Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
Welcome back to Candyland. So as you all know, we're doing
weekly drops, we are really ready to wrap up this year.
Strong, our second Seasons going to be dropping in January, so
stay tuned. We have a season finale coming
up. We would like to start out with
maybe like a Q&A episode in the beginning of January at some
point. So sending those questions to
our website, lollipop podcast.com.
Mom. And I really tap in with things
that you want us to talk about about our spiritual awakening
about our Dark Night of the Soul about our traumas or like
whatever that you want to hear. I want to actually like thank
everybody because the outpouring of love that you guys have been
giving us is so fucking wild. Like I have heard the nicest
things you guys in the past like week and we screenshot
everything and send it to each other.
And we're just like this is poppin and one person on my
mentorship tear was like, had all of these like things to say
about her. Her spiritual journey that like
she was comfortable sharing because of the podcast.
And then she's like, feel free to share.
Absolutely anything that I say with Paige, because I know how
it is when you have a best friend and you just want to
share all the stuff and I'm like, yes, I'm loving it.
And with the holidays, all of the mediumship sessions, the
video sessions, all the readings have been really popping.
The energy is really amazing. I really feel like so many
people are opening up spiritually that like 20:23 is
going to be this. Sweep of Awakening.
I feel like every person I've met in the last, like, six
months, I'm definitely a catalyst in their Spiritual
Awakening and people are like, wow.
So I don't have to feel crazy and I could come over here with
you all and like Phil, welcome. So shout out to everyone that
says they feel like they're in the room with us or that they
really relate to us. Because that's really what's
going to build this moment of even further is like finding
that Nish connection where it's like, well we found our
audience. Dude, I've even been having
people be like listening to you guys and cheering like your
conversations with each other and like your friendship makes
me have different friendships with the people around me
because we don't have to share the same opinion or like be the
same person. And I think that like Society
does so much of like you hang out with your kind like your
person and everybody basis that off of Aesthetics and I love
that a podcast. You get to know people Is like
personality and on this one, specifically, they get to know
that like we're completely opposite people and like you're
my human. Yeah.
And honestly we still haven't met in person.
We're just going to keep like making sure everyone is very
aware that we have never met in person so y'all just wait
because 2023 is bringing more content than you've ever seen.
And we're going to meet in person.
So it's really cool that we built this and it's been six
months. So we're having like this.
Monumental moment, but we're also going into a new year.
So I just feel like if you're listening and you've been
wanting to get that project off the ground, do not, wait till
January start. Now, Yes.
What I've been having like, all of my mentees do and what I just
recommend for everybody is writing down like gratitude
lists from this year or lessons that you've learned or also
challenges that you had in like the way that you liked, how you
handled it and what you wish you would have done differently and
just really reflect on what this last year has been.
And then I don't like resolutions, I like Oceans like,
I like then writing out a list of all of the things
business-wise personalized, whatever that like I really want
to see and then write out how to make it happen and that for me
is like a resolution. I feel like it's stupid, like,
you're just trying to fix a problem.
You don't want to do that. You want to evolve?
And you also want to be able to reflect back on all of the stuff
that you did really well, just because like a lot of the times
we're only reflecting on what we did mad like, we're not even
acknowledging the things we did well and that's like something
are extra want to point out. Celebrate yourself.
Yes. And I feel like also have people
around you, who like celebrate you to and point things out to
you because people don't like to hear necessarily like pause Of
things about themselves. Like it makes a lot of people
feel uncomfortable, but you really do need people around you
that are going to be like, yo, you've been doing this.
And that's crazy. Literally, yeah.
And I've been like really attracting a lot of creative
people into my life lately that are like, wow, we should talk
about this. Are we should do that or I'm
going to do this or, you know, I had someone reach out to me and
they were like, can I do some digital art of you?
And I'm like, yes, please like so anyone that does digital
order does anything like Like please send me fan mail, please
send me something like I love art and I love seeing people's
art. So if you do art feel free to
DMV anytime and show me your art, yeah, absolute fucking
lutely. And I want to do a p.o. box to I
had. And what I was about to say that
I was going to say as soon as you stop talking but then you
said PO box, which is exactly what I was about to talk about,
oh, the best thing ever, I need a penny to get.
One because people are always asking can I send this?
Can I send that or whatever? And like for the podcast room or
whatever and like I don't want to give out my address.
Yeah I have a feel box everybody.
Everybody everybody honestly, I'm like I'm I drop my PO Box
like somewhere. I don't know.
I don't have it anywhere. We have people like ordered
something, you know, but everyone who does order stuff.
Like, I really appreciate y'all. It's fire dude.
Wait till we have merch, I cannot wait for the merch,
honestly. I am so excited that I
definitely think it's going to be in the New Year's like our
second season. We're going to drop my Ritchie
all and I really can't wait to start doing some of the Q&A
episodes now that we've kind of laid some foundation of life.
