1 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:16,400 Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:27,240 --> 00:00:30,000 We are so excited that you're listening to us. 3 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,720 If you want to elevate the experience and see these 4 00:00:33,720 --> 00:00:38,360 interviews on video, you can join either one of our Patreons. 5 00:00:38,360 --> 00:00:40,840 They are LinkedIn, the description wherever you're 6 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:42,760 listening to this podcast episode. 7 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:47,000 In addition to getting to watch the full length video 8 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:52,200 interviews, we also both have tons of additional content and 9 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:54,080 support for the spiritual community. 10 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:57,200 So go ahead and check those out. And then if you're ever 11 00:00:57,200 --> 00:01:01,360 interested in readings with us or personally connecting with 12 00:01:01,360 --> 00:01:05,600 us, we also have our websites and social medias LinkedIn the 13 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:09,160 description as well. Feel free to share this episode 14 00:01:09,160 --> 00:01:13,360 with everybody that, you know, get the look it like a lollipop 15 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:16,960 name spread around. And we hope you love this 16 00:01:16,960 --> 00:01:22,760 episode. What's up, everybody? 17 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:27,040 Welcome back to Candyland. Hi, Paige. 18 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:31,400 We have recorded two times in one week this week. 19 00:01:31,400 --> 00:01:34,240 You also. The momentum is poppin. 20 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:38,920 I think really our technical difficulties and delays is 21 00:01:38,920 --> 00:01:42,400 Mercury retrograde giving them vibes. 22 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:48,000 So Mercury retrograde is going to fully end on April 24th, but 23 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:51,880 we have a two week shadow period which takes us out to like May 24 00:01:51,880 --> 00:01:55,120 11th, May 10th, something like that. 25 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:59,960 But in other news, it is going to be the two year birthday of 26 00:01:59,960 --> 00:02:04,240 the podcast. It is going to be the two year 27 00:02:04,520 --> 00:02:06,800 birthday of the podcast. We're also going to be doing the 28 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:12,960 full moon circle on the 23rd of this month, so that'll still be 29 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:18,240 going during retrograde 2. Yeah, retrograde is about 3 30 00:02:18,240 --> 00:02:22,440 weeks long, but if you account for the two week shadow prior to 31 00:02:22,480 --> 00:02:27,000 its starting and the two week shadow once it goes and is over, 32 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:32,480 it's definitely like a total of 6 weeks ish, maybe a little 33 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:36,360 longer, but we have three of them this year. 34 00:02:36,800 --> 00:02:39,120 Three, I mean we have three every year, but there's three 35 00:02:39,120 --> 00:02:41,840 this year. There's another one in August. 36 00:02:44,320 --> 00:02:48,920 Every time that we have a retrograde or something where 37 00:02:48,920 --> 00:02:52,160 like people are over here speaking so much negative and 38 00:02:52,160 --> 00:02:55,920 about things and like using it as a reason for things to be 39 00:02:55,920 --> 00:02:58,560 going chaotic and for things to be going wrong. 40 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:03,280 I feel like we end up getting the most energetic burst to like 41 00:03:03,280 --> 00:03:06,880 get dive deeper into our projects or switch things around 42 00:03:06,880 --> 00:03:09,480 or whatever. And I didn't even realize like 43 00:03:09,480 --> 00:03:13,800 my new website had dropped during Mercury retrograde. 44 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:17,240 There's so much like positive change and stuff that's going on 45 00:03:17,240 --> 00:03:20,960 inside of life with the Mercury retrograde. 46 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:24,640 And there are people who like they straight won't plan things, 47 00:03:24,640 --> 00:03:28,600 won't go to events, they won't go to ceremonies if there is a 48 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:32,520 retrograde. And I just feel like energy is 49 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:36,160 energy and it can work negatively if that's all that 50 00:03:36,160 --> 00:03:38,560 you're focusing on. Or you can harness it in so many 51 00:03:38,560 --> 00:03:40,760 ways. You can make retrograde waters. 52 00:03:40,760 --> 00:03:42,640 You could do all types of different things. 53 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:46,880 Oils. I think retrograde is a good 54 00:03:46,880 --> 00:03:51,440 time for like self reflection, whether you're going to just 55 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:55,320 reflect on, you know, the last couple months or your life as a 56 00:03:55,320 --> 00:03:58,120 whole. I think retrograde, the reason 57 00:03:58,120 --> 00:04:03,600 people have so many issues is because sometimes what's being 58 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:07,680 called for you is to address what's right in front of you or 59 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:11,800 address what actually is important at a core level rather 60 00:04:11,800 --> 00:04:16,200 than complaining about it or perpetuating that cycle or 61 00:04:16,200 --> 00:04:21,040 trying to push forward in a cycle that is challenging you. 62 00:04:21,160 --> 00:04:24,080 I know you were having a lot of issues with your website 63 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:28,760 previously, so obviously, you know, retrograde doesn't have to 64 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:34,960 be associated with negativity. But I do think during retrograde 65 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:40,240 that people's shadows kind of come forward and they start to 66 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:44,200 act out of character or their true colors actually, you know, 67 00:04:44,200 --> 00:04:48,720 begin to show. So many people have limiting 68 00:04:48,720 --> 00:04:51,960 beliefs about themselves, and I think retrogrades trigger that. 69 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:55,320 You know what though, some people have limiting beliefs 70 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:58,520 about themselves, but some people also think so fucking 71 00:04:58,520 --> 00:05:00,720 highly of themselves. And when you're talking about 72 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:04,600 like self reflection and whatever it's, it's always mind 73 00:05:04,600 --> 00:05:08,280 boggling to me that there are people who truly believe that 74 00:05:08,280 --> 00:05:12,440 they're so understanding and aware of their actions, how they 75 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:15,400 affect other people, how they come across other people. 76 00:05:15,720 --> 00:05:19,840 And no matter how many times you put a mirror in somebody's face 77 00:05:19,840 --> 00:05:22,680 and you have like, this is the way that you're showing up to 78 00:05:22,680 --> 00:05:24,280 other people. This is the way that you're 79 00:05:24,280 --> 00:05:28,240 affecting others or whatever. People can also choose to take a 80 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:33,560 blind eye and have absolutely 0 self reflection, regardless of 81 00:05:33,560 --> 00:05:36,560 the fact that the entire world is saying something. 82 00:05:36,840 --> 00:05:40,240 And I'm always like, is that like a really good defense 83 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:43,760 mechanism that you have is like you'll never let anybody else 84 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:46,040 know that you like have a flaw in any way. 85 00:05:46,040 --> 00:05:49,360 So then you'll never work on it. Or is it truly that you're? 86 00:05:49,840 --> 00:05:53,600 I feel like that's where people, and I think we may have even 87 00:05:53,600 --> 00:05:57,040 talked about this before, but like that's where people throw 88 00:05:57,040 --> 00:05:59,040 the word narcissist around all the time. 89 00:05:59,040 --> 00:06:04,080 And I think it's literally just some people unable to absorb in 90 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:09,120 people's feedback of this is the way that you appear with your 91 00:06:09,120 --> 00:06:11,920 actions and your words and your energy to the outside world. 92 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:16,040 Yeah, that narcissist word really did get popular. 93 00:06:16,200 --> 00:06:19,640 Like it just blew up. I don't know if it's like the 94 00:06:19,640 --> 00:06:23,240 TikTok psychologist or just the new wave of like mental health 95 00:06:23,240 --> 00:06:26,840 awareness, but just because someone is telling you something 96 00:06:26,840 --> 00:06:29,320 that you don't want to hear or that you don't like to hear 97 00:06:29,320 --> 00:06:32,000 doesn't mean they're being narcissistic, doesn't mean 98 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:34,640 they're projecting. Yes, there is a difference, 99 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:38,200 which is why you're always encouraged to use discernment 100 00:06:38,200 --> 00:06:41,920 and use your intuition and you know, to be sober in your 101 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:45,360 thinking. A lot of people will be under 102 00:06:45,360 --> 00:06:48,320 the influence and say whatever they wanna say. 103 00:06:48,320 --> 00:06:50,240 And then when they're sober, they won't say those same 104 00:06:50,240 --> 00:06:52,400 things. So, you know, you just have to 105 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:56,480 be really mindful of like, who is relaying the information to 106 00:06:56,480 --> 00:07:00,160 you? What type of energy are they 107 00:07:00,160 --> 00:07:04,040 presenting in their own world? Because I promise you, the last 108 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:07,200 thing I'm gonna do is take to heart what someone else is 109 00:07:07,200 --> 00:07:13,240 saying if I don't respect that person or we have issues. 