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Welcome back to Candyland. Hi, Paige.
We have recorded two times in one week this week.
You also. The momentum is poppin.
I think really our technical difficulties and delays is
Mercury retrograde giving them vibes.
So Mercury retrograde is going to fully end on April 24th, but
we have a two week shadow period which takes us out to like May
11th, May 10th, something like that.
But in other news, it is going to be the two year birthday of
the podcast. It is going to be the two year
birthday of the podcast. We're also going to be doing the
full moon circle on the 23rd of this month, so that'll still be
going during retrograde 2. Yeah, retrograde is about 3
weeks long, but if you account for the two week shadow prior to
its starting and the two week shadow once it goes and is over,
it's definitely like a total of 6 weeks ish, maybe a little
longer, but we have three of them this year.
Three, I mean we have three every year, but there's three
this year. There's another one in August.
Every time that we have a retrograde or something where
like people are over here speaking so much negative and
about things and like using it as a reason for things to be
going chaotic and for things to be going wrong.
I feel like we end up getting the most energetic burst to like
get dive deeper into our projects or switch things around
or whatever. And I didn't even realize like
my new website had dropped during Mercury retrograde.
There's so much like positive change and stuff that's going on
inside of life with the Mercury retrograde.
And there are people who like they straight won't plan things,
won't go to events, they won't go to ceremonies if there is a
retrograde. And I just feel like energy is
energy and it can work negatively if that's all that
you're focusing on. Or you can harness it in so many
ways. You can make retrograde waters.
You could do all types of different things.
Oils. I think retrograde is a good
time for like self reflection, whether you're going to just
reflect on, you know, the last couple months or your life as a
whole. I think retrograde, the reason
people have so many issues is because sometimes what's being
called for you is to address what's right in front of you or
address what actually is important at a core level rather
than complaining about it or perpetuating that cycle or
trying to push forward in a cycle that is challenging you.
I know you were having a lot of issues with your website
previously, so obviously, you know, retrograde doesn't have to
be associated with negativity. But I do think during retrograde
that people's shadows kind of come forward and they start to
act out of character or their true colors actually, you know,
begin to show. So many people have limiting
beliefs about themselves, and I think retrogrades trigger that.
You know what though, some people have limiting beliefs
about themselves, but some people also think so fucking
highly of themselves. And when you're talking about
like self reflection and whatever it's, it's always mind
boggling to me that there are people who truly believe that
they're so understanding and aware of their actions, how they
affect other people, how they come across other people.
And no matter how many times you put a mirror in somebody's face
and you have like, this is the way that you're showing up to
other people. This is the way that you're
affecting others or whatever. People can also choose to take a
blind eye and have absolutely 0 self reflection, regardless of
the fact that the entire world is saying something.
And I'm always like, is that like a really good defense
mechanism that you have is like you'll never let anybody else
know that you like have a flaw in any way.
So then you'll never work on it. Or is it truly that you're?
I feel like that's where people, and I think we may have even
talked about this before, but like that's where people throw
the word narcissist around all the time.
And I think it's literally just some people unable to absorb in
people's feedback of this is the way that you appear with your
actions and your words and your energy to the outside world.
Yeah, that narcissist word really did get popular.
Like it just blew up. I don't know if it's like the
TikTok psychologist or just the new wave of like mental health
awareness, but just because someone is telling you something
that you don't want to hear or that you don't like to hear
doesn't mean they're being narcissistic, doesn't mean
they're projecting. Yes, there is a difference,
which is why you're always encouraged to use discernment
and use your intuition and you know, to be sober in your
thinking. A lot of people will be under
the influence and say whatever they wanna say.
And then when they're sober, they won't say those same
things. So, you know, you just have to
be really mindful of like, who is relaying the information to
you? What type of energy are they
presenting in their own world? Because I promise you, the last
thing I'm gonna do is take to heart what someone else is
saying if I don't respect that person or we have issues.
You know, people like to stir drama.
And I don't know what it is about the Internet or people
thinking they can just say whatever they want to say on the
Internet and there's like, no consequences.
