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Warning the following programme 
is not for the weak hearted. 

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Those who are close minded or in
general you're scared to learn 

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what's behind closed doors. 
Here at Sapphires Airplay. 

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I want you to pour the wine, 
grab somebody that you want to 

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hold on to or better yet get the
vibration stimulated through 

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your body. 
Get ready for one hell of an air

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gasm in 54321. 
What is up all you sexy mother 

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fuckers out there in Radio Land?
It's your girl sapphire. 

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You know I have to say this 
right now. 

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I have my very first in bedroom 
studio guest in like a year and 

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a half. 
Other than Benjamin, the Man, Mr

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Suit and Tie, no one else has 
been in studio in the same room 

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with me for about a year and a 
half. 

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So yes, I'm excited. 
I'm excited. 

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I'm honoured. 
This is my girl, Sabrina Perry, 

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very dear friend of mine. 
She is a screenwriter, writer, 

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director, poet, Tara reader. 
But that's not what I brought 

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her on to do today. 
She is going to interpret some 

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dreams. 
So, Sabrina, thank you so much, 

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girl. 
Thank you. 

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Thank you for having me. 
This is my first podcast ever. 

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This is like a since I've moved 
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I say it's like a rite of 
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So it is, it's either you have 
to start your own or you become 

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a guest or something like that. 
So 1000%, welcome to the show. 

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Boo, Boo. 
Thank you. 

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I'm glad to be popping your 
podcast, Cherry. 

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We're gonna have fun today, man.
I don't know about any of the 

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earbuds out there, but I feel 
like I have very vivid, wild 

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dreams and sometimes I just 
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And yeah, I'll, I'll look up, 
you know, look them up on the 

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Internet. 
But I never thought to hit you 

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up and be like girl. 
So I had this dream yesterday, 

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and maybe you can make some 
sense of it now. 

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Ben and I have moved in 
together. 

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We've slept together many a 
nights together and all that. 

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But to have consistent nights I 
I feel like I should have came 

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with a warning. 
I have night terrors like no 

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other. 
Like I will flat out scream. 

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Wow. 
Scream like somebody is killing 

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me. 
And sometimes not. 

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Even just like once a night. 
It's like sometimes 234 times a 

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night. 
Hmm. 

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It will happen. 
And I feel like a lot of times 

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like cause my mom suffers from a
lot of she'll have very vivid 

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dreams. 
She'll have like similar dreams 

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where she's kind of scared a lot
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People that have anxiety and if 
you're particularly going 

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through something that's super 
duper stressful, you will 

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probably more likely have dreams
like that where you know they 

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are more terrifying in the 
sense, but they're not. 

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As not as dire I would say as 
like like how they make you 

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feel, Yes. 
It's kind of like it's almost 

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like your brain is telling you 
how like your body feels when 

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that's under stress. 
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when I talk about it with my 
therapist, I was telling her 

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because it was scaring Bane a 
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Like, he was getting alarmed. 
He was like, yo, you need to 

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tell your therapist about. 
This. 

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He's always up at like 4:00 AM 
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He's like, I have to sleep like 
kind, but it's like literally, 

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even as a kid I have had, you 
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it was to a point where I can 
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before bedtime. 
And I love horror films. 

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Everybody knows this. 
I love, love, love horror films.

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I love true crime. 
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better. 
But what I've noticed now lately

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in my dreams, especially with 
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someone else is in the house. 
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side where there's a 9th. 
So we're ready to go. 

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Yeah. 
You know, some. 

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It's some shit went down. 
We got a knife. 

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I got the man in the bed. 
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But at the same time, I'll have 
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literally feel like there's 
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right next to him, grabbing him,
grabbing me. 

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I've had dreams where someone's 
hovering over me and then I wake

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up because I'm screaming. 
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And I know you're not supposed 
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myself up because I'll hear Ben 
and he'll like, quickly grope me

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to kind of, like bring me back 
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Yeah. 
But also I feel like the ongoing

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stress of as earbuds, I've been 
telling y'all, I'm not on 

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Twitter. 
So if you're asking why have I 

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not been tweeting, I'm not 
allowed on Twitter. 

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I put I posted about this on 
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Thank you, of course. 
They have a lot of my a lot of 

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my friends and audience are 
astrology, spiritualist, tarot 

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people. 
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I'm very excited to do this and 
I'm hope I hopefully they listen

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and I hope so too. 
I think they will, yeah. 

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I couldn't. 
I can't tweet anymore because of

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my soccer and that's been 
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too. 
Yeah, I mean that probably, you 

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know, that fear of having a 
stalker is probably, you know, 

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much in your brain and your 
subconscious now that you feel 

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like he's going to come and take
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And that's probably manifesting 
in your dreams. 

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It might your terrors might 
literally just be about that. 

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It's not. 
There might not even really be 

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much more deeper things to it. 
No, I mean, it's sometimes, you 

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know, whatever I dream of or 
watch the last, I'll have a 

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dream about and I'll see that 
person in my room and it freaks 

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me the fuck out. 
Yeah, but lately most of them 

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have been about him. 
But it also happens when he 

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coincidentally was calling. 
Yeah, I mean you probably. 

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I mean, everyone has intuition. 
So you when you have dreams like

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this, you know, even for myself,
I've had certain dreams that 

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kind of like premonition 
something like someone's coming 

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around or you know, something. 
You kind of just have that 

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feeling. 
So I it's to be mindful of that 

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as well. 
And also I was gonna say to you,

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do you notice that these dreams 
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your cycle? 
You know, that's funny. 

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It depends. 
Definitely have had, you know, 

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some night terrors where. 
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But most of the time when I'm 
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is definitely sex dreams. 
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higher, so then I'll have sex 
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But it's not about with my 
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Yeah, it's with random folks. 
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people that I haven't even 
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And I'll, you know, it would 
feel so real. 

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It will feel real as fuck I I've
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crushes, celebrities having sex 
with me at a sex party. 

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I've had a dream. 
Ironically, here's one So 

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yesterday when I woke up this 
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that went all over the place but
one I vividly remember was for 

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some reason my mom was meeting 
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OK, Michelle, who's been on the 
show and shout out Michelle. 

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He's shout out to Michelle and I
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listening to this one. 
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My Mama was hidden on Michelle. 
That's funny. 

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I was like, what the fuck is 
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That's so funny. 
That's that's really interesting

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to me. 
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Cause your mother, you know, 
whether you see your actual 

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mother or someone in your dream 
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mother, that's just obviously it
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So it was like it was weird 
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with me being polyamorous, it's 
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talk about it. 
Yeah, me being Poly amorous. 

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Let me not say Polly 
polyamorous. 

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I know that's always the the 
Turkey. 

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It's the tricky new phrasing. 
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I'm Pollyanna, not Polly. 
Yes, there's a big difference. 

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I'm not a it's. 
It's like, well, yeah, but I 

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also, you know, we don't want to
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because Polynesians. 
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I didn't think of that. 
So that's, that's the new thing.

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But yeah, it was just weird 
because it's like, here's my 

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mom, I love her to death. 
You know, for the most part, my 

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parents are very understanding. 
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me that they don't understand 
about polyamory. 

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It's something that we really 
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So it was just weird to me. 
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daddy wasn't, but my mom was, 
and she's meeting my girlfriend,

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and it was seemingly like she 
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really well or that she wanted 
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And my mom, for the record, is a
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Like, did she have wild days? 
Probably. 

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So I don't know how wild they 
got besides what she and my 

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daddy did, and I'm scarred for 
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OK, some of us figured out when 
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New Year's baby. 
Oh, I was a honeymoon baby in 

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Mexico. 
Nice. 

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Yeah, a lot of tequila infused. 
And here's the funnier thing, 20

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years down the line. 
My cousin who had just called me

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and her husband when they got 
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Mexico is one of their favourite
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They went to Mexico, they went 
to the same club that my parents

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got fucked up by and add me. 
There's something in that area 

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over there and they girl 
fertility something. 

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I'm not going to this place 
called Christines, OK? 

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I'm just not. 
I'm not going to the Christines 

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bar in in Puerto Vallarta not 
going cause I might come back 

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pregnant in an 8 happening. 
No babies for me, please. 

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No, but a real quick I did look 
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even though I'm a dream 
interpreter, there are so many 

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things you can dream about. 
So having multiple dictionaries 

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is always important. 
And then I will come up with my.

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Own interpretation as well. 
I really appreciate you doing 

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that because that just shows 
that you, yes, you can be a 

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specialist and expert in 
something, but you can always 

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refer back to books. 
I cannot stand it when experts 

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and I put in quotations. 
Experts. 

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Yeah, they just rather go off 
the Dome and it's like, no 

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motherfucker, Can you please 
have some research? 

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Doctors do it. 
They have their nurses in doctor

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doctoral handbooks. 
So can you. 

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I'm not going to be the source 
of everything. 

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I think it's also kind of like. 
Laying off, I would say it's 

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kind of like a shame thing too, 
that people, it's kind of like 

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almost like an imposter thing 
that they feel like also with 

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like her school system, like you
get tested, you know, it kind of

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feels like people, you know, 
when they're in, they feel like 

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they're quote unquote expert or 
something because they study it 

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for so long. 
They feel like they don't have 

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to learn anymore. 
And what I've learned about life

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so far in these 26 years of 
living is that I'm always going 

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to be a student of life. 
If anyone is an astrologer, I 

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have a Sagittarius Midheaven, so
I'm always up for learning and 

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teaching and all that fun stuff.
I was just about to say what the

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fuck is a mid heaven? 
So you have so in your astrology

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chart. 
You will have houses. 

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So when you have your ascendant,
you have four points. 

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Your ascendant, you're 
descendant, your IC, which I'm 

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like blanking on what that's 
kind of like, It's kind of like 

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more of like a lower point. 
And then you have your mid 

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heaven, which will be kind of 
like your mid heaven will be 

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more for your career. 
Kind of like where you're going,

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where you want to see yourself. 
Kind of the kind of above it. 

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Whereas like your your lower 
points can kind of represent 

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what you already know, kind of 
what you come into this life 

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knowing even sometimes past 
lives as well if people are 

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resonate with. 
Doing that past life record. 

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Like right now what's the word I
don't know but connecting with 

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our past lives and it also will 
talk more about your family like

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on that lower point interesting 
mid heavens more it talks more 

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about that side of the chart is 
more career how you present 

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yourself social circles and 
school kind of like that's that 

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more side of that chart. 
So I will say, see your mother 

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in a dream does indicate that 
pleasing results are kind of 

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coming and. 
Also, I think when you see your 

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mother, you know it is a symbol 
of like what mothers mean to 

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you, you know? 
And I think your mother getting 

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along with your partner is 
something that would be really 

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important to you. 
So I think seeing a dream of it 

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is actually indicating that it 
might be more pleasant than you 

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may think. 
You know, everyone has that, 

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those jitters before you meet, 
you know, parents meeting their 

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partner, you're always afraid 
how they're going to like them 

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and then you know they're so 
you're they're so into your 

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partner, you're like what like 
you were. 

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It kind of beats your 
expectation. 

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So I think it's honestly a good 
omen that. 

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To get even more in touch with 
like your feminine side. 

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OK. 
And for example, like, it's kind

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of just like like the masculine 
versus feminine energy. 

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I don't always like to 
categorise that binary because, 

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yeah, let's talk about that. 
Because when I whenever I am, 

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I'm not astrological at all. 
Like, yes, I know I'm an Aries. 

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I was literally just having this
conversation with a friend of 

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mine and I was like, I don't 
even know what the fuck a rising

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sun is, you know, I I don't know
how to find that. 

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I've tried, you know, websites, 
they don't register the city 

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that I was born in, which is 
very weird. 

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Interesting. 
Woodland Hills is not on these 

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charts. 
I would honest you don't have to

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be that specific. 
A lot of times you could just 

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put Los Angeles cause it's more 
or less for the time zone. 

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OK, it it doesn't matter 
location but. 

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I mean, like my father, for 
example, is born Italy in the 

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smallest town that's not going 
to be on the thing. 

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And I mean we we do all of our 
Italian family, we try to pull 

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up all their charts. 
Ohe goodness. 

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So getting as close as possible 
is always just advised. 

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You know it doesn't have to find
my rising sun then. 

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I think we did it a long time 
ago. 

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I know I'm an Aries born at 6:15
in the morning. 

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I. 
Actually, remember your big 

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three? 
Oh shit, I have a very. 

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Benjamin actually said I 
probably have a strong synapse. 

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From remembering people's 
birthdays and their big three 

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because I have such an interest,
interest in it, which I'm like, 

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yeah, probably coming from the 
man that's always like OHGI, me 

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and astrology. 
Yeah, yeah. 

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Anyway, you are. 
I remember I did this a while 

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ago. 
You were a airy Sun, Libra moon.

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Leo rising. 
And I remember this because I 

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remember I asked you one time. 
I said, you said like maybe you 

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did like a poll on your 
Instagram. 

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I was like ask about ask me any 
questions or like, let me know 

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something. 
And I was like, I really thought

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you were a Sagittarius rising 
for some reason. 