110 00:07:13,240 --> 00:07:15,720 You know, people like to stir drama. 111 00:07:16,080 --> 00:07:19,920 And I don't know what it is about the Internet or people 112 00:07:19,920 --> 00:07:22,560 thinking they can just say whatever they want to say on the 113 00:07:22,560 --> 00:07:25,360 Internet and there's like, no consequences. 114 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:28,720 But that could be really triggering for people who are 115 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:32,360 trying to take accountability when you're weighing in all 116 00:07:32,360 --> 00:07:36,040 these outside opinions. You know, sometimes like people 117 00:07:36,040 --> 00:07:39,840 project onto you because they want to limit you, limit you in 118 00:07:39,840 --> 00:07:44,280 some way. I agree with that, but I also 119 00:07:44,280 --> 00:07:47,880 think that sometimes people aren't trying to project on you. 120 00:07:47,880 --> 00:07:50,840 Sometimes people are literally like, hey, this is the way that 121 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:56,120 you're showing up or you're, you know, all of these things keep 122 00:07:56,120 --> 00:07:58,920 happening because you're not able to truly look at yourself 123 00:07:58,920 --> 00:08:02,000 and make any changes. You're you're only seeing things 124 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:04,200 from your one perspective and you're not seeing things from 125 00:08:04,200 --> 00:08:06,720 another perspective. And I think that a part of that, 126 00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:10,240 like figuring out who do you listen to, is, yeah, you don't 127 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:13,960 listen to a random stranger on the Internet being like, hey, 128 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:17,840 you seem like you're a bitch. But if you have people that have 129 00:08:17,840 --> 00:08:20,440 known you for a long period of time, whether they're your 130 00:08:20,440 --> 00:08:23,880 friends or they're just inside of your world, being like, hey, 131 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:26,760 this is a consistent pattern. You see the cause and the 132 00:08:26,760 --> 00:08:29,520 effect. This is why this keeps 133 00:08:29,520 --> 00:08:31,760 happening, because this is your behavior pattern. 134 00:08:32,039 --> 00:08:36,840 There are people who literally cannot absorb that type of 135 00:08:36,840 --> 00:08:40,799 information and so then they deem everybody else being like a 136 00:08:40,799 --> 00:08:47,080 narcissist. And I I've encountered only like 137 00:08:47,080 --> 00:08:50,480 a hand like selection of those people. 138 00:08:51,120 --> 00:08:54,640 But inside of my own personal growing journey, I've had to 139 00:08:54,640 --> 00:09:00,320 really learn that I don't have to have any type of emotion or 140 00:09:00,320 --> 00:09:04,760 hold any fucking feeling for the fact that somebody else isn't 141 00:09:04,760 --> 00:09:07,960 taking accountability for the way that their actions are 142 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:10,200 making myself or other people feel. 143 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:14,000 And that's such a difficult thing to come to terms with 144 00:09:14,040 --> 00:09:18,240 because we want to be like, well, no, If they just, if they 145 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:21,600 could just hear it and they could just understand why what 146 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:24,640 they're doing is wrong and how they're affecting other people, 147 00:09:24,640 --> 00:09:26,600 I know that they could be a good person. 148 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:28,640 People do that inside of relationships. 149 00:09:28,640 --> 00:09:31,080 They do that at work. They do that in all fucking 150 00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:34,240 areas. And, you know, honestly, a lot 151 00:09:34,240 --> 00:09:39,440 of people have the the limiting beliefs that they've inherited, 152 00:09:39,440 --> 00:09:43,000 you know, from their parents and their communication styles and 153 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:46,680 they're expressing expression in their childhood. 154 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:49,440 And that's the type of communication that they're 155 00:09:49,440 --> 00:09:52,880 showing up with normally. Like so many people don't know 156 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:58,000 how to get outside of that box that they have been put in. 157 00:09:58,880 --> 00:10:03,280 So if your parents were passive progressive or, you know, had 158 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:07,520 some type of hindering hindrance in their communication, you're 159 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:12,280 going to have that unless you take the time to understand 160 00:10:12,280 --> 00:10:15,280 yourself and understand communication styles. 161 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:17,600 You know, I've seen that a lot on the Internet. 162 00:10:17,600 --> 00:10:23,400 It's like a lot of people are just listening to like respond 163 00:10:23,400 --> 00:10:27,760 and not to actually comprehend. And so you know, trying to 164 00:10:28,840 --> 00:10:32,920 express yourself when there's no comprehension can be frustrating 165 00:10:32,920 --> 00:10:36,880 for sure. See, and to go back on what you 166 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:40,000 were saying about some people are like raised that way or what 167 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:44,160 not. I, I've known people who they 168 00:10:44,160 --> 00:10:47,240 know how they were raised. They know the different 169 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:50,880 characteristic traits and they outwardly have been like, oh, 170 00:10:50,880 --> 00:10:53,360 I'll never be that way. I'll never do that pattern. 171 00:10:53,360 --> 00:10:55,440 I'll never do that. But then in their day-to-day 172 00:10:55,440 --> 00:10:59,120 life, everything that they do is like mimicking and reflecting 173 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:03,320 that. And I, as I like, psychoanalyze 174 00:11:03,320 --> 00:11:05,440 it. I'm like, is that because, like, 175 00:11:05,440 --> 00:11:08,520 are they repeating that because they're so hyper focused on not 176 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:11,440 doing it that then they do it because it's all that they think 177 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:14,320 about? Or again, are those people who 178 00:11:14,320 --> 00:11:17,320 can't self reflect and are like, I would never want to do that 179 00:11:17,320 --> 00:11:20,000 but I refuse to believe that that's how I'm showing up. 180 00:11:22,040 --> 00:11:27,800 I think right now there are a lot of people who are afraid to 181 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:30,880 sit with themselves, which is why there's so much like drugs 182 00:11:30,880 --> 00:11:33,760 and alcohol, just like promoted at everything. 183 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:37,880 Whether it's a school event for your child, playing sports or 184 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:42,080 something, there's alcohol there or you know, like people that 185 00:11:42,080 --> 00:11:49,600 have developed addictions to video games or porn or anything. 186 00:11:49,680 --> 00:11:52,720 It's just like there's so much numbing that a lot of people 187 00:11:52,720 --> 00:11:56,080 don't address these issues are concepts. 188 00:11:56,080 --> 00:12:01,520 They just push people away or shut down in some way and like 189 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:05,280 self medicate. And I think that is where our 190 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:10,120 society has gotten so lost when it comes to what's truly 191 00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:13,960 important and what truly holds value and taking care of your 192 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:18,000 neighbor or, you know, knowing your politicians, like we've 193 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:21,640 talked about before, you know, so much of this is a product of 194 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:27,080 people being numb to life, numb to their circumstances, rather 195 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:30,360 than facing these obstacles or challenges head on. 196 00:12:30,360 --> 00:12:35,120 It's like, no, I'm a victim. No, like I'm a victim. 197 00:12:35,120 --> 00:12:37,720 And I, I just, I don't want to change or you know what I mean? 198 00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:45,840 Like I'm stuck in this. Also too, I find that people use 199 00:12:45,840 --> 00:12:49,600 the like, while I was under the influence of ABC or D alcohol, 200 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:53,120 whatever, as an excuse for the actions that they had. 201 00:12:53,120 --> 00:12:56,120 Like, yeah, that was bad. Yeah, I said those things or I 202 00:12:56,120 --> 00:12:58,080 did those things, but I was drinking. 203 00:12:58,080 --> 00:13:00,840 It's not that big of a deal. When I'm sober, things are great 204 00:13:01,160 --> 00:13:05,680 and it's like, no, but you still have those actions. 205 00:13:05,680 --> 00:13:08,600 You still did those things. Your words or your whatever 206 00:13:08,600 --> 00:13:12,840 still have an effect. If you're not able to hold 207 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:17,120 responsibility for the way that you behave when you're doing 208 00:13:17,120 --> 00:13:19,400 something, you shouldn't be doing that. 209 00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:26,920 Yeah, I don't know what people like when they're saying certain 210 00:13:26,920 --> 00:13:28,360 things. I don't know what's going 211 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:34,080 through their mind. It's like, are they truly able 212 00:13:34,080 --> 00:13:37,840 to sleep with their actions? You know, like people that say 213 00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:41,080 like, I couldn't sleep at night, like that expression. 