1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:36,600 Welcome to Candy land's. We're back in again and we're 3 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:43,200 bringing all that good energy. I got so much feedback from our 4 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:48,300 last episode and I got messages of like, oh my gosh, that 5 00:00:48,300 --> 00:00:51,000 reminds me of like a trip that I went on or something that I went 6 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:56,100 on and somebody was like, I I made a point to remember, only 7 00:00:56,100 --> 00:00:58,900 the positive things that I wanted to remember, from the The 8 00:00:58,900 --> 00:01:00,800 trip and make that my focal point. 9 00:01:00,800 --> 00:01:05,500 And so, over the last week I have been specifically thinking 10 00:01:05,500 --> 00:01:08,800 about the things from that trip that like I'm grateful for and 11 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:12,000 I'm like are hanging out in the living room and watching 12 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:16,900 hangover and all laughing to like gut laughs that we did in 13 00:01:16,900 --> 00:01:20,700 like your guys's bed at one am just like laughing cracking 14 00:01:20,700 --> 00:01:24,800 jokes, the going shopping and how comfortable it felt to go 15 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:29,600 shopping and not be concerned about like Anything like it was 16 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:35,300 just it was just such good energy and then I get anxious 17 00:01:35,300 --> 00:01:38,000 traveling. And so Jackie being like, we're 18 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,600 not making you go to the airport alone, we're dropping you off, 19 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:43,100 you don't have to get an Uber like, it made everything. 20 00:01:43,100 --> 00:01:45,700 So comfortable. So, those are the things that 21 00:01:45,700 --> 00:01:49,900 I'm taking, honestly, Jackie shout out. 22 00:01:49,900 --> 00:01:54,300 She's the best this weekend. She was the ultimate wingman. 23 00:01:54,500 --> 00:01:56,700 I will take Jackie to the fucking Moon. 24 00:01:56,700 --> 00:01:58,900 I will take Jack. A key everywhere. 25 00:01:59,100 --> 00:02:02,600 Like everyone needs a friend, like, Jackie legitimately 26 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:07,700 because she is so go with the flow and I'll be damned if any 27 00:02:07,700 --> 00:02:09,800 cunt asthma. The fucking bitch. 28 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:14,400 Tries to say the Jackie is to nice because Jackie is serving 29 00:02:14,400 --> 00:02:19,100 everything Jackie is serving, like the person you can depend 30 00:02:19,100 --> 00:02:22,400 on and anyone who has a problem with Jackie, needs to fucking 31 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:26,900 check themselves. That is all, I gotta say, we 32 00:02:26,900 --> 00:02:29,600 kept calling her Juber. Because Jackie was our Uber 33 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:34,700 driver, and she's like, yeah. Well like I'll pull up to 34 00:02:34,700 --> 00:02:38,200 airports with blunts when I have to go pick up passengers, like 35 00:02:38,300 --> 00:02:43,200 honest, roll up with a blunt and it was she just fucking cracked 36 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:47,900 me up so hard. I loved there's I love that like 37 00:02:47,900 --> 00:02:50,500 I got a new friend out of that because like I've message Jackie 38 00:02:50,500 --> 00:02:53,700 back and forth on Instagram or whatever but now like that's my 39 00:02:53,700 --> 00:02:57,100 friend too and we were messaging the other day talking about 40 00:02:57,100 --> 00:02:59,000 that. I was Like I'm so grateful that 41 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:01,600 like for that fucking trip that I got to spend time with you 42 00:03:01,600 --> 00:03:05,700 guys there he is possessed and I will go everywhere with Jackie 43 00:03:05,700 --> 00:03:09,200 and honestly everyone needs a friend like Jackie, but 44 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:12,400 honestly, I'm really glad that we got to do that troop. 