1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:03,560 Warning, the following program is not for the weak hearted, 2 00:00:04,320 --> 00:00:06,720 those who are close minded in general. 3 00:00:06,960 --> 00:00:09,720 You're scared to learn what's behind closed doors here at 4 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:12,320 Sapphires Airplay. I want you to pour the wine, 5 00:00:12,400 --> 00:00:16,239 grab somebody that you want to hold on to, or better yet, get 6 00:00:16,239 --> 00:00:18,480 the vibrations stimulated through your body. 7 00:00:18,520 --> 00:00:25,760 Get ready for one halve of an orgasm in 54321. 8 00:00:29,120 --> 00:00:31,160 What is up on my sexy motherfuckers out there in 9 00:00:31,160 --> 00:00:33,440 Radioland? It's your girl Sapphire. 10 00:00:33,440 --> 00:00:38,080 And oh honey, let me just say I love giving a little preview, 11 00:00:38,280 --> 00:00:40,480 you know, to my guests who come on to the show. 12 00:00:40,760 --> 00:00:42,840 And if you are watching, of course you may see this 13 00:00:42,880 --> 00:00:46,320 beautiful, delicious teddy bear of chocolate goodiness. 14 00:00:46,520 --> 00:00:48,120 Yes honey, I'm talking about you. 15 00:00:48,400 --> 00:00:52,720 Now we all know about There is a saucy Santana out in the Main 16 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:54,440 Street. But honey, I want to introduce 17 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:59,720 you to Santana XXL and let me get the rowdy, you know, frat 18 00:00:59,720 --> 00:01:02,760 boys of Sapphire's ear play, you know, to give you some love too. 19 00:01:02,760 --> 00:01:06,720 Because honey y'all, I think you are in for a big surprise. 20 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:17,880 Oh my goodness, Santana I, I, I'm so excited to have you on 21 00:01:17,880 --> 00:01:20,040 the show. First of all, I think you 22 00:01:20,040 --> 00:01:25,960 reached out to me around AVN week and I was, I was shocked 23 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:29,200 first of all, because I'm like, it was my, it was like baby's 24 00:01:29,200 --> 00:01:31,880 first AB NS, even though I've been in the industry behind the 25 00:01:31,880 --> 00:01:35,680 scenes for about 15 years. You've been on the scene for 26 00:01:35,680 --> 00:01:39,360 about 10 years. And I got to say your story is 27 00:01:39,360 --> 00:01:42,320 beautiful. It's like big boy dreams. 28 00:01:42,360 --> 00:01:46,000 Like not even rag to riches. Some people might say come rag 29 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:49,720 to riches, like depending upon where we're coming from, right? 30 00:01:49,720 --> 00:01:55,840 That's funny, but like you are really like becoming the big boy 31 00:01:55,840 --> 00:01:59,560 on the block. And I'm like, finally, finally 32 00:01:59,560 --> 00:02:04,360 we got some big beautiful blackness on screen in the gay 33 00:02:04,360 --> 00:02:06,120 world. Like you are really doing it. 34 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:08,199 Santana, Welcome to the show, baby. 35 00:02:08,199 --> 00:02:09,759 Thank. You so much. 36 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:16,160 Thank you so much for. Having me yes, like I, I'm just 37 00:02:16,160 --> 00:02:19,120 like, I feel like I know you and not even like really knowing 38 00:02:19,120 --> 00:02:22,080 you, but you just have this like, I don't know, you just 39 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:25,520 have this charm to yourself and I feel like I just want to get 40 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,600 to know you more so, you know, let my earbuds know who you are. 41 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:31,920 You know, let let's chat, let's chat about this because you are 42 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:36,240 paving the way, baby. Thank you. 43 00:02:36,240 --> 00:02:40,080 My name is Santana. I've been in the business for 44 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:43,200 like a good eleven years. I did my own, started with my 45 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:47,640 own independent content, doing blow jobs for the car and all 46 00:02:47,640 --> 00:02:51,600 that for 11 years before I even did any kind of like studio 47 00:02:51,600 --> 00:02:55,600 scenes or anything like that. And you know, when I first did 48 00:02:55,600 --> 00:02:59,160 it, my independent content, my scenes would go viral. 49 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:02,440 Like everything would go viral. Like I'm talking like 5 million 50 00:03:02,440 --> 00:03:04,880 views, 10 million views, everything. 51 00:03:06,440 --> 00:03:09,120 Yeah, even before Only Fans was a thing. 52 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:13,400 Like I was on Pornhub X2 X videos doing my thing before 53 00:03:13,400 --> 00:03:16,520 Only Fans came and I love what I do, I really do. 54 00:03:17,200 --> 00:03:20,000 You know what's crazy to me, it's like people don't really 55 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,960 understand independent porn really has like changed and 56 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:26,040 evolved over the years. But I really have to give it to 57 00:03:26,040 --> 00:03:29,600 you like someone like yourself. It's very rare that you hear 58 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:32,880 someone who's been doing independent porn as much as you 59 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:36,240 have done a very niche, you know, independent porn because 60 00:03:36,240 --> 00:03:39,400 let's face it, we all like a little cruising, you know, 61 00:03:39,400 --> 00:03:43,280 whether it's gay boys, straight girls, we all, we all like the 62 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:46,360 little, you know, and like the anonymity. 63 00:03:46,360 --> 00:03:50,720 But also it's very unheard of for someone like yourself, 64 00:03:50,760 --> 00:03:54,320 especially representing such this big, beautiful audience 65 00:03:54,640 --> 00:03:59,480 that you are now one of the biggest literal boys in pouring 66 00:03:59,480 --> 00:04:01,200 into the mainstream side of porn. 67 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:04,520 You know, going with men.com, that's very big. 68 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:10,640 Yeah, I mean, the journey has definitely been hard. 69 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:14,440 You know, from the beginning when I started doing independent 70 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:18,480 concert, I always got hate like always from my size and stuff 71 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:20,200 like that. And it was just so many people 72 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:23,840 that told me that they told me to quit in the beginning because 73 00:04:23,840 --> 00:04:25,720 they said I was never going to make it in this business. 74 00:04:25,720 --> 00:04:28,200 Even as a content creator, they didn't think I was going to make 75 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:31,840 it. And I've never seen anyone like 76 00:04:31,840 --> 00:04:35,080 me do any kind of porn or at that time produce any kind of 77 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:38,760 content or anything. So I wanted to prove to myself 78 00:04:38,760 --> 00:04:41,120 that I can do it because one thing about me, if you tell me I 79 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:44,240 can't do something, I'm going to show 1, you know what I mean? 80 00:04:44,240 --> 00:04:46,160 And that was what I set out to do. 81 00:04:46,720 --> 00:04:50,560 And when I came with men.com came and approached me, I was 82 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:54,160 shocked because I was like, are they really, What is this a 83 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:55,680 joke? Because I'm really saying I 84 00:04:55,760 --> 00:04:57,720 think it's a joke. And I'm like, why? 85 00:04:58,040 --> 00:04:59,960 Why they really asking me to do this? 86 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:03,920 So they had asked me. I sat on this for a few days, 87 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:07,120 like for almost a week or two. I called some of my industry 88 00:05:07,120 --> 00:05:09,680 friends and they was like, you should do it. 89 00:05:09,680 --> 00:05:12,120 You should do it. I'm freaking like, I don't know. 90 00:05:12,120 --> 00:05:14,880 I never did anything like that before. 91 00:05:15,520 --> 00:05:16,960 And I was like, it would be something different. 92 00:05:16,960 --> 00:05:20,000 But it was main set. It was mainly not just for the 93 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:22,240 money. It was mainly so like I wanted 94 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:26,800 to represent my big boys, you know, yes, that was a big thing 95 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:30,360 for me. And I said guess when my the 96 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:35,640 California did my first scene with them and it blew up, like 97 00:05:35,640 --> 00:05:37,320 it really blew up. It really blew up. 98 00:05:37,360 --> 00:05:41,480 And I was like, Oh my gosh. And they was so happy with it 99 00:05:41,480 --> 00:05:45,280 that they asked me to do more, and that's what I've been doing. 100 00:05:46,520 --> 00:05:48,520 You know, now you didn't you did say that. 101 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:50,720 You know, it's been like a come up, a rough come up. 102 00:05:50,760 --> 00:05:52,160 And I love how you just said that. 103 00:05:52,160 --> 00:05:56,720 So just real and fluidly because a lot of the times you don't 104 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:58,760 hear those stories a lot in the adult industry. 105 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:02,920 Yet I seem to have this reputation to bring it out of 106 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:05,440 folks to be like, listen, let's talk about it. 107 00:06:05,440 --> 00:06:08,200 Safe Space. And I have to say, like, you 108 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:12,320 really do represent an audience that I personally did not 109 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:16,600 realize in the gay world because I've only edited so much content 110 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:19,840 in the gay realm. And so, you know, I'm always 111 00:06:19,840 --> 00:06:22,320 seeing it from the black female perspective. 112 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:27,960 But I had no idea how much backlash as a black gay man you 113 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:32,480 have gotten just for the scenes as a big beautiful performer or 114 00:06:32,480 --> 00:06:40,640 like they say, big handsome man. Well, thank you so much. 115 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:44,880 Well, it's like in gay porn, it's like the traditional body 116 00:06:44,880 --> 00:06:47,160 standards. You have to be like the Fed or 117 00:06:47,160 --> 00:06:50,000 the team or you have to be the 6 packs in the ABS. 118 00:06:50,280 --> 00:06:53,320 It's looked down on in the gay community, in the gay community, 119 00:06:53,320 --> 00:06:57,480 gay male community, to be a plus size person, you know what I 120 00:06:57,520 --> 00:06:58,840 mean? Which is outrageous because, 121 00:06:58,840 --> 00:07:03,400 like honey, I'm sorry, coming from here in Cali, you know, in 122 00:07:03,400 --> 00:07:07,680 we hope I'm always seeing a lot of like bears and my little like 123 00:07:07,680 --> 00:07:10,800 the teddy bears and whatever you want to call it as it like 124 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:12,920 listen, Hun, I'm I'm bisexual have. 125 00:07:13,840 --> 00:07:16,480 You ever heard of them say no fashion, no films? 