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You are going to love today's 

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episode. 
Welcome back. 

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You all to Candyland the one and
only place where you get it all.

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We have it all on this podcast 
and that's why we said a year 

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ago today when we were dropping 
our little Altitude bits and 

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things that were about to come 
out for the podcast. 

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We said that this was going to 
be spicy, it was going to be 

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sweet, it was going to be fun, 
it was going to be Savory, but 

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it was going to be all things. 
So for the record, this is a 

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full scope of everything in the 
human Journey like the same 

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thing with Taro, it represents 
everything, The Good, the Bad, 

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and the Ugly. 
And I think that sometimes it's 

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important to put it out into the
world, so you're no longer 

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festering. 
And harboring it within. 

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And that always makes me feel 
better but not gossiping about 

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it just airing it out and 
letting it go is a different 

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thing. 
It's also really important for 

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people to be able to see that 
we're actually human beings that

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go through shit and just because
you hear that, somebody does 

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energy workings or that their 
goal is to heal other people. 

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It doesn't mean that we don't 
get triggered that things don't 

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come up in our actual life and 
it's a real example of working 

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through stuff. 
If authentically and openly, and

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I know that so many people 
connect with us and have reached

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out from our little bonus 
episode that we dropped 

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recently. 
So many people have reached out 

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and just been like, I love how 
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and that we get to see what goes
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And that it's not just, you 
know, gumdrops and fucking 

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unicorn Sparkles, coming out the
yin-yang, like we are positive. 

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And our goal is to uplift and 
heal. 

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But inside of that, Is our own 
individual journey. 

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In this is kind of the only 
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making sure that other people 
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really get to show up for 
ourselves, and talk about things

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going on and that were motivated
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struggling through. 
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And my favorite thing about 
energy work is because when you 

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know where to look, it reveals 
itself rather quickly but when 

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things are disguised as support 
and friendship, And Community. 

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Sometimes you fall short of 
looking at that inner circle. 

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And and even though sometimes 
that's the place to start, you 

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think like, oh new people are 
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They have good intentions for me
because I'm attracting good 

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intentions. 
But as I was reminded through 

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this entire experience, moths 
are attracted to the flame as 

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well. 
You know what I mean. 

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So it's not always going to be 
what you need when you need it. 

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But it's definitely exactly what
you're supposed to be going 

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through. 
And what Spirit wants you to go 

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through? 
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to level up, you got to cut the 
sandbags. 

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And I've told you all before and
I'm I use the analogy again, 

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baby, when you're about to float
up in the hot air balloon 

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because your shits Gettin Hot, 
the flame is getting hotter, 

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it's ignited, it's ready. 
You got to cut the sandbags. 

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You don't just be like, no, I'm 
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No, they cut them off and go up.
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Pulling with that same analogy, 
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You let's say that we're like 
super experience being in the 

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hot air balloon and that's our 
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And we have so many people that 
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balloon with us. 
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they find out that they have to 
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that air balloon. 
Being able to take off, we can't

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take everybody up with us. 
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there's a job that you're going 
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you have to be putting into 
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It's not just a free ride. 
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to be paid for, you know, taking
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balloon. 
It's not a free ride in the hot 

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air balloon or whatever, I saw 
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But I didn't actually think 
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pay full price or whatever. 
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We're I thought I would be 
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wouldn't have to pay XYZ or I 
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them. 
Like, I've never asked anyone to

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promote, or share my stuff ever.
I've never got on my post and 

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said there's a lack of support. 
People should share my stuff. 

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Like know, I've never said that,
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Me knows me and they know it is 
never sugar-coated. 

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I never lie period And if 
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gets brought up like yeah I'm 
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get my emotions involved because
honestly emotions and business 

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have nowhere like no place 
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Well, and they shouldn't because
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from a monetary level. 
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people who, like, we've 
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appreciated, right? 
Being able to have those things 

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but we have so many people. 
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is that the amount of support 
that we have and love and people

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who are like, I get you, you 
like I get you guys. 

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I listen to you guys because I 
love you guys. 

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Like I'm here for you all that 
this did was show up. 

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Oh us. 
How much light and support is 

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literally just surrounding us. 
And that's what I take like I'm 

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so grateful right now and and 
I've been like getting things 

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that, you know, blockages that I
feel like we're in my way for a 

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minute are just like being 
released and so much. 

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Good is coming to us both we 
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and forth like I got this 
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Like supporting I got this voice
and out like telling us to keep 

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going, you know, honestly I love
Everything that has unfolded. 

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I think emotions ran hot, this 
new moon in Taurus, this Jupiter

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transiting Taurus, everything 
Pluto and retrograde it went 

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AWOL and sometimes even though 
you don't like it, you've got to

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trim the dead or even things 
that are still living and let 

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them live and breathe elsewhere.
And I was telling someone I have

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a big plant that I recently 
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Is off and the plant and the 
clippings are both showing New 

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Growth. 
Like they both have all these 

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new leaves on them and the 
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know, and I'd mention giving a 
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they got some pots and we're all
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So like energy and intention 
flows and because they were 

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excited, this plant was like, 
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I'm going home with my new Dad. 
I'm about to get it going. 

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You know what I mean? 
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cut off all this weight. 
I feel so light. 

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At those so vibrant and there's 
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that we're never there and then 
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time, it's losing a really big 
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now it's dying. 
And it's just showing me in my 

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reality. 
Like, when you slow down and you

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pay attention to Nature, 
everything you go through in The

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Human Experience is represented 
in nature and that's why I like 

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animals, like dogs and cats have
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our life. 
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that domestic. 
Educated themselves and that are

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still in the wild as well. 
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like not all cats want to be 
domesticated. 

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Like not all people want to go 
inside and be like safe and some

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people love the chaos they feed 
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when you add the gasoline to it,
but if you threw gasoline on the

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hot air balloon it's going to 
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So it's like do you want to burn
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that uplifts and elevates? 
It's or do you want your flame 

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to destruct and crumble and 
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I like that analogy that you 
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This situation is only made me, 
smarter and funnier. 

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We were over here like real 
listening to the podcast episode

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pay just like, but why are we so
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And we you and I talked about 
this, we've talked about it a 

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couple times now, but something 
that I really love is, we've 

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been put into situations now you
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person. 
We've had it over social media 

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where we had to like 
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have faith in each other. 
We had to like navigate like 

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difficult situations and we did 
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I feel like you're only brings 
us closer together, like things 

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get thrown out us. 
I feel like the Des like the 

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designed purpose is to knock us 
off course and we're like, oh 

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no, we're both like great and 
these other aspects and like you

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said you make me like more like 
emotionally assessed like be 

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gentler about it, instead of 
like I'm going to cut you like 

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you make me look at things in a 
different way and you feel like 

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you get and assertiveness and 
Stick up for yourself more and 

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be like, absolutely. 
I and it's a good balance in 

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each situation that comes up 
like with Spirits. 

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Like, you know, plan in mind, we
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And I think we do this really 
good thing where no one person 

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starts jumping to conclusions 
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like, okay, the nest has been 
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But that doesn't mean that we 
instantly like come for each 

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other. 
Like this is my nest and you 

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need to get out of it. 
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You know. 
Like that's what I think has 

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been the whole goal in motive 
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driving some imaginary wedge 
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In y'all, you know, internet 
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We've created here, this 
internet illusion that these 

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people that you've met through 
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When really, I feel like we've 
put a bunch of people who need 

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to learn about. 
A shadow in a room and walked 

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away and was like we're going to
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adult. 
Who's going to play nice and as 

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soon as we left the room, 
someone to find them self as a 

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leader, which was fine. 
But then it's followed from that

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and I think it was a beginning 
thing to drive, a wedge between 

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us and make us compete. 
I think so too and we don't 

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compete and we always tell 
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And what's funny and like, well,
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fucking know, is it didn't 
separate us, it made us fully 

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engulfed in each other's 
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More it made me be like, oh 
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this Discord with you page is 
all up in my chat now. 

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So there is no this is what 
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happened like we were separate 
and doing things before and 

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we're like no, we like doing 
things together and all This 

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does is so I can motivate me to 
be for us to do more together 

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and combine more. 
So we already have like two new 

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announcements that were not 
going to tell anyone at right, 

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this moment it's nothing you've 
ever seen or heard us do before.

