What does the nanny do? OK, so we're done.
Goodbye. You shut it off.
Do not twist my words. Do not.
Make me a victim, sweetie. Just look at the mountain.
That's what you saw that day. Just the knife in the kidneys
over all these years and the sacrifices that I made to love
you. The fifth episode of Season 5.
I wonder if that means something magical like 1111 on the
clock. Like if you look at it and you
really think about it, maybe good things will happen to you.
If you're listening to this
episode, good things are going to happen to you.
That's what I think it means. This is a good omen if you are
listening to this. Yeah, absolutely.
Good things are going to come your way.
Although based on this episode, you might be like, really, It's
not exactly the most feel good episode, but we're going to get
through it. Yeah, not necessarily.
We both may have shed a tear or two.
And I suspect you're going to hear us.
Well, you're probably going to hear me cry.
So buckle up. Season 5, Episode 5, mourning
the loss. So right away from the title,
you know it's going to be good.
And I was a little thrown off course because we open at
Pinnacle Homes, which is the house builders, and they started
talking about meeting to finalize decisions for their
houses. And I was thinking, oh, we're
going to get some good stuff. Because if you've seen the show
before, you know that we get some breakdown moments from Meri
through this process. Some real classics, some
beautiful heart wrenching get dumb bitch moments.
Moments where you want to jump through your TV screen and
shaker. 100 yeah. And yet this one, we didn't get
a lot of that. And so I thought, oh wow, we're
going to go on this journey. We're going to have all of these
moments. Well, there was only a few.
So we have more to look forward to.
All the more reason to subscribe to our podcast so you can hear
us talking about Meri. Oh, there's something about
Meri. Yeah, the title, even alone the
mourning, the loss. At first I thought maybe it was
like a pun and it was like going to be mourning, like
sunshine, something weird. And then I actually looked up at
like the written title and I was like, no, it actually says
like mourning. Yeah, like sadness.
Like I should have been wearing all black right now with the
veil. Then I kind of was like, oh,
what are they going to be mourning?
Like somebody can't do something for their home?
Yeah. Yes, this one does jump all
around. Very weird.
Like I said, we open at Pinnacle Homes and all the wives and Kody
are there to meet about their selections for their cul-de-sac
dream homes. Christine says this is going to
be a fun day. Yeah, well.
You know Christine, she's optimistic.
This. Is going to be a fun day for you
For you, right? And so they start out with like
some, you know, things on the table, some granite.
What do they call them? Like little swabs?
Yeah, little. They're not swatches, but.
Samples. Samples, thank you.
Little samples of like stone and some other things that are
color, maybe some carpet swatches.
And Christine makes her decisions in no time.
They only show a clip or two of her and she's like, I'll take
this one and I'll take that one. And I think even Meri says
something like, well, that is brown and black and it's like,
bitch, OK, She doesn't care. She made her choices in like 2
seconds. So you don't need to talk her
out of her decisions. Miss Indecisive, you know.
She said something about like the the choices not matching
because of the brown and the black and I'm like, just shut
your mouth. It's not about you.
She's making the choice for herself here.
God. Well, Meri is abusive, so we
know that Kody wants them to just make a decision, which, you
know, I don't blame him. Which pisses Meri off because
she's like, it's not just me, it's a Robyn too, and points at
Robyn and then Robyn pretends to bite at Meri.
She went like a little at her, like finger that Meri was using
to point. Like she just thinks she's so
cute. Oh yeah.
Luckily we don't hear a lot from Robyn in this episode, so.
Thank God. Really Not like anything I
think. I'm literally thinking my lucky
star. When they're discussing the
budget and going through things kind of high level, we don't
dive into a lot of details about budget other than the reminder
that they're splitting things evenly.
And at one point later, Christine talks about how if
they were different families, the budgets would be different.
I don't really get the point of
that hypothetical, but whatever.
I know it's like, duh, if you like, you'd be spending the
portions differently probably, but.
And you wouldn't be doing this together because you wouldn't be
a family. So it's very strange.
Meri comments that she is working just as much as
everybody else. She's like, this isn't about the
amount of kids that I have. I'm working the same amount of
hours doing the same thing as everybody else, so I deserve the
same thing. And to be fair, I suspect Meri
is probably one of the higher income earners actually, and as
we learned throughout the life cycle of the show, probably
contributed the most to the family part of maybe not at this
point, but moving forward, she is kind of just putting money
in, putting money in, putting money in.
So yeah, she has less children, but she is a financial
contributor. And it's funny how we waffle on
this, right? Because Meri's so annoying.
But then realistically, she does deserve to get what she wants to
a certain extent. I don't think it's that she
doesn't deserve to get what she wants because of course I'm
like, yeah, you're earning the same amount of money.
You deserve to be spending the same amount.
But it's this whole idea that they're one family unit, and if
somebody does have more kids than you, wouldn't you be
offering up more like a percentage more of your budget,
knowing that they have more needs than you?
It's like a selfless act for your family.
Fuck the wet BA. Let's like make sure that the
kids in Christine's home aren't sleeping in the living room or
something, you know? We've talked about in previous
episodes. It's really, well, a lot of it
is about the kids and not having any children go either go
without or be put in situations where, yeah, like he's sleeping
in a family room or something. Like, you know, just it's
complicated and Meri doesn't make it easy to take her side.
No. Meri never makes it easy to take
her side, No. Because she throws a little fits
like a toddler, you know, she gets this look on her face and
she stomps her foot kind of attitude and it's just so
unbecoming. And it's like, use your words,
Meri. Explain why you think that this
is, you know, she's frustrated like you need a baby talker.
I think that the one thing that would be problematic for me is
if I was one of the other wives and let's say that she let Leon
have like a Louis Vuitton bag or let's say Leon got an
completely new MacBook and the other kids, they can't even
afford to have a computer at all.
Or we don't know yet. We haven't seen that.
But that would be one thing for me as one of the other moms
where I would be like drawing the line, OK, We can't be
spoiling one child more than the rest just because you have
more of the bread here. I don't know.
That would be probably one thing because it'd be
differentiating the children. So.
Yeah, agreed. Yeah, at least it's not that
from what we know so far. I wouldn't be surprised if
there's an element of that happening, but it hasn't been a
plot point yet. It hasn't been brought up at all
at least, but. Speaking of Meri's work, while
they're at the table and she's starting to look at her things
and whatever she says, I need to go get another job.
It's like, well, that is kind of how it works.
