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Welcome back you all to another 
episode of Lick It Like a 

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Lollipop. 
This week we have Ninja, and 

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Ninja has been featured on my 
Patreon and we've collaborated 

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in the past. 
So thank you for coming on to 

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the podcast and how are you 
doing? 

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Doing great. 
Yeah, thanks for having me on, 

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Paige. 
I appreciate it. 

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Doing good. 
You know, just getting ready for

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Apocalypse Summer 2025. 
Yeah, there's a lot going on. 

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There's a lot of tension. 
I try to keep it pretty chill 

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because I just get so easily 
impacted by stress that like it 

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drains me and I'm not good to be
able to do my spiritual purpose 

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if I'm drained. 
Yeah, no, I hear you. 

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It's a good time to be balanced.
It's a good time to just pay 

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attention to your immediate 
surroundings. 

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And like I, I peeked out the, 
you know, I peeked out. 

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I was, I was literally indoors 
all day. 

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I peeked out earlier, you know, 
I heard the birds, I saw the 

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trees swaying, I saw the silvery
blue sky. 

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And I was like, alright, well, 
we're, we're here. 

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We're OK, we're doing alright. 
So you just got to take it one 

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day at a time. 
Yeah, that's how I feel. 

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I think at the end of the day, 
like life is just going to be 

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life. 
And I do believe that like every

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civilization since the beginning
of time has always thought that 

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it was the end of time. 
Oh yeah, it's a, it's most 

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certainly like, it seems like 
it's a cycle or a loop that the 

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collective goes through like 
every hundred years or every 200

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years. 
And you know, if you take a look

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at like Tartarian civilizations,
Atlantis, you know, you'll see 

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that there's a build up and then
a breakdown and then a build up 

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again. 
So this wouldn't be the first 

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time that the human collective 
has been here, and it won't be 

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the last. 
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tension and I feel like that's 
how they keep everyone like in 

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those cycles and then those 
karmic loops is like with that 

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tension. 
Oh yeah, the karma groups are 

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real. 
That's why I like, nowadays, for

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me, I don't even really like to.
I try not to subscribe to the 

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idea of karma. 
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for me to believe that karma is 
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evil in the world that doesn't 
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And it just seems like there's 
so much evil that gets away with

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doing what they do. 
And there's so many good people 

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out there and innocent people 
who don't get justice. 

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It's like it's hard for me to 
believe that there's karma. 

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So I do agree with you. 
I think there is like a like, 

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maybe like a spiritual hierarchy
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karma so we can continue to feed
into the karmic will. 

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Yeah, I could see that. 
I feel like, you know, anything 

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that's revealed to us, like it's
for us to like integrated into 

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our own life. 
Yeah, yeah, everything, all of 

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our experiences here. 
I think the ultimate way to like

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break free is like to completely
not play by the rules when it 

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comes to like that karmic, that 
karmic loop or the OR the system

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that they want us to be a part 
of, you know? 

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Yeah. 
And I think karma in itself, 

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like I think that like not 
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kind of how I look at karma. 
I think it is like a balanced 

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system that like you're going to
pay back in what you've taken 

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from the system or if you're 
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eventually it does come back 
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That's kind of how I feel about 
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Like I don't really know. 
Like, I don't subscribe to like,

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oh, I'm just unlucky and all 
this bad stuff happens to me. 

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Or, you know, I have like, 
limiting beliefs. 

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Like, I've seen people really 
draw in limiting situations from

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their belief systems. 
And I really do think it just 

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boils down to like what you 
believe will happen does 

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manifest in some way. 
Yeah, that's definitely a theory

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that I've kind of meditated on a
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the afterlife. 
And that's like, that's 

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literally a conversation that 
like me and my fiance were 

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having like the other night is 
what if what you believe your 

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afterlife is, is what it is? 
You know, like if you believe in

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heaven and that's you have an 
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it functions and you're, and you
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that that could be that 
afterlife you manifest or, you 

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know, it could very well be 
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You know, there's a book by Mark
Booth called the Secret History 

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of the World. 
And, and he was an honorary 

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member of, I believe it was the 
Knights Templar. 

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So he wasn't in, but he was 
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So he was allowed to disclose 
the information he disclosed. 

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How true it is, I'm not sure, 
but it is a fascinating read. 

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It's called The Secret History 
of the World by Mark Booth. 

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And in that book he kind of 
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was first. 
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matter over mind. 
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You know, was it physics? 
Was it things we can see and you

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know, smell, touch, taste? 
Or was it the thought and his 

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belief of what he learned from 
the circles of people that he 

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was around was that everything 
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And we manifest those things. 
If we subscribe to those 

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thoughts enough, that's what our
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And just like we can create our 
reality based on our thought 

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patterns, we could also manifest
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that as well. 
You know, I like that. 

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Because. 
Introducing new perceptions of 

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the afterlife is, I think, a way
that, like, humans kind of cope 

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with death because we're so 
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some reason. 
And I think a lot of it is like,

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how present can you be in the 
moment to live like a fulfilling

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life so that, you know, your 
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I would think, You know what I 
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Like, I really do think that 
when people are just like, cruel

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in this life that they will be 
punished. 

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But I'm not saying that like, 
they go to a place like that's 

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called hell, you know what I 
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I feel like sometimes on earth 
it can be like heaven or hell. 

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Yeah, at any given moment for 
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And I do believe that everything
that you put out, you come, you 

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get back tenfold. 
And I, I, I feel like that's 

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accurate because before I had my
awakening, I was definitely, I 

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was definitely kind of like an 
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Like, I hate to admit it, I 
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1. 
I think some people are born 

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NPCS and they just die NPCS and 
they're just like a, a number in

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the system. 
But before I had my awakening, I

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did a bunch of dumb shit and 
after, you know, I went down the

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rabbit hole. 
Mushrooms DMT and I'm, I'm not 

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advocating for people to take 
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You can certainly have an 
awakening without 

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hallucinogenics, but for me, 
mushrooms made me very aware of 

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the the bad things I was doing. 
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mean destructive because that 
duality of creation and 

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destruction is always there. 
And it's, it's either you're, 

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you're either choose like you 
said it, it can be heaven or 

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hell at any moment. 
Heaven and hell also creation 

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and destruction, love and hate. 
It's that duality, that yin and 

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that Yang that supports each 
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And mushrooms made me very, very
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destructive patterns in my life.
And I realized I felt a lot of 

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pain for like, what I caused 
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And that made me realize, like, 
what if when you do get to the 

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other side, if you don't find 
the forgiveness in your heart to

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forgive other people, to forgive
yourself, to reach out and 

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apologize for the things that 
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opportunity to make those amends
while you're alive, that's 

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probably what hell is. 
Because like you, you come over 

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to the ether and you have all 
those unresolved issues and all 

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those unresolved, you know, 
problems that you never made 

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peace with. 
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like, coexist with it. 
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that could be what hell is. 
I feel like definitely 

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unfinished business and things 
unsaid could definitely be like 

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your own personal hell, you know
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Like so many people like live in
like the regret of certain 

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things. 
And I think that's how people 

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create their own limitations 
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And I also feel like, you know, 
whenever a spirit is like 

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trapped here, that that is due 
to some unfinished business. 

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Although I don't work with like 
earthbound, like spirits like 

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that, you know, they definitely 
exist, of course, but it's just 

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really interesting how the soul 
can like be bound and determined

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to experience like certain 
situations, you know what I 

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mean? 
Yeah, absolutely. 

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I don't think I've ever had the 
the ability to communicate with 

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beings that have crossed over 
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There was a very short window of
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met my partner, like right 
before COVID happened that we 

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were able to communicate with a 
little girl who was trapped in, 

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in her in her mother's house. 
And we set her free and then we 

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ended up finding out that she 
had a sister who was trafficked 

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to Murfreesboro, TN. 
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They're both from Murfrees. 
OK. 

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So they were both from 
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Murfreesboro, they were just 
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They were from somewhere like 
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Area somewhere like. 
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So like, it could have been 
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Nashville, but they were from 
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And her sister was actually, I 
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right? 
Is that what we discovered? 

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Yeah. 
So we discovered all those 

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things back in 2020. 
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Struggle Jennings and Caitlin 
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found a necklace out there. 
And that necklace is basically 

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like a key to communicate and we
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So that was definitely a trippy 
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closest thing I think I've ever 

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experienced with communicating 
with like a being from the other

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side. 
I mean, I definitely communicate

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with like spirits that have 
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spirits who are stuck here. 
Like those they're earthbound 

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spirits is like a little 
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But I mean, I can speak the 
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Like that's kind of what I do 
for my business really. 

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Like. 
Is communicate with spirit, but 

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I personally don't work with 
earthbound spirits that are like

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trapped or suck here because 
it's just not really my niche of

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spirits that I wanted to work 
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Like I really want to help 
people heal through my spiritual

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work. 
And like, although that's a 

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different form of healing, it's 
just like it's way heavier, you 

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know, like the story, you just 
like spoke on super heavy stuff,

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you know, like that it takes a 
special person to be able to 

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want to do that all the time, 
you know? 

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But whenever I work with spirits
that have like already crossed 

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over, it's a different energy. 
And normally they're in a really

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like good space if they're going
to come through in a session, 

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especially like for a client or 
something, just because like 

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they have to be ready for that 
conversation. 

