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hope you love the episode. Welcome back to another episode
of Candyland. This is Part 2 with the
dominatrix Goddess witch and we're going to move into the
show and tell portion. This is why we know you've been
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We are starting out first episode.
A major guest is going to be dropping, so we're excited and
got to switch. What do you want to show us,
baby? Let's see.
Oh my gosh, I have so many things to show you, but I don't
know where to start. OK, so we like colors around
here and we also like butt plugs.
So one of the things that I'm going to show you now is this
really fun little butt plug that is multiple colors.
So can you just flip the light switch off for me?
And I think it's this one, Yeah. So if you can see this thing
switches colors, so imagine. The butt plug butt Does your
butt plug glow different colors? Right.
So I'm actually going to do a little TikTok with this butt
plug. I'm actually going to get on my
motorcycle. I'm going to put this butt plug
in and I'm going to make it so that you can barely see a little
flash of butt plug. I tried this with a bigger one
and it was a miserable, miserable fail and it hurt so
bad and then I had to pull it out myself.
So horrible. I could not do the TikTok
because I could not keep it in my ass for more than like 2
seconds. So there are definitely here for
someone else to. Help.
I would never let someone else help me with that, but I'm just
saying that like dominatrix, we we fail to just it happens.
So, OK, so there's that one. I want to give a personal
experience on butt plugs. One time I was like, you know
what, I'm going to order this multi pack and I'm going to see
what these babies are about. And that motherfucker hurt.
That smallest motherfucking one hurt.
And I was thinking to myself, how the fuck did someone get
this big one? And I, I still have the big one
wrapped up and I'm like can't wait till someone gets married
and I'm going to make it at my dad gift for their bridal
shower. Just cannot wait.
I'm saving it, it's perfect. Yes, I love that.
So more light up butt plugs. You can hear this one.
Zoom has a has a sound filtration.
It's my this is a tail butt plug.
So we can put this in the butt and then this is like a little
ponytail. That's the fiber optic tail that
will light up and do funny colors.
You can see a Pegasus if you wanted to.
Exactly. The little unicorns.
Let's see, what else do we have? Oh, a lot of the fun things that
we have in the dungeon revolve around me not having to touch
other people's penises because penises are disgusting.
I have things like this that I can stick penises into and they
will do fun things to those penises.
That's if I want those penises to feel anything fun.
Other times I'll put my high heeled shoes on and make those
penises feel things that are not fun, but they're fun for them.
So, you know, let's just whatever floats your boat.
Someone. Yes, question, was that like a
pocket pussy flashlight vibrator sucker thing?
What was that? Yes, it was like a male wand
basically, or a a wand for penis tabbers.
Excuse me. Yeah, basically this is a little
flashlight, so I can push the button here and then.
Can I tell you a story about a penis pump real quick?
Yes, that motherfucker can. Always tell a story.
So we for our anniversary one time we just decided to like go
to a shop to like explore around and have a nice time.
And we ended up like buying this pump just to like see what it
would do. So we bought a couple different
things. So we bought a pump and I'll
finish that story before I jump. And I couldn't get into like, I
think he couldn't get into it because I couldn't stop
laughing. And I couldn't stop laughing
because you literally put it on and it's like you're pumping up
a bicycle tire and it like fogs up because of body heat.
And so I just wanted to like write on the plastic and I
couldn't stop fucking laughing. And so there is that experience.
And then the other one is they make things that actually go
over a member and you can get it with like different.
So it's like a, it's like a silicone and it goes, it has
different like bumps and ridges and whatever and like different
thicknesses. And I don't know, like what the
magic trick is with those things, but it'll literally pull
the skin right off of a penis. Oh yeah, you need to have a lot
of Lube. That's the magic trick with
those things and. Yeah, but then doesn't it like
slide around your your whole eggplant?
Oh, I mean. Sure, I'm like stroking like you
guys can see what I'm talking about.
There's all kinds of fun things that like pocket pussies and
strokers. This is a pocket pussy so your
penis have her can go here and then you can squeeze this guy
here to make it tighter. I bought my husband one of those
thinking that it was going to be so cool.
And it, it came with like, I was thinking like different
sensations, right? Like if you have headphones in,
then it's like a whole sound and you can know whatever.
And so I get this thing being like, I'm about to be wife of
the year. Well, I guess it came from
China. And when he put the headphones
in, it was a little Asian woman. And she's like, I mean, that is
probably not at all what it said, but you know, that's what
the Asian woman sounds like. And he's like, I don't know what
this is, but I can't get into it.
And he gifted it to his buddy who got married.
That's amazing. Yeah, we actually have one of
those very same things and I think it's also an Asian girl
with thing in there. I have something to say about
this. How do you clean that tight
little thing you just put your fingers in?
Oh gosh, boiling water is your friend.
We do boiling water. We do Dawn dish soap.
There we have a whole sanitization protocol.
Recommendation for when you are what's like the proper word?
When you're getting filled with jizz, what do you do afterwards
for like cleaning yourself out, whatever, that's helpful because
boiling hot water is not going to work.
But I do have a bidet and it does have the butthole function
and you can just shoot that right up your V dude.
And when you look down afterwards, all you see is
babies. Oh yeah, 100%.
I love my bidet, dude. That, that's my recommendation.
Get your ass a bidet 100%. But if you don't have a bidet,
my second recommendation is to get yourself a submissive who
can act as your cuckold and suck all the cum right out of you.
That's what I do. Oh, that's a net.
Crew that just comes in and takes care of that so I don't
really have to worry about cleaning up too much.
But when the submissive is not around when my little cucky does
not show up to do with their duty or they're taking a nap or
whatever and they miss clean up duty, they get punished for that
later. When that happens, I typically
will keep I keep a little basket like an aftercare basket next to
the bed and I've got like little soft washcloths in there.
But the best thing ever is witch Hazel wipes.
I keep witch Hazel wipes with me everywhere great for after
cleanup great for before cleanup.
Did you know witch Hazel is one of those things that don't use
baby wipes? Throw the fucking baby wipes out
the window. Get witch Hazel wipes.
Because if you use witch Hazel wipes after you go to the
bathroom or after you go out of the shower or whatever, they
basically keep the odor from coming back.
So it's like it's a deodorant wipe, but it's all natural
cleansing. So yeah, that's what I like to
use. So all of the things that you
are saying have now been brought into my reality because of that
anonymous tip line. A lot of people said they wanted
to be my cleanup crew, and someone told me they wanted me
to step on their balls with heels.
