Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
What the fuck is up, everybody? Welcome back to Candyland.
We have the late-night special coming through.
So this new moon in Taurus, as people acting brand-new like,
they're just going to take someone else's entire life and
make it their own, I guess. I guess that's the vision people
are over here. Taking what's not theirs and
trying to build from that. Take from what's not theirs but
also like I feel like there's a lot of people who enter into
communities built on support and lack of judgment and unlike
growing together and whatever and bring like I don't know -
bullshit into it and then go on a healing Journey, just to take
other people back on the bullshit train with you.
What I don't understand is like, when you step into a community
and you Start to build connections.
Why do you think that you were led to that Community because
clearly your lesson and your karmic debt is around community.
So if your instinct is to be competition or be competitive
and chatty and to start drama behind the scenes within that
Community, then you really need to take a deeper look at your
spiritual lessons and why you keep repeating that.
That, among your friendships, your relationships, your family.
And wonder why you're alone or wonder, why people don't
understand you. I have this thing that I've
always had since I started doing mentorship and I started having
the chat and it was that if people were going to have side
conversations with each other and become friends, I was all
about it. But I always said this is a new
healthy Dynamic that you're trying to have.
So don't go into it with the same trauma, dumping on each
other or talking about drama and bullshit that's going on or
frustrations and irritations. Like don't do that because
Because then that's what you guys are going to focus on and
it's going to be the same kinds of friendships that you've had
in the past and everybody goes through periods.
Where like, like, I've gone through it too, like, we all go
through it. We're like, maybe we are like
ships just kind of fucked up right now and we talk about it
real quick but the importance is the people around you being like
okay you've had that feeling like we're going to move past
that we're doing better, were healing and that's how it should
be. That's the example, that's
always been LED in my community is if you're like going through
- shit and you're having a hard time and you have to talk it
out, do that and then come back and be like, I'm recognizing
that I did that, like, I apologize.
Whatever, have that kind of communication, but don't sit
there and just be drama, caddy bullshit with people, and taking
the joy and Community out of a community and trying to
individualize it and corrupt everything.
Honestly, I don't really mind the whole situation where people
show their true colors right at the brink of a breakthrough.
Like whenever you're doing the work you will start to see the
people that benefited from your lack of boundaries from your
lack of you know communication your lack of assertiveness, you
will very much have a Clear Vision on things that once
confused. You things that were once veiled
or hidden. When you start learning about
yourself, you will see how many people benefit from you not
being in your power. And the one thing I'm not going
to do on any platform is give too much attention to the bully
because you can come into the community and be the wolf drives
dressed in sheep's clothing and pretend to be friends with
everyone. But the thing is is when you try
to individualize the community, Lose the glue that holds
everything together. You lose the community aspect of
it and now it's turned into a chore or, you know, just one of
your regular connections where there was this inspiration in
this fuel in this passion and fire, that was being fanned by
multiple people because when you're in numbers, you're way
more powerful but trying to individualize or make best
friends that you've ever had is all fun and games, but Remember
what brought you to the community and the first place,
it was to be understood. It was to have a safe place and
you taking that away from other people and distracting people
who are orchestrating, the divine's work.
Like I don't see this as my community but more like a
spiritual Sanctuary, that's divinely LED.
So when I asked Spirit to remove certain energies from my life,
that are no longer serving me and all of a sudden people start
dropping like flies. It's pretty Are an obvious, the
fake support, it's pretty clear and obvious, the envy and
jealousy that's being shared among whoever.
Wherever, you know what I fucking love is I fucking love
when I do spell work for Road opening and clearing negativity
and making a clear path for me and somebody who's been in my
community then leaves all of a sudden and My subscribers on my
patreon, go up the interaction on my mentor sheet here goes up
everybody's talking and like full of this like energy and
stuff. That like felt like it was being
sucked for a minute and it's real wild too.
I'm just going to say it's really.
It's really fucking wild to have people sit here and we've talked
about it before, but sit here to our faces and act like you
support us and you, you're part of this community and you want
the best for us, literally paying money and being a part of
a community. Getting energy workings done by,
by both of us, getting readings done, getting all this shit
done. Spell workings done, and then
realistically, you were putting negative energy into something
and it's completely fucking obvious.
Obvious. This the moment that you step
away and all of a sudden there's new life and growth inside of
something, like we can energetically feel the second
that somebody leaves that was doing some bullshit.
And I'm going to say that I was made aware today, that there are
people who were doing mentorship with me that have started a
group chat and are literally Austin this group chat to talk
shit and here's what I would like to say.
Not one of these fucking people came and said, jack shit to me.
In fact, one person I let stay on more than a month longer on
mentorship because she was saying how much she needed it
and how much she didn't want to leave.
And I felt for her, I had her on there, I was giving her free
energy workings. I was including her inside of
group things to the point that I eventually was like, Hey, I can
keep you in the chat, but you haven't liked re-upped and so
I'm not going to do. Like these energy workings,
whatever, but I was doing free shit.
Another one of these people I have been, I helped tell her how
to grow a business, how to do a business by herself.
I gave her advice on shit. I have been supporting her shop.
I've been shouting out her shop. I've been telling people to go
in order from her. I've been putting her product
inside witchcraft boxes. Another person was told me that
they were To leave mentorship and blamed it on being
overwhelmed, by being a parent, and having life go on and all
this other shit. And I went to that person
directly. So it's really fucking weird.
To me when people are nice as fuck to.
My face are getting readings from me and everything else.
And then you turn around and make a chat.
And then, not only do you talk shit about me, but then you pull
in people from Pages community and you try to say, oh, Gemini
was scamming us. Because she didn't give us our
reading on time or what the fuck ever you're saying and Page was
in on it. First of all, the only when I
had to reschedule readings, there were two months that were
really fucking difficult for me, Paige knows this.
We had to reschedule podcast interviews.
I've been extremely fucking open about having a brain disease and
being sick. And those two months, I was in
excruciating pain and I was having a very rough time.
During that time, everybody got their readings.
They some people were just a little bit delayed.
People talking shit were the ones who were like, don't
fucking worry about it. Spirit has all the timing you
just make yourself better. I was doing energy work for
these people in the meantime so that I was giving something
back. I was updating and Vlogs, I was
doing all kinds of shit. So for anybody to ever sit there
and try and talk shit about either, one of the communities
that we have built. When we literally put our soul,
whether we are sick or feeling good or we're down, we're
energizing other people for any of you to talk.
Shit. And then be pussy-ass, little
bitches and not say it to anybody's fucking face.
Fuck you, you're cowards. I fucking like, I literally am
not even mad that you guys did that.