214 00:13:41,400 --> 00:13:44,280 I do wonder how some people sleep at night thinking like, 215 00:13:44,280 --> 00:13:46,600 oh, I'm doing my best, this is my best. 216 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:49,920 And it's not. It's like there's just no way 217 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:55,000 that all the the screws are tight and in place, you know, 218 00:13:55,000 --> 00:14:00,960 like some screws are loose in there and you're projecting or 219 00:14:00,960 --> 00:14:04,920 you are absorbing or you are numbing or you are just 220 00:14:04,920 --> 00:14:07,960 completely aloof to that. Like you're just aloof to the 221 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:12,400 solutions. And honestly, with the Internet, 222 00:14:13,640 --> 00:14:17,720 there's so much opinion. Like it's not fact you're you're 223 00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:21,120 self diagnosing yourself or you're telling yourself this is 224 00:14:21,120 --> 00:14:25,600 what the solution is. But that's just someone's 225 00:14:25,600 --> 00:14:29,840 opinion usually, you know, like right now, the podcast, this is 226 00:14:29,880 --> 00:14:32,760 our opinion. People can take that and run 227 00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:38,080 with it or use it or hate it or love it or whatever it is. 228 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:41,040 Like, you know, that's the thing with this day and age of 229 00:14:41,040 --> 00:14:45,440 communication, so many people are talking and you can choose 230 00:14:45,440 --> 00:14:47,400 what to absorb and what to listen to. 231 00:14:49,560 --> 00:14:55,720 I wonder so like people who go to counseling, right, like 232 00:14:56,200 --> 00:15:02,440 you're really creating somebody to listen to whatever your 233 00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:06,320 version of reality is and then give you advice based off of 234 00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:08,800 that reality. So like, not that I'm saying 235 00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:12,880 counseling's not great, but they're also like people who go 236 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:17,200 through life just being like mass energetic manipulators 237 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:18,920 about things. Or if they're those people who 238 00:15:18,920 --> 00:15:21,920 can't have the self reflection or whatever, If those people go 239 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:24,800 into a counseling thing and they're like, Oh my gosh, and 240 00:15:24,800 --> 00:15:27,040 this is what I did. And this is like the awful way 241 00:15:27,040 --> 00:15:28,640 that they're responding or whatever. 242 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:33,680 I wonder if that is also like curating this false reality 243 00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:41,280 around where then there's this like backing up and endorsing 244 00:15:41,280 --> 00:15:44,680 certain behaviors or whatever so then people don't need to do 245 00:15:44,680 --> 00:15:48,160 that self reflection because they've gotten the OK from 246 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:50,440 somebody that's like a professional or whatnot. 247 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:55,640 Does that make sense? Kind of. 248 00:15:56,760 --> 00:15:59,560 I mean like I get like. If somebody has a. 249 00:16:00,520 --> 00:16:03,840 You're getting someone your version of the story, and then 250 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:06,960 they're giving you advice on your version, your perception, 251 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:12,080 your understanding of that. But that could be right to the 252 00:16:12,240 --> 00:16:13,480 truth. Is that what you're saying? 253 00:16:14,360 --> 00:16:20,480 Yeah, like, if if I go and I'm like, I randomly walk up to 254 00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:24,080 somebody and I punch somebody in the face and everybody else is 255 00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:26,320 like, wow, she just walked up and punched somebody in the 256 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:28,600 face. And I'm like going to 257 00:16:28,600 --> 00:16:31,160 counseling. And I'm like, this man was 258 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:33,800 looking at me so weird across the Parkway. 259 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:37,520 And, you know, like, and I make like some fucking skewed version 260 00:16:37,520 --> 00:16:39,480 that's in my mind about why it happened. 261 00:16:39,720 --> 00:16:42,360 Then my counselor's gonna be like, OK, well, we need to go 262 00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:46,000 through your traumas about like why this is affecting you and 263 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,640 people being so mean. And meanwhile, I'm the whole 264 00:16:48,640 --> 00:16:51,200 fucking problem and I'm just walking around punching people. 265 00:16:51,200 --> 00:16:53,200 But now my counselor's told me that it's OK. 266 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:59,320 So here I fucking go. Yeah, I mean, that person could 267 00:16:59,360 --> 00:17:02,080 have some type of paranoia or have something like maybe they 268 00:17:02,080 --> 00:17:05,079 did feel like that person was looking at them, but were their 269 00:17:05,079 --> 00:17:10,160 actions actually justifiable to the root issue? 270 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:12,280 Yes. I mean, just like people like 271 00:17:12,280 --> 00:17:18,200 might go to counseling and be like my child's mother is 272 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:22,440 terrible and whatever, but the whole time like it's them or. 273 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:25,800 Not you nailing, Not you nailing. 274 00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:28,520 What I'm talking about on the fucking head is the example 275 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:32,840 psychic page. You know, like you have 276 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:35,160 perceptions, they have perceptions. 277 00:17:35,440 --> 00:17:38,480 There's going to be a clash in understanding. 278 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:42,360 It's not all gonna be true. It's not based on fact. 279 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:47,920 It's based on your perception. Kind of like that saying that 280 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:51,400 that says like every person who sees you is perceiving you 281 00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:54,680 differently then you are actually perceiving yourself. 282 00:17:54,680 --> 00:17:58,320 Like you look different to every person you meet than how you 283 00:17:58,320 --> 00:18:00,760 look to yourself. And like, sometimes when I'm 284 00:18:00,760 --> 00:18:04,520 talking, I can see like my facial structure, you know, like 285 00:18:04,520 --> 00:18:07,760 around my eyes. And I'm like, this is what I 286 00:18:07,760 --> 00:18:10,480 look like kind of thing. But like, without mirrors or 287 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:12,720 cameras, we wouldn't really know what we look like. 288 00:18:13,320 --> 00:18:18,800 What do you think about how like ancient cultures thought that 289 00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:21,560 taking photographs took a piece of your soul? 290 00:18:23,920 --> 00:18:28,040 Oh, that's a good question. I don't feel like I feel like 291 00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:32,760 you seeing pictures of yourself takes a piece of your inner 292 00:18:32,760 --> 00:18:37,320 piece because you're dissecting it and judging yourself in a way 293 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:40,480 that you never would if you hadn't seen something reflected 294 00:18:40,520 --> 00:18:42,920 of you. But I don't feel like you 295 00:18:42,920 --> 00:18:46,960 actually having an image taken of you takes a piece of your 296 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:50,120 soul. Yeah, I mean, I do think like, 297 00:18:50,320 --> 00:18:53,320 you know, those old photographs that people thrift and then they 298 00:18:53,320 --> 00:18:57,320 hang them on their walls of like people from the 1800s and 299 00:18:57,320 --> 00:18:59,600 things. I mean, when you look at those 300 00:18:59,600 --> 00:19:03,200 pictures, it's like they're looking at I'm looking at their 301 00:19:03,200 --> 00:19:06,960 souls. So I do think that there is some 302 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:09,480 type of imprint. I don't know if it's like 303 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:13,320 capturing a piece, but I do think it's putting a piece of 304 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:17,520 your soul into a time frame. Like, you know, you take a 305 00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:19,800 picture when you're 10 and then you take a picture when you're 306 00:19:19,800 --> 00:19:22,240 30 and you're two different people, right? 307 00:19:22,240 --> 00:19:25,480 Like the 10 year old no longer exists, but the 30 year old 308 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:28,280 does. It doesn't make the 10 year old 309 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:32,200 any less real. So it has to have some soul 310 00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:34,920 imprint, right? It has to have some kind of like 311 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:39,360 connection to your soul Because why do people feel so creeped 312 00:19:39,360 --> 00:19:41,960 out when people thrift pictures and hang them on their wall? 313 00:19:42,320 --> 00:19:44,960 I could never do that. I'll take a mirror hanging up. 314 00:19:44,960 --> 00:19:50,120 Cool thrift that, don't care. But like a picture of like, you 315 00:19:50,120 --> 00:19:53,080 know those 1800 pictures, the family pictures where the woman 316 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:57,000 sitting down hands flat, the man's beside her like arm on the 317 00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:58,920 shoulder? They're creepy as fuck. 318 00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:02,920 Do you want one in your house? No, but I wouldn't say that I 319 00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:07,160 feel like it's a piece of their soul as much as so a lot of 320 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:09,720 people aren't affected by pictures, though. 