1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,200 --> 00:00:31,900 What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland for 3 00:00:31,900 --> 00:00:37,400 season 2 episode 2. And it was Friday, the 13th, 4 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:41,900 this past like weekend. So I really love all the energy 5 00:00:41,900 --> 00:00:45,300 because we had the 111 portal and then Friday the 13th. 6 00:00:45,300 --> 00:00:49,400 So it's been a special energy. Since we walked our episode 7 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:54,100 aired, we've been like the energy that came off of Us. 8 00:00:54,100 --> 00:00:57,600 Coming back was wild. Like I almost I almost didn't 9 00:00:57,600 --> 00:01:02,200 anticipate having so many people being like waiting for that 10 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:07,700 episode drop, but so many people hit Inbox and one girl like 11 00:01:07,700 --> 00:01:11,700 shared one of my reels in her story and I liked it and I 12 00:01:11,700 --> 00:01:14,500 reshard it or whatever and she's like, oh my God, you don't even 13 00:01:14,500 --> 00:01:17,400 understand like listening to you guys on the podcast. 14 00:01:17,400 --> 00:01:21,600 Like it's gotten me through so much shit and I'm just like holy 15 00:01:21,600 --> 00:01:24,800 fuck like we're affecting people by like being each other's 16 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:28,500 person. Absolutely love the podcast, 17 00:01:28,500 --> 00:01:30,200 it's actually kind of mind-blowing. 18 00:01:30,200 --> 00:01:34,500 Every since we got the Spotify wrapped I started using Spotify. 19 00:01:34,800 --> 00:01:38,800 But that's what about wrapped, really sent me to the next level 20 00:01:38,800 --> 00:01:41,800 with inspiration? Because I was like, there's no 21 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:45,900 way that that many people were listening to us directly on 22 00:01:45,900 --> 00:01:50,100 Spotify because like, let's just be honest, there's no way 23 00:01:50,500 --> 00:01:52,800 hundreds of people have reached out and then like you're my 24 00:01:52,800 --> 00:01:54,200 number one podcast, you know what I mean? 25 00:01:54,200 --> 00:01:56,800 Like, we've had people reach out, but like was seeing that 26 00:01:57,000 --> 00:02:00,000 think it was like, 158 people had us as their number one 27 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:02,500 podcast. I'm like, hmm, Game Changer. 28 00:02:03,400 --> 00:02:08,000 And that's only on And like when we use anchor and stuff because 29 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:11,100 it's a Spotify hosted platform, the numbers that we see 30 00:02:11,100 --> 00:02:13,800 reflected on there are only Spotify numbers. 31 00:02:14,100 --> 00:02:16,500 And I didn't know that. So then when we were getting the 32 00:02:16,500 --> 00:02:19,600 wraps from like apple and all this other stuff, I'm like, 33 00:02:20,300 --> 00:02:22,100 wait. So you're telling me that like, 34 00:02:22,100 --> 00:02:26,600 the numbers we saw were on one fucking platform but like, it's 35 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:32,100 just, it's fucking crazy. And I think that for creators, 36 00:02:32,100 --> 00:02:35,200 that is so much inspiration because seeing that, That as a 37 00:02:35,208 --> 00:02:39,100 Creator getting like that feedback is really cool and I 38 00:02:39,100 --> 00:02:43,400 know I'd seen people post things about it before but when it 39 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:46,400 applies to your own personal project it's a big deal. 40 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:51,300 I've been getting a lot more questions about like my personal 41 00:02:51,300 --> 00:02:54,700 life than I was before because like with coven of rejects it's 42 00:02:54,700 --> 00:02:57,500 all about other people's stories and like yeah, I kind of share 43 00:02:57,500 --> 00:03:00,700 my gifts here and there but like it's to talk about them and then 44 00:03:00,700 --> 00:03:03,500 now that we've started this, like I had somebody reached out 45 00:03:03,500 --> 00:03:06,600 and was like, so why did why You have daddy issues, and I'm like, 46 00:03:06,600 --> 00:03:08,200 pretty sure. I never said, I had daddy 47 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:11,300 issues, but let me tell you the story about my dad's and like, I 48 00:03:11,308 --> 00:03:14,600 made a tick tock about it, and so, I don't know. 49 00:03:14,800 --> 00:03:19,000 It's cool to like, be wanting to have people know your personal 50 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:23,100 story, but I also know that once you start opening yourself up 51 00:03:23,100 --> 00:03:27,000 where you share more about your life, more people feel entitled 52 00:03:27,100 --> 00:03:31,400 to being involved in your life. And so that's like a happy 53 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:33,700 medium that I'm going to be learning to walk. 54 00:03:33,800 --> 00:03:37,400 Is what Things to like be open about and then what things are 55 00:03:37,400 --> 00:03:39,700 just kind of like that's my personal shit. 56 00:03:39,700 --> 00:03:42,300 And I don't need to have that be public knowledge, you know. 57 00:03:43,800 --> 00:03:46,100 I agree. I keep a lot of things for a bit 58 00:03:46,100 --> 00:03:47,800 to be honest. People may feel like they know a 59 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:49,800 lot about me but I keep a lot rob. 60 00:03:49,800 --> 00:03:53,600 It, like the only thing the same like really about me is that I'm 61 00:03:53,600 --> 00:04:00,500 in the spiritual stuff and I have a podcast and she be 62 00:04:00,500 --> 00:04:03,400 showing that booty online. Yeah, that's it. 63 00:04:03,400 --> 00:04:07,200 That's all y'all know it's all, you know, I think Jim and I 64 00:04:07,200 --> 00:04:09,700 wants to be my manager. I think I think deep down. 65 00:04:09,700 --> 00:04:13,400 She's ready to get me promoted on the, on the platforms. 66 00:04:13,600 --> 00:04:16,200 There. This is the thing though. 67 00:04:16,399 --> 00:04:20,700 Is, yes, that's true. But I have all the ideas of 68 00:04:20,700 --> 00:04:25,900 things you don't want to do. And so, you know what I like? 69 00:04:25,900 --> 00:04:30,700 I don't know, I'll find the opportunities like I've thought 70 00:04:30,700 --> 00:04:32,700 my whole life. What I would do if I had that 71 00:04:32,700 --> 00:04:34,500 body. So trust me, like I tell you 72 00:04:34,500 --> 00:04:39,700 what you could do with it but you got to use that tool, you 73 00:04:39,700 --> 00:04:43,300 know, if you're something else and you know, it's crazy. 74 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:46,600 So many women. Thank like, oh, if I look like 75 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:49,700 like that, I would, or I look like money, I would, but like, 76 00:04:49,700 --> 00:04:51,900 there's so much. I feel like stress that goes 77 00:04:51,900 --> 00:04:54,500 along with that because you talked about the entitlement 78 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:58,800 that people project just anyways, like, imagine if 79 00:04:58,800 --> 00:05:02,100 they're actually like entitled to that more intimate side of 80 00:05:02,100 --> 00:05:04,700 like, they feel like they're entitled to that, like, no way. 81 00:05:05,100 --> 00:05:07,900 That's too much power over me. And I don't like anyone to have 82 00:05:07,900 --> 00:05:13,000 power over me, like authority figures and whoever like that, 83 00:05:13,000 --> 00:05:15,400 ain't Betting it, I don't like being told what to do. 84 00:05:15,400 --> 00:05:18,000 I like to be able to do it my way, and I will get the job 85 00:05:18,000 --> 00:05:20,000 done. You give me expectations and I 86 00:05:20,008 --> 00:05:24,100 want to do it my way period. So like too much. 87 00:05:24,200 --> 00:05:26,100 I totally meant it as a joke, obviously. 88 00:05:26,100 --> 00:05:28,400 Because like, if I wanted to make it happen I would make it 89 00:05:28,400 --> 00:05:29,500 happen. You know what I mean? 90 00:05:29,500 --> 00:05:33,000 But it's just more fun when I think of it being you and not me 91 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,500 because it's you and I'll have to do it. 92 00:05:36,300 --> 00:05:39,100 It's crazy outgoing thing. I think I may enjoy would be, 93 00:05:39,100 --> 00:05:42,500 like, if I was writing them and being mean to them like, like I 94 00:05:42,508 --> 00:05:47,300 know girls, like you, Like a Dominatrix and like be like yeah 95 00:05:47,400 --> 00:05:50,000 that's the only way I think I could do it like on there. 96 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:52,900 Like on on something where people feel like they're, you 97 00:05:52,900 --> 00:05:58,300 know, connected or whatever. But yeah, like I don't know. 98 00:05:58,300 --> 00:06:01,500 I just kind you're gonna have those messages of people in your 99 00:06:01,500 --> 00:06:04,100 inbox now. Like, how much does it take? 100 00:06:04,100 --> 00:06:06,300 How much do I have to pay you to fuck me up. 101 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:11,100 Oh God, oh God. You know what? 102 00:06:11,900 --> 00:06:15,400 Wow, don't be in me that don't get any crazy ideas. 103 00:06:16,700 --> 00:06:19,000 Well, you're not actually doing that, but if you did, that's the 104 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:20,500 kind of messages that it would open. 105 00:06:20,800 --> 00:06:24,100 That's the thing to like fucking content creating and sharing 106 00:06:24,100 --> 00:06:27,000 shit online and whatever is cool but everybody does eventually 107 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:29,000 like run away with it. Like there is gonna be the 108 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:32,000 creeper that listens to something and be like, oh, this 109 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:34,200 is her famous me. I better talk to her about it. 110 00:06:35,100 --> 00:06:41,600 You know, I've had some weird weird messages and people really 111 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:46,200 It is it through with her about to say they might not say it. 112 00:06:47,200 --> 00:06:50,500 They think about it because they're fat thumbs type it out 113 00:06:50,500 --> 00:06:53,000 and then their pointer finger has to push send like that to 114 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:55,300 stop masturbating the sent you that message. 115 00:06:56,100 --> 00:07:00,000 Oh my God. I was like we're going to make 116 00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:02,900 it raunchy this season. We're going to go Howard Stern, 117 00:07:02,900 --> 00:07:07,800 this season, I'm so sorry. She's like is your kid 118 00:07:07,800 --> 00:07:11,400 listening, we'll turn it all Disclaimer. 119 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:14,900 I'm just kidding but you know it's really cool. 120 00:07:14,900 --> 00:07:18,900 I think about our friendship is that we can talk about unlike 121 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:22,400 unbiased like taboo shit. Like that's what's cool about 122 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:24,600 our relationship as we do, talk about a lot of stuff that other 123 00:07:24,600 --> 00:07:26,800 people. I don't know if they talk about 124 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,300 it. Well, on the word taboo was 125 00:07:29,300 --> 00:07:31,100 like, when you and I were talking about what we were going 126 00:07:31,100 --> 00:07:35,100 to do with the podcast, it was going to be like uncensored 127 00:07:35,100 --> 00:07:39,400 opinions and it being a place where we were able to like 128 00:07:39,400 --> 00:07:42,300 Express. Ourselves and I just feel how it 129 00:07:42,300 --> 00:07:44,600 comfortable like in our communication Dynamic, and 130 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:47,400 whatever that sometimes, even though I know people are 131 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,000 listening. I forget that people are 132 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:52,700 probably listening with their kids and like just a disclaimer. 133 00:07:52,700 --> 00:07:57,100 If you listen to me, I'm usually not kid-friendly, like it's 134 00:07:57,100 --> 00:08:00,700 shocking. I have a child, you know. 135 00:08:00,700 --> 00:08:05,100 Sorry. I mean, I think that the effort 136 00:08:05,100 --> 00:08:08,300 is definitely in your top five words it is. 137 00:08:08,900 --> 00:08:12,500 Yeah, it's like it's a good. but you know what, I'm not really 138 00:08:12,500 --> 00:08:17,700 sure that we talked about anything that Other people don't 139 00:08:17,700 --> 00:08:20,500 think, you know what I mean? Like, a lot of people think the 140 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:22,900 things that were talking about, and I know that that's kind of 141 00:08:22,900 --> 00:08:26,100 been like, the common thing that people have said, like, wow, was 142 00:08:26,100 --> 00:08:28,100 thinking that? Or that I was thinking about 143 00:08:28,100 --> 00:08:30,500 that. Or I was wondering about that, 144 00:08:30,500 --> 00:08:33,000 you know, I think there's like this Collective awareness that 145 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:36,900 were both very much aware and tapped into because we are 146 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:40,200 always giving readings and making videos and Tik toks and 147 00:08:40,200 --> 00:08:42,700 stuff like that. It opens us up to Collective 148 00:08:42,700 --> 00:08:44,200 energy. Like whenever I'm pulling a 149 00:08:44,200 --> 00:08:47,600 collective message or whatever like We're channeling that 150 00:08:47,600 --> 00:08:51,100 energy and I think ya might not apply to everyone, but there is 151 00:08:51,100 --> 00:08:54,900 a big portion of people that if they saw it would apply to them 152 00:08:54,900 --> 00:08:57,000 or it could apply to them or whatever. 153 00:08:57,300 --> 00:09:00,500 But I do think that the overabundance of information 154 00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:03,600 right now, you just have to be really like Discerning of what 155 00:09:03,600 --> 00:09:07,900 you're believing or absorbing. Like I still have people to this 156 00:09:07,900 --> 00:09:10,700 day. That is like, is this you 157 00:09:10,700 --> 00:09:13,600 messaging me on Instagram and I know these people in real life 158 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:20,300 in real life in real life, know these people I'm like do I talk 159 00:09:20,300 --> 00:09:21,600 like that? Do I sound like that? 160 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,300 And I like well it sounded scammy. 161 00:09:25,300 --> 00:09:28,700 Okay, okay. I know I really liked what you 162 00:09:28,700 --> 00:09:30,600 said about like stop fucking telling me. 163 00:09:30,900 --> 00:09:33,500 I wish y'all would just like report them and not even mention 164 00:09:33,500 --> 00:09:37,400 it because I already know because 97 other people told me. 165 00:09:39,200 --> 00:09:41,400 Yeah, I just meant, it's some point. 166 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:45,700 You're like, for me, I don't like seeing that because like I 167 00:09:45,700 --> 00:09:48,600 try to tell myself like, it's free marketing, whatever. 