But that could be really triggering for people who are
trying to take accountability when you're weighing in all
these outside opinions. You know, sometimes like people
project onto you because they want to limit you, limit you in
some way. I agree with that, but I also
think that sometimes people aren't trying to project on you.
Sometimes people are literally like, hey, this is the way that
you're showing up or you're, you know, all of these things keep
happening because you're not able to truly look at yourself
and make any changes. You're you're only seeing things
from your one perspective and you're not seeing things from
another perspective. And I think that a part of that,
like figuring out who do you listen to, is, yeah, you don't
listen to a random stranger on the Internet being like, hey,
you seem like you're a bitch. But if you have people that have
known you for a long period of time, whether they're your
friends or they're just inside of your world, being like, hey,
this is a consistent pattern. You see the cause and the
effect. This is why this keeps
happening, because this is your behavior pattern.
There are people who literally cannot absorb that type of
information and so then they deem everybody else being like a
narcissist. And I I've encountered only like
a hand like selection of those people.
But inside of my own personal growing journey, I've had to
really learn that I don't have to have any type of emotion or
hold any fucking feeling for the fact that somebody else isn't
taking accountability for the way that their actions are
making myself or other people feel.
And that's such a difficult thing to come to terms with
because we want to be like, well, no, If they just, if they
could just hear it and they could just understand why what
they're doing is wrong and how they're affecting other people,
I know that they could be a good person.
People do that inside of relationships.
They do that at work. They do that in all fucking
areas. And, you know, honestly, a lot
of people have the the limiting beliefs that they've inherited,
you know, from their parents and their communication styles and
they're expressing expression in their childhood.
And that's the type of communication that they're
showing up with normally. Like so many people don't know
how to get outside of that box that they have been put in.
So if your parents were passive progressive or, you know, had
some type of hindering hindrance in their communication, you're
going to have that unless you take the time to understand
yourself and understand communication styles.
You know, I've seen that a lot on the Internet.
It's like a lot of people are just listening to like respond
and not to actually comprehend. And so you know, trying to
express yourself when there's no comprehension can be frustrating
for sure. See, and to go back on what you
were saying about some people are like raised that way or what
not. I, I've known people who they
know how they were raised. They know the different
characteristic traits and they outwardly have been like, oh,
I'll never be that way. I'll never do that pattern.
I'll never do that. But then in their day-to-day
life, everything that they do is like mimicking and reflecting
that. And I, as I like, psychoanalyze
it. I'm like, is that because, like,
are they repeating that because they're so hyper focused on not
doing it that then they do it because it's all that they think
about? Or again, are those people who
can't self reflect and are like, I would never want to do that
but I refuse to believe that that's how I'm showing up.
I think right now there are a lot of people who are afraid to
sit with themselves, which is why there's so much like drugs
and alcohol, just like promoted at everything.
Whether it's a school event for your child, playing sports or
something, there's alcohol there or you know, like people that
have developed addictions to video games or porn or anything.
It's just like there's so much numbing that a lot of people
don't address these issues are concepts.
They just push people away or shut down in some way and like
self medicate. And I think that is where our
society has gotten so lost when it comes to what's truly
important and what truly holds value and taking care of your
neighbor or, you know, knowing your politicians, like we've
talked about before, you know, so much of this is a product of
people being numb to life, numb to their circumstances, rather
than facing these obstacles or challenges head on.
It's like, no, I'm a victim. No, like I'm a victim.
And I, I just, I don't want to change or you know what I mean?
Like I'm stuck in this. Also too, I find that people use
the like, while I was under the influence of ABC or D alcohol,
whatever, as an excuse for the actions that they had.
Like, yeah, that was bad. Yeah, I said those things or I
did those things, but I was drinking.
It's not that big of a deal. When I'm sober, things are great
and it's like, no, but you still have those actions.
You still did those things. Your words or your whatever
still have an effect. If you're not able to hold
responsibility for the way that you behave when you're doing
something, you shouldn't be doing that.
Yeah, I don't know what people like when they're saying certain
things. I don't know what's going
through their mind. It's like, are they truly able
to sleep with their actions? You know, like people that say
like, I couldn't sleep at night, like that expression.
