Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland.
So the fire has been ignited. I want everyone to know that
Capricorn season is coming up and that is my literal season
because it is an earth sign and it's about action and we are
about to crank it up. I've been feeling like real just
kind of reflective lately and now I'm getting all of these
ideas and all of this inspiration and the feedback.
Back on the podcast has literally been phenomenal.
Everybody's been like, sending us pictures of their Spotify rap
because that came out last day of November so yesterday, and we
did so fucking good. So we're in the top.
I think it's the top 15, most followed podcast and then we're
in the top percent of the top ten percent for most globally.
Shared. And right now the podcast is
streaming and religion, and Spirituality.
But I'm really excited because we've been manifesting hitting
different charts, like comedy charts and all kinds of shit.
So we have a lot of fresh energy coming in.
We're going to be doing a Q&A on one of our January New Year
episodes, it'll probably be our new year episode.
So if there's questions that you have specifically about myself
or Jim and I it's something that you want to know something that
you're you want to know, like how would we Actor.
What would we do? If this was our situation?
I would love to answer some of those on air.
We're obviously going to pick the juicy ones, so make it
juicy, make it juicy. I want it on my shirt before we
drop the podcast. You guys.
Like when we were thinking about podcast names, we were thinking
about what would be good for like having late local, not
logos, but it's like having catch phrases on shirts and
things like that and like it like a lollipop just gives us so
much room to play like, make it juicy.
I love it. Letter like the rapper.
Mmm. Yeah, Daddy crazy about the
podcast is like so many people. See the name of the podcast and
they're like, what a mic. So many people want to like
internally reject it because of the name and then they listen to
it and they're like, wow. So this has nothing to do with
what I thought it was going to be about.
It has nothing to do with anything that my mind told me it
might and now I'm learning something and I Expanding my
mind. And so many people have told me
today, probably six different people today told me that their
binge listening to the podcast. I was told that you'd my DMs, I
swear, I have never been more full than they have been today.
Like I set my phone down and I've got notification after
notification about like, I love the podcast, I love you two
together. This is so inspirational, like I
ended last night when we recorded last night's episode.
So last night was the trigger warning episode that we
recorded, and I just felt like such a different energy.
I like you. And I both said the word
unlocked like it, literally just felt like we were in just
complete flow and today has the same energy to it.
Honestly, I feel Unstoppable. I'm wondering if we can go ahead
and record like nine episodes and just like close out the
first season. And then go ahead and go into
season two in January, I don't really know.
We didn't discuss anything about what we have in store except
that we don't just want to put more episodes out just more bomb
content. Instead of holding it back, I
feel like for a while we both have been kind of concerned with
scammers people copying us, the haters, the people that want to
try to, you know, Do you know, you know how it is.
And I feel like so for a while we were just kind of keeping
everything in the in the ammo in the, you know, I can't hear
anything. Yeah.
But I mean also if you think about it up until now we've
really talked every single episode about boundaries to and
I think that us creating our boundary was this and like
speaking. This is what like our purposes,
this is the shit that we avoid, this is what we tolerate and
don't tolerate the Like season one has really just been about
showing people who we are and like what our boundaries are in
this moment. So that people can like grow
with us but understand where we are in the present honestly.
Because when you go through a spiritual awakening of any sort,
you actually become a new person.
So not only are you re learning who you are the people around.
You may want to hold you to an old version of yourself like
somewhere down in the in the trenches where you To be, and
they want to be like holding you accountable for something that
you did 10 years ago or 20 years ago, or whatever.
In some people will never see your growth.
They'll never acknowledge your growth because it reminds them
of all the ways they're being stagnant.
So, I, it's funny that we talked about that because I was
thinking about this on my drive home today.
And I was thinking about it with, like, romantic partners
and people that we have attachments with, because I've
had so many people in readings. Ooh, they don't share, they
don't want to sell to evolve because they don't want to be
judged by their partner and they think that their partner of you
like, why the fuck are you dressed like that?
Where you going or whatever? And I really want people to know
that, like just because you dated somebody or your or you
are in a committed relationship or whatever for a certain amount
of time as a certain person. Not all relationships are
intended to be forever things, and if you're wanting to 0,
Evolve as a person. It's not fair to you.
