Welcome back to another episode of Lick it Like a Lollipop, the
podcast. It's your host Rampage, and I am
just loving this season. All of these amazing guest and
amazing interviews and amazing people that have came on.
I really, really hope that you all are enjoying it.
I know that it's been such a change of pace, almost even like
a jump scare of how much things have changed in the last few
months, not only for the podcast, but just for everyone
in general. And I just really wanted to do a
little mental health check in with you all.
I know the state of the world, the stress, the feelings, the
emotions that we're all picking up on.
As very sensitive and empath type of people, we have to stay
grounded and stay very diligent on staying sovereign in your
energetic frequency. This is hard.
I'm also needing to take a social media break because every
single time I open up the phone, it is just bad news it feels
like. And that is not easy to deal
with as an empath. It's really, really difficult
sometimes to separate those difficult emotions that we are
picking up on from our own emotions.
So I'm really just wanting to emphasize how much energetic
sovereignty is important at this time.
Because if we're not energetically sovereign, we are
letting our energy be siphoned. We are letting it be siphoned.
And it's really, really hard to turn off the Internet these days
because you can't even go to a damn doctor's appointment
without needing to sign something online or needing to
do something online. So it definitely does feel like
such a transformative time for the collective as we navigate a
Internet just extraterrestrial communication.
Like they're wanting to keep the Internet more low key and like
create AUS only version of TikTok because they want to
isolate the information that we're receiving in the United
States, which I find very ironic because, you know, as a girl,
they kind of like, I don't know, put a lot of fear into you about
like traveling to other countries, solo travel or even
just travel out of the United States overall, not knowing that
literally like 85% of all serial killers are bred and born in the
United States. Like we're literally walking
around in like The Walking Dead war zone with serial killers on
every block, pedophiles everywhere, sex offenders and
whatever. But yet you have convinced me
going to a foreign country will be the detriment of myself.
You know, like that's what's so freaking mind blowing.
Like just crazy work makes about no sense because every person
that I know that has like went out of the country or went to do
something that was like solo or just unexpected.
Literally they loved it. Like loved it.
And they just don't want to know.
Like they don't want you to know about other places because then
you're going to realize that we are kind of in a third world
country over here. Like one time I saw on TikTok
that someone said the United States is like the fake Gucci
belt capital of the world. And like we're only worried
about aesthetics, material things and not really concerned
with community education, growth or healing.
And I really, I really felt that because it's Hard Out Here.
Like it's Hard Out Here to find people who genuinely want to see
you in and genuinely want to be your friend, especially on the
Internet. Because there has been so many
people I have let into my life, into my inner circle, into my
home that secretly fucking hated me or secretly was competing
with me or secretly thought, oh, I'm just going to try to mold
into her. I'm just going to learn about
her so I can mold into her or whatever.
And it just feels like there's so much uncertainty, There's so
much just negativity out there that when we are energetically
sovereign, we're not allowing people to siphon our energy.
And there's been a bunch of times that I've had to really
walk away from friendships and connections that I thought had
my best interest in mind, and they didn't.
And they did not at all. So it's just like, we're
brainwashed. We're brainwashed to think like,
oh, you can't leave the United States.
Oh, you're going to get kidnapped by a stranger on the
Internet or you can't meet people from the Internet or
whatever, Like so many different stigmas.
And you know, something I learned, which probably not a
lot of people know, but you know, I see a lot of talk about
like leaving the country and like relocating from America and
that's all cool. Like I'm, I'm with it.
I support people. If that's what you want to do,
Do you? But did you all know that if you
move out of the country and you don't have like a work visa,
like you go and you try to get residency in another country
like Europe, you either have to give up your US citizenship or
you have to pay taxes in the US as well.
So basically like you can move to Europe and you're like, you
know what? I'm on a work visa.
I'm going to try to make this more permanent.
I want to move here. I want to live here.
Uh, uh, honey, the United States wants a cut.
So now you're going to pay taxes in Europe, and now you're going
to pay the United States taxes or give up your residency and
your citizenship in the United States, which sounds like crazy
freaking work. Like they have really designed
this modern system over here, this modern machine in the
United States to keep running at all fucking cost.
