1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,520 You want to be my man and let me take you to the Candyland, 2 00:00:03,920 --> 00:00:07,400 Candyland, Candyland, Candyland. You want to lick. 3 00:00:07,520 --> 00:00:12,040 This is like a lollipop lollipop, lollipop lollipop 4 00:00:12,040 --> 00:00:16,480 lollipop. Welcome back to another episode 5 00:00:16,480 --> 00:00:19,040 of Lick it Like a Lollipop, the podcast. 6 00:00:19,040 --> 00:00:24,520 So as you all know, there's been a lot of changes and Season 5 is 7 00:00:24,520 --> 00:00:27,840 a lot different than the podcast was in the beginning. 8 00:00:28,200 --> 00:00:34,160 And tonight I have a very beautiful guest, someone who has 9 00:00:34,440 --> 00:00:37,840 been a part of my life for a while, but we've actually still 10 00:00:37,840 --> 00:00:42,200 never met in person. So tonight we have Michaela. 11 00:00:42,200 --> 00:00:45,360 Welcome. I thank you for having me. 12 00:00:45,360 --> 00:00:48,880 I have always wanted to meet you in person, so I'm glad we're 13 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:52,840 able to unite finally. And thanks, Corey, for making 14 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:55,920 this possible, because I reached out to you because of him. 15 00:00:56,600 --> 00:00:58,720 Yes, so. Thank you, Corey. 16 00:00:59,880 --> 00:01:03,080 The ultimate collaborator, you all, you follow me on social 17 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:05,239 media. You've seen Corey's photos, pics 18 00:01:05,239 --> 00:01:09,080 by Corey shout out. He's so amazing at bringing 19 00:01:09,080 --> 00:01:10,960 people together and doing network events. 20 00:01:10,960 --> 00:01:14,960 Like right now I have him working out a deal with my 21 00:01:14,960 --> 00:01:19,640 friend's band and my tattoo artist is a part of that band 22 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:22,240 who has also been on the podcast before. 23 00:01:22,240 --> 00:01:25,600 And Corey's getting a tattoo trade out of the deal. 24 00:01:26,200 --> 00:01:29,360 That's awesome I didn't know who your tattoo artist is because 25 00:01:29,360 --> 00:01:32,480 you're those are amazing. By the way, I love my tattoo 26 00:01:32,480 --> 00:01:37,040 orders but unfortunately during the Tornadoes and Somerset their 27 00:01:37,040 --> 00:01:40,240 shop got completely wiped out so I'm not sure when they're going 28 00:01:40,240 --> 00:01:43,400 to be able to tattoo again. And I've been trying to finish 29 00:01:43,400 --> 00:01:47,040 my leg sleeves forever. And your tattoos are bad ass so. 30 00:01:47,760 --> 00:01:51,160 Yeah, Quentin is amazing. And he came on the podcast once 31 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:53,280 and we were talking about tattoos are very like 32 00:01:53,280 --> 00:01:57,440 ritualistic, you know, it's like a blood contract in a way. 33 00:01:57,440 --> 00:02:00,160 And we were. Talking like how like people who 34 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:04,680 get tattoos have like some deep spiritual connection to. 35 00:02:06,040 --> 00:02:07,480 That ritual, you know what I mean? 36 00:02:07,480 --> 00:02:09,759 Like it's not just your first life that you're like, yeah, let 37 00:02:09,759 --> 00:02:14,000 me take 500 needles and simultaneously let them drill 38 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:15,720 into my skin. You know what I mean? 39 00:02:16,600 --> 00:02:19,560 I think they're very satisfying. I like to sit and watch the 40 00:02:19,560 --> 00:02:21,200 whole process. Like I don't think they're 41 00:02:21,200 --> 00:02:23,320 painful. Like I think it's therapeutic. 42 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:28,000 I it's I'm weird for that. You have a lot of really pretty 43 00:02:28,000 --> 00:02:29,640 tattoos. I remember you have a lot of 44 00:02:29,640 --> 00:02:33,640 traditional tattoos, don't you? Yes, I love traditional and neo 45 00:02:33,640 --> 00:02:37,880 traditional and then my back piece is actually a Tibet like 46 00:02:37,920 --> 00:02:41,600 the Tibetan spiritual like style tattoo. 47 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:45,520 Yeah, I remember seeing some of your tattoos a long time ago. 48 00:02:45,520 --> 00:02:49,400 So me and Michaela know each other from modeling and we 49 00:02:49,400 --> 00:02:53,840 haven't ever met in person, but recently kind of the fates 50 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:57,880 brought us together and Corey was like, do you know Michaela? 51 00:02:57,920 --> 00:03:02,120 She said she knows you. And so basically when she heard 52 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:04,800 that, I was looking for some people to like come on to the 53 00:03:04,800 --> 00:03:07,000 podcast and like help out with the brand. 54 00:03:07,280 --> 00:03:11,960 She literally has been so sweet and like so helpful so far. 55 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:17,000 Like it's crazy to think that you just out of the blue popped 56 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:22,360 up and are literally giving 110% for a project that like you 57 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:25,960 literally knew nothing about. Like you were just like, I 58 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:29,320 definitely can help. And it's been so nice of you, so 59 00:03:29,320 --> 00:03:31,160 thank you. No, thank you. 60 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:34,720 I am so happy to be on here. It's, you know, an honor. 61 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:37,880 I've always wanted to do something like this, so it's 62 00:03:37,880 --> 00:03:40,840 definitely a blessing and I'm just really grateful that you 63 00:03:40,840 --> 00:03:43,840 allowed me to be a part of this. You're awesome for it. 64 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:47,040 I'm just so excited. You're so sweet. 65 00:03:47,600 --> 00:03:48,520 For real. Thank you. 66 00:03:48,920 --> 00:03:52,760 Michaela has a TikTok you all where she does a lot of readings 67 00:03:52,760 --> 00:03:56,320 and collective readings. So tell us about that, like what 68 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:58,520 made you want to get on there and share your gift because it 69 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:02,600 is unique and I think that there is a rite of passage for 70 00:04:02,600 --> 00:04:06,360 spiritual. People to like read for the 71 00:04:06,360 --> 00:04:08,560 collective. Yes. 72 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:12,960 So I don't know, I just felt like calling my dad passed away 73 00:04:12,960 --> 00:04:17,279 in 2019 and after my dad passed away, I kind of went through, I 74 00:04:17,279 --> 00:04:19,760 guess you could say like the dart out of the soul. 75 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:24,120 And it really kind of brought me out of that. 76 00:04:24,120 --> 00:04:29,440 It kind of made me embrace duality more and I just started 77 00:04:29,440 --> 00:04:32,800 feeling like I, I don't know, I got more in touch with like my 78 00:04:32,800 --> 00:04:36,160 mediumship side, which I've always known since I was a child 79 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:39,960 that I did have those abilities because my grandmother did tell 80 00:04:39,960 --> 00:04:43,320 me about that because my grandmother's actually Cherokee. 81 00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:46,400 So that's why I get hands so easily. 82 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:50,240 And I have a lot of like tattoos, like an Arrowhead and 83 00:04:50,440 --> 00:04:53,080 the Indian headdress. It's in honor of her because she 84 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:57,160 is Cherokee or was Cherokee, but she was very spiritual and 85 00:04:57,160 --> 00:05:00,800 witchy and she was a healer. She said she had healing hands. 86 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:04,360 And she always told me whenever I was a child that I did too. 87 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:06,160 And I didn't understand what that meant. 88 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:13,440 And I just started doing some research and I got a deck and I 89 00:05:13,440 --> 00:05:16,920 just kind of dived into it and I just started reading the cards. 90 00:05:16,920 --> 00:05:20,320 I didn't really read the book because I'm, I don't know, I 91 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:23,960 just don't like to do that. I guess I was being a little 92 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:26,360 lazy. So I just was like, I'm going to 93 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:28,760 see how I do this, like intuitively. 94 00:05:28,760 --> 00:05:30,680 I want to know how it goes like that. 95 00:05:30,960 --> 00:05:34,280 So every time I do read, it's intuitively. 96 00:05:34,280 --> 00:05:36,640 I don't read, you know, by the meetings. 97 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:40,360 I've actually never read the tarot guide books that are in, 98 00:05:40,400 --> 00:05:44,360 you know, the boxes, you know, it's all based on my, my 99 00:05:44,360 --> 00:05:47,600 intuition and the downloads. And I always, you know, say like 100 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:51,000 a prayer and a blessing and I call upon the creator. 101 00:05:51,440 --> 00:05:55,080 I like to say creator. I'm still like, you know, trying 102 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:59,560 to figure all that out. But for everyone, like on 103 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:03,040 TikTok, I like to be, you know, fair because I like to say, you 104 00:06:03,040 --> 00:06:07,040 know, the divine, the creator, God, source, spirit, whatever 105 00:06:07,040 --> 00:06:10,640 you believe in because I respect that and I respect your beliefs, 106 00:06:10,640 --> 00:06:12,960 your religious beliefs or your spirituality. 107 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:15,880 I just want people to know that I respect them no matter what 108 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:18,560 they believe. There's so many things because 109 00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:22,680 whenever I had my mentor, she really was like, if you get a 110 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:25,440 reading from someone and they don't say a blessing, you should 111 00:06:25,440 --> 00:06:28,600 not trust them. And then you mentioned the book. 112 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:33,320 And I think that's such a red flag when people cannot just 113 00:06:33,320 --> 00:06:36,920 intuitively set with the card. And there have been many 114 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:42,040 practitioners in the past that like would not intuitively set 115 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,600 with the card. Like they encouraged people to 116 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:47,440 read the book constantly. And I think that that really 117 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:53,000 hinders people from like being able to be in their own power 118 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:57,400 because just because the book or the author of that message 119 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:02,200 created a guide book doesn't mean that like, that's the only 120 00:07:02,200 --> 00:07:06,520 explanation for the cards. And the thing about the tarot, I 121 00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:10,560 personally don't like reverse cards because I think that you 122 00:07:10,560 --> 00:07:14,800 can see like the shadow, you can see the shadow, you know, on the 123 00:07:15,520 --> 00:07:18,600 cards, like you don't need it to be upside down. 124 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:21,440 You can get the vibe, you know what I mean? 125 00:07:21,440 --> 00:07:24,320 Like in there for sure. So I really, really like that 126 00:07:24,320 --> 00:07:28,160 you, you literally are saying the same things like anyone 127 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:29,800 who's been listening since the beginning. 128 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:31,920 That has totally been my stance on it. 129 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:35,160 Like, I don't know, I think the book is such a shortcut that 130 00:07:35,160 --> 00:07:39,680 makes people think like, oh, this is the meaning every single 131 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:43,160 time, you know, like it. There's so many meanings. 