1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,300 What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland. 3 00:00:33,900 --> 00:00:37,800 So the fire has been ignited. I want everyone to know that 4 00:00:37,800 --> 00:00:41,700 Capricorn season is coming up and that is my literal season 5 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:46,200 because it is an earth sign and it's about action and we are 6 00:00:46,200 --> 00:00:50,400 about to crank it up. I've been feeling like real just 7 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:54,000 kind of reflective lately and now I'm getting all of these 8 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:58,100 ideas and all of this inspiration and the feedback. 9 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:01,700 Back on the podcast has literally been phenomenal. 10 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:07,000 Everybody's been like, sending us pictures of their Spotify rap 11 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:12,800 because that came out last day of November so yesterday, and we 12 00:01:12,800 --> 00:01:16,100 did so fucking good. So we're in the top. 13 00:01:16,600 --> 00:01:22,400 I think it's the top 15, most followed podcast and then we're 14 00:01:22,400 --> 00:01:26,400 in the top percent of the top ten percent for most globally. 15 00:01:26,400 --> 00:01:29,600 Shared. And right now the podcast is 16 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:33,100 streaming and religion, and Spirituality. 17 00:01:33,300 --> 00:01:36,500 But I'm really excited because we've been manifesting hitting 18 00:01:36,500 --> 00:01:40,500 different charts, like comedy charts and all kinds of shit. 19 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:44,700 So we have a lot of fresh energy coming in. 20 00:01:44,900 --> 00:01:49,900 We're going to be doing a Q&A on one of our January New Year 21 00:01:49,900 --> 00:01:52,700 episodes, it'll probably be our new year episode. 22 00:01:52,700 --> 00:01:56,500 So if there's questions that you have specifically about myself 23 00:01:56,500 --> 00:01:59,500 or Jim and I it's something that you want to know something that 24 00:01:59,500 --> 00:02:02,500 you're you want to know, like how would we Actor. 25 00:02:02,500 --> 00:02:04,700 What would we do? If this was our situation? 26 00:02:04,700 --> 00:02:07,000 I would love to answer some of those on air. 27 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:10,100 We're obviously going to pick the juicy ones, so make it 28 00:02:10,100 --> 00:02:16,200 juicy, make it juicy. I want it on my shirt before we 29 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:17,600 drop the podcast. You guys. 30 00:02:17,600 --> 00:02:20,400 Like when we were thinking about podcast names, we were thinking 31 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:24,400 about what would be good for like having late local, not 32 00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:27,000 logos, but it's like having catch phrases on shirts and 33 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:30,000 things like that and like it like a lollipop just gives us so 34 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:31,800 much room to play like, make it juicy. 35 00:02:31,900 --> 00:02:34,200 I love it. Letter like the rapper. 36 00:02:34,700 --> 00:02:39,000 Mmm. Yeah, Daddy crazy about the 37 00:02:39,008 --> 00:02:42,700 podcast is like so many people. See the name of the podcast and 38 00:02:42,700 --> 00:02:47,200 they're like, what a mic. So many people want to like 39 00:02:47,200 --> 00:02:51,400 internally reject it because of the name and then they listen to 40 00:02:51,400 --> 00:02:54,000 it and they're like, wow. So this has nothing to do with 41 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:56,000 what I thought it was going to be about. 42 00:02:56,000 --> 00:02:59,000 It has nothing to do with anything that my mind told me it 43 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:02,700 might and now I'm learning something and I Expanding my 44 00:03:02,700 --> 00:03:05,400 mind. And so many people have told me 45 00:03:05,400 --> 00:03:09,600 today, probably six different people today told me that their 46 00:03:09,600 --> 00:03:15,100 binge listening to the podcast. I was told that you'd my DMs, I 47 00:03:15,100 --> 00:03:18,800 swear, I have never been more full than they have been today. 48 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:22,100 Like I set my phone down and I've got notification after 49 00:03:22,100 --> 00:03:25,700 notification about like, I love the podcast, I love you two 50 00:03:25,700 --> 00:03:29,600 together. This is so inspirational, like I 51 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:32,300 ended last night when we recorded last night's episode. 52 00:03:32,300 --> 00:03:35,000 So last night was the trigger warning episode that we 53 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:39,400 recorded, and I just felt like such a different energy. 54 00:03:39,400 --> 00:03:41,100 I like you. And I both said the word 55 00:03:41,100 --> 00:03:45,000 unlocked like it, literally just felt like we were in just 56 00:03:45,000 --> 00:03:48,400 complete flow and today has the same energy to it. 57 00:03:49,300 --> 00:03:53,800 Honestly, I feel Unstoppable. I'm wondering if we can go ahead 58 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:57,700 and record like nine episodes and just like close out the 59 00:03:57,700 --> 00:04:00,400 first season. And then go ahead and go into 60 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:04,700 season two in January, I don't really know. 61 00:04:04,700 --> 00:04:09,200 We didn't discuss anything about what we have in store except 62 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:12,600 that we don't just want to put more episodes out just more bomb 63 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:16,399 content. Instead of holding it back, I 64 00:04:16,399 --> 00:04:19,600 feel like for a while we both have been kind of concerned with 65 00:04:19,800 --> 00:04:24,000 scammers people copying us, the haters, the people that want to 66 00:04:24,700 --> 00:04:28,900 try to, you know, Do you know, you know how it is. 67 00:04:28,900 --> 00:04:31,200 And I feel like so for a while we were just kind of keeping 68 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:37,600 everything in the in the ammo in the, you know, I can't hear 69 00:04:37,600 --> 00:04:38,300 anything. Yeah. 70 00:04:38,300 --> 00:04:41,800 But I mean also if you think about it up until now we've 71 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:45,500 really talked every single episode about boundaries to and 72 00:04:45,500 --> 00:04:49,200 I think that us creating our boundary was this and like 73 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:52,400 speaking. This is what like our purposes, 74 00:04:52,400 --> 00:04:55,100 this is the shit that we avoid, this is what we tolerate and 75 00:04:55,100 --> 00:04:59,600 don't tolerate the Like season one has really just been about 76 00:04:59,900 --> 00:05:03,500 showing people who we are and like what our boundaries are in 77 00:05:03,500 --> 00:05:05,900 this moment. So that people can like grow 78 00:05:05,900 --> 00:05:09,600 with us but understand where we are in the present honestly. 