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Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, 
hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 

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Welcome back to Candyland. 
We fucking missed you all. 

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It's been amazing having guests,
but I'm excited to just be here 

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with my bestie girl Gemini. 
How's your day going beautiful? 

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My day's good. 
I feel like I'm a little bit on 

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one and I feel like today is 
going to be a little bit of a 

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rant, but at least we'll have 
some shit to talk about because 

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I'm perturbed by the fucking 
world right now and it it's just

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one of those fucking days. 
I feel like as an empath, 

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though, like it's 1010 on the 
clock, but as an empath, it's 

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like really interesting to be 
able to fill the world's 

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emotions and be tuned in with 
that. 

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And like, sometimes we just feel
the world's emotions and we 

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don't know it's the world. 
But knowing that it's not your 

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energy that you're picking up on
or that it's other people's 

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bullshit. 
Like the stuff we've been 

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talking about that we're going 
to get into. 

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But the number one topic is 
y'all getting rid of your 

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fucking pets. 
I don't care what they do. 

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What happened? 
Like you made a commitment when 

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you got that pet. 
I don't care. 

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Like I saw something today that 
someone in Indiana rehomed a 

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nine year old dog today. 
Who the fuck does that? 

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Like, that is so crazy to me. 
Like, that is so sad. 

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So there's 13 applications for 
that dog. 

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Hopefully he gets an adopter. 
That's terrible. 

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But life is weird. 
And Jim and I and I've been 

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talking about just how people 
move so weird. 

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Tell us about it. 
Tell us about it. 

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I hope that the people who are 
giving away their fucking dog 

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and making Facebook posts and 
going to give their dogs away to

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complete strangers, I hope a 
complete stranger comes and 

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picks them up from their fucking
house and it's just like, but 

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your life is going to be better 
here. 

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But like the life that you had 
didn't fit you there before. 

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Like I I you were an 
inconvenience in other people's 

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lives. 
So you're going to my dog is not

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about it right now. 
She's like, please keep me. 

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Please don't get rid of me. 
No, for real heavily fucking 

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annoyed by the energy and by 
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And I don't know if it's because
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or what The thing is, but I got 
a problem with people getting 

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rid of their dogs, and I got a 
problem with people putting 

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their fucking children on grown 
men's laps to take pictures of 

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it. 
And you're fucking weird that 

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your thing is that you want to 
put your small children on a 

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strange man's lap and have him 
whispering in their ear and 

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everything else. 
And I don't know if that's some 

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trauma or what the fuck it is, 
but a grown man whispering with 

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his little beard into your kids 
ear being like what do you want 

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for Christmas? 
Santa's magic stick? 

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Fuck you. 
You know what's crazy? 

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And you said that I just had a 
flashback of that. 

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Like, I never even remembered 
that they whispered in your ear 

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until you said that. 
And I had a flashback of like, 

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someone doing that to me as a 
kid. 

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So that's fucked up. 
Let's just say that. 

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And what's so wild about this? 
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literally are on like normally 
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And I was at like a gathering 
tonight for friends. 

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And I brought that up because 
someone was like, oh, Santa 

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Claus. 
And someone was like, I would 

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never let my kid do that. 
And I was like, honestly, I 

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think it's weird as shit. 
And I kind of went into the same

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things when I was saying, except
the whispering, y'all I forgot 

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about that part. 
But the sitting on his lap and 

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most kids are screaming and 
crying and they're like, they 

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didn't like Santa this year. 
Maybe they will next year. 

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And I'm just like. 
And for people to be like, it's 

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tradition. 
It's also a tradition in the 

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music industry for small 
children to get sexually 

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assaulted and for nobody to talk
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Is that something that we should
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supporting? 
Absolutely the fuck not. 

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Sorry I I told you before we 
recorded that it was going to be

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a fucking rant today because I 
got a lot of things to say. 

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Yeah, I support that. 
I think it's weird. 

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I think people do weird shit. 
The holidays brings out the 

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worst, and a lot of people like 
just greed, anger, depression, a

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reminder of certain things. 
Traumas, you know? 

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A lot of people have a lot of 
limiting energy around the 

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holidays. 
It's like worse than any other 

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time of the year. 
And I fucking love the holidays.

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But at the same time, I also, 
you know, dread being around 

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certain people or or whatever, 
like conversations you have to 

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have. 
And it's just kind of like the 

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whole tradition. 
And I'll go all the way back to 

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the wrapping paper thing being a
scam. 

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That was like the last thing I 
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spend money on something that 
just gets torn up and thrown in 

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the garbage, but. 
That's funny. 

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I went and I got wrapping paper 
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I was like, it's going to be 
what it's going to be. 

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I'm going to spend a dollar per 
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they fucking inflation or 
whatever. 

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You got to make it for $0.05 but
sell it for $1.25. 

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I got decent wrapping paper that
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four pack with some bows and 
some ribbon and like 10 name 

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tags for like 1299. 
I was like, that's poppin. 

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So then I got that and then I 
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One I didn't even open, It's 
Betsey Johnson. 

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I'll use that for my own self 
next year. 

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And it was 399. 
I didn't think that was that 

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bad, honestly. 
I ended up spending maybe like 

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$30.00 on some gift bags, paper,
what I needed 'cause I already 

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had tape, so I wasn't actually 
as unimpressed 'cause I got some

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cute stuff. 
But still, I think it's a scam. 

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It's just wasteful. 
It's just like we're like 

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recycle and save this, but like 
yet grabbing paper is a billion 

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dollar industry I'm sure. 
And it fucking is just trash. 

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Like the people just fill up 
bags of it and just trash in the

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landfill, you know? 
It's just. 

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You know what bothers me is like
this whole, like, conversation 

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and mindset thinking that you're
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you get them things from the 
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Or like somebody was like, Oh 
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kids clothes for Christmas. 
Like you have to get them 

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something else. 
And I'm like having any money to

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get anything for your kids for a
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And it's consumer America, 
consumer world that makes you 

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think that you have to spend all
of this money in order to make 

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your kids feel special. 
And I think that we've talked 

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about that before and I'm like, 
go to the dollar store, fucking 

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get stocking stuffers, get 
little things for your kids. 

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Your kids literally are like 
cats. 

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They're going to play with. 
You're going to get them 

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something expensive and they're 
going to want to make a rocket 

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ship out of a box. 
They don't give a fuck that you 

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spent $300.00. 
They have no concept of money 

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and what you're spending. 
They're just getting something 

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new. 
If you're buying your kid new 

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clothes and they get to go to 
school and be the cool kid with 

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new clothes and feel good about 
themselves, they're stoked. 

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You're the one who's going to be
projecting your abundant lack of

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abundance mindset onto your kids
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around and be grateful for what 
they have, while you're not 

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grateful that you had the dollar
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chocolate rose at the dollar 
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People spend too much on their 
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My aunt, I don't really agree 
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But when her kids were younger 
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was like maybe 10 when the first
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So I mean, you know, I remember 
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and four, she would just 
straight up be like, you all can

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get them savings bonds, you can 
give them cash. 

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It will go in their bank. 
We're not accepting toys. 0 toys

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will be accepted for my 
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They're not open them. 
They're not doing this. 

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She's like they get, I think it 
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Santa Claus and three presents 
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that's all they got. 
That was it. 

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Like other people could give 
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So when my cousin literally 
turned like 1617, he had like 

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$40,000 saved type shit like 
because he'd collected every 

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dollar this little boy has ever 
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And like, you know what I mean? 
Bought a really nice car and 

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never really worked because he 
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And I guess at the time, like, 
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stuff like that was where it was
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those. 
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just remember thinking like, 
that's not a lot of presents. 

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That sucks that like, you know, 
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But like my family's weird like 
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Like one of my Nana's wanted to 
give me a car one time and my 

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dad would not let her give it to
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She was going to give it to me 
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a car, go to college, have a 
great life. 

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My dad refused, Would not let 
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She ended up giving it to like a
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which pissed me off because I'm 
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Like I'm a grandchild. 
I was heated. 

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I was very heated. 
You're like that blood runs 

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through these veins and you're 
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the market fucking addition on 
to the family. 

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My dad never gave me a car and 
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So I think it's just like when 
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like, put your energy and time 
towards it. 

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Like people ruin their kids at 
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much, or overextending and 
maxing out credit cards or 

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paying for things or a lifestyle
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You know what I mean? 
If I see you bitching about 

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groceries every day of the 
fucking year, you probably 

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shouldn't buy your kid an Xbox. 
I don't care if they want one or

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not. 
I don't care if kids at school 

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have one or not. 
They can go to a friend's house 

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and play it. 
They don't need one at their 

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house. 
It just causes distraction and 

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laziness at the end of the day. 
Some people lay around and play 

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video games in all their free 
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Not saying they're bad, but in 
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But people will literally Max 
out credit cards and put 

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themselves in debt for the whole
year over Christmas, and I just 

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think that's the dumbest shit. 
People will literally make 

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gofundmes to fund their fucking 
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And then they'll post pictures 
and videos of giving their kids 

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huge, big elaborate gifts and 
wanting you to compliment them 

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on everything that they're doing
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But they're over here asking 
everybody to fund their life for

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them. 
I don't understand it. 

