1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:30,500 --> 00:00:36,100 Welcome to Candyland. We're fucking back bonus 3 00:00:36,100 --> 00:00:38,000 episode. We just couldn't stay away for a 4 00:00:38,008 --> 00:00:40,700 whole entire week. Honestly, all of that. 5 00:00:40,700 --> 00:00:43,900 Energy of you all hyping us up and talking to us and telling us 6 00:00:43,900 --> 00:00:46,400 how much you're loving the episode that you're waiting for 7 00:00:46,400 --> 00:00:49,900 the episodes that you're intrigued by the topics. 8 00:00:50,100 --> 00:00:54,100 It's really lighting that fire for lick it like a lollipop the 9 00:00:54,100 --> 00:00:57,300 podcast to go next level. So thank you. 10 00:00:58,500 --> 00:01:02,500 I love the people that are reaching out and being like Oh 11 00:01:02,500 --> 00:01:06,200 my God, something that you said like really resonated with me or 12 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:08,800 whatever. I also I've gotten so much 13 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:10,600 feedback since this last episode. 14 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:15,000 The Illuminati dropped, people being like know for sure that 15 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:18,900 dude that made a post saying it was his mother was absolutely 16 00:01:18,900 --> 00:01:20,400 him Gemini. You are right? 17 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:22,700 And like I know that I'm right, but thank you so much for 18 00:01:22,700 --> 00:01:25,700 confirming it. Honestly, what was really 19 00:01:25,700 --> 00:01:28,200 blowing me away about that entire situation. 20 00:01:28,500 --> 00:01:33,200 And is there was no romantic attachment from my side at all. 21 00:01:33,300 --> 00:01:38,000 So all of that one-sided anger and like illusion was literally 22 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,200 one-sided. There was nowhere in the 23 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:44,900 conversation that I ever was like yes I like you I want this, 24 00:01:44,900 --> 00:01:49,000 I want to be with you. Yeah, but one-sided, illusion 25 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:53,400 seems to be like the theme of the week because people will 26 00:01:53,400 --> 00:01:57,500 literally sit here and make whatever assumptions they want 27 00:01:57,500 --> 00:02:01,300 off of posts that we make and internalize it, and make it all 28 00:02:01,300 --> 00:02:06,000 about themselves. And for me, like, you are doubt 29 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:08,100 your dirty laundry and your shit last week. 30 00:02:08,100 --> 00:02:13,800 So, like let me just tell you. So for me, I'd like to get your 31 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:17,400 opinion on this. So for me, even if I'm not close 32 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:19,800 friends with somebody, if I've just vibed with you, I've had 33 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:24,400 conversations, whatever if you post something and I think, oh, 34 00:02:24,500 --> 00:02:27,400 that could be about such and such a person, and I have no 35 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:31,700 reason for thinking that and I send it is that bullshit. 36 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:37,100 Like if you I'm having people that will look at my videos and 37 00:02:37,100 --> 00:02:41,700 go to somebody and be like that video must be about you for what 38 00:02:42,100 --> 00:02:44,100 I think. A lot of people that don't make 39 00:02:44,100 --> 00:02:50,400 content, they don't realize that like it's not ever personal like 40 00:02:50,400 --> 00:02:53,600 most people are just making videos and content that they 41 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:57,800 know is relatable that either relates in their life or in a 42 00:02:57,800 --> 00:03:00,000 specific situation that they've heard. 43 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:04,500 Like I'll be honest, I love Of to shitpost and post things that 44 00:03:04,500 --> 00:03:06,400 really have nothing to do with my life whatsoever. 45 00:03:06,400 --> 00:03:11,200 Just to keep the people guessing just to keep people intrigued, I 46 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:15,000 think it's important as a content creator or anyone who's 47 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:18,800 going to put their life on line to have a fine line between what 48 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:21,400 people actually know about. You and what is Just an Illusion 49 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:24,400 that they're creating. I think a lot of people have 50 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:28,600 like an illusion of every single person they interact with and 51 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:31,500 that's our experience. And so like as we're moving 52 00:03:31,500 --> 00:03:34,600 forward. Forward in our practices, I just 53 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:38,300 think more people are going to reveal themselves because we're 54 00:03:38,300 --> 00:03:40,500 no longer fooled by their illusion. 55 00:03:40,600 --> 00:03:43,300 So even though they're still trying to project that onto us 56 00:03:43,300 --> 00:03:47,100 or pretend like they're the victim or that were victimizing 57 00:03:47,100 --> 00:03:50,400 them, it's really our personal growth in our elevation is 58 00:03:50,400 --> 00:03:53,700 intimidating them. So rather saying, wow, you're 59 00:03:53,700 --> 00:03:55,800 really showing off and that's intimidating me. 60 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:58,800 It's, oh my God, no, you must be competing with me, you're 61 00:03:58,800 --> 00:04:01,000 judging me. You're talking about me. 62 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:06,600 I just think that's so goofy and I think it's so goofy to think 63 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:11,300 that you're so fucking special and important that out of 64 00:04:11,300 --> 00:04:14,100 everybody and everything in the whole life that people are 65 00:04:14,100 --> 00:04:18,100 leading that they're taking the time to specifically sit there 66 00:04:18,100 --> 00:04:21,100 and create content and come around with things like, 67 00:04:21,399 --> 00:04:24,600 especially over here, like doing businesses and branding and 68 00:04:24,600 --> 00:04:29,500 like, all the shit that is going on for either one of us to take 69 00:04:29,500 --> 00:04:33,100 time out of our data like, Make a video instead of just go to 70 00:04:33,100 --> 00:04:35,800 you and have a conversation. That's so strange to me. 71 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:40,100 I've literally lost like several friends this year over them 72 00:04:40,100 --> 00:04:43,700 being like, yes. I saw your post about me and I 73 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:47,400 literally have to go back and look because I have no clue. 74 00:04:49,500 --> 00:04:53,600 No, I'm getting told that videos that I had weeks ago or about 75 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:58,400 somebody and I'm like, I literally have no issues. 76 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:01,000 I'm sorry that you have issues. I literally didn't know there 77 00:05:01,000 --> 00:05:02,700 was a thing. I didn't know what you thought 78 00:05:02,700 --> 00:05:06,300 anything was about you. That's so odd to me what's odd 79 00:05:06,300 --> 00:05:10,600 to me is when people take it upon themselves to spread that 80 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:14,800 drama in illusion around other people, Yeah. 81 00:05:14,800 --> 00:05:20,300 Or for, yeah, because it's like, if you and if you know somebody, 82 00:05:20,300 --> 00:05:23,800 why not just go to them and be like, hey, are you doing videos 83 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:26,300 about this person? Because that's my friend, sit, 84 00:05:26,300 --> 00:05:28,400 you know? Yes. 85 00:05:28,400 --> 00:05:32,000 And also, I feel like a lot of people don't realize, like, 86 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:35,300 we're recording the podcast. This is something that's going 87 00:05:35,300 --> 00:05:39,500 to be a part of our brand. We're not just out here trying 88 00:05:39,500 --> 00:05:43,200 to start drama or have enemies. Like, we're out here trying to 89 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:45,200 build a Community where I hear trying to connect with 90 00:05:45,200 --> 00:05:48,100 like-minded individuals. If we're no longer aligned, it 91 00:05:48,100 --> 00:05:51,300 doesn't have to be because I'm talking shit about you are 92 00:05:51,300 --> 00:05:54,000 because I don't like you. It means that we're no longer 93 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:57,500 aligned and that we've naturally drifted and a lot of people want 94 00:05:57,500 --> 00:06:01,300 to take distance as disrespect but distance is just that it's 95 00:06:01,300 --> 00:06:03,800 distance baby. It's not disrespect. 96 00:06:03,900 --> 00:06:08,400 I've literally have no fucks to give further than that. 97 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:12,800 I literally have friends that I've been friends with since my 98 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:15,700 freshman. High school and I barely reach 99 00:06:15,700 --> 00:06:17,800 out to them because I have things going on. 100 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:21,600 And those people who are intimate people in my life, who 101 00:06:21,600 --> 00:06:24,900 I don't keep up with, they don't even get as upset as 102 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:28,000 acquaintances. That you meet online that all of 103 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:31,600 a sudden think that they have some kind of like ownership over 104 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:33,800 you. Also I think it's real fucking 105 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:41,700 weird when people and like mentorship or advice rolls, get 106 00:06:41,700 --> 00:06:46,700 weird and funky when People start doing their own thing and 107 00:06:46,700 --> 00:06:51,000 I know a lot of especially like people in the spiritual 108 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:54,700 Community who have experienced like, oh yeah, I was doing this 109 00:06:54,700 --> 00:06:57,500 but then the second that I started evolving and I started 110 00:06:57,500 --> 00:07:00,800 doing something different, all of a sudden, I was competition. 