1 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:16,400 Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:30,000 We are so excited that you're listening to us. 3 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,680 If you want to elevate the experience and see these 4 00:00:33,680 --> 00:00:38,320 interviews on video, you can join either one of our Patreons. 5 00:00:38,320 --> 00:00:40,840 They are LinkedIn the description wherever you're 6 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:42,760 listening to this podcast episode. 7 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:47,000 In addition to getting to watch the full length video 8 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:52,200 interviews, we also both have tons of additional content and 9 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:54,080 support for the spiritual community. 10 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:57,160 So go ahead and check those out and then if you're ever 11 00:00:57,160 --> 00:01:01,360 interested in readings with us or personally connecting with 12 00:01:01,360 --> 00:01:05,560 us, we also have our websites and social medias, LinkedIn the 13 00:01:05,560 --> 00:01:09,120 description as well. Feel free to share this episode 14 00:01:09,120 --> 00:01:13,360 with everybody that you know. Get the look it like a lollipop 15 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:17,480 name spread around and we hope you love this episode. 16 00:01:21,280 --> 00:01:25,160 What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland, where 17 00:01:25,160 --> 00:01:27,320 we have a very special guest today. 18 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:32,080 Yes, we have VI Peach again. You all are, girl. 19 00:01:32,440 --> 00:01:34,880 How are you doing, baby? Hola. 20 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:37,960 Yes, I'm doing well. I'm doing well. 21 00:01:37,960 --> 00:01:42,840 I'm hanging in there. I feel like it's been a while 22 00:01:42,840 --> 00:01:45,880 since we had you on the podcast. The podcast is like literally 23 00:01:46,160 --> 00:01:50,080 almost two full years old. I don't know. 24 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:54,800 I'm so proud of you guys for like keeping it going and doing 25 00:01:54,800 --> 00:01:57,360 all the things with it. I'm super excited for you guys 26 00:01:57,360 --> 00:01:58,960 and thank you for having me on again. 27 00:01:59,200 --> 00:02:02,160 And I made a lot of connections through it. 28 00:02:02,160 --> 00:02:04,680 You know, people usually will reach out to me after hearing 29 00:02:04,680 --> 00:02:07,200 your episodes and like hey, I found you through, you know, 30 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:13,160 look at like Lollipop podcast. So I appreciate the shared fan 31 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:18,720 base sharing. Yes, you know it's cool how 32 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:21,320 people can connect through the Internet, cause the Internet is 33 00:02:21,320 --> 00:02:25,040 such a broad place. Facts It really is. 34 00:02:25,760 --> 00:02:27,880 I made a lot of friends through the Internet. 35 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:31,760 Honestly, me and Jim and I wouldn't be friends without the 36 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:33,960 Internet. The Internet is our main form of 37 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:37,000 communication. I mean, she has my location and 38 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:40,440 I have her location, but like one day I just thought that I 39 00:02:40,480 --> 00:02:42,800 was going to drive to her just to see how far it is. 40 00:02:42,800 --> 00:02:45,840 It's like 1500 miles, you all 1200 miles. 41 00:02:45,840 --> 00:02:49,480 Like, it's it's a lot of malls. Right. 42 00:02:49,520 --> 00:02:51,960 Isn't that crazy how like sometimes you just build those 43 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:55,640 like relationships like never met each other but like, and 44 00:02:55,640 --> 00:02:57,280 then you finally meet for the first time. 45 00:02:57,280 --> 00:03:00,160 But it's like you guys just, it's been, you know, you've 46 00:03:00,160 --> 00:03:02,360 already built that, that that connection and friendships. 47 00:03:02,640 --> 00:03:03,880 I've done that with people before too. 48 00:03:03,880 --> 00:03:06,160 It's like I've never met you. It's been like 2-3 years we've 49 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:10,840 been talking online and then. I feel like that's kind of me 50 00:03:10,840 --> 00:03:14,840 and you, Peach, because we hadn't really met. 51 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:17,760 But then we had you on the podcast twice and then you 52 00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:19,520 surprised me at my birthday party. 53 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:23,200 You just, which was really cool and that was so random and I 54 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:25,240 didn't really get to see you, but that was so cool. 55 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:29,520 And then we recently got to hang out, which was really cool. 56 00:03:29,520 --> 00:03:31,880 We got to go to the studio, me and Juver. 57 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:34,680 I wish Jim and I could have been with us because it was a 58 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:37,480 horrible day. It was such like, AI wish you 59 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:38,600 were there today. It was. 60 00:03:38,840 --> 00:03:41,480 We needed the whole, the whole truck. 61 00:03:42,120 --> 00:03:43,640 Yeah, for sure. I yeah. 62 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:44,880 I wish she would have been there too. 63 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:47,440 Sorry. We'll manifest that in the 64 00:03:47,480 --> 00:03:49,840 future. Well, I'm going to go to 65 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:54,320 Kentucky this year for sure. So it'll be closer to you, 66 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:58,040 wherever you're living at the time, than it is for me to be in 67 00:03:58,360 --> 00:04:02,720 Boden Gas, Idaho. Yeah, girl, we gotta get you out 68 00:04:02,720 --> 00:04:04,840 of there. Dude. 69 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:08,240 But I'm so glad she got the come. 70 00:04:08,240 --> 00:04:12,200 It was really fun and and yeah, like we had never actually hung 71 00:04:12,200 --> 00:04:15,520 out before. But I feel like it was exactly 72 00:04:15,520 --> 00:04:18,279 what I feel like. Our energies, like we're 73 00:04:18,279 --> 00:04:21,800 supposed to be like the bad bitch energy was there, like, 74 00:04:21,800 --> 00:04:24,360 and I fucking thought it was so funny. 75 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:27,320 Like even with like, we were standing in line for tacos and 76 00:04:27,320 --> 00:04:29,040 the dude was like, what are you guys celebrating? 77 00:04:29,040 --> 00:04:33,520 And they're like nothing. Like, yeah, he was like, what 78 00:04:33,520 --> 00:04:35,640 are you all celebrating? Like, literally. 79 00:04:35,640 --> 00:04:38,760 He was so enthusiastic about. We were all just chilling. 80 00:04:38,760 --> 00:04:42,520 I mean, we had. Like we're a party in general as 81 00:04:42,600 --> 00:04:45,400 I feel like, I just like we all have our like we were, you know 82 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:50,640 we all dressed nice and we're just a vibe and I feel like we'd 83 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:53,120 probably just look like we were a party I love. 84 00:04:56,400 --> 00:04:59,000 It. Juber's like the sweetest thing 85 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:02,840 too, so you got to meet her. She Do you know why we call her 86 00:05:02,840 --> 00:05:04,040 Juber? Why? 87 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:07,160 I've never before in Kentucky where in front of St. 88 00:05:08,240 --> 00:05:11,240 Yeah. Uber knew Peach because Peach 89 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:14,160 worked. God, Juber's got long term roots 90 00:05:14,160 --> 00:05:16,720 of Peach before me. She knew Peach on her own 91 00:05:16,720 --> 00:05:17,760 accord, which is crazy. I. 92 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:20,200 Didn't know that. All the Peach Saints. 93 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:26,440 Yeah, she did. She her best friend's husband, 94 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:30,240 Ryan, has a photography business, which you all go check 95 00:05:30,240 --> 00:05:31,880 it out. It's pinned at the top of my 96 00:05:31,880 --> 00:05:34,720 page. I've like, tagged his after. 97 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:39,320 Yeah, he took that picture that's up pinned at the top and 98 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,960 I love his photos. I think sometimes people put too 99 00:05:42,960 --> 00:05:44,640 much pressure on their photographer to be good. 100 00:05:44,640 --> 00:05:48,120 But it's like, was the subject good, was the model good? 101 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:50,800 You know, I know, you know, things like that. 102 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:52,720 You know what I mean? Presentation of a photo shoot. 103 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:54,720 And like, was it good? Because a lot of people try to 104 00:05:54,840 --> 00:05:57,080 act like it's the photographer when I really think it's the 105 00:05:57,080 --> 00:05:59,120 people that they're taking the pictures of, you know, Because 106 00:05:59,120 --> 00:06:01,960 when someone knows how to model or knows how to, like, work a 107 00:06:01,960 --> 00:06:04,720 camera, it does not matter who has that camera camera, as long 108 00:06:04,760 --> 00:06:06,760 as it's a good camera, you're going to get pictures of me, 109 00:06:06,760 --> 00:06:09,040 right? You're going to get some of 110 00:06:09,120 --> 00:06:14,040 that. So Ryan, like and Peach had shot 111 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:17,000 together and Jackie helps like assist. 112 00:06:18,360 --> 00:06:19,520 That's right. You know what? 113 00:06:19,560 --> 00:06:22,560 She might have even been there. Hey, do you know what if that 114 00:06:22,560 --> 00:06:25,040 she's been, if she's the same one that's been helping him the 115 00:06:25,040 --> 00:06:27,720 whole time? Yeah, I knew her a long time ago 116 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:34,000 because him and I shot in the Creek years ago in Louisville 117 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:37,680 before I even did a music. And that was a really cool photo 118 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:41,120 shoot. But I recently met her again, I 119 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:44,760 guess then at an Airbnb shoot that I did down there. 120 00:06:44,760 --> 00:06:48,960 But I guess after before when I came for your birthday, it might 121 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,520 have been the night, actually. Honestly. 122 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:55,800 Oh yeah, we are all bad bitches and we need to do a photo shoot 123 00:06:55,800 --> 00:06:57,720 together. I was like, am I fucking? 124 00:06:58,160 --> 00:07:01,200 Everybody on Facebook loved us and Instagram for real. 125 00:07:01,200 --> 00:07:04,040 I was like, Oh yeah, we got to we got to start moving as a 126 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:06,440 unit. Hold on and. 127 00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:09,240 We we were dismissing Gemini, my bestie girl. 128 00:07:09,240 --> 00:07:12,720 We needed you here because literally, my God, we're having 129 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:15,840 such a good time. And teach a chauffeur in us 130 00:07:15,840 --> 00:07:19,360 around all her people. And honestly, shout out to your 131 00:07:19,520 --> 00:07:22,760 music producer. Yeah, he was amazing. 132 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:24,800 I've never seen someone. Really bad. 133 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:26,960 My engineer. Shout out to authentic. 134 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:29,280 Oh my God, he's one of my favorite engineers. 135 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:31,920 Bro, for real. Go ahead. 136 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:35,440 Do what you have to do. Yes, he's one of my favorite 137 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:36,760 engineers. He's so professional. 138 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:40,720 He's always just there to work that keeps my language, like 139 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:44,560 when I need to get shit done. And yeah, I've just had nothing 140 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:47,240 but good experiences since I've recorded with him. 141 00:07:47,240 --> 00:07:51,040 So that was hot. They think in the Boo Boo room. 142 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:52,920 That's what the the studios call it. 143 00:07:53,920 --> 00:07:56,520 Was a great experience, Jim and I. 144 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:59,640 You would have loved it. I know you told me about it 145 00:07:59,640 --> 00:08:01,600 afterwards and you're like, she put her thing down in the 146 00:08:01,600 --> 00:08:04,200 studio, but I had so much fun if you were there. 147 00:08:04,200 --> 00:08:06,960 It was such a vibe. I was like, oh, see, and that's 148 00:08:06,960 --> 00:08:11,440 what I like too, is I like that even if everybody's not 149 00:08:11,440 --> 00:08:14,600 together, like, I just get filled in on what's going on. 150 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:16,640 And it's always like the most supportive. 151 00:08:16,640 --> 00:08:19,840 Like she came and picked us up. She's on her way. 152 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:22,200 She got us. She didn't even really want the 153 00:08:22,200 --> 00:08:24,200 gas money, but she got that gas money. 154 00:08:24,240 --> 00:08:30,440 Like, I know all the details about everything and it really 155 00:08:30,440 --> 00:08:33,960 is cool to be able to like stay connected and have friendships 156 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:37,000 that are all like individual. But then we're all able to like, 157 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:41,200 come together as a group too, because some people can operate 158 00:08:41,200 --> 00:08:43,960 inside of a group setting, but they can't have individual 159 00:08:43,960 --> 00:08:45,520 friendships and keep those going. 160 00:08:45,760 --> 00:08:48,960 And some people vice versa. Like, you're like, Dang, they're 161 00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:50,880 hella cool. When I get them one-on-one and 162 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:53,480 then they're in a group and they're fucking weird, Like it's 163 00:08:53,520 --> 00:08:57,000 really special. Especially with you guys knowing 164 00:08:57,000 --> 00:09:00,640 each other in person and me not being there in person, Like to 165 00:09:00,680 --> 00:09:04,120 still be feeling included on everything and be able to have 166 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:06,920 like that sisterhood vibe when I'm not there is really cool. 167 00:09:08,720 --> 00:09:12,120 You know, if he should have been with us in the desert, she would 168 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:14,200 have not been cool with what was going down. 169 00:09:14,200 --> 00:09:17,120 Whenever we almost died in the desert, like the first time, me 170 00:09:17,120 --> 00:09:19,600 and Gemini was like survival instinct. 171 00:09:19,840 --> 00:09:23,480 Like what was so wild is like there was a literal knife under 172 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:25,320 her bed for absolutely no reason. 173 00:09:25,320 --> 00:09:28,040 She did not put it there, but then one day discovered that 174 00:09:28,040 --> 00:09:30,640 there was already a knife under the bed that she chose. 175 00:09:30,640 --> 00:09:33,440 And I was just like, that was the universe. 176 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:37,040 Like, I mean, come on now. I was this girl. 177 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:39,840 I mean, literally the fact that she brought Gemini there to 178 00:09:39,840 --> 00:09:44,560 surprise me, but then was like, mad at me half the trip because 179 00:09:44,560 --> 00:09:46,240 we had cute clothes or looked cute. 180 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:49,680 I don't know what it was about. She was like, I'm wearing 181 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:53,520 sweatpants and I like sweat. And that's what I mean, right? 182 00:09:53,520 --> 00:09:55,920 That's what I was just like only bad bitches can hang with bad 183 00:09:55,920 --> 00:09:59,280 bitches because it's like that stuff happens, right? 