321 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:14,040 We happen to be sensitive to energy and be able to sense 322 00:20:14,040 --> 00:20:16,640 energy and be able to pick up on different things. 323 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:20,760 So I can totally see like somebody's energy, you being 324 00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:25,080 able to see somebody's energy in their their face or whatever, or 325 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:28,640 pictures being able to capture somebody's aura and being able 326 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:31,600 to connect with that. But I don't know if I 327 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:35,120 necessarily feel like it's a piece of their soul. 328 00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:39,360 As much as we can read energy even through photographs, which 329 00:20:39,360 --> 00:20:44,520 is why there's one of the exercises that we did inside of 330 00:20:44,520 --> 00:20:49,560 mediumship class was to be able to have a picture or an object 331 00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:52,400 from somebody and be able to pull energy off of that to do a 332 00:20:52,400 --> 00:20:54,360 reading. Because things that are 333 00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:58,120 connected to people have their energy on it, even if it's not 334 00:20:58,120 --> 00:21:01,520 like a piece of their soul. The same way that you can have 335 00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:04,520 like a piece of jewelry from somebody or whatever and be able 336 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:07,360 to like pick up on an energetic vibration from them. 337 00:21:08,360 --> 00:21:11,800 I do think that there is like, I would call it almost like like a 338 00:21:11,880 --> 00:21:15,360 thumbprint, like every picture you take is like a thumbprint, 339 00:21:15,360 --> 00:21:19,400 you know, like you are imprinting on something like, 340 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:22,960 and it is your energy kind of like, you know, I've seen 341 00:21:22,960 --> 00:21:28,280 pictures of people and I'm like that person's not, I don't like 342 00:21:28,280 --> 00:21:34,000 that person, you know, like, I don't like that person or kind 343 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:37,480 of like children how they can like see through the veil very 344 00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:41,760 rapidly and like quickly and like may stare at you when 345 00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:43,480 you're spiritually open and aware. 346 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:46,240 Like children are very connected to that energy. 347 00:21:46,560 --> 00:21:51,000 I think pictures have like that same, like pictures worth 1000 348 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:52,520 words. I, I believe that. 349 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:55,640 I do believe that. I do think I'm not superstitious 350 00:21:55,640 --> 00:21:57,600 about it. I love taking pictures clearly, 351 00:21:57,960 --> 00:22:02,760 but there's definitely some type of energetic thing because when 352 00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:06,480 I look back at photos when I wasn't happy and I post those to 353 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:10,480 like my story or something, people will be like, you can 354 00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:14,400 tell that you've you've worked on yourself or you can tell in 355 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:18,000 your energy you are a different person or that doesn't even look 356 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:19,920 like you. I've had people say like, that 357 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:23,000 doesn't even look like who you are or you know, like this 358 00:22:23,000 --> 00:22:26,440 energy feels weird or whatever. And like anytime I post those 359 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:30,000 pictures, like people be like, damn, is that you? 360 00:22:30,320 --> 00:22:33,720 Or you know, like, I don't know. It's just funny because you 361 00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:38,480 personally can really see your own evolution through pictures. 362 00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:42,520 Like, oh, I look older, Oh, I look whatever. 363 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:48,120 But other people, strangers, friends, acquaintances, like 364 00:22:48,120 --> 00:22:50,440 they're picking up on some type of energy as well. 365 00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:54,920 And I've been told that, like, my online persona is very 366 00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:57,120 intimidating. Like we've talked about this, 367 00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:00,120 but other people have told me this as well, that like, I give 368 00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:03,840 off this very like, unattainable, unapproachable 369 00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,440 energy. But then you meet me in person 370 00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:09,520 and I'm like, really like really nice. 371 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:12,120 Way different than what people perceive me to be. 372 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:15,480 And, you know, I think that's really interesting. 373 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:19,360 It really is 'cause like, I'm giving, I'm serving up looks. 374 00:23:19,360 --> 00:23:22,240 It's giving looks. And then you meet me in person, 375 00:23:22,240 --> 00:23:23,760 you're like, wow, Paige is so nice. 376 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:27,880 And like, she's actually giving and kind and caring. 377 00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:31,440 And I think a lot of my clients see that version of me because, 378 00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:33,760 you know, they get to know me in a different way. 379 00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:36,440 But just strangers on the Internet, how they're perceiving 380 00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:39,040 me as like, unattainable and unapproachable. 381 00:23:39,320 --> 00:23:42,960 But yet I've got guys in my DMS that say the dumbest shit, like, 382 00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:44,960 I like your face. That was a new one. 383 00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:48,160 I got like yesterday. I was like thanks. 384 00:23:49,120 --> 00:23:50,960 You like fucking morphed at myself. 385 00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:54,080 Thanks so much. Speaking of like seeing things. 386 00:23:54,920 --> 00:23:59,080 OK, so have you ever seen a blind person that's with an ugly 387 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:02,040 partner? Because I haven't blind people 388 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:06,160 be having the hottest fucking people by their side and I'm 389 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:09,160 like, they can't see them. So they're not going off of 390 00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:13,160 their physical appearance yet the physical appearance be 391 00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:17,120 fucking smoking. And I'm just like, do they are 392 00:24:17,120 --> 00:24:19,840 they like, Hey, can I touch your face real quick? 393 00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:24,000 And they're just seeing like if it's symmetrical, are they like 394 00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:28,880 I, I don't know what, how do they how are they doing that? 395 00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:30,640 How do you just how do you just pick them? 396 00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:33,520 Are you asking your friends like, hey, on a scale of one to 397 00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:38,360 10, Oh, she's a sixth got to go. And then like going back in the 398 00:24:38,360 --> 00:24:40,280 pool and like picking somebody else out. 399 00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:41,800 How are they always so attractive? 400 00:24:41,800 --> 00:24:46,800 Do they have blind people like dating things where they're like 401 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:50,280 this person's rated A10? Do you like their personality? 402 00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:55,760 You know, I do think blind people touch people's faces. 403 00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:58,400 I don't know how that goes in the beginning, but I do think 404 00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:00,920 that I've seen that in real life. 405 00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:06,320 And because I took sign language in college, I guess that's not 406 00:25:06,320 --> 00:25:10,280 blind people. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 407 00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:11,760 I. Didn't even blink. 408 00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:14,440 I was like oh she speaks sign language for blind people. 409 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:15,400 Cool. Yeah. 410 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:20,200 And you're like, Oh yeah, I think that they definitely can 411 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:22,760 sense energy. I think what I learned when I 412 00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:27,760 took American Sign Language was that like if you don't have one 413 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:31,520 of your natural senses, then another one is amplified. 414 00:25:31,520 --> 00:25:35,880 So like a lot of the deaf people have like an elevated sense of 415 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:39,600 sight or an elevated sense of smell or an elevated sense of 416 00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:42,160 intuition or whatever it is. Like that's what we were taught, 417 00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:48,720 is that when one natural sense is reduced or non existent that 418 00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:51,600 other ones elevate. So maybe like their intuition's 419 00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:53,920 just on point. Like, like, I know this 420 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:57,600 motherfucker's hot because their energy is on fire. 421 00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:02,000 They're like, listen, your personality is great, but I have 422 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:05,040 a heightened sense of smell, so you need to douche more often. 