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Welcome to fucking Dandy land 
hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 

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Alright, welcome back to lick it
like a lollipop. 

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We have VI Peach, vac our guests
that was on a couple months ago 

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and y'all know she moved to 
Nashville and it has been 

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non-stop elevation you can thank
you. 

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Let's go Wilson. 
I'm in love with peach. 

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I follow her on all the social 
medias. 

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I stalk her post I reshares 
Shit. 

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I got to tell you, I tried to 
watch Survivor because you're on

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it, right? 
And so I and I was excited. 

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I got about 10 minutes into the 
first episode and they just are 

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like, all talking about like, 
how difficult their backgrounds 

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have been to get up to where 
they are right now, and I'm 

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like, damn, I don't have the 
patience for this. 

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Can y'all get naked and run 
through the Wilderness or 

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something? 
Goddamn on Survivor your honor? 

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No, not yet. 
No, you are on there. 

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Now you gotta say, I am Man, I'm
helping her manifested. 

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So what we really want to talk 
about is you've been really 

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promoting a lot of things. 
We're just going to run it back 

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that sick. 
Talk is trying to like really 

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shut you down. 
She went viral and takes off 

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y'all. 
Since she's on her phone she had

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a video that I like 4.5 million 
views. 

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I think I definitely it. 
Hits 6 million. 

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Okay, six million, what? 
Okay, there you go. 

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And the fact that they banned 
her for a video that they showed

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and pushed and popped Popped and
pulled to everyone for an 

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extended amount of time and they
said, it's still going, like, 

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people who say, I'm still 
rotating and so Masters, but no 

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one can find my Tic Tacs. 
This is like, uh, it's great. 

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What did I get taken down for? 
Because you were deep throating.

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I honestly don't know. 
I, it could have been when I 

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went live. 
They said, I said something bad 

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when I went live and may be 
promoting. 

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My only fans, I don't know, 
because I'm one of those. 

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That's why that's why, that's 
why that's against Guidelines, 

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you know, honestly, I don't go 
like never read the guy lines. 

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You know what I've seen people 
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that have like, only fans that 
I've met because the bunnies 

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podcast and stuff and people 
just be really cheeky with like,

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no call it only golf or they'll 
be like I just wanted to show 

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you the only fan that I have in 
my house and it just watched a 

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video that I posted on another 
platform of talking about my 

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only fan. 
Yeah. 

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See I just never knew Because 
think I just made it so I just I

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didn't know. 
So I just woke up one day and 

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The Tick-Tock was gone. 
It was a quick run though. 

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You went up quick. 
I'm gonna and that's the second 

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time. 
I'm just what I'm going to do is

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I'm going to do it again because
I posted that video once before 

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and it did it. 
So that's what that was my 

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second time, posting it. 
Now I'm going to try to do it a 

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third time. 
If you like in the year, see 

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what it does. 
Aren't smart a smart though, you

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know. 
I mean Going about take talk in 

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general, how much they're 
suppressing content and how, 

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it's not even fun at this point.
Now, that honestly, like I've 

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heard it for a long time, that 
people are just so fucking sick 

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of tick-tock just deleting cows 
and just, you know, their bias. 

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Just shut stuff down that people
go and more to YouTube shorts 

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and I should have just been 
pushing that this. 

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They just say with music, you 
know, Tick Tock the way to go 

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there, you got to get you to 
talk phone for music. 

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And I can I see how like When I 
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trickle. 
Like my Instagram went up my Tig

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to my Twitter went up, like I 
was getting traction like I can 

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see how that happens but the 
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I'm just going to have to be 
really kosher. 

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I think you could just be 
yourself on six Hawk and people 

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really will relate to that. 
Like I think some of your 

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experiences if you talked about 
some of those and then that 

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draws people into your or music 
more too. 

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So true, so your love to your 
new things, even promoting and 

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we're excited to talk about it 
and have you on. 

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So tell us a little bit of the 
background with the new single 

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that you're putting out better 
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My better days is the new single
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And let me tell you what. 
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we were talking about me 
deciding on what single, you 

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know, like a knight. 
What the process was me trying 

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to decide. 
I'd so I did like a listening 

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party in my little Peach support
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which I don't know if I had two 
guys in or not, but I have to 

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add you. 
If I don't and just played all 

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my unreleased music, basically 
and have people vote on in or 

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like do like a little survey. 
What they think my next single 

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should be and overwhelming, the 
majority of people really liked 

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better days and right around 
that time I was performing like 

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kind of a lie. 
And forever reason. 

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I was getting and I am when I 
performed I was literally asking

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audience, like let me know like 
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know, like I'm a feedback and 
just people kept coming up to me

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and or even if I didn't ask you 
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me after I performed was like 
guys I really loved that last 

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song. 
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touched me or gave me goosebumps
or you know so I just kept 

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listening to that you back for 
and and I just felt like that 

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should be the next song that I 
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And I wanted to put out more 
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I knew I wanted to move towards 
more positive songs, not that my

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songs are -, but just the 
message that I'm trying to put 

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out as far as VI peach in my 
brand and stuff, what's, you 

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know, my whole strategy with VIP
to my music was that the first 

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songs that I released we're 
going to be very catchy and sexy

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and you know, attention-grabbing
songs to like people on my God 

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him. 
She's talking about Frank 

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Duchess and oh, you know, throw 
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And, you know, just all these 
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of get people's attention. 
But then I would move towards 

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more of the meaningful songs. 
Like, okay, I got your 

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attention. 
Now here is me and what I really

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want to be right? 
Because I know Jim and eyes 

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coming up like the year 
anniversary of her podcast 

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coming to Rejects and our 
six-month anniversary of lick it

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like a lollipop. 
So, it's like we're just looking

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at that growth. 
Because when you start 

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documenting your growth through 
music or art or and you can look

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back on it in a visual 
representation like, wow, look 

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at my content or look at my art 
a year ago, but yeah, you're a 

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go look at my body a year ago 
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And it's like, people 
underestimate those small 

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changes that put you in 
alignment and I know that you've

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been really doing a lot of 
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as well. 
On top of traveling back and 

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forth. 
I think the Sensi and everywhere

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else that you said you still 
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So that's School. 
I love that for you. 

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Yeah, thanks. 
Yeah, exactly. 

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The growth for sure and 
congratulations on on your guys 

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to success to with that with all
the other podcast is and it's 

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really just someone else that 
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following my content for a while
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is like a turning point for you 
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like, you know, and I just love 
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So satisfying to me that when 
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messages that I'm trying to put 
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know, like her people are 
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story. 
I'm trying to tell me that they 

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also can feel this, like, 
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music. 
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I think it's called it, the 
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follow, you are comfortable 
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directly communicate with you. 
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people who share their art, 
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But yeah, I'm I really love that
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Honestly I got I'm glad that 
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out to me until his days because
that's that's what keeps me 

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going. 
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so frustrated and just like this
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And messages me and like, okay 
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I can't wait till it comes out 
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details about or, you know, 
better days, someone talked 

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about how like the motion of it 
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a fan of me and stuff. 
And, and that was my point with 

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this song, you know, like, when 
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because I was a fan of music 
and, you know, Kesha praying was

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a really important song for me. 
I listen to it on my way to my 

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divorce and on the way back, 
actually, I'm just a song that 

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General. 
I'd probably pee. 

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I'm a person that like put the 
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where's it out? 
So that song was the song that I

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wore out, just cried and cried 
and cried and spin until it did 

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make me cry anymore, basically. 
Like and it just like got it out

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of me. 
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of song. 
I was like, I want to make a 

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song that makes people feel this
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I know it's kind of like really 
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where you have that hat on and 
there's like a sunset behind you

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and that is on point baby. 
Girl, that is, the reason that 

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we were like, yeah, well let you
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If you want to talk about going 
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Let's talk about it because 
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because the Artistry that you're
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details and just not those 
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But like the emotion like you 
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And I think Jim and I and myself
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into those emotions and start 
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using all them and working with 
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And you know, we get amazing 
messages from people and it 

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really does change your life 
when people are giving you this 

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feedback like you're helping me 
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You inspire me. 
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It's like I can't be stopped. 
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Absolutely. 
And I'm talking about I have put

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so much thought into All of this
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The Samba just, I'm timeout. 
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know, I wrote down what colors 
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you know, where do I see when 
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I also asked Sydney, as I, you 
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Sydney. 
I said Sydney, what do you think

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of when you hear this, what 
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like where are you at and you 
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for a lot, a lot of different 
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the common colors, the 
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they saw and those are the 
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out, you know, the sun rises the
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greens, the blues, the so that's
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and everything that I put into 
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So fucking beautiful. 
I had no idea that you were 

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putting that much like because 
that's like actual intention and

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I feel like that how do I say? 
I think that you're helping 

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other people to be able to like 
manifest things for themselves 

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based off of you making music 
specifically for what like 

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they're seeing in their reality 
and I like that's really cool. 

