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Feel free to share this episode 14 00:01:09,160 --> 00:01:13,360 with everybody that you know. Get the look it like a lollipop 15 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:17,480 name spread around and we hope you love this episode. 16 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:27,360 Welcome back to Candyland. So we are getting close to our 17 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:34,040 Season 2 finale coming up in. We're going to be taking June 18 00:01:34,040 --> 00:01:40,880 and July off from the podcast. So yeah, we're excited because 19 00:01:40,880 --> 00:01:46,000 it's the two year birthday on Gemini's birthday, so it's cool. 20 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:51,560 Yeah. And that's also dude, it also is 21 00:01:51,560 --> 00:01:55,400 always Memorial Weekend too. Like all of our celebration for 22 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:59,040 the podcast are always going to be fucking Memorial Weekend, I 23 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:02,960 feel like. You know what's interesting? 24 00:02:03,040 --> 00:02:08,160 That if my birthday is on a Sunday, it would be Mother's Day 25 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:10,320 no matter what. Like Sunday it is. 26 00:02:10,320 --> 00:02:13,760 If it's on Sunday, like my birthday is on Sunday, it'll be 27 00:02:13,760 --> 00:02:16,280 Mother's Day too. But with your birthday. 28 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:20,160 If your birthday ever falls on a Monday, then it's also Memorial 29 00:02:20,160 --> 00:02:22,560 Day always. Like if it's on a Monday. 30 00:02:22,760 --> 00:02:26,120 So that's cool. That's interesting to duly note. 31 00:02:27,200 --> 00:02:30,360 What's so like? I always get invited to things 32 00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:32,440 Memorial like. Weekend or whatever. 33 00:02:32,680 --> 00:02:34,960 And I'm always like, oh, it's my birthday. 34 00:02:34,960 --> 00:02:38,480 So like, I'll be doing something and somebody just invited me to 35 00:02:38,480 --> 00:02:40,760 something and I was like, well, I'm turning 30, so I'll 36 00:02:40,760 --> 00:02:44,040 definitely be busy and I will not be able to do that. 37 00:02:46,040 --> 00:02:47,960 But I wonder if that's how people feel when like, their 38 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:51,360 birthday lands on Christmas or something where they're like. 39 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:54,000 Yeah, No. I Hey, everybody's doing 40 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:55,840 something. I hate. 41 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,800 I hate having a birthday that falls on anything. 42 00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:02,360 Because if my birthday is on a Sunday. 43 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:05,760 Luckily this year was leap year, so we skipped my Mother's Day 44 00:03:05,760 --> 00:03:09,400 birthday and went to Monday. I love it. 45 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:13,360 I'm here for it. I personally do not. 46 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:17,000 I don't love it because if my birthday's on a Saturday, the 47 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:20,400 day before Mother's Day, people are like, can't go out of town. 48 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:23,480 It's Mother's Day, or I have something going, or I have 49 00:03:23,480 --> 00:03:26,640 something with my kids the next day kind of thing. 50 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:29,520 Or if it's on a Friday, then people are like, it's Mother's 51 00:03:29,520 --> 00:03:32,800 Day weekend, but it's Friday the 13th and then I don't even care. 52 00:03:32,800 --> 00:03:34,560 I don't even ask anybody then, so. 53 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:39,280 So Mother's Day is kind of like Valentine's Day to me. 54 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:43,000 Like, I just feel like it's people go out of their way to 55 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:46,680 like buy things and like just show their love and like just 56 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:52,480 weird fucking ways. And I've always just like done 57 00:03:52,480 --> 00:03:56,320 food at home with the family or like maybe I've gone out to like 58 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:59,120 lunch or something with my mom. But it's never been like some 59 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:03,360 like thing people literally like, that's a day of like 60 00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:06,600 buying like thousands of dollars worth of things for like 61 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:10,000 girlfriends or whatever, like wives because they're a mom. 62 00:04:10,360 --> 00:04:15,560 And that it's always made me uncomfortable because I'm like, 63 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:18,680 I would never enjoy that. Like I would be thinking about 64 00:04:18,680 --> 00:04:22,760 all of the things that we could save our money to like, spend 65 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:24,680 on. And I would feel so guilty about 66 00:04:24,680 --> 00:04:31,040 that. I will say that Mother's Day has 67 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:34,600 never really been a big thing around me either. 68 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:39,880 But there has been times that my, like, Mother's Day birthday 69 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:42,200 will happen and people are like, this is what we're doing. 70 00:04:42,200 --> 00:04:45,040 And I'll just, like, when I was younger, I would just, like, 71 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:47,400 listen, But now I'm just like, OK, well, I'm not doing that. 72 00:04:47,400 --> 00:04:49,920 It's my birthday. I'm gonna go do me. 73 00:04:49,920 --> 00:04:54,120 So, yeah, in the last, like probably five years, I feel like 74 00:04:54,120 --> 00:05:00,880 I've taken back my power for my birthdays just because I've been 75 00:05:00,880 --> 00:05:04,520 doing what I want to do. I've been doing whatever it is 76 00:05:04,520 --> 00:05:08,880 that I feel called to do rather than some Mother's Day weekend 77 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:12,320 or it's this or that, you know? But I didn't realize that you 78 00:05:12,320 --> 00:05:17,480 were turning 30. I didn't realize that. 79 00:05:17,560 --> 00:05:21,760 I I don't know why. So you want to hear about my 80 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:23,640 birthday party? Sure. 81 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:29,000 So it's funeral themed because we're saying goodbye to my 20s 82 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:35,960 and I'm slowly dying. So Brian bought that hearse for 83 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:38,880 the food truck, but I'm going to show it to my birthday in the 84 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:43,800 hearse and we're going to have like, my friend Tonya's hosting 85 00:05:43,800 --> 00:05:45,920 it at her house and she's like, I don't want you to have to host 86 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:47,560 anything and then like, clean up after people. 87 00:05:47,560 --> 00:05:51,640 Like, I'll just host it and she's got a playground in the 88 00:05:51,640 --> 00:05:54,600 back so we can have kids go and like, run around. 89 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,680 Nobody has to worry about babysitters or whatever. 90 00:05:56,680 --> 00:05:59,760 Kids can go play, but she's making it a murder mystery 91 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:01,520 party. So she's got a bunch of like 92 00:06:01,520 --> 00:06:04,120 different murder mystery games for everybody to play. 93 00:06:04,520 --> 00:06:08,400 And I'm going to make like, sides and dips and shit and 94 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:12,600 that's what we're going to do. And I need your opinion. 95 00:06:13,720 --> 00:06:18,120 I think that it would be fucking fantabulous for people to have 96 00:06:18,120 --> 00:06:22,240 to like, what's it called? Like an obituary. 97 00:06:22,600 --> 00:06:25,160 Is that what it's called when people have to, like, go and 98 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:28,160 they have to, like say something about you, like read something 99 00:06:28,160 --> 00:06:31,880 at your funeral? I was like, I feel like I would 100 00:06:31,920 --> 00:06:34,840 love that If that was an optional thing. 101 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:39,160 And Brian's like, that's going to be like, really traumatic. 102 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:41,720 He's like, I don't want to feel like I'm actually at your 103 00:06:41,720 --> 00:06:44,480 funeral, but I think it'd be amazing. 104 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:52,840 It's not obituaries like what goes out about you when you've 105 00:06:52,840 --> 00:06:55,200 died, but that's not what it would be called when they're 106 00:06:55,200 --> 00:06:56,400 giving a speech about. You. 107 00:06:56,400 --> 00:06:57,480 Yeah. What's it called? 108 00:06:57,480 --> 00:06:58,640 The. Eulogy. 109 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:05,680 Eulogy. Yeah, and I personally love a 110 00:07:05,680 --> 00:07:07,800 themed party. I like really. 111 00:07:07,800 --> 00:07:11,800 Wanna start hosting like my own Halloween party? 112 00:07:11,800 --> 00:07:13,440 Like renting a space? I've been, I've been 113 00:07:13,440 --> 00:07:16,240 entertaining this for like a few years. 114 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:19,320 You all about like renting a big space and selling tickets to 115 00:07:19,320 --> 00:07:23,480 like a themed costume party for Halloween and having like door 116 00:07:23,480 --> 00:07:26,320 prizes and everything. Like having everything would be 117 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:29,120 so cool. But every time I'm like, damn, 118 00:07:29,120 --> 00:07:31,560 that's a lot of work. But I love that that your 119 00:07:31,560 --> 00:07:33,400 friend's gonna host it for you. That's awesome. 120 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:38,880 I'm actually having a birthday party that's hosted and it's 121 00:07:38,880 --> 00:07:42,120 going to be like a Derby. Kentucky Derby is like such a 122 00:07:42,120 --> 00:07:45,480 big thing. It's Derby week, so if you don't 123 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:49,680 know what that is listening with Derby week it's the fastest 2 124 00:07:49,680 --> 00:07:54,080 minutes in sports. It's a very rich people game and 125 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:58,760 it's a very old money thing. So all the celebrities will be 126 00:07:58,760 --> 00:08:00,840 in town this week. They'll be frequenting places. 127 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:03,960 Like, this is a really good week to like go out to the bars or go 128 00:08:03,960 --> 00:08:07,840 out places because like, you'll run into Jack Black or fucking 129 00:08:08,080 --> 00:08:10,600 whoever. Like just random people like 130 00:08:10,880 --> 00:08:14,240 Robert Patton and Pattinson. Or like, just do you just like, 131 00:08:14,240 --> 00:08:17,440 run into the most random people Like Beyoncé and Jay-Z will show 132 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:20,280 up like Derby hosts, like some really big people. 133 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:22,800 And like Kid Rock will show up Just random. 134 00:08:23,440 --> 00:08:26,880 Just random. Are you gonna be doing that? 135 00:08:27,400 --> 00:08:33,280 No I don't cause like it's literally not even for the 136 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:37,679 locals like it used to be. Derby was on Saturday and Oaks 137 00:08:37,679 --> 00:08:40,320 was on Friday and Friday was for the locals. 138 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,240 So celebrities on Saturday, locals on Friday, then everyone 139 00:08:44,240 --> 00:08:47,720 decided they were going to travel and this was like on 140 00:08:47,720 --> 00:08:49,880 bucket list. So then Friday and Saturday 141 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:52,800 became for out of town people and then they gave the locals 142 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:56,720 Thursday which was called Thurby like Thurby. 143 00:08:57,840 --> 00:09:01,680 Then then they went to Wednesday. 144 00:09:01,680 --> 00:09:03,360 I don't know what they was calling it. 145 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:08,640 Now girl it's today it's Tuesday, it's called 5 O Tuesday 146 00:09:08,640 --> 00:09:13,120 because our area code is 5 O2 so it's called 5 O Tuesday and I'm 147 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:15,160 like, I mean who? The fuck wants to go out on a 148 00:09:15,160 --> 00:09:18,000 Thursday, Wednesday or fucking Tuesday? 149 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:19,320 I'm. Telling you they instead. 150 00:09:19,320 --> 00:09:20,360 Of a Friday. What? 151 00:09:20,360 --> 00:09:21,960 That's fuck, they're like, you know what? 152 00:09:21,960 --> 00:09:25,240 You live locally here. If this is your zip code, fuck 153 00:09:25,240 --> 00:09:26,680 you. See you Tuesday. 154 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:28,880 Literally. And so a lot of people's 155 00:09:28,880 --> 00:09:32,880 employers and like big events and things are like happening 156 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:37,480 right now at the track tonight with like catered food and, you 157 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:40,920 know, all the goodies. But it's just crazy to me how it 158 00:09:40,920 --> 00:09:44,560 used to be Thursday, like it was Thursday for a long time after 159 00:09:44,560 --> 00:09:47,360 it was Friday, like, I've been on a Friday before. 160 00:09:47,560 --> 00:09:50,400 But when you're younger, like going to Oaks seems cool, but 161 00:09:50,680 --> 00:09:55,240 let's just say it's $130.00. And if it rains, you're standing 162 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:57,280 in mud and people wear heels and stuff. 