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Welcome to fucking Candy Land. 
Hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 

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Yippee Kaye motherfuckers. 
Welcome back to Candyland. 

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We have a new announcement about
something coming soon to a city 

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near you in January, and you'll 
have to stay tuned to find out 

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'cause Jim and I may not even 
know, 'cause she may not even 

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know she's looking around. 
I'm looking around. 

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I'm like, what's the surprise? 
But you know, coming to a city 

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near you, what city are we going
to? 

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Are we going together? 
I guess everybody will have to 

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stay tuned and listen to us even
further into the ether to find 

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out. 
I swear to God, now I'm nervous 

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and excited at the same time. 
Does your butthole pucker? 

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When I say that a little bit, 
yeah. 

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And then I was here and I'm 
like, am I forgetting a secret? 

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Like, I feel like buttholes 
puckering are a great way to 

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start this episode. 
I also need to ask you, did you 

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listen to the new episode that I
had of Coven? 

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I haven't even listened to our 
new episode. 

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I haven't listened to nothing 
yet. 

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I'm going to send you the 
exclusive YouTube video because 

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I had a a Kink Witch dominatrix 
on the podcast and OK, I'm gonna

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tell you she came with a it is a
dragon Dick, anal Lube, 

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squirting dildo and it comes 
with a pump and everything. 

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And she brought it on the 
podcast and was showing me and 

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it was like near the beginning 
of the podcast. 

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And so in my mind, I was like, 
well, fuck, like if we start 

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this out with like, butt play, 
like, it's going to be a great 

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episode. 
And then here we are starting 

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out our episode with butthole 
puckering. 

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And I just feel like, I don't 
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here. 
Like, listen, you need to 

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kinkify your life and take it in
the ass. 

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Or like what's going on? 
I feel like there's a sign for 

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you there. 
It's kind of bend over and 

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spread them. 
Maybe you better. 

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We need to check the cavity you 
need, dude, I we were talking 

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all about she's like, there's a 
whole process to what you should

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be doing and like if you decide 
that like butt plays, you're 

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saying that there's a whole 
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And I was like, you know, I 
don't, I don't know. 

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I don't think that's what I'm 
going to go into. 

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But it thank you for the detail.
It's always good to be prepared.

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You know, there's a lot in this 
world that I don't know about, 

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that I'm not exposed to, that 
I've just like never even 

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thought about, I'm sure. 
But I do know that a lot of the 

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dudes like but play, and they 
can deny that they do. 

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Y'all can deny it, but a lot of 
dudes do. 

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And that's crazy to me. 
How many dudes are like even 

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settling in their own sex life 
because they're afraid to 

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explore things or afraid to do 
things? 

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But I don't know. 
I think sometimes learning about

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it is the only way to know if 
you're going to like it. 

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I mean, I don't know how I'd 
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Like I've done it in the butt 
fucked up before and you're 

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like, oh, cool, like it's fine 
until you come and then you're 

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like, can we stop? 
But it's only happened twice and

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I was super fucked up on I don't
know what pills and alcohol, but

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now I don't do that. 
So, like, I don't, I'm good. 

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Like, I don't know. 
Also men, there are dudes that 

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like it because your prostate is
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men and it's in your booty. 
So they just want you to like 

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diddle your finger up there and 
just. 

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But my thing is, like, how do 
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Like, OK, so like learning about
like, female anatomy, there's 

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not many places you can go. 
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straightforward what you're 
going to be doing. 

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In my mind, I don't know what to
do in someone's ass. 

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Where am I going? 
What direction am I supposed to 

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go in? 
How do I know if I'm there? 

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How do you know if you're there 
if you've never done it? 

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I just feel like I don't want to
explore that territory. 

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And also like, I just. 
I can't make myself do it. 

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I've licked booty though. 
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You go. 
Well, there you go everybody, in

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case you're wondering. 
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I don't know. 
Mike's super short show? 

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No. 
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much in the world that I love 
that we can, like, explore 

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random shit on the podcast and 
like, things that would probably

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never get brought up in 
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They do. 
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really learn a lot about the 
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certain things you know. 
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world you won't know until you 
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And that could really be 
something that you're holding 

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yourself back from. 
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but even like in a worldly 
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Not what we're talking about 
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apply this. 
To everything we don't know 

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unless we try. 
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TikTok has kind of exposed me to
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Americans and how they think 
that we're just like in a Gucci 

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belt, but we don't really have a
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It's a fake one. 
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world country in a Gucci belt. 
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And that really started to 
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what other people think about 
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I really love your ability to 
make anything an inspirational 

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conversation. 
And it doesn't matter if we're 

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talking about finger and butt 
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You're going to be like, listen 
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you're wanting to explore and I 
want to support you and give you

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inspirational messages about it.
And also, let's talk about 

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America I. 
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It's facts. 
You So my husband is one of 

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those people who believes that, 
like, the whole US is just like 

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going down in a shit show, and 
he's happy to talk to you about 

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politics at any time in the most
offensive tone that he possibly 

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can with his very strong 
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And I am very much the opposite.
I don't give like and the more I

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hear about it, the more I truly 
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And I'm tired of hearing about 
it at this point. 

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Like, I don't care what you 
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leadership role. 
You're not going to be the 

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president. 
I don't care anyways. 

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That's just my own personal 
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But I can't tell you how many 
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And Paige, he calls you 
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You in Kentucky should talk 
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You in Kentucky should really 
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This is real shit that people 
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You in Kentucky should talk 
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What is our topic request? 
Do we have? 

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OK, so one of them, one of them 
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breakthrough this because I 
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There is a spot at the border in
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that where there's a crazy 
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happening because people speed 
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and they don't stop. 
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that die right there. 
There's so many I I couldn't 

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even. 
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conversations about the 
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that people should do to let. 
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And so his thing is like, he's 
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He's going to get things in 
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what happens with the US dollar 
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And he's like women should be 
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And especially a single woman 
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preparing, she should be 
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And does she have does she have 
meal kits for if like something 

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goes down does she have a plan 
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What she's going to do? 
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like we go to war. 
Like does she have does she have

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a safe zone? 
How would she get here Did like 

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does she have extra? 
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questions? 
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And then I heard all about how 
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they always fluctuate on the 
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with squiggly lines and right 
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going to end up going up again. 
And so right now is a really 

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good time for people to be like 
buying and saving silver and 

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investing money that way and 
taking money out of banks. 

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And if like we get so like 
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There was casino that got 
hacked, I don't know how long 

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ago it was, but they ended up 
having to, they lost like 

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millions of dollars paying these
hackers to get their stuff back.

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And then there was a another 
casino just recently where they 

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said, no, we're not going to 
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We're not going to pay them off.
And so the hackers were draining

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them of like millions of dollars
a day and ended up having to pay

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them out to, like, get their 
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So he's like concerned that if 
everybody's putting their money 

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into banks and stuff, then if 
you get hacked, the banking 

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system goes down, whatever. 
All of your money is now tied 

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into an electronic form of 
payment and it's not even real 

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money. 
Wow, your husband sounds like a 

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dimsayer and. 
Unfortunately, in my lifetime I 

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didn't come here to partake in 
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I understand that there could be
that timeline, but I will be on 

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the next jet to the next 
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Like I will skip a timeline. 
I will go on about my day and 

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not be in the timeline where 
that is because I'm not a 

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doomsday person and I just 
personally don't believe that I 

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came here to suffer. 
So I'm not preparing for 

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suffering. 
I promise you my will to survive

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lineage wise is low as hell 
because I'll just come back in a

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different form and I have like 
meow and I'll come back again. 

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I just don't have much will to 
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You know, like the edge of 
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I just people in those movies 
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doesn't resonate with me at all.
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know, being practical about 
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currency, I'm very aware of that
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it. 
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manipulation because. 
They want things like homes and 

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in assets to back up value 
rather than having gold and 

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having things like that to back 
up value. 

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But the thing that's really 
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unfortunately weapons, you know 
what I mean? 

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Like that's like right now, you 
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I think the big thing is like, 
where are where we are at with 

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healthcare? 
That's like the hugest problem 

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because, you know, a society 
that profits off of sick people 

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wants to keep everyone sick. 
So as far as, like, what we 

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really should be concerned about
is like why they put poison in 

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the food and why they're, you 
know, really uprooting Native 

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people from their lands. 
Like there's a lot of other like

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questions for me besides, just 
like, what would I do to 

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survive? 
Probably it would just be 

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offensive. 
I'm not sure that I'm going to, 

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you know, truck through the 
fucking flea bed of branches to 

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get to the other side. 
You know, like, I don't know if 

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I'm really ready for for any of 
that in this timeline. 

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I promise I'm not like even one 
of those people that would 

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consent to that type of 
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I just seem so delusional. 
About certain things that I just

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think that I promise that's not 
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So if I'm still on the 2nd 
place, I can't with you. 

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I just imagine you like someone 
knocking on your door to round 

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you up and you're like I did not
consent to this timeline. 

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I'm going back to bed. 
Tauruses need rest and just like

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closing the door and like I and 
being like I do not consent, I 

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agree. 
I find it something that I have 

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really been working on a lot 
over the like last, I would say 

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like 10 years with shadow work 
really has been having close 

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relationships, friendships, 
romantic partnership, whatever, 

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with people who have different 
concerns or interests that I do.

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And even things that like, oh, 
that doesn't resonate at all 

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with me, but it resonates with 
you. 

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And it doesn't change who you 
are as a person. 

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Because I used to really 
struggle with feeling like in 

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order for me to have close 
friendships or relationships 

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with people, that we needed to 
have the same thought points and

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viewpoints on everything. 
And I think that there's so many

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different mental perspectives 
that I get of myself by having 

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conversations with him or with 
people who just think really 

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differently than I do. 
And there's like a balance 

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because there will be times that
I'm like, you seem unhinged. 

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And there are times when he'll 
be like, I just don't think that

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you're like thinking about this 
or, you know, like logicing 

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through this because his brain 
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And sometimes I still have a 
hard time with that inside of 

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friendships. 
I would say that my marriage is 

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the one place that I feel like I
thrive in being able to be a 

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completely different fucking 
human being. 

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And I do things he doesn't 
believe in and he does things 

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that I'm like. 
That doesn't make any sense to 

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me. 
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friendships, I have a hard like 
if if you're not open to, like, 

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spiritual awakening in witchy 
shit, I probably can't be your 

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friend. 
You know, I think it's really 

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good to have that dynamic 
because you know you can't be 

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the same as everyone around you,
but. 

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At a sense you have to know 
where you end and they begin and

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I think that's important. 
It's like so many people mold 

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into their partner or mold into 
their family or mold into some 

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dynamic. 
It's like like a fucking ice 

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cube mold. 
Every one of them are the same 

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shape, but you can feel some of 
them halfway. 

