1 00:00:10,680 --> 00:00:16,400 Welcome to fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,640 --> 00:00:32,479 What's up, motherfuckers? Welcome back to Candyland. 3 00:00:32,479 --> 00:00:34,520 Paige is here looking sexy as shit. 4 00:00:34,520 --> 00:00:38,160 I'm here on my couch looking like a whole bum. 5 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:42,120 Ooh, she's shaking her titties. Join Patreon if you want to see 6 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:46,960 her shaking her titties. Welcome everyone. 7 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:50,200 I went thrifting today and I have an amazing story. 8 00:00:50,200 --> 00:00:56,080 There was a Candyland box and it said your child's first game and 9 00:00:56,080 --> 00:00:59,440 I thought, how significant is this because I. 10 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:02,760 We were recording, but another really amazing thing that 11 00:01:02,760 --> 00:01:06,520 happened as I walked into this thrift store and this lady at 12 00:01:06,520 --> 00:01:09,600 the front said my purse was too big to come inside. 13 00:01:09,600 --> 00:01:12,520 I could put it in the car. So we were like, okay, we'll 14 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:15,080 leave because I'm not going to go set my purse in the car after 15 00:01:15,080 --> 00:01:19,680 you announced this to everyone in this obviously ratchet thrift 16 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:23,860 store. So basically, we leave and there 17 00:01:23,860 --> 00:01:27,380 was a lady walking in past us who had a purse the same size as 18 00:01:27,380 --> 00:01:29,700 mine, almost the same exact purse. 19 00:01:30,060 --> 00:01:32,620 And what do you know if that Lady gets to go in? 20 00:01:32,620 --> 00:01:34,900 And then she didn't say nothing, she didn't come back out. 21 00:01:35,260 --> 00:01:39,010 We sat there and watched, yeah. That's just because I was 22 00:01:39,010 --> 00:01:41,090 looking cute. I put my makeup on today. 23 00:01:41,130 --> 00:01:44,290 It's never before heard in my life somebody say you can't 24 00:01:44,290 --> 00:01:46,050 come. Like, I can go into the movie 25 00:01:46,050 --> 00:01:49,450 theater with the whole last comforter stuffed inside a giant 26 00:01:49,450 --> 00:01:52,530 bag and they don't say shit, but you can't walk into the thrift 27 00:01:52,530 --> 00:01:54,530 store. And you think I'm going to steal 28 00:01:54,530 --> 00:01:57,770 from the Peddler's Mall? Do I look like I'm coming into 29 00:01:57,770 --> 00:02:02,170 the Peddler's Mall to call the bag full of stuff that you 30 00:02:02,170 --> 00:02:04,610 probably should have just thrown out anyways? 31 00:02:05,500 --> 00:02:09,220 Some like, you know, every once in a while you get something at 32 00:02:09,220 --> 00:02:11,620 a thrift store and you're like, hell, yeah, this was fire. 33 00:02:11,620 --> 00:02:15,100 Like, you know, whatever. But let's just say that like 34 00:02:15,100 --> 00:02:18,140 when you go to a peddler's mall, for those that go to these types 35 00:02:18,140 --> 00:02:22,700 of places, probably about, I don't know, it's 5050, you know 36 00:02:22,700 --> 00:02:24,580 what I mean? Like there's 50% junk and like 37 00:02:24,580 --> 00:02:27,540 50% good stuff. Sometimes it's priced at a good 38 00:02:27,540 --> 00:02:32,260 price, or sometimes these people want 1970 retail price for it in 39 00:02:32,260 --> 00:02:35,660 2023. But for the lady to tell me that 40 00:02:35,660 --> 00:02:38,380 I couldn't bring my person but another lady walked in right 41 00:02:38,380 --> 00:02:41,580 past me, went right in an older lady. 42 00:02:42,180 --> 00:02:44,940 But it's because they know that you're into men with throat 43 00:02:44,940 --> 00:02:47,780 tattoos. You're tatted up wearing dark 44 00:02:47,780 --> 00:02:50,740 lipstick. You're up to no fucking good out 45 00:02:50,740 --> 00:02:52,700 here trying to find a daddy in the thrift shop. 46 00:02:52,700 --> 00:02:54,380 And she was not going to have it. 47 00:02:54,880 --> 00:02:58,160 She told me you can put your, you can put it in the car. 48 00:02:58,440 --> 00:03:02,480 And I thought to myself, I bet this lady really thinks I'm 49 00:03:02,480 --> 00:03:03,840 going to go do that. Like. 50 00:03:03,880 --> 00:03:05,960 That's part of like a scheme though, like. 51 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:11,400 What if there's a scheme and you look super cute dressed up and 52 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:14,320 you go and put it inside of your Were you driving your car? 53 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:21,480 No, I was OK because I was about to say you're you look like a 54 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:26,630 target in your car. Well, thank you Gemini, but this 55 00:03:26,630 --> 00:03:29,630 late we didn't see what vehicle I came in. 56 00:03:29,630 --> 00:03:33,350 She was just being a cunt. And I'm not a target because I 57 00:03:33,350 --> 00:03:36,470 have a gun and they're a target. I'm not going to put my gun in 58 00:03:36,470 --> 00:03:38,950 the car. The the gun will not be separate 59 00:03:39,150 --> 00:03:41,910 from my persons. So if I can't come into your 60 00:03:41,910 --> 00:03:46,070 dusty ass bin shop to come look around at your has been 61 00:03:46,070 --> 00:03:49,220 bullshit. Then don't come for me because 62 00:03:49,220 --> 00:03:51,260 I'm leaving and I was with my friend. 63 00:03:51,260 --> 00:03:55,500 I don't go to sketchy places like that without my brother. 64 00:03:55,900 --> 00:04:00,980 And yeah, so there's that. I wish you would have been like, 65 00:04:00,980 --> 00:04:03,860 no, I'm packing heat, bitch. I'm not leaving my gun in my 66 00:04:03,860 --> 00:04:06,420 car. You know, I couldn't wait to 67 00:04:06,420 --> 00:04:09,140 tell you about it. I know that because whenever 68 00:04:09,140 --> 00:04:12,740 that Lady walked right in swiftly after she told us to 69 00:04:12,740 --> 00:04:15,700 leave and had like a very similar size purse, I was like. 70 00:04:16,240 --> 00:04:21,920 I cannot wait to tell Jim and I. And then I was like, you know 71 00:04:21,920 --> 00:04:23,640 what? I will never in my life come 72 00:04:23,640 --> 00:04:24,720 back here. Ever. 73 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:28,880 Ever. I was meant to record in this 74 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:30,480 spot. You know what I just realized? 75 00:04:30,760 --> 00:04:33,960 I have my human design cards literally right here, and I 76 00:04:33,960 --> 00:04:37,160 never have them downstairs. But I brought them downstairs 77 00:04:37,160 --> 00:04:39,080 last night because I was looking at something. 78 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:42,760 And then I decided to be down here and had I gone upstairs to 79 00:04:42,760 --> 00:04:45,280 record, I would have left them down here and not have had them 80 00:04:45,280 --> 00:04:48,680 at the end. Look at that divine alignment. 81 00:04:48,760 --> 00:04:52,720 It's a beautiful moment. You know what I love? 82 00:04:52,920 --> 00:04:59,160 That it is fall season almost, and it's socially acceptable to 83 00:04:59,280 --> 00:05:02,280 talk about Halloween. And even though I've been 84 00:05:02,280 --> 00:05:04,720 talking about Halloween for like a whole month and a half, I'm 85 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:08,200 really excited. But I'll just be honest that 86 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:12,040 there was like no good Halloween stuff out this year. 87 00:05:12,040 --> 00:05:15,160 Like in the beginning of the season, I got some cool candles. 88 00:05:15,580 --> 00:05:17,540 Those taper candles I showed you. 89 00:05:17,900 --> 00:05:22,220 But like all of the decor stores and craft stores had like, 90 00:05:23,060 --> 00:05:25,060 nothing good. Even to the point where 91 00:05:25,500 --> 00:05:28,740 Michael's has 40% off Halloween stuff right now. 92 00:05:29,340 --> 00:05:31,460 Like, why would you have 40% off Halloween stuff? 93 00:05:32,100 --> 00:05:34,660 And yeah, I know because it's like they want to get rid of it 94 00:05:34,660 --> 00:05:39,780 and put Christmas stuff up. We're still a whole almost two 95 00:05:39,780 --> 00:05:44,930 months away from Halloween and all technicality and. 96 00:05:45,010 --> 00:05:46,770 How would it be on sale then? Because it sucks. 97 00:05:46,770 --> 00:05:49,210 That's what I'm saying. That's fucking wild. 98 00:05:49,490 --> 00:05:51,650 I don't know. I think that you're right. 99 00:05:51,650 --> 00:05:55,170 I think that they they do want to push out what they can. 100 00:05:55,170 --> 00:05:57,650 They want to get the Halloween stuff out of the way and then 101 00:05:57,650 --> 00:05:59,170 they're going to step right to Christmas. 102 00:05:59,170 --> 00:06:01,610 They're not even going to. I think a lot of people don't 103 00:06:01,610 --> 00:06:03,810 even like celebrate Thanksgiving anymore. 104 00:06:03,810 --> 00:06:06,410 Or like, I know a lot of people don't want to call it 105 00:06:06,410 --> 00:06:07,850 Thanksgiving. They'll call it like family 106 00:06:07,850 --> 00:06:12,450 dinner or whatever, but like or friends giving, but they don't 107 00:06:12,450 --> 00:06:14,170 even market that holiday anymore. 108 00:06:14,170 --> 00:06:16,690 It's all a big marketing thing. It's all for whatever's going to 109 00:06:16,690 --> 00:06:19,050 make the most money. And Halloween just doesn't make 110 00:06:19,050 --> 00:06:22,570 as much money as Christmas does. You have so many, you know, 111 00:06:22,770 --> 00:06:26,170 there's so many religions and stuff where those people won't 112 00:06:26,170 --> 00:06:29,010 even celebrate Halloween that that's not where their money 113 00:06:29,010 --> 00:06:31,570 maker is. Their money maker, I feel like, 114 00:06:31,570 --> 00:06:38,490 is Christmas and Easter. Because those are the yeah, but 115 00:06:38,490 --> 00:06:43,460 not everybody has a Boo. Some people are lonely, frumpy 116 00:06:44,060 --> 00:06:46,820 buying vibrators. I bet you vibrator sales goes up 117 00:06:47,140 --> 00:06:51,740 incredibly in the month of February, but like, I don't. 118 00:06:51,860 --> 00:06:54,380 I guess you're right. I guess to me, like, we just 119 00:06:54,380 --> 00:06:56,540 don't really celebrate Valentine's Day. 120 00:06:56,540 --> 00:06:59,380 And so I don't really, like, lump that in or think about it. 121 00:06:59,380 --> 00:07:02,940 But people do really be doing crazy ass shit for Valentine's 122 00:07:02,940 --> 00:07:05,020 Day. Imagine having to clean up the 123 00:07:05,020 --> 00:07:08,300 hotel rooms the day after though, because like should be 124 00:07:08,340 --> 00:07:13,690 wild. Do the visualizes out on that 125 00:07:13,690 --> 00:07:19,090 was not pleasant. Thank you for that, no. 126 00:07:19,890 --> 00:07:25,330 I can't imagine how much waste comes from wrapping paper 127 00:07:25,330 --> 00:07:27,570 though. Like it's my biggest pet peeve. 