1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:03,560 Warning, the following program is not for the weak hearted, 2 00:00:04,320 --> 00:00:07,800 those who are close minded or in general you're scared to learn 3 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:10,720 what's behind closed doors. Here at Sapphires Airplay. 4 00:00:10,720 --> 00:00:13,840 I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to 5 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:17,880 hold on to, or better yet, get the vibration stimulated through 6 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:19,960 your body. Get ready for one hell of an 7 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:28,840 orgasm in 54321. What is up on my sexy mother 8 00:00:28,840 --> 00:00:32,600 fuckers out there in radio land? It's your girls Sapphire and I 9 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:36,600 am so excited for my next guest. She's pretty much kind of still 10 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:41,160 fresh out of the, you know, biz. She is the New Girl on the block 11 00:00:41,160 --> 00:00:43,280 and she is just looking so scrumptious. 12 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:46,800 I like a good car interview. Can we bring back car 13 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:48,680 interviews? This is where it's at. 14 00:00:48,920 --> 00:00:52,720 I, I'm telling you, I'm just like, I am so sick of these 15 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:56,360 staged little studios. Like I like to bring it back to 16 00:00:56,360 --> 00:00:59,000 the old school days. Your girl is has been in the 17 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:01,000 podcast and radio game for years. 18 00:01:01,280 --> 00:01:06,480 And I I like how raw it's about to get my next guest, Blake 19 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:09,720 Lovely almost to the other name, but we're not going to say her 20 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:14,720 name. Blake Lovely is currently up for 21 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:19,440 an XMA award nomination and that is for the trans clip creator of 22 00:01:19,440 --> 00:01:21,560 the year. You can start voting right now 23 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:23,520 as you all listen to this episode. 24 00:01:23,720 --> 00:01:27,080 You can start your votes right now because the voting ends on 25 00:01:27,080 --> 00:01:28,640 May 12th. So you know your girls on the 26 00:01:28,640 --> 00:01:31,600 deadline to get this episode out so you can keep those votes 27 00:01:31,600 --> 00:01:34,000 coming in. And that's who I would to get 28 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:36,920 down and dirty with her because I feel like there's just so much 29 00:01:37,080 --> 00:01:39,480 to talk about. You've written a horror novel, 30 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:43,640 which I think is amazing. You are a musician. 31 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:46,200 I'm just like, what can't you do, Blake? 32 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:48,760 But I got to bring in the rowdy frat boys because that's how we 33 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:51,680 do it around here. So bring on rowdy frat boys. 34 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:54,200 Our lovely guest, Blake. Lovely. 35 00:01:58,520 --> 00:02:03,920 Thank you, rowdy frat boys. That's exactly how we get down 36 00:02:03,920 --> 00:02:07,480 here on Sapphire's Airplay. Blake, I I got it. 37 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:10,120 I feel like I'm just looking at your rap sheet and I'm like, 38 00:02:10,120 --> 00:02:13,120 wow, I could really just go anywhere with you. 39 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:18,120 Earlier we were talking about boobies and you have I'm just 40 00:02:18,320 --> 00:02:20,640 listen, I'm gay. I tell I love good boobs. 41 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:25,840 If I see some good titties, I'm going to respectfully just say 42 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:32,480 great, great asset right there. Beautiful, had to and all. 43 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:35,880 I'm just like, I'm in lust. I'm in lust already and we've 44 00:02:35,880 --> 00:02:38,120 barely known each other. It's already good. 45 00:02:39,240 --> 00:02:42,200 Yeah, hold on, hold on. Just get enough more, a little 46 00:02:42,200 --> 00:02:44,680 bit more. A little bit more, there we go. 47 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:47,440 Make yourself comfortable, make yourself comfortable, cozy and 48 00:02:47,440 --> 00:02:50,040 comfy. Now you were saying earlier that 49 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:53,280 you know I can't go any bigger. The back problems already 50 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:57,040 starting, I have so glad that you like we're just starting off 51 00:02:57,040 --> 00:03:00,200 the bat with this because I don't think people understand 52 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:02,400 sometimes bigger is not always better. 53 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:07,480 No, no, for me it's I shouldn't have done breast implants. 54 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:11,920 My jeans are big titty jeans. So when I started hormone 55 00:03:11,920 --> 00:03:16,560 replacement therapy, I grew a fucked on a breast tissue and I 56 00:03:16,560 --> 00:03:20,800 had B cups before I did my implants and I went to ACI, went 57 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:25,560 to a full C and I was 11 months on hormones when I did my 58 00:03:25,560 --> 00:03:28,400 consultation. So he was like oh you have more 59 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:31,360 breast tissue than most trans women I treat so this is as big 60 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:32,920 as they're going to get. Dude. 61 00:03:32,920 --> 00:03:36,280 Couldn't have been more fucking wrong because I switched, I 62 00:03:36,320 --> 00:03:42,080 switched to a pellet estrogen implant and I am now 40, double 63 00:03:42,080 --> 00:03:49,200 D instead of full C. So it was a mistake and I, I 64 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:53,400 really, I'm going to tell you right now, fucking trans women 65 00:03:53,400 --> 00:03:57,480 that are watching this get on the right hormone dose and see 66 00:03:57,480 --> 00:04:00,160 how that works for you. First, don't just be rushing 67 00:04:00,160 --> 00:04:03,480 into the surgery, you know, situation because A, it's so 68 00:04:03,480 --> 00:04:06,360 expensive. B, it's a health risk. 69 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:12,320 C like, you know, once they're in there, they're there, you 70 00:04:12,320 --> 00:04:14,120 know, it's like hard to take them out. 71 00:04:14,120 --> 00:04:16,519 Like, you know, that's another surgery, another recovery, more 72 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:20,440 scars, more healing, right so. I'm so glad that you are. 73 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:23,280 I'm, I'm so glad you're shedding light about this because I feel 74 00:04:23,280 --> 00:04:26,880 like more and more, even in and out of the adult industry, I've 75 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:31,280 heard so many women, trans and CIS women who are really going 76 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:34,840 back on their decisions of implants or, you know, telling 77 00:04:34,840 --> 00:04:39,880 women out there like, Hey, there are other natural implants that 78 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:44,120 are better for you in the longer, you know, in the 79 00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:46,960 longevity of it. It's crazy and natural breast. 80 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:51,160 Grains you. Know and I'm still talking for. 81 00:04:51,480 --> 00:04:53,320 Everyone. Oh my goodness. 82 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:57,280 And I mean, I had no idea, as you know, for trans women out 83 00:04:57,280 --> 00:05:01,560 there, the breast tissue. So walk me through that. 84 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:05,560 So you started doing hormones and you've just recently 85 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:07,360 transitioned, only about 3 years, right? 86 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:10,480 Three years ago for me was two weeks ago. 87 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:14,040 Wow. Actually, you know what? 88 00:05:14,040 --> 00:05:18,120 Estrogen didn't start for me until I think May 10th, so 89 00:05:18,120 --> 00:05:20,880 technically not even on my third year yet. 90 00:05:21,840 --> 00:05:24,120 Oh my, how? How are you feeling? 91 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:28,840 I mean like this is amazing. I'm I heard that once you hit 92 00:05:28,840 --> 00:05:32,120 your third year, it becomes easy, becomes normal. 93 00:05:32,360 --> 00:05:36,840 It's less of like a you got to think about it like you got to 94 00:05:38,480 --> 00:05:45,280 like, you know, like the things that make it feel foreign in the 95 00:05:45,280 --> 00:05:47,280 first two years. Once you hit your third year, 96 00:05:47,280 --> 00:05:49,320 kind of go away. And for the most part that is 97 00:05:49,320 --> 00:05:53,000 true. I'm so much better at handling 98 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:57,160 the hormonal mood swings. I'm so much better at like 99 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:00,960 wanting to rush into body dysmorphia based surgeries. 100 00:06:00,960 --> 00:06:02,960 You know what I mean? Like it really just calm the 101 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:05,800 fuck down. You also get comfortable and 102 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:08,760 you'll like find that you're like walking around with more 103 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:12,240 confidence and just not thinking about being trans. 104 00:06:12,240 --> 00:06:14,000 And I'm telling you, that's what gets you fucking clocked. 105 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:17,240 It's literally energy. It's like if you are scared, you 106 00:06:17,240 --> 00:06:18,800 look like you got something to hide. 107 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:22,640 Like you, you know what I mean? And unfortunately, and mega 108 00:06:22,640 --> 00:06:25,280 America right now, like passing is really important for our 109 00:06:25,280 --> 00:06:29,680 safety. So that has been an important 110 00:06:29,680 --> 00:06:32,880 thing for me is just being confident, being comfortable 111 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:35,480 handling the mood swings, you know, because they they 112 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:38,600 fluctuate, you know, very much like, you know, when you have 113 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:40,520 your period. Like for me, it's like a daily 114 00:06:40,520 --> 00:06:41,640 fucking thing I have to deal with. 115 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:44,840 But I've gotten way better at handling it. 116 00:06:45,680 --> 00:06:48,720 Well, if I have, I have to say, you know, it's not for 117 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:51,440 everybody. And it's definitely an everyday 118 00:06:51,440 --> 00:06:54,560 struggle that a lot of women don't get to talk about. 119 00:06:54,560 --> 00:06:57,120 And especially being in the industry, I can only imagine 120 00:06:57,400 --> 00:07:01,240 what it's like to maybe have, like you said, the pressures of 121 00:07:01,400 --> 00:07:04,360 MAGA America to try to protect yourself. 122 00:07:04,880 --> 00:07:07,360 But also you have to not only just protect yourself, you got 123 00:07:07,360 --> 00:07:11,160 to protect your brand. You probably have to deal with a 124 00:07:11,160 --> 00:07:15,400 lot of fan backlash, you know, or maybe there's more embrace 125 00:07:15,520 --> 00:07:18,680 with the fans. I mean, I feel like every woman 126 00:07:18,680 --> 00:07:23,200 I've ever talked to who's, you know, either sis or you know, in 127 00:07:23,200 --> 00:07:27,520 transition, the the fan reactions are always different. 