Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland
another episode of here with the beautiful Rampage from literally
eating candy, Mike and Ikes hours and they're so good.
I brought a croissant and a and some iced tea to the party.
Hell, yeah, I'm really want money Tick-Tock upload.
So guess what? So much in so little time to
tell you but we'll just go ahead and start because I've already
given you a little brief. So about six months ago when we
had first started the podcast, I mean, you know, not long ago,
whatever. I was really excited and I was a
part of this other community like a spiritual community and
you know, it was actually a community where I felt like I
could share that I'm excited. This is my podcast but I didn't
share it in like a promotional way.
I shared it in like a relevancy way.
It came up in conversation something that we had talked
about on the podcast with several of our guests.
Which was being in the Pluto and Scorpio generation.
So I really felt like, okay, like I'm going to bring this up
now. Well, the girl that it was her
community wrote me privately and basically like went off on me
but in a nice way. But in a condescending kind of
way saying like this isn't a space to promote yourself.
This is a space only to speak on what we're working through, what
we're going through our intentions.
You know, don't talk about your business, don't talk about this.
Don't talk about that. But what really stuck out about
it was that she called me posting my podcast that conflict
of interest when we literally she doesn't even have a podcast.
So like how could that be a conflict of interest if you
don't have a podcast and then on top of that, me and her met in
like a spiritual community and it would be like, you know, that
girl who introduced us being upset about me being in her
community, you know, it's just like that's not how it works.
Spiritual Community is In community together, sometimes
people outgrow you and grow on to the next person, that doesn't
mean that it's like a bad person or, like, you know, it's just
some people outgrow things. And so I really wanted to be
like that Simpsons mean where he like, falls into the bush and
disappears. I like really wanted to be like
that. I was hoping.
So this was like back in September when all this hit the
fan and I did not cancel my $25, a month membership to her
community. So January, when I canceled it,
I still Had three weeks paid. So I canceled it a couple weeks
ago. I still had it paid until
February, 3rd, tell me why. If this girl does not delete me
off her Discord and remove me from everything like the first
day it happens. She writes me nonetheless, like,
30 minutes after I canceled, even though I'm paid up.
Like, even though I just paid her 10 days.
Prior, she also has never bought a reading.
She's never supported me. Like my patreon starts at seven
dollars. She's never supported nothing
that I've done. Done, not that she has to but
like I can't even speak on something.
I'm passionate about in your community but you want me to be
in your community. So I figured $25.
I had some friends. Sorry, it just posted, I think.
Yeah, but anyways, I feel like she wanted me to like, be a part
of her community without that. Reciprocal energy.
And then shit. Hit the fucking van shit.
Hit the fan, and you told me to cut her off back in September,
but I didn't Yeah. But to be fair, you've also told
me to kind of somebody off will literally just like had a
spiritual like we go through. Oddly similar situations in
different ways around the same time and we give each other the
same like, oh, you should cut that off.
And then were like, oh but like over here but for me when you've
shown me because you have shown me, you know, the messages like
along the way and like, the situation that you've had with
this person and What I've noticed is that they always make
it a point to be like, but I'm not in competition with you and
like, I really support you, but there hasn't been anything done
to have support and then all of these Shady things keep
happening and it's these long messages to you about how I know
that it comes across. Like, it's really shady but it's
not shady. No, you're being shady and you
know that somebody has a platform and you don't want them
talking bad about you. So you're going to cover your
ass because you want to be Shady, but you don't actually
want to have a fucking problem, which is why you got deleted off
of Discord, which is why you can't post in a group.
I personally, I just can't imagine telling somebody you
talking about spirituality that doesn't that's a conflict of
interest like we're in a fucking spiritual group and on top of
that it's like I was not promoting my Honest, I did not
say anything readings or services or astrology readings,
and I think she was just intimidated and what really
upset me the most now that's all came down crashing, is there
were several other girls in her community that I had bonded
with? And now that this is kind of
came out, it kind of all has rippled into the fact that not
only did other people not get in trouble or not get that same
like this is competition. Of energy or whatever.
Like she didn't do that to them. She was like, oh, promote
yourself. Yeah.
Post your business. And then, whenever I called her
out on it, or she was called out on it, it wasn't even me who did
it with someone else because at the end of the day, other people
noticed how she like, didn't say anything to them when they were
promoting their self. So then it seemed like, okay,
I'm only competing with page. Everyone else is cool, like
y'all can do whatever and what's weird about it is like she said,
Solicited people to be a part of her community.
I only post about my services. I never DM people and say like
would really love to have you in our community would love to have
your energy like she kind of cornered me and a few other
girls to join her community and at the time it was like we were
doing these circles. So she basically made it like
the same price as the circle that we would pay monthly like
if we showed up or whatever to, you know, it was that monthly
and then it just added the Discord and added the group.