79 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:13,400 Because when you go through a spiritual awakening of any sort, 80 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:16,000 you actually become a new person. 81 00:05:16,100 --> 00:05:20,100 So not only are you re learning who you are the people around. 82 00:05:20,100 --> 00:05:23,400 You may want to hold you to an old version of yourself like 83 00:05:23,400 --> 00:05:27,000 somewhere down in the in the trenches where you To be, and 84 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:30,200 they want to be like holding you accountable for something that 85 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:33,000 you did 10 years ago or 20 years ago, or whatever. 86 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,400 In some people will never see your growth. 87 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:39,000 They'll never acknowledge your growth because it reminds them 88 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:41,300 of all the ways they're being stagnant. 89 00:05:42,200 --> 00:05:44,500 So, I, it's funny that we talked about that because I was 90 00:05:44,500 --> 00:05:46,500 thinking about this on my drive home today. 91 00:05:46,500 --> 00:05:50,300 And I was thinking about it with, like, romantic partners 92 00:05:50,300 --> 00:05:53,300 and people that we have attachments with, because I've 93 00:05:53,300 --> 00:05:58,600 had so many people in readings. Ooh, they don't share, they 94 00:05:58,600 --> 00:06:01,200 don't want to sell to evolve because they don't want to be 95 00:06:01,200 --> 00:06:04,200 judged by their partner and they think that their partner of you 96 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:06,000 like, why the fuck are you dressed like that? 97 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:11,700 Where you going or whatever? And I really want people to know 98 00:06:11,700 --> 00:06:15,600 that, like just because you dated somebody or your or you 99 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:19,400 are in a committed relationship or whatever for a certain amount 100 00:06:19,400 --> 00:06:22,800 of time as a certain person. Not all relationships are 101 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:26,300 intended to be forever things, and if you're wanting to 0, 102 00:06:26,500 --> 00:06:29,300 Evolve as a person. It's not fair to you. 103 00:06:29,500 --> 00:06:33,200 So one, not Sprout your wings, but then it's also not fair to 104 00:06:33,207 --> 00:06:37,400 your partner for you to string them along and be a twisted 105 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:39,300 version of who they were originally. 106 00:06:39,300 --> 00:06:44,100 With some people grow together, sometimes in Partnerships people 107 00:06:44,100 --> 00:06:47,500 grow apart and other times, one person grows, and the other one 108 00:06:47,500 --> 00:06:53,000 stays there. But, and it's super, you will 109 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:57,400 start to have those feelings of like that, I Talked about last 110 00:06:57,400 --> 00:07:00,100 night where like, you don't understand what your purpose is, 111 00:07:00,100 --> 00:07:02,200 but you know, that you should be doing something different and 112 00:07:02,200 --> 00:07:06,600 being, if you're going to be inside of a relationship, it 113 00:07:06,600 --> 00:07:09,500 needs to be a relationship where you are encouraged to be able to 114 00:07:09,500 --> 00:07:12,400 Blossom and morph into whoever you are meant to be. 115 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,500 I've been a fucking different person. 116 00:07:14,500 --> 00:07:16,600 Every year this motherfucker has been married to me. 117 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:19,700 I was just telling someone earlier about how supportive 118 00:07:19,700 --> 00:07:23,500 your husband is of like I was actually during a reading 119 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:26,300 because, you know, I was explaining to them. 120 00:07:26,400 --> 00:07:31,800 That everything is in balance and not every area or every 121 00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:35,600 Arena of your life is going to be balanced and harmonious all 122 00:07:35,600 --> 00:07:38,100 the time. And, you know, to count your 123 00:07:38,100 --> 00:07:41,600 blessings doesn't mean that you can't want more for your life. 124 00:07:41,600 --> 00:07:45,300 Like, you can still be grateful and be very like, open to 125 00:07:45,300 --> 00:07:49,100 receiving, but still want more. But it's when you tell yourself 126 00:07:49,100 --> 00:07:52,500 that this will make you happy, or all of that, it's when you're 127 00:07:52,500 --> 00:07:56,100 not choosing happiness in the moment and I think that's the 128 00:07:56,100 --> 00:07:57,400 difference. Is between the people are going 129 00:07:57,400 --> 00:08:00,500 to grow apart or the people who are going to grow together is 130 00:08:00,500 --> 00:08:03,600 the ones that can actually be in the moment that you're currently 131 00:08:03,600 --> 00:08:07,800 in. Not projecting the past, the 132 00:08:07,800 --> 00:08:12,400 present, and the future into some like Twisted illusion of 133 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:14,900 how you think it should be or how it should be going. 134 00:08:14,900 --> 00:08:16,500 You know. I know a lot of people get a 135 00:08:16,508 --> 00:08:19,800 certain age and they're like I should just all of a sudden have 136 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,900 kids because I'm this age and they're just not even ready. 137 00:08:24,700 --> 00:08:28,400 No, you should a piece of advice, like, I don't regret 138 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:34,500 having a kid, but I regret that I didn't travel with my husband 139 00:08:34,500 --> 00:08:38,700 first or trouble like on my own and go places and go exploring 140 00:08:38,700 --> 00:08:42,799 and figure out who I wanted to be first because, you know, like 141 00:08:42,900 --> 00:08:46,000 late 20s, early 30s. If you're going to be like 142 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:49,300 business to motivated and stuff like that, like we are now is 143 00:08:49,300 --> 00:08:53,000 the time to be like working hard hustling like having no chill 144 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:55,900 and it's hard. In around a kid, it's hard you 145 00:08:55,908 --> 00:09:00,800 know like it's so much more difficult to do things and also 146 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:05,000 you don't really get a sense of necessarily who you are when you 147 00:09:05,000 --> 00:09:09,300 rush to like have kids and have that kind of a calling or for a 148 00:09:09,300 --> 00:09:12,600 lot of people who rush into relationships because they have 149 00:09:12,600 --> 00:09:15,300 been told that that's what they have to do to be complete. 150 00:09:16,300 --> 00:09:19,800 I think that's unfortunate and a lot of women we just were 151 00:09:19,800 --> 00:09:23,900 brainwashed from Disney movies and Beyond to believe that like 152 00:09:23,900 --> 00:09:25,600 a man. Who is going to save you and fix 153 00:09:25,600 --> 00:09:29,700 all of your problems and I think that's such a weird Twisted 154 00:09:29,700 --> 00:09:32,000 illusion. Like I said, if you don't have a 155 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:34,900 sense of Harmony and peace within yourself of like what it 156 00:09:34,900 --> 00:09:39,400 is you want and don't want you're just sending mixed 157 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:42,200 signals to the universe like if you're entertaining things that 158 00:09:42,200 --> 00:09:45,400 you know you've outgrown your allowing it and that's what I 159 00:09:45,400 --> 00:09:48,900 had to like kind of put my foot down earlier with someone 160 00:09:48,900 --> 00:09:51,600 because it's like I can't do the whole. 