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Welcome back to another episode of Look It Like a Lollipop.
Tonight we have a special guest that Gemini has already
interviewed on her podcast, so we're excited to have her.
Yeah, we have my friend, Musician, Inspiration, Girl,
boss, Samantha Leah. Welcome to Look Like a Lollipop.
Hi. I'm so excited.
We're so excited to have you on. So you all may know Samantha
from some of her viral sounds on TikTok and Lucky Girl has
literally been like an anthem. Like the Lucky Girl syndrome has
been like an anthem for me. Because when I'm depressed or
sad, I just hear that song in the back of my head and I'm
like, that is my song. Wow.
What has been going on since we last interviewed?
Last time I talked to you, we talked kind of about the journey
that you had starting your music career a little bit and some of
the inspiration that was going around that.
And I know that you had mentioned kind of the style of
music that you were wanting to do was evolving a little bit as
you were having different inspirations.
And I've noticed that the sounds that you're having right now and
some of your newer stuff is different than and your like
manifestation, mantra things that you had in the past.
So what's kind of been going on with you?
Wow. When was that, by the way?
That was over the summer. It was, I think it was like the
beginning of summer 2023. Wow, time is just doing crazy
things. Yeah, I'm actually completing an
album that is very different in sound than a lot of the previous
stuff. And actually I've been posting a
lot of the previous stuff just because I kind of had to have a
moment of being like, yeah, this might not be what I'm making
right now and it might not be what I'm in interested in
writing right now, but other people might connect with this.
And I I actually had to, like, push my ego aside for that.
So although I've been like reposting a lot of the more
like, you know, like what you said, manifestation, mantra, the
stuff that I'm working on is still, it's still about healing,
but it's just in a way of being more honest about the darkness,
I suppose. So that's of course the sound,
the music itself reflects that. So one way I could explain it is
it reminds me of a circus like a like a freak show, which I love.
I love that. So do you write all of the music
that you perform? Yeah, I write all of the lyrics
and I work with only a very few amount of music producers.
So I remember hearing whenever you interviewed on Cognitive
Rejugs that you've been making music like your whole life.
Yeah, my dad and I, we would write songs when I was like 789.
He was a bass musician. So it was kind of our way of
connecting. And ever since then, it's been
in my life more pronounced. In certain parts of my life,
like right now, obviously it's at the forefront.
But as I grew up, yeah, I got to write with my dad a lot.
Aren't you going to be going on? I feel like we talked about you
going on tour, like behind the scenes, not on the podcast, but
is that something that you're working on?
It's definitely something that I'm focused on doing soon.
It's not something I'm actively working on right now because the
album has. It's taken more of the time.
And I also I want that music to be out first and I guess for
people to decide if they would want to see that type of stuff
because it is very different than the other stuff.
But of course I would perform all of it.
But yeah, I'm going to focus on that probably, probably think
about it more towards the summer.
OK, so I kind of feel like when I first found you, when you were
on the music scene, well, not when you were first on the music
scene, but like when I first found you, the music that you
were doing was very much the like light, airy.
This is like the healing vibration, whatever.
And now it seems like you're kind of going into that like
more shadow aspect of yourself. Is that kind of how you feel?
And does that help you also with your healing journey and doing
your shadow work by like express trusting it that way?
Absolutely. Like everything that I go
through, I feel like I'm documenting now in in the stuff
that I'm writing, and I feel like a lot of the other stuff
was representative of who I was working with.
You know who you work with, the person you're cultivating the
music with really effects what the outcome is.
So without knowing exactly what you want, things might just pop
out and you might not even realize like manifesting magic.
I wrote with a producer that I don't work with anymore and he
was into a very like pop mainstream sound and I actually
really like that track. But I don't know if I would have
come up with that sound on my own.
So it's helped me to realize like, OK, that's one part of me,
but it is absolutely not representative of what I
actually am into. I don't listen to very
mainstream pop some some some of it.
And I like to make all types of stuff.
I don't want to just like like say, Oh well, I I only, I'm only
going to make one type of sound. But I actually am more attracted
to darker sounds like minor chords, just more like, I mean,
you'll see which is more witchy stuff, like more like, oh, like
what is she cooking up in her like in her house, like what
what is going on in there? Because I think that that's
just, I resonate more with like talking about the stuff that we
all go through, like you said, the shadow self, and figuring
out how to move out of a dark state.
That is very much so. One of my passions.
Do you feel like you have found your niche sound, or do you feel
like it's just constantly evolving?
I think that it's constantly evolving and it takes so long to
even, like, understand who you are, what you want.
But I think that right now the sound that I'm cultivating is
going to be my sound for a while.
I feel like when you are doing those like lower tones and
whatnot and like the more witchy sounds as you said, it just
makes me think of like having the comfort to step into like
your divine, like dark feminine energy and collaboration and who
you have around you is so important.
Like you were mentioning you know who you were having around
you at the time. And I think that that goes into
any area of you expressing art, whether that be music or
something else. Somebody recently was asking me
about starting a podcast and they wanted to start it with
somebody. And I was like, oh, well, I
actually as somebody who has something like by themselves and
with somebody else, like if you're going to do something for
the first time where you don't have direction, doing it solo so
that then you can figure out what you want to do and bring
like something else in. I had opportunities for
different podcast collaborations before Rampant Page and
thankfully nothing worked out because I can't imagine having
collaborated with somebody else that influences like the tone,
the message that you give the guests that you have, the way
that you do production and and it has to be the exact same
thing for you as well. It's literally the same thing.
It's amazing how it is really the same thing because who you
are working with, especially if it's not a large amount of
people. Like with you guys it's really
5050 in a way and if the 1/2 of it isn't really resonating, then
your finished product isn't going to be what you envisioned
it to be. And I feel like I didn't
understand that concept until pretty recently and I also was
in denial. It was a bunch of things like
that. I feel like like say you started
a podcast with someone else and you didn't really love it.
I like there might be a potential of just almost telling
yourself, like, no, it's great just because of how much effort
you put into it, how much time and the energy that you put into
it. And maybe later on you'd be
like, oh, that actually was not in alignment with who I am.
I mean, I feel like right now that wouldn't be the case for
me. If I met someone and they
produced something for me and I didn't like it right away, I
would be able to stand up for myself and be like, yeah, that's
definitely not this. We shouldn't really work
together. I don't think we're going to see
eye to eye. But I think back then when I met
the person that I was working with for years, I mean, I met
him five years ago, like I was a completely different person.
So I didn't understand until I was out of the situation how
much what they wanted was really affecting the outcome as a
total. And I definitely don't like take
any of that back because those songs that did really well
really helps me to find people that they they do want to hear a
lot of the topics that I'll continue to talk about, maybe
not the sound per SE and maybe not like all all happy and
sunshine, but a lot of the the topics I've talked about over
the last few years, they're going to stay the same and just
evolve. So when you started making music
with these people, do you just feel like you were like learning
and growing through that process?
So that influenced what you were producing?
Because at the time, I feel like manifestation and spirituality
and all of these topics have gotten super kind of mainstream,
especially since Kovid. A lot of the mainstream energy
that we started to see was crystals and manifesting and you
know, healing. And I think that a lot of music
reflects the time period that we're in.
Whether you're looking at like music from the 60s, it's like
the war is over to music in the 80s, you know, to now, like the
time period that we're collectively in.
I always feel like music is like the journal or the diary for the
moment, and that's the energy that it holds.
So I do think that right now, especially with Neptune moving
into Pisces and Saturn into Pisces, we have a lot of darker
topics. A lot of illusions have been
revealed, a lot of fakeness and you know people that are
manipulating or scamming others, like it's all coming to light.
And so I feel like right now going into a more darker energy
really fits where we're going as a collective because we cannot
keep allowing people to manipulate us and to take
advantage of us in the name of family or love or friends.
Like we have to stand up for ourself.
And that is the nitty gritty part of this experience because
so many people just wanted people to like them.
And I feel like now as a collective, we've all reached
this point where it's like, I don't care if you like me, it's
fine. I've been thinking about that a
lot, actually. Lately.
Just like, obviously when videos do better, there's gonna be
comments from people. And I feel like I used to see
those comments and be like like it was it was a feeling of
desperation of like, but if you only knew I I'm a good person.
