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What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland, where
we have a very special guest today.
Yes, we have VI Peach again. You all are, girl.
How are you doing, baby? Hola.
Yes, I'm doing well. I'm doing well.
I'm hanging in there. I feel like it's been a while
since we had you on the podcast. The podcast is like literally
almost two full years old. I don't know.
I'm so proud of you guys for like keeping it going and doing
all the things with it. I'm super excited for you guys
and thank you for having me on again.
And I made a lot of connections through it.
You know, people usually will reach out to me after hearing
your episodes and like hey, I found you through, you know,
look at like Lollipop podcast. So I appreciate the shared fan
base sharing. Yes, you know it's cool how
people can connect through the Internet, cause the Internet is
such a broad place. Facts It really is.
I made a lot of friends through the Internet.
Honestly, me and Jim and I wouldn't be friends without the
Internet. The Internet is our main form of
communication. I mean, she has my location and
I have her location, but like one day I just thought that I
was going to drive to her just to see how far it is.
It's like 1500 miles, you all 1200 miles.
Like, it's it's a lot of malls. Right.
Isn't that crazy how like sometimes you just build those
like relationships like never met each other but like, and
then you finally meet for the first time.
But it's like you guys just, it's been, you know, you've
already built that, that that connection and friendships.
I've done that with people before too.
It's like I've never met you. It's been like 2-3 years we've
been talking online and then. I feel like that's kind of me
and you, Peach, because we hadn't really met.
But then we had you on the podcast twice and then you
surprised me at my birthday party.
You just, which was really cool and that was so random and I
didn't really get to see you, but that was so cool.
And then we recently got to hang out, which was really cool.
We got to go to the studio, me and Juver.
I wish Jim and I could have been with us because it was a
horrible day. It was such like, AI wish you
were there today. It was.
We needed the whole, the whole truck.
Yeah, for sure. I yeah.
I wish she would have been there too.
Sorry. We'll manifest that in the
future. Well, I'm going to go to
Kentucky this year for sure. So it'll be closer to you,
wherever you're living at the time, than it is for me to be in
Boden Gas, Idaho. Yeah, girl, we gotta get you out
of there. Dude.
But I'm so glad she got the come.
It was really fun and and yeah, like we had never actually hung
out before. But I feel like it was exactly
what I feel like. Our energies, like we're
supposed to be like the bad bitch energy was there, like,
and I fucking thought it was so funny.
Like even with like, we were standing in line for tacos and
the dude was like, what are you guys celebrating?
And they're like nothing. Like, yeah, he was like, what
are you all celebrating? Like, literally.
He was so enthusiastic about. We were all just chilling.
I mean, we had. Like we're a party in general as
I feel like, I just like we all have our like we were, you know
we all dressed nice and we're just a vibe and I feel like we'd
probably just look like we were a party I love.
It. Juber's like the sweetest thing
too, so you got to meet her. She Do you know why we call her
Juber? Why?
I've never before in Kentucky where in front of St.
Yeah. Uber knew Peach because Peach
worked. God, Juber's got long term roots
of Peach before me. She knew Peach on her own
accord, which is crazy. I.
Didn't know that. All the Peach Saints.
Yeah, she did. She her best friend's husband,
Ryan, has a photography business, which you all go check
it out. It's pinned at the top of my
page. I've like, tagged his after.
Yeah, he took that picture that's up pinned at the top and
I love his photos. I think sometimes people put too
much pressure on their photographer to be good.
But it's like, was the subject good, was the model good?
You know, I know, you know, things like that.
You know what I mean? Presentation of a photo shoot.
And like, was it good? Because a lot of people try to
act like it's the photographer when I really think it's the
people that they're taking the pictures of, you know, Because
when someone knows how to model or knows how to, like, work a
camera, it does not matter who has that camera camera, as long
as it's a good camera, you're going to get pictures of me,
right? You're going to get some of
that. So Ryan, like and Peach had shot
together and Jackie helps like assist.
That's right. You know what?
She might have even been there. Hey, do you know what if that
she's been, if she's the same one that's been helping him the
whole time? Yeah, I knew her a long time ago
because him and I shot in the Creek years ago in Louisville
before I even did a music. And that was a really cool photo
shoot. But I recently met her again, I
guess then at an Airbnb shoot that I did down there.
But I guess after before when I came for your birthday, it might
have been the night, actually. Honestly.
Oh yeah, we are all bad bitches and we need to do a photo shoot
together. I was like, am I fucking?
Everybody on Facebook loved us and Instagram for real.
I was like, Oh yeah, we got to we got to start moving as a
unit. Hold on and.
We we were dismissing Gemini, my bestie girl.
We needed you here because literally, my God, we're having
such a good time. And teach a chauffeur in us
around all her people. And honestly, shout out to your
music producer. Yeah, he was amazing.
I've never seen someone. Really bad.
My engineer. Shout out to authentic.
Oh my God, he's one of my favorite engineers.
Bro, for real. Go ahead.
Do what you have to do. Yes, he's one of my favorite
engineers. He's so professional.
He's always just there to work that keeps my language, like
when I need to get shit done. And yeah, I've just had nothing
but good experiences since I've recorded with him.
So that was hot. They think in the Boo Boo room.
That's what the the studios call it.
Was a great experience, Jim and I.
You would have loved it. I know you told me about it
afterwards and you're like, she put her thing down in the
studio, but I had so much fun if you were there.
It was such a vibe. I was like, oh, see, and that's
what I like too, is I like that even if everybody's not
together, like, I just get filled in on what's going on.
And it's always like the most supportive.
Like she came and picked us up. She's on her way.
She got us. She didn't even really want the
gas money, but she got that gas money.
Like, I know all the details about everything and it really
is cool to be able to like stay connected and have friendships
that are all like individual. But then we're all able to like,
come together as a group too, because some people can operate
inside of a group setting, but they can't have individual
friendships and keep those going.
And some people vice versa. Like, you're like, Dang, they're
hella cool. When I get them one-on-one and
then they're in a group and they're fucking weird, Like it's
really special. Especially with you guys knowing
each other in person and me not being there in person, Like to
still be feeling included on everything and be able to have
like that sisterhood vibe when I'm not there is really cool.
You know, if he should have been with us in the desert, she would
have not been cool with what was going down.
Whenever we almost died in the desert, like the first time, me
and Gemini was like survival instinct.
Like what was so wild is like there was a literal knife under
her bed for absolutely no reason.
She did not put it there, but then one day discovered that
there was already a knife under the bed that she chose.
And I was just like, that was the universe.
Like, I mean, come on now. I was this girl.
I mean, literally the fact that she brought Gemini there to
surprise me, but then was like, mad at me half the trip because
we had cute clothes or looked cute.
I don't know what it was about. She was like, I'm wearing
sweatpants and I like sweat. And that's what I mean, right?
That's what I was just like only bad bitches can hang with bad
bitches because it's like that stuff happens, right?
They're like, Oh well, I didn't. I didn't come prepared.
They're like I didn't. Or they feel insecure because
they're like they're just like you got to really know yourself
and love yourself and and just be.
I don't know, like it's just. Listen, I know myself and I love
myself and that bitch told me we were camping on a spiritual
retreat and to bring fucking sweatpants and hoodies.
