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Welcome to today's broadcast of 
Lead to Serve, a leadership 

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podcast with Ed Taylor. 
Hey, welcome again to another 

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edition of the. 
Lead to Serve podcast. 

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My name is Ed Taylor. 
I'm a pastor here. 

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At Calvary Church in. 
Aurora, Co and the host of. 

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Lead to serve started. 
It many years ago. 

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This podcast to. 
Talk about ministry and life and

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leadership and I want to say 
thank you to the response that 

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you've given the emails, the 
text messages, they come in very

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regularly and we're. 
Very grateful. 

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For them, we want you to connect
with you. 

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We want you to know you're part 
of the family here. 

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We're all growing together. 
And if you wonder. 

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The what? 
The heart of the podcast. 

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Is it's not just to help you 
grow in your servant leadership,

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but it's to invite you into a 
conversation talking about 

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different topics you. 
Can suggest the topics. 

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This season, our topics are 
mostly what has been suggested. 

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All the texts I, I I take the. 
Texts and the emails and I. 

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Keep a separate list. 
Of the topics and I just jot 

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them down. 
By the time we come to a new 

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season, we list them out and 
this is unscripted and we have 

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the title, we have a few notes 
what we're going to be talking 

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about, but it's not. 
Scripted, so it's a. 

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Discussion like you were coming 
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US. 
On this season, again we have 

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Pastor Bob Klaykamp. 
Bob, welcome. 

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Great to be here. 
It's been good to. 

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Add to have. 
You as an addition to add you to

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this podcast to bounce off. 
Ideas. 

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You have 55 zero. 
Plus years of ministry and you 

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can look back on those. 
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If you were looking back just on
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First few years, let's say the 
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Yeah, of ministry. 
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See tremendous growth, you see 
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What do you, if you look back on
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To the last five years of your 
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Recently, what's the first thing
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I know this is a pop question, 
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Do you think immaturity? 
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Oh yeah, I was 18 when I got 
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Went right into Christian house.
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And because I was married, they 
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and they put me in charge. 
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Christian houses that you see on
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And I was just trying to make it
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I mean, you're, you're a brand 
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house full of 20 single people 
and you're trying to work out 

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your marriage issues and they're
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checking you out. 
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you're going for a walk because 
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everybody's there. 
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It was hard on a marriage. 
Immaturity is a key that might 

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be a topic going forward. 
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acknowledged in those early 
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zeal when I think of. 
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I have 25I. 
Really have about 30. 

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Years of experience. 
You have 50 25 here pastoring 

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in. 
Colorado, but those early. 

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Days the the The phrase that 
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without knowledge. 
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Zeal. 
Without knowledge and I. 

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Was so excited. 
About being. 

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Saved. 
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My life being changed. 
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Really didn't wait for anyone to
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If I read something in the 
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Did it? 
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incorrectly or I like a bull in 
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breaking everything I. 
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Really wanted to love God I I 
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trying to make up for all the. 
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And and God matures you. 
So again, that could be a topic 

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somewhere else. 
I want to build though now that 

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we have. 
Bob Bob, by the way, is. 

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Leading a new ministry called 
Mission Assist Ministries. 

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God's using him and him and his 
wife Jeannie in wonderful. 

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Ways they help churches. 
Around the world you can contact

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him at his. 
Website Bob Clay. 

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Camp.com, bobclaycamp.com, I and
you can always contact me. 

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Here at the church, Ed Taylor 
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Org I know he's got a.com, 
ivegota.org and you have to have

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it right because the Ed 
taylor.com is a professional 

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Santa Claus and he doesn't 
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Used to forward. 
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He doesn't forward them to me 
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We're going to put that guy in 
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So today's topic. 
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Today's topic, let's not get. 
Too off track here. 

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We talked in our. 
First episode about God. 

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Being our defense and he is and 
accusations and rumors and the 

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pain, today we're going to 
broaden the topic and talk about

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the enemy's. 
Attacks spiritual warfare. 