132 00:07:43,960 --> 00:07:46,920 Yeah, there's so many different ways to interpret it too. 133 00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:50,800 And I, I actually listen to readings pretty much all day on 134 00:07:50,800 --> 00:07:52,760 my TikTok. If you go through my For You 135 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:56,200 page, it's just reader after reader after reader. 136 00:07:56,640 --> 00:08:00,080 And I love how people like all, they all read differently if 137 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:02,600 it's intuitively. And I love people who create 138 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,640 their own decks. I really want to do that one 139 00:08:04,640 --> 00:08:10,000 day, but like, my biggest hit right now is like this. 140 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:14,200 What's the tea deck that I got? People love drama for some 141 00:08:15,080 --> 00:08:19,840 reason and gossip. And what I think I know the 142 00:08:19,840 --> 00:08:25,400 creator of that deck, she used to go by Lorena Taro, but then 143 00:08:25,400 --> 00:08:29,480 she went by like pretty, pretty something tarot. 144 00:08:29,640 --> 00:08:32,520 But I've made Oracle decks before and I'll just be honest, 145 00:08:32,520 --> 00:08:37,039 like it's fun. But make sure you got like $2000 146 00:08:37,240 --> 00:08:42,440 set besides order these decks because if you don't order at 147 00:08:42,440 --> 00:08:47,880 least like 100 of them, you will be paying like retail. 148 00:08:47,880 --> 00:08:51,160 And when I say retail, like way over retail and you're not? 149 00:08:51,160 --> 00:08:52,840 Getting. A dog book you're not getting a 150 00:08:53,320 --> 00:08:56,280 even like a cardboard box for it cost more. 151 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:59,760 So for anyone listening or for you, anyone that wants to make 152 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:05,640 their own tarot or Oracle deck, makeplayingcards.com is where I 153 00:09:05,640 --> 00:09:08,480 did it at. And I'll just be honest, it was 154 00:09:08,480 --> 00:09:11,040 the most expensive thing I ever did and it was fun. 155 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:15,360 I made three different decks and I enjoyed it, but like the first 156 00:09:15,360 --> 00:09:18,560 one sold like fire. The second one sold pretty good. 157 00:09:18,560 --> 00:09:20,840 And then by the time I made it to the third one, it like did 158 00:09:20,840 --> 00:09:22,920 not sell like the other ones did. 159 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:25,880 And then people would be like, are you gonna restock the other 160 00:09:25,880 --> 00:09:28,960 one despite me just buying 50 decks of the new one? 161 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:30,840 So it was a lot. It was too much. 162 00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:33,080 It was too much for me, but it was fun. 163 00:09:34,360 --> 00:09:38,240 There's this girl she like, it's like handwritten, it's a 164 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:42,080 handwritten deck and she wrote her own book books coming out on 165 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:44,320 Amazon. And I absolutely love listening 166 00:09:44,320 --> 00:09:48,360 to hers because it's kind of like a hype me up type of deck. 167 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:52,600 So I just if I'm in a bad mood or feel like I need someone to 168 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:55,200 hype me up, I will go to her page and just listen to her 169 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:57,200 reading. I love that. 170 00:09:57,400 --> 00:10:01,360 You know, I used to really like this girl named Big Empress 171 00:10:01,400 --> 00:10:03,800 Energy, which you probably know who that is because she's like 172 00:10:03,880 --> 00:10:08,840 pretty big on Instagram. But she, she would always do 173 00:10:08,840 --> 00:10:11,640 collective readings. And then when she finally like 174 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:16,000 released services one time her prices were just like crazy. 175 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:21,080 And like my prices are pretty high, but hers were like $300.00 176 00:10:21,080 --> 00:10:22,480 for like 10 minutes or something. 177 00:10:22,520 --> 00:10:26,480 And I mean, like I charge quite a bit for an hour, especially if 178 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:29,160 it's live because it can be very draining. 179 00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:32,840 But like, that's only because the rite of passage is like I've 180 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:36,120 done thousands of readings and now I'm at this point where I 181 00:10:36,120 --> 00:10:40,400 only want a certain caliber of people, mainly because I would 182 00:10:40,400 --> 00:10:43,360 have people who like want to spend like their last 50 bucks 183 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:46,440 on a reading and then like expect results instantly. 184 00:10:46,680 --> 00:10:49,920 Not knowing reading is more of a guidebook for you to take those 185 00:10:49,920 --> 00:10:53,000 steps, steps for you to go next level, you're going to have to 186 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:57,120 put in the work. And so like a higher ticket 187 00:10:57,120 --> 00:10:59,760 item, people take it more seriously. 188 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:01,800 Like I felt like there were so many people that were just 189 00:11:01,800 --> 00:11:05,360 getting like little $2030 readings from me just because 190 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:10,120 they could and just for like for them to not do the work, you 191 00:11:10,120 --> 00:11:13,520 know what I mean? So like, yeah, $300.00 for 10 192 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:15,000 minutes is a little fucking crazy though. 193 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:17,240 So I was like, that girl's crazy. 194 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:20,320 I don't know what the fuck. So then Long story short, she 195 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:23,760 recently released some type of summer reading because I've 196 00:11:23,760 --> 00:11:26,640 never had a reading with her, but she was a huge inspiration 197 00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:30,320 in my journey. And she released some readings 198 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:33,720 and I think they were like 4444 or 8888. 199 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:38,160 So I got the $88 one and I'm like really excited because she 200 00:11:38,160 --> 00:11:40,800 said she's going to deliver it by the 20th of this month. 201 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:42,800 And that's like only 5 more days. 202 00:11:42,840 --> 00:11:44,560 So I'm like, really? Anxious. 203 00:11:44,840 --> 00:11:48,320 With like all the changes that have been happening, like what 204 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:50,680 that readings going to say because I have like tuned into 205 00:11:50,680 --> 00:11:55,120 her collective stuff since 2019. That's amazing. 206 00:11:55,280 --> 00:11:59,480 I've, I've never actually had, well, I had one personal reading 207 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:02,480 and it was at like a convention, but it only lasted like 5 208 00:12:02,480 --> 00:12:05,120 minutes and I paid I think like $10.00 for it. 209 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:09,160 And I honestly don't think she even knew what she was doing 210 00:12:09,160 --> 00:12:12,960 because I'm a reader myself. And I sat down with her and she 211 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:15,840 was like, you know, taking forever to read the cards. 212 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:20,960 And I'm like, are you using me off right now? 213 00:12:21,480 --> 00:12:26,840 Because and she told me some like wild things and, and after 214 00:12:26,840 --> 00:12:32,240 that I kind of, I, I felt a lot of negative energy around me and 215 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:35,960 my wife also, she kind of made me like get up from the table 216 00:12:35,960 --> 00:12:38,000 and leave because she was like, I don't like this. 217 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:41,640 Like, you know, I support all of this, but I just get really bad 218 00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:45,480 vibes from her. And I just, she was like telling 219 00:12:45,480 --> 00:12:49,040 me, you know, that I have like this demonic entity, you know, 220 00:12:49,040 --> 00:12:52,680 following me and that someone was going to kill me and this 221 00:12:52,680 --> 00:12:55,360 and that. And it made me super paranoid, 222 00:12:55,360 --> 00:12:57,480 which, you know, it wasn't true. None of it. 223 00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:02,000 Well, I, I hate fake readers for that reason. 224 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:04,960 I hate when people like, get on there and they're like, Oh yeah, 225 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:07,240 someone's out to get you, They're going to hurt you. 226 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:11,240 It's all for attention and clout because I know it's going to get 227 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:12,400 views. Yeah. 228 00:13:12,640 --> 00:13:15,960 Speaking. Of fake ass readings. 229 00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:20,400 You know how many people we won't speak of names are using 230 00:13:20,440 --> 00:13:22,800 AI to like channel an entire reading? 231 00:13:23,120 --> 00:13:27,000 And like, I'm not against AII like AI think it organizes 232 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:28,600 things. It does things that I don't want 233 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:33,400 to do, but I'm not going to let it channel a random ass reading 234 00:13:33,760 --> 00:13:36,960 and say there was cards like, oh, a knight of cups and a two 235 00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:39,400 of ones present. Like maybe if there's not 236 00:13:39,400 --> 00:13:42,840 pictures of these fucking cards right now, I don't believe you 237 00:13:42,920 --> 00:13:47,960 even had those cards because with like ChatGPT premium, like 238 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:52,880 I pay for the premium, there is a tarot like bot, like someone's 239 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:56,200 created a pro that's directly for tarot. 240 00:13:56,200 --> 00:13:59,520 And like, you know, those readings are super generalized. 241 00:13:59,520 --> 00:14:03,560 And like, so many people had been reaching out to me recently 242 00:14:03,560 --> 00:14:07,640 and they were like, this person was using AI and that like I was 243 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:10,360 reading this reading and like knew that it didn't resonate. 244 00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:14,080 And like it just really sucks because as Someone Like You were 245 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:17,760 talking about, who really cares and is like saying a blessing 246 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:19,600 and trying to call in the highest and best. 247 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:23,160 Like it's really going to fuck with the industry of people 248 00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:26,760 because people already don't trust psychics in certain ways 249 00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:28,560 because there are so many scammers. 250 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:33,520 And it sucks that then people directly around me and around 251 00:14:33,520 --> 00:14:37,920 you are using AI. Yes, I've noticed a lot of 252 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:41,280 people pop up on Mark for you page and they're promoting that 253 00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:44,400 Astro app and they're getting paid to do so. 254 00:14:44,640 --> 00:14:46,680 But then they'll start like reading cards. 255 00:14:46,680 --> 00:14:50,680 And I'm like, you know, but the cards are already laid out. 256 00:14:50,680 --> 00:14:54,280 And like, so did you just go on there and ask, you know, for a 257 00:14:54,280 --> 00:14:56,480 reading? And you're saying exactly what 258 00:14:56,480 --> 00:14:59,040 it said on the app because it's kind of cheating. 259 00:14:59,040 --> 00:15:02,080 And, you know, that's not really a collective reading. 260 00:15:02,080 --> 00:15:05,120 That's not reading for your collective, like your followers. 261 00:15:05,120 --> 00:15:08,400 Like whenever I say collective, I mean like people who are like 262 00:15:08,400 --> 00:15:12,680 in my energy and, you know, who kind of welcomed me into their 263 00:15:12,680 --> 00:15:15,400 energy. So that's why I don't get butt 264 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:17,600 hurt if it only reaches like 300 people. 