1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:03,600 Warning, the following program is not for the weak hearted, 2 00:00:04,320 --> 00:00:07,800 those who are close minded or in general you're scared to learn 3 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:10,720 what's behind closed doors. Here at Sapphires Airplay. 4 00:00:10,720 --> 00:00:13,840 I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to 5 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:17,880 hold on to, or better yet, get the vibration stimulated through 6 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:19,960 your body. Get ready for one hell of an 7 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:28,400 orgasm in 54321. What is about you sexy 8 00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:29,960 motherfuckers out there in Radioland? 9 00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:33,240 It's your girl Sapphire. And I am excited. 10 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:34,560 I know I keep saying I'm excited. 11 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:37,280 I'm always excited. I think it would be kind of 12 00:00:37,280 --> 00:00:39,440 weird if I wasn't excited for my guests all the time. 13 00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:41,760 But my next guest, it's so crazy. 14 00:00:41,760 --> 00:00:43,560 They complimented me on the purple. 15 00:00:43,760 --> 00:00:45,680 So thank you baby. I really appreciate it. 16 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:48,280 But as you can see, it's a prideful it's about to be gay, 17 00:00:48,280 --> 00:00:50,920 gay, gay, gay, gay. I love it, love it, love it, 18 00:00:50,920 --> 00:00:54,120 love it, love it. But my next guest, Zariah Aura. 19 00:00:54,160 --> 00:00:58,320 Yes, Zariah, not Mariah. Zariah Aya Aura, bringing her 20 00:00:58,320 --> 00:01:01,480 lovely aura. In essence, she's nominated for 21 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:05,239 a shit ton of awards, including Pornhub Award for favorite Trans 22 00:01:05,239 --> 00:01:07,320 model. Later on this summer, she's also 23 00:01:07,320 --> 00:01:10,760 going to be making her way down to the Trans Premium Social 24 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:14,520 Media Star of the Year for the XMA Creative Awards, which of 25 00:01:14,600 --> 00:01:16,560 course you can go for that as well. 26 00:01:16,720 --> 00:01:19,840 We're going to get into it, but I'm just so excited to bring the 27 00:01:19,840 --> 00:01:22,680 rowdy fat boys to bring in Zariah Aura. 28 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:24,960 Zariah, you ready for the frat boys to bring you in baby? 29 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:33,360 I'm so ready. Let's do it the Raya Zaraya 30 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:35,200 Zaraya. Oh my goodness. 31 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:40,120 So I was telling you before I ran into your husband had the 32 00:01:40,120 --> 00:01:41,960 pleasure of meeting him last summer. 33 00:01:41,960 --> 00:01:45,480 I know that you guys had just gotten married about a little 34 00:01:45,480 --> 00:01:48,880 under a year ago as well, which is so funny because I too and 35 00:01:48,880 --> 00:01:51,840 still in the like marital bliss of it all. 36 00:01:51,840 --> 00:01:53,960 I just got married about 5 months ago, so oh. 37 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:57,440 My gosh. I could grab yes, yes, so, so 38 00:01:57,440 --> 00:01:59,920 many questions that could be asked. 39 00:01:59,960 --> 00:02:02,960 I mean, I'm sure you've already been asked all the things of 40 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:05,520 like, you know, how are you dealing with marriage and porn 41 00:02:05,520 --> 00:02:07,960 life? And you know, what are you like 42 00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:09,800 doing with scenes? Are you guys going to still do 43 00:02:09,800 --> 00:02:11,800 scenes together? But like, fuck it, let's get to 44 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:16,760 the nitty gritty married life versus being married in porn. 45 00:02:17,440 --> 00:02:21,280 Where are we going? It's it's perfect. 46 00:02:21,280 --> 00:02:25,400 I love it like we've I feel like we already were giving married 47 00:02:25,480 --> 00:02:28,120 like everyone already thought like they were just like y'all 48 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:31,640 been together forever. You know, it just gave that, you 49 00:02:31,640 --> 00:02:35,480 know it's so the transition into married life didn't even feel 50 00:02:35,480 --> 00:02:39,120 too too crazy big. I feel like we already were so 51 00:02:39,120 --> 00:02:44,000 intertwined in our lives and like, just already supporting 52 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:47,520 each other in ways that, like, people level into, you know, and 53 00:02:47,520 --> 00:02:49,640 it was just already happening so naturally. 54 00:02:49,640 --> 00:02:54,240 And so, yeah, I feel like it solidified everything and made 55 00:02:54,240 --> 00:02:57,360 us even more comfortable and everything. 56 00:02:57,360 --> 00:03:02,480 But like, we were already. So, you know, there was no like, 57 00:03:02,480 --> 00:03:04,320 we trust each other, we love each other. 58 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:06,720 And so none of that really changed. 59 00:03:06,720 --> 00:03:10,120 It just feels like just some security, especially with like 60 00:03:10,360 --> 00:03:13,480 how the world is, you know, making sure that we can be there 61 00:03:13,480 --> 00:03:16,160 for each other when we need to be, you know, legally and all of 62 00:03:16,160 --> 00:03:17,760 that. So really. 63 00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:19,960 Yeah. I mean, the legal part, great. 64 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,600 I mean, we were already, I felt like we were already married. 65 00:03:23,120 --> 00:03:25,760 I love that. I think it's you know what, it's 66 00:03:25,760 --> 00:03:29,480 crazy it and especially, you know, being, you know, queer, 67 00:03:29,480 --> 00:03:32,040 gay out there. Everybody seems to say the same 68 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:33,480 thing. It's like when you find your 69 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:35,320 person, it's like we were already married. 70 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:38,240 We were always like, would you say you did EU haul? 71 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:40,480 Did you do a U-Haul? Yes. 72 00:03:40,480 --> 00:03:44,680 Well, kind of, I feel like it didn't go as U-Haul as I 73 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:48,680 normally have went. You know, we did try to give 74 00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:51,560 ourselves some time. So like we started to like date 75 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:54,720 and we dated kind of for like 3 months before we made it 76 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:57,480 official, but we were already kind of together like it, like, 77 00:03:57,800 --> 00:04:01,320 you know, we just hadn't said we were like an actual like thing. 78 00:04:01,320 --> 00:04:03,320 We're like, you know what, we see each other all the time. 79 00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:06,960 We do the thing, but then finally three months in, we 80 00:04:06,960 --> 00:04:09,680 like, we're like, OK, we can put a label on it, but we're already 81 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:12,160 together. Like it just came so naturally. 82 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:16,000 I gotta say, three months and putting label on it, especially 83 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:17,800 for LA. Come on now. 84 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:20,480 Yeah, that's already that already sealed the deal. 85 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:22,200 Y'all were already married at three months. 86 00:04:22,360 --> 00:04:23,320 Boom. That's it. 87 00:04:23,360 --> 00:04:26,160 Like legalities just helped it all. 88 00:04:26,160 --> 00:04:28,760 It's so funny with that. And would you say it was like 89 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:33,520 love at first thrust? Oh, oh, most definitely. 90 00:04:34,320 --> 00:04:39,920 When we first met, we actually, so we met at X bar in Denver and 91 00:04:41,040 --> 00:04:44,800 I was performing for a drag show for my birthday. 92 00:04:46,040 --> 00:04:49,480 And so we met on the dance floor. 93 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:53,920 We ended up dancing and like making out and like right then I 94 00:04:53,920 --> 00:04:56,240 just looked in his eyes and I was like, oh, I think this is 95 00:04:56,240 --> 00:04:58,280 the one. It was so weird. 96 00:04:58,280 --> 00:04:59,440 It was so crazy. He's love. 97 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:03,200 In the club, y'all, yeah. It felt like, it felt like 98 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:05,360 everything like just just like fell apart around us. 99 00:05:05,360 --> 00:05:08,480 And then like it was just him and I and it was so insane. 100 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:10,920 So, but the crazy thing because like we're Polly. 101 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:14,200 And so I was with my, I was with my partner at the time. 102 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:18,480 And so I had told him already like the beginning of the night, 103 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:21,880 I was like, I want to bring somebody home for my birthday. 104 00:05:21,880 --> 00:05:23,960 And he was like, OK, for sure whoever you want. 105 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:26,680 And so right away after we kissed, I was like, this is the 106 00:05:26,680 --> 00:05:28,360 one. I want to bring this one. 107 00:05:28,840 --> 00:05:30,560 And so I did. I took him home. 108 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:32,280 We had a threesome. It was sick. 109 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,440 And then, yeah, hugged him from there. 