And like at that time, you know I've had my patreon for a while
like for a whole while and she's never once supported anything
that I've done. So it's like not even about the
reciprocation. It's about her fake supporting
me and trying to write me these long as messages which were
going to get to those. And I'm going to read the one
from today that I've left this bitch on red and like shout out
baby girl like don't even try to come for me because at the end
of the day I have so many people that support me and that really
see who I I am. And at the end of the day, you
won't have a community acting like this.
You won't have a community at all and then it's just you, you
can't use your community as your own therapy session.
Like you need to check yourself and go to therapy and quit
acting like you can mentor people because you can't, you're
not a leader leaders, do not compete because leaders don't
need to compete. Yikes everything that you just
said is true. And I just I we've talked about
it before, but just the having to compete with other people is
just the weirdest energy and if you have a space in like she is
offering Circle. She's offering these different
things. That is like a unique space and
if you want to have guidelines for that, you tell everybody up
front and you say, you know, this is like the community that
I have, I want to be the person doing these things.
I think it's fucking funky. If you're gonna do that, do it
and have it the exact same for everybody.
Don't have it like swept swapping, and changing and being
weird. And I also know that, you know,
before you and even removed yourself, you would talked about
like this just feels very like transaction e to me, you always
felt like it was like very transaction and oh, well, you
didn't pay this month, you don't get to be, you know, you don't
get to be on the Discord then even though you have three weeks
left because you didn't pay it and that To me, I think that's
so. So weird being you and I doing
like free services, like we do so many things for free and we
do so many added things and like things for people that I can't
imagine having the energy of like, oh absolutely not, I won't
have you in that. Like I let people take my class
if they are on my like mentorship and I know that they
need it. You know what I mean?
Like I don't give a fuck about you paying for that spot your
already. Thing in yourself.
Why don't I just help you and I don't get the stingiest energy.
Well, the thing is, is I'm already manifesting that extra
$150 at I've given her since September when I should have
just cancelled it right where she had me fucked up at.
That's not a herb, her bank account personally times 10.
So baby, girl, you're going to be negative because I found out
that several girls that I've like kind of bonded with one of
them was going into the negatives to be a part of her
community. And the thing I don't like about
it is she runs her community through her website, which is
fine. But clearly her, you know,
system charges people and puts them in the - where patreon will
just decline. If you don't have the money in
your account patreons, not going to take you - it just declines.
And if you never update your card or you get a new card, it
doesn't cancel you. It just leaves you in limbo
where it's like, you haven't paid, but you're not a part of
it anymore, and I have a lot of people on that list.
It's like they just got declined and it just never renewed.
I've never once Reached out to any of those people and been
like, what's your financial situation?
What's going on? Because literally she not only
wrote me within 30 minutes of canceling even though despite I
was paid for an additional two and a half weeks.
She removing from the Discord within that hour wrote me a
whole thing. And then when I told her what
was up, it was like real weird. And then she also made it like
to other people that they could stay in the group on a sliding
scale. If they wanted to tell her what
she would, they could pay to be there.
What? But I'm paid for you and have
more weeks, and you just removed me.
Talk to Josh and and with like no conversation now for me like
on patreon if I not if somebody's card just like
declines but if I noticed that they like because you can tell
somebody unsubscribes or something like that.
I'll always send a message and be like, hey were you looking
for something else on here? Like I didn't get like, I grow
by your feedback. So like is there anything that
like you wanted to see that you didn't or whatever?
And if it's money should I'm just like, I totally get it like
whatever. No no pressure and I I don't,
and I don't understand putting money before other people's
like, feelings and things, especially because money stems
so many emotions for people. So many emotions are involved in
people's finances and so like, you know, fear of not being able
to pay things, worry, concern, embarrassment, guilt, and then
you go and you just immediately remove people off of things and
make them feel that way. I have people who You on my
mentorship will be like hey I actually don't get paid in time
to do this. Are you going to delete me from
the group chats? No, I'm not going to delete you.
That would bend then what Riyadh you in two days like that's so
fucked up. Yeah, no, I've never deleted
anyone even like whatever. So I don't know, people are just
really got me fucked up and I was really just feeling like so
much Clarity, talking about it with some other girls from the
community, who are now coming into my community because it's
like, Petit is not. Picking favorites and competing
in like being jealous and being intimidated and stuff.
Like if you're intimidated, baby, you need to step your shit
up. You need to step it up then
because like at the end of the day, like I respected her and
wanted to like learn from her like girl, you are not a leader,
you need to check yourself and you know what's crazy?
She does this little circle on the full moon.
Me and you are about to do a woman Circle.
I've already decided that's what we're going to do.
So yeah everybody get ready. We're about to do a full moon
dance ritual to like we're about to get it popping.
We bout to have a whole powwow where we act a fool.
I can't fucking wait, I just did.