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It's weird fucking energy. 
And that. 

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I think that's why, like, I get 
so annoyed. 

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It's like right now is you're 
watching people that like you're

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supporting all throughout the 
year, right? 

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That you're like, oh, you're on 
the struggle bus with this, or 

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I'm going to support you and 
these ways, or, you know, I see 

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all the things that you're doing
and then it comes a holiday time

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and you're just like, what the 
fuck is happening right now? 

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Yeah, I think the holidays 
brings the greed out of a lot of

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people. 
It just like brings out the 

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shadow aspect of people because 
it's like either you have or 

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you're a have not or you want 
and need and you don't have or 

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you know, like around Christmas.
They do a lot of like, you know,

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public dinners and things like 
that that they should focus on 

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all year round to help homeless 
people and to help people in 

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rehabilitation. 
But instead they just really 

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harp on it at Christmas, collect
all this money, probably pay 

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themselves bonuses out of it, 
and then donate a little bit to 

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charity or do a little bit for 
the city. 

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And I'm just like low key over 
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I think there's some people in 
the world who see the bigger 

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picture, but a lot of people are
out of touch even just like, you

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know, the media people consume 
and the lifestyles they try to 

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keep up. 
I saw something the other day 

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that said there should be a 
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cosplay being broke and why 
broke people cosplay being rich 

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and why they want to be like in 
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they're not. 
And then people who are super 

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rich, like Adam Sandler or Saul,
like wearing the craziest, like 

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worn out T-shirt and some B wall
shorts, walking around New York 

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City with a jar of Pickles, You 
know what I mean? 

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Like, and there's a photo of him
doing that. 

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And every since like I saw that,
you know, that man has a lot of 

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money, a lot of fucking movies 
he's produced, movies that he 

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gets dividends from, you know, 
that man has a fucking lot and 

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he dresses like he is homeless, 
you know what I mean? 

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Like he walks around like you've
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And so I just think it's funny, 
like if you look at it where, 

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you know, people who don't have 
a lot of money be maxing out 

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cards and like buying designer 
stuff, just buying like their 

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kid Jordans. 
I've always been against that. 

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Like, why buy a growing foot, 
all these nice six shoes unless 

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you're going to make some kind 
of display and keep it up in 

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their room for like their whole 
life and you're going to just 

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hold on to these shoes. 
You know what I mean? 

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Cause like, what's the point of 
buying your kid a bunch of, 

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like, even kid Ugg boots, which 
are literally this freaking big,

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are like $100. 
Why would you pay that? 

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But a grown pair is like 12140. 
You know what I mean? 

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Like a big ass fit. 
Yeah, I was talking to Brian 

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about this the other day because
I'll buy Mac like shoes off of 

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Sheehan or like off of Amazon or
something that are like knock 

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off brands and Brian's like how 
come you don't ever get him like

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nicer shoes. 
And I'm like because he's an 8 

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year old little boy and he's 
running around everywhere and 

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he's going to wreck the shoes 
and then what? 

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And I'm the same way with like 
with pants and stuff like that 

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too. 
Like I kids just go through 

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clothes so quickly and they're 
not worried about keeping things

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nice. 
They're out here playing, 

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they're out here doing things 
and they're going to put holes 

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in them. 
I'm not going to spend more 

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money on clothes for you that 
you're going to go destroy. 

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Then I'm going to be spending 
for my own self and I don't even

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buy my own self fucking designer
things. 

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And I think that the reason why 
there are certain people that 

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are rich, that like still dress 
down and like don't dress fancy 

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is because I just think that 
it's normal. 

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It's normal, comfortable attire 
and they're not feeling like 

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they have to prove something. 
I think that a lot of people 

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that don't have money feel like 
they have to prove something to 

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other people. 
And that's like an unhealed 

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mindset that in order for you to
get like love and respect or 

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think that you can be in the 
same room as somebody else over 

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here that has these 
opportunities or or this 

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finance, you have to look a 
certain way and be a certain 

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way. 
Facts. 

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I completely agree. 
I think it's just a really 

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weird, like, capitalistic 
mindset that we're all kind of 

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lost in. 
And I think a lot of people 

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would thrive if they got their 
head out of the water and quit 

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worrying about stuff that 
doesn't matter, like buying your

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kid Nikes that are $6585 a pair 
for a literal child. 

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That's like you said, playing. 
Messing them up. 

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I mean, I just think so many 
people do things to, like you 

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said, to prove something and 
it's like you're not proving 

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shit to me. 
If you got to make a go, fund me

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to fund your life. 
Or like, fund your dreams. 

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And I think, like, it's one 
thing to be like, hey, I have 

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this disease or this issue, Can 
you all help me with medical 

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bills? 
Can you all help me like, with 

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this situation? 
In certain instances I've 

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supported Gofundmes when it's 
for a legit 'cause, that's what 

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I'm talking about for a legit 
cause. 

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But you cannot create more than 
three Gofundmes in the in three 

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years, like at a certain rate, 
like you're going to not be able

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to create one every year with a 
new issue or a new problem. 

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I've seen people on there like 
fund my fucking new body or fund

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plastic surgery for me. 
Or if everyone on my platform 

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gave me a dollar, I could get a 
boob job. 

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Like, you don't know how many 
fucking videos I've seen that 

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say shit like that. 
It's just like, y'all are 

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fucking weird. 
Like work, Hey, as you go, you 

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know what I mean? 
Like quit living in some fantasy

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world that makes you think that 
you're entitled to a bunch of 

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things. 
For one, I think a lot of people

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are just entitled as well as 
just. 

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People are out of touch with 
their body, like their 

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intuition, so they're so hyper 
focused on material items. 

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When I stopped worrying about 
material and started worrying 

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about spiritual and energy and 
like the frequencies of what I 

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wanted, it comes to you so much 
easier than when you're 

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projecting fear and trying to 
impress people and staying in a 

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lower vibration of like, eat, 
sleep, work, repeat and like 

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really worried about all these 
things, or even really feeling 

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entitled to other people's 
things or entitled to other 

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people's money that they work 
for. 

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I hate it. 
I hate it. 

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Y'all. 
You know what I Love Actually, 

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I've bought people birthday 
shots. 

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I think this is super amazing is
people will use like that puffy 

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paint on their back window and 
be like, you know by the 

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birthday girl a drink in this 
cash app or whatever. 

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There was this one time somebody
posted one on TikTok. 

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This guy was like, I was behind 
this car, I saw this, I gave 

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that girl $30 and was like get 
dinner and a drink. 

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Happy fucking birthday. 
She doesn't know me, but how 

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exciting on your birthday for a 
random stranger to send you $30 

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and be like, get yourself some 
food, get yourself a drink, have

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a nice time. 
Because if everybody's sending 

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you money for alcohol and you're
out here drinking, you're not 

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remembering to eat anything but 
bar peanuts and that I want 

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sometimes. 
If somebody's like this, money 

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is for this, then you're you 
feel like you have to spend it 

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on that. 
That's my hope for you. 

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I don't ever do that because I'm
probably driving like if I ever 

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see one and honestly, like, I 
don't know, I'm, I'm like, I'd 

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give money to a homeless person.
I'd be like reading their aura 

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and being like, are they really 
homeless or are they scamming? 

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You say that this is false if 
you and I were driving behind 

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somebody who, and it was. 
Their birthday. 

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I never see that. 
I'm always driving. 

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Yeah, but if you're behind it 
and you see the car in front of 

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you. 
I'm not going to risk my life to

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send the money on cash app I'm 
driving. 

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You're not going to risk your 
life, bitch. 

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I know that you've sent me a 
text while you're driving 

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before. 
Voice text, maybe. 

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Voice text? 
I'll be I guess I'll be voice 

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texting with Siri. 
But. 

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I got to, I got to switch gears 
and I got to tell you about this

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because this had me. 
This is like spirituality based 

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and this has me so fucking 
annoyed and I just have to tell 

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you about it. 
So do you remember I think it 

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was like 2 years ago when I 
found that person that I did a 

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mediumship class with and like 
they were like a like spiritual 

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mentor for a minute and I like 
had them on coven and like all 

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types of shit. 
Do you remember that person? 

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I. 
Think so. 

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Yeah, you. 
OK, so I ended up having a 

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fallout with this person because
they started off with having 

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conversations with me where they
were. 

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They were extremely supportive 
and they were extremely open of 

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all these different 
spiritualities and all these 

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different people. 
And they were super supportive 

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of like a gay community and were
introducing me to a bunch of 

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different people that I ended up
making acquaintances with and 

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having on the podcast. 
And they were just such a 

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positive person. 
And it slowly turned into as 

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their social media following 
grew, they became a more awful 

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person and would just like call 
me to like tell me people's 

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business or shit talk people. 
And I didn't like it. 

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And I would say, like, I'm not 
interested in that, I'm not into

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it. 
And it ended up being an issue. 

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And so we ended up, I ended up 
blocking her. 