And I'm throwing a way that people love that.
But I guess people love that. 100.
Percent yes. Does that cause trauma?
Do they like have trauma later or they like like does it hurt?
Like is there pain later? It has to hurt later.
Oh I'm like wait, does the does the cuckold sucking the cum out
of your pussy cause trauma? You were talking about the
stepping on the balls with your your shoes.
OK, I'm on the track. OK.
I mean there's a way to do it. There's there's technique,
there's it's called trampling. So you can look up trampoline
technique for dominatrix and it's actually you step on
certain parts of the penis in certain parts of the ball sack
there. You definitely don't want to
crush the grapes. Of course that's not a thing and
you have to do it with certain types of shoes.
I'm not going to step on someone with my super spiky heel in a
very sensitive area. Usually there's kind of soft
treaded flip flop type shoes that people like to be trampled
on on the actual member. They'll actually so OK, hold on,
here's the visual picture. This, this is a box.
OK, there's a hole in the box. Dude is in the box and there's
penis sticking out-of-the-box. I'm standing on top of the box
here and the member is laying flat on the box.
Now trample, trample, trample, trample, trample, trample,
trample, trample, trample. They love it.
There's no ball sticking up there.
I'm not going to crush the grapes.
It could be, but I'm not going to crush the grapes.
Trample, trample, trample, trample.
Some people do like the heel through there, but usually it's
going to be more flip floppy. Could you imagine that?
You go to a glory hole and you think that like someone's going
to put their mouth on it and they just like, heal you real
quick. I can definitely imagine that
happening and I'm sure that it it does, I would hope that it
was pre negotiated. I'll just never look at Dicks in
a hole the same way ever again. Right.
Speaking of glory holes though, I do have to mention that we
have a glory hole here. That anybody can just walk up
in, I mean, not anybody, but you know, people inside of your
space, they just walk up into it and they're just like, hey, if
you, if you feel like you're ready to lick a tip, here you
are. Well, we have a glory hole in
our Airbnb, so people can actually do fun little glory
hole, like fantasy role play scenes.
And then we have another glory hole that's on wheels on a
platform that we can roll out for use in like parties and
things. So yeah, we could just have
somebody manning the glory hole and people could just come right
up if they wanted to. I think that's incredible.
You're like the party host of all hoes.
Like you were talking about homemade whipped cream earlier.
Are we doing food play? Oh, are we doing food play?
So food play is actually another one of those things that's on my
trying to breakthrough the boundary thing because I
personally am not a fan of food play.
I don't like people eating things off me.
I don't like feeding people things.
That's it's one of my neuro spicy autistic.
I can't handle the sensation thing.
That just makes me cringe thinking about it.
Thank you for bringing that up, but other people here have
definitely done food play for sure.
Yes, Sur's orgasmic whipped cream has inspired some food
play at the retreats. I've I've seen that happen.
I have a a spicy question. So what about like like STD's
like are people getting tested? Have we got clean bill of health
like before? They can come to the retreat or
to the party or what's up with that?
I don't provide sexual services here, for one thing.
So people that come here for like dominatrix sessions and
whatnot, I'm not going to be touching things that are going
to give me any kind of 'cause people that come here that are
playing at our parties or that like if they're coming for a sex
magic workshop and there may be a chance that we're going to be
in kind of contact. Everybody here has definitely
had those kind of checks. And we recommend every three
months is a great standard, but six months is the most that
people would want to go for that.
And I actually have several friends here that come as
regulars to the queen and who are in the medical profession.
One of them is writing, I believe may have already written
a huge resource for all things STD related or STI related.
So anything testing related. And there's so many types of
blogs and resources on Fetlife as well for getting checked and
sexual health and all of that. And it's amazing to me the lack
of awareness of all of the different things that you can
have and the panels, the the STI panels that people show you that
are so not inclusive. And that is one thing that I do
want to caution anybody that's out there.
If you're going to be going to swingers parties, getting into
the lifestyle, going anywhere, playing with anybody, make sure
they do have that up to date STI panel and make sure that it
includes everything including HSB one and two, not just AIDS
and the other things that hurt, sorry, HIV and all of the other
things, right, that are typically on those STI panels.
Think about those things that are not typically on the panels,
and doctors don't typically order the SCI panels for HS1B1
and HSV 2 because they are so common and so many people have
them. If they started testing
everybody for them, there would be another whole panic, right?
Because so many more people will be turning up positive for that.
So just please be aware of who you're playing with.
Please make sure that they have been tested.
Please make sure that you've been tested for sure.
So I got a nice. Little soapbox there.
Really picky about people like that's why I can't be casual
because I'm like expecting to see my part updated and if I
can't see on my chart, you're nothing is coming near me like
none of this. And it's like really a bad thing
in Louisville because where I live, supposedly we're like top
10 for STIs and like, chlamydia is like in an outbreak here,
like a like a public service announcement outbreak.
And so I've been like on and off celibate, like having sex like
once per year for four years straight, like once per year
'cause it's like the one time just gets me through like the
like. And I don't even like casual
sex, you know what I mean, 'cause I'm Demi sexual.
So I have to really miss. You.
And I could be in you girl or or guy because I'm attracted to you
as a, a person, your energy, your essence and your brain.
Yes, there are physical attributes that I like to look
at that attract me to you to want to get to know you.
I'm probably missing out on a lot of people I would connect
with cause y'all are ugly and don't brush your teeth or take
care of your stink booty. And I'm sorry but do y'all.
But stay away from your perspective.
You know, like, I don't mean that in a mean way, but like I
do have a stereotypical like person that I see myself with.
But I know that like at the same time, I would be open if I was
close to someone, built a friendship in a different way,
but there has to be attraction there for me.
I am kind of shocked in a sense where there are certain things
like that matter to me in an important way.
And knowing that you don't have St.
DS is one of those fucking first things like the first three day
text. And I'm asking you like, what's
up? When's the last time you've been
tested? Right.
And they don't like. Most dudes after that, like we
don't talk. It'd be like a week later we
ain't talking no more and that's fine with me.
Bye, bye, Felicia. Oh yeah, yeah, you definitely
dodge a bullet with that one. And I love that you bring up
being Demi sexual, because I am also Demi.
And the sheer number of people that come into people's inboxes,
my inbox specifically, just based on proximity, they're
like, oh, hey, you're close to me, you want to get together?
I'm like, is proximity all it takes for you to, like, wanna
fuck somebody? You're close to me.
