1 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:16,600 Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:29,800 --> 00:00:33,800 What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland. 3 00:00:33,900 --> 00:00:37,200 Contrary to what you may think. We did not forget about you last 4 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:40,200 week, we just, we just needed a week off. 5 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:42,500 We had things going on, I didn't feel good. 6 00:00:42,500 --> 00:00:45,200 And we're like, you know what, instead of pushing it, we're 7 00:00:45,200 --> 00:00:48,600 going to listen to our bodies and what Spirit has and we're 8 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:51,600 just gonna let it go right now and come back full force. 9 00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:54,500 So here the fuck we are. Yeah, we didn't want to like 10 00:00:54,500 --> 00:00:57,800 half-ass throw some shit together and it just be like, 11 00:00:57,800 --> 00:01:00,900 whatever and then in the The past two weeks, a lot of cool 12 00:01:00,900 --> 00:01:03,500 things have happened like the full moon. 13 00:01:03,700 --> 00:01:09,600 We have our power circle on Monday, the full moon in Virgo, 14 00:01:09,800 --> 00:01:15,500 the last full moon of winter. Then we also like have Saturn 15 00:01:15,500 --> 00:01:20,100 moved into Pisces where the sun is also existing with Neptune 16 00:01:20,100 --> 00:01:25,800 Mercury and a whole gang of people and then on top of that I 17 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:28,500 feel like the energy was just tense last week and I was just 18 00:01:28,500 --> 00:01:30,800 kind of like Not in a good headspace. 19 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:33,700 Just to be honest, like, I'm normally pretty positive, but 20 00:01:33,700 --> 00:01:38,200 like, February was Rocky and I'll just be the first to admit 21 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:42,400 that February was Rocky right now. 22 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:47,200 I have like, I think it's just the ending of that, like, full 23 00:01:47,200 --> 00:01:49,600 moon or like being inside of that energy. 24 00:01:49,600 --> 00:01:53,700 Like, I've wanted to cry all day but there's nothing wrong. 25 00:01:53,700 --> 00:01:56,900 Like, I don't have, like I'm not sad, I don't have like an 26 00:01:56,900 --> 00:02:01,600 abundance of emotion. I just feel like I'm on the 27 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:04,600 verge of like needing to release and I don't really understand. 28 00:02:05,100 --> 00:02:09,300 Excuse me. Well, winter in like going into 29 00:02:09,300 --> 00:02:13,900 spring is Is an accumulation of energy as well as just spicy 30 00:02:13,900 --> 00:02:18,400 season, accumulates all 12 zodiac signs and Pisces is a 31 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:22,300 water sign so that could like lead to crying or emotions. 32 00:02:22,700 --> 00:02:27,400 And then Pisces is also very intuitive being ruled by Jupiter 33 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:31,200 and Neptune. And this whole Saturn moving 34 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:35,000 into Pisces is going to be like a three or thing and it's your 35 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,400 Saturn return. So no wonder you're crying. 36 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:39,700 You started your Saturn return. It makes sense. 37 00:02:40,300 --> 00:02:42,200 So you need me. That's why we need each other 38 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:45,600 because on, you need me. How would you thinking mind? 39 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:47,800 And I was feeling Rocky and emotional. 40 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:50,800 This last month, it was like, Saturn really crack the whip on 41 00:02:50,800 --> 00:02:53,800 me last minute when I thought everything was like Smooth 42 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:56,400 Sailing till the end and Saturn was like nah. 43 00:02:56,400 --> 00:03:01,000 It's okay. But what's up mean for what you 44 00:03:01,000 --> 00:03:02,300 next time? Let me let you know. 45 00:03:02,300 --> 00:03:05,500 I'm not playing because I'm not gonna be back until you're 57, 46 00:03:05,500 --> 00:03:08,800 so don't fuck around. Saturn was like, don't fuck 47 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:12,200 around. I'm about to have Saturn, 48 00:03:12,200 --> 00:03:15,800 Daddy's energy all up in my Sphere for the next fucking 49 00:03:15,800 --> 00:03:18,500 three years. So I better get real using 50 00:03:18,500 --> 00:03:21,200 comfortable. I don't like not that I don't 51 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:24,300 face emotion like I processed through emotion and things like 52 00:03:24,300 --> 00:03:27,700 that but I'm not really like a crier. 53 00:03:27,700 --> 00:03:30,800 I'm something like, oh okay like oh that was so sweet. 54 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:34,700 Like all tear up or something but like when I have an overage 55 00:03:34,700 --> 00:03:38,400 of emotion, my instinct isn't to cry. 56 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:43,000 So crying's kind of like Uncomfortable to me and not like 57 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:46,500 I just, I don't know, avoid it. I just really don't like it and 58 00:03:46,500 --> 00:03:49,800 I feel like it's a waste of my fucking time and I get all the 59 00:03:49,800 --> 00:03:51,500 energy release and things like that. 60 00:03:51,500 --> 00:03:55,400 But anytime I cry, I'm just like, why the fuck do we have to 61 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:59,500 do this? Well, I really needed to cry and 62 00:03:59,500 --> 00:04:02,000 I've been trying to be more in tune with my emotions. 63 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:06,000 I think crying is healthy. I don't really know. 64 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:10,100 I know that I am ready for spring, and I feel like this is 65 00:04:10,100 --> 00:04:14,000 was Kind of a Long Winter, it like rained a lot and it snowed 66 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:17,500 and I used and all the things and I'm just really ready for 67 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:20,200 like nature. I'm ready for like the birds to 68 00:04:20,207 --> 00:04:24,000 be out and about, like, just life to come back and like 69 00:04:24,000 --> 00:04:28,500 honestly, I've been in a funk and I'm glad that we didn't 70 00:04:28,500 --> 00:04:31,500 record last week because I feel like I'm in such a better head 71 00:04:31,500 --> 00:04:33,700 space. Like March has been popping 72 00:04:33,700 --> 00:04:35,700 marches. So prosperous marches, so 73 00:04:35,700 --> 00:04:38,600 beautiful. Like I absolutely am loving this 74 00:04:38,600 --> 00:04:44,900 energy, our Power Circle, Was so impactful, 29 people was in the 75 00:04:44,900 --> 00:04:47,200 circle and that was our first one. 76 00:04:47,600 --> 00:04:49,900 And that is crazy. And honestly, it wasn't even 77 00:04:49,900 --> 00:04:52,500 really organized. I mean, not that it wasn't 78 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:54,100 organized. I'm saying like we didn't 79 00:04:54,100 --> 00:04:57,200 promote it in an organized way for any time. 80 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:00,100 I just basically said I'm having a Power Circle then like a week 81 00:05:00,100 --> 00:05:02,700 later, I was like, hey, Jim and I will, you be in the Power 82 00:05:02,700 --> 00:05:04,300 Circle and then you were like, yeah, sure. 83 00:05:04,500 --> 00:05:06,600 And then we didn't talk about it at all. 84 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:09,500 It was just telepathically and then she knew exactly what I 85 00:05:09,508 --> 00:05:11,100 wanted her to do it. It worked out great. 86 00:05:11,100 --> 00:05:14,900 But then on top of that, it was so impactful because there were 87 00:05:14,900 --> 00:05:18,300 so many people that showed up so many people that were excited, 88 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:22,000 there were men and women there there were everyone, there it 89 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:26,800 was just like such a Vibe and I really felt in community with 90 00:05:27,100 --> 00:05:30,300 people in this like sacred moment and then Jim and I did 91 00:05:30,300 --> 00:05:35,400 this Burning Bowl, releasing fears and all of our limiting 92 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:37,900 energies and people put them in the chat. 93 00:05:37,900 --> 00:05:40,300 People set them out loud, and it was just so powerful. 