1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:04,240 Trigger Trigger Trigger warning. This week's episode is going to 2 00:00:04,240 --> 00:00:07,840 center heavily around the recent P Diddy allegations, sexual and 3 00:00:07,840 --> 00:00:11,360 physical violence, drug use, suicide, and blackmail. 4 00:00:11,520 --> 00:00:14,560 As always, we promote pursuing mental health, so if these 5 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:17,720 topics are harmful or triggering, viewer and listener 6 00:00:17,720 --> 00:00:19,880 discretion is strongly. Advised. 7 00:00:29,640 --> 00:00:34,120 She says she's so sweet. Megan want a little wrapper me 8 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:40,880 like a lollipop lollipop lollipop lollipop lollipop 9 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:45,160 lollipop lollipop lollipop. Welcome back to fucking 10 00:00:45,160 --> 00:00:48,680 Candyland, you guys. She was ready for it. 11 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:53,080 I tried to impersonate you in there because every time that 12 00:00:53,080 --> 00:00:57,600 you give the fuck, you give the fuck and I just I wanted to try 13 00:00:57,600 --> 00:00:59,840 it. You know what, it feels good. 14 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:03,160 It feels good to express yourself and to feel yourself. 15 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:07,160 And you know, sometimes we got to do that. 16 00:01:08,080 --> 00:01:10,680 Oh, and as she said that, she was feeling herself. 17 00:01:10,680 --> 00:01:12,440 She grabbed her chest. Just now. 18 00:01:13,160 --> 00:01:15,560 Yeah. Oh hey you guys, if you're not 19 00:01:15,560 --> 00:01:18,000 on Patreon watching this, you didn't just see the city squeeze 20 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:22,120 that we got. You know, this is great, but 21 00:01:22,560 --> 00:01:24,960 every month you all we do a full moon circle. 22 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:29,720 And when we do this full moon circle, it is just our 23 00:01:29,720 --> 00:01:33,000 communities coming together and different people from both of 24 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:35,360 our spaces showing up and showing out. 25 00:01:35,600 --> 00:01:38,440 And last night there was about 20 people there. 26 00:01:38,720 --> 00:01:44,040 And so we were talking about how in Gemini's chats there's 27 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:48,440 titties out like all the time. Like if you open up her like 28 00:01:48,680 --> 00:01:50,800 community chats, there's boobies. 29 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:56,200 And everyone was very intrigued. I. 30 00:01:56,200 --> 00:01:58,880 Was laughing because your friend Steven commented and said I'm in 31 00:01:58,880 --> 00:02:06,640 the wrong community space so I was over here cracking the fuck 32 00:02:06,640 --> 00:02:10,759 up. No that is our full moon circle 33 00:02:10,759 --> 00:02:13,160 that we just did last night. So when you guys are going to be 34 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:17,280 listening to this, it'll be this past full moon that we had on. 35 00:02:17,280 --> 00:02:22,880 I think it's the 18th that we did it and it's this like 36 00:02:22,880 --> 00:02:26,080 eclipse full moon, and the energy's been fucking crazy. 37 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:30,480 But Paige gave this really beautiful reading and then I did 38 00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:34,480 a meditation and the energy was just so beautiful. 39 00:02:34,480 --> 00:02:38,640 We had new people who upgraded on both of our Patreons just to 40 00:02:38,640 --> 00:02:41,680 be able to attend that with us and to be able to bring their 41 00:02:41,680 --> 00:02:45,440 energy in. And we're constantly just like 42 00:02:45,440 --> 00:02:48,640 right now, we have so many new people coming into both of our 43 00:02:49,160 --> 00:02:51,920 community spaces. I know Paige just added somebody 44 00:02:51,920 --> 00:02:56,040 new to our spell working tier and I just was able to bring 45 00:02:56,040 --> 00:02:59,560 somebody new in as well. And just the fact that we have 46 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:02,520 like such, we have people on both of ours who have been with 47 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:05,960 us for years who have just been like in here giving their energy 48 00:03:05,960 --> 00:03:08,040 and love for years. But then we have new people 49 00:03:08,040 --> 00:03:12,040 coming in and bring that like freshness and new energy and 50 00:03:12,320 --> 00:03:15,040 like vibrancy to learn. And it's just, I don't know, 51 00:03:15,040 --> 00:03:17,160 it's just really beautiful. Yeah. 52 00:03:17,160 --> 00:03:21,000 And what I love about it is that like we consistently come 53 00:03:21,000 --> 00:03:24,800 together and every time do something different, like, and 54 00:03:24,800 --> 00:03:27,960 it just feels like it keeps expanding and it keeps growing. 55 00:03:27,960 --> 00:03:32,080 And there's just so much that you can't really predict will 56 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:34,960 happen in your life if you're not taking risk or taking 57 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:39,040 chances because a lot of these people were reluctant to, like, 58 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:42,760 make Internet friends or even show, you know, their face on a 59 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:45,760 video or be in a community space at all. 60 00:03:45,760 --> 00:03:50,240 Like, you know, a lot of us don't have people that are new 61 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:52,160 coming into our life. It's a lot of people we've 62 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:55,880 already known, which keeps us in those cycles that we already 63 00:03:55,880 --> 00:03:57,640 know. And some people we already know 64 00:03:57,640 --> 00:04:00,840 are great people, and they're amazing, and everyone, you know 65 00:04:00,840 --> 00:04:03,280 needs to meet them. But then some people in our life 66 00:04:03,920 --> 00:04:08,440 suck. Suck big old nasty stinky ass 67 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:13,520 Dicks. Yep, you know what I'm talking 68 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:14,960 about too. You ever tried to go and suck a 69 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:16,920 Dick and you're just like, where the fuck has this thing been? 70 00:04:16,920 --> 00:04:21,600 It smells like cheese. I'm telling you right now, don't 71 00:04:21,600 --> 00:04:25,760 have the cheesy Dick of life. Oh my God. 72 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:27,880 Anyway, Speaking of that, let's talk about Beetlejuice. 73 00:04:28,720 --> 00:04:31,720 Yes. So I was seeing a lot of 74 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:35,800 negative energy about the movie, but I personally thought it was 75 00:04:35,800 --> 00:04:36,520 really. Good. 76 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:41,560 OK, I've got opinions on it. First, I want to tell you my 77 00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:46,280 child's opinion because I think his opinion counts here, so I 78 00:04:46,280 --> 00:04:49,960 bought the tickets. Our movie theater has reclining 79 00:04:49,960 --> 00:04:52,920 seats, so we bring blankets. It has a seat warmer. 80 00:04:52,920 --> 00:04:58,520 It's a lovely experience for me. So I buy tickets for my husband, 81 00:04:58,560 --> 00:05:00,840 me and the kids. Your nails are Beetlejuice 82 00:05:00,840 --> 00:05:04,160 inspired and they're adorable. And I let that I went in there 83 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:06,720 knowing like these kids are going to have the time of their 84 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,920 fucking lives. I let them get whatever snacks 85 00:05:08,920 --> 00:05:11,800 they wanted to, whatever candy they wanted to, whatever drink 86 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:13,360 they felt that they needed to have. 87 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:16,360 My daughter went with an Icy. My son was like, I'm going to 88 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:20,600 have a sugar free Coke because he has a 0 soda policy. 89 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:22,680 Like, we just don't do soda and shit. 90 00:05:23,760 --> 00:05:25,880 So we sit down with our snacks. We're all excited. 91 00:05:26,040 --> 00:05:29,000 I shit you not, we barely get through the opening credits. 92 00:05:29,440 --> 00:05:33,000 My son looks over at me and goes, why would you buy tickets 93 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:34,880 to this? This is terrifying. 94 00:05:35,720 --> 00:05:41,600 And then the first scene is Danny DeVito and the lady. 95 00:05:41,600 --> 00:05:44,680 Like, first of all, when the lady was coming out-of-the-box 96 00:05:44,880 --> 00:05:47,520 and putting herself together, I thought it was going to be like 97 00:05:47,520 --> 00:05:50,760 an ode to the Nightmare Before Christmas thing, which I don't 98 00:05:50,760 --> 00:05:53,880 think that it was. And what's that? 99 00:05:54,280 --> 00:05:56,320 I don't like Nightmare Before Christmas so I can't remember 100 00:05:56,320 --> 00:05:59,000 her character's name for. Christmas blanket but I'm not 101 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,760 super fan but I like this blanket. 102 00:06:00,920 --> 00:06:03,880 Oh Sally, her name is Sally. It was not Sally. 103 00:06:04,840 --> 00:06:07,200 But during the movie he was freaked the fuck out. 104 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:12,640 And then that night he could not go to sleep and he comes 105 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:15,600 downstairs and he goes, well, I can't go to sleep because who 106 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:18,280 thought it was a good idea to take an 8 year old to go watch 107 00:06:18,280 --> 00:06:22,200 that terrifying movie? Don't ever do that to me again. 108 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:24,480 I would never watch something like that ever again. 109 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:28,520 And I was like, OK, so he has not discussed the movie since 110 00:06:28,560 --> 00:06:30,880 He's not talked about it. He hasn't made reference to it. 111 00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:33,920 You won't, you won't discuss. So that was his opinion. 