168 00:09:48,900 --> 00:09:50,900 And like, a majority of the time it doesn't bother me. 169 00:09:50,900 --> 00:09:54,700 But there are some times when I'm just, like, dude, like 170 00:09:54,700 --> 00:09:57,900 you're scamming people in my name, like, taking people like 171 00:09:57,900 --> 00:10:00,400 it sucks to watch. People get their money taken. 172 00:10:00,700 --> 00:10:04,600 And it also sucks to feel like, well if I don't warn people in, 173 00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:08,100 they don't know, but at this point, you're just dumb you No, 174 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:11,800 I just think that unfortunately there's a lot of new people to 175 00:10:11,800 --> 00:10:15,500 the spiritual Arena and they're kind of like it's not that 176 00:10:15,500 --> 00:10:18,100 people are dumb. I think it's just that genuinely 177 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:20,700 to the core. This may be like their first 178 00:10:20,700 --> 00:10:23,700 interaction with a spiritual scammer like they're straight up 179 00:10:23,700 --> 00:10:28,100 like you know and then now like it's so easy to spot them like a 180 00:10:28,100 --> 00:10:31,400 shit ton of scammers have been following the podcast page 181 00:10:31,500 --> 00:10:34,000 because we both have it. I guess in our bio and then the 182 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:37,200 other scammers copy it and I don't know what it is but it's 183 00:10:37,200 --> 00:10:40,800 like Legitimately the, the podcast page has been getting. 184 00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:43,200 So nice camera follows and messages. 185 00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:45,500 I like, I want to read you. You know what I mean? 186 00:10:45,500 --> 00:10:48,100 That's why I posted that one on the story. 187 00:10:48,100 --> 00:10:50,600 It was like, scammers, just some random lady. 188 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,100 I don't even think we follow her. 189 00:10:52,100 --> 00:10:57,100 Just like, it's that bad. See, and for me, like if you've 190 00:10:57,100 --> 00:11:00,600 never followed me before, you don't know, like my pages, 191 00:11:00,600 --> 00:11:03,500 whatever and a scammer comes at you pretending to be me. 192 00:11:03,500 --> 00:11:06,400 Like I kind of understand that a little bit more. 193 00:11:06,700 --> 00:11:09,500 But like, if you No me. And you follow my pages and 194 00:11:09,500 --> 00:11:12,700 stuff in a random page messages you at that point. 195 00:11:12,700 --> 00:11:15,700 That's where I get frustrated because I'm like I'm putting so 196 00:11:15,700 --> 00:11:19,100 much content here and I do so much free stuff. 197 00:11:19,100 --> 00:11:21,600 That why would I then reach out to people? 198 00:11:22,100 --> 00:11:25,000 You know what I mean? Like I just if you see the like 199 00:11:25,000 --> 00:11:27,300 I have a brand in a business, why would I be going out of my 200 00:11:27,300 --> 00:11:28,900 way to message you? Like, I don't have time. 201 00:11:29,000 --> 00:11:33,500 Like I have all the time in the world, I think Sony is a lot of 202 00:11:33,500 --> 00:11:36,700 people after they found out that I got, after I tell them like, 203 00:11:36,700 --> 00:11:39,200 no, that's a scam. Like, whatever they're like, 204 00:11:39,500 --> 00:11:42,700 damn, that's clout. I wish I had scammers like, I've 205 00:11:42,700 --> 00:11:46,200 had at least seven people. Mainly men, tell me they wish 206 00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:48,900 they had scammers. Like what does that mean that 207 00:11:48,900 --> 00:11:51,700 you got like fans or hose or like what's that mean? 208 00:11:51,700 --> 00:11:54,800 Like what it means to me is that they're taking money away from 209 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:58,000 my business and from other people because they're getting 210 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:01,100 nothing in return at least with my business you're getting a 211 00:12:01,108 --> 00:12:05,200 bomb-ass service or reading instead you're getting a fucking 212 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:07,700 copy and pasted reading and you're spending money. 213 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:10,700 The biggest problem for me is like, it doesn't matter how many 214 00:12:10,700 --> 00:12:14,800 times I tell people, the same people are the same people that 215 00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:20,100 every time be like, is this you how many times I gotta tell you. 216 00:12:20,500 --> 00:12:25,000 So, I don't know. I've almost like just lightly 217 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:26,900 when people send me the message. I'm just like it. 218 00:12:26,900 --> 00:12:29,300 I won't even reply normally. I'm just like, no, it's a 219 00:12:29,300 --> 00:12:32,100 scammer. I just like it, like No. 220 00:12:32,100 --> 00:12:37,300 Like the very first page post on my page is this is my only 221 00:12:37,300 --> 00:12:41,100 profile don't know what else I can say. 222 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:43,500 I don't know. Like I think maybe I might just 223 00:12:43,500 --> 00:12:47,900 make my top for you pin post. This is my only profile like 224 00:12:48,200 --> 00:12:49,900 real big like, you know what I mean? 225 00:12:49,900 --> 00:12:53,400 Because then when the song Still that because right now, the 226 00:12:53,400 --> 00:12:57,900 problem is they still things and then they buy lights and they 227 00:12:57,900 --> 00:13:00,100 buy followers and it looks kind of legit. 228 00:13:00,100 --> 00:13:03,300 So, like I understand, If you've never been exposed as Gamers. 229 00:13:03,300 --> 00:13:07,500 But like if you follow any music artist or you enter any giveaway 230 00:13:07,500 --> 00:13:10,200 on Instagram, you've been message by a scammer. 231 00:13:10,600 --> 00:13:13,300 It's no different than a spiritual scammer writing. 232 00:13:13,300 --> 00:13:16,500 You something very similar. No one cares, what your zodiac 233 00:13:16,500 --> 00:13:17,800 is. No one. 234 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:20,300 I never even asked me whether zodiac, like what kind of 235 00:13:20,300 --> 00:13:22,300 question is that? Like, I don't know. 236 00:13:22,300 --> 00:13:26,100 It's just like it sounds so basic and weird that it's like, 237 00:13:26,100 --> 00:13:28,800 they're really taking advantage of people and it sucks. 238 00:13:31,200 --> 00:13:35,100 Yeah, well, I think that there are scammers who take advantage 239 00:13:35,100 --> 00:13:39,100 of people. I think that there are Other 240 00:13:39,100 --> 00:13:41,200 people that take advantage of other people. 241 00:13:41,300 --> 00:13:45,500 And I think it also sucks. I think that y'all are just 242 00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:47,700 racking up, karmic debt, not y'all. 243 00:13:47,700 --> 00:13:50,500 But the scammers and whoever like people, if you take 244 00:13:50,500 --> 00:13:53,800 advantage of people places and things like it shows up in a 245 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:56,500 different way in your life and I don't have no fear. 246 00:13:56,500 --> 00:13:58,900 When I sleep at night, I sleep. Good as fuck. 247 00:13:58,900 --> 00:14:02,400 And I don't have any worries, so I just think encourage everyone 248 00:14:02,400 --> 00:14:05,700 to live by that, like maybe no one's watching but I promise 249 00:14:05,700 --> 00:14:08,400 you, Spirits calculating all the points there. 250 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:11,000 Point system going on beneath the surface. 251 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:14,900 And if you are fucking doing harm into the world like that, 252 00:14:14,900 --> 00:14:17,800 just comes back to you times, 10, like any in any way. 253 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:20,600 Like that's why I always say like when someone's projecting 254 00:14:20,600 --> 00:14:23,300 onto you and they're trying to trigger, you don't go to their 255 00:14:23,300 --> 00:14:26,400 level because that creates the frequency between you, two of 256 00:14:26,400 --> 00:14:31,000 being the same like stay in your vibration set boundaries and 257 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:34,300 then literally remove yourself. That's what I'm having to learn 258 00:14:34,300 --> 00:14:37,700 is like, the best thing for me is to just remove myself, like, 259 00:14:37,700 --> 00:14:39,400 you don't have Sense to me anymore. 260 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:42,300 So maybe the next time I come around you're going to act right 261 00:14:42,300 --> 00:14:47,000 but you lose access to some 16 months or whatever like you 262 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:50,200 either going to appreciate that relationship or not and with 263 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:53,600 family, it be the hardest. So I know anyone listening they 264 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:56,600 has those difficult relationships with your parents 265 00:14:56,600 --> 00:15:00,200 and your family. It is about you staying in your 266 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,200 own vibration. It's about you putting your own 267 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:05,700 boundaries and things forward. Like that's the priority. 268 00:15:05,700 --> 00:15:08,300 We're not the priority, isn't the longevity of this. 269 00:15:08,600 --> 00:15:11,400 Chin or the fact that you're my father or my brother or 270 00:15:11,400 --> 00:15:15,500 whatever, it's the fact that energy is not reciprocated. 271 00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:17,700 It's not respected, it's not appreciated. 272 00:15:17,700 --> 00:15:21,700 Like when we start adding up the points like your - and that 273 00:15:21,700 --> 00:15:24,800 means I got to cut you and you know, maybe it's not forever, 274 00:15:24,800 --> 00:15:28,500 maybe it is in some cases, but some shit you can't just keep 275 00:15:28,500 --> 00:15:31,400 allowing it because you're allowing it at that point. 276 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:35,700 I think that a lot of people hang on in those kinds of 277 00:15:35,700 --> 00:15:38,900 relationships too long because they're waiting for somebody to 278 00:15:39,100 --> 00:15:41,300 realize their fault and say that they're sorry. 279 00:15:41,300 --> 00:15:44,500 And that's like something that somebody is needing is an 280 00:15:44,500 --> 00:15:47,200 acknowledgement in a recognition from somebody who does them 281 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:51,000 shitty and that's just like not going to come like you have to 282 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:55,400 take the responsibility and be like, this is never going to be 283 00:15:55,400 --> 00:15:57,700 different and the only way that this can be different and have a 284 00:15:57,700 --> 00:16:01,800 different energy as if I remove myself from the situation and go 285 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:06,300 Go find a different energy and also I think that like setting 286 00:16:06,300 --> 00:16:09,000 boundaries and choosing not to have a relationship with people 287 00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:10,800 anymore. It doesn't always even need to 288 00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:13,300 be announced. Like you don't even always need 289 00:16:13,300 --> 00:16:15,800 to voice like I'm putting a separation between us. 290 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:18,700 You can just take a step back and focus on what you're doing 291 00:16:18,700 --> 00:16:23,100 and just stop fucking going around because I just feel like 292 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:26,300 the need to announce it. Sometimes is like the need to 293 00:16:26,300 --> 00:16:30,200 have drama about it and it's just a way for you to 294 00:16:30,200 --> 00:16:33,600 roundabouts have that. Precision where you tell them. 295 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:36,500 You need them to apologize. So then you can stay in the same 296 00:16:36,500 --> 00:16:39,900 toxic cycle. Legitimately a lot of these 297 00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:44,400 one-sided connections keep you in those Loops of like push and 298 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:49,500 pull and drama and chaos and like when your life is quiet or 299 00:16:49,500 --> 00:16:54,000 relationships or absent of chaos, like you feel alone, or 300 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:57,400 you feel empty or you feel like distraught because when you're 301 00:16:57,600 --> 00:17:00,700 born and bred in those chaotic environments, your nervous 302 00:17:00,700 --> 00:17:04,900 system doesn't Understand what peace is peace and quiet and 303 00:17:04,900 --> 00:17:09,500 Harmony and stuff feels like boring or feels like, it's not 304 00:17:09,500 --> 00:17:12,400 fun or exciting or the spark, isn't there? 305 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:15,900 So, a lot of people will go back to the toxic relationship or 306 00:17:15,900 --> 00:17:18,599 move back in with their toxic family or whatever. 307 00:17:18,900 --> 00:17:22,300 When the fact of the matter is, it takes a while for your 308 00:17:22,300 --> 00:17:24,099 nervous system to adjust to peace. 309 00:17:24,099 --> 00:17:27,500 When you've only known trauma and chaos. 310 00:17:28,200 --> 00:17:30,500 So, I wanted to kind of talk to you about that. 311 00:17:30,500 --> 00:17:35,300 So I think that so through Shadow work, you know, how I was 312 00:17:35,300 --> 00:17:39,200 just, like, always fucking just overdoing it and I wasn't 313 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:43,600 resting and I wasn't whatever. Well, I realize through Shadow 314 00:17:43,600 --> 00:17:48,100 work that I chose to take on that chaos because everything 315 00:17:48,100 --> 00:17:51,600 around me was so calm. Like, I had set myself up in 316 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:56,600 like a calm peace in my life. So I didn't have any kind of 317 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:59,900 like chaos, like, Was my energy. Like, that's what fueled me 318 00:17:59,900 --> 00:18:02,600 being manic meant that. I was like making things happen 319 00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:05,500 and getting things done. And that's the only way that I 320 00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:07,800 could feel like productive or like I was doing anything. 