I'm just like, shocked that you would be in mentorship with me
for literal months. It's about open communication,
any conversation that I ever had, with any of you, I was
nothing but fucking supportive anything that you fucking needed
going above and beyond, and fuck, all of you for being shady
ass. Little Snakes and you're going
to get all the energy that you're putting out there for
each other, everything that you didn't block me on.
I went ahead and I went fucking blocked you on because I don't
want your fucking stank-ass weird - bullshit energy.
Thank you. Can, I suppose like Service
Announcement because the the part that really, really hits
for me is that they not only wanted to do that but then
project it onto me and People that they've met through my
community and then single those people out and talk shit about
me and Jim and I two people that they've met from my community.
So unlike what the math is not mathan and the reason that
people like I said earlier are led to community because baby
you got soul contracts that you need to work through that.
You need to absorb and you need to see that you are the common.
In all of your failed relationships.
And yes, people are abusive and people are crazy, and I'm not
making excuses for real abuse. But what I'm saying?
That a lot of the times, it's what we learned from our parents
and our environment that we are projecting into our romantic and
platonic relationships. And you can act like you're
coming from a soul level of concern or whatever, and tell
some 10, take the time you need, but if you don't actually mean
that, You're not really following the Golden Rule and no
one's docking. You accept Spirit on that it
like Spirit knows when your intentions are not pure and I
don't care if you're giving me one dollar or one thousand
dollars like I'm going to treat you like a person who goes
through things I'm never ever going to get emotional or
project my emotion on to you because of a subscription or
money or any of those things. So for people that are in this
little hearsay group of Back and forth.
There's never been any issue or anyone that has spoke up that
addressed anything but to take it into your own little world of
Illusion is, the reason that you were led to a community in the
first place because you need to learn how to play in compromise
and work with others. And this really isn't the first
time that random people try to come between Jim.
And I and me. And I think that this was like,
one of those things was like, if we project this enough, maybe,
Paige will be mad at Jim. And I, or maybe if we tell this
story to enough people and enough people fucking listen to
this story. They'll start to believe that
Gemini's the bad guys. So I do feel like there was like
some weird Vendetta towards you. That was like, trying to use me
as a pawn to like take the bait. Honestly.
All we can do is speculate on it because nobody had the fucking
balls to just have a conversation.
Like literally we are genuinely openly ourselves all of the
time. We have podcasts where we share
information. I literally have like we have
all this shit where we are built on being open and being honest
and having communication. And one thing bothers me is not
having a conversation with me at all and just Sing and to having
a conversation with me and then lying about something and saying
that there's no issue, whatever I need to go because I need to
handle this and that or you know, Finance or whatever.
But then you're talking shit and it's really like like legit like
it hurts your feelings to know that you've put time and energy
into like helping and supporting and boosting people up and that
they would turn around. And and do that to you honestly.
I think that it just shows a lot for the listeners.
The evolution of like the beginning of the podcast less
intimidating consistency and showing up even when it's hard
or even when it's not as easy is like not for the week.
And I think that a lot of people through the evolution of our own
personal growth thought that maybe like this would be just
like a phase, but I think it's more of like Power struggle of
their own inner dialogue of, like, imposter syndrome because
like, you can boost someone up and you can help them build a
business, and you can tell them all their Spirit guides and all
the fucking things that you think you want to know.
But if you don't use that information for the betterment
of yourself and others and you're using it for malicious or
you know, whatever energies that are Not healthy.
You're going to have a rude awakening because you cannot
manipulate the spiritual realm, and you can want what other
people have, and that envy and jealousy, and hatred in your
heart is only going to shine through every fucking thing you
do. And eventually people will see
that, maybe you are a fraud or maybe you don't belong here.
And I think some people deal with that impostor syndrome to
the point that when someone does know who they are, and they are
They are really fucking sure of it.
It's like homegirl saying that we're different on the podcast
and we are on real life when I think, if anything I'm more
myself on the podcast, because for once I feel like this is the
platform that you can't censor me.
And even if you don't like me, you're probably still listening
because you want to know and you're a fan period.
I also. I also get additionally
frustrated about this because, you know, two of these people in
this in this text group doing mentorship with me, were very
much like added me to a separate group chat with them and was
like we just wanted you to like me in a group chat with us like
we just wanted to you know be able to have your energy
whatever. And I was like you know the side
group chat is totally fine but please don't take away from like
being in the group chat by you guys like being friends,
whatever and part of their like as we were evolving with like
their mentors. Ship stuff was like.
You need to have a safe place to and like we're your friends and
like it's not just about like mentorship with us.
Like you can be open and you can talk to us and blah blah, blah,
blah blah. And to me, I'm like so with all
this bullshit energy like to me that was real to me.
Like if I'm somebody like if I'm telling somebody that I am their
friend and that like, I'm a safe place for them.
Like I'm your friend and like you're safe with me.
And so, now, I'm like Was that all bullshit because what were
you trying to get information from me?
Like you were willing to pay $75 a month to what get information
about me and like try to have a problem.
I don't know, I'm confused because the real question is
like who has the energy if you are building a business or being
a better parent or being a better human like who has the
energy to project back onto the very people that led you to your
Awakening and that helped you build a business or help you do
whatever. And it's just like that's why I
like what this whole Tax Advisor advice if you all want tax
advice. 175 an hour holler at your girl.
If you don't I don't give a fuck.
Like it doesn't lose any sleep for me to be like yes I have a
skill, that's offer a mobile. If you don't want to pay my
price it does not hurt me to keep that information to myself.
It does not hurt me for someone to remove themselves from my
community. If all you were doing in my
community was gathering ammo to start drama on the side because
I have noticed within my own Community, once a lot of Drama
started over on one side of the field, it bled over and I like
how our communities have commingled and I've been very
open about people supporting both of us and how it's cool.
Like if you want to flip flop or rotate or however you like want
to do that for your budget, like there's no hard feelings but
I've had people feel the need to explain to me that they're like
going to be on Gemini's and not mine or vice versa and it's just
like, we don't compete. So I don't give a fuck like you
can do both or you can do zero. Oh, I love you either way, if I
support you, I'm rooting for you.
I wish nothing but the best for you, I understand as a teacher,
a mentor and a person that there's a time when you outgrow
me and you move on. And I am so cool with that.
Like, I've had several people on great terms, say, you know, like
I've learned what I think I can learn and now I got to go do my
own thing. And like, I completely support
that I went through that same transition with my mentor, and I
think that I've learned How that Evolution goes without someone
taking it as a personal attack. Although I'll say that sometimes
for the mentor, teacher Dynamic to let go, sometimes it is like
you're grieving or losing someone that was a part of your
life. But the thing for me is, like, I
am living through the people that go on to help others and to
like, be that change that we all need in the world.