265 00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:20,280 I'm just glad that, you know, those 300 people got to hear 266 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:22,320 that message because it was meant for them. 267 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:27,480 You know, I spoke on this before, but the reason that 268 00:15:27,480 --> 00:15:32,000 creators are stuck in like the 300 view graveyard is 'cause I 269 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:36,720 had recently learned after getting back on TikTok that it's 270 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:40,080 pushing it out to like the people you may know and like 271 00:15:40,080 --> 00:15:43,040 these direct people around you. But like if they don't interact 272 00:15:43,040 --> 00:15:46,520 with it, they just monitor it like offering spirits. 273 00:15:46,520 --> 00:15:48,600 They just look at it and don't do anything. 274 00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:51,600 And even if they watch it all the way through or whatever, 275 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:54,800 it's basically telling the algorithm like the people around 276 00:15:54,800 --> 00:15:58,120 this person don't care so this must suck. 277 00:15:59,120 --> 00:16:02,760 Yeah, sometimes it is your closest family and friends that 278 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:04,680 are your bands. For real. 279 00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:07,560 I actually learned about that and I turned that feature off 280 00:16:07,560 --> 00:16:12,720 about a week ago and my post like my last reading got 900 281 00:16:12,720 --> 00:16:16,080 views, which I was stuck in like the 300 view range and then 282 00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:20,440 other one got like 571 and it's still getting like so now all my 283 00:16:20,440 --> 00:16:24,720 old readings are like being put under like actual tarot card 284 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:28,400 readings in the search tab, which never happened before and 285 00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:33,120 it's kind of tough. Yes yes, someone actually showed 286 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:35,800 me on TikTok through the settings because they were like, 287 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:39,000 you know, your family and friends, they're just, you know, 288 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:43,000 they act like they support you, but really they don't and 289 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,320 whenever I turn this feature off, my views went up so much 290 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:48,040 and I was like, no, there's no way. 291 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:50,680 I was like how, because I have it turned off to where it's not 292 00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:53,040 even synched with like my Facebook or my contacts. 293 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:55,720 So I don't understand how it was doing that, but it was still 294 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:58,360 doing that. And then I turned it off and my 295 00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:01,480 last reading, I think it's that like the last time I looked it 296 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:06,040 was 971 and I was stuck at like 270, three, 300 range. 297 00:17:06,480 --> 00:17:10,079 And then I turned it off and I've been getting likes and my 298 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:13,119 like, I guess my hashtags have been working. 299 00:17:13,560 --> 00:17:17,440 I got #tarot card readings. And in the search bar, you know 300 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:21,280 how up top you can see like, you know, suggested searches, it'll 301 00:17:21,280 --> 00:17:24,680 say like tarot cards or tarot card readings or Angel numbers, 302 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:27,000 this and that. And it used to never do that 303 00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:29,560 before. Yeah, they, I think another 304 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:32,960 thing because I took a step back from TikTok for a while and then 305 00:17:32,960 --> 00:17:35,440 came back on and I've been trying to post everyday. 306 00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:38,280 But another thing is like whenever I was gaining all of my 307 00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:42,240 traction and followers because I 1.9 million likes, I've had 1.9 308 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:46,120 million likes for like 5 years because like I just basically 309 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:49,880 plateaued on the app once there became like a surplus of tarot 310 00:17:49,880 --> 00:17:53,120 readers and, and you know, tarot talk or whatever. 311 00:17:53,480 --> 00:17:56,040 And what was crazy is because the girl that used to do the 312 00:17:56,040 --> 00:18:00,080 podcast, she was really good at like witch talk, which I never 313 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:02,040 really could segue into witch talk. 314 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:05,480 Like I was over on the twin flame talk or the tarot talk. 315 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:09,000 So like I never really got like the witchy, witchy side of 316 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:12,720 things. I always just got like the tarot 317 00:18:12,720 --> 00:18:14,520 and the love readings to really hit. 318 00:18:14,520 --> 00:18:18,720 But my readings used to get like 50,000 likes on one fucking 319 00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:21,640 video. So I just believe that was way 320 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:25,960 before tick chop shop like that was way before the creators fund 321 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:29,920 and all of those things. I just think that like when they 322 00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:33,880 updated and the US bought TikTok secretly they no longer want to 323 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:35,880 pay anyone. They want us to like go pick 324 00:18:35,880 --> 00:18:38,800 fruit and get a fucking job that makes them money. 325 00:18:39,120 --> 00:18:41,600 They don't want people to get paid on TikTok anymore and I 326 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:43,600 truly believe. The. 327 00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:46,800 Rhythm is not real. Like me and another person 328 00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:48,840 that's coming on the podcast talked about this. 329 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:50,960 The algorithm is not really real. 330 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:55,000 Like that is an energetic frequency. 331 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:58,600 And like when you're in the energetic mode of like receiving 332 00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:02,080 or not even really receiving, it's more of outputting what 333 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:06,120 you're supposed to output. Then that frequency picks up on 334 00:19:06,120 --> 00:19:09,760 authenticity or whatever it is and it like sends it out in 335 00:19:09,760 --> 00:19:12,560 waves. So people think that like the 336 00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:15,760 algorithm is something you can hack or control, but it's really 337 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:20,080 a system that Meta is controlling on every angle and 338 00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:22,520 they don't want to pay you and they would prefer you to like go 339 00:19:22,520 --> 00:19:23,880 get a real job. You know what I mean? 340 00:19:23,880 --> 00:19:27,360 Like they don't the money that they were giving people five 341 00:19:27,360 --> 00:19:31,680 years ago on on these apps. Yeah, like whenever I went live, 342 00:19:31,760 --> 00:19:35,400 I somehow got banned from live for a week. 343 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:38,560 I don't, I don't even know how. I was just on there doing like 344 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:42,760 free Oracle readings, free tarot, you know, doing one card 345 00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:46,440 pulls or however many card pulls because I was really bored and I 346 00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:49,680 had so many viewers. And then someone told me they 347 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:54,640 were going to pour the blood of Jesus Christ suffer me because I 348 00:19:54,720 --> 00:19:59,360 said spirit and I got banned because I said the word spirit. 349 00:19:59,800 --> 00:20:01,680 And I was like, how is that there? 350 00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:04,840 I was like they just literally said blood And I was like, I 351 00:20:04,840 --> 00:20:07,760 wasn't allowed to like post. I did like a bloodbath photo 352 00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:10,040 shoot. I tried to post it on there and 353 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:12,320 they wouldn't let me post it because they said it was too 354 00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:15,080 graphic. Even though I put fake blood and 355 00:20:15,080 --> 00:20:17,280 all this and that. I was like, if they said it, 356 00:20:17,320 --> 00:20:19,600 they can say that they're pouring the blood of Jesus 357 00:20:19,600 --> 00:20:24,120 Christ over me and their account stays up and I get banned 358 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:29,640 because I said spirit. I really think TikTok is like 359 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:32,760 super rigged right now. And like they always e-mail me 360 00:20:32,760 --> 00:20:36,280 and ask me to like join the creator fund and I just like 361 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:41,600 won't because I just have like a really off putting feeling about 362 00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:45,440 giving like social media platforms, my Social Security 363 00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:48,400 number. And like I've gotten paid in the 364 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:51,320 past off TikTok before they converted it over to a the 365 00:20:51,400 --> 00:20:54,440 creator fund, but they would just like cash it out to my 366 00:20:54,440 --> 00:20:58,760 PayPal and PayPal has my social. But now TikTok wants to pay you 367 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:01,440 directly and like I'm not giving you all my social. 368 00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:04,160 Like I'm not giving Facebook, I'm not giving Instagram, not 369 00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:06,600 giving TikTok. Like I don't give a fuck. 370 00:21:06,680 --> 00:21:08,920 And I just think that like they really do. 371 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:13,120 It's a monitoring service. I really think that social media 372 00:21:13,360 --> 00:21:17,000 is a surveillance program fuelled and funded by the 373 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,280 government. That's what I think because it 374 00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:23,800 makes it like it gives us the illusion of connection, but it 375 00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:28,040 actually disconnects us from what's important more times than 376 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:29,960 not. Like there's so many times I'll 377 00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:32,320 go out to eat and see people just like scrolling on their 378 00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:36,000 phone while their children are just sitting there or the child 379 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:40,400 is also on a tablet. I know that the tablet children. 380 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:42,760 How do you feel about that? Let's dive into that. 381 00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:44,480 We've had enough about introductions. 382 00:21:44,480 --> 00:21:48,320 Like, how do you feel about, I mean, as someone, you're a 383 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:50,880 lesbian, so like, therefore you don't have children, right? 