94 00:05:40,500 --> 00:05:44,400 Many people had similar things that they wanted to let go I 95 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:48,200 really felt this transformation like grounding with that Earth 96 00:05:48,200 --> 00:05:51,900 Virgo energy and like really incorporating Earth and I like 97 00:05:51,900 --> 00:05:54,900 to have at the end you like threw in like water and air. 98 00:05:54,900 --> 00:05:58,400 You're like, well, we've given all the credit to Earth but OK 99 00:05:58,400 --> 00:06:02,100 and then in like I thought that was cool but it was just really 100 00:06:02,100 --> 00:06:05,600 impactful and so if you missed it were going to get them 101 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:09,500 scheduled out. So we can do this every full 102 00:06:09,500 --> 00:06:11,800 moon cycle. Well, which is about once a 103 00:06:11,808 --> 00:06:15,500 month and the full moon lingers for like three days. 104 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:19,500 So, you know, this month happened to fall on Monday ruled 105 00:06:19,500 --> 00:06:24,200 by the moon and it was the actual full moon Transit, but, 106 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:27,600 you know, the full moon is pretty powerful regardless. 107 00:06:27,600 --> 00:06:30,200 So we'll try to get it as close as possible. 108 00:06:31,400 --> 00:06:34,900 So, when we were talking, when you asked me to, like, do 109 00:06:34,900 --> 00:06:37,200 something or whatever, I couldn't figure out. 110 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:40,800 Like At first, I just couldn't figure out what I Was going to 111 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:44,600 contribute to that. And I was messaging my friend 112 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:48,500 and I was like, I really want to do like spell work for this. 113 00:06:48,500 --> 00:06:51,500 Like I feel like a draw to do schoolwork to it and I'm like, 114 00:06:51,500 --> 00:06:54,100 but I was totally second-guessing, I'm like, but 115 00:06:54,100 --> 00:06:56,800 what if Paige doesn't want something witchy, what if I'm 116 00:06:56,800 --> 00:06:58,300 supposed to do something different? 117 00:06:58,300 --> 00:07:01,800 And I should like, have some like things put together and 118 00:07:01,800 --> 00:07:05,800 then I was like, nah, fuck that. And so then when I like actually 119 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:07,900 came to you with the idea of what I wanted to do and you're 120 00:07:07,900 --> 00:07:10,100 like yeah that's what like that's it. 121 00:07:10,100 --> 00:07:12,100 That's Is that right there. Like that's what we should be 122 00:07:12,100 --> 00:07:15,600 doing. I was like, oh, I was. 123 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:19,900 So first of all, like honored that you can ask me to be a part 124 00:07:19,900 --> 00:07:23,800 of it, but then, once we were there and we were in it, it was 125 00:07:24,800 --> 00:07:29,900 super beautiful energy and like scrolling on the screen and 126 00:07:29,900 --> 00:07:32,400 seeing everybody that was in there and they're all engaged in 127 00:07:32,400 --> 00:07:33,900 it. And when you're like, okay, 128 00:07:33,900 --> 00:07:35,400 we're going to be doing a meditation. 129 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:37,200 You guys can lay down if you want to. 130 00:07:37,200 --> 00:07:40,300 I saw a bunch of people like, say less like laying down with. 131 00:07:40,500 --> 00:07:43,200 Our cameras on and they were so comfortable. 132 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:45,500 I did want to tell you something. 133 00:07:45,500 --> 00:07:51,000 So after like the day after we did the circle, somebody 134 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:54,200 messaged me and was like, I couldn't hear the sound bowl 135 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:57,000 last night. I just wanted to let you know 136 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:59,800 like you know learning experience for you guys like I 137 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:03,300 think there was a noise canceling or something and I sat 138 00:08:03,300 --> 00:08:06,900 there for a minute and I was like no I said you got exactly 139 00:08:06,900 --> 00:08:09,300 the experience that you're supposed to have accidents. 140 00:08:09,300 --> 00:08:12,800 Don't happen like Like a bunch of people heard the sound bowl 141 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,800 and if you didn't hear the sound Bowl, maybe the meditation that 142 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:19,500 you needed was to be silent and to not have noise. 143 00:08:19,500 --> 00:08:22,600 And like that was all part of, like your ritual and your 144 00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:26,500 experience and like, you wanted to have a buffer in there, so 145 00:08:26,500 --> 00:08:31,700 that you didn't have to be quiet with your thoughts and then one 146 00:08:31,700 --> 00:08:34,100 of, so I heard that from two people and then one of the 147 00:08:34,100 --> 00:08:37,100 people was like, oh my God, you're right, because now that 148 00:08:37,100 --> 00:08:40,100 you point that out, I heard the loud Bells at the end and it 149 00:08:40,100 --> 00:08:44,100 took Get me out of like my inner thinking and so I asked them to 150 00:08:44,100 --> 00:08:48,100 like when you were when it was quiet and you didn't have 151 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:50,600 anything else and you were like, waiting for Bulls. 152 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:53,400 Were you looking at your computer screen trying to see if 153 00:08:53,400 --> 00:08:56,000 anybody else like, didn't hear the Bulls and was looking where 154 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:59,400 you, like, looking for permission to, like not be in 155 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:02,000 the experience, whatever. And so, it led to these 156 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:06,300 different conversations of people's individual experience 157 00:09:06,300 --> 00:09:12,300 inside of a group ritual. Well, I did not hear that from 158 00:09:12,300 --> 00:09:15,000 anyone and everyone else. Heard them as far as I know that 159 00:09:15,000 --> 00:09:18,200 it's only they are don't, but that's interesting. 160 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:23,500 Um, I do know that they were playing and majority of people 161 00:09:23,500 --> 00:09:24,700 heard them. So yep. 162 00:09:24,700 --> 00:09:27,100 You didn't hear them. Insert tuned you out? 163 00:09:27,100 --> 00:09:30,500 And that is for really a cool perspective that you put on 164 00:09:30,500 --> 00:09:33,300 that. I don't really know. 165 00:09:33,300 --> 00:09:38,000 I know that I love the sound bubbles but there are a lot A 166 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:41,300 lot of work to play and so like I was really excited to do that, 167 00:09:41,300 --> 00:09:44,700 but I played on for like a solid, 20 minutes so that person 168 00:09:44,700 --> 00:09:48,500 was sitting in silence for like 20 minutes and they probably 169 00:09:48,500 --> 00:09:51,200 felt some type of way if that's what Stewart wanted them to 170 00:09:51,200 --> 00:09:52,900 have. But who knows? 171 00:09:52,900 --> 00:09:56,900 I mean there are no accidents. I don't believe in coincidences. 172 00:09:56,900 --> 00:09:59,900 I believe in synchronicity. Hmm. 173 00:10:00,200 --> 00:10:04,500 No they they absolutely. Once I put that viewpoint on it 174 00:10:04,500 --> 00:10:06,300 we're like nope, you're so right. 175 00:10:06,300 --> 00:10:10,100 I've had people who Message me and said that they cried during 176 00:10:10,100 --> 00:10:13,100 the entire meditation, listening to like the sound bowls and 177 00:10:13,100 --> 00:10:17,700 stuff and like that, it was a release for them and I will do 178 00:10:17,700 --> 00:10:20,400 it as many times. And the nice thing is that, 179 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:22,800 every full moon has its own energy. 180 00:10:23,100 --> 00:10:26,700 So what we do inside of that ceremony is going to be 181 00:10:26,700 --> 00:10:28,500 different every single Full Moon. 182 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:33,500 I'm so excited and I thought it was so beautiful because the 183 00:10:33,500 --> 00:10:36,900 energy exchange like 1313 is the number of the goddess. 184 00:10:36,900 --> 00:10:41,700 And I learned about Out that, in that dark, feminine Symposium 185 00:10:41,700 --> 00:10:44,500 class that I took and they were talking all the numerology. 186 00:10:44,500 --> 00:10:47,900 And so I was like, this is like the perfect number and also on 187 00:10:47,900 --> 00:10:50,600 top of that, I feel like the people on the patreon or getting 188 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:54,200 something and added layer and just a sneak peek for everyone 189 00:10:54,200 --> 00:10:58,700 who's listening, I'm adding a new tier to my patreon really, 190 00:10:58,700 --> 00:11:02,300 really soon. And the full moon circle will be 191 00:11:02,300 --> 00:11:06,400 included on that tears as well as the magical abundance and 192 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:09,700 magical mastery. And then Gemini's also going to 193 00:11:09,700 --> 00:11:14,000 offer it on her patreon for certain tears that she wants to 194 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:18,400 do that for will definitely be sharing more about that. 195 00:11:18,600 --> 00:11:21,400 But the first one was mind-blowing like this energy. 196 00:11:21,400 --> 00:11:24,600 This week has been so grounding I feel like we opened up a 197 00:11:24,600 --> 00:11:28,700 portal, I feel like now, it's March 8, we did that on March 198 00:11:28,700 --> 00:11:32,000 6th, people have been asking where the podcast is. 199 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:34,900 We only skipped one week, we did the full moon circle. 