Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
Welcome back to Candyland. We are ready.
I fucking missed you, I'm ready. I feel like every single week I
tell you how much I missed you, but like, I really did.
Well, we haven't been talking because it's been busy.
Yeah. Also you look hot and she's
crossing the out of these videos because she's not so hot right
now. And I know every fucking week I
show up Looking like a bum ass thumb and you look hella cute
all the time. And every time I have to do
commercial videos for us, I'm like, I really want to crop
myself out of this. And so I'm like, fuck.
Now I'm putting on pants while I'm wearing pajama bottoms, but
I wore a bra. I did my makeup.
How you doing? I love it.
I love to see it. I'm really excited for because
spring is near. We are about to change times and
I'm ready. And I feel like I have a lot of
plans coming up and a lot of different things and also I want
to go to a Salt Cave. Bitch, I know there's one in
Pennsylvania that I want to go to my friend Tiffany, I had
around coven of rejects but she owns a Salt Cave in Pennsylvania
and since that goal of coven of rejects is always been to let go
travel places. I want to go to her Salt Cave
and like I actively like I have the budget for For it and
everything. Planned out.
Were manifesting at happening. Nice.
I love it. I got a new tattoo and I did but
I'm telling everyone. Yeah, I'm excited.
It's my first tattoo of the Year.
Welcome to the camera so I can see it through the camera.
Yeah, it's a perk of patreon. My new butterfly baby,
listening, she got a big old dick right on the side of her
neck. So subscribe to patreon to see
if it's good. I really like your necklace.
You have on. It looks pretty.
Thank you. So one of them is a key and then
the other one isn't a huge abundant spell jar.
And I used to be one of those. Yeah, because I look like, I
like that key though. A lot.
That's cool. It looks good with it.
I love it. Um, What was I gonna say?
I'm excited for spring time, not for myself because we know how I
feel about warmer weather like miss me with that shit.
But for other people, I'm excited because I can definitely
see how colder weather is affecting.
The people who like really struggle with their thoughts and
like depression and things like that, and the theme of this is
spiritual guidance and I'm not giving you life.
Guidance keeps coming. Yup.
And I think that there's this energy of people, treating their
spiritual mentors and their and people giving any kind of
spiritual guidance as their therapists.
And there are some like spiritual mentors who like,
that's what they want to do. They want to incorporate tarot
and different forms of spirituality and to counseling,
but if that's not what you're specifically seeking somebody
out for, like, I don't know about you, but for me that
shit's exhausting I do think a lot of people like, know, their
trauma dumping, but they do it anyways.
And that's like, what a therapist is for is to like,
have a conversation with someone and like, talk about your self,
and your past and your present, your future.
And I think that to a certain extent spiritual guidance can
help you work through depression.
But like, if you battle depression or like suicidal, In
or anything like that. Yes, you definitely need a
therapist. You shouldn't put that on
someone else, besides like yourself because a therapist is
going to help you take it to the next level, for like,
accountability and reflection reasons, and whatever else that
you may need. And I think that you maybe could
benefit from like a balance of both.
But also, like, you could have a therapist and or get readings
and not apply thing that they say and then not get anywhere.
See. And that's the thing too.
Is like you could have all of these resources and still not
utilize them. But I just think that once it,
if you need more advice than like somebody has given you when
they have been like an active session with you and you need
more than that. We're like you're like that
answer doesn't suffice for something or whatever that for
me is like well maybe that's when you should go and you
should see somebody who has like different perspectives and
whatever on things because Does spiritual guidance.
Only goes so far if you've got, like, deep-rooted shit that you
have to work on. And somebody told me because I
suggested to them that they should see a therapist to.
And they're like, well I just can't afford that right now and
like I'm working with you and I'm like that doesn't make any
sense. If you go to a hot dog stand
because you can't afford like a bear claw, like the hot dog guy
is not going to give you a bear claw.
He's gonna give you a A hot dog and be like, Oh, find a bear
cloth shop. I mean, I just think that
there's a different need for everyone and I think also it's
about finding the right therapist or the right spiritual
practitioner as well. I think so.
Sure like, even outgrow people or outgrow situations and they
just keep asking the same question.
They like refused to take it there.
I don't know. I just like, I do.
Don't understand people's intentions sometimes because
it's like they don't even know what they want and I have a lot
of people try to like project things onto me and I just don't
play into it and then like they do the exact opposite of what
they said they were going to do it just like no one asked you to
do the first thing. The second thing, the third
thing but it's just like just do what you want to do.
Quit trying to do like this manipulation thing and I think a
lot of people just operate in that sense of like I don't know
molding themselves into what they think other people want or
just, not taking accountability for how they really are.
Yeah, I think too that like I don't know, I've really been
like analyzing lately, people that continuously do shit,
that's like, hella shady. And then ignoring it, like
ignoring ignoring people in general, after they've done
something like ghosting and I literally think that it has to
do with like somebody being embarrassed by their actions
because they have a repetitive thing and like it's being
obvious now. And I think If people will get
like ashamed of themselves or embarrassed and back away,
instead of like, taking the acknowledgement and being like,
yo, like been fucking up lately. Sorry.
I recognized it like, I'll do better.
