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I, I'm telling you, I'm just like, I am so sick of these
staged little studios. Like I like to bring it back to
the old school days. Your girl is has been in the
podcast and radio game for years.
And I I like how raw it's about to get my next guest, Blake
Lovely almost to the other name, but we're not going to say her
name. Blake Lovely is currently up for
an XMA award nomination and that is for the trans clip creator of
the year. You can start voting right now
as you all listen to this episode.
You can start your votes right now because the voting ends on
May 12th. So you know your girls on the
deadline to get this episode out so you can keep those votes
coming in. And that's who I would to get
down and dirty with her because I feel like there's just so much
to talk about. You've written a horror novel,
which I think is amazing. You are a musician.
I'm just like, what can't you do, Blake?
But I got to bring in the rowdy frat boys because that's how we
do it around here. So bring on rowdy frat boys.
Our lovely guest, Blake. Lovely.
Thank you, rowdy frat boys. That's exactly how we get down
here on Sapphire's Airplay. Blake, I I got it.
I feel like I'm just looking at your rap sheet and I'm like,
wow, I could really just go anywhere with you.
Earlier we were talking about boobies and you have I'm just
listen, I'm gay. I tell I love good boobs.
If I see some good titties, I'm going to respectfully just say
great, great asset right there. Beautiful, had to and all.
I'm just like, I'm in lust. I'm in lust already and we've
barely known each other. It's already good.
Yeah, hold on, hold on. Just get enough more, a little
bit more. A little bit more, there we go.
Make yourself comfortable, make yourself comfortable, cozy and
comfy. Now you were saying earlier that
you know I can't go any bigger. The back problems already
starting, I have so glad that you like we're just starting off
the bat with this because I don't think people understand
sometimes bigger is not always better.
No, no, for me it's I shouldn't have done breast implants.
My jeans are big titty jeans. So when I started hormone
replacement therapy, I grew a fucked on a breast tissue and I
had B cups before I did my implants and I went to ACI, went
to a full C and I was 11 months on hormones when I did my
consultation. So he was like oh you have more
breast tissue than most trans women I treat so this is as big
as they're going to get. Dude.
Couldn't have been more fucking wrong because I switched, I
switched to a pellet estrogen implant and I am now 40, double
D instead of full C. So it was a mistake and I, I
really, I'm going to tell you right now, fucking trans women
that are watching this get on the right hormone dose and see
how that works for you. First, don't just be rushing
into the surgery, you know, situation because A, it's so
expensive. B, it's a health risk.
C like, you know, once they're in there, they're there, you
know, it's like hard to take them out.
Like, you know, that's another surgery, another recovery, more
scars, more healing, right so. I'm so glad that you are.
I'm, I'm so glad you're shedding light about this because I feel
like more and more, even in and out of the adult industry, I've
heard so many women, trans and CIS women who are really going
back on their decisions of implants or, you know, telling
women out there like, Hey, there are other natural implants that
are better for you in the longer, you know, in the
longevity of it. It's crazy and natural breast.
Grains you. Know and I'm still talking for.
Everyone. Oh my goodness.
And I mean, I had no idea, as you know, for trans women out
there, the breast tissue. So walk me through that.
So you started doing hormones and you've just recently
transitioned, only about 3 years, right?
Three years ago for me was two weeks ago.
Wow. Actually, you know what?
Estrogen didn't start for me until I think May 10th, so
technically not even on my third year yet.
Oh my, how? How are you feeling?
I mean like this is amazing. I'm I heard that once you hit
your third year, it becomes easy, becomes normal.
It's less of like a you got to think about it like you got to
like, you know, like the things that make it feel foreign in the
first two years. Once you hit your third year,
kind of go away. And for the most part that is
true. I'm so much better at handling
the hormonal mood swings. I'm so much better at like
wanting to rush into body dysmorphia based surgeries.
You know what I mean? Like it really just calm the
fuck down. You also get comfortable and
you'll like find that you're like walking around with more
confidence and just not thinking about being trans.
And I'm telling you, that's what gets you fucking clocked.
It's literally energy. It's like if you are scared, you
look like you got something to hide.
Like you, you know what I mean? And unfortunately, and mega
America right now, like passing is really important for our
safety. So that has been an important
thing for me is just being confident, being comfortable
handling the mood swings, you know, because they they
fluctuate, you know, very much like, you know, when you have
your period. Like for me, it's like a daily
fucking thing I have to deal with.
But I've gotten way better at handling it.
Well, if I have, I have to say, you know, it's not for
everybody. And it's definitely an everyday
struggle that a lot of women don't get to talk about.
And especially being in the industry, I can only imagine
what it's like to maybe have, like you said, the pressures of
MAGA America to try to protect yourself.
But also you have to not only just protect yourself, you got
to protect your brand. You probably have to deal with a
lot of fan backlash, you know, or maybe there's more embrace
with the fans. I mean, I feel like every woman
I've ever talked to who's, you know, either sis or you know, in
transition, the the fan reactions are always different.
