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Welcome to fucking Dandy land 
hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 

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What the fuck is up, everybody? 
Welcome back to Candyland. 

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We have the late-night special 
coming through. 

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So this new moon in Taurus, as 
people acting brand-new like, 

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they're just going to take 
someone else's entire life and 

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make it their own, I guess. 
I guess that's the vision people

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are over here. 
Taking what's not theirs and 

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trying to build from that. 
Take from what's not theirs but 

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also like I feel like there's a 
lot of people who enter into 

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communities built on support and
lack of judgment and unlike 

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growing together and whatever 
and bring like I don't know - 

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bullshit into it and then go on 
a healing Journey, just to take 

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other people back on the 
bullshit train with you. 

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What I don't understand is like,
when you step into a community 

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and you Start to build 
connections. 

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Why do you think that you were 
led to that Community because 

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clearly your lesson and your 
karmic debt is around community.

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So if your instinct is to be 
competition or be competitive 

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and chatty and to start drama 
behind the scenes within that 

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Community, then you really need 
to take a deeper look at your 

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spiritual lessons and why you 
keep repeating that. 

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That, among your friendships, 
your relationships, your family.

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And wonder why you're alone or 
wonder, why people don't 

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understand you. 
I have this thing that I've 

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always had since I started doing
mentorship and I started having 

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the chat and it was that if 
people were going to have side 

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conversations with each other 
and become friends, I was all 

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about it. 
But I always said this is a new 

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healthy Dynamic that you're 
trying to have. 

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So don't go into it with the 
same trauma, dumping on each 

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other or talking about drama and
bullshit that's going on or 

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frustrations and irritations. 
Like don't do that because 

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Because then that's what you 
guys are going to focus on and 

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it's going to be the same kinds 
of friendships that you've had 

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in the past and everybody goes 
through periods. 

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Where like, like, I've gone 
through it too, like, we all go 

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through it. 
We're like, maybe we are like 

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ships just kind of fucked up 
right now and we talk about it 

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real quick but the importance is
the people around you being like

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okay you've had that feeling 
like we're going to move past 

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that we're doing better, were 
healing and that's how it should

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be. 
That's the example, that's 

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always been LED in my community 
is if you're like going through 

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- shit and you're having a hard 
time and you have to talk it 

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out, do that and then come back 
and be like, I'm recognizing 

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that I did that, like, I 
apologize. 

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Whatever, have that kind of 
communication, but don't sit 

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there and just be drama, caddy 
bullshit with people, and taking

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the joy and Community out of a 
community and trying to 

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individualize it and corrupt 
everything. 

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Honestly, I don't really mind 
the whole situation where people

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show their true colors right at 
the brink of a breakthrough. 

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Like whenever you're doing the 
work you will start to see the 

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people that benefited from your 
lack of boundaries from your 

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lack of you know communication 
your lack of assertiveness, you 

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will very much have a Clear 
Vision on things that once 

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confused. 
You things that were once veiled

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or hidden. 
When you start learning about 

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yourself, you will see how many 
people benefit from you not 

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being in your power. 
And the one thing I'm not going 

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to do on any platform is give 
too much attention to the bully 

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because you can come into the 
community and be the wolf drives

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dressed in sheep's clothing and 
pretend to be friends with 

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everyone. 
But the thing is is when you try

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to individualize the community, 
Lose the glue that holds 

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everything together. 
You lose the community aspect of

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it and now it's turned into a 
chore or, you know, just one of 

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your regular connections where 
there was this inspiration in 

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this fuel in this passion and 
fire, that was being fanned by 

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multiple people because when 
you're in numbers, you're way 

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more powerful but trying to 
individualize or make best 

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friends that you've ever had is 
all fun and games, but Remember 

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what brought you to the 
community and the first place, 

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it was to be understood. 
It was to have a safe place and 

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you taking that away from other 
people and distracting people 

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who are orchestrating, the 
divine's work. 

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Like I don't see this as my 
community but more like a 

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spiritual Sanctuary, that's 
divinely LED. 

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So when I asked Spirit to remove
certain energies from my life, 

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that are no longer serving me 
and all of a sudden people start

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dropping like flies. 
It's pretty Are an obvious, the 

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fake support, it's pretty clear 
and obvious, the envy and 

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jealousy that's being shared 
among whoever. 

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Wherever, you know what I 
fucking love is I fucking love 

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when I do spell work for Road 
opening and clearing negativity 

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and making a clear path for me 
and somebody who's been in my 

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community then leaves all of a 
sudden and My subscribers on my 

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patreon, go up the interaction 
on my mentor sheet here goes up 

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everybody's talking and like 
full of this like energy and 

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stuff. 
That like felt like it was being

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sucked for a minute and it's 
real wild too. 

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I'm just going to say it's 
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It's really fucking wild to have
people sit here and we've talked

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about it before, but sit here to
our faces and act like you 

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support us and you, you're part 
of this community and you want 

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the best for us, literally 
paying money and being a part of

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a community. 
Getting energy workings done by,

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by both of us, getting readings 
done, getting all this shit 

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done. 
Spell workings done, and then 

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realistically, you were putting 
negative energy into something 

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and it's completely fucking 
obvious. 

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Obvious. 
This the moment that you step 

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away and all of a sudden there's
new life and growth inside of 

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something, like we can 
energetically feel the second 

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that somebody leaves that was 
doing some bullshit. 

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And I'm going to say that I was 
made aware today, that there are

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people who were doing mentorship
with me that have started a 

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group chat and are literally 
Austin this group chat to talk 

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shit and here's what I would 
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Not one of these fucking people 
came and said, jack shit to me. 

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In fact, one person I let stay 
on more than a month longer on 

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mentorship because she was 
saying how much she needed it 

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and how much she didn't want to 
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And I felt for her, I had her on
there, I was giving her free 

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energy workings. 
I was including her inside of 

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group things to the point that I
eventually was like, Hey, I can 

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keep you in the chat, but you 
haven't liked re-upped and so 

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I'm not going to do. 
Like these energy workings, 

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whatever, but I was doing free 
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Another one of these people I 
have been, I helped tell her how

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to grow a business, how to do a 
business by herself. 

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I gave her advice on shit. 
I have been supporting her shop.

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I've been shouting out her shop.
I've been telling people to go 

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in order from her. 
I've been putting her product 

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inside witchcraft boxes. 
Another person was told me that 

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they were To leave mentorship 
and blamed it on being 

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overwhelmed, by being a parent, 
and having life go on and all 

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this other shit. 
And I went to that person 

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directly. 
So it's really fucking weird. 

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To me when people are nice as 
fuck to. 

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My face are getting readings 
from me and everything else. 

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And then you turn around and 
make a chat. 

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And then, not only do you talk 
shit about me, but then you pull

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in people from Pages community 
and you try to say, oh, Gemini 

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was scamming us. 
Because she didn't give us our 

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reading on time or what the fuck
ever you're saying and Page was 

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in on it. 
First of all, the only when I 

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had to reschedule readings, 
there were two months that were 

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really fucking difficult for me,
Paige knows this. 

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We had to reschedule podcast 
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I've been extremely fucking open
about having a brain disease and

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being sick. 
And those two months, I was in 

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excruciating pain and I was 
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During that time, everybody got 
their readings. 

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They some people were just a 
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People talking shit were the 
ones who were like, don't 

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fucking worry about it. 
Spirit has all the timing you 

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just make yourself better. 
I was doing energy work for 

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these people in the meantime so 
that I was giving something 

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back. 
I was updating and Vlogs, I was 

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doing all kinds of shit. 
So for anybody to ever sit there

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and try and talk shit about 
either, one of the communities 

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that we have built. 
When we literally put our soul, 

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whether we are sick or feeling 
good or we're down, we're 

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energizing other people for any 
of you to talk. 

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Shit. 
And then be pussy-ass, little 

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bitches and not say it to 
anybody's fucking face. 

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Fuck you, you're cowards. 
I fucking like, I literally am 

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not even mad that you guys did 
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I'm just like, shocked that you 
would be in mentorship with me 

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for literal months. 
It's about open communication, 

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any conversation that I ever 
had, with any of you, I was 

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nothing but fucking supportive 
anything that you fucking needed

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going above and beyond, and 
fuck, all of you for being shady

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ass. 
Little Snakes and you're going 

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to get all the energy that 
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each other, everything that you 
didn't block me on. 

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I went ahead and I went fucking 
blocked you on because I don't 

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want your fucking stank-ass 
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Thank you. 
Can, I suppose like Service 

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Announcement because the the 
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for me is that they not only 
wanted to do that but then 

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project it onto me and People 
that they've met through my 

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community and then single those 
people out and talk shit about 

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me and Jim and I two people that
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So unlike what the math is not 
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people like I said earlier are 
led to community because baby 

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you got soul contracts that you 
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You need to absorb and you need 
to see that you are the common. 

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In all of your failed 
relationships. 

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And yes, people are abusive and 
people are crazy, and I'm not 

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making excuses for real abuse. 
But what I'm saying? 

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That a lot of the times, it's 
what we learned from our parents

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and our environment that we are 
projecting into our romantic and

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platonic relationships. 
And you can act like you're 

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coming from a soul level of 
concern or whatever, and tell 

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some 10, take the time you need,
but if you don't actually mean 

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that, You're not really 
following the Golden Rule and no

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one's docking. 
You accept Spirit on that it 

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like Spirit knows when your 
intentions are not pure and I 

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don't care if you're giving me 
one dollar or one thousand 

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dollars like I'm going to treat 
you like a person who goes 

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through things I'm never ever 
going to get emotional or 

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project my emotion on to you 
because of a subscription or 

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money or any of those things. 
So for people that are in this 

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little hearsay group of Back and
forth. 

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There's never been any issue or 
anyone that has spoke up that 

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addressed anything but to take 
it into your own little world of

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Illusion is, the reason that you
were led to a community in the 

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first place because you need to 
learn how to play in compromise 

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and work with others. 
And this really isn't the first 

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time that random people try to 
come between Jim. 

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And I and me. 
And I think that this was like, 

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one of those things was like, if
we project this enough, maybe, 

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Paige will be mad at Jim. 
And I, or maybe if we tell this 

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story to enough people and 
enough people fucking listen to 

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this story. 
They'll start to believe that 

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Gemini's the bad guys. 
So I do feel like there was like

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some weird Vendetta towards you.
That was like, trying to use me 

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as a pawn to like take the bait.
Honestly. 

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All we can do is speculate on it
because nobody had the fucking 

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balls to just have a 
conversation. 

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Like literally we are genuinely 
openly ourselves all of the 

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time. 
We have podcasts where we share 

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information. 
I literally have like we have 

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all this shit where we are built
on being open and being honest 

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and having communication. 
And one thing bothers me is not 

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having a conversation with me at
all and just Sing and to having 

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a conversation with me and then 
lying about something and saying

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that there's no issue, whatever 
I need to go because I need to 

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handle this and that or you 
know, Finance or whatever. 

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But then you're talking shit and
it's really like like legit like

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it hurts your feelings to know 
that you've put time and energy 

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into like helping and supporting
and boosting people up and that 

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they would turn around. 
And and do that to you honestly.

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I think that it just shows a lot
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intimidating consistency and 
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or even when it's not as easy is
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personal growth thought that 
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like a phase, but I think it's 
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their own inner dialogue of, 
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like, you can boost someone up 
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business, and you can tell them 
all their Spirit guides and all 

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the fucking things that you 
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of yourself and others and 
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you know, whatever energies that
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You're going to have a rude 
awakening because you cannot 

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manipulate the spiritual realm, 
and you can want what other 

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people have, and that envy and 
jealousy, and hatred in your 

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heart is only going to shine 
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do. 
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that, maybe you are a fraud or 
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the point that when someone does
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and we are on real life when I 
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myself on the podcast, because 
for once I feel like this is the

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platform that you can't censor 
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And even if you don't like me, 
you're probably still listening 

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because you want to know and 
you're a fan period. 