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The importance of understanding 
how how the enemy like seems to 

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attack at the opportune time. 
He goes for our places of 

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strength. 
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You he. 
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Times where we least. 
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That sort of thing. 
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Start with this. 
Statement The statement is it is

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normal to experience spiritual. 
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In your Christian life, what do 
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Absolutely. 
It's biblical, but you can't 

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spiritualize everything that 
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There are times where the 
Ephesians 6 talks about the evil

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day and in the evil day. 
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here in Ephesians chapter 6 and 
going here to Ephesians 6 in my 

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Bible, and we see here it says 
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Ephesians 6 verse 10. 
Finally, my brethren, be strong 

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in the Lord and in the power of 
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Put on the whole armor of God, 
that you may be able to stand 

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against the Wiles of the devil. 
But we do not wrestle against 

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flesh and blood, but against 
principalities, against powers, 

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against the rulers of the 
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spiritual hosts of wickedness in
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Therefore big therefore take up 
the whole armor of God that you 

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may able to may be able to 
withstand in the evil day and 

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having done all to stand. 
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day as a time when it seems to 
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it's not just a thought that 
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a flat tire or, you know, maybe 
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No, it's a combination of things
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it's the enemy coming on all 
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Maybe you're tired, maybe you're
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accused. 
Maybe all this comes at once and

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you can know that it's it's 
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tear you down and to divide and 
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The the context of. 
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This is a. 
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Comes from a Christian 
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Of Jesus perspective. 
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Bob, that the moment you wake up
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with the motive of pleasing God,
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Just that simple motive. 
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yet. 
You haven't even brushed your 

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teeth, taking a shower, gotten 
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mind. 
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And stepping into not only do 
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God and honor God And again, 
this this doesn't mean these are

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formal, all completely formed 
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At the side of your bed. 
I am ready. 

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To please God today. 
This is the atmosphere of our 

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life. 
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We may have a long day today. 
We may not have gotten very good

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sleep. 
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Walk. 
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You know, in a, in a, in a fog, 
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going to bring. 
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Is is that in our heart of 
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We're ready to serve. 
We're ready to help. 

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We're ready to love. 
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We are. 
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We're going to read our Bible. 
We're going to pray even if we 

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do it on the way in, we have the
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praying while we're driving. 
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Draws the attention of. 
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And as we've learned. 
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have a. 
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So the while the topic is like 
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Warfare, and especially against 
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get to this in a little. 
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A special unique warfare, I 
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tear them down, right? 
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And the sheep will. 
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Sense of. 
How the devil gets. 

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Blamed for a lot of things that 
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with directly. 
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Directly like the spiritual 
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Flesh. 
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your flesh. 
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Or the. 
World system drawing us into the

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flesh but ultimately we are 
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decision that comes from our 
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enemy's wanting to take he in 
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This is a very. 
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For our time right now, I want 

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everyone listening to me. 
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there is a uniqueness about the 
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That spiritual warfare, that. 
You're in as a. 

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Leader, because of the people 
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Connected with and the 
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for the Kingdom and there is. 
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This and remember it and and 
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spiritual armor in the morning 
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because you don't. 
Just have the desire you are 

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also. 
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serving the Lord and giving 
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Life as a place of service. 
So let's go through, Bob, Let's 

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go through. 
You'll say one, I'll say one. 

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We'll see if we can go back and 
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What are areas specific areas of
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That the enemy goes after in a 
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Life What do you. 
A sense of oppression. 

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Oppression. 
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That like go to the that's the 
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The broader one go to. 
The target what? 

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What? 
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of when you? 
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Discouragement. 
So tell us, talk about 

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discouragement. 
Oh, OK, You have usually it, it 

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comes when you had a 
preconceived idea that you 

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thought was pretty good and the 
Lord should honor it and you 

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went to carry it out and it 
completely fell apart or someone

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came against you and said, 
that's the dumbest thing I ever 

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heard. 
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going, what is it? 
Why can't I, Why can't I impart?

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I mean, all of a sudden you 
start beating yourself down or 

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people leave and they don't 
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They don't. 
It's just random ghosting and 

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you're thinking, how come? 
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And you start beating yourself 
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comes as a result. 
Here's another attack. 

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I'll go 1. 
You go one Inadequacy. 

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The enemy wants to make you feel
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For the task, which actually has
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Because we are inadequate. 
To the task. 

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But God is our adequacy so. 
You're sitting back, I think of.

