Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini.
What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland.
Hello, it's so we are neck-deep in Gemini season.
Our baby is one years old and we just want to say thank you for
making it to this episode. I know a lot of people have
mentioned, they're starting from the beginning, they're going to
start over. So it's going to take you a
while to get to this moment. But for those who have been
listening keeping up, With every week's episode just really being
there. It means a lot, it doesn't go
unnoticed. I know sometimes when you hear
someone venting or airing out dirty laundry, it can seem as if
they're ungrateful. So I just want to really amplify
like we have so much gratitude for the people who really see
what we're doing. See that our mission is
authentic and genuine and see that we really are just trying
to help people. I know a lot of people reached
out there like I can't believe Someone would try to say that
about you all. You've helped me so much and
there's been so much support and positive feedback from other
people through all of this Tower energy.
But I really feel like I have never felt better Gemini.
How are you feeling? I feel good actually.
I was finding that when I was going live, there were people
who were like oh my listen to your episode of Lollipop.
Like wow, I've been going through the same thing.
So people relating, but then also, I had people that were
like, content creators talking about like, wow, like my
character, like, people are really saying lies on me and
like it goes against my character were upset and I was
like go and listen to these episodes.
There are two episodes like go listen to these because we just
experienced this too and like, it's all about the way that you
react and you respond and how you You process things, right?
Because there are very different ways that people can go with
processing their shit and it can be like to be reclusive and like
go through it and be overwhelmed.
I guess there's multiple ways you can do that.
You can be the person that's like making videos calling
people out by name, showing your screenshot.
Showing your proof of everything to like say your name Butler,
like like save your name. But to me when you go out and
you're like, trying to prove something, It just attracts more
people into drama that they'd never even knew about whereas
you're just like if you're like like the way that we did it.
Hey this came up as you know about it this is what's up and
move on and whatever so I feel fucking good you and I have so
much going on together right now.
Like I hate on bitches and watch this fucking Elevate.
Honestly, I feel like I can tell we're just this energy around me
at all. Heh Add really heightened, my
sensitivity to, like just emotion and even just like
negative emotion and just like random, negativity that like, I
was being exposed to. So I feel so much better to lie.
Completely remove anything and everything that was disrupting
my peace. Like no amount of money.
No amount of connection. No.
Amount of community is worth my personal piece.
I will completely go into hermit mode.
Without any further Ado, and just cut everyone off.
So I'm really proud of myself for just restructuring things.
Really elevating. The way that I was doing things
in my community and just in general.
So that I wasn't letting all of this affect my personal
happiness, because I think that's where a lot of people are
unhappy in their personal life, is because they take work home
with them, and they're constantly working or They're
constantly feeling some type of way, and I feel like deep down
with a personal business, any business that you work on and
you are the sole person that runs the shop.
You will be sucked into working all of the fucking time.
If you let the universe do that because you're consenting to it,
you're agreeing to it and I think this was just a reality
check on like needing to have more work and life balance that
I can't just make friends with One.
Just because they share my shit or, or shop with me like I love
you all, and I think everyone's amazing.
It has their own beautiful path, but no, like, no getting close
to me for personal gain. Like, I am very much on my p's
and q's about people who want to disguise themselves as support
and then later turn on you. It's kind of like the guy in
your inbox, it's like, hey, beautiful, how are you?
Hey beautiful, let me take you out to eat.
And then by the end of it, It, he's like, fuck you bitch, or
whatever. Like, I feel like it's the
evolution of that, like, people that like worship you and think
that you've hung the sun, moon and stars eventually start, not
liking you the more, they're not doing the work because they're
creating competition with you. They're creating separation,
they're creating. Well, they're on this level and
I'm on that level energy and I just don't like that.
Like, I don't want that around me.
I don't want those people trying to disguise.
Self as community members or friends.
You know, the thing about a community is not everyone's
going to be besties and it's cool if you become friends with
people, but when it's for the sole purpose of personal gain so
that you have a personal therapist or someone that you
can confide in, but it's only for personal gain like that
strange to me, like I would never and I could never, I don't
even think that people necessarily do it on purpose
either. I think that a lot of times if
people, Are like people, you can say idolize or whatever people
that are in a position that they would want to be in, right?
Like there are other people, you look up to somebody and you have
this image in their mind and I think that people I think that
homegirl did it with you too. When we want on our trip or did
it with us when we went on our trip and that's why, you know,
it was fake or whatever is because people idolize a version
of you that they see online or that they you know, have an in
light conversation with You and then they actually get to know
that you're a human being in a person and you have things that
go on in your life and you get annoyed by shit and you have
boundaries and you know, all of these things and that you have
expectations of people in your world and then I think that
that's when all of a sudden the like flip switches for them
where they're like you're not like this thing over here that I
had on a pedestal. You're a real fucking person.
You can't just fix all of my problems with a reading.
I have to still I'll do that, you know.
Yeah, and that's unfortunate as like a mentor, a teacher and
like a friend. You do develop like emotional
connection with people when you are growing and going through
very traumatic and personal issues with people.
And so I think it's inevitable to create a connection.
I just think that all of these lessons have taught me that
there has to be a better boundary, because I am so
sensitive that these people even Like you said, they're not doing
it on purpose. There's still some type of
motive underneath it all in my opinion and it's like, you know,
people say like, oh, you know, birds of a feather flock
together, you know what I mean? Like, if there's someone that
you want to be like, what better way than to be their friend and
to learn from them one-on-one or whatever, and I think that's
where like people have tried to direct that projection onto me
and you, like with the hole, Whole well, Jim and I did that.
And then you did that, like, who did it first or you know like
just goofy little bullshit that people try to stir up between
us. I feel like people do that
because that's a projection of their own insecurities and their
friendships that they're really not used to being around people
who Inspire them or who are doing better than them.
And so it's intimidating. It can be intimidating.
Well, we've had it from day one, with the podcast where we've
gotten comments about like Do you like to that annoy you in
Gemini said that or like are you to like actually like friends
like that? Like out page doesn't get
annoyed that like she's super nice and like you're mean about
everything or whatever which I don't think that I am.
But whatever. But we've had that from day one
and I really think that like it's just, I don't know.
I really think that people don't think that like our friendship
Dynamic Woodwork and so they try to put something on it and Like
it's literally not a show like who we we don't give a fuck.
We build together. We built separately,
independently doing our own thing and getting inspired.
And that's what like friendship should be.
There's a podcast that I listened to because I'm a girl
who likes trashy reality TV and one of the Real Housewives,
started a podcast with somebody else and the one of the girls is
just as Supersoft Court of friend and she is not that she
won't call, you know, her friend out on stuff but she's just a
very supportive person and they're reading comments that
they've gotten in like reviews and stuff of like, oh well it
just comes off. Really ask his see because
you're just so supportive of everything that she likes says
or that she has going on in life and the episode today.
They're like, are we not supposed to be supportive?
People like, is that not being a good friend?
What kind of friendships do you have?
Where if your friend is Treating you?
Well, they're kissing your ass. Like she goes, I tell my kids
all the time that they're beautiful and smart and
intelligent is my nose stuck up there, fucking butthole.
No, I'm just like, you know, supporting my kid and like
cheering them on is no, you should be doing.
I mean it's really rare. That people are getting equal
energy, exchanges in their relationships.
And so when they see people who are coming at it, from a
perspective of like, well Gemini's good at this portion,
In and Rampage is good at that. So they work well together, like
people are scared of that and like, very triggered by that
because they don't know how to work.
Well with other people they need to to partner off or just
seclude themselves or they need a leader to follow that whatever
and I just can't get behind that shit.