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I also. 
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frustrated about this because, 
you know, two of these people in

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this in this text group doing 
mentorship with me, were very 

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much like added me to a separate
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like we just wanted you to like 
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we just wanted to you know be 
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whatever. 
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group chat is totally fine but 
please don't take away from like

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being in the group chat by you 
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whatever and part of their like 
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their mentors. 
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You need to have a safe place to
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like it's not just about like 
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Like you can be open and you can
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blah blah. 
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this bullshit energy like to me 
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Like if I'm somebody like if I'm
telling somebody that I am their

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friend and that like, I'm a safe
place for them. 

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Like I'm your friend and like 
you're safe with me. 

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And so, now, I'm like Was that 
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you trying to get information 
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Like you were willing to pay $75
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about me and like try to have a 
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I don't know, I'm confused 
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like who has the energy if you 
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a better parent or being a 
better human like who has the 

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energy to project back onto the 
very people that led you to your

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Awakening and that helped you 
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whatever. 
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like what this whole Tax Advisor
advice if you all want tax 

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advice. 175 an hour holler at 
your girl. 

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If you don't I don't give a 
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Like it doesn't lose any sleep 
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skill, that's offer a mobile. 
If you don't want to pay my 

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price it does not hurt me to 
keep that information to myself.

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It does not hurt me for someone 
to remove themselves from my 

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community. 
If all you were doing in my 

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community was gathering ammo to 
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I have noticed within my own 
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started over on one side of the 
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how our communities have 
commingled and I've been very 

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open about people supporting 
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Like if you want to flip flop or
rotate or however you like want 

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to do that for your budget, like
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I've had people feel the need to
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going to be on Gemini's and not 
mine or vice versa and it's just

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like, we don't compete. 
So I don't give a fuck like you 

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can do both or you can do zero. 
Oh, I love you either way, if I 

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support you, I'm rooting for 
you. 

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I wish nothing but the best for 
you, I understand as a teacher, 

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a mentor and a person that 
there's a time when you outgrow 

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me and you move on. 
And I am so cool with that. 

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Like, I've had several people on
great terms, say, you know, like

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I've learned what I think I can 
learn and now I got to go do my 

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that I went through that same 
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think that I've learned How that
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taking it as a personal attack. 
Although I'll say that sometimes

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for the mentor, teacher Dynamic 
to let go, sometimes it is like 

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you're grieving or losing 
someone that was a part of your 

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life. 
But the thing for me is, like, I

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am living through the people 
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like, be that change that we all
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So it doesn't hurt me that 
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But what hurts me is that you 
would literally try to take 

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people from a safe space and 
bring them into your drama. 

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Infested pus bucket full of 
bullshit and Trauma Bond, and 

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it's cool. 
But I really respect what you 

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said, Gemini about how you kind 
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I never did that because I 
thought to myself were all 

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fucking grown adults. 
And if any one kind of 

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disrespects anyone, I'll just 
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People felt entitled to make 
friendships to spread drama and 

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rumors about someone that's like
a best friend of mine and a 

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business partner. 
I just booked a removed and I 

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don't give a fuck. 
Like, I honestly would rather 

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block and remove someone and not
take your energy exchange, then 

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feel like I owe you anything or 
Still involved with your lower 

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vibrational shit. 
And like, I feel like, I've 

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blocked more people from the 
patreon, then, like have left on

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their own. 
Like, like I just have no like 

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this regard to be like, oh, your
mom's up your blocked. 

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Like it's not going to rain. 
Ooh, you know what I mean? 

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Like, your time's up. 
So it is what it is. 

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And I hate that for people but I
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whoever and whatever you'll wake
up, and you'll realize that you 

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were the problem and that you 
drove a nail through. 

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Something that was probably 
working for you to think that 

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the grass was greener. 
I am just like you blocked me 

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but you kept page on your shit 
and I really like people just, I

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feel like they just didn't think
that we were gonna find out 

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about the shit talking. 
So I'm like, what is the point 

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of you sitting there? 
Having a chat? 

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You literally were in a 
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Just just recently. 
You were literally involved in 

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both of our communities where it
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Supporting and loving each other
and having friendship and not 

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competing with anybody and like 
supporting each other's, you 

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know, whatever you left, that 
Community to go and literally 

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start a group chat to shit, talk
us. 

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And then try to bring in just 
other people who like aren't 

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even a part of your shit. 
And have you learned nothing 

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like you've been getting 
readings from both of us. 

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You've been doing mentorship. 
Like, you've been getting 

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messages about healing. 
One of you. 

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Literally got a reading with me.
Last Last week and it was like 

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all about like your healing 
journey and shit and that's what

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you are fucking doing with that 
energy. 

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You spent literally money to be 
in mentorship and what you take 

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away from that is, you know 
what, I'm going to do, I'm going

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to go and shit on the people 
that have been giving me the 

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most energy exchange and 
connecting me with these people,

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that I'm going to go talk shit 
with that's and I'm going to say

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nothing about it. 
Like that is ratchet coward-ass 

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shit. 
What I feel like though is like,

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People know they're wrong, they 
would rather shut down and not 

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say anything. 
Then, take accountability and 

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then there's people who over 
explain and overcompensate that 

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are just fucking bullshitting 
you even deeper. 

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So it's like, it's amazing that 
it seems to be the people who 

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were like, so like oh my God. 
I'm just like so thankful for 

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this community that end up being
the one's that are like trying 

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to drive a wedge through the 
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But I'll be honest like Like 
I've done so much protection and

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releasing work that I 
manifested. 

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Removing a lot of people I've 
manifested removing a lot of 

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energies there, just blocking me
and I know people think like 

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that they're going to block me 
from something that's mine, but 

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you're not like and I just know 
that. 

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So I think that's what irks 
people. 

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The most is like when you are, 
sure of who you are and that's 

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why it is such a flex to just be
authentic because then there is 

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no show to upkeep, there's no 
maintenance. 

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Like do because you're just 
being you and in genuinely 

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rocking with who you rock with, 
I'll be honest, like I'm not 

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here to make best friends with 
every single person that I read 

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cards with, but there are so 
many people that I have bonded 

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with and made like deep 
friendships with, as well. 

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So, it's like, I don't know. 
And some of these people that 

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did this are people that are 
considered to be like those 

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people that I had made friends 
with, you know what I mean? 

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Like, that's why I think like my
feelings are hurt and like if 

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you You all do listen to this or
anyone in the peanut gallery. 

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Listens, you know, it is fucked.
Up, were grown adults, like, 

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every one of you all are like 30
plus, some of you all ranging 

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like upward of just way double 
my age, probably, and it's just 

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not cool. 
Like, I don't need to be having 

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drama with people that were led 
into my community for healing 

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like period. 
Like if someone would have came 

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to me, I have addressed it, 
like, I knows maybe Jim and I 

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can be intimidating. 
So like, if you all felt like, 

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you couldn't talk to her the 
fact that you threw me into it 

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without even acknowledging, or 
saying anything to me and be 

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different. 
If someone reached out to me and

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I ignored it, or I brushed it 
off or I just shut it down. 

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But instead like you all didn't 
say anything and think that 

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you're in the right and I don't 
give a fuck, we love airing out 

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our dirty laundry on the 
podcast. 

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Because then that means that 
that trauma is not stored in my 

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body, your projection Ins and 
your negativity is out into the 

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world to be understood dissected
and learned from. 

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And if you all want to learn 
anything know that, not 

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everyone's your friend and the 
people who seem to support you 

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the most sometimes be the ones 
who either want to be you or 

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they want what you have. 
So they're trying to get close 

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to you to learn Trade Secrets 
and to learn things and that's 

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like I've said before, there's 
plenty of people who have never 

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supported me at a day in their 
life that at least are honest 

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about their intentions towards 
me. 

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Like, I just want something 
from, you know, but it'd be the 

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people that are like, no, you 
have a safe space in me or I 

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want to be close in this way. 
That seemed to be the shadiest 

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and it's like natural 
connections evolved and I 

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promise anyone who's listening a
community-driven space is the 

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foundation when you 
individualize and it's built on 

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drama or shit, talking other 
people, it will fuse out exactly

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the way that it came in. 
And, you know, you mentioned 

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like I may be intimidating to 
talk to, but, you know, two of 

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these people came to me and told
me that they were going to have 

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to stop mentorship. 
Whatever, they didn't want me to

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be upset. 
One of them, I like was sending 

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long voice notes and talking to 
them and whatever. 

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And the other one was like, no 
problem. 

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I'm still shouting out your shop
and whatever blah blah blah. 

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So Like, I don't know, they 
weren't intimidated to come and 

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say that they weren't going to 
be doing it. 

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They were just intimidated to be
fucking honest. 

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Like just be like yo I think I 
don't like you. 

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That's not what it was. 
It was literally just recently 

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sending me all these messages 
about you know what? 

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An amazing space it is. 
And thank you so much for the 

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reading and calling me goddess, 
whatever in the group chat, 

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literally, while we were gone on
our trip, And all this shit and 

448
00:27:31,300 --> 00:27:34,800
then you're going to come back 
and say, like, it's fucking 

449
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:36,200
funky. 
It's fucking weird. 

450
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:41,000
I don't like it. 
And I, we have one. 

451
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:44,100
We've done return to senders to.
We have a bunch of fucking 

452
00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:49,700
protection energy Up 3 It's all 
fucking bullshit for. 

453
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:52,800
I don't fucking like you and 
that's how I feel. 

454
00:27:52,900 --> 00:28:00,000
And also I am so fucking tired 
of people thinking that there's 

455
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:04,600
something with Paige and I wear 
if you talk shit or you say 

456
00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:07,600
something that one of us is 
going to be like oh my God, and 

457
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:11,800
like that's not going to happen.
So, spend more energy, finding 

458
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:16,200
yourself, a friend. 
That is a supportive person and 

459
00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:19,200
the isn't trying to have drama 
with you. 

460
00:28:19,600 --> 00:28:22,700
And tonight, someone was like, I
don't, I want to take one of 

461
00:28:22,708 --> 00:28:26,500
your classes and I also want to 
do Pages Tarot reading and my 

462
00:28:26,500 --> 00:28:29,600
thing wasn't, oh my God, you 
should take my class and that's 

463
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:32,400
what you should be doing. 
My thing was, I know that I'm 

464
00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:35,200
going to be taking Pages tarot 
class because she's a magical 

465
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:37,200
goddess. 
So am I seeing you there? 

466
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:41,200
Like that was my response. 
So, what I love about all this 

467
00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:44,100
drama is today. 
I decided to like offer, like 

468
00:28:44,100 --> 00:28:47,600
three scholarships to different 
people that like, I know really 

469
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:51,800
like, like, need the class but 
maybe like what it dedicate that

470
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:54,700
to themselves because they're in
that, like energy, you know what

471
00:28:54,700 --> 00:28:57,400
I mean? 
And there's some people like you

472
00:28:57,400 --> 00:29:00,100
like you said, as soon as you 
invested, you made all that 

473
00:29:00,100 --> 00:29:06,000
money right back as soon as I 
decided earlier that I was going

474
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,500
to do something like everything 
kept coming in, you know, it's 

475
00:29:08,500 --> 00:29:11,100
like when you make up your mind 
and you put a clear intention 

476
00:29:11,100 --> 00:29:13,500
into the universe, like the 
universe responds. 

477
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,600
The one thing that I love is 
like, I've done so much spell 

478
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,700
work and I've actually been 
paying other witches to do spell

479
00:29:19,700 --> 00:29:23,000
work for me as well, just 
because like I love supporting 

480
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:24,900
other people, it's not that I 
can't do it for me. 

481
00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:27,800
Myself. 
But I think that I don't want to

482
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,000
do spell work for everyone 
because I don't think that 

483
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:33,400
everyone deserves abundance or 
manifesting things that make 

484
00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:36,200
their life easier. 
If what you're doing is hurting 

485
00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:42,400
people or making manipulation 
your main character trait, you 

486
00:29:42,408 --> 00:29:44,100
know what I mean? 
Like I'm not going to be out 

487
00:29:44,100 --> 00:29:46,900
here doing love spells for 
people who need a love themself.