111 00:07:01,300 --> 00:07:04,200 Yes. And I think a lot of people see 112 00:07:04,200 --> 00:07:08,900 one side of spirituality and there is a lot of people who 113 00:07:08,900 --> 00:07:12,000 want to take advantage of vulnerable people, they want to 114 00:07:12,500 --> 00:07:16,700 Mentor you or Q and basically groom new in a certain way. 115 00:07:16,700 --> 00:07:21,400 Like I've been in life coach type groups and circles where 116 00:07:21,400 --> 00:07:25,600 I've received absolutely nothing but basically a community, so 117 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:27,600 it's like oh you didn't really have any friends, let me 118 00:07:27,600 --> 00:07:30,100 introduce you to like 10 like-minded people and you pay 119 00:07:30,100 --> 00:07:34,200 me for that and like, you know, on my patreon for seven dollars. 120 00:07:34,200 --> 00:07:36,600 You know, you can get onto my Discord Community, but it's 121 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:40,700 like, I've paid people hundreds of dollars for basically the 122 00:07:40,700 --> 00:07:43,400 same thing, and it's like, that's not coaching me. 123 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:46,500 Me putting me in a group of community and letting them teach 124 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:50,400 each other isn't coaching me. It isn't mentoring me, and I 125 00:07:50,407 --> 00:07:53,500 think some people need to get their egos in check about their 126 00:07:53,500 --> 00:07:57,400 own abilities, to either teach or Mentor or coach people 127 00:07:57,500 --> 00:08:01,100 because if you're still in a competition mindset you're not a 128 00:08:01,108 --> 00:08:08,200 teacher and also you know these having these communities where 129 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:11,200 like yeah we do you do have Discord and yeah I do have group 130 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:13,200 chat or whatever. That's supposed to be. 131 00:08:13,600 --> 00:08:17,200 Paired with you actually giving like your advice and your 132 00:08:17,200 --> 00:08:20,500 mentorship and your whatever. It's not for people to just pay 133 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:24,800 so that they can sit there and everybody else has to do all of 134 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:26,600 the work but you don't actually teach. 135 00:08:26,600 --> 00:08:29,800 I think that's weird. I've experienced that and two 136 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:34,900 different classes that I took one was a Tarot one and one was 137 00:08:34,900 --> 00:08:40,600 like a It was supposed to be like this, like energy alignment 138 00:08:40,600 --> 00:08:44,900 horse and it was real weird. And the lady, like half the time 139 00:08:44,900 --> 00:08:49,000 didn't even show up to her own Zoom videos and it would just be 140 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:51,300 us in the class and it would be like oh and then you know, 141 00:08:51,300 --> 00:08:53,400 discuss what we talked about last week. 142 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:57,800 The fuck she wouldn't even come to her own Circle. 143 00:08:58,600 --> 00:09:03,800 Her own Zooms for like sweet. Last like a I want to say it was 144 00:09:03,800 --> 00:09:07,200 like a 12-week thing and there were three that she didn't 145 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:10,800 attend and not like I'm so sorry, can't make it but I have 146 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:14,100 somebody else to topping in and taking my spot you know, I'll be 147 00:09:14,100 --> 00:09:16,900 back nothing. Just I am not showing up talks 148 00:09:16,900 --> 00:09:21,300 amongst yourselves honestly, I think a lot of people in these 149 00:09:21,300 --> 00:09:24,800 communities, they see other creators other spiritualist, 150 00:09:24,800 --> 00:09:29,500 other healers forming circles and groups and stuff and like 151 00:09:29,700 --> 00:09:33,100 they're like oh I can do that. But sometimes like not everyone 152 00:09:33,100 --> 00:09:35,500 is meant to teach, like it's just the facts. 153 00:09:35,500 --> 00:09:39,400 Not everyone is meant to Or to heal every single person that 154 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:42,300 they meet, like, maybe you need to work on healing yourself and 155 00:09:42,300 --> 00:09:43,600 your spirit. Because if you're still 156 00:09:43,600 --> 00:09:47,200 competing, with someone who's just genuinely spreading light 157 00:09:47,200 --> 00:09:50,600 and inspiration to others, then you need to check yourself 158 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:54,900 because it is an ego issue. And if your ego is still that 159 00:09:54,900 --> 00:09:58,200 deeply rooted in your experience, and you can't check 160 00:09:58,200 --> 00:10:03,400 yourself from the girly, High School gossip bullshit, then you 161 00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:06,600 are not on the frequency that I'm on and that's why I'm 162 00:10:06,600 --> 00:10:07,900 leaving. Seeing you behind. 163 00:10:07,900 --> 00:10:10,500 That's why we're no longer aligned, that's why I'm dropping 164 00:10:10,600 --> 00:10:16,900 this connection. I it's difficult for me to see 165 00:10:16,900 --> 00:10:22,900 people judge, either one of us in a different way than we've 166 00:10:22,900 --> 00:10:26,600 presented ourselves. Like we're so open and honest 167 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:29,100 about things in about our opinions on things and about who 168 00:10:29,100 --> 00:10:31,000 we are as people. And we are not quiet, 169 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:34,300 Wallflowers when we do not like something and we will tell you 170 00:10:34,300 --> 00:10:38,800 and we'll speak it. So for people, You try to dive 171 00:10:38,800 --> 00:10:42,000 in and find something that isn't there or to try and project 172 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:45,600 things or say that like intentions are different. 173 00:10:45,600 --> 00:10:48,700 It's just I don't understand. Because I'm like, you're 174 00:10:48,700 --> 00:10:53,500 literally seeing me the same exact person on every single 175 00:10:53,500 --> 00:10:56,200 platform. So, like, I'm not the one who 176 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:58,700 switches up. So where would you get this 177 00:10:58,700 --> 00:11:03,200 illusion from your own ego that you're projecting and your own 178 00:11:03,200 --> 00:11:07,900 insecurities about the situation because Typically whenever we're 179 00:11:07,900 --> 00:11:12,400 saying something on a tick tock or whatever we're airing out the 180 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:15,500 collective energy. And a lot of people fall into 181 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:18,800 that energy and so then they take it personally like, 182 00:11:18,800 --> 00:11:22,600 literally, I don't know how many times that people have taken 183 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:26,400 something I've said online personally and I had someone 184 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:29,200 that I know in real life and they're like yeah, like people 185 00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:32,300 see you online and I say like oh that's the celebrity page but 186 00:11:32,308 --> 00:11:35,300 that's not who she really is in real life like she's way more 187 00:11:35,300 --> 00:11:40,300 chill and like down to earth. Like I think online people just 188 00:11:40,300 --> 00:11:44,100 get one side of everything and it's there's that it's like what 189 00:11:44,100 --> 00:11:47,100 they're absorbing from that contents like a million. 190 00:11:47,100 --> 00:11:50,000 People can watch the same video and all take something different 191 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:53,200 away and I think with the podcast, a lot of people 192 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:57,500 expected our podcast of tank or like to suck and the fact that 193 00:11:57,500 --> 00:12:00,900 it's not and there are a lot of supporters and people already 194 00:12:00,900 --> 00:12:05,400 backing such a new brand that's intimidating for someone who 195 00:12:05,400 --> 00:12:08,700 doesn't even have any brands. Cuz he'll like, you've got three 196 00:12:08,700 --> 00:12:11,900 brands, I'm running three brands, like, we got stuff 197 00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:15,300 popping, and I think people can be intimidated by that. 198 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:19,100 Not because we're actually competing, but because they 199 00:12:19,100 --> 00:12:22,700 already feel behind and their own actions, like they're 200 00:12:22,700 --> 00:12:25,900 already not happy with where they're at, so, you see, someone 201 00:12:25,900 --> 00:12:29,300 who's older or younger and they feel like, oh, that person's way 202 00:12:29,300 --> 00:12:31,200 ahead of me, they're all of a sudden. 203 00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:34,800 You're just flat line competition, because that energy 204 00:12:34,800 --> 00:12:38,800 is being projected. I would love to see people 205 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,900 getting more inspiration than intimidation. 206 00:12:42,100 --> 00:12:46,700 Because if you just reverse that and you went, wow, I really like 207 00:12:46,700 --> 00:12:49,900 the way that that person does something and like, how could I 208 00:12:49,900 --> 00:12:52,800 make that uniquely my own instead of going? 209 00:12:54,100 --> 00:12:57,400 That's what they're doing. I never thought of that, I can't 210 00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:58,900 believe that I didn't even think of that. 211 00:12:58,900 --> 00:13:03,000 You know, when people internalize that and they they 212 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:06,000 project the insecurity because they never had that thought 213 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:07,700 before. Or whatever. 214 00:13:08,600 --> 00:13:12,800 And I think that a lot of people are so drained and their daily 215 00:13:12,800 --> 00:13:16,900 relationships and life that they have nothing better to do than 216 00:13:16,900 --> 00:13:19,900 compete with strangers on the fucking internet. 217 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:24,600 It's like, I literally do not wake up with my world revolving. 218 00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:28,100 Like, let me piss this person off, or let me say this, or let 219 00:13:28,100 --> 00:13:30,200 me do that. Like, I'm looking at my phone 220 00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:33,900 right now and it popped up someone sent a message and then 221 00:13:33,900 --> 00:13:36,500 they've already unsent the message like y'all need that. 222 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:39,200 Check yourselves like, that's what you need to do, because 223 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:43,300 nobody cares, deep down, nobody cares that much. 224 00:13:43,300 --> 00:13:46,000 If you cared that much about your own life and your own 225 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:49,000 experience and your own fucking Journey, you would be much 226 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,700 further ahead. That's what I'm saying. 