Here's the one thing that I hate about the adult film world that
absolutely needs to change, sis Straight, heterosexual directors
and performer. Directors and producers hiring
trans women and kind of forcing us to detransition, but because
they prefer us to be able to be more functional and to do the
job of a male talent. And while some of us love to
talk, like to be able to do some of the things that they want us
to do requires us to stop our estrogen, which messes with our
mental health. It causes our body to kind of
regress in these physical and psychological changes, which are
supposed to be permanent. And it can really fuck up your
body. And that's one thing I want to
see them stop doing. Stop encouraging.
Stop that. Like, like find the right person
for the job, but don't make it a requirement to be fucking
successful. You know?
I'm very, very privileged where I don't depend on a damn person
to be who I am anymore. You know?
I'll shoot for whoever. I love working with anyone, but
it's an unspoken thing. I'm not naming anybody
particular when I say that it is just a known thing in the
industry that directors and producers want you to be able to
do a certain thing and they require it.
And if you do, you know, if you stop taking your hormones,
you're able to do that better. And I just, I want to see that
change. I do.
Yeah, I, I would love to see that change as well.
You know, myself working behind the scenes for a lot of
different companies over the years and even just getting to
know a lot of the trans men and women in the industry from
producing them on Vivid and Playboy Radio back in the day,
there was always this discussion.
Now there's more light to be shed, but I feel like, like you
said, the adult industry is still so far back when we talk
about the respect and the boundary lines.
I mean, I've talked about it about my black brothers and
sisters out there. And I'm really like with the
it's like you have the issues with the black community, then
you have issues with the L GB TQIAI mean, at one point, at
some point you would think that this bubble, what kind of burst
in the industry where it's like, can we just welcome everybody?
Can we just respect? Can we?
Work is down 80% this year, 80% work is down.
What do you think it is? Do you blame the studios?
Do you blame, you know, the economy?
Is it kind of hand in hand like what is going on?
Three things. One Trump's America policy,
destroying a business model which no longer can work anymore
in today's society. 2 The rise of the independent content
creator and paid platforms and subscription platforms, which is
what has killed every other industry.
It's killed movies, it's killed music.
Think about it. You know, labels don't sign
people based off of like, oh, you're a potentially great
artist that we can invest millions of dollars in and shape
your career. It's, you know, Spotify killed
record labels the same way that only fans and loyal fans are
killing studios and Spotify and Apple Music.
You know, all that shit killed so many labels.
Like 95% of them died and then you just had like the four big
ones, right? And then they only sign people
based off of virility. That has nothing to do with
their involvement. They only sign for sure things,
right? Subscription platform started
that. What happened to movies?
Look at the quality of movies that are being put out now.
Look at the frequency of big blockbuster movies going over to
paid platforms. Look how many streaming
platforms there are. Look at, you know, that's it's
moving more towards that model. It's killing the theater
industry, right? And now you're seeing that here
again with subscription platforms.
So it's Trump's America with that.
And then it's run by a bunch of boomers, people that are in
their 50s and 60s that come from a different time, that think
that women with tattoos are too old to be anything but a MILF.
Doesn't matter how young she is. Not realizing that my entire
generation, Gen. Z started getting tattoos, like
henna tattoos when we were like 16 in high school.
And then by the time we were 2122, we were like covered,
right? And that's our generation.
We grew up watching like people like Post Malone, Amy Winehouse,
you know what I mean? Like, that's, that's what we
fucking were exposed to. And you got these guys that are
65, some of them pushing almost 70, making decisions based on
how things were on the 80s and 90s.
And there was a pay gap between performers that were not.
Still is still. Yeah, there's still.
There's still. Yeah.
I don't fucking open my mouth. I don't care.
I got no problem talking about it because the people that I
shoot for a don't practice these things.
So there's only 5 directors that you transport.
Really there's only like 5-5 or six.
That's how small the market is for it.
Even though it's the number 2 search category on Pornhub.
So so few studios are doing. Why is it so popular?
It's because of the rise of the
independent content creator. That's why.
There was a girl that was nominated at AVN last year named
Puppy Girl XO. She was a straight bottom, never
shot studio, never used her deck, nothing.
And she had like hundreds of millions of views and was ranked
in the top of Pornhub. And I'm like, this is exactly
why trans porn is popular because you've got all of these
guys that are secretively down low looking up like these subby
bottom, very passable feminine bottom trans women fantasizing
about fucking them and then deleting their search history,
not subscribing to these company sites that are behind pay walls.
Like trans angels are not spending money there.
It's only the people that are looking for that niche release
that they can't get anywhere else to spend money with those
platforms. So those studios are stuck
making making porn only for those people.
It's like a it's like being an artist and then putting putting
out music for a fan base. That's what they're doing.
And there's only five of them right now that do it.
