1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,500 --> 00:00:32,900 What is up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland. 3 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:37,200 We miss you all. It is almost the summer 4 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:40,800 solstice. And there is so much energy 5 00:00:40,800 --> 00:00:46,800 around life force and creation. I feel like, you know, the days 6 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:49,700 are getting longer, we're about to hit the peak of the longest 7 00:00:49,700 --> 00:00:52,000 day, and it's just a beautiful energy. 8 00:00:53,700 --> 00:00:56,200 Dude, I feel like my bedtime is like, thrown off a little bit 9 00:00:56,200 --> 00:01:00,400 with how long it State like no shape to it, but it just stays 10 00:01:00,400 --> 00:01:04,700 light so long that, you know, before you would get your hustle 11 00:01:04,700 --> 00:01:06,700 on and a little bit shorter hours. 12 00:01:06,700 --> 00:01:10,500 And then now, I'm like, should I be doing things until 10:00? 13 00:01:10,500 --> 00:01:13,800 Or should I be sitting here at 7:00 and getting ready for bed? 14 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:19,700 I mean, I've been resting on Pettingill, I've been resting a 15 00:01:19,700 --> 00:01:24,900 little bit differently because I just feel Like because the days 16 00:01:24,900 --> 00:01:29,700 are longer, I'm taking a little bit slower morning because I am 17 00:01:29,700 --> 00:01:34,200 getting so much stuff done like in the evenings or whatever and 18 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:37,300 I do feel like when I look at the clock and it's like 906 and 19 00:01:37,300 --> 00:01:39,700 the Sun is just going down like, that's crazy. 20 00:01:41,200 --> 00:01:44,800 Yeah, that's fucking wild. Your background looks so cute. 21 00:01:44,800 --> 00:01:49,200 I'm inside my closet. I want to talk about. 22 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:50,800 What happened to you this weekend. 23 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:54,500 Oh, my god, bitch. Okay, so it's so much to tell 24 00:01:54,500 --> 00:01:58,500 you. So, we went on our trip to. 25 00:01:58,600 --> 00:02:00,300 I didn't say where we were going. 26 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:10,100 Let me open the door for my cat. God, open the Doda. 27 00:02:10,100 --> 00:02:18,800 Let the pussy walk in. I'm not editing that out either. 28 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:24,100 Whoa, don't Buck Wild. Um so I didn't say where we were 29 00:02:24,100 --> 00:02:26,800 going ahead of time because I didn't want people being like, 30 00:02:27,100 --> 00:02:33,200 you know, creepy. We went to Pendleton Oregon and 31 00:02:33,200 --> 00:02:37,600 when you look up Pendleton it says that it's like a nice town. 32 00:02:37,600 --> 00:02:43,400 It's like a rodeo Town. Yada yada, we went there and it 33 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:48,600 is crackhead fucking Village. First of all, And like, I'm 34 00:02:48,600 --> 00:02:52,400 talking like crackhead Central everywhere. 35 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:57,000 You go all over the place. So, anyways, um, we get there 36 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:01,400 and the daytime this house was super beautiful. 37 00:03:01,400 --> 00:03:04,000 The Airbnb was so pretty, it was so nice. 38 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:09,700 It was a gem in the middle of Crack city basically. 39 00:03:09,800 --> 00:03:13,200 So the first night, we literally eSATA, like there were 40 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:17,300 skinwalkers outside it sounded like, I'm not even bullshitting 41 00:03:17,300 --> 00:03:18,500 you. We were doing our witches, 42 00:03:18,500 --> 00:03:20,900 Circle and stuff, I'm doing a reading. 43 00:03:20,900 --> 00:03:24,400 I get done with the the reading that I have for one of the girls 44 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:28,500 and they're like, did you not hear the legitimate crime scene 45 00:03:28,500 --> 00:03:30,600 that was happening while you were reading? 46 00:03:31,300 --> 00:03:33,500 And I'm like, no, I was channeling. 47 00:03:33,500 --> 00:03:38,100 Like, I didn't hear Jack Shit apparently, while I Is doing the 48 00:03:38,100 --> 00:03:40,400 reading. All of them were hearing this 49 00:03:40,400 --> 00:03:44,800 woman, like, wailing outside and like crying like screaming like 50 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:48,400 wailing outside. And so, I finished the reading, 51 00:03:48,400 --> 00:03:50,900 they're all looking at the window out the windows, there's 52 00:03:50,900 --> 00:03:54,900 nobody there. And they're like, what the fuck? 53 00:03:54,900 --> 00:03:58,500 And then all of a sudden I'm like Tanya goes, I'm gonna open 54 00:03:58,500 --> 00:03:59,500 up. My assistant goes, I'm going to 55 00:03:59,508 --> 00:04:01,200 open up the door and check it out. 56 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:02,900 And I was like, no, dude, it's dark outside. 57 00:04:02,900 --> 00:04:07,200 That's the skinwalker type shit. And so we're sitting there. 58 00:04:07,900 --> 00:04:11,400 And there were not, there were curtains up in this house, but 59 00:04:11,400 --> 00:04:13,900 they were, like, sheer white curtains. 60 00:04:13,900 --> 00:04:16,500 So, when you have the lights on inside, everybody can see you 61 00:04:16,500 --> 00:04:17,700 inside. But you can't see anybody 62 00:04:17,700 --> 00:04:20,800 outside. So we turn off lights and we're 63 00:04:20,800 --> 00:04:25,900 like, okay, at least now we can see outside and the Wailing, 64 00:04:25,900 --> 00:04:29,800 like, it's the weirdest. It's the weirdest like moaning 65 00:04:29,800 --> 00:04:33,200 cry. And so, they're going around, 66 00:04:33,200 --> 00:04:37,400 closing windows, and the girls are listening. 67 00:04:37,500 --> 00:04:41,900 Inning and it sounds, it doesn't sound like English, but it 68 00:04:41,900 --> 00:04:43,400 doesn't sound like another language. 69 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:46,800 Like, it just sounds like it doesn't make any sense and that 70 00:04:46,800 --> 00:04:49,100 somebody should be there right at the window. 71 00:04:49,100 --> 00:04:52,300 Tanya goes, absolutely. Not, I don't like this. 72 00:04:52,300 --> 00:04:55,600 I'm turning the TV off. I do not subscribe. 73 00:04:55,700 --> 00:04:58,400 She closes the window, we never hear it again. 74 00:04:59,100 --> 00:05:02,100 And so the first night we're like, okay, seems like some 75 00:05:02,100 --> 00:05:06,300 ghost activity, some weird ship, like whatever we all sleep than 76 00:05:06,300 --> 00:05:08,800 yesterday. We're interviewing for the 77 00:05:08,800 --> 00:05:11,900 podcast. All day, it's for girls and then 78 00:05:12,500 --> 00:05:17,300 this man Joe and he's a, you know, 63 year old. 79 00:05:17,300 --> 00:05:20,700 He's like a grown man. And so we go on a walk because 80 00:05:20,700 --> 00:05:24,600 right behind the house, is this River was like a walking trail 81 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:27,100 and to rug. We're gonna go smoke a joint. 82 00:05:27,100 --> 00:05:31,100 So we go to go walk, we are not gone from our house five 83 00:05:31,100 --> 00:05:35,800 minutes, we're standing there to light this joint and this guy 84 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:38,800 walks up and he's like You guys have a cigarette? 85 00:05:39,300 --> 00:05:43,200 And I'm like, no, none of us smoke and then he takes turns 86 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:44,900 asking each of us. Do you have a cigarette? 87 00:05:44,900 --> 00:05:47,500 Do you have a cigarette? So I'm getting annoyed and I'm 88 00:05:47,500 --> 00:05:52,200 like, we don't smoke and my sister-in-law, she's not with us 89 00:05:52,200 --> 00:05:54,600 because she's on the phone. Her back is turned to us and 90 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:57,900 she's kind of pacing and facing the other way. 91 00:05:58,200 --> 00:06:01,000 And he goes what about her too. She have a cigarette and I said, 92 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:03,800 she doesn't smoke. And he goes, well, I'm going to 93 00:06:03,800 --> 00:06:06,500 ask her anyways and I said she's on a phone call, and she doesn't 94 00:06:06,500 --> 00:06:08,500 smoke and Heat. Turns around and goes, I don't 95 00:06:08,500 --> 00:06:12,200 give a fuck. And I'm like, what did you just 96 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:16,700 say? And so then the man Joe takes 97 00:06:16,700 --> 00:06:20,000 this guy off to the side. I tell Amanda to come and join 98 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:21,600 us. I don't know what Joe says to 99 00:06:21,600 --> 00:06:26,300 him, but he's so nice. The guy ends up walking away. 100 00:06:26,500 --> 00:06:29,800 We see that he goes and he walks and he meets up with some other 101 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:31,700 dudes. It was sitting there watching us 102 00:06:31,700 --> 00:06:34,600 and hiding from a bus station. Like when you like, you know, 103 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:36,800 when you're going to go in the bus they have like I'm not the 104 00:06:36,808 --> 00:06:38,800 bus box. Ex who you're waiting. 105 00:06:39,300 --> 00:06:41,900 And so he doesn't talk to that dude. 106 00:06:41,900 --> 00:06:46,500 And then we noticed that on our right there's a guy who is also 107 00:06:46,500 --> 00:06:49,200 staring at us and he's like walking towards us. 108 00:06:49,800 --> 00:06:54,000 Joe joins us again after making sure that that crackhead went to 109 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:57,800 his bus box. Looks at this guy, the guy sees 110 00:06:57,800 --> 00:07:00,600 Joe turns around and starts walking in the opposite 111 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:02,800 direction, but keeps turning around and looking at us. 112 00:07:03,300 --> 00:07:05,600 And so we're like, were super uncomfortable. 