So it doesn't hurt me that you've outgrown me.
But what hurts me is that you would literally try to take
people from a safe space and bring them into your drama.
Infested pus bucket full of bullshit and Trauma Bond, and
it's cool. But I really respect what you
said, Gemini about how you kind of set boundaries and rules.
I never did that because I thought to myself were all
fucking grown adults. And if any one kind of
disrespects anyone, I'll just remove them but the fact that
People felt entitled to make friendships to spread drama and
rumors about someone that's like a best friend of mine and a
business partner. I just booked a removed and I
don't give a fuck. Like, I honestly would rather
block and remove someone and not take your energy exchange, then
feel like I owe you anything or Still involved with your lower
vibrational shit. And like, I feel like, I've
blocked more people from the patreon, then, like have left on
their own. Like, like I just have no like
this regard to be like, oh, your mom's up your blocked.
Like it's not going to rain. Ooh, you know what I mean?
Like, your time's up. So it is what it is.
And I hate that for people but I think that in six months,
whoever and whatever you'll wake up, and you'll realize that you
were the problem and that you drove a nail through.
Something that was probably working for you to think that
the grass was greener. I am just like you blocked me
but you kept page on your shit and I really like people just, I
feel like they just didn't think that we were gonna find out
about the shit talking. So I'm like, what is the point
of you sitting there? Having a chat?
You literally were in a community.
Just just recently. You were literally involved in
both of our communities where it is founded on.
Supporting and loving each other and having friendship and not
competing with anybody and like supporting each other's, you
know, whatever you left, that Community to go and literally
start a group chat to shit, talk us.
And then try to bring in just other people who like aren't
even a part of your shit. And have you learned nothing
like you've been getting readings from both of us.
You've been doing mentorship. Like, you've been getting
messages about healing. One of you.
Literally got a reading with me. Last Last week and it was like
all about like your healing journey and shit and that's what
you are fucking doing with that energy.
You spent literally money to be in mentorship and what you take
away from that is, you know what, I'm going to do, I'm going
to go and shit on the people that have been giving me the
most energy exchange and connecting me with these people,
that I'm going to go talk shit with that's and I'm going to say
nothing about it. Like that is ratchet coward-ass
shit. What I feel like though is like,
People know they're wrong, they would rather shut down and not
say anything. Then, take accountability and
then there's people who over explain and overcompensate that
are just fucking bullshitting you even deeper.
So it's like, it's amazing that it seems to be the people who
were like, so like oh my God. I'm just like so thankful for
this community that end up being the one's that are like trying
to drive a wedge through the community.
But I'll be honest like Like I've done so much protection and
releasing work that I manifested.
Removing a lot of people I've manifested removing a lot of
energies there, just blocking me and I know people think like
that they're going to block me from something that's mine, but
you're not like and I just know that.
So I think that's what irks people.
The most is like when you are, sure of who you are and that's
why it is such a flex to just be authentic because then there is
no show to upkeep, there's no maintenance.
Like do because you're just being you and in genuinely
rocking with who you rock with, I'll be honest, like I'm not
here to make best friends with every single person that I read
cards with, but there are so many people that I have bonded
with and made like deep friendships with, as well.
So, it's like, I don't know. And some of these people that
did this are people that are considered to be like those
people that I had made friends with, you know what I mean?
Like, that's why I think like my feelings are hurt and like if
you You all do listen to this or anyone in the peanut gallery.
Listens, you know, it is fucked. Up, were grown adults, like,
every one of you all are like 30 plus, some of you all ranging
like upward of just way double my age, probably, and it's just
not cool. Like, I don't need to be having
drama with people that were led into my community for healing
like period. Like if someone would have came
to me, I have addressed it, like, I knows maybe Jim and I
can be intimidating. So like, if you all felt like,
you couldn't talk to her the fact that you threw me into it
without even acknowledging, or saying anything to me and be
different. If someone reached out to me and
I ignored it, or I brushed it off or I just shut it down.
But instead like you all didn't say anything and think that
you're in the right and I don't give a fuck, we love airing out
our dirty laundry on the podcast.
Because then that means that that trauma is not stored in my
body, your projection Ins and your negativity is out into the
world to be understood dissected and learned from.
And if you all want to learn anything know that, not
everyone's your friend and the people who seem to support you
the most sometimes be the ones who either want to be you or
they want what you have. So they're trying to get close
to you to learn Trade Secrets and to learn things and that's
like I've said before, there's plenty of people who have never
supported me at a day in their life that at least are honest
about their intentions towards me.
Like, I just want something from, you know, but it'd be the
people that are like, no, you have a safe space in me or I
want to be close in this way. That seemed to be the shadiest
and it's like natural connections evolved and I
promise anyone who's listening a community-driven space is the
foundation when you individualize and it's built on
drama or shit, talking other people, it will fuse out exactly
the way that it came in. And, you know, you mentioned
like I may be intimidating to talk to, but, you know, two of
these people came to me and told me that they were going to have
to stop mentorship. Whatever, they didn't want me to
be upset. One of them, I like was sending
long voice notes and talking to them and whatever.
And the other one was like, no problem.
I'm still shouting out your shop and whatever blah blah blah.
So Like, I don't know, they weren't intimidated to come and
say that they weren't going to be doing it.
They were just intimidated to be fucking honest.
Like just be like yo I think I don't like you.
That's not what it was. It was literally just recently
sending me all these messages about you know what?
An amazing space it is. And thank you so much for the
reading and calling me goddess, whatever in the group chat,
literally, while we were gone on our trip, And all this shit and
then you're going to come back and say, like, it's fucking
funky. It's fucking weird.
I don't like it. And I, we have one.
We've done return to senders to. We have a bunch of fucking
protection energy Up 3 It's all fucking bullshit for.
I don't fucking like you and that's how I feel.
And also I am so fucking tired of people thinking that there's
something with Paige and I wear if you talk shit or you say
something that one of us is going to be like oh my God, and
like that's not going to happen. So, spend more energy, finding
yourself, a friend. That is a supportive person and
the isn't trying to have drama with you.
And tonight, someone was like, I don't, I want to take one of
your classes and I also want to do Pages Tarot reading and my
thing wasn't, oh my God, you should take my class and that's
what you should be doing. My thing was, I know that I'm
going to be taking Pages tarot class because she's a magical
goddess. So am I seeing you there?
Like that was my response. So, what I love about all this
drama is today. I decided to like offer, like
three scholarships to different people that like, I know really
like, like, need the class but maybe like what it dedicate that
to themselves because they're in that, like energy, you know what
I mean? And there's some people like you
like you said, as soon as you invested, you made all that
money right back as soon as I decided earlier that I was going
to do something like everything kept coming in, you know, it's
like when you make up your mind and you put a clear intention
into the universe, like the universe responds.
