Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
What the fuck is up, everybody? Welcome back to Candyland.
Lick it like a lollipop baby life is only getting sweeter
around here and we miss you all. I love the fact that so many
people think that like we talked about sex on our podcast and
that's all we talked about because of the name of our
podcast. Well, I know that I sent our
podcast to like a bunch of people on last Snapchat and I
had several people being like is that a no f.
Where do I subscribe? Is that enough?
The amount of people who tell you to make a OS.
It really wild. It's it's kind of crazy.
How many people won't just go like check out the podcast for
themself or just go look at it and then stead they're like what
is that? They're probably nervous that
like they're going to click on the link.
You sent them and it's going to be like a butthole or something
and they just want to know ahead of time.
Like what's going on? What's peeping around the corner
when I Keep that linky, you know, I mean, I think, at the
end of the day, a lot of people are like, oh, I want to start a
podcast or I want to do this or I want to listen, or support and
they just don't and like, I'm cool because I feel like, you
know, when you create something from your soul, whether it's art
or anything, not everyone's going to resonate with it.
Not everyone's going to feel called to go listen or to check
it out. And it's kind of like with
music, you know, a lot of people don't support their local artist
until that local artist gets on a big stage and the Then they're
like, jelly roll. That's my brother.
Okay. And then you're like a whole
different level of like, who the fuck are you?
You know what I mean? Because people come out of the
woodwork when they think it's going to benefit them.
And I heard about something on Tik-Tok that, like a lot of
people won't play the video that only has like 30 or 50 likes.
They scroll right, past it, but if they come to a video with 10K
or more, they instantly watch it.
Because sheep follow sheep the herd follows a leader.
And when they're like, okay, A 10,000 people already watched
this and said they liked it. It's worth my energy and time
rather than giving that small Creator who only has one or two
likes or 50 like. So now I've been trying to do
reverse psychology and only entertain the smaller videos.
Like if they've got a bunch of likes I'm like Past it.
So I like to go and pay attention to how many followers
people have. That have dope videos that show
up in my fyp a lot, because there will be a lot of people
who have liked videos that literally should be viral.
And they're just not for whatever reason.
And it's probably because the algorithm only likes to pick up,
like, very certain types of people.
It seems like, and like certain messages and it's hard for you.
If you don't like, let's be real, if you don't have a niche,
when it comes to like being on a platform, then most people
aren't really interested. You have to have some kind of
niche in some way. Even if it's, you just eating
fucking hamburgers every day in your car, which there's a girl
who eats hamburgers, literally, that's what she does on her page
and I won't lie. I'll be like, hamburgers, look,
fucking dank now. And I'm not even a hamburger
kind of girl. I mean, that's just like that
guy. That you sent a long time.
That was making pizza on live. He has like a half a million
love of your life. He has a half a million
followers now, and he only has like, what 20,000 when you
brought him up? He has a half a million
followers. Now, maybe more now because when
you go live and you are consistent, regardless of what
you're doing, Spirit the universe responds to that,
because that's where a lot of people miss the bars.
They're not consistent. They make a couple videos.
Maybe they get interaction, maybe they don't.
But I know for a fact, At that like even when I put the videos
out there and they only get 500 views, but there's no reason
that that next video won't hit 10K.
Like you just never know and if you're not constantly trying to
stay consistent with whatever action you're taking, you're not
going to get anywhere if you ever.
So like, for me it'll be the most random fucking video where
I'm like, that's the one that like everybody's like that
they're circulating that everybody's into.
And it's always the one like I've put No energy or effort
into this. I look like a fucking
ragamuffin. I got holes in my shirt, booty
shorts on and it's not what, like, I have makeup on and I'm
done up and I've actually put effort into shit and so you
literally, like, it's, it's, you have to be so consistent because
you literally don't know what video the algorithm is going to
throw at people. And the thing is, I've learned
in. This is like, it kind of sucks
for me, because I know a lot of the people that personally know
me that follow my picture. Talk like scroll over, Matt like
message videos, which is fun, but they say that.
