a guy's.
But what I'm seeing in contrast with black people in general is
this like freedom and the way that they move and this joy.
And like, have you seen these videos of of Black people
dancing? Like I have never seen a white
person move like that ever. And I'm not trying to make this
so racial in what I'm talking about.
It's something that I am observing from the point of view
of being a white woman who has grown up in a very sort of
strict environment. And I just find it so attractive
when people can let down and just enjoy themselves and move
their bodies. It's something that I really
admire. Anyway, so I post this video
that went viral that's basically just saying I'm looking for a
big black, beautiful male to do a collab with me.
And people are like like, Oh my God, what is she talking about?
Like at least half the people knew what I was talking about.
And then the other half are like, cool, what sports does he
need to play? I'm like, I don't care, just be
fit. Anyway, people went nuts and now
you have all these people on my Only Fans page asking me for BBC
content. And so I'm seeing a theme here
people that people like this. And by the way, I do too.
I am in full support. So I was debating whether or not
to share with you guys the experiences that I have had with
black men so far in my life, which have been quite enjoyable.
But perhaps I will leave that for another day.
And I want you guys to bask in this thought of being OK with
thinking about these cultural boundaries in new ways.
OK, you can find me on TikTok at Corporate MILF on X at Findon
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As always, you're not allowed to come until I do Peace.