1 00:00:10,680 --> 00:00:16,400 Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,880 --> 00:00:33,240 What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland. 3 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:37,120 How you doing, Paige? I am so excited that we're 4 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:40,160 recording and it's the Lions Gate portal. 5 00:00:41,480 --> 00:00:46,520 Lions Gate I was. So there's this astrologer, You 6 00:00:46,520 --> 00:00:49,600 probably know him, but is theoric Medicina. 7 00:00:49,600 --> 00:00:54,960 And he does who I think it's called astronomical astrology or 8 00:00:54,960 --> 00:00:58,240 something like that. And so the way that he does 9 00:00:58,240 --> 00:01:03,040 astrology today is the first day of Leo season in Lionsgate. 10 00:01:03,040 --> 00:01:04,400 So I thought that was very interesting. 11 00:01:05,280 --> 00:01:08,360 Yeah, there's a lot of different ways to do astrology and that 12 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:10,840 adds like the extra sign as well. 13 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:14,520 Like when people like, say there's 13 signs instead of 12, 14 00:01:14,520 --> 00:01:17,840 that completely disrupts that whole normal cycle. 15 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:20,000 I would say that he's probably including that. 16 00:01:20,690 --> 00:01:23,690 Which is fine. I just think, like, you know, we 17 00:01:23,690 --> 00:01:26,930 are discovering new information, but people are so rigid and 18 00:01:26,930 --> 00:01:29,330 stuck on certain things. Like I'm not relearning it, you 19 00:01:29,330 --> 00:01:31,330 know what I mean? That they won't even entertain 20 00:01:31,330 --> 00:01:33,090 it. So I think that's really cool. 21 00:01:34,410 --> 00:01:38,390 I love when people are comfortable with having new 22 00:01:38,390 --> 00:01:41,830 pieces of information disrupt their reality and change their 23 00:01:41,830 --> 00:01:44,550 mindset, because that's the only way that you grow. 24 00:01:44,550 --> 00:01:48,270 Maybe learning something a new way, you're like, well, I don't 25 00:01:48,270 --> 00:01:50,870 agree with all of that, but maybe it broadens the way that 26 00:01:50,870 --> 00:01:52,870 you do something. Exactly. 27 00:01:52,870 --> 00:01:55,630 I think anytime that you can just be open minded in this 28 00:01:55,630 --> 00:01:59,430 situation, even if it's like not for you, hearing why it's for 29 00:01:59,430 --> 00:02:01,990 someone else, or hearing how it works for someone else, I feel 30 00:02:01,990 --> 00:02:05,710 like it's super inspiring. Because if you only do what you 31 00:02:05,710 --> 00:02:09,220 know, you really don't get. Any further than you already 32 00:02:09,220 --> 00:02:12,340 are. Well, I felt like that even just 33 00:02:12,340 --> 00:02:15,260 like with taking your Tarot class, like there are ways that 34 00:02:15,260 --> 00:02:18,380 you'll explain something or a meaning of a card that I'm like, 35 00:02:18,740 --> 00:02:21,060 oh, that's not necessarily the meaning that I've applied to 36 00:02:21,060 --> 00:02:24,460 that card before. But hearing you explain it that 37 00:02:24,460 --> 00:02:29,460 way and how the picture that you have is making sense to you or 38 00:02:29,460 --> 00:02:32,460 what it makes you think of, totally resonates. 39 00:02:32,810 --> 00:02:34,810 I am obsessed with my terror class. 40 00:02:34,810 --> 00:02:38,690 I cannot believe that we've already had ten full weeks of 41 00:02:38,690 --> 00:02:42,050 terror class and now we're moving into like the final two 42 00:02:42,050 --> 00:02:44,010 weeks. It is so beautiful. 43 00:02:44,010 --> 00:02:46,330 I'm so excited to teach it a second time. 44 00:02:46,330 --> 00:02:49,490 Like to teach it in October because I'll probably take a 45 00:02:49,490 --> 00:02:51,330 break for a little bit because I think. 46 00:02:51,700 --> 00:02:53,660 January and February, I'm truly going to rest. 47 00:02:53,660 --> 00:02:56,420 I'm really going to listen to the Ancestors this year and not 48 00:02:56,420 --> 00:02:58,420 trudge forward. I'm just going to hit the gym 49 00:02:58,420 --> 00:03:02,140 and selfcare, So that way in March when it's airy season and 50 00:03:02,140 --> 00:03:04,900 I should take action. I'm not fucking drained by 51 00:03:04,900 --> 00:03:07,580 trying to fight the currents of Pisces season the whole time. 52 00:03:07,940 --> 00:03:10,620 Like, I just feel like we're in the deep psychic waters of 53 00:03:10,620 --> 00:03:14,220 Pisces season and you should be resting and instead I tried to 54 00:03:14,220 --> 00:03:17,260 take vacations and pop my shit and do all these things. 55 00:03:17,260 --> 00:03:20,820 I'm going to learn from that, so I probably won't watch it again 56 00:03:20,820 --> 00:03:22,420 until like. March for sure. 57 00:03:22,420 --> 00:03:25,340 So it'll be exciting to do that through December and then take a 58 00:03:25,340 --> 00:03:28,100 couple months off, but it's awesome. 59 00:03:28,100 --> 00:03:31,140 Thank you for saying that. I think it's cool too that 60 00:03:31,140 --> 00:03:34,660 anybody that's taken the class, like we're able to just take it 61 00:03:34,780 --> 00:03:39,340 again on repeat for the $22.00 because there's so much 62 00:03:39,340 --> 00:03:43,460 information that you're that you're putting in every week And 63 00:03:43,460 --> 00:03:47,490 like we're doing you know a week at a time, we're doing a whole 64 00:03:47,490 --> 00:03:49,890 suit. And so I think that people being 65 00:03:49,890 --> 00:03:54,010 able to go back and rewatch it and not just rewatch it, but 66 00:03:54,170 --> 00:03:57,170 actually be able to engage, you'll say something a different 67 00:03:57,170 --> 00:04:00,050 way the second time that because I'm going to attend the class, 68 00:04:00,050 --> 00:04:05,190 because I I personally think that even if you know something 69 00:04:05,190 --> 00:04:08,190 already, someone is going to explain it in a different way, 70 00:04:08,190 --> 00:04:10,630 they're going to talk about it differently, You're going to 71 00:04:10,630 --> 00:04:13,910 learn a different energy. And I just think that it's 72 00:04:13,910 --> 00:04:17,029 important to immerse yourself inside of opportunities where 73 00:04:17,190 --> 00:04:20,269 you can expand on something that you know, but people let their 74 00:04:20,269 --> 00:04:22,990 ego get in the way and they go, oh, I already know how to do 75 00:04:22,990 --> 00:04:24,070 that. I don't need to do that. 76 00:04:24,110 --> 00:04:27,950 And that's where you end up losing out and where people 77 00:04:27,950 --> 00:04:31,720 around you will thrive. Because you know when you're 78 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:34,440 like, when you're a nurse, you have to go to school, you have 79 00:04:34,440 --> 00:04:37,480 to go and take brush up courses every so often on new things, 80 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:40,200 new information that comes out, whatever that should be. 81 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:43,280 The same thing with like within your spirituality and your gifts 82 00:04:43,280 --> 00:04:47,400 is having is doing things to like sharpen yourself. 83 00:04:47,840 --> 00:04:53,680 I think that's so amazing because one time my mentor she 84 00:04:53,680 --> 00:04:56,780 had mentioned to me. The lady who originally mentored 85 00:04:56,780 --> 00:04:58,940 me and helped me get into my spiritual career. 86 00:04:58,940 --> 00:05:03,300 She's an amazing woman, but she mentioned how so many people 87 00:05:03,380 --> 00:05:06,830 don't take classes. Through their spiritual practice 88 00:05:06,830 --> 00:05:11,630 and how she completely rejected that ideology like she was like, 89 00:05:11,630 --> 00:05:14,750 I just completely reject practitioners and people. 90 00:05:14,750 --> 00:05:17,150 They're like, oh, I've never studied under anyone or I've 91 00:05:17,150 --> 00:05:20,830 never been mentored or whatever, but yet they're offering these 92 00:05:20,830 --> 00:05:23,870 $5000 courses that are selftaught. 93 00:05:23,870 --> 00:05:27,070 Like that's cool to be selftaught, but also you need to 94 00:05:27,070 --> 00:05:30,190 have taken some workshops, some classes. 95 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:34,040 Just in a way to grow. I think that when we stay 96 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:38,400 stagnant, we get put in a box. And I think that it's beautiful 97 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:41,560 that every time we learn something there is some type of 98 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:45,520 different energy, like especially seasonal energies, 99 00:05:45,520 --> 00:05:47,640 you know what I mean? Like spring, summer, fall, 100 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:49,520 everything brings a different energy. 101 00:05:49,840 --> 00:05:52,120 And I know I personally cannot wait for fall. 102 00:05:53,410 --> 00:05:56,650 I'm so excited for fall. I know that you're going to be 103 00:05:56,650 --> 00:05:58,410 coming here. I've put that out in the 104 00:05:58,410 --> 00:06:00,250 atmosphere. There's no dates locked down. 105 00:06:00,250 --> 00:06:03,650 I'm like, listen, I plan on making you food. 106 00:06:03,650 --> 00:06:07,050 I have a whole room for you. I'll be pimping that out for 107 00:06:07,050 --> 00:06:08,770 you. It's going to be a thing. 