1 00:00:13,880 --> 00:00:16,960 What's up you all? Welcome back to another episode 2 00:00:16,960 --> 00:00:19,480 here in Candyland. We have the beautiful Makayla 3 00:00:19,480 --> 00:00:23,960 joining us again, and I hope that you all enjoyed our first 4 00:00:23,960 --> 00:00:27,080 episode together because you're going to be seeing a lot of her. 5 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:31,040 Makayla welcome. Thanks for having me back, I'm 6 00:00:31,080 --> 00:00:33,400 so excited. I know so. 7 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:38,440 I feel so much positive energy. Yeah, we really could like talk 8 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:40,400 for days. So we were like, let's get on 9 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:46,040 another call and talk some more. And we generated some questions 10 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:51,040 about different spiritual topics because this is a completely new 11 00:00:51,040 --> 00:00:53,520 angle coming into the spiritual arena. 12 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:56,120 But what I'm finding out is that me and Michaela have a lot of 13 00:00:56,120 --> 00:01:00,240 very similar viewpoints on things, and I love that. 14 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:04,160 But also we don't know a lot about each other and honestly 15 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:08,280 didn't even know that you were into spiritual stuff until you 16 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:08,920 told me that. Oh. 17 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:14,000 I've been here for years, like I've been active. 18 00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:17,680 I've actually followed you forever on TikTok, to be honest. 19 00:01:18,080 --> 00:01:21,320 Really like I think for for at least five years now. 20 00:01:21,320 --> 00:01:25,080 Yeah. I love your readings. 21 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:29,000 You know, I just got so burned out on the collective stuff. 22 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:33,160 Like, I loved it, but then I was just, like, overloaded. 23 00:01:33,160 --> 00:01:37,200 And I used to just take on like every reading because like, you 24 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:40,800 know, when you're starting out, you just like want to get paid 25 00:01:41,160 --> 00:01:43,480 for your gifts some way. Like not even that that's what 26 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:45,040 you want. It's just like in the future, 27 00:01:45,040 --> 00:01:48,280 you're like, wow, this is crazy That like, I can do this. 28 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:51,160 And then eventually it's like, OK, I'm too drained to keep 29 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:52,600 doing this for free all the time, you know? 30 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:55,800 And it like, there's this rite of passage and I think everyone 31 00:01:55,800 --> 00:01:58,920 should do free readings or like, you know, put their self out 32 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:00,640 there. But I feel like there's an 33 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:03,880 evolution to it. And I just got so overworked for 34 00:02:03,880 --> 00:02:07,040 years on years. It was like, it was like pulling 35 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:09,880 me out of doing the things that I love to do. 36 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:12,000 You know what I mean 'cause then it's sort of like work. 37 00:02:12,880 --> 00:02:16,320 Yeah, whenever I started feeling like like work to me, I took a 38 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:19,200 break and like a very long break, yeah. 39 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:23,640 And then I, I would get like, you know, 50 to 100,000 views on 40 00:02:23,640 --> 00:02:25,920 those videos, which I don't have them on there anymore. 41 00:02:25,920 --> 00:02:28,840 I deleted them because I don't really resonate with me anymore. 42 00:02:29,440 --> 00:02:32,680 But now my videos, they don't get as much traction. 43 00:02:32,680 --> 00:02:36,320 But I don't really care because I, you know, I love doing it and 44 00:02:36,320 --> 00:02:38,320 I'm doing it from like the heart. 45 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:39,880 So that's all that matters to me. 46 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:43,160 Yeah, You know, I think energy is currency and like anything 47 00:02:43,160 --> 00:02:45,000 you do from the heart is important. 48 00:02:45,920 --> 00:02:49,600 I want to know, I want to go into some of these questions. 49 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:54,720 So #3 says What are the biggest misconceptions people have about 50 00:02:54,720 --> 00:02:59,280 spiritual practitioners? That were delulu and that it's 51 00:02:59,280 --> 00:03:03,520 all bull crap and that were crazy. 52 00:03:04,400 --> 00:03:08,560 You know, I don't really get a lot of that anymore. 53 00:03:08,560 --> 00:03:11,960 Like I feel like I got off the frequency with the people like 54 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:16,040 this is bad or this is demonic. But I remember for a while I was 55 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:19,680 on that wave on TikTok where like people were constantly like 56 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:23,440 saying some wild off the off Richter. 57 00:03:24,920 --> 00:03:27,120 Oh yeah, I still get those comments. 58 00:03:27,120 --> 00:03:31,640 I I had to turn on like comment care mode because of it, because 59 00:03:31,640 --> 00:03:34,640 a lot of people would be like, you know, this is the morning 60 00:03:34,640 --> 00:03:37,680 because you're crazy, this is insane, you shouldn't be doing 61 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:41,440 this, you're going to hell kind of stuff like that. 62 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:45,680 And that I was pretty much just making it all up and I'm like, 63 00:03:46,080 --> 00:03:48,840 OK, cool, if that's what you think, whatever. 64 00:03:49,520 --> 00:03:52,320 You know, I think there's just like a lot of people, if they 65 00:03:52,320 --> 00:03:55,400 don't understand something, they're afraid of it and they 66 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:57,040 will like literally shut it down. 67 00:03:57,040 --> 00:04:00,120 And I talk about it a lot like non player characters. 68 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:03,680 I really do believe there are souls that are just literally 69 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:07,880 here to keep people like bogged down by the matrix. 70 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:11,840 Like whether it's like, oh, you're doing this type of video 71 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:14,640 and they're like, you suck, you're fat, you're ugly, or 72 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:16,399 you're doing this type of video and they're like, you're 73 00:04:16,399 --> 00:04:19,079 demonic, I hate you. Or you do this video and they're 74 00:04:19,079 --> 00:04:20,519 like you're what? Fuck you bitch. 75 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:25,880 You know, it's just like non player characters on every Ave. 76 00:04:25,880 --> 00:04:29,600 of like even if you're just trying to like make a cooking 77 00:04:29,600 --> 00:04:31,720 video or something like I don't know. 78 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:35,200 Yes, my TikTok is like all over the place. 79 00:04:35,200 --> 00:04:37,000 I have like homesteading on there. 80 00:04:37,000 --> 00:04:40,520 I have some cooking videos. I have my readings, of course, 81 00:04:40,800 --> 00:04:43,520 then I have like my photo shoots, like, you know, the 82 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:46,040 moment versus the photo type thing. 83 00:04:46,560 --> 00:04:51,320 It's, it's really everywhere. And then I, I like to talk about 84 00:04:51,320 --> 00:04:54,840 like goddesses and teach people about like, you know, what their 85 00:04:54,840 --> 00:04:58,560 different meanings are and like the history of them, because I 86 00:04:58,560 --> 00:05:01,760 kind of like to try to bring the, you know, their, them back 87 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:04,440 to life and so people can learn about them. 88 00:05:04,560 --> 00:05:07,800 Because I work with a lot of especially like the goddesses of 89 00:05:07,800 --> 00:05:11,680 like the underworld, you know, the evil ones that people say 90 00:05:11,680 --> 00:05:16,640 that are dark and demonic. I'm here for it you all. 91 00:05:16,640 --> 00:05:19,280 Like listen to all the new energy we're going to bring in 92 00:05:19,280 --> 00:05:25,440 the dark and demonic. No, no, no, no, but no, for 93 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:27,320 real. Like I really do like the dark 94 00:05:27,320 --> 00:05:30,040 goddesses. I really am interested in like 95 00:05:30,040 --> 00:05:33,240 learning more about goddesses in general. 96 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:35,800 You know, a lot of people like, you know, know about like 97 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:38,280 Bridget or Aphrodite or like whoever. 98 00:05:38,280 --> 00:05:41,840 But like, there are a ton of goddesses and I have a lot of 99 00:05:41,840 --> 00:05:45,680 like Oracle decks that have brought in a lot of different 100 00:05:45,680 --> 00:05:49,680 energies of like goddesses that I didn't even know about. 101 00:05:49,680 --> 00:05:53,120 And you know, what really resonates with me is a lot of 102 00:05:53,120 --> 00:05:55,760 the Hindu and like Buddhist goddesses. 103 00:05:55,800 --> 00:05:58,280 Thank you. I love Shiva. 104 00:05:58,840 --> 00:06:00,840 Yeah. I have like a little Shiva 105 00:06:00,840 --> 00:06:05,680 statue, You know, he and he was like the great destroyer and 106 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:10,640 Hinduism and him and Vishnu and Brahma, they sat at the feet of 107 00:06:10,640 --> 00:06:13,440 Sati. And so I know a lot about like, 108 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:16,800 you know, that, you know, that spirituality, that culture. 109 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:18,960 I kind of really dived into that. 110 00:06:19,840 --> 00:06:23,600 I love that. I love that, you know, I feel 111 00:06:23,600 --> 00:06:28,400 like when you learn about things of the past, you start to find 112 00:06:28,400 --> 00:06:32,640 more pieces of your soul. And we had touched on past lives 113 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:36,960 previously. But like I also believe about 114 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:40,800 like being able to like come into a karmic family or a family 115 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:45,040 that's not really like your bloodline family even and like 116 00:06:45,200 --> 00:06:51,240 be working through karma because it killed you in a past life and 117 00:06:51,240 --> 00:06:54,080 now you're that's your dad or like or whatever. 118 00:06:54,080 --> 00:06:56,120 Like I don't know. Like I really do believe that 119 00:06:56,120 --> 00:07:01,040 because I did a past life regression in the past and it 120 00:07:01,040 --> 00:07:04,480 brought up all kinds of stuff that like had never even came 121 00:07:04,480 --> 00:07:08,440 into my awareness. But like, I was like a man in 122 00:07:08,440 --> 00:07:12,080 one past life and then I was like a young girl who was like, 123 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:15,080 like left with her father kind of thing. 124 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:17,960 Like, I don't know, just so many things happening for real. 125 00:07:18,920 --> 00:07:23,320 I did a sort of the same thing and I was like, and one of my 126 00:07:23,320 --> 00:07:27,600 past lives I was like very high ranked like in Egypt. 127 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:30,880 And it's really weird because whenever I was younger, my mom 128 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:34,360 said that I would, like, run around like doing like little 129 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:38,480 Egyptian days, stuff like that, you know, things that I 130 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:40,800 shouldn't know, you know, shouldn't be aware of. 131 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:43,280 But clearly I was remembering past lives. 132 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:46,440 I love Egypt. I definitely had a lot of past 133 00:07:46,440 --> 00:07:48,840 lives in Egypt. I work with the Egyptian energy 134 00:07:49,200 --> 00:07:52,520 all of the time. Like I literally have like this 135 00:07:52,520 --> 00:07:56,760 story recently I was on Marketplace which I don't get on 136 00:07:56,760 --> 00:07:59,960 there all the time. But like Long story short I was 137 00:07:59,960 --> 00:08:04,120 on marketplace and for some reason I typed in Egyptian, 138 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:07,200 Egyptian decor. I don't know what I Googled or 139 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:14,400 what I searched, but this, it was like a brass like antique, 140 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:18,520 but it was like an ashtray, but it was King Tut and it had like 141 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:22,680 the Crescent moon and like on the altar was Isis. 142 00:08:22,760 --> 00:08:25,000 And it was just like, I had to go get it. 143 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:29,120 And it was so wild because like the person that I got that from 144 00:08:29,440 --> 00:08:33,960 just like literally instantly found me on social media and now 145 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:36,640 like likes and supports everything that I do. 146 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:39,320 And I just feel like that. And they're actually like an 147 00:08:39,320 --> 00:08:41,280 auctioneer. So like I was like, yeah, fault. 148 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:43,840 Like, you know, like tell me if you get more cool stuff. 