So, like, OK, look. What the fuck?
No, no, I have to have a connection for sure.
Like, you need to stimulate my mind, right?
Like this. Yeah.
I can't. It's insane to me that the sheer
number of people that date based on proximity alone and that's.
The problem? Like with me, like wanting to
find my forever person and knowing damn well they're not in
Louisville, KY whatsoever at all.
Period. Right.
Yeah, You need to get your ass out of there.
No, I love where I live. I just know I'm not going to
meet the person. Like I just don't think I'm
going to meet my person here. But I I feel like I've always
felt that I'm going to meet who I need to meet through the
Internet because that's why I chose to Incarnate at this time
with the Internet and technology being where it is, because
that's how me and Gemini met me and you.
That's how we met. So right here at the stations,
baby already happening. So I already know I'm going to
meet the person through the Internet or by dumb luck by like
the most randomest thing, like you know what I mean, where it's
like it was there all along, but it took some more and I'm cool
with that. That's why I don't have casual
sex because I don't like y'all like I don't like all that.
I don't like all that group activity that people do, but I
could date a couple. I could definitely see myself
getting into a lifestyle. I could definitely see myself
getting into a certain niche of the lifestyle.
You know what I mean? For sure there are kings that I
have that like people don't know about unless you know me like
that, you know what I mean? Y'all don't know that.
So I keep my sexual life pretty private because I do think that
like once you put that information out there, like it's
out there, right? Like it's the Internet, it's
it's forever and you know, with. The brands that I have, I don't
want to build a sex brand necessarily, but I do want to
build a brand while being sexy if that makes sense.
Oh yeah, we're the same thing but y'all aren't going to get to
see my coochie on camera. I'm sorry no guys are waiting,
but. You know, I want to see more
stuff. Speaking of Coochie, OK.
More stuff. I love it.
Let's see, we have so many more things.
OK, let's talk about pussy pumps.
Anybody's seen a pussy pump before?
Nope. So.
This little thing just goes right over the lips and clitter
your pussy there and just pumps everything up and brings all
that blood flow forward and then makes for some fun playing
afterwards because everything's already really heightened and
ready to go. I need to give me one of those
I. Know right, Kevin, that.
Looks interested. I know what your case for the.
Cities are. Sensation play.
So does that look scary? That is a Wardenberg pinwheel.
I'd be into it, yeah. That's awesome.
I know we talked about that a little bit in the beginning.
Love that. And then of course, we have
softer things like feathers, ice, anything.
I see sensation play is one of those things where if you're
just getting into kink or you've never really experienced
anything before, get yourself get yourself some stuff like
this, some little, some feathers and some ice and just start to
play everywhere. Feel all the different places
that it can be, nipples, lips split, wherever you want to go.
There's everything feels different.
Let's see, we've got Oh my God, this thing is like getting in my
hair. This wig.
I feel like that. I feel like Damon Williams white
chicks were there hair out of their face.
So wooden spoon, right? Wooden spoons, Mommy Dom.
So I mentioned that I'm a mommy Dom.
Wooden spoons and hair brushes. Wooden spoon.
Spanking me. Oh, she also hit me with the
hair brush and broke the hair brush, so yes.
So you have some WAMI trauma that you need to heal.
You can come and lay yourself right over my knee here, Gemini,
and I'll take really good care of you with my hair brush.
I bet that's true. I could make it very pleasurable
for you though. Oh shit.
Not the octave, not the drop in the octave on.
Hold. On.
She just turned it on right there.
You saw it in her eyes. Right there she goes.
The way the look in the camera was that's the the character has
activated now she got the toys and the elevation of the
experience. Jim and I can get some spankings
for her birthday. And I was like.
Absolutely. Let's see, we got custom
paddles. So I make custom paddles here at
the Queendom and this is an acrylic paddle and you can see
it's kind of a a wiffle bat type of a wiffle ball pattern makes
for some really water, right? It makes for some really fun
little patterns on acids. This is another custom paddle.
It says purr. So I have people here that come
for pet play. They like to be kitties or
puppies or ponies. And so this was a a paddle that
I made for one of my Subs that's a Kitty.
And this says purr on it and it's got raised letters on the
it's got raised letters. So when I smack her ass with
this, her ass will then say her right across the ass.
What is your say page? It used to.
Say brat, but it lost some of the words and I only know where
the tea is. I have the tea but I was
thinking it just it lost some. Someone hand made me this.
It's like glittery I love. It my friends.
Had a paddle business and I just bought a paddle because, you
know, you never know when you buy.
Now, did you show me one before? Did you show me a paddle before
that was for Bunny that had their name on it or am I
imagining that it? Had what on it WUT.
Because they speak so quietly and I'm always going what
that's? What it was?
Yeah, we broke that paddle on Bunny's ass though.
We have to make a new one. Yeah.
Oh, poor. Bunny.
I mean or and then we don't know which one.
What? I said, poor Bunny, or I said
or, yay Bunny. I don't know which way we're
going. I know, I said.
More yay Bunny. And then we have some other fun
toys. So this is a silicone taws and
this is kind of like a paddle. It's a split taws.
This. Thing doesn't look like it would
hurt. It's probably one of the most
painful things I have here in the dungeon, though it it
definitely hurts when you get smacked with that like this one
is. This one is my.
Favorite This is called Thunder and this is a pain stick and
this one is metal and that side is very spiky, whereas this side
is more flat and both sides leave a very beautiful heart
shape wherever I smack with it. So anytime I want somebody to
get a heart on, I just bring out Thunder.
A heart on. I love that.
See, OK, so, so here's my question about that, about
impact play. How do?
People find out if that's something that they're into.
You just kind of have to start going like, is it something
where like you're working up or you immediately being like,
listen, motherfucker, I'm going to tie you down and beat you
with this paddle. Like how, what?
How does it go like here? In my dungeon, yes.
So typically if somebody has come into my dungeon for the
first time and they've never had any kind of impact play or
anything, I'm going to show them some of my different implements.
I'll show them the paddles, I'll show them the floggers.
I will let them experience it on their arm to see how it feels.
So we will progress. They're, I'm not going to start
off by being like, OK, I get naked and get out of my thing.
I'm going to just beat the shit out of you.
They're going to be able to experience what it feels like
before I tell them to get naked. I'm going to beat the shit out
of them, but usually they're going to know from the
experience that I've given them just from the different
implements in the dungeon. Usually though, they come to me
and they've already had some kind of experience that at least
somebody spanked their ass with their hand or something, and
they know that they kind of like being spanked.
