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You all to Candyland the one and only place where you get it all.
We have it all on this podcast and that's why we said a year
ago today when we were dropping our little Altitude bits and
things that were about to come out for the podcast.
We said that this was going to be spicy, it was going to be
sweet, it was going to be fun, it was going to be Savory, but
it was going to be all things. So for the record, this is a
full scope of everything in the human Journey like the same
thing with Taro, it represents everything, The Good, the Bad,
and the Ugly. And I think that sometimes it's
important to put it out into the world, so you're no longer
festering. And harboring it within.
And that always makes me feel better but not gossiping about
it just airing it out and letting it go is a different
thing. It's also really important for
people to be able to see that we're actually human beings that
go through shit and just because you hear that, somebody does
energy workings or that their goal is to heal other people.
It doesn't mean that we don't get triggered that things don't
come up in our actual life and it's a real example of working
through stuff. If authentically and openly, and
I know that so many people connect with us and have reached
out from our little bonus episode that we dropped
recently. So many people have reached out
and just been like, I love how open and authentic you guys are
and that we get to see what goes on in your actual life.
And that it's not just, you know, gumdrops and fucking
unicorn Sparkles, coming out the yin-yang, like we are positive.
And our goal is to uplift and heal.
But inside of that, Is our own individual journey.
In this is kind of the only place where our Focus isn't on,
making sure that other people are taking care of where we
really get to show up for ourselves, and talk about things
going on and that were motivated and inspired by or that we're
struggling through. And how to navigate.
And my favorite thing about energy work is because when you
know where to look, it reveals itself rather quickly but when
things are disguised as support and friendship, And Community.
Sometimes you fall short of looking at that inner circle.
And and even though sometimes that's the place to start, you
think like, oh new people are coming into my life.
They have good intentions for me because I'm attracting good
intentions. But as I was reminded through
this entire experience, moths are attracted to the flame as
well. You know what I mean.
So it's not always going to be what you need when you need it.
But it's definitely exactly what you're supposed to be going
through. And what Spirit wants you to go
through? And sometimes when you're about
to level up, you got to cut the sandbags.
And I've told you all before and I'm I use the analogy again,
baby, when you're about to float up in the hot air balloon
because your shits Gettin Hot, the flame is getting hotter,
it's ignited, it's ready. You got to cut the sandbags.
You don't just be like, no, I'm going to save those for later.
No, they cut them off and go up. .
Pulling with that same analogy, right?
You let's say that we're like super experience being in the
hot air balloon and that's our shit.
And we have so many people that want to go in the hot air
balloon with us. But then when they get in there,
they find out that they have to do a b c and d to contribute to
that air balloon. Being able to take off, we can't
take everybody up with us. If you're going to be here,
there's a job that you're going to be doing, there's effort that
you have to be putting into something.
It's not just a free ride. You find out like oh they want
to be paid for, you know, taking me up in the hot air balloon
balloon. It's not a free ride in the hot
air balloon or whatever, I saw the sign.
But I didn't actually think that, you know, they'd make me
pay full price or whatever. The fucking thing is.
We're I thought I would be friends with them and then I
wouldn't have to pay XYZ or I thought I would promote or share
them. Like, I've never asked anyone to
promote, or share my stuff ever. I've never got on my post and
said there's a lack of support. People should share my stuff.
Like know, I've never said that, I Anyone who knows?
Me knows me and they know it is never sugar-coated.
I never lie period And if someone said something and it
gets brought up like yeah I'm going to speak fax only I don't
get my emotions involved because honestly emotions and business
have nowhere like no place together.
Well, and they shouldn't because then you're only doing things
from a monetary level. And, you know, maybe we have
people who, like, we've discussed like haven't
appreciated, right? Being able to have those things
but we have so many people. This what I've learned recently
is that the amount of support that we have and love and people
who are like, I get you, you like I get you guys.
I listen to you guys because I love you guys.
Like I'm here for you all that this did was show up.
Oh us. How much light and support is
literally just surrounding us. And that's what I take like I'm
so grateful right now and and I've been like getting things
that, you know, blockages that I feel like we're in my way for a
minute are just like being released and so much.
Good is coming to us both we have screenshots, we send back
and forth like I got this message.
Like supporting I got this voice and out like telling us to keep
going, you know, honestly I love Everything that has unfolded.
I think emotions ran hot, this new moon in Taurus, this Jupiter
transiting Taurus, everything Pluto and retrograde it went
AWOL and sometimes even though you don't like it, you've got to
trim the dead or even things that are still living and let
them live and breathe elsewhere. And I was telling someone I have
a big plant that I recently decided to trim some clippings.
Is off and the plant and the clippings are both showing New
Growth. Like they both have all these
new leaves on them and the clippings are in water, you
know, and I'd mention giving a few clippings to a friend and
they got some pots and we're all excited.
So like energy and intention flows and because they were
excited, this plant was like, hell yeah.
I'm going home with my new Dad. I'm about to get it going.
You know what I mean? And then my plant was like, you
cut off all this weight. I feel so light.