Like there can be a million people doing exactly what I'll
do but they're just not doing it the way that I'm going to do it
they're not going to convey the message like Spirits going to
give you the message whether it's literally On some junk mail
or on your timeline or from a person at Waffle House.
Like it doesn't matter. Spirits going to give you the
message at all times if you're ready for the message.
But if you don't do anything with that message, you may get
the same message over and over again from a reader from someone
who's very talented from someone who's very typed in because
guess what? Baby you need step one to
complete step to, to go to step 3.
Like you can't just be like, okay well I got the message,
okay, but What did you do with the message?
How did you embody the message? How are you working with this
information to get where you want to be rather than looking
around to the outside world? A lot of people just need to
look inward about the issues and problems that they're having and
stop pointing fingers. Well, yeah, and and that's an
important thing because we're always everybody's getting like
Spirit downloads, right? Like direction that you could be
going ideas, that pop into your mind.
The difference is being somebody who actually pays attention
listens to those messages and does the things.
And that's a huge part of manifesting to, you know, we're
always talking about like manifesting things and making
things happen and that origination of manifesting
something is That idea popping into your head that like little
vision of, I'm going to be on a 40 acre property with a pink and
black house next door to Rampage.
Like, you know, it starts with like that vision and then being
like, okay, now I'm going to put the steps in behind it and
something that you would said that, I really loved actually, I
was thinking about it today was, when you and I were talking
about our new patreon tier and we're like, What do we do?
Like, what do we charge for that?
What do we make the amount? You're like, literally people go
and spend hundreds of dollars a month on trainers and the
trainer doesn't even do nothing for him except like, you know
remind them to go and drink some fucking water and whatnot.
And this is something like people are actually like getting
something out of if they like put the steps in and like, will
be there to show up. And I really I loved that
analogy because I think that a lot of people will invest money,
time energy or Or money or time into something and be like,
okay, I'm gonna hire this trainer and I'm going to
manifest that I lose 100 pounds but then they never talked to
the fucking trainer. All they do is pay every month.
They go on a walk every now and then, and then wonder why
there's not results. And it's the exact same thing
spiritually. Like if your, you can have all
the guidelines, you can have the coach, you can have the mentor.
You can have the person being like, fucking put the bag of
chips down and eat a banana. But like, if you don't do that,
then it doesn't work. And I use that analogy because
hi it's me. I've paid for the trainer and
been like, you know what, I really don't want to do any of
that. So you know, I like the analogy
because I have home for me. Well I mean I think that the
thing about the trainer is they give you the tools and then
watch you use the tools, like the thing with a spiritual
practitioner is like, I can give you the tools but I'm not going
to be there whenever you're triggered by your ball.
So I'm not going to be there when you're triggered by your
partner, or your mom, or your Friend or your sister or whoever
like I'm not going to be there in those triggers.
The thing about a trainer is yes people pay astronomical amount
and they either go or they don't go, they either do the nutrition
or they don't they either get the results or they don't and
people are really okay with throwing money at a trainer and
not doing the work. I think that was more of my
analogy. Not like that trainers.
Don't do anything because I think that's not what I meant.
But yeah, I get it but I didn't want anyone listening to be like
what you know, to take what we said and spinning her.
Things are just to clarify. It's more of like the trainers.
Like, okay, here's all the tools, and now use them, but
like with a spiritual person, like they can tell you what,
your best goal or what, your best spiritual gift is or
whatever, spirit is conveying to them at that moment.
But like I said earlier, if you're not ready to recede, if
you're not ready to absorb, if you're not ready to embody that
energy In Your Vessel, it is going to go in one ear and out
the other That's why they say to like certain levels of things
like, you know, it was right in front of my face or it was there
all along, you know, it's always the things are there all along
and I think that's why people get so triggered.
When other people are free of those burdens and chains and the
real news lashes like only, you can free yourself like you can
tell other people how you freed yourself and what worked for
you. But ultimately you have to do
the work to for yourself. So if one Someone is celebrating
or congratulating or excited and you're upset or triggered or
envious or jealous and that is a you problem.
That person should not shine any less because it would make you
feel more comfortable. Like, that's the thing that
people don't understand, is a lot of how we feel about what
other people are doing, is a true projection of our own,
fears, or thoughts, or feelings, or insecurities.
And I think that, you know, No with spirituality, it's became
very trendy, but also at the same time, it is very freeing.
So, when you see those people who are living their best life
and doing whatever they're doing and embodying that frequency is
because they've chose an embodiment, they're not trying
to seek something outside of themselves.
They're not trying to put all the work onto their partner,
their Mentor, their friend, their teacher like their
embodying, the responsibility that it is to embark on on the
spiritual journey. That is The Road Less Traveled.
Okay, come through with it. Getting inspirational.
Getting inspirational know, I am.
I always say, like, I like everything that you said you
did, that's just because I've been listening to you and then
I'll just be sitting here, drinking my coffee thinking
about your words. And I like have so many things
in my mind that like I'm agreeing with you when you talk
and then you stop talking and I'm like, oh wait, I was like
waiting on the edge of my seat for more.
I don't remember what I was saying.
I love how Spirit works though because the thing with the quad
cast, is it so like potent because it's So raw and
unfiltered, like, even if a podcast was scripted, which I
know most people's are not. It would be very hard to follow
that script as a conversation flows you know.
And that's what I love about a podcast.
I want a lot of people think it would be easy, but it's not
actually easy. It actually take a lot of work
and I don't know. I think that we were
underestimated and now I'm about to really just say out loud.
How much further we have to go. But we are celebrating like
making it to this Milestone because a lot of people any
people, anything we start something and stop quicker than
we keep going. And it sucks because if you keep
that original passion and drive alive, you will get so far on
your destination. It's just that whenever it's not
happening as quickly as you want, People give up.
I think two and out of thing, and this comes from like I have
my soul, a solo podcast, right? And it's a totally different
thing. When you have a podcast that you
co-host with somebody else, you have like everything that you
want to do to grow your business, what you want to
manifest happening for you guys, the way that you want things to
look aesthetically the like every what you're going to do
with the money that comes in every single little thing, you
have to have somebody as your co-host who you're like, Like
one, I trust you two, we're going to make similar business
choices, 3, if you have a suggestion, and it's something
that I don't really necessarily want to do, if I see you're
passionate about it, I believe that you're gonna, like, have it
in your hands, and then it'll be great.
Like, we have to have that back and forth.
And something that you, and I did two, was we really sat down
before we even started the podcast?
And we're like, What, er, what are you good at?
What are you good at? How are we going to, who's going
to be in charge of what? What are we going to be?
Doing and I think that that helps those conversations and us
like structuring things really help in the long run with stuff.
See this is why I got to do like the podcast training.
I'm over here like I can help you and your co-host.
Well, the thing about a podcast, it like does take dedication,
but once you unlock that passion or you unlock that new wave of,
you know, frequency and communication in abundance, And
transparency to the world. It's like there really is no
going back the when you open the doors to your spiritual
abilities, there's no going back.
That's why they say like, once you see it you cannot unsee it.
So, I think that a lot of the times some of that anger or some
of that resentment, that people project onto you or whatever,
it's coming from a place of their own discomfort and their
own, you know, Ultimatum where they are like we need to make
changes but instead this is so familiar.
This is so easy. We can just keep doing the same
thing and you know that's what's crazy about.
It is like when you are on your own Journey, it's Uniquely
Yours. And eventually you just stop
worrying about what anyone thinks about that or what anyone
is perceiving about what you are doing and you just start doing
it. And that's why I advise for
everyone like just start doing it.