128 00:07:27,770 --> 00:07:30,850 Like I like gift bags because I save them all, reuse them, you 129 00:07:30,850 --> 00:07:33,690 know what I mean? Like people can recycle those, 130 00:07:33,690 --> 00:07:37,330 but like I despise wrapping paper because I feel like it is 131 00:07:37,330 --> 00:07:40,490 one of the most wasteful. Things that just go into the 132 00:07:40,490 --> 00:07:43,810 landfill and deteriorate, like, I just think it's just not okay. 133 00:07:45,610 --> 00:07:48,050 Yeah, I don't really. We don't really do wrapping 134 00:07:48,050 --> 00:07:50,730 paper. I've never even, I've never been 135 00:07:52,530 --> 00:07:55,050 big on wrapping paper, even when my kids were little. 136 00:07:55,370 --> 00:07:59,770 Like, I've always done gift bags or stuff comes inside of a box 137 00:07:59,770 --> 00:08:02,490 and I'll put your box in another box and be like, surprised. 138 00:08:03,130 --> 00:08:07,940 Unwrap the box I mean. I just think that they always 139 00:08:07,940 --> 00:08:10,580 talk about like this carbon footprint thing, but like 140 00:08:10,580 --> 00:08:13,460 wrapping paper is a fucking billion dollar industry that 141 00:08:13,460 --> 00:08:16,140 they are popping their shit on. And I don't agree with it at 142 00:08:16,140 --> 00:08:18,060 all. I mean, not to say like, I 143 00:08:18,060 --> 00:08:21,340 understand for kids it's like fun and whatever, but I think. 144 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:24,320 Kids are just way too spoiled. And I'll say it again and again, 145 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:27,520 I just don't think any kid should get over 10 presents 146 00:08:27,520 --> 00:08:30,080 total for Christmas. I think that sets them up for 147 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:34,760 failure later on in life because 10 presents is a lot for a kid 148 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:37,120 and I'm talking for multiple people from multiple avenues. 149 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:42,840 That's still a lot of presents and kids expect that or expect 150 00:08:42,840 --> 00:08:44,760 these things. And then when they get older and 151 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:48,880 realize that their parents had to work fucking 42 hours, that. 152 00:08:49,560 --> 00:08:51,920 Months that added up to that one gift. 153 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:54,040 Or you know what I mean? Like, that's just unacceptable 154 00:08:54,040 --> 00:08:58,560 to me. I saw this meme the other day 155 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:03,240 and it had a a picture of like, fruit in a cup and it said grown 156 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:07,200 in Brazil, packaged in Thailand, sold to you in America. 157 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:09,120 But they're worried about your carbon footprint. 158 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:12,960 Absolutely. And you know, I saw something as 159 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:17,840 well that I got in my IPSI bag that said it was manufactured 160 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:21,610 somewhere over. Like South America or something, 161 00:09:21,610 --> 00:09:26,210 but distributed by Canada. And I'm in America, you know 162 00:09:26,210 --> 00:09:28,010 what I mean? Like it was made somewhere, went 163 00:09:28,010 --> 00:09:31,890 to Canada packaged or whatever. Says it's a Canadian company, 164 00:09:31,890 --> 00:09:35,330 but your product is fully coming from a different country and 165 00:09:35,330 --> 00:09:37,010 then you're shipping it to America. 166 00:09:37,250 --> 00:09:40,730 For it to end up like in an IPSI bag that's like you know $15 or 167 00:09:40,730 --> 00:09:47,210 something like to sell it for $0.80 a unit, it's nuts to me. 168 00:09:48,570 --> 00:09:51,410 Well they can sell it for $0.80 a unit and make a profit on it 169 00:09:51,410 --> 00:09:54,410 because they didn't have it packaged inside of Canada. 170 00:09:54,690 --> 00:09:57,890 And so whatever labor that was, it was cheaper for them to do 171 00:09:57,890 --> 00:10:02,010 the shipping and get the labor outsourced and then send it to 172 00:10:02,010 --> 00:10:06,570 you for $0.80 a thing than it is for them to do it all in house 173 00:10:06,570 --> 00:10:09,250 themselves. I know it's sick. 174 00:10:11,990 --> 00:10:14,950 I don't understand how people end up doing that because there 175 00:10:14,950 --> 00:10:19,150 are even small businesses where they'll get like a, you know, 176 00:10:19,310 --> 00:10:22,590 they'll sign a contract with the company or whatever to help them 177 00:10:22,590 --> 00:10:26,590 mass produce something. And so then, you know, China 178 00:10:26,590 --> 00:10:30,990 buys up a lot of people's like small business things and make 179 00:10:30,990 --> 00:10:33,400 things for people. And it's almost like a it's 180 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:35,720 almost like a drop ship. It's almost like they'll buy 181 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:39,880 your company from you and send you a Commission check. 182 00:10:39,880 --> 00:10:43,840 But they're handling all of your sales and all of the things and 183 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:46,240 that's never really jived with me. 184 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:51,100 I've known somebody who who did that and she ended up basically 185 00:10:51,100 --> 00:10:54,580 selling her whole company because she ended up having no 186 00:10:54,580 --> 00:10:56,900 say over quality control or anything. 187 00:10:56,900 --> 00:11:01,060 She's just the customer service person at, you know, by the end 188 00:11:01,060 --> 00:11:04,060 of it, having to answer for things being wrong with her 189 00:11:04,060 --> 00:11:07,740 product that she's not even manufacturing or packaging 190 00:11:07,740 --> 00:11:12,220 anymore or sending to people so. She's not even seeing it at all. 191 00:11:12,860 --> 00:11:15,220 She doesn't see it at all. She was basically just like 192 00:11:15,220 --> 00:11:17,820 getting money from it and profit from it. 193 00:11:17,820 --> 00:11:23,060 And so like, yeah, that's just you still have to do all the 194 00:11:23,060 --> 00:11:26,940 marketing, all of the things. And by doing that, like, you 195 00:11:26,940 --> 00:11:31,540 know, we've talked about before having control over your passion 196 00:11:31,540 --> 00:11:36,100 things and making sure that the money at the end of the day 197 00:11:36,100 --> 00:11:37,980 isn't your top importance and thing. 198 00:11:37,980 --> 00:11:40,340 The quality of what you're doing and loving what you're doing is 199 00:11:40,340 --> 00:11:44,670 important. And to start something and to 200 00:11:44,670 --> 00:11:47,510 start a company and to do the marketing and have people gain 201 00:11:47,510 --> 00:11:50,830 trust in you, and then to turn around and be like, I'm selling 202 00:11:50,830 --> 00:11:52,390 this company. These aren't even things that 203 00:11:52,390 --> 00:11:54,910 are coming from my hand. They're not coming from my home. 204 00:11:55,190 --> 00:11:59,630 You know, I'm, I'm selling me and my energy, but somebody over 205 00:11:59,630 --> 00:12:01,990 here with small baby hands is putting it into this little 206 00:12:01,990 --> 00:12:05,710 teeny box for you. Well, yeah, that's sad. 207 00:12:05,790 --> 00:12:08,390 And I know baby hands because of child labor. 208 00:12:08,930 --> 00:12:11,690 I know that's what I I got it. I got the joke. 209 00:12:11,730 --> 00:12:13,970 And it's not a joke. It's really fucked up because 210 00:12:13,970 --> 00:12:18,010 we've outsourced everything in America to these countries and 211 00:12:18,010 --> 00:12:21,850 so we're kind of at their mercy. And The thing is, as much as 212 00:12:21,850 --> 00:12:25,290 like these countries don't like America and the way they live, 213 00:12:25,530 --> 00:12:29,330 they love our consumerism. So when people think that like 214 00:12:29,330 --> 00:12:33,930 China's going to do this or do that, like China wants our 215 00:12:33,930 --> 00:12:38,010 business because they treat us as an asset, we owe them so much 216 00:12:38,010 --> 00:12:40,810 money, they basically. Own us, but they let us pretend 217 00:12:41,050 --> 00:12:46,010 that they don't and they do at the same time because they don't 218 00:12:46,370 --> 00:12:50,210 Like they wouldn't have that type of business from these 219 00:12:50,210 --> 00:12:55,130 little pop up like very bad quality like Timu wish things. 220 00:12:55,610 --> 00:12:58,770 They wouldn't have that type of business from the people around 221 00:12:58,770 --> 00:13:00,330 them because the market's not there. 222 00:13:00,570 --> 00:13:04,170 These people know that it. XYZ You know what I mean? 223 00:13:04,170 --> 00:13:06,730 That it's going to break in three months and two days, but 224 00:13:06,730 --> 00:13:10,690 you saved $20 that you would save in America, and that's 225 00:13:10,690 --> 00:13:13,970 really all that matters. People think that like all of 226 00:13:13,970 --> 00:13:16,810 the assets or the wealth is here in America. 