But that's why it's as popular as it is, because the trans, a
super hot trans woman can be anything to a lot of different
people. They can be a dominant tricks,
they can be a top, they can be versatile, they can be
submissive and you know, ultra feminine, traditional feminine,
right? Whatever the hell they want.
They can put them in those little boxes, but there's a huge
giant box that the studios aren't able to fill as much
because they're not getting the financial support from the
majority of people that are looking this shit up because
they're ashamed of that and they don't want a paper trail.
So that's why they're on my only fans and shit like that.
You know, I, I didn't make it into the top point percent
because I shot for gender XI made it into the top point
percent on only fans because I shot for gender X.
But I didn't base all of my success and worth off of
shooting for these people. As much as I love shooting for
them. I would call, I would leave
right now if they called me and to go shoot for them because I
love them and I respect what they do.
But if you base all of yourself worth, and you base your success
in your career off of these 5-6 people, at least on my side of
it, you will not succeed. I completely agree.
I feel like nowadays especially, you know, no matter where you're
living, cost of living is way too fucking high to just have
one job. We all would love to have that
one job that pays for everything.
But it's like, like you said, content creators, adult content
creators, they are in their fucking bag.
As much as people like you got to be in your fucking bag.
Everything is marketable. Everything is.
Marketable. So that's the job.
The job is you are a independent contract creator and studio is
promo for your paid platforms. That's what it is.
And if you think that's not the reality, then you were living in
the 90s. It does hear me about like how
much of it has been just transitioning and honestly just
like teeter tottering between the adult industry back into
mainstream industry. It's just, it's horrible.
The radio industry is suffering. I've been laid off from radio
for two years now. I'm completely independent now
for the first time in my life. And you know, now I'm also in a
career kind of change. It's like I'm not leaving radio.
It's just now I'm trying to get to my multiple bags, trying to
become an intimacy coordinator in the same other industry that
may or may not be tanking. The fact that now I'm like, oh,
outside of California looks really good right now, but can I
still have my, you know, love of entertainment?
Can I still work in the entertainment field if I'm
leaving? You know, the Mecca of
supposedly the entertainment industry It.
Just depends, you know, like there's great movie stuff in, in
Atlanta. There's a lot of mainstream
movie stuff in Atlanta right now.
A lot of it is being. Shot there.
New York, great if you're into music.
Nashville abso fucking lutely. Nashville, 100%.
But then you got to think about racism, you got to think about
homophobia, you got to think about MAGA America.
But you know, this shit's fucking dying, girl.
I'll be real with you. That shit is going to be gone by
the end of the year. It is.
So yeah, you can feel it. You can feel it shifting.
Like I get. I was thinking about this the
other day, like I have like been on dates, you know, with like
straight none right throughout my transition and I don't have
to put up with any of the things now that I used to have to put
up with like a year ago, two years ago.
Like if there is a man who messages me like on a dating
app, I'm just going to use this as an example.
Like 2 years ago that was like a discreet hot guy that like
really wanted to hook up with me but was ashamed.
I can go get someone who's more attractive than him at a local
bar who won't give a fuck that I'm trans within the 1st 5
minutes, then put up with these guys bullshit anymore.
And every time I get an opportunity to educate someone
like that I do I make these motherfuckers like feel
uncomfortable. I call them out on their
bullshit. They're dehumanizing.
And I'm like, you know, you can keep acting like a little scared
baby and never get what you want because I'm just going to go to
the hot guy who appreciates me every time.
Not you. Sorry.
Because there's a lot of them now.
Like, I can pick who I want. I don't have to settle for you.
I love that I do see a change really like despite.
Positivity. I'm trying, you know what it's
like I I got to search for it. You got to search for the
positivity, but it's like, I know what's out there.
I know. That they're I'm constantly
positive, toxic positive at some time.
I'd rather, you know what? I'd rather have toxically
positive people in my life than the toxic negative people
because it's like, how the fuck do you just wake up and you're
just fucking miserable every day?
It's called everyone. It's called living in Los
Angeles. I got to say, even moving just
like a little bit out on the outskirts of LA now an hour and
a half, I'm like, you know what? It's peaceful.
It's a little different. It's different, Yeah.
The energy, you feel it in the air, it's not Even so much like
a yeah, you know, that's, that's what I will say.
That's, that's what's killing studio porn.
It's and it's killing it. I don't, I don't want to hear
any motherfucker get on this and go, no motherfucker.
Work is down 80%. And I know this from people that
are like big mainstream companies, people that are
working big mainstream agencies, people that are on my side.
You know, the only people that are getting shot are new girls
for like a tiny little bit. And then it just stops, you
know, And I'm someone who's shot over like 50-60 pro scenes,
produced my own award-winning, you know, DVD.
We got a bigger 1 coming this year.