Like who we are? What our podcast is about.
We do want you all to know we're not going to have any more
guests for a while. We're just going to go back to
the solo. Dolo episodes per request of our
listeners, I know a lot of people said, they vied with our
guests but they also just missed us and I've had a request that
they want longer episodes, Gemini longer, episodes, y'all.
All right. I feel like longer episodes are
going to be good when we start with, when we Art doing qas and
we start doing all of that. You know, honestly, I'm looking
forward to when we can do some like different stuff on our
patreon in person and like do something that's like involving
other people. If you know what I mean, kind of
like each a saying like the audition for her only fans but
like you know what I mean, like us just doing that doing some
kind of something. Not like that.
What you do is like a Game host on the phone.
Oh, oh, oh, how we were talking about find like, doing the like
obstacle course. Yes, I guess we could not saying
I don't think that's a business venture for me personally but I
hope you do well CC with you. Godspeed godspeed dunk loopy.
Yeah no dude I love having Peach.
Yeah, she's cute. I think that she's so.
Motivational. She literally all is like
marketing magician. She's all about her her brand
and a at the gym. I gave out a podcast card
because I was feeling inspired by feech.
Dude, I left them in Costco. Wow, I was walking around and I
was just putting them on top of cans of soup.
Let's go, baby. Hey, if it's not for you, it's
meant for you. You're going to be like I
thought I wanted Campbell's, but I needed a sidekick.
Ha ha ha. You know I love being so
connected to like the collective because I do really feel like
right now we're coming through like this graduation point and a
lot of people are going next level.
Like big time like for instance one of the girls that I've been
mentoring for like eight or nine months she literally took this
job that's like changed her life and now she's staying in like
this Mansion for like a week. With like 10 other people while
they work the territory and girl the bathtub is chefs kiss and I
wish she was like this is the perfect place for manifesting,
she boasts a video girl, there's High windows.
I mean, everywhere. It has a hot tub inside.
It's like, it's so dope. It's like the real world.
It's like, you pulled up an MTV pick this house for y'all.
And she's there. Like doing this work thing.
It's like outside sales and I just think that's so fucking
cool. Like to see people that were
like stuck at a non-death. I'm doing the same.
Day in and day out now outliving their best life and you'll
appreciate this. She sent me a Snapchat one day
because she goes to client's homes and she sent me a
Snapchat. She was like, this kid, it's
name is sativa Dude, I knew somebody named sativa.
Do you want to know? This is a fun fact.
If Mac was a girl, his name was going to be Indica Violet.
Nice. Nice.
Actually. I could give you an Indica
because I know a girl named India and I like it, like it
just, you know, I like that. I just feel like, Indica would
have been, like, I don't know, I don't know.
I knew somebody named sativa and I was always like, okay.
I thought it was, though, I thought was of that, she sent me
that because I was like, that's so, that's so cute.
I don't know. I just like seeing people out
here taking risk their seven, our comfort zone.
I know a lot of people are joining, you know, our
communities, and they're getting all their comfort zone.
Meeting new, people getting exposed to new stuff, and it's
just really cool like to see people get out of their shell
and be like, you know what, I'm not happy and I'm gonna do
something about it and I'm going to hold myself accountable.
I'm not going to play games anymore.
I'm going to quit. And with my potential and I'm
gonna harness, whatever I have. And there's a couple people that
are really like, kind of graduating, like I said, just
collectively. But also I feel like, I'm
graduating like a bunch of us are graduating right now,
because we've been consistent with our work.
Yeah. I don't know.
I love just the energy that's going on right now.
I'm here for all of it. We wanted to talk about our New
Year's intentions. Yes.
So I feel like just point blank period.
The podcast is like number one priority for me next year just
because I feel like we really have just really harnessed a
part of ourselves that the world is now getting to connect with
that. I just think is going to make a
lot of other areas of our life easier.
So I'm like really excited to really dive into the podcast.
So everyone who's been asking all Week, are we dropping a new
episode? Like, what's up?
We want more episodes. I got you.
I also had someone message me right before we hopped on and
they said, I've been binging your podcast.
Like, I'm not going to run out of episodes and she said, and
I'm at trigger warning. So I just need to know.
Are you dropping another episode?
And I was like, yeah, tomorrow. And they were like, please.
Thank you. Oh, that makes me so happy dude.
It's it's crazy too. Because, like, I don't even feel
like we've Necessarily gotten into like deep, like
conversations even yet. And I've had people sending
messages that are like, this is the deepest, like thought
process, I've ever heard, like, people speak out loud and I'm
like, you need to hold on to your panties, dude, because it's
like shit, gets wild up in here. Like, we've had conversations.
I feel behind the scenes that like, I don't know.
I'm excited. I'm excited to have those kinds
of conversations that people don't usually have openly that
make other people feel. Feel connected and able to be
comfortable. Being vulnerable about things.
