1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:02,320 See motherfuckers out there in Radioland, it's your girl 2 00:00:02,320 --> 00:00:07,360 Sapphire, a new year and Oh my God, fresh off of avians, which 3 00:00:07,360 --> 00:00:11,480 I did not go to because you know, your girl is trying to to 4 00:00:11,480 --> 00:00:14,240 get busy in her personal life, you know, getting busy trying to 5 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:19,440 have a baby. And that is listen, let me tell 6 00:00:19,440 --> 00:00:22,640 you, and I might get into this with my guests because I caught 7 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:25,200 her live on the day that we're recording because you know me, 8 00:00:25,200 --> 00:00:27,320 I'm not going to tell you when we're dropping this episode, but 9 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:29,440 it's going to drop. But I caught one of her lives 10 00:00:29,480 --> 00:00:33,880 and I got to say I'm falling in lust, my love lust with her 11 00:00:33,880 --> 00:00:37,400 already. She is deemed the queen of 12 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:41,240 sweaty sex. She has been around since 2019, 13 00:00:41,440 --> 00:00:45,400 $27.00 in her pocket is before she started in this business. 14 00:00:45,720 --> 00:00:48,960 Now she's one of the Urban X Hotties Female Creator of the 15 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:53,480 Year she's been nominated and just all around just a Batty. 16 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:56,400 I got to welcome and bring in the rowdy frat boys for this 17 00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:59,520 one. Got to welcome Carmella Clutch. 18 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:07,440 Thank you. Thank you so much. 19 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:10,520 Thank you guys for having me. Thank you so much for having me. 20 00:01:11,200 --> 00:01:17,800 Of course I got to say, you know, did you go to Avian's last 21 00:01:17,800 --> 00:01:19,520 month? Did you catch the avian flu as 22 00:01:19,520 --> 00:01:22,760 everybody calls it? Yes and no. 23 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:27,000 I I didn't get actually the flu. I didn't get sick sick because I 24 00:01:27,000 --> 00:01:30,400 took precautions before and after and I don't imbibe. 25 00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:34,640 So I'm one of the I was being an Angel. 26 00:01:34,640 --> 00:01:37,360 I was on my good girl behavior, doing bad things, bad naughty 27 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:41,080 things, hung out, did all the orgy stuff. 28 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:44,120 But I didn't drink or do any drugs other than weed. 29 00:01:44,160 --> 00:01:47,640 So I actually didn't get sick. I love that. 30 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:50,120 You know what, congratulations, it was okay. 31 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:53,880 There you go and people if you don't understand, like if you go 32 00:01:53,880 --> 00:01:57,280 to avians, even if you're just like a fan and you're going on 33 00:01:57,280 --> 00:02:00,120 the floor, there's just a shit ton of people you don't know 34 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:03,880 What people have is body odored everything, It's just 35 00:02:03,920 --> 00:02:06,760 everything. It is one Petri dig in the 36 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:10,520 Convention Center for like a. Week and then if you're Yep, 2 37 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:12,720 weeks because there's the convention before that too. 38 00:02:13,240 --> 00:02:15,800 So and if you're drinking every night or you're partying every 39 00:02:15,800 --> 00:02:17,960 night, your immune system is compromised. 40 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:22,120 So I've learned to be like a nun, except a very naughty nun, 41 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:24,640 like the kind that wears lingerie underneath and like 42 00:02:24,640 --> 00:02:26,680 flashes people. If I walk by, I don't go 43 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:28,680 straight to hell, I'm going straight to hell. 44 00:02:29,280 --> 00:02:30,360 At least my friends will be I'm I'm. 45 00:02:30,640 --> 00:02:33,000 Gonna be there right with you. I'm gonna be there right there 46 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:36,920 with you. Because you know why I I know, I 47 00:02:36,920 --> 00:02:37,640 know. You're Afrolac. 48 00:02:38,800 --> 00:02:41,120 I know you're Alpha Latina. I know you probably grew up in a 49 00:02:41,120 --> 00:02:44,520 strict Catholic holier than thou background. 50 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:48,760 Haven't worn across in 20 something years now, yeah. 51 00:02:51,720 --> 00:02:55,160 So I get it. I mean, listen, Reformed I, I 52 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:56,800 say I'm the Reformed Catholic school girl. 53 00:02:56,800 --> 00:03:01,240 I've had enough prayer, enough eulogy, all that shit. 54 00:03:01,240 --> 00:03:06,080 Like I did 12 years of Catholic school and then some. 55 00:03:07,640 --> 00:03:08,840 Oh, that was you in the other room. 56 00:03:10,120 --> 00:03:13,280 And the Sunday? Uh huh, uh huh, girl. 57 00:03:13,320 --> 00:03:14,280 Midnight night. That. 58 00:03:14,360 --> 00:03:18,440 Lasted for two hours. Too fucking long. 59 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:22,880 Too fucking long. Just people don't understand if 60 00:03:22,880 --> 00:03:26,680 you got a Catholic school girl or a boy, you got a baddie, a 61 00:03:26,680 --> 00:03:28,160 freak for life. Period. 62 00:03:28,360 --> 00:03:31,160 Oh yeah, yeah. Especially like during those 63 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:34,680 times I was actually daydreaming gangbangs and like, I wish my 64 00:03:34,680 --> 00:03:36,720 parents would have sent me off to an all girls boarding school. 65 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:38,880 Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me? 66 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:41,760 Oh, Oh my. God, it's every dream. 67 00:03:43,840 --> 00:03:45,720 I love it. So you love the girlies? 68 00:03:46,360 --> 00:03:49,440 I love the girlies, I love the boys, I love the them days, I 69 00:03:49,440 --> 00:03:51,080 love everyone. I'm pansexual. 70 00:03:51,560 --> 00:03:54,680 What would you say is the most complicated in your dating life? 71 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:58,480 Like who's like who's the worst, the worst of the worst? 72 00:03:58,480 --> 00:04:01,960 If you have to like. Like if there was a category of 73 00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:08,560 people, oh man, man, it's the the Baron, the wood situation. 74 00:04:11,480 --> 00:04:15,360 No, no, no, because like, you know, I've, I've, I've endured 75 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:19,160 some, some some nasty relationships, some crazy things 76 00:04:19,519 --> 00:04:23,600 in and out of the, the industry. But emotionally where I am right 77 00:04:23,600 --> 00:04:28,040 now, I, I, I identify more with women. 78 00:04:28,040 --> 00:04:30,160 I emotionally connect more with women. 79 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:35,560 And I mean, I read a study that said that the women who I don't 80 00:04:35,560 --> 00:04:38,880 want to say indulge so much as as grow and nurture their female 81 00:04:38,880 --> 00:04:41,760 companionships and friendships, even though completely platonic, 82 00:04:42,080 --> 00:04:45,720 can find it more emotionally satisfying and therefore, for 83 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:49,200 me, makes me all around happier. The sex I can get my Buzz 84 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:52,160 Lightyear toy doesn't, you know, that does everything that a man 85 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:54,160 will do and it doesn't give me a migraine at the end of the 86 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:56,600 fucking day. And Buzz Lightyear don't eat 87 00:04:56,760 --> 00:05:03,040 socks everywhere, so. No, I feel rude. 88 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:07,000 It's funny when I try to explain to people like, yes, I am 89 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:10,200 married to a man, but I'm very much a lesbian. 90 00:05:10,200 --> 00:05:13,280 Like this man is usually the only Dick. 91 00:05:13,280 --> 00:05:15,280 I think. Yeah, like it's the only like 92 00:05:15,280 --> 00:05:17,160 I've done. Yeah, like I've. 93 00:05:17,160 --> 00:05:19,720 I've had a lot of Dick in my life, but I'm like, I'm good. 94 00:05:19,760 --> 00:05:22,800 I don't know if you see like I feel you all up into the point 95 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:25,240 where you're like, it's the only Dick that you want moving 96 00:05:25,240 --> 00:05:27,680 forward, which is a beautiful thing and I'm very happy for you 97 00:05:27,680 --> 00:05:31,400 guys. But also I don't know if I can 98 00:05:31,400 --> 00:05:33,200 only take one Dick for the rest of my life, I'll be. 99 00:05:33,880 --> 00:05:38,120 Honest, it's well, in all fairness, In all fairness, no, I 100 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:39,240 get it. I get it. 101 00:05:39,240 --> 00:05:43,640 For me, it's like, I'm polyamorous, but I'm more of a 102 00:05:43,640 --> 00:05:48,120 lesbian in the polyamorous world now because like, yeah, yeah. 103 00:05:48,200 --> 00:05:51,240 You know, when you it's just like, I mean, again, you're in 104 00:05:51,240 --> 00:05:54,160 porn, so you're taking Dick in a whole different perspective. 105 00:05:55,120 --> 00:05:57,280 Yeah. In in like in back. 106 00:05:57,880 --> 00:06:02,000 Ways and back ways. You you've, you've gotten all of 107 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:03,360 them. And it's like I feel like in 108 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:06,560 the, in the regular sex world, I feel like I've just, I fucked it 109 00:06:06,560 --> 00:06:08,320 all. I'm bored. 110 00:06:08,640 --> 00:06:11,160 Y'all bored me, yeah. Yeah. 111 00:06:11,640 --> 00:06:14,280 They bored me. No I I definitely understand but 112 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:17,800 baby find a beautiful looking woman that can strap. 113 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:25,120 I'm in. Love, it's warm in here now. 114 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:27,920 No, no, seriously, it it got really warm. 115 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:31,920 Like I have the fan and honey, I got hot flashes because I'm over 116 00:06:31,920 --> 00:06:34,800 here just thinking about so. Like my mid 30s right now, I 117 00:06:34,800 --> 00:06:36,680 can't be talking about all this sex shit anymore. 118 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:39,200 It just got me. Like, honey, we're the same age, 119 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:41,720 you know? Like, listen, let it fly, you 120 00:06:41,720 --> 00:06:42,960 know, fan yourself. Look at you. 121 00:06:42,960 --> 00:06:48,800 She busted off. Wait, no seriously, how? 122 00:06:48,920 --> 00:06:51,280 How is the? Drafts in women and men and 123 00:06:51,280 --> 00:06:53,360 orgies and I just started getting so hot. 124 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:56,480 No honestly it is. It is so hot. 125 00:06:56,480 --> 00:07:00,680 Strap on sex y'all. Like there's just something 126 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:03,800 about strapping up. As a woman, do you like doing 127 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:05,800 the strapping or do you like to be strapped? 128 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:11,160 Cocaine Los dos. Oh yes, yeah. 129 00:07:12,560 --> 00:07:15,840 Like do you feel like you feel more, do you feel like more 130 00:07:15,840 --> 00:07:17,720 masculine when you when you got that deal? 131 00:07:17,920 --> 00:07:19,600 You know, it depends on my partner. 132 00:07:19,720 --> 00:07:22,880 I'm really, I'm a true switch. I'm a true true switch. 133 00:07:23,680 --> 00:07:28,240 Tell me about. It I mean, there are some people 134 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:31,240 that evoke the more masculine energy out of me and then 135 00:07:31,240 --> 00:07:33,600 there's just some days that I wake up and I'm like, I don't 136 00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:36,600 feel like being on girly. I don't want to do the haunting. 137 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:39,120 In fact, I feel like wearing sweatpants and a crop top with 138 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:42,320 my under boob hanging out with my hair just fresh out of the 139 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:46,880 bed like this and looking like a sexier version of your man. 140 00:07:48,400 --> 00:07:51,520 You know, like sometimes, sometimes I just, I just feel 141 00:07:51,520 --> 00:07:53,880 I'm in my tomboy era, but I always. 142 00:07:53,880 --> 00:07:55,960 Like to sex it up? A little bit, I'll show a little 143 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:59,760 extra skin, I'll give it. And this is going to date me. 144 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:02,600 But you, you are my age so you will understand this reference. 145 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:03,960 Everybody else may not get it, but fuck you. 146 00:08:03,960 --> 00:08:06,400 Guys. Aaliyah. 147 00:08:06,480 --> 00:08:10,440 Think of Aaliyah, how she was them tomboy but sexy with it. 148 00:08:10,440 --> 00:08:13,080 She came with it like she had ABS, but you still wanted to 149 00:08:13,080 --> 00:08:16,120 lick them. She Oh my God between her and 150 00:08:16,120 --> 00:08:19,160 left eye those were my 2 like early. 