113 00:07:05,600 --> 00:07:08,400 We're going to walk home. And we notice that while we're 114 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:14,000 walking home, that the guy and his friend who had asked about 115 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:17,400 the cigarettes, they're walking in unison with us but on the 116 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:20,700 other side of the road and so I'm like you guys, we just need 117 00:07:20,700 --> 00:07:22,400 to like walk in circles or whatever. 118 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:24,900 Because I'm not going to show them like where we're staying 119 00:07:24,900 --> 00:07:26,800 like we just need to lie. Keep walking. 120 00:07:27,500 --> 00:07:31,300 And so we keep walking. We noticed that they're stopping 121 00:07:31,300 --> 00:07:34,600 and like, turning around and trying to see, like, where we're 122 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:37,500 going basically. So we see them walk far enough 123 00:07:37,500 --> 00:07:39,200 down the road and their backs are to us. 124 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:42,700 So, we go into the air B&B and I was like, okay, well at this 125 00:07:42,700 --> 00:07:45,800 point I even said out loud. I said at this point, even if 126 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:48,700 they saw us go into a house, they can't tell what house it is 127 00:07:48,700 --> 00:07:51,800 from here. We're inside the living room, 128 00:07:51,900 --> 00:07:55,700 three minutes later. My assistant goes that dudes 129 00:07:55,700 --> 00:07:59,000 outside of the fucking house. Putting a mask on right now and 130 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:03,200 the dude guess. So, they had been walk and I 131 00:08:03,200 --> 00:08:07,300 mean like, they were far away like with their backs to us when 132 00:08:07,300 --> 00:08:10,300 we went into the house, this guy is in front of our fucking 133 00:08:10,300 --> 00:08:11,900 house. Pulling a black mask, over his 134 00:08:11,907 --> 00:08:18,200 face and starts like, like fucking picking up his like 135 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:22,300 walking pace and tries to To break into the house next door 136 00:08:23,100 --> 00:08:31,000 and Tanya because all we see is him put his mask on kind of like 137 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:33,299 possible around the side of the house. 138 00:08:33,400 --> 00:08:36,100 So Tanya goes to close the kitchen window that she had 139 00:08:36,100 --> 00:08:39,200 opened while she was cooking and notice, is this guy trying to 140 00:08:39,200 --> 00:08:42,299 get in the house next door? The sound of the window closing 141 00:08:42,299 --> 00:08:46,400 must have scared him because he stops what he's doing. 142 00:08:46,900 --> 00:08:49,900 Grabs the neighbors bags at cams and runs. 143 00:08:51,700 --> 00:08:57,600 And the whole thing fucking creeped us out and like, we're 144 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:00,500 all in one hundred percent agreement that he was trying to 145 00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:02,600 get into our house. Like he thought we were staying 146 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:05,900 there, but we were staying at the house next door. 147 00:09:06,100 --> 00:09:09,400 And so we're like we are not fucking with that, all of us 148 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:11,700 like we're so uncomfortable. We're like we're not staying 149 00:09:11,700 --> 00:09:14,100 here tonight. The girl that we were 150 00:09:14,100 --> 00:09:15,400 interviewing. She's like, you guys are 151 00:09:15,400 --> 00:09:16,800 wonderful. I really love you. 152 00:09:16,800 --> 00:09:18,100 It's been great. I'm leaving. 153 00:09:19,500 --> 00:09:24,700 So the why didn't you Meet at this place, precisely it. 154 00:09:24,700 --> 00:09:29,000 Is that where that girl is? We met there because where Joe 155 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:32,100 and Kristen, which is who were interviewing are in Washington, 156 00:09:32,400 --> 00:09:36,300 it's six hours away. So Pendleton was a three-hour 157 00:09:36,300 --> 00:09:40,700 point for all of us so it was right in the middle and so my 158 00:09:40,700 --> 00:09:45,400 assistant my sister-in-law and I drove out and met them there. 159 00:09:45,700 --> 00:09:50,900 And originally we were going to get a hotel and then I was like 160 00:09:50,900 --> 00:09:52,300 interview. I'm at a hotel. 161 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:54,100 Like that's not going to be comfortable. 162 00:09:54,200 --> 00:09:56,600 I want to be able to go outside and touch grass. 163 00:09:56,600 --> 00:10:00,400 I want to be able to have a place to like make food and not 164 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:03,700 be eating like fast food because nobody wants to be eating so I 165 00:10:03,708 --> 00:10:07,900 can fast food while there, you know, in a fucking hotel with 166 00:10:07,900 --> 00:10:09,400 one bathroom. I don't want to have the shits 167 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:16,200 with three girls. So this is like the Airbnb, 168 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:20,700 toxic chain because I talked about my trip to Detroit which 169 00:10:20,700 --> 00:10:24,100 was life threatening and was just if anyone would have saw 170 00:10:24,100 --> 00:10:26,400 us, that same thing would have happened. 171 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:29,000 That's why I was so scared to go in and out of that Airbnb in 172 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:32,700 Detroit because it was the same thing because I didn't realize 173 00:10:32,700 --> 00:10:36,300 that the guy who rented us, the air B&B lied about the location 174 00:10:36,300 --> 00:10:39,800 and we were literally in the middle of crack Ville and you 175 00:10:39,800 --> 00:10:42,200 know, to White Kids. Like we talked about this 176 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:45,400 before. So, yes, I think those guys were 177 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:47,400 sexual predators. Really, I do. 178 00:10:47,900 --> 00:10:51,000 I'm so glad you said that because I when we were driving 179 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:54,000 home, I was like, I don't know if you guys understand, but 180 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:58,400 like, I legit feel like that was a total sex trafficking fucking 181 00:10:58,400 --> 00:11:02,800 setup. I think it was more of like 182 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:05,200 Ransom. You know what I mean? 183 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:07,600 Like, you all looked out of place. 184 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:08,800 They knew you weren't from there. 185 00:11:08,800 --> 00:11:12,700 They've never seen you. They frequent the area. 186 00:11:12,700 --> 00:11:15,400 It would be like, you know, someone who walks up and down 187 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:18,000 and begs her change on the same area all the time. 188 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:21,200 Sees people and then you all are just walking down the street. 189 00:11:21,200 --> 00:11:23,000 And it sounds like that's not a place that you walk down the 190 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:24,800 street. And so, in Louisville, they've 191 00:11:24,800 --> 00:11:28,500 tried to spice up Downtown Mobile, which is like the same 192 00:11:28,500 --> 00:11:30,100 situation that you're talking about. 193 00:11:30,100 --> 00:11:32,300 Like, we have higher crime rates in Chicago. 194 00:11:32,600 --> 00:11:35,600 And so, it's crazy because they've built this place called 195 00:11:35,600 --> 00:11:40,800 nulu, which is like, n, UL, you like new level, it's like, Like 196 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:43,700 whatever, and it's the same thing, like people come in from 197 00:11:43,700 --> 00:11:46,600 out of town, they get these little bougie airbnb's, that are 198 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:48,200 kind of like industrial buildings. 199 00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:51,300 Are these old shotgun houses that people have renovated 200 00:11:51,300 --> 00:11:53,300 beautifully because they bought the house for twelve thousand 201 00:11:53,300 --> 00:11:55,900 dollars or they bought the house for twenty thousand dollars. 202 00:11:55,900 --> 00:11:59,000 Kind of like that guy in Detroit tried to do but didn't renovate 203 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:01,100 it like that. These people really have put in 204 00:12:01,100 --> 00:12:03,900 that money where it says like when you look on Zillow, like 205 00:12:03,900 --> 00:12:07,400 this house is worth 300 K. Now which it is but like is the 206 00:12:07,400 --> 00:12:12,200 area safer for tourists women to just walk down the And look lost 207 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:14,600 and confused. Now, probably not right. 208 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:16,600 You know what I mean? So, I feel like the vibe you all 209 00:12:16,600 --> 00:12:21,200 were giving off was lost and confused or kind of just in all, 210 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:23,900 or looking around and exploring, like, you've never been there 211 00:12:23,900 --> 00:12:26,800 before and they were like, that's to our advantage and 212 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:30,400 there by their self. Well, and we were, we were 213 00:12:30,400 --> 00:12:33,900 walking because it was so like, I even got a picture, like, the 214 00:12:33,900 --> 00:12:36,700 rivers on the right. There's this beautiful, paved 215 00:12:36,700 --> 00:12:40,300 trail, other people, or walking, and we're in Oregon. 216 00:12:40,300 --> 00:12:42,700 So, Or like we can smoke a joint in public. 217 00:12:42,700 --> 00:12:45,400 So we'll just stop at this bench right here and smoke. 