227 00:13:51,700 --> 00:13:56,100 I'm like, if you took all that energy, like the energy that you 228 00:13:56,100 --> 00:13:59,800 think I'm spending on you? I'm actually spending on my 229 00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:03,600 mentees and on making shit on patreon and I'm being a parent 230 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:06,600 and a wife and doing and working on my mental. 231 00:14:06,700 --> 00:14:10,400 Health, I am not putting my energy into you. 232 00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:14,400 So, if you used all that energy that you're using to fucking dig 233 00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:17,600 with me and have people look at my page because you're blocked, 234 00:14:17,700 --> 00:14:20,000 maybe you would do something different, and you wouldn't have 235 00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:22,300 to be jealous of others because you would feel. 236 00:14:22,300 --> 00:14:25,900 So, personally fulfilled in what you're doing, and, honestly, you 237 00:14:25,900 --> 00:14:29,000 wouldn't have any energy or time to care that much about what 238 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,100 other people are doing, like, we're spending tonight. 239 00:14:31,100 --> 00:14:34,500 Recording a podcast, we're spending our weekend getting 240 00:14:34,500 --> 00:14:36,500 things done with our family, taking care of our home. 241 00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:38,300 Home taking care of our businesses. 242 00:14:38,300 --> 00:14:41,300 Like if you have a lot on your plate, you won't have time to 243 00:14:41,300 --> 00:14:42,900 worry about me and what I'm doing. 244 00:14:43,100 --> 00:14:46,200 And another thing your lately people are like wow, you're 245 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:48,200 always busy. I think that's so hot. 246 00:14:48,200 --> 00:14:52,100 I'm like being busy is hot because when you're busy, you're 247 00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:55,000 in your own fucking lane and you're not competing or arguing 248 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:57,400 or nitpicking with strangers on the internet. 249 00:14:57,400 --> 00:15:01,100 Like I never go through Tick-Tock and think, oh my gosh, 250 00:15:01,100 --> 00:15:04,900 that person made that about me like I can literally make jokes 251 00:15:04,900 --> 00:15:08,600 about myself like That picture popped up like, a year ago. 252 00:15:08,600 --> 00:15:11,700 And my butt looks so flat. So, I made a tick tock and says, 253 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:15,400 I'm just shows you that you were built like Bobby Hill a year 254 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:19,100 ago, like, I can joke on ourselves and that's why I like, 255 00:15:19,100 --> 00:15:21,300 I can have fun with my own experience because I'm not 256 00:15:21,300 --> 00:15:24,000 taking it. So fucking seriously, like 257 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:27,700 Gemini makes content that could be directed towards literally, 258 00:15:27,700 --> 00:15:30,500 anyone who's not on their a game. 259 00:15:30,500 --> 00:15:33,400 So if you're not on your A game, you probably feel personally 260 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:40,400 victimized by Jimena. I and and what's funny is like 261 00:15:41,300 --> 00:15:44,600 I'm never victimized like I never have anybody in my mind 262 00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:48,100 that I'm like I'm going to make this specific video about them 263 00:15:48,700 --> 00:15:53,000 like and so that never even it never even crosses my mind. 264 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:57,100 So then if I'm ever accused of that, I'm like, what video are 265 00:15:57,100 --> 00:15:59,000 you talking about? What problem? 266 00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:01,300 I don't want the drama. Can we block each other now? 267 00:16:01,300 --> 00:16:03,400 Because I never want to talk to you again, because this is 268 00:16:03,400 --> 00:16:07,000 really weird, you know, it's actually Actually abnormally 269 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:10,400 weird, how many people come to both of us as much as we're 270 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:15,300 spreading positivity and light and truth and growth energy. 271 00:16:15,500 --> 00:16:18,900 The think that we actually are talking about them. 272 00:16:18,900 --> 00:16:21,400 It's like, do you not even know who the fuck I am? 273 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:24,500 Like do you not listen to anything that I stand for or 274 00:16:24,500 --> 00:16:28,300 like anything that I talk about? Like I think if anything the 275 00:16:28,300 --> 00:16:31,300 podcast is opened us up from just tick trucks and pictures. 276 00:16:31,300 --> 00:16:33,900 Like you're actually getting to know us on a soul level. 277 00:16:33,900 --> 00:16:37,300 And you still think that I'm making Some tweets about you 278 00:16:37,400 --> 00:16:40,300 like, bro, if I have a problem, I'm going to pull up on you. 279 00:16:40,300 --> 00:16:43,900 Like if I have something to say to someone, that's what 280 00:16:43,900 --> 00:16:47,100 spirituality and Shadow work, and healing does for you, you're 281 00:16:47,100 --> 00:16:50,500 able to have those difficult conversations, not from a place 282 00:16:50,500 --> 00:16:54,600 of competition but like, hey, genuinely this upsets me and I 283 00:16:54,608 --> 00:16:59,300 don't like when you do this kind of thought not, I cannot believe 284 00:16:59,300 --> 00:17:02,600 you would talk about me. I'm just going to start drama 285 00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:08,099 with you. Where does shit in my situation 286 00:17:08,099 --> 00:17:10,800 recently? It wasn't even the person who 287 00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:13,700 thinks that I made videos about them that even came to me. 288 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:19,400 It was, it was somebody letting me know that somebody else was 289 00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:23,099 telling somebody else that I like I don't give a fuck. 290 00:17:23,099 --> 00:17:25,700 Y'all are weird. That is three people deep of 291 00:17:25,700 --> 00:17:30,200 watching my videos for weeks. I really hope that you figure 292 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:33,700 your shit out because that's very odd behavior but like You 293 00:17:33,700 --> 00:17:37,600 sound like a fan and we get paid for people that listen people 294 00:17:37,600 --> 00:17:39,900 that watch. So like I really appreciate you 295 00:17:39,900 --> 00:17:43,900 because every view every share, every little download that 296 00:17:43,900 --> 00:17:48,000 you're sending to talk shit, all that does is get me paid baby, I 297 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,000 make money off that shit. What do you do? 298 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:52,800 You do you do it all for free? Okay. 299 00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:57,200 And what's weird about it is like it's the people who don't 300 00:17:57,200 --> 00:18:01,100 even have any freaking Hobbies or don't even make content or 301 00:18:01,108 --> 00:18:04,500 don't even make tick-tocks that Always want to talk about what 302 00:18:04,500 --> 00:18:07,000 other people are doing on Tick, Tock, baby. 303 00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:10,800 Just say that you miss the bar with Tick-Tock and your behind. 304 00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:13,800 And now, you're jealous of people who have surpassed 305 00:18:14,500 --> 00:18:17,700 whatever level you think that you should be at, but you didn't 306 00:18:17,700 --> 00:18:20,900 put in the work, but you didn't do the things that you needed to 307 00:18:20,900 --> 00:18:22,900 do. I know a lot of people during 308 00:18:22,900 --> 00:18:25,300 covid-19 calm going to start using Tick-Tock and then they 309 00:18:25,300 --> 00:18:26,500 didn't. But guess what? 310 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:30,700 Jim and I did we started using Tick-Tock then and now we're 311 00:18:30,700 --> 00:18:34,100 able to make content that we want because we are The niche, 312 00:18:34,100 --> 00:18:38,300 we are the brand. That goes inside. 313 00:18:38,300 --> 00:18:41,300 I was talking to somebody on live today. 314 00:18:41,500 --> 00:18:43,400 You and I were just talking about this before we got on 315 00:18:43,400 --> 00:18:46,200 here, but she's like, yeah, I started a podcast with my best 316 00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:47,800 friend. We recorded one episode, and we 317 00:18:47,808 --> 00:18:50,100 never got back to it. I didn't realize how difficult 318 00:18:50,100 --> 00:18:54,500 it was, and I'm like, yeah, because the recording is the 319 00:18:54,500 --> 00:18:56,900 easy part. The difficult part is you 320 00:18:56,900 --> 00:19:00,300 building that audience, people trusting in new people, knowing 321 00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:04,400 that it takes consistency, like, it's laughable for anybody to 322 00:19:04,400 --> 00:19:07,900 try and like dog. Out of character because we're 323 00:19:07,900 --> 00:19:12,300 so like consistent for such a long period of time that I'm 324 00:19:12,300 --> 00:19:14,600 sorry. Like that is wild to me. 325 00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:19,300 But you have to grow an audience in a Brandon who you are and and 326 00:19:19,300 --> 00:19:22,400 share ups and downs. And you have to be open for the 327 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:25,100 criticism that comes because it doesn't matter how much 328 00:19:25,100 --> 00:19:29,300 positivity and love and light you know we're talking about and 329 00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:31,300 how much like we're being honest. 330 00:19:31,300 --> 00:19:34,500 If you are honest about difficulties that we've had, 331 00:19:34,600 --> 00:19:38,200 somebody will find something. They'll be like I told you, she 332 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:40,900 was a drug addict. She did cocaine when she was 14 333 00:19:40,900 --> 00:19:45,000 one time, you know, literally that's what I think is really 334 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:47,900 empowering me. The most with the podcast is 335 00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:51,000 like, for once. I'm able to speak on things that 336 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:55,600 normally, I wouldn't speak on, in a way that's like 337 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:59,600 constructive in elevating like, it's not a victim mindset. 338 00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:02,100 It's not trauma. Talk, like, we're not just on 339 00:20:02,100 --> 00:20:06,200 here like soap box complaining and whining and crying. 