161 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:55,700 I'm going to complain about this but not Anything about it energy 162 00:09:55,700 --> 00:09:59,300 like if you're going to complain you don't want to vent to me. 163 00:09:59,300 --> 00:10:00,800 It's less. It's like I'm going to complain 164 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:04,100 about this and then I'm going to go out and make changes and like 165 00:10:04,100 --> 00:10:06,000 do my thing like I'm going to vent about it. 166 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:09,200 I'm gonna put it out there but I'm going to be self accountable 167 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,700 as well. Like we're not perfect, I don't 168 00:10:11,700 --> 00:10:12,600 do everything. I say. 169 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:16,600 I'm going to do all the fucking time but I do go to the gym on 170 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:18,000 days. I don't want to and I do do 171 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:19,700 things. I don't want to do and I do try 172 00:10:19,700 --> 00:10:23,700 to stay organized when I really need an assistant so I could be 173 00:10:23,700 --> 00:10:25,500 more creative. Ativan, not be doing all these 174 00:10:25,500 --> 00:10:27,700 other things. So, it's like, you know, we all 175 00:10:27,700 --> 00:10:29,500 have to do things. We don't want to do, it's about 176 00:10:29,508 --> 00:10:32,100 finding balance and peace and happiness, in the fact that like 177 00:10:32,100 --> 00:10:36,400 you could be so busy to need an assistant, or you could be, you 178 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:40,000 know, so wrapped up in your kid that you forget about yourself 179 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:43,100 because, like, some people just abandon their kid or some 180 00:10:43,100 --> 00:10:44,800 people. Don't even worry about their 181 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:46,300 priority. So, it's like, commend yourself 182 00:10:46,300 --> 00:10:49,200 and celebrate yourself for. All those freaking times that 183 00:10:49,200 --> 00:10:51,100 you were doing the hard shit that you're doing the things, 184 00:10:51,100 --> 00:10:54,000 it's like, wow, maybe I should have waited and I have some 185 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:55,800 like, Red's. But I'm going to live my life to 186 00:10:55,800 --> 00:10:57,900 the fullest because I know I can't change that now. 187 00:10:58,100 --> 00:11:01,300 Not just what you said, but just anything because so many people 188 00:11:01,500 --> 00:11:05,100 spend so much time making a bad decision that they feel weird 189 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:08,200 trying to get out of it or trying to detach from that bad 190 00:11:08,200 --> 00:11:10,600 decision because they're like, well, then I have to admit to 191 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:13,800 the world that I'm a failure. And, you know, I know people 192 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:17,700 that specifically just jump from one relationship to another just 193 00:11:17,700 --> 00:11:22,400 to distract the audience from the real culprit in denominator 194 00:11:22,400 --> 00:11:27,400 here, which has been, you know, Yeah, I feel like cereal, daters 195 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:30,200 never realized that, like they're actually the problem. 196 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:34,200 None of their relationships work out or that as every person 197 00:11:34,200 --> 00:11:37,100 you've ever been with is an is an abuser, maybe you're the 198 00:11:37,100 --> 00:11:40,600 toxic one and like you pull things out of other people, 199 00:11:41,100 --> 00:11:44,200 that's going to be one that like makes people uncomfortable 200 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:48,900 hearing and like I get that but a lot of times people aren't 201 00:11:48,900 --> 00:11:51,800 necessarily toxic people, they're just around a toxic 202 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:54,200 person and toxic people can never smell their own fun. 203 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:58,000 And that's what I've got to say about that. 204 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:01,200 You look so, like Regal and Majestic over here with your 205 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:03,800 like, beating on. I feel like I always show up 206 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:05,500 like, yeah, we're about to be chilling. 207 00:12:05,500 --> 00:12:08,800 I'm always stoned. And then you show up and you're 208 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:12,400 like, I haven't worn makeup in four weeks but I look like I do 209 00:12:12,700 --> 00:12:15,000 and you're always put together so fucking cute. 210 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:18,200 Get out of there. Thanks baby girl. 211 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:20,500 It's like the homeless woman in the model. 212 00:12:20,700 --> 00:12:23,200 I literally came to Earth, only for the fashion show. 213 00:12:23,200 --> 00:12:26,000 So if I don't work here, Rapid. I feel depressed the whole day 214 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:29,500 like the whole day or your beanie, looks like a Miss Cleo 215 00:12:29,500 --> 00:12:31,800 had wrapped though and that's what's getting me is like you 216 00:12:31,800 --> 00:12:34,900 really look like you just need a terrible or not zero, but a 217 00:12:34,908 --> 00:12:40,400 crystal ball. Although I want to know is When 218 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:46,400 we go to the top, we are going to do so many things. 219 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:50,200 And I want everyone to know that we're not going to forget about 220 00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:53,200 any of y'all. Like all of y'all that have been 221 00:12:53,500 --> 00:12:56,600 supporting us, Gemini has volunteered to buy you all the 222 00:12:56,600 --> 00:13:00,000 baby goat. If you're okay, whenever you're 223 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:02,400 ready, this what was she gets big? 224 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:04,300 She's getting everyone, a baby goat. 225 00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:09,200 I did I sent her this meme that said that, I pay attention to 226 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:12,200 everybody, That's like showing love and giving like, you know, 227 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:14,400 comments and whatever. Whoever supports the hustle, 228 00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:16,400 when we're at the bottom says, when we get to the top and I 229 00:13:16,400 --> 00:13:19,100 make all the money, I'm giving everybody a baby goat. 230 00:13:19,100 --> 00:13:22,500 I'm about to be like, Oprah baby goat for you baby goat for you. 231 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:25,800 So, I just wanted everybody to know that, so you can go ahead 232 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:29,500 and write that one down in your, in your little notebook, that 233 00:13:29,900 --> 00:13:33,700 baby goats will be going around here on a notebook. 