Like I, I'm not like, like a bitter, like washed up person
saying this. Like I'm very much in my prime
and doing very well. And I can still call, call it
for what it is. Like it is, it is Trump's
America. It is subscription platforms and
it is the rise of the independent content creator that
is, that is changed everything. And.
Whoever doesn't. None.
And if you're going to say otherwise, you're lying.
And if you know what, you're just going to die like a
dinosaur. Like that's what's going to
happen. Like if you are either going to
adapt to the times or you're going to follow the same path as
all these other record labels and all these other, you know,
film production companies and go under, that's what's going to
happen to you As to you've got two options there.
Me, honey, not safe. Very.
True. It's sad to say.
Like there is that that bit of glamour, that grit that is
missing from the entertainment world, even in the adult
industry, I feel like. Yeah, like the digital era, even
the golden era, even just though like porn is not the same as it
was 5-6 years ago, obviously. Because of.
The two. Years ago.
Even two years ago yeah, it's crazy.
It's crazy how it's like forever now changing and then I want to
get into more production talk with you too because let's.
Talk. I know that you have this bigger
project that's coming out. Let's talk about that.
OK, can't say too much. Oh, oh, just give me a taste.
What? What am I Privy to?
Give me some exclusive juiciness.
The cast of my last movie, which had Aubrey, Kate, me, Jade,
Venus, Foxy, Haven, Rose and a bunch of like bigger male
performers like Derek, Derek Cage, Pierce, Paris, you know,
it's I would say just in terms of star power, just looking at
the cast balloon three times bigger.
Really. Three times bigger than that
just looking at the cast. And making this, this is going
to be now your second directorial project.
So it's like, how do you feel wearing?
Oh, I'm sorry, correction. I may not be directing this one.
I mean, I'm definitely executive producing that.
OK, I'm. I'm definitely one of the the
girls in it and I'm executive producing it.
And I'm also, I wrote the story. I did not write the official
script, but I wrote, I wrote the story of the last one.
It was all, it was all my idea. I, I, I pitched a story outline
to Andre Madness, who used to write all these films for Adam
and Eve. And the dude's a fucking genius.
And I'm like, look, I want Tarantino.
I want 90s Throwback Breakfast Club.
Give it to me. I want that nostalgia.
And he did love it. And this time we got We got A
Star is born. So can we possibly hear some
music from you? Yes, you could.
There will be music in the There will be a music video that comes
with that. There will be a live performance
in it. It will be based loosely off of
things that have transpired with me in the last 2-3 years of my
experiences in LA in the entertainment industry and kind
of throwing some shade. The shit that goes on with like
Diddy and crap like that because it's very real.
Very real. Listen, I am all for, you know,
no matter what people say about call out culture.
No, no, it's called accountability.
It is time for Yeah, like the truth needs to be told and
narratives need. Some nasty truths they're going
to send out there are certain, you know, like it's not all
straight heterosexual assist men directors that are the problem.
I've met some women that are just as problematic that are
gay, you know, and you know, they didn't shit like
appropriate trans women and, you know, act like they're an ally.
And it's, it's all going to come out in the wash in the next few
years. And, you know, but you know,
it's not my, it's not my place to call these people out because
like it's, it's got to come with a culture change.
Like one person getting pissed off online and calling someone
out doesn't do anything. All it does is cause unnecessary
drama, right? So what, what you wait for is
for the other shoe to fall, right?
The same way that we're watching Trump's America crumble right
now, MAGA crumble. You know, you're going to see a
lot of the appropriation and the fucking, the fake ally, the
virtue signaling crap. It's going to come to an end in
the next couple of years, and then those people are going to
have to answer for it. And I fucking can't wait.
I cannot wait for that to happen.
Oh my God, Michael. Jackson popcorn meme and
everything because it's just like, I don't know again, how we
have gotten this far and and so far back on on so many sides of
this. It's like I just, I can't.
And with the the most recent incident, please if that does
not scream fake news. Literally.
And you know what? Some of these fucking companies,
Speaking of going backwards, some of these fucking companies
that have built a name off of trans porn were bought out big
overseas, like investors in other countries that are anti
LGBTQ and want to take it away from shooting that kind of shit.
And I'm like, that's literally what major studio and you're
going to try to take it away. You know, I'm like, there's no
one in particular am I mentioning when I'm saying these
things. It's not the people I've worked
for, it's not the people I am in circles with.
It's just, it's a big industry and maybe a small pond, but it's
a big industry. And you know, I come into
contact with a lot of people at avionics biz, all these places,
and I pay attention and I watch and I take notes and I go, OK, I
see why these political moves are being made.
I get why certain people are doing this.
I get why these business moves are happening.
And I just go, I'm going to watch this.
I'm going to take note of that. I'm going to watch it.
I'm going to stay in my lane. I'm going to be respectful.
I'm going to do my own thing and I'm going to make the important
changes the way that I can get them done because as, as as they
say, you catch more flies with honey than you do with salt.
Very true, very true. I I've never, I never
reciprocate shit talking. I never reciprocate being
negative, putting other people down.