Like I wish I could show you how good of a person.
Now I see it and I'm like like get off of my like you are
blocked And I agree. Also I I think I wrote
manifesting magic in 21. So it makes sense.
It's like, yeah, I mean I feel like that was also and I feel
like also the Lucky girl syndrome, which I actually I I
did on purpose because I saw that that was becoming a like
mainstream topic, which I was like wow, we are in a different
era. It's really happening.
Like, we are in the age of Aquarius, and it's like we all
knew that was going to happen. But at the same time, actually
seeing it happen and seeing these topics become mainstream
blew my mind. I was like, Oh my God, it's not
weird to talk about this anymore.
This is crazy. So when I saw all those things
becoming more popular, I definitely, in a way, I was
like, OK, well, it's smart for me to jump on the band bandwagon
of this happening because that I feel like will help me to find
my people. Because the whole time I've been
making music, it's like I didn't have a fan base that was into
any of this stuff. Any of the healing, any of the
like becoming a better version of yourself just in terms of
spirituality. I didn't know how to find that,
Like that wasn't a fan base prior.
So seeing these things become mainstream, it was like, OK, now
I see that there's people that are interested in talking or
hearing about these things and and I think they'll resonate
with my words. So I feel like that was a step
for me to just meet people and have listeners that actually are
interested in learning or hearing about topics like this.
Because although it's normal for us to talk about like dark
feminine energy and evolution and Ascension and the age of
Aquarius, and it's like actually there's a huge population that
they're like, what are you even talking about?
So I think my, my, the most important step was just to find
those people. And amazingly, it happened.
And it's still happening and it still blows my mind that it's
kind of just like you said, mainstream to talk about
manifestation and like crystals and tarot cards, it's like, wow,
this is a new era. Yeah, considering that like 60
years ago you would be like just completely blacklisted,
persecuted, just devil worshipper, whatever.
And now it's like so much more available to people.
And no matter who you are or where you come from or what
ethnicity that you are, there's like a secret sector like
available to everyone. And I know there is like a lot
of conversation about like cultural appropriation and XYZ.
But at the same time, I feel like, you know, we have evolved
as a species. And if you believe in
reincarnation like I do, you you've not always been a white
person or a black person or a Native American person or
whatever. Like you have been a fluid soul
that has evolved in every lifetime to be something
different in every lifetime. And so I don't feel like in my
opinion, that too many things could be cultural appropriation
if you believe in reincarnation because you've not always been
this person or this ethnicity or this gender or whatever.
So I love to see like the younger generations, and I call
it like conscious parenting, like people parenting their
children, to be exploratory and imaginative and to not just box
everyone in. Like this is right and this is
wrong and this is devil worshipping and this is what you
should follow. I feel like a lot more people,
especially nowadays, are getting away from the church or getting
away from certain organized religions because they realize
like, this is brainwashing. Like, I don't have any say in
what I believe. I'm being told what to believe.
And so it's really, really beautiful, especially with
TikTok, like how it can bring people together.
We've talked about it like the algorithm isn't what it used to
be and it's not as fun as it used to be in my opinion.
I've kind of just backed off. But its core and in its glory
days, it really did bring people together.
And you could post something and wake up to hundreds of new
followers and hundreds of comments.
And now you got to like, fight for your life to get that.
But it used to be really readily available.
But they were like, whoa, people are getting close and they're
realizing the oneness of us all We can.
They're. Like change algorithm now?
Yeah, that's actually so funny. I've actually been spending more
time on Instagram than I have in years just because I'm like, I
don't know what's going on with Tiktok.
But I agree it's it's like I I am very grateful though, for
even those few years. And I mean hopefully, hopefully
things change and go back to the way it was, even if it doesn't.
Still that was years of people becoming aware, even though
there's other people that feel the same way as them about
certain things. Like that is just that could be
everything for for someone. Just the amount of loneliness,
especially after COVID, that everyone felt and especially
like knowing your spiritual being.
And and by the way, I agree with you about everything, with
reincarnation and how we were always a different race, gender,
whatever, whatever, whatever. Yeah, I I just.
I think that feeling lonely on your spiritual journey and
feeling like you're insane was and is a huge thing.
But I again just the connection that has happened especially
through Tiktok, even though they changed the algorithm like you
can't undo that, so good luck. Like you already it already like
changed so many people's lives and empowered so many people.
So thank God. I feel like TikTok is still like
a a place of connection for people that have already found
you and are on your journey like it.
It's a way almost to like stay in touch with those people who
have been like solid supporters of yours.
But it's more difficult to bring new people in right now.
And my theory to that is that Tiktok realized during COVID how
much online shopping and things people were doing and they
realized how much money they're missing out on by not having
their own shop. Because we've talked about it on
here before, like even shops that are on there that post
their products they posted at a discounted rate, plus they have
to pay Tiktok like a certain percentage of whatever and so
and they're gaining money off of doing absolutely nothing and in
so many ways too. It's like unfortunate because a
lot of small businesses that have things that they can't post
on to TikTok, I'm like going off on a tangent.
The stuff that like isn't like TikTok allowed.
Those shops aren't even getting the business that they used to
anymore because Tiktok's not going to send you to them
because they're not on their shop to make them money and you
clicking off of the website does no good.
So like a lot of musicians and creators and stuff that have
links in their BIOS, Tiktok is like, well fuck you guys, you're
not linking back to a Tiktok shop.
And so a lot of people do unboxings and things.
I am saying fuck you to the man. And I just keep doing my little
witchy unboxings from small witchy shops and not doing
TikTok unboxings because they don't even fucking pay musicians
or anything. What they should you should get
so much more for you're the listens that you have and stuff
from going through TikTok like they should have such a
different way to monetize. Musicians in my opinion and
people that are doing readings and things like that.
Like if you're running your business through there and
getting views for those things, I think that you should make a
different amount than just a regular creator, right?
Yeah, it's crazy. I saw like people saying that
it's the new QVC because everything.
It's like every other post is just TikTok Shop.
And it's it's crazy how quickly that happened too.
It's just yeah and and I agree, it's like if you're using TikTok
as a platform to get people to be a part of your business, even
if it's not through TikTok shop, yeah they should be paying you
because you're you have people using TikTok and spending time
on your content and it's just, yeah, it's just like I just
social media in general has to change and even when you think
about the amount of money that Spotify makes Apple Music makes,
it's insane. I think like one stream for the
artist is like .00001 percent of a penny.
It's crazy point. 0003 and you need a million streams to make
$3000. I started doing the math because
like Jack Harlow is from Louisville, KY where I live and
that Loving on Me song came out and it just blew up.
So I like did the math and he had already made like in the
first two days $350,000 off that one song because of screams
avert like times that point OO3. But what's really weird for me
is how everything has went like subscriber content, like even on
Instagram. Because you know, I started
Patreon like two years ago and so did Gemini.
And you know Patreon is its own platform and they take a shit
ton of fees Like between PayPal. I pay them like $700.00 a month,
which is fine because I have a lot of subscribers that wouldn't
otherwise probably get services if it wasn't automatically
deducted. But another thing that I
recently learned, and I don't know if you know this Gemini,
all of those gifts that influencers receive and then
then they like promote on their TikTok or promote on their
Instagram is actually considered taxable income.
So if someone's giving you something to promote for them,
the government is going to start making people claim that as
income. So if someone gifts you
something and it's a retail of $500 and you promote it, if it's
a gift and you don't have to make a video and you just get to
keep it and you don't have to tell anyone.
But if there's any promotional influencer contract, you got to
start paying taxes on that. And another thing is, you know,
five years ago, if a small business made $20,000 or less,
you didn't have to pay taxes on that.
Now it's $600.00 or more. And it's because people, our
generation, are breaking the code from working the 9:00 to
5:00 and doing the capitalism cycle.
And they're like, no, hell no. Yeah, they're like, no, you're
going to work that job. You're not going to make that
much money. So yeah, people don't realize.
But next year, a lot of people, they hired, I think like 33,000
new people in the IRS in the United States to start
monitoring these influencers and these people who get makeup
packages or whatever it is, and they're going to start taxing
all of that. Insane.