45 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:17,300 I haven't really been thinking about anything - I'll just so 46 00:03:17,300 --> 00:03:20,100 happy with everything that got to happen and everything that 47 00:03:20,100 --> 00:03:24,900 went down and all of the really scary, sketchy parts that turned 48 00:03:24,900 --> 00:03:27,400 out really great and safe at the end. 49 00:03:28,300 --> 00:03:31,400 It was good. It was real good. 50 00:03:31,700 --> 00:03:36,300 It was real good. I am literally exhausted, 51 00:03:36,300 --> 00:03:38,000 though. Like, I feel like I haven't got 52 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:41,300 to adjust since getting home from that trip. 53 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:45,500 I feel we're out and just depleted and I feel like I need 54 00:03:45,500 --> 00:03:51,800 to take a mental break. I need to get back into the 55 00:03:51,800 --> 00:03:58,500 routine of my life because like, first of all, when we got back 56 00:03:58,500 --> 00:04:01,200 is like you, and I talked about how we didn't work at all, while 57 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:03,600 we were gone on that trip, like we didn't answer messages, we 58 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:07,600 didn't we didn't do anything and then I came back and I was like, 59 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:12,700 holy fuck, I do a lot of stuff and like I've been kind of in 60 00:04:12,700 --> 00:04:18,399 like survival mode about things and since Is that trip? 61 00:04:18,399 --> 00:04:23,000 Like, I've been so motivated to do like the spiritual stuff. 62 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:28,500 And like, I don't feel stressed about it, it's like enjoyable, 63 00:04:28,500 --> 00:04:32,300 and I'm loving it, and I feel rekindled and like my fires let. 64 00:04:32,300 --> 00:04:35,600 But then when it comes into things, like doing my housework, 65 00:04:35,600 --> 00:04:37,800 I'm like only Muggles clean their house. 66 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:42,000 Like, I refuse I don't want to right now and I need to clean my 67 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:45,500 fucking house. I am tired. 68 00:04:45,500 --> 00:04:47,700 I'm exhausted. I want to take naps. 69 00:04:47,700 --> 00:04:51,700 Oh, it's so pretty outside. Like, I can't actually sleep. 70 00:04:51,700 --> 00:04:53,700 Like I'll lay down and look. Okay, I'm an hour. 71 00:04:53,700 --> 00:04:56,100 Let's take a nap and then I just can't because it's so pretty 72 00:04:56,100 --> 00:04:59,000 out. But I'm just like, exhausted. 73 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:04,200 I'll just want to rest, and I'm trying to gather myself because 74 00:05:04,200 --> 00:05:08,100 I feel like I have been non-stop for like a whole month. 75 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:13,100 Well, what new things do you have going on? 76 00:05:13,100 --> 00:05:17,300 What stuff do you have? On in life, girl. 77 00:05:17,300 --> 00:05:21,500 I just learned how to fly like I can literally find out now. 78 00:05:22,900 --> 00:05:25,600 I figured I'd go to my car and start flying. 79 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:32,800 Are you high? I'm just kidding. 80 00:05:33,100 --> 00:05:36,100 I'm just kidding. No, I'm like that's the whole 81 00:05:36,100 --> 00:05:37,800 thing. You're like, well, I'm proud of 82 00:05:37,808 --> 00:05:41,300 you. Um, I'm not to go to the Moors. 83 00:05:42,600 --> 00:05:48,500 Out to go to Mars yours. And that's it roast marshmallows 84 00:05:48,500 --> 00:05:52,300 because I got a 60 dollar fire pit and I need to use it, you 85 00:05:52,300 --> 00:05:57,600 know, for backup. I'll never look at a fire pit. 86 00:05:57,600 --> 00:05:59,100 The fucking same again in my life. 87 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:05,900 Got to take a deep dive. And I'm just like I'm really 88 00:06:05,900 --> 00:06:08,900 trying to enter great right now and not trying to overwhelm 89 00:06:08,900 --> 00:06:10,900 myself. I feel like for a while I was 90 00:06:10,900 --> 00:06:12,300 just go. Go go. 91 00:06:12,900 --> 00:06:15,000 Try to do too much. So right now I'm trying to 92 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:18,300 meditate and just relax and journal and not put a lot of 93 00:06:18,300 --> 00:06:20,900 pressure on myself to get a lot done. 94 00:06:21,300 --> 00:06:24,400 I've literally in turn on the turn on like the I do not care 95 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:28,800 mode. I'm trying to take off work and 96 00:06:28,800 --> 00:06:31,300 not work more. I'm trying to like work less. 97 00:06:31,700 --> 00:06:36,000 I really need just like a Like, I feel like I have been so 98 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:39,100 consumed with what other people need, what other people want, 99 00:06:39,100 --> 00:06:42,400 what other people desire. And right now, I'm trying to 100 00:06:42,400 --> 00:06:45,600 focus on me fuck. Everybody else. 101 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:48,500 Well, this is about the time last year. 102 00:06:48,500 --> 00:06:52,200 I feel like where you were really prioritizing yourself 103 00:06:52,200 --> 00:06:53,600 care all the way up to your birthday. 