200 00:11:34,900 --> 00:11:38,600 We put all our energy into that and people are still like Hey, 201 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:41,300 where's the podcast? And then also, the thing I love 202 00:11:41,300 --> 00:11:47,600 about that is because that's like so cool because we love 203 00:11:47,600 --> 00:11:51,000 that. I've had a bunch of new people 204 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:54,800 who have reached out to me from Tik-Tok, like, from videos where 205 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:57,400 I've talked about the podcast and things like that, where 206 00:11:57,400 --> 00:12:00,800 they've gone and listened and been like, you guys are like, my 207 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:05,100 new best friends and I don't have something a lot of people 208 00:12:05,100 --> 00:12:07,500 don't have and we talked about it before, but they don't have 209 00:12:07,500 --> 00:12:11,100 friendships where they can have difference of opinion on things 210 00:12:11,100 --> 00:12:13,900 without it being like a weird debate. 211 00:12:14,100 --> 00:12:19,000 And yeah, I just like, I think that that, that really fucking 212 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:20,400 sucks. So that people can't find their 213 00:12:20,400 --> 00:12:24,100 people, but will be your people is all baby. 214 00:12:24,100 --> 00:12:28,000 It's all of and also when you're not celebrated or when you're 215 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:30,700 competing with people that your friends would they puts like a 216 00:12:30,700 --> 00:12:34,300 bad taste in your mouth to try to make new friends, or to like 217 00:12:34,300 --> 00:12:36,400 build new connections. And I'll be honest, most of my 218 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:39,500 connections have, like, started through the internet started 219 00:12:39,500 --> 00:12:42,700 through, just like groups, common thinking, classes, 220 00:12:42,900 --> 00:12:46,100 different things that I've done or experienced, and then also 221 00:12:46,300 --> 00:12:49,000 just being vulnerable and like, messaging people, and being 222 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:51,000 Like, I like your work, I like your art. 223 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:54,200 I like your music, I whatever the whatever you're doing, you 224 00:12:54,200 --> 00:12:56,100 know, and just being friendly with people. 225 00:12:56,400 --> 00:12:59,700 Also, just inspiring people through like that gratitude 226 00:12:59,700 --> 00:13:02,500 because, you know, it does take a lot for people to show up. 227 00:13:02,500 --> 00:13:05,400 And I think that it's really cool that we're getting to 228 00:13:06,400 --> 00:13:09,500 experience this on a new level of community, because it's one 229 00:13:09,500 --> 00:13:12,700 thing to, like, record a podcast or recorder reading. 230 00:13:12,700 --> 00:13:15,300 But it's another thing to, like, have a whole circle with, like a 231 00:13:15,300 --> 00:13:19,000 lot of energy and a lot of people prepping and showing up 232 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:23,400 for Himself. And I know, you know, it is a 233 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:28,900 lot to invest in yourself in a world that wants you to be in 234 00:13:28,900 --> 00:13:32,200 fear or lack. So, I commend people who are 235 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:37,000 taking risk in putting money into, you know, things that make 236 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:40,100 them happy, whether that's Hobbies or crafts or spiritual 237 00:13:40,100 --> 00:13:43,200 work or whatever. It could even be freaking, 238 00:13:43,200 --> 00:13:45,500 plastic surgery, I don't care, just like whatever makes you 239 00:13:45,500 --> 00:13:48,100 happy that, like, it's really going to soothe your soul and 240 00:13:48,100 --> 00:13:50,500 you're doing it for the right. Reasons like it does matter and 241 00:13:50,500 --> 00:13:53,800 I think that finding out who you are and realizing who you are, 242 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:55,900 is the most important part of the journey. 243 00:13:55,900 --> 00:13:57,900 And that's what I put, like, top on my list. 244 00:13:57,900 --> 00:14:01,900 And so then when you do that, you start to find your people or 245 00:14:01,900 --> 00:14:04,400 people that support you or people who are like, believe in 246 00:14:04,400 --> 00:14:08,300 you, and it's amazing because like, I never dreamed that. 247 00:14:08,300 --> 00:14:12,200 I would have so many people in a community showing up for 248 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:15,500 themselves. Like, supporting both of us, you 249 00:14:15,500 --> 00:14:16,500 know what I mean? Just all the things. 250 00:14:16,500 --> 00:14:18,600 Like I have a lot of gratitude right now. 251 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:22,700 It's been a Right week. I think it's dope when I get 252 00:14:22,700 --> 00:14:25,400 like I've been getting a lot of friend requests on Facebook and 253 00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:28,400 people be like Oh I'm inside a Pages Discord because I'm on her 254 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:31,500 patreon and somebody mentioned that I should listen to the 255 00:14:31,500 --> 00:14:38,500 podcast and I have to add you. And I we attract like it's just 256 00:14:38,500 --> 00:14:42,100 funny to me that like we attract the same type of energy but we 257 00:14:42,100 --> 00:14:45,100 do different things. And so then when all of that 258 00:14:45,100 --> 00:14:49,700 energy in our main goals and we all get along and Like, there's 259 00:14:49,700 --> 00:14:53,300 this Duality with us of like, we do similar things, but we do 260 00:14:53,300 --> 00:14:56,300 things so differently, but then the people that we attract are 261 00:14:56,308 --> 00:14:59,000 the same and so I just fuck with it. 262 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:02,700 I fought with that hard, you know, honestly, I'm so shook 263 00:15:02,700 --> 00:15:07,000 right now with, like, the whole Power Circle, because it was 264 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:10,100 just so impactful. So many people have reached out 265 00:15:10,100 --> 00:15:12,700 with, like, beautiful, testimonials. 266 00:15:12,700 --> 00:15:15,800 I know some people are emailing them, feel free to email, those 267 00:15:15,800 --> 00:15:18,000 to us. Either one of us through our 268 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:23,800 website. Literally, I am just like, blown 269 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:28,500 away because spring is here. The time is about to change this 270 00:15:28,500 --> 00:15:31,000 week and that is a beautiful thing. 271 00:15:31,400 --> 00:15:34,200 That's a beautiful concept because life is coming back. 272 00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:37,600 And I feel like this is when inspiration strikes, this is 273 00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:42,200 when you plant seeds and watch them grow, let them, you know, 274 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:48,200 get routed or whatever. And I think like the next six 275 00:15:48,200 --> 00:15:51,000 months or going to Just be so powerful for the collective with 276 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:56,100 this Saturn transition because Saturn in Aquarius was very much 277 00:15:56,100 --> 00:16:02,100 about like community and other people like boundaries working 278 00:16:02,100 --> 00:16:04,900 on people pleasing, working on, you know, one side of 279 00:16:04,900 --> 00:16:08,700 relationships bringing balance to one side of relationships, 280 00:16:08,900 --> 00:16:11,300 but Saturn in Pisces, is going to highlight. 281 00:16:11,300 --> 00:16:14,800 A lot of people who use things as a distraction, a lot of 282 00:16:14,800 --> 00:16:20,000 people who use drugs and alcohol because high seas, Rules alcohol 283 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:24,400 and drugs as coping mechanisms people that are like shielding 284 00:16:24,400 --> 00:16:28,300 their trauma and hiding from their true self will be like 285 00:16:28,300 --> 00:16:30,400 illuminated. So the collective Focus really 286 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:33,200 going to go inward instead of outward where it was like 287 00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:37,100 Community Family. Generational curses was like the 288 00:16:37,100 --> 00:16:40,300 theme that's going to shift into like personal. 289 00:16:41,500 --> 00:16:47,200 Like accountability and personal, you know, needs and 290 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:49,400 desires. And I think a lot of people that 291 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:52,200 are resistant to the changes, they need to make are really 292 00:16:52,200 --> 00:16:57,500 going to get the hammer like laid with somewhere into their 293 00:16:57,500 --> 00:16:59,200 chart. Like just period because 294 00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:02,700 Saturn's in Pisces for all of us, just point blank period And 295 00:17:02,700 --> 00:17:05,000 it rolls Generations. So it's really cool. 296 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:08,500 Like it's just such an impactful thing that the last time that it 297 00:17:08,500 --> 00:17:14,099 was in. In Pisces was like, 92 to 95. 