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And you looked it up and you 
were like, no, I'm actually a 

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Moon Leo rising. 
And I was like, OK, cool. 

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And then another time we did it.
And the reason why I remembered 

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is because I am a Libra, Sun, 
Aries, Moon. 

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So we had the inverse. 
OK, so that's why I was always 

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able to remember your chart. 
So we're not toxic signs, right?

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You know, for the record. 
Sister signs, actually. 

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Oh, I love that. 
We're very much like. 

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Our kind of balance. 
Or like Aries can kind of be the

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they're like the brave children 
of the Zodiac. 

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But the first sign, you know. 
Yeah. 

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It's not that say like Aries are
immature. 

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That's very. 
I don't like to, you know, kind 

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of put fraud broad strokes over 
it. 

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Yeah, like 4th record. 
I get mad when I go onto these 

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like little Instagram accounts 
that they talk about, you know, 

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the signs and everything. 
Everybody seems to shit on Aries

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a lot. 
They put them in the same 

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category as like a scorpion and 
I'm like are y'all fearful of a 

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fucking sex warrior. 
Very like we know what the fuck 

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we want in life. 
Well, it's funny that you 

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actually compare to your 
Scorpio, because Scorpio and 

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Aries are ruled by both ruled by
Mars traditionally. 

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OK, so they have similar 
energies of the planet and that 

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that kind of that Aries has that
fiery like. 

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Kind of is ready to start 
things, you know, very much a go

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getter, you know, and is very 
much willing to speak up for 

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little person. 
Whereas people don't always kind

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of give Aries this rap that 
they're immature or they know 

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they just kind of always want to
fight. 

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They're kind of picking fights, 
whatever. 

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They're very loyal and they're 
very much like protective as 

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well. 
And that's a lot of times people

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don't see that side. 
And they're just have a lot of 

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energy that sometimes people I 
think maybe intimidated by, I 

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could see that. 
And where it's funny where And 

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then your sisters, the Libra, 
are the scales. 

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You know, they're ruled by 
Venus, but Venus and Mars, I 

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would say, are like besties in 
the sense that they get all 

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they, you know, Mars really does
really well with venous signs, 

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which will be Taurus and Libra. 
So Libras are like diplomatic. 

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They're a little bit less, they 
have a harder time deciding 

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things, whereas like areas are 
much more like. 

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They decided faster. 
Interesting. 

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Where you know we kind of that's
where our balance kind of with 

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our sister signs but we because 
we are also the media like Libra

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technically like mediators so 
and Ben is a Libra. 

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So and it makes sense it it 
seems like out of the guy signs 

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I've ever came across his sign 
is the only one that has one 

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stuck around obviously. 
But at the same time, it's like 

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I do see the lion Libra is also 
a Lion. 

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No, Leos are the lion. 
Leo's are lions. 

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What are libras? 
Scales. 

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Scales like the justice scales. 
Oh, that makes even more sense 

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because he is done. 
He is like at the end of the day

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he justifies certain things is I
don't want to say he's an 

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overthinker, but he definitely 
is a well like out of the 

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relationship. 
He keeps me more balanced than I

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keep him balanced. 
Yeah, if that makes. 

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Sense whereas you probably on 
what you give him is drive and 

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you give him kind of that energy
push to go do things that. 

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Where he might be stuck around 
too much in his head, whereas 

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you kind of help him get out of 
that while he helps you. 

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That's kind of let the balance, 
which is funny because that's 

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what he does for me. 
I drive him because he drives me

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because I'm always chaos, like 
I'm the organised chaos as we 

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call it. 
He's the more disorganised 

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chaos. 
So it's before we get started 

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with anything I forgot to even 
get more about. 

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You oht yes Wayne. 
Like you know listeners are 

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probably like hold up save like 
how do we know Sabrina's legit? 

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Sabrina, when did you know you 
had this gift? 

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Because again, I had a another 
spiritual psychic on last week 

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and you know, we were talking 
about this and she's a Reiki 

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healer as well. 
Awesome. 

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And so we were talking about, 
you know, these foe psychics 

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that we'll just walk up to you 
and be like your aura and it's 

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like, well, hold up, you got to 
ask for consent to even try to 

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read me and shit. 
So it's like, again, you know, 

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from your perspective on things 
and you know, we see people on 

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Instagram more than ever now 
because of COVID, you know, 

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saying like, hey ioffer 
readings. 

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So, Instagram. 
TikTok, Twitter. 

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Yes, Facebook. 
So what? 

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Metaverse. 
Whatever it's called now. 

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Meta space. 
Whatever. 

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Yeah, whatever The fuck it's 
supposed to be meta. 

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You suck ass isn't. 
Twitter can kiss my ass too 

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right now. 
Get me fucking reverified. 

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Get me the fuck back on Twitter.
Stop using the hands of abusers.

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Stop listening to abusers 
anyways, cutting back to you. 

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When did you discover you had 
this gift that you needed to 

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share with others? 
It's very interesting question. 

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I love to answer. 
Growing up similar to you, I've 

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always went to Catholic school, 
so I've always been more 

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spiritually aligned to religion,
more or less. 

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These more recent years, I've 
kind of straight away because of

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just certain connotations that 
come with the church. 

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And as I've gotten older 
learning different perspective 

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but nonetheless I've always had 
the had an interest in spiritual

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matters and my mom also had a 
very strong spiritual matters 

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like interest in spiritual 
matters matters. 

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And she always would have like a
dream book, like a big dream 

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book that you would look up all 
your dreams on. 

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It would have like a little like
psychic test in there. 

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Kind of gave you like all this 
like how to. 

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And I remember just being a kid 
and that was like my favourite 

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thing to go, my mom's room for. 
I was just look out my dreams 

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and me and my sister would just 
like go through and just like 

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figure them out. 
And they had like very beautiful

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artwork, so. 
I find that funny. 

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As, you know, most people as 
kids, they they try to find, you

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know, mom and dad's sex toys or 
condoms and it going through 

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mommy and daddy's clothes. 
Oh no, Oh no, no, no. 

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I don't care anything about my 
parents sex life. 

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I love that it's away from me 
and I like to keep it that way. 

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But yeah, she it was never like 
it was a hidden thing either so 

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it was very easily accessible. 
But I've always been into 

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dreams. 
Whenever I would have one, I 

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would look it up. 
I was just trying to, like 

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figure out what it meant. 
And, you know, I always thought 

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it was cool that, like, dreams 
don't always mean like they're 

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literal meeting. 
They do have a kind of like 

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something. 
They're telling you something 

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else. 
Yes. 

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And I've always just been very 
in tune with my emotions as 

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well, even if I couldn't really 
decipher what they were. 

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I've always felt a lot. 
So I always liked dreams and 

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that's. 
And then my family's just kind 

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of like a spiritual Christian. 
Well, more Catholic, I would 

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say, because I don't know, I 
feel like sometimes Christians a

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little bit. 
Kind of like a broad strokes 

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term. 
There's always been, you know, 

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the the ongoing debate of, you 
know, Catholicism and 

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Christianity. 
You know, they do draw similar 

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lines. 
Yeah, I mean ongoing thing. 

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It's like in my family too, we 
got Catholics, Judaism, and then

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we have Christianity. 
It's like everybody's all over 

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the place. 
They're pretty still 

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monotheistic at the end of the 
day. 

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Absolutely. 
Everybody believes in a certain 

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God. 
You know, one piece of religion 

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believes that Jesus. 
You know Rose from the dead, the

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others do not. 
So you know there's not that 

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much of a difference. 
The stories are pretty much the 

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same. 
It's just somebody believes in 

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the Old and New Testament. 1 
believes them. 

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Just the Old Testament. 
Everything else was bullshit. 

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There you go. 
There's another day where we'll 

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talk about how Jesus was 
actually in astrology thing. 

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But I've definitely heard that 
before, which is very 

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interesting. 
I watched a TikTok on. 

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It. 
Oh my Lord. 

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Well, I I, I follow a lot of 
people that actually study this 

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stuff, but then the source it as
well. 

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But they kind of talk about the 
stars aligning and how Jesus is 

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actually a Pisces. 
He's not a Capricorn. 

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I mean, no Capricorn would 
sacrifice their life for 

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humanity like a Pisces would. 
I'm not saying Capricorns aren't

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possible of doing that, but when
you meet Capricorns like 

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sacrificing themselves for the 
good at like people like that. 

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They don't exist. 
They're slim. 

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They're like slim picking a 
little bit. 

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They're just like, why? 
You know, they look a little bit

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more questioned. 
They're little. 

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They're a little more Saturn 
rules. 

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So they're just like kind of 
like there's like restrictions 

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and stuff with them. 
So they're a little bit like, I 

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don't know about that. 
So back to the origins. 

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So yes, so, or rather I guess 
my. 

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Order your origins. 
So then I've I've also like my 

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family's been very superstitious
as well because my family is 

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also from Italy. 
The boot, yes. 

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So they have where they're towns
are from. 

450
00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:51,390
I've learned over the years that
they've known witches and 

451
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:55,380
they've known, you know, there's
a lot of, how would I say, 

452
00:23:55,390 --> 00:23:57,810
superstitions as well. 
I know I said that already, but 

453
00:23:57,820 --> 00:24:00,740
it's like. 
Do you have anybody who talks or

454
00:24:00,750 --> 00:24:05,470
sees the dead? 
Not exactly. 

455
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:12,230
So my mom has a lot of 
visitation dreams from past 

456
00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:15,870
family members that passed on. 
She did have an aunt back in 

457
00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:19,430
Italy for a while who also read 
tea leaves and coffee grounds. 

458
00:24:19,500 --> 00:24:21,380
Love that. 
Which I also got a cup and I'm 

459
00:24:21,390 --> 00:24:24,340
going to Start learning, so I'm 
very excited about that. 

460
00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:27,550
But she had. 
So there's always been, despite 

461
00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,850
being Catholic growing up and 
knowing that, like some of the 

462
00:24:30,860 --> 00:24:34,710
stuff is like a sin and it's 
like satanic never felt that 

463
00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:36,010
way. 
And I was always like, I kind of

464
00:24:36,020 --> 00:24:39,020
called bullshit on that for a 
very as a young age. 

465
00:24:39,030 --> 00:24:43,840
But I never really felt like I 
had time to really invest in it 

466
00:24:43,850 --> 00:24:46,320
till I got older because I just 
didn't really know and I was 

467
00:24:46,330 --> 00:24:48,080
hacking your kid. 
You kind of other things to 

468
00:24:48,090 --> 00:24:49,690
worry about. 
Yeah, you want you come into 

469
00:24:49,700 --> 00:24:52,600
your own about different things,
and then you tap into your other

470
00:24:52,610 --> 00:24:55,140
talents later on in life. 
Yeah, because something called 

471
00:24:55,150 --> 00:24:56,370
to you. 
Yeah. 

472
00:24:56,380 --> 00:24:59,250
And then I would, I remember as 
a kind of growing up as a 

473
00:24:59,260 --> 00:25:02,070
teenager, you know, I was, as I 
got a little older, my mom would

474
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:03,450
tell me she was been to 
psychics. 

475
00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:06,040
You know, she they've told her 
very accurate things. 

476
00:25:06,050 --> 00:25:08,240
You know, she always talk about 
these visitation dreams. 

477
00:25:08,310 --> 00:25:12,300
So eventually I I tricked my way
to a psychic. 

478
00:25:12,380 --> 00:25:16,700
What and and one of these kind 
of these St psychics. 

479
00:25:16,710 --> 00:25:21,470
You know, it's not to say that 
all these people that are kind 

480
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:24,370
of trying to take advantage of 
you or anything, but I felt like

481
00:25:24,420 --> 00:25:29,140
the woman I went to and she said
to me I had a family curse, 

482
00:25:29,150 --> 00:25:32,000
which I was like, I wouldn't 
doubt that, but I was like, OK, 

483
00:25:32,010 --> 00:25:33,230
cool. 
But she wants you. 

484
00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,780
They kind of want to keep coming
back and back, of course, and 

485
00:25:35,790 --> 00:25:38,170
spending a lot of money. 
You know, the the she was trying

486
00:25:38,180 --> 00:25:40,370
to get me to pay like $200.00 to
lift this curse. 

487
00:25:40,380 --> 00:25:43,290
And then the fuck. 
And then if you do it and then 

488
00:25:44,460 --> 00:25:47,190
she'll always have something 
else to say like, oh, it didn't 

489
00:25:47,200 --> 00:25:49,140
work fully. 
We got to keep doing it. 

490
00:25:49,150 --> 00:25:50,680
You know, like it's kind of 
something like that. 