The one thing that I love is like, I've done so much spell
work and I've actually been paying other witches to do spell
work for me as well, just because like I love supporting
other people, it's not that I can't do it for me.
Myself. But I think that I don't want to
do spell work for everyone because I don't think that
everyone deserves abundance or manifesting things that make
their life easier. If what you're doing is hurting
people or making manipulation your main character trait, you
know what I mean? Like I'm not going to be out
here doing love spells for people who need a love themself.
Like you know what I mean? Like so doing spell work for
other people and it just depends as more of a VIP thing that I do
for people, but it's like so, Many people think that they're
going to get that same delivery or energy from another reader or
whatever and you really shoot yourself in the in your own foot
because the Bible of what you're doing now is coming from gemini
or from the person Etc. And I just don't see why people
and like I'm sure some of these people like they kept me on
their friends list, it was more of like a watch Jim and I thing
like, it makes me feel like everything that y'all have done.
That supported me was so that you could create allies within
my community and then try to take them with your bullshit.
And I was always full with the other group chats, and people,
talking and whatever. But just know that I have eyes
and ears everywhere and even though I didn't ask certain
things like I knew something was up.
I just like to give people the benefit of the doubt and things.
Like there's no way this grown-ass individual is starting
random drama with people over the internet.
It because they literally wouldn't even know these people.
If it was not for Me, Argentina period, and I'm not entitled to
the people take them with you. If you're a snake, remove
yourself, Uncle like I don't want your fake support.
I don't need fake support at all but I know that I over deliver
on every spiritual service that I offer and if you've been on my
patreon or you have gotten a reading like I always work for
the highest and best in for Spirit like all this ego-driven
spirituality, there's no space for it.
We're than I am. And I just don't give a fuck
about it either. Go above and beyond for
everybody that I have in my community to and its really a
fucking slap in the face for you to first of all a month of my
mentorship is less than getting a reading with me.
So not only are you getting that reading with me but you're
getting all that additional shit and for you to sit there and say
that like anything was under delivered to you or whatever.
Is fucking bullshit and you're sucking.
My dick. Every time you get your fucking
reading and telling me how amazing it is, and how much it
resonates and how helpful it is, and then you're turning around
being fucking snakes. Absolutely not.
I just don't get, who is benefiting from this like, okay,
everyone has a business. Everyone can eat.
But the weird thing for me is, like, how are you going to like,
invest into your business from a reading that That you received
and then literally still have lack and like fear around that,
like, with competition or whatever.
And like the weird thing for me is like I'm supported everyone
in question, pretty much like everyone in question if they had
something for me to support AB supported it and some way shape
or form and I just feel like I'm just don't got time for a fake
love like I would much rather work with strangers who never
join the community. Either I'm helping on a positive
note, then, have anyone affected by this, like, bullshit energy.
You know what I mean? Like, I love being able to,
like, release it out into the world, because I'm not going to
Harbor. None of that.
Like, my feelings were hurt earlier because I couldn't
believe that people had the audacity to, for one think that
I was in on some scam for to that gym.
And I was even scamming people, but they never reached out.
No, no. Contact or wasn't like any real
reason of like blocking Gemini and not to mention that one of
you and I'm talking directly to you and you know who you are,
you said that you had to leave because your family or whatever,
I felt like it was a hard time for you and that you were really
frustrated and I gave you an extra reading.
I was like, oh, you're going to be leaving?
I gave you an extra reading and I even asked your permission
first, because you were removing yourself like would you mind if
Did this you even were like, hey, I might be getting rid of
my social medias. So, if it looks like I blocked
you and you're thinking like, oh my god, did she go crazy and
block me? I didn't block you.
So, you literally, I have that on voice now.
So, like when you talk this shit, I have receipts of your
voice notes. I have the conversation where
you lied to me. I have the conversation where my
friend reached out because you do classes with us and you were
going Mia and she was worried about you and you Gave her the
same life that you gave me. So people were, we were
genuinely concerned about you and trying to have a
conversation and you fucking lied and then you start a group
chat talking shit about me. And like, I just, I don't
understand. Like, we're literally out here
every week. And every day on our on our
platforms and in our communities, talking about, like
our ethics and who we are and whatever.
And the fact that then you would turn around and do that shit.
That's fucking shady as fuck. And what's weird is like to tell
people in my community that you got scammed by Gemini and then
like to even have like any real like thought that like, oh my
God, maybe she forgot, like I could just reach out to her.
Like never been a deal before. Like the fact that your first
instinct was a drama seclusion in blocking without even
bringing up any solutions or even making space.
For any like real compromise is the reason that all you
motherfuckers were led to a community but guess what?
I go pop your shit baby, go back to the local, Bingo Hall,
whatever you do on the weekends, go drink with your friends and
real life. I don't give a fuck work on
y'all's business, y'all And y'all can do whatever you're
doing. But at the end of the day, what
you came for was a community space because your ass needs to
learn how to compromise. And I love just being able to
rise above these triggers, because several people try to
come between me and other people who are really, just not even
involved with your patreon people.
This fucking original group chat, like all the things,
they're just so extended, it was like a web, it was like someone
threw a fucking pay. Eat splatter, whatever, like
splattered paint. And it just touched everyone.
And every person was like trying to grasp at like straws to like
create some illusion that there was an actual issue that caused
all this but really the root issue to in my opinion is
fucking jealousy. People say they support you but
whenever behind the scenes, they're not pure in their heart
or intentions so their manifestations aren't working.
You know readings are going in one ear and out the other, their
business isn't successful and then they see someone who is
successful. If your first instinct is Envy
or jealousy. Like that's you.
That's a you problem. And I'll just say here lately,
I'm realizing that if someone really does want to be you, you
can't be around them and I was working through this for another
person who's, You Know, Rich and Famous.
So everybody wants to be them, but it's like it.
Only gets worse, the more people who know you what people want to
take from you energetically physically emotionally and I
think people were just trying to get me and you and our emotions
because we are typically unbothered.
But I'll just be honest, my finances and emotions have no
contact. So you leaving a patreon or you
doing this, like remove so many people from Discord.
I used to let people stay even after because I thought like,
okay, look, you know, you expired but I'm gonna let you
stay in the community. As I want you to be able to feel
included, fuck y'all. Fuck that.
Like, that all the, y'all, the ones that elapsed seem to be the
ones that were in the drama seem to be the ones that were like
poke inspiring this fucking story against Jim.
And I, and honestly, I feel like beat down.
This was a ploy to try to come between Jim.