And so I show up Sweatpants, hoodies, no makeup, these God
awful sunglasses because I didn't want to get a headache on
our hikes. And meanwhile, Paige is over
here with her, You know her, and juber over here with their like
duffel bag and their coordinated outfits and their booty pictures
that they're getting and everything else.
I'm a person that showed up. I'm so mad.
That's my bad. I'm thinking you were talking
about some other girl that she brought that was like, no, it
was like you got now, you know, just be more now, you know, just
pack a couple sparkly outfits in there or something.
I'm going to over. I'm never.
You're telling me we're going camping in the woods?
I'm bringing boots, bedazzled boots and shit.
Absolutely not. I'm.
You're going to be like what? Happened.
Here I would rather dress up and dress down ever again.
I learned my lesson and it was go above and beyond.
You know, we we shopping and like I love shopping at TJ Maxx.
Y'all like that's the spot sometimes.
And we went shopping in Utah. We all got so much stuff.
Jim and I got a whole new suitcase and it was fire.
I. Need a suitcase.
Oh my God, I need I need a suitcase.
Either it looks like my background.
Or well, I've got some orange suitcases.
You could have that literally. Aren't.
Yeah, because. I just got a whole new thing,
literally. That's exactly I need a bright
ass orange. I.
Have Mercury Ass suitcase or some with some Peaches on.
I found a cute Peaches bathing suit.
Thank God I'm going on a cruise and two like, oh, two weeks.
I forgot. So no, Gemini.
Gemini doesn't like cruises and I love them.
She won't get. On I haven't been.
I've been on one cruise with my ex-husband.
It was like our quote, UN quote honeymoon or whatever.
But and it was a disaster really.
I mean, he couldn't even snorkel.
He was scared of sharks. Like, that was the moment where
I was like, I don't even know if I really love you now.
Like. And then I was like, I'm not
snorkeling and I'm. Well, like like.
I'm not. I'm not going in that fucking.
Ocean. Yeah, she won't go in the ocean,
but I want to do things like that beach, yeah.
I'll watch you guys from the boat.
Had the snorkeling guys from the boat hitting on me in the water
while my husband was bitch on a boat like, they're like, so
what's up with your boy? You're on the boat.
But I was like, well, I guess he's scared to get in.
I don't know like so. I don't know but.
Once again, huh, I said. But you also want to go on
Survivor for those that don't know.
Yes. Oh, my gosh.
Yeah. I need an adventurous boy for
sure You know You got it. You got to get in the water bro.
Not knees up. Nothing like I.
If I feel like I have to save you, then your your your your
points go down. What type of man are you looking
for? Like, what's his name?
Like beer Gorillas. Is that the guy that like, gets
like dropped out of planes and stuff like to survive in the
middle of nowhere? Like, is that your type of man
or are you looking for like a pretty boy?
Like, what are you into? It's so weird because like, I
don't really have, like, I mean, I guess I do kind of have a
type, but I don't have a type. Like I could really be attracted
to anybody. I feel like if their energy is
right, like my my look meter really hasn't, it's gone down.
Like really I feel like I I and I feel like you're too pretty.
Then I feel like you're a whore like.
So I really end up sometimes going for tall skinny guys or
short, strong guys. Like it's this thing that
happens. I don't know why.
But like, do you want them to be able to, like, catch a fish with
their bare hands or you just like, I want you to, like, carry
my bag for me? Like what's?
What's your expectation in the event that I feel like I've been
recruiting? In the event that the world
turns America to go Civil War mode and we all have to stand
for ourselves? I need someone that can fit me
or build something. I don't know, like it's got to
have some type of survival skill in there.
I'm like a man, a masculine man. Like I am looking for someone
that can lead me, like because I'm just so tired of being the
leader. I would love to be able to just
let the reins go and trust someone to lead me in the right
direction. But I like none of these men
have leadership capabilities or lead better than I do.
I feel like I'm leading myself in a better direction or you
know calling shots a little bit more better than they are.
So it's hard for me to to let go and but I also like emotional
awareness is super importantly kindness is super important for
me like just because of all the abuse and and and trauma that
I've experienced like and being able to feel safe it's just
super important for me if I could feel safe and peace with
you then I mean that that that's like one of my number one things
and I'm I'm addicted to being around you because it's like you
know like you kind of just feel safe is important.
So I don't know. I, I, I recently met a guy over
the weekend who I kind of like so and he's actually making me
wait, which is so funny and I just I'm just going to get to be
that post today. I was like my mom.
I've been celibate for a year and some change and this is the
first time ever a dude as it was like is like legit just being
like I'm going to I'm going to make you wait about this like
like OK you must I was like I'd like that you value your
yourself like that or that you know in anticipation too.
It's fun. Yeah, I like that too.
Did you make a? Post the other day?
Or is this in my mind? Did you make a post the other
day about how you're not celibate anymore and you got
some good Dick? Yeah, you know I said it was.
I said it was good Dick at first, but I don't I I now
reviewing the night, I think I might have just been excited
about it because it wasn't that great and I no longer talked to
that person. That's how I felt about someone
that I had sex with and I was celibate for a while.
And it's like that first person you have sex with, you're like
this is hidden and then later you review it, you're like.
Yeah, you review it, I would get.
Out and I hate like. I was like.
And he was. I think he won't.
He's like embarrassed. And that's why I haven't seen
him be it. Because I think he knows it was
bad and he because I I can't dudes like will pop ecstasy and
plug me and they have a problem this.
Happened more than once. Huh.
More than once, like you said, dudes, as in plural, as in
multiple men talk E and they're. Like several dudes that have
been on ecstasy before. I don't know why that's the
thing that dudes do but and then and I know that because they
told me but then like they either a can't not or BF
troubles keeping it up the whole time or just like that's like
the consistent factor when I they've told me that they've
taken Ecstasy Fla. See, I wouldn't like that
because I feel like I feel like you're on different energetic
wavelengths where? Someone else know it until it's
happening, you know, So like, I didn't know.
I didn't see them take whatever. But they'll tell me afterwards
or like I'll find out eventually that.
So that's that's what the guy, the guy texted me the next day.
He's like, Dang. I was like, he was like, I'm
sorry I was because I did this or whatever.
I'm like, yeah, I mean that's usually the case when when that
happens, I kind of figure that's what was going on like.
You need to give like a questionnaire with like
checklists. Like what substances are you
under right now? What are you going to do in
civil war hits? How are you going to protect and
lead me? That's a fact.
I need to. I do.
I I might make one for this new boy I'm talking to, but I That
night, yeah. I lost myself.
I I I don't know. I just told myself with the
celibacy thing that if the vibes were there and and and it
happened, it would happen. I'm saying like.
But you didn't like, damn, this is hitting and look, it ain't
hitting. And then I realized I was like.
He was. He was just so cute.
I'm not going to lie, I I feel like I was pursuing him.
I was at a rave. It was this really cool rave,
like, and he just was looking real good.
I don't know. I just said bug it because it's
not very often because I don't like people.
I don't. It's really hard for me to be
attracted to people these days. Like, I just don't like people.
They and like they're. I don't know, like I can just
tell about certain people. But so when when when
attractiveness strikes, I try to no, I feel it like, oh man,
listen, I don't like people. So there's something about you I
like. Let me pursue it.
But if you don't do it quick, it wears off quick.