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We ended up just not having any 
communication and it was totally

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fine. 
Well then and some stuff that 

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she had said. 
And like, like when she did a 

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mediumship class, she was really
rude to some of the students and

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that, like, were new to what we 
were doing. 

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And her form of teaching 
mediumship was like, OK, we're 

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here, so read each other instead
of, like, teaching anything. 

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And so there were a lot of 
people who were just like very 

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uncomfortable with it. 
And she was really mean to those

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people. 
And so I kind I I just didn't 

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want anything to do with that. 
It wasn't the energy that I had 

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agreed to. 
So Fast forward, she ends up. 

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Now she's being called out on 
social media because she is 

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recording videos of her reading 
her clients, which we both know 

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how we fucking feel about that 
anyways, recording video of her,

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her clients of her shit talking 
and shaming her clients in the 

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middle of readings. 
One of them is going viral on 

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TikTok right now because she has
this girl on a video and she 

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goes, well, your grandfather was
in the military and experienced 

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this and this, and he's standing
beside you and she goes, I am 

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not resonating with this because
I don't have any family members 

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that have been in the military. 
Like, I'm not sure of who this 

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would be. 
Basically, she's trying to like 

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figure out, you know, she's the 
client. 

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She's trying to figure out like 
who this could be for her. 

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And this woman goes, I don't 
know what to fucking tell you. 

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Everybody has family members 
that have been in the military. 

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If you go back far enough on 
everybody's family tree, they 

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have a grandfather that's been 
in the fucking military. 

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And the girl goes, well, I just,
like, I'm just not resonating 

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with that right now. 
I'm just trying to figure out 

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who it would be. 
And she goes, So what do you 

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want me to tell the spirits? 
You want me to tell them to go 

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fuck themselves? 
And the girl's like, the girl's 

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like. 
And this woman goes. 

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You know what? 
I just think that this isn't the

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time for you to have a reading. 
You're folding your arms right 

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now. 
You have a wall up. 

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How about this? 
How about we just reschedule 

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your reading for a time that 
you're going to be open to? 

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To me, this is what I do for a 
full time living. 

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And the girl, Yeah, it's the 
client. 

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The client posted this. 
The reader posted this, the 

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woman doing the reading posted 
this, and I don't know. 

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And so she's saying this. 
And then she's like, this is 

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what I do for a full time, like 
living or whatever. 

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And it literally bothered me to 
my fucking soul. 

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And then she's like, you're 
going to have your arms folded 

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and you're going to have a wall 
up while I'm trying to read you.

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This is what I do. 
And it's just like going off on 

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this poor girl. 
And then she posts it to her 

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page and is like, don't get a 
reading with me if you're not 

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even going to be open to what's 
coming through. 

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I know what I'm doing. 
Guess how much money this girl 

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paid for a reading? 
$400 Yes. 

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Because I'm psychic and I'm 
going to charge 401 day. 

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But right now I'm chilling. 
These bitches are frauds. 

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These bitches and and what 
bothers me is like. 

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You need to evolve to that. 
Like people come out the gate 

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and they get a couple like I'm 
right readings and they think 

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that they are fucking Messiah. 
And that's why I just encourage 

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everyone to have a fucking 
mentor before you're mentoring 

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people, before you think that 
you got the reins. 

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Like you need a mentor who's 
been doing this for fucking 

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10/15/20 years period. 
And if you don't have that, you 

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need to go back to the drawing 
board and develop your gifts 

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more because TikTok is gay 
people a big head thinking oh I 

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got a lot of followers. 
I'm popping my shit. 

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Also, social media y'all can be 
whoever you want. 

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You can post the good 
highlights, but you don't want 

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to post like the. 
That's not resonating with me. 

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But yet people literally like, 
at the same time are paying 

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00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:37,640
these people too much fucking 
money. 

448
00:23:37,640 --> 00:23:41,200
Like, I just believe that like 
anytime you're investing into 

449
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,600
someone, you should invest into 
them because you actually 

450
00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:46,800
connect with them. 
Not just because you want a 

451
00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:49,360
reading, not just because you 
have the money to get the 

452
00:23:49,360 --> 00:23:51,200
reading. 
You know, we've me and you talk 

453
00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:53,280
about this a lot, but we have 
people that like, one minute 

454
00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:55,160
they're getting a reading with 
me, next minute they don't. 

455
00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:57,000
They book with Gemini or vice 
versa. 

456
00:23:57,360 --> 00:23:59,760
And like, at the same time, we 
don't really give a fuck. 

457
00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:03,000
Somebody is like doing the 
reading like it's a win, but 

458
00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:06,520
it's like people don't resonate 
with you after they like, get to

459
00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:08,320
know someone. 
So I just think you have to like

460
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:11,200
not saying they don't resonate 
with me, but just in general, 

461
00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,680
like they're like, I feel called
to Gemini or I feel called to 

462
00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:15,560
Paige. 
It's not that they're not in the

463
00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:17,000
future going to get a reading 
with me. 

464
00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:19,640
It's just that at that time, the
messages they need and their 

465
00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:21,640
spirit guides, this is like an 
intuition test. 

466
00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:25,560
But some people just don't even 
listen to their intuition. 

467
00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:27,600
They want someone else to 
validate them. 

468
00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:29,720
They want someone else. 
So they're like, well, if 

469
00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:32,080
they're expensive, they must be 
quality. 

470
00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:34,840
They have to be quality if I'm 
paying them this much. 

471
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:38,200
But who sets that standard, 
quality Fucking no one. 

472
00:24:38,360 --> 00:24:42,000
Like, you can go to literally 
any website and make some cards.

473
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,880
Make a website and tell anyone 
you're whoever you want. 

474
00:24:45,320 --> 00:24:48,360
It's reviews, it's longevity, 
It's following someone and 

475
00:24:48,360 --> 00:24:52,000
investing in them and their 
story and like that you resonate

476
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,400
with that. 
I think it's important sometimes

477
00:24:54,400 --> 00:24:57,160
to take a chance to, you know, 
but not when you're spending 

478
00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,120
$400.00. 
Like when you're spending like 

479
00:24:59,120 --> 00:25:02,800
50 or 100, take a chance. 
But if it's like over 3, four, 

480
00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:07,680
$500, you would think about that
in any sense deeper than 50 

481
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:09,880
bucks, You know what I mean? 
Like you can spend 50 bucks on 

482
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:14,480
food tomorrow, but like $400.00,
that's a lot of money to just 

483
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:20,280
give someone from Tiktok or from
social media for a reading If 

484
00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,800
you don't really resonate with 
them, if they're, if you don't 

485
00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:26,720
really think like this $400 is 
going to literally make my life 

486
00:25:26,720 --> 00:25:29,160
better. 
Like that is going to change my 

487
00:25:29,200 --> 00:25:30,480
world. 
That's why. 

488
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:32,800
Like at the same time, me and my
mentor have talked about this. 

489
00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:35,280
Like there's people that charge 
readings for like that in 

490
00:25:35,280 --> 00:25:38,720
person, like 3-4 dollars in 
person, which I kind of 

491
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:41,600
understand that because in 
person readings affect me a lot 

492
00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:45,800
differently than other readings.
Like online. 

493
00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:49,400
The energy is different, but I'm
still on point either way. 

494
00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:51,760
It's just it's more draining for
me to be in person. 

495
00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:55,000
But I just think it's very, very
strange when people are 

496
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:56,080
charging. 
Literally. 

497
00:25:56,080 --> 00:25:59,280
Like we we see someone, I'm 
friends with her on Facebook. 

498
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:01,040
I'm not name dropping. 
I've just been following this 

499
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:03,520
girl. 
She's like a coach, Intuitive 

500
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:09,120
coach is I think what she goes 
by and she charges like $10,000 

501
00:26:09,120 --> 00:26:12,880
to work with her for like was it
like six weeks or something? 

502
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:15,520
It wasn't even months. 
It was like a month and a half, 

503
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:16,760
two months. 
It was like tops. 

504
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:21,280
And in that $10,000 you were 
getting like 4 phone calls. 

505
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,320
That means, like them phone 
calls are like $2500. 

506
00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:28,840
I deal like, I don't know, it 
was very strange and I've sent 

507
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:34,320
it to Gemini, and Gemini doesn't
know this lady, but I thought 

508
00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:37,280
that was fucking nuts. 
And you know, I understand some 

509
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:40,360
of those programs are like 
intensive, but you can work with

510
00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:43,920
me really intensive. 
Not like as intensive as a coach

511
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:46,080
should be. 
You know what I mean? 

512
00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:50,480
For like $222 when you're 
talking about $10,000 for six 

513
00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:55,000
weeks of your time, girl, that 
is like that is like a fucking 7

514
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:57,360
figure salary. 
If you get multiple people to do

515
00:26:57,360 --> 00:27:01,240
that, like that is insanity. 
Like that is not what Spirit's 

516
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:04,480
calling this girl to do. 
Her ego got her wherever. 

517
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,120
She maybe took a couple training
courses. 