491
00:25:50,690 --> 00:25:53,410
And that's where, you know, I 
had that experience really young

492
00:25:54,260 --> 00:25:56,420
and I thought, you know, 
especially now that I started 

493
00:25:56,430 --> 00:25:59,650
reading cards doing dream 
interpretations, I don't like to

494
00:25:59,660 --> 00:26:03,130
carry myself and just kind of 
this come back and see me in a 

495
00:26:03,140 --> 00:26:06,870
month or just kind of just feel 
like you have to come back and 

496
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:09,490
see me. 
And like if people, I have 

497
00:26:09,500 --> 00:26:12,990
returning clients, you know, I 
never, I don't like to push 

498
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,090
that. 
You need to come see me because 

499
00:26:15,100 --> 00:26:19,090
I feel like that's when the 
messages lose their legitimacy. 

500
00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:22,390
That makes sense because it's 
like how many messages can 

501
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,350
someone get per session? 
I I wouldn't. 

502
00:26:25,430 --> 00:26:29,920
Think that is psychic reading is
like going to a therapist every 

503
00:26:29,930 --> 00:26:31,840
week. 
I mean they look at your they 

504
00:26:31,850 --> 00:26:34,700
might look at your hands and do 
palm reading, but it's usually 

505
00:26:34,750 --> 00:26:37,940
very basic and they'll probably,
they'll probably say the same 

506
00:26:37,950 --> 00:26:39,100
thing to a bunch of other 
people. 

507
00:26:39,110 --> 00:26:42,210
Like if I talked to some other 
people that have had they've 

508
00:26:42,220 --> 00:26:43,900
gone to psychics where this has 
happened to them. 

509
00:26:43,910 --> 00:26:47,000
Their stories probably pretty 
identical to mine. 

510
00:26:47,550 --> 00:26:51,540
If time allows, we might have a 
live reading. 

511
00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:54,240
Oh awesome, I would love to get 
one. 

512
00:26:54,250 --> 00:26:57,790
You know, something brief, but. 
I think it would be interesting 

513
00:26:57,800 --> 00:27:01,770
because again, last week, last 
episode, there was a brief 

514
00:27:01,780 --> 00:27:06,850
reading. 
And again, full disclaimer, my 

515
00:27:07,020 --> 00:27:13,630
guest had no idea that I was 
going to take earplay on a break

516
00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:18,420
from the audio side and go back 
and doing, you know, possible 

517
00:27:18,430 --> 00:27:22,950
visual projects moving forward. 
So when she was saying all this,

518
00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:27,070
it was like, yeah, girl like. 
This is legit. 

519
00:27:27,180 --> 00:27:30,590
This is the truth. 
And how I, you know, want to 

520
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:33,250
move into a different direction 
creatively. 

521
00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:34,970
Because I'm not getting any 
older. 

522
00:27:34,980 --> 00:27:37,970
I'm not. 
I'm not young, but I'm not old. 

523
00:27:38,020 --> 00:27:40,210
Yeah. 
So I still have room to grow. 

524
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:41,570
Yeah. 
So it's. 

525
00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:45,100
It would be interesting to see 
what you have to say and what's 

526
00:27:45,110 --> 00:27:46,880
been going on with me. 
Yeah. 

527
00:27:46,890 --> 00:27:49,430
Because I haven't been sharing 
too much. 

528
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:51,430
So it would be interesting to 
see. 

529
00:27:51,580 --> 00:27:54,390
Yeah. 
I do want to get into, you know,

530
00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:57,370
as we were talking about subject
matter, sex dreams. 

531
00:27:57,440 --> 00:28:03,340
Hmm. 
Sex dreams are very interesting.

532
00:28:03,350 --> 00:28:06,930
If they are. 
I've had ones that felt like I 

533
00:28:06,940 --> 00:28:12,400
said real as hell, where I woke 
up coming. 

534
00:28:12,730 --> 00:28:14,260
I've woke up. 
What? 

535
00:28:14,330 --> 00:28:17,100
I've woken up so aroused I have 
to roll over. 

536
00:28:17,110 --> 00:28:20,860
And if there's a partner next to
me, I got to act upon my actions

537
00:28:20,950 --> 00:28:22,960
consensually. 
Of course, You know, most of the

538
00:28:22,970 --> 00:28:25,770
time, if you know, I go to 
before I go to bed, there's 

539
00:28:25,780 --> 00:28:28,080
always like a blanket consent, 
you know? 

540
00:28:28,090 --> 00:28:30,220
But yeah, sometimes all I just 
like. 

541
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:33,790
Wake him up with the case and if
they allow a little touching 

542
00:28:33,940 --> 00:28:37,000
then I'll go straight to the 
business to act on those dreams.

543
00:28:38,460 --> 00:28:44,680
You know, from one website I 
went on to sleepfoundation.org. 

544
00:28:44,730 --> 00:28:47,260
You know, they said that sex 
dreams are considered normal. 

545
00:28:47,270 --> 00:28:50,760
They're quite common. 
More than 70% of people report 

546
00:28:50,770 --> 00:28:54,560
experiencing have sex dreams at 
least once in their lifetime. 

547
00:28:55,150 --> 00:28:58,300
And I bet that number. 
I bet it would be even probably,

548
00:28:58,310 --> 00:29:01,160
like close. 
Like maybe like 98%. 

549
00:29:01,310 --> 00:29:04,140
If people sometimes people 
probably forget them, they might

550
00:29:04,150 --> 00:29:05,820
not even know they remember 
them. 

551
00:29:05,830 --> 00:29:09,240
So that's that's an interesting 
number, but very, very, very, 

552
00:29:09,250 --> 00:29:13,020
very, very common. 
They even say that, you know, 

553
00:29:13,890 --> 00:29:16,870
most people dream. 
Excuse me? 

554
00:29:19,070 --> 00:29:23,960
Most people dream. 
Of those, you know, people that 

555
00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:26,380
they have sex with, most of them
they recognise, but it's not 

556
00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:29,180
someone that they're technically
sexually attracted to. 

557
00:29:29,250 --> 00:29:31,940
Hmm. 
What do you interpret sex 

558
00:29:31,950 --> 00:29:34,860
streams like for you? 
What are sex streams, as someone

559
00:29:34,870 --> 00:29:39,140
who you know, studies these 
spiritual realm of? 

560
00:29:40,630 --> 00:29:46,570
Psychic healing. 
Sex dreams, Are they necessarily

561
00:29:46,580 --> 00:29:50,330
like, you got to act upon them? 
Or are they just, you know, 

562
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:52,350
something that's just running 
through our minds? 

563
00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:55,930
Because, you know, when we're at
a dream state, our mind just 

564
00:29:55,940 --> 00:29:57,470
wanders. 
Sometimes we can be the 

565
00:29:57,830 --> 00:30:01,060
especially for people who are 
asexual, if they woke up and had

566
00:30:01,110 --> 00:30:04,230
a sex dream, what does that say 
for someone who does not have 

567
00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:08,870
any interest in sex? 
Sex dreams almost always relate 

568
00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:12,950
to intimacy in your life and 
that doesn't always have to be 

569
00:30:12,960 --> 00:30:15,670
romantic. 
Pharmacy that having a more 

570
00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:22,460
intimate relationship with 
yourself with friends, family. 

571
00:30:22,650 --> 00:30:25,400
I I kind of said this in my tick
tock when I was talking about 

572
00:30:25,410 --> 00:30:27,070
sex dreams. 
I did like a little quick one 

573
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:30,380
but like even maybe one more 
intimate relationship like 

574
00:30:30,390 --> 00:30:32,360
relationships at work or with 
your work. 

575
00:30:32,410 --> 00:30:35,990
But I would disclaimer with work
like you know make sure it's 

576
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:39,700
professional and you know it's 
you know you're allowed or you 

577
00:30:39,710 --> 00:30:43,580
know that can kind of get into 
some uncharted territory. 

578
00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:46,340
Interesting You said that 
because there was an earbud 

579
00:30:46,350 --> 00:30:49,320
submission of a sex dream with 
the boss. 

580
00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:51,250
Uh-huh. 
Should we go in that and then 

581
00:30:51,260 --> 00:30:55,070
come right back or should we? 
Let's I'll say let's give a 

582
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:57,410
little bit more definition 
because I want, I want to help 

583
00:30:57,460 --> 00:31:00,750
some people, please. 
Of course so but then we will 

584
00:31:01,220 --> 00:31:05,770
jump into the boss because a lot
of times also with sex dreams, 

585
00:31:06,300 --> 00:31:10,370
despite also being about 
intimacy, the role of the person

586
00:31:10,380 --> 00:31:14,430
you have sex with kind of can 
talk about things that you are 

587
00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:17,720
trying to attain. 
So it depends on their 

588
00:31:17,730 --> 00:31:20,540
archetype. 
Like you know you you mentioned,

589
00:31:20,550 --> 00:31:22,510
say your mother say if you had a
dream where. 

590
00:31:24,570 --> 00:31:26,820
Again, it wasn't me having sex 
with my mom. 

591
00:31:26,830 --> 00:31:29,920
No. 
It was the fact that my mom 

592
00:31:29,970 --> 00:31:34,160
seemingly came off sexually 
interested in my partner. 

593
00:31:34,230 --> 00:31:39,970
So I think maybe that would 
conclude to something where you 

594
00:31:39,980 --> 00:31:42,150
want your mom to have more 
intimate relationships, maybe 

595
00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:45,570
with your partner or in the 
sense that a little more 

596
00:31:45,580 --> 00:31:47,690
closeness. 
It could also mean, like good 

597
00:31:47,700 --> 00:31:49,890
changes coming. 
It kind of talks about that as 

598
00:31:49,900 --> 00:31:55,770
well, because I do feel like sex
does kind of can change us. 

599
00:31:55,780 --> 00:31:58,790
It depends. 
I mean, I know virginity doesn't

600
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,570
really actually exist, but there
is that, you know, that change 

601
00:32:01,580 --> 00:32:05,520
of life from virgin to non 
virgin, Absolutely there is that

602
00:32:05,530 --> 00:32:06,930
change. 
You know, when you have sex. 

603
00:32:06,940 --> 00:32:10,950
It does change your dynamic with
a person, whether it's good or 

604
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:13,450
bad. 
And it depends really on how you

605
00:32:13,460 --> 00:32:15,210
enjoy the sex and the dream as 
well. 

606
00:32:16,060 --> 00:32:18,870
That kind of determines whether 
it's, you know, kind of a 

607
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:23,230
positive message or kind of like
wouldn't want to say negative. 

608
00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:25,640
But something you might need to 
work on or focus on that might 

609
00:32:25,650 --> 00:32:27,930
not be at. 
It's just not positive, you 

610
00:32:27,940 --> 00:32:31,350
know, It's just kind of real. 
But I definitely think sex 

611
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:33,890
dreams just kind of to talk 
about intimacy with even 

612
00:32:33,900 --> 00:32:37,730
yourself too. 
A lot of times the partner you 

613
00:32:37,740 --> 00:32:40,360
are having sex with from the 
dream is a reflection of 

614
00:32:40,370 --> 00:32:44,210
yourself, more or less. 
Whereas like if you see two 

615
00:32:44,220 --> 00:32:46,850
people having sex, that's going 
to talk more about your 

616
00:32:46,860 --> 00:32:51,490
relationship with someone. 
When you're saying like you are 

617
00:32:51,540 --> 00:32:54,650
watching somebody. 
So it might be like, voyeurism. 

618
00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:57,050
Yes. 
OK, so if you're, you know, you 

619
00:32:57,060 --> 00:33:00,310
see other people having 
enjoyable sex, you're like, ooh,

620
00:33:00,320 --> 00:33:02,190
OK, like that's what that talks 
about. 

621
00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:05,300
Interesting. 
What about when people have said

622
00:33:05,310 --> 00:33:09,160
that they have have like they've
seen themselves, but they're 

623
00:33:09,170 --> 00:33:11,250
hovering over their bodies 
having sex. 

624
00:33:11,300 --> 00:33:16,110
Or like in here's here's one, 
some people go into a Dreamlight

625
00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:18,670
state when they're having sex 
with their partner. 

626
00:33:18,740 --> 00:33:21,860
So they might go into that. 
Dream state of hovering over 

627
00:33:21,870 --> 00:33:25,420
their own body and seeing 
themselves in ecstasy with their

628
00:33:25,430 --> 00:33:26,740
partner? 
Yeah, What do? 

629
00:33:26,790 --> 00:33:31,350
How are those interpreted? 
I haven't really dealt much with

630
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:33,870
people that have had that 
antibody experience with, um, 

631
00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:37,030
actually during sex. 
I think that would also kind of 

632
00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:41,160
conclude to subspace as well, 
kind of that that's kind of 

633
00:33:41,170 --> 00:33:45,650
where my head went. 
I think it's more of like a 

634
00:33:45,660 --> 00:33:48,580
comfort thing. 
OK, that's where I think it's 

635
00:33:48,590 --> 00:33:51,000
just kind of like enjoying just 
the pleasure of it. 

636
00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:53,510
What about a date? 
You know, what's the difference 

637
00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:57,420
between people having just 
dreams when they go to sleep 

638
00:33:57,460 --> 00:34:01,550
versus a Daydream? 
And it might be involved in sex.

639
00:34:02,510 --> 00:34:04,860
Hmm. 
Is there any connection? 