Yeah. Facts.
Yeah. So that's why I was like, all
right, there's now or never. Let's just let's just do it.
I want to host a dating show for you guys.
Like, I feel like that would be so much fun.
And then if they're not up to par, I can roast them.
Yes, I know, right. Oh my gosh, I would.
Love to do. It your regular.
Dating show. Your face, Jim and I.
That's why everyone should pay for the Patreon, because Jim and
I was doing these really evil grins just now.
Yeah, because I just know that like .5 out of like 20 people
are going to be worth you guys talking to.
And I just, I can't wait to ask questions and just sit there and
like. You know what?
I need that. I need that because I really
suck at asking questions. I'm more of like an observer.
And like I I I let you fuck up basically.
And like I I I kind of just like let it happen.
If I'm, you know, I'm filling it and I'll, I'll you know observe
how you react to certain situations or like see how you
treat people and like you know ask time of words and then I'll
kind of decide about that. But I'm I'm kind of bad about
just asking straight up questions like I kind of just go
broad. I'm like, all right, what should
I know about you? What's what's important?
What are the the key things I need to know?
No, we need like situational examples.
Like we need, we need heath and pager inside of the ocean and a
shark is coming at them. Do you sit on the boat like a
little bitch or do you jump in there WWE elbow style, that
fucking shark and get the bitches out?
Like like I need to know. Yes.
OK. So this boy that I like right
now, maybe we should, we should, we should maybe we should take
him through a Gemini questionnaire.
You go right. 100% anytime. Do we?
Yeah, I might. I might have to set that up A.
Gemini Questionnaire. You know, Jim and I does ask a
lot of really good questions. And honestly, because of her
other podcast, Covenant Rejects, where she just asks people
questions about themselves. You've gotten really good at
being inquisitive about things, but she does always have a lot
of questions and you better have answers.
Oh, yeah. OK, Well, I'm here for that,
maybe, Yeah. OK, I'm putting that on the list
of tests to put him through. I got so many questions.
I found that the dating world is just really weird and so I'll
just be trying to chill. And then people will just be
like, hey, I want to get to know you.
And then like 3 days later, they're like, hey, here's my
Dick dude. Well, see, that's what I like
about this guy is like to. Everyone.
And I'm like, why is this three days in?
Why is this three days stop when like literally hear that dudes
don't do that. It's rare, like, and I think
don't do that, actually know they got a chance.
I think other dudes that do that are just like, hey, my Dick's
big, maybe they'll like it. Sometimes it's small.
And I'm just like why are they even sending this?
All you have to offer is Dick. I don't want it.
Bro, yeah, I know it's. Like I literally just told the
day I was like, if you can't unlock my brain, you have no
chance. Like you have to have like that,
bro. You can't.
There's just no would. You rather have somebody who has
real strong Dick game or real strong mouth game.
Like head or like talking. Yeah, strong Dick, you know it's
cool and all, but like that's more of like a pre factor.
It's not like a a make it or break it thing for me.
Like if you have average head, that's fine, but like you're
going to need to know what to do with that thing otherwise.
I think that I've totally dated people whose that game wasn't up
to speed, and now we're on a whole new textbook.
Yeah, I think people needed just do.
You think they can be taught? Do you think they can be?
I I don't think I've ever like. Really communicated.
Through that, or like you think you can, like, teach them how to
hit it right. Yeah, I've actually done that.
Before I'm a confidence. To I I be feeling bad.
I don't want to hurt their feelings, so.
Like I've done that. I don't.
Really speak up that much if it's bad.
I just like. Thankful, though they're
thankful later. And then they they try to watch
my stories from afar like. You know, I feel like you're
like, you can grab me a little harder.
I don't know, like, like what if they have like the most amazing
personality and they're like the leader you want them to be, but
they just can't learn how to use the Muska tool.
You know what I. That's why I said that's why
people cheat, because they really care about their partner
and they are happy with the life and maybe that's like the parent
of their child, but that's why a lot of guys cheat too, because
they want someone who's like freaky or whatever.
Yeah. Crazy, I think that's.
I don't know. I think I've definitely dated
people whose personality and Dick game sucked at the same
time, so I don't know what I was doing and I owe me someone who's
well-rounded. Well, yeah.
What you were with somebody settling, I think that would be
settling. I think.
I think you would have to have both.
Honestly, I don't. I don't think it would be a a
long lasting thing like you know what I'm saying?
Like I I think I would just keep searching because I think at
this point I'm determined. I'm, I'm AI am a sexual person.
Like I have I sex drive even. And I'm very publicly
affectionate. Like I don't give a fuck who's
watching. I'll kiss you right there.
I'll sit on you. I'll straddle you.
I don't do not care. So I feel like I need someone
that. With the right person.
Sign me up. Yeah, tie me up.
So I think I need that to be up to par.
Well, shit, God damn. They're men listening to this
just because, like they're trying to get with either one of
you and listening to this and then suddenly being like, well,
I don't know if I can shoot my shot because I don't know how my
Dick game is. That part.
My favorite thing is when people send me Dick pics or Dick
videos. I always say, yuck.
Why is it so small? Or are this shit like especially
when it's like just some straight?
How would? You send me that?
Oh my God, why would? You.
Say. I never lied to have asked any
dude to send me a Dick pic. Never lie, I don't.
Never lie. It.
I don't want to see it. I really feel like it's super
unattractive. Like I I just no.
And why do they always put it next to another object?
Like they're like looking it's next to my remote control I.
Don't. Know, I'm sorry, but especially
I I'm never. I'm OK.
I just take that back. I've had sex with 1 white guy in
my life and it was dark. It was dark.
I was half drunk. I was really drunk probably,
actually. So I just don't please don't
send me those pictures. I don't want to.
See it? So she said.
If you got a white Dick, she don't want to see it.
Don't even send it. I mean, he's a Wampa.
Real, but especially holy. I don't know how I get I'd be
sucking Dick with my eyes closed.
Like what? I just literally like what time?
What's in the car? Don't send.
It what? She's laughing too hard.
I'm laughing at you, said a fucking white guy once in the
dark. Please don't send that picture.
Oh fuck. It's wild out here, you know
people. I can only get like 10 to 15
Dick pics or videos a week if not more from strangers.
Man, I I don't get as many. Now when I said I have my
Snapchat though I have my Snapchat, it was bad.
I feel like I would accept like all of the quick add people that
were adding me and then there'd be like 5 big pics and like 5.
What's up? How are you your beautiful
situation like? I have to like, hurry up and.
Exit. I'm like no, no, no, no, stop
it. Don't send it to me.
And I do like a Peach. Stuff all the time, Peach.
Because you have your only fans and stuff and like the pictures
that you post online, you think that they think you're just
always down for the Dick. Yeah, I think the only fans will
sometimes give them the wrong impression and that.
I mean, that's just that's why I do like when I had the Snapchat,
I would kind of just do. Every time I would add new
people, I'd do like APSA like, all right, oh, excuse me.
It's kind of out like a Gremlin voice.
She's like, you better listen to me.
This is Big Daddy's voice. Oh my God, that's funny.
No, I I would do APSA like, listen bro, here's the rules.
Like I I don't don't send me no Dick pigs.
This is the this is what it is. Like you want to subscribe.