Like it's so obvious too. It's just it's.
Very. Can you imagine the IRS being
like, we saw you unbox 20 boxes witchcraft items in 2024 and you
didn't write that on your taxes? And Melinda's been watching your
videos all year. You know, like, that's fucking
nuts. But The thing is, girl, they are
gonna start doing that. It's not.
I know that's. What I'm fucking saying, It's
like that's crazy. That's why I feel like you know
everything with the Instagram selling the blue check mark was
to start monitoring you by your government name.
And there's been a shit ton of platforms across like the United
States where they want it to be linked to your government name
and your Social Security number in order to set like, set it up.
And that's the moment I will tap out of social media.
That's the moment that like, word of mouth will be the only
way I'm promoting because I'm not giving no social media my
government name. I'm just not like I already paid
taxes on my home. I already bought.
I already paid taxes on money that I already have made.
I've already paying sales tax on all this shit.
Like, I'm not going to do the whole pay to promote and pay to
do pay to whatever, because they got me fucked up.
But the moment they started selling those blue check marks,
they made like a billion dollars like, Oh yeah.
And consistently do, because you have to continue to pay for it.
It's crazy. And I feel like they're just
coming up with new ways to like, when that first happened, I was
like, that's crazy, there's no way.
And then it became normal. And I feel like they'll just
consistently find ways to. Take.
People's hard earned money. Actually my dad is selling his
business and he literally has to take that money.
And again, like he's had his business for decades.
Like, he's worked really hard his entire life for this
business and he has to put it directly into a property and
make money that way, like rent it out.
Because if not, I think the government takes 30% of what he
what he like the money that he's receiving for it.
So it's just like it's just it's just endlessly crazy and things
have to change. I recently found out, 'cause my
grandma inherited some money from like a distant family
member, that there is an inheritance tax on top of
regular tax if you're not immediate family.
So, like if you're like a mother to daughter or, you know, a
grandpa to to granddaughter, it's fine.
But if it's like an aunt, an uncle or a cousin, you've got to
pay an additional inheritance tax.
And I'm real big on like, OK, that could be burned at the
stake, or I could pay a little taxes.
Like, I'm cool with that. Like, I'm not mad about that.
But the system for me is that they're finding new ways to keep
us down, like to keep millennials and keep people
down. Because like, if forever in the
existence of small business, you made 20,000 or less and didn't
have to pay taxes, why the fuck is it going to be $600.00 or
more like? Such a big difference.
You could literally make $600.00 at a yard sale.
And they want money. They want a cut of it now.
Yeah, and it needs to change, and we all know that.
I don't know how it's going to change, but it needs to.
And everybody that like in all of the time of like people
running for president and all of the things.
And like I've even interviewed somebody running for president
that we're going to have on the podcast here.
But at all of those people, nobody's mentioned changing the
way that people are taxed, changing the way that money is
set up. Like our government makes so
many choices that don't involve us in any way.
And then they're like, oh, and you guys are going to give up
more of your money to fund these things that we're doing without
the people's approval, without having people properly
representing you guys. My son today was telling me that
they're learning in school about free speech and about your
freedom to be able to say things and, you know, say your opinion
and say your feelings on things. And you know, I was just
thinking to myself, like you only have the right to free
speech now if you're willing to have people cancel you, not
promote your stuff, get kicked off of platforms that you can
share your voice at because you have the right to say what you
want to say. Unless people don't agree with
it. And then it's I'm not going to
have any everything to do with you and we the cancel culture
and the people. Pitting against each other and
using social media in those ways plays right into all of the
things that everybody's arguing about in the fucking first
place. Yeah, it freaks me out like
talking about cancel culture. The some of the things that I
see I'm lucky because so far you know I get some nasty comments
but for other people I'm just like I don't understand.
I can't comprehend the mindset of really sitting at a keyboard
and typing the things or whatever phone and typing the
things that these people type and say and and the yeah the
cancel culture. It's just like it is not it just
that really has to end and freedom of speech.
Hilarious. And the the politicians like
that are running. I was actually when you were
saying that when like I was actually seeing in my mind's eye
just imagining A politician speaking and they know all of
the things that are wrong. But like I was picturing just
like shadow people behind a curtain.
Like ready to just like shoot them.
Like ready to just kill them if they really talk about the
things that matter. So yeah.
Add to that the thing about free speech is like in the bylaws and
all the little agreed terms that we click on these platforms, you
don't have free speech. You actually give that up when
you hit agree and continue. And you don't read all of that.
Just like we talked about Tiktok changing over.
Remember when they wanted to ban Tiktok?
So it came out with new rules and regulations and then started
promoting like the learning portion of TikTok?
That's because the government was so fucking triggered that
Americans and all countries were coming together to speak about
the conditions in their country. Just like when the French was
protesting and everyone was like, I don't know why America
isn't doing that because y'all are a third world country and a
Gucci Bell and y'all don't have healthcare.
At least we have healthcare over here.
And ever since I heard that term about the Third world country
and a Gucci belt, it literally is so real And like I feel so
privileged being here in America.
I feel like I have so many amazing opportunities and a lot
of things that I didn't have in past lives or that I didn't have
previous. So I never want to act like I
take it for granted or that I don't agree with America.
I think at its core, America had some really good values, but
they killed people and stole from people and took things that
were not theirs to literally create a mini fucking England
like the shit y'all were trying to get away from.
We've now enacted and put y'all in power and now it's fuck all
us. And that's what bothers me the
most is because I'm like, this is crazy like and we get leaders
like Martin Luther King and then they assassinate them.
And I'm just wondering like why did Y'all assassinate all the
good people? But like now we have all these
and lizard people are these crazy people in office and I
haven't seen an assassination yet and I'm not like in, but I'm
saying like, how did you be really good leaders, get
assassinated and now we have these freaking robotic people
like what the hell? She said.
How are you going to let Martin Luther go and then you're going
to be over here and let this guy live and I'm.
Serious. Pretty much, yeah.
It's wild, wild, wild, wild. It's I, it's true.
Like obviously so grateful to be here.
Absolutely, 100%. I would never, I would never say
anything but that like, yes, I'm so grateful to be here.
I think that it's been very eye opening, especially through
those videos on TikTok Like you were talking about when when the
French people were revolting and they were saying like what are
you guys doing over there? This is what you you guys should
be doing. All that stuff.
There's so much stuff that has been seen on TikTok and I think
what it did is it like took the Rose colored glasses off a lot
of people that because it's not our fault really, we've just
always been told like we're the greatest country in the world.
There we are freedom. Like we stand for freedom and
there's opportunities here that are not anywhere else.
But we were only told one side of the story.
I I always think about like it comes up time to time where I
think about how we literally most of us in school, what did
we do first? We did the Pledge of Allegiance.
Like that is crazy and it really is just instilling in you at
such a young age like your country is the best.
There is nothing wrong with it and and we don't we're not told
the the really dark stuff even in our history classes.
Like, it's nothing compared to really what went down.
And and yeah, I think that the fact that we got to see more of
what was happening in the other parts of the world and also what
a lot of people in the other parts of the world think of us,
because we're like, yeah, everyone loves us.
Then you go travel or you see videos and they're like like
like. Americans.
Yeah, they're like, that's no. So yeah, the Rose collared
glasses definitely had to be taken off.
Everybody in other. Countries think we eat and surf
and like that. That's all we do, is like huge
portions. We're shooting our guns,
drinking our beers, and we're we're surfing the ocean.
Yeah, they're just like you guys are idiots.
What are you taught you? We don't.
We don't want you. My favorite thing was that
someone on TikTok recorded like a propaganda video that was
going through Germany that was like, donate to American kids.
They're starving. And it was like how we see
things where it's like send money to Africa or send money
wherever. It was like send money to
America because they're starving.
And another thing TikTok made me realize is that Africa is one of
the richest countries ever, and they're not poor.
And they they act like everyone. No one lives in like a fucking
mud shack or like a bungalow in the jungle.
But that's not true. Literally.
Africa is one of the richest countries with oil and all of
the things. And it just blows my mind that
every time America needs something, they just go start a
war and blame that person and act like it's their fault.