Yeah, definitely. And then they just keep digging
themselves deeper in the hole and then they just yeah, fall
off the face of the Earth. Yeah, it's pretty common
especially because people just don't want to take
accountability. Exactly, that's exactly.
An example of it is just like they would rather not say
anything. Thing then validate your
feelings or validate anything really and I think a lot of
people just live in like a weird.
I don't know, I want to say like Cycle and their own life that
like they don't realize how they're projecting that on to
other people and or like attracting more of that energy
into their life by being that way.
So then of course you feel like there's like a dark cloud or
people always fuck you over. You can't trust anyone because
you yourself are putting that energy out there.
So therefore that makes you untrustworthy or makes you wish
you wash, your makes you feel some type of way because you're
used to getting that energy like from other people.
So you instantly are projecting that onto new people.
Like, that's what I feel about people.
It's like people say they want to change but then they turn
around and do the same shit and it's like you can say it all day
but like where is the accountability or the action?
Yeah. Well and and those cases to, I
just feel like, if you're not, if you know that you're somebody
who like you're not, you don't want to take accountability and
like, take advice and like have action on things too.
Just don't make plans with people, and don't put yourself
in situations where other people are reliant on you for anything
or where, like you're going to keep inserting yourself to get
advice or to have situations for you to let people down on.
Like, if you have to break those toxic cycles and you see
yourself in them, give yourself space away from other people and
like, actually processed through that shit instead of projecting
it on everybody, because I would rather somebody take a step back
from interacting with me and be like I'm going to like really
selfish place right now and I need to work on myself and like
step back and then be ghost as opposed to continue to come
around in my circle and make me then have to decide.
Do I want to completely cut this person off?
Because if I cut you off, there's no coming back but you
going and working on yourself and healing.
I'll always have the patience for that.
Yes, like quit making plans. Quit telling.
People you're going to do something quit doing dumb shit.
And then following through on it, you're the one that setting
yourself up for failure and I think a lot of people are just
constantly committing to things plans, whatever that they can't
hold. Hold up on, or whatever, you
know what I mean. It's just like, I don't know.
So many people like to just say they're going to do something
and then last minute just not do it and that arcs me more than
anything and Also, it's like if you're going to ask someone for
advice or ask someone for help or ask someone for something and
then you don't use it. It really is just like a spit in
someone's face or you know what I mean?
It's like, okay, I did all this work, to get your help and
energy and then I don't even use it.
Like, that's so frustrating on the other end of it, because
it's like, why are you even contacting me?
Why do you continuously, you know what I mean?
Like, ER, act, if you're not willing to do, what?
Spirit of scientific part of people, ditching out on plans to
is I feel like there are a lot of people who want to have like
certain images of like having certain amounts of money and
being able to go on things. And when they get invited to
like something that is out of their price range, but they're
like, oh, like yeah, sign me up. And I like try to make it happen
or whatever. Like I've had those experiences
where somebody just couldn't Afford what we were doing and
they kept trying to have this like different image and come
across a different way and so they just go stood about the
trip and instead of saying like hey I just can't afford that.
And so like in one way I would like if you say you can't afford
it, I'll be like, okay, no problem.
Like how much are you short? Let me help you out like and if
I can't do that then like we'll make plans another time
whatever. But I would rather know that
then be planning something and then not get money from that.
Sin and had been forced to invest into it myself.
That would piss me off and that's happened.
Yeah, it's all over the place. Literally, like, I am about done
paying for people shit ahead of time because they can't do it.
Because literally so many people fucking do exactly what you just
said like they don't want to tell.
You know, why tell someone. Yes that you Can do something or
yes and commit to something plans, troops, concerts,
whatever it is. And then last minute flake.
Like, if you're going to like you give me a month notice.
Like if you're going to flake and you know, deep down, like I
don't got the money for that or I don't let the time for that or
I got a new job and I got to work, whatever it is let me know
because I promise you, I can find someone to go.
But whenever you all wait until like the week of the trip or the
fucking day before the concert or whatever it really is, the
First ever. Because then there's no selling
this ticket or like inviting someone.
It's last minute trying to find someone who wants to end up
going for free. So it ends up being great for
whoever that person is but there's not a lot of people that
on a fly. Don't have their kids work or a
commitment, right? So it's just like, that's so
shady as an adult, who knows what adult things you can and
can't do you know what I mean? And it's just like, I don't
know. Like, I am so cool with people
telling you how it is. Like, I am not going to get mad
at you. It is not going to mess up
anything, but it's when you disrupt my frequency and like,
you know, something that should be a vacation or like Carefree
for me is turned into like babysitting.
You trying to get money trying to communicate, don't know where
the fuck War. Like, no, I hate that.
And that's like the friend that, like, next thing, you know,
they've gotten locked up or something.
You know what I mean? Like, no.
Like just stay the fuck at home or don't.
Commit to the trip, whatever it is.
We've all had that friend, maybe we've been that friend, who
knows? But like, don't do that to
people because if you can't do it, I promise you.
Someone else fucking can and it's no shame.
It's no hard feelings. It's just don't tell me you're
going to do something and not do it.