110 00:05:36,880 --> 00:05:40,720 I it's so funny, I see like some parallels between you and I I 111 00:05:40,720 --> 00:05:44,880 myself am polyamorous and I don't know if you feel the same 112 00:05:44,880 --> 00:05:48,120 way, but don't you hate it when people ask you regardless if 113 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:51,200 they're in the industry or not? They're like, well I know y'all 114 00:05:51,200 --> 00:05:54,880 were Polly before, but like, now that y'all are married, are you 115 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:58,160 still Polly? So funny, so funny. 116 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:01,960 I've had so many people ask that and like just having to be like, 117 00:06:01,960 --> 00:06:03,840 yeah, it doesn't really change anything. 118 00:06:03,840 --> 00:06:06,480 You know, the, our dynamic, it's our dynamic. 119 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:09,280 And so people get confused with like open marriages and like 120 00:06:09,280 --> 00:06:12,960 polyamorous marriages and stuff. And I'm like, no, I, I have some 121 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:17,240 friends who are also polyamorous that are married and still do 122 00:06:17,240 --> 00:06:19,440 their, their thing. And it's like, it's so cool to 123 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:21,640 see it. So also live it. 124 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:24,880 And like, like I said, it just, it is who we are. 125 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:28,280 It's not like we have to like think about it or like may it 126 00:06:28,280 --> 00:06:31,240 just this is how our relationship is and it's cool to 127 00:06:31,240 --> 00:06:34,720 see people from the outside being like so confused by it and 128 00:06:34,720 --> 00:06:38,080 so like y'all are so open. How are you like this? 129 00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:40,680 Like how do you do this? Like it's just who we are. 130 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:43,400 I Oh my God, I feel that. It's so funny. 131 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:46,480 So a couple weeks ago I was actually, I got sick with 132 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:48,640 fibroids. Didn't know it had like a whole 133 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:50,640 sis rupture in everything. Right. 134 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:55,840 So I go to the Dr. and I'm with my husband and of course, when 135 00:06:55,840 --> 00:06:58,680 we're out, like we, we love telling people where polyamer 136 00:06:58,680 --> 00:07:00,720 is. So what, what are the odds that 137 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:04,080 we're talking about polyamory? As I'm just spread eagle? 138 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:06,320 They're giving me the ultrasound. 139 00:07:06,320 --> 00:07:10,440 I, you know, someone's in my vagina looking around and they 140 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:12,920 were just like, oh, so you said your polyamorous like how does 141 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:14,920 that all work? And now that you want to have 142 00:07:14,920 --> 00:07:18,600 babies, that I'm hike. I'm so dead. 143 00:07:18,880 --> 00:07:21,920 It's like it's the best feeling. It's the best feeling, though, 144 00:07:21,920 --> 00:07:26,160 to be able to like, just share that, you know, unconventional 145 00:07:26,160 --> 00:07:29,880 side of relationships. And I don't know, I just like 146 00:07:30,440 --> 00:07:34,200 the fact that somebody with hands deep in my vagina asked me 147 00:07:34,200 --> 00:07:37,240 about the Poly life. I'm like, well, I haven't been 148 00:07:37,240 --> 00:07:40,000 here before. No, I love that. 149 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:44,080 I feel like as like polyamorous people going out into the world 150 00:07:44,080 --> 00:07:47,320 and like talking about it with like people who completely are 151 00:07:47,320 --> 00:07:51,800 like so far away from that kind of lifestyle or just like that 152 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:56,040 way of being and explaining it to them is so fun because 153 00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:58,120 they're so intrigued. And it's funny because I feel 154 00:07:58,120 --> 00:08:01,440 like some people even figure out through the conversations that 155 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:04,640 they themselves are like holding themselves back in ways. 156 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:08,360 And so they feel a lot freer seeing somebody else do it. 157 00:08:08,360 --> 00:08:11,640 And it makes them kind of inspired to like get to know 158 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:13,560 themselves more. Not automatically go and be 159 00:08:13,560 --> 00:08:17,040 like, now I'm polyamorous or whatever, but I think it opens 160 00:08:17,040 --> 00:08:22,720 up people's, you know, mind into potentially going down that 161 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:25,880 route or even trying or just kind of being more open with 162 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:29,280 people and like your partners and like the people that like 163 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:32,280 you're the closest to, you know, just like letting them be freer. 164 00:08:32,400 --> 00:08:35,200 And so, I don't know, it's, it's awesome opening up people's 165 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:37,760 minds. When did you in fact find 166 00:08:37,760 --> 00:08:40,640 yourself like, hey, I'm polygamous? 167 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,159 Like I'm not just queer open, you know, in transition. 168 00:08:44,159 --> 00:08:47,400 Like this is just who I am and there's no going back. 169 00:08:48,360 --> 00:08:53,600 That was, it was 2020. So during COVID I had already 170 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:56,920 like all of my relationships growing up have always been 171 00:08:56,920 --> 00:09:03,160 pretty open. And in 2020 is when I got with 172 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:06,560 my my then partner who was polyamorous. 173 00:09:06,560 --> 00:09:11,000 And it's just, yeah, we ended up talking about it. 174 00:09:11,000 --> 00:09:14,040 I kind of understood more of it because I had never really done 175 00:09:14,040 --> 00:09:16,200 it. I just was open, you know, and 176 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:19,760 you know, doing that thing. But then when I obviously met 177 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:23,000 somebody that is polyamorous and then kind of got introduced to 178 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:26,160 their friends who are a Poly as well, it just like it just 179 00:09:26,160 --> 00:09:28,440 showed me that this is where I should be. 180 00:09:29,440 --> 00:09:31,560 A whole new world. Yes. 181 00:09:33,760 --> 00:09:36,240 It really. All of. 182 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:38,480 Them give me all the things I'd say. 183 00:09:38,920 --> 00:09:40,600 I don't know. It's just so interesting when 184 00:09:40,600 --> 00:09:43,360 you find your people and you just kind of latch on to them. 185 00:09:43,680 --> 00:09:46,320 And I'm, I don't know about you, but I'm such like an energy 186 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:47,600 person. Oh, yeah. 187 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:52,000 Oh, it's like when they say sex is such an energy exchange. 188 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:55,200 I don't know about you. Like, I don't know if it was for 189 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:59,200 me once I got older out of that hoe face, like I'm a selective 190 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:02,000 hoe. But like before, you know, like 191 00:10:02,240 --> 00:10:04,160 I was, oh, I was out in the street. 192 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:07,160 I didn't care. I wanted all, you know, just all 193 00:10:07,160 --> 00:10:09,080 the energy. But then you notice, like, damn, 194 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:14,040 there's so much energy that goes into sex, sometimes even more 195 00:10:14,040 --> 00:10:17,200 than just a conversation. I feel you know. 196 00:10:18,560 --> 00:10:24,800 No, I feel like I notice it especially when sex happens like 197 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:28,120 off a whim like it just like the way that it just like happens 198 00:10:28,120 --> 00:10:30,280 with no planning, no nothing. That's when I'm the most like, 199 00:10:30,560 --> 00:10:35,320 whoa, this is so intense. And it's like I, I feel like 200 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:38,280 there's just a whole different, you know, energy that you're 201 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:41,680 feeling from them when you're just like both just like it just 202 00:10:41,680 --> 00:10:44,000 happens and it's like, you know, I don't know, instead of 203 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:45,520 planning it. I don't like that. 204 00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:48,320 OK, it's so funny. We were just, I was talking 205 00:10:48,320 --> 00:10:51,480 about scheduling sex over the weekend out of ironically, I was 206 00:10:51,480 --> 00:10:54,280 on a set and we were talking about that. 207 00:10:54,320 --> 00:10:58,680 And I like even just one of the works I've been reading as an 208 00:10:58,680 --> 00:11:02,600 intimacy coordinator in training, there's this book 209 00:11:02,600 --> 00:11:07,040 called Your Pleasure, your Blueprint for Pleasure, I 210 00:11:07,040 --> 00:11:10,560 believe it was called. And she was talking, Ajaya's the 211 00:11:10,560 --> 00:11:12,520 author and she was talking about scheduling socks. 212 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:15,480 And so we got like brought it up to the cast members and some of 213 00:11:15,480 --> 00:11:19,800 them were like, no, you, you kind of do have to schedule sex, 214 00:11:19,840 --> 00:11:23,360 but you still have to somehow make it spontaneous. 