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Awesome. 

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Welcome back to another episode 
of Candy Land and this one is a 

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spicy, spicy episode. 
We told you all in our intro 

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that we were going to have a 
spicy podcast and we have went 

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all over the spectrum with 
different people in different 

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industries, but we have never 
had a dominatrix before. 

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So this is going to be very 
exciting and Jim and I is going 

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to introduce and get us going. 
Yes, we have the beautiful 

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Goddess Witch with us today. 
I have known you for Oh well 

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over a year, maybe even like two
or three years at this point. 

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I feel like for so long. 
Dominatrix witch, master of all 

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things welcome. 
Hi, I'm so glad to be on this 

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show. 
This is definitely going to be 

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one of your spicier ones, I can 
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So this is the episode that you 
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visuals because there is a 
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utensils all over the place and 
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be missing out. 
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our Patreons, because this is 
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visual experience. 
So thank you. 

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Got a switch for bringing the 
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So let's get started and just go
ahead and give us a little 

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insight into your world. 
Oh gosh, the insight into my 

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world. 
Well, yes, I am definitely 

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sitting here in my dungeon right
now and I am surrounded by all 

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kinds of fun things. 
There's a cage right here behind

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me that usually has a submissive
taking a nap or being punished 

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or begging to worship at my feet
inside of that. 

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That's the missive currently is 
over here being my Vanna White 

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handing me thing while I'm 
talking to you. 

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And next to me I've got all 
kinds of of fun little toys and 

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visuals that we'll be going over
at some point in the evening. 

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There are things that cause pain
and things that cause laughter 

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and things that cause me joy, 
mostly. 

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But we have we have so many 
different kinds of things that 

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you would never expect to see in
a dungeon. 

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So I'm really excited to dive in
and show you guys everything 

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here. 
Wow, I am so excited. 

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Before we proceed, was that an 
elephant shrunk? 

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That was a rain stick from 
Chile. 

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Wow. 
It's actually made from cactus 

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and it's got so initially when 
rain sticks are made, they have 

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basically the spiny parts of the
cactus that are sticking out 

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that you would injure yourself 
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They are shoved into the cactus 
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or whatever it is that's inside 
the cactus, rain stick will go 

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down against those finds inside 
and that's what's making the 

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noise here. 
Well, this particular rain stick

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has been used in impact place so
many times that the spikes and 

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things have actually started to 
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So this is actually not just a 
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This is kind of used like a 
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and it does cause a little bit 
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little blood splatters can 
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these, but it's also really 
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So you're like, soothing you 
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I'll be you absolutely sound 
stick. 

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And you'll love it. 
And you'll be in bliss the whole

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time you're bleeding. 
It's fine. 

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OK, I like where we're going 
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OK, so I just want to put this 
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listening. 
So I have like been receiving 

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all these anonymous questions 
recently and a lot of people 

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really wish I would get into 
dominatrix stuff or only fan sex

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work just in general. 
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excited by everything they're 
saying except being mean to men.

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That sounds cool. 
And being worshipped. 

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I like that one too. 
So I'm like, maybe I could work 

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with this. 
And then Jim and I had mentioned

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before about you coming on to 
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So I just want to say, every 
time I see you in Gemini's chat 

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rooms, it's just like titties 
and dildos and other things. 

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And it it'll just literally, 
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five seconds and there's titties
in the sunlight, titties out of 

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nature, like out like out and 
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Just, I don't know. 
So if you all really like, don't

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you ever have your own? 
Like, well, I didn't get to do 

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my homework because I was gonna 
do it. 

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Somebody's there. 
But I have a lot of questions 

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'cause I'm I'm vanilla so I 
don't know a lot of things that 

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I'm interested in learning. 
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So where were you going with 
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You said, don't you have your 
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What were you gonna say? 
Like platform that you that 

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you're putting your that's what 
you sent to us. 

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Like your your. 
Pet life. 

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Oh, right, right. 
Oh, yeah, yeah. 

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It's basically my kinky 
Facebook. 

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Yep, Yep, That's where my my 
titties and my pussy, they hang 

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out there all day and and like 
you know all of the the random 

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inbox messages being like, hey, 
I wanna suck on your toes and 

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drink your golden shower piss 
all all day long, every day. 

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It's it's pretty awesome. 
No, I actually. 

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Really. 
Have you ever sold anybody your 

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pee? 
Have I? 

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That's a loaded question. 
Have I sold anyone my pee? 

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Well, that's not technically 
legal, but what I do is let 

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people lay under me while I 
unleash my golden nectar, and if

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they happen to get a whole bunch
of it in their mouth and drink 

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it and and fall into a blissful 
state, that's not my fault. 

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I mean, it happens, sure. 
Do you have to do anything in 

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preparation for doing that type 
of play? 

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Like do you eat certain types of
food so that like like people 

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will eat different types of food
so there come taste different, 

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right? 
Like, do you eat different types

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of food so that your golden 
nectar tastes like honey? 

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Oh gosh. 
So I actually take chlorophyll, 

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and it's one of the the main 
things that I attribute to 

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having a little bit less body 
odor than a lot of people. 

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I think it makes my pussy smell 
great, It makes my breath smell 

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great, it makes everything taste
great. 

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And my sub will confirm that my 
pee tastes a lot better when 

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I've been on the chlorophyll for
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But I drink a lot of water these
days, and you can definitely 

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tell when I don't drink the 
water because they don't like to

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put it in their mouth nearly as 
much. 

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So I would definitely say when 
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shower play, I drink a lot more 
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anything else, for sure. 
So is that something that a lot 

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of people have as a fetish? 
And because I feel like there 

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are fetishes that people have, 
but they're keeping them on the 

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DL and like keeping them secret 
and keeping them in the closet. 

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And I feel like with these 
anonymous questions I've been 

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receiving, I'm really getting 
like a scope into the mail 

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psyche. 
And even, you know, who knows 

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what, who and where and who 
these people are, 'cause they're

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anonymous, I have no idea. 
And they can pretend to be 

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whatever they want to be. 
But some of the things that 

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people have said, it's like 
they're ashamed of it and 

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they're to tell their partner 
and they thought, yeah, well, 

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because I'm very transparent. 
Like that's the only reason I'm 

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doing this. 
It's kind of fun, but I'm 

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transparent. 
I'm not judging people. 

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Just because I I don't like it 
doesn't mean that they 

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shouldn't. 
But also I'm that person. 

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Like I I'll try almost 
everything, probably once, and 

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then I'll decide if I like it, 
and then if not, I really. 

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Think everybody should be that 
way. 

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Try everything at least once, 
right? 

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So you touched on so many 
different things right there in 

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that one thing that you just 
said that just hits home for why

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I do what I do. 
And it's it's the trust 

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building. 
It's people not having anybody 

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they can go to to talk to you 
about these things and okay, 

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listen up, bitch. 
It is not just the men that are 

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hitting you up in your inbox. 
And it is not just the men that 

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are hitting me up in my inbox, 
OK? 

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These women out there have these
fetishes and these kinks and 

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these things in their mind that 
they want to try to. 

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They're not going to go to their
husbands or their girlfriends or

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whoever it is that they're with.
Sometimes they're like, Oh my 

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God, I feel ashamed that I 
really want you to just choke me

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and call me a little fucking 
whore. 