108 00:06:09,450 --> 00:06:12,050 I know I'm really excited because Jim and I have bought a 109 00:06:12,050 --> 00:06:16,330 house that's big enough for like 4 families and she is like 110 00:06:16,330 --> 00:06:18,250 trying to figure out what to put in it. 111 00:06:18,730 --> 00:06:21,130 Shouldn't I could come there and help you decorate your 112 00:06:21,330 --> 00:06:26,530 podcaster? Well, I rent, I I rent this 113 00:06:26,530 --> 00:06:29,530 house. But I do, definitely. 114 00:06:29,850 --> 00:06:34,090 When I just had my friend Ryan here, we were looking at the 115 00:06:34,090 --> 00:06:36,170 room and she's like, you know, you could do this, you could do 116 00:06:36,170 --> 00:06:38,410 that. And so I have a little list of 117 00:06:38,410 --> 00:06:41,010 things. And on my list that night I 118 00:06:41,010 --> 00:06:45,020 wrote Red Couch and my friend came over yesterday. 119 00:06:45,660 --> 00:06:48,100 She's a photographer and she's like, I'm not doing anything 120 00:06:48,100 --> 00:06:50,420 with my, like, Red couch anymore. 121 00:06:50,420 --> 00:06:52,300 Would you like to have it, my maroon couch? 122 00:06:52,300 --> 00:06:53,980 Would you like to have it for the podcast room? 123 00:06:54,490 --> 00:06:56,530 And I was like fucking manifesting. 124 00:06:57,210 --> 00:07:02,050 Mostly I just started a Lionsgate spell and normally I 125 00:07:02,050 --> 00:07:05,130 don't put the candle on top of the jar, but I'm like, I don't 126 00:07:05,130 --> 00:07:07,730 want to do that tonight because, you know, it's kind of a fire 127 00:07:07,730 --> 00:07:11,770 hazard if it falls off for some reason and you've got candle wax 128 00:07:11,770 --> 00:07:14,970 going everywhere. But tonight is special. 129 00:07:16,010 --> 00:07:17,690 Tonight, she's burning the house down. 130 00:07:19,370 --> 00:07:23,170 Not watching it like a hawk. I'm watching it like a hawk. 131 00:07:23,950 --> 00:07:26,590 You know what's crazy? I was just thinking about this. 132 00:07:26,590 --> 00:07:32,190 So since we moved into this house, the the flame work on my 133 00:07:32,190 --> 00:07:37,190 spells is fucking crazy. Like very big, very like it 134 00:07:37,190 --> 00:07:41,630 moves a lot. And when I was in the old space, 135 00:07:41,630 --> 00:07:46,550 it was in the garage and I did spell work all the time and my 136 00:07:46,590 --> 00:07:50,690 my flame would move and stuff, but it was nothing like it is 137 00:07:50,690 --> 00:07:55,170 here. And I was thinking about how at 138 00:07:55,170 --> 00:07:59,210 the other place I always and I've always said it felt so 139 00:07:59,210 --> 00:08:01,930 small because it felt like we had so much energy that didn't 140 00:08:01,930 --> 00:08:04,210 have anywhere to go. Like you couldn't fully express 141 00:08:04,210 --> 00:08:08,450 yourself because you're in this small little house and there's 142 00:08:08,450 --> 00:08:09,850 no way to get away from anything. 143 00:08:10,050 --> 00:08:13,390 And I feel like it was the same way with like fire. 144 00:08:13,390 --> 00:08:16,470 Like fire was. It had to be in this like small 145 00:08:16,470 --> 00:08:18,870 enclosed space. That's where I did my spell 146 00:08:18,870 --> 00:08:20,590 working. And it can only be so big 147 00:08:20,590 --> 00:08:22,190 because there's only so much space. 148 00:08:22,590 --> 00:08:25,750 And in this house, I just feel like there's so much room for 149 00:08:25,750 --> 00:08:28,790 energy that I feel that in the spell workings and I can feel 150 00:08:28,790 --> 00:08:32,270 the spell workings like taking over all of this space and the 151 00:08:32,270 --> 00:08:34,669 flames going wild and feeling free to dance. 152 00:08:34,669 --> 00:08:41,190 And I am really loving that visual representation of what 153 00:08:41,270 --> 00:08:43,549 I'm feeling energetically inside that space. 154 00:08:44,550 --> 00:08:49,910 I personally was scared of that flame that you sent me the other 155 00:08:49,910 --> 00:08:51,670 day. Always scared. 156 00:08:52,630 --> 00:08:55,750 That shit was fucking tall. And you know what I told you 157 00:08:55,750 --> 00:08:57,950 about the spell that you sent me for my birthday? 158 00:08:57,950 --> 00:09:01,990 Like, went wild. And it was just like. 159 00:09:02,840 --> 00:09:05,080 Crazy. And honestly, I mean, it looked 160 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:08,440 way, it looked way taller because of the way that because 161 00:09:08,440 --> 00:09:11,240 it's on the kitchen counter and I was trying to get a video of 162 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:13,160 it. So the way that my phone was, 163 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:16,760 was a little bit tilted. So yes, the flame was big, but 164 00:09:16,760 --> 00:09:19,720 it was like it wasn't like it was anywhere near the ceiling or 165 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:24,600 anything crazy. It was a massive, thick boy and 166 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:32,620 he was popping his thing and. It was huge and I was like, wow, 167 00:09:32,620 --> 00:09:34,460 you are doing it. When you said it was for someone 168 00:09:34,460 --> 00:09:37,260 else, I was like, damn, they probably are loving this. 169 00:09:37,900 --> 00:09:45,580 So it was a working for somebody else and it was. 170 00:09:47,020 --> 00:09:49,300 I'm trying to like not give all the details but give some 171 00:09:49,300 --> 00:09:53,060 details. So it was a connection amplifier 172 00:09:53,060 --> 00:09:56,720 for them. So having the flame responding 173 00:09:56,720 --> 00:10:00,960 in that way is like exactly what I needed for confirmation of the 174 00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:05,880 working. And it was it was just really 175 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:07,200 fucking cool. I don't know. 176 00:10:07,760 --> 00:10:12,480 It was scurry, but I guess if that's about someone's like life 177 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:15,720 popping off then that was amazing because this was crazy 178 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:19,800 and like I literally was always setting off the smoke detectors 179 00:10:19,800 --> 00:10:24,640 and recently I have like. Redone how I'm doing things so 180 00:10:24,640 --> 00:10:27,200 that we're not setting off the smoke detectors because I 181 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:30,920 realized that I was just doing my spell work too closely to a 182 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:35,800 specific smoke detector. So I've fixed that issue, and I 183 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:39,120 haven't had all of the smoke detectors going off. 184 00:10:39,120 --> 00:10:42,480 And like my alarm system is linked to a smoke detector, so, 185 00:10:42,480 --> 00:10:44,280 like, they'll just send the fire department. 186 00:10:44,280 --> 00:10:47,040 Like if it goes off too long, they're like there's a fire. 187 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:51,080 Confirmed, we're on the way and like when I first got my alarm 188 00:10:51,080 --> 00:10:53,930 system. I was at an event and this is so 189 00:10:53,930 --> 00:10:56,890 funny. I was like, Oh my gosh, the fire 190 00:10:56,890 --> 00:10:59,650 departments at my house, they literally sent that a fire 191 00:10:59,650 --> 00:11:02,490 department. It had like a malfunction that I 192 00:11:02,490 --> 00:11:03,850 didn't even know it was going off. 193 00:11:03,850 --> 00:11:07,770 Like it didn't give me an option to like, know that it was going 194 00:11:07,770 --> 00:11:10,210 off. But then I saw on my cameras 195 00:11:10,490 --> 00:11:13,330 that literally the fire department was here and yeah, 196 00:11:13,410 --> 00:11:17,370 they literally were popping their shit like they kicked down 197 00:11:17,370 --> 00:11:21,090 your door. No, but they like somehow got 198 00:11:21,090 --> 00:11:24,410 into a window, like, cause I live on a second story they got 199 00:11:24,410 --> 00:11:26,850 into, they checked all the windows and found one that was 200 00:11:26,850 --> 00:11:30,690 open and they came in the window and they like stomped around the 201 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:32,810 whole house and like yell and they were like, it's all clear. 202 00:11:32,810 --> 00:11:34,810 It's a false alarm. And I heard it all on the 203 00:11:34,810 --> 00:11:36,610 cameras. Yeah, it was crazy. 204 00:11:36,610 --> 00:11:39,650 It was a very vivid experience of like, what the fuck's going 205 00:11:39,650 --> 00:11:43,090 on? So luckily, like I wasn't having 206 00:11:43,090 --> 00:11:45,090 a fire. But it was cool to know that if 207 00:11:45,090 --> 00:11:47,490 there was a fire, even if I wasn't home, that they would. 208 00:11:48,250 --> 00:11:51,090 Be there very rapidly. It was like a rapid response. 209 00:11:52,650 --> 00:11:55,730 The squirrel in me wants to tell you that you should never have 210 00:11:55,730 --> 00:11:58,610 any of your windows unlocked. But then the other part of me is 211 00:11:58,610 --> 00:12:00,930 like, thank goodness that you had one unlocked so that they 212 00:12:00,930 --> 00:12:03,870 didn't bust your door down. I think it was just fake 213 00:12:03,870 --> 00:12:05,470 because, like, that's never happened again. 