Honestly, vulnerability is what I look for in people like
especially clients and people that I'm working with like
people that are willing to be like you know what, this is the
issue. How do you think we can work
through that? Like this is what happened to
me. I'm not, you know what I mean?
Like I know it's hard to speak up on your trauma, sometimes our
speak up. I had someone ask me what we
meant by a Survivor and I was like domestic violence and they
were like, what do you mean? Like they didn't understand what
we meant by that because they live Another country.
So like they just didn't understand at all.
So I explained it to them and they were like, I can't believe
that your country could be worse than India.
And I was like, I don't know. It's pretty wild over here
sometimes and they were just like, well, I just hate that
people have to go through that and it's just cool that were be.
Are we are able to expose people to things that they otherwise
are not exposed to? And I think that's what's
inspiring me. The most with our journey
together is because Does the more that we open our self up?
I feel like the deeper, I get to know everyone around me.
Yeah. I feel like because people are
comfortable approaching us too, because we do have these kinds
of conversations and we show, I think like, struggles that we've
had or that we're having. And then we kind of talked about
how we're going through that. And I just think that it makes
the people around us, be able to have that comfortability being
vulnerable because they don't have that in other spaces,
exactly what you're saying. And also I think helps people
open Their own throat chakra. To be able to start having
uncomfortable conversations with other people or set boundaries.
And I think like if anything that you can do, if you're
listening right now is make sure that your boundaries and your
foundation is secure because so many people have sandbags on
their team and like they're weighing you down and you've got
to cut them loose and as mad as that's going to hurt.
You got to pull the Band-Aid off or whatever.
You know, I did a reading. Going for a client and some
really stuff came out that they didn't want to hear.
And they were like, wow, I really need to hear that though.
Like, they do and their heart deep down the answer that I just
gave to them, but it was like, they weren't trying to hear it,
right? Like, they didn't really want to
hear it, but they heard it. And it's like once you here, and
you open up to the information that's supposed to be for you,
that's available for you Spirits, only going to give you
what you can handle right now, like, Spirits, only going to
give you what you need. Right now and I think that's
what's so cool about like the mentor programs that we do with
the monthly readings because it's like you don't lose track.
You keep going instead of like taking a couple steps back and
then asking for help again it's like know you like might take a
step or two back but then you're pushed back three for three or
four steps forward and you don't really fall behind it, kind of
just balances itself out. Yeah.
No, I'm loving it. And it's a way to really be able
to like check in with people on. I don't know.
I feel like I learned so much about like myself and like
chucking them with myself on things when I like read other
people too. Especially when we're doing
mentorship things and I'm like giving somebody advice and then
I'm like wait am I taking that advice for myself?
Because like that sounds real good and so it almost is like
it's putting me in check to and I think that Spirit knows that
something that I need. Because I tend to be somebody
who's like yeah it works. They went by and then like it
comes back. What's accountability?
I think. Yeah.
One-on-one with someone, it's accountability.
If you're willing to be vulnerable like I have people
that get readings and they get a lot out of it because there's
really open and they're really excited and they're really
engaged. And then I have people that are
fear-based because they've grown up a religious or whatever some
way somehow their fear-based. So what I tell people, You know,
everyone has these walls and like a lot of time the walls
keep out good and bad stuff but like you know you have to choose
to let your walls down with me because if I have to waste or,
you know, use a bunch of energy to get through the wall.
You're not going to get that much out of it.
But if you are like, no, sure, here's the door.
Come on in, like, let's sit down and let's do this.
Like here's the muscle. Here's where it fucking hurts.
Here's where it's dark. Here's where it sucks.
Like whatever's going on because most of the time, you don't
people come to us with like this.
Since of, like I'm lost. And like I have been there as
well. And I know you have been there
as well. So it's like when you see people
who really want it you know like I can tell if you're really
going to take what I'm saying and do it or if you're just
going to listen and let it like you know just kind of Grey's
your presents, but you don't actually process it.
And I think that's the difference between people who
really want to do the work because it's not the easy path.
I think that one of my favorite like kind of clients so far, has
been the person that's like, I don't even know why I booked
this reading. I don't know, like, I'm just
willing to do whatever I need to do, I've had people that are
bringing notepads and paper and pens and are like I'm just going
to take notes while you're talking and like, I just need
direction and to know what I'm doing and they just listen to
their whole reading and then take all of this stuff, you
know. Honestly, I've been loving
recording the Things now, because people are re-watching,
all of, and I'm like, wow, like this is so helpful.
I wish, every reading that I've ever received.
It was recorded somewhere, you know, and I do know.
People told me before, like, they have notes on every reading
they've received like shit, I give myself deep readings.
It will all be crying. It'll be hitting and I won't
write nothing down. I'm all right.
Nada, I might write like one or two little notes but I won't.
I went out like write down all the cards or nothing.