Just don't tell me that. Just be like, well, I'd love to
do that, but I can't. Or I don't, I can't right now or
whatever, you know, instead of like yeah, sure, Count Me In and
be great. Well, when it comes down to
communication to like, let right like, let's say that again,
like, let's say that like a financial thing.
As a basis, I've literally had trips where I've told the person
like I can't do that right now but I can give you payments to
pay you back and I like make an agreement and pay that person
back and that goes into you communicating with your friends.
And I tell you right now, if you're embarrassed to
communicate with your friends, why the fuck are they your
friends? Because that's hella weird.
I can't tell. Tell you a struggle that I could
think of going through and then at the end of the day, like
ditching out on you, instead of being like, here's the thing,
like, literally it did fucking happen.
We were talking about me coming and seeing you.
And we were literally talking about like, dates to do it and I
was like, no, I'm going to make that happen.
I'm going to come and see you, and I couldn't fucking get the
ticket in time and so I communicated that with you, it's
been like, six months later but I have The fucking money to buy
my ticket. So next month, we're buying my
ticket to come and see you. So I just think that just be up
front, just be honest, if you're communicating with me, just be
honest, I would you're supposed to, like, literally, what is it
like, Ask for forgiveness later, like just do the thing,
whatever. Like you're not really supposed
to like, say they're going to do something.
If you ain't gonna fucking do it, it's just common sense, it's
just decent, common decency, you wouldn't do that.
You wouldn't want that done to you, so it's like, whatever.
But I'm literally over it. I'm over people being
disrespectful. I'm over people being weird as
fuck. I have literally interactive
with some weird ass fucking people in the last.
Six months and it's just crazy. It's just crazy.
How people act I don't really have that much patience for a
lot of things right now. I feel I have filled up my, my
time and my space, when I want to give other people energy with
like businesses and like my spiritual growth and things like
that. And so now people coming in,
with like any energy that isn't serving that I just don't have
patience for it and I'm like, literally, why are you wasting
my time? Like, I don't have energy for
that. Don't, I?
Me for something for free. Don't tell me that somebody is
offering you a reading. Don't tell me about it because I
do not care. So today, I actually got protest
by someone who looks like it's like a really legit like artist,
and I couldn't find any, like, second accounts that looked like
it would be a scammer, anything. And they were like, I really
want to paint you and they were sending me some of these
paintings they had done. I was like wow.
That's cool as fuck. And then then they started
talking about payment in a check and I was like I don't know what
they're talking about. So yeah, then they got kind of
weird and then they were like, then they said something that
sounded scammers. So it was instant red flag after
I like was like, Mom, I don't know about that.
I was like, you know, whatever and they were like okay, well
your payment is $700. And I was like for what though?
Like, you're the artist, you're asking me to use my picture and
he like use the word muse like it was actually a really Dope
Message. So I thought it did not sounds
cameras and Then they're like, well, I have to send the check
to you because I'm over my deposit limit this month and
like a bank does, like, limit you on the amount of money that
you can, like, put in Via like electronic checks, like, you
know what I mean? Like, from, you're talking.
But like, I don't know any limit to put money in the bank at all,
if you're there at the bank. So it's like that's what sound
is cameras to me. You know what I mean?
Because that's like and he's like, well, I don't know, he's
like this isn't a scam, it's kind of thing but it was like
they don't know. He didn't say the word scam but
he was like there's nothing wrong and I was like I don't
know I thought there'd know you send me a voice note.
First of all I really felt weird about it for after them like
he's like yeah. Like, um, I don't know.
I sent people that come in my inbox or the iMessage or
something. I send them a voice note with
that. Like if I invite somebody on the
podcast, I'll send them a message and I'll also send a
voice message and be like I just wanted you to know it to me it's
not a scammer because I reach out through Instagram a lot to
people and so it's almost like you have to start doing that.
If like you're a legitimate person, reaching out to people
are a legitimate business letting people know that like
Like, I'm an actual person. Like, I'm an artist, I'd like to
do this. Yeah, I mean, it sounded dope,
but we got scammers and I was like, man.
I don't know about that. So I just kind of, didn't really
engage with it. After that, it's not a new
background, this. Hmm.
I don't know, it looks different than your setup.
Your favor have these lights? I don't ever turn on.
Okay, maybe it's that, I don't know, it just looks different.
Well, thank you. Welcome.
I didn't put any extra work. I'm glad that it looks different
because I didn't do anything different.
It's a are about to be going on. Like so many fucking Adventures
friend in the future but who knows?
Because it seems like everything gets wonky.
I want to go to that a jelly roll.
Jelly Roll concert, Jelly Roll concert.
When is he going to be there near you?
October 10th, which is my mom's birthday.
That's my dad's birthday. Yes.
Okay, I would did we establish this last year?
You have an affair, right? I forgot to felt like, deja vu.
And he said that and you're like, yeah, I mean, I feel like
maybe we have briefly spoke on that, but I'm not really sure.
I know that we haven't made that really known and now, I probably
won't forget now. I'll tell someone No, I'll tell
some World Jesus knows, Mars has been in jail for a long time.
What does that mean? For me?
Seasoned. Well, and he doesn't.
He doesn't like being in Gemini for real.