227 00:13:16,810 --> 00:13:19,930 But the sad thing is, is it's all in other countries, which is 228 00:13:19,930 --> 00:13:23,090 why there's inflation here, because the rich masters that 229 00:13:23,090 --> 00:13:26,760 have the money here hoard it. And you're not going to get it. 230 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:28,920 And you owe them money next month because they're your 231 00:13:28,920 --> 00:13:32,440 landlord or your boss or whatever it may be. 232 00:13:32,640 --> 00:13:36,440 So the sad thing is, is like as much as we say that we're 233 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:39,400 against certain things, you know, they've created like 234 00:13:39,400 --> 00:13:42,160 monsters. They've created this monster 235 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:44,320 that is America. That is all consumers and what 236 00:13:44,320 --> 00:13:48,080 we are the most consumerist in the in the world. 237 00:13:48,360 --> 00:13:51,080 And they love that. Like they need that. 238 00:13:51,410 --> 00:13:54,250 They need that to keep their pockets lined. 239 00:13:54,450 --> 00:13:58,530 So, like, talking like they want to destroy us or start war or 240 00:13:58,530 --> 00:14:00,610 all these different things. Like if they wanted to do those 241 00:14:00,610 --> 00:14:04,610 things, they already own us. Like we owe so much money to 242 00:14:04,610 --> 00:14:07,490 these other countries. And The thing is, is like, they 243 00:14:07,490 --> 00:14:11,130 brainwash us here in America to think that we're the greatest. 244 00:14:11,130 --> 00:14:14,490 But like everyone knows, China could take us out at any given 245 00:14:14,490 --> 00:14:16,490 time. And then Russia's just, like, 246 00:14:16,810 --> 00:14:19,200 kind of. What I want to say has like a 247 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:21,680 vendetta against everyone. I feel like Russia's kind of 248 00:14:21,680 --> 00:14:24,480 like the modern day Hitler thing going, you know what I mean? 249 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:26,240 I don't know. It's something about that, but I 250 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:31,200 feel like the world in our holidays feed these other 251 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:33,840 countries so much money is what I'm trying to get at. 252 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:36,520 That was the point. No, I get exactly what you're 253 00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:37,960 saying. And and what you were talking 254 00:14:37,960 --> 00:14:41,440 about about, you know, people that have money here and 255 00:14:41,760 --> 00:14:46,440 whatever, those people that make all of that money a majority of 256 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:50,550 the time are not paying the same taxes, are not paying a lot of 257 00:14:50,550 --> 00:14:53,590 the taxes because they put their money into these offshore 258 00:14:53,950 --> 00:14:57,470 different country money systems. And so they're not even paying 259 00:14:57,470 --> 00:15:01,320 back. So the people who are making, I 260 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:03,160 don't want to say all the people, but there are a lot of 261 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:06,480 people who make money by having businesses here in the US and 262 00:15:06,480 --> 00:15:09,080 then they find ways to shorthand. 263 00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:11,760 They're able to afford all of these tax people who can get 264 00:15:11,760 --> 00:15:14,840 them, you know, all of these tax breaks and whatever, and show 265 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:16,680 them all the things. So then they're, you know, 266 00:15:16,680 --> 00:15:19,560 greedy here and there, but then they have money underhanded. 267 00:15:19,560 --> 00:15:23,360 You hear all the time about the IRS busting people who have 268 00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:26,760 fucked tons of money and them like paying it out and settling 269 00:15:26,760 --> 00:15:29,680 it or whatever, and then it just goes away. 270 00:15:30,360 --> 00:15:33,240 Well, not really. Because the government loves to 271 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:36,840 bust rich people that they don't already own. 272 00:15:36,840 --> 00:15:41,000 I feel like our government is like, you know, like the JP 273 00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:43,800 Morgans of the world. And like how they had all the 274 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:46,760 money during, like the Industrial Revolution and they 275 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:49,320 had all the money during slavery, and they had all the 276 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:51,600 money when we came to fucking America. 277 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:54,040 You know what I mean? Like, it's never steered from 278 00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:57,640 its original roots. Not feel like the greed from our 279 00:15:57,640 --> 00:16:00,920 consumerism has made it worse, worse than it ever has been. 280 00:16:01,120 --> 00:16:04,040 There was this ranking of all the tax brackets for like 281 00:16:04,040 --> 00:16:07,240 millionaires or wealthy people. And like in the 40s they were 282 00:16:07,240 --> 00:16:09,720 getting taxed like 80%. They were paying 80% of the 283 00:16:09,720 --> 00:16:12,800 taxes. But now like in the last like 50 284 00:16:12,800 --> 00:16:16,800 years, it's went from them paying like 50 to 40 to 30 to 20 285 00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:20,920 to 28 to 32 to 42 to 20 again, you know what I mean? 286 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:24,920 And it's like that cycle or sweep of people and that's why 287 00:16:24,920 --> 00:16:28,960 like I. No reincarnation like you come 288 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:32,200 with karmic lessons and I do believe people will make it 289 00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:33,880 right. I do think that there has to be 290 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:37,720 some type of checks and balances system that like actually will 291 00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:42,320 come to fruition, but I just choose not to like feed their 292 00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:47,440 agenda further with like really. Feeding that cycle of 293 00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:49,800 consumerism and things like, people don't realize that if 294 00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:54,880 everyone was just like, we're going to boycott this brand on 295 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:58,040 this day and I'm talking complete blackout, like everyone 296 00:16:58,040 --> 00:17:00,840 was on the same page, not one person went there, not the 297 00:17:00,840 --> 00:17:03,360 person who just fucked. The people don't care. 298 00:17:03,360 --> 00:17:06,680 No, I'm talking zero people. They would lose billions of 299 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:10,780 dollars and they would stop. Fucking with people, you know 300 00:17:10,780 --> 00:17:13,099 what I mean? Like Starbucks, If everyone's 301 00:17:13,180 --> 00:17:17,099 like on February 17th, we're boycotting Starbucks and it went 302 00:17:17,140 --> 00:17:21,140 like a sweep. And every person truly did, like 303 00:17:21,140 --> 00:17:24,859 they would lose so much money. And it's just like they don't 304 00:17:24,859 --> 00:17:30,220 realize that we actually do hold a lot of those powers, but they 305 00:17:30,300 --> 00:17:33,300 make us believe we don't. So we never band together and 306 00:17:33,300 --> 00:17:38,660 actually get anything done. I also don't think that people 307 00:17:38,660 --> 00:17:41,740 as a whole realize how much money we spend. 308 00:17:42,620 --> 00:17:45,700 Like here and there, like little dollars here and there. 309 00:17:45,860 --> 00:17:49,060 And I know that for me, like I told you, I'm on this. 310 00:17:49,100 --> 00:17:52,020 Like I have specific things that I'm wanting to spend my money 311 00:17:52,020 --> 00:17:57,340 on, and I'm also changing my entire mindset around like 312 00:17:57,380 --> 00:18:02,000 abundance and prosperity. And I am not spending money on 313 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:05,600 just extra little shit. I'm just not doing it. 314 00:18:05,600 --> 00:18:08,240 Like. And I found for me like, I'm 315 00:18:08,240 --> 00:18:11,720 finding all types of different ways to be resourceful with what 316 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:15,640 I already have and appreciate what I already have in a way 317 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:17,800 that I wasn't before. Like, I thought I was going to 318 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:21,520 buy my son a whole new bed and I was looking online or whatever. 319 00:18:21,840 --> 00:18:24,120 And I was like, OK, well, I said like, I'm not making new 320 00:18:24,120 --> 00:18:27,310 purchases in the month of September outside of like an 321 00:18:27,310 --> 00:18:29,430 emergency. And like, our bills. 322 00:18:29,430 --> 00:18:32,470 I'm not, I'm not getting coffee. I'm not doing anything 323 00:18:32,470 --> 00:18:34,790 additional. And I'm not buying food out. 324 00:18:34,790 --> 00:18:37,950 I'm making a point to go to the grocery store because what you 325 00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:41,830 spend, you know, on one meal going out could feed you for 326 00:18:41,830 --> 00:18:46,190 multiple meals at home. And so said I wasn't going to 327 00:18:46,190 --> 00:18:48,390 get him a bed. And then I realized that I had 328 00:18:48,390 --> 00:18:51,030 double stacked mattresses in my daughter's room when we got her 329 00:18:51,030 --> 00:18:53,590 new bed. And so I have a mattress in 330 00:18:53,590 --> 00:18:57,430 there and I could have just spent, you know $200.00, a new 331 00:18:57,430 --> 00:19:00,350 one for him had I just impulsified. 332 00:19:00,710 --> 00:19:04,990 And we don't realize how many things we are. 333 00:19:04,990 --> 00:19:07,910 Like we're double buying on things we are. 334 00:19:08,350 --> 00:19:11,190 You had talked about coffee the other week and I was like, I'm 335 00:19:11,190 --> 00:19:14,710 drinking my coffee, don't hate, but like since that I realized I 336 00:19:14,710 --> 00:19:19,070 have to go cups in my kitchen and I just make myself to go 337 00:19:19,070 --> 00:19:22,270 coffee. And I already have flavoring 338 00:19:22,270 --> 00:19:26,110 that I haven't been using and so I use that like, come on now. 339 00:19:27,090 --> 00:19:31,770 Honestly, I love that because I did that in the month of August. 