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Welcome to the Islands Christian
Church podcast. 

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every week. 

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Thanks for joining us. 
All right, well, good morning 

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Islands family. 
I'd give it a 8 out of 10. 

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I get this time of morning. 
I give it a 10 out of 10. 

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You all did great. 
For those who don't know me, I 

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am Ernie and I have the 
privilege of filling in here 

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periodically when Steven is is 
not able to be here. 

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So it is always a joy and a 
privilege. 

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And I know I say that every 
time, but I truly do mean it. 

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It is like coming back to 
family. 

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So if you're new here, I 
couldn't encourage you enough to

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join the Connect event. 
I'm an outsider insider kind of 

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guy, if that makes sense. 
But man, when you come to a 

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place and Miss Stella gives you 
a hug and says, I love you, she 

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means it and it's beautiful. 
If you want to go ahead and turn

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to the book of Daniel, if you 
have your Bibles, I'm sure 

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that's the place you spend a lot
of time in in your your 

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scriptures. 
They're going to be in Daniel 

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this morning. 
There's a question that I hope 

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sticks with you the rest of your
life that I want to ask you this

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morning because I think it could
be really helpful. 

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And that's my goal this morning 
is to offer you all hope and to 

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help you. 
Here's the question probably 

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won't make sense to the very 
end, but stick with me, OK here.

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What if you could hear the 
narrator's perspective of your 

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life? 
I'll say it again, what if you 

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could hear the narrator's 
perspective of your life? 

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I want to tell you about a 
conversation I had. 

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Actually, I think it was 3 weeks
ago today. 

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I have a friend that used to be 
part of my church when I was a 

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pastor and younger man younger 
than me, which is easier and 

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easier to come by these days. 
And we've been friends for quite

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a while. 
And I know that he's been on 

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this journey. 
Are you guys familiar with the 

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term deconstructing your fate? 
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Yeah. 
So he's been on that journey. 

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And I've known we've we've had 
some great conversations. 

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And it's not like the fiery 
Ernie preacher conversations 

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where it's like it's just asking
questions, listening, trying to 

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understand. 
Don't ever go preacher mode on 

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people that are deconstructing 
their faith, by the way, I'll 

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tell you that now. 
Don't do that, please. 

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I didn't realize this. 
He's in the military, and he had

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been in a part of the world 
where he had an NDA. 

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And recently that that was 
lifted and he was able to open 

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up more of his story. 
And he was very clear, Hey, 

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Ernie, I'm at a point now I'm no
longer a Christian, OK? 

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He had been in Afghanistan and 
we pulled out. 

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And I know that could be a hot 
button topic, so forget all the 

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political whichever way you land
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But he had seen human atrocity 
at a level no human being should

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ever have to see. 
He came back to a wife who no 

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longer wanted to be a wife. 
God, if you've been married more

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than 5 minutes, you know how 
complicated that discussion. 

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He also in the dialogue, he 
knows a lot of my story parts of

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it. 
You, you all don't know, you 

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know, about us losing a child 
and particularly a part that 

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there was something I'd been 
praying over for like 3 years 

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and when the answer finally 
came, it unleashed the hell in 

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my life that I would not wish on
to anybody. 

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And this guy knows it. 
In the course of the 

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conversation, this is Ernie. 
Why haven't you looked at God 

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and said, what the heck? 
But he didn't say that. 

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He didn't even say the age it 
was anyways. 

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Like I would tell you the 
acronym, but then you would 

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think of the word and we don't 
need to do that this morning, 

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but you get the point. 
The truth is I have, but he 

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knows. 
But then he got more pointed and

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he said, Ernie, why are you 
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Like, I've closed that chapter 
in my life and I want to fully 

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close it. 
And then he told me this, he 

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says, But there's this little 
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There's this little piece I 
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He says the. 
Only reason why I'm still. 

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There, Ernie is you. 
Because you. 

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Make no sense to me. 
You shouldn't be a Christian 

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anymore. 
I don't say that in any way to 

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can any accolades on me. 
Trust me, I don't want that on 

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my back. 
But I promise you this look at 

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me. 
There are other people watching 

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you. 
So my goal today is try just to 

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try and give my friend an answer
as to why I'm still a Christian.

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And it's not always intellectual
guys, when we began to 

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deconstruct our faith. 
And maybe you're here and you're

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there. 
And I am not in any way offering

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the slightest bit of 
condemnation. 

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I love my friend and he knows he
doesn't have to believe what I 

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believe for me to love him and 
maintain his our friendship. 

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But I think there's probably two
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maybe online. 
There are those who desperately 

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need to hear my answer and there
are those who one day will. 

