1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:33,300 What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland over 3 00:00:33,300 --> 00:00:35,900 here looking at like a lollipop with Rampage. 4 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:41,600 So many people have been gifting me candy lately, like so many 5 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:46,900 people have been giving me lollipops little Cherry gummies, 6 00:00:46,900 --> 00:00:52,000 like all that I want someone to just randomly, start handing me 7 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:53,700 candy. How do I make that happen? 8 00:00:53,700 --> 00:00:56,300 Is that the friends are hanging out with the environments here 9 00:00:56,300 --> 00:00:58,900 on? I don't know, I just know all of 10 00:00:58,900 --> 00:01:00,500 a sudden. Every time I see someone there, 11 00:01:00,500 --> 00:01:03,100 like, I got you something and it's literally candy. 12 00:01:04,200 --> 00:01:07,900 The day they could be handing, you worse things, you get 13 00:01:07,900 --> 00:01:11,400 condoms every time someone sees you, you know, it's pretty late 14 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:15,000 because honestly like whenever people buy a little packages 15 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:17,600 from me, I like to send a lollipop with them. 16 00:01:17,600 --> 00:01:21,900 So your Facebook post. I just need to tell you. 17 00:01:21,900 --> 00:01:25,100 I was fucking cracking up. You posted something along the 18 00:01:25,100 --> 00:01:29,000 lines of you. How are you going to sit here 19 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:31,100 and call me a player? When I'm ignoring all of you 20 00:01:31,100 --> 00:01:36,300 equally? I keep my notifications off to 21 00:01:36,300 --> 00:01:40,600 validate that statement y'all. I just thought that shit was so 22 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:43,900 funny because I just know the behind-the-scenes of like you 23 00:01:43,900 --> 00:01:46,900 genuinely. Just like not caring and then 24 00:01:46,900 --> 00:01:48,500 people thinking that there's something. 25 00:01:49,500 --> 00:01:52,200 I think a lot of people take that personally. 26 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:55,400 And so they try to come at me with like nonsense. 27 00:01:55,400 --> 00:01:59,400 So, I get my attention and that just pushes me further away. 28 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:03,600 I don't know what about you screams. 29 00:02:03,600 --> 00:02:06,800 I really love the fuckery, please come and send it my way, 30 00:02:06,900 --> 00:02:11,800 but that energy, the last, I don't know what it feels like 31 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:16,300 ever since like. We hit 20 23 but especially the 32 00:02:16,300 --> 00:02:23,200 last week I'm literally noticing so many thankless energy 33 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:27,400 vampires that are just any possible thing that they can 34 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:32,600 fucking squeeze out of you. They want to and it's Lee like 35 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:34,900 more more, more more more, I appreciate that. 36 00:02:34,900 --> 00:02:37,900 You did that thing for me. So can you like, do 10 times 37 00:02:37,900 --> 00:02:42,500 that amount now? I feel like so many people are 38 00:02:42,500 --> 00:02:45,900 starting to realize that the last three years. 39 00:02:45,900 --> 00:02:50,100 Since the collective Awakening really started that they're not 40 00:02:50,100 --> 00:02:52,700 doing any of the work. So now they're looking around at 41 00:02:52,700 --> 00:02:56,600 other people who are living happily or blissfully or in 42 00:02:56,600 --> 00:02:59,800 their power and they're like what about me? 43 00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:02,800 Like give me some of that. Let me have some of that and 44 00:03:02,800 --> 00:03:06,100 it's like baby. Do the fucking work. 45 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:13,200 I also don't like the energy of assuming that if other people 46 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:18,500 are like, doing well that then they're entitled to give what 47 00:03:18,500 --> 00:03:21,800 they have to you. Like, if I, if you see that I'm 48 00:03:21,800 --> 00:03:24,900 doing well with my businesses and the I'm making like money 49 00:03:24,900 --> 00:03:28,500 for myself, and I'm not struggling you, then reaching 50 00:03:28,500 --> 00:03:30,200 out and being like, Oh, you're making money. 51 00:03:30,200 --> 00:03:32,500 Can I have some of that? Because I went through this and 52 00:03:32,500 --> 00:03:36,800 I could really use some money. Like the fucking audacity is 53 00:03:36,900 --> 00:03:43,400 unreal and Like I work very hard and you should too people that 54 00:03:43,400 --> 00:03:48,300 have no slyke Hobbies, or goals or Creative, Drive are always 55 00:03:48,300 --> 00:03:52,600 looking around at other people and they want some of that and 56 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:55,800 it's like sometimes it's not even that people want your 57 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:59,000 money. It's like they want what you 58 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:03,000 have from like a energetic standpoint, like your confidence 59 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:06,600 to chase your dreams or like the driving motivation to get things 60 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:07,800 done. Like people do. 61 00:04:07,900 --> 00:04:11,300 I know how hard it is to literally have to take care of a 62 00:04:11,300 --> 00:04:16,899 household work, a job, run businesses on the side or 63 00:04:16,899 --> 00:04:18,700 whatever. So that's why most people in the 64 00:04:18,700 --> 00:04:22,400 evening, when they clock out at five, they go get a beer or they 65 00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:26,400 go home and watch TV or fuck off for the next six hours, instead 66 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:29,300 of building their dreams. And I'm not against that, like, 67 00:04:29,300 --> 00:04:31,500 do your thing baby, that's your souls thing. 68 00:04:31,700 --> 00:04:34,600 But like don't come for me because I spend every night 69 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:37,800 until literally probably ten o'clock working on my business. 70 00:04:37,900 --> 00:04:41,200 - and then maybe for like an hour before I go to bed. 71 00:04:41,300 --> 00:04:45,600 I look at social media or like chill and maybe turn on TV 72 00:04:45,700 --> 00:04:50,400 sometimes but it's like at the end of the day all of that time 73 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:54,500 that you're wasting looking and comparing and contrasting your 74 00:04:54,500 --> 00:04:57,200 life to someone else's, you could just be spending like 75 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:00,100 brainstorming on what you're good at and then start there, 76 00:05:00,500 --> 00:05:03,900 I've seen so many people blow up and their small businesses 77 00:05:03,900 --> 00:05:06,700 lately because they've been putting in that work behind the 78 00:05:06,700 --> 00:05:09,000 scenes. Yeah. 79 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:12,800 And like, you know, being somebody who like worked 80 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:16,000 full-time and was getting to their goal. 81 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:19,400 I'm I was always speaking out loud and making the conscious 82 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:22,100 thing of like I'm going to make this amount and then I'm going 83 00:05:22,100 --> 00:05:24,800 to work for myself and that's what the fuck I did. 84 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:30,400 And I that was going to work and then coming home and still doing 85 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:32,800 readings and recording podcasts stuff. 86 00:05:32,800 --> 00:05:35,200 I can't even tell you guys, I would have. 87 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:37,500 When I first started the coven of Rejects. 88 00:05:37,700 --> 00:05:41,200 Podcast I would literally interview two to three people 89 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:44,200 every single day because I was always nervous that it would cap 90 00:05:44,200 --> 00:05:47,000 out and somebody finally wouldn't want to talk to me and 91 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:49,700 I always had this mindset of like nobody's ever going to say 92 00:05:49,700 --> 00:05:52,000 yes to me and that's how I went into it. 93 00:05:52,300 --> 00:05:55,500 I ended up having such a backlog that I couldn't interview for a 94 00:05:55,500 --> 00:05:58,500 while and that let me like rest and recoup. 