1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,500 --> 00:00:33,500 Welcome back to Candyland. So as you all know, we're doing 3 00:00:33,500 --> 00:00:37,400 weekly drops, we are really ready to wrap up this year. 4 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:43,200 Strong, our second Seasons going to be dropping in January, so 5 00:00:43,400 --> 00:00:45,700 stay tuned. We have a season finale coming 6 00:00:45,700 --> 00:00:48,200 up. We would like to start out with 7 00:00:48,200 --> 00:00:53,700 maybe like a Q&A episode in the beginning of January at some 8 00:00:53,700 --> 00:00:56,000 point. So sending those questions to 9 00:00:56,008 --> 00:00:59,000 our website, lollipop podcast.com. 10 00:00:59,100 --> 00:01:01,300 Mom. And I really tap in with things 11 00:01:01,300 --> 00:01:04,500 that you want us to talk about about our spiritual awakening 12 00:01:04,700 --> 00:01:08,800 about our Dark Night of the Soul about our traumas or like 13 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:15,200 whatever that you want to hear. I want to actually like thank 14 00:01:15,200 --> 00:01:20,200 everybody because the outpouring of love that you guys have been 15 00:01:20,200 --> 00:01:26,500 giving us is so fucking wild. Like I have heard the nicest 16 00:01:26,500 --> 00:01:30,900 things you guys in the past like week and we screenshot 17 00:01:30,900 --> 00:01:32,800 everything and send it to each other. 18 00:01:32,800 --> 00:01:36,800 And we're just like this is poppin and one person on my 19 00:01:36,800 --> 00:01:40,800 mentorship tear was like, had all of these like things to say 20 00:01:40,800 --> 00:01:42,700 about her. Her spiritual journey that like 21 00:01:42,700 --> 00:01:45,200 she was comfortable sharing because of the podcast. 22 00:01:45,300 --> 00:01:46,800 And then she's like, feel free to share. 23 00:01:46,800 --> 00:01:49,400 Absolutely anything that I say with Paige, because I know how 24 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,300 it is when you have a best friend and you just want to 25 00:01:51,300 --> 00:01:56,600 share all the stuff and I'm like, yes, I'm loving it. 26 00:01:56,600 --> 00:02:00,600 And with the holidays, all of the mediumship sessions, the 27 00:02:00,600 --> 00:02:03,600 video sessions, all the readings have been really popping. 28 00:02:03,800 --> 00:02:07,600 The energy is really amazing. I really feel like so many 29 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:10,600 people are opening up spiritually that like 20:23 is 30 00:02:10,600 --> 00:02:13,000 going to be this. Sweep of Awakening. 31 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:15,600 I feel like every person I've met in the last, like, six 32 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:18,600 months, I'm definitely a catalyst in their Spiritual 33 00:02:18,600 --> 00:02:20,600 Awakening and people are like, wow. 34 00:02:20,600 --> 00:02:23,500 So I don't have to feel crazy and I could come over here with 35 00:02:23,500 --> 00:02:26,900 you all and like Phil, welcome. So shout out to everyone that 36 00:02:26,900 --> 00:02:30,000 says they feel like they're in the room with us or that they 37 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:32,500 really relate to us. Because that's really what's 38 00:02:32,500 --> 00:02:37,300 going to build this moment of even further is like finding 39 00:02:37,300 --> 00:02:39,900 that Nish connection where it's like, well we found our 40 00:02:39,900 --> 00:02:43,000 audience. Dude, I've even been having 41 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:46,700 people be like listening to you guys and cheering like your 42 00:02:47,300 --> 00:02:50,600 conversations with each other and like your friendship makes 43 00:02:50,600 --> 00:02:53,000 me have different friendships with the people around me 44 00:02:53,000 --> 00:02:57,600 because we don't have to share the same opinion or like be the 45 00:02:57,600 --> 00:03:00,800 same person. And I think that like Society 46 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:04,300 does so much of like you hang out with your kind like your 47 00:03:04,300 --> 00:03:09,200 person and everybody basis that off of Aesthetics and I love 48 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:11,900 that a podcast. You get to know people Is like 49 00:03:11,900 --> 00:03:14,800 personality and on this one, specifically, they get to know 50 00:03:14,800 --> 00:03:18,000 that like we're completely opposite people and like you're 51 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:19,900 my human. Yeah. 52 00:03:19,900 --> 00:03:22,700 And honestly we still haven't met in person. 53 00:03:22,700 --> 00:03:25,500 We're just going to keep like making sure everyone is very 54 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:29,300 aware that we have never met in person so y'all just wait 55 00:03:29,300 --> 00:03:33,800 because 2023 is bringing more content than you've ever seen. 56 00:03:33,800 --> 00:03:35,300 And we're going to meet in person. 57 00:03:35,600 --> 00:03:38,800 So it's really cool that we built this and it's been six 58 00:03:38,800 --> 00:03:40,900 months. So we're having like this. 59 00:03:41,200 --> 00:03:44,200 Monumental moment, but we're also going into a new year. 60 00:03:44,200 --> 00:03:47,700 So I just feel like if you're listening and you've been 61 00:03:47,700 --> 00:03:50,500 wanting to get that project off the ground, do not, wait till 62 00:03:50,500 --> 00:03:55,000 January start. Now, Yes. 63 00:03:55,500 --> 00:03:58,800 What I've been having like, all of my mentees do and what I just 64 00:03:58,800 --> 00:04:03,100 recommend for everybody is writing down like gratitude 65 00:04:03,100 --> 00:04:07,900 lists from this year or lessons that you've learned or also 66 00:04:07,900 --> 00:04:11,900 challenges that you had in like the way that you liked, how you 67 00:04:11,900 --> 00:04:14,500 handled it and what you wish you would have done differently and 68 00:04:14,500 --> 00:04:18,600 just really reflect on what this last year has been. 69 00:04:19,100 --> 00:04:23,900 And then I don't like resolutions, I like Oceans like, 70 00:04:23,900 --> 00:04:27,800 I like then writing out a list of all of the things 71 00:04:27,800 --> 00:04:31,800 business-wise personalized, whatever that like I really want 72 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:36,600 to see and then write out how to make it happen and that for me 73 00:04:36,600 --> 00:04:39,800 is like a resolution. I feel like it's stupid, like, 74 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:41,100 you're just trying to fix a problem. 75 00:04:41,100 --> 00:04:42,700 You don't want to do that. You want to evolve? 76 00:04:43,500 --> 00:04:48,600 And you also want to be able to reflect back on all of the stuff 77 00:04:48,600 --> 00:04:52,200 that you did really well, just because like a lot of the times 78 00:04:52,200 --> 00:04:55,200 we're only reflecting on what we did mad like, we're not even 79 00:04:55,200 --> 00:04:57,600 acknowledging the things we did well and that's like something 80 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:01,100 are extra want to point out. Celebrate yourself. 81 00:05:02,600 --> 00:05:05,700 Yes. And I feel like also have people 82 00:05:05,700 --> 00:05:09,600 around you, who like celebrate you to and point things out to 83 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:13,500 you because people don't like to hear necessarily like pause Of 84 00:05:13,500 --> 00:05:15,900 things about themselves. Like it makes a lot of people 85 00:05:15,900 --> 00:05:19,500 feel uncomfortable, but you really do need people around you 86 00:05:19,500 --> 00:05:21,700 that are going to be like, yo, you've been doing this. 87 00:05:21,700 --> 00:05:24,400 And that's crazy. Literally, yeah. 88 00:05:24,400 --> 00:05:27,900 And I've been like really attracting a lot of creative 89 00:05:27,900 --> 00:05:31,200 people into my life lately that are like, wow, we should talk 90 00:05:31,200 --> 00:05:32,900 about this. Are we should do that or I'm 91 00:05:32,900 --> 00:05:35,600 going to do this or, you know, I had someone reach out to me and 92 00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:38,400 they were like, can I do some digital art of you? 93 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:42,000 And I'm like, yes, please like so anyone that does digital 94 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:45,000 order does anything like Like please send me fan mail, please 95 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:48,800 send me something like I love art and I love seeing people's 96 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:51,600 art. So if you do art feel free to 97 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:56,500 DMV anytime and show me your art, yeah, absolute fucking 98 00:05:56,500 --> 00:06:00,700 lutely. And I want to do a p.o. box to I 99 00:06:00,700 --> 00:06:02,700 had. And what I was about to say that 100 00:06:02,700 --> 00:06:05,400 I was going to say as soon as you stop talking but then you 101 00:06:05,400 --> 00:06:09,000 said PO box, which is exactly what I was about to talk about, 102 00:06:09,500 --> 00:06:13,200 oh, the best thing ever, I need a penny to get. 103 00:06:13,300 --> 00:06:15,900 One because people are always asking can I send this? 104 00:06:15,900 --> 00:06:19,800 Can I send that or whatever? And like for the podcast room or 105 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:22,800 whatever and like I don't want to give out my address. 106 00:06:23,500 --> 00:06:26,800 Yeah I have a feel box everybody. 107 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:33,500 Everybody everybody honestly, I'm like I'm I drop my PO Box 108 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,000 like somewhere. I don't know. 109 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:38,500 I don't have it anywhere. We have people like ordered 110 00:06:38,500 --> 00:06:42,100 something, you know, but everyone who does order stuff. 111 00:06:42,100 --> 00:06:46,100 Like, I really appreciate y'all. It's fire dude. 112 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:49,700 Wait till we have merch, I cannot wait for the merch, 113 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:54,500 honestly. I am so excited that I 114 00:06:54,500 --> 00:06:56,700 definitely think it's going to be in the New Year's like our 115 00:06:56,700 --> 00:06:59,200 second season. We're going to drop my Ritchie 116 00:06:59,200 --> 00:07:03,300 all and I really can't wait to start doing some of the Q&A 117 00:07:03,300 --> 00:07:06,200 episodes now that we've kind of laid some foundation of life. 118 00:07:06,300 --> 00:07:09,600 Like who we are? What our podcast is about. 