163 00:09:57,280 --> 00:10:00,880 Like, people dress up like they're going to this fancy 164 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:05,240 building place and they're literally going to a place that 165 00:10:05,240 --> 00:10:08,920 is filled with dirt, mud and the occasional horseshit. 166 00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:11,840 Like, it's wild to me. It's a wild concept. 167 00:10:14,080 --> 00:10:15,920 I got a question for you. Sure. 168 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:17,880 Would you ever get a hairless cat? 169 00:10:19,280 --> 00:10:25,520 Honestly I would love to have a Sphinx cat but they're very high 170 00:10:25,520 --> 00:10:28,080 maintenance like you think like oh they don't shed. 171 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:31,000 No, they are high fucking maintenance and they secrete a 172 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:36,520 lot of oils that like hair absorbs on a cat And I'm not 173 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:39,840 getting any more animals until somebody goes over the Rainbow 174 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:42,160 Bridge and then I'll be devastated and probably won't 175 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:45,200 for a while. But we're everybody's pretty 176 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:49,240 healthy and got like 10 to 15 more years kicking. 177 00:10:49,240 --> 00:10:53,320 So no, because of how high maintenance they are. 178 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:59,160 If it was my only cat, maybe. My husband wants 1. 179 00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:04,520 They're cute. They creep the absolute fuck out 180 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:07,120 of me. They just look like ball sacks 181 00:11:07,120 --> 00:11:10,960 with bat ears. And it's I I don't know. 182 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:13,840 It's just something like maybe it's just like a texture thing, 183 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:17,920 but I feel like it would feel like leather that's been put 184 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:21,760 over Jello and like you would go to Petit and I just feel like, I 185 00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:23,640 don't know, that's the the consistency. 186 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:27,000 Of the cats, give them a bath all the time. 187 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:31,120 And like cats, you normally don't have to bathe them, you 188 00:11:31,120 --> 00:11:32,320 have to give them a bath all the time. 189 00:11:32,320 --> 00:11:34,080 You have to clean their ears all the time. 190 00:11:34,400 --> 00:11:38,040 They start to stink if you don't do these things like weekly. 191 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:43,480 From my understanding it has to be done weekly and that's a lot 192 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:45,720 of work. Have you ever washed a fucking 193 00:11:45,720 --> 00:11:47,040 cat? That's what I'm saying. 194 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:51,640 Like my my cats, my older cats will take a bath. 195 00:11:51,640 --> 00:11:54,520 They don't like it, but they will sit there while I give them 196 00:11:54,520 --> 00:11:56,040 bath. If they get a chance to jump 197 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:59,760 out, they'll try, but they'll let me give them a fucking bath 198 00:11:59,760 --> 00:12:02,560 if it's time for a bath. But they might get 2A year. 199 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:07,160 You know what I mean? Like, because they don't need 200 00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:09,800 them really. I'll just do it to get the, you 201 00:12:09,800 --> 00:12:13,120 know, like oils and dander off of them completely and just 202 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:15,800 reset. But I don't know. 203 00:12:16,320 --> 00:12:19,440 I know a lot of people who have them and they love them and 204 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:22,880 they're like obsessed. And recently Jasmine, the girl 205 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:26,200 we had on the podcast had some kitten ones and they were really 206 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:28,760 cute. She has one. 207 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:32,120 Adorable. She has like a whole zoo of 208 00:12:32,120 --> 00:12:36,240 animals, like she has birds and cats and chickens and dogs and 209 00:12:36,560 --> 00:12:39,800 everything. She seems like somebody. 210 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:41,640 She has like a really gentle soul. 211 00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:44,880 She seems like somebody who would be surrounded by various 212 00:12:44,880 --> 00:12:47,880 animals and who wouldn't mind high maintenance animals. 213 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:50,480 She seems like a high maintenance animal type person. 214 00:12:50,480 --> 00:12:52,880 Like if she was like, I have a draft in the backyard, I'd be 215 00:12:52,880 --> 00:12:57,080 like, fuck yeah, you do. Yeah, she has birds, which I 216 00:12:57,160 --> 00:13:00,120 feel like are some of the most high maintenance animals that 217 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:04,960 exist. I feel like birds and really any 218 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:09,640 type of birds, even chickens. But my aunt has always like had 219 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:14,680 birds 'cause she was like allergic to other animals, so. 220 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:20,840 We had a bird and I don't know what fucking. 221 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:24,560 I think the bird like flew itself, like on the cage or 222 00:13:24,560 --> 00:13:27,480 something I'd like. I think it hit itself, but I 223 00:13:27,480 --> 00:13:31,800 picked it up and then it started like contorting its body 224 00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:36,960 backwards and I literally like hot potato to this fucking bird. 225 00:13:37,520 --> 00:13:40,520 Like not like that sounds dramatic. 226 00:13:40,760 --> 00:13:45,280 He kind of was starting to slip and fell, but I caught him and 227 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:48,480 it was a gentle catch. So anyways, that creeped me the 228 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:52,720 fuck out and he died not because I tossed him, but just whatever 229 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:54,240 the fuck happened to him. He died. 230 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:58,600 And I was literally devastated about we had just gotten this 231 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:00,200 bird. I didn't even like the fucking 232 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:01,560 bird. I didn't really care that I 233 00:14:01,560 --> 00:14:05,040 wasn't gonna have the bird. But something about the animal 234 00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:08,440 dying, like when you're holding it, it just, I don't know, creep 235 00:14:08,440 --> 00:14:10,280 me out. I can't imagine how there are 236 00:14:10,280 --> 00:14:15,000 people who can, like, dissect fucking animals and shit for 237 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:18,880 science, for fucking personal pleasure, whatever their fucking 238 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:21,480 weirdness may be. That's a special kind of 239 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:24,920 somebody, 'cause I could never. Yeah. 240 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:29,320 I don't like other people's blood or blood in general. 241 00:14:29,320 --> 00:14:33,120 Like I could do my own blood, but I can't do other people's 242 00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:38,960 like bodily fluids at all. Like, no, but birds, they be 243 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:41,640 doing way too much. Like, I love birds, but just 244 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:44,680 when I think I love them, they shit on my car and I'm like, 245 00:14:44,680 --> 00:14:49,360 then I gotta get it all ASAP. And I just they be doing the 246 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:52,840 most like birds sometimes be doing the fucking most. 247 00:14:52,840 --> 00:15:00,080 And I like them from a distance. I like other people's birds. 248 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,840 I mean, I'm talking about wild birds. 249 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:05,280 I'm talking about just birds. And I like them. 250 00:15:05,320 --> 00:15:09,400 I like them at a distance. We saw, so we were on a hike. 251 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:16,280 This was last month. So we're on a hike and I'm 252 00:15:16,280 --> 00:15:19,640 looking over in this field and I see all these turkeys and I was 253 00:15:19,640 --> 00:15:21,280 like, oh, like that's a bunch of turkeys, whatever. 254 00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:25,160 And I'm walking and my brother in law's, like all those birds 255 00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:27,680 up there that look like turkeys. I said, yeah, he said they're 256 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:30,760 Ravens. And I was like, what? 257 00:15:30,760 --> 00:15:32,440 And then I stopped and I was looking. 258 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:36,040 They were fucking Ravens. They were the size of turkeys. 259 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:40,160 I've never seen birds. I I've never seen Ravens that 260 00:15:40,160 --> 00:15:42,560 were that fucking big. I don't know if they fucking eat 261 00:15:42,560 --> 00:15:45,680 people off the path. I don't know what is happening. 262 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:48,200 Witches are keeping them plump up there or something. 263 00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:50,480 These birds were fucking massive. 264 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:53,360 They were so beautiful. That's so cool. 265 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:56,960 That's really interesting. What do you have in your hand? 266 00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:04,120 Packing paper like string I it came in a package today and I've 267 00:16:04,120 --> 00:16:05,800 just been nervously playing with it. 268 00:16:07,240 --> 00:16:10,440 Are your nails with your bows snagging on everything? 269 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:14,120 No, believe it or not. Really 'cause when I got first. 270 00:16:14,960 --> 00:16:20,520 The first day they were I'm gonna definitely have to. 271 00:16:20,600 --> 00:16:22,480 And then I like figured out, like I adjusted. 272 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:26,520 I'm definitely gonna have to like put gloves on when I wash 273 00:16:26,520 --> 00:16:28,720 my hair, though. Like, I'm gonna get like the 274 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:32,800 gloves from the food truck when I wash my hair because my hair 275 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:35,920 will snag in the bows. That's what I meant. 276 00:16:37,160 --> 00:16:39,560 And my hair snags, but other things don't. 277 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:45,320 Mine were snagging everything. Thread a little cheap ass 278 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:48,440 sweater from Sheen. I mean anything it could snag or 279 00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:50,520 get hooked on. I had this dress when I was 280 00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:52,440 wearing them. I didn't like it. 281 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,640 I didn't like. I didn't like that or the spider 282 00:16:54,640 --> 00:17:00,920 web because of all the pointy. Well, I guess like when I put a 283 00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:04,880 shirt on or a sweater, Like, I just put my hands and a fist and 284 00:17:04,880 --> 00:17:06,760 I didn't get anything on my thumbs. 285 00:17:07,079 --> 00:17:09,839 Thumbs would snag way fucking more, 'cause you can't curl your 286 00:17:09,839 --> 00:17:12,400 fingers in. And so then I just like, fucking 287 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:16,160 punch my way through my clothes and I'm good. 288 00:17:16,920 --> 00:17:20,079 I. Did have to hold my loofah like 289 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:25,760 packed in there. Yeah, I feel it. 290 00:17:25,880 --> 00:17:29,760 I feel it. You know, I go in phases where I 291 00:17:29,760 --> 00:17:32,360 like a lot of stuff on my nails, and then I'll go through phases 292 00:17:32,360 --> 00:17:34,440 where I don't want anything. Like I want it smooth. 293 00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:37,560 It's like a texture thing, but sometimes I really like having 294 00:17:37,560 --> 00:17:41,480 texture on there. Have you heard of junk nails? 295 00:17:41,840 --> 00:17:45,520 Yeah, I have. There's this one person that I 296 00:17:45,520 --> 00:17:50,880 watch and his nails are literally like so fucking long. 297 00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:54,880 And today I watched him eat hot wings and he like picked the 298 00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:59,880 wing up, the boneless wing with just his nails and dipped it in 299 00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:03,640 whatever. And I was like, how are your 300 00:18:03,640 --> 00:18:08,280 nail beds enduring this? Because like, I get, I get like, 301 00:18:08,280 --> 00:18:12,800 I don't get my nails short, like I get my nails long, but I that 302 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:15,640 fucking long. And then he's got like all types 303 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:18,480 of stuff piled on it, 'cause it's junk nails, you know, those 304 00:18:18,480 --> 00:18:21,960 bitches are fucking heavy. And I'm like, how does and he 305 00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:27,160 has like small little hands. So my nail lady was telling me 306 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:31,560 that a lot of those sets that you see are press ONS and 307 00:18:31,720 --> 00:18:35,520 they're doing like that Gel X adhesive that like will keep 308 00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:40,200 them on there and then they're cleaning them and reusing them. 309 00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:43,080 Oh no. So this guy did the whole thing. 