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Welcome to fucking Dandy land 
hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 

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Welcome back to Candyland our 
season finale of season 2 

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Gemini. 
Does it feel like you've been 

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doing this for two seasons 
because it doesn't feel that way

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here. 
What it feels like is that we've

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really grown in elevated as 
people in the last year in a 

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half or a little over a year or 
even just a year and a half. 

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Because I feel like, you know, 
where was a lot of planning and 

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a lot of things that went into 
creating the It cast it wasn't 

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like it was just born overnight 
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So I do think that like when I 
look back at like who I was like

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two years ago I do think there 
was still a lot being hidden 

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like not yet revealed for what 
my purpose truly was. 

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And I'm really grateful for that
because it's really that time 

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Motel of like if you got what 
you wanted, when you wanted it, 

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it wouldn't have been an 
alignment long-term or like 

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wouldn't have been what? 
I thought it was, and I think 

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that's so important because 
people rush in to relationships 

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and like, marriages and 
different things in their life 

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that are supposed to be like a 
lifelong commitment, and people 

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don't think things through like,
they're making extremely 

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permanent decisions on those 
temporary fillings that fade 

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over time. 
And I think that's why people 

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are so lonely because we don't 
learn about ourselves deeper. 

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So I think this podcast is 
invited us both to really learn 

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about ourselves deeper because 
We've not like sugar-coated our 

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life. 
It's not like oh it was puppies 

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and rainbows for the last year 
and a half like you know there's

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been Tower moments and I think 
that it was cool to be able to 

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grow through those instead of 
like sitting on that energy or 

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talking shit or like doing the 
low vibrational stuff, we like 

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really built upon that energy. 
Somebody had messaged me that 

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listen to last week's episode 
and was like how does will drama

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be like finding you guys? 
And I for me, I reflected on 

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that for a minute and I'm like, 
you know what? 

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Like we go through the same 
amount of stuff, I don't feel 

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like, I feel like we have less 
than a whole bunch of people, 

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but with having a podcast or 
being on, you know, a public 

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platform at all. 
We are sharing that stuff with 

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other people. 
And so it may seem like we go 

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through more things, but I think
that's because we're so open 

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about things that we go through.
Which allows people to see 

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behind the scenes on that growth
Journey that you're talking 

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about is like, yes, we are both 
very different evolved people 

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than when we first started the 
podcast. 

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I know that something for me 
that I reflect on a lot is my 

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communication and my ability to 
go back and forth with having 

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Asians and not feeling like they
probably don't want to hear what

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I'm having to say anyway. 
So I'll just be quiet and let 

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Paige talk which is how I used 
to feel and was like oh she's so

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much better at communicating 
than I am and whatever. 

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And now I'm like that's my bitch
and I got to tell her all my 

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stories. 
Yeah, you know, I do. 

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See a lot of growth on you. 
I'm just a personal level since 

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we started the podcast because I
do think that, you know, it is 

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important to have a support 
system of people that really do 

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want to see you win. 
Because when you, Find those 

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people, you become an 
Unstoppable Force because those 

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outside energies and those low 
vibrational conversations become

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noise. 
And it becomes difficult to. 

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If you don't have, I think 
especially this year you and I 

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have experience like having 
people inside of our inner 

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circles that were supportive to 
a point. 

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I'm supportive until I'm 
intimidated and then I have to 

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go let other people know that I 
don't like what you do or I'm 

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not liking something and that 
can be a very uncomfortable 

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place to blossoming. where 
you're like gosh I just want to 

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grow and expand and then you're 
like but fuck it's so 

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uncomfortable out here because 
like everybody's a little spooky

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and I don't know what to expect 
and so being able to I think for

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me us really talking about like 
authentic connections and coming

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back every week and having these
like check-ins and discussions 

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about things and like different 
viewpoints on it has really 

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helped me with being able to 
align With energy that serves me

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because we are constantly 
redirecting our energy into that

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space. 
And that's what we wanted it to 

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be for listeners to. 
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Because when we entertain that 
low vibrational energy, like 

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it's a reflection of what we're 
entertaining and I love that you

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pointed that out because 
long-term, as you grow your 

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going to leave people behind, 
you're going to leave behind 

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people. 
You never thought would do you 

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wrong or You never thought 
wouldn't be standing beside you,

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or whatever, you know, and I 
love that we've grown so much in

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such a short time because the 
time is going to pass 

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regardless. 
You can look around at people 

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that are doing things that 
intimidate you and make fun of 

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them or be upset or triggered by
that energy. 

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Or you can get up off your ass 
and go after your dreams because

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you will be less, worried less 
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If you're exude Any energy into 
something and you're creating 

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something that you're proud of. 
And I think that's what I really

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feel about the podcast. 
That is really bringing me into,

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like, this humbling moment is 
like, I'm just so proud that we 

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like stuck to it. 
Even those times where like we 

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dropped an episode late, or we 
dropped episodes early. 

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Like, whatever it was like, we 
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And instead of being upset about
the change in plans, we just 

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like went with it. 
Yeah, I next made it is super 

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comfortable space and something.
I wanted to go back on and touch

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on that you talked about was 
like an instant gratification 

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thing, or expecting things to be
long-term that are meant to be 

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short-term. 
And I really think that people 

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being so Hollywood eyes and 
seeing like romances and 

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friendships and whatever unfold 
over a period of like, two and a

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half three hours or something. 
And You seeing something 

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happening, really fast and then 
it just cuts off with a perfect 

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happily ever after. 
I think that it really puts 

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unrealistic expectations and two
people romance wise, friendship 

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wise, and people do lose the 
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Like, this is a perfectly 
scripted thing with multiple 

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people in here, manipulating 
these relationships, to make you

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feel that way. 
And I think that there are a lot

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of people who were They use 
glamour magic or it's just a 

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part of their personality are 
really good at writing scripts 

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for their own lives and so they 
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their lives. 
Think different things about 

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them and it's all for like a 
show where a performance and I'm

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not buying tickets to the circus
and I don't want free tickets 

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either. 
So stop trying to give me free 

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tickets to your circus because 
fuck out of here with that 

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nonsense that is fucking kid 
shit. 

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It is time to grow. 
Oh up and cut the distractions 

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quit being Your Own Worst. 
Enemy, if you use the words I'm 

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My Own Worst Enemy then you need
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first would be personal 
reflection second therapy like 

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seriously like quit being Your 
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choosing that that's your 
reality that you're choosing and

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then like third a lot of people 
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through Relationships through 
their romantic Partners like 

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they date people who take away 
their power or oh my God, I have

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to ask or I can't do that or I 
can't cut my hair that way or do

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the things I want to do, you 
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I see that so often and when 
people get around me, I show you

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that that's all bullshit. 
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you're going through a breakup 
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I like, I know when I meet 
friends and they fall off or 

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they randomly block me, that 
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That I did. 
It's that me, living 

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prosperously and happily with no
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they're doing, bothers them. 
Because they can't stop thinking

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about me or they're worried 
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glimpse into my life and now 
they want more of that or they 

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want that to be them and they 
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It's me. 
And that's weird. 

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And it's not even just me like 
this is a metaphorical thing 

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like this happens to everyone 
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As an example because I love me,
but I also love you and like 

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love Jim and I and Love whoever 
the fuck because at the same 

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time, like we can all win and I 
know like some people have their

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strengths and some people have 
their weaknesses and it's best 

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to just utilize what you're good
at and then let other people 

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pick up those other parts and 
quit trying to worry about it. 

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All Yeah, you're one of those 
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I'm going to make you believe in
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And I absolutely understand that
and I resonate with that because

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I feel like inside of 
friendships, if you have 

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problems inside of your 
relationship or you feel 

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undervalued in your 
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going to end up. 
Not liking me because when you 

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come and you hang out with me, 
I'm like you shouldn't be being 

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treated that way. 
You shouldn't be being talked to

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that way there. 
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Okay, so with this conversation,
obviously, like, I'm married, 

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right? 
And so I do have conversations 

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with my husband of like, hey, 
I'm wanting to go and do this 

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trip where I'm wanting to go do 
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It's not Daddy, can I go and go 
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It's more of like, what's your 
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Like, do you have anything going
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Those are healthy conversations 
that you should be having in, 

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like check-ins that you should 
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respect. 
Making sure that like your 

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family life is going to be taken
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But the cook and I think that 
people confuse those like 

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respectful conversations and 
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the am. 
I allowed to go out? 

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And then somebody throwing a fit
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something, you don't deserve to 
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Like you are doing something 
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person outside of your life 
partner, you have to have To me,

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that is a form of isolation and 
abuse to me. 

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If you aren't allowed to go out 
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other conversations, if your 
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are venting to your friend or 
getting their perspective on 

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something, and they're mad about
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That's because they don't want 
somebody else giving you a 

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different Viewpoint and then, 
possibly being wrong inside of a

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situation. 
And you and I are both the 

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People that are going to be 
like, what? 

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Like not in a judgmental way. 
But in a has nobody fucking told

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you you're worth lately because 
it's not that. 

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Yeah. 
And I cannot even express what 

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you said, even more like that is
the facts. 

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And I am always that friend, 
especially that for it. 

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Like when I'm just a friend with
someone, I am really big on like

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they'll come to my house and if 
it feels like a vacation when we

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hang It's probably because 
you're living in Hell somewhere.

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Like, you know, and I hate to 
see that because I can tell when

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people isolate themselves or 
when they project onto me like 

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because the partner or the 
person will put ideas in their 

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head, like, well, she just 
thinks she's better than you or 

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she just thinks her life. 
So figured out so she can tell 

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you what, yours or whatever. 
And I lost that friend that of 

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like, 15 years. 
Remember, I told you all about 

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that earlier. 
In the year, she texts me was 

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like, Like, ever since you 
started reading tarot, were not 

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aligned your subtweeting me or 
talking about me, whatever. 

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She messaged me on my birthday 
this year and said, hey I've 

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been thinking a lot about you, I
hope you're doing well and I 

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didn't, I didn't say anything 
because at the end of the day, 

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baby girl, you thought your life
was better off without me and 

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that was what back in August. 
So it's a year later ancient 

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change for you and I'm elevating
to the fullest and you know, now

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deep down in your heart. 
You knew then as well, but it 

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Wasn't me. 
It was you and you were upset 

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that I was thriving and around 
that same time. 