119 00:07:09,700 --> 00:07:11,800 We do want you all to know we're not going to have any more 120 00:07:11,800 --> 00:07:15,600 guests for a while. We're just going to go back to 121 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:18,300 the solo. Dolo episodes per request of our 122 00:07:18,300 --> 00:07:21,100 listeners, I know a lot of people said, they vied with our 123 00:07:21,100 --> 00:07:26,400 guests but they also just missed us and I've had a request that 124 00:07:26,400 --> 00:07:31,700 they want longer episodes, Gemini longer, episodes, y'all. 125 00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:34,000 All right. I feel like longer episodes are 126 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:37,600 going to be good when we start with, when we Art doing qas and 127 00:07:37,600 --> 00:07:42,200 we start doing all of that. You know, honestly, I'm looking 128 00:07:42,200 --> 00:07:46,600 forward to when we can do some like different stuff on our 129 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:52,400 patreon in person and like do something that's like involving 130 00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:55,100 other people. If you know what I mean, kind of 131 00:07:55,108 --> 00:08:00,500 like each a saying like the audition for her only fans but 132 00:08:00,500 --> 00:08:03,600 like you know what I mean, like us just doing that doing some 133 00:08:03,600 --> 00:08:05,700 kind of something. Not like that. 134 00:08:05,700 --> 00:08:08,900 What you do is like a Game host on the phone. 135 00:08:09,300 --> 00:08:14,200 Oh, oh, oh, how we were talking about find like, doing the like 136 00:08:14,300 --> 00:08:17,900 obstacle course. Yes, I guess we could not saying 137 00:08:20,300 --> 00:08:23,200 I don't think that's a business venture for me personally but I 138 00:08:23,200 --> 00:08:30,400 hope you do well CC with you. Godspeed godspeed dunk loopy. 139 00:08:31,900 --> 00:08:35,700 Yeah no dude I love having Peach. 140 00:08:36,299 --> 00:08:38,900 Yeah, she's cute. I think that she's so. 141 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:42,400 Motivational. She literally all is like 142 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:47,400 marketing magician. She's all about her her brand 143 00:08:47,700 --> 00:08:52,000 and a at the gym. I gave out a podcast card 144 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:54,300 because I was feeling inspired by feech. 145 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:59,300 Dude, I left them in Costco. Wow, I was walking around and I 146 00:08:59,300 --> 00:09:01,200 was just putting them on top of cans of soup. 147 00:09:03,500 --> 00:09:06,200 Let's go, baby. Hey, if it's not for you, it's 148 00:09:06,200 --> 00:09:07,300 meant for you. You're going to be like I 149 00:09:07,300 --> 00:09:09,600 thought I wanted Campbell's, but I needed a sidekick. 150 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:14,500 Ha ha ha. You know I love being so 151 00:09:14,500 --> 00:09:18,000 connected to like the collective because I do really feel like 152 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:20,600 right now we're coming through like this graduation point and a 153 00:09:20,600 --> 00:09:22,100 lot of people are going next level. 154 00:09:22,100 --> 00:09:25,600 Like big time like for instance one of the girls that I've been 155 00:09:25,600 --> 00:09:29,300 mentoring for like eight or nine months she literally took this 156 00:09:29,300 --> 00:09:31,700 job that's like changed her life and now she's staying in like 157 00:09:31,700 --> 00:09:34,500 this Mansion for like a week. With like 10 other people while 158 00:09:34,500 --> 00:09:39,500 they work the territory and girl the bathtub is chefs kiss and I 159 00:09:39,500 --> 00:09:42,100 wish she was like this is the perfect place for manifesting, 160 00:09:42,100 --> 00:09:44,700 she boasts a video girl, there's High windows. 161 00:09:44,700 --> 00:09:47,700 I mean, everywhere. It has a hot tub inside. 162 00:09:47,700 --> 00:09:50,700 It's like, it's so dope. It's like the real world. 163 00:09:50,700 --> 00:09:53,000 It's like, you pulled up an MTV pick this house for y'all. 164 00:09:53,200 --> 00:09:55,300 And she's there. Like doing this work thing. 165 00:09:55,400 --> 00:09:58,900 It's like outside sales and I just think that's so fucking 166 00:09:58,900 --> 00:10:01,000 cool. Like to see people that were 167 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:03,100 like stuck at a non-death. I'm doing the same. 168 00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:07,400 Day in and day out now outliving their best life and you'll 169 00:10:07,400 --> 00:10:10,100 appreciate this. She sent me a Snapchat one day 170 00:10:10,300 --> 00:10:14,300 because she goes to client's homes and she sent me a 171 00:10:14,300 --> 00:10:16,600 Snapchat. She was like, this kid, it's 172 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:21,500 name is sativa Dude, I knew somebody named sativa. 173 00:10:21,500 --> 00:10:24,200 Do you want to know? This is a fun fact. 174 00:10:24,200 --> 00:10:27,800 If Mac was a girl, his name was going to be Indica Violet. 175 00:10:28,400 --> 00:10:30,100 Nice. Nice. 176 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:33,400 Actually. I could give you an Indica 177 00:10:34,200 --> 00:10:36,600 because I know a girl named India and I like it, like it 178 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:39,600 just, you know, I like that. I just feel like, Indica would 179 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:42,000 have been, like, I don't know, I don't know. 180 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:45,300 I knew somebody named sativa and I was always like, okay. 181 00:10:46,300 --> 00:10:48,500 I thought it was, though, I thought was of that, she sent me 182 00:10:48,500 --> 00:10:51,100 that because I was like, that's so, that's so cute. 183 00:10:51,400 --> 00:10:52,900 I don't know. I just like seeing people out 184 00:10:52,900 --> 00:10:56,100 here taking risk their seven, our comfort zone. 185 00:10:56,100 --> 00:10:58,800 I know a lot of people are joining, you know, our 186 00:10:58,800 --> 00:11:00,800 communities, and they're getting all their comfort zone. 187 00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:04,700 Meeting new, people getting exposed to new stuff, and it's 188 00:11:04,700 --> 00:11:07,100 just really cool like to see people get out of their shell 189 00:11:07,100 --> 00:11:10,000 and be like, you know what, I'm not happy and I'm gonna do 190 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:13,000 something about it and I'm going to hold myself accountable. 191 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:14,600 I'm not going to play games anymore. 192 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:18,400 I'm going to quit. And with my potential and I'm 193 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:22,400 gonna harness, whatever I have. And there's a couple people that 194 00:11:22,400 --> 00:11:24,800 are really like, kind of graduating, like I said, just 195 00:11:24,800 --> 00:11:26,500 collectively. But also I feel like, I'm 196 00:11:26,500 --> 00:11:28,800 graduating like a bunch of us are graduating right now, 197 00:11:28,800 --> 00:11:32,600 because we've been consistent with our work. 198 00:11:33,400 --> 00:11:35,900 Yeah. I don't know. 199 00:11:35,900 --> 00:11:38,000 I love just the energy that's going on right now. 200 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:41,700 I'm here for all of it. We wanted to talk about our New 201 00:11:41,700 --> 00:11:44,900 Year's intentions. Yes. 202 00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:49,100 So I feel like just point blank period. 203 00:11:49,300 --> 00:11:54,100 The podcast is like number one priority for me next year just 204 00:11:54,100 --> 00:12:00,100 because I feel like we really have just really harnessed a 205 00:12:00,100 --> 00:12:04,500 part of ourselves that the world is now getting to connect with 206 00:12:04,500 --> 00:12:06,200 that. I just think is going to make a 207 00:12:06,208 --> 00:12:08,800 lot of other areas of our life easier. 208 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:11,600 So I'm like really excited to really dive into the podcast. 209 00:12:11,600 --> 00:12:14,900 So everyone who's been asking all Week, are we dropping a new 210 00:12:14,900 --> 00:12:16,000 episode? Like, what's up? 211 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:18,600 We want more episodes. I got you. 212 00:12:18,600 --> 00:12:21,200 I also had someone message me right before we hopped on and 213 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:23,800 they said, I've been binging your podcast. 214 00:12:23,800 --> 00:12:26,500 Like, I'm not going to run out of episodes and she said, and 215 00:12:26,500 --> 00:12:28,800 I'm at trigger warning. So I just need to know. 216 00:12:28,900 --> 00:12:30,800 Are you dropping another episode? 217 00:12:31,100 --> 00:12:34,900 And I was like, yeah, tomorrow. And they were like, please. 218 00:12:35,400 --> 00:12:39,200 Thank you. Oh, that makes me so happy dude. 219 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:43,300 It's it's crazy too. Because, like, I don't even feel 220 00:12:43,300 --> 00:12:47,200 like we've Necessarily gotten into like deep, like 221 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:50,500 conversations even yet. And I've had people sending 222 00:12:50,500 --> 00:12:52,800 messages that are like, this is the deepest, like thought 223 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:56,200 process, I've ever heard, like, people speak out loud and I'm 224 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:58,300 like, you need to hold on to your panties, dude, because it's 225 00:12:58,300 --> 00:13:00,800 like shit, gets wild up in here. Like, we've had conversations. 226 00:13:00,800 --> 00:13:05,100 I feel behind the scenes that like, I don't know. 227 00:13:05,100 --> 00:13:08,100 I'm excited. I'm excited to have those kinds 228 00:13:08,100 --> 00:13:12,500 of conversations that people don't usually have openly that 229 00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:15,000 make other people feel. Feel connected and able to be 230 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:17,000 comfortable. Being vulnerable about things. 231 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:22,700 Honestly, vulnerability is what I look for in people like 232 00:13:22,700 --> 00:13:25,000 especially clients and people that I'm working with like 233 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:28,400 people that are willing to be like you know what, this is the 234 00:13:28,900 --> 00:13:30,800 issue. How do you think we can work 235 00:13:30,800 --> 00:13:32,600 through that? Like this is what happened to 236 00:13:32,608 --> 00:13:34,100 me. I'm not, you know what I mean? 237 00:13:34,100 --> 00:13:36,700 Like I know it's hard to speak up on your trauma, sometimes our 238 00:13:36,700 --> 00:13:40,100 speak up. I had someone ask me what we 239 00:13:40,100 --> 00:13:44,000 meant by a Survivor and I was like domestic violence and they 240 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:47,000 were like, what do you mean? Like they didn't understand what 241 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:49,000 we meant by that because they live Another country. 