151 00:08:19,240 --> 00:08:23,600 That's how I knew I was really attracted to like the stem 152 00:08:23,600 --> 00:08:26,120 studs. Really lame. 153 00:08:27,440 --> 00:08:31,400 I was like. I think it was the movie Wild 154 00:08:31,400 --> 00:08:33,640 Things where you had the femme in the mask. 155 00:08:34,120 --> 00:08:36,520 Neb. Campbell and Denise Richards, 156 00:08:36,799 --> 00:08:41,520 that whole scene, I, I must have burnt out my VCR going back and 157 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:47,680 were watching that part. My mom actually got mad at my 158 00:08:47,680 --> 00:08:50,080 dad thinking that he was the one renting that shit from 159 00:08:50,080 --> 00:08:52,040 Blockbuster. Why do you have to rent wild 160 00:08:52,040 --> 00:08:54,680 things every fucking week? What's going on? 161 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:56,040 You want to talk about something? 162 00:08:56,360 --> 00:09:01,320 And he's like, that's not me. And I'm like hiding the hiding 163 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:05,320 it me trying to switch out the case for a different case and 164 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:09,400 notice check out bro, I'm not even kidding. 165 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:13,360 These these are real memories. And for anybody who is a 90s kid 166 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,920 or 90s baby, those of you will remember this and hopefully 167 00:09:16,920 --> 00:09:20,240 you're cracking up too because they don't make them like that 168 00:09:20,240 --> 00:09:22,840 anymore. No, you know what I remember? 169 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:27,520 I'll never forget going to a video store and going and 170 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:29,920 sneaking into the porn section because I was like, oh, what's 171 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:32,840 behind the beaded area? Like you knew the. 172 00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:36,880 Beads were so damn loud. They were you can seek. 173 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:40,600 And I was young, I was like maybe 5 or 6. 174 00:09:40,600 --> 00:09:43,960 And I remember like video guy was like turning to my dad and 175 00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:48,120 he's like, Sir, you, you might want to go get your your kid. 176 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:51,200 Yeah, yeah, go get. Your kid. 177 00:09:51,200 --> 00:09:53,800 I was just like, what's this? This looks nice. 178 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:57,480 Why is this? What the hell? 179 00:09:57,480 --> 00:10:00,800 Oh shit, this will be. Because that's where the adults 180 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:02,600 go. I want to go see like. 181 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:07,960 It's like those things, like, I don't know, I feel like as we've 182 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:11,280 gotten older, there's no taboo with porn. 183 00:10:11,600 --> 00:10:15,480 Do you feel like there's no like, oh, what's behind that 184 00:10:15,480 --> 00:10:17,200 closed door? Like that door, like 185 00:10:17,200 --> 00:10:19,400 everything's just now out in the open. 186 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:21,920 You know what I mean? I kind of missed this. 187 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:25,360 It very much is. I think there are certain kinks 188 00:10:25,360 --> 00:10:28,960 and fetishes that some people try to hide, but we all kind of 189 00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:33,080 know, like people who have worked with me know, and this is 190 00:10:33,080 --> 00:10:35,400 a tidbit for you. I don't like spit. 191 00:10:35,400 --> 00:10:36,960 I don't like the way spit smells. 192 00:10:37,200 --> 00:10:39,560 So I don't like being. If you notice in my scenes, I 193 00:10:39,560 --> 00:10:42,120 don't let people spit in my face or on my face. 194 00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:44,280 You want. To. 195 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:47,080 Yeah, I don't let someone spit in my mouth or my face. 196 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:49,800 And the few times that someone spat in my mouth, that someone I 197 00:10:49,800 --> 00:10:52,920 know very well and one of two things happens, you see me 198 00:10:52,920 --> 00:10:55,760 hesitate and I'll do it just because I don't want to fuck 199 00:10:55,760 --> 00:11:00,000 that part of the scene up or you'll see me do it and just 200 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:02,080 kind of do it. It just depends on who it is. 201 00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:06,760 Manuel Ferreira. That man could tell me to I, I, 202 00:11:06,840 --> 00:11:08,880 that man could do anything and I would be like, yes, please. 203 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:11,280 And do it again. Honestly, between. 204 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:14,520 Him and be like. Yeah. 205 00:11:14,560 --> 00:11:16,920 No, I mean, honestly, you've got to take it. 206 00:11:17,640 --> 00:11:19,120 So let's let's take it for what it is. 207 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:23,080 Spit is nasty. Spit is a combination of 208 00:11:23,080 --> 00:11:27,640 bacteria, phlegm, and it's just not good. 209 00:11:27,960 --> 00:11:30,920 I have a very sensitive, very sensitive vagina. 210 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:33,320 Yeah. My man cannot spit in my pussy 211 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:39,400 like I no one can spit in my pussy because as Yeah, I mean, 212 00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:41,080 well, here's the thing. I have. 213 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:45,160 I have herpes and I have vaginal herpes. 214 00:11:45,160 --> 00:11:48,160 And what people don't realize is that when you're spitting into 215 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:53,400 the vagina of someone who might have genital herpes, regardless 216 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:56,600 if they're not having an outbreak or not, you make you 217 00:11:56,840 --> 00:12:01,840 you open that wrist up a little bit more because, yeah, it's 218 00:12:01,840 --> 00:12:03,680 true. Absolutely, absolutely. 219 00:12:04,120 --> 00:12:07,080 And, you know, so that's just one of the hang ups I have and 220 00:12:07,080 --> 00:12:08,760 and it plays out in my scenes in that way. 221 00:12:08,760 --> 00:12:12,000 But, you know, then there's, there's some people, there's 222 00:12:12,000 --> 00:12:15,360 some things that you know, I, I want them to do and I ask them 223 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:18,240 to do on set. But like the spitting thing, 224 00:12:18,240 --> 00:12:20,840 that's a kind. Of spitting is an absolute no 225 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:25,360 no, yeah. Anywhere else on me just not 226 00:12:25,880 --> 00:12:30,840 like here down OK. So what were boots down I? 227 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:33,720 Don't want a backdraft of it. And like I used to have a whole 228 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:35,640 story of it. Like I was picked on as a kid 229 00:12:35,640 --> 00:12:38,040 and like it's it's from some trauma. 230 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:40,960 Like, it is from from trauma. Yeah. 231 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:45,360 When I was a little girl, I was the first little brown girl in 232 00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:50,520 my neighborhood. And at like 5-6, before my 233 00:12:50,520 --> 00:12:56,440 sister was born, a group of little girls didn't like me. 234 00:12:56,440 --> 00:13:00,120 And they had heard their parents calling other little brown girls 235 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:04,600 that look like me spics. And they thought that meant 236 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:07,760 spit. So they grabbed me and held me 237 00:13:07,800 --> 00:13:13,840 down and they all spat on me. And the smell of it dried on me. 238 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:16,160 Nobody helped me through it. As a kid. 239 00:13:16,160 --> 00:13:17,680 I went home with spitting my hair. 240 00:13:17,680 --> 00:13:19,040 My mom said, what is this in your hair? 241 00:13:19,040 --> 00:13:21,080 And she's like, trying to get it out. 242 00:13:21,080 --> 00:13:22,880 And I explained it. And of course, she took care of 243 00:13:22,880 --> 00:13:25,760 it the next day. But like, you know, that sticks 244 00:13:25,760 --> 00:13:27,400 with me. And I don't like the smell of 245 00:13:27,400 --> 00:13:29,200 spit. It's just the whole thing. 246 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:32,720 But how fortunate that I'm in an industry that if I don't like 247 00:13:32,720 --> 00:13:36,760 something, because of the nature of how intimate this act is, if 248 00:13:36,760 --> 00:13:39,480 I don't like something, I can say I don't like this. 249 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:42,240 Don't do it. I know people that are in 250 00:13:42,240 --> 00:13:44,200 relationships that don't have that luxury. 251 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,800 Sadly, that's. What breaks my heart is that 252 00:13:47,800 --> 00:13:51,320 people who are in relationships, they feel that they have to 253 00:13:51,320 --> 00:13:54,360 compromise on everything and that they're not allowed to have 254 00:13:54,360 --> 00:13:57,240 boundaries. You are absolutely allowed to 255 00:13:57,240 --> 00:13:59,440 have boundaries. I want people to understand 256 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:03,160 taking it into 2026, boundaries in relationships, in all 257 00:14:03,160 --> 00:14:05,760 relationships. Doesn't matter if it's a sexual, 258 00:14:06,040 --> 00:14:09,440 a personal everything. We need more boundaries. 259 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:14,760 If an if anything else, if anything else from this year 260 00:14:14,760 --> 00:14:18,160 that we can take is boundaries. I really want people to 261 00:14:18,160 --> 00:14:21,800 understand boundaries this year. And respecting boundaries 262 00:14:22,160 --> 00:14:25,760 because it's real nice and easy to hit someone with a boundary 263 00:14:25,760 --> 00:14:28,800 when it makes you uncomfortable. But when someone tells you, hey, 264 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:32,160 you know what, here's a boundary and you have to then respect it 265 00:14:32,720 --> 00:14:35,800 all that sometimes that hit different and and not everyone 266 00:14:35,800 --> 00:14:40,800 can receive the way they did. So be prepared to instill 267 00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:44,840 boundaries and to respect boundaries all 20 years and move 268 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:47,640 it on. Let's do it, please. 269 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:50,880 Speaking on that too, boundaries with fans. 270 00:14:50,880 --> 00:14:53,400 Can we get into that? Because I caught you live. 271 00:14:54,120 --> 00:14:57,160 I caught you live this morning. And I like to, I like to get to 272 00:14:57,160 --> 00:14:59,560 know my guests. And I was like, Oh my God, I'm 273 00:14:59,560 --> 00:15:02,040 on Instagram, my guest is on live. 274 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:08,480 Let me go pop in and Oh my goodness, how how I I just, I 275 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:11,440 always ask a lot of my friends who are also in the industry and 276 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:14,800 I'm notorious. I was like, I will go and clap 277 00:15:14,800 --> 00:15:17,840 back on the fans and then my the important friends are like, no, 278 00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:19,840 don't do that SAF, calm down. It's all. 279 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:22,080 Good. You know what? 280 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:24,320 No. Tell them about themselves. 281 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:27,000 Sometimes they need to know. They do, doesn't. 282 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:28,800 Mean you are. You are protected. 283 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:32,520 Don't do that hell, and you know what? 284 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:34,920 You caught me on a good day, on a day where I had patience 285 00:15:35,080 --> 00:15:37,400 because I took I took a break, but there was a time, girl, that 286 00:15:37,400 --> 00:15:38,760 I was doing this every single day. 287 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:41,120 And. Damn near every day having to 288 00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:43,360 tell them off and it was to a point where I was like this is 289 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:45,640 this is not fun. I'm doing this for free. 290 00:15:45,800 --> 00:15:48,640 I'm giving free game. For those of you who don't know, 291 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:51,080 I do this segment every morning called coffee with clutch. 292 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:52,840 I do it on my Instagram. It's free. 293 00:15:52,840 --> 00:15:55,200 You just you don't even have to follow me to see it. 294 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:59,080 You literally just click on the live and what it is, is it's a 295 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:02,600 Q&A where people are able to ask me about sex, industry, 296 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:05,720 relationship, content creation, my personal life. 297 00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:10,000 I literally leave everything open for you guys. 298 00:16:10,000 --> 00:16:13,960 I don't necessarily name all the names because I have to maintain 299 00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:16,120 this industry that I'm in. I need to continue. 300 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:18,240 Working. I have to have a job, I have to 301 00:16:18,240 --> 00:16:20,520 be able to put food on my table, provide for myself. 