1 00:00:04,440 --> 00:00:14,480 He says she's so sweet, like a rapper, like a lollipop. 2 00:00:14,960 --> 00:00:18,280 Lollipop, lollipop. Welcome back, Mother. 3 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:25,600 Let's go. We're here back on and we have 4 00:00:25,600 --> 00:00:29,440 been trying to get a new schedule and trying to get 5 00:00:29,440 --> 00:00:34,560 everything worked out and totally missed a week's episode 6 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:40,080 because of hecticness. So we promise we will get back 7 00:00:40,080 --> 00:00:44,040 to our every Wednesday, but for now we're trying to get in the 8 00:00:44,040 --> 00:00:47,040 swing of bi weekly and it's been hard. 9 00:00:48,120 --> 00:00:51,760 I just want to point out that every time I'm like, Hey, I'm 10 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:55,600 going to come to this recording looking like a bum and you go, I 11 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:57,400 don't, I don't look cute today at all. 12 00:00:57,400 --> 00:00:59,920 It's fine. And then you show up and you 13 00:00:59,920 --> 00:01:02,480 always look adorable. And I don't know if it's just 14 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:04,959 because like that's the way your fucking face is built, which is 15 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:10,040 just like completely unfair to me as a person or like if I need 16 00:01:10,040 --> 00:01:14,160 to come on here just like in my tube tops or like what needs to 17 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:16,920 happen, I don't know. But you're always fucking so 18 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:20,520 cute when we go on to record. And I literally am like, I 19 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:22,920 washed my ass in the shower today and that's the best that 20 00:01:22,920 --> 00:01:27,200 you guys are going to get. She is literally fronting. 21 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:29,520 She has like a horn. Is that your horn? 22 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:34,800 Dude, it's a, it's a, it's a Viking drinking horn. 23 00:01:35,240 --> 00:01:40,640 And my dad, actually my dad gifted it to my husband for like 24 00:01:40,640 --> 00:01:42,720 Christmas or his birthday or some shit. 25 00:01:43,040 --> 00:01:45,600 And I was like, actually, this is too cool for you. 26 00:01:45,600 --> 00:01:50,640 So I'm gonna take it. You talked about that before. 27 00:01:51,240 --> 00:01:52,800 Yeah, totally. Probably. 28 00:01:53,040 --> 00:01:57,440 It's always like in the space, but now I have this like nifty 29 00:01:57,440 --> 00:02:00,720 little area to to show it and flaunt it. 30 00:02:00,720 --> 00:02:02,240 But yeah, I have a fucking horn there. 31 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:07,240 I've never drank out of it before, but I totally would. 32 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:10,759 I thought when you picked up your water bottle that you were 33 00:02:10,759 --> 00:02:17,640 about to demonstrate. That makes me nervous, like I 34 00:02:17,640 --> 00:02:21,520 don't know where that horn has been and I like to know where 35 00:02:21,520 --> 00:02:23,080 things have been before I put them in my mouth. 36 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:28,080 How do you even wash it? I don't know, like, I don't 37 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:31,320 know, I don't know what the rules for that are, so it just 38 00:02:31,320 --> 00:02:33,480 sits on display, but it's beautiful. 39 00:02:33,480 --> 00:02:35,600 I'm. Here for it. 40 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:40,800 So today you all we want to talk about spiritual psychosis 41 00:02:40,800 --> 00:02:46,480 because I am seeing a lot of creators, content creators, tik 42 00:02:46,480 --> 00:02:50,320 tokers, a lot of people I feel like are under spiritual 43 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:54,240 psychosis or spiritual amnesia. And this is also fueled by 44 00:02:54,240 --> 00:03:00,080 psychedelic drugs as well as other drugs that are not 45 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:03,360 necessary for spiritual enlightenment, but you know, can 46 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:07,640 excel or amplify, but they're not sustainable actions. 47 00:03:07,640 --> 00:03:12,000 Like you can't do mushrooms every day or every week or all 48 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:14,120 the time. Like you can micro dose, but you 49 00:03:14,120 --> 00:03:17,480 cannot go on like some deep journey every single day of your 50 00:03:17,480 --> 00:03:19,640 life or you're going to lose touch with reality. 51 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,360 You're going to lose touch with where you're at here on earth. 52 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:26,400 So I don't want us to talk about that because I don't feel like 53 00:03:26,400 --> 00:03:28,920 this is talked about enough because it is a tabby topic. 54 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:33,840 It is a taboo topic and I think it's a taboo topic because 55 00:03:33,840 --> 00:03:39,080 people hear you talk about spiritual psychosis and if it's 56 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:41,400 something that they can resonate with that's happened to 57 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:44,480 themselves, then they're like, oh, that person's just like 58 00:03:44,480 --> 00:03:47,280 talking shit about me or my gift or they don't think that like 59 00:03:47,280 --> 00:03:50,640 I'm powerful and magical and and connected. 60 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:54,400 And I think that there is just such a fine line. 61 00:03:54,520 --> 00:03:58,160 Why don't we discuss about what spiritual psychosis even fucking 62 00:03:58,160 --> 00:03:59,280 is? Go. 63 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:05,880 Ahead spiritual psychosis is I feel like a multiple different 64 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:09,160 things. So spiritual psychosis can be 65 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:14,520 when you literally only exist inside of the spiritual realm of 66 00:04:14,520 --> 00:04:20,880 things and you do away with concerns about reality. 67 00:04:21,040 --> 00:04:23,760 So like some people will have spiritual psychosis. 68 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:28,920 Like no, I don't need to like there people go as extreme as 69 00:04:28,920 --> 00:04:32,800 like, I don't need to eat and have water because like source 70 00:04:32,880 --> 00:04:36,120 sustains me, which you'll literally fucking die. 71 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:41,600 Also to like losing complete touch with reality where things 72 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:45,040 that they're saying about spirituality, it's it's past the 73 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:50,080 point of like that's kind of out there and you're like, no, you 74 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:55,000 didn't come here from the pizza planet and like you were birthed 75 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:58,800 from a pepperoni egg. Like you, you literally were 76 00:04:58,960 --> 00:05:02,520 birthed from somebody's cooter like every other human soul, 77 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:05,160 unless you were cut from the womb. 78 00:05:05,160 --> 00:05:07,680 But that's despite the point of what I'm making. 79 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:13,680 But people who just, I feel like spiritual psychosis comes a lot 80 00:05:13,680 --> 00:05:16,720 from people who are not happy with the reality that they live 81 00:05:16,720 --> 00:05:19,200 inside of. And they have created these 82 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:23,160 alternate dimensions and worlds and and spiritual experiences 83 00:05:23,160 --> 00:05:28,280 and whatnot to remove themselves from the reality and make it so 84 00:05:28,280 --> 00:05:33,200 that their spiritual journey means so much more and has so 85 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:35,760 much more involved in it than others. 86 00:05:36,480 --> 00:05:40,800 Yeah, my favorite example of that is when these people, and 87 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:43,760 This is why it is controversial because like if you've referred 88 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:47,240 to yourself in these ways, that's fine. 89 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:52,560 I think when people have like in their bio where it's like 25th 90 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:57,680 generation psychic heaven sent chosen one or like, you know, 91 00:05:57,680 --> 00:06:01,000 like all these little keyword things that like try to create 92 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:06,400 some hierarchy, especially people that are like, in my 93 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:10,800 opinion, new to spirituality, like they really haven't adopted 94 00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:13,160 this from their mother or their grandmother. 95 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:18,360 Like they're trying to channel whatever they want that fits 96 00:06:18,360 --> 00:06:22,440 their narrative because like, I can channel things and you know, 97 00:06:22,840 --> 00:06:27,560 they have flaws because I don't have all the details. 98 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:30,680 Like I can channel what you need to know right this moment, but 99 00:06:30,680 --> 00:06:33,440 it's not going to give you like word from word, like every 100 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:36,160 little detail on that journey because you have to have your 101 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:40,320 own trust and your own motivation and your own energy 102 00:06:40,480 --> 00:06:42,320 of intention to move forward on that. 103 00:06:42,520 --> 00:06:46,840 So with spiritual psychosis, I feel like it's when people like 104 00:06:46,840 --> 00:06:50,920 remove themselves from the human journey and try to be too like 105 00:06:50,960 --> 00:06:55,520 ethereal or like too like, I am high on the horse and I am 106 00:06:55,520 --> 00:06:58,480 better than you and I know more than you and my ancestors are 107 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:00,480 stronger than yours. Or, you know, all these 108 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:04,040 hierarchy of systems where spirituality supposed to create 109 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:09,160 unity and community and building upon, you know, generations or 110 00:07:09,160 --> 00:07:13,720 ancestral gifts together rather than I'm better than you. 111 00:07:13,720 --> 00:07:16,480 And and This is why. And I know there's a lot of 112 00:07:16,480 --> 00:07:18,480 controversy and I'll get your opinion on it. 113 00:07:18,760 --> 00:07:21,840 What do you feel about like that Shannon Blake girl that was 114 00:07:21,840 --> 00:07:23,800 making like the affirmational music? 115 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:25,720 And at first everyone was, it's like loving her. 116 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:31,440 But now she's been like very much torn apart on Reddit and 117 00:07:31,440 --> 00:07:34,560 other platforms for her spiritual psychosis and her 118 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:39,640 superiority complex of like, I'm so chosen and I'm so this and 119 00:07:39,800 --> 00:07:43,840 talking about like being poor. But supposedly her dad works for 120 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:46,040 like some big company or something. 121 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:47,800 Like people did some real digging on her. 122 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:55,000 So do you have an opinion? I know who that is and I know 123 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:59,800 about the controversies, and I think that this is a person who 124 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:04,440 lives inside of the creative and entertainment space. 125 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:08,680 She's a musician, she's an artist, and not everything that 126 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:13,920 everybody sings about or writes about or whatever is their 127 00:08:13,920 --> 00:08:17,560 actual true experience, but a lot of times it's what other 128 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:20,040 people are going to be able to relate to. 129 00:08:20,440 --> 00:08:28,240 And some people don't live in their creativity coming from 130 00:08:28,240 --> 00:08:31,720 authenticity as much as it comes from like an entertainment 131 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:34,039 aspect or things that, you know, whatever. 132 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:38,480 So those parts of things like those don't really bother me. 133 00:08:38,559 --> 00:08:41,320 I don't, I, I look at those things and I don't think like, 134 00:08:41,320 --> 00:08:43,280 oh, that's like a spiritual psychosis thing. 135 00:08:43,280 --> 00:08:45,520 Like you're talking about being poor, whatever. 136 00:08:45,520 --> 00:08:49,000 It's the same thing as like they're country artists who talk 137 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:50,960 about growing up on a farm and whatever. 138 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:54,680 And you're like, you literally didn't you grew up in a city, 139 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:58,040 but you're, you know, talk about honking Tonkin and that's 140 00:08:58,040 --> 00:08:59,400 totally fine. But you didn't live that 141 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:01,440 lifestyle. But you sound good when you sing 142 00:09:01,440 --> 00:09:05,440 it. So, you know, but there is she 143 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:10,560 did sing about that. She like cured her UTI with like 144 00:09:10,640 --> 00:09:14,040 crystals and energy or some shit, like cured her own UTI. 145 00:09:14,400 --> 00:09:19,160 And I think that that's where like, if that is true that you 146 00:09:19,160 --> 00:09:23,160 are not taking human medicine and or herbal medicine or 147 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:26,800 whatever the fuck to cure your UTI and you really think that 148 00:09:26,800 --> 00:09:29,200 you energetically did that. It's the same thing to me as 149 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:31,400 like you're not eating or drinking because sources 150 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:34,080 sustaining you. And I think that is a psychosis 151 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:35,560 moment. I think that that is like a 152 00:09:35,600 --> 00:09:41,920 physical health problem. And also, I don't understand the 153 00:09:41,920 --> 00:09:47,280 like cancel culture about that because like if she gets a 154 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:51,440 fucking kidney infection or whatever because she has an 155 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:54,640 untreated UTI and saying about it, what does that matter to 156 00:09:54,640 --> 00:09:56,160 you? You just go to the doctor and 157 00:09:56,160 --> 00:09:59,200 get antibiotics and let the girl sing whatever she wants to sing. 158 00:09:59,880 --> 00:10:04,840 But the other side to her specifically is like people have 159 00:10:04,840 --> 00:10:07,640 talked about cultural appropriation with her because 160 00:10:07,640 --> 00:10:10,560 she does a lot of music inside of her van and stuff and she's 161 00:10:10,560 --> 00:10:13,520 got dream catchers there and she's got all of these different 162 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:17,800 things. And I've never done research 163 00:10:17,800 --> 00:10:21,400 into looking into whether or not, you know, she's native or 164 00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:25,920 what not. But I, I think that sometimes 165 00:10:25,920 --> 00:10:29,240 it's like you don't necessarily know people's backgrounds. 