321 00:18:07,800 --> 00:18:12,800 And so recently, I've found that I have this like extra time for 322 00:18:12,808 --> 00:18:16,800 resting and for meditation and whatever but I'm literally doing 323 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:21,000 the most that I've ever done and I was thinking about it the 324 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:24,000 other day and I'm like damn like that's because I learned the 325 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:28,000 balance I learned how to prioritize my time and set 326 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:31,800 myself up and have rest in between instead of trying to 327 00:18:32,100 --> 00:18:35,700 overdo it and pack things in to make things happen immediately 328 00:18:35,700 --> 00:18:41,400 that can be spread out and that's how I feel like you know 329 00:18:41,400 --> 00:18:44,500 I know we have different schedules because we live in 330 00:18:44,508 --> 00:18:48,300 different time zones so that's like really cool that were able 331 00:18:48,300 --> 00:18:53,000 to bring it together and like I would rather Let's have that 332 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:55,600 flexibility then. Like feel like you don't I mean 333 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:57,800 it's just like there's no pressure like well just get it 334 00:18:57,800 --> 00:18:59,100 done. We'll just make sure that we 335 00:18:59,100 --> 00:19:01,600 make it happen, like that's not philosophy. 336 00:19:01,600 --> 00:19:06,100 Like right now I have a few things to do but I prioritize 337 00:19:06,100 --> 00:19:08,900 cleaning and doing my laundry earlier because I knew that I 338 00:19:08,900 --> 00:19:12,000 would feel much better and happier and a clean environment 339 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,100 to do those things, too. Like, whatever. 340 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:18,400 So, you know, I think priorities of what's going to make you more 341 00:19:18,400 --> 00:19:20,100 productive. Is the most important because 342 00:19:20,100 --> 00:19:23,100 like, I could have done the things, Earlier, but then would 343 00:19:23,100 --> 00:19:25,700 have been mad at myself because I didn't change my sheets and do 344 00:19:25,700 --> 00:19:27,100 all the other stuff I wanted to do. 345 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:33,700 So it is I love how like laid-back, literally, like this 346 00:19:33,700 --> 00:19:36,400 friendship. I've never had any kind of 347 00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:39,800 stress of like, oh, but like if I tell her that, I need to 348 00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:41,900 reschedule, she's going to be like really mad like, you know, 349 00:19:41,900 --> 00:19:43,800 there are those people that you're just like I don't want to 350 00:19:43,808 --> 00:19:45,300 say anything. So we're going to get upset, 351 00:19:45,500 --> 00:19:48,500 you're literally always just like oh that's fine, it's 352 00:19:48,500 --> 00:19:52,000 whatever and like you know and vice versa you're like, I'm just 353 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:54,600 not feeling it today, let's whatever. 354 00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:57,100 And I love that. It's so calm and chilling, 355 00:19:57,100 --> 00:20:00,100 relaxing. I'm like, this is everything 356 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,700 today. I did a bunch of spill work and 357 00:20:03,700 --> 00:20:06,900 the spill is like popping off and I was like, just filling all 358 00:20:06,900 --> 00:20:11,800 this energy for tonight and personally, I'm glad that we 359 00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:15,400 don't have like a set day that we do it every week. 360 00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:17,300 You know what I mean? Like oh we're always going to 361 00:20:17,300 --> 00:20:20,700 record on Thursdays period. Like I like that we don't 362 00:20:20,700 --> 00:20:24,600 because I feel like when the energy is better, that's the 363 00:20:24,600 --> 00:20:27,000 better time to do something, you know what I mean? 364 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:30,700 Says, I'm real big on, like, saying no or rescheduling, like, 365 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,300 sometimes, like straight-up spirit, will have me like, 366 00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:36,300 delaying, people's readings, and then like three or five days 367 00:20:36,300 --> 00:20:37,800 will go by. And they'll be, like, I know why 368 00:20:37,800 --> 00:20:41,000 you had to delay my reading, you know, because like something 369 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:43,400 happened that had to happen before they got the reading. 370 00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:46,400 And I think that's what's really cool is like, when you are 371 00:20:46,400 --> 00:20:49,500 walking in alignment, I'm not walking on the time scale of 372 00:20:49,500 --> 00:20:51,700 like, the man-made construct, it really doesn't exist. 373 00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:56,000 List, it's more an energetic thing that I kind of set the 374 00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:58,900 tone of like this is what I want to do with this. 375 00:20:58,900 --> 00:21:01,500 What I'm going to do. I'm never like I need to do all 376 00:21:01,500 --> 00:21:05,800 this on this day or I hate like being too rigid. 377 00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:09,200 I guess with my schedule, I like flexibility because the energy 378 00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:14,400 sometimes is all for better. Yeah, no. 379 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:17,800 I like it because sometimes like you feel more inspired to have 380 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:22,100 conversations and like, actually have things to say and I've 381 00:21:22,100 --> 00:21:24,900 noticed that, you know, scheduling the other podcast, 382 00:21:24,900 --> 00:21:27,600 sometimes there's a different day that I feel like we should 383 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,800 do the interview and all last-minute be like, hey can we 384 00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:31,800 actually do it tomorrow or whatever? 385 00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:35,000 Because do you have time today because it just feels like 386 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,000 better alignment and we'll record it that day. 387 00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:40,700 I just believe in following that too, because they're always ends 388 00:21:40,700 --> 00:21:45,600 up being a reason for sure. And so many people get stuck on 389 00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:48,000 timelines. I think that's what I work with 390 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:50,100 my clients. The most with is like not 391 00:21:50,100 --> 00:21:52,800 worrying about a timeline not Needing to know when just 392 00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:54,700 knowing it will. That's the most important thing. 393 00:21:54,700 --> 00:21:59,400 I think that helps me manifest, whatever I'm working towards is, 394 00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:02,400 like, I don't care when I just know that it will. 395 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:06,300 You just told me that it will if I stay doing what XYZ I need to 396 00:22:06,308 --> 00:22:08,100 be doing. Like I know I need to do those 397 00:22:08,100 --> 00:22:12,000 things and then it will it doesn't mean that when I finish 398 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:14,900 those that it will it just means it somewhere in that moment. 399 00:22:14,900 --> 00:22:18,200 So it will like, that's where I think that you found a lot more 400 00:22:18,200 --> 00:22:22,900 peace in your like Pass to as just like a new person 401 00:22:22,900 --> 00:22:25,900 approaching spirituality or someone who is season in 402 00:22:25,900 --> 00:22:29,200 spirituality like that peace that comes from just knowing 403 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:32,900 that you can have faith in the unknown and Trust in that and 404 00:22:32,900 --> 00:22:36,200 literally don't need to worry about six months from now or two 405 00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:38,500 years from now. If you're walking in alignment, 406 00:22:38,500 --> 00:22:41,500 you're walking in, you know, you're calling or whatever 407 00:22:41,500 --> 00:22:44,700 Spirits telling you to do at that time and you're doing that, 408 00:22:45,100 --> 00:22:49,400 that's all that matters. The laughs Polly Pocket. 409 00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:53,200 I know I'm feeling inspired. I swear, I did this spell 410 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:55,400 earlier. I cleaned out my spice cabinet. 411 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:59,600 I've been doing this thing where every weekend at least a pick 412 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:02,600 something like I want to clean out all those bins, or I want to 413 00:23:02,608 --> 00:23:04,900 clean out my sock drawer. I want to clean out the size 414 00:23:04,900 --> 00:23:07,100 cabinet or like whatever. And then, while I'm doing 415 00:23:07,100 --> 00:23:09,500 laundry, you know, because laundries one of those things 416 00:23:09,500 --> 00:23:13,200 you got to change, fold, change, fold change, hold all the stuff. 417 00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:15,800 So if you walk away from laundry, that's when shit sets 418 00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:18,300 in the dryer and it. Does not get folded, right? 419 00:23:18,300 --> 00:23:22,200 So if I have other little tasks that can be completed like in 420 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,500 between loads of laundry, not something that's going to take 421 00:23:24,500 --> 00:23:28,200 me like Forever. I've been doing that. 422 00:23:28,300 --> 00:23:31,300 So I went through like I said, like I went through the drunk 423 00:23:31,300 --> 00:23:35,000 drawers, I went through underneath my bathroom sink, 424 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:38,000 like just randomly every weekend for like the last four weekends, 425 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:44,400 I've just randomly picked Something I can't I can't think 426 00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:47,000 of her name and I will as soon as you say it. 427 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:50,100 But what you wisdoms? Sean Engel. 428 00:23:50,700 --> 00:23:56,000 Thank you. So posted on Instagram, just 429 00:23:56,000 --> 00:24:02,100 like videos of her house and it's like the most Zen, 430 00:24:02,100 --> 00:24:06,200 beautiful, like energy. And I'm like, please just come 431 00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:09,800 organize my home please. Well, her home, she has all 432 00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:13,400 these different Little like Corners like this corner and 433 00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:15,400 that corner. Yeah, different rooms. 434 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:16,900 But they're not two different rooms. 435 00:24:16,900 --> 00:24:18,700 It's in the same room. It's pretty interesting. 436 00:24:18,700 --> 00:24:21,500 How she's done that like to be able to have different places to 437 00:24:21,500 --> 00:24:24,900 record but it looks like it's a totally different space 438 00:24:24,900 --> 00:24:27,900 completely Center. So that's what I was trying to 439 00:24:27,900 --> 00:24:30,800 do with. So when we first moved into this 440 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:35,300 house, we had a spare bedroom and I set that up as the podcast 441 00:24:35,300 --> 00:24:38,300 room and it was a really big room and I was decorating, every 442 00:24:38,300 --> 00:24:42,400 wall differently so that it could be a Room and and I was 443 00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:46,500 doing two rooms on each wall, so there. 444 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:49,900 So there was going to be like eight different spots or seven 445 00:24:49,900 --> 00:24:52,700 different spots but then my father-in-law moved in there. 446 00:24:52,700 --> 00:24:57,500 And so I've been out here in the dark abyss and it's been fucking 447 00:24:57,500 --> 00:25:00,700 dope because nobody can hear the conversations that I have in 448 00:25:00,700 --> 00:25:02,400 here when I do readings for people. 449 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:06,300 Like I don't have to overhear, any noise, any whatever. 450 00:25:06,300 --> 00:25:11,700 And so for the longest time, I was like Oh well, I really 451 00:25:11,700 --> 00:25:14,300 wanted to be in the house. Like it gets cold out here, it's 452 00:25:14,300 --> 00:25:16,800 whatever. But this is so much better than 453 00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:22,800 it would have been inside. I personally have to rearrange a 454 00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:25,900 room in my house. Like every two months I don't 455 00:25:25,900 --> 00:25:29,800 like get new stuff but I like change everything. 456 00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:33,500 Like I move stuff from different rooms into the next room like, I 457 00:25:33,500 --> 00:25:35,000 don't know. I like variety. 458 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:39,000 Like I like to change that's like honestly I'm one of those 459 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:42,000 people that could constantly stay in a home renovation and 460 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:45,700 probably be okay with that but I'm trying to chill. 461 00:25:45,700 --> 00:25:49,300 I'm trying to not do that because I like really Ali and 462 00:25:49,300 --> 00:25:52,000 like that. Like I'm in that era of my life 463 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:55,700 where I just like, want to make things exactly the way I want 464 00:25:55,700 --> 00:25:58,700 them to be in spirit keeps telling me to chill, like just 465 00:25:58,700 --> 00:26:00,500 chill. Like you're going to build a 466 00:26:00,500 --> 00:26:02,100 house. It'll be like you want it to be 467 00:26:02,100 --> 00:26:04,900 like just calm the fuck down, don't just start ripping out 468 00:26:04,900 --> 00:26:07,500 your bathroom because you want to do something, you know. 469 00:26:07,500 --> 00:26:12,300 So I've been trying to like not feed into like the urges, but 470 00:26:12,300 --> 00:26:15,700 it's the Venus in Taurus. Like me being a Taurus and 471 00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:19,100 having Venus in her home, she's ready to Decorate, the 472 00:26:19,100 --> 00:26:22,800 motherfucking home, like the moon rules the home, and the 473 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:25,500 moon Rose my birth chart, so it's like Moon. 474 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:27,900 And Venus in my chart is like, let's decorate. 475 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,500 Let's take everything off that wall and rearrange. 