302 00:16:20,720 --> 00:16:23,360 So, yeah, you know, names, I don't necessarily put them in 303 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:26,200 there, but I do tell you facts and details and things that 304 00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:30,320 happen really in my life, whether it be a crazy orgy at 305 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:35,720 Avian to like, you know, the time I was as aid like these 306 00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:38,240 things. I I make it open and free and 307 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:42,760 it's free information on consecration and legality and 308 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:46,960 testing and things like that. Information that would have 309 00:16:46,960 --> 00:16:50,880 saved me so much time, energy, heartbreak, physical pain, like 310 00:16:51,120 --> 00:16:53,120 everything. I do it every morning. 311 00:16:53,120 --> 00:16:57,160 And sometimes people get a little too aggressive in the 312 00:16:57,160 --> 00:16:59,960 comments. We're talking straight up people 313 00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:05,359 talking about my family, demanding to see parts of my 314 00:17:05,359 --> 00:17:11,520 body, people putting me down and berating me, people judging me. 315 00:17:12,440 --> 00:17:14,760 And I do it with a smile on my face either way. 316 00:17:14,760 --> 00:17:18,000 But sometimes, sometimes, oh, I got to go off on them. 317 00:17:18,400 --> 00:17:22,520 So it's it's understandable. It's it's understandable that 318 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:24,040 you want to go off on these fans. 319 00:17:24,839 --> 00:17:27,520 Feel free hi listen. If you've got to tell them about 320 00:17:27,520 --> 00:17:29,840 themselves, then good. Sometimes they need to hear it. 321 00:17:30,280 --> 00:17:32,720 That's you know what, listen, I like to make people 322 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:35,920 uncomfortable to the point where it's like, no, you, you need to 323 00:17:35,920 --> 00:17:38,920 look at yourself. And I would say like, I wish 324 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:42,240 there was like send it to their Mama because I feel like half of 325 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:45,960 these little fuck boys, these little fan fuck boys, they need 326 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:49,360 a little ass spanking from their Mama, OK, Or at least like some 327 00:17:49,360 --> 00:17:52,600 reprimanding from the Mama. I I want to like, like it. 328 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:54,720 That's the thing. I like it. 329 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:58,800 I Yeah. I had to realize halfway through 330 00:17:59,120 --> 00:18:02,760 that me telling people off sometimes they want that 331 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:06,640 response they like it and like I don't like when I get that 332 00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:08,600 scary. I heard myself this morning get 333 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:12,040 that scary like my voice raised and almost I scared my damn 334 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:15,480 self. I I, I kind of turned on. 335 00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:18,720 I was turned on when you told this man, like when he said 336 00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:21,400 smile or something, I was like, yeah, no, no, he said. 337 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,360 What did he say? Why are you angry? 338 00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:26,720 Why are you angry? He said calm, calm down or 339 00:18:26,720 --> 00:18:27,640 something like that. I was like. 340 00:18:28,040 --> 00:18:29,960 Calm. Down Well, you haven't even seen 341 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:33,680 me angry or obsessed. I'm not. 342 00:18:33,760 --> 00:18:35,440 Melanated. Don't let this freaking weed 343 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:37,320 fool you. I haven't melanated as fuck. 344 00:18:37,360 --> 00:18:42,720 I will go off on you. Girl, I just think let's yeah, 345 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:46,280 let's take a pause for a second on that one because people need 346 00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:51,360 to understand you cannot be going around telling women of 347 00:18:51,360 --> 00:18:55,960 color to calm the fuck down. You cannot. 348 00:18:56,400 --> 00:18:59,000 You cannot. You can say it to you know what? 349 00:18:59,280 --> 00:19:01,040 OK, Say it to any of the white women. 350 00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:04,480 Don't say it. Do not say it to a person of 351 00:19:04,480 --> 00:19:09,520 color. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 352 00:19:09,560 --> 00:19:11,840 You want to see calm down. I'm going to show you calm down. 353 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:15,920 I've got 13 more octaves I can go. 354 00:19:17,160 --> 00:19:20,560 Don't play no and I'm Puerto Rican. 355 00:19:21,480 --> 00:19:25,320 Our our normal sound is loud. This I'm talking to you and I'm 356 00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:26,920 very loud. I know they can hear me on the 357 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:28,400 1st floor. I'm on the third. 358 00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:32,840 OK, I'm well aware and this is my normal conversation voice. 359 00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:36,360 If I'm angry, it goes up here like. 360 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:41,240 Octaves everything. So in high school, and this is 361 00:19:41,240 --> 00:19:43,600 just a funny anecdote, I mean, in high school, I had a friend 362 00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:45,240 over and she was, like, hanging out. 363 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:46,480 We're hanging out in my room and stuff. 364 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:48,760 And she hears my parents are talking and they're laughing, 365 00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:52,240 but they're talking. My mom is very Puerto Rican, and 366 00:19:52,240 --> 00:19:57,200 she's from the Bronx. My dad is very Brooklyn from the 367 00:19:57,200 --> 00:19:59,240 Bronx. Yeah. 368 00:19:59,240 --> 00:19:59,960 About it. Loud. 369 00:20:00,120 --> 00:20:01,760 Loud, I mean. And. 370 00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:05,200 She's like should I leave? Should I go? 371 00:20:05,600 --> 00:20:08,160 I mean, I just don't want to be here and as an inconvenient I 372 00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:10,960 just if this is family time, I'm like, what are you talking 373 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:13,200 about? They're what are you they're oh, 374 00:20:13,200 --> 00:20:14,680 them they're just watching the game. 375 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:16,880 What do you? It's a regular Sunday. 376 00:20:17,600 --> 00:20:19,320 This is this is a regular Tuesday for us. 377 00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:22,320 What do you talk about? She's like, oh, I thought they 378 00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:24,360 were angry. I thought they were fighting 379 00:20:24,560 --> 00:20:26,480 because, you know, they're so loud and they're yelling and 380 00:20:26,560 --> 00:20:30,120 like, yeah, them happy. You should hear them upset. 381 00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:34,000 I didn't know it was possible, but she got really pale at that 382 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:34,800 point. She got scared. 383 00:20:37,120 --> 00:20:38,360 Oh, it was OK. She's fine. 384 00:20:38,360 --> 00:20:41,960 She she was the first few times that she had been to a Latin 385 00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:44,160 household, It was about time. She lived in Miami. 386 00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:45,200 It was time to go. Let's go. 387 00:20:45,360 --> 00:20:47,200 Oh yeah, no, yeah, get it together. 388 00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:51,720 I love it too, because this one thing like I get very passionate 389 00:20:52,080 --> 00:20:56,480 and when I tell people like I get passionate and I get I'm 390 00:20:56,480 --> 00:21:00,160 going to get stern with you. It doesn't mean that I'm angry. 391 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:04,400 I'm a little aggravated and I'm passionate of what I do. 392 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:09,040 And so I want passionate and and tell you you're a piece of shit 393 00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:12,400 respectfully. Especially, you know. 394 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:13,640 You're a piece of shit does that. 395 00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:15,760 Mean that I think you're a piece of shit all the time. 396 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:19,320 Maybe, maybe not, but you know, it's a possibility that I just 397 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:20,600 think you're a piece of shit right now. 398 00:21:20,600 --> 00:21:24,600 Right now to let it be known. And sometimes you know what we 399 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:27,720 is, some people need to be accountable for the action. 400 00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:31,120 So I'm going to take it upon myself and be passionate and be 401 00:21:31,120 --> 00:21:36,480 like, you fucked up. Go go and correct yourself. 402 00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:39,520 Yeah, but there's nothing wrong with that. 403 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:42,600 That's that's being an adult that's we've called people so 404 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,280 much. Like there's nothing wrong with 405 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:46,840 correcting people. You can do it with grace or you 406 00:21:46,840 --> 00:21:49,400 could do it sternly, depending on what the situation is. 407 00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:52,440 You know, like I I might be a little bit more graceful at 408 00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:58,720 first, but after the second or third time baby, but I start 409 00:21:58,720 --> 00:22:01,320 laughing and and and while I'm making the threatening voice you 410 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:03,680 don't want. To Ryan Ryan. 411 00:22:04,280 --> 00:22:05,240 Run. Just run. 412 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:10,560 This is an elbows. Oh man, oh man. 413 00:22:10,880 --> 00:22:16,520 Is there anything that you feel moving forward as you continue 414 00:22:16,520 --> 00:22:18,800 this wonderful journey that you've been doing? 415 00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:24,440 I mean, my goodness, do you feel like your fans are a little bit 416 00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:28,760 more aggressive now that they have a little bit more access to 417 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:31,720 you? Like moving forward, do you 418 00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:35,320 you're going to have to hone it in a little bit more. 419 00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:40,400 The more and more that we demand like fan access to our adult 420 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:42,160 stars, do you feel like you're going to have to? 421 00:22:43,640 --> 00:22:47,480 No, actually, believe it or not. So I was going to, I was 422 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:50,200 actually going to stop doing coffee with Clutch because I 423 00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:53,160 felt so attacked by people often. 424 00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:56,920 And what I found, especially at these conventions, everybody 425 00:22:56,920 --> 00:23:00,520 that I, I met with damn near every single one of these 426 00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:03,960 hundreds of people that came to see me told me how much they 427 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:05,920 really enjoyed the time coffee was clutch. 428 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:09,080 Even if they came on for just a few minutes, then seeing me or 429 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:11,360 talking to me or hearing me talk about something that inspired 430 00:23:11,360 --> 00:23:16,800 me, it just in some way impacted them in a positive way. 431 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,240 And that that is ultimately what the goal is. 432 00:23:19,800 --> 00:23:26,840 And, and I find that as they get to know me, like actually me and 433 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,880 it's, I don't, I'm not trying not to tear up. 434 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:32,520 I always, I was never the popular kid or anything like 435 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:36,200 that. So for me to be accepted and the 436 00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:39,520 more that people get to know me and my personality, they become 437 00:23:39,520 --> 00:23:43,840 protective of me. You know, for that little kid 438 00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:46,640 that got beat up that no one would protect, that means a lot. 439 00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:53,360 I'm trying not to. Cry No, you didn't make me cry 440 00:23:53,360 --> 00:23:59,360 because I I literally, I, I don't want to say like I relate, 441 00:23:59,360 --> 00:24:04,400 but I do because I too was the girl who was always picked on. 442 00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:07,320 Never understood. I'm still not understood in my 443 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:12,760 adulthood to a lot of people. But the most acceptance I have 444 00:24:12,760 --> 00:24:17,400 ever had was in the adult industry just being my natural 445 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:21,440 radio personality. Like, and I love how the adult 446 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:24,560 industry has a lot of nerds. People don't understand, like 447 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,720 horn stars are some of the nerdiest, some of the 448 00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:31,000 friendliest folks that you can get to know in this industry. 