218 00:12:45,400 --> 00:12:49,600 And yeah, he just came out of nowhere and we're just like, 219 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:53,400 what the actual fuck it was. It was super weird. 220 00:12:53,400 --> 00:12:58,300 And I'm so grateful that we had Joe with us because he really, I 221 00:12:58,308 --> 00:13:02,900 don't know what he said to that guy, but the guy would like gave 222 00:13:02,900 --> 00:13:06,300 him his first name and like shook his hand and walked off 223 00:13:06,300 --> 00:13:10,300 and it was I don't know. Dude, it was the same guy who 224 00:13:10,300 --> 00:13:11,400 came back. Later. 225 00:13:11,900 --> 00:13:17,400 Yeah, so the timeline was you all were out hanging out in this 226 00:13:17,400 --> 00:13:21,600 guy saw you all and was asking for a cigarette then you left 227 00:13:21,600 --> 00:13:25,100 because you felt weird and we're walking and he kind of followed 228 00:13:25,100 --> 00:13:26,900 y'all. Yeah. 229 00:13:26,900 --> 00:13:34,600 So where we were so we are this Trail is behind the houses that 230 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:36,600 were at. It's a raise trail behind the 231 00:13:36,608 --> 00:13:42,100 houses and what they did is they walked In front of the houses, 232 00:13:42,100 --> 00:13:45,700 and on the opposite side of the road, so we would be walking in 233 00:13:45,700 --> 00:13:48,700 parallel and they would be able to see us from between the 234 00:13:48,708 --> 00:13:52,700 houses, but we could see them looking at us to while we were 235 00:13:52,700 --> 00:13:56,600 walking. And so we just kept walking and 236 00:13:56,600 --> 00:14:00,300 then like, looped around and like, went down the block a 237 00:14:00,308 --> 00:14:04,100 little bit. So yeah, they were like 238 00:14:04,100 --> 00:14:08,600 definitely parallel following us and then we waited for them to 239 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:10,500 walk down the road and have their backs. 240 00:14:10,700 --> 00:14:14,200 To us and be far down and then like booked it into the house 241 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:18,300 but they obviously saw, oh, they went inside the house but they 242 00:14:18,300 --> 00:14:22,300 got the wrong house. So so the Airbnb lady because I 243 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:26,900 because I message the Airbnb lady and I'm like, we're leaving 244 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:30,500 like what the fuck? And I'm thinking she has rain 245 00:14:30,500 --> 00:14:35,000 cameras so she can see that homie put on a black mask and 246 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,800 was running in front of her house and went around the side 247 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:40,800 and all that. So she's like, okay, I'll look 248 00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:44,000 at my ring camera and she goes, I hope this hasn't ruined 249 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:47,000 Pendleton for you. You know, we're really big for 250 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:50,100 the rodeo and so she, then she starts telling me about the 251 00:14:50,100 --> 00:14:54,900 rodeo and the Rodeo schedule and all the days that the rodeo goes 252 00:14:54,900 --> 00:14:56,700 and it's Sunday to Wednesday or whatever. 253 00:14:57,000 --> 00:15:00,300 And I cut her off and was like, Paula, I will not be coming back 254 00:15:00,300 --> 00:15:05,000 here. Hold on the rodeo is going to be 255 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:10,500 big Buffy me teaming with With their wife's that these on the 256 00:15:10,500 --> 00:15:12,200 fuckers, ain't never going to fuck with. 257 00:15:12,200 --> 00:15:15,100 So if it's big for the rodeo is because that's a man's man who's 258 00:15:15,100 --> 00:15:18,100 packing and done on the side of his fucking hip that shows up. 259 00:15:18,100 --> 00:15:21,900 So that's why these fuckers saw you all and you were straight 260 00:15:21,900 --> 00:15:26,600 Target because it sounds like it's just men in in bucking 261 00:15:26,600 --> 00:15:30,600 bulls around their little. Do they know that these women 262 00:15:30,600 --> 00:15:33,100 that came here from Idaho in her packing? 263 00:15:33,300 --> 00:15:36,900 Like we? It's not like we were where my 264 00:15:36,900 --> 00:15:40,300 thing was. I wasn't GERD and the aspect of 265 00:15:40,300 --> 00:15:43,000 like, I'm so scared for my safety because I can't defend 266 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:46,100 myself when we were leaving, I was like, I'm so annoyed that 267 00:15:46,100 --> 00:15:48,700 we're leaving because I'm not fucking scared of a crackhead. 268 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:51,500 It was more of. Like, I'm also not going to sit 269 00:15:51,500 --> 00:15:55,100 inside of a house where I feel like a Target and be in a 270 00:15:55,108 --> 00:15:59,000 situation where something wild does happen. 271 00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:03,200 You have to shoot a fucking crackhead and we're in Oregon 272 00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:05,700 where you're not even supposed to be having guns. 273 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:09,600 And then having to explain that like, We could have removed 274 00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:13,000 ourselves from the situation, but we decided to stay and then 275 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:14,700 we had to shoot somebody. You know what I mean? 276 00:16:15,800 --> 00:16:19,400 Yeah, yeah. It's fucking weird. 277 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:22,000 That's fucking weird. And I'm telling you, there's 278 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:27,200 something weird with airbnb's and after I like have been 279 00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:29,600 through all the things I went through, I just don't know about 280 00:16:29,600 --> 00:16:34,000 it or B and E's unless they're literally like expensive Airbnb 281 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:36,500 that you can just tell is going to be so fire. 282 00:16:36,700 --> 00:16:39,800 I can't go to these little Podunk are As in there like out, 283 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,400 come on. And come on down. 284 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:46,700 I feel like this is two strikes to my husband. 285 00:16:46,700 --> 00:16:50,300 Like this is two trips that I've gone on back-to-back without him 286 00:16:50,700 --> 00:16:54,400 wear something while this happened that, and I think at 287 00:16:54,400 --> 00:16:57,400 this point, he's like you're not fucking going on a trip without 288 00:16:57,400 --> 00:17:02,000 me at this point. I need us to go to bed us. 289 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:06,400 Three folk, everyone else. Oh and Jackie, can go and grab 290 00:17:06,599 --> 00:17:09,000 no, for real. Like I'm about to be Be that 291 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:11,200 girl that's like sorry can't go without my husband. 292 00:17:11,700 --> 00:17:16,300 I want to Simply I love that because obviously the spirit of 293 00:17:16,300 --> 00:17:21,900 showing you something Clearly, I'm like, I hear the less I hear 294 00:17:21,900 --> 00:17:25,000 the lesson the first time is like, what the fuck the second 295 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:27,500 time is like, okay, I'm listening to you baby. 296 00:17:27,500 --> 00:17:32,600 Jesus. Yeah, well, I think that before 297 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:35,700 we get into cancer season and you get into your, feels that 298 00:17:35,700 --> 00:17:40,800 you need to evaluate that. You need to focus on your own 299 00:17:40,800 --> 00:17:43,700 self right now. No more tricks, no more, meetups 300 00:17:43,700 --> 00:17:46,400 no more pop-ups, unless you come to Kentucky and I'll protect 301 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:52,100 you. See that, that I'm really blown 302 00:17:52,100 --> 00:17:56,200 away that these people like, followed, you and were ballsy 303 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:59,200 enough to try to break in to a house. 304 00:17:59,200 --> 00:18:02,400 Oh, and they were that guy was so fun, like, when he was 305 00:18:02,400 --> 00:18:05,500 talking, like, you could just tell that like, he was. 306 00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:08,600 So fun drugs. Yeah. 307 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:13,600 But like yes on drugs, but also like, Not just on drugs and 308 00:18:13,600 --> 00:18:18,700 being like, freaked out but also just so disassociated from his 309 00:18:18,700 --> 00:18:19,900 soul. Does that make sense? 310 00:18:19,900 --> 00:18:22,200 Like, you know how you can look at somebody and you're just like 311 00:18:22,500 --> 00:18:26,100 you have no you're not in touch with your soul at all. 312 00:18:26,100 --> 00:18:29,400 Like there's a disconnect between your human body and who 313 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:31,900 you are. I've been looking a lot and I 314 00:18:31,900 --> 00:18:34,900 took a lot of psychology courses because I minored in Psychology 315 00:18:34,900 --> 00:18:38,500 in college about like Maslow's hierarchy and like if your 316 00:18:38,500 --> 00:18:41,900 physical needs are not met then you can't like get your emotion. 317 00:18:42,100 --> 00:18:45,200 On needs and all these other things met like you have to have 318 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:48,400 like these physical needs and clearly like it sounds like you 319 00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:52,900 know, people who are on the street by choice or by force, 320 00:18:52,900 --> 00:18:54,700 you know what I mean? Like some people choose the 321 00:18:54,700 --> 00:18:57,300 streets, you don't need some people choose things, but at the 322 00:18:57,300 --> 00:19:00,500 same time it's like their own needs are not met. 323 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:02,800 They don't give a fuck about anyone else's needs. 