The if you want more stuff, you got to have more money, at
least in America. And you're not from royalty,
even though you might think you are so.
Though Robyn has that Habsburg jaw as we've discussed.
And Christine is from polygamist royalty.
Meri, you're just going to have to work a little harder for
that wet box. Christine, we find out, is under
budget by 15%. But then she remembers.
Oh, no, I want tile in my dining room.
That'll eat that up. Yeah, tile in your dining room.
I'm going to have to see this. Right.
Well, and it's odd because they're in the desert, so I kind
of feel like their homes are either tile or carpet.
Like I don't know that there's any hardwood when they're done.
I think it's just because that's kind of a desert thing is like
tile. You won't want carpet in the
dining room. I can see why she would want it
tiled if that's. Well, and is this going to be
Truly's room? Is this where Isabel's sleeping?
Like we don't know yet. Right.
Not sure whose bedroom the dining room is going to be.
Maybe it won't be. When she falls off that cot,
she's going to skin her knee. It's.
Like an hard fall out of that bed.
I don't know about tile, but we'll have to see you.
I immediately went to like a weird tile wall and I don't know
why. In my brain I was thinking like
backsplash something weird but no duh obviously.
It's the floor. It's the floor.
Yeah. Yeah, that's funny.
Oh boy. So when we come back to Meri, I
don't know that we really heard anything from Janelle or Robyn
about their choices in this little meeting.
No, just that Robyn was having some trouble deciding, too.
Not as much as Meri, apparently, but.
And she was also hungry. She was trying to, yeah, eat off
of Meri's finger, Kody says to Meri.
Your budget is eaten up on the first page.
Yeah, you Max your budget out on the first page here, Meri,
that's not going to do. Oh God, which is classic, you
know, as as a woman with finer tastes, you know, I do enjoy the
finer things in life. I'm a little delusional so I can
identify it with Meri in this, but yeah, like you can't blow
your whole budget on the first page of a multi page line item
thing. So, you know, we're going to
have to have some harsh realities coming to Meri.
She goes, I know Kody and the way she said it is so cringy and
it's like the toddler tantrum again, I know.
And she scrunches her face up when she does it too.
And it's like you and. If any of them need Botox to
stop scrunching their face, it's Meri.
Her, Yeah. Like you pointed out,
embarrassment. All of the lines and the like
things she does is not helping her with the aging.
No, no. And yeah, just the maxed out
expressions that she does like her maxed out budget like
girlfriend get it under control.
Yes, yes. Can't with it.
Oh it's great. So Kody's first suggestion to
marry to help her with her budget is to get rid of the
French doors. I'm assuming these are back
doors out of the house, like onto a patio or something?
I'm not 100% sure, but that's what I'm thinking because her
response is I'm not having a sliding door, Kody.
That is one thing I said from the very beginning.
I will not have a sliding door, Kody.
I hate them. I hate sliding doors.
Like bitch, what do you have against sliding doors?
The things that she chooses to be particular about are
sometimes literally hysterical. I have never been in a home, I
don't think ever, where they had a sliding door.
And I was like, well, this just really sucks like this.
Just chaps my ass to see this sliding door right here.
For like a multimillion dollar French, you know, Chateau, Yeah,
I probably shouldn't have a sliding door, but we're talking
about like a normal suburban home in the desert outside of
Vegas. And if I'm being honest,
wouldn't a sliding door you can see out into your backyard more?
A French door has like paneling,
and why would you want that? And Kody says you're not going
to have all the kids running in and out of your house, so why
does it matter? And she's like I just said from
the beginning. So I'm curious if that means in
the past when she's had a slider if she was upset because the
kids would slam? It and bounce back open or
something. I could see that.
I could see that too, but that's it.
Still doesn't make it's not rational, no.
Like when you're over budget and it's obvious that you
shouldn't have French doors to the backyard.
Also in a ticky tacky house that generally lacks character in
the desert, you're going to have these French doors open.
How often it's the fucking desert.
Yeah, I would prefer a sliding door, I think in that case, so
that I could see my backyard and see the view.
I don't know. I just think it's a weird thing
to put your foot down on, especially if it's going to save
you a bunch of money. Like this door versus that one
is like a $3000 difference or something crazy.
Like duh, that's an easy decision for me.
Absolutely. I have no idea why you would
ever be hung up on this, but once again, Meri and her
particularities, she doesn't seem to be too particular about
her face. No, apparently not.
Other than that spray tan, she's got to go Max to the Max to
the potentially going into the race baiting territory here in
Meri. I don't know.
I don't get it. Not married doing blackface.
I mean, Oh. God.
Maybe going a little too far there.
No one is suggesting that on this podcast.
Never, never. When all of the adults are
getting ready to leave Pinnacle Homes, Kody tells everyone that
Mona says the most important thing to do is to keep their
credit in a good place. Don't let that slip.
Don't let that slide. Don't miss any bills.
Don't change your last name again, Robyn.
So I guess Robyn's still pre approved and they're hoping to
not let her slide down into the gutter.
But after Kody says that Meri has to say the most important
thing for me is if I made the right choice on my granite
countertops or not I. Still don't know about my
Granite County top? Too late, you circled something
and move on. And it is not.
We have not moved on. Oh, we have not moved on.
They're going to be tears. There's going to be heartbreak,
drama. I don't know.
I've never built a home, but I can.
I feel like I can understand the experience of sitting in a room
and making choices from these selects.
And for some reason she's just, you would think it was like life
or death. And we're just getting a taste.
It's going to get meaty, it's
going to get juicy and it's going to get dramatic.
Are we talking like she walks in and sees her countertops and
like dies on top of one of her countertops or something like?
No, but we will get drama when the house is actually built and
she goes in. Oh yes.
Oh yeah. But we have so many more steps
before that. My God, bitch, please, I'm ready
for this. You know Meri can never be
happy. Her face has all the lines to
show it. And I can identify.
Crickets. We are blessed with a commercial
break, and when we come back, the opening is Meri cleaning dog
piss out of a rug. Scrub, scrub, scrub on her
knees. Now, if you've had a pet, we've
all been there. It's not fun.
I'm only laughing because it's Meri.
If it was me, I'd be going, God damn it.
Not a gun, you know. Chris knows all too well that my
little dog Goose has problems. He has a lot of problems and one
of them is that he is a teeny tiny little dog.
He is an Italian greyhound with toothpick legs that doesn't
like to go outside when it's a tad bit nipply out.