449 00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:33,960 And it's like we're all a little bit of outcasts. 450 00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:40,080 All of the, you know, it's like, I love how there is a sense of 451 00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:41,680 acceptance. Yes, there's a lot of 452 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:45,160 competition because it is, you know, battle of who's looking 453 00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,600 banging and who's got bigger tits and all that. 454 00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:52,240 But at the end of the day, I feel like all of us in the adult 455 00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:55,680 industry, regardless if you're working behind the scenes or in 456 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:59,240 front of the camera, we all have that that inner child that 457 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:01,880 needed to feel accepted in a way. 458 00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:06,040 And so now you have a community to feel accepted by. 459 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:09,120 Yeah, I I would totally agree with that. 460 00:25:09,120 --> 00:25:12,120 It's, and it's so supportive. I mean, there, there are little 461 00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:14,320 cliques, there are groups of people. 462 00:25:14,320 --> 00:25:17,160 And I think I even said it this morning, you know, everyone, the 463 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:19,560 people in the industry are just like the people outside of the 464 00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:23,200 industry. You know, people, everyone's got 465 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:25,000 assholes and sometimes they stink. 466 00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:28,720 People have assholes. It's kind of like that, you 467 00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:32,560 know, sometimes the person who's really having a shitty day, that 468 00:25:32,680 --> 00:25:37,720 fun wasn't intended, but you know, but you know, the then 469 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:40,200 there's some people who, you know, they consistently have 470 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,720 shitty days and you're just like, you're probably just a 471 00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:47,400 shitty person. I do feel insanely supported. 472 00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:51,680 I have a tremendous amount of social anxiety and I found that 473 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:56,200 if I was and I, I, I talked to my therapist about this, I found 474 00:25:56,200 --> 00:26:00,240 that if I'm a forward coming about it forthcoming and I let 475 00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,120 them know, Hey guys, they're like, Hey, how are you guys 476 00:26:02,120 --> 00:26:05,520 enjoying your, your convention? And my response is, Hey, no, 477 00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:07,480 this is really cool, a little over stimulating. 478 00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:09,680 And to be honest, I have a little bit of the tism. 479 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:12,560 So this can be a little bit overwhelming for me. 480 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:15,440 I have social anxiety. When I tell people I have social 481 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:19,440 anxiety or I explain to them why I find especially the women tend 482 00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:21,440 to be a lot more compassionate. They can do. 483 00:26:21,880 --> 00:26:23,600 Oh, I totally get it. I have the same thing. 484 00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:27,120 Let's step away from the crowd and have a conversation instead 485 00:26:27,120 --> 00:26:28,840 of being right in the middle of a dance floor. 486 00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:31,280 Like, that'll probably make you a little uncomfortable. 487 00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:33,920 Let's go over here. Things like that. 488 00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:34,840 Yeah. And. 489 00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:39,200 And as far as being open about your sexuality, your sexual 490 00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:42,640 identity, your kinks, your likes, your dislikes, I have 491 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:45,160 never met a more welcoming group. 492 00:26:45,360 --> 00:26:47,760 Oh, you like Shabari ties? I know someone who does it. 493 00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:53,240 Well, would you like to try it? You know, and thus I was, I had 494 00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:59,160 my first couple of ties. Like if there's something that 495 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:02,480 you want to experience it, experience in a safe and 496 00:27:02,480 --> 00:27:05,160 professional manner, there's no better, better place than the 497 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:08,000 industry. That being said, this is not for 498 00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:15,400 everyone at all. Oh. 499 00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:18,880 I had a subject. I I had a nerve there. 500 00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:23,000 No, no, no. It's a good nerve because yeah, 501 00:27:23,760 --> 00:27:27,080 God, I'm so glad somebody said it. 502 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:31,840 It is like I'm glad. And I, I've had a lot of people 503 00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:35,240 in the walks of life talking about the industry and even some 504 00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:38,000 people didn't like some of the things that I've had to say 505 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:41,560 about the industry As of last year with one of my good 506 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:45,400 friends, Anna Fox, And things have been resurfacing because I 507 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:48,840 did speak out against a certain producer. 508 00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:54,960 I don't I have beef with him. I just the quote was misquoted 509 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:59,160 and then sent to him. And then people are like how 510 00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:02,560 dare you? And I'm like, no, I need you to 511 00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:08,200 understand when you are a black male in this industry, it 512 00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:11,280 doesn't matter if you're dark skinned, light skinned, you are 513 00:28:11,480 --> 00:28:18,840 to protect and to respect are black content creators who are 514 00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:23,160 women. Don't be selective in who you 515 00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:28,320 choose for that content. Like and I'm talking about light 516 00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:31,720 skin, dark skin, it's like 1 dimensional. 517 00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:37,120 Features versus Afro features. Trust me, I know. 518 00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:40,480 And at one point, I think where you're channeling this from the 519 00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:44,920 live, because we were talking about that was when I was asked 520 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:50,520 to send pictures of my areolas, my anus and my labias. 521 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:53,800 What, so that they could see what color it was so they would 522 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:55,960 determine what site they would book me on. 523 00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,480 Yeah, that's yes that that happens sometimes. 524 00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:03,600 That makes me mad. That makes me mad. 525 00:29:03,840 --> 00:29:07,160 It's it's so that categorically, when people are looking it up 526 00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,400 online, they're able to say Latina. 527 00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:14,600 I understand now because I'm in the industry where it stems 528 00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:16,320 from. That doesn't mean I make an 529 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:21,840 excuse for the stigma and dynamics that it perpetuates. 530 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:24,640 I agree with what I'm saying without me saying it because I 531 00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:26,160 got to be careful because I still got to work in this. 532 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:27,920 Industry too. Listen, I am not. 533 00:29:28,040 --> 00:29:29,800 I'm not trying to fuck up my bag. 534 00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:33,920 I will say it as somebody who worked for a certain company. 535 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:37,600 I was upset in a meeting and I always bring this up once in a 536 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:41,320 while. I get mad when I I got mad and I 537 00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,200 kind of knew that was like my last straw. 538 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:47,440 When you're telling me that the average porn consumer is so 539 00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:52,880 ignorant that they cannot get past Ebony to black? 540 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:57,880 I got to warn me before I have, not while I'm drinking. 541 00:29:57,920 --> 00:29:59,880 Yeah, I'm sorry. I didn't need you. 542 00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:03,960 I didn't need you to, you know, choke and die on here and. 543 00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:05,200 You're going to be real mad at you. 544 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:08,480 What happened? Listen when you're telling me 545 00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:12,880 more where porn consumers cannot decipher between Ebony and black 546 00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:17,280 and we can't change that because you know, it's just so embedded 547 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:20,520 Rid. Of the term IR exactly. 548 00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:25,360 I'm sorry, what? In the stupid. 549 00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:28,560 Yeah, because it would take coding to uncode it and change 550 00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:31,440 the listen. It takes 2 minutes. 2 minutes 551 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:35,760 and I'm sure everybody will find their favorite. 552 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:37,920 Car it takes the larger companies to do it, they'll 553 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:41,400 follow suit. So yeah, larger companies, 554 00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:45,920 because we'll just say it, most people are too pussy to do 555 00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:49,400 something on their own. So it takes the bigger companies 556 00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:53,320 to set the standards for testing, for treatment on set, 557 00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:57,160 for Do's and don'ts, for safety. It takes them setting that 558 00:30:57,160 --> 00:30:58,400 standard. And that is why there are so 559 00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:01,240 many content creators, so many porn stars that won't work with 560 00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,480 a content creator unless they have been on a pro set. 561 00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:07,320 So that we know that they are aware of safety, of protocol, of 562 00:31:07,320 --> 00:31:11,360 just how things are done. And most people who are on a 563 00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:14,680 porn set, a pro set won't deviate from that. 564 00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:17,200 We kind of kind of stick through it because we all want to be on 565 00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:20,120 our PS and QS. You have to be, you have to be. 566 00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:24,360 And I feel like, oh I'm so glad you even said haunting creators 567 00:31:24,360 --> 00:31:27,240 and porn stars. I also had a conversation with 568 00:31:27,240 --> 00:31:30,440 the friend in porn last week. Literally same thing. 569 00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:33,720 I cannot explain it. Yeah, there's a difference. 570 00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:40,120 And I need the content creators to also not feel bad or to say 571 00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:44,320 well, I'm not that. No, if you are selling adult 572 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:49,040 content as a content creator, you are an adult performer or 573 00:31:49,040 --> 00:31:54,280 adult content a content creator. OK, if you are in porn and you 574 00:31:54,280 --> 00:32:01,320 make more than 100 some odd scenes or a couple few films, 575 00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:03,680 that's when you can call yourself a porn star. 576 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:08,440 We cannot call some of these only fan models porn stars 577 00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:12,280 because they have never stepped foot on a professional set. 578 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:16,560 Yes, they are producing adult content, but it is not porn. 579 00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:19,640 You made a great point. Is it adult? 