Don't ask for or permission don't ask her advice like just
start doing the things that you want to do even if they seem
hard or seemed Out Of Reach like just do it anyways because
that's where you're going to get the most success.
If you just do the hard things today, Something to that.
I've really I've really been like, learning and trying to
practice more is also keeping your cards close to your chest
because not everybody that you think is rooting for you, is
rooting for you and you telling, you know, people what your next
idea is, what your plan is, what you want to be doing.
Sometimes you have the person in your life that is 100%.
Absolutely. You know, down to the core is
like fucking supporting you and that's usually somebody who's
been in your life for a long period of time and is proven
their selves loyal. But more often than not,
somebody has some kind of energy that they're throwing it.
What you're doing some kind of? Well, I wish I was doing
something like that or yeah, good luck with that or even,
even the even somebody who does support.
You just having that the idea of that's going to be really
difficult for you to do or you sure.
You're going to be able to do that and the second that someone
makes a comment to you like that, stop telling them your
shit. That's not somebody who's
supporting you, that can be your friend and they can support you
in so many other ways. Don't show your business moves
with them. Don't tell them about your
relationship. Keep all that shit to your
fucking self. I think honestly this whole
experience that we've been going through collectively is Of a
personal Discovery experience with Saturn in Pisces, you have
in your Saturn return. 71, you know, this energy is about an
internal Journey. Pisces is a very intuitive
energy that is very sensitive. It is a water sign.
It is an emotional sign. It is the very twelfth zodiac
sign. So it accumulates everything
that is came before it. Everything was built and then
Pisces came along and I think that this is giving us the The
dynamic that just because we've rejected the emotions and the
past, we have every right to feel every emotion right now and
every right to honor ourselves, whether that is good emotions or
perceived bad emotions, but don't let people tell you how to
feel like don't let people tell you who you are.
I think that's something that's really coming up right now.
Collectively is like, don't let anyone Define your character
like you have to follow the Golden Rule, you have to do
what? Right when no one is looking
because that is the only Karma that really matters is like,
what you're doing behind closed doors is really going to come to
the Forefront when things are hidden, they always come to
light. So make sure your intentions for
yourself and others are pure in filter out the materialistic or,
you know, egotistical ideas that you have about your life and
where you think you should be, you know, when we remove
attachment to some false timeline that they sell, Tell us
every single day that keeps us trapped or that keeps us stuck.
That keeps us stagnant. When we release the attachment
to those Cycles, you are a master manifest uryu.
Start breeding, abundance, you open the door to Prosperity
which is going to bring out the snakes and the foes and the rats
and the people that don't want to see you shine, but I think
the cool thing about that is like it doesn't matter who
doesn't want to see you shine when the divine's will nose.
That you're pure and that your heads above water and that
you're doing things for the right reason.
Yep. That I always just think like
funny gets so much fucking bullshit on her page has no
matter how much and I texted you this no matter how much love
positivity anything that she spreads, she is constantly
getting fucking haters and trolls and it's not somebody
made a comment trying to drag her first supporting somebody
and was like oh and this is, you know, now you're friends with
that person and Whatever and she is, literally always just
spreading love and light and gets that.
So somebody doing that on such a large scale, can get hate then.
Like I kind of just expect it and laugh at this point and just
know that nothing that we would do or say differently would
change that. Honestly I don't really expect
it because I'm not consenting to it, but I guess it's inevitable.
But I'm not going to expect that.
Y'all can take that shit else or for all, I know you can.
Yeah, but I mean but to bend the realistic like yeah, they're you
know what I mean. Like, there's there's always
somebody who's unhappy eating chose it Cheez-Its and fucking
jacking off in their mom's basement writing mean, comments
about people and I just know that sir Cheez-Its hands is
eventually going to make their way and it just won't ever.
Bother me. It's crazy that you brought up
cheese. It's because I was just looking
into that, they're like, banned in Europe and somewhere else,
and they have a lot of chemicals in them.
And I was like, damn, that's crazy, you know, honestly, I am
just making peace with every single person place or thing
that comes into my journey and like when it's supposed to be
removed or when it's supposed to come in, I have no attachment to
it like, you know, Oh of course we'll always just be human and
like mourn the loss of a friendship or mourn the loss of
a bond or relationship or whatever it is.
But at the same time I know in my heart that if it's leaving me
or it's being removed that I'm actually just ten thousand
percent better oft and like, I know that that seems like
Whatever. For some people they're like
they hold onto things, but I'm not going to let people live
rent-free in my head. I'm not going to let situations,
you know, obstacles, Illusions. Whatever it is.
I'm not letting that shit live print for you in my head.
I'm just going to keep doing me and trying to be the best person
that I can be so that I can be a good, you know, a good parent in
the future, a good spouse, a good person, a good business
person, whatever the fuck it is, whatever it is.
I'm trying to do it to the best of my ability and the last thing
I'm worried about Is haters on the internet because that's all
that is is people who would never ever say something like
that to anyone's face. That whole situation really made
me just sit back and assess like actual life off of the internet.
Because I was like, look at all of the people around me that are
in my daily life that know who I am as a person, and would never
speak about me this way, describe me this way, like
people that know, me and Friends.
That actually know me and it made me.
I don't know. Just step back into reality a
little bit differently. So, like I'm really honestly,
I'm glad that that situation happened.
Like I I mean, I'm not glad, but I am like, okay, cool, got rid
of energy that was literally just here to like I feed off of
Creative Energy and inspiration and like make it drained.
And then distract me from putting myself into other areas,
Is of my life and like, nurturing my marriage and like,
you know what I mean? I agree.
I feel so much gratitude in my
heart for like the people that I have especially bonded with in
real life or just in general in this juror on this journey and
then people who are still there, in the people who were there in,
the people who aren't there, whatever it may be, I just feel
extremely grateful to just have experienced so much at, such a
young age. I just Like wow, like I have
done so much at such a young age that I know that I'm like, just
at the tip of the iceberg of so many cool things that are like
below the surface. Because now, I'm really
operating from like a heart space and I'm you every sound on
my computer every time, but instead, it just, it always does
that. And like, I muted, I do
everything I could do. But I guess it's just Destin.
It's like ding. Ding from Heaven.
Yes! Yes.
We barely even heard it. It was just the very end piece,
really? Yeah, that the alert barely went
off. It should be bitch.
I got a new phone for my birthday.
I'm talking to you on it, right? This minute.
Damn baby. Pop your shit.
Look at you. Got the iPhone.
I found out. Yeah, I got 14 pro Brian, when I
was sitting on the couch was like 4:30 Brian's, like how soon
can you be ready to go? And I was like, um, I don't
know. Like, like go where he's like,
well, we're going to leave here at six.
I was like, okay cool. And so I was sitting on the
couch and he's like so you may want to get ready.
I said that's an an hour and a half from now.
He's like, oh, I'm at five. So I had 30 minutes to like, get
ready. I was like, where are we?
Going and he didn't tell me. So over here I like did my
makeup put a dress on and shit. We go to the fucking T-Mobile
store. Only the girl, the girl there
was cute. He was like a got you a phone.
He's like you're not going to spend the money on yourself and
so I'm going to spend it on you your phone's paid.
Here you go. Thank you Daddy.
I love that for you. That's awesome.
Got that camera. Got that camera work at that
camera work and Yeah, I'm really excited about it.
I'm more storage. You know what I was having to do
bitch. Every time I would download a
video, I had to like upload it somewhere else, and then go and
delete it off my phone because I didn't have storage and
apparently they don't even sell the phones with that little
storage anymore. So I got like a huge upgrade.
