1 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:16,400 Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:32,759 What's up, motherfuckers? Welcome back to Candyland. 3 00:00:33,720 --> 00:00:39,040 So tonight it's just me and Jim and I and we hope that you have 4 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:42,440 been enjoying our variety of guest. 5 00:00:42,800 --> 00:00:46,240 We have a couple more interviews coming up and we're going to try 6 00:00:46,240 --> 00:00:51,480 to stack some guest so that we can drop every other week with a 7 00:00:51,480 --> 00:00:54,400 guest. We are wanting to expand our 8 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:58,240 horizons, our conversations, and really get into some of those 9 00:00:58,240 --> 00:01:01,680 taboo topics by bringing on taboo people. 10 00:01:03,400 --> 00:01:06,440 Yeah, I like taboo people. I think they're interesting. 11 00:01:06,440 --> 00:01:07,480 I don't. I don't know. 12 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:10,240 I like our podcast and who we bring on. 13 00:01:10,240 --> 00:01:13,640 But sometimes I'll try and get into new podcasts and I'm like, 14 00:01:13,640 --> 00:01:15,400 you have hella corny guests, bro. 15 00:01:15,960 --> 00:01:19,960 I can't listen. I just do like an intuitive 16 00:01:19,960 --> 00:01:22,880 thing. When people have guests and like 17 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:26,320 some podcasts, I listen to them because I like I'm drawn to the 18 00:01:26,320 --> 00:01:29,000 guest as well. And then sometimes, like I'll 19 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:31,680 listen to like 20 minutes of it and I'm like, this isn't hidden 20 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:36,040 for me. Some people I've found, I really 21 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:39,600 like them on social media and like, I like their TikTok and 22 00:01:39,600 --> 00:01:41,600 stuff. And then I hear them talking and 23 00:01:41,680 --> 00:01:44,200 I am like, Oh yeah, no, I'm bored. 24 00:01:45,480 --> 00:01:48,320 Yeah, I think a lot of people don't realize how difficult it 25 00:01:48,320 --> 00:01:51,800 is to hop on a podcast and keep a conversation going for an 26 00:01:51,800 --> 00:01:53,920 hour. Plus, like people who do 27 00:01:53,920 --> 00:01:57,400 podcasts make that look easy. But like we've said before, 28 00:01:57,400 --> 00:02:02,480 there is a reason that over like 75% of podcasts only have 10 29 00:02:02,480 --> 00:02:07,040 episodes or less. Yeah, and it's interesting as a 30 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:11,480 podcast host to try and find people whose like, energy and 31 00:02:11,480 --> 00:02:14,800 communication style is something that you're going to even want 32 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:16,880 to have a conversation with somebody for an hour. 33 00:02:16,880 --> 00:02:19,840 You know what I mean? Yeah, I find that like, it's 34 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:22,600 really easy to go back and forth, but when you add a third 35 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:28,160 or a fourth voice in there, it's like we like have to try to find 36 00:02:28,160 --> 00:02:31,880 a flow with that person despite like never talking to them 37 00:02:31,880 --> 00:02:34,000 before. But I do think that, like, it's 38 00:02:34,000 --> 00:02:37,640 a growing process. Interviewing guests, talking to 39 00:02:37,640 --> 00:02:42,440 people is one thing, but having a conversation with three or 40 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:46,800 more people on a podcast is a lot Like, it's different for you 41 00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:49,920 on Coven of Rejects to just interview people and like, you 42 00:02:49,920 --> 00:02:54,320 know, the focus is on them, but like we don't make it where 43 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:58,360 we're interviewing them as far as like a set list of questions, 44 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:00,120 you know what I mean? So I feel like it's just like a 45 00:03:00,120 --> 00:03:05,240 variety of like how the guest, how comfortable the guest feels 46 00:03:05,520 --> 00:03:08,320 because I think some conversations flow very 47 00:03:08,320 --> 00:03:12,200 naturally and then some people are just a little more shy or 48 00:03:12,200 --> 00:03:15,360 reluctant or not really sure what they're going to say. 49 00:03:15,360 --> 00:03:18,480 So they're nervous. I've had people, even with it 50 00:03:18,480 --> 00:03:21,760 just being me though over on Coven, like I've had guests 51 00:03:21,760 --> 00:03:24,280 where when we've been talking and scheduling to get the 52 00:03:24,280 --> 00:03:26,280 podcast going, they're really talkative. 53 00:03:26,520 --> 00:03:30,200 But then once we're recording, I'm literally like like there's 54 00:03:30,200 --> 00:03:34,360 episodes I haven't aired because there was no chemistry with the 55 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:37,400 person that I was talking to. And whether that be like they 56 00:03:37,400 --> 00:03:40,320 are nervous or they've never done a podcast or, you know, 57 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:44,600 whatever the reasons may be, sometimes it's just difficult to 58 00:03:45,360 --> 00:03:47,840 get a conversation going. And that's how it is in everyday 59 00:03:47,840 --> 00:03:49,920 life. Like everybody that you meet, 60 00:03:49,920 --> 00:03:52,200 even if you think they're an interesting person, doesn't mean 61 00:03:52,200 --> 00:03:55,000 that you have something interesting to talk about with 62 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:56,760 them. Exactly. 63 00:03:56,760 --> 00:04:01,400 And I think that a lot of people give a persona on social media 64 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:03,960 that like, isn't always who they really are. 65 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:06,920 And I know that you said that you've been trying to share more 66 00:04:06,920 --> 00:04:08,960 about your life. And I feel like I've been doing 67 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:11,680 the opposite. And I've been trying to be more 68 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:16,120 like mysterious and like not share everything because people 69 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:22,079 do straight send you not good energy when you're sharing good 70 00:04:22,079 --> 00:04:24,640 news sometimes. And I feel like sometimes I just 71 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:29,000 like, want things untainted, unbiased and untouched by 72 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:37,240 outside energies because so many people try to get one over on 73 00:04:37,240 --> 00:04:38,320 you. Or you know what I mean? 74 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:40,000 Like, pretend there's something that they're not. 75 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:42,800 And then when you are studying and talking to them, or you do 76 00:04:42,800 --> 00:04:45,960 meet them in person, or you do give them a chance in 77 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:48,800 relationships or whatever, it's just like then true colors 78 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:51,200 really come out. So, like, it's one thing to be 79 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:53,400 like, I like that person on the Internet, but, like, do you 80 00:04:53,400 --> 00:04:57,640 really like that person as like who they really are without the 81 00:04:57,640 --> 00:04:59,680 illusions and things that they've created? 82 00:04:59,680 --> 00:05:02,840 Because like we know for sure that when we when we went to 83 00:05:02,840 --> 00:05:06,560 Utah, that girl didn't like me even though she invited me. 84 00:05:06,920 --> 00:05:09,040 She playing stuff she didn't like me. 85 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:12,800 Like how that we like did that episode with Juber and we went 86 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:15,720 through some of the like things from her perspective and just 87 00:05:15,720 --> 00:05:18,240 beyond. It's really, really clear now 88 00:05:18,240 --> 00:05:22,400 that like I was the problem, Like she did not like me for 89 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:26,360 some God forsaken reason that she invited me to Utah. 90 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:34,920 And I don't know why, like, and to this day I'm still like, I 91 00:05:34,920 --> 00:05:39,720 don't understand because you're the exact same person that you 92 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:43,360 are in our friendship that you are in person. 93 00:05:43,440 --> 00:05:46,440 Like it's there's there's nothing that's any different. 94 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:53,840 I think that our dynamic though was different in person than I 95 00:05:53,840 --> 00:05:56,800 thought that it was going to be. Like, I thought that you were 96 00:05:56,800 --> 00:06:01,760 going to be the more like a sort of bold one in person, like 97 00:06:01,760 --> 00:06:05,840 doing all of the things and that you were like, I knew I was 98 00:06:05,840 --> 00:06:07,680 going to be making food and stuff like that. 99 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:11,000 But I thought that you were going to be more like take 100 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:14,640 charge and like command situations, and you were more 101 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:17,600 like, I'm willing to do whatever it is that you want to do. 102 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:21,560 And to this day, I don't understand how you're not the 103 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:24,840 one that's liked when you were the one who was like, oh, you 104 00:06:24,840 --> 00:06:27,160 want to take me on an ATV ride to my death? 105 00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:28,760 Cool. I'm down for it. 106 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:30,960 And I was like, fuck you, I'm not going. 107 00:06:32,520 --> 00:06:34,800 I don't know. I mean, I think I'm really like, 108 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:38,160 I'm very assertive in communication, like this is what 109 00:06:38,160 --> 00:06:39,680 I expect. These are my boundaries. 110 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:42,920 Like, don't talk to me this way, don't act this way, whatever. 