184 00:09:59,280 --> 00:10:02,320 They're like, Oh well, I didn't. I didn't come prepared. 185 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:06,280 They're like I didn't. Or they feel insecure because 186 00:10:06,280 --> 00:10:11,480 they're like they're just like you got to really know yourself 187 00:10:11,520 --> 00:10:14,600 and love yourself and and just be. 188 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:19,080 I don't know, like it's just. Listen, I know myself and I love 189 00:10:19,080 --> 00:10:23,120 myself and that bitch told me we were camping on a spiritual 190 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:26,240 retreat and to bring fucking sweatpants and hoodies. 191 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:30,920 And so I show up Sweatpants, hoodies, no makeup, these God 192 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:33,680 awful sunglasses because I didn't want to get a headache on 193 00:10:33,680 --> 00:10:37,120 our hikes. And meanwhile, Paige is over 194 00:10:37,120 --> 00:10:40,520 here with her, You know her, and juber over here with their like 195 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:43,840 duffel bag and their coordinated outfits and their booty pictures 196 00:10:43,840 --> 00:10:46,240 that they're getting and everything else. 197 00:10:47,120 --> 00:10:51,320 I'm a person that showed up. I'm so mad. 198 00:10:51,520 --> 00:10:53,960 That's my bad. I'm thinking you were talking 199 00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:58,520 about some other girl that she brought that was like, no, it 200 00:11:01,400 --> 00:11:04,960 was like you got now, you know, just be more now, you know, just 201 00:11:05,520 --> 00:11:08,280 pack a couple sparkly outfits in there or something. 202 00:11:08,600 --> 00:11:10,240 I'm going to over. I'm never. 203 00:11:10,240 --> 00:11:12,320 You're telling me we're going camping in the woods? 204 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:16,600 I'm bringing boots, bedazzled boots and shit. 205 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:18,120 Absolutely not. I'm. 206 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:19,960 You're going to be like what? Happened. 207 00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:23,360 Here I would rather dress up and dress down ever again. 208 00:11:23,680 --> 00:11:26,480 I learned my lesson and it was go above and beyond. 209 00:11:28,200 --> 00:11:33,040 You know, we we shopping and like I love shopping at TJ Maxx. 210 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:35,640 Y'all like that's the spot sometimes. 211 00:11:36,040 --> 00:11:40,280 And we went shopping in Utah. We all got so much stuff. 212 00:11:40,280 --> 00:11:43,240 Jim and I got a whole new suitcase and it was fire. 213 00:11:44,280 --> 00:11:46,360 I. Need a suitcase. 214 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:48,680 Oh my God, I need I need a suitcase. 215 00:11:49,520 --> 00:11:51,120 Either it looks like my background. 216 00:11:51,440 --> 00:11:53,200 Or well, I've got some orange suitcases. 217 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:54,720 You could have that literally. Aren't. 218 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:58,120 Yeah, because. I just got a whole new thing, 219 00:11:58,520 --> 00:12:01,480 literally. That's exactly I need a bright 220 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:03,440 ass orange. I. 221 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:07,360 Have Mercury Ass suitcase or some with some Peaches on. 222 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:09,920 I found a cute Peaches bathing suit. 223 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:14,040 Thank God I'm going on a cruise and two like, oh, two weeks. 224 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:17,720 I forgot. So no, Gemini. 225 00:12:17,760 --> 00:12:20,120 Gemini doesn't like cruises and I love them. 226 00:12:20,600 --> 00:12:22,840 She won't get. On I haven't been. 227 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:24,800 I've been on one cruise with my ex-husband. 228 00:12:24,800 --> 00:12:28,960 It was like our quote, UN quote honeymoon or whatever. 229 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:31,680 But and it was a disaster really. 230 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:33,280 I mean, he couldn't even snorkel. 231 00:12:33,280 --> 00:12:35,840 He was scared of sharks. Like, that was the moment where 232 00:12:35,840 --> 00:12:39,640 I was like, I don't even know if I really love you now. 233 00:12:39,640 --> 00:12:41,720 Like. And then I was like, I'm not 234 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:44,400 snorkeling and I'm. Well, like like. 235 00:12:44,840 --> 00:12:46,520 I'm not. I'm not going in that fucking. 236 00:12:46,520 --> 00:12:48,960 Ocean. Yeah, she won't go in the ocean, 237 00:12:48,960 --> 00:12:50,840 but I want to do things like that beach, yeah. 238 00:12:51,840 --> 00:12:53,240 I'll watch you guys from the boat. 239 00:12:53,360 --> 00:12:57,400 Had the snorkeling guys from the boat hitting on me in the water 240 00:12:57,400 --> 00:13:02,040 while my husband was bitch on a boat like, they're like, so 241 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:03,640 what's up with your boy? You're on the boat. 242 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:06,440 But I was like, well, I guess he's scared to get in. 243 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:11,680 I don't know like so. I don't know but. 244 00:13:12,680 --> 00:13:17,320 Once again, huh, I said. But you also want to go on 245 00:13:17,320 --> 00:13:18,920 Survivor for those that don't know. 246 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:20,280 Yes. Oh, my gosh. 247 00:13:20,280 --> 00:13:23,520 Yeah. I need an adventurous boy for 248 00:13:23,520 --> 00:13:29,120 sure You know You got it. You got to get in the water bro. 249 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:30,760 Not knees up. Nothing like I. 250 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:35,640 If I feel like I have to save you, then your your your your 251 00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:39,160 points go down. What type of man are you looking 252 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:40,320 for? Like, what's his name? 253 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:43,000 Like beer Gorillas. Is that the guy that like, gets 254 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:47,480 like dropped out of planes and stuff like to survive in the 255 00:13:47,480 --> 00:13:49,960 middle of nowhere? Like, is that your type of man 256 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:52,680 or are you looking for like a pretty boy? 257 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:57,280 Like, what are you into? It's so weird because like, I 258 00:13:57,280 --> 00:14:00,000 don't really have, like, I mean, I guess I do kind of have a 259 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:03,760 type, but I don't have a type. Like I could really be attracted 260 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,240 to anybody. I feel like if their energy is 261 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:12,400 right, like my my look meter really hasn't, it's gone down. 262 00:14:12,400 --> 00:14:15,440 Like really I feel like I I and I feel like you're too pretty. 263 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:17,200 Then I feel like you're a whore like. 264 00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:24,240 So I really end up sometimes going for tall skinny guys or 265 00:14:24,520 --> 00:14:28,320 short, strong guys. Like it's this thing that 266 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:30,080 happens. I don't know why. 267 00:14:31,600 --> 00:14:34,040 But like, do you want them to be able to, like, catch a fish with 268 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:37,040 their bare hands or you just like, I want you to, like, carry 269 00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:38,400 my bag for me? Like what's? 270 00:14:38,400 --> 00:14:43,240 What's your expectation in the event that I feel like I've been 271 00:14:43,240 --> 00:14:46,240 recruiting? In the event that the world 272 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:51,680 turns America to go Civil War mode and we all have to stand 273 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:55,560 for ourselves? I need someone that can fit me 274 00:14:55,560 --> 00:14:57,760 or build something. I don't know, like it's got to 275 00:14:57,760 --> 00:15:00,000 have some type of survival skill in there. 276 00:15:01,440 --> 00:15:04,480 I'm like a man, a masculine man. Like I am looking for someone 277 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:08,120 that can lead me, like because I'm just so tired of being the 278 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:11,840 leader. I would love to be able to just 279 00:15:11,880 --> 00:15:15,280 let the reins go and trust someone to lead me in the right 280 00:15:15,280 --> 00:15:20,680 direction. But I like none of these men 281 00:15:21,120 --> 00:15:24,480 have leadership capabilities or lead better than I do. 282 00:15:24,720 --> 00:15:28,040 I feel like I'm leading myself in a better direction or you 283 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:30,960 know calling shots a little bit more better than they are. 284 00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:38,720 So it's hard for me to to let go and but I also like emotional 285 00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:41,840 awareness is super importantly kindness is super important for 286 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:45,360 me like just because of all the abuse and and and trauma that 287 00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:49,240 I've experienced like and being able to feel safe it's just 288 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:52,040 super important for me if I could feel safe and peace with 289 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:56,640 you then I mean that that that's like one of my number one things 290 00:15:56,640 --> 00:16:00,160 and I'm I'm addicted to being around you because it's like you 291 00:16:00,240 --> 00:16:04,080 know like you kind of just feel safe is important. 292 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:07,640 So I don't know. I, I, I recently met a guy over 293 00:16:07,640 --> 00:16:12,880 the weekend who I kind of like so and he's actually making me 294 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:16,760 wait, which is so funny and I just I'm just going to get to be 295 00:16:16,760 --> 00:16:19,360 that post today. I was like my mom. 296 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:26,360 I've been celibate for a year and some change and this is the 297 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:30,280 first time ever a dude as it was like is like legit just being 298 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,880 like I'm going to I'm going to make you wait about this like 299 00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:37,160 like OK you must I was like I'd like that you value your 300 00:16:37,160 --> 00:16:40,400 yourself like that or that you know in anticipation too. 301 00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:43,120 It's fun. Yeah, I like that too. 302 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:45,920 Did you make a? Post the other day? 303 00:16:45,920 --> 00:16:48,600 Or is this in my mind? Did you make a post the other 304 00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:50,560 day about how you're not celibate anymore and you got 305 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:55,240 some good Dick? Yeah, you know I said it was. 306 00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:59,920 I said it was good Dick at first, but I don't I I now 307 00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:05,960 reviewing the night, I think I might have just been excited 308 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:09,839 about it because it wasn't that great and I no longer talked to 309 00:17:09,839 --> 00:17:12,560 that person. That's how I felt about someone 310 00:17:12,560 --> 00:17:14,960 that I had sex with and I was celibate for a while. 311 00:17:14,960 --> 00:17:17,480 And it's like that first person you have sex with, you're like 312 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:19,960 this is hidden and then later you review it, you're like. 313 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:21,480 Yeah, you review it, I would get. 314 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:23,160 Out and I hate like. I was like. 315 00:17:25,079 --> 00:17:26,920 And he was. I think he won't. 316 00:17:26,920 --> 00:17:28,840 He's like embarrassed. And that's why I haven't seen 317 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:30,920 him be it. Because I think he knows it was 318 00:17:30,920 --> 00:17:35,640 bad and he because I I can't dudes like will pop ecstasy and 319 00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:41,960 plug me and they have a problem this. 320 00:17:42,040 --> 00:17:44,280 Happened more than once. Huh. 321 00:17:45,200 --> 00:17:48,080 More than once, like you said, dudes, as in plural, as in 322 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:51,800 multiple men talk E and they're. Like several dudes that have 323 00:17:51,800 --> 00:17:53,600 been on ecstasy before. I don't know why that's the 324 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:57,760 thing that dudes do but and then and I know that because they 325 00:17:57,760 --> 00:18:03,560 told me but then like they either a can't not or BF 326 00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:07,080 troubles keeping it up the whole time or just like that's like 327 00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:11,160 the consistent factor when I they've told me that they've 328 00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:14,480 taken Ecstasy Fla. See, I wouldn't like that 329 00:18:14,480 --> 00:18:18,120 because I feel like I feel like you're on different energetic 330 00:18:18,120 --> 00:18:22,160 wavelengths where? Someone else know it until it's 331 00:18:22,320 --> 00:18:24,040 happening, you know, So like, I didn't know. 332 00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:26,760 I didn't see them take whatever. But they'll tell me afterwards 333 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:29,440 or like I'll find out eventually that. 334 00:18:29,440 --> 00:18:31,480 So that's that's what the guy, the guy texted me the next day. 335 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:33,200 He's like, Dang. I was like, he was like, I'm 336 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:36,520 sorry I was because I did this or whatever. 337 00:18:36,520 --> 00:18:39,960 I'm like, yeah, I mean that's usually the case when when that 338 00:18:39,960 --> 00:18:42,480 happens, I kind of figure that's what was going on like. 339 00:18:44,760 --> 00:18:46,720 You need to give like a questionnaire with like 340 00:18:46,720 --> 00:18:48,720 checklists. Like what substances are you 341 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:51,840 under right now? What are you going to do in 342 00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:54,200 civil war hits? How are you going to protect and 343 00:18:54,200 --> 00:18:57,320 lead me? That's a fact. 344 00:18:57,320 --> 00:18:58,400 I need to. I do. 345 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:04,520 I I might make one for this new boy I'm talking to, but I That 346 00:19:04,520 --> 00:19:05,800 night, yeah. I lost myself. 347 00:19:06,160 --> 00:19:09,960 I I I don't know. I just told myself with the 348 00:19:09,960 --> 00:19:13,120 celibacy thing that if the vibes were there and and and it 349 00:19:13,120 --> 00:19:15,280 happened, it would happen. I'm saying like. 350 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:18,920 But you didn't like, damn, this is hitting and look, it ain't 351 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:21,320 hitting. And then I realized I was like. 352 00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:23,200 He was. He was just so cute. 353 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:26,320 I'm not going to lie, I I feel like I was pursuing him. 354 00:19:26,520 --> 00:19:28,880 I was at a rave. It was this really cool rave, 355 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:32,280 like, and he just was looking real good. 356 00:19:32,280 --> 00:19:36,560 I don't know. I just said bug it because it's 357 00:19:36,560 --> 00:19:38,560 not very often because I don't like people. 358 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:40,360 I don't. It's really hard for me to be 359 00:19:40,360 --> 00:19:43,560 attracted to people these days. Like, I just don't like people. 