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Hey you all, welcome back to 
Candy Land. 

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We are here with Michaela again.
Like I said, you all are going 

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to get to know Michaela this 
season. 

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And what I'm really loving right
now about the fluidity of this 

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project is like, I no longer am 
dependent on someone to like get

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shit approved. 
I'm just rolling and I'm just 

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like, you know what I mean? 
Like I'm bringing on really cool

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people, but I don't have to like
sit down and be fit into someone

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else's schedule and be on the 
back burner like I was. 

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So it's really fucking are you 
all like, welcome back, 

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Michaela. 
How are You Beautiful? 

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Good, I'm doing great. 
I loved your photo shoot by the 

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way. 
I absolutely adore the snakes. 

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That was so badass. 
For real. 

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I felt you gave me Lilla's 
vibes. 

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OK, for real, straight up. 
I love snakes so much and like, 

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I don't know what my new 
obsession with it is, but my 

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best friend has four snakes, so 
I'll just go to her house and 

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like, chill. 
And like, when we talked about 

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doing the photo shoot with the 
snakes, it was kind of so cold 

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outside. 
So it's actually been postponed 

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for like months until it was hot
for the snakes. 

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That's great that you all took 
the snakes in the consideration.

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I love that. 
I honestly think that snakes 

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have like a really like high 
frequency or something. 

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They're very filling, so maybe 
that's why you're attracted to 

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them. 
Well, it also is the year of the

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snake as well. 
Yeah, it is. 

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I was thinking about since like 
I have this astrology program, 

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of course it wanted to update 
right now, but I was going to 

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talk about like the forecast, 
like the the astrological 

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forecast right now, because I 
don't know if you know this, but

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we just had a major, major 
transit where we've just had 

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like a lot. 
So Pluto moved into Aquarius at 

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three degrees. 
So Pluto literally only moves 

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like every 350 years, a full 
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So it spins like a long time, 
you know, in each sign. 

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So you and I being close in age,
you're definitely in the Pluto 

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and Scorpio generation. 
So shout out Lilith, shout out 

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Pluto and Scorpio. 
It rules about like 20 years at 

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a time, 15 years sometimes its 
cycle is longer. 

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And so it literally takes its 
sweetest time and certain signs 

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that might be there for like 25 
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Like it's wild. 
But I want to say that every 

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single time an empire like falls
like quote UN quote. 

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The last time Rome fell, Pluto 
was in Aquarius. 

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Yes, and we're in the Age of 
Aquarius, so that's when the 

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revolution. 
Began crazy. 

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Like that's going crazy because 
we also just had Jupiter move 

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into Cancer. 
It's at 00 right now. 

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So like, everyone being born 
today is like a Jupiter cusp, 

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but Jupiter loves to be in 
Cancer and like, loves the moon 

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energy that Cancer has. 
And I love that it is the 

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solstice and we're having like 
this huge moment because we're 

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like moving into a new season. 
But my favorite thing about the 

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podcast is like when people hear
this, it's like not it'll be 

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like mid season, you know what I
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Like it can be fall. 
Like you just never know the way

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things like fall and land, like 
what we're talking about and 

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then what comes out. 
But stacking all these episodes 

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for season 5 is going to be so 
great. 

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You all because I know that the 
audience has been asking for 

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weekly episodes since we stopped
doing that a year or two ago. 

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Like a year ago, I guess. 
We got you guys now, so. 

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Yeah, yeah. 
Like we're still in Gemini 

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season, y'all. 
Like it's 23° Gemini season. 

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And we have this Jupiter transit
because Jupiter's been in Gemini

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for a while. 
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Jupiter transit is it is about 
expansion for people who are 

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doing the inner work because 
Cancer is ruled by the Moon, 

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which is also a Scorpio card, 
which is also like our emotions,

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deep wisdom, really like 
tranquility and like being at 

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peace with yourself is the 
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You know what I mean? 
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thing about Jupiter is like it's
all about more, but it does not 

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care if it's more good or bad, 
like self more or like 

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productive more. 
You know, those words rhyme 

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self-destructive and productive.
That's. 

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More poets on here. 
OK guys, it's crazy. 

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It's poetic today. 
What's your? 

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Son Son, Libra Son in the 8th 
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My mom is also a Libra son and 
I'm a Libra moon so me and my 

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mom actually have like she's a 
Libra son with a Taurus moon and

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I'm a Taurus son with a Libra 
moon and they're both like Venus

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rolled signs. 
That's awesome. 

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See, I'm a Libra son, Gemini 
moon, and then I have an 

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Aquarius rising, so I'm not sure
how you know it being in 

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Jupiter's going to affect me. 
Jupiter's gone through Cancer. 

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It's Pluto in Aquarius, so. 
Pluto in Aquarius, my black moon

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Lilith is in Cancer. 
Your black moon Lilith. 

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I normally don't read that on 
the charts, but it does show up 

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some like on there. 
But I I really like how the 

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birth chart is like so different
for everyone and like how every 

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little intricate piece really 
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And I remember when I was going 
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it's called night light 
astrology. 

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The guy who hosted he still does
it and it's dope. 

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Like he does need pays tuition. 
You all he does like pay as much

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as you can up to a certain 
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I mean, it's, you know, still 
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do student tuition. 
Like if you're a current student

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and like like single parent like
this, like he is the sweetest. 

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Like when I took this class like
6-7 years ago, I think it was, 

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no, I took it in 2020 is when I 
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So five years ago, I literally 
like just dove right in and it's

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literally like a college course 
on astrology. 

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It's dope. 
That is so cool I need to do 

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something like that. 
I'm super into astrology and if 

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you look at my Natal chart it 
forms like the perfect like 

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divine feminine triangle with 
the way how everything is like 

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strung apart. 
You know what, maybe one day 

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I'll I'll pull up your chart and
we'll talk about it on the 

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podcast. 
Look, we won't do it right now, 

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but you know, in the future, if 
you wanted to, I I love whenever

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I go on to people's podcasts and
they always want me to give them

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a reading. 
Like, I've been on a lot of 

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interviews. 
And that's like their most 

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thing. 
They're like, I don't want to 

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like ask you to do something for
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it? 
Wouldn't you want to do that? 

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I'm like, hell yeah. 
Like I'll totally give you a 

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reading. 
So the last podcast I went on, 

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it was called the Special Not 
Rare Show. 

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And shout out Rio. 
He's really cool. 

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He's a friend of one of my best 
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Shout out Slick Rick. 
He basically invited me on 

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because he wanted to honor Slick
Rick and then dropped our 

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interview on 4/20. 
And it's funny because today is 

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June 20th and that's just like, 
you know, like there's so much 

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symbolism like in things, but he
wanted me to talk about 

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astrology and he wanted to talk 
about his like chart and stuff 

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and he was like, damn, you are 
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He was like, so just kind of 
shocked because, you know, he 

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really only invited me on 
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who had passed away from a brain
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So, you know, we all miss him 
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but it really was like an honor 
in the way that he was like, 

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wow, you know, all of that just 
by me telling you I'm a 

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Sagittarius like he was. 
He was cracking me up. 

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I love fire signs. 
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You know I like. 
Fire energy. 

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I really like Scorpios like. 
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so of course I love Scorpios, 
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Scorpios usually don't get 
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And I didn't know that. 
And I was like, but she's in 

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Aquarius moon and I'm Aquarius 
rising, so maybe that has some 

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part to play in it. 
I mean, the only thing, I don't 

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know why someone would say that 
because it literally goes Libra 

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season, Scorpio season. 
So how can you say that? 

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Like I don't know, I think maybe
it's because Libra is about 

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balance and Scorpios more about 
like destruction and darkness 

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and like rebirth and like re 
like rebuilding and Libra is 

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more about like saving, 
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And like Libra can be very like 
neutral when a Scorpio can be 

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very like passionate and like 
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And sometimes, like, I think 
that duality is needed in all 

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relationships because I know 
it's like anytime that I've been

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with someone who's like someone 
I don't get along with, you know

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what I mean? 
Like what they say astrological,

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I should say. 
Like that's never been super 

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reflected in my relationships, 
you know what I mean? 

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Like I think so much of that is 
stereotypical because the whole 

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birth chart is so deep. 
Yeah, and especially with me, I 

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think being in my, my son being 
in the 8th house, which is about

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like like rebirth, 
transformation, their their 

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vehicle. 
Yeah, it really is. 

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And then I have a lot of Scorpio
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I'm a Scorpio, Venus and Mars 
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And you would have Pluto there 
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You have to. 
Yeah, yeah. 

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You know, I just got chills when
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I love a Scorpio Venus. 
Like if I look at someone's 

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chart and they have Scorpio and 
Venus, I always point that out. 

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That is one of my favorite 
placements because Venus rules 

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both of my sun and moon. 
I don't talk about my rising 

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live. 
Like no one knows my rising. 

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It's very secret, but some 
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Me, I'm like, I don't know. 
I will tell people like, you 

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know, but you know what I mean? 
It's basically Venus rules my 

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whole chart. 
Like I have Venus with Taurus 

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and my Sun and Mercury all in 
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So like it's definitely why I am
so well in tune with like the 

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matters of Venus, like 
creativity and art and like 

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luxury and all the things like 
the energies of like I get paid 

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to exist pretty much are very 
dynamic in my chart. 

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And for a long time I didn't 
understand myself and would 

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like, you know, kind of reject 
my like, just like my 

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vulnerability, I guess like 
Venus in my chart because she's 

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at home in Taurus and she feels 
very like blessed in her space 

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because like I always treat the 
planets as if they're at home. 

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They're not at home. 
They're on vacation. 

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They're in prison. 
Like some houses to them are 

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prison. 
Some are like vacation. 

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Like Jupiter and Cancer, he's in
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Jupiter and Scorpio, he'd be 
like, damn, we should get some 

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blowing strippers and like see 
what's going, You know what I 

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mean? 
Like. 

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Oh my goodness, that's great. 
My teacher I. 

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Can't remember what my Jupiter's
in. 

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Oh my gosh. 
My my teacher, he used to go buy

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something else, but now he just 
goes by Adam. 

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He wrote a book on Ayahuasca and
like he definitely was very like

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well versed in culture because 
he had done this in like Bali 

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and all these different places 
and he was like very well 

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versed. 
But the way he explained 

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astrology was literally almost 
like a ROM com or like a sitcom 

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in a way. 
The way he talked about like 

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like Mars rolls Scorpio. 
But when you put Mars in a Venus

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rolled sign like Taurus or 
Libra, not feeling it, you know 

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what I mean? 
That's why I said Venus in 

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Scorpio is kind of like the same
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Like technically she's not 
feeling it. 

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But if you're in tune with your 
deeper, darker wisdom shadow 

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are, you know, you can really 
honor that placement. 

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And it's one of my favorite 
placements. 

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Like if I see someone that I 
like, like there's been people 

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in the past that I've like, 
liked and finally got their 

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birth chart and they were 
straight up like Scorpio rising,

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Scorpio Venus and I'm like a 
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This is why I like to you like 
because like you can be in more 

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in tune with your emotions. 
Like that's why like I get along

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with Scorpio so well, because 
Taurus and Scorpio are actually 

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opposite signs, meaning they're 
six months apart. 

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So like they're exactly halfway 
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So if it is like tourist season,
it would be the full moon in 

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Scorpio. 
But if it's Scorpio season, it's

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the full moon and Taurus every 
year without negotiation. 

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So like the opposite sign, it's 
like that for everyone, you know

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what I mean? 
So like, you know, Aries and 

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their opposite sign, Taurus, you
know, everybody down the line. 

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So it's definitely something 
that I've always resonated with 

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is like honoring the darker 
parts of you and like not 

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running from your shadow. 
And I think that's why I'm 

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always so attracted to like 
artists and creatives and 

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musicians and people who like, 
express that because like, 

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that's, that's where I'm at. 
Like, I need that. 

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I need that depth in something. 
Yes. 

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I think it's so funny when 
people think they meet me and I 

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tell them on the Reaper side and
they're like, oh, you're so 

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sweet. 
And then I'm like, oh honey, I 

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have so much Scorpio on my 
chart. 

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I am just full of like all kinds
of darkness and mystery. 

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Especially like when it comes to
love, I can be a little 

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possessive, a little crazy. 
And then if I get angry, very it

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just like if I get angry, I cry.
If I get to that point, you 

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better run. 
Legit no, I can you. 

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Make me cry you. 
You might want to run for your 

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life. 
I love crying, like I'm a very 

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happy crier. 
I'm a very like, Oh my gosh, I'm

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so grateful crying like every 
night whenever I lay down. 

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I like going to this meditative 
thing because I listen to 

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frequencies when I sleep because
like I can't sleep in silence 

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anymore. 
Like I used to only be able to 

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sleep in silence. 
Now I have to have frequencies 

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like and I like to listen to the
black screen 1, so I put it on 

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the TV. 
Me too, girl. 

