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Welcome to fucking Dandy land 
hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 

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Welcome back to Candyland. 
We are ready. 

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I fucking missed you, I'm ready.
I feel like every single week I 

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tell you how much I missed you, 
but like, I really did. 

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Well, we haven't been talking 
because it's been busy. 

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Yeah. 
Also you look hot and she's 

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crossing the out of these videos
because she's not so hot right 

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now. 
And I know every fucking week I 

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show up Looking like a bum ass 
thumb and you look hella cute 

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all the time. 
And every time I have to do 

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commercial videos for us, I'm 
like, I really want to crop 

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myself out of this. 
And so I'm like, fuck. 

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Now I'm putting on pants while 
I'm wearing pajama bottoms, but 

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I wore a bra. 
I did my makeup. 

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How you doing? 
I love it. 

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I love to see it. 
I'm really excited for because 

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spring is near. 
We are about to change times and

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I'm ready. 
And I feel like I have a lot of 

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plans coming up and a lot of 
different things and also I want

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to go to a Salt Cave. 
Bitch, I know there's one in 

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Pennsylvania that I want to go 
to my friend Tiffany, I had 

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around coven of rejects but she 
owns a Salt Cave in Pennsylvania

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and since that goal of coven of 
rejects is always been to let go

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travel places. 
I want to go to her Salt Cave 

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and like I actively like I have 
the budget for For it and 

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everything. 
Planned out. 

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Were manifesting at happening. 
Nice. 

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I love it. 
I got a new tattoo and I did but

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I'm telling everyone. 
Yeah, I'm excited. 

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It's my first tattoo of the 
Year. 

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Welcome to the camera so I can 
see it through the camera. 

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Yeah, it's a perk of patreon. 
My new butterfly baby, 

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listening, she got a big old 
dick right on the side of her 

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neck. 
So subscribe to patreon to see 

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if it's good. 
I really like your necklace. 

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You have on. 
It looks pretty. 

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Thank you. 
So one of them is a key and then

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the other one isn't a huge 
abundant spell jar. 

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And I used to be one of those. 
Yeah, because I look like, I 

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like that key though. 
A lot. 

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That's cool. 
It looks good with it. 

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I love it. 
Um, What was I gonna say? 

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I'm excited for spring time, not
for myself because we know how I

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feel about warmer weather like 
miss me with that shit. 

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But for other people, I'm 
excited because I can definitely

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see how colder weather is 
affecting. 

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The people who like really 
struggle with their thoughts and

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like depression and things like 
that, and the theme of this is 

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spiritual guidance and I'm not 
giving you life. 

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Guidance keeps coming. 
Yup. 

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And I think that there's this 
energy of people, treating their

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spiritual mentors and their and 
people giving any kind of 

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spiritual guidance as their 
therapists. 

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And there are some like 
spiritual mentors who like, 

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that's what they want to do. 
They want to incorporate tarot 

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and different forms of 
spirituality and to counseling, 

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but if that's not what you're 
specifically seeking somebody 

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out for, like, I don't know 
about you, but for me that 

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shit's exhausting I do think a 
lot of people like, know, their 

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trauma dumping, but they do it 
anyways. 

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And that's like, what a 
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have a conversation with someone
and like, talk about your self, 

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and your past and your present, 
your future. 

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And I think that to a certain 
extent spiritual guidance can 

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help you work through 
depression. 

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But like, if you battle 
depression or like suicidal, In 

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or anything like that. 
Yes, you definitely need a 

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therapist. 
You shouldn't put that on 

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someone else, besides like 
yourself because a therapist is 

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going to help you take it to the
next level, for like, 

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accountability and reflection 
reasons, and whatever else that 

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you may need. 
And I think that you maybe could

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benefit from like a balance of 
both. 

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But also, like, you could have a
therapist and or get readings 

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and not apply thing that they 
say and then not get anywhere. 

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See. 
And that's the thing too. 

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Is like you could have all of 
these resources and still not 

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utilize them. 
But I just think that once it, 

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if you need more advice than 
like somebody has given you when

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they have been like an active 
session with you and you need 

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more than that. 
We're like you're like that 

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answer doesn't suffice for 
something or whatever that for 

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me is like well maybe that's 
when you should go and you 

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should see somebody who has like
different perspectives and 

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whatever on things because Does 
spiritual guidance. 

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Only goes so far if you've got, 
like, deep-rooted shit that you 

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have to work on. 
And somebody told me because I 

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suggested to them that they 
should see a therapist to. 

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And they're like, well I just 
can't afford that right now and 

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like I'm working with you and 
I'm like that doesn't make any 

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sense. 
If you go to a hot dog stand 

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because you can't afford like a 
bear claw, like the hot dog guy 

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is not going to give you a bear 
claw. 

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He's gonna give you a A hot dog 
and be like, Oh, find a bear 

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cloth shop. 
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there's a different need for 
everyone and I think also it's 

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about finding the right 
therapist or the right spiritual

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practitioner as well. 
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Sure like, even outgrow people 
or outgrow situations and they 

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just keep asking the same 
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They like refused to take it 
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I don't know. 
I just like, I do. 

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Don't understand people's 
intentions sometimes because 

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it's like they don't even know 
what they want and I have a lot 

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of people try to like project 
things onto me and I just don't 

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play into it and then like they 
do the exact opposite of what 

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they said they were going to do 
it just like no one asked you to

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do the first thing. 
The second thing, the third 

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thing but it's just like just do
what you want to do. 

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Quit trying to do like this 
manipulation thing and I think a

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lot of people just operate in 
that sense of like I don't know 

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molding themselves into what 
they think other people want or 

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just, not taking accountability 
for how they really are. 

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Yeah, I think too that like I 
don't know, I've really been 

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like analyzing lately, people 
that continuously do shit, 

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that's like, hella shady. 
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ignoring ignoring people in 
general, after they've done 

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something like ghosting and I 
literally think that it has to 

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do with like somebody being 
embarrassed by their actions 

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because they have a repetitive 
thing and like it's being 

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obvious now. 
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like ashamed of themselves or 
embarrassed and back away, 

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instead of like, taking the 
acknowledgement and being like, 

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yo, like been fucking up lately.
Sorry. 

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I recognized it like, I'll do 
better. 

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Yeah, definitely. 
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themselves deeper in the hole 
and then they just yeah, fall 

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off the face of the Earth. 
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especially because people just 
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accountability. 
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An example of it is just like 
they would rather not say 

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anything. 
Thing then validate your 

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feelings or validate anything 
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people just live in like a 
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I don't know, I want to say like
Cycle and their own life that 

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like they don't realize how 
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other people and or like 
attracting more of that energy 

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into their life by being that 
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So then of course you feel like 
there's like a dark cloud or 

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people always fuck you over. 
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you yourself are putting that 
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So therefore that makes you 
untrustworthy or makes you wish 

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you wash, your makes you feel 
some type of way because you're 

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used to getting that energy like
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So you instantly are projecting 
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Like, that's what I feel about 
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It's like people say they want 
to change but then they turn 

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around and do the same shit and 
it's like you can say it all day

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but like where is the 
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Yeah. 
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just feel like, if you're not, 
if you know that you're somebody

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who like you're not, you don't 
want to take accountability and 

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like, take advice and like have 
action on things too. 

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Just don't make plans with 
people, and don't put yourself 

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in situations where other people
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or where, like you're going to 
keep inserting yourself to get 

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advice or to have situations for
you to let people down on. 

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Like, if you have to break those
toxic cycles and you see 

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yourself in them, give yourself 
space away from other people and

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like, actually processed through
that shit instead of projecting 

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it on everybody, because I would
rather somebody take a step back

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from interacting with me and be 
like I'm going to like really 

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selfish place right now and I 
need to work on myself and like 

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step back and then be ghost as 
opposed to continue to come 

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around in my circle and make me 
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Do I want to completely cut this
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Because if I cut you off, 
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going and working on yourself 
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I'll always have the patience 
for that. 

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Yes, like quit making plans. 
Quit telling. 

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People you're going to do 
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And then following through on 
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yourself up for failure and I 
think a lot of people are just 

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constantly committing to things 
plans, whatever that they can't 

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hold. 
Hold up on, or whatever, you 

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know what I mean. 
It's just like, I don't know. 