166 00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:33,680 And it's very strange to me for people to go on wild like hunts 167 00:10:33,880 --> 00:10:36,960 to go and find people's ethnicities or their backgrounds 168 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:41,920 and their information on things. I think that if people are using 169 00:10:42,640 --> 00:10:47,040 things that are not for them, if they are utilizing spiritual 170 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:51,200 tools and ancestors and energy that are not theirs to utilize, 171 00:10:51,520 --> 00:10:54,120 the universe kind of brings things back for people. 172 00:10:54,280 --> 00:10:59,800 So what other things to people put their energy into than 173 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:03,680 trying to go on these like wild witch hunts and whatever about 174 00:11:03,960 --> 00:11:06,880 if people should be doing certain things? 175 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:11,240 Does that make sense? Yes, I also think that what you 176 00:11:11,240 --> 00:11:15,360 explained is another form of what I would think is like some 177 00:11:15,360 --> 00:11:18,480 type of psychosis where you're so obsessed with other people's 178 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:22,520 life and other people's energy and other people's story that 179 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:24,920 you feel like you're exposing them. 180 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:28,160 Like, whereas that maybe maybe wasn't a secret. 181 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:30,280 It's just not something I'm leading with. 182 00:11:30,280 --> 00:11:33,960 Like I'm not going to make it a secret that I used to use drugs, 183 00:11:33,960 --> 00:11:37,160 but I'm not leading with every post that I'm a recovering 184 00:11:37,160 --> 00:11:39,760 addict because I don't feel recovering. 185 00:11:39,760 --> 00:11:45,240 I feel recovered and I feel like I I did that out of willpower, 186 00:11:45,240 --> 00:11:50,680 not out of shame or guilt or a physical health need to do that. 187 00:11:50,680 --> 00:11:52,680 You know what I mean? It was never like some breaking 188 00:11:52,680 --> 00:11:54,800 point that I reached. But I feel like there is some 189 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:58,200 type of psychosis that people with the Internet or with 190 00:11:58,200 --> 00:12:03,120 constant access and constant communication get legitimately 191 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:06,680 obsessed with people, celebrities, creators, people in 192 00:12:06,680 --> 00:12:11,360 general and their life that going through and exposing their 193 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:15,760 flaws or their skeletons or the things in their closet. 194 00:12:15,760 --> 00:12:18,680 Like really motivates you. I feel like that's some form of 195 00:12:18,680 --> 00:12:20,440 psychosis. It may not be spiritual 196 00:12:20,440 --> 00:12:25,400 psychosis, but it's definitely mental illness because unless 197 00:12:25,400 --> 00:12:29,880 this person is physically harming people and like needs to 198 00:12:29,880 --> 00:12:32,960 be brought to justice. Your opinion about what they're 199 00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:36,120 doing, your opinion about how they're moving, like you said, 200 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:40,160 things that they may or may not be using in regards to their own 201 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:42,240 culture. I feel like if it's not 202 00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:44,240 affecting you, what, what is the problem? 203 00:12:44,240 --> 00:12:48,600 Like as far as like why are you going out of your way to expose 204 00:12:48,600 --> 00:12:52,880 this person because their, their dad has money or you know, they 205 00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:54,840 say they live in a van and they really don't. 206 00:12:55,880 --> 00:12:58,120 And I feel like it's, I mean, it's not a new thing. 207 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:01,560 Perez Hilton was doing it way back in the fucking day to drag 208 00:13:01,600 --> 00:13:04,760 every single person down about, you know, every celebrity down 209 00:13:04,760 --> 00:13:06,320 about whatever it is that they said. 210 00:13:06,680 --> 00:13:11,720 And you know, now we have people who are like almost social media 211 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:16,240 journalists where like they, they gain a following or people 212 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:21,720 interested because they dive deep into like the dramas or the 213 00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:26,160 information about people, like the tea and the gossip about 214 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:30,920 things. And I just, and we've talked 215 00:13:30,920 --> 00:13:33,960 about it before. I feel like if people build 216 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:39,280 their platforms and their the energy that they're surrounding 217 00:13:39,280 --> 00:13:42,280 themselves with and for the building blocks of their 218 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:45,480 successes, if you will, if that's the energy that you're 219 00:13:45,480 --> 00:13:49,000 having is you have to expose other people in order for these 220 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,840 things to happen. So you're building an audience 221 00:13:51,840 --> 00:13:55,520 in an energy frequency about around yourself where that's 222 00:13:55,520 --> 00:13:58,400 what all of these people are constantly wanting. 223 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:02,440 And so the second that you slip up or that something happens, 224 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:05,720 everybody's going to fucking Leech onto you with that exact 225 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:08,040 same energy that you've been exuding out. 226 00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:12,000 And you're eventually going to be exposed for something that 227 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:16,640 you did or didn't do, or that you said improperly or in a way 228 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:18,160 that somebody didn't like it or whatever. 229 00:14:18,160 --> 00:14:21,760 If you don't afford other people grace, you're not going to be 230 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:23,680 given grace in moments that you need it. 231 00:14:23,680 --> 00:14:26,040 And people fucking forget to humble themselves. 232 00:14:26,520 --> 00:14:29,920 Yeah, You know, I think that TikTok really had opened that 233 00:14:29,920 --> 00:14:33,280 door for people to do research on certain topics that were 234 00:14:33,280 --> 00:14:35,600 trendy. Just like people trying to like 235 00:14:35,600 --> 00:14:39,880 teach you, teach you about like Bitcoin or crypto are the same 236 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:41,840 people that are selling you some money. 237 00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:45,320 Mindset program where they made $1,000,000. 238 00:14:45,320 --> 00:14:47,920 Like, no, they made that money because they're selling it to 239 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:50,760 people like you. You are their source of income. 240 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:55,280 So they've unlocked some type of, you know, coding or data or 241 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:58,200 channel to something from their higher self or from their 242 00:14:58,200 --> 00:15:02,560 spiritual team that that you know, has aligned them with that 243 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:05,760 abundance that you're now giving them in exchange for this 244 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:08,920 information that you too could have channeled or you too could 245 00:15:08,920 --> 00:15:11,560 have had access to. And I think that like you said 246 00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:13,720 earlier, like what are you getting from that? 247 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:17,920 It's kind of like the saying about grass being greener on the 248 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:20,440 other side, but it's really just green wherever you water it 249 00:15:20,440 --> 00:15:23,800 because grass is grass and it can die, you know, like it. 250 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:26,000 It's just really going to be green if you give it water. 251 00:15:26,360 --> 00:15:31,120 And I think that so many people starve their own intimate 252 00:15:31,280 --> 00:15:35,320 connections and friendships and whatever from that support or 253 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:37,360 that mutual respect and understanding. 254 00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:40,800 And then they try to extend that to like strangers or like 255 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:45,760 celebrities and stuff like that. And I think it's really getting 256 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:49,680 back to the nitty gritty of like, who the fuck am I without 257 00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:54,200 all of this external stuff, without these followers, without 258 00:15:54,560 --> 00:15:58,400 my car or my job or whatever. Like who the fuck am I? 259 00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:01,560 Am I some troll on the Internet? Am IA supportive person, Am I 260 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:03,120 confident? Am I insecure? 261 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:06,920 Who am I, you know? And asking ourself that requires 262 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:09,480 accountability that a lot of people don't have. 263 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:12,560 So putting that blame on to other people for their flaws or 264 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:17,080 things they're doing wrong or things that they're saying makes 265 00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:19,360 you feel better about yourself sometimes, I guess. 266 00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:25,360 I also think too like expanding on that spiritual psychosis 267 00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:27,480 thing too. I think it happened so much 268 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:32,000 inside of the spiritual realm where people will also, you 269 00:16:32,000 --> 00:16:36,080 know, that person shouldn't be believing that or practicing 270 00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:41,440 that because I do that better because of XY or Z or you know, 271 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:46,000 I can practice this because of this reason over here, but this 272 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:47,920 person shouldn't practice that. And I'm not talking about 273 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,200 clothes practice. I'm just saying in general, like 274 00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:53,640 there's a lot of superiority complex. 275 00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:57,640 I feel like I'm a better astrologer than that person. 276 00:16:57,640 --> 00:16:59,360 They don't even know about blah, blah, blah. 277 00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:01,240 Well, it's because you do completely different types of 278 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:03,240 astrology. There's there's different types 279 00:17:03,240 --> 00:17:04,960 of astrology. So you're not better than 280 00:17:04,960 --> 00:17:07,480 somebody. You just are doing something 281 00:17:07,480 --> 00:17:09,640 differently than they're doing. And it doesn't mean that 282 00:17:09,640 --> 00:17:13,480 somebody is less educated because they are educated in a 283 00:17:13,480 --> 00:17:18,319 different topic. And this happens all of the time 284 00:17:18,359 --> 00:17:21,040 inside of spirituality. Somebody isn't, you know, 285 00:17:21,319 --> 00:17:24,160 they're not a shaman and so they're beneath you because 286 00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:26,400 they're not educated on these things over here. 287 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:30,160 Well, they could be a fucking badass medium who's doing all of 288 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:32,400 these things and doing all of these different types of 289 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:36,600 channeling, but we're not having respect and understanding for 290 00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:40,000 everybody on these different levels of their spiritual 291 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:44,240 journey and these different things that their personal gifts 292 00:17:44,440 --> 00:17:47,840 amplify and, and let them learn about and be in touch with. 293 00:17:48,040 --> 00:17:52,960 And we're, I feel, and, and I'd love to get your opinion on 294 00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:58,360 this, but I feel that even if we all have the same title to a 295 00:17:58,360 --> 00:18:01,760 gift, we're all experiencing our gifts differently. 296 00:18:01,920 --> 00:18:05,120 My gift of mediumship is going to come through differently than 297 00:18:05,120 --> 00:18:08,680 your gift of mediumship, even if we're reading the exact same 298 00:18:08,680 --> 00:18:13,640 person, because even if we are in tap with all of our Claire's, 299 00:18:13,840 --> 00:18:17,800 your thing may be that you are stronger and you're clairvoyant 300 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:19,160 in the way that messages come through. 