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Like, they want that, right? 
But they're not going to tell 

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the person that they're with 
that. 

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So they're going to come to a 
dominatrix or they're going to 

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hopefully find somebody that 
they can trust like you, and 

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they're going to go to them and 
they're going to say, hey, I've 

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got this thing. 
Am I weird? 

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To my normal And this is what I 
do as a professional dominatrix,

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as a lifestyle dominatrix. 
I'm going to listen to these 

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people. 
I'm going to talk to them about 

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their kinks. 
I'm going to reassure them that 

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these things are perfectly 
normal. 

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This is all part of your your 
psychology. 

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This is part of your life, This 
is part of your spirit, your 

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soul. 
This is just the nature of life 

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in general. 
Life is fucking kinky. 

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OK, we are. 
We are one of those goddamn 

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kinky dramatic plays. 
What is the existential comedy 

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like? 
Whatever that shit is, right, 

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Dante's. 
What is it called? 

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I can't even remember. 
Existential, whatever that is. 

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But we're tragic comedy. 
What was that? 

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I. 
Said Dante's Inferno. 

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Right, Exactly. 
But we're we're life is a tragic

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comedy, right? 
And if you constantly go through

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life and you think about all of 
the things that are in your mind

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that you think make you weird or
you think make you a freak and 

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you just don't want to talk to 
people, you're going to be 

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living your life in the tragedy 
part of things. 

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Why not take everything that's 
in your head? 

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Why not take those things that 
you think make you weird and 

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start to explore those things? 
Talk to people about them. 

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Go out and explore and and do 
the weird things. 

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Grab the fucking squirting Dick 
and have a dominatrix cum and 

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stick this thing up your damn 
ass and squirt cum Lube in it. 

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And you're going to be singing 
my praises for the next three 

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days and you're going to say, 
holy shit, I I thought that I 

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was going to go to hell and burn
in the fires of whatever because

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the pastor said so, right? 
Oh shit. 

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Our bodies are made to enjoy. 
Life is made to enjoy. 

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If there's something that you 
want to try, if you want to try 

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this sharp ass Wartenberg wheel 
on your skin and you want to 

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feel this going up and down your
nipple or your cock or your 

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balls or your pussy lips or 
whatever, fucking try it. 

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Because chances are you're going
to love this thing. 

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And then I'm going to put some 
ice on it over word or or 

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afterwards, right over the top 
of where I've just poked the 

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shit out of you everywhere. 
And you're going to be singing 

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those praises because that's a 
whole new sensation. 

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There's so many things that your
brain can come up with that it 

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wants to try or that you read in
a book. 

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Everybody's reading smut these 
days, right? 

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These days. 
Yeah, all the smut that you're 

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reading. 
You got the fairies in there and

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they've got their BDSM stuff and
they've got the collars and the 

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leashes and they've got the 
sloggers and the spanking 

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things, right? 
Yeah, you got all of this stuff.

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Try that shit. 
That smut is there for a reason.

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That smut is best seller for a 
reason. 

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Because you guys read this stuff
and you're like, Oh my God, I 

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could never. 
Yeah, you can, you can and you 

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really should. 
I don't know. 

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I totally got off on a tangent. 
So I have no idea if I answered 

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your question, but I do that. 
I have a lot of questions that 

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Jim and I face. 
She wants to talk, I can tell. 

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No, I was looking at your face 
while while they were talking 

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and it was you're like, you were
like tranced out and paying so 

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much attention and then you just
started laughing and smiling. 

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It just makes you. 
Because she's picking up like 

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utensils, you all. 
And this one thing is very 

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spiky. 
And then she picked up this 

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other thing that was metal that 
also looked, I don't know. 

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So I was just observing all of 
these items and then there's a 

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hot pink dildo right over her 
right shoulder. 

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There's actually like four of 
them. 

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I don't know how many there's 
over there. 

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It's like a whole octopus. 
There's so many. 

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There's like 42. 
And I'm just checking things. 

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She's got like a black light on 
them and it's like very lit up, 

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like look at my entourage, like,
look, the gang is all here. 

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Yeah, I think during the 
demonstration part I might have 

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to take the phone off the stand 
and take you around for a little

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tour. 
Yes, one of the questions. 

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So we had compiled questions 
before we were coming in to do 

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the interview and we sent those 
out and one of them had been 

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what is the, I think it might 
have been like what's the 

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strangest request that you had 
received or something like that.

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And I was interested in knowing 
your answer after us just 

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talking about like not kink, 
shaming and accepting everything

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and whatnot. 
I'd be interested in seeing if 

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you had something that stuck out
to you, or if you were like I 

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would never say something is 
strange. 

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I actually do have a couple of 
things. 

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One of them, OK, so I had a 
client who was really into it. 

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Wait for it. 
Wait, wait for it. 

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Rubber ducks. 
OK, it's like the kind in the 

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bathtub. 
Rubber duckies, right? 

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Grab me a handful of those 
little ducky guys out of there. 

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So basically what he wanted was 
this entire scene centered 

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around rubber ducks. 
OK, so picture me in full 

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Dominix dominatrix gear 
surrounded by hundreds of little

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rubber ducks cracking away. 
I was cracking, right? 

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The rubber ducks were cracking. 
I was cracking. 

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He even brought his own rubber 
duck army into the dungeon. 

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I'm. 
I'm not stating you rubber duck 

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army. 
OK, The request was for me to 

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incorporate all of these rubber 
ducks into our session in the 

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most creative ways possible. 
When you think about creative 

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ways I could incorporate rubber 
ducks into a session, think 

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about the places I can stuff 
rubber ducks. 

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Think about the things I could 
have someone do with their mouth

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with rubber ducks. 
Think about the places I could 

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put rubber ducks all over me, 
all over them. 

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We had rubber ducks. 
We had rubber ducks literally 

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coming out the yin Yang all over
the sentence. 

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So there I was, commanding this 
battalion of rubber ducks like a

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general. 
I was using them in ways I never

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thought rubber ducks can use. 
We had ducks on strings. 

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We had ducks as impact toys. 
Ducks were everywhere. 

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I have these cute little glow in
the dark duckies right here. 

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These I used as a Ishi Ducky. 
So Ishi Ducky is basically where

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you have somebody kneel on a 
tray of like gravel or beads or 

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something that will make their 
shins really like Indenti. 

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And it's just it's very 
unpleasant and uncomfortable. 

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So this was issued Ducky ha ha 
ha see what I did there? 

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But these glow in the dark and 
these made little cute glow in 

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the dark Ducky shaped indents 
all in the shins because they 

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were on that for 10 to 15 
minutes or so. 

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Yes, go. 
So this person basically was 

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like, you know what? 
I just want to lay on a pile of 

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Legos for like 20 minutes and 
then I want the song and Matrix 

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to just beat the shit out of me 
with these rubber ducks 

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afterwards. 
Like. 

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Well. 
He didn't have anything to do 

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with the ducks that that were 
like the Legos. 

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That was all me. 
But yeah, he he wanted the 

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ducks. 
I am here for that because I 

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would have never thought of that
as a kink, but I will ask you a 

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question. 
So a while back, my DMS are a 

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crazy place and there was 
someone that was clearly on 

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drugs, Like their home was a 
representation of this situation

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and they had a like hoarding 
house that they wanted to do, 

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like giant play, like they were 
trying to pay me. 