360 00:19:43,960 --> 00:19:46,920 They and like they're. I don't know, like I can just 361 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:51,040 tell about certain people. But so when when when 362 00:19:51,040 --> 00:19:56,080 attractiveness strikes, I try to no, I feel it like, oh man, 363 00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:58,440 listen, I don't like people. So there's something about you I 364 00:19:58,440 --> 00:20:00,120 like. Let me pursue it. 365 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,320 But if you don't do it quick, it wears off quick. 366 00:20:03,360 --> 00:20:04,400 Yeah. Facts. 367 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:06,040 Yeah. So that's why I was like, all 368 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:08,880 right, there's now or never. Let's just let's just do it. 369 00:20:10,280 --> 00:20:12,720 I want to host a dating show for you guys. 370 00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:15,520 Like, I feel like that would be so much fun. 371 00:20:15,520 --> 00:20:18,760 And then if they're not up to par, I can roast them. 372 00:20:19,160 --> 00:20:22,160 Yes, I know, right. Oh my gosh, I would. 373 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:23,840 Love to do. It your regular. 374 00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:27,760 Dating show. Your face, Jim and I. 375 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:31,800 That's why everyone should pay for the Patreon, because Jim and 376 00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:34,880 I was doing these really evil grins just now. 377 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:41,720 Yeah, because I just know that like .5 out of like 20 people 378 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:43,440 are going to be worth you guys talking to. 379 00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:47,560 And I just, I can't wait to ask questions and just sit there and 380 00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:48,520 like. You know what? 381 00:20:48,600 --> 00:20:50,880 I need that. I need that because I really 382 00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:54,160 suck at asking questions. I'm more of like an observer. 383 00:20:54,160 --> 00:20:57,800 And like I I I let you fuck up basically. 384 00:20:57,880 --> 00:21:01,480 And like I I I kind of just like let it happen. 385 00:21:01,480 --> 00:21:04,320 If I'm, you know, I'm filling it and I'll, I'll you know observe 386 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:07,480 how you react to certain situations or like see how you 387 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:10,800 treat people and like you know ask time of words and then I'll 388 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:14,920 kind of decide about that. But I'm I'm kind of bad about 389 00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:18,760 just asking straight up questions like I kind of just go 390 00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:20,160 broad. I'm like, all right, what should 391 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:22,040 I know about you? What's what's important? 392 00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:24,640 What are the the key things I need to know? 393 00:21:25,280 --> 00:21:28,400 No, we need like situational examples. 394 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:33,400 Like we need, we need heath and pager inside of the ocean and a 395 00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:37,200 shark is coming at them. Do you sit on the boat like a 396 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:42,720 little bitch or do you jump in there WWE elbow style, that 397 00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:44,640 fucking shark and get the bitches out? 398 00:21:44,640 --> 00:21:47,320 Like like I need to know. Yes. 399 00:21:47,320 --> 00:21:49,080 OK. So this boy that I like right 400 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:53,360 now, maybe we should, we should, we should maybe we should take 401 00:21:53,360 --> 00:21:55,640 him through a Gemini questionnaire. 402 00:21:55,640 --> 00:21:59,480 You go right. 100% anytime. Do we? 403 00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:03,160 Yeah, I might. I might have to set that up A. 404 00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:09,760 Gemini Questionnaire. You know, Jim and I does ask a 405 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:14,160 lot of really good questions. And honestly, because of her 406 00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:16,920 other podcast, Covenant Rejects, where she just asks people 407 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:19,560 questions about themselves. You've gotten really good at 408 00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:22,560 being inquisitive about things, but she does always have a lot 409 00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:25,880 of questions and you better have answers. 410 00:22:26,760 --> 00:22:28,880 Oh, yeah. OK, Well, I'm here for that, 411 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:31,280 maybe, Yeah. OK, I'm putting that on the list 412 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:36,120 of tests to put him through. I got so many questions. 413 00:22:37,280 --> 00:22:39,920 I found that the dating world is just really weird and so I'll 414 00:22:39,920 --> 00:22:42,040 just be trying to chill. And then people will just be 415 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:43,280 like, hey, I want to get to know you. 416 00:22:43,280 --> 00:22:45,120 And then like 3 days later, they're like, hey, here's my 417 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:48,080 Dick dude. Well, see, that's what I like 418 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:50,720 about this guy is like to. Everyone. 419 00:22:50,720 --> 00:22:54,440 And I'm like, why is this three days in? 420 00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:58,280 Why is this three days stop when like literally hear that dudes 421 00:22:58,360 --> 00:23:01,480 don't do that. It's rare, like, and I think 422 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:04,160 don't do that, actually know they got a chance. 423 00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:06,600 I think other dudes that do that are just like, hey, my Dick's 424 00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:08,920 big, maybe they'll like it. Sometimes it's small. 425 00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:10,680 And I'm just like why are they even sending this? 426 00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:13,640 All you have to offer is Dick. I don't want it. 427 00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:16,200 Bro, yeah, I know it's. Like I literally just told the 428 00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:19,880 day I was like, if you can't unlock my brain, you have no 429 00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:24,240 chance. Like you have to have like that, 430 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:25,320 bro. You can't. 431 00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:29,080 There's just no would. You rather have somebody who has 432 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:32,800 real strong Dick game or real strong mouth game. 433 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:44,480 Like head or like talking. Yeah, strong Dick, you know it's 434 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:47,200 cool and all, but like that's more of like a pre factor. 435 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:51,080 It's not like a a make it or break it thing for me. 436 00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:55,040 Like if you have average head, that's fine, but like you're 437 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:59,560 going to need to know what to do with that thing otherwise. 438 00:24:00,280 --> 00:24:04,520 I think that I've totally dated people whose that game wasn't up 439 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:07,440 to speed, and now we're on a whole new textbook. 440 00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:09,200 Yeah, I think people needed just do. 441 00:24:09,360 --> 00:24:11,320 You think they can be taught? Do you think they can be? 442 00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:15,320 I I don't think I've ever like. Really communicated. 443 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:18,720 Through that, or like you think you can, like, teach them how to 444 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:22,040 hit it right. Yeah, I've actually done that. 445 00:24:24,280 --> 00:24:27,040 Before I'm a confidence. To I I be feeling bad. 446 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:28,360 I don't want to hurt their feelings, so. 447 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:29,440 Like I've done that. I don't. 448 00:24:29,800 --> 00:24:32,080 Really speak up that much if it's bad. 449 00:24:32,120 --> 00:24:35,080 I just like. Thankful, though they're 450 00:24:35,120 --> 00:24:39,880 thankful later. And then they they try to watch 451 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:43,800 my stories from afar like. You know, I feel like you're 452 00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:45,600 like, you can grab me a little harder. 453 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:55,000 I don't know, like, like what if they have like the most amazing 454 00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:57,520 personality and they're like the leader you want them to be, but 455 00:24:57,520 --> 00:24:59,760 they just can't learn how to use the Muska tool. 456 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:07,560 You know what I. That's why I said that's why 457 00:25:07,560 --> 00:25:10,080 people cheat, because they really care about their partner 458 00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:13,240 and they are happy with the life and maybe that's like the parent 459 00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:16,200 of their child, but that's why a lot of guys cheat too, because 460 00:25:16,200 --> 00:25:21,400 they want someone who's like freaky or whatever. 461 00:25:22,320 --> 00:25:25,120 Yeah. Crazy, I think that's. 462 00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:27,480 I don't know. I think I've definitely dated 463 00:25:27,480 --> 00:25:30,920 people whose personality and Dick game sucked at the same 464 00:25:30,920 --> 00:25:34,280 time, so I don't know what I was doing and I owe me someone who's 465 00:25:34,280 --> 00:25:36,880 well-rounded. Well, yeah. 466 00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:40,400 What you were with somebody settling, I think that would be 467 00:25:40,400 --> 00:25:41,600 settling. I think. 468 00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:43,120 I think you would have to have both. 469 00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:46,080 Honestly, I don't. I don't think it would be a a 470 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:49,600 long lasting thing like you know what I'm saying? 471 00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:54,160 Like I I think I would just keep searching because I think at 472 00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:58,520 this point I'm determined. I'm, I'm AI am a sexual person. 473 00:25:58,520 --> 00:26:02,840 Like I have I sex drive even. And I'm very publicly 474 00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:04,920 affectionate. Like I don't give a fuck who's 475 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:06,600 watching. I'll kiss you right there. 476 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:08,320 I'll sit on you. I'll straddle you. 477 00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:11,840 I don't do not care. So I feel like I need someone 478 00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:13,400 that. With the right person. 479 00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:16,400 Sign me up. Yeah, tie me up. 480 00:26:19,280 --> 00:26:23,440 So I think I need that to be up to par. 481 00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:30,240 Well, shit, God damn. They're men listening to this 482 00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:32,880 just because, like they're trying to get with either one of 483 00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:36,320 you and listening to this and then suddenly being like, well, 484 00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,880 I don't know if I can shoot my shot because I don't know how my 485 00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:41,320 Dick game is. That part. 486 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:44,600 My favorite thing is when people send me Dick pics or Dick 487 00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:46,200 videos. I always say, yuck. 488 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:50,440 Why is it so small? Or are this shit like especially 489 00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:51,560 when it's like just some straight? 490 00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:52,960 How would? You send me that? 491 00:26:53,040 --> 00:26:56,280 Oh my God, why would? You. 492 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:59,960 Say. I never lied to have asked any 493 00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,600 dude to send me a Dick pic. Never lie, I don't. 494 00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:04,320 Never lie. It. 495 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:07,240 I don't want to see it. I really feel like it's super 496 00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:10,680 unattractive. Like I I just no. 497 00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:13,120 And why do they always put it next to another object? 498 00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:15,680 Like they're like looking it's next to my remote control I. 499 00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:18,680 Don't. Know, I'm sorry, but especially 500 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,920 I I'm never. I'm OK. 501 00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:23,360 I just take that back. I've had sex with 1 white guy in 502 00:27:23,360 --> 00:27:26,080 my life and it was dark. It was dark. 503 00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:29,120 I was half drunk. I was really drunk probably, 504 00:27:29,120 --> 00:27:33,480 actually. So I just don't please don't 505 00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:39,920 send me those pictures. I don't want to. 506 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:42,360 See it? So she said. 507 00:27:42,360 --> 00:27:44,280 If you got a white Dick, she don't want to see it. 508 00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:47,200 Don't even send it. I mean, he's a Wampa. 509 00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:54,920 Real, but especially holy. I don't know how I get I'd be 510 00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:56,480 sucking Dick with my eyes closed. 511 00:27:56,480 --> 00:28:00,880 Like what? I just literally like what time? 512 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,160 What's in the car? Don't send. 513 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:08,640 It what? She's laughing too hard. 514 00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:13,880 I'm laughing at you, said a fucking white guy once in the 515 00:28:13,880 --> 00:28:16,240 dark. Please don't send that picture. 516 00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:27,040 Oh fuck. It's wild out here, you know 517 00:28:27,720 --> 00:28:31,280 people. I can only get like 10 to 15 518 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:35,800 Dick pics or videos a week if not more from strangers. 519 00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:39,800 Man, I I don't get as many. Now when I said I have my 520 00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:44,960 Snapchat though I have my Snapchat, it was bad. 521 00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:48,280 I feel like I would accept like all of the quick add people that 522 00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:52,960 were adding me and then there'd be like 5 big pics and like 5. 523 00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:54,960 What's up? How are you your beautiful 524 00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:57,960 situation like? I have to like, hurry up and. 525 00:28:57,960 --> 00:28:59,640 Exit. I'm like no, no, no, no, stop 526 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:03,720 it. Don't send it to me. 527 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,080 And I do like a Peach. Stuff all the time, Peach. 