Like, my dick feels so huge now. With all this storage, I gotta
tell you, They are going to catch her at cashier slo-mo with
her son and her B hole. Stunning.
Her be healed. We were we were talking.
Okay. So Rampage joined my shadow
Queen's chat. I'm, I have been making an
effort, I don't know if you noticed to be up in the Discord
and like I make comments and I'm not in there all the time, but
like I've been going in there at least once a day and we were
talking about buttholes sunning because you can totally just go
outside and show your butthole to the sunshine.
And I guess you get like a bunch of different vitamins.
It helps like stabilizing your mood.
It's supposed to help you like recharge and I Sun burn really
easily. So I probably won't be doing it.
But you guys could Google the whole setting.
I just want to say that, Assad know I saved the turtle
yesterday, and everyone is just slipping out thinking that I
moved this Turtle far away, but I did it.
We were literally at A park a national park and there was a
turtle that just in my vision, felt a little too far away from
the creek. Not very far.
He could have made it. Maybe he wouldn't have died,
maybe he would. It's hot.
Maybe someone would have moved him.
I don't know. But everyone thinks I moved a
tortoise and not a turtle or they're like, well, other
Turtles can't swim brother. I didn't just go watch it into
the water. I sent him on the bank.
He lunged himself in. Into the water and swam off.
Okay homie. Like I didn't take him over the
water and like see saw him in. We dropped him very Softly on
the grassy knoll by the water and honestly he was so dry.
Don't think he had the momentum or energy to make it towards the
water, but when he got near the water he lunged every ounce of
energy and he hit a rock and it was with his shell though, but
he was fine because He lunged it wasn't like I threw him in but
people just want to be seen. Like I can't even make a post
that say, I'll say this hurdle without 19, people giving me
their Bill Nye, the Science Guy fucking update and I'm like, you
do have a really weird comment section and it's either like
rooting you on or it's always weird looking dudes in your
comment section, that have some pads and some comments recently
because I used a filter, but talked about being real and
there was like, 15 people that were like, there ain't nothing
real about you. I have a filter on like Okay,
add a filter on that you can tell is a filter and I said
something about being real, but I meant your personality, your
morals or ethics. Not your looks, you can be fake
as hell. You can go inject, whatever you
can go, do whatever. Just be real.
And don't lie. And don't spread rumors or false
bullshit to others. Don't be a false prophet.
That's it. Don't be a douche in the comment
section. I mean, let's be real.
Don't be a 65 year. Old guy in my comment section,
Yeah, but it's the same ones that are in your inbox like,
hey, those it take you out sometime, I don't have a car,
can you come and pick me up? You know, often that happens.
How often people want to take me out, but it's in that same said,
this looks gloomy and that they don't have a vehicle.
I know, that's why I said, it's unreal.
Please know that if you have a failed attempt at picking her
up, I get screenshots. And literally it makes my
fucking day. This been blocking and repeat.
I've been blocked repeat because honestly, I just don't I can And
I don't want to and I don't have to and honestly, dating repulses
me where I was kind of open to it.
Now I'm just, like, I can't do casual dating it repulses me.
Dude, you have the most wild stories.
I'm like, oh that's what's out there in the real world gross.
It's scary. And you know, I love everyone
all the same but I've had several people right needed a
and just say weird shit to me. So I just block them, like, I
love, you will be a nice and supportive.
But when you have are like, basically talking to yourself in
my inbox and then have the audacity to ask me, why?
I don't reply to you like though.
I'm gonna block you, okay? Look what I get trauma dumps,
sometimes like it comes and goes in waves and it's been
happening, more like it's happening in my comments section
even and like someone will comment on a video and be like,
oh my God, I love this picture of you.
It makes me think of the one time when I had a pet squirrel.
And then it got killed. And my mom went and tried to
replace it with a different squirrel and I have deep-rooted
trauma, you know what I mean? Like, things that I'm like, I
don't give a single fuck. How does this affect my life?
If one way or another, it's crazy.
I think that a lot of people are like starting to see their own
shadow and they're starting to see their own Darkness with
this, Pisces Transit with Saturn, for the next three
years, people are really internally starting to see their
Shadow that's what's being revealed.
It's going to expose people who are not doing things that are
above board and like things and other things like right now.
People just want to be seeing and I want someone to validate
their trauma responses and someone to validate their victim
mindset. They want someone to validate
but, you know, it's okay to still be, I don't know.
Back on your bullshit when you're fucking 50 45 35?
I don't know. Like, I don't know.
You need to calm down. You need to heal if anybody's
using the back of my bullshit. Yeah you need to heal Because
deep down, that's just rooted in trauma and it's a trauma
response to go back to The same behavior that attracts
negativity into your life and like, you know, when you make
friends and you instantly trauma Bond, you think like oh my God,
this person was destined to come into my life or in a
relationship and their love-bombing, you and all of
that. Like, that's not healthy.
Like it's not healthy to trauma, dump on someone that you're just
getting to know someone that you're just starting to be
friends with like it's cool for trauma.
Not to come up for several years in a relationship.
It doesn't mean that you're hiding anything.
It means that you're not that person and you don't need to
like, just go right into every little detail of your trauma
with every person that comes in and out of your life.
Because I think that leaves people fragmented, you know what
I mean? Like, you're giving all this
energy and trying to fill these little gaps within yourself with
other people's love and attention and then when they
leave your like fragmented and I think that's where a lot of that
was going on. It's actually like, in the last
couple of months just in like everyone around these parts.
Personal life, not just in my community, but just people, I
know. Just in general, a lot of people
Shadows are coming to the Forefront.
Like, who you really are when no one's looking can be seen by
those who want to see it. Yeah, also, with things coming
to, like I just got to give people advice on fucking
messaging and screenshots that shit lives forever.
People will find a copy of some everything that you have said.
At some point when you are sending messages with your
fucking thumbs, you're posting things, you're writing things on
sending text messages to people, whatever, make sure that like
that shit is stuff that you actually mean.
And To represent you in the real fucking world because at some
point, people will they get their hands on that the internet
lives forever? And that's something to that
when you're talking about like authenticity and Trauma bonding
and stuff like that, I noticed that a lot of people that trauma
Bond. They also as much as they like
love that friend or whatever, they'll also talk about that
friend to other people, or they'll say things to that
person that they're like, I've never in their wildest dreams.
Would they ever want anybody knowing this information?
And it's so personal, but then you have a trauma Bond.
So then you share that and that shit lives forever conversations
that you have over messages with people sharing about your life.
Always expect that shit's going to come back out.
So if you wouldn't want the masses to no, don't fucking
share it over a message. Wait, until you're fucking
having a drunk Moonlight stargaze with your friend
without you fucking phone. Thank you.
I mean, this is just true like as much as I want to say like be
open and all that and connect with people.
I also need to take a little, you know, recipe or from the
handbook or whatever and like, use that shit.
Because For Real, a lot of people, they don't know how to
act, right? And they do talk shit and like
if you have shared personal things, people think they can
use that against you. Unfortunately for me, no one's
going to use anything against me.
That I've shared with them because if I've shared it, I've
taken its power away. Like its power is not in your
hands because I'm clearly over it like, but if you're not over
it, however, I wouldn't tell everyone because these people
are not your friends and not everyone wants to see you heal
because if you heal, you'll see that they're part of the problem
or that you're going to outgrow them or that this trauma bond
that you have with them will dissolve.
And then you have nothing left to bond on.