126 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:18,640 Yes. Baby fan. 127 00:07:18,640 --> 00:07:23,240 And that's how they look at me. And then it's like it's crazy. 128 00:07:23,640 --> 00:07:26,640 And the backlash I get is insane because I get death threats. 129 00:07:26,640 --> 00:07:28,800 I've gotten death threats like people wishing me to. 130 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:31,360 Yeah. And I battled that from the very 131 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:32,560 beginning. Like people don't know. 132 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:35,040 Like I battled that from the very beginning when I first 133 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:36,480 started. Content. 134 00:07:37,080 --> 00:07:39,720 Don't bother me now. The shit don't bother me now 135 00:07:40,080 --> 00:07:42,360 because I'm so used to it. I'm so numb to it. 136 00:07:42,360 --> 00:07:46,000 I'm always ready when somebody is always even attacking me and 137 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:49,320 stuff like that. But it's just always, it's 138 00:07:49,320 --> 00:07:52,360 always that like if I put out a new scene with someone, it's 139 00:07:52,360 --> 00:07:55,840 always somebody attacking me or wishing me dead or somebody said 140 00:07:55,840 --> 00:07:58,040 that they was going to kill me and all kinds of it. 141 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:01,720 It's it's insane. And my whole thing is this, you 142 00:08:01,720 --> 00:08:05,240 know, when it comes to porn, people have many different 143 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:07,880 fantasies and desires of what they like there. 144 00:08:08,560 --> 00:08:12,120 There are plenty of other models that you can go and watch. 145 00:08:12,320 --> 00:08:13,720 You don't have to be stuck on me. 146 00:08:13,760 --> 00:08:15,800 You can go and watch. There's plenty of people you can 147 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:19,080 go and watch, but y'all, y'all choose to be focused on me. 148 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:22,600 Thank you. At the same time, if you don't 149 00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:24,800 want to watch me, go watch somebody the fuck else. 150 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:27,480 Like it's not even like it's, it's just, it's insane like 151 00:08:27,480 --> 00:08:29,320 something. Is Oh my. 152 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:33,960 You know what's crazy though? It's like BBWS even I just had 153 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:36,600 Lasha Lane, another BBW black actress. 154 00:08:36,880 --> 00:08:39,280 You know, we were talking about the backlash that she was 155 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:42,360 receiving on her come up. Like you coming up on, you know, 156 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:45,920 10 years or actually, no, she's had a career over 20 years now, 157 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:49,680 but she, you know, did the whole like come back in the industry 158 00:08:50,360 --> 00:08:54,640 And it's just crazy how you see the love for BBW women, yet 159 00:08:54,640 --> 00:08:57,280 there's still like the black BBWS. 160 00:08:57,280 --> 00:08:59,840 It's everybody's secret. No one wants to love them on 161 00:08:59,840 --> 00:09:03,040 camera as a skinny person. But back, you know, behind the 162 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:06,440 scenes, Oh, give me all that curve relishness, all that. 163 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:11,080 And then like you said, and then you, you know, you see it in gay 164 00:09:11,080 --> 00:09:12,320 porn. I'm like, wait a second, hold 165 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:14,800 up. I know a lot of people, they 166 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:17,520 love to smack a little cheeks with a little bit of meat. 167 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:21,000 And maybe say the same thing because this it be some 168 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:25,680 performers like they be like because everybody assumes they 169 00:09:25,760 --> 00:09:28,600 assumes that when it comes to like bigger performance or 170 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:31,520 whatever, they assume that we pay for collaborations or we do 171 00:09:31,520 --> 00:09:34,400 this or the only way we got with this person is because we paid 172 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:36,280 for this that I ain't paid for shit. 173 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:38,800 They came to me to ask the collab with me. 174 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:40,680 Yeah, that's what y'all don't know. 175 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:43,960 But The thing is sometimes some performance and this is the 176 00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:46,680 truth. They'll lie, they'll be in front 177 00:09:46,680 --> 00:09:49,040 of your face and say something. But when they get their friends 178 00:09:49,040 --> 00:09:51,800 and shit, they'll lie and be like, oh, they paid you to do 179 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:53,080 this video and all this bullshit. 180 00:09:53,120 --> 00:09:56,320 I'm like that. It's it's the fake ass energy 181 00:09:56,320 --> 00:10:00,560 though. That, you know, it's crazy. 182 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:03,760 It's the, I'm, I'm gonna keep saying it's crazy because it 183 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:06,880 also, you know, ties into the hip hop row. 184 00:10:07,480 --> 00:10:12,280 You know, everybody loves a big black girl, a big black, you 185 00:10:12,280 --> 00:10:15,560 know, big curvy person behind closed doors. 186 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:18,320 But then all of a sudden, like I said, Drake opened up the 187 00:10:18,320 --> 00:10:21,920 floodgates saying I love BBW the rap world. 188 00:10:21,920 --> 00:10:26,000 All of a sudden we're like get bigger booties, eat a little 189 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:28,440 more. And I feel like in the gay world 190 00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:32,680 you still have that, except, you know, it's the rappers are in 191 00:10:32,680 --> 00:10:36,200 the DMS. Santana XLI have to ask are 192 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:38,000 rappers in your DMS? Be honest. 193 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:40,880 Oh. Yes, I have had a few some 194 00:10:40,880 --> 00:10:44,960 actors, I even had a few boxes. I'm sorry. 195 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:46,760 Wait, wait, wait, wait. Boxers. 196 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:50,080 Hold up. Now hold. 197 00:10:50,200 --> 00:10:58,120 OK, honey. OK, OK. 198 00:10:59,440 --> 00:11:06,680 See. OK. 199 00:11:06,680 --> 00:11:09,840 So I'm. Oh, look, look at me. 200 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:12,360 I'm already dumping the things like dropping the weed. 201 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:16,000 All this, you know, I'm I don't have to ask like you don't even 202 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,120 have to do details. I like to do code names around 203 00:11:18,120 --> 00:11:19,680 here. We like to just drop a little 204 00:11:19,680 --> 00:11:21,920 droplets and people can you know? 205 00:11:22,560 --> 00:11:26,960 So without really saying name but maybe sprinkling it one 206 00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:29,840 person that you would think like there is no way in hell that 207 00:11:29,840 --> 00:11:35,920 this person is in my DMS who was in the DM and flew you out the 208 00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:39,000 whole night. I got to give a give a fake 209 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:40,720 name. You said fake name, right? 210 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:42,480 I mean, you can give real names, honey. 211 00:11:42,480 --> 00:11:45,840 I'm all about it. I love listening. 212 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:50,400 Listen, if everybody knows on Sapphire's their play, if you 213 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:54,520 heard it, I didn't say shit. I didn't coerce this, nothing. 214 00:11:54,520 --> 00:11:57,560 I'm going. To say I'm going to say the team 215 00:11:57,560 --> 00:11:59,800 that they played on, if they played for the Spurs. 216 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:03,520 OK, so I'm not a basketball person, but please keep going. 217 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:06,200 I'm just. Going to say the spars. 218 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:08,960 That's it. If I'm saying the team name 219 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:11,960 right, I don't really watch sports like that, but somebody 220 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:15,840 would be. Smart. 221 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:18,480 And was it worth it? That was a real shot. 222 00:12:18,800 --> 00:12:20,840 That was a real shot. That was a while ago, though. 223 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:23,320 But yeah, it'd be famous people in our deals. 224 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:26,520 But that's the thing about when, when you're in this type of work 225 00:12:27,240 --> 00:12:29,440 and people see you on the Internet and you got a lot of 226 00:12:29,440 --> 00:12:31,280 following people watching and stuff like that. 227 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:35,120 It's not uncommon for, you know, famous people or celebrities to 228 00:12:35,120 --> 00:12:39,280 be in your DM. No 'cause they watch our stuff. 229 00:12:39,280 --> 00:12:41,160 They just very discreet about it. 230 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:41,800 You know what? I. 231 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:44,440 Mean that's what I love. Like I'd rather have the stars 232 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:46,760 just come out in the open. Like we're all people at the end 233 00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:48,640 of the day, like you and I, we're just people. 234 00:12:48,640 --> 00:12:50,720 We bleed. It's just you have a larger 235 00:12:50,720 --> 00:12:54,120 following, a larger platform or some people say you know more to 236 00:12:54,120 --> 00:12:55,840 risk or more to lose. And I'm like, why? 237 00:12:55,840 --> 00:12:58,640 Fuck that? You're a normal human being who 238 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:01,240 has needs. You got needs. 239 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:03,520 I mean, it was hard for me. It was hard for me to keep a 240 00:13:03,520 --> 00:13:07,600 platform now like cause what are I have like 10 Twitter pages now 241 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:09,120 I'm almost at 1,000,000 followers. 