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So like the client, everyone you
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Yeah, that makes sense. 
Well, I mean, when you put it 

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into that perspective, there 
are, there's definitely a 

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difference between earthbound 
spirits and spirits that already

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crossed all over. 
So when you say earthbound 

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spirits, you're talking about 
the spirits that are like in the

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in between, like the ones that 
are not aware that they died. 

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Yeah, like spirits that are 
stuck here like what we would 

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call it like a ghost or, you 
know, like a like a. 

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Right. 
Oh, it's. 

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Right. 
Like that's what I mean. 

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That's what I would think that 
like is what it would be labeled

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as. 
Yeah, I don't think I'd be able 

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to do that because even the 
little bit of time that we had 

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that experience with, I guess 
that that those little girls 

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were well heard. 
Their names were Goldie and 

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Blondie and Goldie was a 
earthbound spirit. 

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We actually set her free, which 
was beautiful. 

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That's. 
Nice. 

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Yeah, That's really intense. 
Yeah. 

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Yeah. 
I mean, I do know that like 

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there are people that like 
mediums or people that go to 

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like homes or houses that have 
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spirits and like help to free 
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that could be probably really 
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of entity or spirit, you know 
what I mean, that it is so like 

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different, but you never know. 
You never know why an earthbound

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spirit is like sticking around 
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And sometimes they don't want to
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Have you seen Constantine with 
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I'm like really bad about 
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though I haven't, I don't think 
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know, it's like sometimes I'll 
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think I haven't seen it, and 
then I'll be like, oh shit, I've

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seen this before, Like my memory
for things are bad. 

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But no, I don't think I've seen 
it. 

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Yeah, it was, it came out like 
20 years ago. 

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It came out I think around like 
2004, 2003, something like that.

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Maybe even before that 
absolutely phenomenal movie. 

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Like probably it might be like 
top five for me. 

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And and I'm not a big movie guy 
either. 

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Like I have, I have no patience 
to watch movies, but that movie 

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I could see over and over again 
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Reeves is, you know, these, 
these sees, he's up there. 

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He knows things amazing. 
You know, he was the main face 

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for the Matrix series. 
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through movies. 
They use Hollywood as a means of

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telling us things with with and 
they fabricate it by calling it 

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entertainment. 
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who is dead and he was an 
alcoholic. 

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He overdosed on alcohol and he 
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So when he died, when he crossed
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something earthly, which was 
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know as a spirit. 
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movie where in the afterlife, 
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drink it, but he couldn't. 
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He was literally struggling just

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to get like a drop of it out of 
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you're going to experience if 
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things, like if it's, if it's 
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alcohol, like things that you 
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earthly plane, which I guess 
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deadly sins. 
So if you're still bound to one 

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of the seven deadly sins, when 
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unaware, if you're unaware that 
you crossed over, you're still 

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going to be like reaching for 
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for that bottle and you'll never
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And that could last forever too.
So that's how I think. 

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I think that's how some souls 
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I mean, that makes a lot of 

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sense because honestly, I feel 
like the more that you get to 

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know yourself and like your 
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understand, like the things that
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you're addicted to or the things
that you, you know, are 

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connected to even. 
And I feel like it all plays 

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with the past life connections 
to, you know, your soul's 

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blueprint to like what you're 
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to grow in. 
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feeds into like a big will of 
life, you know what I mean? 

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Of some sort. 
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term wheel, it would be pretty 
accurate. 

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That's how some people describe 
like the Akashic records is it 

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looks like a like a wheel. 
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I think that's why I think 
that's why the Mayans too, like 

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if you look at like the Mayans 
and a lot of their, a lot of 

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their symbols, a lot of it had 
to do with like wheels. 

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Yeah, and, you know, wheels, I 
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just like the will of fortune in
the tarot is really about, you 

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know, like luck and chance and 
like shifting energies. 

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And I feel like life is 
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You know what I mean? 
Like no matter if like, you're 

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having a really good day today, 
couple weeks from now something 

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else happens, couple days from 
now, something else, you know, 

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it's like always shifting. 
It is like a will of life. 

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It is, yeah. 
And I mean, you could, you could

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call that a spiral too, you 
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could be. 
The wheel could be a spiral. 

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Maybe the spiral is a wheel. 
Maybe they're one in the same 

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like that's what that's what 
like a lot of Native American 

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proverb kind of points to is 
that life is like a spiral. 

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It's not so much I guess linear.
It's, it's not like a straight 

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line like some people look at 
like they're the timeline of 

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their life as like a straight 
line, but it's really like a 

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spiral. 
And you're always going to come 

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back to these places where 
you're forced to feel these 

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uncomfortable feelings. 
And they these feelings have 

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ties to things that happened in 
your childhood. 

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It could be family trauma that's
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your blood, through your cells. 
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another way of liberating 
yourself from the karmic wheel 

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is when you get to those 
checkpoints, it's not allowing 

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yourself to respond the way that
you did maybe in the past. 

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And I know that's something I've
struggled with a lot since 

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COVID. 
There's been a lot of things 

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that were related to my past and
to my childhood and to trauma 

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that I experienced. 
And I can say, thankfully, I've 

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conquered about 90% of them at 
this point. 

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So I'm I'm really happy about 
that. 

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You know, that's awesome. 
I think everyone really started 

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going through a really the grand
awakening. 

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You know what I mean? 
Like COVID was the grand 

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awakening when people realized 
that like everything can change 

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in the blink of your eyes. 
Wasn't it COVID? 

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COVID was COVID was like a 
blessing in in disguise though. 

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But have you heard of those 
theories of that the world ended

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in 2020 and that we're living in
like some type of like alternate

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reality right now? 
You know, I like don't know, but

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I do know that like I believe 
that the Mandela Effects, like 

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there are a lot of things that 
have changed. 

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They just feel like for sure 
different, you know what I mean?

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Like the Fruit of the Loom one, 
because I remember the 

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cornucopia. 
Like, I remember it, I remember 

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having those cotton white meters
in high school that we would, 

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you know, paint and all this 
stuff for like Spirit Day and it

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straight up had the cornucopia. 
Do you think that? 

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Do you think that it's more of 
like a a spiritual thing, like 

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these things are actually 
changing and we're just existing

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in like a post timeline where we
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it? 
Or do you think that maybe 

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things are less whimsical and 
more material and they know most

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people just don't have a lot of 
older stuff in their house to 

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remember? 
So because the powers that be 

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control these corporations, they
control their websites, they 

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control the products that they 
continue to distribute to the 

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public, they change the logos. 
Do you think they're just 

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fucking with us and just doing 
this on purpose just to see how 

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far removed they can take us 
from like literally what the 

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world was like just 20 years 
ago? 

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Or or do you think it really is 
kind of more trippy, like Nah, 

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like things are actually moving.
Like we like as a collective, 

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like we go to bed at night, 
something changes, something 

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moves while we're like asleep. 
You know what I mean? 

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Like which? 
On the fence of both of those 

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concepts, I'm on the fence of 
they're just fucking with us to 

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see how far they can fuck with 
us. 

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And then I'm also on the fence 
of like, no, we also have really

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skipped timelines and like, 
things really are splitting off 

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and different, you know what I 
mean? 

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Because if you would have told 
me 10 years ago that I would be 

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sitting here right now recording
for a podcast talking about 

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quantum leaping and, you know, 
timeline jumps, I would have 

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been like, yeah, you're crazy. 
You know what I mean? 

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So like I've already witnessed 
with my own two eyes timeline 

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jumps that like where the 
darkness or like the devil, if 

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you will, had a hold of me and 
my potential was being squashed 

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and I wasn't living up to my 
full potential. 

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And then, you know, something 
about it was about 10-8 to 10 

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years ago, things really started
to turn on. 

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And then the last like 5 years 
I've just been living my whole 

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dream, you know what I mean? 
So like I feel like timeline 

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shifts happen when you're 
putting in the work to heal. 

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And I think also the more that 
you heal and open up your third 

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eye and like open up your 
perception, I feel like the more

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that you can see things. 
So like maybe they were always 

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changing things or maybe the 
timeline has always been 

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shifting. 
But either way, I don't believe 

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a lot of what I'm told is true. 
And I feel like I have so much 

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more expansive knowledge that 
can't really be like rolled into

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like, oh, I learned that 
somewhere. 

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You know what I mean? 
It's just like I know it. 

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Yeah, that that I know it 
feeling that's that's definitely

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that, you know, that's what some
people believe is you accessing 

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wisdom from like the Akashic 
records, right? 

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Right. 
Yeah, and, and I gotta, I gotta 

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agree. 
I I think especially since 

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COVID, something definitely 
feels off. 

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Like, I mean, obviously the 
skies don't look the same. 

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Everybody knows that. 
But that's more of like, you 

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know, we know obviously those 
jet planes are up in the sky and

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they're just smothering the sky 
with, you know, all kinds of 

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crap and the sky is not as blue 
anymore. 

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That's honestly Paige, that's 
like one of the things that 

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bothers me. 
I'm not even kidding you, every 

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single day it like, and I'm not 
trying to like be negative. 

