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What does the nanny do? 
 
OK, so we're done. 

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Goodbye. 
 
You shut it off. 

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Do not twist my words. 
 
Do not. 

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Make me a victim, sweetie. 
 
Just look at the mountain. 

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That's what you saw that day. 
 
Just the knife in the kidneys 

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over all these years and the 
 
sacrifices that I made to love 

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you. 
 
The fifth episode of Season 5. 

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I wonder if that means something

 magical like 1111 on the 

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clock. 
Like if you look at it and you 


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really think about it, maybe 
good things will happen to you. 

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If you're listening to this 

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episode, good things are going 

to happen to you. 

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That's what I think it means. 
 
This is a good omen if you are 

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listening to this. 
 
Yeah, absolutely. 

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Good things are going to come 
 
your way. 

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Although based on this episode, 
 you might be like, really, It's

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not exactly the most feel good 

episode, but we're going to get 

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through it. 
 
Yeah, not necessarily. 

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We both may have shed a tear or 
 two. 

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And I suspect you're going to 
 
hear us. 

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Well, you're probably going to 

hear me cry. 

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So buckle up. 
 
Season 5, Episode 5, mourning 

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the loss. 
 
So right away from the title, 

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you know it's going to be good. 
 

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And I was a little thrown off 
course because we open at 
 

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Pinnacle Homes, which is the 
house builders, and they started

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 talking about meeting to 
finalize decisions for their 
 

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houses. 
And I was thinking, oh, we're 
 

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going to get some good stuff. 
Because if you've seen the show 

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 before, you know that we get 
some breakdown moments from Meri

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 through this process. 
Some real classics, some 
 

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beautiful heart wrenching get 
dumb bitch moments. 
 

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Moments where you want to jump 
through your TV screen and 
 

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shaker. 100 yeah. 
And yet this one, we didn't get 

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 a lot of that. 
And so I thought, oh wow, we're 

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 going to go on this journey. 
We're going to have all of these

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Well, there was only a few. 
 

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So we have more to look forward 
to. 
 

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All the more reason to subscribe
to our podcast so you can hear 


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us talking about Meri. 
Oh, there's something about 
 

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Meri. 
Yeah, the title, even alone the 

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 mourning, the loss. 
At first I thought maybe it was 

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 like a pun and it was like 
going to be mourning, like 

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sunshine, 
 something weird. 
And then I actually looked up at

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 like the written title and I 
was like, no, it actually says 

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like 
 mourning. 
Yeah, like sadness. 
 

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Like I should have been wearing 
all black right now with the 
 

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veil. 
Then I kind of was like, oh, 
 

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what are they going to be 
mourning? 
 

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Like somebody can't do something
for their home? 
 

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Yeah. 
Yes, this one does jump all 
 

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around. 
Very weird. 
 

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Like I said, we open at Pinnacle
Homes and all the wives and Kody

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 are there to meet about their 
selections for their cul-de-sac 

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 dream homes. 
Christine says this is going to 

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 be a fun day. 
Yeah, well. 
 

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You know Christine, she's 
optimistic. 
 

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This. 
Is going to be a fun day for you

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 For you, right? 
And so they start out with like 

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 some, you know, things on the 
table, some granite. 
 

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What do they call them? 
Like little swabs? 
 

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Yeah, little. 
They're not swatches, but. 
 

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Samples. 
Samples, thank you. 
 

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Little samples of like stone and
some other things that are 
 

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color, maybe some carpet 
swatches. 
 

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And Christine makes her 
decisions in no time. 
 

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They only show a clip or two of 
her and she's like, I'll take 
 

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this one and I'll take that one.
And I think even Meri says 
 

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something like, well, that is 
brown and black and it's like, 


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bitch, OK, She doesn't care. 
She made her choices in like 2 


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seconds. 
So you don't need to talk her 
 

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out of her decisions. 
Miss Indecisive, you know. 
 

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She said something about like 
the the choices not matching 
 

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because of the brown and the 
black and I'm like, just shut 
 

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your mouth. 
It's not about you. 
 

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She's making the choice for 
herself here. 
 

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God. 
Well, Meri is abusive, so we 
 

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know that Kody wants them to 
just make a decision, which, you

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 know, I don't blame him. 
Which pisses Meri off because 
 

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she's like, it's not just me, 
it's a Robyn too, and points at 

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 Robyn and then Robyn pretends 
to bite at Meri. 
 

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She went like a little at her, 
like finger that Meri was using 

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 to point. 
Like she just thinks she's so 
 

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cute. 
Oh yeah. 
 

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Luckily we don't hear a lot from
Robyn in this episode, so. 
 

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Thank God. 
Really Not like anything I 
 

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think. 
I'm literally thinking my lucky 

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 star. 
When they're discussing the 
 

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budget and going through things 
kind of high level, we don't 
 

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dive into a lot of details about
budget other than the reminder 


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that they're splitting things 
evenly. 
 

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And at one point later, 
Christine talks about how if 
 

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they were different families, 
the budgets would be different. 

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I don't really get the point of 

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that hypothetical, but whatever.

 

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I know it's like, duh, if you 
like, you'd be spending the 
 

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portions differently probably, 
but. 
 

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And you wouldn't be doing this 
together because you wouldn't be

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 a family. 
So it's very strange. 
 

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Meri comments that she is 
working just as much as 
 

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everybody else. 
She's like, this isn't about the

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 amount of kids that I have. 
I'm working the same amount of 


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hours doing the same thing as 
everybody else, so I deserve the

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And to be fair, I suspect Meri 


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is probably one of the higher 
income earners actually, and as 

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 we learned throughout the life 
cycle of the show, probably 
 

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contributed the most to the 
family part of maybe not at this

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 point, but moving forward, she
is kind of just putting money 
 

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in, putting money in, putting 
money in. 
 

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So yeah, she has less children, 
but she is a financial 
 

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contributor. 
And it's funny how we waffle on 

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 this, right? 
Because Meri's so annoying. 
 

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But then realistically, she does
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I don't think it's that she 
 

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doesn't deserve to get what she 
wants because of course I'm 
 

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like, yeah, you're earning the 
same amount of money. 
 

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You deserve to be spending the 
same amount. 
 

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But it's this whole idea that 
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 somebody does have more kids 
than you, wouldn't you be 
 

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offering up more like a 
percentage more of your budget, 

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 knowing that they have more 
needs than you? 
 

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It's like a selfless act for 
your family. 
 

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Fuck the wet BA. 
Let's like make sure that the 
 

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kids in Christine's home aren't 
sleeping in the living room or 


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something, you know? 
We've talked about in previous 


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episodes. 
It's really, well, a lot of it 


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is about the kids and not having
any children go either go 
 

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without or be put in situations 
where, yeah, like he's sleeping 

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 in a family room or something. 
Like, you know, just it's 
 

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complicated and Meri doesn't 
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No. 
Meri never makes it easy to take

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 her side, No. 
Because she throws a little fits

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 like a toddler, you know, she 
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she stomps her foot kind of 
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unbecoming. 
And it's like, use your words, 


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Meri. 
Explain why you think that this 

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 is, you know, she's frustrated 
like you need a baby talker. 
 

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I think that the one thing that 
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if I was one of the other wives 
and let's say that she let Leon 

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 have like a Louis Vuitton bag 
or let's say Leon got an 

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completely 
 new MacBook and the
other kids, they can't even 

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afford to have a 
 computer at 
all. 

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Or we don't know yet. 
 
We haven't seen that. 

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But that would be one thing for 
 me as one of the other moms 

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where I would be like drawing 
 
the line, OK, We can't be 

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spoiling one child more than the

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more of the bread here. 
 
I don't know. 

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That would be probably one thing

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differentiating the children. 
 
So. 

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Yeah, agreed. 
 
Yeah, at least it's not that 

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from what we know so far. 
 
I wouldn't be surprised if 

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there's an element of that 
 
happening, but it hasn't been a 

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plot point yet. 
 
It hasn't been brought up at all

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at least, but. 
 
Speaking of Meri's work, while 

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they're at the table and she's 

starting to look at her things 

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and whatever she says, I need to

 go get another job. 

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It's like, well, that is kind of

 how it works. 

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The if you want more stuff, you 
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least in America. 
 
And you're not from royalty, 

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even though you might think you 
 are so. 

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Though Robyn has that Habsburg 

jaw as we've discussed. 

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And Christine is from polygamist

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Meri, you're just going to have 
 to work a little harder for 

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that wet box. 
 
Christine, we find out, is under

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budget by 15%. 
 
But then she remembers. 

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Oh, no, I want tile in my dining

 room. 

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That'll eat that up. 
 
Yeah, tile in your dining room. 

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I'm going to have to see this. 

Right. 

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Well, and it's odd because 
 
they're in the desert, so I kind

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of feel like their homes are 
 
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Like I don't know that there's 

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I think it's just because that's

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tile. 
 
You won't want carpet in the 

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dining room. 
 
I can see why she would want it 

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tiled if that's. 
 
Well, and is this going to be 

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Truly's room? 
 
Is this where Isabel's sleeping?

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Like we don't know yet. 
 
Right. 

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Not sure whose bedroom the 
 
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Maybe it won't be. 
 
When she falls off that cot, 

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she's going to skin her knee. 
 
It's. 

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Like an hard fall out of that 
 
bed. 

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I don't know about tile, but 
 
we'll have to see you. 

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I immediately went to like a 
 
weird tile wall and I don't know

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why. 
 
In my brain I was thinking like 

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backsplash something weird but 

no duh obviously. 

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It's the floor. 
 
It's the floor. 

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Yeah. 
 
Yeah, that's funny. 

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Oh boy. 
 
So when we come back to Meri, I 

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don't know that we really heard 
 anything from Janelle or Robyn 

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about their choices in this 
 
little meeting. 

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No, just that Robyn was having 

some trouble deciding, too. 

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Not as much as Meri, apparently,

 but. 

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And she was also hungry. 
 
She was trying to, yeah, eat off

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of Meri's finger, Kody says to 

Meri. 

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Your budget is eaten up on the 

first page. 

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Yeah, you Max your budget out on

 the first page here, Meri, 

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that's not going to do. 
 
Oh God, which is classic, you 

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know, as as a woman with finer 

tastes, you know, I do enjoy the

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finer things in life. 
 
I'm a little delusional so I can

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identify it with Meri in this, 

but yeah, like you can't blow 

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your whole budget on the first 

page of a multi page line item 

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thing. 
 
So, you know, we're going to 

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have to have some harsh 
 
realities coming to Meri. 

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She goes, I know Kody and the 
 
way she said it is so cringy and

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it's like the toddler tantrum 
 
again, I know. 

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And she scrunches her face up 
 
when she does it too. 

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And it's like you and. 
 
If any of them need Botox to 

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stop scrunching their face, it's

 Meri. 

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Her, Yeah. 
 
Like you pointed out, 

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embarrassment. 
 
All of the lines and the like 

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things she does is not helping 

her with the aging. 

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No, no. 
 
And yeah, just the maxed out 

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expressions that she does like 

her maxed out budget like 

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girlfriend get it under control.

 

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Yes, yes. 
Can't with it. 
 

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Oh it's great. 
So Kody's first suggestion to 
 

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marry to help her with her 
budget is to get rid of the 
 

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French doors. 
I'm assuming these are back 
 

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doors out of the house, like 
onto a patio or something? 
 

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I'm not 100% sure, but that's 
what I'm thinking because her 
 

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response is I'm not having a 
sliding door, Kody. 
 

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That is one thing I said from 
the very beginning. 
 

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I will not have a sliding door, 
Kody. 
 

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I hate them. 
I hate sliding doors. 
 

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Like bitch, what do you have 
against sliding doors? 
 

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The things that she chooses to 
be particular about are 
 

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sometimes literally hysterical. 
I have never been in a home, I 


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don't think ever, where they had
a sliding door. 
 

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And I was like, well, this just 
really sucks like this. 
 

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Just chaps my ass to see this 
sliding door right here. 
 

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For like a multimillion dollar 
French, you know, Chateau, Yeah,

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 I probably shouldn't have a 
sliding door, but we're talking 

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 about like a normal suburban 
home in the desert outside of 
 

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Vegas. 
And if I'm being honest, 
 

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wouldn't a sliding door you can 
see out into your backyard more?

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A French door has like paneling,

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and why would you want that? 
 
And Kody says you're not going 

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to have all the kids running in 
 and out of your house, so why 

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does it matter? 
 
And she's like I just said from 

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the beginning. 
 
So I'm curious if that means in 

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the past when she's had a slider

 if she was upset because the 

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kids would slam? 
 
It and bounce back open or 

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something. 
 
I could see that. 

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I could see that too, but that's

 it. 

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Still doesn't make it's not 
 
rational, no. 

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Like when you're over budget and

 it's obvious that you 

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shouldn't have French doors to 
the 
 backyard. 

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Also in a ticky tacky house that

 generally lacks character in 

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the desert, you're going to have

 these French doors open. 

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How often it's the fucking 
 
desert. 

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Yeah, I would prefer a sliding 

door, I think in that case, so 

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that I could see my backyard and

 see the view. 

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I don't know. 
 