301 00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:21,880 And maybe I'm stronger and clairaudience. 302 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:25,200 And so I'm like, I'm directly hearing these things and able to 303 00:18:25,200 --> 00:18:27,720 give that to you. And you're like, no, I know 304 00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:30,240 these messages coming through and I just know the things, but 305 00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:32,080 I can't explain why I know the things. 306 00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:34,640 We're both giving you information from the same 307 00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:37,200 source, from the same thing. You're just receiving that 308 00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:39,840 message differently. And there's space for both of us 309 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:44,240 to thrive inside of that. And I think that that's a lot of 310 00:18:44,240 --> 00:18:47,320 why people don't try new things is because they're comparing 311 00:18:47,320 --> 00:18:53,040 their progress or their, you know, skill set to like someone 312 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:56,680 else down the road that has put energy and time into it. 313 00:18:56,960 --> 00:18:59,440 And that's like advice that I wish I could go back and like 314 00:18:59,760 --> 00:19:03,520 give my younger self is like, find a fucking hobby, something 315 00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:05,640 that you became really good at, whether it was like an 316 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:09,840 instrument or a sport or some type of extracurricular activity 317 00:19:09,840 --> 00:19:12,840 or whatever. That's what the advice I would 318 00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:16,680 have given myself because anyone that can thrive in that 319 00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:21,320 structure as a child, like the kids who just went to school all 320 00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:23,520 day and then went to practice and didn't get home till late, 321 00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:26,160 like they're used to that. I bet those people work harder. 322 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:30,120 I bet a lot of the people in that arena have good solid 323 00:19:30,120 --> 00:19:33,400 foundations in their routine because that's been embedded 324 00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:35,840 into them. And I do feel like, you know, as 325 00:19:35,840 --> 00:19:39,560 humans, we set here and we have like a puzzle that we've been 326 00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:42,040 putting together our whole life with pieces that were just 327 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:44,720 handed to us. And like, you get down to the 328 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:46,840 end of the puzzle and you realize that you're missing like 329 00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:49,160 15 pieces and you don't even know where they're at. 330 00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:51,560 Like you don't even know where the pieces are. 331 00:19:51,560 --> 00:19:55,720 And I think that's exploring things for the first time. 332 00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:58,960 And a lot of people want to gatekeep that, especially in the 333 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:02,560 spiritual realm or it really in almost the music realm, the 334 00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:05,400 beauty realm. You know, everyone somehow wants 335 00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:06,960 to gatekeep. Like they're teaching you 336 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:09,840 something on a video, but they're only giving you so much 337 00:20:09,840 --> 00:20:12,480 or they're not giving you the trade secret or they're not 338 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:14,480 really giving you the full picture. 339 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:17,880 And I think so many people go into something like the beauty 340 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:20,680 industry or some type of trade or job or. 341 00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:23,840 Profession because they see it working for other people and 342 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:25,680 that's what I see in spirituality. 343 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:28,680 It's like, well, that's how they read or that's how they do it. 344 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:31,640 I want to do it like that. And because you're not doing it 345 00:20:31,640 --> 00:20:34,520 like that, it's easy to feel like, well, I don't know how I'm 346 00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:36,920 not good at this, I suck or whatever. 347 00:20:37,120 --> 00:20:40,040 But really, maybe you're meant to receive the messages 348 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:45,760 differently or in a more subconscious way or in dreams or 349 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:47,600 something like that. Like I'll hear people say they 350 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:50,840 have prophetic dreams. I don't really have dreams like 351 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:53,320 that. I have really weird dreams that 352 00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:57,840 like will highlight a couple of things that are happening in my 353 00:20:57,840 --> 00:21:01,160 life, but they never really like, make sense or something, 354 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:02,800 you know? But then other people have 355 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:05,200 really clear dreams. So I don't know. 356 00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:08,160 I just think we all are trying to do different things and we 357 00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:14,200 need to let that be what it is. The thing too about like the 358 00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:18,040 gatekeeping thing and, and why I just, I dislike it so much is 359 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:23,120 the fact that even if you tell somebody exactly how you're 360 00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:26,680 doing every single thing and you give them the layout and the 361 00:21:26,680 --> 00:21:29,720 road map and, and this is what I do, you know, for our 362 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:31,920 businesses, this is what I do for marketing. 363 00:21:31,920 --> 00:21:34,560 And this is, you know, where I learned these things and, and 364 00:21:34,720 --> 00:21:36,720 somebody follows the exact same thing. 365 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:39,120 It doesn't mean that they're going to get the same audience 366 00:21:39,120 --> 00:21:41,040 as you. It doesn't mean that just 367 00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:46,080 because you did those exact same things that you're going to be 368 00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:48,200 taking something away from somebody. 369 00:21:48,480 --> 00:21:51,480 And it's this. And I feel like it goes back to 370 00:21:51,480 --> 00:21:56,000 that like lack mindset and that fear based mindset people have 371 00:21:56,000 --> 00:21:59,480 of like, and also like insecurity. 372 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:03,440 Oh, well, if this person knows the secrets about this or, or 373 00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:06,560 gets the road map, they're going to take something away from me. 374 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:11,760 And never have I looked at like watched a movie and been like, 375 00:22:11,760 --> 00:22:16,000 wow, that actress is so amazing. And then thought, you know, oh, 376 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,720 I bet you they're taking away all the opportunities from this 377 00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:21,720 person over here. Like, you know, you can have 378 00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:26,160 multiple people who thrive in the same areas of things and are 379 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:29,560 reaching completely different people and and reaching the peak 380 00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:33,600 in their own individual unique ways without their needing to be 381 00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:36,520 a competition for things. There's plenty for everybody. 382 00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:41,240 Yeah, but the Internet I think is just peaked like competition 383 00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:46,640 and everyone like, oh, I'm competing for views, for likes, 384 00:22:46,640 --> 00:22:49,080 for clients, for this. Like, you know, I think a lot of 385 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:52,520 people are in the mindset of like, well, there's so many 386 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:56,680 hairdressers or is there so many tarot readers or there's so many 387 00:22:57,200 --> 00:23:01,560 electricians or whatever. You know, like people start new 388 00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:04,720 businesses every single day that someone else has been doing for 389 00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:07,800 100 years, for 50 years. And every single day they're 390 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:10,240 bringing something different. And I think that is a 391 00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:13,040 perspective that everyone should simmer on. 392 00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:16,400 Like you said, like it's going to be two totally different 393 00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:18,000 things. Even if you're using all the 394 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:21,880 same tools, like no one's going to build the house the same way 395 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:27,160 because you have the same tools like you know it's your house to 396 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:29,920 build. But what's stupid about it to me 397 00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:34,480 is like, you know, somebody who is a wonderful hairdresser, they 398 00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:37,120 learned from somebody else. They apprenticed, they went to 399 00:23:37,120 --> 00:23:40,640 school, they, they got knowledge and downloads from somebody 400 00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:43,080 else. And we're taught all of these 401 00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:45,680 basic fundamentals of things and given advice. 402 00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:48,680 And then they had to go out and they had to build it for 403 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:51,520 themselves and, you know, work on that skill. 404 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:54,040 And it's the same with literally anything else. 405 00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:57,880 Anybody who is doing anything was taught that thing by 406 00:23:57,880 --> 00:24:00,400 somebody else. Because at this point, there is 407 00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:04,600 nothing that is brand new and genius that you are just fucking 408 00:24:04,600 --> 00:24:09,360 creating out of the ether that in some way hasn't been founded 409 00:24:09,360 --> 00:24:11,920 by somebody else. You may have this unique spin on 410 00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:14,680 it and something that you're doing that's that's completely 411 00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:20,080 new and authentic to you, but you didn't design that entire 412 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:24,640 concept and industry yourself. And you know what's crazy about 413 00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:28,920 that is I recently attended a workshop and it was basically 414 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:32,440 like a selling workshop, but it was meant to like boost your 415 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:36,960 selling skills. But what we call this workshop 416 00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:39,240 is typically just like spin selling. 417 00:24:39,520 --> 00:24:42,760 It's the same shit that any workshop about selling teaches 418 00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:44,760 you. But when you say spin selling, 419 00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:47,960 they're spinning it uniquely in their own direction. 420 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:50,960 But the end result is you sell your product or you sell your 421 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,560 item. It's the same probably workshop 422 00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:56,360 that like MLM's all meet when they're like retreat with the 423 00:24:56,360 --> 00:24:59,240 girlies and they're in those like big convention rooms where 424 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:02,600 they had to pay their own room and board and food to come to 425 00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:05,400 it. That's what they're teaching you 426 00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:08,120 all it's been selling. And so I went to a workshop 427 00:25:08,120 --> 00:25:12,840 recently and it was like a 2 day full on montage of this and I'm 428 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:20,560 talking like 2 full packed days. And it was so just like 429 00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:24,360 repetition of like other concepts you've learned, whether 430 00:25:24,360 --> 00:25:28,120 it was selling lemonade or, you know, selling a product in any 431 00:25:28,120 --> 00:25:32,120 way. Anyone who's ever made it has 432 00:25:32,120 --> 00:25:35,920 two years of entrepreneurial, like, you know, aspirations, 433 00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:38,640 whether you started a business or not, like you, you've learned 434 00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:43,440 these concepts or you've, you've seeing these concepts, But you 435 00:25:43,440 --> 00:25:46,280 know, they'll fancy it up and give you like a workbook and 436 00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:49,360 give you all these presentations and all these little group break 437 00:25:49,360 --> 00:25:52,480 off projects and then have the audacity to send you a survey 438 00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:55,440 afterwards and ask you what you thought about it. 439 00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:58,800 So I made sure to let them know that like absolutely anyone 440 00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:02,360 who's been doing sales for more than five years would never need 441 00:26:02,360 --> 00:26:05,120 to attend this. So like, don't even ask them 442 00:26:05,120 --> 00:26:08,920 because anyone who's been doing a sales job for more than five 443 00:26:08,920 --> 00:26:13,120 years would not eat, not need this, you know what I mean? 444 00:26:13,120 --> 00:26:16,480 And it was like $3000 a person to do this. 445 00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:19,880 Yeah, did you pay $3000 for this? 446 00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:25,200 No, it was for work but. So your work paid $3000 for 447 00:26:25,200 --> 00:26:27,480 this? They paid probably about 50,000 448 00:26:27,480 --> 00:26:30,040 after everybody went and everybody stayed and everybody 449 00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:32,560 had dinner. You want to hear this, I'm going 450 00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:34,000 to tell you about the sales thing. 