488
00:29:46,900 --> 00:29:49,300
Like you know what I mean? 
Like so doing spell work for 

489
00:29:49,300 --> 00:29:53,000
other people and it just depends
as more of a VIP thing that I do

490
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:57,800
for people, but it's like so, 
Many people think that they're 

491
00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:01,600
going to get that same delivery 
or energy from another reader or

492
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:05,700
whatever and you really shoot 
yourself in the in your own foot

493
00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:11,200
because the Bible of what you're
doing now is coming from gemini 

494
00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:16,600
or from the person Etc. 
And I just don't see why people 

495
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:19,100
and like I'm sure some of these 
people like they kept me on 

496
00:30:19,100 --> 00:30:22,000
their friends list, it was more 
of like a watch Jim and I thing 

497
00:30:22,100 --> 00:30:24,900
like, it makes me feel like 
everything that y'all have done.

498
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:28,900
That supported me was so that 
you could create allies within 

499
00:30:28,900 --> 00:30:33,100
my community and then try to 
take them with your bullshit. 

500
00:30:33,300 --> 00:30:37,100
And I was always full with the 
other group chats, and people, 

501
00:30:37,100 --> 00:30:41,700
talking and whatever. 
But just know that I have eyes 

502
00:30:41,700 --> 00:30:44,200
and ears everywhere and even 
though I didn't ask certain 

503
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,200
things like I knew something was
up. 

504
00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:48,900
I just like to give people the 
benefit of the doubt and things.

505
00:30:48,900 --> 00:30:52,100
Like there's no way this 
grown-ass individual is starting

506
00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:54,900
random drama with people over 
the internet. 

507
00:30:55,100 --> 00:30:59,200
It because they literally 
wouldn't even know these people.

508
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:02,800
If it was not for Me, Argentina 
period, and I'm not entitled to 

509
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,900
the people take them with you. 
If you're a snake, remove 

510
00:31:04,900 --> 00:31:08,100
yourself, Uncle like I don't 
want your fake support. 

511
00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:11,600
I don't need fake support at all
but I know that I over deliver 

512
00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:15,000
on every spiritual service that 
I offer and if you've been on my

513
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:19,300
patreon or you have gotten a 
reading like I always work for 

514
00:31:19,300 --> 00:31:22,600
the highest and best in for 
Spirit like all this ego-driven 

515
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:24,700
spirituality, there's no space 
for it. 

516
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,400
We're than I am. 
And I just don't give a fuck 

517
00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:34,900
about it either. 
Go above and beyond for 

518
00:31:35,300 --> 00:31:39,500
everybody that I have in my 
community to and its really a 

519
00:31:39,500 --> 00:31:45,300
fucking slap in the face for you
to first of all a month of my 

520
00:31:45,300 --> 00:31:49,400
mentorship is less than getting 
a reading with me. 

521
00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:52,500
So not only are you getting that
reading with me but you're 

522
00:31:52,500 --> 00:31:57,800
getting all that additional shit
and for you to sit there and say

523
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:01,700
that like anything was under 
delivered to you or whatever. 

524
00:32:01,900 --> 00:32:04,900
Is fucking bullshit and you're 
sucking. 

525
00:32:04,900 --> 00:32:06,500
My dick. 
Every time you get your fucking 

526
00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:09,600
reading and telling me how 
amazing it is, and how much it 

527
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:12,900
resonates and how helpful it is,
and then you're turning around 

528
00:32:12,900 --> 00:32:15,900
being fucking snakes. 
Absolutely not. 

529
00:32:16,500 --> 00:32:20,200
I just don't get, who is 
benefiting from this like, okay,

530
00:32:20,900 --> 00:32:23,700
everyone has a business. 
Everyone can eat. 

531
00:32:23,700 --> 00:32:27,300
But the weird thing for me is, 
like, how are you going to like,

532
00:32:27,700 --> 00:32:32,900
invest into your business from a
reading that That you received 

533
00:32:32,900 --> 00:32:37,700
and then literally still have 
lack and like fear around that, 

534
00:32:37,700 --> 00:32:40,000
like, with competition or 
whatever. 

535
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:44,400
And like the weird thing for me 
is like I'm supported everyone 

536
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:48,000
in question, pretty much like 
everyone in question if they had

537
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:51,300
something for me to support AB 
supported it and some way shape 

538
00:32:51,300 --> 00:32:55,800
or form and I just feel like I'm
just don't got time for a fake 

539
00:32:55,800 --> 00:33:00,800
love like I would much rather 
work with strangers who never 

540
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:03,600
join the community. 
Either I'm helping on a positive

541
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:11,200
note, then, have anyone affected
by this, like, bullshit energy. 

542
00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:14,400
You know what I mean? 
Like, I love being able to, 

543
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:17,100
like, release it out into the 
world, because I'm not going to 

544
00:33:17,100 --> 00:33:17,900
Harbor. 
None of that. 

545
00:33:17,900 --> 00:33:20,400
Like, my feelings were hurt 
earlier because I couldn't 

546
00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:24,500
believe that people had the 
audacity to, for one think that 

547
00:33:24,500 --> 00:33:28,100
I was in on some scam for to 
that gym. 

548
00:33:28,100 --> 00:33:30,700
And I was even scamming people, 
but they never reached out. 

549
00:33:30,700 --> 00:33:34,600
No, no. 
Contact or wasn't like any real 

550
00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:40,000
reason of like blocking Gemini 
and not to mention that one of 

551
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,900
you and I'm talking directly to 
you and you know who you are, 

552
00:33:42,900 --> 00:33:45,400
you said that you had to leave 
because your family or whatever,

553
00:33:46,100 --> 00:33:49,500
I felt like it was a hard time 
for you and that you were really

554
00:33:49,500 --> 00:33:52,800
frustrated and I gave you an 
extra reading. 

555
00:33:53,100 --> 00:33:55,200
I was like, oh, you're going to 
be leaving? 

556
00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:58,700
I gave you an extra reading and 
I even asked your permission 

557
00:33:58,700 --> 00:34:01,700
first, because you were removing
yourself like would you mind if 

558
00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:04,800
Did this you even were like, 
hey, I might be getting rid of 

559
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:07,400
my social medias. 
So, if it looks like I blocked 

560
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:10,699
you and you're thinking like, oh
my god, did she go crazy and 

561
00:34:10,699 --> 00:34:12,900
block me? 
I didn't block you. 

562
00:34:13,500 --> 00:34:16,400
So, you literally, I have that 
on voice now. 

563
00:34:16,500 --> 00:34:19,699
So, like when you talk this 
shit, I have receipts of your 

564
00:34:19,699 --> 00:34:22,199
voice notes. 
I have the conversation where 

565
00:34:22,199 --> 00:34:25,900
you lied to me. 
I have the conversation where my

566
00:34:25,900 --> 00:34:28,500
friend reached out because you 
do classes with us and you were 

567
00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:32,199
going Mia and she was worried 
about you and you Gave her the 

568
00:34:32,199 --> 00:34:35,900
same life that you gave me. 
So people were, we were 

569
00:34:35,900 --> 00:34:38,100
genuinely concerned about you 
and trying to have a 

570
00:34:38,100 --> 00:34:41,800
conversation and you fucking 
lied and then you start a group 

571
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:47,699
chat talking shit about me. 
And like, I just, I don't 

572
00:34:47,699 --> 00:34:50,600
understand. 
Like, we're literally out here 

573
00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:54,800
every week. 
And every day on our on our 

574
00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:58,700
platforms and in our 
communities, talking about, like

575
00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:01,000
our ethics and who we are and 
whatever. 

576
00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,700
And the fact that then you would
turn around and do that shit. 

577
00:35:03,700 --> 00:35:08,200
That's fucking shady as fuck. 
And what's weird is like to tell

578
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:12,800
people in my community that you 
got scammed by Gemini and then 

579
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:20,000
like to even have like any real 
like thought that like, oh my 

580
00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:22,500
God, maybe she forgot, like I 
could just reach out to her. 

581
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:26,700
Like never been a deal before. 
Like the fact that your first 

582
00:35:26,700 --> 00:35:32,700
instinct was a drama seclusion 
in blocking without even 

583
00:35:32,700 --> 00:35:36,200
bringing up any solutions or 
even making space. 

584
00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:40,000
For any like real compromise is 
the reason that all you 

585
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:42,300
motherfuckers were led to a 
community but guess what? 

586
00:35:42,300 --> 00:35:45,700
I go pop your shit baby, go back
to the local, Bingo Hall, 

587
00:35:45,700 --> 00:35:49,500
whatever you do on the weekends,
go drink with your friends and 

588
00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:51,600
real life. 
I don't give a fuck work on 

589
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:53,600
y'all's business, y'all And 
y'all can do whatever you're 

590
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:55,800
doing. 
But at the end of the day, what 

591
00:35:55,800 --> 00:36:01,100
you came for was a community 
space because your ass needs to 

592
00:36:01,100 --> 00:36:05,800
learn how to compromise. 
And I love just being able to 

593
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:09,000
rise above these triggers, 
because several people try to 

594
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:12,300
come between me and other people
who are really, just not even 

595
00:36:12,300 --> 00:36:15,500
involved with your patreon 
people. 

596
00:36:15,700 --> 00:36:18,500
This fucking original group 
chat, like all the things, 

597
00:36:18,500 --> 00:36:21,600
they're just so extended, it was
like a web, it was like someone 

598
00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:25,200
threw a fucking pay. 
Eat splatter, whatever, like 

599
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:27,300
splattered paint. 
And it just touched everyone. 

600
00:36:27,300 --> 00:36:32,500
And every person was like trying
to grasp at like straws to like 

601
00:36:32,500 --> 00:36:36,200
create some illusion that there 
was an actual issue that caused 

602
00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:39,700
all this but really the root 
issue to in my opinion is 

603
00:36:39,700 --> 00:36:44,600
fucking jealousy. 
People say they support you but 

604
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:48,700
whenever behind the scenes, 
they're not pure in their heart 

605
00:36:48,700 --> 00:36:51,900
or intentions so their 
manifestations aren't working. 

606
00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:55,900
You know readings are going in 
one ear and out the other, their

607
00:36:55,900 --> 00:36:59,500
business isn't successful and 
then they see someone who is 

608
00:36:59,500 --> 00:37:02,400
successful. 
If your first instinct is Envy 

609
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,900
or jealousy. 
Like that's you. 

610
00:37:04,900 --> 00:37:08,300
That's a you problem. 
And I'll just say here lately, 

611
00:37:08,300 --> 00:37:12,300
I'm realizing that if someone 
really does want to be you, you 

612
00:37:12,300 --> 00:37:16,800
can't be around them and I was 
working through this for another

613
00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:20,200
person who's, You Know, Rich and
Famous. 

614
00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:22,500
So everybody wants to be them, 
but it's like it. 

615
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:26,200
Only gets worse, the more people
who know you what people want to

616
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:29,900
take from you energetically 
physically emotionally and I 

617
00:37:29,908 --> 00:37:33,400
think people were just trying to
get me and you and our emotions 

618
00:37:33,400 --> 00:37:35,500
because we are typically 
unbothered. 

619
00:37:35,500 --> 00:37:38,700
But I'll just be honest, my 
finances and emotions have no 

620
00:37:38,700 --> 00:37:41,700
contact. 
So you leaving a patreon or you 

621
00:37:41,700 --> 00:37:45,100
doing this, like remove so many 
people from Discord. 

622
00:37:45,300 --> 00:37:48,500
I used to let people stay even 
after because I thought like, 

623
00:37:48,500 --> 00:37:51,500
okay, look, you know, you 
expired but I'm gonna let you 

624
00:37:51,500 --> 00:37:53,700
stay in the community. 
As I want you to be able to feel

625
00:37:53,700 --> 00:37:56,000
included, fuck y'all. 
Fuck that. 