I just think it's a weird thing 

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to put your foot down on, 
 
especially if it's going to save

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you a bunch of money. 
 
Like this door versus that one 

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is like a $3000 difference or 
 
something crazy. 

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Like duh, that's an easy 
 
decision for me. 

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Absolutely. 
 
I have no idea why you would 

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ever be hung up on this, but 
 
once again, Meri and her 

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particularities, she doesn't 
 
seem to be too particular about 

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her face. 
 
No, apparently not. 

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Other than that spray tan, she's

 got to go Max to the Max to 

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the potentially going into the 
race 
 baiting territory here in

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Meri. 
I don't know. 
 

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I don't get it. 
Not married doing blackface. 
 

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I mean, Oh. 
God. 
 

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00:14:11,146 --> 00:14:13,892
Maybe going a little too far 
there. 
 

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No one is suggesting that on 
this podcast. 
 

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Never, never. 
When all of the adults are 
 

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getting ready to leave Pinnacle 
Homes, Kody tells everyone that 

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 Mona says the most important 
thing to do is to keep their 
 

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credit in a good place. 
Don't let that slip. 
 

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Don't let that slide. 
Don't miss any bills. 
 

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Don't change your last name 
again, Robyn. 
 

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So I guess Robyn's still pre 
approved and they're hoping to 


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not let her slide down into the 
gutter. 
 

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But after Kody says that Meri 
has to say the most important 
 

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thing for me is if I made the 
right choice on my granite 
 

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countertops or not I. 
Still don't know about my 
 

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Granite County top? 
Too late, you circled something 

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 and move on. 
And it is not. 
 

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We have not moved on. 
Oh, we have not moved on. 
 

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They're going to be tears. 
There's going to be heartbreak, 

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00:15:01,847 --> 00:15:03,896
 drama. 
I don't know. 
 

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00:15:03,904 --> 00:15:05,755
I've never built a home, but I 
can. 
 

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I feel like I can understand the
experience of sitting in a room 

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 and making choices from these 
selects. 
 

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And for some reason she's just, 
you would think it was like life

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00:15:15,956 --> 00:15:18,700

 or death. 
And we're just getting a taste. 

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It's going to get meaty, it's 

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going to get juicy and it's 
 
going to get dramatic. 

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Are we talking like she walks in

 and sees her countertops and 

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like dies on top of one of her 

countertops or something like? 

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00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:33,640
No, but we will get drama when 

the house is actually built and 

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she goes in. 
 
Oh yes. 

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00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:36,680
Oh yeah. 
 
But we have so many more steps 

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before that. 
 
My God, bitch, please, I'm ready

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for this. 
 
You know Meri can never be 

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happy. 
 
Her face has all the lines to 

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show it. 
 
And I can identify. 

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Crickets. 
 
We are blessed with a commercial

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break, and when we come back, 
 
the opening is Meri cleaning dog

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piss out of a rug. 
 
Scrub, scrub, scrub on her 

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knees. 
 
Now, if you've had a pet, we've 

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00:16:03,640 --> 00:16:05,720
all been there. 
 
It's not fun. 

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I'm only laughing because it's 

Meri. 

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If it was me, I'd be going, God 
 damn it. 

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00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:14,440
Not a gun, you know. 
 
Chris knows all too well that my

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little dog Goose has problems. 

He has a lot of problems and one

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of them is that he is a teeny 
 
tiny little dog. 

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He is an Italian greyhound with 
 toothpick legs that doesn't 

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like to go outside when it's a 
tad 
 bit nipply out. 

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I'm just watching her clean this

 up and I can't imagine like a 

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big ass dog like the one she 
 
has. 

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00:16:39,320 --> 00:16:41,626
That's why I was like, EW, yes. 
 

316
00:16:41,634 --> 00:16:45,275
Because I had a Boston terrier, 
Rebel would have his little 
 

317
00:16:45,283 --> 00:16:48,330
accidents every once in a while,
but it was pretty reasonable. 
 

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00:16:48,338 --> 00:16:50,732
I mean, small dogs, it's much 
more reasonable. 
 

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Meri starts talking about her 
dog Drake, who is a big dog. 
 

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I do you know what kind of dog 
he was? 
 

321
00:16:57,478 --> 00:17:00,952
He looked like a lab. 
Yeah, like a golden lab or 
 

322
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yellow lab or something. 
Yellow lab. 
 

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00:17:03,008 --> 00:17:04,854
He's chunky. 
Chunky. 
 

324
00:17:04,862 --> 00:17:08,768
He's had a good life, he's a big
dog and he's cute. 
 

325
00:17:08,776 --> 00:17:11,165
He looks like a big dopey 
friendly guy. 
 

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00:17:11,174 --> 00:17:14,935
Like the kids could just run up 
and jump on him and cuddle in 
 

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and he wouldn't care. 
Yeah, he was like Roly Poly and 

328
00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:19,280
 seemed to have a good 
disposition. 
 

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00:17:19,288 --> 00:17:21,640
Oh yeah. 
But Meri talks about how Drake 


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is aging and how he's losing his
faculties, which happens, and 
 

331
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that's usually a sign of things 
to come. 
 

332
00:17:30,106 --> 00:17:32,367
Yeah, I thought he pooped on the
rug. 
 

333
00:17:32,375 --> 00:17:34,360
So I don't know, maybe. 
He did. 
 

334
00:17:34,368 --> 00:17:36,840
I didn't know. 
I don't know if she told us it 


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was poop or pee. 
No they didn't, but I 
 

336
00:17:39,368 --> 00:17:42,040
automatically my mind went to 
shit. 
 

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00:17:42,048 --> 00:17:44,562
Shit, sure. 
Yeah, well, she was doing the 
 

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00:17:44,570 --> 00:17:47,708
scrub the like kind where your 
shoulders and your Meri was 
 

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00:17:47,716 --> 00:17:50,630
giving it her all. 
She was going at that carpet. 
 

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00:17:50,638 --> 00:17:55,494
We find out that Drake is 12 
years old, which for a larger 
 

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dog is old. 
Yeah, while discussing Drake's 


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age, it's brought up that some 
of the kids have only known life

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00:18:03,345 --> 00:18:06,060

 with Drake because several of 
the kids aren't even 12 years 
 

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old, and so he's been around 
their whole life. 
 

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00:18:08,195 --> 00:18:10,820
Or let's say Drake came into 
their life when they were three 

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 or something. 
That's still a dog your whole 
 

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00:18:12,797 --> 00:18:15,476
life. 
So most of these kids only know 

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00:18:15,476 --> 00:18:18,605
 life with Drake. 
Yeah, essentially they're having

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00:18:18,605 --> 00:18:22,441

 conversation like is his 
quality of life good? 
 

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Are we getting to the point 
where we need to put him down? 


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00:18:26,667 --> 00:18:29,556
But they don't really come out 
and say that. 
 

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00:18:29,564 --> 00:18:32,366
They're just obviously talking 
about it. 
 

353
00:18:32,374 --> 00:18:36,560
And Leon does not want to put 
him down. 
 

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00:18:36,568 --> 00:18:42,510
Leon is sad about it. 
No go, doesn't want to do it. 
 

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00:18:42,518 --> 00:18:46,640
Meri feels like a cold hearted 
bitch about it. 
 

356
00:18:46,648 --> 00:18:50,900
But you made a little comment 
when we were watching about, oh,

357
00:18:50,900 --> 00:18:53,522

 maybe Leon should have to 
clean up the pee in the poop. 
 

358
00:18:53,530 --> 00:18:56,472
Yeah, I'm like, Leon, you want 
to clean up that piss then or 
 

359
00:18:56,480 --> 00:19:01,097
that shit? 
Because as a mom for it, like 
 

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00:19:01,105 --> 00:19:05,120
that's part of my thing too. 
Like when my kids are old 
 

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00:19:05,128 --> 00:19:08,630
enough, if they say they want 
another pet, you know, you got 


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00:19:08,638 --> 00:19:11,592
to be the helping out with it 
then. 
 

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00:19:11,600 --> 00:19:14,702
And most kids don't. 
Like my mom always said that to 

364
00:19:14,702 --> 00:19:17,586
 us whenever we want a new pet. 
Well, you're going to have to 
 

365
00:19:17,594 --> 00:19:19,872
clean the litter box more. 
You're going to have to clean up

366
00:19:19,872 --> 00:19:23,054

 the dog shit. 
Did we do it? 
 

367
00:19:23,062 --> 00:19:26,099
Probably not. 
Probably got yelled at it a lot.

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00:19:26,099 --> 00:19:28,000

 
But Leon sitting there on the 

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couch with their legs crossed, 

just staring at Meri, cleaning 

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00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:36,480
up the shit. 
 
Being like, I'm not going to, 

371
00:19:36,760 --> 00:19:38,360
I'm not OK with putting Drake 
 
down. 

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00:19:38,360 --> 00:19:41,120
Like, okay, Leon, put on your 
 
gloves. 

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00:19:41,480 --> 00:19:43,640
Right. 
 
Get your cleaning gloves. 

374
00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:45,200
Get out. 
 
That cleaner? 

375
00:19:45,360 --> 00:19:46,560
Get out. 
 
That putt cleaner? 

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00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:51,160
Meri and Kody have some back and

 forth about what to do. 

377
00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:53,120
Of course, you know, there's the

 hamming and the highing. 

378
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:57,600
It's a big decision on what to 

do with a dog who is losing 

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their faculties, and everybody 

knows this. 

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00:20:00,040 --> 00:20:02,480
It's a thing. 
 
Well, Kody doesn't really know 

381
00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:07,760
what to do because Kody is a 
 
farm boy and Kody says that life

382
00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:11,720
and death is just part of the 
 
process of being on a farm and 

383
00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:15,280
Kody was exposed to it a lot. 
 
So Kody can't understand Leon's 

384
00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:19,000
point of view, and Kody 
 
acknowledges that, which is 

385
00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:23,520
nice, but Kody just doesn't get 
 it. 

386
00:20:23,520 --> 00:20:26,160
But also Kody says, well, I 
 
don't know what to do. 

387
00:20:26,560 --> 00:20:30,680
And I think Meri's looking to 
 
Kody to say we need to do this. 

388
00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:33,520
And you know, of course Kody is 
 like. 

389
00:20:33,560 --> 00:20:35,080
He can't make a decision to save

 his life. 

390
00:20:35,520 --> 00:20:39,640
And you, when you are in that 
 
position, if someone else is 

391
00:20:39,640 --> 00:20:43,480
there to say really, I think 
 
it's time, then that does help 

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00:20:43,480 --> 00:20:45,760
you to make that decision. 
 
Like, I've been in that 

393
00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:49,280
situation where someone's like, 
 it's time, and it's like, Yep, 

394
00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:51,160
it's time. 
 
Yeah. 

395
00:20:51,360 --> 00:20:53,800
And, you know, Kody's not the 
 
first person to grow up on a 

396
00:20:53,800 --> 00:20:58,160
farm or on a ranch where you 
 
have a less emotional reaction 

397
00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:01,320
to things with animals because 

they weren't the same for you 

398
00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:04,280
growing up. 
 
And so I'm not even really mad 

399
00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:07,480
at Kody for that, but he is 
 
annoying because. 

400
00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,120
Yeah. 
 
Because he doesn't want to be 

401
00:21:09,120 --> 00:21:09,720
the bad guy. 
 
He. 

402
00:21:09,760 --> 00:21:12,680
Never wants to be the bad guy. 

He doesn't want to just say in 

403
00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:16,200
front of Leon this is what we 
 
need to do. 

404
00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:19,520
Kody's letting Meri feel like a 
 cold hearted. 

405
00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:21,800
Bitch, it's like, put on the 
 
pants, Meri. 

406
00:21:21,800 --> 00:21:24,320
Make a decision, Meri. 
 
God. 

407
00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:27,240
Kody. 
 
So Meri wants to call all the 

408
00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:32,640
kids over and let him know 
 
what's going on because her and 

409
00:21:32,640 --> 00:21:36,920
Kody discuss it. 
 
And Kody's way of getting out of

410
00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,684
officially saying we're going to

 put Drake down is saying, 

411
00:21:39,684 --> 00:21:44,317
well, maybe we should take Drake
to 
 Utah to put him down on 

412
00:21:44,317 --> 00:21:48,240
their property from the old 
house in 
 Lehigh. 

413
00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:51,400
And Meri is like, well, I think 
 that we need to call all the 

414
00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:55,400
kids over and let them know and 
 let them say goodbye. 

415
00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:59,680
Kody, on the other hand, did not

 want to tell them. 

416
00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:04,840
Oh my gosh, he's ridiculous. 
 
He is like, we should just have 

417
00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:08,760
them notice one day and say, 
 
well, he went to Utah and he 

418
00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:11,520
didn't come back. 
 
He went back to heaven. 

419
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:15,280
Oh, he went to heaven, yes. 
 
Back to heaven, as if he came 

420
00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:16,960
from heaven, and now he has 
 
returned. 

421
00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:19,640
Back to heaven. 
 
What a classic case of Kody's 

422
00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:21,920
avoidance. 
 
