1 00:00:00,320 --> 00:00:03,560 Warning, the following program is not for the weak hearted, 2 00:00:04,320 --> 00:00:07,800 those who are close minded or in general you're scared to learn 3 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:10,680 what's behind closed doors. Here at Sapphires Airplay. 4 00:00:10,680 --> 00:00:13,800 I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to 5 00:00:13,800 --> 00:00:17,880 hold on to, or better yet, get the vibration stimulated through 6 00:00:17,880 --> 00:00:19,920 your body. Get ready for one hell of an 7 00:00:19,920 --> 00:00:28,760 orgasm in 54321. What is up all my sexy 8 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:30,240 motherfuckers out there in Radioland. 9 00:00:30,240 --> 00:00:35,080 It's your girl Sapphire, and it is Urban X week here in LA. 10 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:39,000 Let me just say this right now, people are flocking to LA. 11 00:00:39,240 --> 00:00:41,680 Titties out, boobies out, just everything. 12 00:00:41,720 --> 00:00:43,760 The people are coming to the Urban X. 13 00:00:43,760 --> 00:00:50,680 And I am with the Hostess of the Urban X 2025 this year and she's 14 00:00:50,680 --> 00:00:53,360 also nominated in three different categories, Most 15 00:00:53,360 --> 00:00:57,240 popular MILF Content creator of the year and Hottest Ink star 16 00:00:57,680 --> 00:01:00,240 except the Batty herself. And I heard she does a lot of 17 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:02,200 shit talking. So y'all, you know, I like when 18 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:04,239 they talk that shit, you know I love it. 19 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:07,840 So I got to bring out the rowdy frat boys to introduce my guest 20 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:12,520 of honor, Miss Ebony Mystique. Oh my God. 21 00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:14,880 Sapphire. Yeah. 22 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:18,720 Miss Nagin. Thank you. 23 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:20,760 That was like I love. It when you call me miss. 24 00:01:20,760 --> 00:01:26,080 Nagin in the whole wide world Girl clock, that team. 25 00:01:26,600 --> 00:01:29,600 Thank you so much. I'm super excited and honored to 26 00:01:29,720 --> 00:01:34,120 be here very rest of this week. Urban X 2025. 27 00:01:34,120 --> 00:01:36,800 It's going to be a movie, so thank you for having me. 28 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:41,840 Girl, anytime it was a pleasure, I it was like I almost had to 29 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:44,560 call your publicist who is a mutual friend. 30 00:01:44,560 --> 00:01:49,000 And I was like, oh, I got Miss Evan like, OK, we can do this 31 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:52,160 all right. And I've heard so much about 32 00:01:52,160 --> 00:01:54,080 you. I've been wanting to meet you 33 00:01:54,080 --> 00:01:55,880 the first time I've seen you step on the scene. 34 00:01:55,880 --> 00:01:59,680 And I have to say your journey is quite unique. 35 00:02:00,040 --> 00:02:03,480 And I love how just unfiltered in any conversation I've seen 36 00:02:03,480 --> 00:02:07,280 you in, you're just very just you're cool, you're relaxed. 37 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:10,800 You have and it's like, I don't give a fuck attitude and I love 38 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:14,840 that, but also you just have this like this look, now 39 00:02:14,840 --> 00:02:17,480 everybody's wondering, wow, Sapphire, why aren't you having 40 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:21,680 Ebony on the camera this time? This is audio only only because 41 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:25,000 the Queen needs her rest. The Queen needs her rest. 42 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:27,760 I know what it is. I am literally in a bonnet right 43 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:29,840 now. I do not have my Ebony. 44 00:02:29,880 --> 00:02:32,360 I'm I think, I think I'm still illuminating. 45 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:37,040 I'm glowing here, but I'm literally off a flight delayed 46 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:41,840 flight from Jamaica to Miami and I had to make sure I get here 47 00:02:41,840 --> 00:02:44,600 for the Miss sapphire to miss making sapphire today. 48 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:48,680 So that was my only goal of my morning late afternoon. 49 00:02:49,360 --> 00:02:52,760 So I'm here, but that y'all y'all gonna have to wait for the 50 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:55,720 look. I look like some odd baby mother 51 00:02:55,720 --> 00:02:58,240 right now. Listen, and I know there's a lot 52 00:02:58,240 --> 00:03:00,720 of people that are like, I wish you was my baby Mama because 53 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:03,840 listen, not everybody can pull off the bonnet. 54 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:07,680 Look, OK, let let's keep it all the way. 100 When the bonnet 55 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:10,320 comes on, that's when all the shit stops. 56 00:03:10,320 --> 00:03:13,320 I don't know if that's for you. You know, Ebony, if I have 57 00:03:13,320 --> 00:03:16,120 somebody over and they see the bonnet on, I ain't fucking, I'm 58 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:18,800 going to sleep. I'm going to sleep. 59 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:19,840 I mean, I'm sleeping bonnet head. 60 00:03:23,120 --> 00:03:27,840 Relax. Yes, it really is so Ebony. 61 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,720 Like I said, you've had such a unique journey and a lot of 62 00:03:30,720 --> 00:03:33,800 people, if you know, unless they're living under a Rock, You 63 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:39,000 had first began as a nurse, then into the only fans content. 64 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:42,880 You've also have some ties with the hip hop world, which I 65 00:03:42,880 --> 00:03:45,720 definitely want to, you know, dive into that too. 66 00:03:46,480 --> 00:03:50,720 But like, how does one go from saving lives, you know, with 67 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:54,000 their hands if you will, to saving lives with their whole 68 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:58,640 body? Well, I mean, it wasn't, it 69 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:02,880 wasn't a fun kind of perfect timing situation. 70 00:04:02,880 --> 00:04:07,960 I feel like for me, I had done the scene for Pinky Triple X. 71 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:10,000 That was my first scene for Pinky Triple X. 72 00:04:10,880 --> 00:04:15,920 She booked me for two scenes and it was very viral and I wasn't 73 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:19,000 exactly ready for that at that moment. 74 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:24,280 So we kind of took it down and it wasn't working out as far as 75 00:04:24,320 --> 00:04:28,080 just taking it down and letting it go because people was like 76 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:32,120 where's the girl? So by the time that had came by, 77 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:37,520 well, when we when we had did the two scenes before she we 78 00:04:37,520 --> 00:04:40,000 shot, she had told me she, you know, I think you should it's 79 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:42,320 going to do this. I'm going to manage you. 80 00:04:42,320 --> 00:04:43,720 And I think she did it on the fans. 81 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:45,200 I don't know what on the fans was. 82 00:04:46,040 --> 00:04:50,080 Wow. So here's the gag with the whole 83 00:04:50,080 --> 00:04:52,160 this is something I only think I've ever said before. 84 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:57,040 As far as how the financial transition came. 85 00:04:57,240 --> 00:05:00,840 That's another viral thing. We could see in minutes the how 86 00:05:00,840 --> 00:05:05,640 how the progression I believe is, but also financially and how 87 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:08,360 big this had got. So it was a good time. 88 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:11,360 COVID had came, I was in, I was a nurse, I already owed. 89 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:14,360 There were two scenes. She paid me very well. 90 00:05:14,360 --> 00:05:17,120 She started me the only fans. I never checked the only fans 91 00:05:17,560 --> 00:05:21,000 because at that time she was running it wasn't even thinking 92 00:05:21,000 --> 00:05:24,960 about it. And then COVID happened and I 93 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:27,560 was a nurse. I was a advice nurse. 94 00:05:27,560 --> 00:05:30,880 So which means I'm not in the hospital with hands on patients 95 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:33,800 here. I'm taking calls over the phone 96 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:40,360 and of course with the epidemic, you go home, you can talk on the 97 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:44,400 phone at home for the patient, but I was just newly in that 98 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:46,280 position. So I didn't have seniority. 99 00:05:46,280 --> 00:05:51,360 So once corona came, I was only going to get like the maximum 100 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:57,120 unemployment every week. My bills was like what 10 KA 101 00:05:57,200 --> 00:05:59,920 month already that wasn't going to work. 102 00:06:01,200 --> 00:06:06,440 So I I caught this we again after we went to this back and 103 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:09,480 forth about take the scene down. We want the scene. 104 00:06:09,680 --> 00:06:11,600 The fans want you like I need you back. 105 00:06:11,600 --> 00:06:13,880 I'm not ready. Not just caught in like, yo, we 106 00:06:13,880 --> 00:06:16,640 bought that to be in the house. This is before the whole world. 107 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:19,800 You know, I'm a frontliner. So we get all the information 108 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:22,880 first. It was called Corona at first, 109 00:06:22,920 --> 00:06:27,400 remember before COVID. And not only knew because I have 110 00:06:27,520 --> 00:06:29,800 an I have an admiration for nurses. 111 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:34,440 Not to cut you off. My mom was a nurse and retired 112 00:06:34,680 --> 00:06:37,280 shortly after COVID so I can only imagine. 113 00:06:37,280 --> 00:06:41,040 So I remember like that January, February, that transition and 114 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:44,520 she's like, shit's going down. She's going to hang out. 115 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:48,200 Yeah, in the way it just happened because first it's like 116 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:50,760 people falling about masks and like when you get these masks 117 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:53,080 and what kind of masks and it's like, oh wait, we got stay home. 118 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:56,640 So they had closed down, you know, we went into called 119 00:06:57,840 --> 00:07:03,080 quarantine things and I was like, I raised I'm about to just 120 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:07,240 do this. My main focus when I had been 121 00:07:07,240 --> 00:07:09,760 the other two teams and talked about it went so viral. 122 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:11,760 My mom had found out very quickly. 