324 00:19:02,800 --> 00:19:05,000 You know what I mean? Like that are not worried about 325 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:07,600 who they hurt to get their needs fulfilled, right? 326 00:19:07,600 --> 00:19:09,600 So at that sucks, and that's scary. 327 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:16,400 But I definitely I have learned that little small towns that 328 00:19:16,400 --> 00:19:19,100 have cute cheap, airbnb's have them for a reason. 329 00:19:19,100 --> 00:19:22,400 It's because whoever owns that house payment is like six 330 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:26,500 hundred dollars a month and they weren't that to you for 350 for 331 00:19:26,500 --> 00:19:30,700 two nights or whatever you know and you paid their house payment 332 00:19:31,700 --> 00:19:33,500 her house. I will say though. 333 00:19:33,500 --> 00:19:37,400 And I even told her this like her house itself was so fucking 334 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:39,900 cute. She had that bathroom stocked 335 00:19:39,900 --> 00:19:45,700 with whatever we would need. I That she owns some kind of a 336 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:51,100 like cattle or sheep business or something. 337 00:19:51,100 --> 00:19:54,400 I think it's like some kind of Swiss thing because she had 338 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:58,000 Switzerland cheddar cheese in the fridge, that was the same 339 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:02,100 brand as all of the bathroom items that were in the bathroom 340 00:20:02,100 --> 00:20:05,400 like shampoo, conditioner hand, soaps lotions, all that. 341 00:20:05,500 --> 00:20:08,300 And, you know, how people do product display, and it totally 342 00:20:08,300 --> 00:20:11,000 shows, like the name of their product, like everything was 343 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:14,100 turned. You could see the name of this 344 00:20:14,100 --> 00:20:18,800 thing, or this product, and it was the house itself was. 345 00:20:18,800 --> 00:20:21,300 So fucking cute. Like if there weren't any 346 00:20:21,300 --> 00:20:23,100 crackheads, it would have been fabulous. 347 00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:27,300 Well, I am just glad that you're safe, because that sounds scary 348 00:20:27,300 --> 00:20:31,300 as fuck. And trust me, when I say, I am 349 00:20:31,300 --> 00:20:34,200 not built for that shit because I will shoot somebody. 350 00:20:35,100 --> 00:20:37,200 I didn't even tell you the best part. 351 00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:40,700 We hear a fucking noise after all this happens and were 352 00:20:40,700 --> 00:20:43,700 packing up. We here in Noise, my assistant 353 00:20:43,700 --> 00:20:46,000 Tanya grabs a knife out of the kitchen. 354 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,600 And she goes, I'm gonna go outside and I'm going to be 355 00:20:48,600 --> 00:20:54,000 acting crazy for a minute. And I like just don't judge just 356 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,100 say good. We're like okay she put 357 00:20:56,100 --> 00:21:00,400 sunglasses on this girl goes outside with this long fucking 358 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:01,600 silver. Nice. 359 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,800 And she is walking back and forth in front of our fucking 360 00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:07,100 house. She walks in the road, she's 361 00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:10,500 looking down, she walks the block because she was like a 362 00:21:10,500 --> 00:21:11,900 someone's watching us or whatever. 363 00:21:12,100 --> 00:21:14,700 I want them to know, like, I'm fucking ready. 364 00:21:15,300 --> 00:21:18,800 She looked like Chucky's bride out there, with her colored 365 00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:23,000 orange hair and her black sunglasses, fucking slice. 366 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:25,400 Somebody in the middle of the road and I was like, I've never 367 00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:27,200 been happier. Okay. 368 00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:29,800 So you obviously found a great assistant. 369 00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:36,300 A perfect assistant order of business is what the fuck is 370 00:21:36,300 --> 00:21:40,300 going to happen? For your third girls trip, you 371 00:21:40,300 --> 00:21:41,900 know, I mean, they say third tons. 372 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:44,400 Charm. So, I'm just wondering who's 373 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:49,600 going to be there. I'm you know, I don't know, you 374 00:21:49,608 --> 00:21:53,600 know, it's crazy. I feel like still those people. 375 00:21:54,300 --> 00:22:00,100 Like had no concept of like what they were about to fuck around 376 00:22:00,100 --> 00:22:06,000 and find out there were, yeah, there was no fucking Kansai. 377 00:22:06,500 --> 00:22:10,300 I didn't think about it till just now the fact that when that 378 00:22:10,300 --> 00:22:13,400 lady looks at her ring camera, He's going to see Tanya walking 379 00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:18,600 outside with his fucking. Yes, yes she did. 380 00:22:18,600 --> 00:22:21,500 Yes you did she made us. Okay. 381 00:22:21,700 --> 00:22:24,700 I have to tell you, I thought about. 382 00:22:24,700 --> 00:22:30,000 Are you talk trip while I was doing this trip my assistant 383 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:34,900 Tanya was the I'm talking like she we woke up in the morning 384 00:22:34,900 --> 00:22:38,500 she had coffee and waffles made we're interviewing she's making 385 00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:41,400 snack trays and feeding us. We're doing dinner and she's 386 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,900 making like These like, she's cooking for everybody and 387 00:22:43,900 --> 00:22:46,300 serving their plates and like, setting us up or whatever. 388 00:22:46,500 --> 00:22:50,900 And it took me a minute to like receive that, you know, and she 389 00:22:50,900 --> 00:22:53,000 would be like, stop fucking trying to help me. 390 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:56,600 Like, I'm here for a reason. I'm here to help you and like, 391 00:22:56,600 --> 00:23:00,000 make sure you're good and I was having such a hard time with 392 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:04,700 that and then I realized like oh no that and she was like I like 393 00:23:04,700 --> 00:23:07,400 doing it and like what the fuck? And then I thought about our 394 00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:11,900 Utah trip and was like, no I genuinely liked doing that and 395 00:23:12,100 --> 00:23:14,600 Doing that for you guys. And then I started thinking 396 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:19,000 about homegirl talking shit about you receiving. 397 00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,100 Getting things made for you and whatever. 398 00:23:22,100 --> 00:23:27,500 And then I thought, how would I feel if I was in the situation 399 00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:31,400 where like now someone's doing something for me and I'm 400 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:35,100 receiving and then someone's talking shit about it and it 401 00:23:35,100 --> 00:23:39,400 just added a little more level of like that was really fucked 402 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:43,100 up. When I would, you know what I 403 00:23:43,108 --> 00:23:48,200 mean? Well, oh girl was on one, and I 404 00:23:48,208 --> 00:23:51,600 don't know what her deal was, but the fact that she was upset 405 00:23:51,900 --> 00:23:55,500 that me and you were wanting, and having a good time when she 406 00:23:55,500 --> 00:24:00,300 went out of her way to plan this surprise and do a lot of extra 407 00:24:00,300 --> 00:24:03,800 work that honestly who does to her, but like, you know, she 408 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:06,900 didn't have to do all that. Like that wasn't like, you know, 409 00:24:06,900 --> 00:24:10,600 her responsibility I guess. And I just feel like it's wild 410 00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:14,700 to me how people Will do something, and it's almost her 411 00:24:14,700 --> 00:24:18,500 cloud or likeness, but that's not their true Spirit, like, you 412 00:24:18,500 --> 00:24:20,000 know what I mean? Like, me, I like to give 413 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:23,400 presents and I don't respect, I don't need or expect anything 414 00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:27,500 period people on my patreon, like get one year of presents 415 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:29,300 and stuff like that. Like, I love sending little 416 00:24:29,300 --> 00:24:31,500 packages to people and you know, that we've talked about that 417 00:24:31,500 --> 00:24:34,900 before I feel like my package. Do you inspired your witchy 418 00:24:34,900 --> 00:24:38,200 boxes to the world? You're like, like, I sent you 419 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,400 that message box. I start that thing was like ten 420 00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:44,300 towns and it had all kinds of Of stuff in it whenever we first 421 00:24:44,300 --> 00:24:48,500 like, way before the podcast. But, you know, I like doing 422 00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:50,100 that. I like saving Little Boxes for 423 00:24:50,100 --> 00:24:52,900 people and building them up and like making people feel special. 424 00:24:52,900 --> 00:24:56,400 I did that too, for my dad, on Father's Day and he was height, 425 00:24:56,500 --> 00:25:00,600 he was loving it and, you know, I just like making people feel 426 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,100 special and that's just in my spirit. 