340 00:19:31,770 --> 00:19:34,930 I like, cut pretty much all subscriptions and just things 341 00:19:34,930 --> 00:19:39,770 like I'm down to literally to like digital subscriptions. 342 00:19:39,770 --> 00:19:42,730 Like I have like paid for everything yearly. 343 00:19:42,730 --> 00:19:44,930 Because I found that like you know, you do save money if you 344 00:19:44,930 --> 00:19:47,890 just like buy Dropbox for a year, Google Drive for a year, 345 00:19:47,890 --> 00:19:50,850 whatever it is, and I'm just like buying it yearly rather 346 00:19:50,850 --> 00:19:55,540 than like looking at those $8. Or so charges every month and 347 00:19:55,540 --> 00:19:59,500 just like doing a one time thing and having one receipt for it 348 00:19:59,500 --> 00:20:02,020 rather than 12 like it just doesn't make sense. 349 00:20:02,300 --> 00:20:05,700 And like that's been really useful for me to just like buy 350 00:20:05,700 --> 00:20:10,060 things for the whole year because I'm like now I know what 351 00:20:10,060 --> 00:20:13,700 this cost and how this affects me, right? 352 00:20:13,700 --> 00:20:17,540 Like I can see the return of investment for this service 353 00:20:17,860 --> 00:20:21,180 like. I personally don't pay for any 354 00:20:21,180 --> 00:20:25,860 TV subscriptions. I just like am on my family. 355 00:20:25,860 --> 00:20:28,340 So if they ever cut that off, like I won't give a fuck, you 356 00:20:28,340 --> 00:20:29,980 know what I mean? Because I don't watch it enough 357 00:20:29,980 --> 00:20:33,140 to care, but at the same time I don't have like a child I need 358 00:20:33,140 --> 00:20:34,460 to entertain or something like that. 359 00:20:34,660 --> 00:20:36,620 It could be a necessity otherwise. 360 00:20:36,900 --> 00:20:40,420 But music is like the only subscription that I really like 361 00:20:40,420 --> 00:20:44,740 is a necessity for me because I cannot do commercials and music. 362 00:20:46,580 --> 00:20:50,220 You know what drives me nuts is commercials and podcasts and 363 00:20:50,220 --> 00:20:53,660 like, listen, I know that we we have a commercial here and there 364 00:20:53,660 --> 00:20:58,700 in ours, and that I wish that all podcasts were just like a 365 00:20:58,700 --> 00:21:02,020 here and there commercial. But I have one of my favorite 366 00:21:02,020 --> 00:21:05,620 podcast crime junkie. They have like four or five 367 00:21:07,900 --> 00:21:09,860 fucking what are they called? Advertisements. 368 00:21:10,710 --> 00:21:12,790 Like 3 or four times during the show. 369 00:21:12,830 --> 00:21:14,670 And so today I'm trying to listen to Murder. 370 00:21:14,670 --> 00:21:16,590 I finally had Brian in the kitchen with me listening to 371 00:21:16,590 --> 00:21:18,230 Murder. I can't ever get him to listen 372 00:21:18,230 --> 00:21:22,190 to it. But anyways, and it just kept on 373 00:21:22,190 --> 00:21:24,070 going to commercials and he's like, what the fuck? 374 00:21:24,070 --> 00:21:25,310 We have to find out what happens. 375 00:21:26,750 --> 00:21:30,350 Honestly, I just personally couldn't do Hulu because of the 376 00:21:30,350 --> 00:21:33,470 commercial thing. You have to pay extra for their 377 00:21:33,470 --> 00:21:36,150 no commercial, Whatever. I'm on this thing. 378 00:21:36,150 --> 00:21:38,910 I don't pay. I'm on my sister's and I'm on my 379 00:21:38,910 --> 00:21:42,830 mom's. Show whatever's and if one of 380 00:21:42,830 --> 00:21:47,470 them doesn't have it, well then I'm fucked because I I'm not 381 00:21:47,470 --> 00:21:48,950 going to, I'm not going to pay for it. 382 00:21:49,310 --> 00:21:55,830 I there's this app called Rocket Money that I downloaded and it 383 00:21:55,830 --> 00:22:00,390 basically helps you see where you're spending money, how much 384 00:22:00,590 --> 00:22:03,550 money you're spending in all of these different categories, and 385 00:22:03,550 --> 00:22:07,850 it breaks down. What you spend and I'm going to 386 00:22:07,850 --> 00:22:11,250 have one for my business account and I'm going to have one for my 387 00:22:11,250 --> 00:22:14,490 personal account. But you put in what your bills 388 00:22:14,490 --> 00:22:17,770 are and all the shit and it like budgets for you and tells you 389 00:22:17,770 --> 00:22:20,090 you should remove this. So I canceled a bunch of 390 00:22:20,090 --> 00:22:25,050 subscriptions. I spent $480 last month between 391 00:22:25,050 --> 00:22:28,290 fast food and drinks apparently, and I don't even eat fast food. 392 00:22:28,290 --> 00:22:31,170 So just like going out and just being like I'm going to grab 393 00:22:31,170 --> 00:22:33,890 this here, like at the gas station or whatever, it all adds 394 00:22:33,890 --> 00:22:35,780 up. You know, it's crazy. 395 00:22:36,340 --> 00:22:39,580 My credit card does that and I'm pretty much like for my personal 396 00:22:39,580 --> 00:22:43,820 use, always use my credit card because I get flight points and 397 00:22:43,820 --> 00:22:47,580 I get free flights. So I basically get that 398 00:22:47,580 --> 00:22:50,860 breakdown in a pie chart every month just on the spending that 399 00:22:50,860 --> 00:22:53,220 I do on there. And sometimes it'll be like 400 00:22:53,220 --> 00:22:56,900 entertainment, which will be like going to do, things will be 401 00:22:56,900 --> 00:22:59,540 expensive or the shopping will be like, wow. 402 00:22:59,540 --> 00:23:02,420 So that's why like I have cut it down big time. 403 00:23:02,620 --> 00:23:07,220 But I did so good the last couple months, like not spending 404 00:23:07,220 --> 00:23:09,300 before I went on my vacation because I knew that I would 405 00:23:09,300 --> 00:23:13,130 spend money in Vegas. But I really did really great. 406 00:23:13,130 --> 00:23:15,970 And it worked out perfect because getting a car, when you 407 00:23:15,970 --> 00:23:19,490 rent the car, you know it's a a rate. 408 00:23:19,490 --> 00:23:24,090 But every time you Uber and tip and stop and go, stop and go, 409 00:23:24,090 --> 00:23:26,490 it's just like so much more money, I feel like. 410 00:23:26,850 --> 00:23:29,570 So it was just really nice because you kind of get to do a 411 00:23:29,570 --> 00:23:32,650 lot more that's free. Or you know what I mean? 412 00:23:32,650 --> 00:23:36,050 That like, doesn't always cost you money every single time you 413 00:23:36,050 --> 00:23:39,180 want to leave the hotel. So that's been that was really 414 00:23:39,180 --> 00:23:41,140 cool. We saved a lot there, but I 415 00:23:41,140 --> 00:23:44,540 haven't been going out and like getting stuff at all. 416 00:23:46,940 --> 00:23:48,380 Did you end? Up going to a different thrift 417 00:23:48,380 --> 00:23:52,420 shop? Yes, we went to several. 418 00:23:52,420 --> 00:23:57,620 We ended up going to Goodwill's and I found one really cool 419 00:23:57,620 --> 00:24:02,860 thing and it was like $0.50 can't beat it. 420 00:24:04,170 --> 00:24:05,770 She's shopping on a budget. Y'all. 421 00:24:05,770 --> 00:24:08,610 She looks expensive but she bug it bar budget bargains. 422 00:24:09,170 --> 00:24:12,330 Well, I'm not digging in those bins for clothes cuz like I 423 00:24:12,690 --> 00:24:14,890 can't. Like I will dig like in a rack 424 00:24:14,890 --> 00:24:17,570 if I can just look at it, but I'm not gonna like dig through 425 00:24:17,570 --> 00:24:20,890 those bins I have. Been shopping with you where 426 00:24:20,890 --> 00:24:25,130 you're digging through racks and OK, I'm a glancer. 427 00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:27,610 When I shop, like I look and I'm like, yeah, none of that really 428 00:24:27,610 --> 00:24:31,140 looks good. You were here, moving stuff to 429 00:24:31,140 --> 00:24:34,580 different racks, going through every single thing, pulling 430 00:24:34,580 --> 00:24:37,140 things out, looking. And you weren't just looking for 431 00:24:37,140 --> 00:24:38,700 yourself either. You'd be like Jim and I. 432 00:24:38,700 --> 00:24:40,180 Look at this. Jackie, look at this. 433 00:24:40,220 --> 00:24:43,260 Oh my gosh, this would look. So you need a wallet with a with 434 00:24:43,260 --> 00:24:45,420 a thing for your wrist. Like you just kept up. 435 00:24:45,420 --> 00:24:47,380 You were going for it, looking at all the shit. 436 00:24:47,500 --> 00:24:50,060 Well, not by a bunch of stuff that I picked out for you 437 00:24:50,060 --> 00:24:50,660 though. It's fine. 438 00:24:50,860 --> 00:24:51,740 It was. Perfect. 439 00:24:51,780 --> 00:24:53,460 And you know what? I get told here? 440 00:24:53,460 --> 00:24:55,660 For those of you on Patreon, let me see if I can show you. 441 00:24:56,370 --> 00:25:03,170 Those fuzzy ass big ass slipper platform Slippity sloppities are 442 00:25:03,330 --> 00:25:06,250 the most comfortable thing. I get complimented everywhere 443 00:25:06,250 --> 00:25:07,690 about how comfortable those look. 444 00:25:07,930 --> 00:25:10,730 I've almost broken my ankle twice, but now I know how to 445 00:25:10,730 --> 00:25:13,890 walk in them. They're luxurious. 446 00:25:14,620 --> 00:25:19,340 You know, I love finding those Ugg slides at the TJ Maxx's 447 00:25:19,340 --> 00:25:23,540 because they're like $2530, especially when you find them in 448 00:25:23,540 --> 00:25:25,660 Florida. That was the 1st place I found 449 00:25:25,660 --> 00:25:27,140 them and then we found them in Utah. 450 00:25:27,740 --> 00:25:30,660 You will never find those in Kentucky because these little 451 00:25:30,660 --> 00:25:34,140 sweeper snappers will snap those up and they'll have them on 452 00:25:34,140 --> 00:25:37,940 Facebook Marketplace before 3:00 in the afternoon beyond there, 453 00:25:38,100 --> 00:25:41,420 so. I feel like the demographic when 454 00:25:41,420 --> 00:25:44,180 we went into that TJMaxx was like. 455 00:25:44,690 --> 00:25:50,290 Real elegant old lady. Honestly, every TJMaxx that you 456 00:25:50,290 --> 00:25:54,210 go into in every different market has different things. 