So one, not Sprout your wings, but then it's also not fair to
your partner for you to string them along and be a twisted
version of who they were originally.
With some people grow together, sometimes in Partnerships people
grow apart and other times, one person grows, and the other one
stays there. But, and it's super, you will
start to have those feelings of like that, I Talked about last
night where like, you don't understand what your purpose is,
but you know, that you should be doing something different and
being, if you're going to be inside of a relationship, it
needs to be a relationship where you are encouraged to be able to
Blossom and morph into whoever you are meant to be.
I've been a fucking different person.
Every year this motherfucker has been married to me.
I was just telling someone earlier about how supportive
your husband is of like I was actually during a reading
because, you know, I was explaining to them.
That everything is in balance and not every area or every
Arena of your life is going to be balanced and harmonious all
the time. And, you know, to count your
blessings doesn't mean that you can't want more for your life.
Like, you can still be grateful and be very like, open to
receiving, but still want more. But it's when you tell yourself
that this will make you happy, or all of that, it's when you're
not choosing happiness in the moment and I think that's the
difference. Is between the people are going
to grow apart or the people who are going to grow together is
the ones that can actually be in the moment that you're currently
in. Not projecting the past, the
present, and the future into some like Twisted illusion of
how you think it should be or how it should be going.
You know. I know a lot of people get a
certain age and they're like I should just all of a sudden have
kids because I'm this age and they're just not even ready.
No, you should a piece of advice, like, I don't regret
having a kid, but I regret that I didn't travel with my husband
first or trouble like on my own and go places and go exploring
and figure out who I wanted to be first because, you know, like
late 20s, early 30s. If you're going to be like
business to motivated and stuff like that, like we are now is
the time to be like working hard hustling like having no chill
and it's hard. In around a kid, it's hard you
know like it's so much more difficult to do things and also
you don't really get a sense of necessarily who you are when you
rush to like have kids and have that kind of a calling or for a
lot of people who rush into relationships because they have
been told that that's what they have to do to be complete.
I think that's unfortunate and a lot of women we just were
brainwashed from Disney movies and Beyond to believe that like
a man. Who is going to save you and fix
all of your problems and I think that's such a weird Twisted
illusion. Like I said, if you don't have a
sense of Harmony and peace within yourself of like what it
is you want and don't want you're just sending mixed
signals to the universe like if you're entertaining things that
you know you've outgrown your allowing it and that's what I
had to like kind of put my foot down earlier with someone
because it's like I can't do the whole.
I'm going to complain about this but not Anything about it energy
like if you're going to complain you don't want to vent to me.
It's less. It's like I'm going to complain
about this and then I'm going to go out and make changes and like
do my thing like I'm going to vent about it.
I'm gonna put it out there but I'm going to be self accountable
as well. Like we're not perfect, I don't
do everything. I say.
I'm going to do all the fucking time but I do go to the gym on
days. I don't want to and I do do
things. I don't want to do and I do try
to stay organized when I really need an assistant so I could be
more creative. Ativan, not be doing all these
other things. So, it's like, you know, we all
have to do things. We don't want to do, it's about
finding balance and peace and happiness, in the fact that like
you could be so busy to need an assistant, or you could be, you
know, so wrapped up in your kid that you forget about yourself
because, like, some people just abandon their kid or some
people. Don't even worry about their
priority. So, it's like, commend yourself
and celebrate yourself for. All those freaking times that
you were doing the hard shit that you're doing the things,
it's like, wow, maybe I should have waited and I have some
like, Red's. But I'm going to live my life to
the fullest because I know I can't change that now.
Not just what you said, but just anything because so many people
spend so much time making a bad decision that they feel weird
trying to get out of it or trying to detach from that bad
decision because they're like, well, then I have to admit to
the world that I'm a failure. And, you know, I know people
that specifically just jump from one relationship to another just
to distract the audience from the real culprit in denominator
here, which has been, you know, Yeah, I feel like cereal, daters
never realized that, like they're actually the problem.
None of their relationships work out or that as every person
you've ever been with is an is an abuser, maybe you're the
toxic one and like you pull things out of other people,
that's going to be one that like makes people uncomfortable
hearing and like I get that but a lot of times people aren't
necessarily toxic people, they're just around a toxic
person and toxic people can never smell their own fun.