123 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:17,200 Oh oh. She got eight brothers, two of 124 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:19,280 them as twins, and one of the twins doesn't want. 125 00:07:20,960 --> 00:07:25,120 But I was like, all right, she already know at this point and 126 00:07:25,240 --> 00:07:29,960 like I got to tell my mom and as a nurse, I was paying her 127 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:33,800 mortgage and stuff that we bought to be in the house and my 128 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:36,360 funding, my funds is going about to get weedy. 129 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:39,920 Like something's happening in the entire world that is about 130 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:42,000 to affect this. Nobody could have understood 131 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:44,640 what was going to happen was cold that I think nobody could 132 00:07:44,640 --> 00:07:51,200 have said no. Truth be told, Picky had shot me 133 00:07:51,240 --> 00:07:55,880 right before they shut it down. And that scene, because the 134 00:07:55,880 --> 00:07:59,040 first two scenes I had a mask on, but it didn't work. 135 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:00,600 Anybody knows me with my tattoos. 136 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:07,200 So I decided my mom no, like I think it was like, all right. 137 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:13,680 This scene, though, a mask. I'm like, like, for real. 138 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:16,200 She's like, now you want to do this shit? 139 00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:20,880 Your Mama ready. No, So I just was like all right 140 00:08:21,520 --> 00:08:24,840 in that last game that that next to me, no mask. 141 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:28,200 I wasn't playing. I squirted crazy. 142 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:32,799 That went double time viral then the first two and I checked my 143 00:08:32,799 --> 00:08:34,919 only things because almost at $1,000,000 a. 144 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:41,520 Million a million. It was like about 800 K Damn. 145 00:08:42,919 --> 00:08:45,800 Truth be told, it was already an account that you had, but we're 146 00:08:45,800 --> 00:08:49,120 talking about the money that I had created on my own from that 147 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:52,920 six months time from the first two scenes that you took down 148 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:56,000 and came back and. And she put it on her website, 149 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:58,640 Pinky Temple next. I was already viral and then 150 00:08:58,640 --> 00:09:00,920 moving on. Yeah. 151 00:09:01,240 --> 00:09:05,560 So by the time my hat was ready, it was just like Corona's here, 152 00:09:05,560 --> 00:09:09,400 COVID here, world shut down. This is what I felt like this 153 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:11,920 what God had given me because you don't make that kind of. 154 00:09:11,920 --> 00:09:14,720 I can't make that kind of money. Being a nurse, I don't even make 155 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:17,720 any money. But that takes like a lot of 156 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:22,760 overtime and a lot of stress and, you know, burnt out to even 157 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:26,120 try to get half of that. Even as a nurse, you know, you 158 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:29,120 pay taxes as a your worker. It's not your own shit. 159 00:09:30,640 --> 00:09:34,480 But by then I have made so much money already. 160 00:09:34,480 --> 00:09:37,240 And I was kind of in my tea and I didn't even know what else the 161 00:09:37,240 --> 00:09:39,120 world was going to look like. I was just like, fuck it, I 162 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:42,880 guess I'm Ave. to speak. And from there, it's going 163 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:47,440 crazy. I, I love this story and I'm 164 00:09:47,440 --> 00:09:50,440 glad that you shared this with us because, you know, again, a 165 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:54,120 lot of people, you know, did transition, you know, from the 166 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:57,520 erotica to the only fans. And it kind of blew up. 167 00:09:57,560 --> 00:10:00,600 And, you know, some people are still like, well, I'm not making 168 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:01,600 this. I'm not making that. 169 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:06,920 But like, as a black woman, it must feel good just to know that 170 00:10:06,920 --> 00:10:11,280 you were able to provide and do something that you wanted. 171 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:15,040 And I don't hear enough of those stories where it's like I 172 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:19,440 decided to leave my 9:00 to 5:00 not because I wanted to be a 173 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:21,720 hoe, it was just I wanted to make money. 174 00:10:22,560 --> 00:10:24,960 Wanted to make money, wanted to feel. 175 00:10:26,200 --> 00:10:29,960 The funny part about it is nurses are still, you know, 176 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:33,080 they're women. They still want to be like, they 177 00:10:33,080 --> 00:10:35,240 spend a lot of money on their scrubs and their crops. 178 00:10:35,240 --> 00:10:38,560 They show beautification through their stethoscope. 179 00:10:39,560 --> 00:10:41,960 Yes, or. Scrubs or their Crocs or 180 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:45,920 something, because they'll spend more money on the nicer scrubs, 181 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:49,440 the more fitting scrubs. But it's just not an environment 182 00:10:49,440 --> 00:10:52,680 where you wear perfume, you put makeup on, you get your hair 183 00:10:52,680 --> 00:10:57,440 done, you can't have your nails done or people complimenting 184 00:10:57,440 --> 00:11:00,600 about how beautiful you may because that could be a sexual 185 00:11:01,040 --> 00:11:04,160 harassment claim or something. Doctor Dickie, be like, oh, you 186 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:07,200 look beautiful today. It's just not a pretty place. 187 00:11:07,920 --> 00:11:10,800 So a lot of the one female nurses, because we spend a lot 188 00:11:10,800 --> 00:11:15,400 of time, we become family in the hospital 12 hours, you know, 189 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:17,560 shifts over time. We know each other more than I 190 00:11:17,560 --> 00:11:19,400 feel like our family at that point. 191 00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:25,160 We always have it and all the girls always talk about how that 192 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:29,320 thing like they don't feel beautiful in their life and 193 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:32,200 their job, you know, all they do is sleep for the work, sleep for 194 00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:36,040 the work off days are like, it's like living on autopilot. 195 00:11:36,040 --> 00:11:38,400 And that's how I lived my life for years. 196 00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:43,520 Of course, it was like very honoring my people to say, oh, I 197 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:47,680 have a black cousin who's a nurse, a woman. 198 00:11:48,400 --> 00:11:49,880 You know that it's very honorable. 199 00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:54,760 But. As far as a person who's doing 200 00:11:54,760 --> 00:11:56,520 that, you don't really get to enjoy. 201 00:11:58,680 --> 00:12:01,120 It's for like the family and the looks of things. 202 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:03,600 I was always support. Always. 203 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:06,800 You know, that just resonated with me because I'm in a 204 00:12:06,840 --> 00:12:10,400 transition myself right now after 15 years. 205 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:14,360 I've been on radio, not just through the adult industry, 206 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:17,040 though. The, the adult industry gave me 207 00:12:17,040 --> 00:12:20,080 the platform period. You know, I've done hip hop 208 00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:22,360 radio, I've done rock radio, I've done everything. 209 00:12:23,120 --> 00:12:28,080 And unfortunately I lost my job in in December on some petty 210 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:29,080 shade. Petty shade. 211 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:34,520 Contracts, yeah, you know, and being the only the only female 212 00:12:34,800 --> 00:12:39,160 black full time traffic reporter. 213 00:12:39,920 --> 00:12:44,280 Yes, traffic reporter. And on the black station, that's 214 00:12:44,280 --> 00:12:46,320 a rare moment people don't understand in LA. 215 00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:50,480 You know, it's not like it's easy to break forth. 216 00:12:50,520 --> 00:12:55,480 And it's not easy as a black woman to transition into this 217 00:12:55,480 --> 00:12:59,080 field and to say that you were born and raised in the city that 218 00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:01,640 you work in. And I got that privilege. 219 00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:08,760 I had that honor, yes. Well enough where they feel like 220 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:12,960 our socialness isn't getting involved in the team of what 221 00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:15,440 you're trying to promote to the world, which is traffic. 222 00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:21,720 You got to be a turn type of personality too, because people 223 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:24,360 be stressed out. People are stressed out and 224 00:13:24,440 --> 00:13:27,920 listen, I was told even by my company, listen, I worked for I 225 00:13:27,920 --> 00:13:31,880 heart and they told me Sapphire, do you mind like pulling it back 226 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:33,760 a little? You're a little bit too sensual 227 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:37,760 for traffic. And I'm like, then I then you 228 00:13:37,760 --> 00:13:40,320 need to find another voice. The voices. 229 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:43,480 I would love your voice Turn. I'm like, let me turn on Megan 230 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:46,160 Sapphire. I'm about to cuss somebody out 231 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:47,240 with this. Throw brains. 232 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:51,720 I'm listen. You know, and it's like after 15 233 00:13:51,720 --> 00:13:54,640 years, I was like, listen, I have to, I got to do something 234 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:55,960 for myself. So I totally get it. 235 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:59,240 It's like the burnout, you know, I like to live my life on 236 00:13:59,240 --> 00:14:01,480 autopilot. And now it's like I want to do 237 00:14:01,480 --> 00:14:04,080 more, you know, I don't want people to know that I'm just 238 00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:07,920 like the sex talk radio host where the girl who's been in 239 00:14:07,920 --> 00:14:11,160 radio and and this that in the third, I want to be an intimacy 240 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:12,640 coordinator. I want to help people. 241 00:14:12,880 --> 00:14:15,120 I want to, you know, provide risk management. 242 00:14:15,120 --> 00:14:18,440 And I love that that you too. It's like you knew what you 243 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:21,520 wanted to do. You had that goal and you stuck 244 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:23,560 to it. And that's a rare moment, I 245 00:14:23,560 --> 00:14:27,680 think, in this time and day and age where it's like people are 246 00:14:27,680 --> 00:14:29,920 pressuring you, but it doesn't feel like people pressured you. 247 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:32,120 You just went out and did the damn thing. 