95 00:05:58,800 --> 00:06:04,200 But I also noticed that There's people who already have like 96 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:06,300 creative goals. You already have like drive for 97 00:06:06,300 --> 00:06:11,300 themselves and those people too are like just as as equal to try 98 00:06:11,300 --> 00:06:13,700 and take energy and it literally makes me. 99 00:06:13,800 --> 00:06:17,200 It's that energy of like shout me out, but I won't return that 100 00:06:17,200 --> 00:06:25,000 to you and to me that's so shitty to want to keep on using 101 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:28,300 the people around you who you're inspired by and who are 102 00:06:28,300 --> 00:06:30,900 supporting you. Because like, I know you go 103 00:06:30,900 --> 00:06:34,300 through it to like me. Rampage sit here and legit hype 104 00:06:34,300 --> 00:06:38,200 up everybody around us and then we sit here and we watch people 105 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:42,600 not high bust up or send us something privately and say like 106 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:46,200 congratulations instead of shouting it out on the post and 107 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:47,900 sharing it to their page like we do. 108 00:06:47,900 --> 00:06:51,400 There's we noticed that shit just because we're very friendly 109 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:55,600 and like we we genuinely do want to see these people, like, go 110 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:58,800 ahead and and so we try not to tell them about themselves and 111 00:06:58,800 --> 00:07:01,800 we try to just like step back and support, but it's fucked up. 112 00:07:01,900 --> 00:07:04,400 To watch it keep on happening and to keep going through it. 113 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:06,900 And the people around you, you'll make a post about 114 00:07:06,900 --> 00:07:09,300 something. And they'll like heart that post 115 00:07:09,300 --> 00:07:11,900 and then you're kind of like it wasn't about you, but like the 116 00:07:11,900 --> 00:07:14,400 boot does fit. So like don't heart react it 117 00:07:15,700 --> 00:07:20,100 what bothers me about all of that is the fact that we are 118 00:07:20,100 --> 00:07:24,800 supporting people who secretly are competing because it is is 119 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:27,700 like, if you can't share a post or hit the like button or 120 00:07:27,700 --> 00:07:31,600 whatever like cool, do you boo, but then do not be in my inbox. 121 00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:36,200 Like, Wow, congrats love the podcast or like whatever, like 122 00:07:36,900 --> 00:07:40,700 say it in public, say it with your chest own it or don't say 123 00:07:40,700 --> 00:07:43,400 it at all. Like, I don't need weird fake 124 00:07:43,400 --> 00:07:46,100 support. Like, I don't mean, like, hey, 125 00:07:46,100 --> 00:07:50,300 here's a clip of something you can do for me but TTYL, whenever 126 00:07:50,300 --> 00:07:52,600 you're going to need me, you know what I mean? 127 00:07:52,600 --> 00:07:56,500 Like, here's a little 30-second synopsis on everything I need 128 00:07:56,500 --> 00:07:58,900 you to do but I'm not going to do shit for you. 129 00:07:59,500 --> 00:08:05,400 Yeah, reciprocation baby. Literally like, and we were just 130 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:08,800 talking earlier about how, like, we literally get asked questions 131 00:08:08,800 --> 00:08:11,000 about like, well, how did your friendship work? 132 00:08:11,000 --> 00:08:13,500 Like you guys don't even like know each other you would ever. 133 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:16,700 We have such like the same foundation and like, 134 00:08:16,700 --> 00:08:20,000 expectations and literally it's just like, hey, words from the 135 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:22,800 energy that I give to you and that's fucking it. 136 00:08:23,800 --> 00:08:27,600 I mean, mainly just communicate your needs because I think a lot 137 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:32,600 of the energy could be like, earlier on corrected. 138 00:08:32,799 --> 00:08:35,799 If you were just like, hey this is my needs, this is what I 139 00:08:35,799 --> 00:08:37,000 want. This is what I'm going to do. 140 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:39,799 This is what I'm not going to do, but what irks me is when 141 00:08:39,799 --> 00:08:42,600 people are like, yeah, baby, that's perfect for me. 142 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:46,300 And then later, they flake, they don't follow through, they don't 143 00:08:46,300 --> 00:08:49,800 show up, they show up in their, in their car with a brawl on, 144 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:52,100 you know, it's like baby. Girl. 145 00:08:52,100 --> 00:08:55,200 I need you to do. What you said you were going to 146 00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:57,700 do. That person is never gonna, 147 00:08:58,400 --> 00:09:01,700 we're never gonna let that go. It was funny as hell randomly, 148 00:09:01,700 --> 00:09:04,300 see videos about Person. And I'm just like, bro. 149 00:09:04,300 --> 00:09:08,700 Like, were you on drugs or not? It really blows my mind is that 150 00:09:08,700 --> 00:09:11,700 we were in a group chat with that person did an interview 151 00:09:11,700 --> 00:09:15,500 with that person and they never once followed up, like, hey, 152 00:09:15,500 --> 00:09:17,300 just wondering if you ever dropped her interview. 153 00:09:17,500 --> 00:09:19,600 Hey, just wondering. What's up with the interview? 154 00:09:19,700 --> 00:09:22,000 Hey, hey, hey. But like, that's how once again, 155 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:25,200 you know how one-sided that interaction was. 156 00:09:25,300 --> 00:09:26,700 Yes, they have a lot of followers. 157 00:09:26,700 --> 00:09:28,000 Yes. They agreed to come on to the 158 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:32,600 podcast but they were doing it out of like their ego like wow. 159 00:09:32,700 --> 00:09:34,400 Someone wants me on their podcast. 160 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,000 Not! Wow, Let Me Lend a helping hand 161 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:40,200 to my spiritual sisters people in community. 162 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:44,700 Let me help them out by showing up and acting like I got some 163 00:09:44,700 --> 00:09:51,100 fucking sense. I have so many emotions because 164 00:09:51,100 --> 00:09:55,800 I literally just feel like why should it on people who 165 00:09:56,500 --> 00:10:00,600 legitimately want to see you succeed, like who are actively 166 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:06,200 putting energy into help you and watch you succeed and like send 167 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:09,800 connections and shit like that. It's just, it's mind-boggling to 168 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:11,700 me. And I guess like this, the topic 169 00:10:11,700 --> 00:10:14,300 we could always fucking talk about because it will never make 170 00:10:14,300 --> 00:10:17,300 sense to me. And I don't understand the 171 00:10:17,300 --> 00:10:20,100 private support energy. Because if I rock with you, I 172 00:10:20,100 --> 00:10:23,100 rock with you publicly, I'll say it with my whole chest, you're 173 00:10:23,100 --> 00:10:25,900 my fucking person. Like I will fucking support that 174 00:10:25,900 --> 00:10:29,000 and then to not get that back. It's just like, stank, coochie 175 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:31,700 energy. And when you're wondering why 176 00:10:31,700 --> 00:10:35,300 you're staying broke and you're watching other people, not stay 177 00:10:35,300 --> 00:10:38,500 broke. The reason is because like I'm 178 00:10:38,500 --> 00:10:40,500 not focused on taking from somebody else. 179 00:10:40,500 --> 00:10:42,400 I'm focused on fueling my fucking self. 180 00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:45,400 Therefore I get momentum you're welcome for giving you the 181 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:48,400 blueprint usually follow it exactly. 182 00:10:48,400 --> 00:10:51,100 Because Everything that y'all are taken and taken, and 183 00:10:51,100 --> 00:10:54,800 thinking that that's making you stronger or getting you ahead, 184 00:10:54,800 --> 00:10:57,400 baby. It's not because when you take 185 00:10:57,400 --> 00:11:01,200 and you take and you take and you do not give in balance with 186 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:05,900 how much you're taking, you will reap the karmic fucking 187 00:11:05,900 --> 00:11:10,000 consequences of that regardless. Like, even if you think like, oh 188 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:11,900 well, it's fine. Like they never said, it wasn't 189 00:11:11,900 --> 00:11:15,300 fine baby. A lot of people, especially in 190 00:11:15,300 --> 00:11:18,000 your inner circle or people that you care about, like they're not 191 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:20,800 always going to Tell you, when you're fucking up and that's why 192 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:24,900 I think that like getting to know your own self, your own 193 00:11:24,900 --> 00:11:27,700 needs your own worth Your Own Foundation is so important, 194 00:11:27,700 --> 00:11:30,700 because then when little instances like this happen, we 195 00:11:30,700 --> 00:11:32,800 don't instantly make it a competition. 196 00:11:32,800 --> 00:11:34,900 It's not like, oh wow, we don't know. 197 00:11:34,900 --> 00:11:36,600 It's just like, fuck that energy. 198 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:39,700 Like I won't allow that energy into my reality so like I'm not 199 00:11:39,700 --> 00:11:41,800 going to air your interview. I'm not going to go to your 200 00:11:41,800 --> 00:11:43,100 wedding. I'm not going to be your friend 201 00:11:43,100 --> 00:11:46,900 like whatever it is. I just won't entertain it, and I 202 00:11:46,900 --> 00:11:50,400 know that Jim and I on her. Other podcast as had to delete 203 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:54,100 episodes because people are controversial and they do shady 204 00:11:54,100 --> 00:11:55,700 as shit. And she didn't want people to 205 00:11:55,700 --> 00:11:58,500 think that she was aligned with that shady shit. 206 00:11:58,700 --> 00:12:02,800 So it's like, at the end of the day, your actions, your energy, 207 00:12:02,900 --> 00:12:06,200 your persona, it lingers, whether you think people are 208 00:12:06,200 --> 00:12:09,800 perceiving you a certain way or not, it really will shine 209 00:12:09,800 --> 00:12:13,300 through like over time. Like all's you need to do is 210 00:12:13,300 --> 00:12:17,700 observe I absolutely have deleted episodes. 