And that's what I've got to say about that.
You look so, like Regal and Majestic over here with your
like, beating on. I feel like I always show up
like, yeah, we're about to be chilling.
I'm always stoned. And then you show up and you're
like, I haven't worn makeup in four weeks but I look like I do
and you're always put together so fucking cute.
Get out of there. Thanks baby girl.
It's like the homeless woman in the model.
I literally came to Earth, only for the fashion show.
So if I don't work here, Rapid. I feel depressed the whole day
like the whole day or your beanie, looks like a Miss Cleo
had wrapped though and that's what's getting me is like you
really look like you just need a terrible or not zero, but a
crystal ball. Although I want to know is When
we go to the top, we are going to do so many things.
And I want everyone to know that we're not going to forget about
any of y'all. Like all of y'all that have been
supporting us, Gemini has volunteered to buy you all the
baby goat. If you're okay, whenever you're
ready, this what was she gets big?
She's getting everyone, a baby goat.
I did I sent her this meme that said that, I pay attention to
everybody, That's like showing love and giving like, you know,
comments and whatever. Whoever supports the hustle,
when we're at the bottom says, when we get to the top and I
make all the money, I'm giving everybody a baby goat.
I'm about to be like, Oprah baby goat for you baby goat for you.
So, I just wanted everybody to know that, so you can go ahead
and write that one down in your, in your little notebook, that
baby goats will be going around here on a notebook.
Call your mom and tell her I'm doing something really cool
right now, for For a while, a lot of my clients wanted to do
readings on FaceTime. Like I've had people be, like, I
don't have enough storage on my phone to download Zoom, you
know, so I'm like, okay, you know, I'm flexible.
Well, recently A lot of people have been wanting to do Zoom.
So I'm like, well, if you want, we can record it and I'll upload
it for you. And I really think it's going to
be transformational for people to go back and be able to watch
those readings. That are a video chat with both
of us because all my fucking mind because I just started
doing this really, and sending people.
Their video. Yes, I upload it to YouTube and
then send them the link. And that way they have the
recording of us talking, it started with the mentees because
they would get their readings. And, you know, they're supposed
to be like the applying it throughout the week.
And so, then them being able to go back.
Well I mean I've been sending pre-recorded video readings, I
just wasn't recording the live readings unless it was out with
them, right? Yeah.
With a birth chart like I always did it with the birth chart
clients like the astrology readings, but yeah, I started.
Doing it with everyone, this like just a few days ago.
So that's cool. I like that because I think it's
really gonna help people so that's awesome.
What do I want? You know what?
Like so much of our stuff is always like parallel like our
timing on things and like ideas that we have, it's even when
it's not the same thing like this.
Even if it's just we just had this new idea that we're going
to be implementing the other person has this.
Idea that they're going to be implementing.
You did beanies and I was like, dude, coven is dropping beanies.
Like we just are always you. And I are always in sync with
like our moments of motivation and our moments of meeting rest
and whatever. Unless it's cancer season he
wasn't he wasn't happy at all cancer season.
You issues like the most impressive I've ever seen you in
cancer season? I yeah, because I don't, I don't
like it. Yeah.
And then Leo season came out and I was feeling like that bitch.
Each then I came in. I came into that bitch energy
which has sustained until really right motherfucking now.
I don't like Scorpio season was really difficult for me and
that's like my Rising too but I felt like my emotional.
My emotional processing on things was off like my just like
my judgment was off during Scorpio season.
We know y'all don't want to know because y'all, you know, how to
know too much. Has you know what we all make
mistakes? Including me and I think that
everything is a learning experience.
I don't regret a motherfucking thing if I liked it or I did it
or it happened. I don't regret those things.
And I know some people do live with regret.
So like here's your permission, like your get out of jail, free
card to forgive yourself and release regret because it will
transform your life. Like some people are like, I
don't know why I'm always in a bad mood, but yet they go home
and they worry, they I eat low vibrational stuff, they complain
all the time. They hang out with people that
complain all the time, they drink, they do whatever.
And it's like, you're the problem.