248 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:35,000 And I love it. Especially with the industry now 249 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:39,520 with the most thing that was from my mom and my dad because 250 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:41,960 that's what I was supposed to be AMD. 251 00:14:41,960 --> 00:14:46,000 But I quit medical school my first year residency and had 252 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:48,600 enough credits of course through medical school to take the 253 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:52,280 nursing board and I passed on the first shot. 254 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:54,600 So that's how I earn it. It's supposed to be AMD behind 255 00:14:54,600 --> 00:14:58,040 my name, so the most I could do at that point because I wasn't 256 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:00,280 happy. I didn't like I didn't I didn't, 257 00:15:00,320 --> 00:15:03,600 I didn't. I didn't want to be that girl. 258 00:15:03,600 --> 00:15:05,400 I didn't want to be an indie. I didn't want that. 259 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:09,360 I wanted to be more in Arizona on them carry out orders and 260 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:15,360 like being nerds like my mom. My mom also is a nurse to do 261 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:17,880 drug health. So it was just like looking 262 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:20,560 through her. I was like, I like that to get 263 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:24,200 you better and they would have to at least that I stayed in the 264 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:25,920 medical field. So by the time I got to the 265 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:30,040 adult industry, they already saw how responsible I was. 266 00:15:30,040 --> 00:15:34,520 My decision making is horrible. I'm I'm very successful in my 267 00:15:34,520 --> 00:15:35,960 life. I don't pour them for nothing. 268 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:38,720 That's interesting. So that my mom was more or less 269 00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:42,800 like, are you? It wasn't like I played tune. 270 00:15:43,240 --> 00:15:45,400 I never got that from my mom like. 271 00:15:45,560 --> 00:15:47,720 So nasty. Weird girl. 272 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:50,800 It was just like, how did you mix them up with like where the 273 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:53,080 fuck that shit come from? Like why she wanted to know, 274 00:15:53,080 --> 00:15:55,320 like why? And like you don't understand 275 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:59,080 what porn was Because if they don't know, they probably think 276 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:04,320 you're just going to on a no, no, no, but like you just walked 277 00:16:04,320 --> 00:16:06,120 in the track or you're just selling your body. 278 00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:09,320 No, I'm like, no, I'm on Hollywood sets. 279 00:16:09,320 --> 00:16:12,440 Like this is different. You see me putting my makeup on 280 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:16,120 and this isn't I got the taxes on this. 281 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,520 It's not. At least you do. 282 00:16:18,920 --> 00:16:21,160 Definitely, yeah. And you definitely have this 283 00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:25,000 image that is none other. Again, Ebony Mystique. 284 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:27,760 If you don't know who I'm talking about, you won't find 285 00:16:27,760 --> 00:16:30,480 out by the end of this episode. Because again, there's this 286 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:32,880 thing, this movement that you brought in. 287 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:35,800 I remember when I was still working for Evil Angel and you 288 00:16:35,800 --> 00:16:37,160 were just stepping onto the scene. 289 00:16:37,520 --> 00:16:43,160 I was like, who is this chick? And OK, don't, don't do not bash 290 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:44,920 me. Do not. 291 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:49,440 Bash you for this, let's get it. Because I feel somebody has said 292 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:54,120 this before too. I had to look and I had to Fast 293 00:16:54,120 --> 00:16:55,600 forward. I was like. 294 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:59,240 Is she? All woman because like you have 295 00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:04,480 just this strong, like Amazonian, but just like this 296 00:17:05,160 --> 00:17:09,480 Barbie look to you and it's nothing I've ever seen in the 297 00:17:09,480 --> 00:17:13,760 black porn star lineup. And again, you've been uprooted 298 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:16,560 by legends like Peaky and Cherokee. 299 00:17:16,640 --> 00:17:20,720 Like we all know the Cherokees and you know the go go zombie 300 00:17:20,960 --> 00:17:24,200 AKA go go fuck me. And I just had her on the show. 301 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:30,320 So it's like you definitely had this like different look on the 302 00:17:30,320 --> 00:17:34,280 facial features where you are fully tatted, pierced, almost 303 00:17:34,640 --> 00:17:37,520 offering this like black alternative Barbie look. 304 00:17:37,520 --> 00:17:42,600 And I'm like, damn, who is she? So that actually was a very, 305 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:46,600 very strategic move and I'm glad that people did it that way 306 00:17:46,600 --> 00:17:50,480 because in the beginning when people started managing, 307 00:17:51,040 --> 00:17:54,880 managing my career in Germany world, I wasn't feeling nothing. 308 00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:58,440 They were swimming. I was like, no, I don't think I 309 00:17:58,440 --> 00:18:00,320 should do that. I don't think I don't want to do 310 00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:02,600 that. But it was just like respecting 311 00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:07,400 the law, respecting them as votes and respecting the fact 312 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:10,720 that they really do care. Because if I was probably get 313 00:18:10,720 --> 00:18:14,160 any, if I would have went any other way, it could have been 314 00:18:14,320 --> 00:18:16,200 worse. Like from here, you got to go 315 00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:19,200 through the trauma of getting their back and getting your 316 00:18:19,200 --> 00:18:21,560 grind. I had a lot of lot of lot of lot 317 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:25,280 of support at the beginning. So I'm very, very blessed, very 318 00:18:25,280 --> 00:18:28,360 grateful. And yes, from the legends like 319 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:36,560 from Booty Dior to Cherokee, the shit Carmen Hayes suave, it's 320 00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:40,600 men and women. They all really gave me like 321 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:44,400 supporting the green light. So that made me also more 322 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:47,640 confident, more respecting of the industry because these are 323 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:52,440 people that you know, regardless of how they they retire now I 324 00:18:52,440 --> 00:18:55,000 know what they did back then. That's how we know who they are 325 00:18:55,080 --> 00:18:58,200 like they can never take nothing from like they ran that shit. 326 00:18:58,200 --> 00:19:01,400 I'm talking about black porn. How white we talking about when 327 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:06,200 black porn was that I'll. Thank you, You do. 328 00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:10,360 Honestly, it it, it surprises me that even with the Urban X 329 00:19:10,360 --> 00:19:13,160 Awards, even over the years, it's like, first it was 330 00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:18,160 something for us. Now it is branched out to OK, 331 00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:22,520 this is the Urban X Awards with a sprinkle of what black folks 332 00:19:22,760 --> 00:19:25,520 like from the white side of porn. 333 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:29,440 And it's like, I don't know, we got to know we're. 334 00:19:29,440 --> 00:19:30,960 Going to talk about this in this show. 335 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:33,240 I'm sure we're going to talk about Urban X coming up that we 336 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:37,840 got a lot to talk about. However, let me just kind of put 337 00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:40,720 a little burden over there. Please do please. 338 00:19:40,760 --> 00:19:46,520 Do it's very important for me to kind of try to bring things back 339 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:50,960 to the old school porn, black porn vibe, urban X vibe. 340 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:53,360 I'm pretty grateful. It's almost like a blessing that 341 00:19:53,360 --> 00:19:56,080 I got the mic. Thank the mic. 342 00:19:56,760 --> 00:19:59,440 Thank you. And they telling me, Ebony, I'm 343 00:19:59,440 --> 00:20:01,720 like, let's get to the teleprompters because I can't 344 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:03,200 even see. I need glasses. 345 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:06,200 I ain't gonna be able to see. They like, do you? 346 00:20:07,360 --> 00:20:10,760 They trust me in that. So I'm super. 347 00:20:11,240 --> 00:20:13,520 I understand 1,000,000% of what you're saying. 348 00:20:14,160 --> 00:20:16,960 And it's, you know, as time change, people try to change. 349 00:20:16,960 --> 00:20:19,840 Look at browsers on TikTok. Now they'll pull us from set to 350 00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:22,120 do TikTok like it's. Crazy. 351 00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:25,280 Things are changing and reviving, so even with Urban X 352 00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:28,400 speaking with the owner, they see the change. 353 00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:31,480 And they also may have thought over the years that maybe they 354 00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:34,400 were keeping certain genres of people out. 355 00:20:35,720 --> 00:20:38,440 Subconsciously. They was more worried about the 356 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:42,160 black performance in picking up the black people. 357 00:20:42,160 --> 00:20:45,120 So it wasn't like I'm trying to be right since or count y'all. 358 00:20:45,120 --> 00:20:47,160 Yeah, I got a meeting, y'all got experience. 359 00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:49,680 Half the time we don't get nominated for the shooter win. 360 00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:53,280 So it was something for us, but not in that way. 361 00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:57,360 Like we're segregating. And I think the fact that, you 362 00:20:57,360 --> 00:21:00,160 know, just big enough us, it's not segregation, it's just 363 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:04,040 something too because y'all not giving it to us, so we giving it 364 00:21:04,040 --> 00:21:05,880 to us. It was one of those things. 