1 00:00:14,120 --> 00:00:17,920 Welcome back to another episode of Lick it Like a Lollipop, the 2 00:00:17,920 --> 00:00:22,000 podcast. It's your host Rampage, and I am 3 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:26,800 just loving this season. All of these amazing guest and 4 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:29,680 amazing interviews and amazing people that have came on. 5 00:00:29,680 --> 00:00:32,520 I really, really hope that you all are enjoying it. 6 00:00:32,880 --> 00:00:36,840 I know that it's been such a change of pace, almost even like 7 00:00:36,840 --> 00:00:41,200 a jump scare of how much things have changed in the last few 8 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:44,600 months, not only for the podcast, but just for everyone 9 00:00:44,600 --> 00:00:47,440 in general. And I just really wanted to do a 10 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:49,920 little mental health check in with you all. 11 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:56,040 I know the state of the world, the stress, the feelings, the 12 00:00:56,040 --> 00:00:58,240 emotions that we're all picking up on. 13 00:00:58,240 --> 00:01:03,800 As very sensitive and empath type of people, we have to stay 14 00:01:03,800 --> 00:01:09,920 grounded and stay very diligent on staying sovereign in your 15 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:13,280 energetic frequency. This is hard. 16 00:01:13,560 --> 00:01:16,760 I'm also needing to take a social media break because every 17 00:01:16,760 --> 00:01:21,480 single time I open up the phone, it is just bad news it feels 18 00:01:21,480 --> 00:01:25,320 like. And that is not easy to deal 19 00:01:25,320 --> 00:01:29,800 with as an empath. It's really, really difficult 20 00:01:29,800 --> 00:01:34,160 sometimes to separate those difficult emotions that we are 21 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:37,400 picking up on from our own emotions. 22 00:01:37,720 --> 00:01:42,160 So I'm really just wanting to emphasize how much energetic 23 00:01:42,160 --> 00:01:44,520 sovereignty is important at this time. 24 00:01:44,880 --> 00:01:50,480 Because if we're not energetically sovereign, we are 25 00:01:50,480 --> 00:01:54,760 letting our energy be siphoned. We are letting it be siphoned. 26 00:01:55,080 --> 00:02:00,120 And it's really, really hard to turn off the Internet these days 27 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:03,520 because you can't even go to a damn doctor's appointment 28 00:02:03,520 --> 00:02:08,759 without needing to sign something online or needing to 29 00:02:08,759 --> 00:02:12,600 do something online. So it definitely does feel like 30 00:02:12,600 --> 00:02:17,520 such a transformative time for the collective as we navigate a 31 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:22,400 Internet just extraterrestrial communication. 32 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:27,240 Like they're wanting to keep the Internet more low key and like 33 00:02:27,240 --> 00:02:31,440 create AUS only version of TikTok because they want to 34 00:02:31,480 --> 00:02:34,280 isolate the information that we're receiving in the United 35 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:41,080 States, which I find very ironic because, you know, as a girl, 36 00:02:41,480 --> 00:02:45,640 they kind of like, I don't know, put a lot of fear into you about 37 00:02:45,640 --> 00:02:50,160 like traveling to other countries, solo travel or even 38 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:54,360 just travel out of the United States overall, not knowing that 39 00:02:54,360 --> 00:02:58,880 literally like 85% of all serial killers are bred and born in the 40 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:01,560 United States. Like we're literally walking 41 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:05,000 around in like The Walking Dead war zone with serial killers on 42 00:03:05,000 --> 00:03:08,480 every block, pedophiles everywhere, sex offenders and 43 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:11,240 whatever. But yet you have convinced me 44 00:03:11,240 --> 00:03:14,960 going to a foreign country will be the detriment of myself. 45 00:03:15,080 --> 00:03:19,480 You know, like that's what's so freaking mind blowing. 46 00:03:19,840 --> 00:03:26,360 Like just crazy work makes about no sense because every person 47 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:29,720 that I know that has like went out of the country or went to do 48 00:03:29,720 --> 00:03:34,960 something that was like solo or just unexpected. 49 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:39,200 Literally they loved it. Like loved it. 50 00:03:39,360 --> 00:03:41,000 And they just don't want to know. 51 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:44,000 Like they don't want you to know about other places because then 52 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:46,640 you're going to realize that we are kind of in a third world 53 00:03:46,640 --> 00:03:50,560 country over here. Like one time I saw on TikTok 54 00:03:50,560 --> 00:03:55,560 that someone said the United States is like the fake Gucci 55 00:03:55,560 --> 00:03:59,360 belt capital of the world. And like we're only worried 56 00:03:59,360 --> 00:04:04,960 about aesthetics, material things and not really concerned 57 00:04:04,960 --> 00:04:09,680 with community education, growth or healing. 58 00:04:09,920 --> 00:04:15,160 And I really, I really felt that because it's Hard Out Here. 59 00:04:15,240 --> 00:04:18,320 Like it's Hard Out Here to find people who genuinely want to see 60 00:04:18,320 --> 00:04:23,000 you in and genuinely want to be your friend, especially on the 61 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:25,560 Internet. Because there has been so many 62 00:04:25,560 --> 00:04:29,040 people I have let into my life, into my inner circle, into my 63 00:04:29,040 --> 00:04:34,720 home that secretly fucking hated me or secretly was competing 64 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:40,200 with me or secretly thought, oh, I'm just going to try to mold 65 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:41,640 into her. I'm just going to learn about 66 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:44,400 her so I can mold into her or whatever. 