640
00:34:04,870 --> 00:34:08,600
Would you say or I would say 
there is a connection because I 

641
00:34:08,610 --> 00:34:11,600
feel like if you are daydreaming
about something you secretly 

642
00:34:11,610 --> 00:34:14,320
want, maybe I wouldn't say 
secretly want it but more or 

643
00:34:14,330 --> 00:34:18,230
less want it. 
On a subconscious level, you are

644
00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:23,530
daydreaming about sex. 
I guess you do want to feel 

645
00:34:23,540 --> 00:34:27,110
close with people you know, and 
you kind of want to, especially 

646
00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:28,179
sometimes when you're 
daydreaming. 

647
00:34:28,190 --> 00:34:30,510
Like, I know from my own 
experience that you usually 

648
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:34,260
daydreaming about having sex 
with someone you you like, you 

649
00:34:34,270 --> 00:34:37,770
know you want to have sex with. 
So it's more or less like kind 

650
00:34:37,780 --> 00:34:42,330
of kind of like a mental 
masturbation almost, I feel 

651
00:34:42,340 --> 00:34:44,420
like. 
Hey, masturbation is good for 

652
00:34:44,429 --> 00:34:47,370
the soul. 
So I I feel like the difference 

653
00:34:47,380 --> 00:34:50,449
between like the Daydream is 
kind of you know, it is more of 

654
00:34:50,460 --> 00:34:51,929
a control. 
I would say daydreaming is 

655
00:34:51,940 --> 00:34:54,550
probably more similar like lucid
dreaming. 

656
00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:57,690
If you can achieve that, OK, 
because you kind of have that 

657
00:34:57,700 --> 00:34:59,930
control over it because you are 
kind of awake. 

658
00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:02,790
I mean, you can let your 
imagination run free and it kind

659
00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:07,150
of is daydreaming is seeing your
imagination in your waking life,

660
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:10,820
whereas regular, regular dreams 
throughout the day. 

661
00:35:10,830 --> 00:35:14,020
If you just have like these 
these regular images, you know, 

662
00:35:14,030 --> 00:35:16,650
it's just kind of your brain 
just processing like what's 

663
00:35:16,660 --> 00:35:19,560
going on around you, the images 
it's seen, it's kind of dealing 

664
00:35:19,570 --> 00:35:22,400
with what it saw today. 
And you know, it's kind of 

665
00:35:22,410 --> 00:35:24,340
dealing with some stuff you 
might have seen five years ago 

666
00:35:24,350 --> 00:35:26,760
and you totally forgot about. 
You know, it's just trying to 

667
00:35:27,110 --> 00:35:30,480
cycle things and your brain 
doesn't wonderful job at trying 

668
00:35:30,490 --> 00:35:34,120
to release things that you don't
really need to know anymore. 

669
00:35:34,170 --> 00:35:37,100
Like you don't have to remember 
every little detail. 

670
00:35:37,110 --> 00:35:40,190
You know everyone's name. 
You know people certain, you 

671
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:43,590
know sometimes they will be, you
will remember them out of the 

672
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,030
blue and you're like totally 
forgot that you actually like 

673
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:48,830
had this and it unlocked 
something in you, right. 

674
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:51,630
Which dreams kind of have that 
funny doing. 

675
00:35:51,640 --> 00:35:53,850
But they usually, you know, 
dreams when they unlock 

676
00:35:53,860 --> 00:35:56,010
something like that it's usually
for a purpose. 

677
00:35:56,540 --> 00:35:59,910
But it's easy to tell. 
I feel like when you just having

678
00:35:59,920 --> 00:36:05,730
a dream, just a dream, because 
when you wake up it's that's 

679
00:36:05,740 --> 00:36:10,850
what determines, I feel how 
important the dream was. 

680
00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:13,850
I like that. 
So there, there you go, folks. 

681
00:36:13,860 --> 00:36:17,090
Sometimes the sex dreams are not
as important as you may think. 

682
00:36:17,140 --> 00:36:21,530
Yeah, they're just kind of you 
may, you may feel also if you 

683
00:36:21,540 --> 00:36:24,650
feel like you're having sex 
dreams where at a time where 

684
00:36:24,660 --> 00:36:28,000
you're not really having sex 
with your partner or you're just

685
00:36:28,010 --> 00:36:31,410
not having sex in general, you 
kind of want to you want to be 

686
00:36:31,420 --> 00:36:33,200
close with people. 
You kind of want that. 

687
00:36:33,210 --> 00:36:39,350
And I I wouldn't be surprised if
in this COVID, I don't want to 

688
00:36:39,360 --> 00:36:41,500
call it an error because that's 
a little long, but it might 

689
00:36:41,510 --> 00:36:44,590
become an era. 
But in these times of COVID that

690
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:47,810
people are craving intimacy and 
trying to want to be with more 

691
00:36:47,820 --> 00:36:50,970
people, I wouldn't be surprised 
if these kind of dreams are more

692
00:36:50,980 --> 00:36:52,710
common right now. 
Absolutely. 

693
00:36:52,780 --> 00:36:55,830
Because people want to share 
that intimacy again and they 

694
00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:59,600
want to feel loved. 
You know, kind of our brains 

695
00:36:59,610 --> 00:37:03,050
want us to feel, want us to 
remind us that our brain does 

696
00:37:03,060 --> 00:37:06,030
love us. 
Not to mention, it's 

697
00:37:06,040 --> 00:37:08,790
scientifically known, and I've 
said this in probably almost 

698
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:11,450
every episode leading throughout
this. 

699
00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:13,850
Again, we are still in a 
pandemic. 

700
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:19,510
You know, the human body needs 
physical touch and not just from

701
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:21,830
ourselves. 
Yeah, sure, we can love each 

702
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:25,140
other, We can touch each other. 
But to feel intimacy with 

703
00:37:25,150 --> 00:37:27,830
somebody else, it doesn't always
have to even be sexual. 

704
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:31,190
A hug. 
We were deprived of hugs for a 

705
00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:33,910
year, yes. 
Hugs. 

706
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:35,820
Kisses. 
Just seeing somebody. 

707
00:37:35,940 --> 00:37:39,040
Face to face, Yeah, right now I 
have to say I'm feel I'm 

708
00:37:39,050 --> 00:37:42,500
fulfilling a need. 
I have not had anybody face to 

709
00:37:42,510 --> 00:37:48,400
face with me in a studio, yeah. 
That's that's being glorious. 

710
00:37:48,410 --> 00:37:51,460
This has been great. 
I feel like the last time I 

711
00:37:51,470 --> 00:37:55,380
well, there was the time where 
for fuck university I helped. 

712
00:37:55,390 --> 00:37:58,130
I did that little photo shoot 
with you guys that was probably 

713
00:37:58,140 --> 00:38:00,480
like, but that again you were 
with Benjamin. 

714
00:38:00,490 --> 00:38:03,380
So you know it's a little 
different, A little different 

715
00:38:03,430 --> 00:38:05,860
when you also see him all day. 
Exactly. 

716
00:38:05,870 --> 00:38:09,450
So it's nice to have. 
Somebody outside of my intimate 

717
00:38:09,460 --> 00:38:13,030
relationships to be like, fuck, 
this is what it's like to 

718
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:15,230
interact again. 
Yeah, you know, we're all 

719
00:38:15,240 --> 00:38:17,580
relearning things. 
And again while. 

720
00:38:17,940 --> 00:38:19,880
Changed. 
A lot of this has changed. 

721
00:38:19,890 --> 00:38:23,030
I mean, to say that I was the 
same person I was at March 2020 

722
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:26,590
would be false, and that's OK. 
That part, well, it's also, you 

723
00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:29,000
know, with having sex dreams. 
Like I mentioned earlier, they 

724
00:38:29,010 --> 00:38:33,570
all they do denote change, so 
that is important to know. 

725
00:38:33,580 --> 00:38:36,750
If you do have you know things 
are changing around you. 

726
00:38:36,820 --> 00:38:39,770
Um. 
And I think a lot of times when 

727
00:38:39,780 --> 00:38:43,140
you do have sex dreams, you kind
of want to, you kind of want to 

728
00:38:43,150 --> 00:38:44,420
see what's going to change 
around you. 

729
00:38:44,430 --> 00:38:46,060
But you might be hesitant as 
well. 

730
00:38:46,070 --> 00:38:49,500
So you kind of because a lot of 
times, especially if you have 

731
00:38:49,510 --> 00:38:53,660
sex with someone that you 
previously were involved with, 

732
00:38:53,830 --> 00:38:56,160
if that kind of keeps repeating,
I feel like you're kind of 

733
00:38:56,170 --> 00:38:58,850
craving that what you had at one
point. 

734
00:38:58,860 --> 00:39:01,710
We're missing those feelings. 
And you don't always have to 

735
00:39:01,720 --> 00:39:03,650
necessarily miss that person in 
the waking life. 

736
00:39:03,660 --> 00:39:06,480
Like you don't know, they could 
have been toxic for you in a 

737
00:39:06,490 --> 00:39:08,080
relationship. 
You know, you just kind of maybe

738
00:39:08,090 --> 00:39:11,430
end things on good, good or bad 
terms, but you might just miss 

739
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:15,690
that those just those physical 
feelings of, you know, pleasure 

740
00:39:15,700 --> 00:39:18,270
too. 
Because we do live in a society 

741
00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:22,350
that kind of feels like pleasure
is almost like a reward, not 

742
00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:26,180
like a it's it's not a right, 
it's a privilege. 

743
00:39:26,190 --> 00:39:27,220
Almost. 
Yes. 

744
00:39:27,890 --> 00:39:30,560
Especially think of Bob's 
Burgers quote, where I know this

745
00:39:30,570 --> 00:39:33,820
is very random, not about sex at
all, but it's like the kids at 

746
00:39:33,830 --> 00:39:38,940
school are making fun of Tina 
and Louise goes, that's our job.

747
00:39:38,950 --> 00:39:41,150
That's not, it's a privilege, 
not a right. 

748
00:39:41,370 --> 00:39:44,380
So every time I say that, I 
always think I'm literally 

749
00:39:44,390 --> 00:39:47,490
quoting Bob's Burgers for all 
the OG Bobs burgers fans out 

750
00:39:47,500 --> 00:39:52,490
there like myself, which you 
know, side note, I think Bob and

751
00:39:52,500 --> 00:39:57,150
Linda are an awesome couple to. 
For the record, y'all, I have no

752
00:39:57,160 --> 00:39:59,210
idea what just what the fuck 
she's talking about, but I'ma 

753
00:39:59,220 --> 00:40:02,090
let her talk. 
So I mean I saw this on Twitter.

754
00:40:02,100 --> 00:40:04,430
I don't know if anybody has seen
this any of your audience 

755
00:40:04,440 --> 00:40:07,920
members, but they were like 
talking about like animated 

756
00:40:07,930 --> 00:40:11,130
characters that they think would
be good or at giving head and 

757
00:40:11,140 --> 00:40:14,810
they put Bob, Bob Belcher first.
I don't know if you ever seen 

758
00:40:14,820 --> 00:40:16,020
Bob Belcher. 
I I've. 

759
00:40:16,030 --> 00:40:18,200
I've seen drawings of these 
folks. 

760
00:40:18,210 --> 00:40:21,450
I've seen like photos of them, 
but I have never sat and 

761
00:40:21,460 --> 00:40:22,810
watched. 
Episode of My life. 

762
00:40:22,820 --> 00:40:23,980
That's so funny. 
You would. 

763
00:40:23,990 --> 00:40:25,330
I think you would really enjoy 
it. 

764
00:40:25,430 --> 00:40:28,780
People, that's the thing. 
Like like side note, here we go 

765
00:40:28,790 --> 00:40:30,890
on and tangy. 
And I don't really watch the 

766
00:40:30,900 --> 00:40:33,890
animated comedy shows. 
The only one that's really stuck

767
00:40:33,900 --> 00:40:37,500
with me that I've like, really 
gravitated to is Netflix's Big 

768
00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:39,640
Mouth. 
That's the only one I love. 

769
00:40:39,690 --> 00:40:43,520
I'm pretty sure there is some 
crossovers with the voice 

770
00:40:43,530 --> 00:40:45,480
actors. 
Oh, very much. 

771
00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:48,700
I really loved Bob's Burgers. 
This is very since they have a 

772
00:40:48,750 --> 00:40:50,920
there's a funny they have a 
couple episodes. 

773
00:40:51,010 --> 00:40:52,970
They've dedicated a lot of times
to Valentine's Day. 

774
00:40:53,040 --> 00:40:54,810
Like every year they do 
something and it's. 

775
00:40:54,820 --> 00:40:57,520
Always most shows, and it's 
always like Bob and Linda's 

776
00:40:57,870 --> 00:40:59,980
thing, and they're always really
bad at Valentine's Day. 

777
00:40:59,990 --> 00:41:02,550
But they love each other, which 
is the really funny, ironic 

778
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:03,900
thing. 
Like, they're a perfect couple, 

779
00:41:03,910 --> 00:41:07,300
like, but when Valentine's Day 
rolls around, they're always 

780
00:41:07,310 --> 00:41:10,940
just kind of like, like. 
Like what do we do? 