And I've talked about it before, like, you know, during COVID or,
you know, during the times that we were uncertain with, like
what was going on, they isolated us.
Like they have literally made the Internet such a staple in
everyone's daily life that we're isolated.
We don't know things. We I bet there is not a third of
the population to even know what their options are as far as
leaving the US. Like because there really isn't
any option unless you are just going to give up your
citizenship, which is crazy. The dynamic that people are
fighting to come to America to gain citizenship and then
there's a band of Americans fighting to leave the country
and give up their citizenship is a fucking crazy combination of
things. Like it's just weird.
Like I don't even know how to explain the energies that we're
in right now, but it just feels very uncertain, very
transformational and very much like, you have to stay the
course right now. You can't get distracted.
You've got to stay locked in like a locked in baby.
Like we are not waiting around for someone to tell us how to
feel anymore. We're not waiting around and
spending money on shit we don't need or, you know, fulfilling A
void within ourselves with material or connection or
attachment to connection. You know, there's this illusion
that we're more connected than ever, but truly we are more
disconnected from ourselves than ever.
Like during COVID, when the machine was able to get a breath
in and people started to rediscover new hobbies.
People were making bread. They were, you know, gardening.
They were able to read the books and do the yoga and do the
things they didn't have time for.
And we literally got such a small glimpse of like what life
could be like. And, you know, I think that the
United States really does keep us isolated from each other for
a reason, because they don't want people to know exactly
what's going on around the world, around the energies in
other countries or wherever. They don't want you to know
that, Like, they really don't want you to see that there is
more life out there. They don't want you to see that
there is more opportunity out there.
And I love at a core being American.
Like I, I think that this place had a really good opportunity
until they turned it into a fucking machine.
That's like a war machine. It's just like blood, sweat and
tears is all that it wants. And it gets fucking old.
It gets fucking old living in a country where they're just
constantly gaslighting you to believe it's the best country
ever. But we know damn well they're
poisoning our food. They're putting things in the
water, they're putting things in the air.
Chemtrails, cloud seeding, weather modification, whatever.
It is like shit's getting real. And I want you all to know that
it was never a physical war. Even if they're showing you a
physical war is never been a physical war.
It is a spiritual war first and foremost.
It has always been a spiritual war.
And I've talked about this with other people in the past, but
like every generation has something, some event, some
catastrophe, some war that drives the unit of the home
apart. So I've heard creators talk
about like in the 60s, they had the crack epidemic, like really
invade African American and minority type communities
because then it took the structure away from the home
because of drugs, whether using drugs or selling drugs, and then
put people in prison, which then robs the community space, the
family space of structure. And they talk about how they
really did this to the black man.
Like they really, really, really remove the black man from the
home, which has created the single mom epidemic in a way.
Like, people growing up in a broken household is very much
embedded into almost every generation in the last 50 years,
whether it was women are working more or, you know, things cost
so much so people have to have multiple jobs or people are like
selling drugs to try to stay ahead.
Like whatever it is, they have designed this system to truly
keep us oppressed, to truly keep us down in some way.
So I'm always going to be here to remind you all that we are
fucking powerful. We have power.
Collectively, individually, spiritually, physically, we have
power. It's not the powers that you see
on the movies or the ones they've convinced you that are
important, but we have power. And I think that being
discerning of the information presented, being discerning of
the energies around you, just because it's family does not
mean they want to see you in. Just because you've known them
forever doesn't mean they have your best interest at heart, and
that is a really tough pill to swallow.
It's a tough pill to swallow to realize that we're literally in
a Matrix machine spinning around us, and it really only wants
blood, sweat, and tears. Like that's all at once.
So the moment that you realize that you're feeding this
machine, either knowingly or unknowingly, it's important to
move into a space of energetic sovereignty and say I do not
consent to suffering. I do not consent to overworking.
I do not consent to this chaos timeline.
I revoke all access to my energy, energy and energetic
sources and I return this energy with love and I transmuted into
healing power, abundance and transformation.