67 00:04:44,760 --> 00:04:48,280 And it just feels like there's so much uncertainty, There's so 68 00:04:48,280 --> 00:04:52,560 much just negativity out there that when we are energetically 69 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:56,040 sovereign, we're not allowing people to siphon our energy. 70 00:04:56,360 --> 00:05:00,440 And there's been a bunch of times that I've had to really 71 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:04,280 walk away from friendships and connections that I thought had 72 00:05:04,280 --> 00:05:07,360 my best interest in mind, and they didn't. 73 00:05:07,640 --> 00:05:10,800 And they did not at all. So it's just like, we're 74 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:13,240 brainwashed. We're brainwashed to think like, 75 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,080 oh, you can't leave the United States. 76 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:18,520 Oh, you're going to get kidnapped by a stranger on the 77 00:05:18,520 --> 00:05:21,200 Internet or you can't meet people from the Internet or 78 00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:23,960 whatever, Like so many different stigmas. 79 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:27,320 And you know, something I learned, which probably not a 80 00:05:27,320 --> 00:05:30,880 lot of people know, but you know, I see a lot of talk about 81 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:35,800 like leaving the country and like relocating from America and 82 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:37,560 that's all cool. Like I'm, I'm with it. 83 00:05:37,560 --> 00:05:39,360 I support people. If that's what you want to do, 84 00:05:39,480 --> 00:05:42,920 Do you? But did you all know that if you 85 00:05:42,920 --> 00:05:45,960 move out of the country and you don't have like a work visa, 86 00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:49,080 like you go and you try to get residency in another country 87 00:05:49,080 --> 00:05:55,800 like Europe, you either have to give up your US citizenship or 88 00:05:56,280 --> 00:05:58,760 you have to pay taxes in the US as well. 89 00:05:59,440 --> 00:06:02,280 So basically like you can move to Europe and you're like, you 90 00:06:02,280 --> 00:06:03,640 know what? I'm on a work visa. 91 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:06,600 I'm going to try to make this more permanent. 92 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:08,640 I want to move here. I want to live here. 93 00:06:09,440 --> 00:06:12,400 Uh, uh, honey, the United States wants a cut. 94 00:06:12,680 --> 00:06:16,320 So now you're going to pay taxes in Europe, and now you're going 95 00:06:16,320 --> 00:06:21,280 to pay the United States taxes or give up your residency and 96 00:06:21,280 --> 00:06:27,200 your citizenship in the United States, which sounds like crazy 97 00:06:27,200 --> 00:06:30,640 freaking work. Like they have really designed 98 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:34,840 this modern system over here, this modern machine in the 99 00:06:34,840 --> 00:06:38,280 United States to keep running at all fucking cost. 100 00:06:39,280 --> 00:06:42,960 And I've talked about it before, like, you know, during COVID or, 101 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:47,160 you know, during the times that we were uncertain with, like 102 00:06:47,760 --> 00:06:51,440 what was going on, they isolated us. 103 00:06:51,960 --> 00:06:56,880 Like they have literally made the Internet such a staple in 104 00:06:56,880 --> 00:07:02,480 everyone's daily life that we're isolated. 105 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:07,360 We don't know things. We I bet there is not a third of 106 00:07:07,360 --> 00:07:12,000 the population to even know what their options are as far as 107 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:15,320 leaving the US. Like because there really isn't 108 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:17,880 any option unless you are just going to give up your 109 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:21,960 citizenship, which is crazy. The dynamic that people are 110 00:07:21,960 --> 00:07:25,440 fighting to come to America to gain citizenship and then 111 00:07:25,440 --> 00:07:29,560 there's a band of Americans fighting to leave the country 112 00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:34,440 and give up their citizenship is a fucking crazy combination of 113 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:37,600 things. Like it's just weird. 114 00:07:37,600 --> 00:07:41,200 Like I don't even know how to explain the energies that we're 115 00:07:41,200 --> 00:07:46,960 in right now, but it just feels very uncertain, very 116 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:50,600 transformational and very much like, you have to stay the 117 00:07:50,600 --> 00:07:53,120 course right now. You can't get distracted. 118 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:56,960 You've got to stay locked in like a locked in baby. 119 00:07:56,960 --> 00:08:02,040 Like we are not waiting around for someone to tell us how to 120 00:08:02,040 --> 00:08:04,680 feel anymore. We're not waiting around and 121 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:10,040 spending money on shit we don't need or, you know, fulfilling A 122 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:13,720 void within ourselves with material or connection or 123 00:08:13,720 --> 00:08:17,640 attachment to connection. You know, there's this illusion 124 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:22,600 that we're more connected than ever, but truly we are more 125 00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:24,800 disconnected from ourselves than ever. 126 00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:28,320 Like during COVID, when the machine was able to get a breath 127 00:08:28,320 --> 00:08:32,039 in and people started to rediscover new hobbies. 128 00:08:32,039 --> 00:08:35,159 People were making bread. They were, you know, gardening. 