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Thank you. 
I was gonna say, whenever you 

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decided to pick this song and 
it's like an emotional song. 

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Do you have a lot of other 
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Um, I do, but this one in 
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and that's why I think people 
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is, it is so raw and real and 
because I really, when I made it

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I was I just was I could feel 
the motion. 

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I was putting into it, so I feel
like that's just translating 

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like and it's very authentic and
I think that's why it's 

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connecting with people so much 
especially when I perform it 

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live because Any time I perform 
alive, I get chills myself when 

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I perform because I feel like 
I'm just still putting that same

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emotion to it when I perform it.
So the other songs that I have 

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like there's definitely still 
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in a different way like this one
was kind of going I made it and 

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wrote it during a kind of like 
the time where Cincinnati was 

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kind of attacking me and I just 
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of stuff and I was like God 
damn, what am I going to see 

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better days, bro. 
I was just like frustrated and 

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this particular beat by Slick 
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Cincinnati. 
I this beat just really kind of 

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brought that out in me. 
Like I listen to the be while I 

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was driving and that's just what
I heard. 

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I think the be actually was 
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I will say I piggyback off of 
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maybe he heard it when he was 
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So I just was singing it was 
like see better days left. 

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I love that. 
As they're all gonna get fired. 

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And so you posted about the 
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video is super special and has 
like, really deep, meaning 

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behind, at least one of the 
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there. 
Could you talk about that a 

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little bit? 
Yeah, the music video and I'm 

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doing something different 
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that I'll release the song and 
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released the video just because 
I feel like sometimes I don't 

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like to split the viewership of 
it. 

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I do want people to focus on the
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but he wanted it. 
Strategy of releasing the video 

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the same day as I release the 
single, and the video actually 

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had a kind of a harder time 
thinking of a concept for this 

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video just because it wasn't as 
clear like as a consensus with 

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day. 
But the more I thought about it 

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and I got a lot of feedback from
a couple other people to again 

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asking what they saw where they 
were thinking of it. 

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I basically wanted to tell the 
whole Old kind of Journey in a 

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short amount of time as far as 
where I started and then where, 

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you know and then me coin into 
better days. 

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So like it's going to start off 
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actually get kind of do like the
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Like, I'm going to start off 
with a skit before the actual 

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song starts of actual fight that
happened between me and my 

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ex-husband probably 13, 
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Over red beans and rice. 
So we had got into a fight, I'd 

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cooked him dinner and I was 
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like, probably 19 years old 
probably and I was missing red 

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beans and rice from the meal and
he got really mad about it. 

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He was an an and he demanded 
that I'd go to the stores like 

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8:00 at night and he said, I 
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get the red beans and rice and I
was like about time. 

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I go like in get the Food like 
in come back and make it like 

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you're going to be asleep. 
Anyways, like what is the 

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fucking point? 
I would just eat the food that 

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I've already made for you and he
just refused like he pushed me 

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off the bed and just started 
screaming at me about it and I 

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just ended up leaving and I had 
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so I've kind of just Put that in
a skit in the to the beginning 

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of it. 
And then after that happens I 

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show myself going into like the 
divorce and me deciding to be a 

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model and me seeing these better
days and like me and Sidney, 

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buying our house and just 
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Wow, that's me. 
That's so fucking. 

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Do we deep conversations with 
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And I feel like the reason the 
songs going to be successful and

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everyone listening, we talked 
about intentions all the time. 

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It's because literally, it 
doesn't matter if she like gets 

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like a frappe that she thinks 
looks pretty. 

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She's like, better days drop in 
at the bottom of it. 

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Like at the bottom of every 
post, about the way the songs 

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coming out too, because like, 
I'm doing something cool right 

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now but pay attention to this. 
Yeah, that's really Intentional.

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And I know a spiritual 
practitioner that I know that 

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does that, as well as big 
Empress energy. 

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And now she's blown up and 
everyone knows who she is every 

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time I share her. 
Now, everyone's like sharing it,

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and it's like, super viral and 
stuff. 

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And it's cool because I watched 
her go from, like, no one 

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supporting the vision, but like,
a few people to now everyone is 

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Sharon, and I think that that's 
because when you believe in 

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yourself, it just people get 
convinced that they're going to 

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believe in you, too, because you
Waverly are supporting your own 

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dreams and visions and feeling 
your own energy and you're like,

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you know, I don't care if I get 
5 likes or 500, I'm gonna post 

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the shit anyways, so y'all can 
miss me with it. 

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I don't care. 
I'm not worried about it, your 

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opinion, doesn't matter. 
And I think, you know, Gemini 

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and me do that too. 
Like we post a lot. 

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And like, when it's about 
something motivating, sometimes 

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people miss the whole point of 
the post. 

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Yeah fact. 
Yeah, that's the strategy to 

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just, and I've learned that from
my past. 

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Minnesota to just like anything 
that I post. 

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I make it about the song was 
just like one of the better 

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days, you know, I know, I know I
really admire that actually, 

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that's that actually gives me 
motivation to speak more about 

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my business and my mentor 
program and my things that I do,

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because if people don't know, 
they don't know. 

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Yeah. 
Yeah. 

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There, you know, people, that's 
what I learned from. 

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The, the beginning was just 
like, you know, people will 

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either get inspired or or fall 
off. 

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So, So I people ask me all the 
time, like, how do you get the 

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courage to post a lot or chose 
this sort of? 

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Just like, I think you said, if 
you don't care, if I get five 

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lives or 10 likes, someone's 
going to pay attention. 

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So, it's getting that. 
Huh? 

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I started like big companies. 
Do that and stuff too. 

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Like, you constantly are getting
emails and anytime that there's 

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something, there always 
promoting themselves and it's 

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you should be doing the exact 
same thing because You don't 

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believe in your vision and 
you're not pushing your vision. 

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How is anybody else going to 
believe in it or push it if 

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they're like she's not even on 
our own shit. 

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Exactly. 
And then you know a lot of 

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artists failed with the 
promotion of its who like, you 

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know, post one time or or they 
don't they really that's 

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something. 
I've been promoting it from us. 

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You know. 
I want to do a whole you're 

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supposed to be like eight weeks 
that are but I've emmonak since 

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like October probably, you know,
like I wanted to just drill it 

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into people's brains like What's
January sick? 

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When you think, January 6, you 
should just automatically know 

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better days at that point. 
You know, like honestly I love 

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seeing your post because you are
so motivational and that's why I

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like supporting you. 
And that's why we wanted to have

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you back on the podcast because 
this energy is firing, you have 

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been putting so much energy into
it. 

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Thank you. 
Yeah, I just said it's an 

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important song. 
Um, and I am just trying to get 

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better. 
I'm gonna release, you know like

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learn something from my last 
release that I didn't do or did 

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could have done better and you 
know it's still just me pushing 

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it. 
I wasn't able to put the amount 

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of money that I really want to 
be able to put into like hate 

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advertising this time. 
Again that's just like that one 

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piece and I'm still missing from
my roll out. 

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Plans is just like the paid 
marketing budgets for it right 

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now. 
It's still always just going to 

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be me posting it on all the 
things every day and you know, 

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Oh, so you mentioned something 
about an app that you were going

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to be using the elaborate on 
that. 

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Just as a Creator, I want to 
hear a little bit about. 