234 00:13:33,700 --> 00:13:37,600 Call your mom and tell her I'm doing something really cool 235 00:13:37,600 --> 00:13:41,800 right now, for For a while, a lot of my clients wanted to do 236 00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:43,900 readings on FaceTime. Like I've had people be, like, I 237 00:13:43,908 --> 00:13:47,000 don't have enough storage on my phone to download Zoom, you 238 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:49,700 know, so I'm like, okay, you know, I'm flexible. 239 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:52,400 Well, recently A lot of people have been wanting to do Zoom. 240 00:13:52,400 --> 00:13:55,100 So I'm like, well, if you want, we can record it and I'll upload 241 00:13:55,100 --> 00:13:57,800 it for you. And I really think it's going to 242 00:13:57,808 --> 00:14:00,800 be transformational for people to go back and be able to watch 243 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:03,500 those readings. That are a video chat with both 244 00:14:03,500 --> 00:14:06,200 of us because all my fucking mind because I just started 245 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:09,500 doing this really, and sending people. 246 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:11,900 Their video. Yes, I upload it to YouTube and 247 00:14:11,900 --> 00:14:14,600 then send them the link. And that way they have the 248 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:18,700 recording of us talking, it started with the mentees because 249 00:14:18,700 --> 00:14:21,100 they would get their readings. And, you know, they're supposed 250 00:14:21,100 --> 00:14:23,000 to be like the applying it throughout the week. 251 00:14:23,100 --> 00:14:25,700 And so, then them being able to go back. 252 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:29,100 Well I mean I've been sending pre-recorded video readings, I 253 00:14:29,108 --> 00:14:32,100 just wasn't recording the live readings unless it was out with 254 00:14:32,100 --> 00:14:33,300 them, right? Yeah. 255 00:14:33,300 --> 00:14:35,700 With a birth chart like I always did it with the birth chart 256 00:14:35,700 --> 00:14:39,400 clients like the astrology readings, but yeah, I started. 257 00:14:39,600 --> 00:14:42,900 Doing it with everyone, this like just a few days ago. 258 00:14:42,900 --> 00:14:46,700 So that's cool. I like that because I think it's 259 00:14:46,700 --> 00:14:49,000 really gonna help people so that's awesome. 260 00:14:49,500 --> 00:14:52,700 What do I want? You know what? 261 00:14:52,700 --> 00:14:58,500 Like so much of our stuff is always like parallel like our 262 00:14:58,500 --> 00:15:02,500 timing on things and like ideas that we have, it's even when 263 00:15:02,500 --> 00:15:04,400 it's not the same thing like this. 264 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:07,400 Even if it's just we just had this new idea that we're going 265 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,400 to be implementing the other person has this. 266 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:11,000 Idea that they're going to be implementing. 267 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:14,100 You did beanies and I was like, dude, coven is dropping beanies. 268 00:15:14,100 --> 00:15:17,700 Like we just are always you. And I are always in sync with 269 00:15:17,700 --> 00:15:20,700 like our moments of motivation and our moments of meeting rest 270 00:15:20,700 --> 00:15:24,200 and whatever. Unless it's cancer season he 271 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:27,300 wasn't he wasn't happy at all cancer season. 272 00:15:27,900 --> 00:15:30,500 You issues like the most impressive I've ever seen you in 273 00:15:30,500 --> 00:15:34,700 cancer season? I yeah, because I don't, I don't 274 00:15:34,700 --> 00:15:36,300 like it. Yeah. 275 00:15:36,300 --> 00:15:39,400 And then Leo season came out and I was feeling like that bitch. 276 00:15:39,500 --> 00:15:43,200 Each then I came in. I came into that bitch energy 277 00:15:43,700 --> 00:15:48,200 which has sustained until really right motherfucking now. 278 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:52,400 I don't like Scorpio season was really difficult for me and 279 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:56,200 that's like my Rising too but I felt like my emotional. 280 00:15:56,700 --> 00:16:01,400 My emotional processing on things was off like my just like 281 00:16:01,400 --> 00:16:04,000 my judgment was off during Scorpio season. 282 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:08,200 We know y'all don't want to know because y'all, you know, how to 283 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:12,100 know too much. Has you know what we all make 284 00:16:12,100 --> 00:16:15,500 mistakes? Including me and I think that 285 00:16:15,500 --> 00:16:16,900 everything is a learning experience. 286 00:16:16,900 --> 00:16:21,300 I don't regret a motherfucking thing if I liked it or I did it 287 00:16:21,500 --> 00:16:24,000 or it happened. I don't regret those things. 288 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:26,000 And I know some people do live with regret. 289 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,500 So like here's your permission, like your get out of jail, free 290 00:16:28,500 --> 00:16:31,600 card to forgive yourself and release regret because it will 291 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:33,900 transform your life. Like some people are like, I 292 00:16:33,900 --> 00:16:38,100 don't know why I'm always in a bad mood, but yet they go home 293 00:16:38,100 --> 00:16:42,000 and they worry, they I eat low vibrational stuff, they complain 294 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,900 all the time. They hang out with people that 295 00:16:43,900 --> 00:16:47,700 complain all the time, they drink, they do whatever. 296 00:16:47,700 --> 00:16:50,300 And it's like, you're the problem. 297 00:16:50,600 --> 00:16:53,700 I understand that the worlds raining on you, but you are the 298 00:16:53,700 --> 00:16:59,300 core reason behind all of the discourse and Chaos in your own 299 00:16:59,300 --> 00:17:02,900 life. Because if internally, you are 300 00:17:02,900 --> 00:17:05,200 mean to yourself, are you hate yourself or you're talking shit 301 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:07,200 to yourself about something you did 10 years ago? 302 00:17:07,500 --> 00:17:11,000 It's negative self-talk and I I swear it is came up and like 303 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:14,599 every reading that I've done in the last three weeks like 304 00:17:14,599 --> 00:17:18,099 through Scorpio season 2. Now, Sagittarius season, it has 305 00:17:18,099 --> 00:17:20,500 been all about the negative self-talk. 306 00:17:20,500 --> 00:17:23,900 Your internal dialogue is so fucking important. 