Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
Welcome back to Candyland. We fucking missed you all.
It's been amazing having guests, but I'm excited to just be here
with my bestie girl Gemini. How's your day going beautiful?
My day's good. I feel like I'm a little bit on
one and I feel like today is going to be a little bit of a
rant, but at least we'll have some shit to talk about because
I'm perturbed by the fucking world right now and it it's just
one of those fucking days. I feel like as an empath,
though, like it's 1010 on the clock, but as an empath, it's
like really interesting to be able to fill the world's
emotions and be tuned in with that.
And like, sometimes we just feel the world's emotions and we
don't know it's the world. But knowing that it's not your
energy that you're picking up on or that it's other people's
bullshit. Like the stuff we've been
talking about that we're going to get into.
But the number one topic is y'all getting rid of your
fucking pets. I don't care what they do.
What happened? Like you made a commitment when
you got that pet. I don't care.
Like I saw something today that someone in Indiana rehomed a
nine year old dog today. Who the fuck does that?
Like, that is so crazy to me. Like, that is so sad.
So there's 13 applications for that dog.
Hopefully he gets an adopter. That's terrible.
But life is weird. And Jim and I and I've been
talking about just how people move so weird.
Tell us about it. Tell us about it.
I hope that the people who are giving away their fucking dog
and making Facebook posts and going to give their dogs away to
complete strangers, I hope a complete stranger comes and
picks them up from their fucking house and it's just like, but
your life is going to be better here.
But like the life that you had didn't fit you there before.
Like I I you were an inconvenience in other people's
lives. So you're going to my dog is not
about it right now. She's like, please keep me.
Please don't get rid of me. No, for real heavily fucking
annoyed by the energy and by people in general.
And I don't know if it's because it's a fucking Christmas holiday
or what The thing is, but I got a problem with people getting
rid of their dogs, and I got a problem with people putting
their fucking children on grown men's laps to take pictures of
it. And you're fucking weird that
your thing is that you want to put your small children on a
strange man's lap and have him whispering in their ear and
everything else. And I don't know if that's some
trauma or what the fuck it is, but a grown man whispering with
his little beard into your kids ear being like what do you want
for Christmas? Santa's magic stick?
Fuck you. You know what's crazy?
And you said that I just had a flashback of that.
Like, I never even remembered that they whispered in your ear
until you said that. And I had a flashback of like,
someone doing that to me as a kid.
So that's fucked up. Let's just say that.
And what's so wild about this? You all, me and Jim and I
literally are on like normally the same weight.
And I was at like a gathering tonight for friends.
And I brought that up because someone was like, oh, Santa
Claus. And someone was like, I would
never let my kid do that. And I was like, honestly, I
think it's weird as shit. And I kind of went into the same
things when I was saying, except the whispering, y'all I forgot
about that part. But the sitting on his lap and
most kids are screaming and crying and they're like, they
didn't like Santa this year. Maybe they will next year.
And I'm just like. And for people to be like, it's
tradition. It's also a tradition in the
music industry for small children to get sexually
assaulted and for nobody to talk about it.
Is that something that we should be like saying is OK and
supporting? Absolutely the fuck not.
Sorry I I told you before we recorded that it was going to be
a fucking rant today because I got a lot of things to say.
Yeah, I support that. I think it's weird.
I think people do weird shit. The holidays brings out the
worst, and a lot of people like just greed, anger, depression, a
reminder of certain things. Traumas, you know?
A lot of people have a lot of limiting energy around the
holidays. It's like worse than any other
time of the year. And I fucking love the holidays.
But at the same time, I also, you know, dread being around
certain people or or whatever, like conversations you have to
have. And it's just kind of like the
whole tradition. And I'll go all the way back to
the wrapping paper thing being a scam.
That was like the last thing I bought 'cause I didn't want to
spend money on something that just gets torn up and thrown in
the garbage, but. That's funny.
I went and I got wrapping paper from the dollar store today and
I was like, it's going to be what it's going to be.
I'm going to spend a dollar per roll and it's $1.25 now because
they fucking inflation or whatever.
You got to make it for $0.05 but sell it for $1.25.
I got decent wrapping paper that I actually liked and I got a
four pack with some bows and some ribbon and like 10 name
tags for like 1299. I was like, that's poppin.
So then I got that and then I got two other really nice rolls.
One I didn't even open, It's Betsey Johnson.
I'll use that for my own self next year.
And it was 399. I didn't think that was that
bad, honestly. I ended up spending maybe like
$30.00 on some gift bags, paper, what I needed 'cause I already
had tape, so I wasn't actually as unimpressed 'cause I got some
cute stuff. But still, I think it's a scam.
It's just wasteful. It's just like we're like
recycle and save this, but like yet grabbing paper is a billion
dollar industry I'm sure. And it fucking is just trash.
Like the people just fill up bags of it and just trash in the
landfill, you know? It's just.
You know what bothers me is like this whole, like, conversation
and mindset thinking that you're doing your kids a disservice if
you get them things from the dollar store for Christmas.
Or like somebody was like, Oh well, you can't just get your
kids clothes for Christmas. Like you have to get them
something else. And I'm like having any money to
get anything for your kids for a holiday is a huge fucking win.
And it's consumer America, consumer world that makes you
think that you have to spend all of this money in order to make
your kids feel special. And I think that we've talked
about that before and I'm like, go to the dollar store, fucking
get stocking stuffers, get little things for your kids.
Your kids literally are like cats.
They're going to play with. You're going to get them
something expensive and they're going to want to make a rocket
ship out of a box. They don't give a fuck that you
spent $300.00. They have no concept of money
and what you're spending. They're just getting something
new. If you're buying your kid new
clothes and they get to go to school and be the cool kid with
new clothes and feel good about themselves, they're stoked.