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Basically they wanted me to come
do methamphetamine with them and

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be a giant. 
I don't know this person, Al. 

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And they had some crackhead 
videos of this other woman. 

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And I'm talking like I'm I'm 
saying crackhead because like, 

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I've done drugs before and this 
bitch looked like a crackhead. 

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Like, it's serious. 
Wasn't OK. 

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It looks scary. 
I was scared. 

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They were like stepping on glass
and stepping on this little town

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and stepping on all these crazy 
things. 

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And is that something that's 
very common, giant play? 

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Because I'm. 
Like, yes, I actually have a 

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whole giant test series. 
Yes, on fat life. 

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On fat life. 
Yeah, whole giant test series of

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photos. 
It's huge. 

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Yeah, I think literally huge. 
It's huge. 

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It's huge. 
Literally, though, it's it 

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really stems from, 
psychologically speaking, for 

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the giant Test play. 
A lot of times these semesters 

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really want to feel small and 
inferior, and the female 

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superiority is their huge 
fetish. 

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And so when a giant Test appears
and can basically do anything 

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they want, they can crush, they 
can swallow you whole. 

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The the submissive can be inside
of you and like literally they 

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want you to tell stories about 
going in through your stomach 

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and down through and being 
digested and coming out your 

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asshole. 
Y'all they want to be the shit 

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that comes out of your asshole. 
Like they are that inferior. 

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So the whole giant says, yeah, 
the whole giant says does That 

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is just really surrounds itself 
with that inferiority complex 

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and and wanting to be 
objectified and and being 

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humiliated and being made to 
feel small in a lot of ways. 

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That's so interesting. 
I I would never have thought of 

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that. 
But also that totally makes 

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sense. 
I recently saw a girl who I 

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followed that. 
Does she does sex work? 

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And she was talking about how 
men will, not just men, but 

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people will message her and ask 
her to, like, wear underwear for

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certain amount of days, 
whatever. 

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And so she's been like, 
somebody's asked me to wear like

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the same underwear for like 2 
weeks before. 

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And she's like and I have to 
have restrictions on things 

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because there does come a 
sanitation thing. 

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And so she's talking about how 
there are some workers who will 

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do things like put tuna juice 
and microwave it and then send 

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it or things like that because 
they they want to give them what

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they're wanting, because they're
wanting that fulfillment. 

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But it's also not a sanitary 
thing that they can actually do.

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So are there anything like that 
where you, like, have to make 

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accommodations on things or or 
you're like, oh, that is 

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something like for the safety 
and Wellness of you, you can't 

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choke on my shit. 
Like what are your things? 

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Well, as far as garments and 
underwear and things, I also 

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have a limit. 
Mine is a three day limit and 

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they have to pay dearly for 
anything past the day for me. 

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So three day limit for me 
sanitation wise because who 

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wants a fucking yeast infection 
or UTI from sitting in sweaty? 

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No thank you. 
So I am very careful with that. 

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I also am really careful to live
very authentically. 

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So I won't sell somebody 
something that I have told them 

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I've worn for two weeks or 
whatever and I've just made it 

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smell funny. 
That's not my jam at all. 

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But I do know people who have 
done that. 

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I don't encourage that. 
I think that people will 

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appreciate you more if you'll 
just be upfront and honest with 

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them. 
Honestly, I just, I can't. 

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I can't get on board with the 
other stuff. 

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Look. 
And then of course I do have my 

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hard limits as far as shit and 
scat and all of that thing I 

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won't crap in people's mouth. 
In fact, I don't do scat things 

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in person. 
That's a sanitation limit for 

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me. 
The only scat stuff that I will 

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do is photos and video and even 
that that's that's going to be 

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you're going to pay me a pretty 
penny for me to even think about

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showing you what comes out of my
asshole, my golden nectar. 

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That's a whole other story. 
I will freely splatter that all 

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over your face and the camera. 
But the rest of it? 

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No, you're going to you're going
to be paying me quite a bit for 

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that, but not in person, because
that's sanitation. 

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Y'all nasty, no? 
So. 

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Heavy. 
I have a question about safety 

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as far as these people coming to
your. 

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Dungeon. 
Yes, What's your question? 

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What's up with that guard? 
You got somebody with a machine 

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gun by the door. 
Like what's up? 

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So we are pretty protected out 
here at our space, but I do a 

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lot of vetting beforehand. 
So and what vetting means 

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basically is I'm making sure 
that whoever is coming out here 

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to my space, which is called the
queendom, I have done my checks 

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and balances. 
I've seen their Idi have 

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validated that they are an 
actual human being. 

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I've run a safety check on them 
for a known sex offender and any

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kind of violent crime. 
So anybody who makes it out here

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has already gone through a check
and there's not going to be 

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anybody out here that poses a 
safety risk that is known. 

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I have also gone on to their 
Fetlife profiles or whatever 

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social media they've given me 
because they have to fill out a 

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very lengthy application to be 
able to come to my dungeon. 

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So I've gone through every 
single social media profile 

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they've given me. 
I've looked them up everywhere I

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can possibly look them up. 
I've contacted their friends. 

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I've contacted people they've 
played with before. 

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If they've contacted or if 
they've had a play session with 

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another mistress, they've had to
put that on there. 

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They have to give me referrals. 
They're not coming into my dudge

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without giving me referrals. 
I see the look on your face 

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well. 
I'm asked that because you're 

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saying like, you know, you call 
their friends and stuff because 

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like, what if they're like super
closet? 

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You know, keeping it hush hush. 
Oh no, they're friends. 

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That they give me. 
What if they've never been with 

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a mistress they like, are 
wanting to keep it secret? 

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You do the background check. 
It's OK, but you're still 

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letting them come without with 
that referral on that end like 

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it's their first time? 
Yeah, if it's their very first 

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time and they've never had that,
never had any kind of an 

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interaction. 
So they don't have a 

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professional reference to give 
me. 

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They still need to have some 
kind of a presence on social 

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media, especially like the kinky
social media, because that's 

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usually where I get most of my 
clients. 

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They need to have some kind of a
presence. 

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If they're a A1 friend profile 
with one picture and no activity

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on their profile, sorry, they're
not making it out here. 

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I don't care if I've seen it, 
Your ID, I've run your check. 

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If you have zero activity, 
that's really sketchy to me. 

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And if there's a way that they 
still want to get vetted, I will

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be doing public munches so they 
can absolutely come to meet me 

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out at a restaurant somewhere 
where I do that once or twice 

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every couple of months where 
people can actually come out. 

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They can meet me in person if 
they haven't wanted to submit, 

451
00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:22,520
maybe their IDs. 
Some people don't want to submit

452
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:25,040
their ID online, so there's ways
to meet me. 

453
00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:28,920
Where if they don't have 
references to give me, they can 

454
00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:32,360
still get into my space and I'll
be able to feel their energy and

455
00:24:32,360 --> 00:24:34,520
see if we're going to be a good 
fit for working together. 

456
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,000
Do they pay you to meet for the 
lunch? 

457
00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:41,320
They do, yeah. 
Munches sometimes are free. 