211 00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:23,300 I've liked unpublished episodes that had been up and the point 212 00:12:23,300 --> 00:12:27,000 being that, if I see that like you're doing shit. 213 00:12:27,000 --> 00:12:30,100 So, like, actually just fuck up, like openly fuck over other 214 00:12:30,100 --> 00:12:33,100 people and like, just be like openly. 215 00:12:33,100 --> 00:12:35,600 Just be like a bad person repeatedly. 216 00:12:35,900 --> 00:12:38,000 I'm not going to lend a voice to that. 217 00:12:38,100 --> 00:12:42,300 I don't give a fuck that I, you know, getting paid per listen or 218 00:12:42,300 --> 00:12:44,400 whatever. I would rather not make the 219 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:48,600 money and know that I'm not helping you push out that fucked 220 00:12:48,600 --> 00:12:51,900 up agenda. And I've also done interviews 221 00:12:51,900 --> 00:12:54,700 just like you and I have I've done interviews over there where 222 00:12:54,900 --> 00:12:59,100 I just haven't ever aired the episode because I was it was so 223 00:12:59,100 --> 00:13:01,400 uncomfortable for me in the moment that I'm like, I'm not 224 00:13:01,400 --> 00:13:05,500 going to subject to other people to maybe following that person. 225 00:13:05,500 --> 00:13:10,200 I don't want to boost you up on my platforms and my new favorite 226 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:13,400 thing is when people who literally have never listened to 227 00:13:13,400 --> 00:13:18,400 any of the pod, As maybe two episodes, say things like, I'd 228 00:13:18,400 --> 00:13:22,300 love to be a guest on your podcast or I'd love to do an 229 00:13:22,300 --> 00:13:25,400 interview or people want to know my side of the story. 230 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:28,300 Like, well my side of the story and I'm like, I don't know who 231 00:13:28,300 --> 00:13:31,000 you are. It's a funny thing about that is 232 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:34,700 like so many people go into the intention of like oh, I'm doing 233 00:13:34,700 --> 00:13:38,000 a podcast interview. It's about me any time I've ever 234 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:40,600 been invited on. Someone's podcast like I do 235 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:44,600 homework on the people, the person, the energy, Like what 236 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:48,300 type of guess they normally have like you cannot just go into 237 00:13:48,300 --> 00:13:51,700 things blindly because it matters. 238 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:59,400 Yeah and also getting to know people and their energy first 239 00:13:59,400 --> 00:14:02,400 like I feel like that's a I don't know II. 240 00:14:02,400 --> 00:14:07,000 Can't imagine myself wanting to go into a situation and not 241 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:08,800 understand the energy of the room. 242 00:14:09,100 --> 00:14:14,200 I want to know like do I need to like the extra grounded that day 243 00:14:14,500 --> 00:14:17,500 do like what do I need to have going on on my end to make sure 244 00:14:17,500 --> 00:14:20,200 that like I can come best prepared for that interaction? 245 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:25,300 And also, like, just knowing your own power, will really help 246 00:14:25,300 --> 00:14:28,200 you not be swayed by that wishy-washy. 247 00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:33,300 Competitive drama, dramatic type energy, because I think so many 248 00:14:33,300 --> 00:14:35,200 people are easily sucked into it. 249 00:14:35,200 --> 00:14:37,600 Like, they easily are getting their feelings hurt or getting 250 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:41,900 involved with it and like, honestly, I'm not one to like 251 00:14:42,300 --> 00:14:45,900 really check people anymore, but I am going to pull lightly, tell 252 00:14:45,900 --> 00:14:48,300 you about yourself and do not come for me after that, because 253 00:14:48,300 --> 00:14:52,100 then the like calls will come Out like then you keep coming 254 00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:55,500 for me and I'm going to really check you but I feel like a soft 255 00:14:55,500 --> 00:14:58,900 boundary of just like I don't like the way that makes me feel 256 00:14:58,900 --> 00:15:01,100 or I don't like how you do that or I don't like how you're 257 00:15:01,100 --> 00:15:04,300 projecting that like is important but when people 258 00:15:04,300 --> 00:15:07,600 instantly are going to get offended or take it to the next 259 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,000 level that's when I'm like, okay. 260 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:15,000 Do not ever come for me again. And I'd like to add for the 261 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:18,600 people listening. Like we're not people who are 262 00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:22,000 just like, sitting there trying to find like a reason to be like 263 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:24,700 irritated about like a thing or that are like standoffish when 264 00:15:24,700 --> 00:15:28,600 people approach us like we both are so genuinely, like excited 265 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:31,000 when people reach out to us and like want to have connection 266 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:35,200 with people and the only time that you get this personality 267 00:15:35,200 --> 00:15:40,000 from us is when you're repeatedly doing the fuck shit. 268 00:15:40,100 --> 00:15:43,800 And then finally were like, you know, Everybody has their 269 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:47,600 breaking point, and the reason that we hit that Breaking Point 270 00:15:47,600 --> 00:15:50,600 like we do is because we are so open about shit. 271 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:54,000 And so like, you know, our podcast, their podcast, where 272 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:57,400 you have to subscribe to listen to the podcast at all, we don't 273 00:15:57,400 --> 00:15:59,900 do that. We offer the podcast for free, 274 00:15:59,900 --> 00:16:03,100 we do a bunch of free resources and shit like that. 275 00:16:03,100 --> 00:16:07,700 And I don't know I just I just feel some kind of way right now 276 00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:09,700 about it. I think that it's I think it's 277 00:16:09,700 --> 00:16:12,900 super fucked up. I'm tired of people like Like 278 00:16:12,900 --> 00:16:16,800 lying to get things too and that's the same energy as like, 279 00:16:16,900 --> 00:16:21,300 people will lie to try and get you to feel sorry for them and 280 00:16:21,300 --> 00:16:25,200 use your energy for them. Or, you know, they won't care 281 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:28,400 that it's Valentine's Day and they don't know. 282 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:31,800 You don't celebrate Valentine's Day and they're over here, you 283 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:34,400 know, trying to demand your energy and then talking about 284 00:16:34,400 --> 00:16:36,800 the life problems that they're going through on Valentine's 285 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:39,900 Day. Well, did you even think about 286 00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:41,900 what may be going on in my world tonight? 287 00:16:41,900 --> 00:16:45,300 Maybe I don't want to know. You're about that, honestly, I 288 00:16:45,300 --> 00:16:49,900 feel like I want everyone to feel like, I have like an Open 289 00:16:49,900 --> 00:16:53,500 Door, like kind of policy, but then also, like, we respect my 290 00:16:53,500 --> 00:16:55,900 energy. Like, if you know that these 291 00:16:55,900 --> 00:16:59,000 questions are these concerns could be answered through a 292 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:02,100 reading, then do not ask me those questions and do not 293 00:17:02,100 --> 00:17:06,700 express those concerns because honestly, as much energy as I 294 00:17:06,700 --> 00:17:10,599 pour out for the collective, I've got to keep some for myself 295 00:17:10,599 --> 00:17:14,500 and it's always in my downtime. Time that people want to come 296 00:17:14,500 --> 00:17:18,800 project bullshit on to me and I am extremely giving person. 297 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:23,599 And so like I do give like recently had a woman reach out 298 00:17:23,700 --> 00:17:27,200 and if you're listening and this was you like it was no hard 299 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:29,200 feelings. But it was a trauma dump. 300 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:32,600 Like, she wrote me and was like, I don't know who to contact my 301 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:35,200 daughter's. Boyfriend got killed, they were 302 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:38,100 in a car wreck and like, okay, super traumatic. 303 00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:40,100 I did write a little memo for her daughter. 304 00:17:40,100 --> 00:17:42,700 She's 14 like, okay, like that's traumatic. 305 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:45,500 As hell. But then again once again, I 306 00:17:45,500 --> 00:17:47,800 don't know you. I don't really owe nothing to 307 00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:51,100 you. Although I did give her like a 308 00:17:51,108 --> 00:17:53,800 channeled message for her daughter, and I'm sure it meant 309 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:55,400 a lot to her and like, that's cool. 310 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:58,300 Like I have no ill intent or worries about that. 311 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:00,900 It's just the fact that like that happens. 