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It's not about overcoming your 
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It's about embracing it, 
figuring out what's going on and

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then making yourself actually 
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Now I see this in every sport I 
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It's like the guys, you show up 
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overcome my fear. 
I'm going to huck my carcass, 

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whatever. 
They don't last very long. 

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They either get killed or they 
wash out because they are 

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actually afraid. 
You're an idiot if you're not 

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afraid. 
I believe risk taking is, is 

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individual and super important. 
Try, listen, learn, adapt, do 

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better. 
That's the kind of mantra that I

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fighter pilots call it an ODA 
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Observe, Orient, decide, act. 
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is like, you got to try. 
That's the first thing. 

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Nothing cool happens if you 
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try and then you got to get out 
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You got to listen. 
Like, what's the world telling 

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me? 
What's shaking with like what is

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really going on? 
Not the bullshit in my brain. 

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What's really going on? 
You know, you got to listen to 

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it, figure it out, then you got 
to learn these things will 

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happen and have we built the 
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You know, you're going to get 
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you are not paying attention to 
the environment around you, this

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will happen. 
There's this is qnems are you 

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know, it's just part of flying. 
They're out there. 

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But if you've developed the 
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environment and look at your 
phone, now you're developing 

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capacity to avoid this 
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Little God, this is such a big 
honor for me to host you on 

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Paragliding Atlas. 
Welcome to the show, Sir. 

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Thank you for having me. 
And it's an honor to be here. 

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You're you're the next big 
thing, right? 

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So it's going to be great. 
Looking forward to it. 

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Before we got rolling here, we 
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It'll be good. 
Something will happen. 

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And before we get going here, 
just I enjoyed our conversation 

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leading up to this as well. 
And you're trying to do 

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something cool and. 
And I admire that. 

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So yeah, looking forward to. 
It well, you happen to be one of

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the biggest inspiration behind 
that dream and you know, this 

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also is first topic that I 
wanted to dive into Inspiration 

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is something that we all seek 
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goals I mean, of course goal 
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meaning, but getting inspired is
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rolling. 
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a lot of other pilots will also 
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start looking for inspiration, 
is there a blueprint to finding 

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the correct inspiration? 
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inspired by some of the top 
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And for example, if I want to be
an Olympian, it's like get 

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inspired by an Olympian, start 
training like an Olympian, start

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acting, behaving like an 
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Olympian. 
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especially, you know, some of 
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pilots who have a huge time 
where they've put in their 

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effort and resources, which we 
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The inspiration is just like it 
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While getting inspired, what is 
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Oh, that's about 10 questions at
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So I don't know where to take 
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I mean, I would say that that 
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maybe is, is what do you 
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Like, and for me, that question 
is, is what is the coolest thing

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I can do with my life? 
What would be the ultimate 

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thing? 
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You know, when I was, I left a 
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publishing and research and 
other media PR stuff when I was 

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in my late 20s to chase this 
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sports athlete because that was 
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imagine doing. 
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go back to waiting tables, to 
building houses. 

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These are all careers things 
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know, and, and like, I'm a hell 
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right down to it. 
But I am going to do these 

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sports to the best of my 
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And if I have to wash dishes or 
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going to do it. 
That is the coolest thing I can 

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see doing with my life. 
That's what I want to pursue. 

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So you, you have to answer that 
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not always sports. 
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what I do is also the business 
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writing and a lot of filmmaking 
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doing the sports. 
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sports are at the top, but the 
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So that I think that inspiration
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yourself. 
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conflicting and you have to sit 
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that lack of knowledge and, and 
try things out and go sideways. 

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You know, I've, I've tried to be
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I was a sponsored kayaker. 
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getting free boats of the 
occasional ticket or something 

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to go kayaking. 
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it. 
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high level in sport climbing 
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But all I could get for that was
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ticket. 
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to make it work. 
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of publishing PR world, I then 
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as a, as a pro athlete later. 
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don't think it is for anybody 
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But that basic question is, 
what's the coolest life I can 

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imagine living that you really 
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It's not just about like, do you
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that everybody always has like, 
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sitting in bed, It's like that's
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not actually, it's something you
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has beauty to you and then and 
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have to figure that out. 
Nobody else knows that. 

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You know, I quit my job to be a 
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right? 
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What a ridiculous job 
description because I was on TV 

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for the X Games that I could 
turn that into media impressions

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and money. 
Everybody's like, you're an 

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idiot. 
That won't work. 

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Everybody said that to me and 
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And so it's not what everybody 
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but and how much are you willing
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Dude, you know, this actually 
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more, which is like when you are
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goal and you're chasing that 
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Is there there is a fine line 
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we naturally do want to excel at
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we plan to and then pushing too 
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destruction mode or destructive 
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identify because hard work means
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sports like hockey, soccer or 
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It's like, you know, just just 
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10,000 hour theory or something.
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adventure sports, pushing too 
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pulled back at some point. 
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inspiration isn't causing you to
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fine line is drawn. 
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How do you navigate that kind of
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growing up in these sports? 
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have a realistic appreciation of
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but everybody kind of is. 
I'm sorry. 

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It's like, well, I do it 
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I got it off. 
I got the secret sauce, which is

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almost universally not very 
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So how dangerous is this? 
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proceed in this sport? 
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a it's, it's an individual thing
what somebody is doing in at a 

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high level competition or in a 
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matters, you know, our world 
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You know, as long as you have 
that knowledge that things don't

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go well pretty regularly in 
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you're making decisions with 
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generally get better. 
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really critical, another tool 
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making the decision off of 
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consequence. 
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sports and a lot of industrial 
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industrial risk work and so on 
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It's another part of my life. 
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make decisions based off of 
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So this will probably work out 
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But if you're a professional, 
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hundreds of thousands of times 
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So if you're contemplating, you 
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really close to the hillside, 
you'll probably get away with 

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it. 
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of consequence and you know that
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and start hitting those little 
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maybe you want to give yourself 
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take a big deflation, you don't 
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So I tend to think in high risk,
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terms of consequence rather than
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And can I increase my distance 
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it is? 
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do I need to be on full bar or 
could I go back to feeling the 

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glider and slowing it down? 
You know, is it might save me 5 

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seconds or 10 seconds if I stay 
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the consequence and severity, 
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probability. 
Probability is for people who 

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are going to do something a few 
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If you're going to be a 
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in terms of that consequence and
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Everybody I know who's flown for
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know, has crashed, and we all 
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So right here, right now, your 
job is to avoid that 

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consequence. 
And, you know, that's one way to

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think about it. 
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think is really useful is to 
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And, you know, in risk 
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was here's the problem and 
here's the mitigation, and we're

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done. 
But most of our accidents don't 

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come within this really defined 
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mitigation. 
The serious ones tend to come 

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when something unusual starts 
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seen before. 
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that? 
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That's really, really helpful. 
So, you know, in paragliding, we

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do things like take a SIV 
clinics so that we have more 

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capacity when our wings blow up.
But you can develop capacity a 

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lot of ways. 
And I think that's one of the 

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main reasons that I've survived 
as long as I have is I've 

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approached all the risk sports 
I've done and I didn't have a 

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term for it. 
I just did it this way as trying

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to build capacity. 
So in kayaking, you know, white 

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water kayaking, my friend would 
flip me over while we're 

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standing in a lake and then he'd
try to hold the boat upside 

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down, right. 
And if I did manage to roll, 

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roll up, he'd hit me in the 
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try to knock me back over. 
That's this sounds insane, but I

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don't miss roles paddling to 
this day. 

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And that was 40 years ago when I
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I roll up no matter what. 
And in paragliding, I did some 

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really unusual things like I 
practice crashing people like 

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you're an idiot, you know, but I
went into a gymnastics facility,

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have mats on the floor, and I 
told the gymnast guy who 

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happened to be a rock climbing 
friend of mine who's a gymnast 

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coach. 
I was like, how do you, how do 

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you teach gymnasts to crash? 
Because gymnasts crash all the 

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time, right? 
They, they do stud soft bars and

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things. 
They get lost in the air and how

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do they survive that? 
And he, he was like, OK, you got

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to translate this vertical 
momentum into horizontal 

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momentum. 
And here's how you do that. 

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And so I'm in this gymnastics 
facility, jumping off this bar 

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that's like 3 meters above the 
ground, wearing my paragliding 

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harness and learning how to 
crash. 

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And when I crashed, you know, I 
got banged up, but I didn't 

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break everything. 
And that's probably because I 

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had developed capacity to deal 
with that. 

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So these are these are some, 
these are some tools. 

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It's like think first about 
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probability and then develop 
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get it wrong, you could develop,
you can have better outcomes. 

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So those are some tools. 
Does that answer your question? 

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100% I think you're saying 
mitigating the risk in the most 

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effective manner, which is 
making peace in your head is the

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way to navigate risk versus 
reward spectrum is? 

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You're so you're out there, 
original customers, you're out 

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there and you're thinking, you 
know, I'm in this competition 

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and I, and I'm going to do this 
glide into the Lilo and, and, 

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you know, if my glider blows up,
you know, I could go in, But if 

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I, if I pull it off, I'll win. 
And for me in that situation, 

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the usual, you know, first of 
all, if I blow my glider up, I'm

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not going to have my glider and 
that's going to be a pain in the

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ass. 
I'm going to have to call up gin

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and say really sorry, you know, 
can I get out of the glider or 

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whatever, and then I might get 
killed. 

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And it's not about any one day, 
you know, it's if you're making 

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that, if you make decisions like
that, you're not going to live 

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very long. 
But if I look at the consequence

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and I'm like, OK, well, I could 
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those rocks and I don't have it.
I'm going to do three more 

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circles in this thermal and then
glide. 

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And if I don't win, I'm OK with 
that. 

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I made the decision that having 
a functional glider and a 

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functional spine was more 
important than winning that day.

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And when you back up just a 
little bit, of course, that's 

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really obvious, right? 
But if you're thinking about 

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probability, it's like, I could 
probably get away with this. 

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Then you don't make good 
decisions and you don't balance 

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that risk and reward at all. 
And then, you know, if you've 

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still decided to go for it, you 
take a big frontal and you've 

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practiced that 50 times in an 
SIV, then you can recover the 

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glider fast or maybe you crash 
into the trees, but you don't 

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break yourself. 
So in that situation, knowing 

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your goal is to survive that 
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Like if you land at the end of 
the day and you survived, you 

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could be frustrated, but at 
least you survived. 

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But if you're way out those 
consequences and are thinking 

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about probability and and don't 
have capacity, then you're going

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to get bad results. 
I think this does make it a bit 

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more clear for me. 
But what I'm really curious is I

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was racing in Macedonia with 150
other triple C's and I was on a 

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2 liner C. 
I'd just gone to two liner C's, 

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full bar house thermal. 
You know, we're, we're racing 

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towards the first turn point and
I'm kind of shitting my pants 

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because it's my first few days 
on A2 liner C, whereas everybody

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else around me is like 500 hour 
plus pilot at least. 

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But there's a bit of a herd 
mentality coming around me that 

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hey, all the gliders are sailing
smoothly. 

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There's no visible turbulence in
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So the probability, I'm not 
talking about capacity here, 

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this is this was a bit stupid on
my part. 

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The probability of me going down
is also almost negligible 

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because everybody else is 
handling it well, regardless of 

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how much effort they have put in
versus what I have put in. 

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And yes, what happens, I get a 
full frontal right away. 

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Of course, I come come off the 
bar. 

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You know, thankfully I had the 
capacity to deal with full 

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frontals and then I pull back. 
I was not an official part of 

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that competition, so that's why 
it was easy for me to pull back.

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But what I do see is that 
regardless of how much ever 

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practice I do, something in me 
will say that hey man, 150 other

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humans are going out and pushing
it and you are no less than 

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anyone of them. 
So just go back on full bar as 

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soon as possible. 
So when your gut knows that 

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you're doing something out of 
your comfort zone, yet the herd 

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mentality is trying to, you 
know, push you towards it, is 

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there a way that you can be very
honest with yourself and say 

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that you don't want live to fly 
another day? 