340 00:20:06,300 --> 00:20:08,200 We're like, you know what these are the cards. 341 00:20:08,200 --> 00:20:09,800 I was dealt, and this is what I did with it. 342 00:20:09,800 --> 00:20:13,000 And now look at me now and like, you can come here to like, 343 00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:16,000 that's what I always want people to know, like, especially in my 344 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:18,900 spiritual practice. Like, I want you to develop 345 00:20:18,900 --> 00:20:20,600 enough where you don't need me all the time. 346 00:20:20,700 --> 00:20:24,400 That like yourself that you can pull your own cards that you 347 00:20:24,400 --> 00:20:26,800 have resources or tools that you're working with. 348 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:30,500 I think the main thing for me with my spirituality and my 349 00:20:30,500 --> 00:20:34,000 business in general is to bring people together and to make 350 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:36,400 people feel like they're seen, like, they're not the Black 351 00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:39,800 Sheep, they're not alone, they're not exiled, but they're 352 00:20:39,800 --> 00:20:42,500 seen and they're accepted and then they can be vulnerable and 353 00:20:42,500 --> 00:20:45,100 be themselves. And I think that's why we 354 00:20:45,100 --> 00:20:48,800 naturally attract both ends of that spectrum. 355 00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:51,500 Because there are so many people who want that validation, they 356 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:54,500 want to be themselves. They want to feel seen, but they 357 00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,700 will never come out of the spiritual closet or they'll 358 00:20:56,700 --> 00:21:01,100 never come out of their bubble or their box because it's safe. 359 00:21:01,100 --> 00:21:03,000 That's where their ego keeps them safe. 360 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:05,300 So their ego wants them to compete with anyone who's 361 00:21:05,300 --> 00:21:07,500 inspiring. Others Because deep down they 362 00:21:07,500 --> 00:21:15,000 wish they could do that. See I feel I feel almost bad for 363 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:18,300 people who don't have the kinds of platforms that you. 364 00:21:18,300 --> 00:21:21,700 And I are building where like we have people who know us and so 365 00:21:21,900 --> 00:21:26,200 if we were to say something that was like a cringe moment or 366 00:21:26,200 --> 00:21:30,900 something like that, we're like I feel like we could get 367 00:21:30,900 --> 00:21:34,000 forgiveness on that in some ways and we could like take it as a 368 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:36,400 learning experience and like, show that and move on. 369 00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:39,200 I think there are a lot of people who, especially on this 370 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,700 like spiritual journey. They're wanting to learn more 371 00:21:41,700 --> 00:21:44,200 and they're wanting to kind of start coming outside of their 372 00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:49,100 shell, but right now with trying to be starting tick-tocks, are 373 00:21:49,100 --> 00:21:51,300 you trying to start your social medias right now? 374 00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:54,800 You have so many vultures on there, that I feel like when 375 00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:59,500 people are are trying to like, take a step, Up they 376 00:21:59,700 --> 00:22:02,100 second-guess themselves and feel like it's wrong because of 377 00:22:02,100 --> 00:22:04,100 somebody's comment and they recluse. 378 00:22:04,100 --> 00:22:10,200 And my biggest recommendation is like if you are trying to 379 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:14,400 authentically open that throat chakra and like share yourself 380 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:17,800 and share your journey and whatever you should go into it 381 00:22:17,800 --> 00:22:21,400 with like I'm going to make mistakes and and whatever and 382 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:25,200 people are going to talk shit. And I have to use that as a way 383 00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:29,600 to evolve my content because that's been In my, he even 384 00:22:29,600 --> 00:22:32,000 situations like this. You think my videos are about 385 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,700 you, they're not, but now I'm going to change the type of 386 00:22:34,700 --> 00:22:40,800 videos that I do, you know. You know what's crazy about that 387 00:22:40,800 --> 00:22:46,300 whole situation is like, so many people are coming from a place 388 00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:48,700 of lack when the spiritual realm. 389 00:22:48,700 --> 00:22:52,800 Like when you're truly tapped in with spear Spirit, spirituality 390 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:55,300 your higher power, higher source, whatever you want to 391 00:22:55,300 --> 00:22:57,400 call it. You learned that there's 392 00:22:57,400 --> 00:23:01,400 infinite abundance and everything for everyone. 393 00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:04,700 It's not like, oh there's more for me and less for you or I 394 00:23:04,700 --> 00:23:07,200 have a lot that means you get less like know. 395 00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:11,800 No, I think that's why Jim and I work out so well is because like 396 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,900 I know you had a video blowing up last week and like I'd really 397 00:23:14,900 --> 00:23:18,400 gained a lot of followers. Like most people's Eco was like 398 00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:21,800 oh she's got more than me or she's this or she's that but 399 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:25,100 instead I'm like yes baby like remember when I was like what if 400 00:23:25,100 --> 00:23:28,200 that sound went viral or whatever because like what's 401 00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:30,700 good for you is good for me. Like when you're working in a 402 00:23:30,700 --> 00:23:34,800 team kind of deal, like a Teamwork Makes the Dream work. 403 00:23:35,400 --> 00:23:38,800 It's not about like me. Are you it's an us thing. 404 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:42,500 It's like, okay, you go up, I'm going up because regardless, if 405 00:23:42,500 --> 00:23:46,200 you have more followers are not like we're building platforms 406 00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:49,700 that are of similar nature, so it's like, I know today. 407 00:23:49,700 --> 00:23:54,200 One of your people joined my mentors here and like, I know a 408 00:23:54,208 --> 00:23:56,300 bunch of my people have been joining your Mentor tears and 409 00:23:56,300 --> 00:23:59,200 like honestly, you've been teaching a lot of people want to 410 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:00,700 learn. I'm like, go take her class, 411 00:24:00,700 --> 00:24:05,300 like sign up, go do your thing and like I could give zero 412 00:24:05,300 --> 00:24:07,200 fucks. Like, I hope that you all. 413 00:24:07,300 --> 00:24:11,900 All realize how special it is that we see so many people 414 00:24:11,900 --> 00:24:15,200 supporting both of us and you all get the assignment that this 415 00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:17,900 is all of that. It is like what's good for you 416 00:24:17,900 --> 00:24:21,200 is good for me, no matter which way you look at it. 417 00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:24,700 No matter if you have more at one time or I have more it's 418 00:24:24,700 --> 00:24:28,300 still good for both of us because we're elevating 419 00:24:28,300 --> 00:24:31,500 together. And what's beautiful about that 420 00:24:31,500 --> 00:24:36,200 too is that, that is true but an extra additional notch in that 421 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:41,200 is the fact that It's not from a selfish area of like, oh good, 422 00:24:41,300 --> 00:24:44,000 she's doing well. So then I'm going to get more. 423 00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:48,400 It's, it's genuinely like we're just happy for the other person, 424 00:24:48,400 --> 00:24:50,900 getting the opportunity that they're doing, or the growth or 425 00:24:50,900 --> 00:24:53,800 whatever. And we're like, no need to be 426 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:55,200 weird about that. I benefit from that. 427 00:24:55,200 --> 00:24:59,000 So, you know, like it's I feel like it's such an odd thing to 428 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,900 like, explain that like, it benefits me but also, I don't 429 00:25:01,900 --> 00:25:05,200 give a fuck. Well, I mean, yeah it does. 430 00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:07,500 And it's both but it's like if you're shy Shining. 431 00:25:07,500 --> 00:25:10,700 And I'm shining, it doesn't take away from one or the other like, 432 00:25:10,700 --> 00:25:14,500 you can be just as popping as popping at the same time. 433 00:25:14,500 --> 00:25:17,300 Like, that's what I'm trying to explain for everyone listening. 434 00:25:17,300 --> 00:25:21,800 It's like it's not that hopefully, it's just the fact 435 00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:24,300 that like anything. That's good for my friend is 436 00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:28,300 going to be good for me and then like we have a brand that we're 437 00:25:28,300 --> 00:25:30,400 building together. So anything that's good for 438 00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:32,500 either. One of us is going to be good 439 00:25:32,500 --> 00:25:36,000 for that brand, like, it would be like, oh, I made this 440 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:39,200 marketing collateral. You can't use it on your page or 441 00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:40,300 something. You know what I mean? 442 00:25:40,300 --> 00:25:43,800 It's like that's where people are like shit and where they 443 00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:45,500 sleep or whatever. You know what I mean? 444 00:25:45,500 --> 00:25:49,000 Like you got a fucking have a tight ship when it comes to your 445 00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:51,800 inner circle and your environment who you're taking 446 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:54,900 advice from who you're hanging out with what type of energy 447 00:25:54,900 --> 00:25:58,700 that you're subjecting your lifestyle to because a lot of 448 00:25:58,700 --> 00:26:02,100 people will be like no that's not a good idea or no you 449 00:26:02,100 --> 00:26:05,900 shouldn't post that and the whole time that's the parts of 450 00:26:05,900 --> 00:26:07,900 you that you should be showing. The world. 