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See, I told you, I told you and 
I've told many people that me 

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and you have a lot in common. 
And that was like so random how 

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Corey was just like you and 
Michaela are are this And 

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Michaela was like, yes. 
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we're like doing the podcast and
stuff, you know, it was just 

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like so effortless. 
And that's what I've really been

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wanting in my life. 
Like people who don't make it 

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feel like a chore to try to 
collaborate with them or hang 

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out with them or be their friend
or whatever it may be. 

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Like people who make shit feel 
like a chore. 

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Like I, I can't anymore. 
Like it's so draining. 

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If I feel like it's a chore, I 
just don't want to do it. 

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If I don't vibe with it, I 
can't. 

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I can't do it. 
I can't make myself like going 

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to get up and get out of bed to 
do it. 

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I have to like find jobs that, 
you know, yeah, I feel kind of 

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rewarding. 
They're like, I'm helping and 

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I've like an awesome job. 
I'm just a caregiver, but I love

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feeling like I'm helping people.
So it just brings me a lot of 

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happiness too, because I'm there
for people who have literally 

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nobody and I'm there somebody 
now. 

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And so they're not all alone. 
And I plan on bringing my person

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to my Thanksgiving this year and
they usually all alone. 

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So I'm super excited. 
You're so cute. 

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You know, I also love doing 
things like that as well. 

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Like, I mean, not to brag, but 
like last year, I, I just like 

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picked this girl that I kind of 
grew up with that had been like 

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in and out of drugs. 
She's been a young mom, single 

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mom, multiple kids, all the 
things And I just like went and 

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bought them a little something 
something like I bought them a 

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TV, whatever. 
Like she talked about before on 

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the Internet, like how her son 
broke their TV or I don't know 

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what it was it it didn't even 
matter. 

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I just like went got the scrolls
TV. 

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It wasn't. 
And honestly I was so shocked 

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about like how cheap TV's are 
these days. 

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Like I was like they. 
Are, and actually my wife, she 

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like does a lot of competitions 
with herself, like the base I'm 

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using for the like the noise 
cancellation. 

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She won these for me. 
And then we have a 43 inch 

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Samsung TV, smart TV just 
sitting in there. 

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We don't really know what to do 
with it because we have so many 

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TV's already. 
That's one. 

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And then I was just talking 
about how I went in a calendar 

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last week because I wanted to be
able to like organize things and

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put my schedule on it. 
She won a freaking calendar. 

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It's like digital. 
It's like $300 on Amazon and you

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can do everything on your phone 
and it pops up digitally and it 

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sends you like reminders and 
everything. 

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So I'm super excited. 
I like, so manifested that. 

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I was like, yeah, manifested 
that I. 

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Need that. 
You know another thing I also 

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can win things at my day job and
like get bonuses with like 

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incentives like that. 
And I just got it'll be here 

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tomorrow. 
I just got that 500 plus dollar 

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Dyson blow dryer. 
No. 

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Not the Dyson air wrap that like
your hair. 

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I'm not good at curling my hair.
I'm scared about getting my hair

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stuck in that so long. 
But I got the blow dryer because

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my hair is so long now that when
I blow dry it not only does it 

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take forever, it makes it frizzy
and like breaks a lot of it off.

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Because I have this fucking 
cheap ass con air blow dryer 

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that I've literally had for like
10 years. 

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Like when I had short hair, it 
didn't matter, but now that I 

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have long hair, I'm like I would
never spend it's 499 retail at 

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Ulta and on Dyson dot com right 
now, plus tax plus shipping us 

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like a $600.00 blow dryer and 
you can do a whole blowout with 

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it. 
Like it's got all the things 

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that that you. 
Yeah. 

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So I'm like damn, so I got that 
for the freezies for like a 

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bonus. 
So I'm pumped about that, so. 

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Congratulations. 
You deserve that. 

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You manifested that, Yeah. 
And you know, it's like there's 

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like 7 different colors and I 
got to get like pink and like 

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rose gold or something. 
It's like strawberry lemonade I 

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think is what it's called. 
Like it's. 

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Rose. 
Like, yeah, so yeah, the 

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universe rewards people who just
have a good heart. 

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I feel like that. 
Like I think I just show up. 

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I do the right thing. 
I help people where I can. 

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I do as best as I can. 
I don't lie. 

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I don't fucking cheat. 
I would never lie on someone's 

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name. 
So if you hear something come 

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out of my fucking mouth for 
reference, bitch, I'm being for 

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real. 
You know what I mean? 

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Like I don't just say shit to 
say shit. 

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Like that's what I don't think 
people either on the Internet in

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real life or from the past 
understand about me. 

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Like I'm literally seeing shit 
for what it is. 

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Like if my cards say yes, I 
don't care what the question 

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was, I trust what they fucking 
just said, you know, like hands 

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down. 
Yes, I was on live during like 

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pendulum reads and people were 
like asking me like, hey, is my 

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husband cheating on me? 
And you know, like most people 

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would be like no. 
And if it said yes, I was, I was

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being honest. 
I'm sorry, but they said yes. 

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The creator said yeah, I'm not 
going to sugarcoat it. 

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Next question, please. 
Yeah, no, I used to get on there

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and do those live reads and I'm 
just going to like, I wonder 

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sometimes if this crazy bitch 
still listens to the podcast 

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because like she came up hot on 
on TikTok live. 

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So basically this was like 5 
years ago, but she literally 

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like came and she was like in 
every live throwing all these 

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coins, doing this, doing that 
one to be a moderator was 

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helping me with this was doing 
that like and she turned out to 

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be a complete fucking 
psychopath. 

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Like she came to Kentucky. 
And I didn't know this, but 

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while she was here, she like 
planned little meet and greets 

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with like a bunch of people from
my community. 

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And like, I'm just going to say 
like I love my community and I 

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loved like the space I had been.
But like it definitely taught me

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I can't be friends with 
everyone. 

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Like I can't be friends with 
every single person in my 

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community at every given moment,
you know what I mean? 

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And so basically she like, yeah,
she drove all the way here not 

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once, but twice and like finesse
her way into my real personal 

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life and then was doing crazy 
work, like crazy work to 

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dismantle everything I had built
my reputation, my fucking 

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community, my business, my 
podcast. 

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Like she like was literally on 
Operation Takedown from like I 

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don't know when she she 
literally went and bought a like

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a car just like mine, but like 
the other sought after a car. 

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I won't like name drop it, but 
like bitch like same color 

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everything like doing too much 
like she had confirmation she 

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was doing too much. 
And then she would always say 

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that she loved Phoenix, my cat. 
And straight up, every time I 

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talk about her, he pops up 
because he was probably just 

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trying to transmute her 
negativity. 

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Like no wonder he popped up 
every time you dumb be out. 

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He was downstairs just now and 
he came up because he heard me, 

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like talking about it. 
But it's wild how many people 

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will lie and scam in the 
spiritual community and like try

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to pretend they're something 
they're not. 

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Well I had an old friend and a 
girlfriend which they did the 

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same thing. 
Like they wouldn't go up my 

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dream car because obviously I 
would rather have my own home 

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than live with mom and dad 
forever. 

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So I bought a house instead of 
buying a $50,000 vehicle and 

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they just, their dad just bought
them literally my dream vehicle 

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and they had a new vehicle 
already. 

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I was like, what is the purpose 
of that? 

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I would have been like, dad, you
know, invest in being a home so 

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I don't have to live with you 
forever. 

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But I, I guess that's what you 
want to do because you know, 

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like when something happens to 
him, I guess you're going to 

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live there for the rest of your 
life. 

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Well with that being said, it's 
probably financed and don't 

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nobody own shit, you know what I
mean? 

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Like just people can have 
things. 

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I've learned because I grew up 
in a household where my parents 

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had a lot of debt, like credit 
card debt, but we had a lot of 

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stuff. 
Like we had pools and boats and 

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we went on vacation and my mom 
always drove a new car and even 

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if she would wreck it, she'd get
another one. 

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Like, you know what I mean? 
So illusion was like, oh, we're 

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great, we're living. 
But I vividly remember as a 

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young child coming out of our 
home and our car had been 

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repossessed. 
So as an adult, I've been like 

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hyperphyxiated on like paying 
for things and like my dad has 

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taught me because my mom and dad
weren't together. 

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But like my dad has taught me, 
if you can't afford to pay cash 

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for it, you can't afford it. 
If you can afford to pay cash 

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for it, you got the money in the
bank, you can finance it and 

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build your credit, but you need 
to pay it off early. 

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You need to pay double payments 
and you need to, you know, pay 

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off your. 
And like my dad is instilled 

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that into me. 
So like I am convinced that like

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most of these people with the 
nice things, they don't own 

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shit. 
And it could be and that's how 

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this machine, like the Matrix 
keeps everyone trapped is debt 

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and an illusion of success based
on what you have rather than how

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you feel. 
So when I broke the Matrix and 

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then manifested $10,000 months 
in my own business, like I don't

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do that now because it was so 
much work. 

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Like you have to put in the 
work, you know, like if you want

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a $10,000 a month baby, you 
better plan every single fucking

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night to be busy. 
But I did that and I proved to 

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myself that like, it really is a
game and it really is a matrix 

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and it really is an illusion 
because like, no one thought I 

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could do that. 
And I did it several months in a

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row. 
Like it's not just like, oh, I 

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did it once. 
No, I did it and literally paid 

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a massive chunk of debt off 
student loans, home and paid a 

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car off, you know what I mean? 
Like I wasn't. 

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That's amazing. 
But you know, people get money 

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and they spend it. 
Yeah, like I'm happy with my 

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car. 
It's paid off. 

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It's follow my it's not brand 
new but it's low miles, it's 

445
00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:30,120
great, easy on gas and it's a 
SUV so I can fit anything I want

446
00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:31,800
in it. 
And then I call it my little 

447
00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:34,880
hippie car because it's like a 
burnt orange color and it gives 

448
00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:38,560
me hippie vibes. 
But I did we just paid off my 

449
00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:41,000
wifes Jeep. 
I actually surprised her. 

450
00:24:41,840 --> 00:24:46,080
I went with my brother and 
picked out this Jeep for her. 

451
00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:48,280
And she's the one that went her 
whole life. 

452
00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:52,120
And she didn't come from like a 
family like I, you know, have. 

453
00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:57,760
So I brought it home and I was 
like surprise and she just could

454
00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:01,360
not believe it. 
And the people I bought it from 

455
00:25:01,360 --> 00:25:04,640
like actually I just financed it
directly through them, zero 

456
00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:07,560
interest because they always 
named my dad and my brother and 

457
00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:11,080
stuff like that. 
So I paid it off in four years 

458
00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:14,520
for and now it's paid off. 
So we don't owe on any vehicles,

459
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,600
just our house and it's not a 
lot. 

460
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:19,560
We plan on paying at all within 
like the next five years. 

461
00:25:20,080 --> 00:25:21,920
Yeah, that's. 
One right now. 

462
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:25,920
What's the best life to live? 
I paid for life you all like 

463
00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:29,400
that's my advice. 
That's why I talk shit on people

464
00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:33,920
who spend money they don't have 
and buy shit they don't need. 

465
00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:37,440
Like I really am on a no spend 
thing right now, but they have 

466
00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:41,720
these new red studded vans and 
they're like 70 where vans are 

467
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:45,160
normally like 50 and I'm like. 
Did you tell me we. 

468
00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:48,320
Have them in black too and I'm 
and I to get free shipping I 

469
00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:50,640
would need both. 
So I'm like I'm on the fence 

470
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:52,160
because I need them. 
They're going to sell out. 

471
00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:53,440
They're brand new. 
I know they will. 

472
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,320
They're studded. 
They're they're bedazzled, 

473
00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:58,160
checkered vans. 
Bitch are they slip ONS or? 

474
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:00,920
They're like, they're flat ones,
like, yeah, the slips. 

475
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:05,080
I only own vans like the I have 
to take Crocs on right now and 

476
00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:07,280
that's the. 
This is my first pair of Crocs. 

477
00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:09,800
I don't have any. 
That they came out with cherry 

478
00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:12,680
Crocs fish. 
I got them because there's 

479
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:15,240
literally like, I know they 
can't see them, but it's all 

480
00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,960
like witchy things. 
I literally bought these things 

481
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:21,120
first because it's all like 
spiritual witchy stuff. 

482
00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:23,040
And I bought Crocs just so I can
put them in it. 

483
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:28,040
My friend just sent me a pair of
platform cherry Crocs and I said

484
00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:30,920
if the gods are not trying to 
get me to get Crocs I don't know

485
00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:33,880
what is right now. 
I used to be so against them and

486
00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:38,840
my wife always loved them and I 
love them their platform too. 

487
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:42,480
And it's like walking in on air.
I wear them around the house. 

488
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:45,400
I wear them anywhere I go. 
I do not care, I don't care. 