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I was also going to follow up. 
I'm thinking that when I'm 

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discouraged sitting in my 
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Discouraged. 
I am beating myself up. 

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I'm living in my own head. 
I am. 

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Little by little. 
In that discouragement 'cause. 

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There it it. 
Discouragement's real. 

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It's a real emotion I you can 
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Bad. 
You can feel bad about a 

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situation about, you know, I I 
think of the enemy's attack and 

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then discouragement when you 
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like, that was the. 
Worst Bible study I've ever 

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heard I've ever taught. 
But then the that, that's one 

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feeling. 
But then when somebody e-mail 

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emails you and says. 
That's the worst Bible study 

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you've ever taught You're. 
Like, Oh my goodness, I I just 

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remember early on. 
This was a big. 

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Place in my life where I 
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from church once because there 
was some criticism on my Bible 

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study and and and I could have 
definitely done better in that. 

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Bible study but. 
Just thinking, I don't think I 

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can do this. 
I don't think I can teach. 

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A good Bible study. 
Every week and and that's if 

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that's what's needed, I don't 
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I think I moved to Colorado and 
I never should have come here 

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because I can't teach a good 
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Study every week. 
And and you just now you're just

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bummed out all the way home 
until the Lord says, Ed, I 

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choose the foolish things of the
world that confound the wise and

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this inadequacy. 
Also, is a, is a. 

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Similar attack and 
discouragement. 

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Like you loser. 
You'll never amount to anything.

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You didn't amount to anything in
the world and here even people 

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are telling you and now you know
you. 

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You feel you. 
You. 

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Have somebody you know the 
enemies or your mind, your 

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flush, it's just an. 
Attack where it's like. 

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Yeah, this guy came up and said 
I'm a loser and I guess I am a 

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loser and and so I want to quit.
So we've got discouragement, 

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inadequacy. 
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What do you think? 
It would be tiredness. 

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Tiredness. 
So let's talk about it. 

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What do you think? 
You have, you're not taking 

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breaks. 
You're not, you're burning the 

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candle at both ends. 
You're thinking that I am going 

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to work, work, work, work. 
And I know it's all going to 

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come out right and all this 
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And you don't realize that 
you're not your, your knife is 

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dull because you haven't taken 
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You come before the Lord and get
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Read His word, be honest and 
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That's how you sharpen the 
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And if you don't take times to 
rest, because Sabbath's are of 

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the whole Sabbath idea of rest 
coming to Me, all you that labor

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not have been laden, and I will 
give you rest. 

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But you've got to take the yoke.
You've got to learn of Him. 

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His yoke is fitting, but just 
think of it as honing that knife

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because the Lord wants you 
sharp, but he also knows that in

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the use, sometimes you're not 
the sharpest knife in the in the

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drawer and you got to take time 
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I, no, so as I'm listening to 
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an attack of the enemy at all. 
He uses it as a platform. 

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I think tiredness is our own or 
working ourselves to the end of 

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the ground is our own mistake. 
And that becomes a vulnerability

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for the enemy to attack. 
Because the, the, the sense of I

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think I'm the only one that can 
do this. 

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I'm the only one that can do it 
right. 

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Perfectionism. 
If I don't do it, nobody will do

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it. 
It's a real big. 

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Problem with pastors, this, this
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it's not exclusive to pastors. 
But guys just think they're the 

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only ones. 
And then, and then, before you 

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know it, in tiredness, the home.
Gets affected the kids, get 

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affected the people. 
That are serving alongside a 

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brother like. 
That also get affected. 

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Because now you know that 
you're, you're starting to emote

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all of your emotions and project
them on other people. 

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And why aren't you doing enough?
You're not doing enough. 

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You know they're resting and 
you're working and you're 

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measuring their their rest. 
By your work. 

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And it just breaks relationship 
with the the pattern is 6 and 

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one. 
We live in a culture. 

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That actually gives you. 
Five and two, and again, this 

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may be another. 
Episode altogether as we talked 

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through this thought, but the 
the. 

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Role of a leader is challenging 
because it's hard to turn things

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off when you're resting. 
You have to, really. 

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Discipline yourself to rest and 
in the era of a phone in your 

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pocket and always on and always 
answering and always looking 

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and. 
Always you. 

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You. 
You even should. 