149 00:08:43,840 --> 00:08:47,120 Like this is the type of stuff I like because they do estate 150 00:08:47,120 --> 00:08:48,680 sales or like they have those things. 151 00:08:48,680 --> 00:08:52,480 So, you know, I have cards, so I always give out like podcast 152 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:54,960 cards or give out cards and stickers to everyone. 153 00:08:54,960 --> 00:08:57,960 So like it was pretty natural, but it was just so random 154 00:08:57,960 --> 00:09:02,600 because like I had to have it. I just felt so-called to it. 155 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:05,000 And then I just instantly went and picked it up. 156 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:09,280 And then now that person like follows me and supports me and 157 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:11,760 it's just like, it's crazy, you know what I mean? 158 00:09:11,760 --> 00:09:15,240 Because I just randomly I never get things on marketplace 159 00:09:15,240 --> 00:09:17,480 really. Like I once in a blue moon, 160 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:19,960 we'll get on there. Yeah, me too. 161 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:23,160 And I've noticed lately there's been a lot of like spiritual 162 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:25,280 items on there. And I'm like, wow, I didn't know 163 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:28,520 I had that many people around me that were into this stuff, which 164 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:31,480 is really cool. Which I actually went up to 165 00:09:31,480 --> 00:09:36,360 someone in Five Below and because she was wearing a Hakata 166 00:09:36,360 --> 00:09:40,480 necklace and I just felt called to do so because it's really 167 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:43,120 rare that you see that, especially in like my hometown, 168 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:45,760 there's like a population of 2000 people. 169 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:50,400 And I walked up to her and I was like I said, I caught a necklace 170 00:09:50,400 --> 00:09:52,760 around your neck. I know some people say hey get 171 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:54,520 day. I like to say a caught day. 172 00:09:54,520 --> 00:09:58,000 I don't know why it just rose next with me more, but she did 173 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:01,360 and we became best friends and she's my nail tech now and she 174 00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:03,720 does a really good job. Thank you. 175 00:10:03,720 --> 00:10:07,120 Thank. You so this season there's no 176 00:10:07,120 --> 00:10:10,040 video. You all I know, so sad, but the 177 00:10:10,040 --> 00:10:13,400 zoom video is not working for the brand. 178 00:10:13,720 --> 00:10:19,280 But as we're moving through season 5, I am really, really 179 00:10:19,280 --> 00:10:24,280 focusing my energy on getting the podcast as an in person type 180 00:10:24,560 --> 00:10:29,040 thing where people will travel to, you know, record and have 181 00:10:29,040 --> 00:10:33,320 like a studio to record at. So that's like been something 182 00:10:33,320 --> 00:10:36,680 I've wanted to do for the brand for a really long time, But now 183 00:10:36,680 --> 00:10:39,560 that I'm starting to partner with people who actually live on 184 00:10:39,560 --> 00:10:44,360 this side of the United States, we're moving towards in person 185 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:45,520 energy. You know what I mean? 186 00:10:45,520 --> 00:10:49,280 So that, but you know, you're, you're saying Akate, you said 187 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:52,640 Akate. I literally say heckate. 188 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:56,960 Like, I don't know, like I literally throw some random my 189 00:10:56,960 --> 00:11:00,560 own thing on everything. Like I've I don't, but so many 190 00:11:00,560 --> 00:11:04,200 people like say things different ways and there's so many 191 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:07,600 different pronunciations. I don't know if anyone truly 192 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:11,080 knows. And it can be spelled with AC or 193 00:11:11,080 --> 00:11:12,880 AK. And I spell it with AK. 194 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:17,880 Actually just received a sample on TikTok and it was like a 195 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:21,880 $90.00 necklace wrapped in amethyst and it has her on it. 196 00:11:22,560 --> 00:11:26,360 I have to do a review on it and it's so cute but it's spelled 197 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:28,760 with AC but I don't care. I'm going to wear it anyways. 198 00:11:28,760 --> 00:11:32,320 And it says like the, you know, protection on it too. 199 00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:35,200 So it's really cool. You would really like this 200 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:37,200 witchy box like that I'm subscribed to. 201 00:11:37,200 --> 00:11:40,000 So I've been subscribed to it and I've told everyone about it 202 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,560 for years. It's called the Witch's Roots 203 00:11:42,600 --> 00:11:47,000 and it's normally like sold out, but it's like like less than $40 204 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:49,880 a month and they send you the best things you've ever had. 205 00:11:49,880 --> 00:11:53,000 Like they send a hand rolled candle every month. 206 00:11:53,080 --> 00:11:55,320 They send incense almost every month. 207 00:11:55,320 --> 00:11:59,640 This month they sent a book and normally they send jewelry, 208 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:03,120 crystals, ambulance altar, statues. 209 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:06,720 Like they always send artwork like room or pages. 210 00:12:06,720 --> 00:12:09,680 Like they fucking hook it up. Like they always send a random 211 00:12:09,680 --> 00:12:13,920 card pool and it's just the best thing ever. 212 00:12:13,920 --> 00:12:15,720 You'll have to get it. Like you'll have to check it out 213 00:12:15,720 --> 00:12:17,800 because this month is centered around her. 214 00:12:18,640 --> 00:12:22,800 And that's crazy because you brought that up before we even 215 00:12:22,800 --> 00:12:24,640 like brought you onto the podcast. 216 00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:28,080 So what I love about the podcast you all is when you finally hear 217 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:31,680 this in season 5. We recorded this months ago and 218 00:12:31,680 --> 00:12:35,160 when everything crumbled with you know who, the person who 219 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:40,920 shall not be named in season 5, I just felt like the urge to 220 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:43,200 start connecting with people who are like minded. 221 00:12:43,200 --> 00:12:45,600 And that's what really brought me and Michaela together is 222 00:12:45,600 --> 00:12:50,240 because she models, she's spiritual, she's cute, she's not 223 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:55,040 playing any games, and she was down to record multiple episodes 224 00:12:55,040 --> 00:12:57,920 in one day. Just like I like, just like I've 225 00:12:57,920 --> 00:13:00,840 been wanting. That's what we used to do in the 226 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:04,040 beginning, you know what I mean? Like that energy was there and 227 00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:07,600 then it just like fizzled out for one person. 228 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:11,400 And then I'm trying to like, because why not like one day, 229 00:13:11,400 --> 00:13:14,200 record multiple things, move on. Like then you're good for a 230 00:13:14,200 --> 00:13:16,160 week. You know, it just makes sense. 231 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:21,000 Yes, I'm always down to record. I have a part time job so I 232 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:24,840 don't work a lot of hours like maybe like 26 hours a week so I 233 00:13:24,840 --> 00:13:28,240 can record literally anytime before or after work. 234 00:13:28,240 --> 00:13:30,000 I get up super early. I don't know why. 235 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:33,240 I'm kind of an early bird. Used to be a night owl but it 236 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:35,840 kind of turned around. I guess I'm getting older. 237 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:40,160 You know, I'm waiting for that. Like I'm wondering if I'm ever 238 00:13:40,160 --> 00:13:43,480 going to get that. I think it's like, I don't know, 239 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:47,400 like I get this sudden burst of energy at night, but it's weird 240 00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:50,320 because I'll still get up. Like, I'll still wake up early, 241 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:56,560 but like, I don't know, earlier today, I had such a beautiful 242 00:13:56,560 --> 00:13:59,080 surge of energy. And I think it's just like the 243 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:01,640 accumulation of so many things have been closing. 244 00:14:01,640 --> 00:14:04,920 And then we have the Jupiter into Cancer transit where 245 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:07,880 there's now going to be in Cancer for about the next year. 246 00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:10,680 And Cancer is really big in my chart. 247 00:14:10,680 --> 00:14:15,960 So it just feels like the universe is expanding for me. 248 00:14:15,960 --> 00:14:19,920 And like this expansion, sometimes people take like 249 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:23,440 obstacles as like roadblocks are like, oh, I got to throw away 250 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:26,200 the project or I got to start over or whatever. 251 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:30,400 It's like so many people don't know how to like pivot and like 252 00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:33,120 2 step in a different direction, you know what I mean? 253 00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:36,880 Like, yeah, really no need to like completely derail your 254 00:14:36,880 --> 00:14:40,400 plans just because other people around you are like fizzling 255 00:14:40,400 --> 00:14:42,680 out. And I think that's why like 256 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:47,000 people get so jaded about starting new things with people 257 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:49,200 or making new friends. Like you were talking earlier, 258 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:53,600 your friends trying to go after your partner or other instances 259 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:55,080 of people showing their true colors. 260 00:14:55,080 --> 00:14:59,120 Like, it's unfortunate. Especially because we're going 261 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:02,840 to be, you know, reaching our 10 year wedding anniversary this 262 00:15:02,960 --> 00:15:04,760 year. So it's a little crazy for 263 00:15:04,760 --> 00:15:07,360 someone to even think that they could do that. 264 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:11,840 It's very messed up, especially because I'm like a very loyal 265 00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:15,120 person and I was always there for them. 266 00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:19,320 So I would have never expected it, but they actually had a 267 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:23,880 spouse at the time too, who, you know, DM me because my partner 268 00:15:23,880 --> 00:15:27,480 like she she never gets on social media, so she never 269 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:32,080 opened the DM and to begin with, but she's like, I guess went 270 00:15:32,080 --> 00:15:36,880 through their the her, you know, now ex spouse's phone and sent 271 00:15:36,880 --> 00:15:41,800 me all the screenshots and I was like, wow, OK, thank you for 272 00:15:41,800 --> 00:15:44,120 showing me, you know her true colors. 273 00:15:44,680 --> 00:15:46,400 That's all I needed to know. Block. 274 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:49,920 Blocked. All right, let's move into a 275 00:15:49,920 --> 00:15:51,440 question. I want to ask you another one 276 00:15:51,440 --> 00:15:52,640 because like, I don't know anything. 277 00:15:52,640 --> 00:15:53,920 We don't know anything about you. 278 00:15:53,920 --> 00:16:00,400 It's all, it's all new. What spiritual tools do you 279 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:03,520 swear by and which ones have been over hyped? 280 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:11,840 I love divination tarot. I like Oracle. 281 00:16:12,800 --> 00:16:16,080 I think the Oracle is really fun, but I think it can be a 282 00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:22,240 little bit over hyped too. I don't I don't trust like the 283 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,240 the dowsing rods. I think they're called dowsing 284 00:16:25,240 --> 00:16:27,800 rods or something like that. I've seen those, yeah. 285 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:32,520 I do use a pendulum though, and I really trust my pendulum 286 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:37,400 because I trust my guides and I know like my different, you 287 00:16:37,400 --> 00:16:41,160 know, I'm devoted to different people and I know like they're 288 00:16:41,160 --> 00:16:45,400 yes and no responses, but I also have like, you know, my little 289 00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:47,960 schedule on board too, So I can use that. 290 00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:53,040 But I would rather, you know, call upon one of them and know 291 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:57,680 that I'm commuting with that person and get like the answers 292 00:16:57,680 --> 00:17:01,200 that I need and which I've gotten some very clear messages. 