312 00:18:00,900 --> 00:18:05,200 So often and a lot of people, it's just because they want to 313 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:07,300 get around paying for the service. 314 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:09,700 I think this woman literally was distraught. 315 00:18:09,700 --> 00:18:13,700 Her daughter was in a near-death experience and maybe Be, you 316 00:18:13,700 --> 00:18:17,000 know, money is a factor, right? So like at that time I was just 317 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:20,000 like, yes, give me a few days and I'll and I'll write 318 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:23,200 something for your daughter. And you know, she thanked me she 319 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:26,200 was very, very appreciative but it's the people that ask you 320 00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:28,000 questions, or give you a trauma dump. 321 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:31,200 And then when you reply, they heart react the message because 322 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:33,700 they know they invaded, your boundaries and instead of 323 00:18:33,700 --> 00:18:37,700 apologizing or feeling any any type of emotion for the fact 324 00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:42,200 that they're using you? They're just like, oh, fuck you. 325 00:18:44,300 --> 00:18:48,800 I hate when people, I hate when people go into my inbox with 326 00:18:48,800 --> 00:18:53,500 questions and I answer their questions, and then I say, and 327 00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:56,900 for more resource, like I have these podcasts, these are free. 328 00:18:56,900 --> 00:19:01,000 And then, if you want, more than that, I have these, you know, 329 00:19:01,000 --> 00:19:05,900 classes, appointments, whatever. And they just go, oh, okay, 330 00:19:05,900 --> 00:19:07,100 cool. I'll look into it. 331 00:19:07,100 --> 00:19:09,500 And then they continue to ask me questions and they can send you 332 00:19:09,508 --> 00:19:12,300 to tell me, like, about their whole night and what they have 333 00:19:12,300 --> 00:19:14,200 going. Going on and all of these things 334 00:19:14,200 --> 00:19:16,900 and then I don't respond. And it's always the guilt 335 00:19:16,900 --> 00:19:19,400 message of. I'm sorry that I was bothering. 336 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:21,400 You I just really needed a friend. 337 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:23,100 It's okay, that you don't respond. 338 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:27,800 I get that all of the time and it never, I don't know about 339 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:30,500 anybody listening, but like getting a guilt message for like 340 00:19:30,500 --> 00:19:34,500 not responding to a message when I don't even know, you always 341 00:19:34,500 --> 00:19:37,500 just, like, regardless of why you're doing it. 342 00:19:37,500 --> 00:19:39,400 I that's like a little bit invasive now. 343 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:46,400 I think that there's this Consider misconception that when 344 00:19:46,400 --> 00:19:49,600 people share a lot about themselves, or they're very open 345 00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:53,100 about themselves. That that means, you want other 346 00:19:53,100 --> 00:19:56,900 people to overshare to you or, you know, tell you too much. 347 00:19:57,000 --> 00:20:00,200 I'll be honest. I love when clients text me, 348 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,600 like later on. And they're like, wow. 349 00:20:03,100 --> 00:20:06,200 Because if you're texting me, I know you had a reading period. 350 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,500 So that's fine, that's cool. We do not text me. 351 00:20:08,500 --> 00:20:11,000 Eight months later like, hey, I was wondering if my twin flame 352 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:13,900 is going to come back because I've had people Do that and it's 353 00:20:13,900 --> 00:20:15,600 like baby in your reading spirit. 354 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:18,900 Said, quit fucking worried about this person anyway, so you know, 355 00:20:18,900 --> 00:20:21,600 I love that. I'm getting people now that are 356 00:20:21,608 --> 00:20:23,700 getting readings and they're like, I've been listening to 357 00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:25,600 your podcast? Yes. 358 00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:29,400 Earlier I had someone say that and they were like, literally 359 00:20:30,100 --> 00:20:34,500 just it was just so aligned. And so, like I do love the 360 00:20:34,500 --> 00:20:38,400 messages, but I don't like the hey, here's a picture of my dead 361 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:40,000 Grandpa. What do you feel from him? 362 00:20:42,100 --> 00:20:44,700 That's Exactly O'Connor. The course. 363 00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,900 Common question. And I understand that you all 364 00:20:47,900 --> 00:20:51,300 like want to connect? What like go. 365 00:20:53,200 --> 00:20:57,700 Into meditation learn about yourself, open your own chakra 366 00:20:57,700 --> 00:21:02,300 system, you know, do some work inner work because ancestors in 367 00:21:02,300 --> 00:21:05,600 Spirit guides are like gonna come to you naturally, you don't 368 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:09,200 have to be a medium to talk to your dead grandfather. 369 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:12,200 You're not going to be able to talk to Susie skirt, dead 370 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:15,800 grandfather, or Billy's grandpa, but you can talk to your 371 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:18,500 grandpa, right? Like it's just very like 372 00:21:18,500 --> 00:21:21,300 conceptual of. Like, if this is your ancestor, 373 00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:23,400 you can have communication with Them. 374 00:21:23,600 --> 00:21:27,800 And it's going to be up to you to, you know, take care of your 375 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:32,200 body and be in your power and to clear your energy and all of 376 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:34,400 that to be able to connect with them. 377 00:21:34,500 --> 00:21:37,800 So it's just really invasive when somebody cracks open a 378 00:21:37,808 --> 00:21:42,100 bottle of wine and then trauma dumps on to me and then they're 379 00:21:42,100 --> 00:21:44,400 like well I just feel I just feel depressed. 380 00:21:45,700 --> 00:21:48,600 I know you do like I can tell but it's like. 381 00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:50,300 What does that have to do with me though? 382 00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:58,500 I yeah, I don't know. I don't like any of it. 383 00:21:58,500 --> 00:21:59,800 I feel like people should know better. 384 00:21:59,800 --> 00:22:01,900 I feel like this shouldn't even be stuff that we even have to 385 00:22:01,900 --> 00:22:05,100 say, and we've already said this stuff and then we have to keep 386 00:22:05,100 --> 00:22:08,400 coming back and saying it because like people just like I 387 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:11,800 don't get it. I don't I will say though I 388 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:15,200 don't ever get anybody that's like oh my God I listen to the 389 00:22:15,200 --> 00:22:19,700 podcast and then tells me all of the shit like it's never been 390 00:22:19,700 --> 00:22:23,200 pulled it. Like I feel like Listen for like 391 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,600 supporting us in whatever the people that are going to reach 392 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:28,200 out that listen to the podcast or always dope as fuck. 393 00:22:28,300 --> 00:22:32,900 I've never gotten a I listen to the podcast and I'm never going 394 00:22:32,900 --> 00:22:35,700 to book anything with you and I just want all of your like space 395 00:22:35,700 --> 00:22:39,300 for free honestly. If you're listening to the 396 00:22:39,300 --> 00:22:44,000 podcast after you hear this you can DM both of us a sunflower 397 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:47,100 Emoji just so we know you got the secret code. 398 00:22:47,100 --> 00:22:51,800 So the secret code of this entire episode is the sunflower. 399 00:22:52,300 --> 00:22:56,600 So y'all know who's listening because I'll know that's what 400 00:22:56,600 --> 00:22:58,700 we're gonna name. The fucking podcast, the 401 00:22:58,700 --> 00:23:03,100 sunflower emoji. Period. 402 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:08,300 And another thing I feel like you all know that we appreciate 403 00:23:08,300 --> 00:23:12,100 your love and support and we are only venting about this energy 404 00:23:12,100 --> 00:23:15,900 because if not I'm literally going to snap on someone in my 405 00:23:15,900 --> 00:23:18,200 messages. So I'm just venting because like 406 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:21,600 this is the platform that we've created to, you know, hold space 407 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:23,800 for what we're working through as well. 408 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,900 But I know many, many, many spiritual practitioners are 409 00:23:26,900 --> 00:23:29,800 right behind this message. Same thing with the scammers. 410 00:23:29,800 --> 00:23:31,800 I do not give a fuck. Do not ever tell. 411 00:23:31,900 --> 00:23:35,900 Me again just report them. Block them custom out, whatever 412 00:23:35,900 --> 00:23:38,000 you want to do, that's your choice. 