451 00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:12,800 And that's usually the part that the people are most happy that 452 00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:15,500 you share because nobody wants to share those parts and they 453 00:26:15,500 --> 00:26:19,800 feel so connected. And you know, like if you hadn't 454 00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:21,800 shared that, somebody wouldn't felt seeing. 455 00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:25,700 Somebody wouldn't felt heard. And I love, how many people are 456 00:26:25,700 --> 00:26:29,700 starting to be more open-minded about like these traumatic 457 00:26:29,700 --> 00:26:32,900 experiences. Because it's like, wow, that's 458 00:26:32,900 --> 00:26:34,800 really showing me something. It's really teaching me 459 00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:37,400 something. It's really shifting my reality 460 00:26:37,500 --> 00:26:41,600 without that I wouldn't be Who I am and I think that's what's so 461 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:46,100 important is like all levels of your experience are very valid. 462 00:26:46,100 --> 00:26:49,500 So if you do feel Eco centered or jealous or envious when 463 00:26:49,500 --> 00:26:52,900 someone shares good news it doesn't mean that you're a bad 464 00:26:52,900 --> 00:26:54,400 person or that you're doing wrong. 465 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:57,900 It means that you need to dive deeper into why you don't feel 466 00:26:57,900 --> 00:27:01,900 deserving, why you don't feel seen why you don't feel inspired 467 00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:05,700 because a lot of what people want, it's not people's money or 468 00:27:05,700 --> 00:27:09,000 what they have, it's their energy, it's their persona, it's 469 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:11,700 how they They light up a room, you know, I think that's where 470 00:27:11,700 --> 00:27:13,100 I'm starting to intimidate people. 471 00:27:13,100 --> 00:27:15,800 The most is because they're starting to see, like, they 472 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:19,700 can't keep me small anymore with their opinion because outside 473 00:27:19,700 --> 00:27:23,200 energies are noticing like strangers like that man. 474 00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:26,600 That wrote me that said, three years ago, that he was my 475 00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:29,900 server. That I was so nice and like, 476 00:27:29,900 --> 00:27:33,400 just really impacted him. And I remember I tipped him $20 477 00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:36,400 and like a ten-dollar bill, because like we were going to a 478 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:39,200 music festival where everything is $30. 479 00:27:39,500 --> 00:27:42,100 So I just thought, you know what, I'm just going to give him 480 00:27:42,100 --> 00:27:46,000 $30 or whatever and I just thought it was so crazy. 481 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:49,000 That three years later, he's like that really stuck with me. 482 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:51,200 Like you were such a radiant ball of light. 483 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:53,200 You were so friendly. You were so nice. 484 00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:56,500 He's like, as soon as I saw you on Facebook, I knew it was you 485 00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,900 and I had to write you that and it like wasn't creepy. 486 00:27:58,900 --> 00:28:02,000 Like he wasn't hitting on me. He just genuinely wanted me to 487 00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:05,800 know that I came into his work and literally that has stuck 488 00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:08,400 with him for three years. I think that's beautiful. 489 00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,200 It's so inspiring because that's where people don't realize that. 490 00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:14,800 It's not about what you're putting out into the world. 491 00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:18,000 It's who the fuck you are. How you show up when no one's 492 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:20,600 looking when I never thought? I'd see that guy again. 493 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:22,100 I could have been a bitch to him. 494 00:28:22,100 --> 00:28:25,400 You know what I mean? But instead I chose to be kind 495 00:28:25,400 --> 00:28:27,800 and compassionate and like, you know, he's a server like that 496 00:28:27,800 --> 00:28:30,900 she can be hard, people make it harder on people than it needs 497 00:28:30,900 --> 00:28:33,200 to be. And so I was just like, 498 00:28:33,700 --> 00:28:36,500 obviously was in a great mood. I was going to a music festival. 499 00:28:36,500 --> 00:28:38,200 So, like I was already in a Vibe. 500 00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:42,400 I remember The day very vividly but it's like typically someone 501 00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:44,800 would just brush that off. It's just like oh whatever. 502 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:48,000 But like sometimes you don't know what's going to stick with 503 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,100 someone. So why would you want it to be 504 00:28:50,100 --> 00:28:53,100 negativity or competition or jealousy or Envy? 505 00:28:53,100 --> 00:28:56,500 It's like you need to dive deeper into why you fill those 506 00:28:56,500 --> 00:29:01,000 ways towards people who genuinely also want to see you 507 00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:07,700 when That's the fucking thing is, like, we genuinely want to 508 00:29:07,700 --> 00:29:11,800 see other people when so match that fucking Vibe. 509 00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:15,800 And please, if you listen to this and you roll your eyes or 510 00:29:15,800 --> 00:29:19,100 your just like that doesn't like, no, I don't want to see 511 00:29:19,100 --> 00:29:22,600 you be successful. Please like just don't follow me 512 00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:25,500 on platforms with that energy because I don't want you to ever 513 00:29:25,500 --> 00:29:28,500 think that something's about you and have like weird feelings and 514 00:29:28,500 --> 00:29:31,700 project that like, go work on your personal healing. 515 00:29:31,700 --> 00:29:34,700 I'll still be Here, I will be me, but if we end up our 516 00:29:34,700 --> 00:29:38,200 energies aligned in the future, cool beans until then I don't 517 00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:41,600 want to hear from you in the thing is it's like it's not that 518 00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:45,600 I wish ban on to you it's just that I can feel the bad coming 519 00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:48,200 off of you and I want nothing to do with it. 520 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:51,200 I think a lot of people don't realize that the reason you're 521 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:55,200 so unhappy is because you keep allowing certain energies 522 00:29:55,200 --> 00:30:00,300 certain frequencies to dominate your reality and you know of 523 00:30:00,300 --> 00:30:02,400 course it's intimidating when you're in the midst. 524 00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:05,000 East of the the chaos and the drama like the thought of 525 00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:07,900 leaving that behind those heavy, it feels like a lot. 526 00:30:07,900 --> 00:30:10,500 Like, a lot of people are like, how did you do it? 527 00:30:10,500 --> 00:30:15,000 How did you become who you are? I was willing to do the hard 528 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:16,700 stuff. Like, I was willing to sit in my 529 00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:20,200 room and cry and think about where it hurts and think, about 530 00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:22,600 what really bothered me instead of telling ourselves that it 531 00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:25,800 doesn't bother us. We need to dive deeper into why 532 00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:28,800 it really does. And why we don't feel like we 533 00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:33,100 can learn grow or heal from it, likewise Why does it have so 534 00:30:33,100 --> 00:30:35,700 much power over you? And then why are you projecting 535 00:30:35,700 --> 00:30:40,200 that insecurities outward? And that's the part right there. 536 00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:43,900 Like everybody's all we are all always having like, internal 537 00:30:43,900 --> 00:30:46,800 monologue and things. Like we're working on and 538 00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:48,800 whatever and ways that we're evolving. 539 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:55,400 And but I don't understand the need to outwardly project that 540 00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:57,300 and then not realize that, that's what you do. 541 00:30:57,300 --> 00:31:01,600 So like a big part of Shadow work, look at the relationships 542 00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:04,300 that you have with other people and look at the conversations 543 00:31:04,300 --> 00:31:08,000 that you have with other people. And if you look at somebody, And 544 00:31:08,000 --> 00:31:11,000 they're being successful, and they haven't done anything to 545 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:13,300 you. And you have a problem, that's 546 00:31:13,300 --> 00:31:15,100 something you need to figure out within you. 547 00:31:15,100 --> 00:31:18,600 You don't have to tell people. Hey, your success is triggering 548 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,400 me. Because what are they supposed 549 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,500 to do about that? Not be successful because you 550 00:31:22,500 --> 00:31:26,400 feel some certain way. I think a lot of people like as 551 00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:30,200 humans were just instilled like that competitive energy like 552 00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:34,600 well if you have it I can't No, that's real fucking weird. 553 00:31:35,300 --> 00:31:40,500 I mean, it's really human nature to be competing with others. 