626
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:59,500
Like, that all the, y'all, the 
ones that elapsed seem to be the

627
00:37:59,500 --> 00:38:02,600
ones that were in the drama seem
to be the ones that were like 

628
00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:05,200
poke inspiring this fucking 
story against Jim. 

629
00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,000
And I, and honestly, I feel like
beat down. 

630
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:09,800
This was a ploy to try to come 
between Jim. 

631
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:13,400
And I, and me because the full 
moon Power Circle is fucking 

632
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:17,500
popping and y'all's energy can 
try to mimic but you don't got 

633
00:38:17,500 --> 00:38:20,500
the flavor and y'all can do 
whatever but it's crazy that the

634
00:38:20,500 --> 00:38:23,800
same people who are in this 
drama were Ones at the circles 

635
00:38:23,800 --> 00:38:26,400
were the ones, doing the burning
boat, were the ones talking 

636
00:38:26,400 --> 00:38:29,900
about how deep the cord cutting 
in the Reiki was, and how 

637
00:38:29,900 --> 00:38:32,500
amazing everything was. 
So it's like, yeah. 

638
00:38:32,500 --> 00:38:36,100
I understand that you're now got
into a closed front row, 

639
00:38:36,100 --> 00:38:39,600
position to see that Gemini's, 
super powerful and I'm super 

640
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:44,600
powerful but I'm humble as fuck.
But like if I'm really wanted to

641
00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:48,100
air out the dirty laundry, I 
could come to everyone directly 

642
00:38:48,100 --> 00:38:49,800
and go ahead and just let you 
all know. 

643
00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:52,400
Like I've been seeing it 
noticing it for a while. 

644
00:38:52,500 --> 00:38:55,400
While. 
But to make it a Gemini problem,

645
00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:58,300
that became a me problem. 
Just shows that there was never 

646
00:38:58,300 --> 00:39:02,400
no real problem, because neither
one of us had any one address. 

647
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:06,800
The issue at least as a group, 
if you all were all, not ballsy 

648
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:08,100
enough to say something 
yourself. 

649
00:39:08,100 --> 00:39:10,500
You could have at least 
nominated your ring leader. 

650
00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,500
And really are doubt, who the 
fuck's leading the whole circle 

651
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:17,400
because there's somebody there, 
somebody else, something Circle,

652
00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:24,000
527 amount of people that are is
leading the circle and you got 

653
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:29,600
me fucked up. 
It really like it shows your 

654
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:35,700
personality like it doesn't. 
I have so many people that, 

655
00:39:35,700 --> 00:39:39,100
like, I can readings to and that
I have on Mentor that, like, 

656
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:42,200
I've been working with longer 
than I ever worked with any of 

657
00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:46,300
you. 
And it's just what you say is, 

658
00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:50,000
just really fucking wild. 
And you know what's also funny 

659
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:54,400
is, that almost all of you were 
enrolled in. 

660
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:57,100
My classes were Originals in my 
class. 

661
00:39:57,200 --> 00:40:02,100
Ass made it through 2, class 3 
with me and had literally just 

662
00:40:02,100 --> 00:40:05,300
paid money. 
One of you took the whole 

663
00:40:05,300 --> 00:40:08,700
fucking class and then didn't 
show up. 

664
00:40:08,700 --> 00:40:12,500
Last week, canceled your patreon
blocked me today. 

665
00:40:12,700 --> 00:40:17,400
No conversation. 
After just saying that, you had 

666
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:20,600
like expanded past mentorship 
and I even responded to him. 

667
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:21,700
Was like, fuck. 
Yeah. 

668
00:40:21,700 --> 00:40:23,600
That's so dope. 
Like that's what we want. 

669
00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:25,300
Like, you should be like, I 
agree. 

670
00:40:25,300 --> 00:40:27,200
I think that you've evolved 
like, look at all that you're 

671
00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:28,000
doing. 
Doing was over here. 

672
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:29,900
Proud of you telling me I'm 
shouting out your shop. 

673
00:40:29,900 --> 00:40:34,600
Fuck that. 
And It's fucking you guys paid 

674
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:37,200
for class one week before it 
started. 

675
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,900
And then the person that I think
is the ringleader and all this 

676
00:40:39,900 --> 00:40:44,300
who whatever you would literally
just giving me money for class 

677
00:40:44,300 --> 00:40:46,100
and then you just didn't show up
to class. 

678
00:40:47,500 --> 00:40:50,600
Honestly, this is what I think 
about this whole situation. 

679
00:40:50,700 --> 00:40:53,700
I have nothing but love for all 
of you people, if you've 

680
00:40:53,700 --> 00:40:58,000
supported me the podcasts in any
way, my business in any way, I 

681
00:40:58,000 --> 00:40:59,700
don't wish anything bad upon 
you. 

682
00:40:59,700 --> 00:41:03,200
When any way, shape, or form, 
you will never project. 

683
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:06,100
You're ill intent on to me. 
And make people think that 

684
00:41:06,100 --> 00:41:10,000
that's mine or Gemini's and 
tensions are like what we stand 

685
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:11,700
for. 
And I think that's why we really

686
00:41:11,700 --> 00:41:13,800
want to get on here and clear 
the air because I know that 

687
00:41:13,800 --> 00:41:17,300
there's 10 to 15 other people 
who have been Been involved. 

688
00:41:17,300 --> 00:41:21,000
And those people have felt the 
need to ice me out because 

689
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:25,000
they're afraid that I'm going to
ask them something about it and 

690
00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:27,000
that they're going to have to 
spill the beans and be the 

691
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,500
person. 
So, I know that there's like 15 

692
00:41:29,500 --> 00:41:34,300
people involved in this little 
circle of nerdy of drama and 

693
00:41:34,300 --> 00:41:37,300
what's weird about it is there 
are several people who instead 

694
00:41:37,300 --> 00:41:40,600
of saying anything have just 
completely radio silenced 

695
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:43,600
everyone meaning that they're 
not active in the community 

696
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:46,300
anymore meaning that they're 
still active on. 

697
00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:48,400
A tree on but they're not coming
to anything. 

698
00:41:48,500 --> 00:41:51,800
They're not, you know, taking 
any of the resources, the 

699
00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:55,400
classes, the things that I offer
like they're not coming into the

700
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:58,900
community space because they're 
afraid that I'm going to 

701
00:41:58,900 --> 00:42:02,600
approach them. 
And bring it up and that they're

702
00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:05,200
either going to have to throw 
someone under the bus because 

703
00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:08,700
they do know what's going on. 
Or they're going to have to look

704
00:42:08,700 --> 00:42:12,600
like the bad guy like they 
didn't tell me or both or both 

705
00:42:12,900 --> 00:42:16,300
and that's really becoming an 
issue right now is because half 

706
00:42:16,300 --> 00:42:17,700
of you motherfuckers, calling 
each other. 

707
00:42:17,700 --> 00:42:22,400
Best friends would not have 
known each other and I do not 

708
00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:26,200
care that you have made friends,
but the fact that you're trying 

709
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:29,700
to Exile people with these 
little fake stories and make 

710
00:42:29,700 --> 00:42:33,000
people think that At the very 
community that we're building. 

711
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:37,700
Has any other intentions for 
them, then literally the best. 

712
00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:41,800
I have literally never been mad 
about someone for downgrading 

713
00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:44,700
their patreon. 
Never deleted any of you all off

714
00:42:44,700 --> 00:42:47,700
the Discord, people's cards 
would lapse. 

715
00:42:47,700 --> 00:42:50,500
I never to leave them off to 
score, but today, I went through

716
00:42:50,500 --> 00:42:52,800
and did an inventory, check and 
removed. 

717
00:42:52,800 --> 00:42:55,500
A lot of people from Discord 
that are no longer a part of the

718
00:42:55,500 --> 00:43:00,100
community whatsoever and there's
no need for us to have any holes

719
00:43:00,100 --> 00:43:03,800
in the The story because the 
story is, there was no 

720
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:07,200
communication. 
And this is the story. 

721
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,900
There is no communication in all
projection, all abandonment, and

722
00:43:10,900 --> 00:43:15,100
insecurities about someone 
realizing that you're not who 

723
00:43:15,100 --> 00:43:18,100
you say, you are. 
So, let's isolate these people 

724
00:43:18,300 --> 00:43:21,800
and try to sell them this 
Kool-Aid for them to drink. 

725
00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:26,200
But in reality, the devil always
shows himself like, you know 

726
00:43:26,207 --> 00:43:28,200
what I mean. 
Like, there's not something that

727
00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:34,900
can stay hidden forever. 
Also to like, in real life 

728
00:43:34,900 --> 00:43:38,100
people that do mentorship and 
that do readings and stuff are 

729
00:43:38,100 --> 00:43:42,100
actual people and have actual 
things that go on in life. 

730
00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:48,800
And if you are going to take 
mentorship with people or you're

731
00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:51,500
going to just involve yourself 
inside of our community in any 

732
00:43:51,500 --> 00:43:54,200
way, whether you're on the 
fucking five dollars here or 

733
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:57,800
you're doing whatever, like if 
you're going to be investing in 

734
00:43:57,800 --> 00:43:59,900
who I am as a person or who 
pages. 

735
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:03,300
As a person we're authentic 
about who we are. 

736
00:44:03,300 --> 00:44:05,500
So you either like that or you 
don't like that. 

737
00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:10,200
And I have never ever been mean 
to anybody that is coming. 

738
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:13,400
Approached me to talk to me that
has ever told me that they're 

739
00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:16,100
upset by anything. 
I've even apologize for things 

740
00:44:16,100 --> 00:44:19,500
that like, if I have done 
something, but I don't realize 

741
00:44:19,500 --> 00:44:22,100
that I'm done. 
I'm like, hey, you know, please 

742
00:44:22,100 --> 00:44:23,300
feel free to talk to me about 
it. 

743
00:44:23,300 --> 00:44:26,100
Like, you know, I'm sorry if I 
did something, I'd love to talk 

744
00:44:26,100 --> 00:44:27,600
to you. 
That's the kind of person that I

745
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:30,500
am. 
So, For you not to take 

746
00:44:30,500 --> 00:44:34,000
advantage of that like that 
sucks and nobody better say 

747
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:35,900
that. 
It's because they thought that 

748
00:44:35,900 --> 00:44:39,700
like I would be intimidating or 
me and because when people come 

749
00:44:39,700 --> 00:44:43,600
to me, direct, I actually have a
lot of respect for them and my 

750
00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:46,500
response wouldn't be to be like 
will go fuck yourself. 

751
00:44:46,500 --> 00:44:49,300
But that's my response when you 
don't have any fucking respect. 

752
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:53,000
Yeah. 
The lack of transparency when 

753
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:56,500
that's literally the main thing 
that I preach and I want to 

754
00:44:56,500 --> 00:44:59,000
bring up that this class that 
I'm launching. 

755
00:44:59,300 --> 00:45:02,200
It's advertised as like learning
how to read tarot and Oracle, 

756
00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:05,400
because that is going to be a 
main focus, but I'm going to go 

757
00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:10,600
into the fucking ethics of it. 
And the ethics is a lot of what?

758
00:45:10,600 --> 00:45:14,400
People fall short on, you can 
manifest, you can buy all the 

759
00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:17,600
oils and all the candles and all
the herbs and you can do all the

760
00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:21,200
Spells and you can fucking pull 
all the cards baby but guess 

761
00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:24,500
what? 
It is dependent on your free 

762
00:45:24,500 --> 00:45:29,000
will so if you're offended by 
owning your own shit. 

763
00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:32,300
It and seeing where you are the 
problem or wow. 

764
00:45:32,300 --> 00:45:36,100
You know, maybe when that person
came to me talking about that, 

765
00:45:36,100 --> 00:45:39,500
maybe I should have just said 
something to someone even though

766
00:45:39,500 --> 00:45:43,000
that would have seen like drama 
or a tattletale, maybe I should 

767
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:46,400
have aired it out before it 
escalated into this whole ordeal

768
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:49,600
that's involved, ten to Fifteen 
fucking people now. 