111 00:06:43,280 --> 00:06:46,400 But like, when it comes to like, going with the flow, like I am 112 00:06:46,400 --> 00:06:48,840 the definition of going with the flow. 113 00:06:48,840 --> 00:06:53,280 Like when I go on a vacation, I don't want something planned 114 00:06:53,280 --> 00:06:56,080 every day. Like if I go to Vegas, I plan 115 00:06:56,080 --> 00:06:59,480 one really nice expensive dinner and have reservations for one 116 00:06:59,480 --> 00:07:02,280 day and I get tickets to something, whether it's a 117 00:07:02,280 --> 00:07:05,480 concert, a show, a magic show, something like that. 118 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:08,680 But then like, the other days that were there, I don't want to 119 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:11,480 have a plan like I want. I know I may, like, want to go 120 00:07:11,480 --> 00:07:14,000 to the pool or go shopping or things like that. 121 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:16,240 But like, I don't want to plan something. 122 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:19,800 And I feel like some people take me being assertive and kind of 123 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:23,240 dominant as, like, I'm going to have an itinerary. 124 00:07:23,240 --> 00:07:25,720 And it's like, you better wake up at 10:00 AM, 'cause we we 125 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:29,360 need to leave here at 10:30 or or like, one of those people 126 00:07:29,360 --> 00:07:31,320 that's like, wow, you're getting ready. 127 00:07:31,320 --> 00:07:33,480 You're taking forever. You know, 'cause some people are 128 00:07:33,480 --> 00:07:35,320 pushy like that, but I'm just not like. 129 00:07:35,320 --> 00:07:38,960 I'm just like, I'll sit here and chill and I'll wait and I'm not 130 00:07:39,280 --> 00:07:42,680 in a rush, ever. I love that you're literally 131 00:07:42,680 --> 00:07:47,320 getting rushed anytime that you did your makeup, and we didn't 132 00:07:47,320 --> 00:07:49,920 even talk about that with Juber. We didn't even talk about the 133 00:07:49,920 --> 00:07:56,320 fact that we were you were doing your makeup in the bathroom and 134 00:07:56,320 --> 00:07:59,240 literally had just started and I think you were putting lipstick 135 00:07:59,240 --> 00:08:03,560 on and Home Girl was like, I'll just use the microwave as a 136 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:05,600 mirror because I'm not high maintenance. 137 00:08:06,440 --> 00:08:08,160 Oh my gosh, I forgot she said that. 138 00:08:08,160 --> 00:08:12,000 Yeah, like, I didn't even bring a full spread of makeup, 'cause 139 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,160 I was having that issue with my eye. 140 00:08:14,520 --> 00:08:16,720 So I didn't even have, like, all my makeup. 141 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:19,480 I think I just like had some face makeup and like, some 142 00:08:19,480 --> 00:08:22,360 lipstick and I was doing my eyebrows or something. 143 00:08:22,360 --> 00:08:25,520 Like it was like very basic. Would have only taken me like 15 144 00:08:25,520 --> 00:08:29,240 fucking minutes. And she's like causing a scene. 145 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:33,480 Like who the hell books a fucking 8 frame cabin for four 146 00:08:33,480 --> 00:08:36,440 women and then tells everybody that, like, you should just 147 00:08:36,440 --> 00:08:39,720 bring sweats knowing damn well I'm not taking fashion advice. 148 00:08:39,720 --> 00:08:43,360 I want to dress like like if I don't want to dress like you, 149 00:08:43,360 --> 00:08:46,840 I'm not taking your advice. Like if I want to show up, 150 00:08:47,200 --> 00:08:50,120 however, I want to show up to the family gathering, to the 151 00:08:50,120 --> 00:08:54,040 event, to the whatever. I'm not listening to just wear 152 00:08:54,040 --> 00:08:56,560 jeans or just wear this like I'm going to wear whatever I want to 153 00:08:56,560 --> 00:08:59,440 wear, period. Shut up. 154 00:08:59,960 --> 00:09:03,080 Nobody asks you, nobody asks you. 155 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:09,080 And yeah, because like I I was totally like thinking we're out 156 00:09:09,200 --> 00:09:13,240 in some like retreat the whole time and look like a bum ass 157 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:15,760 bitch. And I can't wait for us to have 158 00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:19,600 like a new adventure with new memories so that the memory that 159 00:09:19,600 --> 00:09:24,480 we have of us being together isn't surviving fucking the Utah 160 00:09:24,480 --> 00:09:29,040 apocalypse of like crazy white females. 161 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,880 Their soul lady really gave me PTSD of our our trips and we 162 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:35,640 need to rectify that and change it and make it all better. 163 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:41,320 Honestly, I feel like she wanted to ruin that trip so bad that I 164 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:42,960 still had a really good fucking time. 165 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:47,640 Like, I truly had a good time and I thoroughly like even 166 00:09:47,640 --> 00:09:51,080 though the ATV thing was super scary, I still had a really good 167 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,640 time on the ATV. Like that's a core memory. 168 00:09:53,640 --> 00:09:57,720 Because I know for a damn fact I will never do that again. 169 00:09:57,840 --> 00:10:03,240 Like, unless I am like with someone who like has their own 170 00:10:03,640 --> 00:10:06,840 and has has a trailer and a truck and like everything under 171 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:08,760 the sun and they have it as their own. 172 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:14,800 Different because she literally acted like she drives us all the 173 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:16,640 time and she does not. You know what I mean? 174 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:21,000 Like she doesn't. I have never been so positive to 175 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:25,880 somebody before that I literally was so fucking angry at and 176 00:10:25,880 --> 00:10:29,200 like, terrified for my life. I was like, I can't, Oh my God. 177 00:10:29,560 --> 00:10:32,520 I was preparing for, like, what I would hang on to if we went 178 00:10:32,520 --> 00:10:34,720 over the side. I did not have a good time. 179 00:10:34,720 --> 00:10:37,440 My hands were sweating through those fucking gloves. 180 00:10:37,440 --> 00:10:41,080 They were so wet that they kept sticking off of the bar, sliding 181 00:10:41,080 --> 00:10:43,720 off of the safety bar. I never let go of that fucking 182 00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:46,040 bar in front of us the whole time. 183 00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:48,360 We wrote in that ATV. No. 184 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:52,200 Nope. I don't want to relive that 185 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:55,520 again. Hard pass we have. 186 00:10:55,560 --> 00:10:57,800 We've been invited to other Utah shit, though. 187 00:10:58,040 --> 00:11:00,440 And I'm like, maybe we give Utah another pass. 188 00:11:00,440 --> 00:11:05,200 Like maybe we explore what the Mormons do in Utah. 189 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:06,720 Like what is there to do out there? 190 00:11:06,720 --> 00:11:10,520 Has to be beautiful. I like Utah, honestly. 191 00:11:10,520 --> 00:11:13,800 Like, I've been out there twice and I enjoyed it both times. 192 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:18,040 Like, clearly there was something that needed to be done 193 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:22,040 in the situation. Like there was a crazy person 194 00:11:22,040 --> 00:11:23,920 with us. But when I went to Utah the 195 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:26,200 first time, me and my friend Chastity went and we had a 196 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:29,080 really good time. She had never been to Vegas. 197 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:33,240 And so we literally, on our last day there, we went hiking, came 198 00:11:33,240 --> 00:11:38,160 back to this, the Airbnb got ready, drove the three hours to 199 00:11:38,240 --> 00:11:41,560 Vegas. We gained an hour, But then on 200 00:11:41,560 --> 00:11:43,840 the way home, clearly we were gonna lose that hour. 201 00:11:43,840 --> 00:11:46,640 We were. I was driving us like, on the 202 00:11:46,640 --> 00:11:49,920 way home, like 95, 'cause the speed limit's 80, so I'm going 203 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:53,120 like 95. Because at one point we were 204 00:11:53,120 --> 00:11:58,240 like, so behind schedule that, like we had to fly out at Salt 205 00:11:58,240 --> 00:12:01,520 Lake City at like 10:00 AM and we were staying like 2 hours 206 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:04,920 away from the airport. Like yeah, So it was like we had 207 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:09,920 to literally go back to the Airbnb, literally grab our stuff 208 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:12,640 as fast as we could, get back in the car and drive to the 209 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:15,680 airport. We made it, but it was like one 210 00:12:15,680 --> 00:12:18,760 of those things where it's like a memory cause chassis had never 211 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:21,240 been to Vegas. Like to do that we had a really 212 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:23,840 great dinner and we had so many leftovers. 213 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:26,120 We just like literally pulled over the same thing we did when 214 00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:28,360 we were in Utah and just gave it all to a homeless person. 215 00:12:28,360 --> 00:12:31,920 They were like what? And I was like there's an $80.00 216 00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:33,480 steak in there and they were like what? 217 00:12:34,680 --> 00:12:36,120 So that I. Forgot we did that. 218 00:12:36,680 --> 00:12:41,040 Yeah, we gave that. We gave them all of the salsa 219 00:12:41,040 --> 00:12:43,160 and spices. There's so much stuff that you 220 00:12:43,160 --> 00:12:45,920 didn't take, like all those. There was literally so much 221 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:49,720 stuff that we bought you all that we carried from the first 222 00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:54,840 cabin to the next cabin or the next Airbnb, and we was cooking. 