But these things that I've brought up, they're just general
observations that pretty much anyone in this industry would,
you know, go. Yeah.
But yeah, like that's happening. And some of these directors are
still fucking the talent like they are like.
And it's, yeah, it's. It's, it's going to change.
It's, it's, it has to change. It has to change the culture of
everything has to change. The fact that now that there's
talks about intimacy coordinators coming into the
adult industry, wine should have been happening a long time ago.
I love that. But also, again, the casting
couch fables, they still happen. They're not.
They're not fables. It happened.
Robert Moran, one O 1 modeling, all that shit that keeps popping
up on Twitter every 5 seconds. Like the dude, his suit like 50.
That's the one guy I'll publicly speak about just because he
like, I've seen the drama on Twitter with that guy at one O 1
modeling now probably five times in the last year.
And every time it's like a New Girl with a new story comes out,
blows up, and then it gets hushed, and then it happens
again. And it's like, at what point is
this going to stop? Exactly At what point?
Yeah. I mean, at what point are, you
know, these companies and award shows even going to show, I
don't know, more respect to the trans community, you know, even
when. I think that we're getting
there. I think, I think it's a process.
You know, shit didn't happen overnight.
We didn't get gay marriage overnight.
We didn't get, we didn't get, you know, a lot of like we
didn't get the end of a lot of the civil rights stuff in the
60s overnight. They get it takes time.
And unfortunately, trans people have been part of every
marginalized group since the dawn of time because we've been
so small. There's never been enough public
attention on us to drive any sort of movement to get a policy
change for us until recently. A dumb as Trump and MAGA handed
it to us on a silver fucking platter baby.
Because these people went so psychotic and we're on the wrong
side of history and all these crimes against humanity.
It's it put it's going to push us.
And to finally me getting to see the shit change while I'm still
young and pretty. And I love that.
I love that I thought I was going to be an old washed up
Crone by the time this shit started to change.
But I don't get away much longer.
I love watching it all crumble. I'm like fuck you redneck MAGA
assholes. I am so enjoying every second of
watching her. It died and my dad is amongst
them. My own fucking father is amongst
these psychos. And you know, props to Avion for
what they did this last year. They've included us in so many
categories. X business always been so
supportive of us at the XM. As you know, they bring us on
stage. They have multiple categories
for us now. They let us give speeches.
You know, this is shit that like 10-15 years ago would have never
been possible. So I want to give credit where
credit's due. And hats off to studios like
Gender Acts, Adult Time, Evil Angel, Groovy, you know, Suzy Q,
Michael, like directors like that that are really putting
trans porn on the pedestal it deserves.
Are we even close to where mainstream porn girls are at
where there's 80 studios to shoot for?
Absolutely not. Or not even 110th of the way
there. But it's still important to
acknowledge the progress that's been made and to give credit
where credits to like I wouldn't have been able to make Once Upon
a TS summer if I didn't shoot for Jim Powers and Susie
Michael, Susie Michael and fucking, you know, Tom Moore.
You know, all these people that like mentored like what what it
means to like make transport. Like they inspired me.
They gave me motivation. You know, I I've learned so much
for them and I would shoot for them at the drop of the hat, But
that doesn't mean there's not room.
That's 5-6 people I just named Ricky Green one.
There's never a big one, right? Bring bring the give us.
There's 80 studios as I said, for assist performers, 80,
there's 6 for us. So even if we got to 20 or 30
like it would, it would make also, I'm going to call the
dolls out. We are awful to each other
because there is so little work and it's so competitive and
there's so for people to shoot for that.
Often times we think stepping on each other's neck will help us
get ahead. You know what I mean?
And. I don't understand.
The whole doll culture, it'll help doll culture too, like when
they're more studios and there's more work and there's less
competition. So I think it, I think it's a
good thing. I think it's happening.
I think we should give credit where credit's due, but also
like the door is open for so much positive change.
And I'm hoping I can be part of that this year with what I'm
doing. I have a feeling that you are.
I do have a feeling that you are a part of this.
There's something bigger ahead. But I was going to say, you
know, there's two things. One, I absolutely hate when
women are just pitted against each other in any industry and
it doesn't matter. Like, like you said, it's just
like you got the dolls that are against each other that should
be in solidarity. But then you have the bisexual
women, you know, who don't get along with it.
It it's just there's never there's never that happy medium
or is there? I've seen it on all sides of the
of the studio industry. I remember I was in the
bathroom. I hadn't even been in the
industry like 8 months and I was a year and a half in transition
and I was talking to one of my friends, sis performing this
girl walks in. She's big, big following.
She's a big mainstream porn star, but she's kind of more of
like a young, I don't want to say gives off almost underage
vibes, but that was kind of like her thing that made her
successful. So she comes in the room and
just instantly my friend goes, hey, it's so nice to meet you.