528 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:10,080 Because you have your only fans and stuff and like the pictures 529 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,680 that you post online, you think that they think you're just 530 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:17,120 always down for the Dick. Yeah, I think the only fans will 531 00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:22,640 sometimes give them the wrong impression and that. 532 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,960 I mean, that's just that's why I do like when I had the Snapchat, 533 00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:28,000 I would kind of just do. Every time I would add new 534 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,640 people, I'd do like APSA like, all right, oh, excuse me. 535 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:38,640 It's kind of out like a Gremlin voice. 536 00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:41,640 She's like, you better listen to me. 537 00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:46,720 This is Big Daddy's voice. Oh my God, that's funny. 538 00:29:48,240 --> 00:29:52,840 No, I I would do APSA like, listen bro, here's the rules. 539 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:55,680 Like I I don't don't send me no Dick pigs. 540 00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:58,600 This is the this is what it is. Like you want to subscribe. 541 00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:00,520 This is the link. There ain't no free shit. 542 00:30:00,560 --> 00:30:02,720 I'm not nothing like this is not that. 543 00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:06,800 Like I just would kind of just try to lay the rules down on 544 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:10,560 what it was about. But yeah, I do sometimes get 545 00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:13,600 people that, like, I went on a date here in in Florida and the 546 00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:17,800 guy was like, well, I just thought, 'cause you know what 547 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,440 you posted on your Instagram, that you'd be done to be like, 548 00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:22,760 well, it's not wrong bitch, 'cause that's not what's 549 00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:24,600 happening. Like, I, you know what I'm 550 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:26,160 saying? Like, I can dress and do 551 00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:28,120 whatever the fuck I want to, but that doesn't mean that you 552 00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:29,800 automatically are going to be able to fuck Brown. 553 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:33,000 Like, it's not happening. Sorry, not sorry. 554 00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:36,920 I mean a lot of guys don't really have a lot of game. 555 00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:39,960 Like they they know that eventually any hype they have is 556 00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:42,840 just going to wear off because like they're not confident in 557 00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:44,440 themselves. Like there was this guy that was 558 00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,720 kind of like writing me and like he was OK. 559 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:49,400 I mean he wasn't like super cute or nothing, but he was like 560 00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:51,960 you're a literal goddess. And I look like Shrek. 561 00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:56,560 Soon as he had compared himself to Shrek, I was like bro, I 562 00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:58,640 can't even take you serious now, like at all. 563 00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:01,640 Like now I can. I cannot take you serious. 564 00:31:02,280 --> 00:31:05,840 I don't think that self deprecating comments and like 565 00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:08,560 putting yourself down is your defense mechanism. 566 00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:11,720 Like because you think that that's what I'm going to think 567 00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:13,480 about you. I don't find that to be an 568 00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:15,520 attractive trait. I never have. 569 00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:20,360 I I think too that when somebody goes into a conversation 570 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:23,720 instantly being like putting you on a pedestal and putting 571 00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:27,720 themselves low, the more that they get into a relationship 572 00:31:27,720 --> 00:31:30,320 with you, the more insecure they're going to be because 573 00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:32,800 they've already established that they don't feel like they're on 574 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:36,680 your level, so and that you're already like on a high platform. 575 00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:40,280 So anytime you're trying to achieve more, they're going to 576 00:31:40,280 --> 00:31:43,640 feel lower and lower and lower and. 577 00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:46,680 Absolutely. And I and I ran into that. 578 00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:50,600 I run into that a lot, actually. You know, like either a guy's 579 00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:55,000 actually trying to compete with me or is it insecure about their 580 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:57,880 own situation. You know this. 581 00:31:57,880 --> 00:32:04,200 I have to have a very secure and confident person to be with me 582 00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:08,400 like and I understand like my what what I do in in in my 583 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:12,040 lifestyle is a lot different than your regular girl. 584 00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:17,120 And it takes some strong self-awareness, emotional 585 00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:21,760 awareness, security within yourself to be with me. 586 00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:25,120 Like that's just what it is and what it's going to be because I 587 00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:27,600 pretty much determine you always get the thing of like and the 588 00:32:27,600 --> 00:32:30,640 don't know dude wants a girl that does only fans. 589 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:34,520 And it's like well I'm that's not my end all be all. 590 00:32:34,520 --> 00:32:38,760 I'm not my life is not ending if I don't find a man that's 591 00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:43,000 accepting of that. You know, like it's just there 592 00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:48,000 are men out there that do accept it and but you have to be at 593 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:51,120 that level of frequency in that level of consciousness to really 594 00:32:51,120 --> 00:32:54,360 be able to know what it is and how to separate it. 595 00:32:56,240 --> 00:33:01,040 So I I yeah, I don't know. There are also men who. 596 00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:04,000 Would meet you. There are also men who would 597 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:07,120 meet you, see that you're doing that and that that's not your 598 00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:11,960 end all, be all and would help strategize a game plan with you 599 00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:15,920 where something else is done financially or you know, 600 00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:17,640 whatever and work with. You. 601 00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:20,360 Absolutely. I I almost meant the status 602 00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:24,040 about that today because it's like I actually because I I 603 00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:26,640 really look like this guy. Like and I told the guy that I 604 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:29,440 like now I told him not the only fans and he was cool about it, 605 00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:31,760 you know like, but he still just like you know have some 606 00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:36,160 questions and you know and it made me realize like I am 607 00:33:36,160 --> 00:33:38,120 willing to compromise about that. 608 00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:41,240 Like I I will delete the only fans if I really love somebody 609 00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:44,600 and go. But that person has to also help 610 00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:48,280 me come up with another way to supplement my income. 611 00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:51,320 You're not paying my bills, you know, saying I'm trying to 612 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:54,880 survive right now and I'm able to do that with my content. 613 00:33:55,200 --> 00:34:00,600 And if you want me to stop that and you want me to be yours, 614 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:04,000 like in US or together and you don't like that, whatever, then 615 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,680 guess what. Do you have extra $10,000 a year 616 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:09,320 for me? Do you have like, Because if you 617 00:34:09,320 --> 00:34:12,639 don't, then you like I I have to keep doing that. 618 00:34:12,639 --> 00:34:16,199 Sorry. Like unless you provide another. 619 00:34:16,639 --> 00:34:22,520 Like 25,000 with your only fans now you're going to make 25 this 620 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:23,480 year. I know, yeah. 621 00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:24,960 And. And this year my goal is to 622 00:34:25,159 --> 00:34:28,040 double that. So yeah, exactly that. 623 00:34:28,199 --> 00:34:31,239 I have a whole new strategy for the only fans. 624 00:34:31,679 --> 00:34:34,360 You know, I had new things that are going on with it. 625 00:34:35,520 --> 00:34:39,199 I'm actually going to an Airbnb tonight to choose some content 626 00:34:39,199 --> 00:34:42,239 for it. So I'm turning a big cup this 627 00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:44,920 year. And if they don't like that and 628 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:48,800 they're not secure about it, then sorry about you bro. 629 00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:53,679 But like I I've already done the sacrificing everything for 630 00:34:53,679 --> 00:34:56,719 another man and getting the shit in stick of it. 631 00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:01,360 So you know, I have to continue to put my career 1st until I'm 632 00:35:01,360 --> 00:35:05,480 in a position where I I don't even need the only fans anymore. 633 00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:09,680 So that's where I'm at with that. 634 00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:15,080 I think a lot of guys are insecure, and a lot of guys 635 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:18,320 could pull a hot bitch by just having a good personality and 636 00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:21,840 like you said earlier, being kind and generous and just open. 637 00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:24,080 Because there's a lot of dudes that I'm willing to give a 638 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:27,280 chance to shoot themselves in their own foot because I'm like, 639 00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:28,920 damn if this guy's cool, like whatever. 640 00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:34,120 Like I don't judge people off like a lot of superficial 641 00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:36,240 things, like people think pretty girls do. 642 00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:39,840 But I I'd like really judge people on how they talk to 643 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:43,520 themselves, cause however they talk to themselves is how or 644 00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:45,080 however they talk about themselves. 645 00:35:45,080 --> 00:35:48,680 Cause I've had a lot of people be like saying just like goofy 646 00:35:48,680 --> 00:35:52,400 as shit, like I don't know about themselves or about their 647 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:53,560 experience, you know what I mean? 648 00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:56,600 Just like talking shit to themselves and about themselves. 649 00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:59,560 And I just don't like that. And then yeah, I'll have them 650 00:35:59,560 --> 00:36:03,600 ask me things like, you know, how are you so happy or XYZ. 651 00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:05,240 And it's not even that I'm just so happy. 652 00:36:05,240 --> 00:36:10,040 I just choose to like see the lighter side of like like be the 653 00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:12,440 best version of myself every day, even though that's not like 654 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:15,280 100% every day. I'm just doing the best I can 655 00:36:15,280 --> 00:36:18,600 each day and all that. But people are so mean to 656 00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:21,720 themselves and I cannot. That is a deal breaker for me. 657 00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:24,920 It's like people that talk shit about themselves or be like 658 00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:27,800 you're I'm you know, you're too good for me or you're out of my 659 00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:30,200 league type deal. Like it's a nice to have a guy 660 00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:34,120 who's self aware, but you better be confident, kind, generous, 661 00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:36,920 compassionate and other things 'cause if you can do all that 662 00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:40,240 I'll it doesn't really matter that people are going to be like 663 00:36:40,240 --> 00:36:42,720 how the fuck is that dude pulling that girl like you, You 664 00:36:42,720 --> 00:36:45,240 know what I mean? But at the same time, like I've 665 00:36:45,240 --> 00:36:48,760 totally dated people in the past that were not good for me. 666 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:51,320 So like I'm not willing to settle for something that's not 667 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,080 good for me. I think that's the one thing for 668 00:36:53,080 --> 00:36:56,480 me right now. It's like first minute. 669 00:36:56,480 --> 00:36:58,120 It's not good for me. I will drop you. 670 00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:01,080 Yes, I sure will. I think that's how it should be 671 00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:04,920 though because otherwise you if you don't have those clear 672 00:37:04,920 --> 00:37:08,440 boundaries about like how you are wanting to be treated and 673 00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:12,360 how you expect to be treated, then later on after you get a 674 00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:15,480 comfortability with somebody, you don't speak up about those 675 00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:20,240 things then either. And like I think that especially 676 00:37:20,240 --> 00:37:24,880 like as somebody who's like in like a long term relationship 677 00:37:24,880 --> 00:37:29,200 like marriage or whatever, I think that you're constantly 678 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:31,880 having to reassess your boundaries as you grow as a 679 00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:37,600 person and communicate those. And that's difficult all by 680 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:41,080 itself when you've had them from the beginning and you just keep 681 00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:43,160 adding on to them. Then when you start a 682 00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:46,840 relationship and you don't communicate any boundaries and 683 00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:49,480 then you have to come out of left field and be like, well 684 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:50,920 actually you can't treat me like that. 685 00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:54,160 Right. Yeah, absolutely. 686 00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:57,960 And I feel like that's why now especially like I I'm very 687 00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:04,600 honest about all the things. So I can and so I don't have to 688 00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:07,440 go through that later. I'm like, oh, by the way, I do 689 00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:10,000 only fans or like, oh, by the way, you know what I'm saying? 