476 00:26:30,500 --> 00:26:33,900 It, let's just take everything off the wall and clean it, dust 477 00:26:33,900 --> 00:26:36,800 it like this random shit. Like, the spice cabinet today 478 00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:39,700 and I'm like actually found some really cool stuff in there that 479 00:26:39,700 --> 00:26:43,300 I forgot that was in there. So there's that Isis. 480 00:26:43,700 --> 00:26:46,800 Well, not just spices, but I had bought some cinnamon sticks for 481 00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:49,000 spells like that was the only reason So I bought them, but 482 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:54,600 they're in the spice cabinet those, I found two jars of had 483 00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:58,700 dried rose buds, the many ones, and dried kandula flowers, but I 484 00:26:58,708 --> 00:27:01,800 used and I had a whole bag of lavender like this random herbs, 485 00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:04,200 like just things that I just. Yeah. 486 00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:06,000 And they got stuck in the spice cabinet. 487 00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:12,700 Dude, I've been getting so I discovered going to the dollar 488 00:27:12,700 --> 00:27:15,900 store for like which he items and dude, it's blowing my 489 00:27:15,900 --> 00:27:18,800 fucking mind. You can get, I did not know and 490 00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:21,500 everything is a dollar 25 now. Yeah. 491 00:27:22,100 --> 00:27:25,200 But a killer tree. Yeah, it's ridiculous. 492 00:27:25,700 --> 00:27:30,400 But they, but to Dollar 25. Now, for everything and they 493 00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:33,400 have everything, I had no fucking girl. 494 00:27:33,500 --> 00:27:36,800 I go there all the time. Well, you should have told me 495 00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:39,700 sooner keeping the secrets. Woman. 496 00:27:39,700 --> 00:27:41,600 That's the spot. Like sometimes I'll have really 497 00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:45,200 cool like Zane, like little buddha ring holders or like 498 00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,800 little elephant. Ring holders and stuff like real 499 00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:51,600 cute like little like and I don't know if you have the 500 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:55,800 store, it's called Five Below. Okay, well we have this place 501 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:57,900 here called Five Below and literally everything is five 502 00:27:57,900 --> 00:28:01,100 dollars or less and it's dope. Like normally I was a Family 503 00:28:01,100 --> 00:28:04,000 Dollar. No, it's not like that though. 504 00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:07,200 It's like it's dedicated directly towards like really 505 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:08,400 cool stuff. Like they have a hose. 506 00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:11,500 As insects like fire stuff, they have clothes, they have 507 00:28:11,500 --> 00:28:13,200 T-shirts, like they got fire stuff. 508 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,700 It's kind of like a root 21 if everything was $5 or like a 509 00:28:16,700 --> 00:28:20,200 Ross, if everything was fine. Oh shit, like I want to go they 510 00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:24,000 have like a wall of candy like a wall of cards like it's better 511 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:27,000 to make if you have someone like a kid or someone that you're 512 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,300 going to buy a gift for, I go in there and I buy a backpack there 513 00:28:30,300 --> 00:28:31,900 five dollars, normally, they're cute. 514 00:28:31,900 --> 00:28:34,800 Like have like a unicorn or something on there and I spend 515 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:38,400 $20 additional so 25 and I fill up the back. 516 00:28:38,500 --> 00:28:42,100 Pack these kids like my friend said, these kids lose it, when I 517 00:28:42,100 --> 00:28:45,000 do things like that for their birthday because you can get so 518 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,400 much for $25. It's insane. 519 00:28:47,500 --> 00:28:50,900 But it's like really cool like dedicated. 520 00:28:51,900 --> 00:28:53,600 Themes and stuff like that. Yeah. 521 00:28:55,800 --> 00:28:58,200 Sounds like they had these chakra candles one time when I 522 00:28:58,208 --> 00:28:59,800 went in there and I found all seven. 523 00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:04,000 Another reason to move to Kentucky, I had all seven chakra 524 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,600 candles, I got from there. Now, I've waited forever to burn 525 00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:10,700 them because they were sacred. I feel like if I lived near you, 526 00:29:10,900 --> 00:29:14,800 I feel like we, I would always be with you. 527 00:29:15,300 --> 00:29:20,700 Hmm, I don't know. I would always be with you, 528 00:29:21,200 --> 00:29:27,400 okay, I don't know. I just feel like I moved there. 529 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,700 I'm probably not gonna go home having that's why I'm like, 530 00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:37,400 yeah. Like where are you? 531 00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:40,100 Like, oh, we were seeing like a difference. 532 00:29:40,100 --> 00:29:46,100 So you just live next door. So it's like We're both home but 533 00:29:46,100 --> 00:29:51,500 we're just one wall between us. I told I told so Mac had been 534 00:29:51,500 --> 00:29:54,000 listening to our conversation when I was like I'm sending him 535 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:58,300 to your house and your like a he came out three days I love kids 536 00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:00,900 and then when I stopped, when I got off the phone with you, he 537 00:30:00,900 --> 00:30:04,200 was like, are you really going to send me to her house? 538 00:30:04,900 --> 00:30:07,800 Do you even know her what if she's mean to kids? 539 00:30:08,100 --> 00:30:11,400 What if she puts me in her oven? Oh my god. 540 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:16,200 Wow! To my house and I was like, I 541 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:21,300 was like, no it's page and he's like, oh, I didn't know who you 542 00:30:21,300 --> 00:30:22,700 were talking to. I'll go. 543 00:30:24,700 --> 00:30:28,600 Oh first, he thinks I'm gonna put it in the oven and now he's 544 00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:31,300 you didn't realize who it was. I guess you just thought I was 545 00:30:31,300 --> 00:30:35,700 talking to some random person. He was like are you sure that 546 00:30:35,700 --> 00:30:41,200 that's cool right? What's crazy is I was kidding 547 00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:42,700 about that. I would not send my kid to 548 00:30:42,700 --> 00:30:45,400 Kentucky and not come to see like I would not bring my kid. 549 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:55,200 Guess what? Yes, I have so much to tell you, 550 00:30:55,800 --> 00:31:03,500 so I recently found out that the algorithm on Tick-Tock is down. 551 00:31:03,500 --> 00:31:07,700 Pushing your videos out to more, local people. 552 00:31:08,500 --> 00:31:10,300 Oh, that's a new update that they did. 553 00:31:10,300 --> 00:31:12,600 I heard someone like this big thing on it and then it kind of 554 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:16,000 like it got me thinking because all of a sudden has been several 555 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:17,800 different people. Like I live in Kentucky, I live 556 00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:21,200 in Kentucky, I live in Kentucky and I was like wondering If it 557 00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:26,300 was because I started hashtagging, you know, Kentucky 558 00:31:26,300 --> 00:31:30,400 and you know like just a few times not like a lot like barely 559 00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:33,800 and then I was like why am I getting all these like out in 560 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:38,700 the mud and like it, look at my big truck and, you know, like 561 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:42,600 with mullets and like people walking down the Nashville strip 562 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:50,600 like like regularly. so, it was like, Weird, right? 563 00:31:50,700 --> 00:31:54,300 And I was like, what's going on. Like, I've seen too many of 564 00:31:54,300 --> 00:32:00,100 those real big sunglasses in, like, dip cans on my, on my 565 00:32:00,100 --> 00:32:02,100 feet. When I found out that, yeah, 566 00:32:02,100 --> 00:32:06,200 it's basically the new algorithm update or whatever for like 567 00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:11,900 Tick, Tock is sending it out to more local people like because 568 00:32:11,900 --> 00:32:13,900 that's why they want you to tag your location now. 569 00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:18,100 So, somebody commented on one of my posts in the next door. 570 00:32:18,100 --> 00:32:21,800 I did this like, Ad for like mediumship readings or whatever. 571 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:26,600 And this guy comments and he's like, hey, I would love to have 572 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:29,900 a reading but instead of giving you money, how about I give you 573 00:32:30,300 --> 00:32:36,100 gifts from the earth and I was like that, this means that I 574 00:32:36,108 --> 00:32:39,800 would have to meet this person to get gifts from the earth. 575 00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:42,900 Maybe there are some dope although and give I know. 576 00:32:42,900 --> 00:32:44,500 I'm so that's where my mind right is? 577 00:32:44,500 --> 00:32:48,400 I'm like, I'm like dang, maybe he has cool rocks but also 578 00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:53,200 that's Hey, I have candy get in my van to kids. 579 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:56,800 But then I have to give him an address. 580 00:33:00,300 --> 00:33:04,900 I mean, see what I mean? So I'm like, I could be like 581 00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:10,700 drop them in a bag behind the trash camp at the 7-Eleven on 582 00:33:10,700 --> 00:33:15,000 Broadway and drive away, you know, but like I don't know. 583 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,700 So I just found to get that pill box because you got gifts from 584 00:33:18,700 --> 00:33:20,600 the earth coming. You might be turning down some 585 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:23,700 dope-ass, like, honks of something. 586 00:33:23,700 --> 00:33:25,500 Cool. Because there's pie, don't ya? 587 00:33:25,500 --> 00:33:28,000 Like I bet you it's fucking so cool. 588 00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:29,900 But yeah, I guess I need a p.o. box. 589 00:33:30,100 --> 00:33:32,200 Because gifts from the Earth would be dank as fuck. 590 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:34,500 But I'm not going to meet up with somebody in person for a 591 00:33:34,508 --> 00:33:37,800 box of rocks. Like what a way to invite you. 592 00:33:37,808 --> 00:33:40,400 Imagine if it's somebody in the Americas you entice. 593 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:45,000 What you bitches and he's just like, I've got rocks, you know? 594 00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:48,500 It depends because what, if he was like I'll give you a 595 00:33:48,500 --> 00:33:51,100 cathedral amethyst. I'd probably be on the way and 596 00:33:51,100 --> 00:33:55,000 if he had that I would just I would have to bring my my guard 597 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:59,300 dog and my AK with me here my cards, a she shows up 598 00:33:59,300 --> 00:34:02,600 bulletproof vest but getting ready to go buddy. 599 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:07,500 You know, I don't know. I mean sometimes You never know. 600 00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:09,500 It really could be something really cool. 601 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:12,500 And I would have no Polly. Like, why not? 602 00:34:13,400 --> 00:34:16,699 I'm good. When I receive said item and 603 00:34:16,699 --> 00:34:19,300 said packaging, I will do a reading. 604 00:34:21,300 --> 00:34:25,500 I was so strange that I got a p.o. box, he can send it to me. 605 00:34:26,900 --> 00:34:29,900 No, I'm down for like I want gifts from Earth's. 606 00:34:29,900 --> 00:34:34,900 Okay, I just like strangers. I just I just think everybody 607 00:34:34,900 --> 00:34:37,100 wants to touch you about hole and you can't just be letting 608 00:34:37,100 --> 00:34:41,199 everybody entice. You, I don't know. 609 00:34:42,100 --> 00:34:50,900 I mean it's just you're so chill and laid-back and you do like 610 00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:53,199 you would be the one. Who's like, I'm gonna meet this 611 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:55,800 guy at the coffee shop for crystals and you end up having 612 00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:58,600 like some crazy See story about how now it's your best friend 613 00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:01,800 and, you know, it's called. I'll tell you a story about 614 00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:04,300 Christmas. I used to take these intuitive 615 00:35:04,300 --> 00:35:08,600 development classes on zoom, and I met people from all over the 616 00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:11,900 place and like a lot of people from Kentucky and it was really 617 00:35:11,900 --> 00:35:14,100 cool. And there was this guy that was 618 00:35:14,100 --> 00:35:16,700 talking about these crystals that he would get from a girl 619 00:35:16,700 --> 00:35:20,000 that lived in a camper. And I was just like so 620 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:23,100 mesmerized about this because he was like, no, she's like got 621 00:35:23,100 --> 00:35:27,700 like more crystals in this camper than like, like Living 622 00:35:27,700 --> 00:35:28,500 stuff. You know what I mean? 623 00:35:28,500 --> 00:35:32,000 Like it's a crystal Emporium and I was just like, oh my goodness. 624 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:37,100 I was so like fascinated, so he ended up giving me her 625 00:35:37,100 --> 00:35:40,900 information and I ended up contacting her through Facebook 626 00:35:40,900 --> 00:35:44,500 and at the time she was like, yeah, you know, we're looking to 627 00:35:44,500 --> 00:35:47,700 open up a shop space but like most of our inventory is packed 628 00:35:47,700 --> 00:35:49,900 away like I could send you some pictures while the pictures of 629 00:35:49,900 --> 00:35:52,700 me was kind of dark. So she was like, look, this is 630 00:35:52,700 --> 00:35:55,200 schedule a day and you can come over here and you can go through 631 00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:57,800 everything and I'll just pray Miss you, as you go and like the 632 00:35:57,800 --> 00:35:59,400 more you buy, I'll give you discount. 633 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:02,200 So I just showed up to this like mobile home park. 634 00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:06,400 That is literally full of like RVS and stuff like people live 635 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,900 in them full time and went into this lady's camper. 