Some people come here and they just don't want any kind of
impact play. That's not their jam at all.
They just want like sensation or sound or whatever, like
something completely different. But usually most people are open
to impact play and especially here because one of the main
things that I do is rhythmic impact play.
That's one of my main things that I'm known for here.
And so they're coming here specifically to experience the
impact play, even if they've never experienced impact play
before, because they've heard about what's happened during the
impact play. They've heard about it being a
safe space. They know that it can be as
light or as heavy as they want. So it can be full of pain, it
can be completely painless. There's so many different
options. I have a question.
Yes, I've heard. Of the knife play, and I'd like
to have you explain knife play and talk about that for me,
because I know some people do like blood play, do like more
painful things and real painful things.
And I just, I just want to talk about it 'cause I know nothing.
Yeah, so this is my machete. Some people are very into knife
play with sharps, and they want the bloodletting, they want the
cutting. Some people just want the threat
and the thrill of the knife. So you would use the back edge
of a knife, but you can still hold it up to their neck.
You could still put the point up to their neck.
There's all kinds of different ways that you can do knife play.
A lot of times knife play is definitely great when it's
paired with restraints. So you can have a submissive say
with their hands tied behind their back and you're going
walking around them with the knife in your hand.
You're dragging the back of the knife along different parts of
them, their cheek, their back, their throat, whatever.
So there's all kinds of different ways you can make it
scary, but it's not really dangerous unless they.
I. Want.
I want to bleed. I want you to bleed.
I want to do some sacrificial shit while we're at it.
I want to fucking conjure some energy.
I want to connect. I want you to be bonded for me.
Let's be for life making bleed, remember?
Whenever we so when. Are you coming right?
Hey. Remember when we went to Utah
and there was a knife underneath your bed?
Just so happened there was like a huge knife under Gemini's bed.
Like there was three beds in the one she picked had a knife under
it. Wow, that's amazing, I think.
That spirit had it there in case I needed to Shank a bitch on
that law. That's what I think that the
knife was there for, 'cause there's a wild ride.
Wow, So I. Was very, very into what you
were saying but then my cat decided he wanted to be extra
needy at this moment and like try to just give me all this
love. And So what I want to say is do
you do the sharp side and cut people?
These are questions, do I do? The sharp side and cut people, I
typically do not, but I do have a couple of people who do enjoy
it, so I am. That is not a hard limit for me.
I will do that. So.
Are you comfortable saying some of your hard limits?
One more question to finish this off.
So earlier you mentioned that you wouldn't be near any fluids
or anything like that. So when if there was blood
involved, would that be a person who was vetted with the
documentation or would you wear like gloves or something?
All of the above, yeah. I would need documentation and
there would be a lot of safety precautions in place, OK.
I figured I'm just wondering for our listeners, of course, for
learning purposes and entertainment purposes only,
yeah. For sure.
Or anything. And some people like to do
staple scenes and needle scenes as well.
And needle play is actually something that I'm learning
about because you can make some really fantastic art with
needles, like spirals and flowers and spider webs.
So many pretty things with needles.
And there's different colours of needles.
It's not just like stabbing needles through your skin like
like we used to do with freaking paper.
What are those called? Safety pins when we were kids.
Like that's, that's needle play for grown-ups now, right?
There's actually people and I cannot remember what it's
called, but it has a name and there are people who sexual
pleasure and just for fun in general, they will do getting
different types of needles and bars or hooks bars put into them
and then be suspended with them. And, and I'm like, I, I mean, I
that's too much for me personally.
Like you want to talk hard limits like putting hooks
through me and hanging me. That's a very hard limit for me.
Rope can sound real fucking cool, though.
I like the idea of being like suspended and being immobilized,
not sexually, but just like, I mean, as far as I know, but just
for like fun. I feel like that would be very
exciting. Oh.
Yeah, it really is. Rope is a whole other level of
instant just trance for me, like when I'm in rope and starting to
be bound up and it's like a giant hug.
But the people that are doing the rope, especially my rigor,
they put their magic into the ropes.
So you can just feel you're just being wrapped up in this love
and comfort and just amazing web of freaking awesomeness and
their teamwork and just all of the things.
This rope is a whole different level of kink that I think
everybody should experience. If you have an experience rope,
please go try it. It's amazing.
So is Shambari and rope the same thing or is there different
levels to 'cause I know Shambari are artistic and has a lot of
shapes and like intermediate design.
And one of my photographer friends is really into Shambari
and does a lot of shoots with like latex with Shamari rope
over it. And like in really intricate
bodysuit type, like designs that you know, if you would have to
trust the person that put you into that, 'cause you're never
getting out of that without that, right?
Yeah, No, Shabari is kind of like the umbrella term for rope.
Shabari is Japanese bondage and there's just different types of
of rope work. And I'm not an expert by any
means in that, but shabari is the term for for Japanese
bondage rope work, yeah. And so the hook stuff where they
mix rope and the body mod hooks and corsets, are those, is there
a term that puts those together? There is, but I don't actually
remember what that is. I've seen a lot of those things
on there, the hooks and whatnot in the suspend, just I don't
remember what that's called off the top of my head though.
Yeah, my, this girl I follow, she's a piercer.
And like my friend told me that, that she was like really cool
and did a lot of cool stuff. So I followed her and her name's
Paige as well. And she gets hung by those ropes
and by those hooks and does the things with her back and then
has people swing her back and forth and do like the aerial,
like swinging. And that's where I start drawing
the line. And I, and then I was told like,
you know, like so much of your skin can hold like 200 lbs to
500 lbs to like they know how many inches of skin it takes
actually. And your skin will not rip if
it's done correctly. That's whoever found that out.
Y'all, whoever found that one. Let's see how much it holds like
that's that's wild to me. But you know on the tech
chainsaw massacre, he did that he hung them all up.
That is some. Serious edge play right there.
That's a little too far for me. Yeah, I like things like hot
candle wax. I want to try that so bad.
That's what I want to try and how does it?
What's the clean up though? So it.
Depends on the type. Of wax I'm going to demonstrate
I have. Edible wax so it tastes like
chocolate, so afterwards you just can slurp it off of
whatever. All right, so I'm going to
demonstrate. Whose arm is this?
This is Panda. She's one of my submissives.
Hi Panda, thanks for using your body parts for us you're.
Welcome. All right, so the clean up.
So we're going to let this harden so you can see that
that's looks like a bloody mess on her arm.