365 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:07,760 Can't beat them, Don't join them. 366 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:13,840 We'll do it ourselves, but I think now over the years, some 367 00:21:13,840 --> 00:21:19,360 of the, you know, others felt like they were being counted up 368 00:21:19,560 --> 00:21:23,840 of urban ass and so they're trying to be a little bit more 369 00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:31,480 mindful and demure. Of the way you said that, I 370 00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:33,280 totally get it. I totally get it. 371 00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:37,200 And you know, it's crazy because this is coming out of time and I 372 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:41,640 don't know if you, you know, are Privy to the mainstream music 373 00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:46,000 news, but you know, as of right now, the BET hip Hop awards and 374 00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:49,840 you know, the Lady of soul awards are are done. 375 00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:56,720 And so it's like, like you said, having platforms for us to 376 00:21:56,720 --> 00:22:00,720 celebrate that excellence. It is so important. 377 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:03,960 And I don't want people to think like you said, and I'm fully 378 00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:08,400 with you on this, like I'm not a racist person, but it's like I 379 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:14,600 like to be able to be seen in places that we normally are not 380 00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:17,920 seen or celebrated. That's all I ever it's. 381 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:20,080 Irish Day if it's Saint Patrick's Day, yes. 382 00:22:21,120 --> 00:22:22,480 We ain't. Got nothing to do with that 383 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:26,000 unless we do adna because we know that we got some Irish. 384 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:27,920 Exactly, and I want a little bit. 385 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:29,600 More Jager bombs and kill your girl. 386 00:22:29,600 --> 00:22:31,000 I can't probably say wearing Greg. 387 00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:35,640 I'm I get it. So it's like I'm multi ethnic, 388 00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:38,280 you know, they see black, but they're like you're not black 389 00:22:38,280 --> 00:22:41,040 black and I'm not I'm mixed with a lot of things. 390 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:43,440 I'm a might and I'm loving it and I love that. 391 00:22:43,840 --> 00:22:47,320 I love my culture. I love celebrating my culture 392 00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:51,240 and it's like whenever I hear this from black porn stars 393 00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:55,760 especially, or even just any the Latinas, all those in the indole 394 00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:59,320 industry, it's like damn, we can't ever have something just 395 00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:02,600 for us without it causing some controversy. 396 00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:04,680 Let me put a little cliche on this. 397 00:23:05,360 --> 00:23:08,200 Yes. So working with Pinky very 398 00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:11,480 closely and of course, when they, when you think about 399 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:16,040 people Triple X and the brand also Cherokee West Coast 400 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:24,080 productions player, we have black Mexican CEO, we have black 401 00:23:25,160 --> 00:23:30,120 people that actually understood the assignments and not just be 402 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:33,080 a talent and a worker and understand what you're saying 403 00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,640 that this is just a platform they're using their grandfather, 404 00:23:35,640 --> 00:23:38,440 their network. They're not going to pay you the 405 00:23:38,440 --> 00:23:41,960 way maybe even you think they're going to pay you, but you know 406 00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:45,000 they're going to negotiate a rape, put you on a platform and 407 00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:48,200 blow, you know, show you to the fan, show you to the world. 408 00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:51,520 What you do with that is what you do with it. 409 00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:54,400 And if you want to stay talent, you want to stay a worker. 410 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:58,200 So you just don't. But as you can see, you're on a 411 00:23:58,200 --> 00:24:00,520 productive set. Somebody is running this shit. 412 00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:01,920 Something should click in your brain. 413 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:07,240 That's so you don't just have to be a worker mentality because 414 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:11,760 talent, you are a worker. You just left your last shot to 415 00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:15,320 come to another job and work. You don't own a damn thing. 416 00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:17,840 You don't own the contents. Nothing. 417 00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:19,480 You they pay you. That's their trick. 418 00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:27,400 So it it, it becomes a thing where I feel like, and I can say 419 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,120 this because I'm a super black woman. 420 00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:32,840 My name is Ebony Goddess Mystique. 421 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:35,840 The goddess came in it. I didn't give it to me. 422 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:39,720 They gave it to me. It's important to remember that 423 00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:44,560 there's a thing called economics and there's a thing called 424 00:24:44,560 --> 00:24:47,600 racist. There are white people that are 425 00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:50,920 on no list, and the biggest white companies don't ever call 426 00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:54,560 they white. It's white people that got 427 00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:57,080 trashed by their own people in the industry. 428 00:24:57,320 --> 00:25:00,080 They was contracted and now they don't fuck with them no more. 429 00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:06,480 So I feel like it's about work ethic and as I feel like it's 430 00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:10,720 about professionalism. And if you take the race card 431 00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:13,680 out of it, you probably get further. 432 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:16,320 Because if I would have thought like I was like I thought 433 00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:19,480 because my I'm a black, if I would have came here like, oh, I 434 00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:21,800 fucking that white Dick, I'm doing the show. 435 00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:24,320 I ain't fucking being well forever. 436 00:25:25,080 --> 00:25:29,040 Right. Like that then makes me the same 437 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:32,000 thing I'm saying that they do. It's the, it's the kettle. 438 00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:34,000 It's the. Call it black. 439 00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:38,600 Yes, calling the kettle black. It's like my thing is if the 440 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:43,040 check going clear and if the before the check going clear, if 441 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:46,640 the test accurate and it's safe for me to proceed. 442 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,840 Other than that I don't give a fuck if that green, red, blue, 443 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:53,880 orange got 2 heads, one head, I don't give a fuck. 444 00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:57,120 Let's just get this shit done. Let's make feel magical because 445 00:25:57,240 --> 00:25:59,680 for the viewers, I mean, let's fucking go. 446 00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:03,560 So I, I do understand where people can feel like the racist 447 00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:10,080 can be racist, but I feel like that's only in your own 448 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:13,960 perception of your mind because the world has racism. 449 00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:18,880 We're all racist in some way or like we're all we all look at 450 00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:20,880 each other as different. You light skin, I'm dark again. 451 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,040 You have those conversations. Right. 452 00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:30,680 So I just feel like there is a thing where other cultures 453 00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,600 support each other more, they network with each other more. 454 00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:38,400 They they see each other and they be like, OK, I'm white, I'm 455 00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:42,560 Mexican, I'm Latino, I'm Asian. We all we got, let's run this 456 00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:46,880 shit up black people. And it's just something that we 457 00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:50,200 have. It's better than us from right 458 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:53,880 before slavery African time because we sold each other in 459 00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:55,400 the trading. Hello. 460 00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:00,160 Listen, I'm glad we had. Yeah, yeah. 461 00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:02,520 Because black people don't always want to dig each other 462 00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:04,680 up, so then they'd be worried about what other people don't. 463 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,160 But Ebony, are you in my head? Are you in my mind? 464 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,320 Because I literally say this all the time. 465 00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:14,880 You got black men, not to say nobody we not well, this is not 466 00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:17,240 the type of conversation, but you have black people that won't 467 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:19,640 work for the black people because they feel like black on 468 00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:26,600 black porn don't sell as as interracial, but interracial is 469 00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:28,960 still me being a black woman fucking a white man. 470 00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:31,560 It's not the other way around. It's just it's the same fucking 471 00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:34,160 difference. It's a different race and we end 472 00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:40,560 a tangle in each other. I took the words out of my mouth 473 00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:43,520 because, you know, I got a little bit of a Flack. 474 00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:47,240 I heard through the Grapevine. I made somebody a little bit 475 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:52,240 upset with my Juneteenth episode with Anna Fox and I love me some 476 00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:53,400 Anna. Don't we love Anna? 477 00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:56,360 You know, that's my bestie. That, that's wifey. 