This is the link. There ain't no free shit.
I'm not nothing like this is not that.
Like I just would kind of just try to lay the rules down on
what it was about. But yeah, I do sometimes get
people that, like, I went on a date here in in Florida and the
guy was like, well, I just thought, 'cause you know what
you posted on your Instagram, that you'd be done to be like,
well, it's not wrong bitch, 'cause that's not what's
happening. Like, I, you know what I'm
saying? Like, I can dress and do
whatever the fuck I want to, but that doesn't mean that you
automatically are going to be able to fuck Brown.
Like, it's not happening. Sorry, not sorry.
I mean a lot of guys don't really have a lot of game.
Like they they know that eventually any hype they have is
just going to wear off because like they're not confident in
themselves. Like there was this guy that was
kind of like writing me and like he was OK.
I mean he wasn't like super cute or nothing, but he was like
you're a literal goddess. And I look like Shrek.
Soon as he had compared himself to Shrek, I was like bro, I
can't even take you serious now, like at all.
Like now I can. I cannot take you serious.
I don't think that self deprecating comments and like
putting yourself down is your defense mechanism.
Like because you think that that's what I'm going to think
about you. I don't find that to be an
attractive trait. I never have.
I I think too that when somebody goes into a conversation
instantly being like putting you on a pedestal and putting
themselves low, the more that they get into a relationship
with you, the more insecure they're going to be because
they've already established that they don't feel like they're on
your level, so and that you're already like on a high platform.
So anytime you're trying to achieve more, they're going to
feel lower and lower and lower and.
Absolutely. And I and I ran into that.
I run into that a lot, actually. You know, like either a guy's
actually trying to compete with me or is it insecure about their
own situation. You know this.
I have to have a very secure and confident person to be with me
like and I understand like my what what I do in in in my
lifestyle is a lot different than your regular girl.
And it takes some strong self-awareness, emotional
awareness, security within yourself to be with me.
Like that's just what it is and what it's going to be because I
pretty much determine you always get the thing of like and the
don't know dude wants a girl that does only fans.
And it's like well I'm that's not my end all be all.
I'm not my life is not ending if I don't find a man that's
accepting of that. You know, like it's just there
are men out there that do accept it and but you have to be at
that level of frequency in that level of consciousness to really
be able to know what it is and how to separate it.
So I I yeah, I don't know. There are also men who.
Would meet you. There are also men who would
meet you, see that you're doing that and that that's not your
end all, be all and would help strategize a game plan with you
where something else is done financially or you know,
whatever and work with. You.
Absolutely. I I almost meant the status
about that today because it's like I actually because I I
really look like this guy. Like and I told the guy that I
like now I told him not the only fans and he was cool about it,
you know like, but he still just like you know have some
questions and you know and it made me realize like I am
willing to compromise about that.
Like I I will delete the only fans if I really love somebody
and go. But that person has to also help
me come up with another way to supplement my income.
You're not paying my bills, you know, saying I'm trying to
survive right now and I'm able to do that with my content.
And if you want me to stop that and you want me to be yours,
like in US or together and you don't like that, whatever, then
guess what. Do you have extra $10,000 a year
for me? Do you have like, Because if you
don't, then you like I I have to keep doing that.
Sorry. Like unless you provide another.
Like 25,000 with your only fans now you're going to make 25 this
year. I know, yeah.
And. And this year my goal is to
double that. So yeah, exactly that.
I have a whole new strategy for the only fans.
You know, I had new things that are going on with it.
I'm actually going to an Airbnb tonight to choose some content
for it. So I'm turning a big cup this
year. And if they don't like that and
they're not secure about it, then sorry about you bro.
But like I I've already done the sacrificing everything for
another man and getting the shit in stick of it.
So you know, I have to continue to put my career 1st until I'm
in a position where I I don't even need the only fans anymore.
So that's where I'm at with that.
I think a lot of guys are insecure, and a lot of guys
could pull a hot bitch by just having a good personality and
like you said earlier, being kind and generous and just open.
Because there's a lot of dudes that I'm willing to give a
chance to shoot themselves in their own foot because I'm like,
damn if this guy's cool, like whatever.
Like I don't judge people off like a lot of superficial
things, like people think pretty girls do.
But I I'd like really judge people on how they talk to
themselves, cause however they talk to themselves is how or
however they talk about themselves.
Cause I've had a lot of people be like saying just like goofy
as shit, like I don't know about themselves or about their
experience, you know what I mean?
Just like talking shit to themselves and about themselves.
And I just don't like that. And then yeah, I'll have them
ask me things like, you know, how are you so happy or XYZ.
And it's not even that I'm just so happy.
I just choose to like see the lighter side of like like be the
best version of myself every day, even though that's not like
100% every day. I'm just doing the best I can
each day and all that. But people are so mean to
themselves and I cannot. That is a deal breaker for me.
It's like people that talk shit about themselves or be like
you're I'm you know, you're too good for me or you're out of my
league type deal. Like it's a nice to have a guy
who's self aware, but you better be confident, kind, generous,
compassionate and other things 'cause if you can do all that
I'll it doesn't really matter that people are going to be like
how the fuck is that dude pulling that girl like you, You
know what I mean? But at the same time, like I've
totally dated people in the past that were not good for me.
So like I'm not willing to settle for something that's not
good for me. I think that's the one thing for
me right now. It's like first minute.
It's not good for me. I will drop you.
Yes, I sure will. I think that's how it should be
though because otherwise you if you don't have those clear
boundaries about like how you are wanting to be treated and
how you expect to be treated, then later on after you get a
comfortability with somebody, you don't speak up about those
things then either. And like I think that especially
like as somebody who's like in like a long term relationship
like marriage or whatever, I think that you're constantly
having to reassess your boundaries as you grow as a
person and communicate those. And that's difficult all by
itself when you've had them from the beginning and you just keep
adding on to them. Then when you start a
relationship and you don't communicate any boundaries and
then you have to come out of left field and be like, well
actually you can't treat me like that.
Right. Yeah, absolutely.
And I feel like that's why now especially like I I'm very
honest about all the things. So I can and so I don't have to
go through that later. I'm like, oh, by the way, I do
only fans or like, oh, by the way, you know what I'm saying?
Like, well, I don't like this. Or like, I'm just so the more,
you know, clear I've gotten with my own boundaries and what I
want and expect from someone, like there's No Fear of like,
oh, they're not going to like me or they're not going to send me
or like, bitch, I'm the fucking prize and this is what I want
and what I expect. And if you don't like that, then
you can go find someone else like that's.
Where? I'm at.
I literally don't like when people try to pursue something
that they know they're not ready for, but they keep pursuing it
and then they're like, OK, this is too much.
It's like I fucking told your ass, don't be doing XYZ for a
show. And they just want want to put
on a little show. It's like they want to do a
little dance and I don't fucking like that.
People are not ready for a real like long term commitment to
change, like within themselves. And then they're seeking a
relationship and once like the chase or the high or the
original, like honeymoon stuff like where's all for people?
It's like, well, I'm back to my bullshit.
Like I'm back to like my depression or my anger or my
sadness or whatever I was trying to numb out with this
relationship or with this connection.