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It just like it like breaks my 
heart a little bit, but then I 

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move on and then I see like the 
beautiful things and you know, I

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focus on the things that I'm 
thankful for. 

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But like every day, it breaks my
heart just a little bit when I 

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look outside and I'm just like, 
man, there we I have not seen a 

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blue sky since COVID. 
Honestly, maybe a few times, 

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like a few times, maybe maybe 
less than like 30 times. 

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I can actually sit there and 
remember walking out and being 

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like, man, that's a blue sky. 
But I don't, I don't know what. 

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I'm not sure what that's about. 
I mean, it's it's probably like 

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the chemtrails, but like the sun
also looks white. 

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And like when I'm driving to 
work in the day, like the early 

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afternoon, it is so blinding. 
Like, I'll be driving to work 

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and I'm like, damn, like, this 
sun is not the same sun I 

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remember growing up seeing. 
And like, even like Andre 3000 

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from Outkast, he put an album 
out two years ago called New 

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Blue Sun. 
So I think even he was trying to

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kind of tell us, like, hey, that
sun up in the sky, that we might

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not be seeing the same sun. 
We might be in a different 

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timeline with a different sun. 
Yeah, I think honestly, they're 

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doing a lot of that to maybe 
even block the like UFO 

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extraterrestrial situation, you 
know what I mean? 

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Like I truly think that there is
some weather modification on top

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of just the smoke and the 
wildfires and all that stuff. 

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I feel like some of that has 
been man made and very much been

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a cover up. 
Like, I think that we're being 

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visited by a lot of 
extraterrestrial energies and 

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they really don't want us to 
know that. 

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And I just found out that in 
Arizona, I guess their governor 

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or like whoever has decided that
they might as well sell like 

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15,000,000 acres of public land.
And I'm talking like these are 

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like historic landmarks and like
trails that I've hiked in 

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Sedona. 
And they're not like selling all

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of this, which is crazy. 
Like I don't know what timeline 

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we're on right now, but it's 
fucking wild because I really do

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feel like they were being 
visited by other intelligence 

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and that we're like losing touch
with ourselves through 

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technology as well. 
I think that a lot of people are

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very ungrounded and very lost 
and like really not in a 

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balanced space. 
And I think that's why we're 

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being like contacted from other 
places because I really do feel 

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like we are just, we're very 
self-destructive as humans 

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00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:15,920
overall. 
That reminds me of have you seen

446
00:29:15,920 --> 00:29:20,840
that page on I don't know if 
it's Instagram and TikTok, but 

447
00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:24,200
it's like these two guys that 
dress up like blue aliens and 

448
00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:28,880
they just talk about humans. 
Oh my God, I got to send it to 

449
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:31,280
you. 
It's so funny, but they're, 

450
00:29:31,280 --> 00:29:32,960
they're just like they, you 
know, they, they put their 

451
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:35,800
costumes on and they're just 
like, like there was this one 

452
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:38,200
video today where they're 
talking about poison. 

453
00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:39,920
They're like, yeah. 
They just, it's like they have 

454
00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,560
like a like a mock, like a mock 
podcast. 

455
00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:46,040
And they're like, yeah, let's 
talk about poison today. 

456
00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:47,080
Yeah. 
How about poison? 

457
00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:48,680
Humans really love poison, don't
they? 

458
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:51,800
I know they poison their water. 
They poison their skies. 

459
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:53,560
Yeah. 
They put, they even put like 

460
00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:56,400
color in their food and they 
just love poison, huh? 

461
00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:57,760
Yeah. 
It's like, it's almost like they

462
00:29:57,760 --> 00:29:59,640
want to die. 
Seriously. 

463
00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:01,640
It's really like humans just 
want to die. 

464
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,960
It's, it's so funny how they 
just kind of pick those, those, 

465
00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:10,320
those, you know, little elements
of the human behavior nowadays 

466
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:15,320
that people literally just go to
the Walmart and buy, you know, 

467
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:20,640
Nabisco cookies and, you know, 
Pepsi and Coke and they have no 

468
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:22,960
clue what type of chemicals 
they're consuming. 

469
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,000
And I think you have a good 
point. 

470
00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:30,520
The food and the media that 
we're consuming could be 

471
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:34,640
lowering, lowering our vibration
so much that it's making it 

472
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:39,000
easier for malevolent beings to 
come into contact and siphon our

473
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:42,960
energy. 
Crazy for real. 

474
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:47,720
And honestly, I wonder like how 
infiltrated the government 

475
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:52,160
really is with beings that are 
not of human nature. 

476
00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:58,000
It's got to be deep and it's got
to go back a while. 

477
00:30:58,040 --> 00:31:00,880
And I think everything that 
we're seeing happen right now, 

478
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:06,200
like is just like a big fucking 
distraction from something else.

479
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:09,120
Like all this World War three 
shit that they're talking about 

480
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:13,240
and you know, it's so crazy. 
Like a week ago, every like 2 

481
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:19,160
weeks ago, everybody was talking
about the tweets that Elon sent 

482
00:31:19,160 --> 00:31:23,120
out about Trump. 
And then a week later the focus 

483
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:26,720
is on all these riots across the
country about ICE. 

484
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:31,960
And then a week later now we're 
talking about Iran and Israel 

485
00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:36,840
and all that stuff. 
It's so gnarly how like, just 

486
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:39,040
like this timeline is crazy 
right now. 

487
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:42,040
Like, every, like, literally not
even every week, like every four

488
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:44,400
to five days, like, the focus 
shifts. 

489
00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:46,040
Yeah. 
And then we just completely 

490
00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:47,920
forget. 
We just completely forget. 

491
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:50,400
Like, what were we? 
What were hundreds of thousands 

492
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:52,000
of people rioting about a week 
ago? 

493
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:55,160
Oh, yeah, that was a week ago. 
Now we're talking about this. 

494
00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:59,520
Like we're so distracted by the 
Black Mirror. 

495
00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:02,600
It, it's, it's it's wild. 
And like, I am too. 

496
00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:04,520
Like I am too. 
I'm not even like for anyone 

497
00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:08,320
listening who thinks I'm talking
about people other than myself, 

498
00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:11,400
Nope, I'm distracted too. 
I'm under the spell too. 

499
00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:14,240
I'm just maybe a little bit more
aware of it than most people, 

500
00:32:14,880 --> 00:32:18,200
but it's crazy. 
Yeah, lately, like it's kind of 

501
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:20,960
sucked me in as well. 
Like because it's hard not to 

502
00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:23,560
pay attention to it. 
It's like emotional whiplash 

503
00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:26,760
constantly. 
Like it's like a constant back 

504
00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:30,760
and forth motion of like 
constant information. 

505
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:41,520
Yeah, it's definitely, it's 
definitely information is good 

506
00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:47,960
to a certain extent, but I think
that's why the Apple, the, the, 

507
00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,800
the, the forbidden knowledge, if
you will. 

508
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:52,880
I think that's what we're 
getting. 

509
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:55,320
I think forbidden knowledge 
might be like too much 

510
00:32:55,320 --> 00:32:58,200
information. 
And I think we're just getting 

511
00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:00,600
too much information. 
Like there's no, there's no 

512
00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:06,120
reason that like, you know, 
somebody in Kentucky should know

513
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:09,760
that a bus in Philly caught on 
fire. 

514
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:13,520
Like, like, it's not necessary, 
you know, like, there's just 

515
00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:15,360
some things we probably don't 
have to know. 

516
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:21,280
Like our ancestors probably knew
as much of what was going on as 

517
00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:23,840
like their immediate 
surroundings, and that probably 

518
00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:26,720
had them more tuned in and 
present in the moment. 

519
00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:29,640
And they probably lived a life 
that was more present because of

520
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:31,720
that. 
Well, don't you think that's the

521
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:35,400
purpose of all of that 
combination is to like, keep 

522
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:40,200
people distracted from their own
internal world, their home life,

523
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,160
and their own personal 
surroundings? 

524
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:45,440
Because that's how you continue 
to force feed people 

525
00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:49,560
information, sell them shit they
don't need, and keep people I 

526
00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:54,160
swear like in debt and like 
reaching for happiness outside 

527
00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:57,480
of themselves is to like 
constantly keep them in 

528
00:33:57,480 --> 00:34:02,920
emotional whiplash. 
Yeah, yeah, Emotional whiplash. 

529
00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:06,120
That's definitely the verbatim I
think. 

530
00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:10,159
Breaks down perfectly what I 
think they're using technology 

531
00:34:10,159 --> 00:34:11,360
for. 
Yeah. 

532
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:13,920
And it wasn't always like that. 
You know what I mean? 

533
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:15,880
Like I'm, I'm, you know, I'm in 
my 30s. 

534
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:20,080
I remember the Myspace era. 
Yeah, I love that. 

535
00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:22,520
Were you on the Internet around 
that time? 

536
00:34:22,600 --> 00:34:25,159
Oh my gosh, I was on, I was on 
Myspace. 

537
00:34:25,159 --> 00:34:27,560
I was on something called 
Vampire Freaks. 

538
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:33,239
So I was on Vampire Freaks and 
like Zynga and Live Journal, you

539
00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:37,360
know, dramatic, like all kinds 
of different social media like. 