293 00:17:01,200 --> 00:17:07,359 I even my mom asked me to use, you know, that because she had 294 00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:09,800 cancer and she didn't know what type it was. 295 00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:14,359 She had just got diagnosed. And so I used it and I was so 296 00:17:14,359 --> 00:17:16,640 scared because I was like, oh, man, I really don't want to do 297 00:17:16,640 --> 00:17:20,319 this. And I actually got the correct 298 00:17:20,319 --> 00:17:24,400 answer. Yeah, like she went a few days 299 00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:27,760 later and it was the right diagnosis, like what I was 300 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:30,280 given, like the answer that I received. 301 00:17:30,280 --> 00:17:32,480 And she was just my blind because she was. 302 00:17:32,640 --> 00:17:36,000 She's very religious. Like I grew up, you know, in a 303 00:17:36,040 --> 00:17:41,480 Pentecostal house and then she was Christian for a very long 304 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:43,960 time. But my grandmother was like very 305 00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:46,320 spiritual, spiritual, very witchy. 306 00:17:47,560 --> 00:17:51,640 So I kind of, I guess I, she passed me her torch, you know, 307 00:17:52,040 --> 00:17:55,920 because my mom, my mom was more like into like Christianity and 308 00:17:55,920 --> 00:17:59,480 stuff like that. And I don't hate on that at all 309 00:17:59,480 --> 00:18:03,200 or, you know, I respect, you know, Christians, but I would 310 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:07,120 rather say that I'm spiritual because I kind of respect like 311 00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:11,480 all religions and, you know, everyone's beliefs because it's 312 00:18:11,480 --> 00:18:13,320 all different. And I think it's all like kind 313 00:18:13,360 --> 00:18:16,840 of compiled together and kind of all the same thing. 314 00:18:16,840 --> 00:18:18,520 And we all just call it something different. 315 00:18:18,840 --> 00:18:22,000 You know, people who have been writing this whole time have 316 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:25,880 heard me say the same thing. Like that's exactly my beliefs. 317 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:28,400 Like what you just said like. No way. 318 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:32,720 Yes, like all the things connect and you can't tell me that all 319 00:18:32,720 --> 00:18:35,880 these different cultures were not documenting all the similar 320 00:18:35,880 --> 00:18:39,240 occurrences without somehow they're being like universal 321 00:18:39,240 --> 00:18:42,520 knowledge and universal like spiritual technology. 322 00:18:42,520 --> 00:18:45,640 Because Spirit's always telling me that like, I'm here to 323 00:18:45,920 --> 00:18:50,560 reactivate spiritual technology. And like, I really think because 324 00:18:50,560 --> 00:18:54,120 we are collectively like in a space of information with the 325 00:18:54,120 --> 00:18:57,640 Internet and like, you know, just really carrying around a 326 00:18:57,640 --> 00:19:00,120 handheld device that could teach us anything. 327 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:02,640 But like, they keep us so distracted with like the 328 00:19:02,640 --> 00:19:07,280 surveillance systems, like social media and whatever video 329 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:12,320 games or distractions were on. And we don't go learn esoteric 330 00:19:12,320 --> 00:19:15,400 knowledge or we don't go learn Latin or we don't go learn a new 331 00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:18,600 language or whatever. But yeah, totally believe that 332 00:19:18,600 --> 00:19:22,960 like all of these different countries and spaces and 333 00:19:22,960 --> 00:19:26,640 religions and timelines and all these things we're documenting 334 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:30,400 all of this stuff we were building these temples and these 335 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:34,920 beautiful megalithic structures. And you can't fucking tell me 336 00:19:35,280 --> 00:19:38,880 that there wasn't like some type of technology, that there wasn't 337 00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:44,120 giants, that there wasn't other beings besides just humans doing 338 00:19:44,120 --> 00:19:46,400 this. Like y'all, y'all are tripping 339 00:19:46,400 --> 00:19:48,200 if you want me to actually believe that. 340 00:19:48,200 --> 00:19:52,320 So I truly think history is like a lot like I think mostly 341 00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:55,800 history is to control people. And like majority of what we 342 00:19:55,800 --> 00:19:58,840 know about what's happening in the past is like not real. 343 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:01,200 So I think that we're not even in the 2000s. 344 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:05,080 I think we're still before we're going. 345 00:20:05,080 --> 00:20:08,280 Based off the Gregorian calendar, and that's not even 346 00:20:08,280 --> 00:20:15,360 accurate from what I you know. What I think, you know why I 347 00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:18,800 think they did that is because there's portal days and there's 348 00:20:18,800 --> 00:20:23,360 very spiritual like aligned things that happen either 349 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:28,000 astrologically or geographically or whatever it is. 350 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:31,400 And I think that they mess up the calendar and instead of like 351 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:35,960 letting it be the 13 months and doing the way it should be, they 352 00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:38,880 have like got us off beat, you know what I mean? 353 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:42,320 Like they've got us off beat with actually like our like 354 00:20:42,320 --> 00:20:45,440 circadian rhythm or like the internal rhythm of the Earth, 355 00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:49,440 like because you know that there was such a connection to the 356 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:51,760 Earth. I truly believe that's how 357 00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:54,200 they're keeping everyone enslaved is like we're moving 358 00:20:54,200 --> 00:20:57,080 our connection to it and constantly like building, 359 00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:01,160 concreting and all these things like that is like to keep us 360 00:21:01,160 --> 00:21:05,320 stuck. Yes, well, my grandmother, like 361 00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:09,280 I said, she was very spiritual. She actually before she passed, 362 00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:15,400 she gifted me my own like actual gold little chakra bracelet and 363 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:18,320 my first piece of amethyst, which I'm obsessed with 364 00:21:18,320 --> 00:21:20,200 amethyst. I have it around my neck right 365 00:21:20,280 --> 00:21:22,640 now with some black Obsidian for protection. 366 00:21:22,920 --> 00:21:26,920 This is like, I like to call this my dragon too because I 367 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:28,600 love Dragons. I have an obsession with 368 00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:31,840 Dragons, like I have like a dragon spirit. 369 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:34,600 I was literally thinking about Dragons the whole time. 370 00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:37,280 I was talking about history. I wanted to talk about Dragons. 371 00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:39,560 Like, I don't know, I kept thinking about Dragons too. 372 00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:42,480 I am very deeply connected to Dragons. 373 00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:43,960 Me too. Me too. 374 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:47,080 I love Dragons. I love snakes too. 375 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:49,520 I'm obsessed with snakes. I think that they're very 376 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:51,280 healing. And I know a lot of people are 377 00:21:51,280 --> 00:21:54,680 scared of them, but I've done so many photo shoots with them and 378 00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:58,000 I've never been bitten. And the guy who actually let me 379 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:01,960 shoot with the snakes was like this Reiki healer, and he was 380 00:22:01,960 --> 00:22:04,920 like a, you know, guru. He's very spiritual. 381 00:22:04,920 --> 00:22:06,760 And he said his snakes were healing. 382 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:09,120 Is his name 1? Yes. 383 00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:11,560 I know him. Yes, he's amazing. 384 00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:16,120 He is a sweetheart. And I did a snake shoot and it 385 00:22:16,120 --> 00:22:19,080 was so funny. I had I think like 9 snakes on 386 00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:24,080 me and they all looked at the camera, every single one of 387 00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:25,160 them. For the shot. 388 00:22:25,320 --> 00:22:27,640 I was like, you know, naked on the floor. 389 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:31,000 I was, you know, recreating. It was like an implied image, 390 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:34,840 but I was recreating, I can't remember who did like an image 391 00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:37,200 that was similar. And I was trying to do like, you 392 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:41,040 know, recreation of that. And every snake looks at the 393 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:43,360 camera. I was like, this is crazy. 394 00:22:43,360 --> 00:22:45,520 I was like, I'm so like spiritually in tune with these 395 00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:47,520 snakes right now. I feel like Medusa. 396 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:52,280 I love snakes and honestly, one of my best friends has multiple 397 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:55,120 snakes that I know Corey told you we're about to do a photo 398 00:22:55,120 --> 00:22:57,760 shoot with, and it's actually this week. 399 00:22:57,760 --> 00:23:01,360 So I love that. I'm so excited because it's 400 00:23:01,360 --> 00:23:04,120 definitely a vibe. They're so fun. 401 00:23:04,120 --> 00:23:07,760 I'm not going to lie, I did do a shoot with them at my house and 402 00:23:07,760 --> 00:23:11,200 one of them pooped on me and and it's all like a behind the 403 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:13,520 scenes video. I'm like sitting there with the 404 00:23:13,520 --> 00:23:16,160 hell and it's like, and I'm like, oh, it just pooped on me. 405 00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:19,880 You know it. My friends said they don't poop 406 00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:22,360 that often. Like they they build that up. 407 00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:25,760 Oh my gosh. So why would it do that to me? 408 00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:28,840 How dare it was probably. It probably got nervous too. 409 00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:35,600 Yeah, it was my favorite cute little white snake too. 410 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:41,920 And I was like, Dang Dang bro. I would love to have a snake but 411 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:44,160 I just know I could not feed them. 412 00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:47,280 I would love to have one too, but that's the only reason I 413 00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:50,720 don't have one. I I love animals too much and I 414 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:53,120 just can't do it. I know it's like the whole of 415 00:23:53,120 --> 00:23:57,400 life and like I like really resonate with like big vultures. 416 00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:00,440 I see them all the time. Like I just always see like 417 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:02,640 Turkey vultures or just vultures all the time. 418 00:24:03,240 --> 00:24:04,440 I don't know why I resonate with them. 419 00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:08,120 I just resonate with like the cycle of life, like the like 420 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:12,880 decaying type energy of like all things will decay one day, like 421 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:17,120 everything will be decaying like and I love like when buildings 422 00:24:17,120 --> 00:24:20,440 are like getting overtaken by nature that this really like 423 00:24:20,840 --> 00:24:24,840 that like that's might. Be so happy like when the vines 424 00:24:24,920 --> 00:24:27,240 are like growing up around the buildings. 425 00:24:27,360 --> 00:24:29,120 I'm like like whenever the nature take. 426 00:24:29,120 --> 00:24:31,280 Over. Yeah, like when nature's like 427 00:24:31,280 --> 00:24:34,680 caving in the roof, I'm just like filling these hobs. 428 00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:37,240 Like I just love watching other earth like reclaim. 429 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:39,680 But like, you know, I don't know. 430 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:42,760 I think that there's so many beautiful life cycles, but like 431 00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:47,440 the the snake being at like the root and we're having the year 432 00:24:47,440 --> 00:24:49,800 of the snake. It just there's a lot like 433 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:52,520 there's a lot being shifted in people's like home and 434 00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:57,760 foundation and like me as well, like having to like recalibrate 435 00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:00,520 and let things go. You know, it's just like, it is 436 00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:03,080 like a cycle of rebirth. And you know, on the Wheel of 437 00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:08,400 Fortune card, there's like the snake, I'm sorry, the world 438 00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:11,840 card, there's the snake on the world and he's like, got it, you 439 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:13,400 know, eating his head or whatever. 