427 00:25:02,100 --> 00:25:05,100 But some people don't, that's not in their spirit. 428 00:25:05,100 --> 00:25:09,100 So when they do it, it's like they're jealous or they're also 429 00:25:09,100 --> 00:25:12,600 resentful of you like, you know, they may have liked Got all this 430 00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:15,000 but at the end of the day that like that's not really their 431 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:16,900 true character, they felt envious. 432 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:21,100 Now that you're enjoying it or receiving it or you or maybe you 433 00:25:21,100 --> 00:25:23,800 need to give them more credit or you need to give them more 434 00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:27,400 attention or you need to give them more whatever the fuck. 435 00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:30,100 So like that's the problem with the world is a lot of people 436 00:25:30,100 --> 00:25:32,900 just do stuff because they want other people to know they've 437 00:25:32,900 --> 00:25:36,000 done it or they want cloud or something like that. 438 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:39,500 Like oh my God, I bought this person homeless person or, you 439 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:41,400 know, people who share dumb stuff like that. 440 00:25:41,400 --> 00:25:44,000 Like that's Humiliating for that homeless person, Loki? 441 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:46,500 Like so like you doing that for clout? 442 00:25:46,500 --> 00:25:47,700 You know, like recording a video. 443 00:25:47,700 --> 00:25:50,900 Like here's a burger fucking Burger, you know. 444 00:25:50,900 --> 00:25:52,800 Like if you said he was a Ferrari. 445 00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:55,000 Yes. Recorded a burger. 446 00:25:55,100 --> 00:25:56,500 No. You know what I mean? 447 00:25:56,500 --> 00:25:59,000 Like, let's look at it here but I don't know. 448 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:02,600 People just do shit and I felt like that girl did all that. 449 00:26:02,700 --> 00:26:05,200 And then whenever it all came together, she was just jealous 450 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:08,700 that it wasn't for her. That actually makes sense. 451 00:26:08,700 --> 00:26:12,600 Now, that you say that because people totally like, if you 452 00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:16,300 think about it from her point of view, her doing the surprise, it 453 00:26:16,300 --> 00:26:18,700 probably wasn't. Oh my God, I'm doing a surprise 454 00:26:18,700 --> 00:26:23,000 to bring my friends together. It was probably a they're going 455 00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:27,900 to love me so much because I put the effort in to do this and 456 00:26:27,900 --> 00:26:32,000 then wanting all of the, you know, recognition and attention 457 00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:32,700 for. Oh my God. 458 00:26:32,700 --> 00:26:34,200 Can't believe you organized this. 459 00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:38,900 And you know, all of us are like how do All pitch in so that it's 460 00:26:38,900 --> 00:26:42,200 an equal exchange and not somebody feeling like they're 461 00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:46,000 doing everything and, you know. Yeah, and after she did all that 462 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,800 then you were like more than willing to like cook and do all 463 00:26:48,800 --> 00:26:50,700 the things. Like we all literally went to 464 00:26:50,700 --> 00:26:54,100 the grocery, you all and the total was 222 even and I will 465 00:26:54,100 --> 00:26:57,000 never forget that because it was $55 a person and it was just 466 00:26:57,000 --> 00:27:00,100 like the most random thing or 5555 or something like that. 467 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:03,500 But moral of the story is, it was just like really interesting 468 00:27:03,700 --> 00:27:08,200 that that happened like that and Everyone was trying to play 469 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:11,400 their part but then people are like, oh my God, this isn't good 470 00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:13,100 enough or whatever. And I just don't like that 471 00:27:13,100 --> 00:27:15,100 energy. It's like, yeah, she put a lot 472 00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:16,600 together. But then when we got there and 473 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:18,500 she was like, I got it, I got it. 474 00:27:18,500 --> 00:27:20,500 I was like, no, I'm sending you gas money right now. 475 00:27:20,500 --> 00:27:22,700 Like no, I'm going to been really like, I hate when people 476 00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:25,000 say they got it and then later, hold that over your head. 477 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:28,200 So, no one ever for me. If I'm there, I'm putting in my 478 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:30,100 portion. Even if other people don't give 479 00:27:30,100 --> 00:27:32,600 gas money. I'm going to like, I'm not going 480 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,200 to like just because everybody else doesn't give any. 481 00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:36,800 I'm going to give you 60 now. I'm still in. 482 00:27:36,808 --> 00:27:39,800 Give you. 15. But for my portion, it 15, if 483 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:42,400 everybody in the car, gave 15, it would be 60, right? 484 00:27:42,500 --> 00:27:45,000 You know, like I just know how things even out and I always 485 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:47,800 play my part, so I don't know what the fuck that bitch was mad 486 00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:50,000 about or what bitches be mad about. 487 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:53,400 Because it's like, you have to be bothered to bother people who 488 00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,200 don't bother you or to just start drama with people. 489 00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:59,100 They're supposed to be your friends or compete. 490 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:01,900 Compete compete compete. The favorite word? 491 00:28:01,900 --> 00:28:06,500 Like, I don't get it, but like we see when people are copying 492 00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:07,000 me. See. 493 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:11,100 See when people take what we're doing and put a spin on it and 494 00:28:11,100 --> 00:28:12,800 try to twist it and turn it a different way. 495 00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:15,200 Like I don't know, I don't get it because that's not my 496 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,400 intention and I don't move like that. 497 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:21,200 So it's kind of like, you know, I don't know. 498 00:28:21,500 --> 00:28:25,300 People are fucking water. I'll say that this the trip with 499 00:28:25,300 --> 00:28:29,600 the girls though I loved it. Like there was it was the total 500 00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:33,900 same Vibe as when you me and Jackie were just with ourselves 501 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,600 where it's just cohesive. You're just doing your thing, 502 00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,000 you're all bringing. Something different to the 503 00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:41,300 table. It's just so nice and it feels 504 00:28:41,300 --> 00:28:43,300 so good to go on to go on that trip. 505 00:28:43,300 --> 00:28:46,300 Or like, our only problem is crackheads like the only 506 00:28:46,300 --> 00:28:49,700 probably only disturbance in the area is outside of the home. 507 00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:51,300 Yeah. Well that was good that was 508 00:28:51,300 --> 00:28:55,700 good, at least but you know I mean that was dangerous. 509 00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:59,400 Sounds dangerous that escalated quickly. 510 00:28:59,900 --> 00:29:02,000 That is like quickly. You know honestly there feels 511 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:03,900 like a place. You probably need to keep a pack 512 00:29:03,900 --> 00:29:06,400 of cigs on you and then when the crackhead ass from one you give 513 00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:08,100 them three. And then they're like thank you 514 00:29:08,100 --> 00:29:10,700 ma'am. Thank you, thank you, thank you. 515 00:29:11,500 --> 00:29:14,200 I really don't even think that he wanted cigarettes. 516 00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:19,600 I really think that he was trying to be fucking weird and 517 00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,900 have conversation and try for some reason. 518 00:29:22,900 --> 00:29:27,300 I feel like he wanted us to stay at the spot that we were at and 519 00:29:27,300 --> 00:29:30,300 like have conversation with us. And I think that's why the other 520 00:29:30,300 --> 00:29:33,300 guy was looking over at us and was like, walking closer and 521 00:29:33,300 --> 00:29:36,300 whatever. Like, I felt like they wanted us 522 00:29:36,300 --> 00:29:38,700 to be at the Location that we were at. 523 00:29:40,100 --> 00:29:46,000 Which is super fucking odd. Well, clearly, that's a rodeo 524 00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:49,600 town and they don't see a lot of pretty women, walking around, 525 00:29:49,900 --> 00:29:52,100 chilling living, their best life. 526 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:57,700 So you better watch yourself. I don't feel like we look like 527 00:29:57,700 --> 00:30:00,300 the most, like, inviting group either. 