310 00:18:43,240 --> 00:18:46,360 He goes and he gets bills and like he shows getting his nails 311 00:18:46,360 --> 00:18:49,480 done. He's like, so he goes and 312 00:18:49,480 --> 00:18:53,280 actually gets them done. But I just, I'm like how I do 313 00:18:53,280 --> 00:18:55,800 know people will use press ONS and and redo them. 314 00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:58,840 My daughter asked me if what if your nails pop off can I just 315 00:18:58,840 --> 00:19:02,200 glue them on. I was like, absolutely fucking 316 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:03,800 not your. Nails. 317 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:09,400 Yeah, she's like, if your nails pop off, can I just glue them 318 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:09,760 on? Me. 319 00:19:09,760 --> 00:19:14,240 And I was like, no. So I'm buying her a press on set 320 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:18,160 from the girl who does my nails. She makes press ONS and so I'm 321 00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:21,920 going to gift Iris some. Nice. 322 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:26,280 Yeah, I meant like on videos. I mean, not necessarily your 323 00:19:26,280 --> 00:19:28,920 guy, but I'm saying like, in general, a lot of those crazy 324 00:19:28,920 --> 00:19:32,040 sets that you see are just press ONS, which would make sense 325 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:35,200 because some of this shit looks crazy, like I've been seeing 326 00:19:35,200 --> 00:19:38,640 ones that look like cat claws, where they're like arcing them 327 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:40,720 to look like a claw. It's weird. 328 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,640 I just. I don't know. 329 00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:47,920 I can't do it. I feel like maybe this is our 330 00:19:47,920 --> 00:19:51,360 version of, like, back in my day, we didn't have our nails 331 00:19:51,360 --> 00:19:53,480 like that. We had our nails nice. 332 00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:56,520 And you know what I mean. Oh, back in my day we used the 333 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:59,760 airbrush machine and you picked the design out of the book. 334 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:03,080 Or from the nails that were already done with the fancy like 335 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:05,960 lines and dots and everything the dots if you didn't go 336 00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:10,040 through the dots in the lines face or them charging you 337 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:14,600 literally like $2.00 per nail to put a glitter line under your 338 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:18,880 acrylic like so weird. And then what about the white 339 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:23,160 tips that people would glue on that white tip and just fill it? 340 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:26,440 And their nail beds were little, but the tip would be like long. 341 00:20:26,920 --> 00:20:31,760 Yep, that's the thing. All the fucking phases. 342 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:35,400 Oh my God, you're bringing back so many memories for me right 343 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:38,040 now. I used to do like, black nails 344 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:41,920 with like, I would do. One nail had like white lines, 345 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:46,040 the other one had like, dots. The other like I would do all 346 00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:48,320 kinds of just little like fucking things. 347 00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:54,560 I I don't know if this is going to be like a controversial 348 00:20:54,560 --> 00:20:59,680 thing, but it's a fucking fact. Asian ladies always have done 349 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:02,920 the best fucking nails when I've gotten my nails done. 350 00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:05,120 Like living in California it would. 351 00:21:05,120 --> 00:21:07,840 That's like every shop was you would go in and there would be 352 00:21:07,840 --> 00:21:11,680 like a Vietnamese lady and your nails would be on in fucking 40 353 00:21:11,680 --> 00:21:14,200 minutes out the door. But you did have to pay like 354 00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:19,200 $2.00 per design. But now that I'm in Idaho, that 355 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:21,080 is. That is not the case. 356 00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:25,160 And the nails here, I'm just making a correlation because the 357 00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:28,160 nails here haven't been hitting until I found my current nail 358 00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:30,800 girl. And in California, things would 359 00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:33,480 just be hitting all the time. So I don't know if it's like 360 00:21:33,480 --> 00:21:37,200 their expert hands, maybe their smaller hands, I don't know. 361 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:38,720 But they get the fucking job done. 362 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:44,680 Yeah, I remember I used to go to the Asian shops and this was 363 00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:48,320 back like when I know this is circulating the Internet, like 364 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:53,000 the $20 fill insurance and the $25 full sets like. 365 00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:57,360 But the crazy thing is is like they really would charge you for 366 00:21:57,360 --> 00:21:58,920 every little thing. Like a cut down. 367 00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:01,480 They would charge you for that. If you broke a nail or had 368 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:03,080 broken nails and they had to repair them. 369 00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:06,480 They charge you for all that. Every nail that got something on 370 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:11,320 it, it was a charge and so like it would kind of add up but like 371 00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:16,320 if you wanted just a basic color regular Polish, full set was 372 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,480 like $20.00. But I of course would always 373 00:22:19,480 --> 00:22:23,080 get, you know, designs. And then they came out with 374 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:26,920 those one tips that were like already colored or already 375 00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:29,720 glitter or a design on them. And then I started getting 376 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:33,360 those, and I loved those because it would make the nail 377 00:22:33,360 --> 00:22:37,520 underneath like colored, which it was at the time was such a 378 00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:41,440 before it's time. But now I like clear nails that 379 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:43,400 are encapsulated, so it's just clear. 380 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:45,640 You see the same design all the way through. 381 00:22:46,120 --> 00:22:48,160 If I'm getting a design, I like it. 382 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:48,920 Oh, that's. Cute. 383 00:22:49,360 --> 00:22:52,920 Yeah, it's encapsulation, but it's like Ombre. 384 00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:56,800 But it's clear the tip. She built the tip so it was 385 00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:59,280 clear. That's cute. 386 00:22:59,840 --> 00:23:05,360 I get. I get gel not acrylic and so 387 00:23:05,360 --> 00:23:12,600 it's like a nail and it gets put down with gel and then she like 388 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,760 files and forms and does everything and then adds more 389 00:23:15,760 --> 00:23:17,600 gel and like builds the nail out. 390 00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,320 Yeah, I don't think I'm getting acrylic either. 391 00:23:20,320 --> 00:23:23,040 I know, I'm pretty sure it's gel because it's like pink what she 392 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:25,120 uses and it's like the expensive stuff. 393 00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:29,400 Yeah, she. So the gel is like it's almost 394 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:34,520 like a liquid putty and then and that goes on your nail and the 395 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,400 nail. Yeah, that that's what Jackie 396 00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:39,680 gets. I don't get that she doesn't use 397 00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:42,560 any tip on mine. She builds it from a like a 398 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:47,800 form, like a metal encapsulation form, and then it's nothing. 399 00:23:47,800 --> 00:23:48,560 Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah. 400 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:51,120 OK. She's building the whole thing, 401 00:23:51,120 --> 00:23:53,120 but Jackie gets what you're talking about. 402 00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:56,920 Twins. She does a lot of different 403 00:23:56,920 --> 00:24:01,280 techniques, but like, different people like different things, 404 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:05,560 you know what I mean? And so I've never had anyone who 405 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,400 wasn't using some type of tip or form. 406 00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:13,040 And then now the reason that my nails can be clear or see 407 00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:16,560 through is 'cause she's not putting any tip on there, She's 408 00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:21,040 just starting with powders and like blending all these glitters 409 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,040 and powders together. It's really cool. 410 00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:25,400 It's actually very rare that people do that, but it takes a 411 00:24:25,400 --> 00:24:27,840 long time. So I have to get like quite a 412 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:31,920 few fillings because my nail is growing inside of it rather than 413 00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:34,800 underneath it. Oh, interesting. 414 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:37,480 Yeah. All right. 415 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:41,360 Well, hop off then. Hop off y'all. 416 00:24:41,360 --> 00:24:43,560 We're having a little nail conversation, so. 417 00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:47,160 I love it. With the last couple weeks of 418 00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:51,880 the podcast, we're trying to wrap up a guest that has been 419 00:24:51,880 --> 00:24:55,360 supposed to come on, which I sent her another e-mail today. 420 00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:58,680 She's someone who gets a lot of emails and she has committed 421 00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:04,400 several times, but then there is always a schedule change or 422 00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:07,760 conflict from one of us three. Like I've done it once, you've 423 00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:11,320 done it once and she's done it once, so I just feel like 424 00:25:11,320 --> 00:25:15,400 eventually it's gonna work out. But she was talking to us about 425 00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:18,880 how she gets like 1000 emails a week and she just like can't 426 00:25:18,880 --> 00:25:22,920 keep up with all of her inbox. So then everything she wants to 427 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:27,920 see gets lost and she can't remember how far down it it is. 428 00:25:28,280 --> 00:25:32,440 It's hopefully she'll get back to us and we'll be able to 429 00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:35,880 connect with her before our season ends. 430 00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:41,000 I feel like we will. I said earlier Season 2, but 431 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:44,240 it's season three ending. Yeah, it's. 432 00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:46,800 Yeah, yeah. It's season 3. 433 00:25:47,360 --> 00:25:51,080 Yeah, season three. I feel like we're gonna be right 434 00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,880 around the hundred episode mark when we take a break. 435 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:57,320 I do too. Which is crazy. 436 00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:02,320 Like when you think about having 100 episodes, that's at least 437 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:06,200 100 hours that we've sat here. It's more than that. 438 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:09,640 Because in the beginning we were like really trying to make sure 439 00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:14,160 people were liking our podcast and we were having the longest 440 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:17,280 fucking episodes, like some of the beginning episodes that are 441 00:26:17,280 --> 00:26:20,480 so fire. We're the president of like our 442 00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:23,040 whole brand. We're like an hour and a half. 443 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,040 At least some of them are over an hour and a half. 444 00:26:27,480 --> 00:26:31,720 Yeah. So I want to touch base on 445 00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,080 something. Oh, oh. 446 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:38,680 No, we had Gothic Barbie you all on the podcast, you know, 447 00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:42,880 probably like 5 months ago. And I just was like really 448 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:45,640 resonated with her journey, like out of all of our guests. 