It's like your followers, like, though heat the video to, like,
10% of your followers. And if only like a certain
percentage engaged, they won't really pump it to the fyp, but
if they pump it to your followers and you see it and you
interact with it, comment on it like it whatever, then it pumps
it out to the fyp because the way that it's set up now is it's
not just heating videos where anyone has a chance to go viral.
Because so many people have built really big platforms from
that happening. Now, there's enough consistent
tick-tocks being posted every minute that they don't need to
do that. So that's not the case anymore.
Where, like, I look back at videos from two years ago.
I was always hitting a thousand likes.
I was always hitting 5000 likes, like, I was always getting 10K.
Like there wasn't a video that I didn't get 10K on and some of
them atk's 400k, whatever. And I know you've had a lot of
videos, kind of go. An elevated state.
But the thing that I love about Tick-Tock is like I don't give a
fuck. If I get a thousand views or I
get 500 views because if it gets to the person that needs to get
to, you know, at the end of the day, a lot of people think that
they're not getting the engagement that they deserve but
then you're discrediting the people who have already followed
you. That's the thing, right?
You can have a hundred thousand people that say that their
followers of yours and Lutely. Nobody supports anything that
you do, nobody support, you know, supports any of your side
projects and we I feel like you and I we've really built like
solid communities of like it's a condensed space of like people
that are literally here for our energy, our gifts, what we
offer, what we're here to do and have that same energy
reciprocation. Like, I don't give a fuck about
the number. I give a fuck about the energy.
Sad. No, did you cut your nails?
All oh, Bitch. Yeah, so what happened was these
two right here. I was doing a tarot reading and
all of a sudden, my nails popped and I was like, well that's
embarrassing. And then the next morning, I was
laying in bed next to Brian. And I went and grabbed the
blanket and my pinky pops off. And so I was like, I'm done with
this shit. So I cut them all down and the
girl who did them. So, I went to a beauty school to
get them done and The girl that did them was like I bought some
new stuff after you left the appointment that because I have
flat nail beds and so she had like build them out by hand.
She's like I bought flat nail tips and I want to come and do
your nails for free whatever. And so I was like well we can go
live while you do it. Like all shout you out whatever
and I was like but I do want to let you know like I'm kind of
two times and I'm done like one time.
Okay if that happens the second time like I'm just going to move
on and find a new a new nail person.
I mean, I think that the nail schools are like, you know,
helping people do that as coal. But then again, like it just
kind of depends for me. I just feel like I wasted money.
He's so, like, it's kind of like a catch-22, right?
Like people need hours in order to graduate, so I really want to
support them, but also at the same time, I tipped fat and I
paid $40 for nails that topped it off and that I had to cut, so
I could have just gotten a manicure 15 bucks and walked
out. And you spent all that time
being there, which is like, wow. And what I spend at the nail
place that they last because I don't want to be there.
But like once a month, I don't want to be there all the time
because it does like forever. I don't give a fuck if they, if
they last. I'm not worried about it at all,
but if I go and spend money and literally the next day to a, my
nails pop off, and then the following day, I have to cut
them to the quick. I'm a little annoyed about it.
I mean, then again though, you went to a school so you people
are learning, Maybe. There's a new technique like,
she's need to get some new stuff.
All right. I am totally down.
I, I know that I have flat nail beds and it's been an issue in
the past. I've never had my nails done as
good as I had them done in California, and California,
every nail salon that I would walk into, it was just boom,
boom, boom, you got a full set on in and out where they give
you a kerlix, they don't argue with you about fucking gel and
shit. They just put your nails on and
call it a day and I like that. Well, I know that I was missing
my nails for sure. I wasn't missing them.
Yeah, feels like part of your life personality is gone.
Why does it feel like we have a recorded in forever?
Because you never want to record with me?
You're always doing your things. You're a liar.
I record with you every week. This is actually we have two
more episodes after this and then we're taking the month of
June off because my class starts in June, We're taking July off.
Oh, Thor taken June off, you said July?
Okay, we're taking too long, never mind we're back.
I'm like wait only two episodes left.
What? Okay, we're back bitches.
I really did think that it was June.
Okay, it's July which is better because July is a busy because
it's like summer school. I don't know what I was
thinking. Then I'm on a different
wavelength and playing it right now.