554 00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:44,100 I don't know why, but like once I opted out of that my reality 555 00:31:44,100 --> 00:31:48,100 got infinitely better because instead of focusing on how many 556 00:31:48,100 --> 00:31:51,100 likes and Views, Jim and I hands or how many things someone else 557 00:31:51,100 --> 00:31:53,200 is doing. I just get on Tick Tock and make 558 00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:57,400 my own shit and if it only gets 300 views then so fucking be it. 559 00:31:57,400 --> 00:32:02,600 Like not everyone gets to be everything to everybody. 560 00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:04,800 Not everyone's going to Vibe with you. 561 00:32:04,900 --> 00:32:07,300 And I know that I've seen a lot of people be like, Oh, I'm 562 00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:09,700 Shadow band. When you say things like I'm 563 00:32:09,700 --> 00:32:12,600 Shadow band, you basically tell the people who see everything 564 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:14,300 you do and support everything you do that. 565 00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:17,000 They're not good enough that you need more or that you need more 566 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:19,600 Outreach. So, I stopped using that term 567 00:32:19,800 --> 00:32:24,300 Shadow band or whatever and stop worrying about the views that I 568 00:32:24,300 --> 00:32:27,700 used to get on Tick Tock or Instagram and just worry about 569 00:32:27,700 --> 00:32:29,400 the views and the energy that I'm getting. 570 00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:34,100 Now regardless, if my ego feels like that's That's the best. 571 00:32:34,100 --> 00:32:37,200 I'm like I'm comfortable with where I'm at, because I know 572 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:41,200 that if there was more Spirit would make it happen. 573 00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:44,300 Like I trust that maybe that message was only meant for the 574 00:32:44,300 --> 00:32:48,000 300 people that saw that message or you know the podcast that 575 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:51,400 we're doing today, could reach more people than the last 576 00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:53,800 podcast. It just depends on the energy. 577 00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:58,500 The vibe, the intention like so many people go into it with this 578 00:32:58,500 --> 00:33:01,400 ego-centered thing. Like well I've got to do it like 579 00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:04,700 they're doing it or I To reach the level that they're at in 580 00:33:04,700 --> 00:33:07,400 order to be considered good or whatever. 581 00:33:07,500 --> 00:33:11,400 It's like, take yourself off the hamster will and just do what 582 00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:13,900 you feel called to do. One of my favorite things is 583 00:33:13,900 --> 00:33:18,000 like y'all make content but I make art like focus on the 584 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:21,400 Artistry of something focus on your passions, focus on what 585 00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:25,300 you're called to do, what you're driven to do, whether you make 586 00:33:25,300 --> 00:33:28,700 music or art or podcast or content, whatever the fuck you 587 00:33:28,708 --> 00:33:32,200 make if you're doing what's being called out of you. 588 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:35,600 And You're working and your highest and best energy, it will 589 00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:38,400 get its time. And one of my favorite examples 590 00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:42,900 was that Kate Bush song from the 80s that running up the hill. 591 00:33:43,300 --> 00:33:46,000 No one knew what that song was until they put it in that show. 592 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:49,900 Stranger things of which I didn't watch, but I became aware 593 00:33:49,900 --> 00:33:52,400 of the song. And I saw a lot of artists be 594 00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:56,000 like God, please let that happen to me when I'm like 50. 595 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:59,000 Like, please let us song I made 30 years ago, just pop, when I'm 596 00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:02,100 like old, you know what I mean? Because now that lady got so 597 00:34:02,100 --> 00:34:03,800 much work. Nisshin in royalties on 598 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:06,400 something that wasn't even known. 599 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:15,300 Yeah, I think that nobody even if you even if you do compare 600 00:34:15,300 --> 00:34:19,100 yourself to other people and you try and do exactly what they 601 00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:22,900 did, the exact same way that they did it, you don't have the 602 00:34:22,900 --> 00:34:25,000 same strengths that that person has. 603 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,500 You don't have the same experiences that get you through 604 00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:31,800 that. Maybe you don't have the energy 605 00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:34,699 and discipline to do. All of the things that happened 606 00:34:34,699 --> 00:34:36,699 behind the scenes. Maybe you don't have all of 607 00:34:36,707 --> 00:34:38,100 those. Those connections yet because 608 00:34:38,100 --> 00:34:40,500 you haven't put in the work to have all of these 609 00:34:40,500 --> 00:34:44,699 behind-the-scenes connections for promotion and forgetting 610 00:34:44,699 --> 00:34:47,600 merch out and for, you know, doing the different things that 611 00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:53,300 you're wanting to do and so that for me is on top of like just 612 00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:56,300 don't compare yourself because it's fucking it's a waste of 613 00:34:56,308 --> 00:35:00,700 time but use that time instead to figure out ways that you can 614 00:35:00,700 --> 00:35:04,100 start building yourself. You know I look at Pages ass and 615 00:35:04,100 --> 00:35:05,800 I'm like what a great ass. I don't go. 616 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:08,500 Oh my God I can't believe If I don't have it, I'm just like 617 00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:11,200 yeah my phone a booty like that. I'm gonna have to go to the gym. 618 00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:13,300 I'm not going to go hey Paige, what Jim did? 619 00:35:13,300 --> 00:35:15,100 You go to? What equipment did you use and 620 00:35:15,100 --> 00:35:17,300 how long were you going to the gym first? 621 00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:19,600 Oh good. And one year, if I keep on doing 622 00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:21,600 the squat machine I'm going to have that ass. 623 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:25,700 No I'm going to have a good ass but it's going to be my ass and 624 00:35:25,700 --> 00:35:28,400 I know that you mentioned that before like with the scrunchie 625 00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:32,100 Tick, Tock pants. It's like if if you don't got 626 00:35:32,300 --> 00:35:34,500 what's going to fit in those pants, they're going to not look 627 00:35:34,500 --> 00:35:36,800 good on you and I remember you talking about that. 628 00:35:36,900 --> 00:35:40,400 That people are like, oh, these don't work for me, like they're 629 00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:42,700 not made for you. Not everything is made for 630 00:35:42,700 --> 00:35:47,800 everybody to enjoy and I think that at any given moment if you 631 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:50,800 can find gratitude and who the fuck you are and what you bring 632 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,200 to the table, you're going to get to the table that you're 633 00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:55,400 meant to be at and that's what I always tell people. 634 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,800 Like I'm pulling up to the table that I want to be at, not the 635 00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:01,400 table. I'm invited to not the table. 636 00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:05,000 I'm used to, I'm trying to pull up to the big boy table where I 637 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:08,100 can learn something show me. Me something, teach me 638 00:36:08,100 --> 00:36:09,600 something. And I think that's what's really 639 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:13,700 cool about, you know, our energy together as like if I have a 640 00:36:13,700 --> 00:36:14,900 secret. I'm not going to gate. 641 00:36:14,900 --> 00:36:17,800 Keep it like if you're like hey you should do this. 642 00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:20,300 Okay, like I'll do it or whatever. 643 00:36:20,300 --> 00:36:22,500 Like it's not like oh I'm going to keep that secret because I 644 00:36:22,500 --> 00:36:24,300 don't want her to be, do it better than me. 645 00:36:24,900 --> 00:36:29,800 Like oh, that one. Thanks longevity of our 646 00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:31,400 friendship. It's like we've both kind of 647 00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:34,600 built these blocks, but it's never been like, oh no, I can't 648 00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:38,400 give her that block 2. No. 649 00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:41,000 It's literally like I've been doing this thing right here and 650 00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:44,000 it's been super working and then you being like shit, I started 651 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:46,800 doing this thing and like, that's fucking weird, like it 652 00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:48,000 works. And I've been doing this thing 653 00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:52,500 and you were just talking about, you know, those like that what I 654 00:36:52,508 --> 00:36:55,600 said about those Tick-Tock pants and stuff and it makes me think 655 00:36:55,600 --> 00:36:59,900 I keep on getting email or not emails, but like, Instagram 656 00:36:59,900 --> 00:37:04,300 messages or Facebook messages about like, oh but I wouldn't be 657 00:37:04,300 --> 00:37:09,300 comfortable wearing like, what you War or whatever like because 658 00:37:09,500 --> 00:37:12,800 like I'm plus size and like, I'm just not comfortable and 659 00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:17,700 whatever. And I just want to say on the 660 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:22,200 topic of comparing, stop comparing your body to other 661 00:37:22,200 --> 00:37:25,700 people's body. Stop comparing what you eat to 662 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:29,600 what somebody else is eating. Stop comparing your weight loss 663 00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:33,300 to other people's weight loss. I stopped and Mimi bunnies, 664 00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:38,400 bunnies manager, Mimi made this Video and I sent it to Page and 665 00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:41,100 was like this totally just shifted my whole mindset. 