I'm just watching her clean this up and I can't imagine like a
big ass dog like the one she has.
That's why I was like, EW, yes.
Because I had a Boston terrier, Rebel would have his little
accidents every once in a while, but it was pretty reasonable.
I mean, small dogs, it's much more reasonable.
Meri starts talking about her dog Drake, who is a big dog.
I do you know what kind of dog he was?
He looked like a lab. Yeah, like a golden lab or
yellow lab or something. Yellow lab.
He's chunky. Chunky.
He's had a good life, he's a big dog and he's cute.
He looks like a big dopey friendly guy.
Like the kids could just run up and jump on him and cuddle in
and he wouldn't care. Yeah, he was like Roly Poly and
seemed to have a good disposition.
Oh yeah. But Meri talks about how Drake
is aging and how he's losing his faculties, which happens, and
that's usually a sign of things to come.
Yeah, I thought he pooped on the rug.
So I don't know, maybe. He did.
I didn't know. I don't know if she told us it
was poop or pee. No they didn't, but I
automatically my mind went to shit.
Shit, sure. Yeah, well, she was doing the
scrub the like kind where your shoulders and your Meri was
giving it her all. She was going at that carpet.
We find out that Drake is 12 years old, which for a larger
dog is old. Yeah, while discussing Drake's
age, it's brought up that some of the kids have only known life
with Drake because several of the kids aren't even 12 years
old, and so he's been around their whole life.
Or let's say Drake came into their life when they were three
or something. That's still a dog your whole
life. So most of these kids only know
life with Drake. Yeah, essentially they're having
conversation like is his quality of life good?
Are we getting to the point where we need to put him down?
But they don't really come out and say that.
They're just obviously talking about it.
And Leon does not want to put him down.
Leon is sad about it. No go, doesn't want to do it.
Meri feels like a cold hearted bitch about it.
But you made a little comment when we were watching about, oh,
maybe Leon should have to clean up the pee in the poop.
Yeah, I'm like, Leon, you want to clean up that piss then or
that shit? Because as a mom for it, like
that's part of my thing too. Like when my kids are old
enough, if they say they want another pet, you know, you got
to be the helping out with it then.
And most kids don't. Like my mom always said that to
us whenever we want a new pet. Well, you're going to have to
clean the litter box more. You're going to have to clean up
the dog shit. Did we do it?
Probably not. Probably got yelled at it a lot.
But Leon sitting there on the
couch with their legs crossed, just staring at Meri, cleaning
up the shit. Being like, I'm not going to,
I'm not OK with putting Drake down.
Like, okay, Leon, put on your gloves.
Right. Get your cleaning gloves.
Get out. That cleaner?
Get out. That putt cleaner?
Meri and Kody have some back and forth about what to do.
Of course, you know, there's the hamming and the highing.
It's a big decision on what to do with a dog who is losing
their faculties, and everybody knows this.
It's a thing. Well, Kody doesn't really know
what to do because Kody is a farm boy and Kody says that life
and death is just part of the process of being on a farm and
Kody was exposed to it a lot. So Kody can't understand Leon's
point of view, and Kody acknowledges that, which is
nice, but Kody just doesn't get it.
But also Kody says, well, I don't know what to do.
And I think Meri's looking to Kody to say we need to do this.
And you know, of course Kody is like.
He can't make a decision to save his life.
And you, when you are in that position, if someone else is
there to say really, I think it's time, then that does help
you to make that decision. Like, I've been in that
situation where someone's like, it's time, and it's like, Yep,
it's time. Yeah.
And, you know, Kody's not the first person to grow up on a
farm or on a ranch where you have a less emotional reaction
to things with animals because they weren't the same for you
growing up. And so I'm not even really mad
at Kody for that, but he is annoying because.
Yeah. Because he doesn't want to be
the bad guy. He.
Never wants to be the bad guy. He doesn't want to just say in
front of Leon this is what we need to do.
Kody's letting Meri feel like a cold hearted.
Bitch, it's like, put on the pants, Meri.
Make a decision, Meri. God.
Kody. So Meri wants to call all the
kids over and let him know what's going on because her and
Kody discuss it. And Kody's way of getting out of
officially saying we're going to put Drake down is saying,
well, maybe we should take Drake to Utah to put him down on
their property from the old house in Lehigh.
And Meri is like, well, I think that we need to call all the
kids over and let them know and let them say goodbye.
Kody, on the other hand, did not want to tell them.
Oh my gosh, he's ridiculous. He is like, we should just have
them notice one day and say, well, he went to Utah and he
didn't come back. He went back to heaven.
Oh, he went to heaven, yes. Back to heaven, as if he came
from heaven, and now he has returned.
Back to heaven. What a classic case of Kody's
avoidance. If we're going to be real, not
only can he not make decisions, but then rationalizing them,
validating them, discussing them with other human beings like
he can't. He cannot.
He's such a fucking. Pussy, yes, he cannot be
accountable for anything. He just doesn't want to look
like a bad guy to anybody and he's willing to throw all the
wives under the bus for every decision because this is when
push comes to shove, this is Meri's dog.
So if Drake goes missing and he just disappears.
Back to heaven. Back to heaven, then.
Meri's going to be the one that's blamed for that, and no
one's going to be the wiser. Yeah.
Oh, totally. Kody obviously wouldn't fess up
to being like, yeah, I'm the one that suggested we take them to
Utah. Right.
And so then Meri probably gets to be the fall guy for the
killing of Drake. Yeah.
When in all reality that's not how they should go down.
And fuck Kody for even suggesting it.
Yeah, and Meri says that she doesn't just want him to
disappear on the kids. She doesn't think that's right.
And I agree with her. I agree with her too.
I think that's really awful to also not give them the
opportunity to learn about loss.
That is one of the things about having a pet is you have to be
with the pet through the good, the bad, and the ugly.
And the ugly is that their lives are shorter than ours and we
need to be there to say goodbye to them.
They deserve that as much as the kids deserve a chance to, like,
say goodbye. The pet deserves their respect
as well. Yeah.
If they're part of your family. Which is like a family member.
Yeah. Yeah.
So the kids do come over. They kind of show everybody
coming in and Janelle coming in with her purse.
Purse first. Janelle, she's always got a
purse with her. It's like, where you going with
your purse? Like, oh, just Meri's to see the
dog. So they're all coming in and the
kids are gathering around. And I don't know if Meri, we
really get much dialogue from her.