298 00:17:14,099 --> 00:17:18,400 So it's pretty much a whole all thing going. 299 00:17:19,300 --> 00:17:23,599 I love that you mentioned the generational like curses being 300 00:17:23,599 --> 00:17:27,400 like a theme for a while because it definitely was. 301 00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:31,200 But now that we've brought attention to what generational 302 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:34,900 curses are and like recognizing things that have been passed 303 00:17:34,900 --> 00:17:38,100 down through timelines and recognizing the pattern of 304 00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:43,100 trauma, you can't use that as an Excuse to then be like, oh well 305 00:17:43,100 --> 00:17:46,200 these things go on and I process this way because of the traumas 306 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:48,900 that I've been through, that's your first step. 307 00:17:48,900 --> 00:17:52,200 And then now that that's all been illuminated, Now's the Time 308 00:17:52,200 --> 00:17:56,200 that people have to actually like start that healing journey 309 00:17:56,200 --> 00:18:00,400 to work through things because you recognizing a trauma and you 310 00:18:00,400 --> 00:18:04,100 recognizing something that's been passed down and that you 311 00:18:04,100 --> 00:18:06,900 don't want to pass it down. Well, that's all nice to 312 00:18:06,900 --> 00:18:09,600 recognize but you have to actually now be putting in the 313 00:18:09,600 --> 00:18:12,900 energy and the footwork. Work behind that in order to 314 00:18:12,900 --> 00:18:15,300 work on healing it so that it doesn't pass down. 315 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:19,400 Well said, well said because a lot of times people put emphasis 316 00:18:19,400 --> 00:18:22,000 on shit and they are not going to do anything about it. 317 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:25,900 Like they have no plans to do anything about it but they like 318 00:18:25,900 --> 00:18:31,300 want to put emphasis on it. And so I think like the focus 319 00:18:31,300 --> 00:18:34,400 shifting onto ourselves is really important because a lot 320 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:37,600 of people only know how to worry about other people especially if 321 00:18:37,600 --> 00:18:40,900 their parents are whatever like they're always. 322 00:18:41,100 --> 00:18:42,900 Everyone's always worried about other people and, like, 323 00:18:42,900 --> 00:18:44,600 rightfully. So I'm not saying, don't worry 324 00:18:44,600 --> 00:18:47,600 about your kids or family, but sometimes like if you're not 325 00:18:47,600 --> 00:18:50,500 taking personal accountability, and you're not in your power, 326 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:54,500 and you're not pouring from an over overflowing cup, then you 327 00:18:54,500 --> 00:18:56,700 will be drained. And I want to point something 328 00:18:56,700 --> 00:18:58,600 out. That was really freaking cool. 329 00:18:59,900 --> 00:19:01,500 The other night after the Power Circle. 330 00:19:01,500 --> 00:19:04,700 I was like I'm gonna hop on Gemini's website, coven of 331 00:19:04,700 --> 00:19:08,100 rejects.com case, you're wondering, and I want to book a 332 00:19:08,100 --> 00:19:09,600 reading. So I was like, okay, I'm going 333 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:12,700 to go so I just I just wanted to book something that was like 334 00:19:12,700 --> 00:19:16,500 just email I didn't want to like have to show up so I was on her 335 00:19:16,500 --> 00:19:21,200 website booking this reading yall and literally at the same 336 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:25,700 time but I hit submit. I got a text that said you are 337 00:19:25,700 --> 00:19:28,500 now booked and this was 12:16 a.m. 338 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:33,800 I shit you not that at the same time someone else booked a read 339 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:36,200 about the name. Drop of not going to drop their 340 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:39,400 full name, but I'm just going to say their name because they're 341 00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:44,400 tuned in. Caitlin Caitlin came through and 342 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:49,000 it, what's crazy is I scheduled the past present future card. 343 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:53,200 Pull from Gemini and she booked the past life reading from me 344 00:19:53,700 --> 00:19:56,700 and it was just crazy because it was both at 12:16. 345 00:19:56,700 --> 00:20:01,100 It wasn't one minute different, it was the same minute and that 346 00:20:01,100 --> 00:20:04,700 was just mind-blowing of like the energy exchange conversation 347 00:20:04,700 --> 00:20:08,600 that we've had a lot about just like being in gratitude and 348 00:20:08,600 --> 00:20:10,400 supporting people from a genuine place. 349 00:20:10,400 --> 00:20:14,600 Not because You want something? Not because you desire like a 350 00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:21,100 free this or an extra that or whatever and then the universe 351 00:20:21,100 --> 00:20:24,000 just returning all that back to you like quickly because you 352 00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:26,800 like respect the energy exchange, you respect other 353 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:29,100 people's time. Like you know, it's just it's 354 00:20:29,100 --> 00:20:32,700 amazing how the universe works when you get out of your own way 355 00:20:32,900 --> 00:20:36,600 and you're not coming at it from like a material selfish, human 356 00:20:36,700 --> 00:20:41,600 egocentric, Shady perspective. And I think a Those are just 357 00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:45,500 taught to be Shady or talk to Phil envious or jealous or in 358 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:48,800 competition. And we will literally talk about 359 00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:51,400 that until I roll over in my grade. 360 00:20:52,300 --> 00:20:55,200 It's just such an ugly energy and I think all that was getting 361 00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:57,000 aired out. Even though I'm not like a 362 00:20:57,400 --> 00:21:00,200 Selena, Gomez, Haley, Bieber, fan, and I mean, it's all over 363 00:21:00,200 --> 00:21:02,600 the internet, but like, you know that mean girl. 364 00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:05,400 Shit, ain't cool like nobody fucks with that shit and it's 365 00:21:05,400 --> 00:21:08,900 ugly, and I think people that do that or act like that, like they 366 00:21:08,900 --> 00:21:11,900 truly are miserable. So it Really sucks for them. 367 00:21:11,900 --> 00:21:13,800 That that's how they live their life, you know. 368 00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:23,700 Yeah, I do know I I have very specific like when I'm on social 369 00:21:23,700 --> 00:21:27,300 media, I put not interested in videos now. 370 00:21:27,300 --> 00:21:31,900 I just scroll past it like everybody to me, I just think 371 00:21:31,900 --> 00:21:35,400 it's such a distraction for everybody to be putting their 372 00:21:35,900 --> 00:21:38,600 attention and focus and we've talked about it before but in 373 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:42,900 the celebrity life like it's bullshit and people are only up 374 00:21:42,900 --> 00:21:45,100 and riled. I mean, people were only upset 375 00:21:45,100 --> 00:21:49,300 with Kim Kardashian about Balenciaga for like a week and 376 00:21:49,300 --> 00:21:52,900 then everybody got Over it. And then now everybody is Haley 377 00:21:52,900 --> 00:21:57,400 and and Selena and whatever. And by the way, like, yes she 378 00:21:57,400 --> 00:22:02,400 Haley, did like mean girl, shit and whatever and is making fun 379 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:04,900 of a sick person's body, like, we understand that. 380 00:22:04,900 --> 00:22:09,000 But also what everybody's doing in turn is bullying somebody. 381 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:10,500 Yeah. There ya are now. 382 00:22:10,500 --> 00:22:13,200 Yeah, they're bullying. And it's the exact same thing. 383 00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:18,300 So, you're wanting somebody to not have a to not do something 384 00:22:18,300 --> 00:22:22,500 and then everybody's going to Do it as a show of like know 385 00:22:22,500 --> 00:22:25,600 everybody could have easily just gone and supported Selena and 386 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:27,400 not have said anything about Haley. 387 00:22:28,600 --> 00:22:31,500 I do like the people were in following Haley in the masses 388 00:22:31,500 --> 00:22:34,600 though. Yeah, I know but you don't have 389 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:38,800 to, you don't have to literally like you can unfollow and not 390 00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:41,200 fuck with it and go and give this other person. 