You're the one who's going to be projecting your abundant lack of
abundance mindset onto your kids and then wanting them to turn
around and be grateful for what they have, while you're not
grateful that you had the dollar 25 to go and get them a
chocolate rose at the dollar store.
People spend too much on their kids for Christmas.
My aunt, I don't really agree with a lot that she does.
But when her kids were younger and I was like probably like I
was like maybe 10 when the first one was born.
So I mean, you know, I remember that when they were like three
and four, she would just straight up be like, you all can
get them savings bonds, you can give them cash.
It will go in their bank. We're not accepting toys. 0 toys
will be accepted for my children.
They're not open them. They're not doing this.
She's like they get, I think it was like 3 print presents from
Santa Claus and three presents from their mom and dad and
that's all they got. That was it.
Like other people could give them.
So when my cousin literally turned like 1617, he had like
$40,000 saved type shit like because he'd collected every
dollar this little boy has ever had till he was 18.
And like, you know what I mean? Bought a really nice car and
never really worked because he just saved up all this money.
And I guess at the time, like, you know, savings, bonds and
stuff like that was where it was at and you could make money on
those. So I'm not really sure, but I
just remember thinking like, that's not a lot of presents.
That sucks that like, you know, whatever.
But like my family's weird like that.
Like one of my Nana's wanted to give me a car one time and my
dad would not let her give it to me straight up.
She was going to give it to me like sign it over to me, here's
a car, go to college, have a great life.
My dad refused, Would not let her give it to me.
She ended up giving it to like a distant cousin in our family,
which pissed me off because I'm a grandchild.
Like I'm a grandchild. I was heated.
I was very heated. You're like that blood runs
through these veins and you're going to give them to some off
the market fucking addition on to the family.
My dad never gave me a car and he did not give a fuck.
So I think it's just like when you work for something and you,
like, put your energy and time towards it.
Like people ruin their kids at Christmas by giving them too
much, or overextending and maxing out credit cards or
paying for things or a lifestyle that they can't afford.
You know what I mean? If I see you bitching about
groceries every day of the fucking year, you probably
shouldn't buy your kid an Xbox. I don't care if they want one or
not. I don't care if kids at school
have one or not. They can go to a friend's house
and play it. They don't need one at their
house. It just causes distraction and
laziness at the end of the day. Some people lay around and play
video games in all their free time and don't do anything else.
Not saying they're bad, but in moderation.
But people will literally Max out credit cards and put
themselves in debt for the whole year over Christmas, and I just
think that's the dumbest shit. People will literally make
gofundmes to fund their fucking life.
And then they'll post pictures and videos of giving their kids
huge, big elaborate gifts and wanting you to compliment them
on everything that they're doing in life.
But they're over here asking everybody to fund their life for
them. I don't understand it.
It's weird fucking energy. And that.
I think that's why, like, I get so annoyed.
It's like right now is you're watching people that like you're
supporting all throughout the year, right?
That you're like, oh, you're on the struggle bus with this, or
I'm going to support you and these ways, or, you know, I see
all the things that you're doing and then it comes a holiday time
and you're just like, what the fuck is happening right now?
Yeah, I think the holidays brings the greed out of a lot of
people. It just like brings out the
shadow aspect of people because it's like either you have or
you're a have not or you want and need and you don't have or
you know, like around Christmas. They do a lot of like, you know,
public dinners and things like that that they should focus on
all year round to help homeless people and to help people in
rehabilitation. But instead they just really
harp on it at Christmas, collect all this money, probably pay
themselves bonuses out of it, and then donate a little bit to
charity or do a little bit for the city.
And I'm just like low key over it.
I think there's some people in the world who see the bigger
picture, but a lot of people are out of touch even just like, you
know, the media people consume and the lifestyles they try to
keep up. I saw something the other day
that said there should be a documentary on why rich people
cosplay being broke and why broke people cosplay being rich
and why they want to be like in a persona being rich when
they're not. And then people who are super
rich, like Adam Sandler or Saul, like wearing the craziest, like
worn out T-shirt and some B wall shorts, walking around New York
City with a jar of Pickles, You know what I mean?
Like, and there's a photo of him doing that.
And every since like I saw that, you know, that man has a lot of
money, a lot of fucking movies he's produced, movies that he
gets dividends from, you know, that man has a fucking lot and
he dresses like he is homeless, you know what I mean?
Like he walks around like you've seen it.
And so I just think it's funny, like if you look at it where,
you know, people who don't have a lot of money be maxing out
cards and like buying designer stuff, just buying like their
kid Jordans. I've always been against that.
Like, why buy a growing foot, all these nice six shoes unless
you're going to make some kind of display and keep it up in
their room for like their whole life and you're going to just
hold on to these shoes. You know what I mean?
Cause like, what's the point of buying your kid a bunch of,
like, even kid Ugg boots, which are literally this freaking big,
are like $100. Why would you pay that?
But a grown pair is like 12140. You know what I mean?
Like a big ass fit. Yeah, I was talking to Brian
about this the other day because I'll buy Mac like shoes off of
Sheehan or like off of Amazon or something that are like knock
off brands and Brian's like how come you don't ever get him like
nicer shoes. And I'm like because he's an 8
year old little boy and he's running around everywhere and
he's going to wreck the shoes and then what?
And I'm the same way with like with pants and stuff like that
too. Like I kids just go through
clothes so quickly and they're not worried about keeping things
nice. They're out here playing,
they're out here doing things and they're going to put holes
in them. I'm not going to spend more
money on clothes for you that you're going to go destroy.
Then I'm going to be spending for my own self and I don't even
buy my own self fucking designer things.
And I think that the reason why there are certain people that
are rich, that like still dress down and like don't dress fancy
is because I just think that it's normal.