129 00:08:35,159 --> 00:08:38,880 They were able to read the books and do the yoga and do the 130 00:08:38,880 --> 00:08:40,679 things they didn't have time for. 131 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:45,120 And we literally got such a small glimpse of like what life 132 00:08:45,120 --> 00:08:48,640 could be like. And, you know, I think that the 133 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:52,760 United States really does keep us isolated from each other for 134 00:08:52,760 --> 00:08:58,000 a reason, because they don't want people to know exactly 135 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:03,000 what's going on around the world, around the energies in 136 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:06,040 other countries or wherever. They don't want you to know 137 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:10,360 that, Like, they really don't want you to see that there is 138 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:12,840 more life out there. They don't want you to see that 139 00:09:12,840 --> 00:09:16,800 there is more opportunity out there. 140 00:09:17,160 --> 00:09:23,280 And I love at a core being American. 141 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:27,960 Like I, I think that this place had a really good opportunity 142 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:30,320 until they turned it into a fucking machine. 143 00:09:30,680 --> 00:09:33,920 That's like a war machine. It's just like blood, sweat and 144 00:09:33,920 --> 00:09:36,800 tears is all that it wants. And it gets fucking old. 145 00:09:36,840 --> 00:09:40,120 It gets fucking old living in a country where they're just 146 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:43,520 constantly gaslighting you to believe it's the best country 147 00:09:43,520 --> 00:09:45,440 ever. But we know damn well they're 148 00:09:45,440 --> 00:09:48,320 poisoning our food. They're putting things in the 149 00:09:48,320 --> 00:09:50,560 water, they're putting things in the air. 150 00:09:50,560 --> 00:09:55,760 Chemtrails, cloud seeding, weather modification, whatever. 151 00:09:55,760 --> 00:10:00,880 It is like shit's getting real. And I want you all to know that 152 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:03,800 it was never a physical war. Even if they're showing you a 153 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:06,280 physical war is never been a physical war. 154 00:10:06,880 --> 00:10:10,160 It is a spiritual war first and foremost. 155 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:12,600 It has always been a spiritual war. 156 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:16,880 And I've talked about this with other people in the past, but 157 00:10:16,880 --> 00:10:21,720 like every generation has something, some event, some 158 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:26,720 catastrophe, some war that drives the unit of the home 159 00:10:26,920 --> 00:10:29,840 apart. So I've heard creators talk 160 00:10:29,840 --> 00:10:34,600 about like in the 60s, they had the crack epidemic, like really 161 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:38,640 invade African American and minority type communities 162 00:10:38,840 --> 00:10:42,080 because then it took the structure away from the home 163 00:10:42,440 --> 00:10:47,000 because of drugs, whether using drugs or selling drugs, and then 164 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:52,400 put people in prison, which then robs the community space, the 165 00:10:52,400 --> 00:10:56,160 family space of structure. And they talk about how they 166 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:57,960 really did this to the black man. 167 00:10:58,160 --> 00:11:01,160 Like they really, really, really remove the black man from the 168 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:04,840 home, which has created the single mom epidemic in a way. 169 00:11:05,080 --> 00:11:09,040 Like, people growing up in a broken household is very much 170 00:11:09,040 --> 00:11:12,320 embedded into almost every generation in the last 50 years, 171 00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:18,920 whether it was women are working more or, you know, things cost 172 00:11:18,920 --> 00:11:22,440 so much so people have to have multiple jobs or people are like 173 00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:24,320 selling drugs to try to stay ahead. 174 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:29,200 Like whatever it is, they have designed this system to truly 175 00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:33,160 keep us oppressed, to truly keep us down in some way. 176 00:11:33,880 --> 00:11:37,680 So I'm always going to be here to remind you all that we are 177 00:11:37,680 --> 00:11:41,680 fucking powerful. We have power. 178 00:11:42,080 --> 00:11:46,360 Collectively, individually, spiritually, physically, we have 179 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:48,600 power. It's not the powers that you see 180 00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:51,280 on the movies or the ones they've convinced you that are 181 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:55,040 important, but we have power. And I think that being 182 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:59,840 discerning of the information presented, being discerning of 183 00:11:59,840 --> 00:12:04,520 the energies around you, just because it's family does not 184 00:12:04,520 --> 00:12:07,240 mean they want to see you in. Just because you've known them 185 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:11,160 forever doesn't mean they have your best interest at heart, and 186 00:12:11,160 --> 00:12:13,480 that is a really tough pill to swallow. 187 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:16,600 It's a tough pill to swallow to realize that we're literally in 188 00:12:16,600 --> 00:12:21,080 a Matrix machine spinning around us, and it really only wants 189 00:12:21,080 --> 00:12:23,480 blood, sweat, and tears. Like that's all at once. 190 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:26,520 So the moment that you realize that you're feeding this 191 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:30,720 machine, either knowingly or unknowingly, it's important to 192 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:35,000 move into a space of energetic sovereignty and say I do not 193 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:39,480 consent to suffering. I do not consent to overworking. 194 00:12:39,720 --> 00:12:43,120 I do not consent to this chaos timeline. 195 00:12:43,440 --> 00:12:48,000 I revoke all access to my energy, energy and energetic 196 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:52,520 sources and I return this energy with love and I transmuted into 197 00:12:52,520 --> 00:12:56,320 healing power, abundance and transformation. 