489
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:49,440
But the only shoes I own are 
like shoes I bought for photo 

490
00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:52,680
shoots, like heels that I would 
never wear anywhere except for 

491
00:26:52,680 --> 00:26:54,600
like a concert or something like
that. 

492
00:26:55,480 --> 00:26:59,560
And Vans, like I have like 50 
pairs of Vans I just packed for 

493
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:03,440
a trip because I'm going to 
Pigeon Forge next week and I 

494
00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:06,080
literally packed all Vans 
because it's all I have. 

495
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:09,480
Girl, I love Vans. 
I'm a boot girly. 

496
00:27:09,480 --> 00:27:11,280
I'm a Doc Martin girly. 
Like I have like. 

497
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,720
I have dark Martens. 
OK, I do have a pair of those. 

498
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:18,320
12 pairs, another shoe designer 
that to keep an eye on that I 

499
00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:21,120
fucking love. 
His name is Jeffrey Campbell and

500
00:27:21,120 --> 00:27:23,040
this shit is expensive, but it 
is fired. 

501
00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:26,080
It's so well made it's nuts. 
And I love his stuff. 

502
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:29,480
So I have like several pairs of 
his boots and then he used to 

503
00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:32,880
make these like equestrian kind 
of studded cowboy boot, like 

504
00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:35,240
ankle boots. 
And I don't know why he hasn't 

505
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:37,040
brought them back since that's 
like the most popular. 

506
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:38,600
But they're like, I've had them 
for like 10 years. 

507
00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:41,480
But when I bought them, I bought
a black pair because it was 

508
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:44,640
versatile, but he also had red. 
But in my head I thought, oh, 

509
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:47,680
he'll make these again. 
No, he sold out of those and has

510
00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:49,560
never made them ever, ever, ever
again. 

511
00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,160
They're called the Calhoun's. 
And so sometimes I'll find them 

512
00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:53,920
on like eBay or Poshmark or 
something. 

513
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:57,600
I'm like, fuck, I want those. 
But I have an obsession with his

514
00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:00,520
shoes. 
Like I just, I just like window 

515
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:04,000
shop his website because 
sometimes it's very crazy, like 

516
00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:07,920
futuristic or sometimes it's 
like straight throwback, like 

517
00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:10,640
you know what I mean? 
And like, but they're pricey. 

518
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,360
But they're all like really well
made. 

519
00:28:12,360 --> 00:28:14,880
Like I wouldn't pay it if it 
wasn't. 

520
00:28:14,880 --> 00:28:18,440
But it's just wild how like you 
get stuck on one brand and you 

521
00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:20,560
stay with it. 
But Vans is kind of a newer 

522
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:21,880
thing. 
Like when I was a kid I wore 

523
00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:25,800
them but like the last like 5 
years I've been very on the 

524
00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:30,000
Vans. 
I love Vans and I love bargain 

525
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,640
shopping. 
So I just went to Marshalls with

526
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:38,400
my mom and I found some mango, 
like real sustainable weather. 

527
00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,240
Like they kind of look like Doc 
Martins. 

528
00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:43,200
They're like the combat boot 
style. 

529
00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:46,000
And they were on clearance for 
$6. 

530
00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,720
Because in my small town, no one
knows what anything like that 

531
00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:50,280
is. 
And they they think it's like 

532
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:53,200
gothic and weird. 
And I was like, I just scored. 

533
00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:55,640
I looked them up and they're 
normally like 278. 

534
00:28:56,520 --> 00:29:00,960
Love Marshalls I have found. 
I manifested the platform white 

535
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:04,960
doc Martens that I wanted that 
were $250 or something on the 

536
00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:06,680
website. 
They were still on the website 

537
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:12,240
and I found them there for 4999.
I also Timberland boots dropped 

538
00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:15,640
platforms like 2 years ago when 
I bought them they were $210.00.

539
00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:18,080
I didn't want to pay it but they
were fucking fire. 

540
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,280
They were Gray and black and I 
bought them. 

541
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:25,120
Then I found a white pair for 
like 30 out of Marshalls. 

542
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:29,880
Then I found the classic 
Timberland color platforms for 

543
00:29:29,880 --> 00:29:32,680
like 40 which was like these 
were normally 210 because they 

544
00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:36,280
were all on there. 
Then tell me why I don't end up 

545
00:29:36,280 --> 00:29:41,000
finding the solid black ones for
like 40 online on Mar or like 

546
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:42,960
Marshalls, TJ Maxx or whatever 
online. 

547
00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:44,880
So now I have like the whole 
collection. 

548
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:48,120
That is amazing. 
I have some from whenever I was 

549
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:52,240
like 18 and they're white and 
they have like this really 

550
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:56,480
pretty like white fur lining 
with like glitter in them and I 

551
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:59,680
will not get rid of those. 
I don't know why I'm upset. 

552
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:02,000
Those are the best. 
I used to have pink ones in 

553
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:02,680
middle. 
School. 

554
00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:05,480
Oh, that's so cute. 
Those were going hard back. 

555
00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:08,760
Then we have like the same style
I feel like when it comes to 

556
00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:11,280
clothes. 
I'm here for it. 

557
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:14,640
I'm here for it. 
You know, I think my style has 

558
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,080
really evolved like the last 
like couple years. 

559
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:22,040
Like I just feel like I pretty 
much am always in a constant 

560
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:24,880
rotation. 
Like we have literally a similar

561
00:30:24,880 --> 00:30:27,960
fucking cup too. 
I literally am like always in 

562
00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:29,560
rotation to like give stuff 
away. 

563
00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:32,520
So I have like a couple 
different friends who get like a

564
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:35,000
new wardrobe every season. 
Like my friend Megan. 

565
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:38,520
Shout out Megan in Ohio. 
This bitch already has a full 

566
00:30:38,520 --> 00:30:41,320
trash bag downstairs and last 
last time she was here I sent 

567
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:44,760
her home with like I literally 
took my cat toys because she 

568
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,680
told me her old roommate stole 
all the cat toys which is an odd

569
00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:54,000
flex very odd toy box and just 
split the cat toys in half and 

570
00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:57,800
just gave her half the cat. 
Toys, that's so sweet of you. 

571
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:01,000
I just get sick of looking at 
shit and like, I'm a collector 

572
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:05,080
of like multiples. 
Like obviously like, you know, 2

573
00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:07,960
to 10 of everything. 
So sometimes it just adds up and

574
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:09,680
you got to like, pass it on, you
know? 

575
00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:13,200
Me too. 
It was bands like if I were like

576
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,800
a pair of what I'm like. 
I need one of every color. 

577
00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:18,680
That's where I'm at. 
I think I'm going to have to or 

578
00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:22,080
this is like a sign that I'm 
actually going to have to order 

579
00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:25,000
the studded ones at least in 
red. 

580
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,560
I don't necessarily need the 
black ones like they were a 

581
00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:29,080
platform. 
I would have already ordered 

582
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:31,200
them because I love the platform
vans. 

583
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:34,720
I'm going to have to look at 
them now and I'm probably going 

584
00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,720
to order them because I didn't 
know that they existed until you

585
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:40,800
said that. 
Well my sponsored ad since the 

586
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:43,960
moment they dropped has been 
those fucking vans. 

587
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:47,200
And sometimes I'll go, I'll just
go to websites and I window shop

588
00:31:47,960 --> 00:31:50,200
and they'll send you coupons 
after that. 

589
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,320
Like after they know you've been
on their site and stuff they'll 

590
00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:55,320
like like I'll add shit to my 
cart and then I abandoned the 

591
00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:58,560
cart and then I'll get like 20% 
off. 

592
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:00,640
Like that just happened. 
I actually ordered something I 

593
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:05,360
wasn't going to but I was window
shopping it and then they sent 

594
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:08,040
me 20% off which took off 
another 31. 

595
00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:11,760
So I was like. 
Yes, see that just happened to 

596
00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:13,640
me. 
I was looking at some website I 

597
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:18,360
think it was called like Goth 
cloth Co or something. 

598
00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:21,600
I was looking at their bathing 
suits because I'm going to the 

599
00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:27,800
beach and they had like unisex 
too so I could get because my 

600
00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:31,520
wife only wears board shorts and
they had I was like I want 

601
00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:34,480
matching ones, you know. 
So I picked that one with like 

602
00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:39,880
snakes that kind of like tattoo 
ish like and so I ordered that 

603
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:43,120
because I put it all in my cart 
and they sent me a coupon and I 

604
00:32:43,120 --> 00:32:45,480
was like, obviously I have to 
get it now. 

605
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:48,920
So now in September when we're 
at the beach, we're going to be 

606
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:50,680
matching. 
I'm like, I hope I'll find 

607
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:52,320
someone on the beach to take a 
photo. 

608
00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:55,280
If not, I'm just going to bring 
my tripod and like set it up and

609
00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:57,400
take pictures. 
Tripod everywhere. 

610
00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,840
I take my tripod everywhere now.
That's like one of my new 

611
00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:01,720
favorite. 
Like it's I have it's not new 

612
00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:04,840
but I love my tripod so much. 
Like I finally got rid of my 

613
00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:06,400
ring lights because I never used
those. 

614
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:09,320
They just took up space. 
But the portable tripod, mine 

615
00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:11,720
like collapses all the way down 
to like something about that 

616
00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:14,160
size. 
Yeah, I got it right here. 

617
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,240
I'll show you. 
I need something like that. 

618
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:20,080
Video free all this, but yes 
it's like it's like a baton, but

619
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:21,560
it has a little clip you pull 
off the. 

620
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:23,280
Button knock someone out with 
that. 

621
00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:27,000
It's heavy too, so don't fuck 
with me. 

622
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:32,240
No, but I I love window 
shopping, but I've also I've 

623
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:34,760
just been on like the I don't 
really need it. 

624
00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:38,720
Like I can have it and I might 
want it, but I don't really need

625
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:41,760
it right now kind of vibe. 
And that's been working until 

626
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:44,400
those vans came out and now it's
really all I've been thinking 

627
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,520
about and talking about. 
So I'm like fuck you. 

628
00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:48,240
Need them. 
But I want to. 

629
00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:52,680
I wanted to like, I wanted to 
get like a. $20 off coupon or 

630
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:56,960
like hey wait here's 10% off. 
But instead I just keep seeing 

631
00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:59,320
the ads and I keep going on the 
website and looking at them and 

632
00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:02,480
they still don't send no coupon.
It's like fuck. 

633
00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:05,800
You need the black ones too, 
because what if you're wearing 

634
00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:08,239
something that doesn't have red 
in it, I mean. 

635
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:13,440
I mean really the math is if I 
got to pay the 1295 to ship, I'm

636
00:34:13,440 --> 00:34:18,400
already 1295 towards the shoe. 
That's my math every time I if 

637
00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:22,239
I'm so close to like getting 
free shipping or even if I'm not

638
00:34:22,239 --> 00:34:25,639
close to those shipping costs, I
don't care if it's $8 for 

639
00:34:25,639 --> 00:34:28,920
shipping, I'm going to pay. 
If it says you're going to get 

640
00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:32,360
$75.00 for the stuff and I've 
got 25 on the cart, you best 

641
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:36,040
believe I'm ordering $75. 
I. 

642
00:34:36,199 --> 00:34:39,760
Literally do that as well. 
That does make me feel better 

643
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:42,560
about ordering stuff sometimes 
when I don't pay for shipping. 

644
00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:48,280
You know, my favorite company as
a like animal person is Chewy. 

645
00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:52,440
Chewy literally ships. 
Like I order on like 

646
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:56,840
subscription for containers of 
cat litter every month because 

647
00:34:56,840 --> 00:35:00,400
it's literally the best litter 
that I like and the cats like it

648
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:04,360
and it doesn't break them out. 
And they will literally not 

649
00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:07,160
charge me shipping because it's 
on a subscription and send it in

650
00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:12,840
four different boxes and box 
weighs 25 lbs because each thing

651
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:17,000
of litter is 25 lbs. 
So not only do the boxes have to

652
00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:20,120
be sturdier, they literally ship
four boxes. 

653
00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:23,680
That's amazing. 
I love chewy because I got my 

654
00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:27,880
dogs all tags with their names 
on them and their evil eyes. 

655
00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:32,640
So it's like different yes, so 
it like protects them for many, 

656
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:36,440
you know, like evil eye negative
energy, especially since I'm on 

657
00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:38,680
social media and sometimes I 
post them. 

658
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:42,360
I'm like I don't want someone to
evil eye to my baby, so I'm like

659
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:46,120
I got it around their necks. 
Now that might be customize. 

660
00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:50,320
Them on there. 
Yeah, so it's just if you go 

661
00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:55,320
under like dog like name tags, 
like pet tags, you can, they 

662
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:59,440
literally have the evil eye and 
you just put like in their name 

663
00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:04,080
on the, I think it's the back. 
I think it has to be on the back

664
00:36:04,080 --> 00:36:06,080
because the front. 
And then you can put your like 

665
00:36:06,080 --> 00:36:08,200
phone number. 
I don't do my address because I 

666
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:09,840
don't want no one to do my 
address. 