128 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:31,360 Here's the one thing that I hate about the adult film world that 129 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:37,120 absolutely needs to change, sis Straight, heterosexual directors 130 00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:40,600 and performer. Directors and producers hiring 131 00:07:40,600 --> 00:07:45,720 trans women and kind of forcing us to detransition, but because 132 00:07:45,720 --> 00:07:49,160 they prefer us to be able to be more functional and to do the 133 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:52,240 job of a male talent. And while some of us love to 134 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:55,640 talk, like to be able to do some of the things that they want us 135 00:07:55,640 --> 00:07:58,560 to do requires us to stop our estrogen, which messes with our 136 00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:01,320 mental health. It causes our body to kind of 137 00:08:01,320 --> 00:08:05,000 regress in these physical and psychological changes, which are 138 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:07,680 supposed to be permanent. And it can really fuck up your 139 00:08:07,680 --> 00:08:09,440 body. And that's one thing I want to 140 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:11,480 see them stop doing. Stop encouraging. 141 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:15,520 Stop that. Like, like find the right person 142 00:08:15,520 --> 00:08:18,320 for the job, but don't make it a requirement to be fucking 143 00:08:18,320 --> 00:08:20,120 successful. You know? 144 00:08:20,200 --> 00:08:24,440 I'm very, very privileged where I don't depend on a damn person 145 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:26,520 to be who I am anymore. You know? 146 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:29,680 I'll shoot for whoever. I love working with anyone, but 147 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:32,799 it's an unspoken thing. I'm not naming anybody 148 00:08:32,799 --> 00:08:36,039 particular when I say that it is just a known thing in the 149 00:08:36,039 --> 00:08:39,400 industry that directors and producers want you to be able to 150 00:08:39,400 --> 00:08:41,919 do a certain thing and they require it. 151 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:45,040 And if you do, you know, if you stop taking your hormones, 152 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:48,040 you're able to do that better. And I just, I want to see that 153 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:49,320 change. I do. 154 00:08:49,400 --> 00:08:52,360 Yeah, I, I would love to see that change as well. 155 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:56,280 You know, myself working behind the scenes for a lot of 156 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:58,960 different companies over the years and even just getting to 157 00:08:58,960 --> 00:09:03,560 know a lot of the trans men and women in the industry from 158 00:09:04,320 --> 00:09:08,200 producing them on Vivid and Playboy Radio back in the day, 159 00:09:08,960 --> 00:09:10,920 there was always this discussion. 160 00:09:10,920 --> 00:09:15,480 Now there's more light to be shed, but I feel like, like you 161 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:20,160 said, the adult industry is still so far back when we talk 162 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:22,600 about the respect and the boundary lines. 163 00:09:23,240 --> 00:09:26,280 I mean, I've talked about it about my black brothers and 164 00:09:26,280 --> 00:09:29,360 sisters out there. And I'm really like with the 165 00:09:29,440 --> 00:09:33,280 it's like you have the issues with the black community, then 166 00:09:33,280 --> 00:09:39,000 you have issues with the L GB TQIAI mean, at one point, at 167 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:43,040 some point you would think that this bubble, what kind of burst 168 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:45,600 in the industry where it's like, can we just welcome everybody? 169 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:47,720 Can we just respect? Can we? 170 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:55,440 Work is down 80% this year, 80% work is down. 171 00:09:56,720 --> 00:09:59,760 What do you think it is? Do you blame the studios? 172 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:01,880 Do you blame, you know, the economy? 173 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:05,040 Is it kind of hand in hand like what is going on? 174 00:10:05,760 --> 00:10:09,800 Three things. One Trump's America policy, 175 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:13,880 destroying a business model which no longer can work anymore 176 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:18,400 in today's society. 2 The rise of the independent content 177 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:22,360 creator and paid platforms and subscription platforms, which is 178 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:24,600 what has killed every other industry. 179 00:10:25,680 --> 00:10:28,800 It's killed movies, it's killed music. 180 00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:31,720 Think about it. You know, labels don't sign 181 00:10:31,720 --> 00:10:35,080 people based off of like, oh, you're a potentially great 182 00:10:35,080 --> 00:10:38,280 artist that we can invest millions of dollars in and shape 183 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:41,600 your career. It's, you know, Spotify killed 184 00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:45,120 record labels the same way that only fans and loyal fans are 185 00:10:45,120 --> 00:10:48,600 killing studios and Spotify and Apple Music. 186 00:10:48,760 --> 00:10:51,760 You know, all that shit killed so many labels. 187 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:55,560 Like 95% of them died and then you just had like the four big 188 00:10:55,560 --> 00:10:58,360 ones, right? And then they only sign people 189 00:10:58,360 --> 00:11:01,000 based off of virility. That has nothing to do with 190 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:03,920 their involvement. They only sign for sure things, 191 00:11:03,960 --> 00:11:06,160 right? Subscription platform started 192 00:11:06,160 --> 00:11:08,000 that. What happened to movies? 193 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:10,720 Look at the quality of movies that are being put out now. 194 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:15,200 Look at the frequency of big blockbuster movies going over to 195 00:11:15,200 --> 00:11:17,000 paid platforms. Look how many streaming 196 00:11:17,000 --> 00:11:19,840 platforms there are. Look at, you know, that's it's 197 00:11:19,840 --> 00:11:22,520 moving more towards that model. It's killing the theater 198 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:25,120 industry, right? And now you're seeing that here 199 00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:26,440 again with subscription platforms. 200 00:11:26,440 --> 00:11:28,480 So it's Trump's America with that. 201 00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:32,600 And then it's run by a bunch of boomers, people that are in 202 00:11:32,600 --> 00:11:35,640 their 50s and 60s that come from a different time, that think 203 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:40,040 that women with tattoos are too old to be anything but a MILF. 204 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:44,000 Doesn't matter how young she is. Not realizing that my entire 205 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:47,280 generation, Gen. Z started getting tattoos, like 206 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:49,960 henna tattoos when we were like 16 in high school. 207 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:53,200 And then by the time we were 2122, we were like covered, 208 00:11:53,560 --> 00:11:55,160 right? And that's our generation. 209 00:11:55,280 --> 00:11:59,240 We grew up watching like people like Post Malone, Amy Winehouse, 210 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:00,720 you know what I mean? Like, that's, that's what we 211 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:04,160 fucking were exposed to. And you got these guys that are 212 00:12:04,160 --> 00:12:08,440 65, some of them pushing almost 70, making decisions based on 213 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:10,280 how things were on the 80s and 90s. 214 00:12:10,600 --> 00:12:14,960 And there was a pay gap between performers that were not. 215 00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:18,000 Still is still. Yeah, there's still. 216 00:12:18,120 --> 00:12:18,600 There's still. Yeah. 217 00:12:18,600 --> 00:12:21,520 I don't fucking open my mouth. I don't care. 218 00:12:21,520 --> 00:12:26,680 I got no problem talking about it because the people that I 219 00:12:26,680 --> 00:12:29,080 shoot for a don't practice these things. 220 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:32,040 So there's only 5 directors that you transport. 221 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:34,480 Really there's only like 5-5 or six. 222 00:12:34,680 --> 00:12:36,640 That's how small the market is for it. 223 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:39,920 Even though it's the number 2 search category on Pornhub. 224 00:12:40,200 --> 00:12:43,560 So so few studios are doing. Why is it so popular? 225 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:46,640 Why is it so popular? It's because of the rise of the 226 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:49,240 independent content creator. That's why. 227 00:12:49,240 --> 00:12:51,800 There was a girl that was nominated at AVN last year named 228 00:12:51,800 --> 00:12:55,000 Puppy Girl XO. She was a straight bottom, never 229 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:57,880 shot studio, never used her deck, nothing. 230 00:12:57,880 --> 00:13:00,720 And she had like hundreds of millions of views and was ranked 231 00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:03,560 in the top of Pornhub. And I'm like, this is exactly 232 00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:06,920 why trans porn is popular because you've got all of these 233 00:13:06,920 --> 00:13:10,800 guys that are secretively down low looking up like these subby 234 00:13:10,800 --> 00:13:14,880 bottom, very passable feminine bottom trans women fantasizing 235 00:13:14,880 --> 00:13:17,360 about fucking them and then deleting their search history, 236 00:13:17,560 --> 00:13:20,760 not subscribing to these company sites that are behind pay walls. 237 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:22,880 Like trans angels are not spending money there. 238 00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:26,880 It's only the people that are looking for that niche release 239 00:13:27,360 --> 00:13:29,920 that they can't get anywhere else to spend money with those 240 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:32,520 platforms. So those studios are stuck 241 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:36,320 making making porn only for those people. 242 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:40,440 It's like a it's like being an artist and then putting putting 243 00:13:40,440 --> 00:13:43,720 out music for a fan base. That's what they're doing. 244 00:13:43,720 --> 00:13:46,160 And there's only five of them right now that do it. 245 00:13:46,720 --> 00:13:51,560 But that's why it's as popular as it is, because the trans, a 246 00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:56,360 super hot trans woman can be anything to a lot of different 247 00:13:56,360 --> 00:13:58,640 people. They can be a dominant tricks, 248 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:01,840 they can be a top, they can be versatile, they can be 249 00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:05,360 submissive and you know, ultra feminine, traditional feminine, 250 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:06,480 right? Whatever the hell they want. 251 00:14:06,760 --> 00:14:09,840 They can put them in those little boxes, but there's a huge 252 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:13,520 giant box that the studios aren't able to fill as much 253 00:14:13,920 --> 00:14:16,440 because they're not getting the financial support from the 254 00:14:16,440 --> 00:14:19,160 majority of people that are looking this shit up because 255 00:14:19,160 --> 00:14:21,800 they're ashamed of that and they don't want a paper trail. 