451 00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:40,480 So I have been in the chiropractic industry for a long 452 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:47,000 time and I got certified in being a chiropractic assistant, 453 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:53,640 which basically means that I did chiropractic education through 454 00:26:54,040 --> 00:26:56,120 the Board of Chiropractic whatever. 455 00:26:56,440 --> 00:27:03,320 To be able to give people care plans for chiropractic care and 456 00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:08,160 be able to give them care plans, explain the basics and basically 457 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,920 be able to sell them care plans and tell them why they need it. 458 00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:16,000 So there's this company called Cairo Biz and they have a Cairo 459 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:20,640 Biz Academy. And one of my old bosses flew me 460 00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:24,560 down to, I think we went to San Diego and we went to like the 461 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:26,640 Big Bear Lodge I think is what it's called. 462 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:32,600 And we had this convention for like 4 or five days where they 463 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:36,680 sit you down and they not only teach you like the basics of 464 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:42,680 like chiropractic care, but how to scare people into signing up 465 00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:45,480 for chiropractic care. And so like, there's different 466 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:48,720 phases of degeneration that like your spine goes through or 467 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:52,120 whatever, which is like exactly what it sounds like. 468 00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:57,840 And so you'd sit there and it would be OK. 469 00:27:57,840 --> 00:28:00,680 So you're going to, you need somebody to sign up for this 470 00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:04,600 $3000 care plan. So you're going to let them know 471 00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:07,080 about this phase of degeneration that they're in. 472 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:10,800 And when they have a rebuttal about this, this is what your 473 00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:13,160 response is going to be. And when they say they can't 474 00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:15,720 afford it, this is what your response is going to be. 475 00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:21,160 And it was, I shit you not, it was like 5 days of going through 476 00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:25,640 any single conversation that you could have with somebody where 477 00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:27,280 they would be like, but I don't want that care. 478 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:29,040 And you're like, but This is why you need it. 479 00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:31,320 Do you really want your whole spine to deteriorate? 480 00:28:31,320 --> 00:28:34,200 And like, if you don't get this done now, like you're just going 481 00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:36,360 to move on to the next phase and you're not going to be able to 482 00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:39,360 walk. And like, and I shit you not, 483 00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:42,120 that's exactly what it was. And it was these like fucking 484 00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:48,440 fear, fear based things. So I get this like you also 485 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:51,600 learn about like, you know, being able to structure like a 486 00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:54,480 payment plan for somebody and break it down like, Oh yeah, 487 00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:57,640 it's $3000. But we'll see you, you know, for 488 00:28:57,640 --> 00:28:59,600 two years. And so this is what it's going 489 00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:01,320 to break down to. And oh, well, if you pay the 490 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,600 whole thing right now, you can have this percentage. 491 00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:07,880 And when I went back to the office after I have this 492 00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:13,720 certificate, my boss at the time had me sit in AI, had patients 493 00:29:13,720 --> 00:29:16,320 come in that I had to present this care plan to. 494 00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:20,800 And he literally put a tape recorder in the office and was 495 00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:25,680 having me tape record so that he could listen to them and tell me 496 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:29,040 how I should change up my tactic of talking to people. 497 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:35,080 And I got in trouble one time because this lady came in and I 498 00:29:35,080 --> 00:29:39,480 was talking to her and she's like, I just feel very 499 00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:41,480 uncomfortable here. I feel like it's a very, you 500 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:43,720 know, this room is a really small room. 501 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:46,120 Your chair is higher than my chair. 502 00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,680 And I feel like you're like looking down at me and whatever. 503 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:53,400 And I was like, Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry that you feel that way. 504 00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:55,920 I like lowered my chair and I was like, that is not my 505 00:29:55,920 --> 00:30:00,320 intention at all. Like I just literally didn't 506 00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:03,160 realize that the chair was taller, but I, I felt so 507 00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:04,840 uncomfortable leaving that space. 508 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:10,120 And the boss listened to that thing and was mad at me because 509 00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:13,400 like, you should have taken the things that you had learned in 510 00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:15,840 that seminar and you should have closed the deal with her. 511 00:30:15,840 --> 00:30:19,560 And we lost thousands of dollars because you didn't close that 512 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:21,640 deal with her. And you were apologizing for 513 00:30:21,640 --> 00:30:25,520 things and whatever. And I quit shortly after that. 514 00:30:25,520 --> 00:30:29,400 He also told me that I didn't qualify for a raise because I 515 00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:34,400 had just had a baby. And he said that that he expects 516 00:30:35,360 --> 00:30:38,920 women who are doing marketing and the face of his company to 517 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:42,960 be thin and in shape and that having a baby is not an excuse 518 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:45,440 for a woman to not be able to bounce their body right back. 519 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:52,640 And so he put down on my review specifically that he would not 520 00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:59,760 do my raise due to not what did it say due to improper 521 00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:05,520 postpartum physique. So I quit and I've thought over 522 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:08,240 the years like I should have fucking skewed the fucking balls 523 00:31:08,240 --> 00:31:11,000 off of him, but I didn't. And he only had women that work 524 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:15,760 for him and he was super fucking weird and he was hella rude to 525 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:18,880 his wife and it was a whole fucking thing and I could have 526 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:20,440 taken him to the cleaners but I didn't. 527 00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:23,520 So, Doctor Coleman, go fuck yourself. 528 00:31:24,280 --> 00:31:30,040 You know also how many other companies use the scare tactic 529 00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:33,920 selling, which I learned about that in a marketing class in 530 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:36,000 college. There's like 10 different 531 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:39,720 marketing techniques and fear tactic is one of them to 532 00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:43,560 basically fear based get someone to buy something. 533 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:47,600 So that's what they do with like, you know, inflation and 534 00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:49,960 stuff. They like make things scarce so 535 00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:52,480 that everyone will go buy them, which drives the price 536 00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:55,960 artificial, artificially, artificially up. 537 00:31:57,160 --> 00:32:02,040 But what's really crazy about it is I do believe that like our 538 00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:08,400 mind lives in a fear based state at all times, whether it's like 539 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:12,160 fear of survival, fear of death, fear, fear, fear, fear of 540 00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,080 anything. And I think that we're 541 00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:18,320 constantly drawing in those experiences that constantly 542 00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:21,240 reinforce that. So like you said earlier, like 543 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:24,640 the universe will humble you quickly once you are taking 544 00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:27,720 advantage of people. But another arena that that 545 00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,840 happens a lot is I worked at a heating and air company and 546 00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:35,240 that's how their salesman all make 6 figures, all of them that 547 00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:38,000 sell furnaces because they all like, because the people who 548 00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:40,480 install the furnaces are different than the people who 549 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:43,960 sell the furnaces to you and come to your home in their 550 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:46,960 company vehicle. They're selling you the item and 551 00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:50,560 then the installers get the item from the hub and come install 552 00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:53,600 your unit. So they use fear a lot, 553 00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:55,920 especially with older people. And the company that I was 554 00:32:55,920 --> 00:33:00,400 working for at the time used to do this like constantly fear 555 00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,240 based. And I got in trouble on a 556 00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:07,000 recorded call because I told the lady, like the salesman had told 557 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:10,920 her, that she had to replace her whole unit because nothing was 558 00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:15,880 under warranty. But her unit was not under 559 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:18,920 warranty, but she had parts in labor. 560 00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:23,720 So the parts to fix the fucking unit and the labor to fix it was 561 00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:27,840 covered, but the unit itself was out of warranty. 562 00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:31,680 And he convinced her because the unit itself may have just like a 563 00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:34,240 factory warranty of something whatever. 564 00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:37,400 Then you get an extended warranty that covers parts and 565 00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:39,320 labor. And she had bought that, she had 566 00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:42,560 paid for that. So although yes what he said was 567 00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:46,320 true, he made her believe that like if something breaks down in 568 00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:49,600 the middle of winter, it's going to cost her money rather than it 569 00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:52,760 would be covered 100%. So this lady was calling in to 570 00:33:52,760 --> 00:34:00,120 finance a new unit, a full like $10,000 setup and I was like you 571 00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:03,520 don't like he had already sold it and she called in to schedule 572 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:07,240 the install and I was like why are you buying a new unit? 573 00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:09,639 Your unit has parts and labor for 10 years. 