104 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:56,900 Like you kind of had like a whole hibernation shutdown 105 00:06:56,900 --> 00:06:59,400 period. And then that was when we were 106 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:03,700 really cultivating, the idea for the podcast and I'm stuff behind 107 00:07:03,700 --> 00:07:06,700 the scenes and then we ended up dropping it, my birthday. 108 00:07:06,700 --> 00:07:11,000 But it was this was the period where you were really resting 109 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:14,000 last year too. So I it's just kind of your 110 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:16,400 pattern to go into a hibernation annually. 111 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:19,600 I think everybody else is like oh I feel energized in your like 112 00:07:19,600 --> 00:07:22,300 a fucked up. Yeah for real tired all of a 113 00:07:22,308 --> 00:07:26,300 sudden I feel like really just like exhausted. 114 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,900 I feel like it's about balance right now for me. 115 00:07:29,900 --> 00:07:35,200 I'm really just trying to like cultivate G4 like my projects 116 00:07:35,700 --> 00:07:38,900 whatever I'm really actually just reminiscent all the cool 117 00:07:38,900 --> 00:07:41,800 things that's already happened. Like it's almost April. 118 00:07:43,500 --> 00:07:48,700 I'm fucking stoked about doing our full moon and our full moon 119 00:07:48,700 --> 00:07:53,000 ceremony and doing the cord cutting over there. 120 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:56,100 I've actually been talking to quite a few people about it. 121 00:07:56,100 --> 00:07:58,900 I think that I'm going to make like a video on my tick, talk 122 00:07:58,900 --> 00:08:02,700 about it and like just invite people to do it. 123 00:08:02,700 --> 00:08:07,200 And I didn't think about it before but I can probably just 124 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:09,600 put a link from your website onto my link tree and then 125 00:08:09,600 --> 00:08:11,700 people could go there to go sign up for that. 126 00:08:12,300 --> 00:08:14,900 I'm really looking forward to it because it's really gonna pop 127 00:08:14,900 --> 00:08:18,100 off the fact that we're doing it on the full moon and it's like 128 00:08:18,100 --> 00:08:24,400 the first big moon cycle of the New Year, the astrological New 129 00:08:24,400 --> 00:08:27,700 Year. So it's like it's a whole Bob. 130 00:08:27,700 --> 00:08:35,400 It's like a whole solidary season, transformative energy, 131 00:08:35,400 --> 00:08:39,799 and Aries is really about like action and putting in that 132 00:08:39,799 --> 00:08:43,900 action and putting in that work. And I'm really excited about 133 00:08:43,900 --> 00:08:47,400 like starting this new project like this new thing that we're 134 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:51,600 doing, it's going to bring in a lot of really fun things. 135 00:08:53,100 --> 00:08:56,900 We so speaking of Aries season so tomorrow's Brian's birthday 136 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:01,800 and we've continuously been talking about like like so we 137 00:09:01,800 --> 00:09:07,100 rent but are least technically expired in January or yeah in 138 00:09:07,100 --> 00:09:10,100 January and so we're kind of month-to-month right now we're 139 00:09:10,100 --> 00:09:11,900 like well we don't want to be here like this place doesn't 140 00:09:11,900 --> 00:09:13,400 really have our needs or whatever. 141 00:09:14,700 --> 00:09:20,600 We all of a sudden unexpectedly have the money for a down 142 00:09:20,600 --> 00:09:25,300 payment plus moving expenses. Like all of our moving costs to 143 00:09:25,300 --> 00:09:27,900 move into a new place. So now we're just looking to 144 00:09:27,900 --> 00:09:31,300 find a new place. We're looking at a place where 145 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:35,300 there are a couple different options but there's a property 146 00:09:35,300 --> 00:09:39,200 that we're really interested in that has a barn with stalls 147 00:09:39,200 --> 00:09:41,500 already. So be perfect for Willie Nelson 148 00:09:41,800 --> 00:09:44,300 and then it also has a bunch of properties. 149 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:48,100 So we could actually host Retreats at my property and we 150 00:09:48,100 --> 00:09:50,600 wouldn't have to rent out other property because we would have 151 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:56,400 the outdoor indoor option and it would be dope so whether that 152 00:09:56,400 --> 00:09:59,700 ends up coming through or something different that like 153 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:06,200 fire energy and like seeing goals through and whatnot, the 154 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:10,200 Ares does bring has brought new opportunities for stuff that 155 00:10:10,200 --> 00:10:11,600 we've been planning for a long time. 156 00:10:11,600 --> 00:10:14,300 So it's really exciting. That's all someone earlier walk. 157 00:10:14,500 --> 00:10:17,900 Down the road that's fire engine red hair and it made me think of 158 00:10:17,900 --> 00:10:20,700 you and I was like, wow, look at the lady. 159 00:10:20,700 --> 00:10:24,500 I was like, that makes me feel comforted, but they have this 160 00:10:24,500 --> 00:10:28,500 fire engine red hair. You never know when I'll pop out 161 00:10:28,500 --> 00:10:30,700 baby sir. They were doing their thing. 