256 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:24,480 So that's why they're on my only fans and shit like that. 257 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:27,840 You know, I, I didn't make it into the top point percent 258 00:14:28,120 --> 00:14:31,640 because I shot for gender XI made it into the top point 259 00:14:31,640 --> 00:14:34,200 percent on only fans because I shot for gender X. 260 00:14:34,640 --> 00:14:37,640 But I didn't base all of my success and worth off of 261 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:40,480 shooting for these people. As much as I love shooting for 262 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:41,720 them. I would call, I would leave 263 00:14:41,720 --> 00:14:44,440 right now if they called me and to go shoot for them because I 264 00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:45,960 love them and I respect what they do. 265 00:14:46,280 --> 00:14:50,040 But if you base all of yourself worth, and you base your success 266 00:14:50,040 --> 00:14:54,000 in your career off of these 5-6 people, at least on my side of 267 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:57,400 it, you will not succeed. I completely agree. 268 00:14:57,400 --> 00:15:01,160 I feel like nowadays especially, you know, no matter where you're 269 00:15:01,160 --> 00:15:04,760 living, cost of living is way too fucking high to just have 270 00:15:05,120 --> 00:15:07,400 one job. We all would love to have that 271 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,480 one job that pays for everything. 272 00:15:09,680 --> 00:15:14,280 But it's like, like you said, content creators, adult content 273 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:17,320 creators, they are in their fucking bag. 274 00:15:17,560 --> 00:15:23,000 As much as people like you got to be in your fucking bag. 275 00:15:23,520 --> 00:15:26,640 Everything is marketable. Everything is. 276 00:15:26,640 --> 00:15:27,640 Marketable. So that's the job. 277 00:15:27,640 --> 00:15:32,800 The job is you are a independent contract creator and studio is 278 00:15:33,080 --> 00:15:36,080 promo for your paid platforms. That's what it is. 279 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:39,680 And if you think that's not the reality, then you were living in 280 00:15:39,680 --> 00:15:44,880 the 90s. It does hear me about like how 281 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:49,360 much of it has been just transitioning and honestly just 282 00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:53,040 like teeter tottering between the adult industry back into 283 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:56,360 mainstream industry. It's just, it's horrible. 284 00:15:56,520 --> 00:16:00,720 The radio industry is suffering. I've been laid off from radio 285 00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:04,240 for two years now. I'm completely independent now 286 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:09,400 for the first time in my life. And you know, now I'm also in a 287 00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:12,160 career kind of change. It's like I'm not leaving radio. 288 00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:15,440 It's just now I'm trying to get to my multiple bags, trying to 289 00:16:15,440 --> 00:16:19,920 become an intimacy coordinator in the same other industry that 290 00:16:19,920 --> 00:16:23,880 may or may not be tanking. The fact that now I'm like, oh, 291 00:16:24,280 --> 00:16:28,480 outside of California looks really good right now, but can I 292 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:32,160 still have my, you know, love of entertainment? 293 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:34,840 Can I still work in the entertainment field if I'm 294 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:37,200 leaving? You know, the Mecca of 295 00:16:37,200 --> 00:16:39,120 supposedly the entertainment industry It. 296 00:16:39,600 --> 00:16:43,000 Just depends, you know, like there's great movie stuff in, in 297 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:45,160 Atlanta. There's a lot of mainstream 298 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:46,640 movie stuff in Atlanta right now. 299 00:16:46,640 --> 00:16:48,120 A lot of it is being. Shot there. 300 00:16:50,440 --> 00:16:52,880 New York, great if you're into music. 301 00:16:52,880 --> 00:16:56,880 Nashville abso fucking lutely. Nashville, 100%. 302 00:16:57,840 --> 00:17:00,800 But then you got to think about racism, you got to think about 303 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:04,079 homophobia, you got to think about MAGA America. 304 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:06,160 But you know, this shit's fucking dying, girl. 305 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:09,200 I'll be real with you. That shit is going to be gone by 306 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:10,359 the end of the year. It is. 307 00:17:10,359 --> 00:17:14,800 So yeah, you can feel it. You can feel it shifting. 308 00:17:15,079 --> 00:17:17,040 Like I get. I was thinking about this the 309 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:21,560 other day, like I have like been on dates, you know, with like 310 00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:26,040 straight none right throughout my transition and I don't have 311 00:17:26,040 --> 00:17:29,160 to put up with any of the things now that I used to have to put 312 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:31,400 up with like a year ago, two years ago. 313 00:17:31,880 --> 00:17:36,000 Like if there is a man who messages me like on a dating 314 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:37,440 app, I'm just going to use this as an example. 315 00:17:37,440 --> 00:17:41,720 Like 2 years ago that was like a discreet hot guy that like 316 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:43,920 really wanted to hook up with me but was ashamed. 317 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:47,800 I can go get someone who's more attractive than him at a local 318 00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:51,280 bar who won't give a fuck that I'm trans within the 1st 5 319 00:17:51,280 --> 00:17:53,960 minutes, then put up with these guys bullshit anymore. 320 00:17:54,160 --> 00:17:56,960 And every time I get an opportunity to educate someone 321 00:17:56,960 --> 00:18:00,240 like that I do I make these motherfuckers like feel 322 00:18:00,240 --> 00:18:02,560 uncomfortable. I call them out on their 323 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:04,360 bullshit. They're dehumanizing. 324 00:18:04,760 --> 00:18:07,840 And I'm like, you know, you can keep acting like a little scared 325 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:12,040 baby and never get what you want because I'm just going to go to 326 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:13,920 the hot guy who appreciates me every time. 327 00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:15,360 Not you. Sorry. 328 00:18:16,280 --> 00:18:17,600 Because there's a lot of them now. 329 00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:20,520 Like, I can pick who I want. I don't have to settle for you. 330 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:26,200 I love that I do see a change really like despite. 331 00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:29,760 Positivity. I'm trying, you know what it's 332 00:18:29,760 --> 00:18:32,520 like I I got to search for it. You got to search for the 333 00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:34,960 positivity, but it's like, I know what's out there. 334 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:38,040 I know. That they're I'm constantly 335 00:18:38,080 --> 00:18:40,240 positive, toxic positive at some time. 336 00:18:42,280 --> 00:18:44,440 I'd rather, you know what? I'd rather have toxically 337 00:18:44,440 --> 00:18:47,840 positive people in my life than the toxic negative people 338 00:18:47,840 --> 00:18:50,600 because it's like, how the fuck do you just wake up and you're 339 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:52,600 just fucking miserable every day? 340 00:18:53,120 --> 00:18:56,560 It's called everyone. It's called living in Los 341 00:18:56,560 --> 00:18:59,920 Angeles. I got to say, even moving just 342 00:18:59,920 --> 00:19:03,480 like a little bit out on the outskirts of LA now an hour and 343 00:19:03,480 --> 00:19:05,520 a half, I'm like, you know what? It's peaceful. 344 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:08,720 It's a little different. It's different, Yeah. 345 00:19:08,720 --> 00:19:12,040 The energy, you feel it in the air, it's not Even so much like 346 00:19:12,120 --> 00:19:16,200 a yeah, you know, that's, that's what I will say. 347 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:18,000 That's, that's what's killing studio porn. 348 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,600 It's and it's killing it. I don't, I don't want to hear 349 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:23,760 any motherfucker get on this and go, no motherfucker. 350 00:19:24,240 --> 00:19:27,320 Work is down 80%. And I know this from people that 351 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:29,800 are like big mainstream companies, people that are 352 00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:32,680 working big mainstream agencies, people that are on my side. 353 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:35,840 You know, the only people that are getting shot are new girls 354 00:19:35,840 --> 00:19:38,560 for like a tiny little bit. And then it just stops, you 355 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:42,000 know, And I'm someone who's shot over like 50-60 pro scenes, 356 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,520 produced my own award-winning, you know, DVD. 357 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:47,000 We got a bigger 1 coming this year. 358 00:19:47,360 --> 00:19:51,640 Like I, I'm not like, like a bitter, like washed up person 359 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,960 saying this. Like I'm very much in my prime 360 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:57,800 and doing very well. And I can still call, call it 361 00:19:57,800 --> 00:19:59,920 for what it is. Like it is, it is Trump's 362 00:19:59,920 --> 00:20:02,760 America. It is subscription platforms and 363 00:20:02,760 --> 00:20:05,120 it is the rise of the independent content creator that 364 00:20:05,120 --> 00:20:07,520 is, that is changed everything. And. 365 00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:11,080 Whoever doesn't. None. 366 00:20:11,120 --> 00:20:13,560 And if you're going to say otherwise, you're lying. 367 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:16,400 And if you know what, you're just going to die like a 368 00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:18,120 dinosaur. Like that's what's going to 369 00:20:18,120 --> 00:20:19,480 happen. Like if you are either going to 370 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:23,360 adapt to the times or you're going to follow the same path as 371 00:20:23,360 --> 00:20:25,720 all these other record labels and all these other, you know, 372 00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:28,920 film production companies and go under, that's what's going to 373 00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:31,680 happen to you As to you've got two options there. 374 00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:33,200 Me, honey, not safe. Very. 375 00:20:33,560 --> 00:20:35,160 True. It's sad to say. 376 00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:39,360 Like there is that that bit of glamour, that grit that is 377 00:20:39,360 --> 00:20:42,080 missing from the entertainment world, even in the adult 378 00:20:42,080 --> 00:20:50,040 industry, I feel like. Yeah, like the digital era, even 379 00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:55,560 the golden era, even just though like porn is not the same as it 380 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:57,760 was 5-6 years ago, obviously. Because of. 381 00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:59,120 The two. Years ago. 382 00:20:59,840 --> 00:21:02,200 Even two years ago yeah, it's crazy. 383 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:06,480 It's crazy how it's like forever now changing and then I want to 384 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:09,160 get into more production talk with you too because let's. 385 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:12,600 Talk. I know that you have this bigger 386 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:14,720 project that's coming out. Let's talk about that. 387 00:21:17,480 --> 00:21:21,800 OK, can't say too much. Oh, oh, just give me a taste. 