It's normal, comfortable attire and they're not feeling like
they have to prove something. I think that a lot of people
that don't have money feel like they have to prove something to
other people. And that's like an unhealed
mindset that in order for you to get like love and respect or
think that you can be in the same room as somebody else over
here that has these opportunities or or this
finance, you have to look a certain way and be a certain
way. Facts.
I completely agree. I think it's just a really
weird, like, capitalistic mindset that we're all kind of
lost in. And I think a lot of people
would thrive if they got their head out of the water and quit
worrying about stuff that doesn't matter, like buying your
kid Nikes that are $6585 a pair for a literal child.
That's like you said, playing. Messing them up.
I mean, I just think so many people do things to, like you
said, to prove something and it's like you're not proving
shit to me. If you got to make a go, fund me
to fund your life. Or like, fund your dreams.
And I think, like, it's one thing to be like, hey, I have
this disease or this issue, Can you all help me with medical
bills? Can you all help me like, with
this situation? In certain instances I've
supported Gofundmes when it's for a legit 'cause, that's what
I'm talking about for a legit cause.
But you cannot create more than three Gofundmes in the in three
years, like at a certain rate, like you're going to not be able
to create one every year with a new issue or a new problem.
I've seen people on there like fund my fucking new body or fund
plastic surgery for me. Or if everyone on my platform
gave me a dollar, I could get a boob job.
Like, you don't know how many fucking videos I've seen that
say shit like that. It's just like, y'all are
fucking weird. Like work, Hey, as you go, you
know what I mean? Like quit living in some fantasy
world that makes you think that you're entitled to a bunch of
things. For one, I think a lot of people
are just entitled as well as just.
People are out of touch with their body, like their
intuition, so they're so hyper focused on material items.
When I stopped worrying about material and started worrying
about spiritual and energy and like the frequencies of what I
wanted, it comes to you so much easier than when you're
projecting fear and trying to impress people and staying in a
lower vibration of like, eat, sleep, work, repeat and like
really worried about all these things, or even really feeling
entitled to other people's things or entitled to other
people's money that they work for.
I hate it. I hate it.
Y'all. You know what I Love Actually,
I've bought people birthday shots.
I think this is super amazing is people will use like that puffy
paint on their back window and be like, you know by the
birthday girl a drink in this cash app or whatever.
There was this one time somebody posted one on TikTok.
This guy was like, I was behind this car, I saw this, I gave
that girl $30 and was like get dinner and a drink.
Happy fucking birthday. She doesn't know me, but how
exciting on your birthday for a random stranger to send you $30
and be like, get yourself some food, get yourself a drink, have
a nice time. Because if everybody's sending
you money for alcohol and you're out here drinking, you're not
remembering to eat anything but bar peanuts and that I want
sometimes. If somebody's like this, money
is for this, then you're you feel like you have to spend it
on that. That's my hope for you.
I don't ever do that because I'm probably driving like if I ever
see one and honestly, like, I don't know, I'm, I'm like, I'd
give money to a homeless person. I'd be like reading their aura
and being like, are they really homeless or are they scamming?
You say that this is false if you and I were driving behind
somebody who, and it was. Their birthday.
I never see that. I'm always driving.
Yeah, but if you're behind it and you see the car in front of
you. I'm not going to risk my life to
send the money on cash app I'm driving.
You're not going to risk your life, bitch.
I know that you've sent me a text while you're driving
before. Voice text, maybe.
Voice text? I'll be I guess I'll be voice
texting with Siri. But.
I got to, I got to switch gears and I got to tell you about this
because this had me. This is like spirituality based
and this has me so fucking annoyed and I just have to tell
you about it. So do you remember I think it
was like 2 years ago when I found that person that I did a
mediumship class with and like they were like a like spiritual
mentor for a minute and I like had them on coven and like all
types of shit. Do you remember that person?
I. Think so.
Yeah, you. OK, so I ended up having a
fallout with this person because they started off with having
conversations with me where they were.
They were extremely supportive and they were extremely open of
all these different spiritualities and all these
different people. And they were super supportive
of like a gay community and were introducing me to a bunch of
different people that I ended up making acquaintances with and
having on the podcast. And they were just such a
positive person. And it slowly turned into as
their social media following grew, they became a more awful
person and would just like call me to like tell me people's
business or shit talk people. And I didn't like it.
And I would say, like, I'm not interested in that, I'm not into
it. And it ended up being an issue.
And so we ended up, I ended up blocking her.
We ended up just not having any communication and it was totally
fine. Well then and some stuff that
she had said. And like, like when she did a
mediumship class, she was really rude to some of the students and
that, like, were new to what we were doing.
And her form of teaching mediumship was like, OK, we're
here, so read each other instead of, like, teaching anything.
And so there were a lot of people who were just like very
uncomfortable with it. And she was really mean to those
people. And so I kind I I just didn't
want anything to do with that. It wasn't the energy that I had
agreed to. So Fast forward, she ends up.
Now she's being called out on social media because she is
recording videos of her reading her clients, which we both know
how we fucking feel about that anyways, recording video of her,
her clients of her shit talking and shaming her clients in the
middle of readings. One of them is going viral on
TikTok right now because she has this girl on a video and she
goes, well, your grandfather was in the military and experienced
this and this, and he's standing beside you and she goes, I am
not resonating with this because I don't have any family members
that have been in the military. Like, I'm not sure of who this
would be. Basically, she's trying to like
figure out, you know, she's the client.
She's trying to figure out like who this could be for her.
And this woman goes, I don't know what to fucking tell you.
Everybody has family members that have been in the military.
If you go back far enough on everybody's family tree, they
have a grandfather that's been in the fucking military.
And the girl goes, well, I just, like, I'm just not resonating
with that right now. I'm just trying to figure out
who it would be. And she goes, So what do you
want me to tell the spirits? You want me to tell them to go
fuck themselves? And the girl's like, the girl's
like. And this woman goes.