I just think that I do. It works for me and I know that
I'm A moment being present, rather than trying to document
and record. The moment is like, sometimes
more Monumental for me, but I do think that doing the reading on
video and recording it is such a Vibe because re-watching, it has
to be good for you. I've been recording my sessions
and sending them to people afterwards, too.
Because I just feel like There's always something when you go
back and listen, even when we do the podcast, if you go back and
listen, I take something different out of our
conversation and I'm like, damn, I must have been daydreaming
while she was talking cuz I remember her talking about this
at all. I love the podcast because it's
so diverse, but yet we're keeping it really under that
spirituality umbrella. But I'm excited for us to start
charting like comedy and other charts.
So that's another manifestation for the podcast is like, we're
going to start charting other charts and I really feel Once we
get in person and get that momentum, that the comedy aspect
of it is going to be even more elevated.
Yeah, I can't wait, I don't know.
I don't know how, I don't know when I don't know what we're
going to do, but I know that I'm going to see you.
I can see it happening. I'm really excited for just the
leveling up in my own spirituality because I'm really
starting to see the seeds grow into like fruit trees.
Now like I'm actually starting to get fruits of my labor of
like intentions I set four years ago like it's while but Spirit
keeps telling me like 2024 is just going to hit different.
And then I was like, you know what, like it's crazy.
How quick 2022 went by like already knows.
Three is going to be, you know, like I already have several
trips planned already have, like, literally three or four
trips like in my mind for next year, you know what I mean?
So I make sure he's gonna fly that.
So I already know that 2024 is going to be so big because it's
like, it's really coming in like my Spiritual Awakening started
in like 2018 and like it's really coming in on so many
cycles, you know, like cuz seven years is like the cycle 2024
2025. Like I just know that the next
couple of years orders Going to be wild because I'm going to
really get to see what I've been working for and no one can stop
it because no one can stop what's for you.
And that's what I like to tell everyone.
Like, only, you can stop you. No one else can stop you unless
you let them only you can prevent forest fires.
Eric are I got a reading today? I interviewed somebody for coven
and he gave me a reading on there and he was talking about
how I had to like break down years to have a rebuild year
this year and that next year and 2024 that Partnerships that I'm
having and like businesses and whatever.
Everything's going to start coming into fruition because
there's been that consistent Hard Work Foundation.
And I was just like, I can't, I can't wait.
Like, I no longer see, just like my individual like brand come up
so like I see. See what you and I do together
now as well. And like, that brand of itself
and doing different things, and different avenues that that
opens up, and I'm just excited about it.
Yeah, we're manifesting sponsors for the podcast.
We definitely want to get some answers that were aligned with
though. It would be really, really cool
to do a podcast or like, just straight up have a lot of
podcasts. According we're definitely gonna
do some type of Really dope. Long two-part episode.
We're going to start trying to do some two parts because I know
we did that a little bit this season, but next season, we're
going to do some like, like Cliffhangers where we just leave
y'all Hagen and you have to wait till next week and then all
week, I want to hear y'all text me and say, I can't wait to find
out. I can't wait.
I can't wait like, that's what I'm ready for.
I'm ready for more and more people to follow, and download
the podcast because, you know, it's really cool that you all In
but the downloads really help us because it's like you're telling
this app or whatever that like you want this on your phone and
if you turn on automatic downloads, like I have those on
for a few different podcast so you can listen to them like on a
plane or wherever that's important, too.
So please please, please do that for us.
Yes, also like reviewing the podcast, leaving comments like
rating it. All of that super helps us to be
able to like, get in rotation. So currently we're on religion
and spirituality charts which is hilarious to me because I don't
feel like we talked religion. Like, I don't know, at least we
haven't yet, we've talked to some spirituality, but I also
think that we're going to be on so many different charts that I
think are going to make more sense.
Like I think that this is going to be a podcast that is in a
specific genre and like being religion definitely isn't like
we're where I want us to sit and simmer.
Yeah, I mean I think it's really cool that were charting at.
Also, shout out to every I mean yes, period, I think it's a
would just do that. We have a podcast.
I think I'm here to really show people that, like, you can take
everything that was set out to stop you and like, use that as
the fuel and the fire to get you to that next level.
Like, most of the things we talked about That got us to our
spiritual journey. Like we're, we're helping others
with our journey, kind of all colliding at once was from
darkness, and pain, and Trauma, and sickness, and all of that.
So, I just think that it's really important to not be the
Debbie Downer in your own story like telling yourself.