I don't know, I'm all about the break time right now.
Like I don't know when Kevin is coming back and then between
season 3 and season four, I'm stacking up interviews.
I'm going to have everything edited and just ready to be just
as scheduled to be posted. So I don't have to worry about
single fucking thing. Everyone is listening, we're
live on Tick Tock right now. So any time you see us live and
it says we're recording, lollipop podcast, it's a
behind-the-scenes thing and we did say that we can't really
enter into the comments, but if there's something that comes up,
send us a message. So that we see it after we come
off of live, I just want to emphasize that get everyone.
Who's listening familiar that you can watch the podcast videos
on our patreon. But if you catch us behind the
scenes here, in this live moment, we are doing a podcast
like live recording for you. Also I'm not really present in
the comments. I know Jim and I isn't but we
want you to know that we love you.
Thank you for coming into the live, and this podcast will be
dropping tomorrow. Mauro.
So you're kind of getting like a sneak peek?
Well, sneaky peaky, why has happened since so what's
happened in your world since we were together last week a lot?
I'm at Peach, I'm at VI Peach. She came and crashed my birthday
party which was really wild, who organized her crashing.
It. Casey, who said she couldn't
keep a secret. Casey, she gave her the address
and told her, like, whatever. So that was really cool because
she came up from Nashville. I mean, she had other things.
She was going to do here, but she came up a day early and then
crashed my party. And I got to see her, which was
like, it is shocked me. Peach is the most.
She's the most boss bitch she posted on Facebook yesterday.
She shared a post from, like two years ago on her birthday and
she was Like just prove that those two, just proof that those
of you who are talking shit about me right now used to be
some of my best friends. And here's the, here's the
evidence and it's all these people partying with her on her
birthday and everything. And I was just like, oh dude,
she's just, I fucking love her. That girl is the queen of
marketing herself and she'll be like I I have a tummy ache and
I'm at home with diarrhea right now.
Sirens drop inmate you know. Honestly, I'm trying to pull a
couple sheets out of her hand book.
I'm doing this thing. Now where I try to leave the
cards everywhere when I go to concerts, especially, but anyone
who approaches me in public and they're, like, I like your
nails. I like their style, I like your
energy. It doesn't know what they say to
me. If they're, if they speak to me
first, it is fair game for me to give them the cards to the
podcast, and to my website, and I actually met some women
earlier today. I gave cards to, but he She is
really amazing like she brought me a birthday present and in
that present with some of her cards, like she doesn't do
anything without throwing a card in there.
She literally started throwing them down on tables and I'm like
the party safely over but do your thing baby.
Girl, like, do whatever you're doing, but I love someone who
knows their drive and passion is dependent on how they feel about
themselves. And if you can learn anything
from VI Peach that we had on our podcast, she is a go-getter.
And I think when people say, A, she can't do something.
It's like she wants to do it more.
I like that energy though. Like I like the just sit back
and let me prove you wrong and being fueled by Peoples.
Like it's like proving a point at some point, right?
Like oh, you think that I can't do that.
Watch me, fucking do it because you're going to look really
stupid. Exactly.
And you know what I love about that is like, that one, like
woman empowerment, movement of like empowering other very boss
people and actually we brought this up at the party.
I said, you know, I think in a Like a real out in the world
setting. People would probably want me in
Peach to like compete because we're both very like,
flamboyant, like loud and just aggressive and, like, go-getters
and Independent Women. And, you know, a lot of what's
happening in this Matrix, tells us to fear other people like
that or compete with other people like that but I think
Peach having such a strong personality and me as well us
coming together as like a force to be reckoned with.
And we're looking to do like a lot of new clothes.
Collaborative stuff because we both have very different
talents, but I love that. Were able to come together on a
common ground of like inspiration and serving our life
purpose rather than wasting energy on like competing with
one another. Because a lot of what in my old
Viewpoint. I would have never befriended
someone who was like all the way out there and maybe doing things
that I don't do or things that scare me.
And I think if Peach can teach anyone anything is like, She
literally wants to scare you a little bit.