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So I'm going to do my best to 
try and help you, all the while 

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admitting you may hear this may 
shock you all and I hope this 

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doesn't happen. 
But a month from now, you've 

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Steven may stand up and say man 
already said he's no longer a 

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Christian. 
I don't intend on that being the

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case, but if I'm being gut level
honest, it's a razor's edge. 

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Happy Sunday. 
So let's pray we're going to get

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into this. 
Lord help. 

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Help to build the foundation of 
faith through Your word that is 

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unshakeable. 
Use me. 

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Use my story. 
Use Daniel to help us to begin 

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to earnestly ask to keep this 
question for the remainder of 

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our lives. 
What would the narrator say? 

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The first story was being told. 
Holy Spirit, we invite you to 

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speak. 
We pray the prayer of your 

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servant Samuel. 
Speak now for your servants are 

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listening in Christ's name, 
Amen. 

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All right, we're going to be in 
Daniel one. 

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I want to read just the intro to
the book of Daniel in my ESP 

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Bible just so it gives you a bit
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What's going on exile to Babylon
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So we're just going to say 
roughly 3000 years ago. 

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So we're going to be learning 
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3000 years ago, give or take 200
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Daniel was one of several young 
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Nebuchadnezzar's court. 
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539, Daniel was again given a 
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So he saw two different regimes,
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the Persian. 1 He remained 
faithful to God in both of those

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hostile environments. 
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both of those hostile 
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From the interpretation of 
dreams to the familiar stories 

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of the fiery furnace, the lion's
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wall to the prophetic visions, 
the recurrent theme in Daniel is

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God's sovereignty over human 
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The recurring theme is God's 
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And if you live long enough, 
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God is not going to feel 
sovereign over your affairs, and

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he sure as heck isn't going to 
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And Daniel is going to have 
every reason to question that, I

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would venture to say more so 
probably than most of us in this

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room. 
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I don't know your story. 
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And what we're going to see this
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incredible. 
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sovereignty is written all over 
the book in the historical 

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sections, chapters one through 
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God supernaturally rescued 
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The rest of the book consists of
visions of the future judgment 

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and deliverance by the Messiah. 
Some of Daniel's prophetic 

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themes are echoed in the New 
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Revelation. 
There we go, Daniel one in the 

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third year of the reign of 
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Nebuchadnezzar, king of Babylon,
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it. 
And the Lord gave Jehokim, king 

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of Judah, into his hand with 
some of the vessels of the House

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of God, and he brought them to 
the land of Shinar, to the House

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of his God, and placed the 
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God. 
Then the king commanded Ashwin 

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as his chief eunuch, to bring 
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both of the royal family and of 
the nobility, youths without 

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blemish, of good appearance and 
skillful in all wisdom, endowed 

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with knowledge, understanding, 
learning and competent to stand 

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in the King's palace and to 
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language of the Chaldeans. 
The king assigned to them a 

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daily portion of the food that 
the king ate and of the wine 

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that he drank. 
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three years, and at the end of 
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before the king. 
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Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah of
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And the chief of the units gave 
them names that I'm not even 

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going to try. 
Anybody want to? 

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We always call him Shadrach 
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So there's a lot to unpack here.
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Daniel was a part of either the 
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lead of Jerusalem. 
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His nation had just been 
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That God had been prophesied 
like you could read Isaiah lot, 

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some of the Old Testament 
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coming. 
Israel or Judah, excuse me, the 

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northern tribe, Israel had 
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Syria. 
Like they have rebelled against 

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me and they're going to be 
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And Daniel just happened to get 
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world circumstances and the sin 
that his nation had done and God

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was punishing them. 
And there's so much here to 

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unpack, though, about what's 
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notice the house, the the 
articles that were taken from 

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the temple? 
This means, yes, you noticed it 

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all right. 
And so Nebuchadnezzar took some 

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of the articles from the temple 
of Yahweh, Israel's God, and put

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them in the temple of his gods. 
Here's why that's important to 

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our story and understanding the 
culture of the ancient Near East

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for the ancient year East where 
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gods were more like 
geographical, like gods of 

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certain areas and you had gods 
depending on who you were, gods 

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of fertility, God of like giving
you far, blessing your farms and

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all of that. 
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when one nation conquered 
another, essentially that was 

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saying our God is better than 
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Now pause for a second. 
You're Daniel. 

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You're meant to experience this 
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Your nation's been conquered, 
and I don't have time to go into

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the atrocities like we just get 
in a couple lines. 

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Let me just say it this way. 
Daniel was not put on a back of 

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a horse and carted back to 
Babylon and a real cushy rot. 

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Do some Googling if you want 
about what the Babylonians would

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do to people they conquered and 
Daniel and his friends. 