440 00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:15,960 It's just it's all symbolic with where we're at right now 441 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:18,640 collectively. Yeah, we're, it's like we're 442 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:22,400 shedding, you know, an old skin so we can be reborn again. 443 00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:25,800 Something. No, I just feel like this year I 444 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:31,560 felt like a lot of fresh energy, a lot more positivity and I've 445 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:36,360 embraced my spirituality again and become like more in tune 446 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:38,800 with it. And I, I used to kind of be 447 00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:42,720 scared of it at first because of all the hatred I received on the 448 00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:45,640 Internet. But now I'm just like whatever. 449 00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:49,080 I just like delete the comments that go on about my day. 450 00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:51,800 You know, I think a lot of people would hate on you really, 451 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:55,320 just because you're pretty. And I remember seeing your look. 452 00:25:55,360 --> 00:25:58,840 I remember seeing some of your shoots in the past and you were 453 00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:02,200 like, at that time, I wasn't really tattooed yet. 454 00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,720 And I remember seeing like you were really tied, like you had 455 00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:08,160 your thighs and different stuff. And you just like look so like 456 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:11,320 just powerful. And then you would like be kind 457 00:26:11,320 --> 00:26:14,400 of like oiled up and be wearing like these body suits and these 458 00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:15,840 trench coats and all these things. 459 00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:17,320 And I'll be like, this is just fire. 460 00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:19,240 What's she doing like popping off? 461 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,840 Because I remember like, different people would shoot 462 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:23,840 with you and I would see your stuff and it would just always 463 00:26:23,840 --> 00:26:25,960 look so well put together. So. 464 00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:29,840 You're like I've been following you for a long time, but like I 465 00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:33,520 know we used to be friends on like other platforms, but TikTok 466 00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,400 I literally have been just ghost on that platform for like 3 467 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:38,520 years. I got all of those 40 something 468 00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:40,880 1000 followers and millions of likes. 469 00:26:40,880 --> 00:26:43,760 I got all of that in like the first two years of TikTok, you 470 00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:46,200 know what I mean? Like I pretty much took my foot 471 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:50,320 off the gas because and I got bored with it and then those 472 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:54,240 messages like weren't resonating and then like my niche was those 473 00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:56,480 messages. So it was like I didn't know 474 00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:59,080 what to post and you know, it was just all that. 475 00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:01,200 Now I just post if I feel like posting. 476 00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:05,200 I never do messages. I mean, I might sometimes and 477 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:08,880 I've thought about it, but like I used to literally not even 478 00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:11,040 like just do messages where I wasn't even in the car. 479 00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:14,120 Like it was just the cards like they used to be going like 480 00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:17,520 viral. Like I said, mainly just yeah of 481 00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:20,040 like no one being on there. I used. 482 00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:25,400 To just do it like on top of like the like I had like a it 483 00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:29,280 was like a shadow deck and they had it came in like a coffin 484 00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:31,160 box. And that's how I did the message 485 00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:34,200 was on top of that. But now I like show myself like 486 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,960 pulling the cards too, because I want people to know it's 487 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:41,440 authentic And I'm not just like, you know, using the Astro app or 488 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:43,600 something else. And that's fake and it's 489 00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:46,840 actually coming from my intuition and that's legit, that 490 00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:51,040 I'm a legit reader and I'm not fake and just doing this for 491 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,240 clout and views. Yeah. 492 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:56,360 And that's like, you know, a lot of people don't know how to 493 00:27:56,360 --> 00:28:01,720 distinguish intuition from like, anxiety or ego, like, And I 494 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,880 think that's something that like when you learn how to like, 495 00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:10,040 really be in your power and to like release all of those fears 496 00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:13,680 or like fear of being judged or fear, I think really also like 497 00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:17,000 the fear of being wrong because so many people are like, afraid 498 00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:19,320 to be wrong. So they just don't use their 499 00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:23,960 intuition or like they don't, you know, try to read or try to 500 00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:25,840 help others or even help themselves. 501 00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:29,320 I think honestly the most important journey with Tarot or 502 00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:33,240 Oracle or divination or any of that is truly for yourself. 503 00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:35,720 Like before you can help anyone, you got to help yourself. 504 00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:39,920 Exactly, yes. I always pull my own cards every 505 00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:42,480 single day to try to see like how the day's going. 506 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:46,360 And then like, sometimes before work, I'll get up and like, pull 507 00:28:46,360 --> 00:28:49,760 a reading for people about how, you know, what they can expect 508 00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,960 this week and you know, how they can, you know, reach their 509 00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:54,560 highest potential and this and that. 510 00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:59,840 I try to keep it positive, but people love like that Oracle 511 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:01,360 deck. Like I was saying that what's 512 00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:03,320 the tea, the gossip? People eat that. 513 00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:07,280 It is really fun though. That deck is really fun. 514 00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:10,600 If you don't have it, I recommend getting it because it 515 00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:14,120 says some really funny things. Like if one of the cards says 516 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:17,600 caught a case and I'm always like, I'm afraid to say what it 517 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:19,520 means because it says it on the card. 518 00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,960 So I'm like, I show it and I'm like, not like a court case, 519 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:26,240 another case, you know? You know. 520 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:29,640 That case. I have a deck like that and it's 521 00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:34,200 called something TI swear it's not the same one but it 522 00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:39,280 literally has like a police card and like all these crazy cards 523 00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:42,120 in there and like honestly I haven't used that deck in 524 00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:46,000 forever. Well, I stopped using it for a 525 00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,960 while because every time I wish I would shuffle and shuffle and 526 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:52,480 shuffle and every time child services would pop out and I'm 527 00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:56,840 like, I was like, Oh my gosh. And I just want to scare my 528 00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:59,480 collective. But maybe someone really needed 529 00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:02,960 to know that, Like someone was calling child services on them, 530 00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:05,880 but you know, maybe they were doing something wrong that you 531 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:08,040 know. People be lying and you know 532 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:11,400 what's crazy is like if the shoe fits, bitch, lace it up and wear 533 00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:13,080 it. Yeah, exactly. 534 00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:16,000 Look Michaela, you're just the messenger. 535 00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:19,280 Like you know that's The thing is like I have a deck and it 536 00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:22,880 literally has the STD card and when I would that shit would 537 00:30:22,880 --> 00:30:27,080 come out and I would be like y'all better wrap it before you 538 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:32,000 tap it because I don't know what you're doing Like it's icky out 539 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:34,680 here. I get love triangle a lot too 540 00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:39,320 and I'm like oh why why did this come out? 541 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,960 I was like someone in my collective has definitely 542 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:45,880 experienced it. They're a third party or someone 543 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:48,680 else has a third party and they don't know about it. 544 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:52,560 Oh my God that is so shitty. No, that used to be some of the 545 00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:55,200 messages I would make. I would do like third party 546 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:59,840 confessions, like Oh my God, I would do some. 547 00:30:59,960 --> 00:31:02,680 I mean, I would do higher self messages of course, and I would 548 00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:05,280 do all types. But I remember doing 5D 549 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:09,040 confessions, third party confessions, twin flame 550 00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:13,200 confessions, like the our confession was that was sealed, 551 00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:16,560 that was not going anywhere. I used to do a lot of twin 552 00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:19,440 flames and like divine counterpart readings. 