636 00:36:09,900 --> 00:36:12,200 This was like two years ago. That's who I just went and 637 00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:15,400 scooped crystals from tonight. And I've got everybody on her 638 00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:17,500 Facebook group, she's having a huge sale. 639 00:36:17,700 --> 00:36:19,900 And I told her, I said I promote you like you're my sister 640 00:36:19,900 --> 00:36:23,600 because she hooks it up, like it's crazy. 641 00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:25,300 The piece that she sold me tonight. 642 00:36:25,300 --> 00:36:29,300 If that was like, in a Shop say like in New Orleans, or even 643 00:36:29,300 --> 00:36:31,500 here, it would have been a 200 dollar piece. 644 00:36:31,600 --> 00:36:35,200 She sold it to me for $30. I was on the way quicker than 645 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:38,200 you could Pay Pal me. I was like, send me an invoice. 646 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:40,700 I want to pay for everything. So I know that we're good and 647 00:36:40,700 --> 00:36:43,800 I'll come later because she lives in a camper for a long 648 00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:46,100 time and literally was just mainly crystals and it was the 649 00:36:46,100 --> 00:36:50,200 most energy Stone like a no sew over the winter. 650 00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:52,500 It was too cold for them to stay in the camper because now they 651 00:36:52,500 --> 00:36:56,200 have a baby and so they were staying with family for about a 652 00:36:56,207 --> 00:36:58,000 month. Month until it got warmer. 653 00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:01,100 And when they got back, there was like a leak in black mold 654 00:37:01,100 --> 00:37:03,800 basically covered the entire camper while they were gone. 655 00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:05,900 So they had to just get rid of it. 656 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:07,900 She's like there was no way that we could clean it or do 657 00:37:07,900 --> 00:37:09,400 anything. They were like, well, I'm glad 658 00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:12,100 that they were out of the camper when the black mold took over 659 00:37:12,100 --> 00:37:13,800 the like there's a reason that I happen. 660 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:14,900 Like it did. Yeah. 661 00:37:14,900 --> 00:37:19,100 So now they're in a house and they were on a moving sale. 662 00:37:19,100 --> 00:37:21,100 So I've been adding people to her Facebook group. 663 00:37:21,100 --> 00:37:25,200 I think I sent you an invite because she's got some amazing 664 00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:28,200 things on there for like Like eight, twelve bucks and 665 00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:31,400 literally they're like $75 at any Crystal Store or more? 666 00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:36,000 Probably like she okay, I'll take a look, she's with it, the 667 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:38,500 crystal. So trust me, the gifts from the 668 00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:43,800 earth, we may need to revisit, I don't have a problem with the 669 00:37:43,808 --> 00:37:47,000 gifts from the earth. I just don't want to be abducted 670 00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:49,400 and have my arms cut off and be thrown down a cliff. 671 00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:50,900 All right? You just have him. 672 00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:54,100 Drop him off to your husband at the food truck. 673 00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:59,700 What an idea? Yeah, see why we need to live 674 00:37:59,700 --> 00:38:02,800 near each other so that I can get these ideas from all the 675 00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:05,000 time. And now, you're imagining 676 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:06,600 advice, you can give me in person. 677 00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:08,300 This is what happens in one hour. 678 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:12,000 This could really get crazy. If there's a really dope gift 679 00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,000 from the earth, like he's not just talking, he's got to show 680 00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:16,800 you, he's got to show you what his Hobbies. 681 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:18,600 All right. I'm about to be like, are you a 682 00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:24,200 show or what we're doing gifts that boy, we're done guess I 683 00:38:24,200 --> 00:38:32,300 wear, I heard of The Matrix, testing me with everybody, 684 00:38:32,300 --> 00:38:36,200 coming out with a cherry collection, like not just one 685 00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:38,500 brand. There's like another noticing it 686 00:38:38,500 --> 00:38:41,900 and I keep wanting to send you shit and then I don't send it to 687 00:38:41,900 --> 00:38:44,600 you, should it because you want me to tell you right now. 688 00:38:44,900 --> 00:38:48,100 They got and I are no heat in it, it's everywhere. 689 00:38:48,100 --> 00:38:53,900 I turn everywhere I look and then I don't know what else to 690 00:38:53,900 --> 00:38:57,600 say it's everywhere. If y'all sees Cherry stuff, send 691 00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,300 it to my PO Box. I got you. 692 00:38:59,900 --> 00:39:02,600 Love you. You want everybody sending it. 693 00:39:03,100 --> 00:39:06,200 I mean, if you're going to purchase instead, it's my PO 694 00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:10,800 Box. I mean, I wouldn't deny it, but 695 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,700 the Matrix is testing me with it's like spend money, spend 696 00:39:13,700 --> 00:39:16,100 money. And I'm like, no, I'm not. 697 00:39:16,300 --> 00:39:18,600 I don't need that. And they're like, let me text 698 00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:22,000 you four times this week to tell you that the Cherry collection 699 00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:26,000 is sewing. just so they told me earlier, they text me that say 700 00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:30,600 that like They want you to do. I give them back their money. 701 00:39:32,100 --> 00:39:39,200 I'm not, I haven't, I haven't, but it's a, it's definitely like 702 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:42,400 when you have something in your reality, it shows up so much 703 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:45,600 everywhere. Yeah, you have to keep on like 704 00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:48,400 denying it denying, it denying it because if you give into it, 705 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:51,900 then it keeps on continuing to happen for you to get more and 3 706 00:39:51,900 --> 00:39:54,600 to get different and do different and whatever. 707 00:39:56,700 --> 00:39:58,000 Trust me. It's cry. 708 00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:01,200 Really love your nails. I'm really loving them, too, 709 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:05,400 because they're my real nails. Are they really how do you do 710 00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:07,700 that? He does this really cool thing 711 00:40:07,700 --> 00:40:12,200 that I've never seen done before she calls it a rubber base. 712 00:40:12,300 --> 00:40:15,600 She says, not gel its Rubber, and she won't put your nails in 713 00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:17,300 water. She said, if you go to a nail 714 00:40:17,300 --> 00:40:20,700 salon and they put your hands in a bowl of water to give you a 715 00:40:20,707 --> 00:40:24,700 manicure and then put polish or Nails on after that she said 716 00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:26,700 your nail. Absorb water. 717 00:40:26,700 --> 00:40:30,000 It takes like six to 12 hours for them to actually completely 718 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,500 dry out. So the fact that there had been 719 00:40:32,500 --> 00:40:37,200 putting instant polish or product onto your nail, there is 720 00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:41,100 a chance that that moisture and retention makes your nails 721 00:40:41,100 --> 00:40:42,700 brittle. It could create fungus, you 722 00:40:42,700 --> 00:40:46,200 know, like a lot of stuff and so, I don't know. 723 00:40:46,700 --> 00:40:48,200 Yeah. So when she said that, that 724 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,900 really made sense because she does a drama and I care where 725 00:40:50,900 --> 00:40:54,000 she sprays it with this like stuff that kind of shreds your 726 00:40:54,100 --> 00:40:57,100 cuticles a little bit but it's like Like, I don't know, 727 00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,400 whatever, and then it dries and then she like, uses all these 728 00:41:02,400 --> 00:41:03,700 tools. Like, I've just never seen 729 00:41:03,700 --> 00:41:06,400 anyone do it. I got, she uses electric brush 730 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:10,300 and like brushes on them. And it's like, an experience 731 00:41:10,300 --> 00:41:14,200 actually really cool because I like going to people that do 732 00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:17,400 like unique things of their own, like yes, there's a million 733 00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:19,900 places, you can get your nails done, but like this is like one 734 00:41:19,900 --> 00:41:23,400 girl and how she does it, not how she was told to do it, you 735 00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:26,000 know, and I like that. So I just started going To her 736 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:31,100 recommendation from a friend. And I'm involved in I like her I 737 00:41:31,100 --> 00:41:33,900 really want to. So there's this school out here 738 00:41:33,900 --> 00:41:36,500 and I'm going to told you about it but there's a cosmetology 739 00:41:36,500 --> 00:41:40,600 school here and they have like a full Salon and Spa and in order 740 00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:44,400 for the people to be able to graduate, they have to have 741 00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:47,200 hours on the floor and they have to have clients in there, 742 00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:52,000 whatever. So I went in there, once for a 743 00:41:52,008 --> 00:41:55,400 haircut did a pretty good job and I went in there once too. 744 00:41:55,600 --> 00:42:00,000 To get my nails done and an eyebrow wax and I liked it 745 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,900 there. The nails weren't like super 746 00:42:02,900 --> 00:42:06,400 awesome, but they literally charge like for a full set of 747 00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:10,000 acrylic dollars. It's like nails, it's like $14. 748 00:42:12,300 --> 00:42:15,500 Like sometimes you'll be like, it's okay if my left pinky is a 749 00:42:15,508 --> 00:42:20,500 little bit janky because I didn't spend 60 and you can tip 750 00:42:20,500 --> 00:42:23,400 the students directly. And so, since it's so cheap, 751 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:25,600 I'll be like yours, 30 bucks and you so much, you know what I 752 00:42:25,607 --> 00:42:27,700 mean? What happened to you? 753 00:42:27,700 --> 00:42:29,400 Get your nails done? I haven't seen you, have your 754 00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:32,500 nails done. I stopped for a little while 755 00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:35,600 because I had had them on for so long. 756 00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:39,000 Consistently that I just wanted to strengthen my nails. 757 00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:42,300 And I now, my nails are at the point where been looking at 758 00:42:42,300 --> 00:42:45,900 going and getting it done again but like I wanted to be taking 759 00:42:45,900 --> 00:42:50,700 vitamins and doing things and I don't know. 760 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:56,100 I just, you know, I like I'm actually at my year anniversary 761 00:42:56,100 --> 00:42:58,300 of no acrylic. Like, the last time I got 762 00:42:58,300 --> 00:43:02,100 acrylic was like, mid-January 2022, like I got it at the 763 00:43:02,107 --> 00:43:04,500 beginning and then I had it until mid-January and then I 764 00:43:04,500 --> 00:43:06,300 stopped and I've just done shellac. 765 00:43:06,500 --> 00:43:09,300 But now this stuff that she does, I really like. 766 00:43:09,500 --> 00:43:15,100 So I don't know I missed having acrylics and I'll probably like 767 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:19,300 for my hands personally. I just feel like I feel like my 768 00:43:19,300 --> 00:43:24,200 hands Look like the thumbs from Spy Kids and so I like haha. 769 00:43:28,500 --> 00:43:31,700 So I like to have acrylics because it just makes my hands 770 00:43:31,700 --> 00:43:36,600 look more ladylike. You're a fucking crackhead. 771 00:43:36,600 --> 00:43:39,900 I cannot believe you just said that but now I have a story for 772 00:43:39,900 --> 00:43:44,300 you. So my aunt married, this man. 773 00:43:44,300 --> 00:43:47,400 They've been since I think getting a divorce, but anyways, 774 00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:48,400 they were married for a long time. 775 00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:50,600 So, he's like, my uncle. We used to go visit his family 776 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:53,500 up in New York and his family loaded. 777 00:43:53,500 --> 00:43:57,200 Like his family got that money. Money money honey. 778 00:43:57,600 --> 00:44:02,100 The antagonist from Spy Kids, like the bad guy whatever. 779 00:44:02,100 --> 00:44:08,000 Yeah. The extended family of my uncle 780 00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:11,500 like his cousin or something, dated that dude, like this gay 781 00:44:11,500 --> 00:44:14,800 dude, dated that dude? From Spa kids and there's this 782 00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:18,700 photo that my aunt sent to me one time and it's the dude from 783 00:44:18,700 --> 00:44:22,500 Spy Kids. The other guy, his name's Bob 784 00:44:22,700 --> 00:44:28,000 and Kim Kardashian's in the background at a table and like 785 00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:30,200 this dress. So she's like, no biggie just 786 00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:33,500 came Kate photobombing. This pic right now. 787 00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:37,100 Like you know, like a family chat, she knew I'd get a kick 788 00:44:37,100 --> 00:44:40,600 out of it, just because like, Spock kids, and all that's like 789 00:44:40,600 --> 00:44:44,000 from my generation. And at that time, this was like, 790 00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:47,900 probably I don't know, least 10 years ago like that was way 791 00:44:47,900 --> 00:44:50,200 before I think, like Kim was ever with Kanye. 