540
00:34:38,320 --> 00:34:41,960
My God, you had a Zynga. 
Yes, I had a Zynga. 

541
00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:48,120
You're like, wow, you dude, you 
just, you just like a hole just 

542
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:51,239
opened up next to me and I just 
fell down and like the rabbit 

543
00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:53,880
was like, hey, remember this 
shit? 

544
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:57,440
Yeah. 
I have friends that I made off 

545
00:34:57,440 --> 00:35:00,680
of Zynga that I'm still fucking 
in touch with. 

546
00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:05,120
Yeah, I love that. 
You know, I have Internet 

547
00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:09,960
friends that I made a long time 
ago on like Vampire Freaks and 

548
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:12,200
Myspace and stuff that I'm still
friends with. 

549
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:14,760
That's crazy. 
Vampire freaks. 

550
00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:18,400
Was that like? 
Was that like, do you remember 

551
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:21,040
pot space? 
No. 

552
00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:24,120
OK, they made a Myspace for like
stoners. 

553
00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:28,760
This was like 2008 ish. 
But was it? 

554
00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,000
Was it like that? 
Was it like a Myspace for people

555
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,440
that were more into like gothic 
stuff? 

556
00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:35,640
Gothic. 
But it was like, it was kind of 

557
00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:40,520
just like, I don't even know how
to explain it, but it was 

558
00:35:40,720 --> 00:35:44,080
basically for Gothic kids are 
alternative people. 

559
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:48,360
But it was kind of like a 
ranking, like one through 10. 

560
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:52,560
And you got these points. 
And I was actually able to like,

561
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:56,000
work myself up on the 
leaderboard and like be like a 

562
00:35:56,000 --> 00:36:00,800
top girl by like, basically just
being really nice and like 

563
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:04,440
hacking the system. 
It was basically like when being

564
00:36:04,440 --> 00:36:08,040
mean to people on the Internet 
was pretty normal and like just 

565
00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:13,840
kind of like not being mean, but
just kind of like, I don't know,

566
00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:19,360
like not friendly, I guess. 
It was like a website for emo 

567
00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:24,560
kids and some of them were like 
antisocial and like would be 

568
00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:28,360
really weird. 
So like, I just was like really 

569
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,560
nice to everyone. 
So I was able to get a lot of 

570
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:34,960
points because people liked me 
and like they had these little 

571
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:38,760
groups that you could like get 
on there and like create art or 

572
00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:45,520
like collaborate with people. 
It was kind of like pre, like 

573
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:49,080
Suicide Girls. 
So like a lot of like Gothic 

574
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:52,640
girls that went on to be Suicide
Girls were on there and stuff. 

575
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:55,480
So it was like a really 
interesting crowd of people 

576
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,920
really. 
But I was too young to be on the

577
00:36:57,920 --> 00:36:59,920
website, but I was on there 
anyway. 

578
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:04,400
So it's crazy I wasn't supposed 
to be on there. 

579
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:09,840
I mean, if you were from our 
time period and you were on the 

580
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:13,280
Internet, you already shouldn't 
have been on the Internet, I 

581
00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:15,280
said. 
All right. 

582
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:18,760
I remember the first time I went
into an AOL chat room. 

583
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:25,560
It was 2004 and I went to a 
Tupac chat room because they 

584
00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:28,240
will used to have like different
chat rooms based. 

585
00:37:28,240 --> 00:37:31,040
You could go into like the Tupac
chat room, Britney Spears chat 

586
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:35,720
room In Sync DMX, you know, 
whatever, whatever artist you 

587
00:37:35,720 --> 00:37:38,520
were into. 
And I went into Tupac 1 and I 

588
00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:42,840
this guy started like I am in 
me, which that's what we call 

589
00:37:42,840 --> 00:37:45,000
DMS back and they were instant 
messages. 

590
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:51,000
I know you I know you know that.
And he was like, OK, so I'm 14 

591
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:55,400
and he's like, hey, he's like, 
he's like, are you packing? 

592
00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:57,600
And I'm like 14 years old? 
I'm like packing. 

593
00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,160
I'm like, what do you mean 
packing? 

594
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:01,440
And he's like, do you have a 
gun? 

595
00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:03,680
And I'm like 14 talking to the 
stranger. 

596
00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:05,640
Now, mind you, he's probably 
like my age. 

597
00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:07,600
And he probably thinks he's 
like, you know, a little 

598
00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:09,720
gangster teenager. 
He probably listens to like Paul

599
00:38:09,720 --> 00:38:14,720
Wall and Chamillionaire and, and
Mike Jones and I'm, and I'm over

600
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:17,520
here getting nervous, Paige, 
because I'm like, you know, I'm 

601
00:38:17,520 --> 00:38:19,360
being, I'm homeschooled at the 
moment. 

602
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:23,320
So I'm like super disconnected 
from the world for like 4 years.

603
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:27,400
And I'm finally online at 14. 
This is 2004 and this guy's 

604
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:29,320
asking me if I have a gun and 
I'm getting nervous. 

605
00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:31,560
I'm like sitting in my, you know
what if I'm sitting in my 

606
00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:33,760
parents dining room, like, oh, 
what do I say? 

607
00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:36,640
Should I say I have a gun? 
And I like Google real quick. 

608
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:38,560
I'm like, what, what kind of 
guns are there? 

609
00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:40,200
And I'm like, yeah, I have a 
Glock. 

610
00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:41,840
He's like, whoa, damn, you got a
Glock? 

611
00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:44,760
And I'm like, yeah, yeah, I have
a it's a nine millimeter. 

612
00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,920
I don't know what the fuck I was
talking about, but those were 

613
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:51,040
the days. 
Yeah, I used to get into those 

614
00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,800
chat rooms and people would say 
ASLAS. 

615
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:57,920
L. 
OK, 10 And we'd be in there 

616
00:38:57,920 --> 00:39:02,560
lying about our age and stuff. 
And like, I remember like 

617
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:07,040
literally being on there and 
putting on away messages. 

618
00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:10,480
And that was such a good time in
life. 

619
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:13,520
Like I remember the AOL web 
page. 

620
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:16,440
Like did you ever make your own 
web page on your AOL? 

621
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:20,160
I think so, yeah. 
I think I kind of remember that 

622
00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:22,600
a little bit, yeah. 
If you could put like clip part 

623
00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:26,480
and all this stuff and I don't 
know, it's definitely throwback.

624
00:39:26,480 --> 00:39:33,280
I remember when they would send 
you the free AOL login C DS and 

625
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:38,320
they like they it would be like 
20 hours for free of the 

626
00:39:38,360 --> 00:39:42,200
Internet or something. 
Yeah, I remember that. 

627
00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:44,320
That's so crazy. 
Like how the hell were they able

628
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:48,880
to get the Internet on on ACD? 
It was such a different time. 

629
00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:54,680
I don't know, like it was like a
authorization, I guess, or 

630
00:39:54,680 --> 00:39:58,240
something. 
I don't know, like good times. 

631
00:39:58,240 --> 00:39:59,120
Throwback. 
Oh. 

632
00:39:59,720 --> 00:40:02,720
My God. 
Would be like, get off the 

633
00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:05,440
fucking Internet. 
I got to get on the phone and 

634
00:40:05,440 --> 00:40:09,160
you'd be like, Mom, I'm 
downloading a song. 

635
00:40:09,760 --> 00:40:13,520
Well, like there was there. 
OK, so everybody knows about 

636
00:40:13,520 --> 00:40:16,360
Limewire. 
That's like, you know, that that

637
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:19,240
that creeped its way back into 
like, the Internet now. 

638
00:40:19,240 --> 00:40:21,400
So we remember that. 
But there was something else 

639
00:40:21,400 --> 00:40:25,920
before Limewire. 
I never used Napster. 

640
00:40:26,360 --> 00:40:27,960
What was it? 
Kazaa. 

641
00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:32,200
It wasn't, no, it was something 
else. 

642
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:35,360
It was something else. 
But Limewire was like the main 

643
00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:37,080
one. 
We all, we all ended up going 

644
00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:38,480
towards law where there was a 
lot. 

645
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:41,480
There was a lot of those, like, 
I don't know what they call 

646
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:46,960
them, like P, like PP2P 
connections, like personal 

647
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:51,440
computer to personal computer. 
But damn. 

648
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:54,840
Illegal. 
Yeah, Yep. 

649
00:40:55,760 --> 00:40:58,480
And I mean, that's the reason 
why streaming is a thing now, 

650
00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:02,160
because like, so many people 
were illegally downloading music

651
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:07,360
and then the RIAA tried to like,
crack down on it in like 2008, 

652
00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:11,200
and they prosecuted like a 
couple people that like, 

653
00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:13,760
illegally pirated music. 
But then they were like, dude, 

654
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:15,440
there's too many people doing 
this. 

655
00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:18,400
We can't prosecute everybody. 
We can't keep tabs on everybody.

656
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:21,560
So like, what do we do? 
People don't want to buy CDs 

657
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:23,120
anymore. 
They don't want to buy music 

658
00:41:23,120 --> 00:41:25,920
anymore. 
How do we, you know, like what 

659
00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:27,640
do we do? 
And then that's when they 

660
00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:33,600
created streaming services and 
streaming definitely kind of 

661
00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:36,680
kind of killed it a little bit. 
But you know, there's still a 

662
00:41:36,680 --> 00:41:39,600
lot of good music out. 
But as far as like making money 

663
00:41:39,600 --> 00:41:43,240
for music, I can tell you now, 
Paige and you, I know you know 

664
00:41:43,240 --> 00:41:45,400
this already because you got 
friends that are artists. 