458
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:43,720
If it's like a munch with a 
whole bunch of people coming, 

459
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:47,400
but if they want to do like a 
one-on-one or a few on one where

460
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:49,600
it's more of like a private meet
up, then yeah, they do have to 

461
00:24:49,600 --> 00:24:51,680
pay for my time for that. 
If I'm going to leave my home 

462
00:24:51,680 --> 00:24:54,240
when I didn't already have a 
munch planned, Yep, they pay for

463
00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:56,680
my time. 
I'm here for it. 

464
00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:03,040
Were you already into the 
lifestyle that you're into now 

465
00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:06,080
when you met your husband? 
I was. 

466
00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:10,400
I was actually in this 
lifestyle, Oh my gosh, I'm going

467
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:12,320
to, I'm going to out myself 
here. 

468
00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:15,360
From the time I was 18 years old
and a stripper. 

469
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:19,400
That is when I started getting 
into the lifestyle and I was 

470
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:24,160
found by my mentor and kind of 
led through the ropes over the 

471
00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:27,400
years. 
And I did take kind of a break 

472
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:31,200
as I grew up and had kids and 
did those things. 

473
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:35,080
I kept things a little bit more 
private or on the down low or 

474
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:38,880
online type of thing. 
Not a lot of online, but I did 

475
00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:43,600
slow way down during the kid 
year and then after that back to

476
00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:46,560
after my kids grew up. 
Then I was right back into the 

477
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:49,760
Dom, the Dom world. 
And when I met my current 

478
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:57,960
husband, he definitely was, I 
would say, a little shocked and 

479
00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:01,520
floored when he found out what I
did and I didn't do it. 

480
00:26:01,520 --> 00:26:03,280
That was not like the main thing
that I did. 

481
00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:05,400
But every now and then, you 
know, I would go and I would 

482
00:26:05,400 --> 00:26:07,920
have a client, I would be going 
off somewhere and I'd be taking 

483
00:26:07,920 --> 00:26:12,000
my big bag of glass dildos and 
nipple clamps and things like 

484
00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:14,000
that. 
And he's like, what the hell? 

485
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,760
So I had to complain eventually.
So that was a little bit of a 

486
00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:22,400
shocker when we first met. 
I love that, though. 

487
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,320
I think it's so cool to have a 
partner that's like supportive 

488
00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:27,960
of all those things. 
Because we talked a lot on here 

489
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:31,360
about how there's a lot of 
insecurity and a lot of 

490
00:26:31,360 --> 00:26:34,880
partnerships. 
And so many people, whether it 

491
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:37,920
be kink or other things, they 
will not explore things that 

492
00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:42,680
interest them or go out and do 
different things because, well, 

493
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:45,200
that person doesn't like me to 
have time away from them or 

494
00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,440
it'll make them feel like 
they're not getting enough 

495
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:49,880
attention from me. 
And so for you to be able to 

496
00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:57,520
physically have a hobby, job, 
whatever it may be that you are 

497
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:00,840
so much to so many people 
because you're pouring so much 

498
00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:03,360
of yourself energetically, I 
feel like it takes a very 

499
00:27:03,360 --> 00:27:07,440
specific partnership to be able 
to handle how much outpouring of

500
00:27:07,440 --> 00:27:12,240
energy you've given to others 
and also how much it pleases 

501
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:16,760
other people to receive that 
energy and and give back to you.

502
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:21,600
Oh yeah, absolutely. 
I definitely couldn't be as 

503
00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:25,160
successful doing what I'm doing 
without a partner that wasn't so

504
00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:28,840
supportive of that. 
And he is not necessarily into 

505
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:31,680
the lifestyle to the level that 
I am into the lifestyle. 

506
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:36,640
Like, he is definitely kinky 
with me and he is involved with 

507
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:38,400
our submissives that we have as 
well. 

508
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:42,120
But he doesn't do scenes or 
sessions or anything like that 

509
00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:43,960
and is usually not in the 
dungeon with me. 

510
00:27:44,160 --> 00:27:46,680
Occasionally he'll come in if 
there's a really interesting 

511
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,280
scene happening or like a bunch 
of hot chicks in here. 

512
00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:50,720
She definitely wants to be in 
here for that. 

513
00:27:52,120 --> 00:27:53,760
So he'll come in for that for 
sure. 

514
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,920
But yeah, he's super supportive 
and I can tell him all about all

515
00:27:56,920 --> 00:28:01,440
of the things that go on. 
So he is not into the lifestyle.

516
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,480
You've just kind of could swayed
him over the line a little bit 

517
00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:09,960
and have your own thing going, 
but he doesn't come in and like 

518
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:13,000
join the session. 
Right. 

519
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:15,920
Yeah, exactly. 
He's he's off doing his own 

520
00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:18,840
thing and he knows all about all
of the things and he hears 

521
00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:21,640
things and he's my support 
system here. 

522
00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:24,720
Like when we have our retreats, 
we just had a kinky retreat here

523
00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:27,400
for the goddess within. 
And he is chef Sir. 

524
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:29,120
He's the one that cooks for 
everybody. 

525
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:32,400
So all the ladies are here and 
he's cooking his orgasmic 

526
00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:34,840
whipped cream and all of the 
things that he's famous for 

527
00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:37,200
here. 
So he's definitely as much of A 

528
00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:40,600
draw, I think, for coming to the
queendom as I am and as like 

529
00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:45,640
Bunny is, because he's 
definitely famous for catering 

530
00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:49,440
to us and taking care of us all 
and and be in that right hand 

531
00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:51,040
for me. 
Nice. 

532
00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:52,560
I love that. 
That's really interesting. 

533
00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:58,480
So what is the one thing that 
you are wanting to explore for 

534
00:28:58,480 --> 00:29:00,440
yourself? 
Is there anything that you 

535
00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:04,080
haven't tried any, like 
fantasies that you want to play 

536
00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:05,240
out? 
Thanks because I know you're 

537
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:08,280
taking requests, but like, what 
about what you doing? 

538
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:11,960
Boo. 
I actually have a fuck it list 

539
00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:14,440
on Vet Life. 
It's my 2024 bucket list of all 

540
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:17,360
the things that I want to try, 
and I've checked off several of 

541
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:21,520
them so far. 
Recently I've just gotten into 

542
00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:25,480
rope and rope suspension, and 
that was on my Fuck it list 

543
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:27,040
because I had never been 
suspended. 

544
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:31,120
I had only just barely, barely 
played in rope, like like tying 

545
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:34,000
a couple of wrist things right. 
And so over the past couple of 

546
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:38,520
months I met an amazing rigger 
who I've become very close with,

547
00:29:38,880 --> 00:29:42,680
and he's helping me to learn the
ropes too, of learning to tie 

548
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:45,320
and whatnot. 
But I recently experienced my 

549
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:48,440
first suspension in rope and 
which was just absolutely 

550
00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:50,440
fantastic. 
And then I'm getting ready to 

551
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:54,000
do, this weekend my very first 
water rope suspension. 

552
00:29:54,480 --> 00:29:58,240
So I'll actually be suspended 
over water, which is terrifying 

553
00:29:58,240 --> 00:30:00,440
for me because I have a fear of 
drowning. 

554
00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:05,360
So this is going to be kind of 
some fear play for me, and I am 

555
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:09,240
not into fear play at all. 
So this is a new exploration for

556
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:11,880
me. 
Whereas the rope part isn't new 

557
00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:13,280
and the suspension part isn't 
new. 