553 00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:21,920 Yep, divine counterpart too. Yep. 554 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:27,680 You know, And honestly, the fucked up thing about it is I 555 00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:31,840 never faked a reading, but when I was doing those readings, I 556 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:37,880 totally was like on this, what I what I perceived to be a twin 557 00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:40,920 flame journey. And so I felt very like a 558 00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:44,280 resonant about that. And honestly, I will never deny 559 00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:48,080 or or like confirm what that journey was because there's so 560 00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:50,800 many things that like my listeners and other people don't 561 00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:54,240 know about it. But like, it was such an 562 00:31:54,240 --> 00:31:59,320 intense, like, connection that it brought those messages out 563 00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:02,440 like even before they were popular, before they were really 564 00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:04,920 everywhere. Like I made two of my own kind 565 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:07,840 of like twin flame soulmate decks because there wasn't any 566 00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:11,560 decks out there that like was doing that, you know what I 567 00:32:11,560 --> 00:32:14,120 mean? So like, yeah, like way before 568 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:18,840 the spiritual boom of like 2021, I feel like 2021 is when it was 569 00:32:18,840 --> 00:32:21,280 just like boom. Everyone was on the way. 570 00:32:21,280 --> 00:32:24,280 Then now like you said, there's a lot of scammers out there, a 571 00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:28,040 lot of fake ass readers and people who are just using apps 572 00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:31,040 or AI or whatever. But no like when I was doing 573 00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:34,480 those twin flame things like I literally will never say I faked 574 00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:38,560 a reading at all for views. But I could not believe the ones 575 00:32:38,560 --> 00:32:41,880 that would resonate and like get a lot of likes and stuff and the 576 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:44,800 ones that like didn't you know what I mean? 577 00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:48,880 It would always be the one like he's coming back, but he wasn't 578 00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:50,920 there kind of thing like well, why? 579 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,680 Like why are you all? And then they would sit claiming 580 00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:58,200 him back, manifesting him back. I don't like the reduce over 581 00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:03,360 like comment claim to receive. I'm like, you're just doing that 582 00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:05,720 to boost yourself in the algorithm. 583 00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:10,000 I do think that like interacting with the video would make sense 584 00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:11,720 if you do want to receive that message. 585 00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:14,400 So like, why would you get or comment on it, you know? 586 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:20,800 But also, like, I think that a lot of people, I think a lot of 587 00:33:20,800 --> 00:33:23,200 people just get on my nerves on TikTok now. 588 00:33:23,200 --> 00:33:25,760 Like they're like, there's not a lot of creators on there. 589 00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:28,040 I feel like that are creating for fun anymore. 590 00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:31,040 Like there's so much pressure to create and there's so much 591 00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:33,440 pressure to, like, generate that. 592 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,840 Like it's not as fun. And you can tell that's what, 593 00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:40,520 yeah, that's what burned me out. There's this one creator who's 594 00:33:40,520 --> 00:33:44,200 always talking about you're going viral or and then there's 595 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:47,760 another creator on there that's always their readings are always 596 00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:50,480 about someone stole your inheritance. 597 00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:55,200 And I'm like, why is everyone of your readings about someone 598 00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:57,720 stealing your inheritance? There's no way. 599 00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:01,200 But it gets a lot of views. People like, you know, they feed 600 00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:03,280 into that and they love like, the drama. 601 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,960 I've ever seen one of those in my life I love. 602 00:34:07,200 --> 00:34:11,239 I'll have to send it to you, which is so sweet. 603 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:14,239 I think she's so adorable and she means well. 604 00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:17,440 But like, every reading is like someone's stealing your 605 00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:19,560 inheritance. You're so an inheritance. 606 00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:22,840 You're about to receive your inheritance that was stolen from 607 00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:25,360 you. And I'm like and I don't have an 608 00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:31,440 inheritance. I feel like TikTok like like 609 00:34:31,440 --> 00:34:35,120 there's creators that just literally make videos about 610 00:34:35,120 --> 00:34:39,199 every celebrity or every person they can just talking shit like 611 00:34:39,199 --> 00:34:42,080 rage bait. Like there's creators that like 612 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,800 you go to their page and they made like 20 videos in one day 613 00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:48,400 and you can tell. It's just like, I don't know, 614 00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:54,239 the UN excited, like the exciting energy that was on 615 00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:56,960 TikTok years ago. It has like left the building 616 00:34:56,960 --> 00:35:01,760 like Elvis left building, and when I get on there, it's 617 00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:05,000 literally out of my 40s something 1000 followers. 618 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:07,320 It's literally just the people I know interacting. 619 00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:10,240 It's literally just the people like that I'm friends with that 620 00:35:10,240 --> 00:35:12,560 I interact with their videos interacting like I don't know 621 00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:15,280 where the followers I have are because they sure. 622 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,240 Me either, they're not interacting at all, which I've 623 00:35:18,240 --> 00:35:21,600 gained like 4000 new followers this year alone. 624 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,080 So I'm like, where are you guys at? 625 00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:28,720 It's always people who don't follow me who want my videos. 626 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,240 Yeah. And you know, I do think that 627 00:35:31,240 --> 00:35:35,440 people just have a habit of like, you know, not scrolling 628 00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:38,960 the following. Yeah, I'm guilty of doing that. 629 00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:42,920 I like the for you page because I'm like well it's for me so it 630 00:35:42,920 --> 00:35:47,360 must be true. But see, like I won't give 631 00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:50,440 TikTok my credit card. So like they won't leave me 632 00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:53,320 alone for the TikTok shop because I won't give them my 633 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:55,240 card. It's just like, I don't know, I 634 00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:58,760 it's not that I wouldn't, it's just that I don't need to be 635 00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:03,000 shopping on on TikTok and they really do know exactly how to 636 00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:07,680 get you all to buy the ship by saying like normally 90 now 14 637 00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:10,560 when it was never 90 like bitch, it was never 90. 638 00:36:10,560 --> 00:36:14,400 It was maybe 30 and now it's 14. But like they just yeah, like 639 00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:15,800 reverse. I've. 640 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:19,840 Noticed that because that there is there's like this little mini 641 00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:23,360 deck on there that I've had in my car forever and it keeps 642 00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:27,960 going from like $25 and now it was like 888 and now it's back 643 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:30,680 to $25 and I'm like, this is just big. 644 00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:33,520 It's it's like a key chain. I'll have that. 645 00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:35,040 I had it on my keys, but it's on. 646 00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:38,440 It's hanging on a key chain. But yeah, I know TikTok just is 647 00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:41,480 like a little too. I'm never going to forget your 648 00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:44,040 card number for me. And I'm just kind of like, I 649 00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:47,440 don't need to be on there. I've actually been on a window 650 00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:50,800 shopping only like I'll go to a website and I'll just run the 651 00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:53,640 cart all the way up and then I just exit the site. 652 00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:58,680 That's where I've been lately, just because like, I don't need 653 00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:00,200 anything. I'm good. 654 00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:02,600 I only order things for photo shoots. 655 00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:07,240 I, I, I kind of hoard things like wardrobe for shooting. 656 00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:09,720 I'm like, Oh yeah, I could probably shoot in this someday, 657 00:37:09,720 --> 00:37:13,240 so let me buy it real quick. I do that, actually, I'll do 658 00:37:13,240 --> 00:37:16,080 that too. I mean, I, I only shoot in 659 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:18,160 something that I've never worn, pretty much. 660 00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:21,920 Like I me too, yeah. Like and then I'll save outfits 661 00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:24,600 with tags on them for photo shoots and then once I've shot 662 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:25,720 them them I can wear them though. 663 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:28,240 Me too, I do the same exact thing. 664 00:37:28,240 --> 00:37:30,560 I'm like Nope, can't touch that until I shoot in it. 665 00:37:30,720 --> 00:37:34,560 Same, like, and that's how I like, that's how I also am able 666 00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:37,600 to detach from things because I'm like, oh, I've shot in that, 667 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:39,880 I've wore that. I don't want that anymore and I 668 00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:43,320 just get rid of it. But like, if I never shot in it, 669 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:45,560 I feel like I have to hold on to it until I've shot in it or 670 00:37:45,560 --> 00:37:48,200 something. Like, yeah, it like, it's so 671 00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:51,200 funny. But like, my one of my friends 672 00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:54,560 runs like, like a homeless shelter and like, this is so 673 00:37:54,560 --> 00:37:56,960 funny. But I'm so open on the podcast, 674 00:37:56,960 --> 00:38:00,720 I do not care. I saw this meme recently and it 675 00:38:00,720 --> 00:38:03,120 said, hey, guys, are we ever going to get rid of those 676 00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:05,880 Victoria's Secret underwear that we outgrew a long time ago? 677 00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:09,000 But they were on sale. But, you know, they also had A 678 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:10,720 tag on them and they're just sitting there. 679 00:38:10,720 --> 00:38:14,280 And it was just saying like all girls have a bunch of underwear 680 00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:17,760 they don't wear that are basically new, pretty much new 681 00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:20,320 or have A tag on them and they don't fit them but they're like 682 00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:23,120 holding on to it thinking that they're going to wear it one 683 00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:26,240 day. And so my friend made a post and 684 00:38:26,240 --> 00:38:28,920 she was like, homeless people don't care if it's new or not as 685 00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:31,200 long as it's clean. If y'all got socks or underwear 686 00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:34,760 that you're not wearing or need, like don't need, bag them up and 687 00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:37,520 I'll come get them. And so today it motivated me. 688 00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:42,160 I filled up a whole trash bag of underwear and socks. 689 00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:46,640 I'm guilty for the Victoria's Secret thing because I used to 690 00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:50,760 be an extra small or small and I'm a medium now and I would 691 00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:54,080 like hoard like especially during the semi and yourself, 692 00:38:54,240 --> 00:38:56,520 which I stayed off the side, which I'm proud because they're 693 00:38:56,520 --> 00:39:00,960 doing that right now. I have so many with tags on them 694 00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:05,560 and I can't wear them because I'm a medium so. 695 00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:09,120 See, I had stuff that like I would get for a shoe and wear it 696 00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:12,800 once and then it never fit again or stuff that would come like I 697 00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:17,120 literally had so much underwears of like they'd never been worn 698 00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:19,520 or they'd been in there for freaking seven years and I 699 00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:21,960 outgrew them. So they just been in there like 700 00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:25,480 I don't know. So today I loaded it up and I 701 00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:28,240 know that sounds crazy to be like cuz like what do you do 702 00:39:28,240 --> 00:39:30,200 with those things besides they end up in a landfill. 