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So many people like to just say 
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and then last minute just not do
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anything and Also, it's like if 
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advice or ask someone for help 
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then you don't use it. 
It really is just like a spit in

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someone's face or you know what 
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It's like, okay, I did all this 
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energy and then I don't even use
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Like, that's so frustrating on 
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it's like, why are you even 
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Why do you continuously, you 
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Like, ER, act, if you're not 
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Spirit of scientific part of 
people, ditching out on plans to

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is I feel like there are a lot 
of people who want to have like 

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certain images of like having 
certain amounts of money and 

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being able to go on things. 
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like something that is out of 
their price range, but they're 

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like, oh, like yeah, sign me up.
And I like try to make it happen

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or whatever. 
Like I've had those experiences 

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where somebody just couldn't 
Afford what we were doing and 

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they kept trying to have this 
like different image and come 

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across a different way and so 
they just go stood about the 

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trip and instead of saying like 
hey I just can't afford that. 

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And so like in one way I would 
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it, I'll be like, okay, no 
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Like how much are you short? 
Let me help you out like and if 

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I can't do that then like we'll 
make plans another time 

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whatever. 
But I would rather know that 

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then be planning something and 
then not get money from that. 

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Sin and had been forced to 
invest into it myself. 

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That would piss me off and 
that's happened. 

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Yeah, it's all over the place. 
Literally, like, I am about done

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paying for people shit ahead of 
time because they can't do it. 

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Because literally so many people
fucking do exactly what you just

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said like they don't want to 
tell. 

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You know, why tell someone. 
Yes that you Can do something or

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yes and commit to something 
plans, troops, concerts, 

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whatever it is. 
And then last minute flake. 

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Like, if you're going to like 
you give me a month notice. 

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Like if you're going to flake 
and you know, deep down, like I 

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don't got the money for that or 
I don't let the time for that or

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I got a new job and I got to 
work, whatever it is let me know

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because I promise you, I can 
find someone to go. 

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But whenever you all wait until 
like the week of the trip or the

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fucking day before the concert 
or whatever it really is, the 

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First ever. 
Because then there's no selling 

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this ticket or like inviting 
someone. 

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It's last minute trying to find 
someone who wants to end up 

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going for free. 
So it ends up being great for 

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whoever that person is but 
there's not a lot of people that

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on a fly. 
Don't have their kids work or a 

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commitment, right? 
So it's just like, that's so 

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shady as an adult, who knows 
what adult things you can and 

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can't do you know what I mean? 
And it's just like, I don't 

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know. 
Like, I am so cool with people 

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telling you how it is. 
Like, I am not going to get mad 

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at you. 
It is not going to mess up 

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anything, but it's when you 
disrupt my frequency and like, 

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you know, something that should 
be a vacation or like Carefree 

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for me is turned into like 
babysitting. 

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You trying to get money trying 
to communicate, don't know where

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the fuck War. 
Like, no, I hate that. 

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And that's like the friend that,
like, next thing, you know, 

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they've gotten locked up or 
something. 

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You know what I mean? 
Like, no. 

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Like just stay the fuck at home 
or don't. 

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Commit to the trip, whatever it 
is. 

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We've all had that friend, maybe
we've been that friend, who 

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knows? 
But like, don't do that to 

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people because if you can't do 
it, I promise you. 

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Someone else fucking can and 
it's no shame. 

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It's no hard feelings. 
It's just don't tell me you're 

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going to do something and not do
it. 

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Just don't tell me that. 
Just be like, well, I'd love to 

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do that, but I can't. 
Or I don't, I can't right now or

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whatever, you know, instead of 
like yeah, sure, Count Me In and

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be great. 
Well, when it comes down to 

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communication to like, let right
like, let's say that again, 

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like, let's say that like a 
financial thing. 

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As a basis, I've literally had 
trips where I've told the person

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like I can't do that right now 
but I can give you payments to 

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pay you back and I like make an 
agreement and pay that person 

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back and that goes into you 
communicating with your friends.

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And I tell you right now, if 
you're embarrassed to 

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communicate with your friends, 
why the fuck are they your 

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friends? 
Because that's hella weird. 

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I can't tell. 
Tell you a struggle that I could

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think of going through and then 
at the end of the day, like 

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ditching out on you, instead of 
being like, here's the thing, 

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like, literally it did fucking 
happen. 

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We were talking about me coming 
and seeing you. 

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And we were literally talking 
about like, dates to do it and I

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was like, no, I'm going to make 
that happen. 

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I'm going to come and see you, 
and I couldn't fucking get the 

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ticket in time and so I 
communicated that with you, it's

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been like, six months later but 
I have The fucking money to buy 

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my ticket. 
So next month, we're buying my 

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ticket to come and see you. 
So I just think that just be up 

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front, just be honest, if you're
communicating with me, just be 

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honest, I would you're supposed 
to, like, literally, what is it 

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like, Ask for forgiveness later,
like just do the thing, 

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whatever. 
Like you're not really supposed 

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to like, say they're going to do
something. 

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If you ain't gonna fucking do 
it, it's just common sense, it's

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just decent, common decency, you
wouldn't do that. 

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You wouldn't want that done to 
you, so it's like, whatever. 

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But I'm literally over it. 
I'm over people being 

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disrespectful. 
I'm over people being weird as 

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fuck. 
I have literally interactive 

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with some weird ass fucking 
people in the last. 

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Six months and it's just crazy. 
It's just crazy. 

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How people act I don't really 
have that much patience for a 

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lot of things right now. 
I feel I have filled up my, my 

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time and my space, when I want 
to give other people energy with

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like businesses and like my 
spiritual growth and things like

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that. 
And so now people coming in, 

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with like any energy that isn't 
serving that I just don't have 

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patience for it and I'm like, 
literally, why are you wasting 

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my time? 
Like, I don't have energy for 

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that. 
Don't, I? 

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Me for something for free. 
Don't tell me that somebody is 

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offering you a reading. 
Don't tell me about it because I

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do not care. 
So today, I actually got protest

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by someone who looks like it's 
like a really legit like artist,

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and I couldn't find any, like, 
second accounts that looked like

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it would be a scammer, anything.
And they were like, I really 

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want to paint you and they were 
sending me some of these 

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paintings they had done. 
I was like wow. 

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That's cool as fuck. 
And then then they started 

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talking about payment in a check
and I was like I don't know what

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they're talking about. 
So yeah, then they got kind of 

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weird and then they were like, 
then they said something that 

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sounded scammers. 
So it was instant red flag after

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I like was like, Mom, I don't 
know about that. 

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I was like, you know, whatever 
and they were like okay, well 

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your payment is $700. 
And I was like for what though? 

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Like, you're the artist, you're 
asking me to use my picture and 

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he like use the word muse like 
it was actually a really Dope 

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Message. 
So I thought it did not sounds 

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cameras and Then they're like, 
well, I have to send the check 

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to you because I'm over my 
deposit limit this month and 

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like a bank does, like, limit 
you on the amount of money that 

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you can, like, put in Via like 
electronic checks, like, you 

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know what I mean? 
Like, from, you're talking. 

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But like, I don't know any limit
to put money in the bank at all,

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if you're there at the bank. 
So it's like that's what sound 

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is cameras to me. 
You know what I mean? 

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Because that's like and he's 
like, well, I don't know, he's 

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like this isn't a scam, it's 
kind of thing but it was like 

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they don't know. 
He didn't say the word scam but 

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he was like there's nothing 
wrong and I was like I don't 

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know I thought there'd know you 
send me a voice note. 

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First of all I really felt weird
about it for after them like 

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he's like yeah. 
Like, um, I don't know. 

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I sent people that come in my 
inbox or the iMessage or 

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something. 
I send them a voice note with 

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that. 
Like if I invite somebody on the

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podcast, I'll send them a 
message and I'll also send a 

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voice message and be like I just
wanted you to know it to me it's

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not a scammer because I reach 
out through Instagram a lot to 

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people and so it's almost like 
you have to start doing that. 

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If like you're a legitimate 
person, reaching out to people 

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are a legitimate business 
letting people know that like 

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Like, I'm an actual person. 
Like, I'm an artist, I'd like to

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do this. 
Yeah, I mean, it sounded dope, 

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but we got scammers and I was 
like, man. 

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I don't know about that. 
So I just kind of, didn't really

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engage with it. 
After that, it's not a new 

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background, this. 
Hmm. 

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I don't know, it looks different
than your setup. 

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Your favor have these lights? 
I don't ever turn on. 

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Okay, maybe it's that, I don't 
know, it just looks different. 

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Well, thank you. 
Welcome. 

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I didn't put any extra work. 
I'm glad that it looks different

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because I didn't do anything 
different. 