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Their nation had been conquered,
their nation had been conquered,

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they had suffered immensely. 
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detail is they came from 
nobility. 

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So was Daniel blue collar or 
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White collar through and 
through. 

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Educated, smart, intelligent, 
and up to this point we don't 

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know, probably living a pretty 
great life. 

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When I think of nobility, I 
don't. 

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I don't. 
Know what that's? 

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Like, but I can't help but 
imagine you probably got 

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servants, you probably got a bit
of ego about you, and all of a 

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sudden the rug just gets 
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them when it's hard enough to go
through hard times. 

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But let's face it, if you kind. 
Of been in the coal mines your 

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whole life and you get dragged 
somewhere. 

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It's like, yeah, this sucks. 
But I mean, I know. 

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Hardship in life. 
Does that make sense? 

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So when you've been living. 
Here and you get dragged down 

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to. 
Here that makes the. 

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Difference of belief and trust 
that much. 

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Wider we're meant to understand 
that and then. 

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Who is Daniel placed? 
Under not his name, but what is?

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What is this title? 
Anybody want to chief of 

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eunuchs? 
Do you know what that means? 

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That happened to Daniel and his 
friends. 

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It's implicitly here. 
Excuse me. 

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It's it's explicitly stated in 
Isaiah. 

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This was prophesied about that 
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his children, some of a seed as 
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in the House of Nebuchadnezzar. 
So there is no doubt that Daniel

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and his three friends have been 
made eunuchs. 

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And I don't know how to say this
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To be made a eunuch in the 
ancient Near East means for a 

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young man your testicles will be
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And they did this for various 
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Sometimes the kings would put. 
Eunuchs over their harem. 

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I know ladies, this is crazy. 
But men had kings, had harems of

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women. 
And guess what, you don't. 

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Have to worry about. 
When you put a eunuch. 

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Over your harem, that guy. 
So now imagine, imagine what are

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circumstances telling Daniel at 
this? 

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Point. 
Snatched from his. 

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Homeland taking on a journey. 
Remove his manhood, his 

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masculinity removed from him as 
a young man. 

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I will never propagate my name. 
I will never. 

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Have children. 
I have every reason to turn my 

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back on God. 
I have every reason to say God 

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can't be real. 
Now we don't get. 

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That from Daniel, but Daniel. 
Was a human being just like you 

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and I you? 
Can't tell me that he. 

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Didn't go through that. 
You can't tell me that. 

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There weren't the guttural 
cries. 

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You ever done this like in your 
car or maybe laying out 

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prostrate in your bathroom or 
wherever? 

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Why? 
God, why that type of prayer? 

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Because Daniel, I'm telling you,
it doesn't say it here, but I 

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know we had to be saying. 
That or the age-old guard in 

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question that mankind has 
wrestled with it still to this 

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day. 
And I understand it is not an 

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easy question. 
How can God be all powerful and 

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all love him? 
And this happened to me and that

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has been enough to catapult many
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And let me say this, if you're 
here today or you're watching or

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whatever, if that's you and you 
just, you had enough of the pain

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and you chose to just. 
Show out and you chose maybe you

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couldn't take it anymore so you.
Turn to the bottle, or you turn 

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to drugs, or you turn to 
anything and everything. 

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That we can as human beings. 
You are not without hope. 

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You may not have went the way. 
Daniel did, but I want to. 

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Encourage you with something. 
You're not without hope. 

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You are not left aside. 
Like as Carl Jung once said, 

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every addiction is just a 
misplaced. 

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Prayer. 
You. 

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Just you. 
Just wanted the pain to. 

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Stop and God. 
Wasn't showing up in your story 

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the way. 
You thought he. 

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Should and so you took. 
Matters in your own hands. 

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Been there, done that. 
You are not. 

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Without hope I don't want. 
Daniel to discourage you. 

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I want you to walk away 
encouraged. 

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And I want you to believe, I 
believe for you that if you're 

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hearing this is because the God 
of the Bible, the God that Sean 

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was talking about has opened the
doors wide, still has them swung

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open for you. 
If you're breathing, there's 

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hope. 
And Daniel had every reason. 

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And I'm telling you. 
If I was. 

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Daniel, I'm tapping out. 
Do you notice what was what was 

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going on here? 
Nebuchadnezzar wanted to 

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assimilate these wise men into 
Chaldean culture. 

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Smart. 
We're going to bring him in for 

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three years. 
We're going to teach him our 

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books. 
We're going to teach him our way

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of living. 
And what's really cool. 

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If you want to, I'm telling you,
if you want to learn to live as 

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a modern missionary, read the 
book of Daniel, especially the 

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first six chapters. 
Watch this man's life. 

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They didn't pitch a fit. 
Hang new man. 