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Or is this something that only 
wisdom and age will brilliant to

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you as the time passes? 
You know, it's interesting, when

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I was younger, I always wanted 
to be more brave to, to push 

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harder and, and be more 
comfortable, you know, like the 

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other kids or, or whatever would
just do something and I'd be 

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like, no, I can't do that, you 
know, and, and I would build up 

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to it. 
So in your example right there, 

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I would say that you'd, if 
you're feeling that fear just 

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because you're on full bar, you 
have not built the capacity to 

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handle that situation well and 
you probably should be afraid. 

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And if you're feeling that, I 
guarantee you that the person 

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who's leading that day, the 
10,000 hour pilot who who's a 

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test pilot, he is not afraid. 
If you're feeling fear in that 

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environment, a little bit of 
nervousness is fine. 

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You know, that keys you up, gets
your central nervous system 

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going, all good, a little bits 
good. 

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But if you're like honestly 
having fear, I have learned over

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decades of high risk sports that
if I am feeling fear, bluntly, 

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I'm fucking up and I need to 
step back, figure out why I'm 

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feeling that fear or detune the 
situation. 

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You know, when I was 16 or 17 
and paddling very serious first 

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descents in Canada, I used to 
throw up in the eddies at the 

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top because I was so afraid to 
run the drop right. 

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And I paddled horribly as a 
result. 

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You cannot paddle or fly a 
paraglider well when you're 

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afraid. 
So if you feel that fear, 

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doesn't matter what 150 people 
are doing. 

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If you feel that fear, you know,
if you get off, if you, if you 

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get off the bar and you're 
flying along and you're, you're 

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like, well, this is really 
boring. 

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I could be on a little bit of 
bar and you want to be on a 

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little bit of bar, great. 
Get on a bit of bar. 

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You're not even in the 
competition. 

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Doesn't matter at all. 
But you know, what matters is 

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what's going on on you. 
So get off off the bar and when 

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I started paddling drops or 
flying in conditions that I 

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wanted to fly in, then I 
performed way better. 

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And that meant stepping back and
not paddling like class 5 first 

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descents in the middle of 
nowhere. 

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But you know, paddling class 3 
or 4 water and developing 

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capacity in that water to hit 
any line I wanted perfectly. 

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And I have, I am not afraid. 
I'm paying attention on a river 

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today or in the air. 
But if I'm feeling afraid, man, 

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that's a sign that I need to 
back up, slow it down. 

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It's not about overcoming your 
fear. 

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It's about embracing it, 
figuring out what's going on and

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then making yourself actually 
strong. 

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And I see this in every sport I 
do. 

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It's like the guys, you show up 
and they're like, I'm going to 

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overcome my fear. 
I'm going to huck my carcass, 

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whatever. 
They don't last very long. 

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They either get killed or they 
wash out because they are 

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actually afraid. 
You're an idiot if you're not 

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afraid flying a paragon or in 
some conditions, you know you 

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should be. 
I'm sorry, but if you don't feel

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that you're not going to last 
long, you're going to hit the 

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hillside. 
You know, if you've got that 

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fear, then ask why and and back 
it up until you don't have it 

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and progress when you want it. 
You know, I remember I won the 

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US Paragonic nationalist what 
year we're all flying toward 

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goal and I was down by like 6 
points or something. 

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I knew I had to win the day by 
especially against two other 

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people on that meet. 
And we're flying along and it's 

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fairly rough and I'm on full bar
and I blew my glider up. 

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I did not care whatsoever. 
I was back on that bar within 15

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seconds. 
Yeah, that was, I wanted it and 

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I was going for it and I was 
high. 

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Whereas if I were racing in 
fear, I never would have won 

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that comp. 
And I knew I could deal with 

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that glider blowing up. 
And it blew up. 

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I was just annoyed that I was 
going to lose 50 meters. 

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I'm like, I didn't care. 
Like got the glider back on the 

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park. 
That's where you want to be. 

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The funny thing about that is 
that one of the guys, as I was 

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racing against watch that happen
and he watched me blow up and 

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then he later I saw him at the 
ward ceremony, wherever and and 

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his exact it was Bill, Bill 
Belcourt, another well known US 

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pilot, and he said, if you want 
it that bad, man, I'm just going

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to give it to you because it was
clear you were going to go. 

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So internally I was at peace 
with it. 

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And also as a competitive 
tactic, it was very clear that I

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was, I was going to go that 
hard, but I was definitely not 

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afraid. 
Like you can't be existing in 

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that space. 
That's a really long answer to a

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short question. 
But if you have fear about 

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anything, embrace it. 
You know, it's normal to be a 

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little bit worried or to have a 
bit of a bump in your, you know,

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when I get up in front of 1000 
people to talk, it's something 

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man, I'm ready. 
But I've prepared well and I'm 

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solid and I'm going to go do it.
And if I'm feeling that on a 

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paragliding launch or below a 
big climb or at the top of a big

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drop, not in like I'm out, I 
don't want feel that way. 

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Quickly, before we move on to 
the next one, fear of unknown is

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very made. 
That can be defined because of 

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course known fears where to put 
in the effort, where to put in 

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the hours you know round handle 
airtime. 

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Everything else answers that. 
But yeah, I think, I mean I 

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think unknown was sorry. 
Go ahead. 

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Turbulence, clear air, which you
can't see, you know? 

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Yeah. 
Like, for example, yesterday I 

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was flying at my local site, 
flown there hundreds of time, 

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came into land. 
My ground speeds was 53. 

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That was weird. 
Never happened to me before on 

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that site. 
And I ended up landing hard on 

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my left hand, which kind of had 
to be bandaged up for next 24 

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hours or something. 
So now I'm kind of like, you 

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know, if it's too thermic, 
should I even give this a try 

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with a comparison which is being
7 kilograms. 

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So, fear of unknown, how do how 
do I navigate my way around 

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that? 
Well, I think the fear of the 

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unknown is just the fear of the 
things that you don't know to 

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fear yet, you know, And so you 
could talk to other people about

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it. 
But for me, when I have a 

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situation like that, the debrief
is really important. 

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And you know, there's there's a 
so for how I would approach 

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this. 
And this may not work for 

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probably, I guarantee it won't 
work for everybody. 

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But when I have an incident like
that and they become further and

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further apart over my decades of
doing these sports, but I still 

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have them, I would go, OK, So 
what happened there? 

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Did I, was I paying attention or
the wind socks pointing the 

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other direction the whole time I
came in to land and I just 

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didn't look at them. 
Was my situational awareness, 

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you know, did my scan fall 
apart? 

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Like why did what happened? 
So I just I'd ask you that 

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question. 
Why? 

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Why did that happen? 
For just collecting the data 

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points, analyzing them and then 
trying whatever it is to not 

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repeat that unknown factors 
which you missed when the first 

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incident happened. 
But did you actually? 

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So this is a philosophical, it 
flawed conversation, but did you

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actually miss any factors? 
Were the windsock's pointing 

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completely like what happened? 
Winsock just doesn't exist in in

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that it's a soccer field. 
And but the approach that I made

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was the usual approach, but the 
sink was substantial and the 

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wind was probably from the tail.
And by the time I realized its 

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tail, it was too low to turn. 
So then I was like, I just have 

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to go in and slide. 
So it was an XR7 and it just had

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its own momentum. 
So I just hit the deck pretty 

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hard. 
So this is the place you 

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normally land. 
Every day, you know there's no 

444
00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:01,600
wind sock. 
No, No. 

445
00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:04,280
So this is the first thing. 
It's like, OK, this is a place 

446
00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:05,600
you land every day. 
Why do you guys have a wind 

447
00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:06,960
sock? 
You should have three or four of

448
00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:08,000
them. 
It's a soccer field. 

449
00:21:08,360 --> 00:21:13,080
It's like this is so this is not
no, and this is like this 

450
00:21:13,080 --> 00:21:16,320
happens when you don't know what
direction the wind and and you 

451
00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:18,800
know, strong and variable day. 
You could have huge thermals 

452
00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:20,680
ripping off that will change 
things. 

453
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:23,320
But if you're going to lad here 
regularly, my man, you got to 

454
00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:27,560
get some wood socks. 
Like that's so to me, this is 

455
00:21:27,560 --> 00:21:30,600
like a lesson in in what 
happened is never very 

456
00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:33,320
interesting to me when so when a
pilot says, oh, I crashed going 

457
00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,320
downwind, like OK, great, 
crashed going downwind. 

458
00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:37,120
Awesome. 
What you know, this is what 

459
00:21:37,120 --> 00:21:39,120
happened. 
Why, that's the more interesting

460
00:21:39,120 --> 00:21:41,760
question. 
And sometimes you just get 

461
00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:45,240
fantastic luck in paragliding 
and sometimes you get bad luck. 

462
00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:47,480
But in this situation, it's 
like, quite clearly, you guys 

463
00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:49,600
need some wind socks if you're 
going to land there a lot. 

464
00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:52,720
And then the other thing is, you
know, if it's an unknown place, 

465
00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:56,080
you, you had an idea in your 
mind of, of what was going to be

466
00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:58,480
happening in that, in that place
maybe. 

467
00:21:58,560 --> 00:22:01,720
But the whole goal is to adapt 
to the environment. 

468
00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:04,680
And it's a very, it's a very, 
there's the, the Buddhists call 

469
00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:07,360
this like beginner's mind or 
whatever, but you have all these

470
00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,440
preconceptions. 
And I find that the pilots who 

471
00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:12,040
tend to last longer and have 
less an incidence of the ones 

472
00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:15,120
that are not operating off of, 
you know, they have a plan, they

473
00:22:15,120 --> 00:22:17,360
have a goal, they're doing 
something, but they're also 

474
00:22:17,360 --> 00:22:20,640
very, very attuned to the 
environment and change fast, 

475
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:22,960
whether it's in a competition. 
The person is like, wow, the day

476
00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:24,760
just changed. 
We're not climbing at six meters

477
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:26,680
a second now we're climbing at 
1m a second. 

478
00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:29,200
I need to slow down. 
Whereas people are hammering and

479
00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:30,720
don't take that information on 
board. 

480
00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:32,920
They dirt and they're like, what
happened? 

481
00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:36,880
And, you know, so the digging 
into the why of something and 

482
00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:39,960
what is going on there versus 
what you thought was going on, 

483
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:41,400
that's much more interesting to 
me. 

484
00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:45,080
So in your situation, I you 
should have fear, like that's an

485
00:22:45,080 --> 00:22:47,080
incident. 
You should have some, you hurt 

486
00:22:47,080 --> 00:22:48,720
your hand. 
Like this is a really good call.

487
00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:51,240
Like something didn't work the 
way you thought it was. 

488
00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:53,880
And it's not the world's fault. 
The world's not going to change.

489
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:57,360
So how are you going to change 
so that you have less of these 

490
00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:59,320
in the future? 
And I think that's a much more 

491
00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:02,080
interesting question. 
OK, just a very small follow up 

492
00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:04,720
because the wing sock is, you 
know, very obvious, like the 

493
00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:07,720
listeners must be thinking what 
a stupid person doesn't just 

494
00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:10,720
allow city doesn't allow us to 
put wing socks there. 

495
00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:14,520
So it's like either you let you 
give up on flying in this 

496
00:23:14,720 --> 00:23:19,240
beautiful spot over Oslo or you 
deal with this unknown that can 

497
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:20,720
take you by surprise at some 
time. 

498
00:23:20,720 --> 00:23:24,600
So I'm like this unknown is 
manageable for me. 

499
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,760
Like okay it was a sprained 
hand, could have been a back. 

500
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:29,480
I'm not denying that it is still
stupid. 

501
00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:33,160
But giving up on the flight 
because of that unknown was too 

502
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:36,120
big of a trade off for me. 
So that's why I went ahead. 

503
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:39,440
Now should I look back at this 
and say that hey buddy this is a

504
00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:42,880
warning call, Do not repeat such
unknowns again. 

505
00:23:43,320 --> 00:23:46,840
Or it's like life is full of 
these anyways, Like how many 

506
00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:48,800
variables can you really try and
control? 