I do wonder how some people sleep at night thinking like,
oh, I'm doing my best, this is my best.
And it's not. It's like there's just no way
that all the the screws are tight and in place, you know,
like some screws are loose in there and you're projecting or
you are absorbing or you are numbing or you are just
completely aloof to that. Like you're just aloof to the
solutions. And honestly, with the Internet,
there's so much opinion. Like it's not fact you're you're
self diagnosing yourself or you're telling yourself this is
what the solution is. But that's just someone's
opinion usually, you know, like right now, the podcast, this is
our opinion. People can take that and run
with it or use it or hate it or love it or whatever it is.
Like, you know, that's the thing with this day and age of
communication, so many people are talking and you can choose
what to absorb and what to listen to.
I wonder so like people who go to counseling, right, like
you're really creating somebody to listen to whatever your
version of reality is and then give you advice based off of
that reality. So like, not that I'm saying
counseling's not great, but they're also like people who go
through life just being like mass energetic manipulators
about things. Or if they're those people who
can't have the self reflection or whatever, If those people go
into a counseling thing and they're like, Oh my gosh, and
this is what I did. And this is like the awful way
that they're responding or whatever.
I wonder if that is also like curating this false reality
around where then there's this like backing up and endorsing
certain behaviors or whatever so then people don't need to do
that self reflection because they've gotten the OK from
somebody that's like a professional or whatnot.
Does that make sense? Kind of.
I mean like I get like. If somebody has a.
You're getting someone your version of the story, and then
they're giving you advice on your version, your perception,
your understanding of that. But that could be right to the
truth. Is that what you're saying?
Yeah, like, if if I go and I'm like, I randomly walk up to
somebody and I punch somebody in the face and everybody else is
like, wow, she just walked up and punched somebody in the
face. And I'm like going to
counseling. And I'm like, this man was
looking at me so weird across the Parkway.
And, you know, like, and I make like some fucking skewed version
that's in my mind about why it happened.
Then my counselor's gonna be like, OK, well, we need to go
through your traumas about like why this is affecting you and
people being so mean. And meanwhile, I'm the whole
fucking problem and I'm just walking around punching people.
But now my counselor's told me that it's OK.
So here I fucking go. Yeah, I mean, that person could
have some type of paranoia or have something like maybe they
did feel like that person was looking at them, but were their
actions actually justifiable to the root issue?
Yes. I mean, just like people like
might go to counseling and be like my child's mother is
terrible and whatever, but the whole time like it's them or.
Not you nailing, Not you nailing.
What I'm talking about on the fucking head is the example
psychic page. You know, like you have
perceptions, they have perceptions.
There's going to be a clash in understanding.
It's not all gonna be true. It's not based on fact.
It's based on your perception. Kind of like that saying that
that says like every person who sees you is perceiving you
differently then you are actually perceiving yourself.
Like you look different to every person you meet than how you
look to yourself. And like, sometimes when I'm
talking, I can see like my facial structure, you know, like
around my eyes. And I'm like, this is what I
look like kind of thing. But like, without mirrors or
cameras, we wouldn't really know what we look like.
What do you think about how like ancient cultures thought that
taking photographs took a piece of your soul?
Oh, that's a good question. I don't feel like I feel like
you seeing pictures of yourself takes a piece of your inner
piece because you're dissecting it and judging yourself in a way
that you never would if you hadn't seen something reflected
of you. But I don't feel like you
actually having an image taken of you takes a piece of your
soul. Yeah, I mean, I do think like,
you know, those old photographs that people thrift and then they
hang them on their walls of like people from the 1800s and
things. I mean, when you look at those
pictures, it's like they're looking at I'm looking at their
souls. So I do think that there is some
type of imprint. I don't know if it's like
capturing a piece, but I do think it's putting a piece of
your soul into a time frame. Like, you know, you take a
picture when you're 10 and then you take a picture when you're
30 and you're two different people, right?
Like the 10 year old no longer exists, but the 30 year old
does. It doesn't make the 10 year old
any less real. So it has to have some soul
imprint, right? It has to have some kind of like
connection to your soul Because why do people feel so creeped
out when people thrift pictures and hang them on their wall?