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You could make different shapes,
you know what I mean? 

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Like if you really like wanted, 
but at the same time like. 

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You're still a fucking ice cube.
Like if you aren't willing to 

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change and you just want to stay
in a conformed zone that like 

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constantly reassures and 
reaffirms your already current 

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belief system. 
Like for instance, you know, you

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hang out people that you know. 
You don't have money, so they 

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have misbeliefs about money. 
So then you believe that, so 

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then you're stuck in the cycle 
with money like. 

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It all roots to like what you 
have been taught, what you're 

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believing in, what you're 
consenting to. 

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So it's important to know like. 
Them believing this doesn't 

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change my belief, and our 
beliefs can contradict and 

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coexist at the same time. 
And there doesn't need to be 

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some big battle or, you know, 
misconception like that other 

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person. 
I can still accept and love them

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without them believing the same 
thing I do. 

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And that's where, like, religion
completely throws me off, 'cause

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they're like, no, believe what 
the fuck I said. 

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Or die or die. 
Or die. 

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You know what I was watching was
this guy on TikTok. 

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He stands outside of the 
Scientology building on 

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Hollywood Blvd. 
And he just, or I would think 

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it's Hollywood Blvd. 
It's in fucking Hollywood and 

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the Scientologists walk up and 
down the street trying to talk 

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to people and he'll be like it's
a sky, it's a fucking. 

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I just get joy every time. 
This video, I don't follow him 

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or anything. 
He just has been on my FYP for 

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the last like 3 days and I was 
telling Brian about it and I 

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just think it's fucking 
hilarious. 

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I have a Scientologist. 
An ex Scientologist coming on 

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Coven actually. 
That's probably why you're 

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seeing Scientology videos. 
That makes sense. 

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But that is true. 
We have texted the word 

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Scientology. 
That's wild. 

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I mean, I don't get Scientology 
videos until now, 'cause you're 

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talking about it, so you're 
welcome. 

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You're gonna find that guy and 
you're gonna be like, wow, I 

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never knew. 
Also, stay away from it, Paige. 

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It's a cult. 
I mean, I know they already have

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a leader. 
So you don't like them? 

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Yeah, they're combating with my 
people. 

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I'm trying to recruit everybody.
It's crazy. 

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You know what my favorite part 
about what we've been doing is 

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like? 
It really. 

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I remember what's happening in 
January now. 

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Fucking Christ. 
It really does turn people off. 

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Whenever they feel like you know
something, they don't know. 

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And it's funny because behind 
you it says knows all right by 

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your head. 
It says knows all. 

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But Jim and I really knows 
everything. 

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But then there's a step down 
from that, and there's regular 

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people. 
And then there's a step down 

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from that. 
And that's crusty, dusty 

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bitches. 
Crusty, dusty bitches. 

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You know what's funny? 
The amount of shit that me and 

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Paige find synchronicities about
that people will just like, 

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people will never know the 
amount of times that you are 

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like that. 
We just crazy shit happens and 

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we're like, we called this like 
that. 

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We literally had this 
conversation this morning that 

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we already put this out. 
Like, it's just so crazy. 

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What is really cool about 
speaking intention is like if 

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it's not for your highest and 
best, you're probably not going 

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to get it. 
And if you're. 

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Viewing negativity or hatred or 
jealousy or whatever, like 

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that's only gonna drain you to 
the point where you're so 

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separated from like who you 
really could be. 

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You know what I mean? 
Like people get so weighed down 

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by drama and bullshit and just 
whatever distraction they want 

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to feed themselves today. 
And I love that you can just see

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the progress when people are 
dedicating that energy to them 

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self rather than. 
Spewing that, you know, like 

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even that dude that you're you 
were talking about on TikTok, 

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like he could do a million other
things At this time, though, you

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know what I mean? 
Like, I understand, like that 

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may be not a good thing, but 
it's like, are you really 

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helping anyone? 
Like you're entertaining, you 

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save people from a cult. 
He's saving people from a cult. 

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OK, well I just like that is his
life's passion. 

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You know, it's like the same guy
that sits on the corner and 

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yells about Jesus with his 
bedazzled Jesus hat. 

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You know, like I believe you 
know. 

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Do you? 
I did. 

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I did laugh recently. 
Fuck. 

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What's it called? 
I don't know what the city of 

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sin in the Bible is. 
I always forget what the name 

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is. 
But it was like the the women on

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earth now are the horrors of 
whatever it was. 

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Battle. 
Maybe it was Babylon. 

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Yeah, yeah. 
But there was another. 

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There's another name for like, I
don't know. 

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I just call it Slut City, but it
has a name. 

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Well, we won't take a Bible 
lesson from you because you 

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don't even know what the name 
is, OK? 

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I will remember, but the thing 
about it is that we decided to 

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record late in the afternoon and
I. 

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I am already getting stoned and 
I'm comfortable in my sweater 

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and my sweatpants and my very 
comfy blanket on my porn couch 

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and I don't feel that I should 
be put on the spot having to 

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remember Jack shit. 
You know what I think you should

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be doing? 
Telling everyone exactly how you

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feel. 
And that's all you ever do. 

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You're already breathing, you're
already talking, and you're 

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already doing your life purpose.
I mean, what more could we want 

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from you? 
There'd be nothing on the table.

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You had left crumbs for the rest
of us. 

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She ate it all. 
And she is doing her damn thing,

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you know? 
Thank you. 

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I really can't believe that this
year like it's already October 

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and like we took the month of 
July off, which means that we 

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have been back for like a while 
now. 

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And it's just really interesting
that when you dedicate your time

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to something and it becomes like
a revolving part of you, it 

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evolves so much quicker than 
when you are not taking those 

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steps. 
When you're thinking about it or

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when you're planning something, 
like the planning phases of 

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stuff seen so long. 
But then when you actually start

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executing that plan and doing 
that every week or all the time,

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it just feels so natural. 
And then when we don't record, 

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I'm like, wow, I'm really ready 
to record now. 

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It's funny that you bring this 
up because there's something and

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I knew you were going to laugh 
at me so I was waiting till we 

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were on the podcast I so Brian 
left out of. 

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I don't know if I told you this 
part either, so Brian left out 

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of town last minute. 
After we the day that we got 

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back from our three day vacation
because he found an A ambulance 

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9 hours away that he was like, I
want to go by that ambulance and

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make it a food truck and I want 
to have a second food truck and 

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I was like, what in the fuck? 
And he's like I'm leaving today.

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Me and my dad are leaving right 
now. 

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I'll be back tomorrow night. 
I'm going to go get this and 

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he's like I found the perfect 
name. 

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We're calling it the Meat Wagon 
because it's BBQ. 

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So they went, they got this 
ambulance. 

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Spirit was like, he's not coming
home tomorrow. 

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And I was like, all right, cool.
So I packed him enough clothes 

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for if he was there an extra 
night and shit ended up 

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happening with the truck. 
They ended up having to take it 

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to a mechanic shop. 
So he didn't end up coming home 

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for two nights. 
Well, I decided that I was going

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to use that time to be on my 
phone, make promo, do creative 

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things. 
And then while I was sitting 

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there, had the fucking hair up 
my ass to do a mediumship class.

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And so then I was like, well, I 
need to write out the whole 

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syllabus tonight, and I need to 
figure out exactly what I'm 

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doing. 
So I was stressed out the whole 

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day, chilling on my couch, 
writing this whole mediumship 

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class, because I had to do it 
right in this minute. 

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And it I had to make it happen. 
And my friend was like. 

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You literally just came up with 
this idea 3 hours ago and you're

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having anxiety attack about it 
not being accomplished. 

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But nobody ever fucking knows 
you're doing it and and in that 

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moment it just made me think 
about how you'll always be like 

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what are you stressing about? 
Why are you take your time? 

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I don't know what are you doing?
It's going to happen when it's 

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going to happen. 
Let's just reschedule it. 

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Let's just cancel it and. 
I'm still. 

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It was just an acknowledgement 
for me. 

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I mean, I still got the class 
done by the end of the day, 

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let's not be crazy. 
But I didn't have anxiety about 

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it anymore and I realized that I
am still working through the 

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anxiety of being on a timeline. 
But it's a false timeline that I

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have in my head, but also once 
I'm made aware that I'm doing 

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that. 
I know how to completely fix it,

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which I didn't used to do. 
I would then just be stressed 

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out about the fact that I was 
stressed out, but I didn't need 

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to be stressed out because it 
was unrealistic timeline and now

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I don't stress out about the 
stress. 

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So we're making progress. 
I mean, when you rush yourself, 

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I feel like you don't have as 
much inspiration. 

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It's more pressure. 
Sometimes Sometimes though, like

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for this project in particular, 
it's like. 

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All of a sudden, I can see the 
whole thing in my mind, and I 

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feel like if I don't immediately
put into action or get it out on

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paper in full detail of 
everything that I'm thinking, I 

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feel like I'll forget it. 
And so then I feel like I have 

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this thing that I have to do 
because I haven't exacerbated 

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that creative energy well. 
I mean, if you have a surge of 

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energy, it is always encouraged 
to, like, do it now. 

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Like, you know what I mean? 
If you, like, feel that 

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inspired, but not if you feel 
pressured, like you're 

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pressuring yourself to do it 
now, 'cause I'm I'm sure you 

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wouldn't forget it. 
Just like earlier when I was 

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teaching class, I literally was 
like, just by memory saying 

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things. 
And then the next slide would 

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literally, like, have that on 
there. 

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So like, I don't think that you 
would forget it. 

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I just think that you are one of
those people that's like, I 

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wanna get this out so I can 
start something else. 

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And that's your problem. 
It's not really that you're 

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gonna forget it, it's that you 
think that you might as well do 

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it now, so then you can do 29 
other things instead. 

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Probably You could put me, you 
can call me out like that, 

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probably. 
Speaking of things you're saying

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in class, Brian heard the tarot 
class and he's like, pop in your

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cherry. 
And I said I was like, yeah, 

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like when you got to go try 
something new and you're nervous

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to do it, you got to just go pop
your own cherry. 

449
00:26:15,140 --> 00:26:24,180
And he's like, OK, facts, 
though, that's the facts. 

450
00:26:24,220 --> 00:26:28,260
I mean, at the same time of 
like, when you step into your 

451
00:26:28,260 --> 00:26:33,300
power, you're literally like, 
you're a novice, you're like a 

452
00:26:33,300 --> 00:26:35,340
virgin. 
You are starting something new 

453
00:26:35,340 --> 00:26:37,580
that is scary to you. 
That is like not said. 