558
00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:15,920
Now we're adding in a whole new 
level, and this is going to be a

559
00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:18,600
little bit scary. 
And I'm going to be completely 

560
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:22,400
tied up and immobilized and 
like, having to completely trust

561
00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:25,960
my rigor and the team around us 
as we're doing this. 

562
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:28,360
That I'm going to be OK. 
And that they're not going to 

563
00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:30,480
let me fall in the water. 
And I'm not going to drown. 

564
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:34,680
Because like, I I'm not even 
going to worry about speaking 

565
00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:37,080
this into existence. 
I just feel that one, I'm going 

566
00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:38,760
to die by drowning. 
It's just one of those things 

567
00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:43,320
I've almost drowned three times.
So this is a huge trust exercise

568
00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:45,840
for me. 
Are you going to record that? 

569
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:49,080
Yes, for sure. 
Where do you post that? 

570
00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:55,320
It'll be posted on Fetlife and I
might post it on Facebook, 

571
00:30:55,320 --> 00:30:58,280
depending on what we're all 
wearing for the scene. 

572
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:02,880
Is that life free? 
It is free. 

573
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:05,280
Yes. 
You can pay extra for the 

574
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:09,840
videos, it's free for like the 
photos and the profiles and 

575
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:14,480
stuff, but if you want to watch 
videos it's like $5 a month or I

576
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:17,320
don't remember how much it is 
but some cheap insane amount. 

577
00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:23,240
I'm only laughing because of 
Paige starting to do her hair 

578
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:24,640
curl. 
As you're talking. 

579
00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:27,640
Is that free? 
Like, is that free? 

580
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:30,560
Like, I just. 
I feel like it's so funny 

581
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:34,520
because there's been quite a few
episodes recently where she's 

582
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:37,680
been like, no, like, what if 
this is like my calling or 

583
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:39,720
something? 
And like these questions are 

584
00:31:39,720 --> 00:31:43,040
like bringing this out. 
And so just being like, I can 

585
00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:46,200
see her like light bulbs and 
things like while you're talking

586
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:50,560
and she's like, what's funny to 
me too is that, and I I've 

587
00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:54,160
talked about this, but when we 
first started the podcast, Paige

588
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,040
and I didn't know each other 
super well. 

589
00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:59,160
We were like, still getting to 
know each other and like, really

590
00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:03,600
enveloping our friendship. 
And I have always thought that 

591
00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:06,560
she was just like the most 
sweet, innocent, like little 

592
00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:08,920
cherubs. 
And then you start talking to 

593
00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:12,640
her and she's like, I I love men
with a record and a throat 

594
00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:15,760
tattoo. 
Like, I'm really into, you know,

595
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:19,680
ABC and D and I'm like you just,
you know, you just never know, 

596
00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:23,160
looking at people as you walk 
past them, what somebody's into.

597
00:32:23,760 --> 00:32:27,440
Oh yeah, 100% some of the people
that come into this dungeon that

598
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:31,520
you wouldn't think they look 
like the most innocent little 

599
00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:36,000
schoolgirls, and they are the 
sluttiest, trampiest little 

600
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:39,480
fucking whores that you would 
ever imagine that want you to 

601
00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:42,320
shove everything up their asses 
and in their mouth at the same 

602
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,920
time. 
It's insane, yeah. 

603
00:32:48,360 --> 00:32:53,640
I know, like we talked about 
safe words earlier privately. 

604
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:57,560
So do all of your clients that 
come in have a safe word? 

605
00:32:57,560 --> 00:32:59,800
How often is the safe word card 
pulled? 

606
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:04,200
Yes, everybody that comes in 
here is required to have a safe 

607
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,600
word and if they don't have a 
safe word we have a standard set

608
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:11,240
of safe words that we use. 
So that is definitely not a 

609
00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,960
negotiable thing. 
Even for scenes which I 

610
00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:17,960
typically don't practice, the 
consensual non consent type 

611
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:21,960
scenes where they tell you even 
if I say my safe word don't 

612
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:25,560
stop, I'd I'm not particularly 
fond of those types of things so

613
00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:28,800
I don't usually do those. 
However, there have been 

614
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:31,440
instances where I have my 
deceptions and done those types 

615
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:33,240
of scenes. 
But even for those types of 

616
00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:36,640
scenes where they're saying 
they're safe word and they've 

617
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:39,840
told you don't stop even when 
there is a backup safe word 

618
00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:42,320
where it is. 
OK, I'm not going to stop when 

619
00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:44,840
you're saying you're safe word, 
but if you really need me to 

620
00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:47,840
stop, say you're fucking the 
safe word which is a whole other

621
00:33:47,840 --> 00:33:50,040
one. 
So there's always a safe word 

622
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:52,480
for sure 100%. 
Well, this is the second part of

623
00:33:52,480 --> 00:33:55,240
that question. 
How often do people pull that 

624
00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:59,080
card? 
Not very often. 

625
00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:06,600
I I tend to, I tend to be able 
to judge when a person is at 

626
00:34:06,600 --> 00:34:11,600
their limit fairly well and I 
can back down enough to where 

627
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,239
they don't get to that safe word
to where they're going to stop. 

628
00:34:14,800 --> 00:34:17,159
And it depends on what which 
safe word we're talking about 

629
00:34:17,159 --> 00:34:18,880
where. 
If we get to the middle safe 

630
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:21,920
word, which is usually like 
yellow, they might need me to 

631
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:25,400
slow down or back off, but 
usually we have hand signals as 

632
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:28,120
well. 
It'll show me and I can read 

633
00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:32,080
body language and I can feel 
heat where I'm applying my 

634
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:34,560
impact play, so I can tell when 
they're kind of getting to a 

635
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:37,080
threshold where they might get 
close to a safe word. 

636
00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:40,560
So it's not too often when that 
does happen, but it certainly 

637
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:43,600
has happened. 
Of course I'm not immune to it 

638
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:46,159
and and it's not necessarily a 
bad thing when people are 

639
00:34:46,159 --> 00:34:48,639
calling their safe word you. 
Actually, it's a good thing when

640
00:34:48,639 --> 00:34:52,120
that happens because it means 
that they're feeling like they 

641
00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,199
can trust you enough to openly 
communicate and be like, oh, we 

642
00:34:55,199 --> 00:34:57,040
just passed the line, let me 
call that safe word. 

643
00:34:57,280 --> 00:35:01,760
Whereas a lot of times when they
don't feel safe, they won't use 

644
00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:03,920
their safe word. 
And that is really unfortunate 

645
00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:05,400
when that happens. 
And I have heard a lot of 

646
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:07,440
stories about things like that 
happening. 

647
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:10,400
So that's one of the things that
I try to foster here when people

648
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:13,600
are in the dungeon is please, if
we get close to your limit, 

649
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:16,160
communicate that to me. 
If you need to use your safe 

650
00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:18,520
word, please scream it out. 
I'm OK with that. 

651
00:35:18,520 --> 00:35:24,800
I'm not going to get mad. 
Do you have conversations 

652
00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:28,320
afterwards after somebody tells 
you you know they're safe word 

653
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:30,120
or whatever? 
Do you then have to have a 

654
00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:32,880
conversation where you're like, 
OK, what part of this is 

655
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,480
something that you're not into, 
and is there something that 

656
00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:36,760
you're wanting me to do 
differently? 