667
00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:12,880
You can call me if you find my 
dog, but more than likely my 

668
00:36:12,880 --> 00:36:15,680
dog's not ever going to get out 
of my sight because I'm 

669
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:19,600
obsessed. 
I saw you, Mike. 

670
00:36:19,600 --> 00:36:22,840
I have cats and they don't like,
give a fuck about outside. 

671
00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:27,120
Like one of them will like run 
out and like lay in the grass or

672
00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:30,600
like roll around. 
And if you don't see him, he'll 

673
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,400
be looking outside the door 
trying to come. 

674
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:34,480
Back in like. 
He's not trying to go anywhere. 

675
00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:37,560
He just wants to like, escape 
because he wants to feel 

676
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:41,160
rebellious or something. 
I don't know, but I I fucking 

677
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:42,760
love Chewy. 
Like shout out chewy. 

678
00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,080
This is not a sponsored ad. 
I fucking love you. 

679
00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:46,720
Hopefully you. 
Don't sponsor anything. 

680
00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:50,360
Because you're fucking great and
their customer service is 

681
00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:53,280
popping too, I swear. 
Hey yes sponsor us. 

682
00:36:53,280 --> 00:36:57,160
I have 12 cats that need help. 
I need bird. 

683
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,640
I've got like 9 dogs now. 
Oh my God. 

684
00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:03,720
What do you mean? 
Like outside and stuff. 

685
00:37:04,720 --> 00:37:08,160
I have 7 indoors. 
Oh my gosh, y'all got all the 

686
00:37:08,160 --> 00:37:11,040
animals? 
Actually I my bad. 

687
00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:14,800
I I rescued a Husky someone just
dropped off on the side of the 

688
00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:18,520
street because she had fleece. 
I'm like, it's like you were too

689
00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,680
lazy to give her a bath. 
I mean all animals get fleece 

690
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:25,720
but I got a full blooded Husky 
and she stays perfect. 

691
00:37:25,720 --> 00:37:29,480
Her name is Sassy and then I 
have an Australian shepherd. 

692
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:32,400
Her name is Nix, after the 
goddess Nix. 

693
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:36,440
And then all of my cats, they're
all named after like the old 

694
00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,680
gods and goddesses. 
Really cool. 

695
00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:42,600
And I just got a new puppy. 
Her name's Aphrodite. 

696
00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:47,080
Damn I love it. 
I love all the goddess names you

697
00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:51,120
know I wanted to name my cat 
Persephone but she could not get

698
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:54,280
it she was was not getting that.
So we went with Percy because 

699
00:37:54,560 --> 00:37:59,600
she was not fucking she persec 
Persephone was just boom over 

700
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:02,720
her head. 
But Percy she gets, but I I 

701
00:38:02,720 --> 00:38:06,280
normally call her a purse girl 
because that's just what I've 

702
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:09,520
called her and she she likes 
that probably the best. 

703
00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:12,080
But you know, nicknames. 
I don't know. 

704
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,640
I'm definitely like an animal 
person. 

705
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:17,320
I want a horse is what I want. 
I don't have. 

706
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:21,280
OK, crazy story. 
When I was younger, I had a 

707
00:38:21,360 --> 00:38:24,080
stubbed pony, which I don't know
why my parents would get me a 

708
00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:26,400
stubbed pony because they're 
kind of mean. 

709
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,600
So I was like fooling my niece 
around on it because we don't 

710
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:33,680
have a huge age gap because my 
brother's 20 years older than me

711
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:37,720
and she like kicked the shit out
of this horse while I was like 

712
00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:42,640
leading it and it bit my tit. 
Literally it bit my tit. 

713
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:48,120
Oh my God, did it bruise? 
No, I get bruised, but it like 

714
00:38:48,240 --> 00:38:51,280
it didn't like leave, but it 
didn't like bleed or anything. 

715
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:55,160
Like I was so upset because I 
remember I used to listen to The

716
00:38:55,160 --> 00:39:00,560
Pussycat Dolls all the time and 
I thought that one line and this

717
00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:04,080
song was like, when I grow up, I
want to have boobies because I 

718
00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:09,560
always had smaller boobies and I
was like, I'm not going to have 

719
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:11,920
a boobie over here and it's all 
your fault. 

720
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:16,240
That's so funny. 
You know that Nicole girl from 

721
00:39:16,240 --> 00:39:20,480
The Pussycat Dolls was from 
Louisville and the other day 

722
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:25,760
someone I know was talking about
their grandson, coached her as a

723
00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:32,480
child in vocals because she went
to Manual and they they were, I 

724
00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,440
guess a teacher worked at 
Manual. 

725
00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:38,000
Wow, well that's pretty cool. 
I had no clue. 

726
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:40,320
I know like you didn't know she.
Was from Louisville. 

727
00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:43,440
No. 
Yeah, that Nicole Schwarzwinger,

728
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:46,520
whatever last name, is the lead 
singer from The Pussycat Dolls. 

729
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:50,120
So so I can make it. 
I'm just kidding. 

730
00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:52,000
I can't think. 
I wish I could. 

731
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:53,960
I used to. 
I was like. 

732
00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:57,120
Answer and everything. 
But also she was discovered by P

733
00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:59,800
Diddy, right from that one 
thing. 

734
00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:03,080
Yeah, I know we talk about him. 
Let's talk about. 

735
00:40:03,080 --> 00:40:06,000
Oh, P Diddy, let's go. 
Current events, all right, 

736
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:10,800
y'all, What else I got to say 
about this is if this was 

737
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:14,520
someone who didn't have money, 
they would literally already 

738
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:16,520
have like thrown away the key, 
you know what I mean? 

739
00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:19,520
Like, and you know that I don't 
know if you know this, Michaela,

740
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:26,720
but P Diddy tried to hire the 
man who literally defended OJ 

741
00:40:26,720 --> 00:40:30,840
Simpson and Osama bin Laden. 
And he refused. 

742
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:33,560
And he refused. 
That's a lot. 

743
00:40:33,680 --> 00:40:38,120
After seeing that. 
Documents refused. 

744
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:39,680
Yeah. 
That's. 

745
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:43,520
I can't stand PDD. 
My wife is obsessed with 

746
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:46,800
following along with this trial 
and everything that's going on. 

747
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:50,760
And if it would be if it was 
like a normal person like us, 

748
00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:53,800
they were, we would have already
been buried under the prison. 

749
00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:57,960
Like, I don't understand. 
But I'm honestly, I'm free. 

750
00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:00,040
Luigi, sorry, but I got to say 
it. 

751
00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:04,840
Yeah, I agree with that too. 
I really am on the like eat the 

752
00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:07,920
eat the Uber rich. 
Like fuck, I fucking hate that 

753
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:11,000
dude. 
And I didn't, I didn't like him 

754
00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:13,160
way before anything that he's 
doing now. 

755
00:41:13,160 --> 00:41:16,280
I didn't like Tesla's five years
ago when people thought that 

756
00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:19,680
meant you had money. 
I didn't like Tesla's 3 1/2 

757
00:41:19,680 --> 00:41:21,920
years ago when my neighbor got 
one and then he moved shortly 

758
00:41:21,920 --> 00:41:23,520
after because I was not going to
look at it. 

759
00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:26,000
He literally moved as soon as he
obtained it because I was not 

760
00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:29,200
going to look at it. 
I wasn't like, I will literally 

761
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:31,680
eject you from my reality. 
You will not be a part of it. 

762
00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:37,560
He left and you know, at the 
same time, I think that so much 

763
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:39,720
of what's going to come out 
about those cars, it's not 

764
00:41:39,720 --> 00:41:41,880
fucking efficient. 
It's a literal massive 

765
00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:45,040
paperweight from the people I 
know that deal tires and sell 

766
00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:47,000
tires. 
They literally told me that it 

767
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,520
fucking eats tires because it's 
so heavy. 

768
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:53,520
And like if you literally don't 
know about tires, they normally 

769
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:58,080
last like 7080 a 100,000 miles. 
Meaning that like if you take 

770
00:41:58,080 --> 00:42:00,720
care of your tires like and 
don't drive like a fucking 

771
00:42:00,720 --> 00:42:03,880
idiot, you'll be good for at 
least a couple years, right? 

772
00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:07,080
No Tesla's run through it every 
20,000 miles. 

773
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,920
Yeah bitch you that would be 
every 4 old changes you have to 

774
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:14,160
get new tires. 
Oh God, hell no, that's 

775
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:15,040
expensive. 
I. 

776
00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:17,640
Know. 
I know that if you have one, you

777
00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:21,200
probably have money, but who 
wants to drive that damn 

778
00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,080
stainless steel refrigerator? 
You. 

779
00:42:24,160 --> 00:42:26,200
Don't. 
You do not have money because 

780
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:28,760
they're giving them away. 
They're basically paying you a 

781
00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:30,600
tax credit to take it off the 
lot. 

782
00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:34,320
No one that has money has those 
at all. 

783
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,600
I mean, maybe the cyber truck 
with that would be about the 

784
00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:39,720
only fucking one because. 
I hate that that's the one I'm. 

785
00:42:40,240 --> 00:42:42,840
Like that's like. 
A a stainless, the refrigerator 

786
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:44,840
driving down the street, I'm 
like, why? 

787
00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:47,840
Why'd you buy that? 
And you know, another thing, a 

788
00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:50,960
lot of people I know have been 
like taking their cars in for 

789
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:54,280
recalls with like all these 
recalls they have. 

790
00:42:54,560 --> 00:42:58,560
And literally they're giving 
them like rental cars because 

791
00:42:58,560 --> 00:43:01,040
they have to because their car's
under warranty. 

792
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:03,000
And they're literally giving 
them electric cars. 

793
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:06,800
Like the other day, this girl 
dropped off her gas engine to, 

794
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,800
you know, get the recall fix. 
And they literally rented her an

795
00:43:10,800 --> 00:43:12,920
electric or, or gave her 
electric car to drive. 

796
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:15,120
And you're not going to say no 
because at this point you don't 

797
00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:17,680
have a car to drive. 
But literally she posted on her 

798
00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:20,680
story that she was like so sick 
of charging this car and. 

799
00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:24,280
Someone said. 
One of those public. 

800
00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:26,720
Things and someone called me and
said shouldn't have bought 1 and

801
00:43:26,720 --> 00:43:30,960
she said it's a rental. 
I thought that was so funny it 

802
00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:33,280
took me out. 
It took me the fuck out because 

803
00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,160
why would someone who bought one
be complaining about charging 

804
00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:37,400
it? 
You knew exactly. 

805
00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:41,720
That for I'm not. 
I would rather pay for gas, I'm 

806
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:44,000
sorry. 
I would rather go to the gas 

807
00:43:44,000 --> 00:43:47,280
station and get a girl. 
Your tattoos hurt. 

808
00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:49,040
Hey baby girl, where you get 
your tattoos? 

809
00:43:49,440 --> 00:43:51,480
Every club in. 
Any of that. 

810
00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:56,520
Like how would I get my gas 
station fix if I didn't go to 

811
00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:58,080
the gas station? 
Like how could your boyfriend 

812
00:43:58,080 --> 00:44:00,040
not compliment me if I wasn't at
the gas station? 

813
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:04,600
If I was at the Tesla charger 
with the loser Like no. 

814
00:44:05,720 --> 00:44:08,960
I love having tattoos, but I 
hate the fact that people think 

815
00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:12,760
that oh, there, she has tattoos.
That's like my open window where

816
00:44:12,760 --> 00:44:15,520
I can hit on her and ask her, 
oh, did that hurt? 

817
00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:17,360
Oh no, not at all. 
Do. 

818
00:44:17,840 --> 00:44:19,960
You just be like, hey, I'm a 
lesbian. 

819
00:44:21,240 --> 00:44:23,600
I can say that. 
And it gets worse. 

820
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:26,560
They're like, oh, I can change 
your mind. 

821
00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:28,760
You just haven't had the right 
you know what yet. 

822
00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:31,800
And I'm like. 
Buddy Shane had the right Dick. 

823
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:35,600
The right Dick. 
I'm used to TikTok so I'm afraid

824
00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:37,320
to say. 
That's so great. 

825
00:44:37,600 --> 00:44:40,920
No, hell no. 
We will not censor the audience 

826
00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:43,440
from the details. 
Trust. 

827
00:44:43,440 --> 00:44:46,720
Me, I do not I I love women. 
I can't help it. 

828
00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:50,880
I love my wife. 
I love masked women but tomboy 

829
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:54,720
fins I feel like I'm more of 
like a tomboy fin myself. 

830
00:44:55,120 --> 00:44:57,880
Like a lot of people look at me 
and they think lipstick lesbian 

831
00:44:57,880 --> 00:45:00,400
and I'm like bro I don't even 
know how to put on lipstick. 