580 00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:21,840 Is it consumed the same way that porn is? 581 00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:26,200 In many ways, yes. It doesn't have its own lane. 582 00:32:26,200 --> 00:32:27,920 Absolutely, there's its own lane. 583 00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:32,200 And I am so grateful for those platforms because it lessens the 584 00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:35,240 competition, that competitive nature, and allows for 585 00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:39,040 collaboration where all rise, where rising tides lift all 586 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,000 sales, you know? And that's really important, 587 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,680 that sense of community and collaboration over competition. 588 00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:47,760 Because historically in the world of porn, a company would 589 00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:49,440 say we're going to shoot 30 scenes. 590 00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:53,440 Realistically it's more like 20 because you know 30 is a lot for 591 00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:55,360 production. But for the sake of running 592 00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:59,000 numbers so that you guys can understand, in 30 scenes one 593 00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:03,920 month that they would shoot 20 to 25 women who were blonde 594 00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:09,600 hair, blue eyed, 115 lbs between the ages of 18 and 23. 595 00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:15,440 Then after those 20 to 25 girls they'd shoot 2 light skinned 596 00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:18,480 Latinas. About my complexion, not thick, 597 00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:22,400 skinny Anglo features, straight hair. 598 00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:24,040 Do you know what that does to our hair? 599 00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:28,280 You know? OK, so then after that, now 600 00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:31,840 we've got what, 27? They'll shoot one Asian girl and 601 00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:34,080 maybe one to two black girls, all with Anglo. 602 00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:37,320 Features and probably not dark skin. 603 00:33:37,720 --> 00:33:40,040 Like it can't be more. Than likely. 604 00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:44,920 Which brings me to what I just said about platforms allowing 605 00:33:44,920 --> 00:33:47,280 there to be a collaboration over competition. 606 00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:50,920 And it also allowed for the consumer to voice clearly what 607 00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:53,600 they wanted. As in, hey, we want us some 608 00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:55,840 thickness. Hey, we want us some fast. 609 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,120 Hey, we don't like these little twigs that you're giving us. 610 00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:00,200 We want more color. We want more this more that. 611 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:03,480 It's allowed them to say, oh shit, we're ignoring. 612 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:05,200 We're ignoring a huge demographic. 613 00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:07,440 And look at all this money that they're making without us. 614 00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:13,600 I love that it's provided a voice to my fans to feel 615 00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:17,800 empowered that they can go to a company and say, hey, we demand 616 00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:19,880 Carmella Clutch, and if we don't get her, we'll just go to her 617 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:23,560 site. So these platforms are 618 00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:25,639 fantastic. They're fantastic. 619 00:34:26,520 --> 00:34:29,560 But baby, just because you're on a platform don't make you a porn 620 00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:31,159 star. Thank you. 621 00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:35,920 Until you can calculate when you're going to actually squirt 622 00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:39,880 and then aim it with precision at the right time but not hit 623 00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:42,800 the actual camera, yes, we can do that. 624 00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:44,760 Some of us. Yes, yes, it is a skill. 625 00:34:45,159 --> 00:34:47,719 Until you can fake an orgasm that makes you believe that, 626 00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:53,320 that makes God believe that you really had it, you're not a porn 627 00:34:53,320 --> 00:34:54,920 star. Until you have to deal with the 628 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:56,520 great things we deal with on set. 629 00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:01,320 I had to give you a clap for that one because it's true. 630 00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:03,600 It is so. Oh my God, it is so. 631 00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,920 Sex in front of a camera and having insects in front of a 632 00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:09,400 room full of people and a room full of lights in uncomfortable 633 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:12,520 ass positions. Paying attention to the camera 634 00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:17,840 and not to your own pleasure. That is porn storyline script 635 00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:20,760 wardrobe. It's not just lingerie. 636 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:22,640 Yes, it's a. Full production. 637 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,920 Yeah, and the testing and the testing is so important. 638 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:31,400 Like you can't just go around shooting content and not 639 00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:36,440 protecting your. Prized possession I I we like 640 00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,480 most people in the porn industry, don't have sex with 641 00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:40,760 people outside of the porn industry. 642 00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:42,000 Why? Because it fucks with our 643 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:43,600 testing. And guess what? 644 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,160 I got to pay for that. Not even a lot. 645 00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:49,360 It's not that much. But like, I'm not sure if you're 646 00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:51,560 aware it's like 240. That's not. 647 00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:56,840 Every two weeks or every week, because you decided to have fun 648 00:35:56,840 --> 00:36:01,520 with Fulanesca over here and you didn't even know that they 649 00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:03,280 weren't tested or you didn't. Oh, my God. 650 00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:05,400 And God forbid you catch something and you give it to 651 00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:07,560 someone. Do you understand that we're 652 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:09,040 working with people's livelihoods. 653 00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:10,400 They are providing for their families. 654 00:36:10,400 --> 00:36:12,120 They have partners. Some of them have kids. 655 00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:14,880 The last thing they need to do is come home to their partner 656 00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:17,360 and give them something. So yeah, we all take it very 657 00:36:17,360 --> 00:36:19,920 seriously. As I tell people, it's like the 658 00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:27,480 moment you hear that there is a shutdown in the industry, 12:50 659 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:31,200 that is because someone stepped out outside of the industry with 660 00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:34,960 Someone Like You just said. And what does that say for 661 00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:37,240 civilians out there y'all need to get? 662 00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:39,280 Tested. Y'all need to get tested. 663 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:43,640 Y'all are nasty, sorry. God no, no, they are they. 664 00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:45,400 Are so yes and no, because I was. 665 00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:47,800 I was when I was a Muggle. I call it being a Muggle. 666 00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:49,560 It's my new thing. I love it. 667 00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:54,320 When I was a muggle I would only get tested before and after new 668 00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:58,640 partners and to be honest I didn't enter my slutty years 669 00:36:58,640 --> 00:37:02,480 till after college. So during college I was dating 670 00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:05,200 someone and I thought I was all good and then after we broke up 671 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,720 I wanted to hook up with someone else and I went and got tested. 672 00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:13,200 This fool gave me chlamydia. I didn't know I was sitting 673 00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:14,960 there with it. I had no fucking. 674 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,840 Clue. Oh yeah, there was that one 675 00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:18,280 night. I mean, there was one time I 676 00:37:18,280 --> 00:37:21,320 didn't think anything. Do you know what? 677 00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:27,280 The frat boys, whatever bar. Yeah, no, no, yeah, obviously we 678 00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:31,000 got that taken care of. I'm tested every week to two 679 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:33,000 weeks, depending on how my workflow is. 680 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:36,480 If I'm the only time I'll let a test lapse in between is if I've 681 00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:40,040 got a crazy period or I'm doing some traveling. 682 00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:43,520 Like when I had surgery and I, you know, I knew I wasn't going 683 00:37:43,520 --> 00:37:45,160 to be shooting anything for a couple of months. 684 00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:48,680 Other than that I stay tested and most civilians I know don't. 685 00:37:49,120 --> 00:37:53,840 Yeah, no, I I really, I want people to normalize testing more 686 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:58,560 like any even being polyamorous and people think that, you know, 687 00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:02,880 just because my husband and I go to sometimes sex parties or we 688 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:06,280 have partners outside. Like, no, we, we don't play 689 00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:09,080 around with testing. And especially, especially for 690 00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:13,800 me it is, I have to say, since my herpes diagnosis, I am a 691 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:17,080 bigger hoe and a selective hoe. I am a more selective hoe. 692 00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:21,520 I've always have been, but now it is making me so selective 693 00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:25,720 because I don't want to give my sexual energy to ignorance. 694 00:38:26,240 --> 00:38:30,400 OK, my husband, that's something. 695 00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:34,840 Yeah, that's part of that's part of like maturing and becoming a 696 00:38:34,840 --> 00:38:38,720 woman is, you know, feeling like you have the sexual chemistry, 697 00:38:38,720 --> 00:38:41,640 knowing this tension. I call it sex magic because 698 00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:43,640 that's. The thing it is magic. 699 00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:46,840 It's the real thing and you have and you know that you have this 700 00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:48,840 capability. Women in particular have this 701 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,000 proclivity because we life comes from us. 702 00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:55,040 So that's where you know sex magic comes to play and you 703 00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:56,320 don't want to share that with everyone. 704 00:38:56,520 --> 00:38:59,520 I totally understand that. In fact, since I've gotten in 705 00:38:59,520 --> 00:39:03,120 the industry, I've become so selective that I hardly ever 706 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:06,400 have sex off camera anymore. Like personal sex? 707 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:10,680 Yeah, it's crazy to ask you. I wanted to ask you, you know, 708 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:13,480 about the personal sex because it's it's very interesting when 709 00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:16,600 you hear. And again, if you don't have 710 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:19,280 friends who are in the industry or you don't work in the 711 00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:23,880 industry, it's like you can never guess like how sexually 712 00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:27,480 active a porn star like yourself can be active. 