And if you really look at every war that we've had in the last
50 years, it's an oil rich country, period.
Of course. Of course, everything we've been
told is it's like basically the opposite.
Like if you've been told something, just pause for a
second and be like OK, so opposite, like it's just the
opposite day every day. Well, it's like being run by a
bunch of dudes. And so it's like you're
constantly being gaslit and this thing happened right here.
And then they're like, I don't know what you're talking about.
That's not what happened. But let's look over here at
this. Let's pay attention to this over
here. Yeah, yeah, absolutely.
Like, it's it's wild. What?
Happens when you let men be in control, ladies.
Oh yeah, for literally ever, I think.
That's my biggest beef with America is that they will not
let women set at the table. Like, and I'm not like a fan of
Hillary Clinton, but how in my lifetime is that the only crazy
bitch that has ran, period And they waited like until she got
right at the cusp and then they were like not quick enough.
It's like, you know, it's like that little commercial where he
has the dollar on the little fish thing and he's like better
be quick enough. And then poor Bernie Sanders,
like, that man really cares. And that man really had some
good policies, like, and they just literally were like, go to
sleep, grandpa. We're going to have like.
No, Yeah, we're going to have. Sleepy ass Joe Biden be our
president, who is literally the worst president.
And I don't know if it's just because I'm older or because I'm
like, more cognizant and intuitive, but like, what the
hell is going on right now? Like I.
Honestly, I was thinking about this actually recently too.
When he was elected into office, I was in LA and I remember that
when news came out that he won, there was like parades in the
street of people celebrating. And I was like, I I was like,
this is literally the end of times.
Like, Like first of all even. It's it doesn't even matter who
who won just first even thinking that that like a new president
is going to save us. Like, how do we not know by now
that nothing changes? And I was just, I just remember
watching it and I was, I was like, wow, like people were
literally partying, drinking, like celebrating.
And it was because he got elected and I was just like, oh
shit, it's going to be rough. This is going to be a rough
period of time. I even think too, like, people
weren't even necessarily celebrating because they were
happy that it was him. People were just so happy for it
to not be Trump, that it was like everybody was so happy for
anything else. And in so many ways, like just
the way that that all happened regardless of who you liked, the
fact that those were your only two options at the end of the
day, that there was nobody else who.
Like the Red Party even paid any attention to when it was on the
blue side. There were so many different
options of people who were in the running and who you had, but
there was really nobody except Trump.
So it was like everybody was running against him.
And I think they were just so excited that it was not him that
people didn't really pay attention to it.
And there are so many other political parties that we have
in America, and the only ones that get paid attention to are
the Republicans and the Democrats.
But we have, you know, people who don't have any party that
they are independent, I think is what it's called.
And there are, oh shoot, I forget what it's called.
But basically where you can like the people, you want the people
to be able to govern themselves instead of everybody else having
to govern them. And there's just so many
different options and they don't ever even make it on your
ballot. And then you've got Colorado,
who says, actually, not only you're just not going to vote
for this person, we won't even fake the account.
We just won't even let you vote. Yeah, I don't pay attention
like, I don't know, like I'm very tapped out of things.
But my dad actually told me about that because he, like my
dad and I are actually really close.
So he he told me about that happening and I was like, isn't
that not allowed? Like, isn't that illegal?
But also I feel like so many things that are illegal, like
how do you force people to stay in their houses for a certain
amount of time? Like, how was that legal?
I feel like a lot of things over the last few years that probably
aren't allowed have just been happening.
It's like, yeah. I want to say the thing about
Donald Trump. Not that I like Trump or don't
like Trump. They wanted to teach other rich
people a lesson to stay in their fucking lane.
Because he's the only person in history that had enough money to
put himself into office, and they did not want people like
Arnold Schwarzenegger and other people that had entertained Kid
Rocket, entertained running for president.
They do not want people like Michael Jackson or whoever that
had a following to be able to use their money and their
platform in order to run and overturn democracy.
And if Donald Trump would have just shut the fuck up, like just
been quiet. I mean, your wife was already a
porn star, you've already raped people and you still got into
office and you couldn't shut the fuck up.
That was his problem. Like, in my opinion.
And when I look at that in the bigger picture of things, they
wanted to teach a lesson out of him to every other rich person.
Because if Taylor Swift announced she was running
tomorrow, she would win. She would win without even an
ounce of knowledge or anything. And I have this theory that the
next puppet that they're going to use is Kim Kardashian.
Because she to school and got a law degree in the last five
years. She has a law degree now.
She was doing that little interview at the White House
thing. She was, you know, freeing and
pardoning black men. And Kanye was on the ballot in
Kentucky because I voted for him.
Just because, like, I didn't want to vote for.
I didn't want to vote for. You're like fucking.
Yeah, so I just voted for Kanye because I was like, this is
history. But The thing is, is I honestly
think that they were trying to use that as a demo to see if the
following was there. Kim, you know, going from big
BBL, big boobs and all this to going back down to like a normal
size figure. She did that little American
flag with the blonde hair promo, which I don't like this bitch at
all, but this is just my theory that that will be the next pawn,
like letting her wear Marilyn Monroe's dress and all of these
things because Marilyn Monroe was heavily involved in
politics. That's why they got rid of her.
She had way too much knowledge of the Kennedy family and they
were like, we can't have this loose cannon over here.
Exactly. Yeah, out of here.
So I just feel like why would Kim, who has more money than
God, go get a law degree? Y'all, tell me your opinions on
that. That's AI like that theory.
I never had thought about that, but I feel like a lot of what
you said makes sense. I have, literally.
And we've talked, OK, so we've talked about the Kardashians
multiple times because for I watched them from the very
beginning and I was like, oh, like they're like, so themselves
and so honest. And you can see everything.
And they didn't have a huge house and they had like a little
boutique, and they were living real fucking life and they
didn't have lips. And it was great.
And then, you know, we fucked Ray J.
And so then we had then after the sex tape, everything, you
know, whatever. But I've been like, well, I've
watched the seasons because I was with them from the beginning
and it's so crazy to watch someone become famous and then
be molded into like just something completely different.
You watch like, even Kim, like on the show, she loved color and
she like was so vibrant. She said all these things.
And then now when she shows pictures of her house, it's
literally nothing but stone and it's all the same exact color.
And anyways, I can totally see like finding a person that you
know is moldable, will do whatever you want, will do
anything for success and money and is so open.
She is. She is so open about the fact
that like I will do it if it, you know if I get paid for it.
And telling women like you just need to go out there and you
just need to work and this can happen for you too.
So the government going, oh we have the perfect person who can
get along in all of these different areas and telling her
how to do it 1000% but her dad was also in the shit.
He got OJ off. There's so many weird things,
but I feel like the Donald Trump like Saga in America was to
teach other rich people a fucking lesson.
That we will dig up anything we can on you.
We will ruin your reputation, we will gaslight you, we will
impeach you. We will do whatever we got to
do. We'll put you in jail.
But yet Hunter Biden does cocaine at the White House and
smokes crack, and it's on video and people know about it.
And yet he had a court date last week, and he just didn't show
up. He just, he didn't even go.
Wow. I mean, Hillary's emails got
deleted and that's totally fine, yeah.
Like, there's so many things that I feel like they use our
money to fund this BS and like losing our money, but yet they
want small businesses or the single mom or whoever to be
audited and be looked into. But yet there's these very, very
rich and powerful people that manipulate the system because
they've created the system. And I truly don't like to get
into like the doomsday thing. But I'll say this again, I say
it all the time. I don't know what people's will
to live is in the apocalyptic movies, 'cause I promise you my
will to live goes way down when my, like, conditions of living
are not up to speed. You know what I mean?
Like, I just don't have it in me to be like stockpiling dry goods
and food to survive an apocalyptic situation or
radiation and all these things. Like, I'm just like take me to
spirit. Like take me to another
convention. Like I wholeheartedly believe,
especially since the government was like aliens are real, that I
will just go to a different timeline.
Like I will not be on that timeline.
And the people that like connect with that or consent to that,
they will, and that's a part of their souls evolution and their
journey. But I just feel like as we have
grown up us three, we have seen so many fucking things.