At those so vibrant and there's like seven new strands on it
that we're never there and then I have another plant at this
time, it's losing a really big leaf that looked healthy, but
now it's dying. And it's just showing me in my
reality. Like, when you slow down and you
pay attention to Nature, everything you go through in The
Human Experience is represented in nature and that's why I like
animals, like dogs and cats have literally forged their way into
our life. Like cats are the only animal
that domestic. Educated themselves and that are
still in the wild as well. And so what I love about that is
like not all cats want to be domesticated.
Like not all people want to go inside and be like safe and some
people love the chaos they feed in it, their Fire gets going
when you add the gasoline to it, but if you threw gasoline on the
hot air balloon it's going to burn the whole thing down.
So it's like do you want to burn your flame in a sustainable way
that uplifts and elevates? It's or do you want your flame
to destruct and crumble and create ashes?
I like that analogy that you have.
This situation is only made me, smarter and funnier.
We were over here like real listening to the podcast episode
pay just like, but why are we so funny right now?
And we you and I talked about this, we've talked about it a
couple times now, but something that I really love is, we've
been put into situations now you and I together, we've had it in
person. We've had it over social media
where we had to like problem-solve we had to like
have faith in each other. We had to like navigate like
difficult situations and we did it flawlessly.
I feel like you're only brings us closer together, like things
get thrown out us. I feel like the Des like the
designed purpose is to knock us off course and we're like, oh
no, we're both like great and these other aspects and like you
said you make me like more like emotionally assessed like be
gentler about it, instead of like I'm going to cut you like
you make me look at things in a different way and you feel like
you get and assertiveness and Stick up for yourself more and
be like, absolutely. I and it's a good balance in
each situation that comes up like with Spirits.
Like, you know, plan in mind, we fucking balance each other out.
And I think we do this really good thing where no one person
starts jumping to conclusions because the birds are chirpin
like, okay, the nest has been rocked and everyone's awake.
But that doesn't mean that we instantly like come for each
other. Like this is my nest and you
need to get out of it. Anyways.
You know. Like that's what I think has
been the whole goal in motive between a lot of people is
driving some imaginary wedge between us in real life.
In y'all, you know, internet world or whatever.
We've created here, this internet illusion that these
people that you've met through us are your friends.
When really, I feel like we've put a bunch of people who need
to learn about. A shadow in a room and walked
away and was like we're going to expect that you're a grown
adult. Who's going to play nice and as
soon as we left the room, someone to find them self as a
leader, which was fine. But then it's followed from that
and I think it was a beginning thing to drive, a wedge between
us and make us compete. I think so too and we don't
compete and we always tell people that.
And what's funny and like, well, I would just like everybody to
fucking know, is it didn't separate us, it made us fully
engulfed in each other's communities.
More it made me be like, oh well, I'm about to be all up in
this Discord with you page is all up in my chat now.
So there is no this is what happened here and how this
happened like we were separate and doing things before and
we're like no, we like doing things together and all This
does is so I can motivate me to be for us to do more together
and combine more. So we already have like two new
announcements that were not going to tell anyone at right,
this moment it's nothing you've ever seen or heard us do before.
So I'm really really excited to upgrade the experience and the
patreon. Now that we have removed,
negativity drama and competition, you know, I love
that simultaneously. Liam bunny are publicly sharing
a podcast like literally on Wednesday, going to address the
same thing. And it's so beautiful that when
you're in tune with people, we all grow through it together.
And I think that me and Jim, and I, and person had all the
reasons to try to take something out on each other or project or
whatever. But there was never an ounce of
that there was like, no, let me take care of of, you know, let
me take care of it. And I think it's funny because a
lot of the people that want drama between me and Jim and I
have so much drama in their life and it's like, they can't stand
that. Someone else has no drama with
the people, they're close to because I will cut you off.
Whether you are my mom, my dude, my person, my whoever I can't
and I won't tolerate disrespect. So if that means, I block your
number for a little bit like if I'm not opposed to block, Okay.
Mom Mom. I'm not opposed to blocking
people from the internet that I've never fucking met and even
the ones who forced their way into my life.
I don't give a fuck about y'all either, but I'm not saying that
in a mean way. I'm saying that like you've
betrayed me, you have zero loyalty, I have no space for
you. That's it.
There's no hard feelings. It's just like, I gave you a
chance to go into the room and play nice.
And as soon as I left, someone was like, well, I want to be the
leader. well, and I'd also like to say to that, they're legit
just is no, there just is no weird shit for us to like
uncover or for people to like, find out and I don't understand
people thinking that you just cosine anything that I do
because you're scared of me. And I've heard that before like
that you just whatever I say just goes and you don't want to
have a confrontation with me. So you just like let things go
and it's like this weird perception that people have of
you of like you are just this like pushover.
Just super nice girl. Who's not going to stick up for
anything and Maybe for a stranger who like doesn't know
you and just sees you and like things your nice, okay?
But for people that know, you to just think that you'd be like,
oh no, fuck me around. Fuck everybody.
I know around. You know what I mean?
Like, that's just not you. I literally got the nickname
Rampage for a reason and we will not disclose that reason, but it
is a very personal reason. And so like, I just don't play
games. I dont have space for games.