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So I'm really really excited to 
upgrade the experience and the 

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patreon. 
Now that we have removed, 

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negativity drama and 
competition, you know, I love 

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that simultaneously. 
Liam bunny are publicly sharing 

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a podcast like literally on 
Wednesday, going to address the 

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same thing. 
And it's so beautiful that when 

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you're in tune with people, we 
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And I think that me and Jim, and
I, and person had all the 

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reasons to try to take something
out on each other or project or 

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whatever. 
But there was never an ounce of 

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that there was like, no, let me 
take care of of, you know, let 

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me take care of it. 
And I think it's funny because a

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lot of the people that want 
drama between me and Jim and I 

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have so much drama in their life
and it's like, they can't stand 

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that. 
Someone else has no drama with 

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the people, they're close to 
because I will cut you off. 

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Whether you are my mom, my dude,
my person, my whoever I can't 

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and I won't tolerate disrespect.
So if that means, I block your 

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number for a little bit like if 
I'm not opposed to block, Okay. 

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Mom Mom. 
I'm not opposed to blocking 

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people from the internet that 
I've never fucking met and even 

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the ones who forced their way 
into my life. 

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I don't give a fuck about y'all 
either, but I'm not saying that 

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in a mean way. 
I'm saying that like you've 

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betrayed me, you have zero 
loyalty, I have no space for 

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you. 
That's it. 

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There's no hard feelings. 
It's just like, I gave you a 

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chance to go into the room and 
play nice. 

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And as soon as I left, someone 
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leader. well, and I'd also like 
to say to that, they're legit 

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just is no, there just is no 
weird shit for us to like 

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uncover or for people to like, 
find out and I don't understand 

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people thinking that you just 
cosine anything that I do 

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because you're scared of me. 
And I've heard that before like 

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that you just whatever I say 
just goes and you don't want to 

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have a confrontation with me. 
So you just like let things go 

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and it's like this weird 
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you of like you are just this 
like pushover. 

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Just super nice girl. 
Who's not going to stick up for 

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anything and Maybe for a 
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you and just sees you and like 
things your nice, okay? 

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But for people that know, you to
just think that you'd be like, 

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oh no, fuck me around. 
Fuck everybody. 

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I know around. 
You know what I mean? 

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Like, that's just not you. 
I literally got the nickname 

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Rampage for a reason and we will
not disclose that reason, but it

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is a very personal reason. 
And so like, I just don't play 

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games. 
I dont have space for games. 

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I am the game master, I create 
Rules the game you are playing, 

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I made the rule book so you 
think you're going to win that 

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game? 
No you're not. 

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Sorry, I actually was going to 
win either way because I want 

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everyone to win. 
And that's how you win. 

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That's how you fucking win as 
you don't step on people. 

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You don't take what something 
else is not. 

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That's not yours or something 
else that you didn't build, like

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you play your role and your 
position and you keep your head 

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down and you put in the work. 
That's what the fuck you do to 

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get where you're supposed to be 
and instead, people would rather

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shit. 
On other people or take things. 

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And that's what I think this 
entire brand that we're building

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is the foundation of like y'all 
don't want to see me and Jim and

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I buy 40 acres and build to 
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pink and black bitches, OK. 
Like y'all don't want I'm I 

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agree with what you said last 
time though. 

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We're I'm glad that anything 
that happens happens when it's 

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not in person at like an event 
or a retreat that we have or 

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something. 
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Because I've been over here 
thinking, like, you know, 

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speaking about properties, like 
us doing the retreat that we've 

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been talking about and having 
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And when you think about it, 
like a lot of people who have 

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been removed from our lives 
lately or have removed 

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themselves, are people that we 
would have invited that would 

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have been the first ones to jump
and it would have ruined and 

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experience. 
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we haven't made that coming to 
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that you and I are navigating 
like figuring out how to tell 

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Who's real and fake as we're 
elevating ourselves because you 

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know and I and things are just 
making more sense. 

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Now like that jelly roll 
interview that's coming out that

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I saw clips of and music that 
Savannah's extra does and stuff 

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like that of just like the 
better that I'm doing. 

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The more people are trying to 
come at me and disprove me 

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instead of doing something on 
their own and I think that we're

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learning how We need that energy
out for. 

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We have people in person to make
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harmonious experience. 
It can be I agree. 

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I agree. 
Wholeheartedly, that you just 

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can't take everyone with you. 
And, you know, I always and 

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always will reference that 
movie. 

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And in real life situation was 
Selena and that lady, that 

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fucking was her Mentor. / 
manager, / business, partner, 

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and friend. 
So, you know, all of the energy 

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that has been sent to me and my 
businesses and whatever I was 

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Was basically protecting people 
within a community space. 

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That was only sending me Indian 
hate. 

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So what happened? 
There is the karmic scales are 

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unbalanced and everything is 
about to shift. 

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And when it does, and when you 
feel like you're up, and you're 

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on like a teeter, totter, and 
you slam down, it takes your 

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breath away. 
So, I'm just saying for everyone

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listening, hold onto your 
fucking hats, because what 

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happens next is completely. 
Plot twist in completely a shit 

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because the level up that you 
just created for me. 

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And Jim and I had to really gone
is insane and then to keep 

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endorsing things that you know 
nothing about is weird to me 

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when there's screenshots and all
those things that we have in 

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technology. 
It's like I don't mind drama and

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a little commentary and a little
venting and a little whatever. 

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I think we go through waves in 
our life with that, and you have

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to express it. 
And you can't bottle up your 

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emotions and feelings, but when 
you're acting all bark, no bite 

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and you got a lot to say and 
you're barking with all the 

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other dogs but then when you're 
by yourself you're acting like a

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little bitch. 
No no I wasn't your friend for a

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reason. 
And the sad thing is is I 

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thought that I could create a 
space that was cost-efficient 

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eight and eleven dollars for 
people to come in and meet 

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friends. 
And I cannot wait to make all of

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the upgrades that we never Have 
that issue again ever. 

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And that's going to be an 
amazing upgrade from this. 

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So Bunny says, I take every 
brick that's thrown at me and I 

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use them to build my house. 
And I was on that couch and I've

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always loved taking everything 
that is thrown in your direction

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and using it to level yourself, 
the fuck up and to capitalize on

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who you really are because at 
the end of the day, you only 

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have your own Integrity. 
What people perceive, what 

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people see, what people like, 
what people don't like, you only

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have your integrity in the 
situation. 

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Like who you are in the 
situation? 

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I think that's why I like, I I 
come across like, I'm heartless 

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and I'm cold about things and 
like, I just don't have a 

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response about things, but it's 
more of I know who I am. 

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I don't care what screenshots 
somebody has because I know 

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that, you know, I know myself 
and I trust who I am as a 

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person. 
So I'm always unfazed and 

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unbothered and I don't feel the 
need to To ever have to prove 

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that to anybody. 
I'm always like, well, if it 

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comes at me, I have proof. 
And other than that, I just 

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don't care. 
Unfortunately, I think that when

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you have the expectation that 
people will treat you with the 

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same respect and courteous 
communication that you give to 

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them, like if I had a problem 
with anyone or anything like I'm

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never going to let it go under 
the surface. 

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So anyone in my life now and 
forever know for a fact that if 

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I have something to say I may 
not just jump and say it, but 

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I'm not going to let it boil for
3 to 6 to 12 weeks. 

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And then be like, Well, I was 
just waiting for the right time.

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No, you were waiting for it to 
come to a head where you didn't 

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have to be the person who let it
pop. 

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Fuck you. 
You're part of the problem. 

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And that's that. 
So, three to seven days is about

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all you got to simmer on 
something. 

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If you don't tell me what for 
that seventh day, you ain't my 

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friend. 
And I want zero to do with you 

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especially if it's something to 
do with the moral responsibility

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that I have as a community 
leader to act like a fucking 

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leader, and I love the f word on
this. 

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Soudan Beyond y'all have brought
Rampage all the way out and she 

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doesn't want anything but the 
best for you like have a nice 

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fucking day. 
But stay in your lane baby 

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because I would hate to see you 
wreck and have to call AAA. 

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That's all I'm saying. 
So you better hope you've got 

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your angels ancestors and 
allies. 