I understand that the worlds raining on you, but you are the
core reason behind all of the discourse and Chaos in your own
life. Because if internally, you are
mean to yourself, are you hate yourself or you're talking shit
to yourself about something you did 10 years ago?
It's negative self-talk and I I swear it is came up and like
every reading that I've done in the last three weeks like
through Scorpio season 2. Now, Sagittarius season, it has
been all about the negative self-talk.
Your internal dialogue is so fucking important.
Like when I'm rested and I'm chilling, even when I catch
myself, like I'm scrolling, I just like turn my brain off.
Like I'm not on the I'm going to worry for the next three hours
because I have free time. What I don't and I'll never
understand the people who are just comfortable being in that
like worry vibration and they just keep it there.
And you know, you were talking earlier about people who just
come to you and they vent or whatever.
My almost my always response to people is, will you were
comfortable enough for you to share all of this with me?
So I feel comfortable enough to like, give you advice and change
your mindset because this isn't it and because I guess, because
that's how like I process. Yes, I think that if you are in
like a deep dark moment, we all go through it if fucking is what
it is, sometimes you live there for a second but you have to
figure out how to get yourself out and what I never have the
patience for is just listening to people talk about how
miserable their life is or whatever because what the fuck
do you want me to do about it for you?
I'm already you know working on living my best life
authentically. I can't also make sure that I
tell you how to live your best life authentically.
If you want advice, I got a mentorship to your baby and I'll
fucking walk you through it but you're going to have to put in
effort because I'm not fucking doing it for you.
Yeah. And unfortunately I'm like
different people respond to that type of like assertion and a
boundary of like, well I do this as a this is my passion to help
people work through shit like this.
So I'm telling you I'm identifying some of these blind
spots that you can't see and you're now still dancing around
the fact that you You are the common denominator and allowing
this, to be your reality regardless, and then they're
like, why did this? And I did that.
Okay, great. So keep going, this isn't where
you stop and start bitching again.
It's like where you keep going and you go through the more
difficult layers that are going to hurt and sting and bleed or
whatever so that you can get to the core issue and then why does
don't know why I always feel like this.
Well let me tell you once again you have to do all these steps
to get to that. Core issue.
It's not just like it's sitting there on the surface for
everyone to see and know that's why it's called deep-seated
trauma and like, deep-rooted generational stuff, that's been
inherited and passed around. So if you have issues with your
family or issues with people in relationships, it's time to
really look at the ways that you allow certain connections to
bring certain energies out of you.
Yep. That goes back to, you know,
what, we used to talk about a lot, which was, like,
re-evaluating your Social Circles.
And listen, if you don't like the way that somebody's being
assertive with their, you know, I'm never going to be like an
asshole and be like your feelings don't matter.
You depressed little shit like no, you know.
I'm never going to do anything like that but if you have people
in your world that are just going to sit there and listen to
you complain and say absolutely nothing to motivate you out of
that space. Face or give you a different
perspective, that's part of your problem because how are you
going to see different examples of healing or different
perspectives on things of the people that are closest around?
You are just like yeah, live and live in that live in that little
bottom-dwelling. Don't ever try and get out.
I'm not giving you a ladder. Honestly, I love to surround
myself with people who have depth and like soul and so
really, the only people I've relate to or those that have
went through a lot of trauma. And unfortunately, a lot of
people want to try to manipulate me into feeling, sorry for them
and I'm like I see through your illusion right now.
Like I'm trying to be easy on you and they're like, oh, you're
being rude right now or something like whenever I kind
of get assertive because I'm like tired of dancing around the
fucking real answer. Here, is that you're giving this
power, everyone wakes up and chooses what they give power to
other that's Instagram or Or a relationship or someone else or
anything. You're waking up and giving
power to stuff. And it's like, you can either
generate power to elevate yourself and to get you further
away from your starting point. Or you can just set there and
Idol and waste gas all day. I don't have time to be wasting
gas. Gas is money.
And money is not something that I'm going to waste.
Honestly opportunities are everywhere and so many people
are just so narrow-minded about how something has to happen that
they're just overlooking every opportunity that they could go
around that obstacle or region other high point that would put
them in a different direction. And instead they just stay on
that same narrow ass path that they've been on like their whole
life and that's where I really feel for people.
But Have to draw the line of like, how bad do you want it?