I am the game master, I create Rules the game you are playing,
I made the rule book so you think you're going to win that
game? No you're not.
Sorry, I actually was going to win either way because I want
everyone to win. And that's how you win.
That's how you fucking win as you don't step on people.
You don't take what something else is not.
That's not yours or something else that you didn't build, like
you play your role and your position and you keep your head
down and you put in the work. That's what the fuck you do to
get where you're supposed to be and instead, people would rather
shit. On other people or take things.
And that's what I think this entire brand that we're building
is the foundation of like y'all don't want to see me and Jim and
I buy 40 acres and build to fucking house at side-by-side
pink and black bitches, OK. Like y'all don't want I'm I
agree with what you said last time though.
We're I'm glad that anything that happens happens when it's
not in person at like an event or a retreat that we have or
something. And I think that the reason why
Because I've been over here thinking, like, you know,
speaking about properties, like us doing the retreat that we've
been talking about and having people there and stuff.
And when you think about it, like a lot of people who have
been removed from our lives lately or have removed
themselves, are people that we would have invited that would
have been the first ones to jump and it would have ruined and
experience. So I feel like the reason that
we haven't made that coming to fruition yet is because I think
that you and I are navigating like figuring out how to tell
Who's real and fake as we're elevating ourselves because you
know and I and things are just making more sense.
Now like that jelly roll interview that's coming out that
I saw clips of and music that Savannah's extra does and stuff
like that of just like the better that I'm doing.
The more people are trying to come at me and disprove me
instead of doing something on their own and I think that we're
learning how We need that energy out for.
We have people in person to make sure that it is the most like
harmonious experience. It can be I agree.
I agree. Wholeheartedly, that you just
can't take everyone with you. And, you know, I always and
always will reference that movie.
And in real life situation was Selena and that lady, that
fucking was her Mentor. / manager, / business, partner,
and friend. So, you know, all of the energy
that has been sent to me and my businesses and whatever I was
Was basically protecting people within a community space.
That was only sending me Indian hate.
So what happened? There is the karmic scales are
unbalanced and everything is about to shift.
And when it does, and when you feel like you're up, and you're
on like a teeter, totter, and you slam down, it takes your
breath away. So, I'm just saying for everyone
listening, hold onto your fucking hats, because what
happens next is completely. Plot twist in completely a shit
because the level up that you just created for me.
And Jim and I had to really gone is insane and then to keep
endorsing things that you know nothing about is weird to me
when there's screenshots and all those things that we have in
technology. It's like I don't mind drama and
a little commentary and a little venting and a little whatever.
I think we go through waves in our life with that, and you have
to express it. And you can't bottle up your
emotions and feelings, but when you're acting all bark, no bite
and you got a lot to say and you're barking with all the
other dogs but then when you're by yourself you're acting like a
little bitch. No no I wasn't your friend for a
reason. And the sad thing is is I
thought that I could create a space that was cost-efficient
eight and eleven dollars for people to come in and meet
friends. And I cannot wait to make all of
the upgrades that we never Have that issue again ever.
And that's going to be an amazing upgrade from this.
So Bunny says, I take every brick that's thrown at me and I
use them to build my house. And I was on that couch and I've
always loved taking everything that is thrown in your direction
and using it to level yourself, the fuck up and to capitalize on
who you really are because at the end of the day, you only
have your own Integrity. What people perceive, what
people see, what people like, what people don't like, you only
have your integrity in the situation.
Like who you are in the situation?
I think that's why I like, I I come across like, I'm heartless
and I'm cold about things and like, I just don't have a
response about things, but it's more of I know who I am.
I don't care what screenshots somebody has because I know
that, you know, I know myself and I trust who I am as a
person. So I'm always unfazed and
unbothered and I don't feel the need to To ever have to prove
that to anybody. I'm always like, well, if it
comes at me, I have proof. And other than that, I just
don't care. Unfortunately, I think that when
you have the expectation that people will treat you with the
same respect and courteous communication that you give to
them, like if I had a problem with anyone or anything like I'm
never going to let it go under the surface.
So anyone in my life now and forever know for a fact that if
I have something to say I may not just jump and say it, but
I'm not going to let it boil for 3 to 6 to 12 weeks.
And then be like, Well, I was just waiting for the right time.
No, you were waiting for it to come to a head where you didn't
have to be the person who let it pop.
Fuck you. You're part of the problem.
And that's that. So, three to seven days is about
all you got to simmer on something.
If you don't tell me what for that seventh day, you ain't my
friend. And I want zero to do with you
especially if it's something to do with the moral responsibility
that I have as a community leader to act like a fucking
leader, and I love the f word on this.
Soudan Beyond y'all have brought Rampage all the way out and she
doesn't want anything but the best for you like have a nice
fucking day. But stay in your lane baby
because I would hate to see you wreck and have to call AAA.
That's all I'm saying. So you better hope you've got
your angels ancestors and allies.