832
00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:05,720
I wear a little bit of blush and
eyeshadow if I wear makeup and 

833
00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:09,520
these are eyelash extensions. 
Like I I can't even put on fake 

834
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:14,800
eyelashes makeup. 
I have really bad eczema though 

835
00:45:14,840 --> 00:45:17,880
so like if I put on like 
foundation my skin starts 

836
00:45:17,880 --> 00:45:21,600
peeling off so what's the point?
So like every photo shoot, I 

837
00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:28,040
don't have makeup, it's just 
blush and eyeshadow and my lash 

838
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:30,200
extensions and a little lip 
gloss or chapstick. 

839
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:36,520
Yeah, I in the like, maybe the 
last probably like I guess 

840
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:39,760
probably the last 10 years I 
kind of got more into makeup and

841
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:44,720
then like midway, like after 
COVID, it's really taken me a 

842
00:45:44,720 --> 00:45:47,080
while to like get back to 
wanting to do makeup. 

843
00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:51,240
But what's crazy is like I 
always shock myself about how I 

844
00:45:51,240 --> 00:45:54,560
do a new technique almost every 
single time, like new 

845
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:58,400
combination of products because 
I'm subscribed to the Boxycharm.

846
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:00,800
So every month I get products, 
you know, that I'm always 

847
00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:02,360
trying. 
This month they sent me some 

848
00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:07,920
bomb ass correct all concealer 
and it's fucking great and it 

849
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:10,000
was the most perfect shade like 
I couldn't believe that they 

850
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:13,280
nailed it but they did. 
But normally I get a lot of skin

851
00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:15,600
care in there, but then I'll 
change my settings and like this

852
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:19,920
month I got the lights camera 
action Tarte mascara that's like

853
00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:24,920
$32 pot so and the boxy charm is
only 36 and some change. 

854
00:46:24,920 --> 00:46:28,600
So I felt like every month is 
well worth it, even if I only 

855
00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:30,240
use two or three products. 
You know what I mean? 

856
00:46:30,240 --> 00:46:34,400
Like because sometimes I'll 
regift stuff or whatever, but I 

857
00:46:34,440 --> 00:46:39,680
love trying new techniques and 
like I started using just like 

858
00:46:39,680 --> 00:46:44,360
different setting stuff like a 
lot of people use like different

859
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:47,800
like creams to like put 
foundation on or something. 

860
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:52,640
But I got this setting like it's
a primer spray and a setting 

861
00:46:52,640 --> 00:46:56,040
spray or just makes your skin 
look like glassy and glossy. 

862
00:46:56,040 --> 00:46:59,400
It is fucking fire. 
And I got it from the Boxycharm 

863
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:02,600
and then I added on one this 
past month because like you can 

864
00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:04,320
also buy. 
Products through them. 

865
00:47:04,720 --> 00:47:07,000
For like 1/3 of what you're 
going to pay anywhere else. 

866
00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:09,080
It's crazy. 
I don't know how it I think they

867
00:47:09,080 --> 00:47:12,720
just do that because like they 
gave me this really cool 

868
00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:18,080
sunscreen that doesn't feel like
sunscreen like everyday wear and

869
00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:20,920
I found out I love it so much. 
But guess how much it retails 

870
00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:24,240
for $40? 
Oh my gosh. 

871
00:47:24,240 --> 00:47:26,680
No, of course. 
Gotta figure. 

872
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:30,880
I'm like, of course, they gave 
me this during like right before

873
00:47:30,880 --> 00:47:33,840
summer and it's perfect. 
It doesn't melt off if you're at

874
00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:36,480
the gym and get into your eyes 
because my eyes get real 

875
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:39,640
sensitive about stuff. 
So I'll probably end up buying 

876
00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:42,880
it unfortunately in the future, 
but it's still going strong. 

877
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:45,200
It's like a full size. 
So like we're, we'll probably 

878
00:47:45,200 --> 00:47:48,760
make it mid through summer 
because I wear it every day, but

879
00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:52,000
I, it's called the unseen 
sunscreen and they've been 

880
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:54,680
giving it away everywhere. 
It's made by some company called

881
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:56,640
Super Goop. 
So, you know, it's like a new 

882
00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:59,880
company and they, they were 
giving it away at Ulta at one 

883
00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:02,000
time like this, different 
companies, you know, they just 

884
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:04,600
send all those PR packages and 
then people like me are like, 

885
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:09,560
damn, now I will pay $48. 
For it, they know what they're 

886
00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:11,240
doing. 
Yeah, they that's what the 

887
00:48:11,240 --> 00:48:14,760
TikTok shop bitch, that's you on
the ass with the TikTok shop. 

888
00:48:14,760 --> 00:48:20,600
Like I got this for free. 
Look at it, it's so cute stuff. 

889
00:48:20,720 --> 00:48:24,280
Hakate. 
It literally says hakate protect

890
00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:26,920
us. 
And then it has her and it has 

891
00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:30,960
like all the things that she's 
holding and these little hounds 

892
00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:33,320
around her. 
I saw someone call them cats and

893
00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:36,760
I'm like, dude, she's going to 
protect the hounds. 

894
00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,960
Those are not cats. 
On one of their reviews I was 

895
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:43,400
like, that's a dog like. 
ISIS loves cats, right? 

896
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:48,000
Yes, I love the goddess Isis and
I tried to talk about her one 

897
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:53,000
day on TikTok and they took it 
down, I guess because you know 

898
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:58,120
the group, the radical group. 
Yeah, probably, probably for 

899
00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:01,320
sure. 
Yeah, I think I. 

900
00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:04,040
Really like have gotten very 
interested in like the dark 

901
00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,640
goddesses and like just 
goddesses in general in the last

902
00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:09,760
couple years. 
Like I feel like for so long I 

903
00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:14,200
was like so separated from my 
true self that it whenever I did

904
00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:16,680
like start to find my gifts and 
really start to channel my 

905
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:20,480
gifts, it like has all just kind
of been in waves. 

906
00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:21,760
You know what I mean? 
Like I feel like it really 

907
00:49:21,760 --> 00:49:24,840
started with like bursts of 
creativity and expansion, like 

908
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:29,640
making art and making like 
different, different classes and

909
00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:31,920
like just different things. 
And then like, you know, 

910
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,760
building the community space and
like building followings and 

911
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:37,120
stuff. 
Like, it's such an evolution of 

912
00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:39,720
like who you are and like, as 
you evolve, you know? 

913
00:49:39,720 --> 00:49:42,000
And I think that's what's really
cool about, like, so many people

914
00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:44,080
getting in tune with 
spirituality at once. 

915
00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:48,600
Well, the first goddess I ever 
started working with, which I 

916
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:52,880
don't think she's considered a 
dark goddess, was actually 

917
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,120
Artemis. 
And it's really funny because my

918
00:49:56,120 --> 00:50:00,440
first word, whenever I was 
little, an infant, instead of 

919
00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:05,520
being dad or mom, it was Doe. 
My first word was Doe Mom. 

920
00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:08,160
Was no. 
No. 

921
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:11,120
Like, you know. 
That's so funny. 

922
00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:16,560
Mom was so like, like I was 
looking out the window and my 

923
00:50:16,560 --> 00:50:19,120
dad said hey, look at that 
dough. 

924
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:22,720
And I said dough, apparently. 
And then I just started saying 

925
00:50:22,720 --> 00:50:26,200
dough over and over again. 
And they had to watch me because

926
00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:29,200
they said every time that they 
would let me outside, I would 

927
00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:31,680
always find snakes because we 
lived in the country. 

928
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:36,440
And I was like, pick up a snake 
and like come out and write me a

929
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:39,800
snake. 
I guess Willis has always been 

930
00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:43,760
with me too. 
I love snakes honestly. 

931
00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:46,800
The feeding part. 
The snakes I can't. 

932
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:50,200
Do it. 
Yeah, like my friend feeds hers 

933
00:50:50,200 --> 00:50:54,320
because they're all like small 
enough, like the frozen little 

934
00:50:54,680 --> 00:51:01,080
mouses, but one of them is 
technically able to move up to a

935
00:51:01,080 --> 00:51:06,120
feeder, a bigger feeder mice. 
But if she did that, she would 

936
00:51:06,120 --> 00:51:11,560
have to thump the mouse hard 
enough to knock it out so it 

937
00:51:11,560 --> 00:51:16,480
doesn't claw its way out of the 
snake, basically, like while the

938
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:20,200
snake's consuming it. 
Yeah, So like you, the frozen, 

939
00:51:20,720 --> 00:51:23,440
they're like, pretty much dead. 
Like, they're dead or whatever, 

940
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,920
I guess. 
But like the feeder mice that 

941
00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:29,800
are alive, she would literally 
said she had to like thump it. 

942
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:33,480
That would scar me for a lot. 
I know. 

943
00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:36,840
She doesn't do that, so instead 
of feeding one of her snakes 

944
00:51:36,840 --> 00:51:39,760
that we had at the photo shoot 
the bigger 1, instead of doing 

945
00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:44,400
that she just feeds in multiple 
of the frozen ones or whatever. 

946
00:51:44,400 --> 00:51:49,160
But crazy, it's a lot. 
I couldn't do that either. 

947
00:51:49,160 --> 00:51:50,640
Like that's why I can't have a 
snake. 

948
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:54,000
Like and my mom was talking 
about whenever I was younger, 

949
00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:57,720
this guy across the street had a
huge albino like the one Britney

950
00:51:57,720 --> 00:52:01,640
Spears had in the music video, 
like the Slave for you music 

951
00:52:01,640 --> 00:52:04,240
video. 
She had a massive yellow snake. 

952
00:52:04,600 --> 00:52:08,120
He had one that was like triple 
that size and it could eat a 

953
00:52:08,120 --> 00:52:11,960
small dog or a kitten. 
Like it literally, like I saw on

954
00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:15,440
some like Facebook group that 
people were literally asking for

955
00:52:15,440 --> 00:52:18,520
kittens to feed their snakes. 
That's terrible. 

956
00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:21,560
I know that's awful, but I'm 
just letting you know, Like some

957
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:24,760
of these fucking snakes are big 
enough to eat a fucking rabbit. 

958
00:52:24,760 --> 00:52:27,840
A small child, like a whole 
thing like, and they will. 

959
00:52:28,320 --> 00:52:30,400
I could never. 
I know my mom was. 

960
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:33,440
Like maybe, maybe I could pick 
up some, like, roadkill. 

961
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:39,080
Here's your dinner. 
It has to be already. 

962
00:52:39,080 --> 00:52:39,920
Yeah. 
They won't know. 

963
00:52:40,360 --> 00:52:44,440
They won't see like fresh but 
that that's like my friend who 

964
00:52:44,440 --> 00:52:47,400
has those snakes. 
She told me about like all that.

965
00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:49,000
But like she's always had 
snakes. 

966
00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:52,360
Like she doesn't have any furry 
animals, only reptiles. 

967
00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:57,720
I don't know, I'm scared of 
lizards. 

968
00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:03,000
I'm not afraid of a snake but 
like if they freak me out. 

969
00:53:03,560 --> 00:53:06,160
She has some kind of lizard or 
iguana or something. 

970
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:10,400
I don't know, man. 
I used to have small like I had 

971
00:53:10,400 --> 00:53:14,840
a hamster and I've had rabbit, a
rabbit before. 

972
00:53:15,840 --> 00:53:19,120
The rabbit was the worst thing 
ever because I'd gotten a rabbit

973
00:53:19,120 --> 00:53:21,160
from someone that had like 
abused it. 

974
00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:25,320
So it was really skittish and 
very, very temperamental and 

975
00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:27,040
like would bite you and chew 
things. 

976
00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:29,360
It was bad. 
I think if I would get a rabbit 

977
00:53:29,360 --> 00:53:33,920
from like birth, like baby and 
and like have it its whole life 

978
00:53:34,200 --> 00:53:35,640
that it would have been way 
better. 

979
00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:38,720
So that was a regret. 
But it had been tortured by like

980
00:53:39,080 --> 00:53:42,080
2 small children and then my 
mom's friend dropped it off at 

981
00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:45,520
our house and it was just so 
bad. 

982
00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:49,640
It was the worst. 
I had a hamster named Juju that 

983
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:53,520
lived forever. 
It was like my wife named it 

984
00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:57,000
after. 
What song was it that was Juju 

985
00:53:57,000 --> 00:54:00,120
on that beat or something? 
I was named Juju. 

986
00:54:01,160 --> 00:54:06,440
You know I have a cat named Sosa
because of that Chief Keef song.

987
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:10,440
The bitches love Sosa. 
Like do you know what I'm 

988
00:54:10,440 --> 00:54:11,360
talking about? 
Like. 

989
00:54:12,200 --> 00:54:15,640
Yeah. 
That was really popular at the 

990
00:54:15,640 --> 00:54:18,360
time and the guy that I was 
dating was like, we should call 

991
00:54:18,360 --> 00:54:20,880
the cat Sosa and then we. 
Hilarious. 