162 00:10:30,700 --> 00:10:34,900 But honestly I just feel like letting everyone know that 163 00:10:34,900 --> 00:10:38,700 setting goals right now is just important and just taking one 164 00:10:38,700 --> 00:10:41,400 little step towards that direction. 165 00:10:41,900 --> 00:10:44,300 I think carries energy, you know sometimes. 166 00:10:44,400 --> 00:10:46,100 We start projects, we don't finish. 167 00:10:46,100 --> 00:10:51,700 Those says about momentum creating that frequency words. 168 00:10:51,700 --> 00:10:54,500 Like, you know, I'm not going to get it all done now but I'll do 169 00:10:54,500 --> 00:10:59,500 a little bit that's important. Yeah, biting off little chunks. 170 00:10:59,500 --> 00:11:04,100 And I think that we've talked before about, you know, when 171 00:11:04,100 --> 00:11:07,300 people talk about manifesting things, I think people think 172 00:11:07,300 --> 00:11:10,300 that all they have to do is speak it out into existence, but 173 00:11:10,300 --> 00:11:14,200 like you literally manifest things when yeah, you like speak 174 00:11:14,200 --> 00:11:18,900 and you share this but also by you putting in energy towards 175 00:11:18,900 --> 00:11:21,800 something every day. So you putting small amounts of 176 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:25,700 energy every single day. Whether that be like, you're 177 00:11:25,700 --> 00:11:29,100 researching something about your idea, You're looking at, you 178 00:11:29,100 --> 00:11:31,400 know, vendors that you could have in your store or whatever 179 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,300 your idea is. You putting in that, like, 180 00:11:34,300 --> 00:11:37,600 little behind-the-scenes stuff every day, that's the energy 181 00:11:37,600 --> 00:11:40,300 that manifest, something and makes things happen. 182 00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:44,200 Yeah, the energy of intention is so important. 183 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:47,800 That's why I like people are failing, is because your 184 00:11:47,800 --> 00:11:50,800 intention is not towards success. 185 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:55,600 It's towards like the rewards of success. 186 00:11:55,600 --> 00:12:00,600 So you're looking for money, or Dance or recognition or or like 187 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:05,200 the outward representation or sometimes, we don't realize, 188 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:11,200 like what we need is a passion. We need something we're 189 00:12:11,200 --> 00:12:14,200 passionate about because you're going to get a lot further with 190 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:16,700 passion. Then you're ever going to get 191 00:12:16,700 --> 00:12:21,800 with Rewards or like, accolades of that action, it's like you 192 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:26,400 need to be passionate and really understand that something that 193 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:33,100 you're doing has A meaning to you personally not just money or 194 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:40,000 success but like an actual connection to your path. 195 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:43,300 And so many people are doing things that are not in alignment 196 00:12:43,300 --> 00:12:47,600 with them. Yeah, or there's also people who 197 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:50,600 spend so much energy going. Well what is my like special 198 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:54,400 thing that like I could be doing and I could be passionate about 199 00:12:54,500 --> 00:12:59,400 and so I don't know about for you but for me if I'm to sit 200 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:02,400 down and be like well what thing am I super passionate about? 201 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:07,100 And I haven't done anything before to know any passions, I 202 00:13:07,100 --> 00:13:13,700 would just be wasting energy that way like doing. doing the 203 00:13:13,700 --> 00:13:17,500 podcast because I feel like beginning for like really 204 00:13:17,500 --> 00:13:21,400 chasing passions with stuff was really like, when I started that 205 00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:27,300 podcast and That was just because I was already talking to 206 00:13:27,300 --> 00:13:30,000 all these different people. So, then I started recording it. 207 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:32,700 And so that's how you take like, a genuine passion that you have 208 00:13:32,700 --> 00:13:34,700 and you like authentically, make it a thing. 