214 00:12:05,470 --> 00:12:07,550 And the windows are definitely all locked. 215 00:12:07,670 --> 00:12:09,630 You know what I mean? Like, I think that was just like 216 00:12:10,110 --> 00:12:14,630 a learning experience that like, I am very, very safe. 217 00:12:14,630 --> 00:12:18,270 And like, this fucking alarm system is like topnotch, baby. 218 00:12:18,630 --> 00:12:23,430 And it was like, we will save you, OK, You know, we will save 219 00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:24,990 you. But I like living on the second, 220 00:12:25,070 --> 00:12:27,870 third four stories. Like, I don't, I don't want to 221 00:12:27,870 --> 00:12:29,550 be on the ground. I would never have a window 222 00:12:29,550 --> 00:12:33,580 unlocked if I was on the ground. I just imagine like an intruder 223 00:12:33,580 --> 00:12:36,180 coming in and you being like, what's your face from Austin 224 00:12:36,180 --> 00:12:38,860 Powers with like the nipple bullets and just being like not 225 00:12:38,860 --> 00:12:41,220 today and like your fashionable outfit. 226 00:12:41,820 --> 00:12:44,500 Literally, I found a perfect outfit for this. 227 00:12:44,500 --> 00:12:48,500 It's fate. You know, it's funny. 228 00:12:48,500 --> 00:12:51,420 I was watching a music video earlier and Austin Powers was in 229 00:12:51,420 --> 00:12:54,700 it. Everything that we're saying all 230 00:12:54,700 --> 00:12:58,460 the time is somehow connected. Yeah, well over the ranch 231 00:12:58,460 --> 00:13:01,750 seasoning. That's very interesting. 232 00:13:01,750 --> 00:13:05,030 That's the most the most interesting because I was just 233 00:13:05,030 --> 00:13:07,830 like, huh, I'm gonna put this in there. 234 00:13:07,830 --> 00:13:11,390 It was just like, I open the cabinet to get the cinnamon and 235 00:13:11,390 --> 00:13:15,510 it was just there and I was like, oh, oh, and it actually is 236 00:13:15,510 --> 00:13:21,870 going to be amazing, that flame doing OK over there. 237 00:13:21,870 --> 00:13:23,150 You all right? I see you like. 238 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:26,430 Yeah, there, there's three of them and I'm just watching them, 239 00:13:26,430 --> 00:13:29,190 making sure because the way that I have them. 240 00:13:30,010 --> 00:13:33,810 They are doing the most. It's very cool. 241 00:13:34,810 --> 00:13:39,250 You know, it's interesting. I did a really amazing reading 242 00:13:39,250 --> 00:13:44,410 tonight and I love when people are like, I didn't expect to get 243 00:13:44,410 --> 00:13:47,250 this much out of this reading. Like, I did not expect to to 244 00:13:47,250 --> 00:13:50,850 like really connect with everything you were saying or 245 00:13:50,850 --> 00:13:53,170 like, you know, like one person got really emotional. 246 00:13:53,170 --> 00:13:56,410 Like, you know, it's just really rewarding to be like, I didn't 247 00:13:56,410 --> 00:13:59,390 expect. You to deliver on this, But you 248 00:13:59,390 --> 00:14:03,510 done drove this motherfucker home and now I believe in Jesus. 249 00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:07,710 It feels good. Feels like a accomplishment. 250 00:14:07,710 --> 00:14:09,510 I'm doing the Lord's work out here. 251 00:14:10,550 --> 00:14:19,430 I believe in Jesus. I was cracking up at the meme 252 00:14:19,430 --> 00:14:21,110 that I posted on your page the other day. 253 00:14:21,110 --> 00:14:23,740 That was like people in the South. 254 00:14:23,780 --> 00:14:26,580 I don't have an accent. And then it's like how do y'all? 255 00:14:26,900 --> 00:14:31,860 Yeah, honestly, what I think's interesting about accents is 256 00:14:31,860 --> 00:14:35,500 that you really don't realize that you have one until you're 257 00:14:35,500 --> 00:14:37,500 around people who sound different than you. 258 00:14:37,700 --> 00:14:39,900 You know what I mean? And I think it's interesting how 259 00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:44,380 humans have dialect like that. Like how there's so many 260 00:14:44,380 --> 00:14:46,820 different ways and just everything. 261 00:14:46,820 --> 00:14:50,640 And it's like, wow. Why is that area like this? 262 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:53,280 You know what I mean? Like, why is Boston like this 263 00:14:53,280 --> 00:14:57,080 versus like Austin, TX? Like, they sound similar. 264 00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:58,760 You know what I mean? Like, I don't know. 265 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:03,880 It's just interesting. My grandpa's from Massachusetts 266 00:15:04,280 --> 00:15:07,600 and so when he talks to be like, go get in the car. 267 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:11,200 And so I've always, like, made fun of him, been like, oh, do I 268 00:15:11,200 --> 00:15:16,760 need to go get in the car like. You know, it's crazy is like. 269 00:15:17,150 --> 00:15:20,270 There's so much that is passed down through your family, like 270 00:15:20,270 --> 00:15:22,150 good and bad or just, you know what I mean? 271 00:15:22,150 --> 00:15:26,630 Like, just so many things are like passed through generation 272 00:15:26,630 --> 00:15:29,990 to generation. And it's so like interesting 273 00:15:29,990 --> 00:15:35,190 that we like as humans, don't take enough time to like, 274 00:15:35,190 --> 00:15:38,030 appreciate all of our life. You know what I mean? 275 00:15:38,030 --> 00:15:39,870 Like it's when people look back on it. 276 00:15:40,320 --> 00:15:42,760 Because they're like, oh, this used to happen or you know what 277 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:44,440 I mean? It's like almost only whenever 278 00:15:44,440 --> 00:15:46,840 it's like the absence of something do we like, be like, 279 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:49,200 damn, I really like that. You know what I mean? 280 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:51,240 That's why I'm always telling the universe like, I love it 281 00:15:51,240 --> 00:15:52,040 here. Thank you. 282 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:57,640 Thank you Universe. I've been really working on 283 00:15:57,720 --> 00:16:02,280 making a conscious, consistent effort to be present in the 284 00:16:02,280 --> 00:16:06,750 moment and appreciative of things that are happening while 285 00:16:06,750 --> 00:16:09,790 they are happening and absorbing the energy. 286 00:16:09,790 --> 00:16:13,310 Then instead of looking back on it and being like, wow, that was 287 00:16:13,310 --> 00:16:16,390 really like fun, that was really exciting, or, you know, 288 00:16:16,390 --> 00:16:18,230 whatever. I know. 289 00:16:18,310 --> 00:16:22,630 And that's what mainly I think the human lesson is, is like to 290 00:16:22,630 --> 00:16:27,190 enjoy it while it's here and not just reminisce, you know, like 291 00:16:27,190 --> 00:16:28,710 or not. Just wish it was here. 292 00:16:28,710 --> 00:16:31,990 Like people count all the way down to the day to a concert and 293 00:16:31,990 --> 00:16:34,630 then be on their fucking phone the whole time trying to live 294 00:16:34,630 --> 00:16:38,710 stream the concert for random people on their Facebook who 295 00:16:38,710 --> 00:16:41,190 could give to folks. Because you're swinging back and 296 00:16:41,190 --> 00:16:44,270 forth and you're singing and you know, just enjoy it. 297 00:16:44,390 --> 00:16:47,070 Put your phone up. Because I promise you. 298 00:16:47,760 --> 00:16:51,040 It's very rare that people go back through their videos or 299 00:16:51,040 --> 00:16:53,720 their screenshots or their pictures and just sit there and 300 00:16:53,720 --> 00:16:55,760 watch them, like constantly. You know what I mean? 301 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:58,960 Like the world is so busy. There's so much going on. 302 00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:02,120 I have over 10,000 pictures and I don't know when we've went 303 00:17:02,120 --> 00:17:05,640 back to 5000 or 6000 and glanced around because we haven't in a 304 00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:06,960 long time. Like, you know what I mean? 305 00:17:06,960 --> 00:17:10,000 You look at it immediately what the newer things are. 306 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:12,040 I think that's about it. And then you forget that you 307 00:17:12,040 --> 00:17:15,079 screenshotted your prescription number that expired six months 308 00:17:15,079 --> 00:17:17,520 ago, but it's just floating around somewhere on your phone. 309 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:20,119 That makes me laugh. Right? 310 00:17:20,119 --> 00:17:26,240 After 4th of July, I saw this post that was like, hey, do you 311 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:32,160 have that video of the fireworks from 2010 and the person being 312 00:17:32,160 --> 00:17:34,760 like, no. Well then why did you spend the 313 00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:37,320 whole fireworks show recording them on your phone? 314 00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:40,680 And also another pet peeve that I have? 315 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:43,760 Because we're about to be getting with the holidays for 316 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:46,360 like Thanksgiving or whatever here in the next couple months 317 00:17:46,360 --> 00:17:53,160 too, when people just post tons of pictures of their plates and 318 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:56,760 like or of doing the same thing Like people will post like their 319 00:17:56,760 --> 00:17:59,680 spreads of like their Easter food or whatever. 