I think that's what I learned with.
A lot of people I was friends with over the course of my life
is like when I outgrew the things that we did together or
the activities that were detrimental in my life, the
things that I did that were - the habits that I had that were
not good for me when I stopped for taking in those activities
and doing those things. All of those people, not just
one all of those people fell off and there was like, no going
back. There was no, like, oh my God,
we're going to heal and rekindle one day, like no, like not at
all. And I think that's what The
really cool thing about life is as like there is this revolving
door with like the will of Fortune and you never really
know where you're going to be on the Spectrum but if you're
playing your cards right like you said earlier and not telling
everyone what's in your hand you might win.
But at the same time like life is always going to test you.
You signed up for obstacles. It's kind of like the Ninja
Warrior Competition like you don't I mean those people are
strong as fuck. They've been training for this
but there's still things that are flying at your head.
And your ball sack and every part of your adamant haven't
fucking shit, okay? All your shit every time you say
bad words or like inappropriate words, it just makes me giggle
because like that's just not you at like that's like you're not
usually the one to do it, so then when you do it, I don't
know. It just makes me laugh.
The way that you said ball sack. Yo, that's it.
That's what it does. In fact, could imagine, like, if
I had a ball sack, it would be uncomfortable.
If things were flying at it, even though I trained and
prepped and watched it on TV and saw, other people do it, that
would fit it, prepare her ball sack
Good Lord right there. Shout out.
I freaking love Jackie that. Like we've talked about her
before, but she's just like the sweetest little, I don't know.
I just can't imagine her. She's one of those people where
I just literally can't imagine her being mean to somebody.
And so, like, I know that, like, if she was upset with somebody
or mean about something, like it would be like a thing.
I just really like her because she is just a pure spirit and
you can just tell when people are pure and they really just
like only want to be themselves and add value in their
surroundings and I feel like she just adds value wherever she is.
She just a really kind and generous and sweet person and I
think everyone could be more like that.
Even mean all of us? We all I will never forget, I
swear to God, it's going to be ingrained in my fucking brain
forever that morning when we were in.
Moab and home girl walked in after being gone, the whole
night fucking who knows who and comes into the living room and
like me and you were just like we already had an Airbnb at this
point. We're just like go fuck yourself
and Jackie's over here. So I just want to know like how
are you feeling? But why are you feeling that
way? We never want you to feel that
way and like the more that she would get interrupted the
gentler and sweeter? She So that she could try to be
like, heard and as her like energy is going down, and she's
trying to be so sweet. I just remember being so angry
and like her polar opposite and the room, and she's just so
fucking sweet. And then she goes.
Yeah, I'll roll up. I'll pick people up from the
airport with a blunt in my hand. I'm like, at the airport.
She's like Fuck. Yeah.
You got a smoke where you go. I don't even know the thing
about it is like how could anyone be mad at Jackie?
He and so, I don't know, I just don't know, like, never
everything. That was directed towards that
trip to make us have a bad time, really only made it more
memorable and actually more fun. I think honestly, all those
really crazy events really give us like, so our he's rounding
for our friendship. It like, I don't know.
It really brought us a lot closer when I think it was
wanting or tempting to try to tear us apart.
It just brought us closer and That's a life lesson for
everyone like the obstacles. And the things that we go
through. That seem very daunting or
whatever, ended up really being the big part of your story that
becomes your testimony or your, you know, your energy that's
like wow I learn from this. I Grew From This is elevated
from this and that's what I think life's really been
throwing our way is like as we've gotten closer more things
have came our way but I I think it's just because we're growing
so exponentially that at the same time, there has to be
balance of like things that are not working.
And since everything's working, really I think the outside
forces were trying to dismantle a lot of that, try to dismantle
things that were working. I also am somebody where, like,
if things are going good and things are going smooth, I will
like a boy change with it because I'm like, no.
Like I like that. Like, this is comfortable right
now. I'm cool with it but then I'll
settle in a little bit too much and so it's almost like I need
like big events or changes or Tower moments for me to be like,
oh I need like a perspective shift on this and like I need to
be uncomfortable again because I thrive when I'm uncomfortable,
We Thrive when we're put into a situation that's like you know,
supposed to like Shake us or whatever, we're like, actually
know and we're going to take these pieces from it and
Elevate. Yeah, I think that's what the
rebirth process of the tarot is is like letting life row all of
its challenges and all of its blessings and all of its Glory
your way and not rejecting any of it, it's not like, oh my
gosh, I pulled the tower, I'm Going to put it back, you need
to have those moments that dismantle and disrupt that
comfort zone or help you elevate from the stagnant complacent.
Energy, that is things when they start working, you know what I
mean? Like, sometimes we do get
complacent as humans and we resist change, and I think that
in my spirit, I resist a lot of the changes just kind of like on
The global scale like I just absolutely just resent, the
whole like electric car scheme. I think it's a scheme that feels
like an MLM thing. Like we can't even fucking hold
down the fort with the Grid's. We have we don't even have solar
on every home. We need to seek help.
They're just need to check. They need to check themselves.
It's just like the seles more things we don't fucking need.
But anyway, Badgers triggers me and so I'm like I don't know.
There's like this part of my spirit that's very old that
knows when you start changing things that are not fucking
broken, you start fucking shit up.
And that's always the problem with people is there like I can
be Innovative and I can create new solutions to Old problems.
But like if it's not broken always you probably should leave
it. The fuck alone unless you are
ready for That moment you know what I mean?
Like sometimes like we're not ready for Tower moments and then
sometimes we can invite them in and I feel like this was an
invitation because I've been asking spirit for months to
remove everyone, everything this is everything reveal it.
Let It Go release it. Like I've been asking especially
the last literally like three four months.
Since we started the moon circle it's really been deep about
letting go. I also had been not only He
doing my own, but got a spell working done for me to about
removing blockages from just specific areas that I realized
in my life, I was just like, I just I'm doing my own workings
and whatever, but like it's a lot of energy.
And as soon as that was done, was when everything just started
coming to light and not even just that situation.
But just like different things in life and stuff and I was
just, I can't even explain it. I feel so much more like
creatively. Inspired so much more energized,
so much like removed out of like almost a depression that I felt
like I was in and just I don't know.
I think that an awareness of being energetically used where I
hadn't realized it before and now it's been like an
opportunity to set new boundaries.
There is no more. Like I feel so deeply for you
because you're like struggling and so I'm going to just keep
doing this. For free.
Like I can still feel that for you.
I can still you know, be a like a person but I don't have to
like give of myself that way now in a way that I felt obligated
to do before, if that makes sense.
Yeah, I feel so free. I feel like I have so much more
time to think about me without random people, putting their
expectations and obligations on me.
I am completely filtering my entire The with a fine-tooth
comb. And I've really found that I'm
creating a more intimate space rather than it being for the
masses, which I think is important.
I wanted to be that person that was showing up for everyone, but
now I've decided like, if you don't show up for yourself, you
don't show up for your kids and your family.
You don't show up for your ancestors.
Then what the fuck you want me to do for you?
Like, you need to work with what you have, and you need to really
be ready for the changes. Spirit once you to make because
if you're not ready, you don't really need to contact me.
You can get the initiation reading like your first reading
that kind of sets that Catalyst off.
But if you're not ready for like Phase 2, after Phase 1, your
initial reading in contact after like that moving into phase 2
and phase 3 and phase for look if you're not ready for those
steps, you're going to have to work through those insecurities
and fears on your own. Like I can't carry you through
Phase 2 3 and 4 like by the time.
You get the face off, you will just be so in tune when you
matter and people are like what are the phases?