413 00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:41,900 What I don't like is when people choose not to block or remove 414 00:23:41,900 --> 00:23:43,900 them. So their follower count goes up 415 00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:47,200 that bothers me because I've had people say, well, I don't even 416 00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:49,400 do nothing to them whenever they follow me, I just leave them 417 00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:53,100 there. You know what you can do if you 418 00:23:53,100 --> 00:23:56,300 have, you have a scammer account that's over here messaging you 419 00:23:56,300 --> 00:23:59,400 on Instagram and shit, fucking take a screenshot of the 420 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:03,300 message, put it on your story, tag me in it. 421 00:24:03,300 --> 00:24:06,600 Have scammer all over the thing because then I will reshare that 422 00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:10,000 to my story so that other people can block the account and go and 423 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:13,000 block the account, and then move on, don't tell me that. 424 00:24:13,100 --> 00:24:15,500 So, and so, with that name, because I'm not going to go and 425 00:24:15,500 --> 00:24:18,100 look at that profile and they always have me blocked. 426 00:24:18,100 --> 00:24:22,800 So I will never see it and like, It's fucking there's other ways 427 00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:27,500 to just like not be inside. Somebody's inbox I will have 428 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:30,500 people literally come from Tick Tock to message me on Instagram 429 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:32,700 to be like, hey I hope you're having a wonderful night. 430 00:24:32,700 --> 00:24:37,400 There's fake accounts of you. What would you like me to do it? 431 00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:40,300 Just really stresses me out because I'm out here, trying to, 432 00:24:40,300 --> 00:24:45,000 like, do the good work, do the good work, and be a good person 433 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:49,000 and just try to help people. But like it almost, it's like an 434 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:52,300 attack from like the darkness. To try to hinder you from 435 00:24:52,300 --> 00:24:55,000 continuing on your path. That's what I believe the 436 00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:58,100 scammer program. Like, in this machine Matrix is 437 00:24:58,100 --> 00:25:02,400 right now is the fact that a lot of people have let it decrease 438 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,400 their productivity and their creativity because they know 439 00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:06,900 they're being copied and watched. 440 00:25:06,900 --> 00:25:10,300 And you know I mean a lot of the scammer accounts like I know 441 00:25:10,300 --> 00:25:12,600 they follow me from their main, you know what I mean? 442 00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:14,900 Like they follow me in some way shape or form to. 443 00:25:14,908 --> 00:25:17,400 It's like, how am I going to know that and you know, 444 00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:20,600 Instagram if you look at their account you can look up when it 445 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:23,900 was Dated it'll tell you what count, or what country they're 446 00:25:23,900 --> 00:25:27,900 in, and every single time, it is literally people in like, 447 00:25:27,900 --> 00:25:33,000 Nigeria, it's crazy. Like I know that they are really 448 00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:36,300 making that money because like the currency exchange if they're 449 00:25:36,300 --> 00:25:38,900 paying these people, and American dollars is fucking 450 00:25:38,900 --> 00:25:41,600 astronomical. So no wonder they're ready to 451 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,200 give you a copy and paste reading for twenty dollars of 452 00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,800 American dollars because who knows what that currency 453 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:50,200 exchanges and their PayPal? They're sending you literally 454 00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,400 therefore Fucking PayPal's. That's what blows my mind is. 455 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:56,800 They're taking payments from people with their real name and 456 00:25:56,800 --> 00:26:00,200 you still have to ask if this is my backup page. 457 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:06,000 And you still have to tell me that you got scammed, but you 458 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:10,700 know, how to contact me? So you're here in my inbox but 459 00:26:10,700 --> 00:26:15,000 you got scammed, how? I don't understand and then when 460 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:19,500 you go and you're like, oh my God, I don't know why it says, 461 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:22,300 Tracy locks when your name is Gemini. 462 00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:25,600 But I sent money to Tracy. Locks will guess what? 463 00:26:25,600 --> 00:26:28,500 Tracy, locks his smarter than you and go fuck yourself. 464 00:26:29,900 --> 00:26:32,200 No, don't go fuck yourself. That's that's harsh. 465 00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:35,900 Like, but like, you know you being a little dumb right now. 466 00:26:35,900 --> 00:26:37,200 Come on. We need to raise it. 467 00:26:37,700 --> 00:26:42,300 I just think anything that sounds too good to be true. 468 00:26:42,700 --> 00:26:46,700 Mainly on the Internet is too good to be true. 469 00:26:46,700 --> 00:26:51,600 My new favorite thing is a lot of musicians or having like 470 00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:55,700 people are scamming pretending to be their managers and they're 471 00:26:55,700 --> 00:26:57,700 like, yes, this person wants to work with you. 472 00:26:57,700 --> 00:26:59,000 Yeah, they're going to face them. 473 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:03,400 You like get fucking real like Please get real. 474 00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:10,100 And it's really just Repetitive and it's an everyday battle. 475 00:27:10,100 --> 00:27:13,600 So if you all are tired of hearing about it, imagine how we 476 00:27:13,600 --> 00:27:17,200 feel like getting these messages every week and I know a lot of 477 00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:19,400 people have gotten the memo. They're like, oh, I get them all 478 00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:20,900 the time. I just don't tell you anymore 479 00:27:20,900 --> 00:27:25,400 and I'm like, baby, yes, I love you for that like, because it 480 00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:28,000 really does it stresses me out. I have a million other things to 481 00:27:28,008 --> 00:27:31,600 think about and I don't want to think about someone literally 482 00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,600 scamming people with my pictures. 483 00:27:35,300 --> 00:27:38,600 You were talking about managers and then it made me think about 484 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:41,800 that whole process of talking with like Aaron Carter's 485 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:44,000 management and like when we would get an email back and like 486 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:45,800 we're sitting there like think about where we're going to say 487 00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:49,100 and then you being like I have a phone call right now and like 488 00:27:49,100 --> 00:27:53,600 whatever. And it makes me so fucking sad 489 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:59,200 that we do not have Aaron. And I was thinking earlier 490 00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:04,200 today, actually like what we do if we had known like wood, We 491 00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:06,800 have done it different like would we have tried to get the 492 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:09,300 interview or because I don't think. 493 00:28:09,300 --> 00:28:12,300 So we had a very specific reason that we were waiting because we 494 00:28:12,300 --> 00:28:15,700 wanted a different version of Aaron and we wanted to like, 495 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,500 spend time in a different energy with him and like point out 496 00:28:18,500 --> 00:28:23,300 different things about him and I think that we still would have 497 00:28:23,300 --> 00:28:26,100 passed up on that. And that's something I've heard 498 00:28:26,100 --> 00:28:29,700 a lot about since we dropped the podcast, talking about Aaron and 499 00:28:29,700 --> 00:28:32,400 like that collaboration, that was going to happen, is I've 500 00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:34,700 gotten a lot of, oh, you guys should have On the interview 501 00:28:34,700 --> 00:28:36,200 because it would have put you on the map. 502 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:39,400 Can you imagine? And like, that's what everybody 503 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,500 who's ever interviewed. Aaron has gone in the energy of 504 00:28:42,700 --> 00:28:45,700 and what you, what they end up doing, is they ended up getting 505 00:28:45,700 --> 00:28:47,900 all this? Like drama information. 