215 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:28,000 So for you, you know, and your husband, it's like, I can only 216 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:31,800 imagine. How does wine in porn schedule 217 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:35,200 sex? Then schedule it Like not just 218 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:37,760 scheduling sex, but I'm talking about like you got to schedule 219 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:40,960 the same sex. Then you have to schedule sex in 220 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:46,480 your own private life like. It's difficult, it's difficult 221 00:11:46,480 --> 00:11:51,000 for sure because obviously we're doing so much work, you know, 222 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:53,400 and that is the schedule and of itself. 223 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:59,880 And so that can be taxing because when you're wanting to 224 00:11:59,880 --> 00:12:02,720 have just time one-on-one with your partner or with your other 225 00:12:02,720 --> 00:12:05,320 partners that you like, you know, lovers and stuff like that 226 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:09,200 as well. Like it just, it can be, it can 227 00:12:09,200 --> 00:12:11,240 be a lot. So sometimes we don't even get 228 00:12:11,240 --> 00:12:13,640 to have those. So it doesn't happen as much as 229 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:16,840 we would like. But it's always one thing that 230 00:12:16,840 --> 00:12:19,680 like when we do get around all of our people that we're like 231 00:12:19,680 --> 00:12:22,960 into, it always ends up becoming some type of orgy. 232 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:24,600 I can't, I don't know what to tell you. 233 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:27,200 We're all tested, we're all here. 234 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:29,600 Let's just do it. I don't get to schedule. 235 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:31,160 You're going to be gone in two weeks. 236 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:34,400 You're traveling, I'm leaving, you know, like there's just so 237 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:38,200 much moving parts that it just we are known for that. 238 00:12:38,440 --> 00:12:40,160 It's like you're at a little party. 239 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:44,080 If Nikki and Soraya walk in, there's bound to be a play 240 00:12:44,320 --> 00:12:46,840 moment that's going to happen. Well, let. 241 00:12:46,880 --> 00:12:50,120 Me make sure that I'm in the right social circle, because you 242 00:12:50,160 --> 00:12:53,040 and I both know the right. Party you and I. 243 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:55,640 Know both exactly some of the same people. 244 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:58,640 So I'm like, honey, if I know that y'all are coming, I'm a be, 245 00:12:58,960 --> 00:13:01,200 I'm a be looking flash. I mean consensually, 246 00:13:01,200 --> 00:13:04,440 consensually of. Course no please. 247 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:07,560 Please. But it's like, oh God, I love 248 00:13:07,800 --> 00:13:09,960 oof orgies. You just have me thinking and I 249 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:12,200 just, I know that you were in Hustler. 250 00:13:13,040 --> 00:13:15,640 I think it was like April or May and you were talking about 251 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:19,040 orgies. And did I read this correctly? 252 00:13:19,040 --> 00:13:22,640 But like your first birthday orgy? 253 00:13:24,200 --> 00:13:27,560 That I just that I recently had my Yeah, I had two birthday 254 00:13:27,560 --> 00:13:31,760 orgies. Oh, OK, let let's let's get into 255 00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:33,680 this. Oh, it was so good. 256 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:38,560 So Nikki actually planned it out for me, which was really nice. 257 00:13:38,560 --> 00:13:41,520 And so we just, he hit up a bunch of our friends in the 258 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:45,040 industry, you know, that we already have like our own type 259 00:13:45,040 --> 00:13:50,880 of like relationships with. And so, yeah, they ate in Star 260 00:13:51,680 --> 00:13:55,000 Evil Angel, director, performer, you know, amazing friend of ours 261 00:13:56,240 --> 00:13:59,560 who we have a lot of sex with and we work with and, you know, 262 00:13:59,560 --> 00:14:02,440 all of that. We, we always shoot for Evil 263 00:14:02,440 --> 00:14:03,560 Angel. We do all the things, you know, 264 00:14:03,560 --> 00:14:08,240 it's, it's great. So she set up a party at her 265 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:10,160 warehouse. We got all of our friends 266 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:14,760 together and it was just so, so amazing. 267 00:14:14,760 --> 00:14:19,840 We had some men, women do like it, just we're really bisexual. 268 00:14:19,840 --> 00:14:23,920 So it was it was really hot. We got to bring together some of 269 00:14:23,920 --> 00:14:28,320 our like favorite people to fuck and I got worshipped for both of 270 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:29,600 the orgies, which was really nice. 271 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:32,120 I tend to get worshipped a lot. It's like, you know, little 272 00:14:32,120 --> 00:14:33,080 goddess. So I. 273 00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:37,840 Mean you do bring that energy. You do have this like goddess 274 00:14:37,840 --> 00:14:40,360 aura to you. I mean, literally it would have 275 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:42,680 been in your name. I mean it wouldn't have been, 276 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:46,760 but no, you definitely have like this like command to you. 277 00:14:46,800 --> 00:14:50,000 I'm like finding myself flustered even interviewing you 278 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,680 because I'm just like, damn, I want some more. 279 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:56,920 And also yes, I love Aiden. It's so funny. 280 00:14:56,920 --> 00:15:01,160 Aiden and I go way back. I used to be a producer for her 281 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:05,920 at Vivid Radio back in the day. So like a lot of these folks 282 00:15:05,920 --> 00:15:09,560 like and April floors and I can go down the list like all of 283 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:14,600 these folks in in porn have like seen baby queer sapphire. 284 00:15:15,160 --> 00:15:19,600 It's so Napo like baby Sapphire has like grown up, gotten 285 00:15:19,600 --> 00:15:22,440 married and they're just like, I thought you would have gotten 286 00:15:22,440 --> 00:15:28,880 married to a woman. I'm like, I know, like honestly, 287 00:15:28,880 --> 00:15:32,360 it's just I don't know how you know the world is just it's 288 00:15:32,360 --> 00:15:35,160 weird. It's weird how it just aligned 289 00:15:35,160 --> 00:15:37,440 you with your person, but just being polyamorous. 290 00:15:37,440 --> 00:15:40,240 I love how you said it. It's just like very bisexual. 291 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:43,280 I just love how fluid sex can be. 292 00:15:43,360 --> 00:15:48,160 And I feel like being a polyamorous queer person, but 293 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:52,240 the sexual pool out there, it just, it's so I feel more 294 00:15:52,240 --> 00:15:57,400 accepted now than I did back then, in a weird sense. 295 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:01,520 Of course, I feel like, and I feel like maybe that has to do. 296 00:16:01,520 --> 00:16:03,760 I don't know, I don't want to assume, but maybe that has to do 297 00:16:03,760 --> 00:16:08,080 with the having more queer sex, you know, when you're having 298 00:16:08,160 --> 00:16:13,560 more interactions with queer people and sex with both and all 299 00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:16,440 and everything, you know, I feel like there's a lot more 300 00:16:16,440 --> 00:16:21,080 acceptance and a lot more comfort with queer people and 301 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:24,960 sexual, you know, ways. It's just, I don't know, it just 302 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:27,000 makes sense. Yeah, it makes sense. 303 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,640 It makes it better. And I don't know, it's just like 304 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:32,280 you have a more acceptance of bodies. 305 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:35,840 Like even just in the adult industry in general, anybody who 306 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:38,520 gets in it, whether they're working behind the scenes or in 307 00:16:38,520 --> 00:16:43,400 front of the camera, you are in front of a lot of different body 308 00:16:43,400 --> 00:16:47,280 heights, a lot of ableism. And just like even the 309 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:51,760 acceptance of trans folks, I feel has evolved in just my 310 00:16:51,760 --> 00:16:54,840 time, 15 years, almost 20 years in this career. 311 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:59,360 And so for you, I feel like Zorai, you've entered into late 312 00:17:00,040 --> 00:17:06,200 the social media era of porn where, you know, 2020, here it 313 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:08,520 is for you. You're polyamorous, you're 314 00:17:08,520 --> 00:17:12,000 exploring, you're, you know, on the rise to becoming the woman 315 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:16,000 that you are today. And it seems like there's been 316 00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:19,480 this whole transition, if you will, with Transporn where it's 317 00:17:19,880 --> 00:17:24,480 becoming a little bit more socially accepted on some ends. 318 00:17:24,880 --> 00:17:29,520 And especially just the social media drive of Transporn I feel 319 00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:33,120 like has just blown up in the past like 5 or 6 years. 320 00:17:33,800 --> 00:17:37,080 Yeah. Like how, yeah, let let's talk 321 00:17:37,080 --> 00:17:40,640 about this journey for you. Like going from this digital era 322 00:17:40,640 --> 00:17:43,680 to now, like where it's going to be for you? 323 00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:47,760 Oh my gosh, I don't know. I think right, it's right now 324 00:17:47,760 --> 00:17:50,760 it's just trying to keep up with it, trying to keep up with, you 325 00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:54,480 know, like you said, starting in this era with like digital and 326 00:17:54,480 --> 00:17:57,680 all of that. Like we are already starting 327 00:17:57,680 --> 00:17:59,480 there. And like you said, it's changed 328 00:17:59,480 --> 00:18:02,440 so much for you from the last 20 years. 