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Add to your life that you would.
Fast not just food, but social 

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media and phone and everything 
so you can so you can truly have

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a real physical, mental, 
emotional time of rest. 

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Regularly. 
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And there are some 
rationalizations we come up 

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with. 
Well, I just want to provide for

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my family. 
And so you work all the 

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overtime, you work, you work, 
you work, you work. 

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And I'm just in your mind, 
you're doing what's right. 

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Because after all, the family is
going to get the money that they

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need and you're missing the 
component of witness being with 

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them. 
And I, I've talked to so many 

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over the years that have used 
that rationalization and all of 

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a sudden they find out that the 
wife has gone off with somebody 

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or, you know, the kids are going
off the rails and they're going,

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what's wrong with my family? 
I'm taking care of them. 

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No, you're not. 
You're not wholly taking care of

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them. 
You're OK, You're providing. 

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But it's more than just money. 
And the enemy uses that 

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rationalization and wears you 
down and then accuses you. 

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And actually, some of it's true.
As we were talking earlier, it 

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doesn't even have to be someone 
else accusing you the whole 

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situation of. 
Let let's just. 

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Stop before everything explodes 
and blows up and reassess your 

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life in the moment. 
It's so important. 

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I I did this happened to me in 
the corporate world when I was 

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working in the corporate world, 
very demanding job better and 

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also in ministry when I started 
serving at the church. 

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Where I I had a high value. 
Of being there for my kids and 

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my family, I. 
That was a high value. 

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I didn't grow up that way. 
In my home, my home, my parents 

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were always working in a way, 
and I was. 

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What they called a. 
Latchkey kid. 

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I wasn't. 
My parents weren't very present 

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in that sense. 
They worked a. 

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Lot and I was alone a lot when I
had my own family and as a 

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believer, presence was very 
important. 

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However. 
I interpreted as physical 

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presence, so I was around a lot,
but I wasn't always around 

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emotionally or paying attention 
or especially when they invented

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the phone. 
But I also. 

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Before the phone I. 
Always had a latest. 

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Computer, I was always working 
on things, I was always doing 

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something, but I have this 
image. 

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There's one image in particular,
but it. 

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Covers a. 
Lot of different times where I 

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took my daughter out to play in 
the park, push her on the swing 

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and I was pushing her on the 
swing, but I was also on the 

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phone at the same time. 
And so she's done with the swing

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and then she runs over and she 
runs over and, and I, I really 

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wasn't. 
If it was only 15 minutes, she 

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was done and we went back into 
the house. 

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It wasn't even that much time. 
But it. 

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My I interpreted. 
That as I was with her, but was 

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I? 
Really. 

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I was talking. 
Who knows? 

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I don't even know what. 
I was put it. 

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This way. 
Here's the context. 

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I have no idea. 
Right now I have an image in my 

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mind. 
I remember it photographing 

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memory. 
I remember pushing her. 

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I remember her having fun. 
I remember her enjoying her time

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at the park. 
I remember her. 

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I have no idea who I was on the 
phone with. 

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I don't even know what I was 
talking about. 

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I don't know what I thought was 
so. 

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Important that I could. 
Do both, and we talked about 

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this in an earlier. 
Episode last. 

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Season this doing multitasking 
and being no, no, no, no, I 

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don't know what I would. 
I don't have any clue the person

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that was on the phone or how 
important that was or I thought,

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but I remember my daughter and 
now you guys listening, 

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listening in. 
At this stage in your life, it 

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is important. 
This is an. 

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Area of attack. 
Where if you don't rest and 

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you're not present, then the 
enemy's going to use it against 

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you and you'll have regrets 
later on. 

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You don't want that. 
You don't want let me give me 

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another one. 
So we'll go a couple more 

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because we're almost out of 
time. 

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Here's an area of attack the 
enemy wants to make you. 

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Feel like you're. 
Alone. 

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Alone I, I think immediately of 
Elijah when he was running away 

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from the accusation of Jezebel. 
It's only me. 

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It's only me. 
That's a. 

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Horrible feeling to have. 
I think again of those in 

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leadership serving as a pastor. 
Or a leader and. 

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And you're like, I've got so 
much to do and nobody wants to 

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help me. 
And nobody showed up and nobody.