You know what? I just think that this isn't the
time for you to have a reading. You're folding your arms right
now. You have a wall up.
How about this? How about we just reschedule
your reading for a time that you're going to be open to?
To me, this is what I do for a full time living.
And the girl, Yeah, it's the client.
The client posted this. The reader posted this, the
woman doing the reading posted this, and I don't know.
And so she's saying this. And then she's like, this is
what I do for a full time, like living or whatever.
And it literally bothered me to my fucking soul.
And then she's like, you're going to have your arms folded
and you're going to have a wall up while I'm trying to read you.
This is what I do. And it's just like going off on
this poor girl. And then she posts it to her
page and is like, don't get a reading with me if you're not
even going to be open to what's coming through.
I know what I'm doing. Guess how much money this girl
paid for a reading? $400 Yes.
Because I'm psychic and I'm going to charge 401 day.
But right now I'm chilling. These bitches are frauds.
These bitches and and what bothers me is like.
You need to evolve to that. Like people come out the gate
and they get a couple like I'm right readings and they think
that they are fucking Messiah. And that's why I just encourage
everyone to have a fucking mentor before you're mentoring
people, before you think that you got the reins.
Like you need a mentor who's been doing this for fucking
10/15/20 years period. And if you don't have that, you
need to go back to the drawing board and develop your gifts
more because TikTok is gay people a big head thinking oh I
got a lot of followers. I'm popping my shit.
Also, social media y'all can be whoever you want.
You can post the good highlights, but you don't want
to post like the. That's not resonating with me.
But yet people literally like, at the same time are paying
these people too much fucking money.
Like, I just believe that like anytime you're investing into
someone, you should invest into them because you actually
connect with them. Not just because you want a
reading, not just because you have the money to get the
reading. You know, we've me and you talk
about this a lot, but we have people that like, one minute
they're getting a reading with me, next minute they don't.
They book with Gemini or vice versa.
And like, at the same time, we don't really give a fuck.
Somebody is like doing the reading like it's a win, but
it's like people don't resonate with you after they like, get to
know someone. So I just think you have to like
not saying they don't resonate with me, but just in general,
like they're like, I feel called to Gemini or I feel called to
Paige. It's not that they're not in the
future going to get a reading with me.
It's just that at that time, the messages they need and their
spirit guides, this is like an intuition test.
But some people just don't even listen to their intuition.
They want someone else to validate them.
They want someone else. So they're like, well, if
they're expensive, they must be quality.
They have to be quality if I'm paying them this much.
But who sets that standard, quality Fucking no one.
Like, you can go to literally any website and make some cards.
Make a website and tell anyone you're whoever you want.
It's reviews, it's longevity, It's following someone and
investing in them and their story and like that you resonate
with that. I think it's important sometimes
to take a chance to, you know, but not when you're spending
$400.00. Like when you're spending like
50 or 100, take a chance. But if it's like over 3, four,
$500, you would think about that in any sense deeper than 50
bucks, You know what I mean? Like you can spend 50 bucks on
food tomorrow, but like $400.00, that's a lot of money to just
give someone from Tiktok or from social media for a reading If
you don't really resonate with them, if they're, if you don't
really think like this $400 is going to literally make my life
better. Like that is going to change my
world. That's why.
Like at the same time, me and my mentor have talked about this.
Like there's people that charge readings for like that in
person, like 3-4 dollars in person, which I kind of
understand that because in person readings affect me a lot
differently than other readings. Like online.
The energy is different, but I'm still on point either way.
It's just it's more draining for me to be in person.
But I just think it's very, very strange when people are
charging. Literally.
Like we we see someone, I'm friends with her on Facebook.
I'm not name dropping. I've just been following this
girl. She's like a coach, Intuitive
coach is I think what she goes by and she charges like $10,000
to work with her for like was it like six weeks or something?
It wasn't even months. It was like a month and a half,
two months. It was like tops.
And in that $10,000 you were getting like 4 phone calls.
That means, like them phone calls are like $2500.
I deal like, I don't know, it was very strange and I've sent
it to Gemini, and Gemini doesn't know this lady, but I thought
that was fucking nuts. And you know, I understand some
of those programs are like intensive, but you can work with
me really intensive. Not like as intensive as a coach
should be. You know what I mean?
For like $222 when you're talking about $10,000 for six
weeks of your time, girl, that is like that is like a fucking 7
figure salary. If you get multiple people to do
that, like that is insanity. Like that is not what Spirit's
calling this girl to do. Her ego got her wherever.
She maybe took a couple training courses.
I'm going to divide that out. So let's just say 10,000 divided
by the six weeks. It is literally $1666.66 six
6666. A week. $1666.66 you.
Better be. You better be fucking giving me
head and all types of shit. If I pay you that much money a
week. Absolutely.
This is my thing is like, I
think that at some point things are taking advantage of other
people because there are people so desperate to have connection
and healing and they don't know what the price point on
something is. They just know I'm willing to
pay whatever I need to pay to feel better, to feel like I'm
connected. I'm out of breath.
It's snowing. So I had to go outside and I had
to put the pig's blankets in his house and that's why I took you
with me and then I had to run back up the stairs and we just
did that in 2 minutes. I'll be winded, but I I think
that at some point something is like taking advantage.
And what gets me is like, if you're somebody who you don't
have anything on your conscience about, the fact that you are
charging that and that you know that people are going to be
struggling to make sure that your bills are paid.
That's where I feel like you're out of line with spirit or
you're doing something that like I personally wouldn't vibe with.
I just made the $222 tier on my Patreon.
After what it's been like 2 years of you being like, hey,
you should like charge and do like a little something and like
you, you should, like increase. Yeah, she gives all for $75.
I'm sorry, y'all. I love all y'all.
But the 222 tier is a specialty tier, and if you want all access
to me, you want me writing you big messages.