329 00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:07,480 I can only imagine what the next 15 to 20 years are going to be 330 00:18:07,720 --> 00:18:10,840 and how to keep up with that. So I mean, that's the one thing 331 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:14,520 like it's just, it's kind of, it is a shock, you know, because 332 00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:18,480 coming into it, you're having all these people trying to 333 00:18:18,480 --> 00:18:20,480 figure it out. So you're like trying to learn 334 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:23,520 from like the people who are like the newest Sabbat because 335 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:25,680 that's the ones that I've, you know, we're all learning at the 336 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:29,040 same time. So yeah, I think it's just going 337 00:18:29,040 --> 00:18:32,600 to be keeping up with it and, you know, not staying stagnant 338 00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:35,920 and knowing the next steps. Yeah, exactly. 339 00:18:36,120 --> 00:18:39,440 I think in a previous interview, I want to say it was my boy Matt 340 00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:41,280 Slayer. You guys were talking about AI 341 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:46,520 and you seem very adamant against AI and I love that. 342 00:18:47,000 --> 00:18:52,520 I feel like more and more it worries me that AI and porn is 343 00:18:52,520 --> 00:18:55,360 just going to like, collaborate too much. 344 00:18:55,720 --> 00:19:00,240 I'd rather see verticals than AI get started in. 345 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:04,080 And so how do you protect your image not just as a trans 346 00:19:04,080 --> 00:19:07,440 performer, but just as a trans woman against AI, especially 347 00:19:07,440 --> 00:19:10,840 because, you know, now there's these different enhancements 348 00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:14,800 that we can make almost like AI feel like it's a false 349 00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:18,040 advertisement to your fans. Yeah, you're losing. 350 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:21,880 You're losing their people, are losing their image through, you 351 00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:25,760 know, using these different softwares and different things 352 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:30,080 to like, show themselves as what they want to be or imagine. 353 00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:33,040 And like, once they see you in person, they're not going to 354 00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:37,120 even know it's you, you know? And it's just, it's too much. 355 00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:43,800 I think that when it comes to AI, I've just always seen like, 356 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:48,880 I don't like fake news, like to not, you know, like I don't like 357 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,920 fake things that just, it freaks me out. 358 00:19:51,920 --> 00:19:56,280 I like to be as like aware of like the truths and things that 359 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:58,720 are happening. And so AI just freaks me out in 360 00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:02,200 that way. And I don't want us to lose our 361 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:03,840 jobs. You know, we don't want them to 362 00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:07,800 come in and, you know, have these like Instagram with all of 363 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:10,720 these accounts, these fake AI accounts that you don't even 364 00:20:10,760 --> 00:20:15,480 realize they're AI with the porn right now, I think you can still 365 00:20:15,480 --> 00:20:19,280 tell pretty well. Like, it's pretty easy to clock 366 00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:23,840 it, but when it comes to like social media and like these 367 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,960 accounts that our models are creating and they're just 368 00:20:26,960 --> 00:20:30,160 showing themselves doing these crazy things and it's hard to 369 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:32,440 tell. It is hard to tell now if it is 370 00:20:32,640 --> 00:20:36,200 AI or not. And so yeah, I'm just, I 371 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:40,480 definitely am not for it. I've protected myself by like 372 00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:44,400 when I've had companies that do AI, the like those companies 373 00:20:44,400 --> 00:20:46,480 that come in like ask you, oh, hey, we'll give you this much 374 00:20:46,480 --> 00:20:49,280 money if you use our AI thing and you can make it again. 375 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:51,200 I've said no to every one of them. 376 00:20:51,200 --> 00:20:54,640 And even though if they're big offers, it's like, OK, well, I 377 00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:57,320 mean, you're not going to fork up that much money if it wasn't 378 00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:59,720 important and if it wasn't going to make you money in the long 379 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:03,360 run. So if you're offering ME203040K 380 00:21:03,360 --> 00:21:06,960 to do this right, then you're going to put tons of money off 381 00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:09,000 my image. And who's to know what you'll do 382 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:11,160 with that image? So do you think? 383 00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:14,040 It would also just destroy the girlfriend experience. 384 00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:16,920 Like I know that you offer that on your website now. 385 00:21:16,960 --> 00:21:21,120 And it's like there's a lot of women that I've interviewed in 386 00:21:21,120 --> 00:21:25,000 the past who have teeter tottered between this whole AI 387 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:28,120 girlfriend experience where, yeah, they render themselves 388 00:21:28,120 --> 00:21:31,480 into a machine. Their fans can talk to them, but 389 00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:34,680 it's like. It's not you, it's not you and 390 00:21:34,680 --> 00:21:38,240 it's going to, it's so weird because then at the end of the 391 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:42,600 day, what is it going to say that you don't align with? 392 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:46,720 And, and you have people thinking that that's what you 393 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:50,840 believe or the AI can mess up in any type of way. 394 00:21:51,080 --> 00:21:54,600 And then on top of that, there's no like there's no real 395 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:57,360 interaction going to happen moving forward with you, the 396 00:21:57,360 --> 00:22:00,800 actual person, because they're going to fall in love with this 397 00:22:01,040 --> 00:22:04,600 fake AI of you. And they don't end up needing to 398 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:08,760 pay you as much money or even book you or do any of that 399 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:11,480 because they have something that can just be generated right 400 00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:13,840 away. And you're going to make pennies 401 00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:15,360 on the dollars you could have made. 402 00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:20,360 Take no folks listen. It's like, I know that a is are 403 00:22:20,360 --> 00:22:22,960 taking, you know, jobs on so many different levels. 404 00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:26,720 But at the same time, I feel like there is a big risk and a 405 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:30,880 big disconnect and disservice to fans, especially, you know, 406 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:32,920 you're going out on the road now. 407 00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:34,440 It's like, what does that say to the fan base? 408 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:38,120 Like, oh, I got a ride home. I don't have to go to, you know, 409 00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:39,400 Avns. I don't have to go to. 410 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:41,560 I was about to say that you don't go to the convention 411 00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:43,880 because you don't have to. You don't even have that 412 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:45,280 interaction with the actual person. 413 00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:47,440 So you're like just looking at the image, the picture, and you 414 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:50,000 don't need to go and do the in person because they're not going 415 00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,920 to know who you are because you're like, oh, I talked to you 416 00:22:53,120 --> 00:22:57,400 in AI. Even just like that sentence 417 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:01,240 makes me cringe. I talked to your copy like it's 418 00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:03,080 giving Black Mirror, it's giving Black Mirror. 419 00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:07,560 And that also, that also is one of the reasons why I won't do it 420 00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:11,600 because it makes me think, what if Black Mirror is not lying? 421 00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:15,560 And like, you make these copies and it really is a copy of you 422 00:23:16,320 --> 00:23:18,720 inside this thing with all your memories, all your things. 