391 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:45,400 Love, you don't have to agree with that but I also agree with 392 00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:48,000 the fuck around and find out movement and I think sometimes 393 00:22:48,300 --> 00:22:51,800 need to give made the example for other people. 394 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:54,600 Learn from other people influencers. 395 00:22:54,800 --> 00:22:58,000 Whoever the fuck that that has that look at me. 396 00:22:58,300 --> 00:23:01,400 I'm better than you mentality. Can learn from this experience 397 00:23:01,400 --> 00:23:04,300 hopefully as a collective. Maybe it like gets embedded 398 00:23:04,300 --> 00:23:05,500 because I feel like Hailey Bieber. 399 00:23:05,500 --> 00:23:09,600 Fans all were part of a sorority and then like Selena Gomez fans, 400 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:14,300 like didn't have a dad but it's okay, like bond with it. 401 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:18,100 I'm not hating, I'm not really a fan of either person and I don't 402 00:23:18,100 --> 00:23:20,300 think Hailey has many talents. Oh, how could you really be a 403 00:23:20,300 --> 00:23:22,300 fan of her? She doesn't do anything on her 404 00:23:22,300 --> 00:23:25,000 own, right? Actually, I someone referred to 405 00:23:25,008 --> 00:23:29,000 her as Justin Bieber's Handler like How they talk about these. 406 00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:33,100 I saw that the handlers and I like it makes sense how she is, 407 00:23:33,100 --> 00:23:36,000 like, from this Rich family. She has no Talent. 408 00:23:36,100 --> 00:23:39,300 She was in a bunch of like weird little one off music videos. 409 00:23:39,300 --> 00:23:41,600 It was kind of like, when Aaron Carter would have someone like, 410 00:23:41,900 --> 00:23:44,300 Hilary Duff in his video. It was like she was in someone 411 00:23:44,300 --> 00:23:47,900 off people videos that were all musicians. 412 00:23:47,900 --> 00:23:50,800 And then, like her family has money, and she hung out with, 413 00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:54,500 like, Disney celebrities, that's like, that's the scoop on her. 414 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:58,400 And, like, for me sounds like Handler like his, like, who, Are 415 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,600 you and then for Justin Bieber, right? 416 00:24:00,600 --> 00:24:04,100 Before this to happen to sell. All of his music he sold his 417 00:24:04,100 --> 00:24:06,500 whole catalog of Music. The rights to everything. 418 00:24:06,500 --> 00:24:09,900 That means that from that point forward, when he sign that check 419 00:24:09,900 --> 00:24:13,600 or whatever he no longer gets paid, any dividends if it's used 420 00:24:13,600 --> 00:24:16,100 in a movie. If someone remakes it if it's 421 00:24:16,100 --> 00:24:17,900 put on a freaking billboard nothing. 422 00:24:18,200 --> 00:24:21,800 And I think it was like for like maybe like 285 million which 423 00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:25,100 sounds like a lot if you're about to get cancelled. 424 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:30,600 Your enemy like nothing Hansel to but he went through that 425 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:33,300 Bell's Palsy thing or whatever was going on with his face. 426 00:24:33,300 --> 00:24:35,600 He hasn't been able to perform, he has been to make me music in 427 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,900 the, you sell all your music. Then your wife's getting exiled 428 00:24:37,900 --> 00:24:44,400 from Hollywood, sounds like suicide set up like somebody's 429 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,700 going to, and I don't want to put that out there, but it 430 00:24:46,700 --> 00:24:47,800 sounds like an Aaron Carter thing. 431 00:24:47,800 --> 00:24:49,800 Because now that his mom's coming out saying that he was 432 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:52,600 found fully clothed and all this shit in the bathtub, know 433 00:24:52,600 --> 00:24:54,700 someone put him in the bathtub after he was dead. 434 00:24:54,700 --> 00:24:56,000 And that's what I told you before. 435 00:24:56,000 --> 00:25:00,800 This has been aired out and actually spoiler alert, we may 436 00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:03,500 or may not be having one of his best friends on the podcast and 437 00:25:03,500 --> 00:25:06,100 interviewing him about important things. 438 00:25:08,700 --> 00:25:14,200 Yeah. Ah, okay, the whole Aaron Carter 439 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:19,800 thing, I still think of that one medium who was saying that they 440 00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:24,300 were having all of this contact with Aaron's family and all of 441 00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:28,900 this shit and the things that she was saying and then, when 442 00:25:28,900 --> 00:25:32,100 more facts come out, I'm like, so, literally all this shit that 443 00:25:32,100 --> 00:25:34,900 you say that you got from the family firsthand is all 444 00:25:34,900 --> 00:25:36,800 bullshit. Once the family comes out and 445 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:42,600 says something, and so like again, Aaron Carter's death 446 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:48,500 being proven repeatedly that it's like money games for people 447 00:25:48,500 --> 00:25:51,500 that it's clout. Chasing for people, you know, 448 00:25:51,500 --> 00:25:57,900 even his I know I follow one person who's friends with Aaron 449 00:25:57,900 --> 00:26:00,300 or was friends with Aaron. That gets all kinds of fucking 450 00:26:00,300 --> 00:26:04,300 hate for his stance on everything that he's had the 451 00:26:04,300 --> 00:26:07,100 whole time which has been. The Aaron didn't do it to 452 00:26:07,100 --> 00:26:13,500 himself and The way that people will use tragedy for clout and 453 00:26:13,500 --> 00:26:17,000 shit like that. Really just interviewers do it 454 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:20,800 people and personal lives. Do it it's just it's wild to me 455 00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:24,500 and he deserved so much differently than that and also 456 00:26:24,500 --> 00:26:28,600 like I just think it's so gross people who will spiritually scam 457 00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:30,900 the community. Like you'll go out when people 458 00:26:30,900 --> 00:26:34,800 are like freshly grieving like a big loss and then just make up 459 00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:39,300 like complete lies that you throw the family into and you 460 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:43,700 Monetarily gain and you can call it the three flow rule. 461 00:26:43,700 --> 00:26:46,600 You can call it what comes around goes around or whatever 462 00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:50,500 but if you put stinky ass fucking energy out there and you 463 00:26:50,500 --> 00:26:53,800 scam the shit out of people, you're going to fucking get 464 00:26:53,800 --> 00:26:56,400 scammed and people aren't going to like you and your pussy 465 00:26:56,400 --> 00:27:00,200 smells like tuna bitch and you're getting hexed and I'm 466 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:02,000 texting everybody. All them stammers they're 467 00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:05,600 getting hex like all the bad things that could come to them 468 00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:07,800 from taking advantage of people will come to them. 469 00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:11,300 And what's the as I've had This animal daycare and I pulled a 470 00:27:11,300 --> 00:27:14,800 panda bear and a polar bear. So don't fuck with us. 471 00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,000 Okay. It is cute. 472 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:20,100 And cuddly will fucking mall you and trap you under the both of 473 00:27:20,100 --> 00:27:23,100 them, both of them. Very aggressive. 474 00:27:23,100 --> 00:27:30,900 Very, very aggressive. Somebody was somebody was like, 475 00:27:31,300 --> 00:27:33,600 oh it's somebody who it was. One of the people I was talking 476 00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:36,100 about Hood found the podcast. She's like it's so cute that you 477 00:27:36,100 --> 00:27:40,200 call her Polly Pocket, that's the perfect name to describe her 478 00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:44,700 and it just makes me laugh because I had only ever seen the 479 00:27:44,700 --> 00:27:47,900 happy version of you going. So we did the podcast and I like 480 00:27:47,900 --> 00:27:50,400 got to know you a little bit more when we talk about like, 481 00:27:50,500 --> 00:27:52,700 passionate subjects. And when we talk behind the 482 00:27:52,700 --> 00:27:58,500 scenes and I'm like, That bitch is a bowl like yeah, she's so 483 00:27:58,500 --> 00:28:05,300 nice and probably Republican guard piss her off her chest and 484 00:28:05,300 --> 00:28:07,700 shit. You guys think she's so sweet, 485 00:28:07,700 --> 00:28:14,200 but watch her, get her, get her riled up behind the scenes, you 486 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:17,400 know, it's crazy. The podcast is coming up on its 487 00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:21,700 one year anniversary already in two months and two months, it'll 488 00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:23,700 be the one year anniversary of the podcast. 