423 00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:11,520 I can't see what's going on down here, but I can sense it with my 424 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:14,920 intuition and my sense. You know what this reminds me of 425 00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:17,880 when you listen to the Dumb Blonde podcast and she's like 426 00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:23,720 Lumi deodorant is the best and she's like, I had hot puss. 427 00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:26,400 I don't know what she says and it's like she's like, I had 428 00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:31,720 steak coochie and I used it's like, I don't know how she says 429 00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:35,360 it, but every time I think of someone smelling or stinking, I 430 00:26:35,360 --> 00:26:39,360 think about her like saying these crazy things about 431 00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:42,640 herself, 'cause like we all see Bunny girl you, there's no way 432 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:45,040 you're stinking. Like even if you were, people 433 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:48,360 are like, I love your stench. I love the way you smell. 434 00:26:48,360 --> 00:26:50,440 You know, like when? She tells people to smell her 435 00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:52,920 left armpit and everybody's like, you smell good and she's 436 00:26:52,920 --> 00:26:57,360 like, it's rain. Yeah, that's so funny to me 437 00:26:57,360 --> 00:27:00,840 because, you know, I do think that a lot of people have a 438 00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:05,680 heightened sense. But once again, humans are hard 439 00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:09,600 on themselves. You know, like this deaf person 440 00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:13,080 or blind person could be the literal most attractive person, 441 00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:18,280 but because of the perception of being without or less than or 442 00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:22,480 limited or put into a different category limits people's 443 00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:25,880 confidence. But when I took American Sign 444 00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:30,200 Language in college, we had to, like, go out into the, like, 445 00:27:30,200 --> 00:27:34,280 real world deaf community, not just students, but like, real 446 00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:36,960 community. And they did like Tuesday night 447 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:40,720 volleyball and Monday Night Football and all of these 448 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:43,840 different little things. And at the time, it was really 449 00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:46,360 inconveniencing because I was literally going to school full 450 00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:50,160 time, had two jobs, like, and now you want me to go set and 451 00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:53,360 watch Monday Night Football for three hours to get these 452 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:55,360 community hours. And if you don't get these 453 00:27:55,360 --> 00:27:57,640 community hours, it's like 80 or more. 454 00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:02,760 It says like too much. It was a lot like what's 80 455 00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:06,440 hours when I have homework, a job, a literal life and 456 00:28:06,440 --> 00:28:10,600 everything in between. But we would go out and interact 457 00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:13,000 with people in the deaf community and there were so many 458 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:17,080 people that you could tell were just straight like players. 459 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:21,160 Like they were straight pimping, like popcorn player and like 460 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:24,320 attractive too, like but just popping their shit, like just 461 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:27,760 bouncing around. And I noticed that they all 462 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:30,960 express themselves in different ways, whether it was like 463 00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:36,560 they're like really kind of loud wardrobe or like body piercing, 464 00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:40,880 not like body modification piercing, but just like jewelry 465 00:28:40,880 --> 00:28:44,360 and you know, cartilages and nose rings and just different 466 00:28:44,360 --> 00:28:49,840 things, you know, and I think every community has its own, but 467 00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:54,960 it really taught me a lot about how close knit these people are. 468 00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:57,840 Like they, they kind of stick together because like they are 469 00:28:57,840 --> 00:29:00,960 limited and who they can communicate with. 470 00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:05,240 And they literally loved like the students, 'cause we all like 471 00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:08,600 had to go to these. I mean, like we, there was no 472 00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:10,680 option. But the thing that was so crazy 473 00:29:10,680 --> 00:29:13,480 about them is if you went to them, you were not allowed to 474 00:29:13,480 --> 00:29:19,480 talk, no talking at all. And in school, you got into like 475 00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:25,240 your first day of class and the teacher is deaf and the only way 476 00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:28,280 you can communicate with the teacher is to write things down. 477 00:29:28,280 --> 00:29:31,200 There's no talking. It was. 478 00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:36,680 I've actually heard that it's super that it's super rude for 479 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:40,840 you to be around somebody who is non hearing and for you to be 480 00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:44,600 having conversations. They feel super out of it. 481 00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:48,520 And I mean, it would be the same thing if everybody in the room 482 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,960 was signing and you didn't know what the fuck was going on. 483 00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:55,880 And, you know, you'd be like, I feel completely lost here. 484 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:57,840 I don't know what I'm supposed to do. 485 00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:01,360 So if you're inside of somebody's safe space where 486 00:30:01,360 --> 00:30:03,600 that's the way that they communicate or whatever, you're 487 00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:06,240 going to figure out how the fuck to make it happen. 488 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:10,400 Literally facts. I think so many people don't 489 00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:15,800 realize that that's not accepted, that it's very fucking 490 00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,880 rude to the point where like in school, if you were caught 491 00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:22,240 talking more than twice, like, and you got onto your third 492 00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:24,600 time, they would just flunk you for this semester. 493 00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:26,800 Like you're done, you're not coming back. 494 00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:30,200 And it was a lot, like, it was a lot. 495 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:35,800 I thought, you know, learning it would be really cool because my 496 00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:38,200 cousin ended up actually having a deaf baby. 497 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:42,600 So it was cool at the time to know it and be able to like, you 498 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:46,320 know, but he actually goes to a full school for the deaf. 499 00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:49,080 Like he's gone like Monday through Friday and comes home on 500 00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:51,520 the weekend. Like he's at a school for the 501 00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:54,720 deaf 'cause they have to teach them how to integrate into 502 00:30:54,720 --> 00:31:00,040 society. And it's not easy to like, you 503 00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:03,920 know, for one, there's that language barrier, but for two, 504 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:07,280 there's just like a level of acceptance that like wasn't 505 00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:11,640 normalized when our grandparents were growing up, you know, like 506 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:16,720 it was very much like, these are these people and we're over 507 00:31:16,720 --> 00:31:19,720 here, you know what I mean? Like it wasn't normalized. 