So I've been you would talk before about like that series
that I had going on Tick-Tock that was like doing good.
So it's the The Witches get it series and I did this one skit.
Like, Yesterday or the day before, where I was like, no we
don't usually drink each other's blood on Full Moon.
Rituals, you're just like fucking naked with oils on your
body, Dancing in the Moonlight and recharging like a crystal.
And I wanted to, I mean, like I won't lie.
I've always thought that like doing a blood ritual under the
full moon would be fucking dope as shit.
But also, I get the heebie-jeebies and I'd be
weirded out. Well, we're going to do a full
moon ritual. What are we doing?
Like, like blood sisters? Like, are we touching our hands?
Because that's how you get blood-borne diseases.
Like Mersa girlfriend. We're going to be on.
How could we do that? Oh, I didn't know what we were
doing. I didn't know how soon this was.
I These candies are good. Mike and Ikes, but the sour one.
I've had this our ones, the texture.
So the texture of Mike and Ikes, weirds me out, but not as much
as smart. He's even the chewy smart.
He's smart. He's gross me out.
All right, Julie nerds. Now, I'm like, a, I'm going to
be having candy or sugar. I want like chocolate or Reese's
Pieces. They don't even make Reese's
Pieces as good as they used to do now that taste like Wax, but
they used to be delicious. So yeah, they're not good.
You're right. I used to put them in movie
theater popcorn. I so I'll do that with Sour
Patch Kids job but Sour Patch Kids and Reese's Pieces and sad
my movie theater popcorn. We go.
And then your chocolate gets all melty all over your popcorn and
then it's also our it's think it sounds good.
Now I'm usually high when I go there so I got the munchies
salty for sure. I'm just so relieved because now
When I was getting all that work done with Sydney, and she kept
saying like, there's like this evil around you.
There's this evil around you, it was oh girl from that community.
Yeah, that's why I don't for the last five months.
And so she was supposed to be sending like the group Reiki.
I never. Once felt that Reiki, never once
it, I'd be like, wow, I can tell like I forgot that literally was
just wasting that money. So I'm just manifesting, like I
said, all that's coming back to me because I was supporting her
thinking that there would be like an inch of support.
But like, several people in her community that I met have been
way more supportive, which is sharing things leaving a review.
Buying a car. Deck.
You know what I mean? Like, nothing's crazier.
But like never wants a she shared anything or like, you
know what I mean? Like a comment or a like is like
the same thing as an acquaintance.
Acquaintance. Yes.
But you weren't even worried about that until she had this
weird ass energy and they know I got it.
I'm saying, is today I'm going to read what she wrote me and
she's making it seem like she eat had been supporting me even
though she hadn't. So she wrote me today.
Well actually, she had Full moon ritual and I didn't go.
She wanted me to go despite deleting me from her Discord and
Beyond. She wanted me to show up.
So I told her I would be there, and I was trying to be nice, and
then I didn't go because it wasn't alarmed.
Then she said, I'm we missed you at the ritual.
I hope everything is okay. Then I didn't write her then she
were and she keeps doing this hail of thing like, hey love,
happy, full moon love. So she said I just spoke to
blank Ink and I would love to chat with you.
I want to clear the air with previous conversations, we had
about business business promotion in the Discord.
When me and you literally have talked about how like the
podcast has more of like an expense rather than like
generating a bunch of income, you know what I mean?
Like, yeah. Like podcasts are not like a
business at first like it becomes a brand later but She
was like I said this because most communities I was in had
that policy and I felt like it made sense at the time.
So that people weren't using the space to solicit Services even
though I never solicited anyone and that it stayed about
connection and Community. But I do realize how that can
come off since I did kind of change my mind about that.
And did it end up saying anything to blank or blank, who
also mentioned their businesses Discord?
Which happened to be the People that I've talked to about this,
I do feel like we should be able to talk about our businesses.
And I want people to feel really seen and supported.
I don't want you to think I was trying to single you out.
I'm really sorry for how this may have came off to you, and
still she's like, deflecting. Like, I'm really sorry about
your perception of this situation.
I was just gonna say, yeah. Then she says, I honestly just
decided that the policy just didn't make sense.
And I was trying to figure out how I wanted to operate in
business and what was alignment for this community space.
I should have reached out and told you my change in opinion,
but there's genuinely just been a lot going on and they only
recently started their businesses.
So basically, they weren't intimidating, is what she's
saying. We're not in.
Who the fuck? Says, okay.
Continue, Oh sorry. So it was something that only
recently came to my mind. Again, I never meant to make you
feel like it was about you blank helped me realize that my
actions may have come off as competitive.
And I just want to say that I am in full support of you and your
business. I truly think you are an amazing
person. I want to support your business
and uplift you in any ways that I can and I'm sorry that me
figuring out what policies make sense and figuring out.