423 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:20,920 And you're just like, I don't know, the human rights 424 00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:24,800 violations and that, you know. Listen, I'm a big nerd. 425 00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:26,960 I firmly believe in all of that shit. 426 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:30,840 Black Mirror Fucking Matrix. I feel like right now we might 427 00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:32,720 be in that one. We're in a matrix. 428 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:36,760 Now that's how I I. OK, like we're in some fucked up 429 00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:40,040 MCU universe because like how the fuck is all this shit 430 00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:43,400 happening right now? Like, Oh my God, at the end of 431 00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:47,720 the day, sometimes it's crazy. I, I thought about this and I 432 00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:52,560 feel like it, it's freaky to think about because I think that 433 00:23:52,560 --> 00:23:56,640 some of the things that are happening or are will happen are 434 00:23:56,640 --> 00:23:59,880 happening because so many people are thinking that that's what's 435 00:23:59,880 --> 00:24:02,480 going to happen. It makes it happen. 436 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:06,080 So unfortunately you do have to think about what you're like 437 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:09,440 manifesting yourself because if you're like like, like a bunch 438 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:12,560 of people complaining about when Trump got again, you know, got 439 00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:15,560 in again, so many people were thinking, oh, but like, if it 440 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:18,920 happens and what if it happens and it's going to happen and 441 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:22,440 then it happened because you thought on it too much and let 442 00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:26,400 too many people who are not even thinking about it and they're 443 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:28,400 just like, oh, Trump. So they're going to go and vote 444 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:30,760 for that because everybody around them is going no. 445 00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:35,280 And this and that I don't know. It it's the chaos for me, it's 446 00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:39,960 the chaos and and what cracks me up is that I always said that 447 00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:44,120 election, this past election, it was we had the CHEAT SHEET. 448 00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:47,080 We had the CHEAT SHEET y'all and we still failed. 449 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:48,440 I know I. Know. 450 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:56,000 It still sounds, it's like I was talking about this with another 451 00:24:56,760 --> 00:25:01,080 trans actress, Blake Lovely. And it was just like so 452 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,400 interesting to hear her perspective too. 453 00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:09,360 It's just like I have the MAGA fans and then I have the the non 454 00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:11,440 MAGA fans. But it's like, I don't 455 00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:15,640 understand how you even get concert, like how you can be a 456 00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:19,320 conservative and a fan. Yeah, transform it's. 457 00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:22,360 Crazy, it's crazy. I don't know how many times like 458 00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:26,160 when I went to Texas because and I'm going again in a few weeks. 459 00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:28,520 I have family there. That's where I was born. 460 00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:35,680 But I, I'm going out there and anytime I do, I see the way that 461 00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:41,320 they think and I get so thrown off because I'll have fans like, 462 00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:44,360 you know, in Texan, I'm like, you are a fan and like you 463 00:25:44,360 --> 00:25:47,800 totally don't give that you're a liberal or any type of thing 464 00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:50,560 like that. And it's just like so confusing. 465 00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:52,320 It's weird. I don't know, it just makes no 466 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:56,760 sense that you could be a fan of mine, but you also don't want me 467 00:25:56,760 --> 00:26:01,120 to have rights and you don't want me to be able to even 468 00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:05,120 transition in the 1st place, but you actually like it. 469 00:26:05,120 --> 00:26:08,600 And so I don't know, it's like there's just a weird like, it 470 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:09,840 makes no sense. It makes. 471 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:12,640 Zero sense. Now I I might get a little 472 00:26:12,640 --> 00:26:17,240 personal with this and feel free to not even go there with me but 473 00:26:17,280 --> 00:26:22,240 I have to ask do fans ever since you and Nikki got married do 474 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:26,600 they even question how far of a transition in your lives would 475 00:26:26,600 --> 00:26:30,480 you go? Like especially being 2 trans 476 00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:37,120 folks in a relationship, do you ever fully want to transition or 477 00:26:37,120 --> 00:26:40,760 are you happy where you guys are AT And like what do you see to 478 00:26:40,760 --> 00:26:43,880 advance about that? So I feel like. 479 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:49,360 Even without having the sex, like reassignment surgery, I 480 00:26:49,360 --> 00:26:52,480 feel like I already did the transition, you know, I feel 481 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:56,200 like getting that doesn't mean I fully transitioned, you know, I 482 00:26:56,200 --> 00:27:01,200 feel like this is my full transition, me being myself, 483 00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:03,560 finding myself. I do. 484 00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:06,240 I've done my my transition naturally. 485 00:27:06,240 --> 00:27:08,880 So all I've done is hormones. I don't have any surgeries. 486 00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:11,000 I don't do it. I don't think I plan on doing 487 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:15,320 anything because I just feel like I'm so comfortable in my 488 00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:19,160 body and I've never been this comfortable that I don't need to 489 00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:22,520 go and change it in order to like seek something that maybe 490 00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,880 yes, I look in the mirror and I'm like, I'd like to have bare 491 00:27:24,880 --> 00:27:29,440 boobs or I'd like to have, you know, this brow bone shaved. 492 00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,440 But at the same time, I'm like, I don't need it. 493 00:27:31,440 --> 00:27:36,000 I don't feel like I look bad, like, you know, I think this is 494 00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:40,320 this is what I have always. I never even dreamed of looking 495 00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,400 this way. So like that's already enough, 496 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:47,760 you know, for me. And I think the cool thing right 497 00:27:47,760 --> 00:27:53,120 now is that Nikki and I are seeing what our bodies have done 498 00:27:53,120 --> 00:27:56,840 with hormones and because we're both lost for hormones right now 499 00:27:56,840 --> 00:27:58,200 because we're trying to get pregnant. 500 00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:02,800 And so, yeah. And so Nikki's been off for a 501 00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:05,600 few years now because he needed more time to, you know, develop 502 00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,280 his eggs and everything in his period again. 503 00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,760 And so for me, it was a little easier. 504 00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:12,240 I just needed to get off my bones for at least half a year. 505 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:19,800 It's been almost 8 months now. And so seeing the changes in 506 00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:23,280 stopping hormones and kind of getting back the testosterone 507 00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:26,520 and getting nestrogen, we're seeing our bodies in a way that 508 00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:29,280 maybe we're not the happiest because it's like, oh, OK, I 509 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:32,280 really miss being on my hormones and him being really hairy and, 510 00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:36,360 you know, being a boy and me being super, you know, I had, I 511 00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:40,160 had like more, more meat on me. I, you know, it was curvier and 512 00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:43,480 all of that. And so seeing those changes can 513 00:28:43,520 --> 00:28:48,520 throw us off a little bit, but it still shows how it's not 514 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,000 going to revert me back to where I was. 515 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,880 You know, like, we've already done enough of the work that 516 00:28:53,880 --> 00:28:56,960 like, it could never make us go back to what we looked like 517 00:28:56,960 --> 00:29:00,360 before, which was what was the problem, you know, not feeling 518 00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:02,840 comfortable in your skin and seeing like, looking in the 519 00:29:02,840 --> 00:29:06,520 mirror and not liking that. And so, yeah, I think that we're 520 00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:09,720 happy and where we're at and we're excited to once this all 521 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:14,080 is over and the babies, the baby is here or babies that we're 522 00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:16,840 going to go back on our hormones and it'll just go back away even 523 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:19,720 more than what we ever were, you know, because it's like you're 524 00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:22,200 starting not from, we're not starting from the bottom, we're 525 00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:27,040 starting from already here. And so yeah, that's, I feel like 526 00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,560 we're already here and we're comfy. 