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Yeah, I found an app called 
later and it was cuz I've been 

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searching for her like an 
automatic one that I can, so I 

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can stay off my phone so much 
and I have and I don't have to 

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wake up every day and make all 
the things and post it 

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everywhere. 
But I finally found one that was

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easy to use and I can put all of
the usually ask if you like you 

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can post a couple but no, I was 
able to Finally put all seven of

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my Instagram's and three of my 
face and books and my to 

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Twitter, you know, like and use 
all of them at once and to be 

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able to just plan it all out. 
And then be like, okay that's 

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going to post on 1234567 old, 
same time. 

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So that was a goal of mine to 
start doing more of that planned

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strategic posting. 
I said I was going to do like a 

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plan weekly live every week on 
Tick Tock and I did for a while 

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but it's so draining. 
And like you said earlier, I 

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know you mentioned. 
They like to be in people after 

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they go live because going live 
is the only way that you're 

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irrelevant on that algorithm the
algorithm is based on love 

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because you're getting gifts 
that people are buying from 

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Tick-Tock at 100% And then 
they're giving you a fraction of

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it and keeping the other 95% and
it's like they want to To keep 

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you on there as much as possible
but they also want you to be 

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like pressed or stressed about 
it too like that's right. 

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The little things they do yes 
out. 

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You know all these apps they 
want, you know the longer you're

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on at the morning on and they 
reward you with this the put 

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your post higher and Global like
right now Facebook, I'm still 

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restricted on my post in the 
algorithm like once you've been 

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red-flagged so much like in the 
Restriction thing and said I 

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was, you know, block from this 
group for 7 days and this now 

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but my poster still lower than 
Seed for the next 30 days. 

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So even on that, you know like I
finally I think Instagram 

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finally. 
I mean I was able to go live on 

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Instagram again so I've been 
able to do that and several of 

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it on there. 
It's Graham just in my home but 

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I know there's a new one called 
hi. 

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I've been trying to get a little
more accurate e. 

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Got it, baby, my baby's happy 
because, you know, I had a score

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that made in Kentucky. 
I can't let us camera come up on

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my name. 
So have been on it. 

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Have y'all everybody? 
Go follow me on. 

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Have yeah, I'm about to start 
getting on there because, look 

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at Instagram, a man with we got 
to give, gotta get something 

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going, you know, about to get, 
on a new wave says, let's go 

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private each other up on the 
hat, is not only fast to like, 

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um, talked about. 
Are you like butt ass naked on? 

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Your only fans. 
I've had so many questions about

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your only fans. 
I know that's a great, great, 

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great mystery. 
You gotta, you gotta say. 

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So my question about your only 
fans is What kind of messages 

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are you getting on there? 
So I don't know if I want to 

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reveal the secrets or not? 
No I have another so I have 

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someone that runs it for me 
honestly and they deal with that

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on would look at the messages 
that's like the view of it. 

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I was like I made a deal with 
somebody that they get a percent

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of my cut or whatever and they 
can handle that part because 

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that's the part. 
I just did not want to deal with

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was like the weirdest do the 
content. 

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Yeah I just make the content and
I still would post on there like

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and stuff, but I really don't 
want to talk to people about 

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that kind of stuff. 
Hey here, here's my boobs. 

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Better days dress on stage. 
Yeah, I literally, I'm just on 

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there, like, look guys, like I 
made this whole Advanced support

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the music. 
So make sure you're like, you 

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know, like here's my boobs and 
all but make sure we're bringing

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it back to the music. 
I feel like I'm gonna sign up 

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and you're gonna be like walking
on carpet and fuzzy socks or 

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something. 
And they're going to be like, 

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haha, my bad. 
I'm trying to do more feet 

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stuff. 
But like, I'm telling you, it's 

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the whole job like and I if I do
face of, I'm just going to 

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dedicate like a whole day to 
that because it's just not 

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something I'm passionate about, 
you know. 

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Like it could I make money off 
of? 

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Yes, but like, it's not funny. 
People say to me all the time 

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they're like you should be on 
only fans and like granted. 

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Okay cool. 
I'm glad that you think, I'm 

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glad you think that I look good 
and I should be on only fans. 

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Yeah but it's not a compliment 
really because like, any girl 

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could be on only things that 
make money if they're good at. 

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What they're doing and they know
what they're doing and it don't 

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matter because there's a, 
there's a rodeo for everyone and

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everyone has a face and a bob. 
So there's that there's not 

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really a compliment like men. 
Want to be like, oh well, I want

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to fuck you. 
Okay. 

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So does everyone and your dad 
literally brother and your uncle

444
00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,900
and your best friend? 
Like okay that's not a 

445
00:25:35,908 --> 00:25:40,700
compliment like step it up and 
so only fans thing that Arena 

446
00:25:40,700 --> 00:25:44,800
opening that can of worms for me
personally Greeks. 

447
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,600
Me out because I'm like, there's
no way I could deal with y'all. 

448
00:25:48,300 --> 00:25:50,700
I, yeah, exactly. 
That's why I don't deal with 

449
00:25:50,700 --> 00:25:54,100
that. 
I just and that was the only way

450
00:25:54,100 --> 00:25:58,200
I was gonna be able to do it 
because I just get annoyed in 

451
00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,200
general. 
Just like on the Snapchat 

452
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:04,300
messages or just ran dams in 
general pisses me off. 

453
00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:10,300
But the thing with the only fans
I kind of just play off of the 

454
00:26:10,300 --> 00:26:14,200
Curiosity of the Thirsty ones. 
Like it's the, the only fans is 

455
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:18,600
meant for For the fans. 
Um sounds like that's what's for

456
00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:22,400
like and that's who I was like 
I'm so grateful for your 

457
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:23,800
surprise. 
Yeah. 

458
00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:29,500
And they're Shameless with it 
and that's fine. 

459
00:26:29,500 --> 00:26:31,600
Like they're the ones that's 
gonna pay for it and they're 

460
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,900
going to be ones literally that 
are going to be supporting the 

461
00:26:33,900 --> 00:26:36,700
all the other things like right 
now, I'm making probably about 

462
00:26:36,700 --> 00:26:38,300
fifteen hundred dollars a month 
right now. 

463
00:26:38,300 --> 00:26:44,600
I'll Forge is how much are you 
charging $15, she's free me of a

464
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:45,500
v. 
The premier. 

465
00:26:45,500 --> 00:26:47,600
Yeah, wow, doesn't. 
That was one thing to, I was 

466
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:50,900
like, if I'm doing this, like, 
did y'all gonna be paying the 

467
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:56,300
guys, like my new, they cheat. 
But I'm gonna do it, like, I'm 

468
00:26:56,300 --> 00:27:09,500
not know, $5 person, but, like, 
whatever. 

469
00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:16,500
But All the people messaging me 
all the time of like, where's 

470
00:27:16,500 --> 00:27:18,500
the uncensor one? 
Where sunsets, you can 

471
00:27:18,500 --> 00:27:21,600
uncensored one doesn't done. 
Like I was roll my eyes every 

472
00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:24,700
time I got shut up. 
So whatever you guys would 

473
00:27:24,700 --> 00:27:28,200
understand sir, time to pay up 
bro, here they are you gonna 

474
00:27:28,500 --> 00:27:32,700
close that the only fans can 
call someone's like 50 or no, 

475
00:27:32,700 --> 00:27:36,900
but I definitely plan on raising
prices and they're gonna say I 

476
00:27:36,900 --> 00:27:44,400
need to do it. 
I'm thinking at least At least 

477
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,600
75 a month. 
Just fuck off. 

478
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:49,100
I'm gonna bleep get on, you 
know? 

479
00:27:49,100 --> 00:27:54,000
Like the people will pay it. 
You don't see my boobs and they 

480
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,900
pay fifty dollars. 
So y'all paying more than that 

481
00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:58,900
period. 
Exactly. 

482
00:27:58,900 --> 00:28:01,900
And I just felt like once and I 
told myself to like I was going 

483
00:28:01,900 --> 00:28:05,500
to wait until like I really had 
a big big following, so the like

484
00:28:05,500 --> 00:28:08,800
started. 
And but what really made it 

485
00:28:08,800 --> 00:28:11,800
happen was, I started I got an 
argument right before I got 

486
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:14,800
blocked on Facebook. 
I The argument with some random 

487
00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:17,400
boy about only fans that hint 
just like you guys internet 

488
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:18,200
whore. 
I didn't have it. 