I could never do that. I'll take a mirror hanging up.
Cool thrift that, don't care. But like a picture of like, you
know those 1800 pictures, the family pictures where the woman
sitting down hands flat, the man's beside her like arm on the
shoulder? They're creepy as fuck.
Do you want one in your house? No, but I wouldn't say that I
feel like it's a piece of their soul as much as so a lot of
people aren't affected by pictures, though.
We happen to be sensitive to energy and be able to sense
energy and be able to pick up on different things.
So I can totally see like somebody's energy, you being
able to see somebody's energy in their their face or whatever, or
pictures being able to capture somebody's aura and being able
to connect with that. But I don't know if I
necessarily feel like it's a piece of their soul.
As much as we can read energy even through photographs, which
is why there's one of the exercises that we did inside of
mediumship class was to be able to have a picture or an object
from somebody and be able to pull energy off of that to do a
reading. Because things that are
connected to people have their energy on it, even if it's not
like a piece of their soul. The same way that you can have
like a piece of jewelry from somebody or whatever and be able
to like pick up on an energetic vibration from them.
I do think that there is like, I would call it almost like like a
thumbprint, like every picture you take is like a thumbprint,
you know, like you are imprinting on something like,
and it is your energy kind of like, you know, I've seen
pictures of people and I'm like that person's not, I don't like
that person, you know, like, I don't like that person or kind
of like children how they can like see through the veil very
rapidly and like quickly and like may stare at you when
you're spiritually open and aware.
Like children are very connected to that energy.
I think pictures have like that same, like pictures worth 1000
words. I, I believe that.
I do believe that. I do think I'm not superstitious
about it. I love taking pictures clearly,
but there's definitely some type of energetic thing because when
I look back at photos when I wasn't happy and I post those to
like my story or something, people will be like, you can
tell that you've you've worked on yourself or you can tell in
your energy you are a different person or that doesn't even look
like you. I've had people say like, that
doesn't even look like who you are or you know, like this
energy feels weird or whatever. And like anytime I post those
pictures, like people be like, damn, is that you?
Or you know, like, I don't know. It's just funny because you
personally can really see your own evolution through pictures.
Like, oh, I look older, Oh, I look whatever.
But other people, strangers, friends, acquaintances, like
they're picking up on some type of energy as well.
And I've been told that, like, my online persona is very
intimidating. Like we've talked about this,
but other people have told me this as well, that like, I give
off this very like, unattainable, unapproachable
energy. But then you meet me in person
and I'm like, really like really nice.
Way different than what people perceive me to be.
And, you know, I think that's really interesting.
It really is 'cause like, I'm giving, I'm serving up looks.
It's giving looks. And then you meet me in person,
you're like, wow, Paige is so nice.
And like, she's actually giving and kind and caring.
And I think a lot of my clients see that version of me because,
you know, they get to know me in a different way.
But just strangers on the Internet, how they're perceiving
me as like, unattainable and unapproachable.
But yet I've got guys in my DMS that say the dumbest shit, like,
I like your face. That was a new one.
I got like yesterday. I was like thanks.
You like fucking morphed at myself.
Thanks so much. Speaking of like seeing things.
OK, so have you ever seen a blind person that's with an ugly
partner? Because I haven't blind people
be having the hottest fucking people by their side and I'm
like, they can't see them. So they're not going off of
their physical appearance yet the physical appearance be
fucking smoking. And I'm just like, do they are
they like, Hey, can I touch your face real quick?
And they're just seeing like if it's symmetrical, are they like
I, I don't know what, how do they how are they doing that?
How do you just how do you just pick them?
Are you asking your friends like, hey, on a scale of one to
10, Oh, she's a sixth got to go. And then like going back in the
pool and like picking somebody else out.
How are they always so attractive?
Do they have blind people like dating things where they're like
this person's rated A10? Do you like their personality?
You know, I do think blind people touch people's faces.
I don't know how that goes in the beginning, but I do think
that I've seen that in real life.
And because I took sign language in college, I guess that's not
blind people. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I. Didn't even blink.