242 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:52,100 So like they just didn't understand at all. 243 00:13:52,100 --> 00:13:54,800 So I explained it to them and they were like, I can't believe 244 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:57,200 that your country could be worse than India. 245 00:13:57,200 --> 00:14:00,200 And I was like, I don't know. It's pretty wild over here 246 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:02,600 sometimes and they were just like, well, I just hate that 247 00:14:02,600 --> 00:14:04,900 people have to go through that and it's just cool that were be. 248 00:14:04,900 --> 00:14:10,000 Are we are able to expose people to things that they otherwise 249 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:12,900 are not exposed to? And I think that's what's 250 00:14:12,900 --> 00:14:16,900 inspiring me. The most with our journey 251 00:14:16,900 --> 00:14:21,100 together is because Does the more that we open our self up? 252 00:14:21,100 --> 00:14:25,300 I feel like the deeper, I get to know everyone around me. 253 00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:30,300 Yeah. I feel like because people are 254 00:14:31,100 --> 00:14:34,400 comfortable approaching us too, because we do have these kinds 255 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:38,600 of conversations and we show, I think like, struggles that we've 256 00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:41,000 had or that we're having. And then we kind of talked about 257 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:44,000 how we're going through that. And I just think that it makes 258 00:14:44,300 --> 00:14:48,200 the people around us, be able to have that comfortability being 259 00:14:48,200 --> 00:14:51,100 vulnerable because they don't have that in other spaces, 260 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:55,700 exactly what you're saying. And also I think helps people 261 00:14:55,700 --> 00:14:59,100 open Their own throat chakra. To be able to start having 262 00:14:59,100 --> 00:15:02,900 uncomfortable conversations with other people or set boundaries. 263 00:15:03,200 --> 00:15:06,900 And I think like if anything that you can do, if you're 264 00:15:06,900 --> 00:15:10,300 listening right now is make sure that your boundaries and your 265 00:15:10,300 --> 00:15:16,200 foundation is secure because so many people have sandbags on 266 00:15:16,200 --> 00:15:19,000 their team and like they're weighing you down and you've got 267 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:21,700 to cut them loose and as mad as that's going to hurt. 268 00:15:21,700 --> 00:15:24,300 You got to pull the Band-Aid off or whatever. 269 00:15:24,300 --> 00:15:28,500 You know, I did a reading. Going for a client and some 270 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:32,600 really stuff came out that they didn't want to hear. 271 00:15:32,600 --> 00:15:34,700 And they were like, wow, I really need to hear that though. 272 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:39,500 Like, they do and their heart deep down the answer that I just 273 00:15:39,500 --> 00:15:41,800 gave to them, but it was like, they weren't trying to hear it, 274 00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:43,200 right? Like, they didn't really want to 275 00:15:43,200 --> 00:15:46,500 hear it, but they heard it. And it's like once you here, and 276 00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:49,400 you open up to the information that's supposed to be for you, 277 00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:51,900 that's available for you Spirits, only going to give you 278 00:15:51,900 --> 00:15:54,300 what you can handle right now, like, Spirits, only going to 279 00:15:54,300 --> 00:15:57,400 give you what you need. Right now and I think that's 280 00:15:57,400 --> 00:16:01,700 what's so cool about like the mentor programs that we do with 281 00:16:01,700 --> 00:16:04,400 the monthly readings because it's like you don't lose track. 282 00:16:04,400 --> 00:16:07,800 You keep going instead of like taking a couple steps back and 283 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:10,800 then asking for help again it's like know you like might take a 284 00:16:10,808 --> 00:16:14,100 step or two back but then you're pushed back three for three or 285 00:16:14,100 --> 00:16:17,300 four steps forward and you don't really fall behind it, kind of 286 00:16:17,308 --> 00:16:20,500 just balances itself out. Yeah. 287 00:16:20,600 --> 00:16:23,400 No, I'm loving it. And it's a way to really be able 288 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:27,200 to like check in with people on. I don't know. 289 00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:31,400 I feel like I learned so much about like myself and like 290 00:16:31,400 --> 00:16:34,100 chucking them with myself on things when I like read other 291 00:16:34,100 --> 00:16:36,200 people too. Especially when we're doing 292 00:16:36,200 --> 00:16:39,000 mentorship things and I'm like giving somebody advice and then 293 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,100 I'm like wait am I taking that advice for myself? 294 00:16:41,100 --> 00:16:45,100 Because like that sounds real good and so it almost is like 295 00:16:45,100 --> 00:16:48,600 it's putting me in check to and I think that Spirit knows that 296 00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:51,300 something that I need. Because I tend to be somebody 297 00:16:51,300 --> 00:16:54,400 who's like yeah it works. They went by and then like it 298 00:16:54,400 --> 00:16:56,800 comes back. What's accountability? 299 00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,000 I think. Yeah. 300 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:00,700 One-on-one with someone, it's accountability. 301 00:17:00,700 --> 00:17:03,500 If you're willing to be vulnerable like I have people 302 00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:06,500 that get readings and they get a lot out of it because there's 303 00:17:06,500 --> 00:17:09,500 really open and they're really excited and they're really 304 00:17:09,700 --> 00:17:11,900 engaged. And then I have people that are 305 00:17:12,500 --> 00:17:16,200 fear-based because they've grown up a religious or whatever some 306 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:20,200 way somehow their fear-based. So what I tell people, You know, 307 00:17:20,200 --> 00:17:23,300 everyone has these walls and like a lot of time the walls 308 00:17:23,300 --> 00:17:27,400 keep out good and bad stuff but like you know you have to choose 309 00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:30,800 to let your walls down with me because if I have to waste or, 310 00:17:30,900 --> 00:17:33,600 you know, use a bunch of energy to get through the wall. 311 00:17:33,800 --> 00:17:35,700 You're not going to get that much out of it. 312 00:17:35,700 --> 00:17:37,500 But if you are like, no, sure, here's the door. 313 00:17:37,500 --> 00:17:39,800 Come on in, like, let's sit down and let's do this. 314 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:42,500 Like here's the muscle. Here's where it fucking hurts. 315 00:17:42,500 --> 00:17:44,200 Here's where it's dark. Here's where it sucks. 316 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:47,700 Like whatever's going on because most of the time, you don't 317 00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:49,500 people come to us with like this. 318 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:52,800 Since of, like I'm lost. And like I have been there as 319 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:54,000 well. And I know you have been there 320 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:56,100 as well. So it's like when you see people 321 00:17:56,100 --> 00:17:59,100 who really want it you know like I can tell if you're really 322 00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:04,000 going to take what I'm saying and do it or if you're just 323 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:08,100 going to listen and let it like you know just kind of Grey's 324 00:18:08,100 --> 00:18:10,500 your presents, but you don't actually process it. 325 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:12,700 And I think that's the difference between people who 326 00:18:13,100 --> 00:18:16,600 really want to do the work because it's not the easy path. 327 00:18:18,100 --> 00:18:24,000 I think that one of my favorite like kind of clients so far, has 328 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:27,900 been the person that's like, I don't even know why I booked 329 00:18:27,900 --> 00:18:30,100 this reading. I don't know, like, I'm just 330 00:18:30,100 --> 00:18:33,000 willing to do whatever I need to do, I've had people that are 331 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:36,000 bringing notepads and paper and pens and are like I'm just going 332 00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:38,200 to take notes while you're talking and like, I just need 333 00:18:38,200 --> 00:18:41,800 direction and to know what I'm doing and they just listen to 334 00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:44,500 their whole reading and then take all of this stuff, you 335 00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:47,000 know. Honestly, I've been loving 336 00:18:47,000 --> 00:18:49,800 recording the Things now, because people are re-watching, 337 00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:52,100 all of, and I'm like, wow, like this is so helpful. 338 00:18:52,100 --> 00:18:54,100 I wish, every reading that I've ever received. 339 00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:56,700 It was recorded somewhere, you know, and I do know. 340 00:18:56,700 --> 00:19:00,200 People told me before, like, they have notes on every reading 341 00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:03,200 they've received like shit, I give myself deep readings. 342 00:19:03,200 --> 00:19:05,600 It will all be crying. It'll be hitting and I won't 343 00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:07,800 write nothing down. I'm all right. 344 00:19:07,900 --> 00:19:11,600 Nada, I might write like one or two little notes but I won't. 345 00:19:11,600 --> 00:19:14,300 I went out like write down all the cards or nothing. 346 00:19:14,500 --> 00:19:17,700 I just think that I do. It works for me and I know that 347 00:19:17,700 --> 00:19:20,800 I'm A moment being present, rather than trying to document 348 00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:22,800 and record. The moment is like, sometimes 349 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:27,200 more Monumental for me, but I do think that doing the reading on 350 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:31,800 video and recording it is such a Vibe because re-watching, it has 351 00:19:31,800 --> 00:19:37,900 to be good for you. I've been recording my sessions 352 00:19:37,900 --> 00:19:39,700 and sending them to people afterwards, too. 353 00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:44,300 Because I just feel like There's always something when you go 354 00:19:44,300 --> 00:19:47,000 back and listen, even when we do the podcast, if you go back and 355 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:48,400 listen, I take something different out of our 356 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,100 conversation and I'm like, damn, I must have been daydreaming 357 00:19:51,100 --> 00:19:53,000 while she was talking cuz I remember her talking about this 358 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:58,100 at all. I love the podcast because it's 359 00:19:58,100 --> 00:20:01,100 so diverse, but yet we're keeping it really under that 360 00:20:01,100 --> 00:20:04,400 spirituality umbrella. But I'm excited for us to start 361 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:06,600 charting like comedy and other charts. 