1 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:16,400 Welcome to Fucking Candy Land, hosted by Rampage and Gemini. 2 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:30,000 We are so excited that you're listening to us. 3 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,680 If you want to elevate the experience and see these 4 00:00:33,680 --> 00:00:38,320 interviews on video, you can join either one of our Patreons. 5 00:00:38,320 --> 00:00:40,840 They are LinkedIn the description wherever you're 6 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:42,760 listening to this podcast episode. 7 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:47,000 In addition to getting to watch the full length video 8 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:52,200 interviews, we also both have tons of additional content and 9 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:54,080 support for the spiritual community. 10 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:57,160 So go ahead and check those out and then if you're ever 11 00:00:57,160 --> 00:01:01,360 interested in readings with us or personally connecting with 12 00:01:01,360 --> 00:01:05,560 us, we also have our websites and social medias, LinkedIn the 13 00:01:05,560 --> 00:01:09,120 description as well. Feel free to share this episode 14 00:01:09,120 --> 00:01:13,360 with everybody that you know. Get the look it like a lollipop 15 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:17,480 name spread around and we hope you love this episode. 16 00:01:21,080 --> 00:01:26,440 Welcome back to Candyland. It is 2024. 17 00:01:26,720 --> 00:01:31,280 We have been doing the podcast now for two years and it's 18 00:01:31,280 --> 00:01:35,400 amazing to me how quickly two years have flown back that's 19 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:38,600 been. Two fucking years. 20 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:43,240 It's been 2 fucking years and you know how I know that we 21 00:01:43,240 --> 00:01:49,840 started this vision 2022. Dude, what the fuck that. 22 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:53,680 Like Oh my God, we did. It's been 2 years since we 23 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:56,240 'cause we dropped it in May of 22. 24 00:01:57,640 --> 00:02:03,080 So it's been two years and we're still here, given all the 25 00:02:03,080 --> 00:02:07,560 content for free. We're still here basically 26 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:11,200 helping people build an entire brand on what we say. 27 00:02:11,200 --> 00:02:15,280 And it's so beautiful to be the light bearer in Y'all's lives. 28 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:19,360 I think it's fucking cool the feedback that we get from the 29 00:02:19,360 --> 00:02:21,440 podcast too. And like one of the things I've 30 00:02:21,440 --> 00:02:26,240 been the most grateful for is the feedback that we've gotten 31 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:29,960 because it's made me realize that like our voices matter, 32 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:33,960 that my voice matters. And I mean, we've talked about 33 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:37,160 it so many times, but I just, when we first started, I just 34 00:02:37,160 --> 00:02:42,200 felt like nothing that I had to say was that valuable and like I 35 00:02:42,200 --> 00:02:44,560 had Coven. But Coven is all about 36 00:02:44,560 --> 00:02:46,480 amplifying other people's voices. 37 00:02:46,480 --> 00:02:50,680 And I make it a very strict point to not share any opinions. 38 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:54,720 And so the fact that that's like broadened and we're able to have 39 00:02:54,720 --> 00:02:57,360 this like well-rounded conversations of different 40 00:02:57,360 --> 00:03:01,040 viewpoints with different people is like that's been the most 41 00:03:01,040 --> 00:03:04,800 beautiful is, is knowing that other people resonate with 42 00:03:04,800 --> 00:03:09,000 things that we say. I love just being able to turn 43 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:12,880 our conversations into podcast interviews, like to Podcast 44 00:03:12,880 --> 00:03:17,400 Moment because a lot of the shit we say is gold and like that was 45 00:03:17,400 --> 00:03:20,320 just going under the radar. People weren't getting that. 46 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:24,160 But another thing that I love about the podcast is like you 47 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:27,880 really see your own personal growth when you're documenting 48 00:03:27,880 --> 00:03:31,000 it along the way. Whether you're making content on 49 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:34,960 TikTok or Facebook or wherever, you can truly see your growth. 50 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:38,160 But on the day-to-day scale, it doesn't feel like much is 51 00:03:38,160 --> 00:03:41,160 changing. But then you get to the bigger 52 00:03:41,160 --> 00:03:43,880 scale of like two or three years later and you're like, damn, I'm 53 00:03:43,880 --> 00:03:48,320 a different person now. Yeah, I've been like the TikTok 54 00:03:48,320 --> 00:03:52,560 does the on this day whatever and it like posts videos that 55 00:03:52,560 --> 00:03:54,120 you can look at that you've posted before. 56 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:57,760 And there are a few videos that I've reshared, but there's so 57 00:03:57,760 --> 00:04:01,200 many videos that I'm like, that's not even me anymore. 58 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:03,600 Like that stuff that I was talking about then that I was so 59 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:05,880 passionate about. Like, yeah, I was passionate 60 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:09,680 about those things, but that was a moment in time and I can see 61 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:13,600 how it was like stepping stones. So it makes me so excited for 62 00:04:13,600 --> 00:04:17,920 what we have coming up this year because we can look back and see 63 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:20,640 all these stepping stones that we've taken to be where we are 64 00:04:20,640 --> 00:04:23,400 right now. I've been really trying to live 65 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:28,600 in the present moment and just like let go of like what next 66 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:31,960 month is or what next year is and just try to be in this 67 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:33,920 moment. And the one thing that I look 68 00:04:33,920 --> 00:04:38,240 forward to every week is like connecting with you in our 69 00:04:38,240 --> 00:04:40,680 podcast zone. But then also like connecting 70 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:43,880 with clients that we've been growing with for the last couple 71 00:04:43,880 --> 00:04:46,560 years, like a couple people have reached out. 72 00:04:46,560 --> 00:04:50,480 Because I'm doing this thing now where all of my monthly clients 73 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:53,640 are getting their readings like as soon as possible. 74 00:04:53,640 --> 00:04:56,480 I've I used to procrastinate it, but it's 'cause there was so 75 00:04:56,480 --> 00:05:00,560 many dead weights around me that it was like draining me. 76 00:05:00,960 --> 00:05:04,040 So now, like, I'm getting all the monthly readings out in the 77 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:06,520 first like week or two of the month and I'm feeling so 78 00:05:06,520 --> 00:05:09,400 productive about it. But people are starting to give 79 00:05:09,400 --> 00:05:12,960 me the feedback of like two years ago I got my first reading 80 00:05:12,960 --> 00:05:17,480 with you, decided to sign up for your Patreon, and now here I am. 81 00:05:17,480 --> 00:05:20,560 And then I had someone else say a couple of the things you said 82 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:23,800 in this reading, Spirit told me earlier today. 83 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:27,880 Like one girl shout out Samantha. 84 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:29,920 Spirit told her she needed to get a sound bowl. 85 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:32,160 She's like, I literally ordered it this morning. 86 00:05:32,160 --> 00:05:34,560 And then your reading came through and she was like, in the 87 00:05:34,560 --> 00:05:38,000 past, I would feel confused about what I was supposed to do. 88 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:40,800 She was like, but now I feel like I know what you're going to 89 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:43,920 say before you say it. And I love that. 90 00:05:44,880 --> 00:05:49,800 I love that by providing a space for like, we're open to spirit 91 00:05:49,800 --> 00:05:52,640 and just communicating messages however they'll be and being 92 00:05:52,640 --> 00:05:55,040 like it doesn't make sense, but it's like what you're supposed 93 00:05:55,040 --> 00:05:58,240 to do apparently that then people have the confidence of 94 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:01,480 being like, well, I've seen you deliver the message and have 95 00:06:01,480 --> 00:06:03,720 that faith, so I'll have that faith too. 96 00:06:04,160 --> 00:06:08,560 And then they end up fucking being all open to messages 97 00:06:08,560 --> 00:06:11,360 coming. And that's what your intuition 98 00:06:11,360 --> 00:06:14,360 is also. But so many Like the biggest 99 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:17,840 question that I always get is like, well, how do I know what 100 00:06:17,840 --> 00:06:21,000 my intuition is? And I won't lie, there's been 101 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:23,640 points where I'm like, this question fucking annoys me. 102 00:06:23,960 --> 00:06:27,320 But it's it's something that, like everybody, it's only 103 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:29,760 annoying because you're answering it 400 times. 104 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:32,840 If all you do is make waffles and then everybody that you meet 105 00:06:32,840 --> 00:06:35,640 asks you how to make a fucking waffle, you're like, you mix the 106 00:06:35,640 --> 00:06:37,200 fucking shit with water. Report on the thing. 107 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:40,840 You're good to go, you know? The thing about intuition is 108 00:06:40,840 --> 00:06:45,240 like what I've been taught is that intuition is rapid and if 109 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:49,480 you think about it longer than like a minute or so that like 110 00:06:49,480 --> 00:06:52,920 that's your thoughts and your ego or your fears or your 111 00:06:52,920 --> 00:06:56,000 programs. And that's why I in my Tarot 112 00:06:56,000 --> 00:07:01,400 class, I teach like the quick, rapid messages, where like you 113 00:07:01,400 --> 00:07:05,520 may not feel comfortable at first giving a message in under 114 00:07:05,520 --> 00:07:09,400 3 minutes, but you're going to. And when you do that, you learn 115 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:14,280 to trust your inner voice rather than your inner fears or egos or 116 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:18,600 like limitations. I think a lot of intuition is 117 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:22,560 blocked by what we want. So that's why it's so important 118 00:07:22,560 --> 00:07:25,680 on the beginning parts of your journey to have a mentor to have 119 00:07:25,680 --> 00:07:27,960 a spiritual person that you trust. 120 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:31,440 Because I've seen over the years where I've trusted people I 121 00:07:31,440 --> 00:07:35,920 shouldn't have, but I don't shame myself for trusting those 122 00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:38,400 people. It's a lesson, it's a spiritual 123 00:07:38,400 --> 00:07:42,880 lesson, that not everybody that puts money in your face or books 124 00:07:42,880 --> 00:07:46,800 with you or supports you publicly actually supports you. 125 00:07:47,120 --> 00:07:50,720 And some people just want to get closer to you to figure out what 126 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:54,040 you know that they don't, that they can now try to use against 127 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:55,880 you. So I think the most important 128 00:07:55,880 --> 00:08:00,840 thing is like putting aside what you want and finding someone 129 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:04,120 that you trust that can help you build up that trust in yourself. 130 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:08,040 Because instinctively you're not going to say the first thing 131 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:10,160 that comes to mind because you're going to be like a red 132 00:08:10,160 --> 00:08:12,560 barn. What the fuck is a red barn? 133 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:17,200 Even though your client literally grew up on a farm and 134 00:08:17,200 --> 00:08:20,960 they had a red barn that they painted with her grandpa, you 135 00:08:20,960 --> 00:08:23,640 wouldn't know that. But if you didn't say it, they 136 00:08:23,640 --> 00:08:25,680 can't identify that message for you. 137 00:08:26,120 --> 00:08:30,560 So it's like building confidence that like takes a commitment to 138 00:08:30,560 --> 00:08:33,200 your journey by working with a mentor, working with a 139 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:35,919 practitioner, working with someone that you trust, that can 140 00:08:35,919 --> 00:08:40,080 help you develop that. See and and on the point that 141 00:08:40,080 --> 00:08:44,760 you're making about, you know, sometimes people just get close 142 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:46,880 to you to like see what you're doing and take from you. 143 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:51,160 And I think that a lot of times too, what happens is people are 144 00:08:51,160 --> 00:08:54,840 on this journey where they're trying to find like the healed 145 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:57,080 person or whatever and the person that's going to help them 146 00:08:57,320 --> 00:08:59,280 and they put somebody up on a pedestal. 147 00:08:59,480 --> 00:09:04,120 And as you're getting closer with a mentor, you are seeing 148 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:08,200 that they're just a human being. They are not a goddess. 149 00:09:08,200 --> 00:09:11,200 They are a regular person going through their own shit. 150 00:09:11,520 --> 00:09:15,440 And they tackle that and handle that spiritually. 151 00:09:15,440 --> 00:09:18,160 And they're showing those tips and those tools with you. 152 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:22,840 And I think that a lot of times people don't realize how much 153 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:26,880 energy they are taking from mentors and whatever by 154 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:32,440 consistently expecting them to always vibrate high and to have 155 00:09:32,440 --> 00:09:36,920 that the only perfection that you're seeing, like if you only 156 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:41,280 are seeing perfection, then that person's fucking lying to you. 157 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:44,920 And that's where I think there ends up being fallouts with 158 00:09:44,920 --> 00:09:48,760 things is because people put this expectation on other 159 00:09:48,760 --> 00:09:52,560 people. And I was thinking about that 160 00:09:52,560 --> 00:09:55,320 after I was listening to our last episode, and we were just 161 00:09:55,320 --> 00:09:58,160 kind of talking about things that we experienced the year 162 00:09:58,160 --> 00:10:01,360 before. And when I think about what what 163 00:10:01,560 --> 00:10:06,800 all of the situation had in common was, it was all people 164 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:09,400 who were telling us all the same thing. 165 00:10:09,640 --> 00:10:11,800 You always make me feel so happy. 166 00:10:11,800 --> 00:10:15,760 You always are so positive. You're always doing this. 167 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:19,000 You're always doing that. And all of those people had the 168 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:22,840 commonality of they wanted to be in the inner circle with us. 169 00:10:22,840 --> 00:10:24,680 They wanted to be really close friends. 170 00:10:24,680 --> 00:10:26,960 They wanted to know things behind the scenes. 171 00:10:27,320 --> 00:10:31,600 And as we got more comfortable and open, that's when it was 172 00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:34,960 like infiltrated. And I think that it's because 173 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:38,520 we're actual, real people and it's like, no, it's not all 174 00:10:38,520 --> 00:10:42,200 bullshit like this is everything that you were getting from the 175 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:44,680 podcast before. And like who we are as people, 176 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:48,520 we're like actually that. And it's not fucking different. 