198 00:12:56,560 --> 00:12:59,280 Baby, we got to put them intentions out there because 199 00:12:59,280 --> 00:13:00,760 they're going to tell you how to feel. 200 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:03,280 They're going to tell you what to buy, they're going to tell 201 00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:06,120 you what's cool, but none of that shit fucking matters. 202 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,000 None of that shit fucking matters and none of it is 203 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,480 important. At the end of the day, what's 204 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:16,000 important is that we're focused on our soul and our souls 205 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:19,040 evolution. That we're focused on healing 206 00:13:19,440 --> 00:13:24,560 and growing and community, bringing people together, 207 00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:29,920 bringing people into a space of acceptance and understanding. 208 00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:33,840 No longer needing to fight for connection. 209 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:38,480 No no longer needing to settle for connections, but truly 210 00:13:38,480 --> 00:13:43,800 choosing who, what, where, when and how has access to your 211 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:45,360 energy. Choosing. 212 00:13:45,800 --> 00:13:48,440 Because although they make you feel like you don't have a 213 00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:50,400 choice in the matter, baby, you have a choice. 214 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:54,960 You have a choice and you will always have a choice. 215 00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:59,560 So do not wait to be told how to feel. 216 00:14:00,040 --> 00:14:02,360 Do not wait to be told what to think. 217 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:05,720 Think for yourself, baby. Think for yourself. 218 00:14:06,040 --> 00:14:10,480 Allow the universe to work through you as a Clear Channel. 219 00:14:10,960 --> 00:14:14,080 Don't muddy up your channel with all this nonsense that's 220 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:19,280 constantly being fed to us because it is very, very easy to 221 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:23,640 be absorbed into things that don't essentially matter long 222 00:14:23,640 --> 00:14:28,200 term to us. Like what I mean by that is 223 00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:30,360 like, if it's not going to matter in five years, let's not 224 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:34,720 give it more than 5 minutes. Because so many people do that. 225 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:38,720 They just don't realize they're giving their power away. 226 00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:43,680 They don't realize that the power is within your attention. 227 00:14:43,920 --> 00:14:46,240 Whatever you give attention to grows. 228 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:56,120 Whatever you focus on will grow. And that can be such a, what do 229 00:14:56,120 --> 00:15:00,760 I want to say transformational thing is like when you realize 230 00:15:00,760 --> 00:15:04,680 that if you starve your attention and starve the power 231 00:15:04,680 --> 00:15:08,280 from something, it's no longer going to revolve in your 232 00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:10,680 consciousness. Just like when we think of 233 00:15:10,680 --> 00:15:12,920 something like, oh, I want to buy this. 234 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:15,200 And then it's literally on your feed. 235 00:15:15,520 --> 00:15:17,800 Like, for example, this girl sent me a dress. 236 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:21,120 It was like a snake dress. And she said, you need this. 237 00:15:22,040 --> 00:15:24,320 I shit you not. Like a week later, someone 238 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:26,920 updated their profile picture wearing that dress. 239 00:15:27,320 --> 00:15:29,840 So I sent it to her and she was like, Oh my gosh, what? 240 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:32,200 And I'm like, I know, isn't that crazy? 241 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:36,000 Like it's just crazy because the universe will put something in 242 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:39,680 your reality over and over again until you're ready to face the 243 00:15:39,680 --> 00:15:43,920 music, until you're ready to see what needs to be seen. 244 00:15:44,400 --> 00:15:48,240 And that can be hard, like to see things over and over again 245 00:15:48,240 --> 00:15:51,920 and not know what the information is trying to teach 246 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:56,240 you or show you. Because you will repeat lessons. 247 00:15:56,560 --> 00:16:00,840 You will repeat lessons with new faces, new scenarios and new 248 00:16:00,840 --> 00:16:03,920 energy. But that is because you are 249 00:16:03,920 --> 00:16:08,120 meant to use your intuition and your discernment to say, wait, 250 00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:10,840 I've already learned this lesson. 251 00:16:10,920 --> 00:16:12,520 I'm not going to consent to that. 252 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:16,000 I'm not going to feed into this. I'm not going to entertain the 253 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:19,480 same type of person, the same type of friend, the same type of 254 00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:23,160 partner in a future scenario. I've learned my lesson. 255 00:16:23,160 --> 00:16:27,960 I'm going to walk my talk and move forward with confidence. 256 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:31,120 I'm not going to let this pull me back into old cycles and old 257 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:34,360 loops. Just like when you see someone 258 00:16:34,360 --> 00:16:36,560 doing really, really good and then they get into a 259 00:16:36,560 --> 00:16:40,640 relationship with a really toxic human and then all of their 260 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:44,080 progress, all of their consistency and motivation is 261 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:48,600 ripped up right underneath them because now they're affiliated 262 00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:53,120 with a fucking energy vampire. Like now their energy, their 263 00:16:53,120 --> 00:16:55,600 light, their wisdom is being siphoned. 