574 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,199 And she's like what does that mean? 575 00:34:11,199 --> 00:34:15,159 I'm like what I just explained. And she was like no, he told me 576 00:34:15,159 --> 00:34:18,239 it's not in warranty. So I ended up getting in trouble 577 00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:22,040 for that for breaking down this lady's true warranty and her not 578 00:34:22,040 --> 00:34:28,199 buying a $10,000 unit that day. See, and us ethical bitches get 579 00:34:28,199 --> 00:34:31,440 to live with ourselves at the end of the day and put ourselves 580 00:34:31,440 --> 00:34:36,239 into different career fields where we get to actually like 581 00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:40,639 build ourselves and build other people by doing the right thing. 582 00:34:40,639 --> 00:34:43,920 And by being transparent with people and honest with them and 583 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:49,280 helping them to be able to have that, like listen to their own 584 00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:52,000 intuition about things and do the right thing and remove 585 00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:56,440 themselves from spaces that are no longer serving them and are 586 00:34:56,440 --> 00:35:00,400 taking advantage of them in the same way that like, we've been 587 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:03,200 trained to take advantage of other people. 588 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:07,840 Which is just like just the strangest fucking concept to me. 589 00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:11,480 That company actually ended up getting a class action lawsuit 590 00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:14,840 against them because some people like put one together and they 591 00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:17,920 ended up getting in big trouble and like had to rebrand and 592 00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:20,120 stuff. So I do believe like being 593 00:35:20,120 --> 00:35:23,800 right, being at the right place at the right time is key. 594 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,480 Knowing the right people is key, but just doing the right thing 595 00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:31,960 when no one is looking is major key because you can't just 596 00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:35,600 create opportunity. But if you are pure hearted and 597 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:38,800 you have pure intentions, the universe creates opportunity for 598 00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,560 you. And I think that so often we 599 00:35:41,560 --> 00:35:45,880 settle in spaces because other people around us are comfortable 600 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:48,840 in those spaces. Like, well, my parents always 601 00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:51,600 have lived here, so you know, I must stay here. 602 00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:55,520 Or well, I grew up in a trailer, so you know, I'm fine staying in 603 00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:59,200 a trailer or whatever, like never wanting more because the 604 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:03,240 space that you've been put into is comfort. 605 00:36:03,240 --> 00:36:06,320 Like you've created comfort there, even though that's not 606 00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:10,160 your final destination. Some people are willing to stay 607 00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:12,640 there or like settle in that energy. 608 00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:17,600 And the universe is constantly like trying to help you course 609 00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:21,640 correct, whether they're like derailing your plans or, you 610 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:23,720 know, nail in the tire kind of energy. 611 00:36:23,720 --> 00:36:26,840 But it's like the universe will keep blocking things that don't 612 00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:29,880 serve you. It's us that keep pushing and 613 00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:33,280 pulling and touching the fire. Pretending like it's not burning 614 00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:35,120 you is the reason we're getting hurt. 615 00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:37,560 You know, the universe isn't punishing people. 616 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:41,720 It's our daily actions and choices that lead us down 617 00:36:41,720 --> 00:36:46,240 whichever path. And you know, some people are 618 00:36:46,240 --> 00:36:48,360 willing to bat an eye when it benefits them. 619 00:36:48,360 --> 00:36:51,240 So you got to remember that. They got to remember, you know, 620 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:55,360 read the room and some people want to see you down. 621 00:36:56,760 --> 00:37:01,240 Something I've been saying to myself privately and publicly is 622 00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:03,440 I thrive outside of my comfort zone. 623 00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:08,120 And that is something that I, I have been repeating to myself. 624 00:37:08,120 --> 00:37:10,520 I've been putting it into videos, I've been speaking it 625 00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:13,120 into the universe. I include that in my 626 00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:19,680 affirmations because you don't grow and do more inside of your 627 00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:27,320 comfort zone. You need to remove yourself from 628 00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:31,600 the areas where you are. We talk about having stagnant 629 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:34,240 energy and sometimes stagnant energy is just because you're 630 00:37:34,240 --> 00:37:36,280 doing the same thing all of the time. 631 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,600 You can't see different directions. 632 00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:43,560 You can't see more opportunity. You can't receive more because 633 00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:48,920 you are hosting along. And we all have like pieces in 634 00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:52,920 our life where we need to coast on where we are in, you know, 635 00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:55,840 jobs that we don't want to be in, but they're paying our bills 636 00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,680 or they're the only opportunity that we have at the moment. 637 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:03,200 But you have to make yourself uncomfortable to remove yourself 638 00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:06,120 from those spaces so that you can have more and so that you 639 00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:10,560 can do more. And there are people who are 640 00:38:10,560 --> 00:38:15,360 completely happy with where they're at because it's more 641 00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:19,080 than what they used to have. And so it must be amazing and it 642 00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:23,480 must be great. But you can always do more and 643 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:26,280 strive for more. And the only way that you're 644 00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:30,560 going to be able to do that is by putting yourselves inside of 645 00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:34,560 the spaces that allow you to grow and allow you to blossom. 646 00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:41,160 And you know, if you are in situations in your life where 647 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:44,240 your abundance does come from taking advantage of other 648 00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:48,200 people, whether it be the sales industry or it or it be, you 649 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,600 know, just you hustling on the street or whatever it is, if 650 00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:55,360 that's the way that you build yourself up, that eventually 651 00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:59,040 comes crashing down. Because whether you believe in 652 00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:03,160 karma or you know, the law of cause and effect or whatever, 653 00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:06,880 you end up getting back the same energy that you put out. 654 00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:11,920 And you know, an example of that too, because I feel like people 655 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:16,280 roll their eyes at that. But like, if you are somebody 656 00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:22,200 who is constantly going out and, you know, feeding people on the 657 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:24,920 street or taking care of people that you're seeing or stopping 658 00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:29,560 and lending a hand or whatever, then a moment happens when your 659 00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:32,120 car breaks down, you're in a bad part of town or whatever. 660 00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:35,800 Those people that you've been taking care of and, and going 661 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:38,480 down and, and assisting and helping, they're going to be the 662 00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:41,960 ones who jump in and help you. So by not judging where other 663 00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:47,280 people are and by giving out that energy and, and what you 664 00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:50,760 have, because you have it and you're able to, it turns around 665 00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:54,440 and it blesses you in ways that you don't expect it to or that 666 00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:57,000 seem really small or unrealistic at the time. 667 00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:02,400 And some people do good things because they want good things to 668 00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:05,320 happen to them. And some people do good things 669 00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:08,640 because this is what my character is and what I feel led 670 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:10,120 to do. And I don't know how this is 671 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:12,080 going to bless me in the future, but it is. 672 00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:14,760 And there's a difference between the two. 673 00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:19,680 And I think that, you know, that's a part of growing and 674 00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:24,800 learning too, is doing things. The right thing because it's 675 00:40:24,800 --> 00:40:27,880 what feels right in your spirit and not because you think that 676 00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:29,640 there's going to be some outcome from it. 677 00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:33,360 Exactly. And I think the universe knows 678 00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:36,800 when you have pure intentions or when you're doing this in hopes 679 00:40:36,800 --> 00:40:41,880 of coming up down the road. You know, I am really big on, I 680 00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:46,320 hate asking people for things. So I like to secure all of my 681 00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:51,160 bases and then when I'm invited or when something like turns to 682 00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:54,240 be in my favor, it's because I was invited, not because I 683 00:40:54,240 --> 00:40:59,280 didn't like, not because I wasn't like prepared. 684 00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:02,320 I guess like that's where I think a lot of people can't 685 00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:05,680 accept blessings because when a blessing arise, they're like, 686 00:41:05,680 --> 00:41:07,720 oh, no, it's fine. It's good. 687 00:41:07,720 --> 00:41:10,080 Someone's like, oh, I'm going to cover your dinner or oh, I'm 688 00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:13,000 going to fill up your gas tank. And people's first bet is 689 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:14,440 normally like, oh, no, it's fine. 690 00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:17,400 Oh, no, oh, don't do that, You know, don't do that. 691 00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:22,280 But for me, like I try to give freely and later receive as 692 00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:25,080 well, you know, like you know, you've seen it. 693 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,880 So the reason that I'm, the reason I'm laughing about it is 694 00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:32,360 because I'm just thinking about when we went to Utah together 695 00:41:32,800 --> 00:41:36,360 and I would like to make your plate or whatever if I was 696 00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:39,000 making food. And he would absolutely be like, 697 00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:41,560 oh, yeah, I'll take that. Absolutely. 698 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:44,440 Like, make my plate, mommy, Like, yeah, make my food. 699 00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:47,320 Like it's totally fine. And then we had somebody who the 700 00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,920 whole time was like, no, I don't want you doing that. 701 00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:52,160 No, it's OK. No, I'll do it myself. 702 00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:55,960 And then was mad because you had openly received. 703 00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:58,120 And it was that like, I was pampering you. 704 00:41:58,480 --> 00:42:01,600 But like, baby, you had the opportunity to be pampered too. 705 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:04,280 And you are in your receiving energy. 