177 00:10:50,120 --> 00:10:54,280 I think a lot of people try to shield their own shadow. 178 00:10:54,280 --> 00:10:57,720 So then when you're freely loving your shadow or you're 179 00:10:57,720 --> 00:11:02,000 freely like, yes, I could do this better, I'm improving, I'm, 180 00:11:02,200 --> 00:11:05,640 I'm elevating that, but I still fall back into old habits or 181 00:11:05,640 --> 00:11:08,720 whatever. They're like, what do you mean? 182 00:11:08,760 --> 00:11:11,640 You know, like they like they're not familiar with their shadow 183 00:11:11,640 --> 00:11:14,480 to admit when they're fucking up or when they're needing to 184 00:11:14,480 --> 00:11:16,600 improve. And they're not comfortable in 185 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:20,680 their shadow in a sense that they need a community or they 186 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:23,960 need a relationship or a friendship or a job or whatever 187 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:28,040 to distract them from their own insecurities and their own fears 188 00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:31,440 and their own limitations. And my favorite quote and I'll 189 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:34,720 say it a million times real healing starts, is when you're 190 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:38,320 tired of your own shit. And a lot of times people don't 191 00:11:38,320 --> 00:11:40,800 want to fix their shit. So they get married, or they 192 00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:44,640 have a kid, or they get in a relationship, or they invest in 193 00:11:44,640 --> 00:11:47,400 a mentor that's supposed to fix all their problems or fix 194 00:11:47,400 --> 00:11:52,080 everything for them. And it's just really unfortunate 195 00:11:52,080 --> 00:11:59,280 how people limit their growth based on what they perceive to 196 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:02,880 be the issue. It's like, no, baby, you can't 197 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:06,000 see your own shadow right now. You need someone to identify 198 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,080 that for you. Don't shoot the messenger. 199 00:12:08,080 --> 00:12:09,440 I don't know what you're mad at me about. 200 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:14,520 Like you need to heal in a community space because you were 201 00:12:14,520 --> 00:12:16,880 a mean girl or you were this or you were that. 202 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:20,280 Like a lot of times people put you in a situation or spirit 203 00:12:20,280 --> 00:12:23,760 puts you in a situation so that you can really work through 204 00:12:23,760 --> 00:12:26,840 those limitations. But instead, people shit the 205 00:12:26,840 --> 00:12:28,760 bed. They're like, I didn't do that. 206 00:12:30,600 --> 00:12:33,280 Yes, you did. You know, like, yeah, you did. 207 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:35,440 They don't. Like Amber Heard and just 208 00:12:35,440 --> 00:12:38,120 leaving your little chocolate morsel right on the fucking 209 00:12:38,120 --> 00:12:41,240 pillow. You know that Amber Heard Johnny 210 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:43,000 Depp thing? I still don't understand what 211 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:45,840 they were distracting us from by airing that out like that. 212 00:12:46,360 --> 00:12:49,720 No, but you know what is? There's a celebrity. 213 00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:53,320 I can't think of who it was, but they went as Amber Heard and 214 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:57,440 their partner went as Johnny Depp, and I thought it was 215 00:12:57,440 --> 00:13:00,920 fucking hilarious. And they were like arguing with 216 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:03,960 each other the whole night, like they had done like on the stand 217 00:13:03,960 --> 00:13:05,800 or whatever with like little snide jokes. 218 00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:09,360 And people ended up like bashing them online and they came out 219 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:11,680 with an apology statement and they're like, you're right, 220 00:13:11,680 --> 00:13:14,320 making fun of domestic violence is never funny. 221 00:13:14,680 --> 00:13:18,840 And I'm like, no, like making fun of domestic violence isn't 222 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:21,000 funny. Talking shit about the Amber 223 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:23,920 Heard and Johnny Depp thing is funny. 224 00:13:24,320 --> 00:13:28,760 Like personal opinion. Y'all can take that how you want 225 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:31,560 to. But I there, I I know for a 226 00:13:31,560 --> 00:13:34,800 fucking fact that people were over here cackling about the 227 00:13:34,800 --> 00:13:39,920 shit. I think that the weird obsession 228 00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:43,320 with celebrities has got to go, in my opinion. 229 00:13:43,360 --> 00:13:45,880 Like, if there's one thing that we could leave behind is the 230 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:49,600 weird obsession with people who have no fucking clue who you 231 00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:52,600 are. Yeah, but I feel like I 232 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:57,560 personally would have found that court appearance amusing 233 00:13:57,880 --> 00:14:00,080 regardless of who it was. It could have been fucking 234 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:02,200 SpongeBob and Patrick, although they're famous too. 235 00:14:02,480 --> 00:14:05,080 Somebody if I. But if I told you a non famous 236 00:14:05,080 --> 00:14:07,520 person and we talked about this, nobody would give a fuck because 237 00:14:07,520 --> 00:14:11,720 they're not famous for them. Did you see that Bunny has 238 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:17,960 Travis Barker's ex-wife on the podcast this week and she's over 239 00:14:17,960 --> 00:14:19,760 here talking about the Kardashians. 240 00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:22,800 But Bunny, being the smart bitch that she is, literally bleeps 241 00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:25,920 out the name Kardashian from her fucking video. 242 00:14:27,160 --> 00:14:33,240 So I did her yearly reading, and in her yearly reading there was 243 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:38,640 a mention of TMZ being a very, very prominent thing in her life 244 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:41,840 this year. And then she shared that TMZ is 245 00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:44,600 already reporting on this interview and she said, oh hi 246 00:14:44,640 --> 00:14:47,240 TMZ. And I literally was like, what 247 00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:50,040 did I say about TMZ? Like, I just gave you that 248 00:14:50,040 --> 00:14:52,960 reading like 2 weeks ago. What the fuck did I say about 249 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:55,480 TMZ? And this is like the first time 250 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:58,320 that TMZ's ever even acknowledged her podcast. 251 00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:01,080 And I knew it was coming. Like I got cold chills. 252 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:02,880 Like I knew it. But it's going to be hella 253 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:06,040 prominent this year. Like one day, Like I think like 254 00:15:06,040 --> 00:15:09,800 maybe six months ago she was like, TMC doesn't care about us. 255 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:13,840 We're not big enough. OK, well 2024 just knocked on 256 00:15:13,840 --> 00:15:18,120 the door, baby. She's gotten 2000 new 257 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:20,840 subscribers on her Patreon in the last 24 hours. 258 00:15:21,080 --> 00:15:25,840 And yesterday I I was sitting on the couch and I said, yes, 259 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:27,720 Mommy, I'm trying to get some of that. 260 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:31,400 And Brian's like, what? And I was like, Bunny just got 261 00:15:31,400 --> 00:15:34,840 900 fucking Patreon subscribers. I was like, that's fucking 262 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:38,120 crazy. And I was like that. 263 00:15:38,120 --> 00:15:40,680 Like, that's amazing. And then today it was 2000. 264 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:44,760 You know, honestly, my favorite part is when she shared that is 265 00:15:44,760 --> 00:15:48,360 that she had 333 post, which is my number that I have tattooed. 266 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:50,320 So I was like what a fucking Bob. 267 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:55,040 Like the 333 post and the fucking whole situation. 268 00:15:55,480 --> 00:16:01,240 But my favorite part about her story is that she didn't think 269 00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:03,880 that this was possible and that it is possible. 270 00:16:03,920 --> 00:16:06,560 And like, every day that she does something that, like, 271 00:16:06,560 --> 00:16:10,840 breaks the mold like that, I'm just like, yes, yes, you did 272 00:16:10,840 --> 00:16:15,520 that. It's so cool to watch it happen 273 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:19,080 to someone that you've seen go through the highs and the lows 274 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:20,800 and start something from the beginning. 275 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:26,360 And I think that's why I have the respect that I do, is like 276 00:16:26,680 --> 00:16:31,600 we have seen her from the beginning and then doing all 277 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:33,840 these things that she didn't even realize she was going to 278 00:16:33,840 --> 00:16:35,680 do. And when you're talking about 279 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:40,800 like, not supporting celebrity, whatever, regardless of like 280 00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:46,920 what amount of fame she ends up coming into, I love that she's 281 00:16:46,920 --> 00:16:52,120 just always herself regardless. And she uses everything that she 282 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:55,720 has to not everything, But she gives back in so many ways, 283 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:59,240 whether she puts it online or or otherwise, you know. 284 00:17:00,480 --> 00:17:04,560 When I say celebrities, I don't like there's an umbrella term 285 00:17:04,560 --> 00:17:07,599 for that. But like, she's an icon. 286 00:17:07,880 --> 00:17:11,599 Like she's moved past that. Like she's not not over here. 287 00:17:11,599 --> 00:17:14,400 Like she's an icon. We're not mingling with the Kim 288 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:15,760 K's. We're in our own. 289 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:16,960 Life. Yeah, like she's in her own 290 00:17:16,960 --> 00:17:17,599 thing. I don't know. 291 00:17:17,599 --> 00:17:21,079 I just think that the thing about Bunny is no matter, like 292 00:17:21,079 --> 00:17:23,880 you said, how big she gets, she still acknowledges the little 293 00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:26,200 person. She still makes you feel special 294 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:31,600 And seeing like when I look back to meeting her four years ago, I 295 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:36,200 literally was no one. And and I'd never in my life 296 00:17:36,200 --> 00:17:39,360 dreamed that this woman would want me on her podcast. 297 00:17:39,360 --> 00:17:42,160 So when she brought me on and then she's like, we got a new 298 00:17:42,160 --> 00:17:45,960 studio, I want you back. I was just like Bunny sent me 299 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:48,760 the Addie baby and I'm on the way to where she's at. 300 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:51,640 OK, y'all can be over here on the Internet but I'm over here 301 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,600 on the way, so I don't know, it changed my life. 302 00:17:53,920 --> 00:17:58,720 But I see her as like just more of like a like a leader and a 303 00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:01,640 philanthropist, like an icon, rather than like these 304 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:04,640 celebrities who hit billionaire status and don't do shit. 305 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:06,400 You know what I mean? Like what? 306 00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:08,960 What is Taylor Swift really doing with this money? 307 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:10,760 What is Rihanna really doing with this money? 308 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:15,480 Like, besides, like, what are y'all doing? 309 00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:17,680 Like, you know what I mean? I'm not saying that they're bad 310 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:19,760 people or that you should have to give all your money away. 311 00:18:19,760 --> 00:18:22,200 That's not the case. But it's like, what are you 312 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:25,240 publicly doing that's making the world a better place, 'cause I 313 00:18:25,240 --> 00:18:30,200 don't see it. I mean, I see a lot of celebrity 314 00:18:30,200 --> 00:18:34,280 who use their platform just to boost like their makeup brand or 315 00:18:34,560 --> 00:18:37,120 their clothing that they do commercials for in the gas 316 00:18:37,120 --> 00:18:39,880 station that are the exact same thing that you could wear if you 317 00:18:39,880 --> 00:18:43,080 went to goodrill and ripped up a shirt and pants for your own 318 00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:46,080 self. But I'll digress on that topic, 319 00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:48,560 because people have spent 800 fucking dollars. 320 00:18:48,840 --> 00:18:53,880 I do want to speak on why celebrities cosplay being broke 321 00:18:53,880 --> 00:19:00,120 by selling people sweatpants and weird things that like are not 322 00:19:00,560 --> 00:19:03,000 fashion. They're just common things. 323 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:05,960 And I have talked about this before, but they really do need 324 00:19:05,960 --> 00:19:09,800 to do a study on why broke people cosplay being rich by 325 00:19:09,800 --> 00:19:13,680 buying like fake designer stuff, and why rich people cosplay 326 00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:16,480 being broke by wearing sweatpants and whatever, but 327 00:19:16,480 --> 00:19:19,600 then also trying to sell you said sweatpants for $800. 328 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:24,160 None of it makes sense. Like, I've just really tapped 329 00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:27,920 out on the illusion lately. Like, I just don't care. 330 00:19:27,920 --> 00:19:30,880 Like I'm you, I block and follow. 331 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:39,600 I think that there's a, I'm just like you element to it. 332 00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:43,880 And people who don't have much, they're always wanting to attain 333 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:47,280 something more. And so they're wanting to fit in 334 00:19:47,280 --> 00:19:50,480 with, you know, groups, different types of groups. 335 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:52,840 And the way that you're going to be able to do that is to be able 336 00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:54,520 to blend in most of the time, right? 337 00:19:54,520 --> 00:19:58,440 Because like, generally speaking, a bunch of rich girls 338 00:19:58,440 --> 00:20:01,840 who can go out to a $400.00 dinner don't want to hang out 339 00:20:01,840 --> 00:20:04,800 with Betty, who's going to wear her overalls and can only spend 340 00:20:04,800 --> 00:20:08,120 $40 on dinner. And so if Betty doesn't wear 341 00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:12,440 overalls and she's got some fake Gucci and Chanel on, then you 342 00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:17,720 know you can weasel your way in. And I think that people who are. 343 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:23,280 Wanting to specifically that are wanting to sell you something 344 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:27,680 and make themselves look cheaper because they're wanting to sell 345 00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:30,000 you something. It's so that they can be like, 346 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:33,160 look I'm just like you. I do you know I just happen to 347 00:20:33,160 --> 00:20:36,720 come into money. But we're you know, I I'm just 348 00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:38,440 like you are. I feed my dogs and I brush my 349 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:40,080 teeth. But they don't. 350 00:20:40,360 --> 00:20:42,160 But they don't do that. Like, they don't even raise 351 00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:46,320 kids. Like, I just can't get behind. 