362 00:20:06,600 --> 00:20:09,300 So that's another manifestation for the podcast is like, we're 363 00:20:09,300 --> 00:20:13,500 going to start charting other charts and I really feel Once we 364 00:20:13,500 --> 00:20:17,500 get in person and get that momentum, that the comedy aspect 365 00:20:17,500 --> 00:20:20,800 of it is going to be even more elevated. 366 00:20:22,700 --> 00:20:24,800 Yeah, I can't wait, I don't know. 367 00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:28,400 I don't know how, I don't know when I don't know what we're 368 00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:30,700 going to do, but I know that I'm going to see you. 369 00:20:30,900 --> 00:20:36,200 I can see it happening. I'm really excited for just the 370 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:40,600 leveling up in my own spirituality because I'm really 371 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:44,800 starting to see the seeds grow into like fruit trees. 372 00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,900 Now like I'm actually starting to get fruits of my labor of 373 00:20:47,900 --> 00:20:52,400 like intentions I set four years ago like it's while but Spirit 374 00:20:52,400 --> 00:20:57,100 keeps telling me like 2024 is just going to hit different. 375 00:20:57,100 --> 00:21:00,300 And then I was like, you know what, like it's crazy. 376 00:21:00,300 --> 00:21:03,500 How quick 2022 went by like already knows. 377 00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:06,500 Three is going to be, you know, like I already have several 378 00:21:06,500 --> 00:21:10,100 trips planned already have, like, literally three or four 379 00:21:10,100 --> 00:21:13,000 trips like in my mind for next year, you know what I mean? 380 00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:15,200 So I make sure he's gonna fly that. 381 00:21:15,300 --> 00:21:18,700 So I already know that 2024 is going to be so big because it's 382 00:21:18,700 --> 00:21:22,500 like, it's really coming in like my Spiritual Awakening started 383 00:21:22,500 --> 00:21:26,600 in like 2018 and like it's really coming in on so many 384 00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:30,800 cycles, you know, like cuz seven years is like the cycle 2024 385 00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:32,800 2025. Like I just know that the next 386 00:21:32,800 --> 00:21:36,300 couple of years orders Going to be wild because I'm going to 387 00:21:36,300 --> 00:21:39,800 really get to see what I've been working for and no one can stop 388 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:41,800 it because no one can stop what's for you. 389 00:21:41,900 --> 00:21:43,300 And that's what I like to tell everyone. 390 00:21:43,300 --> 00:21:46,800 Like, only, you can stop you. No one else can stop you unless 391 00:21:46,800 --> 00:21:50,800 you let them only you can prevent forest fires. 392 00:21:52,700 --> 00:21:57,500 Eric are I got a reading today? I interviewed somebody for coven 393 00:21:57,500 --> 00:22:01,700 and he gave me a reading on there and he was talking about 394 00:22:01,700 --> 00:22:07,400 how I had to like break down years to have a rebuild year 395 00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:13,300 this year and that next year and 2024 that Partnerships that I'm 396 00:22:13,300 --> 00:22:16,100 having and like businesses and whatever. 397 00:22:16,100 --> 00:22:18,700 Everything's going to start coming into fruition because 398 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,200 there's been that consistent Hard Work Foundation. 399 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:24,000 And I was just like, I can't, I can't wait. 400 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:31,900 Like, I no longer see, just like my individual like brand come up 401 00:22:31,900 --> 00:22:35,300 so like I see. See what you and I do together 402 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:38,700 now as well. And like, that brand of itself 403 00:22:38,900 --> 00:22:43,000 and doing different things, and different avenues that that 404 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,100 opens up, and I'm just excited about it. 405 00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:49,600 Yeah, we're manifesting sponsors for the podcast. 406 00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:53,200 We definitely want to get some answers that were aligned with 407 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:56,600 though. It would be really, really cool 408 00:22:57,000 --> 00:23:01,800 to do a podcast or like, just straight up have a lot of 409 00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:05,800 podcasts. According we're definitely gonna 410 00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:14,300 do some type of Really dope. Long two-part episode. 411 00:23:14,300 --> 00:23:16,300 We're going to start trying to do some two parts because I know 412 00:23:16,300 --> 00:23:19,600 we did that a little bit this season, but next season, we're 413 00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:22,900 going to do some like, like Cliffhangers where we just leave 414 00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:25,700 y'all Hagen and you have to wait till next week and then all 415 00:23:25,700 --> 00:23:29,800 week, I want to hear y'all text me and say, I can't wait to find 416 00:23:29,800 --> 00:23:30,800 out. I can't wait. 417 00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:32,900 I can't wait like, that's what I'm ready for. 418 00:23:32,900 --> 00:23:36,500 I'm ready for more and more people to follow, and download 419 00:23:36,500 --> 00:23:39,900 the podcast because, you know, it's really cool that you all In 420 00:23:39,900 --> 00:23:44,200 but the downloads really help us because it's like you're telling 421 00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:47,900 this app or whatever that like you want this on your phone and 422 00:23:47,900 --> 00:23:50,600 if you turn on automatic downloads, like I have those on 423 00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:53,800 for a few different podcast so you can listen to them like on a 424 00:23:53,808 --> 00:23:57,600 plane or wherever that's important, too. 425 00:23:57,600 --> 00:24:01,600 So please please, please do that for us. 426 00:24:02,300 --> 00:24:08,600 Yes, also like reviewing the podcast, leaving comments like 427 00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:11,600 rating it. All of that super helps us to be 428 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:14,500 able to like, get in rotation. So currently we're on religion 429 00:24:14,500 --> 00:24:18,300 and spirituality charts which is hilarious to me because I don't 430 00:24:18,300 --> 00:24:23,800 feel like we talked religion. Like, I don't know, at least we 431 00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:26,900 haven't yet, we've talked to some spirituality, but I also 432 00:24:26,900 --> 00:24:29,800 think that we're going to be on so many different charts that I 433 00:24:29,808 --> 00:24:31,100 think are going to make more sense. 434 00:24:31,100 --> 00:24:34,500 Like I think that this is going to be a podcast that is in a 435 00:24:34,500 --> 00:24:39,500 specific genre and like being religion definitely isn't like 436 00:24:39,500 --> 00:24:41,500 we're where I want us to sit and simmer. 437 00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:45,700 Yeah, I mean I think it's really cool that were charting at. 438 00:24:45,700 --> 00:24:49,900 Also, shout out to every I mean yes, period, I think it's a 439 00:24:49,908 --> 00:24:52,000 would just do that. We have a podcast. 440 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:57,200 I think I'm here to really show people that, like, you can take 441 00:24:57,200 --> 00:25:01,600 everything that was set out to stop you and like, use that as 442 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:04,400 the fuel and the fire to get you to that next level. 443 00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:09,500 Like, most of the things we talked about That got us to our 444 00:25:09,500 --> 00:25:12,400 spiritual journey. Like we're, we're helping others 445 00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:17,400 with our journey, kind of all colliding at once was from 446 00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:20,700 darkness, and pain, and Trauma, and sickness, and all of that. 447 00:25:20,700 --> 00:25:25,800 So, I just think that it's really important to not be the 448 00:25:25,900 --> 00:25:28,800 Debbie Downer in your own story like telling yourself. 449 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:31,200 Well, you ain't really shit. Like you ain't doing that and 450 00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:33,400 you ain't gonna go to the gym. Or you ain't going to do you 451 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:36,400 know, like quit talking shit to yourself and I know a lot of 452 00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:39,400 people are working on it. I'm here to remind you probably 453 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:42,200 every episode like that negative, self-talk telling 454 00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:45,200 yourself, you're broke that. You can't that, you know, 455 00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:49,200 whatever to shouldn't ideas down before you even brainstorm away 456 00:25:49,500 --> 00:25:53,100 in, even a perfect world. That's what manifestation is, 457 00:25:53,100 --> 00:25:56,800 like, manifesting that perfect scenario that fits and I think 458 00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:59,800 so many people, throw in the towel and just tell herself, 459 00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:03,200 like, nope can't wouldn't be able to can't accept that, can't 460 00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:05,800 do that. And I just want everyone to at 461 00:26:05,800 --> 00:26:09,300 least give some stuff A shot. Not even if it's getting a 462 00:26:09,300 --> 00:26:12,900 reading or, you know, asking for help from someone that you love 463 00:26:12,900 --> 00:26:15,900 like, you know, put your pride aside be vulnerable because 464 00:26:15,900 --> 00:26:17,700 that's really the only way you're going to get out of your 465 00:26:17,700 --> 00:26:22,400 own Cycles. That's such a difficult