690 00:38:10,000 --> 00:38:15,440 Like, well, I don't like this. Or like, I'm just so the more, 691 00:38:15,720 --> 00:38:17,920 you know, clear I've gotten with my own boundaries and what I 692 00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:21,920 want and expect from someone, like there's No Fear of like, 693 00:38:21,920 --> 00:38:24,680 oh, they're not going to like me or they're not going to send me 694 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:28,160 or like, bitch, I'm the fucking prize and this is what I want 695 00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:30,800 and what I expect. And if you don't like that, then 696 00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:33,320 you can go find someone else like that's. 697 00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:34,280 Where? I'm at. 698 00:38:35,520 --> 00:38:38,000 I literally don't like when people try to pursue something 699 00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:40,640 that they know they're not ready for, but they keep pursuing it 700 00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:42,720 and then they're like, OK, this is too much. 701 00:38:42,720 --> 00:38:47,640 It's like I fucking told your ass, don't be doing XYZ for a 702 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:49,560 show. And they just want want to put 703 00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:51,040 on a little show. It's like they want to do a 704 00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:53,400 little dance and I don't fucking like that. 705 00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:57,000 People are not ready for a real like long term commitment to 706 00:38:57,000 --> 00:39:00,200 change, like within themselves. And then they're seeking a 707 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,960 relationship and once like the chase or the high or the 708 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:06,280 original, like honeymoon stuff like where's all for people? 709 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,920 It's like, well, I'm back to my bullshit. 710 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:12,000 Like I'm back to like my depression or my anger or my 711 00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:15,120 sadness or whatever I was trying to numb out with this 712 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:16,920 relationship or with this connection. 713 00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:19,680 I think that's what's most difficult about dating 714 00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:22,320 currently, Like versus like being in that long term 715 00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:24,760 relationship with like the same person that you've already 716 00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:27,000 learned and grown about. It's like you're trying to 717 00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:29,720 navigate that with people and they are struggling and their 718 00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:33,200 job does suck or their home life isn't great or, you know, they 719 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:35,120 don't want to tell you certain things because they're afraid 720 00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:36,360 that you're not going to like them. 721 00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:38,760 That's the one thing that I noticed just a lot with people, 722 00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:41,480 especially being super psychic, is like they don't want to tell 723 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:43,480 me certain things because they think that that's going to be 724 00:39:43,480 --> 00:39:46,200 like a deal breaker, even though it's not the deal breaker is 725 00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,200 that they're lying about it like that. 726 00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:50,600 They're literally lying about it like that's the problem. 727 00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:54,360 It's not that you you are, like, afraid to tell certain things, 728 00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:56,720 but it's the fact that you're lying about it to try to 729 00:39:56,720 --> 00:39:58,680 impress. I whatever said. 730 00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:03,240 So that's what's hard for me is 'cause now that I'm so tapped 731 00:40:03,240 --> 00:40:05,480 in, I know like when these people are lying and then later 732 00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:08,000 it'll come out like there's this one dude that was trying to 733 00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:11,560 pursue me for like the longest and then recently announced like 734 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:15,720 a pregnancy announcement and did a gender reveal photos just to 735 00:40:15,720 --> 00:40:18,480 himself. Baby moms nowhere in this photo. 736 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:24,240 And I mean he's just out there like on one and and he he hit me 737 00:40:24,240 --> 00:40:28,920 up earlier like he just be and I'm like you are young for one. 738 00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:31,360 You're you're having a kid like this woman's going to be in your 739 00:40:31,360 --> 00:40:32,360 life. You need to go. 740 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:33,720 You need to try to make this work. 741 00:40:33,720 --> 00:40:35,240 He's like, no, we're not together. 742 00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:38,680 We're Co parenting and I'm like, you need to. 743 00:40:38,720 --> 00:40:41,440 Get out of here. You need to calm the fuck down. 744 00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:44,640 But people give no fucks. Like literally. 745 00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:47,120 After I liked that post on Facebook, he texted me and said 746 00:40:47,120 --> 00:40:50,240 so now you know boy, bye. This is why I'm that's what. 747 00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,920 I'm saying, bro, I just made that post all day about dudes 748 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:57,560 that just randomly hosting their kid like a baby. 749 00:40:57,560 --> 00:41:01,160 Like, whoa. Like, I'd just be shocked. 750 00:41:01,160 --> 00:41:03,640 I'd really be shocked because, like, I'll be there interacting 751 00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:06,000 with them for like the whole year on Facebook Or like, 752 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:07,880 they've messaged me at some point. 753 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:12,800 Or like, and it's like, whoa, like, you were growing a baby 754 00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:15,120 this whole fucking time. Like, that's crazy. 755 00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:21,360 And I don't know, just babies are alive. 756 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:23,480 They don't. Don't ever, no one ever tell me 757 00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:26,840 you're pregnant or something because my reaction is going to 758 00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:31,040 be like, Oh no. That's my reaction. 759 00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:32,120 I'm like, oh, I'm. Sorry. 760 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:36,240 I'm like, oh, darn. Or like, yeah, like and so I'm 761 00:41:36,240 --> 00:41:40,240 like and then so I've been feeling bad but because because 762 00:41:40,240 --> 00:41:42,880 and then when people tell me they're pregnant I feel like I 763 00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:48,480 found out that I'm pregnant. I love the the shock that comes 764 00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:50,760 over me when someone I know it's like I'm pregnant. 765 00:41:50,760 --> 00:41:55,960 I'm like, oh God. Sorry. 766 00:41:56,760 --> 00:41:58,320 Yeah. I don't know. 767 00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:01,040 It was definitely a shocker. It was definitely, like, nasty. 768 00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,560 Why? I'm always like, he dodging his 769 00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:06,280 invitations and like, all the things that he'd be trying to 770 00:42:06,280 --> 00:42:08,240 do. Because I'm like, I can't be 771 00:42:08,240 --> 00:42:11,080 baby Mama #2. Like, I got to be baby Mama 772 00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:12,240 number one. I don't want to do it. 773 00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:14,800 Dudes, I don't. Dudes fuck me. 774 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:19,040 And the day after I had one dude literally the day after post 775 00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:22,280 like a newborn picture, like, but she was just at my house. 776 00:42:22,880 --> 00:42:24,640 It's wild like. What? 777 00:42:25,360 --> 00:42:30,120 Like it's it's crazy the double lives that you live in like. 778 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:33,440 I don't know. People are wild. 779 00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:37,040 People are interestingly wild and the things but. 780 00:42:37,120 --> 00:42:39,360 How do we get on this tangent? We've been talking about 781 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:42,720 relationships and things, but we didn't talk about, like anything 782 00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:46,800 else, Swing it back. Swing it back. 783 00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:50,440 That must be what what the people are needing the advice on 784 00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:53,120 or something, the universe said. You guys are going to talk about 785 00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:55,680 this? Apparently, it must have been on 786 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:56,920 my brain. It's my brain. 787 00:42:56,920 --> 00:42:58,960 I I. Can censor someone like VIP is 788 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:02,000 even harder for than relationships for regular 789 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:03,520 people. Huh. 790 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:07,280 I said relationships for you because you have like this like 791 00:43:07,280 --> 00:43:10,400 following and all this stuff people that would be even harder 792 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,760 because people are making. Yeah, and that's the thing. 793 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:19,520 What I've noticed, right Like is that like my ex-boyfriend, the 794 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,520 one the one I had right after, not right after, but like a year 795 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:25,320 after I got a divorce. I have one serious relationship 796 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:29,600 and he was insecure about himself, you know, he didn't 797 00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:34,080 have his shit together like I thought he did and he made he 798 00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:38,160 ended up cheating on me with his ex-girlfriend and he basically 799 00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:41,080 made the excuse that he didn't want to be Mr. Peaches. 800 00:43:41,720 --> 00:43:43,600 He didn't want to live in my shadow and. 801 00:43:43,600 --> 00:43:46,480 I shoved a Peach up his ass and told him to go fuck himself. 802 00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:52,320 Well, I made what I did. Well, so I made that my I told 803 00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:54,640 you about my Peach Card being, like, holding up the dime and 804 00:43:54,640 --> 00:43:58,680 the penny because like before I made that my card, I I took that 805 00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:02,640 picture and set it to him and now it's that's my card card. 806 00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:06,640 So like, I hope he knows every time someone like, sees that, 807 00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:09,560 that's why. And then I made Pete Mr. Peach's 808 00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:12,240 shirts. So I was like, it's like you 809 00:44:12,240 --> 00:44:13,960 don't want to be fucking Mr. Peaches. 810 00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:16,720 Guess what? I bet you there's 100 fucking 811 00:44:16,720 --> 00:44:21,000 other dudes that'll wear Mr. Fucking shirt right now. 812 00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,200 Be real damn proud of it, you piece of shit. 813 00:44:24,640 --> 00:44:27,120 So. That's what people would be 814 00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:28,920 insecure about it. I know, like. 815 00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:32,440 It's even. I'm not even like, sure what 816 00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:35,400 people really think. But I have people that I just 817 00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:38,280 never in a million years would ever speak to in real life. 818 00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:41,920 Sorry, y'all, but they messaged me and it's like, I don't know 819 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,600 what the fuck gave you the courage, but like someone who 820 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:49,280 I'm actually attracted to acts like I have foreign cooties. 821 00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:52,600 Like they be like, they be like act like they're scared. 822 00:44:52,600 --> 00:44:56,280 And like one I was like, I mean, what if we broke up? 823 00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:58,080 She could put a curse on me like like. 824 00:44:59,640 --> 00:45:01,040 Well, let. Me tell you. 825 00:45:02,280 --> 00:45:05,320 That's funny you said that because the guy I'm talking to 826 00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:08,640 now, that's why I was like he he literally was like did you put a 827 00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:11,280 spell on me? And and I was like because 828 00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:13,920 because when I met him, he was, he was pretty drunk. 829 00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:18,800 And yeah, he saw the next day whatever he's like, did you, did 830 00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:20,160 you do, did you do something to me? 831 00:45:20,160 --> 00:45:22,920 Did you put a spell on me? Like he was very adamant about 832 00:45:22,920 --> 00:45:26,040 it. And I was like, no, I didn't. 833 00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:32,040 But, and now I'm kind of curious about how to or why I would, but 834 00:45:33,240 --> 00:45:34,640 yeah. Or why I would. 835 00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:39,920 And but he, like, he was real concerned. 836 00:45:40,200 --> 00:45:43,240 He was like, why haven't I been able to stop thinking about you? 837 00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:49,320 This isn't normal and he was just like really trying to 838 00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:51,840 figure it out and but he was very adamant. 839 00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,880 He asked me several times, did you do it? 840 00:45:54,880 --> 00:45:59,000 Did you put a spell on me? Do you know that it is actually 841 00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:01,680 a? It's a huge thing that happens 842 00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:07,400 that women will save menstrual blood and take men home from 843 00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:10,760 dates and stuff and like, put it inside of their food or inside 844 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:14,800 of their drinks or whatever for like obsession and like 845 00:46:15,240 --> 00:46:19,720 compatibility, like spells or whatever, but literally like, do 846 00:46:19,720 --> 00:46:24,520 nothing with it except like, oh, I put my DNA inside of their 847 00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:29,240 stuff and I that stuff always just foggles my mind. 848 00:46:29,240 --> 00:46:31,400 But that's a real thing. There's a woman who got arrested 849 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:35,280 for it because the guy, like, found out and she'd had that 850 00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:38,240 blood for like days. Like, I don't know how long it 851 00:46:38,240 --> 00:46:41,440 takes for your coochie blood to go bad, but I'd assume 852 00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:47,960 immediately. I. 853 00:46:48,040 --> 00:46:50,360 Mean I know, I know that. Like I learned. 