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There were several people that 
exited my life and like, it's 

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weird to be like, I got you a 
birthday present and then block 

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someone, or I got you a 
Christmas present and then block

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someone, or I'm going to send 
you a present and then send your

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friend one instead. 
Like, people are fucking weird 

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and like nobody asked y'all to 
be generous or caring or show, 

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emotion that you don't show to 
others, just because I show 

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emotion and give people things. 
Things and like to share doesn't

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mean that's your spirit baby. 
So don't be trying to like 

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project your insecurities onto 
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Like that's what I find is like 
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those insecure Partners will 
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Those insecurities on you as 
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as they can because they want to
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to that. 
How long are you going to 

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tolerate that type of 
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The one-sided that you don't do 
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Oh my God. 
You've only given me for new 

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Wardrobes, but you don't do 
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You know what I mean? 
Like, check yourself please at 

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the door. 
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And for some reason to, it's 
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trying to help the most, and I 
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truly think it's because some 
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support outside of criticism. 
So, they probably have an 

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unhealed wound of when people 
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past or done things for them in 
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It's been out of a poor, you 
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And so they have that unhealed 
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receive from other people 
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And I know that something for me
that I used to feel was I used 

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to feel like if somebody gave me
something I had to I'm going to 

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give you something right back 
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receiving energy and always made
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Have to match their energies. 
So things didn't used to always 

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come from an authentic place. 
It came from a, I don't want you

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to have one up on me. 
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healing on that because that is 
unfair to the person who is 

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gifting, you who's giving to you
for you to be like, oh no, 

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whatever. 
If we had been, when we were in 

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Utah and I was doing food 
because that is like, what I 

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like. 
That is how I'm showing Love of 

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My love language. 
Each and you kept on being like,

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I don't really want this, I 
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Like you shouldn't have to cook 
for me at eventually been like, 

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well, let's fucking go cook. 
Like, you know what I mean? 

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It like, it hurt. 
It will hurt your feelings. 

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this earlier with a friend is 
like people rejecting gifts by 

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saying like oh I don't like 
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Or this isn't my style like oh 
that's fucking weird. 

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And there are several people. 
Alive. 

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Now heard that if like had that 
issue with it, like their family

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or a dynamic, a situation that 
they were exposed to and I'll 

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just say that if like someone 
takes their time to give you 

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anything regardless, if it's 
your style or you're going to 

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use it, except it and then put 
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other people or donate like you 
don't have to keep it but you 

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definitely. 
I run into that a lot because I 

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like my love language to people 
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really getting a gift for it's 
like wow page. 

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Like I really like this. 
Like, you know, I mean, I really

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am going to use this. 
Like, I like being that person, 

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that where people are like, why 
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And I love it. 
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set on things, like, I'll be 
having people as presents for 

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their birthday like months, in 
advance just because I'll find 

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something and hold onto it. 
Like, you know, But some people 

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are in that blocking energy, 
we're receiving something makes 

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them feel weak, or makes them 
feel like you, they owe you 

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something, or like, if you've 
ever had someone say to you, 

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like why I bought this for you? 
Or I did this for you or I 

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bought you school clothes, or I 
bought you school supplies or 

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even just like, basic things. 
Like, I put a roof over your 

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head, like, comments like that 
to a child, I read something. 

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And it said, the reason you have
anxiety about money, Because 

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your parents talked about bills 
around you and it made sense to 

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me because I grew up in a 
household that was very centered

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around money finances. 
Having not having. 

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If we had it, we had a lot. 
If we didn't have it, we didn't 

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have any there was like, never 
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There was never balance. 
It was, you have a lot in the 

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fridge or you have nothing in 
the fridge. 

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And so, as a child, like, 
hearing a lot of talk about 

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bills and like things like that,
in my early adult life had me 

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heavily. 
Focused on money because I 

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didn't did it want to live like 
that. 

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And so when I talk about money, 
now I come from a place of 

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peace. 
I don't mean like, oh my God, 

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like oh, just fix your credit 
idiots. 

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Like that's not what I'm saying.
I'm just saying like it's a lot 

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more common sense when you're 
not fighting a system that it's 

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going to exist. 
Regardless, if you participate 

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regardless if you know what the 
fuck you're doing, you're still 

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going to pay taxes. 
You're still going to have a 

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credit score and you're still 
not going to know how to fuck to

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use it if you don't learn. 
And Don't want him back. 

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It's like, people don't want to 
invest in my credit score, just 

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keeps going up and I don't care 
what people want to do. 

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It's the inevitable of what we 
signed up to do as humans that 

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were fighting that creates an 
imbalance in the system if you 

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just give and receive imbalance.
If you just do in Rest In 

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Balance, if you just plant and 
think and balance. 

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If you create in receive or 
whatever, the balance needs to 

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be, at the time you will be 
okay. 

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You will have what you need. 
You will drive a better car. 

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You will have a better job. 
You'll be like Gemini and go 

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from one podcast to three and 
three years. 

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Like you know you don't see that
coming. 

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When you start your first 
podcast that you're going to 

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have three, you don't see 
whenever you start a business 

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that you're going to need 
employees in the future. 

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Like you don't see those things 
because you're not supposed to. 

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If Spirit was like well around 
age, 27, you're going to meet 

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the love of your life at 32. 
You'll have a kid at 44, your 

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dog will die. 
You know, like you don't want to

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know those things like you might
think you want to know those 

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things but you know, No, because
if I had been told three years 

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ago, and three years, you're 
going to have three podcasts. 

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I would have been so fucking 
like how I work full-time. 

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I like I'm so I was so sick. 
Three years ago to like I just I

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cannot imagine knowing all of 
the stuff that I was going to do

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now. 
I would have felt extremely 

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rushed to do things in a certain
amount of time. 

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Things wouldn't have worked. 
Organically unfolded. 

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I wouldn't have been patient and
waited for things to happen 

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because I would have 
consistently been feeling like I

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needed to go and make those 
things happen. 

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Is you and I have started the 
podcast knowing. 

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We're going to do a season of 
interviewing people and then 

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we're really going to just like 
want to be solo. 

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I think that would have liked 
not helped us to progress 

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naturally to that, and it would 
have been forced and 

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inauthentic. 
Yeah, and that's what I'm 

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wanting everyone to hear. 
Like you don't want to know. 

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Milestone. 
But when you are tapped in 

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spiritually and you're using 
your intuition, you're going to 

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know what you need to know, like
you're going to know what spirit

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is revealing and what's 
important and what is valid. 

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And I think that that's what's 
really important is like I 

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didn't see even being so tapped 
in where I would be a year ago 

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from now. 
Like I remember a year ago 

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setting in my room like these 
are the moments that you're 

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going to look back on and be 
like, wow. 

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Like it's really big. 
Building something there. 

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Like I was really doing 
something there, you know. 

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And like that's right when we 
were like starting the podcast 

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and stuff, so like the momentum 
of like we were going to do by 

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weekly episodes and then we went
to weekly like we shifted a lot 

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of Dynamics early and I think 
that, you know, it would have 

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felt rushed or pressured and 
that's why I like organic energy

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and just going with the flow and
not being so like in your head 

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about things. 
I think is important and that's 

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why like the swords and the 
tarot or all about like mind and

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mental chatter and really the 
whole sort of Journey isn't 

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comfortable, like nothing about 
the sword journey is 

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comfortable. 
Most of the cards are 

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blindfolded, or crying or dead, 
and that's just the facts. 

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And when you're down, you don't 
ever think you're going to be up

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again. 
And there's a quote, from a 

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movie, the movie Blow with 
Johnny Depp and the dad is like 

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talking To him really serious 
and it's about like, you know, 

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when you're down you don't think
you're going to be up and he 

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goes in this big spill and it 
makes me think like, a lot of 

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people don't see the other side.
When they're in that darkness of

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a spiritual awakening or a 
catastrophic event or someone 

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passes away or something 
happens, that significant, that 

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is a catalyst. 
We don't see the other side of 

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it, but if you do persist like 
it unfolds differently than if 

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you're like, if New everything I
was laughing about you saying 

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blow because I was like we've 
had you mentioned blow and then 

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when we were together at the 
Airbnb, we were watching about 

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that like lady Mafia leader, 
whatever and I I don't know. 

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And then I started laughing 
about how when they busted into 

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her room. 
She was reading the Bible and 

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she's just like not all moms 
feel lady. 

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I'm reading the Bible and then 
we also watched the hey, A over 

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while we were there and getting 
roofied and shit. 

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So I just love that the best 
quotes really do come from drug 

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inspired activities. 
Well, nothing can beat the 

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crackheads from last week. 
I mean, at least, you're here in

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one piece and the really amazing
thing is like any drama that 

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we've had is only to show us 
that were responding differently

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because it does not matter if 
you are the most evolved 

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motherfucker or You're a monk. 
Somebody's going to try to stir 

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the pot with you. 
Like it doesn't really matter 

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how prosperous or, you know, 
authentically or elevated that 

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you're living. 
The darkness will always try to 

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come, put out your light, but 
that's why your Force must be a 

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force to be reckoned with and 
you must elevate your mindset 

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when it comes to what you really
want and what you've been handed

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because most of those things Are
not hand-in-hand and even though

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we're like, well, these are the 
cards I have and this is what I 

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want, but I can't have what I 
want. 

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And that's your problem. 
I think that a lot of people 

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really do think. 
Oh, okay. 

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So if I'm working on myself, 
spiritually, and I like, raise 

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my vibration or whatever, then 
I'm just not going to encounter 

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bullshit anymore. 
And that is our whole point is 

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that that's so not the case the 
difference is and keeping that 

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vibration. 
The difference is how you 

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approach and process situations.
It's not that we don't go 

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through the same things at. 
These are what our mindsets are 

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while we're working on. 
Going through it. 

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Hey, we had all of this drama 
happen. 

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That's what we learned. 
We learned that we already knew 

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things we needed to trust our 
intuition. 

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We needed to work more on our 
protection magic. 

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We really needed to be in each 
other's communities more. 

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And instead of trying to To be 
involved with each other but 

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have a respectful difference. 
Like if we're going to do this 

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we're going to do this and we're
a fucking team, like it really 

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just depends and some people 
would have experienced that and 

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shut their businesses down. 
They wouldn't have done what 

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they were doing anymore because 
because they felt betrayed or 

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taken advantage of or whatever 
and and fuckin Oregon last week.

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We could have been, like, 
earlier this week. 

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I guess we could have been like,
oh no, we're going to stay here 

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another night because we still 
have work to do. 

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Like, you know, whatever but 
we're like we're all trusting 

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intuition and bouncing. 
So that's the overall amount of 

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money is going to have me going 
or staying or being somewhere 

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that I feel unsafe. 
I don't give a fuck. 

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I promise you. 
I will lose two three, four, 

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five hundred dollars and not go 
somewhere that feels unsafe back

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to. 
Whenever I went to Detroit that 

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original Airbnb, in Daytona 
Beach. 