457 00:25:54,210 --> 00:25:58,370 And a lot of those markets out West have extremely nice purses 458 00:25:58,370 --> 00:26:01,570 and Jews like extremely nice. Like we're here. 459 00:26:01,970 --> 00:26:04,410 They don't even really carry, like Michael Kors or like the 460 00:26:04,410 --> 00:26:07,890 name brand stuff anymore because I guess, like, I don't know, 461 00:26:07,890 --> 00:26:11,540 they just, they have a bunch of like, little, you know, like 462 00:26:11,540 --> 00:26:14,500 nothing exciting purses. But every time I go out West and 463 00:26:14,500 --> 00:26:17,940 go to a freaking TJMaxx, I'm like, I have to get another 464 00:26:17,940 --> 00:26:20,140 suitcase. You bought a suitcase. 465 00:26:21,260 --> 00:26:23,420 My suitcase is so fucking beautiful. 466 00:26:23,420 --> 00:26:27,100 I also get comments and compliments on my suitcase when 467 00:26:27,100 --> 00:26:31,020 I go places and when I had to pack to go to Pendleton to go 468 00:26:31,020 --> 00:26:35,640 get chased by hobos. I was so excited to get to pack 469 00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:39,080 my skull thing and I realized that there was like two or three 470 00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:41,880 stuff that was inside of the suitcase so that I hadn't 471 00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:45,080 unpacked from our trip. And I was like, oh, I want to 472 00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:47,720 go. I mean, mine is fucking crazy 473 00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:52,280 ass home girl, but like, I loved hanging out with just you and 474 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,880 Jackie and I wish that our whole. 475 00:26:55,390 --> 00:27:00,270 Trip had been us staying in that Airbnb and going in like walking 476 00:27:00,270 --> 00:27:03,390 around town and going to shops and doing pictures and shit 477 00:27:03,390 --> 00:27:06,910 because like first of all I wouldn't known how to dress for 478 00:27:06,910 --> 00:27:10,270 that and I'm so disappointed when I look back on the pictures 479 00:27:10,270 --> 00:27:12,190 of that trip and I was told like. 480 00:27:12,610 --> 00:27:16,850 We're going to be camping and when and like a spiritual 481 00:27:16,850 --> 00:27:19,330 retreat. So when I'm thinking of going 482 00:27:19,330 --> 00:27:22,490 camping I'm thinking we're butt fucking ass ugly. 483 00:27:22,490 --> 00:27:25,050 And I thought I was great that I was showing up with chapstick 484 00:27:25,050 --> 00:27:28,650 and mascara and then here you and Jackie are and you guys are 485 00:27:28,650 --> 00:27:32,770 just naturally fucking adorable. And I brought like. 486 00:27:33,160 --> 00:27:38,040 Clothes to wear outside and the rugged terrain and you guys have 487 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:40,800 all these outfit changes. You're cutest shit taking 488 00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:46,160 pictures and I I feel like because Home girl is a bum ass 489 00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:47,960 hoe and doesn't know how to dress herself. 490 00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:51,400 She wanted someone else to feel like a bum ass hoe and being 491 00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:53,520 told to bring leggings and sweaters. 492 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:55,560 I feel some fucking way about it. 493 00:27:56,500 --> 00:28:00,660 You know, I still can't get over that stranger lady planning a 494 00:28:00,660 --> 00:28:04,340 whole surprise trip for me and you to meet and then acting like 495 00:28:04,340 --> 00:28:07,740 a crazy psycho after that. It's like she put in so much 496 00:28:07,740 --> 00:28:09,460 work. Y'all for the new listeners. 497 00:28:09,460 --> 00:28:11,380 Those that haven't went back to the beginning. 498 00:28:11,820 --> 00:28:14,900 When me and Gemini finally got to meet in person, it was a 499 00:28:15,140 --> 00:28:18,220 complete surprise. Like a 360 surprise. 500 00:28:18,660 --> 00:28:22,740 I was so shocked that if you haven't seen that video, Scroll 501 00:28:22,740 --> 00:28:28,500 down on my Instagram and look at my face because it was like a 502 00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:31,380 game changer. She was like, so secretive. 503 00:28:31,380 --> 00:28:34,300 I can't believe that you really did keep that secret from me. 504 00:28:34,620 --> 00:28:36,980 And I wasn't even, like, picking up on it. 505 00:28:36,980 --> 00:28:41,500 Like, it was just so interesting how all of that unfolded the way 506 00:28:41,500 --> 00:28:43,860 that it did. But with that being said, the 507 00:28:43,860 --> 00:28:48,910 fact that a stranger planned that entire trip and then 508 00:28:49,110 --> 00:28:52,550 flipped out on everyone and told us how fake that we were, and 509 00:28:52,550 --> 00:28:56,550 like, how just she hated everything about us, it's like I 510 00:28:56,550 --> 00:29:01,110 am exactly the same person and so is Gemini, because why would 511 00:29:01,110 --> 00:29:04,110 we get along together? And like, we've never met 512 00:29:04,230 --> 00:29:06,630 either. She acts like we had all known 513 00:29:06,790 --> 00:29:10,230 each other and yet we were isolating her. 514 00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:12,750 No, I've never met Gemini. Gemini. 515 00:29:12,750 --> 00:29:16,260 I'd never met Jackie. We'd never met this lady like, 516 00:29:16,340 --> 00:29:19,260 you know, the list goes on. No one knew each other except me 517 00:29:19,260 --> 00:29:21,700 and Jackie. So with that being said, it was 518 00:29:21,700 --> 00:29:28,080 like one of those moments where there was like no regard and no 519 00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:33,320 warning because this lady had done a lot of like extras and 520 00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:35,600 like kept secrets and done all of this stuff. 521 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:38,240 And it's like, for what though? Like what did you think you were 522 00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:40,560 going to get out of that? What did you think was going to 523 00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:43,400 benefit you from that? Because she never did readings 524 00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:46,200 with me. She only had done like, bought 525 00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,880 merch and stuff. But I don't remember ever doing 526 00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:50,720 a reading with her. And I feel like that's the same 527 00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:52,280 for you. She bought a bunch of your merch 528 00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:55,620 from your website, but yet I don't feel like she ever did 529 00:29:55,620 --> 00:29:57,580 readings. So it's like, what was she 530 00:29:57,580 --> 00:30:02,580 trying to concoct? And why did she want you to feel 531 00:30:02,580 --> 00:30:06,460 like we were going to do a spiritual retreat when I've 532 00:30:06,460 --> 00:30:09,060 spoke out a million times how you can't have a spiritual 533 00:30:09,060 --> 00:30:11,420 retreat if you're drinking alcohol? 534 00:30:12,460 --> 00:30:16,940 So that's where I had been, like, confused and frustrated 535 00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:20,390 is. That so this whole thing had 536 00:30:20,390 --> 00:30:23,470 been told to me that it was. And of course you and I aren't 537 00:30:23,470 --> 00:30:26,030 talking about your plans going because you don't think I'm 538 00:30:26,030 --> 00:30:28,310 going. So all of the information that I 539 00:30:28,310 --> 00:30:31,670 had was with her and she was telling me that it's like a 540 00:30:31,670 --> 00:30:33,750 spiritual retreat. We're going to be hiking. 541 00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:35,630 We're going to be doing stuff out in nature. 542 00:30:35,630 --> 00:30:37,150 I was like, what should I be bringing? 543 00:30:37,150 --> 00:30:38,830 She's like, well, we're going to be camping. 544 00:30:39,270 --> 00:30:46,030 And I was like, OK, and so then when I when we get there and 545 00:30:46,030 --> 00:30:51,100 it's a tiny house. And so I'm like, I I just, I 546 00:30:51,100 --> 00:30:52,620 just envisioned something different. 547 00:30:52,620 --> 00:30:56,820 I didn't understand. And yes, absolutely had it. 548 00:30:56,900 --> 00:31:01,260 But what if it had been just you and Jackie had showed up, You 549 00:31:01,260 --> 00:31:03,460 two know each other and you don't know this girl. 550 00:31:03,740 --> 00:31:07,740 And for whatever reason, you know, she would yell about she 551 00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:09,980 yelled about you that night or whatever when she almost got 552 00:31:09,980 --> 00:31:16,020 thrown off the fucking balcony, but she wouldn't act like like 553 00:31:16,020 --> 00:31:18,820 she wasn't. How do I say it? 554 00:31:19,180 --> 00:31:22,140 It's like she wouldn't have been scared to have confrontation 555 00:31:22,140 --> 00:31:25,220 with you guys, but she wasn't having the same confrontation 556 00:31:25,220 --> 00:31:29,260 with me, even though she was like talking to me and getting 557 00:31:29,260 --> 00:31:30,700 mad to me. Does that make sense? 558 00:31:30,700 --> 00:31:34,300 Like she wasn't nervous to talk, but she wouldn't have, like, 559 00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:38,620 done anything else. What's weird to me is like, I 560 00:31:38,620 --> 00:31:42,980 don't know where all the anger came from because, like, she 561 00:31:42,980 --> 00:31:45,140 sunned up for all of these extra things. 562 00:31:45,140 --> 00:31:48,300 She invited us out there, She invited you out there. 563 00:31:48,300 --> 00:31:51,540 She planned the surprise. She committed to pick us up at 564 00:31:51,540 --> 00:31:55,500 the airport, drop us off, and then immediately turn around 565 00:31:55,500 --> 00:31:57,820 like 4 hours later and get you from the airport. 566 00:31:58,100 --> 00:32:00,220 Like she committed to all of those things. 