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And you feel alone. 
Nobody understands you. 

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Nobody gets it. 
Nobody wants to help. 

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You Where did everybody go? 
On and on that list goes. 

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That that attack. 
Of being alone. 

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Is is real? 
Because it is. 

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These attacks are. 
They're they're not contrived. 

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There's a little bit of reality.
Involved in them, you know, if 

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you think about discouragement, 
that's a real feeling when you 

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are sensing inadequacy. 
That's not entirely untrue. 

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Tiredness of I mean, for 
goodness sake, all it takes. 

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You don't even have to think 
about work, ministry or anything

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if you just don't get a good 
night's sleep. 

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You're tired. 
That's a. 

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Real issue, but it opens up the 
door for so many other things 

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and being alone can also. 
Because there's this, this, this

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area. 
Of of connection point here in 

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our church is I emphasize what. 
The Bible teaches of. 

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Like mindedness, but there. 
Is. 

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Seasons. 
There are seasons in our life. 

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Where, like Paul, you say. 
I have no one like minded except

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for Timothy and I'm sending him 
away which is going to leave me 

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alone. 
So it's not entirely inaccurate,

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however learning. 
How to live? 

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In The Times. 
Where either you are. 

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Alone, I think of the church 
planter. 

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I mean, if you're married, 
you're you're not technically 

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not alone, but your wife might 
be serving the kids like she may

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not be your. 
Absolute. 

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Partner in ministry because 
she's partnering in a different 

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way. 
I mean she is your absolute 

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partner but like you're not arm 
in arm setting up chairs or. 

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Like you're at the. 
School, setting up chairs and 

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she's changing diapers. 
You're partnering, but you're 

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not necessarily. 
Together. 

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Physically. 
Doing the same work. 

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But this isn't of aloneness. 
I've seen a lot of guys spiral 

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into discouragement because they
feel so. 

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Alone. 
Yeah, and not just a 

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discouragement, but all of a 
sudden the whole thing of 

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desires or pride, lust of the 
eye, lust of the flesh, pride of

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life, those three things come 
in. 

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The enemy wants to use that. 
And we see the temptation that 

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the devil tried to give to Jesus
on the mount of temptation hit 

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all three of those. 
And so there are times when 

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maybe you're, you're coming down
with something and you're, 

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you're starting to get affected 
where it's a real bad cold or 

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respiratory thing and it's 
hanging on and you're just 

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going, why can't I? 
And then you know, you're, 

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you're weakened, but in your 
physically weakened state, 

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that's when the Holy Spirit, the
power of God, that's what it 

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says and, and the power of his 
might. 

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He, he's the has the ability to 
help you keep perspective 

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because you lose perspective 
when it's all about you, because

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it's not all about you. 
It's about him. 

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And he is with you. 
The Holy Spirit has been given 

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to you to abide with you 
forever. 

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And so he doesn't timeshare you 
with the devil. 

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He's there to help you, but you 
got to call upon him and you 

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have to resist the pity party. 
You have to resist the, the, the

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reality that you're, you're 
coming into a weakened state 

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physically because maybe you're 
coming down with something or or

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you're hanging on to a, an 
illness because of an accident 

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and the repercussion is lasting 
for years. 

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And how do you how do you deal 
with that? 

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You have to first of all, go to 
the Lord in and say, listen, I 

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live in this armor. 
It's not that I've lost. 

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Where's my shield? 
No, no, you have it. 

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The sword is, is the word of 
God, which is the Rhema, the 

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word of God. 
What what's the appropriate 

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scripture that applies to my 
situation right now? 

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That's true between God and me 
and, and, and you have to just, 

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and it's so easy to talk about 
it when you're not going through

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it. 
And if you have like a chronic 

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illness and it just wears you 
down, you've got to it. 

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Just it's a lot of warfare to 
keep the perspective just today,

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just today. 
And as a practical sense, as we 

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wind down today's episode, when 
I think of perspective and you 

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might be listening and 
wondering, I don't know how to 

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change my perspective, one of 
the ways you can change your 

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perspective. 
Is by. 

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Adjusting your expectations and 
being able to adjust to the 

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situation as it is asking God to
encourage you and strengthen 

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you. 
For example, again, the context 

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of church planting or starting a
ministry, you expect it. 