I think that's what's most difficult about dating
currently, Like versus like being in that long term
relationship with like the same person that you've already
learned and grown about. It's like you're trying to
navigate that with people and they are struggling and their
job does suck or their home life isn't great or, you know, they
don't want to tell you certain things because they're afraid
that you're not going to like them.
That's the one thing that I noticed just a lot with people,
especially being super psychic, is like they don't want to tell
me certain things because they think that that's going to be
like a deal breaker, even though it's not the deal breaker is
that they're lying about it like that.
They're literally lying about it like that's the problem.
It's not that you you are, like, afraid to tell certain things,
but it's the fact that you're lying about it to try to
impress. I whatever said.
So that's what's hard for me is 'cause now that I'm so tapped
in, I know like when these people are lying and then later
it'll come out like there's this one dude that was trying to
pursue me for like the longest and then recently announced like
a pregnancy announcement and did a gender reveal photos just to
himself. Baby moms nowhere in this photo.
And I mean he's just out there like on one and and he he hit me
up earlier like he just be and I'm like you are young for one.
You're you're having a kid like this woman's going to be in your
life. You need to go.
You need to try to make this work.
He's like, no, we're not together.
We're Co parenting and I'm like, you need to.
Get out of here. You need to calm the fuck down.
But people give no fucks. Like literally.
After I liked that post on Facebook, he texted me and said
so now you know boy, bye. This is why I'm that's what.
I'm saying, bro, I just made that post all day about dudes
that just randomly hosting their kid like a baby.
Like, whoa. Like, I'd just be shocked.
I'd really be shocked because, like, I'll be there interacting
with them for like the whole year on Facebook Or like,
they've messaged me at some point.
Or like, and it's like, whoa, like, you were growing a baby
this whole fucking time. Like, that's crazy.
And I don't know, just babies are alive.
They don't. Don't ever, no one ever tell me
you're pregnant or something because my reaction is going to
be like, Oh no. That's my reaction.
I'm like, oh, I'm. Sorry.
I'm like, oh, darn. Or like, yeah, like and so I'm
like and then so I've been feeling bad but because because
and then when people tell me they're pregnant I feel like I
found out that I'm pregnant. I love the the shock that comes
over me when someone I know it's like I'm pregnant.
I'm like, oh God. Sorry.
Yeah. I don't know.
It was definitely a shocker. It was definitely, like, nasty.
Why? I'm always like, he dodging his
invitations and like, all the things that he'd be trying to
do. Because I'm like, I can't be
baby Mama #2. Like, I got to be baby Mama
number one. I don't want to do it.
Dudes, I don't. Dudes fuck me.
And the day after I had one dude literally the day after post
like a newborn picture, like, but she was just at my house.
It's wild like. What?
Like it's it's crazy the double lives that you live in like.
I don't know. People are wild.
People are interestingly wild and the things but.
How do we get on this tangent? We've been talking about
relationships and things, but we didn't talk about, like anything
else, Swing it back. Swing it back.
That must be what what the people are needing the advice on
or something, the universe said. You guys are going to talk about
this? Apparently, it must have been on
my brain. It's my brain.
I I. Can censor someone like VIP is
even harder for than relationships for regular
people. Huh.
I said relationships for you because you have like this like
following and all this stuff people that would be even harder
because people are making. Yeah, and that's the thing.
What I've noticed, right Like is that like my ex-boyfriend, the
one the one I had right after, not right after, but like a year
after I got a divorce. I have one serious relationship
and he was insecure about himself, you know, he didn't
have his shit together like I thought he did and he made he
ended up cheating on me with his ex-girlfriend and he basically
made the excuse that he didn't want to be Mr. Peaches.
He didn't want to live in my shadow and.
I shoved a Peach up his ass and told him to go fuck himself.
Well, I made what I did. Well, so I made that my I told
you about my Peach Card being, like, holding up the dime and
the penny because like before I made that my card, I I took that
picture and set it to him and now it's that's my card card.
So like, I hope he knows every time someone like, sees that,
that's why. And then I made Pete Mr. Peach's
shirts. So I was like, it's like you
don't want to be fucking Mr. Peaches.
Guess what? I bet you there's 100 fucking
other dudes that'll wear Mr. Fucking shirt right now.
Be real damn proud of it, you piece of shit.
So. That's what people would be
insecure about it. I know, like.
It's even. I'm not even like, sure what
people really think. But I have people that I just
never in a million years would ever speak to in real life.
Sorry, y'all, but they messaged me and it's like, I don't know
what the fuck gave you the courage, but like someone who
I'm actually attracted to acts like I have foreign cooties.
Like they be like, they be like act like they're scared.
And like one I was like, I mean, what if we broke up?
She could put a curse on me like like.
Well, let. Me tell you.
That's funny you said that because the guy I'm talking to
now, that's why I was like he he literally was like did you put a
spell on me? And and I was like because
because when I met him, he was, he was pretty drunk.
And yeah, he saw the next day whatever he's like, did you, did
you do, did you do something to me?
Did you put a spell on me? Like he was very adamant about
it. And I was like, no, I didn't.
But, and now I'm kind of curious about how to or why I would, but
yeah. Or why I would.
And but he, like, he was real concerned.
He was like, why haven't I been able to stop thinking about you?
This isn't normal and he was just like really trying to
figure it out and but he was very adamant.
He asked me several times, did you do it?
Did you put a spell on me? Do you know that it is actually
a? It's a huge thing that happens
that women will save menstrual blood and take men home from
dates and stuff and like, put it inside of their food or inside
of their drinks or whatever for like obsession and like
compatibility, like spells or whatever, but literally like, do
nothing with it except like, oh, I put my DNA inside of their
stuff and I that stuff always just foggles my mind.
But that's a real thing. There's a woman who got arrested
for it because the guy, like, found out and she'd had that
blood for like days. Like, I don't know how long it
takes for your coochie blood to go bad, but I'd assume
immediately. I.
Mean I know, I know that. Like I learned.
I learned. I I learned about how like
spinning in your mouth can be witchcraft.
Is that true? Because I learned about that
because there was a boy that I was was seeing and he he was
like very adamant about spinning my mouth.
And I was like, man, just I can't get down with that.
And then I started and then I don't know what I mean.
I saw an article or something about it and I was like, they
said it was witchcraft. And I was like, Oh no, I'm never
letting nobody say my motherfucker.
Yeah, it's it's DNA bonding work.
It's the same thing as like when you do like technically like any
time that you're exchanging bodily fluids anyways, you're
like having like an energetic exchange.
But there is something about doing like using your spit or
using like your blood or something.
It's your, it's your tether and like a spell working.
So every spell working, you have your catalyst that like drives
that spell and then your tether like how you're associating that
with a person, like writing their name on like a candle or
or whatever, using something that represents them.
But then if you're having like spit or blood, you're like
tethering to that person. So essentially, like, if
somebody has like spit in your mouth or whatever they've like
claimed ownership over you and your energy and you've been
like, oh, I'm a vessel willing to like, carry your energetic
blueprint inside of me. I've also seen that where like
like a TikTok video or something like the guy will take a shot
and then he'll spit it in his girlfriend's mouth or something.
And she's like so hot. And I always am like he probably
swish that around. Y'all are eating tacos.
You're getting fucking back wash in there like I I absolutely
not. Don't spit in my fucking mouth,
please. No, not at all.