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Supposedly said it had roaches. 
I wasn't going there. 

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Not a chance in hell. 
Well, and then we go to the real

447
00:26:28,700 --> 00:26:33,600
hell on Earth and I'll never 
ever forget that trip because it

448
00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:38,400
taught me a lot. 
You can't visit everywhere and 

449
00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:40,400
stay in an Airbnb. 
Some places. 

450
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:43,200
You're just going to have to 
spend the money on the hotel if 

451
00:26:43,200 --> 00:26:47,000
you want to go there because at 
least I Hotel I could have 

452
00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:49,200
called corporate. 
Like there's there's levels to 

453
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:53,300
it but are being Vis. 
Customer support is the absolute

454
00:26:53,300 --> 00:26:55,300
worst thing I've ever dealt 
with. 

455
00:26:55,700 --> 00:26:59,800
And I promise You anyone 
listening who considers using 

456
00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:04,500
Airbnb, they are not vetting. 
These homes. 

457
00:27:04,500 --> 00:27:09,500
So just because I have a home 
that has doors and windows are 

458
00:27:09,500 --> 00:27:11,500
conditioned and heat is 
optional. 

459
00:27:11,900 --> 00:27:15,600
I can put it on Airbnb. 
I stayed in a home and 

460
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:21,200
Indianapolis late last year that
I promise you, the lady had 

461
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:23,700
glued affirmations. 
Remember, I told you all that, 

462
00:27:23,700 --> 00:27:28,100
like Post-It note vision board 
loot, To her wall in the back 

463
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:33,300
and then food in the fridge, 
this lady picked up and went and

464
00:27:33,300 --> 00:27:38,700
stayed at her boyfriends, her 
boyfriend, or wherever her 

465
00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:40,600
brother's. 
I don't know, I don't care. 

466
00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:44,900
But she picked up and I could 
have went in her panties or and 

467
00:27:44,900 --> 00:27:48,300
Peak with the fuck she had. 
Now, that's weird to me. 

468
00:27:48,700 --> 00:27:52,000
How are you going to let someone
literally sleep in your bed? 

469
00:27:52,300 --> 00:27:56,800
And you know, like I mean, let's
just be honest, they say Say 

470
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:59,200
they're changing sheets and all 
this shit, but who's to say? 

471
00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:07,700
They are So yeah, this is the 
first time that I've ever booked

472
00:28:07,700 --> 00:28:10,700
an Airbnb that I ever stayed in 
an Airbnb. 

473
00:28:11,100 --> 00:28:15,900
And I more than likely, I will 
never do it again this alone. 

474
00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:23,000
No, he stayed in Airbnb. 
Okay, well, then that if we even

475
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:27,900
paid for that, and if it was 
even a thing, but what I paid 

476
00:28:27,900 --> 00:28:29,400
for it on my card, what do you 
mean? 

477
00:28:30,300 --> 00:28:33,100
We paid for that. 
I don't think homegirl had to 

478
00:28:33,100 --> 00:28:36,200
pay for our stay. 
I think homegirl pocketed are 

479
00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:40,000
cast the whole fucking time. 
I consistently thought that but 

480
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:43,000
that's just me, I think I've 
told Jackie that too. 

481
00:28:43,900 --> 00:28:47,700
So you think that she got the 
Hook-Up from her friend and we 

482
00:28:47,700 --> 00:28:51,500
didn't pay to stay there. 
I think that she got the Hook-Up

483
00:28:51,500 --> 00:28:53,800
from her friend. 
I think that she took our money.

484
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:55,600
I think that's why the whole 
time. 

485
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,100
She was like, don't worry about 
gasps. 

486
00:28:57,100 --> 00:28:59,800
Don't worry about this, don't 
worry about that. 

487
00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:03,900
What I think happened because 
she felt guilty because he felt 

488
00:29:03,900 --> 00:29:05,600
guilty and that's why she was 
like here. 

489
00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:09,100
I got this pain for you and all 
this other stuff. 

490
00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:13,400
Absolutely 100%. 
Well, I just know that at the 

491
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:17,100
end of the day you can't travel 
with everyone, you can't stand 

492
00:29:17,100 --> 00:29:20,400
Airbnb everywhere, I don't care 
how good the reviews are, they 

493
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:23,100
are lying. 
And you know what's Wild is I've

494
00:29:23,100 --> 00:29:27,700
learned that they'll reduce the 
rate to like 40 or $50 a night 

495
00:29:27,700 --> 00:29:30,900
and get a bunch of good reviews 
because Of course, if you stay 

496
00:29:30,900 --> 00:29:35,200
at a mediocre place for $50, 
you're going to be like Tim was 

497
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,700
great. 
Communication was on point. 

498
00:29:37,700 --> 00:29:41,800
There was a bed with pillows, 
you know what I mean? 

499
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:47,400
But then, if you pay 250 a night
for the same thing, your reviews

500
00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:50,000
are going to be a little mixed 
when you just spent five hundred

501
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:53,900
dollars on this mediocre smells 
like Grandma's dungeon. 

502
00:29:56,100 --> 00:29:58,800
We stayed. 
So this place that we got was 

503
00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:07,900
like 450 or some shit like that 
or 487 for tonight's and so when

504
00:30:07,900 --> 00:30:11,400
we booked it we were both like 
this is going to be a nice 

505
00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:13,200
house. 
Like whatever it's going to be 

506
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:16,500
amazing, house itself is great. 
They don't tell you that you're 

507
00:30:16,500 --> 00:30:22,100
on the sidewalk and fucking 
crack city and Airbnb to talk 

508
00:30:22,100 --> 00:30:23,800
about the Airbnb, customer 
service. 

509
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:25,700
Then you until you about the 
customer service experience. 

510
00:30:25,900 --> 00:30:28,700
Baby. 
First of all, I was on speaker 

511
00:30:28,700 --> 00:30:30,200
phone and the car while we were 
driving back. 

512
00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:34,200
So Tanya my assistant and my 
sister-in-law heard it over 

513
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:39,700
here, I need to work an upgrade 
your call to the next assistant 

514
00:30:39,700 --> 00:30:42,900
and then you talk to somebody 
and he'd be like, oh I actually,

515
00:30:42,900 --> 00:30:46,200
I need to escalate this this 
bitch escalated. 

516
00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:48,400
So fuck it, I don't know where 
we ended up. 

517
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:52,500
We escalated so fucking high up 
in the ranking and their thing 

518
00:30:52,500 --> 00:30:57,500
was Air B&B is not responsible. 
Well for the community that 

519
00:30:57,500 --> 00:31:01,600
people's homes are on site of, 
so it is what it is. 

520
00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:05,300
And I said, what would have 
happened if the person who was 

521
00:31:05,300 --> 00:31:08,400
breaking in next door, had 
broken in to the house and 

522
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,000
something had happened to us 
like this Airbnb. 

523
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:15,200
Take any responsibility for the 
homeowner not telling anybody 

524
00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:19,000
about the neighborhood or 
anything and their thing was we 

525
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:22,000
talk to the host. 
They didn't they didn't answer 

526
00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:23,700
on that. 
We talk to the host. 

527
00:31:23,700 --> 00:31:25,700
She's not willing to do a 
refund. 

528
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:29,300
And and these are the policies 
of Airbnb we have to follow 

529
00:31:29,300 --> 00:31:32,300
them. 
That's exactly what happened in 

530
00:31:32,308 --> 00:31:36,500
Detroit and they were no help. 
When the guy literally three 

531
00:31:36,500 --> 00:31:39,600
hours after check-in had 
literally still not sent us the 

532
00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:42,300
address because he wanted to 
make sure that the check-in 

533
00:31:42,300 --> 00:31:47,300
process had started on the app 
so that there was no partial or 

534
00:31:47,300 --> 00:31:50,700
no refund, in general there. 
I mean, a lot of them, they 

535
00:31:50,700 --> 00:31:53,800
don't even have refunds, like I 
canceled one, I didn't even go 

536
00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:58,300
and I lost 50%. 
Like I almost every time, like I

537
00:31:58,300 --> 00:32:00,800
didn't even get there, I didn't 
even get to go. 

538
00:32:00,800 --> 00:32:04,700
And some of them I cancelled 
months in advance like three and

539
00:32:04,700 --> 00:32:08,200
four months and I still had to 
pay 50%. 

540
00:32:09,100 --> 00:32:13,400
So that's why I'll yeah, I don't
know, I'm few and far in 

541
00:32:13,408 --> 00:32:16,900
between, I'm going back to 
hotels because honestly, every 

542
00:32:16,900 --> 00:32:19,200
time I said a hotel, like it's 
been really nice. 

543
00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:20,900
People are like, how can I 
accommodate you? 

544
00:32:20,900 --> 00:32:24,400
And honestly hotels were 
struggling so bad during the 

545
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:29,100
pandemic, because airbnb's were 
more free for all and you didn't

546
00:32:29,100 --> 00:32:31,400
have to wear masks and it was a 
lot less stress. 

547
00:32:31,400 --> 00:32:34,000
So people started opening them 
in abundance. 

548
00:32:34,300 --> 00:32:38,200
Well, then hotels have bounced 
back baby and they've really up 

549
00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:40,000
their shit. 
A lot of the hotels I've been in

550
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:43,500
recently have been really nice, 
very accommodating and just 

551
00:32:43,500 --> 00:32:46,400
overall like a really great 
experience. 

552
00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:51,900
But I tell you we went and we 
stayed for our anniversary at 

553
00:32:51,900 --> 00:32:57,200
this, like themed hotel and the 
one that we got was the Oregon 

554
00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:00,700
Trail. 
And so the hotel is owned by 

555
00:33:00,700 --> 00:33:06,000
Mormons, but they had cauldron 
baths. 

556
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,500
They had bath salts. 
They had spelled Rolls and all 

557
00:33:09,500 --> 00:33:12,300
kinds of stuff in the thing. 
And I was looking at it. 

558
00:33:12,300 --> 00:33:14,000
And then I'm looking at the kid 
at the front desk. 

559
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:18,700
And I said, isn't this owned by 
Mormons and he goes, yeah, and I

560
00:33:18,700 --> 00:33:22,800
said, but you guys sell like 
which he things like cauldrons 

561
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:25,500
and spell jars and stuff and 
he's like, yeah, and I was like,

562
00:33:25,500 --> 00:33:27,900
that's pretty cool. 
And he's like, yeah, they'll 

563
00:33:27,900 --> 00:33:31,600
sell anything to make it Aller 
and it just fucking made me. 

564
00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:35,200
Let this kid had to have been 
like, I don't know like 17 and 

565
00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:37,400
yeah, we will hell. 
Yeah brother. 