223 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:57,640 But then once we got to our other Airbnb, it was literally 224 00:12:57,640 --> 00:13:02,640 like blast from the past. Like we didn't cook there, 225 00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:04,160 really. We didn't want to cook, yeah. 226 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:08,680 But, like, by the time that we got to that Airbnb that first 227 00:13:08,680 --> 00:13:10,840 night, for sure, we were so emotionally drained. 228 00:13:10,840 --> 00:13:13,280 Like, as soon as we closed the door, me and juber just started 229 00:13:13,280 --> 00:13:16,280 crying. And I remember, like, crying on 230 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:17,880 the couch. And I was like, I want to go 231 00:13:17,880 --> 00:13:19,280 home. And you're like, what? 232 00:13:19,280 --> 00:13:20,960 And I was like, I want to be with my husband. 233 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:23,360 I'm fucking tired of this. I don't want to be here. 234 00:13:23,360 --> 00:13:26,040 Like, I'm so uncomfortable and you're like, no, like, we're 235 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:27,320 going to stay. We're going to do it. 236 00:13:27,560 --> 00:13:31,600 And then I remember like, he was all stressed about in that whole 237 00:13:31,600 --> 00:13:35,160 situation because he had thought like he was the one getting the 238 00:13:35,160 --> 00:13:37,960 midnight phone calls, hearing me about to fucking throw home girl 239 00:13:37,960 --> 00:13:41,240 off the fucking top thing. So he's freaking out. 240 00:13:41,560 --> 00:13:44,760 And and so that energy was coming. 241 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:48,840 And I remember you're all calm on the couch and you're like, I 242 00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:51,800 don't have any response to this. I grew up with a crazy mom. 243 00:13:52,120 --> 00:13:54,440 You're like, he's going through his own thing while we're here. 244 00:13:54,440 --> 00:13:57,360 He's having to deal with his own battles about you being gone in 245 00:13:57,360 --> 00:14:00,240 separation. So like, let's just hang out. 246 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:02,480 We're going to go get food, we're going to whatever. 247 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:05,760 And I was like, OK, and that's when we went to like, go and 248 00:14:05,760 --> 00:14:09,720 pick up the car and everything. And I thought it was so dope 249 00:14:09,760 --> 00:14:13,920 that you guys wanted to get the car. 250 00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:17,960 A big reason being for me to not have to ride alone in an Uber to 251 00:14:17,960 --> 00:14:20,840 the airport. And when Juber was like, no, we 252 00:14:20,840 --> 00:14:23,200 have to get it because like we have to take you to the airport. 253 00:14:23,200 --> 00:14:26,080 You can't be in like a different state and just like by yourself 254 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:27,760 and have like a random Uber take you. 255 00:14:28,280 --> 00:14:30,280 And I was like, that's so fucking sweet. 256 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:34,400 What was crazy is we rented a car, you all from that app, it's 257 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:37,840 called Turo and the guy literally had an air tag 258 00:14:37,840 --> 00:14:39,680 somewhere. The Sky's in the car. 259 00:14:39,680 --> 00:14:41,960 So like, we're just driving and out of nowhere. 260 00:14:41,960 --> 00:14:45,680 It's like an air tag has been moving with you since this time. 261 00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:48,920 And I was like, it's kind of freaking out because, like, you 262 00:14:48,920 --> 00:14:52,280 hear horror stories about those air tags and people putting them 263 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:54,480 in your purse and in your bag and whatever. 264 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:57,120 And I was thinking like this this bitch tracking us. 265 00:14:57,120 --> 00:15:01,080 Like, I mean, I didn't know like, 'cause it was just weird. 266 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:03,960 Like they they did that, 'cause I don't think that that's even 267 00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:09,280 like, like that wasn't spoken. But honestly, we had a really 268 00:15:09,280 --> 00:15:10,400 good time. You all. 269 00:15:10,760 --> 00:15:13,240 At the end of the day, it brought us closer. 270 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:16,960 I think that anytime you go through struggles, it's really 271 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:19,120 important to look at what you gained, what type of lesson, 272 00:15:19,120 --> 00:15:22,360 'cause I swear that has helped me and Gemini navigate some 273 00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:25,680 really fucking stressful things that like nothing could be as 274 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:28,720 stressful as being on the side of a fucking mountain in two 275 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:31,320 wheel drive. Like nothing in this world could 276 00:15:31,320 --> 00:15:33,040 touch. Like, if we fall off this 277 00:15:33,040 --> 00:15:34,520 mountain, we're all dead right now. 278 00:15:34,880 --> 00:15:39,000 And our driver is drunk, telling our core guy that she's got this 279 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:42,240 and that she does this her whole life and every day of her life 280 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,480 and that she brought her baby and her son and all these things 281 00:15:45,480 --> 00:15:48,320 out here. But, like, the most random thing 282 00:15:48,320 --> 00:15:52,200 about all of this is like the first day we got there, everyone 283 00:15:52,200 --> 00:15:54,040 was like, having this vulnerable moment. 284 00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:57,320 And she was telling us how, like, she was like, 3435 and 285 00:15:57,640 --> 00:16:00,720 what was trying to have another kid and all these things. 286 00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:02,440 And it's just like, how are you gonna tell us all this 287 00:16:02,440 --> 00:16:05,160 vulnerable stuff and then just be like, yeah, I don't even like 288 00:16:05,160 --> 00:16:06,280 you. You're too nice. 289 00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:08,680 Fuck you. I don't know why you're doing 290 00:16:08,680 --> 00:16:09,800 this. I don't even know why you're 291 00:16:09,800 --> 00:16:12,680 here. Like, it was just like bipolar. 292 00:16:13,080 --> 00:16:18,200 And I think that because of that moment, like we've gotten 293 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:23,240 funnier and way smarter. We've gotten funnier and 294 00:16:23,240 --> 00:16:26,360 smarter, but also like, and we were just talking about this 295 00:16:26,400 --> 00:16:29,920 before the podcast. I think that people 296 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:33,840 underestimate the level of unbothered that we really are 297 00:16:33,840 --> 00:16:39,240 about things like even if we're like up, we're never upset with 298 00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:42,520 each other or thinking weirdly of each other inside of 299 00:16:42,520 --> 00:16:46,960 situations. It's always how do we tackle 300 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:50,000 whatever is coming our direction or whatever is going on. 301 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:53,800 And and I do think that the reason that that Utah thing 302 00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:57,120 sticks out to us so much is like, that was a in person 303 00:16:57,120 --> 00:16:59,120 situation. Like the first time that we 304 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:01,760 really were like, oh, we got to look out for us. 305 00:17:01,760 --> 00:17:05,079 And like somebody else is moving weird and trying to like get in 306 00:17:05,079 --> 00:17:07,960 the middle of our friendship. Like there was very much like, 307 00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:11,240 oh, well, don't you think it's shady that they just left you 308 00:17:11,240 --> 00:17:13,680 here to sit on the trail while they went up ahead? 309 00:17:14,119 --> 00:17:17,319 No, I'm the bitch who's not going to walk on this Sandy rock 310 00:17:17,839 --> 00:17:21,240 like that's. I'm not going to ruin their time 311 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:25,280 like so there was there's just different stuff and then we've 312 00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:29,760 had things come up in the background you know inside of 313 00:17:29,760 --> 00:17:33,560 like our communities and whatever since that where or 314 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:38,160 like clients or whatever where people are just like super 315 00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:44,720 strange to us behind each other and we're like we communicate. 316 00:17:44,720 --> 00:17:49,320 So you know that I don't know I I just the level of unbothered 317 00:17:49,320 --> 00:17:52,560 is so high. I feel like there's a fine line 318 00:17:52,560 --> 00:17:55,880 in being like, hey, I'm going to downgrade with you and go 319 00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:59,240 upgrade with Jim and I and I'll still be able to work with you. 320 00:17:59,240 --> 00:18:03,080 Or hey, I'm going to join her Patreon and cut yours off. 321 00:18:03,080 --> 00:18:05,560 And then vice versa. Like, there's a fine line of 322 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:07,800 being like, hey, I'm going to go do this. 323 00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:11,000 But there's a different thing that I've been seeing where 324 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:14,960 people are like, I want to work with you and then immediately go 325 00:18:14,960 --> 00:18:17,360 to you and they're like, I'm going to book with you. 326 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:19,920 And it's cool, like if you want to book with both of us. 327 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:23,080 But it's like, it's almost like sometimes people like, try to 328 00:18:23,080 --> 00:18:26,080 play US against each other like, well, what can she do for me? 329 00:18:26,240 --> 00:18:28,960 What can you do for me? And then try to see like, if 330 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:33,080 we're going to, like, be upset or challenged in some way. 331 00:18:33,080 --> 00:18:36,320 It's just like I think a lot of people's egos do that 332 00:18:36,320 --> 00:18:38,680 subconsciously. Like I've said before, like if 333 00:18:38,680 --> 00:18:42,120 you don't work on your shit and your shadow and your trauma, 334 00:18:42,320 --> 00:18:45,760 your 7 to 12 year old self is the one making decisions. 