769
00:45:49,900 --> 00:45:54,900
And unfortunately, I'm now 
seeing where people were leaving

770
00:45:54,900 --> 00:45:58,700
the community because of this, 
like I said earlier, like 

771
00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:02,600
Silence or not being active at 
all, where they once were very. 

772
00:46:03,400 --> 00:46:07,800
And I think it was a lot of that
projection energy and not 

773
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:10,800
feeling like it's a safe space 
because there was an intruder. 

774
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:15,600
There was Snakes in the Grass, 
people disguised as, you know, 

775
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:18,400
healers and lightworkers. 
And it's cool baby. 

776
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:22,500
But I pay attention to who you 
have soul contracts with and 

777
00:46:22,500 --> 00:46:25,700
what you're actually here to do.
And that's why in the grand 

778
00:46:25,700 --> 00:46:28,200
scheme of things, I'm not going 
to be friends with every single 

779
00:46:28,200 --> 00:46:30,700
person that I cross. 
Spaz with just like you're not 

780
00:46:30,700 --> 00:46:33,100
going to be friends with every 
single person that you cross 

781
00:46:33,100 --> 00:46:36,700
paths with like to The Listener.
You don't even like everyone. 

782
00:46:36,700 --> 00:46:39,100
So why do you think everyone's 
going to like you, you know, 

783
00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:44,000
it's the metrics of the world 
and we spend so much time 

784
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,900
worrying about what other people
are going to perceive or how 

785
00:46:46,900 --> 00:46:49,100
other people are going to take 
what we're doing. 

786
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:52,100
And that is your own 
insecurities and projection. 

787
00:46:52,300 --> 00:46:56,700
Like I will never make someone 
feel some type of way because 

788
00:46:56,700 --> 00:47:00,500
their financial system or Ever 
has changed. 

789
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:04,600
I don't talk down to people 
about anything just because I 

790
00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:08,600
know my shit with finances or I 
feel like I'm on top of my shit 

791
00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:10,700
doesn't make me think that I'm 
better than you. 

792
00:47:10,700 --> 00:47:13,600
It just means that I have 
literally evolved from the 

793
00:47:13,600 --> 00:47:16,100
trailer park from the bottom 
From The Trenches. 

794
00:47:16,300 --> 00:47:18,300
And I'm fucking proud. 
And I'm going to scream it. 

795
00:47:18,300 --> 00:47:21,100
I'm going to talk about it. 
I'm going to make people hear me

796
00:47:21,100 --> 00:47:24,900
because for once I've given 
myself a platform that you can't

797
00:47:24,900 --> 00:47:26,800
take away, and you can't silence
it. 

798
00:47:26,900 --> 00:47:30,600
And I think that people thought 
like, Oh well, let's target the 

799
00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:35,300
community build allies, build 
friends, disguise it, as genuine

800
00:47:35,300 --> 00:47:37,800
support, you know? 
Oh, I don't want you to get 

801
00:47:37,800 --> 00:47:40,300
scammed by this person, or I 
don't want this person to take 

802
00:47:40,300 --> 00:47:41,800
advantage of you. 
Like they did me. 

803
00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:45,300
I can hear it now because it's 
like the dog and pony show and 

804
00:47:45,300 --> 00:47:50,000
then you know, other people who 
were involved felt as if I was 

805
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:53,000
upset with them. 
And I'm like, I'm not upset that

806
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,600
you were involved. 
I'm upset that these people felt

807
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:57,500
comfortable to come talk shit to
you. 

808
00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:00,400
That's what I'm upset about. 
Because why do they feel so 

809
00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:03,200
comfortable to talk? 
Shit to you but not to address 

810
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:05,500
the situation. 
If you were ready for 

811
00:48:05,500 --> 00:48:08,700
confrontation in war and you 
wanted to talk all this shit to 

812
00:48:08,700 --> 00:48:12,100
someone else? 
Who's really just a bystander? 

813
00:48:12,400 --> 00:48:16,300
Where was the accountability to 
say something to you or me? 

814
00:48:20,700 --> 00:48:23,800
I can't make any sense of it 
because I don't understand. 

815
00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:29,100
Like genuinely, I don't even 
have bad things about these 

816
00:48:29,100 --> 00:48:31,000
people. 
Like, I was cool with these 

817
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:33,000
people. 
I was friends with you guys, 

818
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:36,400
like you, yeah, you were doing 
mentorship or whatever but like 

819
00:48:36,500 --> 00:48:38,600
I was friends with you, I was 
talking with you. 

820
00:48:38,600 --> 00:48:41,000
You were telling me about what 
was going on in your daily life 

821
00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:45,500
and like I was giving you like, 
guidance through that and doing 

822
00:48:45,500 --> 00:48:50,300
reads and like trusting you 
with, you know, you literally 

823
00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:55,700
each one of you said oh well you
know if my reading is a little 

824
00:48:55,700 --> 00:48:58,100
bit later this month because 
you're in pain or whatever you 

825
00:48:58,100 --> 00:49:01,200
can do every single person's 
reading before mine I trusted in

826
00:49:01,200 --> 00:49:04,900
spirits timing or whatever. 
So then for you two and I have 

827
00:49:04,900 --> 00:49:08,100
receipts. 
So then you turn around and you 

828
00:49:08,100 --> 00:49:11,600
tell people that, you know, I 
didn't give you your reading or 

829
00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:15,900
some shit and it's it's the 
weirdest fucking thing for you 

830
00:49:15,900 --> 00:49:19,800
to go and say, and if you did 
bring other people from the 

831
00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:25,100
community, Into that that is so 
fucked up and for you to ever 

832
00:49:25,100 --> 00:49:28,500
make it seem like I'm all about 
money and that I would scam 

833
00:49:28,500 --> 00:49:30,900
people. 
When literally I send out free 

834
00:49:30,900 --> 00:49:33,500
supplies to witches. 
I've done it for over a year and

835
00:49:33,500 --> 00:49:37,700
a half where I have sent out 
spirituality boxes, I do all 

836
00:49:37,700 --> 00:49:41,900
kinds of shit from my pocket to 
try and help other people. 

837
00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:46,100
What you guys don't know is that
some of your friends, I let take

838
00:49:46,100 --> 00:49:50,200
my classes for free because they
couldn't afford it and one of 

839
00:49:50,200 --> 00:49:53,100
you It was so sweet and you were
like, I got a Bonus at work. 

840
00:49:53,100 --> 00:49:55,900
I want to pay for two other 
people to take class and that 

841
00:49:55,900 --> 00:49:59,700
was so dope. 
And I do that for other people, 

842
00:49:59,700 --> 00:50:02,600
too. 
So it was just really wild to 

843
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:06,100
have so much support. 
And like, you really like 

844
00:50:06,100 --> 00:50:09,000
putting energy into this 
community and then all of a 

845
00:50:09,008 --> 00:50:14,300
sudden, you flip flop and the 
person who blocked me today, Who

846
00:50:14,300 --> 00:50:18,500
removed themselves last from 
mentorship and said that you had

847
00:50:18,500 --> 00:50:24,700
outgrown it, That was just like 
that was just extremely 

848
00:50:24,700 --> 00:50:28,900
disappointing. 
I don't really get the hot take 

849
00:50:28,900 --> 00:50:32,700
on the whole like mean, girl, 
thing because even whenever I 

850
00:50:32,707 --> 00:50:34,600
was in school, I wasn't a mean 
girl. 

851
00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:39,200
Like I always took up for the 
underdog, like I just don't get 

852
00:50:39,200 --> 00:50:41,500
it. 
I'm not ever going to be that 

853
00:50:41,500 --> 00:50:45,600
type of person that seeks to 
those lower vibrations to get 

854
00:50:45,600 --> 00:50:47,600
even. 
Like I have no ill intention 

855
00:50:47,600 --> 00:50:51,300
towards anyone. 
Literally, like, as soon as I 

856
00:50:51,300 --> 00:50:55,700
removed several people from my 
life in the last like month, 

857
00:50:55,800 --> 00:50:58,600
Month, I'm already seen it a 
change in energy, so this is 

858
00:50:58,600 --> 00:51:03,900
just a clearing obviously 
needing to release more limiting

859
00:51:03,900 --> 00:51:08,600
beliefs because everything in 
our reality is a reflection. 

860
00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:13,600
So, I don't take this lightly. 
I see this as an opportunity to 

861
00:51:13,600 --> 00:51:19,400
grow and to better build an even
firmer foundation for a safe 

862
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:24,600
space and community, and I will 
not at all tolerate anything 

863
00:51:24,600 --> 00:51:27,200
that lowers my energy. 
G or the people that I care 

864
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:30,800
about. 
And, you know, if in when our 

865
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:34,700
Journeys, like, go separate or 
we separate, I have nothing but 

866
00:51:34,700 --> 00:51:37,300
the best for people like, there 
are people that have, literally 

867
00:51:37,300 --> 00:51:41,500
only had one reading for me, 
that still reach out there like 

868
00:51:41,500 --> 00:51:42,900
that. 
Reading meant so much to me, 

869
00:51:42,900 --> 00:51:45,100
like, you don't know what that 
did for me, and then I have 

870
00:51:45,100 --> 00:51:47,300
people who get readings every 
single month that are like, 

871
00:51:47,300 --> 00:51:49,700
you've changed my whole life. 
Like, I'm not going to let a 

872
00:51:49,707 --> 00:51:54,400
couple bad seeds and the fucking
apple tree upset me because at 

873
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:57,500
the end of the day, You'll be 
left high and dry when these 

874
00:51:57,500 --> 00:51:59,600
people realize who the fuck you 
really are. 

875
00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:01,400
So you're not fooling really 
anyone. 

876
00:52:01,400 --> 00:52:07,900
But obviously there's a lot of 
emotion that's been stirred up 

877
00:52:08,100 --> 00:52:12,800
and the real truth is that 
people who don't want to do, the

878
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:14,500
work will always make the 
teacher. 

879
00:52:14,500 --> 00:52:18,600
The mentor, the problem, they'll
always find a reason to 

880
00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:22,000
discredit the person who 
actually wants the best for them

881
00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:24,300
or the person that actually sees
them. 

882
00:52:24,500 --> 00:52:27,700
And I think sometimes when Open 
your energy to someone. 

883
00:52:28,300 --> 00:52:31,200
You think that they're judging, 
you are you think that like when

884
00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:34,300
they're telling you like, no, 
you need to disconnect or you 

885
00:52:34,300 --> 00:52:36,600
need to heal, or you need a 
ground that they're judging you 

886
00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:39,800
legitimately. 
Don't even remember what I say 

887
00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:43,000
after a reading normally in a 
mediumship read of a very 

888
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:45,200
spunky. 
Spirit will come through though,

889
00:52:45,200 --> 00:52:47,400
I will talk to that spirit for 
like a whole week after the 

890
00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:49,400
reading. 
But other than that like, which 

891
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:52,300
is the higher self or spirit 
guide session, like they leave 

892
00:52:52,300 --> 00:52:55,000
with you, they go back with you,
like they don't stay with me. 

893
00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:57,800
Like I said, Said, every once 
awhile spunky spirit will stick 

894
00:52:57,800 --> 00:52:59,600
around. 
But other than that, I don't 

895
00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:02,200
remember what I said to you 
month-to-month people. 

896
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:03,700
Like, don't you remember? 
You told me to do this? 

897
00:53:03,700 --> 00:53:05,800
No, I don't because I'm 
channeling. 

898
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:09,200
I'm an orchestration for spirit 
and divine wisdom. 

899
00:53:09,500 --> 00:53:11,700
I have zero clue page has no 
clue. 