706 00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:07,880 And so instead you got jealous instead of being open to 707 00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:12,760 receiving that. And that's just something so 708 00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:14,520 funny. You absolutely are open to 709 00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:20,200 receiving and you have perfected the art of just being able to 710 00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:23,480 sit back and if somebody wants to take care of you or whatever, 711 00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:26,720 you're like absolutely. But the side part of that is 712 00:42:26,720 --> 00:42:31,280 that you're 1000% the same way, just in your own way. 713 00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:34,160 Like, maybe you're not like making my plate and doing 714 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:39,680 different things, but you give in so many other ways and 715 00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:45,040 encourage other people to just like, receive whatever blessings 716 00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:51,160 are being given to them. But I don't think that maybe you 717 00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:54,320 get enough like recognition and praise for that because it's not 718 00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:59,720 like a physical thing. Like whereas I might like make a 719 00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:02,360 plate of food or whatever and be like here, like I'm going to 720 00:43:02,360 --> 00:43:04,960 feed you. I feel like you'll sit on the 721 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:08,720 phone and, and you'll talk and listen to me for like a fucking 722 00:43:08,720 --> 00:43:12,840 hour and a half about some crazy shit and not expect anything in 723 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:15,240 return. And, and never throw in my face 724 00:43:15,240 --> 00:43:17,840 the fact that like, well, you sat there and listened, but I 725 00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:20,240 can't answer the phone right now while you're calling me. 726 00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:26,200 Like there's nothing that has ever like put back on me because 727 00:43:26,200 --> 00:43:29,680 you've held space. And that's something very rare 728 00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,840 to have in other people. Usually people are listening 729 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:37,920 just because they're wanting you to do that same thing for them 730 00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:39,360 in the future, if that makes sense. 731 00:43:39,360 --> 00:43:44,480 So you provide so many different things and receive and give in 732 00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:49,080 so many different ways. You know, I literally and like 733 00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:52,240 really big on like wanting to do something because I want to do 734 00:43:52,240 --> 00:43:55,440 it, not because it's expected. If I want to do something, if I 735 00:43:55,440 --> 00:43:59,840 want to invite you or give you a, an invite to something or, or 736 00:43:59,840 --> 00:44:02,560 bring you somewhere, or it's because I genuinely want you 737 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,320 there. And if I'm willing to pay for 738 00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:06,720 you to be there, like I really want you to come. 739 00:44:06,720 --> 00:44:10,440 And I'm not doing that because I want you to pay me back or feel 740 00:44:10,440 --> 00:44:12,720 like you owe me something. So I think a lot of people, 741 00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:16,640 especially friends that I've had, have had a difficult time, 742 00:44:16,880 --> 00:44:22,080 like receiving any good things coming their way, whether it's 743 00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:24,960 hey, I got an extra ticket or hey, I bought you this or hey, 744 00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:28,720 do you want to go to dinner. So many people are quick to 745 00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:30,760 block a blessing. Like very. 746 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:36,360 So many people don't say thank you for the blessing that you 747 00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:41,960 give them and they, you know, and, and you can even say like, 748 00:44:42,240 --> 00:44:45,640 I feel like I, I did these things genuinely because I just 749 00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:48,160 want to do it, but I feel like you don't appreciate or 750 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:50,000 acknowledge that I did these things. 751 00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:54,280 And so I feel like that's really the difference between being 752 00:44:54,280 --> 00:44:58,040 somebody who is open to receiving a blessing and being 753 00:44:58,040 --> 00:45:01,800 somebody who takes advantage of a blessing and takes advantage 754 00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:03,680 of people who are willing to give a blessing. 755 00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:07,040 Because all day, every day, you can open up your home, your 756 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:10,200 space, your kitchen, your energy, whatever anybody needs. 757 00:45:10,480 --> 00:45:14,480 But if you're not being told that that's appreciated and 758 00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:17,160 having some type of an acknowledgement and a 759 00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:21,480 validation, then it really does feel like just being taken 760 00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:25,320 advantage of. And so many friendships and 761 00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:29,320 relationships have a fallout because somebody is so freely 762 00:45:29,320 --> 00:45:32,440 giving just because they feel like that's what they want to do 763 00:45:32,440 --> 00:45:35,320 in the right thing. And when you don't receive any 764 00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:39,320 gratitude for that in any form, then it's like, well, you just 765 00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:41,280 took advantage. So yeah, I did that with no 766 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:46,040 expectation, but like I did expect some some type of energy 767 00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:48,440 reciprocation or thank you at the end of the day. 768 00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:51,400 I'm really big on saying thank you. 769 00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:55,000 I feel like just energetic appreciation is so important. 770 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:59,080 And I feel like I'm really big on just like thank you even for 771 00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:02,080 something small. Like even if it's like expected 772 00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:04,040 that you would do that, still thank you. 773 00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:07,840 You know, like I feel like, you know, a lot of people don't 774 00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:11,080 realize, but like choosing to love someone is a choice. 775 00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:13,720 Choosing to be with someone, choosing to support someone, all 776 00:46:13,720 --> 00:46:17,120 of those things are choices, but you have to also give that same 777 00:46:17,120 --> 00:46:20,120 love and appreciation to your yourself or you're always going 778 00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:25,040 to be feeling left out or left behind or left, you know, jaded 779 00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:28,400 at the end of the day because you cannot get all of your 780 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:32,480 fulfillment or satisfaction from giving to others without giving 781 00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:34,640 to yourself. And that's where I see a lot of 782 00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:37,920 people lose their identity and their relationships or with 783 00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:41,960 their children or in their job because they're so used to just 784 00:46:41,960 --> 00:46:45,080 giving and giving and giving and leaving nothing for themselves. 785 00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:48,480 Whereas to the outside looking in, some people may think that 786 00:46:48,480 --> 00:46:51,440 I'm a little selfish or, you know, like I know some people 787 00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:54,320 are like, wow, so you just do whatever you want all the time 788 00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:57,040 or you, you know, you don't listen to anyone or whatever it 789 00:46:57,040 --> 00:46:58,680 may be. And like I this. 790 00:46:58,680 --> 00:47:00,960 Says that to you. People say that. 791 00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:02,280 People. People. 792 00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:07,360 Fuck them up. People say that, but I mean, I'm 793 00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:09,320 not saying they're calling me selfish, but I'm saying the 794 00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:11,720 perception of when someone really loves and takes care of 795 00:47:11,720 --> 00:47:15,480 themselves is sometimes people don't can see that as being 796 00:47:15,480 --> 00:47:17,960 selfish. Like oh, you're going to put 797 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:20,000 your needs before my needs? Selfish. 798 00:47:20,240 --> 00:47:23,040 Oh, you love yourself selfish. Oh, you're posting cute pics of 799 00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:26,120 yourself? Selfish, you know, or self 800 00:47:26,120 --> 00:47:32,120 absorbed even as well. That's such an interesting 801 00:47:32,120 --> 00:47:36,000 perspective. So like, I've had conversations 802 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:39,440 behind the scenes where people have, you know, talked about how 803 00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:42,840 different that you and I are because, you know, I have 804 00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:46,120 different responsibilities than you do with, like, being a 805 00:47:46,120 --> 00:47:52,440 parent, being whatever. And I have always been like, 806 00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:55,760 yeah, But she's like, she's like free to like do whatever the 807 00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:59,120 fuck she wants to do. Like we we have the same like 808 00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:02,480 morals and the same grounded groundedness. 809 00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:03,800 Is that a word? Groundedness? 810 00:48:04,240 --> 00:48:06,520 I think that I'm going to say the fucking word and like 811 00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:11,320 groundedness inside of things. But I have never thought that 812 00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:18,120 you being yourself and being flamboyant with your personality 813 00:48:18,120 --> 00:48:21,360 or putting yourself out there or going on trips or whatever is 814 00:48:21,360 --> 00:48:25,360 somehow you thinking that you're better than anybody or being 815 00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:28,640 irresponsible or being selfish or anything else. 816 00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:32,680 And I think that at the end of the day, if somebody thinks 817 00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:36,760 those things about you with what you do, if, if genuinely, if 818 00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:40,040 somebody sees you post a picture of yourself or go on a trip and 819 00:48:40,040 --> 00:48:44,560 just thinks, Oh my gosh, she's so selfish because she's always 820 00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:46,520 going on trips or posting about herself. 821 00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:49,280 I, I think that that really comes down to a jealousy of the 822 00:48:49,280 --> 00:48:53,000 fact that they're not going on trips and that they don't have 823 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:58,000 the confidence to be posting themselves or minding their own 824 00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:01,800 fucking business. And at the end of the day, any 825 00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:08,360 like these hands can go to anybody and I don't know why it 826 00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:10,680 triggers my fucking spirit. And I've always talked about it. 827 00:49:10,680 --> 00:49:15,760 But when people say negative things about you and how you 828 00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:19,040 show yourself and express yourself, it makes me so 829 00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:22,080 genuinely angry. Because I feel like it is people 830 00:49:22,080 --> 00:49:26,760 who are fucking insecure and who do not know about themselves and 831 00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:31,560 who think, Oh my goodness, a a confident woman is going to put 832 00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:35,080 pictures of themselves out or going to do, you know, whatever. 833 00:49:35,440 --> 00:49:38,960 Imagine the fucking uproar if you started popping your pussy 834 00:49:38,960 --> 00:49:42,840 on Only fans. Could you imagine how angry some 835 00:49:42,840 --> 00:49:44,520 people would be angry. Some people would be 836 00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,720 subscribing. Some people would be angry and 837 00:49:46,720 --> 00:49:52,000 subscribing and I just, I wait for the fucking day when you 838 00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:53,560 decide that that's your life path. 839 00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:58,360 Because I think that even if you just did an OS and you showed 840 00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:02,120 pictures inside of your home or of your car, somebody would have 841 00:50:02,200 --> 00:50:07,280 so much shit to talk about it. I think that the best way to 842 00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:12,160 describe the world right now is the people who are at the top 843 00:50:12,160 --> 00:50:14,560 are collaborating. We've talked about that before. 