112 00:06:34,280 --> 00:06:36,640 I thought it was wonderful. I just thought that they should 113 00:06:36,640 --> 00:06:40,120 have I, I wish that they would have dove into storylines a 114 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:42,160 little bit more and taken a little bit more time. 115 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:45,480 Like I would have liked to see that Beetlejuice and what's her 116 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:47,840 name, Dolores. I'd have loved to see a little 117 00:06:47,840 --> 00:06:50,640 bit more about that story and about them, like finding each 118 00:06:50,640 --> 00:06:54,720 other now and figuring that out as opposed to like, they're 119 00:06:54,720 --> 00:06:56,400 completely separate the whole film. 120 00:06:56,400 --> 00:06:58,560 And then she shows up at the end and we kill her off. 121 00:07:00,520 --> 00:07:05,200 I think that they were grasping for straws while all of the 122 00:07:05,200 --> 00:07:08,400 writers were on strike. And I think that they've been 123 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:11,080 trying to revamp and recreate. Like I didn't know that there's 124 00:07:11,080 --> 00:07:13,960 going to be a live action Snow White coming out this fall. 125 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:17,640 There is AI saw another preview for something We were at the 126 00:07:17,640 --> 00:07:23,400 movies and it is a live action of Wicked and actually fuck with 127 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:25,600 that. So anyways, I feel like they've 128 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:29,120 ran out of ideas. Note to self, don't pay your 129 00:07:29,120 --> 00:07:33,840 writers shit and gross profit billions and then tell them you 130 00:07:33,840 --> 00:07:37,000 can't give them whatever. So I don't know I think they're 131 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:38,800 just revamping stuff and some of it's good. 132 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:40,640 I like Beetlejuice. I think it was really cool to 133 00:07:40,640 --> 00:07:43,360 really see the sand worm in action and to see the things 134 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:47,480 like more than they had back when their original Beetlejuice 135 00:07:47,480 --> 00:07:50,040 was made. I think that he got a lot more 136 00:07:50,040 --> 00:07:52,800 screen time in this movie then he got in the the first movie. 137 00:07:52,800 --> 00:07:55,440 In the 1st movie Beetlejuice is barely screen time. 138 00:07:55,440 --> 00:07:58,600 Like you know what I mean? Like he is but not really if you 139 00:07:58,600 --> 00:08:01,680 think about it like he's in like 1/4 of the movie I feel like, 140 00:08:01,680 --> 00:08:03,760 but the movies about him and it's weird. 141 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:07,480 So like I personally prefer how in the second one we got to know 142 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:11,560 more about him and more about like, you know what he does and 143 00:08:11,560 --> 00:08:15,040 like the place he is because it's not like he's in hell. 144 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:17,280 He's just dead. And then they're like had all 145 00:08:17,280 --> 00:08:19,240 those different signs. And I liked how it was like the 146 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:23,720 great beyond or it said, you know, burning gates or pearly 147 00:08:23,720 --> 00:08:26,040 gates or whatever, you know, it just had different things. 148 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:29,400 I thought that was cool. I thought the Soul Train was 149 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:32,400 hilarious. Yeah, that the train that was 150 00:08:32,400 --> 00:08:34,880 going to different directions, Yeah, it had all the arrows. 151 00:08:35,760 --> 00:08:38,360 No, the Soul Train. And then it goes down and then 152 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:40,559 everybody's like dancing and grooving. 153 00:08:40,559 --> 00:08:43,039 And I thought that. I just thought that was funny. 154 00:08:43,039 --> 00:08:45,400 I thought it was cute. I honestly liked it a lot. 155 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:48,520 I saw a lot of just people talking shit, but I personally 156 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:50,800 preferred how they did it. I thought it was good. 157 00:08:50,800 --> 00:08:55,200 I liked how they added, you know, the IT girl Wednesday over 158 00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:56,720 there. That's like the IT girl, I feel 159 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:59,320 like in spooky stuff right now. So they like they got the IT 160 00:08:59,320 --> 00:09:00,560 girl. They did the thing. 161 00:09:00,560 --> 00:09:04,400 I think it worked and it's made a lot of money and I've been 162 00:09:04,400 --> 00:09:08,040 happy about the merch, like all of the merch. 163 00:09:08,040 --> 00:09:11,040 I've bought a few different things like the OG shirt and the 164 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:14,680 blanket and you know, I like the stripes with the green and the 165 00:09:14,680 --> 00:09:16,800 purple. It's my colors and my nails. 166 00:09:16,800 --> 00:09:20,000 I had to, you know, do the things. 167 00:09:21,520 --> 00:09:24,680 I what I really liked is I think that Michael Keaton just does 168 00:09:24,680 --> 00:09:27,560 such a beautiful job at Beetlejuice and to be able to go 169 00:09:27,560 --> 00:09:31,400 back this many years later and put yourself into that exact 170 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:35,560 same character, like, yeah, that does take a lot of skill. 171 00:09:35,560 --> 00:09:40,440 To be able to keep up with a fake personality and be able to, 172 00:09:40,440 --> 00:09:42,880 again, you, like you said, got more screen time. 173 00:09:42,880 --> 00:09:45,920 To be able to extend that character out and not just be 174 00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:49,360 little glimpses of it, but be able to hold that character for 175 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:52,320 long extended, long extended scenes. 176 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:54,080 I think that's really fucking cool. 177 00:09:55,000 --> 00:09:58,520 Yeah, I truly think that they did a great job. 178 00:09:59,280 --> 00:10:02,280 I think they and I didn't realize that the dad, the reason 179 00:10:02,280 --> 00:10:04,200 they cut him out is because he's a pedophile. 180 00:10:04,200 --> 00:10:07,320 I didn't even know that. Oh shit, they said you're dead. 181 00:10:07,720 --> 00:10:10,160 Yeah. I wondered if he was dead. 182 00:10:10,160 --> 00:10:13,360 He's a pedophile. Yeah, actually, I didn't look it 183 00:10:13,360 --> 00:10:18,120 up, but I saw us, Yeah. He probably pee diddles people. 184 00:10:20,040 --> 00:10:23,680 I don't know, man, I think it's really fucked up how much has 185 00:10:23,680 --> 00:10:26,480 been exposed since that Katt Williams interview. 186 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:31,560 I feel like ever since he went wild, he like summoned the truth 187 00:10:31,560 --> 00:10:35,280 serum and like a lot of things. Like he was like, yeah, y'all 188 00:10:35,280 --> 00:10:37,480 think I'm crazy. I'm a sip on this whiskey, 189 00:10:37,680 --> 00:10:41,000 you're going to suck my Dick and I'm going to tell you what's up, 190 00:10:41,160 --> 00:10:43,280 you know? And then he's like, he went off 191 00:10:43,320 --> 00:10:45,280 and like everyone was talking about it. 192 00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:48,440 And then now almost everything that he's talked about, 193 00:10:48,640 --> 00:10:52,120 different ways of things being exposed and people are going to 194 00:10:52,120 --> 00:10:54,440 get what they have come in. It's like he has magical 195 00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:56,080 foresight. And I admire that. 196 00:10:56,320 --> 00:11:01,160 I admire that. I admire that too. 197 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:05,360 What I find to be it's almost frustrating because like, OK so 198 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:11,040 for instance, I believe her. Her name is Audrey O'Day if I'm 199 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:13,520 not mistaken. And I mean Bunny just released 200 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:15,680 her episode with her. Shout out to the fucking 201 00:11:15,680 --> 00:11:18,920 marketing genius queen she is for releasing it while the P 202 00:11:18,920 --> 00:11:21,640 Diddy stuff is going on because she's had this interview since 203 00:11:21,640 --> 00:11:25,720 she had the new studio. But this woman has been talking 204 00:11:25,720 --> 00:11:29,680 for fucking years. For years and years and years 205 00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:34,120 talking about things that she experienced because of P Diddy 206 00:11:34,120 --> 00:11:38,280 and ways that he was treating people and traumas that she had 207 00:11:38,280 --> 00:11:41,960 experienced in ways that she was being presented inside of 208 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:44,520 Hollywood and whatever because of him. 209 00:11:44,760 --> 00:11:48,360 And nobody would listen to her and everybody has blacklisted 210 00:11:48,360 --> 00:11:51,800 her, would not work with her, believed that she was some like 211 00:11:51,880 --> 00:11:56,240 scandalous person and that she was, you know, like sleeping 212 00:11:56,240 --> 00:11:58,080 around and doing all of these things. 213 00:11:58,360 --> 00:12:04,440 And for people now to only be willing to it, it's like it 214 00:12:04,440 --> 00:12:12,080 takes other men and pointing out that something incorrectly and 215 00:12:12,080 --> 00:12:15,400 for it to be publicized in order for people to listen to the 216 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:18,760 women who have had accusations and had things to say the entire 217 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:22,080 time. And it almost is like this dual 218 00:12:22,080 --> 00:12:25,080 feeling because you're like, yeah, I'm so fucking excited 219 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:26,440 that like, you're getting the justice. 220 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:28,720 And like, I'm so excited that Katt Williams said something and 221 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:30,840 now all these things are, you know, transpiring. 222 00:12:31,040 --> 00:12:34,080 But I'm also like, feel awful for these women who have had 223 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:36,800 their entire lives destroyed while they've been trying to say 224 00:12:36,800 --> 00:12:38,280 these things and nobody would listen. 225 00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:40,640 Yeah. And, you know, honestly, I don't 226 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:44,880 even think Katt Williams did that for any career or parallel 227 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:48,400 move for himself. I feel like he actually risked a 228 00:12:48,400 --> 00:12:51,960 lot, like he risked being blackballed or being, you know, 229 00:12:52,040 --> 00:12:54,960 even blackmailed, if you know. But, you know, you don't have 230 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:57,200 any skeletons in the closet if you're willing to come out and 231 00:12:57,200 --> 00:13:00,000 do that in Hollywood, because a lot of people are not willing to 232 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:02,160 do that, like Jay-Z and Beyoncé and people that have all these 233 00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:05,680 skeletons, even Polly fucking Taylor Swift, they're not trying 234 00:13:05,680 --> 00:13:07,200 to come out and tell nobody nothing. 