454
00:26:37,700 --> 00:26:40,620
You're Amish said. 
You're a virgin. 

455
00:26:42,020 --> 00:26:44,900
I swear to God you started that 
out with you're Amish. 

456
00:26:48,890 --> 00:26:51,090
What? 
No, I said. 

457
00:26:51,090 --> 00:26:55,690
You're a novice. 
Novice. 

458
00:26:57,330 --> 00:27:00,530
You're Amish, and then you use 
power for the first time and 

459
00:27:00,530 --> 00:27:04,010
you're drinking a Mountain Dew 
at the fucking gas station. 

460
00:27:04,010 --> 00:27:08,010
Because I've seen one do that. 
But then I heard that they're 

461
00:27:08,010 --> 00:27:10,370
not Amish. 
They're Mennonites. 

462
00:27:10,850 --> 00:27:14,810
Yeah, there's a difference. 
They can use electricity so. 

463
00:27:16,470 --> 00:27:19,030
I forever. 
Have you heard the song Amish 

464
00:27:19,030 --> 00:27:22,430
Paradise by Weird Al? 
No. 

465
00:27:23,030 --> 00:27:25,950
Oh my God. 
So it's a parody of Gangster's 

466
00:27:25,950 --> 00:27:28,390
Paradise? 
But when I was growing up, my 

467
00:27:28,390 --> 00:27:31,310
mom listened so weird. 
Al does parody music. 

468
00:27:31,310 --> 00:27:33,670
He's like the OG of parody 
songs. 

469
00:27:36,270 --> 00:27:38,870
But he did. 
And so I thought that was the 

470
00:27:38,870 --> 00:27:41,310
original song. 
So then when I heard Gangster's 

471
00:27:41,310 --> 00:27:45,910
Paradise, I was like, what some 
shitty fucking music is this? 

472
00:27:46,890 --> 00:27:52,130
Yeah, so you were thinking that 
Coolio is a poser, but yet he's 

473
00:27:52,130 --> 00:27:55,530
the OG. 
Facts, you know, it'd be like 

474
00:27:55,530 --> 00:27:59,410
that in life sometimes. 
Sometimes people mistake the 

475
00:27:59,410 --> 00:28:02,090
replica for the original and 
then they find out that it's 

476
00:28:02,090 --> 00:28:08,170
fake and it's not the original, 
It's not the original recipe. 

477
00:28:08,850 --> 00:28:11,090
What can you? 
Do, but they want you to know. 

478
00:28:11,090 --> 00:28:14,820
Any time that they come up with 
a recipe, I tell you what my 

479
00:28:14,820 --> 00:28:17,100
favorite is. 
When they don't have the flavor,

480
00:28:17,100 --> 00:28:20,740
the seasoning or the sauce, but 
they are trying to sell the 

481
00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:22,940
recipe, they're like, well, 
fuck. 

482
00:28:23,340 --> 00:28:25,540
Someone else makes money on this
recipe. 

483
00:28:25,540 --> 00:28:30,660
Let me just take what I've 
learned and spin it back and let

484
00:28:30,660 --> 00:28:33,620
me regurgitate it and sell it. 
That that'll probably be the 

485
00:28:33,620 --> 00:28:35,700
best bet you could ever do, you 
know. 

486
00:28:36,540 --> 00:28:41,940
I had no idea when we were, when
I was starting out projects, 

487
00:28:41,940 --> 00:28:44,300
when we were starting out a 
project together and stuff. 

488
00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:49,960
I had literally no idea how much
energy goes into doing your own 

489
00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:55,080
projects and to doing your own 
shit, and I think that because I

490
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:58,520
try to psychoanalyze everything 
and I think that one of the 

491
00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:02,400
reasons that that shit just 
perturbs us inside of our 

492
00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:05,780
fucking souls. 
That people just may not ever 

493
00:29:05,780 --> 00:29:09,620
understand until they're in our 
positions is what a slap in the 

494
00:29:09,620 --> 00:29:12,420
fucking face. 
It can feel like when you work 

495
00:29:12,420 --> 00:29:17,900
so hard to be at a certain point
that you would like, have 

496
00:29:17,900 --> 00:29:21,820
intuitive messages to speak or 
things to do, or that you would 

497
00:29:21,820 --> 00:29:25,620
be comfortable enough to put 
yourself out there and start 

498
00:29:25,620 --> 00:29:27,180
doing things and sharing 
yourself. 

499
00:29:27,180 --> 00:29:30,440
And then that there's. 
Dusty, crusty, musty tuna fish 

500
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:34,840
bitches who would just take your
shit, copy it, and try and put 

501
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,320
it out there like it's their 
own. 

502
00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:40,600
I mean, I think it's just 
scammer culture. 

503
00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:45,720
And like I said a few years ago,
whenever I had a quarterly 

504
00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:50,800
astrology reading, she was like 
when Neptune moves into Pisces 

505
00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:55,240
and Saturn is in Pisces, you're 
just going to see an influx of 

506
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:59,320
people who are trying to 
manipulate the system, cause 

507
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,200
Neptune would be the 
manipulation and Saturn would be

508
00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:05,280
the system. 
And then Pisces is like the 

509
00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:10,440
mystical leader or a spiritual 
leader as well as the Zodiac 

510
00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:12,560
sign. 
That's the very last one. 

511
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:15,600
So it encompasses all the signs 
that came before it. 

512
00:30:15,600 --> 00:30:18,760
It's like almost like, you know,
moving through the tarot when 

513
00:30:18,760 --> 00:30:22,360
you finally get to the end and 
you're at the world card, you 

514
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:26,760
know, it's like there's so much 
that happens along the way. 

515
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:31,000
And I feel like the last couple 
years has just really revealed 

516
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:36,400
people who had the mask on. 
It's like Neptune wanted to keep

517
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:39,240
the mask on. 
But then Saturn was like, no, if

518
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,280
you're going to be here, you 
you're going to have to take 

519
00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:45,440
your mask off. 
Like, you can still try to, you 

520
00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:48,560
know, pull the wool over someone
else's eyes, but you have to 

521
00:30:48,560 --> 00:30:51,320
show yourself kind of thing. 
And I feel like that's where 

522
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:55,710
this big reveal of just even the
the corruption like within 

523
00:30:55,710 --> 00:31:01,110
politics, just like so much with
like you know them putting Trump

524
00:31:01,110 --> 00:31:04,310
on trial and and all of these 
things like no one voted for 

525
00:31:04,310 --> 00:31:05,550
Biden. 
I'm sorry. 

526
00:31:05,750 --> 00:31:08,230
I've never heard someone say 
that they support Biden 

527
00:31:08,230 --> 00:31:11,790
especially not in my generation.
So I don't know if just people 

528
00:31:11,790 --> 00:31:14,630
just don't vote or they really 
did rig the election. 

529
00:31:14,830 --> 00:31:18,790
But it would make sense that the
one year that at home voting was

530
00:31:18,790 --> 00:31:22,190
like encouraged that the 
election was rigged. 

531
00:31:22,430 --> 00:31:26,590
And it sounds to me like there 
was a plan from the jump because

532
00:31:26,830 --> 00:31:32,030
Trump won with like no funding 
from any government institutions

533
00:31:32,030 --> 00:31:34,710
or you know, backers like he 
backed his own. 

534
00:31:34,990 --> 00:31:38,430
And I feel like as much as 
people maybe didn't like him, 

535
00:31:38,470 --> 00:31:40,950
there was a cult following for 
him. 

536
00:31:41,150 --> 00:31:45,110
I have met more people who 
support that person than in my 

537
00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:48,630
life, any other politician that 
I can ever name in my generation

538
00:31:48,630 --> 00:31:51,710
or beyond. 
So not to be like biased or or 

539
00:31:51,710 --> 00:31:55,190
even like say that I think that 
he should win or shouldn't win. 

540
00:31:55,190 --> 00:31:57,390
That's not what I'm saying. 
What I'm saying is the election 

541
00:31:57,390 --> 00:32:01,230
was totally fucking rigged. 
And there's something about the 

542
00:32:01,230 --> 00:32:05,310
corruption that's being exposed 
right now and it is the Saturn 

543
00:32:05,310 --> 00:32:09,070
and Neptune transit through 
Pisces because Saturn takes, you

544
00:32:09,070 --> 00:32:13,110
know, 3 to 3 1/2 years to move 
completely through sometimes 

545
00:32:13,110 --> 00:32:15,070
four years, sometimes a little 
less. 

546
00:32:15,070 --> 00:32:19,430
It just depends. 
But Neptune takes a while, like 

547
00:32:20,180 --> 00:32:22,860
seven years or something. 
Like Neptune's about to be there

548
00:32:22,860 --> 00:32:26,340
for a bit. 
And Neptune is the modern ruler 

549
00:32:26,340 --> 00:32:28,900
of Pisces. 
So Neptune's like at home. 

550
00:32:29,140 --> 00:32:31,420
Neptune feels safe to take off 
his mask. 

551
00:32:31,700 --> 00:32:34,540
Neptune feels like, you know 
what, Fuck you bitches. 

552
00:32:34,540 --> 00:32:38,140
I'm about to go right in front 
of you and steal from you. 

553
00:32:38,180 --> 00:32:40,660
I'm about to go right in front 
of you and talk shit about you. 

554
00:32:40,900 --> 00:32:44,290
I'm about to go right in front 
of you and fuck you over. 

555
00:32:44,290 --> 00:32:46,770
And I feel like a lot of people 
feel that way in the politic 

556
00:32:46,770 --> 00:32:49,290
aspect, like you said your 
husband was talking about. 

557
00:32:49,530 --> 00:32:53,370
And then just beyond that, I 
think that institutions in 

558
00:32:53,370 --> 00:32:57,210
general have been scamming and 
taking advantage of people. 

559
00:32:57,210 --> 00:33:01,330
Weaker minded people, you know, 
like, especially landlords and 

560
00:33:01,330 --> 00:33:03,930
just like, you know, these 
slumlord people that own these 

561
00:33:03,930 --> 00:33:07,290
apartment complexes that don't 
take care of them or take care 

562
00:33:07,290 --> 00:33:11,210
of their people, like, but 
expect their rent to be paid on 

563
00:33:11,210 --> 00:33:13,250
time, You know what I mean? 
But, like, your air's been broke

564
00:33:13,250 --> 00:33:15,410
for three weeks. 
I've I've heard people be like, 

565
00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:18,130
yeah, you know, the storm 
happened and half the roof got 

566
00:33:18,130 --> 00:33:20,890
ripped off and my landlord 
hasn't did nothing like, you 

567
00:33:20,890 --> 00:33:24,170
know, just whatever. 
And I just think that right now 

568
00:33:24,170 --> 00:33:28,250
there's a lot of, like, a grand 
illusion and exposure happening.