320 00:17:59,680 --> 00:18:04,980 And I Nobody gives a fuck what you are eating on the day that 321 00:18:05,020 --> 00:18:08,580 they are eating too. Like, I promise you, nobody's 322 00:18:08,580 --> 00:18:11,940 like, damn, your mom's macaroni and cheese looks bomb as fuck 323 00:18:12,140 --> 00:18:14,820 because their mom made Mac and cheese and that's what they're 324 00:18:14,820 --> 00:18:17,020 looking at. That's just my $0.02. 325 00:18:17,260 --> 00:18:22,710 I mean, I think that. As long as they don't post 94 326 00:18:22,710 --> 00:18:26,270 presents under the treaty for everyone to see that they're 327 00:18:26,270 --> 00:18:29,710 just fun, everything. But in the place people are the 328 00:18:29,710 --> 00:18:31,550 president people, they're absolutely doing. 329 00:18:31,550 --> 00:18:34,620 It the present people gotta go. Because I just think for one, 330 00:18:34,620 --> 00:18:36,940 that's so ego driven egotistical. 331 00:18:36,940 --> 00:18:41,700 It's just so like tacky and honestly, y'all's kids are like 332 00:18:41,700 --> 00:18:45,060 getting way too much crap that they just think they're entitled 333 00:18:45,060 --> 00:18:48,220 to it or that they deserve it. And then you wonder why you're 334 00:18:48,220 --> 00:18:52,780 131415 year old person, kid, whatever once. 335 00:18:53,220 --> 00:18:57,340 Four and $500 pair of shoes and bills left out that someone 336 00:18:57,340 --> 00:18:59,860 else's parents buys them those Yeezys and stuff. 337 00:18:59,860 --> 00:19:02,580 You know and I know you're laughing now, but like wait till 338 00:19:02,580 --> 00:19:07,660 your son gets to those ages where those those kids, like 339 00:19:07,940 --> 00:19:12,020 their parents are in debt and are creating a false 340 00:19:12,020 --> 00:19:15,340 impersonation that they have their shit together and it's not 341 00:19:15,340 --> 00:19:19,020 cute, it's not attractive. That's why people can't afford. 342 00:19:19,990 --> 00:19:21,910 Whatever that they complain about. 343 00:19:21,910 --> 00:19:23,310 You know what I mean? It's like, take your kid on a 344 00:19:23,310 --> 00:19:24,710 vacation and get out of this place. 345 00:19:24,710 --> 00:19:28,790 Don't worry about XYZ. And I just think that overall, 346 00:19:28,790 --> 00:19:32,190 like the Internet has became like a this or that competition 347 00:19:32,430 --> 00:19:35,510 of like look at mine or look at yours or Oh my God, I want that 348 00:19:35,510 --> 00:19:37,070 too. And then, like, you get it and 349 00:19:37,070 --> 00:19:39,470 it never brings you the fulfillment that you thought it 350 00:19:39,470 --> 00:19:41,710 was going to bring you. And I know this personally 351 00:19:41,710 --> 00:19:44,950 because tauruses are meant to be, like very materialistic as 352 00:19:44,950 --> 00:19:48,230 one of the earth signs that are just very materially driven. 353 00:19:48,230 --> 00:19:50,590 But a Taurus really wants to. Purity. 354 00:19:51,030 --> 00:19:53,830 And with that you need material abundance. 355 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:57,870 When I shifted my reality from wanting material things to just 356 00:19:57,870 --> 00:20:01,590 wanting Peace of Mind and just to be like at peace with money, 357 00:20:02,110 --> 00:20:04,670 things shifted. Like my relationship shifted 358 00:20:04,670 --> 00:20:06,710 with money. And I think that so many people 359 00:20:06,710 --> 00:20:09,750 lead these false narratives. But then when it comes time to 360 00:20:09,750 --> 00:20:13,510 investing in a spiritual service that's 100 plus dollars or a 361 00:20:13,510 --> 00:20:16,630 class that's $1000 or something, that's going to better your 362 00:20:16,630 --> 00:20:18,460 life. You can't do it. 363 00:20:18,460 --> 00:20:22,660 And then you're mad at the people that have or do and you 364 00:20:22,660 --> 00:20:26,740 just get the cycle of like, rinse, repeat and like, you know 365 00:20:26,740 --> 00:20:29,940 the cycle just keeps going. You know, you never actually 366 00:20:30,140 --> 00:20:33,460 break the cycle when you put yourself deeper and deeper and 367 00:20:33,460 --> 00:20:37,460 that debt. I think the flex is to be able 368 00:20:37,460 --> 00:20:41,420 to teach your children like financial stability, so like for 369 00:20:41,420 --> 00:20:44,270 example. My a big thing. 370 00:20:44,270 --> 00:20:48,950 So my stepdaughter was just here visiting and her mom's thing is 371 00:20:48,950 --> 00:20:52,550 to take her on vacations, to take her on trips. 372 00:20:52,990 --> 00:20:58,190 But they don't ever have like steady housing or food or things 373 00:20:58,190 --> 00:21:01,030 like that, or like things that are like, needed, right? 374 00:21:01,030 --> 00:21:05,820 Like and so when she was here. She wanted to go out and do all 375 00:21:05,820 --> 00:21:08,580 of these like adventures and she wants to go out on trips and 376 00:21:08,580 --> 00:21:10,900 things like that. And so conversations that my 377 00:21:10,900 --> 00:21:14,500 husband and I were having with her are the opposite perspective 378 00:21:14,700 --> 00:21:18,100 of we don't go and do all of those things and and just go 379 00:21:18,100 --> 00:21:21,280 spend money like that because. And we're saving money. 380 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:24,000 We want to buy a house. We want to be able to, you know 381 00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:29,480 a BC&D and when we have, you know certain milestones that are 382 00:21:29,480 --> 00:21:33,360 met, then we will go out and like have celebrations or will 383 00:21:33,360 --> 00:21:37,000 go out and do and do things. And so we were teaching her or 384 00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:41,480 trying to about like having a responsibility and an 385 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:45,880 appreciation and setting goals for your money instead of just 386 00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:49,020 in the moment being like. I want to go, and I want to go 387 00:21:49,020 --> 00:21:51,660 do this huge adventure. Your adventure is fun in the 388 00:21:51,660 --> 00:21:54,540 moment while you're spending your money until you get back. 389 00:21:54,540 --> 00:21:58,420 And now you're no longer able to fulfill that goal that you had 390 00:21:58,420 --> 00:22:03,340 or pay that bill that you had or whatever, because you blew it on 391 00:22:03,340 --> 00:22:08,420 a moment feeling instead of a long term realistic feeling. 392 00:22:08,420 --> 00:22:10,300 Does that make sense? Yeah, of course. 393 00:22:10,300 --> 00:22:15,770 And I think that stability in financial security are so far 394 00:22:15,770 --> 00:22:19,890 absent of so many people because they live in a constant like 395 00:22:19,890 --> 00:22:24,410 instant reward reality, like not paid, going to the mall, getting 396 00:22:24,410 --> 00:22:26,810 new shoes. Like, you know, like like you 397 00:22:26,810 --> 00:22:30,810 said, what is your goals? Like, what is your goals? 398 00:22:30,810 --> 00:22:36,650 And I think that when you have money in a terrible relationship 399 00:22:36,650 --> 00:22:38,290 with it, you're just going to spend it. 400 00:22:38,290 --> 00:22:39,650 You're just going to spend more of it. 401 00:22:39,730 --> 00:22:41,770 You're just going to. You know what I mean? 402 00:22:41,770 --> 00:22:45,810 It's almost like people reject abundance by feeling like they 403 00:22:45,810 --> 00:22:49,410 have to constantly be doing something. 404 00:22:49,650 --> 00:22:54,010 Like abundance is having things taken care of, stressfree 405 00:22:54,010 --> 00:22:56,410 living, not worrying about if your electric bill is going to 406 00:22:56,410 --> 00:22:59,850 be extra $100 this month because you know you have it. 407 00:23:00,050 --> 00:23:03,210 That's a Peace of Mind that like a new pair of shoes and 408 00:23:03,210 --> 00:23:06,490 different things can't buy. And like our ancestors and 409 00:23:06,490 --> 00:23:08,530 people like they didn't buy multiple pairs of shoes. 410 00:23:08,530 --> 00:23:11,020 Like people got like one pair of shoes and that was it. 411 00:23:11,020 --> 00:23:14,180 And I'm not saying that that has to be your reality, but also 412 00:23:14,180 --> 00:23:16,540 every time you get paid you don't need a new pair of shoes. 413 00:23:16,580 --> 00:23:20,300 Like you need to save that $200.00 and or whatever. 414 00:23:20,300 --> 00:23:22,660 Maybe more of the way people buy shoes. 415 00:23:23,060 --> 00:23:25,340 I mean it blows my mind that people that live with their 416 00:23:25,340 --> 00:23:30,900 parents buy 800 and $1000 like Bathing Ape and fucking ugly 417 00:23:30,980 --> 00:23:34,020 ugly ugly stuff. And I'm not going to lie like 418 00:23:34,180 --> 00:23:37,580 easy looks, like a factory workers uniform. 419 00:23:37,620 --> 00:23:41,940 Everything that he makes looks like a trench coat or like some 420 00:23:41,940 --> 00:23:46,620 type of worker coat that you would wear at a factory or at a 421 00:23:46,860 --> 00:23:50,020 bus garage or at the oil change place. 