And and you know Kevin Gates does that at at his concerts,
he'll bring a girl. He'll brings the girl up on
stage, a random girl and spits in her mouth and.
She says you're. Quiet.
Do you like it? Let him They like the the these
fans do that. Brown like Oh no, no, no, I.
Have spit in someone's mouth before, but I've never had
anyone spit in my mouth before. You spit in someone's mouth.
Like what kind of spit? Like a loogie.
No, Just like, you know, like some hot sex fit.
That's fine, Ninja. Paige said.
I teach him and I spit in their
mouth. What's up?
You want a class that. Part.
Kind of, though, kind of, though, for real, But I mean, I
would never once want to sit in my mouth.
But you know, whenever a man ejaculates in a woman, it
changes her DNA, especially if she gets pregnant with his
child, it changes her DNA even deeper, like so.
I don't know. I mean, I think there's a lot of
energetic words and exchanges. Yeah, that's that's another
reason why I got more, You know, I was like, Dan, it makes sense.
I've been fucking like some traumatized ass dudes and I've
been taking on all their fucking bullshit like.
Here's something funny. I saw this, I saw this post and
it said someone actually sent it to me because I was celibate for
several years too. And it said damn, how much sex
would you have and that you need a break from it.
It was like celibacy. Damn, how much sex were you?
Having I saw that you. Need a break from it or
something? And I laughed so hard because a
lot of people don't realize the cords that they're picking up
from casual sex, especially if you meet people at bars.
I'm like, I'm not going to laugh.
We've all met someone at a bar and me, I don't know about all
of us, but I definitely have. And I that was acting like the
day like 10 years ago or something, you know, like when I
first turned 21 actor like, I never drank before, like and we
went out all the time and like it's like dumb shit would
happen, you know? And I look back on that and I'm
like the fact that that's just normalized, like, super
normalized like. And I'm just so many bad things
have happened. Luckily they didn't.
But at the same time, like little bad things used to happen
to me when I would make the wrong choice, like I would get
flat tires randomly or I would like always be like getting
these little signs that I just was like trying to push forward
anyways kind of thing. But I personally can't relate to
people that like party and drink all the time or that like have
casual sex or, like, are just constantly just doing all kinds
of like, I can't do, like, friends with benefits, even
though I used to be able to do things like that.
Like, I can't do that. Like, that's just weird.
I don't know. Like, it's just funny how like
being celibate changes all of your sexual preferences.
It does. It's like it rarely does wild.
It's wild how quickly men disgust me and give me the
straight ick where it's like I would.
I'm just grossed out. Factory reset.
Yeah, exactly.
That's what I felt like it was for me, you know, like and I
mean I had gone a year before, like my ex-husband was, you
know, deployed for a year and I didn't have sex for a year or
whatever. But, you know, choosing non to
have sex with other people it it, like you said I it really,
that's what I meant by like I I don't like people anymore.
Because like dudes really have just become like like when you
have, you realize they don't really have nothing else to
offer but to try to fuck you. Or like you just put that
boundary there and they don't even try to make an effort to
get to know you when you've set the boundary and you realize,
OK, that's all they were trying to do is like, what you don't
even deserve it. Like and I felt like I let go,
although I cut a lot of cords all the, you know, I I'm really
bad about fucking my exes a lot you know.
I'm just like tied to them forever.
I feel like when I was in Ohio, like I I don't like picking up
new people. I would just go back to the old
ones you know like and I think you know celibacy helped me like
cut all of that and now I'm. I don't feel like I would be in
that position anymore and I can have that strong dietary not to
fuck any of them, but. Sometimes you go back to the
devil that you know and like it's especially for you.
You're outside of your comfort zone all the time anyways and
you're constantly putting yourself into situations to do
something new and meet new people that I would imagine for
you. There's also a comfort and you
like going back to energy that you already know.
And even if you know it's not like a part of your healing
journey, you're able to be like, OK, well, I know what the
expectation is. I know you know what you're
going to get out of me, whatever.
And we'll just move forward. And I think that, I mean, I
don't know. I think that I think that those
relationships sometimes aren't necessarily like unhealthy to
have. Like there are plenty of people
who are able to just like have sex with each other and then do
the things that they want to do in life and they don't give each
other any type of energetic ick. I think that when it's like but
not a positive thing is when that person is taking something
from you or you're having to give something of yourself that
you don't want to freely give. Like there.
You know, like being energetically down or taking on
like their problems when you go over and talk to them.
Or, you know, however that ends up coming out and that goes into
like the whole, like, sex positive thing too, is like
there are people who are super able to just like, sleep with
other people and don't feel like they carry anything
energetically and they can keep doing what they're doing.
I couldn't be one of those people because once I fuck you,
now I know everything about you and we're doing this thing and
so what's up? I can't be a casual fucker.
Yeah, that's. A thing I'm not a casual I
can't. I have.
I'm passionate sex and I did. It's just so much.
I'm just so much more in tune with things that like, I just, I
can't have casual sex like that and I don't want to.
That's why it's like it's just, I don't know celibacy was is
amazing. I I I really liked it And I mean
I'm still, I don't even know what to call it now because it's
like it's abstinence. Maybe now.
Yeah, they made more abstinence of like, I fucked that one dude
once, but that was, you know. But I'm not.
I'm not not still very much. Like you got a.
You're by the Instagram celibate, but I fucked that one
dude once. Yeah, yeah.
Exactly. It's like I don't.
Know it's an accident. Now she's accident.
Yeah. You know, I think the thing
about sex is like, I feel like I have to really like you as a
person. And like, like you said, that's
rare. And then I like, also really
want to connect with someone really deeply.
But a lot of people are only so deep at a certain range, like
that's comfortable for them. And once it starts getting away
from their comfort zone or whatever, they can't handle it.
Like they can't. Yeah, well, exactly.
I that. And that's exactly what I was
like my goal and and you know, was just like, OK, I, I, I know
I can connect with people sexually, like, that's not a
problem. Like.
But I really was craving that mental stimulation, that
emotional connection, those deep conversations, someone that
really wanted cause 'cause I'm. I mean, I'm a very complex
person. I've been through a lot of shit
and I really someone to take the time to ask me thorough
questions and to understand me and like you know like and and
that's what I do like about this guy that I met was that you know
I I that wasn't he's giving me hope that there's like there are
people out there like this like for a while there I was like oh
man, I don't, I don't even know. But I feel like we've been able
to establish an emotional connection before we've had sex.
So now it's like I feel like the sex is going to be even better,
but you know that that was my goal and and and that he is like
trying to get to know me and things and we'll make sure you
send us a. Group text when you when he
cracks it open so that we can know.
Was it worth it for you? Do you need parents to tell you
how to teach somebody something? Are you going to spit in his
mouth like we want to know? I want to know all the details.
I'll give you an update, dude. I'm over here.
Like, I'm over here. Like, how do I ask you?
I'm about to put him in my suitcase, 'cause that's why I
even told Sydney I was like, I have a crush on this guy.
And she's like, did you tell him we're leaving?
I was like, not yet. I just.
So, yeah, I don't know. I haven't told him we're not.
Even supposed to be. Huh.
For that, you don't need to be leaving Florida.
No, I know. I don't know.
Now I'm like, I'm double like, oh, I don't know.
I don't know. You can't leave.
Yeah, we'll see you come at this point.