235 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:13,760 And you know, what crossed my mind is what did P Diddy do to 236 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:16,840 MGK? Not even like that. 237 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:19,320 I'm saying that in a mean way, but I'm saying that in a serious 238 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:21,880 way because like that's who started his career. 239 00:13:21,880 --> 00:13:25,680 Like what did he have to do to? And why is why does he look as 240 00:13:25,680 --> 00:13:28,960 empty as he does sometimes? Because when you look at him, it 241 00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:31,240 feels like sometimes like the light comes on and then 242 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:33,480 sometimes it goes back off for for MGK. 243 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:36,200 And I've always admired him. I've always like loved his music 244 00:13:36,200 --> 00:13:38,880 and thought he was a great person as like a human. 245 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:41,200 He always gave back to his fans. Always like meet me in the 246 00:13:41,200 --> 00:13:44,040 parking lot or whatever. It was always down to earth. 247 00:13:44,320 --> 00:13:48,160 But I can just tell that like, you know, you can see when 248 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:50,360 Hollywood is sucking the life out of people and you can just 249 00:13:50,360 --> 00:13:52,520 see that Hollywood has sucked a lot of life out of him. 250 00:13:52,520 --> 00:13:54,800 And luckily I think he's redeeming himself. 251 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:57,400 I think he's finding himself. I think he's on a spiritual 252 00:13:57,400 --> 00:14:00,240 journey just like everyone else. But you know, sometimes you got 253 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:03,240 to ask yourself, like, what what did I have to do to get where I 254 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:04,920 am? And what kind of shame and guilt 255 00:14:04,920 --> 00:14:06,520 do I feel because of that, right. 256 00:14:06,760 --> 00:14:10,720 And that's why I always like try to just do everything like above 257 00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:12,960 board in my way. Like it may not be right or 258 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:16,600 like, like you had told me before, it may not be what my 259 00:14:16,600 --> 00:14:19,360 ancestors or other people want for me, but like it's what I 260 00:14:19,360 --> 00:14:21,280 want for me and like being able to do that. 261 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:24,040 But I just feel like P Diddy being in the power position. 262 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:25,920 What I mean, like, what do you do to Justin Bieber? 263 00:14:25,920 --> 00:14:28,920 There's that weird little 48 hours with Diddy video or 264 00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:31,160 whatever. So, you know, it's all weird. 265 00:14:31,160 --> 00:14:34,880 And I feel really bad because a lot of men are manipulated and 266 00:14:34,880 --> 00:14:39,040 then forced to stay silent in fear of like losing their 267 00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:43,120 manhood or in fear of losing their dignity or their public 268 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:47,360 persona or you know what I mean, or whatever. 269 00:14:47,360 --> 00:14:49,760 And so a lot of people will stay silent through that. 270 00:14:49,760 --> 00:14:52,640 And I think a lot of these people, he's got blackmail on 271 00:14:52,640 --> 00:14:54,720 and they're going to stay silent, period. 272 00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,320 I wonder that about the, I was actually just talking about the 273 00:14:58,320 --> 00:15:02,400 gesture, the gesture, the Justin Bieber of it all today, because 274 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:06,480 you know, he's, he's come out and he's talked about how severe 275 00:15:06,480 --> 00:15:10,400 his anxiety is over the last few years, like debilitating, like 276 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:13,640 people making fun of him at concerts and taking videos of 277 00:15:13,640 --> 00:15:16,360 him at concerts and saying like, oh, he's like deathly ill or 278 00:15:16,360 --> 00:15:19,000 whatever. And he's like, I have extreme 279 00:15:19,040 --> 00:15:21,680 anxiety. And then you have all of these 280 00:15:21,680 --> 00:15:26,240 people who have been in the surrounding circle of them being 281 00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:28,560 like he was assaulted when he was a kid. 282 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:32,200 He had these experiences, like these things happen. 283 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:38,280 And it's like, you know, you want somebody to share their 284 00:15:38,280 --> 00:15:41,000 story for themselves instead of people speaking for them. 285 00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:43,480 And you want to hold that space for people to be able to speak 286 00:15:43,480 --> 00:15:46,400 their truth and to be able to say things, but they also don't 287 00:15:46,400 --> 00:15:49,800 owe anybody those things. And so it's like, do you? 288 00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:56,640 Do you, you know, support and like, almost like congratulate 289 00:15:56,640 --> 00:15:59,320 these people who are comfortable enough to come out and like, 290 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:03,000 spill the truths and tell all of the things, even though maybe 291 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:04,560 it's at the detriment for other people? 292 00:16:04,560 --> 00:16:08,520 Like, who knows what the side effects are of, you know, 293 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:11,800 victims being pulled out into things that they don't want to 294 00:16:11,800 --> 00:16:13,520 be a part of while they're trying to heal and they're 295 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:15,120 trying to go through their own traumas. 296 00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:17,960 Like maybe Justin doesn't want people talking about it if in 297 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:21,520 fact it did happen. Like maybe that causes so much 298 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:25,280 anxiety and having, you know, he has a baby coming. 299 00:16:25,280 --> 00:16:27,800 Like maybe this all triggers things for him and and really 300 00:16:27,800 --> 00:16:30,600 effects him, you know? The baby is here. 301 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:34,720 Oh, the baby is here. Yeah, I didn't realize that 302 00:16:34,720 --> 00:16:39,320 Haley Beaver is Alec Baldwin's daughter. 303 00:16:40,160 --> 00:16:42,120 I didn't realize that actually at all. 304 00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:44,760 She's kind of like irrelevant to me until. 305 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:47,600 No, she's Steve Baldwin's daughter, Alec Baldwin. 306 00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:50,480 Alec Baldwin is her uncle. Steve Baldwin is her dad. 307 00:16:50,880 --> 00:16:55,720 OK, well, either way, all together, crazy, These people 308 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:58,760 are crazy. But I do believe that everything 309 00:16:58,760 --> 00:17:00,920 that needs to be revealed will be revealed. 310 00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:03,520 And I think that everything that it's in the darkness will come 311 00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:05,200 to light. And I do think that people 312 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:08,800 should give others space to express or not express 313 00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:11,800 themselves about whatever, because the Internet is a wild 314 00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:13,880 place. The Internet is a cruel place. 315 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:19,040 And just the public humiliation that can come from that could be 316 00:17:19,040 --> 00:17:22,839 debilitating to draft someone to do really harmful things to 317 00:17:22,839 --> 00:17:25,359 themselves. So it's like we should honestly, 318 00:17:25,359 --> 00:17:30,320 as a society, stop idolizing celebrities and stop worshipping 319 00:17:30,320 --> 00:17:33,200 people we don't fucking know and invest in the people that care 320 00:17:33,200 --> 00:17:36,880 about us and our partner that's begging for our attention or our 321 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:39,320 friends that we haven't seen in months or whatever. 322 00:17:39,560 --> 00:17:43,240 And stop playing these little, you know, whatever games because 323 00:17:43,240 --> 00:17:45,960 I feel like that's what they do. They keep us all so sucked into 324 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:50,040 like their drama, you know? But the P Diddy thing is crazy 325 00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:54,240 because when R Kelly went down, R Kelly and P Diddy, they go 326 00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:55,880 back. Maybe they're back, they're 327 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:59,120 back, brothers are back. So I like personally love the 328 00:17:59,120 --> 00:18:02,520 memes about P Diddy going to jail and reuniting with R Kelly. 329 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:06,080 Like those are really getting me and my and my going feels. 330 00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:11,400 I haven't seen any of that the R Kelly and the P Diddy memes, but 331 00:18:11,400 --> 00:18:15,160 I have been seeing a bunch of like memes about how they found 332 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:20,760 784 dildos when they were searching P Diddy shit also. 333 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:24,760 OK, so there was this whole, did you see any of the press release 334 00:18:24,760 --> 00:18:29,640 that was released about this? One of my friends sent me kind 335 00:18:29,640 --> 00:18:37,120 of a summary, so I seen some. So I'm not going to quote this 336 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:40,880 with all of the complete factual information because I'm not 337 00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:42,600 fucking Google bitch. So Google it. 338 00:18:42,880 --> 00:18:47,600 But, and I'm just speaking to people listening specifically, 339 00:18:47,880 --> 00:18:51,160 but they did, somebody did a press release and he was talking 340 00:18:51,160 --> 00:18:56,680 about how Diddy would do these things called freak offs and he 341 00:18:56,680 --> 00:19:03,560 would bring in male escorts. And it's not clear to me if the 342 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:06,520 male escorts would be fucking each other or other people. 343 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:09,440 But he basically would be providing all of these drugs. 