422 00:23:50,300 --> 00:23:56,130 And it's not like is hypy as I like see people make it like I 423 00:23:56,130 --> 00:23:59,650 know people who have made it their entire personality and 424 00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:03,490 then they become like resellers or then they own these little 425 00:24:03,490 --> 00:24:07,210 like, you know, shoe shops and stuff where they like take 426 00:24:07,210 --> 00:24:10,170 something that Nike drop for 1:50 and sell it for 7:50. 427 00:24:10,170 --> 00:24:14,050 Like that's the reason that the system is broken. 428 00:24:14,050 --> 00:24:18,420 You know what I mean is because people buy up what it actually 429 00:24:18,420 --> 00:24:23,900 cost and then circulated back at 3050% markup and then the brands 430 00:24:23,900 --> 00:24:26,100 and the designers are like, well, fuck that, we're going to 431 00:24:26,100 --> 00:24:30,340 cut you out and make it just $500 then can't buy it up. 432 00:24:30,340 --> 00:24:32,260 And if you do then it's worth 2000. 433 00:24:32,780 --> 00:24:34,700 You know, like there's things on Louis Vuitton. 434 00:24:34,700 --> 00:24:37,460 Not that I'm like, I get on there and I like to window shop. 435 00:24:37,460 --> 00:24:39,980 There was this lime green purse. They never really dropped things 436 00:24:39,980 --> 00:24:41,900 like that. So when I saw it, I was like, 437 00:24:41,900 --> 00:24:43,980 that is going so hard. Sold out. 438 00:24:44,060 --> 00:24:49,080 It was sold out like within the first like week of it coming out 439 00:24:49,120 --> 00:24:51,960 like everywhere, because someone bought that. 440 00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:54,640 It's rare and they're selling it on eBay for triple. 441 00:24:54,920 --> 00:24:58,280 And it's like if Louie or whoever sees you all doing that, 442 00:24:58,280 --> 00:25:02,360 like the reason these brands are considered designer is because 443 00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:05,170 they want to be exclusive. So all these resellers and all 444 00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:08,090 these things, like that's what's drive up, like driven up 445 00:25:08,090 --> 00:25:10,290 everything. And I think kids have 446 00:25:10,330 --> 00:25:14,810 unrealistic expectations of how money actually comes in because 447 00:25:14,810 --> 00:25:16,410 they're not earning money from chores. 448 00:25:16,410 --> 00:25:18,610 They're not getting little after school jobs. 449 00:25:18,610 --> 00:25:21,050 They're not doing the things that we did. 450 00:25:21,050 --> 00:25:24,650 We did lemonade stands, car washes, you know, whatever, 451 00:25:24,650 --> 00:25:26,370 clean someone's garage for 10 bucks. 452 00:25:26,370 --> 00:25:29,370 Like at the end of the day, these kids are not willing to do 453 00:25:29,370 --> 00:25:31,980 anything. They're like $10, like they're 454 00:25:31,980 --> 00:25:34,900 not gonna do shit for $10. And I feel like as a 10 year 455 00:25:34,900 --> 00:25:36,660 old, you shouldn't have that option. 456 00:25:36,860 --> 00:25:40,940 You should be like, yes, $10.00, but when you find out that 457 00:25:40,940 --> 00:25:44,460 everything's 2-3, four, $500, it's like, well, that's not 458 00:25:44,460 --> 00:25:48,270 shit. I used to walk people's dogs in 459 00:25:48,270 --> 00:25:50,990 my neighborhood for $5. I used to just walk up to your 460 00:25:50,990 --> 00:25:53,150 door. Hi, Mr. Do you have a dog? 461 00:25:53,310 --> 00:25:55,670 Can I walk your dog? Oh, you're inviting me inside to 462 00:25:55,670 --> 00:25:57,310 have a glass of water and a snack? 463 00:25:57,630 --> 00:25:59,910 Absolutely. I'll come inside your home like 464 00:25:59,910 --> 00:26:02,230 that? Oh, yeah, that was that way. 465 00:26:02,950 --> 00:26:05,230 I know you can't imagine that now that I'm like, the fucking 466 00:26:05,230 --> 00:26:11,190 safety squirrel of life, but that definitely was happening 467 00:26:11,190 --> 00:26:12,830 back then. Absolutely. 468 00:26:15,270 --> 00:26:20,200 Times have changed. Talking about times changing and 469 00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:25,720 like money and stress and stuff, so I have really been. 470 00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:29,120 So I guess this decision has been made since we recorded 471 00:26:29,120 --> 00:26:33,080 last, but I decided to go back to the chiropractic office that 472 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:39,190 I've been working at and I they. Messaged me and we're like hey, 473 00:26:39,550 --> 00:26:42,270 our part time girl is going to Hawaii. 474 00:26:42,270 --> 00:26:45,750 Would you be willing to come in and like cover a couple days you 475 00:26:45,750 --> 00:26:49,670 know whatever here. And so I was like, yeah, 476 00:26:49,670 --> 00:26:52,270 absolutely I would. And I went to the office and 477 00:26:52,270 --> 00:26:55,130 whatever and. It was almost like there had 478 00:26:55,130 --> 00:26:58,170 been like a complete energy reset because I hadn't been 479 00:26:58,170 --> 00:27:00,690 there. They had seen like I had a 480 00:27:00,690 --> 00:27:04,330 chance to be like my own boss. They had a chance to have 481 00:27:04,330 --> 00:27:07,370 somebody else that wasn't me and to have an appreciation for 482 00:27:07,370 --> 00:27:11,500 everything that I do and. I have really been. 483 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:14,300 I decided that I'm going to go back three days a week and I'm 484 00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:16,500 going to go like in the morning time. 485 00:27:16,780 --> 00:27:20,660 And it still gives me plenty of time to do all of my business 486 00:27:20,660 --> 00:27:22,220 stuff. And I can schedule readings 487 00:27:22,220 --> 00:27:24,900 around it. And I'll have Mondays off to 488 00:27:24,900 --> 00:27:27,340 have with Brian because he doesn't work on the food truck. 489 00:27:27,340 --> 00:27:29,580 And then Fridays will be like my days. 490 00:27:30,020 --> 00:27:36,620 And I've really been loving it because I started seeing how. 491 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:41,480 Being reliant on your income through your readings and like 492 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:45,120 your spiritual gifts, and not being the sole purpose like your 493 00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:48,720 sole income. Yeah, it's cool to like prove to 494 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:51,080 yourself that you could do it and that's awesome. 495 00:27:51,360 --> 00:27:54,620 But for me. It made me feel like I could see 496 00:27:54,620 --> 00:27:58,580 how so easily it would just become a business and a chore 497 00:27:58,860 --> 00:28:02,300 and how it would just be a stressor for I need somebody to 498 00:28:02,300 --> 00:28:03,900 book a reading. I need this. 499 00:28:03,900 --> 00:28:06,940 I need that. I need people to, you know, be 500 00:28:06,940 --> 00:28:10,780 on Patreon or whatever. And that's never been the way 501 00:28:10,780 --> 00:28:15,020 that I have ever done anything. And that would never be the way 502 00:28:15,020 --> 00:28:16,700 that I would want something to be. 503 00:28:16,820 --> 00:28:21,970 And so. I just made that change and and 504 00:28:21,970 --> 00:28:26,930 I think that it's so important that that would be such a big 505 00:28:26,930 --> 00:28:29,690 moment for ego, right? To be like, Nah, like I fucking 506 00:28:29,690 --> 00:28:31,650 quit them. I'm doing my shit. 507 00:28:31,650 --> 00:28:34,210 I'm popping my shit over here like I'm not about to go back 508 00:28:34,210 --> 00:28:37,130 and like, you know, like I just proved that I could do it. 509 00:28:37,530 --> 00:28:41,770 But at the same time, like what is more important I guess and 510 00:28:41,770 --> 00:28:44,590 so. I've been very excited about, 511 00:28:44,590 --> 00:28:48,630 like that little spirit lesson and that break and what not. 512 00:28:48,630 --> 00:28:52,710 But I'm also excited to be back there, having a little bit of a 513 00:28:53,270 --> 00:28:57,110 routine, being able to help them with things being appreciated. 514 00:28:57,110 --> 00:29:00,510 Because there was the reset where like, wow, I really see 515 00:29:00,510 --> 00:29:03,630 all that you do and like you're valuable. 516 00:29:03,630 --> 00:29:06,310 They've told me every single day I've gone there how much they 517 00:29:06,310 --> 00:29:08,390 appreciate me, how much they need me there. 518 00:29:08,630 --> 00:29:12,770 And like that does feel good. Honestly, I think that 519 00:29:12,770 --> 00:29:16,490 everything you said is so valid and it's a learning experience 520 00:29:16,490 --> 00:29:21,770 because when you are sole proprietary like in your art or 521 00:29:21,770 --> 00:29:24,930 in your passion or in your spirituality, there can be a 522 00:29:24,930 --> 00:29:28,490 level of pressure. And I think that especially for 523 00:29:28,490 --> 00:29:32,170 people that try to pursue that, like right out of the gate, 524 00:29:32,570 --> 00:29:35,210 there is so much standard, you know what I mean? 525 00:29:35,210 --> 00:29:38,010 Because you think, Oh my God, I have this money coming in, but 526 00:29:38,010 --> 00:29:41,810 then you get hit with a huge tax bill at like the worst time. 527 00:29:41,810 --> 00:29:43,570 You know what I mean? And, like, I think that's what's 528 00:29:43,570 --> 00:29:47,130 really cool that some people can handle all that. 529 00:29:47,810 --> 00:29:50,690 But at the same time, it's like I would much rather somebody be 530 00:29:50,690 --> 00:29:54,490 also speaking on my behalf. And then me being able to be my 531 00:29:54,490 --> 00:29:57,330 own boss and if I want to take a nap, cool, because everything I 532 00:29:57,330 --> 00:29:59,330 need is coming through this other Ave. 533 00:29:59,330 --> 00:30:02,230 And this is me time, this is growth time. 534 00:30:02,230 --> 00:30:05,230 This is, you know, I had like two really amazing readings 535 00:30:05,230 --> 00:30:07,590 tonight on the new client consultation. 