307 00:17:23,900 --> 00:17:26,200 Like when I'm rested and I'm chilling, even when I catch 308 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:30,900 myself, like I'm scrolling, I just like turn my brain off. 309 00:17:30,900 --> 00:17:35,900 Like I'm not on the I'm going to worry for the next three hours 310 00:17:35,900 --> 00:17:39,900 because I have free time. What I don't and I'll never 311 00:17:39,900 --> 00:17:43,300 understand the people who are just comfortable being in that 312 00:17:43,300 --> 00:17:45,900 like worry vibration and they just keep it there. 313 00:17:46,100 --> 00:17:49,100 And you know, you were talking earlier about people who just 314 00:17:49,100 --> 00:17:50,800 come to you and they vent or whatever. 315 00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:55,200 My almost my always response to people is, will you were 316 00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:57,500 comfortable enough for you to share all of this with me? 317 00:17:57,500 --> 00:18:00,100 So I feel comfortable enough to like, give you advice and change 318 00:18:00,100 --> 00:18:05,700 your mindset because this isn't it and because I guess, because 319 00:18:05,700 --> 00:18:09,400 that's how like I process. Yes, I think that if you are in 320 00:18:09,600 --> 00:18:13,800 like a deep dark moment, we all go through it if fucking is what 321 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:16,100 it is, sometimes you live there for a second but you have to 322 00:18:16,100 --> 00:18:19,400 figure out how to get yourself out and what I never have the 323 00:18:19,400 --> 00:18:22,400 patience for is just listening to people talk about how 324 00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:26,400 miserable their life is or whatever because what the fuck 325 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:28,500 do you want me to do about it for you? 326 00:18:28,500 --> 00:18:31,800 I'm already you know working on living my best life 327 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:33,800 authentically. I can't also make sure that I 328 00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:37,000 tell you how to live your best life authentically. 329 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:40,500 If you want advice, I got a mentorship to your baby and I'll 330 00:18:40,500 --> 00:18:42,400 fucking walk you through it but you're going to have to put in 331 00:18:42,400 --> 00:18:44,100 effort because I'm not fucking doing it for you. 332 00:18:44,800 --> 00:18:47,300 Yeah. And unfortunately I'm like 333 00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:52,300 different people respond to that type of like assertion and a 334 00:18:52,300 --> 00:18:57,100 boundary of like, well I do this as a this is my passion to help 335 00:18:57,100 --> 00:18:58,300 people work through shit like this. 336 00:18:58,300 --> 00:19:01,800 So I'm telling you I'm identifying some of these blind 337 00:19:01,800 --> 00:19:06,000 spots that you can't see and you're now still dancing around 338 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:09,700 the fact that you You are the common denominator and allowing 339 00:19:09,700 --> 00:19:12,300 this, to be your reality regardless, and then they're 340 00:19:12,300 --> 00:19:14,700 like, why did this? And I did that. 341 00:19:14,800 --> 00:19:16,900 Okay, great. So keep going, this isn't where 342 00:19:16,900 --> 00:19:18,900 you stop and start bitching again. 343 00:19:19,100 --> 00:19:22,000 It's like where you keep going and you go through the more 344 00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:27,000 difficult layers that are going to hurt and sting and bleed or 345 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:30,800 whatever so that you can get to the core issue and then why does 346 00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:32,400 don't know why I always feel like this. 347 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:36,400 Well let me tell you once again you have to do all these steps 348 00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:38,000 to get to that. Core issue. 349 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:40,600 It's not just like it's sitting there on the surface for 350 00:19:40,600 --> 00:19:43,600 everyone to see and know that's why it's called deep-seated 351 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:48,900 trauma and like, deep-rooted generational stuff, that's been 352 00:19:48,900 --> 00:19:53,000 inherited and passed around. So if you have issues with your 353 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:56,200 family or issues with people in relationships, it's time to 354 00:19:56,200 --> 00:20:00,300 really look at the ways that you allow certain connections to 355 00:20:00,300 --> 00:20:02,300 bring certain energies out of you. 356 00:20:03,800 --> 00:20:07,800 Yep. That goes back to, you know, 357 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:09,900 what, we used to talk about a lot, which was, like, 358 00:20:09,900 --> 00:20:12,000 re-evaluating your Social Circles. 359 00:20:12,300 --> 00:20:15,500 And listen, if you don't like the way that somebody's being 360 00:20:15,500 --> 00:20:18,300 assertive with their, you know, I'm never going to be like an 361 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:20,700 asshole and be like your feelings don't matter. 362 00:20:20,700 --> 00:20:23,500 You depressed little shit like no, you know. 363 00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:26,400 I'm never going to do anything like that but if you have people 364 00:20:26,400 --> 00:20:28,900 in your world that are just going to sit there and listen to 365 00:20:28,900 --> 00:20:32,200 you complain and say absolutely nothing to motivate you out of 366 00:20:32,200 --> 00:20:33,600 that space. Face or give you a different 367 00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:37,800 perspective, that's part of your problem because how are you 368 00:20:37,800 --> 00:20:40,700 going to see different examples of healing or different 369 00:20:40,700 --> 00:20:43,600 perspectives on things of the people that are closest around? 370 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:47,800 You are just like yeah, live and live in that live in that little 371 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:50,400 bottom-dwelling. Don't ever try and get out. 372 00:20:50,400 --> 00:20:55,300 I'm not giving you a ladder. Honestly, I love to surround 373 00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:58,800 myself with people who have depth and like soul and so 374 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:01,200 really, the only people I've relate to or those that have 375 00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:05,600 went through a lot of trauma. And unfortunately, a lot of 376 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:10,300 people want to try to manipulate me into feeling, sorry for them 377 00:21:10,300 --> 00:21:14,000 and I'm like I see through your illusion right now. 378 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,500 Like I'm trying to be easy on you and they're like, oh, you're 379 00:21:16,500 --> 00:21:18,700 being rude right now or something like whenever I kind 380 00:21:18,700 --> 00:21:22,700 of get assertive because I'm like tired of dancing around the 381 00:21:22,700 --> 00:21:26,600 fucking real answer. Here, is that you're giving this 382 00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:30,600 power, everyone wakes up and chooses what they give power to 383 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:35,000 other that's Instagram or Or a relationship or someone else or 384 00:21:35,500 --> 00:21:37,400 anything. You're waking up and giving 385 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:39,200 power to stuff. And it's like, you can either 386 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:43,400 generate power to elevate yourself and to get you further 387 00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:46,600 away from your starting point. Or you can just set there and 388 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:51,100 Idol and waste gas all day. I don't have time to be wasting 389 00:21:51,100 --> 00:21:52,800 gas. Gas is money. 