528 00:30:00,300 --> 00:30:03,300 Like, it's not like they're like, oh my gosh. 529 00:30:03,300 --> 00:30:07,700 Those very quiet blendin. Women are going to be the 530 00:30:07,700 --> 00:30:11,800 perfect Target. Like we're all fucking loud. 531 00:30:11,900 --> 00:30:14,400 He dressed like what do you want? 532 00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:18,900 We don't fucking like you. You don't fucking like you know, 533 00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:21,700 still grain sir. We're witches. 534 00:30:24,300 --> 00:30:27,100 That's really fucking crazy. And you know, what's even better 535 00:30:27,100 --> 00:30:30,800 for it? Is that it would happen and you 536 00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:33,500 came home early. So we could record the podcast. 537 00:30:33,900 --> 00:30:37,300 Talk about, I did. Oh my God, I have a new dog and 538 00:30:37,300 --> 00:30:41,400 the dog. Let's name her name. 539 00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:44,400 Well, we're between two names right now, right now. 540 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:49,000 Brian names. Her Lula, Al Ula. 541 00:30:49,500 --> 00:30:52,900 But we're kind of really loving the named lilu from Fifth 542 00:30:52,900 --> 00:30:59,500 Element, lilu moti pass. So not really 100% sure. 543 00:30:59,500 --> 00:31:07,100 So she's a Lula or leeloo. Well, welcome to the family as 544 00:31:07,100 --> 00:31:13,000 I'm just, finding dogs is a Australian shepherd and a border 545 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:16,500 collie, mix. We think and she was absolutely 546 00:31:16,500 --> 00:31:19,200 just dropped off, middle of nowhere, showed up in my 547 00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,600 father-in-law's house at 1 a.m. when purring. 548 00:31:22,500 --> 00:31:25,300 Um, she's little. She has to be like six to eight 549 00:31:25,300 --> 00:31:29,200 months. Her tail is doxxed. 550 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:33,700 So they cut her tail. Well, they didn't chip her or 551 00:31:33,700 --> 00:31:36,100 anything like that. She's the sweetest little girl, 552 00:31:36,100 --> 00:31:41,900 but she was totally dumped Or maybe people are cruel but 553 00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:46,000 Karma's crazy, and shit happens. And also, you kept telling me 554 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:51,600 that the dog chose me. So maybe the dog chose you. 555 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:56,300 He wants me to be her girlfriend because she doesn't hump anybody 556 00:31:56,300 --> 00:31:59,500 else. But me, and when I try to walk 557 00:31:59,500 --> 00:32:02,700 away from her, she just whimpers and screams. 558 00:32:02,700 --> 00:32:07,500 So she thinks that Brian says he thinks it's because I'm on my 559 00:32:07,500 --> 00:32:11,100 period. And dogs, love that shit. 560 00:32:11,100 --> 00:32:15,500 But that would mean that she's a lesbian dog, which go her. 561 00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:17,900 I love that for her. I don't want to be fuck. 562 00:32:19,700 --> 00:32:24,700 Well, that's your new baby now. That's yeah. 563 00:32:24,700 --> 00:32:29,500 I'm just keep your little geeky lost yourself girlfriend. 564 00:32:29,700 --> 00:32:35,300 Yeah, don't hug me. Maybe they just don't know who 565 00:32:35,300 --> 00:32:38,200 knows. You never know what, what people 566 00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:39,700 go. Through people's minds when they 567 00:32:39,700 --> 00:32:43,800 leave their dog, you know. I mean, I know that if you leave 568 00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:46,400 your dog in the middle of fucking nowhere, you're a piece 569 00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:47,800 of shit. Yeah. 570 00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:51,100 But sometimes like maybe like someone died and then their kid 571 00:32:51,100 --> 00:32:53,200 did it or you know what I mean? Or someone else say it like, how 572 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:54,700 could you do that? Yeah, I know. 573 00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:57,200 Like, sometimes it's not even the owner though, it's like 574 00:32:57,200 --> 00:32:58,700 someone else that gets controlled at. 575 00:32:58,700 --> 00:33:01,600 All right. Like so these. 576 00:33:02,300 --> 00:33:04,800 Well I hope someone drops them off in the middle of nowhere. 577 00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:08,400 When their owner dies, when their dad dies, fuck hope you 578 00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:11,200 get dropped off. Oh, it's so hot. 579 00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:15,700 Hot place for people like it's a hot place. 580 00:33:15,700 --> 00:33:18,200 She's going to some hot. It's hot. 581 00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:21,500 Little veal chicken up in here. There's a hot place of you to do 582 00:33:21,500 --> 00:33:26,100 that. You know, I'm excited that we 583 00:33:26,100 --> 00:33:32,500 are here recording because Summer Solstice is happening, 584 00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:36,200 and I'm just, like, loving the creation energy. 585 00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:40,700 I feel so creative right now. And how are you feeling even 586 00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:44,200 recording? NG for your new podcast and 587 00:33:45,100 --> 00:33:48,400 doing all kinds of stuff. We're not going for the new. 588 00:33:48,500 --> 00:33:53,700 Yeah, I feel creative but I feel like taking the rest of the 589 00:33:53,700 --> 00:33:56,600 month of June off for business and like picking back up 590 00:33:56,600 --> 00:34:00,400 bookings in July as the best fucking idea, because yes, I 591 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:03,700 feel creative but I feel like I'm creative for building out 592 00:34:03,700 --> 00:34:06,200 the podcast space. So we're going to be moving into 593 00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:11,699 and putting creativity into that instead of putting it into other 594 00:34:11,699 --> 00:34:14,800 things right now. I think that like focusing my 595 00:34:14,800 --> 00:34:17,300 energy on setting up my life so that I'm not stuck. 596 00:34:17,500 --> 00:34:20,100 Just out when the life continues is important. 597 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,900 There you go. You got to take some for you. 598 00:34:22,900 --> 00:34:25,400 That's the most important thing. I want taken time for me. 599 00:34:25,800 --> 00:34:29,100 I'm loving my class right now. Last night was amazing. 600 00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:36,400 And next week, we start the tarot cards and it's going to be 601 00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:40,900 really exciting because we built the foundation and I love, how 602 00:34:40,900 --> 00:34:44,400 many people have been sending me their homework and like their 603 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:49,400 understandings of the cards that don't know them and they're like 604 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:51,699 75%. Try all the time. 605 00:34:51,699 --> 00:34:54,699 Like like they really do get it, you know what I mean? 606 00:34:54,699 --> 00:34:56,800 And that's what like is really cool about them. 607 00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:59,700 Sending me their homework because I can kind of, like, 608 00:34:59,700 --> 00:35:02,200 hike them up, you know. Like yeah, I like that's totally 609 00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:05,500 on point with exactly the meaning, you know. 610 00:35:06,500 --> 00:35:08,300 Yeah, you get to be everybody's hyped, man. 611 00:35:08,300 --> 00:35:12,200 I'm excited for getting into the cards with your class. 612 00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:16,300 I was also hyping your class up while I was gone and the girls 613 00:35:16,300 --> 00:35:19,300 were really excited to sit in on last night's class, but we were 614 00:35:19,300 --> 00:35:22,000 evading Tweakers, so we Not attend. 615 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:27,000 Ask me that. I forgot about that. 616 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,800 I was wondering why you weren't there, but I just thought. 617 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:31,200 Oh, she's busy with her friends and doing her thing. 618 00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:34,400 So, I didn't even think anything about it early. 619 00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:40,100 I was driving home last minute packing up. 620 00:35:40,500 --> 00:35:43,200 Um, no. I was talking about your class 621 00:35:43,200 --> 00:35:46,800 and I was talking about how I think that it's so important 622 00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:50,300 that you started off your class, discussing ethics. 623 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:55,900 And that I I loved your example of doing a reading because you 624 00:35:55,900 --> 00:35:59,300 were literally doing a reading and pulling cards last week 625 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:04,100 during class and doing a whole reading but you did it. 626 00:36:04,100 --> 00:36:07,400 So effortlessly inside of the class and then afterwards you're 627 00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:11,300 like and that was a reading and showed people like how 628 00:36:11,300 --> 00:36:15,400 effortlessly you can do the reading, it doesn't have to be 629 00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:19,100 some like you're not sitting there and going Whitney. 630 00:36:19,600 --> 00:36:22,700 I know that your Mother died. When you were 4 years old and 631 00:36:22,700 --> 00:36:24,900 that it was a very traumatic experience. 