Things out as I go made you feel like it has something to do with
you. I promise it's not personal and
I generally respect the fuck out of you I'm really sorry for any
misunderstandings and I hope that we can continue to connect
and be in community didn't write her back then she writes again
I'm really grateful I was able to have a good honest
conversation with blank and that you all were also able to talk
together and share concerns. Earns.
I'm completely open to hearing you out.
If there's anything that I missed that you want to express,
or if you want to talk about it further or even if there's
anything else bothering you, I genuinely have really enjoyed
our connection, and I want to support you in whatever ways I
can and hope that we can continue to connect cash at me,
125 know. I feel like I feel like it's an
unfair thing when people do this, because what they do is
they try to, it's like gaslighting, they try to make
you think that everything they were doing before they were
actually doing. So now they've got this new
energy because now you've talked to blank and said my feelings
are hurt and this feels really competitive and Then she she put
subtle things in her messages like and their businesses
weren't going. And while I'm trying to figure
out, you know, what's going on, you know, whatever, whatever
she's doing with her policies and I get it like I, I totally
understand you growing and people with you growing like we
have our own platforms where that's happening and we do new
things and we have new mindsets and we talk about those things
and we evolve but it's the way that she went about doing it and
then is now gaslighting. You and over messaging and
people over message when they feel like they've fucked up.
Yeah, definitely 1000%. This isn't the first time that
she's wrote me some long drawn out message but like I've tried
to just play nice because like I said, I wanted to pull a Bart
Simpson and just fall into the bushes and her just like not say
anything because Hal like rude invasive.
And Is downright disrespectful. Is it to write someone after
they've canceled your community and be so like What do I want to
say, like pry in their business? Like for all, you know they
could be losing XYZ and need that money per month.
You know what I mean? And like granted obviously you
feel in competition with me because you deleted me and my
shits paid but other people can stay for free or on a sliding
scale because you want their energy their because you know
that your community is unraveling because you've made
it all about you and one Thing that she would always say that
is really weird to me. She would always be like, my
coven, my coven, my coven and all the time.
Girl, she be like Mama, my cousin, my community.
Never once. Did I feel like it was like a
shared space, that's really nice.
But some I feel like that's super unfortunate for the people
who were going in and trying to find like community.
And there's this this is you got to experience one of the
situations that we hear about all the time because you and I
are constantly hearing about like I went and I did this and I
felt like I was getting scammed or I did this and when I started
talking about my beliefs, everybody shut me down or
whatever, and It's stupid that at this point in the game,
people are still operating on that level and I don't know
about you but for me, I felt like I learned a lesson out of
the fuckery that I went through with, you know, trying to find
my own mentorship. I I learned what energy.
I'm not going to Vibe with, and I learned that next time when I
feel like something's fucking weird instead of going well, but
I say don't talk about other people to me and they don't
anymore because I keep saying that I'm having a firm boundary.
That doesn't mean that those aren't that, that's still not
that person and that they won't go out and do it to you just
because you can don't condone them doing it around.
You that makes sense. Like, it doesn't matter how What
are good? Intentions are other people have
fucked intentions. And if we feel that energy
instead of making an excuse for it, I just got another reminder
of like know that stinky I don't have to have a directories and
your messages can be cute as shit.
You smell like tuna and I'm out. Yeah you know honestly I feel
like you called it with this girl just in the you know I
wasn't thinking when I kept getting like that.
Take a look at your inner circle I guess because I wasn't
actually Centering her, Inner Circle.
You know what I mean? But it's literally a mirror of.
I'm literally going to unfollow her.
While we're on the call. I literally have her on my close
friends. Like I'm unfollowing her and
that's it. It's easier to see it when
you're not in it because when you're not in it, you're like
that. All looks like fuckery.
But when you're in it you're like no.
Like I see these positive qualities over here and these
over here and another lesson, if people around me are like,
that's fucking weird, like, why are you if close people not
like, you know, the general public.
But if close people are like, that's like fucking weird energy
for you to be aligning with. I need to take that into
consideration. Ation and I need to remove
myself from things a lot sooner, you know, I think me and you
were growing so much and then when you move closer, we'll just
be able to see each other a lot more.
We won't have any time for the bullshit.
We won't have any time for the bullshit, so I'm feeling called
to give you a reading. Oh, okay.
I have a look on your face. Are you ready?
Yeah, I am. It's it's, it's funny that you
Say that because I've been feeling like every single
reading that I would come on on my fyp and stuff.
I was like this shit so boring. It doesn't pertain to me at all.
This is the weirdest shit. And then today, I saw a reading
one of my favorite readers and it was a Gemini reading and
everything be hitting about business and everything else and
I'm like, Spirits ready to give me Restless?
We got within the next few weeks.
So I do feel like Like spring is coming and also that's just like
the time of action to like, there's going to be a lot
happening with your Saturn return starting so prep in
Prepon helpful people so you are bringing in a lot of we got that
Community Vibe, energy helpful, energy people coming in that are
really supportive for you, people.