Ready stacked. Your AAA is ready because you're
going to need it because I promise you everything that
you've learned from me is going to fail you because your
perception of what you Learned is not what I taught you. also I
think there's this stigma on different types of magic just
like Switching gears here and this huge stigma that if
somebody has Protections in place and you fuck around and
you get back what you've done that that's Bane's magic or that
people have things against you, or there's personal vendettas or
like, just a very big misunderstanding and so throw
words around like being Store being cursed or, you know,
people throwing an evil eye or something, that's really
sensitive shit and if you're not somebody who is familiar with
yielding different energies and what all of that entails and the
energy and just emotion behind that, it's just a really stupid
thing for people to say. So I would just like to make it
known that we have very good Protections in place when When I
tell you that Spirit, blesses us and like protects us, we have a
lot of protection around us and true intentions that back it up.
And there is never anything that we focus our energy on to do any
bad to any person. At any time, I don't wish you a
motional harm. I don't wish you physical harm.
I hope that your family and you are healthy.
I hope that you thrive. I hope that you learn how to use
all the gifts that you have and that you learn how to feel.
Self to actually use them positively and I hope that you
get education on terms like texting and evil eye and cursing
and whatever before just throwing things around.
But I just want to make it very clear that there's never
anything from us, except here's whatever, energy.
You're sending to me back if it's love that love is Amplified
to you. If that is support, our support
is Amplified to you. If you're, you know, if you're
here like with pure intentions You're going to feel that love
and you're going to feel that energy exchange and it's going
to be beautiful. If you have poor intentions,
don't be shocked that you're over here, wishing harm on us
and for our friendship to fall apart and your fucking lonely
crying at night about how nobody's there for you.
And add so that I don't give anyone an ounce of my energy in
like a hurtful or deceitful or manipulative way.
When I chose to wake up in a wake in on this spiritual
journey, I realized that I was going to learn things about
myself. That make me powerful, but I had
to make a decision on what I was going to use that power for
because Spirits, not going to give you that power to use for
evil if you look around. On the only people who get to
use their power for evil, are the ones who have accumulated
material, whatever, you know what I mean, material power, but
I have spiritual power, honey. So you 50, 100, your 20,
whatever support you threw at me.
I don't need it and I don't want it and I don't require it.
I would rather not have it. Then you think I owe you
anything that what was delivered to you under the terms?
And Contracts that we've had. And the fact that there were
spills put on to me to make me like people to believe.
They were my friend glamour spells to believe their
intentions were pure. People sending gifts.
I mean, a lot of the people that did this like were the extra
supporters, the extra text you every day since you presence all
the time. And now it all really adds up
that that wasn't genuine. I want to repay you for
everything you've done. In for me or I want to, you
know, amplify all what you do for others and show you that
you're special. It was let me single you out,
and make you feel special. So you'll trust me.
So that when you're sending out protection or Return to sender,
you're not looking at me. Pierre you.
And that's what the intention was.
And once I opened the book Spirit was, like, here's all the
answers. Here's all the names.
Here's the order of which you need to receive and call, and by
the end of that 48 hours, we had already dropped the podcast.
We already knew how this was going to unfold before we even
talk to any before it even unfolded because we already knew
because now we were looking inward to the Inner Circle
rather than thinking that it was anything.
Else not that I was thinking it was anything else but you know
what I mean? Just the facts that it all added
up and the glamour was the extra support that extra.
This do this do that. Oh my God.
And I'm like, I don't want that at the next person who love
bombs me like that, you're going to get bought probably unless
you've been in my life and we've had a bond and you're new and
you're listen to this, please don't love on me every day for
90 days, straight to build a relationship with me so you can
Call yourself a friend. Because like, this has happened
to many times now and I didn't even think about the
love-bombing. So you're talking about it and
you're 100%, right? I mean and now that I think
about it, the people that I know in the situation where love
bombers on my end and Not that you're getting any of our
energy. We're just letting you all know
what signs to look at. Yeah.
Your inner circle or when you're
looking at people that you have bonds relationships that know
personal things about you that no vulnerabilities.
I think that's where this is got is out of hand as it did because
people that creep into the Inner Circle that learn about you,
that learn about what's important to you and all of
that. They think they can hurt you.
The most. That's why it's normally a
family, a partner or friend that Betrays you, you know, they say
like, you know, 90% of time when something goes bad or something
happens, it's happening because it's someone was exposed to it,
someone knew inside information, there's Insider information.
And I think that sometimes we don't realize that people don't
have pure intentions, because we also may be are lost or confused
or vulnerable, and we're trying to make friends.
And you know when you have trust issues and you're trying to
build friends it's like is that my fear and ego telling me that
I shouldn't trust this person or is that intrusive thoughts.
Like there's a lot of manipulation that happened here
because the community stands is vulnerable and that's why now
we're locking the shit down like Fort Knox.
Like I'm up in Gemini Shadow Queens doing all the things
today. I'm about to be everywhere Under
the Sun and you ain't going to stop me because there's never
going to be an opportunity where I wasn't in the room.
Room when things were being said period.
So whatever goes on behind the scenes and whatever like
actually goes down in your heart mind, body Spirit, make sure
that you have all the energy to back that up.