You want me hearing about your man y'all stuff, your drama,
then that's it. And I that's super cheap because
people pay me quite a bit for just an hour reading like 150
for certain readings. So it's like that's only $72
more and you get the whole month.
It's such a fucking deal. But really, I could charge more.
I'm not. I just don't want to like knock
everyone out, but I also only want to include the people who
are really ready. But when you're talking $1666.00
a week, who the fuck even has that?
Like, I don't know where the fuck that's happening or where
that's coming from or how she thought she could do that.
But to speak on this, another spiritual practitioner that's
local to Louisville, we talked about just how she basically
fell out of alignment, like with a coach situation.
And then she's realized that she picked up a lot of those, like
scammy techniques from her coaches over time.
And it makes me really glad because every coach I've ever
had y'all has been scammy and I felt scammed at the end of their
program. And paying like $1200 to someone
is a lot of money to me. And even if it is 8 weeks or six
weeks or whatever, it's a fucking lot of money.
So I've done it twice and got scammed both times to be honest.
So like I understand where she was coming from, talking about
she felt scammed, but she had given this girl, I think she
said like I want to say like $5000 something upward of $5000
for this container. And she said that just like
during it, it just start like stopped resonating like and she
basically the lady that was mentoring and coaching everyone
on how to be financially abundant and mixed financial
with spiritual and do all this stuff.
She actually ended up filing bankruptcy.
Y'all because she was just not even she had no quality
information for you all. She literally was basically
scamming people, telling them how to do something that she
can't even obtain. That's actually, like, if you're
not doing it yourself, it's not obtainable for you to be
teaching it. If you can't even do it, how are
you teaching people and taking their money to do it, for one?
And that's the first thing. But then yeah, like, after the
program, like, she ended up, like filing bankruptcy, went
through all these financial troubles and all this stuff.
So the girl was just like, I knew my intuition was right.
I knew there was something off. She was like, but you know, you
give someone all that money and like, you're trying to soak in
this program because you're thinking they're convincing you
that without this program you ain't shit.
You ain't going to be able to do it.
You ain't going to have what you want.
Your business won't thrive. And you know this person that
I'm speaking on, I don't agree with everything she says or does
spiritually, but I like to be open to letting other people
just live their fucking life. As long as it's not affecting me
or you're not giving up your pet, I'm cool with you like I'm
cool. As long as you're keeping your
pets and your obligations on your end, I'm cool.
But when she said that, I just like instantly deemed her
because she was just basically like if you felt scammed by
anything I've ever done. And so I wanted to reach out to
her. I've taken one of her little
classes, but it was also only like $44 and it was like 6 weeks
or something, you know what I mean?
So I think like her intentions are pure, but also she was like,
I've picked up some of these scammy techniques from these
coaches. Well, and also the the flip side
to that right is like your time is valuable and your time is
worth money. And if you do have something
that can be taught and can be shared with other people, like
you have your tarot thing. I do my witchcraft classes and
now the mediumship class. Like if you have something where
you are able to teach that to other people that does have like
a monetary value to it and that energy exchange, and you do have
the right to to charge for that. And if people find value in
that, like that is beautiful and that should be shared and you
should be compensated for your time.
But there's a fine line, I feel like between taking advantage of
people and having blinders on to when you are taking advantage of
people. And I think that it's, it's such
a big thing for somebody. Like I would have a lot of trust
in that person for the fact that they would even have the
consideration and the self reflection to be like, wow, I
think I've picked up techniques from this because I don't vibe
with that. And I've done that to other
people because I was taught that.
Let me see who I've affected and how I can make it right.
That's like the signs of somebody who is really on a
spiritual journey and really on like healing and working on
themselves. And that's somebody who I would
trust because I know that even if you do something wrong,
you're going to have the wherewithal and the self
accountability to to say something.
No matter how embarrassed you may feel, you're not going to
let your your ego get in the way of making something right.
Exactly. And I that's why I reached out
to her and I was just like, I really enjoyed the things that
I've done with you, you know, no hard feelings on my end.
But I do completely see where I've seen your posts that seem
like this or seem, you know what I mean?
And just kind of gave her feedback.
We sent some voice notes back and forth, but it was just one
of those things where it's like there's not a lot of local
supporters. A lot of people that are local
compete with one another. They're like in this market.
That's why I love that My market's all over the world.
Like I've read for people in Australia and Canada and just
really everywhere. So like, I don't care about the
market here, but this girl does some in person stuff and I don't
know, it's just wild. Like, people do what's best for
them and then they get a big head and then they get a bigger
head and a bigger head and it becomes like the next size of
your ego rather than actually working through those ego
concerns. Because like, everyone can let
their ego get big. We've all seen someone make it
big, get in a spotlight and act a fucking ass.
You know what I mean? Like, it's not uncommon for
people and their egos to take over.
But it is very interesting how there is such a like societal
norm of like taking advantage of people, scamming people, trying
to just like weasel your way in and out.
And you know, when we talked about it, she had a really good
perspective and she was like, you know, as spiritual
practitioners, we shouldn't put a cap on what our services can
cost because like doctors and lawyers, there's no cap.
If a lawyer wants to charge $10,000 for a session, people
will pay it and they probably do it right now for just a mediocre
lawyer. You know, like you get a
settlement and you give them 30%, it doesn't matter if you
get $300,000 or $700,000. They get 30%.
You know like I think there are fields that you can make a lot
of money lucratively and it's it's kind of on the back of
someone else in a sense. But if you have techniques and
you do have something I agree like we should get paid for it.
I agree with not putting a cap, but it it is the people that
have like certain ideals and mindsets and are living beyond
their means in a spiritual sense of getting way too on the high
horse. That's one thing that Spirit
always reminds me is like stay humble with your gifts.
Like what's given could be taken whenever other people in the OR
try to take from you. It really comes back to them.