567 00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:04,700 So it just really still blows my mind on, like what goes through 568 00:32:04,700 --> 00:32:08,340 people's heads. Especially since, like we're 569 00:32:08,340 --> 00:32:11,580 truly in a spiritual war. And I do think that the universe 570 00:32:11,580 --> 00:32:15,140 is going to manifest distractions for anyone, whether 571 00:32:15,140 --> 00:32:18,060 that's a relationship or a friendship or something, a 572 00:32:18,260 --> 00:32:21,500 distraction of some sort. And I feel like she was just 573 00:32:21,500 --> 00:32:25,460 such a distraction. Like, why were you you even 574 00:32:25,460 --> 00:32:29,740 involved in drama? Like, in the beginning? 575 00:32:29,740 --> 00:32:32,620 Like, why was she mad? Or like wanting to vent to you 576 00:32:32,620 --> 00:32:36,020 or start shit? Like it didn't make sense. 577 00:32:36,020 --> 00:32:39,180 Like none of it made sense. I didn't get it. 578 00:32:39,180 --> 00:32:41,580 So what? What started it from? 579 00:32:41,660 --> 00:32:45,420 From what I remember is what started it that night was she 580 00:32:45,420 --> 00:32:49,530 kept on making those like. Remember the entire day she was 581 00:32:49,530 --> 00:32:52,410 just making, like, underhanded tones and, like, she got upset. 582 00:32:52,410 --> 00:32:54,570 We were all at the grocery store and like, just these little 583 00:32:54,570 --> 00:32:57,970 things here or there. And then when we were all going 584 00:32:57,970 --> 00:33:01,970 to, I think everybody was going to go lay down in bed. 585 00:33:02,290 --> 00:33:05,970 She was just sitting on the end of her bed and was like, just 586 00:33:05,970 --> 00:33:08,050 looked so frustrated. And she'd been on the phone with 587 00:33:08,050 --> 00:33:11,170 her husband, and so I asked her what was wrong. 588 00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:16,120 And she she had said that she just felt like she was left out. 589 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:18,240 And I was like, I'm so sorry that you're feeling that way. 590 00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:21,640 And she's like, I feel like you all talk shit about me. 591 00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:26,320 And I was like, no, but I I was like literally that's like all 592 00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:29,440 you and I was not mean about it like and. 593 00:33:30,250 --> 00:33:34,250 For real, because I I wasn't in the mode yet at the beginning of 594 00:33:34,250 --> 00:33:38,090 the conversation to be angry. I was in the mode of, Oh my 595 00:33:38,090 --> 00:33:40,290 gosh, this person feels left out. 596 00:33:40,570 --> 00:33:43,690 And like do they have legitimate things? 597 00:33:43,690 --> 00:33:46,570 Like if I feel left out, I would be like, this happened and this 598 00:33:46,570 --> 00:33:48,050 happened and it made me feel left out. 599 00:33:48,050 --> 00:33:51,730 And she couldn't come up with anything of why she was feeling 600 00:33:51,730 --> 00:33:53,290 left out. And when I would point things 601 00:33:53,290 --> 00:33:55,950 out like. We wanted to sit out with you at 602 00:33:55,950 --> 00:33:58,190 the fire. We were inviting you to go sit 603 00:33:58,190 --> 00:34:00,310 out at the fire. You know, you left, whatever. 604 00:34:00,310 --> 00:34:05,510 And then she just started screaming about how I am 605 00:34:05,510 --> 00:34:10,190 catering to you by making your plate and by making dinner and 606 00:34:10,190 --> 00:34:14,550 cleaning up and that she thought that we were boss bitches. 607 00:34:14,710 --> 00:34:18,630 But I'm here making people dinner and washing dishes and 608 00:34:18,870 --> 00:34:20,790 she just doesn't see it and blah blah blah. 609 00:34:20,790 --> 00:34:25,020 And I'm like. Do boss bitches not eat? 610 00:34:25,260 --> 00:34:27,739 I didn't see. I didn't see her jump in and 611 00:34:27,739 --> 00:34:30,219 help make any fucking food. I didn't. 612 00:34:30,300 --> 00:34:33,179 You know, I didn't see her saying, Oh no, please don't make 613 00:34:33,179 --> 00:34:36,820 me dinner tonight. I saw her over here getting her 614 00:34:36,820 --> 00:34:39,739 plate served to her too. It's not like I made you a plate 615 00:34:39,739 --> 00:34:42,699 and we're like Jackie and home Girl fuck yourselves. 616 00:34:43,590 --> 00:34:46,230 I don't know. The whole fucking situation is 617 00:34:46,270 --> 00:34:51,550 just really still dumbfounding. And I feel like at the same 618 00:34:51,550 --> 00:34:56,070 time, just because there was alcohol involved and maybe pills 619 00:34:56,429 --> 00:34:59,110 like it's just hard to really relate to her. 620 00:34:59,150 --> 00:35:00,950 And I'm glad I'm not. Your husband? 621 00:35:02,510 --> 00:35:05,510 She did cheat on her husband. And they had only known each 622 00:35:05,510 --> 00:35:08,430 other for a very short moment before they got married. 623 00:35:08,750 --> 00:35:11,950 And like, when we planned this trip, they didn't even know each 624 00:35:11,950 --> 00:35:14,070 other yet. So, like, you know, I just feel 625 00:35:14,070 --> 00:35:19,590 like a lot changed in her life hormonally and just drama had 626 00:35:19,590 --> 00:35:23,150 been brought to the table. This guy was in a biker gang 627 00:35:23,150 --> 00:35:25,750 that she made sure we knew that they kill people, which I was 628 00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:29,310 like great. And then we found out he's not 629 00:35:29,310 --> 00:35:31,310 actually in the gang. He's just a runner. 630 00:35:32,670 --> 00:35:38,150 She was like it it was very OK. So it was just so odd because 631 00:35:38,150 --> 00:35:42,350 she would have these moments of like, we all felt like we were 632 00:35:42,350 --> 00:35:45,070 getting connected to her and like she would like open up. 633 00:35:45,070 --> 00:35:46,990 And we were having this like deep conversation. 634 00:35:46,990 --> 00:35:50,630 Like she was talking about like having a baby, like her 635 00:35:50,630 --> 00:35:53,550 marriage, all this stuff, like all these intimate details about 636 00:35:53,550 --> 00:35:56,510 things, and then turns around and is like. 637 00:35:56,950 --> 00:35:58,230 And I don't. That's what it was. 638 00:35:58,270 --> 00:36:01,230 And I don't feel comfortable telling you guys anything. 639 00:36:01,230 --> 00:36:05,030 And I'm like, you literally were just telling us like. 640 00:36:05,350 --> 00:36:08,590 And then she wants to know how come after she's been crazy all 641 00:36:08,590 --> 00:36:11,230 weekend and telling us all this crazy fucking shit about her 642 00:36:11,230 --> 00:36:14,510 husband, why we're like, we're getting an Airbnb? 643 00:36:16,100 --> 00:36:19,340 I don't want to fucking go back. And have you've been telling 644 00:36:19,340 --> 00:36:24,460 this man all weekend how much you hate us and whatever other 645 00:36:24,460 --> 00:36:27,860 version you threatened to leave us in the fucking desert hours 646 00:36:27,860 --> 00:36:31,100 away from a rental car company or an airport? 647 00:36:31,340 --> 00:36:34,180 And you're going to then think that we're going to come and 648 00:36:34,180 --> 00:36:37,420 sleep in your home and eat food that this man makes. 649 00:36:37,420 --> 00:36:40,940 You've lost your fucking mind. Because I would have gone 650 00:36:40,940 --> 00:36:42,300 postal. I'd have got we. 651 00:36:42,460 --> 00:36:45,620 We'd have got into trouble, you know, it's crazy. 652 00:36:46,890 --> 00:36:52,370 Speaking of the desert Burning Man, the music festival was this 653 00:36:52,370 --> 00:36:57,410 past weekend and they are currently stuck in the desert 654 00:36:57,410 --> 00:37:01,970 because on September 1st, which was two days ago, there was a 655 00:37:02,010 --> 00:37:06,050 massive flood that went raging through Nevada desert. 656 00:37:06,050 --> 00:37:09,970 And basically not a flood. It was a brainstorm that created 657 00:37:09,970 --> 00:37:16,280 a flood, that created a mudslide that's now trapped RV's, campers 658 00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:20,080 and people in thongs, all in the desert. 659 00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:23,520 And you know, they didn't bring a lot for the festival, just 660 00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:30,280 hammocks, drugs and G strings. Because I saw the befores like, 661 00:37:30,280 --> 00:37:33,080 I saw like the pictures of what they were wearing before this 662 00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:38,000 happened, and now they are bundled up and freezing and have 663 00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:43,110 no water or bathrooms. And I just encourage everyone to 664 00:37:43,110 --> 00:37:48,510 go look on TikTok and beyond the trending videos of Burning Man, 665 00:37:48,790 --> 00:37:54,230 it's really, really helping me realize I never want to go to 666 00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:58,390 Burning Man. I'm riding down hammocks, drugs 667 00:37:58,390 --> 00:38:01,070 and G strings as the name for this episode. 668 00:38:04,270 --> 00:38:06,550 You said that. And I was like, I cannot forget 669 00:38:06,550 --> 00:38:10,750 that she said that that could go on a tshirt. 670 00:38:11,710 --> 00:38:13,800 It really could. And it could have look at like a 671 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:20,240 lollipop, hammocks, drugs. And you know, I'm not really 672 00:38:20,240 --> 00:38:23,520 about going and doing Burning Man and shit like that because 673 00:38:23,520 --> 00:38:27,200 it's too many people. But I would also really fucking 674 00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:30,160 hate to be stuck out there. Their Booty Kings are going to 675 00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:33,660 get sunburned. More interesting is these people 676 00:38:33,660 --> 00:38:38,020 have very expensive campers, very expensive like cars and 677 00:38:38,020 --> 00:38:41,140 Jeeps and things. So Jeeps are normally pretty 678 00:38:41,140 --> 00:38:44,700 withstandable of like being able to go through mud and rocks. 679 00:38:44,700 --> 00:38:47,780 I mean, you saw it. We saw it in Utah. 680 00:38:48,340 --> 00:38:52,700 Well, the Jeeps that tried to drive on the Mudslide are all 681 00:38:52,700 --> 00:38:54,940 the way sunk in the mud all the way. 682 00:38:54,940 --> 00:38:56,940 All you can see is like the roof of the car. 683 00:38:58,660 --> 00:39:00,780 Well and. Also, that mud is all. 684 00:39:01,390 --> 00:39:04,390 Like hardening now. So it's not like it's wet mud 685 00:39:04,390 --> 00:39:06,590 that they is like pliable anymore either. 