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I got no leg to stand on. 
You don't go to the. 

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King and say no. 
But Nebuchadnezzar was smart. 

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Anybody here in sales? 
Just me, A couple of us, man. 

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If I get somebody to go eat with
me, we're in a conversation. 

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Food is powerful. 
So remember, Daniel and his 

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friends came from nobility. 
What do you what kind of food do

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you think they were used to? 
Probably their King's table. 

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And what were they offered? 
The meat and wine of the King's 

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table. 
Uh oh. 

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There's where our conundrum 
begins for Daniel. 

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Why? 
He was Jewish. 

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Nebuchadnezzar was a Pagan king.
Guess what? 

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Meats on the menu if you're a 
Pagan king, every part of the 

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pig. 
Now he knew the laws of God. 

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He'd been raised in him, the 
dietary laws of the Old 

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Testament. 
Daniel was firmly under and it 

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was meant to be a sign in a 
statement to the world of how we

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are different from you. 
Our God says there are certain 

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things we can't eat, certain 
things that we can't eat. 

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And that's what comes into play.
Now, if I'm Daniel, I'm telling 

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you right now, there's probably 
a 99 out of 100 times a chance 

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that I'm saying, forget it, My 
God's abandoned me. 

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I've been screaming into the 
night, why? 

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And I get a chance to eat like a
king. 

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And all I have to do is 
compromise my dietary laws. 

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All I have to do basically is 
say, hey, God, that was a good 

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run. 
But I'm here now and I'm just 

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going to do it this way because 
I'm hurting. 

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I'm disillusioned you, I'm 
angry. 

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So I'm just going to go. 
I'm just going to do like all 

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the others. 
Maybe you're different. 

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I hope you are. 
I hope you're like Daniel. 

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I just have to be honest with 
myself. 

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It takes like this and say, if 
that's me, I don't know if I'm 

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landing where Daniel land. 
And I will say that like 

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boastfully. 
I just say that honest. 

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And that's what amazes me about 
stories like this is there was a

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real human, I mean a real human 
being. 

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This is not like mythology. 
Daniel was a real human being, 

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like you and I completely 
different culture, completely 

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different part of the world, but
he was a human being. 

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Look what he did verse 8. 
But Daniel resolved that he 

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would not defile himself with 
the King's food or with the wine

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that he drank. 
Therefore, he asked the chief of

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eunuchs to allow him not to 
defile himself, and God gave 

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Daniel favor and compassion in 
the sight of the chief of the 

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eunuchs. 
There's your narrator, by the 

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way. 
Do you see it? 

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All of a sudden we get a third 
person perspective. 

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God gave Daniel favor. 
You know who doesn't know that, 

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Daniel? 
He doesn't know that that's the 

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narrator. 
And we get the benefit. 

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Of that now reading. 
Into that. 

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So it makes the story start to 
make sense. 

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To us, but not to Daniel. 
Daniel's in the middle. 

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Of it, he's living it. 
He's not getting that narration.

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This is after the fact, probably
long after Daniel's dead and 

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gone. 
That this is written. 

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Don't know all the intricacies 
of that for you. 

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I probably should have looked a 
little deeper, but that's OK. 

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You get the point. 
And here's the question, what 

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would you do if your life was 
being narrated? 

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Because what you're walking 
through right now, what you're 

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in the midst of, or what you 
will walk through one day, I 

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can't give you a lot of 
promises. 

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And I know how hopeless it could
feel and how dark and how hard 

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it can feel. 
But do you know what? 

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God may not be with you in the 
way he was with Daniel, giving 

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favor to the chief of eunuchs. 
Hope to God you don't ever need 

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that kind of favor. 
But what would the narrator say?

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That's the question for you to 
ask. 

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And it's I don't think Daniel 
was entirely so different or 

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special compared to you. 
And I is God is our God. 

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So let's read on. 
And the chief of the eunuch said

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to Daniel, I fear, my Lord, the 
king, who has signed your food 

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and your drink, for why should 
he see that you were in worse 

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condition than the youths who 
are of your own? 

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Age so you would endanger my. 
Head with the king, guys. 

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That is not hyperbole. 
That is real. 

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The chief of the eunuchs, to 
which Daniel appealed, and he. 

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Didn't come all arrogant, he 
stayed humble and said hey come 

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on man. 
I can't eat this food. 

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He's like. 
You don't realize what you're 

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saying, Daniel. 
If you look worse than the 

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others and there's an 
investigation and the king finds

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out I wasn't giving you the fare
from his table, but I'm giving 

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you vegetables and water. 
Guess what happens to my? 

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Head, quite literally, it will 
be removed from my body. 