264 00:16:56,000 --> 00:17:00,480 And we all, we all know a friend or a family member that has been 265 00:17:00,480 --> 00:17:05,240 in relationships over and over again with basically essentially 266 00:17:05,240 --> 00:17:09,960 the same human, like the same lessons, the same energy showing 267 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:13,359 up time and time again. But instead of saying, wait, 268 00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,480 I've already learned this lesson. 269 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:19,800 They keep playing the game. And that is how this matrix 270 00:17:19,800 --> 00:17:24,200 system thrives. It thrives on you playing the 271 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:28,560 game, whatever game that is, like, you know, whether it's 272 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:33,800 getting into a bunch of debt and having to work a job you hate. 273 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:36,800 I think that's probably the biggest scam that we get caught 274 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:43,360 into here in America is giving literal children loans, but 275 00:17:43,360 --> 00:17:46,760 won't let them get a loan for a house, won't let them get a loan 276 00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:52,240 for, you know, a business. But sure, you want $50,000 for 277 00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:53,880 school. Perfect. 278 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:55,840 Gotcha. We're ready. 279 00:17:57,320 --> 00:18:01,520 And that's what sucks about it. Like that's what sucks about the 280 00:18:01,520 --> 00:18:06,280 trap that we're all part of. Like the trap is set up. 281 00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:09,360 It's just based on are you going to fall into the trap or not? 282 00:18:09,720 --> 00:18:14,120 And sometimes it's easier said than done to move away from old 283 00:18:14,120 --> 00:18:16,080 cycles and to realize you deserve better. 284 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:18,320 Because some people are stuck in circumstance. 285 00:18:18,600 --> 00:18:21,720 They're stuck in marriages, they're stuck in contracts, 286 00:18:21,760 --> 00:18:27,200 leases, mortgages, commitments of some sort, children that 287 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:32,280 hinder them from truly taking power over their own life. 288 00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:37,160 So many people are in the back seat of their own life and 289 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:39,600 they're not directing the current, they're not driving the 290 00:18:39,600 --> 00:18:42,680 car, they're not operating from their higher self. 291 00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:45,200 And that's what we're interacting with on a daily 292 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:48,120 fucking basis. So like, the next time someone 293 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:51,040 triggers you at the grocery store or at the car wash, baby, 294 00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:55,960 that's a part of your journey to walk your talk and to stay 295 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:59,200 energetically sovereign. Like my favorite response to 296 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:02,360 people who want to project on me is like, damn, you need to 297 00:19:02,360 --> 00:19:04,600 meditate. Or like damn baby, you need to 298 00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:09,360 heal because that mean girl shit, that drama, the back and 299 00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:13,480 forth, like nobody who is truly happy has space for those 300 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:17,240 energies in their life. And I cannot even count on one 301 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:21,400 hand how many different people have tried to disguise 302 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:25,560 themselves as practitioners, light workers, spiritual people, 303 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:29,400 to get into my circle and to literally be a demon. 304 00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:31,640 Like the whole time. It's crazy. 305 00:19:31,720 --> 00:19:36,440 Like this reflection is priceless because when we 306 00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:42,040 reflect on where we have been, we can be clear on where we are 307 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:44,840 going. We're not waiting around. 308 00:19:45,080 --> 00:19:49,480 I don't need a map from someone else that worked for them 309 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:52,920 because someone else's map is not going to work for you. 310 00:19:53,320 --> 00:19:55,600 Someone else's map is not going to work for you. 311 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:57,440 And that's what's important to remember. 312 00:19:57,840 --> 00:20:01,680 You can't get to your destination using someone else's 313 00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:04,720 directions. Especially if you don't want to 314 00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:09,120 be exactly like that person, and I mean exactly like them in 315 00:20:09,120 --> 00:20:13,520 every single way. You can't follow their 316 00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:19,720 guidelines, especially family. So often I hear people say, 317 00:20:19,720 --> 00:20:23,560 well, I can't do that because of my mom or my dad or my brother 318 00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:26,120 or whatever. And that's all fun and games to 319 00:20:26,120 --> 00:20:28,560 respect people. But when are you going to start 320 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:31,080 honoring your own boundaries? You know, like, when are you 321 00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:35,440 going to honor your own needs, your own desires, your own 322 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:41,400 selfish feelings, right? Like we all have things that we 323 00:20:41,400 --> 00:20:44,200 want and desire but are too afraid to go after. 