507
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:52,720
I I, I to me in your situation 
again, I would go deeper. 

508
00:23:52,720 --> 00:23:55,040
I wouldn't just go after accept 
the shitty risk. 

509
00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:57,760
It's like, OK, can the first 
pilot who lands put up a wind 

510
00:23:57,760 --> 00:24:00,560
sock, a temporary one or hold up
a string or something? 

511
00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:01,920
Right. 
You're you're not going to put 

512
00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:03,760
up a flag. 
Sounds like that. 

513
00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:06,080
They don't want you to do that. 
But ask them, Hey, can we put up

514
00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:09,800
a, a streamer on this? 
You know, it's the city doesn't 

515
00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:11,760
own the whole area. 
It's like, I'm sure there's some

516
00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:14,720
place you can hang a streamer in
a tree or something that will 

517
00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:16,520
give you that. 
Like this is not a very good 

518
00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:19,080
excuse. 
So I'm sorry, my friend, there 

519
00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,120
was a way you could get some 
vindication. 

520
00:24:21,120 --> 00:24:24,800
But even all of the things being
equal, how could you change the 

521
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:28,560
outcome when there's absolutely 
no signs in the landing zone? 

522
00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:30,200
Is this a Ridge soaring site? 
What is it? 

523
00:24:30,280 --> 00:24:32,880
It's a small mountain and then 
the landing zone is a soccer 

524
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:34,720
field right by the sight of it 
basically. 

525
00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:35,280
OK. 
And you? 

526
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,080
Use a kind of thermic. 
OK, great. 

527
00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:39,920
So when you come into it, it's a
mountain, even a small mountain.

528
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:42,760
So you can come in with an extra
30 meters to do a circle in the 

529
00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:45,160
LZ and that'll tell you right 
away what the wind speed is 

530
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,000
doing. 
Like that's what you do on cross

531
00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:49,880
country flights in the mountains
when you, it's not obvious, you 

532
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,040
can do a 360. 
And if it still isn't obvious 

533
00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:55,040
and it doesn't matter because of
the winds, 5K an hour, whatever 

534
00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:57,760
direction you deal with it. 
So you, there's multiple ways to

535
00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:00,520
solve this, but accepting the 
risk is not really the way 

536
00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:01,680
forward. 
If you just like, oh, I'm going 

537
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:04,040
to accept the unknown. 
The deeper lesson is here, when 

538
00:25:04,040 --> 00:25:07,040
I land in places that I can't, 
that I don't have indicators, I 

539
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:10,320
need to allow enough altitude to
do a 360 and figure out what 

540
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:12,400
that wind is. 
That's a deeper lesson that you 

541
00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:16,920
can then put into your hierarchy
or OK, now I've, I've done that 

542
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,720
and I've still, you know, the 
thermal from hell has kicked off

543
00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:22,240
right in front of me and, and 
has been training all the air 

544
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:24,680
behind it. 
Now I'm doing, you know, I'm 

545
00:25:24,680 --> 00:25:26,600
coming in at 50K over the 
ground. 

546
00:25:26,760 --> 00:25:29,840
How am I going to land this? 
And you know, am I going to 

547
00:25:29,840 --> 00:25:33,360
surge it and then use some 
energy to, to stall it extra 

548
00:25:33,360 --> 00:25:36,400
hard and run it out. 
I can run 10 kilometers an hour.

549
00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:39,040
Even with a, even with 20 kilos 
of shit on my back, I could 

550
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:41,680
still pull that off probably for
a short distance. 

551
00:25:41,760 --> 00:25:44,840
So this is still OK. 
Am I going to try to slide it in

552
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:48,320
and risk a back injury or if I 
have lots of good protection and

553
00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:51,600
I can, it's a perfect field 
thinking it through and spending

554
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:54,120
a lot of time. 
I very seldom just accept, oh, 

555
00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:57,480
that's the risk. 
It's like breaking it down and 

556
00:25:57,520 --> 00:25:59,000
planning. 
So next time you go in there, 

557
00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:01,720
it's like, OK, if my if I'm if 
the ground isn't going that 

558
00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:03,880
fast, I'm going to I'm going to 
do an extra. 

559
00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:06,280
I'm going to take an extra wrap 
like landing a tandem in a 

560
00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:09,200
downwind situation and I'm going
to like flare extra hard and I'm

561
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:12,120
going to run it out or I'm going
to surge it and slide it in and 

562
00:26:12,120 --> 00:26:14,520
I'm going to slide on my ass. 
Can the grounds too rough for 

563
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:16,960
that? 
I'm going to really, but again, 

564
00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:19,800
stepping back up, it's like I'm 
gonna do a 360 above it and try 

565
00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:22,040
to figure that out. 
You know, seldom does a thermal 

566
00:26:22,040 --> 00:26:24,080
pull more than 10K an hour into 
it. 

567
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:25,960
It's, I don't think that really 
happens very much. 

568
00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:28,040
That'd be a rather amazing thing
of the dead. 

569
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:32,600
So again, like it's not about 
the fear, it's about listening 

570
00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:35,160
to it and solving the problem. 
Does that make sense? 

571
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:38,840
A. 100% And I, I just realized 
my mistake is that I tried to 

572
00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:42,520
circle too low and then 
eventually I got too low to do 

573
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:46,240
that S or box approach to figure
out where the wind was coming 

574
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:48,680
from. 
So the lesson learnt is that do 

575
00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:53,120
not push in areas which don't 
have the capacity or the the 

576
00:26:53,120 --> 00:26:56,200
buffer that you will push. 
Because I just kept on circling 

577
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:59,920
until I was like it's either now
or I have to land on the roof of

578
00:26:59,920 --> 00:27:00,920
the houses. 
So. 

579
00:27:01,040 --> 00:27:02,640
Yeah. 
And then leave options. 

580
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:05,240
It's like it's better to land 
land, probably better to land 

581
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:08,160
downwind than hit a house. 
You know, most people LED 

582
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:09,800
downwind. 
It's just funny or they spray 

583
00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:12,040
their thubs or whatever, right. 
But if you hit a house, that 

584
00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:13,440
kind of hurts. 
I've hit several. 

585
00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:19,120
Don't do that. 
It's not but yeah, having that 

586
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:21,960
again, listening to that fear 
and it's not the unknowns. 

587
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:24,360
It's an unknown is just 
something you haven't figured 

588
00:27:24,360 --> 00:27:25,920
out yet. 
You know, there's, there's base 

589
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:28,280
rates and accidents and you got 
to, you got to know the base 

590
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:31,520
rates because you're, those are 
that's really important and, and

591
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:34,880
everything that we do, but also 
then thinking about it, most of 

592
00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:37,120
the flying that I do is not on 
my paraglider. 

593
00:27:37,120 --> 00:27:39,960
It's while I'm out, you know, 
I'm playing soccer with my kids 

594
00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:43,240
in the field across the street 
and I'm feeling that wind And 

595
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:45,360
it's like, when did it switch? 
When did it go adabatic? 

596
00:27:45,360 --> 00:27:47,080
When did it go catabatic? 
There's a Canyon. 

597
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:48,600
There's two canyons right above 
my house. 

598
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:51,560
They switch, you know, and I 
land in that field all the time.

599
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:54,200
And so I'm learning the whole 
time I'm out in these 

600
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,480
environments, learning and 
learning and learning. 

601
00:27:56,480 --> 00:27:59,360
And that has applicability for 
ski touring, that has 

602
00:27:59,880 --> 00:28:03,280
understanding instability. 
Every, every, you're just the 

603
00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:05,800
more we know about the natural 
environment, the better we can 

604
00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:08,360
perform there. 
So most of my learning doesn't 

605
00:28:08,360 --> 00:28:11,960
come from doing the sport 
necessarily, It comes from being

606
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:15,400
attuned to the world as much as 
I can, just walking around. 

607
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:18,160
Indeed, and I think when when it
comes to learning, I quickly 

608
00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:21,240
want to hit upon the topic of 
risk assessment because 

609
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:25,120
obviously all of us have our own
way to decode how risky a 

610
00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:28,120
situation is. 
And that is based on the 

611
00:28:28,120 --> 00:28:31,960
perception from our experiences,
from what we consume. 

612
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:35,200
And social media is easy to 
blame here because it puts all 

613
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:39,440
sorts of things out there. 
But if we consume, or I mean, 

614
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:42,080
we, we barely can choose what we
consume because, you know, 

615
00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:45,440
algorithms feed us all sorts of 
exciting things to play with our

616
00:28:45,440 --> 00:28:49,160
brains so that we stay on them. 
Are we subconsciously reducing 

617
00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:53,000
our risk assessment by seeing 
radical things being normalized 

618
00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:56,080
on platforms which host such 
things? 

619
00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:59,600
Probably 1 interesting I think 
I've seen across different 

620
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:01,960
sports, though, is that it's one
thing to watch somebody do 

621
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:04,400
something really radical and 
it's another thing to stand 

622
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:06,280
there yourself contemplating 
doing it. 

623
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:08,480
You know, it's your break could 
go, I could do that. 

624
00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:11,280
And and then you walk out there 
and you're like, wow, this is 

625
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:13,840
actually really, really 
dangerous and full on. 

626
00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:17,560
So I think on an individual 
level, if we listen to that when

627
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:20,160
we're out there, again, it's 
it's our own software that we're

628
00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:23,040
running and we get out there and
we listen to it, you know, are 

629
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:26,680
we actually afraid or do we have
even the knowledge to judge the 

630
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:28,680
situation? 
I think the progression is 

631
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:32,120
certainly accelerated radically 
in all the sports I do based off

632
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:33,960
of YouTube and, and social 
media. 

633
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,640
You know, the things like how to
launch differently or how to do 

634
00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:40,320
a trick differently, whatever it
is, those are communicated so 

635
00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,040
fast now. 
You know, when I was learning, 

636
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:45,120
we'd we'd get like a magazine or
something and there'd be like 6 

637
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:47,400
photos and we'd have to piece 
together the entire thing. 

638
00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:49,440
And now I want to learn how to 
like do whatever. 

639
00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:53,080
I YouTube it from my fixed, see 
my brakes on my car to Infinity 

640
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,960
tumbling or whatever. 
And there's a video. 

641
00:29:56,440 --> 00:30:00,840
So I think those things can, but
usually people have some sort of

642
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:04,480
experience when they try to step
up above where they are. 

643
00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:07,960
Again, it's about you and 
listening to yourself and not 

644
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:11,000
not necessarily sort of 
instinctual, but on some level 

645
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:14,520
listening to that fear or lack 
of it and then asking, is that 

646
00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:16,200
what you actually wanted to 
experience? 

647
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:17,760
You know, have you done some 
BASE jumping? 

648
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:19,600
You said at the beginning that 
you wanted to be a wing seat 

649
00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:22,280
BASE jumper. 
Not yet, paragliding is taking 

650
00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:24,760
all my money for now. 
Yeah, well, I mean, I wanted to 

651
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:26,280
be a wigsuit base jumper for a 
while too. 

652
00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:28,480
And so I went out there and 
learned how to BASE jump at a 

653
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:30,440
very low level. 
But, you know, everybody talks a

654
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:31,720
big game. 
They're like, I'm going to huck 

655
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:33,280
it and I'm going to do this. 
And then you get out there and 

656
00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:36,200
it's like things get toned down 
fast when you're looking at it 

657
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:38,560
in the eye. 
So I, I think there probably is 

658
00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:43,000
some social media push toward 
doing more, more extreme things.

659
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:45,640
But what I've seen is that most 
of the time when people get out 

660
00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:47,960
there and get confronted with 
the reality of it, they slow it 

661
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,480
down pretty quick. 
But the progression certainly 

662
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:53,200
happens a lot faster. 
And it's one thing to read and 

663
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:56,000
watch a YouTube video about how 
to recover a really violent 

664
00:30:56,000 --> 00:31:00,080
collapse on a on a on a on A2 
lighter at speed First. 

665
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:01,960
What do you have? 
Those is pretty memorable. 