703 00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,080 But if she was like homeless people don't care. 704 00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:35,720 They need socks and underwear as long as they're clean, like 705 00:39:35,720 --> 00:39:37,560 whatever. And I was like, you know what? 706 00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:42,040 That's awesome of you. Motivation to clean out these 707 00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:46,040 old Victoria's secrets. A lot of them were literally 708 00:39:46,040 --> 00:39:49,840 smalls and extra smalls. Me I had I had starting at extra 709 00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:53,520 small from when I had an eating disorder all the way to like 710 00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:58,160 extra large scale. Like there was every layer. 711 00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:03,160 I love underwear in there. And literally I don't even wear 712 00:40:03,160 --> 00:40:05,160 underwear that much. Like if I can just not wear 713 00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:08,720 underwear, I don't, you know, like, yeah, there's a underwear 714 00:40:08,720 --> 00:40:10,920 for someone who might wear underwear three days a week. 715 00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:14,720 Like this is too much like. Yeah, I'm not gonna lie, after 716 00:40:14,720 --> 00:40:17,560 my photo shoot I was like, I just threw my shorts on last 717 00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:22,240 night and my T-shirt. It was a three hour drive 718 00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:26,360 almost. So I was like, Nah, I already, I 719 00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,640 have like that armor on and stuff too. 720 00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:31,240 And my shoulders are hurting today because it was like so 721 00:40:31,240 --> 00:40:35,120 heavy where the sword was like, you know, laying across me and 722 00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:38,440 the armor was super heavy. Some of my arms hurt and I was 723 00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:41,360 like, people don't realize like modeling actually, it really 724 00:40:41,360 --> 00:40:44,640 isn't easy. And it was like we shot for like 725 00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:47,440 4 or five hours too. But we had some really great 726 00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:50,240 images. That's a long time. 727 00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:53,360 I'm like a one hour, 2 hour and done. 728 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:56,920 I I shoot for a long time. I don't know. 729 00:40:58,160 --> 00:41:00,280 When I go to a shoot, it just happens. 730 00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:02,880 I don't know, They're like, you want to do this, do this. 731 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:04,160 And I'm like, yeah, actually I did. 732 00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:08,640 You know, let's keep going. Yeah, I haven't had a long shoot 733 00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:12,400 like that in a long time. Honestly, I just like doing like 734 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:14,840 nowadays, especially if it's going to be outside or 735 00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:17,680 something. I want to do 1 concept and then 736 00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:19,960 like like I'm not trying to change my car. 737 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,040 Like I don't know. I've, I think over the years 738 00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:25,440 I've just like, I used to just shoot and shoot and shoot and 739 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:30,600 then now like. Oh, I was used to changing in 740 00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:37,200 like an alley in Louisville. I would be like in an alleyway, 741 00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:41,840 like, you know, my wife would be like holding a jacket or 742 00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:44,080 something around me. And I would be like getting like 743 00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:46,960 naked, literally putting on different outfits. 744 00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:51,240 And that's the. Same my cover shirt for the 745 00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:55,000 industry magazine. I don't smoke cigarettes at all. 746 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:58,640 And we were trying to get like the perfect look for that. 747 00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:02,920 And I smoked 2 cigarettes for that shoot. 748 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,520 And I had to sit down and I, you know, I had a lingerie on and 749 00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:10,280 heels and that leather jacket. I just sit on the street for 750 00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:13,680 like 10 minutes because I had like a head rush and I got sick 751 00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:17,640 and dizzy from the nicotine. Girl, I would do the same. 752 00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:21,240 Cigarettes are strong. Yes, I didn't, I didn't mean to 753 00:42:21,240 --> 00:42:25,560 inhale, but I but I realized like I was like, Oh my gosh, 754 00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:27,080 I've been inhaling this whole time. 755 00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:30,640 And then I like got up to off and everyone. 756 00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:34,960 I remember when I posted it, it went viral and I, I was like 757 00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:38,080 leaning against a trash can and like people made fun of me. 758 00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:40,160 So I deleted it. Had like 1,000,000 views of 759 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:42,640 TikTok but they were like why are you leaving? 760 00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:46,720 Video. I know old Michaela used to get 761 00:42:46,720 --> 00:42:49,640 so embarrassed, but new Michaela does not give crap. 762 00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:52,600 Michaela does not need to delete videos. 763 00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:56,520 I deleted my Instagram account and I had 16,000 followers 764 00:42:56,720 --> 00:42:58,920 because I was embarrassed from my photo shoots. 765 00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:01,560 I don't think that they were good enough. 766 00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:06,480 Well, that's bullshit. That's imposter syndrome because 767 00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:09,960 you were slaying on thank. You. 768 00:43:11,040 --> 00:43:14,600 I was wondering when you follow me, if it was a scammer when you 769 00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,720 didn't have a lot of followers. I was like, I thought I already 770 00:43:17,720 --> 00:43:20,080 followed her. And then I followed you back and 771 00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:23,200 I saw that you wasn't a scammer, but I was wondering where you 772 00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:27,040 went, you know? I went on a high to say for a 773 00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:30,360 while. Yeah, I feel like I didn't see 774 00:43:30,360 --> 00:43:33,880 you for like years. I actually just did my first 775 00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:39,160 shoot like in May for the first time in like 3 years. 776 00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:41,840 Really. Yeah, I did. 777 00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:46,960 Look y'all, we got Michaela out of the shell and she's out here 778 00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:51,400 killing it on TikTok. And honestly I remember a lot of 779 00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,560 your modeling from the past and remember you always having like 780 00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:56,560 themes. I think you did like a vampire 781 00:43:56,560 --> 00:44:00,680 shoot one time. Yes, I did a vampire in the 782 00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:04,040 cemetery with like a hot rod. It was the cover for Gage 783 00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:07,240 Magazine. I love that because I'm obsessed 784 00:44:07,240 --> 00:44:09,600 with vampires. Like if I could be a vampire, I 785 00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:10,920 would like. That's my dream. 786 00:44:11,720 --> 00:44:17,680 It's her dream. OK, no, I I honestly remember 787 00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:20,000 that shoot because I remember thinking it was super good. 788 00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:22,480 It was like we well executed the whole thing. 789 00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:23,800 Yeah, for. Sure, yeah. 790 00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:26,480 You know, I think imposter syndrome's wild. 791 00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:28,120 Sometimes. I'll go through and I'll archive 792 00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:32,320 everything, but I feel like I'm just here to stay. 793 00:44:32,320 --> 00:44:35,000 Like I'm not going anywhere, like I'm not going to silence 794 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:37,000 myself. I think that like whenever 795 00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:41,520 powerful people want to stay in their shell, it's because the 796 00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:43,520 Matrix is trying to silence them. 797 00:44:44,880 --> 00:44:47,360 Yeah, I realize that too. I wish I would have just 798 00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:51,360 deactivated my account and not deleted it because I had so many 799 00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:54,480 followers and you know, I could have just grown on that. 800 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:58,800 But I only had like 20 something followers not too long ago and 801 00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:01,120 I'm up to 200 so I mean that's a plus. 802 00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:04,680 Yeah, and honestly, you're not posting like you were on your 803 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:07,240 last page. And I'm pretty sure like if you 804 00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:10,560 were and you like cranked it up, you know you'd be, you'd be able 805 00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:12,360 to build it back. Because I've heard of people 806 00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:17,040 being able to like delete their either TikTok or their Instagram 807 00:45:17,040 --> 00:45:22,280 and start over and actually hit 10K like over the span of like 6 808 00:45:22,280 --> 00:45:26,200 months over like being stuck at like 4 or 5000 on their other 809 00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:28,800 page. I know recently I blocked like 810 00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:33,920 over 100 people and then I had, you know, fallen outs with with 811 00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:36,120 others. So I've lost a couple 100 812 00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:39,800 followers, but I really don't care because Instagram also has 813 00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:42,640 this feature that shows you how many of your followers have 814 00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:45,440 deactivated their profile. And that's always in the 815 00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:47,440 hundreds. So that means that those people 816 00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:50,040 reactivated their profile. It would add their follower 817 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,640 back, but right now they've just deactivated. 818 00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:55,440 So like, I don't know, I always try to see the perception of 819 00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:58,080 like, you know, they've convinced us that like 20 820 00:45:58,080 --> 00:46:01,240 followers or like 200 followers is not a lot. 821 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:05,760 But if you've got to house, feed, clothe or shelter fucking 822 00:46:05,760 --> 00:46:09,720 200 people or even 20 people, it's a lot of time and money and 823 00:46:09,720 --> 00:46:11,720 space, you know, like that. Is very. 824 00:46:11,720 --> 00:46:14,760 True, I like looking at 5 likes as if five people were in my 825 00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:17,680 house right now I'd be like y'all need to leave like no one 826 00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:19,960 invited you. You know what I mean. 827 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:22,320 A lot of people all of a sudden seems like a lot. 828 00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:26,720 Yes, definitely. But our brain especially like as 829 00:46:26,720 --> 00:46:29,320 women and we're always being judged and all these things, 830 00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:33,400 like our brain is constantly thinking like, oh, I'm not good 831 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:35,520 enough. Oh, wait, I'm not good enough. 