thing to 466 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,900 do to especially because I think that a lot of people don't 467 00:26:25,900 --> 00:26:29,700 recognize that they do that or they don't recognize that they 468 00:26:30,100 --> 00:26:33,100 don't ask for help or they don't have conversations or they 469 00:26:33,100 --> 00:26:36,300 whatever. So I think that's like the first 470 00:26:36,300 --> 00:26:39,400 step to is recognizing that your But who's not already doing 471 00:26:39,400 --> 00:26:44,100 those things? Also like, if your attachment 472 00:26:44,100 --> 00:26:46,500 style or something that you learned from your parents as 473 00:26:46,500 --> 00:26:49,900 very like detached, like you're not used to asking for help or 474 00:26:49,908 --> 00:26:52,800 you're not used to reaching out when you're sad or lonely or 475 00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:56,200 whatever like it is going to feel very uncomfortable for a 476 00:26:56,208 --> 00:26:59,300 long time to be able to be vulnerable and I even noticed 477 00:26:59,300 --> 00:27:03,700 myself even with all the support that I have still sometimes like 478 00:27:03,700 --> 00:27:07,300 secluding myself and I know you mentioned that an episode or two 479 00:27:07,300 --> 00:27:10,800 ago about Like needing time to figure it all out before, asking 480 00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:15,200 someone or telling anyone. And I do that sometimes as well, 481 00:27:15,300 --> 00:27:18,600 just because I'm really stubborn and hard on myself in a sense of 482 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:21,800 like What are they gonna do about it? 483 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:23,300 You can tell them. What are they going to? 484 00:27:23,300 --> 00:27:25,300 Do, you know what I mean? Like, I'm just so stubbornly 485 00:27:25,300 --> 00:27:28,000 like, independent. Sometimes it like, yes, I just 486 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:31,400 don't even believe that even if I told anyone that it would help 487 00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:33,300 anything. So it's like I'm not even do 488 00:27:33,300 --> 00:27:35,500 that. Like I don't want to do that but 489 00:27:35,500 --> 00:27:37,700 I have gotten a little more vulnerable in the last couple of 490 00:27:37,708 --> 00:27:41,600 years with the public like strangers and people like, and I 491 00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:43,500 love whenever I give a reading and Spirits. 492 00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:45,100 Like, okay. Now tell a part of your story 493 00:27:45,100 --> 00:27:47,200 that fits this because it's relevant, it's going to help 494 00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:48,900 him. And I love that because it, 495 00:27:48,900 --> 00:27:51,400 like, you said it, I feel like sometimes The messages are for 496 00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:54,300 me too, and the cool thing that's been happening. 497 00:27:54,500 --> 00:27:57,400 If you've received a reading from me and like a spirit as 498 00:27:57,400 --> 00:28:00,500 came through for you, all of those Spirits like collectively 499 00:28:00,500 --> 00:28:02,600 have been chilling. When I hope in a circle, like 500 00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:05,100 what I've been open in circles, there's this one girl's grandpa. 501 00:28:05,300 --> 00:28:07,900 I couldn't tell you the girl's name to save my life, but she 502 00:28:07,900 --> 00:28:10,300 could probably message me and be like, it was my grandpa. 503 00:28:10,700 --> 00:28:14,600 But I told her about her Grandpa grandfather, like, went into the 504 00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:18,900 spiritual realm to kind of help other people, adjust to the 505 00:28:18,900 --> 00:28:21,900 spiritual realm because some Roots are not adjusting well 506 00:28:21,900 --> 00:28:24,800 like, they're they were either really religious or skeptical or 507 00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:27,600 like a frayed or like whatever like maybe they just, they're 508 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:29,900 not loving it. Like some Spirits do. 509 00:28:30,100 --> 00:28:33,100 And this man was like having a fucking party in the spiritual 510 00:28:33,100 --> 00:28:36,600 realm, like he was out here and he showed up like a bat out of 511 00:28:36,608 --> 00:28:38,300 hell, like doing everything in this reading. 512 00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:41,000 It was so funny because she was like, I just can't believe that 513 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,100 it's him a mic. She was so shocked by the things 514 00:28:43,100 --> 00:28:44,500 he was telling me. It was just so alive. 515 00:28:44,500 --> 00:28:47,200 She was like my mom is going to flip and I felt like most of the 516 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:50,100 reading ended up probably meaning for her. 517 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:52,500 You know what I mean? Like double meaning to tell her 518 00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:56,400 mom these things but he is showed up to every suit like 519 00:28:56,700 --> 00:28:59,400 serious Circle that I've opened since then and that's been like, 520 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:02,600 going on like a month. Like every time I open a circle, 521 00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:05,400 this man is they're just children just like David with 522 00:29:05,400 --> 00:29:07,000 everyone. Like as he's just like, that's 523 00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:09,700 what he does. I think that's dope. 524 00:29:09,700 --> 00:29:16,000 I know somebody who did a reading and this little girl is 525 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:18,600 who she ended up connecting with and the little girls stayed at 526 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:23,300 her house and Is like an active part of like her house spirit 527 00:29:23,300 --> 00:29:26,900 and like it just chills with her and is always there. 528 00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:30,600 Yeah, honestly. And I don't be letting Spirits 529 00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:33,700 do all that. No not not for me or not 530 00:29:33,700 --> 00:29:36,600 staying. But she's at she said, death 531 00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:41,800 worker. And so like she works with their 532 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:45,400 energy as much as she liked. Gives them space if that makes 533 00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:46,500 sense. Yeah. 534 00:29:46,500 --> 00:29:49,200 I feel you. Yeah, that's that's for some 535 00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:52,200 people, that ain't Fair. You know, I'll talk to the 536 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:54,500 sphere, is a go back to the spiritual realm. 537 00:29:54,500 --> 00:29:58,500 We'll talk later, we'll be back, but I do like a good, like 538 00:29:58,500 --> 00:30:02,200 Spirit Circle and talking to my ancestors and guides and stuff 539 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:03,300 throughout the day, like all day. 540 00:30:03,300 --> 00:30:05,900 Like sometimes I just open my spirit Circle and it's open all 541 00:30:05,900 --> 00:30:10,000 day, not just during reading, so that's probably like, for some 542 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,800 people. A lot of energy, they couldn't, 543 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:13,900 they don't mess with that, but sometimes it's like, straight. 544 00:30:13,900 --> 00:30:17,600 Like, if you imagine that Christmas scene movie and Harry 545 00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:20,100 Potter, where there's like Spirits everywhere and like 546 00:30:20,500 --> 00:30:22,100 Around. That's like sometimes the crib. 547 00:30:22,100 --> 00:30:25,700 So does my crib but it's fine because like I'm fine with it 548 00:30:25,700 --> 00:30:29,700 but like when I don't want them all here, they don't like we 549 00:30:29,700 --> 00:30:31,800 have boundaries. So yeah. 550 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:34,900 That's what's important is you being able to have those 551 00:30:34,900 --> 00:30:38,000 boundaries? Yeah, because it's training 552 00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:40,400 after a while. Like I mean it can be, sometimes 553 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:42,900 it's empowering like you said because you're using it for your 554 00:30:42,900 --> 00:30:46,500 energetic. You know, elevation, I guess 555 00:30:46,500 --> 00:30:50,300 would be a good word, but it's been getting really real lately, 556 00:30:50,300 --> 00:30:54,800 like with the readings, and the spirit connections, and then the 557 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:56,900 people that are just like, I feel so called to you. 558 00:30:56,900 --> 00:30:59,100 Like, y'all have no idea how much that means to me when 559 00:30:59,100 --> 00:31:02,900 people are, like, I'm called to you because it's like, wow, what 560 00:31:02,900 --> 00:31:04,900 it is though? Like I know a lot of people 561 00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:07,500 think that they're just so called to me or obsessed with 562 00:31:07,500 --> 00:31:09,200 me. But really, it's your Spirit 563 00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:12,000 guides or pulling you close to me because they know that I 564 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,300 could hear them and then I'm like, I see you and I can help 565 00:31:15,300 --> 00:31:16,900 you. So your so-called to me and like 566 00:31:16,900 --> 00:31:19,800 obsessed with me, really? Because your Spirit guides are 567 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:23,500 in your ear. Like Paige, Paige, Paige, go 568 00:31:23,500 --> 00:31:26,600 talk to Paige like because your Spirit guides and your ancestors 569 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:29,500 and your angels, want you to connect deeper with your own 570 00:31:29,500 --> 00:31:32,600 spirituality because they know that I'm not a gatekeeper. 571 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:35,100 I'm going to make sure that you can do this on your own that you 572 00:31:35,100 --> 00:31:39,500 can feel validated and secure in your own messages and like like 573 00:31:39,500 --> 00:31:42,600 I know Gemini teaches a lot on confidence like, you know, just 574 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:44,600 being more aware of the messages. 575 00:31:44,800 --> 00:31:47,300 Is the first set like the first step is just knowing that you 576 00:31:47,300 --> 00:31:52,800 got a damn message. Yes, this is like seriously 577 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:55,400 repeating a conversation that I already had earlier today. 