242 00:13:09,520 --> 00:13:12,560 But now it's hard to keep up. It's hard to keep like a social 243 00:13:12,560 --> 00:13:15,720 media account because you know, you got to deal with the haters 244 00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:18,280 always trying to mass support and all kinds of shit. 245 00:13:18,280 --> 00:13:20,880 And then you got, you got other performance. 246 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:23,720 They'd be jealous and all and give you dirty looks. 247 00:13:24,240 --> 00:13:27,200 This is great. People don't realize that 248 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:29,640 sometimes the adult industry, even just entertainment 249 00:13:29,640 --> 00:13:31,880 industry, it could be very high school, you know? 250 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:35,000 Have you ever had those moments where you're just like, I wish I 251 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:37,680 could just take all this back? Like would you take it all back 252 00:13:37,680 --> 00:13:40,440 or would you just want to like if there's anything in this 253 00:13:40,440 --> 00:13:41,440 industry? Yeah. 254 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:51,840 Listen, I think for me, I think, I think when it comes to 255 00:13:51,880 --> 00:13:55,520 performance, it's all a part of the journey, all a part of the 256 00:13:55,520 --> 00:13:57,560 journey. Like, you know, the lows, the 257 00:13:57,560 --> 00:13:59,560 high, you know, it's all part of the journey. 258 00:14:01,400 --> 00:14:03,800 I'm not complaining. I love everything that I do. 259 00:14:03,800 --> 00:14:06,840 Yeah, there's going to be people that some performers that give 260 00:14:06,840 --> 00:14:08,160 me dirty looks like, what are you doing? 261 00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:10,800 Because it's definitely been performers that have done that 262 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:13,520 to me. But I I don't give a fuck. 263 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:15,760 I don't give a fuck what no bitch got to say about me. 264 00:14:15,760 --> 00:14:18,400 I don't give a fuck what anybody got to say about my body. 265 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:20,160 This, that, and the third bitch is here. 266 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,040 What the fuck you going to do? Yes. 267 00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:26,040 So like my whole thing is, it doesn't, it doesn't bother me. 268 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:28,400 I don't regret anything. It pisses me off though. 269 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:31,400 It just pisses me off of how caddy performers can be like. 270 00:14:31,560 --> 00:14:33,520 You really don't know until awards happen. 271 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:36,720 In my face, though, they don't like like they don't say it in 272 00:14:36,720 --> 00:14:39,520 my face like they smile on my face like some most people smile 273 00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:41,760 on my face. But you can tell I'm not a dumb 274 00:14:41,760 --> 00:14:44,080 bitch like I know when a bitch don't you know when it but 275 00:14:44,080 --> 00:14:46,640 somebody don't like you, you know how it is and shit like 276 00:14:46,640 --> 00:14:49,120 they already feel jealous. They feel like you get more than 277 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,960 them in all kinds of shape, but. Yeah, and that's why it just, it 278 00:14:52,960 --> 00:14:56,560 makes me mad because first of all, like adult stars in 279 00:14:56,560 --> 00:14:59,520 general, regardless of what category you're in, let's be 280 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:03,440 honest, we are all ostracized because we speak about and do 281 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:05,640 things that make people uncomfortable. 282 00:15:05,800 --> 00:15:07,480 Why is it? Why is sex uncomfortable? 283 00:15:07,480 --> 00:15:10,400 That's a whole different topic. But at the same time, it's like 284 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:13,680 you would think that everybody would just come together, not 285 00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:16,600 just literally, but, you know, figurely come together. 286 00:15:17,080 --> 00:15:20,040 Like I said, my first AB NS experience this year. 287 00:15:20,120 --> 00:15:21,800 I don't know. I've said it before, I don't 288 00:15:21,800 --> 00:15:24,640 know if I'll ever go back to the awards show, to be honest. 289 00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:26,840 I don't think. I don't think. 290 00:15:26,840 --> 00:15:32,840 This was my second time. Going OK, so I don't know about 291 00:15:32,880 --> 00:15:36,280 I don't know how you overcome your like, do you? 292 00:15:37,280 --> 00:15:40,560 Yes, I have. I have mad yes, I have mad 293 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:42,760 social anxiety. And I know that sounds weird as 294 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,760 someone who's in radio. I've gone a lot of concerts, red 295 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:48,000 carpets and all that. But as I've gotten older, it's 296 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:54,720 just like, I really hate people. I'm so kind of in that state. 297 00:15:54,720 --> 00:15:58,720 But you know, to be honest with you, although I've been in this 298 00:15:58,720 --> 00:16:03,240 business for a long time and stuff more so independently, I 299 00:16:03,240 --> 00:16:06,480 would get nominated for an award, but I never go to the 300 00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:08,680 award show. And the reason why I didn't go 301 00:16:08,680 --> 00:16:11,720 to the war show because my social anxiety, I just don't 302 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:13,400 like to be around crowds of people. 303 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:17,240 And when I started getting nominated for things, I made 304 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:21,360 some friends within the industry and they helped me overcome it a 305 00:16:21,360 --> 00:16:23,760 little bit. They, they walked the red carpet 306 00:16:23,760 --> 00:16:26,160 with me and, you know, help me and stuff like that. 307 00:16:26,160 --> 00:16:28,960 And, and I wanted to get out there a lot more. 308 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:32,320 I wanted to prove to myself that I can do it and help me, you 309 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:35,560 know, somewhat get over my social anxiety and stuff like 310 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:37,160 that. Sometimes my social anxiety 311 00:16:37,160 --> 00:16:40,840 would be so bad and my speaking would be so bad and terrible and 312 00:16:40,840 --> 00:16:43,440 shit. But once I make a make a choice 313 00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:46,360 that I'm going to do something, I'm going to be like, Oh fuck, 314 00:16:46,400 --> 00:16:48,360 I'm going, I'm not going back out of it. 315 00:16:48,360 --> 00:16:49,560 I'm just going to go ahead and do it. 316 00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:51,800 Whatever it's going to be, wherever the outcome is, I'm 317 00:16:51,840 --> 00:16:54,560 just going to do it. And, you know, but I think it's 318 00:16:54,560 --> 00:16:59,240 gotten better now, but I'm like throwing myself in it, you know, 319 00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:02,680 because for a long time I didn't go to any industry events 320 00:17:03,080 --> 00:17:06,359 because of that. Yeah, I didn't go for, and I've 321 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:08,960 been nominated for, for like 27 awards. 322 00:17:08,960 --> 00:17:11,760 And I did not go to many of those award shows in the 323 00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:14,160 beginning at all. Yeah, this was my first year, 324 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:16,560 like ever going. I was always working behind the 325 00:17:16,560 --> 00:17:19,680 scenes, doing remote broadcast when I was still working for 326 00:17:19,680 --> 00:17:22,200 Playboy and Vivid. But like, going to the award 327 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:25,280 show this year, like, like you, it's like you get nominated, you 328 00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:27,960 have to go. And like my fiance made my dress 329 00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:30,080 and it was so good to see everybody I've worked with over 330 00:17:30,080 --> 00:17:33,440 the years, but the social, like everybody just saw it on my 331 00:17:33,440 --> 00:17:35,200 face. Like the ones who know me, they 332 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:37,680 were like, oh, you really came out the house though. 333 00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:47,680 I might, I might. You know, it's like last night I 334 00:17:47,680 --> 00:17:49,440 was supposed this. By the way, everybody, this is 335 00:17:49,440 --> 00:17:51,320 prerecorded. This is me just saying it for 336 00:17:51,320 --> 00:17:58,400 the record, the AVN house party was the other night last night 337 00:17:58,440 --> 00:18:03,240 and honey, I went to go hang out with my whole friends at a 338 00:18:03,240 --> 00:18:05,680 house. Instead, I was like, I just want 339 00:18:05,680 --> 00:18:10,160 to hang out with my actual like polyamorous whole tribe and just 340 00:18:10,160 --> 00:18:13,160 do that, you know, and it would have been nice, but I was still 341 00:18:13,160 --> 00:18:16,880 just like, I don't want to get dressed up and all that, you 342 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:21,800 know, and then the fact to go alone, you know, I just, it's 343 00:18:21,800 --> 00:18:23,560 the fact of going alone. I'm I want to win with. 344 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:28,000 You, if you ever go to any of those parties or something, you 345 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:30,120 need a companion. I'll go 'cause I need a 346 00:18:30,120 --> 00:18:31,600 companion too. There we go. 347 00:18:31,880 --> 00:18:33,640 We'll go together. And it's funny, 'cause like 348 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:35,400 everybody's like, stop, just go with me. 349 00:18:35,400 --> 00:18:37,400 And I'm like, I know, but I don't like to be that bird, you 350 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:39,080 know what I mean? You don't like to be the burden 351 00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:41,680 to call that person to be like, come with me. 352 00:18:41,920 --> 00:18:45,720 Can we can we do this together? I have no problem with it. 353 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:48,840 Could you please come with me? I have no problem with it at 354 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:50,120 all. I. 355 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:54,320 Was like, can you please go to this party with me? 356 00:18:54,800 --> 00:19:02,720 I, you know, lady, she's a nomination and she went with me. 357 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:05,640 She met me there and everything. She made me feel comfortable, 358 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:08,840 but she got me fucked up too. And she had me drink my kind of 359 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:10,760 shit. Like she kept giving me drinks, 360 00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:13,320 drinks, drinks, drinks. And don't let me get an edible 361 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:15,400 because if I get an edible. Baby, it's over. 362 00:19:15,520 --> 00:19:16,320 It's. Over. 363 00:19:17,200 --> 00:19:20,320 Listen, you Start learning all. I'm about to drop some gems. 364 00:19:20,480 --> 00:19:22,880 There's certain people in the industry you just know you can't 365 00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:25,840 smoke with, can't drink with. Misty Stone is one of them. 366 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:29,080 Misty, I love you, but you know I can't be drinking with you 367 00:19:29,520 --> 00:19:32,280 ever. I ever, ever you. 368 00:19:32,320 --> 00:19:33,280 I'll smoke with you. I do I. 369 00:19:36,160 --> 00:19:38,480 Really do. But I'm going to go. 370 00:19:38,480 --> 00:19:40,480 I'm going to go this year. Do it like next year. 371 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:44,480 Yes, because this was my second time that I went and I didn't 372 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:46,720 think I was going to win and I left with two awards. 