Baby, we got to put them intentions out there because
they're going to tell you how to feel.
They're going to tell you what to buy, they're going to tell
you what's cool, but none of that shit fucking matters.
None of that shit fucking matters and none of it is
important. At the end of the day, what's
important is that we're focused on our soul and our souls
evolution. That we're focused on healing
and growing and community, bringing people together,
bringing people into a space of acceptance and understanding.
No longer needing to fight for connection.
No no longer needing to settle for connections, but truly
choosing who, what, where, when and how has access to your
energy. Choosing.
Because although they make you feel like you don't have a
choice in the matter, baby, you have a choice.
You have a choice and you will always have a choice.
So do not wait to be told how to feel.
Do not wait to be told what to think.
Think for yourself, baby. Think for yourself.
Allow the universe to work through you as a Clear Channel.
Don't muddy up your channel with all this nonsense that's
constantly being fed to us because it is very, very easy to
be absorbed into things that don't essentially matter long
term to us. Like what I mean by that is
like, if it's not going to matter in five years, let's not
give it more than 5 minutes. Because so many people do that.
They just don't realize they're giving their power away.
They don't realize that the power is within your attention.
Whatever you give attention to grows.
Whatever you focus on will grow. And that can be such a, what do
I want to say transformational thing is like when you realize
that if you starve your attention and starve the power
from something, it's no longer going to revolve in your
consciousness. Just like when we think of
something like, oh, I want to buy this.
And then it's literally on your feed.
Like, for example, this girl sent me a dress.
It was like a snake dress. And she said, you need this.
I shit you not. Like a week later, someone
updated their profile picture wearing that dress.
So I sent it to her and she was like, Oh my gosh, what?
And I'm like, I know, isn't that crazy?
Like it's just crazy because the universe will put something in
your reality over and over again until you're ready to face the
music, until you're ready to see what needs to be seen.
And that can be hard, like to see things over and over again
and not know what the information is trying to teach
you or show you. Because you will repeat lessons.
You will repeat lessons with new faces, new scenarios and new
energy. But that is because you are
meant to use your intuition and your discernment to say, wait,
I've already learned this lesson.
I'm not going to consent to that.
I'm not going to feed into this. I'm not going to entertain the
same type of person, the same type of friend, the same type of
partner in a future scenario. I've learned my lesson.
I'm going to walk my talk and move forward with confidence.
I'm not going to let this pull me back into old cycles and old
loops. Just like when you see someone
doing really, really good and then they get into a
relationship with a really toxic human and then all of their
progress, all of their consistency and motivation is
ripped up right underneath them because now they're affiliated
with a fucking energy vampire. Like now their energy, their
light, their wisdom is being siphoned.
And we all, we all know a friend or a family member that has been
in relationships over and over again with basically essentially
the same human, like the same lessons, the same energy showing
up time and time again. But instead of saying, wait,
I've already learned this lesson.
They keep playing the game. And that is how this matrix
system thrives. It thrives on you playing the
game, whatever game that is, like, you know, whether it's
getting into a bunch of debt and having to work a job you hate.
I think that's probably the biggest scam that we get caught
into here in America is giving literal children loans, but
won't let them get a loan for a house, won't let them get a loan
for, you know, a business. But sure, you want $50,000 for
school. Perfect.
Gotcha. We're ready.
And that's what sucks about it. Like that's what sucks about the
trap that we're all part of. Like the trap is set up.
It's just based on are you going to fall into the trap or not?
And sometimes it's easier said than done to move away from old
cycles and to realize you deserve better.
Because some people are stuck in circumstance.
They're stuck in marriages, they're stuck in contracts,
leases, mortgages, commitments of some sort, children that
hinder them from truly taking power over their own life.
So many people are in the back seat of their own life and
they're not directing the current, they're not driving the
car, they're not operating from their higher self.