854 00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:52,720 I learned. I I learned about how like 855 00:46:52,720 --> 00:46:56,240 spinning in your mouth can be witchcraft. 856 00:46:56,240 --> 00:46:59,160 Is that true? Because I learned about that 857 00:46:59,160 --> 00:47:02,640 because there was a boy that I was was seeing and he he was 858 00:47:02,640 --> 00:47:05,640 like very adamant about spinning my mouth. 859 00:47:05,720 --> 00:47:09,240 And I was like, man, just I can't get down with that. 860 00:47:09,600 --> 00:47:12,560 And then I started and then I don't know what I mean. 861 00:47:12,560 --> 00:47:16,560 I saw an article or something about it and I was like, they 862 00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:19,920 said it was witchcraft. And I was like, Oh no, I'm never 863 00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:21,840 letting nobody say my motherfucker. 864 00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:25,400 Yeah, it's it's DNA bonding work. 865 00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:31,560 It's the same thing as like when you do like technically like any 866 00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:34,600 time that you're exchanging bodily fluids anyways, you're 867 00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:36,760 like having like an energetic exchange. 868 00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:40,880 But there is something about doing like using your spit or 869 00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:42,600 using like your blood or something. 870 00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:47,120 It's your, it's your tether and like a spell working. 871 00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:50,920 So every spell working, you have your catalyst that like drives 872 00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:55,160 that spell and then your tether like how you're associating that 873 00:47:55,160 --> 00:47:57,920 with a person, like writing their name on like a candle or 874 00:47:57,960 --> 00:48:00,520 or whatever, using something that represents them. 875 00:48:00,840 --> 00:48:03,920 But then if you're having like spit or blood, you're like 876 00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:07,520 tethering to that person. So essentially, like, if 877 00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:11,720 somebody has like spit in your mouth or whatever they've like 878 00:48:11,720 --> 00:48:15,040 claimed ownership over you and your energy and you've been 879 00:48:15,040 --> 00:48:19,800 like, oh, I'm a vessel willing to like, carry your energetic 880 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:24,720 blueprint inside of me. I've also seen that where like 881 00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:28,280 like a TikTok video or something like the guy will take a shot 882 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:30,600 and then he'll spit it in his girlfriend's mouth or something. 883 00:48:30,600 --> 00:48:35,520 And she's like so hot. And I always am like he probably 884 00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:38,280 swish that around. Y'all are eating tacos. 885 00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:41,840 You're getting fucking back wash in there like I I absolutely 886 00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,200 not. Don't spit in my fucking mouth, 887 00:48:43,240 --> 00:48:45,640 please. No, not at all. 888 00:48:45,640 --> 00:48:48,840 And and you know Kevin Gates does that at at his concerts, 889 00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:51,640 he'll bring a girl. He'll brings the girl up on 890 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:53,800 stage, a random girl and spits in her mouth and. 891 00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:56,400 She says you're. Quiet. 892 00:48:56,400 --> 00:48:58,640 Do you like it? Let him They like the the these 893 00:48:58,720 --> 00:49:02,040 fans do that. Brown like Oh no, no, no, I. 894 00:49:02,360 --> 00:49:05,200 Have spit in someone's mouth before, but I've never had 895 00:49:05,200 --> 00:49:08,040 anyone spit in my mouth before. You spit in someone's mouth. 896 00:49:08,080 --> 00:49:09,600 Like what kind of spit? Like a loogie. 897 00:49:10,480 --> 00:49:13,240 No, Just like, you know, like some hot sex fit. 898 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,680 That's fine, Ninja. Paige said. 899 00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:23,840 Paige said. I teach him and I spit in their 900 00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:24,720 mouth. What's up? 901 00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:27,160 You want a class that. Part. 902 00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:33,040 Kind of, though, kind of, though, for real, But I mean, I 903 00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:35,080 would never once want to sit in my mouth. 904 00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:38,680 But you know, whenever a man ejaculates in a woman, it 905 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:41,640 changes her DNA, especially if she gets pregnant with his 906 00:49:41,680 --> 00:49:45,160 child, it changes her DNA even deeper, like so. 907 00:49:45,160 --> 00:49:47,000 I don't know. I mean, I think there's a lot of 908 00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:50,640 energetic words and exchanges. Yeah, that's that's another 909 00:49:50,640 --> 00:49:53,880 reason why I got more, You know, I was like, Dan, it makes sense. 910 00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:58,320 I've been fucking like some traumatized ass dudes and I've 911 00:49:58,320 --> 00:50:01,080 been taking on all their fucking bullshit like. 912 00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:05,320 Here's something funny. I saw this, I saw this post and 913 00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:10,400 it said someone actually sent it to me because I was celibate for 914 00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:13,920 several years too. And it said damn, how much sex 915 00:50:13,920 --> 00:50:15,800 would you have and that you need a break from it. 916 00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:17,880 It was like celibacy. Damn, how much sex were you? 917 00:50:17,880 --> 00:50:20,000 Having I saw that you. Need a break from it or 918 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:22,480 something? And I laughed so hard because a 919 00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:24,920 lot of people don't realize the cords that they're picking up 920 00:50:24,920 --> 00:50:28,080 from casual sex, especially if you meet people at bars. 921 00:50:28,080 --> 00:50:28,960 I'm like, I'm not going to laugh. 922 00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:32,280 We've all met someone at a bar and me, I don't know about all 923 00:50:32,280 --> 00:50:35,480 of us, but I definitely have. And I that was acting like the 924 00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,240 day like 10 years ago or something, you know, like when I 925 00:50:38,240 --> 00:50:41,160 first turned 21 actor like, I never drank before, like and we 926 00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:44,160 went out all the time and like it's like dumb shit would 927 00:50:44,160 --> 00:50:46,480 happen, you know? And I look back on that and I'm 928 00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:50,320 like the fact that that's just normalized, like, super 929 00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:55,200 normalized like. And I'm just so many bad things 930 00:50:55,200 --> 00:50:56,640 have happened. Luckily they didn't. 931 00:50:56,960 --> 00:50:59,560 But at the same time, like little bad things used to happen 932 00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:02,000 to me when I would make the wrong choice, like I would get 933 00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:05,400 flat tires randomly or I would like always be like getting 934 00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:08,240 these little signs that I just was like trying to push forward 935 00:51:08,240 --> 00:51:13,200 anyways kind of thing. But I personally can't relate to 936 00:51:13,200 --> 00:51:16,480 people that like party and drink all the time or that like have 937 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:20,200 casual sex or, like, are just constantly just doing all kinds 938 00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:23,640 of like, I can't do, like, friends with benefits, even 939 00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:25,200 though I used to be able to do things like that. 940 00:51:25,200 --> 00:51:27,040 Like, I can't do that. Like, that's just weird. 941 00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:29,280 I don't know. Like, it's just funny how like 942 00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:32,200 being celibate changes all of your sexual preferences. 943 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:35,520 It does. It's like it rarely does wild. 944 00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:39,000 It's wild how quickly men disgust me and give me the 945 00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:40,920 straight ick where it's like I would. 946 00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:48,240 I'm just grossed out. Factory reset. 947 00:51:49,840 --> 00:51:51,680 Factory reset. Yeah, exactly. 948 00:51:51,680 --> 00:51:55,040 That's what I felt like it was for me, you know, like and I 949 00:51:55,040 --> 00:51:57,960 mean I had gone a year before, like my ex-husband was, you 950 00:51:57,960 --> 00:52:00,800 know, deployed for a year and I didn't have sex for a year or 951 00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:05,120 whatever. But, you know, choosing non to 952 00:52:05,120 --> 00:52:10,080 have sex with other people it it, like you said I it really, 953 00:52:10,080 --> 00:52:12,600 that's what I meant by like I I don't like people anymore. 954 00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:16,880 Because like dudes really have just become like like when you 955 00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:19,120 have, you realize they don't really have nothing else to 956 00:52:19,120 --> 00:52:21,920 offer but to try to fuck you. Or like you just put that 957 00:52:21,920 --> 00:52:25,320 boundary there and they don't even try to make an effort to 958 00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:28,960 get to know you when you've set the boundary and you realize, 959 00:52:28,960 --> 00:52:31,600 OK, that's all they were trying to do is like, what you don't 960 00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:36,400 even deserve it. Like and I felt like I let go, 961 00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:39,360 although I cut a lot of cords all the, you know, I I'm really 962 00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:41,880 bad about fucking my exes a lot you know. 963 00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:44,080 I'm just like tied to them forever. 964 00:52:44,080 --> 00:52:48,000 I feel like when I was in Ohio, like I I don't like picking up 965 00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:49,880 new people. I would just go back to the old 966 00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:55,000 ones you know like and I think you know celibacy helped me like 967 00:52:55,080 --> 00:53:00,360 cut all of that and now I'm. I don't feel like I would be in 968 00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:03,800 that position anymore and I can have that strong dietary not to 969 00:53:03,800 --> 00:53:08,600 fuck any of them, but. Sometimes you go back to the 970 00:53:08,600 --> 00:53:13,080 devil that you know and like it's especially for you. 971 00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:16,800 You're outside of your comfort zone all the time anyways and 972 00:53:16,800 --> 00:53:20,960 you're constantly putting yourself into situations to do 973 00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:24,280 something new and meet new people that I would imagine for 974 00:53:24,280 --> 00:53:26,440 you. There's also a comfort and you 975 00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:29,080 like going back to energy that you already know. 976 00:53:29,080 --> 00:53:32,400 And even if you know it's not like a part of your healing 977 00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:34,960 journey, you're able to be like, OK, well, I know what the 978 00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:37,920 expectation is. I know you know what you're 979 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:39,600 going to get out of me, whatever. 980 00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:45,520 And we'll just move forward. And I think that, I mean, I 981 00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:48,440 don't know. I think that I think that those 982 00:53:48,520 --> 00:53:52,320 relationships sometimes aren't necessarily like unhealthy to 983 00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:53,680 have. Like there are plenty of people 984 00:53:53,680 --> 00:53:56,560 who are able to just like have sex with each other and then do 985 00:53:56,560 --> 00:54:01,200 the things that they want to do in life and they don't give each 986 00:54:01,200 --> 00:54:04,840 other any type of energetic ick. I think that when it's like but 987 00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:09,880 not a positive thing is when that person is taking something 988 00:54:09,880 --> 00:54:13,800 from you or you're having to give something of yourself that 989 00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:15,680 you don't want to freely give. Like there. 990 00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:20,880 You know, like being energetically down or taking on 991 00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:23,120 like their problems when you go over and talk to them. 992 00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:27,640 Or, you know, however that ends up coming out and that goes into 993 00:54:27,640 --> 00:54:30,480 like the whole, like, sex positive thing too, is like 994 00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:34,920 there are people who are super able to just like, sleep with 995 00:54:34,920 --> 00:54:37,640 other people and don't feel like they carry anything 996 00:54:37,640 --> 00:54:39,840 energetically and they can keep doing what they're doing. 997 00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:43,720 I couldn't be one of those people because once I fuck you, 998 00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:49,840 now I know everything about you and we're doing this thing and 999 00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:52,120 so what's up? I can't be a casual fucker. 1000 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:54,680 Yeah, that's. A thing I'm not a casual I 1001 00:54:54,680 --> 00:54:55,560 can't. I have. 1002 00:54:55,640 --> 00:55:00,600 I'm passionate sex and I did. It's just so much. 1003 00:55:00,920 --> 00:55:04,560 I'm just so much more in tune with things that like, I just, I 1004 00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:08,960 can't have casual sex like that and I don't want to. 1005 00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:12,920 That's why it's like it's just, I don't know celibacy was is 1006 00:55:12,920 --> 00:55:15,920 amazing. I I I really liked it And I mean 1007 00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:18,040 I'm still, I don't even know what to call it now because it's 1008 00:55:18,040 --> 00:55:22,080 like it's abstinence. Maybe now. 1009 00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:26,600 Yeah, they made more abstinence of like, I fucked that one dude 1010 00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:28,840 once, but that was, you know. But I'm not. 1011 00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:32,560 I'm not not still very much. Like you got a. 1012 00:55:32,880 --> 00:55:36,200 You're by the Instagram celibate, but I fucked that one 1013 00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:36,960 dude once. Yeah, yeah. 1014 00:55:38,040 --> 00:55:39,160 Exactly. It's like I don't. 1015 00:55:40,280 --> 00:55:43,000 Know it's an accident. Now she's accident. 1016 00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:46,600 Yeah. You know, I think the thing 1017 00:55:46,600 --> 00:55:50,320 about sex is like, I feel like I have to really like you as a 1018 00:55:50,320 --> 00:55:54,360 person. And like, like you said, that's 1019 00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:58,600 rare. And then I like, also really 1020 00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:00,680 want to connect with someone really deeply. 