When it comes to head, don't project and say, you're not
hearing me, you're not listening to me, you never talk to me, you
know what I mean? So, like the Inner Circle
conversations are always the most difficult because it is
people that have said, I love you or if came to your home or
saw your kid, you know what I mean?
Like, It's never the person user to for 767 that.
I give a fuck. It's people that have molded
their way and shape their way saying, we've done this for
lifetimes. I've done this for lifetimes.
You can tell you want a piece of it.
I don't know what you've been doing for lifetimes, besides
being Dusty and I'm like, this is a common theme, not because
I'm doing anything wrong. It's because my light is so
bright. It attracts weak-minded people
who want to benefit from that and that is the facts.
I love everyone dearly that I know your hearts true but I'll
be honest every single day. I approach people see, people
know people that need to be doing in her work and do I go up
to you like damn boo you need to heal your Shadow.
Wow you're projecting right now on to the group.
No I don't I don't call you all out about it because I thought
that like OK they're going to talk this through.
They're going to work these things out.
We'll keep doing readings mentorship.
It'll be okay. But no.
Like I should have stopped a lot of people in their tracks when
they came in there with stank booty energy, stank, breath
energy. Every morning before people are
even open in their eyes. We're here in your stank breath,
mouth, talking. Off the stink breath.
My lunch. Now, I don't got any patience
for it. I am one of those first people
who I already liked. Have trust issues about things
and I try to keep, I try to be, it's like a weird place to ride,
right? Because you want to be super
close with people that are like inside of your community and
stuff and be able to like have that connection because like we
genuinely want that connection with everybody and then also be
like well Oh dang. Some people aren't authentic in
this and I don't want to take away from people who are
authentic and I don't really know where to stand.
So like and I hate the term like separate business from
friendships and don't make friendships with you know,
whatever because it's not business to me.
It's like actual like relationship with people.
You know what I mean? Like it's a mean, there is a
business aspect that I take very seriously like, with my ethics
and like doing things the right way and like, making sure things
are done the way there. I think.
Should be done. But also whenever I work with
someone day in and day out for months, on end, it's a little
inevitable, to develop a relationship, a friendship, a
bond with people people, share vulnerable moments with me.
They cry, I Channel, grandparents, and brothers, and
cousins, and people that like, they've never had closure with
like yes, these people have pure intentions, but I can't get
behind. People, barely support.
Port you in a way that's authentic have the audacity to
tell you how you should be doing things if you didn't feel
fulfilled, its because in your heart mind body and spirit, we
were no longer aligned but instead you stayed to siphon the
juice because you were dry and thirsty and week, and it's just
like Voldemort couldn't live in the first Harry Potter movie
without being attached to that guy.
So it's cool, but mmm. Bottom feeder energy.
I think that this is really important for everybody who
listens that you have. The ability to be like, okay,
this person did serve this for me and like, you know, I
recognize that like we had these moments of friendship, but also,
this relationship is unhealthy and I just shouldn't be a part
of it, and for you to be comfortable with having people
off, even if they've also been a good person because I think that
people get really confused and think that oh but they're a good
person. So I don't want to cut them off
even though they did this really fucked up, thing people can be
doing. Jewel.
It doesn't mean that somebody's a bad person if they do
something, that's fucking shady or whatever.
But it's also okay for you to be like, even though you're a good
person, I can't fuck with that. Because you have this mentality
right now and I can't be in the crossfire.
And like I said earlier, like I can clearly see everyone Shadow.
I can see exactly where you need to check yourself.
I can see exactly where you're holding yourself back.
I can see exactly what trauma bonds you have.
Present active I can name all the soul contracts that you're
going through. Like I do this for a living so
to say I couldn't do that. And people are like, why didn't
you know something was going on? A I did we did I don't have
enough time or energy to go through and regulate every
person on needs emotions for them.
So just because I can doesn't mean I care to and no it's not
just like oh only when we're paying you it's just know you
are in low vibration and It drains me so much and that was I
think the main portion here was like if we can put on enough of
this toxicity into the pool, it turns green, and if it turns
green, everyone will get out and then they can come with me.
And I think that's just really what it was.
I know there was a lot of things being thrown at my business
because the revelations that have came through lately are
just uncanny and they're just wild, but it's really not a
problem to let it go. If it's Along with me.
I wish everyone the best and period.
I don't care. Like I don't want anything bad
for people, but you will not and you are not going to touch my
home, my business, my people, my family, my soul, like you're not
going to get in there and a lot of the times this is why it's
hard for me to like trust readers or other which has to do
work for me because nobody can do the work like I can do it for
myself. Nobody can provide the answers
that I can provide for myself and I'm really Be not afraid of
anyone out in this world who doesn't even know how to
identify their own Spirit guides, or doesn't even know how
to do their own inner healing without being told her guided.
Not that. That's a problem.
We, some people need that, but I just thought going to think that
I'm going to be afraid of people and their intentions, or their
energy, or their magic in any way, shape, or form when you
couldn't even find half of that by yourself lights were off.
And then I turn the light on for you and then you're upset.