I think like she wants you to be intimidated or wants you to feel
like what the fuck like she wants to hit people by a
whirlwind and I love energy like that because it does stick with
you and like when you meet people like that it shows you
like you can also step into that power as well.
I mean, yeah, you, you would expect that with you and Peach,
but literally down to the point that like I can't, we've talked
about it before the amount of times that people are like.
So you and you and Rampage don't have any kind of like hidden
beef, like, oh she doesn't get, you know, you're not too loud
for her. She doesn't get annoyed that
like your loud or like opinionated or like whatever.
And it's always just so weird to me that people would listen to
two best friends have a podcast and be like, but what's the t
under the Surface. Like do you two hate each other
or whatever? I'm like, I'll shop to your
fuckin Mama's house and beat the shit out of her for that girl.
Like I don't know why people want that like hidden T, but I
think it's because so many people in our Collective
literally live with this mask, in this illusion of like, who
they show the world and then who they are at home.
And I think we talked a lot about this before is like
internet. Bullies like do you go to your
day job at the bank or at the health insurance place or at the
card? Shit.
And then you come home and you get on, you know, body positive
style post or whatever and call people fat and ugly or do you
degrade, you know, other sectors of humans and people that you
don't agree with or whatever you just like, are you the troll on
the internet in the evening but then, like the teacher or the
library, and bad day, and it always just like triggers me to
think, like, People literally go home and live double life's
like, it's not uncommon for like, 95% of the people that we
know to be someone different under the surface.
And one thing I want to point out with that group, I talked
about the are we dating the same guy, there's a lot of people
when they post a picture of a guy, that will be on there, he's
great, he's amazing and then there will be girls be like he
molested me. And then people are like no
that's my uncle. And people are like okay, that
doesn't Credit this person's testimony about your uncle know
like well he would never do that.
Okay. He wouldn't do that to you
because you're related to him but like this person lives a
double life or there are hidden parts of this person.
And that's what I think happens with everyone.
We Shield the delicate or different parts of ourselves
that we don't understand and we try to bottle those emotions up
and a lot of people think that this tougher mean exterior is
like protecting them from something or like let me go.
On people who are happy with their body because I hate myself
and it's always the due to look like thumbs in their profile
picture. Normally, that were like
premature balding at 14 and shit.
And I actually learned a new word from that group.
And instead of my God, the little, like pencil, stashes
that can actually grow in and there, but they like talk so
much about how much pussy very slow in the streets and you're
just like, well, it's like that group.
They called it a hat fish, someone who looks good in a hat
but is like Not at here, like a butter face, but for a dude's
head, so it's been hilarious. It's like, I'm just learning so
much about even people. I know.
And I know that you can't believe everything that someone
says as a testimony, but it is trying to see how many people
treat different women or whoever differently depending on who
knows about it or if it's public knowledge or if it's beneath the
surface and Right now, I've saw like four or five people call
off their wedding in the last couple weeks and I need the tea.
I'm not seeing breakup post, I'm just seeing single and I'm like,
but you were engaged and I need the teeth.
Paige said you can't just change your relationship status and not
give us a post and tell us why we were all rooting for you.
I mean, literally the reason I noticed this because one of the
dudes basically was like heart reacting, a bunch of my posts
and I was like, I thought he was engaged and I go and it's just
crickets on him and that girl's profile.
And I was like, Like what? You know what the weirdest
grossest, it's always been the grossest thing to me are the
joint accounts and I'm like, I don't like that.
You have one file for the both of you.
I mean I think it's weird. I think it's weird.
I mean it definitely screams fear insecurity cheating
infidelity insecurity you I don't think maybe already said
that it screams a lot of things that I don't like it.
Another thing I don't like is when someone Is basically
shoving their partner down our fucking throat.
I also have a this is just a me thing.
I also have always had an issue with Partners checking each
other's phones and I think we've talked about it before that.
That's like, that's a hard pass in my related like in my husband
and my relationship it has been from day one and maybe that
stems from me like being in like a controlling abusive
relationship in the past. Last but I'm like if you feel
like you can't trust me and you need to check my phone.
Yeah and I hope he feels the same way of like if you're not
going to trust me, then why are we in a marriage?