569
00:33:28,530 --> 00:33:33,720
And I'm very thankful to see the
people for who they really are. 

570
00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:36,240
Like, as much as, like, it's a 
shock value of, like, wow, I 

571
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:37,920
wouldn't think that you would do
that to me. 

572
00:33:37,920 --> 00:33:40,160
Or I wouldn't think that you 
would say that about me. 

573
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:42,640
Or it doesn't matter. 
Because what I think and what 

574
00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:43,920
you think are two different 
things. 

575
00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:45,320
You know what I mean? 
Like, what you're going to do 

576
00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:47,040
and what I'm going to do are two
different things. 

577
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:50,920
And I have to give people the 
space to really show me their 

578
00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:53,840
true colors and, like, show the 
world their true colors. 

579
00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:55,840
I feel like the world stage. 
I mean, that's why the 

580
00:33:55,840 --> 00:33:57,760
government's, like, aliens are 
real. 

581
00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:59,980
We know, motherfucker. 
Like, we know. 

582
00:34:00,020 --> 00:34:01,100
Thanks. 
Next one. 

583
00:34:01,100 --> 00:34:02,740
Next. 
Tell me something I didn't know.

584
00:34:02,740 --> 00:34:05,500
You know what I mean? 
And I just think, like, that 

585
00:34:05,700 --> 00:34:09,300
sounds like a Neptune, Saturn 
transit through Pisces. 

586
00:34:09,540 --> 00:34:11,780
Aliens are real. 
No one cares. 

587
00:34:11,780 --> 00:34:14,540
Like, no one said anything. 
Everybody's just like, thumbs 

588
00:34:14,540 --> 00:34:17,500
up. 
Listen, I don't know anything 

589
00:34:17,500 --> 00:34:21,620
about Neptune and Pisces, but 
what I do know is that I don't 

590
00:34:21,620 --> 00:34:25,909
like. 
Things being assumed because of 

591
00:34:25,909 --> 00:34:29,150
statements that like I ever make
or whatever. 

592
00:34:29,150 --> 00:34:33,469
Like I don't me saying that I 
don't like Biden doesn't mean 

593
00:34:33,469 --> 00:34:36,190
that I like Trump. 
And me saying I don't like Trump

594
00:34:36,190 --> 00:34:37,710
doesn't mean that I like 
Hillary. 

595
00:34:37,949 --> 00:34:40,710
Like it doesn't have to be like 
an either or thing. 

596
00:34:41,030 --> 00:34:45,949
And this either or objective is 
really just being pushed on 

597
00:34:45,949 --> 00:34:47,909
everybody's throat all of the 
time. 

598
00:34:48,150 --> 00:34:52,310
I literally have this commercial
that's coming up on my. 

599
00:34:52,350 --> 00:34:57,270
When I'm watching it being like 
choose or Reese's or choose Kit 

600
00:34:57,270 --> 00:35:01,270
Kat and it has a thing on my 
remote for me to vote on one of 

601
00:35:01,270 --> 00:35:03,710
them and then it shows me a 
commercial of both of them 

602
00:35:03,710 --> 00:35:06,190
together. 
And it really is like we're 

603
00:35:06,190 --> 00:35:08,870
going to be doing whatever we're
wanting to be doing. 

604
00:35:09,070 --> 00:35:12,510
Your vote or your opinion on 
this doesn't really matter. 

605
00:35:12,510 --> 00:35:15,310
Like, we're not even taking it 
into consideration, but. 

606
00:35:15,850 --> 00:35:19,170
We're gonna shove this in your 
this part in your face and we're

607
00:35:19,170 --> 00:35:22,850
gonna make you want this. 
And it happens in all areas and 

608
00:35:22,850 --> 00:35:27,090
it just like causes so much 
division. 

609
00:35:27,410 --> 00:35:33,010
And I think that regardless of 
where you stand on things, what 

610
00:35:33,010 --> 00:35:37,610
your political opinion is on 
things or whatever, I think 

611
00:35:37,610 --> 00:35:39,600
that. 
Thinking. 

612
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:42,520
That other. 
People are lesser human beings 

613
00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:46,000
because they have a different 
opinion than you or being scared

614
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:50,160
of people who have a different 
opinion of you or of what you 

615
00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:53,440
believe. 
I just think that it brews a 

616
00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:56,320
fear mindset, and I talk to my 
husband about that all the time.

617
00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:58,480
We have all kinds of 
conversations where I'm like. 

618
00:35:59,370 --> 00:36:01,970
You can't be in that funky ass 
energy thinking about that stuff

619
00:36:01,970 --> 00:36:04,050
all the time. 
Like, that starts to affect you.

620
00:36:04,050 --> 00:36:06,130
It starts to affect how you see 
other people. 

621
00:36:06,130 --> 00:36:09,050
And there's a difference 
between, like, paying attention 

622
00:36:09,050 --> 00:36:12,890
and being assertive about things
versus being paranoid about 

623
00:36:12,890 --> 00:36:14,810
things. 
And I think that people should 

624
00:36:15,010 --> 00:36:18,290
try and find a balance. 
And Cuber's messaging me while 

625
00:36:18,290 --> 00:36:20,490
we're talking, she said. 
She misses me. 

626
00:36:20,490 --> 00:36:28,200
Wow, wow. 
Well, you know, I think people 

627
00:36:28,200 --> 00:36:30,560
are in fear. 
And that's what the news, that's

628
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:35,160
what the media, that's what 
constant connection breeds. 

629
00:36:35,360 --> 00:36:37,240
You know, the reason our 
grandparents and people are so 

630
00:36:37,240 --> 00:36:40,000
happy is because if they wanted 
to put down the paper and shut 

631
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:43,320
up, not hear the bullshit, they 
didn't have to hear the 

632
00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:44,440
bullshit. 
You know what I mean? 

633
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:46,560
They could put a record on. 
There was no commercial. 

634
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:49,970
There was no shove something 
down your throat like if they 

635
00:36:49,970 --> 00:36:55,090
didn't want the news, they 
didn't read the paper, you know?

636
00:36:55,090 --> 00:36:58,690
And I think that now it doesn't 
even matter if I'm minding my 

637
00:36:58,690 --> 00:37:01,330
own business. 
I'll just be scrolling and it's 

638
00:37:01,330 --> 00:37:05,530
like breaking news this that 
this a kid ran out in the street

639
00:37:05,570 --> 00:37:09,130
and I noticed recently I had 
interacted with a lot of like, 

640
00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:12,880
animal adoption post. 
Because one thing I'm going to 

641
00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:17,640
stand on 1000% is if you get a 
fucking animal and you rehome it

642
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,200
three to five years later, I 
don't care if it bit you. 

643
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:23,600
I don't care what it did. 
You are a piece of shit. 

644
00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:26,120
I don't care if it bit your kid 
unless it attacked them. 

645
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:28,360
We need to work it out. 
We need to work out the family 

646
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:31,950
dog situation because at the end
of the day, people treat these 

647
00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:34,750
pets and these animals like 
they're just trash and they're 

648
00:37:34,750 --> 00:37:37,830
replaceable, and then they 
replace them a year later with a

649
00:37:37,830 --> 00:37:39,710
kitten. 
And I've seen it. 

650
00:37:39,710 --> 00:37:43,310
I've watched you all, I've seen 
people do this and like, I can't

651
00:37:43,310 --> 00:37:44,750
stand it. 
I mean, you've ended up with a 

652
00:37:44,750 --> 00:37:46,670
dog. 
Someone dumped someone else I 

653
00:37:46,670 --> 00:37:50,470
know recently adopted a dog that
someone dumped like it's not 

654
00:37:50,470 --> 00:37:55,190
fair to other people, especially
like to know two people in my 

655
00:37:57,110 --> 00:38:00,950
recently dogs were like just 
dropped off on their property 

656
00:38:00,950 --> 00:38:03,630
that are really good, sweet 
female dogs. 

657
00:38:03,630 --> 00:38:06,790
It's like they breed these dogs 
or they do whatever to them and 

658
00:38:06,790 --> 00:38:08,750
then they just toss them. 
They get the money for the 

659
00:38:08,750 --> 00:38:11,470
puppies and then they don't care
about anything else. 

660
00:38:11,470 --> 00:38:15,270
And I am over it. 
Like that's the one thing I'm 

661
00:38:15,270 --> 00:38:16,910
going to stand on. 
I don't care who you want to 

662
00:38:16,910 --> 00:38:19,830
vote for, what you believe our 
political party should be doing.

663
00:38:19,830 --> 00:38:22,110
If you get an animal and you 
don't keep that fucker till it 

664
00:38:22,110 --> 00:38:25,390
dies, I'm not your friend. 
I don't care what we're doing 

665
00:38:25,390 --> 00:38:27,430
here. 
You know, one of my friends told

666
00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:31,830
me when she worked at the vet 
that like 50, at least 50% of 

667
00:38:31,830 --> 00:38:35,350
the people that put their pet 
down, they're under 7 years old 

668
00:38:35,350 --> 00:38:38,190
and it's because they're moving 
or or having a baby. 

669
00:38:38,790 --> 00:38:41,350
Yep. 
And so. 

670
00:38:41,950 --> 00:38:44,910
Also, people, I I don't 
understand why people don't 

671
00:38:44,910 --> 00:38:49,230
think of the emotions and 
traumas that animals can keep 

672
00:38:49,230 --> 00:38:52,270
too. 
Because first of all, this dog 

673
00:38:52,470 --> 00:38:56,790
is we just took her to the vet. 
She's a year old or 11 months 

674
00:38:56,790 --> 00:39:01,670
old, and so when we got her, 
that was Father's Day is what, 

675
00:39:01,670 --> 00:39:06,710
June? 
So we got her like, six months 

676
00:39:06,870 --> 00:39:08,490
ago? 
Yeah, so she was. 

677
00:39:08,490 --> 00:39:14,250
Only like 6 months old when she 
was out and showed up, and now 

678
00:39:14,250 --> 00:39:20,330
she has such severe abandonment 
that I've had to change around 

679
00:39:20,330 --> 00:39:23,250
the entire schedule of me going 
into my office because somebody 

680
00:39:23,250 --> 00:39:27,050
has to be here with the dog. 
She can't just be by herself, 

681
00:39:27,050 --> 00:39:29,490
she like. 
Freaks the fuck out and is 

682
00:39:29,490 --> 00:39:31,930
scared. 
And it's not like a I'm just 

683
00:39:31,930 --> 00:39:33,530
being annoying because I want to
be pet. 