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It's a are about to be going on.
Like so many fucking Adventures 

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friend in the future but who 
knows? 

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Because it seems like everything
gets wonky. 

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I want to go to that a jelly 
roll. 

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Jelly Roll concert, Jelly Roll 
concert. 

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When is he going to be there 
near you? 

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October 10th, which is my mom's 
birthday. 

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That's my dad's birthday. 
Yes. 

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Okay, I would did we establish 
this last year? 

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You have an affair, right? 
I forgot to felt like, deja vu. 

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And he said that and you're 
like, yeah, I mean, I feel like 

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maybe we have briefly spoke on 
that, but I'm not really sure. 

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I know that we haven't made that
really known and now, I probably

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won't forget now. 
I'll tell someone No, I'll tell 

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some World Jesus knows, Mars has
been in jail for a long time. 

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What does that mean? 
For me? 

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Seasoned. 
Well, and he doesn't. 

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He doesn't like being in Gemini 
for real. 

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I don't know if you do Rising. 
It means a lot for you because 

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Mars rules Scorpio, and then 
he's in Gemma. okay, well, I 

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will say that I feel aggressive,
I feel assertive, I feel 

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frustrated, I feel empowered and
I feel creative as fuck and 

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Abundance, just be flowing. 
Nice. 

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I think my monster is going to 
get a new Leaf soon. 

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I don't know what that is. 
I'll play it. 

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Oh, I can't keep plants alive. 
Well it's a thing, it's fun fact

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at the chiropractic office that 
I'm at, they killed all their 

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plants and so they had to 
replace their plants with fake 

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plants and so people come up all
the time because I put lavender 

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oil in the lavender and they'll 
be like, oh my gosh, it smells 

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so good. 
Oh it smells great. 

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And I'm like I got to thinking 
plant, I just put essential oils

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on it. 
Well, I mean, if you over water 

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It's not good if you underwater 
omits better. 

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Bro, it's literally the girl 
that worked there before. 

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I had told me her watery 
schedule, like it was on the 

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thing and they were thriving and
it was incredible for them. 

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And these plants had live for 
like 13 years. 

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And then, I show up, bitch, they
died. 

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And I literally had the same 
watering schedule, everything 

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and the owners are like, well, 
we probably just needed to, 

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like, repot them because like, 
we've never repotted them with, 

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Never changed soil, we've never 
like moved them, whatever losses

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nutrients. 
But I feel like personally 

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responsible because it sure is 
coincidental that like they all 

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up and die at the same time, my 
girls Starvin but like the girl 

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I just I love that for you 
actually. 

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I've literally got planned sit 
around covid Tom and then I had 

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a bunch and then on Honestly, 
some of them died, but I have 4 

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and Y, have for in like a some 
succulents. 

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But yeah, it's a bomb. 
I got to tell you. 

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So okay so you know how I had 
done that personalizing your 

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spirituality class before. 
Yeah. 

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So I started a second class to 
that and tonight was the first 

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class and then I'm doing another
round of the first class and 

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that'll be on Thursday. 
But tonight we the theme was 

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like researching which is names.
Have you ever heard of that? 

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No. 
So like back in medieval times 

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which is where like obviously 
like persecuted like pagans in 

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general were persecuted for 
their beliefs and so they would 

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come up with different names and
so people like it was a way of 

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some of them did. 
It's like protect their 

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identity, some pagans were used 
and like, royal families would 

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use their gifts but then they 
would go and search to kill them

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because they were gifted. 
It was like a fucked-up Circle 

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and so people would give the 
Royal Family's different names 

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so that if they went to the 
Village they wouldn't be able to

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find them. 
And so it's like adapted as 

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witchcraft has like evolved and 
is present-day, it's adapted. 

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So that it's a name that if 
you're in a coven covens can 

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give you a name or it's a name 
that like you want to go by or 

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if you're like a witch who's in 
a public eye and wants to 

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protect your name, then it's the
name that you would use. 

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Like I use Gemini and you use 
Rampage and so that would be 

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like your your which has named 
the identity that you've taken 

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on to be like you're yourself 
outwardly to other people. 

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Thanks that's beautiful. 
I love that. 

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You know I have been feeling a 
lot of gratitude and and I took 

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this dark feminine class that 
was like really great. 

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It was amazing and it was like I
opening to a lot of the things. 

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Things that have already 
happened. 

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Just two women in general 
throughout history and how like,

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people now are very worked up 
but this is like not even like a

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tense of like what it's been and
how this is actually like the 

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Saving Grace. 
And even though people are like,

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scared still because like their 
soul feels that or like and or 

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they're just scared of like what
people think, or you know, 

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whatever and how like channeling
that dark, feminine energy, 

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where it Like rage and things 
like that but like in a healthy 

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way like using rage in a healthy
way because like you know Mother

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Earth has like destruction and 
creation and balance and how 

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they like robbed us of like are 
dark and light Parts as a female

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and how that's like unacceptable
like you're too much tissue too 

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much that too much makeup not 
enough makeup virgin oops and I 

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virgin you know like it doesn't 
matter if you're dark or light. 

447
00:26:35,700 --> 00:26:37,500
There's just like fuck this. 
Fuck that. 

448
00:26:37,500 --> 00:26:39,400
Fuck this like there's No 
balance. 

449
00:26:39,500 --> 00:26:44,400
Yeah, and like how Society is 
projected at that on to the 

450
00:26:45,700 --> 00:26:49,300
energy of creation, just in 
general because you know the 

451
00:26:49,300 --> 00:26:53,900
portal of like life Spirit like 
being able to Encompass another 

452
00:26:53,900 --> 00:26:57,300
Spirit within your body. 
Like, you know, it is creation 

453
00:26:57,300 --> 00:27:02,200
itself and so it was a lot about
that and it was like so deep and

454
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:07,400
it like has me really like riled
up about like, just Everything. 

455
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:10,200
Like not only just like women's 
rights and stuff just like human

456
00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:12,700
rights but also like Mother 
Earth in general. 

457
00:27:12,700 --> 00:27:16,600
Like just like the rage and like
how Mother Earth could literally

458
00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:21,300
just crack down the middle of 
wherever the fuck she wanted to.

459
00:27:21,300 --> 00:27:23,900
And as we speak, you don't have 
eaten how people like really 

460
00:27:23,900 --> 00:27:27,000
need to quit fucking with her 
because it's not going to end up

461
00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:29,000
great. 
Like it's not like the humans 

462
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:31,700
win against mother earth like 
y'all might do your thing now 

463
00:27:31,700 --> 00:27:36,400
but like at the end who knows 
what happens right like Of that,

464
00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:40,600
there's an end but it's just 
that thing of like creation and 

465
00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:46,600
destruction being in balance. 
And like Earth would want at the

466
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:49,000
end. 
Anyways, it would grow back, you

467
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:53,500
would be nourishment for it like
whatever. 

468
00:27:53,500 --> 00:27:57,200
I just, yeah. 
I got high before we did this. 

469
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,000
I love how you're like, Napoleon
Dynamite. 

470
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:05,700
I got tots, man. 
You got hot. 

471
00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:10,800
I used to watch that movie so 
much, and honestly, I remember 

472
00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:14,000
bits and pieces of it, but like,
I used to be able to recite that

473
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:15,800
movie and I haven't seen it in 
so long. 

474
00:28:16,900 --> 00:28:20,100
God, I love that movie. 
I tried to watch of my mom. 

475
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:23,500
She would not watch that. 
She doesn't think that Napoleon,

476
00:28:23,500 --> 00:28:27,000
Dynamite's funny at all. 
I didn't mean when I watch back 

477
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:28,800
on it. 
I'm like this wasn't as great as

478
00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:32,000
like, it was at the time you had
to be there. 

479
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:37,200
I haven't watched it and so long
that like you ever, that's one 

480
00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:39,700
of those movies where you 
remember, the funny parts of 

481
00:28:39,700 --> 00:28:41,900
that movie, but you don't 
remember like the in-between 

482
00:28:41,900 --> 00:28:44,300
parts of that movie? 
No, I just remember that movie 

483
00:28:44,300 --> 00:28:48,600
like drug on, like every single 
In was just so slow and just 

484
00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:50,400
like, I don't know. 
Yeah, I know. 