I don't know. I just know that there's
different phases and levels to this shit and I couldn't have
them all out for you but I'm tired of that been.
Shut out for people like it's either get with the program or
don't and I think that a lot of people wanted the program to be
like shoved down their throat and easily accessible on on
demand and just whenever whatever on a sliding scale from
From free to whatever, you know, and it's just like, I don't
know, like I just can't and I won't.
And so it's just like if you're not ready to initiate your own
changes, you're not ready for a mentor or you're not ready for
what's next? Like you're not ready for what
Spirits trying to show you because you're just going to
keep getting the same messages from that Mentor or that person
until you implement it. And I know a lot of people can
see the growth and three to six months of implementing the
changes in it. implementing the work and doing the meditations
on the journal prompts and you know a lot of that stuff that
you're like all do it later and then you haven't done it in
fucking three weeks, you know, quite quit saying that you're
going to do the stuff later and then looking at people who do it
every single day in front of the camera and behind the scenes, To
do more for you. Yeah, we we share now that I
think about it, we share a whole lot of stuff on camera on Mike,
like, having a podcast, is such a vulnerable thing, like every
single week. Basically, for the past year,
we've sat here and shared like our thought processes on things
and like our viewpoints on things and, you know, evolved
from starting out with having guests.
Now, we don't do guests at all and we just talk among each
other and being able to have a conversation with somebody every
single week and be able to find different topics that you can
you know Vibe on or share difference of opinions on.
That's not like an easy thing. I'm really proud of us.
I'm proud of us too. Because we show up, even when
it's hard and it doesn't make sense and I think of anybody
who's worked with me, personally knows that that's like my motto
is like, just fucking show up, do the fucking work.
We've been talking about this whole episode but this is like
something that I live by, and I'm so passionate about it.
And I know Jim. And I also is showing up in
these ways and it really puts in the work behind the scenes to
build just unique things. Her community and just her her
clients and it isn't easy. And I think that's where it's
easy to throw shade and it's easy to hate and it's easy to
say whatever about someone who's doing something that you don't
do but get up there and do it. Big boy, big girl, big whoever
get up there and, you know, show us what you got because at the
same time like if you cared as much about what you were doing
as what other people do, you're going to already be golden and I
think that's where I just get ahead and maybe Geminis.
As well. Like we genuinely want the best
for people, but at the same time, I'm not going to like lose
sleep over it or get all upset or be like oh my gosh, all this
is going on and I should embody this trauma and feel this pain
for this person. Like I hate that people are
built some like crazy hands of cards but like, if anything
spirit is told me about the spiritual journey is our soul.
Blueprint is fucked up. As that sounds has everything in
it? Good.
I'm bad and you don't get to just only get the good, you
don't just don't only get the bad but you can manifest more
good or more bad and you can work with the energies or work
against the energies. You can be on opposite teams or
you can be on the same team, but all of that takes
self-accountability all of that takes a good look in the mirror
to be like, you know what, I don't like the way I look.
I don't like the way I show up in the world.
I don't like what I do for work. I don't like what I spend my
Energy on, you know what, I mean, whatever it is.
And just being honest with yourself because a lot of the
times we're trying to you know, please other people through all
this if we don't even know what the fuck we want, we don't even
know who we really are. And I think that being
vulnerable with each other through the podcast and like
sharing this experience with an audience has really helped.
I know a lot of people first Hand grow and Elevate through
things that they otherwise maybe would have had to experience
themself. So congratulations for those
that are taking notes and integrating, because could take
all the classes read, all the books and do all the things, but
if you're not integrating and embodying that energy, you're
always going to be pointing fingers or looking around or
worried about what other people are doing.
And that's why I have no problem blocking and deleting people
now, Where I used to feel some type of way feel like I was
losing something. I know for a fact I'm not losing
anything because if it's being removed it's not meant for me.
And that's what I think this journey has taught me is like
using your voice and putting yourself out.
There is a lot more than just pictures and a highlight reel.
This is the UPS, the Downs, the good, the bad.
This is fucking Minstrel week and whatever.
This is, you know, family drama neighborhood, drama.
Fucking what? Never like this is everything
all the time. And I think that people don't
realize what we put out there, may not resonate all the time
for everyone and it's not really supposed to, it's more of a full
spectrum of a journey and like you can support certain things
people do and not everything they do.
But at a quarter level, I've got a rock with you on just, like,
what energy you're putting out and like, what's in your aura
and stuff. And if it's like drama and go So
I've been just fear and lack, I don't want that shit around me
because like, I don't want to be around people who are afraid to
tip their server $20 because they're in luck or whatever.
Like I don't want to be around Saint coochie energy.
So like don't invite yourself to my table and then not even have
what it takes to with plans, like withhold, your end of the
bargain, and that's just being loyal and, you know, honest and
not spreading bullshit. So I don't know.
I think everything. And I'm learning right now about
this journey is like people only want is best for you as they
want for themselves. So the reason that I want such
good things for all these people is because deep down I know that
I can achieve and it's attainable and it's going to
happen. It'll just happen when it's
supposed to happen but at the same time a lot of people they
can't see that for themselves. They can't see that for
themselves. So they hate that.
Someone else is living in that freedom.
So if your existence if you're listening Then your existence
out there is triggering for people or you feel left out, or
you feel like a black sheep or you feel like, you know, exiled
from your family or whatever. It's probably because your
existence is triggering for those people who want to stay
complacent and stay stagnant and project, those insecurities and
limiting beliefs onto you and make you a problem.
And when you're consenting in agreeing to that or you're
showing up to the event to argue with them, or to have that
drama, you keep that Bond and that contract alive.
So for anyone listening, like, do a cord, cutting hire a witch
to do some releasing spells for you, like protection energy,
like, cut off your mom or your sister, whoever the fuck it is
like. Don't be afraid to remove the
dead from your garden so that you can bloom and make space for
what is thriving, and what is growing.
That's really beautiful and something that you had
mentioned, shit. You were talking about You were
talking about other people's healing Journey.
I'll come back to it. I totally had it on my mind that
I wanted to mention, because I said other people's healing
journey is uniquely their own, but a lot of people that Journey
that they're on it differs and so they project little things on
two different, other people. Yeah.
Oh, huge like, lesson on healing Journeys is learning how to
commiserate with other people or recognize when other people are
hurting and they're going through a situation and having
compassion. That's the word being able to
have compassion for somebody and understanding without you having
to take their emotions on and try to solve a situation for
them. Because one that's like a
superiority Pretty complex where you are.
Like you have to be captain save-a-ho and like, save the day
and two. It's never your situation and
all that you do is stress yourself out.
Because, you know, I'm going to take on, you know, all of the
things that happen in Pages life.
I'm going to absorb anything whatever on to myself because it
just sucks so bad that she's going through something.
There's nothing that I physically can do to change her
situations. It's all about her making
decisions. Herself.
So if I'm over here like on that same energy frequency, then you
don't have a friend who's helping you see things from
Another point of view because I'm just in It, sharing the same
emotion that you do through that friendship in that Bond.
And so when you have that healing Journey, where you're
able to see that, your friend is, you know, going through
something or, or whatever, or feeling some kind of emotion,
you don't have to, then take that onto yourself because
you're not able. Able to help them heal and grow
through that and that's what a friend should be doing.
Yeah, it's like a support, but it's not like, okay.
Let me come down to your level and fill all this and absorb it
and like fuck that person like yeah.