373 00:19:46,760 --> 00:19:51,320 Honey, yes you did. And you looked fabulous and you 374 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:54,200 made history. You made some history that 375 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:55,960 night. Let's talk about that. 376 00:19:56,920 --> 00:20:00,320 Let's talk about that. Wow. 377 00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:05,200 I mean, it was a big deal. Like it was a big thing for me. 378 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:09,680 I didn't think I was going to win an award because I was 379 00:20:09,680 --> 00:20:13,680 nominated the year before and I didn't, I didn't win, but it was 380 00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:18,520 controversy around that last year because of the category. 381 00:20:18,520 --> 00:20:21,600 But. Let's actually let's talk about 382 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:23,640 that category because some people know and some people 383 00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:24,920 don't. So let's talk about that 384 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:28,680 category and and the controversy that leads up to this victory, I 385 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:31,880 should say. So in that category that I was 386 00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:36,560 nominated for last year, it was called best bear or favorite 387 00:20:36,560 --> 00:20:38,720 bear or whatever. And most people don't know bear 388 00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:42,920 is like the category for like more so bigger Harry like that. 389 00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:46,320 And it was controversy because it was people that was nominated 390 00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:49,960 in that category that most fans didn't think deserved to be 391 00:20:50,360 --> 00:20:54,000 nominated in that category. And it was a big thing. 392 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:57,160 And for people who won, the person that won, they was, they 393 00:20:57,160 --> 00:20:59,320 didn't like that too much because they didn't think that 394 00:20:59,320 --> 00:21:02,800 was in that category. And then when we was in the 395 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:07,000 award show and that person won, they kept screaming my name, the 396 00:21:07,040 --> 00:21:08,680 whole, yeah, they were screaming my name. 397 00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:12,200 And I said I'm like. Oh. 398 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:17,280 My God. But yeah, it was controversy 399 00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:20,440 around there for a little bit. Yeah, so getting this win, you 400 00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:24,880 know, Fast forward to now, it's like that was a full circle 401 00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:27,720 moment. And the crazy thing is I wasn't 402 00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:29,040 even going to go. I wasn't even going. 403 00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:31,520 I was not going to go. Because sometimes I get in those 404 00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:35,480 spaces where I'll I'll fly out somewhere to go to the event and 405 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:38,440 then when it's time for the event, I'll be like, I'm not 406 00:21:38,440 --> 00:21:41,720 going. And then I have to myself up to 407 00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:43,480 go. The same thing happened with 408 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:47,160 Urban X because I want to Urban X last year to last summer, last 409 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:50,920 August too. And I was not going to go like I 410 00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:53,760 really was not going to. I wasn't going to go at all 411 00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:57,840 because I just didn't think I was going to win at all because 412 00:21:57,840 --> 00:22:00,520 I've never because what people don't understand, there's never 413 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:04,760 been a plus sized boy to ever win these kind of awards in in 414 00:22:04,800 --> 00:22:07,000 gay categories. You know what I mean? 415 00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:11,120 So I I didn't think that I was going to be able to walk out 416 00:22:11,120 --> 00:22:13,240 with a war and win. Like I just didn't. 417 00:22:13,280 --> 00:22:14,520 I just didn't see that happening. 418 00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:17,280 For me, I was happy to be nominated and it was, it was an 419 00:22:17,440 --> 00:22:19,880 honor, but I didn't think that I was going to actually win. 420 00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:23,200 It's crazy. That it's wild that when you say 421 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:26,520 that again, you think about it and I'm looking at the history 422 00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:30,680 too. It's why did it take this long? 423 00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:33,840 And even just because it, like you said before, I think in a 424 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:37,080 previous interview, the categories, it's like it's very 425 00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:39,480 limited. The categories are very limiting 426 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:42,440 or it's very just fanbase. It's never the official. 427 00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:47,440 And then when you put it into the regular AB NS&X biz awards, 428 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:52,680 there's no category for even a straight man of your body type 429 00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:56,000 at all. But we celebrate the women or we 430 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:58,920 say we celebrate, but there's still those controversies. 431 00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:02,000 Again, listen to the LA Chalane episode, y'all. 432 00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:07,680 Lots of tea on that one if. It's it's, it's just crazy like 433 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:11,640 even in studio porn, like there has never in 50 years, in 50 434 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:15,400 years of porn media, there has never been a plus size boy that 435 00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:19,880 ever shoot for a major studio. And in 50 years since gay porn 436 00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:22,440 media started, there has never been. 437 00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:26,960 And my thing is though, I don't understand why people would be 438 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:29,520 upset about me being in there. I'm breaking. 439 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,080 I'm making history. Like what? 440 00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:34,920 Not to mention. Not to mention Pornhub just did 441 00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:38,120 their their gay statistics. As much as I don't like to quote 442 00:23:38,120 --> 00:23:41,280 Pornhub, I mean, they're they're the only ones that really give 443 00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:45,120 the good insight. But let's be real black and like 444 00:23:45,120 --> 00:23:48,600 black gay and big Dick. Those are your top three right 445 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:52,000 there in the gay side of porn right now. 446 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:56,560 And if you were to flip it, it's always big black Dick, Ebony 447 00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:59,040 black. So something's going on, y'all? 448 00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:02,800 Something's going on and I have to give. 449 00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:08,040 It to men.com because you know, men.com right now currently is 450 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:12,000 the only gay points to do that's really trying to they're really 451 00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:15,360 trying to be more inclusive and include bigger bodies and 452 00:24:15,360 --> 00:24:17,840 different body types and and stuff like that. 453 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:22,640 You know and there's no other studio really that's really in 454 00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:26,120 gay porn that's really like the one that they only just want the 455 00:24:26,120 --> 00:24:31,120 muscle and the twink guys and and all that like it's they they 456 00:24:31,120 --> 00:24:34,360 don't think we can sell. They don't think that bigger 457 00:24:34,360 --> 00:24:37,960 bodies or, or that they don't think we can sell. 458 00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:41,160 They don't think we profitable. They don't think we can bring it 459 00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:43,760 in the audience. They don't think that's just how 460 00:24:43,760 --> 00:24:46,080 they look at us. They think we're undesirable and 461 00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:47,720 that we're just not going to bring themselves. 462 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:50,840 And I'm like, that's bullshit. Look at me by myself. 463 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,400 You know what I mean? Like I've been doing independent 464 00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:56,840 content for this long by myself, no studio backing at all. 465 00:24:57,080 --> 00:25:00,280 And I've been nominated for many awards and won four. 466 00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:04,640 And so for you to sit there for them to say that bigger boys and 467 00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:09,160 stuff came out, be profitable and sell, it's bullshit. 