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Ready stacked. 
Your AAA is ready because you're

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going to need it because I 
promise you everything that 

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you've learned from me is going 
to fail you because your 

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perception of what you Learned 
is not what I taught you. also I

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think there's this stigma on 
different types of magic just 

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like Switching gears here and 
this huge stigma that if 

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somebody has Protections in 
place and you fuck around and 

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you get back what you've done 
that that's Bane's magic or that

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people have things against you, 
or there's personal vendettas or

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like, just a very big 
misunderstanding and so throw 

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words around like being Store 
being cursed or, you know, 

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people throwing an evil eye or 
something, that's really 

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sensitive shit and if you're not
somebody who is familiar with 

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yielding different energies and 
what all of that entails and the

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energy and just emotion behind 
that, it's just a really stupid 

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thing for people to say. 
So I would just like to make it 

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known that we have very good 
Protections in place when When I

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tell you that Spirit, blesses us
and like protects us, we have a 

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lot of protection around us and 
true intentions that back it up.

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And there is never anything that
we focus our energy on to do any

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bad to any person. 
At any time, I don't wish you a 

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motional harm. 
I don't wish you physical harm. 

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I hope that your family and you 
are healthy. 

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I hope that you thrive. 
I hope that you learn how to use

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all the gifts that you have and 
that you learn how to feel. 

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Self to actually use them 
positively and I hope that you 

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get education on terms like 
texting and evil eye and cursing

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and whatever before just 
throwing things around. 

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But I just want to make it very 
clear that there's never 

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anything from us, except here's 
whatever, energy. 

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You're sending to me back if 
it's love that love is Amplified

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to you. 
If that is support, our support 

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is Amplified to you. 
If you're, you know, if you're 

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here like with pure intentions 
You're going to feel that love 

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and you're going to feel that 
energy exchange and it's going 

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to be beautiful. 
If you have poor intentions, 

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don't be shocked that you're 
over here, wishing harm on us 

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and for our friendship to fall 
apart and your fucking lonely 

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crying at night about how 
nobody's there for you. 

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And add so that I don't give 
anyone an ounce of my energy in 

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like a hurtful or deceitful or 
manipulative way. 

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When I chose to wake up in a 
wake in on this spiritual 

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journey, I realized that I was 
going to learn things about 

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myself. 
That make me powerful, but I had

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to make a decision on what I was
going to use that power for 

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because Spirits, not going to 
give you that power to use for 

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evil if you look around. 
On the only people who get to 

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use their power for evil, are 
the ones who have accumulated 

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material, whatever, you know 
what I mean, material power, but

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I have spiritual power, honey. 
So you 50, 100, your 20, 

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whatever support you threw at 
me. 

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I don't need it and I don't want
it and I don't require it. 

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I would rather not have it. 
Then you think I owe you 

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anything that what was delivered
to you under the terms? 

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And Contracts that we've had. 
And the fact that there were 

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spills put on to me to make me 
like people to believe. 

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They were my friend glamour 
spells to believe their 

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intentions were pure. 
People sending gifts. 

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I mean, a lot of the people that
did this like were the extra 

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supporters, the extra text you 
every day since you presence all

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the time. 
And now it all really adds up 

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that that wasn't genuine. 
I want to repay you for 

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everything you've done. 
In for me or I want to, you 

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know, amplify all what you do 
for others and show you that 

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you're special. 
It was let me single you out, 

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and make you feel special. 
So you'll trust me. 

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So that when you're sending out 
protection or Return to sender, 

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you're not looking at me. 
Pierre you. 

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And that's what the intention 
was. 

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And once I opened the book 
Spirit was, like, here's all the

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answers. 
Here's all the names. 

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Here's the order of which you 
need to receive and call, and by

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the end of that 48 hours, we had
already dropped the podcast. 

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We already knew how this was 
going to unfold before we even 

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talk to any before it even 
unfolded because we already knew

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because now we were looking 
inward to the Inner Circle 

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rather than thinking that it was
anything. 

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Else not that I was thinking it 
was anything else but you know 

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what I mean? 
Just the facts that it all added

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up and the glamour was the extra
support that extra. 

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This do this do that. 
Oh my God. 

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And I'm like, I don't want that 
at the next person who love 

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bombs me like that, you're going
to get bought probably unless 

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00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:40,700
you've been in my life and we've
had a bond and you're new and 

447
00:26:40,700 --> 00:26:44,100
you're listen to this, please 
don't love on me every day for 

448
00:26:44,100 --> 00:26:46,800
90 days, straight to build a 
relationship with me so you can 

449
00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:49,300
Call yourself a friend. 
Because like, this has happened 

450
00:26:49,300 --> 00:26:53,200
to many times now and I didn't 
even think about the 

451
00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:55,100
love-bombing. 
So you're talking about it and 

452
00:26:55,100 --> 00:26:58,700
you're 100%, right? 
I mean and now that I think 

453
00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:01,800
about it, the people that I know
in the situation where love 

454
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:08,300
bombers on my end and Not that 
you're getting any of our 

455
00:27:08,300 --> 00:27:09,900
energy. 
We're just letting you all know 

456
00:27:09,900 --> 00:27:12,500
what signs to look at. 
Yeah. 

457
00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:14,200
Yeah. 
Your inner circle or when you're

458
00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:17,600
looking at people that you have 
bonds relationships that know 

459
00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:20,600
personal things about you that 
no vulnerabilities. 

460
00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:25,500
I think that's where this is got
is out of hand as it did because

461
00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:28,500
people that creep into the Inner
Circle that learn about you, 

462
00:27:28,500 --> 00:27:30,300
that learn about what's 
important to you and all of 

463
00:27:30,300 --> 00:27:31,800
that. 
They think they can hurt you. 

464
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:33,800
The most. 
That's why it's normally a 

465
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:37,800
family, a partner or friend that
Betrays you, you know, they say 

466
00:27:37,900 --> 00:27:41,700
like, you know, 90% of time when
something goes bad or something 

467
00:27:41,700 --> 00:27:48,100
happens, it's happening because 
it's someone was exposed to it, 

468
00:27:48,100 --> 00:27:51,800
someone knew inside information,
there's Insider information. 

469
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:57,900
And I think that sometimes we 
don't realize that people don't 

470
00:27:57,900 --> 00:28:03,900
have pure intentions, because we
also may be are lost or confused

471
00:28:03,900 --> 00:28:05,800
or vulnerable, and we're trying 
to make friends. 

472
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:09,100
And you know when you have trust
issues and you're trying to 

473
00:28:09,100 --> 00:28:12,600
build friends it's like is that 
my fear and ego telling me that 

474
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:16,100
I shouldn't trust this person or
is that intrusive thoughts. 

475
00:28:16,100 --> 00:28:18,600
Like there's a lot of 
manipulation that happened here 

476
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:22,600
because the community stands is 
vulnerable and that's why now 

477
00:28:22,700 --> 00:28:24,500
we're locking the shit down like
Fort Knox. 

478
00:28:24,500 --> 00:28:28,000
Like I'm up in Gemini Shadow 
Queens doing all the things 

479
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,500
today. 
I'm about to be everywhere Under

480
00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:33,300
the Sun and you ain't going to 
stop me because there's never 

481
00:28:33,300 --> 00:28:35,800
going to be an opportunity where
I wasn't in the room. 

482
00:28:35,900 --> 00:28:38,300
Room when things were being said
period. 

483
00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:43,600
So whatever goes on behind the 
scenes and whatever like 

484
00:28:43,900 --> 00:28:47,600
actually goes down in your heart
mind, body Spirit, make sure 

485
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:50,300
that you have all the energy to 
back that up. 

486
00:28:50,300 --> 00:28:53,100
When it comes to head, don't 
project and say, you're not 

487
00:28:53,100 --> 00:28:56,600
hearing me, you're not listening
to me, you never talk to me, you

488
00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:58,200
know what I mean? 
So, like the Inner Circle 

489
00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,100
conversations are always the 
most difficult because it is 

490
00:29:01,100 --> 00:29:03,800
people that have said, I love 
you or if came to your home or 

491
00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:05,600
saw your kid, you know what I 
mean? 

492
00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:09,300
Like, It's never the person user
to for 767 that. 