518
00:27:06,120 --> 00:27:09,680
I'm going to divide that out. 
So let's just say 10,000 divided

519
00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:15,600
by the six weeks. 
It is literally $1666.66 six 

520
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:22,600
6666. 
A week. $1666.66 you. 

521
00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:24,600
Better be. 
You better be fucking giving me 

522
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:27,840
head and all types of shit. 
If I pay you that much money a 

523
00:27:28,120 --> 00:27:28,640
week. 
Absolutely. 

524
00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:34,240
Absolutely. 
This is my thing is like, I 

525
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:39,960
think that at some point things 
are taking advantage of other 

526
00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:47,160
people because there are people 
so desperate to have connection 

527
00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:51,000
and healing and they don't know 
what the price point on 

528
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,680
something is. 
They just know I'm willing to 

529
00:27:53,680 --> 00:27:57,560
pay whatever I need to pay to 
feel better, to feel like I'm 

530
00:27:57,560 --> 00:27:59,280
connected. 
I'm out of breath. 

531
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:01,960
It's snowing. 
So I had to go outside and I had

532
00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:05,040
to put the pig's blankets in his
house and that's why I took you 

533
00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:07,360
with me and then I had to run 
back up the stairs and we just 

534
00:28:07,360 --> 00:28:14,800
did that in 2 minutes. 
I'll be winded, but I I think 

535
00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:18,760
that at some point something is 
like taking advantage. 

536
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:24,280
And what gets me is like, if 
you're somebody who you don't 

537
00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:29,920
have anything on your conscience
about, the fact that you are 

538
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:34,200
charging that and that you know 
that people are going to be 

539
00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:37,000
struggling to make sure that 
your bills are paid. 

540
00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:40,560
That's where I feel like you're 
out of line with spirit or 

541
00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:43,880
you're doing something that like
I personally wouldn't vibe with.

542
00:28:44,360 --> 00:28:49,680
I just made the $222 tier on my 
Patreon. 

543
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:54,600
After what it's been like 2 
years of you being like, hey, 

544
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:59,400
you should like charge and do 
like a little something and like

545
00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:04,520
you, you should, like increase. 
Yeah, she gives all for $75. 

546
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:06,440
I'm sorry, y'all. 
I love all y'all. 

547
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:11,160
But the 222 tier is a specialty 
tier, and if you want all access

548
00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:12,960
to me, you want me writing you 
big messages. 

549
00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:15,440
You want me hearing about your 
man y'all stuff, your drama, 

550
00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:18,440
then that's it. 
And I that's super cheap because

551
00:29:18,440 --> 00:29:22,040
people pay me quite a bit for 
just an hour reading like 150 

552
00:29:22,080 --> 00:29:25,600
for certain readings. 
So it's like that's only $72 

553
00:29:25,600 --> 00:29:26,840
more and you get the whole 
month. 

554
00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:30,080
It's such a fucking deal. 
But really, I could charge more.

555
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:32,760
I'm not. 
I just don't want to like knock 

556
00:29:32,760 --> 00:29:35,720
everyone out, but I also only 
want to include the people who 

557
00:29:35,720 --> 00:29:39,520
are really ready. 
But when you're talking $1666.00

558
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:41,560
a week, who the fuck even has 
that? 

559
00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:45,160
Like, I don't know where the 
fuck that's happening or where 

560
00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,520
that's coming from or how she 
thought she could do that. 

561
00:29:47,840 --> 00:29:51,120
But to speak on this, another 
spiritual practitioner that's 

562
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:56,560
local to Louisville, we talked 
about just how she basically 

563
00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:59,480
fell out of alignment, like with
a coach situation. 

564
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:02,440
And then she's realized that she
picked up a lot of those, like 

565
00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:06,000
scammy techniques from her 
coaches over time. 

566
00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:08,120
And it makes me really glad 
because every coach I've ever 

567
00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:11,120
had y'all has been scammy and I 
felt scammed at the end of their

568
00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:14,120
program. 
And paying like $1200 to someone

569
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:18,160
is a lot of money to me. 
And even if it is 8 weeks or six

570
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:20,160
weeks or whatever, it's a 
fucking lot of money. 

571
00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:24,560
So I've done it twice and got 
scammed both times to be honest.

572
00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:27,640
So like I understand where she 
was coming from, talking about 

573
00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:30,440
she felt scammed, but she had 
given this girl, I think she 

574
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:35,840
said like I want to say like 
$5000 something upward of $5000 

575
00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:38,240
for this container. 
And she said that just like 

576
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:42,880
during it, it just start like 
stopped resonating like and she 

577
00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:45,920
basically the lady that was 
mentoring and coaching everyone 

578
00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:49,160
on how to be financially 
abundant and mixed financial 

579
00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:50,960
with spiritual and do all this 
stuff. 

580
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,560
She actually ended up filing 
bankruptcy. 

581
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:57,160
Y'all because she was just not 
even she had no quality 

582
00:30:57,360 --> 00:31:00,400
information for you all. 
She literally was basically 

583
00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:02,680
scamming people, telling them 
how to do something that she 

584
00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:05,800
can't even obtain. 
That's actually, like, if you're

585
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:08,040
not doing it yourself, it's not 
obtainable for you to be 

586
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:10,760
teaching it. 
If you can't even do it, how are

587
00:31:10,760 --> 00:31:13,240
you teaching people and taking 
their money to do it, for one? 

588
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:16,000
And that's the first thing. 
But then yeah, like, after the 

589
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:18,600
program, like, she ended up, 
like filing bankruptcy, went 

590
00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,840
through all these financial 
troubles and all this stuff. 

591
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:24,280
So the girl was just like, I 
knew my intuition was right. 

592
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:27,040
I knew there was something off. 
She was like, but you know, you 

593
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:29,280
give someone all that money and 
like, you're trying to soak in 

594
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:32,040
this program because you're 
thinking they're convincing you 

595
00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:34,120
that without this program you 
ain't shit. 

596
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:35,480
You ain't going to be able to do
it. 

597
00:31:35,760 --> 00:31:37,000
You ain't going to have what you
want. 

598
00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:39,800
Your business won't thrive. 
And you know this person that 

599
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:43,520
I'm speaking on, I don't agree 
with everything she says or does

600
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:47,400
spiritually, but I like to be 
open to letting other people 

601
00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,840
just live their fucking life. 
As long as it's not affecting me

602
00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:53,080
or you're not giving up your 
pet, I'm cool with you like I'm 

603
00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,240
cool. 
As long as you're keeping your 

604
00:31:54,240 --> 00:31:57,120
pets and your obligations on 
your end, I'm cool. 

605
00:31:57,120 --> 00:32:00,440
But when she said that, I just 
like instantly deemed her 

606
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:03,160
because she was just basically 
like if you felt scammed by 

607
00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:05,160
anything I've ever done. 
And so I wanted to reach out to 

608
00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:06,480
her. 
I've taken one of her little 

609
00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:11,240
classes, but it was also only 
like $44 and it was like 6 weeks

610
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:12,480
or something, you know what I 
mean? 

611
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:15,720
So I think like her intentions 
are pure, but also she was like,

612
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,560
I've picked up some of these 
scammy techniques from these 

613
00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:22,040
coaches. 
Well, and also the the flip side

614
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:26,320
to that right is like your time 
is valuable and your time is 

615
00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:29,400
worth money. 
And if you do have something 

616
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:32,720
that can be taught and can be 
shared with other people, like 

617
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:35,400
you have your tarot thing. 
I do my witchcraft classes and 

618
00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:39,200
now the mediumship class. 
Like if you have something where

619
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:43,960
you are able to teach that to 
other people that does have like

620
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:48,440
a monetary value to it and that 
energy exchange, and you do have

621
00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:52,960
the right to to charge for that.
And if people find value in 

622
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:56,000
that, like that is beautiful and
that should be shared and you 

623
00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:57,840
should be compensated for your 
time. 

624
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:03,480
But there's a fine line, I feel 
like between taking advantage of

625
00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:07,800
people and having blinders on to
when you are taking advantage of

626
00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:10,160
people. 
And I think that it's, it's such

627
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:13,720
a big thing for somebody. 
Like I would have a lot of trust

628
00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:17,240
in that person for the fact that
they would even have the 

629
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:21,720
consideration and the self 
reflection to be like, wow, I 

630
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:24,600
think I've picked up techniques 
from this because I don't vibe 

631
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:26,920
with that. 
And I've done that to other 

632
00:33:26,920 --> 00:33:28,600
people because I was taught 
that. 

633
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:31,720
Let me see who I've affected and
how I can make it right. 

634
00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:35,880
That's like the signs of 
somebody who is really on a 

635
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:39,120
spiritual journey and really on 
like healing and working on 

636
00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:41,640
themselves. 
And that's somebody who I would 

637
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:44,720
trust because I know that even 
if you do something wrong, 

638
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:47,640
you're going to have the 
wherewithal and the self 

639
00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:50,160
accountability to to say 
something. 

640
00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:52,440
No matter how embarrassed you 
may feel, you're not going to 

641
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:56,080
let your your ego get in the way
of making something right. 