468 00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,600 And I would love to see and I know it's coming. 469 00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:15,800 I know it's coming. I would love to see other big 470 00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:18,320 boys in porn if they want to move it. 471 00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:20,040 You know. What I mean, I would love to see 472 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:20,800 it. I really would. 473 00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,920 I would. Yeah. 474 00:25:23,120 --> 00:25:24,920 No, I. Agree and you know, I want to 475 00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:29,040 see more big boys just in general getting more regular 476 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:31,920 roles in general. I love, you know, shout out to 477 00:25:32,120 --> 00:25:34,960 you know, Rihanna with the savage fancy line when she 478 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:37,960 started really showing all types of body types. 479 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:40,840 I quote it all the time with the lingerie and getting big boy 480 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:43,360 models out there. Yes, I wore. 481 00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:46,960 I wore one of the I wore one of the fiddy stuff in my shoe in my 482 00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:48,320 video. I've seen it. 483 00:25:48,360 --> 00:25:52,160 I've seen. It and I was just like, yes, 484 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,200 yes, honey, I wear right. There. 485 00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:58,200 I'm like, I really want to see more of this. 486 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:01,680 I really do. Because like you said, people 487 00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:04,600 like a big person, people like a big boy. 488 00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:08,200 I used to say maybe lying, maybe. 489 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,600 Lying like they acting like they don't like you know damn well 490 00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:12,720 you like this. You'd be all in my deals asking 491 00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:16,040 for it. Stop playing in front of your 492 00:26:16,040 --> 00:26:19,120 friends and say you know you're like a big boy in a big world. 493 00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:21,400 Like come on now. You know, I got to ask. 494 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:22,800 I got to talk about the dating life. 495 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:27,680 So I have to say one of my friends bless her and she's 496 00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:30,200 celibate, but on, you know, the gay sides. 497 00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:33,640 And she said to me, they said they were like, look, it has 498 00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:35,880 nothing. My virginity has nothing to do 499 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:37,480 with the fact that I don't want sex. 500 00:26:37,800 --> 00:26:40,920 It's just when I'm on Grinder and the first thing you're going 501 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:42,360 to show me is your butt hole. Oh my God. 502 00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:51,680 Like what the fuck? And I was like, wait a. 503 00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:53,480 Second, I'm banned off a grinder. 504 00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:55,800 I wouldn't even keep a grinder. Why'd you get banned? 505 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:57,520 Because I did. Anything. 506 00:26:57,840 --> 00:27:01,280 It was because like, people had made fake pages of me in the 507 00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:02,280 past. Damn. 508 00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:05,680 Grinder. And I guess when they made fake 509 00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:08,400 pages of me, they was harassed from people or whatever spent 510 00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:10,920 about my girl and then people thinking it was me. 511 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:14,080 So every time I try to get on Grinder it's like, oh banned. 512 00:27:14,360 --> 00:27:16,840 It's crazy. But the crazy thing is they show 513 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,880 my poor advertisement on there all about their. 514 00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:22,160 Advertisements. Come up on Jack and grinder. 515 00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:24,640 But yeah, I can't make a Jack and grinder. 516 00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:26,160 Like, come on. It's crazy. 517 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:28,680 It's crazy. It sounds like you need to get. 518 00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:34,040 Some checks honey because. You can spend my. 519 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:36,520 Confuse that I. Do they be advertised on those 520 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:40,040 on those platforms? And I'm like, so I get to see 521 00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:42,960 all this shit, but I can't even get on Grinder or Jack. 522 00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:45,200 That shit is crazy. You know what you have to do. 523 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,520 You know what you got to do? Just just put a picture of your 524 00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:50,400 booty hole and just say the Santana. 525 00:27:50,400 --> 00:27:54,240 I haven't. Been on there. 526 00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:56,400 I haven't been on those platforms in so long. 527 00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:58,000 I know that you probably changed my meal. 528 00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,360 Oh my God. So would you say dating? 529 00:28:01,360 --> 00:28:03,360 For you right now, is it? Has it been easy? 530 00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:08,560 Hard like? I'm seeing someone, I mean. 531 00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:16,640 It's not hard. It's not hard to wait, wait, 532 00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:21,240 wait. Okay, okay, okay, it's, it's not 533 00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:26,160 hard, but it's hard. It's it's hard for like it's 534 00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:29,520 hard for like the other person, especially if they're not in the 535 00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:30,720 business. You know what? 536 00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:33,280 Because when people don't understand, like when you're 537 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:36,200 dating someone that's not in the business, they don't understand 538 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:39,000 how it is when you're dating somebody that's in porn, like, 539 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:42,800 you know what I mean? And like when you do porn, they 540 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,400 feel like, Oh well, it's a free pass to go out for them to be 541 00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:48,000 able to do whatever they want to do and shit like that. 542 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:50,720 I said Nah because what I do is business. 543 00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:54,280 It's to bring money in. You trying to go do that shit 544 00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:55,640 for fun, that ain't going to fly. 545 00:28:55,800 --> 00:28:58,360 If you're going to do all that and go try to fuck somebody 546 00:28:58,360 --> 00:29:00,320 else, you got to go get our only fans or something. 547 00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:01,600 You got to be doing something to bring. 548 00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:02,960 That's going to bring some money in. 549 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:06,520 Because what I do is business. I had no emotional attachments 550 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,760 to any of the men that I film with. 551 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:13,280 Any of the guy I film with. I have no emotional attachments 552 00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:15,720 to them. It's strictly business at the 553 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,840 end of the day. When I come home, my my deal is 554 00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:20,560 with my guy. You know what I'm paying, but 555 00:29:20,560 --> 00:29:22,840 I'm dating them or whatever. So would you say? 556 00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:28,000 Outside, like, you know, when you're not Santana XXL, your 557 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,280 real name, you would say you're just the monogamous being. 558 00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:35,840 Yeah. Or would you say monogamish? 559 00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:40,840 I mean this is not me like. I mean, for me, OK, if I'm in a 560 00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:44,000 relationship, I'm only fucking fucking that person, OK? 561 00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:48,000 OK, you know what I mean. Yeah, I mean, there are some 562 00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:52,080 people, there are some people that, you know, they, they, they 563 00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,160 go with everybody. They like, they fuck everybody 564 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:57,720 except, but no. But like me, I ain't nothing 565 00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,120 wrong with that. It ain't nothing wrong with 566 00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:00,600 that. But for me, like if I'm dealing 567 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,240 with one person, it's just going to be me, that one person. 568 00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:07,400 But when it comes to this is and filming and stuff, that's just 569 00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:08,640 what it is. That's what it is. 570 00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:11,080 It's funny how you just said those people because you know, I 571 00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:15,000 am polyamorous and people you know don't seem to understand. 572 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:16,880 I don't know. It's funny. 