I was like oh she speaks sign language for blind people.
Cool. Yeah.
And you're like, Oh yeah, I think that they definitely can
sense energy. I think what I learned when I
took American Sign Language was that like if you don't have one
of your natural senses, then another one is amplified.
So like a lot of the deaf people have like an elevated sense of
sight or an elevated sense of smell or an elevated sense of
intuition or whatever it is. Like that's what we were taught,
is that when one natural sense is reduced or non existent that
other ones elevate. So maybe like their intuition's
just on point. Like, like, I know this
motherfucker's hot because their energy is on fire.
They're like, listen, your personality is great, but I have
a heightened sense of smell, so you need to douche more often.
I can't see what's going on down here, but I can sense it with my
intuition and my sense. You know what this reminds me of
when you listen to the Dumb Blonde podcast and she's like
Lumi deodorant is the best and she's like, I had hot puss.
I don't know what she says and it's like she's like, I had
steak coochie and I used it's like, I don't know how she says
it, but every time I think of someone smelling or stinking, I
think about her like saying these crazy things about
herself, 'cause like we all see Bunny girl you, there's no way
you're stinking. Like even if you were, people
are like, I love your stench. I love the way you smell.
You know, like when? She tells people to smell her
left armpit and everybody's like, you smell good and she's
like, it's rain. Yeah, that's so funny to me
because, you know, I do think that a lot of people have a
heightened sense. But once again, humans are hard
on themselves. You know, like this deaf person
or blind person could be the literal most attractive person,
but because of the perception of being without or less than or
limited or put into a different category limits people's
confidence. But when I took American Sign
Language in college, we had to, like, go out into the, like,
real world deaf community, not just students, but like, real
community. And they did like Tuesday night
volleyball and Monday Night Football and all of these
different little things. And at the time, it was really
inconveniencing because I was literally going to school full
time, had two jobs, like, and now you want me to go set and
watch Monday Night Football for three hours to get these
community hours. And if you don't get these
community hours, it's like 80 or more.
It says like too much. It was a lot like what's 80
hours when I have homework, a job, a literal life and
everything in between. But we would go out and interact
with people in the deaf community and there were so many
people that you could tell were just straight like players.
Like they were straight pimping, like popcorn player and like
attractive too, like but just popping their shit, like just
bouncing around. And I noticed that they all
express themselves in different ways, whether it was like
they're like really kind of loud wardrobe or like body piercing,
not like body modification piercing, but just like jewelry
and you know, cartilages and nose rings and just different
things, you know, and I think every community has its own, but
it really taught me a lot about how close knit these people are.
Like they, they kind of stick together because like they are
limited and who they can communicate with.
And they literally loved like the students, 'cause we all like
had to go to these. I mean, like we, there was no
option. But the thing that was so crazy
about them is if you went to them, you were not allowed to
talk, no talking at all. And in school, you got into like
your first day of class and the teacher is deaf and the only way
you can communicate with the teacher is to write things down.
There's no talking. It was.
I've actually heard that it's super that it's super rude for
you to be around somebody who is non hearing and for you to be
having conversations. They feel super out of it.
And I mean, it would be the same thing if everybody in the room
was signing and you didn't know what the fuck was going on.
And, you know, you'd be like, I feel completely lost here.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
So if you're inside of somebody's safe space where
that's the way that they communicate or whatever, you're
going to figure out how the fuck to make it happen.
Literally facts. I think so many people don't
realize that that's not accepted, that it's very fucking
rude to the point where like in school, if you were caught
talking more than twice, like, and you got onto your third
time, they would just flunk you for this semester.
Like you're done, you're not coming back.
And it was a lot, like, it was a lot.
I thought, you know, learning it would be really cool because my
cousin ended up actually having a deaf baby.
So it was cool at the time to know it and be able to like, you
know, but he actually goes to a full school for the deaf.
Like he's gone like Monday through Friday and comes home on
the weekend. Like he's at a school for the
deaf 'cause they have to teach them how to integrate into
society. And it's not easy to like, you
know, for one, there's that language barrier, but for two,
there's just like a level of acceptance that like wasn't
normalized when our grandparents were growing up, you know, like
it was very much like, these are these people and we're over
here, you know what I mean? Like it wasn't normalized.