Set. Well, you needed to address that
because that's clearly a soul contract talking things out.
Being honest, I guess not lying not lying in fabricating to fit
your own narrative. There's a lot of stuff that we
just experienced in the last what 45 days that I am just like
blown away. Yeah.
Like like, even just talking about it.
Like, it's hard to process. It's hard to process like just
being Like in my case just came about and then one thing about
me is I always have screenshots and voice notes and like that,
it's, it's just crazy to me. I don't know, I sit here and I
think about, you know what we're saying and how honest and open
we are about what our thoughts are and what our Essex on things
are and what, our morals on things are and who we are as
people. And the fact that anybody can
take anything different out of what we say, I'm just sitting
here listening to what you're saying and like feeling inspired
by What you're saying and I'm like, I love the other people
that are going to listen to that are going to be inspired and
then I'm like, how could anybody ever take these conversations in
a negative way? How can anybody take advice
about, like, leveling up your life in a negative way?
How can you get more than you put in and think of anything in
a negative way? You know, how can you get gifted
things for free energy for free things, you know?
Ended on for you and get a friendship out of it.
And then have any kind of negative way that you've shaped
anything or think that that myself or you would have any
negative intention. I mean, I think we can all start
with our own ball of clay, but it's really up to us what we're
going to make with it. And just because one person
makes a bowl and they want to look and put water in it, and
somebody else makes a plate and they want to eat off of it.
It doesn't make either action wrong and that's I swear I feel
like I have neutrality in this as I don't actually have as
much. Like what I want to say emotion
towards it, I see very clearly. Now I've removed the friend
titles and the number sentence I've done all the you know all
the spell work that needed to be resent to give me a Clear Vision
on what spells and glamorized energy that had been projected
to me through all this positive Support and all these things.
So, when I started really seeing it, clearly, I have no emotion
towards these people because a, they were never my friends, be
they were taking things that were either taught to them.
They heard from us and using them against us, that's rhyming
and to add to it. Someone who's very neutral who
pays more than any of these people have ever thought about
paying monthly. Told me that they feel so
fulfilled and that there was no reason for me to feel this way
because the first time they stepped in my Discord they could
tell there was some Snakes in the Grass but they said they
were like it's not my place, I'm even keep it pushing.
I'm going to I'm going to steer clear and they said sometimes
they would hop in there to read it sometimes and just really see
it. And so they asked me if there
was anything they could do and I said just ask your ancestors to
reveal the snakes that's all I wanted was for you all to come
clean. I didn't give a fuck.
Chuck about anything else. I just wanted to far away from
me as you could be and we're on a call last night and she finds
a fucking 12-foot. Snake in her house about 12 foot
by 12 inches. I'm sorry.
Like 12 inches like a snake and her house climbing and she is
like an animal Whisperer. So, one of the things that were
working on for her, she got a pillowcase on video.
Got a pillowcase goes over to the snake, who's on the wall.
And she says, hey buddy, I'm not going to hurt you, but we have
to go outside. Could you get in this bag?
She asked him three times on the third time.
This snake jumps off the wall into the bag.
When she's holdin the bag. He's not moving.
He's just calm. He's just chill.
She takes them outside. This is all on video.
She takes him outside and like sets the bag down thinking, that
he's just going to come out. She opens it.
He just sits there. She starts petting him.
It was I love this pain and this was last night so I know the
stakes have been revealed, like I very, very powerful people on
my side and none of us have any energy to hurt you, but you're
not going to hurt me. And if you even thought you
were, you're in a Thicket of fucking Thorns right now.
And it's just like, sometimes when you go out and you fucking
a running through a field and next thing, you know, you got
sugars, well, baby, just watch your feet, watch what you're
doing, watch where you're walking, because you never know
what shit pile, you're going to step.
And next when you're putting shit out into the world and
that's what you're going to get in return.
So that's you. Here's me in Gemini, not
condoning. Unethical Behavior, not
condoning bullshit because I refunded everyone on, literally
the 21st of May, which is three weeks into a month that they've
received benefits from, but, you know what, fuck your money.
I don't want it. And that's on that, I pulled a
card because you're talking about snakes and I have this
oracle card its snakeskin. And so I want to read the
message that comes with it. The snakeskin represents
information Secrets body language senses, its card number
20, The snake is the animal most associated with Earth's wisdom
as in its natural state. Its entire body is in constant
connection with Earth. Many ancient Traditions believe
that snakes could transmit Earth secrets and knowledge.
The people should they choose the ancient Romans considered
snakes to be particular allies of human women, healing and
empowering them and encouraging. Proper functioning of both body
and psychic aptitude because the snake periodically sheds, its
skin it is associated with rebirth and Rejuvenation.
The power of snakes is particularly multifaceted.
They are believed to be the official.
Represent Tori and guardians of Earth secrets.
In addition to Magic lessons snakes can assist you with all
matters, regarding health fertility, knowledge and wealth
snakes can also be approached as a research tool and resource
whenever you need to learn something.
They are the animal equivalent of a white candle.
If you don't know which animal to address, you can always
approach the snakes snakes have an independent presence.