344 00:19:09,640 --> 00:19:16,360 He would coerce, blackmail, threaten, like have physical 345 00:19:16,360 --> 00:19:20,600 violence on people or whatever, drug them up and make them do 346 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:25,800 sexual acts for days at a time and record it and like rape 347 00:19:25,800 --> 00:19:27,720 them. It was awful. 348 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:33,360 And when they when they came and they found all the they came 349 00:19:33,800 --> 00:19:36,520 when they went in and they found all the dildos and stuff, they 350 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:40,600 also found all of these like thousands of bottles of Lube. 351 00:19:40,600 --> 00:19:45,920 A. 1000 bottles of Baby, Old and Diddy used all little boys to 352 00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:48,560 play. Disease being put away. 353 00:19:50,680 --> 00:19:54,640 Spot you on the prison bus in your fair game because you're 354 00:19:54,640 --> 00:19:56,760 such. Just know your butt hole's going 355 00:19:56,760 --> 00:20:00,520 to be in pain. Did there? 356 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:05,480 I can promise you a couple 100 prison dudes or stretch you out. 357 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:09,880 You'll never see it again, and you're to blame. 358 00:20:14,120 --> 00:20:17,880 Hey Mr. Diddy, that's what you'd get for touching kitties. 359 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:22,360 No more waiting outside schools. Now your rest is history. 360 00:20:22,360 --> 00:20:27,960 Sucks for you. You know, it's all just because 361 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:32,680 you thought you could touch on little doos. 362 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:39,320 Hey Mr. Diddy, is did you enjoy prison food? 363 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:45,360 Yeah, actually I did. I did see it. 364 00:20:45,360 --> 00:20:48,920 And it's almost unbelievable. It's almost unbelievable. 365 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:53,840 But the wild thing is, is he knew he was under like watch and 366 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:57,640 that they were like looking for ways to like raid his and his 367 00:20:57,640 --> 00:21:01,520 residence, but he like kept all this stuff. 368 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:05,960 And then I also wonder like, where are these tapes? 369 00:21:05,960 --> 00:21:08,840 Because, you know, some of them are like VHS tapes, right? 370 00:21:08,840 --> 00:21:12,000 Like, you know, some of them are like, because it's not on a 371 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:14,960 cloud somewhere. He's not going to get hacked and 372 00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:17,760 get blackmailed and lose his blackmail. 373 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:20,200 You know what I mean? Like, so I'm sure he's smarter 374 00:21:20,200 --> 00:21:23,200 than that, but it makes me wonder because, you know, people 375 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:27,320 like that will literally like have a house and someone else's 376 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:31,000 name that you don't even know that they have access to and 377 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:33,000 they you know what I mean? Or like, I don't know. 378 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:36,480 I just wonder like where all the blackmail is because he talks 379 00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:39,560 about all this blackmail. And the reason I like to ponder 380 00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:43,360 on it is because, like, Jlo silence and then all of a sudden 381 00:21:43,360 --> 00:21:45,880 she's going through a divorce makes me feel like Ben Affleck 382 00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:49,960 thinks she's going to get in trouble or something's going to 383 00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:51,600 come out. Because Jlo and P Diddy were 384 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:55,560 together when there was like that shooting at the club back 385 00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:58,720 in like, 2001, baby. And Mommy knows because I was 10 386 00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:00,720 and I was keeping up. I was watching. 387 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:02,640 I was watching. I was 10. 388 00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:06,600 That's hilarious. I actually didn't think about 389 00:22:06,600 --> 00:22:10,800 Jlo involved in it, but I do think that if that's what they 390 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:13,160 found, like, what did you get? What did you have time to get 391 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:16,960 rid of, first of all? Second of all, one of my 392 00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:20,800 favorite things about that press release is that one of the 393 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:25,720 reporters was, like, after what happened with Jeffrey Epstein, 394 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:29,520 do you have any concerns about Diddy being an incarceration? 395 00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:32,320 And the guy kind of like, stumbled on his words for a 396 00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:34,560 second. And he was like, we don't have 397 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:37,720 any reason to believe that there's a correlation between 398 00:22:37,920 --> 00:22:41,240 what will happen with P Diddy and the unfortunate suicide of 399 00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:45,440 Jeffrey Epstein. And I'm like the unfortunate 400 00:22:46,120 --> 00:22:49,880 suicide like. All I got to say is this is 401 00:22:49,880 --> 00:22:54,160 really called trigger warning Part 2, and we might need to add 402 00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:56,520 in there's some trigger warning in here. 403 00:22:56,840 --> 00:23:00,600 But I do think that a lot of these celebrities are coming 404 00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:02,240 down. I think a lot of people are 405 00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:04,720 involved with some shady shit that's going to get exposed. 406 00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:07,120 I think a lot of people on the Internet are making it their 407 00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:11,040 life purpose to like like TikTok, you know, like rabbit 408 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,920 hole things to like expose people. 409 00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,520 Like I think people are now dedicating all personal free 410 00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:20,880 time to exposing politicians and celebrities and random people. 411 00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,040 And what is out there is out there. 412 00:23:23,240 --> 00:23:25,840 And I promise you these people know how to do research because 413 00:23:26,120 --> 00:23:28,480 your girl don't know what they do. 414 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:31,640 But they will go to these websites and these government 415 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:34,360 sites and these things and find stuff and like make Tik toks 416 00:23:34,360 --> 00:23:38,160 about it that are so educational about what's actually happening. 417 00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:40,960 And you don't have to go read like a 90 page document because 418 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:43,960 they put this information on page 80 7 knowing damn well you 419 00:23:43,960 --> 00:23:46,360 were never going to get to page 87. 420 00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:49,480 You know what I mean? Like it's, it's a really weird 421 00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:52,920 thing, but I do think that the angrier you make people, the 422 00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:55,760 more unhappy people are, the more expensive things are, 423 00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:59,120 things like that people will go to no end to like tackle. 424 00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:05,120 And, and what I want to say like disassemble a toxic system, 425 00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:07,200 right? Like, and I don't want to say 426 00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:09,720 that in like a negative way that's like violent or anything, 427 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:13,200 but like mentally, spiritually, you're it's like pushing people 428 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:18,680 to search outside, but like outside of the universe, like 429 00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:20,200 outside of this world, you know what I mean? 430 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:23,480 Like search beyond, beyond the great beyond, right, the great 431 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:26,000 beyond. And I think that so many people 432 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:30,520 don't see what they want to see because they're just really in 433 00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:35,040 these illusions, right? Like drugs and alcohol or work 434 00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,800 or stress or fear, you know what I mean? 435 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:39,200 Like these illusions that hinder people from seeing their 436 00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:41,760 personal power. I feel like a lot of those walls 437 00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:44,840 are crumbling because I do believe, like the light and the 438 00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:47,520 people, like spirituality, things are like growing. 439 00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:49,840 People are waking up. People are seeing their truth. 440 00:24:49,840 --> 00:24:53,400 And I think that a lot of people will be exposed and they're 441 00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:55,600 going down because the system itself is crumbling. 