665
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:49,080
Nobody is making music off of 
streams right now, not even the 

666
00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:52,960
big, not even the big hitters. 
Nobody's making nobody. 

667
00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:57,600
I've heard the worst stories of 
people who have millions and 

668
00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:01,200
millions of streams a month and 
they don't make nothing. 

669
00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:04,680
Pennies on the dollar? 
We're talking about points, like

670
00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:08,320
points. 
Yeah, that's unfortunate because

671
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:12,760
I know like back in the day, 
people used to make big, big 

672
00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:17,920
money off CDs. 
Well, well, the labels did, but 

673
00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:22,960
then you had like you had the 
independent artists like Tech 9,

674
00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:29,560
Tech nine man. 
He is so underrated for what he 

675
00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:32,920
did for starting his own LLC, 
his own independent label and 

676
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:35,600
doing his thing. 
And he made so much money off 

677
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:40,440
his CDs and he put double CDs 
out so sound scan would, would, 

678
00:42:40,560 --> 00:42:43,280
would clock 2 units. 
And that's how he manipulated 

679
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:45,440
the market. 
There were ways to manipulate 

680
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:47,960
everything. 
Like even like you said on that 

681
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:51,120
website, you were able to kind 
of like work your way in to the 

682
00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:53,520
vampire, you know, website that 
you had. 

683
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:57,840
Same thing with my Myspace, 
YouTube, you know, you could 

684
00:42:57,840 --> 00:43:00,880
leave a comment on a YouTube 
channel and then you could log 

685
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,600
in to, you could make like 10 
fake accounts and you could 

686
00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:06,120
thumb up the comment. 
And then when people would go to

687
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:12,680
like, let's say people would go 
to a Jay-Z music video and your 

688
00:43:12,680 --> 00:43:14,160
comment would come up at the 
top. 

689
00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:17,120
And people used to promote the 
shit out of themselves on other 

690
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:20,040
people's platforms. 
So you'd go on a Jay-Z musically

691
00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:22,560
and be like, hey guys, like I'm 
an artist from Philly. 

692
00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:25,160
I'm really inspired by Jay-Z, 
blah, blah, blah, you should 

693
00:43:25,160 --> 00:43:28,080
check out my music. 
And then by you using those 10 

694
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:32,040
fake accounts, he would upvote 
your comment and more people 

695
00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:34,040
would see it and then it'd get 
more traction. 

696
00:43:34,480 --> 00:43:39,080
And then Google came through, 
shut that shit down in like 2012

697
00:43:39,080 --> 00:43:43,000
and they just stepped up their 
shit like Nope, we know we're 

698
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:46,640
tracking IP addresses now. 
You can only have one account, 

699
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:48,600
You can't have multiple 
accounts. 

700
00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:51,280
Instagram, same thing. 
You can be logged into like 8 

701
00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:53,920
different accounts I think. 
I don't know what the maximum is

702
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:55,640
on Instagram. 
Do you know I? 

703
00:43:57,240 --> 00:44:02,240
Only have 3 so I don't know. 
OK, so you actually they 

704
00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:06,280
actually Ding your reach if 
you're logged into multiple 

705
00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,480
accounts. 
Really. 

706
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:13,080
Yep, and if you interact with 
your if you post something and 

707
00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:16,040
then you like it or you share it
from one of your own accounts, 

708
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:17,720
they also. 
They also fuck with the 

709
00:44:17,720 --> 00:44:23,320
algorithm too because what they 
do is the the server they 

710
00:44:23,360 --> 00:44:26,120
identify that activity as like 
spammy. 

711
00:44:26,280 --> 00:44:28,160
So what they'll do is they'll 
limit your reach. 

712
00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:31,880
If they see you lot 1 logged 
into multiple accounts and then 

713
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:35,640
two interacting with your 
content from the other accounts,

714
00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:37,280
they will fuck with your 
algorithm. 

715
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:41,160
They're haters for real because 
they're always just, they're 

716
00:44:41,160 --> 00:44:44,440
limiting everything because I 
had screenshots of like my 

717
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:49,000
Instagram like I don't know like
3 years ago and the first six 

718
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,520
hours had like 600 views on my 
story. 

719
00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:53,720
Yep. 
And it was just some dumb shit 

720
00:44:53,720 --> 00:44:55,160
too. 
It wasn't even anything 

721
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:56,680
exciting. 
Same. 

722
00:44:57,320 --> 00:45:00,880
They're just like, they don't 
want people to get anything 

723
00:45:00,880 --> 00:45:04,680
because they want you to pay for
the blue check mark and if you 

724
00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:07,440
don't pay for it, they're 
blocking the reach regardless. 

725
00:45:07,720 --> 00:45:11,560
Because like my friend, she pays
for the blue check mark because 

726
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,520
she had a lot of fake accounts 
and people trying to do those, 

727
00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:16,720
like fake only fans with her 
pictures. 

728
00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:21,640
And so she pays for it. 
She shared a picture in the 

729
00:45:21,640 --> 00:45:26,080
first six hours, there was like 
300 likes, 80 comments and like 

730
00:45:26,080 --> 00:45:29,160
71 shares. 
And this was like yesterday. 

731
00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:33,120
So that's the difference of 
somebody like pays for the check

732
00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:38,040
and doesn't pay for the check. 
So, so, so from your from her 

733
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:41,120
experience, so you're telling me
that that check actually does 

734
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:45,800
make a difference? 
Yeah, because I've heard, I've 

735
00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:49,720
heard the opposite, but. 
No, it does. 

736
00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:52,920
It does. 
Do you know who Jimmy Levy is? 

737
00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:57,680
No. 
OK, yeah, he, he's had, he's had

738
00:45:57,680 --> 00:46:01,680
the, he got the check and I know
like he, he has like 1,000,000 

739
00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:03,720
followers, but he's literally 
stuck there. 

740
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,280
A lot of people are stuck where 
they're at. 

741
00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:09,880
And if you look at your, if you 
look at your metrics, you 

742
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:14,040
literally lose almost the 
identical amount of followers 

743
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,560
that you gain. 
And it just that that's just 

744
00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:18,920
their game that they're playing 
right now, like with their 

745
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,400
system. 
Yeah. 

746
00:46:22,200 --> 00:46:24,960
It's like to keep you addicted 
to it though. 

747
00:46:25,640 --> 00:46:26,920
Well, yeah, that's what they 
want. 

748
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:29,040
Because you know, remember 
they're making money off 

749
00:46:29,040 --> 00:46:32,360
advertisement. 
So you know, they'll tell you, 

750
00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:34,840
you know, you know, keep pushing
content out. 

751
00:46:34,880 --> 00:46:37,520
You know, the, the way to make 
your page grows to post every 

752
00:46:37,520 --> 00:46:39,200
single day. 
And that's bullshit. 

753
00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:42,680
That's complete bullshit. 
Posting everyday or posting once

754
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:47,040
a week. 
It really, it really comes down 

755
00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:50,280
to, and this is what I figured 
out with at least with Instagram

756
00:46:50,280 --> 00:46:54,600
right now, the only thing that 
matters on there is the timing. 

757
00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:59,960
Like if something happens and 
you make something quick on it, 

758
00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:04,080
the algorithm will favor you. 
It'll be interesting to people, 

759
00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,000
it'll that shit will take off. 
That's it. 

760
00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:09,960
Like if you can't make something
as soon as something happens, 

761
00:47:10,240 --> 00:47:13,960
you wait till the next day. 
You you basically have a 48 hour

762
00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:17,680
window to like make content 
about something that's happening

763
00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:21,240
that's very controversial. 
Otherwise it doesn't matter. 

764
00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:22,720
Like it literally doesn't 
matter. 

765
00:47:22,720 --> 00:47:26,680
Like I used to like I used to 
average like anywhere from like 

766
00:47:26,680 --> 00:47:29,200
200 to like 400 likes on my 
post. 

767
00:47:29,200 --> 00:47:34,280
Now it's like 50-60 like crazy 
and I have over 11,000 people. 

768
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:38,520
Like so you mean to tell me 
Instagram is only letting me 

769
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:45,080
reach like 0.3% of my audience? 
That's what they do. 

770
00:47:45,240 --> 00:47:48,720
It's crazy but I swear that blue
check they really do promote 

771
00:47:48,720 --> 00:47:52,600
your shit. 
I I might try it out for like a 

772
00:47:52,600 --> 00:47:54,960
month or two just to see what 
happens. 

773
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:58,080
The only thing I don't like 
about it is that you have to 

774
00:47:58,080 --> 00:48:01,040
give them your government name. 
I don't like that either, that's

775
00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:03,760
why I won't do it. 
That's why I won't do it and 

776
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:07,200
that and like until they make 
that change, I'm not going to do

777
00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:10,240
that shit because like I don't 
need, I mean, they, I mean not 

778
00:48:10,240 --> 00:48:12,320
like they already don't have all
that info. 