388 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:23,240 What? What am I Privy to? 389 00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:25,560 Give me some exclusive juiciness. 390 00:21:26,560 --> 00:21:32,400 The cast of my last movie, which had Aubrey, Kate, me, Jade, 391 00:21:32,400 --> 00:21:35,920 Venus, Foxy, Haven, Rose and a bunch of like bigger male 392 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:39,600 performers like Derek, Derek Cage, Pierce, Paris, you know, 393 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:44,360 it's I would say just in terms of star power, just looking at 394 00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:46,360 the cast balloon three times bigger. 395 00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:50,200 Really. Three times bigger than that 396 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:53,320 just looking at the cast. And making this, this is going 397 00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:56,960 to be now your second directorial project. 398 00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:59,440 So it's like, how do you feel wearing? 399 00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:05,440 Oh, I'm sorry, correction. I may not be directing this one. 400 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:07,640 I mean, I'm definitely executive producing that. 401 00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:10,920 OK, I'm. I'm definitely one of the the 402 00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:13,240 girls in it and I'm executive producing it. 403 00:22:13,280 --> 00:22:17,080 And I'm also, I wrote the story. I did not write the official 404 00:22:17,080 --> 00:22:19,520 script, but I wrote, I wrote the story of the last one. 405 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:24,080 It was all, it was all my idea. I, I, I pitched a story outline 406 00:22:24,360 --> 00:22:26,960 to Andre Madness, who used to write all these films for Adam 407 00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:28,600 and Eve. And the dude's a fucking genius. 408 00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:31,040 And I'm like, look, I want Tarantino. 409 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:34,920 I want 90s Throwback Breakfast Club. 410 00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:37,240 Give it to me. I want that nostalgia. 411 00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:42,720 And he did love it. And this time we got We got A 412 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:47,360 Star is born. So can we possibly hear some 413 00:22:47,360 --> 00:22:50,360 music from you? Yes, you could. 414 00:22:50,840 --> 00:22:53,600 There will be music in the There will be a music video that comes 415 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:55,920 with that. There will be a live performance 416 00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:58,640 in it. It will be based loosely off of 417 00:22:59,040 --> 00:23:03,200 things that have transpired with me in the last 2-3 years of my 418 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:05,880 experiences in LA in the entertainment industry and kind 419 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:09,320 of throwing some shade. The shit that goes on with like 420 00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:11,720 Diddy and crap like that because it's very real. 421 00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:16,560 Very real. Listen, I am all for, you know, 422 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:18,920 no matter what people say about call out culture. 423 00:23:19,120 --> 00:23:21,240 No, no, it's called accountability. 424 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:28,160 It is time for Yeah, like the truth needs to be told and 425 00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:31,080 narratives need. Some nasty truths they're going 426 00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:35,000 to send out there are certain, you know, like it's not all 427 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:38,240 straight heterosexual assist men directors that are the problem. 428 00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:41,760 I've met some women that are just as problematic that are 429 00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:45,000 gay, you know, and you know, they didn't shit like 430 00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:49,160 appropriate trans women and, you know, act like they're an ally. 431 00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:52,000 And it's, it's all going to come out in the wash in the next few 432 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:55,320 years. And, you know, but you know, 433 00:23:55,320 --> 00:23:58,480 it's not my, it's not my place to call these people out because 434 00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:04,160 like it's, it's got to come with a culture change. 435 00:24:04,600 --> 00:24:08,320 Like one person getting pissed off online and calling someone 436 00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:11,600 out doesn't do anything. All it does is cause unnecessary 437 00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:14,360 drama, right? So what, what you wait for is 438 00:24:14,360 --> 00:24:16,040 for the other shoe to fall, right? 439 00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:19,160 The same way that we're watching Trump's America crumble right 440 00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:22,560 now, MAGA crumble. You know, you're going to see a 441 00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:26,400 lot of the appropriation and the fucking, the fake ally, the 442 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:30,080 virtue signaling crap. It's going to come to an end in 443 00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:32,040 the next couple of years, and then those people are going to 444 00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:35,600 have to answer for it. And I fucking can't wait. 445 00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,720 I cannot wait for that to happen. 446 00:24:37,760 --> 00:24:42,720 Oh my God, Michael. Jackson popcorn meme and 447 00:24:42,720 --> 00:24:49,240 everything because it's just like, I don't know again, how we 448 00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:55,400 have gotten this far and and so far back on on so many sides of 449 00:24:55,400 --> 00:24:57,480 this. It's like I just, I can't. 450 00:24:57,480 --> 00:25:01,920 And with the the most recent incident, please if that does 451 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:08,120 not scream fake news. Literally. 452 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:10,800 And you know what? Some of these fucking companies, 453 00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:13,560 Speaking of going backwards, some of these fucking companies 454 00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:17,520 that have built a name off of trans porn were bought out big 455 00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:21,960 overseas, like investors in other countries that are anti 456 00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:26,840 LGBTQ and want to take it away from shooting that kind of shit. 457 00:25:27,480 --> 00:25:30,240 And I'm like, that's literally what major studio and you're 458 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,080 going to try to take it away. You know, I'm like, there's no 459 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:36,120 one in particular am I mentioning when I'm saying these 460 00:25:36,120 --> 00:25:37,520 things. It's not the people I've worked 461 00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:39,600 for, it's not the people I am in circles with. 462 00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:43,760 It's just, it's a big industry and maybe a small pond, but it's 463 00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:45,760 a big industry. And you know, I come into 464 00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:48,480 contact with a lot of people at avionics biz, all these places, 465 00:25:48,480 --> 00:25:53,800 and I pay attention and I watch and I take notes and I go, OK, I 466 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:57,040 see why these political moves are being made. 467 00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:59,120 I get why certain people are doing this. 468 00:25:59,120 --> 00:26:02,160 I get why these business moves are happening. 469 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:05,520 And I just go, I'm going to watch this. 470 00:26:06,120 --> 00:26:08,240 I'm going to take note of that. I'm going to watch it. 471 00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:11,200 I'm going to stay in my lane. I'm going to be respectful. 472 00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:14,600 I'm going to do my own thing and I'm going to make the important 473 00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:19,040 changes the way that I can get them done because as, as as they 474 00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:21,720 say, you catch more flies with honey than you do with salt. 475 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:26,880 Very true, very true. I I've never, I never 476 00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:30,880 reciprocate shit talking. I never reciprocate being 477 00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:32,960 negative, putting other people down. 478 00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:36,400 But these things that I've brought up, they're just general 479 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:39,400 observations that pretty much anyone in this industry would, 480 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:40,240 you know, go. Yeah. 481 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:43,960 But yeah, like that's happening. And some of these directors are 482 00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:47,360 still fucking the talent like they are like. 483 00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:52,200 And it's, yeah, it's. It's, it's going to change. 484 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:56,040 It's, it's, it has to change. It has to change the culture of 485 00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:58,720 everything has to change. The fact that now that there's 486 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:02,280 talks about intimacy coordinators coming into the 487 00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:05,600 adult industry, wine should have been happening a long time ago. 488 00:27:07,440 --> 00:27:11,400 I love that. But also, again, the casting 489 00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:15,480 couch fables, they still happen. They're not. 490 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:17,720 They're not fables. It happened. 491 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:21,440 Robert Moran, one O 1 modeling, all that shit that keeps popping 492 00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:26,880 up on Twitter every 5 seconds. Like the dude, his suit like 50. 493 00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:30,320 That's the one guy I'll publicly speak about just because he 494 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:34,200 like, I've seen the drama on Twitter with that guy at one O 1 495 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:37,320 modeling now probably five times in the last year. 496 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:41,680 And every time it's like a New Girl with a new story comes out, 497 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:44,200 blows up, and then it gets hushed, and then it happens 498 00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:48,040 again. And it's like, at what point is 499 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,400 this going to stop? Exactly At what point? 500 00:27:52,200 --> 00:27:54,920 Yeah. I mean, at what point are, you 501 00:27:54,920 --> 00:28:01,000 know, these companies and award shows even going to show, I 502 00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:05,520 don't know, more respect to the trans community, you know, even 503 00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:08,440 when. I think that we're getting 504 00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,200 there. I think, I think it's a process. 