536 00:30:07,830 --> 00:30:11,270 And those client consultations can go from any level, like to 537 00:30:11,270 --> 00:30:14,790 mediumship to spirit guides to any level that spirit wants. 538 00:30:14,790 --> 00:30:18,830 It's kind of like the display of what I can do and what you need 539 00:30:18,830 --> 00:30:21,830 at that moment. And it was just so rewarding. 540 00:30:21,830 --> 00:30:24,950 And one of them ran over a lot longer than normal. 541 00:30:24,950 --> 00:30:28,990 But it was like we were really vibing and like making this like 542 00:30:28,990 --> 00:30:31,470 breakthrough. And I think it's interesting to 543 00:30:31,470 --> 00:30:34,310 see people who have like children my age that are like, I 544 00:30:34,310 --> 00:30:36,990 can learn so much from you. Like how do you know this? 545 00:30:37,230 --> 00:30:39,790 And it's like, I can't even take credit that I know all that. 546 00:30:40,030 --> 00:30:42,590 It's like spirit tells me everything that I need to know 547 00:30:42,590 --> 00:30:45,190 when I need to know it and not a minute sooner. 548 00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:49,190 And I think that when you put a lot of pressure on your gifts or 549 00:30:49,190 --> 00:30:52,750 on yourself, you're draining that connection, period. 550 00:30:52,910 --> 00:30:58,000 And you know, a lot of people especially like in the artistry 551 00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:01,280 field, like music and things like that, they truly give up 552 00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:03,560 before it gets going because they're not willing to make 553 00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,440 those sacrifices. They're not willing to work that 554 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:08,480 job they hate because they're trying to keep up some persona 555 00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:12,480 or finance the chain that they pay $400.00 a month on for the 556 00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:13,760 next 10 years. You know what I mean? 557 00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:17,040 Like so many people live in these little false illusions 558 00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,560 where it's like I have money, I have this, but they're in 559 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,960 fucking debt. And I think that, you know, I 560 00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:24,830 don't think anything about what people do. 561 00:31:24,830 --> 00:31:28,310 But what I do think is those people complain the most because 562 00:31:28,630 --> 00:31:31,270 at the end of the day, that's only going to stress you out 563 00:31:31,270 --> 00:31:33,510 more. So, you know, being able to have 564 00:31:33,550 --> 00:31:37,070 a day job or have something that's consistent and steady and 565 00:31:37,070 --> 00:31:39,870 then pursue your business, whether that's always part time 566 00:31:39,870 --> 00:31:43,030 or not, there's going to be a moment when it pops and when it 567 00:31:43,030 --> 00:31:44,710 shifts. And I know we've talked about 568 00:31:44,710 --> 00:31:47,750 this before, but Bunny was doing her podcast for like 3 years and 569 00:31:47,750 --> 00:31:50,450 thought that she was going to give it up because it wasn't 570 00:31:50,450 --> 00:31:52,890 Poppin. And then at literally three 571 00:31:53,490 --> 00:31:57,330 years and eight months, shit went crazy, You know what I 572 00:31:57,330 --> 00:31:59,530 mean? It's just like 8 months later. 573 00:31:59,530 --> 00:32:01,570 It's less than it takes to make a child. 574 00:32:01,570 --> 00:32:05,060 And here we are. And she's got 7 million 575 00:32:05,060 --> 00:32:09,100 followers of cumulative, you know, so it's like you can't see 576 00:32:09,100 --> 00:32:12,660 it and it's maybe not meant to happen because you can't handle 577 00:32:12,660 --> 00:32:14,180 it yet. And I think it's beautiful that, 578 00:32:14,180 --> 00:32:16,180 like, you at least took the risk. 579 00:32:16,220 --> 00:32:19,100 And then you also at the same time can be like, yeah, that 580 00:32:19,100 --> 00:32:21,700 wasn't exactly what I was expecting. 581 00:32:21,700 --> 00:32:25,180 But now I can see clearly on what I thought because that was 582 00:32:25,180 --> 00:32:27,860 like, your whole purpose was like, Nope, I'm doing this whole 583 00:32:27,860 --> 00:32:29,660 time. Like this is all I want to do. 584 00:32:30,060 --> 00:32:32,380 And like, that's all beautiful. But whenever I noticed your 585 00:32:32,380 --> 00:32:35,540 schedule was just open like fucking 8 hours a day, every 586 00:32:35,540 --> 00:32:39,420 day, I was like, damn, I'm like, damn, you know, like that's just 587 00:32:39,420 --> 00:32:41,740 not healthy. Not for spirit work anyways. 588 00:32:42,940 --> 00:32:46,820 Yeah, no. And I also, you know, I never 589 00:32:46,820 --> 00:32:51,020 wanna be like in a position where. 590 00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:54,400 Maybe I'm going to do a reading that I don't feel comfortable 591 00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:56,840 doing because I'm not vibing with somebody's energy, but I'm 592 00:32:56,840 --> 00:32:59,400 going to do it because now I'm solely responsible for this 593 00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:01,800 income and so I'm going to do it anyways. 594 00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,760 Like, there's just so many things that I was able to see 595 00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:09,800 like coming up that I'm like this just isn't like it's not 596 00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:14,080 resonating for me. And it it took a lot of, I feel 597 00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:17,800 like stress and pressure off of me now having that experience 598 00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:21,010 because. As you said, like that had been 599 00:33:21,010 --> 00:33:24,290 a big goal. And so for me personally, when 600 00:33:24,290 --> 00:33:28,090 I'm working towards a goal like that is what I have in mind. 601 00:33:28,090 --> 00:33:32,490 I'm going to make that happen and I stress myself out to make 602 00:33:32,490 --> 00:33:34,050 that happen because it's a goal that I have. 603 00:33:34,090 --> 00:33:38,490 And so now that I've done that and I've accomplished it, I'm 604 00:33:38,490 --> 00:33:41,770 like, OK, so now I understand that like that actually isn't 605 00:33:41,770 --> 00:33:46,450 what I'm wanting and so I can switch my direction and. 606 00:33:47,130 --> 00:33:52,730 Kind of be more comfortable and posting like I I like doing this 607 00:33:52,730 --> 00:33:56,930 as like my passion and helping people and it doesn't. 608 00:33:57,010 --> 00:34:02,090 I don't have to be extreme about it and that, and I don't have to 609 00:34:03,450 --> 00:34:06,730 prove that I could do something with it, you know? 610 00:34:07,250 --> 00:34:09,090 Yeah. And I feel like so many people, 611 00:34:09,090 --> 00:34:11,449 that's what they're doing. They're doing it to try to prove 612 00:34:11,449 --> 00:34:14,929 to you. Like in, a lot of people are not 613 00:34:14,929 --> 00:34:17,550 doing as great as they lead, You know what I mean? 614 00:34:17,550 --> 00:34:20,230 Like, people into the world, Oh my gosh, it's great. 615 00:34:20,270 --> 00:34:22,830 I'm booked, I'm prosperous and all that. 616 00:34:22,830 --> 00:34:26,550 But it's like giving up all that quality time with yourself, with 617 00:34:26,550 --> 00:34:30,989 your family, neglecting your own spiritual goals, like meditation 618 00:34:30,989 --> 00:34:34,270 or journaling, you know? I noticed that, like, I set some 619 00:34:34,270 --> 00:34:37,270 major goals and Spirit really started to deliver. 620 00:34:37,270 --> 00:34:38,949 And then I was like, hold the fuck up. 621 00:34:38,949 --> 00:34:41,110 That's too much. I can't do that many readings. 622 00:34:41,530 --> 00:34:44,489 I mean, I can and I did and they were all phenomenal and I was 623 00:34:44,489 --> 00:34:47,770 getting the best feedback. Like when I did that flash sale 624 00:34:47,770 --> 00:34:51,170 and sold like 75 of them, I was so shocked. 625 00:34:51,570 --> 00:34:54,409 That put me into a frenzy though, because on top of those 626 00:34:54,409 --> 00:35:00,050 75, I had 50 Patreon people and different things, you know what 627 00:35:00,050 --> 00:35:02,210 I mean? It was just like holy Moly, I 628 00:35:02,210 --> 00:35:06,000 cannot believe that this many of these like aligned and then on 629 00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:08,760 top of like adding the spell work and doing the spell work 630 00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:12,720 tier and like a bunch of people upgrading to that which opened 631 00:35:12,720 --> 00:35:15,120 slots on other tiers where people took them. 632 00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:17,960 You know, it was just like a trickle effect. 