493
00:29:09,300 --> 00:29:12,400
I give a fuck. 
It's people that have molded 

494
00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:15,400
their way and shape their way 
saying, we've done this for 

495
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:18,700
lifetimes. 
I've done this for lifetimes. 

496
00:29:18,700 --> 00:29:20,900
You can tell you want a piece of
it. 

497
00:29:20,900 --> 00:29:23,000
I don't know what you've been 
doing for lifetimes, besides 

498
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:27,000
being Dusty and I'm like, this 
is a common theme, not because 

499
00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:29,800
I'm doing anything wrong. 
It's because my light is so 

500
00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:32,500
bright. 
It attracts weak-minded people 

501
00:29:32,500 --> 00:29:35,800
who want to benefit from that 
and that is the facts. 

502
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:40,200
I love everyone dearly that I 
know your hearts true but I'll 

503
00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:45,300
be honest every single day. 
I approach people see, people 

504
00:29:45,300 --> 00:29:48,400
know people that need to be 
doing in her work and do I go up

505
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,500
to you like damn boo you need to
heal your Shadow. 

506
00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:54,200
Wow you're projecting right now 
on to the group. 

507
00:29:54,300 --> 00:29:57,200
No I don't I don't call you all 
out about it because I thought 

508
00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,100
that like OK they're going to 
talk this through. 

509
00:29:59,100 --> 00:30:00,400
They're going to work these 
things out. 

510
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:02,500
We'll keep doing readings 
mentorship. 

511
00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:04,100
It'll be okay. 
But no. 

512
00:30:04,100 --> 00:30:06,900
Like I should have stopped a lot
of people in their tracks when 

513
00:30:06,900 --> 00:30:09,600
they came in there with stank 
booty energy, stank, breath 

514
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:11,500
energy. 
Every morning before people are 

515
00:30:11,500 --> 00:30:14,300
even open in their eyes. 
We're here in your stank breath,

516
00:30:14,300 --> 00:30:19,200
mouth, talking. 
Off the stink breath. 

517
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:23,200
My lunch. 
Now, I don't got any patience 

518
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:26,600
for it. 
I am one of those first people 

519
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:30,300
who I already liked. 
Have trust issues about things 

520
00:30:30,300 --> 00:30:36,400
and I try to keep, I try to be, 
it's like a weird place to ride,

521
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:39,300
right? 
Because you want to be super 

522
00:30:39,300 --> 00:30:43,700
close with people that are like 
inside of your community and 

523
00:30:43,700 --> 00:30:46,700
stuff and be able to like have 
that connection because like we 

524
00:30:46,700 --> 00:30:50,300
genuinely want that connection 
with everybody and then also be 

525
00:30:50,300 --> 00:30:53,400
like well Oh dang. 
Some people aren't authentic in 

526
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:55,800
this and I don't want to take 
away from people who are 

527
00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:58,000
authentic and I don't really 
know where to stand. 

528
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:02,000
So like and I hate the term like
separate business from 

529
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:03,800
friendships and don't make 
friendships with you know, 

530
00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:06,100
whatever because it's not 
business to me. 

531
00:31:06,100 --> 00:31:10,000
It's like actual like 
relationship with people. 

532
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:12,200
You know what I mean? 
Like it's a mean, there is a 

533
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:15,700
business aspect that I take very
seriously like, with my ethics 

534
00:31:15,700 --> 00:31:19,100
and like doing things the right 
way and like, making sure things

535
00:31:19,100 --> 00:31:21,200
are done the way there. 
I think. 

536
00:31:21,300 --> 00:31:25,000
Should be done. 
But also whenever I work with 

537
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:28,100
someone day in and day out for 
months, on end, it's a little 

538
00:31:28,100 --> 00:31:32,200
inevitable, to develop a 
relationship, a friendship, a 

539
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:36,100
bond with people people, share 
vulnerable moments with me. 

540
00:31:36,100 --> 00:31:40,000
They cry, I Channel, 
grandparents, and brothers, and 

541
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:43,300
cousins, and people that like, 
they've never had closure with 

542
00:31:43,300 --> 00:31:48,700
like yes, these people have pure
intentions, but I can't get 

543
00:31:48,700 --> 00:31:51,300
behind. 
People, barely support. 

544
00:31:51,300 --> 00:31:56,500
Port you in a way that's 
authentic have the audacity to 

545
00:31:56,500 --> 00:31:59,300
tell you how you should be doing
things if you didn't feel 

546
00:31:59,300 --> 00:32:02,400
fulfilled, its because in your 
heart mind body and spirit, we 

547
00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:06,900
were no longer aligned but 
instead you stayed to siphon the

548
00:32:06,900 --> 00:32:12,200
juice because you were dry and 
thirsty and week, and it's just 

549
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:15,700
like Voldemort couldn't live in 
the first Harry Potter movie 

550
00:32:15,700 --> 00:32:17,900
without being attached to that 
guy. 

551
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:23,600
So it's cool, but mmm. 
Bottom feeder energy. 

552
00:32:25,700 --> 00:32:29,200
I think that this is really 
important for everybody who 

553
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:34,800
listens that you have. 
The ability to be like, okay, 

554
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:38,700
this person did serve this for 
me and like, you know, I 

555
00:32:38,700 --> 00:32:41,600
recognize that like we had these
moments of friendship, but also,

556
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:44,900
this relationship is unhealthy 
and I just shouldn't be a part 

557
00:32:44,900 --> 00:32:49,100
of it, and for you to be 
comfortable with having people 

558
00:32:49,100 --> 00:32:53,100
off, even if they've also been a
good person because I think that

559
00:32:53,100 --> 00:32:56,400
people get really confused and 
think that oh but they're a good

560
00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:58,100
person. 
So I don't want to cut them off 

561
00:32:58,100 --> 00:33:01,800
even though they did this really
fucked up, thing people can be 

562
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:02,400
doing. 
Jewel. 

563
00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:06,000
It doesn't mean that somebody's 
a bad person if they do 

564
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,600
something, that's fucking shady 
or whatever. 

565
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:11,600
But it's also okay for you to be
like, even though you're a good 

566
00:33:11,600 --> 00:33:15,100
person, I can't fuck with that. 
Because you have this mentality 

567
00:33:15,100 --> 00:33:18,600
right now and I can't be in the 
crossfire. 

568
00:33:19,500 --> 00:33:24,200
And like I said earlier, like I 
can clearly see everyone Shadow.

569
00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:26,700
I can see exactly where you need
to check yourself. 

570
00:33:26,700 --> 00:33:29,100
I can see exactly where you're 
holding yourself back. 

571
00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:32,000
I can see exactly what trauma 
bonds you have. 

572
00:33:32,100 --> 00:33:35,300
Present active I can name all 
the soul contracts that you're 

573
00:33:35,300 --> 00:33:38,700
going through. 
Like I do this for a living so 

574
00:33:39,100 --> 00:33:41,700
to say I couldn't do that. 
And people are like, why didn't 

575
00:33:41,700 --> 00:33:46,800
you know something was going on?
A I did we did I don't have 

576
00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:49,800
enough time or energy to go 
through and regulate every 

577
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:51,800
person on needs emotions for 
them. 

578
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:56,500
So just because I can doesn't 
mean I care to and no it's not 

579
00:33:56,500 --> 00:34:00,100
just like oh only when we're 
paying you it's just know you 

580
00:34:00,100 --> 00:34:05,000
are in low vibration and It 
drains me so much and that was I

581
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:09,400
think the main portion here was 
like if we can put on enough of 

582
00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:13,699
this toxicity into the pool, it 
turns green, and if it turns 

583
00:34:13,699 --> 00:34:16,500
green, everyone will get out and
then they can come with me. 

584
00:34:16,699 --> 00:34:18,500
And I think that's just really 
what it was. 

585
00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:21,600
I know there was a lot of things
being thrown at my business 

586
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:25,000
because the revelations that 
have came through lately are 

587
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:29,800
just uncanny and they're just 
wild, but it's really not a 

588
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:33,000
problem to let it go. 
If it's Along with me. 

589
00:34:33,100 --> 00:34:37,300
I wish everyone the best and 
period. 