209 00:13:34,900 --> 00:13:37,300 But if you just sit there and you're like, what's that thing? 210 00:13:37,300 --> 00:13:40,500 Then I feel like you put too much pressure on it. 211 00:13:41,300 --> 00:13:45,000 Yeah, we're trying to narrow it down to one thing that's when 212 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:47,700 you limit yourself to a box, you're like, okay, what am I 213 00:13:47,700 --> 00:13:49,900 good at? But, like, I know, plenty of 214 00:13:49,900 --> 00:13:54,500 people that can do multiple things at once, we weren't the 215 00:13:54,500 --> 00:13:56,300 Box. Yourself in by knowing 216 00:13:56,300 --> 00:13:59,500 everything. And I think that's where the 217 00:13:59,500 --> 00:14:02,900 spiritual journey has really helped me expand on a personal 218 00:14:02,900 --> 00:14:06,600 level because I'm doing things I never expected to do because I 219 00:14:06,600 --> 00:14:10,400 just like, was like, fuck it. I have no clue what I want to 220 00:14:10,400 --> 00:14:12,900 do. Let's just try things. 221 00:14:14,500 --> 00:14:17,500 Let's just try things, let's just fuck around and find out, 222 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:19,700 you know, what's crazy that Airbnb? 223 00:14:19,700 --> 00:14:22,100 We stayed. I got upset because of the 224 00:14:22,100 --> 00:14:25,200 reviews that I left them. What did you say? 225 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:29,000 Well, I mean sure. I'd told him that they needed 226 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:32,900 some gloves some little plugins because that shit was not 227 00:14:32,900 --> 00:14:37,000 smelling fresh. And then for two, I just, you 228 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:39,700 know, like the heat would not let you change it. 229 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:43,600 Yeah, they said that it was user error. 230 00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:47,800 Sure because I could have deleted the setting that was 231 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:50,800 changing it and I'm like, so you're telling me that I could 232 00:14:50,800 --> 00:14:54,100 have deleted the setting, but in my personal opinion, I would 233 00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:56,500 have thought that I would have gotten in trouble for deleting 234 00:14:56,500 --> 00:15:01,500 your energy efficient settings. What the fuck? 235 00:15:01,500 --> 00:15:04,500 And also if you want people to do that you just tell them upon 236 00:15:04,500 --> 00:15:06,600 arrival. Like I do think it was cool that 237 00:15:06,600 --> 00:15:09,100 they let us go in early. It was a cute little place but 238 00:15:09,100 --> 00:15:12,900 also like it did smell like mildew and old people in there. 239 00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:16,400 You weren't able to. We were all having to use, one 240 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:18,800 extension cord in the living room, to plug our Shin in 241 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:24,100 because our outlets in our room like at your plug would fall out 242 00:15:24,100 --> 00:15:28,000 of the outlet as soon as you plug something in and out, okay? 243 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:32,600 Um, groom like I would never have taken a bath in that 244 00:15:32,600 --> 00:15:33,600 bathroom. Not that I'm going to take a 245 00:15:33,608 --> 00:15:36,600 bath in the air B&B bathroom but I'm just saying like that 246 00:15:36,600 --> 00:15:40,700 bathroom was cute until you opened up the shower curtain and 247 00:15:40,700 --> 00:15:44,600 then it was like Rusty and and like stuff on the inside, there 248 00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:48,600 was like mildew up above the bed that I was in. 249 00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:54,300 So like let's let's like be real like if you're gonna have people 250 00:15:54,300 --> 00:15:57,400 somewhere and you're going to host and people have to leave 251 00:15:57,400 --> 00:16:01,100 reviews, like that's nice to know we Still would have booked 252 00:16:01,100 --> 00:16:04,000 it if we had known all of those things because we were desperate 253 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:08,800 bitches. But like like the fact that they 254 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:11,900 said it was user error and that's what they were upset 255 