352 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:48,720 Look at me. Look at me. 353 00:20:49,040 --> 00:20:51,960 Look at me like I can't stand it. 354 00:20:52,080 --> 00:20:57,240 I personally have all the Kardashians blocked because I 355 00:20:57,240 --> 00:20:58,880 don't want to see their sponsored ads. 356 00:20:58,880 --> 00:21:00,400 I don't want to see their bullshit. 357 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:02,480 And guess what solves that issue. 358 00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:06,200 I block them. If I see a skims ad or 359 00:21:06,560 --> 00:21:10,320 Courtney's fucking workout shit or Chloe's workout shit, 360 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:13,520 whatever it is, I just be blocking and like I hit report 361 00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:15,840 ad and they'll say why and I'll say it's irrelevant. 362 00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:18,120 I do that all the time. That's one of my favorite things 363 00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:21,400 to do, actually. My favorite pastime is snoozing 364 00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:24,520 people for 30 days on Facebook and when y'all come back, I 365 00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:27,160 snooze you again. My other favorite thing is 366 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:34,240 blocking anyone who triggers me. Like I just will not entertain 367 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:36,320 it anymore. Like it's not even that I care. 368 00:21:36,320 --> 00:21:38,520 It's not even that I'm mad. It's not even that I feel any 369 00:21:38,520 --> 00:21:40,000 type of way. I just don't want to see it and 370 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,880 I don't care. You better hope that fucking 371 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:45,600 Kris Jenner never hears any of our shit because she's going to 372 00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:49,200 sue us for you being like, I blocked them. 373 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:50,960 They're irrelevant. She's going to be like, are you 374 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:53,360 talking about my babies? How can she? 375 00:21:53,360 --> 00:21:56,600 My babies that give me 40%? Are you talking about my babies? 376 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:59,800 How can she sue me? I mean, it's public opinion. 377 00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:02,000 It's free speech. I don't know. 378 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:05,840 They're. I mean, people sue coffee places 379 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:09,800 because they spilled their coffee on themselves and the 380 00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:13,360 coffee was hot, and they they sue the fucking coffee place. 381 00:22:13,360 --> 00:22:17,360 I mean, crazy shit happens if you slip on an icy sidewalk 382 00:22:17,360 --> 00:22:19,840 outside of a store. Do you know that because it's on 383 00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:22,920 the store property, you have the legal right to sue them? 384 00:22:23,280 --> 00:22:25,400 What the fuck? Wear boots next time and not 385 00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:28,640 flip flops. One time when I was a kid I was 386 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:32,760 in like a Walgreens or like kind of like a pharmacy style store. 387 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:38,320 I don't think it was Walgreens, but they had aisle catchers that 388 00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:41,200 weren't lined up correctly. So they were out in the aisle 389 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:44,320 and I tripped and like fell. And we. 390 00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:45,960 I'm pretty sure my mom sued them. 391 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:50,360 I don't know. What I mean you. 392 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:52,120 Fuck around. But that was actually because 393 00:22:52,120 --> 00:22:54,960 someone installed it wrong and they didn't choose to correct 394 00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:55,920 it. It wasn't that. 395 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:58,960 It was an accident, like it literally was installed wrong. 396 00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:03,200 It was not right. I mean, I'm real big on get your 397 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:04,880 money, baby, get your fucking money. 398 00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:08,920 But one thing I will say that I think is really fucking crazy 399 00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:13,240 that people still do this. They take other people's brands, 400 00:23:13,240 --> 00:23:19,440 other people's logos, and they use those little circuit things 401 00:23:19,840 --> 00:23:23,080 and like reproduce something like that's not theirs, like a 402 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:26,200 logo that they've stole. And I mean my logo, it got 403 00:23:26,200 --> 00:23:28,520 stolen and Sheen made a fucking shirt on it. 404 00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:32,440 So like, I know how it feels for a big box company that you don't 405 00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:34,920 have the money to sue to steal your shit and you can't do 406 00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:37,400 nothing about it except order the shirt and look at it and be 407 00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:42,640 like, wow, this is my logo. You know that the skeleton, the 408 00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:46,720 skeleton with flowers from my logo is now on Canva. 409 00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:51,880 And did you know that there's another creator that made a very 410 00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:54,360 similar one after I'd already posted mine in Canva? 411 00:23:54,360 --> 00:23:58,360 Put the skull on Canva. That's what I'm saying. 412 00:23:58,360 --> 00:24:01,280 Like, once you put anything out onto the Internet, whether it's 413 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:04,360 a modeling picture, it's a logo, it's a brand, it's mixed 414 00:24:04,360 --> 00:24:08,160 anything, they own it. That's Instagram and Facebook's 415 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:10,640 bylaws when you post onto their platform. 416 00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:14,640 They could literally take my face and plaster it on a 417 00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:18,120 billboard and say join Facebook and I can do nothing about it if 418 00:24:18,120 --> 00:24:20,480 I posted that on Facebook because they now own it. 419 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:23,840 Same thing with the AI. Things like when people download 420 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,880 these little AI generators and you put your fucking picture in 421 00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:29,880 there, you know down the road whenever they don't want to pay 422 00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:33,600 extras for movies anymore, that yo ass is going to pop right up 423 00:24:33,600 --> 00:24:36,480 and you're not going to get paid for it and you're going to be an 424 00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:40,640 extra in a movie because it's dummies because they don't want 425 00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:43,400 to pay real people anymore. Where they used to do casting 426 00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:46,880 calls and things like that, you loading your information and 427 00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:48,760 that is giving them permission to use it. 428 00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:52,920 I've never done any of the AI things. 429 00:24:53,240 --> 00:25:00,040 I've found people's videos on TikTok of the like AI trying to 430 00:25:00,320 --> 00:25:04,840 build your photo out so you'll like be in, like it'll just show 431 00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:08,440 like your face or something. And then AI tries to guess what 432 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:12,120 your surroundings were in that picture and it zooms out and it 433 00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:14,800 gets some crazy shit. And I don't want to be a part of 434 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:16,560 that. I I have enough fucking 435 00:25:16,560 --> 00:25:18,640 experiences that happen in the astral. 436 00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:22,280 I don't need to have crazy psychedelic trips here in the 437 00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:27,240 Earth Land with AI either. The one thing that I like on the 438 00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:31,320 AI on TikTok is like when it's like cover your camera and then 439 00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:33,720 it like shows something. I do that sometimes. 440 00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:36,200 It'd be like, it'd be like, what's your spirit animal Cover 441 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:38,960 your camera? Or to be like, how many stairs 442 00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:40,680 do you have to have in cover your camera? 443 00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:45,560 Whatever, I'll do those, I do, yeah, I do those sometimes, but 444 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,240 I don't post them. I put them in my drafts. 445 00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:55,600 But the thing for me with AI is it's really, really difficult 446 00:25:55,840 --> 00:26:00,400 for people to put their art and put their energy and things out 447 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:02,920 there. So for a database to be storing 448 00:26:02,920 --> 00:26:06,040 this and stealing it and putting it on Canva or putting it places 449 00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:09,680 like, it's discouraging. Because I've seen someone, a 450 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:14,760 local girl in Kentucky, she makes ornaments and she made 451 00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:19,880 like a Taylor Swift ornament and Walmart stole it and put it on 452 00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:22,280 their website. And it wasn't Walmart per SE 453 00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:25,800 because vendors sell through walmart.com Wednesdays, like a 454 00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:29,000 vendor selling through Amazon with stolen card decks or stolen 455 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:30,920 whatever. There was nothing she could do 456 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:32,720 about it because it's fucking Walmart at this point. 457 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:37,320 Like, she's a small creator and she was just saying, like, how 458 00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:43,160 much energy and time she puts into a design that yes, it's $30 459 00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:46,600 or yes, it's $40, and then Walmart can reproduce it for 15 460 00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:49,440 and make you look like the bad guy, 'cause now I can get it 461 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,880 over here for 15. Yeah, 'cause they didn't put any 462 00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:54,200 of the legwork in. They didn't have to create it. 463 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,680 They're duplicating it. And that's what blows my mind 464 00:26:58,240 --> 00:27:02,040 just in general with like the AI thing, especially when it comes 465 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,520 to like movies and stuff, because y'all have already ran 466 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:08,200 out of ideas. Like alls we get is recycled as 467 00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:10,280 content. You want to remake a movie from 468 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,200 the 80s three times and it's only 2024. 469 00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:16,400 Like we do not need 3 remakes if we're going to make a remake. 470 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:18,480 It needs to be better than the first one. 471 00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:24,160 And what I'm finding is that it does not matter what the movie 472 00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:27,040 is, if it doesn't get me in the 1st 10 minutes, I'm back on my 473 00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:29,000 phone. Like my attention span for 474 00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:32,720 movies is so low and we talked about this on Facebook and I got 475 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:38,360 a shit ton of responses on that. So it's like for one when I be 476 00:27:38,360 --> 00:27:40,120 sharing stuff and y'all don't comment on it. 477 00:27:40,120 --> 00:27:43,040 I know y'all saw it because when I asked y'all dumb ass questions 478 00:27:43,280 --> 00:27:48,760 57 people replied. But it's like to know that 95% 479 00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:52,880 of the people that commented also have no attention span for 480 00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,960 movies. Just goes to show you that 481 00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:57,880 you're not making good content. There's not good content. 482 00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:01,280 So if you think a computer or alternate intelligence is going 483 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:07,440 to do that, I don't think so. I get bored. 484 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:12,560 Like I I put things on for the background at this point because 485 00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:14,720 I'm fucking bored. I don't want to sit here and pay 486 00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:18,520 attention to what you're doing. I also just feel like the 487 00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:21,080 standard for actors has gone down. 488 00:28:21,360 --> 00:28:25,560 Like I I used to feel like movies and correct me if I'm 489 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:29,640 wrong, but movies and actors were supposed to make you feel 490 00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:33,760 like you were connected to the story, that it's like realistic, 491 00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:39,040 not, I don't know, I I just don't like it anymore. 492 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:43,080 I sit there and I like, can't get involved in what's going on 493 00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,000 because I don't believe your performance. 494 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,920 And then if I do, then I'm telling everybody about it and 495 00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:50,880 everybody's already binged it and now we've binged the one 496 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:52,760 good thing that's coming out. So thank you. 497 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:54,160 Currently I'm watching The Crown. 498 00:28:54,160 --> 00:28:57,480 I'm on season five. I'm waiting for them to give 499 00:28:57,480 --> 00:29:03,480 Diana the Gold Hole Mac Zaruski. I've been waiting the whole show 500 00:29:03,840 --> 00:29:09,960 just to find out how they do her death scene, because a rumor is 501 00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:13,600 that the queen had, like, organized it, played a part in 502 00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:16,600 it. But I'm wondering if they're 503 00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:18,400 actually going to say that inside of the show. 504 00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:21,760 And I know that the Queen used to watch the show, so it'd be 505 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:26,720 interesting. I personally am just not 506 00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:29,720 interested in what Hollywood has to offer these days. 507 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:32,960 It's just like nothing about it is inspiring. 508 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:36,960 And then you've got Netflix, which is so weird, 'cause I want 509 00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:39,680 someone else's Netflix. And then they also signed up and 510 00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:42,480 said I'm part of their household, so it'll let me be on 511 00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:45,160 there for like a week and that won't be on there. 