449 00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:48,280 And she was talking about all this plastic surgery that she 450 00:26:48,280 --> 00:26:50,800 had gotten. And I know that, you know, we 451 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:54,240 talked about that extensively. But she posted the other day 452 00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:59,200 that she's got to get another surgery on her boobs because her 453 00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:05,200 boobs are like too big and whatever for her body, like her 454 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:07,080 body form. Like, see if I got some big old 455 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,000 boobs, 'cause I already got some boobs, it wouldn't be a big 456 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:11,200 deal. But she had no boobs. 457 00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:15,120 She posted like a picture of her and her lessons, and this woman 458 00:27:15,120 --> 00:27:20,280 had mosquito bites for real, So she went from that to the 459 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,520 evolution of the Botched Boob Job. 460 00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:27,440 Then last summer, remember, she got more surgery, we got them 461 00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:32,520 redone and went bigger, and since that she did that, one of 462 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:38,040 them has now felled out like fell down and is like sagging. 463 00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:42,840 And she's got to go a couple sizes back down to where she was 464 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:46,440 before this happened. She's got to get what she called 465 00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:52,360 a mesh brawl inside of her to frame the bottom of both 466 00:27:52,360 --> 00:27:57,360 implants to hold them up with a boob lift done at the same time. 467 00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:01,680 Ow. And she just got those titties 468 00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:05,960 y'all a year ago when she was telling us about member So. 469 00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:07,400 I do. I do remember. 470 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,600 Yeah. Oh, I love her. 471 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:11,960 That makes me so sad that she has to go through another 472 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:13,720 surgery. It's so much. 473 00:28:13,720 --> 00:28:16,440 But remember what she was saying that like, once you get your 474 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:20,160 first surgery, you just like go ahead and strap in for like 4 or 475 00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:23,640 five of them because. That's, yeah, that hit me so 476 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:25,200 deep. I remind myself of that every 477 00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:25,440 day. Yeah. 478 00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:29,760 Because not only do you not get everything the way that you want 479 00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:33,360 the first time, but then you also have the repercussions of 480 00:28:33,360 --> 00:28:35,640 getting that instant gratification in your mind. 481 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,560 And then instead of wanting to work towards it or wanting to 482 00:28:38,560 --> 00:28:41,360 take care of your body, it's like, well, I could just get 483 00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:44,560 some lipo here, put it over here, whatever. 484 00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:48,800 So a lot of people are starting to get kind of out of that false 485 00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:52,560 image, especially like, you know, for a while there were so 486 00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:57,840 many people that were like, oh, I went to the gym and and I'm so 487 00:28:57,840 --> 00:28:59,680 fit. And now like that's starting to 488 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:03,320 be exposed big time. And the influencer things about 489 00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:06,880 people saying they've gotten in the gym and they're eating 490 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,760 right, but really they got surgery. 491 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:14,440 I believe it. I think that a lot of people 492 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:18,560 still operate in like, the world of secrecy and not wanting other 493 00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:22,600 people to truly see them. And I was thinking about it 494 00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:25,240 today too. Like, there are certain 495 00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:28,720 influencers who they're going to show every little thing about 496 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,160 their life. They're going to over share 497 00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:34,080 personal, what I would consider an over share of like really 498 00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:38,120 personal, intimate details of like every single thing. 499 00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:42,800 And then there are other people who were able to show certain 500 00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:45,160 parts of their life and then not others. 501 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:50,320 And I always wonder, like what people are putting out there 502 00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:53,560 that's actually authentic about their real life and what is just 503 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:55,280 like, oh, well, I'm on social media. 504 00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:58,680 I'm getting my views. I can be a character and do 505 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:00,400 whatever. And so I'm going to do this and 506 00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:04,400 not realize the influence that they have on other people. 507 00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:06,640 You know what I mean? Like they could be doing the the 508 00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:10,240 fitness thing or whatever as a way to gain views, not realizing 509 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:14,040 that there are people who like, maybe are like overweight. 510 00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:17,280 And, you know, thinking that they'll just follow her plan and 511 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:21,280 then it'll all work out for them when in reality it's surgical 512 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:24,240 results. Yeah, and then also just like 513 00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:28,200 all the celebrities that were getting access to Ozempic 514 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:32,320 before, it's now went mainstream and people are losing like 60 515 00:30:32,320 --> 00:30:34,120 lbs over the course of like 3 months. 516 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:39,200 And then saying that it's diet and exercise when really y'all 517 00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:42,520 are tripping. And especially the wealthy and 518 00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:45,760 the elites and people who have money like they've been having 519 00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:49,720 access to that probably for like 15 fucking years like that 520 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,360 shit's been before anything goes to market, it is around 521 00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:58,360 extensively all besides the COVID-19 vaccine because that 522 00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:01,360 that had to go right out that that couldn't even be tested, 523 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,000 that had to be right out there on the market. 524 00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:05,360 And you know how many people have died from like heart 525 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,960 related conditions that did not have heart conditions prior to 526 00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:11,720 taking the COVID vaccine. Never even on record. 527 00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:14,640 No family history. There's so many young people I 528 00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:19,800 know that are having like ovarian assist cysts and all 529 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,760 hair loss. Yeah, like all these other 530 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:25,400 things that like, you know, there's someone on my timeline 531 00:31:25,400 --> 00:31:27,040 right now. I don't know her personally, but 532 00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,320 she's under 30 and her cancer is back for the second time and 533 00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:33,760 it's like was supposed to be non invasive, like, you know, so I'm 534 00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:36,320 just like there's some correlation, people that took 535 00:31:36,320 --> 00:31:37,920 three or four of those COVID shots. 536 00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:41,440 Yep. I agree. 537 00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:45,440 And I mean, so many people though, like only got it because 538 00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:49,120 of mass hysteria or because, well, my job said that they're 539 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:50,800 going to fire me or they're going to do this or they're 540 00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:53,840 going to do that. And that is the problem that I 541 00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:58,600 always had with that, that I have with anything, is to tell 542 00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:01,160 somebody that they're going to have something stripped away if 543 00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:04,200 they don't do what it is that you're wanting them to do, 544 00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:07,240 regardless of what the reason is. 545 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:11,680 Like I Yeah, we are going to kill people and you're just 546 00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:14,280 killing everybody or whatever. Like it's some kind of like mass 547 00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:19,840 like zombie apocalyptic outbreak and people literally stop. 548 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,360 Like I had family members literally not speak to me 549 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:26,440 because Idaho was open and California wasn't back open and 550 00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:28,200 we were just out. We didn't have to have mask 551 00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:32,480 mandates or anything like that. And people literally angry that, 552 00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:34,840 like, it's only opening up for the economy and like, you're 553 00:32:34,840 --> 00:32:38,720 killing people. Yeah, I got a lot of backlash 554 00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:41,200 when I chose not to get vaccinated. 555 00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:45,080 And what was really cool about the whole situation is that at 556 00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:48,520 the end of the day, everyone that I care about was safe. 557 00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:50,280 And I was safe. And that's what, you know, 558 00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:53,280 really mattered. But I think that it created more 559 00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:56,960 problems and fix them. I think people, you know, having 560 00:32:56,960 --> 00:33:00,200 natural immunity to something is always going to surpass any 561 00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:02,960 vaccine. Most people haven't had any 562 00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,360 updated vaccines since they went to school. 563 00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:08,360 So, you know, you're still surviving and you haven't had an 564 00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:12,520 updated vaccine for TB since you went to school, you know what I 565 00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:14,720 mean? So, like, I think our body 566 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:17,680 builds a natural defense. But it's true that like they 567 00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:23,480 kind of made it a super, you know, super germ by trying to 568 00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:28,040 overkill the treatment of it. And I think exposed other people 569 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,560 like it expose their immune system to other things. 