713 00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:32,320 So for you, is it more of like if you are dating someone 714 00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:37,360 intimately, you rather have the more intimate side than the 715 00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:41,800 sexual side? Or is it like an ebb and flow 716 00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:44,560 kind of thing? Like how how does dating 717 00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:47,160 Carmella clutch? How does? 718 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:53,360 How much coffee do you have? Girl, we got time. 719 00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:57,920 Okay, all right, well, it's like an ebb and flow thing. 720 00:39:57,920 --> 00:39:59,280 You were kind of a spot on with that. 721 00:39:59,960 --> 00:40:02,360 You know, there are times where I'm working a lot. 722 00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:06,280 This past AVN recovering from surgery did not do a lot of 723 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:10,440 shooting. Last AVN, I shot 16 scenes over 724 00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:14,560 the course of two weeks. I got tested before, in between, 725 00:40:14,720 --> 00:40:19,320 and after I 16 scenes I had enough to do at least one drop 726 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:21,600 every month without having to do anything for the rest of the 727 00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:23,200 year. But I don't do that. 728 00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:24,760 Thank you. I don't do that. 729 00:40:24,760 --> 00:40:29,320 That was that was a large amount during that time I wasn't having 730 00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:32,640 sex off camera because I was so focused on that. 731 00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:36,600 There have been times where I've been in relationships and you 732 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:41,200 know, the sex that I have on camera is that on camera and 733 00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:42,640 then we have some sex off camera. 734 00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:45,200 And then I've also been in relationships where, and I don't 735 00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:48,160 know if this was the healthiest. It was supposed to be more about 736 00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:51,120 the intimacy. It really wasn't, but that's 737 00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:53,520 what I thought it was at the time, you know what I mean? 738 00:40:53,720 --> 00:40:57,680 He thought. You know, I just wish you'd he'd 739 00:40:57,680 --> 00:40:59,520 live his truth. He was definitely down low. 740 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:01,920 I just wish you would live his truth. 741 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:05,560 Come on y'all, come on. I just wish you would. 742 00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:08,680 I just, you know, baby, I would have put on a strap. 743 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,800 Actually, I did a few times. That's why I have it on camera. 744 00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:16,800 But that's a different story for a different time. 745 00:41:18,240 --> 00:41:21,440 Have that in the bank every. And if he acts out, it will be 746 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:23,560 going online 'cause I do have the paperwork for it too. 747 00:41:23,960 --> 00:41:26,200 So. Smart, smart. 748 00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:29,400 See everybody listen if you get the documentation. 749 00:41:34,240 --> 00:41:36,160 Sign that paperwork doesn't matter if they're dating you. 750 00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:38,200 That's right. Sign the paperwork. 751 00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:41,040 It's not for then people. With funny ears front and back. 752 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,520 If they agree to it, it ain't revenge. 753 00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:46,280 No, absolutely. Nope. 754 00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:50,080 Definitely not. But yeah, no, it's an ebb and 755 00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:52,920 flow thing. The intimacy has become more and 756 00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:57,320 more paramount to me. I don't need, like I said, Buzz 757 00:41:57,320 --> 00:41:58,880 Lightyear. Buzz, he'd be doing all the 758 00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:01,520 things. If those of you who don't know, 759 00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:05,280 Buzz Lightyear is my boyfriend, he is a wand with unicorns and 760 00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:08,120 rainbows on him. Is it like this light like my 761 00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:10,440 little buzzies right now? My girlfriend gave me these, 762 00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:11,760 they're my SO. Cute. 763 00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,880 I saw that. I saw them when we logged on. 764 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:17,640 They're so adorable. It's like that, but blue and 765 00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:20,600 like and like rainbows and and can I show you? 766 00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:22,440 Oh my God, please. Yes you can. 767 00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:22,800 Yes. OK. 768 00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:25,600 Ignore, ignore my wardrobe room, it's a mess right now. 769 00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:29,800 I love this I, I, I don't think I've ever had in Sapphire's 770 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:33,320 airplay history, any of the porn stars come out and bring out 771 00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:34,960 their toy box. So I love this I. 772 00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:38,160 Mean it's not the toy box I have a whole I I I don't I don't have 773 00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:41,800 enough space for just a box I I I have like walls. 774 00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:45,320 This is my favorite guy. I'm not kidding, I have. 775 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:47,080 Walls. I love it. 776 00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:49,760 Isn't he cute? It's like it's got a. 777 00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:53,080 Lot of space there's a little oil on him from because he he 778 00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:55,240 likes to stay lubed. Yes, yes. 779 00:42:56,040 --> 00:42:59,000 You see, that's a cute night. But isn't it cute? 780 00:42:59,240 --> 00:43:01,080 It's just. I'm in lust. 781 00:43:01,080 --> 00:43:02,760 I love it. It's a little. 782 00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:06,440 Pink detailing the best part about this guy. 783 00:43:06,560 --> 00:43:08,960 He does not give me a headache and he don't make a mess of my 784 00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:12,920 pay my my sanctity of peace. Boom and you don't have to pay 785 00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:15,360 for the Uber. No, why would you? 786 00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:19,360 Why would I pay for the Uber? I'm one of those. 787 00:43:19,360 --> 00:43:23,720 I don't like people in my space. Oh my God, it's my energy. 788 00:43:23,720 --> 00:43:25,400 It's my space. This is my temple. 789 00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:29,000 This is as close as people get as they can see it, but that's 790 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:31,360 about it. I feel you. 791 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:35,680 Like again, it's that selective onus, like there's some partner 792 00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:39,240 you can come over, we can fuck in my loving bed and then there 793 00:43:39,240 --> 00:43:41,960 are some I'm like, no, no, we can fuck in the living. 794 00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:45,440 Room we can fuck, we can fuck a wardrobe room. 795 00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:48,600 I literally will clear that off and fuck someone there before I 796 00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:50,480 bring them to my bedroom. Boom. 797 00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:54,120 It's about energy. It's about energy exchange. 798 00:43:54,120 --> 00:43:59,480 And although what I do is very intimate, it is not intimacy, so 799 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:01,520 it doesn't satiate that part of my brain. 800 00:44:02,320 --> 00:44:05,400 Can you please say that one more time? 801 00:44:06,200 --> 00:44:09,080 Although what I do is intimate, it's not intimacy. 802 00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:15,040 So when people are like, how can you fuck someone and not have 803 00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:17,440 emotions? Well, how do you say hi to your 804 00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:20,800 secretary or your mailman and not catch feelings? 805 00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:22,520 It's the same thing for me. I work with them. 806 00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:28,520 You know, the intimate parts are the parts where after Avni call 807 00:44:28,520 --> 00:44:31,800 you up and I say, can I come over and you say yes? 808 00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:34,600 And then I just asked like, can we just watch something funny 809 00:44:34,600 --> 00:44:38,240 and like cuddle? Like, can I just be warm and be 810 00:44:38,240 --> 00:44:41,480 near you? Like, can we go and get food and 811 00:44:41,480 --> 00:44:44,480 say nothing? You know, like, can we, can I be 812 00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:46,720 silly with you? Can I pull my guard down around 813 00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:48,320 you? That's intimacy for me. 814 00:44:49,040 --> 00:44:53,160 And are you a safe space for me? Because this world is a scary 815 00:44:53,160 --> 00:44:56,760 place out there. It is and nothing is more than 816 00:44:56,760 --> 00:44:59,360 important. Especially, and I bring this up 817 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:05,960 a lot, COVID should have really tapped into people's sense of 818 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:10,840 intimacy and the sense of how much we lost. 819 00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:15,480 For me, it's like I cherish those times because I went 820 00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:20,680 through a lot mentally, but also I really learned how to tap into 821 00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:23,960 the more intimate side of myself and how to be more intimate with 822 00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:28,560 my partners, not just on a sexual basis because I love sex. 823 00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:31,760 I love sex like the next person. Wait. 824 00:45:31,760 --> 00:45:36,680 As I've gotten older, I really enjoy the intimacy that is 825 00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:39,720 entangled with the fucking. I love it all. 826 00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:41,920 I like the aftercare, the rubdown. 827 00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:46,440 My mind before we even get into the penetrative art of sex. 828 00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:49,320 It's like all of that, That's hard. 829 00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:53,800 I'm I'm a sapio and demisexual as well, which is strange to 830 00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:55,440 hear from a porn star right? Like that's. 831 00:45:56,040 --> 00:45:58,320 Not at all. Really. 832 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:01,120 Well, you know, now that you've come to mention it, yeah, there 833 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:04,040 are a lot of us out there. But I know that that's not what 834 00:46:04,240 --> 00:46:06,840 a lot of people would expect to hear from us. 835 00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:09,360 But I am very much a sapiosexual. 836 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:12,360 I find intelligence sexy. If we could have witty repartee 837 00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:15,480 and not zingers, not like, hurting each other, but we can 838 00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:19,280 exchange ideas and teach each other and explore the world 839 00:46:19,720 --> 00:46:22,840 around us together. Oh, man, I'm already starting to 840 00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:25,760 fall in love. Like I, that is like, yeah. 841 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:27,920 And love is such a strong, powerful word for me. 842 00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:29,200 I don't use that word for anything. 843 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:31,320 But that is how you seduce me. You want to get to me 844 00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:32,960 physically? You got to be able to seduce my 845 00:46:32,960 --> 00:46:34,480 mind. Oh, you're not interested in the 846 00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:35,720 mind? Please kick rock. 847 00:46:35,720 --> 00:46:38,960 Sir, I get paid to fuck the literal most beautiful looking 848 00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:42,640 men and women on the planet. I don't care about the intimacy 849 00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:44,520 part. I can do that to myself. 