485
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:53,300
They had a really low budget for
that and it like wasn't, are you

486
00:28:53,300 --> 00:28:55,500
trying to call me low-budget it,
when you call me Napoleon 

487
00:28:55,500 --> 00:28:57,500
Dynamite? 
No saying there's like real 

488
00:28:57,500 --> 00:28:59,000
slow. 
The way you were interacting 

489
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:01,600
with me was like that, because 
everything there is just like a 

490
00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:06,400
pause, pause, that's because you
were talking about Mother Earth 

491
00:29:06,500 --> 00:29:09,800
and then I was thinking about 
Moana and I was thinking about 

492
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,500
like that Mother Earth. 
But then I didn't know how to 

493
00:29:12,500 --> 00:29:15,000
explain to you what was 
happening in my brain. 

494
00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:16,400
And so I was just like, I'm 
high. 

495
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:18,300
Because I'm distracted right 
now. 

496
00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:21,500
And so, that's what was 
happening inside my mind. 

497
00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:24,900
I was in Hawaii. 
That was Napoleon, Dynamite the 

498
00:29:24,900 --> 00:29:26,800
whole movie. 
I think he was how the whole 

499
00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:34,200
movie as you should be. 
He had to be, you know, I am 

500
00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:37,700
really excited because if you're
saying that you're going to buy,

501
00:29:37,700 --> 00:29:40,700
take it next month, then that 
means you're going to come 

502
00:29:41,300 --> 00:29:44,000
really like sometime near our 
birthday. 

503
00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,400
We should plan it for newer, our
birthday. 

504
00:29:50,100 --> 00:29:54,800
Yeah, I love that idea. 
We could plan it for my birthday

505
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:59,900
and do the podcast together. 
You know be really cool if you 

506
00:29:59,900 --> 00:30:02,800
really cool this setup in record
together. 

507
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:04,600
Nice. 
That's why, I'm sorry because 

508
00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:08,400
that's our one year anniversary,
So you're not even going to be 

509
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:11,200
home with your peeps. 
I have our failures me like 

510
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:15,600
Dipset TT item kids. 
No I'm just kidding. 

511
00:30:15,900 --> 00:30:19,300
No Deuces. 
I taught it to the podcast 

512
00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:20,600
moving on. 
We'll see. 

513
00:30:20,700 --> 00:30:23,800
We got to look at prices and see
like because sometimes you be 

514
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:25,400
picking a date and it sounds 
real good. 

515
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:29,700
And so you look and it's $300 
more and right now you can't 

516
00:30:29,700 --> 00:30:36,800
even buy tickets for me. 
So there's that Well, we'll 

517
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:39,600
just, we'll have to share my 
room with Airlines only go out 

518
00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:43,200
like 60 days, sixty eight, 
ninety days or something. 

519
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:45,500
Like, because I was looking last
night because I'll kind of want 

520
00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:48,400
to go to Hawaii for my birthday 
but it's almost the end of 

521
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:51,800
February. 
I couldn't find any for Hawaii 

522
00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:54,100
and be like the middle of me at 
all. 

523
00:30:54,300 --> 00:30:55,900
They were all like it just 
wouldn't. 

524
00:30:55,900 --> 00:30:58,900
Why are we going to Hawaii in 
the middle of May because I want

525
00:30:58,900 --> 00:31:02,400
to go from everything. 
I want to go to Hawaii, I 

526
00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:05,600
thought you were okay. 
But like me going to you is I 

527
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,600
asked Going to Hawaii. 
I know. 

528
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:11,000
But I'm just saying I was 
looking for my birthday. 

529
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:16,200
In Hawaii. 
What are you looking at? 

530
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:18,100
Me like that. 
You just told me just five 

531
00:31:18,100 --> 00:31:20,500
seconds ago, that you may come 
in. 

532
00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:22,900
And maybe you never tell me 
that. 

533
00:31:24,700 --> 00:31:26,800
That's not what I was planning. 
On guy didn't have a date. 

534
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:30,100
I was just like, whenever I'm 
really want to go to Hawaii, and

535
00:31:30,100 --> 00:31:35,300
I think I'm going to take a solo
trip to like, Don't trip Salt, 

536
00:31:35,300 --> 00:31:36,800
what? 
All are the trips that you have 

537
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:40,000
coming up. 
Okay, I don't know. 

538
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:43,300
I don't want everybody in the 
world to know where I'm going at

539
00:31:43,300 --> 00:31:48,600
the school, it back. 
I'm going, okay, I'm going to 

540
00:31:48,900 --> 00:31:54,600
see you wanna Deuces. 
I didn't know that was like 

541
00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:58,600
coveted information my bad. 
Yeah, it is. 

542
00:31:58,700 --> 00:32:01,100
I keep it on the low, I don't 
want my host to know. 

543
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:07,000
I'm so many, there are so many 
times that I want to make jokes 

544
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:11,900
to you about candy circles and 
we're going to call it out right

545
00:32:11,900 --> 00:32:14,500
now. 
There's this person in the 

546
00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:17,700
spiritual Community. 
That's literally calling 

547
00:32:17,700 --> 00:32:18,400
herself. 
A witch. 

548
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:19,000
Okay. 
Cool. 

549
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:22,500
You're a witch, I don't care. 
But like, why did you have a 

550
00:32:22,500 --> 00:32:28,000
ceremony? 
In Florida, where you invited 

551
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:33,200
people and gave them candy and 
spoke affirmations, to make them

552
00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:38,800
sweeter and called it like a 
sweet Circle or some shit. 

553
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:42,800
Okay, for one, the very first 
episode I'm talking like the 

554
00:32:42,800 --> 00:32:46,400
trailer episode, we talk about 
sweet spicy. 

555
00:32:46,700 --> 00:32:49,700
All that we talked about that 
like sugar and spice and 

556
00:32:49,700 --> 00:32:53,100
everything in between. 
So for that's just for one and 

557
00:32:53,100 --> 00:32:58,500
then, We've talked about doing 
that, like type of thing to 

558
00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:02,600
like, we've talked about three 
every episode is welcome to 

559
00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:04,700
Candyland. 
So now you're trying to create 

560
00:33:04,700 --> 00:33:08,500
your own Candy Land, you're 
trying to have other people, 

561
00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:13,200
promote your little circle on 
their post, and their page and 

562
00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:18,800
invite people to your candy 
Circle and 44, I literally 

563
00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:22,600
always send out suckers or 
lollipops with my merch. 

564
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,500
And it's Just contrary Cherry 
stuff or lick it like a lollipop

565
00:33:26,500 --> 00:33:30,600
stickers and stuff but I always 
send out suckers that's that 

566
00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:34,800
name both for I guess like five 
and six me and you have held a 

567
00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:37,800
photo shoots with suckers. 
So you're just going to give out

568
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:39,900
suckers for seven that he never 
seven. 

569
00:33:39,900 --> 00:33:42,700
You're just going to have a 
little circle, say some 

570
00:33:42,700 --> 00:33:46,000
blessings, do what you things 
but make sure you give out some 

571
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,800
candy. 
Like what is this? 

572
00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:55,300
It's the energy that's that's 
been around of CopyCat energy 

573
00:33:55,300 --> 00:33:59,500
for no reason. 
For absolutely no fucking reason

574
00:33:59,500 --> 00:34:01,400
and you can't tell I don't give 
a fuck. 

575
00:34:01,400 --> 00:34:04,300
Who you are? 
You cannot tell me that your 

576
00:34:04,300 --> 00:34:08,400
Niche and your thing has been 
candy, when nothing nothing has 

577
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:10,199
been on there. 
We have been. 

578
00:34:10,199 --> 00:34:14,300
I Want Candy on playing on our 
shit all the time. 

579
00:34:14,300 --> 00:34:19,199
Like it's been a fucking thing 
and like, get inspiration. 

580
00:34:19,300 --> 00:34:22,500
From things but don't take 
people's whole shit like take 

581
00:34:22,500 --> 00:34:26,000
some of the idea and molded into
your room saying you don't have 

582
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:29,600
to take people's shit. 
Word-for-word have literally 

583
00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:32,600
done fucking cookies. 
You could have literally done 

584
00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:35,800
fucking a lot of other things 
that were sweet but you chose 

585
00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:39,500
lollipops. 
You chose suckers like mmmm? 

586
00:34:39,500 --> 00:34:43,699
No, wrong go, you're a fucking 
copycat, you can do whatever you

587
00:34:43,699 --> 00:34:46,500
want, clout Chase, whatever, 
whatever. 

588
00:34:46,500 --> 00:34:51,600
But I'm just saying, you're 
obviously Lee lurking behind the

589
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:56,900
scenes may be listening to this.
And for those that are 

590
00:34:56,900 --> 00:34:59,700
listening, you don't even want 
to know who this is. 