335 00:18:45,920 --> 00:18:48,960 So when you felt left out in fifth grade, you're projecting 336 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:51,920 that into your adult life. So you don't like healthy 337 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:54,160 dynamics subconsciously, of course. 338 00:18:54,160 --> 00:18:56,680 Like, you may not know you consciously are doing that, but 339 00:18:57,240 --> 00:19:00,680 there may be a tendency to want to come between people or to 340 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:04,040 play people against each other, kind of like people do with 341 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:05,920 their parents. They play their parents against 342 00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:08,200 each other. Kids do that. 343 00:19:08,400 --> 00:19:11,040 People play their partners. Like when people get married, 344 00:19:11,040 --> 00:19:13,960 they'll do that like with their mother-in-law and their husband 345 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:16,760 or or whatever. I've seen a lot of women lately 346 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:20,440 that are like, we're starting a new family and I'm more 347 00:19:20,440 --> 00:19:22,600 important than your mother and and all these things. 348 00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:25,280 I'm like, I understand that, like you're starting a family, 349 00:19:25,280 --> 00:19:27,080 but that's also still their family. 350 00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:30,480 So you're putting them in between your differences and 351 00:19:30,480 --> 00:19:32,920 discrepancies. And I think just so many people 352 00:19:32,920 --> 00:19:35,560 do that, 'cause it's like when you're on the playground and you 353 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:38,240 don't get picked for dodgeball or you don't get, you know, 354 00:19:38,240 --> 00:19:42,600 picked for sports or whatever, Like you feel left out and then 355 00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:45,960 you never healed that trauma or you never actually acknowledged 356 00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:48,320 that it bothered you. Cause a lot of people are like, 357 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,240 you know, they got left out and so then they started hanging out 358 00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:52,520 with the bad kids, you know what I mean? 359 00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:53,920 Or the kids who did drugs. That was me. 360 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:57,400 Like, I never really tried to get picked for anything. 361 00:19:57,680 --> 00:20:01,480 But I also, like, never hung out with people that were good for 362 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:03,200 me. I feel like, like I feel like 363 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:06,280 growing up I was always the kid that like people's parents. 364 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:09,760 Didn't want their kid to hang out with, like, purpose. 365 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:10,960 They would be like, OK, it's fine. 366 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:13,760 But then they would find out later that my mom let us drink 367 00:20:14,240 --> 00:20:16,680 and would leave us. And like, my mom would literally 368 00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:22,120 like, let, like, 16 year olds babysit me and like my friends 369 00:20:22,120 --> 00:20:24,960 but not even tell their mom that she wasn't going to be home. 370 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:26,680 Like, Oh yeah, they can stay over here. 371 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:28,760 And then my mom would just bounce, you know? 372 00:20:28,760 --> 00:20:31,320 So, like, I don't know. I think a lot of people don't 373 00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:33,680 realize they're playing both sides of the field or they're 374 00:20:33,680 --> 00:20:36,360 being, like, unsupportive in a way. 375 00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:39,920 Because it's counterproductive to message me and ask me a bunch 376 00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:43,120 of questions, right, and be like, oh, I'm going to do that. 377 00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:47,280 And then to go to you 5 seconds later and be like asking you a 378 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,560 bunch of questions like, oh, I'm going to do that knowing damn 379 00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:50,880 well they're not doing any of it. 380 00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:59,200 I have had, I've even had it like reverse, like you've you've 381 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:01,520 had people do that and then do things with me. 382 00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:04,320 And I've had the same thing where I'll have somebody that 383 00:21:04,320 --> 00:21:08,200 I'm talking to for weeks about. Like I had a girl who I was 384 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:10,840 talking to for weeks that kept asking me questions about 385 00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:12,520 booking. And then she listened to 386 00:21:12,520 --> 00:21:15,200 Lollipop and she went over and she booked with you. 387 00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:18,640 And I was like, I don't care. Like I genuinely, I'm like, 388 00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:20,360 thank you for spending money with my best friend. 389 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:23,520 I'm going to get a present I don't like. 390 00:21:23,520 --> 00:21:25,920 I don't care. It it doesn't bother me. 391 00:21:25,920 --> 00:21:31,880 And I think that I something that I really love is that there 392 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:36,440 is never a second thought about you being upset in a situation 393 00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:40,840 or like they're being jealousy when things like that happen. 394 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:44,720 Because we truly are. Just like, bitch, go go do your 395 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:46,600 thing. Like I don't, I don't care. 396 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:50,800 I have my own stuff that's going on and and I think that a lot of 397 00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:54,320 things like that happen inside of friendships anyways, not just 398 00:21:54,320 --> 00:21:56,200 ours. Where this stuff gets thrown in 399 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:59,360 to like be messy or dirty or people are weird and they're 400 00:21:59,360 --> 00:22:01,600 jealous that you have a friend and they want to be that 401 00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:06,000 person's friend or whatever. And some people just don't have 402 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:10,320 solid conversations and dynamics where they talk about things 403 00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:14,320 like if I was to know that somebody was like saying 404 00:22:14,320 --> 00:22:18,040 something about you or like, like being direct about 405 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:20,360 something, I would be like, oh, I'll just block you. 406 00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:24,040 And I would never, I wouldn't have room for somebody who 407 00:22:24,040 --> 00:22:25,960 didn't like you in general anyways. 408 00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:29,120 And I just expect that, like, that's how friendships work and 409 00:22:29,120 --> 00:22:32,760 that's how you are too. And I've heard like there are 410 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:35,600 people, I've seen this on TikTok and this makes me question you 411 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:38,640 people that are like just because my friend doesn't like 412 00:22:38,640 --> 00:22:40,200 you doesn't mean that I don't like you. 413 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:42,160 No. If my friend doesn't like you, 414 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:44,360 there's a fucking reason and I don't fuck with you either. 415 00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:47,560 Yeah, I think people do that a lot. 416 00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:51,680 Especially like in hometown bullshit, like the gossip, like 417 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:55,720 if they're gossiping about this person to you, they are talking 418 00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:58,960 about you to someone else or telling your business. 419 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:02,640 And I've had people kind of play that card like they're they want 420 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,640 to be like the mole kind of thing. 