506 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,600 We didn't want that. Like we wanted to know, like 507 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,900 what inspires you like, you talk about this, like spiritual 508 00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:55,700 journey that you went through. Like, what's that spiritual 509 00:28:55,700 --> 00:28:56,700 journey? That you went through? 510 00:28:56,700 --> 00:28:59,400 And like their questions that like, I would love to have 511 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:01,900 answers to, and I'm sad, we didn't, but I don't think I 512 00:29:01,900 --> 00:29:03,800 would change it. No idea. 513 00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:08,400 Definitely wouldn't want like, you know, him and all of the 514 00:29:09,100 --> 00:29:12,100 trauma and all of that that's like not the side of him that I 515 00:29:12,100 --> 00:29:17,700 wanted to talk to anyways. And so I think unfortunately you 516 00:29:17,700 --> 00:29:23,600 know, it all happened and it's just really it's hard to believe 517 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:28,600 sometimes like how people don't get their flowers like while 518 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:32,300 they're alive like how a lot of people were like wow loved Aaron 519 00:29:32,300 --> 00:29:34,300 Carter. But like when he was here Or 520 00:29:34,300 --> 00:29:37,000 something to him. If you opened up his live, there 521 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:39,900 would just be a stream of negativity and I just don't 522 00:29:39,900 --> 00:29:42,600 really think he deserve that whether he was on drugs, whether 523 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:46,900 he was combative or chaotic or whatever, it's like, you all 524 00:29:46,900 --> 00:29:48,400 love it. When it's Machine Gun Kelly 525 00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:50,100 doing it, but you know what I mean? 526 00:29:50,100 --> 00:29:53,900 Like, you will love it and certain forms, but then someone 527 00:29:53,900 --> 00:29:58,800 who, you know, Aaron Carter like he grew up fucking Disney 528 00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:01,400 Channel, like them. Kids didn't really stand a 529 00:30:01,408 --> 00:30:05,700 chance like they're just all Programmed in like controlled 530 00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:08,100 from day one, not think Aaron just wasn't going to be 531 00:30:08,100 --> 00:30:10,900 controlled. So he was exiled and made to be 532 00:30:10,900 --> 00:30:12,900 crazy, kind of like they did Kanye. 533 00:30:13,100 --> 00:30:16,900 And now they've just brainwashed and done something to Kanye. 534 00:30:16,900 --> 00:30:19,900 Because that mean I never quiet, he's a Gemini. 535 00:30:19,900 --> 00:30:23,200 He's not quite. He hasn't said, shit, they've 536 00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:26,800 captured him. Um, that's funny. 537 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:30,200 I was just watching something about Kanye, West earlier, but I 538 00:30:30,208 --> 00:30:34,400 was going to say fuck I had something that I was going to 539 00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:35,700 say because I forgot where I was. 540 00:30:36,900 --> 00:30:41,500 You in that fucking happens man. I don't even know how I really 541 00:30:41,500 --> 00:30:45,600 do hope that anyone that has like a dream or a vision or 542 00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:48,200 whatever like if you want to reach out to someone or you want 543 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:51,300 to DM someone or collaborate with someone like do that, like 544 00:30:51,500 --> 00:30:54,800 do it in a way that seems so genuine. 545 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:57,900 That if they ever did read it, they can feel that energy and 546 00:30:57,900 --> 00:30:59,400 that's how I like I've approached. 547 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:02,900 A lot of things in my life is just like do it and 548 00:31:02,900 --> 00:31:06,000 over-deliver, like be the best version of yourself. 549 00:31:06,100 --> 00:31:09,300 Self be the most genuine version and you know, the highest and 550 00:31:09,300 --> 00:31:11,800 best version of yourself is going to make shit happen. 551 00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:16,900 Like, people pay other people for their services for their 552 00:31:16,900 --> 00:31:20,400 time, for their energy, in many different ways, whether you're a 553 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:23,400 hairdresser who's really good at what you do, or a freaking 554 00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:27,000 waitress, that makes people feel special, you know, like there's 555 00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:31,500 people in every industry that over-deliver and we're not 556 00:31:31,500 --> 00:31:36,200 always compensated for that. But your energy matters your It 557 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:38,800 blueprint matters. If you over deliver and you show 558 00:31:38,800 --> 00:31:43,100 up every single time, eventually you're going to be recognized, 559 00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:45,200 eventually, you're going to be heard, you're going to be seeing 560 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:47,000 whatever it is. And I just think so many people 561 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:49,900 are like, oh, it's just me. I'm just one person. 562 00:31:49,900 --> 00:31:53,400 What can I do? Like I'm just one human or, you 563 00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:58,400 know, and then you get down on yourself and you literally worry 564 00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:04,100 and here in like just reject the process of uncertainty of being 565 00:32:04,100 --> 00:32:06,000 uncomfortable of trying something new. 566 00:32:06,008 --> 00:32:07,500 New. And that's why I like the Tarot 567 00:32:07,500 --> 00:32:10,900 deck starts with the fool is because literally we all start 568 00:32:10,900 --> 00:32:14,500 out as a novice, some way shape or form and it's not about 569 00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:18,300 knowing everything, it's about the energy, the intention the 570 00:32:18,700 --> 00:32:21,000 frequency that you put into it because that's what's going to 571 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:25,500 bring in clients or people or support or fans or whatever. 572 00:32:25,500 --> 00:32:29,900 It's like it's not really about the Aesthetics or how you 573 00:32:29,900 --> 00:32:33,000 present it but it's the energy and intention that you have 574 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:37,900 behind it. Now well and you know that 575 00:32:37,900 --> 00:32:40,800 energy and your intention like if you have your mind on a 576 00:32:40,808 --> 00:32:43,100 specific goal, then you are going to be like putting your 577 00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:46,100 effort in and doing that in a genuine place. 578 00:32:46,100 --> 00:32:49,700 If the goal that you have is genuine and I think that's where 579 00:32:49,700 --> 00:32:53,700 like things go into play to is like what's the reason that 580 00:32:53,700 --> 00:32:56,600 you're trying to do something? Are you trying to do something? 581 00:32:56,600 --> 00:33:00,500 Because you're trying to get a specific monetary value out of 582 00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:02,300 it? Or are you doing something? 583 00:33:02,300 --> 00:33:05,500 Because like that is what like if I don't do this. 584 00:33:05,700 --> 00:33:08,300 I will feel like I'm not fulfilled as a person. 585 00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:11,200 And is that your motivation? Because if you're going for a 586 00:33:11,208 --> 00:33:15,900 money motivation, you're not really gonna do that much 587 00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,200 because you're going to have. I feel like you're going to have 588 00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:22,200 a small goal for yourself smaller than like necessary. 589 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:26,000 And your motivation is to get financed out of it. 590 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,800 You're going to fuck people over in the process, you're going to 591 00:33:28,808 --> 00:33:32,300 take bad deals because although there's money attached to it, 592 00:33:32,300 --> 00:33:36,400 instead of you like listening to your gut, Don things you're 593 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:39,100 going to collaborate with people that you don't even really like 594 00:33:39,100 --> 00:33:42,900 because they have a following or whatever and so you'll move in 595 00:33:42,900 --> 00:33:45,000 authentically. So like when you're looking at 596 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:48,900 these goals and stuff analyze that and make yourself like a 597 00:33:48,900 --> 00:33:53,000 plan and have an understanding of what you are expecting out of 598 00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:55,000 it and what you're willing to put into it. 599 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:59,200 And I think that that's where like a lot of people give up 600 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:02,000 before their big break through because they're like, oh, this 601 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:05,400 is not working or oh, this isn't happening quick enough. 602 00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:09,199 And that's unfortunate because so many people have a lot of 603 00:34:09,199 --> 00:34:13,800 potential and I believe that untapped potential turns into 604 00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:15,900 bitterness. So if you know someone who just 605 00:34:15,900 --> 00:34:18,699 held a bitter and their older age, it's because they had a lot 606 00:34:18,699 --> 00:34:21,600 of potential and now they look back on that and they have 607 00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:26,100 regret which makes them bitter. So that's what I tell people. 