Like you know, and fill all this anger because like what a real
friend should help you do is lead you to the conclusion that
a you're giving your power away, be everything that's happening
right now is out of your control if you don't, I mean, if it's
someone else, Involved. If it's another situation of its
work, if it's the government, it does not fucking matter.
It's probably out of your control but like and you harping
on it and sending negativity towards it manifest - it
manifest something to be negative about and I think that
real friendship is about listening to someone and not
like offering like you said just advice and trying to work
through it for them. But just listening and like
knowing that like releasing it is important but not continuing
to harp on it and breed and - in like set in the negativity
Cesspool of drama and keep it alive.
You know, I think that's what people don't realize is we keep
things alive. The universe is trying to remove
it because it's dead and the cord needs to be cut and you
know the roots need to be pulled but we're holding on to it for
dear life. When it Like gone.
It's done. And I think that's what's really
interesting about the changes that we're making right now is
that we have to decide like. Okay, that's enough like enough
is enough, I'm not tolerating. None of that this friend always
lowers minor G. This person always brings drama
in my life. This person is always negative.
This person is always this fuck those people like I'm sorry, but
at the same time you cannot save everybody.
I cannot help everybody. When I say, fuck those people,
you've clearly tried to help those people the sale, I guess,
just like Oberstar all fuck. Those people know you've been
probably trying to help those people.
Your whole life at some point and where is the line, you know
what I mean? Like where's the lawn?
And that's where I was. So open to building new
connections that I was giving people the benefit of the doubt
that they probably are not a great friend to the people that
know them in real life. That like if they were at a
table in real life, people are not saying nice things about
them. But instead of Of me harping on
their Shadow. I try to give people the benefit
of the doubt, but the thing is, is like I can give you the
benefit of the doubt, but if your potential isn't in the room
with us right now, then I no longer can see it because you
got to go chase your own potential and like embody it.
I can't leave you to it. People like want to hang out
with successful people sometime because they think that's going
to rub off on them. But if you're a jealous hater or
you just breed negativity, you're only going to be more
negative by being around people who are doing things you want to
do. But you're not Like them and I
don't like that energy and I think that the cool thing about
the podcast with Gemini is like Weaver really evolved our
friendship on a deeper scale of the more vulnerable things that
we talk about because let's face it.
Like you all don't just sit down with your friends and just talk
politics and super like really intimate things.
When I say politics, I meant like internal politics like the
internal ins and outs of everything you believe.
Like you don't sit down and talk real life politics.
With everyone. You meet you don't walk up to
the guy the fucking Hardy's or McDonald's and start talking
politics, probably not. So we don't talk about our
feelings enough, we don't talk about intimate things in
vulnerable situations enough so I think that you know, this
week's lesson is like be vulnerable and say what the fuck
you mean, stop letting people influence you with their unkept
emotions and there is such a thing as spiritual hygiene and
the spiritual flu, like you could be around people with
Thank energy and absorb that. And it make you sick and
actually have physical symptoms of sickness or headaches, or
whatever. So, you know, be mindful of who
you're letting in your energy because this, Saturn in Pisces
transit. For the next couple of years is
just going to have everyone extremely heightened to their
own, internal Shadow and internal Rhythm and how to
regulate that energy because not everything is puppies and
rainbows. Those so if you're shocked that
everyone has a full spectrum of emotion, then like you should
check out your own sometime. You should check out your own
sometime and speaking about things that you're going to be
putting your energy into and committing to an elevating
yourself Rampage. And I both have classes in
Rolling right now. So talk about your class first,
my class starts on Monday, June 5th, and it is going to be 12
weeks on Monday at 8 p.m. Eastern with a Live recording
placed in a Google drive along with the slideshow from every
class, not everything in the class will be on every slide
show. But I have worked really hard to
make this slide shows. So aesthetically pleasing.
It's one of the most beautiful Creations I've ever made.
There is homework every week. It is going to get you committed
and in tune with your spirituality.
Over the course of two weeks. We will have to Q&A questions on
dates that are to be announced. That will also be included.
So there's 14 sessions, total and yeah, it's going to get
Poppin. We're going in from the
beginning of spiritual ethics, energy, work protecting your
energy, clearing, your energy, things like that.
And then we're going to move into meditation like how to
meditate, how you can clear your mind, how you can open your
heart moving into like confidence and all of those good
things like just really doing the full scope.
Then we're going to dive into every tarot card and really
bring it all the way down to the basics of tarot with sources
that you can reference that I'm gathering information from so
like you can go check out these websites and look further into
things on a deeper level, but my perspective on Taro is a lot
different than other people's. I don't like reading upside down
cards because I believe you can get the shadow energy regardless
if it's upside down or up, Right.
I don't think it needs to be upside down for it to be the
shadow energy of something. All the cards are represented by
zodiac signs planets. They all fall into different
element categories. You know, just really going into
a lot of the finer details that like, okay, you know what the
card means, but you didn't know that Virgo ruled that card or
you didn't know that, you know, Mercury rolls this card or
whatever. And so I just want to like get
into that. Then we're going to move into
Oracle in-depth. I'm also going to To, you know,
give people an opportunity to work in a community stance with
giving readings during that period.
So we'll have some breakout sessions during the Live.
Well, people will be in partners and we'll go into little like
little cubby sections on the zoom and then we'll come back
into the big group. So I've got just like a lot
planned. I'm really anxious and excited
to launch in another really cool thing that I'm doing.
That hasn't really been promoted is once you join Join the first
round. It's 12 weeks, I'm going to take
the month of September off and then we're going to fire up in
October November and December finishing up the week before
Christmas and the holidays and we will basically in-depth dive
even deeper. But in the sense that you
already know the information, so you're going to feel more
confident more comfortable. And I'm gonna let anyone who is
in round one joining the second round for $22, which is around
Round like a dollar a week so you know it's going to be fire
and I'm really excited to really open up the teaching Arena on
zoom and then also having the recordings for people who can't
attend live, so they don't have to stress about it.
That's been something that I found really, really helpful
with my classes was recording it if they couldn't make it live
and then I don't know if you if you have like a board already
like a pin board but there's an app called Trello, that's free.
And you can literally make like different like section notecards
and shit like that and put pictures with things and
descriptions and then links to different sources and stuff and
that's what It's just what I've used for classes because it was
like a it's just an easier thing for me to be able to put it all
like into one app and be like here's this for the week, you
know? Yeah.
I'm really gonna make this more of like a self-guided throughout
the week, like the homework and like the PowerPoint, or it's not
PowerPoint, but like the presentation is going to be
downloadable so that you have all of that.
And so like I really want the user to feel more.
Hands-On about their perception because I finally I can give you
all the notes, but if you're not taking some notes during the
class or you don't pay attention yourself to the details, I can
talk to them blue in the face. So like I'm kind of leaving it
like more of a like a college course.
Like I'm not going to like message everyone every week like
oh my God, are you going to be there?
You know, are here's a link like there's going to be a Google
doc, it's going to be Week. 1 week 2, like all the things that
you need will be in there. It's up to you to say.
Like on top of things we current, you know, I'm going to
basically like I said, we're going to pick 2qa dates in the
second class. Not the first class will pick
them in the second class and that way.
Like, there's two Q&A sessions that are optional for people
that are having questions about the material before we like move
deeper, you know what I mean? So I think that there will just
be like a good scope in the way that I like to teach things I'm
very Visual and I'm a very like on point kind of thing.
Like I don't do well with knowing everything I'm going to
say I do better with just channeling but I have like 20 15
to 20 slides for every week. You know, that you're going to
keep everyone in like some type of thing.
And then I have a homework homework sheet that you print
out and you can use every week and it's going to go hard.