So I think that understanding how other communities operate is
super important if you want to be courteous and kind of
well-rounded. Kind of like how everyone has
evolved in like their music forms and different like
evolution in like the music industry where instead of it's
just like, OK, well, this type of person makes this type of
music or this is what's accepted over here and not over here.
And people are starting to just say, fuck that.
Like I'm gonna do whatever I want.
I don't care if you're accepting it or not.
And I feel like, you know, so many people are starting to wake
up that we create our own reality.
And whatever you're allowing and consenting to and agreeing to is
what you're bringing in. So if you're, you know, not
understanding other people and their beliefs and communities or
at least respecting them, then you're going to get that
reflected back to you where people are not understanding you
and not not respecting you. And I think it's just like, it's
a full wheel of Fortune circle, you know, like we have to learn
these things if we want to come together.
There's too much separation. Something that you said just
made me think of a post that Peach made today.
And she was like, thank God that I didn't listen to you guys when
you told me that I needed to have a niche and that I had to
only be able to do one thing. Because it's so wonderful to be
able to be versatile and to go into any room of people in any
event, and not have to say like, oh, all that I'm able to do is
rap and that I'm able to take these different opportunities
for different things. And I think that, you know,
putting yourself in situations, learning ASL, learning how to
communicate, you know, in all of these different ways.
You have your, I know that you have your degree in
communication. And so that's something that
obviously is important to you is being able to communicate with
people and put yourself into different rooms and be able to
adapt to what other people's, you know, communication style is
or whatever. And be able to being able to
share your message and stay yourself while also being able
to formulate and conduct yourself around the needs of
other people is something that is very special and takes a lot
of energy and and work to be able to do.
Thank you. I think communication is the
most important thing. Like in the world,
miscommunication is the cause of war and famine and bullshit like
miscommunication. It's people saying they're going
to do something and not fucking following through on it.
It's people acting like one way and then behind your back going
the other way. You know, there's so many levels
to it, but I truly believe that as we elevate and as we grow and
as we continuously strive to be better individuals just for
ourselves, that the world and its whole fullest capacity
elevates. And everybody elevates and
benefits from people being able to communicate, to express
themselves effectively and openly and to really just say
what the fuck you mean. You know, the people online that
got the Twitter fingers and they say shit that they wouldn't say
in in real life. That's what's wrong with this
whole thing. You know, we talked about this
before how like children used to be able to go home and turn off
the bullshit, but now they're so glued to it.
It's like their life. And I remember how I felt when
the Internet came out, like putting on an away message, like
in the shower, BRB. Like no one cares.
No one cared, no one fucking cared.
You know, like, I don't know, the Internet is a funny place.
Think it really in its fullest capacity has the has the most
beautiful, what I want to say developments that we've ever
seen in the existence of humans, like having the Internet and
having access. But I'm still team.
The Internet should be free for everyone.
The Internet should be fucking free.
We should not be paying for the Internet.
It should be free. I agree with that statement.
I also like just going on the, you know, kids and and phones
and whatnot. I think that it's important too
for people to be like, hey, the dramas following my kid home.
They're obviously like on their phone upset or whatever and take
their fucking phone. And that's like the whole, you
know, being a friend before being a parent mentality.
Well, I don't want to upset them by taking their phone or make
them feel limited or, you know, make them feel without or
whatever. I feel like I never want my kid
to be attacked in their own room or in their own home.
So if there's something that's happening on the phone or
whatever that is going to make them feel unsettled and like
they can't have peace and recharge inside of their room or
inside of their home, that's a problem.
And it's my responsibility as a parent to step in and be like,
don't really care how it makes you feel in the moment.
You need to have this time. There was nothing worse than
being in like middle school or high school and having fucking
issues at school and knowing that you had to like go back and
face those things. Like your stomach hurts.
You don't want to go and you don't want to handle it.
You're nauseous. But you would go home, you'd
have interactions with your family, You'd go out and fucking
ride your bike, rollerblade, whatever.