566
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:40,800
I agree we sure will. 
Dad, brother, trying to make a 

567
00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:44,200
dollar. 
Every time you say brother, it 

568
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:47,200
makes me think of Hulk Hogan, 
and I always just your brother 

569
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:52,700
in the Brethren, the Brethren. 
Look at my cute hand, they when 

570
00:33:52,700 --> 00:33:55,400
your shoulders popping out all 
your shirts and you're like, 

571
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:59,600
yeah, brother, brother. 
Those are cute. 

572
00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:03,900
Handmade is that by the lady? 
You sent me earrings from? 

573
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:09,100
Yeah, it looks like her art. 
So Polly sent me these this 

574
00:34:09,100 --> 00:34:13,900
whole array of roach clips and 
earrings from this lady near 

575
00:34:13,900 --> 00:34:17,800
her. 
And so, I think that I recognize

576
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:21,400
the red beads because I got 
those ones from her that are the

577
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:25,000
black safety pins with the red 
beads and there are so fucking 

578
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:26,699
amazing. 
She's fire. 

579
00:34:26,699 --> 00:34:29,800
She really does amazing work. 
I love her work. 

580
00:34:29,900 --> 00:34:32,900
I'm going to start featuring it.
I'm going to start doing a 

581
00:34:33,199 --> 00:34:37,100
monthly giveaway as well on my 
patreon and I'm doing them for 

582
00:34:37,100 --> 00:34:40,699
my classes now. 
Yeah fuck yeah. 

583
00:34:40,699 --> 00:34:44,199
Well I should be honest, I think
giveaways every month on patreon

584
00:34:44,199 --> 00:34:47,400
a, such a dope idea. 
I do it for the Witchcraft boxes

585
00:34:47,900 --> 00:34:53,000
and I think that's it's a really
good way for you, to be able to 

586
00:34:53,000 --> 00:34:55,199
use your gift. 
Skipping gift. 

587
00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,400
And though, honestly, and I have
a lot of really cool stuff. 

588
00:34:58,500 --> 00:35:02,000
If that I like stockpile in 
abundance for people like us, I 

589
00:35:02,008 --> 00:35:04,700
like buying stuff and I like 
putting stuff together all the 

590
00:35:04,700 --> 00:35:06,700
time. 
So I'm going to start doing. 

591
00:35:06,700 --> 00:35:09,300
I'm actually going to start 
selling spill kids. 

592
00:35:09,300 --> 00:35:13,200
To speaking of you getting stuff
together, can we talk about your

593
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:16,300
artwork? 
Yeah, I'm getting back on the 

594
00:35:16,300 --> 00:35:20,200
artwork, train, I cleaned out my
art closet, we was cleaning out 

595
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:24,100
the closet today and I got it 
popping up. 

596
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:28,400
I went off today and I got this 
hung up and called Vic. 

597
00:35:28,500 --> 00:35:31,900
Clean and I got all the art 
stuff out. 

598
00:35:31,900 --> 00:35:37,200
I got a whole new just set up 
with organization and I spread 

599
00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:40,000
out my new plants. 
I've been repotting plants like 

600
00:35:40,300 --> 00:35:43,900
I'm feeling artsy. 
I'm feeling excited. 

601
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:49,400
Summertime, baby. 
Bill artsy-fartsy. 

602
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:53,800
I like it and you're going to be
selling your artwork and what 

603
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:58,800
people just pay shipping Well, 
I'm not, I'm not selling it. 

604
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:01,200
I'm only making it for people on
patreon. 

605
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:03,800
So join patreon. 
And then, if you pay shipping, 

606
00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:05,600
I'll send you a painting, an 8 
by 10. 

607
00:36:07,700 --> 00:36:10,400
Yeah bitch. 
Something shipping I want it. 

608
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:13,200
Yeah. 
Shipping I like flat rate for 

609
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:15,400
paintings because they have to 
be in a bigger box Orleans like 

610
00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:17,200
15 for the box that I have to 
use. 

611
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:20,000
But it just depends. 
I've been sending paintings out 

612
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:24,200
recently and it's been hitting a
little different, and honestly, 

613
00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:28,500
art is such a great expression 
for your intuition and being 

614
00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:32,000
able to use your intuition so 
Spirit can like connect with you

615
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,400
on a deeper level, creating 
something from nothing like 

616
00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,400
looking at pain, or looking at a
medium. 

617
00:36:37,500 --> 00:36:40,000
Mm. 
And creating something is 

618
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:43,600
connecting with Spirit. 
It is a channel and form of 

619
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:48,100
spiritual work and all artists 
are channeling some type of 

620
00:36:48,100 --> 00:36:51,700
spiritual communication to Earth
through their art. 

621
00:36:51,700 --> 00:36:55,500
Whether that's music or are or, 
you know, you take junk and turn

622
00:36:55,500 --> 00:37:02,100
it into treasure, it is all a 
art form from the divine I had 

623
00:37:02,100 --> 00:37:06,500
been having a my old job. 
I had a patient who she was 

624
00:37:06,500 --> 00:37:10,000
talking about, how she was doing
different kinds of paintings and

625
00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:12,500
she would go out into nature and
she would like paint the 

626
00:37:12,500 --> 00:37:16,600
landscape or whatever and I made
a comment like, oh, I wish that 

627
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:19,000
I was artistic or something like
that, but there's no way I could

628
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:22,000
do that. 
And she went in, she sat down at

629
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:27,700
my desk and went into this whole
thing of everybody has different

630
00:37:27,700 --> 00:37:30,300
artistic gifts and can do things
in different ways. 

631
00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:32,900
Ways she's like I could never 
wear makeup for me. 

632
00:37:32,900 --> 00:37:35,200
People who know how to do their 
own makeup. 

633
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:38,800
She's like that is really crazy 
to me like that's artistic and 

634
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:41,200
she said, people who know how to
Interior Design. 

635
00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:43,200
That's beautiful. 
Because I don't know how to do 

636
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:45,900
that and that just really got 
me. 

637
00:37:45,900 --> 00:37:49,500
I think that was when I had 
first started the podcast too. 

638
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:53,400
So that really got me going with
like, oh, wow, like even 

639
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:56,800
communication can be an art form
because some people don't have 

640
00:37:56,800 --> 00:37:58,300
that. 
Yeah. 

641
00:37:58,300 --> 00:38:00,300
And that's what's really cool 
about this, like do. 

642
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:03,200
Galloping your own skills and 
not looking at other peoples 

643
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:05,000
paper. 
And not looking at like a 

644
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:08,000
blueprint that someone else put 
out that worked for them. 

645
00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:11,200
Because I'll be honest, I go in 
and out of waves, with all of 

646
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:13,700
the modalities that I use here 
lately. 

647
00:38:13,700 --> 00:38:17,400
I've been really on Reiki and 
meditation like deep meditation 

648
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:20,600
actual traveling. 
I've been, like, I know we 

649
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:22,400
talked about it. 
I've been sleeping in front of 

650
00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:25,000
mirrors, and all of my mirrors 
make these portals. 

651
00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:28,600
I've been sleeping in front of 
Holly like a lot, but I've been 

652
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:33,000
doing it and it's been so cool. 
Because so many people are like,

653
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:36,300
oh my gosh, like I saw you on 
the astral realm and you were 

654
00:38:36,300 --> 00:38:39,600
doing all this healing work and 
you are helping this person and 

655
00:38:39,700 --> 00:38:41,600
you are helping me and like all 
this stuff. 

656
00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:44,300
So I do think it's important. 
Like I don't think there's 

657
00:38:44,300 --> 00:38:45,900
anything bad sleeping in front 
of mirrors. 

658
00:38:45,900 --> 00:38:49,600
When I first started spiritual 
work, I did speak on sleeping. 

659
00:38:49,600 --> 00:38:54,900
A mirrors being not not the 
best, but I personally think 

660
00:38:54,900 --> 00:38:57,600
that I've reached a point of 
elevation that I can. 

661
00:38:57,800 --> 00:39:01,500
Maybe it's not for everyone. 
Maybe like, Connecting with that

662
00:39:01,500 --> 00:39:04,300
much energy when you sleep would
leave, you feel fatigued or 

663
00:39:04,300 --> 00:39:07,500
tired. 
But her me, I'm like a mirror 

664
00:39:07,500 --> 00:39:09,000
freak. 
I live in a house of mirrors. 

665
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,300
I probably have over 15 years of
my house. 

666
00:39:11,300 --> 00:39:14,200
So yeah. 
But the difference is that 

667
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,200
you're inside of a spiritual 
space where you're taking care 

668
00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:19,700
of your mirrors, where you're 
washing your mirrors, where you 

669
00:39:19,700 --> 00:39:22,000
clean your mirrors, where you 
cleanse your space, all of the 

670
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:27,500
time where you're in control of 
the energy in your space, people

671
00:39:27,500 --> 00:39:32,000
will go and buy funky a smear 
Jurors that antique shops and 

672
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:34,800
all this shit and then just have
it face their bed, not knowing 

673
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,900
what they're doing. 
Absolutely, the fuck not. 

674
00:39:36,900 --> 00:39:39,700
We are not even though I don't 
like, I don't like condone 

675
00:39:39,700 --> 00:39:42,400
getting The Grudge mirror but 
almost all my mirrors have been 

676
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:45,300
thrifted at some point. 
But I like literally at this 

677
00:39:45,300 --> 00:39:49,100
Airbnb I made a tick tock, we 
literally put a sheet over them.

678
00:39:49,100 --> 00:39:52,500
There was a mirror on this old 
ass armoire facing the bed. 

679
00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:56,700
I'm like the fuck note and my 
assistant came out, so curved 

680
00:39:56,700 --> 00:39:58,300
mirror out. 
She's like I'm not fucking 

681
00:39:58,300 --> 00:40:00,300
sleeping with this shit even 
before she knew. 

682
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:06,500
Honestly, I'm just like only 
gonna go to hotels and sketchy 

683
00:40:06,500 --> 00:40:10,200
areas like if I don't know the 
area and I know this are like if

684
00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:13,000
you're going to go to Nashville,
you can probably say an Airbnb 

685
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:15,700
was going to be about six 
hundred dollars a night but like

686
00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:18,700
in Kentucky it's the same way I 
told you that before. 

687
00:40:18,700 --> 00:40:22,200
Like there are a lot of areas 
that are trying to become 

688
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:26,800
up-and-coming but yet you walk 
down the street and you don't 

689
00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:30,100
know what you're about to be 
working with and that's just not

690
00:40:30,100 --> 00:40:33,000
safe. 
It's not safe because Airbnb is 

691
00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:35,700
not coming ever to inspect these
homes. 