591
00:34:59,700 --> 00:35:02,400
So don't even ask because this 
bitch ain't shit. 

592
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:05,900
She obviously has not an 
original bone in her body 

593
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:09,900
because it's like we're already 
in the same Niche were already, 

594
00:35:10,100 --> 00:35:15,500
psychics, whatever, but baby, 
you do not have the flavor, 

595
00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:19,100
that's that. 
It's literally just frustrating 

596
00:35:19,100 --> 00:35:24,700
because like if it was their own
thing, we would just support 

597
00:35:24,700 --> 00:35:26,600
that and like think that that's 
dope. 

598
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:31,100
And be like, oh, looks like that
idea happen, whatever but it 

599
00:35:31,100 --> 00:35:36,000
hasn't just been one thing. 
There's like been a specific 

600
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:41,200
energy of like taking things 
word, for word that are said, on

601
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:44,400
our podcast, by you word, for 
word. 

602
00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:48,000
And then regurgitated, as Ation 
for other people. 

603
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:52,500
And I don't care how connected 
everybody is to Spirit or Source

604
00:35:52,500 --> 00:35:55,000
or whatever. 
That message is not coming in 

605
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,600
word for word in a different 
tone than you speak. 

606
00:35:59,300 --> 00:36:05,000
I just feel like why did people 
want attention from other 

607
00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:07,600
people's ideas? 
Like I know that throughout 

608
00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:11,000
history so many people have 
gotten famous Rich, whatever off

609
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:14,500
other people's ideas off using 
other people off stealing their 

610
00:36:14,500 --> 00:36:17,600
shit, whatever it is. 
But you keep In your life like 

611
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:22,700
that, you're going to hit a dead
end because the ideas run out 

612
00:36:22,700 --> 00:36:26,400
and Karma and like the weight of
what you're doing catches up to 

613
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:28,000
you. 
Like, you can't have good 

614
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,800
intentions if you're constantly 
copying and stealing someone 

615
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,300
else's ideas. 
Like, that's not good 

616
00:36:33,300 --> 00:36:35,200
intentions. 
Because at the end of the day, 

617
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:39,000
if you had your own ideas or you
had your own connection, to 

618
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:42,700
whatever you would just Channel 
your own ideas, and it's just 

619
00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:45,300
like how do you call yourself an
artist or a creative or a 

620
00:36:45,300 --> 00:36:48,400
psychic or anything of it? 
Visionary would be a good just 

621
00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:52,600
umbrella term. 
But yet you take everyone else's

622
00:36:52,700 --> 00:36:56,500
stuff and it's just like I don't
get that like I would never go 

623
00:36:56,500 --> 00:36:59,900
to someone else's page and be 
like, okay, what can I copy from

624
00:36:59,900 --> 00:37:03,300
here and run? 
Right back to my page and post 

625
00:37:03,300 --> 00:37:08,500
like know well and there's also 
collaboration to like if you're 

626
00:37:08,500 --> 00:37:11,400
inspired by something that 
somebody else does and the way 

627
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:14,800
that they move and hustle, you 
can also do collaboration things

628
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:19,200
with them and Talk to them and 
get to know them and see the 

629
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:21,700
kinds of things that Inspire 
them and whatever and see if 

630
00:37:21,700 --> 00:37:25,700
those things inspire you to 
like, you don't have to take 

631
00:37:25,700 --> 00:37:30,900
what somebody else does in order
to be noticeable and that's what

632
00:37:30,900 --> 00:37:33,300
I don't like. 
Like just reach out about a 

633
00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:36,800
collaboration on something or 
say that you like and idea and 

634
00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:39,800
ask about it. 
I don't know. 

635
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,600
I think there's so much 
competition like in honestly a 

636
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:49,800
lot of these people, like I 
think they feel my beneath the 

637
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,600
person so it's like they don't 
want to contact you. 

638
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:54,700
They want to fly under the 
radar. 

639
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,100
I mean, I know bunny does with 
this all the time and she's had 

640
00:37:57,100 --> 00:38:00,300
to let calls from these bitches 
out like what the fuck are you 

641
00:38:00,300 --> 00:38:02,300
doing? 
But like people are going to do 

642
00:38:02,300 --> 00:38:04,700
that. 
I'll just think it's like they 

643
00:38:04,700 --> 00:38:07,200
can't help it. 
It's just like in there but they

644
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,100
don't have an original Regional 
bone in their body. 

645
00:38:09,100 --> 00:38:12,000
So they try to like mold to the 
relationship. 

646
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,100
They're in or they try to mold 
to the friendships or to a 

647
00:38:15,100 --> 00:38:18,000
community or whatever the fuck 
they think is trending or 

648
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:19,900
exciting, or you know what I 
mean? 

649
00:38:19,900 --> 00:38:25,700
Like I think there's like some 
type of like Trendy like let me 

650
00:38:25,700 --> 00:38:30,100
copy you and follow you but not 
credit you or support you 

651
00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:32,900
energy. 
You think it's done 

652
00:38:32,900 --> 00:38:37,000
subconsciously or do you think 
that like people are actively 

653
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:40,200
making the choice to be like, 
I'm going to take this. 

654
00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:44,200
Like do you think that somebody 
that this person could listen to

655
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:48,600
the podcast and just get 
inspired by those things and not

656
00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:50,600
even realize that they're taking
it? 

657
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:57,800
I mean, you literally are a 
psychic psychics and Candy 

658
00:38:59,900 --> 00:39:03,400
trying to be nice. 
They had nothing in common 

659
00:39:03,400 --> 00:39:06,200
except the fact that me and you 
are psychics and we fucking have

660
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:10,200
a podcast about lollipops candy.
And the fact that like, you 

661
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:13,400
know, we've literally promoted 
it with like lollipop the song. 

662
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:16,300
Like we've been all about the 
Candyland, all about this, all 

663
00:39:16,300 --> 00:39:20,400
about that like 280, every post 
that we've almost ever fucking 

664
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:22,300
made. 
He has candy on it. 

665
00:39:22,300 --> 00:39:26,500
So let's go 200 posts over the 
course of a year and then on a 

666
00:39:26,500 --> 00:39:29,300
random Saturday, you decide, 
you're going to host a workshop 

667
00:39:29,300 --> 00:39:33,100
and call it a sweet Circle and 
fucking hand out suckers and 

668
00:39:33,100 --> 00:39:36,700
lollipops like em. 
No, I don't see how that could 

669
00:39:36,700 --> 00:39:38,800
be subconscious. 
It seems like yes you got 

670
00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:42,200
inspired but sometimes people 
look at you so long because 

671
00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:46,600
they're hating that they become 
inspired unintentionally and 

672
00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:49,100
they actually kind of fall in 
love with you or become obsessed

673
00:39:49,100 --> 00:39:53,200
with you because I already know.
That like My Views and likes do 

674
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:56,600
not reflect what Instagram says,
the amount of people that are 

675
00:39:56,600 --> 00:40:00,000
clicking on my profile, coming 
to my profile spending time on 

676
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:03,000
my profile and clicking my 
website, you know what I mean? 

677
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:06,600
Like, how to how is that rate 
more than the amount of 

678
00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:08,800
followers? 
I have every single 30 days is 

679
00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:12,000
what it's saying. 
But like at the end of the day, 

680
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:13,300
y'all don't like nothing while 
you're there. 

681
00:40:13,300 --> 00:40:17,100
You don't follow me and then you
leave, and you come multiple 

682
00:40:17,100 --> 00:40:21,000
times. 
A day a month a week, who knows?

683
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:25,400
I mean I'm not just getting like
10K views on my profile for no 

684
00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:29,400
reason because I never get no 
10K likes or 1000 likes or 

685
00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:30,400
nothing. 
You know what I mean? 

686
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:34,200
Like Instagrams, algorithms been
trash but y'all clearly type in 

687
00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,400
moneymen y'all are clearly 
coming directly to my profile. 

688
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:40,700
So let me know what you see that
you like, let me know what you 

689
00:40:40,700 --> 00:40:45,100
need more of because I can 
already see y'all's bullshit and

690
00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:48,600
it's not going to last because 
when I stopped posting you stop 

691
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:53,100
having ideas. 
And that's the part that has 

692
00:40:53,100 --> 00:40:56,700
been consistent because we've 
tested that shit out. 