992
00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:25,360
Calling it Sosa and like, I 
don't know, it's funny because 

993
00:54:25,360 --> 00:54:30,160
like he knows his name so well. 
Like he loves his name. 

994
00:54:30,160 --> 00:54:32,200
Like that is his name. 
So it's just weird that that's 

995
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:36,840
where it came from. 
That is awesome because I my 

996
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,880
Roosters I named 1K dot another 
one Marcellus. 

997
00:54:40,880 --> 00:54:45,000
So we have Scotty Pimpin and 
then we have Klaus like from the

998
00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:47,720
originals and Marcellus is from 
the originals too. 

999
00:54:50,320 --> 00:54:53,480
I just be screaming at my 
chicken sit by their names and I

1000
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:56,280
know people are probably like, 
is she going at and I'm like, 

1001
00:54:56,640 --> 00:55:00,400
dude, it's just my rooster. 
It's time to tell them to calm 

1002
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:04,240
down. 
Yeah, I I want a farm one day. 

1003
00:55:04,840 --> 00:55:06,960
One day I'll be in my farm girl 
era. 

1004
00:55:08,320 --> 00:55:08,800
You're. 
In your. 

1005
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:11,720
Era, yeah. 
It's a it's a blast. 

1006
00:55:13,440 --> 00:55:17,000
I mean, I think that that's 
really like a fun part of life 

1007
00:55:17,000 --> 00:55:19,800
is like raising animals. 
I think animals have such a 

1008
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:24,720
precious energy and like I 
literally I literally will curse

1009
00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:27,200
anyone who hurts animals. 
Like I don't care about your 

1010
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:28,880
life. 
Like at this point you're 

1011
00:55:28,880 --> 00:55:31,080
wasting space on my earth. 
Like you need to leave. 

1012
00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:34,320
Like if you abuse animals, you 
really should never make that 

1013
00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:38,680
known to me. 
Literally literally write a 

1014
00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:40,760
position about you tomorrow. 
Like I cannot. 

1015
00:55:41,080 --> 00:55:42,800
I just think why fuck with 
animals? 

1016
00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:45,120
Like why even get them if you're
not going to take care of them? 

1017
00:55:45,280 --> 00:55:47,840
Why get a dog if you're going to
leave it chained up to a fucking

1018
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:51,160
tree or whatever? 
Like why get animals you don't 

1019
00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:52,640
want? 
Like it makes no sense and I 

1020
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:57,040
know like a lot of people do 
that and it another thing that 

1021
00:55:57,040 --> 00:56:00,160
pisses me off more than anything
is people rehoming pets they've 

1022
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:03,640
had for over 5 years. 
Oh, that makes me feel angry. 

1023
00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:05,920
You've made a fucking commitment
to this animal. 

1024
00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:09,280
Like even five years or less. 
You already made the commitment,

1025
00:56:09,280 --> 00:56:12,720
but five years or more? 
When I see senior dogs and 

1026
00:56:12,720 --> 00:56:17,160
animals being rehomed it it 
literally lights my soul on 

1027
00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:19,360
fire. 
Like I will delete a person. 

1028
00:56:19,360 --> 00:56:21,000
Like I will straight up delete 
someone. 

1029
00:56:21,240 --> 00:56:24,000
I do too. 
I've deleted so many people for 

1030
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:26,360
that so. 
Many like obviously, you know, 

1031
00:56:26,360 --> 00:56:29,600
cats are everywhere right now 
and so many people have kittens 

1032
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:31,800
everywhere And like I hate when 
people are just like free 

1033
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:34,680
kittens because people literally
use those for dog bait and like 

1034
00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:37,360
use those for random fucked up 
purposes. 

1035
00:56:37,360 --> 00:56:39,680
It's not good. 
And like it just drives me 

1036
00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:41,280
crazy. 
Like the negligence of people 

1037
00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:45,640
towards animals is why mother 
earth will always win. 

1038
00:56:45,760 --> 00:56:49,600
Like for real? 
Like people, because I have 

1039
00:56:49,600 --> 00:56:52,800
Pomeranians, people have always 
wanted me to breed them. 

1040
00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,200
And I don't do that because I 
always spay and neuter all my 

1041
00:56:56,200 --> 00:56:57,880
pets. 
So like all my cats that are 

1042
00:56:57,880 --> 00:57:02,400
rescued, they're all spayed and 
neutered, you know, so they 

1043
00:57:02,400 --> 00:57:06,680
can't keep making more babies 
because I rescued a mom out of 

1044
00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:10,120
the middle of the street and I 
went as straight as as soon as I

1045
00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:13,480
could and got her spayed so she 
wouldn't have to go through that

1046
00:57:13,480 --> 00:57:16,400
anymore. 
But people are like, because my 

1047
00:57:16,880 --> 00:57:20,520
little tiny one that like my 
cute little Baby Yoda, his name 

1048
00:57:20,640 --> 00:57:26,480
literally is Baby Yoda. 
He's CKC registered and people 

1049
00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:31,200
all the time he cannot be 
neutered because he has trachea 

1050
00:57:31,200 --> 00:57:34,280
issues. 
They said that if his trachea 

1051
00:57:34,280 --> 00:57:38,400
collapses during like intubation
while he's under, he will die. 

1052
00:57:38,400 --> 00:57:40,640
So he's the only one that I 
can't neuter. 

1053
00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:44,560
And people are always like, 
well, can we, you know, mate our

1054
00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:47,160
animals, Can we make? 
I'm like, no, no. 

1055
00:57:47,160 --> 00:57:51,000
Because for one, if that I did 
do that, I would want, it's 

1056
00:57:51,000 --> 00:57:54,280
something I want money from it. 
I want to know where the dog's 

1057
00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:56,240
going. 
Like I would want to go to that 

1058
00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:58,720
person's house. 
I would want to know what you're

1059
00:57:58,720 --> 00:58:02,240
doing like all like 24/7. 
I would want you to check in 

1060
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:06,360
with me, send me pictures. 
I just couldn't do it. 

1061
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:09,520
Yeah, like. 
Everybody, everybody that 

1062
00:58:09,520 --> 00:58:13,840
doesn't fix their animals is a 
fucking loser. 

1063
00:58:13,840 --> 00:58:17,280
Like fuck y'all. 
Like people get on my last serve

1064
00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:18,520
with that stuff. 
And you know what's funny 

1065
00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:20,400
though? 
My friend was talking to her, 

1066
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:23,920
cat's a whore and it's had like 
3 litters because like every 

1067
00:58:23,920 --> 00:58:27,240
single time she'd have a litter 
she would like be have to wait a

1068
00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:29,960
few weeks to get her fixed and 
before she could get her fixed 

1069
00:58:29,960 --> 00:58:32,520
like she'd have the appointment 
this bitch had already gotten 

1070
00:58:32,520 --> 00:58:37,480
knocked up again. 
She didn't choose that she was 

1071
00:58:37,640 --> 00:58:39,560
raped. 
I know really though. 

1072
00:58:39,560 --> 00:58:42,200
And then poor thing like 
finally. 

1073
00:58:42,480 --> 00:58:45,320
Doing it. 
Finally, they got her, got her 

1074
00:58:45,320 --> 00:58:46,880
face. 
Tomcats. 

1075
00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:52,960
Yeah, we, we definitely have a 
cat colony like every like 

1076
00:58:53,160 --> 00:58:56,000
multiple cat colonies that I 
know people take care of and 

1077
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:58,040
like I've been taking care of 
some strays there. 

1078
00:58:58,080 --> 00:59:01,160
It's not a colony by any means. 
Actually, one of them is in my 

1079
00:59:01,160 --> 00:59:04,200
A, He came back like maybe two 
months ago, but I think he's out

1080
00:59:04,200 --> 00:59:06,640
on the prowl. 
And then the other one will show

1081
00:59:06,640 --> 00:59:09,160
up at night and you know, but 
during the day they are out 

1082
00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:11,480
popping their shit because 
neither one of them are fixed. 

1083
00:59:11,480 --> 00:59:14,040
We can't get them to trap. 
We've tried, we've tried, we've 

1084
00:59:14,040 --> 00:59:16,240
tried. 
They're fucking out there. 

1085
00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:18,320
And I, you know, I'm going to 
feed him and I'm not going to 

1086
00:59:18,320 --> 00:59:19,960
starve him out because he won't 
get in the trap. 

1087
00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:21,680
Like he's 6-7 and eight years 
old. 

1088
00:59:21,680 --> 00:59:25,000
Like he knows damn well that's a
trap. 

1089
00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:27,640
You know what I mean? 
He's not now, he's street smart.

1090
00:59:27,640 --> 00:59:30,640
He's he's out here living, 
thriving, whatever. 

1091
00:59:30,640 --> 00:59:33,240
So I don't know. 
I mean, I know it's like rabbits

1092
00:59:33,240 --> 00:59:36,920
and season, you know, he might 
be out there eating, who knows? 

1093
00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:40,480
But during the winter, man, they
were around every day like they 

1094
00:59:40,480 --> 00:59:41,920
were just, it was breaking my 
heart. 

1095
00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:43,360
So we were getting them 
everything. 

1096
00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:45,920
Like this year we're going to be
better prepared and we're going 

1097
00:59:45,920 --> 00:59:48,320
to get one of those snow tents 
that you put the house inside 

1098
00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:51,280
the snow tent so that way it can
snow off the house. 

1099
00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:54,960
Like there was a lot we didn't 
know, but mother fuckers I 

1100
00:59:54,960 --> 00:59:57,840
fattened them up and now they're
out on the prowl. 

1101
00:59:58,480 --> 01:00:02,840
I'm so upset. 
I rescued a very adorable black 

1102
01:00:02,840 --> 01:00:04,920
cat. 
I love Black Cats so much. 

1103
01:00:05,320 --> 01:00:08,680
And I brought him inside and I 
made sure he didn't get out the 

1104
01:00:08,680 --> 01:00:12,920
door and I named him Anubis 
because I love Anubis. 

1105
01:00:13,240 --> 01:00:18,160
And one day I came home and. 
My wife was like, he got off the

1106
01:00:18,160 --> 01:00:22,080
door and I couldn't find him. 
He was like, you know, he was 

1107
01:00:22,080 --> 01:00:25,600
already like one of those cats 
that was on the prowl and he 

1108
01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:29,400
never came back. 
I was like that gone Anevis and 

1109
01:00:29,400 --> 01:00:31,680
I gave you like my favorite name
too. 

1110
01:00:32,360 --> 01:00:36,280
I love the name Anubis because I
love, you know, the God Anubis. 

1111
01:00:36,280 --> 01:00:39,200
So. 
Yeah, I have a couple Anubis 

1112
01:00:39,400 --> 01:00:41,640
figurines right in front of my 
face right now. 

1113
01:00:41,640 --> 01:00:43,800
Like I'm like, yeah. 
I did too. 

1114
01:00:44,400 --> 01:00:49,480
I have Shiva and. 
You know, one of my favorite 

1115
01:00:50,400 --> 01:00:53,640
Hindu deities my friend 
introduced me to is Durga. 

1116
01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:57,080
Oh yeah. 
Amazing I and she brought me 

1117
01:00:57,080 --> 01:01:00,720
back from India a Durga like 
last. 

1118
01:01:01,480 --> 01:01:03,800
Really. 
Dope 1 and so I love that one so

1119
01:01:03,800 --> 01:01:06,360
much. 
But Durga is also like a a dark 

1120
01:01:06,360 --> 01:01:09,800
feminine goddess in my opinion. 
Like definitely giving that like

1121
01:01:10,360 --> 01:01:14,440
I like people, not people, but 
like energies that represent 

1122
01:01:14,560 --> 01:01:18,320
duality and it's full. 
In fact, like I really am into 

1123
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:22,760
like the black and white like in
a way of like you can't keep the

1124
01:01:22,760 --> 01:01:25,680
same perception and expect to 
get different results. 

1125
01:01:25,920 --> 01:01:29,600
And so many people cannot see 
where they are fucking up in 

1126
01:01:29,600 --> 01:01:31,840
this situation. 
Like they are blaming everyone. 

1127
01:01:32,040 --> 01:01:34,920
It's Oh my God, I had to go to 
court. 

1128
01:01:34,920 --> 01:01:38,800
I got a traffic ticket and then 
my boyfriend lost his job and we

1129
01:01:38,800 --> 01:01:41,480
only have one car right now. 
All this dumb shit. 

1130
01:01:41,480 --> 01:01:44,320
It's like all of that is a 
product of your own actions, 

1131
01:01:44,320 --> 01:01:48,200
like everything that's happening
here, your own fucking actions. 

1132
01:01:48,200 --> 01:01:50,600
And like you not having a car is
probably because you keep 

1133
01:01:50,600 --> 01:01:52,960
getting speeding tickets. 
You can't pay your insurance, 

1134
01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:55,480
you bitch about gas money. 
Now spirits like well you don't 

1135
01:01:55,480 --> 01:01:58,040
even need a car, you can't 
afford 1 you know. 