You'd go and do something and distract yourself before you had
to go back into that. I think that a big part of there
being such a rise in like child suicides and self harm and
things like that is hugely due to electronics being able to
have so much access to things, things following you home and
never actually getting to have it turned off.
If you always have somebody negative saying something to you
or telling you, you know, that you're not good enough or that
you're ugly or you're, you know, whatever about your body or
whatever it may be, that's something like one or two people
saying something consistently can make you feel like it's the
entire world. And when you're in school, it's
everybody's saying this. No, it's fucking Katie and her
little Kunti friend. We need to get beat up after
school. Everybody's not saying shit.
Yeah, I do think that that is what's wrong with children is
like we are allowing them to grow up quicker and quicker and
quicker. And I will just say I do not
know what the fuck these kids are wearing.
What are they wearing? Because I'm just gonna say I was
not allowed to wear this crazy shit.
But my mom would also lie and give us a 40.
OK, so I I'm just not understanding where let's let
our kids wear nothing and post it on the Internet.
You know, like these 12 year olds going on these little trips
and posting all these bathing suit pictures like what the fuck
is going on? And then I drove past the high
school the other day and there were, like, yoga pants and crop
tops and booty shorts and sweatpants and pajama pants.
And like, we at least used to have guidelines.
Like, you can wear jeans, they can't have holes.
You can wear shorts. They've got to be right above
the knee. You can't wear pajama pants.
You can't wear athletic wear or, you know, whatever.
But now they're just like, please come to school so we can
get our government funding. Thank you.
No, you know what it is? I'll tell you what it is.
It's the fact that there's been such an uproar about the fact
that, oh, well, girls are being told that they have to have, you
know, longer skirts, that they can't have torso showing or
whatever because it's a distraction to boys.
And so people are uprising about, Oh, well, that means that
you're sexualizing children or you're doing ABC and D No,
actually it should be protecting children that they shouldn't be
out here half dressed in public anyways.
Like if you want to walk around home and you want to, I tell my
daughter all the time, you want to walk around home in your
sports bra and your pajama bottoms, fucking go for it.
I don't care. You're inside of your home.
But when you go outside, you're going to need to put a shirt on
and clothes to be out in the public.
People, we do sexualize children all the fucking time.
And other people doing that doesn't mean that we shouldn't
still be putting things in place to protect children and be able
to make sure that they're OK. It's the same thing to me as
saying, oh, well, I'm not going to watch them or whatever
because it's just so silly to assume that, you know, an adult
would sexualize them and kidnap them that you're just feeding
into, you know, sexualizing children.
No, it's like a realistic thing that happens and it's the
responsibility. Of adults to help guide them to
not do that. When you're 18 and you want to
fucking do whatever you want to, go do whatever you want to.
But right now, there's not a reason that your underage body
needs to be on display for anybody, regardless of how much
self-control people should have. And the thing about that is
like, when has expectations of what should be happening ever
actually fucking happened? And I watched a video the other
day where there was like a 17 year old walking home from
school and this guy pulls up and he's like, hey, do you want to
go with me? And she's like, no, you're
weird. She was like, that's literally
what her she started recording it, but she was like, no, you're
weird. And he was like, oh come on
baby, I know you want to see or something.
And she was like, I'm 17. And he was like, have you ever
been with a real man? What the fuck?
And I think the guy ended up getting arrested because she had
him on camera and he was identified.
But you can literally go to the sex offender map and you're like
life. And if you want to prevent this,
live by a school. Live in a school zone and there
won't be any around. But other than that, baby, you
are fair fucking game. And if you're not near a school
zone, wrap it in because they're going to be everywhere.
And you know, honestly, I try not to live in fear.
So I don't look at it for like around my house, 'cause I will
shoot you. I do not care.
Like, we'll talk about it at court if you're.
There, I don't know where it is, it's either in the Midwest or
the East Coast, but there's my husband was just watching.
I want to say it was like a news report or something, but there
is a literal pedophile park right near a school.