850 00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:48,000 I feel like you and I may have known each other in the past 851 00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:51,280 life because you said something that resonates and I always used 852 00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:55,560 to say it penetrate my mind first before my pussy because 853 00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:59,200 it's like I need to know who I am fucking with. 854 00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:03,000 I don't know about you and and probably my husband can hear 855 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:06,840 this if he's still in the house, but I'm a crime addict so I'm 856 00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:09,400 looking like I'm looking at you as a suspect. 857 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:13,040 Are you going to fuck me or are you going to fuck me up? 858 00:47:16,120 --> 00:47:18,040 And so am I hiding from? You in the woods? 859 00:47:18,040 --> 00:47:19,400 Are we playing catch in the woods? 860 00:47:19,400 --> 00:47:23,840 What's what are you doing? I need to know everything I need 861 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:27,240 to know if you are psychotic and honey, I've definitely I've 862 00:47:27,240 --> 00:47:30,000 definitely avoided with my couch test. 863 00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:32,680 I used to do this in my my single single day I'm. 864 00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:37,840 Writing this down with. My couch test, it was like I had 865 00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:39,480 to type in the sapiosexual of me. 866 00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:42,800 I needed to know your brain. I needed to know how you 867 00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:46,240 function, how you play. If you're going to have sex with 868 00:47:46,240 --> 00:47:48,800 me, I need to know all your limitations, all your 869 00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:50,880 boundaries. I want to know everything 870 00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:53,720 because again, this pussy is sacred. 871 00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:56,280 Your your body. You only get 1. 872 00:47:56,600 --> 00:48:00,440 So if you're going to fuck up my body, fuck up the mind first I 873 00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:02,400 need to just know if you are sane. 874 00:48:02,720 --> 00:48:05,200 Because let's be honest, a lot of people don't. 875 00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:08,240 Just take the time to get to know who they're fucking. 876 00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:12,680 And then behold, you're married 10 years later, miserable as 877 00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:14,360 fuck, and you're like who the fuck did I marry? 878 00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:17,720 You didn't ask what? You're getting crazy and you 879 00:48:17,720 --> 00:48:20,520 don't put crazy inside of you. Period. 880 00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:23,440 That's why everybody needs a couch test of their own. 881 00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:25,640 You need to start vetting for these people. 882 00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:30,840 I do see I don't trust my own judgment sometimes though, 883 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:34,720 because like, you can give me a row of 50 men and each one that 884 00:48:34,720 --> 00:48:37,200 I pick is the one with all the fucking problems. 885 00:48:37,760 --> 00:48:42,360 There's mommy issues, job issues, the lack of drive, lack 886 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:44,560 of bank account, fucking no life skills. 887 00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:50,120 Like loser, asshole, narcissist. You like, give me a lineup, give 888 00:48:50,120 --> 00:48:53,040 me some really good guys and give me all the bad ones too. 889 00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:55,760 And I promise you I'll fucking do it blindfolded. 890 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:57,560 How about that? I just hear it. 891 00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:59,040 I can tell. Oh, he's a bad one. 892 00:48:59,040 --> 00:49:00,120 Come here. I want that. 893 00:49:01,440 --> 00:49:05,520 OK, so here's the thing. If there's anybody who's in TV 894 00:49:05,520 --> 00:49:09,280 Landia out there, I want to do a dating show. 895 00:49:09,640 --> 00:49:12,160 I'm so fucking serious. But my friends are going to pick 896 00:49:12,160 --> 00:49:15,200 for me. My fucking friends. 897 00:49:15,200 --> 00:49:18,640 One of my friends is a psychologist and the other 898 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:21,240 friend is the bestie that has no hair on her tongue. 899 00:49:21,240 --> 00:49:24,520 She will tell you that if you don't treat me the way she 900 00:49:24,520 --> 00:49:26,800 treats me. What the fuck are you good for? 901 00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:28,160 That's all. Who says? 902 00:49:28,200 --> 00:49:30,520 Now. We need to green light this now 903 00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:32,000 I'm I'm investing. Good. 904 00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:34,520 It's such a good show. And here's the kicker. 905 00:49:34,840 --> 00:49:37,040 I've been saying for years that I don't want to date anyone 906 00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:42,160 because I I know I have really shitty taste in men and like and 907 00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:44,840 my fans just want to see me happy as the more that they get 908 00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:47,880 to know me, they just want to see me fall in love because I am 909 00:49:47,880 --> 00:49:50,080 a lover girl. I'm just a reformed one who's 910 00:49:50,080 --> 00:49:54,240 learned my fucking lesson so. Hey, we've all been there. 911 00:49:54,520 --> 00:49:57,600 We've all been there. So, so I'm like, if there's 912 00:49:57,600 --> 00:50:00,160 anybody out there that wants to do this, I've been dying to do 913 00:50:00,280 --> 00:50:02,680 this and my friends are going to do it. 914 00:50:02,720 --> 00:50:06,200 And I have literal people that are like, how do we apply? 915 00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:09,240 There's actual fans, there's people, there's. 916 00:50:09,720 --> 00:50:11,360 That are. In my actual personal life that 917 00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:14,400 want to apply. If you need the dating 918 00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:16,840 correspondent, just call me girl. 919 00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:22,480 I will be there. Let me, let me just I'll be I'll 920 00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:25,520 be the Ariana Maddox were you like, you know, for Love Island. 921 00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:29,200 I'll be there like I'm. Gonna need you to like, ask them 922 00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:31,720 some questions. Do you know one guy basically 923 00:50:31,720 --> 00:50:33,840 started. I know I went on a. 924 00:50:33,840 --> 00:50:37,600 Date with a fan once and he's so handsome and he comes to see me 925 00:50:37,600 --> 00:50:43,560 every every year at the conventions and, and one year he 926 00:50:43,560 --> 00:50:46,120 I just decided, all right, fuck it, you know, I'm newly single. 927 00:50:46,360 --> 00:50:50,880 Why? He comes into town and he takes 928 00:50:50,880 --> 00:50:53,800 me to this beautiful dinner. It's a great restaurant. 929 00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:56,520 Or at least I think it is because I wasn't able to eat the 930 00:50:56,520 --> 00:50:59,000 food because he was basically interviewing me the whole time. 931 00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:01,200 What? What? 932 00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:05,880 And then, and then not only was he, like, questioning me, the 933 00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:08,920 whole I couldn't eat my food, I was like, I literally this is me 934 00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:13,400 to go take a bite. Well, actually. 935 00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:16,600 And then have the conversation. Yeah. 936 00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:19,120 My favorite. Yeah, He asked me what my 937 00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:23,400 favorite color was, and I said I love this sunset orange, Peach 938 00:51:23,400 --> 00:51:28,480 color, very peachy orange color. Actually, it's this one right 939 00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:30,800 here, this color. I love that color. 940 00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:35,320 But I guess in an interview I had answered as Carmela and 941 00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:39,000 Carmela's favorite color is red. Red is also one of my favorite 942 00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:41,240 colors too. It's just something that I wear 943 00:51:41,240 --> 00:51:43,720 a lot, you know, it's, it's something that they always, the 944 00:51:43,720 --> 00:51:46,240 companies always put me in because I'm Latina. 945 00:51:47,960 --> 00:51:50,160 It, it, it drives me insane. But it is what it is. 946 00:51:50,480 --> 00:51:53,960 And I guess I'd said it that day and in the interview, God forbid 947 00:51:53,960 --> 00:51:57,120 I change my mind or my taste adjust, because, you know, that 948 00:51:57,120 --> 00:51:58,760 was only an interview from four years ago. 949 00:51:59,080 --> 00:52:00,920 He corrected me. He pulled it up. 950 00:52:00,920 --> 00:52:03,480 He had it already on his phone in one of the tabs. 951 00:52:03,720 --> 00:52:06,400 This man pulled up his phone that had this tab open with my 952 00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:13,000 interviews, all of my interviews, all of my interviews 953 00:52:13,160 --> 00:52:16,000 for like 4 1/2 years at that point. 954 00:52:21,240 --> 00:52:24,320 Yeah, I know. I still fucked him because I'm a 955 00:52:24,400 --> 00:52:28,480 flash but and he's did I mention he's really hot and I have 956 00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:31,280 really bad taste in men. Was it good? 957 00:52:31,680 --> 00:52:33,520 It was the different athlete good? 958 00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:37,080 Damn. Didn't talk during sex Because 959 00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:38,920 if he's talking that much during dinner. 960 00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:41,840 He was nervous, he lasted 3 pumps. 961 00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:46,000 They got it up again. We tried again, but like, and 962 00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:47,760 then he seen this weird thing where he was like kind of 963 00:52:47,760 --> 00:52:51,920 salamandering where he was like he was on his hands and his toes 964 00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:56,000 in missionary instead of just on his knees and he was his whole 965 00:52:56,000 --> 00:52:59,960 body was going into me like, like I, I need you to understand 966 00:53:00,560 --> 00:53:01,960 that. I think I have to demonstrate 967 00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:04,120 no? Please demonstrate because I'm 968 00:53:04,120 --> 00:53:07,600 like what? This is me, right? 969 00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:11,760 That's me. And he is on his hands and his 970 00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:19,160 toes on the bed, salamandering his whole body like. 971 00:53:19,160 --> 00:53:24,440 This Is he a big guy? So there was no no rhythm. 972 00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:26,600 There was no rhythm. There was no. 973 00:53:26,760 --> 00:53:29,520 Stroke. No, No. 974 00:53:29,520 --> 00:53:32,520 Yeah. And then he came sadly and he 975 00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:34,560 didn't even have the decency to pull out. 976 00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:37,880 He did test, so we knew we were good. 977 00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:39,720 OK. And that was a stipulation. 978 00:53:39,720 --> 00:53:42,080 He had to get tested before he was even seen in public with me. 979 00:53:44,160 --> 00:53:48,960 Oh my God. Yeah, that was the last time, 980 00:53:48,960 --> 00:53:50,760 the first and last time I've ever dated a fan. 981 00:53:51,760 --> 00:53:54,160 I was just about to say, all right, and you still want to 982 00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:57,320 green light this project? I still want to green light the 983 00:53:57,320 --> 00:54:00,360 project because I think it would make great TV and I think it 984 00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:04,280 would show fan like I think it would make great TV and if it 985 00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:06,640 didn't, if I end up getting a good date out of it, that'd be 986 00:54:06,640 --> 00:54:08,840 awesome. If I don't and I have some funny 987 00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:11,360 shit to talk about on the next podcast like. 988 00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:14,360 I'm all for it. I'm all for it. 989 00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:16,960 Listen, we're going to manifest before you. 990 00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:19,880 We're going to manifest this and TV show. 991 00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:24,960 I just, they got to be good fun. Oh yeah, turn into a competition 992 00:54:24,960 --> 00:54:28,240 where they like we can make it a whole like a season. 993 00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:31,480 Like the like the pad of love or something? 994 00:54:31,520 --> 00:54:34,120 Like the clutch of love or something, or get like, yeah, 995 00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:38,280 something like that. Oh, get clutched, clutched. 