And I, and me because the full moon Power Circle is fucking
popping and y'all's energy can try to mimic but you don't got
the flavor and y'all can do whatever but it's crazy that the
same people who are in this drama were Ones at the circles
were the ones, doing the burning boat, were the ones talking
about how deep the cord cutting in the Reiki was, and how
amazing everything was. So it's like, yeah.
I understand that you're now got into a closed front row,
position to see that Gemini's, super powerful and I'm super
powerful but I'm humble as fuck. But like if I'm really wanted to
air out the dirty laundry, I could come to everyone directly
and go ahead and just let you all know.
Like I've been seeing it noticing it for a while.
While. But to make it a Gemini problem,
that became a me problem. Just shows that there was never
no real problem, because neither one of us had any one address.
The issue at least as a group, if you all were all, not ballsy
enough to say something yourself.
You could have at least nominated your ring leader.
And really are doubt, who the fuck's leading the whole circle
because there's somebody there, somebody else, something Circle,
527 amount of people that are is leading the circle and you got
me fucked up. It really like it shows your
personality like it doesn't. I have so many people that,
like, I can readings to and that I have on Mentor that, like,
I've been working with longer than I ever worked with any of
you. And it's just what you say is,
just really fucking wild. And you know what's also funny
is, that almost all of you were enrolled in.
My classes were Originals in my class.
Ass made it through 2, class 3 with me and had literally just
paid money. One of you took the whole
fucking class and then didn't show up.
Last week, canceled your patreon blocked me today.
No conversation. After just saying that, you had
like expanded past mentorship and I even responded to him.
Was like, fuck. Yeah.
That's so dope. Like that's what we want.
Like, you should be like, I agree.
I think that you've evolved like, look at all that you're
doing. Doing was over here.
Proud of you telling me I'm shouting out your shop.
Fuck that. And It's fucking you guys paid
for class one week before it started.
And then the person that I think is the ringleader and all this
who whatever you would literally just giving me money for class
and then you just didn't show up to class.
Honestly, this is what I think about this whole situation.
I have nothing but love for all of you people, if you've
supported me the podcasts in any way, my business in any way, I
don't wish anything bad upon you.
When any way, shape, or form, you will never project.
You're ill intent on to me. And make people think that
that's mine or Gemini's and tensions are like what we stand
for. And I think that's why we really
want to get on here and clear the air because I know that
there's 10 to 15 other people who have been Been involved.
And those people have felt the need to ice me out because
they're afraid that I'm going to ask them something about it and
that they're going to have to spill the beans and be the
person. So, I know that there's like 15
people involved in this little circle of nerdy of drama and
what's weird about it is there are several people who instead
of saying anything have just completely radio silenced
everyone meaning that they're not active in the community
anymore meaning that they're still active on.
A tree on but they're not coming to anything.
They're not, you know, taking any of the resources, the
classes, the things that I offer like they're not coming into the
community space because they're afraid that I'm going to
approach them. And bring it up and that they're
either going to have to throw someone under the bus because
they do know what's going on. Or they're going to have to look
like the bad guy like they didn't tell me or both or both
and that's really becoming an issue right now is because half
of you motherfuckers, calling each other.
Best friends would not have known each other and I do not
care that you have made friends, but the fact that you're trying
to Exile people with these little fake stories and make
people think that At the very community that we're building.
Has any other intentions for them, then literally the best.
I have literally never been mad about someone for downgrading
their patreon. Never deleted any of you all off
the Discord, people's cards would lapse.
I never to leave them off to score, but today, I went through
and did an inventory, check and removed.
A lot of people from Discord that are no longer a part of the
community whatsoever and there's no need for us to have any holes
in the The story because the story is, there was no
communication. And this is the story.
There is no communication in all projection, all abandonment, and
insecurities about someone realizing that you're not who
you say, you are. So, let's isolate these people
and try to sell them this Kool-Aid for them to drink.
But in reality, the devil always shows himself like, you know
what I mean. Like, there's not something that
can stay hidden forever. Also to like, in real life
people that do mentorship and that do readings and stuff are
actual people and have actual things that go on in life.
And if you are going to take mentorship with people or you're
going to just involve yourself inside of our community in any
way, whether you're on the fucking five dollars here or
you're doing whatever, like if you're going to be investing in
who I am as a person or who pages.
As a person we're authentic about who we are.
So you either like that or you don't like that.
And I have never ever been mean to anybody that is coming.
Approached me to talk to me that has ever told me that they're
upset by anything. I've even apologize for things
that like, if I have done something, but I don't realize
that I'm done. I'm like, hey, you know, please
feel free to talk to me about it.
Like, you know, I'm sorry if I did something, I'd love to talk
to you. That's the kind of person that I
am. So, For you not to take
advantage of that like that sucks and nobody better say
that. It's because they thought that
like I would be intimidating or me and because when people come
to me, direct, I actually have a lot of respect for them and my
response wouldn't be to be like will go fuck yourself.
But that's my response when you don't have any fucking respect.
Yeah. The lack of transparency when
that's literally the main thing that I preach and I want to
bring up that this class that I'm launching.
It's advertised as like learning how to read tarot and Oracle,
because that is going to be a main focus, but I'm going to go
into the fucking ethics of it. And the ethics is a lot of what?
People fall short on, you can manifest, you can buy all the
oils and all the candles and all the herbs and you can do all the
Spells and you can fucking pull all the cards baby but guess
what? It is dependent on your free
will so if you're offended by owning your own shit.
It and seeing where you are the problem or wow.
You know, maybe when that person came to me talking about that,
maybe I should have just said something to someone even though
that would have seen like drama or a tattletale, maybe I should
have aired it out before it escalated into this whole ordeal
that's involved, ten to Fifteen fucking people now.
And unfortunately, I'm now seeing where people were leaving
the community because of this, like I said earlier, like
Silence or not being active at all, where they once were very.
And I think it was a lot of that projection energy and not
feeling like it's a safe space because there was an intruder.
There was Snakes in the Grass, people disguised as, you know,
healers and lightworkers. And it's cool baby.
But I pay attention to who you have soul contracts with and
what you're actually here to do. And that's why in the grand
scheme of things, I'm not going to be friends with every single
person that I cross. Spaz with just like you're not
going to be friends with every single person that you cross
paths with like to The Listener. You don't even like everyone.
So why do you think everyone's going to like you, you know,
it's the metrics of the world and we spend so much time
worrying about what other people are going to perceive or how
other people are going to take what we're doing.
And that is your own insecurities and projection.
Like I will never make someone feel some type of way because
their financial system or Ever has changed.
I don't talk down to people about anything just because I
know my shit with finances or I feel like I'm on top of my shit
doesn't make me think that I'm better than you.
It just means that I have literally evolved from the
trailer park from the bottom From The Trenches.