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Daniel was asking this guy to 
risk his life for him, and 

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because God had given him favor,
he does. 

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Then Daniel said to the steward.
Who was the chief of? 

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The eunuchs that is signed over 
these guys. 

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Daniel. 
Yeah, you know the names. 

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Test your servants for 10 days. 
Let us be given vegetables to 

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eat and water to drink. 
Then let our appearance and the 

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appearance of the youth who eat 
the King's food be observed by 

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you and deal with your servants 
according to what you see. 

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So he listened to them in this 
matter and tested them for 10 

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days. 
At the end of 10 days, it was 

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seen that they were better in 
appearance, in fatter in flesh 

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than all the youths who ate the 
King's food. 

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So the steward took away the 
food and the wine they were to 

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drink and gave them vegetables, 
which, by the way, you're 

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supposed to laugh at that, You 
know, every time. 

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I mean, when I read it, I just 
kind of laughed. 

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And I was like, man, Daniel, you
talk about stepping out of the 

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frying pan and into the fire. 
What do I mean? 

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All right, so Daniel's made his 
choice and his three friends 

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have, right. 
But there are others there. 

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Can you imagine? 
Matt, you're getting the King's 

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meat and wine. 
All of a sudden this sucker 

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comes up and says I want 
vegetables and water and it 

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works. 
And for three years. 

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Do you know what you. 
Get for three years vegetables 

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and water I. 
Got some stuff I want to say to.

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Daniel, I don't care who. 
Your God is like why did you do 

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that? 
I guarantee. 

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You he got some blowback. 
For that one, for that move. 

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I. 
Guarantee you he did. 

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There were some of those people.
There is like. 

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Come on man, we had the good 
stuff. 

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And now you're giving me. 
Broccoli and water. 

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That ain't me. 
That maybe. 

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You. 
That's my. 

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Wife, she'll take the give me 
the meat and. 

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Wine all day, like let's do it. 
And I just kind of laugh at that

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story. 
And then we go on. 

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And these four years, God gave 
them learning and skill and all 

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literature, wisdom, and Daniel 
had understanding and all vision

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and dreams all given from God, 
which is very important for the 

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narrator to tell us that. 
Because if you keep reading in 

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the very next chapter, Daniel's 
ability to interpret dreams and 

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visions saves not only his life 
and his friends lives, but the 

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lives of all the the wise men, 
including the magicians and 

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astrologers and Nebuchadnezzar's
court. 

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Because the man was a madman. 
But the narrator tells us, he 

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set me up. 
You're getting a foreshadow for 

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what's about to. 
We're not going to get into it 

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today, but I love how the story 
begins to unfold. 

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And once again, we get the 
narrator's perspective. 

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These four youths, God gave them
learning and skill and all 

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literature and wisdom and the 
King's going to test them and 

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they're going to be better than 
all the rest. 

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That's how the story influence. 
So why am I still a Christian? 

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Because of stories just like 
this. 

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And you have to learn to root 
that into your story. 

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See, Daniel resolved long before
this moment. 

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You don't resolve typically in 
moments like this. 

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And you know how I said I would 
probably eat the the meat and 

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drink the wine? 
But Daniel had resolved at some 

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point in his story, at some 
point in his life, not to defile

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himself with the King's meat or 
with food that was 

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inappropriate. 
He took seriously the laws of 

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God and he took seriously 
worshipping his God through 

452
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,000
them. 
And he had built this pattern 

453
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,840
and established it. 
And at some point we all have to

454
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:18,280
resolve, come hell or high 
water, I am going to follow 

455
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,520
Jesus. 
He's worth it for me and my. 

456
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:21,400
Story. 
Here's how it. 

457
00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:24,920
Came 15 years old became a 
Christian Jesus kind of 

458
00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:27,840
radically stepped into my story 
when I wasn't even looking for 

459
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:29,960
him. 
He had the nut the gall to 

460
00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:37,440
intrude on my life and save me 
come on Jesus and I lived like 

461
00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:42,400
that for about two weeks I was a
sophomore in high school. 

462
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:47,240
I still remember to this day, 
and I despise this term to this 

463
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:51,440
day, Reverend, like all of a 
sudden, you know, because for I 

464
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,760
was already pretty Pagan. 
And so pretty quickly it was 

465
00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:55,840
like, oh, do you hear about 
Ernie Banks? 

466
00:29:55,840 --> 00:29:58,800
And I mean, I remember having 
Mr. Pool wording my, my algebra 

467
00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:01,240
2 teacher, which is yet another 
reason why I hate algebra. 

468
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:04,080
But he started calling me Rev in
the class. 

469
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:06,680
And, you know, not in a 
friendly, fun way, but in a 

470
00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:09,080
derogatory like, Oh, here's 
Ernie. 