642
00:33:56,840 --> 00:33:58,760
Exactly. 
And I that's why I reached out 

643
00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:01,120
to her and I was just like, I 
really enjoyed the things that 

644
00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:04,560
I've done with you, you know, no
hard feelings on my end. 

645
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:08,679
But I do completely see where 
I've seen your posts that seem 

646
00:34:08,679 --> 00:34:10,120
like this or seem, you know what
I mean? 

647
00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:11,239
And just kind of gave her 
feedback. 

648
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:14,840
We sent some voice notes back 
and forth, but it was just one 

649
00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:18,639
of those things where it's like 
there's not a lot of local 

650
00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:21,480
supporters. 
A lot of people that are local 

651
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:23,840
compete with one another. 
They're like in this market. 

652
00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:25,840
That's why I love that My 
market's all over the world. 

653
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,800
Like I've read for people in 
Australia and Canada and just 

654
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:30,840
really everywhere. 
So like, I don't care about the 

655
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:34,600
market here, but this girl does 
some in person stuff and I don't

656
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:38,400
know, it's just wild. 
Like, people do what's best for 

657
00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:41,320
them and then they get a big 
head and then they get a bigger 

658
00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:47,360
head and a bigger head and it 
becomes like the next size of 

659
00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:50,840
your ego rather than actually 
working through those ego 

660
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:52,719
concerns. 
Because like, everyone can let 

661
00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:55,840
their ego get big. 
We've all seen someone make it 

662
00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:58,480
big, get in a spotlight and act 
a fucking ass. 

663
00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:00,680
You know what I mean? 
Like, it's not uncommon for 

664
00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:03,000
people and their egos to take 
over. 

665
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:08,560
But it is very interesting how 
there is such a like societal 

666
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:12,920
norm of like taking advantage of
people, scamming people, trying 

667
00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:15,160
to just like weasel your way in 
and out. 

668
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:18,200
And you know, when we talked 
about it, she had a really good 

669
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,120
perspective and she was like, 
you know, as spiritual 

670
00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:24,920
practitioners, we shouldn't put 
a cap on what our services can 

671
00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:28,000
cost because like doctors and 
lawyers, there's no cap. 

672
00:35:28,240 --> 00:35:32,080
If a lawyer wants to charge 
$10,000 for a session, people 

673
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:35,440
will pay it and they probably do
it right now for just a mediocre

674
00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:37,040
lawyer. 
You know, like you get a 

675
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,600
settlement and you give them 
30%, it doesn't matter if you 

676
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:43,440
get $300,000 or $700,000. 
They get 30%. 

677
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:47,720
You know like I think there are 
fields that you can make a lot 

678
00:35:47,720 --> 00:35:50,480
of money lucratively and it's 
it's kind of on the back of 

679
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:53,720
someone else in a sense. 
But if you have techniques and 

680
00:35:53,720 --> 00:35:56,400
you do have something I agree 
like we should get paid for it. 

681
00:35:56,640 --> 00:36:00,680
I agree with not putting a cap, 
but it it is the people that 

682
00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:07,200
have like certain ideals and 
mindsets and are living beyond 

683
00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:10,800
their means in a spiritual sense
of getting way too on the high 

684
00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:13,040
horse. 
That's one thing that Spirit 

685
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:15,600
always reminds me is like stay 
humble with your gifts. 

686
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:19,120
Like what's given could be taken
whenever other people in the OR 

687
00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:21,360
try to take from you. 
It really comes back to them. 

688
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:23,600
It doesn't hurt you. 
And just like some of those 

689
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:27,000
spiritual laws and concepts that
I think a lot of people don't 

690
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:29,520
realize what they're 
accumulating with the scammers 

691
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,880
Shit, just like the people 
making fake profiles of us. 

692
00:36:32,240 --> 00:36:35,040
I mean, think about how much 
money has been made of someone 

693
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:37,160
thinking they're getting a 
reading with us and in their 

694
00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:40,040
head they have this idea that 
they got a reading with us. 

695
00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:42,760
I mean, it's already been proven
that people have came to your 

696
00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,000
website and my website to say 
they got scammed. 

697
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:46,880
There were two local girls with 
the same name. 

698
00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:49,960
I can't remember it now that 
both got scammed by a TikTok 

699
00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:52,280
scammer and I'm like, how are 
you bitches local? 

700
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:56,320
Like one of you has seen me IRL 
like you have seen me in 

701
00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:59,080
physical person. 
I don't be talking like grand 

702
00:36:59,080 --> 00:37:03,360
rising beloved star. 
I I felt called to your energy 

703
00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:05,760
because you have long blonde 
hair and I love you. 

704
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:09,440
What's your Zodiac sign? 
My love the what? 

705
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:14,480
The Who? 
That's my thing is always like 

706
00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,680
at this point, and I don't know 
if this sounds rude or not, but 

707
00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:20,880
it's going to be real fucking 
honest at this point. 

708
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:23,280
Like if you get scammed, you get
fucking scammed. 

709
00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:24,960
And you almost deserve it at 
this point. 

710
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:29,000
Because I I you know how to get 
in touch. 

711
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:32,880
You know to go to my website to 
book something, You know what my

712
00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:35,320
socials are to message me 
directly. 

713
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:38,400
Like if you know how to get to 
me after the fact to tell me 

714
00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:40,560
that you were scammed, you 
should know how to get to me 

715
00:37:40,560 --> 00:37:43,840
before the fact so that you can 
schedule something the right 

716
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:48,680
way, the proper way. 
And I mean, at some point there 

717
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:53,960
has to be, like, I've had people
literally ask me to give them a 

718
00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:57,360
reading for free, to make up for
the fact that they were scammed 

719
00:37:57,600 --> 00:38:00,440
because some man in Nigeria 
pretended to be me. 

720
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:03,480
Now you want me to give you a 
free reading and take time out 

721
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:07,200
of my day and away from clients 
who are listening and going and 

722
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,840
booking the proper way so that I
can, like, make it. 

723
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,080
That doesn't have anything to do
with me. 

724
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,360
I feel like now you've learned 
your lesson. 

725
00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:19,240
When you're ready to, you know, 
come and get a reading. 

726
00:38:19,240 --> 00:38:23,160
Let me know. 
Spirit said from the book of 

727
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:28,680
answers to cast your net wider. 
I need to read a human design 

728
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:32,480
card, 'cause I need to fucking. 
I need to calm my tits. 

729
00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:34,920
My tits are wild right now. 
They're going in a fucking loop.

730
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:39,520
High fucking speed. 
They're on a high speed chase 

731
00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:40,880
right now. 
Are you getting me off? 

732
00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:43,880
No closing thoughts. 
I don't know, bitch. 

733
00:38:43,880 --> 00:38:46,720
I don't know. 
Look, this is I've. 

734
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:48,880
Got closing thoughts. 
I've got so many closing 

735
00:38:48,880 --> 00:38:51,280
thoughts, but my thoughts are 
just going to take us on other 

736
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:54,160
tangents just. 
Say something. 

737
00:38:54,760 --> 00:39:00,160
It's very important to me that 
people use their intuition and 

738
00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:03,440
the best to your ability. 
Like to just listen to yourself 

739
00:39:03,440 --> 00:39:06,760
for once and be like, whoa, this
seems off. 

740
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:10,400
I've never had anyone write me 
this, say this shit to me. 

741
00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,440
I've never had someone like 
message me. 

742
00:39:12,440 --> 00:39:14,800
Like, for one, your ego is 
making you think that you're 

743
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:17,320
hella special right now because 
they feel called to you. 

744
00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:18,720
That's it. 
That's it. 

745
00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:21,200
So I just want to make that 
clear The next time someone 

746
00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:23,680
feels called to you, whether 
it's even spiritually, 

747
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,480
romantically fucking, whatever, 
it doesn't matter. 

748
00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:31,920
Be careful and just know your 
body and use your intuition. 

749
00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:34,600
I actually didn't mean to cut 
you off. 

750
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:39,640
I heard what you were saying, 
and I didn't realize there was 

751
00:39:39,640 --> 00:39:41,600
more to your thought. 
It wasn't on purpose. 

752
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:43,880
It's OK. 
I'm not holding that against 

753
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:46,600
you. 
I apologize. 

754
00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:53,280
The human design card is card 
31. 

755
00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:56,720
Aren't you 31? 
Yeah. 

756
00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:04,640
The sign is Leo. 
The shadow or the shadow? 

757
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:08,440
The gift is leadership and the 
shadow is self importance. 

758
00:40:10,400 --> 00:40:12,720
We're over here talking about 
mentors and we're going to pull 

759
00:40:12,720 --> 00:40:15,680
the leadership card and the self
importance. 