657
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:39,520
Or do you just stop that 
activity entirely and move on to

658
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:44,080
something different? 
So depending on the situation 

659
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:47,040
and where the safe word was 
called and which safe word, if 

660
00:35:47,040 --> 00:35:49,080
they've called their ultimate 
like I've called red, the scene 

661
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:50,960
is just over and we stopped the 
scene. 

662
00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:54,280
If they've called yellow, 
usually we'll just back off and 

663
00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:56,160
we'll move on to something else.
And then we'll have the 

664
00:35:56,160 --> 00:36:00,320
conversation afterwards during 
the aftercare part where we're 

665
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:02,360
we're talking and we're 
decompressing and we're 

666
00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:04,640
processing. 
But that's after I've taken care

667
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:06,880
of their other needs first, 
their emotional needs, their 

668
00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:09,480
immediate physical needs and 
things you want to let them kind

669
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:12,560
of come down and process before 
you even think about asking 

670
00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:13,920
questions about things like 
that. 

671
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:17,160
But yeah, you absolutely will go
and process through every single

672
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:19,200
thing in the scene. 
If they need to process through 

673
00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:22,760
those things, especially if a 
safe word was called, you really

674
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:25,480
want to find out where that. 
And usually when a safe word is 

675
00:36:25,480 --> 00:36:29,080
called, it's that an impact was 
a little bit too hard. 

676
00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:31,640
It just it just passed the limit
that they hadn't quite gotten to

677
00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:33,240
yet. 
Maybe their skin wasn't quite 

678
00:36:33,240 --> 00:36:34,760
warmed up enough, something like
that. 

679
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:39,720
I don't typically get to a safe 
forward limit being called where

680
00:36:39,720 --> 00:36:41,840
it's. 
It was an unexpected thing that 

681
00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:44,680
happened in a scene that caused 
them to call the safe board, 

682
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:48,040
because I do very thorough 
negotiations beforehand, so I 

683
00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:51,240
usually will know what they're 
OK with and not OK with on a 

684
00:36:51,240 --> 00:36:53,520
pretty deep level. 
So usually a safe word for me 

685
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:56,280
being called is more just like a
pressure thing or a sensation 

686
00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:59,480
that maybe they didn't, they 
didn't quite enjoy as much as 

687
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:01,040
they thought they did or 
something like that. 

688
00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:03,760
Or sometimes they might have 
just gotten overwhelmed with 

689
00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:05,960
sensations. 
I have a lot of so spicy people 

690
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:11,640
come in here, so sometimes the 
they can get really overwhelmed 

691
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:15,320
with the stimulation and all of 
the different sensations 

692
00:37:15,320 --> 00:37:17,560
happening at once. 
So sometimes they do want to 

693
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:20,280
stop a little bit early if 
they're getting a little bit 

694
00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:23,040
overwhelmed. 
But usually we can get to the 

695
00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:25,960
point where the sensations are 
actually calming and letting 

696
00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:29,800
them to, letting them push past 
some limits and boundaries and 

697
00:37:30,160 --> 00:37:33,280
see how far they can actually 
push their body and their mind 

698
00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:36,440
to open up at which whereas they
typically would not be able to 

699
00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,480
do that in any other kind of 
space. 

700
00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:41,360
So this is kind of like sex 
therapy? 

701
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:46,480
It's a lot like sex therapy. 
It's like sex therapy and kink 

702
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:49,720
therapy all rolled into one. 
It's exercises and trust. 

703
00:37:49,720 --> 00:37:52,320
It's exercises in pain 
tolerance. 

704
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:56,000
It's exercises in exploring 
things you never even knew 

705
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:59,280
existed. 
It's it's so many things, so 

706
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:00,560
many different types of therapy.
I. 

707
00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:05,680
Have a trigger warning question.
People who have been sexually 

708
00:38:05,680 --> 00:38:09,840
assaulted that want to explore 
the lifestyle or had been forced

709
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:13,040
into lifestyle at a young age, I
know that that affects people's 

710
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:16,240
brain differently. 
I know that I was groomed and 

711
00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:19,800
taken advantage of, you know, at
a very young age as well, 12 

712
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,680
years old. 
So that changes your brain 

713
00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:28,080
chemistry to be more boy or girl
alert or more hormone alert or 

714
00:38:28,080 --> 00:38:31,960
more aware of sensations that 
you weren't aware of could be 

715
00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:34,880
fulfilled. 
How do you think that affects 

716
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:38,240
people who join the lifestyle? 
Or how do you think that pushes 

717
00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:42,920
people naturally towards a 
lifestyle because of the 

718
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:45,000
exploration they've experienced 
as a child? 

719
00:38:46,720 --> 00:38:53,240
That's an interesting question. 
I feel like a lot of people who 

720
00:38:53,240 --> 00:38:58,480
have experienced some kind of 
sexual assault or any kind of 

721
00:38:58,480 --> 00:39:02,640
trauma like that, who end up in 
the lifestyle are doing so 

722
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:06,840
because they are trying to heal 
that part of their child, their 

723
00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:10,320
inner child that was harmed back
then. 

724
00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:14,400
They are definitely looking for 
protection. 

725
00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:17,880
They are looking for somebody 
that they can trust they are 

726
00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:21,080
looking for. 
A lot of times, for me in 

727
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:24,920
particular, I end up being a 
mommy Dom to a lot of people. 

728
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:29,240
I'm healing inner children of my
submissives that come to me and 

729
00:39:29,240 --> 00:39:32,280
I am also healing inner child, 
the inner child of myself 

730
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:36,200
because I also had a lot of 
trauma relating to my parents 

731
00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,600
and my mother especially, and my
father especially both of them. 

732
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:43,360
So I can speak to that, that 
personally myself. 

733
00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:49,160
I am in kink because I am 
healing all of the pieces of me 

734
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:52,560
that not. 
They're not broken, but they are

735
00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:56,640
pieces that I have not allowed 
to come to the surface. 

736
00:39:56,640 --> 00:40:00,720
They are pieces that I have 
allowed to be suppressed. 

737
00:40:00,720 --> 00:40:05,120
And I was told that I was bad 
and dirty and that I was a liar 

738
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:07,920
and it never happened and 
whatever, whatever, whatever, 

739
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:11,120
right. 
So I am now able to. 

740
00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:14,800
Come to terms with all of the 
things that happened to me and 

741
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:19,600
the people that were so toxic in
my life that I never got a great

742
00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:21,640
mom, I never got a great dad. 
Whatever. 

743
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:25,320
The problem is, I can now be 
that great mom. 

744
00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:29,560
I can be that great dad because 
I am mommy and I am daddy, so I 

745
00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:34,800
can use kink to heal myself. 
And I have healed so much trauma

746
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:38,960
through kink, it's ridiculous. 
The people that have come to me 

747
00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:42,720
that have had the sexual trauma,
the sexual assault, the mommy 

748
00:40:42,720 --> 00:40:47,320
issues, the daddy issues that 
are now able to cuddle up in my 

749
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:51,320
arms after I've kicked their 
fucking ass in the dungeon just 

750
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:55,640
like mommy and Daddy used to do.
But I did it in a way that was 

751
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:59,200
allowing them to move, allowing 
them to laugh, allowing them to 

752
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:01,840
cry. 
I did it in a way where my magic

753
00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:04,920
hooked into that bullshit trauma
that they had from their 

754
00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:08,560
childhood and rip that trauma 
out of their soul and threw that

755
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:11,520
fucking shit away after 
transmuting it to be able to be 

756
00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:15,400
used by the universe. 
This is how kink heals for me. 