666
00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:04,800
Yeah. 
Like, oh, yeah. 

667
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:06,880
This is not like the test pilot.
Yeah. 

668
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:08,960
Now we, you know, it's the holy 
shit. 

669
00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:10,840
Things happen really fast and 
violently. 

670
00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:12,600
And it's like you get a little 
more respect for it. 

671
00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:14,920
And now you have a more accurate
picture of the world. 

672
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:18,920
And that's the goal is to just 
to, you know, develop our idea 

673
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:22,280
and our model with how the world
works and then test it and 

674
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:25,480
refine it and get better at it. 
And then also recognize when the

675
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:27,600
world just isn't working the way
you think it should. 

676
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:29,840
You know, you're you're in that 
cop and you think it should be 

677
00:31:29,840 --> 00:31:33,400
strong and it's not and you got 
to slow down or whatever. 

678
00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:35,920
And yeah, so figure it out. 
What's? 

679
00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:39,800
My, my question came from the 
fact that I, I was listening to 

680
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:42,480
cloud based with Gavin when I 
was growing up in the sport, 

681
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:45,080
early, early years. 
And he was telling that Kregel 

682
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:48,480
goes out and ground handles and 
not the ideal conditions. 

683
00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:52,200
And I was like, boom, buddy, you
want to get there, go out, put 

684
00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:54,440
in the effort. 
So I go out there, put in the 

685
00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:56,680
effort. 
And this there's of course a 

686
00:31:56,680 --> 00:31:59,520
lack of knowledge which I don't 
have Skregel has done, has put 

687
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:03,240
in the work and I get plucked 
over throned and next thing I 

688
00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:06,560
know my ACL which was already 
blown is just like over the top 

689
00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:09,280
and requires associate to get 
back on crown handing again. 

690
00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:13,760
So while this was happening, it 
was a lot of adrenaline in that 

691
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:15,680
ground handle session, but it 
was No Fear. 

692
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:20,160
So what I'm wondering is should 
I have had fear because I was 

693
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,120
doing something which I did not 
have enough hours for? 

694
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:29,080
Or is adrenaline tool which kind
of masks the fear and does make 

695
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:32,640
you do the stupid things because
you're not nervous at that point

696
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:34,160
of time. 
I mean, adrenaline's a really 

697
00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,480
interesting drug. 
And if you study the Physiology 

698
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:37,880
of it, a little bit is a good 
thing. 

699
00:32:37,880 --> 00:32:40,960
It wires you up, gets you go on 
like a little dose is good, but 

700
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:44,480
a big dose of it, like after you
broke your ACL, you probably got

701
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:47,160
a big dose of adrenaline. 
And I'm going to guess it wasn't

702
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:48,840
that fun. 
You're like, you felt clammy, 

703
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:52,480
your skin felt cold and sweaty, 
and your heart rate went too 

704
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:54,480
fast. 
And this is the usual response 

705
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:58,000
to too much adrenaline. 
So adrenaline, adrenaline is 

706
00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:01,440
generally not the drug that gets
people to do really stupid shit.

707
00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:06,080
It's probably testosterone more 
so that gets as especially as 

708
00:33:06,080 --> 00:33:08,680
bad to do incredibly, you know, 
the number of women who do 

709
00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:12,280
incredibly stupid things with in
any sport that I've involved 

710
00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:14,080
with is a lot lower than the 
number of men. 

711
00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:16,080
And I don't know if that's 
straight up testosterone or 

712
00:33:16,080 --> 00:33:18,560
social conditioning or whatever,
but I fear that. 

713
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,920
And you and, and to your credit,
you were out there trying to 

714
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:24,240
build capacity and you didn't 
kill yourself and you did find 

715
00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:27,040
some sort of limit when you know
you did hurt yourself. 

716
00:33:27,040 --> 00:33:30,520
But it's better to hurt yourself
ground handling and blowing ACL 

717
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:33,920
than to try and be creagle and 
launch in ridiculous conditions 

718
00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:36,680
and kill yourself. 
So I would say you maybe learned

719
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:40,640
an unfortunate but perhaps less 
costly lesson by doing that. 

720
00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:43,200
And you do have to ground handle
in stupid conditions. 

721
00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:47,320
That's on my list of things that
I, I am, I don't feel current on

722
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:48,080
right now. 
Is it? 

723
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:52,400
You know, I'm, I'm flying, I'm 
just not flying 350 or 500 hours

724
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,680
a year anymore. 
And I'm, my ground handling is 

725
00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:56,720
junk. 
So I'm looking out the window 

726
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,640
and I'm hoping that later today 
we get a nice choppy, messy 

727
00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:02,120
valley flow goal and I go ground
handle. 

728
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,720
And I may hurt myself, but it's 
lots better to figure out your 

729
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:08,159
limits doing what you did than 
to try and do it on the side of 

730
00:34:08,159 --> 00:34:11,239
a mountain and have it go bad. 
Like it's kind of a failure. 

731
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:13,199
But you actually learned 
something really useful there. 

732
00:34:13,199 --> 00:34:15,679
So I wouldn't beat yourself up 
too much about that. 

733
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:18,800
But just one thing you just said
there, just back up one second 

734
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:20,280
here. 
But what you just did there is 

735
00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:22,679
you didn't fail totally safely 
and that you got hurt. 

736
00:34:22,679 --> 00:34:25,480
But there's a big idea in risk 
management about failing safely,

737
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:28,440
setting up environments so you 
can fail, in our case in 

738
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:30,760
paragliding, not get killed or 
really badly injured. 

739
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:33,760
And you set that environment up 
and you built capacity, you 

740
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:36,040
know, for the 1st 20 minutes 
before you hurt yourself for 

741
00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:38,000
however long it was. 
You learned a lot. 

742
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:40,520
And that is going to save you 
one day for sure. 

743
00:34:40,520 --> 00:34:42,960
And you need to go do more of 
that, maybe detune it a little 

744
00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:45,639
bit, 5K less, you know, or 
whatever, just a little bit less

745
00:34:45,639 --> 00:34:47,480
cycle conditions or a better 
place. 

746
00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:50,040
I don't know how you hurt 
yourself, but you did fail 

747
00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:53,120
safely before you failed 
catastrophically and you built 

748
00:34:53,120 --> 00:34:56,280
capacity. 
So yes, you got injured, but you

749
00:34:56,280 --> 00:35:00,160
also learned a lot, and I think 
that's useful. 100% and because 

750
00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:03,040
that was the only thing that I 
was telling myself, but I was 

751
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:05,720
like OK, my knee is getting 
swollen up and it's painful and 

752
00:35:05,720 --> 00:35:08,600
whatever and I still have to 
pack up this gear and walk back.

753
00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:12,120
But now at least I know what not
type so. 

754
00:35:12,440 --> 00:35:14,400
Yeah. 
And the other 10 times you can 

755
00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:17,120
and the other 10 times you 
control the surge or the 

756
00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:19,920
asymmetric and got stayed on 
your feet. 

757
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:21,720
Like that's pretty awesome. 
You learned a lot. 

758
00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:24,520
So maybe detune a little bit, 
but you've got to do that. 

759
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:28,080
If you don't have the capacity 
to handle bad conditions, then 

760
00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:30,920
then, then when you beat them, 
you'll, you know, maybe you save

761
00:35:30,920 --> 00:35:32,360
yourself from getting killed 
that day. 

762
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:35,200
So I think that's could be and 
you also learned an important 

763
00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:38,600
lesson about how far is too far.
So I'd look at that as a super 

764
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:40,400
successful day. 
Yeah, you got injured a bit, but

765
00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:41,880
you didn't get killed. 
So right on. 

766
00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,760
Well, thank you for boosting my 
confidence. 

767
00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:47,000
Well, helps a lot, yeah. 
Oh, it's really most people 

768
00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:48,560
don't do that. 
Everybody goes out and ground 

769
00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:50,760
handles in perfect conditions 
and it teaches them nothing. 

770
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:53,560
It's like you put the glider up 
and like you get yeated off your

771
00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:55,800
feet and slammed. 
You learn something and you 

772
00:35:55,800 --> 00:35:57,800
learn it in a way that's 
relatively safe. 

773
00:35:57,840 --> 00:36:00,680
You know, I've crashed my 
paraglider a few Times Now and I

774
00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:03,440
credit both that crazy 
gymnastics training that I did 

775
00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:06,560
with building capacity and 
learning how to crash and then 

776
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:09,760
also knowing how to control my 
wing and non standard 

777
00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:13,320
configurations, you know, and I 
for sure would have crashed so 

778
00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:15,680
much harder if I didn't, you 
know how to do that. 

779
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:19,560
So yeah, you. 
OK, this one's probably more apt

780
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:21,600
for young pilots out there who 
are listening to us. 

781
00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:25,920
But is there a way to what do 
you say, navigating the 

782
00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:30,360
invincibility syndrome, where 
Estesteron versus experience is 

783
00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:33,320
like the only way forward that 
you know, Experience will tell 

784
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:36,920
you how to pull back, but when 
you're 1617, you're like, I will

785
00:36:36,920 --> 00:36:38,360
take on the world and I will 
win. 

786
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:40,080
If anybody tells me otherwise, 
it's a fool. 

787
00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:41,640
I think there's two ways to 
answer that. 

788
00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:44,040
There's a there's AI think it's 
George Bernard Shaw that says 

789
00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:47,360
the quote from him that says the
reasonable man knows that 

790
00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:50,400
progress is impossible. 
Therefore all progress depends 

791
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:54,160
on the unreasonable man and 1617
year old young men are 

792
00:36:54,160 --> 00:36:56,160
unreasonable and that, but 
they're the ones that are going 

793
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:58,400
to change the world. 
That's kind of their job is to 

794
00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:01,240
is to is to do that. 
You know, they're the people who

795
00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:04,760
get out in the streets and 
protest and, you know, shake up 

796
00:37:04,760 --> 00:37:08,480
the old guard like we need that 
in both sport and politics in 

797
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:10,520
life. 
I I think that's true. 

798
00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:13,320
So that is kind of the role of 
that when you are that age. 

799
00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:16,240
But I would say that the same 
thing applies in terms of 

800
00:37:16,240 --> 00:37:20,240
building capacity and being 
honest with yourself about how 

801
00:37:20,240 --> 00:37:23,640
something went and why. 
Not just what happened, but why 

802
00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:26,440
and digging into that. 
The people who tend to live 

803
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:30,960
longer in these sports tend to 
really think about what they're 

804
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:34,320
doing and why and what happened 
and not just go that was bad 

805
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:36,640
luck or I was really good, so 
that succeeded. 

806
00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:39,080
You know, both those statements 
are not very useful. 

807
00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:41,320
It's not just good luck and it's
not just bad luck. 

808
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:43,840
It's like what happened and why 
and debrief it. 

809
00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:47,480
And if you look at the people 
who are winning the PWC's or 

810
00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:50,240
setting world records, they tend
to be pretty thoughtful people. 

811
00:37:50,240 --> 00:37:53,240
Usually they're not just. 
Yeah, full Sandman. 

812
00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:55,560
You know, that doesn't work. 
They're like trying to 

813
00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:57,560
understand things and figure it 
out. 

814
00:37:57,560 --> 00:37:58,760
And they do it in different 
ways. 

815
00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:01,880
Some people over very intuitive 
and instinctual, but they are 

816
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:05,480
thinking about it hard and other
other people are like, well, the

817
00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:08,640
the T skew that's there sort of 
an instability in whatever. 

818
00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:10,520
I don't think that way, but some
people do. 

819
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:13,720
So for the young people, it's 
like, yeah, think about it and 

820
00:38:13,720 --> 00:38:16,600
decide, you know, if you want to
push, great. 

821
00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:19,840
But if you're pushing to 
overcome fear, then maybe have a

822
00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:22,120
look at that. 
But again, it's everybody has to

823
00:38:22,120 --> 00:38:24,040
come up with their own SIS 
software, right? 

824
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:27,760
Their own model and be honest 
about it, that it's like, it's 

825
00:38:27,760 --> 00:38:31,120
brutal honesty with yourself. 
It's like, why did this happen? 