The clean up really depends on the type of wax.
There's different types of candles for wax play, paraffin
and beeswax and soy wax, all kinds of different wax.
This particular type of wax that I'm using now, it's got a lot of
paraffin in it, so it kind of peels off almost like Elmer's
glue. If you ever did the the glue on
your hand in school. I love to do that.
So this one will peel off a little bit more like that.
And then some of the wax, so you can see just comes off real easy
like that. And then some of the wax, like
the beeswax or soy wax will actually be a little bit harder
to take off. And So what we'll do is we'll
put down like a Chuck's pad, you know, those blue hospital things
that you put under for incontinence or whatever blood.
We'll put those underneath if we're going to do wax play.
Yeah, here we go. So I have a whole cabinet full
of. Things.
To use in the dungeon, mostly black rubber gloves and tux pads
for wax play and other fluids that we don't want getting all
over the place. But wax skin up is not that
hard, especially if it's the paraffin kind.
And you can take a scraper afterwards.
So if you've got the wax on your arm like this, you can take, for
example, like a wooden spoon that has a flat edge and you can
just kind of scrape it off like that.
So it's not really that hard to remove the wax.
And then you can just get into the shower after you've taken
like a rough towel surface or something and just kind of
gotten the rest of it off of you so it doesn't go down the drain
and melt. I.
Literally saw wax on a license plate earlier, like it was just
a regular license plate. And I like to find the ones with
three letter words, like just random things.
And I saw wax today and I thought, I kind of want to try
that. It's so fun, it really is.
'Cause when we were younger, I used to always stick my finger
in candy candle wax and like used to always mess with candle
wax as a kid and like fires. I was such a little fire bug.
I was always like doing stuff with fire I wasn't supposed to
be doing. Yes.
Little pyro, I love that. So, well, one of.
Gemini's favorites is going to be the squirting Dicks, so yeah.
Anal Lube squirting drug sticks 100%.
Absolutely. So I have many different
sporting dragon Dicks and sea monster Dicks and alien Dicks
and all kinds of things. So listen up.
Creature porn is a huge thing. Gemini, what are the OK?
There's there's I think that we talked about this maybe before,
maybe we didn't, but they have this, I forget what it's called,
but you put these like Jelly eggs inside of a depositor.
Yes, so for those listening, so it's, it's meant to be like
you're going to birth an alien egg.
And so you put them inside of a depositor and they're these big
Jelly eggs. They come in all different sizes
and you can get them in different textures and people
will insert them inside of themselves.
Some come out still solid, some completely dissolved and then
come out as goo. Never personally done it, but
I've done research on it because I've found it fascinating.
Yep, that's actually on my want to try list.
I'm curious about other positors.
For sure you'll have. To let me know because I
probably won't ever try that because that like doesn't seem
like my thing, but I'm so furious about it.
I'd like to see visually somebody else do that, but I
don't want a personal experience.
Well, I will definitely provide you that experience then.
Yes, we'll. We'll record.
That I want to see so we've. Got we've got our squirting
Dicks, so we fill these guys with cum Lube.
So we've got a lot of people that love to get fixed up the
ass and and I don't have a functioning Dick that's going to
be able to shoot the cum at the end.
So they really want to get the full experience.
So I can provide that with. Let's see if it's going to do
it. I'm.
Going to do it hopefully. Oh, that.
Was so satisfying it. Caught me.
Wow. That's shot everywhere.
Does it taste good? Does that taste good?
What's that taste like? I wouldn't know, I've never
tasted it do. They like it, do they?
Do they eat it? What do they do with it?
They're just like, I don't know. I definitely made them look it
up for sure. Usually it goes into their
asshole but yes sometimes they have looked it up for sure.
Take my. Chip vanilla flavors.
Let's go. I'm just wondering, I'm trying
to take notes because you never know what I may need in the
future. In my arsenary or in my
auxiliary. That's the word.
In my auxiliary. Auxiliary.
In my arsenary. Yeah.
You know what's up, y'all? Y'all know what's up?
If you're watching the video, you just saw a hot pink do its
thing. Little hot pink one.
Oh my gosh, if people are only listening to this, I'm sure it's
entertaining and everything but the visuals on this.
Yeah, that is the visuals I think are the best part.
OK. I saw a video one time of
somebody using one of those and they literally, I've never seen
somebody projectiles squirt the way that I saw somebody do with
one of those things. So I'm holding in my hand one of
my my personal favorite toys and it's it's a magic wand.
It is not the plug in kind. This is actually a portable
battery operated guy that is rechargeable and it's just as
powerful as the plug in guy and lasts for fucking ever.
I use this thing for damn near everything.
Forced orgasms with this thing are.
Fucking. Amazing chef's kiss.
What is the forced orgasm? Gemini, will you please buy your
damn plane ticket to get here already?
Holy shit. Forced orgasm is literally what
it sounds like. I'm going to tie someone up.
They're going to have their their probably wrists and feet
bound somewhere they have no access to themselves.
They can't stop me from placing this thing wherever the fuck I
want to place it and causing as many orgasms as I want to cause
in whatever time period I say. And it stops when I say it stops
or it doesn't ever stop. It just kind of depends.
I don't. Know what?
Their faces. What's the average session like?
I feel like this is like a three hour thing.
Like this isn't just like, I mean what's the average session
here hour wise? I would say the average session
is like 90 minutes honestly, but that's typically for like a
rhythmic impact and then some aftercare or like a golden
shower session or whatever. If you're coming to my dungeon
though, to explore and you're coming to have more things like
forced orgasms and and all of the other things that you've
seen here today, then you're gonna be looking at more of like
1/2 day experience. It really depends on the kinds
of things that you want to experience and play with while
you're here. Gemini wants the half day
experience she's gonna bring her husband.
Oh no. I was, I was just looking at you
and your faces. You're asking the questions and
I was just like, you know what? Paige is single and available
and able to spread it where she wants.
Do you want to you go have the time there or do you?
Want it to don't mind city girls up, Paige would.
Have way too much fun out here. You know what's?
Really interesting is like I'm, I'm super open to like learning
about different things and having different discussions and
I'm totally open to like bringing different people into
my space, like with my partner and experiencing things.
But I have found personally that like I'm not somebody who's open
to necessarily, I won't say necessarily like I'm not open to
going out and exploring other things without my partner.
And I've found that like I have always been very uncomfortable
sexually and that and with him and my partnership is like the
area where I have felt the the safest and the most comfortable.