489 00:28:23,700 --> 00:28:27,300 That means that Jim and I am I They are both coming up. 490 00:28:28,300 --> 00:28:33,600 I think it's going to be amazing, so much, so much. 491 00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:37,700 I think also there's just so much happening this year is me 492 00:28:37,700 --> 00:28:40,000 and Jim, and I are have a lot of ideas. 493 00:28:40,500 --> 00:28:45,300 She's going to be visiting, I really think that it would be so 494 00:28:45,300 --> 00:28:49,300 dope that while you were here if we plan something out at like 495 00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:52,800 one of the national parks around here, something and did like 496 00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:58,300 that in person, like meditation or Burning Bowl thing too as 497 00:28:58,300 --> 00:29:00,900 well and like really got it popping. 498 00:29:00,900 --> 00:29:02,900 Look at her face. You can't see it unless you're 499 00:29:02,900 --> 00:29:08,000 on patreon and also I think that there's a lot going to be coming 500 00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:11,700 up. I know this spring the energy 501 00:29:11,700 --> 00:29:17,500 feels amazing Well like now that we've been doing these full moon 502 00:29:17,500 --> 00:29:21,400 rituals, like I have no doubt that doing an impersonation 503 00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:26,300 thing together like an in-person Retreat would be popping as hell 504 00:29:26,300 --> 00:29:30,000 and we've been talking about like doing a retreat together 505 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:32,900 and people just need to pay for like their travel to come in and 506 00:29:32,900 --> 00:29:38,700 like whatever and I hella fuck with that energy and I love the 507 00:29:38,700 --> 00:29:41,500 idea of hosting a retreat and having things planned out. 508 00:29:41,500 --> 00:29:45,200 And so that's something that I definitely Want to be 509 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:48,700 manifesting that even if it didn't happen next year, that 510 00:29:48,700 --> 00:29:52,200 it's completely planned out for us to do and that we know what 511 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:54,800 we would do and that's like where I want to start putting 512 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:59,100 energy in together to is like, setting up like a retreat. 513 00:29:59,900 --> 00:30:03,500 Yeah, that'd be don't agree. I agree with pass out. 514 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:06,700 We can pass out candy to make everybody sweet. 515 00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:11,300 Yeah. Like a whole over your mouth, 516 00:30:11,300 --> 00:30:24,000 and in your mouth, Then one person said, I don't want to say 517 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,700 anything the gym and I don't want her to get upset, but it is 518 00:30:26,700 --> 00:30:30,600 a spice. So everybody that wrote me said 519 00:30:30,600 --> 00:30:33,400 that because you know what lying to you because they want to make 520 00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:36,400 you feel good. Is the size of some is might not 521 00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:39,300 be a hot spicy spice but it's fun. 522 00:30:39,300 --> 00:30:42,300 Yeah, bitch it's just ice, it doesn't slice. 523 00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:49,400 He doesn't like I said in my open your mouth. 524 00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:56,300 Okay. Yeah. 525 00:30:57,600 --> 00:30:59,900 I don't like it to be chunky when I swallow. 526 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:02,100 Okay, well I need you to follow this. 527 00:31:02,100 --> 00:31:04,600 So what about it? Kid inside? 528 00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:12,100 What about it all away? No, I Googled. 529 00:31:12,100 --> 00:31:14,800 I made a post afterwards when I post that video and I was like, 530 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,500 okay, I looked on Google. It depends on the kind of 531 00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:21,000 paprika that you get paprika. Can be spicy but I get white 532 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:22,800 people paprika and it's not spicy. 533 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:28,200 So I didn't know. Well, I Personally, get it from 534 00:31:28,300 --> 00:31:32,400 Bill at the farmers market and he hand grounds at himself. 535 00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:36,000 See bills and oh gee I'm gettin that shit that's been on the 536 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:40,500 shelf for a long time. Yeah, I made a festival because 537 00:31:40,500 --> 00:31:43,700 that doesn't really exist that that's not a real scenario but 538 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:47,500 there are different kinds but I'm not gonna believe the Bible. 539 00:31:48,500 --> 00:31:52,100 Well I'm always manifesting things in the real life so you 540 00:31:52,100 --> 00:31:54,800 know how it goes baby. Manifesting whole last people 541 00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:57,700 bill at the farmers market, whose hand Grinding paprika. 542 00:31:57,700 --> 00:32:00,400 That's a real specific manifestation. 543 00:32:00,900 --> 00:32:09,700 Very specific because I'm looking at it right now. 544 00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:15,800 Then balls be shining. And then what was that? 545 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:24,100 What was this? Oh my gosh. 546 00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:31,000 So I am really glad that we got to take a week off because now 547 00:32:31,500 --> 00:32:36,500 there's going to be big things coming up with these full moon 548 00:32:36,500 --> 00:32:39,100 Gatherings, because who knows, what's going to come from that? 549 00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:42,100 So there's definitely more to come on. 550 00:32:42,100 --> 00:32:48,400 What's coming up next month? Next one. 551 00:32:49,100 --> 00:32:54,400 Yeah, I thought that for some reason, I thought that March was 552 00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:57,000 your hibernation month? Is it not? 553 00:32:57,900 --> 00:32:59,900 No. Normally my favor Nation month 554 00:32:59,900 --> 00:33:03,600 is when it gets like extremely hot outside and it's just like 555 00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:07,100 too hot to do anything which is normally like the end of June 556 00:33:07,100 --> 00:33:10,300 July. I can't believe I'm going to say 557 00:33:10,300 --> 00:33:13,100 this but I'm actually really excited for it to get warmer. 558 00:33:13,100 --> 00:33:17,000 I really want to be able to go like, listen, I don't want it, 559 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:21,900 but Sweat hot but I want it hot enough like that's what I want 560 00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:25,900 to go walking outside and my yoga, pants and sports bra and 561 00:33:26,100 --> 00:33:29,800 not be Nippon. I want to be that's all I want. 562 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:37,300 Well, I am Really upset because earlier, I put on these yoga 563 00:33:37,300 --> 00:33:40,700 pants that I really like, and the project has ripped, and 564 00:33:40,700 --> 00:33:43,600 they're pretty new, like, they're not, it Just booty, 565 00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:46,200 brick time off. Like, worked out this morning 566 00:33:46,500 --> 00:33:48,600 yoga pants are going to be in the season. 567 00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:52,000 Keep them really at home special. 568 00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:56,400 The at home special, but I'm on your spicy site. 569 00:33:58,400 --> 00:34:01,000 I'm fat free Coast. I hate drinking. 570 00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:03,400 That's it, that could be your stage name. 571 00:34:03,900 --> 00:34:18,500 Paprika paprika paprika. You're fucked up because now you 572 00:34:18,507 --> 00:34:22,000 guys because she definitely gets recommended a lot that she 573 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:26,500 should have won, but your recommendations go on deaf ears 574 00:34:26,500 --> 00:34:32,000 because I just live my best life in other ways, like, jump from 575 00:34:32,000 --> 00:34:36,199 Planes and I can't Believe it buddy took hers down when I saw 576 00:34:36,199 --> 00:34:37,400 that. I was like, oh shit. 577 00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:43,699 All right, Mama Yo you know why? Because she's on the next thing 578 00:34:43,699 --> 00:34:46,199 on to the next thing and then when you go on to the next thing 579 00:34:46,199 --> 00:34:51,699 you got to leave other things, he had backed sometimes new 580 00:34:51,699 --> 00:34:53,199 things online with the old things. 581 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:54,900 So you got to get rid of the old things. 