If we're going to be real, not 

423
00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:25,280
only can he not make decisions, 
 but then rationalizing them, 

424
00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:28,268
validating them, discussing them

 with other human beings like 

425
00:22:28,268 --> 00:22:30,000
he can't. 
 
He cannot. 

426
00:22:30,120 --> 00:22:33,000
He's such a fucking. 
 
Pussy, yes, he cannot be 

427
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,920
accountable for anything. 
 
He just doesn't want to look 

428
00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:39,240
like a bad guy to anybody and 
 
he's willing to throw all the 

429
00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:43,560
wives under the bus for every 
 
decision because this is when 

430
00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:45,680
push comes to shove, this is 
 
Meri's dog. 

431
00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:51,760
So if Drake goes missing and he 
 just disappears. 

432
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,520
Back to heaven. 
 
Back to heaven, then. 

433
00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:57,680
Meri's going to be the one 
 
that's blamed for that, and no 

434
00:22:57,680 --> 00:22:59,280
one's going to be the wiser. 
 
Yeah. 

435
00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:02,800
Oh, totally. 
 
Kody obviously wouldn't fess up 

436
00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:05,320
to being like, yeah, I'm the one

 that suggested we take them to

437
00:23:05,320 --> 00:23:06,640
Utah. 
 
Right. 

438
00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:09,440
And so then Meri probably gets 

to be the fall guy for the 

439
00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:11,360
killing of Drake. 
 
Yeah. 

440
00:23:11,760 --> 00:23:14,120
When in all reality that's not 

how they should go down. 

441
00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:15,840
And fuck Kody for even 
 
suggesting it. 

442
00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:19,000
Yeah, and Meri says that she 
 
doesn't just want him to 

443
00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,720
disappear on the kids. 
 
She doesn't think that's right. 

444
00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:23,600
And I agree with her. 
 
I agree with her too. 

445
00:23:23,600 --> 00:23:26,400
I think that's really awful to 

also not give them the 

446
00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,569
opportunity to learn about loss.

 

447
00:23:28,577 --> 00:23:34,160
That is one of the things about 
having a pet is you have to be 


448
00:23:34,168 --> 00:23:37,299
with the pet through the good, 
the bad, and the ugly. 
 

449
00:23:37,307 --> 00:23:40,756
And the ugly is that their lives
are shorter than ours and we 
 

450
00:23:40,764 --> 00:23:43,406
need to be there to say goodbye 
to them. 
 

451
00:23:43,414 --> 00:23:47,110
They deserve that as much as the
kids deserve a chance to, like, 

452
00:23:47,110 --> 00:23:49,726
 say goodbye. 
The pet deserves their respect 


453
00:23:49,734 --> 00:23:50,915
as well. 
Yeah. 
 

454
00:23:50,923 --> 00:23:54,383
If they're part of your family. 
Which is like a family member. 


455
00:23:54,391 --> 00:23:54,972
Yeah. 
Yeah. 
 

456
00:23:54,980 --> 00:23:58,398
So the kids do come over. 
They kind of show everybody 
 

457
00:23:58,406 --> 00:24:00,912
coming in and Janelle coming in 
with her purse. 
 

458
00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:02,415
Purse first. 
Janelle, she's always got a 
 

459
00:24:02,423 --> 00:24:04,080
purse with her. 
It's like, where you going with 

460
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:06,050
 your purse? 
Like, oh, just Meri's to see the

461
00:24:06,050 --> 00:24:09,277

 dog. 
So they're all coming in and the

462
00:24:09,277 --> 00:24:12,380

 kids are gathering around. 
And I don't know if Meri, we 
 

463
00:24:12,388 --> 00:24:14,063
really get much dialogue from 
her. 
 

464
00:24:14,071 --> 00:24:16,112
It's just all of a sudden 
they're breaking the news. 
 

465
00:24:16,120 --> 00:24:19,280
She's just the one with the 
camera, taking pictures of Drake

466
00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:24,180

 with each of the kids. 
And Isabelle is crying, and 
 

467
00:24:24,188 --> 00:24:26,712
Aurora's crying and. 
Meri's. 
 

468
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:29,560
Upset, and Isabelle's very 
upset. 
 

469
00:24:29,568 --> 00:24:32,410
She's like beside herself. 
Red in the face, yeah. 
 

470
00:24:32,418 --> 00:24:35,326
And I think that's, I think 
Isabelle's the one where Meri 
 

471
00:24:35,334 --> 00:24:37,020
says no. 
I think you should take a photo 

472
00:24:37,020 --> 00:24:38,622
 with. 
Yeah, she says that she doesn't 

473
00:24:38,622 --> 00:24:41,744
 want to take a photo with him. 
And then Meri's like, no, I 
 

474
00:24:41,752 --> 00:24:44,606
think you should, like you'd 
regret not doing it type of 
 

475
00:24:44,614 --> 00:24:45,430
thing. 
Yeah. 
 

476
00:24:45,438 --> 00:24:50,400
And then Kody wraps up the scene
by letting us know that Meri was

477
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:53,000

 right. 
It was probably some closure for

478
00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:54,260

 the children. 
Yeah. 
 

479
00:24:54,268 --> 00:24:57,909
Yeah, and for Meri, and for you,
if you were a human being. 
 

480
00:24:57,917 --> 00:25:01,698
Yeah. 
Oh, he's such a mess. 
 

481
00:25:01,706 --> 00:25:05,800
He is. 
The next morning, bright and 
 

482
00:25:05,808 --> 00:25:09,006
early, we're at Janelle's house.
04:45 AM. 
 

483
00:25:09,014 --> 00:25:14,053
We're going to the gym. 
I wish we just would have had a 

484
00:25:14,053 --> 00:25:16,130
 shot of the and her hitting the
alarm. 
 

485
00:25:16,138 --> 00:25:19,454
We didn't get that, but we did 
get her getting ready and there 

486
00:25:19,454 --> 00:25:21,661
 was no sun. 
I thought it was night time as 


487
00:25:21,669 --> 00:25:24,085
in the sun was going down, but 
it's like, Oh no, the sun was 
 

488
00:25:24,093 --> 00:25:27,180
going to be coming up. 
Janelle's going to the gym. 
 

489
00:25:27,188 --> 00:25:30,599
She says that the early mornings
are the only time that she has 


490
00:25:30,607 --> 00:25:33,052
found that she can stay 
committed to going to the gym. 


491
00:25:33,060 --> 00:25:36,170
She's not alone in that. 
I mean, I love being active in 


492
00:25:36,178 --> 00:25:38,720
the morning because I'm like, 
OK, got it done out of the way. 

493
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:40,120
 
It's a good way to start the day

494
00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:42,100
if your schedule allows for it. 
 

495
00:25:42,108 --> 00:25:44,690
That's great. 
Am I waking up at 4:45 to 
 

496
00:25:44,698 --> 00:25:46,060
workout? 
Fuck no. 
 

497
00:25:46,068 --> 00:25:47,135
Fuck no. 
No. 
 

498
00:25:47,143 --> 00:25:49,632
But do I like working out first 
thing in the day? 
 

499
00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:52,205
Yes. 
I would probably workout the 
 

500
00:25:52,213 --> 00:25:56,920
earliest would be like 7:00 AM. 
I did do a few 7:00 AM workouts 

501
00:25:56,920 --> 00:26:01,864
 when the gym I was going to was
literally in the basement of my 

502
00:26:01,864 --> 00:26:04,818
 apartment complex and they had 
classes there. 
 

503
00:26:04,826 --> 00:26:09,220
I am a night person though I 
liked to go to the late classes.

504
00:26:09,220 --> 00:26:11,040

 
Like end of my day you get 

505
00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:14,920
yourself all worked out like 
 
tired and then you go home and 

506
00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:18,600
eat something and shower. 
 
Like I liked to end my day with 

507
00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:21,560
it always. 
 
Janelle is a morning person. 

508
00:26:22,120 --> 00:26:23,640
He brings us up a lot. 
 
Yeah. 

509
00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:27,640
And I'm like, God, 4:45 AM, You 
 know, the crew was pissed that 

510
00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:29,880
had to come and film with her. 

Totally. 

511
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:33,000
They were probably like, God 
 
damn it, we got to go film her 

512
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:35,480
at the gym. 
 
Real early morning and also, I 

513
00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:38,000
mean, what is she going to work 
 or something she can't work out

514
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,720
at 6:45? 
 
I mean, 445 is obscene. 

515
00:26:40,760 --> 00:26:41,910
It's weird, it's weirdly early. 
 

516
00:26:41,918 --> 00:26:44,804
I want to know what time she 
goes to bed. 
 

517
00:26:44,812 --> 00:26:48,230
Probably 7 like 7:00 PM one of 
those people. 
 

518
00:26:48,238 --> 00:26:51,077
She's like, I need the blackout 
curtains literally because the 


519
00:26:51,085 --> 00:26:55,464
sun is still up and the only 
reason I need to go to bed this 

520
00:26:55,464 --> 00:26:58,520
 early so I can wake up at 4:45 
to go to the gym. 
 

521
00:26:58,528 --> 00:27:00,942
Yeah, weird. 
I'm like, meanwhile my 2 year 
 

522
00:27:00,950 --> 00:27:04,714
old goes to bed at 7. 
She's probably doing the same 
 

523
00:27:04,722 --> 00:27:06,108
thing. 
Yeah, oh boy. 
 

524
00:27:06,116 --> 00:27:10,602
Janelle fills us in that, you 
know, she's a stress eater, she 

525
00:27:10,602 --> 00:27:13,309
 likes to eat, she's an 
emotional eater. 
 

526
00:27:13,317 --> 00:27:18,628
And how when they first started 
their gym journey back in the 
 

527
00:27:18,636 --> 00:27:21,560
day, the polygamist. 
Oh God, what was that 
 

528
00:27:21,568 --> 00:27:23,200
fundamentalist? 
Fundamental Fitness. 
 

529
00:27:23,208 --> 00:27:30,402
That she was 270 lbs when first 
weighing in with that with Bill,

530
00:27:30,402 --> 00:27:34,240

 their old trainer, and that 
she had lost some weight. 
 

531
00:27:34,248 --> 00:27:37,090
But everyone kind of, I feel 
like they just kind of dispersed

532
00:27:37,090 --> 00:27:39,062

 from this. 
After the gym idea was shot down

533
00:27:39,062 --> 00:27:41,620

 as a business, it was like 
that kind of went away. 
 

534
00:27:41,628 --> 00:27:45,548
We didn't hear about it. 
So she said she lost 10 lbs with

535
00:27:45,548 --> 00:27:47,794

 him, which I remember. 
She wasn't really losing much 
 

536
00:27:47,802 --> 00:27:48,486
weight. 
It took. 
 

537
00:27:48,494 --> 00:27:49,995
Months to lose 10 lbs. 
Yeah. 
 

538
00:27:50,003 --> 00:27:54,820
And she said that she started 
her gym journey nine months ago.

539
00:27:54,820 --> 00:27:57,280

 
And then she says, like about 

540
00:27:57,280 --> 00:28:04,040
six months in, she stopped and 

she needed to find a new trainer

541
00:28:04,040 --> 00:28:06,720
and someone that would push her 
 in different ways. 

542
00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:12,640
Now my brain is filling in the 

blanks that they were going to 

543
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,880
open this gym together and it 
 
didn't work out. 

544
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:18,560
And maybe they had a slight 
 
falling out with Bill or things 

545
00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:21,320
got awkward with Bill and she 
 
felt like she couldn't go back 

546
00:28:21,320 --> 00:28:24,320
to the gym there. 
 
So she just started working out 

547
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,920
at home, she claims, and it 
 
didn't work for her. 

548
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:29,720
So now she needs to find a new 

trainer. 

549
00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:33,520
She did find a new trainer and 

it's like it makes me wonder 

550
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:37,280
what happened that she felt she 
 couldn't go back to the gym to 

551
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,600
meet with Bill. 
 
I didn't really think about that

552
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:43,000
during the episode, but that 
 
totally makes sense that yeah, 

553
00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:44,120
they were going to start a 
 
business. 

554
00:28:44,360 --> 00:28:46,520
Didn't pan out. 
 
Can't see Bill anymore. 

555
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,760
Work out at home. 
 
Which, come on, Janelle's not 

556
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,240
going to work out at home. 
 
Because isn't he kind of the 

557
00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:56,800
one, Didn't we hear a little 
 
something that he's the one that

558
00:28:56,800 --> 00:29:00,677
pulled the plug, that the person

 that he hooked them up with 

559
00:29:00,677 --> 00:29:03,600
that was going to help fund the 
gym 
 pulled out? 

560
00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:06,200
There was something that didn't 
 go right. 

561
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:09,480
Yeah, something fell through. 
 
I suspect that in classic brown 

562
00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:12,080
fashion, they were probably 
 
talking a bigger game than they 

563
00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:13,520
were ever going to follow 
 
through with. 

564
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:18,040
And obviously they decided to go

 with my sister wife's closet 

565
00:29:18,040 --> 00:29:21,160
because startup costs are so 
 
reasonable and Robyn's jewelry 

566
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:25,640
designs are so inspirational. 
 
So, you know, not starting the 

567
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:28,800
gym as a thing. 
 
I do suspect that was a hairy 

568
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:31,286
situation, kind of like Bill's. 
 