900
00:53:11,700 --> 00:53:15,600
What's that being said, but my 
higher self and my Spirit guides

901
00:53:15,700 --> 00:53:19,100
are, you know, the ones that I 
trust and I will never let 

902
00:53:19,100 --> 00:53:22,000
anyone make me feel like I'm 
doing less than that. 

903
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:25,200
And I can tell Jim and I she 
won't admit it but her feelings 

904
00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:26,800
are hurt you. 
It's here right now, but you 

905
00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:31,300
won't because we're in our PJs, 
you know, this just hurts 

906
00:53:31,300 --> 00:53:34,400
because when you do help 
someone, they're kind of like a 

907
00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:37,600
child or you kind of see them as
an extension of you and your 

908
00:53:37,800 --> 00:53:41,500
your creation or your community 
and understand you know people 

909
00:53:41,500 --> 00:53:43,800
are not property and we don't 
own you all. 

910
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:47,600
I am more than happy to support 
people for the duration of the 

911
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:51,000
time that you need my support 
but the goal has always and will

912
00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:54,300
always be that you spread your 
fucking wings and fly. 

913
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:57,800
So if you're not ready to get Of
the nest, quit stirring up, 

914
00:53:57,800 --> 00:54:01,400
everyone else who's trying to 
learn and incubate and trying to

915
00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:04,300
push them out of the nest with 
you, because you're not a 

916
00:54:04,308 --> 00:54:07,100
leader. 
That's not what leaders do and 

917
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,500
you're leading from your ego, 
which means your business will 

918
00:54:09,500 --> 00:54:13,000
fill your spirituality, will not
be an alignment with your 

919
00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:15,600
highest and best. 
You'll continue manifesting 

920
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:18,800
friendships and cycles that 
represent the same shit that 

921
00:54:18,800 --> 00:54:22,600
you've been needing to heal and 
the cycle will just perpetuate 

922
00:54:22,600 --> 00:54:25,400
until you finally are tired of 
your own shit. 

923
00:54:25,500 --> 00:54:28,900
And Lies, that every failed 
relationship, every setback. 

924
00:54:28,900 --> 00:54:32,300
Every obstacle has you to thank 
for it because at the end of the

925
00:54:32,308 --> 00:54:35,800
day, your mindset, are you 
learning from it? 

926
00:54:35,800 --> 00:54:38,200
Are you honoring your 
experience? 

927
00:54:38,200 --> 00:54:41,200
Good and bad. 
Are you understanding your role 

928
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:43,600
in things? 
Are you understanding how some 

929
00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:46,300
people, you know, they use 
their, their friends, or their 

930
00:54:46,300 --> 00:54:50,300
kids, or their family members as
like objects or Hans, and it's 

931
00:54:50,300 --> 00:54:54,100
like, how do you treat other 
people when no one is looking 

932
00:54:54,100 --> 00:54:57,400
and there's no one around How do
you think about other people 

933
00:54:57,400 --> 00:55:00,600
does their success bother? 
You does their successor Q? 

934
00:55:00,600 --> 00:55:03,500
Does that make you feel behind? 
Because if it does, those are 

935
00:55:03,500 --> 00:55:05,900
all you problems, every single 
one of them. 

936
00:55:05,900 --> 00:55:09,400
And I think that's where deeper 
into the podcast less, people 

937
00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:13,000
are following the journey 
because they're realizing 

938
00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:15,500
they're not ready for what we 
have to say. 

939
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:18,100
And that's okay. 
I'm not going to stop saying it 

940
00:55:18,100 --> 00:55:21,700
or believing it or feeling it in
my spirit because people can't 

941
00:55:21,700 --> 00:55:28,200
comprehend or understand it. 
Yeah. 

942
00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:36,000
It's a lot. 
I My feelings are hurt, like 

943
00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:40,100
these are people that I 
genuinely liked root for, and 

944
00:55:40,100 --> 00:55:43,600
wanted them to do good. 
And that, like still checked in 

945
00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:47,800
on them after they were no 
longer on my patreon or doing 

946
00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:50,100
anything, like it was never 
about money. 

947
00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:54,400
I genuinely wanted these people 
to succeed and love them and 

948
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:58,700
support that not loved loved 
like that person that they were 

949
00:55:58,700 --> 00:56:06,000
showing me, and I am just like, 
I'm really blindsided because I 

950
00:56:06,000 --> 00:56:11,100
guess that I have the respect 
for them that if I was upset 

951
00:56:11,100 --> 00:56:15,400
about something I would have 
come and said something and to 

952
00:56:15,400 --> 00:56:18,500
not get that in return and then,
you know, like you said, like 

953
00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:21,900
you don't own people whatever. 
I don't own you, but you've 

954
00:56:21,900 --> 00:56:25,900
literally been talking to me 
about your life for months and 

955
00:56:25,900 --> 00:56:28,900
like, asking for advice and 
like, I've been giving you 

956
00:56:28,900 --> 00:56:31,700
different viewpoints on things 
and I watch you grow in all of 

957
00:56:31,700 --> 00:56:34,800
these ways. 
And If you've done mentorship 

958
00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:37,700
with me, like even if you've 
just been around me as a person,

959
00:56:37,900 --> 00:56:41,100
I'm the person that like 
congratulate you shouts. 

960
00:56:41,100 --> 00:56:43,100
You out. 
If I'll, if you have a shop and 

961
00:56:43,100 --> 00:56:45,100
I like your products, I shout 
out your shop. 

962
00:56:45,100 --> 00:56:48,200
I'm telling people about you. 
If you have an idea and you're 

963
00:56:48,200 --> 00:56:50,800
like, I need to make money, I'm 
trying to give you advice on how

964
00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:53,500
you can grow and what you can do
and how I can help you. 

965
00:56:53,900 --> 00:57:00,700
And for that to be the, you're 
going to talk shit about me in 

966
00:57:00,700 --> 00:57:04,200
private conversations in public.
Conversations. 

967
00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,400
I've never talked about a single
one of you. 

968
00:57:06,700 --> 00:57:09,600
I promise you that page and I 
don't sit here and talk about 

969
00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:13,900
anybody and the fact that like 
we even had a conversation. 

970
00:57:13,900 --> 00:57:17,700
Like I'm uncomfortable about the
fact that like we have drama 

971
00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:21,700
around us at all. 
And the fact is that both of us 

972
00:57:21,700 --> 00:57:24,700
are like the dramas, not with 
each other because of you guys. 

973
00:57:24,700 --> 00:57:27,000
The drama is now because well 
shit. 

974
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:29,900
We have to exterminate whatever 
fucking rodent has been running 

975
00:57:29,900 --> 00:57:32,800
around. 
It a lollipop problem with that 

976
00:57:32,800 --> 00:57:38,900
is like the rat within the 
community, like infects everyone

977
00:57:38,900 --> 00:57:42,200
with their nonsense. 
And I think this whole story of 

978
00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:46,400
like, Jim and I was scamming me,
but yet, you've left German on 

979
00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:50,000
red, you've never reached out. 
She's wrote you several times. 

980
00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:53,400
You didn't even open them or 
whatever the case may be. 

981
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:58,000
It's like it be the people who 
never put any effort in that 

982
00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:02,200
want to be like, well fuck this,
but I think that just goes to 

983
00:58:02,200 --> 00:58:07,500
show you that like you can have 
an enlightening environment and 

984
00:58:07,500 --> 00:58:10,100
you can teach people. 
But as soon as they get their 

985
00:58:10,100 --> 00:58:13,100
hands on a little bit of power, 
they want to use it against you.

986
00:58:13,200 --> 00:58:15,200
They want they got something to 
prove. 

987
00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:17,600
They want to prove. 
Oh, well I'm a stronger which or

988
00:58:17,600 --> 00:58:20,900
I'm more powerful, you know, 
some of the same people be the 

989
00:58:20,900 --> 00:58:24,800
ones that say that they admire 
these certain things about you 

990
00:58:25,000 --> 00:58:28,300
and that's why I tell people 
especially people that I Mentor,

991
00:58:28,700 --> 00:58:33,000
it always is a good thing. 
NG to do an inventory of Your 

992
00:58:33,000 --> 00:58:39,200
Inner Circle in every instance 
of your life as you transform as

993
00:58:39,200 --> 00:58:42,600
you heal, as you evolve to the 
next chapter. 

994
00:58:42,700 --> 00:58:47,200
There will be those people that 
refuse to do that, same 

995
00:58:47,200 --> 00:58:50,600
Evolution, or to have that same 
transformation and 

996
00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:54,000
unfortunately, those people 
don't want to see you do that 

997
00:58:54,000 --> 00:58:56,200
either. 
And I remember when I first 

998
00:58:56,200 --> 00:59:01,000
started like my spiritual 
journey and publicly start A 

999
00:59:01,008 --> 00:59:03,800
spiritual journey, clearly not 
just started it. 

1000
00:59:03,800 --> 00:59:07,200
But when I started being more 
open and speaking about like my 

1001
00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:11,200
gifts and things that I could do
there were so many people that 

1002
00:59:11,200 --> 00:59:15,300
projected onto me like no, like 
Pages just crazy. 

1003
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:18,100
She's got to be on drugs. 
Like she actually thinks that 

1004
00:59:18,100 --> 00:59:21,900
she can hear Spirit or, like, 
you know, she just must be nuts.

1005
00:59:21,900 --> 00:59:25,000
Like, so many people who are out
of touch with their own 

1006
00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:28,500
intuition, wanted to project 
that crazy card onto me, because

1007
00:59:28,500 --> 00:59:32,200
it makes them feel more normal 
if The person that intimidated 

1008
00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:35,400
them is going crazy or the 
person that they were envious or

1009
00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:38,200
jealous or whatever. 
It's like, it makes them feel 

1010
00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:41,300
more powerful. 
And I'm just saying, like, the 

1011
00:59:41,300 --> 00:59:44,800
reason in this earth realm, 
there's so much animosity and 

1012
00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:49,000
separation is because the 
community communal living has 

1013
00:59:49,000 --> 00:59:51,500
been lost. 
Like, it takes a village energy 

1014
00:59:51,500 --> 00:59:55,000
has been lost. 
And I think that's where so many

1015
00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:59,100
people are truly unhappy because
they don't know how to function 

1016
00:59:59,300 --> 01:00:02,100
in an environment where Maybe 
Someone is doing better than 

1017
01:00:02,100 --> 01:00:05,300
them and they don't know how to 
say it in the uncomfortable and 

1018
01:00:05,300 --> 01:00:09,500
still celebrate but yet use that
fuel to better themselves. 

1019
01:00:09,500 --> 01:00:11,500
Like they don't know how to 
simultaneously. 

1020
01:00:11,600 --> 01:00:14,400
Be happy for someone and use 
that as fuel to better 

1021
01:00:14,400 --> 01:00:18,700
themselves at the same time. 
What if they just read actually 

1022
01:00:18,800 --> 01:00:22,400
taken anything out of the 
communities and out of listening

1023
01:00:22,400 --> 01:00:24,300
to us? 
They would have learned how to 

1024
01:00:24,300 --> 01:00:25,800
do that. 
That is what we were trying to 

1025
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:28,600
do. 
And how funny now to be like 

1026
01:00:28,700 --> 01:00:35,200
trying to One up energetically 
or whatever, when you literally 

1027
01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:38,200
just enhanced yourself and what 
you were doing by getting 

1028
01:00:38,200 --> 01:00:43,100
guidance from me like literally 
where you are right in this 

1029
01:00:43,100 --> 01:00:47,000
second is because you were just 
getting guidance and trusting 

1030
01:00:47,000 --> 01:00:49,400
the readings that you are 
getting with me and listening 

1031
01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:53,000
to, you know, coming and getting
advice from me and whatever. 

1032
01:00:53,300 --> 01:00:56,600
And not like that's on me, like 
that's on Spirit. 

1033
01:00:56,600 --> 01:00:59,400
But like you just trusted me to 
like, communicate those messages

1034
01:00:59,400 --> 01:01:03,000
for you and help you. 
And you were just saying like 

1035
01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:04,700
I'm going to take every class 
you ever do. 