Well, you ain't really shit. Like you ain't doing that and
you ain't gonna go to the gym. Or you ain't going to do you
know, like quit talking shit to yourself and I know a lot of
people are working on it. I'm here to remind you probably
every episode like that negative, self-talk telling
yourself, you're broke that. You can't that, you know,
whatever to shouldn't ideas down before you even brainstorm away
in, even a perfect world. That's what manifestation is,
like, manifesting that perfect scenario that fits and I think
so many people, throw in the towel and just tell herself,
like, nope can't wouldn't be able to can't accept that, can't
do that. And I just want everyone to at
least give some stuff A shot. Not even if it's getting a
reading or, you know, asking for help from someone that you love
like, you know, put your pride aside be vulnerable because
that's really the only way you're going to get out of your
own Cycles. That's such a difficult thing to
do to especially because I think that a lot of people don't
recognize that they do that or they don't recognize that they
don't ask for help or they don't have conversations or they
whatever. So I think that's like the first
step to is recognizing that your But who's not already doing
those things? Also like, if your attachment
style or something that you learned from your parents as
very like detached, like you're not used to asking for help or
you're not used to reaching out when you're sad or lonely or
whatever like it is going to feel very uncomfortable for a
long time to be able to be vulnerable and I even noticed
myself even with all the support that I have still sometimes like
secluding myself and I know you mentioned that an episode or two
ago about Like needing time to figure it all out before, asking
someone or telling anyone. And I do that sometimes as well,
just because I'm really stubborn and hard on myself in a sense of
like What are they gonna do about it?
You can tell them. What are they going to?
Do, you know what I mean? Like, I'm just so stubbornly
like, independent. Sometimes it like, yes, I just
don't even believe that even if I told anyone that it would help
anything. So it's like I'm not even do
that. Like I don't want to do that but
I have gotten a little more vulnerable in the last couple of
years with the public like strangers and people like, and I
love whenever I give a reading and Spirits.
Like, okay. Now tell a part of your story
that fits this because it's relevant, it's going to help
him. And I love that because it,
like, you said it, I feel like sometimes The messages are for
me too, and the cool thing that's been happening.
If you've received a reading from me and like a spirit as
came through for you, all of those Spirits like collectively
have been chilling. When I hope in a circle, like
what I've been open in circles, there's this one girl's grandpa.
I couldn't tell you the girl's name to save my life, but she
could probably message me and be like, it was my grandpa.
But I told her about her Grandpa grandfather, like, went into the
spiritual realm to kind of help other people, adjust to the
spiritual realm because some Roots are not adjusting well
like, they're they were either really religious or skeptical or
like a frayed or like whatever like maybe they just, they're
not loving it. Like some Spirits do.
And this man was like having a fucking party in the spiritual
realm, like he was out here and he showed up like a bat out of
hell, like doing everything in this reading.
It was so funny because she was like, I just can't believe that
it's him a mic. She was so shocked by the things
he was telling me. It was just so alive.
She was like my mom is going to flip and I felt like most of the
reading ended up probably meaning for her.
You know what I mean? Like double meaning to tell her
mom these things but he is showed up to every suit like
serious Circle that I've opened since then and that's been like,
going on like a month. Like every time I open a circle,
this man is they're just children just like David with
everyone. Like as he's just like, that's
what he does. I think that's dope.
I know somebody who did a reading and this little girl is
who she ended up connecting with and the little girls stayed at
her house and Is like an active part of like her house spirit
and like it just chills with her and is always there.
Yeah, honestly. And I don't be letting Spirits
do all that. No not not for me or not
staying. But she's at she said, death
worker. And so like she works with their
energy as much as she liked. Gives them space if that makes
sense. Yeah.
I feel you. Yeah, that's that's for some
people, that ain't Fair. You know, I'll talk to the
sphere, is a go back to the spiritual realm.
We'll talk later, we'll be back, but I do like a good, like
Spirit Circle and talking to my ancestors and guides and stuff
throughout the day, like all day.
Like sometimes I just open my spirit Circle and it's open all
day, not just during reading, so that's probably like, for some
people. A lot of energy, they couldn't,
they don't mess with that, but sometimes it's like, straight.
Like, if you imagine that Christmas scene movie and Harry
Potter, where there's like Spirits everywhere and like
Around. That's like sometimes the crib.
So does my crib but it's fine because like I'm fine with it
but like when I don't want them all here, they don't like we
have boundaries. So yeah.
That's what's important is you being able to have those
boundaries? Yeah, because it's training
after a while. Like I mean it can be, sometimes
it's empowering like you said because you're using it for your
energetic. You know, elevation, I guess
would be a good word, but it's been getting really real lately,
like with the readings, and the spirit connections, and then the
people that are just like, I feel so called to you.
Like, y'all have no idea how much that means to me when
people are, like, I'm called to you because it's like, wow, what
it is though? Like I know a lot of people
think that they're just so called to me or obsessed with
me. But really, it's your Spirit
guides or pulling you close to me because they know that I
could hear them and then I'm like, I see you and I can help
you. So your so-called to me and like
obsessed with me, really? Because your Spirit guides are
in your ear. Like Paige, Paige, Paige, go
talk to Paige like because your Spirit guides and your ancestors
and your angels, want you to connect deeper with your own
spirituality because they know that I'm not a gatekeeper.