That are really good. I feel like a lot of good
interviews people becoming onto your podcast and ways they may
be like you don't see it. Also romance, you and your boo
thang doing a little room and take y'all got three coming up
our anniversaries for 20 and we're going on a trip success
with the explanation point but get serious serious giving
Gemini but they say they said, do that work baby.
That's your reading. That's just a little something,
from Spirit. I wanted to tell you about
something that happened this morning.
So we got unexpected. Like I just I just learned like
that everything we've been talking about.
I've actually been doing and I just, I gotta brag on it.
So woke up this morning, we had to pay two hundred and eighty
dollars more on rent than usual because our lease expired
February 1st and they have a thing on there, that if the
landlord hasn't given you, You a new lease then your month to
month with an extra hundred dollar a month rent, and a
hundred dollar fee and eighty dollars.
Because it was, it was a day late and I immediately was like,
nope, I have it in my bank account and I just paid it.
And I was like, it's whatever. Like I just got it done, and I
wasn't stressed about it. I wasn't like, where's other
money going to come in? Like I fucking needed that like
yeah, it was for bills or whatever but I was Like oh good.
I have it in my account to pay it and I was fucking stoked
about it. And then I talked to my mom on
the phone and my mom was like, you usually would have an
anxiety attack and be like, freaking out and trying to
figure out like, what you were going to be doing.
And, and she's like, you being surrounded by people who always
have a different mindset has now naturally become your mindset,
like you always talking to people and helping redirect
there. Energy has helped you redirect
your energy. And I was like oh that's I'm
over here. Like voice messaging, the mentee
chat and I'm like you guys I love it.
I mean that is something to celebrate because when you look
at things as if they're going to be taken care of and you just
take care of them, you spend less time worrying, you spend
less time projecting, you spend less time manifesting - and just
more time, being happy. And then that Malthus better
things about It's also people like you got to weigh out what
deserves your time and energy like you know, things that
stress you out constantly just don't deserve your time or
energy and I think a lot of us are just programmed to continue
to do those things. So it's good to like break away
from those old paradigms and like mine sets that are really
limiting you from being the best version of yourself.
I feel like also understanding my human design more and being a
manifesting generator. I learned about myself that I
make things happen, very fucking quick, like I manifest things
that I want very fast and I've always known that but I never
realized that I can be doing the opposite.
And if I'm thinking about the negative shit and being stressed
out, I manifest that and it only takes me like Going at once
thought to times before, I'm down that fucking rabbit hole
and that's where my energy is going and I had to recognize
that and then realize that I have to switch my energy into, I
have to channel it in different ways.
Well, at the end of the day, whatever we give our attention
to really does have a such an impact on us, whether we're
paying attention, I like TV or the news or other people or you
know, whoever whatever It doesn't matter.
It really does consume you and I think that it's just important
to like be in your own power as much as possible because then
you really are able to manifest like a higher timeline for
yourself. It's just like I'm not going to
worry about the mundane things and give them so much power over
my happiness. I wish that we didn't have the
news the way that we have the news, because I hate that people
can keep on replaying the same video clips of like, the Chinese
ballon or whatever else they're want to play the videos of and
everybody puts their energy into that and and to like being
scared of shit and talking about war and and all of this stuff
and like, literally I feel like it's everybody's going to be
putting their energy into one thing.
You as a collective can make that happen, if everybody puts
their energy into that. So why do people put their
energy into scary shit? And why does everybody on?
It's not everybody on Tick-Tock, but it's like people on Tick
Tock having to make News videos about the same fucking things
that other people are making the news videos about, why can't we
have original content? I know that's what I've really
been seeing is like, you all jump on the bandwagon and just
hope your videos. The one that goes viral, Will
you just pick like something that's going on?
And then all want to talk about it I really hope my Madonna
video posted because Madonna is on some weird ass shit y'all.
So I saw something on Tick Tock that she was being sued by the
African government in like Malaysia or somewhere like that
somewhere in Africa that she has a orphanage and a school that
she built, where she's adopted her children from.
They were saying that like she's being sued for sexual
trafficking. From that school.
And like people leaving in are coming back and not being
accounted for etcetera, so she's being sued.
And so then I was doing some Googling and a screenshot of it.
So I found on Google like, like, far down like pages and Pages
away. It said, four days ago, it said,
four days ago Madonna has settled a federal lawsuit that
accused her of ripping off the work of guy.
Bourdin, The Smoking Gun reports.
When you click on, This article that says, it's from four days
ago. It says, it's from May 31st
2004, that's about 19 years ago but when you look at the first
page it's the same article. And it says four days ago and
then when you click on it it says May 31st 2004, that's
weird. And so I may look this big video
about it and I swear I feel like it's Amendola fecker or
something because like she's been sued so many times I can't
even find where Being sued by the African government.