633 00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:22,640 And I feel like we both took like time from the podcast but 634 00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,960 went balls to the wall in our business. 635 00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:28,720 And then I was like, I need a real, like recalibration. 636 00:35:28,720 --> 00:35:31,830 And like I'm not doing weekend readings anymore. 637 00:35:31,830 --> 00:35:34,390 Like, I'm like, you know, I'll do Tuesday and Wednesdays and 638 00:35:34,390 --> 00:35:37,710 I'll do videos, but other than that, like you can get an e-mail 639 00:35:37,710 --> 00:35:41,350 or something. But I'm not trying to like be so 640 00:35:41,830 --> 00:35:43,750 in someone's energy every single day. 641 00:35:43,790 --> 00:35:46,670 Like, I need days that I don't touch anyone else's energy and 642 00:35:46,670 --> 00:35:52,070 I'm just in my own and not even like, for my own mental health, 643 00:35:52,110 --> 00:35:54,940 but just for like everyone's benefit. 644 00:35:54,940 --> 00:35:56,780 You know what I mean? Like a spiritual practitioner 645 00:35:56,780 --> 00:36:00,140 that's willing to exhaust themselves is still somewhat 646 00:36:00,140 --> 00:36:02,980 living in their ego and people pleasing tendencies. 647 00:36:03,180 --> 00:36:05,980 Or like, oh, if I don't, you know, it's like you're more 648 00:36:05,980 --> 00:36:08,060 worried outside of yourself all of a sudden. 649 00:36:08,060 --> 00:36:11,020 It's like so many people do that in the spiritual community and 650 00:36:11,020 --> 00:36:16,020 it's exhausting and it's exhausting to even get readings 651 00:36:16,020 --> 00:36:17,300 from those people, you know what I mean? 652 00:36:17,300 --> 00:36:19,660 I feel like that's why some of those people, like, have blocked 653 00:36:19,660 --> 00:36:22,600 us. Like that one girl that gave us 654 00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:25,560 the readings and all the things, and then she just randomly, 655 00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:27,400 like, blocked us with no explanation. 656 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:30,080 Like, that was weird. That was so weird. 657 00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:39,840 I think lots of people are weird and I think that we can we can 658 00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:43,240 bother people by being in our own truth. 659 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:47,800 If it makes them uncomfortable, like it challenges their truth. 660 00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:51,080 Or it challenges their absolutely and. 661 00:36:51,780 --> 00:36:56,940 And also to I think that people put a lot of competition where 662 00:36:56,940 --> 00:37:00,260 there's not competition. And like we've had where, you 663 00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:04,860 know behind the scenes like, you know we're rooting somebody on 664 00:37:04,860 --> 00:37:06,900 and we're talking to each other and we're like they're doing all 665 00:37:06,900 --> 00:37:08,060 this. They're doing all that like pop 666 00:37:08,060 --> 00:37:10,380 your shit. And then that person has come 667 00:37:10,380 --> 00:37:12,580 out and then like, and I just think that you both are like 668 00:37:12,580 --> 00:37:14,700 talking about me and not supporting me and we're like, 669 00:37:15,020 --> 00:37:17,940 what do you mean? And it's because. 670 00:37:18,260 --> 00:37:21,740 They're uncomfortable with themselves and so they just 671 00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:24,300 assume that other people have a problem. 672 00:37:24,580 --> 00:37:27,860 And I think that that's what happens when people give 673 00:37:27,860 --> 00:37:32,660 readings and things too, is like they get into your energy and 674 00:37:32,660 --> 00:37:35,780 then they feel some type of way about themselves. 675 00:37:36,020 --> 00:37:38,300 And there's also a lot of assumption too. 676 00:37:38,340 --> 00:37:40,860 And we've talked about it before, but there's a lot of 677 00:37:40,860 --> 00:37:44,380 assumption that we're despite our podcasts and our social 678 00:37:44,380 --> 00:37:45,900 medias and everything that we do. 679 00:37:46,810 --> 00:37:49,810 People really envision us as different people than we are, 680 00:37:50,290 --> 00:37:52,970 and I think that people just have these different 681 00:37:53,050 --> 00:37:57,250 expectations of us. And also this like putting us in 682 00:37:57,250 --> 00:37:59,330 a box and expecting us not to grow. 683 00:37:59,330 --> 00:38:01,970 Like, I'm such a different person now than I was when we 684 00:38:01,970 --> 00:38:04,450 first started the podcast, and you're a different person now 685 00:38:04,450 --> 00:38:06,090 than when we first started the podcast. 686 00:38:06,090 --> 00:38:10,590 You know, honestly, I think that whenever people are growing and 687 00:38:10,590 --> 00:38:13,470 elevating and changing and things are shifting for them, 688 00:38:13,510 --> 00:38:17,830 and other people are staying the same, it becomes such a separate 689 00:38:17,830 --> 00:38:19,310 energy. It's almost like, instead of 690 00:38:19,310 --> 00:38:22,870 magnets coming together, like the law of attraction, like you 691 00:38:22,870 --> 00:38:25,550 manifest people into your reality to learn something. 692 00:38:25,550 --> 00:38:27,670 And a lot of people are not ready to learn what we're 693 00:38:27,670 --> 00:38:31,510 mirroring back. And I honestly, like, just don't 694 00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:34,580 play the game anymore. You know what I mean? 695 00:38:34,580 --> 00:38:37,740 Like, I don't try to define my player profile. 696 00:38:37,740 --> 00:38:39,500 It's like, read it and weep, bitch. 697 00:38:39,700 --> 00:38:42,540 We're on the level because I'm not playing this with you. 698 00:38:42,540 --> 00:38:45,220 I'm playing it with myself. I'm playing it, you know, with 699 00:38:45,220 --> 00:38:47,380 the universe. Like, I'm not playing it as your 700 00:38:47,380 --> 00:38:49,540 opponent. I don't even see you. 701 00:38:49,620 --> 00:38:51,580 You know what I mean? Like, I'm in my own thing. 702 00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:55,220 And I think that so many people are on the level like trying to 703 00:38:55,220 --> 00:38:59,580 hide and like dodge whatever. They're trying to learn on that 704 00:38:59,580 --> 00:39:02,900 level the whole time. And like it's not hide and seek, 705 00:39:02,900 --> 00:39:04,300 baby. You got to face that shit head 706 00:39:04,300 --> 00:39:08,260 on and you probably signed up for it and you are the root 707 00:39:08,300 --> 00:39:10,900 issue. I don't care what the world 708 00:39:10,900 --> 00:39:16,100 tells you, you and your thinking and your like soul like 709 00:39:16,100 --> 00:39:18,700 negativity towards it or whatever, that you're not 710 00:39:18,700 --> 00:39:22,780 embracing it is what's draining you, you know what I mean? 711 00:39:22,780 --> 00:39:26,020 So seeing other people like keep going to the next level, it's 712 00:39:26,020 --> 00:39:30,470 like how how I keep hitting up a brick wall and I have a lot of 713 00:39:30,470 --> 00:39:33,710 compassion for people. But then again, I like if you 714 00:39:33,710 --> 00:39:36,710 don't want to do the work because level 5 is harder than 715 00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:41,990 level 4, then stay on level 4. But when I'm on level 14, don't 716 00:39:42,390 --> 00:39:46,510 try to talk, know nothing to me, don't try to start drama with 717 00:39:46,510 --> 00:39:48,470 me, you know? It's like once people get so 718 00:39:48,470 --> 00:39:52,230 high, they need your platform to be relevant because like you're 719 00:39:52,230 --> 00:39:54,840 not. Like without you, they don't 720 00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:57,160 even exist. They go back to their illusional 721 00:39:57,160 --> 00:40:01,520 world and the fact that people can do spiritual work and put so 722 00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:04,160 much of their energy out there and people continue to just want 723 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:08,200 to take, take, take, take. It's really goofy to me because 724 00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:13,040 whatever you take, you actually take and put it into your 725 00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:17,080 karmic, like balance, you know? And it's like 10 times what you 726 00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:18,680 took. So if you took one, it's 727 00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:22,280 actually 10 times, or if you put one in, it's 10 times, you know, 728 00:40:22,280 --> 00:40:26,550 so it's like. Learn about your own energy and 729 00:40:26,550 --> 00:40:30,030 your own intentions, and stop worrying about what other people 730 00:40:30,030 --> 00:40:34,190 did to get to level 14. Yeah, that goes into not 731 00:40:34,190 --> 00:40:37,030 comparing your journey to other people's journey and not 732 00:40:37,030 --> 00:40:41,470 comparing the evolution and the use of your gifts to the way 733 00:40:41,470 --> 00:40:45,070 that somebody else's have unfolded and been utilized. 