590
00:34:37,300 --> 00:34:39,900
I don't care. 
Like I don't want anything bad 

591
00:34:39,900 --> 00:34:43,600
for people, but you will not and
you are not going to touch my 

592
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:48,000
home, my business, my people, my
family, my soul, like you're not

593
00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:50,900
going to get in there and a lot 
of the times this is why it's 

594
00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:54,600
hard for me to like trust 
readers or other which has to do

595
00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:57,500
work for me because nobody can 
do the work like I can do it for

596
00:34:57,500 --> 00:35:00,000
myself. 
Nobody can provide the answers 

597
00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:03,400
that I can provide for myself 
and I'm really Be not afraid of 

598
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:05,900
anyone out in this world who 
doesn't even know how to 

599
00:35:05,900 --> 00:35:08,800
identify their own Spirit 
guides, or doesn't even know how

600
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:12,800
to do their own inner healing 
without being told her guided. 

601
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:14,000
Not that. 
That's a problem. 

602
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:17,000
We, some people need that, but I
just thought going to think that

603
00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:20,400
I'm going to be afraid of people
and their intentions, or their 

604
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:25,600
energy, or their magic in any 
way, shape, or form when you 

605
00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:28,700
couldn't even find half of that 
by yourself lights were off. 

606
00:35:29,100 --> 00:35:31,900
And then I turn the light on for
you and then you're upset. 

607
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,100
Set. 
Well, you needed to address that

608
00:35:34,100 --> 00:35:38,100
because that's clearly a soul 
contract talking things out. 

609
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:41,900
Being honest, I guess not lying 
not lying in fabricating to fit 

610
00:35:41,900 --> 00:35:48,100
your own narrative. 
There's a lot of stuff that we 

611
00:35:48,107 --> 00:35:53,500
just experienced in the last 
what 45 days that I am just like

612
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:55,900
blown away. 
Yeah. 

613
00:35:55,900 --> 00:35:57,800
Like like, even just talking 
about it. 

614
00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:03,000
Like, it's hard to process. 
It's hard to process like just 

615
00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:09,600
being Like in my case just came 
about and then one thing about 

616
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:14,000
me is I always have screenshots 
and voice notes and like that, 

617
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,400
it's, it's just crazy to me. 
I don't know, I sit here and I 

618
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:21,200
think about, you know what we're
saying and how honest and open 

619
00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:24,100
we are about what our thoughts 
are and what our Essex on things

620
00:36:24,100 --> 00:36:26,400
are and what, our morals on 
things are and who we are as 

621
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:29,500
people. 
And the fact that anybody can 

622
00:36:29,500 --> 00:36:33,100
take anything different out of 
what we say, I'm just sitting 

623
00:36:33,100 --> 00:36:35,600
here listening to what you're 
saying and like feeling inspired

624
00:36:35,600 --> 00:36:40,100
by What you're saying and I'm 
like, I love the other people 

625
00:36:40,100 --> 00:36:42,300
that are going to listen to that
are going to be inspired and 

626
00:36:42,300 --> 00:36:46,600
then I'm like, how could anybody
ever take these conversations in

627
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:49,200
a negative way? 
How can anybody take advice 

628
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:52,300
about, like, leveling up your 
life in a negative way? 

629
00:36:52,300 --> 00:36:57,800
How can you get more than you 
put in and think of anything in 

630
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:00,700
a negative way? 
You know, how can you get gifted

631
00:37:00,700 --> 00:37:04,800
things for free energy for free 
things, you know? 

632
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:09,100
Ended on for you and get a 
friendship out of it. 

633
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:13,900
And then have any kind of 
negative way that you've shaped 

634
00:37:13,900 --> 00:37:18,200
anything or think that that 
myself or you would have any 

635
00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:23,400
negative intention. 
I mean, I think we can all start

636
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:26,300
with our own ball of clay, but 
it's really up to us what we're 

637
00:37:26,300 --> 00:37:28,200
going to make with it. 
And just because one person 

638
00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:30,600
makes a bowl and they want to 
look and put water in it, and 

639
00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:33,400
somebody else makes a plate and 
they want to eat off of it. 

640
00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:36,400
It doesn't make either action 
wrong and that's I swear I feel 

641
00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:41,600
like I have neutrality in this 
as I don't actually have as 

642
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:46,100
much. 
Like what I want to say emotion 

643
00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:49,300
towards it, I see very clearly. 
Now I've removed the friend 

644
00:37:49,300 --> 00:37:54,400
titles and the number sentence 
I've done all the you know all 

645
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:58,400
the spell work that needed to be
resent to give me a Clear Vision

646
00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:02,800
on what spells and glamorized 
energy that had been projected 

647
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:08,500
to me through all this positive 
Support and all these things. 

648
00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:11,500
So, when I started really seeing
it, clearly, I have no emotion 

649
00:38:11,500 --> 00:38:15,400
towards these people because a, 
they were never my friends, be 

650
00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:19,400
they were taking things that 
were either taught to them. 

651
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:25,000
They heard from us and using 
them against us, that's rhyming 

652
00:38:25,100 --> 00:38:30,800
and to add to it. 
Someone who's very neutral who 

653
00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:33,500
pays more than any of these 
people have ever thought about 

654
00:38:33,500 --> 00:38:38,800
paying monthly. 
Told me that they feel so 

655
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:42,200
fulfilled and that there was no 
reason for me to feel this way 

656
00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:44,800
because the first time they 
stepped in my Discord they could

657
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:47,100
tell there was some Snakes in 
the Grass but they said they 

658
00:38:47,100 --> 00:38:50,000
were like it's not my place, I'm
even keep it pushing. 

659
00:38:50,100 --> 00:38:52,800
I'm going to I'm going to steer 
clear and they said sometimes 

660
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:56,100
they would hop in there to read 
it sometimes and just really see

661
00:38:56,100 --> 00:38:59,200
it. 
And so they asked me if there 

662
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:02,100
was anything they could do and I
said just ask your ancestors to 

663
00:39:02,100 --> 00:39:04,900
reveal the snakes that's all I 
wanted was for you all to come 

664
00:39:04,900 --> 00:39:05,800
clean. 
I didn't give a fuck. 

665
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:09,300
Chuck about anything else. 
I just wanted to far away from 

666
00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:13,400
me as you could be and we're on 
a call last night and she finds 

667
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:17,900
a fucking 12-foot. 
Snake in her house about 12 foot

668
00:39:17,900 --> 00:39:19,200
by 12 inches. 
I'm sorry. 

669
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:25,700
Like 12 inches like a snake and 
her house climbing and she is 

670
00:39:25,700 --> 00:39:28,100
like an animal Whisperer. 
So, one of the things that were 

671
00:39:28,100 --> 00:39:31,800
working on for her, she got a 
pillowcase on video. 

672
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:35,600
Got a pillowcase goes over to 
the snake, who's on the wall. 

673
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:39,200
And she says, hey buddy, I'm not
going to hurt you, but we have 

674
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:41,500
to go outside. 
Could you get in this bag? 

675
00:39:41,500 --> 00:39:43,900
She asked him three times on the
third time. 

676
00:39:43,900 --> 00:39:46,300
This snake jumps off the wall 
into the bag. 

677
00:39:46,700 --> 00:39:49,100
When she's holdin the bag. 
He's not moving. 

678
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:51,300
He's just calm. 
He's just chill. 

679
00:39:51,500 --> 00:39:53,500
She takes them outside. 
This is all on video. 

680
00:39:53,500 --> 00:39:57,700
She takes him outside and like 
sets the bag down thinking, that

681
00:39:57,700 --> 00:40:00,200
he's just going to come out. 
She opens it. 

682
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,400
He just sits there. 
She starts petting him. 

683
00:40:03,900 --> 00:40:07,800
It was I love this pain and this
was last night so I know the 

684
00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:11,600
stakes have been revealed, like 
I very, very powerful people on 

685
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:15,500
my side and none of us have any 
energy to hurt you, but you're 

686
00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:17,600
not going to hurt me. 
And if you even thought you 

687
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:20,000
were, you're in a Thicket of 
fucking Thorns right now. 

688
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:22,700
And it's just like, sometimes 
when you go out and you fucking 

689
00:40:22,700 --> 00:40:24,500
a running through a field and 
next thing, you know, you got 

690
00:40:24,500 --> 00:40:29,600
sugars, well, baby, just watch 
your feet, watch what you're 

691
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:31,900
doing, watch where you're 
walking, because you never know 

692
00:40:31,900 --> 00:40:33,600
what shit pile, you're going to 
step. 