Why are we in a relationship? You know, I think that what
people do on their phone is their own business and I think
that I don't want to be with someone that I can't trust or
someone that doesn't feel like they're being honest.
And I think a lot of the group of people that are posting Your
significant other in this group of like, are we dating the same
guy baby girl, your intuition and like the The receptors are
going off and you have a feeling that they're being disloyal or
doesn't do you imagine posting your man and a Facebook group
and be like, hey guys, it's just, I wanted to make sure that
nobody's standing in coast clear.
What's the weirdest part for me is people like will Mash with
someone on Tinder five, fucking minutes ago and they're on
Tinder, okay? Like it's not like it's magic.
Dot-com. And they're looking for a
marriage is this tender? And they'll screenshot that
Tinder profile and be like does anyone know Zach?
And then like 19 girls will be like matched with them three
times he wanted nudes. He wanted to poop in my back if
dudes were doing that. Hey dude I think they are They
get men, get so much more shit for that kind of stuff and like
women can be like super fucking ruthless and it's like totally
acceptable if a woman's doing it but if a man was to do the exact
same thing, it would be a huge. You find out that everybody that
these dudes are going on dates with their growing girls
pictures and do a fucking group and Alternate roll.
They are. There is one now.
What the I can't thrive in these conditions.
I don't know how you're out here.
Just roaming the streets. Uh, but I don't know.
You need a bubble Mercury. Retrograde is cutting out your
audio a little bit and he doesn't it's cutting you out to
you, randomly freeze. I wonder what it sounds like for
the people listening. Well, I don't know.
Technical difficulties have been a lie fucking story for me,
lately. Speaking of technical things, I
feel so good. I felt so energized.
Today, I redid my website. I didn't you Services, I went
and I clean things up. I organized merch, I got rid of
things, I am happy and thriving. Honestly, I think it is really
good about letting go of like, stagnant energy and different
ways like That because it is so good.
Everyone in the comments as saying that Mercury retrograde
has been getting them. I swear my website has been
doing the most with Mercury retrograde and I know it's
cutting out so we're probably going to ramp up because I don't
want it to be glitchy. We can just have it be a mini
episode of the week. All right, well, we're going to
be back because we're not taking June all for taking July off and
we're dropping merch and we're doing all the things.
We love you. All color dropping Arch, come
back to Candyland, come to our candy Circle, The One, and Only
candy Circle, the sweetest Circle that you will ever be a
part of is on June 2nd. And Friday, the Power Circle.
I'm going to tell you what, if I see any more comments saying the
one and only Gemini to sea creatures profiles, I am going
to just start fucking putting clown emojis on things and I'm
just going to make myself known and I'll leave it would start
doing that soon. Anyways.
Yeah, I'm at the point where like GT tyranny like I'm about
to be the fucking the ringleader over here because I think it's
annoying. I can't stand people.
I just when I look at people's stories and they're doing really
ruthless shit to animals. Like this guy, had a snapping
turtle in the passenger seat of a car talking about someone's
trying to sell this, I hope it attacks you all.
And it's just like, I just hate when people abuse animals.
That's abusive. And that's, it's very upset.
Like you could tell on the video objects out of it.
But it's like, how much free time do you have on your hands
to be a fucking idiot? Like, this is what people say
that? Our She is going to shit but
it's people like this are the reason that our country is going
to shit. It's not your mom or the
political parties or whoever the fuck it's you.
It's you all whoever not everyone.
But just people in general, do really ruthless shit that like
don't ever find balance in the karma or find balance and the
dark and the light, but they just keep the darkness alive and
it's so triggering for me. And I have to know that like
instead of writing that person and being like, Like, you're a
fucking piece of shit. I just need to just detach
because that's what I want to do.
So proud of you right now, for not saying mean things to
people. I mean literally and I just
think that you won with Mercury in retrograde.
A lot of things have been triggering because with a clip
season and all of this like know that if you feel triggered in
tired and just burned out right now that that's okay.
I don't feel that way anymore, but Damn, it's been a rough sex.
No I don't want to see it's all balancing out and I'm so
grateful for this podcast, the place that we can come together
and be in this powerful energy and we love every single person
out there that is listening right now.
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