570 00:33:32,560 --> 00:33:35,680 And you know, just the people like that still to the say have 571 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:39,400 no sense of taste or smell or you know like just these random 572 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:42,000 things. I just think that a lot of that 573 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:45,320 also could be side effects from the vaccine, like in my opinion, 574 00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:48,360 you know what I mean? Because I just think like, how 575 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:51,680 do you know there's no constant, most vaccines go through 576 00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:55,600 extensive trial process. And the fact that it didn't I'll 577 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:58,840 always forever die on that hill that like there was something 578 00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:01,520 about wanting to keep people home. 579 00:34:01,520 --> 00:34:04,320 It was also an election year and it kept people from in person 580 00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:07,760 voting, kept a lot of people from in person voting after 581 00:34:07,760 --> 00:34:09,560 things weren't even open to vote. 582 00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:12,320 So you know, there's just so many elements to it to me that 583 00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:15,360 you can't convince me or not correlated in some way. 584 00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:20,480 Facts on facts. I agree with everything that you 585 00:34:20,480 --> 00:34:22,840 just said. I've been screaming it from the 586 00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:29,120 rooftops since day one. Thankfully here like in Idaho, 587 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:33,360 we really had so many people that were like, I'm not wearing 588 00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:36,600 a fucking mask and like when in the store, like, our store 589 00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:42,080 didn't really press it. But it became the thing that, 590 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:46,560 like, I would laugh with my husband about it because we can, 591 00:34:46,560 --> 00:34:50,880 you can open Carrie in Idaho. And so you would notice that the 592 00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:55,080 people who weren't wearing masks were usually carrying openly. 593 00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,800 And I just happened to notice the correlation. 594 00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:02,960 And my husband's like, yeah, it looks very stereotypical 595 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:07,840 politically. Yes, I agree. 596 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:10,400 I think just deep down there was just some. 597 00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:14,440 There was a deep conspiracy happening during all of that. 598 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:19,440 And what I love about it right now is that the job market has 599 00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:21,920 been like shaken. And that's what's really in the 600 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:26,120 rising economy is that a lot of people demanded higher paying 601 00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:29,400 wages. And unfortunately, capitalism is 602 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:33,160 not built on equal exchange or equal distribution or equal 603 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:38,720 profit shares or holdings. Whereas our grandparents and 604 00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:42,120 other people were convinced that giving your life to a company 605 00:35:42,120 --> 00:35:45,880 was going to help you long term, we just realize that's not true. 606 00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:49,720 Well, so many people had time to be inside of their homes and be 607 00:35:49,720 --> 00:35:53,480 crafting and figuring out how to, like, make groceries last 608 00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:55,680 because they weren't wanting to go to the store and they weren't 609 00:35:55,680 --> 00:35:57,160 sure of what was happening or whatever. 610 00:35:57,400 --> 00:36:01,240 And so I saw a whole bunch of people getting away from MLM 611 00:36:01,240 --> 00:36:04,680 businesses where they're selling somebody else's product and 612 00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:07,800 start doing their own thing and setting their own thing up 613 00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:10,160 financially. And that's something that I 614 00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:13,600 think is really cool because I've talked about it before, but 615 00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:19,000 I just think that fucking MLM businesses snake people and 616 00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:23,760 they're always talking about having, you know, built all this 617 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:26,120 money and all this whatever, because of this company. 618 00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:29,240 But and you know that they've built this business and this 619 00:36:29,240 --> 00:36:32,720 brand, but they usually only make like 30%. 620 00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:36,520 They have to buy the product themselves or qualify. 621 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:41,480 And they're constantly like, Oh well, bombard your family with 622 00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:46,000 this, do that, do this. And these companies make so much 623 00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:50,320 money off of literal just making somebody else work for them. 624 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:57,000 Yeah, my mom loves like Cincy, which is an MLM type business 625 00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:02,000 and she loves fucking having those parties like Pampered Chef 626 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,440 or now she's having a Tupperware party. 627 00:37:04,440 --> 00:37:07,800 You all, if anybody wants to come, she's like blowing me up 628 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:13,680 with the AT everyone tag. And like every day I have a 629 00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:18,240 notification from my mom and her Tupperware group and I'm just 630 00:37:18,240 --> 00:37:22,840 like, please Jill, like, please. She's always telling me you 631 00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:25,200 should have a party. Your friends would eat it up. 632 00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:29,320 And I'm like I don't want to. I would still go to a separate 633 00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:30,960 party with you and your mom, dude. 634 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:35,160 Virtually, it's like an online thing. 635 00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:36,720 It's not really. Oh, that's simple. 636 00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,720 What's she going to do? Be like this is this one. 637 00:37:39,720 --> 00:37:42,360 It's a nine by six. I like to put tuna casserole in 638 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,080 it. Yeah, basically. 639 00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:47,920 Probably the sales lady goes live in the group and people 640 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:52,360 claim things or I don't know. I think also there's a catalog. 641 00:37:52,360 --> 00:37:56,440 But my mom like got obsessed with this lady who does Scentsy. 642 00:37:56,520 --> 00:38:00,480 So she bought me a Scentsy and it's like a sugar skull and it 643 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:02,640 you can put different colored bulbs in it and I have lime 644 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:04,520 green and it's cool. I like it a lot. 645 00:38:04,520 --> 00:38:08,360 It's I use it all the time. But then she was like sending me 646 00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:09,920 other ones. And I'm like, Mom, I'm not 647 00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:12,440 buying another. I'm not buying a Scentsy warmer. 648 00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:16,040 Like, I understand that you want me to like, get into Scentsy, 649 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:19,120 'cause she's always like buying me little Scentsy. 650 00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:23,440 They have car air fresheners and they have all kinds of stuff. 651 00:38:23,720 --> 00:38:26,600 But now her friend. I'm not Scentsy. 652 00:38:27,600 --> 00:38:31,120 Has me on the mailing list, so now every month I'm getting a 653 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,080 catalogue and all this stuff I don't want. 654 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:38,280 Scentsy if you want to sponsor us. 655 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:42,960 She's in samples though. Like she does send samples, so I 656 00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:45,520 can say that. But one month, y'all. 657 00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:48,720 She sent me a calculator, A Scentsy calculator. 658 00:38:48,720 --> 00:38:52,360 So now I just have two solo calculators in the drawer 659 00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:54,280 thinking like, what am I doing with these? 660 00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,360 Like I've wanted to just like toss them so many times that I'm 661 00:38:57,360 --> 00:39:02,080 like, what am I doing with this? Your mom probably got some type 662 00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:06,560 of fucking mystery box from Sensi, some type of like welcome 663 00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:10,680 to the cult box and it had a fucking calculator in it and she 664 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:13,760 had to give you a gift and she was looking around and said what 665 00:39:13,760 --> 00:39:16,440 can I ah, I'll give her a fucking calculator. 666 00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:19,640 Oh, the lady that sells it sent it to me. 667 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,800 Oh, I thought your mom got it for you. 668 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:24,800 I was like, your mom have to do a fucking. 669 00:39:25,040 --> 00:39:27,520 Calculator. Oh, my mom got me some stuff 670 00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:31,360 from her friend at Cincy, and now her friend got my address 671 00:39:31,560 --> 00:39:33,960 because my mom bought me some things and had her ship it 672 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:36,520 directly to me. You know what I mean? 673 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:40,240 And now she sends me like little free samples and little things 674 00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:42,320 every month. And she sent me a calculator, 675 00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:47,120 which is now just a very useless item that I don't need at all. 676 00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:54,200 Imagine sending. Listen, if I wasn't a better 677 00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:58,000 woman, I would totally want to be on somebody's mailing list to 678 00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:00,320 just send me free samples every fucking month. 679 00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:03,240 I don't have to do anything except you have my address and 680 00:40:03,240 --> 00:40:05,560 you're going to just send me fucking samples and shit every 681 00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:06,480 month. Sign me up. 682 00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:10,120 I want it on that. They do that so that maybe one 683 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:13,800 day you'll buy it. If you buy some like wax forms 684 00:40:13,800 --> 00:40:16,840 or something from her, you'll be on there and you'll get a prize 685 00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:18,560 every month. Mine's in the mailbox for me. 686 00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:22,080 She sends samples of the nuisance for every month, and 687 00:40:22,080 --> 00:40:28,440 some of them smell great. I'll buy some samples. 688 00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:31,360 That's incredible. Eventually I'll buy some like 689 00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:35,760 refills for my wax warmer, but my mom has gotten me sucked. 690 00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:41,480 Battle of Moms. That's her guilty pleasure. 691 00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:46,720 Well, she's taken away business from her friend by being a good 692 00:40:46,720 --> 00:40:49,840 mom, so she should tell him that shit down. 693 00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:52,640 Did I? Now that I think about it, I had 694 00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,280 a dream about you and your mom the other night, and I don't 695 00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:58,000 remember any details about it, but I remember that I woke up in 696 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:00,440 the morning and I was like, oh, I have to tell Paige that I had 697 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:04,880 a dream about her and her mom. But I've never, like, talked to 698 00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:07,800 your mom or met your mom or know Jack shit about your mom. 699 00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:10,640 So I don't know, she was your mom in my dream. 700 00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:13,160 Yeah, well, she comments on your post. 701 00:41:13,160 --> 00:41:16,360 Now you're probably like this, this lady. 702 00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:19,720 It's my mom. Yeah, she's incompetent on some 703 00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:21,280 of your stuff. She. 704 00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,880 She's a Facebook lover. She loves Facebook. 705 00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:29,520 Y'all can I speak? I can feel when people are 706 00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:34,160 thinking about me. And so I recently received a 707 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:38,200 text message, and for those that don't know, I have two phones. 