693
00:40:33,700 --> 00:40:37,000
And next when you're putting 
shit out into the world and 

694
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:38,400
that's what you're going to get 
in return. 

695
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:41,700
So that's you. 
Here's me in Gemini, not 

696
00:40:41,700 --> 00:40:43,500
condoning. 
Unethical Behavior, not 

697
00:40:43,500 --> 00:40:47,600
condoning bullshit because I 
refunded everyone on, literally 

698
00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:51,400
the 21st of May, which is three 
weeks into a month that they've 

699
00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:55,000
received benefits from, but, you
know what, fuck your money. 

700
00:40:55,400 --> 00:41:03,700
I don't want it. 
And that's on that, I pulled a 

701
00:41:03,707 --> 00:41:06,400
card because you're talking 
about snakes and I have this 

702
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:10,300
oracle card its snakeskin. 
And so I want to read the 

703
00:41:10,300 --> 00:41:15,800
message that comes with it. 
The snakeskin represents 

704
00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:20,000
information Secrets body 
language senses, its card number

705
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:25,700
20, The snake is the animal most
associated with Earth's wisdom 

706
00:41:25,700 --> 00:41:29,000
as in its natural state. 
Its entire body is in constant 

707
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:34,400
connection with Earth. 
Many ancient Traditions believe 

708
00:41:34,400 --> 00:41:37,400
that snakes could transmit Earth
secrets and knowledge. 

709
00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:40,800
The people should they choose 
the ancient Romans considered 

710
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:44,700
snakes to be particular allies 
of human women, healing and 

711
00:41:44,700 --> 00:41:48,300
empowering them and encouraging.
Proper functioning of both body 

712
00:41:48,300 --> 00:41:53,000
and psychic aptitude because the
snake periodically sheds, its 

713
00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:55,500
skin it is associated with 
rebirth and Rejuvenation. 

714
00:41:55,500 --> 00:41:59,600
The power of snakes is 
particularly multifaceted. 

715
00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:01,800
They are believed to be the 
official. 

716
00:42:01,900 --> 00:42:05,200
Represent Tori and guardians of 
Earth secrets. 

717
00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:08,900
In addition to Magic lessons 
snakes can assist you with all 

718
00:42:08,900 --> 00:42:11,900
matters, regarding health 
fertility, knowledge and wealth 

719
00:42:12,400 --> 00:42:16,400
snakes can also be approached as
a research tool and resource 

720
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:18,200
whenever you need to learn 
something. 

721
00:42:18,900 --> 00:42:21,700
They are the animal equivalent 
of a white candle. 

722
00:42:21,900 --> 00:42:24,700
If you don't know which animal 
to address, you can always 

723
00:42:24,700 --> 00:42:28,300
approach the snakes snakes have 
an independent presence. 

724
00:42:28,300 --> 00:42:31,500
Ultimately, their loyalty is to 
Earth not to humans. 

725
00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:35,000
A snake has never tame even 
though it may live among us, 

726
00:42:35,300 --> 00:42:38,800
they rarely volunteer their 
wisdom, unlike Ravens, which on 

727
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:41,300
occasion, demonstrate a 
protective and paternal, 

728
00:42:41,300 --> 00:42:44,700
aptitude towards humans. 
If you need information from 

729
00:42:44,700 --> 00:42:48,800
snakes assume that you will have
no that you will have to 

730
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:53,000
initiate contact. 
Shed snakeskins, like, Crow 

731
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:56,100
feathers, are believed to be 
powerful and precious magical 

732
00:42:56,100 --> 00:42:58,700
implements. 
The catch is that they must be 

733
00:42:58,700 --> 00:43:01,500
given freely. 
If you find one, consider it a 

734
00:43:01,500 --> 00:43:04,500
gift, even an acknowledgement 
that you've mastered, a level of

735
00:43:04,500 --> 00:43:08,500
magical knowledge and skill. 
You are wrapped in the 

736
00:43:08,500 --> 00:43:11,500
conditions of society and the 
snake approaches for you to 

737
00:43:11,500 --> 00:43:14,400
question which of these 
conditions no longer serve. 

738
00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:16,700
You, are you tame among the 
crowd? 

739
00:43:16,700 --> 00:43:19,400
Or are you comfortable to stand 
outside of the pack? 

740
00:43:20,300 --> 00:43:23,500
Approach new Ventures was steady
confidence and be ready to 

741
00:43:23,500 --> 00:43:25,500
strike. 
Your creative power at the right

742
00:43:25,500 --> 00:43:28,200
opportunity. 
Show your love and care with 

743
00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:30,900
courage and the snakes will 
reward your boldness with 

744
00:43:30,900 --> 00:43:33,200
Fortune. 
Now is not the time to worry 

745
00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:36,800
about what you hear body 
language reveals more about how 

746
00:43:36,800 --> 00:43:39,800
truly we care for one. 
Another Than Words ever could 

747
00:43:39,900 --> 00:43:42,500
the language of love is not just
in the words, but in the 

748
00:43:42,500 --> 00:43:47,400
kindness shown with action. 
What a beautiful message. 

749
00:43:47,500 --> 00:43:51,700
What a beautiful sign from 
Spirit that we are elevating and

750
00:43:51,700 --> 00:43:54,600
shedding old layer shedding and 
rebirthing. 

751
00:43:55,100 --> 00:44:01,400
And really knowing that we have 
to build from within like, 

752
00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:06,700
always it's always from your own
within Journey, like, whatever 

753
00:44:06,700 --> 00:44:10,200
you're projecting from within, 
you will see in your reality and

754
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:13,500
I think if anyone who is 
listening that's been riding 

755
00:44:13,500 --> 00:44:15,800
with us. 
This whole time, we want you you

756
00:44:15,800 --> 00:44:18,000
all to win. 
We want you all to be your best 

757
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:21,300
self because when you're your 
best self, you don't care if I'm

758
00:44:21,300 --> 00:44:25,200
winning, you don't care if jelly
rolls winning or whatever, like 

759
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:30,200
user 2677, hashtag money, sign 
that motherfucker, he's got 

760
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:32,500
problems because he's not 
winning. 

761
00:44:32,500 --> 00:44:40,100
And the problem with that is we 
are broke down and that makes us

762
00:44:40,100 --> 00:44:44,100
want to break other people down 
and that's not cool. 

763
00:44:44,300 --> 00:44:48,000
That's what I don't fuck. 
Around with, you know what I 

764
00:44:48,008 --> 00:44:51,500
mean? 
Like we just want Love, we just 

765
00:44:51,500 --> 00:44:54,800
want support like, even if you 
don't support us to the moon and

766
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:58,100
back, that's cool. 
Like you just support me down to

767
00:44:58,100 --> 00:44:59,300
the bank. 
That's fine. 

768
00:44:59,400 --> 00:45:01,600
No, I'm just kidding. 
That's just a joke because there

769
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:06,500
was like, no ever feeling of 
anybody in this group, even the 

770
00:45:06,500 --> 00:45:09,800
people that are removed of it 
being transactional. 

771
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,100
And that's why I refunded people
who were there for three weeks 

772
00:45:12,100 --> 00:45:15,700
because you will never in your 
life, leave this scenario. 

773
00:45:15,700 --> 00:45:21,000
And think that anything That you
done mattered and that point 

774
00:45:21,000 --> 00:45:23,600
that it's going to break me 
down, and I'm just going to lose

775
00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:26,000
it. 
No, I appreciate the lesson 

776
00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:29,300
because this is not the first 
time that people have disguised 

777
00:45:29,300 --> 00:45:32,500
themselves as my friends to get 
closer to me to be like me to 

778
00:45:32,500 --> 00:45:36,200
become, whatever they want to 
become to use me to learn 

779
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:40,300
whatever they need to learn and 
that's fine but I'll just be 

780
00:45:40,300 --> 00:45:44,900
extra cautious about every 
single new person coming into my

781
00:45:44,900 --> 00:45:45,700
life. 
Baby. 

782
00:45:45,900 --> 00:45:47,800
Spirit gods are going to dissect
your ass. 