384 00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:55,040 No, no kids, right? Well, no kids. 385 00:21:55,040 --> 00:21:58,560 No, I don't want kids. I've always been, since I was a 386 00:21:58,560 --> 00:22:02,800 little girl. I was always like, you know, I 387 00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:05,040 guess helping on not having children. 388 00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:07,360 I never wanted kids. I told my mom I was like, I do 389 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,480 not want kids. I do not want them at all. 390 00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:13,520 I, I love kids. I always babysat my whole life. 391 00:22:13,520 --> 00:22:16,360 So maybe that's why because I was always responsible for 392 00:22:16,360 --> 00:22:19,160 somebody else's kids. And I was like, I just want to 393 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:21,040 be able to live my life and do what I want. 394 00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:23,800 I just want to love dogs and cats and like a little 395 00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:26,120 homestead. And she was like, you know, 396 00:22:26,120 --> 00:22:28,240 trust me, you'll want to have kids someday. 397 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:31,520 And I'm like, no, I've kind of known since I was in 398 00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:35,400 kindergarten that I was a lesbian and she didn't know it. 399 00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:38,360 Like I, I didn't actually come out to her either. 400 00:22:38,360 --> 00:22:42,120 She actually found the weather from my now wife and that's how 401 00:22:42,120 --> 00:22:45,760 she found out that I was a lesbian, which was a very fun 402 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:50,640 night. Not really, but I have like 403 00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:53,080 kids. I don't know, I just, I feel 404 00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:57,240 like I, it's, it's, I guess it's a good distraction, but I don't 405 00:22:57,240 --> 00:23:01,320 think they need it all the time. And it bothers me because a lot 406 00:23:01,320 --> 00:23:05,640 of kids are on the Internet and they're uploading videos and 407 00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:08,200 there's predators on the Internet and they're watching 408 00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:10,840 these videos, obviously. And I don't think they should 409 00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:14,080 have the access and be able to do that because there's so many 410 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:16,120 predators on there and out there. 411 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:19,280 Like I experienced that, you know, whenever I was younger, 412 00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:22,840 just on my PC, like, you know, older guys trying to talk to me. 413 00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:27,720 And I can only imagine like a 5 year old, like uploading a dance 414 00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:31,680 video, like how many creeks are watching that five year old year 415 00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:35,040 old, you know, dance and you know, shake and this and that 416 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,440 and they're looking at it and like the wrong way. 417 00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:41,720 Just sickening. If I was a parent, I, I just, I 418 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:45,720 wouldn't, I would monitor it like they I would let them have 419 00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:49,400 like, you know, tablet time, like, you know, maybe an hour a 420 00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:52,000 day or something like that. But go outside and have fun and 421 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:52,800 play. Be a kid. 422 00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:57,520 I want to speak on what you just said, Speaking of dancers and 423 00:23:57,520 --> 00:24:00,680 little cheerleaders. We've went into this before, but 424 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:01,920 I could talk about this for days. 425 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:05,760 Why do they do that to children? Why are they wearing those 426 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,040 outfits? There will be random men that 427 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:10,880 come to those dance competitions that don't even have children 428 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:15,160 that set in the audience. It's strange, it's crazy work. 429 00:24:15,360 --> 00:24:18,400 Why are they wearing these short ass skirts and bloomers like the 430 00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:25,720 whole concept of small children in gymnastics, dance, ballerina, 431 00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:27,240 cheerleading? Why? 432 00:24:27,480 --> 00:24:30,640 Why is everyone wearing these little baby outfits? 433 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:34,080 I don't know, but I remember whenever I was a cheerleader, 434 00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:37,880 because I was a cheerleader for a very long time, like none of 435 00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:41,800 the outfits ever fit me right. So they had to like, you know, I 436 00:24:41,800 --> 00:24:45,040 guess have them hemmed for me and they would always make them 437 00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:48,000 so short. And I was a varsity cheerleader, 438 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,880 but I was only in 6th grade. So it was super inappropriate 439 00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:54,360 because, you know, you could see my Spanx and then I'd like have 440 00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:58,480 high schoolers like high school boys hitting on me, which no one 441 00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:03,600 ever knew my sexuality then. So I never really paid any mind 442 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:08,240 to it, but it's just you can tell, like people are so 443 00:25:08,240 --> 00:25:10,560 predatory. It's just really nasty and 444 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:12,760 disgusting. Like why can't they be closed? 445 00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:15,000 And then volleyball? Why do they have to wear those 446 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:18,760 shorts too? Like I want your whole butts 447 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:22,640 out, but I can't wear like shorts that go above my knee to 448 00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:24,520 school. But they can wear those shorts 449 00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:27,000 to play volleyball and make it make the. 450 00:25:27,840 --> 00:25:33,640 Almost every athletic corner is predatory towards female 451 00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,080 children. Like. 452 00:25:35,360 --> 00:25:40,000 Three level of it, like whether it's like travel teams, like 453 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:43,880 almost like those All Star cheerleading squads are worse in 454 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:46,920 the outfits that they have small and I'm talking like children 455 00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:50,400 under 10. Like yes, they're definitely 456 00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:53,640 sexualizing 10 and 1112 year olds, but I'm talking like the 457 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:57,720 10 and younger, like the innocent still calling it like a 458 00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:01,480 Tutu or a cupcake or whatever. Like, you know, I'm really big 459 00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:04,640 on like a lot of parents nowadays are like, no, we don't 460 00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:07,720 use nicknames for private parts. They know what they're called. 461 00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:11,880 There's no like confusing that. There's no like, oh, they didn't 462 00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:14,240 really do that. Like no, they know the real 463 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,720 words. I think that's important that 464 00:26:16,720 --> 00:26:20,360 they know the real words too, because you know people can take 465 00:26:20,360 --> 00:26:24,800 advantage of that and you know them not know what you know the 466 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:27,320 real word means and what it you know it is. 467 00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:30,280 And then something terrible can happen and they don't even 468 00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:33,680 realize it until they're like much older and they're all 469 00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,680 traumatized from it and trying to heal. 470 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:40,000 Yeah, you know, honestly, like you were talking about The Dark 471 00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,160 Knight of the Soul. I also went through that in 472 00:26:42,160 --> 00:26:45,000 2019. That was like my grand awakening 473 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:48,160 started. It started in 2017. 474 00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:52,760 But in 2019, man, I crashed out and was like on a whole like 475 00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:57,120 just mind blowing moment of like seeing things for what they 476 00:26:57,120 --> 00:27:00,520 really were or like seeing the real world for what it is. 477 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:05,840 And it was so interesting because like I think so many 478 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,200 people started to wake up in 2019. 479 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:12,160 And that's another thing is like you and I, I don't how old are 480 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:15,520 you? 29 I turned 30 in October. 481 00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:19,160 OK, so I'm a few years older than you, so you're like in your 482 00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:22,200 Saturn return right now. And then I was kind of going 483 00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:26,240 into my Saturn return then. So, you know, the universe has 484 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:30,000 like a really beautiful cycle for everyone. 485 00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:35,000 And I really feel like 2019 was such a tipping point for 486 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:38,200 everyone. So would you say that that was 487 00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:41,800 when you really started to channel and like harness your 488 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:48,240 gifts? Yes, but I, I got a, a debt 489 00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:53,320 gifted to me probably a few years before that. 490 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:57,040 And I remember I posted on Facebook, I was like, Hey, I got 491 00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:58,640 a deck. Does anyone want me to pull a 492 00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,760 card for you? And I did, and I, you know, it 493 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:05,760 was like 30 plus comments on my Facebook and it's, you know, 494 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:08,080 very Christian people are so surprised. 495 00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:12,440 And they all wanted a carpool and I sent them, you know what, 496 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:16,920 you know, I interpreted it as, and a lot of people said like, 497 00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:21,160 there's, you know, it came true. And I actually recently did a 498 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:23,920 reading for someone who was going through a really difficult 499 00:28:23,920 --> 00:28:26,840 time. And, and I, I guess I'm really 500 00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:32,920 good at reading on like the future because I kind of laid 501 00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:37,920 out like what was going to happen if she didn't stop at 502 00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:41,240 the, you know, and what she was doing and like put down the 503 00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:43,800 addictions, the things that she was addicted to. 504 00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:48,560 And she didn't listen. And everything that I said in 505 00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:52,360 the reading, it happened and she was like, I wish I would have 506 00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:54,400 listened to you. I thought it was all bullshit. 