692
00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:38,000
They don't know if they have 
roaches, they don't know if they

693
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,200
have bed bugs. 
No one is inspecting them. 

694
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:44,400
There is no like code and force 
like there should be a code 

695
00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:49,000
enforcer and every city and 
state for Airbnb that 

696
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:55,100
periodically can show up on the 
property address and take a 

697
00:40:55,107 --> 00:40:59,000
peek. 
I personally think that Airbnb 

698
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:04,300
should invest in people who have
to go and check out airbnb's and

699
00:41:04,300 --> 00:41:08,400
do a checklist on the house and 
assess the neighborhood and 

700
00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:10,700
other stuff, they should 
absolutely have some kind of 

701
00:41:10,707 --> 00:41:14,200
like, you could go to stay in 
creepy, Chuck's house and end up

702
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:18,100
in his basement. 
You know what's crazy is like 

703
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:21,000
you show up and you don't even 
know if the person who lives 

704
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:24,600
there is there they could be in 
of like a basement. 

705
00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:28,300
That's really fucking creepy but
you're right. 

706
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:32,300
Yeah, I mean that's the thing is
like I've stayed in airbnb's 

707
00:41:32,300 --> 00:41:34,100
that were in people's houses 
before. 

708
00:41:34,100 --> 00:41:39,300
Like but like ritzy as rich as 
houses that are like massive and

709
00:41:39,300 --> 00:41:41,900
it wasn't a problem but you 
know, you stay at the wrong 

710
00:41:41,900 --> 00:41:46,800
house. 
Yeah, I don't and I didn't 

711
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:49,300
understand that. 
So to correct myself from 

712
00:41:49,300 --> 00:41:53,600
earlier, I've just never booked 
like my own air B&B or been the 

713
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:58,300
person who is in control of like
choosing where to go and reading

714
00:41:58,300 --> 00:42:03,400
reviews and whatever. 
And so I I'm a little extra 

715
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:07,600
annoyed about the situation just
because I read so many reviews 

716
00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:12,200
and I did so much research and I
you go and Google Pendleton low 

717
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:15,800
crime rate. 
Hi crackhead rate, low crime 

718
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:19,700
rate is that what it says? 
Yes. 

719
00:42:19,700 --> 00:42:21,200
Well doesn't say hi crackhead. 
Rate. 

720
00:42:21,300 --> 00:42:25,400
That is from yours. 
Truly, you can quote me, it says

721
00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:28,600
that it has low crime and so we 
were all like joke. 

722
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:30,800
We're going to be in a great 
space and we show up to the 

723
00:42:30,800 --> 00:42:32,900
house in the house. 
Next door is the lack of Tainted

724
00:42:32,900 --> 00:42:36,200
and their Pit Bull is shitting 
in the dirt on the front yard 

725
00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:40,300
chained up to the post and 
you're just like I got questions

726
00:42:41,300 --> 00:42:43,900
bad but we were inside 
completely fine. 

727
00:42:43,900 --> 00:42:46,500
Our problem was that we left the
premises. 

728
00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:48,800
Could we just in stayed inside 
that night? 

729
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:52,100
And not gone and ventured out, 
okay? 

730
00:42:52,100 --> 00:42:54,600
But it's the fact that we 
removed ourselves, and then we 

731
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:57,500
saw her surroundings and we're 
like, What? 

732
00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:02,800
Yeah, honestly, I feel like 
Airbnb is such a hit or miss 

733
00:43:02,900 --> 00:43:06,800
opportunity and I think they're 
starting to go to shit because a

734
00:43:06,800 --> 00:43:09,500
lot of these people took out 
second mortgages, Mortgages and 

735
00:43:09,500 --> 00:43:13,300
now the markets not great. 
Like now people are not wanting 

736
00:43:13,300 --> 00:43:16,800
to pay $400 for your Airbnb 
because they realize they can 

737
00:43:16,800 --> 00:43:21,700
stay in a hotel or go on an 
all-inclusive Cruise or do 

738
00:43:21,700 --> 00:43:26,100
something else really fine and 
not pay for your shit box house 

739
00:43:26,700 --> 00:43:31,100
and this whole not like non 
return policy or I'm sorry, Nan 

740
00:43:31,100 --> 00:43:33,500
refund thing should be 
unacceptable. 

741
00:43:33,500 --> 00:43:38,200
If I'm canceling 21 days or more
out for my trip. 

742
00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:42,300
Is you 100%, that should be 
non-negotiable from Airbnb but 

743
00:43:42,300 --> 00:43:44,800
Airbnb. 
Let's every host set the fucking

744
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:47,100
schedule and shit and that's 
bullshit. 

745
00:43:47,100 --> 00:43:49,600
I don't think that they should 
be able to do that. 

746
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:52,200
People are taking advantage of 
people on that app. 

747
00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:58,100
And to be honest, after I go to 
Salem Massachusetts and stay in 

748
00:43:58,100 --> 00:44:01,800
the Air BnB that I have booked 
currently, I won't be staying in

749
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:06,400
any other airbnb's period. 
And honestly this are be of he's

750
00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:09,100
in like a very nice house. 
Like, in these People are going 

751
00:44:09,100 --> 00:44:13,700
to be home. 
So it's going to be, it's like a

752
00:44:13,700 --> 00:44:17,200
really rich couple though like, 
oh, Rich money. 

753
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:20,600
So I think maybe you're going to
have like a butler. 

754
00:44:21,300 --> 00:44:23,300
I think it'll be fun. 
They have a really cute dog, I 

755
00:44:23,300 --> 00:44:27,300
saw in the picture. 
Okay. 

756
00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:28,900
Cute dog. 
Rich old people. 

757
00:44:28,900 --> 00:44:30,400
I like it. 
You could come away with a new 

758
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:32,400
Grandma and Grandpa. 
You could I know they could be 

759
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:36,400
like wow we're going to adopt 
her and that's our new kid, 

760
00:44:37,100 --> 00:44:41,600
that's our job, invited me and 
my family to Christmases. 

761
00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:44,600
Thank you. 
The one thing I do want to say 

762
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:47,800
though that I'm really grateful 
for the podcast is like the 

763
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:52,400
reflection going back and being 
able to listen to old episodes 

764
00:44:52,400 --> 00:44:55,900
and just see how much we've 
grown and see how much we've 

765
00:44:55,900 --> 00:44:58,200
elevated? 
Is really important. 

766
00:44:58,300 --> 00:45:02,400
I feel like that is such a 
Monumental thing because a lot 

767
00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:05,600
of people don't journal and they
don't reflect and when you look 

768
00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:08,500
back your life is going to look 
like a blur because all you're 

769
00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:11,000
going to have is a highlight 
reel from your Facebook 

770
00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:13,700
highlights and memories on 
Snapchat. 

771
00:45:13,700 --> 00:45:17,300
Like you're not going to have 
any core like today was really 

772
00:45:17,300 --> 00:45:21,000
tough but I overcame it energy. 
You're just going to have your 

773
00:45:21,000 --> 00:45:23,400
highlight reel of photos. 
You're not going to have the 

774
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:26,400
moment that you had a 
breakthrough documented more. 

775
00:45:26,600 --> 00:45:29,500
More than likely. 
So I encourage everyone to like 

776
00:45:29,500 --> 00:45:32,300
make notes in your phone because
making those in your phone. 

777
00:45:32,300 --> 00:45:36,200
In a specific folder, you can 
find things and you can search 

778
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:40,700
them, you can search numbers or 
colors or names or I like to 

779
00:45:40,700 --> 00:45:45,700
like write things down so I can 
find them later and I think that

780
00:45:45,700 --> 00:45:53,700
it's important to just expand on
your life and not let it fly by 

781
00:45:53,700 --> 00:45:56,400
because you have to make the 
most of each day. 

782
00:45:56,600 --> 00:46:00,200
You have to take the 24 hours 
that we have and utilize them. 

783
00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:03,100
If not you're the one that 
you're going to be blaming when 

784
00:46:03,100 --> 00:46:05,300
you're on your deathbed. 
Like you're the one, you're 

785
00:46:05,300 --> 00:46:08,600
going to be upset with whenever 
you look back and that's what I 

786
00:46:08,607 --> 00:46:12,200
think the podcast is doing for 
me is like this is something 

787
00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:17,000
that like we can see it build 
and like we have a intimate 

788
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:21,100
following and I love that 
because we've grown like 

789
00:46:21,100 --> 00:46:24,600
friendships and bonds and like 
sacred connections with people 

790
00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:28,100
through our podcast and through 
things that are normally just 

791
00:46:28,100 --> 00:46:31,100
bottled up waiting to be 
expressed from people. 

792
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:34,000
And I think that's what's really
cool is like we can see how far 

793
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:40,600
we've come with that. 
Yeah that's that is my favorite 

794
00:46:41,600 --> 00:46:46,500
way to track our progress. 
I think that some people track 

795
00:46:46,500 --> 00:46:49,300
their progress and Things by 
like how much money is this 

796
00:46:49,300 --> 00:46:52,200
making me? 
What am I you know receiving out

797
00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:56,100
of it or whatnot and for me the 
growth that we have both gained 

798
00:46:56,100 --> 00:46:59,400
and also you know growth in 
ourselves but growth in our 

799
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:03,300
friendship like we've I feel 
like we're so obviously we 

800
00:47:03,300 --> 00:47:06,200
didn't really know each other at
the beginning when we started 

801
00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:08,700
Our Goods, the podcast. 
I don't know if people really 

802
00:47:08,700 --> 00:47:11,900
know that but like we have 
conversations and we would talk 

803
00:47:11,900 --> 00:47:14,100
about stuff but we didn't know 
each other like we know each 

804
00:47:14,100 --> 00:47:16,800
other now. 
Yeah, I would say that, like 

805
00:47:16,800 --> 00:47:20,800
when we started the podcast, it 
was more like, even my own mom 

806
00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:23,400
was like, you don't know that 
girl, like you're just going to 

807
00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:26,400
start a business with her. 
You're just going to invest this

808
00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:29,200
money into this stuff. 
Like my mom was really the one 

809
00:47:29,200 --> 00:47:32,700
that was like, that could go 
south really quick because you 

810
00:47:32,707 --> 00:47:35,700
don't know her. 
And I remember thinking, like, I

811
00:47:35,700 --> 00:47:39,600
really feel Like I do know her 
enough that like I don't think 

812
00:47:39,600 --> 00:47:44,300
that it's going to be like that 
and I feel like the dedication 

813
00:47:44,300 --> 00:47:48,800
and like the flexibility that 
we've had is really helped 

814
00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:52,300
because there's never been that 
moment of like oh my gosh you 

815
00:47:52,300 --> 00:47:55,700
always cancel or you always 
change plans and I'm so sick of 

816
00:47:55,700 --> 00:47:57,500
it. 
Are you don't make our podcast a

817
00:47:57,508 --> 00:47:59,300
priority. 
Like we've never had a 

818
00:47:59,308 --> 00:48:02,200
conversation like that. 
So I'm pretty sure like the 

819
00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:05,900
longevity of our of our stuff is
going to be amazing because a 

820
00:48:05,900 --> 00:48:10,700
lot of People get something 
good, that's working. 