508 00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:25,880 So I think that understanding how other communities operate is 509 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:30,160 super important if you want to be courteous and kind of 510 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:35,480 well-rounded. Kind of like how everyone has 511 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:39,800 evolved in like their music forms and different like 512 00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:43,440 evolution in like the music industry where instead of it's 513 00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:45,800 just like, OK, well, this type of person makes this type of 514 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:49,400 music or this is what's accepted over here and not over here. 515 00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:51,440 And people are starting to just say, fuck that. 516 00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:53,120 Like I'm gonna do whatever I want. 517 00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:54,960 I don't care if you're accepting it or not. 518 00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:58,840 And I feel like, you know, so many people are starting to wake 519 00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:01,600 up that we create our own reality. 520 00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:05,480 And whatever you're allowing and consenting to and agreeing to is 521 00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:09,080 what you're bringing in. So if you're, you know, not 522 00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:12,240 understanding other people and their beliefs and communities or 523 00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:14,680 at least respecting them, then you're going to get that 524 00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:18,720 reflected back to you where people are not understanding you 525 00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:21,880 and not not respecting you. And I think it's just like, it's 526 00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:25,800 a full wheel of Fortune circle, you know, like we have to learn 527 00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:28,560 these things if we want to come together. 528 00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:32,240 There's too much separation. Something that you said just 529 00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:35,760 made me think of a post that Peach made today. 530 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:39,680 And she was like, thank God that I didn't listen to you guys when 531 00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:43,000 you told me that I needed to have a niche and that I had to 532 00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:46,320 only be able to do one thing. Because it's so wonderful to be 533 00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:50,240 able to be versatile and to go into any room of people in any 534 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:53,960 event, and not have to say like, oh, all that I'm able to do is 535 00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:57,560 rap and that I'm able to take these different opportunities 536 00:32:57,600 --> 00:33:00,160 for different things. And I think that, you know, 537 00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,640 putting yourself in situations, learning ASL, learning how to 538 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:06,360 communicate, you know, in all of these different ways. 539 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:09,200 You have your, I know that you have your degree in 540 00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:12,080 communication. And so that's something that 541 00:33:12,080 --> 00:33:14,920 obviously is important to you is being able to communicate with 542 00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:19,280 people and put yourself into different rooms and be able to 543 00:33:19,280 --> 00:33:23,600 adapt to what other people's, you know, communication style is 544 00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:27,520 or whatever. And be able to being able to 545 00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:31,480 share your message and stay yourself while also being able 546 00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:35,840 to formulate and conduct yourself around the needs of 547 00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:40,280 other people is something that is very special and takes a lot 548 00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:44,080 of energy and and work to be able to do. 549 00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:46,960 Thank you. I think communication is the 550 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:49,720 most important thing. Like in the world, 551 00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:55,720 miscommunication is the cause of war and famine and bullshit like 552 00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:58,920 miscommunication. It's people saying they're going 553 00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:01,560 to do something and not fucking following through on it. 554 00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:06,240 It's people acting like one way and then behind your back going 555 00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,880 the other way. You know, there's so many levels 556 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:15,080 to it, but I truly believe that as we elevate and as we grow and 557 00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:19,520 as we continuously strive to be better individuals just for 558 00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:24,480 ourselves, that the world and its whole fullest capacity 559 00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:27,400 elevates. And everybody elevates and 560 00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:31,800 benefits from people being able to communicate, to express 561 00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:36,679 themselves effectively and openly and to really just say 562 00:34:36,679 --> 00:34:41,440 what the fuck you mean. You know, the people online that 563 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:44,520 got the Twitter fingers and they say shit that they wouldn't say 564 00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:47,120 in in real life. That's what's wrong with this 565 00:34:47,120 --> 00:34:49,719 whole thing. You know, we talked about this 566 00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:53,560 before how like children used to be able to go home and turn off 567 00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:56,280 the bullshit, but now they're so glued to it. 568 00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:59,960 It's like their life. And I remember how I felt when 569 00:34:59,960 --> 00:35:03,320 the Internet came out, like putting on an away message, like 570 00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:06,440 in the shower, BRB. Like no one cares. 571 00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:09,360 No one cared, no one fucking cared. 572 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:12,840 You know, like, I don't know, the Internet is a funny place. 573 00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:18,360 Think it really in its fullest capacity has the has the most 574 00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:23,960 beautiful, what I want to say developments that we've ever 575 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:28,720 seen in the existence of humans, like having the Internet and 576 00:35:28,720 --> 00:35:31,920 having access. But I'm still team. 577 00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:33,560 The Internet should be free for everyone. 578 00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:35,000 The Internet should be fucking free. 579 00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:37,360 We should not be paying for the Internet. 580 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:40,760 It should be free. I agree with that statement. 581 00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:45,600 I also like just going on the, you know, kids and and phones 582 00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:48,960 and whatnot. I think that it's important too 583 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:53,000 for people to be like, hey, the dramas following my kid home. 584 00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:57,120 They're obviously like on their phone upset or whatever and take 585 00:35:57,120 --> 00:36:00,680 their fucking phone. And that's like the whole, you 586 00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:03,720 know, being a friend before being a parent mentality. 587 00:36:03,720 --> 00:36:06,120 Well, I don't want to upset them by taking their phone or make 588 00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:09,120 them feel limited or, you know, make them feel without or 589 00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:14,160 whatever. I feel like I never want my kid 590 00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,840 to be attacked in their own room or in their own home. 591 00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:21,080 So if there's something that's happening on the phone or 592 00:36:21,080 --> 00:36:25,320 whatever that is going to make them feel unsettled and like 593 00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:29,040 they can't have peace and recharge inside of their room or 594 00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:31,280 inside of their home, that's a problem. 595 00:36:31,280 --> 00:36:34,720 And it's my responsibility as a parent to step in and be like, 596 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,440 don't really care how it makes you feel in the moment. 597 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:41,200 You need to have this time. There was nothing worse than 598 00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:44,080 being in like middle school or high school and having fucking 599 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:48,160 issues at school and knowing that you had to like go back and 600 00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:50,280 face those things. Like your stomach hurts. 601 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:52,160 You don't want to go and you don't want to handle it. 602 00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:54,120 You're nauseous. But you would go home, you'd 603 00:36:54,120 --> 00:36:57,480 have interactions with your family, You'd go out and fucking 604 00:36:57,480 --> 00:36:59,640 ride your bike, rollerblade, whatever. 