I don't know if you do Rising. It means a lot for you because
Mars rules Scorpio, and then he's in Gemma. okay, well, I
will say that I feel aggressive, I feel assertive, I feel
frustrated, I feel empowered and I feel creative as fuck and
Abundance, just be flowing. Nice.
I think my monster is going to get a new Leaf soon.
I don't know what that is. I'll play it.
Oh, I can't keep plants alive. Well it's a thing, it's fun fact
at the chiropractic office that I'm at, they killed all their
plants and so they had to replace their plants with fake
plants and so people come up all the time because I put lavender
oil in the lavender and they'll be like, oh my gosh, it smells
so good. Oh it smells great.
And I'm like I got to thinking plant, I just put essential oils
on it. Well, I mean, if you over water
It's not good if you underwater omits better.
Bro, it's literally the girl that worked there before.
I had told me her watery schedule, like it was on the
thing and they were thriving and it was incredible for them.
And these plants had live for like 13 years.
And then, I show up, bitch, they died.
And I literally had the same watering schedule, everything
and the owners are like, well, we probably just needed to,
like, repot them because like, we've never repotted them with,
Never changed soil, we've never like moved them, whatever losses
nutrients. But I feel like personally
responsible because it sure is coincidental that like they all
up and die at the same time, my girls Starvin but like the girl
I just I love that for you actually.
I've literally got planned sit around covid Tom and then I had
a bunch and then on Honestly, some of them died, but I have 4
and Y, have for in like a some succulents.
But yeah, it's a bomb. I got to tell you.
So okay so you know how I had done that personalizing your
spirituality class before. Yeah.
So I started a second class to that and tonight was the first
class and then I'm doing another round of the first class and
that'll be on Thursday. But tonight we the theme was
like researching which is names. Have you ever heard of that?
No. So like back in medieval times
which is where like obviously like persecuted like pagans in
general were persecuted for their beliefs and so they would
come up with different names and so people like it was a way of
some of them did. It's like protect their
identity, some pagans were used and like, royal families would
use their gifts but then they would go and search to kill them
because they were gifted. It was like a fucked-up Circle
and so people would give the Royal Family's different names
so that if they went to the Village they wouldn't be able to
find them. And so it's like adapted as
witchcraft has like evolved and is present-day, it's adapted.
So that it's a name that if you're in a coven covens can
give you a name or it's a name that like you want to go by or
if you're like a witch who's in a public eye and wants to
protect your name, then it's the name that you would use.
Like I use Gemini and you use Rampage and so that would be
like your your which has named the identity that you've taken
on to be like you're yourself outwardly to other people.
Thanks that's beautiful. I love that.
You know I have been feeling a lot of gratitude and and I took
this dark feminine class that was like really great.
It was amazing and it was like I opening to a lot of the things.
Things that have already happened.
Just two women in general throughout history and how like,
people now are very worked up but this is like not even like a
tense of like what it's been and how this is actually like the
Saving Grace. And even though people are like,
scared still because like their soul feels that or like and or
they're just scared of like what people think, or you know,
whatever and how like channeling that dark, feminine energy,
where it Like rage and things like that but like in a healthy
way like using rage in a healthy way because like you know Mother
Earth has like destruction and creation and balance and how
they like robbed us of like are dark and light Parts as a female
and how that's like unacceptable like you're too much tissue too
much that too much makeup not enough makeup virgin oops and I
virgin you know like it doesn't matter if you're dark or light.
There's just like fuck this. Fuck that.
Fuck this like there's No balance.
Yeah, and like how Society is projected at that on to the
energy of creation, just in general because you know the
portal of like life Spirit like being able to Encompass another
Spirit within your body. Like, you know, it is creation
itself and so it was a lot about that and it was like so deep and
it like has me really like riled up about like, just Everything.
Like not only just like women's rights and stuff just like human
rights but also like Mother Earth in general.
Like just like the rage and like how Mother Earth could literally
just crack down the middle of wherever the fuck she wanted to.
And as we speak, you don't have eaten how people like really
need to quit fucking with her because it's not going to end up
great. Like it's not like the humans
win against mother earth like y'all might do your thing now
but like at the end who knows what happens right like Of that,
there's an end but it's just that thing of like creation and
destruction being in balance. And like Earth would want at the
end. Anyways, it would grow back, you
would be nourishment for it like whatever.
I just, yeah. I got high before we did this.
I love how you're like, Napoleon Dynamite.
I got tots, man. You got hot.
I used to watch that movie so much, and honestly, I remember
bits and pieces of it, but like, I used to be able to recite that
movie and I haven't seen it in so long.
God, I love that movie. I tried to watch of my mom.
She would not watch that. She doesn't think that Napoleon,
Dynamite's funny at all. I didn't mean when I watch back
on it. I'm like this wasn't as great as
like, it was at the time you had to be there.
I haven't watched it and so long that like you ever, that's one
of those movies where you remember, the funny parts of
that movie, but you don't remember like the in-between
parts of that movie? No, I just remember that movie
like drug on, like every single In was just so slow and just
like, I don't know. Yeah, I know.
They had a really low budget for that and it like wasn't, are you
trying to call me low-budget it, when you call me Napoleon
Dynamite? No saying there's like real
slow. The way you were interacting
with me was like that, because everything there is just like a
pause, pause, that's because you were talking about Mother Earth
and then I was thinking about Moana and I was thinking about
like that Mother Earth. But then I didn't know how to
explain to you what was happening in my brain.