421 00:23:04,640 --> 00:23:06,720 Like they want information. They want to pretend that we're 422 00:23:06,720 --> 00:23:10,360 close, that we're friends, but it's really just so they can use 423 00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:14,080 my name in front of other people that either like, needs them 424 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:17,280 clout or acceptance. Like the amount of people that 425 00:23:17,280 --> 00:23:21,400 are like, I know Paige, I grew up with Paige on Bunny's post is 426 00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:23,800 like, wild to me. Because, like, there will 427 00:23:23,800 --> 00:23:28,720 literally be people that, like, I have not spoken to in forever 428 00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:31,960 being like, wow, I know, you know, Bunny and Jelly roll. 429 00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:34,880 Now, could you do this for me? Could you do that for me? 430 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:37,520 And like, if you're listening and you've done that, 'cause 431 00:23:37,520 --> 00:23:40,560 there's more people than I can count that have tried to get me 432 00:23:40,560 --> 00:23:45,640 to call in my favor for them. Like, would you walk around over 433 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:47,880 hot coals for me? Because if you wouldn't, don't 434 00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:51,200 even ask me for a favor. Like if you're not going to go 435 00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:53,040 and put your life on the line for me. 436 00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:55,960 Like, don't ask me to do all these little things for you, 437 00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:57,720 especially when they involve other people. 438 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,920 It's one thing when you're asking for my time or my energy 439 00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:04,600 and I can reject that or or accept that. 440 00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:07,040 But it's a different thing when you're trying to use all the 441 00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:11,160 hard work and things I've done for me to benefit you when you 442 00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:14,440 literally do not support me in the fucking slightest. 443 00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:17,440 And I don't even mean like, Oh my God, you have to support me. 444 00:24:17,440 --> 00:24:20,880 Because there are so many people that like and share stuff that 445 00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:24,280 have never booked anything and I appreciate them the same as the 446 00:24:24,280 --> 00:24:27,480 people who book and leave reviews and tell their friends. 447 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:30,440 It's not about what you're spending with me or anything. 448 00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:34,000 Like I don't rank people. Like, I just think it's weird 449 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:37,720 that you would write someone that you barely speak to and ask 450 00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:41,600 them to do a random favor for you, whether it's can I have $10 451 00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:45,640 or can you talk to Bunny for me or whatever. 452 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:48,080 Like the amount of people that say that they want to make 453 00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:51,000 something for Bunny and they want to know if I can get it to 454 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:52,600 her. Like, yes. 455 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:54,560 You know, how many people have came through on that? 456 00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:57,080 Zero. Like, no one. 457 00:24:57,280 --> 00:25:00,760 So these people were like, oh, I make shoes or I make, I make 458 00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:02,800 paintings or I make this, I make that. 459 00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:04,400 Can you get it to Bunny and Jelly? 460 00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:06,720 Like, yeah. And none of them ever come 461 00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:09,000 through with the items. So it's like, why are you 462 00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:11,200 wasting my time? Like, why are you trying to 463 00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:13,560 speak to me? Like, you know what I mean in 464 00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:16,920 that sense of, like, let me distract you. 465 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:18,840 Let me use you. What can you do for me? 466 00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:20,480 Energy. And that's what gets old. 467 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:22,880 And I feel like a lot of people don't realize they're doing that 468 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:26,200 in the spiritual arena with the Hey, can I ask you a question? 469 00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:28,840 Hey, can I ask you a question? Like, I'll answer a question. 470 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:32,400 Like, I'm not gonna just shut you down, but it's when you want 471 00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:35,920 free back and forth. And then you go to Facebook and 472 00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:38,360 then you ask, hey, I need a psychic medium. 473 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:42,560 But you've already DM me like 14 times asking prices and all 474 00:25:42,560 --> 00:25:44,520 this. And then you go over to Gemini 475 00:25:44,520 --> 00:25:46,520 and start asking her those same questions. 476 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:50,200 And then later we speak together, we speak about it. 477 00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:52,680 And it's like, Oh yeah, they wrote me too. 478 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,320 And I'm like, they've been writing me since February. 479 00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:58,720 And it's just weird. Like, that's where it makes our 480 00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,400 heads spin. Because it's not like you even 481 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:05,760 joined Patreon for $5 or $10 or even like, you know, sometimes 482 00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:08,360 like people don't realize. But like, you can send a little 483 00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:10,880 donation or a little tip or something like if someone helps 484 00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,600 you out, I don't care if it's like knowledge about hair, cars, 485 00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:19,480 home, it doesn't matter, like send an energy exchange and you 486 00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:20,880 would get more from the universe. 487 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,160 But it's when you're trying to take, take, take, take, take and 488 00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:28,760 not give anything that you keep getting pushed back because the 489 00:26:28,760 --> 00:26:31,000 universe doesn't respond to people that just take all the 490 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:34,400 fucking time. I got to give a shout out to my 491 00:26:34,400 --> 00:26:36,200 girl Melissa. We've talked about her on here 492 00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:39,320 before with that girl there's. But I mean it's probably 493 00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:41,520 happened more than once. But I can think of one time 494 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:44,520 recently where she was like, listen, I just need to vent. 495 00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:47,520 And she sent me like voice note, voice note, voice note. 496 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:50,640 And then she sends me a donation through my website and was like, 497 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:52,840 thank you for listening. I just needed a safe space to 498 00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:58,800 like say this to and I'm like, I just well, thank you. 499 00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:02,080 She listens to every episode. I'm like that it's not even 500 00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:05,080 about the monetary value of something. 501 00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:08,200 It's about somebody being like, hey, your time and your energy 502 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:11,240 is worth something. Like, I'm going to be dumping 503 00:27:11,240 --> 00:27:13,640 this on to you right now. I just want you to know that 504 00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:18,320 like, this is an appreciation and money is an, you know, it's 505 00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:23,000 an energy exchange. But on top of that too, like, 506 00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:27,440 it's really annoying when people know that we charge for a 507 00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:32,920 service and that they know that we offer a service and they send 508 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:35,400 tons of messages about, can I get advice on this? 509 00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:38,640 Can I get advice on that or what type of reading or whatever? 510 00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,720 And then when you give them the pricing or you give them the 511 00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:45,200 link, it's, oh, well, I can't pay for it right now because I'm 512 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,680 a mom. And, you know, I have to go to 513 00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:50,040 work and I have these things happening and it's Christmas 514 00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:53,800 time and yadda yadda yadda. And like, that's totally fine. 515 00:27:53,800 --> 00:27:55,480 Like, there's not the expectation. 516 00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:57,720 Like, I don't sit there and go, oh, I'm going to talk to this 517 00:27:57,720 --> 00:27:59,040 person because they're going to pay me. 518 00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:03,600 But if you're going to sit there and ask questions about services 519 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:07,400 and things, and then turn around and say all of the hundreds of 520 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:12,640 reasons that you can't do something after just utilizing, 521 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:16,320 you know, conversation for however long, that's really 522 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:19,760 frustrating too. Yeah, that's one of the things 523 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:22,040 that I think people don't realize they're doing in a 524 00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:25,120 spiritual arena. Like you're not going to go to a 525 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:28,760 hairdresser and ask them how to blend the color. 