324 00:20:44,760 --> 00:20:48,880 And this is always an open letter and a reminder that you 325 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:53,720 are fucking powerful. Power is coming from within. 326 00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:56,120 It does not come from outside of you. 327 00:20:56,400 --> 00:21:00,280 There is no amount of money, no amount of recognition, no amount 328 00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:04,320 of success or clients that will make you love yourself, that 329 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:08,400 will make you honor yourself. There's no amount of it in the 330 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,560 world that can make you do those things if you're not choosing 331 00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:13,440 those things. So many people make it to the 332 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:15,960 top and they think like money and success is going to fix 333 00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:18,400 everything. And now they got more problems 334 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:22,160 than fucking ever because now they don't even know if people 335 00:21:22,160 --> 00:21:25,280 really like them, right? Like they don't know if people 336 00:21:25,280 --> 00:21:28,040 will really like them for them or if they like them for their 337 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:30,000 fame, their notoriety and their money. 338 00:21:30,560 --> 00:21:33,640 And that's the problem is a lot of celebrities, a lot of people 339 00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:36,280 at the top are more lonely than they have ever been. 340 00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:40,520 Because not only is every relationship filled with 341 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:46,240 self-serving intentions, they don't know if people really like 342 00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:48,600 them anymore, and they don't even know if they really like 343 00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:50,960 themselves. And I think we're seeing a lot 344 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:52,920 of that being revealed this year. 345 00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:57,960 Like a lot of people, celebrities and everyone else 346 00:21:57,960 --> 00:22:00,320 are falling off their pedestal. They're falling off their 347 00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:05,280 pedestals because people are tired of idolizing false gods. 348 00:22:05,560 --> 00:22:10,360 People are tired of being wrapped up in other people's 349 00:22:10,360 --> 00:22:14,200 life but absent in their own. And I really do think this 350 00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:18,280 you're, you're honest. Moving into Gemini is such a 351 00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:22,440 revolutionary aspect. The reason being is that 352 00:22:23,600 --> 00:22:26,840 literally every time you're honest has transited into 353 00:22:26,840 --> 00:22:29,680 Gemini, there has been a Revolutionary War. 354 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:33,240 Like I ain't gonna lie to y'all, the Revolution War, the fucking 355 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:40,360 World War 2 and the Civil War all happened under Uranus and 356 00:22:40,360 --> 00:22:42,400 Gemini. And this is going to happen 357 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:46,000 until 2033 is how long it's going to be there. 358 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:48,440 So right now it's at 00 on the cusp. 359 00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:51,800 It just transited like very, very recent. 360 00:22:52,880 --> 00:22:56,720 But it's going to keep moving. It's going to keep moving and 361 00:22:57,360 --> 00:23:01,720 it's definitely going to not take no for an answer. 362 00:23:01,720 --> 00:23:03,080 Like it's going to be taking names. 363 00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:06,200 It's going to be taking names, it's going to be popping it 364 00:23:06,200 --> 00:23:10,080 shit. And that in itself being such a 365 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:14,240 legendary transit can be very intimidating even for an 366 00:23:14,240 --> 00:23:18,600 astrologer. Because like May 26th, 2026, 367 00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:24,120 it's still only at 1° Gemini, meaning that from this moment 368 00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:28,800 that you're hearing this all the way until May of next year, it's 369 00:23:28,800 --> 00:23:31,640 literally moved to 1°. Like baby, this thing's going to 370 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:35,800 move slow. It's going to take its time and 371 00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:38,880 it's ready to take some names. And it hits retrograde a bunch. 372 00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:46,840 Like if you look at 2027, May of 2027, it was in retrograde for a 373 00:23:46,840 --> 00:23:49,200 while. It comes out at 4°. 374 00:23:49,440 --> 00:23:52,080 So we're talking like 2 years down the road, this baby's only 375 00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:55,760 moved 4 to 5° is a very slow transit. 376 00:23:55,960 --> 00:24:01,080 It's a very transformational, you know, transit and I think 377 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:05,200 that it's not about being wrapped up in the transit 378 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:07,600 itself, but what it's showing us. 379 00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:11,640 I studied under night light astrology for my astrology 380 00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:17,320 school and he recently did a amazing like Ted Talk kind of 381 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:22,960 thing on your honest and Gemini. And it was a older thing that he 382 00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:25,000 did from last year, but he reposted. 383 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:29,760 It was like 2 hours long and this is a very, very 384 00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:34,720 revolutionary transit. I don't know what will happen. 