And so something for me that I want to work on personally isn't
so much the like going out and having these different
experiences as much as gaining knowledge and understanding of
like myself and knowing and learning how to bring those
things here and explore things in a way that like maybe neither
one of us is comfortable and knows yet, but maybe we can like
learn that together. And so that's kind of a little
bit where like my comfort level lies.
And yeah, I think that there are a lot of people though, who they
don't have even like within their partnerships, they don't
have any kind of support where they can be like, hey, like this
is something that I'm into or, you know, I tell him like, hey,
I'm going and I'm, you know, going to be interviewing Goddess
Witch again. And he's like your dominatrix.
And I'm like, yeah. And he's like, OK, have fun.
Like we went downstairs to the break and we were coming back
up. He's like, good luck.
Like, you know, so yeah, that's where I'm at, so.
To add to that, I would like to experiment, but I don't have
anyone that I trust. And not that I probably, I mean,
I just haven't been open to connection for real.
But the reason that I believe people are not getting their
kinks and their sexual fantasies fulfilled is because of hookup
culture. You don't get to know people
anymore and you don't get to know the way where you feel
comfortable to be like, yeah, I really want you to stick your
finger up my ass right now and I want you to be and I want you to
get your wand and put it on my balls and do whatever.
Like guys don't say shit like that.
They may see and watch porn like that or fantasize about things
like that. But what I'm learning with the
anonymous tip line, they don't tell their wife.
They do not tell their people. And that's what I think that it
is so shamed or wrong or taboo is because you know, like a lot
of people don't trust their partner sexually for some God
forsaken reason. They would rather cheat or hook
up with a stranger to fulfill those pharmacies rather than
their wife or their partner or their husband.
And that doesn't make sense to me personally cause I've never
been a cheater at all. Like I'm just a breakupper.
Like we're done and then be with some creator if I wanted to be,
but I'm not gonna do at the same time.
But I have been exposed more and more to polyamorous
relationships. So do you consider your
relationship polyamorous or no? I definitely think I am.
I technically fall under polyamory for sure because I do
have my traditional marriage and I have a submissive that lives
here. That is part of our whole
culture, our community, our relationship here.
So technically we do a little polyamorous lifestyle.
I want to address part of the issue, a part of the thing that
you were talking about, how some of the people just go out and
cheat and do the things. I understand being as a as a Dom
and just having lived decades in this lifestyle and seeing the
different types of people that come to a dominatrix and what
they come to us for. I do understand where people get
into their minds. I can't tell my spouse this.
Think about a lot of the
high-powered individuals that are doing nothing but
controlling their offices and their employees and their
secretaries and whoever else all day long.
They are control, control, control, control, control.
They are, they are in charge of literally fucking everything.
They have a little wife at home. She's a good Christian homemaker
that makes her kids lunches every morning and puts them on
the school bus or whatever. There's no way in hell he's
going to come up to that wife and talk to him, talk to her
about his fantasies, right? And talk to her about his needs.
Like I need, I really need to be able to just let go.
I need, I need somebody else to be in control for the next 4
hours so I can get a fucking break.
Because that's all he does all day.
He just controls his whole entire life.
Think about that mom who is constantly in control of
everything. She's got nobody at home, or
she's got a spouse at home who doesn't pay attention to her and
is off doing work all day long. She's controlling the kids, the
finances, the calendar. She's making the appointments
for everybody. It's just she's the dude and the
chick, right? She's got to be all of the
things. She's going to go find a
dominatrix too, and she's going to get her control off.
She's going to let somebody else come in there and do all of the
things because she doesn't have a man at home that can do it for
her. What?
For whatever reason, Right? Like, I understand where those
people come from. Just psychologically speaking, I
totally get it. But yeah, it can get really deep
and dark as a. 32 year old single woman with no kids.
I get the full experience of what's going on out there while
you two are at home married and you know, got cum squirting
Dicks and deposit. I don't get all that.
I don't get those odds. I get all of these people who
have these fantasies and they fantasize about me because I am
so different from their wife, their stability that their
partner, the person that their mom likes.
And for some reason, like they do that like wanting to be
something they're not and try to be something that is not who
they show the world, I guess. And I was trying to hit my cat
with the paddle to get him down. He he liked it.
He's up here still. So anyways, I think a lot of
people in the social media era don't know how to communicate in
real life. So they feel comfortable to tell
me a stranger, something anonymous or even someone that
was like a childhood friend was saying some crazy stuff or they
claim to be a childhood friend. And you know, people don't
realize that sometimes you have to release these people that
you've built whatever you've built with and go find your
fucking self, Whether that is getting a dominatrix or becoming
a dominatrix or doing impact play or trauma work or healing
in any genre and fashion, not even just insects in a personal
way. You have to let go of
relationships, right? Because you can't be yourself if
you can't tell your partner. I really want you to suck on my
balls. Now.
I'm like, I'm like real fascinated with this really
slutty rap song that like, I don't like new rap, but it's
called Slut Me Out and it's just like been on repeat.
And it's by NLE Choppa and I don't even listen to him.
But now I'm like, maybe I'll go to this concert because he's got
some slutty songs. But I'm fucking with these, OK.
I am fucking with these songs, but I just think so many people
need to explore with their partner and I love that Jim and
I said that that's what she would prefer is to bring
knowledge home. But it's not to go to a workshop
if you go and get the knowledge. Absolutely I want to.
See, I want to see more stuff I want.
To see some tentacle or alien. More stuff.
Tentacle or alien Dicks? OK, let's see Yeah, grab grab
the spiral Unicorn and grab the confetti Dick.
Oh grab the fisty hand guy. Oh my gosh, there's so many fun
things. So many fun things you're.
Frozen for me for one second on your video I think.
It's frozen. Well, at least it froze on my
hair. And it's pretty.
Yeah. No.
It's a beautiful Frozen photo for sure.
Why am I frozen? Can you turn my camera off in
back? On yeah you can.
There you go. Just try.
There we go. Just kidding.
There we go. OK, this is one of my new alien
Dicks. This is a sea creature alien.
Yeah. So that's what the depositor
looks like, but then it is hollow and so you shove the eggs
in there, right? Yeah, it's an all depositor.
Yep. So that one's one of those.
Let's see, this one is my spiral glow in the dark Unicorn.
I like that one. Yeah, this one's so pretty.
Can you just? Imagine this.
I can't imagine it, but also at the same time that looks
exciting. Right, this is my confetti
sparkles make fun Dick here. Or what's the what's?