573 00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:21,040 I have asked myself if I were to ever, if I were to ever go into 574 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:25,760 porn like full blown give you guys like the Sapphire special, 575 00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:28,920 I can't that for many different reasons, I can't do it. 576 00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:31,080 People want to see me busting wide open. 577 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:33,680 I'm like I can never, but I don't know if I would ever. 578 00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:39,920 You should you should like you don't do you don't do content 579 00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:41,800 like you. No, I I've only. 580 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:43,960 Edited. I've only done the porn side of 581 00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:49,560 radio and just editing content for for some studios. 582 00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:51,960 That's it. Yeah, I've always been behind 583 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:54,040 the scenes. I have always been behind the 584 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,160 scenes and just directing people, you know, doing their 585 00:30:57,160 --> 00:30:58,680 thing. But people have asked me all the 586 00:30:58,680 --> 00:30:59,720 time. They're like, stop, you should 587 00:30:59,720 --> 00:31:01,640 get into it. The voice alone. 588 00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:03,600 I'm like, I can't, I can't do it. 589 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:06,680 I give you all so much credit. I think it would be really. 590 00:31:07,520 --> 00:31:09,360 Good, I give you. Guys, so much credit in the 591 00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:12,000 world, so much credit. But I think it would actually 592 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,760 change the way me being polyamorous, to be honest. 593 00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:18,200 I think I would become monogamous. 594 00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:20,560 It's weird as hell. When I think about it. 595 00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:24,680 I might be like, I would turn probably monogamous and probably 596 00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:26,680 not have any of my partners. They're listening. 597 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:32,040 I'm like my man's listening in the back over here and yeah, I 598 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:35,920 don't know, like. I mean, it's harder that I mean, 599 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:38,440 it is hard for hard for some people. 600 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:40,920 I think it's easier when you're dating. 601 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:44,160 If you date somebody that's in the business with you, like if 602 00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:47,040 you somebody like if you know, you date another porn star or 603 00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:49,920 whatever the case is, it's easier because they both 604 00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:52,800 understand. But like, you know, but if you 605 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:56,560 date somebody that's on the outside, they like they get 606 00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:58,000 insecure. You got some people that gets 607 00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:01,560 insecure or. They can go and fuck. 608 00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:03,400 Anybody else like it's a free pass and stuff? 609 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:06,560 I'm like this is a job, this is a business for me. 610 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:08,920 I don't Yeah. And people. 611 00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:11,880 Don't understand that. It's so wild to me because, you 612 00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:15,600 know, I talked to a lot of stars and, you know, get to, you know, 613 00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:17,680 familiarize and talk to some friends. 614 00:32:17,680 --> 00:32:20,760 And the ones that you think are the ones that are free and 615 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:24,560 single, honey, they are monogamous to hell off camera, 616 00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:27,120 not doing at least what you think they're doing. 617 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:30,520 And it's a beautiful thing. But it does take a very special 618 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:34,560 person if you are not in this realm at all, if you are not in 619 00:32:34,560 --> 00:32:37,560 this realm at all like they. Think they just think we just 620 00:32:37,760 --> 00:32:44,880 whores like we just out here. Don't get me wrong but like 621 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,280 everybody that do porn are not whores man. 622 00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:51,200 Like, come on now, they they not all would you say? 623 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:53,280 You're, I call myself a selective hoe. 624 00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:56,560 Would you say now you're a selective hoe, especially like 625 00:32:56,560 --> 00:33:00,000 with your scenes or you still just like I'm going to be a hoe 626 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:03,400 for whatever it is? I mean, I'm a hoe. 627 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:06,560 This is a check. I'll do it. 628 00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:13,480 You want me to suck 10 Dicks? I'll do it like what you want me 629 00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:15,040 to. I don't have no problem with 630 00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:20,320 doing it OK. For all the people out there, 631 00:33:20,440 --> 00:33:22,120 like you just said, I'll do 10 Dicks. 632 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:25,080 I heard in another interview you're busting 10 loads a day. 633 00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:27,840 Honey, what is the secret? Because I'm over here. 634 00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:30,800 You give me locked job. OK, I'm thinking 10. 635 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:34,480 Two Dicks is enough for me. And I'm like pussy different 636 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:38,760 pussy different like 10 Dicks, 10 Dicks. 637 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:43,760 That's a. Lot of yeah, you know, it's a 638 00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:47,600 special talent. It's a special talent. 639 00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:54,320 You know it is your neck do be hurting this shit like like you, 640 00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:58,240 you need a neck like it's crazy. Like I can't even go in the car 641 00:33:58,240 --> 00:33:59,840 long anymore. That's how I know I'm getting 642 00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:02,760 older because now when I try to bend over to suck Dick, it's 643 00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:04,160 like oh, I get a Crick in my neck. 644 00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:07,880 I only could go for so long. I can't do I can't do a whole 645 00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:09,600 hour in the car sucking Dick down. 646 00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:12,000 I can't do it anymore. I used to do 3 hours. 647 00:34:12,000 --> 00:34:14,120 I ain't gonna lie. I used to do 3 hours but I can't 648 00:34:14,199 --> 00:34:20,920 do it no more. Oh honey, Oh my God, can we? 649 00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:25,440 Low key, can we can we? There's got to be a way we can 650 00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:28,679 normalize this because I really think about y'all and how you 651 00:34:28,679 --> 00:34:31,920 put yourselves in some acrobatic moves and you for a big boy, 652 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,679 you, you got your acrobatics. I don't know what the fuck you 653 00:34:34,679 --> 00:34:35,960 be doing. What? 654 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:40,120 What is the secret? I pay for that shit the next 655 00:34:40,159 --> 00:34:40,880 day. That shit. 656 00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,440 Oh my God. Like when I say back me her and 657 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:49,280 lazy her every time I do a fucking shit, I pay for it the 658 00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:51,280 next day. I swear to God I do. 659 00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,320 I pay for that shit. So listen. 660 00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:58,920 Go and support y'all Listen, support your damn porn stars. 661 00:34:58,920 --> 00:35:00,640 They may be breaking necks for you. 662 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:05,760 Literally breaking Dick. I really do. 663 00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:08,360 Like, people don't understand the sacrifice. 664 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:11,560 I just sacrifices me. But yeah. 665 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:14,840 Oh yeah. It's I, I, I can tell I love it. 666 00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:17,120 I love it. And like hearing the stories is 667 00:35:17,200 --> 00:35:20,640 I'm always like, give me the war stories, you know, telling 668 00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:23,800 people I've had to RIP, you know, somebody's sponge out for 669 00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:26,600 them because they couldn't after seeing I've done that. 670 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:30,680 So I can't even imagine like what is what is one of the most 671 00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:32,960 memorable? No, not memorable. 672 00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:35,480 Let's just talk about one of the worst scenes ever that you were 673 00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:36,960 just like, I just had to get through it. 674 00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:39,920 But like never fucking again. I can never do this. 675 00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:44,480 What? Was the worst scene the worst 676 00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:47,760 scene? Damn, 'cause I could have seen 677 00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:49,560 where somebody had a stroke on me. 678 00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:53,240 Wait, wait, wait, wait. Back up, I've had a fool with. 679 00:35:53,240 --> 00:35:59,080 Somebody shitting on me so I've had a scene me pissed all the 680 00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:05,640 time, but but I've had things like that, but you know that I 681 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:09,280 guess that would be that ones you OK That's. 682 00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:11,360 How I started. That's how I first went by. 683 00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:16,160 You didn't know that. Like, you know, I just sucked 684 00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:20,680 the guy off and he had a stroke on me, had a stroke on me and 685 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:23,320 I'm in the air and the ambulance had to come. 686 00:36:23,920 --> 00:36:31,760 Yeah, that's a true story, OK. You take the, you know, wow, I'm 687 00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:35,560 over here just gagged. I'm speechless because you 688 00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:38,280 really, why'd you have to set the soul out of that poor man? 689 00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:41,960 I didn't know. I really didn't know. 690 00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:45,480 I didn't even, I didn't realize he was having a stroke, but for 691 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:49,440 some reason he wasn't moving and he wasn't even fronding. 