And I'm fucking proud. And I'm going to scream it.
I'm going to talk about it. I'm going to make people hear me
because for once I've given myself a platform that you can't
take away, and you can't silence it.
And I think that people thought like, Oh well, let's target the
community build allies, build friends, disguise it, as genuine
support, you know? Oh, I don't want you to get
scammed by this person, or I don't want this person to take
advantage of you. Like they did me.
I can hear it now because it's like the dog and pony show and
then you know, other people who were involved felt as if I was
upset with them. And I'm like, I'm not upset that
you were involved. I'm upset that these people felt
comfortable to come talk shit to you.
That's what I'm upset about. Because why do they feel so
comfortable to talk? Shit to you but not to address
the situation. If you were ready for
confrontation in war and you wanted to talk all this shit to
someone else? Who's really just a bystander?
Where was the accountability to say something to you or me?
I can't make any sense of it because I don't understand.
Like genuinely, I don't even have bad things about these
people. Like, I was cool with these
people. I was friends with you guys,
like you, yeah, you were doing mentorship or whatever but like
I was friends with you, I was talking with you.
You were telling me about what was going on in your daily life
and like I was giving you like, guidance through that and doing
reads and like trusting you with, you know, you literally
each one of you said oh well you know if my reading is a little
bit later this month because you're in pain or whatever you
can do every single person's reading before mine I trusted in
spirits timing or whatever. So then for you two and I have
receipts. So then you turn around and you
tell people that, you know, I didn't give you your reading or
some shit and it's it's the weirdest fucking thing for you
to go and say, and if you did bring other people from the
community, Into that that is so fucked up and for you to ever
make it seem like I'm all about money and that I would scam
people. When literally I send out free
supplies to witches. I've done it for over a year and
a half where I have sent out spirituality boxes, I do all
kinds of shit from my pocket to try and help other people.
What you guys don't know is that some of your friends, I let take
my classes for free because they couldn't afford it and one of
you It was so sweet and you were like, I got a Bonus at work.
I want to pay for two other people to take class and that
was so dope. And I do that for other people,
too. So it was just really wild to
have so much support. And like, you really like
putting energy into this community and then all of a
sudden, you flip flop and the person who blocked me today, Who
removed themselves last from mentorship and said that you had
outgrown it, That was just like that was just extremely
disappointing. I don't really get the hot take
on the whole like mean, girl, thing because even whenever I
was in school, I wasn't a mean girl.
Like I always took up for the underdog, like I just don't get
it. I'm not ever going to be that
type of person that seeks to those lower vibrations to get
even. Like I have no ill intention
towards anyone. Literally, like, as soon as I
removed several people from my life in the last like month,
Month, I'm already seen it a change in energy, so this is
just a clearing obviously needing to release more limiting
beliefs because everything in our reality is a reflection.
So, I don't take this lightly. I see this as an opportunity to
grow and to better build an even firmer foundation for a safe
space and community, and I will not at all tolerate anything
that lowers my energy. G or the people that I care
about. And, you know, if in when our
Journeys, like, go separate or we separate, I have nothing but
the best for people like, there are people that have, literally
only had one reading for me, that still reach out there like
that. Reading meant so much to me,
like, you don't know what that did for me, and then I have
people who get readings every single month that are like,
you've changed my whole life. Like, I'm not going to let a
couple bad seeds and the fucking apple tree upset me because at
the end of the day, You'll be left high and dry when these
people realize who the fuck you really are.
So you're not fooling really anyone.
But obviously there's a lot of emotion that's been stirred up
and the real truth is that people who don't want to do, the
work will always make the teacher.
The mentor, the problem, they'll always find a reason to
discredit the person who actually wants the best for them
or the person that actually sees them.
And I think sometimes when Open your energy to someone.
You think that they're judging, you are you think that like when
they're telling you like, no, you need to disconnect or you
need to heal, or you need a ground that they're judging you
legitimately. Don't even remember what I say
after a reading normally in a mediumship read of a very
spunky. Spirit will come through though,
I will talk to that spirit for like a whole week after the
reading. But other than that like, which
is the higher self or spirit guide session, like they leave
with you, they go back with you, like they don't stay with me.
Like I said, Said, every once awhile spunky spirit will stick
around. But other than that, I don't
remember what I said to you month-to-month people.
Like, don't you remember? You told me to do this?
No, I don't because I'm channeling.
I'm an orchestration for spirit and divine wisdom.
I have zero clue page has no clue.
What's that being said, but my higher self and my Spirit guides
are, you know, the ones that I trust and I will never let
anyone make me feel like I'm doing less than that.
And I can tell Jim and I she won't admit it but her feelings
are hurt you. It's here right now, but you
won't because we're in our PJs, you know, this just hurts
because when you do help someone, they're kind of like a
child or you kind of see them as an extension of you and your
your creation or your community and understand you know people
are not property and we don't own you all.
I am more than happy to support people for the duration of the
time that you need my support but the goal has always and will
always be that you spread your fucking wings and fly.
So if you're not ready to get Of the nest, quit stirring up,
everyone else who's trying to learn and incubate and trying to
push them out of the nest with you, because you're not a
leader. That's not what leaders do and
you're leading from your ego, which means your business will
fill your spirituality, will not be an alignment with your
highest and best. You'll continue manifesting
friendships and cycles that represent the same shit that
you've been needing to heal and the cycle will just perpetuate
until you finally are tired of your own shit.
And Lies, that every failed relationship, every setback.
Every obstacle has you to thank for it because at the end of the
day, your mindset, are you learning from it?
Are you honoring your experience?
Good and bad. Are you understanding your role
in things? Are you understanding how some
people, you know, they use their, their friends, or their
kids, or their family members as like objects or Hans, and it's
like, how do you treat other people when no one is looking
and there's no one around How do you think about other people
does their success bother? You does their successor Q?
Does that make you feel behind? Because if it does, those are
all you problems, every single one of them.
And I think that's where deeper into the podcast less, people
are following the journey because they're realizing
they're not ready for what we have to say.
And that's okay. I'm not going to stop saying it
or believing it or feeling it in my spirit because people can't
comprehend or understand it. Yeah.
It's a lot. I My feelings are hurt, like
these are people that I genuinely liked root for, and
wanted them to do good. And that, like still checked in
on them after they were no longer on my patreon or doing
anything, like it was never about money.
I genuinely wanted these people to succeed and love them and
support that not loved loved like that person that they were
showing me, and I am just like, I'm really blindsided because I
guess that I have the respect for them that if I was upset
about something I would have come and said something and to
not get that in return and then, you know, like you said, like
you don't own people whatever. I don't own you, but you've
literally been talking to me about your life for months and
like, asking for advice and like, I've been giving you
different viewpoints on things and I watch you grow in all of
these ways. And If you've done mentorship
with me, like even if you've just been around me as a person,
I'm the person that like congratulate you shouts.