757
00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:18,080
This is how heels for the people
that come here. 

758
00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:21,160
These are the types of people 
that find me here at the 

759
00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:22,880
Queensland. 
These are the people that come 

760
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:27,320
here that need to be healed, 
that have these experiences in 

761
00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:30,960
their past, that now need to be 
able to have that safe place. 

762
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:34,560
To experience sex in a positive 
way. 

763
00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:38,640
To experience being able to be 
shoved in a cage in a positive 

764
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:41,240
way. 
To experience being able to be 

765
00:41:41,240 --> 00:41:46,920
choked in a positive way. 
To be experienced being able to 

766
00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:51,080
be fucked in the ass by daddy in
a positive way. 

767
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:53,800
Right. 
All of these things that they 

768
00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:57,560
were traumatized with as a child
that they want to get past and 

769
00:41:57,560 --> 00:42:01,080
they want to learn how to enjoy 
again so that their joy and 

770
00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:04,280
their life and their experiences
aren't stolen from them so that 

771
00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:08,760
they can live their best life 
Now that's that's what kink can 

772
00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:11,520
do for people. 
Oh, that got a little deep. 

773
00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:14,280
That was not on the question. 
The pre question list ma'am. 

774
00:42:14,680 --> 00:42:17,080
That was just something that 
came to my mind because I was 

775
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:21,040
thinking in my head, like for 
healing purposes internally. 

776
00:42:21,040 --> 00:42:23,840
Like, you know, because when 
you're abused or you're taking 

777
00:42:23,840 --> 00:42:28,040
advantage of in ways that take 
away your innocence or or 

778
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:32,160
manipulate you, you know, like 
it's just a different experience

779
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:34,920
than not everyone has. 
And that's good, you know, like 

780
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:37,200
not everyone knows what that 
feels like. 

781
00:42:37,200 --> 00:42:40,640
But for those that do, I was 
just wanting to point out that I

782
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:45,040
was feeling the calling to not 
necessarily we won't put it into

783
00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:50,000
the lifestyle category, but to 
just the exploration in general 

784
00:42:50,240 --> 00:42:56,120
towards learning, absorbing, 
experiencing things that are 

785
00:42:56,120 --> 00:43:01,280
taboo, right, or are, you know, 
put, put on the table and it's 

786
00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:03,880
like, Oh no, but don't look at 
it, don't touch it, It's back. 

787
00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,440
Like, here it is. 
Yeah, it's here. 

788
00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:09,720
But don't, don't mess with it. 
You know, Like, there's so much 

789
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:12,080
stigma around it, right? 
Like that's what. 

790
00:43:12,240 --> 00:43:17,960
I yeah. 
There really is what I was 

791
00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:20,360
thinking too while you were 
talking and then just like 

792
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:21,960
piggyback off of page a little 
bit. 

793
00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:26,000
I'm so curious if when you're 
doing that aftercare part are 

794
00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:28,600
there and you're talking about 
like, you know, emotions that 

795
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:30,280
may have come up during the 
session or whatnot. 

796
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:32,480
I I assume it's something that 
you discussed. 

797
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:37,200
Are there feelings of like, 
feeling embarrassed or or 

798
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:41,160
feeling ashamed or guilty? 
Because now you know, it's one 

799
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:44,680
thing to have it inside of your 
mind and then it's another thing

800
00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:48,560
to like act that out, have that 
experience or whatnot, and to 

801
00:43:48,560 --> 00:43:53,280
know that somebody else knows. 
So do you have a lot of working 

802
00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:56,360
through those emotions with this
type of play as well? 

803
00:43:57,680 --> 00:44:00,480
So by the time we've gotten to 
the point where we're acting out

804
00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:03,880
their scenes and then we're 
getting to the aftercare part, 

805
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:07,160
the guilt and the shame and 
stuff, that's all gone. 

806
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:12,040
So they've worked through that. 
We've already talked about their

807
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:13,560
scene. 
We've already talked about their

808
00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:16,280
situation. 
We've probably done a little bit

809
00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:19,520
of hypnotherapy beforehand if 
it's a really shameful, 

810
00:44:19,800 --> 00:44:22,240
traumatic, triggery type of 
thing that we're going to be 

811
00:44:22,240 --> 00:44:24,920
working through. 
So there's not going to be a lot

812
00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:28,240
of that. 
Recently I did kind of a Mama 

813
00:44:28,240 --> 00:44:30,440
trauma scene, which is just like
that. 

814
00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:33,080
They were working through their 
Mama trauma and they had a lot 

815
00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:35,680
of guilt and shame around a lot 
of the things that they were 

816
00:44:35,680 --> 00:44:38,000
feeling and and wanting to 
experience. 

817
00:44:38,320 --> 00:44:40,320
And I kind of wondered the same 
thing, like during the 

818
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:42,840
aftercare, are we going to come 
up against those again? 

819
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:44,600
Because they were already 
dealing with the guilt and the 

820
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:47,000
shame. 
And when the aftercare came 

821
00:44:47,000 --> 00:44:52,240
around, it was laughter. 
It was crying, happy tears of 

822
00:44:52,240 --> 00:44:55,680
laughter and just joyful 
release. 

823
00:44:55,720 --> 00:44:59,960
It was the biggest one of the 
biggest releases that I've seen.

824
00:45:00,240 --> 00:45:03,360
And there was no more joy or 
normal, normal shame, no more 

825
00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:07,480
guilt, none of those awful 
feelings that the person had 

826
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:11,440
been saddled with before the 
session and afterwards. 

827
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:15,000
It was just like they were just 
light and airy and floaty. 

828
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:17,200
And we were talking a little bit
later about it. 

829
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:19,360
And I said, you know, how did 
you feel about that? 

830
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:21,880
You know, Were you feeling the 
guilt and the shame as we were 

831
00:45:21,880 --> 00:45:24,640
working through that? 
They said no, it was so good to 

832
00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:28,960
be able to just freely open up 
and do those things and say 

833
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:32,320
those things and know that 
nobody was gonna come at me and 

834
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:34,840
be like, Oh my God, I can't 
believe you did that and said 

835
00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:39,040
that they just, they were there 
and they were fully trusting in 

836
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:42,360
the process while we were there.
So the shame of the guilt wasn't

837
00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:45,200
there during the scene. 
So they didn't feel the need to 

838
00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:48,160
feel that guilt and shame 
afterwards because they 

839
00:45:48,160 --> 00:45:49,800
processed through it and they 
let it go. 

840
00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,520
There was nothing to be shameful
of. 

841
00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:55,200
There was nothing to be guilty 
about. 

842
00:45:55,520 --> 00:46:00,000
It's all about accepting those 
things that are deep inside of 

843
00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:01,720
you. 
It's that existential kink, 

844
00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:04,080
right? 
It's accepting those dark 

845
00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:08,560
places, those dark of yourself, 
as you know what, This isn't 

846
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:09,960
bad. 
This isn't good. 

847
00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:11,800
This just is. 
This is me. 