It's just all of a sudden they're breaking the news.
She's just the one with the camera, taking pictures of Drake
with each of the kids. And Isabelle is crying, and
Aurora's crying and. Meri's.
Upset, and Isabelle's very upset.
She's like beside herself. Red in the face, yeah.
And I think that's, I think Isabelle's the one where Meri
says no. I think you should take a photo
with. Yeah, she says that she doesn't
want to take a photo with him. And then Meri's like, no, I
think you should, like you'd regret not doing it type of
thing. Yeah.
And then Kody wraps up the scene by letting us know that Meri was
right. It was probably some closure for
the children. Yeah.
Yeah, and for Meri, and for you, if you were a human being.
Yeah. Oh, he's such a mess.
He is. The next morning, bright and
early, we're at Janelle's house. 04:45 AM.
We're going to the gym. I wish we just would have had a
shot of the and her hitting the alarm.
We didn't get that, but we did get her getting ready and there
was no sun. I thought it was night time as
in the sun was going down, but it's like, Oh no, the sun was
going to be coming up. Janelle's going to the gym.
She says that the early mornings are the only time that she has
found that she can stay committed to going to the gym.
She's not alone in that. I mean, I love being active in
the morning because I'm like, OK, got it done out of the way.
It's a good way to start the day
if your schedule allows for it.
That's great. Am I waking up at 4:45 to
workout? Fuck no.
No.
But do I like working out first thing in the day?
Yes. I would probably workout the
earliest would be like 7:00 AM. I did do a few 7:00 AM workouts
when the gym I was going to was literally in the basement of my
apartment complex and they had classes there.
I am a night person though I liked to go to the late classes.
Like end of my day you get
yourself all worked out like tired and then you go home and
eat something and shower. Like I liked to end my day with
it always. Janelle is a morning person.
He brings us up a lot. Yeah.
And I'm like, God, 4:45 AM, You know, the crew was pissed that
had to come and film with her. Totally.
They were probably like, God damn it, we got to go film her
at the gym. Real early morning and also, I
mean, what is she going to work or something she can't work out
at 6:45? I mean, 445 is obscene.
It's weird, it's weirdly early.
I want to know what time she goes to bed.
Probably 7 like 7:00 PM one of those people.
She's like, I need the blackout curtains literally because the
sun is still up and the only reason I need to go to bed this
early so I can wake up at 4:45 to go to the gym.
Yeah, weird. I'm like, meanwhile my 2 year
old goes to bed at 7. She's probably doing the same
thing. Yeah, oh boy.
Janelle fills us in that, you know, she's a stress eater, she
likes to eat, she's an emotional eater.
And how when they first started their gym journey back in the
day, the polygamist. Oh God, what was that
fundamentalist? Fundamental Fitness.
That she was 270 lbs when first weighing in with that with Bill,
their old trainer, and that she had lost some weight.
But everyone kind of, I feel like they just kind of dispersed
from this. After the gym idea was shot down
as a business, it was like that kind of went away.
We didn't hear about it. So she said she lost 10 lbs with
him, which I remember. She wasn't really losing much
weight. It took.
Months to lose 10 lbs. Yeah.
And she said that she started her gym journey nine months ago.
And then she says, like about
six months in, she stopped and she needed to find a new trainer
and someone that would push her in different ways.
Now my brain is filling in the blanks that they were going to
open this gym together and it didn't work out.
And maybe they had a slight falling out with Bill or things
got awkward with Bill and she felt like she couldn't go back
to the gym there. So she just started working out
at home, she claims, and it didn't work for her.
So now she needs to find a new trainer.
She did find a new trainer and it's like it makes me wonder
what happened that she felt she couldn't go back to the gym to
meet with Bill. I didn't really think about that
during the episode, but that totally makes sense that yeah,
they were going to start a business.
Didn't pan out. Can't see Bill anymore.
Work out at home. Which, come on, Janelle's not
going to work out at home. Because isn't he kind of the
one, Didn't we hear a little something that he's the one that
pulled the plug, that the person that he hooked them up with
that was going to help fund the gym pulled out?
There was something that didn't go right.
Yeah, something fell through. I suspect that in classic brown
fashion, they were probably talking a bigger game than they
were ever going to follow through with.
And obviously they decided to go with my sister wife's closet
because startup costs are so reasonable and Robyn's jewelry
designs are so inspirational. So, you know, not starting the
gym as a thing. I do suspect that was a hairy
situation, kind of like Bill's.
Never mind. Well, this is where we meet
Sean, and he's been working with her on more of a psychological
level, helping her with her stress and emotional eating and
the psychology behind it and helping her, yeah, fix her.
And when she's introducing us to Sean and they're showing us some
footage, that's where she volunteers that she's back up to
270 lbs. Yeah, she got back to the weight
she was. So she's back up at her OG
weight. When talking about Sean, she
does volunteer that she has shared her cheats with him.
So the psychological work, she's being honest is what she's
saying. So she talks about how she
cheats when she cheats, all the decisions she makes, blah blah
blah. To be fair, Sean does seem like
a little less of a meathead. So, you know, I don't know.
He seems like he is being kinder to her in a sense maybe or like
she shared all of this with him and he knowing all of the times
that she feels like she needs to eat more or has binge eating
or doing, you know, the bad behaviors and he's being able to
go well, what was going on in that moment when you did that
this time, like when she's admitting when she's done stuff.
So it is kind of a big part of
being a binge eater. And obviously she is, you know,
binge eating probably been like eating out of sadness and not
seeing a therapist. And that's a huge thing with
eating disorders. It sounds to me like she has
disordered eating, maybe not an eating disorder, but she hasn't
had a healthy relationship with food.
And she brings up that she's noticed her kids have become
couch potatoes because the separate backyards of all the
families, her kids aren't going out into the yard and playing
as much with the other kids. And that's got to be hard to see
as a mom. Like Oh my God, my kids are
following in my footsteps here.
Stuff. Yeah.
And that she hopes to join them when the cul-de-sac becomes
comes into fruition, that she would be able to be more active
with them and being at 270, her goal is to be down to 170 and
that's £100 to lose and it's a big goal, she knows that.
It's lofty. It's a lot.
It's been done. She could do it.
It's a lot. Going to the gym even 3-4 days a
week, that's a big change for somebody that's that weight.
So I'm curious to see if we notice a difference here.