608 00:34:26,100 --> 00:34:29,000 Like the more you think about it, the less you're what like 609 00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:31,500 willing to make a move towards it because it's going to seem 610 00:34:31,500 --> 00:34:34,300 scary. Like it's going to seem out of 611 00:34:34,300 --> 00:34:37,199 your reach. At that moment because it kind 612 00:34:37,199 --> 00:34:40,900 of is and the only thing that sets you aside from the people 613 00:34:40,900 --> 00:34:43,900 who want to do it in the people are doing it, is that action in 614 00:34:43,900 --> 00:34:47,100 like you're not always going to be motivated, you're not always 615 00:34:47,100 --> 00:34:50,100 going to feel create if you're not always going to feel happy, 616 00:34:50,100 --> 00:34:53,199 go fucking lucky but at the end of the day it's like are you 617 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:56,900 going to show up or you going to neglect what you know you need 618 00:34:56,900 --> 00:35:02,500 to do well and like Gaara. Home and save your Fairy 619 00:35:02,500 --> 00:35:06,900 Godmother bunny told us. She thought about putting her 620 00:35:06,900 --> 00:35:10,900 podcast, like what was it? Like, I think it was like three 621 00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:14,200 years in or something like that and then she was like, I'm just 622 00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:16,300 not getting what I'm wanting out a bit. 623 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:19,100 And she ended up pushing through anyways, and it's like, 624 00:35:19,100 --> 00:35:23,300 catapulted, but it took her years of like building this up 625 00:35:23,300 --> 00:35:26,600 and having people on that, people didn't know, and didn't 626 00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:28,200 recognize. And she described with their 627 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:30,800 energy and then it all increased from there. 628 00:35:31,300 --> 00:35:33,500 And that it wasn't a money motivation. 629 00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:37,000 It was an energy motivation. And so for me, like when I see 630 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:41,100 examples of like ways that I like the way that somebody has 631 00:35:41,100 --> 00:35:44,700 built their brand and whatever, its that it's moving with 632 00:35:44,700 --> 00:35:47,800 authenticity, it's not fucking people over to get where you 633 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:51,400 want to get. So, the fact that you and I met 634 00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:54,400 because of her vibing with your energy. 635 00:35:54,800 --> 00:36:00,000 And then, here we are, like, I will always owe bunny having my 636 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:01,400 best friend. Know what I mean? 637 00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:04,600 Like, that's because of her and I'll never be able to like say 638 00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:08,200 thank you enough for that. And honestly, like, just 639 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:13,300 everyone that listens to our our podcast after like connecting 640 00:36:13,300 --> 00:36:16,500 with bunny or like finding us, their Tick-Tock or finding us 641 00:36:16,500 --> 00:36:19,300 their social media, like whatever it was and whatever it 642 00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:24,300 is. It's all like, Leading back to 643 00:36:24,300 --> 00:36:26,300 yourself. Like, you've been led to these 644 00:36:26,300 --> 00:36:29,500 types of energies, these types of situations, whatever. 645 00:36:30,100 --> 00:36:32,900 Because there's something within you that's ready to come out. 646 00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:36,000 And that's what I tell people like you almost have to have a 647 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:40,200 mentor at some point of your journey to get Next Level. 648 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:42,500 Because you're always going to be scratching at the surface 649 00:36:42,500 --> 00:36:44,500 looking at areas that you're lacking. 650 00:36:44,700 --> 00:36:47,000 You'll be looking at areas where you're fucking up, where you're 651 00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:50,000 not moving quick enough, where you don't know enough and that's 652 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:54,700 where a mentor keeps you grounded and keeps You on Focus 653 00:36:54,700 --> 00:36:57,300 like we're not focused about the things, you can't do right now. 654 00:36:57,300 --> 00:36:58,700 We're working with what you have. 655 00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:03,400 And I think that sometimes like, as a human on this journey, we 656 00:37:03,400 --> 00:37:06,400 don't realize that we need all layers of the story. 657 00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:09,800 Like we need The Good, the Bad, and all of that to really add 658 00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:12,100 up. And I think so many people get 659 00:37:12,100 --> 00:37:16,500 stuck in those broken cycles and they keep playing the same 660 00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:20,600 broken record over and over again, and it skips at the same 661 00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:24,300 place every fucking time because They're not willing to make a 662 00:37:24,300 --> 00:37:27,100 move they're not willing to make the change, they're not willing 663 00:37:27,100 --> 00:37:30,800 to Cleansing. Let go of and release certain 664 00:37:30,800 --> 00:37:34,400 things about themselves and a lot of it is like you don't see 665 00:37:34,400 --> 00:37:37,100 your own potential. So until you're around people 666 00:37:37,100 --> 00:37:40,900 who are encouraging and seeing that potential for you, you will 667 00:37:40,900 --> 00:37:43,900 always be scratching at the surface and pointing out all the 668 00:37:43,900 --> 00:37:47,000 things you like. Whoo. 669 00:37:47,300 --> 00:37:50,800 And then you have that constant energy of lack. 670 00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:54,800 And so then you have to train yourself to not think of a in a 671 00:37:54,808 --> 00:37:58,600 mindset of like I'm not going to get that, which is full circle, 672 00:37:58,600 --> 00:38:03,800 going back, into doing things like having wrong motivations 673 00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:07,400 because that comes from an energy of luck to of like, well, 674 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:10,600 if I don't do this, then I won't have that. 675 00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:13,400 And then you make shitty mistakes, you treat people bad, 676 00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:17,500 you lose friends, you like. Then a few Min to move 677 00:38:17,500 --> 00:38:20,900 authentically and you're like, I'm just doing my goal like 678 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:23,400 you'll eventually reach your goal by treating people. 679 00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:26,200 Good along the way to maybe it takes you a little bit longer to 680 00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,300 get there, but it's going to be so much better. 681 00:38:28,300 --> 00:38:31,100 Once you get there and you have this like support system, that's 682 00:38:31,100 --> 00:38:35,400 like really rocked with you as opposed to you having like a 683 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:40,800 really shit foundation and I think that your foundation, it 684 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:45,800 has to be formed out of a motivation for how you want your 685 00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:48,200 life to be. Because money comes and goes 686 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:52,800 success is subjective, you know, happiness, people love all of 687 00:38:52,808 --> 00:38:54,700 that, like it's always going to be changing. 688 00:38:54,700 --> 00:38:56,800 It's always going to be flowing, you're not going to always be 689 00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:59,600 happy, even once you reach your goals, you know? 690 00:38:59,600 --> 00:39:03,200 So I think that taking that pressure off of yourself like 691 00:39:03,300 --> 00:39:06,100 it's got to happen this way or it's got to be that way or I've 692 00:39:06,100 --> 00:39:09,500 got to get there a certain way or it's not right, or they did 693 00:39:09,500 --> 00:39:11,700 it that way. And I need to do it that way. 694 00:39:11,900 --> 00:39:13,900 I think that's where a lot of people get in their own way, 695 00:39:13,900 --> 00:39:16,900 because they're so caught up on the, how the They don't even 696 00:39:16,900 --> 00:39:19,400 know they're why they don't even know why they're doing it. 697 00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:23,800 They just need to know like, like, when they're going to get 698 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:26,300 there, but they have no fucking clue why they're doing that. 699 00:39:26,300 --> 00:39:28,600 And I think that's how the system. 