505 00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:11,520 You know, shit didn't happen overnight. 506 00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:12,920 We didn't get gay marriage overnight. 507 00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:16,240 We didn't get, we didn't get, you know, a lot of like we 508 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:19,040 didn't get the end of a lot of the civil rights stuff in the 509 00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,120 60s overnight. They get it takes time. 510 00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:25,200 And unfortunately, trans people have been part of every 511 00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:28,240 marginalized group since the dawn of time because we've been 512 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:30,920 so small. There's never been enough public 513 00:28:30,920 --> 00:28:34,480 attention on us to drive any sort of movement to get a policy 514 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:39,520 change for us until recently. A dumb as Trump and MAGA handed 515 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,880 it to us on a silver fucking platter baby. 516 00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:45,080 Because these people went so psychotic and we're on the wrong 517 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:47,960 side of history and all these crimes against humanity. 518 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,480 It's it put it's going to push us. 519 00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:52,480 And to finally me getting to see the shit change while I'm still 520 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:54,240 young and pretty. And I love that. 521 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:57,120 I love that I thought I was going to be an old washed up 522 00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:59,720 Crone by the time this shit started to change. 523 00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:01,800 But I don't get away much longer. 524 00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:06,760 I love watching it all crumble. I'm like fuck you redneck MAGA 525 00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:10,080 assholes. I am so enjoying every second of 526 00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:13,680 watching her. It died and my dad is amongst 527 00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:16,040 them. My own fucking father is amongst 528 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:19,520 these psychos. And you know, props to Avion for 529 00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,720 what they did this last year. They've included us in so many 530 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,640 categories. X business always been so 531 00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:27,720 supportive of us at the XM. As you know, they bring us on 532 00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:29,760 stage. They have multiple categories 533 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:31,880 for us now. They let us give speeches. 534 00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:34,720 You know, this is shit that like 10-15 years ago would have never 535 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:36,400 been possible. So I want to give credit where 536 00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:38,400 credit's due. And hats off to studios like 537 00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:43,560 Gender Acts, Adult Time, Evil Angel, Groovy, you know, Suzy Q, 538 00:29:43,560 --> 00:29:45,800 Michael, like directors like that that are really putting 539 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:49,080 trans porn on the pedestal it deserves. 540 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:53,680 Are we even close to where mainstream porn girls are at 541 00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:56,520 where there's 80 studios to shoot for? 542 00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:01,520 Absolutely not. Or not even 110th of the way 543 00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:04,400 there. But it's still important to 544 00:30:04,400 --> 00:30:07,720 acknowledge the progress that's been made and to give credit 545 00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:10,960 where credits to like I wouldn't have been able to make Once Upon 546 00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:14,600 a TS summer if I didn't shoot for Jim Powers and Susie 547 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:19,240 Michael, Susie Michael and fucking, you know, Tom Moore. 548 00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:22,880 You know, all these people that like mentored like what what it 549 00:30:22,880 --> 00:30:27,160 means to like make transport. Like they inspired me. 550 00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:30,040 They gave me motivation. You know, I I've learned so much 551 00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,400 for them and I would shoot for them at the drop of the hat, But 552 00:30:32,800 --> 00:30:34,400 that doesn't mean there's not room. 553 00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:38,560 That's 5-6 people I just named Ricky Green one. 554 00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:41,880 There's never a big one, right? Bring bring the give us. 555 00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:45,400 There's 80 studios as I said, for assist performers, 80, 556 00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:50,200 there's 6 for us. So even if we got to 20 or 30 557 00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:53,000 like it would, it would make also, I'm going to call the 558 00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:56,280 dolls out. We are awful to each other 559 00:30:56,560 --> 00:30:59,840 because there is so little work and it's so competitive and 560 00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:01,960 there's so for people to shoot for that. 561 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:05,440 Often times we think stepping on each other's neck will help us 562 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:07,400 get ahead. You know what I mean? 563 00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:09,560 And. I don't understand. 564 00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:13,680 The whole doll culture, it'll help doll culture too, like when 565 00:31:13,680 --> 00:31:15,760 they're more studios and there's more work and there's less 566 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:17,840 competition. So I think it, I think it's a 567 00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:19,400 good thing. I think it's happening. 568 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:22,560 I think we should give credit where credit's due, but also 569 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:25,680 like the door is open for so much positive change. 570 00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:28,680 And I'm hoping I can be part of that this year with what I'm 571 00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:30,960 doing. I have a feeling that you are. 572 00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,920 I do have a feeling that you are a part of this. 573 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:37,080 There's something bigger ahead. But I was going to say, you 574 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:41,240 know, there's two things. One, I absolutely hate when 575 00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:45,400 women are just pitted against each other in any industry and 576 00:31:45,400 --> 00:31:47,440 it doesn't matter. Like, like you said, it's just 577 00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,560 like you got the dolls that are against each other that should 578 00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:53,160 be in solidarity. But then you have the bisexual 579 00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:57,640 women, you know, who don't get along with it. 580 00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:01,240 It it's just there's never there's never that happy medium 581 00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,880 or is there? I've seen it on all sides of the 582 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,120 of the studio industry. I remember I was in the 583 00:32:06,120 --> 00:32:07,960 bathroom. I hadn't even been in the 584 00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:12,600 industry like 8 months and I was a year and a half in transition 585 00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:15,240 and I was talking to one of my friends, sis performing this 586 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:17,320 girl walks in. She's big, big following. 587 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:21,040 She's a big mainstream porn star, but she's kind of more of 588 00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:27,080 like a young, I don't want to say gives off almost underage 589 00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:30,960 vibes, but that was kind of like her thing that made her 590 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:33,640 successful. So she comes in the room and 591 00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:39,440 just instantly my friend goes, hey, it's so nice to meet you. 592 00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:42,960 I think. Is there a reason why you 593 00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:48,840 blocked me on Instagram? I just went like that and then 594 00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:53,520 crumpled up paper towel and like threw it at the trash can that 595 00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,440 was like right next to her. It was almost like she was 596 00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:58,560 throwing it at her, rolled her eyes and then walked out the 597 00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:01,000 room. And these people have never even 598 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:04,320 communicated with each other. And I'm like that right there is 599 00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:06,800 the definition of what needs to go away. 600 00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:10,200 And it's a lot worse than doll culture just because there's so 601 00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:12,200 few directors. There's so many, there's so few 602 00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:13,920 of us. And like, I'm lucky and 603 00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:17,360 privilege where I'm generally pretty great friends with 604 00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:20,400 everyone and I don't have issues with people. 605 00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:23,480 Doesn't mean I haven't seen it because I have and I really 606 00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:25,840 don't. I really don't like it because a 607 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:30,120 big reason why I got in porn was there's really no other place to 608 00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:34,520 find trans girls. You know, at least that's what I 609 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:36,960 thought because it's it's really, really hard because the 610 00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:40,120 the big misconception and I have I've had my brain corrected on 611 00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:43,640 this sense is the majority of us are hiding and don't really want 612 00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:46,000 to be discovered, mainly just because of how the world has 613 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,880 been. You know, it's not a safe place 614 00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,600 to be loud and proud. A lot of them have like been 615 00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:53,840 publicly hiding for decades. And if you're new to 616 00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:56,880 transitioning like I was three years ago, what are you looking 617 00:33:56,880 --> 00:33:59,040 for at the places where you know it exists, right? 