996 00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:41,160 I like that. Are you ready to get clutched 997 00:54:41,160 --> 00:54:42,760 today? I love that. 998 00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:46,040 That's that's really let's who's watching this? 999 00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:49,360 I need everyone to watch this. Yeah, that's it. 1000 00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:51,640 That's it. Man's like, listen, we're going 1001 00:54:51,640 --> 00:54:52,880 green like this. Boom. 1002 00:54:52,880 --> 00:54:59,040 I'm going to write this down. Talk to Laney Green Laney. 1003 00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:03,560 Boom, Laney make what happened. I love. 1004 00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:06,640 Laney. She'd be like, it would be her, 1005 00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:08,200 no worries. I got you. 1006 00:55:10,720 --> 00:55:14,280 All for it, I'm all for it. So speaking all for it and all 1007 00:55:14,280 --> 00:55:18,280 these projects, I'm, I mean, we got to know what what's lined up 1008 00:55:18,280 --> 00:55:24,360 for you, what's coming up. So I just had some lipo done and 1009 00:55:24,360 --> 00:55:25,880 I'm getting back into the industry. 1010 00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:30,320 I took maybe it'll be four months in total that I take off 1011 00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:32,880 from shooting, which doesn't sound like a lot of time, but 1012 00:55:32,880 --> 00:55:37,280 that is eons for me. So yeah. 1013 00:55:37,280 --> 00:55:39,600 So I'm going to be getting slowly working with some women 1014 00:55:39,600 --> 00:55:41,960 and then getting into working with men girl. 1015 00:55:44,400 --> 00:55:46,280 It would tell me. It would tell me. 1016 00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:50,080 So when you have lipo, apparently they got to lipo your 1017 00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:52,080 poom poom. OK, Why do that? 1018 00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:55,920 Yes, Queen, when they lipo your stomach, they got to lipo your 1019 00:55:55,920 --> 00:55:57,040 poom poom. Otherwise it's going to look 1020 00:55:57,040 --> 00:56:00,840 like you have a toe stone. And I'm not a toe stone, you 1021 00:56:00,840 --> 00:56:08,680 know, Bon bon, you got a Dick. Oh my God, I never knew this. 1022 00:56:09,560 --> 00:56:13,840 So I told my doctor, listen, go light on the lipoing down there. 1023 00:56:13,840 --> 00:56:16,280 I like my little pudge, my little muff top. 1024 00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:17,600 I like it. I think it's cute. 1025 00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:20,440 I like I like that guys to have a little cushion there right 1026 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:25,760 there on my pussy. So he's like, OK, heard when you 1027 00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:29,400 do the lipo and the the J plasma, it tightens all the 1028 00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:31,800 muscles in that area, everything. 1029 00:56:33,440 --> 00:56:37,240 And then you're recovering for four months. 1030 00:56:38,000 --> 00:56:42,000 So you're like, and girl, if I didn't train myself to do kegels 1031 00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:45,320 every night as I fall asleep. So now it's the only way to fall 1032 00:56:45,320 --> 00:56:49,040 asleep. So now that shit is like tight, 1033 00:56:49,880 --> 00:56:52,800 tight, tight. I can't, I can't, I can't stick 1034 00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,160 this pencil in there. It's so tight. 1035 00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:58,920 I should do not. I should do not. 1036 00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:01,240 I tried to put a tampon in. No, there was no such thing. 1037 00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:04,240 No. Oh God, no. 1038 00:57:04,240 --> 00:57:06,760 So. What's up next is I'm slowly 1039 00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:10,120 trying to stretch like I'm doing actual Yoni massages. 1040 00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:13,720 I'm stretching that that area back out and I'm going to take 1041 00:57:13,720 --> 00:57:17,920 some of the biggest names in the industry at the end of this 1042 00:57:17,920 --> 00:57:20,160 month. Hopefully, like hopefully the 1043 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:22,000 scenes go through. Hopefully I'm prepared and I'm 1044 00:57:22,000 --> 00:57:22,960 ready. I don't want to talk about it 1045 00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:25,440 too much before, but so we're getting back to shooting boy 1046 00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:29,840 girl content this year. I also think that I'm ready to 1047 00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:33,920 come back and make my way into mainstream again, mainstream 1048 00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:37,600 porn. I took a step back to redirect 1049 00:57:37,600 --> 00:57:43,560 my brand. I kept being casted and MILF 1050 00:57:43,560 --> 00:57:46,400 rolls and I didn't feel like enough of a MILF. 1051 00:57:46,400 --> 00:57:48,720 I didn't feel like I identified with it. 1052 00:57:48,720 --> 00:57:53,320 It was hard to show up on set and have them have to like 1053 00:57:53,600 --> 00:57:56,520 visibly make wrinkles in my skin and and. 1054 00:57:56,760 --> 00:57:59,520 They're doing that now. What? 1055 00:57:59,560 --> 00:58:02,840 Yeah, because like the the millennials look younger than 1056 00:58:02,840 --> 00:58:03,880 the Gen. Z's sometime. 1057 00:58:04,520 --> 00:58:07,920 Oh my God. I I I don't know, the whole MILF 1058 00:58:07,920 --> 00:58:12,000 category is so weird to me that now they're considering like 28 1059 00:58:12,240 --> 00:58:13,040 MILF. I'm like. 1060 00:58:13,760 --> 00:58:16,240 Over 25 or anything with boobs in an ass. 1061 00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:18,120 And I'm sorry, I've always had boobs and ass. 1062 00:58:18,120 --> 00:58:23,560 It's just, you know, it, it took a while and I I didn't want to 1063 00:58:23,560 --> 00:58:26,040 be. Also, when you when you put 1064 00:58:26,040 --> 00:58:28,720 someone into that category, it shortens the lifespan of their 1065 00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:30,400 career. Since I want to do this for 1066 00:58:30,400 --> 00:58:33,560 years, I don't want to be pushed into a category too soon. 1067 00:58:33,960 --> 00:58:36,840 So I decided to take a step back to grow my platform. 1068 00:58:36,840 --> 00:58:40,280 I took a break. I dated someone, that's a whole 1069 00:58:40,280 --> 00:58:44,120 other thing. And now that I have a little bit 1070 00:58:44,120 --> 00:58:48,120 better handle on my brand image, on my footing, on my fan base, I 1071 00:58:48,120 --> 00:58:52,960 think I'm ready to take a step back into that hard limelight of 1072 00:58:53,120 --> 00:58:55,400 doing mainstream. So hopefully I'll probably be 1073 00:58:55,400 --> 00:58:58,480 doing some scenes with some of the larger companies this year. 1074 00:58:59,720 --> 00:59:02,320 Yes, well, I am very excited for you. 1075 00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:06,320 And also, I'm just going to send out some Fanny fairy dust your 1076 00:59:06,320 --> 00:59:10,600 way because, honey, if you're taking good news, yeah, we need, 1077 00:59:10,600 --> 00:59:13,080 we need to. It needs to be the void to open. 1078 00:59:14,160 --> 00:59:21,280 I mean, like, yeah. And, and this is, this is the 1079 00:59:21,280 --> 00:59:25,760 easy part of it because these are all my. 1080 00:59:26,360 --> 00:59:30,000 These are all my how do I put, OK, so when you're doing 1081 00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:32,480 content, because I also do mainstream, but I also do 1082 00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:35,080 content creation and that's really where I make most of my 1083 00:59:35,080 --> 00:59:37,800 money. Surprisingly, it does more, it's 1084 00:59:37,800 --> 00:59:43,200 more lucrative than these one a day scenes where I I get paid 1085 00:59:43,200 --> 00:59:44,840 for the day as an independent contractor. 1086 00:59:45,360 --> 00:59:48,160 These platforms, I'm making residual money forever in 1087 00:59:48,160 --> 00:59:51,520 perpetuity, which is wonderful. So really that's the 1088 00:59:51,520 --> 00:59:54,160 breadwinner. When I go back to content 1089 00:59:54,160 --> 00:59:57,280 creation, which is what I'm doing this month, I look at 1090 00:59:58,000 --> 01:00:00,560 everything I have the library of, of videos I have and I say, 1091 01:00:00,600 --> 01:00:09,280 OK, well, I have 40 BBCS and about 50 to 100 scenes of BBCS. 1092 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:11,920 Let me look at the other categories that I have. 1093 01:00:11,920 --> 01:00:16,720 I don't have other categories. So I decided to go, I'm starting 1094 01:00:16,720 --> 01:00:19,520 with the smaller end of the scale of the things that, of the 1095 01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:21,680 of the people that I'm working with this year. 1096 01:00:22,360 --> 01:00:25,960 So if I'm going to find this challenging, it's probably going 1097 01:00:25,960 --> 01:00:27,400 to be even more challenging later on. 1098 01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:30,600 So wish me luck for that later on. 1099 01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:33,880 I'm going to be slave in the best of ways. 1100 01:00:34,920 --> 01:00:38,160 Sending all the positive vibes because honestly, I just want 1101 01:00:38,160 --> 01:00:40,560 I'm very excited to see what's to come of you. 1102 01:00:40,800 --> 01:00:44,960 I mean the body is looking, the body is body and girl, and I'm 1103 01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:48,080 just excited. I really, I really feel that you 1104 01:00:48,080 --> 01:00:51,360 are on your well weight. Like when someone said to you 1105 01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:53,640 like, do you feel that you've made it? 1106 01:00:53,760 --> 01:00:56,360 I I definitely felt what you said. 1107 01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:58,720 It's like you can always do more. 1108 01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:03,840 And I really see a lot of potential in your craft. 1109 01:01:04,200 --> 01:01:08,040 The way that you take care of your fans and the way that you 1110 01:01:08,320 --> 01:01:11,240 present yourself, even just talking to me, it would be 1111 01:01:11,240 --> 01:01:15,160 impossible for you not to become this big starlet. 1112 01:01:15,160 --> 01:01:19,200 This is what this is all about. You kind of embody all of that. 1113 01:01:19,200 --> 01:01:21,080 So I just want to see you thrive. 1114 01:01:21,360 --> 01:01:23,840 And you know, I don't want you to get too, too big. 1115 01:01:24,160 --> 01:01:27,720 You know it back in like in in August when you're back at Urban 1116 01:01:27,720 --> 01:01:29,360 X and you're going to be like, I don't know this girl. 1117 01:01:29,560 --> 01:01:33,320 Who that girl? We're friends now. 1118 01:01:33,800 --> 01:01:34,880 You, you go have my phone number. 1119 01:01:34,880 --> 01:01:37,080 We're going to keep in town. Anytime you're in town, you just 1120 01:01:37,080 --> 01:01:40,520 let me know. Oh, wait, actually, well, I'm, 1121 01:01:40,560 --> 01:01:43,080 I'm going to say we're not too far from each other as it is. 1122 01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:50,720 So yes, we'll definitely talk. So where can the people get in 1123 01:01:50,720 --> 01:01:52,920 touch with you? Where can they find you as we're 1124 01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:54,640 wrapping up? And I want to make sure people 1125 01:01:54,640 --> 01:01:57,800 just, you know, get, get all the Carmella. 1126 01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:01,480 Thank you so much guys. You can find me every morning on 1127 01:02:01,480 --> 01:02:03,280 coffee with clutch on my Instagram. 1128 01:02:03,560 --> 01:02:06,560 It's at Miss MISS Carmella Clutch. 1129 01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:08,240 It's the one with the little blue check mark. 1130 01:02:08,240 --> 01:02:12,800 Everybody else is a fake and I keep everything updated on 1131 01:02:12,800 --> 01:02:16,120 there, I really do. I keep a daily tab of what I'm 1132 01:02:16,120 --> 01:02:19,840 doing, any projects I'm working on, and any tour dates. 1133 01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:21,800 Any meet and greets that I'll post it there. 1134 01:02:22,600 --> 01:02:24,960 Awesome. There you have it guys. 1135 01:02:25,080 --> 01:02:28,680 I don't know about you, but I feel like we just got a whole 1136 01:02:28,680 --> 01:02:33,040 different side of Carmela and I don't know about you, but I'm 1137 01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:35,920 I'm definitely clutched. I'm clutched latching onto you. 1138 01:02:35,920 --> 01:02:38,000 That's it. Boom, snapped. 1139 01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:42,600 Thank you. You're incredible. 1140 01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:44,040 Thank you SO. Much. 1141 01:02:44,040 --> 01:02:46,720 Oh, thank you. And remember guys, you can 1142 01:02:46,720 --> 01:02:52,400 follow me at Miz Radio Sapphire. That's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on 1143 01:02:52,400 --> 01:02:56,120 Instagram for the time being, YouTube, Let's get those 1144 01:02:56,120 --> 01:02:59,200 YouTube's numbers up. Sapphire's airplay, look it up 1145 01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:01,480 on there or just type in Miz Radio Sapphire. 1146 01:03:01,480 --> 01:03:04,160 I'm on there. Go to mizradiosapphire.com for 1147 01:03:04,160 --> 01:03:09,800 all things of me and remember that safe sex is the best sex. 1148 01:03:10,200 --> 01:03:18,680 Till next time, good night. Bye guys, that was the show. 1149 01:03:18,680 --> 01:03:21,520 All you sexy motherfuckers out there, remember to follow at Miz 1150 01:03:21,520 --> 01:03:24,560 Radio, Sapphire and Sapphire's Airplay on Instagram. 1151 01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:26,520 Want some ear gasms of the past and future? 1152 01:03:26,520 --> 01:03:30,160 Make sure to follow on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, iHeartRadio, 1153 01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:31,920 and all streaming platforms.