507 00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:59,000 And I'm good at reading like the past two, but I guess I'm more 508 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:02,480 like into the future or just the present moment. 509 00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:04,600 I don't really like dwell on the past. 510 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:08,080 So I, I try to tell people like to release the past, you know, 511 00:29:08,360 --> 00:29:10,840 to let go of those toxic energies and leave them in the 512 00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:12,680 past. So you can welcome in your 513 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:14,760 manifestations. Because you're not going to be 514 00:29:14,760 --> 00:29:18,600 gifted by your your ancestors and your spirit guys and your 515 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:22,000 team as long as you have these negative energies and entities 516 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:23,720 around you. Because they don't want them to 517 00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:26,400 be a part of that. They don't want them to be 518 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:29,760 gifted too. I just posted a TikTok as you 519 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:33,240 were looking for your headphones and I was like, well, I'm just 520 00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:35,400 going to record a TikTok. That's exactly what I was 521 00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:38,480 talking about. How like the energy vampires in 522 00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:41,800 your life are blocking your blessings, your friends, your 523 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:45,360 partners, your fucking people that have been around your life 524 00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:49,320 and like spectators or whatever. And sometimes like you're giving 525 00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:53,640 these people inside information where they are actively blocking 526 00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:56,720 your blessings. And I used to feel like I was 527 00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:59,200 someone because I'm very much like a visionary. 528 00:29:59,440 --> 00:30:03,120 I also am very in tune with like molding the future to my liking. 529 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:06,440 And like, I'm always talking about like healing and peace and 530 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:10,000 positivity for like the future and like it infusing that 531 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:15,240 frequency into my future. But you know, so many people are 532 00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:19,280 being blocked from the next level currently because of their 533 00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:22,280 best friend, their partner, their business partner, their 534 00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:25,920 mom, their dad, their sister, like whoever the fuck like it is 535 00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,040 in your life. It's like feeding off of your 536 00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:31,920 energy and does not want to see you break free of those molds 537 00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:36,200 because then you're going to be on a new path that you leave 538 00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:38,400 them behind and they do not want that. 539 00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:42,640 I know I preach that a lot and like my readings. 540 00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:46,160 I know people get so sick of hearing me talk about duality 541 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:50,120 and leaving negative people in the past and that they're just, 542 00:30:50,120 --> 00:30:52,960 you know, projecting negative things onto you and they're 543 00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:55,240 blocking your blessings and this and that. 544 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,520 And a lot of people I feel like get offended because I can't go 545 00:30:58,520 --> 00:31:01,640 without a comments. And I just like, I used to 546 00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:05,040 respond to them and then I would get reported for them and then 547 00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:08,600 like be like almost up for account deletion. 548 00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:11,520 So now I just block, you know, and delete. 549 00:31:12,040 --> 00:31:16,680 So I don't respond to the hate anymore, but I, I don't know, I 550 00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:18,960 just really preach, you know, duality. 551 00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:23,200 And you, you have to go through, you know, the darkness to, you 552 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:26,240 know, get to the lighter side and you have to embrace, you 553 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,320 know, the darkness that you went through. 554 00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:32,440 And, you know, we all have, you know, light and dark within us 555 00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:35,040 and we need to embrace that. And we all have, you know, that 556 00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:37,800 divine masculine, that divine feminine side. 557 00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:42,000 And it's OK, you know, we need to balance that out in order for 558 00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:45,400 like our manifestations and our desires, prayers. 559 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:48,880 I just try to be respectful to whatever 1 you know, calls 560 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:52,400 everything and to want us to come into your life. 561 00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:55,720 You know, I'm all about authenticity like we call, I 562 00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,800 call it spirit, the universe. I talk to God, I talk to mother 563 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,120 earth, to the the birds, the trees. 564 00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:05,760 Like I think God is, I think God is just creation in itself. 565 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:10,160 It's been interpreted, it's been labeled, it's been distorted. 566 00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:15,440 But All in all, like creation is a frequency and matter is never 567 00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:18,640 created or destroyed. It's just manipulated and 568 00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:21,200 transformed in some way. So you know I. 569 00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:23,080 I agree with that because we talked about. 570 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:27,280 Like duality is something that when people embrace their shadow 571 00:32:27,280 --> 00:32:32,160 and they embrace the part of them that like does feel left 572 00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:35,840 out or does feel different or doesn't feel good enough or like 573 00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:39,160 doesn't feel supported or whatever. 574 00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:41,880 When you embrace those parts of you that feel left behind or 575 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:46,600 feel left out, you kind of stop like rejecting yourself. 576 00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:50,400 Because a lot of times, like I noticed, especially in my past, 577 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:55,800 my punishment for not harnessing my gifts is I would punish 578 00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:59,440 myself in relationships by dating the fucking most like 579 00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:01,800 awful people you've ever met in your life. 580 00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:07,000 And like really reflected on that like around like 2728 about 581 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:11,920 how like my dating history is truly a hate crime towards my 582 00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:15,120 success. Like my dating history was 583 00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:18,440 literally what was blocking me. And like now what do you know? 584 00:33:18,440 --> 00:33:20,480 I've been celibate for like a year and. 585 00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:22,400 Like. Went on that journey and was 586 00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:26,040 celibate for like 3 full years. So like, you know, I honestly 587 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:29,640 think that the universe put me into a lot of shitty connections 588 00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:32,280 and friendships and relationships in the beginning 589 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:35,840 phases of my life because I'm not falling for shit. 590 00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:39,360 Like I told everyone, it takes just wanted to know one baby. 591 00:33:39,360 --> 00:33:42,280 And you're not going to lie to me about being a crackhead. 592 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:45,320 You're not going to lie to me about cheating, stealing, lying, 593 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:48,480 trying to scam, trying to finesse whatever you're trying 594 00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:49,960 to hide. I'm going to figure it out. 595 00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:52,640 Like I'm going to know. And that's what's crazy. 596 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:55,280 It doesn't matter how close I am to someone. 597 00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:59,240 I can see their true colors now. So now I see why most people had 598 00:33:59,240 --> 00:34:04,640 to be like revealed and removed. Yes, I was very upset like 599 00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:09,440 whenever my best friend and I had a falling out, but then, you 600 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:14,760 know, I actually a lot of truths were revealed to me and whenever 601 00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:17,719 I kind of left them in the past, a lot of good things started 602 00:34:17,719 --> 00:34:20,080 coming into my life. And it made me really realize 603 00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:23,120 that, you know, there's a lot of karmic people out there in your 604 00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:25,679 life. Like I, I believe in past lives 605 00:34:25,679 --> 00:34:29,719 and I believe like you can be born into like karmic families, 606 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:33,280 like, you know, individuals who quite possibly possibly murdered 607 00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:36,360 you in your past life for like the closest ones to you. 608 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:41,880 I've went through like a lot of like past life readings and I've 609 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:46,000 had like a reader tell me that I had like a very ancient soul and 610 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:49,000 that my hands like people always made fun of my hands because 611 00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:52,199 they're like super small and they're wrinkly looking. 612 00:34:52,199 --> 00:34:54,440 They look, they're like you have old woman hands. 