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To grow. 
But it's not growing if you 

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don't. 
You don't change your 

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expectations in the moment. 
You will live in perpetual 

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discouragement. 
It's like where is. 

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Everybody out what's going on? 
I I thought people were going to

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come and help. 
I started this and where. 

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Are all the people? 
And the people are. 

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There. 
But what God is doing, He's 

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working in you. 1st. 
And we, we are seeing many 

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people like open themselves. 
Up to the attacks. 

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Of the enemy through 
discouragement, because the 

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perspective is wrong, because 
their expectations are wrong, 

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and. 
It it's easier said. 

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Than done I I do appreciate Bob 
you sharing like it's hard. 

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It's hard to talk about it when 
you're not in it and people are 

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listening that are in it or have
friends that are in a perpetual 

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long term illness. 
Difficulty or the reality of 

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this is the. 
Station of. 

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Their life or. 
I think of contentment and I 

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think of satisfying, satisfied, 
my safest place, my safest place

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in my life because I'm a I'm a 
visionary. 

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I'm thinking about what God 
wants to do. 

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I'm thinking about how how we 
can do more for the Lord. 

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But I have to also remember that
that my safest place is not to 

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expect anything from the Lord 
that he doesn't say in his word 

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right and and to be happy with 
him, not not the outward to be 

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content with him and to enjoy 
him and and he loves me and I 

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love him and he rescued my life.
Anything else I'm living on I I 

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want to say. 
I guess the world. 

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Says I'm living on borrowed 
time, but I'm living on grace 

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time. 
All this time of my. 

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Life is just Grace I. 
Really should not be. 

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Physically alive today because 
of the. 

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Consequences of my sin when I 
wasn't saved, Absolutely, and 

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I'm living on grace, time and 
when I forget. 

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That. 
Then I have all these 

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expectations, my perspective is 
wrong, and then the 

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circumstances of life come in 
and then I'm attacked. 

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Discouragement, inadequacy, 
tiredness, aloneness, and the 

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list could go on and on. 
You may want. 

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To text us or. 
E-mail us things that you've 

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been attacked on or things that 
you want to talk about and we 

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could do in a. 
Future we could talk. 

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About them in a. 
Future episode, but today this 

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episode is. 
Over, we've come to the end. 

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I want to thank you for joining 
us. 

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Please give us your. 
Feedback please, on wherever 

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you're getting podcasts. 
Leave us a review, click the 

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stars that if this podcast has 
blessed. 

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You and encourage you because it
changes. 

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I don't know how they do it, but
it changes the algorithm and it 

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more people can see it. 
I really do appreciate. 

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We were talking about Bob and I 
before we started recording 

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today, that we were looking at 
the numbers of the podcast and 

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where it ranks and it ranks. 
Very, very high. 

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In the top 1 1/2% of podcasts. 
So thank you for helping us be 

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available to more people so that
we can talk life together 

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Ministry. 
Together, leadership, together. 

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And we don't have all the 
answers that that's certainly 

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not how we're launching this. 
We don't, we don't, we don't 

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speak with absolute. 
We've got it made, but we can't 

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talk things out. 
And we have learned a few things

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over the years and we are 
learning a few things over the 

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years. 
So contact us. 

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Lead to Serve podcast here at 
Calvary. 

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Church, Colorado, we're in. 
Aurora. 

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The website for the church is 
Calvary Co. 

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Dot church, my personal. 
Website edtaylor.org. 

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And Bob's personal website, 
bobklaycamp.com give us your 

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feedback. 
You can e-mail us or text. 

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Us, we have a dedicated text. 
Line that you can use 720. 6080.

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01/2 you can use that anytime. 
We want to hear your feedback. 

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We want to grow and grace 
together. 

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So thanks again for joining us 
and we'll see you next time in 

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our next. 
Episode of the Lead to Serve 

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podcast. 
Thank you for joining us for 

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this episode of Lead to Serve 
with Pastor Ed Taylor, a 

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leadership podcast from Calvary 
Church in Aurora, Co. 

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If you have a leadership 
question you want to hear 

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answered on a future Lead to 
Serve podcast, please e-mail it 

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to Pastor Ed at Calvary Co dot 
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And if you like our podcast, 
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