826
00:38:31,240 --> 00:38:34,640
And, you know, sometimes it was 
completely unforeseeable and, 

827
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:36,920
and now you're like, OK, now 
I've got a bit more information 

828
00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:40,080
to foresee that or I have an 
area that I need to build more 

829
00:38:40,080 --> 00:38:43,680
capacity, but it's your model 
and and you have to develop it. 

830
00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:46,720
And then so, you know, to those 
young people, just be honest 

831
00:38:46,720 --> 00:38:48,960
about what's going on and what 
you want to do. 

832
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:51,480
And, you know, if people want to
do really dangerous things like 

833
00:38:51,480 --> 00:38:55,320
wing seat, base jumping 6 inches
off the ground AT200K, go for 

834
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:56,680
it, man. 
As long as you're really clear 

835
00:38:56,680 --> 00:38:59,680
that like pretty much everybody 
does that for a long time, dies 

836
00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:02,560
is are you cool with that? 
You are go for it. 

837
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:05,880
I feel sorry for the rescuers 
have to scrape your carcass up, 

838
00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:07,840
but that's where your mind is at
giver. 

839
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,360
I mean, I really do it's shit 
thing for the for the rescuers, 

840
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:13,480
it's no good, but in on an 
individual level, I I believe 

841
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:16,400
risk taking is is individual and
super important. 

842
00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:19,080
Long answer to a short question 
again, but I think about this 

843
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:21,920
stuff way too much is. 
That that's why you're on the 

844
00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:23,920
show. 
Will you know it's your neural 

845
00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:26,600
podcast was dream. 
I ask you one thing, you answer 

846
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:29,800
20 others along with it. 
Yeah, sorry that's ADD 2 bad. 

847
00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:33,640
No, love it, love it. 
I'm, I'm, I'm pretty sure the 

848
00:39:33,640 --> 00:39:36,040
audience members listening to 
this are also having a ball of a

849
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:38,560
type. 
But you know, this brings me to 

850
00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:40,600
dilemma. 
Another one which I had is like 

851
00:39:40,720 --> 00:39:45,240
differentiating inclusion from 
anxiety because your heart rate 

852
00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:46,960
goes up. 
And that's a little bit of fear,

853
00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:49,760
right? 
But if your heart rate goes up 

854
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:52,520
more than your comfort level, 
then you reach a point where you

855
00:39:52,520 --> 00:39:55,440
say that, hey, my heart rate is 
lying because there are, there's

856
00:39:55,440 --> 00:39:57,960
a pseudo risk as well or 
something. 

857
00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:00,520
I'm not sure if I'm able to put 
my question correctly, but 

858
00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:05,080
intuition from anxiety is when 
I, when I find it super hard to 

859
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,640
understand that, Hey, do I, I've
trained enough, but there is 

860
00:40:07,640 --> 00:40:10,720
still something that tells me 
maybe I'm not good enough. 

861
00:40:10,720 --> 00:40:13,840
For example, this interview 
right now, I had prepared for 

862
00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:16,280
this for three or four days in a
row. 

863
00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:19,120
I, I looked up all your 
podcasts, I watched all your Ted

864
00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:21,080
talks and, you know, sat on your
website. 

865
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:22,480
But right now when I'm asking 
you. 

866
00:40:22,840 --> 00:40:25,600
I am stammering inside. 
My heart rate is shooting up. 

867
00:40:27,640 --> 00:40:29,920
There you go. 
So, so when this happens on the 

868
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:32,560
action or like the day of 
action, or you know in the 

869
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:37,160
moment what is the way to hold 
back or still make peace with 

870
00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,200
your reality and change your 
goals as planned. 

871
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:42,880
So a lot of different answers to
this and, and I, I try to figure

872
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:44,240
out the best way to come at 
this. 

873
00:40:44,280 --> 00:40:47,680
So the classic sports psychology
way to come at this. 

874
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:49,720
And this is a useful tool for 
sure. 

875
00:40:49,720 --> 00:40:52,920
It has limitations, but the, the
most useful thing is you're, 

876
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:55,120
you're thinking about a 
paragliding competition or 

877
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,920
whatever, something that has 
meaning to you, but also is 

878
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:01,360
maybe risky in whatever way. 
And and you're you, it's really 

879
00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:06,600
easy to spend a lot of of time 
worrying about the worry and so 

880
00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:09,000
on and all the things that you 
can't control. 

881
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,360
What if I make a mistake? 
What if I do this? 

882
00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:13,600
You know, what if I asked this 
will Gad guy really stupid 

883
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:16,160
question, You know, like he 
can't control any of that 

884
00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:18,240
actually. 
So the basic sports psychology 

885
00:41:18,240 --> 00:41:21,200
thing before any, anything 
you're going to do is to worry 

886
00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:24,680
about the things you can control
and have thought through some of

887
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:27,160
the things maybe you can't 
control and have solutions to 

888
00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:28,720
them to the best of your 
ability. 

889
00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:33,040
But game day before you go out 
there, it's like you have to 

890
00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:36,800
focus on what you can control. 
So in a paragliding competition,

891
00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:38,200
it's like, are you actually 
hydrated? 

892
00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:41,000
Are you actually fed? 
Do you have calories if you're 

893
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:43,120
going to be in the air for the 
next 6 hours? 

894
00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:45,600
Is your gear in good working 
order? 

895
00:41:45,840 --> 00:41:49,920
Have you spent a lot of time 
working on your launching in in,

896
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:52,040
you know, thermal midday 
conditions? 

897
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:54,640
Have you, If you haven't done 
some of these things, then then 

898
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:57,360
maybe it's time to ponder if you
should really be there. 

899
00:41:57,440 --> 00:42:00,160
You know, but if you've done the
work and you've decided it's 

900
00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:03,440
important and you show up and if
you're still terrified, then I 

901
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:04,720
don't think you've done enough 
work. 

902
00:42:04,720 --> 00:42:07,200
You, you need to maybe stand 
down or go, right? 

903
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:09,320
I'm going to back off. 
I'm going to launch last today. 

904
00:42:09,520 --> 00:42:11,880
I'm going to chase the gaggle. 
I'm going to see what people do 

905
00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:13,800
and I'm going to be OK with 
that. 

906
00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:17,120
I don't want to fly in terror. 
This is not a high performance 

907
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:19,160
state. 
So sports psychology is control 

908
00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:23,360
the things you're going to do 
and then back it down if you if 

909
00:42:23,360 --> 00:42:26,640
you can't, you know, take some 
load off and you can do that a 

910
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:29,480
lot of different ways. 
And then afterwards go, OK, I 

911
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:32,320
showed up there. 
I was terrified and I didn't 

912
00:42:32,320 --> 00:42:35,240
feel like I blonde there. 
And you know, I felt that way my

913
00:42:35,240 --> 00:42:37,440
whole life. 
Most paragliding competitions. 

914
00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:39,640
I'm like, oh, these people are 
all way better than me and they,

915
00:42:39,840 --> 00:42:42,360
you know, more fancier gear or 
whatever. 

916
00:42:42,360 --> 00:42:44,400
You know, I'm from small town 
Canada. 

917
00:42:44,440 --> 00:42:47,480
You know, I should be like, you 
know, driving a taxi, which is 

918
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:51,200
I've done, but it's like it's, 
you know, I'm not, I never show 

919
00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:52,920
up there feeling like I know 
what I'm doing doing. 

920
00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:55,600
But I, and then I'm like, well, 
OK, is my gear together more or 

921
00:42:55,600 --> 00:42:58,720
less, you know, and I've put the
time in and that's just basic 

922
00:42:58,720 --> 00:43:01,120
sports psychology. 
And then when you learn how to 

923
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:04,200
do that, it's the same tactic I 
use when I go out and do a 

924
00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,600
speaking engagement. 
It's like have I, you know, I 

925
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:09,560
use that worry to prep for it. 
It's like, OK, this group is 

926
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:12,040
really into thinking about 
things in these ways and I'm 

927
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:14,680
going to try to give them some 
tools to engage here. 

928
00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:17,520
OK, so how am I going to make 
that work and breaking it down? 

929
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:20,080
And when I get up there, I'm 
really worried about presenting 

930
00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:23,960
the ideas or executing well, but
I'm not terrified of the 

931
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:26,440
experience because I've put 
enough time and effort into it 

932
00:43:26,760 --> 00:43:30,160
and recognized that terror and 
kind of dealt with it beforehand

933
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:33,440
so that I don't if I'm terrified
in the air and my heart rate 

934
00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:37,520
spikes, I'm basically my primary
problem is now not the other 

935
00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:39,480
competitors. 
My primary problem is what is 

936
00:43:39,480 --> 00:43:42,280
going wrong with me. 
Maybe I've missed something too.

937
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,760
Maybe that's my body's way of 
telling me that I've missed 

938
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:47,840
something that big Q Nam over 
there that I've been not paying 

939
00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:49,600
attention to you because I'm 
paying attention to all the 

940
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:52,560
other competitors and so on. 
Like I should be in my hurry, 

941
00:43:52,560 --> 00:43:56,240
should be like, it's massive. 
And I've got like 6 minutes to 

942
00:43:56,240 --> 00:43:58,360
get on the ground. 
Like, OK, well, how am I going 

943
00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:00,720
to do that? 
You know, like, yeah, so long 

944
00:44:00,720 --> 00:44:02,760
answer again, but sports 
psychology, worry about the 

945
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:05,960
things you can control and make 
sure those are done well. 

946
00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:08,400
And then listen. 
Listen to that fear and engage 

947
00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:09,320
with it. 
Don't ignore it. 

948
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:12,360
You know, as we come to the 
closing one, I'm so glad we we 

949
00:44:12,360 --> 00:44:14,800
spoke about this because I think
I was listening to your your 

950
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:17,240
talk with Alex Arnold another. 
Great. 

951
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:19,320
Yeah, he's he's interested 
character. 

952
00:44:19,400 --> 00:44:23,040
Yeah, I love how he put on like 
some beautiful shots about you 

953
00:44:23,040 --> 00:44:25,200
guys having 5 minute 
conversations on YouTube and 

954
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:28,400
then the whole thing. 
And I think there you spoke 

955
00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:32,760
about practicing risk taking or 
increasing risk endurance, where

956
00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:36,320
the analogy was that if if you 
don't pick up the phone and call

957
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:39,120
up your date, then it's a 
definite no. 

958
00:44:39,200 --> 00:44:41,800
So what I'm wondering is finding
the courage to pick up the 

959
00:44:41,800 --> 00:44:43,360
phone. 
I mean, of course, this can be, 

960
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:47,280
you know, how parallels can be 
drawn in various adventure 

961
00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:49,880
sports and this. 
But how do you practice picking 

962
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:54,160
up the phone and calling in with
sole confidence rather than 

963
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:56,720
shaking while picking up the 
phone just because that if you 

964
00:44:56,720 --> 00:45:00,240
don't do it and even that option
is gone from your life? 

965
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,400
Yeah. 
Did I make my question clear? 

966
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:04,400
Yeah, it's and it's, I think 
it's a really good question. 

967
00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:07,240
I think a lot of people get 
stuck on on the looking at the 

968
00:45:07,240 --> 00:45:10,680
phone and don't pick it up. 
So a couple different things in 

969
00:45:10,760 --> 00:45:14,160
every worthwhile activity, the 
best thing to do for that 

970
00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,560
activity is to do it. 
And then the next best activity 

971
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:19,480
to get better at is something 
that closely approximates it in 

972
00:45:19,480 --> 00:45:21,480
some way. 
And then then you sort of move 

973
00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:23,520
further and further away and 
maybe you have to do the 

974
00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:27,000
necessary physical therapy or 
job training or whatever that's 

975
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:29,120
way down there. 
But so if you, you know, if you 

976
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:31,960
can't pick that phone up and 
actually dial it and make the 

977
00:45:31,960 --> 00:45:33,960
call, you can pick it up and 
practice what you're going to 

978
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:37,600
say and you can detune it again,
detune the situation to where 

979
00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:40,120
you can handle it. 
And I do that with a lot of 

980
00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:42,640
different stuff, you know, 
whether it's it's kayaking and 

981
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:45,040
I'm like, well, what if I'm 
stuck upside down against the 

982
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,160
wall and I can't roll up? 
What are my options? 