526 00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:32,160 What color codes do you use? Like, where do you get your 527 00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:33,480 products? Like you're not going to go and 528 00:28:33,480 --> 00:28:35,240 ask them all that shit. You're just not. 529 00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:37,760 And if you did, they're not going to entertain it. 530 00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:40,440 You know what I mean? Because that's what they get 531 00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:42,280 paid that knowledge. They went to school. 532 00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:46,800 I think because spirituality is either like naturally evolved, 533 00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:49,520 you developed it, you went to classes or whatever. 534 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:53,440 People don't see it as something that like, is tangible, like, 535 00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:57,040 oh, you have a degree in that, or you went to college for that. 536 00:28:57,400 --> 00:29:01,360 And people are more than willing, when you're in trouble, 537 00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:06,640 to pay a lawyer $1000 an hour or a realtor $18,000 to sell your 538 00:29:06,640 --> 00:29:09,960 house or whatever, and it's like you're not paying me for the 539 00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:12,440 minutes. You're paying me for the 540 00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:15,680 experience and the wisdom and the expertise that I've 541 00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:18,680 developed by devoting myself to something. 542 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:23,440 And a lot of the times the shit people ask can be Googled like, 543 00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:26,880 what is shadow work when you literally could type in what is 544 00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:30,120 shadow work like before words even come out of your mouth and 545 00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:32,840 someone's DM that you have not exchanged anything with. 546 00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:35,800 And this doesn't apply to clients, like if you've booked 547 00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:39,120 with me and I'll tell you, I'll give you an open door policy. 548 00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:41,880 If you've booked with me and I say something in this reading 549 00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:45,000 and you listen to it later and you have a question or you're 550 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:47,240 like, hey, what did you say? Or hey, what was that book? 551 00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:50,120 I'm more than happy to tell you, period, because you've already 552 00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:53,080 invested in yourself. So yes, I'm more than happy to 553 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:57,480 help you make sure that you have the tools that I mapped out for 554 00:29:57,480 --> 00:29:59,640 you. But what I'm not going to do is 555 00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:03,200 like, give you free advice. Like, well, do you feel like my 556 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:04,760 mom's with me? Yes. 557 00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:07,520 The the answer is always yes. When someone's in spirit and you 558 00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:10,040 feel close to them, they are with you. 559 00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:12,480 Yes, period. Like that's always the case. 560 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:14,240 Like there is no if, ands or buts. 561 00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:17,160 It's like a lot of people just want an outside source to 562 00:30:17,160 --> 00:30:20,160 validate their own intuition and their own feelings. 563 00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:23,920 And that's why people got to do some fucking healing because the 564 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:27,200 12 year old version of you wants validation from outside sources. 565 00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:30,920 The 12 year old, that version of you didn't get that support from 566 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:34,280 your parents or school or didn't have the nicest clothes or 567 00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:35,920 whatever it is and you're scarred. 568 00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:37,680 You're scarred become because of it. 569 00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:40,240 And there is scar tissue, baby, that you need to work through 570 00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:44,080 because at the end of the day, me validating something for you 571 00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:47,360 and you doing nothing with the information and continuing on 572 00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:51,920 your path of victimhood or I don't have the money or 573 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,040 whatever. Like the people who say they 574 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,160 don't have the money for like a reading or some spell work 575 00:30:57,240 --> 00:31:00,920 normally need it the most. And if you would take your last 576 00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:05,240 dollar to fucking buy a bunch of junk for your kid for Christmas, 577 00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:09,840 Like think about how much healing and opportunity could 578 00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:13,760 arrive when you invest in yourself and give that love and 579 00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:17,320 attention to your kid or your family that maybe you didn't 580 00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:19,680 receive. You know people don't see it as 581 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:24,480 an investment that has long term changes and like a ripple effect 582 00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:27,480 on everyone around you. So instead of going to Five 583 00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:30,960 Below and dropping $80.00 on your kid, spend 40 bucks on a 584 00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:33,800 reading and spend 40 bucks on your kid and then be present 585 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:35,560 with your child. You know what I mean? 586 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:39,800 Like, it just doesn't make sense to me how people act like 587 00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:42,600 they're trying to give their kid everything they ever, never had, 588 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:46,320 and it's literally always only material items, period. 589 00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:51,320 That is true, but I think that's because there's so much stress 590 00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:55,520 put on the everyday. Like human life of your whole 591 00:31:55,520 --> 00:32:00,440 purpose is supposed to be just about money and people put 592 00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:05,200 happiness off to the side and self-care and time with their 593 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,280 kids and whatever. Because no, I have to make this 594 00:32:08,280 --> 00:32:10,600 amount of money and do this specific thing and have this 595 00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:17,400 specific job and you know, they don't want to do something that 596 00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:19,600 maybe it's going to be more difficult but gives them more 597 00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:22,480 time or you know, whatever the balance needs to be. 598 00:32:23,080 --> 00:32:27,920 That's totally true. You're saying like your kid, I 599 00:32:27,920 --> 00:32:32,200 don't care what age they are, would remember and appreciate 600 00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:36,800 your presence, your patience, your attention, your sincerity 601 00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:40,480 Over like, OK, my mom bought me an Xbox and locked me in my room 602 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:42,200 and let me play it for five hours today. 603 00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:45,160 Like here's. Here's something that that 604 00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:50,400 really bothers me is like, so I've had Christmases where I've 605 00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:55,280 given my son like new boots, new clothes, new, you know, 606 00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:59,520 whatever, like things that are actually needed in life. 607 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:01,960 And I've gotten like, that's so mean. 608 00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:04,440 You're supposed to get them toys, you know, like whatever. 609 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,040 You should be getting them these things. 610 00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:11,840 And I feel like people have such a fucked sense of reality of 611 00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:14,840 like the things that actually matter. 