And that's what we're interacting with on a daily
fucking basis. So like, the next time someone
triggers you at the grocery store or at the car wash, baby,
that's a part of your journey to walk your talk and to stay
energetically sovereign. Like my favorite response to
people who want to project on me is like, damn, you need to
meditate. Or like damn baby, you need to
heal because that mean girl shit, that drama, the back and
forth, like nobody who is truly happy has space for those
energies in their life. And I cannot even count on one
hand how many different people have tried to disguise
themselves as practitioners, light workers, spiritual people,
to get into my circle and to literally be a demon.
Like the whole time. It's crazy.
Like this reflection is priceless because when we
reflect on where we have been, we can be clear on where we are
going. We're not waiting around.
I don't need a map from someone else that worked for them
because someone else's map is not going to work for you.
Someone else's map is not going to work for you.
And that's what's important to remember.
You can't get to your destination using someone else's
directions. Especially if you don't want to
be exactly like that person, and I mean exactly like them in
every single way. You can't follow their
guidelines, especially family. So often I hear people say,
well, I can't do that because of my mom or my dad or my brother
or whatever. And that's all fun and games to
respect people. But when are you going to start
honoring your own boundaries? You know, like, when are you
going to honor your own needs, your own desires, your own
selfish feelings, right? Like we all have things that we
want and desire but are too afraid to go after.
And this is always an open letter and a reminder that you
are fucking powerful. Power is coming from within.
It does not come from outside of you.
There is no amount of money, no amount of recognition, no amount
of success or clients that will make you love yourself, that
will make you honor yourself. There's no amount of it in the
world that can make you do those things if you're not choosing
those things. So many people make it to the
top and they think like money and success is going to fix
everything. And now they got more problems
than fucking ever because now they don't even know if people
really like them, right? Like they don't know if people
will really like them for them or if they like them for their
fame, their notoriety and their money.
And that's the problem is a lot of celebrities, a lot of people
at the top are more lonely than they have ever been.
Because not only is every relationship filled with
self-serving intentions, they don't know if people really like
them anymore, and they don't even know if they really like
themselves. And I think we're seeing a lot
of that being revealed this year.
Like a lot of people, celebrities and everyone else
are falling off their pedestal. They're falling off their
pedestals because people are tired of idolizing false gods.
People are tired of being wrapped up in other people's
life but absent in their own. And I really do think this
you're, you're honest. Moving into Gemini is such a
revolutionary aspect. The reason being is that
literally every time you're honest has transited into
Gemini, there has been a Revolutionary War.
Like I ain't gonna lie to y'all, the Revolution War, the fucking
World War 2 and the Civil War all happened under Uranus and
Gemini. And this is going to happen
until 2033 is how long it's going to be there.
So right now it's at 00 on the cusp.
It just transited like very, very recent.
But it's going to keep moving. It's going to keep moving and
it's definitely going to not take no for an answer.
Like it's going to be taking names.
It's going to be taking names, it's going to be popping it
shit. And that in itself being such a
legendary transit can be very intimidating even for an
astrologer. Because like May 26th, 2026,
it's still only at 1° Gemini, meaning that from this moment
that you're hearing this all the way until May of next year, it's
literally moved to 1°. Like baby, this thing's going to
move slow. It's going to take its time and
it's ready to take some names. And it hits retrograde a bunch.
Like if you look at 2027, May of 2027, it was in retrograde for a
while. It comes out at 4°.
So we're talking like 2 years down the road, this baby's only
moved 4 to 5° is a very slow transit.
It's a very transformational, you know, transit and I think
that it's not about being wrapped up in the transit
itself, but what it's showing us.
I studied under night light astrology for my astrology
school and he recently did a amazing like Ted Talk kind of
thing on your honest and Gemini. And it was a older thing that he
did from last year, but he reposted.
It was like 2 hours long and this is a very, very
revolutionary transit. I don't know what will happen.
Obviously, we're not here to completely know what's going to
happen because of astrology, but I will say that the focus is
going to shift. More people are going to be
cognizant of what they are allowing to be in their
energetic field. A lot more people are going to
be cognizant of the ways that they are detrimental to their
own success. Because baby, sometimes we can
be our own worst enemy. Like we can straight up be our
own worst enemy and not even realize it.