781
00:41:10,990 --> 00:41:15,020
But they had this one episode 
where they Linda does like A7 

782
00:41:15,070 --> 00:41:17,000
just almost like an advent 
calendar. 

783
00:41:17,090 --> 00:41:20,750
What the for Valentine's Day 
because Bobby so bad at it that 

784
00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:24,060
she plans things so like the one
night they get like sexy dice 

785
00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:28,210
and it's like it keeps rolling 
to like lick foot and like just 

786
00:41:28,220 --> 00:41:31,230
like things and like one night 
he has to strip tease for her 

787
00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:33,970
but like his windows open and 
the people across the street are

788
00:41:33,980 --> 00:41:36,600
like yelling things to him. 
They're like they're they're 

789
00:41:36,610 --> 00:41:38,970
just making fun of him But then 
he keeps going just like out of 

790
00:41:38,980 --> 00:41:42,040
spite because and he just could 
only and he's like all I could 

791
00:41:42,050 --> 00:41:46,990
do is kind of just like round 
his hips around like it's it's I

792
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,510
really liked Bob's Burger. 
I really like Bob's Burgers 

793
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:55,410
because it's not satirical, OK? 
It's just more or less like, 

794
00:41:55,420 --> 00:41:58,370
genuinely like just this family 
dynamics. 

795
00:41:58,380 --> 00:42:01,330
Just like the they're quirky and
they're just like they own a 

796
00:42:01,340 --> 00:42:02,460
rat. 
They work in this restaurant 

797
00:42:02,470 --> 00:42:05,400
that doesn't do well and it's 
kind of just they like get into 

798
00:42:05,410 --> 00:42:08,290
shenanigans with the town and 
they're just like, they're just 

799
00:42:08,300 --> 00:42:10,330
so like loving and comforting. 
I don't know. 

800
00:42:10,940 --> 00:42:12,610
But I digress. 
About. 

801
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:15,450
Oh, it's fine. 
I'm gonna take a sip of water. 

802
00:42:15,520 --> 00:42:18,450
Take a sip girl. 
Alright, let's interpret some 

803
00:42:18,460 --> 00:42:20,810
earbuds extremes. 
And it's very interesting 

804
00:42:20,820 --> 00:42:23,130
because you've already pointed 
out. 

805
00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:26,000
Them. 
And without even reading these, 

806
00:42:26,010 --> 00:42:28,840
which is great, she's kept them 
a secret from me. 

807
00:42:28,890 --> 00:42:33,720
I have, so I don't want to start
off with a sad one. 

808
00:42:33,730 --> 00:42:36,660
So let's do a fun one. 
Let's do it. 

809
00:42:37,190 --> 00:42:39,500
Not a sex dream, but an ongoing 
dream. 

810
00:42:39,510 --> 00:42:43,240
I'm running through a field 
chased by I kid you not Jason 

811
00:42:43,250 --> 00:42:47,080
the dude with the hockey mask. 
For the record, his name is 

812
00:42:47,090 --> 00:42:51,710
Jason Voorhees. 
Then at some point, lock eyes 

813
00:42:51,720 --> 00:42:55,290
start to dance. 
Then it cuts to me seeing dead 

814
00:42:55,300 --> 00:42:59,450
bodies all over the woods. 
Sometimes it's versions of me 

815
00:42:59,460 --> 00:43:03,060
from the past, sometimes it's 
people who've bullied me. 

816
00:43:03,210 --> 00:43:07,260
Am I a psycho killer or should I
stop watching horror films late 

817
00:43:07,270 --> 00:43:10,840
at night? 
Well, well, I definitely don't 

818
00:43:10,850 --> 00:43:14,500
think you're a psycho killer. 
Whoever submitted this stream, I

819
00:43:14,510 --> 00:43:17,980
think you're probably a very 
nice person because you actually

820
00:43:17,990 --> 00:43:21,510
are able to see in your dream 
that proceed past versions of 

821
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:22,770
yourself. 
You're never gonna be the same 

822
00:43:22,780 --> 00:43:26,490
person over and over again. 
So I think that's actually kind 

823
00:43:26,500 --> 00:43:28,790
of cool that you do. 
You see different versions of 

824
00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:30,860
yourself. 
Now, the fact that they said 

825
00:43:30,870 --> 00:43:34,620
they have seen like the dead 
bodies of their pasos, does that

826
00:43:34,630 --> 00:43:37,500
mean that they technically are 
killing their own past or is 

827
00:43:37,510 --> 00:43:40,110
that too literal thinking? 
It's not that it's. 

828
00:43:40,420 --> 00:43:42,390
I wouldn't say it's too literal 
thinking. 

829
00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:45,310
It's more or less like a version
of yourself that allowed things 

830
00:43:45,320 --> 00:43:46,890
to happen. 
Like I don't know what this 

831
00:43:46,900 --> 00:43:48,860
person is like. 
OK, so this person went through 

832
00:43:48,870 --> 00:43:52,610
some bullying and I saw, you 
know, I saw something recently 

833
00:43:52,620 --> 00:43:56,140
where I was talking about how in
the part of the healing process 

834
00:43:56,150 --> 00:43:59,080
you have to kind of also grieve 
out the the version of yourself 

835
00:43:59,090 --> 00:44:03,030
that allowed that to happen. 
So it's kind of a, it's almost 

836
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:05,490
kind of strength rewarding in a 
way that, you know, you were 

837
00:44:05,500 --> 00:44:09,130
able to overcome and kind of 
rejuvenate yourself from. 

838
00:44:09,140 --> 00:44:12,930
Dealing with these hardship, and
especially with bullying is so, 

839
00:44:13,060 --> 00:44:16,350
so hard and especially when 
you're a child, you know makes 

840
00:44:16,490 --> 00:44:18,690
much more of a difference. 
Absolutely. 

841
00:44:18,700 --> 00:44:20,850
Because that's kind of 
ingrained, you know, your brains

842
00:44:20,860 --> 00:44:23,850
not fully developed, going to 
carry into your adulthood. 

843
00:44:23,860 --> 00:44:25,890
Yeah. 
And I think actually this person

844
00:44:25,900 --> 00:44:31,030
has done a lot of good work with
healing from that and standing 

845
00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,110
in their own. 
And I would like to congratulate

846
00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:36,610
them. 
I do think being chased, Let me 

847
00:44:36,620 --> 00:44:40,390
see what the book says. 
Chase chasing dreams are very 

848
00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:43,830
common because you might be 
trying to quite literally be 

849
00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:48,340
running from something. 
But let me see what this says. 

850
00:44:48,350 --> 00:44:51,210
Chase, chase, chase. 
OK, so the dream of being chased

851
00:44:51,220 --> 00:44:54,030
suggests a comfortable life with
new friends and family. 

852
00:44:54,700 --> 00:44:56,910
So I think you're actually like 
you might. 

853
00:44:56,960 --> 00:45:00,200
I feel like a lot of times this 
person also might be stuck in 

854
00:45:00,210 --> 00:45:02,560
their head sometimes about this 
past. 

855
00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:06,530
And I think why they see these 
these kind of like gruesome 

856
00:45:06,540 --> 00:45:10,250
things is to show you how much 
they've cleansed themselves of 

857
00:45:10,260 --> 00:45:13,220
it. 
So they're they're actually, you

858
00:45:13,230 --> 00:45:16,970
know it it kind of comes off 
bad, but it's actually a good a 

859
00:45:16,980 --> 00:45:20,150
good meeting let they're like 
they're they're moving on from 

860
00:45:20,160 --> 00:45:21,030
it. 
OK. 

861
00:45:21,440 --> 00:45:25,400
And to kind of not look back at 
it, because when you stay stuck 

862
00:45:25,410 --> 00:45:30,200
in the past, you will kind of 
you know, you won't grow 

863
00:45:30,210 --> 00:45:32,280
anymore, you know? 
You can't dwell on your own 

864
00:45:32,290 --> 00:45:33,940
past. 
You gotta move forward. 

865
00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:36,880
I mean, it's not to say that you
should forget the past, right? 

866
00:45:36,930 --> 00:45:40,060
Because then you might be doomed
to have it repeat. 

867
00:45:40,230 --> 00:45:42,410
So it's kind of learning from 
it. 

868
00:45:42,420 --> 00:45:46,160
It's kind of also it's trying to
say to you, I think it's also 

869
00:45:46,170 --> 00:45:50,320
kind of commenting on like being
present this dream, because I 

870
00:45:50,330 --> 00:45:52,170
feel like, you know, that 
movement, you know, you're just 

871
00:45:52,180 --> 00:45:54,660
kind of rushing around things. 
So it's like trying to, you 

872
00:45:54,670 --> 00:45:57,500
know, take a moment to be 
mindful of like what's going on.

873
00:45:57,510 --> 00:46:02,330
And also it correct me if I'm 
wrong, is Jason wear a mask? 

874
00:46:02,380 --> 00:46:05,410
Jason dies, as the person 
pointed out, wearing the hockey 

875
00:46:05,420 --> 00:46:06,500
mask. 
Yeah. 

876
00:46:06,560 --> 00:46:09,070
So it's definitely something 
that has to be uncovered as 

877
00:46:09,080 --> 00:46:12,840
well, something that that 
something that looks one way on 

878
00:46:12,850 --> 00:46:15,590
the surface but might be 
something else underneath. 

879
00:46:16,300 --> 00:46:19,390
All right, so yeah, and 
especially watching scary movies

880
00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:22,530
before bed will. 
Trigger, trigger some of those 

881
00:46:22,540 --> 00:46:26,090
images to pop up because your 
brains processing them and 

882
00:46:26,100 --> 00:46:29,070
that's like the last thing it 
saw before you shut your eyes. 

883
00:46:29,080 --> 00:46:31,450
So it's going to be very, I feel
like it's gonna be very 

884
00:46:31,460 --> 00:46:35,130
prominent in front. 
OK, here's another one. 

885
00:46:35,180 --> 00:46:39,130
I'm a gay man, 46 years old, and
yet recently, since going to my 

886
00:46:39,140 --> 00:46:42,960
first play party, all I seem to 
be having is dreams of having 

887
00:46:42,970 --> 00:46:45,510
orgies with women. 
I've been out of the closet for 

888
00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:49,170
almost 30 years, been married 
twice and recently started 

889
00:46:49,180 --> 00:46:52,690
entering the swingers lifestyle.
While congratulations for 

890
00:46:52,700 --> 00:46:55,460
finding out about that about 
yourself in that way. 

891
00:46:55,580 --> 00:46:59,520
And disclaimer, this type of 
dream does not. 

892
00:46:59,530 --> 00:47:02,790
You know, I'm not trying to 
speak for this dreamer, but if 

893
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:06,550
they don't feel like, you know, 
they're, you know, they they're 

894
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:09,840
very proud and being attracted 
to guys doesn't mean that they 

895
00:47:09,850 --> 00:47:12,580
are going to, you know, maybe 
switch, Well, I won't say 

896
00:47:12,590 --> 00:47:15,840
switch, but like kind of easing 
the bisexuality or anything. 

897
00:47:15,950 --> 00:47:22,760
I would actually say that this 
person is kind of has to deal 

898
00:47:22,770 --> 00:47:29,200
with their, uh, feminine side. 
Interesting because like I said 

899
00:47:29,210 --> 00:47:32,960
earlier, when you're having sex 
with someone, usually when you 

900
00:47:32,970 --> 00:47:35,990
have sex with someone, other 
people in our dreams are 

901
00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:38,180
reflections of ourselves. 
I don't know if you've ever seen

902
00:47:38,190 --> 00:47:40,260
Inception. 
I have. 

903
00:47:40,270 --> 00:47:45,480
So in Inception, I think this is
another movie that really struck

904
00:47:45,490 --> 00:47:46,940
my. 
I loved it because it was all 

905
00:47:46,950 --> 00:47:49,620
about dreams. 
But the projections in the dream

906
00:47:49,630 --> 00:47:52,020
are protectors. 
They kind of, you know, like the

907
00:47:52,030 --> 00:47:54,480
whole scene where they know 
they're kind of infiltrating 

908
00:47:54,490 --> 00:47:57,390
whatever. 
But when you have a sex with 

909
00:47:58,150 --> 00:48:00,940
someone, especially someone that
you know some some type of 

910
00:48:00,950 --> 00:48:06,330
gender that is not your usual 
interest, will definitely talk 

911
00:48:06,340 --> 00:48:09,340
about getting being more 
intimate with your feminine 

912
00:48:09,350 --> 00:48:14,510
side, especially for from a gay 
man doesn't really matter, 

913
00:48:14,520 --> 00:48:17,980
they're gay man. 
But because they kind of already

914
00:48:17,990 --> 00:48:21,630
have this, there's kind of that 
stigma that gay men are more 

915
00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:26,320
feminine in nature. 
So maybe there maybe this person

916
00:48:26,330 --> 00:48:27,780
trying to resist that a little 
bit. 