I think I mentioned a few episodes ago that I'd noticed
she had gained weight back. And so this is kind of like, Oh
yeah, she really had. Because I felt bad even saying
it then. But I knew, like, I could tell.
And I really hope that she does
lose, you know, at least 2030 lbs even.
She'd probably feel better, right?
Yep, now we cut to Meri's house exterior, Meri's home.
Las Vegas. Kody, Meri and Leon are packing
up their SUV with Drake with the big old Roly Poly dog to bring
him up to Utah to see their old vet.
Kody found a vet that would be willing to come to their Lehigh
home to see Drake out in the property area.
They talk a lot about the county that they're going back to and
how Kody did not feel safe for the longest time going back.
Kody says that the County Attorney dropped the charges, so
he actually feels like he's able to go back for the first time
and feels safe doing so. I want to know when they drop
the charges. I'm very curious because it was
such a big plot point for the longest time and now we're just
getting it nonchalantly dropped in here.
Yeah. For a visit, it feels like a dog
down. Not a very big detail like, Oh
yeah, Kody said. It took some coaxing to go back
due to his leaving and not really coming to terms with
leaving. But it was kind of just
mentioned, peppered in there with this like journey back
home. Almost like I'm distraught about
going home because I hadn't really said goodbye.
They dropped the charges and I'm really, I'm just, you know,
we're going home and blah, blah, blah.
Like, okay, all right girl. I can't believe they didn't make
a bigger deal about it when they found out that the charges
were dropped. Yeah, of like Kody getting
something or hearing from a lawyer.
Right. It would have been an
opportunity for a Brown party or something, a gathering to fill
that landfill. Something actually interesting
to learn about. Instead of showing them back at
the cul-de-sac for the millionth time, they could have been
like, guess what, We're not going to be going to prison or
something, but. Right.
Nevertheless, and we're back at the compound where America was
introduced to the Browns in a split level that is really three
apartments and one building. Meri says that her sister is
currently living in the house, which we are aware of because of
when Leon was wearing the no shirt, bull shirt, bull shirt.
Shirt Yeah, Rebecca and Nathan are living in the home.
They're living in the house so they still have access to the
property which which is lovely.
They must still own the property.
Yeah. And Rebecca and Nathan are
renting there or squatting there.
Yeah. Exactly.
They don't, you know, they spare us these details.
Thank God this is the first time Kody's been back to the home,
obviously since they left and we get to see Kody digging Drake's
great Oh. Yes.
They let us know that their dog alley is buried back in the
forest, which is a collection of trees in their backyard.
Now, when I was a kid, we would call it a forest.
I get why he's calling it a forest.
To the kids, it was a forest. To us adults that are watching
the show, it is a collection of trees on the backside of their
property. It's some trees, but they did
bury their dog alley there. Kody's talking to the camera
outside, near the forest or in the forest or wherever, and he
says this is depressing, not just because of Drake, but
because of all the memories here.
My kids played. So yes, this is while he's
digging the grave. He's like a.
Dumb a dumb. I'm digging.
And my kids, they played here. There's lots of memories of the
kids that played here. Exactly, honey, you do a great
Kody too. Just like Robyn, you're a
natural. And I want to know who digs like
that. Well, you know.
Loosening the soil? Yeah, what the fuck was that?
He's being very high ho, high ho.
It's like he's being very animated and the cadence of his
talking with the hits of the pic.
And the hair flying down in the face each time, and him shaking
it back out of his face like he does.
OK, Kody. And of course he has to stop mid
sentence about the kids laying as if he's having an emotional
moment. If not for certain
circumstances, we never would have left Utah.
OK, Good story, Kody. Yeah, he says he didn't properly
say goodbye and he was so angry when they left.
Yeah, so, God, that's why it's so emotional.
There's something special and nostalgic about this place.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy to be in Vegas.
I like our homes in Vegas. But Yep, there's something
magical in the soil here. Like, have you ever seen Erin
Brockovich? There's definitely something
special in your soil, Kody. And if anyone's going to be
dramatic about digging a hole, it's Coyote.
Oh, Kody. It also looks like he's dug a
grave or two before because when he's done with that hole, I'm
going to give him props. It's actually a really good
hole. It's a big hole.
It's a deep big hole and it is rectangular shaped.
Oh, I don't know how he did that well.
He's gifted. He's buried many an animal.
When Kody puts on those work gloves, it brings him back to
the ranch and his dad's saying dig a hole for that dog bitch.
And then he's like. We're putting him out to
pasture, son. Got to dig another hole for an
another dead animal, but now he's that asshole man who gets
to be like I'm just going to be an asshole now about the dogs
like cool. Maybe his dad was like one of
those people that's like building holes, gives you
character. Building holes Building.
Digging holes gives you character.
I wouldn't be surprised. Yes, his dad was the notorious
asshole. And you know the apple didn't
fall far from that tree. Well, I mean, the movie Holes
was a very good movie, but that was part of the thing there too,
is that the kids were, it was their punishment was digging
holes. Is this a horror film?
No blasphemy. Well, I've never seen holes make
it sound like it's like the Titanic.
I mean, it's a movie that I mean, you are a little bit older
than me, so. This is it.
This must. Be I'm going to show you after
this, I'm going to show you and you're going to be like, Oh my
God, what? Well, Speaking of holes, Meri
tells us, As hard as it is, I've already prepared myself for
this. And then they're gathered in the
yard. Meri Kody Leon, I'm trying.
To Drake. Drake, I'm trying to harken back
to when you were giving us. All these names.
That one of the. Family names.
And then an unknown vet and then a vet assistant.
Rick the vet. Oh, Rick.
His name is Rick. Oh, Richard Dick.
Yep, and the vet suggests it's more humane to let Drake go
because he's in pain. Yeah, he's suffering at this
point and it would be more humane.
Meri is. I'm getting conflicted again.
I'm getting conflicted. Oh, Meri.
Kody's like, well, you heard him.
At this point, it's better to let him go.
And Leon is sobbing. Yeah, I don't blame Leon.
I'd be a sobbing too. I'd be a mess.
Then they're all doing the whole petting and the touching and the
loving. And the saying goodbye.
As the drugs are administered. And they show us.
Yeah. They show us little Drake, big
Drake, big Drake in there. Big Drake.
And like, why are they showing us this?
We were both crying and I, I said to Chris, I'm like, why are
they showing him? They definitely didn't need to
show as much of that, but. No, they didn't need to show all
of that. I felt like if I was the family,
I would have been like, OK, like you can show this part of
us saying goodbye, but you guys need to step away.