385 00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:40,240 Obviously, we're not here to completely know what's going to 386 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:45,600 happen because of astrology, but I will say that the focus is 387 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:47,920 going to shift. More people are going to be 388 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:52,040 cognizant of what they are allowing to be in their 389 00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:54,480 energetic field. A lot more people are going to 390 00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:57,720 be cognizant of the ways that they are detrimental to their 391 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:00,840 own success. Because baby, sometimes we can 392 00:25:00,840 --> 00:25:03,560 be our own worst enemy. Like we can straight up be our 393 00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:06,360 own worst enemy and not even realize it. 394 00:25:07,880 --> 00:25:11,760 That's what's crazy about self actualization and healing and 395 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,800 realizing that you were a part of the problem the whole time. 396 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:18,360 Like it wasn't other people, it wasn't your upbringing, it 397 00:25:18,360 --> 00:25:22,200 wasn't anything, but you were participating in your own 398 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:26,040 misery. Because baby, I look back at my 399 00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:30,120 dating history and I see almost every man I've ever dated or 400 00:25:30,120 --> 00:25:32,880 been attracted to as a cell, as a form of self harm. 401 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:37,600 Like dating people who don't serve you, who rob you of your 402 00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:42,000 light, who squash you like a bug, who take you away from your 403 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:46,880 friends, your businesses, your goals, your dreams, your vision, 404 00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:50,400 your social media, whatever it is Like, we've all seen this 405 00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:54,240 happen in real time, and I have personally experienced it. 406 00:25:54,880 --> 00:25:58,040 And that's why I know how hard it is to leave a toxic 407 00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:00,560 relationship. And that's why so many people 408 00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:03,800 stay. And my ancestors told me, like, 409 00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:07,360 you broke a generational curse by not having a baby with a man 410 00:26:07,360 --> 00:26:11,280 that does not serve you. Like that rebirth moment that I 411 00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:15,800 went through really healed me in ways I did not see coming. 412 00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:21,280 Like, I don't mourn the life that was that could have 413 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:26,040 happened. I honor my journey going in its 414 00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:30,880 own direction, not settling, not being stuck, not becoming a 415 00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:35,360 single mom if you will. So you know, we're all on a 416 00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:39,800 journey and it's to our own self healing, our own self 417 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:43,400 actualization. It's not fucking easy. 418 00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:45,520 I'm always going to be real with you all. 419 00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:48,600 It is not easy to go through a friend breakup, a real breakup, 420 00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:52,600 to leave your job, to cut off old versions of yourself or bad 421 00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:54,880 habits. That shit's not easy. 422 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:59,240 Because if it was, this world would literally not be Earth 423 00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:02,120 school. It would be like Earth college 424 00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:06,320 graduation ceremony, right? Like instead it's like, no baby, 425 00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:08,960 you're going to work yourself up from the bottom when you get to 426 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,920 Earth, you're going to forget your powers. 427 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,640 You're going to forget who the fuck you are. 428 00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:14,880 You're going to forget what you did in past lives. 429 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:19,240 But, and we're going to help you remember it, you're going to 430 00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:21,800 leave yourself little bread crumbs and signs that are going 431 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:25,440 to help you reclaim your power. But so many people are too 432 00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:29,360 distracted to see those signs to tap in with that personal power 433 00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:34,000 to be aligned in the vibration of healing at all cost. 434 00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:38,760 Healing can be messy. It's not linear, it's chaotic. 435 00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:42,560 It's not fucking fun either, but baby, it is so worth it. 436 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:46,760 And if that is something I have learned is letting things go to 437 00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:51,280 make space for better things is the only option you have when 438 00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:54,440 everything is crumbling or it's not working anyway. 439 00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:59,200 Like I have fought and fought to keep people in my life, to keep 440 00:27:59,520 --> 00:28:04,480 situations in my life, to keep a lot in my life. 441 00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:08,520 And I realized that I wasn't fighting to keep them in my 442 00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:09,920 life. I was fighting against 443 00:28:09,920 --> 00:28:12,760 surrender. I was fighting against the flow 444 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:17,160 of the universe. So many times I break up or a 445 00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:20,640 blockage of some sort is actually divine protection. 