692 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:52,720 And I looked at him and I can't. And I attacked him a little bit. 693 00:36:52,720 --> 00:36:55,320 I'm like, are you OK? Are you OK? 694 00:36:56,480 --> 00:36:59,560 And no, no response. And I'm like getting really 695 00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:01,400 scared like it. And I call my one. 696 00:37:01,720 --> 00:37:03,520 I call my one. They came and got him. 697 00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:06,120 And this was in the corner. I was in the corner. 698 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:08,960 So this is the gorilla. Scene like there's nobody else. 699 00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,960 It's just you and this poor man. Oh my God. 700 00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:15,040 And. The crazy thing is, and the 701 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:18,360 crazy thing is, he wasn't mad. He was not mad. 702 00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:21,000 He was not upset. He wasn't, I don't even think he 703 00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:23,680 was embarrassed because he, he hit me. 704 00:37:23,680 --> 00:37:27,400 You have to do it again. He hit me up and do it again and 705 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:28,560 I did it again and I did it again. 706 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:29,960 He didn't have a stroke. Good. 707 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:36,040 A little bit prepared. So wait with the possibilities 708 00:37:36,040 --> 00:37:41,160 of what could happen. But like, yeah, yeah, that was 709 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:42,720 crazy. And then I had another person 710 00:37:42,720 --> 00:37:45,680 that shitted his soul when I sucked his Dick and shit like 711 00:37:45,720 --> 00:37:46,960 that. Wait, wait. 712 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:50,600 Wait wait, so was it even like you didn't fuck him in the ass, 713 00:37:50,720 --> 00:37:56,600 he just. I had people, a lot of the guys 714 00:37:56,600 --> 00:37:59,520 that I sucked like that, I did videos with, a lot of them was 715 00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:02,720 very sensitive. Like I've had guys that they 716 00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:05,400 will pull their Dick out and I suck their Dick for five seconds 717 00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:07,920 and ain't nothing. And a lot of guys end up 718 00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:12,280 screaming and shit like that. Like, you know, guys be really, 719 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,280 some guys be really sensitive. Except when they're big. 720 00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:18,400 This Santana No. No, you cannot put yourself in 721 00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:19,840 saying some people are sensitive. 722 00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:24,320 No, you done, you done. You know, so like you so sucked 723 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:29,000 the fuck out of somebody then you literally suck the shit out 724 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:29,840 of somebody. I mean, I just. 725 00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:36,080 I love sucking Dick. I really, really do love sucking 726 00:38:36,120 --> 00:38:36,760 Dick. It's real. 727 00:38:36,760 --> 00:38:39,440 It's really a passion of mine. You know what? 728 00:38:40,280 --> 00:38:42,920 I, I need to learn from you. I need to learn from you because 729 00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:45,440 I love my man. I have two men in my life, but I 730 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:49,760 love my fiance and, you know, full discretion and he's, he 731 00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:53,360 knows I'm going to say it. So like we like to write, you 732 00:38:53,360 --> 00:38:56,360 know, like we, we like to, you know, you got to keep it fresh. 733 00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:59,880 So, you know, I asked him like, is there anything I can do 734 00:39:00,240 --> 00:39:03,000 better for you? And he's like, your pussy is 735 00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:06,120 amazing. However, I love how you suck 736 00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:09,200 Dick, but can you please like, can you suck my Dick the way 737 00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:15,720 that you love eating pussy? You have to love how to suck 738 00:39:15,720 --> 00:39:17,280 Dick. That's the only way you're 739 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:18,960 really going to be able to be good at him. 740 00:39:18,960 --> 00:39:21,360 And it's so crazy because. He's the one that taught me how 741 00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:24,640 to Deep Throat and swallow like it's crazy. 742 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:26,760 Like he has the perfect Dick for it. 743 00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:30,200 And I was like, wait, I thought I'd like he's like, no, you like 744 00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,240 to rush it. Like take your time. 745 00:39:32,240 --> 00:39:36,040 Like when I see you eat pussy all the time and you never take 746 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:39,200 your time on the Dick like you do with some pussy. 747 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:42,160 And I'm like, well, you did. You are fiance to a lesbian. 748 00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:45,480 OK, let's let's be you suck big fast. 749 00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:46,920 You suck. You suck Dick really fast. 750 00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:52,120 I suck Dick fast. Like I'm like, listen, I'm like, 751 00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:55,480 and then it's good. Like I know it's good. 752 00:39:55,800 --> 00:40:00,000 Some people like that too, you know. 753 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,760 There's some people that like it really, really slow me 754 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:06,600 personally, me personally, I like fast head, I really do. 755 00:40:06,880 --> 00:40:09,320 I like that but the only problem is the neck because the neck 756 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:10,920 hurts. Yes and like. 757 00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:13,800 You said if you're on your knees, I'm feeling wet. 758 00:40:13,800 --> 00:40:16,560 And juice, some people don't like that. 759 00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:17,960 Like they don't like it really wet. 760 00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:19,480 They don't like a lot of speed. It's loud. 761 00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:21,200 I'm like, I don't know how to do it. 762 00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:23,360 No other way. That's the best way I do it. 763 00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:27,360 I don't want to slop me, but that's the best way I do it. 764 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:30,280 Like it's crazy. So I don't want those people 765 00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:31,200 though. Would you rather? 766 00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:35,840 Would you rather have a partner that would prefer the bussy or 767 00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:43,720 the Dick? I would say bussy like you need 768 00:40:44,240 --> 00:40:46,920 like, don't want the top. Like, that's what you mean. 769 00:40:46,920 --> 00:40:51,920 Like, yeah, like. Yeah, you rather finish inning. 770 00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:56,760 I'm a bottom, so like, yeah, I would prefer you would. 771 00:40:57,480 --> 00:41:04,080 Prefer I have to ask like everybody's a little different 772 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:08,920 because again, my man, he prefers coming inside of me than 773 00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:11,040 coming in my mouth. So I'm like, well, you're the 774 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:14,280 one that says you'd rather finish in here, so why would you 775 00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:18,520 not want me to take my time? But you know, everything I like 776 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:22,400 to do, though, I like to do like even when even when a guy comes, 777 00:41:23,200 --> 00:41:26,880 I like to keep sucking it like I love to just keep on growing. 778 00:41:27,240 --> 00:41:30,000 That's the kill. That's that's the kill right 779 00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:34,320 there when they bought the when they come, lock them arms around 780 00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:35,080 them. So they want more. 781 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:38,000 Just be sucking and keep growing and Bobby ahead. 782 00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:41,680 See, I'm nasty. I like to do the cleanup if I'm 783 00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:44,040 not like too like burnt out. Like after you come inside me 784 00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:47,240 let me taste each other like I love taking a little snack. 785 00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:50,400 If you can't taste yourself after sex, that ain't love. 786 00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:54,760 I'm sorry that ain't mix your come together please like like 787 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:56,880 the guy I'm with. Now the guy I'm with now, the 788 00:41:56,880 --> 00:42:00,440 guy I'm dating now, Oh my God, he's a, he's a eater. 789 00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:06,000 I can't lose my best eater, can't lose my best eater. 