Right. I wouldn't want to be filmed
during that and I wouldn't want my pet to be filmed during that
either because again, it's a respect thing.
They're a family member. To me, that feels like really
invasive and kind of just yucky. Like I get the yuck about it.
Like there are some things that don't need to be filmed all the
way through. We didn't need to see Drake
after he'd passed away, like right.
Right. A little fucked up business
there. Yeah, as far as I'm concerned.
Well, and then as a viewer, like, I was reminded of putting
down my dog. And yeah, you know, the memories
come back in the fields. And because we just watched it,
I don't know if I'm going to cry about it in this moment
because I did cry when we were watching the show.
I had some tears. I wasn't sobbing.
Thank God I wasn't pulling a Robyn.
But yeah, if you've gone through that, then you know, and it
sucks. Yeah, it sucks a lot.
And Meri, this is kind of funny, like.
But before she goes, well, we already had the kids all say
goodbye. Like she mentions it to Rick
before he says like, yes, he does agree.
Like he's suffering. We should put him down.
Oh, OK. She's like, well, we had the
kids say goodbye. Like if I bring this dog back
home right now, it wouldn't be good.
Like, you know, you can see like the wheels in her mind, like,
oh, shit. Like I don't want to just put
him down to put him down. And I don't want to be like
evil, but Oh my God, now I had all these kids say goodbye.
If the vet doesn't say that we should say goodbye.
This would be fucking awful. What if Dick was like, guess
what, he's going to be fine, we just want.
To give him these vitamins for his hips that are hurt and he's
good, yeah. Just shove a plug in the back
and give him these vitamins and you're good to go.
Like, Oh no, Oh no, Oh no. I just went through something
similar too though where my cat had like a really awful scare
and completely looked like fucked up like something was
wrong. And I it was on Easter so of
course it's like a emergency vet visit on a holiday on a Sunday.
My kids are dressed up to go to
Easter brunch and I literally made them come and say goodbye
to our cat, like thinking that I wasn't going to be bringing
him back, only to bring him back in this horrible condition.
So he's like, he's getting better, but he's still rough.
He's 14, he's an old man. So I'm with my 14 year old cat.
Just like my kids need to say goodbye to this cat, right?
Like, he's 14. I don't know what else I would
have done, but it's like, yeah, I bring him back home and I'm
like, he's still here, He's still with us.
But I just did that to my kids.
Yeah, it felt real shitty. But obviously I'd rather I'm a
cat here, you know what I mean? Yeah, but it was like, I, I kind
of got where Meri was coming from there.
It was like, oh God. Right.
Like I think things are already in motion here, right?
I'm devastated about it. But they're already in motion,
right? Yeah, like, you don't want to
see him, like, you're being cruel or whatever.
And you do want the vet's honest opinion, but like, Oh my God.
Yeah. Yeah.
Oh. Kody says that this entire
experience has been closure, the closure that he needed.
Yeah, they're emotional on the couch.
Meri and Kody talking about the experience, letting Drake go,
and then we get footage of them putting Drake in the ground.
Luckily it wasn't too detailed. It was from afar, so maybe the
Krama crew did give them a little, you know?
Well, they can't really show that.
That's morbid. Yeah, it it was.
I felt like this was enough. It wasn't as much as when they
were literally administering the drugs that they do for like, oh,
he's gonna just chill out now. And then here's the drug to stop
the heart. And it's like, oh, my God.
Beyond that, they're putting him in the ground.
The crew's a little ways away. And you can kind of just see
Kody, like, lowering him into the ground, putting him in the
ground. And it was like, that's all I
needed. I didn't even really need that.
So thank you.
Yeah. And Kody says that it feels like
they're actually saying goodbye to Lehigh through this
experience that, you know, going back and visiting.
It's a thing where he hasn't been back and you know, all the
memories and whatever. But this is also like a way for
him to say goodbye to Lehigh because he never really did say
goodbye. They, well, they did.
They need to leave in the middle of the night.
Fled. Nobody knows that they needed to
flee Lehigh, but they did. And so this is Kody's
performative way of saying goodbye to their home, to the
compound, America's compound. And Meri says we need to create
the same experience here in Vegas for the younger kids as
the older ones had in Utah. And I agree, that's obviously a
stark difference there in the four homes.
And this is something that doesn't just happen now because
Meri said it Like it's not like all of a sudden now they're
going to like really learn their lesson and be a tight knit
family. But obviously when they talk
about the older kids and we get the flashbacks in the previous
seasons of them all being little cute kids and like, yeah,
they're in there like trailer home.
And it looks a little dumpy. It kind of looks like footage
from when I was a kid, you know?
And there's all the kids and they're all together and the
moms are probably wanting to murder each other, but the kids
are like together and having a good time.
And the younger kids now today don't have that.
They're like in separate homes and get together for events.
It's completely different. It's almost like they're being
raised like cousins now, yeah rather than siblings like Kody
said when he had to over explain families to us and how family
systems work. Yeah, very recently he was
telling us that they are siblings and it's like, well,
maybe do you have to tell yourself?
Because we know, but you're not living like that.
Like they are siblings, no doubt, duh.
But now it's almost like you're pulling them away from each
other. And even just like Janelle
saying that her kids are couch potatoes now, sitting on the
couch as opposed to running through the backyard with their
siblings. Like lifestyles are changing
here. People are pulling apart in
different ways. The kids are pulling apart
because it's not as easy to go and hang with each other.
We'll see what they can recreate.
And I suspect that for Meri in particular, this experience of
going back to Lehigh triggered something, you know, reminded
her of this. Like, oh, my gosh, we used to be
so tight knit. And like, you know, as things
gradually change in life, you can kind of get used to things
as you're going, you know, and then something can happen where
you're like, Oh my gosh, you take a evaluation and you look
back and you go, Oh my gosh, something is so different.
So I don't know how real of an awakening it was or if it was
just a sound bite moment, but it made sense.
I'm very curious. I feel like if I was in the same
position she is in, you know, she's the first wife.
She has one kid that's old enough that they're
self-sufficient. If I was in that position, I'd
be going home to home more. I'd be calling up Janelle,
calling up Christine, calling up Robyn.
Hey, can I come over for like an hour tonight and hang out?
Or you want some help with dinner tonight and the little
kids? I'll be over in 20 minutes.
How hard would that be? You know I would.