Like that's just now, been suppressed completely.
There's rumors about her being fake.
Like Brittany. Yeah.
As I'm saying, he's looks completely different.
In everything she scares me. We've seen the way she looks.
Now at the Grammys yesterday, I didn't see the Grammys.
Yeah, well, I tried to make a video on it and I'm just highly
disappointed because I'm feeling like they not.
Let It Go through, you know, well too bad.
I'm on my phone or I would go and look at your Tick-Tock real
quick. Well, I'm just feeling like, I
don't see it and you know, like topspin glitch in lately,
though, with videos, it would say to my draft.
So I guess it's not ready because I guess you're ready to
go yet. I had a video that I tried
posting earlier and it would not post and so I it's saved in my
drafts to I just think it's some days.
You like that app is weirder than other days.
Well, I think sometimes when you talk about serious stuff they
don't shit they don't want it on there, I don't know.
Like it always shocks me the videos that go viral that are
kind of educational because I wonder like especially after
learning about how they heat videos and like promote certain
things and all of that like also I've been getting, I don't know
about you but I've been getting these ads on Tick-Tock for like
pay to promote your video and pay for views and join this to
get views. And I'm like, do people really
invest their money into these platforms and to make what does
that do for you? That's not a genuine audience.
People are going to find you naturally if they're meant to
find you, I don't understand why you would give a platform that
sensors you from being able to use your voice.
And like and I don't mean like, I just think people should be
able to fucking do what they want to do and if You don't like
it then don't go on their page, but we don't need the fucking
Chinese app telling us that we can't do shit.
But also like we use it for, you know.
Content. But I just yeah, there's just so
much chaos on all of these apps with the scammers with the
fucking fake. A spiritual people.
I talk to you about one today. She's like your guard.
Are your your guiding Angels called me here and the spirit
the spirit wants to give you this message.
That's what I tagged you in. You delete the comment.
I did not delete the comment. I just block the person.
Okay, thank you. Should be able to see it.
I couldn't see the calm anymore because I'll try to see it
again, but it wasn't there, but people are crazy.
And honestly people don't get it, they don't have their head
on straight, they just don't get it.
I just with all that time that they spend being somebody else,
they could literally Market themselves when you don't have
any skill or Talent, what can you do?
I guess become somebody who does?
I mean, I would pick up a book but I mean, I don't know.
I've never once in my life, I thought I'm going to make a fake
profile of anyone. So if you do that, you're just
delaying. Just a lame.
I think that right now. There's just a lot of chaos and
drama because we had the Leo, full moon, and people are just
feeling feisty and feeling insecure because Leo's, like, if
you're not filling main character, you're jealous of
other people who are feeling main character and it's fucking
weird because the people who are actually main characters or
rooting for you to win. So the fact that you would
return that with bullshit funkiest energy that's weird on
you and And I hope that if you listen to this and you're like,
oh, shit, like I do those things but you're trying to like avoid
it. Do something about it and stop
being a cunt. Thank you, thank you.
That is a public service announcement on.
Don't be a petty High School. Fucking adult.
Don't be the adult who misses Haskell?
Okay, if you think Oscar was the best days of your life.
Check yourself. Check yourself and see what's
working because I think a lot of people limit themselves from who
they Used to be in like the people they've always hung out
with, like, they're afraid to get out of their comfort zone
and that's what I love about. Both of our communities is
they've Blended where a lot of people are in both because
they're kind of the same type of community.
So it's like, wow I can expand this into this and have a lot of
people on my side and you know, even people who don't even know
people like you join and then like two days later you have
something big going on and people in their group or like,
yes, I'm so proud of you like, you know, No, it's just I don't
know. People don't get it.
Like when you get out of your own way, you can really bring in
helpful energies people that you connect with people that you
Vibe with people that really want to see when and that helps
you in ways you can't even imagine when you're used to
competing and being in those toxic relationships.
Yes, I love all of that and I love these.
Like I love the community that we're having, but I also it's
funny to me because somebody will join like the group chat
and then they'll be like, oh well I'm going to private chat
with so-and-so and early. We were talking about this and I
wanted to bring it over here because that made me think of
this. And so everybody has their like
own independent, like relationships and conversations
and their own like friends to grow with, who they No, we're on
the same like path and like energy wave that they are.
And so everybody it's not just like people vibing with us.
It's literally people vibing with each other making their own
super strong connections that are healthy where these people
are growing and working on themselves and it's a really
cool spider web to get to see. And then to know that like Yo,
like this started because I was sharing this energy because I
don't fuck with anybody else's energy and now I've found my
squad. Yeah, there's a lot of people
that have connected on their own time, and I think it's really
nice to see that community support and Outreach just beyond
the group chats, and just beyond that, like, people supporting
each other's businesses people support, there's energy.