You out. If I'll, if you have a shop and
I like your products, I shout out your shop.
I'm telling people about you. If you have an idea and you're
like, I need to make money, I'm trying to give you advice on how
you can grow and what you can do and how I can help you.
And for that to be the, you're going to talk shit about me in
private conversations in public. Conversations.
I've never talked about a single one of you.
I promise you that page and I don't sit here and talk about
anybody and the fact that like we even had a conversation.
Like I'm uncomfortable about the fact that like we have drama
around us at all. And the fact is that both of us
are like the dramas, not with each other because of you guys.
The drama is now because well shit.
We have to exterminate whatever fucking rodent has been running
around. It a lollipop problem with that
is like the rat within the community, like infects everyone
with their nonsense. And I think this whole story of
like, Jim and I was scamming me, but yet, you've left German on
red, you've never reached out. She's wrote you several times.
You didn't even open them or whatever the case may be.
It's like it be the people who never put any effort in that
want to be like, well fuck this, but I think that just goes to
show you that like you can have an enlightening environment and
you can teach people. But as soon as they get their
hands on a little bit of power, they want to use it against you.
They want they got something to prove.
They want to prove. Oh, well I'm a stronger which or
I'm more powerful, you know, some of the same people be the
ones that say that they admire these certain things about you
and that's why I tell people especially people that I Mentor,
it always is a good thing. NG to do an inventory of Your
Inner Circle in every instance of your life as you transform as
you heal, as you evolve to the next chapter.
There will be those people that refuse to do that, same
Evolution, or to have that same transformation and
unfortunately, those people don't want to see you do that
either. And I remember when I first
started like my spiritual journey and publicly start A
spiritual journey, clearly not just started it.
But when I started being more open and speaking about like my
gifts and things that I could do there were so many people that
projected onto me like no, like Pages just crazy.
She's got to be on drugs. Like she actually thinks that
she can hear Spirit or, like, you know, she just must be nuts.
Like, so many people who are out of touch with their own
intuition, wanted to project that crazy card onto me, because
it makes them feel more normal if The person that intimidated
them is going crazy or the person that they were envious or
jealous or whatever. It's like, it makes them feel
more powerful. And I'm just saying, like, the
reason in this earth realm, there's so much animosity and
separation is because the community communal living has
been lost. Like, it takes a village energy
has been lost. And I think that's where so many
people are truly unhappy because they don't know how to function
in an environment where Maybe Someone is doing better than
them and they don't know how to say it in the uncomfortable and
still celebrate but yet use that fuel to better themselves.
Like they don't know how to simultaneously.
Be happy for someone and use that as fuel to better
themselves at the same time. What if they just read actually
taken anything out of the communities and out of listening
to us? They would have learned how to
do that. That is what we were trying to
do. And how funny now to be like
trying to One up energetically or whatever, when you literally
just enhanced yourself and what you were doing by getting
guidance from me like literally where you are right in this
second is because you were just getting guidance and trusting
the readings that you are getting with me and listening
to, you know, coming and getting advice from me and whatever.
And not like that's on me, like that's on Spirit.
But like you just trusted me to like, communicate those messages
for you and help you. And you were just saying like
I'm going to take every class you ever do.
Like I'm so into it whatever. And I literally I'm having the
hardest time processing, the complete 100% support and
friendship and telling me how incredible it is and then
fucking ghosting and then talking shit.
Then making a chat and talking shit.
When our last messages is me fucking rooting you on.
It is hurtful and I think you know we are human as much as we
want to be like inferior to human emotion like we all go
through the waves of emotion and babe.
It's cool. Like if someone realizes like,
you know what I was projecting. I need to apologize like you
know I'm still open to certain like apologies but do I want you
in my life as a friend like no because you showed your true
colors like no I don't trust you now you know like some Sometimes
like you can redeem yourself through like sincere effort, but
I think that like, if it's not in your heart, don't even try
it. Like, follow that truth.
And I think that there never is a reason to start drama and then
go someone unless you are the problem.
There never is a reason to have a problem and ghost someone like
that. Anyways like You we wouldn't
have had a falling out. I wouldn't have I'm not that
person like I respect and appreciate communication and
like, if I had done something that bothered you like I would
have absolutely been like I totally apologize.
Like or we would have had a conversation about it.
Like I'm not just going to instantly apologize if I didn't
do something but like we would have had a conversation about it
and I have never had a problem with anybody.
Like, I still don't have a problem.
I'm just, I mean now I have Problem.
But I didn't have an issue with you.
Now my only issue is that you're talking shit about me and you're
not a grown-up and that you brought my best friend into it
and that you're affecting her community now.
And also, like it's embarrassing.
Having people just like lie on your name and like fortunately
there are so many people that like actually know me and like
whatever that like it the good outweighs the bad.
But how dare you do that? And especially like your fucking
slimy, forgetting my support, and continuing to have my
support and me reaching out and checking on you and everything
and making sure you're okay. And you're doing good and you
fucking pull that shit, it's grimy and to act like Anyone
else is the problem in this? The problem first step, not
acknowledging. The real issue before it became
a community issue. Before you made a public service
announcement on your own accord. To involve people who told, you
know, I don't really want to hear that.
I don't really have the space for that like several people who
knew about this whole situation told me straight up that they
tried to like not be involved with these people were like
projecting it onto them like just needed them to know just so
they knew and that's what leads me to believe there.
Was this like concocted to actually lead other people
astray like to lead other people astray and to some other, like I
don't know anything when this was happening and and these
girls that had been in my mentorship.
When they were in there, I started noticing just like you
did with your Discord where I was just like, dang, like some
people are leaving like what the fuck's up and it, you know,
whatever. Again I was never mean to
anybody about it and some people were like, hey, can you please
remove me out of the chair? I have a lot of people.
Can you please remove me out of the chair?
I would like to just talk with you one-on-one but nobody has
said anything about a reason. So I was like yeah but I started
noticing that my chat was less and then this person Removes
themselves blocks me today, and the last couple days like it's
going up. The amount of people that are
like, hey can I be added back in the chat or hey I rejoined my
membership. I really miss the energy and I
want to be back on Shadow Queens like you left with your funky
bullshit and like my community came back.
So like it's not my community's problem.
It's the fact that you're bringing a - fucking energy into
a positive space and you're fucking with it and tainting,
the energy around you. And wondering what the problem
is. You can run and go to multiple
spiritual mentors and try and find answers and all the classes
and all the things. I really hope that you do but
you're going to keep on doing the exact same pattern and
routine because that's just what you do.