569
00:29:31,294 --> 00:29:36,402
Never mind. 
Well, this is where we meet 
 

570
00:29:36,410 --> 00:29:40,878
Sean, and he's been working with
her on more of a psychological 


571
00:29:40,886 --> 00:29:45,880
level, helping her with her 
stress and emotional eating and 

572
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:51,485
 the psychology behind it and 
helping her, yeah, fix her. 
 

573
00:29:51,493 --> 00:29:55,904
And when she's introducing us to
Sean and they're showing us some

574
00:29:55,904 --> 00:29:59,380

 footage, that's where she 
volunteers that she's back up to

575
00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:01,610

 270 lbs. 
Yeah, she got back to the weight

576
00:30:01,610 --> 00:30:03,995

 she was. 
So she's back up at her OG 
 

577
00:30:04,003 --> 00:30:06,980
weight. 
When talking about Sean, she 
 

578
00:30:06,988 --> 00:30:10,840
does volunteer that she has 
shared her cheats with him. 
 

579
00:30:10,848 --> 00:30:14,520
So the psychological work, she's
being honest is what she's 
 

580
00:30:14,528 --> 00:30:16,520
saying. 
So she talks about how she 
 

581
00:30:16,528 --> 00:30:19,460
cheats when she cheats, all the 
decisions she makes, blah blah 


582
00:30:19,468 --> 00:30:21,897
blah. 
To be fair, Sean does seem like 

583
00:30:21,897 --> 00:30:26,499
 a little less of a meathead. 
So, you know, I don't know. 
 

584
00:30:26,507 --> 00:30:32,912
He seems like he is being kinder
to her in a sense maybe or like 

585
00:30:32,912 --> 00:30:39,141
 she shared all of this with him
and he knowing all of the times 

586
00:30:39,141 --> 00:30:43,760
 that she feels like she needs 
to eat more or has binge eating 

587
00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:47,834
or 
 doing, you know, the bad 
behaviors and he's being able to

588
00:30:47,834 --> 00:30:52,680

 go well, what was going on in 
that moment when you did that 
 

589
00:30:52,688 --> 00:30:56,425
this time, like when she's 
admitting when she's done stuff.

590
00:30:56,425 --> 00:31:00,280

 
So it is kind of a big part of 

591
00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:05,560
being a binge eater. 
 
And obviously she is, you know, 

592
00:31:05,560 --> 00:31:09,840
binge eating probably been like 
 eating out of sadness and not 

593
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:13,080
seeing a therapist. 
 
And that's a huge thing with 

594
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,560
eating disorders. 
 
It sounds to me like she has 

595
00:31:15,560 --> 00:31:19,800
disordered eating, maybe not an 
 eating disorder, but she hasn't

596
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:21,640
had a healthy relationship with 
 food. 

597
00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:25,560
And she brings up that she's 
 
noticed her kids have become 

598
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:30,360
couch potatoes because the 
 
separate backyards of all the 

599
00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:34,100
families, her kids aren't going 
 out into the yard and playing 

600
00:31:34,100 --> 00:31:38,000
as much with the other kids. 
 
And that's got to be hard to see

601
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:40,160
as a mom. 
 
Like Oh my God, my kids are 

602
00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:43,360
following in my footsteps here. 
 

603
00:31:43,368 --> 00:31:44,940
Stuff. 
Yeah. 
 

604
00:31:44,948 --> 00:31:49,860
And that she hopes to join them 
when the cul-de-sac becomes 
 

605
00:31:49,868 --> 00:31:54,282
comes into fruition, that she 
would be able to be more active 

606
00:31:54,282 --> 00:31:59,725
 with them and being at 270, her
goal is to be down to 170 and 
 

607
00:31:59,733 --> 00:32:04,704
that's £100 to lose and it's a 
big goal, she knows that. 
 

608
00:32:04,712 --> 00:32:07,140
It's lofty. 
It's a lot. 
 

609
00:32:07,148 --> 00:32:10,309
It's been done. 
She could do it. 
 

610
00:32:10,317 --> 00:32:15,778
It's a lot. 
Going to the gym even 3-4 days a

611
00:32:15,778 --> 00:32:20,416

 week, that's a big change for 
somebody that's that weight. 
 

612
00:32:20,424 --> 00:32:24,656
So I'm curious to see if we 
notice a difference here. 
 

613
00:32:24,664 --> 00:32:27,900
I think I mentioned a few 
episodes ago that I'd noticed 
 

614
00:32:27,908 --> 00:32:32,216
she had gained weight back. 
And so this is kind of like, Oh 

615
00:32:32,216 --> 00:32:35,640
 yeah, she really had. 
Because I felt bad even saying 


616
00:32:35,648 --> 00:32:38,920
it then. 
But I knew, like, I could tell. 

617
00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:41,440
 
And I really hope that she does 

618
00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:45,120
lose, you know, at least 2030 
 
lbs even. 

619
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:46,880
She'd probably feel better, 
 
right? 

620
00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:51,640
Yep, now we cut to Meri's house 
 exterior, Meri's home. 

621
00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:55,120
Las Vegas. 
 
Kody, Meri and Leon are packing 

622
00:32:55,120 --> 00:33:00,760
up their SUV with Drake with the

 big old Roly Poly dog to bring

623
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:03,080
him up to Utah to see their old 
 vet. 

624
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:06,840
Kody found a vet that would be 

willing to come to their Lehigh 

625
00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:13,120
home to see Drake out in the 
 
property area. 

626
00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:18,320
They talk a lot about the county

 that they're going back to and

627
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:22,640
how Kody did not feel safe for 

the longest time going back. 

628
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:26,560
Kody says that the County 
 
Attorney dropped the charges, so

629
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:29,520
he actually feels like he's able

 to go back for the first time 

630
00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:33,360
and feels safe doing so. 
 
I want to know when they drop 

631
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:35,600
the charges. 
 
I'm very curious because it was 

632
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:39,800
such a big plot point for the 
 
longest time and now we're just 

633
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:42,400
getting it nonchalantly dropped 
 in here. 

634
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:45,120
Yeah. 
 
For a visit, it feels like a dog

635
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,520
down. 
 
Not a very big detail like, Oh 

636
00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:50,600
yeah, Kody said. 
 
It took some coaxing to go back 

637
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:53,760
due to his leaving and not 
 
really coming to terms with 

638
00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,560
leaving. 
 
But it was kind of just 

639
00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:59,480
mentioned, peppered in there 
 
with this like journey back 

640
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:01,600
home. 
 
Almost like I'm distraught about

641
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:03,560
going home because I hadn't 
 
really said goodbye. 

642
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:05,600
They dropped the charges and I'm

 really, I'm just, you know, 

643
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:06,800
we're going home and blah, blah,

 blah. 

644
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:10,600
Like, okay, all right girl. 
 
I can't believe they didn't make

645
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:13,850
a bigger deal about it when they

 found out that the charges 

646
00:34:13,850 --> 00:34:16,520
were dropped. 
 
Yeah, of like Kody getting 

647
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:18,600
something or hearing from a 
 
lawyer. 

648
00:34:18,639 --> 00:34:19,600
Right. 
 
It would have been an 

649
00:34:19,600 --> 00:34:23,040
opportunity for a Brown party or

 something, a gathering to fill

650
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:25,400
that landfill. 
 
Something actually interesting 

651
00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:29,440
to learn about. 
 
Instead of showing them back at 

652
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:32,750
the cul-de-sac for the millionth

 time, they could have been 

653
00:34:32,750 --> 00:34:36,234
like, guess what, We're not 
going to 
 be going to prison or

654
00:34:36,234 --> 00:34:37,600
something, but. 
 
Right. 

655
00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:45,880
Nevertheless, and we're back at 
 the compound where America was 

656
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:51,280
introduced to the Browns in a 
 
split level that is really three

657
00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:54,480
apartments and one building. 
 
Meri says that her sister is 

658
00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:57,680
currently living in the house, 

which we are aware of because of

659
00:34:57,680 --> 00:35:02,440
when Leon was wearing the no 
 
shirt, bull shirt, bull shirt. 

660
00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:06,120
Shirt Yeah, Rebecca and Nathan 

are living in the home. 

661
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:08,560
They're living in the house so 

they still have access to the 

662
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:09,820
property which which is lovely. 
 

663
00:35:09,828 --> 00:35:11,640
They must still own the 
property. 
 

664
00:35:11,648 --> 00:35:14,396
Yeah. 
And Rebecca and Nathan are 
 

665
00:35:14,404 --> 00:35:16,340
renting there or squatting 
there. 
 

666
00:35:16,348 --> 00:35:17,218
Yeah. 
Exactly. 
 

667
00:35:17,226 --> 00:35:19,396
They don't, you know, they spare
us these details. 
 

668
00:35:19,404 --> 00:35:23,580
Thank God this is the first time
Kody's been back to the home, 
 

669
00:35:23,588 --> 00:35:29,980
obviously since they left and we
get to see Kody digging Drake's 

670
00:35:29,980 --> 00:35:32,490
 great Oh. 
Yes. 
 

671
00:35:32,498 --> 00:35:36,720
They let us know that their dog 
alley is buried back in the 
 

672
00:35:36,728 --> 00:35:39,680
forest, which is a collection of
trees in their backyard. 
 

673
00:35:39,688 --> 00:35:42,400
Now, when I was a kid, we would 
call it a forest. 
 

674
00:35:42,408 --> 00:35:43,740
I get why he's calling it a 
forest. 
 

675
00:35:43,748 --> 00:35:47,692
To the kids, it was a forest. 
To us adults that are watching 


676
00:35:47,700 --> 00:35:50,858
the show, it is a collection of 
trees on the backside of their 


677
00:35:50,866 --> 00:35:54,264
property. 
It's some trees, but they did 
 

678
00:35:54,272 --> 00:35:58,824
bury their dog alley there. 
Kody's talking to the camera 
 

679
00:35:58,832 --> 00:36:02,925
outside, near the forest or in 
the forest or wherever, and he 


680
00:36:02,933 --> 00:36:06,360
says this is depressing, not 
just because of Drake, but 
 

681
00:36:06,368 --> 00:36:08,560
because of all the memories 
here. 
 

682
00:36:08,568 --> 00:36:12,775
My kids played. 
So yes, this is while he's 
 

683
00:36:12,783 --> 00:36:14,721
digging the grave. 
He's like a. 
 

684
00:36:14,729 --> 00:36:17,160
Dumb a dumb. 
I'm digging. 
 

685
00:36:17,168 --> 00:36:22,576
And my kids, they played here. 
There's lots of memories of the 

686
00:36:22,576 --> 00:36:26,950
 kids that played here. 
Exactly, honey, you do a great 


687
00:36:26,958 --> 00:36:30,167
Kody too. 
Just like Robyn, you're a 
 

688
00:36:30,175 --> 00:36:32,512
natural. 
And I want to know who digs like

689
00:36:32,512 --> 00:36:34,261

 that. 
Well, you know. 
 

690
00:36:34,269 --> 00:36:37,060
Loosening the soil? 
Yeah, what the fuck was that? 
 

691
00:36:37,068 --> 00:36:39,080
He's being very high ho, high 
ho. 
 

692
00:36:39,088 --> 00:36:43,342
It's like he's being very 
animated and the cadence of his 

693
00:36:43,342 --> 00:36:46,690
 talking with the hits of the 
pic. 
 

694
00:36:46,698 --> 00:36:49,984
And the hair flying down in the 
face each time, and him shaking 

695
00:36:49,984 --> 00:36:53,214
 it back out of his face like he
does. 
 

696
00:36:53,222 --> 00:36:58,905
OK, Kody. 
And of course he has to stop mid

697
00:36:58,905 --> 00:37:02,852

 sentence about the kids laying
as if he's having an emotional 


698
00:37:02,860 --> 00:37:05,800
moment. 
If not for certain 
 

699
00:37:05,808 --> 00:37:09,047
circumstances, we never would 
have left Utah. 
 

700
00:37:09,055 --> 00:37:13,819
OK, Good story, Kody. 
Yeah, he says he didn't properly

701
00:37:13,819 --> 00:37:17,202

 say goodbye and he was so 
angry when they left. 
 

702
00:37:17,210 --> 00:37:20,600
Yeah, so, God, that's why it's 
so emotional. 
 

703
00:37:20,608 --> 00:37:24,652
There's something special and 
nostalgic about this place. 
 

704
00:37:24,660 --> 00:37:28,562
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy to
be in Vegas. 
 

705
00:37:28,570 --> 00:37:32,730
I like our homes in Vegas. 
But Yep, there's something 
 

706
00:37:32,738 --> 00:37:38,103
magical in the soil here. 
Like, have you ever seen Erin 
 

707
00:37:38,111 --> 00:37:40,335
Brockovich? 
There's definitely something 
 

708
00:37:40,343 --> 00:37:44,055
special in your soil, Kody. 
And if anyone's going to be 
 

709
00:37:44,063 --> 00:37:47,780
dramatic about digging a hole, 
it's Coyote. 
 