844 00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:19,320 People are at the bottom are just self medicating somewhere 845 00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:23,200 with drugs and alcohol or food or, or some type of addiction 846 00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:25,880 porn, it doesn't matter. And then the people in the 847 00:50:25,880 --> 00:50:32,040 middle are like stuck between like, what do I do and what what 848 00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:33,920 don't I want to do? Like, you know, like it's like, 849 00:50:33,920 --> 00:50:35,560 which way are you going to go? Are you going to go up? 850 00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:37,560 Are you going to stay the same? Are you going to go down? 851 00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:39,840 You know, I just think that everyone's got to make the 852 00:50:39,840 --> 00:50:43,000 decision to make the changes they want to make. 853 00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:45,840 Maybe I don't like the way I look or I don't like the way I 854 00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:47,400 dress. I want to have a makeover. 855 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:50,640 I want to, you know, get tattooed or change my hair or 856 00:50:50,640 --> 00:50:52,520 whatever. It's like, you've got to make 857 00:50:52,520 --> 00:50:55,800 that decision. Like I've been feeling a change 858 00:50:55,800 --> 00:50:58,800 of like, I need a new tattoo. I need something like, I need 859 00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:00,920 something that's going to change me like quick. 860 00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:06,000 And I think that, like, I go in those waves of like, preserving 861 00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:09,080 who I am and like appreciating who I am and then wanting to 862 00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:11,080 change and expand who I am as well. 863 00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:13,320 But I don't know. I think that the Internet, 864 00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:17,640 especially confident women on the Internet, trigger insecure 865 00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:22,000 men. Oh, it triggers insecure women 866 00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:24,480 too. It it triggers people who want 867 00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:27,920 competition. And also Speaking of that, like 868 00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:32,040 collaboration energy, there's a difference between wanting to 869 00:51:32,040 --> 00:51:35,160 collaborate with somebody and wanting somebody to use their 870 00:51:35,160 --> 00:51:39,320 platform for you so that you can gain something off of it. 871 00:51:39,680 --> 00:51:42,960 And I feel like you and I have both experienced that. 872 00:51:42,960 --> 00:51:45,400 We've experienced it privately. We've experienced it on the 873 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:48,680 podcast where it's people who don't actually like us, but 874 00:51:48,680 --> 00:51:51,440 think that there's something that we as a unit are going to 875 00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:54,600 be offering to them and that they don't have to put anything 876 00:51:54,600 --> 00:51:57,280 into it. But I, but I specifically think 877 00:51:57,280 --> 00:52:01,600 about it and I know we mentioned her a lot, but because I saw 878 00:52:01,600 --> 00:52:06,840 somebody posting something about Bunny's podcast and about like, 879 00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:09,880 well, I'm here doing this and she's not putting me on her 880 00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:12,760 platform and whatever. And like I would be great for 881 00:52:12,760 --> 00:52:15,560 her brand. And I, it was a TikTok video and 882 00:52:15,560 --> 00:52:18,240 I scrolled past. I actually blocked the person. 883 00:52:18,240 --> 00:52:20,320 I've never seen them before in my life, but I never care to 884 00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:24,040 again. But I saw that and I was just 885 00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:28,200 like, damn, there's so many people out here who like would 886 00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:32,840 love to be on that just to be able to have a conversation with 887 00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:34,880 her, whether it be on the podcast or not. 888 00:52:34,880 --> 00:52:37,920 Because they recognize her energy and they want to have a 889 00:52:37,920 --> 00:52:40,960 collaboration with just like that energetic exchange. 890 00:52:41,280 --> 00:52:45,960 And then you have people who just want to be put somewhere 891 00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:49,120 and believe that they deserve this and they'll shit talk to 892 00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:54,880 you because you haven't given this to them and feel completely 893 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:56,920 validated in that enough that they will. 894 00:52:57,560 --> 00:53:00,640 They will record the video, they'll rewatch the video, 895 00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:03,160 they'll edit the video, and then they'll post the video. 896 00:53:03,560 --> 00:53:07,240 And you have to be so firm in your fucking audacity and 897 00:53:07,240 --> 00:53:11,800 entitlement for that. And I, I just don't understand 898 00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:14,520 that energy. I literally say that like 899 00:53:14,520 --> 00:53:17,480 Audacity is probably the only thing that they're giving out 900 00:53:17,480 --> 00:53:21,240 for free these days because everybody seems to have stocked 901 00:53:21,240 --> 00:53:24,440 the fuck up on it. So I know it's got to be free. 902 00:53:24,800 --> 00:53:28,440 And it's just the audacity to think that someone who has built 903 00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:31,960 their brand from the ground fucking up owes you anything. 904 00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:36,640 Whether they are a multi $1,000,000 platform or a 905 00:53:36,760 --> 00:53:39,920 freaking $2.00 platform, if they built the platform from 906 00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:43,080 themselves, there is no way in hell that you're coming up up 907 00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:45,160 and taking this microphone and making it about you. 908 00:53:45,240 --> 00:53:48,360 You know what I mean? But like, I see that a lot, 909 00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:52,680 especially from bigger people. I feel like when bigger people 910 00:53:52,680 --> 00:53:56,040 started to come on to Bunny's podcast, I started to see the 911 00:53:56,040 --> 00:54:01,360 claws come out of like, this can help you, I'm helping you. 912 00:54:01,480 --> 00:54:05,400 I have more followers than you or I'm doing this for you kind 913 00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:09,600 of thing, you know, and that's happened to us, which I'm just 914 00:54:09,600 --> 00:54:14,560 going to say, I love women supporting women, but there are 915 00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:19,040 so many people who just want to be included because they think 916 00:54:19,040 --> 00:54:23,320 it's going to benefit them, but they have no regard to helping 917 00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:28,320 or benefiting you at all. No regard to anything about you 918 00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:31,360 or your platform. They didn't do any research into 919 00:54:31,360 --> 00:54:33,000 your platform. And this is not just us 920 00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:35,200 personally. This is like a broad statement 921 00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:38,480 that like, be careful who you collaborate with, even the 922 00:54:38,480 --> 00:54:41,640 people who are like content creators only because they want 923 00:54:41,640 --> 00:54:44,760 to make, you know, sexy time perfect. 924 00:54:44,760 --> 00:54:48,160 But be careful who you connect with because herpes is forever. 925 00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:51,240 Like this shit's real out here. It doesn't matter which way 926 00:54:51,240 --> 00:54:53,680 you're connecting. These people want to use and 927 00:54:53,680 --> 00:54:56,200 manipulate you probably 95% of the time. 928 00:54:56,440 --> 00:54:59,080 So you got to find those 5% of the people that are going to 929 00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:02,880 actually ride and support you. And it's few and far in between, 930 00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:05,520 you know? Speaking of Bunny, she was so 931 00:55:05,520 --> 00:55:08,480 gracious enough to give these free meet and greets for the 932 00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:11,240 Patreon. But I've seen so many TikTok 933 00:55:11,240 --> 00:55:14,360 videos where people are acting like 5 year old children at 934 00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:20,880 these meet and greets like acting very, very fake and just 935 00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:23,880 acting as if they are being owed something rather than they are 936 00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:27,680 being being granted this gift. And that's the one thing that I 937 00:55:27,680 --> 00:55:30,880 want to say is if something comes your way and you don't see 938 00:55:30,880 --> 00:55:33,920 it as a gift, you will be starved of blessings. 939 00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:36,760 Like you need to see that whether it's a front row parking 940 00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:42,040 spot gift or if it's all my bills are paid gift or if it's 941 00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:45,280 just my kids went to school and came home today gift. 942 00:55:45,360 --> 00:55:47,360 Everything is a gift. And when people start seeing 943 00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:49,800 that, they will shift their perception. 944 00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:53,760 And buddy even gave you 2 minutes of her time gift, let 945 00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:56,960 alone her give you her platform and, and and those types of 946 00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:58,800 things. And that's why, you know, I'll 947 00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:03,760 forever be grateful for her because she, I know, is a true 948 00:56:03,760 --> 00:56:06,080 person. Despite how the Internet wants 949 00:56:06,080 --> 00:56:09,680 to paint her, she is real to herself and real to her brand. 950 00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:12,800 The same thing that she said. I don't want to just advertise 951 00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:15,280 any type of product. If I don't actually like the 952 00:56:15,280 --> 00:56:18,040 product, I won't advertise it, sorry. 953 00:56:19,480 --> 00:56:25,640 Yeah, and I, you know, she had posted on her, her Patreon 954 00:56:25,640 --> 00:56:31,320 recently about she wasn't going to be able to go to a couple of 955 00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:33,840 the meet and greets on tour. Like she wasn't going to be able 956 00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:34,960 to be there for a couple of dates. 957 00:56:34,960 --> 00:56:38,400 And she's like, I'm really sorry this huge opportunity came to 958 00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:40,280 me. I'm, I'm really trying to get 959 00:56:40,280 --> 00:56:45,600 myself into like the TV industry and this huge opportunity passed 960 00:56:45,600 --> 00:56:47,600 up that like I cannot miss out on. 961 00:56:48,360 --> 00:56:51,120 And I saw TikTok videos and comments on her Patreon of 962 00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:55,040 people like complaining about it and like, you know, that she's 963 00:56:55,040 --> 00:56:58,200 doing some disservice and that they've supported her and she's 964 00:56:58,200 --> 00:57:00,360 just, you know, leaving them to rot. 965 00:57:00,680 --> 00:57:06,400 And if you have truly supported her or somebody else, and you're 966 00:57:06,400 --> 00:57:09,200 there because you love them and not because you just think that 967 00:57:09,200 --> 00:57:12,600 you're owed something, you would be so fucking excited for that 968 00:57:12,600 --> 00:57:15,960 person that they're getting this opportunity that they fucking 969 00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:17,840 work for. You would be so excited for 970 00:57:17,840 --> 00:57:21,640 Bunny that she went from being an escort and literally having 971 00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:25,080 to do things that she didn't want to do in order to survive, 972 00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:28,680 to now building all of this for herself and being given these 973 00:57:28,680 --> 00:57:32,880 fucking opportunities and expecting nothing back except 974 00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:35,680 for you to understand that she can't make it to a show. 975 00:57:36,680 --> 00:57:43,680 And the thing about that is, she always respectfully tells people 976 00:57:43,680 --> 00:57:48,560 to fuck off in the most respectful way of if the only 977 00:57:48,560 --> 00:57:51,160 reason you joined my Patreon was because you thought you were 978 00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:53,880 going to get to meet me for free, then fuck you, I don't 979 00:57:53,880 --> 00:57:57,080 want you here. Bye TTYL. 980 00:57:57,160 --> 00:58:00,160 And I thought that was so classy because at the end of the day I 981 00:58:00,160 --> 00:58:03,320 felt that in my soul. For one, she could sell you a 982 00:58:03,320 --> 00:58:06,760 meet and greet at $200.00 and you would pay that flat rate 983 00:58:06,760 --> 00:58:09,480 across the board. The meet and greets if you paid 984 00:58:09,480 --> 00:58:13,320 annually was less than $200.00 and you got a year worth of 985 00:58:13,320 --> 00:58:16,160 content and the backlog of content. 986 00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:19,320 So it's like don't even come for the queen when she's already set 987 00:58:19,320 --> 00:58:21,720 you up to succeed. She's already set you up in 988 00:58:21,720 --> 00:58:25,400 little chat rooms and groups and you're making friends and y'all 989 00:58:25,400 --> 00:58:27,440 are having a good time. And then now she's the problem 990 00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:31,120 because she's going to grow and put herself in in her career 991 00:58:31,720 --> 00:58:34,280 first. It's so selfish. 992 00:58:34,320 --> 00:58:35,640 And I think that's with anything. 993 00:58:35,640 --> 00:58:38,840 If your friend, your family, your partner has an opportunity, 994 00:58:38,960 --> 00:58:44,680 whether it's to, you know, go to the moon or the most amazing 995 00:58:44,680 --> 00:58:48,920 opportunity in in their career that they've ever seen, support 996 00:58:48,920 --> 00:58:51,320 them, like support them, encourage them. 997 00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:54,240 Don't weigh out all the ways it's going to affect you where 998 00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:56,640 you're going to work more. Oh, now you got to travel more. 999 00:58:56,640 --> 00:58:59,160 Oh, now you're not going to be home on my birthday. 