And so I was just like, I'm high.
Because I'm distracted right now.
And so, that's what was happening inside my mind.
I was in Hawaii. That was Napoleon, Dynamite the
whole movie. I think he was how the whole
movie as you should be. He had to be, you know, I am
really excited because if you're saying that you're going to buy,
take it next month, then that means you're going to come
really like sometime near our birthday.
We should plan it for newer, our birthday.
Yeah, I love that idea. We could plan it for my birthday
and do the podcast together. You know be really cool if you
really cool this setup in record together.
Nice. That's why, I'm sorry because
that's our one year anniversary, So you're not even going to be
home with your peeps. I have our failures me like
Dipset TT item kids. No I'm just kidding.
No Deuces. I taught it to the podcast
moving on. We'll see.
We got to look at prices and see like because sometimes you be
picking a date and it sounds real good.
And so you look and it's $300 more and right now you can't
even buy tickets for me. So there's that Well, we'll
just, we'll have to share my room with Airlines only go out
like 60 days, sixty eight, ninety days or something.
Like, because I was looking last night because I'll kind of want
to go to Hawaii for my birthday but it's almost the end of
February. I couldn't find any for Hawaii
and be like the middle of me at all.
They were all like it just wouldn't.
Why are we going to Hawaii in the middle of May because I want
to go from everything. I want to go to Hawaii, I
thought you were okay. But like me going to you is I
asked Going to Hawaii. I know.
But I'm just saying I was looking for my birthday.
In Hawaii. What are you looking at?
Me like that. You just told me just five
seconds ago, that you may come in.
And maybe you never tell me that.
That's not what I was planning. On guy didn't have a date.
I was just like, whenever I'm really want to go to Hawaii, and
I think I'm going to take a solo trip to like, Don't trip Salt,
what? All are the trips that you have
coming up. Okay, I don't know.
I don't want everybody in the world to know where I'm going at
the school, it back. I'm going, okay, I'm going to
see you wanna Deuces. I didn't know that was like
coveted information my bad. Yeah, it is.
I keep it on the low, I don't want my host to know.
I'm so many, there are so many times that I want to make jokes
to you about candy circles and we're going to call it out right
now. There's this person in the
spiritual Community. That's literally calling
herself. A witch.
Okay. Cool.
You're a witch, I don't care. But like, why did you have a
ceremony? In Florida, where you invited
people and gave them candy and spoke affirmations, to make them
sweeter and called it like a sweet Circle or some shit.
Okay, for one, the very first episode I'm talking like the
trailer episode, we talk about sweet spicy.
All that we talked about that like sugar and spice and
everything in between. So for that's just for one and
then, We've talked about doing that, like type of thing to
like, we've talked about three every episode is welcome to
Candyland. So now you're trying to create
your own Candy Land, you're trying to have other people,
promote your little circle on their post, and their page and
invite people to your candy Circle and 44, I literally
always send out suckers or lollipops with my merch.
And it's Just contrary Cherry stuff or lick it like a lollipop
stickers and stuff but I always send out suckers that's that
name both for I guess like five and six me and you have held a
photo shoots with suckers. So you're just going to give out
suckers for seven that he never seven.
You're just going to have a little circle, say some
blessings, do what you things but make sure you give out some
candy. Like what is this?
It's the energy that's that's been around of CopyCat energy
for no reason. For absolutely no fucking reason
and you can't tell I don't give a fuck.
Who you are? You cannot tell me that your
Niche and your thing has been candy, when nothing nothing has
been on there. We have been.
I Want Candy on playing on our shit all the time.
Like it's been a fucking thing and like, get inspiration.
From things but don't take people's whole shit like take
some of the idea and molded into your room saying you don't have
to take people's shit. Word-for-word have literally
done fucking cookies. You could have literally done
fucking a lot of other things that were sweet but you chose
lollipops. You chose suckers like mmmm?
No, wrong go, you're a fucking copycat, you can do whatever you
want, clout Chase, whatever, whatever.
But I'm just saying, you're obviously Lee lurking behind the
scenes may be listening to this. And for those that are
listening, you don't even want to know who this is.
So don't even ask because this bitch ain't shit.
She obviously has not an original bone in her body
because it's like we're already in the same Niche were already,
psychics, whatever, but baby, you do not have the flavor,
that's that. It's literally just frustrating
because like if it was their own thing, we would just support
that and like think that that's dope.
And be like, oh, looks like that idea happen, whatever but it
hasn't just been one thing. There's like been a specific
energy of like taking things word, for word that are said, on
our podcast, by you word, for word.
And then regurgitated, as Ation for other people.
And I don't care how connected everybody is to Spirit or Source
or whatever. That message is not coming in
word for word in a different tone than you speak.