790 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:08,760 Like he, he, he could eat some ass. 791 00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:10,400 Like he could really eat some ass. 792 00:42:12,560 --> 00:42:16,000 Anything else? Like he's so good at it that I 793 00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:19,880 don't even want anything else. Like you don't even have to give 794 00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:21,920 me the Dick. You eat my ass. 795 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:24,880 Like I'm fine with that because it's so good. 796 00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:26,880 See you can be. Polyamorous you can be 797 00:42:26,880 --> 00:42:29,360 polyamorous because see you can have your boot, you can have 798 00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:32,920 your primary ass eater. OK, then you get another partner 799 00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:35,440 to get those ass clap. You know the ass clapping. 800 00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:39,440 Then you got you know your your your little Topper. 801 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:41,800 There you go boom full triangle boom. 802 00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:44,760 You don't even have to go like the multiple fives. 803 00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:49,200 Just go 3 boom one. 2/3. And then the next thing. 804 00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:52,040 Like the scene I'm doing now is get ready to come out soon. 805 00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:54,920 It's the same what this is the first time I've ever done it for 806 00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:59,080 like a major studio. But like I sat on a guy face. 807 00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:03,960 I sat on a guy face and then I had to, he was just eating my 808 00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:06,040 ass on the back while I was just sitting on his face and I was 809 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:09,040 just with my titties and shit like that that's coming out. 810 00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:11,320 So I can't wait for that to drop. 811 00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,960 But when can we look forward? To that scene, when can we look 812 00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:16,120 forward for that one? Do you know well what are you 813 00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:16,880 guys going to? Release it. 814 00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:18,960 I think they might release at the end of this month or they 815 00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:20,680 might release it in the beginning of August. 816 00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:24,640 Well, we will. Have this episode ready just in 817 00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:28,160 time because this will be around the towards the end of August or 818 00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:31,440 towards the middle of August so y'all definitely have to check 819 00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:34,440 out that scene. So you suffocating him? 820 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:36,840 I had fun. Making it, I really did. 821 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:39,640 It's the same about somebody breaking to my house and trying 822 00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:45,240 to steal my trophies and what better way and. 823 00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:46,960 The burglar. The burglar fucks. 824 00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:49,840 Me and I and and and I, he eat my ass with all kinds of stuff. 825 00:43:50,320 --> 00:43:52,200 I'm excited for everybody to see that. 826 00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:52,960 See. Listen, people. 827 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:56,200 We need to regulate robberies that end with a nice good face 828 00:43:56,200 --> 00:43:58,400 sitting, OK? Just like if you're going to rob 829 00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:01,520 something, rob this pussy. Rob this pussy please. 830 00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:11,600 But you know, men.com is really like, really, they're pushing 831 00:44:11,600 --> 00:44:13,400 the the whole body diverse thing. 832 00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:18,880 You know, I just want to see more big boys in porn. 833 00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:21,440 And, you know, I do too. I. 834 00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:25,680 Really do and Santana, I just can't wait to see what happens, 835 00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:28,560 you know, as you continue flourishing and really spreading 836 00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:31,560 this body, you know, body positivity and honey, I just 837 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,920 feel like I just I saw me a new bestie. 838 00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:36,040 I don't know like I say this all the time, but I'm just like 839 00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:39,240 damn, you have me laugh. I've never laughed this hard 840 00:44:39,240 --> 00:44:43,240 through an entire interview and I'm just like, honey, I can't 841 00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,520 wait to meet you in person. I. 842 00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:48,160 Know we definitely do. Where are you based? 843 00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:53,560 So I'm in LA. So you may see me for Urban X if 844 00:44:53,560 --> 00:45:00,320 you're coming out. I don't think I'm, I'm, I'm 845 00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:03,240 because I know I'm nominated, but I don't think I'm going to 846 00:45:03,240 --> 00:45:04,320 be. I don't think I'm going to win 847 00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:06,680 because I won last year. I won that category last year. 848 00:45:06,720 --> 00:45:08,640 And how many times do people multiply? 849 00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:13,080 Like multi year one, Come on, let's be real, let's be real. 850 00:45:13,840 --> 00:45:16,400 I might come, I know. I'm coming out to LA, OK? 851 00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:19,360 You're coming out to. LA probably sometime next month, 852 00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:21,400 but I don't. I haven't made-up my mind. 853 00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:24,400 If I was going to Urban, I told him I was coming, but I didn't 854 00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:26,800 make up my mind. Well, I know we'll be in. 855 00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:31,040 Communications and figure out something because the the 856 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:34,760 Santana sapphire little reunion yes the link up is going to 857 00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:43,280 happen thank you well where can people find you get in touch 858 00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:47,920 with you you know come see these ass just where can they see all 859 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:51,560 of it well you. Could I'm on Twitter which is 860 00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:57,880 Santana XXLL LL3L's 3L's. Yeah. 861 00:45:58,680 --> 00:46:02,000 That that's that's Twitter 3L's and then I'm on Instagram, which 862 00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:05,760 is Santana XXLL one. That's my new Instagram because 863 00:46:05,760 --> 00:46:07,160 my other Instagram got suspended. 864 00:46:08,240 --> 00:46:09,840 So I can never keep on Instagram. 865 00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:13,800 So like hopefully I get to keep this one for a long period of 866 00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:16,720 time, but we'll never know. No, the haters and shit again. 867 00:46:17,200 --> 00:46:19,400 You can find me on those platforms. 868 00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:23,280 I'm mainly active on Twitter though, but yeah, you can find 869 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:25,600 me on those platforms and stuff. Perfect. 870 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:29,320 Earbuds, you better go and go and check out the eggs because 871 00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:34,000 it's saucy, it's spicy, it's sexy, it's all that thing when. 872 00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:38,080 You Google me when you Google me, me and him come up on the 873 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:39,520 same thing. The damn. 874 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:43,360 Time I'm like, Oh my. God, it's crazy. 875 00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:45,720 I love saucy, but we are not the same people. 876 00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:49,520 And you know, the another crazy thing is I went to an award show 877 00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:54,400 last year, you know, Autumn white people thought I was I'm 878 00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:55,080 dead. They. 879 00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:57,520 Thought I. Was really saucy. 880 00:46:58,200 --> 00:47:00,480 I was like, you would have, ain't you the guy that didn't 881 00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:04,120 use it? Like what the for real? 882 00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:08,760 I'm like, no, that's not me. No, no, that's not me. 883 00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:11,600 But they really thought that. They really thought that it was, 884 00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:15,560 you know what? That just means if we're 885 00:47:15,560 --> 00:47:18,240 manifesting the like the collab, that's it. 886 00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:20,480 A collab is going to happen one way or another. 887 00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:22,440 One way or another is going to happen. 888 00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,880 Y'all going to link up and something is going to happen and 889 00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:32,360 I'm going to be all for it. Yes, You want to ask me? 890 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:35,280 No. I you know I'm about to wrap it. 891 00:47:36,360 --> 00:47:38,160 Yes. I love it. 892 00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:40,680 No honey, I think we we covered it all. 893 00:47:40,720 --> 00:47:43,800 Air buds, you know where to get in touch with at Miz Radio 894 00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:47,840 Sapphire. That's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE. 895 00:47:48,080 --> 00:47:52,760 And of course you know that safe sex is the best hot sex. 896 00:47:53,080 --> 00:48:01,320 Till next time, good night. That was the show all. 897 00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:03,760 You sexy motherfuckers out there, remember to follow at 898 00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:07,040 Miss Radio Sapphire and Sapphires Airplay on Instagram. 899 00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:09,000 Want some eargasms of the past and future? 900 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:12,680 Make sure to follow on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, iHeartRadio, 901 00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:14,440 and all streaming platforms.