1036
01:01:04,700 --> 01:01:09,000
Like I'm so into it whatever. 
And I literally I'm having the 

1037
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:16,100
hardest time processing, the 
complete 100% support and 

1038
01:01:16,100 --> 01:01:19,800
friendship and telling me how 
incredible it is and then 

1039
01:01:20,300 --> 01:01:24,100
fucking ghosting and then 
talking shit. 

1040
01:01:24,100 --> 01:01:26,900
Then making a chat and talking 
shit. 

1041
01:01:26,900 --> 01:01:29,900
When our last messages is me 
fucking rooting you on. 

1042
01:01:31,000 --> 01:01:35,800
It is hurtful and I think you 
know we are human as much as we 

1043
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:40,500
want to be like inferior to 
human emotion like we all go 

1044
01:01:40,500 --> 01:01:43,100
through the waves of emotion and
babe. 

1045
01:01:43,100 --> 01:01:45,100
It's cool. 
Like if someone realizes like, 

1046
01:01:45,100 --> 01:01:48,700
you know what I was projecting. 
I need to apologize like you 

1047
01:01:48,700 --> 01:01:53,500
know I'm still open to certain 
like apologies but do I want you

1048
01:01:53,500 --> 01:01:56,600
in my life as a friend like no 
because you showed your true 

1049
01:01:56,600 --> 01:02:00,800
colors like no I don't trust you
now you know like some Sometimes

1050
01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:05,100
like you can redeem yourself 
through like sincere effort, but

1051
01:02:05,100 --> 01:02:08,600
I think that like, if it's not 
in your heart, don't even try 

1052
01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:12,400
it. 
Like, follow that truth. 

1053
01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:20,100
And I think that there never is 
a reason to start drama and then

1054
01:02:20,100 --> 01:02:23,600
go someone unless you are the 
problem. 

1055
01:02:24,600 --> 01:02:28,700
There never is a reason to have 
a problem and ghost someone like

1056
01:02:28,700 --> 01:02:31,300
that. 
Anyways like You we wouldn't 

1057
01:02:31,300 --> 01:02:34,200
have had a falling out. 
I wouldn't have I'm not that 

1058
01:02:34,200 --> 01:02:38,400
person like I respect and 
appreciate communication and 

1059
01:02:38,400 --> 01:02:42,300
like, if I had done something 
that bothered you like I would 

1060
01:02:42,300 --> 01:02:44,500
have absolutely been like I 
totally apologize. 

1061
01:02:44,500 --> 01:02:47,000
Like or we would have had a 
conversation about it. 

1062
01:02:47,008 --> 01:02:48,900
Like I'm not just going to 
instantly apologize if I didn't 

1063
01:02:48,900 --> 01:02:51,500
do something but like we would 
have had a conversation about it

1064
01:02:51,500 --> 01:02:55,400
and I have never had a problem 
with anybody. 

1065
01:02:55,400 --> 01:02:57,600
Like, I still don't have a 
problem. 

1066
01:02:57,800 --> 01:03:00,900
I'm just, I mean now I have 
Problem. 

1067
01:03:01,000 --> 01:03:03,600
But I didn't have an issue with 
you. 

1068
01:03:03,600 --> 01:03:07,200
Now my only issue is that you're
talking shit about me and you're

1069
01:03:07,200 --> 01:03:10,500
not a grown-up and that you 
brought my best friend into it 

1070
01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:13,500
and that you're affecting her 
community now. 

1071
01:03:13,500 --> 01:03:16,500
And also, like it's 
embarrassing. 

1072
01:03:16,500 --> 01:03:20,600
Having people just like lie on 
your name and like fortunately 

1073
01:03:20,600 --> 01:03:24,100
there are so many people that 
like actually know me and like 

1074
01:03:24,900 --> 01:03:29,800
whatever that like it the good 
outweighs the bad. 

1075
01:03:30,200 --> 01:03:36,600
But how dare you do that? 
And especially like your fucking

1076
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:40,300
slimy, forgetting my support, 
and continuing to have my 

1077
01:03:40,300 --> 01:03:43,700
support and me reaching out and 
checking on you and everything 

1078
01:03:43,900 --> 01:03:47,100
and making sure you're okay. 
And you're doing good and you 

1079
01:03:47,100 --> 01:03:53,900
fucking pull that shit, it's 
grimy and to act like Anyone 

1080
01:03:53,900 --> 01:03:58,700
else is the problem in this? 
The problem first step, not 

1081
01:03:58,700 --> 01:04:02,000
acknowledging. 
The real issue before it became 

1082
01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:05,100
a community issue. 
Before you made a public service

1083
01:04:05,100 --> 01:04:09,000
announcement on your own accord.
To involve people who told, you 

1084
01:04:09,200 --> 01:04:11,000
know, I don't really want to 
hear that. 

1085
01:04:11,500 --> 01:04:15,200
I don't really have the space 
for that like several people who

1086
01:04:15,200 --> 01:04:18,900
knew about this whole situation 
told me straight up that they 

1087
01:04:19,000 --> 01:04:22,200
tried to like not be involved 
with these people were like 

1088
01:04:22,400 --> 01:04:26,000
projecting it onto them like 
just needed them to know just so

1089
01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:28,400
they knew and that's what leads 
me to believe there. 

1090
01:04:28,400 --> 01:04:33,700
Was this like concocted to 
actually lead other people 

1091
01:04:33,700 --> 01:04:37,900
astray like to lead other people
astray and to some other, like I

1092
01:04:37,908 --> 01:04:43,500
don't know anything when this 
was happening and and these 

1093
01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:46,000
girls that had been in my 
mentorship. 

1094
01:04:47,100 --> 01:04:50,300
When they were in there, I 
started noticing just like you 

1095
01:04:50,300 --> 01:04:53,200
did with your Discord where I 
was just like, dang, like some 

1096
01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:55,700
people are leaving like what the
fuck's up and it, you know, 

1097
01:04:55,700 --> 01:04:57,600
whatever. 
Again I was never mean to 

1098
01:04:57,600 --> 01:05:02,100
anybody about it and some people
were like, hey, can you please 

1099
01:05:02,100 --> 01:05:04,300
remove me out of the chair? 
I have a lot of people. 

1100
01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:06,300
Can you please remove me out of 
the chair? 

1101
01:05:06,300 --> 01:05:09,200
I would like to just talk with 
you one-on-one but nobody has 

1102
01:05:09,200 --> 01:05:12,800
said anything about a reason. 
So I was like yeah but I started

1103
01:05:12,800 --> 01:05:17,300
noticing that my chat was less 
and then this person Removes 

1104
01:05:17,300 --> 01:05:21,500
themselves blocks me today, and 
the last couple days like it's 

1105
01:05:22,000 --> 01:05:23,500
going up. 
The amount of people that are 

1106
01:05:23,508 --> 01:05:27,000
like, hey can I be added back in
the chat or hey I rejoined my 

1107
01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:29,300
membership. 
I really miss the energy and I 

1108
01:05:29,308 --> 01:05:32,700
want to be back on Shadow Queens
like you left with your funky 

1109
01:05:32,700 --> 01:05:35,000
bullshit and like my community 
came back. 

1110
01:05:35,000 --> 01:05:38,200
So like it's not my community's 
problem. 

1111
01:05:38,500 --> 01:05:42,100
It's the fact that you're 
bringing a - fucking energy into

1112
01:05:42,100 --> 01:05:45,400
a positive space and you're 
fucking with it and tainting, 

1113
01:05:45,400 --> 01:05:48,100
the energy around you. 
And wondering what the problem 

1114
01:05:48,100 --> 01:05:50,500
is. 
You can run and go to multiple 

1115
01:05:50,500 --> 01:05:54,000
spiritual mentors and try and 
find answers and all the classes

1116
01:05:54,000 --> 01:05:56,900
and all the things. 
I really hope that you do but 

1117
01:05:56,900 --> 01:05:59,800
you're going to keep on doing 
the exact same pattern and 

1118
01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:03,200
routine because that's just what
you do. 

1119
01:06:03,200 --> 01:06:06,900
You won't grow. 
And the sad thing that I feel 

1120
01:06:06,900 --> 01:06:10,600
for, this is like the people who
do this are typically the ones 

1121
01:06:10,600 --> 01:06:14,900
who need mentorship the most to 
so to say like oh I've outgrown 

1122
01:06:14,900 --> 01:06:19,600
mentorship Is kind of a bold 
statement, it could be I've 

1123
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:23,100
outgrown mentorship with you. 
I may be going to go into this 

1124
01:06:23,100 --> 01:06:26,700
other whatever program but baby 
you need a double down on 

1125
01:06:26,700 --> 01:06:30,400
therapy and self-care at this 
point because a lot of people 

1126
01:06:30,400 --> 01:06:33,400
think that this think energy is 
going to help them build 

1127
01:06:33,400 --> 01:06:36,200
whatever they're building by 
taking it away. 

1128
01:06:36,300 --> 01:06:42,200
Honestly think that people 
projector own lack mentality on 

1129
01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:46,200
two people who are in an 
elevated space making money on 

1130
01:06:46,200 --> 01:06:47,700
things. 
Is that they care about make 

1131
01:06:47,700 --> 01:06:51,000
doing things that aren't just 
about money anymore, that you're

1132
01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:53,100
all about money and you're so 
money hungry. 

1133
01:06:53,100 --> 01:06:58,200
But you guys don't see the hours
that we spend behind the scenes,

1134
01:06:58,300 --> 01:07:01,600
taking our own classes doing our
own shadow work, doing our own 

1135
01:07:01,600 --> 01:07:04,900
healing shit. 
Having our own lives jobs 

1136
01:07:04,900 --> 01:07:11,100
families, all this shit and it's
like you're fucking entitled to 

1137
01:07:11,100 --> 01:07:17,000
our energy or something and like
we owe our life and Nothing to 

1138
01:07:17,000 --> 01:07:20,800
you. 
And how dare we be human and I 

1139
01:07:20,800 --> 01:07:23,800
don't fuck with that. 
Now, I understand more, the 

1140
01:07:23,800 --> 01:07:27,200
fucking energy. 
You're not strong enough that 

1141
01:07:27,200 --> 01:07:30,600
you impacted us for a long time.
It didn't take us very long to 

1142
01:07:30,600 --> 01:07:33,600
put everything together today 
because believe it or not, we 

1143
01:07:33,600 --> 01:07:36,000
just happened to piece all this 
shit together and then get it 

1144
01:07:36,000 --> 01:07:38,400
confirmed, but you weren't that 
good. 

1145
01:07:38,400 --> 01:07:40,600
Once we recognized, what was 
happening. 

1146
01:07:40,800 --> 01:07:44,300
So that energy that you were 
learning how to utilize? 

1147
01:07:44,300 --> 01:07:46,200
You were learning how to utilize
from us. 

1148
01:07:46,400 --> 01:07:51,600
And you didn't fucking complete 
your lesson plan and so that's 

1149
01:07:51,600 --> 01:07:53,600
all back to you there. 
Zero ill intent. 

1150
01:07:53,600 --> 01:07:57,300
Because again, I don't have an 
issue with anybody other than 

1151
01:07:57,300 --> 01:08:00,000
the fact that you just talked 
shit about me and dragged page 

1152
01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:02,700
into it. 
And I think that that's fucking 

1153
01:08:02,700 --> 01:08:05,800
funky, because I know, I know I 
would never do anything like 

1154
01:08:05,800 --> 01:08:10,400
that. 
It's disgusting and yeah, we 

1155
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:13,500
sent all that back, so whatever 
energy you're projecting right 

1156
01:08:13,500 --> 01:08:16,200
back at you baby. 
We have our protections up. 

1157
01:08:16,300 --> 01:08:20,800
Up on all things and have the 
day that you deserve. 