708 00:41:38,240 --> 00:41:45,440 So I received this text message on both phones and I've had the 709 00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:48,080 second phone for like over five years. 710 00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:51,800 So for anyone to have the very first phone number that I ever 711 00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:55,280 like had, you've had to have known me for like a quite some 712 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:58,680 time, you know what I mean? Like eight years or something, 713 00:41:58,760 --> 00:42:02,840 you know? So it can just be anyone that 714 00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:08,080 would text me on both numbers to make sure I'm seeing the message 715 00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:12,000 they're sending, right. And this comes the same week 716 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:16,760 that AT&T sent me an e-mail and said that my identity was leaked 717 00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:20,560 during their little data breach. Yeah, my Social Security number 718 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:23,880 and some other personal information was leaked. 719 00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:26,160 And they've given me like an identity protection. 720 00:42:26,680 --> 00:42:29,400 I already had one, but they gave me an extensive version for a 721 00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:33,840 year and $1,000,000 policy for insurance that I can claim on if 722 00:42:33,840 --> 00:42:36,280 something happens. So you know it is what it is, 723 00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:40,400 but like, it makes me realize how rapidly you know things 724 00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:48,360 could happen. But this message is so weird. 725 00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:56,120 Like what they texted me and so so I wore this shirt the other 726 00:42:56,120 --> 00:43:03,920 day and it it's like like Vincent van Gogh's painting and 727 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:09,240 I like had it on and I decided to like upload Tiktok and a reel 728 00:43:09,240 --> 00:43:11,800 and kind of like made a post across platforms. 729 00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:17,880 Oh, I remember that shirt, OK. That day and I got a text on 730 00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:20,720 Saturday, so I don't remember when I wore it, but it was like 731 00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:22,720 Saturday. I got a text message on both 732 00:43:22,720 --> 00:43:26,560 phones and it was at like 8:00 at night, so it wasn't late. 733 00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:33,320 And it said, I really. I think it's funny how you used 734 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:39,680 to bash your ex and then you would be at the mall or out to 735 00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:44,080 eat with him and now you're wearing a shirt that matches his 736 00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:46,600 tattoos like this is what the message says. 737 00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:51,240 So I knew instantly. But it's the ex. 738 00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,160 Like that's who it is. It has to be. 739 00:43:53,480 --> 00:43:56,680 So this is really funny for the listeners. 740 00:43:56,720 --> 00:43:59,680 So this exit me. We have not dated in a very long 741 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:04,560 time, but I felt like maybe like a couple months ago that like he 742 00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:05,800 had been kind of thinking about me. 743 00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:09,320 And I'm not gonna lie like, OK, I used to be toxic, so I went 744 00:44:09,320 --> 00:44:13,040 and I unblocked him so I could creep, like, on his life because 745 00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:14,920 I just felt him thinking about me, right? 746 00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:18,880 Like, I felt it. So I unblocked him and I didn't 747 00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:21,920 feel the need to block him back. We don't communicate anymore, so 748 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:25,000 I just left it unblocked. Well, I guess in the last couple 749 00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:29,280 months he's realized that I've unlocked him and he peeped my 750 00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:35,200 video, decided to text me off a text app like a text message 751 00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:37,880 app. Rather than unblock my number, 752 00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:40,520 he has my number blocked. But I had him blocked on social 753 00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:43,720 media. So like this weird. 754 00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:46,560 Like real weird flex. So this is great. 755 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:52,520 Y'all this is real good content. His birthday happened, and on 756 00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:57,240 his birthday he chose to wear an outfit that has that same print. 757 00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,960 He does have a tattoo with it, but like, what's that matter? 758 00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:02,920 You know what I mean? Like it's instant and go, it's 759 00:45:03,160 --> 00:45:05,360 fucking starry night. Like everyone? 760 00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:09,200 Like the fucking the fucking fact that he thinks that because 761 00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:13,680 he got something tattooed on him that now like it's his signature 762 00:45:13,680 --> 00:45:17,120 fucking move, bro. And so, like, how dare you? 763 00:45:17,120 --> 00:45:20,400 Like, imagine, imagine roles reversed, right? 764 00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:23,600 Like imagine that you see a TikTok of him and he's wearing 765 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:27,920 like shorts that have cherries on them and you send him a text 766 00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:31,240 on 2 fucking phones from an app. And you're like, I can't believe 767 00:45:31,240 --> 00:45:34,000 that it's been all these years and that you're going to wear 768 00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:36,280 cherries knowing it's your. Ex's brand. 769 00:45:37,520 --> 00:45:38,280 Literally. That's. 770 00:45:38,280 --> 00:45:41,440 Exactly. What do you call? 771 00:45:41,520 --> 00:45:44,440 You weirdo has. Happened and transpired. 772 00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:49,520 And so me being who like I personally am, when I had 773 00:45:49,520 --> 00:45:52,760 unblocked him, his profile was on private, everything was 774 00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:54,160 private. I couldn't see anything. 775 00:45:55,080 --> 00:45:59,120 But then I had realized that Joober follows him and because 776 00:45:59,120 --> 00:46:02,880 we it's a very small place around here and he used to date 777 00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:06,040 someone that she knew. So it's like, you know, this the 778 00:46:06,040 --> 00:46:08,440 universe. So I was like, well, screenshot 779 00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:12,560 his profile to me real quick. So we heaped it a couple months 780 00:46:12,560 --> 00:46:15,200 ago. But then recently I had felt 781 00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:19,160 like his energy and then I get that message and I texted them 782 00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:22,000 back and I was like and and they didn't say nothing. 783 00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:25,880 And I know it at this point, I'm like pretty sure it's him 784 00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:31,840 because like both phones, OK, one phone, not him, both phones 785 00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:34,960 him. So then and I was like this 786 00:46:34,960 --> 00:46:38,480 person really wanted me to see this message and like engage 787 00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:40,560 with this. So when I said and. 788 00:46:42,040 --> 00:46:47,920 I got to go. My ex has been creeping my 789 00:46:47,920 --> 00:46:51,000 social media for the last couple months since I've unblocked him. 790 00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:55,520 He has been in a long term relationship for like 2 years 791 00:46:56,120 --> 00:47:02,960 and they live together and I know him and I know that if he's 792 00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:06,880 going to say something, he's not going to like unblock me and 793 00:47:06,880 --> 00:47:10,440 like put his pride aside to be like, hey, I'm reaching out to 794 00:47:10,440 --> 00:47:12,760 you so. What if it's a jealous? 795 00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,920 What if it's a jealous person that he's in a relationship with 796 00:47:16,320 --> 00:47:20,800 that saw your video and is like she's going to wear the art of 797 00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:27,680 my man on her skin? Well, side note, she has me 798 00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:30,840 blocked. I don't, I never like, have 799 00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:34,560 interacted with her, so she has me blocked. 800 00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:38,600 I've never even met her. Did you try to see if you're 801 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,840 unblocked? From her, No, she has not 802 00:47:41,840 --> 00:47:45,280 unblocked me. No, he he I had him blocked. 803 00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:50,280 So I don't know where she blocked me along this storyline. 804 00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:54,760 But what I will say is this number texted both my phones 805 00:47:55,080 --> 00:48:01,480 said that. When I replied, I said, so I 806 00:48:01,480 --> 00:48:05,120 find that interesting that you're reaching out about this 807 00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:10,040 and I'm interested to know why or something. 808 00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:11,760 I said something along those lines. 809 00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:16,600 And so the person replied to me and they said that, you know, I 810 00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:19,640 just used to bash him all the time and they just thought they 811 00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:21,720 just found it really funny. And then at the end of it, they 812 00:48:21,720 --> 00:48:24,800 were like, I like your shirt though, and that's when I knew 813 00:48:24,800 --> 00:48:27,280 it was him, that's when I knew it was him. 814 00:48:27,560 --> 00:48:30,880 I like your shirt though. So then his birthday happens 815 00:48:30,880 --> 00:48:32,880 like 2 days later, which is today. 816 00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:39,560 And he's wearing that hat like that print on a bucket hat 817 00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:43,680 today, today. So I'm like, I know it was you 818 00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:47,240 now. Like, and I looked at his story 819 00:48:47,240 --> 00:48:50,720 yesterday because I noticed now he's off private. 820 00:48:50,720 --> 00:48:52,400 Like, you're interacting with me now, your shifts. 821 00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:55,000 I'm on private. So I liked a picture of him and 822 00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:56,840 his grandma. His grandma's a sweet lady. 823 00:48:56,840 --> 00:48:58,760 She's the only one in his family I like. 824 00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:01,360 So I just like the picture just so he knows. 825 00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:03,200 Like, I'm watching you. I see you. 826 00:49:03,240 --> 00:49:06,000 I hear you. And then today, after looking at 827 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:09,480 my story, he knew I would click on his story and he's wearing 828 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:19,520 that hat and I cannot deal. Why are you disturbing me days 829 00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:22,680 ago? My favorite part of this is the 830 00:49:22,680 --> 00:49:30,160 fact that you decided to go and like his picture, you were like, 831 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:32,880 Oh, well, I know that you've been contacting me, so let me 832 00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:35,840 just tell you that I'm about to sneak up on your post too, so 833 00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:39,040 that we both know that we know what's going on. 834 00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:41,480 That's exactly what I was thinking. 835 00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:43,840 Because like, don't block me like a man. 836 00:49:43,840 --> 00:49:47,080 Don't write me from a text app saying some third party 837 00:49:47,080 --> 00:49:51,200 bullshit. Don't try to act like a third 838 00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:53,160 party, bro. Because I promise you there is 839 00:49:53,160 --> 00:49:56,880 no person on this God's green earth that has both of my phone 840 00:49:56,880 --> 00:50:02,120 numbers that would know anything about your tattoos or anything 841 00:50:02,120 --> 00:50:05,560 about you, bro. Like, don't flatter yourself to 842 00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:08,720 think that I'm just going to randomly think this is just a 843 00:50:08,720 --> 00:50:11,800 random person. Like, yes, my bestie Juber may 844 00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:14,800 be friends with you on Facebook and on Instagram, but that does 845 00:50:14,800 --> 00:50:18,080 not mean that everyone in my life knows who you are. 846 00:50:18,680 --> 00:50:21,400 Because what the fuck, No one's observing that. 847 00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:27,120 Five years have went by and I'm wearing a Vincent van Gogh shirt 848 00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:29,000 because we dated like five years ago. 849 00:50:29,120 --> 00:50:34,720 Like, longer than that. That's crazy. 