618 00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:05,040 You go into gay town, you go into, you know, porn sex work, 619 00:34:05,040 --> 00:34:06,440 right, Looking for that community. 620 00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:10,000 I was that was a that was a third of the reason why I got 621 00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:15,400 involved in porn was community. There is no community, there is 622 00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:18,280 none. It is it is a free for all. 623 00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:22,199 You know, it's let's all go for this thing together and pretend 624 00:34:22,199 --> 00:34:25,480 to get along. And you know, it's, it's really 625 00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:28,960 sad because I love, I love all of these girls and I want us all 626 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:32,040 to succeed. But as you said, like 627 00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:39,679 circumstances pit people against each other and I, I'm very lucky 628 00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:41,800 where I have a lot of great friends and I have a great 629 00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:44,000 support system. And the people, like I said that 630 00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:48,719 I know don't do this, but it doesn't mean I haven't witnessed 631 00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:56,000 it in this industry and just in LA, you know, transculture in 632 00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,360 general. Like it is, it is a thing like I 633 00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:03,120 I tend to try to be the type person who likes to bring 634 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:06,280 multiple groups together. So I'll have very straight sis 635 00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:08,160 normal friends that I will hang out with. 636 00:35:08,720 --> 00:35:12,000 I'll hang out with a couple of gay guys every once in a while. 637 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,840 I'll hang out with, you know, the very typical doll type of 638 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:18,440 girls every once in a while. Love is love them all. 639 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:22,600 But that doesn't mean that like there isn't room to improve 640 00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:24,440 that. And I ultimately just comes down 641 00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:28,560 to I love all these girls. I love all these people and I 642 00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:32,640 just want everyone to be at peace because, you know, up 643 00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:35,320 until very recently, it felt like MAGA America was going to 644 00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:39,520 eat us alive. And if we weren't unified like 645 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:42,360 that was it? But you know, I, I think I think 646 00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:44,880 that's going to change and I think it starts with there being 647 00:35:44,880 --> 00:35:47,160 more opportunities. You know, it's truly. 648 00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:52,080 Part of it I love how you you know, you keep recognizing not 649 00:35:52,080 --> 00:35:55,720 only just your privilege but just the things that you stand 650 00:35:55,720 --> 00:35:59,680 for and I could really tell that you are just like a girl's girl 651 00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:04,880 like you are just the people per thing and it just like even. 652 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:08,040 Everybody I work with, you know, that's the thing I love Everyone 653 00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:10,520 I work with, that's the. Thing and that's how it's 654 00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:12,160 supposed to be. That's really how it's supposed 655 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:14,240 to be. Like one of my favorite stories 656 00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:18,280 that I like to tell them is that I've had this long standing 657 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:21,320 friendship. I call Anna Fox my wifey 658 00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:23,920 sometimes just because we've known each other. 659 00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:31,040 I love Anna. Like I love how she in 660 00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:34,040 particular will bring a lot of people together. 661 00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:36,680 Some people that you're like wait, y'all have to talk with 662 00:36:36,680 --> 00:36:41,360 each other? Like it's when she brings the 663 00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:45,560 girl together because Oh my God, yes. 664 00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:49,000 And it's like, I want more of that out there. 665 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,680 I mean, even for myself, I'm like, I've always felt like the 666 00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:55,800 outsider in the adult industry because it's like either some 667 00:36:55,800 --> 00:36:58,360 people know me or some people don't know me, but then they'll 668 00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:02,040 hear my name and they're like, oh, OK, you are associated with 669 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:04,840 so and so. And it's like, I love that, that 670 00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:07,560 there's a welcoming factor to it. 671 00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:09,880 Do you have to search and find that community? 672 00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:12,440 Absolutely. But once that community is 673 00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:15,160 there, once that village is there, it's there for life. 674 00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:18,640 I mean, you really have to do some like drastic fucking shit 675 00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:23,560 to some individuals to get cut off, especially out of her eyes. 676 00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:27,600 And so when you said, you know, finding your own village and 677 00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:31,760 stuff, I feel the same way. There's there was this little 678 00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:35,040 girlies content day that she had over the summer at her place 679 00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:38,040 last year. And I mean, all walks of life, 680 00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:43,320 Black women, trans women, Asian women, Latina, just it was all 681 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:47,520 girls from all walks of the adult content creation. 682 00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:51,600 And it was just kind of like, hey, we can shoot content 683 00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:52,960 together. We're going to have just a 684 00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:55,200 little kickback. It was great. 685 00:37:55,480 --> 00:37:59,720 It was beautiful to see a lot of these women be fans of each 686 00:37:59,720 --> 00:38:02,720 other and work together. I loved it. 687 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:04,440 I love that. I love that so much. 688 00:38:04,440 --> 00:38:06,600 And you know, that's another reason I look up to girls like 689 00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:10,720 Anna so much, who's introduced me to wonderful performers. 690 00:38:10,720 --> 00:38:14,560 And as you said, it takes a while to find that village, but 691 00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:17,040 it also takes a village to be successful. 692 00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:22,400 I became successful because of, you know, big performers that 693 00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:27,240 like not only mentored me and brought me to a level of skill 694 00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:30,760 and ability to do the job that I absolutely could not have done. 695 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:32,680 Just trying to figure it out on my own. 696 00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:36,320 Like a that mentor thing. But also like us working 697 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:39,600 together collectively on a project like Once Upon a TS 698 00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:41,600 summer is how you become successful. 699 00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:47,720 It's not like, you know, oh, I'm just going to shoot for all 700 00:38:47,720 --> 00:38:51,560 these companies and I'm going to be the main girl that they 701 00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:55,320 shoot, and then I'm going to build a name off of just that. 702 00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,440 And I don't need anyone else's help. 703 00:38:57,480 --> 00:38:59,960 It's just me, me, me, me. That doesn't work, you know, 704 00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:02,440 like it does take a village to become successful. 705 00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:05,960 It really dies. And I love how also, you know, 706 00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:10,680 you brought some light on the fact that wine and people are 707 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:12,600 either going to love or accept, you know, they're going to love 708 00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:17,880 you, they're going to hate you. And it doesn't matter where in 709 00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:21,960 the spectrum of the industry you're in, especially, you know, 710 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:25,720 putting yourself out there in transition, being newly 711 00:39:25,720 --> 00:39:28,480 transitioning and looking upon your future. 712 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:34,040 It's like, you know, if you were to leave the business, start a 713 00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:39,960 family or just start a new life, do you think you would have a 714 00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:44,320 proud way to show your past of like how far you've come? 715 00:39:44,720 --> 00:39:49,720 Or, you know, I hate to say, like when people say they leave 716 00:39:49,720 --> 00:39:52,680 the biz, they leave the biz completely and they will never 717 00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:57,520 acknowledge the biz in helping them or maybe helping or 718 00:39:57,520 --> 00:39:59,360 destroying. They sometimes just don't want 719 00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,360 to acknowledge the industry at all. 720 00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:05,760 I'm going to say something that maybe people in the industry 721 00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:07,360 don't want to hear, but they need to hear. 722 00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:13,440 That's a two way St. when people stop being relevant sometimes to 723 00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:17,440 for professional studio work, they will act like these people 724 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:20,520 do not exist anymore, like they've died, like they've 725 00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:21,800 fallen off the face of the earth. 726 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:28,240 You know what I mean? And I think that culture has fed 727 00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:32,680 people being like, you know, up yours. 