The fetty sparkles make fun Dick I love.
It so much. Oh gosh, here's another fun one
that you can screw into somebody's ass.
Oh, you literally. Screw it.
The other one in Anal toy 2, The other screw one.
No, that well it can be sure they can all be analysis.
I mean, I guess. Anything can be.
Oh God. This one's fun.
Oh my God, it's got that one. Puzzles on it, but.
Is that a multi tier? On personal hand, no This.
Is not my own personal hand, but it's also got lots of fun news
for those. That are not getting the fucking
visual. This is literally fucking the
whole hand and arm and then this right here is what Kevin Gates
said his Dick looks like. Did you all see that interview
where Kevin Gates was like, how big is your Dick?
And he's like, well, I'm blessed My brother's is 18 inches.
I'm like, good God almighty. So many long things that can fit
into areas. Whoa, that's his brother's name?
It's no, this is so this part goes on to the end of a fuck
machine and then this part can just kind of come to you.
It's really long and machine. That thing can travel through
your entire body. Yeah.
Question, can that fit all the way into someone, the whole
thing? Yes.
Yes, the cannon What? Where does it go in your
intestine? Like where does it go in?
Your quadrupol. And that goes.
All the way up someone's ass. That's been all the way up
someone's ass. The whole thing on a whole
machine. Can you paste it?
At the on the fuck machine, those hard little like bull
rotted machines with Dicks on them, they can put that in
epidural. They can.
Stick the whole thing in their ass.
I can't even expect it. They just take.
The different ways that's. 44 inches y'all one for every hour
dude that's. Going to go up into the back of
your neck. So this can go over the face and
this is something that I would put over the face of one of my
submissives that I was feminizing or sissification like
a Sissy. So this is my pussy gag.
This goes over the face of the submissive and then I would fuck
them with my Dick through their little pussy whore mouth.
Oh, I like that the concept. Is it's there they're see the
concept is there. I got that one.
I understand she even. Had the degrading logo to go
with the lingo. I understood the.
Assignment on that rose. Oh, and that giant the.
Giant plug thing. Yeah, that back, you know, Yeah,
that guy with so you see this one.
I'm so ready, all right. So this is a glass dildo and
this will actually fit into my strap on one of my strap on
harnesses so I can actually literally fuck someone with a
glass stick without using my hands.
So that's pretty fantastic. Paige and the glass sometimes to
peg people. Yeah, everyone pegs them.
Oh, Paige, Yeah, she's. So many times to peg people.
And I don't know why you haven't done it yet, but if you don't
know that you need some pointers, you just let me know.
So this is one of my favorite butt plugs.
This is a butt plug trainer trainer that goes into. 1.
Yeah. I mean, it's a trainer.
Because look, this part's the small part, this part's the
medium part, this part's the next part.
Why? Is why is this your one of your
favorite? Because it's so intimidating,
that's why it's scary. I feel like I would shit
everywhere. So.
So is that a normal? Because OK, so like, I'm not, I
haven't really been into that kind of play because it
literally feels like you have to shit yourself.
You definitely have to do preparation for anal play for
sure. So I have to.
I've just been drunk in the hotel room.
We've all been there. I'm 100% positive mine was drunk
on the living room floor while watching elf.
I no it sorry it was bad Mom's Christmas.
It was bad mom's Christmas. Anyway, we all have stories.
So like things like a glass plug that's going to go in your ass
like that's this size. This is a pretty big plug and
it's a rose and it's pretty pretty.
This is a pretty big plug. You would definitely need to
clear out for this, but like a smaller plug, you know, you
could probably get away with not so much with the clearing.
This you're going to need to go and you're going to need to use
your douche, your little bulb or whatever it is that you're going
to do your enema and clean yourself out.
Same thing for longer BD or glass plugs.
Here's the fun one. This one is a hollow butt plug.
It's a clear tube. So this is on my finger.
My finger's in there. What this is used for is this
goes into the butt hole and then I will pee inside of that.
Oh my fucking God, what the fuck am I hearing?
Yep. Holler butt plug, how do you?
Do it. Do you have a funnel or do you
just aim? No, I just aim.
Oh oh grab me and my little seaweed.
The key guy also. Question is the other end of
that open? It is.
Yes, yeah, it goes. Into her bow Gemini I was.
Just I just didn't know if she was filling it up like a teacup
or if it was going in. I needed a visual that is the
all the. Way down the pipes, so 2.
Ways that I could do that. So I will typically be in the
bathtub and I will just pee. And my aim in the bathtub has
gotten really good. I can pee right into a mouth.
I could pee right into a butthole, whatever.
If I'm outside and I need to do something, I've got this cool
little shewee that's shaped like a Dick.
And so this is my little funnel that I can just hold right up to
my myself and pee and aim just like a dude.
I could write my name in the snow.
I've always wanted one for car rides because I've always just
like when you have to go, I've always wanted to be able to pee
out the window. There you go, it's out the.
Window down the side it's always.
It's always been a thing to me. I've always like, like you ever
go off on like mental Oh. Well, we will technical
difficulties and we are back. We are back.
So for those that missed it, she's pissing into booty holes.
Going on to the next demonstration.
What's the next demonstration? Let's see, what else do we have?
Oh, grab me that collar right there.
Yeah, let's talk about chains, whips, collars.
Yeah, I like handcuffs. I like some chains.
Little whips. I like to be whipped.
So collars, I always have my submissives in a collar while
they're here in the dungeon. Usually it's going to be just a
a regular type of collar with a lock or something like that.
But one of my favorite types of collars are these hard stainless
steel collars. These are permanent locking
collars that you have to have a key to get on and off.
So I love to have these types of collars and my submissives do
wear permanent collars on them. So like Bunny has their little
Bunny collar that with the cute little Bunny sheep on it and
that you have to have a key to get get that off.
And then we also, of course, have things like our bone gags
for puppy play. Oh, this isn't a bone gag, but
we have all kinds of different face gags.
Here's the bone gag for puppy play.
So if you're going to come here and want to be a puppy, then you
get the two on a bone and you'll also have a little puppy tail
butt plug in. Let's see chains and whips, She
said. Where's the where is?
Oh, this whip right here. It's not a chain, but this is my
favorite whip. This whip is called Medusa and
it's called Medusa because of her obvious snake like little
hair things. These are dangerous and they
hurt and they sting and they bite.
Definitely one of the more painful things, kind of like
that tause that I showed you that silicone split thing that
was super painful. This one is like that.