I just feel like why did people want attention from other
people's ideas? Like I know that throughout
history so many people have gotten famous Rich, whatever off
other people's ideas off using other people off stealing their
shit, whatever it is. But you keep In your life like
that, you're going to hit a dead end because the ideas run out
and Karma and like the weight of what you're doing catches up to
you. Like, you can't have good
intentions if you're constantly copying and stealing someone
else's ideas. Like, that's not good
intentions. Because at the end of the day,
if you had your own ideas or you had your own connection, to
whatever you would just Channel your own ideas, and it's just
like how do you call yourself an artist or a creative or a
psychic or anything of it? Visionary would be a good just
umbrella term. But yet you take everyone else's
stuff and it's just like I don't get that like I would never go
to someone else's page and be like, okay, what can I copy from
here and run? Right back to my page and post
like know well and there's also collaboration to like if you're
inspired by something that somebody else does and the way
that they move and hustle, you can also do collaboration things
with them and Talk to them and get to know them and see the
kinds of things that Inspire them and whatever and see if
those things inspire you to like, you don't have to take
what somebody else does in order to be noticeable and that's what
I don't like. Like just reach out about a
collaboration on something or say that you like and idea and
ask about it. I don't know.
I think there's so much competition like in honestly a
lot of these people, like I think they feel my beneath the
person so it's like they don't want to contact you.
They want to fly under the radar.
I mean, I know bunny does with this all the time and she's had
to let calls from these bitches out like what the fuck are you
doing? But like people are going to do
that. I'll just think it's like they
can't help it. It's just like in there but they
don't have an original Regional bone in their body.
So they try to like mold to the relationship.
They're in or they try to mold to the friendships or to a
community or whatever the fuck they think is trending or
exciting, or you know what I mean?
Like I think there's like some type of like Trendy like let me
copy you and follow you but not credit you or support you
energy. You think it's done
subconsciously or do you think that like people are actively
making the choice to be like, I'm going to take this.
Like do you think that somebody that this person could listen to
the podcast and just get inspired by those things and not
even realize that they're taking it?
I mean, you literally are a psychic psychics and Candy
trying to be nice. They had nothing in common
except the fact that me and you are psychics and we fucking have
a podcast about lollipops candy. And the fact that like, you
know, we've literally promoted it with like lollipop the song.
Like we've been all about the Candyland, all about this, all
about that like 280, every post that we've almost ever fucking
made. He has candy on it.
So let's go 200 posts over the course of a year and then on a
random Saturday, you decide, you're going to host a workshop
and call it a sweet Circle and fucking hand out suckers and
lollipops like em. No, I don't see how that could
be subconscious. It seems like yes you got
inspired but sometimes people look at you so long because
they're hating that they become inspired unintentionally and
they actually kind of fall in love with you or become obsessed
with you because I already know. That like My Views and likes do
not reflect what Instagram says, the amount of people that are
clicking on my profile, coming to my profile spending time on
my profile and clicking my website, you know what I mean?
Like, how to how is that rate more than the amount of
followers? I have every single 30 days is
what it's saying. But like at the end of the day,
y'all don't like nothing while you're there.
You don't follow me and then you leave, and you come multiple
times. A day a month a week, who knows?
I mean I'm not just getting like 10K views on my profile for no
reason because I never get no 10K likes or 1000 likes or
nothing. You know what I mean?
Like Instagrams, algorithms been trash but y'all clearly type in
moneymen y'all are clearly coming directly to my profile.
So let me know what you see that you like, let me know what you
need more of because I can already see y'all's bullshit and
it's not going to last because when I stopped posting you stop
having ideas. And that's the part that has
been consistent because we've tested that shit out.
And we're not you and I aren't even ones to like speak on
things either. Unless like, it's been a routine
thing like small annoyances and like small coincidences and
things like we obviously like we've talked about it privately
behind the scene, but we never would have even mentioned it.
And now it's just kind of like Why what's the point?
There's not a point and then you're just like is it's a
perpetuate drama, is it to be like haha I'm doing it first
because you can do things first but I guaran-fucking-tee you,
you didn't do it better because sprouting a fucking brand new
idea and throwing it out into the universe, Never Lands as
hard as the idea that had originality and creativity and
cultivation and you can't create what Rampage and I are doing.
On any level because your own individual person.
So most of your time and your energy on trying to be something
you're not, it won't come into fruition.
And also that applies to relationships jobs, fucking a
lot of things. Because so many people keep
thinking, well, if I just keep putting my energy into this or I
put energy into this, it's going to work and that is not always
the case, like if it's not in your highest and best, it's not
your idea. If it's really not for you, the
universe will block it. And like that comes up so much
in readings, where people want to know about, like a love
interest, or something specific and spirit will straight up be
like it's divine intervention. Like, it's being blocked, it's
being locked for a reason and they need to quit worrying about
it, kind of thing and like, sometimes people just can't
leave shit alone and I think it is that dramatic chaotic energy
of the collective or people like to stir up shit, where the
internet likes to cancel people or to have a Hot Topic.
I mean, literally, there's been so much talk about MGK and
Megan. Fox splitting up, like so much
to the point where it's almost like, how much do people need to
validate themselves through celebrities?
They never sought like they never, it never ends and I think
people really just need to get their own fucking life.
And like just literally be yourself like quit using tools
and resources, where you could be connecting and collaborating
and like, inspiring others to fucking fight other people's
style and I know that happen. So much and like so many
Industries like it's really sickening how many people don't
have original ideas but want to be recognized and it's like for
what? Like find out your why quit
fucking playing and trying to like fill in the gap or find the
puzzle piece that someone else is using and like, make it your
own because like that doesn't work, it will never work.