760
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:21,040
Oh my God. 
OK, The gift of true leadership 

761
00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:24,560
and influence is captured. 
When you move past the mind and 

762
00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:27,200
into the heart. 
You see that all human 

763
00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:30,920
constructs are vehicles for 
evolution and the trek forward 

764
00:40:30,920 --> 00:40:35,480
oneness. 
But they are not to be mistaken 

765
00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:41,400
for what you see that all human 
constructs are vehicles for 

766
00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:44,920
evolution and the trek towards 
oneness, but they are not to be 

767
00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:48,760
mistaken for oneness. 
When you're able to tame your 

768
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:52,600
conditioned mind and see it for 
the trap that it is, you may 

769
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:56,080
lead your life from a heart 
centered place and allow others 

770
00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:59,800
to do the same. 
At this elevated frequency state

771
00:40:59,800 --> 00:41:03,920
you are a catalyst for future 
oriented collective progress 

772
00:41:04,320 --> 00:41:08,680
which defies our sense of logic 
and instead takes evolutionary 

773
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:12,680
leaps through intuition, aligned
creation and love. 

774
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:18,200
The shadow is self importance. 
Tangled within the dense web of 

775
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:22,880
language lies the shadow, full 
of intellect and vocabulary and 

776
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,320
sometimes even a little 
manipulation. 

777
00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:29,240
When led by shadow, we frame 
things in such a way as to 

778
00:41:29,240 --> 00:41:32,400
command the floor. 
We are the wordsmith, the 

779
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:36,920
cunning creator of false worlds.
The mask may be very convincing,

780
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:41,320
even to ourselves and this lower
frequency state it's easy to 

781
00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:45,680
identify solely with the mind, 
as if we humans have it all 

782
00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:49,160
figured out. 
Even if a stance in particularly

783
00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:51,480
is believable, it doesn't make 
it true. 

784
00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:56,240
Likewise, even if a particularly
convincing ego doesn't equate to

785
00:41:56,240 --> 00:42:00,760
superiority, the manifestation 
of this shadow might present as 

786
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:06,320
arrogance or fiend humility. 
Your themes are authenticity, 

787
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:09,720
guidance and ego death. 
What did I say earlier about the

788
00:42:09,720 --> 00:42:12,200
ego? 
I said some shit ego. 

789
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:15,000
Death, you said. 
You said some fucking shit. 

790
00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:19,880
Y'all know, truth hurts 
sometimes. 

791
00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:23,480
We all have been wrong. 
I like this is the part that 

792
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:28,480
like I'm going to hang on to to 
like stop being so irritated is 

793
00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:34,800
the it's in the gift and it says
at this elevated frequency state

794
00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:39,400
you are a catalyst for future 
oriented collective progress 

795
00:42:39,680 --> 00:42:44,720
which defies our sense of logic 
and instead takes evolutionary 

796
00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:49,920
leaps through intuition, aligned
creation and love fire and you 

797
00:42:49,960 --> 00:42:52,440
know. 
I love positive. 

798
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:57,040
Some people say it's like not 
reality, but I don't really 

799
00:42:57,240 --> 00:43:00,040
subject to people's what reality
is. 

800
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:06,880
No, I I feel like that card for 
me just like totally made me 

801
00:43:07,280 --> 00:43:10,880
unfrustrated about things. 
Because really, like, no matter 

802
00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:16,200
what other spiritualists or 
mentors or whatever are doing 

803
00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:18,840
out here in the world and 
however they're operating, it 

804
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:22,400
doesn't change the way that 
we're doing things. 

805
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:25,240
We don't have to compare the way
that, like, you and I are doing 

806
00:43:25,240 --> 00:43:29,840
our things in order for it to 
be, like, valid them. 

807
00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:34,520
Being out there in the spiritual
community, like showing their 

808
00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:38,600
dirty butthole, doesn't mean 
that people are going to think 

809
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:41,640
less of what we do or that it's 
going to be taken less seriously

810
00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:43,360
just because there are frauds 
out there. 

811
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:47,000
There are lawyers who take, you 
know, you use the lawyer 

812
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:48,400
analogy. 
There are lawyers who take 

813
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:50,120
people's money and don't do 
anything. 

814
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:52,920
That doesn't mean that there 
aren't good lawyers who take 

815
00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:54,840
your money and do amazing 
things, you know? 

816
00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:57,560
Yeah, no, There's always like 
the good and bad. 

817
00:43:57,560 --> 00:43:59,960
I think everything is balanced. 
It's like the Two of Swords 

818
00:43:59,960 --> 00:44:04,560
card, that card with the 
blindfold and the things it's 

819
00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:08,320
like at the end of the day, a 
lot of times it's our perception

820
00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:11,760
and what our mind is telling us 
that is super limiting us. 

821
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:14,000
Like our mind will be like 
you're competing with that 

822
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:16,560
person or this is that, or this 
is this. 

823
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:18,960
But at the same time you're 
really only competing with 

824
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:22,000
yourself, your own limiting 
beliefs and your own shadow. 

825
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:23,920
Like you're not competing with 
that person. 

826
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:27,600
Them having more doesn't take 
away with like what you have. 

827
00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:32,080
And I saw this earlier, it said 
the not discussing your salaries

828
00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:35,640
at work was made-up by people so
they could underpay some of you 

829
00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:38,360
all and not start drama in the 
workplace. 

830
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:43,960
And that is a capitalistic 
society like utopia, you know 

831
00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:46,600
what I mean? 
Like people all getting paid 

832
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:48,880
different wages for doing 
similar things. 

833
00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:51,920
Or you know how they say, well, 
if you don't want to make this, 

834
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:54,760
just get a better job. 
But yet we need people to work 

835
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:56,600
those jobs. 
Like without people working 

836
00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:59,760
those jobs, you know, what are 
we going to do here? 

837
00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:00,760
You know? 
And it's just weird. 

838
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:03,000
People are weird. 
The way their perception is set 

839
00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:05,800
up by their parents and then 
their grandparents. 

840
00:45:05,800 --> 00:45:08,400
Just a direct result of those 
two generations. 

841
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:11,240
And I'm just going to say it, 
and I've probably said it 

842
00:45:11,240 --> 00:45:13,920
before. 
Any motherfucker who grew up 

843
00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:17,400
during segregation, meaning that
there were black water fountains

844
00:45:17,400 --> 00:45:20,840
in schools and white schools and
water fountains, Y'all should 

845
00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:23,720
not be running our country. 
You should never even be near 

846
00:45:23,720 --> 00:45:27,320
politics whatsoever. 
You have a biased mindset. 

847
00:45:27,320 --> 00:45:31,400
You were raised by racist. 
Some even like black people felt

848
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:34,440
superior because they were 
accepted by the whites and they 

849
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:38,040
would even shame lower class 
African American people. 

850
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:39,760
You know what I mean? 
And I don't mean to like say 

851
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:41,080
that from like a white 
perspective. 

852
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:43,520
I'm just saying like that's some
history perspective and none of 

853
00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:46,000
those people, white or black, 
should be in office. 

854
00:45:46,240 --> 00:45:48,640
None of them. 
If you grew up in segregation or

855
00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:51,400
your parents enforced that, that
shit, like, no. 

856
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:54,920
And there's just so much of that
that's still prevalent that 

857
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,960
these people are just so out of 
touch with society and like out 

858
00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:01,400
of touch with reality, like the 
whole get a better job mindset 

859
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:05,120
or like millennials and and Gen.
X just doesn't want to work or 

860
00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:08,000
whatever people say. 
It's just kind of like the fact 

861
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:12,640
that this was 15% when you were 
buying it and now it's 72% when 

862
00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:14,960
we're buying it. 
It's a lot different if the 

863
00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:19,440
wages are the same, If the wages
are the same, shit is different.

864
00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:20,920
I don't know. 
I feel like I could talk about 

865
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:23,040
that, like inequality in that 
sense. 

866
00:46:23,240 --> 00:46:25,720
So I understand where people 
come from trying to scam other 

867
00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:26,920
people. 
I would never do it. 

868
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:29,880
But I can see why people do it 
because the system is rigged to,

869
00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:33,080
like, keep everyone down. 
It wants to keep everyone down. 

870
00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:36,160
So when people see a leeway 
like, oh, I can run with this, 

871
00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:38,400
they try to get a home run. 
You know what I mean? 

872
00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:40,640
Like, they got the ball. 
People are giving them this 

873
00:46:40,640 --> 00:46:42,920
money and all it's going to take
to take is like two or three 

874
00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:45,880
clients to give you 10K for six 
weeks for you to think this a 

875
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:49,160
fucking standard, baby, I'm that
bitch, 'cause you just made 

876
00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:53,440
30,000, which is like near the 
median income for certain areas 

877
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:57,720
in the United States in fucking 
6 minutes in one container. 

878
00:46:57,960 --> 00:47:00,040
You know what I mean? 
Like, hello. 

879
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:03,920
Of course you're going to have 
not realistic ideas. 

880
00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:07,160
Same thing with lawyers. 
People like that are the ones in

881
00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:11,040
a lot of cases that take 
advantage of the system and keep

882
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:14,360
dirty people out of jail because
they got the money to pay it and

883
00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:18,560
they should be in jail. 
I think too, like a lot of 

884
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:22,800
people are like, well, if big 
corporate companies can do it, 

885
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:25,320
why can't I? 
Well, if this is how Kim K got, 

886
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,840
you know, rich and famous, why 
can't I do that? 