527 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:34,440 I love that you just shared that because I too am also in the 528 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:38,320 transition of mommyhood. I am trying actively with my 529 00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:42,920 husband right now and I get it. I can only imagine with the 530 00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:45,200 hormones, the estrogen levels, everything. 531 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:49,600 Like even just me being put on prenatal and changing it. 532 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:53,760 Like I had to change my whole regimen of antidepressants. 533 00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:55,520 I had to switch from one to a different. 534 00:29:56,120 --> 00:30:00,080 So it's like all over the place. So I can only imagine what the 535 00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:02,720 two of you are going through this new chapter. 536 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:05,400 Congratulations. Thank you, thank you. 537 00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:09,400 It is it is some we we appreciate that because like it 538 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:13,080 is difficult. It is difficult going from being 539 00:30:13,080 --> 00:30:17,080 on hormones for him almost eight years, me five years and like 540 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:21,040 feeling the best in our skin and then having to go back and like, 541 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:25,320 oh, now I've got a little bit of facial hair that's growing or I 542 00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:27,040 my voice got a little deeper again. 543 00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:29,840 Or like, you know, all these things that like would probably 544 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:33,120 make somebody freak out, you know, and like, I feel like for 545 00:30:33,120 --> 00:30:35,840 four, it used to like I would at the beginning of my transition 546 00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:37,080 that would have made me uncomfortable. 547 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,200 But like comfortable now and like confident that I'm like, 548 00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:42,480 it's fine. I don't care if I have a little 549 00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:45,400 stubble. I don't care if this it's going 550 00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:49,360 to be worth it, you know, so and the your transition can be 551 00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:53,120 whatever you want it to be, you know, so who knows who knows the 552 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:56,400 what kind of changes, you know, we want to stay with or get rid 553 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:59,800 of, You know, it just it's a. Yeah, either way y'all about to 554 00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:04,520 be some milfs dilfs like y'all about to be that PTA like thank. 555 00:31:05,680 --> 00:31:07,840 You. I'm a still be hunting for y'all 556 00:31:07,840 --> 00:31:13,240 after the baby comes, but like I love that you're able to share 557 00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:16,320 that and people you know don't understand, especially if 558 00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:20,320 they've never been around a couple who've wanted to have 559 00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:24,680 babies being trans, you know, I'm sure there's that that Flack 560 00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:28,000 about like why aren't you carrying the baby or like, why 561 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,360 aren't you going through a surrogate? 562 00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:36,560 And it's like for Nikki as a, you know, an FTM, I can only 563 00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:38,640 imagine. Like I got to get Nikki on the 564 00:31:38,640 --> 00:31:41,880 show to maybe discuss you. Do he would love to talk about 565 00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:46,840 it because it's really, it is going to be so insane because 566 00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:50,800 like the way that society is, they're going to be confused is 567 00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:53,840 going to ask that conversation that you have all the time. 568 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:58,120 But he's so willing to have that conversation and so am I Like 569 00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:02,560 we, I feel like a lot of trans people don't want to answer 570 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:06,200 questions and that is so fine because we're not Google. 571 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:09,720 And I feel that if you really want to know something about 572 00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:13,560 trans people or just anything in general in life, you should at 573 00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:16,200 least go and do a little research before you go straight 574 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,600 to the first person who you think knows about something and 575 00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:20,880 start asking them everything they know about it. 576 00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:23,600 You know, if you really care and you want to learn something, you 577 00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:26,560 go and look for the resources and then after that you can go 578 00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:29,520 and start searching from, you know, a person to person I. 579 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:33,520 Wish there was a rewind button just for that part because I 580 00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:37,120 absolutely not to cut you off. I absolutely hate repeating 581 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:40,960 myself and telling people like Google dictionaries are your 582 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:42,920 friends. Encyclopedias are still 583 00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:46,520 available. Exactly. 584 00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:48,760 No. And so like I know there's 585 00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,680 definitely moments that we have that we're going to look at 586 00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,240 somebody and kind of go, hey, I mean, not the moment, not the 587 00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:56,000 time. Why are you asking this right 588 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:57,840 now? Go and look for it. 589 00:32:57,840 --> 00:33:01,000 And maybe if you go and you come back with some points that you 590 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:04,600 do need more like, you know, you need a little bit more insight 591 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:08,000 on and advice or whatever, then yeah, come back. 592 00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:11,880 But most of the time we are totally fine with answering 593 00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:15,280 anything that people ask. And if we can make somebody 594 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:18,120 comfortable enough to do that, then there's something there, 595 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,600 you know, and you're that you now, you're the person to be 596 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:21,880 able to help them out a little bit. 597 00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:25,000 And if you heal it, if you have the spoons, you know, you always 598 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:26,320 have to take care of yourself first. 599 00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:29,000 But we normally have it. We normally have enough spoons. 600 00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:33,640 But I love that because again, it you did make a point about 601 00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:38,320 it's hard to ask, you know, anybody that is in transition. 602 00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:41,360 Sometimes the questions, sometimes it is hard to, you 603 00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:46,040 know, I get it, pronouns or just like just being respective of 604 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:50,080 like what are the boundaries for a certain person when they're 605 00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:53,080 transitioning or going into different changes in their 606 00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:56,480 lifestyle? But, you know, I think there's a 607 00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:59,160 right way and there's a wrong way, and you always have to just 608 00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:03,040 meet it with respect as long as you respect the birthday. 609 00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:07,320 Meet people where they're at, you know, and like, that's why 610 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:10,239 like most people, they try to ask questions to trans people 611 00:34:10,239 --> 00:34:11,760 when they first start transitioning. 