471
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:10,800
So that lasted for about two 
weeks. 

472
00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:21,400
I had no foundation and like 
discipleship and the heat was 

473
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:23,360
too much for me. 
I didn't like it. 

474
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:28,120
So you know what I did? 
I didn't consciously deconstruct

475
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:29,720
my faith. 
We didn't know any terms like 

476
00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:32,720
that back then. 
I just decided, hey, I'm going 

477
00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:35,160
to live life on my own terms, 
and I did. 

478
00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:49,120
Before the next four years, I 
spit at Jesus over There's no 

479
00:30:50,240 --> 00:31:02,580
and over again as a young man. 
And at 19, he had the gall to 

480
00:31:02,580 --> 00:31:07,740
come back. 
Not that he ever left, but he 

481
00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:10,220
had the gall to kind of work 
some stuff in my life, like a 

482
00:31:10,220 --> 00:31:12,940
chastisement. 
That was pretty harsh to me at 

483
00:31:12,940 --> 00:31:15,020
the time. 
It felt terrible At 19. 

484
00:31:15,020 --> 00:31:21,380
Now I let back that was nothing 
but it was enough to bring me to

485
00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:23,180
a place of brokenness and 
surrender. 

486
00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:31,280
It came for me to a .1 day and I
had known. 

487
00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:39,440
There have been moments where I 
I knew that what I was doing was

488
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:49,720
wrong. 
But it came to a point and I met

489
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:59,240
Jesus and that moment, not a 
religion, not a baptism, not a. 

490
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,480
Confession I met. 
Jesus. 

491
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:06,080
And I found. 
Someone like so when, when, when

492
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:09,480
Sean or I or whoever says the 
the the doors are open wide. 

493
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,880
The reason why I could tell you 
that. 

494
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:13,280
Was so certainty. 
Is because they were for me 

495
00:32:13,280 --> 00:32:16,360
still they shouldn't have been. 
They should have been closed. 

496
00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:18,560
They should have been. 
You had your chance boy, I'm 

497
00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:20,760
done with you. 
And he wasn't. 

498
00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:25,360
And I met a Jesus and I fell in 
love with him and I told him if 

499
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:28,840
you will take me back I will 
follow you all of my days. 

500
00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:32,280
And I had no idea what I was 
committing to as a 19. 

501
00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:37,240
Year old young man. 
No idea, but I have never gotten

502
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:38,840
over. 
Jesus. 

503
00:32:39,640 --> 00:32:42,720
And his love, and his grace, and
his mercy. 

504
00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:46,800
And I have had the serpent on so
many nights whisper. 

505
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:48,600
Into my ear. 
Had enough? 

506
00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:54,680
Yet is he still worth it, Ernie?
And somehow, by the grace of 

507
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:58,240
God, I can look at my friend and
say the reason I'm still a 

508
00:32:58,240 --> 00:33:00,920
Christian is because I'm a kept 
man. 

509
00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:06,320
I'm a loved man, and regardless 
of what life throws at me, I 

510
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:08,760
have something historically to 
look back upon. 

511
00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:12,760
The cross of Jesus, the death, 
burial and resurrection of the 

512
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:16,160
Son of God. 
And somehow, somehow, miracle of

513
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:20,560
all miracles, when I was a young
man in the 1990s, yes, I lived 

514
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:22,160
in a. 
Different century than some of. 

515
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:26,320
You. 
Jesus came radically throughout 

516
00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:27,240
my. 
Story. 

517
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:31,400
And there are so. 
Much that I don't understand. 

518
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:35,560
The older I get the less. 
I feel like I understand. 

519
00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:38,120
But there is one. 
Thing that I. 

520
00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:46,520
Cling to. 
Is Jesus and his love and his 

521
00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:50,480
mercy even when it feels like 
the opposite. 

522
00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:04,120
I also have the narrators story.
I have an answer. 

523
00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:05,360
So do you. 
You may not know it. 

524
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,040
Can you throw Romans 15 on 
there? 

525
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:18,400
Do we have that? 
This is Paul written 1000 years 

526
00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:22,800
war after Daniel. 
All right, 600, we'll say 1000. 

527
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:28,600
Whatever was written in former 
days, Guess what was written in 

528
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,920
former days? 
The book of Daniel. 

529
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:36,239
He's writing to Christians. 
Why is Daniel there? 

530
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:43,480
It was written for your mind. 
Instruction that through 

531
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:47,800
endurance a good people. 
Do you have to endure a good 

532
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:53,760
meal or enjoy a good meal? 
You know when you need 

533
00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:58,720
endurance? 
When you're in the gym, or are 

534
00:34:58,720 --> 00:35:03,040
you pulling the 3rd consecutive 
12 hour shift or the babies are 

535
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:05,920
up at 2:00 in the morning to get
that, You don't need endurance 

536
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:10,000
for the good times, you need it 
for the hard times. 