489
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:21,200
Only fans at that point. 
I just just pissed me off 

490
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:24,100
because I just see him. 
He's I knew he was a bum and 

491
00:28:24,100 --> 00:28:28,200
just was saying about it. 
I was like, you know what, I'm 

492
00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:32,300
making only fans today because 
you just just as annoying like 

493
00:28:34,300 --> 00:28:36,400
and I just did it and I know you
care. 

494
00:28:36,400 --> 00:28:40,100
Now I just play off of make 
people think there's also people

495
00:28:40,100 --> 00:28:42,900
think probably I got hella porn 
on there something or like? 

496
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:46,400
People been asking me now, like 
to do porn with me or like, can 

497
00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:48,500
we make content and blah, blah, 
blah. 

498
00:28:48,500 --> 00:28:51,800
And just like you guys think 
whatever you want. 

499
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:53,800
Yep, sure. 
There's I'm sucking dick on 

500
00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:57,100
there for all you fucking know, 
once you pay $15 and find out 

501
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:03,000
and, you know, daddy dick, you 
know, what's crazy about only 

502
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:07,000
fans though is like what what 
I've been told by the people on 

503
00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:10,300
there that stay on there. 
For a long time, it starts out 

504
00:29:10,300 --> 00:29:12,300
slow and steady cuz people are 
curious. 

505
00:29:12,300 --> 00:29:16,400
So once Figure it out, they want
more, and more, and more, and 

506
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:17,900
more and more until. 
Yeah. 

507
00:29:18,100 --> 00:29:21,700
So there's no cat on that V, so 
that it's like all freaked 

508
00:29:21,700 --> 00:29:25,800
bitches up in there. 
Okay, I'm surely getting more 

509
00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:27,400
workers. 
I'm sure my titties won't 

510
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,200
entertain the entertain them for
long. 

511
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:32,700
It may not renew after I left it
already, you know, seeing things

512
00:29:32,700 --> 00:29:44,300
but it's not always like what? 
I just like I just don't care 

513
00:29:44,300 --> 00:29:47,400
anymore, I just don't like, it's
just like if it happens it 

514
00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:52,000
happens like, and, you know, it 
has gotten me a little more 

515
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,100
comfortable with like doing 
other things. 

516
00:29:54,100 --> 00:29:57,100
Like, for like, I may eventually
put a boy on there. 

517
00:29:57,100 --> 00:30:02,400
Like, I don't know, like the 
light if I had the right man. 

518
00:30:02,600 --> 00:30:06,200
I could totally totally be into 
some shit. 

519
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:09,600
Like wait, take me and Rampage 
and we'll do like auditions for 

520
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:12,600
like partners for you. 
And while we can make them go 

521
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:14,900
through. 
These obstacles and we can have 

522
00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:18,100
like, they have to eat papayas 
and shit without their hands, 

523
00:30:18,100 --> 00:30:20,900
and like will do all kinds of 
stuff, right? 

524
00:30:20,900 --> 00:30:22,900
Audition to be on teaches only 
fans. 

525
00:30:23,100 --> 00:30:24,100
Fuck? 
Yeah. 

526
00:30:24,100 --> 00:30:25,200
Now, I've heard from real 
people. 

527
00:30:25,500 --> 00:30:28,100
Do start message to be a better 
way to do it. 

528
00:30:28,100 --> 00:30:31,000
Is you sell the videos, like you
put on there and then Harold, 

529
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,700
stop it stop here. 
Hold my cat. 

530
00:30:33,700 --> 00:30:36,400
Stop it fucking Harold fucking 
here Harold. 

531
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:40,200
No, he's scratching my chair 
right now. 

532
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,000
But yeah, I thought about that. 
At that, I don't know. 

533
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:47,800
That one might be way down the 
line, but but she's giving you 

534
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:51,400
all a taste and so y'all need to
hang on the line because the 

535
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:53,800
line is got y'all hook. 
And it's only going to get 

536
00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:58,300
better because I feel frisky and
turn the camera on. 

537
00:30:58,300 --> 00:31:00,900
You know, y'all don't know about
her. 

538
00:31:00,900 --> 00:31:05,300
She's already got the 
capabilities, I love it, here I 

539
00:31:05,300 --> 00:31:07,500
loved it. 
This is my favorite thing. 

540
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:11,800
You know what, I love about this
whole situation is that 

541
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:16,300
organically this All happen 
after I found your card at the 

542
00:31:16,300 --> 00:31:19,400
cast on sir, I will forever live
in my part. 

543
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:22,900
I wear because it R is still 
organically grades connections 

544
00:31:22,900 --> 00:31:26,300
for me whether people can knock 
the business cards or not. 

545
00:31:26,500 --> 00:31:29,000
It still works for me. 
Where are you guys? 

546
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:32,000
Put your, okay, so I have a 
problem with this like I would 

547
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:36,600
love advice so I have business 
cards that I have like for my 

548
00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:39,100
personal business and then I 
have business cards that we have

549
00:31:39,100 --> 00:31:42,200
for a lollipop and like all hand
them out to people. 

550
00:31:42,200 --> 00:31:44,200
Like if I'm talking Talking and 
it comes up and I'll be like, 

551
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:45,900
these are my podcasts or 
whatever. 

552
00:31:46,300 --> 00:31:51,000
But I never know how to, like 
distribute my business cards. 

553
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,800
I'm always, like, should I be 
doing this? 

554
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:55,900
Should I be waiting? 
Like, how do you guys move with 

555
00:31:55,900 --> 00:31:59,300
that? 
I put them in places that I know

556
00:31:59,300 --> 00:32:02,800
someone will touch. 
They have to put their finger 

557
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:05,500
there like are their eyes, 
whatever. 

558
00:32:05,500 --> 00:32:08,800
I see my I automatically, kind 
of like drift to. 

559
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:13,300
I'll put a card there, like it 
won't be in like the Regular 

560
00:32:13,300 --> 00:32:15,500
places, you're supposed to put 
business cards. 

561
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:19,300
I would limit public bathroom 
stalls bro, for real, that's 

562
00:32:19,300 --> 00:32:23,900
where I found wasn't like I put 
I put them on toilet seats and 

563
00:32:23,900 --> 00:32:26,900
put them on the tampon. 
Saying I'm put them on sinks, I 

564
00:32:26,900 --> 00:32:30,100
put them in the mirrors. 
I put them in gas station, 

565
00:32:30,100 --> 00:32:34,100
credit, card holders, ACM card 
holders, like anywhere that you 

566
00:32:34,100 --> 00:32:38,700
audit like you have to somehow 
touch and see like when I'm at 

567
00:32:38,700 --> 00:32:42,600
the gas station and like, you 
run your card, I'll put like, 

568
00:32:42,900 --> 00:32:45,500
One on each thing where like 
they have to like see it when 

569
00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:47,800
they look down. 
I like boom, there's my face 

570
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:52,900
like you know, there's like 
stuff like that, where they, it 

571
00:32:52,900 --> 00:32:56,800
has to be picked up everywhere. 
Because when I was at that look 

572
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,200
down, you get out of the car and
your throat, just like my my eye

573
00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:02,300
has just drifted there. 
I'll just throw a card there. 

574
00:33:02,700 --> 00:33:04,400
How many times have you had 
people? 

575
00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,200
Like you regularly have people 
reach out that are like I found 

576
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:09,700
your business card and public. 
Yeah, like Nashville. 

577
00:33:09,700 --> 00:33:14,700
Like so funny like I came here a
year ago and I'll drop something

578
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:18,200
in elevator floor so I'll just 
throw a couple on the floor and 

579
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:22,700
they're looking down and sure 
enough, a guy found one while 

580
00:33:22,700 --> 00:33:25,400
it's your last year and and 
messaging me was like, hey it's 

581
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:28,500
Andrew card on the floor and 
then I met up with him that 

582
00:33:28,500 --> 00:33:31,700
night at a different event and 
then I reconnected with him, 

583
00:33:31,700 --> 00:33:35,300
when I came down here, you know 
what's wild about that because 

584
00:33:35,300 --> 00:33:38,000
your face is on the card. 
I bet their first instinct is 

585
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,200
like, is this a hot hooker? 
Like, let me. 