512 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:48,160 And then it let me back on there last night and I'm like, I don't 513 00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:51,120 get it. But the only streaming service 514 00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:53,120 that ain't got shit on none of y'all is stars. 515 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,960 Stars has the fucking banger movies on there right now. 516 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,720 Like watch Step Brothers the other night for the thousandth 517 00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:02,200 time watch the Twilight series the other weekend ago. 518 00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:05,160 Rewatched Hunger Games like tap in baby. 519 00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:08,680 Because stars they're not playing like Netflix will be 520 00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:12,840 like here's episode or here is movie one and movie 5. 521 00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:14,840 Good luck on finding 2-3 and four. 522 00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:16,960 But Stars is like, no here's everything. 523 00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:18,080 Here's all. Yep. 524 00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,120 That's crazy. I love stars. 525 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:22,920 Have you watched the show Outlander? 526 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:29,160 Watch Outlander, because I think that you would like it. 527 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:37,960 Yeah, there's a yummy dude in a kilt in Outlander and it's it's 528 00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:42,400 fucking hot. You know, I personally wish 529 00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:46,200 there were more shows that interested me. 530 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:48,920 Like, I'm not going to lie, I'm a Pretty Little Liars girl. 531 00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:52,800 That show fucking sucked me in and spit me out and and it ended 532 00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:55,360 like shit, like it was such a good show until they actually 533 00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:57,520 had to tell you who a was. And then it was trash. 534 00:30:57,520 --> 00:30:59,160 It was like there was no way that was a or. 535 00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:00,640 I would have known that was a. There's no. 536 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:03,040 Exactly. Human possible way that could 537 00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:04,880 have been a the whole time. That's stupid. 538 00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:08,400 And then they only show like 2 examples of how that was a same 539 00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,040 thing with Gossip Girl, but continue. 540 00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:13,800 You know what I mean though? I feel like shows do really good 541 00:31:14,560 --> 00:31:17,960 in the middle, but when they have to wrap it up and actually 542 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:20,960 make it mean something, they drop the ball every time. 543 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:23,200 Like Riverdale. I fucking love that show. 544 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:25,800 The first episode, like, it hooks you all the way in and I 545 00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:29,680 almost want to rewatch it. But then it's like they lost 546 00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:31,200 themselves somewhere in the middle. 547 00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:34,640 And then at the end we end up in the 1950s and they're like, no, 548 00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:39,360 it's going to end in the 1950s. Like how, like, we started over 549 00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:41,080 here. How did we time work to the 550 00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:42,800 1950s? And that's where the shit ends. 551 00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:45,600 It's so stupid. Like, I don't know, like shows 552 00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:49,400 drop the ball like that. You show, did you watch that you 553 00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:53,000 show on Netflix? The final season is coming and I 554 00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:55,760 just realized I never even finished Season 4 because it 555 00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:58,760 just lost me. That's what happened to me. 556 00:31:59,600 --> 00:32:02,360 It was so I was, I was so into it. 557 00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:05,280 It was so fucking good. I was like, oh, season four and 558 00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:09,240 season four came out in two parts and I always had watched 559 00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:11,480 the first part and then was like, Oh my God, the second 560 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:13,520 needs to come. I didn't finish the fucking 561 00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:17,240 first part because I was just like, this is not what are we 562 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:20,840 doing? Yeah, I watched the majority of 563 00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:23,880 it, but then I saw it because Netflix let me back on there 564 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:26,880 that I didn't finish like the last two episodes of season 565 00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:29,080 four, 'cause I just literally was like, this is trash. 566 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:34,520 I don't know. Like TV, the way they recycle 567 00:32:34,520 --> 00:32:37,880 the same storylines over and over again just gets on my damn 568 00:32:37,880 --> 00:32:41,760 nerves. And unfortunately I cannot find 569 00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:44,840 anything I actually like. Which is probably spirit. 570 00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:48,440 Like bitch go meditate, go read a book, Like turn the shit off. 571 00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:53,880 But it's just like, why would I pay 20 plus dollars for this? 572 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:57,280 Like, no, no streaming service has ever hooked me where I 573 00:32:57,280 --> 00:32:59,840 actually want to spend my own money on it, period. 574 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,440 Like, I just don't. I don't. 575 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:05,040 If I had to, I wouldn't watch anything 'cause there's nothing 576 00:33:05,040 --> 00:33:07,360 on there anyways. I feel much more comfortable 577 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:10,920 knowing that no money came out of my bank account for me to 578 00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:15,560 play this background noise. You need to watch Dexter. 579 00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:18,280 Have you seen Dexter? Some. 580 00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:24,760 Dexter was good. I like Dexter more than I liked 581 00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:28,320 you. I think also the Bates Motel. 582 00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:30,600 Have you seen that? That's so creepy, though. 583 00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:32,760 He was like, cuddling his mom and some weird ass shit. 584 00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:34,760 I was like, I can't. I turned that off. 585 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:37,400 I couldn't. OK, but you have to watch the 586 00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:39,920 whole thing before you just turn it off. 587 00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:42,680 It's incest, though. There was like, incest stuff. 588 00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:48,000 No, but that but, but I can't give anything away and give you 589 00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:51,240 details, but things are not always as you think they are. 590 00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:56,320 And this actually had a really one of the best endings to a 591 00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:59,480 show or movie that I've probably ever experienced. 592 00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:01,600 Really. Yes. 593 00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:05,400 It's been a while since any show has really hooked me in. 594 00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:10,679 Like, just a long while. Outlander and Bates Motel. 595 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:14,960 I need you to hop on that shit. Outlanders on stars. 596 00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:17,639 Which is what made me think of telling you about it. 597 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:22,040 And yes. I'm trying to think of like, a 598 00:34:22,040 --> 00:34:24,480 good show. I really liked, like, it took me 599 00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:27,679 forever to watch Breaking Bad, but then when I finally did, I 600 00:34:27,679 --> 00:34:29,520 was like, why the fuck didn't I watch this? 601 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:31,679 It's so good. But it's a slow show. 602 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,360 Like in the first couple episodes, I was like, yeah, his 603 00:34:34,360 --> 00:34:37,679 wife gets on my nerves and then proceed and you get to like 604 00:34:37,679 --> 00:34:39,679 Season 2 and I'm like, damn, this is good. 605 00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:44,080 But I don't know, like, it's weird, but when things are 606 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:46,800 popular, I refuse to participate. 607 00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:50,000 And then the moment that they're not popular, I'm like, OK, I can 608 00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:51,960 see it. Same thing with like Twilight, I 609 00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:54,480 would not watch it when it was popular, did not care at all. 610 00:34:54,880 --> 00:35:01,160 And then now I love it. The Twilight for me, I read the 611 00:35:01,160 --> 00:35:05,000 books before they were popping off and super popular. 612 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:10,120 Like, I remember I got the first two books at the library and 613 00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:12,520 then when I went back I couldn't get any of the other ones. 614 00:35:12,760 --> 00:35:14,920 And the lady's like, oh, they're super popular. 615 00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:22,440 And then I think her series completely wrapped up before 616 00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:24,440 they started making any of the movies. 617 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:27,840 By the time the movie came out, it was Oh my God, I love the 618 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:30,480 book so much. And then it's like a weird like 619 00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:33,920 cult following type thing because the movies were nothing 620 00:35:33,920 --> 00:35:37,200 like the books. So, like, I like the movie and I 621 00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:39,920 like the book, but you can't even equate them together 622 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:44,240 because Edward Pattinson is not the fucking dude described in 623 00:35:44,240 --> 00:35:46,680 the Twilight books. Robert Pattinson. 624 00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:49,760 What did I say? Edward Pattinson, you gave him 625 00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,960 his stage I. Don't know what I meant. 626 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:56,080 You know what I meant? The thing that I have heard a 627 00:35:56,080 --> 00:35:59,400 lot of critics and people talk about is like how bad the acting 628 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:03,760 is in Twilight, and if you rewatch it, that's awful. 629 00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:06,080 What's her name that played Bella? 630 00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:10,600 Kristen Stewart. Her acting is terrible the whole 631 00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:13,400 time in that movie. It's like she's constipated or 632 00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:16,000 something. It's like, she's like, I don't 633 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,880 know even how to explain it, but re watching it, it's like the 634 00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:21,680 first two suck, but then you get to like the last two and it's 635 00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:24,440 like, OK, it's got good. And I feel like the same thing 636 00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:27,400 with The Hunger Games. Like the first one had so much 637 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:29,640 potential to be really good. It was good. 638 00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:33,000 But her acting evolved, 'cause that was like her first major 639 00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:34,440 role. And she's from Kentucky. 640 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:37,920 So, like people I know she babysitted their kids and like, 641 00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:40,920 I know people who knew her. Yeah, Jennifer Lawrence, like 642 00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:41,720 she lived here. Fatness. 643 00:36:42,280 --> 00:36:44,400 Everdeen. Yeah, she did. 644 00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:49,200 But I don't know, like, I mean the fact they casted Lenny 645 00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:52,800 Kravitz in that movie just so random, like just super. 646 00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:56,320 Random, but he was so good. He's fine. 647 00:36:56,600 --> 00:37:00,440 He's been fine, for sure. You know what? 648 00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:04,320 Paul Wall's making this like, comeback right now, and it keeps 649 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:07,160 coming up on my TikTok. And it's only grills. 650 00:37:07,240 --> 00:37:11,360 It's it's only grills. But the comments are like, Paul 651 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:13,480 Wall's always been that fucking dude. 652 00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:16,640 He can hit this. His wife is so lucky Dan. 653 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:20,200 He's still fine. And every time I see him in that 654 00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:26,320 fucking video, the angle, he looks so short and I'm like, I 655 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:30,320 just like I can't get behind the comment section when we're under 656 00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:34,920 5 two in the video. You know, when you look back at 657 00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:39,800 like that era, the girls era, like as soon as I got adult 658 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,680 money, your girl bought a grill. And I like probably like four or 659 00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:45,200 five years ago. This time I was wearing that 660 00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:49,680 motherfucker and I look back at me and I'm like, who are you and 661 00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:52,200 why did you get a bottom 6, 'cause I don't know. 662 00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:54,080 I don't know. I've never. 663 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:56,360 Before you were getting your lips done too, huh? 664 00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:59,600 So you had this fucking grill on your bottom row and these little 665 00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:04,640 lips, girl. I don't even know where my top 666 00:38:04,640 --> 00:38:07,320 lip was. I didn't even have a top lip. 667 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:10,320 I should have got the top because you'd seen it 24/7. 668 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:14,720 Like when I look back to the evolution of who I am now and 669 00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:19,400 like where I've came, I look so crazy factors ago. 670 00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:22,920 Like not only was I drinking all the time and doing St. drugs and 671 00:38:22,920 --> 00:38:27,720 partying and all that, like I was depressed and I was like in 672 00:38:27,720 --> 00:38:30,640 toxic relationships and in toxic cycles. 