728 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,480 I hate the industry. I had nothing to do with it. 729 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:38,600 I was exploited. I want, you know, it's got to 730 00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:41,040 come from both parties. You know, I think that the 731 00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:45,560 industry needs to to have a better support system for long 732 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:48,120 term relationships with some of these performers. 733 00:40:48,720 --> 00:40:50,120 You know, that's what you've got. 734 00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:53,160 Girls like Lana Rhodes, that was like the biggest of all time, 735 00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:57,240 like saying delete all of my shit, fuck you doesn't go to any 736 00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:58,440 industry that you know what I mean? 737 00:40:58,440 --> 00:41:01,400 Like that's a great example. Like she was the biggest girl in 738 00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:05,720 the world in 2019 and. Does not want it at all. 739 00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,800 But it's not even just that. It's like the city has act like 740 00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:11,880 she never existed either. So it's like it's both of them. 741 00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:15,600 It's it's like we both need to find a relationship that is more 742 00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:19,600 long term and more beneficial instead of just Uzi, Uzi, Uzi, 743 00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:22,080 I'm going to use you to get famous and I'm going to use you 744 00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:25,280 to make money, right? That only works for a couple of 745 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:28,440 years and then it blows up much like a toxic marriage, right? 746 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:31,400 So I think it's got to come from both sides. 747 00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:34,560 And like I said, this, this is these are not the people that I 748 00:41:34,560 --> 00:41:36,600 work with. This is a general problem. 749 00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:39,800 You know, that I'm looking at like eagle eye view of like, if 750 00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:42,160 you want to say, OK, what is the issue with the doll film? 751 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:47,360 It's that you've got people from many, many, many, many years ago 752 00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:54,280 making decisions based off of finances that exploit talent 753 00:41:56,000 --> 00:42:00,200 only as long as they, you know, in their eyes are beneficial. 754 00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:03,080 And then that talent, you know, either becomes bitter and 755 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:07,640 disenfranchised or they feel used and exploited and then do 756 00:42:07,640 --> 00:42:09,240 the thing that you just said, right? 757 00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:14,400 And it's, it's both, you know, I, I, I think, I think, I think, 758 00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:17,360 I think it's a thing that has to be fixed at both homes. 759 00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:19,880 I'm someone who would be dead without porn. 760 00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:22,680 Porn saved my life. I love this industry. 761 00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:23,960 I love the people that work in it. 762 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:27,840 I love my Co workers. I love my Co stars because they 763 00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:30,720 they saved me. Like I had no family, I had no 764 00:42:30,720 --> 00:42:32,800 friends. It was fresh out of like a 765 00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,760 mental hospital. You know, transitioning was so 766 00:42:35,760 --> 00:42:37,960 hard. The shit that people did to me, 767 00:42:37,960 --> 00:42:40,880 the shit that I went through, I can't even talk about it on 768 00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:45,360 here. But porn gave me a way to make 769 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:49,240 money, keep me off the streets, bring me in a community, allow a 770 00:42:49,240 --> 00:42:53,680 safe space to be myself, to transition to what you see now, 771 00:42:54,360 --> 00:42:56,040 and to become the woman I am today. 772 00:42:56,040 --> 00:42:57,640 I wouldn't be able to do it without porn. 773 00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:01,360 Once Applied, TS Summer just caused me to get a six figure 774 00:43:01,360 --> 00:43:03,240 recording deal. Wow. 775 00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:07,120 OK, and that was because that movie was so big, it was so 776 00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:11,360 viral. My music from before blew up and 777 00:43:11,360 --> 00:43:14,720 suddenly my catalog was worth 6 figures As opposed to you. 778 00:43:14,720 --> 00:43:18,560 When I got offered for last, it was literally a year and a half 779 00:43:18,560 --> 00:43:22,280 ago. Same label, 12 grand came back 780 00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:24,880 around after that movie came out, my numbers blew up. 6 781 00:43:24,880 --> 00:43:27,320 figure deal. So this shit can be life 782 00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:29,200 changing. This shit can save people's 783 00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:31,520 lives. This shit can lead to other 784 00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:32,840 things. But that doesn't mean you have 785 00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:34,960 to throw it away and never acknowledge it. 786 00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:37,160 You know you can do both. Look at Sophia Locke, she's 787 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,600 amazing. She's doing music right now, 788 00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:42,840 she's using porn to fund it. She's fantastic at both. 789 00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:46,040 You know, like I, I really do wish people wouldn't be so quick 790 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,560 to be like, fuck you. But I do think it comes from the 791 00:43:48,560 --> 00:43:51,760 fact that there's a little bit of that exploitative stuff going 792 00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:53,440 on and it makes some people better. 793 00:43:53,880 --> 00:43:57,480 So that's why I said if you focus on becoming your own 794 00:43:57,480 --> 00:43:59,240 success, no one can take that away from you. 795 00:43:59,280 --> 00:44:02,480 Even if studios stop favoring you or stop shooting you, if 796 00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:05,360 you're successful in your own, then you're not going to have 797 00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,320 that bitter resentment. You know, thank you for what you 798 00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:09,480 did for me. I appreciate you. 799 00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:12,080 We're still friends. We'll still go to conventions, 800 00:44:12,080 --> 00:44:13,680 whatever. And if there's an opportunity, 801 00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:15,360 I'm there. But you're not going to feel 802 00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:18,720 that same level of resentment. You don't understand what I'm 803 00:44:18,720 --> 00:44:21,480 saying. Absolutely, absolutely. 804 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:25,200 I'm so glad that you're speaking about this because also what's 805 00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:30,000 running through my mind and in wrapping unionization of sex 806 00:44:30,000 --> 00:44:34,400 work that is becoming the hottest topic right now is 807 00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:40,120 whether or not sex work adult content creating should be 808 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:42,160 unionized. I If. 809 00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:45,800 They want to survive. It needs to be if they want to 810 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:46,960 survive, they're going to help too. 811 00:44:46,960 --> 00:44:48,320 And I don't mean the the performers. 812 00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:51,200 Performers are going to be fine. We've got paper so right. 813 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:54,040 We don't need to be on a DVD box cover, right? 814 00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:57,600 So it's it's it's if the studios want to survive, they need to 815 00:44:57,600 --> 00:45:01,680 move to more of a long term relationship with these models. 816 00:45:01,680 --> 00:45:05,840 And once again, this is not coming from a place of like 817 00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:10,880 judgement at all because I'm in a very privileged place and I 818 00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:14,400 love everybody I work with. But that doesn't mean I'm not 819 00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:17,600 going to, you know, say see things and be like, OK, well, 820 00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:22,680 yeah, that is definitely contributing to why these things 821 00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:26,120 play out the way that they do. You know, cuz I want everyone to 822 00:45:26,120 --> 00:45:30,000 be just as happy and successful as they possibly can be. 823 00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,120 And I know we've spent pretty much the whole interview talking 824 00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:35,080 about like the state of the industry and politics and 825 00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:36,680 whatnot. But if you have any other 826 00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:40,680 questions about my nominations and stuff, I should probably 827 00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:43,040 stop rambling like a crazy cat lady. 828 00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:47,960 No, no, you, you honestly have been amazing. 829 00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:50,920 And it's like these are the things that people do not get to 830 00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:54,280 hear from their favorite starlet a lot. 831 00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:58,520 So I I only hope that people got to know you a little bit more 832 00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:01,880 beyond, you know, just the pretty face the nominations. 833 00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:04,520 But let's talk about those nominations once again. 834 00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:09,200 XMA award nomination for trans clip creator of the year. 835 00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:12,040 You can start your voting now until May 12th. 836 00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,360 What do you need the fans to know? 837 00:46:14,360 --> 00:46:19,720 Like with this big like this is now going to be your 20th 838 00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:24,880 nomination, 21st nomination. A 21st nomination and it was my 839 00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:27,240 this is I just started my third year. 840 00:46:28,200 --> 00:46:34,480 March 31st was the anniversary of my second year ending and 841 00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:37,520 starting my third year. So I just started my third year. 842 00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:41,920 It was right after my win at the teas for best DVD sponsored by 843 00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:45,800 adult empire. And you know, each nomination 844 00:46:45,800 --> 00:46:48,280 has been bigger than the last. Each opportunity has been bigger 845 00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:51,000 than the last and everything is fed itself to get to this point 846 00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:55,080 here clip creator of the year is very important because it is 847 00:46:55,080 --> 00:46:59,720 100% based around my own content. 