390 00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:55,500 And money is not something that I'm going to waste. 391 00:21:55,900 --> 00:22:00,300 Honestly opportunities are everywhere and so many people 392 00:22:00,300 --> 00:22:04,000 are just so narrow-minded about how something has to happen that 393 00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:06,900 they're just overlooking every opportunity that they could go 394 00:22:06,900 --> 00:22:11,200 around that obstacle or region other high point that would put 395 00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:14,200 them in a different direction. And instead they just stay on 396 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:16,900 that same narrow ass path that they've been on like their whole 397 00:22:16,900 --> 00:22:19,300 life and that's where I really feel for people. 398 00:22:19,300 --> 00:22:23,200 But Have to draw the line of like, how bad do you want it? 399 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:28,300 And how bad are you willing to Branch away from it? 400 00:22:28,300 --> 00:22:30,800 Like, how, how far are you willing to go to get away from 401 00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:36,500 that energy? I was feeling like I was very 402 00:22:36,500 --> 00:22:41,200 uncertain when I was trying to figure out like prices for my 403 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,900 site and things like that. And and then once I started 404 00:22:43,900 --> 00:22:45,900 doing readings, I was like, fuck, like it's a lot of 405 00:22:45,900 --> 00:22:48,000 readings, but it's so much energy and I don't feel 406 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:52,200 compensated. And one of my mentors was like 407 00:22:53,500 --> 00:22:57,800 if it's important to people and evolving is important to people, 408 00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:01,200 they'll figure it out. People go and spend $300 that 409 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:04,000 they don't have to go and get their hair and nails done so 410 00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:06,400 they can look some way on the outside. 411 00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:10,500 So if it's important for somebody to level up for them to 412 00:23:11,100 --> 00:23:14,100 be able to work on things to change like their whole life, 413 00:23:14,100 --> 00:23:17,500 then they're going to spend the hundred and twenty-five dollars 414 00:23:17,500 --> 00:23:22,300 for a reading. And, you know, like Like so I 415 00:23:22,300 --> 00:23:28,300 just think that us putting value inside of what we do and what 416 00:23:28,300 --> 00:23:31,000 we're offering, other people in the advice and the friendship 417 00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:34,400 and stuff. To has to stay consistent 418 00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:38,100 because it doesn't matter what other people's limitations are. 419 00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:43,900 And also also were in the beginning at a point where I was 420 00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:50,000 trying to base my Like accessibility on other people's 421 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:53,900 budgets and for a while, like you said, I was like, really 422 00:23:53,900 --> 00:23:56,000 just giving away the readings. And I don't think it was 423 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:59,700 resonating as much as if you spent $100 or like you said an 424 00:23:59,700 --> 00:24:05,800 extensive amount of energy and time to accumulate the funds to 425 00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:08,800 get the service, you're going to take it a lot serious, a lot 426 00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:12,700 more serious. And I do understand that money 427 00:24:12,700 --> 00:24:15,100 is a definite struggle in this reality. 428 00:24:15,100 --> 00:24:19,600 But also if If you can break through those money, blockages 429 00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:22,200 money will be so abundantly available to you. 430 00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:27,500 That you will be shocked and honestly, like it really happens 431 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:30,400 when you get out of your own freaking way and get out of your 432 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:32,700 head, you always head is like a war zone. 433 00:24:32,700 --> 00:24:34,700 And that's why I tell people I'm like well why would you want to 434 00:24:34,700 --> 00:24:37,200 live in a war zone? And keep going back for more? 435 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:39,600 It's like I just got my teeth knocked out, but I'm going to go 436 00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:42,500 back for more like you just got the shit beat out of you. 437 00:24:42,500 --> 00:24:45,500 Are you going back for more? And it's like this is all that. 438 00:24:45,500 --> 00:24:47,600 I know like this pain. Trauma, this fear. 439 00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:51,500 This is all that I know and they don't know how to get away from 440 00:24:51,500 --> 00:24:53,500 that. And the only way that I have two 441 00:24:53,500 --> 00:24:57,900 things, get some people in your life that inspire you and that 442 00:24:57,900 --> 00:25:01,400 push you. And that really see you show 443 00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:05,400 your vulnerable authentic self to these people and be yourself 444 00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:06,700 and the people who are meant to be. 445 00:25:06,700 --> 00:25:10,200 There will just be there and it's a more about your own 446 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:13,200 experience than the other people's experiences and 447 00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:16,700 perceptions when you get your own awareness. 