And how bad are you willing to Branch away from it?
Like, how, how far are you willing to go to get away from
that energy? I was feeling like I was very
uncertain when I was trying to figure out like prices for my
site and things like that. And and then once I started
doing readings, I was like, fuck, like it's a lot of
readings, but it's so much energy and I don't feel
compensated. And one of my mentors was like
if it's important to people and evolving is important to people,
they'll figure it out. People go and spend $300 that
they don't have to go and get their hair and nails done so
they can look some way on the outside.
So if it's important for somebody to level up for them to
be able to work on things to change like their whole life,
then they're going to spend the hundred and twenty-five dollars
for a reading. And, you know, like Like so I
just think that us putting value inside of what we do and what
we're offering, other people in the advice and the friendship
and stuff. To has to stay consistent
because it doesn't matter what other people's limitations are.
And also also were in the beginning at a point where I was
trying to base my Like accessibility on other people's
budgets and for a while, like you said, I was like, really
just giving away the readings. And I don't think it was
resonating as much as if you spent $100 or like you said an
extensive amount of energy and time to accumulate the funds to
get the service, you're going to take it a lot serious, a lot
more serious. And I do understand that money
is a definite struggle in this reality.
But also if If you can break through those money, blockages
money will be so abundantly available to you.
That you will be shocked and honestly, like it really happens
when you get out of your own freaking way and get out of your
head, you always head is like a war zone.
And that's why I tell people I'm like well why would you want to
live in a war zone? And keep going back for more?
It's like I just got my teeth knocked out, but I'm going to go
back for more like you just got the shit beat out of you.
Are you going back for more? And it's like this is all that.
I know like this pain. Trauma, this fear.
This is all that I know and they don't know how to get away from
that. And the only way that I have two
things, get some people in your life that inspire you and that
push you. And that really see you show
your vulnerable authentic self to these people and be yourself
and the people who are meant to be.
There will just be there and it's a more about your own
experience than the other people's experiences and
perceptions when you get your own awareness.
Honest. And you run with what you feel
and what you believe like the universe opens up for you.
Yeah, and and in those times of like worrying about like where
money's coming in and we're whatever, you know, we talked a
couple weeks ago about not having an energy of lack but
also like, seriously doing grounding manifesting, whatever
it is that you do where you're able to release yourself and
just like, listen to Spirit and be outside of your own self when
you just have that moment. And you just Spirit know that
like you completely are just like trusting and open like, you
know, that you're being taken care of.
You're always taking care of, regardless of if it is ever
worked out the way that you've intended it to, it's worked out,
you're still here, you're still haven't, you know, you're
obviously, you have a phone or something because you're
listening to this podcast right now having those moments where,
you know, that you are provided for.
I so we're to you that you get abundance in all of these ways
and maybe See, that's not Financial abundance immediately,
but it does turn into a financial abundance down the
line because I feel like money is a magnet to like
authenticity. And money is a magnet to those
who aren't always searching for it.
It's like when you have the leprechaun looking for the pot
of gold, he never finds it if he's looking for it.
Also, when you are telling the universe that you need something
material money, Whatever to make you happy, you're sending a
clear message that you have little to no control over your
own reality. That your your reality is solely
based on expectations outside of you from the world from whatever
like time. And money are not real.
We just agreed that this is the exchange for like energy in
currency. It's like other currency and
it's like tomorrow, everything could be different.
You spent all your time. Time accumulating this symbol
and it's like you've got to put the symbol as your higher self
and your best life and make that your goal make that the only
goal that you have because that's going to bring in
everything that you are lacking or that you feel absent of my
just naturally feeling your Oneness in your Eternal state of
being and filling the Oneness with.
Everything brings in more than you can imagine. the
opportunities, the blessings, the connections, the moments of
realization, and then you start to see the magic and then the
magic follows you And those moments are undeniable to
because they're, you know, like, we've been talking about things
that just fall into place because it's meant to be and
that just making one course decision on your path leads to
so many different things. And, you know, when I was
feeling like, I really needed to be figuring out like what my
purpose was, and what I needed to be doing, I don't have that
feeling anymore, but it took so long like putting consistent
energy, E in and making choices all the time in order to get to
this point. And I think that everybody wants
a shortcut to everything, and everybody wants to be like,
well, I was just told that I needed to do some Shadow work
and so, I did a couple of prompts and like, how come I'm
not better for now? Well, those are just to help you
like, realize the things that need to be worked on and then
you have to actually go and apply it.