613 00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:58,640 And she told me it was because I've lived so many lives and 614 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:04,640 that they're healing hands. So I do Reiki and it honestly, 615 00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:08,160 like I do it on my spouse a lot because she had a spinal fusion 616 00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:11,880 and she was actually in a four Wheeler accident not too long 617 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,120 ago and she is as hot as it does not want to go to the hospital 618 00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:18,360 and she could not raise her neck up. 619 00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:22,800 And I was just like, you know, you know, doing my thing and I 620 00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:24,200 didn't tell her what I was doing. 621 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:27,760 And then I, you know, I could feel like the heat in my hand 622 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:32,440 and I just like threw it and, you know, away and, you know, 623 00:35:32,440 --> 00:35:35,400 said like a blessing And I like called upon my guides and 624 00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:37,440 ancestors to while I was doing it. 625 00:35:37,720 --> 00:35:40,320 And she like lifted her head up and she was completely fine. 626 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:42,440 She was like, wow, I don't I don't hurt anymore. 627 00:35:42,720 --> 00:35:46,080 I don't know what just happened. And I was like, I'll tell her 628 00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:49,440 later. I love that, you know, I do 629 00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:52,000 Reiki as well. I have the Reiki symbol. 630 00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:55,400 That's awesome. Tattooed on me and you know, I 631 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,200 have like the lollipop for the podcast and they really go 632 00:35:58,200 --> 00:35:59,920 together like this is. Cute. 633 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:04,080 Yeah, I love that. Close so I feel like, you know, 634 00:36:04,080 --> 00:36:07,760 like a lollipop is like a choker ray, but you know, energy 635 00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:11,400 healing is so underestimated. I think so many people, like you 636 00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:16,800 said, really don't realize how to transmute energy and how to 637 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:20,960 release it through healing or grounding or meditating. 638 00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:24,960 And like I'll go in phases where like I'll do something every 639 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:28,840 single day and then I'll just stop and then I'll do it again 640 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:30,280 like later. Like I don't know I'm the. 641 00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:34,520 Same way I'll do like readings for like a week straight and 642 00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:38,040 then I'll go silent for like a week and then I'll go back to 643 00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:40,000 reading for a week and then I'll go silent. 644 00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:43,960 It just, it just happened. I don't know why. 645 00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:48,440 You know, I've been doing my business for about four years 646 00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:53,640 now and for like the first year I did free readings or donation 647 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,920 readings for like the whole year on my website. 648 00:36:56,240 --> 00:37:00,600 And then like the next year, I really like had a lot of clients 649 00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:05,120 and like honestly like the last probably like 6 months, I've 650 00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:08,600 just taken such a step back from like the public in that way, 651 00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:09,720 like. Just. 652 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:14,640 Not putting out a lot of energy for everyone else because as a 653 00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:18,440 healer and as someone who's very sensitive, man, I just like want 654 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:20,200 to give and give and give sometimes. 655 00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:24,400 And I feel like that also like you'll keep attracting energy 656 00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:26,920 vampires so that you can learn that lesson. 657 00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:33,480 And so like, it's weird to be on this podcast, you know, four 658 00:37:33,480 --> 00:37:36,880 years later and it be completely like rebranded into something 659 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:40,720 new. But it's so symbolic of like how 660 00:37:40,720 --> 00:37:44,240 things change and people change and like you can be really 661 00:37:44,240 --> 00:37:46,920 aligned with someone for a really long time and then your 662 00:37:46,920 --> 00:37:52,040 timeline just like splits and like there's no like way to even 663 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,080 understand it. It's like I've read something 664 00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:57,560 something read something somewhere and it said that when 665 00:37:57,560 --> 00:38:01,000 you're like soul contract with someone is completely fulfilled 666 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:05,480 and like null and like over, you will never see that person 667 00:38:05,480 --> 00:38:07,000 again. Like you will not see them in 668 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,400 real life. You won't see them pop up on 669 00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:11,880 social media like you will never see them again. 670 00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:16,440 And I really believe that because this past year I had a 671 00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:19,960 miscarriage with someone that I went to high school with and it 672 00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:24,440 was just like we rekindled like 4th of July and just boom, like 673 00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:26,040 I knew I was pregnant the next day. 674 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:28,880 I was like, Oh my God, I made I made a big mistake. 675 00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:32,040 And then like a week later I was trying to like gaslight myself 676 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:33,880 and say I wasn't, but I just knew I was. 677 00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:36,960 So then flash forward the universe like knew better and I 678 00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:40,200 like swiftly pretty much had miscarriage and everything just 679 00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:44,600 kind of happened the way it did. And that person like it's just 680 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,640 been completely out of my life ever since. 681 00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:51,520 Like, and that was someone that was like 1516 years, like always 682 00:38:51,520 --> 00:38:53,920 been a part of my life 17 years, you know, like a really long 683 00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:57,280 time. And now just like boom, like 684 00:38:57,320 --> 00:39:01,520 nowhere near, nowhere near me. And it's weird because like a 685 00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:05,120 year ago in June, this had not happened yet, right? 686 00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:07,280 Like what I'm talking about like happened. 687 00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:10,600 So like now we're counting down to the like one year of it and 688 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,440 I'm like, I will never be that stupid again. 689 00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:16,400 For one, I knew better and I still did it. 690 00:39:16,400 --> 00:39:21,000 And that's what history with someone, longevity with someone 691 00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:23,080 or growing up with someone will do for you. 692 00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:26,880 They will get you back in your bad ass habits back on the wrong 693 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:30,480 path within 5 minutes before you even know what's happened. 694 00:39:31,480 --> 00:39:34,400 Oh, yeah, I'm so sorry that you even had to go through that. 695 00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:37,240 That's terrific. I'm so sorry to hear that. 696 00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:42,880 But yeah, I've had a few people try to pull me back into, you 697 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:46,680 know, some bad habits. And I'm like, no, I left you in 698 00:39:46,680 --> 00:39:48,880 the past for a reason. I blocked you. 699 00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:51,760 You're messaging me on a new account for a reason. 700 00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:53,200 That's the reason you're blocked. 701 00:39:53,640 --> 00:39:58,040 No, denied access denied. You were blocking my blessings 702 00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:01,920 so can't let you back in. And you know how many people 703 00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:06,760 will literally pay someone else and support someone else's 704 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:09,600 business before they would support yours or support what 705 00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:13,320 you're doing? And that's what has always blown 706 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:18,960 my mind about just life, because people will get on there and 707 00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:22,560 tell 2 Chainz happy birthday before they will get on there 708 00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:25,600 and like tell their own high school friend happy birthday, 709 00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:28,040 you know? That was so crazy to me too. 710 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:31,960 And that's why I love like if I make a post, I love to like put 711 00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:35,080 it on my story so I can see who viewed it. 712 00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:37,600 But didn't you know, like it and support me. 713 00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:39,600 But you gave, you know, my story, the view. 714 00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:43,560 So obviously you saw it. So that tells me there you're 715 00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,080 you're just a hater and you're jealous and you're just on my 716 00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:49,400 page lurking. You know, I will say though, and 717 00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:53,320 I'm bad about this, you all sometimes I'll open up stories 718 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:56,720 and I'll and I'll just let them play and then I'll get up and go 719 00:40:56,720 --> 00:40:59,320 to the bathroom and they'll still be playing like so it's 720 00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:01,280 when they're like 10 people story like it. 721 00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:04,160 It's just going. So my bad. 722 00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:07,160 I may have looked at it but. No, not you. 723 00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:10,800 It's just like some people I know what for I like. 724 00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:13,400 I know there's. A few people on my page that I I 725 00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:15,520 do that intentionally. Or. 726 00:41:15,840 --> 00:41:20,080 Because I'm like, I know you're working and every time I post a 727 00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:22,160 story, you're like one of my first viewers. 