448 00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:20,200 Honest. And you run with what you feel 449 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:23,300 and what you believe like the universe opens up for you. 450 00:25:24,900 --> 00:25:30,100 Yeah, and and in those times of like worrying about like where 451 00:25:30,100 --> 00:25:33,400 money's coming in and we're whatever, you know, we talked a 452 00:25:33,408 --> 00:25:36,600 couple weeks ago about not having an energy of lack but 453 00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:42,300 also like, seriously doing grounding manifesting, whatever 454 00:25:42,300 --> 00:25:47,500 it is that you do where you're able to release yourself and 455 00:25:47,500 --> 00:25:52,500 just like, listen to Spirit and be outside of your own self when 456 00:25:52,500 --> 00:25:55,500 you just have that moment. And you just Spirit know that 457 00:25:55,500 --> 00:25:59,300 like you completely are just like trusting and open like, you 458 00:25:59,300 --> 00:26:01,200 know, that you're being taken care of. 459 00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:05,000 You're always taking care of, regardless of if it is ever 460 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:08,200 worked out the way that you've intended it to, it's worked out, 461 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,800 you're still here, you're still haven't, you know, you're 462 00:26:11,100 --> 00:26:13,100 obviously, you have a phone or something because you're 463 00:26:13,100 --> 00:26:16,300 listening to this podcast right now having those moments where, 464 00:26:16,300 --> 00:26:18,500 you know, that you are provided for. 465 00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:23,800 I so we're to you that you get abundance in all of these ways 466 00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:27,300 and maybe See, that's not Financial abundance immediately, 467 00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:30,100 but it does turn into a financial abundance down the 468 00:26:30,100 --> 00:26:37,100 line because I feel like money is a magnet to like 469 00:26:37,100 --> 00:26:41,300 authenticity. And money is a magnet to those 470 00:26:41,300 --> 00:26:43,700 who aren't always searching for it. 471 00:26:43,700 --> 00:26:45,700 It's like when you have the leprechaun looking for the pot 472 00:26:45,700 --> 00:26:48,100 of gold, he never finds it if he's looking for it. 473 00:26:48,700 --> 00:26:52,700 Also, when you are telling the universe that you need something 474 00:26:52,700 --> 00:26:57,100 material money, Whatever to make you happy, you're sending a 475 00:26:57,100 --> 00:27:01,300 clear message that you have little to no control over your 476 00:27:01,300 --> 00:27:04,900 own reality. That your your reality is solely 477 00:27:04,900 --> 00:27:09,000 based on expectations outside of you from the world from whatever 478 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:12,400 like time. And money are not real. 479 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:17,500 We just agreed that this is the exchange for like energy in 480 00:27:17,500 --> 00:27:19,800 currency. It's like other currency and 481 00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:23,200 it's like tomorrow, everything could be different. 482 00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:27,700 You spent all your time. Time accumulating this symbol 483 00:27:27,700 --> 00:27:31,800 and it's like you've got to put the symbol as your higher self 484 00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:36,200 and your best life and make that your goal make that the only 485 00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:38,600 goal that you have because that's going to bring in 486 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:43,800 everything that you are lacking or that you feel absent of my 487 00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:49,100 just naturally feeling your Oneness in your Eternal state of 488 00:27:49,100 --> 00:27:51,600 being and filling the Oneness with. 489 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:54,700 Everything brings in more than you can imagine. the 490 00:27:54,700 --> 00:27:58,200 opportunities, the blessings, the connections, the moments of 491 00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:01,500 realization, and then you start to see the magic and then the 492 00:28:01,500 --> 00:28:06,100 magic follows you And those moments are undeniable to 493 00:28:06,100 --> 00:28:08,700 because they're, you know, like, we've been talking about things 494 00:28:08,700 --> 00:28:12,200 that just fall into place because it's meant to be and 495 00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:16,900 that just making one course decision on your path leads to 496 00:28:16,900 --> 00:28:22,300 so many different things. And, you know, when I was 497 00:28:22,300 --> 00:28:25,900 feeling like, I really needed to be figuring out like what my 498 00:28:25,900 --> 00:28:29,100 purpose was, and what I needed to be doing, I don't have that 499 00:28:29,100 --> 00:28:32,800 feeling anymore, but it took so long like putting consistent 500 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:37,600 energy, E in and making choices all the time in order to get to 501 00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,700 this point. And I think that everybody wants 502 00:28:39,700 --> 00:28:42,700 a shortcut to everything, and everybody wants to be like, 503 00:28:42,700 --> 00:28:45,000 well, I was just told that I needed to do some Shadow work 504 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,100 and so, I did a couple of prompts and like, how come I'm 505 00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:49,600 not better for now? Well, those are just to help you 506 00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:52,200 like, realize the things that need to be worked on and then 507 00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:54,000 you have to actually go and apply it. 508 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:57,100 You can't just, you know, I can sit here and I can read books 509 00:28:57,100 --> 00:28:59,500 about candle magic all day. But that doesn't mean I'm going 510 00:28:59,500 --> 00:29:02,700 to learn how to control a flame. I have to actually put energy 511 00:29:02,700 --> 00:29:06,700 into that. Honestly, I think that the 512 00:29:06,700 --> 00:29:11,600 intention that you have for your reality is probably something 513 00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:15,200 that someone told you would make you happy and when you get to 514 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:18,500 the core belief system, that's deep within you. 515 00:29:18,700 --> 00:29:20,600 You realize none of that makes you happy. 516 00:29:20,700 --> 00:29:24,500 None of that freaking matters. You get in a situation that 517 00:29:24,500 --> 00:29:26,200 changes your perspective on life. 518 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:29,400 And you realize what's important and I think so many people are 519 00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:32,600 going through this Awakening, where it's at a dark point, and 520 00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:34,500 it's easy to Turn around and hide. 521 00:29:34,500 --> 00:29:37,400 Like it's easy to shut back down and just shut everyone out and 522 00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:41,500 go go stand and, you know, log off social media, or hide from 523 00:29:41,500 --> 00:29:44,100 the world, or whatever people do when they're sad. 524 00:29:44,100 --> 00:29:48,800 But that just tells the universe that you are not serious about 525 00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:51,800 your healing, you're not taking control of your reality and a 526 00:29:51,808 --> 00:29:56,100 sense of empowering yourself. But you're putting yourself in a 527 00:29:56,100 --> 00:29:59,000 box and you want to close the door and keep yourself in that 528 00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:01,500 box. And please stop putting other 529 00:30:01,500 --> 00:30:04,200 people in boxes who you see. Are doing well. 530 00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:08,700 And assuming that it has just been easy fucking rainbows and 531 00:30:08,700 --> 00:30:11,300 cupcakes and that everything just worked out for people 532 00:30:11,300 --> 00:30:16,700 because I, you know, recently, I had somebody who was like, well, 533 00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:19,600 I would love the opportunity to work at home like you do, but I 534 00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:22,000 just don't, you know, some of us have to work, and I don't have 535 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:24,600 that opportunity. And I'm like, little. 