917
00:48:28,270 --> 00:48:31,320
Or there maybe they have to be 
more in touch with when I say 

918
00:48:31,330 --> 00:48:36,170
feminine, I disclaimer, I don't 
mean just, you know, woman. 

919
00:48:36,230 --> 00:48:39,420
I mean more or less like 
nurturing, protecting. 

920
00:48:39,460 --> 00:48:42,940
So not so much flamboyancy. 
Yes, not flamboyancy. 

921
00:48:42,990 --> 00:48:47,000
Not trying to be a stereotypical
woman. 

922
00:48:48,070 --> 00:48:51,120
Traits. 
I'm talking about that nurture. 

923
00:48:51,170 --> 00:48:56,350
That kind of just that care. 
There's like a career to it. 

924
00:48:56,420 --> 00:48:59,730
It's not to say that masculine 
energy doesn't care, but there 

925
00:48:59,740 --> 00:49:03,630
is that more like comfort, you 
know, that deals with comfort 

926
00:49:03,640 --> 00:49:10,200
and dealing with just being in 
with yourself and just kind of 

927
00:49:10,210 --> 00:49:15,040
in your emotions as well. 
Maybe also like this is not to 

928
00:49:15,050 --> 00:49:18,340
say for this dream, but you 
know, if they are going to 

929
00:49:18,350 --> 00:49:24,150
certain parties, maybe they feel
intimidated by some of the the 

930
00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:25,390
women there. 
OK. 

931
00:49:26,670 --> 00:49:33,300
Or maybe they feel, hmm, depends
on the dream dreamers kind of 

932
00:49:33,310 --> 00:49:35,620
like perspective. 
I'm not saying that this dreamer

933
00:49:35,630 --> 00:49:38,660
in particular is intimidated by 
the women at these parties, but 

934
00:49:38,710 --> 00:49:43,260
maybe kind of want to take a 
like a note from their playbook.

935
00:49:43,330 --> 00:49:47,340
Got it Almost. 
Because I feel like there is 

936
00:49:47,350 --> 00:49:52,620
typically a kind of a dynamic 
between men and women, men and 

937
00:49:52,630 --> 00:49:56,780
women specifically. 
I'm not talking about non binary

938
00:49:56,790 --> 00:50:00,710
people or people that do not 
identify with the gender binary 

939
00:50:01,500 --> 00:50:04,570
when they go to sex parties. 
There is this kind of like, you 

940
00:50:04,580 --> 00:50:07,970
know, those stereotypes, you 
know, our society doesn't stop. 

941
00:50:08,020 --> 00:50:10,530
No, when we go into these types 
of parties, so you. 

942
00:50:10,540 --> 00:50:15,470
See all different walks of life.
You know, I've been to queer sex

943
00:50:15,480 --> 00:50:19,260
parties, but they were queer sex
parties that were more LED 

944
00:50:19,270 --> 00:50:24,940
towards. 
Vulva vagina owners I got, you 

945
00:50:24,950 --> 00:50:27,900
know, I've also been to queer 
sex parties where it didn't 

946
00:50:27,910 --> 00:50:30,840
matter. 
It was just queer, you know, So 

947
00:50:30,850 --> 00:50:33,950
you saw all walks of life. 
And then of course I've gone to 

948
00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,900
your, you know, your typical 
straight, you know, sex parties.

949
00:50:36,910 --> 00:50:41,270
But there's also bisexual women.
I haven't really been to one 

950
00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:44,940
that's had bisexual or gay men 
per se. 

951
00:50:45,350 --> 00:50:49,740
And if I did, I wouldn't know 
because, you know, it's not like

952
00:50:49,750 --> 00:50:52,960
I'm going through every room to 
see who's going to. 

953
00:50:53,030 --> 00:50:56,410
Makeup, yeah, But I'm pretty 
sure you know, if you're into 

954
00:50:56,420 --> 00:50:59,940
the lifestyle. 
They could just be hanging out, 

955
00:50:59,950 --> 00:51:03,360
chilling and and not even 
necessarily having sex. 

956
00:51:03,370 --> 00:51:05,640
The physicality of sex being 
involved. 

957
00:51:05,730 --> 00:51:11,590
I also think maybe this person, 
maybe they're they might not 

958
00:51:11,600 --> 00:51:13,780
feel like they have strong 
intimate relationships with 

959
00:51:13,790 --> 00:51:16,650
women in their life. 
Maybe they need to work on maybe

960
00:51:16,660 --> 00:51:19,300
working on attaining them, or 
maybe not so much working on 

961
00:51:19,310 --> 00:51:22,030
attaining them, but maybe they 
crave that kind of that 

962
00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:26,250
connection and that is why 
they're having these dreams. 

963
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:29,840
And it also can. 
I'm not saying this is to the 

964
00:51:29,850 --> 00:51:31,660
dreamer. 
I don't know anything about this

965
00:51:31,670 --> 00:51:35,870
dreamer, but it could also be 
dealing with like your 

966
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:38,590
relationship with women in 
general and how you how you 

967
00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:41,990
perceive them. 
Here's another my boss and I 

968
00:51:42,000 --> 00:51:44,890
seem to have a sort of eye 
fucking going on, but I've never

969
00:51:44,900 --> 00:51:47,210
acted upon it. 
One night I got a little high 

970
00:51:47,220 --> 00:51:50,210
and started masturbating. 
I fell asleep, then had to write

971
00:51:50,220 --> 00:51:54,530
down this vivid dream of us. 
I was in our copy room doing the

972
00:51:54,540 --> 00:51:58,290
usual duties when he came in and
bent me over over the copier. 

973
00:51:58,370 --> 00:52:02,770
It felt so fucking real. 
I woke up and even had a puddle 

974
00:52:02,780 --> 00:52:04,450
of my own cum. 
Oh my gosh. 

975
00:52:04,500 --> 00:52:07,890
A few weeks later, my boss 
relocated to another job site. 

976
00:52:07,940 --> 00:52:14,080
Did I conjure his moving OHP? 
That's funny. 

977
00:52:14,150 --> 00:52:21,520
Well, honestly, I feel like a 
lot of times when you have like 

978
00:52:21,530 --> 00:52:25,040
the boss archetype, hmm, 
superior. 

979
00:52:25,050 --> 00:52:29,440
What does this boss have traits 
of that you would like to 

980
00:52:29,450 --> 00:52:33,510
acquire for yourself and that 
you would like to kind of be 

981
00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:37,500
more, um, one with, you know, 
maybe this. 

982
00:52:37,510 --> 00:52:39,750
You know a lot of types bosses 
are. 

983
00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:40,950
What are they? 
Leaders? 

984
00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:43,970
What leadership skills do you 
want to work on? 

985
00:52:44,180 --> 00:52:50,610
Do you do you feel that maybe 
you you want to promotion or 

986
00:52:50,620 --> 00:52:53,980
something like that? 
Let me see what Let me see if I 

987
00:52:53,990 --> 00:52:59,060
could see Boss here. 
But I would definitely. 

988
00:52:59,110 --> 00:53:03,250
I definitely think that also 
like it is on your mind, you 

989
00:53:03,260 --> 00:53:06,600
know, it's one of those things 
that it's common to have that. 

990
00:53:06,610 --> 00:53:09,510
One thing I found in my research
too was that they said when you 

991
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:14,780
have sex with an authority 
figure, they say that it may and

992
00:53:14,830 --> 00:53:18,500
like you said, you're seeking 
approval from someone in charge.

993
00:53:18,510 --> 00:53:21,060
Yeah, you want the approval from
them and then you. 

994
00:53:21,070 --> 00:53:23,980
Also this book says this book 
sometimes is a little bit. 

995
00:53:23,990 --> 00:53:26,660
I feel like this book sometimes 
has fear mongering messages. 

996
00:53:26,670 --> 00:53:29,580
Oh, because this one says liking
your boss in a dream. 

997
00:53:29,630 --> 00:53:31,750
Which I mean, this person is 
liking their boss. 

998
00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:34,120
Because they've. 
I fucked, but they never acted 

999
00:53:34,130 --> 00:53:37,030
upon it, which is great 
professionalism at all times, 

1000
00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:39,520
yes. 
And so liking your boss in the 

1001
00:53:39,530 --> 00:53:42,560
dream means you need to watch 
your back at work. 

1002
00:53:43,410 --> 00:53:47,860
So interesting, I would say even
for this person like you know, 

1003
00:53:47,930 --> 00:53:50,410
they are very professional, but 
if they felt like it sometimes 

1004
00:53:50,420 --> 00:53:53,860
maybe they're like OK, maybe I 
need to like tone it down a 

1005
00:53:53,870 --> 00:53:57,500
little bit before I keep going. 
I want to let everyone know I am

1006
00:53:57,570 --> 00:54:01,300
looking at 12,000 Dreams 
interpreted by Gustav Hinman 

1007
00:54:01,310 --> 00:54:05,820
Miller, revised and updated by 
Linda Shields and Lenore Scom. 

1008
00:54:05,870 --> 00:54:08,140
Scammell, Scammell. 
I Don't Know How to say. 

1009
00:54:08,150 --> 00:54:12,620
I'll put it in the description 
of the episode so folks can get 

1010
00:54:12,630 --> 00:54:14,840
it. 
Yes, it's it's available at 

1011
00:54:14,850 --> 00:54:17,220
Barnes and Nobles and probably 
on your Kindle. 

1012
00:54:17,390 --> 00:54:18,650
Awesome. 
So yes. 

1013
00:54:18,660 --> 00:54:22,230
And also if you do have a 
Kindle, this is not an ad or 

1014
00:54:22,240 --> 00:54:26,250
anything, but they do have what 
they kind of have, like this 

1015
00:54:26,260 --> 00:54:28,990
monthly service. 
It's like kind of like you can 

1016
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:31,320
download books if you pay like a
certain amount of money a month 

1017
00:54:31,450 --> 00:54:34,810
and have a lot of free dream 
interpretations if you have that

1018
00:54:34,870 --> 00:54:38,130
so or like dream books rather so
you can there you go, if you're 

1019
00:54:38,140 --> 00:54:40,290
already one of these members of 
like the Kindle Book Club, 

1020
00:54:40,300 --> 00:54:42,900
whatever it is. 
Be like Sabrina and and decode 

1021
00:54:42,910 --> 00:54:46,590
your own dreams. 
Yeah, So yeah, I would say. 

1022
00:54:47,110 --> 00:54:50,500
This also says to dream of OK, 
so this person isn't being a 

1023
00:54:50,510 --> 00:54:54,680
boss. 
So I would say to this book says

1024
00:54:54,690 --> 00:54:58,180
to dream of being a boss means 
that you will soon fail at your 

1025
00:54:58,190 --> 00:55:00,200
job or career. 
But clearly this is not what the

1026
00:55:00,210 --> 00:55:01,640
person had. 
They had a sex dream. 

1027
00:55:01,710 --> 00:55:04,670
So they want to be more intimate
with their leadership side. 

1028
00:55:04,740 --> 00:55:08,390
They want to be, you know, they 
want approval from people that 

1029
00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:13,280
they look up to as well, 
especially they might even in 

1030
00:55:13,290 --> 00:55:17,280
their work like of their work. 
I'd be very interested to see 

1031
00:55:17,290 --> 00:55:20,460
what this person does for a 
living, but I can only. 

1032
00:55:20,870 --> 00:55:24,240
I wish they wrote it down. 
I'm going to Daydream about it 

1033
00:55:24,340 --> 00:55:28,560
and I will make it up for 
myself, but no, just kidding. 

1034
00:55:29,040 --> 00:55:31,960
So yeah, let me go back to 
seeing intercourse. 

1035
00:55:31,970 --> 00:55:33,920
Which one is that? 
I have a lot of sticky notes 

1036
00:55:33,930 --> 00:55:40,650
because I've been trying to 
write, work on my blog where I 

1037
00:55:41,040 --> 00:55:45,750
sorry, I'm just trying to look 
where I talk more about this 

1038
00:55:46,500 --> 00:55:48,750
kind of thing. 
I've talked about driving dreams

1039
00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:50,730
before and I've been working on 
water. 

1040
00:55:50,740 --> 00:55:54,530
Dreams and water. 
I'm from Philadelphia. 

1041
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:56,550
I don't know if anyone could 
tell. 

1042
00:55:57,100 --> 00:56:00,750
So what are dreams have deal 
with a lot of emotional things. 

1043
00:56:00,760 --> 00:56:02,950
And there's so much to go into 
water. 

1044
00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:06,000
Dreams because you can swim. 
There's storms, there's rivers, 

1045
00:56:06,010 --> 00:56:12,620
there's, you know, bodily water,
you know, so it's a lot that. 

1046
00:56:12,670 --> 00:56:15,680
So, yeah, they seem pretty 
comfortable in this, in the 

1047
00:56:15,690 --> 00:56:18,960
intercourse they were having. 
So I definitely think there was 

1048
00:56:18,970 --> 00:56:21,300
happy changes. 
I mean, it kind of sucks that I 

1049
00:56:21,310 --> 00:56:24,180
think it was funny that there 
was a change after they've had 

1050
00:56:24,190 --> 00:56:28,060
sex with this boss. 
In their dream, at least. 