832 00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:38,280 You know, like they have programmed women. 833 00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:41,560 And that's what this podcast has really been built on, is like 834 00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:44,720 breaking free of those fucking programs and breaking free of 835 00:46:44,720 --> 00:46:48,200 those limitations because everyone can do what they want 836 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:52,360 and everyone can step into their power and be whoever they want 837 00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:54,000 to be. Exactly. 838 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:55,680 Yes. I finally realized that. 839 00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:58,120 And that's why I was like, I'm going to shoot again. 840 00:46:58,720 --> 00:47:03,000 So I reached out to like the photographer I shot with 841 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:04,760 yesterday. He was like, when I moved to 842 00:47:04,800 --> 00:47:07,360 Kentucky, I always wanted to shoot with you. 843 00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:10,480 And I was like, dude, I've always wanted to shoot with you. 844 00:47:10,600 --> 00:47:13,360 And neither one of us, you know, just have the courage to reach 845 00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:16,440 out to each other. And I finally did it. 846 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:21,720 Whenever I was shooting with Colin, we were talking about 847 00:47:21,720 --> 00:47:24,640 like, you know, photographers that were good to collab with. 848 00:47:24,640 --> 00:47:29,800 And I noticed that some people that he shot with shot with him, 849 00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:31,440 too. And I was like, I think I want 850 00:47:31,440 --> 00:47:33,520 to reach out to him because I really love his work. 851 00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:36,840 And I did. And he was like, yes, I want to 852 00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:39,160 shoot with you. Well, you know, you really do 853 00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:40,800 miss all the shots you don't take. 854 00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:43,480 Like if you don't take risk and put yourself out there, you will 855 00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:47,720 literally not get anywhere because that's exactly How I Met 856 00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:50,640 freaking Bunny. Like I slid into her DM and 857 00:47:50,640 --> 00:47:52,840 like, you know, just a lot of different people. 858 00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:55,600 Like we've had a lot of cool people on the podcast over the 859 00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:57,280 years. And like that literally is just 860 00:47:57,280 --> 00:48:00,400 us like sliding in the DM like what's up? 861 00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:03,840 Hey, I think you're amazing. Like when you come onto the 862 00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:07,360 podcast, you know, so like it's so much about just like shooting 863 00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:11,800 your shot and feeling like confident enough to do that. 864 00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:14,680 I've seen more DMS a couple of times. 865 00:48:14,680 --> 00:48:19,720 I actually went to one of Jelly Rolls concerts, I think it was 866 00:48:19,720 --> 00:48:21,800 at the Mercury Ballroom in Louisville. 867 00:48:22,080 --> 00:48:26,520 And I walked in and you know, we were VIP and I did the meet and 868 00:48:26,520 --> 00:48:28,400 greet. So we got to meet him and we 869 00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:31,080 were walking in and I was going up to the row because I like to 870 00:48:31,080 --> 00:48:34,160 be at the row like right, right front and center. 871 00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:37,200 And his security came and grabbed me and my wife and I was 872 00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:39,400 like, oh Lord, what did we do? I haven't done anything. 873 00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:44,320 I didn't sneak anything in and they smacked like Avip pass and 874 00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:48,040 a backstage like thing on our lanyards. 875 00:48:48,040 --> 00:48:50,320 And so we were backstage the whole time. 876 00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:53,880 And then when the show was over, I actually got to see Jelly 877 00:48:53,880 --> 00:48:59,320 again and I hung out with him. Like, I guess I'm like the I 878 00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:02,320 base, I don't know, basement of the venue, there is like a 879 00:49:02,360 --> 00:49:05,400 jukebox and stuff. Everyone was talking, but I was 880 00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:09,760 like too shy to really speak up. And then I got to tour his tour 881 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:13,440 bus and they invited us to the after party, but my dog was 882 00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:16,560 getting spayed the next morning at like 6:00 AM. 883 00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:18,960 So I was like, yeah, we got to go, unfortunately. 884 00:49:19,280 --> 00:49:21,680 But I wish I would have went. That's crazy. 885 00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:24,640 It's crazy. His like the main security guy 886 00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:27,280 was his name was Jerry, which is my dad's. 887 00:49:27,280 --> 00:49:34,680 I love Jerry. Jerry he 615 y'all on Insta. 888 00:49:35,720 --> 00:49:39,560 He's amazing. He was so kind to us which I'm 889 00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:44,840 so glad that he like because the crowd was I felt like it was 890 00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:48,920 like anti lesbians behind us. So I I don't know if he like 891 00:49:48,920 --> 00:49:52,960 noticed the vibe but I felt so much safer whenever he did that. 892 00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:55,120 So I really appreciate him for doing that. 893 00:49:55,520 --> 00:50:00,360 And I have a video with him. We took a video like on the bus 894 00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:04,400 and it was so funny. I sent it to actually Dusty on 895 00:50:04,480 --> 00:50:06,800 Snapchat because he's like, you know, Dusty. 896 00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:09,040 And I was like, yeah, I kind of, you know, model and do some 897 00:50:09,040 --> 00:50:11,560 stuff. And he's like, oh, wow, I didn't 898 00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:13,800 know that. I was like, where's Bunny? 899 00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:17,600 He was like, she didn't come. I was like, man, I want to be 900 00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:19,240 Bunny. Like she's goals. 901 00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:22,560 That's so crazy. That had to have been a while 902 00:50:22,560 --> 00:50:24,640 back if he was at Mercury Ballroom though it. 903 00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:27,720 Was a long time ago before he blew up. 904 00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:28,640 Yeah. Yeah. 905 00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:33,560 I remember I paid 250 for like, the tickets and the main grades. 906 00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:37,800 Yeah, Yeah. And now it's like 350 for like 907 00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:42,600 150, which he deserves it. He really does keep his tickets 908 00:50:42,600 --> 00:50:45,080 reasonable though. Like he really does like. 909 00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:47,880 It's more of like the resellers who are doing it. 910 00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:49,760 Yeah, it's not him. Yeah, I know. 911 00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:52,680 Because he had tickets for like $60.00 like. 912 00:50:52,680 --> 00:50:56,640 He I was going to go back and then because I knew he was that 913 00:50:56,640 --> 00:50:59,600 rough and then I looked and it was all resells and they were 914 00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:02,560 like 350 plus. And I'm like the type who wants 915 00:51:02,560 --> 00:51:07,280 to be on the floor. Yeah. 916 00:51:07,360 --> 00:51:10,440 Like I don't go to an event unless I'm VIP. 917 00:51:11,560 --> 00:51:13,320 You know, that's my kind of style. 918 00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:17,600 You know, a few years ago I was manifesting on my vision board 919 00:51:17,600 --> 00:51:22,680 like free concerts or VIP, and that year I literally did so 920 00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:26,160 much VIP activity. Everywhere I went, I was on VIP 921 00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:27,400 list. It was great. 922 00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:30,720 That's amazing. Honestly, I feel like showing up 923 00:51:30,720 --> 00:51:33,320 in that energy, like you said, like you want it, like you're 924 00:51:33,320 --> 00:51:36,920 showing up in that energy. It really works because last 925 00:51:36,920 --> 00:51:41,000 week I went to see Jet the band and they sing that song Are You 926 00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:44,640 going to Be My Girl? Which was like they're like, but 927 00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:46,920 you would know it's like from the early 2000s. 928 00:51:46,920 --> 00:51:51,360 But basically we went to see the band and my cousin is one of 929 00:51:51,360 --> 00:51:55,360 those people that like he has to be, if it, if it's a GA event, 930 00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:58,920 he has to be on the rail. If it's at a festival, he wants 931 00:51:58,920 --> 00:52:02,680 to be on the rail. Like he's not playing and he 932 00:52:02,680 --> 00:52:04,760 wants a set list, a fucking guitar pick. 933 00:52:04,760 --> 00:52:06,720 He wants autographs. Like he wants it all. 934 00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:10,040 So we're there and it was at Mercury Ballroom, which I love 935 00:52:10,040 --> 00:52:11,680 that you said that because that's where it was. 936 00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,840 And then we were having a great time. 937 00:52:14,880 --> 00:52:18,280 And then afterwards he knows someone who works at the venue. 938 00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:23,240 So he got a set list and got a pic, but then got me a set list 939 00:52:23,240 --> 00:52:25,880 too, which is fire. So that's awesome. 940 00:52:26,240 --> 00:52:29,880 So the drummer actually gifted my wife his sticks after the 941 00:52:29,920 --> 00:52:34,240 show and she actually drummed like all throughout high school 942 00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:36,280 and stuff. So that meant the world to her. 943 00:52:36,280 --> 00:52:39,640 It was actually her birthday gift going to see him because 944 00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:42,560 she loves Jelly Roll. Like that's like one of her 945 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:44,720 idols. She's obsessed with him and his 946 00:52:44,720 --> 00:52:46,800 music. She said that it like helped her 947 00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:49,280 get through a lot. So I surprised her with all 948 00:52:49,280 --> 00:52:50,480 that. And I was like, you all couldn't 949 00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:52,120 have made this a better experience. 950 00:52:52,120 --> 00:52:54,120 Like you. You make me look like a great 951 00:52:54,120 --> 00:52:57,880 gift giver right now. That's amazing. 952 00:52:57,880 --> 00:52:59,680 Yeah. You like manifested that. 953 00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:02,160 Yeah. Kind of like the experience I 954 00:53:02,240 --> 00:53:05,080 had the other day. It was just like super 955 00:53:05,240 --> 00:53:07,240 manifesting, like I got to meet the whole band. 956 00:53:07,240 --> 00:53:10,240 They autographed everything. Like it was just such a good 957 00:53:10,240 --> 00:53:12,560 time. Like everyone was just so nice. 958 00:53:12,560 --> 00:53:15,600 And like, honestly, that's the same thing you're talking about 959 00:53:15,600 --> 00:53:19,000 when you show up though, and you're just in good energy. 960 00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:21,760 People want you around. It's like that like attracts 961 00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:25,480 like that law of attraction. Like when you're just in a good 962 00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:28,200 vibe, people are like, come over here. 963 00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:31,240 We have, we have vibes too, you know? 964 00:53:32,120 --> 00:53:35,160 Yeah, I've noticed that. I'm so excited because on July 965 00:53:35,160 --> 00:53:41,120 22nd, my wife surprised me with a she actually got the last 966 00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:45,200 ticket because they only do 10 for the experience. 967 00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:49,000 I don't know if you've ever heard of In This Moment, Maria 968 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,040 Brink. Yes. 969 00:53:50,040 --> 00:53:54,600 So I get to walk her on stage. So I get to meet the band 970 00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:58,800 backstage and get a photo and autograph, and then I guess I 971 00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:00,720 get to walk her on stage or something. 972 00:54:00,720 --> 00:54:03,640 So I've already ordered my outfit and I've got it already, 973 00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:07,000 you know, tags are still on it because it's saved for a special 974 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:10,240 event, of course. I'm so excited. 