983
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:50,360
It's like, OK, well, you know, I
can, I can go to the other side.

984
00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:53,200
Maybe I can grab the wall And I 
think through 10 different 

985
00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:55,000
things. 
Or just sticking with the 

986
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:57,520
analogy, what's the worst thing 
that the person can do? 

987
00:45:57,520 --> 00:45:59,680
They can laugh at me. 
I've been laughed at all my 

988
00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:01,400
whole life. 
People tell me I'm an idiot and 

989
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:02,840
what I'm going to do is 
impossible. 

990
00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:06,120
That's a pretty normal reaction,
but at a certain point, every 

991
00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:08,520
time that happens, you get 
better at dealing with it. 

992
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:10,920
You don't take it personally. 
You're like, either this person 

993
00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:13,080
thinks what I want to do is 
crazy and they think I'm an 

994
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:14,880
idiot. 
Well, that's happened before. 

995
00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:17,040
It loses its impact after a 
certain point. 

996
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:19,880
And when you've gotten up there 
and failed, you know, whether 

997
00:46:19,880 --> 00:46:22,600
it's public speaking, flying a 
paraglider or whatever, when you

998
00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:25,920
screwed up enough times, you get
more comfortable with getting 

999
00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:26,760
up. 
I agree. 

1000
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:30,040
So if you keep trying, you get 
better at trying. 

1001
00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:33,280
You know, if you keep working at
things, you get better at it. 

1002
00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:36,320
So pick that phone call up and 
the first time you get rejected,

1003
00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:38,040
it's terrible. 
I used to be in sales. 

1004
00:46:38,040 --> 00:46:40,920
Call somebody up. 
Hey ABCDEFG, what do you think? 

1005
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:43,560
Nah and don't call me again. 
Click first time. 

1006
00:46:43,560 --> 00:46:46,280
That's devastating. 
The 50th time you're like, OK, 

1007
00:46:46,280 --> 00:46:49,440
one in ten of these calls hits. 
That was call #9 I got 8 more to

1008
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:50,560
bake. 
Here we go. 

1009
00:46:50,720 --> 00:46:54,360
You know, so you keep trying, 
but you do have to learn like 

1010
00:46:54,360 --> 00:46:57,440
why didn't they respond well to 
what you were offering? 

1011
00:46:57,440 --> 00:46:59,520
Or or maybe you need to listen 
to them more. 

1012
00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:03,240
Like you got to learn, you know,
try, listen, learn, adapt, do 

1013
00:47:03,240 --> 00:47:05,200
better. 
That's the kind of mantra that I

1014
00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:08,880
fighter pilots call an ODA loop,
observe, Orient, decide, act. 

1015
00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:11,720
And you know, my personal 1 is 
like, you got to try. 

1016
00:47:11,720 --> 00:47:14,560
That's the first thing. 
Nothing cool happens if you 

1017
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:17,080
don't take that little risk and 
try and then you get to get out 

1018
00:47:17,080 --> 00:47:17,800
there. 
You got to listen. 

1019
00:47:17,800 --> 00:47:19,200
Like, what's the world telling 
me? 

1020
00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:21,680
What's shaking with? 
Like what is really going on? 

1021
00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:24,160
Not the bullshit in my brain. 
What's really going on? 

1022
00:47:24,160 --> 00:47:25,800
You know, you got to listen to 
it, figure it out. 

1023
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:28,840
Then you got to learn like put 
it into its place, put it into 

1024
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:30,760
your Matrix and your software 
and your brain. 

1025
00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:32,920
And then, you know, it's burned 
actually. 

1026
00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:36,080
And then you adapt, you change 
your game, you know, and what 

1027
00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:38,600
you're doing and you do better. 
And then you just do that over 

1028
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,520
and over and over again. 
And sooner or later you, you 

1029
00:47:40,520 --> 00:47:42,880
either get, you know, get to 
where you want to go or you 

1030
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:45,280
realize that where you want to 
go is actually less interesting.

1031
00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:46,720
This other thing you need to go 
for. 

1032
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:49,480
Well, love it. 
What was the mantra of the 

1033
00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:50,880
fighter Fighter? 
I'm going to like put this in 

1034
00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:52,640
show notes after Googling it up.
What was? 

1035
00:47:52,680 --> 00:47:55,920
Oh, it's just it's called an ODA
loop, OODA. 

1036
00:47:56,080 --> 00:47:58,680
And so that the classic fighter 
pilot ODA loop is you. 

1037
00:47:58,680 --> 00:48:01,720
You, you observe, Orient, 
decide, act. 

1038
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:06,200
So my personal version of that 
is just, you know, try, listen, 

1039
00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:08,840
learn, adapt, do better. 
That's like every situation. 

1040
00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:11,480
It's like you got to try, you 
know, and I respected that you 

1041
00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:13,520
tried. 
You sent me an e-mail and, and 

1042
00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:16,080
said, Hey, you gave me a little 
bit of an interesting story 

1043
00:48:16,080 --> 00:48:17,480
about this. 
And I was like, Oh, this guy 

1044
00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:19,840
seems interesting. 
So he tried and I listened to 

1045
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:21,520
that. 
And that's that's that's the 

1046
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:23,240
first part of it. 
And we'll run into each other 

1047
00:48:23,240 --> 00:48:25,680
somewhere on a hill, hopefully 
in five or ten years and be 

1048
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:27,280
like, Oh, we did that podcast 
topic. 

1049
00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:29,640
What podcast you'd like? 
The one with the what with the 

1050
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:31,600
guy? 
I've been Oslo and you know, I 

1051
00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:33,160
come for brought back. 
Oh, you're that guy. 

1052
00:48:33,160 --> 00:48:35,560
That was awesome, you know, and 
and we'll develop something 

1053
00:48:35,560 --> 00:48:37,280
cool. 
So anyhow, but try, listen, 

1054
00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:39,240
learn, adapt, do better. 
That's kind of mine. 

1055
00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:40,960
Well, thank you. 
Thank you for the kind words 

1056
00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:43,320
girl. 
Is this the same thing you do 

1057
00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:47,240
with your kids when you go out 
and ask them to the risk factor 

1058
00:48:47,240 --> 00:48:50,200
thing and forget where you ask 
them that what the factor we are

1059
00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:53,240
and and then they revert back to
you with the findings? 

1060
00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:54,720
Yeah. 
Well, this is, this is, yeah. 

1061
00:48:54,720 --> 00:48:56,120
I mean, this is something I've 
been doing with my kids. 

1062
00:48:56,120 --> 00:48:58,520
Like we're all running risk 
management software, right? 

1063
00:48:58,520 --> 00:49:00,960
Like everybody is, whether we 
realize it or not, we're making 

1064
00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:03,080
judges about what's appropriate,
what's not. 

1065
00:49:03,080 --> 00:49:06,080
And so I'm, I'm, you know, I'm, 
I'm out in the mountains a lot 

1066
00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:09,200
with my kids and, and we have 
sort of three level system that 

1067
00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:11,080
we developed together by 
listening to them. 

1068
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,960
It's not something that's like 
bide, but you know that our 

1069
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:16,680
basic system is, I'll ask, you 
know, what hazard level are we 

1070
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:18,280
at? 
And they'll be God dad bumps and

1071
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:19,720
bruises. 
This is casual. 

1072
00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:21,120
OK, What do we need to do about 
it? 

1073
00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:22,560
Because we also need to mitigate
it. 

1074
00:49:22,560 --> 00:49:24,920
Well, not much here. 
You know, this is like a 

1075
00:49:24,920 --> 00:49:27,280
playground and I'm going to 
attack this playground and 

1076
00:49:27,320 --> 00:49:28,800
awesome. 
And there will be someplace a 

1077
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:31,360
little bit more hazardous, you 
know, maybe we'll be hiking in 

1078
00:49:31,360 --> 00:49:33,640
the mountains and there'll be a 
drop off and I'll be like, OK, 

1079
00:49:33,720 --> 00:49:35,520
we're hiking along here. 
There's this drop off. 

1080
00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:37,520
What do you guys think? 
And they'll be like, you know, 

1081
00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:39,520
was this is definite hospital 
train, dad. 

1082
00:49:39,520 --> 00:49:42,160
Like you fall off of here, you 
get you could get really hurt. 

1083
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:43,680
And OK, So what are we going to 
do about it? 

1084
00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:45,560
Well, we're not going to run. 
We're going to hike on the 

1085
00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:48,200
inside of the trail, you know, 
and, and those rocks over there 

1086
00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:50,040
are slippery. 
So we're going to slow down and 

1087
00:49:50,040 --> 00:49:52,920
maybe keep a hand on the wall 
here or whatever, you know, 

1088
00:49:52,920 --> 00:49:55,800
that's hospital train. 
And then we'll be in some very 

1089
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:59,080
dangerous place like downtown 
Oslo and the bars let out at 

1090
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:02,160
night or something, you know, 
and, and actually Oslo is pretty

1091
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:05,240
good, but it probably be in 
some, some hideously maybe we 

1092
00:50:05,240 --> 00:50:06,800
don't know the environment very 
well. 

1093
00:50:07,080 --> 00:50:10,160
We'll be getting ready to cross 
the street and you know, like, 

1094
00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:12,120
OK, what hazard level are we at 
now? 

1095
00:50:12,120 --> 00:50:14,480
And the kids would be like 
death, Dad, death. 

1096
00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:17,240
You know, if we run out there, 
we'll get smoked by some drunk 

1097
00:50:17,240 --> 00:50:19,920
Oslolia, although you've got 
really hard drinking laws there.

1098
00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:21,840
So that probably won't happen, 
which is probably a good thing. 

1099
00:50:21,920 --> 00:50:24,840
But anyhow, that's, you know, 
it's bumps and bruises, hospital

1100
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:26,080
death. 
What are we going to do about 

1101
00:50:26,080 --> 00:50:27,160
it? 
Oh, we're going to let those 

1102
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:30,080
drunk Vikings go 1st and see 
what happens to them. 

1103
00:50:30,080 --> 00:50:33,600
OK, cool. 
You know, this is how we're 

1104
00:50:33,600 --> 00:50:37,160
going to play this game. 
And the idea is not to terrify 

1105
00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:39,320
them in the world. 
Like I don't tell my kids, be 

1106
00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:41,160
careful. 
I, I, you know, we get to a 

1107
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:43,720
playground and I'm like, all 
right, what's got any issues 

1108
00:50:43,720 --> 00:50:44,680
here? 
And they're like, well, if you 

1109
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:47,480
fall off the top of the buggy 
bars, you might break yourself. 

1110
00:50:47,480 --> 00:50:50,720
So we're going to be a little 
more heads up and keep oriented 

1111
00:50:50,720 --> 00:50:51,600
our feet. 
OK, great. 

1112
00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:53,880
And then they attack and I watch
other parents get to the 

1113
00:50:53,880 --> 00:50:56,960
playgrounds like, OK, kids don't
don't do anything dangerous. 

1114
00:50:56,960 --> 00:50:59,280
The kids don't even know what is
dangerous. 

1115
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:03,640
So yeah, the idea is to develop 
good risk management software 

1116
00:51:03,640 --> 00:51:07,000
and define it and redefine it 
and develop it throughout our 

1117
00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:09,400
lifetimes. 
You know, And so when I'm not 

1118
00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:12,200
watching the kids that they can 
make good decisions. 

1119
00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:14,320
And it's the same with the 
people that I coach in, in 

1120
00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:17,440
mountaineering or paragliding or
kayaking or whatever. 

1121
00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:20,800
The whole goal is to give them 
good systems to make good 

1122
00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,040
decisions in life and then get 
back to what we were talking 

1123
00:51:23,040 --> 00:51:25,560
about at the start of this 
conversation, which is to is to 

1124
00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:27,800
live our coolest lives. 
That's what we're all trying to 

1125
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:28,720
do. 
That's what you're trying to do.