That's what's crazy about self actualization and healing and
realizing that you were a part of the problem the whole time.
Like it wasn't other people, it wasn't your upbringing, it
wasn't anything, but you were participating in your own
misery. Because baby, I look back at my
dating history and I see almost every man I've ever dated or
been attracted to as a cell, as a form of self harm.
Like dating people who don't serve you, who rob you of your
light, who squash you like a bug, who take you away from your
friends, your businesses, your goals, your dreams, your vision,
your social media, whatever it is Like, we've all seen this
happen in real time, and I have personally experienced it.
And that's why I know how hard it is to leave a toxic
relationship. And that's why so many people
stay. And my ancestors told me, like,
you broke a generational curse by not having a baby with a man
that does not serve you. Like that rebirth moment that I
went through really healed me in ways I did not see coming.
Like, I don't mourn the life that was that could have
happened. I honor my journey going in its
own direction, not settling, not being stuck, not becoming a
single mom if you will. So you know, we're all on a
journey and it's to our own self healing, our own self
actualization. It's not fucking easy.
I'm always going to be real with you all.
It is not easy to go through a friend breakup, a real breakup,
to leave your job, to cut off old versions of yourself or bad
habits. That shit's not easy.
Because if it was, this world would literally not be Earth
school. It would be like Earth college
graduation ceremony, right? Like instead it's like, no baby,
you're going to work yourself up from the bottom when you get to
Earth, you're going to forget your powers.
You're going to forget who the fuck you are.
You're going to forget what you did in past lives.
But, and we're going to help you remember it, you're going to
leave yourself little bread crumbs and signs that are going
to help you reclaim your power. But so many people are too
distracted to see those signs to tap in with that personal power
to be aligned in the vibration of healing at all cost.
Healing can be messy. It's not linear, it's chaotic.
It's not fucking fun either, but baby, it is so worth it.
And if that is something I have learned is letting things go to
make space for better things is the only option you have when
everything is crumbling or it's not working anyway.
Like I have fought and fought to keep people in my life, to keep
situations in my life, to keep a lot in my life.
And I realized that I wasn't fighting to keep them in my
life. I was fighting against
surrender. I was fighting against the flow
of the universe. So many times I break up or a
blockage of some sort is actually divine protection.
It's actually divine intervention.
It's actually so that you will not go down a path that you're
not meant to go down. But we will take that as
rejection or heartbreak or pain. But baby, that man who cheated
on you is not your soulmate and the universe did you a favor by
removing him. You know, like when I hear
stories of like my ex knocked up our neighbor or this happened
and I don't know what to do. Like baby, you are literally
being redirected for a reason. Like you are literally being
redirected and really being put onto a space or onto the path
that you're meant to be on. Like, if I would have stayed
connected to some of these people that I was connected to,
I would not be here right now. I don't even know if I would be
alive at this point because I was so far gone on a bad path.
Whether it was just hating myself and my life, the
activities and people I surrounded myself with, or
anything in between. So I'm always here to remind you
that the journey is not fucking pretty.
It's not linear, it's not fun, but baby, it is worth it.
It is worth it. I would not change a thing.
Leaving behind a business partner, a friend that I thought
would be here at this moment has taught me a lot about surrender
and letting it go. I can't control someone else's
path, so therefore letting it go is the only thing I can do and
that is mirrored back to you all.
You cannot control your family, your friends, your partner, but
what you can control is your own energetic sovereignty.
So when in doubt, stay in tune with yourself.
Stay in tune with your heart. And never let anyone make you
feel bad about what you need to do to heal.
Never let anyone make you feel bad about changing, cutting them
off, or letting things go. Because at the end of the day,
this is your path and you can't use someone else's map to get
where you're going. So if you don't want to be
exactly like someone baby, do not ask them for directions
because you're going to be lost. And the longer you spend on the
wrong train, the more expensive it is to get home.
So thank you all for joining me in Candy Land.
Thank you for riding this wave of uncertainty with me.
Thank you for supporting me and just being my literal best
friends. I am so blessed and so grateful.
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