Like so many things that you just never would have thought
would happen 5080 years ago. And I always tell people like,
money has only been around for like 100 years.
Like 120 years. Why are we killing?
And so wrapped up and so worried about it.
Like, literally money was just created in the early 1900s.
Like, it was not a thing. Like there was gold, there was
all of the things, but there was not the like.
Emphasis on this paper currency as there is now.
And it's just like, we're Where is this going?
You know what I mean? Like where is this going?
Right. I feel like that even the
timeline that we're on, where money does have this huge
emphasis, it's gotta I I just imagine what it would have been
or what it could have been without that.
Because really most people are enslaved because of money.
And you talk about like the will to live and it's like
apocalyptic times. Most people don't.
Most people are on the edge of that will to live right now
because most people don't have enough.
And I'm with you. Like I don't know what's going
to happen. But I the way I see it with,
which is kind of it's a similar thing.
My dad and I, again, my dad and I are like like we talk about
all of this shit and we always, we always laugh about because I
listened to Britney Spears book and I told him about it.
I told him about like what her dad did, blah blah blah all just
everything. And we were just laughing
because we laugh about this shit And we were just like there is,
there is a new third dimensional planet that is being spawned
right now. It's a fucking rock flying in
the sky. And I don't want to be on that
planet. Like I don't want to be in that
timeline where I have to learn these lessons all over again.
And we were just laughing about how he was like he was like, her
dad is going to be the first person on that planet.
So yeah, I don't know what the hell is going to happen, but I I
do believe that. Yeah, I don't know what it's
going to look like, but I know that so many of us are evolving
and we are becoming an evolved version of what we have been in
the past. And I don't know what that is
going to look like in the future.
It's a very crazy time. I'm.
Alike. So open that I do not consent to
suffering. Like that's my thing.
I do not consent to suffering. So whatever that looks like, I
won't be suffering. And I work with like those
affirmations, which is really like why I really liked your
music. Just because like anything that
is catchy and like affirmational really gets my, like attention.
And affirmations have recoded everything about my life, like
from my finances to my confidence to just who the fuck
I am. And that's what I teach my
clients when I mentor people and whenever I teach is like, your
words have so much power and so many people consent to
suffering, like without even knowing it.
They're just like very much. And that consenting to
suffering. Like although I don't agree with
the government as an institution, there are a lot of
things that they do that are beneficial.
And that's, you know, and I try to look at it from that
perspective. Yes, there could be universal
health care and education, but then we would be smart and
healthy and that is a threat to the system in place.
You know, like a lot of the reason they don't fix the issue
is because then when you're in thriving mode or when you're
centered and you're not in survival mode anymore, you will
understand things differently. And like you said earlier,
lifting that veil, taking off those rose colored glasses, like
it becomes very clear where the kinks in the system is.
And a lot of it is rooted in keeping people enslaved.
Even though we're not physically enslaved, we're mentally
enslaved. And you know, the money thing
and the resources and whatever, Like we as a collective need to
shift our focus from celebrities and from overconsumption and
just hustle culture and move more in to a balanced, centered
approach. Because, you know, back when our
grandparents were growing up, it's not that they didn't want
multiple pairs of shoes. They couldn't afford multiple
pairs of shoes. Now I have shoes I have never
even worn, or I've worn them once and I have hundreds of
pairs and I love shoes. But at the same time I'm like,
this is a little extra. Like this is extra.
But my ancestors tell me like, it's OK to be extra if you're
doing it with the sense because it makes you happy, not because
you want to impress other people.
So I just feel like right now, especially with the Internet, it
has to evolve and it has to change really fucking soon,
yeah? On that note, I pulled a human
design card. So this is something that we do
every episode, and since we had already been talking about that
light side and that shadow side, I think that that plays
perfectly into it. I was shuffling the deck and the
card number 8 for Rebellion came out, but it didn't feel like
like it just felt like I had slipped my hand.
So I was like, oh, like that's not a real poll.
And so I shuffled again and this bitch came back out.
And so that's what we're going with #8 happens to be my life
path #2. So the sign is Taurus, which is
Rampages sign. That's my.
Rising sign. Yeah, the gift is individuality
and the shadow was the illusion of safety.
That's fucking hilarious for what we're talking about.
Beyond the shallow depths of the man made world of structure lies
this beautiful gift of true individuality, A rebellion that
transforms the masses. You represent the fringes of
society filled with creative free thinkers.
Not everyone will understand you, or even try to because it
takes courage and inner trust to see past the veil of the
physical world and the status quo.
It takes a leap of faith to venture down this path, which is
why the majority stays firmly in place and so few people veer
outside of it. Sameness is safe but utterly
uninspiring as more people dare to carve a new path.
Slowly but surely, the rest of the population will wake up to a
new possibility as well. You embody A spontaneous sense
of individuality that cannot be duplicated.
Your creativity lies through you or lives through you, and you
are its divine channel. Your shadow is the illusion of
safety. The frequency of this shadow
keeps you locked within the relative comfort of the mass
majority. It tricks you into believing
that the path worth taking is heavily treaded, predictable,
safe, and common. Here, your individuality and
freedom is lost to the collective.
Staying committed to a truth that does not belong to you
keeps you small and hollow. At this stage in our evolution,
we're seeing the system fail. The systems around us fail.
Education, government, corporations.
Only the few truly prevail, whilst the foundational body,
the majority, keeps these systems intact.
Despite their inefficiency in providing a useful structure for
all involved, breaking from the herd threatens the continuation
of these programs. It rattles our comforts but pays
off in dividends. Questions to always ask Am I
playing it safer? Am I truly alive?
Are the expectations of others shaping my life and my
decisions? Your themes are individuality,
innovation, rebellion, and freedom.
That's so crazy, because that literally is every fucking thing
we were just talking about, like.
That's just the type of stuff that makes me realize, like, I
love when something so obvious like like that happens, where
the card literally said what we were talking about because those
moments are just, it just is like, wow, like we are in the
right place at the right time. Everything is good.
Like, yeah, there's things that are happening and it's scary and
there's challenges, but then you have moments like this and you
just can't argue with the fact that there is a higher power and
there's help that is mind boggling.
And it goes back to my thing that I, us people are on that
frequency, will be going to a different dimension.
I'm not going to stay here and suffer, I promise you all that.
Like the last thing I'm going to do is stay here and suffer.
Because I knew when my spiritual awakening really quick kicked up
in like 2017 that I was speaking to intergalactic beings.
I thought I was crazy. I thought telling people that I
would go get a grippy sock vacation.
But I knew for fucking sure I was speaking to alternate
beings. And as that has grown and like,
I know the next like stunt that gets pulled above the veil is
going to be a fake alien invasion.
Like, I know that's coming in the next couple years.
That's going to be the next keep everyone inside.
There's an alien invasion and they will be doing that right
around election time or right at a time that's crucial for people
to be able to go do their thing. That's the reason I feel like
COVID was released and manifested because they wanted
to cut in person voting. They wanted to control the
masses and see how easily controlled most people would be.
And that's what's so crazy about this place.
So it's like the moment that you fall into that fear, you stay
here. But the moment that we rise
above that fear and like you said, face those obstacles head
on, it's like you can't really be controlled if you don't
believe in the system that's trying to control you.
Yeah. And if you know that you're, you
are an infinite being, like, OK, cool.
Like, because I think that everything really comes back to
the fear of death, where it's like, oh, if I go outside of my
house, like, I'm going to die of this virus.
Or I was just telling someone about, like, when I, like, ran,
ran up all my credit cards and I would get these calls from
credit card companies. And the first thing that went
through my mind was like, they're going to come to my
house and they're going to throw me in jail.
Just like everything, like everything connects.
It's just dramasy. And then it's also like, and I'm
going to die in jail or I'm going to die of this sickness.
It's just like if you have the awareness of, well, actually
there's something after physical death or just like even the open
mind to say like if this place goes downhill, I'm, I'm down to
go to the next dimension, the next place like you.
You can't be controlled if you have that mindset.
Yeah, I like it. I'm just imagining, like, waking
up in the morning and there's just like this big, like saucer
above my house. I also totally believe that so
much of what they put inside of Hollywood movies and whatever is
to gauge what people's reactions to things are going to be and
help, like, desensitize to things.