446 00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:23,320 It's actually divine intervention. 447 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:26,800 It's actually so that you will not go down a path that you're 448 00:28:26,800 --> 00:28:29,800 not meant to go down. But we will take that as 449 00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:35,640 rejection or heartbreak or pain. But baby, that man who cheated 450 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,880 on you is not your soulmate and the universe did you a favor by 451 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,480 removing him. You know, like when I hear 452 00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:46,240 stories of like my ex knocked up our neighbor or this happened 453 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:49,000 and I don't know what to do. Like baby, you are literally 454 00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:52,680 being redirected for a reason. Like you are literally being 455 00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:57,800 redirected and really being put onto a space or onto the path 456 00:28:57,800 --> 00:29:00,920 that you're meant to be on. Like, if I would have stayed 457 00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:03,920 connected to some of these people that I was connected to, 458 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:06,240 I would not be here right now. I don't even know if I would be 459 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:14,560 alive at this point because I was so far gone on a bad path. 460 00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:18,720 Whether it was just hating myself and my life, the 461 00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:21,280 activities and people I surrounded myself with, or 462 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:24,440 anything in between. So I'm always here to remind you 463 00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:26,360 that the journey is not fucking pretty. 464 00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:31,040 It's not linear, it's not fun, but baby, it is worth it. 465 00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:33,720 It is worth it. I would not change a thing. 466 00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,560 Leaving behind a business partner, a friend that I thought 467 00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:41,960 would be here at this moment has taught me a lot about surrender 468 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:45,640 and letting it go. I can't control someone else's 469 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:50,160 path, so therefore letting it go is the only thing I can do and 470 00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:52,040 that is mirrored back to you all. 471 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:55,480 You cannot control your family, your friends, your partner, but 472 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:59,080 what you can control is your own energetic sovereignty. 473 00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:03,000 So when in doubt, stay in tune with yourself. 474 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:07,840 Stay in tune with your heart. And never let anyone make you 475 00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:10,000 feel bad about what you need to do to heal. 476 00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:14,320 Never let anyone make you feel bad about changing, cutting them 477 00:30:14,320 --> 00:30:17,400 off, or letting things go. Because at the end of the day, 478 00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:22,200 this is your path and you can't use someone else's map to get 479 00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:24,400 where you're going. So if you don't want to be 480 00:30:24,400 --> 00:30:27,720 exactly like someone baby, do not ask them for directions 481 00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:31,360 because you're going to be lost. And the longer you spend on the 482 00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:34,320 wrong train, the more expensive it is to get home. 483 00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:38,160 So thank you all for joining me in Candy Land. 484 00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:41,360 Thank you for riding this wave of uncertainty with me. 485 00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:45,080 Thank you for supporting me and just being my literal best 486 00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:47,800 friends. I am so blessed and so grateful. 487 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:51,360 And I will see you all next time in Candy Land. 488 00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:56,040 Bye bye. Come to Candyland, spicy and 489 00:30:56,040 --> 00:31:00,520 sweet, you're in for a tree. You're wildest trees. 490 00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:05,760 Got gun drops of knowledge and liquors too Plum? 491 00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:10,560 Fancy picking for me and you, Candyland? 492 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:15,760 Candyland, A mystical play where your shadows will meet your 493 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:19,680 light face to face. Let your imagination run wild as 494 00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:24,960 stories unfold. May you really anything that has 495 00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:30,960 a whole Welcome to Candyland. Spicy and sweet, you're in for a 496 00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:36,360 tree, your wildest streams, Gumtrops of knowledge and 497 00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:41,760 liquorice too. Plums plenty picking for me and 498 00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,960 you. Thank you for joining us. 499 00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:48,920 May you find solace and grace. Welcome to Candyland.