478 00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:59,240 That is wifey right there. That is wifey, right? 479 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:00,680 There, and I understand her brain too. 480 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:06,280 You know, and it's like, I did call out exactly what you said. 481 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:10,040 You know, they're the black performers that don't want to 482 00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:13,520 fuck with each other or they don't want to lift each other. 483 00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:16,560 And I did call out a certain individual, but it's like. 484 00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:19,080 Oh well, they'll be. I exactly. 485 00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:22,880 And, and it's like for me, it's like if we don't say it, if we 486 00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:26,360 don't talk about it, there's nothing going to happen. 487 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,520 Sometimes you do have to sit that person down as much as you 488 00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:33,960 love them or admire them and be like, hey, hello. 489 00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:37,440 And then it just be a box about a bunch of reread rah rah, 490 00:28:37,440 --> 00:28:40,640 because shout out to Anna. If you really feel like that. 491 00:28:42,200 --> 00:28:45,520 OK, when it starts your black ass predictions, were you just 492 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:50,400 shooting black ass people put up a do a do a black ass three 493 00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:53,920 month dinner. Oh, don't get me started on 494 00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:58,880 Black History Month, because. That's how you feel because 495 00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:02,840 otherwise you just hypocritical just because otherwise. 496 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:06,400 Create a space for that and get my mind if that's the case and 497 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,920 run that shit up. I agree. 498 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,760 I agree. And I, I'm all for like, if 499 00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:13,840 you're going to do it and be about it, don't just do it on 500 00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:16,040 social media. You need to do it off when the 501 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:19,840 cameras are not there. And that's what you know. 502 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:23,800 Some things had happened where one year I'm invited to a Black 503 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:27,640 History Month legacy dinner for the performers and the behind 504 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,440 the scenes and then all the sudden the next one comes and 505 00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,880 it's like, where the fuck is my invitation? 506 00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:38,360 What did I do? Am I not black in the industry? 507 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:43,640 No, I just feel like people people like to drain you like 508 00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:45,520 that movie centers like vampire bats. 509 00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:50,440 Yes, and they want to drain and drain the idea of drain your 510 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,760 clouds, drain your beauty, drain everything on body. 511 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:57,960 My thing is quiet cat. If that's the case, to make that 512 00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:00,080 just like try to move around this motherfucking that's 513 00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:02,080 notation, because everything don't got to be told. 514 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:04,880 It's more true like this. You don't know when you get that 515 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:10,560 fight, it's happening true. You know, so my thing would be 516 00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:15,480 like, because there's a lot of controversy about me because of 517 00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:17,960 course my accolades. How did you get brothers 518 00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,120 contract? How did you get Playboy? 519 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:22,760 How did you get this or that or the third? 520 00:30:23,560 --> 00:30:26,680 Me and my motherfucker. So I wouldn't be able to tell 521 00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:27,600 you. I didn't pay for it. 522 00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:28,960 I ain't no extra Dick. Nope. 523 00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:31,240 Nope, I didn't do that. I love it and. 524 00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:34,440 You either go on, take it or read it because I'm super 525 00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:36,320 confident in my brand. I didn't. 526 00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:39,120 I wasn't thinking about oh, I needed to be contacting the 527 00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:40,440 brothers. I didn't even know what the fuck 528 00:30:40,480 --> 00:30:44,120 that was when I got here. I knew who Pinky was. 529 00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:50,000 I didn't remember all these companies, so for me it was just 530 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:51,840 more of a blessing. The more gracious, more than 531 00:30:51,840 --> 00:30:54,720 like, if I didn't get it or they weren't looking at me, I 532 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:57,480 wouldn't give a damn because I wasn't even paying attention to 533 00:30:57,480 --> 00:30:59,800 them. I was worrying about my fans and 534 00:30:59,880 --> 00:31:05,000 my mind. You are saying so many gems and 535 00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:08,120 first of all, talking about your fans. 536 00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:12,600 You have a you have some loyals out there, but it's like the 537 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:15,680 fact that you just thank them first and it's like it's not 538 00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:19,680 about the studios. And it's a thing that I feel in 539 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:23,920 the end, just in general, if you are famous, you can't be mad at 540 00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:25,720 your fans all the time like you can. 541 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:29,760 But you also have to remember like who brought you into this? 542 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,200 You know, why are you still relevant? 543 00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:35,480 And it's because of your fans. You can do all the work, but 544 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:37,760 it's your fans. It's super duper to fans that's 545 00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:39,480 not getting fucked up. They are the consumer. 546 00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:42,520 They can put $1,000,000 key for me. 547 00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:48,200 We could just call high William Spike Lindberg's bitch hire 548 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:50,600 Cardi B. If they ain't fucking with him, 549 00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:53,680 they ain't fucking. With me exactly. 550 00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:58,080 Like it's it's once it's out, it's out and now you can see 551 00:31:58,760 --> 00:32:01,840 what it do because in your mind can be like the best thing 552 00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:05,720 happening and and to the world. It could be lone fuck. 553 00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:08,560 They are your consumers, even the haters. 554 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:13,000 The haters are consumers. Even if you know the people that 555 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,640 talk shit, they clearly watching you. 556 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,200 You didn't even know they were alive. 557 00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:18,000 So they come into your comments or something. 558 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:21,040 They just don't. They don't know how to express 559 00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:22,960 themselves. They want license clicks too. 560 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:26,720 They kind of shit up too off your shit, like comment and 561 00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:28,800 where is shit. They want license clicks too. 562 00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:31,520 Everybody's trying to get on this motherfucker, right? 563 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:37,160 So if you understand in that way, it understands that, OK, 564 00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,960 this is an industry. I don't really want to come to 565 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:44,880 your baby birthday party. Like I don't, I don't want to 566 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:48,800 come to you. I just want to like have enough 567 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:53,720 respect and you see the value in me and I see the value in you. 568 00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:57,400 This is a job. I think people be getting their 569 00:32:57,400 --> 00:33:00,640 stuff up in their minds and it really comes through their 570 00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:02,120 minds. They're not not my name. 571 00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:04,920 Nobody likes it. How come you say that when 572 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:06,960 you're just on Twitter site showing that you just made 573 00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:13,360 $500,000 this year? Like in the fancy Like what 574 00:33:13,360 --> 00:33:16,120 exactly? So you don't fuck with us, man. 575 00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:20,040 All you care about is goddamn. Laculates. 576 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:24,120 Yeah, and it's like, again, you don't get those accolades just 577 00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:27,120 from nowhere. You get them from a base, a fan 578 00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:31,120 base, put it in that work. It's all about that work ethic. 579 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:35,320 And I feel like we do sometimes in general seem to forget that 580 00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:37,960 in order to make money, you've got to work for IT. 581 00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:39,760 People don't want to work anymore. 