779
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:14,720
Of course they do. 
But like, why should they have 

780
00:48:14,720 --> 00:48:19,280
like a picture of my driver's 
license and fuck that. 

781
00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:25,000
Yeah, it's a lot. 
Yeah, for. 2 Because it'd be one

782
00:48:25,000 --> 00:48:28,160
thing to have to just give it to
them, but to have to put it on 

783
00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:29,680
your profile. 
Right. 

784
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:32,520
I don't want every I don't want 
the whole world knowing my 

785
00:48:32,520 --> 00:48:35,040
government name because like if 
you search up my government 

786
00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:38,840
name, you, you know, with 
anybody's government name, like 

787
00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:42,880
that's how lurkers and like 
that's how like just weirdos on 

788
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:45,120
the Internet. 
If they want to, if they want 

789
00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:48,480
to, if they have it out for you 
then and they know your 

790
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:51,000
government name, that just gives
them ammo because they can look 

791
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:53,120
it up and then they can connect 
the dots. 

792
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:56,240
They can find out where you 
live, you know who you're 

793
00:48:56,240 --> 00:49:00,360
associated with, you know, 
really, really zero on in. 

794
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:04,120
And, you know, I try to tell, 
like my female friends that too.

795
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:07,880
Like if you have a business, you
work at a nail salon, you do 

796
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:09,800
hair, something like that, 
whatever, whatever. 

797
00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:13,360
I even tell like my fiance too. 
I'm like, man, I hate the fact 

798
00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:17,120
that, you know, you, you have a 
business and you have a public 

799
00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:19,040
profile. 
You let you know the world, know

800
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:23,240
your schedule, and that's cool. 
But like, you know what I say, 

801
00:49:23,240 --> 00:49:24,280
you see where I'm going with 
this? 

802
00:49:24,280 --> 00:49:25,640
Yeah. 
No, I get it. 

803
00:49:25,640 --> 00:49:28,840
There's so much information out 
there, like if somebody really 

804
00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:33,040
has it out for you and you have 
enough info out there, like they

805
00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:35,480
can find where you're at and 
they'll know where you're at at 

806
00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:41,160
what times and. 
Yeah, I, I feel like the best 

807
00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:44,520
case scenario is like make sure 
you stay strapped and have a 

808
00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,760
gun. 
But at the same time I don't let

809
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:48,800
nobody know where I'm at, so 
I've already left. 

810
00:49:49,240 --> 00:49:51,680
Yeah. 
Nobody knows what gyms I go to. 

811
00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:54,480
Nobody knows like really a lot 
of personal things. 

812
00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:57,880
Even if someone does know my 
government and I found out where

813
00:49:57,880 --> 00:50:03,320
I lived, they really better be 
like about that life when they 

814
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:04,560
get here. 
You know what I mean? 

815
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,680
Because I will literally kill 
you. 

816
00:50:06,680 --> 00:50:10,520
Like, I have no shame when it 
comes to like protecting myself 

817
00:50:10,520 --> 00:50:13,440
or my like life. 
But at the same time, I feel 

818
00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:15,440
like so many people live in 
fear. 

819
00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:18,040
And I've talked about this 
before about like, the prey and 

820
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:22,120
predator energy. 
And like, I just encourage women

821
00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:27,280
to adopt the predator vibration 
rather than the prey, rather 

822
00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:31,040
than feeling like, you know, oh,
you know, someone's watching me 

823
00:50:31,040 --> 00:50:32,720
or whatever. 
But like, yeah, definitely don't

824
00:50:32,720 --> 00:50:34,960
be posting your life. 
Don't be posting the grocery 

825
00:50:34,960 --> 00:50:38,360
stores and the stores and the 
parking lots of every place you 

826
00:50:38,440 --> 00:50:41,160
frequent for sure. 
Because I have seen those 

827
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:45,360
stories where people are able to
like figure out where someone is

828
00:50:45,360 --> 00:50:49,440
and stuff based on really crazy 
things, You know what I mean? 

829
00:50:50,520 --> 00:50:55,440
Yeah, yeah. 
I think like Geo, Geo geographic

830
00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:58,040
tagging is like the worst 
fucking thing you could do. 

831
00:50:58,160 --> 00:51:02,680
And like, especially when you're
still there, like I'm going to 

832
00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:08,560
be going out of state pretty 
soon and you know, I'm not, I'm 

833
00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:11,080
probably not going to be tagging
where I'm at. 

834
00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:15,040
I might post like some stories 
and whatever, whatever while I'm

835
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:17,240
out there. 
But as far as like tagging my 

836
00:51:17,240 --> 00:51:20,680
location and telling people like
exactly where I'm at, hell no, 

837
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:24,160
I'm not doing that shit. 
I just tell people I'm from 

838
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,160
Philly. 
I'm not even really from Philly.

839
00:51:26,160 --> 00:51:30,720
I'm from my area outside of it. 
But you got to be, especially as

840
00:51:30,720 --> 00:51:33,560
a girl, you got to be so careful
about the information that you 

841
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:38,920
put out there because guys are 
just guys are just creepy. 

842
00:51:38,960 --> 00:51:41,080
And you know, women are easier 
prey. 

843
00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:44,440
And I definitely recommend any 
woman listening to this right 

844
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:47,960
now, if you don't already have a
strap, get one. 

845
00:51:48,360 --> 00:51:50,160
Find out what your local laws 
are. 

846
00:51:50,160 --> 00:51:51,880
Find out what your state laws 
are. 

847
00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:56,480
Go to a shooting range. 
Learn how to use it, Learn how 

848
00:51:56,480 --> 00:52:00,760
to be smart about it. 
You know, like in Pennsylvania. 

849
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:02,960
The laws are weird over here, 
dude. 

850
00:52:02,960 --> 00:52:07,480
Like you can open carry without 
anything but if if you want to 

851
00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:10,240
conceal carry in Pennsylvania 
you have to have a permit? 

852
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:12,680
Like how the fuck does that make
sense? 

853
00:52:12,920 --> 00:52:15,320
It should be the other way 
around, if if anything. 

854
00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:19,600
Yeah, in Kentucky you can just 
carry. 

855
00:52:20,880 --> 00:52:24,520
Without a permit. 
Yeah, in seal too. 

856
00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:27,920
Isn't that weird though in PA? 
Like you need a permit to 

857
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:32,080
conceal it, but if you don't 
have a permit you have to open 

858
00:52:32,080 --> 00:52:35,760
carry. 
I mean, I think every state has 

859
00:52:35,920 --> 00:52:39,680
laws that benefit them so that 
they can fine you. 

860
00:52:41,280 --> 00:52:45,360
Well, yeah, I remember during 
COVID, like, you know, when like

861
00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:48,240
the George Floyd protests were 
happening and like that was like

862
00:52:48,240 --> 00:52:51,320
crazy, crazy, crazy. 
There was so much violence and 

863
00:52:51,320 --> 00:52:55,960
so much bullshit going on. 
I I open carried a lot and like,

864
00:52:56,000 --> 00:52:59,040
I would go to Walmart. 
I knew I was being, you know, 

865
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:02,320
recorded on surveillance. 
I don't care because I knew 

866
00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:03,920
where I could take it and where 
I couldn't. 

867
00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:08,520
And yeah, that thing was on my 
hip wherever I went. 

868
00:53:08,520 --> 00:53:11,880
And then eventually I just, my 
dad, my dad was, you know, I 

869
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:14,240
have a military father. 
He was a Marine. 

870
00:53:15,120 --> 00:53:18,400
And he basically told me don't 
do that. 

871
00:53:18,400 --> 00:53:20,640
He's like, you know, don't do. 
You don't have to let the world 

872
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:24,280
know that you got that, you 
know, And I'm like, yeah, yes. 

873
00:53:24,280 --> 00:53:26,840
And no. 
Because it can, when you open 

874
00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:32,760
carry it, it can potentially 
deter criminals from doing 

875
00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:36,240
criminal things, but it also 
puts a mark on your back because

876
00:53:36,240 --> 00:53:38,400
if they are going to do 
something, then they know they 

877
00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:39,960
got to get you out of the way 
first. 

878
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:45,520
So there's a lot of dynamics to 
it and, and, and what benefits 

879
00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:48,640
you if you want to open or 
conceal carry, you know what I 

880
00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:50,200
mean? 
Yeah, yeah. 

881
00:53:50,280 --> 00:53:53,400
I mean, I think everyone should 
definitely learn how to protect 

882
00:53:53,400 --> 00:53:57,280
themselves, but only like in an 
escalated situation, you know 

883
00:53:57,280 --> 00:53:59,080
what I mean? 
It's definitely people out there

884
00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:02,800
that are a little too reckless 
withholding a gun or having a 

885
00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:04,840
gun. 
But I feel like at the end of 

886
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:09,800
the day, I just, I just move 
with intention and like use my 

887
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:12,920
intuition and like, you know, if
I don't feel like I should go 

888
00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:14,480
somewhere, I will totally go 
home. 