It doesn't hurt you. And just like some of those
spiritual laws and concepts that I think a lot of people don't
realize what they're accumulating with the scammers
Shit, just like the people making fake profiles of us.
I mean, think about how much money has been made of someone
thinking they're getting a reading with us and in their
head they have this idea that they got a reading with us.
I mean, it's already been proven that people have came to your
website and my website to say they got scammed.
There were two local girls with the same name.
I can't remember it now that both got scammed by a TikTok
scammer and I'm like, how are you bitches local?
Like one of you has seen me IRL like you have seen me in
physical person. I don't be talking like grand
rising beloved star. I I felt called to your energy
because you have long blonde hair and I love you.
What's your Zodiac sign? My love the what?
The Who? That's my thing is always like
at this point, and I don't know if this sounds rude or not, but
it's going to be real fucking honest at this point.
Like if you get scammed, you get fucking scammed.
And you almost deserve it at this point.
Because I I you know how to get in touch.
You know to go to my website to book something, You know what my
socials are to message me directly.
Like if you know how to get to me after the fact to tell me
that you were scammed, you should know how to get to me
before the fact so that you can schedule something the right
way, the proper way. And I mean, at some point there
has to be, like, I've had people literally ask me to give them a
reading for free, to make up for the fact that they were scammed
because some man in Nigeria pretended to be me.
Now you want me to give you a free reading and take time out
of my day and away from clients who are listening and going and
booking the proper way so that I can, like, make it.
That doesn't have anything to do with me.
I feel like now you've learned your lesson.
When you're ready to, you know, come and get a reading.
Let me know. Spirit said from the book of
answers to cast your net wider. I need to read a human design
card, 'cause I need to fucking. I need to calm my tits.
My tits are wild right now. They're going in a fucking loop.
High fucking speed. They're on a high speed chase
right now. Are you getting me off?
No closing thoughts. I don't know, bitch.
I don't know. Look, this is I've.
Got closing thoughts. I've got so many closing
thoughts, but my thoughts are just going to take us on other
tangents just. Say something.
It's very important to me that people use their intuition and
the best to your ability. Like to just listen to yourself
for once and be like, whoa, this seems off.
I've never had anyone write me this, say this shit to me.
I've never had someone like message me.
Like, for one, your ego is making you think that you're
hella special right now because they feel called to you.
That's it. That's it.
So I just want to make that clear The next time someone
feels called to you, whether it's even spiritually,
romantically fucking, whatever, it doesn't matter.
Be careful and just know your body and use your intuition.
I actually didn't mean to cut you off.
I heard what you were saying, and I didn't realize there was
more to your thought. It wasn't on purpose.
It's OK. I'm not holding that against
you. I apologize.
The human design card is card 31.
Aren't you 31? Yeah.
The sign is Leo. The shadow or the shadow?
The gift is leadership and the shadow is self importance.
We're over here talking about mentors and we're going to pull
the leadership card and the self importance.
Oh my God. OK, The gift of true leadership
and influence is captured. When you move past the mind and
into the heart. You see that all human
constructs are vehicles for evolution and the trek forward
oneness. But they are not to be mistaken
for what you see that all human constructs are vehicles for
evolution and the trek towards oneness, but they are not to be
mistaken for oneness. When you're able to tame your
conditioned mind and see it for the trap that it is, you may
lead your life from a heart centered place and allow others
to do the same. At this elevated frequency state
you are a catalyst for future oriented collective progress
which defies our sense of logic and instead takes evolutionary
leaps through intuition, aligned creation and love.
The shadow is self importance. Tangled within the dense web of
language lies the shadow, full of intellect and vocabulary and
sometimes even a little manipulation.
When led by shadow, we frame things in such a way as to
command the floor. We are the wordsmith, the
cunning creator of false worlds. The mask may be very convincing,
even to ourselves and this lower frequency state it's easy to
identify solely with the mind, as if we humans have it all
figured out. Even if a stance in particularly
is believable, it doesn't make it true.
Likewise, even if a particularly convincing ego doesn't equate to
superiority, the manifestation of this shadow might present as
arrogance or fiend humility. Your themes are authenticity,
guidance and ego death. What did I say earlier about the
ego? I said some shit ego.
Death, you said. You said some fucking shit.
Y'all know, truth hurts sometimes.
We all have been wrong. I like this is the part that
like I'm going to hang on to to like stop being so irritated is
the it's in the gift and it says at this elevated frequency state
you are a catalyst for future oriented collective progress
which defies our sense of logic and instead takes evolutionary
leaps through intuition, aligned creation and love fire and you
know. I love positive.
Some people say it's like not reality, but I don't really
subject to people's what reality is.
No, I I feel like that card for me just like totally made me
unfrustrated about things. Because really, like, no matter
what other spiritualists or mentors or whatever are doing
out here in the world and however they're operating, it
doesn't change the way that we're doing things.
We don't have to compare the way that, like, you and I are doing
our things in order for it to be, like, valid them.
Being out there in the spiritual community, like showing their
dirty butthole, doesn't mean that people are going to think
less of what we do or that it's going to be taken less seriously
just because there are frauds out there.
There are lawyers who take, you know, you use the lawyer
analogy. There are lawyers who take
people's money and don't do anything.
That doesn't mean that there aren't good lawyers who take
your money and do amazing things, you know?
Yeah, no, There's always like the good and bad.
I think everything is balanced. It's like the Two of Swords
card, that card with the blindfold and the things it's
like at the end of the day, a lot of times it's our perception
and what our mind is telling us that is super limiting us.
Like our mind will be like you're competing with that
person or this is that, or this is this.
But at the same time you're really only competing with
yourself, your own limiting beliefs and your own shadow.
Like you're not competing with that person.
Them having more doesn't take away with like what you have.