1051
00:56:28,070 --> 00:56:29,580
You know, I think it does, kind 
of. 

1052
00:56:29,620 --> 00:56:32,700
I'm not going to say that this 
dreamer conjured their boss 

1053
00:56:32,710 --> 00:56:38,160
away, but I definitely think 
that maybe this final dream was 

1054
00:56:38,350 --> 00:56:41,710
kind of like a nut from the 
universe that this is kind of 

1055
00:56:41,780 --> 00:56:43,670
bleating. 
Hmm. 

1056
00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:47,410
Speaking of fleeting, I don't 
want to say that this is too 

1057
00:56:47,420 --> 00:56:50,930
much of A trigger warning, but 
this one is not also on. 

1058
00:56:51,750 --> 00:56:56,050
Cute. 
What does it mean to dream of an

1059
00:56:56,060 --> 00:56:58,280
abusive ex? 
Especially when you were never 

1060
00:56:58,290 --> 00:57:01,470
really sexually attracted to? 
My current partner says They 

1061
00:57:01,480 --> 00:57:04,480
hear me moaning, even sometimes 
saying their name. 

1062
00:57:04,890 --> 00:57:07,180
The ex. 
This ex was the worst. 

1063
00:57:07,230 --> 00:57:09,750
So why am I dreaming of someone 
who hurt me? 

1064
00:57:13,680 --> 00:57:17,320
OK, before I start this, I would
like to say that if you do, if 

1065
00:57:17,330 --> 00:57:21,300
this person was abusive to you, 
no matter what I say, I still 

1066
00:57:21,310 --> 00:57:25,290
think you should talk with it. 
Someone who's a professional 

1067
00:57:25,340 --> 00:57:33,350
mental health provider, I 
definitely think that even if in

1068
00:57:33,360 --> 00:57:37,470
the dream they're having 
pleasant sex with this ex, I 

1069
00:57:37,480 --> 00:57:39,970
still think it was an unpleasant
experience. 

1070
00:57:40,020 --> 00:57:44,900
So what the book says that if 
you have uncomfortable sex, is 

1071
00:57:44,910 --> 00:57:48,130
that your way of thinking about 
a relationship will change, but 

1072
00:57:48,140 --> 00:57:50,770
not always. 
For the better, I would say, but

1073
00:57:50,780 --> 00:57:52,290
not for the better. 
I think that's a little 

1074
00:57:52,300 --> 00:57:55,530
subjective and I I don't 
actually kind of agree with that

1075
00:57:55,540 --> 00:57:58,090
for this interpretation. 
Yeah, because they're obviously,

1076
00:57:58,100 --> 00:58:01,010
they've moved on to a different 
relationship. 

1077
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:07,640
I think as someone who was also 
a survivor of sexual abuse at 

1078
00:58:07,650 --> 00:58:12,020
some point, I think a lot of 
times our brains are processing 

1079
00:58:12,030 --> 00:58:19,160
that. 
And they it kind of is kind of a

1080
00:58:19,170 --> 00:58:23,400
little bit of a memory thing. 
And it's kind of like your brain

1081
00:58:23,410 --> 00:58:26,440
is almost trying to wrap around 
like where was the intimacy? 

1082
00:58:26,450 --> 00:58:29,800
Like how can you be this close 
with me and still hurt me? 

1083
00:58:29,810 --> 00:58:34,780
Like, I still I think when you 
have dreams like that, it it 

1084
00:58:34,790 --> 00:58:37,680
does talk about like kind of 
trying to figure out why. 

1085
00:58:37,750 --> 00:58:42,080
And I think when you do have 
these kind of replays in our in 

1086
00:58:42,090 --> 00:58:45,980
your brain, you're trying to 
like look back and see what has 

1087
00:58:45,990 --> 00:58:49,540
happened, you know why like 
where did things go wrong, you 

1088
00:58:49,550 --> 00:58:55,470
know and that sort of sense. 
I also feel that having a dream 

1089
00:58:55,520 --> 00:58:59,110
like this can, you know, it 
doesn't really say anything 

1090
00:58:59,120 --> 00:59:01,250
about their current partner. 
Cause considering the 

1091
00:59:01,260 --> 00:59:05,170
circumstance of the dream, I 
don't really think that I also 

1092
00:59:05,180 --> 00:59:08,950
can kind of ate my. 
I know this kind of is kind of a

1093
00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:11,380
positive spin on it, but it 
might indicate that they're 

1094
00:59:11,390 --> 00:59:14,930
actually having intimacy in 
their waking life with their new

1095
00:59:14,940 --> 00:59:19,170
partner despite having these 
dreams of this ex partner. 

1096
00:59:19,720 --> 00:59:23,760
I would also say to this person,
which I should have mentioned a 

1097
00:59:23,770 --> 00:59:25,720
little earlier, but actually 
it's probably a perfect timing. 

1098
00:59:25,790 --> 00:59:29,410
You know that sometimes when you
have sex with people that are, 

1099
00:59:29,420 --> 00:59:31,670
you know, I would say look up 
their name. 

1100
00:59:31,720 --> 00:59:35,340
I saw this on a someone, another
spiritual person they post on 

1101
00:59:35,350 --> 00:59:37,200
their Twitter. 
I wish I remembered their handle

1102
00:59:37,210 --> 00:59:39,370
right now. 
But they said, you know, 

1103
00:59:39,380 --> 00:59:44,470
sometimes when you have dreams 
of people that you don't really,

1104
00:59:44,770 --> 00:59:48,060
you know, know or you know, 
maybe just look up their name 

1105
00:59:48,070 --> 00:59:51,500
meaning like everyone's name has
a meaning, a meaning to it. 

1106
00:59:51,570 --> 00:59:54,020
See what that has to say. 
Cause a lot of times that might 

1107
00:59:54,030 --> 00:59:56,780
have something to do with it as 
trusting. 

1108
00:59:56,830 --> 01:00:02,230
So like say if you have um, sex 
with like a Michael, right? 

1109
01:00:03,000 --> 01:00:05,470
You could if you look up 
Michael's look up the name 

1110
01:00:05,480 --> 01:00:08,650
Michael you'll probably every 
hit will probably be like Mark 

1111
01:00:08,660 --> 01:00:11,670
Michael Archangel. 
Michael Archangel is a protector

1112
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:16,310
you know that's his archetype 
protection kind of this clearer 

1113
01:00:16,380 --> 01:00:19,410
like clearer of obstacles type 
archetype. 

1114
01:00:19,420 --> 01:00:25,040
So looking up name meanings does
excuse me help with deciphering 

1115
01:00:25,050 --> 01:00:26,970
these dreams. 
I think it's also dream of 

1116
01:00:26,980 --> 01:00:29,590
strength too. 
I kind of think it's a strength 

1117
01:00:29,600 --> 01:00:31,380
from leaving. 
That MMM. 

1118
01:00:31,430 --> 01:00:35,190
Because that makes sense because
it is kind of there is that 

1119
01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:37,680
strength that I think when 
especially when you are in 

1120
01:00:37,690 --> 01:00:40,740
abusive relationships, that 
sexual intimacy is kind of a 

1121
01:00:40,750 --> 01:00:45,900
hard thing to break. 
But I congratulate this person 

1122
01:00:45,950 --> 01:00:50,840
for doing so and I hope that 
they heal from this And I 

1123
01:00:50,850 --> 01:00:59,020
definitely think doing some work
like spiritual help with, um 

1124
01:00:59,370 --> 01:01:05,600
maybe their womb area or their 
kind of sacral chakra area might

1125
01:01:05,610 --> 01:01:07,840
really help them with this as 
well. 

1126
01:01:07,890 --> 01:01:10,730
But then again, like I said in 
the disclaimer, you know, 

1127
01:01:10,770 --> 01:01:13,360
definitely seeking mental health
provider to go through that. 

1128
01:01:13,370 --> 01:01:16,980
I probably, you know more times 
than not they probably already 

1129
01:01:16,990 --> 01:01:20,740
are dealing with that. 
But a lot of psychologists have 

1130
01:01:20,750 --> 01:01:23,640
studied dreams. 
You know, Freud had his book, 

1131
01:01:23,650 --> 01:01:25,970
then Carl Jung had his book, and
then they whatever. 

1132
01:01:25,980 --> 01:01:28,250
Whatever. 
So most of your therapists are 

1133
01:01:28,260 --> 01:01:32,670
able to talk about these things,
so that's a good thing. 

1134
01:01:32,680 --> 01:01:36,990
But yeah. 
I think we have time for one 

1135
01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:38,110
more. 
Awesome. 

1136
01:01:38,600 --> 01:01:41,590
Hey Saph, My wife and I have one
kid together. 

1137
01:01:41,660 --> 01:01:45,100
She recently got her tubes tied.
However, I keep having this 

1138
01:01:45,110 --> 01:01:47,150
recurring dream that we're 
having another. 

1139
01:01:47,200 --> 01:01:49,110
I have no desire for another 
child. 

1140
01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:52,310
She dies. 
We're both against getting a 

1141
01:01:52,320 --> 01:01:55,290
surrogate. 
And again, I have no desire to 

1142
01:01:55,300 --> 01:01:57,980
carry another, so I'm assuming. 
She carried the first one. 

1143
01:01:58,050 --> 01:02:00,660
Hmm. 
Is this dream telling me I'm 

1144
01:02:00,670 --> 01:02:05,140
selfish or just simply a dream 
of missing the joy of being 

1145
01:02:05,150 --> 01:02:10,300
pregnant? 
It's very interesting that, you 

1146
01:02:10,310 --> 01:02:12,770
know, a lot of people, some 
people do enjoy being pregnant. 

1147
01:02:12,780 --> 01:02:16,080
Some people have very negative 
experiences being pregnant. 

1148
01:02:16,150 --> 01:02:18,820
And it it seems like again, for 
someone who says that they are 

1149
01:02:18,830 --> 01:02:22,250
against and this is no offence, 
but for someone saying that 

1150
01:02:22,260 --> 01:02:24,960
they're against and no desire to
have a child, but yet you end it

1151
01:02:24,970 --> 01:02:27,990
with. 
The joy of being pregnant. 

1152
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:33,950
Hmm. 
Saying, I definitely think there

1153
01:02:33,960 --> 01:02:36,840
might be a need to relax here a 
little bit too, because arousal.

1154
01:02:36,890 --> 01:02:40,500
Arousal and dreams can also kind
of indicate maybe it's time to 

1155
01:02:40,510 --> 01:02:42,920
step back. 
Because we kind of, we did have 

1156
01:02:42,930 --> 01:02:46,660
some some other dream 
interpretations here that were a

1157
01:02:46,670 --> 01:02:48,280
little bit more in like a stress
inducing. 

1158
01:02:48,290 --> 01:02:52,140
So it's like, OK chill out. 
Like it's OK like that's, you 

1159
01:02:52,150 --> 01:02:55,580
know, part of enjoying sex in 
our waking life You have. 

1160
01:02:55,590 --> 01:02:58,590
It's good to be relaxed and calm
because you're not going to have

1161
01:02:58,600 --> 01:03:01,870
the same experience or it's not 
going to be even good. 

1162
01:03:01,880 --> 01:03:05,270
Right. 
If you're not in a in a in a 

1163
01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:07,380
clear headspace, I wouldn't say 
positive. 

1164
01:03:07,390 --> 01:03:10,430
You don't have to be like, oh so
happy that day, you know, to 

1165
01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:15,050
have sex. 
But I definitely feel that. 

1166
01:03:15,100 --> 01:03:18,870
Can you can you read the second 
and third sentences again for? 

1167
01:03:18,880 --> 01:03:20,830
Me. 
I'm gonna read it. 

1168
01:03:21,560 --> 01:03:24,370
She recently had her tubes tied.
However, I keep having this 

1169
01:03:24,380 --> 01:03:26,530
recurring dream that we're 
having another. 

1170
01:03:26,600 --> 01:03:28,130
I have no desire for another 
child. 

1171
01:03:28,140 --> 01:03:30,230
She dies. 
We're both against getting a 

1172
01:03:30,240 --> 01:03:33,010
Sergei. 
And again I have no desire to 

1173
01:03:33,020 --> 01:03:34,950
carry another. 
OK. 

1174
01:03:35,320 --> 01:03:41,170
So I also feel that you know 
they that you know when you 

1175
01:03:41,330 --> 01:03:44,700
cause it's more about pregnancy.
So if we were talking about 

1176
01:03:44,810 --> 01:03:48,420
pregnancy, we talk about semen. 
We talk about the egg. 

1177
01:03:48,470 --> 01:03:53,300
We talk about birth, right. 
But and this can sometimes be 

1178
01:03:53,310 --> 01:03:56,180
like, oh this maybe is 
foretelling and she's got 

1179
01:03:56,190 --> 01:04:00,000
someone want her or her partner 
is going to have it be pregnant.