1126
00:51:28,720 --> 00:51:31,760
And I think that's super cool. 
That's the psychotic ideal. 

1127
00:51:31,760 --> 00:51:34,120
The unexamined life is not worth
living, man. 

1128
00:51:34,120 --> 00:51:35,680
You've examined it and you're 
going for it. 

1129
00:51:35,680 --> 00:51:37,960
So I wish you the best and and 
everybody's making these 

1130
00:51:37,960 --> 00:51:39,480
decisions. 
Best of luck with it. 

1131
00:51:39,560 --> 00:51:41,480
Thank you. 
Thank you for such kind words. 

1132
00:51:41,480 --> 00:51:42,560
These are going to stick with 
me. 

1133
00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:45,000
And I'm going to be the Seals 
for my, you know, oncoming 

1134
00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:47,360
journeys. 
I hope I make myself and 

1135
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:50,000
everybody else around me proud. 
So fingers crossed, yeah. 

1136
00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:52,560
Well, you're giving people, 
you're trying to give people 

1137
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,280
some meaning. 
And I think as I've gotten 

1138
00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:55,960
older, that is more important to
me. 

1139
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:58,560
And if I just think about these 
things in a vacuum and we don't 

1140
00:51:58,560 --> 00:52:01,080
have these kind of 
conversations, then it's not, I 

1141
00:52:01,080 --> 00:52:03,520
hope that people listen to this 
and, and you've given people 

1142
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:05,960
some meaning and that's the 
that's the most precious thing. 

1143
00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:08,760
And in some ways is to to give 
that and share that. 

1144
00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:11,480
So right on, man. 
And thank you for the time and 

1145
00:52:11,480 --> 00:52:13,720
doing the research that you did 
and you did a great job. 

1146
00:52:13,720 --> 00:52:16,040
And so the next one you like, I 
interviewed that guy Will Gadd. 

1147
00:52:16,040 --> 00:52:19,520
He's kind of a pain in the ass 
and I kicked the ass, man, so go

1148
00:52:19,520 --> 00:52:23,040
get it. 
I love it, love your energy and 

1149
00:52:23,200 --> 00:52:25,320
your thoughts will. 
But before I let you go, will we

1150
00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:28,000
have a tradition on the show 
where I request my guests to 

1151
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:31,960
share one flight from their life
that has stuck with them. 

1152
00:52:31,960 --> 00:52:34,320
You know if you have to choose 
one out of all these amazing 

1153
00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:36,800
airtime hours or not so amazing,
whatever. 

1154
00:52:36,920 --> 00:52:39,440
Oh boy, so many. 
I mean, I've flown I don't know 

1155
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:42,440
how many thousands of hours, but
so many good moments, you know, 

1156
00:52:42,440 --> 00:52:45,560
and it's, it's interesting, so 
many good moments. 

1157
00:52:45,640 --> 00:52:48,560
I think one of my favorite 
moments would be chasing records

1158
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:51,800
in, in Texas. 
I was at about 18,000 feet 

1159
00:52:51,920 --> 00:52:55,280
really late in the day and you 
never go, very rarely do you go 

1160
00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:57,240
that high over Texas. 
It's very, very rare. 

1161
00:52:57,240 --> 00:53:00,600
The base is normally just not 
that high and but I'm up there 

1162
00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:03,000
and I didn't set a record that 
day, but I remember being up 

1163
00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:05,640
there and the light was just 
stunning. 

1164
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:09,360
It was the the ground below me 
was already after sunset and for

1165
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,520
some reason I'd hit AI don't 
know why it happened, but I'm 

1166
00:53:11,520 --> 00:53:15,760
just being up there in the sky 
so high over Texas, the ground 

1167
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:17,600
so low. 
I about like 5000 meters, the 

1168
00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:21,120
grounds like 200 meters and just
that much space between me and 

1169
00:53:21,120 --> 00:53:22,840
the earth. 
And then still thermaling and 

1170
00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:25,520
these Swifts came and they're 
eating bugs in the thermal and 

1171
00:53:25,520 --> 00:53:28,320
flying between my lines. 
And I was like, man, this is 

1172
00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:30,640
pretty special. 
Like this just doesn't happen. 

1173
00:53:30,760 --> 00:53:34,200
And that was a but so many just 
that, that memory being so 

1174
00:53:34,200 --> 00:53:37,400
specked out tall like that. 
And you know, it's almost night 

1175
00:53:37,520 --> 00:53:39,320
and it's really, really 
beautiful with these birds 

1176
00:53:39,320 --> 00:53:41,680
eating the insects. 
They're flying to my lines like 

1177
00:53:41,720 --> 00:53:43,800
fighter pilots. 
They would just go a lot of 

1178
00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,200
lines and the gliders at that 
point. 

1179
00:53:45,200 --> 00:53:46,880
So it was harder. 
So they were like zapping 

1180
00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:49,760
through the line sideways, 
eating bugs. 

1181
00:53:49,760 --> 00:53:52,000
And I just thought, yeah, I'm 
pretty much the luckiest person 

1182
00:53:52,000 --> 00:53:55,240
on Earth right now to be here. 
Wow, pretty cool and the the 

1183
00:53:55,240 --> 00:53:58,120
most beautiful part is that no 
matter what technology we 

1184
00:53:58,120 --> 00:54:02,000
invent, such things usually 
happen and our best absorbed 

1185
00:54:02,000 --> 00:54:05,720
with naked eye and being in the 
moment and living the so I think

1186
00:54:06,160 --> 00:54:09,600
you know, I'm so glad I could 
rekindle that and thank you for 

1187
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:12,680
sharing it with our audiences. 
I'm pretty sure they'll you 

1188
00:54:12,680 --> 00:54:14,600
know, appreciate that thought 
before we close. 

1189
00:54:14,800 --> 00:54:17,560
Did you I? 
I was listening to your Gavin 

1190
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:20,760
show where you said that you 
were in wave and you got super 

1191
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:23,000
high where you were getting a 
pinhole visioned. 

1192
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:26,160
Oh yeah. 
Yeah, it's, it's when things are

1193
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:28,800
happening like that, I mean they
happen fairly quickly. 

1194
00:54:28,960 --> 00:54:32,640
Does it make sense to do the 
risk management talk during that

1195
00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:35,600
time or should you just, you 
know, make them like make the 

1196
00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:37,080
best out of situation kind of a 
thing? 

1197
00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:38,840
Like when you're in that kind of
situation. 

1198
00:54:38,840 --> 00:54:41,000
So two things. 
You've got to do your best to be

1199
00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:45,080
a participant in that situation 
as opposed to like a package. 

1200
00:54:45,200 --> 00:54:48,320
See, even when things have gone 
horribly wrong, a 30% 

1201
00:54:48,320 --> 00:54:51,080
improvement and outcome is often
quite meaningful, right? 

1202
00:54:51,560 --> 00:54:54,360
It's really, really important. 
Or 10% or 2%. 

1203
00:54:54,360 --> 00:54:58,640
It can be the difference. 
So you to stay engaged and to 

1204
00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:01,480
stay focused on on getting 
things better. 

1205
00:55:01,480 --> 00:55:04,040
And in the industrial world, 
they have an acronym which is 

1206
00:55:04,040 --> 00:55:09,360
sticky STKY and the acronym 
stands for Shit that can kill 

1207
00:55:09,360 --> 00:55:12,320
you sticky. 
And it's a really useful 

1208
00:55:12,320 --> 00:55:14,560
acronym. 
Usually when you're in one of 

1209
00:55:14,560 --> 00:55:17,040
those high intensity situations,
there's only a few things that 

1210
00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:18,960
you actually need to manage. 
You're not worried about your 

1211
00:55:18,960 --> 00:55:20,840
bank balance, your mortgage, 
your love life. 

1212
00:55:21,120 --> 00:55:23,320
You got to worry about like, am 
I going to hit the hill? 

1213
00:55:23,400 --> 00:55:25,920
Like that will kill you. 
And what am I going to do about 

1214
00:55:25,920 --> 00:55:27,560
it? 
How can I make this better? 

1215
00:55:27,640 --> 00:55:29,880
You know, if I, if I flare 
really hard because I've 

1216
00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:33,440
misjudged my circle, you know, 
I'll hit it less hard. 

1217
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:35,800
OK, that's what I'm going to do.
You know, when you're downwind 

1218
00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,960
landing situation, it's like if 
I fly into the high tension 

1219
00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:41,920
lines, that'll kill me. 
So I can't do that any outcome. 

1220
00:55:41,920 --> 00:55:45,680
But that is probably best. 
So you know that in those high 

1221
00:55:45,680 --> 00:55:49,120
intensity situations, knowing 
what's going to kill you and 

1222
00:55:49,120 --> 00:55:53,000
avoiding that is, is probably 
the useful thing to do. 

1223
00:55:53,120 --> 00:55:55,880
But you know, I just wrote a big
article about this, but the 

1224
00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:58,720
people always want to know what 
to do in these high intensity 

1225
00:55:58,720 --> 00:56:00,160
situations. 
Like what do I do when I'm 

1226
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:03,640
getting sucked into a KUNIC? 
I'm landing downwind in the, you

1227
00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:05,240
know, my local LZ. 
What do I do? 

1228
00:56:05,240 --> 00:56:08,480
It's like, well, don't do that. 
You know, what happened is you 

1229
00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:11,240
got sucked into AQ Nim. 
You didn't get sucked into AQ 

1230
00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:14,960
Nim, You flew into AQ Nim. 
I have never seen anybody get 

1231
00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:17,840
sucked into AQ Nim. 
You know, they flew into them. 

1232
00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:21,440
I watched Ava go to 9000 meters.
She thermaled up underneath that

1233
00:56:21,440 --> 00:56:24,560
Q Nim. 
You know, so rather than it's 

1234
00:56:24,560 --> 00:56:26,520
useful to think about what I'm 
going to do in these super 

1235
00:56:26,520 --> 00:56:31,400
extreme situations, but the best
thing to do is to avoid them and

1236
00:56:31,400 --> 00:56:33,800
to think about, you know, I've 
thought a lot about this. 

1237
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:37,480
It's like, OK, you know, I flew 
the Texas dry line for 20 years.

1238
00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:41,360
This is the biggest Q&M Tornado 
Alley area possibly in the 

1239
00:56:41,360 --> 00:56:43,280
world. 
Every day it's going to go 

1240
00:56:43,280 --> 00:56:45,280
ballistic, but I'm planning to 
fly there. 

1241
00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:49,080
So what do I need to watch there
so I don't fly into AQ and M? 

1242
00:56:49,160 --> 00:56:51,800
You know, there's this, this 
really bothers me. 

1243
00:56:51,800 --> 00:56:53,440
People are like, well, I got 
sucked in. 

1244
00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:54,680
No, you didn't. 
You flew in. 

1245
00:56:54,760 --> 00:56:58,160
And once you start taking kind 
of real responsibility for the 

1246
00:56:58,160 --> 00:57:01,200
outcomes, then you then you 
could fix those outcomes. 

1247
00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:03,520
But this is a problem, 
especially for some reason in 

1248
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:05,800
paragliding where people are 
like, you know, I got sucked 

1249
00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:07,320
into a cloud. 
The clouds suck. 

1250
00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:12,760
This is a bullshit like every 
it's a thermal that goes into it

1251
00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:16,240
like don't do that. 
Like yeah, OK, how are you going

1252
00:57:16,240 --> 00:57:18,160
to not do that? 
Well, I'm going to start my 

1253
00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:21,520
glide out earlier in a day with 
with that it's overcast and I 

1254
00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:23,680
can't see the Q&M's. 
I'm going to check the radar on 

1255
00:57:23,680 --> 00:57:26,680
my phone because you know what 
you can do that in 90% of the 

1256
00:57:26,680 --> 00:57:30,120
world Well look at that. 
The 150K in front of you is now 

1257
00:57:30,120 --> 00:57:33,840
going to 12,000 meters 
publishing go land. 