578 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:59,000 So I'm just sitting here like having a whole Deja Vu moment 579 00:31:59,100 --> 00:32:02,200 because this is clearly like what the collective is needing 580 00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:06,200 and this moment and in this space and time, and we're all 581 00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,900 kind of on this Collective wavelength, and while everybody 582 00:32:08,900 --> 00:32:12,000 is out like trying to buy things that make them happy, I think 583 00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,900 the most important thing is to be happy with yourself. 584 00:32:14,900 --> 00:32:18,500 At the end of the day, you're not a fucking robot or a money 585 00:32:18,500 --> 00:32:22,500 machine and, you know, we create these mental constructs. 586 00:32:22,500 --> 00:32:25,200 That keep us stuck. It's kind of like what humans 587 00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:28,900 have agreed to do is kind of like like make this a 588 00:32:28,900 --> 00:32:30,900 motherfucking obstacle course around here. 589 00:32:30,900 --> 00:32:33,000 Like, it ain't just like, okay well here's the answers. 590 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:36,600 Everybody knows them. Now know it's like really crazy, 591 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:39,500 how the spiritual Community is turned into, like this cliche, 592 00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:46,400 like people who have never in their life, Donna fucking any 593 00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:48,900 Shadow worker trying to heal people and help people and 594 00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:52,100 stuff, you know, it's wild to me and I don't judge, I don't care 595 00:32:52,100 --> 00:32:54,800 because you're like, I don't rock up, karmic debt with the 596 00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,400 universe. Like, the one thing that I do 597 00:32:56,400 --> 00:33:00,300 is, I give and give and give and give and I received, but I give 598 00:33:00,300 --> 00:33:03,300 so that I'm always in Balance, like I like to be a balance with 599 00:33:03,308 --> 00:33:05,300 the universe because the universe is always like you want 600 00:33:05,300 --> 00:33:08,700 to go to this opportunity, or here's this really cool thing or 601 00:33:08,700 --> 00:33:11,900 hears this and I know Gemini's that's been happening for you 602 00:33:11,900 --> 00:33:14,700 lately with a lot of the stuff that like, you'll be talking 603 00:33:14,700 --> 00:33:17,000 about About someone signing up for your thing and then someone 604 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:20,600 does like that's like I call it liquid manifestation because 605 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:24,900 it's like it happened, quickly and water liquid moves quickly. 606 00:33:26,600 --> 00:33:30,600 It's always been wild for me that when I think about things 607 00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:37,600 that happens and I that his worked out for a long time in 608 00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:43,200 the - and that's why I'm so like I'm always pressing like 609 00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:45,300 checking what you're thinking about and checking what your 610 00:33:45,300 --> 00:33:49,700 initial reaction on things is because literally like you're, 611 00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:52,900 you're thinking about things and you're planning things and 612 00:33:52,900 --> 00:33:55,500 putting energy into, it makes it fucking happen. 613 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:59,100 That's Actually what it is. Like that's why I know bunny is 614 00:33:59,100 --> 00:34:03,100 preaching making a vision board and Gemini and me are going to 615 00:34:03,108 --> 00:34:06,700 make one for the podcast because it is true. 616 00:34:06,700 --> 00:34:09,500 Like I've made vision boards in the last couple of years. 617 00:34:09,900 --> 00:34:13,000 Another really cool thing you can do is like get a box and I 618 00:34:13,007 --> 00:34:16,500 told a client to do this. You write a letter to your past, 619 00:34:16,500 --> 00:34:19,199 self your present self and your future self and you put it in 620 00:34:19,199 --> 00:34:23,300 this box and you kind of make it like a trinket box and then at 621 00:34:23,300 --> 00:34:26,600 the next New Year's you read all the letters and you like Burn 622 00:34:26,600 --> 00:34:28,800 them under the first full moon, or do whatever you want with 623 00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:30,600 them. You can keep them if you want 624 00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:33,800 but you know, maybe burn the past one or like whatever. 625 00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:38,000 And I personally like the little boxes because you it's kind of 626 00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:41,600 like a ritual altar in a box. I put like feathers in it. 627 00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:44,800 We got like coins. We like I did it with a group of 628 00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:48,100 friends, a couple years ago, we all wrote each other letters and 629 00:34:48,100 --> 00:34:50,600 it was really beautiful when we opened them like it. 630 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:53,300 I think we said we were going to make them this year but you know 631 00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:58,000 it's about attention and putting something Into the universe and 632 00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:00,200 really willing it into the universe. 633 00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:06,800 Yeah, absolutely the vision. Let's just say the vision board 634 00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,500 though. That's like I'm up next I'm 635 00:35:08,500 --> 00:35:11,800 doing it. I've never actually sat down in 636 00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:16,800 like fully done a vision board like I've done I'm very big on 637 00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:22,600 like writing so I've written every year and like projected 638 00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:25,900 what I want to have or like a mindset that I want to be under 639 00:35:25,900 --> 00:35:28,300 something. But I've never sat down and put 640 00:35:28,300 --> 00:35:31,400 the energy of flipping things out of magazines and gluing it 641 00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:35,000 on and being very intentional and I like scrapbooking. 642 00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:37,300 So I feel like doing a vision boards going to be dope. 643 00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:41,100 Yeah, I definitely have done them at like workshops before, 644 00:35:41,100 --> 00:35:43,600 but I've never liked went and bought the stuff and done one at 645 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,900 home alone. So I'm thinking about like, 646 00:35:45,900 --> 00:35:49,200 making it like a new like I might get a bunch of stuff and 647 00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:52,000 then maybe invite someone over to make one with me or 648 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:53,800 something. I think that would be cool, but 649 00:35:53,900 --> 00:35:55,900 I definitely want to make it a new routine. 650 00:35:55,900 --> 00:35:59,300 We're like, God, do it at home every year, like do it because I 651 00:35:59,308 --> 00:36:02,500 know buddy said she's been doing it forever and I just think like 652 00:36:02,700 --> 00:36:05,800 if anybody wants to take notes for taking notes from Bunny and 653 00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:09,700 that's our that's our Queen and savior and that's just the 654 00:36:09,700 --> 00:36:12,900 facts. So we're gonna say everybody, go 655 00:36:12,900 --> 00:36:14,800 to the dollar store and get some magazines. 656 00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:16,900 Get a poster board. Let us know how it goes. 657 00:36:17,100 --> 00:36:19,300 Sent me. Pictures message me pictures. 658 00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:23,500 Email us pictures and we will literally share some of your 659 00:36:23,500 --> 00:36:25,800 manifestations on the New Year's episode. 660 00:36:26,700 --> 00:36:30,300 One day we're going to be like you guys and this is what I'm 661 00:36:30,300 --> 00:36:33,600 projecting this, what I'm going to manifest one day, we're going 662 00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:38,300 to be like you guys we had to break are no guest rule because 663 00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:42,300 we're interviewing bunny right now and the Godmother of the 664 00:36:42,300 --> 00:36:45,000 podcast right here. And the reason that it all 665 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:51,000 happened and yeah and I'm just going to look at her the whole 666 00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:57,500 time and not like the one time that I really I knew that was 667 00:36:57,500 --> 00:37:00,800 going to change. My life was just like the 668 00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:02,400 fucking first moment, it happened. 669 00:37:03,100 --> 00:37:04,900 Like I said, it's been a good actor. 670 00:37:04,900 --> 00:37:07,700 They're like, this is going to change a like, like I just do 671 00:37:07,700 --> 00:37:10,400 it. Like, it has in more ways than 672 00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:13,200 one. And what I love about it is you 673 00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:16,800 can't make people really see you. 674 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,800 Like, you have to be yourself and people have to see you on 675 00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:21,200 their own. You know what I mean? 676 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:24,100 Like, the real relationships are formed organically. 677 00:37:24,100 --> 00:37:26,000 They're not forced, or, like her. 678 00:37:26,100 --> 00:37:29,100 Ejected or paid or arranged or whatever. 679 00:37:29,100 --> 00:37:32,000 And I think that's what's so cool about our podcast is like 680 00:37:32,500 --> 00:37:35,700 it, really spraying from like the craziest occurrence. 681 00:37:35,700 --> 00:37:39,000 That was just like a spiral of like dominoes, you know, like 682 00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:42,400 one thing after text led to this moment and if you wouldn't have 683 00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:45,800 had the courage to start coming, we wouldn't be here because I 684 00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:48,600 already know that I wouldn't have started a podcast by 685 00:37:48,600 --> 00:37:52,500 myself. Dude, I was shocked that you 686 00:37:52,500 --> 00:37:57,700 asked me to do the podcast. Like I because what had happened 687 00:37:57,700 --> 00:38:01,500 was I got the idea in my mind when we had been texting and I 688 00:38:01,500 --> 00:38:04,500 was like, this would be so cool. And then I was like, she doesn't 689 00:38:04,500 --> 00:38:07,000 want to do a podcast with me, she's going to be, she's always 690 00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:08,700 telling me I need to like, take a break or chill. 