You can't just, you know, I can sit here and I can read books
about candle magic all day. But that doesn't mean I'm going
to learn how to control a flame. I have to actually put energy
into that. Honestly, I think that the
intention that you have for your reality is probably something
that someone told you would make you happy and when you get to
the core belief system, that's deep within you.
You realize none of that makes you happy.
None of that freaking matters. You get in a situation that
changes your perspective on life.
And you realize what's important and I think so many people are
going through this Awakening, where it's at a dark point, and
it's easy to Turn around and hide.
Like it's easy to shut back down and just shut everyone out and
go go stand and, you know, log off social media, or hide from
the world, or whatever people do when they're sad.
But that just tells the universe that you are not serious about
your healing, you're not taking control of your reality and a
sense of empowering yourself. But you're putting yourself in a
box and you want to close the door and keep yourself in that
box. And please stop putting other
people in boxes who you see. Are doing well.
And assuming that it has just been easy fucking rainbows and
cupcakes and that everything just worked out for people
because I, you know, recently, I had somebody who was like, well,
I would love the opportunity to work at home like you do, but I
just don't, you know, some of us have to work, and I don't have
that opportunity. And I'm like, little.
Do you know that? Well, I've built, you know, this
brand or whatever to be able to be at home.
I've worked a full-time job during the day and then I've
built. Alta podcast at night.
And then I've done interviews at night and I've edited in the
middle of the night and made videos.
And I've woken up three hours before my kid does, you know?
So like there's so much that I just want people to know that it
takes effort to do things, but when you're doing things that
are truly like, on the path, that is meant for you.
You don't realize that you're doing work.
So, taking moments to just sit down and assess.
How far you've come is, huge sending.
I mean, the best thing. because ever done for me is show me in
this moment a year ago, two years ago, three years ago
because I can see the evolutions of becoming a different person
and I send them to page because I can't believe that a year ago,
I was who I was, and I did a year of nutrition and working
out and, you know, taking communication courses, and
taking just doing whatever and you just evolve as a person, it
doesn't feel like that's what I'm doing, but That's what
happens. That's how I felt.
Whenever, I first started studying astrology and taking
astrology classes and taking it seriously as like, when I was
home on Saturday every Saturday, I had an astrology class from
noon to around 2:30 or 3:00 p.m. And so, every Saturday for like,
literally eight months, I've never did anything, but those
classes, I can watch them live at that time or re-recorded
later. But I know me if I hold myself
accountable to be there live, I get more out of It and so I
would do that. And it really changed my
perspective on what I was capable of because despite all
that I was still doing a lot of other stuff and working and
running my business and all of the things.
So it's like when you want it, you'll make it happen.
You'll figure it out. And when you don't want it,
you'll make excuses. And I think that's where we're
going to leave this little bonus episode tonight is like only you
can decide the way that you're going to play with the cards
that you're dealt. Like you can't run and hide.
God from the shitty Parts, you can't run and hide from the the
areas that hurt because the more that you do the more that you
push good people away or people that care people that want to
help you level up or support you and your downfall, you isolate
yourself and then that reiterates the narrative that
you're alone in this, and that you came here alone, and you'll
die alone. And all this dramatic stuff that
I hear from people. Because it's like, you're
telling yourself that that's the narrative.
Of that you've consented to the narrative that you're agreeing
to and the narrative that you're continuously manifesting.
So if you want better, you got to make wiser decisions based on
what your future self would want you to do, because your present
self will not want to do the work that it's going to take to
become your future. Soul to be in tune with your
higher, self takes consistency. It's not just like, oh, I did a
prompter I meditated once and I read a book, you know, people
whenever I drop work, Words like that.
They don't know what they are. Instead of just going and look
at it up there like well I don't know what that means.
Okay, well fucking Google it. And that's all I'm going to say
the Oracle of Google. It's great for so many things.
I agree with everything that you just said.
I don't have anything else to say after that mic.
Drop, we love you. Peace out.
Bye.