I don't have the money, so I mean, I I can't.
Believe you, Florida. 'S not I I really have been
enjoying Florida. I I really have.
I'm not going to lie, I mean it. I'm really doing great music
wise. I'm getting, you know, a lot of
page shows, great opportunities. I got a lot of stuff in Miami
coming up right now, so. Yeah, they're going to love you
in Miami. I'm excited for Miami.
They I booked a show in LA recently, so I'm going to plant
plant some seeds out there finally.
Why do you want to go back to Ohio?
Is it because you had you have seeds planted there and so it
didn't. You went down to Florida for
your mom, right? So it didn't work out with your
mom living with you. So now are you like bucket?
Because maybe you were sent down to Florida for it to be about
you, and your mom was just the catalyst to get you there.
That's what I kind of feel like you know and I I was going to go
back to plan is to go back to Ohio for Sydney and like I said
I, I, I, you know I have a lot of fantasies there and and and
team and and people that can help me do certain things too.
Still like and more in like the Dayton area and Columbus area,
like I wouldn't, I wouldn't be coming back to Cincinnati, but
more or less it was for Sydney because she has all her friends
up there and she wasn't really liking it at 1st and she's doing
better now, but she could adjust still, you know, But mainly As
for Sidney. Yeah, well, if she wants to see
this story through and see her mom reach her goals, you need to
be in four day. You need to explain that to her.
Because I think when I was there, not only just when I was
there, all the things and like, her apartment's super cute.
You've got it. You got it.
For all the stuff that I know you said, you got it.
Goodwill and wherever you've done good, it's like full you've
got everything you need, like you don't want to have to like
start over, I feel like. Yeah, I'm not gonna lie.
Like, I was like fucking thinking about reselling
everything. So like, before I was like, bro,
motivate. When I left Cincinnati, I sold
everything. I was like, I'm out of here,
bitch. Like I was like selling shit.
Like, you know, I have to try to do it.
And then same thing when I left in Tennessee.
And I was really motivated to get down here to my mom and
like, pack that bitch up. Duh, duh, duh.
When I think about reselling all this stuff in my apartment and
packing up and doing all the things again, but that sounds
terrible. I just don't even feel like it,
'cause I I am. I'm tired.
I'm tired of moving in and doing all the things and I do want to
be established. Florida is where all the rappers
are. Everybody down there, everybody
you've been networking with. And I'm telling you, I have been
in the studio so many times and I laughed whenever he was like,
so you've never been in a studio where people were working.
I'm like facts. I've been in the studios where
people are popping bottles, smoking backwoods and talking
and doing everything but working.
And I don't know. I just feel like in Ohio, I just
don't feel like deep down, like a lot of people have that same
motivation that they have in Florida.
Same thing with Kentucky. Like anybody in Kentucky who's
trying new things or trying to set an example.
Even Jack Harlow, they used to make fun of Jack Harlow back in
2017, when I'd be like, this motherfucker's going to be
famous. He's fired.
Listen to the song. They were like, you're silly,
you stupid. Like we're not listening to this
kind of thing, you know? So I feel like Ohio, Kentucky,
Indiana, they're just like slow adopters to everything, whether
it's medical marijuana, whether it's fucking abortion.
Like it doesn't matter what the fuck it is.
They're like, do not do it here, like, not in our state.
And I just think they're just, I don't know everybody here like
is manipulated to like keep each other down instead of lift each
other up and maybe a lot of places.
But I've been other places that are way more supportive, like
Colorado people out there networking with their neighbors,
talking this that. Like, I feel like this.
Yeah. The community here, the art
community here. Like everyone.
Like when I soon as I moved here, I was like welcome to
Florida. I'm just like, you know, and it
just the show. The show I just did on February
10th was probably one of the best shows I've ever been a part
of. I mean it went really smoothly.
All the artists were great and and supportive and you know,
like it just was like night and day from what I experienced in
Ohio and you know I'm and that's you know I'm going on to their
next show that they're doing in LA now.
So yeah, I I definitely agree. And and and you know, I really
wanted to I think too. You know, I I always do
eventually want to return to Cincinnati and some ass.
I mean, my my dad's is there. Obviously.
I'm my dad's only child. But like you said, I feel like
coming to Florida was more so for myself now like you that my
mom was a catalyst or whatever. But I really like dove deep into
like doing what's best for me being here instead of like
always trying to save the world and people around me.
And you know, as much as I want to help the other artists out
there and be able, I would love to be able to cultivate what
everything that I have learned and all the connections that I
have and and bring that back to Ohio.
Because Ohio's music scene needs it so fucking bad.
You know, like, and I and people message me all the time, just
like in desperation at most. They're just like you're not
getting it. I'm trying and that, you know,
it's scamming this and it's that.
And I was like, I know, like I want to build that there, but I
still don't think I'm going to be able to until I'm in a big
enough position. You can't save everybody in
Ohio. If they really wanted it, they
move where they needed to move to get done what they need to
get done. I think a lot of people don't
take the time to be like, OK, maybe I can't do all this, but I
could learn a new skill. Like I could learn how to edit
videos, or I could learn this, or I could learn that, Like,
people aren't ready for that conversation, though.
Like, they always want to cuddle around and blame the scene, or
blame the support, or blame, whatever.
But if you're not willing to do whatever you're doing for free,
if you're not willing to do it, like with your last dollar, then
it's probably not for you. And you know, that cultivation
of driving passion and people, I mean whether it's applied
towards like a kid or like commitments or, you know, the
things that you care about, a lot of people neglect them
things, You know what I mean? They neglect the things that are
truly important to them. And I just think that, like when
you're following a dream or when you're trying to step
out-of-the-box, a lot of people want to just keep putting you
back in the box cause literally like, even my own dad recently
was like, wow, I can't believe your business is going that
good. I mean he wasn't saying it in a
condensating way. He was actually shocked, like
thoroughly shocked that, you know, it's actually doing as
well as I continue to say it would.
And like, you know, I'm about to really see what the growth of
that is going on, like a five year streak of having a
business, you know, 'cause like you really don't know what's
going on, you know, in the first couple years, right.
Like you're learning. So like I'm excited because I
feel like things are really established, but so many people
aren't willing to work through those uncertain like trials and
tribulations. And I do think that like Jim and
I said you getting to Florida was for a reason because of all
the networking cause like Ohio isn't a cultivating growth like
Florida, especially places like Miami, they're going to freaking
love you. Like I go to the literal like
local like Mexican restaurant or bodega or any place and they're
like ready to just everybody's ready to say hello.
Like literally y'all I go to this Jersey Mike's.
I love Jersey Mike's and every once in a while go, I'll just go
hit it up. Tell me why I saw the man from
Jersey Mike's with his wife and he smiled and waved at me behind
her back while we were at the DJ Maxx HomeGoods.
He like this kind of. And I mean she was she was a
white girl though. They love them some white girls.
My part I know now I I'm excited.
I I'm kind of just taking it day by day.
You know, like and when you say I, I I don't know.
Especially when I met this boy. I don't know.
We'll see. We'll see where Peach ends up.
I I. I bet you that once you decide
where to plant your roots down Peach, and you're like, Nope,
we're staying in Florida. Like, I bet that once you really
allow yourself to be like this is where home is going to be and
where I'm going to set roots at, I bet you that's when Sydney
starts to like, plant her roots too.