691 00:38:08,700 --> 00:38:11,300 Like she was want to do that and then you're like, I have this 692 00:38:11,300 --> 00:38:13,100 great idea how about a podcast and I was like, 693 00:38:13,100 --> 00:38:16,000 abso-fucking-lutely and here we are. 694 00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:20,300 Honestly it really worked out really well and And the girl 695 00:38:20,300 --> 00:38:24,100 that did our logo this girl, Jamie, she really fucking got me 696 00:38:24,100 --> 00:38:29,800 inspired with the logo because that really opened up the vision 697 00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:32,300 of like, wow. Like we have a solidified like 698 00:38:32,300 --> 00:38:37,000 logo name and like we out here. And, you know, I think what's 699 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:40,000 really cool about a podcast as it's like going to live on 700 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:41,900 forever? Like you could listen to this in 701 00:38:41,900 --> 00:38:45,000 20 years and be like wow that's so inspiring. 702 00:38:45,300 --> 00:38:47,900 And it's cool because podcasts are only like in the first 10 703 00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:51,400 years of like existence for So if you have one right now, I 704 00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:54,100 know people have said this before, like it's pretty but 705 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:56,200 it's a big deal like its commitment. 706 00:38:56,200 --> 00:39:00,400 It took Tom, it took energy and I think that's really the things 707 00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:03,700 about like planting seeds and not knowing what's going to grow 708 00:39:03,700 --> 00:39:06,500 not, knowing what's going to happen, not knowing who's going 709 00:39:06,500 --> 00:39:10,000 to hear it is so inspiring because it's like with music or 710 00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:13,600 art or whatever if you just create from your spirit and from 711 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:18,400 your soul, and from your heart center spirit, will let you go 712 00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:20,800 wherever you want to. Go wherever your pretty little 713 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,800 heart desires. You'll go there and it's just 714 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:26,700 kind of like you know, Justin Bieber was discovered on YouTube 715 00:39:26,700 --> 00:39:30,600 at literally 12 years, old sure like randomly because he was 716 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,100 putting himself out there. If you don't ever put yourself 717 00:39:33,100 --> 00:39:34,800 out there, you will not be recognized. 718 00:39:34,900 --> 00:39:36,600 You will not be seeing you will not be hurting. 719 00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:41,500 You will never get to the levels of awareness that you truly 720 00:39:41,500 --> 00:39:45,200 desire, as a human like as a human, we desire that connection 721 00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:49,400 that raw like creation energy because that's like, what we're 722 00:39:49,500 --> 00:39:53,500 Made of if you're neglecting any part of your spirit, your soul, 723 00:39:53,500 --> 00:39:56,000 you're gonna feel lost and drained and sad. 724 00:39:57,400 --> 00:40:01,700 I always think of, like all of the stories of where people were 725 00:40:01,700 --> 00:40:05,200 like I had no idea like you couldn't have told me that this 726 00:40:05,200 --> 00:40:07,300 was going to happen. I wouldn't have believed you. 727 00:40:07,300 --> 00:40:10,600 Like I wouldn't believe that I'd be doing that or I was going to 728 00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:13,200 give up on it and then I decided that I was going to keep on 729 00:40:13,200 --> 00:40:15,200 going. In this next, next thing is what 730 00:40:15,200 --> 00:40:18,800 was my break or you know, like there's so many stories of 731 00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:21,800 people being like I was right on the brink of success and I like 732 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:26,700 gave up and that's always motivated me to even When it's 733 00:40:26,700 --> 00:40:28,800 difficult, keep on doing something. 734 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,800 And, like, literally the smallest things that you do with 735 00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:34,300 your day. Like, I know that some people go 736 00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:37,200 through, like, like mental health, things like, sometimes 737 00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,500 getting up and making yourself food is like, you made an 738 00:40:39,500 --> 00:40:42,600 accomplishment for the day and like, give yourself a win and 739 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:46,300 then do more of the next day and I don't know. 740 00:40:46,300 --> 00:40:48,300 I just think that that's been helpful. 741 00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:52,500 I also like today, like I changed my sheets and I was like 742 00:40:52,500 --> 00:40:55,000 Govi Govi. Look at you and I did a little 743 00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:56,000 laundry. I was like, yeah. 744 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:59,100 You're So then I was like okay we went to Sam's Club. 745 00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:00,400 Fuck. Yeah. 746 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:04,500 And we're recording a podcast like I am that bitch today. 747 00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:08,000 Plus I did a bunch of other stuff like shipped merch and 748 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:11,300 biddies and all that stuff out. So you know I really try to give 749 00:41:11,300 --> 00:41:14,600 myself Grace at the end of the day you're just a human like 750 00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:17,400 you're not meant to be able to do everything you want to do all 751 00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:19,800 the time. And a lot of the times it's 752 00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:23,600 really about surrender to the timeline that you've created. 753 00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:26,100 That's really going to take you next level because a lot of 754 00:41:26,100 --> 00:41:30,700 people people like you just said they give up right before the 755 00:41:30,700 --> 00:41:33,000 break through right before the transformation. 756 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:36,200 That's why I'm saying like it's I'm going on like a solid four, 757 00:41:36,200 --> 00:41:40,200 full years right now of like really being in tune of my 758 00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:45,300 spirituality and being like who I am and yeah it's only getting 759 00:41:45,300 --> 00:41:46,900 better every single day I wake up. 760 00:41:46,900 --> 00:41:49,800 I just feel more blessed, more grateful, more connection like 761 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:53,600 you said we're receiving so many messages every single day and it 762 00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:58,400 is literally it feels me and Awakens my spirit of why I'm 763 00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:01,000 doing this, why I'm pushing forward, why I fought through 764 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:05,500 the darkness why I gave up, you know, all of my vices and all of 765 00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:10,200 my you know trauma talk to really get into that empowered 766 00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:13,100 version of myself and someone wrote me today and she said, 767 00:42:13,107 --> 00:42:16,200 girl, I'm so really proud of you. 768 00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:20,400 She was like, because, you know, I've just watched you grow. 769 00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:23,400 She's like, but whenever I met you, I was so lost and she was 770 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:26,100 like, I was drinking whiskey like three to five times a week. 771 00:42:26,300 --> 00:42:27,400 Week. And she was like, now I don't 772 00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:29,900 even touch whiskey at all. She was like, I want to have a 773 00:42:29,900 --> 00:42:32,000 blogger Rita. She said, but I'm, you know, 774 00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:35,400 eating cheese, dip and tacos and like talking to my friends about 775 00:42:35,400 --> 00:42:37,400 spirituality. She's like, it's not the same 776 00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:40,100 and I'm like, yes. And she's like it, I was in a 777 00:42:40,100 --> 00:42:42,600 depression. She's like, I hated myself. 778 00:42:42,700 --> 00:42:46,800 It's like now I feel so hopeful and she's like, she always says, 779 00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:50,200 she manifested a friendship with me, or whatever, and she's 780 00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:51,900 always like, yeah. And I'm still manifesting my 781 00:42:51,900 --> 00:42:54,600 friendship with money. And I'm like, he manifesting it, 782 00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:56,200 because you never know what will happen. 783 00:42:56,300 --> 00:43:00,900 Happened in your life. My son, I love bunny. 784 00:43:00,900 --> 00:43:03,000 I think everybody should manifest meeting her. 785 00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:09,200 I just know that like Everybody that goes into her energy comes 786 00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:14,800 out different and I, you know, if like we've I followed her for 787 00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:18,200 a long time before. She was like getting, like all 788 00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:22,300 the crazy notoriety that she is now like an OG when she was on 789 00:43:22,300 --> 00:43:27,900 YouTube, and it's crazy seeing like how much she's genuinely 790 00:43:27,900 --> 00:43:30,700 done. But then also, how every single 791 00:43:30,700 --> 00:43:35,100 person that is around her like ends up glowing. 792 00:43:35,100 --> 00:43:38,300 And And they're like a healthier version of themselves and she 793 00:43:38,300 --> 00:43:41,000 has them in counseling and they're having all like they 794 00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:44,300 have these like Transformations and become their true selves. 