889
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:18,400
Or if I feel like I should turn 
around or you knows, whatever, 

890
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:20,560
I'll do that. 
Like I'm really good at like 

891
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:22,840
listening. 
So I always feel like wherever I

892
00:54:22,840 --> 00:54:25,200
go is going to be safe, you 
know, which I feel like is a 

893
00:54:25,200 --> 00:54:29,040
good thing. 
But definitely with the 

894
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:31,560
Internet. 
It's funny how I feel like I 

895
00:54:31,560 --> 00:54:35,040
share a lot with the Internet, 
but I also at the same time keep

896
00:54:35,040 --> 00:54:38,600
so much, so low key. 
Like I've pretty much said like 

897
00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:42,160
in the future, whenever I have a
new man, I am not posting him at

898
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,000
all. 
Like no one will know I have a 

899
00:54:44,000 --> 00:54:45,720
new man. 
I'll just pop out with a kid, 

900
00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:48,080
like we'll be married. 
We'll just pop out and be 

901
00:54:48,080 --> 00:54:49,040
married. 
Like no one. 

902
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:51,480
Don't even know. 
Like that's where I'm at with 

903
00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:53,600
life. 
I just feel like what what 

904
00:54:53,600 --> 00:54:56,440
people keep private? 
People can't mess up, you know? 

905
00:54:57,440 --> 00:55:00,320
Yeah, I hear you. 
But I mean, that's also very 

906
00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:04,560
tourists of you and you're 
you're you're, but you're also 

907
00:55:04,720 --> 00:55:08,720
an evolved tourist because I 
dated an uninvolved tourist. 

908
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:14,040
Yeah, that sucks. 
But you're an evolved Taurus so 

909
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:15,800
that, you know, that's, that's 
earthy of you. 

910
00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:18,400
I think a lot of earth signs can
can be like that. 

911
00:55:18,400 --> 00:55:21,520
They can kind of, they can kind 
of move in the direction of the,

912
00:55:21,520 --> 00:55:23,560
you know, private life is a 
happy life. 

913
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:26,160
And, you know, I can subscribe 
to that too. 

914
00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:32,920
When I first started dating my 
partner, I posted, I posted us a

915
00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:34,560
lot. 
I used to post like a lot of 

916
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:37,040
videos. 
And, you know, we were over 

917
00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:39,280
here, we were over there, we 
were everywhere. 

918
00:55:39,280 --> 00:55:41,240
And, you know, people loved it. 
They ate it up. 

919
00:55:41,240 --> 00:55:42,680
And, you know, I thought it was 
cute too. 

920
00:55:42,680 --> 00:55:48,280
But eventually I started getting
some like weird messages, you 

921
00:55:48,280 --> 00:55:51,480
know, like just like just creepy
shit, just like weird shit, you 

922
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:57,240
know, like people saying oh, 
like, you know, oh, I thought I 

923
00:55:57,240 --> 00:55:59,520
saw you guys at the fair. 
Like people don't even fucking 

924
00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:00,880
know. 
Like, you know, like people 

925
00:56:00,880 --> 00:56:07,160
started getting like a little 
obsessed with us and it made me 

926
00:56:07,160 --> 00:56:10,240
uncomfortable. 
And I was like, damn, how are 

927
00:56:10,240 --> 00:56:14,560
like some people like couples on
the Internet and like they make 

928
00:56:14,560 --> 00:56:17,720
like Tik Tok's about it and they
make pages about it and they do 

929
00:56:17,720 --> 00:56:20,440
vlogs about it and they put 
everything out there and like, 

930
00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:22,840
oh, we're going camping. 
We're doing this, we're doing 

931
00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:26,000
that. 
It's like I kind of like slowed 

932
00:56:26,000 --> 00:56:29,480
my roll down even on like 
posting me and my partner. 

933
00:56:29,480 --> 00:56:31,040
Like I still post those for 
sure. 

934
00:56:31,040 --> 00:56:34,280
But it'll be like a selfie or 
it'll be like, you know, a 

935
00:56:34,280 --> 00:56:38,360
dinner outing that we went to a 
week ago without, you know, I'll

936
00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,480
blur the background so people 
don't know where we're at 

937
00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:43,680
because it's like she's a female
too. 

938
00:56:43,680 --> 00:56:45,920
And like there's like there's 
weirdos out there. 

939
00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:47,400
So it's like I got to protect 
her too. 

940
00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:50,440
And like, even when I have a 
kid, like if, if I ever like a 

941
00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:55,000
kid, I don't, I don't even know,
I don't even know if I'd want to

942
00:56:55,000 --> 00:56:58,280
post my kid on the Internet 
because there's, there's pedos 

943
00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:01,680
out there. 
And then I screenshot that shit 

944
00:57:01,680 --> 00:57:05,600
and have a whole folder in their
camera roll with pictures of my 

945
00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:07,560
kids and shit. 
You know what I mean? 

946
00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:12,280
Like it's just the makes you. 
Pick the people who cap off 

947
00:57:12,280 --> 00:57:16,080
their kids and like make money 
off their kids and like videos 

948
00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:20,000
of their kids because, you know,
there are weirdos that are 

949
00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:23,320
saving all those. 
And like a lot of what does not 

950
00:57:23,320 --> 00:57:26,000
make sense to me, and I've 
talked about this on so many 

951
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:30,200
different interviews that I've 
done, is like why when kids are 

952
00:57:30,200 --> 00:57:33,920
doing cheerleading, gymnastics, 
volleyball, whatever, why are 

953
00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:36,040
they wearing booty shorts and 
underwear? 

954
00:57:37,480 --> 00:57:40,680
And then these weirdos come to 
these competitions or these 

955
00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:44,560
little 7-8 year olds are 
bouncing around in the smallest 

956
00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:46,960
outfit you've ever fucking seen 
with makeup on. 

957
00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:49,720
It just doesn't make sense. 
Thanks so much. 

958
00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:55,200
I'm so glad that you brought 
that up, Paige, because I feel 

959
00:57:55,200 --> 00:58:01,960
like you need, you need like a 
woman to bring that point up for

960
00:58:02,160 --> 00:58:05,280
I think it, it's just better for
a woman to bring that point up 

961
00:58:05,280 --> 00:58:09,240
and then me as a man who is in 
touch with his divine masculine 

962
00:58:09,240 --> 00:58:12,760
and I'm very, very in touch with
my divine feminine too, which 

963
00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:16,640
actually powers my masculine. 
But I'm glad that you bring that

964
00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:20,560
point up so I can interject. 
I agree. 

965
00:58:20,920 --> 00:58:25,480
I think the whole like 
cheerleader culture is 

966
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:31,000
programming and I think that 
it's it's like brainwashing. 

967
00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:38,120
It's basically breeding these 
girls to be objectified because 

968
00:58:39,200 --> 00:58:42,840
even think about like some of 
the poses and like some of the 

969
00:58:42,840 --> 00:58:44,960
things that they do, Like 
they'll have like girls standing

970
00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:47,440
on top of girls and they're 
flipping them around and they're

971
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:50,080
wearing like these tiny little 
skirts and they're, you know, 

972
00:58:50,080 --> 00:58:53,640
booties are popping out. 
And like dads are at these games

973
00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:55,960
watching these little 9 and 10 
year olds. 

974
00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:58,680
And then they have them all 
like, you know, stand in the 

975
00:58:58,680 --> 00:59:01,240
middle of the basketball court. 
They're all kneeling down. 

976
00:59:01,240 --> 00:59:03,400
And then their skirts are like 
sliding up and they're just 

977
00:59:03,400 --> 00:59:05,920
looking like little, like slutty
be little kids. 

978
00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:08,480
And it's like, it's gross. 
It's like, and they have makeup 

979
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:11,000
on. 
It's like, and for society, for 

980
00:59:11,000 --> 00:59:14,320
people to pretend that it's not 
something that it is and be 

981
00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:17,240
like, no, it's not like that. 
Like, no, it is like that 

982
00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:19,040
because that's the world that we
live in. 

983
00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:25,120
That is the, the, the state that
is the conditioning of men and 

984
00:59:25,360 --> 00:59:27,160
people in general and even 
women. 

985
00:59:27,160 --> 00:59:29,360
It's not even just men. 
Like some women probably look at

986
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:31,840
those little girls and think 
weird shit too. 

987
00:59:31,840 --> 00:59:36,760
There's women predators, too. 
So I literally have wondered 

988
00:59:37,040 --> 00:59:40,360
what the fuck is up with like 
the leotards and the booty 

989
00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:43,320
shorts because like it makes no 
sense to me. 

990
00:59:43,320 --> 00:59:47,080
Like I ordered these shorts off 
Amazon that were like volleyball

991
00:59:47,080 --> 00:59:49,880
shorts and I thought that meant 
I could wear them to the gym. 

992
00:59:50,200 --> 00:59:52,480
I literally can only wear these 
at home. 

993
00:59:52,480 --> 00:59:55,840
Like these are so fucking short 
and thin. 

994
00:59:55,840 --> 00:59:58,520
I cannot believe that these are 
what they sell to girls to like 

995
00:59:58,520 --> 01:00:01,560
practice volleyball in and 
that's what volleyball shorts 

996
01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:04,760
are because I was just kind of 
like shocked and. 