850 00:50:34,720 --> 00:50:38,840 For me, it's the keeping the numbers for five years, keeping 851 00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:44,240 the numbers for all these years, and then texting both of them. 852 00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:50,160 But the fact that you have them have me blocked, because then I 853 00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:53,040 thought, I'm pretty sure my number is blocked, but I 854 00:50:53,040 --> 00:50:55,720 decided, hell, it's your birthday and you're acting some 855 00:50:55,720 --> 00:50:57,000 type of way. I'm going to text you happy 856 00:50:57,000 --> 00:51:00,280 birthday and it went green. So he's either gotten a whole 857 00:51:00,280 --> 00:51:03,280 new number, which I don't think he would, or I'm just blocked 858 00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:06,360 still because he always had my number blocked and I always had 859 00:51:06,360 --> 00:51:09,760 his social media blocked. Or it's not really him and he's 860 00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:13,040 like, why the fuck is crazy ass Paige over here texting me and 861 00:51:13,040 --> 00:51:17,440 shit and liking my stuff? He didn't get, he didn't get the 862 00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:19,000 message. It didn't go through. 863 00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:22,040 What if your What if your theory is wrong though maybe he doesn't 864 00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:24,040 have iPhone anymore? What if your theory is 865 00:51:24,040 --> 00:51:27,560 incorrect? It would be too predictable 866 00:51:27,560 --> 00:51:31,400 because I promise you, like today seeing on his story that 867 00:51:31,400 --> 00:51:35,200 he's wearing that in his birthday outfit, he's a very 868 00:51:35,240 --> 00:51:39,720 like, we're both tourists and he is a very like methodical 869 00:51:39,720 --> 00:51:42,280 planning type person. Like he knew what he was going 870 00:51:42,280 --> 00:51:46,520 to wear on his birthday a fucking week ago or he bought 871 00:51:46,520 --> 00:51:48,640 something specifically for it, like whatever it is. 872 00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:51,080 So either. You think home Girl knows that 873 00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:54,080 he that Herman's over here texting you about? 874 00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:58,920 Hey, why are you wearing my tattoo? 875 00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:01,600 No, I think that this is what I think. 876 00:52:02,000 --> 00:52:04,800 I think they've reached another plateau in their relationship, 877 00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:07,280 'cause this is their second time. 878 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:12,320 They dated before me and him dated, and then he got back with 879 00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:15,400 her after treating her like shit. 880 00:52:15,720 --> 00:52:17,800 He never treated me like he treated her. 881 00:52:18,040 --> 00:52:21,360 He treated this girl so fucking bad. 882 00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:25,080 And it blows my mind that she would get back with him like it 883 00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:28,200 really does, 'cause he didn't knew none of this shit he did to 884 00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:30,520 me that he did to her. And they've been back together 885 00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:33,920 for like over 2 years, so I don't know. 886 00:52:33,920 --> 00:52:35,600 I think they just reached another plateau. 887 00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:39,400 Like, it's basically at the point of, like, he's not happy. 888 00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:42,640 He hasn't been happy. So now he's like, let me poke 889 00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:44,840 the fire, Let's see what the bear is doing. 890 00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:47,720 Let's see what the old bear is kicking around. 891 00:52:47,720 --> 00:52:51,080 Oh, she's wearing my tattoo. And he thought about it. 892 00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:54,120 He took it as a subliminal and he ran with it. 893 00:52:54,120 --> 00:52:57,880 And all I can say is I didn't even think about you. 894 00:52:58,520 --> 00:53:01,480 I've had that shirt for two years. 895 00:53:01,720 --> 00:53:03,400 I have two shirts like that, actually. 896 00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:04,880 I. Think that's a really poor way 897 00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:09,960 for him to treat somebody that like he's been in any type of a 898 00:53:09,960 --> 00:53:14,400 relationship with, to not like, have the decent respect, to be 899 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:18,200 like, hey, I give a fuck what my ex has going on. 900 00:53:18,200 --> 00:53:21,520 So maybe I shouldn't be inside of this dynamic because if you 901 00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:24,720 give a fuck about somebody else, why the fuck are you here? 902 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:29,120 So and then I feel bad for the girl because regardless like if 903 00:53:29,120 --> 00:53:33,520 he's been fucking doing dirty shit on her before or treats her 904 00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:38,480 poorly and her his ex knows about it because it's so widely 905 00:53:38,480 --> 00:53:44,560 known or he's admitted it and said it like I I feel bad for 906 00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:48,920 her that that's her experience. And Homie sounds slimy as a 907 00:53:48,920 --> 00:53:52,640 motherfucker. And the fact that he thinks like 908 00:53:52,640 --> 00:53:56,200 Van Gogh painted that for his like personal brand or some shit 909 00:53:56,480 --> 00:54:01,360 is mind boggling to me and wish you the best and all. 910 00:54:01,360 --> 00:54:03,520 But he's probably going to be single, and if you date him 911 00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:05,680 again, I swear to fuck, I'll come to Kentucky. 912 00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:11,960 OK, look, I would not be surprised if this man has not 913 00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:16,880 been keeping up with the podcast for the last two years because 914 00:54:17,680 --> 00:54:22,560 that's who he is as a person. Like, he the moment I unblocked 915 00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:25,920 him, it was probably like he had searched my name. 916 00:54:25,920 --> 00:54:27,760 And then one day it came up right? 917 00:54:27,760 --> 00:54:30,840 Like he had definitely typed in my name prior. 918 00:54:31,160 --> 00:54:33,880 And with being able to like hear people's thoughts or hear 919 00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:37,480 people's energy or think like all of a sudden like I I'm like 920 00:54:37,840 --> 00:54:41,880 thinking about the person that's thinking about me or whatever I 921 00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:46,320 had just like a day. I've unblocked a bunch of people 922 00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:48,400 though. Like I I get to a point with 923 00:54:48,400 --> 00:54:53,080 people where now me winning, I want you to see it. 924 00:54:53,160 --> 00:54:56,400 Like now I want you to see me winning and I don't give a fuck. 925 00:54:56,400 --> 00:54:59,720 Like I've reached that point where your name pops up and it 926 00:54:59,720 --> 00:55:02,080 does not bother me. So I blocked, unblocked a shit 927 00:55:02,080 --> 00:55:04,480 ton of people like maybe like 30-40 people. 928 00:55:04,720 --> 00:55:08,120 Just cause like I get annoyed with people and I block them and 929 00:55:08,120 --> 00:55:12,560 then down once I've healed. I'm like not bothered by the 930 00:55:12,560 --> 00:55:16,040 situation like I was. Oh no. 931 00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:19,400 It's a very rare occasion that I give an unblocked. 932 00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:25,320 If you get unblocked, like I I don't know what you had to do, 933 00:55:25,440 --> 00:55:29,240 because if you're fucking blocked, I'll be like, Oh yeah, 934 00:55:29,520 --> 00:55:32,720 no trash. I'll hope that you've grown, but 935 00:55:32,720 --> 00:55:35,160 I won't want to check out and find out. 936 00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:39,200 For me, it's not really always checking into them, but it's 937 00:55:39,200 --> 00:55:44,400 more of like I I think Peach posted that she does this as 938 00:55:44,400 --> 00:55:47,360 well. About like once I've healed and 939 00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:50,680 once I've grown and once I've elevated enough from the 940 00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:55,280 situation, it's almost like a sense of being rewarded. 941 00:55:55,280 --> 00:55:57,960 Knowing that you're still going to check up on me, 'cause now 942 00:55:57,960 --> 00:56:00,800 you can, and that you're still obsessed with me, or that you 943 00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:03,960 still, like, secretly. Like, you know some of those 944 00:56:03,960 --> 00:56:06,800 girls from last year. Like, I know memories are 945 00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:09,560 popping up and they've been thinking about the situation, 946 00:56:09,560 --> 00:56:12,480 'cause that was a year ago, and for one, none of them bitches 947 00:56:12,480 --> 00:56:16,240 were shit like nothing that they said threatened or any of that. 948 00:56:16,240 --> 00:56:18,640 Like, fuck all y'all. Like, one of them was like, your 949 00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:21,640 cat's going to die. Like, bitch, chill, chill, 950 00:56:21,640 --> 00:56:24,480 please. But you know, like so many 951 00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:26,520 people think what they're doing is affecting you. 952 00:56:26,520 --> 00:56:31,320 If I unblock you, you have no power over me anymore because I 953 00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:36,960 literally do not care. And it's weird because there was 954 00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:40,680 just so many people that unblocked, even like old friends 955 00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:42,880 and stuff, 'cause like, I just don't. 956 00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,040 I just don't care anymore. Like, I don't know, Like it's 957 00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,720 like I've I've gotten my own closure, you know? 958 00:56:48,720 --> 00:56:52,800 But I personally don't like having bad blood with people or 959 00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,320 like, having drama. You know what I mean? 960 00:56:56,320 --> 00:57:01,280 Like, I I don't want him to do anything against like, his 961 00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:03,640 girlfriend, like just, 'cause you're bored and whatever. 962 00:57:03,640 --> 00:57:07,000 Like, obviously, like, I don't know what you're doing, but I 963 00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:09,080 know that you're in my story views. 964 00:57:09,120 --> 00:57:11,680 You definitely texted me, period boy. 965 00:57:11,760 --> 00:57:15,120 So if you're listening, which I would think that he might, 966 00:57:15,120 --> 00:57:19,080 because he's a podcast guy, he reads books like a fucking robot 967 00:57:19,080 --> 00:57:23,040 and he's very smart. So like, I could see him wanting 968 00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:26,760 to know what we're talking about on here because he, from a ghost 969 00:57:26,760 --> 00:57:29,040 account, has already seen multiple times. 970 00:57:29,040 --> 00:57:30,720 You know what I mean? Like, he's that type of guy. 971 00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:34,960 Like he definitely has a burner account and he definitely uses 972 00:57:34,960 --> 00:57:39,560 sex apps and he always has. He always has since I've known 973 00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:40,200 him. So I don't know. 974 00:57:41,040 --> 00:57:43,160 So like when you say maybe this is his girlfriend, though this 975 00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:45,600 is definitely him. She probably thinks everything's 976 00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:50,840 fine. Or or he's back to treating her 977 00:57:50,840 --> 00:57:54,840 like shit and everything's not fine and she wants to leave. 978 00:57:57,320 --> 00:57:59,880 It could be one. It could be 5050. 979 00:57:59,880 --> 00:58:01,920 They could be happy and he could be trying to fuck it up. 980 00:58:01,920 --> 00:58:03,400 Or. Or they could be unhappy. 981 00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:07,760 Either way, I know him. And today being his birthday, I 982 00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:10,320 don't know why he'd be thinking about me like, boy, think about 983 00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:12,920 yourself. Think about yourself. 984 00:58:14,120 --> 00:58:17,360 I just pulled one of your cards out of the Divine Intervention 985 00:58:17,360 --> 00:58:22,000 Oracle and it was card number 9 and said I had to really see 986 00:58:22,000 --> 00:58:25,640 myself because what I was seeing, I didn't like it at all. 987 00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:27,560 It was uncomfortable, but I had to grow. 988 00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:32,160 That's where he's been. That's facts, that check. 989 00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:34,040 That's. Fact, it's almost like I wrote 990 00:58:34,160 --> 00:58:36,440 it myself. That's the checks. 991 00:58:36,440 --> 00:58:39,280 That's checks. But, you know, I think people 992 00:58:39,280 --> 00:58:42,720 can grow and and elevate. But once there's this other 993 00:58:42,720 --> 00:58:47,000 version of you in my head, like someone who has manipulated me 994 00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:49,360 or lied to me, like he never, he never cheated on me. 995 00:58:49,360 --> 00:58:51,960 He's just a liar. He's just a liar, pathological 996 00:58:51,960 --> 00:58:56,440 liar about his drug activity and drug use. 997 00:58:56,560 --> 00:59:00,360 And mommy and daddy like, had money to keep it hushy. 