673 00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:34,320 So when I look at the glow up, I not only look at it from like a 674 00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:37,480 physical standpoint, but an energetic standpoint. 675 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:41,360 Like the shit that the old me was willing to settle for or 676 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:46,120 even accept is beyond me. It's fucking beyond me, 'cause 677 00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:48,640 now the first time communication ain't up to par. 678 00:38:48,640 --> 00:38:50,040 I'm like, look, we need to talk about this. 679 00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:53,160 Or like, if it ain't, if it ain't working, I need to know. 680 00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:54,520 Like I need to talk to you about it. 681 00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:56,880 Like, I don't wait, I don't beat around the Bush. 682 00:38:56,880 --> 00:38:58,760 Like I'm just like we need to air this out. 683 00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:03,880 But the old me was just, it's just so weird when I look back 684 00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:06,200 at that, like, why did you get a bottom 6? 685 00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:08,080 Like, I don't get it. I don't know why. 686 00:39:08,360 --> 00:39:10,440 I was like, you know what I'm going to do with my adult money? 687 00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:12,920 I'm going to buy grill. What? 688 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:17,600 This is not 1999. I don't know. 689 00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:21,160 When you were talking about, like, how you're going to be 690 00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:23,400 like straight up about, like what you're thinking, feeling 691 00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:26,680 now in your evolution, it just made me think of like, our text 692 00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:30,760 messages. Because on from, like, my 693 00:39:30,760 --> 00:39:35,000 perspective on my end, I'll be like, no, fuck them, fuck that, 694 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:36,560 fuck him. That's stupid. 695 00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:38,600 No, absolutely not. Stand to your ground with that. 696 00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,240 I don't think so. This isn't right. 697 00:39:40,760 --> 00:39:43,880 And then you'll be like, so I'm doing this thing over here 698 00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:45,480 that's like the opposite of what I said. 699 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:48,080 And I'm like, yeah, girl, that's so exciting. 700 00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:54,040 How do you so supportive. I'm like, don't fucking do it. 701 00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:56,600 And you're like, well, I did it and I'm like, yeah, you did. 702 00:39:57,040 --> 00:40:00,440 You go. She's like, the thing about 703 00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:04,840 Gemini is, it depends on what mood she's in when you ask her 704 00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:07,480 certain things. So like if she's like, fuck 705 00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:11,120 everyone and I'm telling her like, hey, this happened and 706 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:13,480 it's not really working for me, yeah, fuck them, drop them, 707 00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:15,920 don't even talk to them. And then if I'm like, well, we 708 00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:17,760 talked about it and everything's going good. 709 00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:20,680 She's like, he's great. I'm like, he listened to the 710 00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:25,080 podcast, She's like, we love him, but two hours ago she's 711 00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:26,760 like. He did what? 712 00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:29,920 Like, I don't know. The way that Gemini's set up, 713 00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:33,200 it's like, it depends on a Did she have coffee? 714 00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:37,440 Is her kid screaming? Did she go to the office today? 715 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:41,320 Did a bill come out of her checking account today? 716 00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:44,880 'cause if any of those, like, things happened, don't ask her 717 00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:47,720 for advice today. Like, just don't even come to 718 00:40:47,720 --> 00:40:51,560 her for advice at all. And then, like, she'll write me 719 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:56,320 and be like, I'm in a mood. And then I'll be like, what's 720 00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:57,600 wrong? And then we'll start talking. 721 00:40:57,600 --> 00:41:00,920 And like, she's not even in a mood anymore. 722 00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:04,000 Like, there's not anymore. Like earlier. 723 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:05,400 She's like, I'm going to lay down. 724 00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,640 I don't feel good. And I was like, I wrote you and 725 00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:10,720 I said hey. And you just said hey. 726 00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:17,600 I feel better. I did. 727 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:20,120 I laid down. I puffed on a little cannabis. 728 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:24,240 I'm sitting here fine. My ears have been ringing the 729 00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:28,520 whole time that we've been talking, so we just must be on 730 00:41:28,520 --> 00:41:31,480 like a fucking frequency together or some shit. 731 00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:36,240 I came prepared with my beanie and a robe and water and a pen, 732 00:41:36,240 --> 00:41:42,440 like I didn't just sit here. About 15 minutes or so ago, my 733 00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:45,760 kid came in the door while you were talking, 'cause I set him 734 00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:50,840 up with animal documentary while we were talking and he goes, 735 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:52,960 mom, I just saw a whale eating shark. 736 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:57,600 Then he closed the door. And so I was sitting here trying 737 00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:00,840 not to bust up laughing because there's just, like, so cute. 738 00:42:02,240 --> 00:42:07,520 You know, I love the fact that like, whales have been 739 00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:11,600 destroying yachts and like attacking yachts and boats. 740 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:14,440 I think that's great. Like they're really doing a step 741 00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:18,360 for mankind here because rich people should not be able to buy 742 00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:21,720 a fucking Q dress yacht and write it off on their business. 743 00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:27,600 I'm sorry, it should be illegal. What gets me is that my family 744 00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:30,760 wanted to go whale watching for years on a fucking boat in my 745 00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:33,720 because we lived in Monterey and they would come and visit and 746 00:42:33,720 --> 00:42:36,400 they wanted to go and I was like, absolutely the fuck not. 747 00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:39,160 The whales are going to tip your boats over, you're going to get 748 00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:41,680 eaten in the fucking sea. I'm not having anything to do 749 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:44,160 with that. That doesn't happen. 750 00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,600 Whales can't flip over boats. Whales are gentle animals. 751 00:42:47,600 --> 00:42:50,280 No, the whale just hasn't flipped your fucking ship yet. 752 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:53,040 It could happen. And then now look what's 753 00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:54,720 happening out in the fucking wildlife. 754 00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:57,560 Yeah, 'cause whales are sick of people. 755 00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,800 Shit they're sick of. They're over it. 756 00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,640 And they're not going to settle. They're not settling, you know 757 00:43:03,640 --> 00:43:05,040 they're. Like you're killing our fucking 758 00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:06,760 turtles. I'm tired of finding your 759 00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:09,920 plastic straws. I'm trying to eat this Sprint. 760 00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:12,720 They know their worth and they have boundaries now. 761 00:43:13,440 --> 00:43:18,760 Fact, I'm going to pull the human design card like before 762 00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:22,600 the end because I got feedback from that episode and they were 763 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:26,280 like, no, I really do like when you pull the card in the middle 764 00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:29,000 because then you guys can discuss it. 765 00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:32,920 Yes, Amen. Amen. 766 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,880 Hallelujah. Just your cult leaders here with 767 00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:41,280 a message. She's now sucked me and you all. 768 00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:47,040 You tagged me the other day. Every cult leader. 769 00:43:47,240 --> 00:43:48,840 Well, I'm going to have to fuck your wife. 770 00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:53,760 Literally, it was a meme and it said every cult leader in 771 00:43:53,760 --> 00:43:58,400 history is like, well now I'm gonna need to fuck your wife. 772 00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:00,760 But no. No what it was God wants me to 773 00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,400 fuck your wife. God wants me to fuck your wife. 774 00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:07,640 Oh fuck. And then your friend Stephen 775 00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:10,600 comments and he goes, Wait, isn't Gemini a cult leader 776 00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:13,000 though? 'Cause I tagged y'all both 777 00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:16,160 'cause I 'cause like I always tag him and stuff, but I had to 778 00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:18,720 to tag you both 'cause it was hidden different. 779 00:44:19,280 --> 00:44:22,920 Oh my God. OK, card number 15. 780 00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:34,800 The sign is Gemini and Cancer. The gift is I just showed you 781 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:37,240 what'd. It say what's the name. 782 00:44:38,960 --> 00:44:43,080 Magnetism. Sorry, knew I was missing 783 00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:46,320 something. Magnetism. 784 00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:48,400 So the sign is Gemini and cancer. 785 00:44:48,720 --> 00:44:52,280 The gift is magnetism, and the shadow is dullness. 786 00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:58,000 The energy of magnetism brings with it a rhythmic coalescence 787 00:44:58,280 --> 00:45:01,720 with the heartbeat of life of the earth and of every living 788 00:45:01,720 --> 00:45:05,960 and breathing Organism. As such, even the most mundane 789 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:10,000 and ordinary activities transform into opportunities for 790 00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:13,880 expansion and meditation. Life itself is a spiritual 791 00:45:13,880 --> 00:45:16,480 quest. In the places where no one seems 792 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:20,240 to look, like in a handshake, a smile, a walk, or your inner 793 00:45:20,240 --> 00:45:24,480 dialogue, you don't live just for the peaks and valleys, but 794 00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:27,960 for the space in between. You are multifaceted and 795 00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:31,640 spirited thanks to your capacity for unconditional love. 796 00:45:31,760 --> 00:45:34,800 Others feel compelled to live out their truth, whatever that 797 00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:37,720 may be. Your shadow is dullness. 798 00:45:38,280 --> 00:45:41,520 Where do you resist life? There is a fear within the 799 00:45:41,520 --> 00:45:45,440 shadow of falling victim to a repetitive, dull existence. 800 00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:49,480 It is through this resistance that you might try to avoid the 801 00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:53,200 space in between with mechanisms of distraction. 802 00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:56,880 Rather than embracing the void, move through the shadow by 803 00:45:56,880 --> 00:46:00,680 accepting all of life with full vigor, even the apparent 804 00:46:00,680 --> 00:46:03,280 dullness. This shift will allow all 805 00:46:03,280 --> 00:46:05,320 moments to blossom and bear fruit. 806 00:46:05,800 --> 00:46:10,000 Your themes are truth, Spectrum, Acceptance, and the void. 807 00:46:11,480 --> 00:46:14,800 I liked how the front of the card said Miracles too. 808 00:46:17,280 --> 00:46:20,320 Do you believe in miracles? Where did it say Oh, it does say 809 00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:22,160 miracles. How did you read that? 810 00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:25,520 'Cause you zoomed in on it and you didn't tell us what the card 811 00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:27,400 was, but I just could see miracles. 812 00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:35,920 You have like excellent radar spotlight vision because that 813 00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:38,800 shit looks dark as hell to me. How did you see that 'cause I 814 00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:42,160 didn't even focus on that part. You were zoomed in, I just saw 815 00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:44,160 miracles. Miracles is like a keyword for 816 00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:51,680 me this year. OK, I just want to say that 817 00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:56,440 anybody has the capability to change their life, to change 818 00:46:56,440 --> 00:47:00,680 their focus. Like you don't need anything but 819 00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:04,000 the want to change. And like, Miracles really do 820 00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:06,680 happen naturally. Like when we get out of our own 821 00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:11,840 way, we get out of our own head. We are absolutely attracting 822 00:47:11,920 --> 00:47:15,360 trauma and pain and anguish into our life. 823 00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:19,440 So you can absolutely attract prosperity and abundance and 824 00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:24,120 healing into your life. Like we sign up for different 825 00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:28,520 elements on this journey period. And a lot of times people get so 826 00:47:28,520 --> 00:47:32,000 stuck in one element that they don't see a way out. 827 00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,880 They don't see a way out to the next chapter. 828 00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:41,080 And I just always want to remind everyone, it's not about what's 829 00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:43,400 happened, it's about what you're gonna do with that. 830 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:45,640 You know what I mean? Like, what are you doing about 831 00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:47,000 it? Are you wallowing in it? 832 00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:50,520 Are you blaming your parents? Are you complaining? 833 00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:54,440 And you know, suppressing these feelings with drugs and alcohol 834 00:47:54,440 --> 00:47:56,200 because that's what I used to do. 835 00:47:56,440 --> 00:47:59,680 And I had no issue with that. I thought, these are my people, 836 00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:01,720 these are my homies, That's my roadies. 