612 00:34:12,080 --> 00:34:13,920 And that can be a lot. That can be intense. 613 00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,880 Somebody who barely knows themselves or is barely getting 614 00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:20,159 to a point where they feel like they're understanding 615 00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:21,600 themselves. And then to have somebody kind 616 00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:26,719 of not question your identity or question you, but it can feel 617 00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:29,360 that way because it's like you just started. 618 00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,800 You're just finding yourself and somebody's like, you know, 619 00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:34,040 asking out these questions. You can feel like, OK, now I'm 620 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:36,639 feel like I'm being attacked or I'm feel like that you don't 621 00:34:36,639 --> 00:34:40,520 actually believe me, so I have to explain myself to you, which 622 00:34:40,520 --> 00:34:42,400 is one thing that trans people have to go through a lot. 623 00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:45,080 And so, yeah, just time and place. 624 00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:49,120 Time and place are everything and especially like for someone 625 00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,639 like yourself, you're Latina, you're trans, you're married, 626 00:34:52,639 --> 00:34:57,640 you, you have all these like entities to you. 627 00:34:57,680 --> 00:35:01,560 So I can only imagine what the struggle can be because like you 628 00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:05,120 said, it's there's so many people out there that are 629 00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:07,800 against, you know, who you might be. 630 00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:10,160 And then it's like, in many ways, yeah. 631 00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:13,800 It's like how it's at the same time, it's like I am a person 632 00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:16,760 first and foremost, like as much. 633 00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:20,200 As much as she looks ethereal, she's still a person, Yeah. 634 00:35:20,240 --> 00:35:21,760 You're still a person, you still bleed. 635 00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:28,160 You feel like there's just time and place now when fans is there 636 00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:32,000 like just like that, that boundary where as you go into 637 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:35,640 the future, because the fact that you're such an open person, 638 00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:40,280 fans out there, what do you want people to just be respectful on 639 00:35:40,280 --> 00:35:48,240 the boundaries? I don't really know. 640 00:35:48,240 --> 00:35:52,400 I feel like I feel like most of my fans are very good with my 641 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:54,240 boundaries with me. I don't think I've really had 642 00:35:54,240 --> 00:35:57,760 many problems. I think maybe just the way that 643 00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:01,320 being approached in person can be, you know, just being 644 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:04,320 respectful of the people around. Like, you know, if you're in a 645 00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:07,080 group with your family or your friends, I think that's the time 646 00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:09,400 that you should really be like making sure that you're 647 00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:13,560 respecting the person and their people, you know, but that I 648 00:36:13,560 --> 00:36:15,760 feel like we have pretty great fans. 649 00:36:16,240 --> 00:36:18,720 Most of my fans are his fans. His fans are my fans. 650 00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:22,480 And so even before we were married, we were already having 651 00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:25,840 people that were related, like, you know, anytime they thought 652 00:36:25,840 --> 00:36:27,000 about me, they thought about him. 653 00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:29,720 And they would make that a comment like in even if they're 654 00:36:29,720 --> 00:36:31,800 chatting with me. So hey, how's Nikki doing? 655 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,960 Like a fan, literally. Oh, OK, well, how's Nikki? 656 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:36,480 How have we been? Are you guys having a good like 657 00:36:36,480 --> 00:36:38,720 relationship, whatever. And that was when we were just 658 00:36:38,760 --> 00:36:41,120 together. And then being married, they're 659 00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:44,080 even more on top of that. So I feel like people really do 660 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:49,680 respect us as a couple. They respect me as his wife, him 661 00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:52,320 as my husband. And so my fans treat me good 662 00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:55,200 about it. His fans treat him good about 663 00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:56,320 it. And so, yeah, we don't really 664 00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:59,320 have much problems with fans. So I feel like just, yeah, 665 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:02,960 respecting the people around us and time and place. 666 00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:05,960 But other than that, they're they're all pretty great. 667 00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:08,800 I love that. Now let's get into it. 668 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:12,280 Award season, Summertime. You're about to be outside. 669 00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:14,160 Outside. I am. 670 00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:16,280 I'm so excited I missed summer. Oh. 671 00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:19,360 My goodness. So the Pornhub awards. 672 00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:22,040 I believe this is now their 4th, 5th. 673 00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:25,200 Their 8th. Oh my God. 674 00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:27,600 Yeah, it's the 8th annual Pornhub Awards. 675 00:37:27,760 --> 00:37:29,640 Not my ass being that old and dated. 676 00:37:30,120 --> 00:37:31,520 No, you're good. You're good. 677 00:37:31,520 --> 00:37:33,760 You're good. This is, I think this is my 4th 678 00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:37,400 Pornhub awards. I believe that I've been to or 679 00:37:37,440 --> 00:37:39,560 that I've been nominated for and stuff, so. 680 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,600 And so you are now up for favorite trans model, which is 681 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:45,200 great. So congratulations. 682 00:37:45,560 --> 00:37:48,480 Is there anything that you're looking forward to at the award 683 00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:50,960 season? Like walk us through the people 684 00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:53,880 that have never been to any of these awards or any of these 685 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:56,960 Expos? Like what for you is Zariah's? 686 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:59,080 Like I, I'm just ready to be in it. 687 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:01,520 Or you know what, I'd like to avoid this. 688 00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:06,680 I, I just feel like seeing my friends, I really like to be 689 00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:10,640 able to like have every person who you've ever wanted to work 690 00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:13,880 with or that you've worked with already be in the same place at 691 00:38:13,880 --> 00:38:17,640 the same time, you know, and everyone trying to let loose and 692 00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:21,800 recognize each other and give each other support and 693 00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:25,080 collaborate and work together. Like, I think that's my thing. 694 00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:27,200 That is my favorite about it because I'll see people who I 695 00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:30,280 haven't gotten to see in a year, you know, or I saw them six 696 00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:33,040 months ago, but it's been crazy hectic and all. 697 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:35,520 So I just really like seeing people who I don't get to see 698 00:38:35,520 --> 00:38:38,240 all the time during my time with them. 699 00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:42,000 And you know, as like Nikki and I are big cheerleaders. 700 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:44,480 Like we were made the cheerleaders for the trans 701 00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:46,960 erotic Awards. Like we got front row. 702 00:38:46,960 --> 00:38:49,680 We were like they wanted us to be there to give the energy 703 00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:51,840 because we do every award show we've ever been to. 704 00:38:51,840 --> 00:38:55,000 We are the loudest people in that room and we are yelling for 705 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:58,640 every person and we're standing up and we're being crazy and 706 00:38:58,640 --> 00:39:01,680 hollering and whatever. And it's just, we just love to 707 00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,080 support people and we've really, we love our friends and we 708 00:39:04,120 --> 00:39:07,720 really love this industry. So like for us, like we see the 709 00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:10,600 art like fully. It's not just like a job, it's 710 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,200 literally it feels like a way of life. 711 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:16,640 And we really like expressing ourselves and we love seeing 712 00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:20,800 others express themselves. So award season, award times are 713 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:23,880 just the the best, the best we have the best time. 714 00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:29,640 I think I remember very briefly seeing a lot of y'all just 715 00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:33,400 hopping, hooting, hollering at the Urban X last year. 716 00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:37,360 And I literally I told a friend of mine I was like, who are 717 00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:39,480 those people? I need to meet them. 718 00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:42,800 Yes, yeah. We were up in the front left of 719 00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:44,520 the stage. You were going crazy. 