This is going to leave really, really nice red puffy welts.
So if you are the type of bottom who loves to have your your ass
marked up if you want is if you want marks, if you want
potentially some some blood play with this, I could definitely
get you some pretty good bloody marks on your ass.
And then this guy, this guy has never seen you've been retired
because he has flung his chains all across my dungeon multiple
times. Sometimes I can hit so hard with
this one that he breaks. So I've broken him enough times
that I've retired him from actual flogging sessions.
But I am going to replace him because he is one of my very,
very favorite impact tools. He's really scary looking, but
he really doesn't hurt that much.
It's actually one of my favorite ones to be hit with.
It's it's kind of soothing. I really like it it.
Looks spiky. Yeah, we might have different
ideas of soothing, but that's OK, I said.
We may have different ideas of soothing because that looks
uncomfortable. It was.
It really is. It's so soothing and then we
have fun canes like this. This is a multi cane and this is
a rainbow colored because I love rainbow.
It's my favorite color and this one.
I can hear that motherfucker. That's hot.
Those are really. Cool for like inner thigh?
Yes, yes, inner thigh is one of the greatest place for canes,
but you can move the band on it up and down and that will kind
of control how see it sounds different.
Whereas if it's done you. Got.
You got a pair, A pair of Oh yeah, I'm into it.
She's already got a pair of canes so I need to get up on
game now. All right, this is a marble
flogger. So you can see it has a ton of.
Different marbles at the end, so as this one is swung it's going
to leave a lot of marble shaped bruises wherever it hits.
One of the more fun floggers we have.
See, there's so many things that in my mind it sounds so cool
seeing it or like when somebody is like talking about it.
But then I feel like if it was, if my husband was to physically
do it, I just feel like I'd be like, so are we fighting?
Like you know what? I mean, like it.
Like it sounds great in theory and then you're like, fucking
hit me with it then and see what happens.
Right. Yeah.
You really want to go? Let's go Chainsawkers and Rose
on one end. Do you hit him with that?
Oh yeah. No, you can.
Oh, you mean do I hit him with the Rose end?
Yeah. Oh no, it's too fragile.
It would break I. Didn't know what it was made of.
It's so fuck the. People she's worried about her
Rose. Right.
I'm worried about the Rose. You mentioned handcuffs, so I
have some fun handcuffs here that have a butt plug on the
other end. So the butt plug would be in and
the handcuffs would be on. So they're basically kind of
stuck. They can't move their hands too
much, so they're going to be pulling this butt plug in and
out. And typically what I'll do with
this is the butt plug will be in and then the handcuffs will come
through the legs and be in the front.
OK, Wow. I'm being educated on the
nightlife of adults here in the world.
Here in the. World and then.
Your typical leather restraints, which we have any dungeons gonna
have a million pairs of restraints for ankles and wrists
and necks and collars and leashes and all the good things
do. You walk people on a leash a
lot. Oh.
Yeah, absolutely. Walk around like a doggo all the
time, people. I'm just.
Going to say that this has been fucking educational and I hope
also that a lot of people who have sexual fantasies or have
ideas or have heard, seen or thought about something to get
out of their own fucking head about it and maybe do some
research, maybe look around, maybe get on.
What was it? Fetlife?
Yeah. And we'll put your link there.
So if people are intrigued and they want to go and see you be
a, what is it a giant test? Is that what it's called giant
test? Or do literally anything else
that we've discussed here today. And I'm sure so much more that
we haven't gone to. We will put your link so that
people can go and find you. Absolutely.
This has been very educational. It's been very intriguing and I
just am so excited to share this with the world.
So like Jim and I said, we'll have all the links below.
If you all want us to bring the Goddess switch back on, make
sure you all send more questions.
All of the questions that were asked from Patreon and Instagram
are going to be posted to both mine and Gemini's Patreon only.
She wrote out answers that and actually explain things in a way
that you can have that for later.
And I also want to say thank you to your sub too for being here
because that was that was nice. You know, partnership going
here. Is there a message that you want
to share? Leave people with anything that
you want to wrap up with. I would definitely say that if
the kink world is calling to you and if it's even remotely
interesting to you, don't just sleep on this.
Go and do some research and get out there and explore and do
some learning. Buy some books.
If you buy no other book ever, ever on the subject of kink, and
it's not really even on the subject of kink, but if you buy
no other book from my recommendation, please buy the
book called Existential Kink. I swear to you, it will change
your life. It will allow you to accept
parts of you that you never thought you could accept.
And the kink world has changed my life so much and opened up
new pathways to joy that I never thought possible.
That I just want everybody else to experience that.
Even if it's just in a tiny, tiny little way where you're
able to just watch a few things and learn a few things.
If you learn one thing, and if one thing clicks for you and
opens up and you're able to accept something new about
yourself, my job here is done. Just know that you can
experience healing and joy through kink.
You can experience happiness. You can experience fun.
You can experience so much that you just never thought was even
in existence. So please.
Just go do some research. Read a book, anything, watch a
YouTube video, find some kinky TikTok people.
I'm on TikTok as well. Go find some fun stuff out
there. It's there's so much to explore.
And if you're in my book club, the next book that we're reading
is actually Existential Kink because of the recommendation
from Goddess Witch. She doesn't know it yet, but
they will be inside of the group with us for the book club.
So those are available on different levels of my Patreon.
If you just reach out to me, I'll give you those details and
that way you'll be able to have a little community space to be
able to talk about things with in that book and with God to
switch to because they're now signed up for that.
So thank you for being here that.
Sounds amazing. I'm really excited to.
I'm gonna read the book, I guess, with you all and the
whole I'll see you in my. Mentee program, won't I?
Yeah. Honestly, you all better watch
out. You don't know what I may learn
over the next six months. And honestly, I'm just really
excited to just kind of, you know, watch you grow more 'cause
once we have a guest on, I become like low key obsessed
with the guests for the next like four months and then it
goes on for four years. And then I'm like, can we talk
to them every three months 'cause I love them and
everything. Yeah.
We like, love having guests that resonate with us and that can
share their journey with our community 'cause, you know,
we're really working hard to build our following.
Podcasts are a dime a dozen, and I know a lot of people get
burned out on certain things. So having you come on and share
your journey and all of that was beautiful.
And I really loved the vulnerability with the trauma
because I think that's going to help a lot of people break that
stigma. I think that's where the stigma
is, is within the trauma and that dynamic.
So thank you so much and we will see all of You Beautiful people
next time in Candyland. Bye bye.