975 00:54:10,720 --> 00:54:14,720 She put on a show at Louder Than Life a few years ago and she 976 00:54:14,720 --> 00:54:18,240 fucking rocked it and it was hot that day. 977 00:54:18,240 --> 00:54:21,600 And her outfits were so intricate and like wild. 978 00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:24,480 And she had like this white outfit on that like turned into 979 00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:27,040 this red outfit that turned into looking like blood. 980 00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:29,800 It was nuts so as well. She is gorgeous. 981 00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:34,120 I saw her last year too. And I was on the rail because I 982 00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:37,600 always do VIP so I can get in early just so I can be in the 983 00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:41,800 middle and on the rail. And I like, I was almost in 984 00:54:41,800 --> 00:54:44,920 tears because I listen to her music like the whole time after 985 00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:47,280 my dad passed away. And it really helped me like 986 00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:51,480 grieve and get through healing. Like I love like metal and just 987 00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:55,120 anything hardcore like that. And she's like very witchy. 988 00:54:55,120 --> 00:54:59,760 So I feel like when I see her, I'm going to be like mother, so 989 00:54:59,760 --> 00:55:02,560 I'm going to pass out. Do you go to festivals? 990 00:55:03,480 --> 00:55:07,000 I want to go to Louder than Life because I'm obsessed with sleep 991 00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:11,320 token and Bad omens but I've never really been to a festival 992 00:55:11,600 --> 00:55:14,560 so I'm kind of scared. You should come because I'm 993 00:55:14,560 --> 00:55:16,680 going and it's going to be so much fun. 994 00:55:16,680 --> 00:55:22,200 And honestly this episode will be out like around that time. 995 00:55:22,200 --> 00:55:24,120 So yeah, it's just going to be such a good time. 996 00:55:24,120 --> 00:55:28,640 Like I'm really loving Louder Than Life mainly because they 997 00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:33,880 have so many bands freaking jam packed all day that like it's 998 00:55:33,880 --> 00:55:37,560 just so worth it. I want to be on the road for 999 00:55:37,560 --> 00:55:40,400 sleep token, but I know it's going to be like everyone's 1000 00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:43,040 going to be fighting. For that, yes, scary place. 1001 00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:45,280 I would never do that. That would be so scary. 1002 00:55:45,720 --> 00:55:49,320 No, I I do not care. I'm gonna wear my my stomping 1003 00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:54,160 boots, OK? But like the crowd surfers and 1004 00:55:54,160 --> 00:55:55,960 all that, just it's too much for me. 1005 00:55:56,320 --> 00:55:59,600 Like I'll get in there and I'll and I'll even get near the pit. 1006 00:55:59,600 --> 00:56:02,400 Like I'm not afraid of the pit. I'm more afraid being kicked in 1007 00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:06,560 the head. Oh, my worst concert experience 1008 00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:10,160 was Travis Scott Astro World in Nashville. 1009 00:56:10,960 --> 00:56:13,680 I did not know that he like does like a mosh pit. 1010 00:56:13,720 --> 00:56:17,520 And I was right in the center and I'm like super small and 1011 00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:21,720 like this huge large guy like picked me up and his girlfriend 1012 00:56:21,720 --> 00:56:23,560 up because my wife was like, please help me. 1013 00:56:23,560 --> 00:56:25,800 Like I couldn't get out because everyone was like, you know, 1014 00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:30,560 hitting each other and like my nose was bleeding and my like my 1015 00:56:30,560 --> 00:56:33,360 mouth was bleeding. My nails were all broken off and 1016 00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:35,720 I just got them done. And so I had to go to the 1017 00:56:35,720 --> 00:56:39,280 bathroom and, like, clean up my face because the, like, the mosh 1018 00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:42,080 pit was so bad. Like, yeah, I never want to 1019 00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:44,880 experience that again. But I've noticed like every 1020 00:56:44,880 --> 00:56:48,280 metal concert I've ever went to, people are like, really sweet. 1021 00:56:48,640 --> 00:56:50,840 Yeah. Even when they're moshing. 1022 00:56:51,800 --> 00:56:55,760 I feel like Louder Than Life is so different than other 1023 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:57,560 festivals. And I don't know if it's because 1024 00:56:57,560 --> 00:57:01,080 I'm like biased, but I do feel like it really is like a family 1025 00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:04,000 because there's like this Facebook group called like 1026 00:57:04,000 --> 00:57:07,440 loudmouths or something. And like people will be in there 1027 00:57:07,440 --> 00:57:10,000 all year long, like counting down the days and stuff. 1028 00:57:10,000 --> 00:57:13,600 And so there was this kid, he goes by Mohawk Mikey. 1029 00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:16,920 And I think he's around like 13 years old right now, but Louder 1030 00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:20,320 Than Life has literally used his face for advertising for like 1031 00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:23,720 the last five years because he always shows up in like this 1032 00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:28,040 huge red Mohawk that's like really big and just like red. 1033 00:57:28,320 --> 00:57:32,040 And then as he sweats all day, like the red runs all over his 1034 00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:34,600 face and it looks like blood and like he's just all over the 1035 00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:36,880 place and he is doing everything. 1036 00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:40,320 And they call him like the the festival or like he's the the 1037 00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:41,920 fit. I'm sorry, the kid of the 1038 00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:47,000 festival. But now like that Jones Soda 1039 00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:53,000 Company wanted submissions for like a, a thing they were doing 1040 00:57:53,000 --> 00:57:56,000 to put your face on a bottle and they put his fucking face like 1041 00:57:56,000 --> 00:58:02,080 the rock image, like Mohawk image, like this soda bottle, 1042 00:58:02,080 --> 00:58:05,680 like it's from here. And it's funny because like we 1043 00:58:05,680 --> 00:58:08,560 have mutual friends on Facebook. So send him a friend request 1044 00:58:08,560 --> 00:58:11,120 because like every year I see him and every year I'm like, 1045 00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:14,440 there's the legend or whatever because like he literally is 1046 00:58:14,440 --> 00:58:17,200 like the festival mascot or something. 1047 00:58:17,200 --> 00:58:18,280 I don't know. It's crazy. 1048 00:58:19,240 --> 00:58:22,160 I'm going to have to go now that I know that you're going. 1049 00:58:22,160 --> 00:58:24,280 I just didn't want to go. And like, you know, it's always 1050 00:58:24,280 --> 00:58:27,600 just me and my wife and it's sometimes it feels like it's not 1051 00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:29,600 as safe when you're not in like a group. 1052 00:58:29,720 --> 00:58:32,880 Setting you should come I'm going all four days, so any days 1053 00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:36,440 and I. Was going to do I think Friday 1054 00:58:36,440 --> 00:58:39,000 and Saturday because sleep, cocaine and bad Owens. 1055 00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:44,320 Well, that's perfect because I'm already walked in. 1056 00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:48,440 I'm going every single day and I've taken off for work and I 1057 00:58:48,440 --> 00:58:52,320 have it like that Monday off so I can recuperate, but I don't 1058 00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:56,040 really drink. So like it's, yeah, it's just 1059 00:58:56,040 --> 00:58:57,960 really being tired and like wore out. 1060 00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:02,120 It's not that I'm like hungover. It's just like, you know, we go 1061 00:59:02,120 --> 00:59:05,120 eat before we go there and like go eat something good and stuff 1062 00:59:05,120 --> 00:59:08,360 like so that way I'm like set and I might have like a snack, 1063 00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:11,600 but I don't like getting getting in there and like having to eat 1064 00:59:12,200 --> 00:59:16,040 $28.00 hot dog, you know, like pass. 1065 00:59:16,640 --> 00:59:19,080 Well I can go like all day without eating. 1066 00:59:19,080 --> 00:59:22,080 Like I used to get so anxious but now I'm not. 1067 00:59:22,080 --> 00:59:26,160 I feel I don't feel any anxiety anymore which I used to a lot 1068 00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:29,760 but I wouldn't even like when I would go to conventions I 1069 00:59:29,760 --> 00:59:33,080 couldn't eat at all. But now I I just eat and ate and 1070 00:59:33,080 --> 00:59:36,320 ate. I've put on like 15 lbs in the 1071 00:59:36,320 --> 00:59:40,200 last like 3 months. Oh well, I couldn't tell. 1072 00:59:40,800 --> 00:59:44,240 You cannot. I was 92 lbs and my arms were 1073 00:59:44,240 --> 00:59:48,600 like super small. My mom was like, your arms like 1074 00:59:48,600 --> 00:59:53,520 so tiny. I was like, Oh no, Oh no. 1075 00:59:53,520 --> 00:59:55,720 I was struggling with like eating though. 1076 00:59:55,720 --> 01:00:00,400 And I finally found like a solution and now I'm just, I eat 1077 01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:01,840 a lot. I love to eat. 1078 01:00:01,840 --> 01:00:07,520 It's like my comfort thing. Yeah, honestly, I like during 1079 01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:11,680 this winter had put on some some winter pounds, you know, so I've 1080 01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:13,520 been trying to like get those. Back. 1081 01:00:13,520 --> 01:00:15,520 Off. It's crazy. 1082 01:00:15,520 --> 01:00:19,760 Like my hobby in the winter is like staying inside and sleeping 1083 01:00:19,760 --> 01:00:21,800 and not like going out and doing anything. 1084 01:00:21,800 --> 01:00:24,920 So like, now I'm trying to get back into like, my good habits 1085 01:00:25,160 --> 01:00:26,960 now that it's warm outside, you know? 1086 01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:29,560 You look great. You're flawless. 1087 01:00:29,960 --> 01:00:34,000 OK. It's such a good episode. 1088 01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:36,600 I'm really loving having Michaela as a part of this 1089 01:00:36,600 --> 01:00:39,080 project. You know, when everything was 1090 01:00:39,080 --> 01:00:41,480 changing, I really didn't know what direction. 1091 01:00:41,640 --> 01:00:44,360 I just knew that I wasn't going to leave you all hanging and 1092 01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:47,880 that, you know, I made a promise to like my audience and this 1093 01:00:47,880 --> 01:00:50,760 brand to like, see it through, right? 1094 01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:53,440 Like I don't know how many times Michaela that we had talked 1095 01:00:53,440 --> 01:00:57,160 about how most podcasts statistically have like 10 1096 01:00:57,160 --> 01:01:01,040 episodes or less, Like most podcasts that are in the the 1097 01:01:01,040 --> 01:01:05,880 catalog have 10 episodes or less because Co host go South. 1098 01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:07,840 You know, people realize you're not going to make a bunch of 1099 01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:10,120 money or, you know, whatever it may be. 1100 01:01:10,440 --> 01:01:15,120 And it's just crazy that like this is now on season 5 and like 1101 01:01:15,120 --> 01:01:18,240 we're back to weekly episodes doing the bonus drops, like back 1102 01:01:18,240 --> 01:01:21,320 to building it up. And I really, really love that 1103 01:01:21,320 --> 01:01:23,480 me and you can like network in person. 1104 01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:26,240 I think that's going to be my favorite thing. 1105 01:01:26,240 --> 01:01:29,920 You all is like being able to network with someone in person 1106 01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:35,520 and like be able to create in person because I think that was 1107 01:01:35,520 --> 01:01:38,640 an element that was always kind of missing, yes. 1108 01:01:38,640 --> 01:01:41,680 I cannot wait. Anytime that you want to do 1109 01:01:41,680 --> 01:01:43,720 that, just let me know and I will be there. 1110 01:01:44,840 --> 01:01:46,720 Clear my schedule. Energy. 1111 01:01:46,720 --> 01:01:48,960 All energy. Well, it's been another 1112 01:01:48,960 --> 01:01:52,840 wonderful episode in Candy Land, so we're going to see you all 1113 01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:55,320 next time. Bye bye. 1114 01:01:56,840 --> 01:02:00,080 Welcome to Candyland spicy and sweet. 1115 01:02:00,160 --> 01:02:03,920 You're in for a tree, your wildest trees. 1116 01:02:04,040 --> 01:02:09,160 Got gun drops of knowledge and liquors too Plum. 1117 01:02:09,320 --> 01:02:13,960 Fancy picking for me and you Candyland. 1118 01:02:13,960 --> 01:02:17,080 Candyland. A mystical play where your 1119 01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:20,600 shadows will meet your life face to face. 1120 01:02:20,600 --> 01:02:25,040 That's your imagination run wild as stories unfold. 1121 01:02:25,320 --> 01:02:29,120 May your anything that has a whole. 1122 01:02:29,480 --> 01:02:34,440 Welcome to Candyland. Spicy and sweet, you're in for a 1123 01:02:34,440 --> 01:02:38,520 treat. Your wildest streams, Gumtrops 1124 01:02:38,560 --> 01:02:45,160 of knowledge and liquorice too. Plums plenty picking for me and 1125 01:02:45,280 --> 01:02:48,360 you. Thank you for joining us. 1126 01:02:48,400 --> 01:02:52,320 May you find solace and grace. Welcome to Candyland.