693
00:40:56,700 --> 00:41:00,500
And we're not you and I aren't 
even ones to like speak on 

694
00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:04,100
things either. 
Unless like, it's been a routine

695
00:41:04,100 --> 00:41:07,700
thing like small annoyances and 
like small coincidences and 

696
00:41:07,700 --> 00:41:11,400
things like we obviously like 
we've talked about it privately 

697
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:14,300
behind the scene, but we never 
would have even mentioned it. 

698
00:41:14,300 --> 00:41:20,400
And now it's just kind of like 
Why what's the point? 

699
00:41:20,700 --> 00:41:23,400
There's not a point and then 
you're just like is it's a 

700
00:41:23,408 --> 00:41:26,800
perpetuate drama, is it to be 
like haha I'm doing it first 

701
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:30,500
because you can do things first 
but I guaran-fucking-tee you, 

702
00:41:30,500 --> 00:41:34,500
you didn't do it better because 
sprouting a fucking brand new 

703
00:41:34,500 --> 00:41:37,900
idea and throwing it out into 
the universe, Never Lands as 

704
00:41:37,900 --> 00:41:41,600
hard as the idea that had 
originality and creativity and 

705
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:46,200
cultivation and you can't create
what Rampage and I are doing. 

706
00:41:46,500 --> 00:41:49,800
On any level because your own 
individual person. 

707
00:41:51,700 --> 00:41:58,000
So most of your time and your 
energy on trying to be something

708
00:41:58,000 --> 00:41:59,500
you're not, it won't come into 
fruition. 

709
00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:05,100
And also that applies to 
relationships jobs, fucking a 

710
00:42:05,100 --> 00:42:07,900
lot of things. 
Because so many people keep 

711
00:42:07,900 --> 00:42:10,600
thinking, well, if I just keep 
putting my energy into this or I

712
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:13,700
put energy into this, it's going
to work and that is not always 

713
00:42:13,700 --> 00:42:16,800
the case, like if it's not in 
your highest and best, it's not 

714
00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:20,300
your idea. 
If it's really not for you, the 

715
00:42:20,300 --> 00:42:22,900
universe will block it. 
And like that comes up so much 

716
00:42:22,900 --> 00:42:25,200
in readings, where people want 
to know about, like a love 

717
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:28,600
interest, or something specific 
and spirit will straight up be 

718
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:32,500
like it's divine intervention. 
Like, it's being blocked, it's 

719
00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:35,300
being locked for a reason and 
they need to quit worrying about

720
00:42:35,300 --> 00:42:38,300
it, kind of thing and like, 
sometimes people just can't 

721
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:43,800
leave shit alone and I think it 
is that dramatic chaotic energy 

722
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:46,500
of the collective or people like
to stir up shit, where the 

723
00:42:46,500 --> 00:42:51,000
internet likes to cancel people 
or to have a Hot Topic. 

724
00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:55,000
I mean, literally, there's been 
so much talk about MGK and 

725
00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:57,600
Megan. 
Fox splitting up, like so much 

726
00:42:57,600 --> 00:43:05,800
to the point where it's almost 
like, how much do people need to

727
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:08,200
validate themselves through 
celebrities? 

728
00:43:08,500 --> 00:43:12,300
They never sought like they 
never, it never ends and I think

729
00:43:12,900 --> 00:43:16,300
people really just need to get 
their own fucking life. 

730
00:43:16,300 --> 00:43:22,500
And like just literally be 
yourself like quit using tools 

731
00:43:22,500 --> 00:43:25,200
and resources, where you could 
be connecting and collaborating 

732
00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:30,100
and like, inspiring others to 
fucking fight other people's 

733
00:43:30,100 --> 00:43:32,700
style and I know that happen. 
So much and like so many 

734
00:43:32,700 --> 00:43:36,900
Industries like it's really 
sickening how many people don't 

735
00:43:36,900 --> 00:43:41,100
have original ideas but want to 
be recognized and it's like for 

736
00:43:41,100 --> 00:43:43,800
what? 
Like find out your why quit 

737
00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:47,800
fucking playing and trying to 
like fill in the gap or find the

738
00:43:47,800 --> 00:43:50,500
puzzle piece that someone else 
is using and like, make it your 

739
00:43:50,500 --> 00:43:53,000
own because like that doesn't 
work, it will never work. 

740
00:43:54,300 --> 00:43:57,900
Yeah, well I'm trying to play 
off of other people's ideas. 

741
00:43:57,900 --> 00:44:01,200
You're eventually going to run 
out of content for yourself and 

742
00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:04,200
then what are you going to do? 
Because you can't keep on doing 

743
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,000
the same exact things as 
somebody else. 

744
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:08,300
You just aren't ever going to 
get anywhere with it. 

745
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:12,000
I don't have patience for the 
unoriginality. 

746
00:44:12,300 --> 00:44:16,000
And if you're going to do 
something, be creative about it,

747
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:19,900
and do it, and maybe, Maybe the 
types of people that you're 

748
00:44:19,900 --> 00:44:24,900
talking about are the people who
what their idea of like success 

749
00:44:24,900 --> 00:44:30,400
or goals is how many people like
them or reaching like a certain,

750
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:33,500
like Celebrity Status Quo or 
whatever. 

751
00:44:33,500 --> 00:44:39,000
They're trying to obtain. 
And so they just go about taking

752
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:41,900
the stuff that obviously, people
will engage with, and that 

753
00:44:41,900 --> 00:44:44,600
people will like, and that ideas
that they know are going to 

754
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:49,000
like, you know, whatever. 
Like if you, if If they steal 

755
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:53,000
the idea first and they make it 
happen before you do, then, they

756
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:55,100
can say that it's a copy, you 
know what I mean? 

757
00:44:55,100 --> 00:44:57,400
And so, then they get clout off 
of that. 

758
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:05,400
I honestly just don't even care 
what people want, think need 

759
00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:08,400
desire. 
Like, I'm just so over trying to

760
00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:10,900
impress other people, or like 
even worrying about other 

761
00:45:10,900 --> 00:45:12,400
people. 
Like sometimes I get so caught 

762
00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:15,300
up in my purpose of helping 
other people that I neglect 

763
00:45:15,300 --> 00:45:17,900
myself and I'm fucking over that
like, fuck off. 

764
00:45:18,100 --> 00:45:20,500
Offer all like a lot of y'all 
want to be saved without doing 

765
00:45:20,500 --> 00:45:23,600
the work, fuck you. 
And I mean, that from the bottom

766
00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:26,900
of my heart and then, you know, 
the people who are trying like, 

767
00:45:26,900 --> 00:45:29,000
I see y'all and I appreciate 
y'all and y'all know who the 

768
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:31,000
fuck you are. 
But if you do not have pure 

769
00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:33,400
intentions for me, you think 
you're going to get some type of

770
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:34,900
cloud. 
You think that in the future 

771
00:45:34,900 --> 00:45:37,300
like something big is going to 
happen for me and you're going 

772
00:45:37,300 --> 00:45:40,500
to benefit up off that like 
you're going to be falling away 

773
00:45:40,500 --> 00:45:43,700
because every single day I'm 
doing spellwork to release 

774
00:45:43,700 --> 00:45:47,100
people like that from my life 
and it's amazing to watch those 

775
00:45:47,100 --> 00:45:49,900
people fall away. 
Way naturally without even 

776
00:45:49,900 --> 00:45:53,600
needing to like do much, but 
it's like at the end of the day,

777
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:57,200
I'm making myself a priority and
then helping people as second 

778
00:45:57,300 --> 00:46:00,800
period because like you cannot 
pour from an empty cup. 

779
00:46:00,900 --> 00:46:04,500
And I found myself like even 
recently, just being so 

780
00:46:04,500 --> 00:46:07,900
submerged and everyone else's 
needs of me that I was like 

781
00:46:07,900 --> 00:46:12,000
neglecting my own nap time, 
self-care, rest, whatever it 

782
00:46:12,008 --> 00:46:14,100
was. 
And so now we're back on our 

783
00:46:14,100 --> 00:46:16,300
bullshit, like I'm back on I'm 
going to text you back whenever 

784
00:46:16,300 --> 00:46:19,500
I got time. 
You know like whatever it is 

785
00:46:19,500 --> 00:46:21,400
like I'm not on anybody's 
schedule. 

786
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,400
Well you shouldn't be on 
anybody's schedule. 

787
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:26,500
That's why I started taking 
weekends off. 

788
00:46:26,800 --> 00:46:29,900
I was like Saturday's. 
I'm going to devote to like 

789
00:46:30,100 --> 00:46:33,400
cleaning up my house and like 
meditating and being like in my 

790
00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:37,100
space and like putting energy 
into that and then some days is 

791
00:46:37,100 --> 00:46:39,400
when my husband's not on the 
food truck. 