1258
00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:37,360
So it's it's yeah. 
Anyhow, long rant about that. 

1259
00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:41,560
But do focus on avoiding those 
situations and building 

1260
00:57:41,560 --> 00:57:44,920
knowledge to avoid them rather 
than just solving them. 

1261
00:57:45,040 --> 00:57:47,840
But people tend to want to solve
them rather than avoid them. 

1262
00:57:47,920 --> 00:57:51,080
Yeah, I think, you know, this is
a bit personal to me because I 

1263
00:57:51,080 --> 00:57:54,760
think within my first or SEC 
first year of flying I was 90 

1264
00:57:54,760 --> 00:57:57,360
hour pilot or something. 
I had a deployment over 

1265
00:57:57,360 --> 00:58:01,120
Dharamshala in B and that was 
just asymmetric going into 

1266
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:04,400
cascade and went into double 
twisted auto rotation. 

1267
00:58:04,400 --> 00:58:10,040
So what I might like I my, my 
brain said fight it until it 

1268
00:58:10,040 --> 00:58:13,840
reached G point where I was 
like, hey, man, either deploy or

1269
00:58:13,840 --> 00:58:16,520
you're passing out. 
You know that that maybe that 

1270
00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:20,680
blackout was coming in. 
So my thing is, there was a 

1271
00:58:20,680 --> 00:58:24,600
point in time where I just 
accepted my fate and said that 

1272
00:58:24,680 --> 00:58:27,680
now it's either the handle or 
it's over. 

1273
00:58:28,080 --> 00:58:32,480
So if you are going towards an 
impact or a final like 

1274
00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:37,520
undesirable state, is it OK to 
give up and brace for impact or 

1275
00:58:37,520 --> 00:58:41,440
should you kind of keep on 
fighting until the last bit? 

1276
00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:45,080
Because that has eaten me up 
since that day that hey, why did

1277
00:58:45,080 --> 00:58:48,560
you just give up when you were 
2000 thousand meters at least to

1278
00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:51,240
clearance and bracing for 
impact. 

1279
00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:54,880
When should that come and should
be peaceful when that comes in 

1280
00:58:54,880 --> 00:58:56,520
your mind so. 
Thank you for telling me that. 

1281
00:58:56,520 --> 00:58:59,600
And it's it sounds like it was 
personal and emotional and still

1282
00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:03,360
driving you a little bit today. 
So, so a couple quick responses 

1283
00:59:03,360 --> 00:59:04,760
to that. 
The first is that you did the 

1284
00:59:04,760 --> 00:59:06,560
right thing. 
You you're in a situation that 

1285
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:09,480
you did not see how it was going
to get better and you're getting

1286
00:59:09,760 --> 00:59:13,680
G doubt and you know, you 3 
reserve, most everybody I know 

1287
00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:16,320
that's thrown the reserve has 
walked away. 

1288
00:59:16,400 --> 00:59:19,640
A lot of people, I'd say most 
everybody I've known that hasn't

1289
00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:22,360
thrown the reserve but has 
braced for impact has gotten 

1290
00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:24,720
really messed up. 
So in my books, you did the 

1291
00:59:24,720 --> 00:59:27,080
right thing. 
You were, you had a solution to 

1292
00:59:27,080 --> 00:59:29,480
a problem. 
And you know, if you're a very, 

1293
00:59:29,480 --> 00:59:32,120
very experienced pilot, maybe 
you have other solutions to that

1294
00:59:32,120 --> 00:59:34,400
problem, but you didn't have the
capacity anymore. 

1295
00:59:34,800 --> 00:59:37,200
So you did the logical thing, 
which is throw your reserve. 

1296
00:59:37,720 --> 00:59:39,720
I think that's awesome. 
I wish more people did that. 

1297
00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:42,280
If more people threw their 
reserves earlier, we'd have a 

1298
00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:43,960
lot less fatalities and 
paragliding. 

1299
00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:46,960
That is really clear to me, you 
know, and, and people like, oh, 

1300
00:59:47,240 --> 00:59:48,800
but you could go into a power 
line. 

1301
00:59:48,800 --> 00:59:50,960
Well sure you could, but you 
could go into the power line 

1302
00:59:50,960 --> 00:59:53,480
fighting your glider all the way
into the dirt and hit the tower 

1303
00:59:53,480 --> 00:59:56,960
going 120 K an hour and break 
everything in your body. 

1304
00:59:56,960 --> 01:00:01,240
Like very few situations are 
improved by riding the 

1305
01:00:01,240 --> 01:00:03,960
paraglider into the dirt. 
So you threw early and I think 

1306
01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:05,880
that's awesome. 
I guess the second thing I'd ask

1307
01:00:05,880 --> 01:00:08,120
you is a question. 
If if you took that ace same 

1308
01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:09,960
asymmetric today, what would 
happen to you? 

1309
01:00:10,200 --> 01:00:12,280
Easy. 
I hopefully know how to come out

1310
01:00:12,280 --> 01:00:14,120
of it. 
And why do you and how do you 

1311
01:00:14,120 --> 01:00:15,680
know that? 
It's just went out and put in 

1312
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:16,480
the work. 
Yeah. 

1313
01:00:16,480 --> 01:00:18,280
So you built capacity to handle 
that. 

1314
01:00:18,360 --> 01:00:21,120
So your problem wasn't what 
should I brace for impact to 

1315
01:00:21,120 --> 01:00:24,080
throw my reserve like these are 
not neither what are these are 

1316
01:00:24,080 --> 01:00:25,840
like? 
Like by the time you've gotten 

1317
01:00:25,840 --> 01:00:28,840
to that point, you did the right
thing, you threw your reserve. 

1318
01:00:28,880 --> 01:00:32,320
But the bigger picture here is 
again to build capacity. 

1319
01:00:32,560 --> 01:00:34,680
Asymmetrics are an expected part
of paragliding. 

1320
01:00:34,760 --> 01:00:37,160
So are frontals on speed bar on 
two line gliders. 

1321
01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:40,920
This is these things will happen
and have we built the capacity 

1322
01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:43,160
to manage them or not. 
You know you're going to get 

1323
01:00:43,160 --> 01:00:46,520
sucked into a QM if you've if 
you are not paying attention to 

1324
01:00:46,520 --> 01:00:48,680
the environment around you, this
will happen. 

1325
01:00:48,720 --> 01:00:51,800
There's this is QMS are you 
know, it's just part of flying. 

1326
01:00:51,800 --> 01:00:53,400
They're out there. 
But if you've developed the 

1327
01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:55,920
tools to pay attention to your 
environment and look at your 

1328
01:00:55,920 --> 01:00:59,760
phone now you're developing 
capacity to avoid the situation,

1329
01:00:59,840 --> 01:01:02,200
not just go and I read I 
listened to this article. 

1330
01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:05,160
This guy got sucked into a he 
flew into a QM and he's like, I 

1331
01:01:05,160 --> 01:01:07,960
need a faster glider so I could 
fly away faster. 

1332
01:01:08,360 --> 01:01:11,800
This is total bullshit. 
You need to not fly into Qdibs. 

1333
01:01:11,840 --> 01:01:13,960
You need to have the 
understanding of the systems. 

1334
01:01:13,960 --> 01:01:17,120
It doesn't matter whether you're
on a, you know, the hottest cop 

1335
01:01:17,120 --> 01:01:20,280
ship in existence or an A wing. 
It the difference is like not a 

1336
01:01:20,280 --> 01:01:24,120
lot really in terms of getting, 
you know, the inflow to Acunium 

1337
01:01:24,120 --> 01:01:27,040
is going very, very fast. 
I've been in a couple of them. 

1338
01:01:27,040 --> 01:01:28,360
It's shit. 
I screwed up. 

1339
01:01:28,360 --> 01:01:30,400
And you do not want to have this
experience. 

1340
01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:34,240
Doesn't matter what you're on. 
So, you know, avoidance and is 

1341
01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:38,680
capacity is good, but avoiding 
it is is more is more better, 

1342
01:01:39,840 --> 01:01:41,760
Yeah. 
Love it. 

1343
01:01:41,760 --> 01:01:42,440
Love it. 
Will. 

1344
01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:45,880
I think this is one of the most 
comprehensive talks we have had 

1345
01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:49,880
on staying safe and yet having 
fun without, you know, 

1346
01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:53,160
normalizing or obsessing risk 
assessment or something. 

1347
01:01:53,160 --> 01:01:55,280
So yeah. 
And that what you just said is 

1348
01:01:55,280 --> 01:01:57,160
really important. 
It's like people forget why 

1349
01:01:57,240 --> 01:01:59,760
everybody wants to make 
paragliding safe, and it's not 

1350
01:01:59,760 --> 01:02:01,240
safe. 
I don't care who you are or what

1351
01:02:01,240 --> 01:02:03,360
you do, you're going to hit the 
ground sooner or later. 

1352
01:02:03,360 --> 01:02:05,320
This is what happens. 
And some of the people are like,

1353
01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:07,520
I've got it all figured out. 
I've got the perfect sauce. 

1354
01:02:08,000 --> 01:02:09,760
When I fly safely, they hit the 
ground, man. 

1355
01:02:09,760 --> 01:02:11,560
I've seen this happen several 
times. 

1356
01:02:11,840 --> 01:02:15,200
Word that over the years. 
So you got to think that this is

1357
01:02:15,200 --> 01:02:18,560
fun and worth that possibility. 
Like to me it is. 

1358
01:02:18,640 --> 01:02:22,040
Flying paragliders is awesome. 
It's worth the risk to me. 

1359
01:02:22,160 --> 01:02:24,600
And I know that it's very likely
that sooner or later I'll get it

1360
01:02:24,600 --> 01:02:26,960
wrong and I'll hit the ground. 
I'm not doing this safely. 

1361
01:02:26,960 --> 01:02:31,680
It's really dangerous, but I can
make it somewhat safer and I can

1362
01:02:31,920 --> 01:02:35,280
make good decisions and focus in
the process of making good 

1363
01:02:35,280 --> 01:02:37,680
decisions. 
And then if it goes bad, you 

1364
01:02:37,680 --> 01:02:40,200
know, like, well, I, I really 
did think about this and I made 

1365
01:02:40,200 --> 01:02:43,200
a good effort and, and I, you 
know, I didn't hit it, but you 

1366
01:02:43,200 --> 01:02:45,360
know, at least I put the work in
and, and tried. 

1367
01:02:45,360 --> 01:02:49,360
So being process driven, failing
safely, you know, some of the 

1368
01:02:49,360 --> 01:02:52,200
tools we've talked about, I, I 
hope they resonate a little bit 

1369
01:02:52,200 --> 01:02:55,280
with people and with you and it,
and then the ultimate goal is to

1370
01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:57,200
come up with your own. 
I'm just making this shit up. 

1371
01:02:57,240 --> 01:03:00,080
It's like based on a lot of 
experience, but it's just my 

1372
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:02,240
bottle and you got to develop 
your own and everybody does. 

1373
01:03:02,240 --> 01:03:03,560
And I and I wish them luck with 
that. 

1374
01:03:04,080 --> 01:03:07,240
Thank you for those words of 
wisdom and kindness for sharing 

1375
01:03:07,240 --> 01:03:10,000
them with us, Will. 
And all I can say is that you, 

1376
01:03:10,040 --> 01:03:12,880
your lifestyle and the way you 
impart knowledge is, is an 

1377
01:03:12,880 --> 01:03:16,200
inspiration. 
So keep rocking and we will keep

1378
01:03:16,200 --> 01:03:18,280
getting inspired. 
Thank you once again. 

1379
01:03:18,280 --> 01:03:19,360
Thank you. 
Pleasure you. 

1380
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:20,520
Thanks. 
I'm really glad you threw your 

1381
01:03:20,520 --> 01:03:21,440
reserve man. 
You're here. 

1382
01:03:21,440 --> 01:03:23,880
Good decision. 
So right on and look forward to 

1383
01:03:23,880 --> 01:03:25,880
seeing out a hill somewhere. 
Likewise, will likewise.