887
00:47:27,840 --> 00:47:32,800
Why can't I be, you know, doing 
all these things and and the 

888
00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:37,480
thing that I always keep in my 
mind is energy is always a 

889
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:40,000
balance. 
And whether you believe in karma

890
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:46,120
or whatever, you always get back
the energy that you are putting 

891
00:47:46,120 --> 00:47:48,760
out into the universe. 
So if you're doing things with 

892
00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:53,160
having poor intention and with 
selfish intention and you are 

893
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:56,280
charging people, but then you 
hoard your money and you don't 

894
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:58,800
share that and you don't give 
back with what you have. 

895
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:01,680
And I don't mean give back in 
the way of like you need to go 

896
00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:05,760
make donations to things. 
But I mean like give back in 

897
00:48:05,760 --> 00:48:07,520
the. 
I'm going to, you know, I've had

898
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:10,520
this person on my Patreon for a 
year. 

899
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:13,720
I'm going to go ahead and send 
them a Christmas gift or I've 

900
00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:15,640
got this. 
I'm going to, I'm going to do 

901
00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:17,400
this thing to bless somebody 
else. 

902
00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:21,480
If you're not constantly having 
an an even flow with things 

903
00:48:21,720 --> 00:48:25,120
you're going to end up having 
people who take advantage of you

904
00:48:25,240 --> 00:48:29,000
and who don't give to you at 
times that you're down and that 

905
00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:32,720
you're needing it. 
And I just, yeah. 

906
00:48:32,720 --> 00:48:36,600
And also the GoFundMe thing, 
man. 

907
00:48:36,600 --> 00:48:39,560
Just still on my fucking brain. 
I just, I think that those 

908
00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:43,360
people too, who, like, expect 
everybody else to take care of 

909
00:48:43,360 --> 00:48:46,640
them, they're going to end up 
being in positions in their life

910
00:48:46,640 --> 00:48:50,440
where they've set it up so that 
other people do take care of 

911
00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:53,320
them and they don't have the 
self-sufficiency to be able to 

912
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:57,000
take care of themselves. 
And it's going to be like Boy 

913
00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:59,400
who cried wolf, where eventually
you're not going to have people 

914
00:48:59,400 --> 00:49:01,800
step in because they're going to
be like, I've already funded 

915
00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:03,560
your whole life for you, you 
know? 

916
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:07,320
You know, and that that's also 
how I feel about like people who

917
00:49:07,320 --> 00:49:10,640
have teenagers and pay their car
insurance and like give them a 

918
00:49:10,640 --> 00:49:12,440
nice car and do all these 
things. 

919
00:49:12,800 --> 00:49:15,960
It just sets you up for failure 
like it does. 

920
00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:18,680
And saving for your own car and 
paying for your own gas and 

921
00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:22,040
insurance teaches you a level of
responsibility that makes you 

922
00:49:22,040 --> 00:49:24,640
work hard towards a goal. 
That gives you freedom. 

923
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:28,280
You just giving someone keys and
giving them freedom makes them 

924
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,120
take it for granted. 
And that's why I like people 

925
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:34,280
like you give them an inch and 
they take them now every time. 

926
00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:37,680
And I don't like that. 
Like I said earlier, the 

927
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:43,040
GoFundMe thing in my thing is 
like sudden tragedy, death, 

928
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:48,800
fire. 
You XYZ, You know what I mean? 

929
00:49:48,800 --> 00:49:52,040
Have terminal illness, need this
certain thing, whatever it is. 

930
00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:55,400
You know what I mean? 
It's not like, hey, I fucked off

931
00:49:55,920 --> 00:49:59,440
and spent all my money on 
concert tickets and sushi and 

932
00:49:59,720 --> 00:50:05,640
Jordan's for my kid and whatever
plane ticket I want because I'm 

933
00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:09,200
always on vacation. 
Oh, I also get food stamps. 

934
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:13,000
I also get all these things. 
And then you want people who are

935
00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:15,920
literally struggling but also 
care about you to, like, give 

936
00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:19,840
you 5 and $10 and you literally 
have the audacity to be like 

937
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:24,120
asking for more of a guess. 
You know what I mean? 

938
00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:26,080
Like continually asking for 
more. 

939
00:50:26,080 --> 00:50:27,720
Like, I don't know, I'm, I'm 
cool with it. 

940
00:50:27,720 --> 00:50:31,800
And sudden emergency type cases 
and I've donated to ones like 

941
00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:35,120
get this person a headstone, 
'cause I just think, like, OK, 

942
00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:38,200
like what's $10 or $50.00 or 
$100? 

943
00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:41,760
Yeah, you know, like that's no, 
that's not what we're even 

944
00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:43,240
talking about. 
We're just talking about people 

945
00:50:43,240 --> 00:50:46,840
who literally think like, you 
know what I'd really like to do?

946
00:50:46,920 --> 00:50:49,640
Go back to school and then they 
sort of took a GoFundMe and the 

947
00:50:49,640 --> 00:50:52,960
goals for $15,000 so they can go
to Barber school. 

948
00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:55,000
I've seen that. 
I've seen a dude actually do 

949
00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:56,920
that and people were donating to
it. 

950
00:50:56,920 --> 00:50:59,560
So y'all know whenever they 
don't reach their goal and they 

951
00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:02,280
can't actually fulfill that 
dream, that they just take your 

952
00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:05,240
money and spend it right? 
Like y'all know that they don't 

953
00:51:05,240 --> 00:51:09,600
save it working on their end. 
They take your 4500, that Y'all 

954
00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:13,360
gathered. 
They still needed 9500 and they 

955
00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:15,720
ain't got it, so they're just 
going to use that 4500. 

956
00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:20,720
And GoFundMe takes a huge cut, 
like a huge cut. 

957
00:51:20,720 --> 00:51:23,640
The best thing you could do for 
someone is have a fundraiser for

958
00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:25,920
them and you put fucking energy 
into it if you care about it 

959
00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:28,160
that much. 
But at the same time, like 

960
00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:31,680
GoFundMe takes a huge cut. 
Someone told me that before. 

961
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:35,200
Like they take a massive cut. 
Because you take a massive cut 

962
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:38,680
and I I don't know if I'm 
correct or not, but I think that

963
00:51:38,680 --> 00:51:41,960
there's a way on GoFundMe when 
you donate to somebody that you 

964
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:46,120
can make it so that you pay an 
additional part for whatever 

965
00:51:46,120 --> 00:51:50,600
GoFundMe is going to take. 
Even more of a scam. 

966
00:51:51,240 --> 00:51:57,480
Even more of a damn scam. 
You know people will always like

967
00:51:58,000 --> 00:52:01,240
go further if you let them. 
I just feel like boundaries, 

968
00:52:01,240 --> 00:52:03,240
that authenticity from that 
card. 

969
00:52:03,240 --> 00:52:06,360
Leo is ruled by the sun. 
It's a very powerful energy like

970
00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:08,920
this is the time to step into 
your power, to use your 

971
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:12,040
intuition to quit hanging around
these fuck arounds all of us, 

972
00:52:12,040 --> 00:52:14,720
because we all have been in that
position of hanging out with 

973
00:52:14,720 --> 00:52:17,520
someone who used us, abused us, 
whatever. 

974
00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:20,480
No one's perfect and we're not 
ever saying that we're perfect. 

975
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:22,280
We're just saying we're 
observing. 

976
00:52:22,520 --> 00:52:25,000
And through a spiritual lens 
shit gets zoomed in. 

977
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:28,120
Y'all like it gets so zoomed in 
y'all think y'all want to wake 

978
00:52:28,120 --> 00:52:30,560
up and you think you want this 
awakening and you want these 

979
00:52:30,560 --> 00:52:33,280
gifts and you want these things 
and then spirits like OK now 

980
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:37,000
play ball and you're like damn, 
I'm trying to lay down. 

981
00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:39,440
This is scary. 
Like I can see everything all of

982
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:40,960
a sudden and it's scary out 
here. 

983
00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:43,200
And, you know, I feel like 
that's the one thing with the 

984
00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:46,400
holidays is like you can really 
feel the grievance, like people 

985
00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:49,440
grieving and energy of like 
family trauma. 

986
00:52:49,480 --> 00:52:51,520
You know, you go to your 
families and everyone's drunk 

987
00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:53,960
and arguing, or, you know, you 
go somewhere and they're 

988
00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:56,720
complimenting your weight or 
your hair or, you know, like 

989
00:52:57,000 --> 00:53:00,520
there's every element of it. 
And I just think so many people 

990
00:53:00,520 --> 00:53:04,240
embrace and yet dread the 
holidays at the same time that 

991
00:53:04,240 --> 00:53:07,240
being so collectively tapped in,
y'all had me exhausted. 

992
00:53:07,240 --> 00:53:10,200
Like every day I have to take 
like a nap all of a sudden. 

993
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:13,880
If not, I am just so drained, 
can't even operate. 

994
00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:17,240
And I know it's like the 
weather, the winter as well, but

995
00:53:17,240 --> 00:53:20,840
it's really like this energy is 
so fucking heavy. 