536 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:26,800 Do you know that? Well, I've built, you know, this 537 00:30:27,100 --> 00:30:30,000 brand or whatever to be able to be at home. 538 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:33,000 I've worked a full-time job during the day and then I've 539 00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:34,400 built. Alta podcast at night. 540 00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:36,700 And then I've done interviews at night and I've edited in the 541 00:30:36,700 --> 00:30:38,600 middle of the night and made videos. 542 00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:41,300 And I've woken up three hours before my kid does, you know? 543 00:30:41,300 --> 00:30:45,600 So like there's so much that I just want people to know that it 544 00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:49,000 takes effort to do things, but when you're doing things that 545 00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,200 are truly like, on the path, that is meant for you. 546 00:30:53,100 --> 00:30:55,500 You don't realize that you're doing work. 547 00:30:55,500 --> 00:30:58,500 So, taking moments to just sit down and assess. 548 00:30:58,500 --> 00:31:01,700 How far you've come is, huge sending. 549 00:31:01,700 --> 00:31:05,100 I mean, the best thing. because ever done for me is show me in 550 00:31:05,100 --> 00:31:08,900 this moment a year ago, two years ago, three years ago 551 00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:12,200 because I can see the evolutions of becoming a different person 552 00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:16,300 and I send them to page because I can't believe that a year ago, 553 00:31:16,300 --> 00:31:21,700 I was who I was, and I did a year of nutrition and working 554 00:31:21,700 --> 00:31:25,900 out and, you know, taking communication courses, and 555 00:31:25,900 --> 00:31:30,400 taking just doing whatever and you just evolve as a person, it 556 00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:33,600 doesn't feel like that's what I'm doing, but That's what 557 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:35,700 happens. That's how I felt. 558 00:31:35,700 --> 00:31:38,800 Whenever, I first started studying astrology and taking 559 00:31:38,800 --> 00:31:42,400 astrology classes and taking it seriously as like, when I was 560 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,700 home on Saturday every Saturday, I had an astrology class from 561 00:31:45,700 --> 00:31:51,200 noon to around 2:30 or 3:00 p.m. And so, every Saturday for like, 562 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:54,000 literally eight months, I've never did anything, but those 563 00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:58,100 classes, I can watch them live at that time or re-recorded 564 00:31:58,100 --> 00:32:00,600 later. But I know me if I hold myself 565 00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:04,700 accountable to be there live, I get more out of It and so I 566 00:32:04,700 --> 00:32:06,700 would do that. And it really changed my 567 00:32:06,700 --> 00:32:09,900 perspective on what I was capable of because despite all 568 00:32:09,900 --> 00:32:13,600 that I was still doing a lot of other stuff and working and 569 00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:16,600 running my business and all of the things. 570 00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:19,800 So it's like when you want it, you'll make it happen. 571 00:32:19,800 --> 00:32:21,700 You'll figure it out. And when you don't want it, 572 00:32:21,700 --> 00:32:24,200 you'll make excuses. And I think that's where we're 573 00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:28,600 going to leave this little bonus episode tonight is like only you 574 00:32:28,600 --> 00:32:31,000 can decide the way that you're going to play with the cards 575 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:33,100 that you're dealt. Like you can't run and hide. 576 00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:37,500 God from the shitty Parts, you can't run and hide from the the 577 00:32:37,500 --> 00:32:41,100 areas that hurt because the more that you do the more that you 578 00:32:41,100 --> 00:32:44,100 push good people away or people that care people that want to 579 00:32:44,100 --> 00:32:50,400 help you level up or support you and your downfall, you isolate 580 00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:53,400 yourself and then that reiterates the narrative that 581 00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:56,300 you're alone in this, and that you came here alone, and you'll 582 00:32:56,300 --> 00:32:58,700 die alone. And all this dramatic stuff that 583 00:32:58,700 --> 00:33:01,400 I hear from people. Because it's like, you're 584 00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:03,100 telling yourself that that's the narrative. 585 00:33:03,300 --> 00:33:07,200 Of that you've consented to the narrative that you're agreeing 586 00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:10,300 to and the narrative that you're continuously manifesting. 587 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:14,400 So if you want better, you got to make wiser decisions based on 588 00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:17,700 what your future self would want you to do, because your present 589 00:33:17,700 --> 00:33:21,100 self will not want to do the work that it's going to take to 590 00:33:21,100 --> 00:33:23,500 become your future. Soul to be in tune with your 591 00:33:23,500 --> 00:33:26,800 higher, self takes consistency. It's not just like, oh, I did a 592 00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:31,800 prompter I meditated once and I read a book, you know, people 593 00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:34,000 whenever I drop work, Words like that. 594 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,600 They don't know what they are. Instead of just going and look 595 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:39,000 at it up there like well I don't know what that means. 596 00:33:39,100 --> 00:33:42,000 Okay, well fucking Google it. And that's all I'm going to say 597 00:33:43,300 --> 00:33:46,000 the Oracle of Google. It's great for so many things. 598 00:33:48,500 --> 00:33:50,000 I agree with everything that you just said. 599 00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,100 I don't have anything else to say after that mic. 600 00:33:52,100 --> 00:33:55,900 Drop, we love you. Peace out. 601 00:33:55,900 --> 00:33:56,500 Bye.