537
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:15,560
So through endurance. 
And through the encouragement of

538
00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:19,160
the scriptures, through the 
encouragement of Daniel's story,

539
00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:21,000
do you know what you and I are 
supposed to take away from 

540
00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:27,640
Daniel's story? 
We might have hope because you 

541
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:30,080
and I are never going to have 
the narrator show up in our 

542
00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:32,080
story. 
But what we have to trust is the

543
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:34,760
same narrator who was narrating 
Daniel's story. 

544
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:39,760
Guess what he's doing in yours? 
He's narrating it, which could 

545
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:42,360
be really tricky and really 
hard, but we have. 

546
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:45,160
Something firm. 
And resolute to stand on. 

547
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:49,120
I can go to the book of Daniel 
and I can imbibe that. 

548
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:53,520
Into my life and say OK God, OK 
I don't like what? 

549
00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:55,360
You're doing right now. 
It hurts. 

550
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:58,160
I don't want to keep. 
Believing, but I want. 

551
00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:00,200
To trust you. 
Because of this. 

552
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:03,920
Story I will trust you. 
I will resolve like Daniel. 

553
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,760
I will be resilient by the grace
of God. 

554
00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:10,000
There is power. 
For me to believe and have hope 

555
00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:13,960
and keep going. 
So that's why I'm still a 

556
00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:17,440
Christian and all this begins to
change my perspective. 

557
00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:25,520
The question of how could God be
all powerful and all loving and 

558
00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:28,840
allow evil in the world? 
It's not just a something that 

559
00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,520
perplexes theologians or 
theists. 

560
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:34,000
It's also a problem for atheists
when you get on the 

561
00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:36,320
philosophical side. 
Here's what I want to tell you. 

562
00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:39,760
You guys know jiu jitsu? 
Obviously I do. 

563
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:44,040
One of the keys to jiu jitsu 
that. 

564
00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:48,480
What I understand theoretically,
not experientially, is that what

565
00:36:48,480 --> 00:36:52,000
you do is you you kind of flip 
your opponent's power against 

566
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,760
them, like you learned to kind 
of transfer that power against. 

567
00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:55,800
Them right. 
So wait. 

568
00:36:55,800 --> 00:36:57,640
Here's what I want to tell you. 
I want to. 

569
00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:01,440
Teach you how to do that because
that question I've resolved in 

570
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:03,240
my heart. 
Is a garden question. 

571
00:37:03,240 --> 00:37:05,000
Here's what I mean. 
How could God be all? 

572
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,680
Loving and all powerful. 
And allow this well. 

573
00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:11,720
That's the same thing that the 
the serpent offered Adam. 

574
00:37:11,720 --> 00:37:13,960
And Eve in the garden, just in a
different package. 

575
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,560
If you eat this tree. 
God knows you. 

576
00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:21,400
Will be like who? 
Him discerning good from evil. 

577
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:22,880
And that's what that question 
is. 

578
00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:27,480
I get to Satan, say I Ernie, you
get to be the decider of what's 

579
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:31,160
good and evil. 
You get to be the judge of God. 

580
00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:34,760
And so here's how you jujitsu 
that question. 

581
00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:37,920
Here's how you begin to fight. 
Here flip it on its. 

582
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:40,360
Head and say the same question. 
Whoa, whoa, whoa. 

583
00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:43,200
Wait a minute, snake. 
Wait a minute, Ernie, talk to 

584
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:44,960
yourself. 
I mean, don't say Ernie, that'd 

585
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:49,040
be weird. 
How about this question? 

586
00:37:49,520 --> 00:37:52,000
How? 
Could God be all loving and all 

587
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:56,720
powerful and let someone perfect
like His Son die in my place? 

588
00:37:56,800 --> 00:38:00,160
That might be a better question 
to ask and answer in those 

589
00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:02,360
moments. 
And that's how you begin to flip

590
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:03,920
it. 
And it's not a denial. 

591
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:06,080
Sometimes you have to live with 
the pain. 

592
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:08,360
Sometimes you have to live with 
the why. 

593
00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:11,040
You will not get the answers you
want always. 

594
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:14,600
But there are solid places to 
land, my friend. 

595
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:17,600
There's solid places to land 
that matter. 

596
00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:19,680
They're far better than where 
you're landing. 

597
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:21,800
And deep down inside, you know 
it. 

598
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:25,120
And you have to trust when life 
doesn't make. 