582 00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:58,900 No, I like it. She's done that for I mean, 583 00:34:58,900 --> 00:35:01,200 that's been what she's done for a really long time. 584 00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:04,400 And now she's blossoming and evolving and doing different 585 00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:06,300 things and getting different opportunities. 586 00:35:06,300 --> 00:35:11,300 And she she was always pretty open on her platforms about like 587 00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:16,000 how she at different level UPS. Like she stopped being in the 588 00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:18,900 club and stripping and stuff like that because she leveled up 589 00:35:18,900 --> 00:35:21,800 and now she's done this and now she doesn't need to do the, you 590 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:25,500 know, the sex work. If you will, that she was Doing 591 00:35:25,500 --> 00:35:28,000 before she's doing different things for herself and evolving 592 00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:32,800 and I love that. Yeah, plus that Eros me and that 593 00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:35,400 bread. Now she then he put I like she 594 00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:38,700 shared this thing one day and it said, you're not a real G until 595 00:35:38,700 --> 00:35:41,200 you put someone else in the position to make money. 596 00:35:41,500 --> 00:35:44,500 And I think that's the coolest fucking statement because a lot 597 00:35:44,500 --> 00:35:48,400 of people are all me, me me, but it takes a real motherfucker to 598 00:35:48,500 --> 00:35:51,100 give you money in your pocket, put you in a position to make 599 00:35:51,100 --> 00:35:54,800 money and not even really put themselves first because that's 600 00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:57,800 an It not knowing, what's going to really happen what you're 601 00:35:57,800 --> 00:35:59,200 going to do. Because sometimes when people 602 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:02,200 give you something, people take it for granted, that's why it is 603 00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:06,100 better if you work for it. But I do respect the fuck out of 604 00:36:06,100 --> 00:36:10,600 their relationship in the sense that, you know, he has done many 605 00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:14,400 interviews where he says things about her funding different 606 00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:17,900 albums and different things and really making sure that he was 607 00:36:17,900 --> 00:36:21,300 right and had everybody paid off and did good business. 608 00:36:21,300 --> 00:36:23,800 And I thought that was really cool because I respect people 609 00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:26,400 who do good business, too. Feels like I do not like 610 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:30,600 promoters who don't pay their artists or their people or, you 611 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:34,000 know, like I've heard this time and time again for my friends 612 00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:36,700 like where people won't give them their commission, checks 613 00:36:36,700 --> 00:36:40,100 from my art gallery or something will pop off and like they won't 614 00:36:40,100 --> 00:36:42,300 get paid and they'll do a music video. 615 00:36:42,300 --> 00:36:45,300 Like do hair and makeup for it or just model or whatever and 616 00:36:45,300 --> 00:36:48,000 they just don't end up getting paid and I think that's bullshit 617 00:36:48,100 --> 00:36:52,400 like don't make businesses if you can't follow through and I 618 00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:55,500 thought that was so cool that he preached I like Money. 619 00:36:55,500 --> 00:36:57,700 Always made sure that he did good business skills because 620 00:36:57,700 --> 00:37:00,200 that was like important her. And that's a fucking real 621 00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:03,900 statement, like, that's real message, because when you do 622 00:37:03,900 --> 00:37:06,100 dirty business, it does come back to you. 623 00:37:06,100 --> 00:37:10,500 And that's why I like whenever a couple months ago whenever I 624 00:37:10,508 --> 00:37:14,900 aired out that dirty laundry with that Community, I was in, I 625 00:37:14,900 --> 00:37:16,700 decided right then. And there I was going to make my 626 00:37:16,700 --> 00:37:19,100 own Community Circle and we were going to do something totally 627 00:37:19,100 --> 00:37:22,400 different. But but hype it up and literally 628 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:25,600 like not to be like he go. Driven. 629 00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:28,500 But the most people I ever saw in her Circle was like maybe 10 630 00:37:28,500 --> 00:37:31,100 people we had almost 30. Like that's crazy. 631 00:37:31,100 --> 00:37:35,300 Our first one like imagine there was two pages of faces on full 632 00:37:35,300 --> 00:37:38,600 screen on my computer. Like you know, that was a big 633 00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:42,100 deal and I really appreciate everyone who showed up because 634 00:37:42,100 --> 00:37:44,700 it just shows that when you do have pure intentions that like 635 00:37:44,700 --> 00:37:47,900 people are attracted to that and they can feel that and it is 636 00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:51,500 important to people and I think sometimes people lose sight of 637 00:37:51,500 --> 00:37:54,300 what's important when it comes to spirituality or to their own 638 00:37:54,300 --> 00:37:58,200 transformation. And by I literally am so excited 639 00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:02,700 to start these monthly client readings and we're going to try 640 00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:07,100 to make sure we don't skip any more weeks on the podcast too by 641 00:38:07,100 --> 00:38:09,000 the way. Yeah. 642 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:10,800 No. We really want to be doing every 643 00:38:10,800 --> 00:38:14,800 week and also I wanted to acknowledge you know you talking 644 00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:17,800 about that situation in the past and you being a part of that 645 00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,200 community and stuff that happened with you. 646 00:38:20,500 --> 00:38:25,900 I think that those conversations are really important because Cuz 647 00:38:26,400 --> 00:38:30,900 there's not only good experiences and you people do 648 00:38:30,900 --> 00:38:33,000 have to weed out just because somebody tells you that they're 649 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:36,800 like spiritually inclined doesn't mean anything facts. 650 00:38:37,100 --> 00:38:40,500 And you just got to like be Discerning because sometimes 651 00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:44,100 people will give you messages that truly don't resonate with 652 00:38:44,100 --> 00:38:45,700 you. And do not be afraid to tell 653 00:38:45,700 --> 00:38:48,300 someone like, you know what, like, that doesn't resonate with 654 00:38:48,300 --> 00:38:50,800 me right now. But like, I'll take an 655 00:38:50,800 --> 00:38:53,400 accountability or like, you know, I had a reading one time 656 00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:57,700 from someone. And they were like, giving me 657 00:38:57,700 --> 00:39:01,800 all this feedback that was like just really not relevant to my 658 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:04,900 life and instead of like, talking down to them or 659 00:39:04,908 --> 00:39:08,200 anything, I just kind of took it with like a grain of salt. 660 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,200 Like I just didn't take it all to Heart, Like I didn't write 661 00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:12,600 them back and say like, oh, this doesn't resonate. 662 00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:14,500 I just basically was like, you know why? 663 00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:17,300 I'm just going to let this play out if it does, or it doesn't. 664 00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:21,100 But it was like real, like, limited the reading was and I 665 00:39:21,107 --> 00:39:25,000 just was like, why is the reading about other people? 666 00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:29,100 I like in different ways and like I get readings about that 667 00:39:29,100 --> 00:39:32,100 kind of often sometimes. Like, they'll pick up on someone 668 00:39:32,100 --> 00:39:35,400 else's energy that are is either like connected to me or in my 669 00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:38,700 life and it's like, I don't know it. 670 00:39:38,700 --> 00:39:41,300 I have to be really careful about who I let into my energy 671 00:39:41,300 --> 00:39:44,100 because of that because sometimes I feel like spirit 672 00:39:44,100 --> 00:39:47,800 will mislead them just to protect me because it's like hmm 673 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:50,700 I don't know about them like I don't know it. 674 00:39:50,700 --> 00:39:55,000 What's really weird is that girl there was this girl y'all. 675 00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:58,700 Like, I'm at their Instagram and she lived in New York and she 676 00:39:58,700 --> 00:40:01,600 was bored ever. Well, then she just disappeared 677 00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:05,900 one day and Gemini, and I was like worried about her and was 678 00:40:05,900 --> 00:40:09,100 like, where'd she go and then out of nowhere? 