1000 00:58:59,440 --> 00:59:03,080 You know, one time I had to go on a work trip on ex boyfriend's 1001 00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:05,760 birthday. And at work trips, you do the 1002 00:59:05,760 --> 00:59:09,640 meetings and then in the evening work pays for you to have fun 1003 00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:12,320 basically because they know you're there. 1004 00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:15,560 You're stuck there. We all as a team building unit 1005 00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:19,160 went bowling. My Co worker was a male. 1006 00:59:19,160 --> 00:59:22,520 It was the only Co worker I had at the seminar. 1007 00:59:22,680 --> 00:59:27,560 It's the only person I knew. And my ex was so furious that we 1008 00:59:27,560 --> 00:59:33,200 went bowling with a bunch of like just other other people at 1009 00:59:33,200 --> 00:59:36,240 this workshop. It wasn't anyone special because 1010 00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:40,200 it was his birthday. I mean was fired up over it and 1011 00:59:40,200 --> 00:59:42,800 I was literally at the local bowling alley and some small 1012 00:59:42,800 --> 00:59:45,640 town in Illinois stuck at a hotel with. 1013 00:59:45,760 --> 00:59:49,120 Wearing some dirty ass clown shoes with your fingers and some 1014 00:59:49,120 --> 00:59:52,720 dirty bowling ball and he's like, why aren't you here? 1015 00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:55,880 You know, it's just like one of those things where it's like 1016 00:59:55,960 --> 01:00:00,440 people will take your success or your opportunities as a personal 1017 01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:05,200 attack against them. That's all the line. 1018 01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:11,040 I tell you a fun fact, I have been subscribed to Bunny's top 1019 01:00:11,040 --> 01:00:17,720 tiers of her Patreon for I don't know since she had Patreon. 1020 01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:22,680 Even if I'm not watching any of the fucking podcast episodes 1021 01:00:22,680 --> 01:00:24,800 because I'm not interested in any of the guests. 1022 01:00:25,040 --> 01:00:28,120 Simply to give back to her for the fact that I wouldn't know 1023 01:00:28,120 --> 01:00:32,240 you or have this podcast if it hadn't been for her. 1024 01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:36,000 Just out of an appreciation and a support to somebody for 1025 01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:40,720 influencing the energy inside of my life without even meaning to, 1026 01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:45,680 and for just having like authenticity and being a genuine 1027 01:00:45,680 --> 01:00:49,920 person. So the concept to me that people 1028 01:00:51,440 --> 01:00:56,920 put themselves inside of things and inside of areas simply to 1029 01:00:57,120 --> 01:01:01,680 absorb whatever fucking healing energy or energy or whatever it 1030 01:01:01,680 --> 01:01:04,400 is that they can in the hopes that they're going to get 1031 01:01:04,400 --> 01:01:08,600 recognition or get something out of it is just, it's the weirdest 1032 01:01:08,600 --> 01:01:14,880 fucking concept to me. And maybe like you and I are 1033 01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:17,560 just very loyal people about things. 1034 01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:20,560 And if we ride for people or we love people or we have an 1035 01:01:20,560 --> 01:01:24,960 appreciation for people, we pour ourselves into that, whether it 1036 01:01:24,960 --> 01:01:29,600 be on a collaboration aspect or a supporting somebody else or 1037 01:01:29,600 --> 01:01:32,160 you and I have booked readings with people that like, we don't 1038 01:01:32,160 --> 01:01:34,480 necessarily even really want a reading from. 1039 01:01:34,480 --> 01:01:38,320 We just want to support you and like your gift and your business 1040 01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:42,280 and what I'm not, but like not that like, you know, they're a 1041 01:01:42,280 --> 01:01:44,360 negative person. So we don't want a reading, but 1042 01:01:44,360 --> 01:01:46,800 just like sometimes like we're not even looking for that 1043 01:01:46,800 --> 01:01:48,560 guidance. We just are like, I fucking 1044 01:01:48,560 --> 01:01:53,120 believe in you. Here's this and you and I, I 1045 01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:55,600 don't think people even realize that, Like you and I, if we're 1046 01:01:55,600 --> 01:01:59,080 gonna like get readings and time from each other, we pay each 1047 01:01:59,080 --> 01:02:01,160 other for that. We don't just go, oh, you're my 1048 01:02:01,160 --> 01:02:02,680 friend. Can you go and pull some cards? 1049 01:02:02,680 --> 01:02:04,480 Like, no, I book a reading with you. 1050 01:02:04,480 --> 01:02:07,120 If I want an e-mail reading from you or if I want a session with 1051 01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:08,800 you, you're on Patreon. You know what I mean? 1052 01:02:08,800 --> 01:02:11,200 Like, there's, there's just different fucking things. 1053 01:02:11,200 --> 01:02:16,160 And giving people appreciation for the energy that they're 1054 01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:19,960 exuding and that you are receiving is so important. 1055 01:02:21,080 --> 01:02:24,760 I think just reciprocation in all ways will have you feeling 1056 01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:28,040 so rejuvenated. If you're feeling tired or 1057 01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:31,720 drained or angry, irritable, all of those things, Look at where 1058 01:02:31,720 --> 01:02:35,120 you have loosens, where you're over giving, you're 1059 01:02:35,120 --> 01:02:37,360 overextending. And I know some people have 1060 01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:39,720 children, so I know that takes a toll. 1061 01:02:39,720 --> 01:02:41,640 But like, let's look at the family members. 1062 01:02:41,640 --> 01:02:45,200 Let's look at the people around you that expect you to host the 1063 01:02:45,200 --> 01:02:49,600 party because you have a pool, or expect you to drive because 1064 01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:52,160 you have an SUV. I used to always say that I 1065 01:02:52,160 --> 01:02:57,200 loved A2 door car because no one ever asks me to drive anywhere 1066 01:02:58,080 --> 01:02:59,520 ever. Period. 1067 01:03:00,440 --> 01:03:03,000 Period. So you know, I just feel like 1068 01:03:03,000 --> 01:03:07,280 read the room when it comes to why am I allowing this to 1069 01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:09,560 happen? Why am I allowing people to 1070 01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:12,760 drain me and leave nothing left for myself? 1071 01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:18,080 Is my worth dependent on other people to tell me about myself? 1072 01:03:18,360 --> 01:03:19,560 Thank you so much for doing that. 1073 01:03:19,560 --> 01:03:22,280 Or that's so great. Or do you see how great you are 1074 01:03:22,280 --> 01:03:24,720 without that external validation? 1075 01:03:24,960 --> 01:03:28,120 And I think that's important, especially in any arena, 1076 01:03:28,120 --> 01:03:31,520 especially the Internet, to realize that this is just 1077 01:03:31,520 --> 01:03:38,000 someone else's best highlights. And your low moments are not 1078 01:03:38,000 --> 01:03:42,680 being documented either. So see that there is a flow. 1079 01:03:42,880 --> 01:03:44,920 You know, you're not going to be up forever, but you're not going 1080 01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:47,560 to be down forever either. So, you know, finding that 1081 01:03:47,560 --> 01:03:52,480 balance. Do you want to? 1082 01:03:53,200 --> 01:03:54,640 Pull a card, pull a human. Yeah. 1083 01:03:58,920 --> 01:04:01,880 Also while I shuffle this card just. 1084 01:04:03,040 --> 01:04:06,920 OK, just to touch on the fact that I literally left my whole 1085 01:04:06,920 --> 01:04:12,200 ass fucking job and I'm out here raw jogging in these streets 1086 01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:16,640 because remove yourself from situations where your energy is 1087 01:04:16,640 --> 01:04:20,280 not appreciated. And I just felt like although 1088 01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:27,040 the money was great or and I was getting benefit from it, I felt 1089 01:04:27,040 --> 01:04:32,800 like I was constantly being asked to do more than I was 1090 01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:37,640 being appreciated for. And that anytime that I gave 1091 01:04:37,640 --> 01:04:41,520 more, it was expected that I would add more on top of that to 1092 01:04:41,520 --> 01:04:46,480 the point that it didn't. I just felt so stressed to make 1093 01:04:46,480 --> 01:04:49,960 things happen for other people, for it to be not appreciated 1094 01:04:49,960 --> 01:04:51,680 that I removed myself from the space. 1095 01:04:51,680 --> 01:04:55,400 So with that being said, the things that we talk about on 1096 01:04:55,400 --> 01:04:58,440 this podcast inside of our space, the advice that you get 1097 01:04:58,440 --> 01:05:03,480 during readings, we take that own and I take that own advice 1098 01:05:03,480 --> 01:05:05,440 and apply it to our fucking lives. 1099 01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:09,600 And it's not just something that gets just regurgitated to you. 1100 01:05:09,640 --> 01:05:11,720 And we're like, don't know how it's going to work out for you, 1101 01:05:11,720 --> 01:05:14,400 but like do this and like, leave it squandering. 1102 01:05:14,400 --> 01:05:19,120 Like that's real shit. And we remove ourselves from 1103 01:05:19,120 --> 01:05:23,120 situations that don't serve us, regardless of if it's jobs or 1104 01:05:23,120 --> 01:05:26,160 relationships or environments or friendships all the fucking 1105 01:05:26,160 --> 01:05:30,280 time. And you got card 47 for the 1106 01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:36,200 chameleon, the Sinus Virgo. This would be Paige's second 1107 01:05:36,280 --> 01:05:39,880 Virgo card of the day. This actually is the number 1108 01:05:39,880 --> 01:05:45,000 1147. The gift is versatility and your 1109 01:05:45,000 --> 01:05:49,200 shadow is bondage. At the higher frequencies of 1110 01:05:49,200 --> 01:05:53,240 this gift, your fears lose their devilish grins and you see them 1111 01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:57,760 for what they are, symbols. Every symbol in your reality has 1112 01:05:57,760 --> 01:06:01,440 an underlying meaning, and with every meaning a message. 1113 01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:05,920 It is your mission to decipher the writings on your walls. 1114 01:06:06,440 --> 01:06:10,280 From here you gain access to all of life's mysteries. 1115 01:06:10,880 --> 01:06:14,480 You release yourself from the handcuffs of self-imposed 1116 01:06:14,480 --> 01:06:20,800 limitation, a fixed identity, a label, a career path, an image. 1117 01:06:21,160 --> 01:06:25,280 You are no thing and no one. You are everything. 1118 01:06:25,560 --> 01:06:30,760 The sunset and the chameleon, the collective unconscious slips 1119 01:06:30,760 --> 01:06:35,000 into each individuated experience, coloring aspects of 1120 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:38,360 your lifetime in such a way that reflects our greatest and 1121 01:06:38,360 --> 01:06:41,640 deepest fears. As unique beings within the 1122 01:06:41,640 --> 01:06:45,800 larger whole, we each grapple with our own distinct, prominent 1123 01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:49,960 shadows, and the more that we attempt to deny or repress them, 1124 01:06:50,280 --> 01:06:52,680 the more they loom in our peripheral. 1125 01:06:53,200 --> 01:06:56,880 What occurs in your outer world is an extension of your inner 1126 01:06:56,880 --> 01:06:59,360 landscape. What demons are you holding 1127 01:06:59,360 --> 01:07:02,840 hostage? Witness them, hold the chains 1128 01:07:02,840 --> 01:07:06,160 and set your devils free. Making peace with your 1129 01:07:06,160 --> 01:07:10,200 humanness, complete with its afflictions and darkness, is the 1130 01:07:10,280 --> 01:07:14,520 only route to salvation. Your themes are spaciousness, 1131 01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:20,680 fluidity, dynamism, and symbols. Beautiful. 1132 01:07:21,800 --> 01:07:26,080 I love the Pamilion because chameleons like can blend and 1133 01:07:26,080 --> 01:07:29,440 like really just like become one with their environment. 1134 01:07:29,440 --> 01:07:33,000 And I think that's important is like to know the environment 1135 01:07:33,000 --> 01:07:36,480 that you're in, whether it's going to foster your growth or 1136 01:07:36,480 --> 01:07:39,480 stutter. Growth is such a dynamic that 1137 01:07:39,480 --> 01:07:44,400 takes self accountability and being real with yourself. 1138 01:07:44,760 --> 01:07:47,840 I know this person isn't good with good for me, but I'm going 1139 01:07:47,840 --> 01:07:50,440 to go live with them and I'm going to go date them. 1140 01:07:51,080 --> 01:07:53,280 You're self sabotaging now. You're the problem. 1141 01:07:53,480 --> 01:07:57,400 You're allowing this or OK, I know this is bad for me. 1142 01:07:57,400 --> 01:07:59,680 I know I shouldn't drink, but I'm just going to go to the bar 1143 01:07:59,680 --> 01:08:03,240 and have one drink and next thing you know you've had 10. 1144 01:08:03,720 --> 01:08:06,920 You know, like knowing how to read the room and which 1145 01:08:06,920 --> 01:08:10,120 environment is best for you is being like the chameleon. 1146 01:08:10,120 --> 01:08:14,400 The chameleon is going to adapt and to allow itself to blend 1147 01:08:14,400 --> 01:08:17,240 with the environment where it can feel safe and protected. 1148 01:08:17,479 --> 01:08:21,319 And I think that's a true message of like, do more of the 1149 01:08:21,319 --> 01:08:24,240 things that bring you joy, that bring you peace and that bring 1150 01:08:24,240 --> 01:08:26,439 you freedom and do less of the other things. 1151 01:08:26,439 --> 01:08:31,240 Then your life just gets better. It just then it just boom boom 1152 01:08:31,240 --> 01:08:34,520 boom better. More better. 1153 01:08:34,960 --> 01:08:36,920 More better. We love you all. 1154 01:08:37,080 --> 01:08:40,399 We'll see you all in Candy Land next time. 1155 01:08:40,800 --> 01:08:46,680 Bye. So she's so sweet. 1156 01:08:46,960 --> 01:08:51,800 Like a lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, lollipop. 1157 01:08:54,840 --> 01:08:58,840 You want to live me Like a lollipop, lollipop, lollipop. 1158 01:09:01,319 --> 01:09:04,880 You want to swallow my spirit and penetrate my aura. 1159 01:09:05,640 --> 01:09:09,160 My consciousness is obvious. We're goddesses full of the 1160 01:09:09,160 --> 01:09:13,080 divine femininity who need masculine energy, energy, 1161 01:09:13,359 --> 01:09:14,800 energy. You want to.