684
00:39:33,530 --> 00:39:36,810
It is a I am so concerned that 
you're never going to come back.

685
00:39:37,170 --> 00:39:42,330
And like, you know, I try to 
work with her on that. 

686
00:39:42,450 --> 00:39:45,450
I'll take her to the store and 
I'm at the point now that I can 

687
00:39:45,450 --> 00:39:50,730
go into Dollar Tree and I can go
witchy shopping and she isn't 

688
00:39:50,730 --> 00:39:52,730
barking at me and going crazy 
and waiting. 

689
00:39:52,730 --> 00:39:54,690
She just stares at the fucking 
door now. 

690
00:39:55,410 --> 00:39:58,290
So we're making progress. 
I don't know. 

691
00:39:58,290 --> 00:40:00,850
I just think that so many 
people, especially with the 

692
00:40:00,850 --> 00:40:04,850
holidays coming up and my entire
stance on it, is every time you 

693
00:40:04,850 --> 00:40:07,890
get a pet that you don't care 
for, you are accumulating so 

694
00:40:07,890 --> 00:40:11,890
much karma that I promise you is
adding up and it is not. 

695
00:40:12,330 --> 00:40:14,730
It's not safe for you to get 
another pet if you don't plan on

696
00:40:14,730 --> 00:40:16,450
keeping it. 
And I know things come up, 

697
00:40:16,690 --> 00:40:20,090
living situations change, but I 
do not give a fuck. 

698
00:40:20,620 --> 00:40:23,860
You got that animal and you had 
the intentions of keeping it 

699
00:40:23,860 --> 00:40:26,780
when things were comfortable, so
now you need to keep it when 

700
00:40:26,780 --> 00:40:29,260
things are uncomfortable. 
I've heard of people being 

701
00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:32,700
straight up, like I will live in
my car with my animal if I have 

702
00:40:32,700 --> 00:40:36,860
to, versus the people who 
literally leisurely put their 

703
00:40:36,860 --> 00:40:38,700
animal down because they're 
moving. 

704
00:40:39,340 --> 00:40:41,940
Get a grip. 
Get a life like, that's 

705
00:40:42,140 --> 00:40:45,300
disgusting to me. 
I mean, what do you do if you 

706
00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:48,260
have a kid? 
You figure out how you can. 

707
00:40:48,740 --> 00:40:51,380
Do the things with a child you 
don't have the option to. 

708
00:40:51,420 --> 00:40:53,860
I mean, I guess you do have the 
option to be like buy a little 

709
00:40:53,860 --> 00:40:57,660
Timmy, this is your new family, 
but that would be fucked. 

710
00:40:57,740 --> 00:41:00,500
And people look at that as being
bad, but they don't look at it 

711
00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:03,260
with animals. 
I also think that people should 

712
00:41:03,260 --> 00:41:07,060
not gift other people pets 
because then you put you're 

713
00:41:07,060 --> 00:41:09,860
making the choice for somebody 
else that now they have to be 

714
00:41:09,860 --> 00:41:13,300
responsible of an animal. 
I'll make jokes. 

715
00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:16,640
About like I'm going to get you,
I'm going to have a kitten at 

716
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:20,040
your door or whatever. 
I would never get somebody a pet

717
00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:23,440
you. 
Know and honestly, I've had 

718
00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:28,160
people recently trying to like, 
guilt me into taking kittens and

719
00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:31,080
like as much as like I would 
love to have another cat. 

720
00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:35,960
I'll just be honest, if I get 
another animal, I would like to 

721
00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:39,920
try to adopt like a like, not 
like an old, old animal, but I 

722
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:43,490
would like to adopt an animal. 
I wouldn't want to just like get

723
00:41:43,490 --> 00:41:44,890
a puppy or get, you know what I 
mean? 

724
00:41:44,890 --> 00:41:47,210
Like, if I'm going to get a 
family dog and we're going to 

725
00:41:47,210 --> 00:41:48,970
raise it, then that'd be one 
thing. 

726
00:41:48,970 --> 00:41:51,690
But if I'm just solo going to 
get a pet, I would probably just

727
00:41:51,690 --> 00:41:55,690
adopt an animal, 'cause I feel 
like it's so sad to watch these 

728
00:41:55,690 --> 00:41:58,050
animals in the shelters and I 
wish I wouldn't have started 

729
00:41:58,050 --> 00:42:01,690
interacting with those posts 
because now that's all I see on 

730
00:42:01,690 --> 00:42:03,530
my feet. 
I can see you. 

731
00:42:03,530 --> 00:42:11,890
Adopting like an elderly owl. 
OK, Yep, I'm going to get my 

732
00:42:11,890 --> 00:42:15,370
towel and glove on and I'm going
to just shimmy down the owl. 

733
00:42:16,290 --> 00:42:17,490
You don't need that for. 
An owl. 

734
00:42:17,490 --> 00:42:20,010
It's not a bald eagle. 
I'm going to shimmy down the 

735
00:42:20,010 --> 00:42:24,690
rock. 
I'm about the shimmy baby. 

736
00:42:24,690 --> 00:42:26,250
I'm going to shimmy you with my 
owl. 

737
00:42:26,730 --> 00:42:28,770
What do you mean? 
You can see me adopting an owl. 

738
00:42:28,770 --> 00:42:30,650
Where are we going? 
A sanctuary. 

739
00:42:31,130 --> 00:42:34,370
I don't. 
I could, I could just if I there

740
00:42:34,370 --> 00:42:37,530
are certain animals that I could
picture you with, like I could 

741
00:42:37,530 --> 00:42:40,980
see you sitting there. 
Like the the Crone with a 

742
00:42:40,980 --> 00:42:43,940
fucking owl on your shoulder. 
I could just see you doing it. 

743
00:42:44,340 --> 00:42:49,460
I could see you having like. 
I could see you having an old. 

744
00:42:50,420 --> 00:42:53,180
And being on the phone with me 
and being like this monkey's 

745
00:42:53,180 --> 00:42:56,100
getting on my damn nerves. 
Like I could just see it 

746
00:42:56,100 --> 00:42:58,580
happening. 
A monkey. 

747
00:42:59,620 --> 00:43:02,100
Oh my God, don't say no. 
Watch. 

748
00:43:02,100 --> 00:43:03,580
You're about. 
To start getting all these 

749
00:43:03,580 --> 00:43:07,580
exotic animal pet adoptions, I'm
pretty sure I'm you're of the 

750
00:43:07,580 --> 00:43:09,920
monkey. 
Hey, you're. 

751
00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:14,640
About to find a monkey or a a 
homeless Gator or something, I 

752
00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:15,840
mean. 
My friend's the Year of the 

753
00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:18,920
Dragon, and I don't think she's 
getting a dragon, but stay 

754
00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:20,920
tuned. 
My husband's Year of the. 

755
00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:22,800
Dragon too. 
What are you? 

756
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:25,680
I'm a dog. 
I'm a loyal bitch. 

757
00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:30,160
And that's why a dog found you. 
You're familiar. 

758
00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:31,640
I know. 
That's what I. 

759
00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:35,720
I've always told Brian that I 
wanted to have a dog and. 

760
00:43:36,450 --> 00:43:38,050
And that's the animal that I 
always wanted to have. 

761
00:43:38,450 --> 00:43:41,810
And when I was supposed to get a
dog, he came home with two pigs 

762
00:43:42,210 --> 00:43:45,450
and was like, I traded a 
generator and I got two pigs 

763
00:43:45,450 --> 00:43:49,930
instead of getting you a dog. 
And so I was like, hope So then 

764
00:43:49,930 --> 00:43:53,530
I had a pig, which is cool, like
Willie's cool, but it's not a 

765
00:43:53,530 --> 00:43:57,970
dog. 
And now I've got Lula, and Lula 

766
00:43:57,970 --> 00:43:59,650
thinks that Brian is her 
husband. 

767
00:44:00,330 --> 00:44:04,850
And so, but she likes me more. 
But she thinks that Brian is 

768
00:44:05,090 --> 00:44:09,210
like she thinks that we're 
sister wives I think, which is, 

769
00:44:09,330 --> 00:44:11,090
you know, whatever, I get the 
Dick. 

770
00:44:11,090 --> 00:44:13,130
So it's cool. 
I'm confused. 

771
00:44:13,130 --> 00:44:17,010
What do you mean she thinks that
he's he She. 

772
00:44:17,010 --> 00:44:20,280
Is like. 
No, I don't want you to go over 

773
00:44:20,280 --> 00:44:22,760
like, like if I go over to like 
give him a kiss or he gives me a

774
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:25,520
hug or something, she's straight
like will bark. 

775
00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:29,440
And then she'll try and stand up
on her hind legs and like shimmy

776
00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:32,320
in between us. 
Like she'll put her arms on me 

777
00:44:32,320 --> 00:44:35,160
and try and like put her body in
between us. 

778
00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:39,440
Or yeah, or like we have to 
cover her like a bird at night. 

779
00:44:39,440 --> 00:44:42,560
Because if you try to do the 
freak nasty, she stares at you 

780
00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:47,680
and whines. 
So she has separation anxiety, 

781
00:44:47,680 --> 00:44:49,240
so she doesn't want to be in a 
different room. 

782
00:44:49,640 --> 00:44:54,000
And so you just got to put a big
ol sheet over her like she's a 

783
00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:56,320
bird and then she's quiet. 
And then when you take your 

784
00:44:56,320 --> 00:45:00,560
sheet, the sheet off, she looks 
at me with this like side eye 

785
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:05,680
while her face is down, like 
she's just endured torture and 

786
00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:07,640
she can't believe that this 
happened to her. 

787
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:12,240
Lord and mercy, your cat or your
dog's got issues. 

788
00:45:13,530 --> 00:45:15,530
I'm like, I'm going. 
To pee on her one day and let 

789
00:45:15,530 --> 00:45:17,610
her know who's fucking house 
this is. 

790
00:45:17,610 --> 00:45:20,210
No, I'm just kidding. 
She's so sweet. 

791
00:45:21,010 --> 00:45:25,370
Dogs are fun and games, but I 
just couldn't deal with, like, 

792
00:45:25,370 --> 00:45:27,770
them chewing on stuff. 
I don't think that's just not my

793
00:45:27,770 --> 00:45:30,210
thing. 
I'm very. 

794
00:45:30,210 --> 00:45:33,770
Grateful I do not have a for a 
high active breed. 