679 00:40:09,100 --> 00:40:11,700 I saw that. She started posting YouTube 680 00:40:11,700 --> 00:40:15,500 videos because I'm obviously subscribe to her YouTube. 681 00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:18,900 I didn't know that so when I saw that, I was like, oh, she's 682 00:40:18,900 --> 00:40:21,800 pure. So Jim and I looked at her page 683 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:25,000 and she was like, yeah, she's blocked us from everything. 684 00:40:25,900 --> 00:40:28,500 And that's just so weird to me like, why are people like that 685 00:40:28,500 --> 00:40:30,700 like bar people and weird ass shit like that? 686 00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:35,000 That I mean we talked about that recently, though, where we 687 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:38,200 talked about people who compete with us, who were genuinely 688 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:42,300 supporting who are in like a secret competition. 689 00:40:42,500 --> 00:40:47,700 And honestly like if seeing us do well and like evolve together 690 00:40:47,700 --> 00:40:52,300 triggers people, Bye. Like I would rather what was 691 00:40:52,300 --> 00:40:55,400 shitty about that was that we were actually like worried about 692 00:40:55,400 --> 00:40:58,000 that person and you new things going on in their lives, behind 693 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:00,500 the scenes. And so the, hey, we haven't 694 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:02,700 heard was like a genuine concern. 695 00:41:02,900 --> 00:41:06,100 So then to have care and consideration, where like, 696 00:41:06,100 --> 00:41:08,200 you're going to be concerned because you haven't heard from 697 00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:12,700 somebody and you're texting and reaching out all these Avenues. 698 00:41:12,700 --> 00:41:16,400 And then you find out like oh, you got blocked and there's 699 00:41:16,400 --> 00:41:21,900 never anything that's happened. Like It's weird to me, you know, 700 00:41:21,900 --> 00:41:24,300 it's crazy. I think like what was weird 701 00:41:24,300 --> 00:41:26,800 about that, is that me? And that girl had like, work 702 00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:28,700 together a lot. And she was one of the only 703 00:41:28,700 --> 00:41:32,000 people that I was letting read for me for quite some time. 704 00:41:32,300 --> 00:41:35,600 And it was just interesting how that all unfolded because there 705 00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:39,000 was never any, like, confrontation or words or there 706 00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:41,200 was never anything. That was said there was never 707 00:41:41,200 --> 00:41:43,500 any fallen out. There was never any nothing. 708 00:41:43,500 --> 00:41:46,000 There was nothing, it was so weird, and I was genuinely 709 00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:49,000 worried for her, because she was gone through like a domestic. 710 00:41:50,100 --> 00:41:56,500 Energy connection David. Unlike, you know, at that time, 711 00:41:56,600 --> 00:42:00,300 I feel like I was trying to help her and maybe she didn't want 712 00:42:00,300 --> 00:42:03,100 that help or maybe, like when people go back to those toxic 713 00:42:03,100 --> 00:42:06,100 connections, they're embarrassed to, and they don't want people 714 00:42:06,100 --> 00:42:09,000 to know like that, they're making bad decisions, I don't 715 00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:10,800 really know. I don't really care what people 716 00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:12,900 do with their life. So for them to feel some type of 717 00:42:12,900 --> 00:42:17,800 way enough to block me you podcast page and Beyond. 718 00:42:17,800 --> 00:42:20,100 It's just like, that's a little Effort. 719 00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:24,200 Somebody was talking to me today, someone who does 720 00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:27,200 mentorship with me. And they were saying that what 721 00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:31,700 they're noticing, like by listening to our stuff and being 722 00:42:31,700 --> 00:42:37,300 in our energy is that there are people who get really triggered 723 00:42:37,300 --> 00:42:41,300 by being around people who face their own shit and kind of 724 00:42:41,300 --> 00:42:44,400 expect the people around them to work on their own healing 725 00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:51,000 journey to that people having to like face certain Things or have 726 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:54,400 certain personality traits called out that it makes them 727 00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:57,500 uncomfortable and they have to remove themselves because they 728 00:42:57,500 --> 00:43:01,400 can't handle being in like that healing space where you're 729 00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:06,700 required to look at yourself and heal and that kind of like 730 00:43:07,700 --> 00:43:12,400 shifted my my viewpoint a little bit today, where I'm like oh 731 00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:14,200 you're right like it maybe it doesn't. 732 00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:17,100 Maybe it's not always personal. Maybe it is a. 733 00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:20,100 You really can't handle that's that. 734 00:43:20,200 --> 00:43:24,800 That somebody can look through you and I think people get drawn 735 00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:28,400 to the idea of people being psychic and people being able to 736 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,500 like read energy and stuff. But when you're actually 737 00:43:31,500 --> 00:43:35,000 spending time with people who read energy and understand 738 00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:38,800 things, they Point things out for you on your healing Journey 739 00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:44,400 without meaning to Girl so much of what you're saying is 740 00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:48,600 resonating with me because some people like they connect but 741 00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:52,100 they don't connect the dots personally, they're just wanting 742 00:43:52,100 --> 00:43:53,700 other people do the fucking work for them. 743 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:57,000 It's something. It's so triggering and I respect 744 00:43:57,000 --> 00:44:00,100 the fuck out of people that are ready to make those changes and 745 00:44:00,100 --> 00:44:04,100 even if you're not like I still respect you for trying but like, 746 00:44:04,100 --> 00:44:07,400 you know, you have to be the one who's in control. 747 00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:08,900 You have to be the one that's ready. 748 00:44:09,100 --> 00:44:12,500 And honestly like Divine timing has been at Play Because here 749 00:44:12,500 --> 00:44:18,500 lately, I'm telling y'all, I have been on a whole nother 750 00:44:18,500 --> 00:44:23,400 level of Captain with people like just whole nother level and 751 00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:26,300 it's like, it's really cool when you do build bonds with people 752 00:44:26,300 --> 00:44:29,400 so that you have that super telepathic, and spiritual 753 00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:32,300 connection with them. So we appreciate every one of 754 00:44:32,300 --> 00:44:34,400 you all. We literally love you all so 755 00:44:34,400 --> 00:44:38,200 much and we're so grateful. We will be posting more details 756 00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:42,400 about the next full moon circle. Sign up for our patreon sign up 757 00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:47,100 for all the things and without further, Ado, Gemini, anything. 758 00:44:47,700 --> 00:44:54,300 You want to wrap up with? um, before we go, I do want to 759 00:44:54,300 --> 00:44:58,900 say that I am enrolling for my class again right now, the 760 00:45:00,500 --> 00:45:03,500 personalizing your craft class. So, if you guys have been 761 00:45:03,500 --> 00:45:06,000 looking at, like, witchcraft classes or anything like that, 762 00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:11,400 you can message me on my Instagram, Gemini underscore 763 00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:17,000 goddess for 20 and Polly. And I'll be back for episode 764 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:19,500 next week. And I'm so glad we were back 765 00:45:19,500 --> 00:45:23,600 today and that's all I got We love you all and we will see you 766 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:27,300 in Candyland next time. I