837 00:48:01,720 --> 00:48:04,000 I'm going to be with these motherfuckers forever. 838 00:48:04,280 --> 00:48:06,400 And then you look around one day and you're like, wow, these 839 00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:09,240 people dragged me down. Like these people do not serve 840 00:48:09,240 --> 00:48:11,480 me. These people are not in my 841 00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:14,600 highest and best interest. And when I chose to break away 842 00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:18,720 from that and choose a sobriety journey and and focus on me and 843 00:48:18,720 --> 00:48:22,560 celibacy and all the things I did, I look back and now those 844 00:48:22,560 --> 00:48:25,240 same people are still fighting for their life, like still 845 00:48:25,240 --> 00:48:28,880 trying to break that cycle. And although, like, I know it's 846 00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:32,760 possible they can't do it in the same environment that got them 847 00:48:32,760 --> 00:48:37,520 sick, the same environment that makes it, you know, attract to 848 00:48:37,520 --> 00:48:39,200 them. Like you have to be willing to 849 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:42,400 say, you know what, I would rather eat alone than pull up a 850 00:48:42,400 --> 00:48:45,720 seat at the wrong table. And we talk a lot of shit on 851 00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:49,760 here, but it's really true that like both of us have overcome a 852 00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:54,120 lot of issues and a lot of self-proclaimed issues that we 853 00:48:54,120 --> 00:48:59,200 projected onto ourselves. And it is very real that you 854 00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:02,880 absorb that from your family and whatever, but you also get 855 00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:06,280 really amazing things from your family and from your ancestors. 856 00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:10,360 Like it's not all trauma, you also get gifts and abilities. 857 00:49:10,640 --> 00:49:13,360 And I think that sometimes we just need that light. 858 00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:15,880 We just need to see that it's possible. 859 00:49:16,240 --> 00:49:19,640 And you know, we talk everything about Bunny because she's so 860 00:49:19,640 --> 00:49:21,520 inspiring. Like, how could you not look at 861 00:49:21,520 --> 00:49:24,040 her story and be inspired? Like if you don't look at her 862 00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:27,160 story and be inspired, you need to go back and read it again 863 00:49:27,240 --> 00:49:30,800 because she's one of the most inspirational people in my life. 864 00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:34,600 Because she does not give a fuck what you think about her story. 865 00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:37,600 It's her story and she's going to tell it how she wants to tell 866 00:49:37,600 --> 00:49:39,200 it. And that's what I want all of 867 00:49:39,200 --> 00:49:42,880 you all to do is like stop trying to fit the mold and break 868 00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:46,640 that and get out-of-the-box and unlock yourself from the cage 869 00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:51,360 and just be yourself. I think that people feel so 870 00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:55,520 stuck inside of their life and and you can blame other people 871 00:49:55,520 --> 00:50:00,640 for like Oh well my spouse isn't like positive enough and 872 00:50:00,640 --> 00:50:02,400 whatever. And so I don't feel like I can 873 00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:06,160 be positive or I don't you know or they don't like this and so 874 00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:10,680 now I don't like this and and literally you I think people 875 00:50:10,680 --> 00:50:14,760 think that they have to completely leave all situations 876 00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:17,280 that they have going on in their life that they don't like in 877 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:19,840 order and like do a complete 360. 878 00:50:20,120 --> 00:50:24,600 When in reality you can start cleansing the energy of your 879 00:50:24,600 --> 00:50:27,280 home and doing little things and doing summer pots so that you're 880 00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:28,880 bringing new energy into your home. 881 00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:30,960 And it's affecting everybody in your space. 882 00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:34,040 And you know, you can start doing all of these different 883 00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:38,160 things for bringing in what you're needing in your life. 884 00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:42,560 And you can affect people around you positively by just taking 885 00:50:42,560 --> 00:50:47,040 care of yourself. And somebody was talking to me 886 00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,520 recently. self-care came up and they're reading. 887 00:50:49,520 --> 00:50:52,160 And they're like, yeah, but like, I don't ever have, like, 888 00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:55,000 the money for self-care or that's like a big thing for me. 889 00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:56,600 And I don't know how to take care of myself. 890 00:50:56,600 --> 00:51:00,080 It doesn't feel relaxing. And literally, self-care can be 891 00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:02,520 you cleaning your kitchen and lighting a candle. 892 00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:05,920 It can be you taking the time to fold and put your own clothes 893 00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:08,400 away so that you don't feel like you're living in chaos. 894 00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:13,080 And by doing things like that, you change the entire atmosphere 895 00:51:13,080 --> 00:51:16,600 that you're in, which changes your energy and helps to change 896 00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:20,520 the energy of people around you that are already in your home, 897 00:51:20,520 --> 00:51:24,640 that come and visit your home. And those examples that I'm 898 00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:27,560 giving are because those are things that like I'm really 899 00:51:27,560 --> 00:51:33,840 working on and that I've been really paying attention to, and 900 00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:40,680 it's been really helpful to tackle things in my immediate 901 00:51:40,680 --> 00:51:45,520 life as opposed to trying to manifest all this amazing stuff 902 00:51:45,520 --> 00:51:47,560 in the future. Well, when I get here, I'll do 903 00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:49,240 this. When I get there, I'll do that. 904 00:51:49,400 --> 00:51:51,480 Well, no, I'm right fucking here now. 905 00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:54,560 So I need to take care of all the things around me and 906 00:51:54,560 --> 00:51:59,360 recharge so that I'm prepared for if things happened more for 907 00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:02,280 me. And I really support that 908 00:52:02,280 --> 00:52:05,600 because a lot of people underestimate what a clean and 909 00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:09,200 organized environment means for productivity. 910 00:52:09,560 --> 00:52:14,600 Like, I know for a fact that I just sleep better if my sheets 911 00:52:14,600 --> 00:52:17,520 are clean. And like, I feel comfortable in 912 00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:21,400 my space. If I have shit everywhere and 913 00:52:21,400 --> 00:52:25,400 dishes in the sink and all these things, whenever I get done 914 00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:28,080 doing readings all evening, I'm not going to feel like doing 915 00:52:28,080 --> 00:52:30,680 that. But if I do it prior, when I get 916 00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:33,400 done with what I have to do in the evening, I'm going to feel 917 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:38,600 very motivated and rested and excited to seize the day. 918 00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:42,600 But if you wake up and you know you have a million things to do 919 00:52:43,680 --> 00:52:47,000 and you're not doing them, you're neglecting your own Peace 920 00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,720 of Mind. And peace starts within the 921 00:52:49,720 --> 00:52:52,240 home. Unfortunately, as children, we 922 00:52:52,240 --> 00:52:55,240 didn't always have the option to influence our home and our 923 00:52:55,240 --> 00:52:57,800 environment and what we wanted and what we didn't want. 924 00:52:58,160 --> 00:53:02,880 But as adults, you 1000% are in control of your environment when 925 00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:06,480 it comes to those factors, like you just said. 926 00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:09,760 And I think that people underestimate what that will do 927 00:53:09,760 --> 00:53:14,080 for you because maybe it seems like such a daunting task. 928 00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:18,840 Like right now my next task is I really want to organize my art 929 00:53:18,840 --> 00:53:22,680 stuff so I know where everything is rather than just put into a 930 00:53:22,680 --> 00:53:25,360 closet and actually get back to making art. 931 00:53:25,840 --> 00:53:30,240 But it's baby steps. Like, I haven't gotten in that 932 00:53:30,240 --> 00:53:33,800 spurt yet, but I'm one of those people that like 2 AMI can't 933 00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:36,960 sleep and now I'm cleaning out the cabinets or like fucking 934 00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:39,200 3:00 AM. I'm doing random shit like it's 935 00:53:39,200 --> 00:53:41,760 always at a random time. So I just always encourage 936 00:53:41,760 --> 00:53:45,040 people that when you get that surge of energy, it's worth 937 00:53:45,040 --> 00:53:48,560 being tired tomorrow to get everything done today or get 938 00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:52,400 everything done on a Thursday so that you can enjoy your weekend. 939 00:53:52,680 --> 00:53:55,680 And we have just misconstrued what self-care is. 940 00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:59,320 Because literally self-care could be taking a long hot 941 00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:03,040 shower and putting oil and lotion on and a face mask and 942 00:54:03,040 --> 00:54:06,520 literally chilling. Like I can tell a difference in 943 00:54:06,520 --> 00:54:09,440 my nightly routine if I put lotion on or don't put lotion 944 00:54:09,440 --> 00:54:11,860 on. So lotion for me is like a non 945 00:54:11,860 --> 00:54:13,200 negotiable. I'm putting lotion on. 946 00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:15,320 I don't care if it takes an extra 15 minutes. 947 00:54:15,840 --> 00:54:17,560 I don't care if I'm tired, I'm doing it. 948 00:54:18,000 --> 00:54:21,560 But some people like they wonder why they're uncomfortable and 949 00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:23,440 itchy. It's like you need some lotion 950 00:54:23,440 --> 00:54:25,600 or you need to take care of your body. 951 00:54:25,960 --> 00:54:30,200 But so many people neglect themselves, and then they're mad 952 00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:32,120 at the world because they're unhappy. 953 00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:35,920 But it's like it all starts within your environment. 954 00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:41,040 How you can dictate your day goes on, How organized you are, 955 00:54:41,040 --> 00:54:46,440 how you know punctual you are. Some people literally set 956 00:54:46,440 --> 00:54:48,920 themselves up for failure every morning. 957 00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:52,160 Like if you know you want to hit snooze a few times, pick out 958 00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:55,400 your outfit for tomorrow. Make your lunch, make your kids 959 00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:57,840 lunch. You know, have things lined up, 960 00:54:57,840 --> 00:55:00,640 have your kids outfits lined up, 'cause I know some people tell 961 00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:03,720 me, like, in the morning, it's chaos every morning. 962 00:55:03,840 --> 00:55:05,600 That's because you've set yourself up for that. 963 00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:08,080 Yes, you have a three-year old. Yes, you have a 10 year old. 964 00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:10,840 It's gonna be crazy. But if you knew what they were 965 00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:13,600 gonna wear and what you're taking for their lunch and what 966 00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:16,000 you're doing before you did it, you knew the backpacks are by 967 00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:17,480 the door. Shoes are right here. 968 00:55:18,040 --> 00:55:20,560 It's gonna make your morning easier and you're gonna ease 969 00:55:20,560 --> 00:55:23,560 into relaxation rather than chaos. 970 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:28,240 But so many of us are just so used to chaos, like to running 971 00:55:28,240 --> 00:55:32,120 late, to rushing around to eating because eating something 972 00:55:32,120 --> 00:55:35,240 unhealthy because we didn't plan or because we need to go the 973 00:55:35,240 --> 00:55:38,120 grocery and we know we won't want to Or same thing with the 974 00:55:38,120 --> 00:55:39,960 gym. You know, it's always a 975 00:55:39,960 --> 00:55:44,400 commitment and you have to be the one that's holding yourself 976 00:55:44,400 --> 00:55:47,320 accountable and like re parenting your inner child. 977 00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:51,520 Because deep down, if that's not something that comes easy for 978 00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:54,560 you, you're going to have to push yourself to do it. 979 00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:58,560 And I I know for a fact, like in the winter my body just wants to 980 00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:02,280 rest, and in the summer I'm like ready to go. 981 00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:05,040 So in the winter it's harder for me to stay in routine, but 982 00:56:05,040 --> 00:56:09,400 that's when it's most important, 'cause it takes like I think 21 983 00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:12,600 days to start a new habit, but it literally only takes three 984 00:56:12,600 --> 00:56:16,120 days to fucking break that progress, go back to old ways. 985 00:56:16,360 --> 00:56:19,320 So it took you 21 days to make it happen and it takes you three 986 00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:21,280 days to reverse it. That's fucked up. 987 00:56:23,040 --> 00:56:26,120 OK. So like more personal business, 988 00:56:28,120 --> 00:56:31,560 I feel this a lot, multiple things that you were saying. 989 00:56:31,560 --> 00:56:36,120 So the easiness when it comes to like food, Yes. 990 00:56:36,560 --> 00:56:41,200 Also that being its own, like total comfort thing when you 991 00:56:41,240 --> 00:56:45,000 have trauma, like it becomes its own whatever. 992 00:56:47,280 --> 00:56:49,720 There was another point that I wanted to make to something that 993 00:56:49,720 --> 00:56:57,160 you were, that you were saying, oh, the having to have things be 994 00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:00,760 like 21 days in order for it to be a new habit for you. 995 00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:04,600 And I have to really do that with food now, like we were 996 00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:06,800 talking about before we got on here. 997 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:12,360 And that's something that, like, I always, always have felt like 998 00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:17,880 I have to do it for three weeks and then I'm good. 999 00:57:18,200 --> 00:57:21,480 Like it gets everything funky out of your body at first 1000 00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:24,560 because you'll feel fatigued. Your head always hurts. 