586
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:43,500
Oh yeah, I think they think 
yeah, a lot of People and just 

587
00:33:43,500 --> 00:33:45,200
peaches in general I get that a 
lot. 

588
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:47,600
They asked me my stripper and 
they said they look at it. 

589
00:33:47,608 --> 00:33:51,800
Think I'm a stripper a lot of 
times but no, I'm not sure, but 

590
00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:58,200
the strippers love Peach and 
he's got the only fan so fuck 

591
00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:01,000
with her. 
Yeah bring it. 

592
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:03,500
I'll send you. 
I love it because you have to 

593
00:34:03,500 --> 00:34:07,000
follow her on Spotify to be able
to get the link so it's the 

594
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:08,600
link. 
Don't just come in. 

595
00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:11,699
The dudes are always so confused
like when they message me about 

596
00:34:11,699 --> 00:34:12,800
it like this thing, I don't put 
it. 

597
00:34:12,900 --> 00:34:14,500
It publicly out there. 
I don't just share link. 

598
00:34:14,500 --> 00:34:16,699
It's a very exclusive thing, 
right? 

599
00:34:16,699 --> 00:34:20,199
And they get so confused when 
they message me about it or like

600
00:34:20,199 --> 00:34:22,699
a tongue to DM me, the word fan.
And then I'm like and then I 

601
00:34:22,699 --> 00:34:25,100
collect all their emails. 
What's your email? 

602
00:34:25,100 --> 00:34:26,800
And they think I'm going to 
email it to them? 

603
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:29,000
Like, no, I actually just put 
you on my email list. 

604
00:34:30,500 --> 00:34:34,000
Bi T CH sound so exclusive not 
like you're so exclusive with 

605
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:37,500
like the nudies behind the scene
to and like the VIP part of 

606
00:34:37,500 --> 00:34:39,800
that. 
I like it's all branded. 

607
00:34:40,199 --> 00:34:43,199
Yeah. 
For sure mostly that really is 

608
00:34:43,199 --> 00:34:48,199
on point because a lot of people
are probably wondering how you 

609
00:34:48,199 --> 00:34:51,800
can do so many different things.
But when you have a brand and 

610
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:55,600
the brand is you and it's that 
passion and that energy and that

611
00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:59,700
authenticity, that's fueling 
that, then it you not be 

612
00:34:59,700 --> 00:35:01,300
stopped. 
And that's why you must be 

613
00:35:01,300 --> 00:35:04,500
around people in your circle or 
people that inspire you or 

614
00:35:04,500 --> 00:35:07,700
people that you're inspired by. 
Because that's the only way 

615
00:35:07,700 --> 00:35:10,800
you're going to get out of those
struggles Cycles because like 

616
00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:13,200
you said, you were praying for 
better days but you didn't just 

617
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:16,500
stay there and cry and wait and 
and like lane. 

618
00:35:16,500 --> 00:35:19,600
And then point fingers, you got 
up and fucking did something. 

619
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:21,800
You took out a loan and invested
in yourself. 

620
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,000
You started recording music. 
You started doing things that 

621
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:25,700
you never done that scared. 
You. 

622
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:29,200
So anyone who didn't hear her 
first interview, she's only been

623
00:35:29,300 --> 00:35:31,700
been doing music for like three 
years, right? 

624
00:35:32,300 --> 00:35:34,000
Yeah, it's when it's almost 
three down here. 

625
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:39,100
So, two and a half years and 
that's a little bit of time. 

626
00:35:39,100 --> 00:35:42,200
When you look at the grand 
scheme of what, 10 years of, 

627
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:47,600
that type of consistency, and 
drive, and passion and Artistry,

628
00:35:47,700 --> 00:35:51,200
where that's going to take you. 
And so many people give up in 

629
00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:56,000
these rights and these download 
are down low points and they're 

630
00:35:56,000 --> 00:36:01,600
like, I can't and they don't 
It's not in like and that's why 

631
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:04,800
I love you and like your energy 
and that's why I liked commented

632
00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:08,400
and liked supporting because I 
like seeing you on my feed and I

633
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:10,500
know how it is. 
Only get a few likes on 

634
00:36:10,500 --> 00:36:13,100
something you're really 
passionate about but it's like 

635
00:36:13,100 --> 00:36:16,300
it doesn't really matter because
if there's people who actually 

636
00:36:16,300 --> 00:36:20,900
see that vision and see you 
shining your light, then it 

637
00:36:20,900 --> 00:36:22,800
really doesn't matter who sees 
it. 

638
00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:26,200
And I always tell Jim and I like
my clients and different people 

639
00:36:26,300 --> 00:36:31,000
like if there was 5 likes, 
Versus five people in your 

640
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:32,900
living room. 
Like that's a lot of people. 

641
00:36:32,900 --> 00:36:35,300
If there's five people at my 
house right now there's too many

642
00:36:35,300 --> 00:36:37,600
people here. 
So five likes, I'm good. 

643
00:36:37,700 --> 00:36:42,000
So if there's 20 or 100 like 
imagine like collaborating with 

644
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:46,200
100 people or 100 go like you 
know, really being there and 

645
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:48,800
writing for your project like 
it's a big deal. 

646
00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:52,700
So, you know, I know we base 
everything on numbers, but even 

647
00:36:52,700 --> 00:36:56,200
like our Spotify wrapped for the
podcast after six months, there 

648
00:36:56,200 --> 00:37:01,200
was 65 people that had us their 
number Broadcast and maybe 10 

649
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:04,300
people tagged us, but I mean, 65
people. 

650
00:37:04,300 --> 00:37:09,400
If there were 65 people in like 
a class or, you know, at a video

651
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:12,100
shoot or wherever, that's a lot 
of people. 

652
00:37:12,700 --> 00:37:14,200
Thanks. 
Absolutely. 

653
00:37:15,100 --> 00:37:17,200
And I always say that too like 
with your music career or 

654
00:37:17,207 --> 00:37:21,100
anything like that like it's for
success or like to make a 

655
00:37:21,107 --> 00:37:24,400
hundred thousand dollars doing 
music like I only need like 

656
00:37:24,500 --> 00:37:27,400
maybe like a thousand fans that 
are really would actually like 

657
00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:30,300
come up to it thing or Buy my 
merch, you know like stuff like 

658
00:37:30,300 --> 00:37:32,800
that. 
Like that's the gold like is to 

659
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,300
get you. 
No pay for your art and it just 

660
00:37:35,300 --> 00:37:37,400
like that. 
Like I don't have to be Rihanna 

661
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:40,800
status, like the goal is to 
change the world with all the 

662
00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:44,300
things, you know, like it's 
really about that ripple effect 

663
00:37:44,300 --> 00:37:46,600
of the life's you touch, like 
you're teaching your daughter to

664
00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:49,800
chase her dreams. 
You're inspiring me and Gemini 

665
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:51,200
and other people that you're 
touching. 

666
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:56,000
I know a lot of people had 
commented on your journey just 

667
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:59,100
being like really liking the 
interview that we With you 

668
00:37:59,100 --> 00:38:01,100
because they could feel your 
passion and stuff. 

669
00:38:01,100 --> 00:38:06,000
And I personally get extra 
inspired by being around people 

670
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:08,800
who are chasing dreams, that 
feel scary because then that 

671
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:13,100
tells me and shows me even more 
to lean into trust and surrender

672
00:38:13,100 --> 00:38:17,600
and going with that because I 
know that my heart is still like

673
00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:21,500
help people and to serve Spirit 
and the more doors that open 

674
00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:24,800
with my spirituality, it just 
connects me with people that are

675
00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:28,500
also living that same energy 
through their order. 

676
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:30,800
Through their passions and it's 
beautiful. 

677
00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:33,300
Absolutely, I couldn't agree 
more. 

678
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:38,300
I definitely see people like me 
attracting to. 

679
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:40,000
Those kind of people and 
understanding. 

680
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:43,000
Now, at first, I didn't really 
understand it, but I do see now 

681
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:46,200
more like why people are trying 
to me and come around me that 

682
00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:49,000
like, see me chasing my dreams 
and their spite of that. 