821
00:48:10,700 --> 00:48:13,700
And then somebody needs to be 
the leader or somebody's got to 

822
00:48:13,700 --> 00:48:16,800
be number one. 
And number two or somebody's got

823
00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:20,000
to be the originator and the 
Creator and the follower 

824
00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:22,500
whatever. 
And I feel like with you and I 

825
00:48:22,500 --> 00:48:25,900
like even like with the whole 
Tick Tock thing and just like 

826
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:28,700
you've really grown on 
tick-tocking your own way and 

827
00:48:28,700 --> 00:48:32,200
I've kind of backed off like and
I've never once been like, oh 

828
00:48:32,200 --> 00:48:35,600
it's a competition or something 
like you know, like people want 

829
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:38,200
things to be. 
A competition but like when you 

830
00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:41,900
give it your energy and you put 
attention into stuff like you're

831
00:48:41,900 --> 00:48:44,100
going to be rewarded. 
And that's the difference with 

832
00:48:44,100 --> 00:48:47,300
people, like the ones who show 
up at the gym and ones who never

833
00:48:47,300 --> 00:48:49,000
go. 
Like you're not going to get the

834
00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:51,500
rewards that you think you 
should be getting if you don't 

835
00:48:51,500 --> 00:48:56,800
put in that effort and you don't
actually go do the things and I 

836
00:48:56,800 --> 00:49:00,000
think that's what the podcast 
has shown me is like you can 

837
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,300
talk about it and you can 
pretend you're going to do it, 

838
00:49:02,300 --> 00:49:05,400
but if you are not doing it then
shut the fuck up about it 

839
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,400
because I I'm tired of hearing 
about what people are going to 

840
00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:11,200
do. 
Well, when a part of that too, 

841
00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:15,100
is how much action we have to 
put into things to do the 

842
00:49:15,100 --> 00:49:20,100
podcast, like it's an action to 
get us, both able to do 

843
00:49:20,100 --> 00:49:23,100
something at the same time, it's
an action. 

844
00:49:23,100 --> 00:49:26,300
So then sit down and record it. 
It's an action to edit it and 

845
00:49:26,300 --> 00:49:28,500
post it. 
It's an action to promote it to 

846
00:49:28,500 --> 00:49:34,000
talk about it, be about it. 
There's a lot of A lot of people

847
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:37,600
who just talk about what they 
want to do because they don't 

848
00:49:37,600 --> 00:49:41,800
have the consistency to have the
action, we've back-to-back been 

849
00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:47,900
doing that for two years you 
know together now and it just is

850
00:49:47,900 --> 00:49:52,000
like patients because you're not
going to put a podcast out and 

851
00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:56,200
have thousands of listeners like
patience is a virtue. 

852
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,100
It doesn't matter if you have 70
thousand followers on the 

853
00:49:59,100 --> 00:50:03,400
internet, like, only about 1% Of
those people are going to follow

854
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:05,100
you to what you're actually 
doing. 

855
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:06,900
The people. 
They want to interact with your 

856
00:50:06,900 --> 00:50:09,100
free content but only one 
percent of those. 

857
00:50:09,100 --> 00:50:12,900
People are going to come invest 
in you and I feel like we want 

858
00:50:12,900 --> 00:50:16,100
to make it worthwhile, whether 
we're talking to one people or 1

859
00:50:16,100 --> 00:50:19,700
million people like making it 
interesting and making it 

860
00:50:19,700 --> 00:50:21,600
unique. 
I don't ever want someone to be 

861
00:50:21,600 --> 00:50:27,100
like they just regurgitate XYZ. 
Like, I don't even care about 

862
00:50:27,100 --> 00:50:29,800
current events. 
Like, I don't care about what 

863
00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:32,100
other people care about what I 
care about. 

864
00:50:32,300 --> 00:50:35,800
Is filling prosperous and happy 
and being in love with myself 

865
00:50:35,800 --> 00:50:38,000
and my body. 
And what I do every day. 

866
00:50:38,100 --> 00:50:40,000
Those are the only factors that 
I care about. 

867
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,700
So if you disrupt any of that 
flow, you gotta go and I won't 

868
00:50:43,700 --> 00:50:46,600
deal with it. 
I love though that our podcast 

869
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:50,800
has already surpassed like think
it's like 85% of podcast, only 

870
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:54,300
have ten episodes so it's really
cool that like we've already 

871
00:50:54,300 --> 00:50:59,600
like beat out 85% of people that
start something and do less than

872
00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:01,800
10 episodes and dropping the 
ball. 

873
00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:07,500
I mean, we have a statistic of 
Our Own by just being two women 

874
00:51:07,500 --> 00:51:11,600
able to do business together 
that in and of itself is a 

875
00:51:11,600 --> 00:51:15,900
statistic let alone, we do it. 
Cross-country, not even being 

876
00:51:15,900 --> 00:51:18,900
near each other, we still do 
promotion together. 

877
00:51:18,900 --> 00:51:23,900
We, you know, like, there's a 
lot of things that we do that. 

878
00:51:23,900 --> 00:51:27,500
I don't think that we sit down 
and break down like, wow, this 

879
00:51:27,500 --> 00:51:31,500
Parts really unique. 
This part is unique, and yeah. 

880
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:35,400
It is very unique and honestly, 
a lot of women can't even be 

881
00:51:35,400 --> 00:51:38,200
friends are actually 
wholeheartedly support, their 

882
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:42,100
own fucking friends, let alone 
do something that involves money

883
00:51:42,100 --> 00:51:47,400
or success or recognition or any
type of support. 

884
00:51:47,400 --> 00:51:52,500
Because I know for a fact, a lot
of people could not handle the 

885
00:51:52,500 --> 00:51:55,800
things that you, and I have 
already weathered and like, put 

886
00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:58,000
behind us like no longer 
speaking on it. 

887
00:51:58,000 --> 00:51:59,600
No longer giving a fuck about 
it. 

888
00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:02,500
Like, a lot of people like you 
said, what if shut Down their 

889
00:52:02,500 --> 00:52:05,900
Pages, shut down their 
businesses, shut down promotion,

890
00:52:05,900 --> 00:52:09,700
went into a Hermit mode. 
Went into a depression wind to 

891
00:52:09,700 --> 00:52:13,800
their in real life friends or 
went back to the bar and talk 

892
00:52:13,800 --> 00:52:17,300
shit about whatever. 
You know, at the same time, like

893
00:52:17,500 --> 00:52:21,600
there's a big line that you 
cross when you go onto your 

894
00:52:21,600 --> 00:52:25,200
spiritual path and it's am I 
willing to do this alone? 

895
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:29,100
And you've got to make that 
choice and if you're not, you're

896
00:52:29,100 --> 00:52:31,800
not cut out for this path 
because if you think someone's 

897
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:34,800
going to Be there or because you
started this journey with 

898
00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:38,800
someone even your partner, even 
your own mother, whoever you may

899
00:52:38,800 --> 00:52:42,400
have to come to a circle. 
Word, you're running in circles 

900
00:52:42,500 --> 00:52:45,200
and you're not getting anywhere.
And then you finally realize 

901
00:52:45,200 --> 00:52:49,500
that this person this situation,
this energy is keeping that 

902
00:52:49,500 --> 00:52:53,900
cycle in that Circle alive and 
you have to be the one that says

903
00:52:53,900 --> 00:52:55,900
this is enough. 
I'm done. 

904
00:52:57,800 --> 00:53:02,000
That's a lot of accountability 
for people to take, though. 

905
00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:05,500
It's not always. 
Once you start doing it, I feel 

906
00:53:05,500 --> 00:53:09,600
like it more effortlessly 
happens, but doing that, in the 

907
00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:12,300
beginning is really difficult. 
And I think that it's a lot 

908
00:53:12,300 --> 00:53:16,600
easier for people to we've 
talked about it before to not 

909
00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:20,900
really like listen and take 
initiative on the direction on 

910
00:53:20,900 --> 00:53:23,500
their path and on having follow 
through with what they're 

911
00:53:23,500 --> 00:53:27,400
speaking and communicating and 
aligning themselves with people.

912
00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:31,100
Who are also going to want that 
for them. 

913
00:53:31,100 --> 00:53:39,200
It's also People who don't want 
to see other people, when do not

914
00:53:39,200 --> 00:53:41,500
attract, people who want to see 
them. 

915
00:53:41,500 --> 00:53:46,000
When you're constantly 
attracting somebody who wants to

916
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:49,600
be dominant over you, who needs 
to feel like they are the 

917
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:52,700
prettiest and that they are the 
best and whatever. 

918
00:53:53,500 --> 00:53:57,900
I personally have seen people 
who have been your friend and 

919
00:53:57,900 --> 00:54:03,800
particular who I can tell are 
your friend because they don't 

920
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:07,200
have anything going for. 
Elves and you boost them up, but

921
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,800
when you look at it, you're 
like, but what does that person 

922
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:14,700
provide for them? 
Oh, that person provides that 

923
00:54:15,000 --> 00:54:18,300
like, I don't understand 
sometimes what people provide 

924
00:54:18,300 --> 00:54:21,100
but I can see what you're 
providing other people. 

925
00:54:21,100 --> 00:54:25,500
And it's funny to see how we 
don't discuss those things. 

926
00:54:25,500 --> 00:54:28,300
Because, that's not our business
for each other. 

927
00:54:28,300 --> 00:54:31,800
We don't, we've never done that.
And those people have all 

928
00:54:31,800 --> 00:54:35,100
naturally removed themselves 
from your personal space. 

929
00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:39,000
Face and it's nothing that 
energy was ever directed at or 

930
00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:42,800
whatever just like, huh? 
I kind of noticed this and what 

931
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:45,500
do they? 
You know, ya think things 

932
00:54:45,500 --> 00:54:48,600
naturally Fade Out and that's 
what I was speaking on earlier. 