632 00:36:24,900 --> 00:36:27,300 You know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, yeah, I hate when 633 00:36:27,300 --> 00:36:30,500 people do that. That is so ghetto in the 634 00:36:30,500 --> 00:36:32,800 spiritual Community. When people are, like, 635 00:36:33,500 --> 00:36:37,600 instantly, go to your trauma, instantly, try to trigger wounds 636 00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:39,700 and build some type of trauma bond with you. 637 00:36:39,900 --> 00:36:42,900 So many practitioners, that's how they sell you shit. 638 00:36:42,900 --> 00:36:45,900 That's how they sell you. That's why I like people don't 639 00:36:45,900 --> 00:36:48,800 get it because they're so wrapped up in their Shadow and 640 00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:51,600 their trauma, they don't and their Shadow. 641 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:54,700 So they can't transmute it. They can't incorporate it. 642 00:36:54,700 --> 00:36:59,100 They can't love it because these people have them bonded with 643 00:36:59,100 --> 00:37:03,000 these limited belief systems, as well as their family, as well as 644 00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:05,600 their friends reinforcing this. The type of people that they 645 00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:08,600 hang out with the places they go, all reinforce these belief 646 00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:11,800 systems and that's why I'm people are fucking trapped. 647 00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:14,800 That's why people are in the cage because the cage is 648 00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:18,100 imaginary and you're going in there willingly, like no one is 649 00:37:18,100 --> 00:37:23,300 forcing you to be oblivious. To your own bullshit, you know 650 00:37:23,300 --> 00:37:25,800 what I mean? Like, no one's forcing you to go 651 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:29,400 on about your day and do whatever the fuck. 652 00:37:30,900 --> 00:37:34,500 We support cage-free spiritual wealth of you like a three eggs. 653 00:37:34,700 --> 00:37:37,400 Yeah, just get out of the cage and just be open-minded and 654 00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:39,800 explore a little big for the possibilities. 655 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:44,000 Because there's so much out there that like I never dreamed 656 00:37:44,300 --> 00:37:46,100 that I would be doing what I'm doing right now. 657 00:37:46,500 --> 00:37:50,500 Like, it's all like what else? Evan I'm like, oh my gosh, I'm 658 00:37:50,500 --> 00:37:53,200 gonna To be this, and I'm going to be that like, you know, when 659 00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:55,700 I was seven, I wanted to be a marine biologist. 660 00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:59,400 I wanted it to go learn about the ocean, which I still do. 661 00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:03,900 That's amazing. But obviously takes a very long 662 00:38:03,900 --> 00:38:07,700 time to do all that. So, It's not really a practical 663 00:38:07,700 --> 00:38:11,200 thing. So I opted out of marine biology 664 00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:17,400 but sound amazing. One of the girls does mentorship 665 00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:22,700 with me, that has her degree to do marine biology, but it's so 666 00:38:22,700 --> 00:38:24,800 difficult to find a job in side of that field. 667 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:29,600 Whatever you just did to your phone changed their sound. 668 00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:37,700 Can you hear me now? Yeah, but it was better. 669 00:38:37,700 --> 00:38:42,400 I don't know what you did, talk. Mic check. 670 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:47,200 Mic check. Yeah, it shows your volume 2. 671 00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:49,600 I don't know. Okay, that's good. 672 00:38:52,500 --> 00:38:54,000 Yeah. Marine biology. 673 00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:56,400 We've been difficult, though. You got your own little 674 00:38:56,400 --> 00:38:58,400 microphone. Look at Jim, and I she's a 675 00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:02,400 rockstar y'all. She's got technical equipment. 676 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:07,600 I had to use the technical equipment for our trip. 677 00:39:07,600 --> 00:39:13,400 These mics, let me tell you these mics are like, I think 678 00:39:13,408 --> 00:39:17,000 they're $30 or something like that on Amazon. 679 00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:21,000 And there are two of these clip on Mike's and then there's a 680 00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:25,100 little part that you plug into your phone and it instantly 681 00:39:25,100 --> 00:39:27,400 connects works, you don't have to use Bluetooth, you don't have 682 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,400 to use nothing. It's fucking dope and it picks 683 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:32,500 up. People 23 feet away from you so 684 00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:35,100 you can interview other people People while you just have a mic 685 00:39:35,100 --> 00:39:36,600 clip to you and it Picks Them Up. 686 00:39:37,300 --> 00:39:40,400 Wow, that's beautiful. That is no. 687 00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:43,900 That sounds awesome. It looks it looks Universal 688 00:39:43,900 --> 00:39:45,100 right there. I see it. 689 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:46,900 I didn't see it at first, but yeah. 690 00:39:46,900 --> 00:39:50,100 Right there on the Todd. He's right there by the table. 691 00:39:50,100 --> 00:39:54,800 He's so Jim Anna and me are taking the month of July off. 692 00:39:54,800 --> 00:40:01,500 And then really expanding our full moon circle, this and full 693 00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:05,900 moon circle because it is Going to be during cancer season and 694 00:40:05,900 --> 00:40:10,300 is during summer, as we move into summer, the first full moon 695 00:40:10,300 --> 00:40:13,700 of Summer, really the first full moon of Summer, it's going to be 696 00:40:13,700 --> 00:40:16,900 epic. And we are really, really 697 00:40:16,900 --> 00:40:21,200 excited for just bringing to life. 698 00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:26,000 A vision that really is that healing in that community in 699 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:29,200 that transformation and that elevation that we speak of. 700 00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:34,300 So often and giving the people who listen chance, Has to be in 701 00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:38,400 love reality with us and to really see who we are in real 702 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:39,500 life. You know what I mean we've 703 00:40:39,500 --> 00:40:42,800 talked about it before how people act completely different 704 00:40:42,800 --> 00:40:46,000 in text message or on the phone or whatever than they do on the 705 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:51,600 Internet or just in general. But Zoom with people that 706 00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:55,500 inspire you in a community sense can be really healing because 707 00:40:55,500 --> 00:40:58,300 you're in your own space you can still kind of be in your comfort 708 00:40:58,300 --> 00:40:59,700 zone. You don't got to get in your car 709 00:40:59,700 --> 00:41:03,100 or go anywhere crazy to be a part of something that's really 710 00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:06,400 Formative and I think that's something to just really keep in 711 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:10,800 mind is like, are you making excuses or are you investing in 712 00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:12,600 yourself? Because if you invest in 713 00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:15,800 yourself, that money, that currency that energy exchange, 714 00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:17,200 like that's going to come back to you. 715 00:41:17,300 --> 00:41:22,000 But if you're afraid to be self aware of how you're limiting 716 00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:27,200 your experience, then you will always be limited. 717 00:41:28,300 --> 00:41:31,600 Yeah. And also if you have people who 718 00:41:31,700 --> 00:41:35,400 want to have limited perspectives and they don't ever 719 00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:39,500 want to grow or look at things outside of the box or expand. 720 00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:44,600 Then I feel like you can always feel like you're wrong for your 721 00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:47,600 growth. Journey.and feel like you're 722 00:41:48,100 --> 00:41:52,100 your growth and your evolution is like out of place or you're 723 00:41:52,100 --> 00:41:56,500 doing something that's wrong. We talked a lot about like 724 00:41:56,500 --> 00:41:58,700 surrounding yourself. With people who support you. 725 00:41:58,700 --> 00:42:02,800 But I think that even if people don't understand what you're 726 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:05,200 doing, if you just surround yourself with people who are 727 00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:08,700 focused on their own grind in their own journey and just 728 00:42:08,700 --> 00:42:11,500 support you doing your own thing, you will feel more 729 00:42:11,500 --> 00:42:15,700 inspired than out of place. Yeah, exactly. 