1136
01:01:58,040 --> 01:02:01,760
And like so many people just 
like gaslight you about their 

1137
01:02:01,760 --> 01:02:05,080
own personal issues that yes you
may need to get a second job. 

1138
01:02:05,080 --> 01:02:08,720
Like I said earlier, when I had 
a $10,000 a month, I was working

1139
01:02:08,800 --> 01:02:12,560
literally doing readings from 
the moment I got off work until 

1140
01:02:12,560 --> 01:02:16,320
ten, 11:00 at night, forgetting 
to eat, not taking care of 

1141
01:02:16,320 --> 01:02:19,880
myself, you know, and you have 
to be careful what you wish for,

1142
01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:21,680
right? 
Like I was manifesting all these

1143
01:02:21,680 --> 01:02:26,920
clients and I remember one month
it sold me out for like 3 months

1144
01:02:27,440 --> 01:02:29,800
after that. 
Like, I just remember this one 

1145
01:02:29,800 --> 01:02:32,080
month started and then like for 
the next three months, it was 

1146
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:36,640
like it was not so, you know, 
but so many people just can't 

1147
01:02:36,640 --> 01:02:39,120
take responsibility. 
Like I could have complained 

1148
01:02:39,120 --> 01:02:41,320
like, damn, this is too much. 
But I'm the one who manifested 

1149
01:02:41,320 --> 01:02:42,400
it. 
So I pulled through. 

1150
01:02:42,680 --> 01:02:44,720
And after those three months, I 
shut, shut down for a little 

1151
01:02:44,720 --> 01:02:47,800
bit, you know, and recouped. 
But like, I don't know, I just 

1152
01:02:48,400 --> 01:02:52,840
had been around so many people, 
especially as of late, who just 

1153
01:02:52,840 --> 01:02:55,920
can't sit with their own shit 
that they've created. 

1154
01:02:55,920 --> 01:02:59,160
Like they have to go out and 
drink or party or have like 

1155
01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:03,440
meaningful or, or unmeaningful 
connections and relationships 

1156
01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:05,080
constantly. 
They're in and out of 

1157
01:03:05,080 --> 01:03:06,600
relationships. 
They're in it, you know what I 

1158
01:03:06,600 --> 01:03:09,760
mean? 
It's like, it really baffles me.

1159
01:03:09,760 --> 01:03:12,600
And that was another reason I 
had to, like, raise my prices 

1160
01:03:12,600 --> 01:03:16,360
because I just felt like people 
were using me as a crutch rather

1161
01:03:16,360 --> 01:03:19,040
than a resource and a tool that 
they were building upon. 

1162
01:03:20,440 --> 01:03:24,040
That's probably true too. 
Listen to your intuition. 

1163
01:03:24,040 --> 01:03:24,800
It's always. 
Right. 

1164
01:03:25,360 --> 01:03:27,200
Yeah. 
I mean, I'm sure you see that a 

1165
01:03:27,200 --> 01:03:29,640
lot because on TikTok, everybody
wants something for free. 

1166
01:03:30,200 --> 01:03:33,120
Oh, I my DMS are full. 
Can I get a free rating? 

1167
01:03:33,120 --> 01:03:36,040
Can I get a free rating? 
I'm like, do I look like a robot

1168
01:03:36,040 --> 01:03:38,760
to you? 
Like this stuff is actually like

1169
01:03:38,960 --> 01:03:42,240
exhausting. 
Scammers of you too. 

1170
01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:47,360
I used to have multiple pages 
but I reported them and I kept 

1171
01:03:47,360 --> 01:03:50,760
reporting them and they're gone.
Like they had all my old content

1172
01:03:50,760 --> 01:03:53,960
too and it was super 
embarrassing unless they blocked

1173
01:03:53,960 --> 01:03:56,800
me and there's like 3 pages and 
they're gone now. 

1174
01:03:57,240 --> 01:04:00,240
Yeah, I have so many scammers 
and at the moment that I'll 

1175
01:04:00,240 --> 01:04:02,120
start like posting messages 
again. 

1176
01:04:02,120 --> 01:04:04,760
They will pop back up and be DM 
and everyone. 

1177
01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:10,640
But you know, I think that for a
long time that stressed me out 

1178
01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:14,240
to not make content and then I 
got comfortable and complacent 

1179
01:04:14,240 --> 01:04:17,920
without making content without 
all those extra stressors. 

1180
01:04:18,200 --> 01:04:20,640
So it's been a lot to like try 
to get on there and post every 

1181
01:04:20,640 --> 01:04:22,480
day. 
I'm like, shit, I need to post 

1182
01:04:22,480 --> 01:04:25,280
again. 
But I also like never was one 

1183
01:04:25,280 --> 01:04:29,720
that really did a bunch of like 
strategic, you know what I mean?

1184
01:04:29,720 --> 01:04:31,480
I just posted if I felt like 
posting. 

1185
01:04:31,480 --> 01:04:34,680
And I remember back in the day I
would post like 6 tik toks at 

1186
01:04:34,680 --> 01:04:38,120
once and then hop off It just 
keep posting. 

1187
01:04:38,120 --> 01:04:41,000
Yeah, like a psycho, like just 
constant. 

1188
01:04:41,680 --> 01:04:45,840
I noticed this one creator he 
posted like I can't remember. 

1189
01:04:45,840 --> 01:04:50,160
He's like he's like a spiritual 
like musician I guess. 

1190
01:04:50,160 --> 01:04:52,840
He makes like really high valve 
music. 

1191
01:04:53,680 --> 01:04:55,880
I love him. 
I can't remember his name but 

1192
01:04:57,160 --> 01:04:59,520
yes yes yes. 
He commented on one of my 

1193
01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:02,920
readings and shared it and I 
almost died because I like 

1194
01:05:02,960 --> 01:05:07,200
really look up to him. 
But I noticed he posts a lot a 

1195
01:05:07,200 --> 01:05:11,240
day so I tried that one day I 
post like 20 tik toks in one day

1196
01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:13,800
and I was like how does he have 
the energy to do this? 

1197
01:05:14,160 --> 01:05:17,200
Like I give him mad props. 
He deserves all the fame and 

1198
01:05:17,200 --> 01:05:21,000
success because that was 
exhausting to do. 

1199
01:05:21,520 --> 01:05:24,160
I saw he just bought his mom 
like a Rolls Royce or something 

1200
01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:27,080
like really nice car and or 
maybe it was a Mercedes. 

1201
01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:31,720
I don't know what it was, but he
he's definitely stay consistent.

1202
01:05:31,880 --> 01:05:34,960
He's definitely someone who kept
putting in the work when people 

1203
01:05:34,960 --> 01:05:38,320
were like that's annoying or 
that stupid or you look silly. 

1204
01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:40,360
And I'm just going to say he's 
fine as fuck. 

1205
01:05:40,360 --> 01:05:43,160
Like as a straight woman, that 
man, I mean, I'm, I'm bisexual, 

1206
01:05:43,160 --> 01:05:46,920
but as a, a woman seeking a man,
I guess he's fine. 

1207
01:05:47,240 --> 01:05:52,160
But he also gives off like he 
gives off like undercover gay 

1208
01:05:52,200 --> 01:05:54,880
vibes to me. 
Like I don't know why, but I 

1209
01:05:54,880 --> 01:05:57,880
know he's got a, he's got a 
person or a girl or whatever, 

1210
01:05:57,880 --> 01:06:01,240
but he gives off undercover gay 
vibes as a like a straight woman

1211
01:06:01,240 --> 01:06:04,440
looking at a like a even a man 
who's in touch with his 

1212
01:06:04,440 --> 01:06:06,640
feminine. 
He's taking it even further than

1213
01:06:06,640 --> 01:06:07,800
that. 
And I don't know, does he do 

1214
01:06:07,840 --> 01:06:09,960
that? 
Like the hair bouncing? 

1215
01:06:10,240 --> 01:06:11,600
Yeah, the crop. 
Tops. 

1216
01:06:12,200 --> 01:06:15,720
The crop tops are fine because 
that used to be in style and my 

1217
01:06:15,720 --> 01:06:17,280
dad used to wear those back in 
the 80s. 

1218
01:06:17,280 --> 01:06:20,280
That was a whole thing. 
That's coming back, but it's 

1219
01:06:20,280 --> 01:06:22,920
more of his demeanor, his 
movements. 

1220
01:06:22,920 --> 01:06:26,720
It's not giving straight man, I 
want you to suck my Dick. 

1221
01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:29,200
It's given I'm ready to suck 
your Dick like. 

1222
01:06:31,720 --> 01:06:36,240
I love how he does like content 
though, like spicy and it looks 

1223
01:06:36,320 --> 01:06:39,520
way different than like the 
vibes that he gives off in his 

1224
01:06:39,520 --> 01:06:41,760
music videos. 
Like his content, he'll be like,

1225
01:06:42,160 --> 01:06:47,240
you know, a comment for the link
or something for the link and 

1226
01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:49,560
he'll send you like the link, I 
guess to subscribe. 

1227
01:06:49,560 --> 01:06:52,120
And I'm like, bro, you look so 
different right here. 

1228
01:06:52,120 --> 01:06:53,640
What? 
I'm so confused. 

1229
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:56,920
Right now, yeah, I've noticed 
that too. 

1230
01:06:56,960 --> 01:07:00,440
I mean sometimes like I, I think
he is an only fans I'm pretty 

1231
01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:02,080
sure. 
Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's 

1232
01:07:02,080 --> 01:07:03,480
what it is. 
Yeah, and that's. 

1233
01:07:03,480 --> 01:07:06,480
Never wanted the link because I 
don't need it. 

1234
01:07:07,280 --> 01:07:08,920
I kind of assumed that's what it
was. 

1235
01:07:09,280 --> 01:07:11,560
Yeah, I think he does have an 
only fans. 

1236
01:07:13,360 --> 01:07:15,920
I wonder, I wonder about his 
sexuality. 

1237
01:07:15,920 --> 01:07:18,720
Not that not for any other 
reason, just in curiosity. 

1238
01:07:18,720 --> 01:07:20,160
Do your thing like I'm a 
supporting. 

1239
01:07:20,160 --> 01:07:22,960
I think he's I think he's fine 
and I love his music. 

1240
01:07:22,960 --> 01:07:26,880
I love that that money song that
he's got that one that he's 

1241
01:07:26,880 --> 01:07:28,520
really promoting. 
And my favorite thing that he 

1242
01:07:28,520 --> 01:07:32,680
does is he will make like 10 
videos to the same fucking clip.

1243
01:07:33,360 --> 01:07:35,800
Of music. 
And that actually works for him 

1244
01:07:35,800 --> 01:07:39,000
very well. 
I know that's why I like tried 

1245
01:07:39,080 --> 01:07:42,560
it out for a day. 
I was like, yeah, she has so 

1246
01:07:42,600 --> 01:07:45,120
much energy. 
Like I would love just like half

1247
01:07:45,120 --> 01:07:48,920
of his energy because I don't 
know how he does it, but he's 

1248
01:07:48,920 --> 01:07:51,280
really passionate about it. 
But I would love to have a 

1249
01:07:51,280 --> 01:07:54,920
Zodiac sign you. 
Know he has to be giving off 

1250
01:07:54,920 --> 01:07:58,640
some Aries energy like some bad 
like fuck you. 

1251
01:07:58,640 --> 01:08:00,320
I'm going to set my own tone. 
Hold on. 

1252
01:08:08,600 --> 01:08:11,560
My cat thought she was about to 
climb through the window and I 

1253
01:08:11,560 --> 01:08:14,440
guess figure something out so I 
had to go get her. 

1254
01:08:14,440 --> 01:08:17,880
I don't know what she thinks 
she's doing, but no, he's very 

1255
01:08:17,880 --> 01:08:20,240
passionate. 
He's definitely popping off and 

1256
01:08:20,240 --> 01:08:22,200
he definitely has a really good 
energy. 

1257
01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:26,040
Like his, his aura, his energy, 
like he's, he's great. 

1258
01:08:26,040 --> 01:08:28,880
But that's where I feel like my 
intuition is giving. 

1259
01:08:28,880 --> 01:08:34,040
Like closeted. 
Vibes I think bisexual that 

1260
01:08:34,439 --> 01:08:37,240
like. 
Yeah, like, but I get vibes. 

1261
01:08:37,720 --> 01:08:39,160
Yeah, he's something I don't 
know. 

1262
01:08:39,160 --> 01:08:44,279
But I mean, he's, he's got a 
beautiful thing going. 

1263
01:08:44,720 --> 01:08:47,960
And I've seen a lot of spiritual
practitioners like females 

1264
01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:51,279
hyping up his success, like 
hyping up his transformation. 