686 00:39:06,590 --> 00:39:12,910 It's all getting hard. My thing is, whose insurance is 687 00:39:12,910 --> 00:39:15,350 going to cover this? How are they ever going to get 688 00:39:15,350 --> 00:39:19,190 those RV's out of there? They're abandoning. 689 00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:21,830 I mean, some of these people are from Sweden, like the girl I was 690 00:39:21,830 --> 00:39:23,190 watching that I sent you the video. 691 00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:25,710 She's from Sweden or some other country. 692 00:39:25,710 --> 00:39:28,590 Like, she's not from here and they're going to have to walk 693 00:39:28,590 --> 00:39:32,750 like 2 1/2 miles in this to get to a highway where it will be 694 00:39:32,750 --> 00:39:37,710 concrete, and then walk another 2 1/2 miles to Reno. 695 00:39:38,310 --> 00:39:42,150 So my real question is, who's going to come out and salvage 696 00:39:42,150 --> 00:39:44,590 all this? If it's like stuck stuck there, 697 00:39:44,990 --> 00:39:47,710 whose insurance companies are actually going to cover this? 698 00:39:47,710 --> 00:39:50,110 Even if you have full coverage and comprehensive? 699 00:39:50,110 --> 00:39:56,750 Like, what the fuck yeah, cuz? I don't even know what kind of 700 00:39:56,750 --> 00:40:00,070 thing that would that fall under, like a natural disaster. 701 00:40:00,540 --> 00:40:02,780 Claws. And do they even cover natural 702 00:40:02,780 --> 00:40:05,980 disaster stuff? Yeah, they do. 703 00:40:06,100 --> 00:40:09,420 But like it, it's not just a natural disaster that, like, 704 00:40:09,420 --> 00:40:12,500 you're in your zip code, you're at your house, like you are 705 00:40:12,620 --> 00:40:16,460 maybe in a rental car. Maybe you're in a car that's not 706 00:40:16,460 --> 00:40:17,700 yours. You know what I mean? 707 00:40:17,700 --> 00:40:20,740 Like, I would imagine with what I'm seeing with these campers, 708 00:40:21,020 --> 00:40:24,740 like, who is going to get these campers out? 709 00:40:25,820 --> 00:40:27,780 You know what I mean? Yeah, I have no idea. 710 00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:30,480 Like, I don't know, it's really crazy. 711 00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:33,600 And some of the outfits, the people are like Burning Man 712 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:37,040 expectation of them like the day before, and they're cute outfits 713 00:40:37,280 --> 00:40:39,600 to Burning Man reality the next day. 714 00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:43,320 And there's not really been any content posted in the last like 715 00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:45,680 20 hours because everyone's phones are dead now. 716 00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:48,960 And the people who have generators, because a lot of 717 00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:52,440 people do, they're like flying over in helicopters and they're 718 00:40:52,440 --> 00:40:54,320 like, don't turn on your generator. 719 00:40:54,320 --> 00:40:57,880 Basically it'll create like a electromagnetic magnetic. 720 00:40:58,420 --> 00:41:01,460 Wave in the water. That will fry everyone touching 721 00:41:01,460 --> 00:41:06,420 the water. Yeah, it's just like a little 722 00:41:06,420 --> 00:41:08,300 bad. Like it's really bad. 723 00:41:08,300 --> 00:41:11,500 And then there's like so many Porta potties, but like, the 724 00:41:11,500 --> 00:41:12,900 people can't get in to clean them. 725 00:41:12,900 --> 00:41:14,820 So now there's absolutely nowhere. 726 00:41:16,620 --> 00:41:20,340 And the water that there's like not enough water. 727 00:41:20,340 --> 00:41:22,780 Like where people would probably have water in their campers. 728 00:41:22,980 --> 00:41:27,290 Well, this has to be, I mean I get like at first like people 729 00:41:27,290 --> 00:41:30,290 may not know that they're there, may not know to go and help 730 00:41:30,290 --> 00:41:34,010 them, but at this point they've made TikTok videos about it and 731 00:41:34,010 --> 00:41:36,530 stuff. So there has to be some type of 732 00:41:36,530 --> 00:41:39,570 like relief coming to them they. Can't get in there. 733 00:41:42,890 --> 00:41:48,450 No one can get to them, but how would they be able to hike their 734 00:41:48,450 --> 00:41:50,250 way out if nobody can get to them? 735 00:41:51,860 --> 00:41:55,020 Well, I mean it would be like how could you get in, in that 736 00:41:55,020 --> 00:42:00,740 knee deep mud with resources. I mean, they have to have a way 737 00:42:00,740 --> 00:42:04,420 that they like the rich. People that had private jets and 738 00:42:04,420 --> 00:42:06,300 things haven't probably been rescued. 739 00:42:06,300 --> 00:42:09,020 Well, I know, but they if there are people like actually like 740 00:42:09,020 --> 00:42:11,860 genuinely stuck that like can't get out of there, they should be 741 00:42:11,860 --> 00:42:16,940 having some type of like Emergency responder, all of. 742 00:42:16,940 --> 00:42:21,060 Nevada is under a natural or an actual emergency. 743 00:42:21,590 --> 00:42:24,110 Literally, I guess Jelly Roll started a flood because the day 744 00:42:24,110 --> 00:42:26,150 before he had the concert, they left. 745 00:42:26,790 --> 00:42:29,550 And then next thing you know, on September 1st, the very next 746 00:42:29,550 --> 00:42:33,790 day, it's flooding in Nevada. I don't know. 747 00:42:33,790 --> 00:42:35,550 I don't know if it flooded in the city or not. 748 00:42:35,550 --> 00:42:38,070 I'm just kidding. But I mean, I do the lower with 749 00:42:38,190 --> 00:42:40,590 them and they're cleansing. Literally. 750 00:42:40,590 --> 00:42:45,070 Sin City is under under some water, but I don't really. 751 00:42:47,730 --> 00:42:50,890 It's a whole hot mess and I encourage anyone listening to go 752 00:42:51,050 --> 00:42:54,290 look up Burning Man and what's happening because it'll be a few 753 00:42:54,290 --> 00:42:57,050 days after I've said all this and maybe people will be 754 00:42:57,050 --> 00:43:00,250 rescued, but they're saying that like they need a safe place. 755 00:43:00,890 --> 00:43:04,570 Stay put. You're giving me very Breakfast 756 00:43:04,570 --> 00:43:08,610 at Tiffany vibes right now. It's hard to focus on with your 757 00:43:08,610 --> 00:43:11,490 pearls, with your black dress. You've got your earrings, your 758 00:43:11,610 --> 00:43:13,730 hairs, all. I don't look like a dress. 759 00:43:13,730 --> 00:43:18,540 But no, it's not the crop top. With boobies, well, I didn't. 760 00:43:18,540 --> 00:43:21,300 I can't see the crop top part. It just looks like a dress to 761 00:43:21,300 --> 00:43:22,460 me. I look. 762 00:43:22,580 --> 00:43:24,740 Like a very classy lady, but from the waist. 763 00:43:24,740 --> 00:43:30,300 I have no pants on. I have one fucking fly in my 764 00:43:30,300 --> 00:43:35,740 house right now that like, I don't know what it why, but I 765 00:43:35,740 --> 00:43:38,260 keep feeling like I'm fucking Kung Fu master over here. 766 00:43:38,580 --> 00:43:40,820 It came. Inside to let you know that it 767 00:43:40,820 --> 00:43:44,470 doesn't give a fuck. Well, I don't give a fuck 768 00:43:44,470 --> 00:43:46,590 either, and I have a fly swatter and as soon as we're done with 769 00:43:46,590 --> 00:43:52,110 this shit, I'm squishing him. Aww, no. 770 00:43:52,190 --> 00:43:55,590 Flies are one of those things where there there are certain 771 00:43:55,590 --> 00:43:59,830 things that I'm just you can't be in my space. 772 00:44:01,630 --> 00:44:07,190 You know, I feel like that's me with a lot of things, but you 773 00:44:07,190 --> 00:44:12,550 can't be in my face. You can't with us facts. 774 00:44:13,240 --> 00:44:16,560 You know, I really just want to say that I do have sympathy for 775 00:44:16,560 --> 00:44:19,680 those people at Burning Man, but then again, they were talking 776 00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:22,160 about the carbon footprint of the people out there and The 777 00:44:22,160 --> 00:44:25,200 Jets and stuff. So I kind of think maybe you 778 00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:27,080 should cancel Burning Man altogether. 779 00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:32,680 How? I mean there was there no, like 780 00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:35,400 weather report ahead of time saying hey, it's going to be 781 00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:37,640 raining or people were like fuck it. 782 00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:42,130 Because, I mean, there is some things that there are a lot of 783 00:44:42,130 --> 00:44:45,410 people who even if they have a warning that something crazy is 784 00:44:45,410 --> 00:44:47,250 going to happen, they're going to be like, fuck it, I'm going 785 00:44:47,250 --> 00:44:50,010 to go and I'm about to party it up and enjoy my time anyways. 786 00:44:51,010 --> 00:44:53,530 I don't know. I'm really just not sure. 787 00:44:53,530 --> 00:44:57,290 I have no desire to go out into the desert with about 70,000 788 00:44:57,290 --> 00:45:03,290 people and 70 porta pots. Not even, not even if I had my 789 00:45:03,290 --> 00:45:04,850 own personal porta pot. I don't want to. 790 00:45:05,930 --> 00:45:07,330 Go well. Hail Fire. 791 00:45:08,090 --> 00:45:11,400 Hail fire. I can't. 792 00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:12,960 Hot damn. Hot damn. 793 00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,120 It's time for the my human design card. 794 00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:17,520 My human design card. Hot damn. 795 00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:25,120 Hot damn it went flying out. Ooh, we got card 26 for the 796 00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:26,840 lens. It's literally a telescope 797 00:45:26,840 --> 00:45:34,040 overlooking a desert. Panoramic Views Got. 798 00:45:34,520 --> 00:45:38,440 That Sagittarius energy. Got that Sanitarius? 