And especially now too that, like you've shared a lot on
social media about like her dad moving and stuff like that.
And so now things are going to be totally different inside of
her world. And I I bet that there's going
to be some sort of like a security for her knowing that,
OK, this is where I'm going to be staying now.
And anybody who wants to see me, like they can travel here.
This is where we're going to be and start feeling comfortable to
set up like her little thing too, because it's like as a
little girl, it's difficult already to make friends, let
alone to them and hop around friends.
And so it probably is difficult for her to establish friendships
with people and then know that, like, she's going to move away
and she's not going to have those friends anymore, you know?
Yeah, she's been. That's The thing is that she's
been she has been very hesitant of making friends here because I
think she is afraid to just like you know leave them behind.
She has one really good friend here that lives in the apartment
complex and I guess she just let me know that she's, she said
she's moving I guess from probably just from away from the
apartment in October. But yeah, I I encourage her to
make friends. She's like, no, I don't need any
of my friends. I got no friends and I need any
friends. But then complaints about not
having friends here. But like, you know, she has and
that's what I'm saying is that she has her Fortnite friends,
like. And it's hilarious to listen to
them, you know, on their group FaceTime call and and you know,
all of them live in Columbus and that's what she wants to go back
to them. And at the same time, you know,
like, as much as I would love to do that, people outgrow friends
too. So, like, I don't, you know, as
much as I would love to move back there for her to have that
happen, like, who's to say that Jacob spends her 50 Roebucks and
now she don't want to talk to fucking Jacob no more, You know,
like. And she'll block that.
Like, there's just. But I moved up here for your
friend. You know what I'm saying?
Like, I don't know. That's what I was.
Like any of the same people that I used to, as you like grow.
I think a lot about the commitment to the move is like,
you've already done all the hard work and now you need to like,
plant the roots regardless. I think it's just like we're not
moving. I think you just need to take
that out of her head. This like little hope of like
we're moving back. I think like Jim and I said, you
need to just rip the fucking Band-Aid off.
She's going to be mad at you. You're just going to be like,
this is what it is. It's going to be too hard when
here we can get a house, we can go to the beach.
Like, you can't do that shit in Ohio, you know?
Like like you could really find the right person to work with
down there that could really put you into a good position.
Yeah, I mean, absolutely. IA 100% agree.
It's way more networking down here, moving things.
And yeah, I I agree. Well, and that money that you
raised to like be able to move, right, like that, that money
that you would put towards that you could invest into making
your life down there more meaningful for you and you know,
doing what you want to do and elevating what you have.
Yeah I just need to I need to catch up on my bills right now
like this is like there's there's no way but begin.
I went, I got fired and it just just like took me all the way
back around like so I I haven't like and.
Because they're like you make music, you can't work here or
they'll be like, we still here on Facebook.
We have to build. We have to fire at you like she
gets fired. I'm eating nerd clusters, in
case anybody cares. Those.
Are good. I yeah, I couldn't, they
couldn't even give me a reason why.
Like when I got fired, they were just like, yeah, it's just not
working out so. Yeah, Where's your cruise going?
I don't even know. It's not.
It's my dad and then bought like did the things.
I'm just like along for the ride.
I'm making them on shirts though.
I'm making them family vacation shirts for it.
They were going to Mexico and things.
But Honduras I think. I couldn't tell you for real.
But I'm excited. I I am excited.
This is my me and Cindy's first like vacation vacation together
too, so I'm excited. Just like, I know she's going to
love to just be able to like spend time with me for like 7
days straight and not me like running around all the time and
stuff. So it's going to be fun.
Seven days? That's a long cruise.
Yeah. Versus time, Gemini doesn't want
to do any. I really want to go on a cruise.
I know she love it. No.
And actually, I had told Brian about you going on the cruise
and how you had invited me to go on the cruise and he was like,
oh, absolutely, you can't go on a cruise with her before you go
on a cruise with me. You've told me no, our entire
relationship. And I was like, no.
I told her no, also like. That's funny.
So I want you to go. We can even take Max.
I'm not taking we all we on a. Fucking cruise ship people lost
their mind. We need to do another like
retreat situation where we all get together and do like some
witchy shit and like just make content and stream there.
That's what we wanted to do last time, but we were forced to go
on an ATV rod. That was almost the last thing
we ever did in our life. Oh my.
God. Did not want to do this.
It makes me so that still makes me so mad because like the girl
that that had invited us all or whatever, right?
Like she wanted to go on this ATV trip and I was telling
everybody like the trail. Like, I know about like 4
Wheeling and ATV being like, I'm telling you that fucking trail
is wild. We're not going on that.
And I've got people on the phone who like used to like leave the
trails that are like, you're not going on that.
And so I'm telling everybody, and this girl is like freaking
the fuck out about how this is what we need to do and whatever
and well, if you're not going, then nobody's going to go.
And she'd already been like a complete bitch while we were
there. And so I was just like, you know
what? Fuck it.
And literally, like, I was so determined to like be the
fucking cheerleader for this bitch.
To like, let our lives come out on top.
I was like, you are the best driver ever.
You're doing so fucking good. Look at you Like I was cheering
her on from the back seat. Just like praying to God.
And like a God I don't even believe in.
And then we get down off of this fucking ATV and this bitch goes,
I wasn't in 4 wheel drive. She did the whole thing in 2
wheel drive. Up rocks, Up rocks, Sandy
fucking cliffs and Moab. 4 wheel drive is like what grips you to
the ground, and like 2 wheel drives for pavement, we could
have flipped like several times we were sliding backwards at.
Yeah, that's some that's dangerous.
And we had pager back there. I was wearing gloves, holding on
to the thing. My hands were like drenching
sweat. Oh.
My God and. We found it.
She had drank some vodka prior to going driving on this.
Oh yeah, y'all should have died. We could have died so many.
Stories about ATV wrecks. Yeah, I know two people.
Well, I saw two people on Facebook that got in an ATV
wreck this weekend. Oh my God.
Well, I'm glad you made it all safe.
I have to pee and I have to leave soon.
Thank you for. Thank you for being on here with
us. I've had to pee for 15 minutes
and I keep drinking water, trying to, like, nervously make
it go away. My thank God, I'm like, fuck,
I'm over here like going back and forth like I gotta be.
But I love you guys. I said I was going to say this
is VFP, she's a rapper. Go listen to her music on
Spotify. Yeah, sorry.
We talked about Dicks and all the things.
And yeah, I I do music. I actually rapper and model and
things. And you can find my music on
Spotify. Apple VI, peach.net.
I have only fans. Many men or women out there
curious what my titties look like.
Go to only fans. We will.
Put the links for all of your stuff in the description so
everybody who's new can just go and follow you.
OK, cool, cool, cool. All right.
Yeah. I think that's it.
I I don't have any major announcements coming up, but
then I I have 10 that I have so much new music I need to drop.
I'm just getting my foundation together again.
I'm not in a hurry to release my music right now.
I got a lot of content I can push already.
I've you know, all the music videos and stuff that I'm just
like kind of pushing and recirculating.
But when the time is right, I'll drop some bangers on you.
All right, you all stay tuned for their our next episode.
Our candle collection is dropping on February 24th and we
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