710
00:37:47,788 --> 00:37:51,466
Oh, Kody. 
It also looks like he's dug a 
 

711
00:37:51,474 --> 00:37:54,424
grave or two before because when
he's done with that hole, I'm 
 

712
00:37:54,432 --> 00:37:57,340
going to give him props. 
It's actually a really good 
 

713
00:37:57,348 --> 00:37:58,868
hole. 
It's a big hole. 
 

714
00:37:58,876 --> 00:38:01,760
It's a deep big hole and it is 
rectangular shaped. 
 

715
00:38:01,768 --> 00:38:04,867
Oh, I don't know how he did that
well. 
 

716
00:38:04,875 --> 00:38:07,878
He's gifted. 
He's buried many an animal. 
 

717
00:38:07,886 --> 00:38:11,820
When Kody puts on those work 
gloves, it brings him back to 
 

718
00:38:11,828 --> 00:38:16,100
the ranch and his dad's saying 
dig a hole for that dog bitch. 


719
00:38:16,108 --> 00:38:18,675
And then he's like. 
We're putting him out to 
 

720
00:38:18,683 --> 00:38:21,699
pasture, son. 
Got to dig another hole for an 


721
00:38:21,707 --> 00:38:24,556
another dead animal, but now 
he's that asshole man who gets 


722
00:38:24,564 --> 00:38:28,060
to be like I'm just going to be 
an asshole now about the dogs 
 

723
00:38:28,068 --> 00:38:30,157
like cool. 
Maybe his dad was like one of 
 

724
00:38:30,165 --> 00:38:32,888
those people that's like 
building holes, gives you 
 

725
00:38:32,896 --> 00:38:34,989
character. 
Building holes Building. 
 

726
00:38:34,997 --> 00:38:37,784
Digging holes gives you 
character. 
 

727
00:38:37,792 --> 00:38:42,520
I wouldn't be surprised. 
Yes, his dad was the notorious 


728
00:38:42,528 --> 00:38:44,306
asshole. 
And you know the apple didn't 
 

729
00:38:44,314 --> 00:38:46,996
fall far from that tree. 
Well, I mean, the movie Holes 
 

730
00:38:47,004 --> 00:38:50,383
was a very good movie, but that 
was part of the thing there too,

731
00:38:50,383 --> 00:38:53,600

 is that the kids were, it was 
their punishment was digging 
 

732
00:38:53,608 --> 00:38:57,258
holes. 
Is this a horror film? 
 

733
00:38:57,266 --> 00:38:59,880
No blasphemy. 
Well, I've never seen holes make

734
00:38:59,880 --> 00:39:01,675

 it sound like it's like the 
Titanic. 
 

735
00:39:01,683 --> 00:39:06,428
I mean, it's a movie that I 
mean, you are a little bit older

736
00:39:06,428 --> 00:39:07,904

 than me, so. 
This is it. 
 

737
00:39:07,912 --> 00:39:09,702
This must. 
Be I'm going to show you after 


738
00:39:09,710 --> 00:39:12,258
this, I'm going to show you and 
you're going to be like, Oh my 


739
00:39:12,266 --> 00:39:14,864
God, what? 
Well, Speaking of holes, Meri 
 

740
00:39:14,872 --> 00:39:19,184
tells us, As hard as it is, I've
already prepared myself for 
 

741
00:39:19,192 --> 00:39:22,920
this. 
And then they're gathered in the

742
00:39:22,920 --> 00:39:27,470

 yard. 
Meri Kody Leon, I'm trying. 
 

743
00:39:27,478 --> 00:39:30,800
To Drake. 
Drake, I'm trying to harken back

744
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:32,772

 to when you were giving us. 
All these names. 
 

745
00:39:32,780 --> 00:39:34,334
That one of the. 
Family names. 
 

746
00:39:34,342 --> 00:39:37,921
And then an unknown vet and then
a vet assistant. 
 

747
00:39:37,929 --> 00:39:39,520
Rick the vet. 
Oh, Rick. 
 

748
00:39:39,528 --> 00:39:41,720
His name is Rick. 
Oh, Richard Dick. 
 

749
00:39:41,728 --> 00:39:46,520
Yep, and the vet suggests it's 
more humane to let Drake go 
 

750
00:39:46,528 --> 00:39:49,125
because he's in pain. 
Yeah, he's suffering at this 
 

751
00:39:49,133 --> 00:39:51,147
point and it would be more 
humane. 
 

752
00:39:51,155 --> 00:39:55,012
Meri is. 
I'm getting conflicted again. 
 

753
00:39:55,020 --> 00:39:57,566
I'm getting conflicted. 
Oh, Meri. 
 

754
00:39:57,574 --> 00:39:59,475
Kody's like, well, you heard 
him. 
 

755
00:39:59,483 --> 00:40:04,138
At this point, it's better to 
let him go. 
 

756
00:40:04,146 --> 00:40:09,340
And Leon is sobbing. 
Yeah, I don't blame Leon. 
 

757
00:40:09,348 --> 00:40:12,536
I'd be a sobbing too. 
I'd be a mess. 
 

758
00:40:12,544 --> 00:40:17,240
Then they're all doing the whole
petting and the touching and the

759
00:40:17,240 --> 00:40:19,280

 loving. 
And the saying goodbye. 
 

760
00:40:19,288 --> 00:40:22,864
As the drugs are administered. 
And they show us. 
 

761
00:40:22,872 --> 00:40:25,786
Yeah. 
They show us little Drake, big 


762
00:40:25,794 --> 00:40:28,420
Drake, big Drake in there. 
Big Drake. 
 

763
00:40:28,428 --> 00:40:30,294
And like, why are they showing 
us this? 
 

764
00:40:30,302 --> 00:40:34,492
We were both crying and I, I 
said to Chris, I'm like, why are

765
00:40:34,492 --> 00:40:36,875

 they showing him? 
They definitely didn't need to 


766
00:40:36,883 --> 00:40:42,472
show as much of that, but. 
No, they didn't need to show all

767
00:40:42,472 --> 00:40:45,760

 of that. 
I felt like if I was the family,

768
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:49,202

 I would have been like, OK, 
like you can show this part of 

769
00:40:49,202 --> 00:40:51,704
us 
 saying goodbye, but you 
guys need to step away. 
 

770
00:40:51,712 --> 00:40:54,200
Right. 
I wouldn't want to be filmed 
 

771
00:40:54,208 --> 00:40:58,025
during that and I wouldn't want 
my pet to be filmed during that 

772
00:40:58,025 --> 00:41:00,388
 either because again, it's a 
respect thing. 
 

773
00:41:00,396 --> 00:41:04,682
They're a family member. 
To me, that feels like really 
 

774
00:41:04,690 --> 00:41:09,012
invasive and kind of just yucky.
Like I get the yuck about it. 
 

775
00:41:09,020 --> 00:41:12,032
Like there are some things that 
don't need to be filmed all the 

776
00:41:12,032 --> 00:41:14,775
 way through. 
We didn't need to see Drake 
 

777
00:41:14,783 --> 00:41:16,700
after he'd passed away, like 
right. 
 

778
00:41:16,708 --> 00:41:19,394
Right. 
A little fucked up business 
 

779
00:41:19,402 --> 00:41:21,680
there. 
Yeah, as far as I'm concerned. 


780
00:41:21,688 --> 00:41:25,628
Well, and then as a viewer, 
like, I was reminded of putting 

781
00:41:25,628 --> 00:41:30,075
 down my dog. 
And yeah, you know, the memories

782
00:41:30,075 --> 00:41:33,836

 come back in the fields. 
And because we just watched it, 

783
00:41:33,836 --> 00:41:36,344
 I don't know if I'm going to 
cry about it in this moment 

784
00:41:36,344 --> 00:41:38,294
because 
 I did cry when we were
watching the show. 
 

785
00:41:38,302 --> 00:41:40,254
I had some tears. 
I wasn't sobbing. 
 

786
00:41:40,262 --> 00:41:42,555
Thank God I wasn't pulling a 
Robyn. 
 

787
00:41:42,563 --> 00:41:49,892
But yeah, if you've gone through
that, then you know, and it 
 

788
00:41:49,900 --> 00:41:52,940
sucks. 
Yeah, it sucks a lot. 
 

789
00:41:52,948 --> 00:41:56,943
And Meri, this is kind of funny,
like. 
 

790
00:41:56,951 --> 00:42:01,983
But before she goes, well, we 
already had the kids all say 
 

791
00:42:01,991 --> 00:42:05,342
goodbye. 
Like she mentions it to Rick 
 

792
00:42:05,350 --> 00:42:08,688
before he says like, yes, he 
does agree. 
 

793
00:42:08,696 --> 00:42:11,275
Like he's suffering. 
We should put him down. 
 

794
00:42:11,283 --> 00:42:13,614
Oh, OK. 
She's like, well, we had the 
 

795
00:42:13,622 --> 00:42:17,394
kids say goodbye. 
Like if I bring this dog back 
 

796
00:42:17,402 --> 00:42:19,665
home right now, it wouldn't be 
good. 
 

797
00:42:19,673 --> 00:42:23,370
Like, you know, you can see like
the wheels in her mind, like, 
 

798
00:42:23,378 --> 00:42:25,998
oh, shit. 
Like I don't want to just put 
 

799
00:42:26,006 --> 00:42:29,285
him down to put him down. 
And I don't want to be like 
 

800
00:42:29,293 --> 00:42:32,245
evil, but Oh my God, now I had 
all these kids say goodbye. 
 

801
00:42:32,253 --> 00:42:34,525
If the vet doesn't say that we 
should say goodbye. 
 

802
00:42:34,533 --> 00:42:37,742
This would be fucking awful. 
What if Dick was like, guess 
 

803
00:42:37,750 --> 00:42:40,860
what, he's going to be fine, we 
just want. 
 

804
00:42:40,868 --> 00:42:44,098
To give him these vitamins for 
his hips that are hurt and he's 

805
00:42:44,098 --> 00:42:46,274
 good, yeah. 
Just shove a plug in the back 
 

806
00:42:46,282 --> 00:42:48,394
and give him these vitamins and 
you're good to go. 
 

807
00:42:48,402 --> 00:42:52,395
Like, Oh no, Oh no, Oh no. 
I just went through something 
 

808
00:42:52,403 --> 00:42:59,392
similar too though where my cat 
had like a really awful scare 
 

809
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:04,260
and completely looked like 
fucked up like something was 
 

810
00:43:04,268 --> 00:43:07,248
wrong. 
And I it was on Easter so of 
 

811
00:43:07,256 --> 00:43:10,733
course it's like a emergency vet
visit on a holiday on a Sunday. 

812
00:43:10,733 --> 00:43:12,480
 
My kids are dressed up to go to 

813
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:15,360
Easter brunch and I literally 
 
made them come and say goodbye 

814
00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:18,684
to our cat, like thinking that I

 wasn't going to be bringing 

815
00:43:18,684 --> 00:43:23,160
him back, only to bring him back
in 
 this horrible condition. 

816
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:27,480
So he's like, he's getting 
 
better, but he's still rough. 

817
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:31,840
He's 14, he's an old man. 
 
So I'm with my 14 year old cat. 

818
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:35,040
Just like my kids need to say 
 
goodbye to this cat, right? 

819
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,880
Like, he's 14. 
 
I don't know what else I would 

820
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:40,400
have done, but it's like, yeah, 
 I bring him back home and I'm 

821
00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:42,480
like, he's still here, He's 
 
still with us. 

822
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:45,048
But I just did that to my kids. 
 

823
00:43:45,056 --> 00:43:47,710
Yeah, it felt real shitty. 
But obviously I'd rather I'm a 


824
00:43:47,718 --> 00:43:51,494
cat here, you know what I mean? 
Yeah, but it was like, I, I kind

825
00:43:51,494 --> 00:43:54,018

 of got where Meri was coming 
from there. 
 

826
00:43:54,026 --> 00:43:56,383
It was like, oh God. 
Right. 
 

827
00:43:56,391 --> 00:44:00,080
Like I think things are already 
in motion here, right? 
 

828
00:44:00,088 --> 00:44:03,440
I'm devastated about it. 
But they're already in motion, 


829
00:44:03,448 --> 00:44:04,878
right? 
Yeah, like, you don't want to 
 

830
00:44:04,886 --> 00:44:06,536
see him, like, you're being 
cruel or whatever. 
 

831
00:44:06,544 --> 00:44:10,149
And you do want the vet's honest
opinion, but like, Oh my God. 
 

832
00:44:10,157 --> 00:44:11,800
Yeah. 
Yeah. 
 

833
00:44:11,808 --> 00:44:15,160
Oh. 
Kody says that this entire 
 

834
00:44:15,168 --> 00:44:19,036
experience has been closure, the
closure that he needed. 
 

835
00:44:19,044 --> 00:44:21,040
Yeah, they're emotional on the 
couch. 
 

836
00:44:21,048 --> 00:44:25,471
Meri and Kody talking about the 
experience, letting Drake go, 
 

837
00:44:25,479 --> 00:44:32,240
and then we get footage of them 
putting Drake in the ground. 
 

838
00:44:32,248 --> 00:44:36,678
Luckily it wasn't too detailed. 
It was from afar, so maybe the 


839
00:44:36,686 --> 00:44:39,220
Krama crew did give them a 
little, you know? 
 