734 00:40:45,930 --> 00:40:50,050 And the crazy thing about that is so many people are needed in 735 00:40:50,050 --> 00:40:52,970 like a spiritual community. Like there's different people 736 00:40:52,970 --> 00:40:56,170 that are like healers or people that do medicine, plant 737 00:40:56,170 --> 00:40:58,250 medicine, things like that. Like there's just so many 738 00:40:58,250 --> 00:41:00,290 different people that do different things. 739 00:41:00,570 --> 00:41:03,610 And if people came together in a more communal style, living and 740 00:41:03,610 --> 00:41:06,650 shared with others instead of thinking, no, these are my 741 00:41:06,650 --> 00:41:09,850 tomato plants, I have 14 tomatoes, I'm going to sit here 742 00:41:09,850 --> 00:41:13,130 and watch seven of them rot because by the time I get to the 743 00:41:13,130 --> 00:41:16,450 8th one, I'm sick of tomatoes and said you could just knock on 744 00:41:16,450 --> 00:41:18,370 your neighbor's door and be like, hey, I got a bunch of 745 00:41:18,370 --> 00:41:21,370 tomatoes, you want a few? And I'm speaking from experience 746 00:41:21,370 --> 00:41:25,570 right now because, like, that's a very, very relevant thing. 747 00:41:25,570 --> 00:41:30,760 And like people don't have any regard for others because 748 00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:34,880 they're neglecting themselves. And that's why I don't take that 749 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:37,560 shit personal. That's why the Four Agreements 750 00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:41,240 is top tier, best book. Because when I stopped taking 751 00:41:41,240 --> 00:41:44,440 things personal and started seeing it as a spiritual lesson 752 00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:48,390 or a spiritual experience, I stopped worrying about what 753 00:41:48,390 --> 00:41:50,390 other people did in the situation. 754 00:41:50,670 --> 00:41:54,390 And I kept myself to a certain standard which has connected me 755 00:41:54,390 --> 00:41:57,190 with people who are at that standard and at that level. 756 00:41:57,470 --> 00:41:59,550 And that's where you make growth. 757 00:41:59,630 --> 00:42:02,190 Like that's where you make headway. 758 00:42:04,710 --> 00:42:07,080 And. An important thing too is that 759 00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:10,880 we're always looking at the person who's on the levels above 760 00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:15,480 where we are and so we're always looking up the ladder instead of 761 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:19,560 looking down the ladder. And I think that when people are 762 00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:24,000 looking down below them to see where other people are on, you 763 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,880 know. Their journey and how far up the 764 00:42:26,880 --> 00:42:30,200 ladder they've come. Then it stops you from 765 00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:33,000 progressing and going any further and then it puts more 766 00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:36,880 distance between you and the people who are higher above than 767 00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:39,280 you are right now. You want to hear something 768 00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:43,320 really interesting. I never look at this my human 769 00:42:43,320 --> 00:42:46,480 design app ever, but you talk about that all the time. 770 00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:50,240 It just gave me a notification and said tip of the day. 771 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:52,720 It never does that. When I click on it, I'm not even 772 00:42:52,720 --> 00:42:56,140 logged in, like my e-mail isn't even there. 773 00:42:56,420 --> 00:42:57,900 It's like I don't even have an account. 774 00:42:58,060 --> 00:43:00,300 When I clicked on the notification it took me to the 775 00:43:00,300 --> 00:43:04,060 login screen, like how random that the my human design would 776 00:43:04,060 --> 00:43:07,580 be like Tip of the day and I literally click on it and it's 777 00:43:07,580 --> 00:43:09,500 logged out. Like, how are you sending me a 778 00:43:09,500 --> 00:43:11,780 notification from an app I haven't used since Alec 779 00:43:11,780 --> 00:43:15,140 Cancelled Premium a year ago? That's really change. 780 00:43:16,140 --> 00:43:19,300 That's your that's your shit. Let me pull you a human design 781 00:43:19,300 --> 00:43:22,260 card. Then let's give you your tip of 782 00:43:22,660 --> 00:43:24,500 the day. Pull one for the peeps. 783 00:43:27,470 --> 00:43:31,110 Alright, so the audience. Let's pull you guys your tip of 784 00:43:31,110 --> 00:43:46,830 the day. We got card 55. 785 00:43:48,110 --> 00:43:51,110 Fives were popping off in tarot class yesterday too. 786 00:43:52,230 --> 00:43:57,040 Card 55 for Living Prayer. And it literally it looks like a 787 00:43:57,040 --> 00:44:00,800 desert with like a Little River off in the distance in the fog. 788 00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:07,560 Pisces card. Pisces so the sign is Pisces. 789 00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:11,320 The gift is radical accountability and the shadow is 790 00:44:11,320 --> 00:44:17,960 victim mind or victim mentality. So the radical accountability. 791 00:44:18,430 --> 00:44:21,710 Beyond the shadow is the illusion of true freedom born of 792 00:44:21,710 --> 00:44:25,350 radical accountability. We realize, know, and believe 793 00:44:25,350 --> 00:44:28,510 that we are active players in every event and circumstance 794 00:44:28,510 --> 00:44:32,070 that unfolds within our lives. We are the orchestrators of our 795 00:44:32,070 --> 00:44:35,910 own personal heaven or hell. It is not what happens, but how 796 00:44:35,910 --> 00:44:40,150 we react and hold our truth. And our response becomes lived 797 00:44:40,150 --> 00:44:42,870 prayer. The gift is woven beautifully 798 00:44:42,870 --> 00:44:44,950 with the. Excuse me? 799 00:44:45,230 --> 00:44:48,310 The gift is woven beautifully with the profound richness of 800 00:44:48,310 --> 00:44:51,990 emotion which reveals the great depth and spectrum of the human 801 00:44:51,990 --> 00:44:55,070 experience. We behold the Pearl or remain 802 00:44:55,070 --> 00:44:58,150 consumed by flames. The choice remains ours, and 803 00:44:58,550 --> 00:45:00,750 then the shadow is the victim mentality. 804 00:45:01,270 --> 00:45:04,950 Theme 55 reveals one of the most significant pieces of our 805 00:45:04,950 --> 00:45:08,430 collective spiritual evolution and the journey to freedom. 806 00:45:09,030 --> 00:45:12,270 As we traverse the physical plan and employ our minds for the 807 00:45:12,270 --> 00:45:15,350 purpose of categorizing and labeling elements of our 808 00:45:15,350 --> 00:45:19,990 reality, we fall into the trap of separation, the distorted 809 00:45:19,990 --> 00:45:23,550 view that we are separate and distinct bodies merely occupying 810 00:45:23,550 --> 00:45:26,590 the same space. We forget that through the 811 00:45:26,590 --> 00:45:30,310 process of conditioning that we are the creators of our inner 812 00:45:30,310 --> 00:45:34,390 experience, we blame our suffering on external actors and 813 00:45:34,390 --> 00:45:37,230 praise outside sources for the cause of our pleasure. 814 00:45:37,740 --> 00:45:39,620 Are requiring for personal power. 815 00:45:40,100 --> 00:45:44,060 At lower frequencies, we are the victim or the bystander at the 816 00:45:44,060 --> 00:45:46,820 mercy of whatever life appears to throw at us. 817 00:45:47,180 --> 00:45:51,660 Your themes are ownership, emotion, choice and freedom that 818 00:45:51,740 --> 00:45:55,540 doesn't sync exactly with everything. 819 00:45:56,660 --> 00:45:59,180 The perfect place to pop off this episode because that was 820 00:45:59,180 --> 00:46:03,620 everything. We are so grateful to share this 821 00:46:03,620 --> 00:46:06,180 space with you all. We are just so grateful to share 822 00:46:06,180 --> 00:46:09,660 our gifts, our opinions. Thank you for taking everything 823 00:46:09,660 --> 00:46:13,220 we say with a grain of salt, because if you don't agree, 824 00:46:13,540 --> 00:46:15,740 that's cool. Like, we can still be cool if we 825 00:46:15,740 --> 00:46:18,940 don't expect people to agree with every little thing that we 826 00:46:18,940 --> 00:46:22,030 say. And honestly, I'm excited to 827 00:46:22,030 --> 00:46:25,310 hear other people's perceptions. So with that, go to 828 00:46:25,310 --> 00:46:30,750 lollipoppodcast.com and get in touch with us about what you 829 00:46:30,750 --> 00:46:36,490 want to hear about what energy, topics that you have questions. 830 00:46:36,730 --> 00:46:41,410 This would be a great place to ask questions like you do in our 831 00:46:41,410 --> 00:46:47,410 messages or on other platforms. Go to lollipoppodcast.com and 832 00:46:47,410 --> 00:46:51,410 send us questions on there where we will greatly appreciate them 833 00:46:51,410 --> 00:46:53,930 and address them on our next episodes. 834 00:46:55,930 --> 00:46:58,050 See you guys next time. Bye. 835 00:46:58,730 --> 00:46:59,090 Bye.