So it's pretty much coming together like very rapidly.
Like right now I'm just in the in the depths of the all the
tarot cards and just like getting It, you know, I want to
make sure that I have perspective from a lot of
different sources for those as well.
Because there are so many meanings about like, just the
ins and outs of like the fucking robes that they're wearing what
colors they are. And like, there's just some deep
things that like, people don't teach necessarily, because I
guess it's more of a perspective to.
So, you know, I don't know, I think people can teach whatever
they to teach but I read tarot from like a soul level, not from
like a book level, so I'm going to teach it that way.
So like by the time you finish my course, you're going to read
for a soul level, not for your human material like oh I'm right
or oh I got that right. You know, a lot of people are
like want all these confirmations and I think that
it's really for the reader to have the confirmation, you know,
like like that, I'm not the reader but that The sitter to
have that confirmation from their own, like Spirit guides
like a reader can give you that information, but it's really up
to you to confirm it because I'll be honest, like, Spirit has
totally had people. Give me readings that Were not
in tune with my energy and the whole test of the reading was
nothing against the reader but it was more about me doing like
an intuition check on like okay no, that does not resonate like
what are they talking about rather than just being like Oh
my God they're a reader. So they told me this and it's
right. So in my class I'm going to
really go into like how to really trust your messages.
So that you're using your messages.
Has first reader messages, secondary.
Does that make sense? Yeah, know that totally makes
sense and I think that there is an importance on if you're going
to be doing readings from other people and I think this is what
you're saying, knowing and understanding yourself so that
you can see what messages actually resonate for you and
what things you're like, that's just not aligned and I'm not
about to implement any of that into my life because that is
just not sitting. Yeah, and I think that's like
the Journey of Taro is like learning.
To trust yourself to trust the process to trustee unknown to be
on the Fool's journey and like know nothing about what you're
about to do. But yeah that's what I'm saying.
Like just basically like my class is more centered around
like really trusting yourself. So that your your main Guru, I
guess and then secondary how to perform and be in good standing
to be giving messages to other people.
There's a lot of people need to align their own energy.
G before trying to help other people in any way, shape, or
form. And so, in my class, what I want
to really get in the first, like, three weeks is, we're
diving, really deep into the ethics and just like the moral
obligations behind things because you have so much
responsibility being in other people's energy.
That's why it is very sacred. And I think that as like human,
we tend to have our own programs and like our own biases and our
own things and so like how to put all that aside I had to
really convey what spirituality tell you because sometimes like
we won't say things as a reader that like don't make sense to us
or something. Like, I've seen that before,
like readers that like they are trying to read a textbook
definition, or look at these cards from a textbook Arena and
like, they're not giving the message that Spirits coming to
them. They're just like, well, the two
of Swords means, you know, like they're just not like giving
that Soul reading, so I think Well, my class about just like
in Basics learning what the basic meetings and in-depth
meetings are of the cards but really learning more about your
own intuition and like how to decipher, you know, that fear
from that illusion energy. Yeah, I'm looking forward to the
class because, you know, I've taken tarot classes before but
everybody reads differently and from the standpoint that I Took
classes from before, was very much by people who had a focus
on drawing to traumatic events that people have been through
and their there is. And that goes with that, like
wanting a reaction type of thing.
And Anna, mediumship course that I took, the woman would always
say, don't read from your ego. You should be channeling, which
is like your ego shouldn't be involved in the reading at all.
Because when your Liang, you should just be conveying,
whatever messages are coming through, without you filtering
that out for the person that you're giving the reading too.
And sometimes that's really hard to do especially like if you're
somebody who listens and you're not super comfortable with gifts
that you have. If you don't think that you
would be able to just give a message that's intended for
somebody even if it makes zero fucking sense to you and feel
like maybe you No, you're crazy in the moment or whatever.
If you can't deliver that message, then it's not a time
yet that you should read other people because you shouldn't
ever be filtering. Your message that you're
receiving out for somebody else there.
You know that? I always talk about it page, but
that reading that you did for me, like the very first reading
that I ever got with you. You were saying all kinds of
stuff that would make absolutely zero fucking sense to you and
because you don't pause and Don't have the reaction of like,
see it makes sense, right? Like, I knew that it didn't mean
jack shit to you, but it changed my whole course of what I was
doing. And everything came through and
made sense for me. And so, yeah, that's my biggest
thing. If you're listening, take
classes harness, like harness your gift and understand how to
utilize it for other people, without your ego involved before
you read others. Totally totally agree.
And I love because people think that, I know what I say in my
readings, I don't like they'll be like no, you told me to do
that and I don't, I love you all and I love the confirmation but
I need footnotes or what I told you because I unless I'm going
to go back and watch it. I don't know.
And I don't go back and watch them, you know what I mean?
So I love that when people are like that, super resonated with
me and they give me details, I'm like, yes, I remember now but
it's like, I need To refresh or sometimes because I forget when
does your class start my class? So it's starting Tuesday, June
6th. So I'm going to years Monday.
And then Tuesday class starts and mine is personalizing your
craft. So it's the class that I've ran
before but we talked about a bunch of different shit.
So we talked about its basic fundamentals of like witchcraft
things. And then because it's
personalizing your craft, it's teaching you how to apply it to
wherever you are in your spiritual journey.
So like, opening up Circles, we talked about, what the history
of a circle is different situations that you would use
them for and different examples. And then how to construct your
own, depending on what energy work with where you are on your
spiritual journey, what you're comfortable with what your
purpose is, and that also has like its own.
Side focus on meditation because a lot of people are like, I
don't know how to meditate and learning about like circles for
yourself can teach you meditation and how to visualize
things. So I love that.
We spend a week on protection magick and we have an additional
focus on how to do that. Discreetly everything that we
talked about in class because I get so many people who we call
it being in the broom closet. But basically, like can't be
outward with like any spiritual practices.
We teach how to do everything in a discreet way where other
people wouldn't know what you're doing.
And so we talked about various ways that you can do protection,
magick and how to find what's going to work for you.
We spend a week on dream interpretations, which is one of
my favorites. We do, we do a bunch of
different shit and I have it all listed on my website.
If you guys want to go and take a look, I have my Hence open
right now I take 10 students and I have a couple spots left and
then this is the last time that I'm going to run the class until
probably the end of the year or next year beautiful.
So you can take both of our classes simultaneously.
Yes we have both added new tears to our patreon.
I am phasing out the lower tiers on my patreon so if you're
listening and you're on like the $8 tier We're phasing it out
with new offerings and spellwork and circles and things that are
especially intimate, just for a certain group of people.
The Power Circle is going to be Friday, June 2nd, 7 p.m. eastern
time. This energy is going to be
transformative. This energy is going to be loud
and exciting. I'm really excited because so I
bought middle finger candles and this is going to be a fuck the
haters upgrade, and I'm really excited about it, because they
smell So Divine. And she literally balanced the
little middle finger on, like, a little Ricci cup candle melt,
and it's just perfect. Everything's perfect about it.
And I am so excited to do a cord cutting from past attachment
from our Exes from old Friends from old jobs from old places of
living were clearing old debt old Karma old soul contracts so
you don't want to miss it. The moon circle is going to be
getting some upgrades and the energy exchange is changing.
So sign up for the patreon to be included or sign up on my
website for The Power Circle and all that information is in our
description box. Thank you all for coming to
Candy Land. We are so excited.
We've got four more episodes until we take our month, break
and come back with season three, so we can't wait to get to it.
Yeah, thanks everybody for listening and we'll see you next
time. Bye.