You have to want to. You would have to want to, you'd
have to want to hang out with the other women enough.
But if it's not about that and it's about the kids and wanting
the kids in your life like she claims and she says, oh, that
she wants these extra rooms because these are the kids that
she's going to have and maybe they'll want to stay there and
stuff. Well then you need to foster
those relationships. Doesn't seem like there's a lot
of that going. On.
No, not at all. Yeah, we don't see Meri every
day, but the way that she's talking, I'm guessing that's
not. Happening No.
She wraps up the episode by telling us it's essential that
we get that back. Their old family ways.
Well, agreed, Meri, what are you going to do about it?
Are you going to do anything about it?
I don't know if it's about this time or not that she starts
speaking to strangers on the Internet.
I don't know, but she's certainly not calling up
Janelle, Christine and Robyn to be like, what can I bring over
for dinner tonight? Let's fucking do it.
You know, like hello. I feel like I would be bored in
my home alone. Like, especially knowing that
we're not seeing Kody very often.
Yeah, I'd be calling them up. Like hey seriously, you want to
watch ATV show? Or what if all of the wives
watch the same TV show? Like maybe they're fans of the
Bachelor and we all get together one night a week and watch the
Bachelor together. Like girlfriends do that type of
shit. I'm like, that is so bizarre to
me to be this family and not even have that or just like
dropping by. It's just weird to me that
they're supposed to be one family and they don't have that
rapport. Well, particularly with Meri and
Robyn, because Meri has a history with Janelle and
Christine. Yeah, with Robyn, it's like they
were supposedly bosom buddies. Not Scissor Sisters, but bosom
buddies. And so you would think that she
would be, I guess even in a way, like pushy.
You know, that whole thing where it's like how she keeps inviting
herself over. It's like, invite yourself over,
Like, Oh my God. And I don't know if Robyn just,
I think Robyn doesn't really care because Kody's probably
spending the most time at her house and so she's totally
satiated with everything. Christine is wishing Kody was
over more. But when he does come, he
doesn't talk to the kids and he just is on his phone and she
feels like she's probably just asking him to do things.
Yeah, and he's trying to find excuses to come as late as he
can and leave as early as he can.
And any little mistake she makes is the reason for him to pick it
apart and leave early because he's pissed at her.
Right. And then you've got Janelle, who
is an autonomous person overall and probably doesn't
really care about how much she sees Kody.
Like, she probably thinks it's nice to see him, but isn't like,
you know, longing for him. So, you know, and I don't think
she's longing for time with her other sister wives either.
I think she's just pretty much like, I kind of identify with
Janelle in that way. I can spend so much time by
myself. I'm just like, yeah, I guess
every once in a while I get lonely, but for the most part
I'm not lonely. I'm cool being by myself.
But she used to be the one that was all like family, this
family that we need to be closer, we need to make this
work. And I don't know when that
switch flipped, but I feel like it's for sure obvious this
season. I agree and I don't know if it
was more talking points before because, you know, she was the
the working mom quote UN quote these, you know, things they
tried to make her. I think that something about
moving out of Lehigh. I mean, it really is that thing
like being together. You know, when you live in the
same building as someone, you're going to see them more often and
you are like almost forced to be intertwined, you know, And
then you separate and see each other less.
That's why it's so weird to me that they didn't just buy 2
duplexes or something. They should have just bought a
duplex for. Sure.
Yeah, like a multi. Triplex.
Yeah, well, Kody was really open for that big millionaire's house
that was short sale with four kitchens.
The moron. Yeah, they totally could have
bought it like a row of townhomes or something.
Rented something that made more sense and now we're coming up on
the they've been there for a hot minute.
So it's not even like they were there for a year and they're
like, OK, so for example, coming up on nine months, it's like our
leases are all going to be up. What are we going to do?
Like do you just renew your lease and say, well, we're
buying a house or we're building homes?
They maybe start going month to month because they're building
homes and you'd have to negotiate a month to month or a
half year lease. I don't know because they said
once they break ground, what, 5 months and they were planning on
breaking ground in two weeks from this episode they said.
So yeah, their leases are probably getting close to being
up, but a lot of places will offer a month to month, but it's
more expensive like. Well, and I'm just saying a lot
more expensive when their first lease the year was up.
If they got a year lease, then that wasn't a trigger moment to
figure out a new living situation, even if until their
homes are built right, Like I would be going, oh, my kids
aren't seeing the other kids enough.
Like we got to do something. They move every year anyway.
They've got Meri. She'll throw a piano on her back
and drag it across the street. You know, like I just feel like
they say things, but their actions don't align to what they
say. Like if it's so important to be
around each other, then you'd make it fucking happen.
And and none of them seem to really do it.
No. Not at all.
Their families kind of just coming apart.
It started splintering back in good old Lehigh when they had
one new soon to be wifey out on her own and then the splinter
just like broke off even further.
I don't know, It's like, God, then all of a sudden the tree
that's splintering is hit by lightning.
And it's like, now what do we do, you know?
Yeah, well, now we're burning, now we're on fire.
We're split in half, like all got into shit.
And then Robyn's over in the corner being like, I one time
had a tree that got hit by lightning, and I'm going to tell
you it abused me. God.
Now, we did tell you that we don't get a lot of Robyn in this
episode. And we came through on that
promise. So you you can give us your
mustard seed for being honest about that.
Yes, as if we had any control over that.
But you know what? We were blessed with very
little. Robyn.
Thank you. Thank you.
Puddle Monkey Production. I think we saw Solomon more than
Robyn. This stuff is being held by
Kody. Oh Jesus.
Oh God. And also a little moment when
they were saying goodbyes to Drake and little truly
scrumptious came up and was like, like by the dog.
And I was like, oh truly, She's like getting that little blonde
head of hair. The little Peach fuzz.
Yeah, yeah. So cute.
I always love seeing truly when she was little.
So now moving on to our mustard seed and shit stain.
Darling, would you like to start?
Would you like to tell everyone who you feel has earned a
mustard seed in this episode? Oh.
Boy, the mustard seed here is going to go to Janelle for
starting her workout journey again, not necessarily getting
up at 5445. It was God, gag me again, a
little nutso there, but I appreciate that she is, you
know, getting down to business and taking care of herself again
and all gung ho about it. And it seems like this new
trainer and her have a good vibe going between each other.
And I like that he's actually addressing the psychological
like reasons behind the eating because that is the major, major
part of it, right? And I'm glad that she's getting,
you know, help there where she needs it and hopefully, you
know, sticks with it. What about you?