783
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:51,800
So you coming in know that we're
checking all references and 

784
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:55,500
resumes at the door and if your 
soul contract, don't line up, 

785
00:45:55,700 --> 00:45:57,500
I'm not even going to offer you 
the patreon. 

786
00:46:00,700 --> 00:46:03,300
That's on facts. 
I would like to say one thing 

787
00:46:03,300 --> 00:46:07,000
now, just to like clear my name 
a little bit for people since I 

788
00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:11,700
didn't get talk to directly and 
there's people that don't that 

789
00:46:11,700 --> 00:46:14,700
I've never even talked to that 
have assumptions because of, you

790
00:46:14,707 --> 00:46:20,100
know, I'm so and so's friend and
it's going through page so 

791
00:46:20,400 --> 00:46:25,700
nobody paid me. $300 for one 
reading, I have screenshots of 

792
00:46:25,700 --> 00:46:30,000
the patreon subscription that I 
and 10 pages. 

793
00:46:30,100 --> 00:46:33,100
Worth of screen shots that back 
that up. 

794
00:46:33,100 --> 00:46:36,500
If you need to see them, you can
also log on to your own patreon.

795
00:46:36,700 --> 00:46:40,300
You can see that you were on the
shadow Queens, cheer for one 

796
00:46:40,300 --> 00:46:44,700
month and you got a one-on-one 
video reading with me, then you 

797
00:46:44,700 --> 00:46:50,700
downgraded to the the other tier
that has an email reading and 

798
00:46:50,700 --> 00:46:54,600
it's like a short mini reading, 
but I let you stay inside of the

799
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:58,200
Shadow cleans chat for free, 
which is only offered foreshadow

800
00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:00,100
queens and I didn't give you an 
email. 

801
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:04,600
While reading I actually gave 
you a full video reading, I 

802
00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:10,400
upgraded your reading and I gave
you that and then you downgraded

803
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:14,200
to a $5, tier and deleted your 
account, the same day. 

804
00:47:14,200 --> 00:47:19,100
And I also sent you $20 for 
supplies when you were talking 

805
00:47:19,100 --> 00:47:22,200
in the group chat about how you 
were working on your jewelry 

806
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:27,600
business and you didn't have the
money for beads and stuff that 

807
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:30,000
you were needing and then the 
response after that. 

808
00:47:30,100 --> 00:47:33,000
That was you telling me that you
were in tears and how grateful 

809
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:35,200
you are? 
And then sending pictures of 

810
00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:38,200
lollipops because you wanted to 
make page and I some stuff for 

811
00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:43,200
lollipop and that was after you 
had left and apparently, while 

812
00:47:43,200 --> 00:47:47,000
you were inside of my group for 
free, you were messaging, people

813
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:49,900
who were having to leave the 
group which is very violating 

814
00:47:49,900 --> 00:47:53,000
because, you know, people have 
to leave for like financial 

815
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,400
reasons for their own spiritual 
reasons. 

816
00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:59,300
For our own reasons that are 
anybody else's business and they

817
00:47:59,300 --> 00:48:02,000
were doing work. 
With me, it's nobody else's 

818
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:05,300
business who I somebody steps 
away from mentorship and to 

819
00:48:05,300 --> 00:48:08,600
learn that this one person who 
has this rumor and this lie 

820
00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:13,600
about 300 dollars in saying that
I'm scamming you were messaging 

821
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:17,900
people leaving my mentorship 
while you were inside of my 

822
00:48:17,900 --> 00:48:23,100
group for free and there is no I
send no bad energy to you. 

823
00:48:23,100 --> 00:48:25,900
You're clearly going through 
something and you were 

824
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:29,000
struggling getting a business 
going at the time and what not, 

825
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:32,300
but II. 
Do have strong protections up 

826
00:48:32,300 --> 00:48:35,000
for my community, for people who
support page. 

827
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:40,300
And I for myself, I have zero 
emotional attachment to 

828
00:48:40,300 --> 00:48:43,100
anything, but I think that since
there are people that don't 

829
00:48:43,100 --> 00:48:46,800
actually know me or that did 
mentorship with me and were 

830
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:49,300
approached when they were 
leaving. 

831
00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:52,000
I would just like to say that 
that's not behavior that I 

832
00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:55,000
condone. 
I didn't do anything to anybody 

833
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:57,800
to screw anybody over. 
I have screenshots. 

834
00:48:57,800 --> 00:49:00,700
It's always the people who were 
like Love you. 

835
00:49:00,700 --> 00:49:02,800
I'm in tears. 
It's the most support that 

836
00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:06,300
seemed like there was a problem.
I never want this being spoken 

837
00:49:06,300 --> 00:49:09,200
to me again, I have proof. 
It's already been sent to the 

838
00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:12,600
person who has rumors being 
spread that, like, obviously 

839
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:15,200
this isn't true. 
I'm having people approach me 

840
00:49:15,200 --> 00:49:18,900
that they were approached by 
this individual. 

841
00:49:19,400 --> 00:49:22,900
I don't condone any of it. 
If you were reached out to, I'm 

842
00:49:22,900 --> 00:49:25,100
so sorry. 
It's not a representation of my 

843
00:49:25,100 --> 00:49:28,300
community. 
If you listen and you've been 

844
00:49:28,300 --> 00:49:32,100
wanting to join me or page, Has 
patreon or get Rita things, or 

845
00:49:32,100 --> 00:49:36,400
be inside of our community, this
drama and this negativity that 

846
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:39,900
seems to have been shrouded by 
select lost. 

847
00:49:39,900 --> 00:49:43,200
People is not a representation 
of our community. 

848
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:47,600
Our community is full of love 
and acceptance and learning and 

849
00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:51,200
growth and being real people 
along the journey. 

850
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:53,800
And unfortunately this is 
something that we're a part of 

851
00:49:53,800 --> 00:49:58,900
but we have the most like love 
and support and like welcoming 

852
00:49:58,900 --> 00:50:04,800
for you. 
So proud of Gemini, because 

853
00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:08,900
that's all facts. 
There is everything to back it 

854
00:50:08,900 --> 00:50:10,900
up. 
But with that being said, I'm 

855
00:50:10,900 --> 00:50:14,500
never going to let people who 
are lost. 

856
00:50:14,500 --> 00:50:18,400
Try to guide me so it's on your 
own accord. 

857
00:50:18,400 --> 00:50:22,100
You are following people who are
thin lost, you're going to get 

858
00:50:22,100 --> 00:50:27,600
confused and I don't have any 
emotion or feel bad for people 

859
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:30,700
who have picked sides. 
It's clearly Are going to find 

860
00:50:30,700 --> 00:50:34,400
out with Clarity and time. 
When the glamour magic wears off

861
00:50:34,700 --> 00:50:41,200
that in fact they be this wasn't
your friend, but don't come back

862
00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:44,300
to us and say I know you were 
right because I don't want to 

863
00:50:44,308 --> 00:50:46,100
hear it. 
Do you want to try to come back 

864
00:50:46,100 --> 00:50:48,800
in with an apology and 
accountability? 

865
00:50:48,900 --> 00:50:50,900
I'm a welcome you back with open
arms. 

866
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:53,800
I don't want to hear how I was 
right because I know that I 

867
00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,800
don't want to hear anything. 
I don't think I'm better than 

868
00:50:56,800 --> 00:50:59,200
anyone. 
I don't think because my life is

869
00:50:59,200 --> 00:51:02,200
working out there. 
Better than anyone I have been 

870
00:51:02,200 --> 00:51:05,900
in the trenches, and I know that
at any given time with attitude,

871
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:08,600
you can go back to the trenches.
I don't care where you're at, or

872
00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:11,200
how great you're doing. 
Look at some of the people who 

873
00:51:11,200 --> 00:51:13,800
get all the material wealth and 
then they look like a shriveled 

874
00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:16,000
up raisin. 
It's because it sucks the life 

875
00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:17,500
out of you. 
You get the things. 

876
00:51:17,500 --> 00:51:21,100
You think you want, are you take
them or you step on people to 

877
00:51:21,100 --> 00:51:25,700
get them and they are tainted. 
So, do your thing and pop your 

878
00:51:25,700 --> 00:51:28,500
shit. 
That's my fucking slogan. 