840
00:44:39,228 --> 00:44:41,654
Well, they can't really show 
that. 
 

841
00:44:41,662 --> 00:44:44,144
That's morbid. 
Yeah, it it was. 
 

842
00:44:44,152 --> 00:44:49,256
I felt like this was enough. 
It wasn't as much as when they 


843
00:44:49,264 --> 00:44:52,918
were literally administering the
drugs that they do for like, oh,

844
00:44:52,918 --> 00:44:56,458

 he's gonna just chill out now.
And then here's the drug to stop

845
00:44:56,458 --> 00:44:58,812

 the heart. 
And it's like, oh, my God. 
 

846
00:44:58,820 --> 00:45:01,241
Beyond that, they're putting him
in the ground. 
 

847
00:45:01,249 --> 00:45:04,669
The crew's a little ways away. 
And you can kind of just see 
 

848
00:45:04,677 --> 00:45:06,760
Kody, like, lowering him into 
the ground, putting him in the 


849
00:45:06,768 --> 00:45:08,040
ground. 
And it was like, that's all I 
 

850
00:45:08,048 --> 00:45:09,840
needed. 
I didn't even really need that. 

851
00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:10,560
 
So thank you. 

852
00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:13,280
Yeah. 
 
And Kody says that it feels like

853
00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:15,960
they're actually saying goodbye 
 to Lehigh through this 

854
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:18,640
experience that, you know, going

 back and visiting. 

855
00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:22,480
It's a thing where he hasn't 
 
been back and you know, all the 

856
00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:25,640
memories and whatever. 
 
But this is also like a way for 

857
00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:29,920
him to say goodbye to Lehigh 
 
because he never really did say 

858
00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:33,960
goodbye. 
 
They, well, they did. 

859
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:35,560
They need to leave in the middle

 of the night. 

860
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:38,680
Fled. 
 
Nobody knows that they needed to

861
00:45:38,680 --> 00:45:43,760
flee Lehigh, but they did. 
 
And so this is Kody's 

862
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,320
performative way of saying 
 
goodbye to their home, to the 

863
00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:52,520
compound, America's compound. 
 
And Meri says we need to create 

864
00:45:52,520 --> 00:45:55,680
the same experience here in 
 
Vegas for the younger kids as 

865
00:45:55,680 --> 00:46:00,480
the older ones had in Utah. 
 
And I agree, that's obviously a 

866
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:02,520
stark difference there in the 
 
four homes. 

867
00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:05,680
And this is something that 
 
doesn't just happen now because 

868
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:07,840
Meri said it Like it's not like 
 all of a sudden now they're 

869
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:10,360
going to like really learn their

 lesson and be a tight knit 

870
00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:12,760
family. 
 
But obviously when they talk 

871
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:15,160
about the older kids and we get 
 the flashbacks in the previous 

872
00:46:15,160 --> 00:46:18,600
seasons of them all being little

 cute kids and like, yeah, 

873
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:19,880
they're in there like trailer 
 
home. 

874
00:46:19,880 --> 00:46:22,120
And it looks a little dumpy. 
 
It kind of looks like footage 

875
00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:23,880
from when I was a kid, you know?

 

876
00:46:23,888 --> 00:46:26,800
And there's all the kids and 
they're all together and the 
 

877
00:46:26,808 --> 00:46:29,942
moms are probably wanting to 
murder each other, but the kids 

878
00:46:29,942 --> 00:46:32,170
 are like together and having a 
good time. 
 

879
00:46:32,178 --> 00:46:35,795
And the younger kids now today 
don't have that. 
 

880
00:46:35,803 --> 00:46:39,345
They're like in separate homes 
and get together for events. 
 

881
00:46:39,353 --> 00:46:42,100
It's completely different. 
It's almost like they're being 


882
00:46:42,108 --> 00:46:45,329
raised like cousins now, yeah 
rather than siblings like Kody 


883
00:46:45,337 --> 00:46:49,070
said when he had to over explain
families to us and how family 
 

884
00:46:49,078 --> 00:46:50,940
systems work. 
Yeah, very recently he was 
 

885
00:46:50,948 --> 00:46:53,400
telling us that they are 
siblings and it's like, well, 
 

886
00:46:53,408 --> 00:46:55,235
maybe do you have to tell 
yourself? 
 

887
00:46:55,243 --> 00:46:58,650
Because we know, but you're not 
living like that. 
 

888
00:46:58,658 --> 00:47:01,360
Like they are siblings, no 
doubt, duh. 
 

889
00:47:01,368 --> 00:47:06,227
But now it's almost like you're 
pulling them away from each 
 

890
00:47:06,235 --> 00:47:08,355
other. 
And even just like Janelle 
 

891
00:47:08,363 --> 00:47:11,820
saying that her kids are couch 
potatoes now, sitting on the 
 

892
00:47:11,828 --> 00:47:14,640
couch as opposed to running 
through the backyard with their 

893
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:17,144
 siblings. 
Like lifestyles are changing 
 

894
00:47:17,152 --> 00:47:19,732
here. 
People are pulling apart in 
 

895
00:47:19,740 --> 00:47:22,085
different ways. 
The kids are pulling apart 
 

896
00:47:22,093 --> 00:47:25,700
because it's not as easy to go 
and hang with each other. 
 

897
00:47:25,708 --> 00:47:27,655
We'll see what they can 
recreate. 
 

898
00:47:27,663 --> 00:47:32,125
And I suspect that for Meri in 
particular, this experience of 


899
00:47:32,133 --> 00:47:35,109
going back to Lehigh triggered 
something, you know, reminded 
 

900
00:47:35,117 --> 00:47:37,859
her of this. 
Like, oh, my gosh, we used to be

901
00:47:37,859 --> 00:47:40,238

 so tight knit. 
And like, you know, as things 
 

902
00:47:40,246 --> 00:47:43,110
gradually change in life, you 
can kind of get used to things 


903
00:47:43,118 --> 00:47:45,365
as you're going, you know, and 
then something can happen where 

904
00:47:45,365 --> 00:47:47,720
 you're like, Oh my gosh, you 
take a evaluation and you look 


905
00:47:47,728 --> 00:47:50,696
back and you go, Oh my gosh, 
something is so different. 
 

906
00:47:50,704 --> 00:47:55,362
So I don't know how real of an 
awakening it was or if it was 
 

907
00:47:55,370 --> 00:47:57,504
just a sound bite moment, but it
made sense. 
 

908
00:47:57,512 --> 00:48:00,603
I'm very curious. 
I feel like if I was in the same

909
00:48:00,603 --> 00:48:02,984

 position she is in, you know, 
she's the first wife. 
 

910
00:48:02,992 --> 00:48:06,020
She has one kid that's old 
enough that they're 
 

911
00:48:06,028 --> 00:48:09,855
self-sufficient. 
If I was in that position, I'd 


912
00:48:09,863 --> 00:48:14,080
be going home to home more. 
I'd be calling up Janelle, 
 

913
00:48:14,088 --> 00:48:16,249
calling up Christine, calling up
Robyn. 
 

914
00:48:16,257 --> 00:48:19,725
Hey, can I come over for like an
hour tonight and hang out? 
 

915
00:48:19,733 --> 00:48:22,387
Or you want some help with 
dinner tonight and the little 
 

916
00:48:22,395 --> 00:48:24,800
kids? 
I'll be over in 20 minutes. 
 

917
00:48:24,808 --> 00:48:27,832
How hard would that be? 
You know I would. 
 

918
00:48:27,840 --> 00:48:30,362
You have to want to. 
You would have to want to, you'd

919
00:48:30,362 --> 00:48:33,132

 have to want to hang out with 
the other women enough. 
 

920
00:48:33,140 --> 00:48:37,004
But if it's not about that and 
it's about the kids and wanting 

921
00:48:37,004 --> 00:48:40,975
 the kids in your life like she 
claims and she says, oh, that 
 

922
00:48:40,983 --> 00:48:44,162
she wants these extra rooms 
because these are the kids that 

923
00:48:44,162 --> 00:48:46,703
 she's going to have and maybe 
they'll want to stay there and 


924
00:48:46,711 --> 00:48:49,330
stuff. 
Well then you need to foster 
 

925
00:48:49,338 --> 00:48:51,067
those relationships. 
Doesn't seem like there's a lot 

926
00:48:51,067 --> 00:48:51,776
 of that going. 
On. 
 

927
00:48:51,784 --> 00:48:54,082
No, not at all. 
Yeah, we don't see Meri every 
 

928
00:48:54,090 --> 00:48:57,112
day, but the way that she's 
talking, I'm guessing that's 
 

929
00:48:57,120 --> 00:48:58,140
not. 
Happening No. 
 

930
00:48:58,148 --> 00:49:01,480
She wraps up the episode by 
telling us it's essential that 


931
00:49:01,488 --> 00:49:05,008
we get that back. 
Their old family ways. 
 

932
00:49:05,016 --> 00:49:07,998
Well, agreed, Meri, what are you
going to do about it? 
 

933
00:49:08,006 --> 00:49:09,480
Are you going to do anything 
about it? 
 

934
00:49:09,488 --> 00:49:13,266
I don't know if it's about this 
time or not that she starts 
 

935
00:49:13,274 --> 00:49:14,834
speaking to strangers on the 
Internet. 
 

936
00:49:14,842 --> 00:49:18,876
I don't know, but she's 
certainly not calling up 
 

937
00:49:18,884 --> 00:49:22,176
Janelle, Christine and Robyn to 
be like, what can I bring over 


938
00:49:22,184 --> 00:49:23,960
for dinner tonight? 
Let's fucking do it. 
 

939
00:49:23,968 --> 00:49:27,351
You know, like hello. 
I feel like I would be bored in 

940
00:49:27,351 --> 00:49:29,255
 my home alone. 
Like, especially knowing that 
 

941
00:49:29,263 --> 00:49:31,109
we're not seeing Kody very 
often. 
 

942
00:49:31,117 --> 00:49:35,228
Yeah, I'd be calling them up. 
Like hey seriously, you want to 

943
00:49:35,228 --> 00:49:38,640
 watch ATV show? 
Or what if all of the wives 
 

944
00:49:38,648 --> 00:49:42,180
watch the same TV show? 
Like maybe they're fans of the 


945
00:49:42,188 --> 00:49:45,476
Bachelor and we all get together
one night a week and watch the 


946
00:49:45,484 --> 00:49:48,286
Bachelor together. 
Like girlfriends do that type of

947
00:49:48,286 --> 00:49:51,921

 shit. 
I'm like, that is so bizarre to 

948
00:49:51,921 --> 00:49:57,500
 me to be this family and not 
even have that or just like 
 

949
00:49:57,508 --> 00:50:00,540
dropping by. 
It's just weird to me that 
 

950
00:50:00,548 --> 00:50:04,595
they're supposed to be one 
family and they don't have that 

951
00:50:04,595 --> 00:50:06,980
 rapport. 
Well, particularly with Meri and

952
00:50:06,980 --> 00:50:10,480

 Robyn, because Meri has a 
history with Janelle and 
 

953
00:50:10,488 --> 00:50:13,264
Christine. 
Yeah, with Robyn, it's like they

954
00:50:13,264 --> 00:50:17,740

 were supposedly bosom buddies.
Not Scissor Sisters, but bosom 


955
00:50:17,748 --> 00:50:20,512
buddies. 
And so you would think that she 

956
00:50:20,512 --> 00:50:22,700
 would be, I guess even in a 
way, like pushy. 
 

957
00:50:22,708 --> 00:50:25,340
You know, that whole thing where
it's like how she keeps inviting

958
00:50:25,340 --> 00:50:27,424

 herself over. 
It's like, invite yourself over,

959
00:50:27,424 --> 00:50:30,215

 Like, Oh my God. 
And I don't know if Robyn just, 

960
00:50:30,215 --> 00:50:32,192
 I think Robyn doesn't really 
care because Kody's probably 
 

961
00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:35,860
spending the most time at her 
house and so she's totally 
 

962
00:50:35,868 --> 00:50:39,818
satiated with everything. 
Christine is wishing Kody was 
 

963
00:50:39,826 --> 00:50:41,982
over more. 
But when he does come, he 
 

964
00:50:41,990 --> 00:50:45,765
doesn't talk to the kids and he 
just is on his phone and she 
 

965
00:50:45,773 --> 00:50:48,535
feels like she's probably just 
asking him to do things. 
 

966
00:50:48,543 --> 00:50:52,042
Yeah, and he's trying to find 
excuses to come as late as he 
 

967
00:50:52,050 --> 00:50:54,412
can and leave as early as he 
can. 
 

968
00:50:54,420 --> 00:50:59,152
And any little mistake she makes
is the reason for him to pick it

969
00:50:59,152 --> 00:51:01,776

 apart and leave early because 
he's pissed at her. 
 

970
00:51:01,784 --> 00:51:04,805
Right. 
And then you've got Janelle, who

971
00:51:04,805 --> 00:51:08,259

 is an autonomous person 
overall and probably doesn't 

972
00:51:08,259 --> 00:51:12,040
really care 
 about how much she
sees Kody. 