1001 00:57:24,560 --> 00:57:27,840 You always feel hella thirsty, hella munchy, like your body's 1002 00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,080 like what the book is happening. It's like you're going through 1003 00:57:30,080 --> 00:57:33,720 withdrawals and then once you're 3 weeks in, you're like, well, 1004 00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:36,480 I've made all of this progress over here and I'm not going to 1005 00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:38,960 fucking go back on that now. So I'm going to keep doing what 1006 00:57:38,960 --> 00:57:44,800 I was doing and if we just took small little things inside of 1007 00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:48,520 our lives and focused on that being what we're going to be 1008 00:57:48,520 --> 00:57:53,720 working on and and instead of trying to put our energy into so 1009 00:57:53,720 --> 00:57:56,600 many different things because we all are always making new 1010 00:57:56,600 --> 00:58:02,280 choices and starting new projects, but we're seeing 1% of 1011 00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:04,640 them 21 days through, you know what I mean? 1012 00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:10,440 Yeah, and like as a society, they keep us so drained and 1013 00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:13,840 overworked and overstimulated that like it's really fucking 1014 00:58:13,840 --> 00:58:19,360 hard to start a new habit or to create time in your routine or 1015 00:58:19,360 --> 00:58:22,280 in your daily life to average that in. 1016 00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:25,920 But that's why I like making a commitment to yourself and 1017 00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:28,840 holding yourself accountable. Like this is where re parenting 1018 00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:32,720 your inner child is so important in this dynamic because a lot of 1019 00:58:32,720 --> 00:58:36,160 us, we didn't have that support or we didn't have that guidance 1020 00:58:36,160 --> 00:58:38,160 and we have to have that as adults. 1021 00:58:39,880 --> 00:58:47,080 Yeah, 100%, absolutely. And there is so much evolution 1022 00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:51,240 that you find as you're becoming an adult because we can look 1023 00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:53,640 back and we can be like, well, my parents did this and my 1024 00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:56,280 parents did that or whatever. Well, we all have something that 1025 00:58:56,280 --> 00:58:59,200 we did like and something that we didn't like and something 1026 00:58:59,200 --> 00:59:01,880 that when we were kids we were like, I would never do this 1027 00:59:01,880 --> 00:59:05,360 thing as an adult. And real recently for me, I've 1028 00:59:05,360 --> 00:59:09,800 realized that like I'll ask my mom her opinion on parenting in 1029 00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:17,040 something, and that ends up then opening it up to now, you know, 1030 00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:19,560 I want your opinion. And so now it's open to 1031 00:59:19,560 --> 00:59:22,880 criticisms. And so I've had to learn 1032 00:59:22,880 --> 00:59:28,360 recently that we can move on from past things and we can look 1033 00:59:28,360 --> 00:59:30,800 ourselves without needing to have somebody else's 1034 00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:33,720 justification and approval for what we're doing. 1035 00:59:33,720 --> 00:59:36,120 And so many people are like, I don't want to parent the way 1036 00:59:36,120 --> 00:59:40,160 that my parents did, but I really take my parents opinion 1037 00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:42,880 to heart when they're talking about my parenting. 1038 00:59:42,880 --> 00:59:44,720 Well, you don't want to fucking do it the way that they do it 1039 00:59:44,720 --> 00:59:46,120 anyways. So what does it matter? 1040 00:59:46,120 --> 00:59:48,000 You're going to be disappointing one way or another. 1041 00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:50,920 You're disappointing and miserable or disappointed and 1042 00:59:51,120 --> 00:59:53,240 feel like you're doing the best you can for your kid. 1043 00:59:54,240 --> 00:59:57,680 Well, that goes back to the big thing of like, stop asking for 1044 00:59:57,680 --> 01:00:00,600 directions from people who are not going where you're going. 1045 01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:04,080 Like, we like to ask for people's opinion and then get 1046 01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:06,360 our feelings hurt when it doesn't align with what the 1047 01:00:06,400 --> 01:00:08,720 answer is that we thought we wanted. 1048 01:00:09,120 --> 01:00:12,200 And it's just really big on like if they're not on the journey 1049 01:00:12,200 --> 01:00:15,760 that you're on, you're not going to where they're going or or you 1050 01:00:15,760 --> 01:00:19,280 don't want to be like them. But asking for people's opinions 1051 01:00:19,280 --> 01:00:22,520 on it, like, you know, you really don't want to ask for 1052 01:00:22,520 --> 01:00:25,400 business advice from someone who doesn't have a fucking business. 1053 01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:28,960 I mean, bless my mom, We're healing and working through 1054 01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:30,400 things. But whenever me and Jim and I 1055 01:00:30,400 --> 01:00:32,920 started the podcast, I was like, yeah, you know, I'm going to 1056 01:00:32,920 --> 01:00:35,640 fund some things that I'm going to do it on my end. 1057 01:00:35,640 --> 01:00:38,640 And my mom was like, you can't trust that girl. 1058 01:00:38,960 --> 01:00:40,200 And I was like, what do you mean? 1059 01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:43,560 I I mean, what? And she's like, you don't know 1060 01:00:43,560 --> 01:00:47,080 her, you can't trust her. And I'm like, Mom, I'm going to 1061 01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:49,960 invest on a fucking website and do a couple little things like 1062 01:00:49,960 --> 01:00:53,240 it's not a big deal. And she's like, you don't even 1063 01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:57,760 know her. It's just so funny because she 1064 01:00:57,760 --> 01:01:02,160 was so serious that I couldn't start a business with someone I 1065 01:01:02,160 --> 01:01:05,200 didn't know, never met, lived across the country because I 1066 01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:08,360 couldn't trust them. And it's just so funny because, 1067 01:01:08,880 --> 01:01:11,800 you know, we had the near death experience in Utah and we've 1068 01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:14,760 went through all these things in our circles and communities and 1069 01:01:14,760 --> 01:01:17,040 whatever. And it really has shown that, 1070 01:01:17,040 --> 01:01:21,400 like, deep down, you are one of the only people I can trust in 1071 01:01:21,440 --> 01:01:24,600 that space. But my mom was just so like, in 1072 01:01:24,600 --> 01:01:28,920 that limited mindset of like you don't know this person that 1073 01:01:28,920 --> 01:01:31,720 well, or you just met this person or you've never met this 1074 01:01:31,720 --> 01:01:33,880 person. And you know, my mom's real big 1075 01:01:33,880 --> 01:01:36,480 on that. But The thing is, it's like my 1076 01:01:36,480 --> 01:01:38,640 mom doesn't have a business. My mom doesn't have a lot of 1077 01:01:38,640 --> 01:01:41,920 close friends. My mom really can't give me 1078 01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:45,080 advice on a business, 'cause she's never had a business like 1079 01:01:45,200 --> 01:01:48,280 she has no business giving me advice on a business, you know? 1080 01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:52,240 So it's just, I don't know, like that was her like, defense 1081 01:01:52,240 --> 01:01:55,000 mechanism and like nothing against her. 1082 01:01:55,000 --> 01:02:00,160 But at the same time, that's small minded energy like me 1083 01:02:00,160 --> 01:02:04,320 investing $100 into our business before we made any money. 1084 01:02:04,720 --> 01:02:07,360 What was it wasn't a big loss, it wasn't a big gain. 1085 01:02:07,360 --> 01:02:11,320 It was just an experiment that has worked out that's now two 1086 01:02:11,320 --> 01:02:15,000 years in running of a brand that we built together. 1087 01:02:15,000 --> 01:02:18,040 So it's like don't let people who are not going where you want 1088 01:02:18,040 --> 01:02:21,280 to go give you advice. A lot of people ask their 1089 01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:24,440 parents who have failed marriages for marriage advice 1090 01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:28,400 or, you know, parenting advice. Whatever it is, it's like you 1091 01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:33,920 have to be aware that they're going to project onto you their 1092 01:02:33,920 --> 01:02:36,840 limiting beliefs. Yeah. 1093 01:02:37,480 --> 01:02:42,760 And it's so hard not to do, especially when you're still 1094 01:02:42,760 --> 01:02:47,920 seeking approval in some kind of way or still like, I just want 1095 01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:50,880 them to be proud of me or or whatever, which is something 1096 01:02:50,880 --> 01:02:54,120 that I struggled with for a while and I'm like, but for 1097 01:02:54,120 --> 01:02:56,320 what? Like it, whether you're proud of 1098 01:02:56,320 --> 01:02:58,160 me or not, I'm making the same choice. 1099 01:02:58,160 --> 01:03:00,040 Obviously. I can either be annoyed by you 1100 01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:03,000 because you won't get on the fucking ship, or I can just 1101 01:03:03,000 --> 01:03:05,800 fucking leave, you know? I don't know. 1102 01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:09,120 I'm just like so many people are so in fear about what their 1103 01:03:09,120 --> 01:03:12,080 parents want for them or or like think about them. 1104 01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:16,280 And honestly, until I was like 26, I was living in that shadow, 1105 01:03:16,280 --> 01:03:19,120 like afraid to get tattoos that I wanted. 1106 01:03:19,120 --> 01:03:21,280 That's the one thing that my parents were kind of hindering 1107 01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:23,720 me from. And then now that I started just 1108 01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:26,400 getting tatted up, my dad's like, I think I want to start a 1109 01:03:26,400 --> 01:03:28,640 sleeve. My mom's like, do you think your 1110 01:03:28,640 --> 01:03:31,600 friend could tattoo me? Like, it's just funny Because 1111 01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:34,640 when you finally become unapologetic about who you are 1112 01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:37,080 and you're just like, this is me, you're going to either like 1113 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:41,120 it or love it or whatever, because I'm going to do me. 1114 01:03:41,480 --> 01:03:43,560 Then people start catching on and they're like, you know, 1115 01:03:43,560 --> 01:03:45,800 what? Pages live in the experience. 1116 01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:48,080 I wish I could have lived, but I lived in fear. 1117 01:03:48,640 --> 01:03:51,440 But I hid my true self or whatever. 1118 01:03:51,440 --> 01:03:55,520 And that's why I like the Internet can be so eye opening 1119 01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:59,320 on all the different ways that you can live your life or it can 1120 01:03:59,320 --> 01:04:02,920 really be crippling because you're judging yourself on where 1121 01:04:02,920 --> 01:04:06,280 you think you should be based on someone else's progress. 1122 01:04:06,560 --> 01:04:09,840 And a lot of the people in the spotlight didn't get in the 1123 01:04:09,840 --> 01:04:12,160 spotlight till their mid 30s or 40s. 1124 01:04:12,480 --> 01:04:16,760 And so I don't know why people are like 2526 and we're all in 1125 01:04:16,760 --> 01:04:20,320 this crippling, like fear about who we're becoming or what we're 1126 01:04:20,320 --> 01:04:23,480 supposed to do. You know, at 31, I feel like I 1127 01:04:23,480 --> 01:04:28,240 have more freedom emotionally than I've ever had before, like 1128 01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:30,240 that I ever had in my 20s, my 20s. 1129 01:04:30,240 --> 01:04:33,920 I was so worried about how what I was doing was going to make 1130 01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:37,560 other people feel or how certain things were going to play out. 1131 01:04:37,560 --> 01:04:41,800 And now it's like, I literally, I got health insurance, a four O 1132 01:04:41,800 --> 01:04:43,880 1K baby. I got a health savings account. 1133 01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:48,080 Like I have everything that my parents wanted me to have and 1134 01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:52,120 more by being myself, by doing what I want to do. 1135 01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:55,760 And I just want to encourage everyone, like get the tattoo, 1136 01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:59,520 start the business, go bungee jumping, whatever it is. 1137 01:04:59,520 --> 01:05:02,400 Like, go do something because you want to do it, not because 1138 01:05:02,400 --> 01:05:05,840 there's rules or regulations behind it. 1139 01:05:05,840 --> 01:05:08,840 Like just go do it. Stop asking for directions from 1140 01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:13,280 people you don't want to be like because if they're in game isn't 1141 01:05:13,280 --> 01:05:16,480 where you want to be. You should not ask them for 1142 01:05:16,480 --> 01:05:18,800 directions. Like, that's why I said earlier, 1143 01:05:19,280 --> 01:05:23,800 I love watching people who are authentic come up and build a 1144 01:05:23,800 --> 01:05:27,720 platform on authenticity. Because you can't take what 1145 01:05:27,720 --> 01:05:30,360 they're going to do until they make their move. 1146 01:05:30,360 --> 01:05:32,680 You can't make your next move until they make theirs. 1147 01:05:33,000 --> 01:05:37,520 And that's the cool thing about a podcast or content or whatever 1148 01:05:37,520 --> 01:05:39,880 is you can watch the evolution of yourself. 1149 01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:43,080 Meanwhile, other people are trying to mimic what you're 1150 01:05:43,080 --> 01:05:48,400 doing because it's working and that's how you win mic drop. 1151 01:05:50,400 --> 01:05:52,760 Mimic what you're doing because it's working. 1152 01:05:52,760 --> 01:05:56,920 Listen, I'm so fucking annoyed with dusty, crusty, musty, busty 1153 01:05:56,920 --> 01:06:01,280 bitches over here taking exact quotes that they're getting, 1154 01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:07,160 taking full on logos. Like it takes effort, time, 1155 01:06:07,160 --> 01:06:11,240 energy sourcing somebody to create a logo, having something 1156 01:06:11,240 --> 01:06:15,960 done like having reduce of it like so much energy and like 1157 01:06:15,960 --> 01:06:18,800 symbolism that goes into shit whether or not you think it 1158 01:06:18,800 --> 01:06:21,720 looks like a pair of lips or it just looks like a skull or what. 1159 01:06:21,720 --> 01:06:26,040 Like everything has a symbolism and a reason behind it, and when 1160 01:06:26,040 --> 01:06:30,360 you just take it and make it like it's your own fucking 1161 01:06:30,360 --> 01:06:32,760 thing. Whether it is, I mean, listen, 1162 01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:38,720 I'm not surprised that ANVA or whatever you've had literally 1163 01:06:38,720 --> 01:06:42,200 the lips, your exact cherry and lips put on Sheen. 1164 01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:46,920 Shit, like stuff gets taken and circulated in the world, OK? 1165 01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:51,160 But there are people who are literally, like close to our 1166 01:06:51,160 --> 01:06:54,920 communities doing the shit and just thinking that nobody will 1167 01:06:54,920 --> 01:06:57,680 ever find out. And I just have to get to the 1168 01:06:57,680 --> 01:06:59,960 point where, like, it doesn't bother me. 1169 01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:03,640 Because there is going to be a day where like, maybe right now 1170 01:07:04,280 --> 01:07:08,960 you're the person who's in, who's in the light, and who has 1171 01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:12,160 more following is boosted up, whatever. 1172 01:07:12,360 --> 01:07:15,040 And your voice is a little bit more amplified and you're 1173 01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:18,880 reaching different people, but you're not going to be the only 1174 01:07:18,880 --> 01:07:22,200 one in that light soon. And we're fucking coming up on 1175 01:07:22,200 --> 01:07:25,160 your ass. And people will eventually 1176 01:07:25,160 --> 01:07:29,960 notice that your Full Moon advertisements are the exact 1177 01:07:29,960 --> 01:07:33,920 same font, everything, day of the week, time zone that we're 1178 01:07:33,920 --> 01:07:36,040 doing. They're going to notice that 1179 01:07:36,040 --> 01:07:39,360 you've taken direct quotes of things that we've posted from 1180 01:07:39,360 --> 01:07:42,640 our podcast that's date stamped, time stamped. 1181 01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:45,800 And they're going to be like, oh, that's who they've been 1182 01:07:45,800 --> 01:07:48,320 talking about. And I promise you, we've already 1183 01:07:48,320 --> 01:07:49,840 talked about it behind the scenes. 