And that's why we have so much about like.
War and people being, you know, lost and aliens probing your
asshole and just all kinds of stuff is because one day they
really want it to fucking happen.
I I'd rather die than have an alien touch my butt hole.
But that's just me. I feel like I would be really
scared. I had to get a Spinal Tap one
time, so I had to be like naked with my ass in the air and like
in a on a table in the middle of whatever.
And I remember thinking that if it this would be what it would
be like to be scared and have somebody probing your butt hole
in like a medical room. Yeah, dude, no, I'm with you on
that. I feel like, though, like I am
less and less scared of other beings as opposed to the
survival of the fittest mode that we're kind of taught here,
'cause that's what keeps a lot of people separated and keeps us
down and keeps us fighting with one another is 'cause it's like,
well, if I give something to you that's less for me, and it's
about me. And I don't feel like other
beings operate in that same low vibrational stance.
I feel like that's a very human vibrational thing.
I'm not saying that like, there's not good intergalactic
beings and bad ones, but from like, what I've learned in the
Astral and what I've learned from the Galactic Federation,
there are a ranking of beings, but they don't compete with one
another like we do here, like how we rank each other by money
or success or titles or material items.
That's not how they rank themselves there.
There is less ranking and less like systems like that.
But yes, there are beings that want to control and want to do
those types of things. But I think that the survival of
the fittest mode that they teach us in school about animals is
like, more applicable to people because a lot of animals are
willing to share for the greater good of their like, pack or
whatever. You know what I mean?
Like, in a lot more natural sense.
But yes, that card coming out really does like, emphasize
that. Like other beings are here to
assist and like they're here helping people wake up.
Because I truly believe that if you're trapped here or you're
signing your soul away, or you're selling your soul for
whatever material gain or financial gain that you're
getting, like Doja cat, like we could go there.
I used to really like her, and now she fucking scares me.
Like I recently deleted all of her music from my like platform
because I just can't. I can't like I'm you.
Feel the energy, like when you listen to the newer songs, yeah.
And I'm just scared of it like I'm scared of whatever demon
that she has gave her soul to. Yeah, it's crazy.
Oh, it's just it's so real and it's just the ego mindset of
like I must climb the ranks here when it.
That that mindset is just so small compared to how big it all
really is. Yeah, I.
Think that that's a part of the way that you're who you're
surrounding yourself with and whatnot, though.
Because once you go to these areas like the New York or like
the Hollywood or whatever, and you are around this industry and
this machine all the time, then all you're getting from
everybody around you is like the perfectionist of things.
And you have to have, you know, this person do that for you, and
this person cost more money. So then you need to make more
money and you need to be in with the Kardashians and that, you
know, whatever of the universe and and then you've got that
influence around you and whoever it was that was turning them
into the machine, doing the same thing to you.
And there's all these. I know that Katt Williams just
came out talking about it, but there was just something.
I just saw this clip of an interview that like, Kelly
Clarkson had done with Kevin Hart and Kevin Hart's a huge one
that like Katt Williams, like, talks about is like being a
plant inside of Hollywood. And Kelly Clarkson tried talking
about how people, like, offered her money for her soul and to
have her do things. And you know how she's
maintained a career through that.
And he literally told her to shush in the in like the
interview and was like and she and was like people in this room
that have like done that with me, like we can't talk about
that here. Yeah, it really.
And people will be like, yeah, he was just kidding, but like if
he knew that people would. I just feel like, I don't know.
I I don't think that he's just playing around because it seemed
very realistic. Like, he really seemed like, no,
like, 'cause I actually saw that.
I don't even know where I saw that, but I did see that.
And it's just like, why even react that way?
I don't know. Like, I completely like, I would
not be surprised if he is a plant.
And it's so true that who you surround yourself with, they it
it infiltrates you. Because I've experienced that
even on a very small scale, just like being first of all, before
you really know yourself and before you are empowered, you
are very easily infiltrated, even if you don't realize it and
you're vulnerable. And especially when people get
these really young people, they don't, they don't have life
experience, They don't know themselves.
Why do you think that the industry goes after like 14 year
olds to be pop stars? It's like because you can.
Speaking about molding, you can mold them.
And even if you do have a sense of who you are, I remember being
in a room with people and like it was maybe six years ago, and
I definitely don't know myself to the extent I do now.
But I wasn't. I I I wasn't like without
awareness. I had awareness of myself and
even being in certain rooms, that energy is so palpable.
Like it, it feels gross. But you're also like you.
It's it's almost, it starts to like, serenade you.
It's like, well, I have to do that.
Like I understand. I get it.
I get being a woman and being like, well, if I fuck this guy,
like even though he's friggin 80 years old and absolutely gross,
he is Aceo and he might get me to the next level.
I just like, I even like, I let. I didn't go that far.
But like I I remember just like like one of the higher ups in
the studio that I was in like grabbing my ass and it was just
like like I was just like what I was shocked first of all because
it was just so weird to me. It didn't even make sense.
Like the situation. And at the same time, I I let it
happen. Because again, there was part of
me that was almost being seduced by all the things that they were
saying like, well, we're going to help you get there, you're
going to get there, you're going to be able to do this blah blah
blah blah blah, even though it's all bullshit.
But then imagining being in rooms with like like these huge
stars that really clouds just everything you know about
yourself and forget it if you don't know anything about
yourself yet. Like if you're one of these
teenagers or really young people that are in these rooms with
these CE OS that are telling them things like they don't,
they don't, they don't understand yet they're
vulnerable. And it's they do that on
purpose. They go after vulnerable people.
I did when I was in. I think it was my last year of
middle school. I did like a Pepsi commercial
and I did like small scale modeling in California and I
wanted to go and I wanted to do bigger auditions for things.
And my mom told me absolutely not.
Like you're you're not doing that.
And I remember her. I remember our conversation.
And one of the things that she said was you just don't know how
those people treat little girls. And I don't want you to be
treated the way that they treat little girls.
And at the time, you're just like, what are you talking
about? Like, I watch Disney Channel.
I do this. Like what do you mean you're
not? You can't have vaccines.
Your mind when you're a kid, even if you've like, I had been
through my own like traumas and things like that as like a
little girl, but that's not in your brain as somebody would do
this to me and treat me this way.
You just think that person's going to give me my dream.
And so if you're going to do something and you think, oh,
letting him be creepy to me, that's part of me getting my
dream or this is just what it is.
You don't even have the understanding of what's right
and wrong. And I think that's why they do
it at a young age too. But even when you're older, like
you even have Lady Gaga coming out now too and Ke$ha and stuff
like that, where they're like we were, we were adults in this
industry and this is how we were treated.
And these grown women who, you know, are use their voice to
represent so many other people. They didn't speak up for
themselves. So of course, these little kids,
I say little girls, but they do it to, you know, it doesn't it?
Assault knows no gender, right? So like, it's all over the
place. You know, you can really see, I
feel like in my opinion, where Lady Gaga transitioned into
being like a industry plant and like her energy changed.
It gives me a lot of like Doja cat energy where they start out
and they're all innocent. It's this and then it goes into
like this weird sacrificial blood ritual music videos and
things like that. And you know, I, being a medium,
have connected with a lot of people.
And I had a client come to me and they were like my
grandfather was a soldier in Nazi Germany.
I literally want to talk, talk to Hitler because his grandpa
was like, in the ranks of being very, very close to Hitler, like
third, third to the right of Hitler.
And I mean obviously, like, Hitler did some really crazy
things. But this man, like, wanted to
talk to him, wanted to talk to his grandfather.
And I was like, I've never really had anyone asked me to
talk to Hitler, but, like, I'll, I'll try.
And so I channelled like messages from Hitler.
And what he told me in this session with this client was
that he actually, when he started out, had extremely
amazing intentions. That's why they voted him into
power. He wasn't wanting to create
genocide. He wasn't really wanting to
create what he ended up creating, but a being like an
intermittent dimensional being that he connected with basically
kind of fooled him and gave him the power and in return wanted
blood. It wasn't going to settle for
like sheep's blood or or like a goat or something.