442 00:24:57,640 --> 00:25:00,200 It's funny that you're bringing up like TikTok and people doing 443 00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:02,480 research and stuff. I was having a conversation with 444 00:25:03,320 --> 00:25:06,040 my husband last night about TikTok because he doesn't have a 445 00:25:06,040 --> 00:25:08,400 TikTok. And so he's like, I don't even 446 00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:10,960 know like what's over there. And I'm like, the light doesn't 447 00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:13,720 touch there. Like don't fucking go there just 448 00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:16,520 to be somebody who scrolls. Like I said, I don't understand 449 00:25:16,520 --> 00:25:20,040 people who have TikTok that aren't creating content on it 450 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:24,120 because it's such a Whirlpool of like so easy for you to jump 451 00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:27,400 down rabbit holes. And he's one of those people who 452 00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:31,360 like when people are going to speak things, he wants people to 453 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:34,520 speak with like facts on things. And if you're going to try and 454 00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:37,400 educate on topics or speak on topics, especially when it comes 455 00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:40,120 to politics, I couldn't give a fuck less about politics. 456 00:25:40,360 --> 00:25:42,600 He knows all the things about the things. 457 00:25:42,840 --> 00:25:45,560 And he's like, that person's not telling the truth and that 458 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:48,400 person's not telling the truth. I'm like, I don't give a fuck if 459 00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:52,920 he gets on TikTok. He's just going to end up in 460 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,200 some fucking cesspool that like, doesn't need to be there. 461 00:25:56,400 --> 00:26:01,000 I just got a confirmation about my upcoming e-mail reading with 462 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:02,640 you as we're talking about this, by the way. 463 00:26:04,480 --> 00:26:08,720 But like, yeah, it's so easy to get sucked down into things. 464 00:26:08,720 --> 00:26:13,200 And like, you know, it used to be that you could state opinions 465 00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:15,480 that you had and be like, this is my opinion. 466 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:18,560 And you could just simply have an opinion out in the universe. 467 00:26:18,800 --> 00:26:22,200 And now people want to Fact Check your opinion. 468 00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:25,040 People want to call your boss because you have an opinion. 469 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:28,480 People want to let you know that your opinion is made without you 470 00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:33,240 having enough education on topic ABC and motherfucking D and I'm 471 00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:37,560 just like you will become the angriest most triggered fucking 472 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:39,760 person. Don't get on TikTok. 473 00:26:41,120 --> 00:26:43,160 And that's true. And that's where I think a lot 474 00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:46,440 of fear makes things spread really quickly because like 475 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:51,320 people spread information that is not true all the time. 476 00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:54,120 And also click bait is a really real thing. 477 00:26:54,120 --> 00:26:57,720 Like these skits that people are making with their spouses or 478 00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,720 like just random people are fucking disgusting. 479 00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:04,520 Like some of that shit like is like or they're running a skit 480 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:06,320 on someone who doesn't know it's a skit. 481 00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:09,040 That's fucked up too. I mean, yes, I see it in light 482 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:10,480 hearted ways. It's not that bad. 483 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:13,040 But I've seen ones where they're like running these skits on 484 00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:14,920 their wife and you can tell they've cheated on that bitch 485 00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:18,120 before because the way she's acting is like broken on the 486 00:27:18,120 --> 00:27:21,520 inside and just waiting for the other shoe to drop at all times 487 00:27:21,520 --> 00:27:24,240 every day of her life. And that's sickening to post 488 00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:29,600 that for views or kind of like, you know, people that just 489 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:34,040 exploit their children and put them in these little crop top 490 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:37,200 outfits and make content with them and promote these little 491 00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:40,880 boutique places with these hair bows and crop top and booty 492 00:27:40,880 --> 00:27:44,960 short outfits. Like I am shocked as a grown 493 00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:49,640 woman in her 30s how many people are like letting their children. 494 00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:53,000 And I'm talking like, I get it. When they're like 13 and older, 495 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:55,120 you can't really tell them what the fuck to wear at this point. 496 00:27:55,120 --> 00:27:59,080 They're just like freaking out. But you can. 497 00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:01,240 But I'm saying like some people are like, oh, you got to pick 498 00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:04,160 your battles. But no, your, your daughter has 499 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,920 booty shorts on. Like I can see the lines where 500 00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:10,080 her booty cheeks fold when she sets down. 501 00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:13,000 If I can see those two lines and everybody knows what I'm talking 502 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:17,400 about, that's a problem. Why am I seeing that on a nine 503 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:20,400 year old or 11 year old or even a 13 year old? 504 00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:23,880 I'm not saying it's OK, but teenagers, I don't know what 505 00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:25,400 they're doing these days, but it's a lot. 506 00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:31,280 I had a friend over like a couple months ago and my 507 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:34,520 daughter was walking around the house and she was, she had on 508 00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:36,840 like short shorts or something and like a sweater or something 509 00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:39,120 like that. And then later on in the day she 510 00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:42,440 was wearing her pajama bottoms and she had like a sports bra on 511 00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:45,240 or something like that. And my friend had made a comment 512 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,920 about like you don't make her like put more clothes on or 513 00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:50,320 something like that. And I was like, she's inside the 514 00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:54,480 safety of her own home. Like if, if she's inside the 515 00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:57,480 safety of her own home and she's comfortable, who am I to be 516 00:28:57,480 --> 00:29:00,440 like, no, like nobody here is objectifying you, right? 517 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:03,440 Like you're at home, you're comfortable, you're doing your 518 00:29:03,440 --> 00:29:05,080 own thing. But when we go out in public, 519 00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,160 there's different rules and there's different, you know, 520 00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,200 boundaries and things like that that she has to have. 521 00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:11,720 And she's like, but you have men in your house. 522 00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:14,360 You have your son and your dad or and her dad. 523 00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:18,040 And I'm like, yeah, but nobody's objectifying her in our house. 524 00:29:18,040 --> 00:29:21,800 Like, no, like it's not even a thought to us that like, hey, 525 00:29:21,800 --> 00:29:24,920 you're dressed this way when you're at home because you're 526 00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:27,160 just walking around being comfortable or whatever. 527 00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:30,400 And I think that it's so important that we and nothing 528 00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:32,480 against my friend because they're just looking out for, 529 00:29:32,520 --> 00:29:34,240 you know, my family and I appreciate that. 530 00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:39,840 But there, there does have to be this like teaching your children 531 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:43,480 to have comfort in areas where they can have comfort and to be 532 00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:46,480 comfortable inside of their skin and their body and to not feel 533 00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:50,920 like they are being judged or looked at or, you know, 534 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,400 whatever. And, and just being seen in 535 00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:56,400 their body in places that are comfortable, like inside of 536 00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:58,480 their own home. Obviously not a few house to 537 00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:01,320 suck random people over, but like, and then teaching them the 538 00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:05,440 difference when you're going out in public and you know how you 539 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:09,480 present yourself and whatever. Once you're 18, you, you, I have 540 00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:13,280 taught you about the world enough to trust that you can 541 00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:16,320 make the choices and decisions. And that you know that if you're 542 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:19,160 going to go out and show your booty cheeks when you're 1819 543 00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:21,560 years old, people are going to look at you like you're a piece 544 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:23,600 of meat. You're a legal adult to make 545 00:30:23,600 --> 00:30:26,440 that choice at that time. Until then, I own your butt 546 00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:28,600 cheeks and nobody's seeing them, you know? 547 00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:33,480 Well, I've been hearing from a lot of people how like they just 548 00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:36,640 have no control. I