1021 00:56:00,880 --> 00:56:04,360 But a lot of people are only so deep at a certain range, like 1022 00:56:04,360 --> 00:56:06,720 that's comfortable for them. And once it starts getting away 1023 00:56:06,720 --> 00:56:11,680 from their comfort zone or whatever, they can't handle it. 1024 00:56:11,760 --> 00:56:14,840 Like they can't. Yeah, well, exactly. 1025 00:56:14,840 --> 00:56:16,320 I that. And that's exactly what I was 1026 00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:19,920 like my goal and and you know, was just like, OK, I, I, I know 1027 00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:22,280 I can connect with people sexually, like, that's not a 1028 00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:23,320 problem. Like. 1029 00:56:23,560 --> 00:56:28,520 But I really was craving that mental stimulation, that 1030 00:56:28,640 --> 00:56:32,080 emotional connection, those deep conversations, someone that 1031 00:56:32,080 --> 00:56:34,920 really wanted cause 'cause I'm. I mean, I'm a very complex 1032 00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:36,840 person. I've been through a lot of shit 1033 00:56:37,240 --> 00:56:42,720 and I really someone to take the time to ask me thorough 1034 00:56:42,720 --> 00:56:47,120 questions and to understand me and like you know like and and 1035 00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:50,800 that's what I do like about this guy that I met was that you know 1036 00:56:51,720 --> 00:56:55,760 I I that wasn't he's giving me hope that there's like there are 1037 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:59,200 people out there like this like for a while there I was like oh 1038 00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:03,200 man, I don't, I don't even know. But I feel like we've been able 1039 00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:07,000 to establish an emotional connection before we've had sex. 1040 00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:10,800 So now it's like I feel like the sex is going to be even better, 1041 00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:17,240 but you know that that was my goal and and and that he is like 1042 00:57:17,240 --> 00:57:20,720 trying to get to know me and things and we'll make sure you 1043 00:57:20,760 --> 00:57:22,720 send us a. Group text when you when he 1044 00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:24,720 cracks it open so that we can know. 1045 00:57:26,040 --> 00:57:29,440 Was it worth it for you? Do you need parents to tell you 1046 00:57:29,440 --> 00:57:32,880 how to teach somebody something? Are you going to spit in his 1047 00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:36,440 mouth like we want to know? I want to know all the details. 1048 00:57:37,160 --> 00:57:40,520 I'll give you an update, dude. I'm over here. 1049 00:57:40,520 --> 00:57:42,800 Like, I'm over here. Like, how do I ask you? 1050 00:57:42,800 --> 00:57:45,480 I'm about to put him in my suitcase, 'cause that's why I 1051 00:57:45,480 --> 00:57:47,560 even told Sydney I was like, I have a crush on this guy. 1052 00:57:47,560 --> 00:57:49,080 And she's like, did you tell him we're leaving? 1053 00:57:49,480 --> 00:57:52,040 I was like, not yet. I just. 1054 00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:57,560 So, yeah, I don't know. I haven't told him we're not. 1055 00:57:57,560 --> 00:57:59,360 Even supposed to be. Huh. 1056 00:57:59,840 --> 00:58:01,720 For that, you don't need to be leaving Florida. 1057 00:58:02,320 --> 00:58:03,680 No, I know. I don't know. 1058 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:06,280 Now I'm like, I'm double like, oh, I don't know. 1059 00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:07,840 I don't know. You can't leave. 1060 00:58:10,040 --> 00:58:15,360 Yeah, we'll see you come at this point. 1061 00:58:15,360 --> 00:58:18,080 I don't have the money, so I mean, I I can't. 1062 00:58:18,080 --> 00:58:22,120 Believe you, Florida. 'S not I I really have been 1063 00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:24,400 enjoying Florida. I I really have. 1064 00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:28,320 I'm not going to lie, I mean it. I'm really doing great music 1065 00:58:28,320 --> 00:58:29,720 wise. I'm getting, you know, a lot of 1066 00:58:29,720 --> 00:58:32,680 page shows, great opportunities. I got a lot of stuff in Miami 1067 00:58:32,680 --> 00:58:39,920 coming up right now, so. Yeah, they're going to love you 1068 00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:42,840 in Miami. I'm excited for Miami. 1069 00:58:42,840 --> 00:58:49,560 They I booked a show in LA recently, so I'm going to plant 1070 00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:52,360 plant some seeds out there finally. 1071 00:58:53,320 --> 00:58:55,360 Why do you want to go back to Ohio? 1072 00:58:55,360 --> 00:59:01,240 Is it because you had you have seeds planted there and so it 1073 00:59:01,240 --> 00:59:02,840 didn't. You went down to Florida for 1074 00:59:02,840 --> 00:59:04,640 your mom, right? So it didn't work out with your 1075 00:59:04,640 --> 00:59:07,800 mom living with you. So now are you like bucket? 1076 00:59:07,800 --> 00:59:11,200 Because maybe you were sent down to Florida for it to be about 1077 00:59:11,200 --> 00:59:14,040 you, and your mom was just the catalyst to get you there. 1078 00:59:14,760 --> 00:59:19,920 That's what I kind of feel like you know and I I was going to go 1079 00:59:19,920 --> 00:59:27,320 back to plan is to go back to Ohio for Sydney and like I said 1080 00:59:27,320 --> 00:59:30,720 I, I, I, you know I have a lot of fantasies there and and and 1081 00:59:30,720 --> 00:59:33,680 team and and people that can help me do certain things too. 1082 00:59:33,680 --> 00:59:37,760 Still like and more in like the Dayton area and Columbus area, 1083 00:59:37,760 --> 00:59:42,800 like I wouldn't, I wouldn't be coming back to Cincinnati, but 1084 00:59:42,800 --> 00:59:46,520 more or less it was for Sydney because she has all her friends 1085 00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:52,600 up there and she wasn't really liking it at 1st and she's doing 1086 00:59:52,600 --> 01:00:00,520 better now, but she could adjust still, you know, But mainly As 1087 01:00:00,520 --> 01:00:04,960 for Sidney. Yeah, well, if she wants to see 1088 01:00:04,960 --> 01:00:08,880 this story through and see her mom reach her goals, you need to 1089 01:00:08,880 --> 01:00:10,760 be in four day. You need to explain that to her. 1090 01:00:11,400 --> 01:00:14,400 Because I think when I was there, not only just when I was 1091 01:00:14,400 --> 01:00:17,120 there, all the things and like, her apartment's super cute. 1092 01:00:17,120 --> 01:00:19,000 You've got it. You got it. 1093 01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:20,920 For all the stuff that I know you said, you got it. 1094 01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:24,000 Goodwill and wherever you've done good, it's like full you've 1095 01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:27,200 got everything you need, like you don't want to have to like 1096 01:00:27,200 --> 01:00:30,040 start over, I feel like. Yeah, I'm not gonna lie. 1097 01:00:30,040 --> 01:00:33,040 Like, I was like fucking thinking about reselling 1098 01:00:33,040 --> 01:00:34,640 everything. So like, before I was like, bro, 1099 01:00:34,640 --> 01:00:36,520 motivate. When I left Cincinnati, I sold 1100 01:00:36,520 --> 01:00:38,400 everything. I was like, I'm out of here, 1101 01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:40,080 bitch. Like I was like selling shit. 1102 01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:42,000 Like, you know, I have to try to do it. 1103 01:00:42,320 --> 01:00:44,120 And then same thing when I left in Tennessee. 1104 01:00:44,120 --> 01:00:46,800 And I was really motivated to get down here to my mom and 1105 01:00:46,800 --> 01:00:49,520 like, pack that bitch up. Duh, duh, duh. 1106 01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:53,600 When I think about reselling all this stuff in my apartment and 1107 01:00:53,600 --> 01:00:57,560 packing up and doing all the things again, but that sounds 1108 01:00:57,560 --> 01:01:00,840 terrible. I just don't even feel like it, 1109 01:01:00,840 --> 01:01:03,120 'cause I I am. I'm tired. 1110 01:01:03,120 --> 01:01:06,480 I'm tired of moving in and doing all the things and I do want to 1111 01:01:06,480 --> 01:01:11,000 be established. Florida is where all the rappers 1112 01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,840 are. Everybody down there, everybody 1113 01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:15,720 you've been networking with. And I'm telling you, I have been 1114 01:01:15,720 --> 01:01:18,640 in the studio so many times and I laughed whenever he was like, 1115 01:01:18,640 --> 01:01:21,320 so you've never been in a studio where people were working. 1116 01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:23,680 I'm like facts. I've been in the studios where 1117 01:01:23,680 --> 01:01:27,680 people are popping bottles, smoking backwoods and talking 1118 01:01:27,680 --> 01:01:29,200 and doing everything but working. 1119 01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:33,160 And I don't know. I just feel like in Ohio, I just 1120 01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:36,680 don't feel like deep down, like a lot of people have that same 1121 01:01:36,680 --> 01:01:38,360 motivation that they have in Florida. 1122 01:01:38,360 --> 01:01:40,920 Same thing with Kentucky. Like anybody in Kentucky who's 1123 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:43,280 trying new things or trying to set an example. 1124 01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:45,600 Even Jack Harlow, they used to make fun of Jack Harlow back in 1125 01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:48,040 2017, when I'd be like, this motherfucker's going to be 1126 01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:49,560 famous. He's fired. 1127 01:01:49,560 --> 01:01:51,400 Listen to the song. They were like, you're silly, 1128 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:55,440 you stupid. Like we're not listening to this 1129 01:01:55,440 --> 01:01:58,720 kind of thing, you know? So I feel like Ohio, Kentucky, 1130 01:01:58,720 --> 01:02:01,800 Indiana, they're just like slow adopters to everything, whether 1131 01:02:01,800 --> 01:02:05,320 it's medical marijuana, whether it's fucking abortion. 1132 01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:06,680 Like it doesn't matter what the fuck it is. 1133 01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:11,400 They're like, do not do it here, like, not in our state. 1134 01:02:11,400 --> 01:02:14,400 And I just think they're just, I don't know everybody here like 1135 01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:17,360 is manipulated to like keep each other down instead of lift each 1136 01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:19,880 other up and maybe a lot of places. 1137 01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:22,320 But I've been other places that are way more supportive, like 1138 01:02:22,320 --> 01:02:25,200 Colorado people out there networking with their neighbors, 1139 01:02:25,200 --> 01:02:28,360 talking this that. Like, I feel like this. 1140 01:02:28,680 --> 01:02:30,560 Yeah. The community here, the art 1141 01:02:30,560 --> 01:02:31,920 community here. Like everyone. 1142 01:02:31,920 --> 01:02:33,560 Like when I soon as I moved here, I was like welcome to 1143 01:02:33,560 --> 01:02:36,160 Florida. I'm just like, you know, and it 1144 01:02:36,400 --> 01:02:38,840 just the show. The show I just did on February 1145 01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:41,800 10th was probably one of the best shows I've ever been a part 1146 01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:45,360 of. I mean it went really smoothly. 1147 01:02:45,360 --> 01:02:49,600 All the artists were great and and supportive and you know, 1148 01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:53,160 like it just was like night and day from what I experienced in 1149 01:02:53,160 --> 01:02:58,760 Ohio and you know I'm and that's you know I'm going on to their 1150 01:02:58,760 --> 01:03:00,800 next show that they're doing in LA now. 1151 01:03:03,000 --> 01:03:05,920 So yeah, I I definitely agree. And and and you know, I really 1152 01:03:05,920 --> 01:03:09,040 wanted to I think too. You know, I I always do 1153 01:03:09,320 --> 01:03:12,080 eventually want to return to Cincinnati and some ass. 1154 01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:13,920 I mean, my my dad's is there. Obviously. 1155 01:03:13,920 --> 01:03:16,120 I'm my dad's only child. But like you said, I feel like 1156 01:03:16,760 --> 01:03:20,080 coming to Florida was more so for myself now like you that my 1157 01:03:20,080 --> 01:03:25,560 mom was a catalyst or whatever. But I really like dove deep into 1158 01:03:25,560 --> 01:03:30,800 like doing what's best for me being here instead of like 1159 01:03:30,800 --> 01:03:34,080 always trying to save the world and people around me. 1160 01:03:34,080 --> 01:03:37,440 And you know, as much as I want to help the other artists out 1161 01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:40,160 there and be able, I would love to be able to cultivate what 1162 01:03:40,160 --> 01:03:43,120 everything that I have learned and all the connections that I 1163 01:03:43,120 --> 01:03:45,800 have and and bring that back to Ohio. 1164 01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:49,040 Because Ohio's music scene needs it so fucking bad. 1165 01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:52,200 You know, like, and I and people message me all the time, just 1166 01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:55,000 like in desperation at most. They're just like you're not 1167 01:03:55,000 --> 01:03:57,040 getting it. I'm trying and that, you know, 1168 01:03:57,040 --> 01:03:58,480 it's scamming this and it's that. 1169 01:03:58,480 --> 01:04:03,920 And I was like, I know, like I want to build that there, but I 1170 01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:06,720 still don't think I'm going to be able to until I'm in a big 1171 01:04:06,720 --> 01:04:09,520 enough position. You can't save everybody in 1172 01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:11,040 Ohio. If they really wanted it, they 1173 01:04:11,040 --> 01:04:13,800 move where they needed to move to get done what they need to 1174 01:04:13,800 --> 01:04:17,000 get done. I think a lot of people don't 1175 01:04:17,400 --> 01:04:20,040 take the time to be like, OK, maybe I can't do all this, but I 1176 01:04:20,040 --> 01:04:22,200 could learn a new skill. Like I could learn how to edit 1177 01:04:22,200 --> 01:04:24,320 videos, or I could learn this, or I could learn that, Like, 1178 01:04:24,640 --> 01:04:26,320 people aren't ready for that conversation, though. 1179 01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:29,320 Like, they always want to cuddle around and blame the scene, or 1180 01:04:29,320 --> 01:04:31,040 blame the support, or blame, whatever. 1181 01:04:31,040 --> 01:04:33,440 But if you're not willing to do whatever you're doing for free, 1182 01:04:33,560 --> 01:04:36,680 if you're not willing to do it, like with your last dollar, then 1183 01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:40,240 it's probably not for you. And you know, that cultivation 1184 01:04:40,240 --> 01:04:43,440 of driving passion and people, I mean whether it's applied 1185 01:04:43,440 --> 01:04:46,280 towards like a kid or like commitments or, you know, the 1186 01:04:46,280 --> 01:04:50,840 things that you care about, a lot of people neglect them 1187 01:04:50,840 --> 01:04:52,880 things, You know what I mean? They neglect the things that are 1188 01:04:52,880 --> 01:04:55,400 truly important to them. And I just think that, like when 1189 01:04:55,400 --> 01:04:57,600 you're following a dream or when you're trying to step 1190 01:04:57,600 --> 01:04:59,400 out-of-the-box, a lot of people want to just keep putting you 1191 01:04:59,400 --> 01:05:04,120 back in the box cause literally like, even my own dad recently 1192 01:05:04,120 --> 01:05:06,560 was like, wow, I can't believe your business is going that 1193 01:05:06,560 --> 01:05:07,880 good. I mean he wasn't saying it in a 1194 01:05:07,880 --> 01:05:10,360 condensating way. He was actually shocked, like 1195 01:05:10,360 --> 01:05:12,920 thoroughly shocked that, you know, it's actually doing as 1196 01:05:12,920 --> 01:05:15,080 well as I continue to say it would. 1197 01:05:15,080 --> 01:05:19,400 And like, you know, I'm about to really see what the growth of 1198 01:05:19,400 --> 01:05:22,520 that is going on, like a five year streak of having a 1199 01:05:22,520 --> 01:05:25,400 business, you know, 'cause like you really don't know what's 1200 01:05:25,400 --> 01:05:27,720 going on, you know, in the first couple years, right. 