Ultimately, their loyalty is to Earth not to humans.
A snake has never tame even though it may live among us,
they rarely volunteer their wisdom, unlike Ravens, which on
occasion, demonstrate a protective and paternal,
aptitude towards humans. If you need information from
snakes assume that you will have no that you will have to
initiate contact. Shed snakeskins, like, Crow
feathers, are believed to be powerful and precious magical
implements. The catch is that they must be
given freely. If you find one, consider it a
gift, even an acknowledgement that you've mastered, a level of
magical knowledge and skill. You are wrapped in the
conditions of society and the snake approaches for you to
question which of these conditions no longer serve.
You, are you tame among the crowd?
Or are you comfortable to stand outside of the pack?
Approach new Ventures was steady confidence and be ready to
strike. Your creative power at the right
opportunity. Show your love and care with
courage and the snakes will reward your boldness with
Fortune. Now is not the time to worry
about what you hear body language reveals more about how
truly we care for one. Another Than Words ever could
the language of love is not just in the words, but in the
kindness shown with action. What a beautiful message.
What a beautiful sign from Spirit that we are elevating and
shedding old layer shedding and rebirthing.
And really knowing that we have to build from within like,
always it's always from your own within Journey, like, whatever
you're projecting from within, you will see in your reality and
I think if anyone who is listening that's been riding
with us. This whole time, we want you you
all to win. We want you all to be your best
self because when you're your best self, you don't care if I'm
winning, you don't care if jelly rolls winning or whatever, like
user 2677, hashtag money, sign that motherfucker, he's got
problems because he's not winning.
And the problem with that is we are broke down and that makes us
want to break other people down and that's not cool.
That's what I don't fuck. Around with, you know what I
mean? Like we just want Love, we just
want support like, even if you don't support us to the moon and
back, that's cool. Like you just support me down to
the bank. That's fine.
No, I'm just kidding. That's just a joke because there
was like, no ever feeling of anybody in this group, even the
people that are removed of it being transactional.
And that's why I refunded people who were there for three weeks
because you will never in your life, leave this scenario.
And think that anything That you done mattered and that point
that it's going to break me down, and I'm just going to lose
it. No, I appreciate the lesson
because this is not the first time that people have disguised
themselves as my friends to get closer to me to be like me to
become, whatever they want to become to use me to learn
whatever they need to learn and that's fine but I'll just be
extra cautious about every single new person coming into my
life. Baby.
Spirit gods are going to dissect your ass.
So you coming in know that we're checking all references and
resumes at the door and if your soul contract, don't line up,
I'm not even going to offer you the patreon.
That's on facts. I would like to say one thing
now, just to like clear my name a little bit for people since I
didn't get talk to directly and there's people that don't that
I've never even talked to that have assumptions because of, you
know, I'm so and so's friend and it's going through page so
nobody paid me. $300 for one reading, I have screenshots of
the patreon subscription that I and 10 pages.
Worth of screen shots that back that up.
If you need to see them, you can also log on to your own patreon.
You can see that you were on the shadow Queens, cheer for one
month and you got a one-on-one video reading with me, then you
downgraded to the the other tier that has an email reading and
it's like a short mini reading, but I let you stay inside of the
Shadow cleans chat for free, which is only offered foreshadow
queens and I didn't give you an email.
While reading I actually gave you a full video reading, I
upgraded your reading and I gave you that and then you downgraded
to a $5, tier and deleted your account, the same day.
And I also sent you $20 for supplies when you were talking
in the group chat about how you were working on your jewelry
business and you didn't have the money for beads and stuff that
you were needing and then the response after that.
That was you telling me that you were in tears and how grateful
you are? And then sending pictures of
lollipops because you wanted to make page and I some stuff for
lollipop and that was after you had left and apparently, while
you were inside of my group for free, you were messaging, people
who were having to leave the group which is very violating
because, you know, people have to leave for like financial
reasons for their own spiritual reasons.
For our own reasons that are anybody else's business and they
were doing work. With me, it's nobody else's
business who I somebody steps away from mentorship and to
learn that this one person who has this rumor and this lie
about 300 dollars in saying that I'm scamming you were messaging
people leaving my mentorship while you were inside of my
group for free and there is no I send no bad energy to you.
You're clearly going through something and you were
struggling getting a business going at the time and what not,
but II. Do have strong protections up
for my community, for people who support page.
And I for myself, I have zero emotional attachment to
anything, but I think that since there are people that don't
actually know me or that did mentorship with me and were
approached when they were leaving.
I would just like to say that that's not behavior that I
condone. I didn't do anything to anybody
to screw anybody over. I have screenshots.
It's always the people who were like Love you.
I'm in tears. It's the most support that
seemed like there was a problem. I never want this being spoken
to me again, I have proof. It's already been sent to the
person who has rumors being spread that, like, obviously
this isn't true. I'm having people approach me
that they were approached by this individual.
I don't condone any of it. If you were reached out to, I'm
so sorry. It's not a representation of my
community. If you listen and you've been
wanting to join me or page, Has patreon or get Rita things, or
be inside of our community, this drama and this negativity that
seems to have been shrouded by select lost.