see a lot of videos where 549 00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:38,240 people are like just don't have control of their kids. 550 00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:40,160 It's wild. I mean, I don't know, I think a 551 00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:43,160 lot of what's wrong with the world is people need to raise 552 00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:47,200 their fucking kids and quit expecting a school or counselor 553 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,760 or therapy or whatever to raise your kids. 554 00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:55,200 Like, it's wild, but I saw that there was like, this poll that 555 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:58,760 was taken from like, young boys. I think it was like maybe like 556 00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:05,920 18 to like 25. And like 72% of them have never 557 00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:10,120 approached or like spoken to a girl first in public, 558 00:31:10,760 --> 00:31:14,440 insinuating a date or insinuating like action towards 559 00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:18,040 pursuing a female in person. Where like, you know, guys at 560 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:21,440 the gas station in their 40s are like baby girl, let me get that 561 00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:25,120 number, sis, where you at? Because back then, you know, I 562 00:31:25,120 --> 00:31:27,600 mean, not back then, I'll be, you know, I'm 32, but you know 563 00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:29,960 what I mean? Like we had to call someone, we 564 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:32,040 had a, their dad might answer the phone, their mom could 565 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:33,960 answer. Your mom was going to come over 566 00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:36,280 there and meet their mom. You know, like people had more 567 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:39,080 awareness of what was like going on. 568 00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:41,480 And now with the Internet, everything is so sneaky. 569 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:44,920 It's so secretive. It's so, you know, you can 570 00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:47,360 delete it, you can send it in vanish mode. 571 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:51,160 I mean, Instagram and the iPhone really make it easy for cheaters 572 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:56,520 because like that vanish mode, if you swipe up into it, nothing 573 00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:58,080 says after that, you know what I mean? 574 00:31:58,080 --> 00:31:59,880 Like only you can read it and then it goes away. 575 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:03,800 It's crazy. So I just think that a lot of 576 00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:07,560 these technology things are making kids way more exposed to 577 00:32:07,560 --> 00:32:08,840 shit they shouldn't be exposed to. 578 00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:11,600 Like, you shouldn't see how everyone else is being 579 00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:14,120 objectified on the Internet and think that you need to wear that 580 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,000 at nine years old. Because I mean, when I go out to 581 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:19,600 the store, or even when I just go into a store and I see 582 00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:22,560 children's clothes, I'm like, where are the rest of them? 583 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:28,680 Why are these not pants for in the middle of winter you don't 584 00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:32,920 need to be wearing Remember sports? 585 00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:36,160 Yeah, I like them. I love sports. 586 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:38,400 No, but you know what? And and back to what you were 587 00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:40,640 saying about like, you know, schools raising your kids and 588 00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:43,680 counselors and whatever, like those are supposed to be tools. 589 00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:46,880 Those are supposed to be your children are supposed to go and 590 00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:49,600 learn things. My son just started occupational 591 00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:55,520 therapy and there is so much on the parent aspect. 592 00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:57,760 Like I sit in all the appointments and I learn the 593 00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:01,240 things that he's learning and they show me as the parent, like 594 00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:04,040 how you communicate things, how you help them adapt to things, 595 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:06,520 how you teach them the concepts of things. 596 00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:10,080 And there never was that when we were growing up and we had 597 00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,920 counseling, I had anger management counseling for like 6 598 00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:15,960 years of my fucking life. And my mom just dropped me off 599 00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:18,560 and fucking waved in the parking lot and told me to have a nice 600 00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,840 time. Like my family wasn't learning 601 00:33:20,840 --> 00:33:23,720 my communication styles or learning the things that I was 602 00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:28,080 learning there or understanding my anxieties or traumas, you 603 00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:30,040 know, or my triggers or anything else. 604 00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:35,440 And so like, it is hard for you to like raising kids is fucking 605 00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:36,880 hard. Kids are fucking wild. 606 00:33:37,120 --> 00:33:38,600 Nobody's going to do it perfectly. 607 00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,120 We're all going to fuck up somehow. 608 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:44,000 But they're, these things are supposed to be tools that you 609 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,880 learn with your children to help your children, not for you to 610 00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,080 just send them so that they can get fixed. 611 00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:53,680 And then you think that you're not the problem in any way and 612 00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:57,080 that your traumas and your own way of parenting and your own 613 00:33:57,080 --> 00:33:59,960 things that you're bringing in aren't affecting your kids. 614 00:33:59,960 --> 00:34:04,320 Because 8 out of 10 times when your kids are rebelling and have 615 00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:08,960 crazy shit going on, it's because there's a fucking energy 616 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:12,360 happening at home too. And you know, when kids 617 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:16,920 struggle, the first thing that people want to do is like 618 00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:20,040 schools and things like that is like bring in like social 619 00:34:20,040 --> 00:34:22,679 services and things like that because things must just be 620 00:34:22,679 --> 00:34:25,360 awful at home. If, if this is how this kid is 621 00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:29,320 struggling. And what should really be 622 00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:33,159 happening is people, it should be encouraged for people to take 623 00:34:33,159 --> 00:34:36,800 parenting classes, for people to learn about healing themselves, 624 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:39,199 talking with their children about healing, having open 625 00:34:39,199 --> 00:34:44,520 communication and dialogue about things and, and being willing to 626 00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:47,600 get your kids help when your kids are clearly needing help 627 00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:49,840 instead of being like, oh, no, that's not happening. 628 00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:51,560 They've never experienced anything. 629 00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:55,400 You may think that your kid has never experienced anything, but 630 00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:58,080 they experienced what you experienced. 631 00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:01,520 They hear you talk to people, they hear what you go through. 632 00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:03,240 They you know, they feel your energy. 633 00:35:03,240 --> 00:35:05,320 They know things. They have certain triggers to 634 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,400 certain people that you keep bringing around. 635 00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:11,760 You keep on dating home dude and keep bringing him around. 636 00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:14,320 They feel that you know you're breaking up with girls all the 637 00:35:14,320 --> 00:35:16,720 time, bringing different girls home to come and sleep with your 638 00:35:16,720 --> 00:35:18,720 kid knows in the other room. You know what I mean? 639 00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:23,360 Yeah, and honestly, I think a lot of people lack role models 640 00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:25,840 even just like adults. Like I know I didn't have a lot 641 00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:30,080 of role models until even just the last probably five years. 642 00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:33,320 You know, finding my mentor and finding people that inspired me 643 00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:35,680 really changed my life. So I always encourage people 644 00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:37,440 like, get a mentor, get something. 645 00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:40,360 Don't let one of these like, I'm going to teach you how to make 646 00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:43,720 $1,000,000 life coaches, you know, take, take your money 647 00:35:43,720 --> 00:35:47,000 because I hope, you know, you're paying their salary. 648 00:35:47,880 --> 00:35:50,680 So, you know, at the same time, I think I support people I want 649 00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:55,560 to support and I try to like really honor every situation. 