795
00:45:34,050 --> 00:45:37,970
She is very mellow. 
She really doesn't chew on many 

796
00:45:37,970 --> 00:45:40,290
things. 
I think the biggest annoyance is

797
00:45:40,290 --> 00:45:43,530
that she loves rocks and she 
hides rocks in her cheeks when 

798
00:45:43,530 --> 00:45:46,610
she goes outside and so then 
when she comes inside she's like

799
00:45:46,610 --> 00:45:49,250
what are you chewing on? 
And she, like, is hiding in her 

800
00:45:49,570 --> 00:45:55,170
house with a rock in her mouth. 
Isn't that bad for her teeth? 

801
00:45:55,970 --> 00:45:58,490
I don't know but. 
Her and my kid both collect 

802
00:45:58,490 --> 00:46:04,100
rocks, so they must be mine. 
I mean, animals are for life. 

803
00:46:04,100 --> 00:46:06,100
That's the statement. 
I don't care. 

804
00:46:06,100 --> 00:46:11,300
But don't abandoned your animal 
because of unforeseen 

805
00:46:11,300 --> 00:46:14,700
circumstances 'cause you 
wouldn't want to be abandoned in

806
00:46:14,700 --> 00:46:17,180
unforeseen circumstances. 
You wouldn't want someone just 

807
00:46:17,180 --> 00:46:21,660
pull up and drop your ass off. 
So just remember that the next 

808
00:46:21,660 --> 00:46:25,940
time you're like that puppy's 
cute or there's kittens or XYZ, 

809
00:46:26,420 --> 00:46:29,500
you ask yourself, am I willing 
to? 

810
00:46:31,410 --> 00:46:35,090
Change a diaper on this animal. 
Am I willing to take this animal

811
00:46:35,410 --> 00:46:39,530
everywhere with me? 
Am I willing to invest time and 

812
00:46:39,530 --> 00:46:43,290
energy in years of my life into 
this animal? 

813
00:46:44,450 --> 00:46:46,490
And if. 
It's not a hell yes, it's a hell

814
00:46:46,490 --> 00:46:48,290
no. 
And I'm going to need you to 

815
00:46:48,290 --> 00:46:55,970
leave feeder supply and go the 
fuck home and open a book 'cause

816
00:46:55,970 --> 00:46:59,410
you're bored. 
Some people just drop. 

817
00:46:59,410 --> 00:47:02,130
Off their family members at 
other houses like that too. 

818
00:47:03,290 --> 00:47:06,490
Like your your family gets old. 
You're just like God damn, what 

819
00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:08,850
house for old people can you go 
to? 

820
00:47:09,370 --> 00:47:11,490
You know I. 
Mean. 

821
00:47:11,530 --> 00:47:14,330
I'm just gonna say all my family
better have money for their 

822
00:47:14,330 --> 00:47:16,370
nursing home, 'cause I'm not 
taking care of nobody. 

823
00:47:16,370 --> 00:47:18,690
I'm not paying for shit if you. 
Had poor financial 

824
00:47:18,690 --> 00:47:21,770
responsibility. 
You're gonna be uncomfortable. 

825
00:47:22,890 --> 00:47:24,890
You might be on the street 
smoking around. 

826
00:47:24,890 --> 00:47:27,130
I'm not wiping your booty. 
Either unless like. 

827
00:47:28,980 --> 00:47:32,620
Yeah, yeah, My parents set 
themselves up. 

828
00:47:32,620 --> 00:47:34,180
I'm over here. 
Like if it was my parents. 

829
00:47:34,460 --> 00:47:36,500
My parents set themselves up 
'cause they don't want me to 

830
00:47:36,500 --> 00:47:39,220
have to do that. 
And I guarantee you my dad does 

831
00:47:39,220 --> 00:47:40,940
not want me to ever wipe his 
ass. 

832
00:47:41,900 --> 00:47:45,660
I guarantee you there's a flip 
coin to that. 

833
00:47:46,820 --> 00:47:50,060
And some people, they're not 
even worried or in regard to 

834
00:47:50,060 --> 00:47:52,540
what happens to them when 
they're older, they don't have 

835
00:47:52,540 --> 00:47:55,980
any plan. 
So for all those people, don't 

836
00:47:55,980 --> 00:47:59,120
call me. 
I want you to shoot me. 

837
00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:01,320
A lot of people do not have a 
plan. 

838
00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:04,240
I know they don't, if I'm at 
that. 

839
00:48:04,280 --> 00:48:09,760
If I'm at that age where you're 
like, damn, she's really old, 

840
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:12,560
Take Me Out. 
I don't want to be here anymore.

841
00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:16,360
I'm not doing anything if you 
have to put me in somewhere and 

842
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:18,560
just waste all of my money. 
But it could be your 

843
00:48:18,560 --> 00:48:22,160
inheritance, because now I'm old
and you think that I need to go 

844
00:48:22,160 --> 00:48:23,840
play bingo and eat mashed 
potatoes. 

845
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:26,510
I don't. 
Take Me Out, coach. 

846
00:48:26,750 --> 00:48:29,150
I played the game. 
I'll come back again. 

847
00:48:29,350 --> 00:48:32,310
Different player. 
I don't want to do it. 

848
00:48:32,350 --> 00:48:35,950
And that is, please. 
Poison Cocktail. 

849
00:48:36,270 --> 00:48:38,510
Hex my shit. 
I don't care. 

850
00:48:40,510 --> 00:48:44,870
You know, I just think I'm going
to live a very prosperous life 

851
00:48:44,870 --> 00:48:47,590
and I'm not going to be wrapped 
up in fear. 

852
00:48:48,030 --> 00:48:52,350
I'm not going to where I end up.
I want to become a tree. 

853
00:48:52,350 --> 00:48:54,070
I want to put my ashes in a 
tree. 

854
00:48:55,530 --> 00:48:59,170
I want to be a tree too. 
But I don't want to be in a home

855
00:48:59,170 --> 00:49:00,650
before I'm in a tree. 
I want you. 

856
00:49:00,650 --> 00:49:02,810
I'm telling you, my last wish is
God damn it. 

857
00:49:04,410 --> 00:49:07,050
I want you to take. 
I want you to Take Me Out, 

858
00:49:07,650 --> 00:49:12,210
murder, kill me, and then I want
you to have like, ominous music 

859
00:49:12,210 --> 00:49:14,810
at my funeral. 
Like barely just said, I want 

860
00:49:14,810 --> 00:49:19,250
you to kill me and then she'll 
be like I will haunt you till 

861
00:49:19,250 --> 00:49:23,030
the end. 
If I haunt you. 

862
00:49:23,390 --> 00:49:26,350
I'm gonna. 
I'm gonna be that person that 

863
00:49:26,350 --> 00:49:30,670
goes really close in your face. 
And then I stroke one side of 

864
00:49:30,670 --> 00:49:33,550
your cheek with my little hand 
and I look at you. 

865
00:49:33,990 --> 00:49:37,790
So if I ever die and you feel 
that, just know that it's me on 

866
00:49:37,790 --> 00:49:40,070
you, You and me. 
Tell you something. 

867
00:49:40,110 --> 00:49:43,870
Remember when I was talking 
about Patreon's platform having 

868
00:49:43,870 --> 00:49:47,480
that glitch? 
Yeah, that money didn't go back 

869
00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:50,160
into my account. 
And they said that like a bunch 

870
00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:54,920
of users had that issue and that
there were a flea to fix. 

871
00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:57,440
It Are they going? 
To give you back your. 

872
00:49:57,440 --> 00:50:02,520
Money, I mean, yeah, I guess, 
But they said they don't know 

873
00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:05,200
what's going to happen or what 
the timeline is. 

874
00:50:07,720 --> 00:50:10,880
So a couple. 
Of days ago I withdrew what I 

875
00:50:10,880 --> 00:50:13,360
had in Patreon because I always 
leave it in there till the end 

876
00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:14,760
of the month because I just use 
it. 

877
00:50:15,330 --> 00:50:17,970
You know, towards rent or 
whatever at the end of the 

878
00:50:17,970 --> 00:50:21,730
month. 
And I was like, oh fuck that, 

879
00:50:21,730 --> 00:50:23,930
I'm not doing that. 
So I've been taking my money out

880
00:50:23,930 --> 00:50:27,290
in little increments so that I 
don't get that at the end of the

881
00:50:27,290 --> 00:50:30,890
month because that's so that's 
so crazy. 

882
00:50:31,330 --> 00:50:36,520
I mean, they said that it was a 
glitch for a certain time frame 

883
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:39,000
and it affected so many people's
payouts. 

884
00:50:39,000 --> 00:50:41,440
So there are, they know it's an 
issue and they know they owe me 

885
00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:44,200
that money. 
But she just said that they are 

886
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:48,800
having like they're not sure 
what they're doing about it, 

887
00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:51,320
like they're working on it. 
Though she said she'd be in 

888
00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:53,840
contact with me. 
I mean, you would think that if 

889
00:50:53,840 --> 00:50:57,160
it failed, it just would run 
back to the running balance 

890
00:50:57,160 --> 00:51:00,000
because I was able to make a 
cash out like a week later. 

891
00:51:01,050 --> 00:51:04,090
But I mean, luckily it was less 
than $100.00. 

892
00:51:04,090 --> 00:51:06,970
So I'm not like it's not a like 
huge deal. 

893
00:51:07,690 --> 00:51:11,890
I I want the money. 
But obviously I'm not like that 

894
00:51:11,890 --> 00:51:14,570
worried about if it was like the
whole month worth or something 

895
00:51:14,570 --> 00:51:16,690
like that, then I maybe would 
have be a lot triggered. 

896
00:51:16,690 --> 00:51:19,690
But I'm not that triggered. 
I mean, I'm just kind of at the 

897
00:51:19,690 --> 00:51:22,170
point where it's like they know 
they fucked up, so they're going

898
00:51:22,170 --> 00:51:24,810
to have to fix it. 
But what's up with Patreon? 

899
00:51:25,010 --> 00:51:29,530
Spotify, Every fucking platform 
recently glitching and having 

900
00:51:29,530 --> 00:51:32,330
issues. 
And what I think it is, is that 

901
00:51:32,330 --> 00:51:37,010
a lot of people, they were 
cutting their IT departments and

902
00:51:37,010 --> 00:51:40,570
different things during COVID. 
A lot of IT workers got laid off

903
00:51:40,570 --> 00:51:43,890
like a shit ton and they thought
that AI was going to fix their 

904
00:51:43,890 --> 00:51:46,570
problems. 
So what I find is A is making 

905
00:51:46,570 --> 00:51:49,810
their platform worse. 
Like AI doesn't actually know 

906
00:51:49,810 --> 00:51:53,330
how to tackle real life issues. 
Like, it may be able to get some

907
00:51:53,330 --> 00:51:58,480
of those, you know, computed 
formulas, but like, I think that

908
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:00,720
they thought computers were 
gonna just take care of 

909
00:52:00,720 --> 00:52:03,440
computers. 
But it's like, no, people have 

910
00:52:03,440 --> 00:52:05,600
to do that and they're gonna 
still have to do that. 