792 00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:53,400 Like this is a long time ago so she wasn't that big then like, 793 00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:55,500 it's right. So wherever they were, I don't 794 00:44:55,500 --> 00:44:56,700 know. She's like some dinner in New 795 00:44:56,700 --> 00:45:00,700 York like some big fancy something it's crazy but I just 796 00:45:00,700 --> 00:45:04,100 thought, like how Wild is that? Because that dude Respond. 797 00:45:04,100 --> 00:45:06,200 Kids like is like a staple to my childhood. 798 00:45:08,900 --> 00:45:12,200 Sloop. Wasn't that his name, whatever. 799 00:45:12,300 --> 00:45:13,800 Whatever is mean, was, I don't know. 800 00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:16,400 I think it was. It was like, it was like floop 801 00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:24,500 or some shit, pretty sure. Right now, shout out vibing with 802 00:45:24,500 --> 00:45:30,100 sleazy. So, my friend is coming through 803 00:45:30,100 --> 00:45:37,700 because he basically Was introduced to me from this girl. 804 00:45:37,700 --> 00:45:40,900 She'll be. I've never met Shelby ever, but 805 00:45:40,900 --> 00:45:43,400 she'll be contacted Sleazy and was like you should have this 806 00:45:43,400 --> 00:45:46,000 girl on your podcast. I want to know more about her, 807 00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:48,200 she's really cool. And so when he originally 808 00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:51,000 contacted me, I was weird about it because like, it's a guy, I 809 00:45:51,000 --> 00:45:53,600 don't know him, he wants me to come to his house like whatever. 810 00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:57,800 So the Shelby girl was like, the biggest like supporter of that, 811 00:45:57,800 --> 00:46:00,500 like really wanting me to go on to the podcast. 812 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,300 So she started a business. She makes candles and they're 813 00:46:03,300 --> 00:46:05,300 like, spiritual can do. She puts crystals in them? 814 00:46:05,500 --> 00:46:08,700 Um they're really cute and she sell them for like $10 or 815 00:46:08,700 --> 00:46:10,700 something. So I told her I would get three 816 00:46:10,700 --> 00:46:12,400 of them you know. I was actually going to use them 817 00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:16,200 as gifts because I wanted them months ago within like every 818 00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:18,700 time we tried to meet up at just has not worked out. 819 00:46:18,700 --> 00:46:23,800 And so tonight I knew we had a record the podcast and like our 820 00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:27,000 time frames didn't line up. So I texted him and was like, 821 00:46:27,000 --> 00:46:28,900 could she drop those candles off to you? 822 00:46:28,900 --> 00:46:32,400 And I'll just venmo her and he's like just texted me to say that 823 00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:35,300 she's going to bring them over, that's awesome. 824 00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:40,900 That's really fire because I definitely definitely want those 825 00:46:40,900 --> 00:46:46,800 candles. You say, you talking about 826 00:46:46,800 --> 00:46:49,400 candles, maybe have to light an incense why have it in since 827 00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:52,700 going, but these ones have like crystals in them and like I 828 00:46:52,707 --> 00:46:55,900 said, that way she made them they're cute and then like her 829 00:46:55,900 --> 00:46:58,800 brain is like little spooky Candle Company or something. 830 00:46:58,800 --> 00:47:01,000 Like it's cute. Like I think you'd really like 831 00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:03,200 it. Like the way, the way they look 832 00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:06,100 online, they're super cute. So I'm excited. 833 00:47:06,100 --> 00:47:10,900 So I've been having this idea because so Brian has the food 834 00:47:10,900 --> 00:47:15,400 truck and they get rid of so much fat off of the me. 835 00:47:15,500 --> 00:47:19,200 Meat that I was researching turning that into candles so 836 00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:20,800 that I'm not just throwing it away. 837 00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:23,000 I can utilize it for business or whatever. 838 00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:27,600 And so now I'm looking at learning how to like make 839 00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:31,500 candles and I think that that would be so dope and candles 840 00:47:31,500 --> 00:47:34,800 keeps on coming up ever since I like had that thought and 841 00:47:34,808 --> 00:47:38,400 started researching it like Yankee Candle reached out to 842 00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:43,500 Brian to give him samples like free samples for no reason and 843 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:48,700 everybody just Candles I used to make them but I would just 844 00:47:48,700 --> 00:47:52,100 experiment with them and a lot of my candles were a fucking 845 00:47:52,100 --> 00:47:56,300 fire hazard because I would put too many too much herbs, too 846 00:47:56,300 --> 00:47:58,600 many spices. I had too much shit going on 847 00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:01,300 with them 40. Like they're so fun to make 848 00:48:01,300 --> 00:48:03,500 though they're easy to make all. Can I mean, I don't know about 849 00:48:03,500 --> 00:48:06,500 what that just was wax. She just double melted like you 850 00:48:06,500 --> 00:48:10,900 would chocolate Siamese, like really cool, but you can get an 851 00:48:10,900 --> 00:48:14,100 Amazon kit to make him. I literally wouldn't be 852 00:48:14,100 --> 00:48:17,300 interested in making candles. Probably if it wasn't for trying 853 00:48:17,300 --> 00:48:20,400 to figure out, I just think like, if you have something 854 00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:23,700 that's a huge profit loss, then like figure out how to make it 855 00:48:23,700 --> 00:48:26,500 profitable in a different area. And so that's where I'm like, 856 00:48:26,600 --> 00:48:30,400 all I know what to do with it would be making soap or candles. 857 00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:32,300 And candles sounds way cooler than soap. 858 00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:36,800 Well. That sounds interesting. 859 00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:39,700 It sounds like you're pulling that from the olden days. 860 00:48:39,700 --> 00:48:43,300 They're burning it on the fat. But I fucking Amish over here, 861 00:48:43,300 --> 00:48:48,800 trying to make some beef at Campbell's like they insist. 862 00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:50,000 Did you pull this out? The soul. 863 00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:54,400 Blueprint, is this a film called to it? 864 00:48:55,100 --> 00:48:56,500 You know what? I had an interesting 865 00:48:56,500 --> 00:48:59,000 conversation thinking of like Soul blueprints, I had an 866 00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:00,600 interesting conversation at dinner. 867 00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:05,500 The other night with my husband because I was like, he said, 868 00:49:05,600 --> 00:49:09,700 About ghosts or something. And I said, so do you believe? 869 00:49:10,500 --> 00:49:14,000 Oh, I asked him. I said, is there any time like 870 00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:15,800 time period, that you feel connected to that? 871 00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:19,100 You feel like you've lived in that time period before, like, 872 00:49:19,400 --> 00:49:22,600 this, is there anything and he goes, no, not really. 873 00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:25,200 He's like, I've always liked Western times, but like, I don't 874 00:49:25,200 --> 00:49:28,400 really believe that in reincarnation or that your souls 875 00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:32,100 done anything before. And so it just like opened up 876 00:49:32,100 --> 00:49:34,900 this like huge conversation because I was like, so, how do 877 00:49:34,900 --> 00:49:38,400 you think that Like mediumship works and he's like, I have no 878 00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:44,200 idea and so I learned that like he and I he just has a 879 00:49:44,200 --> 00:49:48,200 completely different. He yeah. 880 00:49:48,300 --> 00:49:52,300 He just doesn't believe in the anything in anything like that. 881 00:49:52,300 --> 00:49:57,600 Anything happens. But he, his mom was Wicca when 882 00:49:57,600 --> 00:50:01,600 he was growing up. And so she was a very specific 883 00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:06,700 like kind of magic and she never Focused on what happened like 884 00:50:06,700 --> 00:50:09,300 when people die or anything, and they had a haunted house. 885 00:50:09,300 --> 00:50:13,700 So when he thinks of death, he thinks of like - ghosts and 886 00:50:13,700 --> 00:50:16,700 that's it. A lot of people only are 887 00:50:16,700 --> 00:50:19,300 entertaining, the idea of an Earthbound spirit. 888 00:50:19,400 --> 00:50:21,600 I don't work with our fans here. It's like if you're trapped 889 00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:25,800 here, don't come to me. Yeah, I agree hormone shit like, 890 00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:28,700 I don't know. Like that's why I really heavily 891 00:50:28,700 --> 00:50:31,500 work with my protector guy because like, I don't, I don't 892 00:50:31,500 --> 00:50:33,400 fuck with that. Like, if I go somewhere and it's 893 00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:35,800 haunted, I can acknowledge that it's haunted with Without 894 00:50:35,800 --> 00:50:38,400 needing to acknowledge everything that's going on. 895 00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:41,600 I could see are like I can be there like I'm Not Afraid like 896 00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:43,500 are not that. I would be afraid but it's like 897 00:50:43,500 --> 00:50:47,400 they're I'm not afraid they're going to like Do something to me 898 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:49,400 or you know I mean some Earthbound Spirits like a 899 00:50:49,400 --> 00:50:51,700 fucking around and you probably shouldn't fuck around with them, 900 00:50:51,700 --> 00:50:54,700 you know what I mean? Like right can be mean and I 901 00:50:54,707 --> 00:50:58,100 think sometimes people do get scarred from that experience or 902 00:50:58,100 --> 00:51:01,400 being around it without really understanding what's happening 903 00:51:01,400 --> 00:51:07,000 to can be scary, but I definitely think that opening up 904 00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:09,400 the door to spirituality just means like inviting in the 905 00:51:09,408 --> 00:51:12,200 spirits that you want to work with and setting that intention 906 00:51:12,400 --> 00:51:17,100 and then you're good. I have so much advice in so much 907 00:51:17,100 --> 00:51:22,300 pain in because I think that people dabble and all kinds of 908 00:51:22,300 --> 00:51:26,600 shit when they're trying to How do I say this? 909 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:30,600 I don't think that there's enough conversations about the 910 00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:34,100 different kinds of energies when people pass away and how they're 911 00:51:34,100 --> 00:51:38,300 different kinds of spirits, and the kinds of energies that we 912 00:51:38,300 --> 00:51:40,600 connect with. In a mediumship reading is very 913 00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:45,600 different than ghosts or like energies that are stuck in this 914 00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:47,300 Physical Realm and can't get out of. 915 00:51:47,300 --> 00:51:49,500 Looks like the energy Loop that they're in. 916 00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:55,000 And so I think that when people are starting to dabble in like 917 00:51:55,300 --> 00:51:58,200 wanting to be able to talk with Spirits or they you know 918 00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:01,300 whatever I think that they opened the door to getting 919 00:52:01,300 --> 00:52:03,900 themselves into shit that they shouldn't get into because 920 00:52:03,900 --> 00:52:07,600 they're they don't educate themselves first on just 921 00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:13,500 different levels of things. I mean, people don't educate 922 00:52:13,500 --> 00:52:16,000 themself on hardly anything like they want. 923 00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:17,800 I don't know, tell them how to do it. 924 00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:25,400 I mean I don't I don't think that everyone that we're honest. 925 00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:28,600 I don't want to word this. I think everyone is psychic but 926 00:52:28,600 --> 00:52:31,200 not everyone is a medium. Like not everyone is going to be 927 00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:33,300 able to see Spirit, talk to Spirit. 928 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,400 And actually be able to communicate with spirits that 929 00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:38,600 have passed on, but you can can talk to Spirit as in your own 930 00:52:38,600 --> 00:52:42,000 Spirit guides your own spirit. Leave your own spiritual guides 931 00:52:42,000 --> 00:52:45,300 your own spiritual deities. Like so when I say Spirit like 932 00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:48,700 there's a fine line between like what levels like you're saying, 933 00:52:48,700 --> 00:52:52,100 you can you can work with like not everyone's going to be able 934 00:52:52,100 --> 00:52:53,900 to talk to their dead grandmother and get a clear 935 00:52:53,900 --> 00:52:56,600 message. But then there is people that 936 00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:00,500 will be able to without actually being a medium for other people. 