It's inside of the school zone. It is these tiny home community
that was created for pedophiles who get out of prison to go and
live together and have like support or whatever inside of
like their community space. They are near a school zone and
there are members of the community who go by this school
zone with firearms because they do not trust these people being
here. There's, there's been complaints
to the city. There's all types of different
stuff that's in play. There's news reports about it.
They have all types of programs and stuff, you know, asking them
to come in and, and whatever. And they do not send these
people somewhere else. They do not get them out of the
school zone. Nothing.
They're literally with seeing kids walking home every day
right by this place or whatever. And the people inside of the
park are like, well, we can be rehabilitated and you know,
whatever. I believe in rehabilitation for
so many fucking things. If you're a pedophile, you're a
fucking pedophile. There is not rehabilitation for
you. Yeah, I honestly am like a big
fan of like if you rape a child, you should get the electric
chair. That's all I can say for it.
Like I don't I don't support it. I don't support integration or
rehabilitation. Like I do think that our justice
system does a really good job of prosecuting and punishing people
that have tax evasions and drug things if it involves money, not
even drug users, they let them back out or drug dealers, they
let them back out. But like major distribution of
the drugs, like the the drug Lords and the people, people
that actually make the money, those people get punished, but
everyone else can just let go everyone else.
Like we're going to put you on parole, We're going to let you
go back out. We're going to take your fees
every month. We're going to, you know, limit
you from jobs and housing and voting and owning a gun and
you'll be back in here in two years.
Like that's what they want. There is no real rehabilitation
for long term offenders, no matter what it is 'cause their
end goal is to keep you in prison or back in jail or in
court. I mean, and that goes into the
whole thing about the justice system is like, why is it that
people who have, you know, cannabis offences are in jail,
prison longer than people who are out here terrorizing
children? Like how what is the scale here?
And why is it always, you know, it has to be this set amount of
things? It's just like super fucking
weird. Yeah, our justice system is very
picky, choosy, very choosy and very like doesn't make fucking
sense. The moment that they legalize
weed recreationally in different areas, everyone in those jails
in those areas should be let out.
It involved that, you know, I understand that they're saying,
well, it's not legal on a federal level, but the federal
government is letting you operate as long as you give them
money. Make it make sense.
There's so many things I could say, but I think you should pull
a card. It doesn't make sense.
And instead of spending time reforming the justice system and
doing all of this, we're more worried about what's happening
everywhere else and discussing everybody else's problems and
jumping into wars, other places and whatever.
Instead of putting our time and energy towards strengthening our
own communities in our own spaces and fighting for, you
know, justices and things that need to be done in our own
country. Because it's so much easier to
jump in on somebody else's business and somebody else's
problems. That's my rant on that.
OK, We got card 56 for Moonrise. Our sign is Cancer and Leo,
which I love because the reading that I did right before this was
all about fire and water energy. So us having Cancer and Leo is
amazing. The gift is enrichment and the
shadow is distraction. Reaping the rewards of the gift
is not about abstaining from life and its wealth of
offerings. It's not about denying your
senses or aspects of your world. When you're completely in tune
with who you are and what you cherish, you no longer require
the outside world to be the source of your joy, forever
fleeting. Instead, joy follows you.
It lives within you. The air of desperation that you
once held in the shadow state melts into a gentle ease and
you're able to engage in your experience with a jovial, full
hearted essence. The moon rises with a softness
that you feel in the core of your being.
Buried within the shadow is an addiction to stimulation,
especially with regard to sight. That's hilarious.
Much of our current social world thrives on entertainment and
distraction. As such, our attention span has
shortened substantially and despite the onslaught of images,
sounds, videos and media, we still find ourselves wanting
more. There is never enough and there
never will be. The Shadow urges you to keep
seeking for more elusive cures in the outside world of fantasy
and Facade, while the real remedy can only be found within
you or alongside the stars. Your themes are attention,
fulfillment, essence, and stillness.
That's so on brand. That's so on.
I know, I know. Look, you all, we support
whatever decision you make, but try to be the best person that
you can just try. Watch your life change by being
the best version of you and everything else will reflect
that back to you. So we love you all and we will
see you next time in Candy Land. Bye.