879
00:51:28,700 --> 00:51:30,800
Even use my words. 
While you're at it. 

880
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:34,900
But don't ever try to discredit 
me or Gemini and our ethics. 

881
00:51:34,900 --> 00:51:39,100
Because I'll just be honest, if 
there was an issue and I thought

882
00:51:39,100 --> 00:51:41,600
Jim and I did something wrong, I
would have checked her and there

883
00:51:41,600 --> 00:51:44,500
would have already been 
conversation from multiple 

884
00:51:44,500 --> 00:51:46,600
people if that was the real 
story. 

885
00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:50,100
But when there's several 
handfuls of people involved in 

886
00:51:50,100 --> 00:51:52,300
no one is came direct. 
There's no story. 

887
00:51:52,300 --> 00:51:55,800
There's here say there's he said
she said there's back and forth 

888
00:51:55,900 --> 00:51:59,400
and what the facts is you won't 
don't deserve our energy but the

889
00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:03,400
fact that You have put so much 
negativity into our lives. 

890
00:52:03,600 --> 00:52:08,500
It's really important for us to 
show the spiritual lesson in 

891
00:52:08,500 --> 00:52:14,300
real time and just remind people
that you are exposed to every 

892
00:52:14,300 --> 00:52:16,600
type of entity in this 
motherfucker. 

893
00:52:16,700 --> 00:52:19,900
And it does not mean that these 
people can't trick you. 

894
00:52:19,900 --> 00:52:23,300
Even if you are spiritual 
because you want to believe, as 

895
00:52:23,300 --> 00:52:27,000
a spiritual being who's living 
there, spiritual truth that in 

896
00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:31,300
whole people are good and that 
in whole and with intention that

897
00:52:31,300 --> 00:52:35,400
we can change the world together
and without that there is 

898
00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:39,500
separation, there is hatred, 
there is Division, I would never

899
00:52:39,500 --> 00:52:45,000
divide anyone and I don't 
condone any separation or 

900
00:52:45,000 --> 00:52:48,200
bullshit or singling people out 
when they're leaving. 

901
00:52:48,300 --> 00:52:53,100
Because as Jim and I said, and 
every person can vouch anyone's 

902
00:52:53,100 --> 00:52:57,500
car who has ever declined, or 
they've changed their tears or 

903
00:52:57,500 --> 00:53:00,700
whatever, I never made them 
leave Scored either. 

904
00:53:00,700 --> 00:53:03,100
There were people who had not 
paid in three and four months 

905
00:53:03,100 --> 00:53:06,000
that are in this, that were in 
my Discord still. 

906
00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:10,100
So, the audacity to act like we 
were scamming people. 

907
00:53:10,100 --> 00:53:13,900
When you're in a community, all 
of a sudden now for free and 

908
00:53:13,900 --> 00:53:16,400
you're taking advantage of 
someone who's like, you know 

909
00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:18,700
what? 
Yes, that person is lost. 

910
00:53:18,700 --> 00:53:20,900
They need Community. 
I don't want to shut them out. 

911
00:53:20,900 --> 00:53:23,500
I don't want to kick them out. 
These were conversations that 

912
00:53:23,500 --> 00:53:25,800
Jim. 
And I, and myself had about 

913
00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:30,600
said, individuals on our own 
because we didn't want To, you 

914
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:33,200
know, seclude people or to make 
people think that it was 

915
00:53:33,200 --> 00:53:37,000
transactional, but the boundary 
going forward is if you don't 

916
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:40,000
pay your out and it's not any 
hard feelings, it's not 

917
00:53:40,000 --> 00:53:41,700
personal. 
I'm not going to get up every 

918
00:53:41,700 --> 00:53:45,000
day and check who's cards 
decline, but I'll know a few 

919
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:48,800
days after if it didn't renew 
and you haven't reached out that

920
00:53:48,900 --> 00:53:51,700
we need to move on and there's 
no hard feelings but I'm not 

921
00:53:51,700 --> 00:53:53,700
going to chase people down for 
readings. 

922
00:53:53,700 --> 00:53:56,300
If I owe you something or you 
thought I owed you something, 

923
00:53:56,600 --> 00:54:02,900
and Geminis perspective reach 
out or Move on because I've had 

924
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:07,100
grown individuals have to 
reschedule and then not even 

925
00:54:07,500 --> 00:54:11,100
worried about that. 
But by another reading and then 

926
00:54:11,100 --> 00:54:14,300
just be like, I'm just so 
appreciative of you and I didn't

927
00:54:14,300 --> 00:54:16,200
expect that. 
All they need to do is reach 

928
00:54:16,200 --> 00:54:18,200
out, but instead they said, I 
didn't want to bother you and 

929
00:54:18,207 --> 00:54:20,600
just booked a whole nother 
reading, you know? 

930
00:54:20,600 --> 00:54:25,000
But it's like, don't disguise 
your intentions as our 

931
00:54:25,000 --> 00:54:26,700
intentions. 
And that's what we're going to 

932
00:54:26,700 --> 00:54:30,400
fucking leave Candyland today 
because this is our World. 

933
00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:34,300
And we created as we go, 
removing characters, removing 

934
00:54:34,300 --> 00:54:38,000
people as the game master and 
control of the board feels 

935
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:42,500
really good because actually, 
I'm not going to miss fake-ass 

936
00:54:42,500 --> 00:54:46,400
people who support me. 
I'm not getting this fake-ass 

937
00:54:46,400 --> 00:54:49,400
people sharing my shit to their 
fake-ass friends. 

938
00:54:50,600 --> 00:54:53,300
And break them into Gemini's 
community and then to my 

939
00:54:53,300 --> 00:54:57,000
community and infiltrating it 
like a Spy Kids mission, do you 

940
00:54:57,000 --> 00:54:59,100
feel good? 
Does everybody want to get a 

941
00:54:59,100 --> 00:55:02,100
clap on clap on the back because
like none of you all live in the

942
00:55:02,107 --> 00:55:04,000
same state. 
None of, y'all are going to 

943
00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:08,800
really maintain much after three
to six months and that's that. 

944
00:55:08,900 --> 00:55:11,600
And I don't wish anything bad 
for you off. 

945
00:55:11,600 --> 00:55:13,400
Anything. 
I wish you healing. 

946
00:55:13,500 --> 00:55:16,000
I wish you, peace. 
I wish you Prosperity. 

947
00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:20,900
I hope you get clarity on 
everything that your Guys are 

948
00:55:20,900 --> 00:55:26,600
really telling you because the 
fact that at this moment, you 

949
00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:29,800
are so out of touch with what 
Spirit truly wants for you. 

950
00:55:30,000 --> 00:55:33,300
And you're convinced that you're
right, is why I don't want you 

951
00:55:33,300 --> 00:55:38,300
to ever contact me again, ever. 
And it's like, no hard feelings,

952
00:55:38,300 --> 00:55:42,900
just move on block, our podcast,
never listen to another episode.

953
00:55:42,900 --> 00:55:48,600
I will not miss you. 
Well yeah, no not at all in 

954
00:55:48,600 --> 00:55:52,500
another group. 
I also, I am unlike page, I'm 

955
00:55:52,500 --> 00:55:55,300
not going to refund you because 
you just had my name in your 

956
00:55:55,300 --> 00:55:59,200
fucking mouth and spread a whole
bunch of lies from me and or 

957
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:03,600
about me and that, thank you for
promotion. 

958
00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:06,700
I mean, letting you use my name,
you're fucking welcome. 

959
00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:10,100
That's I think and then yeah, 
that's just all fucked up. 

960
00:56:12,900 --> 00:56:18,200
That I'm cool to leave it there.
I don't care cast is birthday is

961
00:56:18,200 --> 00:56:22,800
on the 25th, which is Gemini's 
birthday. 

962
00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:29,600
And we're having a whole fucking
Gemini season upgrade for our 

963
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:33,200
patreon. 
So stay tuned upgrade your tears

964
00:56:33,200 --> 00:56:35,600
because you're not going to want
to miss what's coming next. 

965
00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:37,700
The full moon circle is coming 
up. 

966
00:56:37,700 --> 00:56:42,500
It is next Friday and it is at 
7:00 eastern. 

967
00:56:43,900 --> 00:56:44,500
Bye-bye.