911
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:09,320
And I think that once these 
platforms, like, you know, like 

912
00:52:09,320 --> 00:52:12,160
you said, the casinos just 
beyond, like once these people 

913
00:52:12,160 --> 00:52:15,560
realize that their server's too 
big for their britches, you're 

914
00:52:15,560 --> 00:52:17,680
gonna stop letting people make 
accounts. 

915
00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:20,840
Like, imagine if they made 
Patreon like exclusive. 

916
00:52:20,840 --> 00:52:25,920
Like, we only accept 10,000 new 
members a year, period. 

917
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:28,800
You know what I mean? 
Instead of thinking like any one

918
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:30,560
of their mom can sign up at any 
time. 

919
00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:35,120
Or same thing with Spotify for 
podcasters Or anything like Not 

920
00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:38,920
that you have to limit, but it's
like if your platform's too big 

921
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:42,640
for its capacity and you have so
many dead accounts of people who

922
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:46,360
made them but never used them, 
it bogs up your server and I 

923
00:52:46,360 --> 00:52:49,640
just can't wait for all of them 
to, like, learn their lesson and

924
00:52:49,640 --> 00:52:52,520
zoom. 
Their stock has dropped 

925
00:52:52,940 --> 00:52:56,260
significantly, like it was up 
over $100 during the pandemic. 

926
00:52:56,260 --> 00:53:00,540
But I looked and Zoom's yearly 
revenue was like in the billions

927
00:53:00,540 --> 00:53:03,500
last year like 4 billion couple 
years. 

928
00:53:03,500 --> 00:53:06,060
Before that they had no revenue 
at all. 

929
00:53:06,060 --> 00:53:09,780
Like they their stock was like 
$8 and now it's like 60 

930
00:53:09,780 --> 00:53:14,890
something but it's just crazy 
like all times and evolution. 

931
00:53:14,890 --> 00:53:17,850
Like they think that AI or they 
think that these solutions are 

932
00:53:17,850 --> 00:53:20,050
going to help them like let's 
get more users. 

933
00:53:20,290 --> 00:53:24,330
But The thing is is like if you 
can't even properly care for or 

934
00:53:24,330 --> 00:53:27,850
cater to the users that you 
have, like that's where I think 

935
00:53:27,850 --> 00:53:32,010
Instagram wants to be TikTok 
with like the sponsored and the 

936
00:53:32,130 --> 00:53:35,930
the subscriber feature and like 
letting people buy the check 

937
00:53:35,930 --> 00:53:40,700
mark because they don't want you
to have to work so hard anymore 

938
00:53:40,700 --> 00:53:43,260
because they want you to be on 
their platform. 

939
00:53:43,580 --> 00:53:46,020
Like that blue check mark was 
boosting people's heads. 

940
00:53:46,020 --> 00:53:49,500
Like I go see people all the 
time and they have 800 followers

941
00:53:49,500 --> 00:53:51,660
in a blue check mark. 
It's like you're not important 

942
00:53:51,660 --> 00:53:54,380
and I promise you, no one's 
trying to beat you. 

943
00:53:54,620 --> 00:53:58,860
Like if you have over you know a
certain amount of followers and 

944
00:53:58,860 --> 00:54:02,580
you have scammers, I could see 
where the blue check mark could 

945
00:54:02,580 --> 00:54:06,220
work or could help you. 
But at the same time, it's like 

946
00:54:07,130 --> 00:54:09,530
the people that just do it 
because they thought it was of 

947
00:54:09,530 --> 00:54:12,890
significance like Instagram and 
Facebook or Meadow was just 

948
00:54:12,890 --> 00:54:15,690
lining their pockets. 
Like that was the whole goal 

949
00:54:15,690 --> 00:54:17,170
with that. 
And that's where Tik Tok's new 

950
00:54:17,170 --> 00:54:21,090
goal with the TikTok shops, like
why does every shop have a 60% 

951
00:54:21,090 --> 00:54:24,330
off coupon? 
Because you're. 

952
00:54:24,330 --> 00:54:27,410
Giving They're acting like 
there's a coupon, but they're 

953
00:54:27,410 --> 00:54:29,250
really just giving you the full 
price. 

954
00:54:29,250 --> 00:54:33,210
Like this candle was not $60.00,
so now it's 20. 

955
00:54:35,570 --> 00:54:38,300
Yep. 
But I will say that I was 

956
00:54:38,300 --> 00:54:42,300
getting a lot of the sponsored 
ads on TikTok for the slime, the

957
00:54:42,300 --> 00:54:44,140
Halloween slimes and all the 
slimes. 

958
00:54:44,140 --> 00:54:47,540
And last night they got me. 
I ordered $40 worth of slime. 

959
00:54:49,300 --> 00:54:53,540
They got me. 
One was called Dracula's Honey, 

960
00:54:54,740 --> 00:54:56,060
OK? 
Yeah. 

961
00:54:57,180 --> 00:54:59,500
My. 
Thing is that I really need for 

962
00:54:59,500 --> 00:55:05,220
companies and platforms to stop 
trying to expand themselves 

963
00:55:05,260 --> 00:55:08,980
visually and we have this new 
thing, we have this new feature 

964
00:55:08,980 --> 00:55:11,740
and this new update and we're 
doing this because. 

965
00:55:12,120 --> 00:55:14,120
They're fucking up every single 
time. 

966
00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:18,240
So Spotify for podcasters was 
Anchor, and when it was Anchor, 

967
00:55:18,440 --> 00:55:21,160
no fucking issue. 
Anchor always ran smoothly. 

968
00:55:21,360 --> 00:55:23,840
I can't even tell you that I 
ever had to talk to customer 

969
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:26,400
service with Anchor, everything 
was so dope. 

970
00:55:26,760 --> 00:55:30,760
Then it went and and it became 
Spotify for podcasters. 

971
00:55:31,040 --> 00:55:38,080
And now I have literally had to.
Be on hold. 

972
00:55:38,080 --> 00:55:41,200
With customer service like 10 
Times Now. 

973
00:55:41,660 --> 00:55:45,820
And like, Oh yeah, we recognize 
this issue is happening. 

974
00:55:45,820 --> 00:55:48,900
And it's like, well, you 
recognizing that you have an 

975
00:55:48,900 --> 00:55:52,180
issue of not being able to 
create new episodes doesn't 

976
00:55:52,180 --> 00:55:54,420
fucking help me. 
I don't care that you recognize 

977
00:55:54,420 --> 00:55:58,500
the problem, like, fix the 
fucking problem and then one 

978
00:55:58,500 --> 00:56:00,420
problem gets fixed and it's 
something else. 

979
00:56:00,420 --> 00:56:06,500
And I am trying so hard right 
now like and I told you, I'm 

980
00:56:06,500 --> 00:56:09,940
working so hard on my patience 
level about things. 

981
00:56:10,490 --> 00:56:13,450
And not letting things that, 
like I can't control what the 

982
00:56:13,450 --> 00:56:17,250
outcome is going to be with it 
anyways pissed me off because it

983
00:56:17,250 --> 00:56:19,930
genuinely like, really bothers 
me. 

984
00:56:20,210 --> 00:56:24,210
But it takes so much time and 
energy to be upset about 

985
00:56:24,210 --> 00:56:29,130
something that that like that 
emotion is a natural response, 

986
00:56:29,130 --> 00:56:33,590
yes, but that emotion has no. 
Active outcome, like there's no 

987
00:56:33,590 --> 00:56:36,870
positive outcome of it. 
It's not being channelled into 

988
00:56:36,870 --> 00:56:38,350
something that's going to be 
helpful. 

989
00:56:38,350 --> 00:56:42,190
There's nothing I can do with 
that energy to fix the 

990
00:56:42,190 --> 00:56:44,310
situation. 
It's not in my control. 

991
00:56:44,670 --> 00:56:48,310
And I'm at the point now that I 
can recognize when that's 

992
00:56:48,310 --> 00:56:52,550
happening, but I'm not at the 
point where it's not my initial 

993
00:56:52,550 --> 00:56:54,910
emotion and that's what I'm 
trying to work on. 

994
00:56:55,590 --> 00:56:57,790
Well, it's very natural 
response. 

995
00:56:57,790 --> 00:57:02,160
Like, especially when I feel 
like I'm doing everything right,

996
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:05,080
like I'm following your 
guidelines, I'm following your 

997
00:57:05,080 --> 00:57:08,400
rules, I'm bringing people to 
your fucking platform. 

998
00:57:08,400 --> 00:57:11,400
You're making money off of me. 
And then when it comes down to 

999
00:57:11,400 --> 00:57:15,160
you paying me or you making this
easy for me to use or you being 

1000
00:57:15,160 --> 00:57:18,920
able to distribute the ads 
evenly or whatever it is, it's 

1001
00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:22,200
like, oh, sorry, try again, you 
know? 

1002
00:57:22,200 --> 00:57:25,760
And it's like, but what if I 
told you to try again when you 

1003
00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:28,930
took your cut of what? 
You're profiting off me every 

1004
00:57:28,930 --> 00:57:30,850
month. 
Or you know, like what if I told

1005
00:57:30,850 --> 00:57:32,610
you to try again? 
No, I'm going to cash it all 

1006
00:57:32,610 --> 00:57:34,170
out. 
And it's the same thing like 

1007
00:57:34,170 --> 00:57:37,650
with the government with taxes, 
how they don't make it blatantly

1008
00:57:37,650 --> 00:57:40,970
clear like what people can truly
write off when they own a 

1009
00:57:40,970 --> 00:57:44,610
business or at all. 
And it varies by state and it 

1010
00:57:44,610 --> 00:57:48,050
varies by, you know, business 
type and all of those things. 

1011
00:57:48,050 --> 00:57:52,250
But it's like so many business 
owners are totally buying things

1012
00:57:52,250 --> 00:57:55,570
out of their own pocket thinking
that it's not a business write 

1013
00:57:55,570 --> 00:57:58,010
off. 
Like why would teachers have to 

1014
00:57:58,010 --> 00:58:02,850
spend money out of their own? 
Like very base salary for their 

1015
00:58:02,850 --> 00:58:05,490
classroom? 
Or they're told their classroom 

1016
00:58:05,490 --> 00:58:09,730
has to be decorated, but there's
no budget given to them to do 

1017
00:58:09,730 --> 00:58:12,330
that. 
And why wouldn't that be a tax 

1018
00:58:12,330 --> 00:58:14,050
write off? 
Because they're not a 

1019
00:58:14,050 --> 00:58:17,370
corporation or like an LLC. 
They can't write that off. 