728 00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:26,160 Why are you? So why do you even follow me? 729 00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:29,000 Because you're obviously just hating and you're sending me 730 00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:33,280 negative energy and I can feel it, but you know, I'm, you know, 731 00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:35,840 divinely protected. So keep on sending it my way. 732 00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:39,720 I'm just going to alchemize that or my guides and my ancestors 733 00:41:39,720 --> 00:41:41,400 are going to send that back tenfold. 734 00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:43,000 So it's whatever you want to do, baby. 735 00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:46,160 Right, right. You know, that's where like I 736 00:41:46,160 --> 00:41:50,480 don't even get worked up when people are like showing their 737 00:41:50,480 --> 00:41:52,600 true colors. I'm just like, thank you spirit. 738 00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:56,920 Because like I'm every week I do some type of clearing work and 739 00:41:56,920 --> 00:42:00,080 like cleansing work for myself and my body and all the things. 740 00:42:00,360 --> 00:42:04,120 And every week I say if if something does not serve me, 741 00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:06,320 remove it from my life. And then I'm. 742 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:09,480 Always shocked when like the following week, like clockwork, 743 00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:12,800 things are being removed or or like energies and things are 744 00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:14,880 being like just completely cut out. 745 00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:19,360 But it is very peaceful when you realize that just because you 746 00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:23,520 have a good heart doesn't mean that people are going to give 747 00:42:23,520 --> 00:42:25,680 that back to you. Like some people just want to be 748 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:28,360 around you because you have a good heart and you're giving and 749 00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:31,400 you're nice and you're going to think about them and hook them 750 00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:32,880 up, but they're not going to hook you up. 751 00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:37,000 Like I've had a lot of best friends in the past growing up 752 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:40,360 that would like literally be the fakest bitch you've ever met to 753 00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:42,680 me. But here I was trying to hook 754 00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,760 them up or like give them recommendations or, you know, 755 00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:49,280 like trying to like put them on or put them into a room where 756 00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:52,800 they were not invited. Just like, I don't know. 757 00:42:52,800 --> 00:42:55,520 But I think karma always works itself out. 758 00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:59,640 I've never ever lost sleep over being a good person. 759 00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:04,160 So it's like, do you? Same here, Like I had recently 760 00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:08,080 had someone who I consider a good friend, like they blocked 761 00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:10,480 me on everything except for my spouse. 762 00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:13,680 And I was like, what the heck, What did I do to you? 763 00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:19,120 But like, I kind of like, you know, beat a little bit of their 764 00:43:19,120 --> 00:43:23,680 content and they're literally like ripping off my style to AT 765 00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:26,640 and trying to do everything that I'm doing, like, you know, 766 00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:29,840 trying to copycat and imitate. And I guess they didn't want me 767 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,440 to see that. But you know, go ahead, keep 768 00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:34,640 trying. You're not going to succeed. 769 00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:37,920 Do whatever you think you can do. 770 00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:41,680 I mean, your ego is too large and you're, you're living in 771 00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:44,720 your ego and it's not going to work out, you know, until you 772 00:43:44,720 --> 00:43:48,360 release that ego. There's a big difference in 773 00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:51,720 confidence and being egotistical, and people need to 774 00:43:51,720 --> 00:43:55,440 learn the difference for real. Yeah, yeah, for sure. 775 00:43:55,440 --> 00:43:59,600 And you know, I just think it's weird that people like will pay 776 00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:03,800 money to support like trends or celebrities or like other 777 00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:09,200 brands, but like your friends like giving a free yoga class 778 00:44:09,200 --> 00:44:12,960 and you don't go or like they're giving a free seminar and 779 00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:14,640 teaching something and you don't show up. 780 00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:17,800 Like there's just so many little things where like over the years 781 00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:22,560 of like doing events, doing in person things, giving speeches, 782 00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:27,400 having a podcast, I've just learned how many people sit on 783 00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:31,800 the sidelines and like they're waiting for you to like, do 784 00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:34,320 something really cool just so they can be like, yeah, I know 785 00:44:34,320 --> 00:44:36,080 her. Or like, yeah, I went to school 786 00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:37,760 with her. Like, yeah, we're Facebook 787 00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:38,920 friends. You know? 788 00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:44,440 So every day I start, I started telling people happy birthday on 789 00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:47,600 Facebook, but then I also started deleting people on their 790 00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:51,160 birthday, like because I have like over 4000 friends on there. 791 00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:54,240 So I've just been like going through and just like randomly 792 00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:57,240 deleting people on their birthdays because I'm like, I 793 00:44:57,240 --> 00:44:59,760 don't know you and I don't. Like, that's funny. 794 00:44:59,800 --> 00:45:01,840 I was. Like not sure who you are are 795 00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:03,320 like why you're on my friends list. 796 00:45:03,320 --> 00:45:07,440 So I don't know, I just feel like I'm in a detached phase and 797 00:45:07,440 --> 00:45:11,760 I've learned my lesson with like being too patient, too calm, too 798 00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:14,920 understanding because like that really does get you fucked over. 799 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:19,040 Like I used to approach everything very like boldly and 800 00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:21,560 like sternly. But then like this past year, 801 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:25,760 since like 2025 started, I've been trying to like be non 802 00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:28,600 resistant, like just oh, it's not working out today. 803 00:45:28,600 --> 00:45:30,280 OK, cool. Oh, you need to cancel. 804 00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:32,560 OK, cool. Oh, you're going to go on a trip 805 00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:34,080 for five weeks and not have a phone? 806 00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:35,840 Okay, cool. Like just trying to be like 807 00:45:36,080 --> 00:45:40,560 chill, like on a very much like okay, we'll do okay, cool sounds 808 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:42,920 great. You know, like just really not 809 00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:47,280 giving a reaction, not arguing, not giving too much information, 810 00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:50,200 not giving you a motion. Just be like, sure, oh, you want 811 00:45:50,200 --> 00:45:52,720 me to go pick up trash? Sure, you want me to do this? 812 00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:54,320 Sure. You know, like I've just been 813 00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:56,840 like real chill. And it's really been throwing a 814 00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:59,360 lot of people off because like, they can't read me. 815 00:45:59,360 --> 00:46:03,200 They're like, is she upset? And so now, like happening in 816 00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:05,800 like my personal and professional life, like people 817 00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:09,240 are trying to poke me by like affecting certain parts of my 818 00:46:09,240 --> 00:46:11,360 life. And I'm just like, I will 819 00:46:11,360 --> 00:46:13,320 literally replace you. OK, cool. 820 00:46:13,320 --> 00:46:15,240 Sure. You know, it's just like, OK. 821 00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:17,120 Yeah. You think you're gonna stop me? 822 00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:19,440 OK, sure. You know, like, instead of like 823 00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:22,880 before I would have just felt like really betrayed or, like, 824 00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:25,280 let down or like, disappointed in others. 825 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:28,880 Instead I'm just like, OK, sure. Like I'm just like, whatever. 826 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:33,400 Yeah, I recently actually went to an event and it was really, 827 00:46:33,400 --> 00:46:37,840 really busy. I was like, you know, I had some 828 00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:41,680 friends who, you know, rant like they've worked at the event. 829 00:46:41,680 --> 00:46:46,240 I'm not going to name any names because they like they like us 830 00:46:46,240 --> 00:46:50,960 too. So they got angry with me 831 00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:54,000 because I didn't have like enough time to like really 832 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,960 communicate with them. And I was like, I was literally 833 00:46:57,000 --> 00:47:00,600 in line for photo OPS back-to-back to back-to-back to 834 00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:04,240 back. And like I got yelled at and 835 00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:07,680 like belittled and they went crazy on me because they were 836 00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:13,840 like, you're ignoring us, sending us mixed signals, trying 837 00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:16,160 to boss me around kind of like they were my mom. 838 00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:17,920 And I was like, this is weird energy. 839 00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:22,960 And I didn't even respond to it. I was like, well, I can delete. 840 00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:24,960 I'm, I'm not dealing with that. I'm not. 841 00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:27,640 I mean, you're like 20 years older than me. 842 00:47:27,720 --> 00:47:32,080 You need to grow up. I wasn't ignoring you on 843 00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:34,680 purpose. I actually didn't see you but 844 00:47:34,920 --> 00:47:37,440 for like one second. And when I did, I actually said 845 00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:40,840 hello, like I spent a lot of money to be at this event. 