650 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,320 And I know like with kids, like they're ever changing and 651 00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:01,920 growing and we like as humans are ever changing and growing. 652 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:05,160 And I think that you have a valid point about parenting 653 00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:07,400 classes because they all, everybody wants to put a lot of 654 00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:11,440 pressure on the kids to be obedient and sat in this desk 655 00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:14,040 and sat here for 8 hours. And then, you know, they come 656 00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:16,720 home and their balls to the wall because they've been sitting in 657 00:36:16,720 --> 00:36:18,880 a desk for 8 hours. Like make it make sense. 658 00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:20,400 And then you got to deal with that. 659 00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:23,560 And then you know what I mean? And then I don't know, I think 660 00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:27,200 the whole system is really weird with the schooling. 661 00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:31,280 I think that school should be required to teach you more life 662 00:36:31,280 --> 00:36:33,880 skills more like we like they took away home EC. 663 00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:36,560 Like why would you take away teaching people how to cook? 664 00:36:36,560 --> 00:36:39,480 Like why would you take away like we used to have a it was 665 00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:43,480 like life 201 and you got a fake baby in that class. 666 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:46,880 And I'm telling you, that shit scarred me car. 667 00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:50,480 Seat and I've got the fake baby. So then I had a baby at 21, you 668 00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:52,280 know, I. Have to say baby and you had a 669 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:56,440 they basically zip tied an adapter onto your arm. 670 00:36:56,520 --> 00:37:00,160 It was waterproof so no one could take care of this baby for 671 00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:01,640 you. It was zip tied. 672 00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:05,160 If it was cut or fabricated in any way, you got an F. 673 00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:10,600 You had to keep it for the whole weekend and it cried every three 674 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:16,200 hours. I had to literally it, I had it 675 00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:26,320 wetted itself, It took fluids and it pissed and yeah, so yeah. 676 00:37:26,600 --> 00:37:29,640 And you had to scan it on its chest and then you had to, you 677 00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:32,120 had to burp it and everything. I mean, you had to do so much 678 00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:36,680 and it's all. Have you had any weird dreams 679 00:37:36,680 --> 00:37:38,800 lately? Honestly, a lot of people have 680 00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:42,120 came to me lately telling me about their weird dreams, but I 681 00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:43,600 haven't really had any weird dreams. 682 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:47,400 I've been sleeping like a rock and I've like really just been 683 00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:50,840 like in a deep sleep and then I wake up and I don't want to get 684 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:52,720 up. I want more of this deep sleep. 685 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,720 I've had two weird ass dreams in the past couple of days. 686 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:01,160 I only told you part of my dream the other night about Jelly roll 687 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:04,160 and then I had a weird ass nasty ass dream last night. 688 00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,400 Freaky. No, it was gross. 689 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:13,320 Oh, not good, you know, I don't know. 690 00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:15,240 Are you wanting to share your dream? 691 00:38:15,720 --> 00:38:17,360 Your freaky dream, Your nasty dream? 692 00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:19,280 I'm sorry. Not freaky. 693 00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:21,680 Yeah. I want to tell you both because 694 00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:24,400 they were fucking weird and I didn't get to Foley. 695 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:26,880 I had like just woken up when I was texting you the other 696 00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:28,280 morning. Like I literally was taking my 697 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,040 morning pee when I texted you and told you about that Jelly 698 00:38:31,040 --> 00:38:33,000 roll dream. But it was just so fucking 699 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:36,600 weird. And it was Brian and I, we were 700 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:40,880 driving and we were going to, it felt like we were just driving. 701 00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:43,960 And all of a sudden he's like, oh, we're in Texas. 702 00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:47,640 And I was like, oh, OK. And then all of a sudden 703 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:52,480 everything around us was like, it was in Utah where it was just 704 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:57,120 like nothing but like fucking desert and stones and whatever. 705 00:38:57,920 --> 00:39:03,120 And so we're driving and this like tiny little 2 wheel drive 706 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,560 car comes and cuts us off and goes up. 707 00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:09,960 It looked like a like dry uphill riverbed, like full of rocks and 708 00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:11,800 shit. And Brian's oh, that's where 709 00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,200 we're supposed to be going. And I'm like, I didn't know we 710 00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:15,840 were going anywhere. He's like, yeah, I'm taking you 711 00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:18,280 to this saloon that I found. They have really good barbecue. 712 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,800 And I was like in the middle of Texas. 713 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,320 And he's like, yeah, why are you questioning it? 714 00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:24,600 So I'm like, OK, whatever. So we pull up to this like 715 00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:29,640 saloon and we're eating and I see Jelly Roll walk by smoking a 716 00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:31,760 cigarette. And I was like, oh, look, it's 717 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,240 Jelly Roll. And I was like, hey, Jelly roll. 718 00:39:34,720 --> 00:39:37,520 And I just waved. And he's like, hi. 719 00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:40,040 Like I had been his best friend. He was so excited to see me. 720 00:39:40,040 --> 00:39:42,320 And so he stopped and he was doing and stopped walking. 721 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,080 And so we went up there to start talking to him. 722 00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:46,600 And then other people kind of started going around. 723 00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:49,520 And I was like, damn, is it weird that like everybody acts 724 00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:51,360 like you're their friend, Like we're your friend. 725 00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:54,080 And he's like, yeah, man, you know, whatever. 726 00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:56,400 Like I was over here in my dream, like I was his best 727 00:39:56,400 --> 00:39:57,600 friend. And I could not believe that 728 00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:01,480 these, these fucking people, these groupies were just coming 729 00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:03,640 all around just so fucking excited to see him. 730 00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:10,080 And so he's standing there and I was like, oh, he's really 731 00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:12,080 handsome in person, like in my mind. 732 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:15,720 And then all of a sudden there was this like. 733 00:40:16,240 --> 00:40:21,640 Greasy haired, small, like Rob Schneider, greasy ass hair 734 00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:23,440 looking man standing next to him. 735 00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:27,120 And he was hella short and he just looked weird and but he was 736 00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:32,040 talking with Jelly Roll's voice and he's like, yeah, this is 737 00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:35,480 what I really look like. But Bunny really prefers when 738 00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:38,280 I'm a big, tall fat man with tattoos. 739 00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:41,320 And so this is the meat suit that she likes me to wear. 740 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:46,000 And I was like, oh, and then he kept talking and I was like, 741 00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:49,880 yeah, I'm with Bunny. I think I really like you better 742 00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:53,520 when you're the big guy in the tattooed meat suit, too. 743 00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:57,800 This is making me uncomfortable. And so then he just became one 744 00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:01,440 person again and was just fucking just talking his Jelly 745 00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:02,720 roll. And then I woke up and that was 746 00:41:02,720 --> 00:41:07,120 that dream. It was fucking weird, dude. 747 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:09,320 And. Huh. 748 00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:14,080 So I've got no words, but I will say that the first time I met 749 00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:17,280 Jolie, he he did walk up and act like we've been best friends 750 00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:19,640 forever and made me feel like I was the only person there. 