1184 01:07:50,360 --> 01:07:53,880 When the day does come that that fucking happens and everybody's 1185 01:07:53,880 --> 01:07:58,400 realizing the people that it is and who it is, we're never going 1186 01:07:58,400 --> 01:08:03,000 to confirm nor deny who the fuck it is because it, everybody can 1187 01:08:03,000 --> 01:08:07,320 get it. You know when we got time stamps 1188 01:08:07,600 --> 01:08:11,760 of the fucking content, You can't make it up? 1189 01:08:11,880 --> 01:08:14,960 Like you may have a bigger following now and you may be 1190 01:08:14,960 --> 01:08:16,760 able to get away with it. And that's great. 1191 01:08:16,760 --> 01:08:20,960 I hope it works for you. But at the same time, I can't 1192 01:08:20,960 --> 01:08:25,600 stand a bitch who's like, I don't show my altars to anyone 1193 01:08:25,600 --> 01:08:29,000 and this dumb ass shit, it's like, OK, cool, But you're 1194 01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,000 gatekeeping 'cause you want people to need you. 1195 01:08:31,359 --> 01:08:34,040 You're afraid that someone could look at your altar, or look at a 1196 01:08:34,040 --> 01:08:37,160 photo of an altar and do what you're doing and mimic what 1197 01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:39,040 you're doing. Like, no, baby, you're not that 1198 01:08:39,040 --> 01:08:41,720 special. And I promise you that if your 1199 01:08:41,720 --> 01:08:45,040 shit is that fragile, you shouldn't be doing spell work 1200 01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:47,080 for other people. You shouldn't be doing things 1201 01:08:47,080 --> 01:08:49,600 for other people. But I just. 1202 01:08:49,960 --> 01:08:53,520 I'm real comfortable in the fact that, like the Divine knows, our 1203 01:08:53,520 --> 01:08:56,399 intentions are pure. My intention really is to help 1204 01:08:56,399 --> 01:09:00,080 people have their own power source so that you don't need 1205 01:09:00,080 --> 01:09:02,439 me, you don't need Gemini, you don't need anyone you've got 1206 01:09:02,439 --> 01:09:04,800 yourself. I think that when you can learn 1207 01:09:04,800 --> 01:09:09,600 to collaborate and like credit people, I think crediting people 1208 01:09:09,600 --> 01:09:11,880 is important. To be like, yes, I got this idea 1209 01:09:11,880 --> 01:09:15,000 from that person, but I'm gonna expand on it in my own way. 1210 01:09:15,439 --> 01:09:18,200 Beautiful, amazing. You're going to win, but you 1211 01:09:18,200 --> 01:09:20,520 will lose. And karma will catch up to you 1212 01:09:20,520 --> 01:09:23,439 if you continue stealing and manipulating people into 1213 01:09:23,439 --> 01:09:26,200 believing that you're the creator of something. 1214 01:09:26,800 --> 01:09:29,960 And you know, the weirdest thing ever is the people who are like 1215 01:09:30,200 --> 01:09:33,479 they hexed me or they did this are people that like, aren't 1216 01:09:33,479 --> 01:09:36,399 even on my radar. And I don't care about, like I 1217 01:09:36,399 --> 01:09:40,760 would never in my life waste my energy to hex someone when I 1218 01:09:40,760 --> 01:09:44,760 could just return your crusty energy back to you times 10. 1219 01:09:44,800 --> 01:09:48,160 And then you're going to do your own work like you're going to 1220 01:09:48,240 --> 01:09:49,479 you're going to fail on your own. 1221 01:09:49,720 --> 01:09:55,040 But so many people are so manipulative and just feral, 1222 01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:58,800 like just fucking feral Y'all. Like, they don't give a fuck, 1223 01:09:58,800 --> 01:10:02,760 and they're willing to step on whoever, steal from whoever, 1224 01:10:02,920 --> 01:10:06,560 manipulate anyone they can and sell you a $10,000 ticket to 1225 01:10:06,560 --> 01:10:09,680 their seminar where they regurgitate shit they heard on 1226 01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:12,880 other people's podcast or other people's platforms. 1227 01:10:13,120 --> 01:10:15,320 And that's cool. Like, eventually people are 1228 01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:18,920 going to catch on, but at the same time, like, we'll be on to 1229 01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:21,600 the next thing. You cannot mimic authenticity 1230 01:10:21,600 --> 01:10:24,000 because you can't make a move until that person makes their 1231 01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:25,520 move. So it's like, do you? 1232 01:10:25,960 --> 01:10:28,840 But you really don't have the flavor if you got to tell 1233 01:10:28,840 --> 01:10:34,560 everyone you got the flavor. Some people are stealing the 1234 01:10:34,560 --> 01:10:36,160 flavor, but I'll just keep it there. 1235 01:10:37,600 --> 01:10:42,160 I personally so it is a thing inside of witchcraft, some 1236 01:10:42,160 --> 01:10:45,480 practices of witchcraft not sharing the altar that you have 1237 01:10:45,480 --> 01:10:49,880 for like various reasons. So I want to say in case there 1238 01:10:49,880 --> 01:10:53,360 are others who you don't share, yours, whatever. 1239 01:10:53,840 --> 01:10:58,640 I may not show specifics of what's on my altar, but like, I 1240 01:10:58,640 --> 01:11:02,040 teach people about creating their own alter and how to do 1241 01:11:02,040 --> 01:11:05,560 things themselves and whatever. And I think that when someone 1242 01:11:05,560 --> 01:11:08,920 puts themselves in a position where they're going to be 1243 01:11:08,920 --> 01:11:12,600 mentoring and teaching people different ways of doing things, 1244 01:11:14,160 --> 01:11:16,680 you should be, even if you're going to keep something to 1245 01:11:16,680 --> 01:11:19,840 yourself, you should be sharing with them how they can do 1246 01:11:19,840 --> 01:11:22,720 something for themselves. So then it's not like a 1247 01:11:22,720 --> 01:11:26,920 gatekeeping thing because there are a lot of people and who 1248 01:11:26,920 --> 01:11:28,160 would just be like, oh, you don't show. 1249 01:11:28,240 --> 01:11:31,240 You never show somebody your altar and then they'll just 1250 01:11:31,240 --> 01:11:33,360 leave it there. And there's somebody who's like 1251 01:11:33,360 --> 01:11:36,920 trying to learn underneath them that's like, well, I obviously 1252 01:11:36,920 --> 01:11:39,480 have no idea what an altar even is. 1253 01:11:39,480 --> 01:11:42,000 I you know, I know you don't want to tell me how you 1254 01:11:42,000 --> 01:11:45,800 specifically do your spell working like, but I'm needing 1255 01:11:45,800 --> 01:11:48,560 advice for putting my spell together or whatever. 1256 01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:50,160 And I think that it's really important. 1257 01:11:50,160 --> 01:11:52,880 People in like spiritual mentorship roles. 1258 01:11:53,160 --> 01:11:56,560 Just because you don't do something doesn't mean that you 1259 01:11:56,560 --> 01:11:59,440 shouldn't be showing the person that you're mentoring in case 1260 01:11:59,440 --> 01:12:01,640 they're deciding to do something completely different. 1261 01:12:01,920 --> 01:12:06,040 And that's on just like some personal fucking viewpoints is I 1262 01:12:06,040 --> 01:12:07,880 think. Don't Don't ever put yourself 1263 01:12:07,880 --> 01:12:11,480 into like your spiritual mentor or spiritual guidance in any 1264 01:12:11,480 --> 01:12:14,440 fucking way when all you're showing is 1 specific thing. 1265 01:12:15,120 --> 01:12:17,680 And those people are the ones who are charging you like 1266 01:12:17,960 --> 01:12:21,720 $20,000 to go on a retreat out of the country so that they can 1267 01:12:21,720 --> 01:12:23,800 sit there and tell you to breathe in and out and shuffle a 1268 01:12:23,800 --> 01:12:27,880 couple cards. I don't show my personal altar 1269 01:12:27,880 --> 01:12:32,400 for myself. I show altars that I create for 1270 01:12:32,400 --> 01:12:35,040 a spell. But you don't know why I created 1271 01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:35,760 that. You know what I mean? 1272 01:12:35,760 --> 01:12:38,560 Like, you know why I've included what I've included or whatever. 1273 01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:41,480 I don't show my personal altar for me. 1274 01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:44,760 No. And I'm not saying it's neither 1275 01:12:44,760 --> 01:12:46,520 here nor there. I've just heard people be like, 1276 01:12:46,840 --> 01:12:49,200 I would never do this and and I don't. 1277 01:12:49,200 --> 01:12:52,880 I don't know what their umbrella is for that. 1278 01:12:52,880 --> 01:12:55,000 But like, I don't show my personal altar. 1279 01:12:55,320 --> 01:12:57,320 That's in my home. Like my altar. 1280 01:12:57,320 --> 01:13:00,200 I knew what you meant. Yeah, I show alters that I 1281 01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:03,280 create for clients and I'm fine with that because, like, you're 1282 01:13:03,280 --> 01:13:05,240 not going to fuck up the energy for my client. 1283 01:13:05,240 --> 01:13:07,440 Like, I can show you this. It's temporary. 1284 01:13:07,440 --> 01:13:09,840 As soon as it spells over, it's dismantled, right? 1285 01:13:09,840 --> 01:13:13,800 Like it's not a long standing altar, but like showing my 1286 01:13:13,800 --> 01:13:15,320 personal altar. No. 1287 01:13:15,320 --> 01:13:18,560 Like I have a secret room at my house and I don't even let 1288 01:13:18,560 --> 01:13:21,760 guests in there, like, ever. Like, no one's allowed in this 1289 01:13:21,760 --> 01:13:24,120 room that I'm in. I don't give a fuck if you 1290 01:13:24,120 --> 01:13:26,440 thought you knew me or not. Like that's how you know if 1291 01:13:26,440 --> 01:13:28,880 we're friends or not. If I let you in here, but the 1292 01:13:28,880 --> 01:13:31,520 only person that's really been in here is Jack, Jack. 1293 01:13:31,520 --> 01:13:33,400 And that's it. Like nobody else has been in 1294 01:13:33,400 --> 01:13:35,560 here. Because I don't want people in 1295 01:13:35,560 --> 01:13:37,240 here. It's my this is my special 1296 01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:41,080 space. And you know, Dusty Krusty's 1297 01:13:41,080 --> 01:13:43,200 could drive across the country and come to my house, and they 1298 01:13:43,320 --> 01:13:45,840 still didn't come in here, period. 1299 01:13:46,360 --> 01:13:48,320 Y'all can kick rocks. But The thing is. 1300 01:13:48,360 --> 01:13:51,320 No, I can tell you that when I come to Kentucky, I'm going in 1301 01:13:51,320 --> 01:13:52,440 every fucking room in your house. 1302 01:13:52,720 --> 01:13:55,360 I'm going in your pantry. I'm seeing what snacks we have. 1303 01:13:56,560 --> 01:13:58,160 No, I'm just kidding. I wouldn't. 1304 01:13:58,160 --> 01:14:01,040 I wouldn't invade a a safe space like that. 1305 01:14:01,040 --> 01:14:06,360 But I I knew exactly what you were saying. 1306 01:14:06,600 --> 01:14:11,360 And there are also people who will not show spell work that 1307 01:14:11,360 --> 01:14:14,120 they do for other people and whatnot. 1308 01:14:15,440 --> 01:14:19,760 I do. So there's that. 1309 01:14:19,760 --> 01:14:22,840 I mean, there's not. I'm not going to put your name 1310 01:14:22,840 --> 01:14:24,840 to it. I'm not going to be like, I just 1311 01:14:24,840 --> 01:14:27,520 did this spell for Melissa. You know what I mean? 1312 01:14:28,080 --> 01:14:31,280 Shout out that wasn't a name drop for Melissa, but Melissa 1313 01:14:31,280 --> 01:14:32,800 listens. So what to do? 1314 01:14:33,880 --> 01:14:37,680 I mean, deep down, I think so many people are caught up on 1315 01:14:37,680 --> 01:14:40,440 like what the next witch is doing or what the next bitch is 1316 01:14:40,440 --> 01:14:43,960 doing or whatever. And I think just like, keep your 1317 01:14:43,960 --> 01:14:46,200 eyes on your own paper, baby, keep your eyes on your own 1318 01:14:46,200 --> 01:14:47,560 paper. Quit trying to cheat. 1319 01:14:47,560 --> 01:14:50,480 When we all got different copies of the test, you know, it's like 1320 01:14:50,880 --> 01:14:53,920 you're not going to get ahead by trying to steal from other 1321 01:14:53,920 --> 01:14:55,400 people. You're not going to get ahead by 1322 01:14:55,400 --> 01:14:59,320 trying to copy other people. Like, eventually it runs out. 1323 01:14:59,320 --> 01:15:02,440 Like eventually the well runs thin. 1324 01:15:02,720 --> 01:15:07,480 And unfortunately, we live in a society where you see a viral 1325 01:15:07,480 --> 01:15:11,120 status 19,000 times and then now you got five people on your 1326 01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:14,320 friends list that have copied it and it's being shared from their 1327 01:15:14,320 --> 01:15:17,440 platform. It's like Facebook's paying you 1328 01:15:17,440 --> 01:15:21,560 all fucking pennies, pennies on the views. 1329 01:15:21,560 --> 01:15:25,480 Like I think you got to get like 30,000 views or some shit to 1330 01:15:25,520 --> 01:15:29,440 like make $5. Like y'all are not that special. 1331 01:15:29,800 --> 01:15:33,720 And unfortunately, the shit you post on its own could be 1332 01:15:33,720 --> 01:15:36,080 special. But you're you're not authentic, 1333 01:15:36,080 --> 01:15:38,840 you're just copying. So if you even got to the point 1334 01:15:38,840 --> 01:15:41,360 where Facebook wants to pay you, it's because it seems like y'all 1335 01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:43,120 are stealing from other creators. 1336 01:15:43,480 --> 01:15:49,920 And that's why I've chose to decline all incentives from 1337 01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:54,240 every platform. Tiktok, Instagram and Facebook. 1338 01:15:54,240 --> 01:15:57,040 I don't want it. I I use social media for shits 1339 01:15:57,040 --> 01:15:59,880 and giggles. If you want to spend money with 1340 01:15:59,880 --> 01:16:03,040 me and go to my Patreon or my website, but like, I'm not gonna 1341 01:16:03,360 --> 01:16:05,640 be on there, like I need interaction. 1342 01:16:05,640 --> 01:16:09,200 Everybody, please click. Like, no, I'm not. 1343 01:16:09,200 --> 01:16:12,440 Like, I'm not doing that. Like, it's just not me. 1344 01:16:12,440 --> 01:16:17,960 It's inauthentic and I just won't ever in my life make 1345 01:16:17,960 --> 01:16:21,720 Facebook money. I just don't care, you know, 1346 01:16:21,720 --> 01:16:25,040 Like, I just, I literally don't care enough to to do that. 1347 01:16:25,040 --> 01:16:28,240 And you know, Tiktok used to be really fun and they were paying 1348 01:16:28,240 --> 01:16:30,120 their creators and now they just don't. 1349 01:16:30,400 --> 01:16:32,880 Like now. It's not that fun. 1350 01:16:35,880 --> 01:16:43,200 I have so many things. I think that Tiktok does pay 1351 01:16:43,200 --> 01:16:47,080 creators, but they're really pushing, selling stuff from 1352 01:16:47,080 --> 01:16:50,520 their shop and that's why there's so many ads on things. 1353 01:16:50,520 --> 01:16:55,160 And so unfortunately a lot of content that people are doing 1354 01:16:55,160 --> 01:16:59,440 now is more of telling you what they got from that shop and and 1355 01:16:59,440 --> 01:17:02,800 whatever and reviewing it. Because that's the only way that 1356 01:17:02,800 --> 01:17:05,360 they're really wanting to circulate people's videos. 1357 01:17:05,760 --> 01:17:09,320 And we've talked about that before. 1358 01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:12,640 Well, they're just, they'll just stop circulating any of the shit 1359 01:17:12,640 --> 01:17:14,920 that you have and there will be like one or two times. 1360 01:17:14,920 --> 01:17:21,800 I think the the fucking most views I had in a while was on a 1361 01:17:21,800 --> 01:17:25,040 video and it was because I did a morning vlog and I didn't give 1362 01:17:25,040 --> 01:17:28,080 my kids syrup on his pancakes, 'cause I didn't have any sugar 1363 01:17:28,080 --> 01:17:31,000 free syrup left. And it was like, you're an awful 1364 01:17:31,000 --> 01:17:33,640 mom, you're going to give him an eating disorder. 1365 01:17:33,960 --> 01:17:36,360 Like, I can't. Who puts peanut butter on their 1366 01:17:36,360 --> 01:17:39,120 pancakes? You're the meanest person ever. 1367 01:17:39,520 --> 01:17:43,400 And then I got all kinds of amazing comments and follows 1368 01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:46,200 too. But that's extremely rare and in 1369 01:17:46,200 --> 01:17:49,560 between and the stuff that you put your energy into to be 1370 01:17:49,560 --> 01:17:52,600 creative. If you're not somebody at this 1371 01:17:52,600 --> 01:17:57,720 point currently, if you're not already somebody who has a crazy 1372 01:17:59,280 --> 01:18:02,440 following, then you're not really getting interaction and 1373 01:18:02,440 --> 01:18:04,320 it's just because you're pushing something. 1374 01:18:06,520 --> 01:18:07,680 It's all rigged. Y'all. 1375 01:18:07,800 --> 01:18:10,000 And we just want to encourage everybody to be authentic. 1376 01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:13,680 Cause what is meant for you will be for you and you don't got to 1377 01:18:13,680 --> 01:18:16,120 go chasing it, you don't got to go promoting it. 1378 01:18:16,200 --> 01:18:20,840 It will naturally gravitate to you from a space of This Is Mine 1379 01:18:20,840 --> 01:18:26,040 and I support this like this is what I support and that's where 1380 01:18:26,640 --> 01:18:30,000 we don't give a fuck if we get 5 views or 5000 views. 1381 01:18:30,000 --> 01:18:33,400 It is what it is and we love every single one of you all 1382 01:18:33,440 --> 01:18:37,080 equally and just really endlessly for supporting the 1383 01:18:37,080 --> 01:18:39,480 podcast. And we're really just looking 1384 01:18:39,480 --> 01:18:41,880 forward to what 2024 has to bring. 1385 01:18:42,880 --> 01:18:45,640 Yeah, Second eye lollipop, and we'll see you next time. 1386 01:18:46,320 --> 01:18:48,600 See you all next time. Bye.