I'm going to make sure that you can do this on your own that you
can feel validated and secure in your own messages and like like
I know Gemini teaches a lot on confidence like, you know, just
being more aware of the messages.
Is the first set like the first step is just knowing that you
got a damn message. Yes, this is like seriously
repeating a conversation that I already had earlier today.
So I'm just sitting here like having a whole Deja Vu moment
because this is clearly like what the collective is needing
and this moment and in this space and time, and we're all
kind of on this Collective wavelength, and while everybody
is out like trying to buy things that make them happy, I think
the most important thing is to be happy with yourself.
At the end of the day, you're not a fucking robot or a money
machine and, you know, we create these mental constructs.
That keep us stuck. It's kind of like what humans
have agreed to do is kind of like like make this a
motherfucking obstacle course around here.
Like, it ain't just like, okay well here's the answers.
Everybody knows them. Now know it's like really crazy,
how the spiritual Community is turned into, like this cliche,
like people who have never in their life, Donna fucking any
Shadow worker trying to heal people and help people and
stuff, you know, it's wild to me and I don't judge, I don't care
because you're like, I don't rock up, karmic debt with the
universe. Like, the one thing that I do
is, I give and give and give and give and I received, but I give
so that I'm always in Balance, like I like to be a balance with
the universe because the universe is always like you want
to go to this opportunity, or here's this really cool thing or
hears this and I know Gemini's that's been happening for you
lately with a lot of the stuff that like, you'll be talking
about About someone signing up for your thing and then someone
does like that's like I call it liquid manifestation because
it's like it happened, quickly and water liquid moves quickly.
It's always been wild for me that when I think about things
that happens and I that his worked out for a long time in
the - and that's why I'm so like I'm always pressing like
checking what you're thinking about and checking what your
initial reaction on things is because literally like you're,
you're thinking about things and you're planning things and
putting energy into, it makes it fucking happen.
That's Actually what it is. Like that's why I know bunny is
preaching making a vision board and Gemini and me are going to
make one for the podcast because it is true.
Like I've made vision boards in the last couple of years.
Another really cool thing you can do is like get a box and I
told a client to do this. You write a letter to your past,
self your present self and your future self and you put it in
this box and you kind of make it like a trinket box and then at
the next New Year's you read all the letters and you like Burn
them under the first full moon, or do whatever you want with
them. You can keep them if you want
but you know, maybe burn the past one or like whatever.
And I personally like the little boxes because you it's kind of
like a ritual altar in a box. I put like feathers in it.
We got like coins. We like I did it with a group of
friends, a couple years ago, we all wrote each other letters and
it was really beautiful when we opened them like it.
I think we said we were going to make them this year but you know
it's about attention and putting something Into the universe and
really willing it into the universe.
Yeah, absolutely the vision. Let's just say the vision board
though. That's like I'm up next I'm
doing it. I've never actually sat down in
like fully done a vision board like I've done I'm very big on
like writing so I've written every year and like projected
what I want to have or like a mindset that I want to be under
something. But I've never sat down and put
the energy of flipping things out of magazines and gluing it
on and being very intentional and I like scrapbooking.
So I feel like doing a vision boards going to be dope.
Yeah, I definitely have done them at like workshops before,
but I've never liked went and bought the stuff and done one at
home alone. So I'm thinking about like,
making it like a new like I might get a bunch of stuff and
then maybe invite someone over to make one with me or
something. I think that would be cool, but
I definitely want to make it a new routine.
We're like, God, do it at home every year, like do it because I
know buddy said she's been doing it forever and I just think like
if anybody wants to take notes for taking notes from Bunny and
that's our that's our Queen and savior and that's just the
facts. So we're gonna say everybody, go
to the dollar store and get some magazines.
Get a poster board. Let us know how it goes.
Sent me. Pictures message me pictures.
Email us pictures and we will literally share some of your
manifestations on the New Year's episode.
One day we're going to be like you guys and this is what I'm
projecting this, what I'm going to manifest one day, we're going
to be like you guys we had to break are no guest rule because
we're interviewing bunny right now and the Godmother of the
podcast right here. And the reason that it all
happened and yeah and I'm just going to look at her the whole
time and not like the one time that I really I knew that was
going to change. My life was just like the
fucking first moment, it happened.
Like I said, it's been a good actor.
They're like, this is going to change a like, like I just do
it. Like, it has in more ways than
one. And what I love about it is you
can't make people really see you.
Like, you have to be yourself and people have to see you on
their own. You know what I mean?
Like, the real relationships are formed organically.
They're not forced, or, like her.
Ejected or paid or arranged or whatever.
And I think that's what's so cool about our podcast is like
it, really spraying from like the craziest occurrence.