1158
01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:26,300
And honestly, with that being 
said, like I really hope that 

1159
01:08:26,700 --> 01:08:31,899
anyone listening can acknowledge
maybe in their own life or 

1160
01:08:31,899 --> 01:08:35,800
lifestyle, where they reject 
Community, or they reject 

1161
01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:39,800
compromise because of something 
from their childhood because I 

1162
01:08:39,800 --> 01:08:44,300
know growing up in my 
environment, confrontation was 

1163
01:08:44,300 --> 01:08:47,600
always like top of the list to 
like resolve something, it was 

1164
01:08:47,600 --> 01:08:49,700
always confrontation like top of
the list. 

1165
01:08:49,800 --> 01:08:54,500
And so when you grew up in a 
Shape or in a dynamic that 

1166
01:08:54,500 --> 01:08:56,600
created that fight or flight 
mode. 

1167
01:08:56,600 --> 01:09:00,600
Sometimes, our first reaction is
to project or to take offense or

1168
01:09:00,600 --> 01:09:06,300
be on the defense mode. 
And sometimes we have to realize

1169
01:09:06,300 --> 01:09:09,200
that our own projections are the
reason we don't have friends, 

1170
01:09:09,300 --> 01:09:11,700
our own projections, are the 
reasons our relationships and 

1171
01:09:11,700 --> 01:09:16,700
friendships are one-sided or not
existent and internet friends 

1172
01:09:16,700 --> 01:09:18,000
are all cool and games and 
stuff. 

1173
01:09:18,000 --> 01:09:21,600
But like, you know, Jim and I 
and I actually met in person. 

1174
01:09:21,700 --> 01:09:24,200
In and nothing was different. 
And that's when, you know, 

1175
01:09:24,200 --> 01:09:27,600
there's like a real connection. 
I think sometimes people may 

1176
01:09:27,600 --> 01:09:29,899
believe through a screen that 
there's this big great 

1177
01:09:29,899 --> 01:09:33,899
connection but is that really 
real and will that actually 

1178
01:09:33,899 --> 01:09:36,899
stand the test of time? 
I think is an important question

1179
01:09:36,899 --> 01:09:42,000
to entertain before you, you 
know, involve people in your 

1180
01:09:42,000 --> 01:09:44,700
drama because it's going to get 
everyone exiled off the island 

1181
01:09:44,700 --> 01:09:47,399
and the ship's going to keep 
moving because at the end of the

1182
01:09:47,399 --> 01:09:51,200
day, the ship is the community 
itself. 

1183
01:09:51,200 --> 01:09:55,200
And And I don't mind who gets 
off the boat like it's still we 

1184
01:09:55,200 --> 01:09:58,800
still go. 
Yeah, we're we still write it 

1185
01:09:58,800 --> 01:10:00,700
Dawn. 
I mean, you're not on the ship, 

1186
01:10:00,700 --> 01:10:04,100
you're fucking busy, not 
utilizing your energy in a 

1187
01:10:04,100 --> 01:10:06,100
positive way, which like really 
sucks for you. 

1188
01:10:06,100 --> 01:10:11,400
Because I think that all of you 
have so many, like, strengths 

1189
01:10:11,400 --> 01:10:15,000
and gifts that you were learning
how to use and utilize. 

1190
01:10:15,000 --> 01:10:19,800
And it's really unfortunate to 
have seen how much growth and 

1191
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:23,900
like, strength, all of you have.
Visually and how many like 

1192
01:10:24,700 --> 01:10:27,500
creative aspects you have and 
how you're utilizing it. 

1193
01:10:27,500 --> 01:10:30,300
Like it's really unfortunate as 
somebody who has sat here, 

1194
01:10:30,300 --> 01:10:33,100
giving you messages about your 
potential for the last like 

1195
01:10:33,100 --> 01:10:36,800
months to see that. 
That's how you guys utilize it. 

1196
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:39,100
It's like it's really 
disappointing more than anything

1197
01:10:39,100 --> 01:10:42,500
else. 
And I think that it's just a 

1198
01:10:42,500 --> 01:10:45,800
learning curve that, you know, 
this isn't going to be the first

1199
01:10:45,800 --> 01:10:48,600
time that probably something 
like this happens. 

1200
01:10:48,600 --> 01:10:51,600
But I know right now, I'm 
nipping it in the bud and I'm 

1201
01:10:51,800 --> 01:10:55,500
Already blocked pretty much 
everyone and removed everyone 

1202
01:10:55,500 --> 01:10:58,700
and whether it was projected 
onto me or you still wanted to 

1203
01:10:58,700 --> 01:11:01,700
be cool with me. 
I don't take the drama lightly 

1204
01:11:01,900 --> 01:11:05,700
because it involved innocent 
people that were by standards, 

1205
01:11:06,000 --> 01:11:08,800
that literally are in my 
community, or in Gemini's 

1206
01:11:08,800 --> 01:11:10,900
Community for healing and 
growth. 

1207
01:11:10,900 --> 01:11:13,500
So, if you were there for 
anything, other than that, I'm 

1208
01:11:13,500 --> 01:11:16,000
really glad that you saw 
yourself out before we started 

1209
01:11:16,000 --> 01:11:18,600
doing things in person because 
I'll be damned. 

1210
01:11:18,600 --> 01:11:22,400
If y'all bring that stink couch 
energy to any Person thing that 

1211
01:11:22,400 --> 01:11:25,000
I do or we do or in the future 
at all. 

1212
01:11:25,100 --> 01:11:30,400
So I am grateful for everyone 
who genuinely wants to see 

1213
01:11:30,400 --> 01:11:32,700
everyone. 
The communities win that wants 

1214
01:11:32,700 --> 01:11:35,000
to support each other, I think 
it's beautiful. 

1215
01:11:35,100 --> 01:11:38,900
I think that's what my Divine 
Life purpose is involving is 

1216
01:11:38,900 --> 01:11:42,200
bringing people together and you
know, some people get it and 

1217
01:11:42,200 --> 01:11:45,600
some people don't I don't have 
any issue with the ones who 

1218
01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:47,700
don't, I just don't want to be 
around you. 

1219
01:11:48,200 --> 01:11:51,600
I would prefer that you just 
exit South all the way. 

1220
01:11:51,800 --> 01:11:55,100
Like don't try to wiggle back in
when you've realized that you're

1221
01:11:55,100 --> 01:11:58,300
wrong, like don't try to wiggle 
back in and have like, the 

1222
01:11:58,300 --> 01:12:02,400
pigeon messenger like relay a 
message to Jim and I are like, 

1223
01:12:02,400 --> 01:12:03,700
you know what I mean? 
Like, I will not be the 

1224
01:12:03,700 --> 01:12:07,100
middleman for any apologies that
could have been said, prior to 

1225
01:12:07,100 --> 01:12:11,600
just ghosting and blocking and 
just drama for no reason. 

1226
01:12:11,800 --> 01:12:16,600
I respect everyone in the 
community who is, you know, 

1227
01:12:16,600 --> 01:12:20,300
choosing to stay in their power 
that either distance themselves 

1228
01:12:20,400 --> 01:12:24,700
or just, you know, And out of 
the drama or reaction that 

1229
01:12:24,700 --> 01:12:29,400
people were searching for, but I
don't need all the attention to 

1230
01:12:29,400 --> 01:12:32,300
be on me. 
I want everyone equally to feel 

1231
01:12:32,300 --> 01:12:35,500
supported and seen and so if 
there's ever something that 

1232
01:12:35,500 --> 01:12:39,500
comes up, or anyone ever wants 
to express anything to me, like,

1233
01:12:39,500 --> 01:12:43,600
always an open space but don't 
project your trauma or bullshit 

1234
01:12:43,600 --> 01:12:46,100
on to me, like, leave me out of 
the drama. 

1235
01:12:46,300 --> 01:12:50,400
If you want drama, I'm going to 
make sure that we don't give it 

1236
01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:52,800
to you because I have no. 
I'm like, I don't care. 

1237
01:12:54,200 --> 01:12:57,600
I'm not going to even think 
about this after tonight. 

1238
01:12:57,600 --> 01:13:00,100
Like, as far as I'm concerned, 
like energies, have been 

1239
01:13:00,100 --> 01:13:03,100
released. 
There's no ill intention towards

1240
01:13:03,100 --> 01:13:05,000
you. 
I just whatever you've been 

1241
01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:06,700
giving, just have it back 
because I don't want it. 

1242
01:13:06,700 --> 01:13:08,300
I don't want to re harness that 
energy. 

1243
01:13:08,300 --> 01:13:11,300
I don't want to keep it for you.
Keep it. 

1244
01:13:11,300 --> 01:13:15,500
I hope you transmute that energy
into healing yourself. 

1245
01:13:15,600 --> 01:13:18,300
I hope that you start to use 
your gifts and actual ways that 

1246
01:13:18,300 --> 01:13:22,300
are going to help you. 
I'm open to receiving an apology

1247
01:13:22,300 --> 01:13:25,900
but I'm not. 
I don't actually want to have 

1248
01:13:25,900 --> 01:13:29,500
anybody involved in my life. 
I don't expect any apologies 

1249
01:13:29,500 --> 01:13:33,900
because people have been real 
fucking strong on their opinion 

1250
01:13:33,900 --> 01:13:39,900
and talking shit behind the 
scenes and Yeah, that's not 

1251
01:13:39,900 --> 01:13:41,800
something that like I'm just 
cool with. 

1252
01:13:41,800 --> 01:13:47,400
I literally wish you nothing but
the best and I think that is 

1253
01:13:47,400 --> 01:13:51,000
some fucking bullshit and I'm 
not cool with you and I'm not 

1254
01:13:51,000 --> 01:13:54,700
cool with it and Page can 
fucking take your apology to, or

1255
01:13:54,700 --> 01:13:57,400
whatever. 
I don't want it at the end of 

1256
01:13:57,400 --> 01:14:00,500
the day. 
I think like me and Jenna 

1257
01:14:00,500 --> 01:14:04,500
operate separately. 
Quit trying to like, bring drama

1258
01:14:04,500 --> 01:14:07,700
between us. 
We don't want your drama. 

1259
01:14:07,900 --> 01:14:11,300
I don't have a space for My 
spirit is over as talking about 

1260
01:14:11,300 --> 01:14:16,400
this fucking there. 
You have it, folks, the drama of

1261
01:14:16,400 --> 01:14:20,000
the fucking season because there
will be no more. 

1262
01:14:20,300 --> 01:14:27,400
I have no problem letting people
just be exactly where they had 

1263
01:14:27,400 --> 01:14:30,500
me fucked up at. 
So, I hope that this is 

1264
01:14:31,400 --> 01:14:37,200
educational when it comes to 
every body in the world does not

1265
01:14:37,200 --> 01:14:40,600
want to see you win. 
But the ones that do give them 

1266
01:14:40,600 --> 01:14:43,600
all the love and energy and 
gratitude and support those 

1267
01:14:43,600 --> 01:14:46,700
fucking people. 
Because at the end of the day, 

1268
01:14:46,900 --> 01:14:48,700
you don't need a million people 
on your team. 

1269
01:14:48,700 --> 01:14:52,800
If you got a couple solid 
people, We do have solid people 

1270
01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:55,500
like we have more support than 
we have problem. 

1271
01:14:58,500 --> 01:15:01,900
Yeah. 
So like whatever it's been 

1272
01:15:01,900 --> 01:15:04,600
consistent over here, we've been
we've been clear. 

1273
01:15:04,600 --> 01:15:06,900
We've been good. 
I think we're on the same page. 

1274
01:15:06,900 --> 01:15:08,200
We never want to talk about this
again. 

1275
01:15:08,900 --> 01:15:12,900
We don't give a fuck where both 
removing who we need to remove 

1276
01:15:12,900 --> 01:15:20,000
and pushing forward in life and 
wish you the fucking happiness 

1277
01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:24,300
that you need. 
And I hope that you find your 

1278
01:15:24,300 --> 01:15:27,700
healing journey and you can miss
me with that. 

1279
01:15:28,200 --> 01:15:31,500
Thank you sayonara. 
We love you.