683
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:50,900
And they want to kind of do the 
same thing. 

684
00:38:50,900 --> 00:38:53,700
And I've done that here just 
like the network that I've built

685
00:38:53,700 --> 00:38:58,500
so far in the last six months is
people, you know, oh there's 

686
00:38:58,700 --> 00:39:02,500
Women who have left since I've 
met her has left, her abusive 

687
00:39:02,500 --> 00:39:05,800
husband, and I'm, and then a, 
man, I work with who's left. 

688
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:11,200
His abusive wife, who are both 
very close to me now and chasing

689
00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:13,000
their dreams. 
One of the one girl wants to 

690
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:16,400
start her own podcast or a life 
coaching course. 

691
00:39:16,400 --> 00:39:19,300
And she comes and meets with me 
like once a week just to talk 

692
00:39:19,300 --> 00:39:23,100
about the things and I kind of 
just, you know, tell her what 

693
00:39:23,100 --> 00:39:26,200
I've been doing or have done and
kind of keep her through that. 

694
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:30,900
And the guy he regularly You 
know, calls me and he just wants

695
00:39:30,900 --> 00:39:33,800
to be around me because you'd 
likes that I'm chasing my dream 

696
00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:36,500
and it just kind of feels his 
his fire. 

697
00:39:37,700 --> 00:39:40,200
Oh yeah, I love that. 
That's exactly what's happening.

698
00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:43,400
I know Gemini's and getting so 
much feedback from people 

699
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,900
through the podcast, both 
podcast because they're watching

700
00:39:46,900 --> 00:39:50,100
or listening to both are 
watching both and I love that 

701
00:39:50,100 --> 00:39:55,000
because it's a beautiful 
Awakening moment. 

702
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:58,800
When you see that you really can
create your reality and like you

703
00:39:58,800 --> 00:40:02,700
don't have to live in pain and 
misery or fear and like being in

704
00:40:02,700 --> 00:40:05,700
your own power is its own magic.
Yeah. 

705
00:40:05,700 --> 00:40:08,900
And I'm thinking about like I 
said, start my podcast backup as

706
00:40:08,900 --> 00:40:12,200
well but kind of rebranding in 
the more of jet just being like 

707
00:40:12,300 --> 00:40:16,500
speak your truth and and being 
it more that I can bring people 

708
00:40:16,500 --> 00:40:19,700
on a kind of talk a bit. 
Doesn't have to be just so abuse

709
00:40:19,700 --> 00:40:22,400
Focus but like, still have that 
aspect to it. 

710
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:24,800
That I do want to bring on 
people that have experienced 

711
00:40:24,800 --> 00:40:30,300
abuse and But just have a lot of
different, like, artists want to

712
00:40:30,308 --> 00:40:33,600
talk about, you know, the abuse 
and nurses. 

713
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:37,700
And it happens Within the Music 
Industry and just everyone's 

714
00:40:37,700 --> 00:40:40,600
different experiences and what 
everything that's changed since 

715
00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:43,700
I've started the podcast as 
well, but I do want to bring 

716
00:40:43,700 --> 00:40:46,900
other people into help me with 
it just because it was a lot, 

717
00:40:46,900 --> 00:40:50,300
like they were just was a lot 
for me to do on my own. 

718
00:40:50,300 --> 00:40:53,700
So as I reached out about your 
friend, that was doing the 

719
00:40:53,700 --> 00:40:58,900
podcast and I It had a lot of 
success with it in the 

720
00:40:58,908 --> 00:41:01,800
beginning. 
I think it may just add to kind 

721
00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:06,400
of the mix of things that I have
going on right now and help with

722
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,300
promotion different things. 
But ultimately, I wanted to 

723
00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:13,300
always tie in that, that aspect 
of what my ultimate goal is, to 

724
00:41:13,300 --> 00:41:19,000
really bring to light the 
problem of abuse and domestic 

725
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:21,200
violence. 
And it may not be a super 

726
00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:24,000
popular thing to talk about 
within the music industry. 

727
00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:26,900
But ultimately that was my, my 
goal. 

728
00:41:27,100 --> 00:41:28,300
Like. 
Hey, look at me and I'll be 

729
00:41:28,300 --> 00:41:32,800
happy to doing things but we 
need to also focus on this and 

730
00:41:32,800 --> 00:41:37,300
fix this problem. 
I there's a lot of abuse that's 

731
00:41:37,300 --> 00:41:40,900
like integrated and all of 
Hollywood honestly, but in the 

732
00:41:40,908 --> 00:41:45,800
music industry specifically, and
I think that, you know, the me 

733
00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:49,200
to movement really went and it 
brought out a lot of things in 

734
00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:52,900
Hollywood, but I didn't see it 
necessarily go and impact the 

735
00:41:52,900 --> 00:41:56,300
music industry. 
And you know, you have people 

736
00:41:56,300 --> 00:42:00,700
like Arkell Lee where it's very 
obvious that like they're guilty

737
00:42:00,700 --> 00:42:04,400
of doing this, but people still 
bump their songs because that's 

738
00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:07,500
still, you know what I mean? 
What why are you 11? 

739
00:42:07,500 --> 00:42:11,900
11, and you are talking and I 
wanted I just got a text saying 

740
00:42:11,900 --> 00:42:14,300
1111, right? 
When he said that, I didn't 

741
00:42:14,300 --> 00:42:18,200
realize that that Jess girl in 
Peach had so much in common and 

742
00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:21,400
so, just just texting me 1111. 
And then she must have sent it 

743
00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:23,300
to you too. 
And we're recording. 

744
00:42:23,300 --> 00:42:27,000
And I was about to say, let's 
name-drop, Jess and her music. 

745
00:42:27,100 --> 00:42:30,000
Zag. 
And she has an abuse podcast. 

746
00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,000
How do you make music and have 
interviews podcasts. 

747
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:35,500
And she makes music and has an 
abuse podcast. 

748
00:42:35,700 --> 00:42:39,800
No, for real. 
So we have so my friend, Jess 

749
00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:44,900
that I was connecting you with. 
She does, she's in Chattanooga, 

750
00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:48,100
she does modeling, she does 
music. 

751
00:42:48,100 --> 00:42:53,200
She does all kinds of stuff. 
And her husband was the one who 

752
00:42:53,500 --> 00:42:56,800
did all the, he was basically 
her management and she showed up

753
00:42:56,800 --> 00:43:00,900
and It was beautiful and the 
talent and he unexpectedly 

754
00:43:00,900 --> 00:43:05,100
passed away three months ago. 
And so she's really been in this

755
00:43:05,100 --> 00:43:09,600
like finding herself process and
she wanted me to co-host. 

756
00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:13,000
So they had a domestic violence 
Survivor podcast. 

757
00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:17,800
And they would help find victims
who were leaving or survivors, 

758
00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:21,200
excuse me, who were leaving? 
They would help find them like 

759
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:24,200
housing and get them in touch 
with counselors and things like 

760
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:27,600
that. 
And so when he Ask your way. 

761
00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:30,400
She wanted me to help her with 
the podcast and getting it built

762
00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:32,400
back up. 
And I was like that. 

763
00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:34,200
Like, I can't live in that 
space. 

764
00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:38,500
I've experienced that that's so 
much and I'm, I can't live in 

765
00:43:38,500 --> 00:43:42,700
that space, But I see her doing 
so much with it. 

766
00:43:42,700 --> 00:43:46,600
And I did a reading for her, and
it's totally a part of her like 

767
00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:51,300
rebuilding and like, finding her
independence, is that podcast? 

768
00:43:51,300 --> 00:43:58,600
And I just think that you two 
together, you are so So focused 

769
00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:01,700
on your path and you know who 
you are and you're very strong 

770
00:44:01,700 --> 00:44:04,300
independent. 
And you're also navigating this 

771
00:44:04,300 --> 00:44:08,700
whole field alone and I think 
that she could just really use 

772
00:44:08,700 --> 00:44:15,100
you really needs support and 
honestly like Jim and I was like

773
00:44:15,300 --> 00:44:17,600
I really want to know if you can
just kind of help just because I

774
00:44:17,607 --> 00:44:20,200
know you don't know her, you're 
an outsider and kind of things 

775
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:23,500
and so I was like she doesn't 
really need specific. 