846 00:47:40,840 --> 00:47:44,720 And I'm not going to miss out on like meeting these people that I 847 00:47:44,720 --> 00:47:48,360 paid a lot of money to meet to go communicate with you, you 848 00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:52,480 know, people. Just need to like this is my 849 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:55,200 thing. I will have men who I think are 850 00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:57,320 attractive won't ever say a word to me. 851 00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:02,160 I have someone who looks like a fucking thumb slash, frog slash, 852 00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:06,120 big toe. Hit me up, baby girl, where you 853 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:07,520 at? Let me come get you. 854 00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:11,840 Like the audacity is like, did you even look at you before you 855 00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:15,240 sent this message? But so many people think they're 856 00:48:15,240 --> 00:48:17,760 like, so important and like they should. 857 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:19,240 Have just like. Exactly. 858 00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,920 I'm like, you're not even a celebrity, but you think you 859 00:48:21,920 --> 00:48:24,720 are. Like I know that you, your 860 00:48:24,720 --> 00:48:29,040 little Boo thing, you know, has some protection because, you 861 00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:32,360 know, mommy and daddy, they're like higher ups where they live. 862 00:48:32,360 --> 00:48:36,520 But I'm not afraid of you. And you know, I have people on 863 00:48:36,520 --> 00:48:38,800 my side too. Like I have my own attorney. 864 00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:41,640 So if you all want to go there, we can go there. 865 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:45,720 Y'all, we got lawyers too. That's what I did last bitch, 866 00:48:46,040 --> 00:48:49,840 don't speak to me again. You can have a lawyer contact me 867 00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:53,360 because I'm not talking to you like I'm not going back and 868 00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:55,880 forth. I don't even like people 869 00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:58,160 thinking that they're that important that like they're 870 00:48:58,160 --> 00:48:59,400 going to. Ruffle my feathers. 871 00:48:59,400 --> 00:49:01,680 Like. This one was like, I'm not even 872 00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:04,600 going to let them think that it bothers me because I know you're 873 00:49:04,600 --> 00:49:07,760 just trying to get me down and, you know, you're sending 874 00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:10,760 negative energy my way. And I've always had like this 875 00:49:10,760 --> 00:49:13,720 feeling that they were doing like spell work against me too, 876 00:49:13,720 --> 00:49:18,880 because I have like a lot of prophetic dreams and sometimes 877 00:49:18,920 --> 00:49:23,960 like they're in them and like I'm doing some really effed up 878 00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:26,560 stuff and like I'm running from them. 879 00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:28,160 I always have like a dream like that. 880 00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:30,360 I'm running from someone in a hotel. 881 00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:32,720 And every time I've ever been around them, it's because I'm on 882 00:49:32,720 --> 00:49:36,240 an event at a hotel. So it's like kind of like my 883 00:49:36,240 --> 00:49:38,320 guys trying to tell me, you know, steer clear. 884 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:41,080 Like they're really negative energies and entities. 885 00:49:41,600 --> 00:49:45,040 And I almost feel like one of them has like something like 886 00:49:45,160 --> 00:49:48,840 attached to them that's very negative because they kind of 887 00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:52,160 think they're very egotistical. And I think the world revolves 888 00:49:52,160 --> 00:49:54,080 around them. And that's not how it works. 889 00:49:54,560 --> 00:49:58,120 Like, you're not even that big of a celebrity. 890 00:49:58,120 --> 00:50:01,160 Like honestly, I have more policy. 891 00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,240 You're not even a celebrity. Just cause in your hometown 892 00:50:04,240 --> 00:50:06,400 you're a celebrity. You're not that important. 893 00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:08,560 You're not. And you're not even in your 894 00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:10,480 hometown. You're not even a celeb in your 895 00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:13,320 hometown. Just because you were in one 896 00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:16,840 episode for a few minutes on something does not mean that 897 00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:20,760 you're a celeb sweetheart. No, I think the Internet gives 898 00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:23,960 such an illusion that like people are way more important 899 00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:26,240 than they are. And sometimes I think that 900 00:50:26,240 --> 00:50:30,360 people need to take a step back and like touch grass and like 901 00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:34,240 get off the computer. And I honestly feel like we 902 00:50:34,240 --> 00:50:37,000 could talk about this all fucking day. 903 00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:40,840 But like as being someone who's super spiritual, super pretty 904 00:50:40,840 --> 00:50:44,040 and super talented like yourself, I can see why people 905 00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:46,680 would be like intimidated and like, maybe that's why me and 906 00:50:46,680 --> 00:50:49,680 you are like bonding right now. Because like I told you earlier, 907 00:50:49,960 --> 00:50:53,880 I don't feel like there would be any weird like blurred minds in. 908 00:50:53,880 --> 00:50:57,600 That no, because. It's like we can like measure up 909 00:50:57,600 --> 00:51:00,720 on a lot of the same levels where like there is no secret. 910 00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:04,000 Competition. I feel like everyone I've ever 911 00:51:04,000 --> 00:51:07,000 been around, there's always been like a secret competition and I 912 00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:09,080 didn't realize it until like way later. 913 00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:14,320 And I went through a lot of I guess people would say like 914 00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:19,240 mental health issues probably like 3 years ago. 915 00:51:19,240 --> 00:51:23,640 But I honestly think that I think it was spiritual attacks. 916 00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:26,960 Like people were attacking my mind spiritually and then I was 917 00:51:26,960 --> 00:51:29,280 getting texts a lot. But I know people probably think 918 00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:34,080 I'm crazy for saying that. But like my friends like 919 00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:38,080 abandoned me and they like spread my wife's DMS and 920 00:51:38,080 --> 00:51:40,840 everything, you know, trying to get with her. 921 00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:43,440 And I was like, that's really fucked up. 922 00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:46,760 I'm just really glad it showed me like your true colors, like 923 00:51:47,400 --> 00:51:53,680 I, I offered myself up as a vessel to I don't even know 924 00:51:53,680 --> 00:51:56,760 what's there. And after I did that, it was 925 00:51:56,760 --> 00:52:00,360 like a downward spiral. I don't know what happened or 926 00:52:00,360 --> 00:52:03,280 like what see. I just moved back into my 927 00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:07,200 hometown and I was living in the room that my dad passed away in. 928 00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:10,200 And something woke me up at 3:00 AM. 929 00:52:10,240 --> 00:52:13,680 And like it like, it was like something grabbed a hold of my 930 00:52:13,680 --> 00:52:17,320 hand and pulled me out of bed. And it was raining outside and I 931 00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:21,840 had a convertible car and my top was down and my car was started 932 00:52:21,840 --> 00:52:25,680 For some reason, I don't know how, I left my keys in there and 933 00:52:25,680 --> 00:52:28,880 the car was started. So I put my top up and I thought 934 00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:32,160 that it was my dad, you know, that woke me up. 935 00:52:32,160 --> 00:52:35,800 And I was like, oh, yay, my dad's with me, you know, so I 936 00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:37,160 wasn't. Actually running. 937 00:52:37,720 --> 00:52:39,760 Yes, my car was running. You were asleep. 938 00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:44,400 Yeah, I was asleep. And like, like, like I was 939 00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:47,160 pulled out of bed. Like something grabbed a hold of 940 00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:50,600 my hand because I, like, I was sleeping with my hand open and 941 00:52:50,760 --> 00:52:53,520 like, my hand curled like another hand grabbed me. 942 00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:55,880 And my dad passed away in that room. 943 00:52:55,880 --> 00:52:59,560 So I automatically assumed I was like, yeah, it's my dad. 944 00:52:59,600 --> 00:53:03,120 You know, he came back to visit me because I was grieving really 945 00:53:03,120 --> 00:53:06,240 bad, too, still. And I was always mad because, 946 00:53:06,240 --> 00:53:08,480 like, my mom would say she had dreams about it. 947 00:53:08,480 --> 00:53:11,200 And he never came to see me like in my dreams or anything like 948 00:53:11,200 --> 00:53:13,360 that. I didn't get to say goodbye. 949 00:53:13,360 --> 00:53:18,880 So I never really got closure. So whatever that was, I was 950 00:53:19,200 --> 00:53:23,720 like, I welcomed it in and it like, kind of like took full 951 00:53:23,720 --> 00:53:30,120 control and it wreaked a lot of havoc in my life and caused a 952 00:53:30,120 --> 00:53:33,240 lot of chaos. Like people, you know, thought 953 00:53:33,240 --> 00:53:34,720 it was like mental health issues. 954 00:53:34,720 --> 00:53:38,440 But I honestly think that it was like, I don't know, some type of 955 00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:44,040 possession because I, I was like being led to like graveyards, 956 00:53:44,040 --> 00:53:48,520 like it wasn't really me driving and like something was like 957 00:53:48,520 --> 00:53:50,240 talking through me. And I was doing a lot of 958 00:53:50,240 --> 00:53:53,000 readings back then too. And they went viral. 959 00:53:53,000 --> 00:53:57,320 And I think people could. I was a little, you know, cuckoo 960 00:53:57,840 --> 00:53:59,760 and they. Were saying all this and 961 00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:03,800 something similar happened to me like during my awakening too, 962 00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:09,280 like something took over my body like for it wasn't that long. 963 00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:14,080 It was like 4 full days though, like for four full days I was 964 00:54:14,080 --> 00:54:16,640 all over the place. But I feel like this is a really 965 00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:20,200 good place for us to stop this episode and let's get into 966 00:54:20,240 --> 00:54:23,960 spiritual possession and like hexing and stuff on the next. 967 00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:28,800 So you all Michaela, you're going to see her again. 968 00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:32,680 So I'll drop her socials at the bottom and we will see you all 969 00:54:32,680 --> 00:54:36,560 next time in Candyland. Thank you so much. 970 00:54:36,560 --> 00:54:40,800 I appreciate you. Welcome to Candyland, spicy and 971 00:54:40,800 --> 00:54:43,600 sweet. You're in for a tree. 972 00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:48,960 Your wildest trains got gun drops of knowledge and liquors 973 00:54:49,120 --> 00:54:53,320 too. Some fancy picking for me and 974 00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:55,360 you. Candyland. 975 00:54:55,360 --> 00:55:00,880 Candyland, a Mr. Coldplay where your shadows will meet your life 976 00:55:00,920 --> 00:55:04,360 face to face. Let's your imagination run wild 977 00:55:04,360 --> 00:55:09,560 as stories unfold. May you release anything that 978 00:55:09,560 --> 00:55:13,880 has a whole. Welcome to Candyland, spicy and 979 00:55:13,880 --> 00:55:16,680 sweet. You're in for a tree. 980 00:55:16,680 --> 00:55:21,400 You're wildest streams, some traps of knowledge in the 981 00:55:21,440 --> 00:55:26,760 courage too Plums plenty picking for me and you. 982 00:55:28,360 --> 00:55:31,840 Thank you for joining us. May you find solace and grace. 983 00:55:32,160 --> 00:55:33,720 Welcome to Candyland.