People is not a representation of our community.
Our community is full of love and acceptance and learning and
growth and being real people along the journey.
And unfortunately this is something that we're a part of
but we have the most like love and support and like welcoming
for you. So proud of Gemini, because
that's all facts. There is everything to back it
up. But with that being said, I'm
never going to let people who are lost.
Try to guide me so it's on your own accord.
You are following people who are thin lost, you're going to get
confused and I don't have any emotion or feel bad for people
who have picked sides. It's clearly Are going to find
out with Clarity and time. When the glamour magic wears off
that in fact they be this wasn't your friend, but don't come back
to us and say I know you were right because I don't want to
hear it. Do you want to try to come back
in with an apology and accountability?
I'm a welcome you back with open arms.
I don't want to hear how I was right because I know that I
don't want to hear anything. I don't think I'm better than
anyone. I don't think because my life is
working out there. Better than anyone I have been
in the trenches, and I know that at any given time with attitude,
you can go back to the trenches. I don't care where you're at, or
how great you're doing. Look at some of the people who
get all the material wealth and then they look like a shriveled
up raisin. It's because it sucks the life
out of you. You get the things.
You think you want, are you take them or you step on people to
get them and they are tainted. So, do your thing and pop your
shit. That's my fucking slogan.
Even use my words. While you're at it.
But don't ever try to discredit me or Gemini and our ethics.
Because I'll just be honest, if there was an issue and I thought
Jim and I did something wrong, I would have checked her and there
would have already been conversation from multiple
people if that was the real story.
But when there's several handfuls of people involved in
no one is came direct. There's no story.
There's here say there's he said she said there's back and forth
and what the facts is you won't don't deserve our energy but the
fact that You have put so much negativity into our lives.
It's really important for us to show the spiritual lesson in
real time and just remind people that you are exposed to every
type of entity in this motherfucker.
And it does not mean that these people can't trick you.
Even if you are spiritual because you want to believe, as
a spiritual being who's living there, spiritual truth that in
whole people are good and that in whole and with intention that
we can change the world together and without that there is
separation, there is hatred, there is Division, I would never
divide anyone and I don't condone any separation or
bullshit or singling people out when they're leaving.
Because as Jim and I said, and every person can vouch anyone's
car who has ever declined, or they've changed their tears or
whatever, I never made them leave Scored either.
There were people who had not paid in three and four months
that are in this, that were in my Discord still.
So, the audacity to act like we were scamming people.
When you're in a community, all of a sudden now for free and
you're taking advantage of someone who's like, you know
what? Yes, that person is lost.
They need Community. I don't want to shut them out.
I don't want to kick them out. These were conversations that
Jim. And I, and myself had about
said, individuals on our own because we didn't want To, you
know, seclude people or to make people think that it was
transactional, but the boundary going forward is if you don't
pay your out and it's not any hard feelings, it's not
personal. I'm not going to get up every
day and check who's cards decline, but I'll know a few
days after if it didn't renew and you haven't reached out that
we need to move on and there's no hard feelings but I'm not
going to chase people down for readings.
If I owe you something or you thought I owed you something,
and Geminis perspective reach out or Move on because I've had
grown individuals have to reschedule and then not even
worried about that. But by another reading and then
just be like, I'm just so appreciative of you and I didn't
expect that. All they need to do is reach
out, but instead they said, I didn't want to bother you and
just booked a whole nother reading, you know?
But it's like, don't disguise your intentions as our
intentions. And that's what we're going to
fucking leave Candyland today because this is our World.
And we created as we go, removing characters, removing
people as the game master and control of the board feels
really good because actually, I'm not going to miss fake-ass
people who support me. I'm not getting this fake-ass
people sharing my shit to their fake-ass friends.
And break them into Gemini's community and then to my
community and infiltrating it like a Spy Kids mission, do you
feel good? Does everybody want to get a
clap on clap on the back because like none of you all live in the
same state. None of, y'all are going to
really maintain much after three to six months and that's that.
And I don't wish anything bad for you off.
Anything. I wish you healing.
I wish you, peace. I wish you Prosperity.
I hope you get clarity on everything that your Guys are
really telling you because the fact that at this moment, you
are so out of touch with what Spirit truly wants for you.
And you're convinced that you're right, is why I don't want you
to ever contact me again, ever. And it's like, no hard feelings,
just move on block, our podcast, never listen to another episode.
I will not miss you. Well yeah, no not at all in
another group. I also, I am unlike page, I'm
not going to refund you because you just had my name in your
fucking mouth and spread a whole bunch of lies from me and or
about me and that, thank you for promotion.
I mean, letting you use my name, you're fucking welcome.
That's I think and then yeah, that's just all fucked up.
That I'm cool to leave it there. I don't care cast is birthday is
on the 25th, which is Gemini's birthday.
And we're having a whole fucking Gemini season upgrade for our
patreon. So stay tuned upgrade your tears
because you're not going to want to miss what's coming next.
The full moon circle is coming up.
It is next Friday and it is at 7:00 eastern.
Bye-bye.