Following one another whatever I think it's great.
Like I never want to be like, oh my God, you met that person in
my community and now you talk to them.
Yeah. Because that's what community is
bitch. Like that's what a community is.
You want people to connect, you want people to feel safe, seeing
welcome, you know, I don't know, I'm like everything I've learned
from this experience, we discussed.
Tonight is the exact opposite of what my community will be the
exact opposite of what I want in my life and Right after that, I
decided to get online and order a bunch of stuff for everyone's
anniversary, presents and patreon.
Just to show appreciation to the people that have been there
since day one. And it being a whole year and
stuff, and I was just like the whole time, just feeling like
how rewarding it is, to support people, wholeheartedly and just
watch people grow and like really want to see them win even
if they go off to like, do their own thing.
It doesn't matter. Like that's what someone
supposed to do if you're mentoring.
I'm one. The goal is that they go off and
do their own thing that they teach that they heal that they
elevate their own business as well.
They got a mentor or a spiritual teacher or a community that they
were wanting to grow in and like the whole point is to grow.
So I think it's just cool that many people Outgrow things in
order to come into other new things.
So, I think with this whole situation going up in smoke, I'm
removing a lot of negativity from my entire circle and just
erasing that from my existence because like, I will not operate
in a community where people feel like it's transactional or
people feel like, oh my God. You didn't pay me this month.
Your card bounce, what's up? What I would never.
I've never asked anyone someone pointed it out to me.
One time. They were like, thank you for
not deleting me after this happened.
I'm like I don't, I wouldn't have done that.
I would have never deleted you like that.
Like, clearly, if something happens with your financial
situation, you probably are like you said, embarrassed or
something. Anyways.
And like to call someone out about it and then remove them
from the community where they're finding support would be just
that's against what. Spirit want you to do.
So if you do that and that's what you do and that's your
first instinct as you learn. As you go, you're not a
community leader. You need to erase your Discord.
You need to literally stop trying to lead people, and you
need to heal and go to therapy and focus on yourself.
You need to send all that Reiki back to yourself because we
can't feel it. It's locked.
It's blocked blocked. Big time.
I can't wait for the hey love. I saw you unfollowed me is
something wrong. I love going.
Listen to this week's episode of lick it like a lollipop where I
talk shit about you. XOXO toodles toodles doodlee, do
talk to you later. Queen send a picture of me
flipping her off if you'd like now it like it genuinely bothers
me when that shit happens because there's no point to it.
And if you know what somebody else stands on, if you don't
stand on the same thing, why Vibe with it, why hang out If
you're going to be triggered by somebody, if they're triggered
by you for whatever reason, I don't understand.
Not recognizing that and being like, Deuces, say something, be
honest about it because it's transactional for her and she
wanted everybody there. If she solicited a bunch of
people there where they felt obligated to be there.
And you know what's weird is like I've later found out that
there's only a few people that like don't know her in real life
that most of those people in that community.
No her in real life. So they're not really active,
they're just there to support her and that's the fact of like,
if you actually supported me you would have at least invested in
something that I have going like, at some point, you know
what I mean? Like, supported me in some way
whether it was just like a simple, whatever, you know what
I mean, it really wouldn't some kind of gesture of some sort.
So to say that I respect you and I support you and all these
like, long drawn-out. Out responses it's like no baby
girl your actions or that you're competing with me.
You're intimidated by me. And you also wanted me to water
myself, down to fit into your community space of which I was
paying to be there. So literally, like No, like no,
not at all, not even cool at all.
Well, and when you think about it, that's how she treats
somebody who's paying her money. So imagine how she treats people
that she's not getting anything from.
Well, I mean, you know what I mean?
So listening, you like a scammer?
Listen, I did MLM companies before I'm not over here, trying
to message you. Do you have five minutes to talk
about the? My Lord, and Savior?
Like I'm good. Do you have five minutes to talk
about? Jesus Christ himself?
I love that. I love that.
Because you do five minutes to tell you why.
Jesus was a witch, you ready? Let's go.
Have a look at the end of the day.
A lot of people don't realize how they're coming off because
they have no social skills. And they just really don't live
in any other reality except this fabricated existence of like I'm
helping people and this is my community that's healing but
really it's probably making you feel like the inner mean girls
coming out because now you're in control or maybe you were a
loser in high school and now you feel like you're couldn't
control and this is your community like no baby girl if
you've got policies like you said earlier and force them to
everyone not. Oh I changed.
My mind later on as other people who were less intimidating
posted their businesses, I never said anything.