720 00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,760 We were dancing. I remember Ophelia and I were 721 00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:51,600 dancing and then Leilani Lee. We all, we all literally were 722 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,800 all in this corner just being crazy. 723 00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:55,600 And that's how we are. We we love it. 724 00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:56,360 We. I love it. 725 00:39:57,000 --> 00:40:00,800 Bring that party energy and so your fans can actually vote for 726 00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:05,040 you for the Pornhub Awards for favorite trans model they have 727 00:40:05,040 --> 00:40:07,680 until the 23rd of May. Which is great. 728 00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:09,960 So let's make sure get those votes up. 729 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:15,000 But also you have another one for the XMA awards. 730 00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:19,400 It was, sorry, the XMA Creator Awards, which was formerly the X 731 00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:23,000 Biz awards for trans premium social media star of the year. 732 00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:29,800 Holy girl, Oh my. I got like you are that girl. 733 00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:31,160 Like we were just talking about social media. 734 00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:33,520 Like you are the social media queen, I feel. 735 00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:35,240 Thank you so much. Yeah, I know. 736 00:40:35,240 --> 00:40:38,240 I love, I love social media. I remember I was like the first 737 00:40:38,240 --> 00:40:41,160 one in my family to get like a Facebook and a Myspace when I 738 00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:44,040 was younger. And so I've always been the one 739 00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:46,840 to like get my family into the friggin socials. 740 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:49,760 And so I just love social media. I like using it. 741 00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:53,200 I've I'm the girl who still has the Facebook and like uses it. 742 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:56,640 Like I use my Facebook. I have tons of fans on there 743 00:40:56,640 --> 00:40:58,560 too. It's like it's it's my favorite 744 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:01,840 place because there's so much hate, but it's also, it helps my 745 00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:05,360 page and then it makes the people find it that actually 746 00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:07,360 are, you know, right ends and whatever. 747 00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:10,680 So yeah, no, I do. I love social media. 748 00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:12,480 I'm very excited. It's really awesome to be 749 00:41:12,480 --> 00:41:16,320 nominated again. But I think this is my second 750 00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:20,560 time with them. Well, for the Creator Awards. 751 00:41:21,960 --> 00:41:25,880 And so yeah, I'm very excited. I just won my first XMA like 752 00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:30,240 trophy earlier this year with them for the other awards show. 753 00:41:30,240 --> 00:41:32,720 And so it's so nice to get recognized. 754 00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:37,920 I feel very fortunate that was my hundredth nomination in the 755 00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:41,720 last four years. So I'm at 103 now because 756 00:41:41,720 --> 00:41:45,280 there's been a few other ones, but that one was the 100th. 757 00:41:45,280 --> 00:41:48,680 And so it was super exciting, a big milestone. 758 00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:52,400 You got to like, I don't know, I feel like you got to just go big 759 00:41:52,560 --> 00:41:55,200 by the 200th word, like a nomination. 760 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,040 You got to do a celebration of some sort. 761 00:41:57,040 --> 00:42:01,320 And I how like a nomination to you is just like another notch 762 00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:03,560 of the belt. It's just another win. 763 00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:06,480 It's still a win, I feel. No, it's always, it's, it's 764 00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:07,800 literally, it's always been a win. 765 00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:10,840 I for me, the recognition is what matters. 766 00:42:10,840 --> 00:42:14,200 It doesn't matter if I leave that day with the award or not. 767 00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:19,000 I like hearing my friends and my fans scream for me and, you 768 00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:20,960 know, support me and that's the win. 769 00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:24,840 That's the win is to have a whole room yell for you and your 770 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,240 face on a screen. And it doesn't matter if I go up 771 00:42:27,240 --> 00:42:29,680 there or not. I've been fortunate enough to go 772 00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:31,560 up there a few times and I love that. 773 00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:35,160 But yeah, it's just being able to see the recognition that 774 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:37,400 really matters to me. I love that girl. 775 00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:41,640 I can talk to you for hours. I feel just like you have such 776 00:42:41,640 --> 00:42:45,560 this beautiful energy, this beautiful aura again, I'm just I 777 00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:47,800 might have to just name the episode beautiful aura with 778 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:49,880 Zariah because like. That's so cute. 779 00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:53,000 You just have this like just magnetic energy. 780 00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:57,720 And again, I just, I, I'm so thrilled to just have have you 781 00:42:57,720 --> 00:43:00,080 on the platform and I'm just rooting for you. 782 00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:02,760 Like, please vote, vote, vote, vote, vote. 783 00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:06,080 Get those votes in. I'm excited to just tackle you 784 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:07,280 in person because it's happening. 785 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:09,560 I'm manifesting. No, I'm, I'm excited too. 786 00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:11,880 Are you going to be going to Urban X this? 787 00:43:12,240 --> 00:43:14,840 I might. I might if I'm not pregnant. 788 00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:16,520 If I'm not pregnant then I might. 789 00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:18,320 Period. No. 790 00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:21,400 Fingers crossed that you are so then we'll meet later. 791 00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:25,560 Yes, exactly like baby bumping let's like let's. 792 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:27,440 Hopefully, Nicki, you'll be pregnant by then too. 793 00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:31,840 Beautiful Zoraya, where can people get in touch with you so. 794 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:36,480 You can find me at zorayaauraxxx.com, 795 00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:42,400 zorayaaura.com and then on Instagram at The Real Zoraya 796 00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:47,360 Aura and Twitter at Soraya Aura. And if not, just Google my name 797 00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:49,760 Soraya. Aura, there are plenty of links 798 00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:53,880 y'all for you to get those in so listen read the bio, listen to 799 00:43:53,880 --> 00:43:57,320 this episode watch this episode enjoy it take it for what it is 800 00:43:57,520 --> 00:44:00,200 and vote for my girls the riot look at all the links that's 801 00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:03,400 going to be in the episode and remember folks, you can follow 802 00:44:03,400 --> 00:44:08,440 me at maze radio sapphire that's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on Instagram or 803 00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:12,200 Miz radio sapphire.com fuck the X back to the Twitter all that 804 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:14,800 case. They don't love me there, but 805 00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:16,560 it's all good. It's all good. 806 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:19,840 Make sure to also follow Sapphire's Airplay on YouTube 807 00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:24,000 and remember that safe sex is the best hot sex. 808 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:30,760 Till next time, good night. 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