612 00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:20,200 And my kid is going to get a toy and he's literally not even 613 00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:23,200 going to barely play with it on Christmas and probably never 614 00:33:23,200 --> 00:33:25,120 play with it again. And I'm going to argue with him 615 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:27,120 all the time that he needs to pick it up from the middle of 616 00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:29,840 his room. And it's only there because he's 617 00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:32,960 moving it out of the way to go and get some shitty crinkled up 618 00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:37,040 little piece of paper that he made a cootie catcher with Like 619 00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:42,560 he people have again, just like this fucked sense of like 620 00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:47,080 reality. And I think that to expect that 621 00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:51,520 people are going to spend hundreds of dollars in all of 622 00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:54,640 these things on Christmas presents for their kids. 623 00:33:54,640 --> 00:33:57,440 And if they don't do that, then like, they're shitty parents. 624 00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:01,840 I would have loved to go shopping for Christmas when I 625 00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:03,320 was a kid, get brand new clothes. 626 00:34:03,320 --> 00:34:04,920 My mom, that's what my parents did. 627 00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:07,800 I got new clothes at Christmas all the time. 628 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:10,840 I would go school shopping and I got clothes at Christmas and my 629 00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:14,239 birthday. And I was never like, oh, I wish 630 00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:19,000 I hadn't gotten this. I just think that capitalism has 631 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:22,320 brainwashed people and like, you're really just on this 632 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:25,760 hamster wheel of what society wants. 633 00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:29,679 Like society wants a picket fence, society wants a new car. 634 00:34:29,679 --> 00:34:33,080 Society wants a big house. But nine times out of 10, 635 00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:36,920 whenever I have a client or someone around, that's like we 636 00:34:37,679 --> 00:34:40,760 upgraded our house and now we're struggling because all of our 637 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:44,400 extra income goes to our new mortgage or we lost all of our 638 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:46,639 equity because we bought such a bigger house. 639 00:34:46,639 --> 00:34:48,000 And I thought, this is what I wanted. 640 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:51,320 I hear that time and time again, like, life is just so much 641 00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:55,239 simpler when we had our small house or our first house or our 642 00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:59,360 paid off car or whatever, and it's like you think you want it 643 00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:01,360 until it takes away all your freedom. 644 00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:06,720 Like a lot of people that make a lot of money are very absent in 645 00:35:06,720 --> 00:35:09,640 their children's life. They travel a lot for work, they 646 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:13,760 work overtime. They're on this schedule and 647 00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:17,960 your kids aren't remembering that they got an Xbox at 7. 648 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:20,800 They're going to remember that their dad missed every football 649 00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:23,640 game that they had. Or they're going to remember 650 00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:28,080 that like their dad was always home, but he was on the phone or 651 00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:31,480 on his phone or watching sports or whatever. 652 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:35,200 And I just feel like priorities have shifted for me when I 653 00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:38,920 stopped worrying about what society deems as successful. 654 00:35:39,240 --> 00:35:42,840 Like if you're an artist, you don't need someone to justify 655 00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:45,480 that you're an artist. You can literally print off 656 00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:49,440 cards tomorrow that say you're an artist and start selling art 657 00:35:49,720 --> 00:35:52,600 and only thing that you need is consistency and confidence. 658 00:35:52,600 --> 00:35:54,800 If you have those two things, people will buy your stuff. 659 00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:58,200 But if you're not consistent, because a lot of people don't 660 00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:01,840 realize how hard it is to start a business, or how difficult it 661 00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:05,760 is to transition from the hamster wheel of capitalism into 662 00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:09,560 peace and tranquility. Because peace will be having you 663 00:36:09,560 --> 00:36:11,880 feel like you're bored. Peace will be having you feel 664 00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:13,320 like the other shoes going to drop. 665 00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:16,200 Peace will have you feel like you need to be doing something. 666 00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:21,160 And that is the actual opposite of what you need to be focused 667 00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:23,120 on. Because if you can't sit in 668 00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:28,200 peace and quiet, then your soul has so much chaos that it's 669 00:36:28,200 --> 00:36:31,640 craving because of your upbringing or because of your 670 00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:36,160 programs or because of society. Like I can't stand. 671 00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:38,000 People are like all I do is work. 672 00:36:38,240 --> 00:36:40,720 Like what kind of life is that? Because that sounds terrible. 673 00:36:43,720 --> 00:36:47,560 Because that sounds and then but we're told that like that's what 674 00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:50,240 you're supposed to be doing or you're lazy and you're 675 00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:52,880 unmotivated. And that was literally why I had 676 00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:56,840 to take that three weeks off of my business was and like doing 677 00:36:56,840 --> 00:37:01,520 anything was because I was like, I I always am having to do 678 00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:04,960 something and I don't understand how to just be chill. 679 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,840 And that was really difficult at 1st and then I didn't want to 680 00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:10,960 come back after. Here we are. 681 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:16,720 I mean, I personally like, really have found balance. 682 00:37:16,720 --> 00:37:19,720 And when I see Angel numbers and I look them up, it's like you've 683 00:37:19,720 --> 00:37:24,120 learned to balance spirituality in your human life, or you've 684 00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:27,240 learned to balance monetary concerns with rest. 685 00:37:27,240 --> 00:37:31,040 Like if you're constantly on that hamster wheel of like, 686 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,800 what's next, what's next, What's next? 687 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:36,680 Or constantly worrying about things that are in the future, 688 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:40,800 you are losing quality of life, like you are losing sleep, you 689 00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:43,840 are losing hair, you're losing peace, you're gaining wrinkles. 690 00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:46,480 Whatever it is, get off the fucking hamster wheel. 691 00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:49,920 The one thing for me is I love buying presents, but I hate that 692 00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:53,040 I have to go buy wrapping paper and bags and stuff because I 693 00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:56,480 think that that's like the worst 50 or $60.00 that I'm going to 694 00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,560 spend. I would much rather like just 695 00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:01,880 hand people their presents, but I'm like, no, they need to be 696 00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:03,560 wrapped because that's part of the fun. 697 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:08,040 But whoever inventing invented wrapping paper is a fucking 698 00:38:08,040 --> 00:38:11,400 scammer. I fucking hate wrapping paper. 699 00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:14,560 And then when people are like, I'm sending you presents for the 700 00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:16,080 kids, you're going to need to wrap them. 701 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:20,520 I'm like, fuck you, you should have wrapped them like I don't. 702 00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:26,320 I think that that's probably stupid to say, but I genuinely 703 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,320 don't want to. I usually get like a bag, like 704 00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:33,320 the bags, and I usually do the bags and then the tissue paper 705 00:38:33,320 --> 00:38:36,120 and I'll be like you've got bags and tissue paper underneath the 706 00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:38,240 thing. I've also just kept my kids 707 00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:40,760 presents before in the Amazon boxes. 708 00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:43,760 Open box. I don't know. 709 00:38:43,760 --> 00:38:45,760 I don't. I don't give a fuck about the 710 00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:47,680 wrapping. I never understood that. 711 00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:51,000 I like what it looks like and I like it. 712 00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:52,800 I just hate spending money on it. 713 00:38:53,080 --> 00:38:57,120 Like, I just hate spending money on wrapping paper because like, 714 00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,760 if you get it after Christmas, it's like a dollar roll and if 715 00:39:00,760 --> 00:39:02,680 you get it before, it's like 699. 