792
00:46:39,500 --> 00:46:41,800
And so that's when I'm here with
him. 

793
00:46:41,800 --> 00:46:46,700
And, you know, you got to do 
stuff that serves you and set 

794
00:46:46,700 --> 00:46:49,900
aside time for yourself and like
consistent time to, that's the 

795
00:46:49,900 --> 00:46:54,000
mistake to is that I've I've 
learned is doing it like here or

796
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,000
there. 
You always put it off but if you

797
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:58,400
have it scheduled in you'll do 
it. 

798
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:03,000
I changed on schedule really 
often like I just like, I don't 

799
00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:04,500
know. 
I'm always changing my schedule 

800
00:47:04,500 --> 00:47:08,400
around, but now that it's about 
to start getting really pretty 

801
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:11,800
and like, I can't wait, I'm 
ready for that. 

802
00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:14,500
I'm ready to hike. 
I'm ready, just like see the 

803
00:47:14,500 --> 00:47:17,300
Earth nature, like, I don't 
know. 

804
00:47:17,300 --> 00:47:20,600
So, I feel like a lot is 
changing right now. 

805
00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:23,300
I cannot wait. 
Wait for the time change. 

806
00:47:23,300 --> 00:47:25,700
I'm just so excited for that 
like yes. 

807
00:47:26,300 --> 00:47:30,900
Yes, yeah. 
I'm excited that you're excited 

808
00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:34,200
by. 
No, I don't even know. 

809
00:47:34,200 --> 00:47:36,600
I love sleeping during the 
daylight to. 

810
00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:40,000
I like like when it's daylight I
could sleep longer than if it 

811
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:44,200
was like guard. 
I like to like I wish I could 

812
00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:47,000
just be in like a dark cave, all
of the time. 

813
00:47:47,300 --> 00:47:51,200
I don't like brightness. 
I'd like the warmth on my skin. 

814
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:53,700
I'm like, this is going to turn 
into a sunburn. 

815
00:47:53,700 --> 00:47:57,200
I just I am built for rainy 
days. 

816
00:47:57,200 --> 00:47:59,600
I thrive. 
I'm so creative summer. 

817
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:02,400
I'm like everything is sticky. 
I don't fucking like it. 

818
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:05,500
I'm too white for this shit. 
Summer is sticky. 

819
00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:08,300
It's fine. 
It'll be fine. 

820
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:10,000
I'll complain I'll get it 
together. 

821
00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:17,200
Wilkie Lon This journey. 
Well, I'm grateful that we can 

822
00:48:17,200 --> 00:48:21,600
collaborate and there's no like 
comparison and contrast and I 

823
00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:24,300
also am really proud of you. 
I've been seeing you really 

824
00:48:24,300 --> 00:48:27,900
consistent on your Tick Tock and
like doing all your things. 

825
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:32,400
Actually it hasn't been showing 
me your Tick-Tock either like on

826
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:35,900
the for you page at all like 
nothing but I'll see you on the 

827
00:48:35,908 --> 00:48:41,700
following page. 
So yeah, I I'm not making it 

828
00:48:41,700 --> 00:48:45,000
onto the furry you page. 
Now, but I have a series and 

829
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:50,000
every time I do the series it 
pops off, you want to know if 

830
00:48:50,008 --> 00:48:55,400
you want to know something. 
So I did this episode of the The

831
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:59,600
Witches, get it series that I've
been doing and it popped off. 

832
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:03,000
And I had talked about like, 
making a flyer and I talked 

833
00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:06,600
about it and people in the it's 
got like seven hundred comments 

834
00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:09,900
of people, like I want this 
flyer do this flyer. 

835
00:49:09,900 --> 00:49:15,700
Oh my God, and Print me blah, 
blah blah, copies, and mail them

836
00:49:15,700 --> 00:49:18,400
to me and and all this shit. 
And so I just made a 

837
00:49:18,408 --> 00:49:23,800
downloadable PDF I made an Etsy 
and I was like, I made these 

838
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:25,800
flyer, you know, this flyer, 
whatever. 

839
00:49:26,500 --> 00:49:29,200
Oh, I thought you would mail 
them to us and I'm like, the 

840
00:49:29,200 --> 00:49:32,800
audacity people to think that I 
would just send bundles of paper

841
00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:36,200
and pay to ship bundles of paper
because I had an idea that in my

842
00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:41,300
video that they liked is fucking
wild to me, the entitlement. 

843
00:49:41,300 --> 00:49:46,200
It's the Don't, you know, 
honestly I'm so exhausted with 

844
00:49:46,200 --> 00:49:48,900
entitlement. 
I just like I'm not even really 

845
00:49:49,500 --> 00:49:51,700
entertaining it. 
I can't. 

846
00:49:53,500 --> 00:49:59,900
I can't like I just can't. 
I just it's fucked up. 

847
00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:02,700
It's sad. 
It's it's sad that people live 

848
00:50:02,700 --> 00:50:06,000
their life expecting everyone to
do everything for them all the 

849
00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:08,300
time even strangers. 
That's what's wrong with this 

850
00:50:08,300 --> 00:50:12,300
world. 
Do your own shit, he'll quit 

851
00:50:12,300 --> 00:50:15,700
projecting quit worrying about 
it but just fucking do the work,

852
00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:18,300
do the work and you won't act 
like a fucking. 

853
00:50:18,900 --> 00:50:25,300
I don't know asshole. 
Yep, it's not to be Aries season

854
00:50:25,300 --> 00:50:26,900
were in Pisces season. 
It's about to be the 

855
00:50:26,900 --> 00:50:30,000
astrological New Year and every 
season, I will be showing my ass

856
00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:33,900
all area Seasons. 
I got to do something for my 

857
00:50:33,900 --> 00:50:39,500
husband, but we're on this not 
spending money on each other or 

858
00:50:39,500 --> 00:50:43,300
whatever thing because we go on 
an anniversary trip every year 

859
00:50:43,300 --> 00:50:47,000
because our anniversaries for 20
and so we always go somewhere 

860
00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:48,900
new with each other every 
anniversary. 

861
00:50:49,700 --> 00:50:53,300
So we like prevent like we don't
celebrate Valentine's Day, we 

862
00:50:53,300 --> 00:50:56,600
just put whatever money, we 
would have like put out whatever

863
00:50:56,600 --> 00:51:00,900
if we were Valentine's. 
Whatever people and we put that 

864
00:51:00,900 --> 00:51:04,700
into a savings account and like 
I literally have like a stash of

865
00:51:04,700 --> 00:51:09,000
Buchan cash that I keep, because
anytime I get changed back from 

866
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,300
a store. 
I just stuff all of the change 

867
00:51:11,300 --> 00:51:17,000
into this thing. 
Nice, nice. 

868
00:51:17,100 --> 00:51:19,400
I love it. 
I love trying to be naked. 

869
00:51:20,700 --> 00:51:23,400
Naked a wasted and I'm just 
going to Thank You, Vince over 

870
00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:27,100
balcony. 
Dude, there was this, we stayed 

871
00:51:27,100 --> 00:51:31,400
at this hotel in Reno one time 
and we're on a floor hella high 

872
00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:36,000
and you could see on our window 
at night where handprints were 

873
00:51:36,800 --> 00:51:39,300
like and you just know people 
are just getting. 

874
00:51:39,300 --> 00:51:41,600
I couldn't do that. 
I'm scared of heights. 

875
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:47,000
I would win diachronic. 
That's what I would free. 

876
00:51:47,000 --> 00:51:49,700
I could you imagine? 
No, I'm good. 

877
00:51:49,800 --> 00:51:54,300
I'm too fat for that shit. 
Absolutely not damn. 

878
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:56,600
I don't know. 
I don't know about it. 

879
00:51:56,700 --> 00:51:58,600
Oh no. 
I don't know about it. 

880
00:52:00,100 --> 00:52:05,100
Well I really just want everyone
to know that we appreciate all 

881
00:52:05,100 --> 00:52:06,800
the sunflowers that was so 
sweet. 

882
00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:11,400
I'm still getting some flowers. 
Really heartwarming to know how 

883
00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:13,100
many people are paying 
attention. 

884
00:52:13,100 --> 00:52:17,900
They are listening, we really 
Don't like to air out any drama 

885
00:52:17,900 --> 00:52:20,300
on the podcast but I just like 
it needs to be said with the 

886
00:52:20,300 --> 00:52:24,400
candy Circle and among other 
things, like I feel like right 

887
00:52:24,400 --> 00:52:28,100
now it's time to clear the air 
because like it's still winter, 

888
00:52:28,100 --> 00:52:30,700
it's time for reflection, it's 
time for accountability. 