Like he was like telling me that basically like when he started
he wanted a platform, he wanted to be heard, he wanted to to
reach the masses. And that's like pre Internet,
that's really hard to do. You've got to know someone who
knows someone. And So what Hitler was telling
us in this session was that he basically used, I mean, we we
don't have to call it witchcraft, but he used some
form of summoning. And the being that answered on
the other side of the call was like, yeah, I'll give you this
and yeah, I'll give you this, but never really said what it
wanted in return. And then as his following grew
bigger and his light got brighter, that's when you can
see an absolute shift in what he was doing in the beginning that
got him into office. And then what he ended up doing
that was terrible and mass genocide.
But the point of that is he didn't necessarily sell his soul
to this being. But in return there was no,
like, well, I don't want to do that.
It was like, no, you're going to do that.
There was no, like, well, I don't want to.
It was like, no, you have to now.
Like now you have to. And then it started with like
one person and then, you know, then it was, well, it's just
handicapped people and old people.
And then it turned into, OK, let's anyone with this blood or
you know what I mean? And honestly, you know, at that
time, if you think about it, like Jewish people had a lot of
money and had a lot of power and actually had majority of the
wealth. So, you know, there was just so
much that kind of came out in that session that made me
realize that a lot of the time people are just asking for means
necessary. And there are a lot of beings
that are on the other side of the veil that are like, I got
you, I got you. And you don't realize what
they're going to want later. Like, you don't realize that,
like they don't tell you up front what kind of contract
you're agreeing to. And so that session really
changed my life because it changed my perception of Hitler,
although he has, you know, all these horrible things that he
did. He.
Spoke on a lot of things that like, I didn't know about
because like, I'm not a history buff.
This guy, he's really into history.
I mean, had a picture of his grandpa.
Like it was deep. Like it was a deep session and
he was like, you know, I know that a lot of mediums wouldn't
want to do this because of the name that Hitler like left.
But Hitler basically straight up said, like, I've been paying for
this. Like like, I'm not like, it's
not going unturned, you know what I mean?
Like he is trying to rewrite that soul contract.
But basically, this being became him like he was himself, and
then it became him, and he was a host for that being, like he was
no longer himself, Like his soul was trapped in another place.
And this being took over his physical body, which is what led
to mass genocide on such a huge scale.
Which makes me realize that a lot of these like industry
plants and these industry people, they are only doing what
they're told. And their soul in my opinion is
like trapped in a little box and another dimension, because these
beings are far greater in their power then we even realize when
connecting with them, like giving us worldly things is so
easy for them. But the eternity and the
entrapment of your soul is a whole other level, right?
And if you are just. Thinking, well, this is my only
way to get to what I want. Then you're like, yeah, sure,
whatever, Cool. And then you don't realize
you're going to be paying for it for who knows how long after and
actually really quickly. Speaking of Hitler, I remember
reading an excerpt from this channeler that I'm I'm actually
like, she's an amazing woman. I know her pretty well.
And it talked about his childhood, how it was really
fucked up. Like his childhood was really
fucked up. So I think that's another thing
too. Like, because so many of us have
shitty childhoods, it puts us in a position of of like, almost
like, I need to become this huge figure because it's making up
for maybe even feeling like I had no voice when I was younger.
Like, who knows what the trauma has done to so many people that
do sign these contracts? And yeah, like you were saying
it, they don't realize, I'm sure a lot of them don't realize,
that they're going to be paying for it for a while.
It's so interesting that it wouldn't just be like 1.
Medium that's had like an experience with him
specifically, but like you're mentioning somebody else
directly with him and there's so.
Many like. Conspiracy theories about like
demonic takeover and like eating of the babies and whatever
inside of like Hollywood and and the rich and things like that.
And people are so willing to believe those conspiracies.
But then when you start talking about anything that could happen
after you're here in this physical life, it's like, well,
absolutely not. That couldn't happen.
And like, that's crazy. I know there's going to be
somebody who listens to Rampage talking about her thing and be
like, what the fuck is this kooky shit?
And it's like this, like this stuff is real and this is the
stuff that a lot of people don't talk about.
And so it just stays in like the conspiracy corner of things.
And there's so many things that allude to it in in so many ways.
And I agree that it that these. Beings feed.
Off of so much different energy, regardless of what it is like,
whether it's a mass consumerist energy, whether it's actually
like killing people, whether it is belittling people to make
them order a product and given to like a specific energy.
That way. Like if you think about changing
your physical body so that then you can start marketing in a
different way that you weren't marketing at before or whatever.
You're giving people all of these ups and downs of their
emotions and their body, and you're controlling and
influencing a whole group of people to do basically whatever
you're wanting. Support products that are tested
on animals or created by little baby fingers or, you know,
somebody's like aborted fetus or whatever the fuck they do
anymore. So I have another thing.
That I would like your. All's opinion on SO Someone on
TikTok had went into like fairy folklore and like legends and
about like gnomes and all of this stuff.
And she was talking about like the Elf on the Shelf is a
demonic contract that the lady wrote this book And like then
all of a sudden every home had one like our childhood nowhere
to be found. But then out of nowhere, around
like 2011, it was just like, boom, this is in everyone's
house. And it always makes you think
like when something goes mainstream seamlessly overnight,
who are you working with? Like what?
What beings are you working with that made this happen?
So they were basically saying that, like, elves are also on
the spiritual folklore of like fairies and gnomes and that kind
of thing. And they were saying not all
elves actually have good intentions, like they're they're
very sneaky and things like that.
And that's kind of been pushed onto fairies, which isn't as
true. So they were saying that the
person that wrote this book, if you look at some of her photos
and her book signings early on in the career, she looks
possessed, like, I encourage you all to check it out.
She looks very, very possessed and almost like empty.
Like how I said before, like Hitler basically said, like he
left his body and this thing took over.
How does your cat like? That's the only person else that
I can really like relate that to.
But I mean with the Elf on the Shelf, it went from no one had
ever heard of it to a million, 10 million copies sold.
So what is your all's opinion on that?
Does does that feel like a sole entity or contract to you all?
I think it definitely can. I want to know more.
About that, I want to see more about that.
That's so interesting to me, that stuff, so I know a little
bit about. The folklore side of things,
especially with having Kavanaugh.
I've had people who like I had a girl.
We talked about her actually. She's the one who lived down
where the fires were in Hawaii and her childhood home was
burned down. But she talks about her episode
is, I think the Faye and Menahuni.
And so the fae encompasses a whole broad scope of beings and
energies. So you have fairies under that.
I think gnomes are under that. Elves would be under that.
Menahoonies, I think, are considered fae.
So there's this whole scope of things.
I will not have an elf on a shelf inside of my house.
I've always been extremely weird about stuffed animals in
general. Like I don't have I I'm not one
to like buy my kids stuffed animals or things like that.
I've always thought it's super creepy.
Elf on a Shelf is super uncomfortable to me.
Like I've always gotten a bad energy off of it.
Will not have it. My kids think it's fucking
creepy. Also though, the I just found
this out this year and I thought it was kind of fucked and I was
just talking to my mom about it, but the whole Elf on a Shelf
thing is like, it's constantly causing mischief and then it
goes back to the North Pole. It's always fucking with like
your kids and like having trickery, creating huge messes
and stuff. And then the kids are told that
they're they can't touch the elf because if they touch the elf
then it doesn't have magic anymore and it can't fly home.
And so basically the elf can't do any, like the kids can't do
anything. You have to have your hands
back. This elf is fucking with your
stuff every night. It's actually your parents mind
fucking you, using the elf to fuck with you.
And like, I just, I don't understand that also.
And if you're going to talk about not having that in your
home, though, there's other things like we were just talking
about fairies. So like the tooth fairy, you're
leaving an offering by your kids having their tooth out.
So I'm a mother, so I have to talk kind of low.
Can you guys hear me? So like with my son, I never
have him put his tooth under a pillow.
I always take his tooth and I have him write like a letter to
the tooth fairy. And there's no the tooth fairy
is always me. Like I never opened the letter.
Like I never read that contract and I never have given him
money. The night that he's lost his
tooth, I've always waited till the following night and I've
always left him a note and been like your light was on.
My magic doesn't work. Your room was messy.