973
00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:14,960
Like, she probably thinks it's 

nice to see him, but isn't like,

974
00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:19,240
you know, longing for him. 
 
So, you know, and I don't think 

975
00:51:19,240 --> 00:51:21,680
she's longing for time with her 
 other sister wives either. 

976
00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:24,640
I think she's just pretty much 

like, I kind of identify with 

977
00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:26,760
Janelle in that way. 
 
I can spend so much time by 

978
00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:28,840
myself. 
 
I'm just like, yeah, I guess 

979
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:30,560
every once in a while I get 
 
lonely, but for the most part 

980
00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:32,240
I'm not lonely. 
 
I'm cool being by myself. 

981
00:51:32,720 --> 00:51:36,026
But she used to be the one that 
 was all like family, this 

982
00:51:36,026 --> 00:51:38,554
family that we need to be 
closer, we 
 need to make this 

983
00:51:38,554 --> 00:51:41,322
work. 
And I don't know when that 
 

984
00:51:41,330 --> 00:51:45,847
switch flipped, but I feel like 
it's for sure obvious this 
 

985
00:51:45,855 --> 00:51:48,432
season. 
I agree and I don't know if it 


986
00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:51,402
was more talking points before 
because, you know, she was the 


987
00:51:51,410 --> 00:51:54,424
the working mom quote UN quote 
these, you know, things they 
 

988
00:51:54,432 --> 00:51:58,624
tried to make her. 
I think that something about 
 

989
00:51:58,632 --> 00:52:01,336
moving out of Lehigh. 
I mean, it really is that thing 

990
00:52:01,336 --> 00:52:04,020
 like being together. 
You know, when you live in the 


991
00:52:04,028 --> 00:52:06,583
same building as someone, you're
going to see them more often and

992
00:52:06,583 --> 00:52:09,656

 you are like almost forced to 
be intertwined, you know, And 

993
00:52:09,656 --> 00:52:12,745
then 
 you separate and see each
other less. 
 

994
00:52:12,753 --> 00:52:16,548
That's why it's so weird to me 
that they didn't just buy 2 
 

995
00:52:16,556 --> 00:52:18,980
duplexes or something. 
They should have just bought a 


996
00:52:18,988 --> 00:52:19,864
duplex for. 
Sure. 
 

997
00:52:19,872 --> 00:52:22,298
Yeah, like a multi. 
Triplex. 
 

998
00:52:22,306 --> 00:52:26,365
Yeah, well, Kody was really open
for that big millionaire's house

999
00:52:26,365 --> 00:52:28,774

 that was short sale with four 
kitchens. 
 

1000
00:52:28,782 --> 00:52:31,400
The moron. 
Yeah, they totally could have 
 

1001
00:52:31,408 --> 00:52:33,635
bought it like a row of 
townhomes or something. 
 

1002
00:52:33,643 --> 00:52:37,621
Rented something that made more 
sense and now we're coming up on

1003
00:52:37,621 --> 00:52:40,100

 the they've been there for a 
hot minute. 
 

1004
00:52:40,108 --> 00:52:42,982
So it's not even like they were 
there for a year and they're 
 

1005
00:52:42,990 --> 00:52:45,503
like, OK, so for example, coming
up on nine months, it's like our

1006
00:52:45,503 --> 00:52:47,722

 leases are all going to be up.
What are we going to do? 
 

1007
00:52:47,730 --> 00:52:49,870
Like do you just renew your 
lease and say, well, we're 
 

1008
00:52:49,878 --> 00:52:51,526
buying a house or we're building
homes? 
 

1009
00:52:51,534 --> 00:52:54,940
They maybe start going month to 
month because they're building 


1010
00:52:54,948 --> 00:52:58,552
homes and you'd have to 
negotiate a month to month or a 

1011
00:52:58,552 --> 00:53:01,242
 half year lease. 
I don't know because they said 


1012
00:53:01,250 --> 00:53:05,085
once they break ground, what, 5 
months and they were planning on

1013
00:53:05,085 --> 00:53:08,860

 breaking ground in two weeks 
from this episode they said. 
 

1014
00:53:08,868 --> 00:53:12,565
So yeah, their leases are 
probably getting close to being 

1015
00:53:12,565 --> 00:53:17,132
 up, but a lot of places will 
offer a month to month, but it's

1016
00:53:17,132 --> 00:53:19,640

 more expensive like. 
Well, and I'm just saying a lot 

1017
00:53:19,640 --> 00:53:21,909
 more expensive when their first
lease the year was up. 
 

1018
00:53:21,917 --> 00:53:25,470
If they got a year lease, then 
that wasn't a trigger moment to 

1019
00:53:25,470 --> 00:53:28,815
 figure out a new living 
situation, even if until their 


1020
00:53:28,823 --> 00:53:32,350
homes are built right, Like I 
would be going, oh, my kids 
 

1021
00:53:32,358 --> 00:53:33,675
aren't seeing the other kids 
enough. 
 

1022
00:53:33,683 --> 00:53:36,775
Like we got to do something. 
They move every year anyway. 
 

1023
00:53:36,783 --> 00:53:39,266
They've got Meri. 
She'll throw a piano on her back

1024
00:53:39,266 --> 00:53:42,649

 and drag it across the street.
You know, like I just feel like 

1025
00:53:42,649 --> 00:53:45,932
 they say things, but their 
actions don't align to what they

1026
00:53:45,932 --> 00:53:47,769

 say. 
Like if it's so important to be 

1027
00:53:47,769 --> 00:53:49,674
 around each other, then you'd 
make it fucking happen. 
 

1028
00:53:49,682 --> 00:53:52,040
And and none of them seem to 
really do it. 
 

1029
00:53:52,048 --> 00:53:53,830
No. 
Not at all. 
 

1030
00:53:53,838 --> 00:53:56,760
Their families kind of just 
coming apart. 
 

1031
00:53:56,768 --> 00:54:03,134
It started splintering back in 
good old Lehigh when they had 
 

1032
00:54:03,142 --> 00:54:10,395
one new soon to be wifey out on 
her own and then the splinter 
 

1033
00:54:10,403 --> 00:54:14,132
just like broke off even 
further. 
 

1034
00:54:14,140 --> 00:54:19,685
I don't know, It's like, God, 
then all of a sudden the tree 
 

1035
00:54:19,693 --> 00:54:21,490
that's splintering is hit by 
lightning. 
 

1036
00:54:21,498 --> 00:54:24,705
And it's like, now what do we 
do, you know? 
 

1037
00:54:24,713 --> 00:54:27,992
Yeah, well, now we're burning, 
now we're on fire. 
 

1038
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:30,654
We're split in half, like all 
got into shit. 
 

1039
00:54:30,662 --> 00:54:33,316
And then Robyn's over in the 
corner being like, I one time 
 

1040
00:54:33,324 --> 00:54:36,648
had a tree that got hit by 
lightning, and I'm going to tell

1041
00:54:36,648 --> 00:54:38,740

 you it abused me. 
God. 
 

1042
00:54:38,748 --> 00:54:42,049
Now, we did tell you that we 
don't get a lot of Robyn in this

1043
00:54:42,049 --> 00:54:43,606

 episode. 
And we came through on that 
 

1044
00:54:43,614 --> 00:54:47,575
promise. 
So you you can give us your 
 

1045
00:54:47,583 --> 00:54:50,272
mustard seed for being honest 
about that. 
 

1046
00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:52,894
Yes, as if we had any control 
over that. 
 

1047
00:54:52,902 --> 00:54:54,694
But you know what? 
We were blessed with very 
 

1048
00:54:54,702 --> 00:54:55,360
little. 
Robyn. 
 

1049
00:54:55,368 --> 00:54:56,880
Thank you. 
Thank you. 
 

1050
00:54:56,888 --> 00:54:59,140
Puddle Monkey Production. 
I think we saw Solomon more than

1051
00:54:59,140 --> 00:55:01,760

 Robyn. 
This stuff is being held by 
 

1052
00:55:01,768 --> 00:55:03,340
Kody. 
Oh Jesus. 
 

1053
00:55:03,348 --> 00:55:06,278
Oh God. 
And also a little moment when 
 

1054
00:55:06,286 --> 00:55:09,445
they were saying goodbyes to 
Drake and little truly 
 

1055
00:55:09,453 --> 00:55:12,519
scrumptious came up and was 
like, like by the dog. 
 

1056
00:55:12,527 --> 00:55:15,535
And I was like, oh truly, She's 
like getting that little blonde 

1057
00:55:15,535 --> 00:55:17,748
 head of hair. 
The little Peach fuzz. 
 

1058
00:55:17,756 --> 00:55:19,660
Yeah, yeah. 
So cute. 
 

1059
00:55:19,668 --> 00:55:23,124
I always love seeing truly when 
she was little. 
 

1060
00:55:23,132 --> 00:55:27,504
So now moving on to our mustard 
seed and shit stain. 
 

1061
00:55:27,512 --> 00:55:29,086
Darling, would you like to 
start? 
 

1062
00:55:29,094 --> 00:55:32,090
Would you like to tell everyone 
who you feel has earned a 
 

1063
00:55:32,098 --> 00:55:34,423
mustard seed in this episode? 
Oh. 
 

1064
00:55:34,431 --> 00:55:43,272
Boy, the mustard seed here is 
going to go to Janelle for 
 

1065
00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:49,080
starting her workout journey 
again, not necessarily getting 


1066
00:55:49,088 --> 00:55:55,380
up at 5445. 
It was God, gag me again, a 
 

1067
00:55:55,388 --> 00:56:00,120
little nutso there, but I 
appreciate that she is, you 
 

1068
00:56:00,128 --> 00:56:04,182
know, getting down to business 
and taking care of herself again

1069
00:56:04,182 --> 00:56:08,234

 and all gung ho about it. 
And it seems like this new 
 

1070
00:56:08,242 --> 00:56:11,632
trainer and her have a good vibe
going between each other. 
 

1071
00:56:11,640 --> 00:56:14,200
And I like that he's actually 
addressing the psychological 
 

1072
00:56:14,208 --> 00:56:18,976
like reasons behind the eating 
because that is the major, major

1073
00:56:18,976 --> 00:56:23,282

 part of it, right? 
And I'm glad that she's getting,

1074
00:56:23,282 --> 00:56:27,890

 you know, help there where she
needs it and hopefully, you 
 

1075
00:56:27,898 --> 00:56:30,791
know, sticks with it. 
What about you? 
 

1076
00:56:30,799 --> 00:56:34,220
Well, I have to admit that I'm a
little sad because you took the 

1077
00:56:34,220 --> 00:56:36,950
 only mustard seed that I really
could think of. 
 

1078
00:56:36,958 --> 00:56:38,458
Yeah. 
How so? 
 

1079
00:56:38,466 --> 00:56:40,507
This is where I'm going to have 
to. 
 

1080
00:56:40,515 --> 00:56:43,656
I'm going to throw the 
leaderboard for Topsy Turvy 
 

1081
00:56:43,664 --> 00:56:49,780
here, and I'm giving a mustard 
seed to Christine Brown. 
 

1082
00:56:49,788 --> 00:56:57,095
I'm going to immediately regret 
this, but when they went to go 


1083
00:56:57,103 --> 00:57:00,850
make their first selects for the
homes, Christine said I'd like 


1084
00:57:00,858 --> 00:57:04,282
this and I'd like this and I'd 
like that and I'm under budget 


1085
00:57:04,290 --> 00:57:06,307
and things are great and I'm 
good to go. 
 

1086
00:57:06,315 --> 00:57:07,960
And she made her decisions very 
quickly. 
 

1087
00:57:07,968 --> 00:57:14,872
And I have to say that that is 
admirable for the situation. 
 

1088
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:19,365
Ordinarily, I probably would not
be. 
 

1089
00:57:19,373 --> 00:57:22,386
So I don't know if I would call 
it flippant that she was like 
 

1090
00:57:22,394 --> 00:57:25,834
that, but I have to give her 
kudos that she was just so quick

1091
00:57:25,834 --> 00:57:29,062

 to make her decisions. 
I probably would do a little 
 

1092
00:57:29,070 --> 00:57:33,160
more Hemming and hawing, but I 
also do feel confident in making

1093
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:36,968

 decisions like that. 
So I feel like she deserves a 
 

1094
00:57:36,976 --> 00:57:40,712
mustard seed, no matter how much
it pains me to give it to her. 


1095
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:43,140
I mean, this isn't the first 
time they've seen the stuff, 
 

1096
00:57:43,148 --> 00:57:45,218
right? 
Like, they've gotten to look at 

1097
00:57:45,218 --> 00:57:46,778
 it. 
They've probably seen pictures 


1098
00:57:46,786 --> 00:57:49,315
of stuff online. 
Whether or not they've seen the 

1099
00:57:49,315 --> 00:57:52,320
 actual, like, Swatch of stuff 
there in front of them, we don't

1100
00:57:52,320 --> 00:57:54,222

 know. 
But she probably had time to 
 

1101
00:57:54,230 --> 00:57:57,194
think about it and made her 
decisions and then got to see 
 

1102
00:57:57,202 --> 00:58:00,400
him in real life and was like, 
yeah, I think my decision's good

1103
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:04,521

 and went with it. 
I forgot a funny moment that 
 

1104
00:58:04,529 --> 00:58:08,215
cracked me up. 
And I agree with you on the 
 

1105
00:58:08,223 --> 00:58:12,195
mustard seed here because when 
she said she was 15% under 
 

1106
00:58:12,203 --> 00:58:16,002
budget, Kody said, oh, Meri's 
going to probably try to get 
 

1107
00:58:16,010 --> 00:58:21,030
your 15% for hers and Christine 
goes she is not getting my 15%. 