933
00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:53,100
Like, making those permanent 
rational decisions on temporary 

934
00:54:53,100 --> 00:54:55,700
fucking feelings. 
It's like the page of cups 

935
00:54:55,700 --> 00:54:58,600
energy. 
Yes, that initial chemistry that

936
00:54:58,600 --> 00:55:02,400
initial love at first sight. 
That initial ha or that initial,

937
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:06,600
whatever that when that first 
taste of Freedom, whatever the 

938
00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:11,500
fuck it is and people don't 
understand that too much of 

939
00:55:11,500 --> 00:55:14,700
anything is too much. 
Can be good. 

940
00:55:14,700 --> 00:55:18,000
It can be bad, but too much of 
it is always going to be 

941
00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:21,200
detrimental and it's just like 
the billionaires on the 

942
00:55:21,207 --> 00:55:24,900
submarine. 
People will find the dumbest 

943
00:55:24,900 --> 00:55:28,200
things to spend their money on 
when they have too much of it. 

944
00:55:28,200 --> 00:55:32,200
And it's hard for me to feel 
sympathy for people when you 

945
00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:35,100
don't help other people with 
your resources. 

946
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:38,300
That you're hoarding, and I 
don't have much sympathy when, 

947
00:55:38,300 --> 00:55:42,500
now, we have to utilize 
Community Resources for your 

948
00:55:42,500 --> 00:55:44,800
dumb ass because that should 
come out of your bank account 

949
00:55:44,900 --> 00:55:47,100
Bank of America. 
Sure wire transfer transferred 

950
00:55:47,100 --> 00:55:50,600
that, I guess to the government,
since we had to come bail you 

951
00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:53,300
out. 
And it's like I hate how 

952
00:55:53,300 --> 00:55:57,700
corporations constantly do the 
wrong thing and cut Corners to 

953
00:55:57,700 --> 00:56:01,400
maximize profits and then it's 
the American people. 

954
00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:05,100
Or any people, a community sense
that ends up taking. 

955
00:56:05,300 --> 00:56:09,500
Care of the Dirty Work and ends 
up suffering the most, and it's 

956
00:56:09,500 --> 00:56:13,000
the people at the bottom of the 
chain that get the most 

957
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:15,800
suffering, and it's not fucking 
cool. 

958
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:20,500
So, I can't feel sympathy. 
I don't give a fuck her people 

959
00:56:20,500 --> 00:56:24,200
who are hoarding resources. 
Because I know for a fact, once 

960
00:56:24,200 --> 00:56:28,200
I hit a certain point of 
resources, it's going all back 

961
00:56:28,200 --> 00:56:30,800
into. 
I'm starting to cat form first, 

962
00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:34,000
but it's going to be like the 
Cat Cafe on crack because some 

963
00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:37,400
be a cat Farm. 
But at the same time, like 

964
00:56:37,700 --> 00:56:40,200
animals don't have a voice so 
that's where I'm starting but 

965
00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:44,000
like it will definitely move to 
children and women of course. 

966
00:56:44,100 --> 00:56:49,000
But for me, animals are my first
mission besides what I'm already

967
00:56:49,000 --> 00:56:51,800
doing to help other people now. 
But at the same time, I feel 

968
00:56:51,800 --> 00:56:54,400
like these people don't do 
enough for others. 

969
00:56:54,500 --> 00:56:57,700
So at the same time, when you're
cutting corners and you play 

970
00:56:57,700 --> 00:57:00,200
stupid games, you win stupid 
prizes. 

971
00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:06,600
I would also like people to pay 
attention to things that happen 

972
00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:12,000
during these distraction things.
If you notice that all of your F

973
00:57:12,000 --> 00:57:17,800
YP is always, you know, Will 
Smith slapping somebody or a 

974
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:21,000
submarine exploding or missing 
or whatever. 

975
00:57:21,100 --> 00:57:23,500
There's always something going 
on. 

976
00:57:24,800 --> 00:57:26,600
That you're not paying attention
to. 

977
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:33,600
And this time the United States 
just approved to start selling 

978
00:57:33,600 --> 00:57:38,300
and public stores lab-grown 
chicken instead of actual 

979
00:57:38,300 --> 00:57:40,400
chicken. 
So they're going to be 

980
00:57:40,600 --> 00:57:44,700
recreating it inside of labs and
it is approved for them to now 

981
00:57:44,700 --> 00:57:46,600
feed that to the American 
people. 

982
00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:50,500
And that just happened during 
this whole people are worried 

983
00:57:50,500 --> 00:57:55,400
about the submarine thing. 
So there's Always other things 

984
00:57:55,400 --> 00:58:00,900
happening beneath the surface, 
and inside of simulations, you 

985
00:58:00,900 --> 00:58:04,400
have distractions. 
And I know that not everybody 

986
00:58:04,400 --> 00:58:10,600
loves the Matrix references, but
it's the thing that I'm most can

987
00:58:10,600 --> 00:58:15,900
like understand and relate to as
far as when you're inside of the

988
00:58:15,900 --> 00:58:17,500
Matrix. 
There are certain things that 

989
00:58:17,500 --> 00:58:20,000
you are supposed to be like 
paying attention to and then 

990
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:23,400
when you look over here, like 
everything's being revealed, 

991
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:27,700
same thing, Happened with fuck 
the movie that you were talking 

992
00:58:27,700 --> 00:58:30,600
about the other week with Jim 
Carrey. 

993
00:58:31,500 --> 00:58:35,100
Yeah. 
The Truman Show The Truman Show 

994
00:58:35,200 --> 00:58:38,000
like there's always something 
where you're not supposed to pay

995
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:40,900
attention to that because as 
soon as the veil starts coming 

996
00:58:40,900 --> 00:58:44,300
on lifted, then you're going to 
realize that like this isn't 

997
00:58:44,300 --> 00:58:50,700
reality and the more that people
don't put their energy inside of

998
00:58:50,700 --> 00:58:52,900
what is being forced by down 
your throat. 

999
00:58:53,100 --> 00:58:56,100
You pay attention. 
Two other things for me, that's 

1000
00:58:56,100 --> 00:58:58,700
when people are going to feel 
more aligned with each other. 

1001
00:58:58,800 --> 00:59:01,800
You're going to actually be 
putting your energy at being you

1002
00:59:01,800 --> 00:59:05,000
know putting your energy towards
things that are going to make 

1003
00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:07,000
differences instead of sitting 
there. 

1004
00:59:07,300 --> 00:59:10,100
What the fuck are you going to 
do from your living room, 

1005
00:59:10,300 --> 00:59:13,200
worried about the submarine? 
Absolutely nothing. 

1006
00:59:13,200 --> 00:59:15,400
Are you personally going to go 
on a rescue mission? 

1007
00:59:15,600 --> 00:59:21,400
No, you're not. 
So my thing is the Matrix that 

1008
00:59:21,400 --> 00:59:24,900
hurts. 
You also Vince's you to care 

1009
00:59:24,900 --> 00:59:29,200
about things that hurt, you 
more, that create more pain and 

1010
00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:34,300
Agony, that create more fear and
catastrophic events, like we are

1011
00:59:34,300 --> 00:59:36,100
paying attention to the wrong 
things. 

1012
00:59:36,100 --> 00:59:41,400
It is the simple. 
Switch bait and switch. 

1013
00:59:41,500 --> 00:59:44,100
You know what I mean? 
Like, I don't know exactly how 

1014
00:59:44,100 --> 00:59:47,100
to explain it if you're not 
looking at it, but if you're 

1015
00:59:47,100 --> 00:59:51,900
looking at it, you see it your 
task here is to not entertain it

1016
00:59:52,100 --> 00:59:55,300
to elevate your vibration to be 
the best version of yourself, 

1017
00:59:55,300 --> 00:59:59,600
and to just live. 
As a good being living, fully 

1018
00:59:59,600 --> 01:00:04,800
living consciously living In 
your heart space and not closing

1019
01:00:04,800 --> 01:00:07,400
your heart off, not saying the 
world is evil. 

1020
01:00:07,400 --> 01:00:12,300
Not saying money is evil, not 
saying these dirty programs that

1021
01:00:12,300 --> 01:00:15,600
cloud your vision. 
When you say money is evil, you 

1022
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:18,400
reject abundance. 
You put you reject things that 

1023
01:00:18,400 --> 01:00:22,800
will make your life easier when 
you say, oh he trust no one 

1024
01:00:22,800 --> 01:00:25,600
trust, no one. 
You're going to attract people, 

1025
01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:29,100
you cannot trust, it's only 
going to show you what you 

1026
01:00:29,100 --> 01:00:32,100
believe. 
And I know people are like well 

1027
01:00:32,500 --> 01:00:35,200
I don't, I don't want to attract
those things. 

1028
01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:38,500
I don't want to feel like that. 
Then why are you waking up and 

1029
01:00:38,500 --> 01:00:40,500
choosing that? 
It's like that thing. 

1030
01:00:40,500 --> 01:00:44,200
Like I woke up today and chose 
violence, why are you waking up 

1031
01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:47,600
and choosing misery or pain or 
Agony or fear? 

1032
01:00:47,800 --> 01:00:51,100
Because you are choosing? 
Yes that stuff's going to happen

1033
01:00:51,100 --> 01:00:55,500
that universe is going to keep 
its balance dark and light. 

1034
01:00:55,600 --> 01:00:59,900
What are you focusing? 
What are you watering? 

1035
01:01:00,300 --> 01:01:02,300
Are you Watering your, your 
life? 

1036
01:01:02,400 --> 01:01:07,400
Are you starving your dreams? 
That's something really good to 

1037
01:01:07,400 --> 01:01:11,100
say. 
Are you Watering your life or 

1038
01:01:11,100 --> 01:01:16,300
are you starving your dreams? 
I also think, I don't know why, 

1039
01:01:16,300 --> 01:01:20,700
but it felt important to say 
that nobody could go back to 

1040
01:01:20,700 --> 01:01:24,300
what we talked about earlier. 
Nobody knows where they're going

1041
01:01:24,300 --> 01:01:27,200
to end up with their goal and if
they're going to be successful 

1042
01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:31,500
at what they're trying to do or 
if it's all going to work out 

1043
01:01:31,500 --> 01:01:35,500
the way that they're expecting, 
but you have to try somewhere. 

1044
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:39,900
And I feel like right now with 
Collective If you there's a lot 

1045
01:01:39,900 --> 01:01:43,900
of like I want to be doing this,
I want to be doing that and 

1046
01:01:43,900 --> 01:01:46,400
going back to what you were 
saying was like, you're a lot of

1047
01:01:46,400 --> 01:01:49,800
people talking about what they 
would want to happen for their 

1048
01:01:49,800 --> 01:01:52,300
life, or what they wish that 
they have or something. 

1049
01:01:52,600 --> 01:01:58,500
And it's scary to everybody, 
like, nobody knows everything. 