1020
00:58:17,610 --> 00:58:20,880
That's just like kindness of 
their heart, I think. 

1021
00:58:20,880 --> 00:58:24,640
Like if you spend most of your 
time commuting to a job, you 

1022
00:58:24,640 --> 00:58:29,080
should 1000 be able to write off
your fucking car payment, or at 

1023
00:58:29,080 --> 00:58:31,680
least an average of it. 
Maybe you don't get to write off

1024
00:58:31,680 --> 00:58:34,760
the whole thing or you don't get
to go drive a Corvette and write

1025
00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:37,080
that off, you know? 
But it's like, why does CE OS of

1026
00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:40,680
these corporations get to write 
off their yachts in first class?

1027
00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:45,880
Like, just because you're XYZ, 
why do you get to spend $4000 on

1028
00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:49,080
a round trip on 1st class and 
write that off on your business?

1029
00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:52,840
And when you can't even pay your
people livable wages, You know, 

1030
00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:56,560
So it's like there's so much 
backwardness, like, with the way

1031
00:58:56,560 --> 00:58:59,400
things are set up. 
And I think that the biggest, 

1032
00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:03,840
like, take away from that is 
like, when we can't control it, 

1033
00:59:04,080 --> 00:59:07,080
the only thing that we can 
control is how much energy and 

1034
00:59:07,080 --> 00:59:09,200
time, like you said, that we're 
giving to it. 

1035
00:59:09,520 --> 00:59:12,800
And the moment that you see 
something taking you out of your

1036
00:59:12,800 --> 00:59:16,280
power, like, the moment that you
see, like, this is draining me. 

1037
00:59:16,280 --> 00:59:19,320
This is worrying me. 
This is working me up. 

1038
00:59:19,320 --> 00:59:22,440
And in some way, that's the 
moment that you have to, like, 

1039
00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:26,000
release attachment. 
I think most of what upsets us 

1040
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:30,240
the most is our attachments to 
things like, we want this fixed.

1041
00:59:30,240 --> 00:59:32,640
You had it right? 
Like, I'm real big on, like, if 

1042
00:59:32,640 --> 00:59:35,960
it's not broke, don't fix it. 
But I do know that there's areas

1043
00:59:35,960 --> 00:59:38,080
of improvement. 
Like just because it's not broke

1044
00:59:38,080 --> 00:59:39,920
doesn't mean it can't be 
improved. 

1045
00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:43,000
And I totally agree with that. 
But I think there's a time and a

1046
00:59:43,000 --> 00:59:47,120
place and a lot of platforms and
social medias especially. 

1047
00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:51,240
They see the curve of like 
subscriber content. 

1048
00:59:51,240 --> 00:59:54,880
So they want to hop on this 
bandwagon of like, how can I 

1049
00:59:54,880 --> 00:59:57,400
also make money from 
subscribers. 

1050
00:59:57,680 --> 01:00:02,640
And unfortunately for people who
are just consuming content, we 

1051
01:00:02,640 --> 01:00:06,840
are moving very strategically 
towards a wave where you will 

1052
01:00:06,840 --> 01:00:10,440
have to pay for everything that 
you see, whether it's a news 

1053
01:00:10,440 --> 01:00:14,240
app, whether it's. 
Fucking Twitter or whatever they

1054
01:00:14,240 --> 01:00:17,360
want to call it, whether it's 
Facebook or, you know, 

1055
01:00:17,360 --> 01:00:19,720
Instagram, if you want to see 
the things from the people you 

1056
01:00:19,720 --> 01:00:22,960
really want to follow, you're 
going to have to pay for it. 

1057
01:00:22,960 --> 01:00:28,520
And that is a very, very risky, 
dusty ass Rd. because a lot of 

1058
01:00:28,520 --> 01:00:34,240
people that are super creative 
do not have the money to invest 

1059
01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:36,760
into themselves or invest into 
their content. 

1060
01:00:37,040 --> 01:00:41,230
So they're going to instead of 
be creating content from the 

1061
01:00:41,230 --> 01:00:44,070
soul, they're going to be 
creating content with this 

1062
01:00:44,070 --> 01:00:46,270
purpose of, well, I have to 
generate money from this 

1063
01:00:46,270 --> 01:00:48,470
content. 
And if I have to see another 

1064
01:00:48,470 --> 01:00:52,350
motherfucker on Facebook that 
signed up to get paid post 

1065
01:00:52,350 --> 01:00:56,630
things like I need interaction 
or you know, what do they say 

1066
01:00:56,630 --> 01:01:00,230
like drop a selfie below? 
I always know that you're trying

1067
01:01:00,230 --> 01:01:05,710
to get creator reaction or like 
just intake when you say dumb as

1068
01:01:05,710 --> 01:01:07,640
shit. 
Like, what did everyone eat for 

1069
01:01:07,640 --> 01:01:10,640
lunch today? 
Drop a pic, Drop a selfie. 

1070
01:01:10,800 --> 01:01:13,320
All the single people on my 
friends list drop a selfie. 

1071
01:01:13,320 --> 01:01:15,280
You know, like you're not 
matchmaker. 

1072
01:01:15,280 --> 01:01:18,320
You just want 2300 people to 
comment on this 'cause they 

1073
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:22,800
think they're getting something 
out of it and really it's bogus 

1074
01:01:22,800 --> 01:01:25,640
as content. 
Or like the people that take 

1075
01:01:25,640 --> 01:01:28,120
something they didn't write and 
make it their status. 

1076
01:01:28,200 --> 01:01:30,600
That's my favorite, and they try
to pass it off like it. 

1077
01:01:31,120 --> 01:01:33,200
Like we all saw that viral 
status. 

1078
01:01:33,280 --> 01:01:36,560
Like we all saw the status that 
had 40,000 shares and there's 

1079
01:01:36,560 --> 01:01:40,640
several people that we both know
that do that and try to get 

1080
01:01:40,640 --> 01:01:44,840
reaction on their pages. 
It's, I mean it looks like 

1081
01:01:44,840 --> 01:01:48,600
original content, but it's not, 
you know, at the same time, I 

1082
01:01:48,600 --> 01:01:52,800
think the originality goes out 
of the factor or out of the 

1083
01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:55,640
equation when you start getting 
paid for. 

1084
01:01:55,640 --> 01:01:58,560
Just very monotonous, like 
social media stuff. 

1085
01:01:58,560 --> 01:02:01,880
Like, do I think that everyone 
who has something to offer 

1086
01:02:02,760 --> 01:02:04,160
should get paid? 
Yes. 

1087
01:02:04,360 --> 01:02:06,560
But do I think everyone's 
scrolling on Instagram or 

1088
01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:10,120
Facebook should be constantly 
shoved with ads, shops, 

1089
01:02:10,800 --> 01:02:12,760
subscribes and all this shit? 
Like, no. 

1090
01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:16,320
Like, leave the free apps alone.
But The thing is, is these free 

1091
01:02:16,320 --> 01:02:20,640
apps, they have really 
brainwashed us to think that we 

1092
01:02:20,640 --> 01:02:24,280
need them, but they need us. 
Period. 

1093
01:02:25,160 --> 01:02:26,640
Period. 
Mic drop. 

1094
01:02:26,640 --> 01:02:29,280
Do you want to end that on a 
human design card? 

1095
01:02:29,840 --> 01:02:32,620
Yes. 
Let's do it. 

1096
01:02:41,620 --> 01:02:45,900
Oh. 
Shit, we have card number 9 for 

1097
01:02:45,900 --> 01:02:48,940
momentum. 
It's plain. 

1098
01:02:50,860 --> 01:02:54,500
What you guys don't know is that
Polly and I send each other 

1099
01:02:54,900 --> 01:03:00,460
plain emojis all the time. 
All the time, OK. 

1100
01:03:01,410 --> 01:03:04,010
You put that back, card number 
9. 

1101
01:03:05,850 --> 01:03:08,570
Momentum the sign. 
Is Sagittarius. 

1102
01:03:09,050 --> 01:03:14,290
The gift is determination and 
the shadow is inertia. 

1103
01:03:15,170 --> 01:03:19,690
The gift of determination, such 
a powerful gift is bestowed upon

1104
01:03:19,690 --> 01:03:21,730
you once you live from your 
heart. 

1105
01:03:22,170 --> 01:03:25,650
Just as the inertia of the 
shadow may seem immeasurable, 

1106
01:03:25,890 --> 01:03:28,810
the momentum of your 
determination builds with equal 

1107
01:03:28,810 --> 01:03:31,970
force once tapped. 
It is a well of depth and 

1108
01:03:31,970 --> 01:03:35,250
resource. 
Suddenly each action you take is

1109
01:03:35,250 --> 01:03:39,170
infused with purpose and meaning
because life itself carries 

1110
01:03:39,170 --> 01:03:42,770
great weight and you see the 
profound interconnection of 

1111
01:03:42,770 --> 01:03:46,930
every aspect of your life. 
Even the smallest, seemingly 

1112
01:03:46,930 --> 01:03:50,930
insignificant parts of your day 
serve a function and a larger 

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goal. 
Nothing is taken for granted. 

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Determination is the powerhouse 
of the heart, and then your 

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shadow is inertia. 
This shadow appears in your life

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whenever you get caught up in 
unnecessary details and forget 

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the bigger picture, or worse, 
your purpose. 

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It might feel as though you're 
merely getting through life 

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versus taking hold of it and 
living with zest. 

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You might live from your mind, 
which overtakes your being with 

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convoluted messaging and 
perplexing thoughts concerning 

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the future. 
This shadow can look like 

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reluctance, or in other words, 
the apparent inability to act 

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due to low frequency cycles and 
patterns, a consequence of 

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victim mentality. 
Alternatively, it could look 

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01:04:36,440 --> 01:04:40,880
like a frenetic restlessness or 
an overcompensation of energy in

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a million different directions. 
You forget to tune in and act 

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01:04:45,080 --> 01:04:48,840
with intention in your daily 
life to sway from the shadow, 

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regain your concentration on the
present moment and what you feel

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drawn to now. 
Attempting to bring utter 

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01:04:55,560 --> 01:04:59,640
clarity to your future vision is
actually adding more fog. 

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Your themes are details, 
determination, momentum, and 

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purpose. 
I love it. 

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Thanks for coming to my. 
Ted talk and stay tuned for the 

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big announcements coming up and 
we will also be doing the Full 

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Moon Circle later this month, so
subscribe to either Patreons to 

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be a part of it. 
And we love you all. 

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Till next time, totally do.