1108
00:58:21,030 --> 00:58:21,480
 
Yes. 

1109
00:58:21,480 --> 00:58:24,400
And then that's when the tile 
 
came up that she was getting 

1110
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:28,400
tile in her dining room. 
 
All the more reason for her to 

1111
00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:32,320
have earned this mustard seed is

 denying Meri the extra budget.

1112
00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:36,000
Like right away she was like. 
 
No love that. 

1113
00:58:36,000 --> 00:58:40,600
And so, Christine, you get my 
 
mustard seed on the shit stain, 

1114
00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:41,080
darling. 
 
Oh. 

1115
00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:43,840
Shit stain. 
 
I think you're going to take my 

1116
00:58:43,840 --> 00:58:46,560
shit stain again. 
 
The shimmere in my drawer. 

1117
00:58:48,320 --> 00:58:50,520
But luckily, I think there's 
 
more than one choice for this 

1118
00:58:50,520 --> 00:58:52,720
episode, so I won't be too 
 
disturbed no matter what you 

1119
00:58:52,720 --> 00:58:54,120
choose. 
 
I think, you know, I'm going to 

1120
00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:56,200
take it because it's going to be

 Kody Brown, yeah. 

1121
00:58:56,360 --> 00:58:59,120
He's definitely a dark dark 
 
brown shit stain. 

1122
00:58:59,120 --> 00:59:04,280
Yeah, the not wanting to tell 
 
the children and hide yet again 

1123
00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:09,080
a huge thing from them. 
 
You know you hid the move until 

1124
00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:15,000
the like the day before. 
 
You have hidden so much in your 

1125
00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:20,320
life and probably still are. 
 
And how's it fucking working out

1126
00:59:20,320 --> 00:59:23,200
for you? 
 
These kids would have been 

1127
00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:29,360
traumatized if Meri had gone 
 
along with your dumb plan of not

1128
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:32,920
telling them. 
 
And then to top it off, it's 

1129
00:59:32,920 --> 00:59:37,866
like, I don't know, there's just

 something sheisty about him 

1130
00:59:37,866 --> 00:59:43,434
and him trying to put the blame 
on 
 another person and trying 

1131
00:59:43,434 --> 00:59:47,880
to make Meri be the fall guy. 
 
Like that's where that was 

1132
00:59:47,880 --> 00:59:49,800
going. 
 
That's where that was going. 

1133
00:59:49,800 --> 00:59:52,160
And no one would have known 
 
because guess what? 

1134
00:59:52,840 --> 00:59:55,840
They probably wouldn't have put 
 that conversation on the show 

1135
00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:57,720
either. 
 
And it would have been one of 

1136
00:59:57,720 --> 00:59:59,840
these things between the family 
 where it's like. 

1137
01:00:01,040 --> 01:00:04,560
Meri saying no, Kody was the one

 that said this was a good 

1138
01:00:04,560 --> 01:00:07,280
choice. 
 
And then Kody going to Robyn 

1139
01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:10,880
saying I never said that. 
 
You know, it would have been one

1140
01:00:10,880 --> 01:00:15,400
of these drawn out bullshit 
 
things where Meri gets blamed. 

1141
01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:18,320
Yeah, he's gross. 
 
He is gross. 

1142
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:21,680
He's a fucking narcissist. 
 
He only wants to be seen as the 

1143
01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:24,520
good guy. 
 
So he pretends that he doesn't 

1144
01:00:24,520 --> 01:00:27,880
make any decisions because or he

 doesn't want to make the 

1145
01:00:27,880 --> 01:00:31,040
decision. 
 
Yeah, it's just, it's awful. 

1146
01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:33,840
Yeah, he's a stinky, Stinky. 
 
Well, he's supposed to be the 

1147
01:00:33,840 --> 01:00:36,000
leader of the family, 
 
Christopher. 

1148
01:00:36,000 --> 01:00:36,920
He's. 
 
Supposed to be. 

1149
01:00:36,920 --> 01:00:41,920
He's supposed to be, and as 
 
we're finding out, he is 1000% 

1150
01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:47,360
not and he is manipulating all 

of the wives behind their backs.

1151
01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:50,720
And then they get together for 

the couch moments where they 

1152
01:00:50,720 --> 01:00:54,880
have these discussions where no 
 one gets to be really truthful.

1153
01:00:54,880 --> 01:00:59,040
100% if it approaches that 
 
someone has a blow up. 

1154
01:00:59,400 --> 01:01:04,440
Kody talks at people in a way 
 
that jockeys things and makes it

1155
01:01:04,440 --> 01:01:08,200
seem like you'd are either wrong

 or this person, you know, like

1156
01:01:08,200 --> 01:01:12,019
he's always clarifying things in

 a way that's actually not 

1157
01:01:12,019 --> 01:01:15,250
true. 
Manipulating the situation? 
 

1158
01:01:15,258 --> 01:01:18,440
Yeah. 
He pits the wives against each 


1159
01:01:18,448 --> 01:01:22,420
other and then wonders why the 
family is falling apart. 
 

1160
01:01:22,428 --> 01:01:26,678
Yeah, it's situations like this 
where this could have been 
 

1161
01:01:26,686 --> 01:01:30,959
turned real bad real quick if 
Meri had gone along with him not

1162
01:01:30,959 --> 01:01:33,602

 wanting to tell people and. 
It would just be another thing 


1163
01:01:33,610 --> 01:01:35,227
on the roster of how Meri's 
terrible. 
 

1164
01:01:35,235 --> 01:01:37,800
Yeah, what? 
You know, Speaking of terrible, 

1165
01:01:37,800 --> 01:01:40,560
 Meri, my shit stain goes to 
Meri Brown. 
 

1166
01:01:40,568 --> 01:01:43,524
Oh, Meri. 
You know, Meri, I've given you 


1167
01:01:43,532 --> 01:01:47,224
many a mustard seed and now I'm 
giving you a shit stain. 
 

1168
01:01:47,232 --> 01:01:51,450
I highly doubt that the budget 
for these homes is like 
 

1169
01:01:51,458 --> 01:01:55,640
literally pinching every penny. 
I'm pretty sure she had a 
 

1170
01:01:55,648 --> 01:01:58,556
perfectly adequate budget to 
make some very reasonable 
 

1171
01:01:58,564 --> 01:02:02,224
decisions and to have some 
moderate finishings, some nice 


1172
01:02:02,232 --> 01:02:05,796
finishings, and then you know 
what to cut a corner on having 


1173
01:02:05,804 --> 01:02:08,220
like the three inch trim instead
of the five inch trim. 
 

1174
01:02:08,228 --> 01:02:10,591
Those kind of things, like 
literally making the decisions 


1175
01:02:10,599 --> 01:02:15,560
that you do when you're going to
work in a budget and to know 
 

1176
01:02:15,568 --> 01:02:19,920
that her first page, she was 
already over budget, that she 
 

1177
01:02:19,928 --> 01:02:24,722
couldn't have the sliding door. 
Kody, I hate a sliding door. 
 

1178
01:02:24,730 --> 01:02:29,772
If you guys could have like 
honestly that clip of her with 


1179
01:02:29,780 --> 01:02:34,320
the sliding door and how 
passionate she is about hating 


1180
01:02:34,328 --> 01:02:37,482
sliding doors, you'd be like 
bitch did you get your toes 
 

1181
01:02:37,490 --> 01:02:39,470
stuck in one or something when 
you were 10? 
 

1182
01:02:39,478 --> 01:02:42,812
Like what's the problem here? 
Why do you hate them so much? 
 

1183
01:02:42,820 --> 01:02:46,180
God just like, bring that, bring
110th of that passion into 
 

1184
01:02:46,188 --> 01:02:48,568
saving your own family. 
No shit like. 
 

1185
01:02:48,576 --> 01:02:51,300
Straight up. 
That's literally what the 
 

1186
01:02:51,308 --> 01:02:53,075
Darkers we're telling them. 
Yes, literally. 
 

1187
01:02:53,083 --> 01:02:55,940
Like I care more about 
decorating than your family. 
 

1188
01:02:55,948 --> 01:02:58,660
Apparently, yes, she does. 
And she does finding, we're 
 

1189
01:02:58,668 --> 01:03:00,220
finding that literally the time 
here. 
 

1190
01:03:00,228 --> 01:03:03,280
She needs the wet bar, she needs
the French doors, and she 
 

1191
01:03:03,288 --> 01:03:06,100
doesn't know where she's going 
to save money on this budget. 
 

1192
01:03:06,108 --> 01:03:08,620
And it's like, Oh my God. 
And she needs the five bedrooms 

1193
01:03:08,620 --> 01:03:10,888
 because she needs the hobby 
room and the pantry. 
 

1194
01:03:10,896 --> 01:03:15,355
I need my hobby room in my wet. 
Bar I went by the pantry and I 


1195
01:03:15,363 --> 01:03:18,800
can't have a sliding door. 
I can't have a sliding dab 
 

1196
01:03:18,808 --> 01:03:21,143
because I hit my tie and one 
wants. 
 

1197
01:03:21,151 --> 01:03:27,110
This woman, it's like, oh God, 
you know, Meri, I was rooting 
 

1198
01:03:27,118 --> 01:03:29,334
for you. 
We were all rooting for you. 
 

1199
01:03:29,342 --> 01:03:31,095
How dare you? 
Yeah. 
 

1200
01:03:31,103 --> 01:03:34,728
It's like I've given her so many
mustard seeds and now I'm going,

1201
01:03:34,728 --> 01:03:38,440

 yeah, roll it in a shit stain.
She's just. 
 

1202
01:03:38,448 --> 01:03:41,700
She's my shit stain this week. 
Sorry, Mayor. 
 

1203
01:03:41,708 --> 01:03:43,778
Sorry, Mayor. 
Yeah, yeah. 
 

1204
01:03:43,786 --> 01:03:48,800
That's where we're at here. 
This was that's another one that

1205
01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:53,490

 ends with a tragedy that ends 
up just coming back to, well, 

1206
01:03:53,490 --> 01:03:56,660
this 
 is how we have to get the
family back together. 
 

1207
01:03:56,668 --> 01:04:01,838
It's like we've had so many 
episodes and in some weird, dumb

1208
01:04:01,838 --> 01:04:06,074

 tragedy and then they're like,
well, but this has to be the 
 

1209
01:04:06,082 --> 01:04:08,332
reason, the experience, it's 
going to bring us back together 

1210
01:04:08,332 --> 01:04:11,662
 and. 
Then we'll do nothing about it. 

1211
01:04:11,662 --> 01:04:14,440
 
Anyway, who gave us love this 

1212
01:04:14,440 --> 01:04:15,800
week? 
 
I want to know that this. 

1213
01:04:15,800 --> 01:04:18,520
Is it OK? 
 
So we got some mustard seeds, 

1214
01:04:18,520 --> 01:04:20,880
which is wonderful. 
 
And our keep sweet moment this 

1215
01:04:20,880 --> 01:04:28,560
week is on Apple podcast, a five

 star review from LLS 7281. 

1216
01:04:28,960 --> 01:04:31,320
They say love this podcast so 
 
much. 

1217
01:04:31,480 --> 01:04:34,320
The opening with the iconic 
 
quotes and the let me call you 

1218
01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:37,360
sweetheart tune, Chef's kiss 
 
emoji. 

1219
01:04:38,000 --> 01:04:39,800
Please keep going through the 
 
seasons. 

1220
01:04:39,800 --> 01:04:42,160
I'm going to listen to every 
 
single one. 

1221
01:04:43,160 --> 01:04:49,000
Well, LLS 7281, be careful what 
 you wish for because you just 

1222
01:04:49,000 --> 01:04:53,000
might get it. 
 
Maniacal laughter. 

1223
01:04:53,000 --> 01:04:55,120
I know, right? 
 
And after our last episode, we 

1224
01:04:55,120 --> 01:04:58,200
were talking about keep sweet. 

I'm like, oh, keep sweet, keep 

1225
01:04:58,240 --> 01:05:00,160
sweet. 
 
Well, thank you for allowing us 

1226
01:05:00,160 --> 01:05:04,240
to keep sweet by giving us 
 
praise and positive feedback. 

1227
01:05:04,840 --> 01:05:09,160
If you want to be like. 
 
LLS 7281. 

1228
01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:13,680
You got it then please leave us 
 five stars. 

1229
01:05:13,680 --> 01:05:16,320
Please give us a good review. 
 
Please share our show on your 

1230
01:05:16,320 --> 01:05:19,000
social medias. 
 
Please tell everyone you know 

1231
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:21,760
that you want to get a mustard 

seed from us. 

1232
01:05:21,800 --> 01:05:23,760
Don't be a shit stain. 
 
Bye.