666 00:37:41,100 --> 00:37:46,100 And she said that she was always wanting her body to change. 667 00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:50,200 She was always trying to diet her body and then she decided to 668 00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:55,300 love her body instead and she learned how to dress her figure. 669 00:37:55,300 --> 00:37:56,900 And she learned the things that she was cut. 670 00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,400 When I say dress your figure. I just mean, like she learned 671 00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:04,100 how to wear the styles that she liked in her size and how to 672 00:38:04,100 --> 00:38:06,700 make it her own in a way that made her. 673 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,900 Be comfortable. And so that is like a mission 674 00:38:09,900 --> 00:38:12,700 that I'm on and I appreciate your guys's messages. 675 00:38:12,700 --> 00:38:16,500 But also it's not a compliment for you to put yourself down 676 00:38:16,500 --> 00:38:21,100 while messaging me because what you're doing is you're trying to 677 00:38:21,100 --> 00:38:24,700 make me feel bad about wearing something that you're not 678 00:38:24,700 --> 00:38:28,600 comfortable wearing and then telling me it looks good for a 679 00:38:28,607 --> 00:38:32,900 big girl. That's a yeah, that's so weird 680 00:38:32,900 --> 00:38:37,100 because honestly, I think a lot of people do that about like Not 681 00:38:37,100 --> 00:38:40,200 like my modeling because like, you see me in person and I'm all 682 00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:42,700 like girly Polly Pocket. Now You See Me online. 683 00:38:42,700 --> 00:38:46,900 It's like booty out, whatever. But I think some people take 684 00:38:46,900 --> 00:38:49,800 that as like oh she just wants attention or oh this that and 685 00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:52,400 the other no baby. I used to fucking hate myself. 686 00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:54,800 And now I don't and now I'm going to show myself off. 687 00:38:56,200 --> 00:39:00,400 Yeah, I don't, I don't post the pictures that I post because I 688 00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:02,700 give a fuck about anybody finding it attractive. 689 00:39:02,700 --> 00:39:07,200 It's the fact that I'm making art with my body and I am 690 00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:10,600 sharing that with others and I'm sharing the confidence. 691 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,800 Yeah. And I think that when you find 692 00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:17,700 your own style and you happen with your own like unique 693 00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:21,900 ability to be yourself, you stop comparing your body to other 694 00:39:21,900 --> 00:39:24,900 people's bodies. You stop chasing body trends. 695 00:39:24,900 --> 00:39:27,200 Like you know what we're seeing. In right now, with these 696 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:30,900 celebrities, as like them, dropping all of this weight and 697 00:39:30,900 --> 00:39:34,700 like going just literally reversal of like what? 698 00:39:34,700 --> 00:39:37,200 They did look like. And it's fucking weird to me 699 00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:41,600 like my body is not a trend. I'm not going to follow some 700 00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:45,800 fucking Trend whether it's this that and the other, like, I do 701 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:49,300 certain things for myself because that makes me feel good. 702 00:39:49,300 --> 00:39:51,300 You should do the things that make you feel good. 703 00:39:51,300 --> 00:39:54,700 And then like, I've told people before, if more people were 704 00:39:54,700 --> 00:39:58,300 showing up authentically, There wouldn't be so much misery and 705 00:39:58,300 --> 00:40:00,800 anger and, like, resentment in the world. 706 00:40:00,900 --> 00:40:03,800 Because a lot of times people are like, oh, I can't get that 707 00:40:03,800 --> 00:40:08,300 tattoo because of my family, or my job or I can't dye my hair 708 00:40:08,300 --> 00:40:11,500 like that because of my kids or, you know, like I've seen people 709 00:40:11,500 --> 00:40:14,000 be like, well, I can't wear that because I have a match. 710 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:18,600 I have a mom or I'm sorry, I am a mom and I'm like, Because I 711 00:40:18,607 --> 00:40:22,200 have a mom, so it's like, you know, you can do whatever you 712 00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:24,500 want to do. You're limiting yourself. 713 00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:28,100 I've seen the one end of the spectrum where people just don't 714 00:40:28,100 --> 00:40:29,700 care at all. And then the people that care 715 00:40:29,700 --> 00:40:32,800 way too much, it's like, you don't have to go drastic, but 716 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,700 you could meet in the middle and maybe dress the way that you 717 00:40:35,700 --> 00:40:39,000 want on the weekends or in the evenings or like get the tattoo. 718 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:42,600 But hide it, like whatever it is but like quit holding yourself 719 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:45,400 back waiting for someone to approve what you're about to do 720 00:40:45,500 --> 00:40:48,200 like the moment that I stop worrying about what Mom Family 721 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,500 wanted for me and started getting the tattoos. 722 00:40:50,500 --> 00:40:52,500 I wanted and dressing the way that I wanted. 723 00:40:52,500 --> 00:40:56,300 And being the person I wanted not only did my spiritual 724 00:40:56,300 --> 00:41:01,300 abilities and Gifts come completely like to the surface, 725 00:41:01,500 --> 00:41:04,300 I was able to harness those abilities and Gifts in ways that 726 00:41:04,300 --> 00:41:08,100 are genuine and unique that then attracts the people that I'm 727 00:41:08,100 --> 00:41:11,600 aligned with and that are aligned with my frequency. 728 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:14,400 And I think that that's really cool that like our communities 729 00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:17,600 have kind of merged because we're on that fucking saying 730 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:20,200 way. Lee and we're only going up from 731 00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:24,800 here you and I also we set ourselves up whether it be our 732 00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:27,800 personal lives or it be our business, or whatever you. 733 00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:30,400 And I really set ourselves up for longevity. 734 00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:33,800 We don't we don't hop on to doing something because it's the 735 00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,300 trend or because it's the hot thing that other people are 736 00:41:36,300 --> 00:41:40,000 doing or because you know, we get told that this is like the 737 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:43,000 get-rich-quick scheme and the way that you do things, we 738 00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:48,000 really take our time on on building things and on On 739 00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:52,000 investing in ourselves. First and foremost, before we do 740 00:41:52,000 --> 00:41:56,600 anything. And I'm so excited for us to get 741 00:41:56,600 --> 00:42:00,400 to look back on whether that be in three years or four years and 742 00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:04,800 just look back and be like, oh, that was when we were like, when 743 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:07,600 Our Brands were little and that was when we were starting out 744 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:09,900 and we were still preaching the same thing that were preaching. 745 00:42:09,900 --> 00:42:12,900 Now with these, you know, bigger Platforms in whatever because 746 00:42:12,900 --> 00:42:16,400 we're not going anywhere and look how far we've come even 747 00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:19,900 since May of last year. We first started the podcast and 748 00:42:19,900 --> 00:42:23,100 our flow together. And what we talked about versus 749 00:42:23,100 --> 00:42:28,300 now is so much different and evolved, and probably, because 750 00:42:28,300 --> 00:42:31,300 we know each other so much more in-depth. 751 00:42:31,300 --> 00:42:33,800 Now, I remember being so nervous, just to talk in the 752 00:42:33,800 --> 00:42:36,000 first couple episodes. I was like, she's a 753 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:39,400 Communications major and she's going to think I'm stupid. 754 00:42:39,400 --> 00:42:44,300 And what's crazy is like how much we both just evolved as 755 00:42:44,300 --> 00:42:49,100 people and in our own. Spiritual journey. 756 00:42:49,100 --> 00:42:52,400 Like, it's all beautiful if you're a spiritual journey, like 757 00:42:52,400 --> 00:42:55,400 evolves into helping others. But literally, the most 758 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:57,700 important thing is, are you helping yourself? 759 00:42:57,700 --> 00:43:01,100 Can you take care of yourself? Can you walk the talk? 760 00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:04,700 I think that's why me, and you only have amazing things coming 761 00:43:04,700 --> 00:43:07,600 our way is because we're not just on camera talking, one 762 00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:10,500 thing and then behind the camera, we're talking something 763 00:43:10,500 --> 00:43:13,200 else. And that's where a lot of us are 764 00:43:13,300 --> 00:43:15,600 not connected. Like, you all thought we were 765 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,700 because we see through your illusion. 766 00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:20,400 When you present, you presented, something, or projected 767 00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:23,500 something and then the true colors always reveal, they 768 00:43:23,500 --> 00:43:25,600 always come out. And that's why I like I tell 769 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:28,900 people when someone asked me what I look I'm looking for or 770 00:43:28,900 --> 00:43:31,000 what I want in a relationship or whatever. 