I think. Is there a reason why you
blocked me on Instagram? I just went like that and then
crumpled up paper towel and like threw it at the trash can that
was like right next to her. It was almost like she was
throwing it at her, rolled her eyes and then walked out the
room. And these people have never even
communicated with each other. And I'm like that right there is
the definition of what needs to go away.
And it's a lot worse than doll culture just because there's so
few directors. There's so many, there's so few
of us. And like, I'm lucky and
privilege where I'm generally pretty great friends with
everyone and I don't have issues with people.
Doesn't mean I haven't seen it because I have and I really
don't. I really don't like it because a
big reason why I got in porn was there's really no other place to
find trans girls. You know, at least that's what I
thought because it's it's really, really hard because the
the big misconception and I have I've had my brain corrected on
this sense is the majority of us are hiding and don't really want
to be discovered, mainly just because of how the world has
been. You know, it's not a safe place
to be loud and proud. A lot of them have like been
publicly hiding for decades. And if you're new to
transitioning like I was three years ago, what are you looking
for at the places where you know it exists, right?
You go into gay town, you go into, you know, porn sex work,
right, Looking for that community.
I was that was a that was a third of the reason why I got
involved in porn was community. There is no community, there is
none. It is it is a free for all.
You know, it's let's all go for this thing together and pretend
to get along. And you know, it's, it's really
sad because I love, I love all of these girls and I want us all
to succeed. But as you said, like
circumstances pit people against each other and I, I'm very lucky
where I have a lot of great friends and I have a great
support system. And the people, like I said that
I know don't do this, but it doesn't mean I haven't witnessed
it in this industry and just in LA, you know, transculture in
general. Like it is, it is a thing like I
I tend to try to be the type person who likes to bring
multiple groups together. So I'll have very straight sis
normal friends that I will hang out with.
I'll hang out with a couple of gay guys every once in a while.
I'll hang out with, you know, the very typical doll type of
girls every once in a while. Love is love them all.
But that doesn't mean that like there isn't room to improve
that. And I ultimately just comes down
to I love all these girls. I love all these people and I
just want everyone to be at peace because, you know, up
until very recently, it felt like MAGA America was going to
eat us alive. And if we weren't unified like
that was it? But you know, I, I think I think
that's going to change and I think it starts with there being
more opportunities. You know, it's truly.
Part of it I love how you you know, you keep recognizing not
only just your privilege but just the things that you stand
for and I could really tell that you are just like a girl's girl
like you are just the people per thing and it just like even.
Everybody I work with, you know, that's the thing I love Everyone
I work with, that's the. Thing and that's how it's
supposed to be. That's really how it's supposed
to be. Like one of my favorite stories
that I like to tell them is that I've had this long standing
friendship. I call Anna Fox my wifey
sometimes just because we've known each other.
I love Anna. Like I love how she in
particular will bring a lot of people together.
Some people that you're like wait, y'all have to talk with
each other? Like it's when she brings the
girl together because Oh my God, yes.
And it's like, I want more of that out there.
I mean, even for myself, I'm like, I've always felt like the
outsider in the adult industry because it's like either some
people know me or some people don't know me, but then they'll
hear my name and they're like, oh, OK, you are associated with
so and so. And it's like, I love that, that
there's a welcoming factor to it.
Do you have to search and find that community?
Absolutely. But once that community is
there, once that village is there, it's there for life.
I mean, you really have to do some like drastic fucking shit
to some individuals to get cut off, especially out of her eyes.
And so when you said, you know, finding your own village and
stuff, I feel the same way. There's there was this little
girlies content day that she had over the summer at her place
last year. And I mean, all walks of life,
Black women, trans women, Asian women, Latina, just it was all
girls from all walks of the adult content creation.
And it was just kind of like, hey, we can shoot content
together. We're going to have just a
little kickback. It was great.
It was beautiful to see a lot of these women be fans of each
other and work together. I loved it.
I love that. I love that so much.
And you know, that's another reason I look up to girls like
Anna so much, who's introduced me to wonderful performers.
And as you said, it takes a while to find that village, but
it also takes a village to be successful.
I became successful because of, you know, big performers that
like not only mentored me and brought me to a level of skill
and ability to do the job that I absolutely could not have done.
Just trying to figure it out on my own.
Like a that mentor thing. But also like us working
together collectively on a project like Once Upon a TS
summer is how you become successful.
It's not like, you know, oh, I'm just going to shoot for all
these companies and I'm going to be the main girl that they
shoot, and then I'm going to build a name off of just that.
And I don't need anyone else's help.
It's just me, me, me, me. That doesn't work, you know,
like it does take a village to become successful.
It really dies. And I love how also, you know,
you brought some light on the fact that wine and people are
either going to love or accept, you know, they're going to love
you, they're going to hate you. And it doesn't matter where in
the spectrum of the industry you're in, especially, you know,
putting yourself out there in transition, being newly
transitioning and looking upon your future.