599
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:31,840
Sense because Daniel did and 
then lastly, I'm still a 

600
00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:37,520
Christian because I believe the 
end of the narrator story told 

601
00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:43,840
from a first person perspective 
being in this Jesus is coming 

602
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:49,960
back and everything that was 
made wrong in the garden will be

603
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:55,240
made right and the wonder and 
the beauty and the mystery of 

604
00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:57,040
the crosses. 
This is process of Romans. 

605
00:38:57,440 --> 00:39:02,640
God could be both just and the 
justifier of the ungodly. 

606
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:07,520
What does that mean? 
Some of you have been so wrong 

607
00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:11,680
in life. 
You have been robbed of justice 

608
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:16,440
and you know it and I know it. 
And there's no way morally, 

609
00:39:16,720 --> 00:39:21,120
ethically or legally, you can 
get what should be coming to you

610
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:23,760
if you. 
Have a problem? 

611
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:27,400
With God's wrath, which is what 
he's talking about, justice will

612
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:28,760
come. 
One day on the ungodly. 

613
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:31,920
He's going to clean house. 
If you have a problem with that.

614
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:35,680
I would say you've probably 
never been robbed of justice. 

615
00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:39,400
Because if you ever have, then 
it begins to make more sense 

616
00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:46,320
because you long for it. 
It's unfair and there's nothing 

617
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:49,480
you can do about it. 
And that robs you of authority. 

618
00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:53,280
It robs you of autonomy. 
It just, it's infuriating to 

619
00:39:53,280 --> 00:39:58,080
have someone do evil to you and 
not be able to respond in kind. 

620
00:39:58,240 --> 00:40:00,840
And even Paul says that it 
drives me crazy. 

621
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:03,720
Love your enemy. 
Pray for those that despitefully

622
00:40:03,720 --> 00:40:05,400
use you. 
And you don't want to know what 

623
00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:07,920
I tell Paul sometimes in secret 
moments about that. 

624
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:12,200
You don't. 
But I bet you would too. 

625
00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:13,240
I bet. 
You do too. 

626
00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:16,480
And that's the beauty of it all.
One day Jesus is coming back. 

627
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:19,280
And listen, do you know who 
deserves God's wrath when he 

628
00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:23,640
comes back? 
Every one of us. 

629
00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:29,400
But for all who've embraced 
Jesus, we get love, grace and 

630
00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:32,280
mercy. 
And maybe even those who've 

631
00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:34,560
wronged. 
You it'll be settled on the. 

632
00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:42,200
Cross. 
And if not, if not, justice will

633
00:40:42,200 --> 00:40:49,440
finally come in the form of a 
king who roots out all evil. 

634
00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:53,720
Believe it or not, that is good 
news. 

635
00:40:55,360 --> 00:41:02,760
My friend who saw atrocious evil
God was not black to it. 

636
00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:09,040
It's only a matter of time. 
Or for the all who've 

637
00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:17,200
perpetrated you, they'll either 
bow to Jesus now, for they'll 

638
00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:25,600
bow to whom. 
And I still think that's the the

639
00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:29,560
most logical story of all of 
them that I hear. 

640
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,400
All the religions, all the 
philosophies still just makes 

641
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:41,920
the most sense to me. 
So I hope for you today you can 

642
00:41:41,920 --> 00:41:44,760
continue to ask the question, 
what? 

643
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:47,320
What did the narrator say of my 
story? 

644
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:53,440
And let that bring you hope 
through all the darkness, 

645
00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:58,040
through all of the pain, through
all of the suffering. 

646
00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:03,480
And it won't be long. 
I mean, our lives are not that 

647
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:06,960
long. 
It won't be long and King. 

648
00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:12,760
Jesus will return and we. 
Will walk in that victory for 

649
00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:13,960
the rest. 
Of our lives. 

650
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:20,240
And all this, I don't even know 
if it'll be a wisp of a memory. 

651
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:25,000
Just don't know. 
All right, let's pray. 

652
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:33,400
Yeah. 
Father, I pray that this 

653
00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:40,400
question would stay with us and 
we would be able to honestly and

654
00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:47,640
openly dialogue with you, 
dialogue with ourselves, and we 

655
00:42:47,640 --> 00:42:53,160
would keep coming back to this 
and say there is a narrator and 

656
00:42:53,160 --> 00:43:00,320
he has good in mind. 
Father, thank you so much that I

657
00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:04,000
still believe that is a gift for
you. 

658
00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:09,680
I pray that for everyone of my 
hearers, maybe for the first 

659
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:16,160
time or maybe for the millions, 
how they would be able to say I 

660
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:22,440
believe or I still believe. 
Help us, we pray in Jesus name, 

661
00:43:23,280 --> 00:44:06,880
Amen. 
The.