582 00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:42,400 They just want that instantaneous thing, you know? 583 00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:45,760 For me, it's not a yeah, you can have all the numbers in the 584 00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:49,120 world, but if your content is shit, your content is shit. 585 00:33:50,640 --> 00:33:54,440 And it is the industry racist or industries are racist who cares 586 00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:56,640 who gives a fuck? You ain't never done. 587 00:33:56,680 --> 00:33:58,320 You're not American. Where you from? 588 00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:01,960 Fucking shit if you're in Africa you want to see some South 589 00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:04,560 Africa is telling you you're not African and they're white so 590 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:09,120 it's normal. It's really like where you was, 591 00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:11,440 how you afraid how your mind said how you feel about 592 00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:14,520 yourself. Like OK I'm black as fuck but 593 00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:17,080 it's people that clearly like my black ass. 594 00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:22,440 So yes, saying and all. I'm with that, don't waste my 595 00:34:22,440 --> 00:34:23,960 time. Don't waste my time. 596 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:28,840 It's like they, they expect you to be what they're paying for. 597 00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:33,080 So a lot of the times people get to a certain level in their 598 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:35,760 mind, did they get lazy about it? 599 00:34:36,760 --> 00:34:39,719 They, they, they can't. So then shit, you can't rely on 600 00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:41,440 them. And then they become, I'm not 601 00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:43,480 just talking about black people, I'm talking about people in 602 00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:44,960 general. Then it becomes like a race 603 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:47,480 thing because you've got white people who feel the same way 604 00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:50,560 about the industry that black people do, believe it or not. 605 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:52,239 They feel like, Oh yeah, why is iron? 606 00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:56,760 And it's interesting because it's like, I've had some of 607 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:58,880 those conversations where I'm like, I would have never 608 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:03,960 expected you actually feel about this type of way or you bring 609 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:06,880 this certain behavior like you have this one image, but then 610 00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:10,360 behind closed doors I'm like. You think they're so popping, 611 00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:12,480 they're so popular, they got emotion, but they're still 612 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:15,240 looking at somebody else's and they might. 613 00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:17,800 They think I'm not, I'm still not there, I'm not good enough. 614 00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:21,680 I'm looking at pictures, Look at her. 615 00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:23,360 And that's where you get fucked up. 616 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:28,280 That's like party meeting looking at Nicki Minaj, no? 617 00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:30,920 You know what, now that you're just bringing up these little 618 00:35:30,920 --> 00:35:32,920 hip hop names, we got to talk about this. 619 00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:37,440 Let's do it. OK, so Ebony, I feel like I can 620 00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:39,800 like ask anything at this point. You can. 621 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:45,440 And I feel like you and I have been in the same spaces, just 622 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:50,960 never knew. But I got to ask you this 623 00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:53,120 diddy's shit. I knew that. 624 00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:57,000 Why did you know I was going to pull it up? 625 00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:59,760 I do, you know, listen, I do my research. 626 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:02,520 I do not. I am not the podcaster that just 627 00:36:02,520 --> 00:36:09,920 be talking about shit just because I I am not that person. 628 00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:12,920 I'm going to talk my shit and I'm going to research and then 629 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:15,960 say, OK, I have let's. Do it, Let's do it, let's do. 630 00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:19,640 It all right, so there was a post that you had talked about 631 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:23,880 in defense of Diddy and I can only just ask why and but yet 632 00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:26,440 after reading it a couple times, like the first time I write it 633 00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:29,440 was like fuck. Then I read it a couple times 634 00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:33,760 and I actually just revisited that post and I kind of 635 00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:37,040 understand where you are coming from because I have the same way 636 00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:42,240 about Chris Brown. And some people know the story, 637 00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:44,080 some people don't, and that's okay. 638 00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:47,280 There's sometimes you just don't meet your heroes. 639 00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:51,200 You don't, you know, and you don't meet people and have these 640 00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:54,400 expectations. But you did say something very, 641 00:36:54,400 --> 00:36:57,680 very close to me where it's like, yes, I've been in the same 642 00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,720 spaces that I've never seen anything. 643 00:36:59,720 --> 00:37:01,800 He's never done anything personally to me. 644 00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:05,000 And I get that. And people don't understand that 645 00:37:05,240 --> 00:37:10,000 when you are in these inner sanctum, sometimes you can be 646 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:14,240 right in the thick of it and something is happening, but 647 00:37:14,240 --> 00:37:17,360 people don't understand. It's like especially in the hip 648 00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:21,840 hop crowd, house parties, clubs, phones are taken away. 649 00:37:22,040 --> 00:37:25,520 OK, people, sometimes your ID is taken away. 650 00:37:25,720 --> 00:37:28,960 OK. So there's no, there's no room 651 00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:31,280 for these OPS to be being like, oh, I was in. 652 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:38,720 No, let me just say, do you still? 653 00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:42,520 Explain that pose. Yes, please. 654 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:46,000 Please explain. I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm 655 00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:50,400 close enough. I'll say that been to a a bunch 656 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:53,720 of no, no, I don't know about no people. 657 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:58,880 And that's what I was trying to say, because at that moment I 658 00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:01,080 had just came off my jumper. I had the doctor Drew. 659 00:38:01,080 --> 00:38:06,920 I had been a few broadcast and it came up and as y'all saw they 660 00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:11,320 were actually questioning porn stars that I know very closely 661 00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:15,720 and questioning them about certain situations. 662 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:21,800 However, at that moment I was I had got a phone call from my 663 00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:25,400 fashion PR. We're very close to Diddy and 664 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:30,040 his entire family and we were talking about the twins, how 665 00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:33,200 they was just leaving high school and they about to go to 666 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:35,840 college. And clearly I've seen them on 667 00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:42,000 the news at they fathers judgment all day. 668 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:44,640 Yeah. And they were getting a lot of 669 00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:46,920 death threats. This is kind of personal. 670 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,320 We'll talk about it. I was kind of over at this 671 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:54,000 moment and we were talking about stuff personally between US. 672 00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:59,280 And my thing was I just wanted to post people that that picture 673 00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:02,480 that I had posted somehow will come up on the blog. 674 00:39:03,640 --> 00:39:05,840 So yeah, like on one of these, like. 675 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:08,840 Mega take out and. All that logs. 676 00:39:09,240 --> 00:39:12,280 Yeah. And I wanted to contest to the 677 00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:15,720 polls, so I posted what I was doing there. 678 00:39:15,720 --> 00:39:19,560 This was a normal party. I even said, your honor, I 679 00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:22,280 started with like, your honor, like I was being questioned. 680 00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:23,880 Right, like. Stolen. 681 00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:26,160 But it was like clarifying and I did make it. 682 00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:29,480 I did. All I said was all I know is 683 00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:31,680 I've been through the parties and been his children there. 684 00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:35,480 Nothing but dancing and people with a lot of money. 685 00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:41,160 We're having fun hopefully and I they say to the women or the 686 00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:45,200 people that may have had a different situation with home. 687 00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:51,840 You know, God bless you like I feel for you but less before we 688 00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:57,520 start to talk all these things. Let the trials show his faces 689 00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:00,240 off because there's like he does have a family. 690 00:40:00,240 --> 00:40:04,800 We're not sure exactly. What is going on and we as we 691 00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:09,680 now can see half of the shit they were talking about but so 692 00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:16,840 shenanigans he got he's in jail for him and his ex-girlfriend 693 00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:22,240 born in prostitution. It sounded like my life like the 694 00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:25,160 sex party. I ain't never drugged nobody, 695 00:40:26,040 --> 00:40:30,360 but what the fuck? Because we do everything like 696 00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:34,040 I've got a freak. Like we'll be just grown up 697 00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,000 people doing anything you do, if you don't want it, you don't 698 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:38,120 take it. Like ain't nobody. 