And I saw this earlier, it said the not discussing your salaries
at work was made-up by people so they could underpay some of you
all and not start drama in the workplace.
And that is a capitalistic society like utopia, you know
what I mean? Like people all getting paid
different wages for doing similar things.
Or you know how they say, well, if you don't want to make this,
just get a better job. But yet we need people to work
those jobs. Like without people working
those jobs, you know, what are we going to do here?
You know? And it's just weird.
People are weird. The way their perception is set
up by their parents and then their grandparents.
Just a direct result of those two generations.
And I'm just going to say it, and I've probably said it
before. Any motherfucker who grew up
during segregation, meaning that there were black water fountains
in schools and white schools and water fountains, Y'all should
not be running our country. You should never even be near
politics whatsoever. You have a biased mindset.
You were raised by racist. Some even like black people felt
superior because they were accepted by the whites and they
would even shame lower class African American people.
You know what I mean? And I don't mean to like say
that from like a white perspective.
I'm just saying like that's some history perspective and none of
those people, white or black, should be in office.
None of them. If you grew up in segregation or
your parents enforced that, that shit, like, no.
And there's just so much of that that's still prevalent that
these people are just so out of touch with society and like out
of touch with reality, like the whole get a better job mindset
or like millennials and and Gen. X just doesn't want to work or
whatever people say. It's just kind of like the fact
that this was 15% when you were buying it and now it's 72% when
we're buying it. It's a lot different if the
wages are the same, If the wages are the same, shit is different.
I don't know. I feel like I could talk about
that, like inequality in that sense.
So I understand where people come from trying to scam other
people. I would never do it.
But I can see why people do it because the system is rigged to,
like, keep everyone down. It wants to keep everyone down.
So when people see a leeway like, oh, I can run with this,
they try to get a home run. You know what I mean?
Like, they got the ball. People are giving them this
money and all it's going to take to take is like two or three
clients to give you 10K for six weeks for you to think this a
fucking standard, baby, I'm that bitch, 'cause you just made
30,000, which is like near the median income for certain areas
in the United States in fucking 6 minutes in one container.
You know what I mean? Like, hello.
Of course you're going to have not realistic ideas.
Same thing with lawyers. People like that are the ones in
a lot of cases that take advantage of the system and keep
dirty people out of jail because they got the money to pay it and
they should be in jail. I think too, like a lot of
people are like, well, if big corporate companies can do it,
why can't I? Well, if this is how Kim K got,
you know, rich and famous, why can't I do that?
Why can't I be, you know, doing all these things and and the
thing that I always keep in my mind is energy is always a
balance. And whether you believe in karma
or whatever, you always get back the energy that you are putting
out into the universe. So if you're doing things with
having poor intention and with selfish intention and you are
charging people, but then you hoard your money and you don't
share that and you don't give back with what you have.
And I don't mean give back in the way of like you need to go
make donations to things. But I mean like give back in
the. I'm going to, you know, I've had
this person on my Patreon for a year.
I'm going to go ahead and send them a Christmas gift or I've
got this. I'm going to, I'm going to do
this thing to bless somebody else.
If you're not constantly having an an even flow with things
you're going to end up having people who take advantage of you
and who don't give to you at times that you're down and that
you're needing it. And I just, yeah.
And also the GoFundMe thing, man.
Just still on my fucking brain. I just, I think that those
people too, who, like, expect everybody else to take care of
them, they're going to end up being in positions in their life
where they've set it up so that other people do take care of
them and they don't have the self-sufficiency to be able to
take care of themselves. And it's going to be like Boy
who cried wolf, where eventually you're not going to have people
step in because they're going to be like, I've already funded
your whole life for you, you know?
You know, and that that's also how I feel about like people who
have teenagers and pay their car insurance and like give them a
nice car and do all these things.
It just sets you up for failure like it does.
And saving for your own car and paying for your own gas and
insurance teaches you a level of responsibility that makes you
work hard towards a goal. That gives you freedom.
You just giving someone keys and giving them freedom makes them
take it for granted. And that's why I like people
like you give them an inch and they take them now every time.
And I don't like that. Like I said earlier, the
GoFundMe thing in my thing is like sudden tragedy, death,
fire. You XYZ, You know what I mean?
Have terminal illness, need this certain thing, whatever it is.
You know what I mean? It's not like, hey, I fucked off
and spent all my money on concert tickets and sushi and
Jordan's for my kid and whatever plane ticket I want because I'm
always on vacation. Oh, I also get food stamps.
I also get all these things. And then you want people who are
literally struggling but also care about you to, like, give
you 5 and $10 and you literally have the audacity to be like
asking for more of a guess. You know what I mean?
Like continually asking for more.
Like, I don't know, I'm, I'm cool with it.
And sudden emergency type cases and I've donated to ones like
get this person a headstone, 'cause I just think, like, OK,
like what's $10 or $50.00 or $100?
Yeah, you know, like that's no, that's not what we're even
talking about. We're just talking about people
who literally think like, you know what I'd really like to do?
Go back to school and then they sort of took a GoFundMe and the
goals for $15,000 so they can go to Barber school.
I've seen that. I've seen a dude actually do
that and people were donating to it.
So y'all know whenever they don't reach their goal and they
can't actually fulfill that dream, that they just take your
money and spend it right? Like y'all know that they don't
save it working on their end. They take your 4500, that Y'all
gathered. They still needed 9500 and they
ain't got it, so they're just going to use that 4500.
And GoFundMe takes a huge cut, like a huge cut.
The best thing you could do for someone is have a fundraiser for
them and you put fucking energy into it if you care about it
that much. But at the same time, like
GoFundMe takes a huge cut. Someone told me that before.
Like they take a massive cut. Because you take a massive cut
and I I don't know if I'm correct or not, but I think that
there's a way on GoFundMe when you donate to somebody that you
can make it so that you pay an additional part for whatever
GoFundMe is going to take. Even more of a scam.