That was just like a spiral of like dominoes, you know, like
one thing after text led to this moment and if you wouldn't have
had the courage to start coming, we wouldn't be here because I
already know that I wouldn't have started a podcast by
myself. Dude, I was shocked that you
asked me to do the podcast. Like I because what had happened
was I got the idea in my mind when we had been texting and I
was like, this would be so cool. And then I was like, she doesn't
want to do a podcast with me, she's going to be, she's always
telling me I need to like, take a break or chill.
Like she was want to do that and then you're like, I have this
great idea how about a podcast and I was like,
abso-fucking-lutely and here we are.
Honestly it really worked out really well and And the girl
that did our logo this girl, Jamie, she really fucking got me
inspired with the logo because that really opened up the vision
of like, wow. Like we have a solidified like
logo name and like we out here. And, you know, I think what's
really cool about a podcast as it's like going to live on
forever? Like you could listen to this in
20 years and be like wow that's so inspiring.
And it's cool because podcasts are only like in the first 10
years of like existence for So if you have one right now, I
know people have said this before, like it's pretty but
it's a big deal like its commitment.
It took Tom, it took energy and I think that's really the things
about like planting seeds and not knowing what's going to grow
not, knowing what's going to happen, not knowing who's going
to hear it is so inspiring because it's like with music or
art or whatever if you just create from your spirit and from
your soul, and from your heart center spirit, will let you go
wherever you want to. Go wherever your pretty little
heart desires. You'll go there and it's just
kind of like you know, Justin Bieber was discovered on YouTube
at literally 12 years, old sure like randomly because he was
putting himself out there. If you don't ever put yourself
out there, you will not be recognized.
You will not be seeing you will not be hurting.
You will never get to the levels of awareness that you truly
desire, as a human like as a human, we desire that connection
that raw like creation energy because that's like, what we're
Made of if you're neglecting any part of your spirit, your soul,
you're gonna feel lost and drained and sad.
I always think of, like all of the stories of where people were
like I had no idea like you couldn't have told me that this
was going to happen. I wouldn't have believed you.
Like I wouldn't believe that I'd be doing that or I was going to
give up on it and then I decided that I was going to keep on
going. In this next, next thing is what
was my break or you know, like there's so many stories of
people being like I was right on the brink of success and I like
gave up and that's always motivated me to even When it's
difficult, keep on doing something.
And, like, literally the smallest things that you do with
your day. Like, I know that some people go
through, like, like mental health, things like, sometimes
getting up and making yourself food is like, you made an
accomplishment for the day and like, give yourself a win and
then do more of the next day and I don't know.
I just think that that's been helpful.
I also like today, like I changed my sheets and I was like
Govi Govi. Look at you and I did a little
laundry. I was like, yeah.
You're So then I was like okay we went to Sam's Club.
Fuck. Yeah.
And we're recording a podcast like I am that bitch today.
Plus I did a bunch of other stuff like shipped merch and
biddies and all that stuff out. So you know I really try to give
myself Grace at the end of the day you're just a human like
you're not meant to be able to do everything you want to do all
the time. And a lot of the times it's
really about surrender to the timeline that you've created.
That's really going to take you next level because a lot of
people people like you just said they give up right before the
break through right before the transformation.
That's why I'm saying like it's I'm going on like a solid four,
full years right now of like really being in tune of my
spirituality and being like who I am and yeah it's only getting
better every single day I wake up.
I just feel more blessed, more grateful, more connection like
you said we're receiving so many messages every single day and it
is literally it feels me and Awakens my spirit of why I'm
doing this, why I'm pushing forward, why I fought through
the darkness why I gave up, you know, all of my vices and all of
my you know trauma talk to really get into that empowered
version of myself and someone wrote me today and she said,
girl, I'm so really proud of you.
She was like, because, you know, I've just watched you grow.
She's like, but whenever I met you, I was so lost and she was
like, I was drinking whiskey like three to five times a week.
Week. And she was like, now I don't
even touch whiskey at all. She was like, I want to have a
blogger Rita. She said, but I'm, you know,
eating cheese, dip and tacos and like talking to my friends about
spirituality. She's like, it's not the same
and I'm like, yes. And she's like it, I was in a
depression. She's like, I hated myself.
It's like now I feel so hopeful and she's like, she always says,
she manifested a friendship with me, or whatever, and she's
always like, yeah. And I'm still manifesting my
friendship with money. And I'm like, he manifesting it,
because you never know what will happen.
Happened in your life. My son, I love bunny.
I think everybody should manifest meeting her.
I just know that like Everybody that goes into her energy comes
out different and I, you know, if like we've I followed her for
a long time before. She was like getting, like all
the crazy notoriety that she is now like an OG when she was on
YouTube, and it's crazy seeing like how much she's genuinely
done. But then also, how every single
person that is around her like ends up glowing.
And And they're like a healthier version of themselves and she
has them in counseling and they're having all like they
have these like Transformations and become their true selves.