996
00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:22,800
Especially with Mercury 
retrograde. 

997
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:26,000
It feels like a ton of bricks 
every day that I'm like, why do 

998
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:28,920
I feel so depressed when I have 
nothing to be depressed over? 

999
00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:32,720
Like everything in my life is 
really going amazing in a sense 

1000
00:53:32,720 --> 00:53:34,840
of like, I'm driving it in that 
direction. 

1001
00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:37,400
I'm not settling for less. 
I'm not entertaining bullshit. 

1002
00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:40,320
If someone texts me and says how
you been, I've lost you or I 

1003
00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:42,280
don't reply or I leave you 
unread. 

1004
00:53:42,280 --> 00:53:46,160
Like I literally had an old 
friend recently hit me up and 

1005
00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:48,720
were like we should grab dinner.
And where I wanted to have 

1006
00:53:48,720 --> 00:53:51,200
dinner was probably 45 minutes 
from their house. 

1007
00:53:51,360 --> 00:53:53,800
But they asked me and they 
weren't even paying for dinner, 

1008
00:53:53,800 --> 00:53:55,400
right? 
I probably would have picked up 

1009
00:53:55,480 --> 00:53:57,440
our dinner because that's just 
who I am. 

1010
00:53:57,640 --> 00:54:00,200
Like 9 times out of 10 you out 
to me, I'm paying because that's

1011
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:01,720
just me. 
Like, I don't like the way 

1012
00:54:01,720 --> 00:54:03,360
people tip. 
Like my friend was going to tip 

1013
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:06,560
$3 the other day on even though 
the bill was only 14 and that's 

1014
00:54:06,560 --> 00:54:09,360
what they say you should tip. 
No, you've got to give them at 

1015
00:54:09,360 --> 00:54:10,920
least $7.00. 
It's Christmas. 

1016
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:13,080
You round up to 20, you don't 
round up to I. 

1017
00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:17,080
Agree I would. 
I would still have to see some 

1018
00:54:17,080 --> 00:54:21,440
people are like that, like we'll
we'll get delivery and I think 

1019
00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:25,960
the other day our delivery 
total, like our our subtotal 

1020
00:54:26,240 --> 00:54:30,320
only ended up being like $20.00.
But we ended up tipping the 

1021
00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:34,360
person $15.00 because they have 
to drive here, they have to do 

1022
00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:37,640
all the stuff. 
Like it's a luxury for you 

1023
00:54:37,640 --> 00:54:40,560
getting something delivered. 
It's a luxury for you having 

1024
00:54:40,560 --> 00:54:43,040
somebody bringing your food to 
you, making sure that you have a

1025
00:54:43,040 --> 00:54:45,160
beverage, making sure that 
you're good to go. 

1026
00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:48,720
You could just make dinner at 
home if you want to save that 

1027
00:54:48,720 --> 00:54:52,160
money and you could have it be 
cheaper, but you shouldn't go. 

1028
00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:55,960
I just believe you shouldn't go 
out to get food or have food 

1029
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:58,480
delivered to you if you're not 
budgeting in the fact that 

1030
00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:00,400
you're going to need to take 
care of the person taking care 

1031
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:03,160
of you. 
Well my friend basically like we

1032
00:55:03,160 --> 00:55:07,000
separated the ticket and they 
put everything but like their 

1033
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:09,840
entree on my bill. 
So they put their drink, their 

1034
00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:14,040
290-9398 drink, they put the 
appetizer and then my entree and

1035
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:16,880
my other thing that I got, they 
put all that on mine. 

1036
00:55:16,880 --> 00:55:19,720
So my bill was like 40 and 
theirs ended up being like 12 or

1037
00:55:19,720 --> 00:55:22,280
13. 
So really 20% of theirs is only 

1038
00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:24,720
like 2-3 dollars. 
That's fucked up. 

1039
00:55:24,920 --> 00:55:27,080
You know what I mean? 
Just the fact of like one person

1040
00:55:27,080 --> 00:55:30,400
can eat out for under 15 doesn't
mean you should be tipping $3. 

1041
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:32,640
They obviously, obviously knew I
was about to give this girl like

1042
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:37,200
$1213, you know what I mean? 
Like they knew that their $3 was

1043
00:55:37,200 --> 00:55:40,240
going to add to my 10:15 
whatever, you know what I mean. 

1044
00:55:40,560 --> 00:55:44,840
But they literally like 
brainwashed people to think that

1045
00:55:45,360 --> 00:55:47,880
2-3 dollars or three $4.00 is a 
lot. 

1046
00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:50,960
And I remember when I used to 
serve, it's old white people 

1047
00:55:50,960 --> 00:55:53,760
that tip the worst sometimes. 
Like you might every once in a 

1048
00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:57,400
while get like a nice like 
gentleman that will tip. 

1049
00:55:57,400 --> 00:56:00,640
But if the wife takes that 
fucking credit card receipt and 

1050
00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:03,880
they're in charge of the tip, 
you're getting $3 every time. 

1051
00:56:03,880 --> 00:56:06,640
I don't care if that bill is 50.
I don't care if that bill is 80.

1052
00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:09,680
You're getting $3. 
And that is just so weird to me.

1053
00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:12,480
Like people are always like you 
would be a great server. 

1054
00:56:12,480 --> 00:56:15,800
And I'm like, no, I served 
before just to humble myself. 

1055
00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:18,480
I think everyone should serve 
for six months in their life at 

1056
00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:21,800
some point, whether it's your 
adolescence, your your teens, 

1057
00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:23,280
20s, thirties. 
I don't give a shit. 

1058
00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:25,880
Everyone should serve at some 
point because it will humble 

1059
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:29,040
your and you will realize how 
fucking hard that job is. 

1060
00:56:29,040 --> 00:56:32,480
Not on top of dealing with 
cranky, hungry customers, but 

1061
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:35,440
like the side work they make. 
You basically clean the whole 

1062
00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:36,800
fucker. 
Whether you're rolling all the 

1063
00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:40,320
silverware, sweeping out all 
from everything under every 

1064
00:56:40,320 --> 00:56:44,480
crevice and or picking shit up 
off carpet with your hands like 

1065
00:56:44,480 --> 00:56:49,160
it's disgusting, it's gross. 
And everyone that tips 3 to 

1066
00:56:49,160 --> 00:56:52,000
$5.00, I don't care if your bill
is under 20 and you think that 

1067
00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:53,520
that's a good tip. 
It's not. 

1068
00:56:53,600 --> 00:56:56,880
It's really not. 
I think at any minimum, if your 

1069
00:56:56,880 --> 00:57:00,440
bill is 10 to $15, seven dollars
is like minimum. 

1070
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:03,760
I agree that would be minimum. 
Like you need around up to 20. 

1071
00:57:03,760 --> 00:57:06,240
You know what I mean? 
Like if your bill is $12.00, 

1072
00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:08,760
you're tipping 8. 
You know what I mean? 

1073
00:57:08,760 --> 00:57:11,760
Like, just strange to me because
it's the same amount of work for

1074
00:57:11,760 --> 00:57:14,160
that person. 
People don't compensate, though.

1075
00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:18,680
Nope, I agree with you. 
We love it. 

1076
00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:21,960
We now have told you all a lot 
of things that get on our nerves

1077
00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:25,880
and we hope that you all can 
find some clarity in your own 

1078
00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:28,000
boundaries. 
If any of these things triggered

1079
00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:30,200
you because you do them, then be
self aware. 

1080
00:57:30,400 --> 00:57:32,840
But obviously we want to see 
everyone elevate, and the only 

1081
00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:36,360
way for us to all to elevate 
collectively is to call our own 

1082
00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:40,720
self as well as collective shit 
out into the open and air it 

1083
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:42,360
out. 
Because we grew up in 

1084
00:57:42,360 --> 00:57:45,520
generations That or we grew up 
from people that lived in 

1085
00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:48,080
generations that swept 
everything under the rug from 

1086
00:57:48,240 --> 00:57:51,960
sexual abuse to fucking physical
abuse to mental abuse under the 

1087
00:57:51,960 --> 00:57:54,600
rug, under the rug. 
And they've brainwashed all of 

1088
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:57,000
us, like to think that some of 
the shit we went through is 

1089
00:57:57,000 --> 00:57:59,040
normal. 
Like setting on an old man's lap

1090
00:57:59,040 --> 00:58:01,960
and screaming and crying and 
everyone's like, it's fine, it's

1091
00:58:01,960 --> 00:58:04,080
OK that's weird. 
Everything let. 

1092
00:58:04,080 --> 00:58:08,720
Me get a picture of it. 
Everything else is what it is, 

1093
00:58:08,720 --> 00:58:13,080
but we love you all and we 
cannot wait to see you all next 

1094
00:58:13,080 --> 00:58:16,080
time in Candyland. 
See you in Candyland. 

1095
00:58:16,080 --> 00:58:18,080
Get your kids off Santa's lap. 
Bye. 

1096
00:58:18,480 --> 00:58:19,280
Bye.