I can't come through that. Your dog tried to eat me.
Sorry I didn't make it like there's all these different
things and I think that's to me. That's because he's written out
a contract and if I give what he's requesting in that
contract. I also don't give exact amounts
of money that are requested like recently.
He's like mom, it's a front tooth.
I need 20 bucks. I'm like, you've got 5.
I would never could. You, like kids these days want
20 bucks for a fucking tooth. And I just, that's a steep
fucking price, man. You've got like 40 of those
bitches in there. Like you're going to need to get
a job. I literally have the funniest
story the first time I. Lost a tooth.
They gave me $20 and by the end of the month I forced out like
four more teeth. Like I just like forcing them
out. And like all they took was the
$20 bill, 'cause I mean back in the 90s, that's what that was a
lot of money. And literally I had forced out
like 4 teeth like throughout the next month.
And my mom was like, why are you losing all of your teeth?
Like at one point I had like no fucking teeth because I was like
constantly messing with them, trying to get them to come out.
So like, all of my baby teeth were gone really early.
Like I had braces on at like 11 years old because like I had
just swooped, swooped them all out for the money.
But really and like the. Thing that you were saying?
About like you can't touch it or it loses its magic.
So that's another thing that this girl on TikTok had like
went into about how it is a soul contract when you give it a name
and you create rules. So they were basically saying
like I can't remember exactly what the Elf's entity name was,
but they said basically like he was exiled from the fake
community like in folklore days because he was always causing
mischief which was giving them a bad name and creating like
emanosity in the spiritual realm because this specific elf entity
was like always causing mischief.
So when this lady channelled this book, he set all of those
rules. Like he he basically told her
what it was going to do and what it needed to do and how it was
going to happen. And he promised her notoriety
and fame. And if you look into the lady
who wrote Elf on the Shelf, she was like absolutely a nobody.
Her children's books never took off.
She had not had any real success.
And then she created this random book and now it's literally
everywhere. So it blows my mind in its
theory of like what kind of energetic contract is that
really withholding. And a lot of the times, like you
said earlier Samantha, about people are young and they don't
know the difference between like this is being good or this is
bad. And it blows my mind how many
people force spiritual contracts onto their kids.
And that's normal. And then, you know, kind of like
what we see in the music industry and like the child
acting like you said you don't know right from wrong at 12
years old, 14 years old. Like, you just know that people
are saying you're amazing at this and you're going to make a
lot of money at this. And you have heard money is
important, right? You have heard that whatever
your parents have said about money.
And it just like, really feeds into the fact of like, look at
fucking like Justin Bieber. Not there, not in there anymore.
And I totally believe, like that handler thing, where these
celebrities get handlers to keep them calm or keep them in in the
home or keep them like perceivably under control
because they can't do what they did to Britney Spears to
everyone. Yeah, Yeah, really.
Quickly back to the elves. I was just thinking about how
what we were talking about desensitization through media
and how there's so many horror films about like the Chucky doll
type of thing. And I I think that that plays a
role in just like, I don't know, I I feel like that does
something like why? Why are there so many movies
about dolls or or stuffed animals that are evil or
demonic. And it's just interesting that
then we don't connect the dots sometimes where it's like the
elf on the shelf thing, which by the way, it's it is so
interesting to think about because that definitely like
wasn't in my household. And it's weird that to me that
like parents move the shit around and then blame it on the
elf. Like, yeah, I just think that I
don't know. I I think that we just don't
realize like and like also like you said about this, the
contracts that we put on our children.
I think that we are very unaware that our actions matter.
And the things we believe in, the things that we show to our
kids, like those things matter. And yeah, like we put stuff on
them that we don't even realize. And obviously, like, they don't
want us to realize like all of these things, Damn, this is some
deep conversation. We've never really.
Dived in like into quote, UN quote, like controversial topics
before and here we are like talking about, I mean we've
talked about like a lot of things, but when it goes into
like getting into like the nitty gritty about like government
things, specific celebrities channeling Hitler, stuff like.
That. Yeah, I I could see that not
coming up on human contracts. Like, that's not stuff we've
talked about. Yet.
But it's so fucking cool that it's with you.
Though because. What a transition like, talking
about like your transition of like your your image your voice,
what you're using your voice for right?
To go from the like. I'm only talking about the
manifestation thing. So then talking about like those
shadow aspects. And there are these so many of
these like beautiful things and so many gratitudes, but also
there's demon contracts and here we go.
I have so many ideas now like. Oh yeah, I something that.
Came to. Me, when you guys were talking
about Hitler and and how you, you can see it as if his soul is
somewhere in a box while this demon like takes over or
whatever you want to call it, it's actually acting as him.
And I'm like. Yeah.
I have a lot of good ideas and actually on the album I'm
working on, the first song on it is called Pandora's Box.
So it's very similar to the things that we're talking about
in a way. Yeah, the podcast for.
Us and like. Bringing new guests on is like
we want to explore these deeper topics with other people and
like understand their perception.
So we are so grateful to just have this open space with you.
Because I do think that a lot of people are afraid of being
cancelled or the cancel culture or being judged or being
misinterpreted. And like what we've learned with
the podcast is we've went through waves of supporters who
are like, this is my lifeline, I will do anything for these
people to them fading out and attracting new listeners and new
people And you know Spotify, going back to how much money
they make. They have started to limit our
capacity to earn on the podcast based on all these new roles.
And used to, they know that we have listeners that are
obviously on Apple and Amazon and other platforms, but now
they are limiting the views and the listens just to their
platform. So every other listen and view
that we get from any other platform doesn't fucking matter
anymore. And it's just once again to keep
the small business people down, to keep the small later and the
small listeners down. So to get you to stop doing what
you're doing. Literally.
Literally, you know, we always want to encourage people.
That are listening to just like step out of that box and do what
you want because you want to do it.
Not because it's working or because other people support it
because that support is going to come and go and we have learned
that. And I'm sure you being an
artist, like a lot of people want an artist to stay in this
box. They want them to stay in this
energy. And I'm seeing like one of my
favorite bands is highly suspect and they've evolved throughout
their career and people are like, this music is soft.
You need to go back to making this.
And the guy was like, I'm sorry as artists that we have evolved
and changed over the last 10 years of having a fucking band.
If you like that era of our music, then go listen to that
music. We're not making it again.
We've evolved. We're on a different chapter.
So everyone listening, we just encourage you as a collective to
like do what resonates with you because it's not gonna make
sense to other people. But one day, people will look
back and be like that person was a genius, kind of like Vincent
van Gogh. They thought he was a crazy
looney tune, never sold a painting, and then now his art
is worth billions of dollars. And people don't even realize
what they're creating when they're in the midst of
creating. So thank you so much, Samantha,
for coming on tonight. Is there a message that you want
to leave everyone with? I really enjoyed this experience
I feel like. It was just nice to go into
deeper topics with two awesome people and just to like go
there, you know, because it is, it does get weird sometimes with
not knowing if someone is going to think you're insane.
And actually it it brings to me into my attention knowing that I
was definitely burned at the stake, knowing that I was
definitely killed in past lives for speaking my mind.
And I think that being able to talk about things that
definitely have got me killed in the past like it, it is very
healing to be able to do that. So I just want to say thank you
to you guys and it was this was awesome and just really
following what you said that for everyone listening, no matter
what people say, no matter what type of support you're getting,
only you know what is right for you.
And if you have a calling, first of all I would maybe keep it to
yourself at first or to a few people that you really trust
because don't let anyone get in the way of you doing whatever
that purpose is for you. So just know that whatever
you're meant to do is important and don't let anyone talk you
out of that. I love that.
Thank you so much for coming on and.
Talking with us and I think that's such a beautiful message
to leave people with. Yes, we'll have to have you back
on when your new album. Comes out, we can talk about the
nitty gritty dark stuff because obviously we love going there.
And to feed on what you said, I know that I've been persecuted
for my spiritual beliefs, so to pay a little taxes and be left
alone, I'm like, I'm cool, but some shit needs to change.
But like these dark entities that have overtaken our
government need to go. And I think that as we use our
voices, especially just as women speaking up and being and
confident in our messages is so beautiful.
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