00:16:11,900 --> 00:16:14,400 about when the fact that he really needed to focus on the 256 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:20,200 Glade Plugin comment. I need to focus on the smell was 257 00:16:20,200 --> 00:16:23,200 not inviting. When you left for an extended 258 00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:27,100 amount of period and you came back, there was a stitch upon 259 00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:31,800 arrival and then your nose would get a jest Stood to say that 260 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:34,500 smell. But there was not a lot of 261 00:16:34,500 --> 00:16:37,900 inviting information. When you came in, it wasn't just 262 00:16:37,900 --> 00:16:42,000 like welcome it smells great. It was like someone died in 263 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,900 here. Welcome talks. 264 00:16:43,900 --> 00:16:50,200 And I don't know your feelings on this, but I noticed that all 265 00:16:50,200 --> 00:16:53,100 of the windows had sticks. So you couldn't open the 266 00:16:53,100 --> 00:16:56,600 windows, which, like I appreciated, but they had those 267 00:16:56,600 --> 00:16:59,800 because the windows are accessible right from the road 268 00:16:59,800 --> 00:17:02,100 like you You see, those windows? They're huge. 269 00:17:02,100 --> 00:17:06,200 And then your kitchen window is accessible from that alley. 270 00:17:06,500 --> 00:17:11,099 And then your bedroom windows are facing out to other 271 00:17:11,099 --> 00:17:14,300 apartments. Like an open area where someone 272 00:17:14,300 --> 00:17:17,300 could come into your window and your bathroom window. 273 00:17:17,300 --> 00:17:19,800 You can't have that open because it's also open to the things. 274 00:17:19,800 --> 00:17:23,599 So like if you rented that place you could just never open your 275 00:17:23,599 --> 00:17:29,500 fucking windows. It was definitely interesting 276 00:17:29,600 --> 00:17:34,300 and I think they should focus on getting some Glade plugins from 277 00:17:34,300 --> 00:17:41,400 the Sam's Club because I cannot handle the stench. 278 00:17:41,500 --> 00:17:44,700 The frequency of stench honestly. 279 00:17:44,700 --> 00:17:49,900 Like the fact that they were like, hello, Miss just saw your 280 00:17:49,900 --> 00:17:55,700 review wasn't sure why you said that when you never contacted 281 00:17:55,700 --> 00:18:00,800 me, Yes, baby. I never contacted you, but 282 00:18:01,300 --> 00:18:03,000 you're supposed to reach out and be like, hi. 283 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:06,600 I thought that you should know. I mean, yeah, I guess but like, 284 00:18:06,600 --> 00:18:09,900 I was like, hmm. This is a review and they are 285 00:18:09,900 --> 00:18:15,400 acting stank booty, but it's fun because I would never say there 286 00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:18,600 again really. No. 287 00:18:18,600 --> 00:18:20,400 I mean, for the price, it was fun. 288 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:23,700 And like, for the circumstance, it was great and I had no 289 00:18:23,700 --> 00:18:26,500 problem. I felt safe there, but no. 290 00:18:26,900 --> 00:18:32,000 Honestly, I think that Airbnb needs to vet their people 291 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:34,700 differently. I think that there needs to be 292 00:18:34,700 --> 00:18:37,900 home inspection like CPS or something like that. 293 00:18:37,900 --> 00:18:39,700 I need to come in and be like baby. 294 00:18:39,700 --> 00:18:42,400 I don't know about this, there's there's molding. 295 00:18:42,400 --> 00:18:46,300 Well yeah, since they're having airbnb's next to literal 296 00:18:46,300 --> 00:18:52,000 dilapidated, crack houses, and Detroit backs is Scurry. 297 00:18:52,100 --> 00:18:55,100 Scurry out here and I they need to get it together. 298 00:18:57,100 --> 00:19:04,500 Yikes. That is that there's all that. 299 00:19:04,500 --> 00:19:06,300 I think I'm gonna go back to hotels. 300 00:19:08,500 --> 00:19:13,900 I looked at hotels to and then I was just like, I looked at 301 00:19:13,900 --> 00:19:17,200 hotels and then I looked at airbnb's and I looked at prices 302 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:20,700 on things and availability. And I also. 303 00:19:20,700 --> 00:19:22,800 Yeah and I was just like this just seems better. 304 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:28,600 Oh and I also was looking at How close it was to the airport. 305 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:31,800 And that was the closest Airbnb to the airport at said. 306 00:19:31,900 --> 00:19:36,500 And then for hotels, a lot of them didn't even have any days 307 00:19:36,600 --> 00:19:42,600 for the what we needed. It all comes out in the wash. 308 00:19:42,700 --> 00:19:45,300 It's all a little life experience, a little. 