Yeah, well I'm trying to play off of other people's ideas.
You're eventually going to run out of content for yourself and
then what are you going to do? Because you can't keep on doing
the same exact things as somebody else.
You just aren't ever going to get anywhere with it.
I don't have patience for the unoriginality.
And if you're going to do something, be creative about it,
and do it, and maybe, Maybe the types of people that you're
talking about are the people who what their idea of like success
or goals is how many people like them or reaching like a certain,
like Celebrity Status Quo or whatever.
They're trying to obtain. And so they just go about taking
the stuff that obviously, people will engage with, and that
people will like, and that ideas that they know are going to
like, you know, whatever. Like if you, if If they steal
the idea first and they make it happen before you do, then, they
can say that it's a copy, you know what I mean?
And so, then they get clout off of that.
I honestly just don't even care what people want, think need
desire. Like, I'm just so over trying to
impress other people, or like even worrying about other
people. Like sometimes I get so caught
up in my purpose of helping other people that I neglect
myself and I'm fucking over that like, fuck off.
Offer all like a lot of y'all want to be saved without doing
the work, fuck you. And I mean, that from the bottom
of my heart and then, you know, the people who are trying like,
I see y'all and I appreciate y'all and y'all know who the
fuck you are. But if you do not have pure
intentions for me, you think you're going to get some type of
cloud. You think that in the future
like something big is going to happen for me and you're going
to benefit up off that like you're going to be falling away
because every single day I'm doing spellwork to release
people like that from my life and it's amazing to watch those
people fall away. Way naturally without even
needing to like do much, but it's like at the end of the day,
I'm making myself a priority and then helping people as second
period because like you cannot pour from an empty cup.
And I found myself like even recently, just being so
submerged and everyone else's needs of me that I was like
neglecting my own nap time, self-care, rest, whatever it
was. And so now we're back on our
bullshit, like I'm back on I'm going to text you back whenever
I got time. You know like whatever it is
like I'm not on anybody's schedule.
Well you shouldn't be on anybody's schedule.
That's why I started taking weekends off.
I was like Saturday's. I'm going to devote to like
cleaning up my house and like meditating and being like in my
space and like putting energy into that and then some days is
when my husband's not on the food truck.
And so that's when I'm here with him.
And, you know, you got to do stuff that serves you and set
aside time for yourself and like consistent time to, that's the
mistake to is that I've I've learned is doing it like here or
there. You always put it off but if you
have it scheduled in you'll do it.
I changed on schedule really often like I just like, I don't
know. I'm always changing my schedule
around, but now that it's about to start getting really pretty
and like, I can't wait, I'm ready for that.
I'm ready to hike. I'm ready, just like see the
Earth nature, like, I don't know.
So, I feel like a lot is changing right now.
I cannot wait. Wait for the time change.
I'm just so excited for that like yes.
Yes, yeah. I'm excited that you're excited
by. No, I don't even know.
I love sleeping during the daylight to.
I like like when it's daylight I could sleep longer than if it
was like guard. I like to like I wish I could
just be in like a dark cave, all of the time.
I don't like brightness. I'd like the warmth on my skin.
I'm like, this is going to turn into a sunburn.
I just I am built for rainy days.
I thrive. I'm so creative summer.
I'm like everything is sticky. I don't fucking like it.
I'm too white for this shit. Summer is sticky.
It's fine. It'll be fine.
I'll complain I'll get it together.
Wilkie Lon This journey. Well, I'm grateful that we can
collaborate and there's no like comparison and contrast and I
also am really proud of you. I've been seeing you really
consistent on your Tick Tock and like doing all your things.
Actually it hasn't been showing me your Tick-Tock either like on
the for you page at all like nothing but I'll see you on the
following page. So yeah, I I'm not making it
onto the furry you page. Now, but I have a series and
every time I do the series it pops off, you want to know if
you want to know something. So I did this episode of the The
Witches, get it series that I've been doing and it popped off.
And I had talked about like, making a flyer and I talked
about it and people in the it's got like seven hundred comments
of people, like I want this flyer do this flyer.
Oh my God, and Print me blah, blah blah, copies, and mail them
to me and and all this shit. And so I just made a
downloadable PDF I made an Etsy and I was like, I made these
flyer, you know, this flyer, whatever.
Oh, I thought you would mail them to us and I'm like, the
audacity people to think that I would just send bundles of paper
and pay to ship bundles of paper because I had an idea that in my
video that they liked is fucking wild to me, the entitlement.
It's the Don't, you know, honestly I'm so exhausted with
entitlement. I just like I'm not even really
entertaining it. I can't.
I can't like I just can't. I just it's fucked up.
It's sad. It's it's sad that people live
their life expecting everyone to do everything for them all the
time even strangers. That's what's wrong with this
world. Do your own shit, he'll quit
projecting quit worrying about it but just fucking do the work,
do the work and you won't act like a fucking.