997
01:00:04,880 --> 01:00:08,960
Honestly, the fact that like 
it's just very small children 

998
01:00:08,960 --> 01:00:12,440
and it cost a lot of money for 
these children to partake in 

999
01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:15,880
these programs. 
And another thing is like, I 

1000
01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:19,440
know a lot of women who like 
have basically built their 

1001
01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:24,680
entire following on like TikTok 
or Instagram or wherever from 

1002
01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:28,160
like sexualizing their daughters
or their kids. 

1003
01:00:28,560 --> 01:00:32,640
And like, there's this also this
really weird trend that like 

1004
01:00:32,640 --> 01:00:37,200
went around TikTok where like 
mothers were like posting their 

1005
01:00:37,200 --> 01:00:41,960
like 7-8, nine year old son 
talking about like, we were 

1006
01:00:41,960 --> 01:00:45,080
meant to be soul mates in 
another life, but in this life, 

1007
01:00:45,080 --> 01:00:47,520
I'm your mother. 
And like weird shit. 

1008
01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:49,360
Like there's just so much weird 
shit. 

1009
01:00:49,360 --> 01:00:52,960
And like, I would not post my 
child on the Internet at all. 

1010
01:00:52,960 --> 01:00:54,640
I wouldn't. 
I would be one of those weird 

1011
01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:57,800
people who puts an emoji over 
their face every time. 

1012
01:00:58,640 --> 01:01:01,400
Yeah. 
Oh my God, Yeah. 

1013
01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:06,280
I don't blame you. 
I think I would probably, I 

1014
01:01:06,280 --> 01:01:09,840
probably just wouldn't even, I 
probably just wouldn't even like

1015
01:01:09,840 --> 01:01:12,880
I don't think people would even 
know like maybe one day when 

1016
01:01:12,880 --> 01:01:16,240
they're like 4 years old, it'd 
be like, oh, hey, by the way, 

1017
01:01:16,800 --> 01:01:18,680
here's my 4 year old, you know, 
daughter. 

1018
01:01:19,640 --> 01:01:22,600
But then even then I probably 
wouldn't based on like where we 

1019
01:01:22,600 --> 01:01:25,280
are in the world. 
Hopefully things get better. 

1020
01:01:25,480 --> 01:01:27,840
I don't think they will soon, 
but hopefully they will. 

1021
01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:34,960
But yeah, it's, I'd never heard 
about that trend, but I have 

1022
01:01:34,960 --> 01:01:40,040
seen like photo shoots of like 
mothers that are, do it's like 

1023
01:01:40,080 --> 01:01:42,480
borderline boudoir. 
And they have like their 

1024
01:01:42,480 --> 01:01:46,360
daughter and, and then they had 
their daughter turns like 4 and 

1025
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:48,920
she gets the little fucking 
blow, a balloon, the little 

1026
01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:52,200
golden or silver blow balloon. 
And it's like #4 and then she's 

1027
01:01:52,200 --> 01:01:54,720
in the back just like who cheat 
out and her daughter's like 

1028
01:01:54,720 --> 01:01:56,520
holding up a balloon. 
And she's like, hey. 

1029
01:01:56,520 --> 01:02:00,960
And it's like, it's so obvious 
that it's about her and they 

1030
01:02:00,960 --> 01:02:03,720
just use their kids because, you
know, they're like, oh, people 

1031
01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:07,000
are going to think this is cute.
It's like, no, dude, like you're

1032
01:02:07,000 --> 01:02:09,080
hoochieed out. 
So you got some perv of like 

1033
01:02:09,080 --> 01:02:11,480
watching your shit and then you 
have your daughter in the 

1034
01:02:11,480 --> 01:02:13,680
picture with you. 
So now he's looking at both of 

1035
01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:15,640
you and objectifying both of 
you. 

1036
01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:20,360
And it's like, how are people 
that dumb that they're that 

1037
01:02:20,360 --> 01:02:24,000
blind to like, OK, if you put 
yourself out there like that, 

1038
01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:25,480
that's what you're going to 
attract. 

1039
01:02:25,480 --> 01:02:31,800
They're so blinded by likes and 
numbers and, you know, getting, 

1040
01:02:31,800 --> 01:02:35,880
you know, metrics on social 
media that they're not aware 

1041
01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:43,360
that like, dude, 85% of the 
Internet is porn and 85% of 

1042
01:02:43,360 --> 01:02:49,600
like, social media interaction. 
Same thing Weirdos scouting and 

1043
01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:54,520
for people like to pretend that 
that's not real, it the 

1044
01:02:54,520 --> 01:02:57,840
disassociation like the 
disconnect from like the truth 

1045
01:02:57,840 --> 01:03:02,200
is just it's wild. 
Yeah, I think that's really what

1046
01:03:02,320 --> 01:03:05,800
like this whole episode is I've 
been about is like how 

1047
01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:09,920
disconnection really lead you 
down a path that is not a 

1048
01:03:09,920 --> 01:03:14,280
reflection, you know, of your 
true self or your true path. 

1049
01:03:14,680 --> 01:03:19,720
And so many people are just 
being like, put onto a path 

1050
01:03:19,720 --> 01:03:23,280
based on their environment, 
their surroundings, you know, 

1051
01:03:23,280 --> 01:03:26,880
their partner, people that they 
surround themselves with or 

1052
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:31,920
whatever it may be. 
And like, truly they're lost, 

1053
01:03:31,920 --> 01:03:33,680
you know what I mean? 
And I feel like the system 

1054
01:03:33,680 --> 01:03:36,760
itself benefits from people 
being lost. 

1055
01:03:38,160 --> 01:03:42,080
Oh yeah, absolutely. 
And if anything, you know, 

1056
01:03:42,080 --> 01:03:48,400
hopefully this episode can 
really shine a light on that. 

1057
01:03:48,400 --> 01:03:51,760
And you know, you and me are 
both very, very, very 

1058
01:03:51,760 --> 01:03:55,120
transparent. 
I mean, you're a Taurus. 

1059
01:03:55,160 --> 01:03:59,440
I'm a, I'm a walk in Taurus 
because, you know, I legally 

1060
01:03:59,440 --> 01:04:03,720
died May 19th, 2014. 
And then I walked in. 

1061
01:04:03,720 --> 01:04:09,560
So technically I'm like an 11 
year old Taurus in a 35 year old

1062
01:04:09,560 --> 01:04:13,280
Sagittarius body. 
But with all that Taurus energy,

1063
01:04:13,920 --> 01:04:19,200
we have the ability and uncanny 
also uncanny ability to just 

1064
01:04:19,200 --> 01:04:22,240
really shine a light on things 
and be really transparent with 

1065
01:04:22,240 --> 01:04:24,840
things. 
And hopefully anybody that's 

1066
01:04:24,840 --> 01:04:28,440
been listening to this can, can,
can just use it as like a 

1067
01:04:28,440 --> 01:04:30,280
mirror. 
You know, if, if you can't 

1068
01:04:30,280 --> 01:04:34,680
relate to it, you know, at least
maybe we brought some points up 

1069
01:04:34,680 --> 01:04:38,240
that, you know, the listener has
thought about. 

1070
01:04:38,400 --> 01:04:41,440
And, you know, these are 
conversations that I think we as

1071
01:04:41,440 --> 01:04:44,120
a collector really have to start
having more because that's how 

1072
01:04:44,120 --> 01:04:48,760
we can heal is first from 
identifying what we're doing 

1073
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:53,000
wrong as a collective and fixing
that shit so we can shift the 

1074
01:04:53,000 --> 01:04:56,800
timeline and get out of this one
and get to something even 

1075
01:04:56,800 --> 01:04:58,360
better. 
Because I know that it can get 

1076
01:04:58,360 --> 01:05:01,560
so much better than this. 
Amen. 

1077
01:05:01,560 --> 01:05:03,760
And that's where we will leave 
you all. 

1078
01:05:03,760 --> 01:05:07,360
Thank you for joining us for 
another episode and we'll see 

1079
01:05:07,360 --> 01:05:09,480
you next time. 
Bye bye. 

1080
01:05:09,520 --> 01:05:10,680
See y'all. 
Welcome to Candy. 

1081
01:05:12,760 --> 01:05:16,960
And spicy and sweet. 
You're in for a tree. 

1082
01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:21,200
You're wildest trees. 
Got gun drops of knowledge and 

1083
01:05:21,600 --> 01:05:26,920
liquors too plump. 
Fancy picking for me and you, 

1084
01:05:27,680 --> 01:05:31,160
Candyland. 
Candyland, a Mystic Coldplay. 

1085
01:05:31,360 --> 01:05:35,440
Here your shadows will meet your
life face to face. 

1086
01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:39,800
Let your imagination run wild as
stories unfold. 

1087
01:05:40,160 --> 01:05:43,880
May you release anything that 
has a whole. 

1088
01:05:44,200 --> 01:05:47,920
Welcome to Candyland. 
Spicy and sweet. 

1089
01:05:48,080 --> 01:05:53,280
You're in for a tree. 
You're wildest streams, gumtrops

1090
01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:59,920
of knowledge and liquorice too. 
Plums plenty picking for me and 

1091
01:06:00,040 --> 01:06:03,120
you. 
Thank you for joining us. 

1092
01:06:03,160 --> 01:06:07,360
May you find solace and grace. 
Welcome to Candyland Boom boom. 

1093
01:06:08,160 --> 01:06:08,280
Boom.