309 00:19:45,300 --> 00:19:47,500 I thought it was fun. We got to walk down to those 310 00:19:47,500 --> 00:19:50,900 stores and we got to go walk to food and stuff. 311 00:19:50,900 --> 00:19:54,400 I thought it was super cute where we were and we were in a 312 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:56,400 really good. We landed ourselves in a really 313 00:19:56,400 --> 00:19:59,100 good part of town. Yeah, it was cute. 314 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:02,400 I'm really glad that we got to meet in person. 315 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,400 I'm really feeling exhausted. Every since that trip I feel 316 00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:08,100 like it took every ounce of energy that I had for the 317 00:20:08,100 --> 00:20:14,200 remaining month of March. But shout out, we had a good 318 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:17,300 time. I felt like it was a good time 319 00:20:17,300 --> 00:20:20,400 and I got a lot out of that trip. 320 00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:24,400 Just like personally and perspective on things and like 321 00:20:24,400 --> 00:20:27,300 my own like spiritual moments while we were hiking and stuff 322 00:20:27,300 --> 00:20:30,300 like that. So I definitely like I'm super 323 00:20:30,300 --> 00:20:33,200 grateful for the trip regardless and those moments stick out more 324 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:36,300 than anything else. Yeah, I really don't care about 325 00:20:36,300 --> 00:20:40,000 all the haters shit. Honestly, I've been forgot all 326 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,200 the details. I'm just like fuck it. 327 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:45,600 I had a good time. I survived I made it through. 328 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:50,100 Through even though, what did you die throwing into will drop 329 00:20:50,600 --> 00:20:54,700 but we made it. I just know, I got to get back 330 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:58,400 focused. I feel like that, like, if you 331 00:20:58,400 --> 00:21:02,600 think about how the ride for the ATV was with like the like 332 00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:05,400 fucking what the fuck parts. And then like, oh my God, this 333 00:21:05,400 --> 00:21:07,800 is hella fun. But like literally was the 334 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:11,300 energy of the trip and we did it in two wheel drive. 335 00:21:12,300 --> 00:21:16,100 I mean the trip was definitely had some unexpected moments but 336 00:21:16,100 --> 00:21:20,300 I had a good time. I had a good time too. 337 00:21:20,300 --> 00:21:24,800 So anyways frosted mentally, spiritually and physically and 338 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:28,000 I'm glad that we were able to check in this week and we wanted 339 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,000 to give you all a little taste of something. 340 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:34,800 But we are fucking drained. And I will say that like, I just 341 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:38,400 need a fucking break and I love you all and I want to be there, 342 00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:43,700 but I am mentally checking out for like, the next 7 days. 343 00:21:43,700 --> 00:21:50,100 So that's that Well, don't forget about me in those seven 344 00:21:50,100 --> 00:21:52,800 days. Seven days a week. 345 00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:56,200 I need a break. I'm just like, I need a nap. 346 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:59,800 I need to do some. I'm like tired all the time, but 347 00:21:59,800 --> 00:22:02,300 I'm not sleep huddle with your kitties. 348 00:22:02,600 --> 00:22:06,200 I don't have any time to sleep. It's like I'm tired but I can't 349 00:22:06,200 --> 00:22:10,000 sleep. Do your best. 350 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:15,700 We love you and we're going to do a candy Circle and we're 351 00:22:15,700 --> 00:22:20,800 going to make every one of you all so sweet, because love is 352 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:24,400 forever. Diamonds are forever. 353 00:22:25,900 --> 00:22:29,800 Look pretty tonight. Like a lollipop, like a 354 00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:35,400 lollipop, any time of day, I will be there for you. 355 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:46,300 Lil Lil Trill little Trill. Y'all know the vibe and we want 356 00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:48,800 you to know that we love your energy. 357 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:52,500 Thank you for being here. Bye guys.