I don't know asshole. Yep, it's not to be Aries season
were in Pisces season. It's about to be the
astrological New Year and every season, I will be showing my ass
all area Seasons. I got to do something for my
husband, but we're on this not spending money on each other or
whatever thing because we go on an anniversary trip every year
because our anniversaries for 20 and so we always go somewhere
new with each other every anniversary.
So we like prevent like we don't celebrate Valentine's Day, we
just put whatever money, we would have like put out whatever
if we were Valentine's. Whatever people and we put that
into a savings account and like I literally have like a stash of
Buchan cash that I keep, because anytime I get changed back from
a store. I just stuff all of the change
into this thing. Nice, nice.
I love it. I love trying to be naked.
Naked a wasted and I'm just going to Thank You, Vince over
balcony. Dude, there was this, we stayed
at this hotel in Reno one time and we're on a floor hella high
and you could see on our window at night where handprints were
like and you just know people are just getting.
I couldn't do that. I'm scared of heights.
I would win diachronic. That's what I would free.
I could you imagine? No, I'm good.
I'm too fat for that shit. Absolutely not damn.
I don't know. I don't know about it.
Oh no. I don't know about it.
Well I really just want everyone to know that we appreciate all
the sunflowers that was so sweet.
I'm still getting some flowers. Really heartwarming to know how
many people are paying attention.
They are listening, we really Don't like to air out any drama
on the podcast but I just like it needs to be said with the
candy Circle and among other things, like I feel like right
now it's time to clear the air because like it's still winter,
it's time for reflection, it's time for accountability.
It's time for that like hermit energy, like, bringing out those
Shadows. But also about like
understanding that like weave, All been through different stuff
and like we don't have to act like that, you know what I mean?
We don't have to project that onto other people either.
So I think you know, at the end of the day like we're really
grateful for those that are showing up that are listening
and all of those good things I agree.
And also if you're somebody that listens and like you do get like
inspiration off of shit and like you have your own stuff going or
whatever. Like you can always reach out to
us. It's not that like we don't like
being reached out to, or we don't want to talk to anybody.
Like we totally do. We just don't want our ideas and
things that we come up with to get taken.
And I feel like anybody who works really hard at something
or is passionate about something should understand that it's like
somebody writing lyrics down and Another person taking those
lyrics and spitting them and trying to make it their own, you
know what I mean? So, that's, you know, that's
where that comes from. It's a no from me.
So, don't do it because you will be drained of all of your
creative juices, for 10 years and what makes you so don't fuck
around with them. Fuck around, get smoked.
I love it. I love you.
I love you.
Fiddles, we're gonna start calling it Spice World now
because we talked about sugar and spice of a, the you're about
to get the spice. We've been given it all sugar.
But now we're about to put Paprika in your mouth.
We're about to have a pet precursor.
Country is not spice, it spicy. No, it's not.
Girl. Yes, paprika's not spicy.
It's a spicy to me. Damn, I'm white, but I'm not
that white look. It's everything.
But because not spicy. It's just like a flavor booster.
Any Growers, have some spice to it sis.
Do you think pepper spicy? No, but Peppers.
Got a twang to it that if you are using fresh pepper.
Yeah I can have a thing going Scout trying to it.
I like the way you say twang. Playing baby.
So maybe I'm wrong. Maybe.
I don't know about paprika being spicy though but I'll give it to
you. It's red.
Don't know, you just don't know in what I'm going to tell you is
it's spiceworld. Okay, we are going to slice
World y'all. So when were together, we have
to do the Spice Girl pigtails because we are already doing all
the time. Well, I've already already had a
filter that out because so many people started doing that, but
it just seemed to me it off in the distance.
I just Like fuck these pictures. So now, you know what?
I'm going to do. Something, Buddy, in turn, do
something. Different pages.
Getting a buzz cut. No, she's not awake.
I'm Gonna Get Away. What?
Kind of wig? I don't know.
I thought about it. You please get one of those.
Like the lump shoe is big like, red, curly wigs.
I want to see what you look like in it.
I've never seen myself with red hair over.
Pepper. Actually, I mean I've had brown
hair before, but that's it. I wanna see it.
It's crazy. It's fucking crazy.
So, thank you for coming to Candy Land.
That is now evolving into spikes, world-weary, lollipops
at the door. Check your lollipops at the door
because I'm expecting that you already have one.
I'm expecting you wrote about the bank and they gave you one
because that's not the only other moment of what kind of
Lollipop I want to be. They make these lollipops that
are like mango but they're like spicy chamoy and Tajin on the
outside. That's what I want to be.
It's like a spicy ass. Hmm.
Also, mmm-hmm Power Circle, March 6th, Jim and I was going
to do something crazy there, and we're gonna release fear
self-doubt and all timelines, that are no longer serving us.
It's going to be First full moon of the astrological new year
changes on the way changes on the way, and it's on a Monday,
which is ruled by the moon. So go sign up on my website.
Also go, some of her Geminis. Well, actually it already
started in my gym and I had a class that already started, so
you missed the ball but you know, we're going to be I'm
going to be doing more rounds of it because I didn't expect as
many people to want to be in and I had a limit of 10.
And we surpassed that and like the first week and so I was just
letting people in and then I'm like, we can't do that again.
So we're gonna have more classes.
Nice nice. So we will see you all later.
Bye. Bye.