No, she has a Discord. She could get an, she could
write a message to everyone when I drastically change something
on. Like the way that I'm doing
something I usually post it either in my chats that it's
going to affect our on patreon. And I'm like, yeah, like this is
the way that I'm doing this affects everybody this way,
whatever. I would just be open and
communicate that you can't go around and and treat people
differently, anyways, and let somebody do something that you
wouldn't let somebody else do. And I can't imagine being like,
yo, you guys, you can't talk about doing tarot readings for
other people in here, because I do tarot readings for other
people in here. Like, yeah.
And that's crazy because I never mentioned that all that did was
say, here, go listen to podcast and let me know if you do, well,
hope she goes. And listen to the podcast.
Honestly, we're going to name this episode of my coven.
Everything was my coven baby, my cousin, my cousin.
Well, that's enough for tonight. I'm pooped.
Everything I've said is facts everything.
I said is the truth. And honestly, I would never want
anyone listening or Beyond to feel like I'm competing with you
because maybe I don't even see y'all.
The only way I see you is if I see you and, you know, if I see
you other times, I'm just letting people do their own
thing. I'm not taking it fucking
personal. I'm not worried.
I'm not like, oh my God, they haven't texted.
Me, do they hate me? No, I didn't even think about
it. I might have been like, oh my
God, I haven't heard for them. Hope they're well, but I've
never like, oh my God. They're mad at me or oh my God.
They're busy. So like, I don't matter.
Like, I've had people who I thought were like a really great
friend of mine of like a long time.
Be like, oh, I feel like you're sad friend even though they only
hit me up when they're sad or want advice or want something.
But yet, never hitting them up because I'm trying to fulfill my
life and not set her on a Seems like you can't be the reason
that everybody's mad and then still try to project that onto
them at some rate you have to take responsibility and be like,
no I'm fucking up know, I fucked up and I need to make this right
there is such a difference to between like, like when I'm
fucking busy or something. Like, if I don't respond to my
sister-in-law or something, I'm super fucking busy, she was just
over here and she was like, you just been like you You just been
so fucking busy. I haven't been wanting to bug
you and like, but I'm over here texting, you don't respond, you
know? And she's like, I figured you
were just so busy, and then it's a like, congratulations, that's
dope. That your business is going so
good for you, whatever. That's the kind of energy that
people should be having. It should be a, oh, you didn't
get back to me because you're super fucking busy.
That's how a good. I'm glad that you're fucking
goals are working for you. I everything that you're putting
effort into is coming to fruition.
That's awesome. You probably don't have hobbies.
I think it's just disrespectful to think that someone's distance
is personal to you. Unless I've told you it's
personal, like let me be Bart Simpson and fall into the
fucking Bush. Don't come looking for me,
asking me what's wrong. After you just did some shady
ass shit. Same thing like with oh dudes
mom that probably was him that wrote that but like at the end
of the day, I bet if I'm blocked his number, he texts me.
That's the weirdest creepiest along his life, of course he
would people are creepy as hell. Well, they need to get the hint,
nobody wants to talk to you. If they did, you wouldn't have
to solicit them or write them a hundred times or write them
books. That sound good in your head and
when you write it out and you rehearse it and you're living in
this fantasy and delusion, like anyone who's real with
themselves. Can see that.
You're overcompensating for something that you're hiding.
Something that you're doing something, that ain't it, ain't
it baby. I'm not your publisher.
You need to go write your own book too.
Yourself to the world but don't be right knee books because I
don't even want to read it half the time.
I skimmed it earlier because I knew I was going to read it on
the podcast. You sent it to me and I read it
and I was like, it's not like you got like it just so weird to
send somebody that many messages over and over and over like just
wait and then not get a response and be like oh and by the way,
the blessing that I am to you it was just fucking weird.
I didn't like it. And honestly what really got me
all choked up about that was like you already had a whole
conversation with someone else and they told you that you
shouldn't write me. Right now.
Like the you should just give me some space and that down the
road Navy, reach out. And then she literally went
directly into oh I talked to blank, you know what I mean?
Like, calm down Gossip. Girl, you are not the center of
attention in my life. This is not getting energy,
that's what I was thinking. When I read that too, as I was
like why is she talking to another person about you?
Anyways, Well said, girl, I don't like I don't like it.
I don't fuck the fat, it's not a Vibe drama.
Has no place in my life. So if you're bringing drama,
you're going to be removed that you're getting the Return to
Sender. Hot sauce Vibes, I'm not having
it. I'm not having all bullshit.
So just know if you've been spending stank-ass energy, it's
coming back to your dusty but You're so PC.
Rampage mailed me a mini bottle of Tabasco sauce and I was like,
oh, it's so cute and she's like, that's for The Return to Sender,
bitch. Yeah, I wanted you to have it
because I know you like I do. We love you all and we thank
you. All are amazing.
Thank you for being so supportive of us both joining
both of our patreons. It really does mean a lot.
I know we have a lot of new offerings come Coming up.
We're about to literally do a full moon ritual.
So sign up. It will get it poppin.
Yeah, so excited. Bye-bye everybody.