716 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:05,760 And I'm just like, why is there a 600% markup on this shit, 717 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:10,280 'cause you know that it cost y'all $0.29 to make this so? 718 00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:11,960 I don't know. It's just like, it's more so for 719 00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:13,760 me. It's not the wrapping portion, 720 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:18,440 it's how much trash it creates, how it's just like a fucking 721 00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:21,720 landfill nightmare. And then I've got to go spend 722 00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:27,160 like an additional 50 to $60.00 on materials to do all this tape 723 00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:29,880 string. Yeah, That's why I don't want to 724 00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:31,720 wrap. I don't want to have to do all 725 00:39:31,720 --> 00:39:32,480 of that. I don't. 726 00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:37,120 Like unwrapping presents. Like I buy myself presents and I 727 00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:40,120 wrap them. I will expect you to send me 728 00:39:40,120 --> 00:39:43,080 something wrapped then showing me your wrapped skills. 729 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,480 It's going to be wrapped in the UPS box. 730 00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:52,120 It's going to be bubble wrap. Do you like your? 731 00:39:52,400 --> 00:39:54,080 Do you like your stocking that you got? 732 00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:58,680 I do. And if you all did it here, we 733 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:02,720 have merch that dropped and it's on Gemini's website, 734 00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:08,000 covenofrejects.com. And we have coffee mugs, cups, 735 00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:12,840 shoes, hoodies, you name it. In the summer we'll have bathing 736 00:40:12,840 --> 00:40:15,840 suits and towels and random stuff like that. 737 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:19,400 But for now, go order you a stocking for Guaranteed. 738 00:40:19,720 --> 00:40:24,600 Christmas delivery and definitely tap in and see what 739 00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:28,400 else she has on her site because she has a bunch of stuff. 740 00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:32,280 Thank you. We should do like flesh colored 741 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,920 bathing suits that just have little candies on the nipples. 742 00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:41,840 Yeah, yeah, I bet you would. You would Fucking yeah, That's a 743 00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,880 great idea. You could get the logo on the 744 00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:45,960 bottoms and you could just have my face on your butt cheek. 745 00:40:47,040 --> 00:40:49,080 There you go. Lick it, baby. 746 00:40:49,080 --> 00:40:50,160 Lick it. Lick that. 747 00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:55,680 Lick it like a lollipop. So yeah, we just wanted to tap 748 00:40:55,680 --> 00:40:59,680 in with you all and drop this little bonus episode and we will 749 00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:05,320 have a guest to drop on Wednesday, our regular scheduled 750 00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:08,040 programming Gemini. Is there anything else that you 751 00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:09,960 want to add? Did you want to pull a card 752 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:13,800 tonight? Yeah, I could pull a card. 753 00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:16,280 Let me get this bitch off my lap. 754 00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:27,160 Perfection. My husband had to meet me at the 755 00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:29,480 chiropractic office today to come and bring me the dog. 756 00:41:29,480 --> 00:41:34,280 And he brought her inside and she thought that when my boss 757 00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:39,400 went to give my husband the adjustment, she thought that my 758 00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:43,200 boss was trying to attack Brian. And so she started fucking 759 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:46,880 barking in the office and like, going fucking nuts, thinking 760 00:41:46,880 --> 00:41:49,520 that he was getting mauled to death by the chiropractor. 761 00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:59,160 All. Right it is card 17. 762 00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:08,640 Have the sign, says Psychic. It is for the soothsayer and you 763 00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:11,800 guys. If you're listening, look up the 764 00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:16,120 Angel #17 also and see how it applies to this or to you in the 765 00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:20,120 moment. The sign is Aries, the gift is 766 00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:23,480 far sightedness, and the shadow is a limited lens. 767 00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:28,800 This gift reveals a perspective that far surpasses the limited 768 00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:32,800 subjective lens of the shadow. When you're able to access this 769 00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:37,040 higher frequency state, you see how every individual part plays 770 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:40,320 an integral role in the whole, and no single element is to 771 00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:43,480 blame. You bear witness to overarching 772 00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:47,000 patterns in the collective and have the capacity to foresee the 773 00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:50,240 implications of those patterns in the future. 774 00:42:50,680 --> 00:42:53,880 Thus, you are a sort of fortune teller who has made a quantum 775 00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:57,920 leap from mere logic. By infusing your magic into the 776 00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:01,920 world, you help the collective to shift into greater planes of 777 00:43:01,920 --> 00:43:04,480 consciousness. Ask questions. 778 00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:08,760 Be open to possibility and allow your curiosity to fan the flame. 779 00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:14,160 Your shadow is a limited lens. When out of balance, you might 780 00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:17,720 prioritize the left brain and approach life from a more 781 00:43:17,720 --> 00:43:20,880 masculine driven model model model. 782 00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:28,080 With this comes rigidity, a hyper focus on logic and 783 00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:32,240 structure that doesn't always allow for fluidity and grace or 784 00:43:32,240 --> 00:43:35,960 the room to be mistaken. Opinions run amok. 785 00:43:36,480 --> 00:43:39,640 By abandoning the feminine counterbalance, opinions seem to 786 00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:43,320 solidify as fact, and we forget our interconnected nature. 787 00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:46,600 But nothing is quite as obvious as it seems. 788 00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:50,320 Wisdom isn't necessarily a product of the intellectual 789 00:43:50,320 --> 00:43:53,280 mind. To move past the shadow, honor 790 00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:56,960 both feminine and masculine energies, and learn to challenge 791 00:43:56,960 --> 00:44:01,080 your own adopted viewpoints. Your themes are farsightedness, 792 00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:04,000 curiosity, balance, and patterns. 793 00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:10,120 Beautiful, beautiful. And as always, if you go to 794 00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:14,280 lollipoppodcast.com, you can e-mail us, you can send guest 795 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:17,480 suggestions, topics, suggestions, Just an 796 00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:21,240 announcement. We have Trash Lee coming on to 797 00:44:21,240 --> 00:44:24,200 the podcast. Jim and I made a video on TikTok 798 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:27,680 earlier today. Submit questions because she's 799 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:30,200 been interviewed by people like Bunny and just beyond. 800 00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:31,600 She's done all kinds of interviews. 801 00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:34,480 She has a lot of things that she's already spoke on. 802 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:39,880 Her story was one of the most wild rides that I've ever been 803 00:44:39,880 --> 00:44:43,400 on, ever. Like, I was just speechless on 804 00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:45,200 some of the things that she's been through. 805 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:48,040 So we really want to touch on what she's building, what she's 806 00:44:48,040 --> 00:44:50,280 accomplishing, how she's grown from that. 807 00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:52,400 So it's going to be really, really exciting. 808 00:44:52,400 --> 00:44:56,560 Her episode will air like the first week of the new year, so 809 00:44:56,560 --> 00:45:02,640 you have plenty of time to submit questions, topics and 810 00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:06,760 direct questions for her, either on TikTok or our website at 811 00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:11,520 lollipoppodcast.com, and we look forward to seeing you all next 812 00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:15,760 time in Candyland. Yippee Kaye motherfuckers. 813 00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:17,400 Bye, bye.