And I think that like everybody should strive to have an energy
where when people leave you, they leave like a better version
of themselves and they leave with confidence.
That's exactly how I feel about my existence.
Like, somehow some way I want to leave everyone that I meet
better. Yeah.
What were you? I just I love that you're like
good because that's me. No, no, I'm saying like that's
my life motto. That's exact.
No, I love it. I strive to be like I'm not even
near her level. Yeah.
But I am touching life's and that's all that matters to me.
Even if it's just one heads and I'm happy, I'm happy with a
micro level. Like, you know, I know that some
people are meant for the masses and some people are not like I'm
cool with any plane that I'm on. As long as I'm helping people
and I feel fulfilled and like living my best life.
I don't care what level were on because I do think there is some
stress that comes with a certain level of notoriety that I don't
know if I want. And I got a past life, like Soul
story reading from that Kayla. Girl, that we were gonna have on
the podcast, but she had to cancel Kayla.
Theresa, shout out. She's so cute.
She's so far. I finally got one on her soul
story readings, where she channeled your past life's.
And she said in one of my past life, I was a paraplegic And I
like had gotten in an accident and I know it's like it's beat
and it resonated because honestly, like just so much just
to just really resonated and some of the things that she said
in this reading were like, some of these like subconscious fears
that I have in this life like about, like not having enough
or, you know, meaning the safer a rainy day or needing to plan
or needing to have this or have that before you make this move
kind of thing. And she said, a lot of that
comes from like, at that. Point in my existence and my
soul's story, I didn't have a another plan and then not being
able to have an Able Body. I wasn't able to like afford the
like services and like surgeries and things that could have
helped me and then just lived in pain and misery and like watch
my family suffer intron and like that's torture to me like as a
person and like she was saying like that's why I'm really into
my masculine energy and that's why I'm this life, it's about
like receiving and chilling and nurturing and compassionate.
I've gotten a lot of that like leveled out, but for a long
time, that's why I was in survival mode.
I believe that now like hearing her say that though, because,
you know, I'm never going to give myself a reading words.
Like, yeah, you was a dude and you lost your legs.
That's fine. You know like you just can't
give yourself a like and if anybody's interested in this
girl, her readings are like on a waitlist but she does these Soul
story readings. Like she doesn't use cards.
She just channels all of this stuff and it's beautiful.
And my reading was one hour and 11 minutes.
That's amazing. I think that people should get
all kinds of different readings from all kinds of different
people because everybody has these unique gifts that they use
in like these unique ways and you get a different experience
just because you know, two people do tarot, you're going to
get completely different readings with those two people,
even if some of the same topics and things come up.
And that's so true because we are all leaning on different
spiritual gifts like Like seven psychic senses and like we could
be leaning on any of those and I know another reading that I
done, I was smelling a lot of cigarette smoke and one of the
spirits was a heavy smoker and so like, you know, people
underestimate your own spiritual gifts because they're trying to
do it the way someone else does it?
Maybe they see it or they hear it.
So you think that's the only right way?
But you could fill it. You could literally just know it
like a lot of my readings. I just be knowing I don't know
how I know it. I had no freaking clue, how I
know what I'm about to tell you, but I know it and I'm saying it,
and I think that's what's really cool about spirit is like, if
you get used to trusting the messages and you say what you're
getting versus getting in your head and like, limiting the
message because you want to be right, but you're willing to
just go out on that limb. Like you, literally hit people
in the soft spot where it's like water works.
Like people are crime. Okay.
So I gotta tell you. I got to tell you about this.
So I did a reading for somebody this morning and in the reading
not even pertaining to what was being talked about at hand.
The the spirit that I was talking with was like, now she
can see the world through my eyes.
So I spoke that out loud. And the woman.
I was reading gasped and she goes, no, you don't understand.
He was at Owner and He restored a woman's Vision in California
because you donated his eyes when he died.
And I was just like flow like that hit.
So different. And, you know, if you are in
your ego about something, when you're reading and you're
second-guessing, what you have coming through, it doesn't have
to make sense to you. It has to make sense to the
person that you're reading. I also like the other day, I
pulled a card and it said sentimental feelings and the
lady wanted to talk to her grandmother.
And when I sent her that card she said, I can't wait to listen
because her grandmother came through, but it was like a
pre-recorded reading. And when I sent her the car,
she's like, I can't wait to watch the reading.
She said, sentimental feelings is the name of my grandparents
wedding song. I wouldn't do that.
That's incredible. I love this.
I, this will never get old. I'm fucking exhausted today,
though. I got to tell you I'm like very
I did, I did that reading this morning.
It was a two-hour reading. It was incredible.
And then, I did a turn around and I interviewed somebody, and
then we ended up trading readings doing that.
And then I made Curry for dinner and like I'm hungry.
And I'm so tired. It's been real.
We're gonna drop weekly episode so we'll be back and we love
you. Yes.
Bye.