776
00:44:23,500 --> 00:44:24,600
Like this is what you need to 
do. 

777
00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:28,100
She needs like an overall like 
change of System in like, 

778
00:44:28,100 --> 00:44:31,500
finding like that Independence. 
But I just realized all these 

779
00:44:31,500 --> 00:44:35,300
synchronicities as she texts. 
Both of us at 11:11, she never 

780
00:44:35,300 --> 00:44:36,600
does that to me. 
Ever. 

781
00:44:36,900 --> 00:44:41,100
And it's December 1st. 
And we just were talking about 

782
00:44:41,100 --> 00:44:45,600
her and I'm not a whole like 
Epiphany moment for everyone 

783
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:49,500
listening, that is organic 
telepathic communication. 

784
00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:52,300
She heard us say her name and 
I'm telling you Peach. 

785
00:44:52,300 --> 00:44:56,400
Soon as we get off this call, 
not only should we go ahead and 

786
00:44:56,400 --> 00:45:00,100
drop this. 
Podcast like tomorrow, we're 

787
00:45:00,100 --> 00:45:03,700
going to drop it as a bonus 
episode and then go back to 

788
00:45:03,700 --> 00:45:06,900
regularly scheduled programming 
and there will be no more 

789
00:45:06,900 --> 00:45:10,100
guests. 
And so Peach comes back because 

790
00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:13,400
we are just going back to the 
raw authentic. 

791
00:45:13,900 --> 00:45:17,300
It's and we wanted to have this 
beautiful soul on here because 

792
00:45:17,300 --> 00:45:20,000
we want you all to get very 
familiar with her. 

793
00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:23,700
Because she's got a lot of 
magical stuff in just so many 

794
00:45:23,700 --> 00:45:26,900
Arenas, but I did not even 
connect the dots with Jess doing

795
00:45:27,100 --> 00:45:30,200
Modeling is in everything as 
well. 

796
00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:34,300
I'm sure cook like I'm going to 
call Jessica, we get off the 

797
00:45:34,300 --> 00:45:37,100
call and and prep her for the 
group tanks. 

798
00:45:37,100 --> 00:45:42,500
Because this is, I'll literally 
throw us all into a group text. 

799
00:45:42,500 --> 00:45:45,200
As soon as we're off of this, 
it's crazy. 

800
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,100
Let's run it. 
Yeah, I know I texted her and I 

801
00:45:49,100 --> 00:45:53,500
just I'm so bad if we timed text
back late and things. 

802
00:45:53,500 --> 00:45:56,900
So I searched her earlier today.
I think I go days without 

803
00:45:56,900 --> 00:45:59,700
texting her and I'm like, oh 
shit my mind I responded and we 

804
00:45:59,700 --> 00:46:03,900
had a whole bunch. 
Yeah, but yeah, that's exactly 

805
00:46:03,900 --> 00:46:06,700
what I'm talking to her about. 
Is getting it started again and 

806
00:46:06,700 --> 00:46:09,600
whether that's figure out all 
the details and stuff, but I 

807
00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:12,100
definitely I need a co-host. 
You need to co-host. 

808
00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,700
We can be hopeful great. 
I mean, y'all both are in 

809
00:46:14,700 --> 00:46:16,300
Tennessee and you just moved to 
Tennessee. 

810
00:46:16,400 --> 00:46:24,800
See, I know she and she just so,
like, I'm just going to talk 

811
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:26,700
about her. 
She went on like so proud of 

812
00:46:26,700 --> 00:46:28,700
her. 
She went on this huge Soul 

813
00:46:28,700 --> 00:46:33,600
Journey since like, Jack passed 
away and what happens when and I

814
00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:39,100
and I seeing this firsthand, 
when someone dies that's very 

815
00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:44,000
close to you, everybody comes in
and for like two weeks, 

816
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:47,200
everybody's texting you and 
calling you Coming to this and 

817
00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:49,100
they're coming back and they're 
all up in your business and you 

818
00:46:49,100 --> 00:46:50,900
can't breathe. 
And it's all up in your posts 

819
00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:54,400
and then months start to go on 
and people go. 

820
00:46:54,600 --> 00:46:56,500
Why are you still posting about 
him? 

821
00:46:56,700 --> 00:47:00,000
How come you don't? 
Why are you posting photos of 

822
00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:01,500
yourself? 
That's so conceited. 

823
00:47:01,500 --> 00:47:04,700
Your husband just died and like 
it's a good back and forth 

824
00:47:04,700 --> 00:47:06,700
thing. 
So she's had friends that like 

825
00:47:06,700 --> 00:47:09,700
have just fallen off and it's 
been this whole re building a 

826
00:47:09,700 --> 00:47:13,000
community around her. 
And I feel like we discussed 

827
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:17,500
that last time we had you on the
podcast and then It feels like 

828
00:47:17,500 --> 00:47:21,500
yeah like full circle to be 
talking about it now and like 

829
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:25,100
it's just seeing things that 
were discussed to happen in the 

830
00:47:25,107 --> 00:47:28,300
future. 
Yeah absolutely manifested. 

831
00:47:28,500 --> 00:47:33,300
Be like all the intention that 
we all have to just serve our 

832
00:47:33,300 --> 00:47:36,400
life purpose is aligning us with
people who also have that 

833
00:47:36,400 --> 00:47:39,300
intention and energy. 
And we were talking about this 

834
00:47:39,300 --> 00:47:41,500
earlier and I'll continue to 
elaborate. 

835
00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:45,300
You are the literal, some of the
people you're around. 

836
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:48,400
It doesn't matter if Your mom 
are your dad or whoever if 

837
00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:51,700
they're complaining and their - 
and they're bitching about money

838
00:47:51,700 --> 00:47:56,000
and work and all these things 
that are like human human 

839
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:57,800
constructs. 
Like they're not worried about 

840
00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:00,200
their soul, they're not worried 
about helping people. 

841
00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:02,700
They're not worried about 
fulfilling any purpose, like 

842
00:48:02,700 --> 00:48:07,400
their noise is so loud and their
reality that helping someone 

843
00:48:07,400 --> 00:48:10,200
could not even be a factor until
they help themselves. 

844
00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:12,900
And I just want to say that 
every single one of us sitting 

845
00:48:12,900 --> 00:48:16,200
here, right now has been through
some really dark ash. 

846
00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:20,400
Pay and better days are on the 
way when you actually get in 

847
00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:24,300
tune with that energy. 
Because if you stay in that 

848
00:48:24,300 --> 00:48:28,500
rainy pessimistic, but 
environment, you will continue 

849
00:48:28,500 --> 00:48:31,800
to let the world rain on you, 
but until you learn how to like 

850
00:48:31,800 --> 00:48:35,300
dance in the rain and enjoy all 
of that because it does feel 

851
00:48:35,300 --> 00:48:38,200
you, it gives you passionate, 
gives you purpose and we've 

852
00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:42,100
really been in this like 
gratitude Zone on the podcast, 

853
00:48:42,100 --> 00:48:45,400
just really grateful for the 
people who do see that and 

854
00:48:45,400 --> 00:48:48,700
support. 
And I want to see people win and

855
00:48:48,700 --> 00:48:51,700
clap for people even when it's 
not their term yet. 

856
00:48:51,700 --> 00:48:56,200
And that's what I love because 
it all matter who's going up, we

857
00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:58,000
all going up. 
And when I saw you going up on 

858
00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,700
Tick, Tock, I was so excited for
you and then when they deleted 

859
00:49:00,700 --> 00:49:03,500
your shit you would have thought
they deleted my shit because I'm

860
00:49:03,500 --> 00:49:05,300
boycotted it. 
I was like I'm done with 60 

861
00:49:05,300 --> 00:49:08,600
minutes so mad, I'm not mad. 
I'm not, I didn't say nothing to

862
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:11,400
you but I didn't want to like 
continue that negativity, but I 

863
00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:13,500
was pissed. 
I haven't been live in like two 

864
00:49:13,500 --> 00:49:15,700
months. 
I barely Poston. 