700 00:39:28,600 --> 00:39:31,800 And the Machine of like, especially America in general, 701 00:39:32,100 --> 00:39:35,100 they keep us, always wanting the next best thing whether it's 702 00:39:35,100 --> 00:39:38,200 like a new iPhone or this that and the other it's like they 703 00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:40,000 change. One little thing that you can 704 00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:44,100 barely notice and everyone needs it, everyone's got to have it 705 00:39:44,100 --> 00:39:47,100 and then there's those people who could care less And I think 706 00:39:47,100 --> 00:39:52,000 that like at times, there's things that they're wanting us 707 00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:55,800 to want for absolutely no reason just to prove that they can, you 708 00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:58,000 know what I mean? So it's like a rebellious act to 709 00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:02,800 like only really want what you want and not be competing are 710 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:05,200 fighting over things. You really don't need or want at 711 00:40:05,200 --> 00:40:08,700 the end of the day. Well my speaking of like being 712 00:40:08,700 --> 00:40:11,400 sold things that you don't need, I got to tell you so we had 713 00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:13,100 Valentine's day yesterday, right? 714 00:40:14,900 --> 00:40:20,700 The posts of like he got me Balenciaga shoes and like, oh my 715 00:40:20,700 --> 00:40:25,400 God, I got a new Coach bag and whatever to me, I just look at 716 00:40:25,408 --> 00:40:29,900 that shit and it just makes me laugh because I'm like, you're 717 00:40:29,900 --> 00:40:33,200 on here all the time. Talking about how like you need 718 00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:35,900 like help with rent or you need whatever. 719 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:38,200 And then you're going to tell me that you're over here getting 720 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:40,800 Balenciaga and Coach it and whatever. 721 00:40:40,800 --> 00:40:45,800 Like I don't understand needing to have To express yourselves, 722 00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:48,100 outwardly in a way that like, you aren't. 723 00:40:48,300 --> 00:40:51,500 I don't, I mean and even when people do have the money, I'm 724 00:40:51,500 --> 00:40:53,300 always like, but why would you buy that? 725 00:40:53,300 --> 00:40:56,000 Like, literally, why would you buy that pair of Crocs? 726 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:59,900 Because they say Balenciaga. And they look like rocks. 727 00:40:59,900 --> 00:41:01,600 Yeah, absolutely. I was too. 728 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:08,100 Um, I think that we are thrown into a material world and it's 729 00:41:08,100 --> 00:41:12,500 up to us to unanchored our foundation from the material 730 00:41:12,500 --> 00:41:16,500 realm and like from Um, that making us happy I think 731 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:20,500 regardless that's why some of the richest people are the most 732 00:41:20,500 --> 00:41:25,100 angry and greedy motherfuckers, you've ever even known to exist. 733 00:41:25,100 --> 00:41:29,300 Because money does not make you anything, but what you already 734 00:41:29,300 --> 00:41:32,500 are it just brings out more of what you already are, 735 00:41:32,700 --> 00:41:34,900 regardless. So it's like, you know, if 736 00:41:34,900 --> 00:41:38,100 you're a generous person and you get money, people are going to 737 00:41:38,100 --> 00:41:41,000 want to take, take take from you or if you're a greedy person and 738 00:41:41,008 --> 00:41:43,400 you get money, then you're going to take, take take from people, 739 00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:45,300 it's like that. It was already in you though, 740 00:41:45,300 --> 00:41:48,000 like, it was already there regardless, it's just the 741 00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:51,000 abundance of the money or whatever brought it to the 742 00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:53,700 surface, but I believe that a court level. 743 00:41:53,700 --> 00:41:58,200 We are who we are, and we want different things for different 744 00:41:58,200 --> 00:42:00,700 reasons. But then we put our own needs 745 00:42:00,700 --> 00:42:04,300 wants and desires aside to try to be like someone else or to 746 00:42:04,300 --> 00:42:06,500 compare and want what someone else has. 747 00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,300 And I think that Valentine's Day and things like that, like 748 00:42:09,300 --> 00:42:15,200 Valentine's Day to me is just created to be like, I love you 749 00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:19,600 and I'm going to give you something that shows that rather 750 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:22,600 than just being a good person and communicating clearly or 751 00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:25,600 picking up after yourself 365 days a week. 752 00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:27,700 There's one day a year that people are like, oh I'm going to 753 00:42:27,700 --> 00:42:30,000 get you flowers. Hmm. 754 00:42:30,100 --> 00:42:32,700 I don't know about it, my husband and I have never 755 00:42:32,700 --> 00:42:36,500 celebrated Valentine's Day. We have always said, if we have 756 00:42:36,500 --> 00:42:39,300 the money that we would have liked bought each other gifts 757 00:42:39,300 --> 00:42:41,700 with and gone out to dinner or whatever, we have an 758 00:42:41,700 --> 00:42:45,300 anniversary, Things fund because our anniversaries for 20 and we 759 00:42:45,300 --> 00:42:47,500 always go on a trip and we literally just put that money 760 00:42:47,500 --> 00:42:53,000 into our anniversary fund and like, that's like our tradition, 761 00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:56,500 if you will, that's that's it. I don't recognize it. 762 00:42:56,500 --> 00:42:57,800 I'm not buying fucking chocolates. 763 00:42:57,800 --> 00:42:59,200 That they couldn't sell on Halloween. 764 00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:02,600 So they repackage and put out for Valentine's Day. 765 00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:04,800 I'm just not doing it. I'm not buying, I don't want 766 00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:07,300 fucking flowers, I don't want a teddy bear. 767 00:43:07,900 --> 00:43:12,700 I'm good off that shit. I don't like go I'm such a lie. 768 00:43:13,100 --> 00:43:16,400 I like saving for things, like, I like saving for goals and 769 00:43:16,400 --> 00:43:19,400 having like financial goals to hit and then having the money 770 00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:23,000 for things. And so to me like the thought of 771 00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:25,400 like, oh, we have to go out to dinner to celebrate this. 772 00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:28,400 Like, I will literally be there like, oh, my god, dude, these 773 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:32,000 chicken wings, do not taste like $60 right now, you know, at $60 774 00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:35,600 could get me a fucking night somewhere that I could be having 775 00:43:35,600 --> 00:43:37,900 wild freaky sex, right now, you know what I mean? 776 00:43:38,700 --> 00:43:40,800 There you go. That's couple goals, maybe 777 00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:45,100 that's fucking couple goes. So we want to leave you all 778 00:43:45,100 --> 00:43:48,400 with, like, don't think that anything is going to make you 779 00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:51,300 happy, you got to choose to be happy, you got to choose to feel 780 00:43:51,300 --> 00:43:54,700 powerful, you got to choose to feel sexy because you have that 781 00:43:54,700 --> 00:43:58,100 power, your attention, your mind, your mind frame, whatever 782 00:43:58,100 --> 00:44:02,500 it is needs to be directed on your foundation, your power, 783 00:44:02,500 --> 00:44:06,400 your energy. And that's why, like, like she 784 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:10,200 said earlier, like, we've been winning because we don't, we're 785 00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:12,700 not really wishing anything bad on anyone. 786 00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:14,400 Not competing. We're not hating. 787 00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:16,300 We're not taking we're not trauma. 788 00:44:16,300 --> 00:44:19,700 Dumping like we're just in our own lane and like, no matter 789 00:44:19,700 --> 00:44:22,200 what, even when you're in your own lane, there's people who 790 00:44:22,200 --> 00:44:24,900 always don't get the fucking memo, and they want to try to 791 00:44:24,900 --> 00:44:27,900 Swerve over and act like they run the ship, but it's like you 792 00:44:27,900 --> 00:44:33,400 got to let people know early on what the boundary is like what 793 00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:36,400 it is. And then if you haven't, it's 794 00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:38,700 your own fault, it's your own fault that they're doing that 795 00:44:38,700 --> 00:44:42,100 because you're allowing them and I think just being Sovereign in 796 00:44:42,100 --> 00:44:44,600 your own energy. G and at least knowing what that 797 00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:48,700 frequency is what that energy is, it's going to get you so 798 00:44:48,700 --> 00:44:50,600 far. I agree. 799 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:54,200 I think that's like the perfect way to leave the episode 2 but 800 00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:57,200 don't forget you guys this sunflower Emoji. 801 00:44:57,700 --> 00:45:03,100 Otherwise, we know that you just you didn't care and you didn't 802 00:45:03,100 --> 00:45:05,400 take note of it. So we love you all. 803 00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:07,600 We will see you next time in Candyland. 804 00:45:07,900 --> 00:45:08,500 Bye.