1180
01:04:00,050 --> 01:04:02,260
I'm kind of getting the sense 
that it's two women. 

1181
01:04:02,330 --> 01:04:03,780
Oh no, it is definitely too 
women. 

1182
01:04:04,030 --> 01:04:05,620
Definitely too. 
Women, I'm definitely picking 

1183
01:04:05,630 --> 01:04:09,960
up, right? 
But I would say too, where you 

1184
01:04:10,050 --> 01:04:13,510
keep having dreams, where you 
get pregnant or I've had them 

1185
01:04:13,520 --> 01:04:16,830
even when I was like a child and
I was like, what the I'm like, 

1186
01:04:16,840 --> 01:04:18,570
why am I having pregnancy 
dreams? 

1187
01:04:19,660 --> 01:04:24,250
Pregnancy also holds this 
meaning of new creative ideas 

1188
01:04:24,560 --> 01:04:26,230
that they're synonymous with 
each other. 

1189
01:04:26,300 --> 01:04:32,470
OK, Where you can feel like 
there's going to be some new 

1190
01:04:32,480 --> 01:04:35,630
creative endeavour on your 
horizon, or that you guys might 

1191
01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:39,070
want to be invested in. 
Creative does not have to just 

1192
01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:45,670
be about art or you know 
something that specifically 

1193
01:04:45,680 --> 01:04:47,610
creative like art. 
I kind of something already up 

1194
01:04:47,620 --> 01:04:51,790
there, but it could also be 
about creative design. 

1195
01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:54,510
Maybe they want to do something 
with their home that can also be

1196
01:04:54,520 --> 01:04:58,110
something that's you know deals 
with that as well because home 

1197
01:04:58,120 --> 01:05:01,120
life, you know that's pregnancy.
Having children, that's home 

1198
01:05:01,130 --> 01:05:06,740
life to me and I think there was
kind of be like maybe like a new

1199
01:05:06,750 --> 01:05:09,550
this. 
Girls be like a new season in 

1200
01:05:09,560 --> 01:05:11,860
their relationship together as 
well. 

1201
01:05:11,930 --> 01:05:17,300
So that's pregnancy always comes
with this notion that something 

1202
01:05:17,310 --> 01:05:22,080
new is going to arrive. 
And sometimes it is very literal

1203
01:05:22,130 --> 01:05:25,380
that a someone will end up 
pregnant and a new baby will 

1204
01:05:25,390 --> 01:05:27,780
arrive in this world. 
And other times it's other 

1205
01:05:27,790 --> 01:05:31,260
things like when I was having 
them as a as a teenager I was 

1206
01:05:31,270 --> 01:05:36,930
like I'm I was not a sexually 
active teenager the slightest. 

1207
01:05:38,270 --> 01:05:40,600
But I was a very create. 
I'm I was a creative writer. 

1208
01:05:40,670 --> 01:05:44,000
So a lot of times when I would 
have those dreams, they were 

1209
01:05:44,010 --> 01:05:48,460
kind of premonition that I'm 
gonna have a new idea or some 

1210
01:05:48,510 --> 01:05:51,860
something new was gonna come to 
me that I can work on. 

1211
01:05:54,150 --> 01:05:57,320
It's not always necessarily 
financial, I would say. 

1212
01:05:57,330 --> 01:06:00,900
I wouldn't say, you know, could 
be financially beneficial late, 

1213
01:06:00,910 --> 01:06:03,860
it might have to do with 
something with finances later. 

1214
01:06:04,670 --> 01:06:07,540
But I would say it's more like 
that, something that needs to 

1215
01:06:07,550 --> 01:06:10,380
grow as well, like a garden 
almost. 

1216
01:06:10,730 --> 01:06:14,000
Like that. 
Well, earbuds, y'all guy. 

1217
01:06:14,050 --> 01:06:18,680
A bonus long episode tonight and
I'm loving it because again, you

1218
01:06:18,690 --> 01:06:21,750
know, sometimes it's just some. 
Like you get caught up in the 

1219
01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:24,380
information that's provided and 
something's. 

1220
01:06:24,450 --> 01:06:28,010
Want to be said If you want to 
hear more from Sabrina? 

1221
01:06:28,020 --> 01:06:30,450
Sabrina, where can they get in 
touch with you for services? 

1222
01:06:30,540 --> 01:06:35,110
They can reach out to me on 
Instagram at Sabrina E Perry 

1223
01:06:35,260 --> 01:06:40,730
Perri Not a Y and I Through 
there, I have a link to my 

1224
01:06:40,740 --> 01:06:45,790
website and then in my post as 
well when Ioffer Tower readings,

1225
01:06:45,960 --> 01:06:48,730
they'll have an email that they 
can reach me at. 

1226
01:06:48,740 --> 01:06:52,330
I'm still working on my I'm 
still working on having bookings

1227
01:06:52,340 --> 01:06:54,070
on my website. 
I'm still I'm. 

1228
01:06:54,480 --> 01:06:56,680
I have a hard time tech savvy 
sometimes. 

1229
01:06:56,830 --> 01:06:59,260
It it is OK? 
Cause I feel like at the same 

1230
01:06:59,270 --> 01:07:01,780
time I'm the same thing. 
I'm the same way. 

1231
01:07:01,830 --> 01:07:03,550
It's like, I don't know, I feel 
like sometimes I'm just 

1232
01:07:03,560 --> 01:07:05,100
focusing. 
I'm like trying to create things

1233
01:07:05,110 --> 01:07:07,480
and I'm like, I know what to do.
I have so much to do. 

1234
01:07:07,490 --> 01:07:11,660
I don't even want to start, but 
I would say just hit me, send me

1235
01:07:11,670 --> 01:07:13,940
a DM, send me an email would 
probably be the best bet. 

1236
01:07:13,950 --> 01:07:16,720
If you wanted to book a reading 
with dream interpretations, I 

1237
01:07:16,730 --> 01:07:19,480
will say for my dream 
interpretations, I don't just 

1238
01:07:19,490 --> 01:07:22,000
interpret your dreams, I also 
give you a tarot reading. 

1239
01:07:22,070 --> 01:07:25,720
So we kind of take what your 
dream says and then we're like 

1240
01:07:25,730 --> 01:07:28,180
how we're going to apply this to
your life and like where to go 

1241
01:07:28,190 --> 01:07:30,310
from there. 
Because I feel like sometimes 

1242
01:07:31,240 --> 01:07:33,030
from my own experience of 
looking at my dreams, it's very 

1243
01:07:33,040 --> 01:07:35,210
much like these one sentences 
like, oh, you're gonna have good

1244
01:07:35,220 --> 01:07:37,030
luck and good fortune or 
something. 

1245
01:07:37,040 --> 01:07:39,560
You're not gonna get something. 
Watch your back or you know, 

1246
01:07:39,570 --> 01:07:41,970
like how somebody. 
Solutely quick little sentences.

1247
01:07:41,980 --> 01:07:46,550
So I like to use that extra 
insight to decide to kind of get

1248
01:07:46,560 --> 01:07:51,470
a deeper meaning of my dream. 
Well, again, follow her at 

1249
01:07:51,480 --> 01:07:54,820
Sabrina Perry on Instagram. 
Yes, please, Perry. 

1250
01:07:55,220 --> 01:07:56,990
Perry Oh my goodness. 
I got to put that in the bio 

1251
01:07:57,000 --> 01:08:00,160
thing. 
Yes, make sure you follow 

1252
01:08:00,170 --> 01:08:03,740
Sabrina E Perry because I think 
you would go back in the past of

1253
01:08:03,810 --> 01:08:09,600
Sabrina Perry's past. 
And Speaking of going into the 

1254
01:08:09,610 --> 01:08:12,260
past, we have one more eargasm 
to go. 

1255
01:08:12,330 --> 01:08:15,680
Next week we have the return of 
Opal McLean. 

1256
01:08:15,770 --> 01:08:19,050
She came on a couple ear gasms 
ago. 

1257
01:08:19,060 --> 01:08:23,260
I want to say earlier of last 
year talking about, you know, 

1258
01:08:23,270 --> 01:08:27,950
being a thick woman in in shape,
fitness wise, she's a female 

1259
01:08:27,960 --> 01:08:29,660
football player. 
I remember. 

1260
01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:31,529
I remember that. 
Yeah, it's going to be good 

1261
01:08:31,540 --> 01:08:34,080
because, you know, we got to 
feed the soul for Thanksgiving, 

1262
01:08:34,090 --> 01:08:36,560
whether or not people like to 
celebrate, you know, this 

1263
01:08:36,649 --> 01:08:39,130
terrible holiday. 
Or just want to get fat on the 

1264
01:08:39,140 --> 01:08:43,300
holiday, but we are taking A 
twist on it from the last time 

1265
01:08:43,310 --> 01:08:44,770
we spoke. 
It's gone. 

1266
01:08:44,779 --> 01:08:47,450
It might get a little heavy, but
I think this is very 

1267
01:08:47,460 --> 01:08:50,470
interesting. 
She wants to centre it around 

1268
01:08:50,479 --> 01:08:53,810
how white supremacy affects our 
nutritional health in ways to 

1269
01:08:53,819 --> 01:08:58,689
avoid it this holiday season. 
That is very interesting. 

1270
01:08:58,760 --> 01:09:03,790
I am. 
It's a very heavy topic as well 

1271
01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:09,250
considering that even though I 
am a white girl, I've definitely

1272
01:09:09,260 --> 01:09:14,840
felt I'm plus size. 
So dealing with that, that 

1273
01:09:14,850 --> 01:09:17,819
stigma from doctors, like I'm 
getting a well visit soon. 

1274
01:09:17,830 --> 01:09:20,340
I'm already mentally preparing 
that, you know, they're gonna 

1275
01:09:20,350 --> 01:09:22,960
tell me I'm completely healthy, 
but I'm still gonna need to lose

1276
01:09:22,970 --> 01:09:25,500
weight and that's been my life 
since I was a child. 

1277
01:09:25,550 --> 01:09:28,640
So and I've always been tall and
you know, I just was just grew 

1278
01:09:28,649 --> 01:09:31,880
big fast. 
So I'm very interested to see 

1279
01:09:31,890 --> 01:09:34,460
where that takes you. 
We're going to feed your soul 

1280
01:09:34,470 --> 01:09:36,700
and your mind, so get ready, 
earbuds. 

1281
01:09:36,710 --> 01:09:38,960
It's not going to. 
It's still going to be sexy 

1282
01:09:39,000 --> 01:09:40,540
because this is Sapphire's 
earplay. 

1283
01:09:40,550 --> 01:09:43,100
But at the same time, you know, 
I always have to hit you guys 

1284
01:09:43,109 --> 01:09:45,460
with some hard stuff. 
So of course there will be a 

1285
01:09:45,470 --> 01:09:47,170
trigger. 
Morning depending upon the 

1286
01:09:47,180 --> 01:09:51,200
content matter, but we are going
to feed your soul, your body and

1287
01:09:51,210 --> 01:09:55,130
your mind next week with Opal. 
With that being said, ear buds. 

1288
01:09:55,140 --> 01:09:57,440
Remember, you can follow me at 
Miss Radio Sapphire. 

1289
01:09:57,450 --> 01:10:02,870
That's MSRADIOSAPHIRE of course.
At Sapphire's Earplay 

1290
01:10:02,880 --> 01:10:11,210
SAPHIRESEARPLAY and visit the 
new Miss Radio sapphire.com. 

1291
01:10:11,260 --> 01:10:14,030
You could listen to episodes. 
You can book me for your voice 

1292
01:10:14,040 --> 01:10:16,110
over whatever you need my voice 
on. 

1293
01:10:16,120 --> 01:10:19,120
I am happy. 
In taking job applications now 

1294
01:10:19,130 --> 01:10:22,110
in between everything I got 
going and of course if you just 

1295
01:10:22,120 --> 01:10:25,640
want to just send a shout out. 
If you just want to contact me 

1296
01:10:25,710 --> 01:10:28,810
just like you know these earbuds
submitted their sex dreams, go 

1297
01:10:28,820 --> 01:10:32,960
to missradiosapphire.com. 
With that being said, Here Buds 

1298
01:10:33,550 --> 01:10:37,140
safe sex is the best hot sex 
till next week. 

1299
01:10:37,230 --> 01:10:38,260
Good. 
That's right. 

1300
01:10:39,670 --> 01:10:42,390
Next week, Good night. 
Night. 

1301
01:10:43,220 --> 01:10:45,660
That was the show all you sexy 
mother fuckers out there 

1302
01:10:45,670 --> 01:10:49,150
remember to follow, admits Radio
Sapphire and Sapphire's earplay 

1303
01:10:49,160 --> 01:10:51,360
on Instagram. 
Want some ear gasms of the past 

1304
01:10:51,370 --> 01:10:53,150
and future? 
Make sure to follow on Apple 

1305
01:10:53,160 --> 01:10:57,010
Podcasts, Anchor, Spotify, 
iHeartRadio, and all streaming 

1306
01:10:57,020 --> 01:10:58,070
platforms.