865
00:49:15,900 --> 00:49:19,400
I'm like, Fuck this. 
I'm over it, I'm just over the 

866
00:49:19,400 --> 00:49:25,500
censorship the the you know, 
promoting bullshit and then 

867
00:49:25,500 --> 00:49:28,800
suppressing stuff that's in 
lightning and exciting and 

868
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:31,800
empowering. 
And I see this in my post 

869
00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:35,300
regularly and that's fine 
because who gets the message 

870
00:49:35,300 --> 00:49:38,300
needs the message and that's 
enough for me, I'm cool with it 

871
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:42,500
because I have enough private 
clients to really, I don't even 

872
00:49:42,500 --> 00:49:44,800
need y'all on the internet. 
Like, you know what I mean? 

873
00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:46,200
Like, I'm not fighting for views
anymore. 

874
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:50,200
I don't even care. 
Like I'm getting that connection

875
00:49:50,200 --> 00:49:53,200
from people like Peach and 
Gemini and people have made. 

876
00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:55,800
It's just like it's open new 
doors where I just don't care 

877
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:59,200
about the non supporters anymore
for sure. 

878
00:49:59,200 --> 00:50:02,100
Yeah and honestly I'm sorry I've
touched on that. 

879
00:50:02,100 --> 00:50:04,600
Just real quick, that someone 
message me today like I was 

880
00:50:04,600 --> 00:50:07,800
promoting all my YouTube stuff 
and to put all my YouTube out 

881
00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:10,700
there was like Hey you know, 
subscribe to my YouTube and one 

882
00:50:10,700 --> 00:50:13,900
guy Nest, it's always a guy, 
always a fucking guy. 

883
00:50:14,200 --> 00:50:16,400
He messaged me. 
It was like, oh, you know, Need 

884
00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:18,800
to take that fight off their 
YouTube that's just 

885
00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:23,100
unprofessional and I just really
made you just lost a subscriber 

886
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:27,600
because of that and I was like I
don't give a fuck what you think

887
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:29,600
about it. 
I was like it's staying on 

888
00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:32,100
there. 
That's a part of my story. 

889
00:50:32,100 --> 00:50:36,700
I want people to know not to 
fuck with me and I defended 

890
00:50:36,700 --> 00:50:41,000
myself my property. 
I'm not ashamed of it and I gain

891
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:45,000
more support than I have ever 
gotten not support for it and 

892
00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:47,600
someone doesn't want to follow. 
Me or sperm into that they're 

893
00:50:47,600 --> 00:50:50,700
not meant for me or my story of 
my journey and I really don't 

894
00:50:50,700 --> 00:50:53,300
care what you think about. 
It was like I was just was so 

895
00:50:53,300 --> 00:50:55,800
bad. 
What, you know, I'm so tired of 

896
00:50:55,800 --> 00:50:57,400
people telling me what I should 
be playing. 

897
00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:00,100
There's like, no, like it's 
staying, it is there and I 

898
00:51:00,107 --> 00:51:02,400
really don't care what you think
about it. 

899
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:08,700
Search page fight on YouTube 
Rampage. 

900
00:51:08,700 --> 00:51:11,000
Told me that I have to watch it 
and I just haven't watched it 

901
00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:14,400
yet. 
It's you know it's a people get 

902
00:51:15,100 --> 00:51:20,000
like I said II, I wanted to be 
there because it is being a part

903
00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:25,000
of me and I'm not ashamed of it 
and I do I'm just I want it to 

904
00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:27,200
be there. 
That's a part of your journey 

905
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:30,400
and your a year whole thing is 
being authentic and sharing your

906
00:51:30,400 --> 00:51:33,200
authentic self. 
So you're not, you can't. 

907
00:51:33,500 --> 00:51:35,700
Erase things that have happened 
in the past. 

908
00:51:35,700 --> 00:51:39,400
People are going to also, see an
evolution people who keep videos

909
00:51:39,400 --> 00:51:43,000
that like you know, if you 
scroll on my videos, what the 

910
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:44,700
fuck was happening? 
We don't know. 

911
00:51:44,700 --> 00:51:47,200
But those videos were still 
there because like, that's a 

912
00:51:47,200 --> 00:51:51,300
part of the evolution and you 
show people around you that 

913
00:51:51,300 --> 00:51:55,100
you're human and that you can 
come from here and end up here, 

914
00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:56,500
right? 
That's what he says. 

915
00:51:56,500 --> 00:51:58,400
He's like, no one was to see her
at home life. 

916
00:51:58,400 --> 00:52:01,000
I thought you were a superstar 
and then I saw that fight, I was

917
00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:02,800
like, well, you know, I'm I hope
real person. 

918
00:52:03,000 --> 00:52:06,200
Okay. 
I was going to say, only fans 

919
00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:09,500
idea, y'all get on there and 
it's just me and Peach pillow 

920
00:52:09,500 --> 00:52:11,700
fighting. 
But, uh, yeah. 

921
00:52:12,100 --> 00:52:16,900
Hey, make it, they will pay big 
money for the highest bidder for

922
00:52:16,900 --> 00:52:19,400
the video. 
No, you know, what I think is 

923
00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:21,500
cool about the internet is, you 
never know who you're going to 

924
00:52:21,500 --> 00:52:23,000
touch that day. 
You don't know who's going to 

925
00:52:23,000 --> 00:52:27,100
wake up and find your podcast or
find your music or listen to 

926
00:52:27,100 --> 00:52:28,700
something that changes their 
life. 

927
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:32,000
And I really don't even care 
about the people who can't see 

928
00:52:32,000 --> 00:52:33,400
that Vision because they wake 
up. 

929
00:52:33,500 --> 00:52:37,700
Up with no motivation to help 
and serve Spirit or even work 

930
00:52:37,700 --> 00:52:39,600
with themselves. 
Like, they don't even know how 

931
00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:42,800
to work with themself. 
They just are in these limiting 

932
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:48,300
energies and I love repeating it
to people who can now see the 

933
00:52:48,300 --> 00:52:51,300
progress and themselves. 
Like maybe they've only been 

934
00:52:51,500 --> 00:52:55,000
diving in for a couple of months
or a year or less. 

935
00:52:55,000 --> 00:52:57,200
It doesn't matter. 
It's like you've taken that 

936
00:52:57,200 --> 00:53:04,000
energy and transformed it from 
being limited to being Open. 

937
00:53:04,300 --> 00:53:09,000
Yeah I can't wait until so I 
started getting the messages 

938
00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,800
from someone that is heard 
better days. 

939
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:16,100
Or, you know, I listen to better
days today and it kept me going 

940
00:53:16,100 --> 00:53:19,500
or you know, it is there, you 
know, like that's that's what 

941
00:53:19,500 --> 00:53:22,300
I'm looking forward to because 
that's ultimately really what it

942
00:53:22,300 --> 00:53:25,400
was like when I wrote it was 
like just was supposed to be my 

943
00:53:25,400 --> 00:53:28,100
motivational song to I was 
literally writing to myself and 

944
00:53:28,100 --> 00:53:32,100
talking to myself in the song 
Because and that moment of time 

945
00:53:32,100 --> 00:53:36,300
I really needed Keep going. 
I need to keep pushing and that,

946
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:39,100
and I just listened to it over 
and over again, to get me 

947
00:53:39,107 --> 00:53:43,300
through that time, that I was 
going through and I just, I 

948
00:53:43,300 --> 00:53:46,000
really hope it does that for 
other people when it's out there

949
00:53:47,100 --> 00:53:52,300
and better days jobs, January 6.
Yeah, you so much for coming on 

950
00:53:52,300 --> 00:53:55,100
tonight. 
We're going to sample the song 

951
00:53:55,100 --> 00:53:59,800
and we'll have all of her 
information in the description 

952
00:53:59,800 --> 00:54:01,500
box. 
Make sure you all are 

953
00:54:01,500 --> 00:54:05,100
subscribing. 
Blowing and sharing the podcast.

954
00:54:05,100 --> 00:54:07,600
Make sure you're tapping in with
VI Peach. 

955
00:54:07,800 --> 00:54:11,500
Thank you for being here. 
We're about to bombard you all 

956
00:54:11,500 --> 00:54:15,500
with content so just get ready. 
Thank you guys so much. 

957
00:54:16,400 --> 00:54:30,700
Appreciate you 
VIP.