699 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:40,840 It's. All consensual response like so 700 00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:43,640 I've never been invited to another freak off. 701 00:40:44,120 --> 00:40:46,920 So I was a little bit of like, why I'm not I was. 702 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:51,200 Going to say I feel like you would have another outcome if 703 00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:53,440 you were invited to like the freak off. 704 00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:57,360 Maybe. Maybe they never brought up the 705 00:40:57,360 --> 00:41:00,680 baby walk. They never talked about it in 706 00:41:00,680 --> 00:41:02,440 court. They never talked about the 707 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:04,040 liquor that was supposed to be drugs. 708 00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:05,520 We never heard about the little kids. 709 00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,240 We didn't find out that he was gay. 710 00:41:07,240 --> 00:41:12,440 Like all we know is that he's got, after all the trials and 711 00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:17,080 all the decorating, he went to jail for prostitute his bitch. 712 00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:21,080 And she was consensus, but she's not consensus with no more. 713 00:41:23,240 --> 00:41:25,280 It's a heavy case. It's a heavy case. 714 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:28,000 And first of all, Ebony, I applaud you for not chopping my 715 00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:31,440 head off because I love that you just, you spoke on it and I 716 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:34,480 again, I had to talk to the source. 717 00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:37,720 I had to talk to you because it's all about getting down to 718 00:41:37,720 --> 00:41:39,480 the source. And I'm glad that you won. 719 00:41:39,760 --> 00:41:43,680 It's like you, you owned it. It was already own. 720 00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:46,080 I don't want to get some fucking pictures from me. 721 00:41:46,120 --> 00:41:48,360 Don't know the guys. Motherfucker, what the fuck am I 722 00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,520 doing on the Spanish blog? I don't even know what the fuck 723 00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:53,760 this should say in the catch but. 724 00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:57,240 Yeah, it's like you, you say one thing and people will just run 725 00:41:57,240 --> 00:41:59,640 with it. And it's like, you know, 726 00:41:59,720 --> 00:42:02,840 unfortunately this case is happening. 727 00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:05,800 It is blown the floodgates. Horrible. 728 00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:07,480 It's a horrible situation. I feel. 729 00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:10,720 It's horrible. I feel for everybody that was 730 00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:13,480 involved. But at the same time, but I did 731 00:42:13,480 --> 00:42:17,120 find something, a lot of it was conventional. 732 00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:18,800 People were doing things for payday bills. 733 00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:21,600 They kept going back. And you know, it's just decision 734 00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:23,360 making. Maybe now that you grow up and 735 00:42:23,360 --> 00:42:26,160 transition, you'd be like, damn, what I was doing was fucked up. 736 00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:30,320 Like I don't like that person. And some of that shit can go 737 00:42:30,320 --> 00:42:33,640 through legal go. You can get some legal 738 00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:36,000 retribution for the shit that you've done. 739 00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:42,840 But I mean, in the day, like if it's like me five years from 740 00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:46,640 now, we've seen before go on CNN and be like Diane Sawyer. 741 00:42:46,640 --> 00:42:49,720 I think she did now. But but back in the day, don't 742 00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:54,080 know where to get all those sorts of words in the game. 743 00:42:56,440 --> 00:43:00,840 Hey, bitch. That is a perfect example it No, 744 00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:03,840 it really is, because I think we tend to forget and we put 745 00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:07,600 celebrities on such a pedestal. We tend to forget that they are 746 00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:10,640 just people with more money and more clout. 747 00:43:12,240 --> 00:43:16,960 I'm sorry it's just a person and we put celebrities on such this 748 00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:20,040 high pedestal sometimes even porn stars, we put them on such 749 00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:24,000 a high pedestal sometimes it's like hold on, people are allowed 750 00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:27,360 to make mistakes. You are only a shitty person if 751 00:43:27,360 --> 00:43:31,560 you never apologized for what you did to harm somebody. 752 00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:35,480 OK? Or you say I know I caused some, 753 00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:37,760 you know, some harm to somebody, but I don't see the 754 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:39,000 justification. No, no, no, no. 755 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:41,880 You're a shit person. If you don't understand and 756 00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:44,680 realize that you fucked up. If you take that to your grave 757 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:48,600 saying I did nothing wrong and clearly you did something wrong, 758 00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:52,240 you're a shit person. Which if I can't say that 759 00:43:52,240 --> 00:43:54,320 without anything you chopping off my head or anybody else, 760 00:43:55,280 --> 00:44:00,840 that is what a settlement means. I'm not going to chop your head 761 00:44:00,840 --> 00:44:01,880 off. I think it's true. 762 00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:04,720 And I ain't talking about no little, like that's a little 763 00:44:04,720 --> 00:44:08,080 $5000, you know what I mean? How much that Lady got? 764 00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:13,160 I wish I had the numbers. She didn't take it. 765 00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:15,360 She wasn't. Like a lot of fuck that money, 766 00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:17,040 *** I'm taking you to court, fuck you. 767 00:44:17,120 --> 00:44:18,880 I'm fucked up in this motherfucker. 768 00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:21,360 I don't want it. And people don't understand that 769 00:44:21,360 --> 00:44:24,160 some it happens all the time settlements sometimes it's just 770 00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:27,320 because the evidence is inconclusive that's. 771 00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:31,280 Why I can't hear go and buy you a break in the five of them or 772 00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:32,640 six of them. Ain't nothing I can do with 773 00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:34,680 shit. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. 774 00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:37,360 Either way, you really. Don't accept that apology like 775 00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:39,760 you if a month like to say I'm sorry I don't forgive you. 776 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:42,040 It's like, I don't want that money, you know? 777 00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:44,680 It's a hard thing. People, like you said, we grow, 778 00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,800 we transition, we move, we grow, we elevate. 779 00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:51,640 But that was my thing. I was just contested to myself 780 00:44:51,640 --> 00:44:54,320 because shit, people don't bring me no privacy and that's cool. 781 00:44:54,320 --> 00:44:57,880 I understand that I'm having the things that I posted years ago 782 00:44:57,880 --> 00:45:00,480 at a party. Simple piece of 783 00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:02,560 PrettyLittleThing to party with his son. 784 00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:05,600 He was in the picture, I was just at a party. 785 00:45:06,320 --> 00:45:07,720 There you go. That's all. 786 00:45:07,720 --> 00:45:11,040 That's what that place is going. And I, I appreciate that 787 00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:13,800 honestly, because again, if you're going to go deep diving 788 00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:17,440 into shade, I don't know if you watch Love Island or have 789 00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:19,640 watched Love Island. OK, so you know, you know, the 790 00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:23,240 controversy this year talking about Love Island this season 791 00:45:23,240 --> 00:45:27,880 in, in the US, all of a sudden it's like everybody's past was 792 00:45:27,880 --> 00:45:30,320 unearthed and everybody's like, well, how dare the producers 793 00:45:30,320 --> 00:45:33,800 allow this? And I'm like, at a certain point 794 00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:37,120 we do have to give people some grace, you guys. 795 00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:39,320 You have to give people some grace. 796 00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:43,680 I've got some something or don't go on TV period. 797 00:45:43,720 --> 00:45:47,320 If you don't want it to unearth, don't become a public figure, no 798 00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:52,920 matter how much money. Don't be this person I'm talking 799 00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:55,880 about because not everybody gonna like you. 800 00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:58,480 You don't like everybody and that's just fucking bad. 801 00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:01,360 You're not for everybody or everybody not gonna like you, 802 00:46:01,440 --> 00:46:05,240 But if if if a hater be like you ugly black monkey bitch. 803 00:46:05,520 --> 00:46:09,200 I'm like you love it over here for a reason. 804 00:46:09,280 --> 00:46:13,040 You took your God-given time to actually type it and press or 805 00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:16,760 you want my ass? You watched it, you followed it, 806 00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:20,280 you go to it. But some people that really 807 00:46:20,280 --> 00:46:24,320 takes them to heart, you know, they, they have been so issues 808 00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:26,640 from them kind of things. Some people may take their lives 809 00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:30,640 from type of bullying and shit like that, but that that, that's 810 00:46:30,680 --> 00:46:33,600 just like the tallest part of the whole thing. 