You won't grow. And the sad thing that I feel
for, this is like the people who do this are typically the ones
who need mentorship the most to so to say like oh I've outgrown
mentorship Is kind of a bold statement, it could be I've
outgrown mentorship with you. I may be going to go into this
other whatever program but baby you need a double down on
therapy and self-care at this point because a lot of people
think that this think energy is going to help them build
whatever they're building by taking it away.
Honestly think that people projector own lack mentality on
two people who are in an elevated space making money on
things. Is that they care about make
doing things that aren't just about money anymore, that you're
all about money and you're so money hungry.
But you guys don't see the hours that we spend behind the scenes,
taking our own classes doing our own shadow work, doing our own
healing shit. Having our own lives jobs
families, all this shit and it's like you're fucking entitled to
our energy or something and like we owe our life and Nothing to
you. And how dare we be human and I
don't fuck with that. Now, I understand more, the
fucking energy. You're not strong enough that
you impacted us for a long time. It didn't take us very long to
put everything together today because believe it or not, we
just happened to piece all this shit together and then get it
confirmed, but you weren't that good.
Once we recognized, what was happening.
So that energy that you were learning how to utilize?
You were learning how to utilize from us.
And you didn't fucking complete your lesson plan and so that's
all back to you there. Zero ill intent.
Because again, I don't have an issue with anybody other than
the fact that you just talked shit about me and dragged page
into it. And I think that that's fucking
funky, because I know, I know I would never do anything like
that. It's disgusting and yeah, we
sent all that back, so whatever energy you're projecting right
back at you baby. We have our protections up.
Up on all things and have the day that you deserve.
And honestly, with that being said, like I really hope that
anyone listening can acknowledge maybe in their own life or
lifestyle, where they reject Community, or they reject
compromise because of something from their childhood because I
know growing up in my environment, confrontation was
always like top of the list to like resolve something, it was
always confrontation like top of the list.
And so when you grew up in a Shape or in a dynamic that
created that fight or flight mode.
Sometimes, our first reaction is to project or to take offense or
be on the defense mode. And sometimes we have to realize
that our own projections are the reason we don't have friends,
our own projections, are the reasons our relationships and
friendships are one-sided or not existent and internet friends
are all cool and games and stuff.
But like, you know, Jim and I and I actually met in person.
In and nothing was different. And that's when, you know,
there's like a real connection. I think sometimes people may
believe through a screen that there's this big great
connection but is that really real and will that actually
stand the test of time? I think is an important question
to entertain before you, you know, involve people in your
drama because it's going to get everyone exiled off the island
and the ship's going to keep moving because at the end of the
day, the ship is the community itself.
And And I don't mind who gets off the boat like it's still we
still go. Yeah, we're we still write it
Dawn. I mean, you're not on the ship,
you're fucking busy, not utilizing your energy in a
positive way, which like really sucks for you.
Because I think that all of you have so many, like, strengths
and gifts that you were learning how to use and utilize.
And it's really unfortunate to have seen how much growth and
like, strength, all of you have. Visually and how many like
creative aspects you have and how you're utilizing it.
Like it's really unfortunate as somebody who has sat here,
giving you messages about your potential for the last like
months to see that. That's how you guys utilize it.
It's like it's really disappointing more than anything
else. And I think that it's just a
learning curve that, you know, this isn't going to be the first
time that probably something like this happens.
But I know right now, I'm nipping it in the bud and I'm
Already blocked pretty much everyone and removed everyone
and whether it was projected onto me or you still wanted to
be cool with me. I don't take the drama lightly
because it involved innocent people that were by standards,
that literally are in my community, or in Gemini's
Community for healing and growth.
So, if you were there for anything, other than that, I'm
really glad that you saw yourself out before we started
doing things in person because I'll be damned.
If y'all bring that stink couch energy to any Person thing that
I do or we do or in the future at all.
So I am grateful for everyone who genuinely wants to see
everyone. The communities win that wants
to support each other, I think it's beautiful.
I think that's what my Divine Life purpose is involving is
bringing people together and you know, some people get it and
some people don't I don't have any issue with the ones who
don't, I just don't want to be around you.
I would prefer that you just exit South all the way.
Like don't try to wiggle back in when you've realized that you're
wrong, like don't try to wiggle back in and have like, the
pigeon messenger like relay a message to Jim and I are like,
you know what I mean? Like, I will not be the
middleman for any apologies that could have been said, prior to
just ghosting and blocking and just drama for no reason.
I respect everyone in the community who is, you know,
choosing to stay in their power that either distance themselves
or just, you know, And out of the drama or reaction that
people were searching for, but I don't need all the attention to
be on me. I want everyone equally to feel
supported and seen and so if there's ever something that
comes up, or anyone ever wants to express anything to me, like,
always an open space but don't project your trauma or bullshit
on to me, like, leave me out of the drama.
If you want drama, I'm going to make sure that we don't give it
to you because I have no. I'm like, I don't care.
I'm not going to even think about this after tonight.
Like, as far as I'm concerned, like energies, have been
released. There's no ill intention towards
you. I just whatever you've been
giving, just have it back because I don't want it.
I don't want to re harness that energy.
I don't want to keep it for you. Keep it.
I hope you transmute that energy into healing yourself.
I hope that you start to use your gifts and actual ways that
are going to help you. I'm open to receiving an apology
but I'm not. I don't actually want to have
anybody involved in my life. I don't expect any apologies
because people have been real fucking strong on their opinion
and talking shit behind the scenes and Yeah, that's not
something that like I'm just cool with.
I literally wish you nothing but the best and I think that is
some fucking bullshit and I'm not cool with you and I'm not
cool with it and Page can fucking take your apology to, or
whatever. I don't want it at the end of
the day. I think like me and Jenna
operate separately. Quit trying to like, bring drama
between us. We don't want your drama.
I don't have a space for My spirit is over as talking about
this fucking there. You have it, folks, the drama of
the fucking season because there will be no more.
I have no problem letting people just be exactly where they had
me fucked up at. So, I hope that this is
educational when it comes to every body in the world does not
want to see you win. But the ones that do give them
all the love and energy and gratitude and support those
fucking people. Because at the end of the day,
you don't need a million people on your team.
If you got a couple solid people, We do have solid people
like we have more support than we have problem.
Yeah. So like whatever it's been
consistent over here, we've been we've been clear.
We've been good. I think we're on the same page.
We never want to talk about this again.
We don't give a fuck where both removing who we need to remove
and pushing forward in life and wish you the fucking happiness
that you need. And I hope that you find your
healing journey and you can miss me with that.
Thank you sayonara. We love you.