1050
01:01:58,500 --> 01:02:04,000
When they get started on 
something and I watched vloggers

1051
01:02:04,100 --> 01:02:08,000
go from just doing a little 
janky videos inside of their 

1052
01:02:08,000 --> 01:02:10,000
apartments. 
And now they, These huge houses 

1053
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:12,100
and all of this lighting and 
they're doing all this stuff, 

1054
01:02:12,100 --> 01:02:15,100
but they go back in there, like 
can't believe that we started 

1055
01:02:15,100 --> 01:02:20,200
over here and people will vibe 
with where you are authentically

1056
01:02:20,200 --> 01:02:23,500
on your journey because somebody
else is sitting there going, I 

1057
01:02:23,500 --> 01:02:26,500
really want to start something 
but I don't know how how cool 

1058
01:02:26,500 --> 01:02:29,900
for you if all of a sudden 
somebody was to pop up on your 

1059
01:02:29,900 --> 01:02:33,300
pages and was to be doing a 
walkthrough of what they're 

1060
01:02:33,300 --> 01:02:34,900
doing. 
That's all the things that you 

1061
01:02:34,900 --> 01:02:40,100
need to start doing like you 
instead of Of sitting here, 

1062
01:02:40,100 --> 01:02:43,400
saying, nobody does the thing 
that I'm wanting to do, or 

1063
01:02:43,400 --> 01:02:45,800
nobody has the thoughts that I'm
having or whatever. 

1064
01:02:46,100 --> 01:02:49,200
That doesn't mean that you are 
weird or that you're going to be

1065
01:02:49,200 --> 01:02:51,800
doing something wrong. 
It means that you just found 

1066
01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:54,600
your Niche and what is 
authentically you and what would

1067
01:02:54,600 --> 01:02:58,000
set you apart from what 
everybody else is doing and help

1068
01:02:58,000 --> 01:02:59,500
pave. 
A road for somebody else who 

1069
01:02:59,500 --> 01:03:03,900
thinks like you. 
And also understanding that you 

1070
01:03:03,900 --> 01:03:07,500
are the niche like a lot of 
people in creators go viral for 

1071
01:03:07,500 --> 01:03:10,700
like a certain topic. 
That's not really their passion.

1072
01:03:10,700 --> 01:03:14,500
It's just a random video that 
happened to get heated and here 

1073
01:03:14,500 --> 01:03:17,700
we are, and I feel like you have
to be the niche. 

1074
01:03:17,700 --> 01:03:21,500
You have to be willing to evolve
when I started my spiritual 

1075
01:03:21,500 --> 01:03:25,400
journey, it led me to Art and 
creating clothes, which led me 

1076
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:28,200
to a more spiritual practice, 
and sort of making candles and 

1077
01:03:28,200 --> 01:03:31,400
doing Reiki. 
And then it led to terrible, Oh 

1078
01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:34,800
and like really doing the 
psychic energy work and like 

1079
01:03:35,000 --> 01:03:39,500
Spirit Led me through the 
evolution and not a day before 

1080
01:03:39,500 --> 01:03:42,700
like there wasn't no part of the
journey where I can look back 

1081
01:03:42,700 --> 01:03:45,700
and be like, wow, we should have
started that earlier because it 

1082
01:03:45,700 --> 01:03:49,200
all evolved as it should in 
Divine timing. 

1083
01:03:49,200 --> 01:03:52,300
And I think that's what our 
entire podcast is about. 

1084
01:03:52,300 --> 01:03:57,400
Like trusting the Divine timing 
of your life, knowing that you 

1085
01:03:57,400 --> 01:04:01,000
are perfectly imperfect, exactly
where you're supposed to be. 

1086
01:04:01,100 --> 01:04:04,500
See, there's nothing else you're
supposed to be doing except what

1087
01:04:04,500 --> 01:04:06,600
you're called to do at this 
moment. 

1088
01:04:06,700 --> 01:04:10,200
Get off your fucking phone but 
your phone down in the evenings.

1089
01:04:10,200 --> 01:04:13,500
That's the biggest thing where 
people are like, well, I wasted 

1090
01:04:13,500 --> 01:04:16,700
three hours on Tick. 
Tock will stop your grown. 

1091
01:04:17,100 --> 01:04:18,600
Be an adult. 
Turn your phone off. 

1092
01:04:18,600 --> 01:04:21,300
You know, like oh well, what if 
someone calls what if it's 

1093
01:04:21,300 --> 01:04:23,200
important? 
Well, you probably aren't going 

1094
01:04:23,200 --> 01:04:26,900
to answer their call anyways, so
like just turn your phone off 

1095
01:04:27,500 --> 01:04:31,100
for a little mean I have to give
myself. 

1096
01:04:31,400 --> 01:04:33,900
Certain goals that I'm going to 
do every night and I have a 

1097
01:04:33,900 --> 01:04:36,900
routine for myself. 
So if I'm going to sit down and 

1098
01:04:36,900 --> 01:04:39,900
I want to be on my phone and I'm
like I'm you know what, I have a

1099
01:04:39,900 --> 01:04:42,400
show on like this is just lazy 
time for me. 

1100
01:04:42,900 --> 01:04:45,900
We all know that like lazy time.
I'm still doing something. 

1101
01:04:46,100 --> 01:04:49,700
So I was like, okay, well if I'm
gonna sit here, I need to do 

1102
01:04:49,700 --> 01:04:52,400
three Shadow working prompts for
the next couple days. 

1103
01:04:52,800 --> 01:04:58,000
I need to make this type of 
promo for lollipop real quick 

1104
01:04:58,000 --> 01:04:59,700
while I'm sitting, you know, 
while I'm going to be sitting 

1105
01:04:59,700 --> 01:05:03,000
here whatever and then I will 
give myself a certain amount of 

1106
01:05:03,000 --> 01:05:04,500
time to be on Tick Tock or 
something. 

1107
01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:09,000
Because then you're retraining 
yourself to use your downtime 

1108
01:05:09,000 --> 01:05:14,500
and productive ways instead of 
just Mindless, whatever, because

1109
01:05:14,500 --> 01:05:19,100
you're not actually resting 
either way, because either way, 

1110
01:05:19,100 --> 01:05:21,700
you're stimulating your brain, 
you can do it in a productive 

1111
01:05:21,700 --> 01:05:25,700
way and have a balance, or you 
can just sit there for three 

1112
01:05:25,700 --> 01:05:27,500
hours on Tick-Tock and get 
nothing done. 

1113
01:05:27,500 --> 01:05:31,400
And then be like, oh, fuck, I 
was supposed to edit spread It's

1114
01:05:31,400 --> 01:05:35,500
for work or whatever, you know. 
Yeah, and I agree with that. 

1115
01:05:35,500 --> 01:05:39,200
I mean finding a healthy balance
is important but also getting 

1116
01:05:39,200 --> 01:05:41,800
off your phone and just being in
reality is also. 

1117
01:05:41,800 --> 01:05:48,500
So valid like just go live a 
little and don't be afraid that 

1118
01:05:48,500 --> 01:05:51,800
you're going to miss something. 
Like don't let fomo get you down

1119
01:05:51,800 --> 01:05:54,300
where you think that you need to
be in the know and you need to 

1120
01:05:54,300 --> 01:05:58,000
see and know everything that's 
popping and you need to be in 

1121
01:05:58,000 --> 01:06:00,600
tune with everything. 
Sometimes people will drop an 

1122
01:06:00,600 --> 01:06:02,100
album. 
And I listened to it a week 

1123
01:06:02,100 --> 01:06:05,500
later and let it simmer like 
and, you know, or whatever. 

1124
01:06:05,500 --> 01:06:08,200
Like you don't have to like rush
to do something. 

1125
01:06:08,200 --> 01:06:12,400
Just because something came out 
today or show drop doesn't mean 

1126
01:06:12,400 --> 01:06:15,800
me to binge. 
Watch all 12 episodes today, you

1127
01:06:15,800 --> 01:06:17,800
just don't, you just really 
don't. 

1128
01:06:18,300 --> 01:06:21,500
Sometimes people will stop 
albums in their full of quotes 

1129
01:06:21,500 --> 01:06:24,200
that Polly. 
Pocket is spoken herself and 

1130
01:06:24,200 --> 01:06:28,100
then you can like, quote me as 
like a co-writer, if you want. 

1131
01:06:28,800 --> 01:06:34,900
Um, we are So grateful for our 
podcast and grateful for the 

1132
01:06:34,900 --> 01:06:39,700
growth and just to be able to 
look back on this and just see 

1133
01:06:39,700 --> 01:06:43,200
everything. 
As it's unfolded, we're coming 

1134
01:06:43,200 --> 01:06:46,400
back. 
It's going to be Leo season and 

1135
01:06:46,400 --> 01:06:51,800
August, I don't know exactly 
when it will be, but the first 

1136
01:06:51,800 --> 01:06:54,800
Wednesday in August. 
So whatever that is, will be 

1137
01:06:54,800 --> 01:06:59,700
back, Gemini, anything, you want
to say before we wrap up? 

1138
01:07:00,800 --> 01:07:03,400
I will still be doing our 
fucking things, so make sure 

1139
01:07:03,400 --> 01:07:07,100
that you're following has. 
Suppose you can find our 

1140
01:07:07,100 --> 01:07:10,200
websites, our social medias and 
everything Linked In the 

1141
01:07:10,207 --> 01:07:14,600
description, wherever you're 
listening will be back on in the

1142
01:07:14,600 --> 01:07:18,600
podcast and August but we are 
not disappearing as humans. 

1143
01:07:18,600 --> 01:07:21,500
We have so much more stuff. 
I feel like to that's going to 

1144
01:07:21,508 --> 01:07:25,300
be coming up in the upcoming 
season of the podcast and things

1145
01:07:25,300 --> 01:07:28,000
that we talked about behind the 
scenes that we want to evolve on

1146
01:07:28,000 --> 01:07:30,500
and offer and just so much. 
Much. 

1147
01:07:30,500 --> 01:07:34,700
So make sure that you come back 
in August to hear about all the 

1148
01:07:34,700 --> 01:07:36,900
progress. 
Yes. 

1149
01:07:36,900 --> 01:07:41,200
In the full moon, circle is July
6th at 9 p.m. 

1150
01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:45,700
Eastern Standard Time. 
So, come join us for a full moon

1151
01:07:45,700 --> 01:07:48,900
healing Circle. 
And we're just so grateful. 

1152
01:07:48,900 --> 01:07:53,000
We cannot wait to come back in 
August and we will see you next 

1153
01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:55,600
time in Candyland. 
Hi everybody. 

1154
01:07:56,300 --> 01:07:57,100
Bye.