811 00:46:34,960 --> 00:46:37,200 It is. And again, it brings it back to 812 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:39,960 what you were saying earlier, like when you were talking about 813 00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:44,640 your mother finding your your work and you know, she asked 814 00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:47,960 you, are you OK? That's the question we don't ask 815 00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:51,400 enough. That is a question we don't ask 816 00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:55,720 enough, especially, you know, we're black women and we are now 817 00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:58,720 talking about, you know, people talking about the mental 818 00:46:58,720 --> 00:47:01,920 Wellness of black men. But we also tend to forget the 819 00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:04,240 black women. Like, we're not a therapist 820 00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:06,000 unless if you're a licensed therapist. 821 00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:09,920 We are not therapist for broken men, for broken children. 822 00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:14,320 We are not the therapist for every white person that feels a 823 00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:19,520 certain guilt because, you know, racism is put on a pedestal or 824 00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:22,680 whatever it is. And I think even in the adult 825 00:47:22,680 --> 00:47:26,320 industry, it's like we need more of those mental health services 826 00:47:26,320 --> 00:47:29,320 for a lot of these folks. Shout out to pineapple support. 827 00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:37,120 What behind bars? Free Speech Coalition Free. 828 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:39,240 Speech Coalition, I mean, it's out there. 829 00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:44,680 I think people might be more obliged to it, but maybe there's 830 00:47:44,720 --> 00:47:46,360 just on the company side for them. 831 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:49,080 They need to do more promotion or whatever the case may be, but 832 00:47:49,600 --> 00:47:52,160 promise you that shouldn't there a lot of it is free services, a 833 00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:56,640 little forced and they don't you know, I used pineapple support 834 00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:58,360 because I didn't understand my thing at first. 835 00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:02,080 They came way fast, so I wouldn't understand exactly what 836 00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:06,040 was going on, but like it's different when it's be behind 837 00:48:06,040 --> 00:48:08,560 the scenes to the celebrity doing wardrobe for them. 838 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:13,120 So you're their stylist versus now being the celebrity and you 839 00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:16,640 can't even go to Starbucks to take a Uber anymore, you know, 840 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:17,720 so that. You find? 841 00:48:17,720 --> 00:48:19,600 How do you personally find your piece in that? 842 00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:28,240 I did this to myself. It's what accepting and who's 843 00:48:28,240 --> 00:48:32,240 embracing the person. I'm not like I'm not mad at 844 00:48:32,240 --> 00:48:35,520 Ebony or being Ebony or like I don't regret her. 845 00:48:36,280 --> 00:48:39,280 Like I embrace it, yeah, like I do. 846 00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:43,440 I don't give fuck. Like my thing more or less is 847 00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:47,760 just appreciate the fact that it works 'cause what if I did, they 848 00:48:47,800 --> 00:48:52,400 say, and nobody gave a fuck? What if my mom pulled me and she 849 00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:58,160 was like, I hate you. Her delivery to me kind of made 850 00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:00,920 me become Hawaiian and evil now because she was more like 851 00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:05,560 understanding being aggressive or making me feel bad about my 852 00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:05,960 choice. I. 853 00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:11,920 Gosh, again, gems, gems, gems, gems, gems that you have been 854 00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:15,000 dropping because again, I love the fact that you're like, I 855 00:49:15,000 --> 00:49:19,040 don't take, you know, anything I've done as Ebony for granted. 856 00:49:19,120 --> 00:49:23,320 I love that and I love that you are standing on your business. 857 00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:25,920 You're sitting in your truth. And that's not something that is 858 00:49:25,920 --> 00:49:30,440 easy for someone like yourself. You know, you, you're exposed to 859 00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:34,480 the entire world in a different way than the average human 860 00:49:34,480 --> 00:49:39,400 being, but it's like you have just this aura, this presence. 861 00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:44,040 And anybody I've talked to about you, everybody has said the same 862 00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:47,080 thing. You, you just have this just, 863 00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:51,400 you're just a powerhouse. Like you really come to work. 864 00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:55,480 You know what you got to do, you do it and you thrive in it. 865 00:49:55,920 --> 00:49:59,320 And I'm excited to see and witness this during the awards 866 00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:01,560 show. I mean, this is the first time 867 00:50:01,560 --> 00:50:03,320 you've really hosted something, right? 868 00:50:03,560 --> 00:50:05,920 Well, I can't wait to see you. We're going to have so much fun. 869 00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:10,200 Yeah, this is my first host and I've done like, you know, with 870 00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:13,000 the host and the next present presenting. 871 00:50:13,080 --> 00:50:15,400 I've done billboard but never had the money the whole. 872 00:50:15,720 --> 00:50:18,600 I'm excited. What do you, what can the fans 873 00:50:18,600 --> 00:50:20,200 expect do? You think the fans can? 874 00:50:20,200 --> 00:50:26,280 Expect from you this this all. Right, guys, you're going to 875 00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:29,880 expect a lot of impositivity things that you're not going to 876 00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:34,360 expect you're going to be able to smile and dance and have fun 877 00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:39,360 and I want everybody to still love and appreciate it and want 878 00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:42,440 it even if you don't take anything home, do that girl. 879 00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:45,080 You're that boy. That's very important for me to 880 00:50:45,800 --> 00:50:49,160 illuminate, making sure that everybody feels welcomed and 881 00:50:49,160 --> 00:50:51,280 honored and having an amazing time. 882 00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:53,640 So when they leave here, even if they didn't take this thing 883 00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:56,560 home, they they, they feeling good about it. 884 00:50:56,560 --> 00:50:59,040 They're ready to party because they see her in the building. 885 00:50:59,360 --> 00:51:02,400 Yes. Oh, I'm excited, Ebony. 886 00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,760 It has been a pleasure having you on this show. 887 00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:09,080 And of course, you can come back anytime. 888 00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:11,920 I'm going to say this right now. The invitation is extended. 889 00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:14,280 I'm excited to meet you during the award show. 890 00:51:15,280 --> 00:51:17,800 Don't don't send security on me, but I might bum rush you on the 891 00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:20,120 stage. I'm just saying hell no. 892 00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:22,080 You are my face. Fuck you. 893 00:51:23,120 --> 00:51:25,560 Where can the public get in touch with you? 894 00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:28,160 Where can they get all this Ebony mystiqueness? 895 00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:32,640 All of it. Yeah, all my accounts are 896 00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,200 finally verified. Don't fuck with the face. 897 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,680 There's a lot of them. Look for that blue check. 898 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:40,640 Tik tokers are verified. But that's the real Ebony, Got 899 00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:42,320 it? Or the real Ebony Mystique 900 00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:45,240 onlyfans.com/ebony under score mistake. 901 00:51:45,280 --> 00:51:48,200 Just Google me. Just make sure do a FaceTime 902 00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:51,280 before you send some money. Which got to me something first. 903 00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:52,360 We going to figure it out but don't. 904 00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:54,840 Be getting don't. If you don't see this beautiful 905 00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:57,600 luscious lady lady at the end responding to what you're 906 00:51:57,600 --> 00:51:59,400 saying, it's a fake. It's a fake. 907 00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:03,400 Because I love y'all, I appreciate you all y'all very 908 00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:07,000 much supportive and it's more to fucking the mind when nowhere 909 00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:10,680 I'm just being I'm. Excited to see what unfolds for 910 00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:12,880 the next year. I can't. 911 00:52:13,240 --> 00:52:14,680 I cannot wait. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 912 00:52:14,720 --> 00:52:16,040 I cannot. It's going to be some shit. 913 00:52:16,040 --> 00:52:18,600 And y'all, you can reach me at Miz Radio Sapphire. 914 00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:24,560 That's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on Instagram, no Twitter and also 915 00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:26,400 Miz Radio sapphire.com. Of course. 916 00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:30,040 Subscribe to Sapphire's earplay on YouTube, Spotify for the 917 00:52:30,040 --> 00:52:34,360 visuals, although this one is solely audio, so you know where 918 00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:38,880 you got to go for that Ebony. Again, I'm just going to say 919 00:52:38,880 --> 00:52:40,840 thank you, thank you, thank you for your energy. 920 00:52:40,840 --> 00:52:43,320 Just everything, the gems that were dropped and I hope 921 00:52:43,320 --> 00:52:46,280 everybody just enjoys this fucking episode. 922 00:52:48,280 --> 00:52:52,120 And we will come back with a visual I make sure of the next 923 00:52:52,120 --> 00:52:53,720 they get the good. I gotcha. 924 00:52:55,560 --> 00:53:01,200 Yes, yes, remember y'all that safe sex is the best hot sex 925 00:53:01,880 --> 00:53:04,000 next time. Good night. 926 00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:08,120 That was the show all you sexy motherfuckers out there remember 927 00:53:08,120 --> 00:53:11,440 to follow at Miss Radio Sapphire and Sapphires ear play on 928 00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:13,440 Instagram. Want some ear gasms of the past 929 00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:15,200 and future? Make sure to follow on Apple 930 00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:19,480 Podcast, Spotify, iHeartRadio and all streaming platforms.