889
00:52:30,700 --> 00:52:34,600
It's time for that like hermit 
energy, like, bringing out those

890
00:52:34,600 --> 00:52:37,400
Shadows. 
But also about like 

891
00:52:37,500 --> 00:52:42,800
understanding that like weave, 
All been through different stuff

892
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:45,100
and like we don't have to act 
like that, you know what I mean?

893
00:52:45,100 --> 00:52:47,600
We don't have to project that 
onto other people either. 

894
00:52:47,900 --> 00:52:50,500
So I think you know, at the end 
of the day like we're really 

895
00:52:50,500 --> 00:52:54,300
grateful for those that are 
showing up that are listening 

896
00:52:54,300 --> 00:52:58,900
and all of those good things I 
agree. 

897
00:52:58,900 --> 00:53:03,100
And also if you're somebody that
listens and like you do get like

898
00:53:03,100 --> 00:53:06,300
inspiration off of shit and like
you have your own stuff going or

899
00:53:06,300 --> 00:53:09,200
whatever. 
Like you can always reach out to

900
00:53:09,200 --> 00:53:10,600
us. 
It's not that like we don't like

901
00:53:10,600 --> 00:53:12,900
being reached out to, or we 
don't want to talk to anybody. 

902
00:53:12,900 --> 00:53:16,200
Like we totally do. 
We just don't want our ideas and

903
00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:18,000
things that we come up with to 
get taken. 

904
00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:21,200
And I feel like anybody who 
works really hard at something 

905
00:53:21,200 --> 00:53:24,800
or is passionate about something
should understand that it's like

906
00:53:24,800 --> 00:53:29,400
somebody writing lyrics down and
Another person taking those 

907
00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:32,900
lyrics and spitting them and 
trying to make it their own, you

908
00:53:32,900 --> 00:53:36,400
know what I mean? 
So, that's, you know, that's 

909
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:40,300
where that comes from. 
It's a no from me. 

910
00:53:40,300 --> 00:53:44,800
So, don't do it because you will
be drained of all of your 

911
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:51,400
creative juices, for 10 years 
and what makes you so don't fuck

912
00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:54,300
around with them. 
Fuck around, get smoked. 

913
00:53:55,100 --> 00:53:56,800
I love it. 
I love you. 

914
00:53:56,800 --> 00:53:58,400
I love you. 
I love you. 

915
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:03,100
Fiddles, we're gonna start 
calling it Spice World now 

916
00:54:03,100 --> 00:54:06,500
because we talked about sugar 
and spice of a, the you're about

917
00:54:06,500 --> 00:54:09,000
to get the spice. 
We've been given it all sugar. 

918
00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:11,500
But now we're about to put 
Paprika in your mouth. 

919
00:54:11,600 --> 00:54:12,900
We're about to have a pet 
precursor. 

920
00:54:12,900 --> 00:54:18,200
Country is not spice, it spicy. 
No, it's not. 

921
00:54:19,600 --> 00:54:22,400
Girl. 
Yes, paprika's not spicy. 

922
00:54:22,700 --> 00:54:26,200
It's a spicy to me. 
Damn, I'm white, but I'm not 

923
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:29,900
that white look. 
It's everything. 

924
00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:32,900
But because not spicy. 
It's just like a flavor booster.

925
00:54:33,500 --> 00:54:36,200
Any Growers, have some spice to 
it sis. 

926
00:54:37,100 --> 00:54:41,000
Do you think pepper spicy? 
No, but Peppers. 

927
00:54:41,000 --> 00:54:44,600
Got a twang to it that if you 
are using fresh pepper. 

928
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:48,100
Yeah I can have a thing going 
Scout trying to it. 

929
00:54:48,100 --> 00:54:52,000
I like the way you say twang. 
Playing baby. 

930
00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:53,400
So maybe I'm wrong. 
Maybe. 

931
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:56,500
I don't know about paprika being
spicy though but I'll give it to

932
00:54:56,500 --> 00:54:57,800
you. 
It's red. 

933
00:55:05,700 --> 00:55:09,600
Don't know, you just don't know 
in what I'm going to tell you is

934
00:55:09,700 --> 00:55:13,700
it's spiceworld. 
Okay, we are going to slice 

935
00:55:13,700 --> 00:55:15,800
World y'all. 
So when were together, we have 

936
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:18,300
to do the Spice Girl pigtails 
because we are already doing all

937
00:55:18,300 --> 00:55:22,300
the time. 
Well, I've already already had a

938
00:55:22,308 --> 00:55:25,700
filter that out because so many 
people started doing that, but 

939
00:55:25,700 --> 00:55:29,400
it just seemed to me it off in 
the distance. 

940
00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:32,300
I just Like fuck these pictures.
So now, you know what? 

941
00:55:32,300 --> 00:55:36,400
I'm going to do. 
Something, Buddy, in turn, do 

942
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:38,200
something. 
Different pages. 

943
00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:43,800
Getting a buzz cut. 
No, she's not awake. 

944
00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:46,000
I'm Gonna Get Away. 
What? 

945
00:55:46,000 --> 00:55:47,700
Kind of wig? 
I don't know. 

946
00:55:48,200 --> 00:55:50,800
I thought about it. 
You please get one of those. 

947
00:55:50,800 --> 00:55:53,700
Like the lump shoe is big like, 
red, curly wigs. 

948
00:55:53,700 --> 00:55:55,100
I want to see what you look like
in it. 

949
00:55:55,900 --> 00:55:57,900
I've never seen myself with red 
hair over. 

950
00:56:00,100 --> 00:56:03,600
Pepper. 
Actually, I mean I've had brown 

951
00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:09,600
hair before, but that's it. 
I wanna see it. 

952
00:56:09,600 --> 00:56:11,900
It's crazy. 
It's fucking crazy. 

953
00:56:11,900 --> 00:56:15,900
So, thank you for coming to 
Candy Land. 

954
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:20,600
That is now evolving into 
spikes, world-weary, lollipops 

955
00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:24,300
at the door. 
Check your lollipops at the door

956
00:56:24,300 --> 00:56:26,400
because I'm expecting that you 
already have one. 

957
00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:30,900
I'm expecting you wrote about 
the bank and they gave you one 

958
00:56:30,900 --> 00:56:32,800
because that's not the only 
other moment of what kind of 

959
00:56:32,800 --> 00:56:36,700
Lollipop I want to be. 
They make these lollipops that 

960
00:56:36,700 --> 00:56:40,600
are like mango but they're like 
spicy chamoy and Tajin on the 

961
00:56:40,600 --> 00:56:43,300
outside. 
That's what I want to be. 

962
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,900
It's like a spicy ass. 
Hmm. 

963
00:56:47,800 --> 00:56:53,800
Also, mmm-hmm Power Circle, 
March 6th, Jim and I was going 

964
00:56:53,800 --> 00:57:00,700
to do something crazy there, and
we're gonna release fear 

965
00:57:00,700 --> 00:57:05,300
self-doubt and all timelines, 
that are no longer serving us. 

966
00:57:05,300 --> 00:57:09,800
It's going to be First full moon
of the astrological new year 

967
00:57:10,100 --> 00:57:15,900
changes on the way changes on 
the way, and it's on a Monday, 

968
00:57:15,900 --> 00:57:19,500
which is ruled by the moon. 
So go sign up on my website. 

969
00:57:19,600 --> 00:57:23,400
Also go, some of her Geminis. 
Well, actually it already 

970
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,900
started in my gym and I had a 
class that already started, so 

971
00:57:25,900 --> 00:57:28,500
you missed the ball but you 
know, we're going to be I'm 

972
00:57:28,500 --> 00:57:32,600
going to be doing more rounds of
it because I didn't expect as 

973
00:57:32,600 --> 00:57:35,600
many people to want to be in and
I had a limit of 10. 

974
00:57:35,800 --> 00:57:40,000
And we surpassed that and like 
the first week and so I was just

975
00:57:40,000 --> 00:57:43,400
letting people in and then I'm 
like, we can't do that again. 

976
00:57:43,400 --> 00:57:44,600
So we're gonna have more 
classes. 

977
00:57:45,400 --> 00:57:49,200
Nice nice. 
So we will see you all later. 

978
00:57:49,900 --> 00:57:51,800
Bye. 
Bye.