605 00:36:59,640 --> 00:37:03,960 You'd go and do something and distract yourself before you had 606 00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:07,560 to go back into that. I think that a big part of there 607 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:14,400 being such a rise in like child suicides and self harm and 608 00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:18,840 things like that is hugely due to electronics being able to 609 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:23,280 have so much access to things, things following you home and 610 00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:26,480 never actually getting to have it turned off. 611 00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:30,040 If you always have somebody negative saying something to you 612 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:33,280 or telling you, you know, that you're not good enough or that 613 00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:36,480 you're ugly or you're, you know, whatever about your body or 614 00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:41,320 whatever it may be, that's something like one or two people 615 00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:43,760 saying something consistently can make you feel like it's the 616 00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:47,920 entire world. And when you're in school, it's 617 00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:51,520 everybody's saying this. No, it's fucking Katie and her 618 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:54,320 little Kunti friend. We need to get beat up after 619 00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:56,280 school. Everybody's not saying shit. 620 00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:00,640 Yeah, I do think that that is what's wrong with children is 621 00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:04,160 like we are allowing them to grow up quicker and quicker and 622 00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:07,560 quicker. And I will just say I do not 623 00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:10,160 know what the fuck these kids are wearing. 624 00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:16,400 What are they wearing? Because I'm just gonna say I was 625 00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:19,120 not allowed to wear this crazy shit. 626 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:21,720 But my mom would also lie and give us a 40. 627 00:38:21,720 --> 00:38:25,480 OK, so I I'm just not understanding where let's let 628 00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:29,320 our kids wear nothing and post it on the Internet. 629 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:32,840 You know, like these 12 year olds going on these little trips 630 00:38:32,840 --> 00:38:36,680 and posting all these bathing suit pictures like what the fuck 631 00:38:36,680 --> 00:38:39,600 is going on? And then I drove past the high 632 00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:44,840 school the other day and there were, like, yoga pants and crop 633 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:50,920 tops and booty shorts and sweatpants and pajama pants. 634 00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:53,440 And like, we at least used to have guidelines. 635 00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:56,080 Like, you can wear jeans, they can't have holes. 636 00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:58,960 You can wear shorts. They've got to be right above 637 00:38:58,960 --> 00:39:01,240 the knee. You can't wear pajama pants. 638 00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:04,240 You can't wear athletic wear or, you know, whatever. 639 00:39:04,680 --> 00:39:08,040 But now they're just like, please come to school so we can 640 00:39:08,040 --> 00:39:09,840 get our government funding. Thank you. 641 00:39:10,720 --> 00:39:13,200 No, you know what it is? I'll tell you what it is. 642 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:17,640 It's the fact that there's been such an uproar about the fact 643 00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:21,440 that, oh, well, girls are being told that they have to have, you 644 00:39:21,440 --> 00:39:24,240 know, longer skirts, that they can't have torso showing or 645 00:39:24,240 --> 00:39:26,560 whatever because it's a distraction to boys. 646 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:30,480 And so people are uprising about, Oh, well, that means that 647 00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:34,880 you're sexualizing children or you're doing ABC and D No, 648 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:39,080 actually it should be protecting children that they shouldn't be 649 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:43,560 out here half dressed in public anyways. 650 00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:46,000 Like if you want to walk around home and you want to, I tell my 651 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,720 daughter all the time, you want to walk around home in your 652 00:39:47,720 --> 00:39:50,560 sports bra and your pajama bottoms, fucking go for it. 653 00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:52,320 I don't care. You're inside of your home. 654 00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:55,200 But when you go outside, you're going to need to put a shirt on 655 00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:58,040 and clothes to be out in the public. 656 00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:02,680 People, we do sexualize children all the fucking time. 657 00:40:02,920 --> 00:40:06,160 And other people doing that doesn't mean that we shouldn't 658 00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:10,520 still be putting things in place to protect children and be able 659 00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:14,360 to make sure that they're OK. It's the same thing to me as 660 00:40:14,640 --> 00:40:17,960 saying, oh, well, I'm not going to watch them or whatever 661 00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:20,800 because it's just so silly to assume that, you know, an adult 662 00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:23,480 would sexualize them and kidnap them that you're just feeding 663 00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:25,840 into, you know, sexualizing children. 664 00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:28,880 No, it's like a realistic thing that happens and it's the 665 00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:33,400 responsibility. Of adults to help guide them to 666 00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:35,360 not do that. When you're 18 and you want to 667 00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:37,960 fucking do whatever you want to, go do whatever you want to. 668 00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:41,000 But right now, there's not a reason that your underage body 669 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:44,280 needs to be on display for anybody, regardless of how much 670 00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:48,320 self-control people should have. And the thing about that is 671 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:52,960 like, when has expectations of what should be happening ever 672 00:40:52,960 --> 00:40:56,280 actually fucking happened? And I watched a video the other 673 00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:59,120 day where there was like a 17 year old walking home from 674 00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:03,000 school and this guy pulls up and he's like, hey, do you want to 675 00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:05,160 go with me? And she's like, no, you're 676 00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:08,160 weird. She was like, that's literally 677 00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:10,920 what her she started recording it, but she was like, no, you're 678 00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:13,280 weird. And he was like, oh come on 679 00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:16,280 baby, I know you want to see or something. 680 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:19,720 And she was like, I'm 17. And he was like, have you ever 681 00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:23,760 been with a real man? What the fuck? 682 00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:26,840 And I think the guy ended up getting arrested because she had 683 00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:30,040 him on camera and he was identified. 684 00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:34,000 But you can literally go to the sex offender map and you're like 685 00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:36,360 life. And if you want to prevent this, 686 00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:38,560 live by a school. Live in a school zone and there 687 00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:41,360 won't be any around. But other than that, baby, you 688 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:43,680 are fair fucking game. And if you're not near a school 689 00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:47,160 zone, wrap it in because they're going to be everywhere. 690 00:41:47,160 --> 00:41:50,000 And you know, honestly, I try not to live in fear. 691 00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:53,480 So I don't look at it for like around my house, 'cause I will 692 00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:55,000 shoot you. I do not care. 693 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:59,120 Like, we'll talk about it at court if you're. 694 00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:01,640 There, I don't know where it is, it's either in the Midwest or 695 00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:05,760 the East Coast, but there's my husband was just watching. 696 00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:11,200 I want to say it was like a news report or something, but there 697 00:42:11,200 --> 00:42:16,200 is a literal pedophile park right near a school. 