937 00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:02,700 Like you may be able to connect with your grandmother or your 938 00:53:02,700 --> 00:53:04,600 mother or someone that's close to you. 939 00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:06,300 But that doesn't mean you're going to pull through someone 940 00:53:06,300 --> 00:53:09,000 else's family member. So that's why I'm saying I 941 00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,500 believe everyone's psychic like You can get the messages that 942 00:53:11,500 --> 00:53:14,200 are meant for you from the ancestors or the people that are 943 00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:17,700 meant for you, but as far as like channeling for someone 944 00:53:17,700 --> 00:53:20,300 else. So recently, you know, I've had 945 00:53:20,300 --> 00:53:23,300 different people and I don't think that there's any intention 946 00:53:23,500 --> 00:53:27,500 of like ill-will behind it but just kind of bombarding me with 947 00:53:27,500 --> 00:53:30,600 random messages that they say that they got for me or 948 00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:32,500 whatever. And I'm just wanted to tell all 949 00:53:32,500 --> 00:53:34,700 of you all, like I know some people are developing and 950 00:53:34,700 --> 00:53:38,800 they're excited and whatever, but if you're not in a direct 951 00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:43,000 relationship to me as In like you're not on the patreon, I 952 00:53:43,000 --> 00:53:46,700 don't really know who you are. I don't I don't follow you. 953 00:53:46,700 --> 00:53:50,300 I don't really talk to you. Do not send me a message from 954 00:53:50,300 --> 00:53:52,600 spirit because you're working in your ego. 955 00:53:52,700 --> 00:53:55,400 You're trying to show me that you have gifts and I don't 956 00:53:55,400 --> 00:53:57,300 really care. The only people that I'm 957 00:53:57,300 --> 00:53:59,700 emotionally invested in their spiritual journey is the people 958 00:53:59,700 --> 00:54:03,000 that I'm working with directly on the patreon at any level 959 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:05,200 doesn't matter. If it's the the least for the 960 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:08,700 most, it's the same amount of intention that these are my 961 00:54:08,700 --> 00:54:10,300 people. They're investing in themselves. 962 00:54:10,400 --> 00:54:13,700 If they're investing in me and I'm going to show us, I don't 963 00:54:13,700 --> 00:54:16,700 have this mentality of like, give me money or don't talk to 964 00:54:16,707 --> 00:54:18,100 me, but I do have this mentality. 965 00:54:18,100 --> 00:54:20,700 As I didn't ask you for the message, you don't have 966 00:54:20,700 --> 00:54:24,200 permission to give me a message. And I know, and I promise you 967 00:54:24,400 --> 00:54:26,700 that my Spirit guides did not come to you with a message. 968 00:54:26,700 --> 00:54:31,300 For me, you may have watched and speculated your own message from 969 00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:35,000 what I put on the Internet or your own personal downloads 970 00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:36,800 about that. But that doesn't mean that came 971 00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:39,300 from my Spirit guides. Maybe your Spirit guides gave 972 00:54:39,300 --> 00:54:42,400 you some information because You know, it's nice to feel called 973 00:54:42,400 --> 00:54:45,600 to someone but there's a fine line between filling called and 974 00:54:45,600 --> 00:54:48,800 sharing your own experience. Then being invasive and trying 975 00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:51,900 to tap into mine Angie and my ancestors. 976 00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:54,400 And what I find is a lot of people who aren't really tapped 977 00:54:54,400 --> 00:54:58,800 in want to use very generalized, like, oh, you probably know who 978 00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:01,600 that is or you probably know what this means. 979 00:55:02,500 --> 00:55:05,500 That's fishing. You either have evidence that, 980 00:55:05,500 --> 00:55:08,100 you know, what it is, or you don't, you have nothing and you 981 00:55:08,100 --> 00:55:11,200 need to keep it to yourself. And I just think that At just 982 00:55:11,900 --> 00:55:14,300 everyone listening. Don't be afraid to give a 983 00:55:14,300 --> 00:55:17,000 message to someone but just say, hey, do you mind if I pull a 984 00:55:17,000 --> 00:55:19,100 card for you? Hey, do you mind if I give you a 985 00:55:19,107 --> 00:55:22,300 message and then they're going to occur exclusively Express? 986 00:55:22,300 --> 00:55:25,400 Yes or no. And I just think that that's 987 00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:29,500 what scammers do they bombard you with regurgitating messages 988 00:55:29,500 --> 00:55:31,800 and things that make people feel like they're special. 989 00:55:32,300 --> 00:55:34,600 I don't feel special when someone's trying to be invasive 990 00:55:34,600 --> 00:55:37,500 in my energy and I already know that my Spirit guides will tell 991 00:55:37,500 --> 00:55:40,200 you false information to confuse you further third. 992 00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:43,200 Going to actually give you the real information and I've had 993 00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:47,500 plenty of readings where I'm giving someone permission and 994 00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:51,400 spirit still being skeptical about relating that through them 995 00:55:51,700 --> 00:55:55,400 because they're like, no, we will talk about that later like 996 00:55:55,500 --> 00:55:58,500 we, you know what I mean? So I'm like, you know, I just 997 00:55:58,500 --> 00:56:00,500 know like that. A lot of people when they're 998 00:56:00,500 --> 00:56:03,600 beginning and they're alone, they don't realize that there's 999 00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:07,000 ethics that there's boundaries that there's expectations, when 1000 00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:10,200 giving messages, but always ask for permission. 1001 00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:13,600 I always say a blessing and don't just message someone 1002 00:56:13,600 --> 00:56:15,900 randomly without asking for permission. 1003 00:56:16,100 --> 00:56:18,600 Any time I've ever had a random message for someone. 1004 00:56:18,900 --> 00:56:23,700 I write them to get their consent before even channeling 1005 00:56:23,700 --> 00:56:25,500 it any further because that's invasive. 1006 00:56:25,500 --> 00:56:31,300 And that's not fair to the person. see and I yes on that 1007 00:56:31,300 --> 00:56:34,200 the Reading part, but I also feel the same about when people 1008 00:56:34,200 --> 00:56:39,100 continuously reach out to me and have questions and, you know, at 1009 00:56:39,100 --> 00:56:44,100 some point the message of like, But only if, like, you have the 1010 00:56:44,100 --> 00:56:47,300 time for me, it gets frustrating, because then I feel 1011 00:56:47,300 --> 00:56:50,600 guilty for like, I mean, I do have the time to answer this 1012 00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:52,800 question right now, but like every day, I don't want to be 1013 00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:55,700 getting a message with you asking me a question. 1014 00:56:55,700 --> 00:56:59,200 When, like I've told you that I have a service, if you have 1015 00:56:59,200 --> 00:57:01,800 questions for me where like, I will give you my time and like, 1016 00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:06,500 sit down and talk to you. And I also have patreon where I 1017 00:57:06,500 --> 00:57:09,300 like give advice on the things that you keep asking about. 1018 00:57:09,300 --> 00:57:12,400 And I keep telling you that this is available and So at some 1019 00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:17,100 point like I also don't want to be like fuck you pay me, you 1020 00:57:17,100 --> 00:57:18,900 know what I mean? Like because I think that's so 1021 00:57:18,900 --> 00:57:23,300 rude but I also think that it's rude that you know that this is 1022 00:57:23,300 --> 00:57:26,900 what I do as a business and what I offer and I've already given 1023 00:57:26,900 --> 00:57:29,900 free advice and I put so much free content out and I do so 1024 00:57:29,900 --> 00:57:33,600 many free Collective readings and whatever and you still want 1025 00:57:33,600 --> 00:57:36,300 me to give you more individually. 1026 00:57:36,800 --> 00:57:40,500 That is so frustrating and it's something that I'm so 1027 00:57:40,500 --> 00:57:43,000 uncomfortable. Because I don't ever want 1028 00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:46,000 somebody to feel like I'm not going to talk to you, if you 1029 00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:48,900 don't pay me. But at the same time, like, 1030 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:53,000 These are Services. I mean it's kind of like when 1031 00:57:53,000 --> 00:57:55,100 you're venting to your hairdresser, or your nail 1032 00:57:55,100 --> 00:57:57,500 dresser or no person, or whatever like you're paying 1033 00:57:57,500 --> 00:58:01,500 them, they're listening because you're paying them, apply that 1034 00:58:01,600 --> 00:58:05,400 knowledge and wisdom to every aspect of your life. 1035 00:58:05,400 --> 00:58:09,000 Yes, you can have the opportunity to develop a deeper 1036 00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:13,000 connection with a person, but that is upon receipt of an 1037 00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:16,100 energy exchange that. You believe in this person, when 1038 00:58:16,100 --> 00:58:19,100 you sign up for my patreon, I get excited because I'm like, 1039 00:58:19,100 --> 00:58:20,200 wow. Wow, this person is ready to 1040 00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:23,300 show up for themselves. It's not just open-ended 1041 00:58:23,300 --> 00:58:25,600 questions and the DMS or whatever it's like, OK, they're 1042 00:58:25,600 --> 00:58:28,900 going to take things seriously and they're ready to expand. 1043 00:58:29,100 --> 00:58:32,000 Then I know your name, then I see your email then, I know who 1044 00:58:32,000 --> 00:58:33,600 you are. Then I see you in my Discord. 1045 00:58:33,600 --> 00:58:36,200 Then I'll see you on my social media, then I have an emotional 1046 00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:38,800 connection to you. So, yes, our Tuesday, when 1047 00:58:38,800 --> 00:58:42,500 you're having a bad day, you reach out and I'm there for you. 1048 00:58:42,900 --> 00:58:49,000 It's not about like the constant need For attention is what I 1049 00:58:49,008 --> 00:58:51,400 feel like it is it's like these people want to feel special 1050 00:58:51,400 --> 00:58:55,900 because you're talking to them in a sense of like reading their 1051 00:58:55,900 --> 00:58:59,500 whole life story and giving them advice and all of that it's just 1052 00:58:59,500 --> 00:59:04,600 like I'm not you don't know me. Like I know that you may think 1053 00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:06,900 that you have great and good intentions with this 1054 00:59:06,900 --> 00:59:11,600 conversation but it's not. It just shows me that you think 1055 00:59:11,700 --> 00:59:14,500 well per diems are open. She's accessible. 1056 00:59:14,500 --> 00:59:16,900 I know she has all this other stuff going on, but this is what 1057 00:59:16,900 --> 00:59:18,800 I want. And it just trunks all the 1058 00:59:18,800 --> 00:59:21,400 fucking other things, and it's not about paying me. 1059 00:59:21,400 --> 00:59:23,400 I could literally care less, because, I know we both have 1060 00:59:23,400 --> 00:59:26,600 talked about, like, we encourage people to sign up for patreon, 1061 00:59:26,600 --> 00:59:30,900 where they're going to get a lot more value than buying just one 1062 00:59:30,900 --> 00:59:34,000 expensive reading and not knowing what hot Asian? 1063 00:59:34,200 --> 00:59:36,800 Like we've expressed that. Like I have literally told 1064 00:59:36,800 --> 00:59:41,100 people when they need to downgrade or whatever because of 1065 00:59:42,000 --> 00:59:44,700 now, it's time to incorporate now, it's time to reflect. 1066 00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:47,500 Now it's time to use what I've taught you the last 30 months to 1067 00:59:47,600 --> 00:59:50,700 to elevate your life. You I can't walk it for you. 1068 00:59:50,700 --> 00:59:52,100 I'm holding your hand the whole time. 1069 00:59:52,100 --> 00:59:53,900 You don't know where your blind spots are. 1070 00:59:54,000 --> 00:59:58,400 So you have to go in and out of waves of like constant support 1071 00:59:58,400 --> 01:00:01,400 to, you know, just going back to what you're doing. 1072 01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:05,100 And I think so many people don't realize that it's not about the 1073 01:00:05,100 --> 01:00:07,700 energy exchange, it's about the intention. 1074 01:00:07,800 --> 01:00:10,400 You've told the universe, this is worth it to me, because I'm 1075 01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:14,100 putting money in my hard energy and effort into it. 1076 01:00:14,700 --> 01:00:17,500 When you just DM me that shows you on social media. 1077 01:00:17,700 --> 01:00:20,500 And you, you're going to DM somebody about a freaking 1078 01:00:21,500 --> 01:00:23,100 everything. Anything, you know what I mean? 1079 01:00:23,100 --> 01:00:26,100 Like to say the date, baby. I'm not here to sell you, 1080 01:00:26,100 --> 01:00:28,100 anything? You know where to find me. 1081 01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:31,000 And when you're ready, sign up for what you're ready for, but 1082 01:00:31,000 --> 01:00:35,900 obviously you ain't ready. Well, it also takes time and 1083 01:00:35,900 --> 01:00:39,400 energy away from the people who are signed up for mentorship. 1084 01:00:39,400 --> 01:00:44,600 Who are, you know, and like actually taking the energy to 1085 01:00:44,600 --> 01:00:48,600 put something towards themselves with the And being given to 1086 01:00:48,600 --> 01:00:51,500 them, not just out here, I don't know. 1087 01:00:51,500 --> 01:00:54,900 It's it's expecting shit for free and it just, it really 1088 01:00:54,900 --> 01:01:00,000 bothers me and, you know, people always hear what we say on here. 1089 01:01:00,000 --> 01:01:01,600 And then they go, was that about me? 1090 01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:04,900 And like if the shoe fits, if you feel like it's about you, 1091 01:01:05,300 --> 01:01:10,800 it's probably about you. I mean, as I personally know 1092 01:01:10,800 --> 01:01:14,600 what it's like to feel alone on the journey, but that's why I 1093 01:01:14,600 --> 01:01:18,700 got on apps like meet up and whatever and And classes and 1094 01:01:18,700 --> 01:01:24,300 found Zoom calls and found teachers, like, we can't lead 1095 01:01:24,300 --> 01:01:27,100 you to all the answers. If you're not willing to do a 1096 01:01:27,100 --> 01:01:33,800 little research yourself, like just the facts, Yeah and yeah I 1097 01:01:33,800 --> 01:01:38,500 just feel like I do so much on like with people that do 1098 01:01:38,500 --> 01:01:41,800 mentorship and it's literally cheaper for you to do mentorship 1099 01:01:41,800 --> 01:01:45,200 than it is free to get one full reading with me and you get two 1100 01:01:45,200 --> 01:01:47,300 readings a month and then everything else that's on 1101 01:01:47,300 --> 01:01:50,200 patreon, you know what I mean? Like, it's, I've already made it 1102 01:01:50,200 --> 01:01:53,400 so that like it's not about the money thing. 