751 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:23,160 Like he was like, I didn't even know that Mama bear had friends 752 00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:25,480 out here. He was like, I feel rude and I'm 753 00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:28,400 thinking we're all here to see you, but thanks. 754 00:41:28,520 --> 00:41:31,880 Like he's like, thank you all so much for coming. 755 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:34,640 So you all like if you are listening and you haven't met 756 00:41:34,640 --> 00:41:39,400 Jelly Roll in person, he really is the most genuine spirited 757 00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,560 person. He really does make you feel 758 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:44,640 seen and special. And it's really like just like a 759 00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:47,840 natural energy about him. So I could definitely see like 760 00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:51,560 the investors in the dream because he does treat people 761 00:41:51,560 --> 00:41:53,160 like that. Like he makes you feel seen. 762 00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:56,600 It's really nice. It's just so interesting because 763 00:41:56,800 --> 00:42:01,200 like I feel that I have like an energetic connection with Bunny 764 00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:04,120 because of how much she's done inside of like my life without 765 00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:07,840 meaning to, but it's just so interesting to have the dream 766 00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:12,120 about him and just have her as like I referenced her inside of 767 00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:15,040 the dream or he references her inside of the dream, but it not 768 00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:17,200 be her. And that's kind of what stuck 769 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:19,760 out to me was I was like, I want to dream about your wife. 770 00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:24,560 Like no offense to you, Mr. Role, but like where's Mama 771 00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:27,920 bear? And then I and then last night. 772 00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,720 Last night's dream was just fucking weird. 773 00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:32,680 I don't remember the whole dream, but I remember that I had 774 00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:36,040 to fucking pee so bad. And right now. 775 00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:38,760 So that's so crazy you would say that because I OK. 776 00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:41,040 Well, you can wrap it up after I tell you my pee story. 777 00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:46,680 I had to pee and I ended up getting in the car with some 778 00:42:46,680 --> 00:42:48,520 man. I don't know who the man was. 779 00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:51,520 I knew full well I was married. I wasn't interested in this man. 780 00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:54,160 I wanted him to take me to a bathroom and I was desperate. 781 00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:57,240 And he pulls over on the side of the road and he's like, here, 782 00:42:57,240 --> 00:43:00,160 you can pee right there. Well, where I go to go pee, 783 00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:02,400 there's like poison oak and shit like that. 784 00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:05,200 So I'm like, I can't pee here. And he's like, well, I'll take 785 00:43:05,200 --> 00:43:08,640 you to the YMCA. So it takes me to go to the YMCA 786 00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,880 where my husband is. And my husband hands me a trash 787 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:14,680 bag and goes, you're going to need this when you go into the 788 00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:17,000 bathroom. And I was like, for what? 789 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:21,160 And he's like, you'll see. So I go in there and I didn't 790 00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:25,040 like the state of the toilet. Like it just like nothing was 791 00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:27,520 wrong with the toilet, but I just felt like they're like, I 792 00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:29,080 just didn't want to put my ass on there. 793 00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:32,920 So I put the trash bag down. Well, when I and this is where 794 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:36,240 it gets nasty, But when I put the trash bag down, the trash 795 00:43:36,240 --> 00:43:38,520 bag is see through. So all of a sudden there's just 796 00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:40,560 a bunch of shit smeared on the toilet seat. 797 00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:43,680 And so that's why he had handed me the trash bag was so that 798 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:46,200 there was a barrier between my ass and all this shit that was 799 00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:48,680 on the toilet seat. So I'm putting the trash bag 800 00:43:48,680 --> 00:43:50,520 down and I'm like, this is fucking nasty. 801 00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:53,720 I can't pee on this. And I was like, but I really 802 00:43:53,720 --> 00:43:56,680 need to pee. And so I like peed a little bit 803 00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:59,240 standing there, like just on the bathroom floor. 804 00:43:59,240 --> 00:44:01,720 And I was like, well, whatever, it's already nasty in here. 805 00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:05,400 And then I walked out and my husband's like, are you good? 806 00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:08,160 And I was like, yeah, I'm fine. And then we walk a couple steps 807 00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:11,200 and I was like, no, I really need to pee. 808 00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:14,880 Like, I've got to pee so bad. And that's when I woke up and 809 00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:16,280 was like, I'm gonna piss my pants. 810 00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:19,080 And I went to the bathroom. That was my fucking dream. 811 00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:23,160 So your body was telling you to get the fuck up you sleepy 812 00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:25,400 bitch. We gots to go. 813 00:44:25,640 --> 00:44:28,960 Yeah. Yeah, well, that's how I feel 814 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:30,720 right now. And the fact that you said that 815 00:44:30,720 --> 00:44:32,440 I was actually about to put in the chat. 816 00:44:32,840 --> 00:44:36,680 I have to pee secretly. But now you all know publicly 817 00:44:36,680 --> 00:44:39,600 about all of our bodily fluids and exchanges. 818 00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,600 So we're closer than ever. And we want you to know we 819 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:47,440 appreciate you all for that. Yeah, and get your asses on our 820 00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:49,200 Patreons. We both have Patreon. 821 00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:53,320 You guys can support the podcast on both of our Patreons for 822 00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:56,080 $5.00 a month right by for yours also. 823 00:44:57,200 --> 00:45:00,680 No, I just mine starts at 11:00 but you get the full moon power 824 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:02,960 circle. So you get the podcast and the 825 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:07,920 power circle. -5 called coven support if you guys just want to 826 00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:12,640 do just watching the podcast, but mine is 10 if you guys want 827 00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:15,960 to be a part of our power circle and do things with us together. 828 00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:19,200 So if you guys just went on to our Patreons LinkedIn, the 829 00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:21,560 description wherever you're listening, you would be able to 830 00:45:21,560 --> 00:45:23,640 see what we offer on all of our tiers. 831 00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:26,560 But I'm going to go now before Paige pisses herself so. 832 00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:31,520 I do say that we are really grateful. 833 00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:35,080 We are going to just do some solo episodes for a while. 834 00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:38,800 So message us on our website about guests, people that you 835 00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:41,280 would like to hear their story, people you'd like us to have 836 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:43,480 back in the future. We're definitely not going to 837 00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:46,960 have any guests probably until the beginning of next year. 838 00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:50,600 So definitely like if you've got someone that you're interested 839 00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:55,600 in, send us their links so we can check them out 'cause we're 840 00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:58,080 definitely vetting and checking people out. 841 00:45:58,080 --> 00:46:01,560 You know what I mean? We don't want, we don't want any 842 00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:05,240 repeats from other seasons where we had to not even air the 843 00:46:05,240 --> 00:46:07,840 episode at all. You all didn't even get the 844 00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:09,480 episode. So it was just a waste of time 845 00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:11,200 all together. So we love you. 846 00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:13,080 We'll see you all next time in Candyland. 847 00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:22,880 Bye bye. She's so sweet me like a 848 00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:26,600 lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, lollipop. 849 00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:33,680 He want to live me like a lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, 850 00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:38,320 lollipop. He want to swallow my spirit and 851 00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:40,200 penetrate my aura. Taste. 852 00:46:40,200 --> 00:46:42,200 All of my consciousness is obvious. 853 00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:45,960 We're goddesses full of the divine femininity who need 854 00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,760 masculine energy, energy, energy.