1265
01:08:51,279 --> 01:08:54,080
And you said the same thing. 
So like there's a lot of like 

1266
01:08:54,080 --> 01:08:58,000
spiritual women who are super 
hyping up his journey, which is 

1267
01:08:58,000 --> 01:09:00,560
amazing. 
Like, but you know, it's rare 

1268
01:09:02,000 --> 01:09:03,600
that I even support men half the
time. 

1269
01:09:03,600 --> 01:09:07,200
Like they just all get on. 
Me too, me too. 

1270
01:09:07,520 --> 01:09:10,160
It's. 
Not giving fully straight mail. 

1271
01:09:10,160 --> 01:09:13,000
No, I don't know. 
I'm all I'm here for the gays 

1272
01:09:13,000 --> 01:09:14,760
and the days and all that right 
now. 

1273
01:09:14,760 --> 01:09:18,160
Because at the end of the day, 
like I've always been someone 

1274
01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:21,680
who has been like, be yourself 
very much. 

1275
01:09:21,960 --> 01:09:25,359
But I think the more vocal I've 
been about it and like really 

1276
01:09:25,359 --> 01:09:27,880
just like, fuck you. 
I don't care what you think 

1277
01:09:27,880 --> 01:09:29,720
about me. 
It has really attracted some 

1278
01:09:29,720 --> 01:09:32,240
amazing people into my life who 
also are like living 

1279
01:09:32,240 --> 01:09:34,720
authentically. 
Because to be a gay woman or to 

1280
01:09:34,720 --> 01:09:38,840
be someone who's out of the norm
is something we would have just 

1281
01:09:38,840 --> 01:09:40,680
been straight burned at the 
stake for. 

1282
01:09:40,800 --> 01:09:42,920
She's a witch getter. 
You know what I mean? 

1283
01:09:42,920 --> 01:09:46,720
It's like, gotta have her. 
Oh, they would love me. 

1284
01:09:47,040 --> 01:09:52,080
She's a lesbian and a witch and 
she's all this crazy shit and 

1285
01:09:52,080 --> 01:09:54,960
she's devoted to all these 
different gods and goddesses. 

1286
01:09:54,960 --> 01:09:57,720
Oh Lord. 
She's a lesbian and a witch. 

1287
01:09:57,960 --> 01:09:59,640
Get her now. 
I for real. 

1288
01:09:59,680 --> 01:10:03,240
I've literally had readings with
people where they're like, you 

1289
01:10:03,240 --> 01:10:06,360
know, you were like, burned at 
the stake before, right? 

1290
01:10:06,360 --> 01:10:08,080
And they're like, I think I was 
there with you. 

1291
01:10:08,080 --> 01:10:10,600
And I'm like, yeah, for sure. 
Like that's always like I've 

1292
01:10:10,600 --> 01:10:14,400
always known. 
Well, I wouldn't say always, but

1293
01:10:14,400 --> 01:10:16,840
I feel like I've always been 
very rebellious. 

1294
01:10:16,840 --> 01:10:19,680
Like I've always been like you 
tell me I can't and I'm going to

1295
01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:25,120
make it my life to do that. 
Like you tell me I shouldn't do 

1296
01:10:25,120 --> 01:10:29,720
something like my family used to
be like kind of like, oh, you 

1297
01:10:29,720 --> 01:10:32,640
shouldn't get tattoos or you'll 
regret those or whatever. 

1298
01:10:32,640 --> 01:10:36,360
Like whatever it was. 
And I love to remind people in 

1299
01:10:36,360 --> 01:10:38,760
my family, I don't regret any of
my tattoos. 

1300
01:10:38,760 --> 01:10:40,720
If I regret, don't. 
If I regret something, we just 

1301
01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:43,000
cover it up with something new. 
It's just perfect. 

1302
01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:46,200
Like I'm always just like, not 
that I've covered, I've only 

1303
01:10:46,200 --> 01:10:49,400
covered one thing up. 
But you know, it's like people 

1304
01:10:49,400 --> 01:10:51,920
will say you won't like this, 
but how do you know? 

1305
01:10:52,040 --> 01:10:53,840
You know what I mean? 
And I've always felt like that. 

1306
01:10:54,960 --> 01:10:59,000
The only tattoo I've ever 
covered up well, which we just 

1307
01:10:59,000 --> 01:11:02,840
actually did like a blast over 
or was on my neck and it was a 

1308
01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:08,920
cross and I blasted over it with
a spiritual Tibetan piece. 

1309
01:11:09,040 --> 01:11:11,120
So I couldn't think of anything 
better. 

1310
01:11:11,600 --> 01:11:13,680
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 
Yeah, I think that's amazing. 

1311
01:11:14,040 --> 01:11:17,040
And I love that, you know, I had
a peace on heart. 

1312
01:11:17,040 --> 01:11:21,080
It was on my foot and it was 
like done in that apartment. 

1313
01:11:21,080 --> 01:11:24,840
It was just ugly and not good. 
And like, I just covered it with

1314
01:11:24,840 --> 01:11:26,880
a rose. 
Like a whole big rose covered my

1315
01:11:26,880 --> 01:11:29,560
whole foot really. 
But I think it's funny. 

1316
01:11:29,840 --> 01:11:35,560
When people like keep. 
Really crappy tattoos that could

1317
01:11:35,560 --> 01:11:37,160
be covered. 
Like, I don't know what the deal

1318
01:11:37,160 --> 01:11:39,120
is with that. 
Like you getting that covered 

1319
01:11:39,200 --> 01:11:40,880
step you stepped into your 
power, right? 

1320
01:11:40,880 --> 01:11:43,320
Like you know what I mean? 
I just don't understand when you

1321
01:11:43,320 --> 01:11:45,440
see people who are like, Oh 
yeah, I still have my ex's name 

1322
01:11:45,440 --> 01:11:48,680
on me or just whatever. 
It's just like fucking weird. 

1323
01:11:48,680 --> 01:11:51,600
Like it's weird energy. 
Like when you get that covered 

1324
01:11:51,600 --> 01:11:55,880
or like my favorite thing is, is
when people don't have money, 

1325
01:11:55,880 --> 01:11:58,240
but then they're like getting 
tattooed or something, or they 

1326
01:11:58,520 --> 01:12:01,600
or like they'll hate on tattoos 
and then all of a sudden they'll

1327
01:12:01,600 --> 01:12:03,600
get them and now they love them 
or just like whatever. 

1328
01:12:03,600 --> 01:12:06,960
It's just like so many people do
things to be at odds with 

1329
01:12:06,960 --> 01:12:08,640
others. 
And it's like if everyone just 

1330
01:12:08,920 --> 01:12:11,880
was going to be themself and did
what was working for them, 

1331
01:12:11,880 --> 01:12:14,600
that'd be great. 
You know, I think the world 

1332
01:12:14,600 --> 01:12:18,360
would be such a happier place if
people stopped worrying about 

1333
01:12:18,360 --> 01:12:19,840
what other people were going to 
think about it. 

1334
01:12:19,840 --> 01:12:23,520
Because I know for a long time I
did not get tattoos until I 

1335
01:12:23,520 --> 01:12:27,040
didn't start getting a lot of 
like visible stuff until 2020. 

1336
01:12:27,400 --> 01:12:30,240
So like just five years ago. 
And that was like, you know, I'm

1337
01:12:30,400 --> 01:12:34,160
well, 2526 years old at this 
time, you know what I mean? 

1338
01:12:34,160 --> 01:12:36,720
So it's like, actually I'm older
than that. 

1339
01:12:36,720 --> 01:12:39,240
I'm all, I'm like 25 or 28 at 
this time. 

1340
01:12:39,240 --> 01:12:41,960
Like, I don't know, I waited my 
whole damn 20s, which is 

1341
01:12:41,960 --> 01:12:43,880
probably a good thing. 
So I would have probably got 

1342
01:12:43,880 --> 01:12:46,360
some dumb shit if I would have 
gotten like younger. 

1343
01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:49,120
I don't know. 
I don't know what I would have 

1344
01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:50,160
got. 
I probably would have ended up 

1345
01:12:50,160 --> 01:12:54,080
with some like stars everywhere.
Just something I don't know. 

1346
01:12:54,480 --> 01:12:59,440
I got my first one on my stomach
whenever I was 16 and they're 

1347
01:12:59,440 --> 01:13:03,560
actually swallows like the birds
and you know how they mate for 

1348
01:13:03,560 --> 01:13:07,320
life and then below them it says
no lies, just love. 

1349
01:13:07,720 --> 01:13:10,240
And I'm going to keep them 
forever because I don't know, I 

1350
01:13:10,280 --> 01:13:12,520
just, I think they're so cute. 
Sparrows. 

1351
01:13:13,120 --> 01:13:15,640
Yeah, yeah, Sparrow so. 
I got those. 

1352
01:13:17,360 --> 01:13:19,440
I got those like a few years 
ago. 

1353
01:13:19,520 --> 01:13:23,880
They say mother and father, but 
I I wanted those because of my 

1354
01:13:23,880 --> 01:13:25,720
childhood. 
Everybody had those and I wanted

1355
01:13:25,720 --> 01:13:27,680
them back then. 
That was like the one thing that

1356
01:13:27,680 --> 01:13:30,840
I remember like the e-mail kids 
getting the Sparrow birds like 

1357
01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,120
on their chests with like a 
banner or something. 

1358
01:13:33,120 --> 01:13:37,000
And I always was like I want 10.
My gosh, my my wife has them 

1359
01:13:37,040 --> 01:13:37,880
right here. 
Really. 

1360
01:13:38,240 --> 01:13:40,400
Then it has like the Michael 
Jordan quote. 

1361
01:13:40,400 --> 01:13:45,720
I can't remember what it says. 
No bird sores too high. 

1362
01:13:46,120 --> 01:13:48,800
She soars with her own wings or 
something like that. 

1363
01:13:48,800 --> 01:13:49,920
I don't know. 
She. 

1364
01:13:51,720 --> 01:13:56,000
That was like, that was an era. 
And you know, I've also thought 

1365
01:13:56,000 --> 01:14:00,840
about getting like a lower back 
like tramp stamp tattoo just 

1366
01:14:00,840 --> 01:14:03,800
because like I've saw those are 
like getting really popular. 

1367
01:14:04,120 --> 01:14:07,960
But also I just always thought 
those were super cute. 

1368
01:14:07,960 --> 01:14:09,960
Like, I don't know, when I was a
kid and I used to see people 

1369
01:14:09,960 --> 01:14:12,640
with tattoos. 
I used to think those are so 

1370
01:14:12,640 --> 01:14:14,600
cool. 
I always thought they were too. 

1371
01:14:14,600 --> 01:14:16,560
And everyone's like, what's a 
tramp stamp? 

1372
01:14:16,560 --> 01:14:19,440
And I'm like, well, I guess I 
have a huge one because mine 

1373
01:14:19,480 --> 01:14:22,960
literally kind of go down to 
like my butt cheeks and my back 

1374
01:14:22,960 --> 01:14:26,360
pieces and then it goes all the 
way up to the back of my neck 

1375
01:14:26,880 --> 01:14:30,480
and most of it's blacked out. 
So it was not. 

1376
01:14:30,680 --> 01:14:34,280
It wasn't pleasant, but I took a
nap so it wasn't too bad. 

1377
01:14:34,840 --> 01:14:36,680
It's a lot. 
It was a lot. 

1378
01:14:37,120 --> 01:14:41,000
Well, this has been a wonderful 
episode you all and probably a 

1379
01:14:41,000 --> 01:14:44,600
longer episode, but we are so, 
so grateful for you, Michaela. 

1380
01:14:44,600 --> 01:14:48,680
Thank you for joining us here in
Candyland and we will see you 

1381
01:14:48,680 --> 01:14:51,720
all very soon. 
Bye. 

1382
01:14:53,200 --> 01:14:56,480
Welcome to Candyland, spicy and 
sweet. 

1383
01:14:56,520 --> 01:15:00,320
You're in for a tree. 
You're wildest trees. 

1384
01:15:00,400 --> 01:15:04,840
Got gun drops of knowledge and 
liquorice too. 

1385
01:15:05,080 --> 01:15:08,520
Plum plenty picking for me and 
you. 

1386
01:15:09,280 --> 01:15:13,200
Candyland. 
Candyland a Mr. Coldplay where 

1387
01:15:13,200 --> 01:15:17,080
your shadows will meet your life
face to face. 

1388
01:15:17,080 --> 01:15:21,440
Let your imagination run wild as
stories unfold. 

1389
01:15:21,680 --> 01:15:25,440
May you really anything that has
a home. 

1390
01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:30,720
Welcome to Candyland. 
Spicy and sweet, you're in for a

1391
01:15:30,800 --> 01:15:34,920
tree. 
Your wildest strains, gum drops 

1392
01:15:34,920 --> 01:15:41,160
of knowledge and the courage too
plums plenty picking for me and 

1393
01:15:41,680 --> 01:15:44,760
you. 
Thank you for joining us. 

1394
01:15:44,800 --> 01:15:48,720
May you find solace and grace. 
Welcome to Candyland.