799 00:45:39,330 --> 00:45:43,450 All right, Card 26. I swear to God that fucking fly 800 00:45:43,450 --> 00:45:45,810 is going to die. That fucking fly is going to 801 00:45:45,810 --> 00:45:46,970 die. Okay. 802 00:45:48,170 --> 00:45:52,530 So the sign is Sagittarius. The gift is perspective and the 803 00:45:52,530 --> 00:45:57,810 shadow is ego. The gift cannot be found through 804 00:45:57,810 --> 00:46:01,450 shaming or repressing the ego, but only by seeing the beauty 805 00:46:01,450 --> 00:46:03,610 that it holds. Intention is the key. 806 00:46:04,220 --> 00:46:06,900 When you're able to look inward and unlock the door to your 807 00:46:06,900 --> 00:46:10,420 inherent gifts, you may utilize the unique qualities of your 808 00:46:10,420 --> 00:46:12,820 personality for the better of the collective. 809 00:46:13,340 --> 00:46:17,220 Whether savvy or witty or enchanting, you can hold 810 00:46:17,220 --> 00:46:20,140 another's attention and help them to see the world through 811 00:46:20,140 --> 00:46:23,180 new eyes. You help to carve out a new way 812 00:46:23,180 --> 00:46:26,980 forward by simply being yourself and showcasing your thoughtful, 813 00:46:26,980 --> 00:46:30,580 heart centered perspective. Your shadow is ego. 814 00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:34,800 Our collective has emerged from the depths of survival mode, 815 00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:38,320 surviving Burning Man, and because we've built our 816 00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:41,920 civilization from this basis, much of the way that we think 817 00:46:41,960 --> 00:46:45,000 and operate is still indicative of our roots. 818 00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:49,280 As such, Ego is primarily at the centerfold of our experience. 819 00:46:49,560 --> 00:46:53,280 This shadow creates an illusion that the only route to success 820 00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:57,160 is through hard work, individual will, and selfish gain. 821 00:46:57,400 --> 00:47:02,160 You cannot combat divine forces. We mistakenly believe that brute 822 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:06,360 force is the only way out or up or through, when in fact it's 823 00:47:06,360 --> 00:47:09,000 what keeps us locked in this never ending cycle of the 824 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:13,040 survival mindset and the broken record of separation and 825 00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:16,600 clashing egos. Your themes are personality, 826 00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:22,730 perspective, and breakthrough. I do feel like this energy is 827 00:47:22,730 --> 00:47:27,170 starting to really shake loose because Venus went direct today. 828 00:47:27,170 --> 00:47:30,650 So like no more Venus retrograde and also some of the other 829 00:47:30,650 --> 00:47:32,850 planets will start going direct shortly. 830 00:47:33,250 --> 00:47:36,810 So I do think that we're coming back from this collective 831 00:47:37,090 --> 00:47:42,010 resurfacing of those trauma bonds and those programs and 832 00:47:42,010 --> 00:47:45,810 those survival belief systems like when you get on the 833 00:47:45,810 --> 00:47:48,820 Internet and you say. I'll never be able to buy a 834 00:47:48,820 --> 00:47:52,980 house or the market is so bad. The boomers got everything for 835 00:47:52,980 --> 00:47:56,620 $12.00 and I get nothing and just all this stuff like I see 836 00:47:56,620 --> 00:48:01,540 it 24/7. You basically consent to that 837 00:48:01,540 --> 00:48:05,220 reality where you will see all the older people have what you 838 00:48:05,220 --> 00:48:06,980 want and you'll never reach that. 839 00:48:07,220 --> 00:48:10,180 But instead you could align yourself with that vision. 840 00:48:10,180 --> 00:48:13,220 And I do feel like there is a breakthrough when you get out of 841 00:48:13,220 --> 00:48:16,940 your own head and you understand that your thoughts, no matter 842 00:48:16,940 --> 00:48:18,180 how crazy it's. Scenes. 843 00:48:18,380 --> 00:48:21,540 No matter how miraculous it is, it can happen. 844 00:48:21,620 --> 00:48:27,020 Last night my friend told me someone he knows won $1,000,000 845 00:48:27,020 --> 00:48:31,820 on a scratch off. He was like, I can't even really 846 00:48:31,820 --> 00:48:34,260 relate to my friend anymore since he won the lottery. 847 00:48:34,420 --> 00:48:36,740 So of course I want to know what lottery he won. 848 00:48:36,780 --> 00:48:38,340 Did he pick numbers? Like what's up? 849 00:48:38,700 --> 00:48:41,780 And when he said he won that on a scratch off, I was just mind 850 00:48:41,780 --> 00:48:45,850 blown. I wonder how much money he 851 00:48:45,850 --> 00:48:49,050 invested in scratch offs before he won that $1,000,000. 852 00:48:49,290 --> 00:48:51,930 Well, she. Was saying like, he's always 853 00:48:51,930 --> 00:48:54,610 really lucky, so I'm not really sure. 854 00:48:55,450 --> 00:48:59,570 I dated this guy whose grandparents always played the 855 00:48:59,570 --> 00:49:03,690 Scratchers and they would play the same thing all the time. 856 00:49:03,970 --> 00:49:07,490 And his grandma died. She never won shit and I just 857 00:49:07,490 --> 00:49:09,690 wonder how much money she put into that. 858 00:49:10,570 --> 00:49:13,090 You know, not that I don't believe that like people can 859 00:49:13,090 --> 00:49:15,610 like find luck and all and all types of things and like there 860 00:49:15,610 --> 00:49:18,970 are people who genuinely win. But I've seen people like spend 861 00:49:18,970 --> 00:49:24,650 crazy ass thousand like they had to thousands of dollars from 862 00:49:24,650 --> 00:49:27,090 like the beginning of time my grandma. 863 00:49:27,290 --> 00:49:30,690 And grandpa have probably gambled hundreds of thousands of 864 00:49:30,690 --> 00:49:33,090 dollars in their lifetime. Hundreds of 1000. 865 00:49:33,090 --> 00:49:38,490 Like 500,000, like, no joke, like every time that they. 866 00:49:39,380 --> 00:49:41,660 Have a good time. It involves gambling. 867 00:49:41,980 --> 00:49:43,580 Like, that's an addiction though. 868 00:49:43,580 --> 00:49:45,540 Like, that's an addiction because the one time that you 869 00:49:45,540 --> 00:49:48,340 win, you believe that that's going to happen again. 870 00:49:48,340 --> 00:49:51,700 And like, I've had chance encounters where I've won like 871 00:49:51,700 --> 00:49:57,100 $4000 on a slot machine and when you win $4000 and like you get 872 00:49:57,100 --> 00:50:00,340 that adrenaline rush from that, it changes your life. 873 00:50:00,780 --> 00:50:03,800 And then? Addicted to it, but like, for 874 00:50:03,800 --> 00:50:06,920 the longest, when I first turned 21, I didn't really want to go 875 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:09,280 to the bars because I had been doing that for a long time with 876 00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:12,640 like fake IDs and stuff. So, like, I instantly went to, 877 00:50:12,640 --> 00:50:15,080 like, the casinos, Like that was where I wanted to go. 878 00:50:15,080 --> 00:50:16,880 And I used to like have a good time. 879 00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:19,640 And I was telling my friend about this because I was like, 880 00:50:20,320 --> 00:50:23,400 it was a blessing that I decided to stop going to the casinos 881 00:50:23,400 --> 00:50:26,440 because, like, I could see that becoming. 882 00:50:27,470 --> 00:50:30,790 An addiction because it's like it's an adrenaline rush and it's 883 00:50:30,790 --> 00:50:34,830 a waste of time, mostly. Only about 110th of a time do 884 00:50:34,830 --> 00:50:38,110 you like, win. So good luck to everyone who 885 00:50:38,110 --> 00:50:40,630 wants to play the lottery. We hope you win. 886 00:50:41,830 --> 00:50:43,910 Gambling makes me fucking nervous. 887 00:50:44,990 --> 00:50:50,110 Brian's tried to take me to a casino twice and it literally 888 00:50:50,110 --> 00:50:53,830 like, it just makes me super fucking nervous. 889 00:50:53,910 --> 00:50:58,070 And I'm like, why are we spending money that we already 890 00:50:58,070 --> 00:51:02,310 have, hoping that we get money and we don't lose this. 891 00:51:02,310 --> 00:51:05,670 But that's not fun to me. You know, the. 892 00:51:05,710 --> 00:51:07,710 Concept. When you explain it like that, I 893 00:51:07,710 --> 00:51:11,070 don't know what makes it so addictive and fun to people, 894 00:51:11,070 --> 00:51:13,790 especially people who are like, broke already. 895 00:51:13,790 --> 00:51:17,750 Like I've seen people I personally know be like I'm 896 00:51:17,750 --> 00:51:19,390 taking my rent money to the boat. 897 00:51:20,110 --> 00:51:21,470 And like, they don't have a backup. 898 00:51:22,350 --> 00:51:26,310 Like they would literally make like the $750 for their rent and 899 00:51:26,310 --> 00:51:29,870 go into a poker tournament or go over there and do something 900 00:51:29,870 --> 00:51:33,270 crazy and just hope that they're going to like take that 700, 901 00:51:33,270 --> 00:51:36,030 turn it into 25 and leave. And it's like that just doesn't. 902 00:51:36,030 --> 00:51:38,550 Sometimes they'll do that and then spin that back. 903 00:51:39,110 --> 00:51:40,910 It's just like it's a dirty circle. 904 00:51:40,910 --> 00:51:45,750 But we love you all and we are so grateful that. 905 00:51:46,050 --> 00:51:49,330 Our listeners are not at Burning Man because if you were, you 906 00:51:49,330 --> 00:51:50,930 wouldn't be hearing us right now. 907 00:51:51,370 --> 00:51:54,330 And I really do hope those people are okay, but I think 908 00:51:54,330 --> 00:51:57,530 they should abolish the whole thing. 909 00:51:58,410 --> 00:52:00,850 I mean, if you are at Burning Man and you're listening to 910 00:52:00,850 --> 00:52:04,610 this, send us a selfie. Like a like a Lollipop has its 911 00:52:04,610 --> 00:52:07,610 own Instagram page, You could totally go send us a fucking 912 00:52:07,610 --> 00:52:09,770 selfie. Go to the website, let us know 913 00:52:09,770 --> 00:52:11,930 what you want us to talk about so that you can be entertained 914 00:52:11,930 --> 00:52:13,490 while you're stuck there in the middle of bum Fuck. 915 00:52:13,490 --> 00:52:14,940 Nothing. Well. 916 00:52:14,940 --> 00:52:17,460 Yeah, we'll see you next time in Candy Land. 917 00:52:17,980 --> 00:52:18,500 Bye.