795 00:43:44,300 --> 00:43:48,700 And I think that like everybody should strive to have an energy 796 00:43:48,700 --> 00:43:52,600 where when people leave you, they leave like a better version 797 00:43:52,600 --> 00:43:55,100 of themselves and they leave with confidence. 798 00:43:55,300 --> 00:43:57,800 That's exactly how I feel about my existence. 799 00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:01,400 Like, somehow some way I want to leave everyone that I meet 800 00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:02,700 better. Yeah. 801 00:44:03,700 --> 00:44:06,400 What were you? I just I love that you're like 802 00:44:06,800 --> 00:44:10,600 good because that's me. No, no, I'm saying like that's 803 00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:12,100 my life motto. That's exact. 804 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:16,200 No, I love it. I strive to be like I'm not even 805 00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:17,400 near her level. Yeah. 806 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:20,300 But I am touching life's and that's all that matters to me. 807 00:44:20,300 --> 00:44:24,700 Even if it's just one heads and I'm happy, I'm happy with a 808 00:44:24,707 --> 00:44:27,900 micro level. Like, you know, I know that some 809 00:44:27,900 --> 00:44:30,800 people are meant for the masses and some people are not like I'm 810 00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:34,700 cool with any plane that I'm on. As long as I'm helping people 811 00:44:34,700 --> 00:44:37,100 and I feel fulfilled and like living my best life. 812 00:44:37,100 --> 00:44:40,000 I don't care what level were on because I do think there is some 813 00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:42,700 stress that comes with a certain level of notoriety that I don't 814 00:44:42,700 --> 00:44:46,100 know if I want. And I got a past life, like Soul 815 00:44:46,100 --> 00:44:49,200 story reading from that Kayla. Girl, that we were gonna have on 816 00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:53,000 the podcast, but she had to cancel Kayla. 817 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:54,900 Theresa, shout out. She's so cute. 818 00:44:54,900 --> 00:44:56,900 She's so far. I finally got one on her soul 819 00:44:56,900 --> 00:44:59,900 story readings, where she channeled your past life's. 820 00:44:59,900 --> 00:45:04,200 And she said in one of my past life, I was a paraplegic And I 821 00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:07,200 like had gotten in an accident and I know it's like it's beat 822 00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:13,400 and it resonated because honestly, like just so much just 823 00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:15,700 to just really resonated and some of the things that she said 824 00:45:15,700 --> 00:45:19,800 in this reading were like, some of these like subconscious fears 825 00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:22,700 that I have in this life like about, like not having enough 826 00:45:22,700 --> 00:45:26,300 or, you know, meaning the safer a rainy day or needing to plan 827 00:45:26,300 --> 00:45:29,600 or needing to have this or have that before you make this move 828 00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:31,500 kind of thing. And she said, a lot of that 829 00:45:31,500 --> 00:45:35,200 comes from like, at that. Point in my existence and my 830 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:39,800 soul's story, I didn't have a another plan and then not being 831 00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:43,000 able to have an Able Body. I wasn't able to like afford the 832 00:45:43,300 --> 00:45:46,400 like services and like surgeries and things that could have 833 00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:49,800 helped me and then just lived in pain and misery and like watch 834 00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:53,900 my family suffer intron and like that's torture to me like as a 835 00:45:53,900 --> 00:45:57,000 person and like she was saying like that's why I'm really into 836 00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,900 my masculine energy and that's why I'm this life, it's about 837 00:45:59,900 --> 00:46:03,300 like receiving and chilling and nurturing and compassionate. 838 00:46:03,500 --> 00:46:06,200 I've gotten a lot of that like leveled out, but for a long 839 00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:08,000 time, that's why I was in survival mode. 840 00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:11,100 I believe that now like hearing her say that though, because, 841 00:46:11,100 --> 00:46:13,100 you know, I'm never going to give myself a reading words. 842 00:46:13,100 --> 00:46:15,800 Like, yeah, you was a dude and you lost your legs. 843 00:46:16,100 --> 00:46:17,700 That's fine. You know like you just can't 844 00:46:17,700 --> 00:46:21,100 give yourself a like and if anybody's interested in this 845 00:46:21,100 --> 00:46:23,800 girl, her readings are like on a waitlist but she does these Soul 846 00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:25,900 story readings. Like she doesn't use cards. 847 00:46:26,100 --> 00:46:28,800 She just channels all of this stuff and it's beautiful. 848 00:46:29,100 --> 00:46:31,600 And my reading was one hour and 11 minutes. 849 00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:36,400 That's amazing. I think that people should get 850 00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:38,500 all kinds of different readings from all kinds of different 851 00:46:38,500 --> 00:46:42,300 people because everybody has these unique gifts that they use 852 00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:45,900 in like these unique ways and you get a different experience 853 00:46:45,900 --> 00:46:49,200 just because you know, two people do tarot, you're going to 854 00:46:49,200 --> 00:46:51,700 get completely different readings with those two people, 855 00:46:51,700 --> 00:46:55,200 even if some of the same topics and things come up. 856 00:46:56,100 --> 00:47:00,800 And that's so true because we are all leaning on different 857 00:47:00,800 --> 00:47:05,800 spiritual gifts like Like seven psychic senses and like we could 858 00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:09,700 be leaning on any of those and I know another reading that I 859 00:47:09,700 --> 00:47:13,300 done, I was smelling a lot of cigarette smoke and one of the 860 00:47:13,300 --> 00:47:17,100 spirits was a heavy smoker and so like, you know, people 861 00:47:17,100 --> 00:47:21,100 underestimate your own spiritual gifts because they're trying to 862 00:47:21,300 --> 00:47:22,800 do it the way someone else does it? 863 00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:24,600 Maybe they see it or they hear it. 864 00:47:24,600 --> 00:47:26,700 So you think that's the only right way? 865 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:29,000 But you could fill it. You could literally just know it 866 00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:31,500 like a lot of my readings. I just be knowing I don't know 867 00:47:31,500 --> 00:47:34,300 how I know it. I had no freaking clue, how I 868 00:47:34,300 --> 00:47:37,100 know what I'm about to tell you, but I know it and I'm saying it, 869 00:47:37,100 --> 00:47:39,900 and I think that's what's really cool about spirit is like, if 870 00:47:39,900 --> 00:47:43,700 you get used to trusting the messages and you say what you're 871 00:47:43,700 --> 00:47:47,000 getting versus getting in your head and like, limiting the 872 00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:50,100 message because you want to be right, but you're willing to 873 00:47:50,100 --> 00:47:53,900 just go out on that limb. Like you, literally hit people 874 00:47:53,900 --> 00:47:57,000 in the soft spot where it's like water works. 875 00:47:57,000 --> 00:47:59,200 Like people are crime. Okay. 876 00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:01,600 So I gotta tell you. I got to tell you about this. 877 00:48:01,600 --> 00:48:07,100 So I did a reading for somebody this morning and in the reading 878 00:48:08,500 --> 00:48:12,800 not even pertaining to what was being talked about at hand. 879 00:48:14,700 --> 00:48:19,200 The the spirit that I was talking with was like, now she 880 00:48:19,200 --> 00:48:21,000 can see the world through my eyes. 881 00:48:21,100 --> 00:48:24,200 So I spoke that out loud. And the woman. 882 00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:28,100 I was reading gasped and she goes, no, you don't understand. 883 00:48:28,100 --> 00:48:31,400 He was at Owner and He restored a woman's Vision in California 884 00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:33,500 because you donated his eyes when he died. 885 00:48:34,200 --> 00:48:36,900 And I was just like flow like that hit. 886 00:48:36,900 --> 00:48:39,700 So different. And, you know, if you are in 887 00:48:39,700 --> 00:48:41,900 your ego about something, when you're reading and you're 888 00:48:41,900 --> 00:48:44,600 second-guessing, what you have coming through, it doesn't have 889 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:46,300 to make sense to you. It has to make sense to the 890 00:48:46,300 --> 00:48:49,700 person that you're reading. I also like the other day, I 891 00:48:49,700 --> 00:48:53,400 pulled a card and it said sentimental feelings and the 892 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:55,400 lady wanted to talk to her grandmother. 893 00:48:55,700 --> 00:48:59,500 And when I sent her that card she said, I can't wait to listen 894 00:48:59,500 --> 00:49:01,400 because her grandmother came through, but it was like a 895 00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:03,800 pre-recorded reading. And when I sent her the car, 896 00:49:03,800 --> 00:49:05,400 she's like, I can't wait to watch the reading. 897 00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:08,300 She said, sentimental feelings is the name of my grandparents 898 00:49:08,300 --> 00:49:12,100 wedding song. I wouldn't do that. 899 00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:15,400 That's incredible. I love this. 900 00:49:15,400 --> 00:49:20,100 I, this will never get old. I'm fucking exhausted today, 901 00:49:20,100 --> 00:49:22,700 though. I got to tell you I'm like very 902 00:49:22,700 --> 00:49:26,700 I did, I did that reading this morning. 903 00:49:26,700 --> 00:49:29,300 It was a two-hour reading. It was incredible. 904 00:49:29,600 --> 00:49:33,700 And then, I did a turn around and I interviewed somebody, and 905 00:49:33,700 --> 00:49:36,100 then we ended up trading readings doing that. 906 00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:41,000 And then I made Curry for dinner and like I'm hungry. 907 00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:44,700 And I'm so tired. It's been real. 908 00:49:44,700 --> 00:49:48,000 We're gonna drop weekly episode so we'll be back and we love 909 00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:49,400 you. Yes. 910 00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:50,000 Bye.