771 00:43:31,300 --> 00:43:34,400 I don't really tell them because a lot of people try to shape 772 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:38,700 shift or like mold into that person or into that energy, but 773 00:43:38,700 --> 00:43:40,800 the whole fucking time that's not them. 774 00:43:42,600 --> 00:43:45,200 I think it's real weird. When it's very clear that people 775 00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:49,900 listen to the podcast and they try to slip in your DMs and talk 776 00:43:49,900 --> 00:43:51,800 to you. Speaking of this, I'd like to 777 00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:59,300 say Spotify has this Q&A option and you guys can like type in 778 00:43:59,300 --> 00:44:02,500 and tell us what you think of the episode ask questions. 779 00:44:03,500 --> 00:44:08,300 I don't remember if the name is Hopper or Hooper, but straight 780 00:44:08,300 --> 00:44:13,400 commented to say that they They would keep page company while 781 00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:16,700 she's lonely right now, or some shit while she's in between 782 00:44:16,700 --> 00:44:20,500 suitors, if she needs somebody, you're there. 783 00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:26,300 And I mean, from what I heard, the shots already been shot and 784 00:44:26,300 --> 00:44:31,600 the shot got blocked. So like thank this is like that 785 00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:35,400 way. Well, together, like our email, 786 00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:38,200 so I just want to say if anybody wants to shoot their shot. 787 00:44:38,300 --> 00:44:40,300 Don't see C. And copy. 788 00:44:40,300 --> 00:44:42,400 Gemini, is she? We'll ride you out. 789 00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:47,400 Like if you want to blind copy Gemini on the fucking message 790 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:49,900 like you're going to get called out unfortunately. 791 00:44:49,900 --> 00:44:52,200 So you need to walk on eggshells around her? 792 00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:57,800 No, not even that in like we and before we were like, you know, 793 00:44:57,800 --> 00:45:01,900 we don't want a dog, everybody out on the Pod and I do not mean 794 00:45:01,900 --> 00:45:06,500 to do like if somebody came and was so genuinely authentic to 795 00:45:06,500 --> 00:45:08,900 you, I would be like I'm so happy for you. 796 00:45:08,900 --> 00:45:11,700 Like you have had genuine connection where I'm like, I'm 797 00:45:11,700 --> 00:45:14,300 so happy for you. That's so dope, I'll never speak 798 00:45:14,300 --> 00:45:16,800 on it. But you guys come on a cue, a 799 00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:19,200 share or you guys. Come on some goofy, stuff, your 800 00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:22,000 ass is mine and I'll do whatever I want. 801 00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:25,300 My favorite thing is here lately. 802 00:45:25,300 --> 00:45:31,000 I feel like I have just shifted from like, wanting a partner, or 803 00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:36,300 even Desiring certain intimacy levels with people, so just like 804 00:45:36,300 --> 00:45:39,600 being more intimate with myself, taking myself on dates, like, 805 00:45:39,600 --> 00:45:43,800 loving on myself, like just Getting ready for literally to 806 00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:47,400 record a podcast or whatever like treating myself like the 807 00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:49,800 queen that I am. And that's why I like y'all 808 00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:52,700 better come correct. When you come with these games 809 00:45:52,700 --> 00:45:56,400 or you come with a fuckery, then you're going to get games. 810 00:45:56,400 --> 00:45:59,200 And people are like, what did someone say? 811 00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:02,100 Like your games are so good. They should be in stores. 812 00:46:02,100 --> 00:46:05,100 Like damn, shame branding. Next. 813 00:46:05,100 --> 00:46:07,100 Thank you. Lick it, like a lollipop game 814 00:46:07,100 --> 00:46:12,000 coming next literally. And honestly, I think That a lot 815 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:15,100 of what you all are learning about us on the podcast is like 816 00:46:15,100 --> 00:46:19,200 that's who we really are. And what you see on Tick Tock 817 00:46:19,200 --> 00:46:23,600 her wherever like that's more of just like our internet 818 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:26,800 personality and weighs like we're not always saying 819 00:46:26,800 --> 00:46:28,400 something that's from a personal level. 820 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:32,100 We're not always talking about our personal life just because I 821 00:46:32,100 --> 00:46:33,800 say that you're going to fuck around and find out. 822 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:35,900 Does it mean anybody's really testing me? 823 00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:41,400 It just means I will. Turn that on that level can come 824 00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:48,100 on. and sometimes, like, I feel like we get a sense of energy 825 00:46:48,100 --> 00:46:50,600 that's going around like we're very tapped into the collective 826 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:56,400 energy and we know if somebody has some kind of like if people 827 00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:58,800 are having motive like we feel what the energy is. 828 00:46:59,200 --> 00:47:02,000 We might not realize in the moment that it's you. 829 00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:05,300 We just feel this energy and Spirits giving us this message 830 00:47:05,300 --> 00:47:09,000 to speak out loud. And then you turn around and you 831 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:12,300 dog yourself out that it was you, that, that was about. 832 00:47:12,300 --> 00:47:14,800 Well, if the boot fits, but I didn't know. 833 00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:19,000 No, Mike. If I actually wanted to make a 834 00:47:19,000 --> 00:47:21,600 video about someone, I would just do it. 835 00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:24,700 Your motherfucking dick talk and say what I needed to say about 836 00:47:24,700 --> 00:47:27,400 you. Like I really don't talk shit 837 00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:29,500 behind people's back. I don't gossip. 838 00:47:29,500 --> 00:47:31,800 Gossip is such a low vibrational energy. 839 00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:38,600 No. No, I I don't want any part of 840 00:47:38,607 --> 00:47:40,900 it and I also, I'd like and that's another thing. 841 00:47:40,900 --> 00:47:42,500 I don't want to be any part of it. 842 00:47:42,500 --> 00:47:46,800 Like I don't ever want to be surrounded by somebody who's 843 00:47:46,800 --> 00:47:49,100 talking about somebody or whatever, like making fun of 844 00:47:49,100 --> 00:47:52,200 dudes here and there, like men deserve it, but aside from that, 845 00:47:52,200 --> 00:47:56,300 like, you know, and that's not, we don't just sit here doing 846 00:47:56,300 --> 00:47:59,400 that either I make jokes when we're on, you know, when we're 847 00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:01,400 on here or whatever, but those are not our private 848 00:48:01,400 --> 00:48:04,600 conversations. Yeah, honestly, I don't give you 849 00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:08,200 all that much energy. Sometimes I send her screenshots 850 00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:14,000 of y'all's messages so beware but we really don't give it that 851 00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:17,800 much time. I honestly see, like, 90% of the 852 00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:21,300 people that have approached me in some way. 853 00:48:22,700 --> 00:48:24,500 Like for what their real colors are. 854 00:48:24,500 --> 00:48:27,700 Like a lot of people are like, oh she's so positive, I want 855 00:48:27,700 --> 00:48:31,900 that in my life or she's so hot. I want that ego boost or I bet 856 00:48:31,900 --> 00:48:34,200 this or I bet that like a lot of people have like these 857 00:48:34,300 --> 00:48:37,500 assumptions or Illusions about me because of what they see on 858 00:48:37,500 --> 00:48:41,900 the outside and it's very ego-centered on why they feel 859 00:48:41,900 --> 00:48:46,600 like the ways that they do their thinking with another part of 860 00:48:46,600 --> 00:48:49,900 themself, What did you say before? 861 00:48:49,900 --> 00:48:51,500 But they're not deeper than a puddle. 862 00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:55,600 I stepped in your puddle grow and it wasn't that deep. 863 00:48:55,800 --> 00:49:00,400 It wasn't that deep Bro. All right you all thank you for 864 00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:04,800 coming to Candyland with us. We are really excited about next 865 00:49:04,800 --> 00:49:09,800 week's episode. So send questions to our 866 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:16,400 lollipop podcast.com website eyes in this Q&A. 867 00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:19,500 Like if you really are trying to shoot your shot with page, 868 00:49:19,500 --> 00:49:22,000 please feel free to comment on that. 869 00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:25,600 Area and you can drop your best tagline. 870 00:49:25,600 --> 00:49:28,100 What I will do is I'll be super honest. 871 00:49:28,100 --> 00:49:32,200 I'll read it on air and if it's good, it's good. 872 00:49:32,200 --> 00:49:39,700 And if it's not, I'll tell you see video, reaction video and 873 00:49:39,700 --> 00:49:43,600 then you can watch on patreon backs. 874 00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:45,500 Everybody go sign up for our patreons. 875 00:49:45,900 --> 00:49:49,300 I only have a few slots left for mentorship, so you better sign 876 00:49:49,300 --> 00:49:52,100 up now because that's going on a waitlist in. 877 00:49:52,500 --> 00:49:55,600 Weary, I'm going to be dialing back, my schedule, Jim, and I 878 00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:58,600 will be fully open balls to the wall. 879 00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:05,100 So contact her for any of your spiritual needs, and hit that 880 00:50:05,100 --> 00:50:07,300 description box. Check all of our links. 881 00:50:07,300 --> 00:50:09,600 Check our content out on patreon. 882 00:50:09,800 --> 00:50:13,000 Sign up it for a month. And if you don't like it you can 883 00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:15,800 always cancel. You are going to like it. 884 00:50:15,800 --> 00:50:17,200 So yeah. Sign up. 885 00:50:17,500 --> 00:50:20,300 You will like it. But you're like it. 886 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:22,900 You're gonna like it. All right. 887 00:50:22,900 --> 00:50:26,400 We love you all. Bye bye.