698 00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:20,880 It's inside of the school zone. It is these tiny home community 699 00:42:21,160 --> 00:42:26,320 that was created for pedophiles who get out of prison to go and 700 00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:29,360 live together and have like support or whatever inside of 701 00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:33,400 like their community space. They are near a school zone and 702 00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:36,400 there are members of the community who go by this school 703 00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:42,000 zone with firearms because they do not trust these people being 704 00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:43,880 here. There's, there's been complaints 705 00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:46,000 to the city. There's all types of different 706 00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:48,240 stuff that's in play. There's news reports about it. 707 00:42:48,240 --> 00:42:52,520 They have all types of programs and stuff, you know, asking them 708 00:42:52,520 --> 00:42:55,800 to come in and, and whatever. And they do not send these 709 00:42:55,800 --> 00:42:59,080 people somewhere else. They do not get them out of the 710 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:00,080 school zone. Nothing. 711 00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:03,600 They're literally with seeing kids walking home every day 712 00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:07,200 right by this place or whatever. And the people inside of the 713 00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,760 park are like, well, we can be rehabilitated and you know, 714 00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:13,000 whatever. I believe in rehabilitation for 715 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:15,200 so many fucking things. If you're a pedophile, you're a 716 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:18,400 fucking pedophile. There is not rehabilitation for 717 00:43:18,400 --> 00:43:22,200 you. Yeah, I honestly am like a big 718 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:25,560 fan of like if you rape a child, you should get the electric 719 00:43:25,560 --> 00:43:28,560 chair. That's all I can say for it. 720 00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:33,240 Like I don't I don't support it. I don't support integration or 721 00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:37,040 rehabilitation. Like I do think that our justice 722 00:43:37,040 --> 00:43:41,680 system does a really good job of prosecuting and punishing people 723 00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:48,080 that have tax evasions and drug things if it involves money, not 724 00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,720 even drug users, they let them back out or drug dealers, they 725 00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:54,200 let them back out. But like major distribution of 726 00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,920 the drugs, like the the drug Lords and the people, people 727 00:43:56,920 --> 00:44:01,160 that actually make the money, those people get punished, but 728 00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:03,320 everyone else can just let go everyone else. 729 00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:05,440 Like we're going to put you on parole, We're going to let you 730 00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,200 go back out. We're going to take your fees 731 00:44:07,200 --> 00:44:11,160 every month. We're going to, you know, limit 732 00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:15,920 you from jobs and housing and voting and owning a gun and 733 00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:17,480 you'll be back in here in two years. 734 00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:21,200 Like that's what they want. There is no real rehabilitation 735 00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:24,800 for long term offenders, no matter what it is 'cause their 736 00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:30,880 end goal is to keep you in prison or back in jail or in 737 00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:35,160 court. I mean, and that goes into the 738 00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:38,800 whole thing about the justice system is like, why is it that 739 00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:43,080 people who have, you know, cannabis offences are in jail, 740 00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:46,400 prison longer than people who are out here terrorizing 741 00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:50,240 children? Like how what is the scale here? 742 00:44:50,240 --> 00:44:54,120 And why is it always, you know, it has to be this set amount of 743 00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:55,640 things? It's just like super fucking 744 00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,200 weird. Yeah, our justice system is very 745 00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:03,440 picky, choosy, very choosy and very like doesn't make fucking 746 00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:06,640 sense. The moment that they legalize 747 00:45:06,640 --> 00:45:12,040 weed recreationally in different areas, everyone in those jails 748 00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,840 in those areas should be let out. 749 00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:18,320 It involved that, you know, I understand that they're saying, 750 00:45:18,320 --> 00:45:21,080 well, it's not legal on a federal level, but the federal 751 00:45:21,080 --> 00:45:24,360 government is letting you operate as long as you give them 752 00:45:24,360 --> 00:45:27,000 money. Make it make sense. 753 00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:30,280 There's so many things I could say, but I think you should pull 754 00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:32,480 a card. It doesn't make sense. 755 00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:37,040 And instead of spending time reforming the justice system and 756 00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:39,720 doing all of this, we're more worried about what's happening 757 00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:43,960 everywhere else and discussing everybody else's problems and 758 00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:47,800 jumping into wars, other places and whatever. 759 00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:51,760 Instead of putting our time and energy towards strengthening our 760 00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:56,240 own communities in our own spaces and fighting for, you 761 00:45:56,240 --> 00:45:58,760 know, justices and things that need to be done in our own 762 00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:01,480 country. Because it's so much easier to 763 00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:04,360 jump in on somebody else's business and somebody else's 764 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:15,280 problems. That's my rant on that. 765 00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:23,000 OK, We got card 56 for Moonrise. Our sign is Cancer and Leo, 766 00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:25,960 which I love because the reading that I did right before this was 767 00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:30,480 all about fire and water energy. So us having Cancer and Leo is 768 00:46:30,480 --> 00:46:36,160 amazing. The gift is enrichment and the 769 00:46:36,160 --> 00:46:40,440 shadow is distraction. Reaping the rewards of the gift 770 00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:42,960 is not about abstaining from life and its wealth of 771 00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:45,400 offerings. It's not about denying your 772 00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:49,760 senses or aspects of your world. When you're completely in tune 773 00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:53,600 with who you are and what you cherish, you no longer require 774 00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:56,520 the outside world to be the source of your joy, forever 775 00:46:56,520 --> 00:47:00,120 fleeting. Instead, joy follows you. 776 00:47:00,240 --> 00:47:03,720 It lives within you. The air of desperation that you 777 00:47:03,720 --> 00:47:07,600 once held in the shadow state melts into a gentle ease and 778 00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:11,120 you're able to engage in your experience with a jovial, full 779 00:47:11,120 --> 00:47:14,520 hearted essence. The moon rises with a softness 780 00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:16,400 that you feel in the core of your being. 781 00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:20,640 Buried within the shadow is an addiction to stimulation, 782 00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:24,560 especially with regard to sight. That's hilarious. 783 00:47:26,080 --> 00:47:29,520 Much of our current social world thrives on entertainment and 784 00:47:29,520 --> 00:47:32,840 distraction. As such, our attention span has 785 00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:36,400 shortened substantially and despite the onslaught of images, 786 00:47:36,400 --> 00:47:40,280 sounds, videos and media, we still find ourselves wanting 787 00:47:40,280 --> 00:47:42,600 more. There is never enough and there 788 00:47:42,600 --> 00:47:45,600 never will be. The Shadow urges you to keep 789 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:49,560 seeking for more elusive cures in the outside world of fantasy 790 00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:53,280 and Facade, while the real remedy can only be found within 791 00:47:53,280 --> 00:47:57,200 you or alongside the stars. Your themes are attention, 792 00:47:57,200 --> 00:47:59,960 fulfillment, essence, and stillness. 793 00:48:00,960 --> 00:48:02,840 That's so on brand. That's so on. 794 00:48:03,000 --> 00:48:08,080 I know, I know. Look, you all, we support 795 00:48:08,080 --> 00:48:11,520 whatever decision you make, but try to be the best person that 796 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:15,800 you can just try. Watch your life change by being 797 00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:19,400 the best version of you and everything else will reflect 798 00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:22,240 that back to you. So we love you all and we will 799 00:48:22,240 --> 00:48:25,600 see you next time in Candy Land. Bye. 800 00:48:25,840 --> 00:48:26,360 Bye.