Even more of a damn scam. You know people will always like
go further if you let them. I just feel like boundaries,
that authenticity from that card.
Leo is ruled by the sun. It's a very powerful energy like
this is the time to step into your power, to use your
intuition to quit hanging around these fuck arounds all of us,
because we all have been in that position of hanging out with
someone who used us, abused us, whatever.
No one's perfect and we're not ever saying that we're perfect.
We're just saying we're observing.
And through a spiritual lens shit gets zoomed in.
Y'all like it gets so zoomed in y'all think y'all want to wake
up and you think you want this awakening and you want these
gifts and you want these things and then spirits like OK now
play ball and you're like damn, I'm trying to lay down.
This is scary. Like I can see everything all of
a sudden and it's scary out here.
And, you know, I feel like that's the one thing with the
holidays is like you can really feel the grievance, like people
grieving and energy of like family trauma.
You know, you go to your families and everyone's drunk
and arguing, or, you know, you go somewhere and they're
complimenting your weight or your hair or, you know, like
there's every element of it. And I just think so many people
embrace and yet dread the holidays at the same time that
being so collectively tapped in, y'all had me exhausted.
Like every day I have to take like a nap all of a sudden.
If not, I am just so drained, can't even operate.
And I know it's like the weather, the winter as well, but
it's really like this energy is so fucking heavy.
Especially with Mercury retrograde.
It feels like a ton of bricks every day that I'm like, why do
I feel so depressed when I have nothing to be depressed over?
Like everything in my life is really going amazing in a sense
of like, I'm driving it in that direction.
I'm not settling for less. I'm not entertaining bullshit.
If someone texts me and says how you been, I've lost you or I
don't reply or I leave you unread.
Like I literally had an old friend recently hit me up and
were like we should grab dinner. And where I wanted to have
dinner was probably 45 minutes from their house.
But they asked me and they weren't even paying for dinner,
right? I probably would have picked up
our dinner because that's just who I am.
Like 9 times out of 10 you out to me, I'm paying because that's
just me. Like, I don't like the way
people tip. Like my friend was going to tip
$3 the other day on even though the bill was only 14 and that's
what they say you should tip. No, you've got to give them at
least $7.00. It's Christmas.
You round up to 20, you don't round up to I.
Agree I would. I would still have to see some
people are like that, like we'll we'll get delivery and I think
the other day our delivery total, like our our subtotal
only ended up being like $20.00. But we ended up tipping the
person $15.00 because they have to drive here, they have to do
all the stuff. Like it's a luxury for you
getting something delivered. It's a luxury for you having
somebody bringing your food to you, making sure that you have a
beverage, making sure that you're good to go.
You could just make dinner at home if you want to save that
money and you could have it be cheaper, but you shouldn't go.
I just believe you shouldn't go out to get food or have food
delivered to you if you're not budgeting in the fact that
you're going to need to take care of the person taking care
of you. Well my friend basically like we
separated the ticket and they put everything but like their
entree on my bill. So they put their drink, their
290-9398 drink, they put the appetizer and then my entree and
my other thing that I got, they put all that on mine.
So my bill was like 40 and theirs ended up being like 12 or
13. So really 20% of theirs is only
like 2-3 dollars. That's fucked up.
You know what I mean? Just the fact of like one person
can eat out for under 15 doesn't mean you should be tipping $3.
They obviously, obviously knew I was about to give this girl like
$1213, you know what I mean? Like they knew that their $3 was
going to add to my 10:15 whatever, you know what I mean.
But they literally like brainwashed people to think that
2-3 dollars or three $4.00 is a lot.
And I remember when I used to serve, it's old white people
that tip the worst sometimes. Like you might every once in a
while get like a nice like gentleman that will tip.
But if the wife takes that fucking credit card receipt and
they're in charge of the tip, you're getting $3 every time.
I don't care if that bill is 50. I don't care if that bill is 80.
You're getting $3. And that is just so weird to me.
Like people are always like you would be a great server.
And I'm like, no, I served before just to humble myself.
I think everyone should serve for six months in their life at
some point, whether it's your adolescence, your your teens,
20s, thirties. I don't give a shit.
Everyone should serve at some point because it will humble
your and you will realize how fucking hard that job is.
Not on top of dealing with cranky, hungry customers, but
like the side work they make. You basically clean the whole
fucker. Whether you're rolling all the
silverware, sweeping out all from everything under every
crevice and or picking shit up off carpet with your hands like
it's disgusting, it's gross. And everyone that tips 3 to
$5.00, I don't care if your bill is under 20 and you think that
that's a good tip. It's not.
It's really not. I think at any minimum, if your
bill is 10 to $15, seven dollars is like minimum.
I agree that would be minimum. Like you need around up to 20.
You know what I mean? Like if your bill is $12.00,
you're tipping 8. You know what I mean?
Like, just strange to me because it's the same amount of work for
that person. People don't compensate, though.
Nope, I agree with you. We love it.
We now have told you all a lot of things that get on our nerves
and we hope that you all can find some clarity in your own
boundaries. If any of these things triggered
you because you do them, then be self aware.
But obviously we want to see everyone elevate, and the only
way for us to all to elevate collectively is to call our own
self as well as collective shit out into the open and air it
out. Because we grew up in
generations That or we grew up from people that lived in
generations that swept everything under the rug from
sexual abuse to fucking physical abuse to mental abuse under the
rug, under the rug. And they've brainwashed all of
us, like to think that some of the shit we went through is
normal. Like setting on an old man's lap
and screaming and crying and everyone's like, it's fine, it's
OK that's weird. Everything let.
Me get a picture of it. Everything else is what it is,
but we love you all and we cannot wait to see you all next
time in Candyland. See you in Candyland.
Get your kids off Santa's lap. Bye.