1201 01:05:27,720 --> 01:05:29,720 Like you're learning. So like I'm excited because I 1202 01:05:29,720 --> 01:05:32,880 feel like things are really established, but so many people 1203 01:05:32,880 --> 01:05:35,800 aren't willing to work through those uncertain like trials and 1204 01:05:35,800 --> 01:05:38,280 tribulations. And I do think that like Jim and 1205 01:05:38,280 --> 01:05:41,960 I said you getting to Florida was for a reason because of all 1206 01:05:41,960 --> 01:05:45,400 the networking cause like Ohio isn't a cultivating growth like 1207 01:05:46,040 --> 01:05:48,720 Florida, especially places like Miami, they're going to freaking 1208 01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:51,480 love you. Like I go to the literal like 1209 01:05:51,520 --> 01:05:57,080 local like Mexican restaurant or bodega or any place and they're 1210 01:05:57,080 --> 01:06:00,480 like ready to just everybody's ready to say hello. 1211 01:06:00,720 --> 01:06:04,800 Like literally y'all I go to this Jersey Mike's. 1212 01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:08,200 I love Jersey Mike's and every once in a while go, I'll just go 1213 01:06:08,360 --> 01:06:10,840 hit it up. Tell me why I saw the man from 1214 01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:14,040 Jersey Mike's with his wife and he smiled and waved at me behind 1215 01:06:14,040 --> 01:06:16,800 her back while we were at the DJ Maxx HomeGoods. 1216 01:06:17,360 --> 01:06:23,400 He like this kind of. And I mean she was she was a 1217 01:06:23,400 --> 01:06:25,520 white girl though. They love them some white girls. 1218 01:06:27,720 --> 01:06:30,440 My part I know now I I'm excited. 1219 01:06:30,440 --> 01:06:32,960 I I'm kind of just taking it day by day. 1220 01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:40,520 You know, like and when you say I, I I don't know. 1221 01:06:40,760 --> 01:06:44,880 Especially when I met this boy. I don't know. 1222 01:06:45,760 --> 01:06:47,680 We'll see. We'll see where Peach ends up. 1223 01:06:47,680 --> 01:06:51,600 I I. I bet you that once you decide 1224 01:06:51,600 --> 01:06:55,080 where to plant your roots down Peach, and you're like, Nope, 1225 01:06:55,080 --> 01:06:58,880 we're staying in Florida. Like, I bet that once you really 1226 01:06:58,880 --> 01:07:02,080 allow yourself to be like this is where home is going to be and 1227 01:07:02,080 --> 01:07:05,640 where I'm going to set roots at, I bet you that's when Sydney 1228 01:07:05,640 --> 01:07:08,080 starts to like, plant her roots too. 1229 01:07:08,440 --> 01:07:13,080 And especially now too that, like you've shared a lot on 1230 01:07:13,080 --> 01:07:16,160 social media about like her dad moving and stuff like that. 1231 01:07:16,600 --> 01:07:20,000 And so now things are going to be totally different inside of 1232 01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:23,760 her world. And I I bet that there's going 1233 01:07:23,760 --> 01:07:27,280 to be some sort of like a security for her knowing that, 1234 01:07:27,280 --> 01:07:30,040 OK, this is where I'm going to be staying now. 1235 01:07:30,040 --> 01:07:33,720 And anybody who wants to see me, like they can travel here. 1236 01:07:33,720 --> 01:07:37,640 This is where we're going to be and start feeling comfortable to 1237 01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:41,800 set up like her little thing too, because it's like as a 1238 01:07:42,280 --> 01:07:46,000 little girl, it's difficult already to make friends, let 1239 01:07:46,000 --> 01:07:49,280 alone to them and hop around friends. 1240 01:07:49,280 --> 01:07:53,880 And so it probably is difficult for her to establish friendships 1241 01:07:53,880 --> 01:07:56,960 with people and then know that, like, she's going to move away 1242 01:07:57,200 --> 01:07:59,880 and she's not going to have those friends anymore, you know? 1243 01:08:00,160 --> 01:08:01,960 Yeah, she's been. That's The thing is that she's 1244 01:08:01,960 --> 01:08:05,040 been she has been very hesitant of making friends here because I 1245 01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:07,800 think she is afraid to just like you know leave them behind. 1246 01:08:07,920 --> 01:08:10,320 She has one really good friend here that lives in the apartment 1247 01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:13,320 complex and I guess she just let me know that she's, she said 1248 01:08:13,320 --> 01:08:16,040 she's moving I guess from probably just from away from the 1249 01:08:16,040 --> 01:08:20,840 apartment in October. But yeah, I I encourage her to 1250 01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:22,120 make friends. She's like, no, I don't need any 1251 01:08:22,120 --> 01:08:23,560 of my friends. I got no friends and I need any 1252 01:08:23,560 --> 01:08:25,160 friends. But then complaints about not 1253 01:08:25,160 --> 01:08:27,200 having friends here. But like, you know, she has and 1254 01:08:27,399 --> 01:08:29,479 that's what I'm saying is that she has her Fortnite friends, 1255 01:08:29,479 --> 01:08:31,040 like. And it's hilarious to listen to 1256 01:08:31,040 --> 01:08:36,080 them, you know, on their group FaceTime call and and you know, 1257 01:08:36,080 --> 01:08:38,720 all of them live in Columbus and that's what she wants to go back 1258 01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:41,279 to them. And at the same time, you know, 1259 01:08:41,279 --> 01:08:44,800 like, as much as I would love to do that, people outgrow friends 1260 01:08:44,800 --> 01:08:47,479 too. So, like, I don't, you know, as 1261 01:08:47,479 --> 01:08:49,600 much as I would love to move back there for her to have that 1262 01:08:49,600 --> 01:08:54,600 happen, like, who's to say that Jacob spends her 50 Roebucks and 1263 01:08:54,600 --> 01:08:57,240 now she don't want to talk to fucking Jacob no more, You know, 1264 01:08:57,240 --> 01:08:58,600 like. And she'll block that. 1265 01:08:58,600 --> 01:09:02,160 Like, there's just. But I moved up here for your 1266 01:09:02,200 --> 01:09:03,399 friend. You know what I'm saying? 1267 01:09:03,399 --> 01:09:06,439 Like, I don't know. That's what I was. 1268 01:09:06,439 --> 01:09:10,080 Like any of the same people that I used to, as you like grow. 1269 01:09:11,080 --> 01:09:14,720 I think a lot about the commitment to the move is like, 1270 01:09:14,720 --> 01:09:17,000 you've already done all the hard work and now you need to like, 1271 01:09:17,200 --> 01:09:19,439 plant the roots regardless. I think it's just like we're not 1272 01:09:19,439 --> 01:09:20,680 moving. I think you just need to take 1273 01:09:20,680 --> 01:09:23,279 that out of her head. This like little hope of like 1274 01:09:23,279 --> 01:09:25,640 we're moving back. I think like Jim and I said, you 1275 01:09:25,640 --> 01:09:27,800 need to just rip the fucking Band-Aid off. 1276 01:09:27,800 --> 01:09:29,880 She's going to be mad at you. You're just going to be like, 1277 01:09:29,880 --> 01:09:32,000 this is what it is. It's going to be too hard when 1278 01:09:32,000 --> 01:09:34,319 here we can get a house, we can go to the beach. 1279 01:09:34,319 --> 01:09:37,279 Like, you can't do that shit in Ohio, you know? 1280 01:09:37,279 --> 01:09:42,040 Like like you could really find the right person to work with 1281 01:09:42,040 --> 01:09:45,000 down there that could really put you into a good position. 1282 01:09:45,240 --> 01:09:48,439 Yeah, I mean, absolutely. IA 100% agree. 1283 01:09:48,439 --> 01:09:50,560 It's way more networking down here, moving things. 1284 01:09:50,640 --> 01:09:56,440 And yeah, I I agree. Well, and that money that you 1285 01:09:56,440 --> 01:10:00,640 raised to like be able to move, right, like that, that money 1286 01:10:00,640 --> 01:10:04,320 that you would put towards that you could invest into making 1287 01:10:04,320 --> 01:10:08,200 your life down there more meaningful for you and you know, 1288 01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:11,040 doing what you want to do and elevating what you have. 1289 01:10:12,360 --> 01:10:15,800 Yeah I just need to I need to catch up on my bills right now 1290 01:10:18,800 --> 01:10:21,760 like this is like there's there's no way but begin. 1291 01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:27,720 I went, I got fired and it just just like took me all the way 1292 01:10:27,720 --> 01:10:31,200 back around like so I I haven't like and. 1293 01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:34,720 Because they're like you make music, you can't work here or 1294 01:10:34,720 --> 01:10:36,560 they'll be like, we still here on Facebook. 1295 01:10:37,040 --> 01:10:39,240 We have to build. We have to fire at you like she 1296 01:10:39,240 --> 01:10:42,880 gets fired. I'm eating nerd clusters, in 1297 01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:43,960 case anybody cares. Those. 1298 01:10:44,360 --> 01:10:50,040 Are good. I yeah, I couldn't, they 1299 01:10:50,040 --> 01:10:52,440 couldn't even give me a reason why. 1300 01:10:52,480 --> 01:10:56,600 Like when I got fired, they were just like, yeah, it's just not 1301 01:10:56,600 --> 01:11:01,800 working out so. Yeah, Where's your cruise going? 1302 01:11:03,600 --> 01:11:05,200 I don't even know. It's not. 1303 01:11:05,280 --> 01:11:08,400 It's my dad and then bought like did the things. 1304 01:11:08,400 --> 01:11:11,160 I'm just like along for the ride. 1305 01:11:11,160 --> 01:11:12,680 I'm making them on shirts though. 1306 01:11:12,680 --> 01:11:15,560 I'm making them family vacation shirts for it. 1307 01:11:15,840 --> 01:11:18,080 They were going to Mexico and things. 1308 01:11:20,920 --> 01:11:26,600 But Honduras I think. I couldn't tell you for real. 1309 01:11:26,600 --> 01:11:28,480 But I'm excited. I I am excited. 1310 01:11:28,560 --> 01:11:31,760 This is my me and Cindy's first like vacation vacation together 1311 01:11:31,760 --> 01:11:34,920 too, so I'm excited. Just like, I know she's going to 1312 01:11:34,920 --> 01:11:37,760 love to just be able to like spend time with me for like 7 1313 01:11:37,760 --> 01:11:41,000 days straight and not me like running around all the time and 1314 01:11:41,000 --> 01:11:43,680 stuff. So it's going to be fun. 1315 01:11:44,440 --> 01:11:46,000 Seven days? That's a long cruise. 1316 01:11:46,800 --> 01:11:49,760 Yeah. Versus time, Gemini doesn't want 1317 01:11:49,760 --> 01:11:53,400 to do any. I really want to go on a cruise. 1318 01:11:53,400 --> 01:11:55,400 I know she love it. No. 1319 01:11:55,400 --> 01:11:58,400 And actually, I had told Brian about you going on the cruise 1320 01:11:58,400 --> 01:12:02,360 and how you had invited me to go on the cruise and he was like, 1321 01:12:02,560 --> 01:12:05,000 oh, absolutely, you can't go on a cruise with her before you go 1322 01:12:05,000 --> 01:12:06,840 on a cruise with me. You've told me no, our entire 1323 01:12:06,840 --> 01:12:08,760 relationship. And I was like, no. 1324 01:12:08,760 --> 01:12:12,360 I told her no, also like. That's funny. 1325 01:12:12,520 --> 01:12:16,000 So I want you to go. We can even take Max. 1326 01:12:17,360 --> 01:12:19,960 I'm not taking we all we on a. Fucking cruise ship people lost 1327 01:12:20,000 --> 01:12:24,760 their mind. We need to do another like 1328 01:12:24,760 --> 01:12:28,640 retreat situation where we all get together and do like some 1329 01:12:28,640 --> 01:12:32,880 witchy shit and like just make content and stream there. 1330 01:12:32,880 --> 01:12:36,200 That's what we wanted to do last time, but we were forced to go 1331 01:12:36,520 --> 01:12:38,960 on an ATV rod. That was almost the last thing 1332 01:12:38,960 --> 01:12:41,200 we ever did in our life. Oh my. 1333 01:12:41,520 --> 01:12:43,440 God. Did not want to do this. 1334 01:12:43,440 --> 01:12:47,800 It makes me so that still makes me so mad because like the girl 1335 01:12:47,800 --> 01:12:50,400 that that had invited us all or whatever, right? 1336 01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:55,520 Like she wanted to go on this ATV trip and I was telling 1337 01:12:55,520 --> 01:13:00,400 everybody like the trail. Like, I know about like 4 1338 01:13:00,400 --> 01:13:04,440 Wheeling and ATV being like, I'm telling you that fucking trail 1339 01:13:04,440 --> 01:13:06,520 is wild. We're not going on that. 1340 01:13:06,760 --> 01:13:09,960 And I've got people on the phone who like used to like leave the 1341 01:13:09,960 --> 01:13:12,280 trails that are like, you're not going on that. 1342 01:13:12,560 --> 01:13:16,840 And so I'm telling everybody, and this girl is like freaking 1343 01:13:16,840 --> 01:13:21,640 the fuck out about how this is what we need to do and whatever 1344 01:13:21,640 --> 01:13:25,040 and well, if you're not going, then nobody's going to go. 1345 01:13:25,040 --> 01:13:27,640 And she'd already been like a complete bitch while we were 1346 01:13:27,640 --> 01:13:29,240 there. And so I was just like, you know 1347 01:13:29,240 --> 01:13:29,960 what? Fuck it. 1348 01:13:30,280 --> 01:13:36,320 And literally, like, I was so determined to like be the 1349 01:13:36,320 --> 01:13:37,960 fucking cheerleader for this bitch. 1350 01:13:37,960 --> 01:13:40,800 To like, let our lives come out on top. 1351 01:13:40,840 --> 01:13:43,240 I was like, you are the best driver ever. 1352 01:13:43,440 --> 01:13:46,440 You're doing so fucking good. Look at you Like I was cheering 1353 01:13:46,440 --> 01:13:49,880 her on from the back seat. Just like praying to God. 1354 01:13:50,320 --> 01:13:52,400 And like a God I don't even believe in. 1355 01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:56,880 And then we get down off of this fucking ATV and this bitch goes, 1356 01:13:57,240 --> 01:14:01,640 I wasn't in 4 wheel drive. She did the whole thing in 2 1357 01:14:01,640 --> 01:14:05,440 wheel drive. Up rocks, Up rocks, Sandy 1358 01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:10,960 fucking cliffs and Moab. 4 wheel drive is like what grips you to 1359 01:14:10,960 --> 01:14:13,920 the ground, and like 2 wheel drives for pavement, we could 1360 01:14:13,920 --> 01:14:17,040 have flipped like several times we were sliding backwards at. 1361 01:14:17,040 --> 01:14:18,600 Yeah, that's some that's dangerous. 1362 01:14:19,600 --> 01:14:22,280 And we had pager back there. I was wearing gloves, holding on 1363 01:14:22,280 --> 01:14:24,360 to the thing. My hands were like drenching 1364 01:14:24,840 --> 01:14:25,120 sweat. Oh. 1365 01:14:25,600 --> 01:14:27,640 My God and. We found it. 1366 01:14:28,000 --> 01:14:31,200 She had drank some vodka prior to going driving on this. 1367 01:14:31,600 --> 01:14:34,720 Oh yeah, y'all should have died. We could have died so many. 1368 01:14:35,280 --> 01:14:39,440 Stories about ATV wrecks. Yeah, I know two people. 1369 01:14:39,680 --> 01:14:43,480 Well, I saw two people on Facebook that got in an ATV 1370 01:14:43,480 --> 01:14:46,120 wreck this weekend. Oh my God. 1371 01:14:46,120 --> 01:14:47,480 Well, I'm glad you made it all safe. 1372 01:14:48,920 --> 01:14:51,440 I have to pee and I have to leave soon. 1373 01:14:53,120 --> 01:14:55,760 Thank you for. Thank you for being on here with 1374 01:14:55,760 --> 01:14:57,560 us. I've had to pee for 15 minutes 1375 01:14:57,560 --> 01:14:59,920 and I keep drinking water, trying to, like, nervously make 1376 01:14:59,920 --> 01:15:02,080 it go away. My thank God, I'm like, fuck, 1377 01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:05,960 I'm over here like going back and forth like I gotta be. 1378 01:15:06,360 --> 01:15:12,560 But I love you guys. I said I was going to say this 1379 01:15:12,560 --> 01:15:15,480 is VFP, she's a rapper. Go listen to her music on 1380 01:15:15,480 --> 01:15:17,200 Spotify. Yeah, sorry. 1381 01:15:17,240 --> 01:15:19,640 We talked about Dicks and all the things. 1382 01:15:19,640 --> 01:15:28,320 And yeah, I I do music. I actually rapper and model and 1383 01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:30,600 things. And you can find my music on 1384 01:15:30,600 --> 01:15:33,480 Spotify. Apple VI, peach.net. 1385 01:15:33,480 --> 01:15:37,240 I have only fans. Many men or women out there 1386 01:15:37,240 --> 01:15:38,880 curious what my titties look like. 1387 01:15:38,960 --> 01:15:41,360 Go to only fans. We will. 1388 01:15:41,440 --> 01:15:45,360 Put the links for all of your stuff in the description so 1389 01:15:45,360 --> 01:15:47,440 everybody who's new can just go and follow you. 1390 01:15:48,120 --> 01:15:51,600 OK, cool, cool, cool. All right. 1391 01:15:51,720 --> 01:15:52,800 Yeah. I think that's it. 1392 01:15:52,920 --> 01:15:55,320 I I don't have any major announcements coming up, but 1393 01:15:55,320 --> 01:15:58,400 then I I have 10 that I have so much new music I need to drop. 1394 01:15:58,400 --> 01:16:03,480 I'm just getting my foundation together again. 1395 01:16:03,480 --> 01:16:06,200 I'm not in a hurry to release my music right now. 1396 01:16:06,200 --> 01:16:08,640 I got a lot of content I can push already. 1397 01:16:08,640 --> 01:16:11,040 I've you know, all the music videos and stuff that I'm just 1398 01:16:11,040 --> 01:16:13,720 like kind of pushing and recirculating. 1399 01:16:13,720 --> 01:16:17,960 But when the time is right, I'll drop some bangers on you. 1400 01:16:19,120 --> 01:16:22,680 All right, you all stay tuned for their our next episode. 1401 01:16:22,680 --> 01:16:25,760 Our candle collection is dropping on February 24th and we 1402 01:16:25,760 --> 01:16:27,760 will see you all next time in Candyland. 1403 01:16:28,000 --> 01:16:29,680 Bye. 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