998 00:59:00,360 --> 00:59:03,040 And like, I just don't like how your whole family disrespects 999 00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:05,040 every person that would come into your life. 1000 00:59:05,040 --> 00:59:07,600 Because like, behind the scenes you're like, if you tell them 1001 00:59:07,600 --> 00:59:11,640 I'll kill myself and then like, out in the public you're like, 1002 00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:14,480 this is going to be my baby mom, you know, like or whatever. 1003 00:59:14,480 --> 00:59:18,600 Like, I don't know. He's all over the place with his 1004 00:59:18,600 --> 00:59:23,160 like lies and like. I want to hope that he's 1005 00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:25,640 changed, but he's definitely playing a little game. 1006 00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:28,360 Can I tell you just some? Just a fact. 1007 00:59:28,640 --> 00:59:32,040 I knew his entire personality off of you telling me what he 1008 00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:34,920 texted you. So, like the information that 1009 00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:37,720 you've given is like great filler information to like, back 1010 00:59:37,720 --> 00:59:40,920 it up. I think anybody who listened to 1011 00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:44,720 that text message to you about you fucking wearing Van Gogh 1012 00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:50,160 because it's his tattoo, they already fucking knew that. 1013 00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:55,800 Yeah, it it's giving like insecure, tiny Dick energy. 1014 00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:58,760 Why are you going to the movies? We should be hanging out type 1015 00:59:58,760 --> 01:00:01,800 fucking bullshit while he's over there like watching porn all the 1016 01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:04,320 time and like done doing random shit and drugs. 1017 01:00:04,320 --> 01:00:09,320 So that's that's the vibe. No, that's not, that's not 1018 01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:10,560 really. He's very clingy. 1019 01:00:10,560 --> 01:00:13,480 He was very clingy. He didn't want to go do nothing. 1020 01:00:13,520 --> 01:00:17,960 He would he would like, do his drugs around you and then you 1021 01:00:18,120 --> 01:00:20,920 all of a sudden he'd just be fucked up and you would just act 1022 01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:23,360 like he wasn't. It was just like, that was at 1023 01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:25,400 the end of our relationship though, like, and I'm not gonna 1024 01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:29,720 lie, you all, I had substance abuse issues in my life too. 1025 01:00:29,720 --> 01:00:33,640 And around that same time, this is fucking literally almost a 1026 01:00:33,640 --> 01:00:37,160 decade ago since I met this guy. So you know, you just never know 1027 01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:38,320 what you're getting yourself into. 1028 01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:42,320 But when people have family who enable them and protect them and 1029 01:00:42,320 --> 01:00:46,400 hush money, you know anything's possible, truly. 1030 01:00:46,760 --> 01:00:51,000 But I'm hope truly this was entertaining for you all 'cause 1031 01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:54,560 I've been pretty entertained with with the update. 1032 01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:58,040 Cause normally I don't get a lot of ghost writer text messages. 1033 01:00:58,040 --> 01:01:00,960 I don't get people texting me saying dumb shit, 'cause they 1034 01:01:00,960 --> 01:01:03,680 know I'm a witch and they really aren't trying to get these 1035 01:01:03,680 --> 01:01:05,360 flames. They ain't really trying to fill 1036 01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:07,240 this heat. He said. 1037 01:01:07,240 --> 01:01:09,000 I'm ready for it. I know. 1038 01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:13,240 That's why I feel like there's we're unhappy or we're breaking 1039 01:01:13,240 --> 01:01:16,200 up already or I want to break up. 1040 01:01:16,200 --> 01:01:18,960 So let's see what what's going over here? 1041 01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:21,360 Because it's given. I miss you. 1042 01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:26,160 It's it's given I have a whole last person at home, but I'm 1043 01:01:26,160 --> 01:01:30,280 thinking about you. But for years on end, I would 1044 01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:35,440 think deep down his whole day has been consumed with thinking 1045 01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:38,240 about me since I liked his his picture this. 1046 01:01:40,040 --> 01:01:42,680 Good Lord. Maybe for days though. 1047 01:01:42,760 --> 01:01:46,600 Maybe for the last few days, because like Texas, the same 1048 01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:49,240 thing twice. You don't. 1049 01:01:50,520 --> 01:01:52,520 I surely don't. I Nope. 1050 01:01:53,360 --> 01:01:57,560 So we'll we'll receive your votes about what happens next in 1051 01:01:57,560 --> 01:02:00,640 the trilogy, trilogy the trilogy. 1052 01:02:01,160 --> 01:02:03,160 Trilogy. That's what we should name this 1053 01:02:03,160 --> 01:02:04,960 episode. Trilogy. 1054 01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:09,360 Were you going to do a my human design? 1055 01:02:10,200 --> 01:02:13,840 I was not tonight because I'm in the middle of packing up the 1056 01:02:13,840 --> 01:02:15,520 podcast room. That's why I'm sitting in front 1057 01:02:15,520 --> 01:02:18,720 of a bookshelf. I'm putting all new furniture in 1058 01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:21,520 here and my cards are packed away currently. 1059 01:02:21,680 --> 01:02:26,160 Wow, that's really ghetto. So please tell everyone how Jim 1060 01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:28,440 and I forgot to do our signature move. 1061 01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:32,320 Well, I have your cards. I pulled one of your cards. 1062 01:02:32,560 --> 01:02:34,880 I know, but that was just for calling me out. 1063 01:02:34,880 --> 01:02:37,880 We need to call the girl out. I can. 1064 01:02:37,960 --> 01:02:40,760 I can walk over there and I can go grab the deck if we really 1065 01:02:40,760 --> 01:02:43,320 need to fucking. How far is it? 1066 01:02:44,320 --> 01:02:46,280 On the other side of the room in a box. 1067 01:02:47,640 --> 01:02:51,760 Is it readily accessible? Yeah, my foot's asleep, which is 1068 01:02:51,760 --> 01:02:54,480 going to be the hardest part, but why don't you tell us one 1069 01:02:54,480 --> 01:02:57,720 more story while we're waiting like you're our fucking mother? 1070 01:02:58,320 --> 01:03:04,440 I recently was invited to go on a trip for a a weekend and I 1071 01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:10,280 will just say I am not getting into cars, vehicles, trips, 1072 01:03:10,360 --> 01:03:15,320 planes, buses, boats with anyone that I don't like personally 1073 01:03:15,400 --> 01:03:18,600 walk with. Like, I have a lot of people who 1074 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:21,320 will randomly invite me to do things and I'm like, yeah, 1075 01:03:21,320 --> 01:03:23,840 that's going to be great. Like going to meet new people. 1076 01:03:23,840 --> 01:03:26,480 I'm on the network and then the people that they bring are 1077 01:03:26,480 --> 01:03:30,120 stank, coochie, stink, booty vibes. 1078 01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:33,080 And the whole time I'm like, damn, this person's energy is 1079 01:03:33,080 --> 01:03:34,840 low. And then I'm like in my head, 1080 01:03:34,840 --> 01:03:38,440 like, damn, like what the fuck? I'm absorbing all this 1081 01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:42,240 negativity from this person. And like, I don't, I don't rock 1082 01:03:42,240 --> 01:03:44,240 with people like this. And then it gets to the point 1083 01:03:44,240 --> 01:03:48,440 you all were on this trip or on this excursion, I have to like, 1084 01:03:48,440 --> 01:03:50,240 put in headphones and just check out. 1085 01:03:50,400 --> 01:03:53,480 It's fucked up. So just remind me the next time 1086 01:03:53,760 --> 01:03:57,640 I'm gonna go with a stranger on a trip or do anything with a 1087 01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:00,480 stranger that you're like, no, that don't work. 1088 01:04:00,720 --> 01:04:04,680 You know, I feel like you. In my mind, I'm thinking she 1089 01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:09,280 should have learned this lesson when we went to Utah, because we 1090 01:04:09,280 --> 01:04:11,240 we learned that. And then I was like, fuck those 1091 01:04:11,240 --> 01:04:14,840 mountains in Utah. Then Card 62 came out, and if 1092 01:04:14,840 --> 01:04:16,800 you look at it, it looks like this. 1093 01:04:16,800 --> 01:04:19,000 Fucking Utah mountains that we went through. 1094 01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:24,960 Mountains, mountains. So it's card 62. 1095 01:04:25,440 --> 01:04:36,440 The card is essence, the sign is cancer, the gift is knowingness, 1096 01:04:36,760 --> 01:04:40,720 and the shadow is intellect. Awakening within the great 1097 01:04:40,720 --> 01:04:44,000 expanse that is the gift requires remembering your truest 1098 01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:46,920 essence. In this space, you recognize 1099 01:04:46,920 --> 01:04:49,960 that all schools of thought, all disciplines and fields, are 1100 01:04:49,960 --> 01:04:53,160 valiant human attempts to make sense of our universe and its 1101 01:04:53,160 --> 01:04:57,080 phenomena, and yet they also fall short of fully 1102 01:04:57,240 --> 01:04:59,840 encapsulating what it means to exist. 1103 01:05:00,400 --> 01:05:03,360 This seed of knowledge presents a new opportunity for you to 1104 01:05:03,360 --> 01:05:06,440 question the way we've understood our world, and this 1105 01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:09,520 begins by poking holes in your own subjective viewpoint. 1106 01:05:10,560 --> 01:05:16,480 You rediscover an intelligent beyond the mind that pulses 1107 01:05:16,520 --> 01:05:19,680 through every facet of your being, every cell, and every 1108 01:05:19,680 --> 01:05:21,800 pore. You find yourself within the 1109 01:05:21,800 --> 01:05:25,880 fabric of the cosmos and reconnect with an intristic 1110 01:05:25,880 --> 01:05:28,360 knowingness that is always resided within you. 1111 01:05:28,360 --> 01:05:31,120 And then the shadow is intellect. 1112 01:05:32,440 --> 01:05:35,960 This shadow centers on the mind and your intellectual powers in 1113 01:05:35,960 --> 01:05:38,800 particular. Within the dominant worldview, 1114 01:05:38,800 --> 01:05:41,400 mental abilities equate to superiority. 1115 01:05:41,680 --> 01:05:45,000 We administer tests and give rewards, ranked students based 1116 01:05:45,000 --> 01:05:48,560 on scores and judge based on resumes and schooling. 1117 01:05:49,080 --> 01:05:52,880 The pinnacle of excellence is to be labeled smart and yet relying 1118 01:05:52,880 --> 01:05:56,600 solely on this trait. This minute aspect of who you 1119 01:05:56,600 --> 01:06:00,200 are confines you. Within this box you are limited 1120 01:06:00,200 --> 01:06:04,520 to the man made constructions of physical sphere, all of its 1121 01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:06,840 facts, science books and theories. 1122 01:06:07,320 --> 01:06:10,480 Of course all of these tools serve a useful purpose in 1123 01:06:10,480 --> 01:06:13,760 understanding our world. But if we discard our hearts and 1124 01:06:13,760 --> 01:06:17,560 relinquish our intuition for the sake of glorifying fact and the 1125 01:06:17,560 --> 01:06:21,200 current consensus about what holds value, we forfeit our 1126 01:06:21,200 --> 01:06:23,320 chance for lasting transcendence. 1127 01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:27,920 When we hold on so tightly to a single attribute, we deny the 1128 01:06:27,920 --> 01:06:30,280 divine spectrum of who we truly are. 1129 01:06:30,640 --> 01:06:34,360 Your themes are intelligence, transcendence, and values. 1130 01:06:35,720 --> 01:06:38,240 And that is just what the doctor ordered. 1131 01:06:38,240 --> 01:06:41,880 Jim and I thank you for your service to this collective. 1132 01:06:41,880 --> 01:06:43,400 Happy. To help. 1133 01:06:43,920 --> 01:06:46,760 So we have a really exciting announcement. 1134 01:06:46,760 --> 01:06:51,000 We're going to be dropping some bonus collective reading 1135 01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:56,360 episodes where we both are going to individually do a bonus 1136 01:06:56,360 --> 01:07:02,480 reading for our audience as an extension of our gratitude. 1137 01:07:02,480 --> 01:07:05,640 And just you know, for those that have never had a reading or 1138 01:07:05,640 --> 01:07:09,800 have never been on video chat with us to connect on a deeper, 1139 01:07:09,800 --> 01:07:12,160 more intimate level. These are things that we do for 1140 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:16,440 our Patreons that we do individually on our websites. 1141 01:07:16,440 --> 01:07:19,960 But we wanted to just kind of set that intention now that 1142 01:07:19,960 --> 01:07:24,160 we're moving into the faster pace months plus we're taking a 1143 01:07:24,160 --> 01:07:29,840 two-month hiatus to just kind of engage and get you all a little 1144 01:07:29,840 --> 01:07:34,800 blueprint to carry you through. So we're excited about that, 1145 01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:38,640 introducing something new, but most importantly, we're just 1146 01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:44,600 excited for this milestone two years with our podcast baby and 1147 01:07:44,600 --> 01:07:48,120 we are just so grateful. Fuck yeah. 1148 01:07:48,440 --> 01:07:49,960 I don't have anything to add to that. 1149 01:07:50,560 --> 01:07:52,360 We love you. See you next time. 1150 01:07:52,360 --> 01:07:54,040 Bye. Bye, bye.