It's like, you know, if you were to leave the business, start a
family or just start a new life, do you think you would have a
proud way to show your past of like how far you've come?
Or, you know, I hate to say, like when people say they leave
the biz, they leave the biz completely and they will never
acknowledge the biz in helping them or maybe helping or
destroying. They sometimes just don't want
to acknowledge the industry at all.
I'm going to say something that maybe people in the industry
don't want to hear, but they need to hear.
That's a two way St. when people stop being relevant sometimes to
for professional studio work, they will act like these people
do not exist anymore, like they've died, like they've
fallen off the face of the earth.
You know what I mean? And I think that culture has fed
people being like, you know, up yours.
I hate the industry. I had nothing to do with it.
I was exploited. I want, you know, it's got to
come from both parties. You know, I think that the
industry needs to to have a better support system for long
term relationships with some of these performers.
You know, that's what you've got.
Girls like Lana Rhodes, that was like the biggest of all time,
like saying delete all of my shit, fuck you doesn't go to any
industry that you know what I mean?
Like that's a great example. Like she was the biggest girl in
the world in 2019 and. Does not want it at all.
But it's not even just that. It's like the city has act like
she never existed either. So it's like it's both of them.
It's it's like we both need to find a relationship that is more
long term and more beneficial instead of just Uzi, Uzi, Uzi,
I'm going to use you to get famous and I'm going to use you
to make money, right? That only works for a couple of
years and then it blows up much like a toxic marriage, right?
So I think it's got to come from both sides.
And like I said, this, this is these are not the people that I
work with. This is a general problem.
You know, that I'm looking at like eagle eye view of like, if
you want to say, OK, what is the issue with the doll film?
It's that you've got people from many, many, many, many years ago
making decisions based off of finances that exploit talent
only as long as they, you know, in their eyes are beneficial.
And then that talent, you know, either becomes bitter and
disenfranchised or they feel used and exploited and then do
the thing that you just said, right?
And it's, it's both, you know, I, I, I think, I think, I think,
I think it's a thing that has to be fixed at both homes.
I'm someone who would be dead without porn.
Porn saved my life. I love this industry.
I love the people that work in it.
I love my Co workers. I love my Co stars because they
they saved me. Like I had no family, I had no
friends. It was fresh out of like a
mental hospital. You know, transitioning was so
hard. The shit that people did to me,
the shit that I went through, I can't even talk about it on
here. But porn gave me a way to make
money, keep me off the streets, bring me in a community, allow a
safe space to be myself, to transition to what you see now,
and to become the woman I am today.
I wouldn't be able to do it without porn.
Once Applied, TS Summer just caused me to get a six figure
recording deal. Wow.
OK, and that was because that movie was so big, it was so
viral. My music from before blew up and
suddenly my catalog was worth 6 figures As opposed to you.
When I got offered for last, it was literally a year and a half
ago. Same label, 12 grand came back
around after that movie came out, my numbers blew up. 6
figure deal. So this shit can be life
changing. This shit can save people's
lives. This shit can lead to other
things. But that doesn't mean you have
to throw it away and never acknowledge it.
You know you can do both. Look at Sophia Locke, she's
amazing. She's doing music right now,
she's using porn to fund it. She's fantastic at both.
You know, like I, I really do wish people wouldn't be so quick
to be like, fuck you. But I do think it comes from the
fact that there's a little bit of that exploitative stuff going
on and it makes some people better.
So that's why I said if you focus on becoming your own
success, no one can take that away from you.
Even if studios stop favoring you or stop shooting you, if
you're successful in your own, then you're not going to have
that bitter resentment. You know, thank you for what you
did for me. I appreciate you.
We're still friends. We'll still go to conventions,
whatever. And if there's an opportunity,
I'm there. But you're not going to feel
that same level of resentment. You don't understand what I'm
saying. Absolutely, absolutely.
I'm so glad that you're speaking about this because also what's
running through my mind and in wrapping unionization of sex
work that is becoming the hottest topic right now is
whether or not sex work adult content creating should be
unionized. I If.
They want to survive. It needs to be if they want to
survive, they're going to help too.
And I don't mean the the performers.
Performers are going to be fine. We've got paper so right.
We don't need to be on a DVD box cover, right?
So it's it's it's if the studios want to survive, they need to
move to more of a long term relationship with these models.
And once again, this is not coming from a place of like
judgement at all because I'm in a very privileged place and I
love everybody I work with. But that doesn't mean I'm not
going to, you know, say see things and be like, OK, well,
yeah, that is definitely contributing to why these things
play out the way that they do. You know, cuz I want everyone to
be just as happy and successful as they possibly can be.
And I know we've spent pretty much the whole interview talking
about like the state of the industry and politics and
whatnot. But if you have any other
questions about my nominations and stuff, I should probably
stop rambling like a crazy cat lady.
No, no, you, you honestly have been amazing.