730 00:42:15,700 --> 00:42:18,400 Because it's only the people who are staying stagnant, in the 731 00:42:18,400 --> 00:42:21,000 people who don't have anything going on in the people who are 732 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:25,400 doing the same six months over and over and over again, are the 733 00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:28,000 ones that don't want to see change because the The things 734 00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:32,200 Elevate the moment that you grow the moment that you transform, 735 00:42:32,300 --> 00:42:35,600 you will not be able to tolerate the BS. 736 00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:39,400 You will not be able to tolerate lower vibrational conversations 737 00:42:39,400 --> 00:42:44,800 of Gossip of drama of competition of just chatter is 738 00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:47,100 what I like to call it the mental chatter, that people. 739 00:42:47,100 --> 00:42:50,400 Share them along each other at like a bar or a restaurant. 740 00:42:50,500 --> 00:42:53,900 Kirk's me, it irks me, like, I don't like it. 741 00:42:53,900 --> 00:42:55,900 You can always tell when people at the bar projecting, like, 742 00:42:55,900 --> 00:42:58,000 when you're at like a bar and grill and you're Eating, you can 743 00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:00,100 always see that drunk on the fucker, that's projecting onto 744 00:43:00,100 --> 00:43:02,200 everyone. And they're always like, 745 00:43:02,200 --> 00:43:05,700 wrapping around people and just doing goofy shit. 746 00:43:07,100 --> 00:43:09,300 It always. Is it? 747 00:43:09,300 --> 00:43:12,500 Somebody and you know what I love about that is these people 748 00:43:12,500 --> 00:43:14,900 will do it to strangers. They'll do it to anyone that 749 00:43:14,900 --> 00:43:18,200 will listen. And that's what so toxic about 750 00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,100 certain environments is because you can get sucked into 751 00:43:21,100 --> 00:43:23,200 someone's bullshit and not even realize it. 752 00:43:23,300 --> 00:43:25,600 We've all been that person. I mean I'm not perfect, I'm sure 753 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:29,000 sometimes I've told someone They're like, why the switch 754 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:30,200 tell me this. See, you know what I mean? 755 00:43:30,200 --> 00:43:33,900 But like at the same time, I feel like some people don't even 756 00:43:33,900 --> 00:43:36,300 realize any of the signs in their own life. 757 00:43:36,300 --> 00:43:38,900 And so that's why you're going to outgrow those type of people. 758 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:41,500 If you're looking for the magic or you're looking for elevation, 759 00:43:41,500 --> 00:43:44,100 or you're looking for transformation, people are going 760 00:43:44,100 --> 00:43:47,900 to start working you and not in like a negative way where you 761 00:43:47,900 --> 00:43:49,900 don't like them. But it's just like, I, you can't 762 00:43:49,900 --> 00:43:52,200 tolerate that type of energy. It's gonna bother you. 763 00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:54,000 Sometimes it can make you physically ill. 764 00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:57,300 Can give you a headache, it can make you tired, it can make you 765 00:43:57,500 --> 00:43:59,000 You grumpy, you know what I mean? 766 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:01,600 Like, we've all probably lived with someone in our life that 767 00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:03,600 made us feel that way. That was because of their 768 00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:06,100 energy. Yeah. 769 00:44:06,100 --> 00:44:09,000 Don't be having grumpy fucking energy around you or energy to 770 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:12,100 that. Like God, like I refuse to put 771 00:44:12,100 --> 00:44:15,200 myself inside of situations where I feel energetically 772 00:44:15,200 --> 00:44:18,000 depleted anymore. If I hang out with you and I 773 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:22,400 feel exhausted being inside of your presence because I'm just 774 00:44:22,400 --> 00:44:25,200 like, what the fuck are? I walk away around the corner 775 00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:28,200 and I'm rolling my eyes because I'm just like, again, I won't 776 00:44:28,200 --> 00:44:30,000 hang out with you. I will not spend time with you 777 00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:35,500 because I refuse to be inside of situations where I'm annoyed. 778 00:44:35,700 --> 00:44:37,800 To be there. Good point. 779 00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:41,900 And I love that because that's really true because a lot of us 780 00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:46,800 are committed to our own internal conflict like we're 781 00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:51,200 committed to our own drama and we still surround us ourselves 782 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:54,500 with people like oh it's our cousin or I want the third grade 783 00:44:54,500 --> 00:44:58,700 with them or I've known them my whole life and whatever and also 784 00:44:58,700 --> 00:45:00,800 that's all toxic. Like, that's all trauma bond 785 00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:03,100 energy. That's all a limited energy and 786 00:45:03,100 --> 00:45:06,300 people project trauma bonds onto everyone and Everything and you 787 00:45:06,300 --> 00:45:11,700 just have to be careful but you know I feel like if you have the 788 00:45:11,700 --> 00:45:15,500 energy for other people than you should first and foremost be 789 00:45:15,500 --> 00:45:17,900 giving it to yourself like that should just be like the 790 00:45:17,900 --> 00:45:20,400 underlying Factor like you're giving that energy to yourself 791 00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:23,600 before you're giving it to just people especially people on the 792 00:45:23,607 --> 00:45:25,100 internet. People you don't know. 793 00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:27,500 Why do you care about what they think or why do you care about 794 00:45:27,500 --> 00:45:30,600 what people do? You know the moment that I stop 795 00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:32,900 hearing about stuff is like the moment that normally, it 796 00:45:32,900 --> 00:45:34,900 literally happens. It's really crazy. 797 00:45:34,900 --> 00:45:37,800 So To detach myself. I'm trying to live in my own 798 00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:42,200 world because it's a magical place whenever you're looking 799 00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:46,600 for Magic. I love magical places. 800 00:45:46,600 --> 00:45:51,400 I love magic. I love like, I feel like I love. 801 00:45:53,500 --> 00:45:56,700 The I don't know like Good Vibrations right now. 802 00:45:56,700 --> 00:46:02,400 Like I like hanging out talking and when we do this and I just 803 00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:07,100 feel like there's a recharge that happened and I like never 804 00:46:07,100 --> 00:46:12,000 being annoyed with our shit. You know, I really do love you 805 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:18,300 and I'm never I'm remembering proud of you and I'm I'm just so 806 00:46:18,300 --> 00:46:20,600 happy. You're safe from the crazy. 807 00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,600 You don't bust a cap in a cricket. 808 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:28,800 I'm just really glad that like whatever. 809 00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:32,000 I don't know, he's just crazy. Need to name this episode 810 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:43,500 crackheads and Cowboys I'm gonna miss you, whenever we don't 811 00:46:43,500 --> 00:46:48,700 record, but we may drop a bonus episode in July. 812 00:46:48,700 --> 00:46:52,800 If we're feeling frisky and we have the full moon Power Circle, 813 00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:57,700 it is the first Friday in July, I think. 814 00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:01,000 Yeah, I think so too. Is the fools. 815 00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:07,200 Like, yeah, I'm gonna like, the full moon falls on a holiday on 816 00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:11,600 Fourth of July. So it is on Actually it's on 817 00:47:11,600 --> 00:47:17,800 Thursday, Thursday, July 6th at 9 p.m. 818 00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:22,500 Eastern Standard. Time, be there or be square. 819 00:47:23,500 --> 00:47:30,200 We love you all and I was going to say and a reminder that you 820 00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:32,300 can sign up for the full moon circle. 821 00:47:32,300 --> 00:47:36,300 We always have it linked in the description wherever you listen 822 00:47:36,300 --> 00:47:38,800 to the podcast. It's on pages website for you to 823 00:47:38,808 --> 00:47:42,700 sign up. If If you are on our patreons, 824 00:47:42,700 --> 00:47:47,000 we have tears on our patreon that have access to the full 825 00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:49,300 moon circle. Plus you also get so many 826 00:47:49,300 --> 00:47:55,300 different benefits. So, look at our patreons to find 827 00:47:55,300 --> 00:47:56,300 out. What's here's, those are 828 00:47:56,308 --> 00:48:00,200 available on access and remove the kitty cat. 829 00:48:00,300 --> 00:48:04,600 And then my cat came up to christen this episode with his 830 00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:08,000 graceful. So does our sun, the deductive 831 00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:10,000 eyes? He's resting. 832 00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:19,900 Polly and I share a son. Yo, I really love this podcast. 833 00:48:19,900 --> 00:48:24,200 I love Jim and I love this community that were building and 834 00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:27,700 we can't wait to see you at the full moon, circle on July 6th, 835 00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:32,700 and we can't wait to see you next week, for our season finale 836 00:48:33,100 --> 00:48:39,800 of season 2 this entire. We're gonna Bop We love you all, 837 00:48:40,500 --> 00:48:41,000 bye.