848
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:16,520
It's all a part of me. 
And being able to share the bad 

849
00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:19,080
part of me, it's just the dark 
part of me. 

850
00:46:19,080 --> 00:46:22,520
That's OK, That's OK. 
Being able to share that with 

851
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:26,560
somebody who isn't going to give
you any kind of judgment, shame,

852
00:46:26,560 --> 00:46:30,280
anything like that is so freeing
to people that they are able to 

853
00:46:30,280 --> 00:46:33,480
finally let the guilt and the 
shame just go. 

854
00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:37,040
And it doesn't typically come 
back, at least from what I've 

855
00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:41,840
experienced. 
So would you say that, like most

856
00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:48,960
people, before exploring the 
lifestyle, either try to watch 

857
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:53,480
it on like Pornhub or try to 
like find some only fans, you 

858
00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:56,320
know, niche markets? 
Like would you say that they're 

859
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:59,320
exploring by watching others, 
maybe more? 

860
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:02,000
Like they haven't experienced 
what they want? 

861
00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:06,320
Because I've known, and this is 
kind of weird, but I've known, 

862
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:10,520
like certain men to like certain
types of porn. 

863
00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:13,960
But, like, I know damn well 
they're not doing that in the 

864
00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:16,400
bedroom. 
Yeah. 

865
00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:20,520
Like, that's just an experience.
This is me asking like a a 

866
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:22,960
dumbfound question. 
Just like your opinion. 

867
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:25,080
Obviously there's no fact of 
that. 

868
00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:27,880
I mean, people watch what they 
want, but like, I know, like 

869
00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:31,600
when I watch porn, which is 
rare, it's always girl on girl 

870
00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:34,480
or like lesbian or like solo 
amateur. 

871
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:38,160
Like, not any production. 
No extra talking. 

872
00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:40,720
Put your ass in the shower and 
shut the fuck up. 

873
00:47:40,720 --> 00:47:41,960
I don't want to hear you all 
talk. 

874
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:45,640
I don't care what you're talking
like, you know what I mean? 

875
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:49,400
Like, I like, I need action. 
And like, entrance. 

876
00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:52,040
I need something that hooks me. 
And not just, like, straight to 

877
00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:54,160
it. 
Some chemistry needs to be there

878
00:47:54,160 --> 00:47:58,480
for me, but for guys, especially
guys that I've dated, I know 

879
00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:01,400
like a lot of them. 
And this is like, stereotypical 

880
00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:03,760
in a way. 
They like to watch black guys 

881
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:07,960
with like, monster Dicks. 
Fuck white girls. 

882
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:10,640
And I don't know what it is 
about white guys liking that 

883
00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:13,720
type of porn. 
This is me stereotyping people. 

884
00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:15,760
Updated. 
But what the fuck is that? 

885
00:48:17,240 --> 00:48:19,920
You're not wrong. 
There's a lot of that. 

886
00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:24,160
Honestly, that's just so much 
race play that happens all over 

887
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:26,440
the place. 
It's everywhere, it really is. 

888
00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:29,280
And I think that a lot of the 
people that are new to the 

889
00:48:29,280 --> 00:48:34,000
lifestyle, they come to it from 
movies like 50 Shades of Grey 

890
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:37,800
and those types of things that 
just kind of stereotype the kink

891
00:48:37,880 --> 00:48:42,200
industry as a whole. 
A lot of them come to it from 

892
00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:45,720
that type of a thing. 
There's now a ton of TV shows 

893
00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:49,400
about kink and dominatrixes and 
there's there's so many things 

894
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:51,880
now it's getting so much more 
popular in the mainstream. 

895
00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:55,560
But porn wise, yeah, for sure. 
I think that a lot of the dudes 

896
00:48:55,560 --> 00:49:00,640
for sure find it on Pornhub or I
mean anywhere that there is that

897
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:03,200
type of thing. 
Female femdom stuff is huge 

898
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:06,760
anymore. 
The women that come here don't 

899
00:49:06,760 --> 00:49:09,120
typically watch that type of 
porn. 

900
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:13,240
They're watching the homemade 
shit, like the stuff that me and

901
00:49:13,240 --> 00:49:16,560
my husband and my Subs make and 
we toss out there like the 

902
00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:19,960
homemade, like real. 
We don't do the editing like any

903
00:49:19,960 --> 00:49:23,080
of that stuff, right? 
We don't have half the time 

904
00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:25,400
lighting. 
I mean, 90% of the time we don't

905
00:49:25,400 --> 00:49:26,640
have lighting. 
Whatever, it's fine. 

906
00:49:26,960 --> 00:49:29,120
That's the kind of stuff that 
the women are watching that are 

907
00:49:29,120 --> 00:49:30,320
coming to me. 
That's the kind of stuff that I 

908
00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:32,280
watch. 
I I go on there and I'm looking 

909
00:49:32,280 --> 00:49:34,960
for like couples like me and my 
hubs. 

910
00:49:34,960 --> 00:49:39,960
I'm looking for chicks with 
trans Subs, like the things that

911
00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:42,000
I'm interested in. 
That's what I'm looking for. 

912
00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:45,680
But I want the homemade movies. 
I don't want the porn shit so. 

913
00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:50,920
Yeah, I love that all of this is
going mainstream. 

914
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:54,600
One thing I did watch on Netflix
was like the making a sex room 

915
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:59,280
show and that really would be in
like that hooked me in into like

916
00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:02,680
I had no idea there was 
something like electric play 

917
00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:05,880
where they like ZAP you with the
zapper and shit like put that 

918
00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:08,640
zapper inside you and whatever. 
I did not know that that. 

919
00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:12,160
So I started getting a little 
exposure to like new ideas. 

920
00:50:12,160 --> 00:50:18,040
And then my friend who lives out
in California, she has always 

921
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,600
been in the sex work industry 
because of the way she was 

922
00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:23,520
brought up. 
Her mom is also like a Dom and a

923
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:26,800
sex coach and so she grew up 
like she told me that first time

924
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:28,440
she saw porn she was like 5 
years old. 

925
00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:32,600
And that's fucked up in my. 
Yeah, but the stuff she was like

926
00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:35,040
exposed to as a child, like it's
it was wild. 

927
00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:38,880
So she always, she literally has
always done like the phone sex 

928
00:50:38,880 --> 00:50:40,920
work where she's like girl I'm 
cleaning my dishes I'll be 

929
00:50:40,920 --> 00:50:44,760
washing my car like and I'm. 
She's so good at it though like 

930
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:48,720
they have no idea that she's 
just not even there, you know. 

931
00:50:49,000 --> 00:50:51,760
But I mean such as yourself, 
once you become professional and

932
00:50:51,760 --> 00:50:54,960
this is your thing, like you got
your your skills and you're 

933
00:50:54,960 --> 00:50:56,120
putting them out there, you 
know? 

934
00:50:57,960 --> 00:50:59,640
No, it's hanging up somewhere. 
I'm not sure where it's. 

935
00:50:59,720 --> 00:51:01,520
At. 
I was going to show you my I 

936
00:51:01,520 --> 00:51:03,480
have the Electro zapper stuff. 
I was going to show it to you, 

937
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:05,280
but I'm not sure where it went 
at the moment. 

938
00:51:06,120 --> 00:51:09,960
Let's go ahead and break for 
Part 2.