And it's like these are the things that people do not get to
hear from their favorite starlet a lot.
So I I only hope that people got to know you a little bit more
beyond, you know, just the pretty face the nominations.
But let's talk about those nominations once again.
XMA award nomination for trans clip creator of the year.
You can start your voting now until May 12th.
What do you need the fans to know?
Like with this big like this is now going to be your 20th
nomination, 21st nomination. A 21st nomination and it was my
this is I just started my third year.
March 31st was the anniversary of my second year ending and
starting my third year. So I just started my third year.
It was right after my win at the teas for best DVD sponsored by
adult empire. And you know, each nomination
has been bigger than the last. Each opportunity has been bigger
than the last and everything is fed itself to get to this point
here clip creator of the year is very important because it is
100% based around my own content.
And that would technically include Once Upon a TS summer
because even though it was a studio that, you know,
distributed it, like I still had to put all that together.
I still had to like find the talent, fund it, direct it.
I brought in the best people in the industry to help me and I
would have never been able to do even a fraction of it without
them. But still, everything is
compounded on itself to get here and, you know, getting the
performer of your nomination, you know, X biz and you know,
AVN and best acting performance. All those nominations were
equally as important to me as winning best DVD.
And now this specific award show is recognizing my independent
efforts, which I think is why it means a lot to me.
And it's entirely based off of my my fans nominated me.
So if you know, my fans are going to win because they're
voting for me, right? That's, that's, that's why it's
important that this nomination and this, this time period.
And I'm, I'm so grateful and I'm so aware of, of, of, of the
blessings I have in my life. And I just want the people
watching and my fans to know like I, I would be nothing
without you guys. Thank you for this wonderful
life you've given me. I just want to give it back to
you tenfold. And this new project, you know,
besides the cast, you know, we're looking at having a
director and, you know, potential releases, we're going
to be in categories that I don't think we've ever seen before.
I. I'm so excited.
I am so excited for you and I'm going to be looking out for
music because I want I mean, I feel like there's just so much
that people have yet to know of you, Blake, and you are just
truly a rising starlet. Like you really are really
bringing in that that that heat, that star power.
And I can't wait to hear more details as they keep rolling in
just I'm I'm I just want you to win.
That's really what it is. Let me just say it.
I just want to. There's a novel too.
Like there's little kinds of shit Laney and I are working on,
like not published right now. So it's like there's lots of
things I want to do, you know, I want to be as I, as I, as I get
into my like MILF years, you know, 10-15 years from now,
maybe that's when I'm mainly focusing on being an author,
right. Or something like that.
I love music too. Like I'm, I'm working on a new
project as well. They're like I, I, yeah, like
there's, there's a lot, but I'm not one of these people that is
trying to distance themselves and, you know, move on from
adult film. It's, it's just as important as
all these other things I've been doing.
It's as I told you, I wouldn't be who I am today without it.
I'm not fucking ashamed of it at all.
I'm very quick to, to, to talk about that.
Like if the guy goes ask me out, it comes up in conversation in
the first 5-10 minutes. I'm not hiding that.
I'm not ashamed of it. If that's a problem for you,
that's a problem for you, not me.
You know what I mean? Like I'm very comfortable with
myself. I love it.
Well, where can the earbuds, where can they, you know, get to
know you? Where, where is the links
shouted out right now? Let the people know where you're
at. OK, Instagram Blake Lovely under
score. Twitter under score.
Blake Lovely under score. I'm not calling it XI.
Don't care. Only fans.
You can find me at sarahblakelovely@onlyfans.com.
That's Sara Blake Lovely at onlyfans.com.
My Pornhub is TS Blake lovely. If you want to not, you know,
support me and I'm kidding. It's the joke, you know, because
to call it outside don't, don't, don't don't really give you
revenue. I'm like, you know, the fans
that that come up to me, but they go I watch you in Pornhub.
Like I really do appreciate that because I love the Pornhub team.
I love what they do for us. But the fans that like will brag
about that, it's like, OK, I would much rather have you brag
about tipping me hundreds of dollars or what?
You know what I mean? Like that, That doesn't scream
fan. That screams follower to me.
Big difference between follower and fan.
Big difference. Huge difference.
Well, Blake, it has been such a
pleasure connecting with you. I want to bring you back, you
know, once we get more details on your, you know, your movie,
your wins. I just want to see you win.
Like I said, I just want to see your win.
July, July, that's that's what we're shooting at July this
summer, so it'll it'll be out for this award season.
And yes, Once Upon a TS summer just one best DVD.
You can buy it right now on groovy.com.
You can search Once Upon a TS summer porno and it it will be
everywhere. Like legitimately the movie is
everywhere. Like even the cover art on
Instagram had 20,000 shares. Think about that.
The cover art went viral like literally just the picture of
the cover with like all of us on it had 20,000 shares that.
Is love crazy too? It's a lovely picture.
So go for support. Go and pay for that content,
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