1103 01:01:53,400 --> 01:01:56,700 You get more for it, but just give that energy exchange back 1104 01:01:56,700 --> 01:01:59,700 where, like, you messaging all the time and like that being 1105 01:01:59,700 --> 01:02:02,300 what I'm doing and me. Researching and finding things 1106 01:02:02,300 --> 01:02:05,600 for you or me, helping you with, you know, whatever and tell you 1107 01:02:05,600 --> 01:02:07,300 how to apply your reading to your life. 1108 01:02:07,300 --> 01:02:11,700 Where like, that's worth my energy to and I don't think that 1109 01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:15,700 anyone who's really a fan or like a friend or a client or 1110 01:02:15,700 --> 01:02:17,800 whatever. I don't think like any of that's 1111 01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:20,100 really directed towards anyone personal. 1112 01:02:20,100 --> 01:02:22,700 I know, like, some people might take it personal but it's not 1113 01:02:22,700 --> 01:02:26,100 like, that's not feel like you have to be up on the patreon to 1114 01:02:26,100 --> 01:02:29,700 message me know. But what I do feel like is if 1115 01:02:29,700 --> 01:02:32,700 you've got more than Two questions that are personal, 1116 01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:39,100 like, you could literally Google what the moon in cancer means or 1117 01:02:39,300 --> 01:02:42,000 Saturn in Aquarius means, like, you could look up a lot of the 1118 01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:45,100 things that people ask me, but they choose not to like what's 1119 01:02:45,100 --> 01:02:47,900 medium shit, what's this, you know what I mean? 1120 01:02:47,900 --> 01:02:50,100 Like, so that's where I start, drawing. 1121 01:02:50,100 --> 01:02:53,200 The line of like this gets on my fucking nerves. 1122 01:02:53,500 --> 01:02:57,200 I know some people, like maybe they don't know what the patreon 1123 01:02:57,200 --> 01:02:59,600 means. So I kind of, you know, lead 1124 01:02:59,600 --> 01:03:02,600 them to that. But like at the end of the day, 1125 01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:06,400 I just think that a lot of people want stuff for free, like 1126 01:03:06,400 --> 01:03:09,500 it, whether it's in the promotion, music industry, 1127 01:03:09,500 --> 01:03:12,800 wherever people just want free beats, they want free pictures. 1128 01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:15,900 I want free this free that, like, I like doing trades with 1129 01:03:15,900 --> 01:03:17,500 people. Like, I'm so cool. 1130 01:03:17,500 --> 01:03:19,400 Doing trades. Like anyone listening that has a 1131 01:03:19,408 --> 01:03:23,500 service or art or whatever DMV. I'm always open to try. 1132 01:03:23,500 --> 01:03:26,200 So I know some people think, like, that's a weird or 1133 01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:29,500 degrading question, but like, I'm always open to trading card 1134 01:03:29,500 --> 01:03:32,900 decks training Start trading reading shredding whatever. 1135 01:03:32,900 --> 01:03:36,300 So like if you got something and you think that I might like it 1136 01:03:36,300 --> 01:03:39,700 DMV and I totally will be open to it because you've got gifts 1137 01:03:39,700 --> 01:03:42,600 from the earth. You just heard county is call me 1138 01:03:42,600 --> 01:03:46,200 baby cause I'll be ready. And the gifts from the earth is 1139 01:03:46,200 --> 01:03:49,800 literally this podcast, this connection Mercury's in 1140 01:03:49,800 --> 01:03:52,300 retrograde and he has been so fucking nice to us. 1141 01:03:52,600 --> 01:03:57,000 Everything has been so aligned, everything's been actually spot 1142 01:03:57,000 --> 01:04:00,000 on. So when you act nice and you 1143 01:04:00,000 --> 01:04:01,100 act, right? Right. 1144 01:04:01,100 --> 01:04:04,600 The universe rewards you all and I just want everyone to know 1145 01:04:04,700 --> 01:04:06,500 that. It's not about the money. 1146 01:04:06,500 --> 01:04:09,700 It's about your intention. If you're afraid to invest in 1147 01:04:09,707 --> 01:04:12,400 yourself, you're telling the Universe, I ain't shit. 1148 01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:15,800 I ain't worth it. I'm not this, I'm not that. 1149 01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:18,400 That's why you're not getting results because you're not 1150 01:04:18,400 --> 01:04:21,000 investing in yourself. Whether it's a class, I make 1151 01:04:21,000 --> 01:04:24,400 over a card deck, a gym membership, I don't care what it 1152 01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:26,400 is. Do it, do those things? 1153 01:04:26,400 --> 01:04:30,400 Like whether or not you join the patreon being more? 1154 01:04:30,800 --> 01:04:33,100 Dedicated to yourself your own personal growth and putting 1155 01:04:33,100 --> 01:04:36,900 money towards things that matter not Material, not physical. 1156 01:04:37,100 --> 01:04:39,600 Like, if you can get your nails done, then you can invest in 1157 01:04:39,600 --> 01:04:41,900 patreon. Or if you do this, you can do 1158 01:04:41,900 --> 01:04:44,200 that. Like, that's the thing is like 1159 01:04:44,300 --> 01:04:47,400 spirit opens the doors for you. When you tell the Universe, I 1160 01:04:47,400 --> 01:04:50,900 deserve this. I'm worth this, I'm worth, 1161 01:04:51,100 --> 01:04:54,300 whatever it is the time the energy, you know? 1162 01:04:56,000 --> 01:04:59,100 The abundance like I'm worth it and that's when things come to 1163 01:04:59,100 --> 01:05:00,700 you, that's when doors open for you. 1164 01:05:02,900 --> 01:05:05,800 I just love listening to you and your inspirational mantras when 1165 01:05:05,800 --> 01:05:08,200 you just go off, on all the listeners. 1166 01:05:08,200 --> 01:05:13,100 And just, I'm just like them inspired mothering you all, 1167 01:05:13,100 --> 01:05:17,600 because we all need a mom sometimes, even if we don't have 1168 01:05:17,600 --> 01:05:20,800 one, oh my God! Polly Pocket mom Edition. 1169 01:05:21,100 --> 01:05:22,600 Oh no, I can't. Wait. 1170 01:05:22,600 --> 01:05:25,800 Okay, I can't wait because we're going to absolutely have to do a 1171 01:05:25,800 --> 01:05:29,300 merge line, where it's Polly Pocket, and then each Edition 1172 01:05:29,300 --> 01:05:32,400 that I've ever mentioned on the podcast, because I'm all like 1173 01:05:32,400 --> 01:05:33,600 that. That's my shit. 1174 01:05:34,700 --> 01:05:39,700 Well, this is Polly Pocket. Ready to go to bed addition and 1175 01:05:39,800 --> 01:05:42,600 I love troll. I think you all are amazing. 1176 01:05:42,800 --> 01:05:46,300 I know that a lot of people are stepping out of their comfort 1177 01:05:46,300 --> 01:05:48,100 zone. I know a lot of people are new 1178 01:05:48,100 --> 01:05:50,300 to the podcast, new to our communities. 1179 01:05:50,500 --> 01:05:53,100 And we just want you all to know that we love you all. 1180 01:05:53,100 --> 01:05:55,600 We really do. Appreciate the fact that you see 1181 01:05:55,600 --> 01:06:01,600 value in what we say and like our content and like we don't We 1182 01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:04,300 don't forget about that like we are extremely humble when it 1183 01:06:04,300 --> 01:06:08,100 comes to me, talk a lot of shit. But like that's because 97 1184 01:06:08,100 --> 01:06:11,000 people a day or like hey do you mind us doing this for free when 1185 01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:13,300 I know you do it for a business but like and I know you don't 1186 01:06:13,300 --> 01:06:16,600 know me and I know I've never done nothing for you, but do you 1187 01:06:16,600 --> 01:06:18,100 care? Would you care? 1188 01:06:18,300 --> 01:06:21,300 I mean, I know I'm a single mom and like I have seven kids and I 1189 01:06:21,300 --> 01:06:24,500 just want to know, I need a reading, can I get one from you? 1190 01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:28,100 And I've had messages very similar to that and they guilt 1191 01:06:28,100 --> 01:06:29,600 tripped. You and they throw in the Gill 1192 01:06:29,600 --> 01:06:32,300 and they project. And they A do the sphere thing 1193 01:06:32,400 --> 01:06:35,200 and then they'll be like, yeah, I just been suicidal and I just 1194 01:06:35,200 --> 01:06:38,500 really don't know who to turn to and like, I understand that like 1195 01:06:38,500 --> 01:06:41,400 sometimes maybe you do need someone, but at the end of the 1196 01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:44,900 day, it's your delivery with it. It's your delivery. 1197 01:06:44,900 --> 01:06:47,800 It's your projections. It's like you owe me something 1198 01:06:47,800 --> 01:06:52,200 because you exist that turns me off from it like granted, if you 1199 01:06:52,200 --> 01:06:55,400 are suicidal, my DMs are open. Like, I will, you know, do what 1200 01:06:55,400 --> 01:06:58,700 I can, but don't come to me in a sense of like, you got something 1201 01:06:58,700 --> 01:07:00,700 I want. So I'm going to use this. 1202 01:07:00,800 --> 01:07:05,300 This fear-mongering energy to get what I want because I use it 1203 01:07:05,300 --> 01:07:06,600 as a weapon. Yeah. 1204 01:07:06,600 --> 01:07:09,200 Like I can read that engine. Like I feel like I know when 1205 01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:13,500 someone's genuine and there, you know, depression or questions or 1206 01:07:13,500 --> 01:07:16,400 whatever and like and I see that and I answer that. 1207 01:07:16,500 --> 01:07:19,700 So like if it's actually genuine it's a little different than 1208 01:07:20,100 --> 01:07:22,800 just the daily. Hey girl. 1209 01:07:24,100 --> 01:07:25,700 Messages. It's really rough. 1210 01:07:25,700 --> 01:07:27,400 Can you please pull a card for me? 1211 01:07:27,800 --> 01:07:33,800 Yeah but yeah but we love about perfectly because a lot of times 1212 01:07:33,800 --> 01:07:37,900 I find that you end up explaining the way that I mean 1213 01:07:37,900 --> 01:07:40,900 for things to come out when they come out and it's hard for me 1214 01:07:40,900 --> 01:07:44,300 too sometimes I feel like articulate things the way that I 1215 01:07:44,300 --> 01:07:49,300 mean to because it always comes out way Ruder than I expect but 1216 01:07:49,300 --> 01:07:53,000 I'm like in my head I'm thinking say it nicely and like this is 1217 01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:54,900 yeah. Yeah, so there you go. 1218 01:07:56,600 --> 01:08:03,100 Well I personally think that everyone that actually is made 1219 01:08:03,100 --> 01:08:06,300 it this far in our podcast is already on the way up. 1220 01:08:06,300 --> 01:08:09,300 Like I'm so biased to your all's Journey because I'm like no 1221 01:08:09,300 --> 01:08:13,100 those are my people like Angry. See the fucking Vision. 1222 01:08:13,100 --> 01:08:16,800 Those are the people that matter and you know we're still talking 1223 01:08:16,800 --> 01:08:19,700 about doing that Retreat and spring 2024. 1224 01:08:19,800 --> 01:08:22,300 Like the thing about that is like we're not going to charge 1225 01:08:22,300 --> 01:08:24,200 you all for what we're teaching and what we're doing. 1226 01:08:24,200 --> 01:08:27,899 Like we're basically you got to get Are you got to transport 1227 01:08:27,899 --> 01:08:29,800 yourself there? You got to have sort of stay 1228 01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:32,300 like you know what I mean? Like it will be arranged 1229 01:08:32,300 --> 01:08:35,500 probably that the place that we get will be big enough for 1230 01:08:35,500 --> 01:08:38,500 people to stay there and then that will be the money applied. 1231 01:08:38,500 --> 01:08:40,899 But like what we're doing is going to be giving back to 1232 01:08:40,899 --> 01:08:44,399 everyone, like it's going to be like a free seminar a free 1233 01:08:44,399 --> 01:08:47,600 Retreat like but when we say free like you're paying for your 1234 01:08:47,600 --> 01:08:49,500 own food, you're paying for where you sleep in your pain, 1235 01:08:49,500 --> 01:08:51,500 how you get there and that's that. 1236 01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:53,800 So I think that's going to be really cool for people to 1237 01:08:53,800 --> 01:08:57,899 actually meet us in person, feel the energy, NGC like it really 1238 01:08:57,899 --> 01:09:00,300 isn't about money. It really is about Community for 1239 01:09:00,300 --> 01:09:04,600 me personally and I know that a lot of people around us maybe 1240 01:09:04,600 --> 01:09:07,000 don't have a lot of money. So we don't ever want you all to 1241 01:09:07,000 --> 01:09:10,000 think like, oh my God, I can't write them and share this 1242 01:09:10,000 --> 01:09:12,600 because I'm not on their Patron. That's not it. 1243 01:09:12,600 --> 01:09:15,600 It's like when you write me in the first sentences, it's like 1244 01:09:15,600 --> 01:09:19,200 well, my brother just died. And my mom got AIDS and my 1245 01:09:19,200 --> 01:09:22,700 cousin's on crack. And I mean, like that's where we 1246 01:09:22,700 --> 01:09:30,899 just gotta like, like fuck lot mama got Got AIDS with the guilt 1247 01:09:30,899 --> 01:09:35,200 trip. Leave me alone like that song. 1248 01:09:35,200 --> 01:09:38,700 Your mom is stories to yourself alone. 1249 01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:43,200 No, I'm actually, so excited about that Retreat idea. 1250 01:09:43,200 --> 01:09:46,899 And all the things that we've just talked about behind the 1251 01:09:46,899 --> 01:09:51,200 scenes that you and I have been for Wishin and I just love it 1252 01:09:51,200 --> 01:09:54,900 all wait till we. I can't wait till our powers are 1253 01:09:54,900 --> 01:09:58,700 combined in person. I know I'm really excited for 1254 01:09:58,700 --> 01:10:01,100 what's going to come when we do meet in person because I do 1255 01:10:01,100 --> 01:10:06,900 think that it's going to be a lot of ideas and just being able 1256 01:10:06,900 --> 01:10:12,600 to make tick-tocks and like it would just be cool for us to be 1257 01:10:12,600 --> 01:10:16,100 able to be around each other and just bounce ideas. 1258 01:10:17,500 --> 01:10:20,500 Yeah, I agree. All right. 1259 01:10:20,500 --> 01:10:22,500 Well, should I let you go to sleep? 1260 01:10:23,200 --> 01:10:24,700 I'm going to make a grilled cheese. 1261 01:10:25,900 --> 01:10:28,100 And I'm hoping the bread doesn't have mold on it. 1262 01:10:28,100 --> 01:10:31,100 So everybody who I hope that for you too gross. 1263 01:10:31,700 --> 01:10:35,400 What do you mean gross? Like moldy ass breath, do you 1264 01:10:35,400 --> 01:10:37,500 miss me with that? You know, my mom used to do when 1265 01:10:37,700 --> 01:10:40,800 she's had mold in the fridge should be like, oh, it's fine. 1266 01:10:40,800 --> 01:10:45,400 You just cut off the piece that has mold and like, I simply 1267 01:10:45,400 --> 01:10:49,800 could never, it's okay. Yeah, you do that. 1268 01:10:49,900 --> 01:10:53,600 So, my mom had some cheese at her house and like, only like 1269 01:10:53,600 --> 01:10:55,500 one or two pieces had mold on their side. 1270 01:10:55,600 --> 01:10:58,300 With the tooth of it. Yeah, I've done it. 1271 01:10:58,600 --> 01:11:01,100 I've done it, baby. You never know. 1272 01:11:01,100 --> 01:11:04,100 You never know, baby. You gotta do know, you do know, 1273 01:11:04,100 --> 01:11:08,600 you saw the morning. Hopefully, this bread is hitting 1274 01:11:08,600 --> 01:11:12,200 different, great, kind of Brothers, it sourdough. 1275 01:11:13,100 --> 01:11:16,900 So yeah, maybe because it's already sour. 1276 01:11:18,800 --> 01:11:21,500 Hopefully, they did because I got cheese and I'm ready. 1277 01:11:21,700 --> 01:11:25,200 But we love you all, and we hope that everyone is living their 1278 01:11:25,200 --> 01:11:30,400 most prosperous and best 2023 and we will be back on 1279 01:11:30,400 --> 01:11:32,500 Wednesday. I