848 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:04,920 And that would technically include Once Upon a TS summer 849 00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:07,320 because even though it was a studio that, you know, 850 00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:10,520 distributed it, like I still had to put all that together. 851 00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:13,760 I still had to like find the talent, fund it, direct it. 852 00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:16,280 I brought in the best people in the industry to help me and I 853 00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:19,320 would have never been able to do even a fraction of it without 854 00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:22,720 them. But still, everything is 855 00:47:22,720 --> 00:47:27,280 compounded on itself to get here and, you know, getting the 856 00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:31,320 performer of your nomination, you know, X biz and you know, 857 00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:34,960 AVN and best acting performance. All those nominations were 858 00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:38,560 equally as important to me as winning best DVD. 859 00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:43,400 And now this specific award show is recognizing my independent 860 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:45,600 efforts, which I think is why it means a lot to me. 861 00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:49,320 And it's entirely based off of my my fans nominated me. 862 00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:52,480 So if you know, my fans are going to win because they're 863 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:55,080 voting for me, right? That's, that's, that's why it's 864 00:47:55,080 --> 00:47:59,160 important that this nomination and this, this time period. 865 00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:05,920 And I'm, I'm so grateful and I'm so aware of, of, of, of the 866 00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:10,160 blessings I have in my life. And I just want the people 867 00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:13,520 watching and my fans to know like I, I would be nothing 868 00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:15,600 without you guys. Thank you for this wonderful 869 00:48:15,600 --> 00:48:18,040 life you've given me. I just want to give it back to 870 00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:20,440 you tenfold. And this new project, you know, 871 00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:23,440 besides the cast, you know, we're looking at having a 872 00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:26,760 director and, you know, potential releases, we're going 873 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:29,400 to be in categories that I don't think we've ever seen before. 874 00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:31,920 I. I'm so excited. 875 00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:37,280 I am so excited for you and I'm going to be looking out for 876 00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:41,720 music because I want I mean, I feel like there's just so much 877 00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:46,720 that people have yet to know of you, Blake, and you are just 878 00:48:46,720 --> 00:48:51,200 truly a rising starlet. Like you really are really 879 00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:53,920 bringing in that that that heat, that star power. 880 00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:58,080 And I can't wait to hear more details as they keep rolling in 881 00:48:58,080 --> 00:48:59,880 just I'm I'm I just want you to win. 882 00:48:59,880 --> 00:49:01,600 That's really what it is. Let me just say it. 883 00:49:01,600 --> 00:49:04,200 I just want to. There's a novel too. 884 00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:07,080 Like there's little kinds of shit Laney and I are working on, 885 00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:10,280 like not published right now. So it's like there's lots of 886 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:15,120 things I want to do, you know, I want to be as I, as I, as I get 887 00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:18,480 into my like MILF years, you know, 10-15 years from now, 888 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:22,960 maybe that's when I'm mainly focusing on being an author, 889 00:49:23,080 --> 00:49:24,360 right. Or something like that. 890 00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:27,360 I love music too. Like I'm, I'm working on a new 891 00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:30,400 project as well. They're like I, I, yeah, like 892 00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:33,880 there's, there's a lot, but I'm not one of these people that is 893 00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:37,840 trying to distance themselves and, you know, move on from 894 00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:39,960 adult film. It's, it's just as important as 895 00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:41,160 all these other things I've been doing. 896 00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:44,760 It's as I told you, I wouldn't be who I am today without it. 897 00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:46,360 I'm not fucking ashamed of it at all. 898 00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:49,440 I'm very quick to, to, to talk about that. 899 00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:53,000 Like if the guy goes ask me out, it comes up in conversation in 900 00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:54,840 the first 5-10 minutes. I'm not hiding that. 901 00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:57,160 I'm not ashamed of it. If that's a problem for you, 902 00:49:57,640 --> 00:49:59,040 that's a problem for you, not me. 903 00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:02,600 You know what I mean? Like I'm very comfortable with 904 00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:04,640 myself. I love it. 905 00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:08,160 Well, where can the earbuds, where can they, you know, get to 906 00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:09,920 know you? Where, where is the links 907 00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:12,280 shouted out right now? Let the people know where you're 908 00:50:12,280 --> 00:50:15,740 at. OK, Instagram Blake Lovely under 909 00:50:15,740 --> 00:50:17,280 score. Twitter under score. 910 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:19,680 Blake Lovely under score. I'm not calling it XI. 911 00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:22,000 Don't care. Only fans. 912 00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:26,080 You can find me at sarahblakelovely@onlyfans.com. 913 00:50:26,080 --> 00:50:29,960 That's Sara Blake Lovely at onlyfans.com. 914 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:34,120 My Pornhub is TS Blake lovely. If you want to not, you know, 915 00:50:34,120 --> 00:50:38,120 support me and I'm kidding. It's the joke, you know, because 916 00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:41,560 to call it outside don't, don't, don't don't really give you 917 00:50:41,560 --> 00:50:43,160 revenue. I'm like, you know, the fans 918 00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:45,400 that that come up to me, but they go I watch you in Pornhub. 919 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:48,760 Like I really do appreciate that because I love the Pornhub team. 920 00:50:48,760 --> 00:50:52,600 I love what they do for us. But the fans that like will brag 921 00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:55,280 about that, it's like, OK, I would much rather have you brag 922 00:50:55,280 --> 00:50:58,320 about tipping me hundreds of dollars or what? 923 00:50:58,360 --> 00:51:01,120 You know what I mean? Like that, That doesn't scream 924 00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:03,160 fan. That screams follower to me. 925 00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:06,640 Big difference between follower and fan. 926 00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:09,960 Big difference. Huge difference. 927 00:51:10,000 --> 00:51:13,760 Huge difference. Well, Blake, it has been such a 928 00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:16,680 pleasure connecting with you. I want to bring you back, you 929 00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:19,800 know, once we get more details on your, you know, your movie, 930 00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:21,360 your wins. I just want to see you win. 931 00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:23,280 Like I said, I just want to see your win. 932 00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:26,920 July, July, that's that's what we're shooting at July this 933 00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:29,360 summer, so it'll it'll be out for this award season. 934 00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:32,920 And yes, Once Upon a TS summer just one best DVD. 935 00:51:33,160 --> 00:51:35,360 You can buy it right now on groovy.com. 936 00:51:35,800 --> 00:51:39,280 You can search Once Upon a TS summer porno and it it will be 937 00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:41,720 everywhere. Like legitimately the movie is 938 00:51:41,720 --> 00:51:44,160 everywhere. Like even the cover art on 939 00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:50,200 Instagram had 20,000 shares. Think about that. 940 00:51:50,760 --> 00:51:55,600 The cover art went viral like literally just the picture of 941 00:51:55,600 --> 00:51:59,200 the cover with like all of us on it had 20,000 shares that. 942 00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:02,040 Is love crazy too? It's a lovely picture. 943 00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:05,520 So go for support. Go and pay for that content, 944 00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:08,200 please. Of course, you all can find me 945 00:52:08,200 --> 00:52:12,880 at Miz Radio Sapphire. That's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on the 946 00:52:12,880 --> 00:52:16,120 Instagrams. Am I on Twitter kind of sort of 947 00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:19,040 trying to rebuild it, But let let's just keep it to the 948 00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:21,520 Instagrams. Let's keep it to Miz Radio 949 00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:23,120 Sapphire. And Sapphire is airplay on 950 00:52:23,120 --> 00:52:27,000 YouTube and of course, Sapphire is airplay on all streaming 951 00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:29,680 platforms. And if you really can't find me, 952 00:52:29,680 --> 00:52:33,320 just go to mizradiosapphire.com. Boom, that's it. 953 00:52:33,320 --> 00:52:35,280 That's all you got to do plain simple. 954 00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:39,000 Get your asses over there, but please check out Blake. 955 00:52:39,160 --> 00:52:41,640 Lovely. Make sure to get all those votes 956 00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:43,920 in by May 12th. That's right. 957 00:52:44,240 --> 00:52:46,800 Get those votes in and of course, remember that vote 958 00:52:46,920 --> 00:52:50,240 daily, vote daily. There you go Vote daily, so you 959 00:52:50,240 --> 00:52:54,520 have no excuse. Daily, daily. 960 00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:57,120 We'll make sure it has to. We'll have a link, you know, so 961 00:52:57,120 --> 00:52:58,760 people know directly where to go. 962 00:52:59,240 --> 00:53:02,840 But of course, remember that safe sex is the best hot sex. 963 00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:10,000 Till next y'all. Good night, that was the show 964 00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:12,840 all you sexy motherfuckers out there remember to follow at Miz 965 00:53:12,840 --> 00:53:15,880 Radio Sapphire and Sapphire's Airplay on Instagram. 966 00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:17,800 Want some ear gasms of the past and future? 967 00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:21,480 Make sure to follow on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, iHeartRadio, 968 00:53:21,480 --> 00:53:23,240 and all streaming platforms.