Well, I have to admit that I'm a little sad because you took the
only mustard seed that I really could think of.
Yeah. How so?
This is where I'm going to have to.
I'm going to throw the leaderboard for Topsy Turvy
here, and I'm giving a mustard seed to Christine Brown.
I'm going to immediately regret this, but when they went to go
make their first selects for the homes, Christine said I'd like
this and I'd like this and I'd like that and I'm under budget
and things are great and I'm good to go.
And she made her decisions very quickly.
And I have to say that that is admirable for the situation.
Ordinarily, I probably would not be.
So I don't know if I would call it flippant that she was like
that, but I have to give her kudos that she was just so quick
to make her decisions. I probably would do a little
more Hemming and hawing, but I also do feel confident in making
decisions like that. So I feel like she deserves a
mustard seed, no matter how much it pains me to give it to her.
I mean, this isn't the first time they've seen the stuff,
right? Like, they've gotten to look at
it. They've probably seen pictures
of stuff online. Whether or not they've seen the
actual, like, Swatch of stuff there in front of them, we don't
know. But she probably had time to
think about it and made her decisions and then got to see
him in real life and was like, yeah, I think my decision's good
and went with it. I forgot a funny moment that
cracked me up. And I agree with you on the
mustard seed here because when she said she was 15% under
budget, Kody said, oh, Meri's going to probably try to get
your 15% for hers and Christine goes she is not getting my 15%.
Yes.
And then that's when the tile came up that she was getting
tile in her dining room. All the more reason for her to
have earned this mustard seed is denying Meri the extra budget.
Like right away she was like. No love that.
And so, Christine, you get my mustard seed on the shit stain,
darling. Oh.
Shit stain. I think you're going to take my
shit stain again. The shimmere in my drawer.
But luckily, I think there's more than one choice for this
episode, so I won't be too disturbed no matter what you
choose. I think, you know, I'm going to
take it because it's going to be Kody Brown, yeah.
He's definitely a dark dark brown shit stain.
Yeah, the not wanting to tell the children and hide yet again
a huge thing from them. You know you hid the move until
the like the day before. You have hidden so much in your
life and probably still are. And how's it fucking working out
for you? These kids would have been
traumatized if Meri had gone along with your dumb plan of not
telling them. And then to top it off, it's
like, I don't know, there's just something sheisty about him
and him trying to put the blame on another person and trying
to make Meri be the fall guy. Like that's where that was
going. That's where that was going.
And no one would have known because guess what?
They probably wouldn't have put that conversation on the show
either. And it would have been one of
these things between the family where it's like.
Meri saying no, Kody was the one that said this was a good
choice. And then Kody going to Robyn
saying I never said that. You know, it would have been one
of these drawn out bullshit things where Meri gets blamed.
Yeah, he's gross. He is gross.
He's a fucking narcissist. He only wants to be seen as the
good guy. So he pretends that he doesn't
make any decisions because or he doesn't want to make the
decision. Yeah, it's just, it's awful.
Yeah, he's a stinky, Stinky. Well, he's supposed to be the
leader of the family, Christopher.
He's. Supposed to be.
He's supposed to be, and as we're finding out, he is 1000%
not and he is manipulating all of the wives behind their backs.
And then they get together for the couch moments where they
have these discussions where no one gets to be really truthful.
100% if it approaches that someone has a blow up.
Kody talks at people in a way that jockeys things and makes it
seem like you'd are either wrong or this person, you know, like
he's always clarifying things in a way that's actually not
true. Manipulating the situation?
Yeah. He pits the wives against each
other and then wonders why the family is falling apart.
Yeah, it's situations like this where this could have been
turned real bad real quick if Meri had gone along with him not
wanting to tell people and. It would just be another thing
on the roster of how Meri's terrible.
Yeah, what? You know, Speaking of terrible,
Meri, my shit stain goes to Meri Brown.
Oh, Meri. You know, Meri, I've given you
many a mustard seed and now I'm giving you a shit stain.
I highly doubt that the budget for these homes is like
literally pinching every penny. I'm pretty sure she had a
perfectly adequate budget to make some very reasonable
decisions and to have some moderate finishings, some nice
finishings, and then you know what to cut a corner on having
like the three inch trim instead of the five inch trim.
Those kind of things, like literally making the decisions
that you do when you're going to work in a budget and to know
that her first page, she was already over budget, that she
couldn't have the sliding door. Kody, I hate a sliding door.
If you guys could have like honestly that clip of her with
the sliding door and how passionate she is about hating
sliding doors, you'd be like bitch did you get your toes
stuck in one or something when you were 10?
Like what's the problem here? Why do you hate them so much?
God just like, bring that, bring 110th of that passion into
saving your own family. No shit like.
Straight up. That's literally what the
Darkers we're telling them. Yes, literally.
Like I care more about decorating than your family.
Apparently, yes, she does. And she does finding, we're
finding that literally the time here.
She needs the wet bar, she needs the French doors, and she
doesn't know where she's going to save money on this budget.
And it's like, Oh my God. And she needs the five bedrooms
because she needs the hobby room and the pantry.
I need my hobby room in my wet. Bar I went by the pantry and I
can't have a sliding door. I can't have a sliding dab
because I hit my tie and one wants.
This woman, it's like, oh God, you know, Meri, I was rooting
for you. We were all rooting for you.
How dare you? Yeah.
It's like I've given her so many mustard seeds and now I'm going,
yeah, roll it in a shit stain. She's just.
She's my shit stain this week. Sorry, Mayor.
Yeah, yeah.
That's where we're at here. This was that's another one that
ends with a tragedy that ends up just coming back to, well,
this is how we have to get the family back together.
It's like we've had so many episodes and in some weird, dumb
tragedy and then they're like, well, but this has to be the
reason, the experience, it's going to bring us back together
and. Then we'll do nothing about it.
Anyway, who gave us love this
week? I want to know that this.
Is it OK? So we got some mustard seeds,
which is wonderful. And our keep sweet moment this
week is on Apple podcast, a five star review from LLS 7281.
They say love this podcast so much.
The opening with the iconic quotes and the let me call you
sweetheart tune, Chef's kiss emoji.
Please keep going through the seasons.
I'm going to listen to every single one.
Well, LLS 7281, be careful what you wish for because you just
might get it. Maniacal laughter.
I know, right? And after our last episode, we
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